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I didn’t plan for this to happen…
Jake wasn’t the type of person to go to big ass parties with a lot of teenagers that only talk shit about others and play spin the bottle… although Drew did want him to go since it would be more fun that his best friend would be there. Obviously Jake was pretty nervous about this since he pretty much doesn’t know anyone there, either way he agreed he’d go just this one for Drew. Around 9:00 pm Jake took an Uber and entered into the big crowd, there was loud music, and a lot of socializing. Jake took a deep breath and walked trough the crowd until he saw Drew. His eyes widen with surprise when he saw that Henry and Liam also came, which made him more excited than before.
Drew spots him and waves, Henry and Liam see him too and approach him to talk to him. Jake also seems to be enjoying the party although he never stopped being nervous about someone judging him, it all went pretty well! Drew grabs his hand to take him to the much bigger social group which they all sit down in a circle and get along… within the hours went by everyone was starting to drink, a pretty bad idea but they are immature teenagers… Jake wasn’t drinking because he was worried and concerned of what could happen, as Drew was taking a shot he looks at him.
“Oh please don’t tell me you’re scared of drinking…” Drew said in a teasing tone, Jake blushes a little in embarrassment “W-well.. just a little” Drew stays quiet for some seconds and hands him a drink with a slight smirk, Jake’s looks a little surprised “Come on, be my guest!” Drew says trying to make him agree, Jake sighs looking up and then confidently grabs it “Just this once alright?” They both slightly chuckle and drink together.
The party goes on and people were starting to pay bets on how much drinks could someone handle before they pass out, Drew wanted to participate to gain reputation of course. Jake just went to the restroom and when he came back he was absolutely shocked, the crowd kept cheering on Drew as he was finishing another glass. Drew looked drunk as fuck, he takes his last shot and slams the glass down as everyone cheers “That… was nothing.. haha.. I’m sure I can take more anyway…” Liam and Henry pull Jake over next to Drew “I think you gotta take him home right now, we don’t want him to pass out or anything…” Liam says and snickers a little “Who even pressured him to participate!?” Jake asks, Henry crosses his arms and sighs “Well erm… He wanted to-“ Jake sighs and walks over to Drew, “Drew we gotta go home now. he says as he puts his shoulder on his to help him walk, Drew had his head down because he was pretty dizzy, he just nods as Jake takes him outside waiting for the uber.
Once they get to Drew’s house Jake keeps his shoulder on him to guide him, Drew keeps quietly mumbling “You shouldn’t have drank too much…” Jake says in a more soft voice, Drew looks at him his eyes were half closed as if he was tired “I’m fine I don’t know why you always overreact…” Drew scoffs. Jake takes him to his bedroom, Jake was glad that his parents weren’t home since they were on a business trip. Other wise if they would’ve found out he got drunk.
“Alright we are here buddy” Drew holds Jake by his waist, Jake slightly gasps and blushes “Drew..? you’re pretty drunk maybe you should-“ Jake gets cut off “Zoey don’t leave meeee….” Zoey?! Jake thought, maybe it could be since he was also blonde and Zoey was blonde maybe he was disoriented..? Jake nervously chuckles “No- Drew I’m not-“ Drew either way kisses him, Jake’s eyes widen confused as he blushes from his action. As Drew breaks the kiss Jake just stares at him stunned “Drew… what the fuck I’m your best friend!” Jake says blushing, Drew pins him to the wall not listening to him at all. Jake gasps and tries to make him react “D-Drew! Seriously stop!” Drew with his eyes half closed shifting into Jake’s brown eyes slightly smiles “Stop being so stubborn Zoey..” Drew says and kisses him again, Jake blushes not believing what is happening right now… I mean, his drunk best friend is kissing him right now! And he doesn’t believe that he’s actually enjoying it… Jake defeated closes his eyes and kisses him back, Jake puts his hand around Drew’s back as they keep kissing passionately.
Jake’s heart was racing so fast, he knew he would regret everything once Drew remembered what happened but he wasn’t thinking about that in the moment, he was just embracing the kiss and going with it. Drew breaks the kiss, Jake’s breathing was a little shaky “Andrew….” Jake says with his eyes half closed, Drew drags him and pushes him into his bed, Jake looks at him nervously as Drew crawls on top of him. Jake started getting worried things were getting out of hand.. “D-Drew this is going too far.. y-you’re drunk- you’re not aware of what’s- happening and-“ Drew leans into his neck and suddenly bites him. “Ah-!?” Jake lets out a small groan and tries pushing him off but Drew wasn’t giving up, he keep nibbling on his neck only causing Jake to let out small moans. Jake keeps trying to push him off as he keeps getting more worried about how much this is gonna escalate.
Drew kept nibbling on his neck, Jake just tried being quiet since he wasn’t able to push him off. Drew had left some marks on Jake, Jake was worried and flustered about the whole situation… “Drew you left marks..!” he said flustered, Drew still on top of Jake he sits down. Jake gets a bulge from this and he gulps as he looks away in embarrassment “Just relax…” Drew says in his calm voice, he leans in and kisses Jake once again. Jake felt so many emotions but he just decided to go with it and risk their friendship… Drew slides his hands down and starts pulling off Jake’s pants, Jake puts his arms around Drew to cling into him as they both make small muffled noises. The fact Drew was drunk yet managing to dominate Jake was so unreal.. Drew takes off his pants as well and Jake feels Drew’s cold hands under his shirt as he continues kissing him “M-mhm..” Jake feels Drew accommodate his legs around his waist. This felt so surreal.. I mean there was no way this was actually happening, was it..? Drew was about to pull off Jake’s boxers, Jake flinches “WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT-!” Drew tilts his head annoyed why Jake was stopping him “W-we can’t do this..” Jake said worried. Drew slightly smirks “Really? Well it’s not fucking stopping me..” Drew flips him making him lay on his stomach and he puts both of his arms around his stomach holding him, Jake starts getting more worried “y-you’re kidding right?!” he says blushing worried.
“Stop worrying too much baby…..” Jake starts tearing up a little, he knew he wasn’t aware at all of what was happening from how much he drank at the party, overall Jake was scared “Drew w-wait.. !!!” Jake feels Drew thrusting into him, the unexpectedly movement made Jake’s body tighten and it was painful “AH..!” Jake let out a loud groan and he covers his mouth with his hand as his eyes widen, Drew clings onto Jake as he keeps on going.
Jake felt too many emotions he starts tearing up “D-Drew it hurts! Ah… Ah~!” Small moans escaped Jake’s mouth “Fuck Zoey.. you feel so amazing….” Jake closes his eyes and tries not making much noise, it somehow felt good but ti was quite painful for him. Jake’s mind was going blank he couldn’t think of anything else “Ah… D-drew.. Ah… fuck…” they were both breathing heavily “Fuckfuckfuck.. Ngh you feel so good…” Drew mumbles under his breath as he tries taking Jake’s hand off his mouth to hear him “Ah~ Ah… N-ngh~!” Jake whimpers as he arches his back, Drew pulls back and thrusts in this causes Jake to moans loudly as tears fall down his eyes.
They’ve been going for some time now, Drew realizes Jake was tired. He was biting the sheets and he had some tears in his eyes, Drew pulls back on his boxers as he goes over to the side and spoons Jake. He blushes by his action still worried about everything that just happened, Drew whispers “I love you…” Jake’s heart lighted up with these words although he knew it wasn’t meant for him at all and that Drew was probably drunk and didn’t know at all it was him… they both end up falling asleep hugging each other.
Jake wakes up around 9:00 am, he rubs his eyes and looks next to him seeing Drew sleeping next to him. He immediately remembers what happened last night, his face becomes red as he gets worried. he sits in the edge of the bed as he walks into the bathroom in his shirt and boxers. Jake locks the door and he stands in front of the mirror seeing all of the hickeys Drew left on him “Shit shit shit shit shit….” Jake touched his neck and he suddenly felt his heart stop when he heard a knock “Jake are you in there?” Drew said with a tired voice as he just woke up, he didn’t remember what happened last night and he was confused why he only had his shirt and boxers on.
Jake takes a deep breath he says with a shaky voice “Y-yeah.. I’ll get out in a minute…” Jake covers his face as he looks down having absolutely no idea how to explain it to him, he gets out of the bathroom as he looks a little down because he can’t see his face. “Jake I forgot what happened yesterday-“ Drew sees Jake’s marks on his neck, his eyes widen a little as if he started to remember but his memory was fuzzy “Jake how did you get those..?” Drew says hesitant.
Jake can’t even look at him he crosses his arms, silence says it all… but Drew wasn’t taking this the slightest way calmly, he gets closer to him and holds his arm “Jake how did this happen!?” Drew says with a worried and angry tone, Jake closes his eyes as he looks down shameful and embarrassed. He was trying his best not to break down “Y-you were too drunk I-.. took you home.. Y-y… I-I tried stopping y-you… I- I swear- I…” Drew takes a deep breath not believing this his memory was too fuzzy “You’re telling me Zoey didn’t bring me home..? It was YOU!?” Drew says slightly yelling at him.
He takes a deep breath noticing how Jake had a tear in his eyes avoiding to look at him, Drew starts feeling guilty now. It’s just so unreal how all of that happened without him even being aware it was his best friend. Drew gets closer trying to get him to talk “Jake.. I have no fucking idea why I did that..” Jake closes his eyes again trying not to break down “N-no I should’ve stopped you.. pushed you away.. I-… I’m sorry…” Jake felt so shameful he let it happen knowing he could’ve tried stopping him, Drew was getting also a bit emotional. He hugs Jake, Jake hugs him back even tho they were both shameful and embarrassed to even touch each other again.
“It was a fucking misunderstanding..” Drew was feeling a little guilty that Jake can’t look at him the same as before and he was mostly worried if anyone found out about this. Drew either way started remembering as his memory wasn’t that fuzzy anymore, then fucking zoey was a gold digger..? He just remembered what he saw during the party which was Zoey with another guy, Drew’s perspective about this changed “I’m sorry you might not be able to see me the same way as before… god I still could’ve done something…” Jake looks down in defeat ashamed, Drew takes a deep breath “Jake, did you try stoping it?” Jake’s eyes widen and he blushes “W-what..?” He wasn’t even sure if he heard it correctly.
“Did you try stopping me?” Drew said again wanting an answer from Jake “W-why are you even asking me this!?” Jake says in a surprised tone, Drew kept getting closer Jake ends up in the wall as Drew doesn’t break the eye contact which only makes him more nervous “Answer my question” Jake gulps, he looks away and mumbles “I-I tried to..” Drew couldn’t believe this, he holds his arms and gets closer to the point the tension is very intimate “Drew I…” Drew was pissed off about his memory slowly coming back and remembering everything that happened at the party including his girlfriend Zoey kissing another guy.
“Now that I think about it.. Zoey can go fuck herself anyway” Drew said clearly frustrated, Jake blushes as he says surprised “What is that supposed to mean-?!” Drew rolls his eyes “I remembered what happened now, so I guess Henry and Liam were right…” Jake knew that he was talking about Zoey, suddenly he gets carried his legs around Drew’s waist. Jake slightly gasps “Drew what the fuck put me down!” Drew’s smile fades as he gets more serious “And don’t act like you don’t know about it too.. how long has this been going on..?” Jake got slightly worried in this situation, he did feel bad he never told him about this.. “Some months..” Drew was quite annoyed he never found out about this and that his friends also never told him “Is that so huh?” Drew seemed like he was somewhat annoyed because of how long Zoey’s cheating has been going on.
Jake said quite surprised and defensive “You.. you seriously don’t know it would’ve been harder for you to believe us” Drew pulls away a little, he sighs “You know I loved her, right?” Jake realized that he should’ve told him since the start about his girlfriend’s cheating. Jake sits a little closer to him “I- I know..” it was much harder for him to look at his eyes, Jake looks down “Are you.. mad..?” he says a little hesitant, Drew’s eyes soften a bit but he doesn’t seem to be angry “No, just disappointed” Jake crossed his arms “D-do you still see me as your best friend…?” he asks, Drew stays quiet for some seconds not knowing what to say. He says not wanting to admit “What happened yesterday as a misunderstanding.. you weren’t Zoey…” these words for some reason made Jake relieved but he felt a little sad he didn’t wanna admit he felt shameful for having sex with his best friend, either way things aren’t gonna be the same between them anymore. Drew felt disgust and shame of what happened, they’re just trying to act as if it never happened at all but it’s hard not to. During school they kept hanging out but every time Jake saw his face he couldn’t see him directly after what happened… Drew wouldn’t mind being in love with Jake, if it didn’t mean being in love with a boy… and Jake wouldn’t mind being in love with a boy, if it didn’t mean being in love with Drew…