Chapter 1: Assignment
Notes:
I will posted as often as possible. most likely every other day or every two days.
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It has been about a month since Lex and Lilian escaped (and were recaptured), Leviathan was defeated, and Kara and Lena decided to start moving forward.
This last month has been tough for Kara for many different reasons. She was happy that she and Lena were able to start and move past their betrayals, but there was still tension between the two women. Kara wasn’t sure how to act around Lena anymore.
So much has happened and she didn’t exactly know what their new relationship looked like. Over the few months, Kara and Lena met up a few times to discuss possible leads on Lex and Lillian, but apart from work, they did not talk much. Kara occasionally went to check on Lena to make sure she was safe, but she didn’t want to push Lena and end up hurting their new and somewhat fragile relationship.
So, when Snapper decided to send Kara to San Francisco to interview an up and coming photographer, Kara was happy to get a break from the stress of her usual supergirl duties, the threat of any unknown associates of Lex, and her nerves about Lena.
After getting her assignment, Kara called Alex to let her know that she won’t be available for Supergirl duties for a few days, and that she needs to get J'onn and Nia to be in charge of the city while she is gone.
“How long are you planning on being gone?” Alex asked her sister
“Umm.. I’m not sure. Snapper said he needs my article in a few days, but I might stay for a few extra days just to take a vacation. After everything that’s happened lately, I think I need some time away from it all.” Kara explained, quickly.
“Ok. Well, you do deserve a break. I hope your story goes well, Sis. And don’t worry about National City, J’onn, Nia, and I have the city covered til you get back.” Alex replied, knowing there was more to the reason Kara wanted to get away, but she didn’t want to push.
“Thanks, Al. I appreciate it…. I should get going, I have a train to catch. Love you.” Kara said, before hanging up.
A few hours and one train ride later, Kara was finally at the high end hotel that CatCo set her up with for her stay. After getting settled, Kara pulled out her laptop and pulled up the email that Snapper sent her with the photographer’s email address and phone number.
Kara quickly sent an email to her interviewee to let her know that she had arrived in San Francisco and to ask when and where she would like to meet Kara.
After sending the email, Kara’s stomach started growling, so she quickly ordered room service to pass the time as she waited for a response email.
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Kara just finished up her large room service order (that she was happy Catco was paying for because room service was expensive), when she heard her email notification ding.
Hello Ms. Danvers,
I am excited to meet you and to conduct our interview. I am pleased that Catco has chosen me to be a part of this year’s “Up and Coming Artists” issue. Tonight, I have an exhibition that is showing off some of my new photographs, and I would love for you to attend if you are available. I will put your name on the guest list in case you are able to attend. If you are able, we can discuss a further interview date at the event today. If not, I understand because it is short notice, and we can set up another time to meet. Hope to see you tonight!
-Donna Troy
Kara read over the email and smiled. She wasn’t sure why, but she was even more excited to meet Ms. Donna Troy. Kara hadn’t really done anything for her help or anything truly fun in months, so she was looking forward to this art event.
Kara quickly used the phone number that Snapper sent her with Donna’s email and texted her.
Kara: Hello Ms. Troy, I hope this is alright that I am texting you instead of simply replying to your email. But, This is Kara Danvers. I wanted to accept your invitation to come to your exhibit tonight.
Donna: Hey! Yes, texting me is fine. I prefer texting and phone calls over email anyway. I am happy that you are coming tonight. I already put you on the guest list. The show starts at 7pm and I’ll send you the location.
Kara: Great! I’ll see you tonight.
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Kara arrived at a local art gallery at exactly 7pm. She wasn’t sure what the dress code was so she decided on a tight fitting navy blue dress, and she was glad she did because as soon as she got past the doorman, she saw a room filled with people in cocktail dress attire.
Kara took a good look around the showroom that was filled with a lot more people and a lot more pictures than she expected. She started to walk around the room and look at all of the photographs that were hanging around the room.
Kara was amazed at Donna’s talent and loved how no to photos were alike. There were pictures with anything from mountain tops to random people in a park and everything in between. Kara’s focus diverted to a large photograph of a shadowy figure holding a bright yellow, almost electric looking, rope.
Kara continued to take in the beauty of this photograph until she heard someone speaking on a microphone behind her, so she turned around to where the voice was coming from. Kara noticed a beautiful, dark-haired woman standing on a small stage next to the bar area holding a microphone.
“Hello, everyone. For those of you who don’t know, I am Donna Troy…”
Oh so, that’s Donna. Wow! Kara thought to herself as she continued to listen.
“... I wanted to thank you all for coming to my show tonight and I want to give an extra thanks to the Art Museum of San Francisco for sponsoring this event tonight. Please enjoy yourself tonight, and again, thank you for all of your support!” Donna finished, as people started clapping.
Kara smiled as she watched Donna step down from the stage, and Kara noticed that Donna was heading right towards her, which caused Kara to stiffen in anticipation and nervousness.
“You must be Kara Danvers…” Donna said, smirking and holding her hand out to Kara.
Kara quickly (a little too quickly) took Donna’s offered hand to shake and nod her head
“...It’s nice to officially meet you, I’m Donna Troy.” Donna continued.
“Lovely to meet you as well, Ms. Troy.” Kara replied, letting go of Donna’s hand.
“Donna… please, call me Donna.”
“Donna, of course. And please call me Kara.” Kara added, smiling.
“How are you liking the exhibit so far?” Donna asked
“It’s wonderful! I haven’t seen anything like it. I will definitely have a lot of good things to write about you in my article.”
“Well, thank you! It means a lot coming from a Pulitzer prize winning individual.” Donna smiled.
“I especially love this one over here.” Kara said as she pointed to the painting of the woman with the golden rope behind her.
Donna simply smirked and chuckled under her breath. If Kara didn’t have super hearing, she would have missed it. Kara didn’t push about it because she suspected Donna wasn’t trying to produce a reaction that she wanted a lot of questions about. So, Kara started asking Donna questions about herself and her love of photography instead.
Kara spent the remainder of the show talking with Donna and being personally shown around the art room by the artist herself. Donna gave Kara an in depth insight into each piece, and Kara was loving every minute. She couldn’t remember she had this much fun and was able to really relax without worrying about her future or future attacks. So, Kara just let herself enjoy the night.
At around 11pm, everyone had basically cleared out of the gallery except for Donna, Kara, and a few others.
“Thank you for coming to night, Kara. I usually don’t stay so long at these things. I usually like my art to speak for itself, but I’m glad I got to enjoy it with you.” Donna explained.
“Me too. It was quite an entertaining evening. Thank you for having me and for showing me around.” Kara replied, smiling.
“I know I talked an awful lot tonight, so I’m sure I gave you a good amount of information for your article, but if you still wanted to do a proper interview, I’d love to get together again while you're in town.” Donna offered.
Kara thought about it for a second. If truth be told, she did have plenty to write about, but she enjoyed talking with Donna and knew that it wouldn’t hurt to get more information about her and her art. So, why not.
“That sounds good. I’m in town for the rest of the week. Why don’t you text me when you have some availability in your schedule and we can set something up?” Kara suggested to which Donna agreed.
Just as the duo were about to split up, someone with a camera came over to the both of them. Kara suspected it was one of Donna’s promoters or a PR guy for the local museum that was supporting Donna
“Ms. Troy would you and your guest mind…” the guy held up his camera indicating that he wanted a picture of the two of them.
“...it’s not everyday we have a world famous reporter come support one of our local artists.” he added.
Donna looked to Kara to see if it was ok with her before answering the man. Kara shrugged her shoulders and gave a quick nod to Donna.
“Sure, just make it quick. I don’t want to keep her longer.” Donna said, trying to be considerate of Kara’s time.
Kara moved closer to Donna and the duo placed their arms around each other's back as they stood side by side. The photographer took a few quick pictures, then thanked both Kara and Donna before leaving.
“Thank you again for coming, Kara. It was really nice to meet you.”
“You too, Donna. I hope to hear from you soon.” Kara said, before heading out the main entrance and going back to her hotel for the night.
Chapter 2: Upgrades
Notes:
I decided to post the first two chapters so you all can sort of get a feel as to where everyone is in this story.
Hope you like it!
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The morning after Kara went to Donna’s gallery Kara’s woke up to a text message from Donna thanking her again for coming and offering some time for later that day and the next day to meet back up. Kara replied saying she could meet for dinner that night, which Donna agreed to and suggested a local burger place.
So, while Kara was enjoying her day before her meeting with Donna, across the state, Lena was heading to the tower (aka Team Supergirl’s new base) to meet with Alex.
Lena woke up that morning to a phone call from Alex asking if she could help with some new tech that the tower got. Lena was happy to get the call because she was trying to gain Alex and the rest of her friends’ trust back after her alliance with Lex. Luckily, Lena was really starting to feel like part of the team especially after all the help she gave in defeating Lex and his allies.
“Hey, Lena! Thanks for coming. I’m sure this is below your pay grade, but Brainy is helping Nia with some stuff and I needed some help setting up this new equipment.” Alex said, as Lena walked into the secret base.
“No problem. I really don’t mind. Show me what you need help with.” Lena said, smiling.
Alex brought Lena over to the computer monitors and the new lab area and showed Lena the issues she was having. Lena jumped right into the tech and started working.
After a few hours of work, Lena’s concentration was broken when Alex’s phone started to ring.
“Hello?” Lena heard Alex answer but she didn’t look up from her project.
“Kara.. Hey! How’s San Francisco?” Alex asked, excited.
At Alex’s words about Kara not being in National City, Lena looked up to try and piece together what was going on.
“That sounds like you had a great time, Kara! I’m glad your trip is going well so far.”
While Kara and Alex continued to talk, Lena got lost in her own thoughts.
Kara’s in another city. I wonder why she didn’t tell me she was leaving. I guess she doesn’t owe me anything, really. I don’t tell her everywhere I go, but I have been at least texting her when I go out of town for business meetings. But… she is an adult, and her own person. She is free to go wherever she wants whenever. Shit… why is this bothering me so much. It really shouldn’t.
“Alright, well, I’ll talk to you later. Have fun at your dinner.” Alex finished before hanging up with Kara, which brought Lena out of her internal monologue.
Alex walked back over by Lena, as she put her phone back into her pocket. Lena quickly looked back down at the work in front of her. She was trying not to make it obvious that she was listening to Alex’s conversation with her sister.
“Sorry, that was Kara. She was just updating me on some stuff.” Alex said, nonchalantly.
Lena gave a simple nod and a light smile to Alex.
After a few minutes, Lena couldn’t help herself so she asked Alex about what she heard.
“So… Kara’s out of town?” Lena asked, calmly.
“Oh, Yeah. She’s meeting with someone for an article. Snapper sent her.” Alex replied
“Ok. Well… good for her. I’m sure it’s a great opportunity.” Lena added, trying to sound neutral and unaffected, despite feeling very weird and no idea why.
Alex shrugged her shoulders and started working on a nearby computer, leaving Lena to finish working on the tech in her hands. Lena spent the next few hours finishing up the upgrades at the tower and installing new security systems with Alex’s help.
The duo didn’t really talk much. They were both focused on the task at hand, and if Lena was honest, she was happy Alex didn’t try to strike up small talk because all she could think about was Kara so she was nervous that she would let something slip during their conversation.
After all of the upgrades were properly installed, Lena and Alex went their separate ways. Alex thanked Lena for her help before heading home. Lena went straight to her Penthouse after leaving the Tower and immediately poured herself a glass of expensive scotch.
Lena decided some mindless scrolling through social media was a good way to get her thoughts of Kara and all the speculation about why Kara hasn’t talked to her in a few days. But, Lena soon found out that was a big mistake.
She found herself on Kara’s social media page. Kara has posted a few different pictures that day. They were mostly pictures of various scenery in San Francisco. The only exception is Kara’s latest picture of a fancy restaurant, which already made Lena start to fidget, but then she made the mistake of looking at the caption.
Can’t wait to see where the night takes us.
And with that, Lena quickly closed her phone and tossed it to the other side of her couch, while she poured herself another glass of scotch.
Shit! What is happening to me?! Why am I getting so worked up over Kara? I mean I've always been concerned about her and worried for her when she’s not around, but I’ve never been so needy before. We are just getting back to some type of normal. I can’t start acting like a crazy, controlling Luthor again. No! Kara is a grown woman who can do whatever she wants whenever with whoever regardless of how much I want to know everything about her and how much I want to be there for her.
Chapter 3: Interview
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After making plans with Donna for dinner, Kara spent her day exploring the new city. She hadn’t really spent time in San Francisco for pleasure, so she was taking advantage of her free time. She hit all of the main tourist attractions and posted a few pictures to her social media as a normal reporter would.
Eventually, she made it to the semi-fancy burger place Donna suggested. Kara is always thrilled to try new foods and new restaurants, so she took the opportunity to take another picture of the restaurant and post a quirky caption.
Can’t wait to see where the night takes us.
Kara posted, chuckling to herself, thinking the “us” is her and her stomach and huge appetite. She watched the post upload, then walked into the restaurant, where she was met with a hostess.
“I’m meeting someone… Umm. Donna Troy?” Kara said, unsure if they had reservations or if Donna was even there.
As the hostess looked in her computer, Kara gave a quick look around the room with both her normal and x-ray vision. She easily found Donna sitting at a private table in the back of the restaurant just as the hostess looked up.
“Right this way, Ma’am.”
Kara followed the woman to where Donna was sitting.
“Kara! Good to see you again.” Donna said standing up to greet Kara.
“You too, Donna….” Kara replied as they took their seats opposite each other.
“... this place is really nice. I’ve never seen a burger place this nice.” Kara said, smiling.
Donna chuckled then said: “I thought that my first time here too. It’s a friend of a friend’s place and they love burgers but they wanted to jazz them up a bit. So, it eventually turned into this.” Donna explained.
“Well, I love food, especially burgers, so any excuse to try a new one from a new place is a great idea to me.”
After a few minutes, the pair ordered their choice burgers and sides, leaving Donna and Kara alone to finally talk about something other than food.
“So, how do you want to do this?” Donna finally asked, confusing Kara.
“Do what exactly?” Kara asked, slightly tilting her head.
“The interview… I don’t usually do these things, so I’m not sure how they work.”
“Oh! Right. Umm.. well, I prepared some additional questions after we talked last night. You did already give me a lot of information about you and your work, so I don’t have nearly as many as I initially expected to have.” Kara said, starting to get out her notepad and pen from her bag.
“Shoot.” Donna said, leaning back in her chair comfortably.
“Ok. First, how did you get into photography? What drew you to a career in this field?” Kara asked, genuinely interested.
Donna took a second to prepare her answer, which gave Kara a moment to get ready to jot down some notes.
“Well… I grew up in a few different places. After my parents were both gone, I moved out of the city and in with a… with a foster mother, who lived in a sort of remote area. I realized when I got there that I missed seeing the city skyline every night, so my foster mother got me a very high quality photograph of the skyline….”
Kara smiled at the thought of being able to see the place where she spent her younger years again.
“..... And she brought me back a camera as well. So, ever since then i’ve been taking pictures everywhere I go. I guess it started as a hobby or a way to cope with some stuff, then it turned into a real passion and from there into a career.” Donna finished.
Kara just watched as Donna lit up talking about her past, but Kara also noticed a hint of pain. Kara could relate and felt Donna’s pain with losing her parents at a young age then moving to another place with a loving foster mother. Kara couldn’t explain it, but she could see Donna being a good friend in the future. They just seemed to get along so well, so far.
“Sorry. I just rambled. I usually don’t do that. I guess you’re just easy to talk to.” Donna said, trying to recover.
“It’s really fine. I was just thinking that we are more alike than I thought…” Kara started, which made Donna give a slightly confused yet intrigued expression.
“... I also lost my family at a young age. When I was 13, I was brought to a nice family. The Danvers, which is where I got my current name from, and they took me in as part of their family. So, I understand at least somewhat what you are talking about.” Kara finished.
“I’m so sorry Kara. I wouldn’t wish that on anyone. But, I guess that’s why it’s easy to talk to you. I must have sensed another orphan.” Donna joked, making both women chuckle.
“So what else do you want to ask me?” Donna said, getting them back on track.
For the next 20 or 30 minutes, Kara asked Donna all about her life, career, and inspirations. While Kara interviewed Donna, Donna snuck her own questions in every now and then, and asked Kara about herself, trying to get to know the young reporter better. So, the women continued to chat and get to know each other better as they ate dinner.
“Oh my gosh! This is probably the best burger I’ve ever eaten” Kara exclaimed as she took her first bite of the burger, making Donna laugh.
“I’m glad you like it.” Donna simply said.
“I think I might have a problem now.” Kara let out in between bites.
“What do you mean?” Donna asked, concerned that something was wrong.
“My local Big Belly Burger isn’t gonna cut it anymore. I’m going to have to come here a lot more just for these burgers.” Kara said, in a mix a happiness and disappointment.
“Well, I can get you in whenever you want. The owner loves me and owes me. So, I can come whenever I want.” Donna offered.
“Owes you for what?” Kara asked, curiously.
“I helped him out a while back. He was having some issues and I was able to take care of them for him. It wasn’t really a big deal, but he insists it was.”
“Well, a table at the best burger place in the world seems to be a great benefit.” Kara said, smiling.
Donna just shrugged and continued to eat her food.
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The duo finished up their meal and headed out of the restaurant together.
Donna offered to walk Kara back to her hotel after hearing Kara was planning on walking the 5 miles instead of taking a cab. Kara said it wasn't necessary, but Donna insisted that she doesn't mind walking. So the duo continued to walk and talk as if they had nothing better to do, which they really didn't.
About half way towards the hotel, the women turned down an alleyway to take a short cut to the hotel, but they were met with an unexpected sight.
As soon as Kara and Donna processed what they were seeing, they froze. Kara instantly registered two men with guns in their hands, and they were pointing them at Donna and Kara.
Bad luck for these guys . But how am I gonna do this without exposing my identity Kara thought to herself at super speed.
"Empty your pockets and give us your watches!" The taller of the two men yelled at them.
When neither Kara nor Donna moved to reach in their pockets the taller guy moved his finger to the trigger and fired a few shots at them.
Kara moved quickly to push Donna out of the way, but was even more surprised to see Donna moving at faster than human speed, too.
Once they were out of the way of the gun fire. Kara and Donna focused on the two men, who were in shock that the bullets missed both women. Donna quickly moved and disarmed both men. After Donna got the guns away from them, Kara punched them hard enough to knock them out, but not enough to kill them or cause any real damage.
Kara watched as Donna dropped the guns on the ground, then grabbed a nearby piece of rope from under a dumpster. Donna tied both men up and made it so they weren't going anywhere.
Kara opened her mouth to say something, but before she could Donna was on the phone with 911 to report dangerous men with illegal guns.
Kara watched as Donna hung up, then she finally met eye with Donna.
"So…." Was all Kara managed to get out.
"We should talk." Donna finished, making Kara nod.
"My place is about a block from here if you want to go there. Or we can go another few miles to your hotel. Donna suggested.
"Yours is fine" Kara replied, still really confused as to what just happened and who this Donna Troy really is.
I guess we have even more in common that I thought . Kara thought to herself as she followed Donna.
Chapter 4: Titans
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Kara followed Donna up to the top floor of a large building that could be its own hotel by the size of it, but Kara got the impression that it was a more private space than that. She noticed private elevators and many security passes and clearances. A few times Donna had to verbally recognize Kara by her full name and as Donna's guest.
That's some serious security. Now I'm really curious and a little worried as to who this woman is. Kara thought to herself as she rode up the private elevator with Donna.
After a minute or so, the elevator doors opened and Donna moved to step out, so Kara followed behind.
Kara instantly x-rayed the place, and finding nothing that would pose a threat to her. Just some bedrooms, training room, gyms, and a few other miscellaneous rooms.
Kara followed Donna down the main hallway from the elevators to a large open-concept living room and kitchen area with a great view over the coast.
"Welcome to my home… well, one of my homes." Donna said, smirking.
"It's beautiful." Kara replied, a bit nervous as to where this conversation needed to eventually go.
Donna moved to sit on the couch and motioned for Kara to come sit, so Kara obliged and sat on the chair next to the couch.
"What happened back there?" Kara finally asked, needing to know the answer before she revealed too much about herself.
Donna took a deep breath, then leaned forward towards Kara a bit.
"What do you think happened? Because I have my theories but…" Donna trailed off
Neither woman wanting to divulge too much information to a person they met less than 48 hours ago.
But, Kara being the paragon of Hope that she is, finally gave in. She figured if worse came to worst then she could ask Sara to borrow one of the Legends' memory wipers.
"We were both moving at faster than human speed to avoid the bullets. And I'm assuming you weren't even moving as fast as you could because I wasn't. And I'm also assuming there are more things you can do" Kara started.
Donna smiled, nodded, and added onto Kara's statement.
"I would agree with that. I would also add that either you're a metahuman, an alien, and/or a possible superhero by the way you didn't even flinch when those guys pulled guns on us. It's like you're used to it." Donna said, watching Kara closely.
"Good assumptions. Same for you?" Kara asked carefully and a bit excited.
Donna gave another small nod.
After a few long seconds of silence, Kara broke.
"I'm Supergirl." Kara said, carefully as she removed her glasses, trying not to trigger her suit to open up.
Donna remained silent for another few seconds, processing this information. But, as she noticed, concern start to creep on Kara's face. She began to speak again.
"I'm Wonder Girl" Donna replied, straight-faced.
Kara's eyes went wide at the realization.
Of course! How could I not see it!?! I haven't had time to really look into her or her team because of the craziness after Crisis, but I did see that there was a new team of supers in San Francisco after Crisis. Their earth must have merged with ours too. Kara thought quickly.
The pair of Supers looked back at each other and started laughing.
"I mean what are the odds that we would meet on a work assignment, just at random!" Donna exclaimed in between laughs.
"I know right! I guess I usually meet my superfriends at random. I met The Flash when I got thrown off a building and he just happened to open a portal on accident right where I was falling. He caught me and we've been friends ever since." Kara explained, smiling.
"Superfriends, huh?" Donna asked, cheekily.
Kara just shrugged and smiled at Donna's joke.
"Wait! You've worked with Batwoman, right?" Donna asked, connecting some more dots
"Yeah."
"The Titans were sort of created under the watch of Batman. I wonder how we've never met before" Donna added
"huh! I never thought about that. I guess Crisis has done a lot more changes than we still know" Kara said almost under her breath, but still loud enough for Donna to catch.
"Crisis?" Donna asked, confused.
Kara nodded then spent the next hour or two explaining what happened and everything. Kara hoped that Donna would take it well and not freak out at the "what ifs." Luckily, Donna took it well and focused on the good and the positive Instead of wondering what her life could have been on her former earth.
"Wow! That a lot. But, I guess I owe you and the other… umm what are they, Paragon. Yeah, I guess I owe you guys my life." Donna said, in awe of all that Kara survived.
Before Kara could respond, she heard someone coming up the elevator.
"Someone's coming up. Are you expecting anyone?" Kara asked.
"My team lives here too so it could be one of them."
A few seconds later, a woman around Donna's age with white hair come out of the elevator and made her way towards where Kara and Donna were sitting.
"Donna! We have a… umm" the white-haired woman stopped mid-sentence when she saw Kara.
"Dawn Granger, this is Kara Danvers, a new friend." Donna said, smiling.
"Nice to meet you, but Donna can I speak to you in private, we have a, ummm… family-type problem" Dawn said, trying to hide her true meaning from Kara.
Luckily, Donna intervened.
"Dawn it's fine. Say what's going on. Kara is one of us…. She knows about our night time activities." Donna said, smirking.
"Oh.. ok. More on that later.. But, it's Gar. He keeps insisting on wanting to leave. He still feels guilty about hurting people when he was brain-washed by Cadmus" Dawn explained
"Cadmus?" Kara exclaimed, shocked that there was still any part of Cadmus remaining after she and Team Supergirl stopped Lillian’s involvement years ago.
Cisco and Barry said that some of their bad guys were on the loose again after Crisis, I guess some of mine are too. Kara thought as Donna started to ask Dawn questions. Kara continued to listen to the conversation, trying to gain as much information as possible to be able to help in whatever way she could.
Chapter 5: Reunion
Notes:
Thanks for all the support so far! i'm glad that you are enjoying it.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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The morning after learning of Kara's sudden trip to another city, Lena was not doing well, and she couldn't figure out why. She woke up with a headache, which could have been from the scotch the night before, but the rest of the day she just felt off.
She had a few meetings and a lot of paperwork to do, but Lena could barely focus as any of them. All Lena could think about was Kara.
Is Kara mad at me again? Maybe she really didn't forgive me for everything. I mean why would she. I tried to kill her and I worked with my psychotic brother. Maybe we won't ever get back to being as close as we used to be.
Lena continued to think and overthink about Kara leaving without saying anything until she heard her phone ring. Lena answered the phone without even looking at the caller idea.
"Hello?" Lena answered, trying not to sound hung over and upset.
"Lena! What's wrong you sound off?" Lena heard her good friend and former CFO, Sam Arias ask, making Lena smile.
"Sam…" Lena started in a chuckle
"...I'm fine, I just got a bit of a headache. How are you? It's good to hear from you." Lena finished, now more relaxed that she is talking to her friend instead of a board member.
"I'm good! Great actually, which is why I'm calling. I think Ruby and I are moving back to National City."
"What!?! That's fantastic! Not that I'm not thrilled because I am, but how come? I thought you both were doing well in Metropolis?" Lena asked, in a mix of excitement and worry for her friend
"We were, but Ruby has been doing so well in Soccer that she was offered a full scholarship to a prestigious private high school in National City where she'll be able to play soccer with their team. This will give her a great shot at playing in college, which is something she really wants to do" Sam finished, and Lena could tell that Sam was smiling with pride on the other end of the phone call.
"That's wonderful, and I'm not surprised that she's already being scouted. When are you planning on coming back? And of course I'll help in any way I can!" Lena offered, so excited to see Sam and Ruby again. They talk a few times a month but it's not the same as when they all lived in the same city.
"Well, we have a meeting with the Dean of the school tomorrow afternoon, so we are taking the red eye tonight. We were planning on being there for a few days to get everything sorted before heading back to start the moving process."
"I'll take the day off tomorrow and come pick you both up from the airport, and you can stay with me and rest up before the meeting if you would like."
"Lena, I can't ask that of you. We have a hotel ro.." sam started but Lena cut her off
"Samantha Arias, you and your wonderful daughter, who is basically my niece, are staying with me. Its no trouble at all and I would love any excuse to spend time with you both" Lena explained, confidently
"Fine! I know you don't take 'no' for an answer, and it will be nice to catch up. I'll send you the flight details." Sam gave it, lightly chuckling.
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"Thanks for picking us up this morning, Lena! I really do appreciate it. I really expected you to just send a car and not have you out at 4 am." Sam told her friend as they relaxed in Lena's penthouse living room while Ruby was still sleeping in the guest room.
"I told you, it's no trouble. And I couldn't wait to see you both." Lena said, smiling.
"So, tell me what's been going on with you lately. Last time we talked, you and Kara weren't fighting anymore and you were trying to reform L-Corp back into something good after your brother was captured." Sam recapped.
Lena took a deep breath not sure where to start or even how to explain what's been going on with her lately.
"I.. um… I don't know. Not much else has happened these last few weeks. I thought I was starting to get back to normal…."
"But, what?" Sam encouraged Lena
"But… I don't know. Somethings just been off lately. After everything died down, and I really had time to process everything that happened, I don't know…."
Lena paused trying to find the words. Words that she never dared say out loud or even fully admit to herself. Lucky for her, Sam knew Lena like a sister, but Sam just waited patiently for Lena to say it herself because it was an important step that only Lena could take.
"...Lately, well, I guess it's not really lately, but I guess.. i…" Lena kept stuttering over her words, which clued Sam in on that she was right about Lena was trying to admit.
"...I think the reason Kara's betrayal was so upsetting was because I felt like she didn't care about me in the same way I cared… care about her." Lena finally let out in a long breath.
"When you told me about Kara being Supergirl, I sort of already knew. I had these weird flash from Reign and I thought she might be, but when you told me I was surprised. I was a little mad that no one told me especially since I almost killed my friend. But, when you were telling me how upset you were and I could tell you were going down a dark path, thats when I realized that you love her." Sam kindly explained her point of view.
Lena's eyes went wide when Sam said the would 'love'. But, not because she doesn't love Kara, but because she realized that that's exactly what she felt for Kara.
"What am I going to do, Sam? I mean there is no way Kara likes me like that. I don't even know if she wants to really be friends again." Lena said, nervously.
Sam gave Lena a soft smile and pulled her in for a side hug.
"It will all be fine, and I know that whatever happened you and Kara will work it out like you always do."
Before Lena could play devil's advocate, there was a knock at the front door, so Lena went to answer it.
"Alex? What are you doing here at 8am?" Lena asked, as soon as she opened the door to the other Danvers at her door.
"Sorry to bother you so early, but I need some advice… Sam?!" Alex said, as she walked into the apartment and noticed Sam sitting on the white couch.
"Long time no see, Alex" Sam replied excitedly, as she stood up to hug Alex.
“You, too! What are you doing here? How come you didn’t tell me you were coming?” Alex started to ramble in excitement.
Alex missed both Sam and Ruby ever since they moved away. Alex speaks to Ruby every now and then, but not as often as Alex would like. Alex especially missed Sam. Alex would never admit it to anyone, but she always had a thing for Sam. Now Kelly moved away for her dream job and she and Alex decided to end their relationship on good terms, Alex’s feelings for Sam seem to be stirring up again just at the sight of Sam.
“It was a last minute trip, Alex. Ruby and I are meeting about a school opportunity. But, I’m so glad that I was able to see you before we head back in a few days. I was going to reach out if Lena does keep up prisoner here.” Sam said, making the three women laugh.
“Very funny” Lena replied sarcastically.
"Seriously though it's really good to see you, Alex. And Ruby's gonna be thrilled to see you when she wakes up." Sam said, smirking
Lena noticed Sam's soft eyes and smile when she was talking to Alex, and all she could do was internally chuckle.
Well well well. I guess I'm not the only one with a thing for a Danvers sister. I wonder how long that's been going on. Lena quickly thought to herself.
"Anyway, Alex what did you need?" Lena asked, realizing that Alex sounded like she needed urgent help with something when she arrived before getting distracted with Sam.
"Oh! Yeah.. that. Brainy took one look at all of the new equipment you set up yesterday and started messing with it and trying to make it more efficient…."
Lena playfully rolled her eyes at Brainy's antics, but let Alex finish before commenting.
"...but now I can't figure anything out. It's just too damn complicated. So, I was hoping you could walk me through these new protocols" Alex finished as she handed Lena a binder of papers.
"Sure" Lena said softly before starting to read through all of the supposed upgrades Brainy did to her already state of the art systems.
Lena spent the next half hour explaining all of the changes to Alex, and luckily with Lena's help, Alex was able to get the hang of the majority of the new system.
However, before Lena could finish explaining everything to Alex, Ruby came out of the guest room and joined the three women in the living room. Alex was the first one to notice Ruby walking half asleep into the common area.
"Hey there kiddo!" Alex smirked, causing Ruby to whip her head up in excitement.
"Alex! Oh my gosh! I missed you so much!" Ruby shouted as she ran over to hug Alex.
Alex gladly returned Ruby's hug, and if she were honest, she missed Ruby more than she thought she should. So, she was happy that Ruby still cared about her, too.
"I missed you too, Ruby!" Alex said, smiling wide.
"What are you doing here? Not that I'm not happy to see you because I am. I'm just surprised. Is Kara here too?" Ruby started to ramble.
While Alex answered Ruby's questions, Sam noticed Lena's face drop when Kara's name was mentioned especially when Alex said Kara was away on a work trip.
Something else is going on. I wonder what this work trip is about and why Lena looked even more sad when that was brought up. Sam thought to herself, as she watched her best friend's internal struggle become apparent on her expression.
Notes:
i like Dansen. No tea, no shade. But, I wanted to explore the idea of Sam/Alex
Chapter 6: Advice
Notes:
Thanks for reading so far! I hope you are liking the story. I'm really enjoying writing it. As always, comments and feedback are welcome
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“Wait! What do you mean Gar wants to leave? Where does he plan on going?” Donna quickly asked Dawn.
“He still feels guilty for attacking us and injuring Rachel. I think the guilt of not realizing what he was capable of is killing him inside.” Dawn replied, with a sad undertone.
“What happened to him? And what does Cadmus have to do with it? I thought they were defeated after Lillian Luthor was disconnected from them years ago.” Kara asked, trying to get all of the missing pieces.
“A few months ago, Gar was kidnapped by Cadmus here in San Francisco. They messed with his mind through these horrible experiments. They essentially turned him into a weapon for them.” Dawn started to explain as Kara listened intently.
“We eventually found him attacking a local carnival as part of a PR stunt for Cadmus. He hurt a few people. No lasting injuries but enough to cause some damage. Rachel.. A member of our team and Gar’s sort of girlfriend, was able to get into his head and get him from Cadmus’s control. But, the damage was done. He hurt some people and hurt Rachel as she was trying to help him.” Donna added.
“Even though Rachel forgave him, and no one holds anything against him because he was not in his right mind, He still hasn’t forgiven himself.” Dawn finally finished.
“I know a thing or two about hurting people that we don’t mean to hurt…” Kara said, sadly, remembering the damage she did to Lena and the damage she did under the influence of red Kryptonite.
"... maybe I could talk to him. I know he doesn't know me, but that might be a good thing... You know to get an outside perspective" Kara offered, half-smiling.
"You'd do that?" Dawn asked, curiously, not used to strangers being so kind.
"Of course!" Kara exclaimed.
"That'd be great Kara. Maybe he'll listen to Supergirl. After all he does sort of have a crush on you." Donna said, jokingly.
"Now, all we have to do is convince him to come back here and not just try and take off again." Dawn stated, giving a slight smile after learning Kara's secret identity.
"Why don't you both go find him, and I'll wait he for you all to get back. Better to have this conversation in a safe space instead of in a crowded area especially if i'm gonna be outing my superhero status to more people…." Kara started to say, causing Donna and Dawn to nod in agreement.
"... and while you are gone I can finish up the article for your CatCo spread, Donna. As long as you are fine with me being here alone" Kara finished.
"Sounds good! And yeah I think we can trust the literal embodiment of hope and goodness" Donna said, cheekily.
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Donna and Dawn left Titan tower about an hour ago. And Kara just finished up her article on Donna as an up and coming artist. She used her superspeed to write it fast and send it off to Snapper to meet her deadline.
She decided to call and check in with Alex. It was getting late, but knowing Alex, Kara figured her sister would still be up.
"Kara?" Alex answered, excitedly.
"Hey, sis! I just wanted to check it with you, and see how….everything's going in National City?" Kara said, but really wanting to ask if Alex had talked to Lena recently.
I should just call Lena if I want to talk to her. Ugh… I just don't want to do or say anything that might make her upset or push her away again. Kara quickly thought before Alex answered her.
"Everything's great actually. There has only been one issue, and Nia and Brainy were able to handle it easy."
"Well… thats great, Alex. I'm glad it's been good there." Kara said, happy that her friends are still being safe.
"How about you? How's your interview and article coming along? Didn't you go to dinner with that person earlier today?" Alex asked quickly.
"I actually just finished up my article and sent it to Snapper. And the dinner was…. Umm, let's just say interesting to say the least. Well, I guess I should say what happened after dinner…"
Before Kara could finish telling Alex about meeting more supers, Kara heard the elevator doors open and a woman in a purple body suit walk out.
"Who the hell are you?" The woman hollered at Kara, while Kara noticed the woman's eyes and hands starting to glow orange.
" Alex. I gotta go!" Kara quickly hung up with her sister before addressing the glowing woman.
"I'm Kara… Kara Danvers. I'm a new friend of Donna and Dawn's. Who are you?" Kara said, quickly trying to calm the situation down before the woman tried to attack her.
Kara watched as the woman lowered her hand and her eyes and hand started to return to normal.
"Oh… I'm Kori. I live here. Sorry about this…" Kori waved her hand at Kara
"...but I thought you were an intruder. We've been having some issues lately and you can't be too careful" Kori said, smirking.
"So… Kara was it? Where are the others? Don't take this the wrong way but we usually don't leave strangers in the house alone." Kori asked, as she walked to the open concept kitchen to pour herself a drink.
"Donna and Dawn went to get Gar and Rachel. They should be back soon though." Kara explained.
Kori nodded then started asking Kara questions about herself and why she was there. Kori said it was a way to "get to know a new friend" but Kara felt like she was being interrogated.
During all of the questioning, Kara's phone kept buzzing. Kara figured Alex was freaking out at Kara's abrupt hang up. So, Kara sent Alex a quick text saying she was fine, in between answering Kori's questions.
About 20 minutes later, Donna and Dawn arrived back with two teenagers with colorful hair. Kara suspected that the green-haired boy was Gar and dark blue-haired girl was Rachel.
"Well, look who's back! And didn't tell me we had a guest that I could have killed her thinking she was an intruder" Kori called out from the kitchen, half laughing.
"Sorry about that, Kori. I didn't realize you were going to be home. I thought you went with Dick and Jason to Gotham." Donna said, walking to sit on the couch with the teenagers and Dawn following her.
"And I highly doubt you could have killed Kara" Dawn added, smirking.
Before Kori could asked what Dawn meant, Kara went to sit across from the couch where Rachel and Gar were to introduce herself.
"You must be Rachel and Gar. I'm Kara. It's nice to meet you." Kara said, smiling.
"Nice to meet you, too. But don't take this the wrong way, I have no idea who you are so I'm not sure why Donna and Dawn thought you'd be able to change my mind about wanting to leave." Gar said, not unkindly.
"Are you a therapist or something?" Rachel asked, curiously
Kara shook her head.
"No. Not a therapist. I'm a reporter actually. But that's just my day job. My extra job is why we thought I'd be able to help you…." Kara said, before standing up slowly.
She quickly removed her glasses, causing her Supergirl suit to materialize from the Nano tech. She watched everyone in the room's faces light up in varying degrees of excitement and awe as Kara's suit fully formed.
"Holy shit! You… you're… you're Supergirl!" Gar shouted, amazed.
"That's so cool! When I get a super suit, I want one like that!" Rachel said, smiling.
Kara smiled back, then glanced at Donna and Dawn, who were smirking that their plan might actually work.
"Yeah. I'm Supergirl. So, I do think I might be able to help you, if you'll let me." Kara said, sitting down and putting her glasses back on getting her suit to retract.
Gar gave a soft nod for Kara to continue. At that, Donna and Dawn got up to go into the kitchen with Kori, leaving only Gar and Rachel close by Kara.
"I might not know what powers you do have, but I do understand what can happen when someone tries to use you and your powers for evil. My cousin tried to kill me when he was under the influence of silver Kryptonite. We both ended up beating the crap out of each other because of it. He didn’t know what he was doing because he wasn’t himself, so I never held that against him. Not for a second….” Kara stopped for a second to let Gar process what she just said.
“....A few years ago, I was infected with Red Kryptonite. That form essentially took all of my inhibitions down, and amped up all of my worst thoughts and qualities. I was selfish, mean, and I hurt innocent people…”
Kara took a second to compose herself as the painful memories of being Red K flooded her.
“...I said every awful thing I could to hurt my sister because I could. I didn’t really mean all of those things and I would never purposefully hurt anyone. But… I did. When my sister, Alex, finally got all of the red Kryptonite out of my system, I broke down because I realized what I had done…”
Kara noticed Gar tighten his grip on the hand that Rachel was holding, and she could tell that Gar was really identifying with what Kara was saying, so she continued.
“...after I was healthy enough to leave on my own, I went back to my apartment determined to be alone for a long time. I didn’t think Alex would ever forgive me or that National City would trust me again after all the things I did. I didn’t even believe in myself because if I couldn't protect myself from being attacked, how was I supposed to protect others. But, luckily, I had a sister who never gave up on me. She knew the real me, and she knew that what I had done was not in my own free will. She knew that I was good at my core.” Kara finished that story, with a light smile, hoping to reassure Gar a bit more.
Kara seemed to think that her talk was working. She could hear Gar’s heart rate fluctuate indicating that he was processing a lot of emotions and thoughts. So, Kara decided to tell one more story.
“There was also a more recent incident that happened, and I was actually fully aware of everything I did… My.. umm. Best friend, Lena, found out I had been lying to her for years. I never told her I was Supergirl. I thought I was doing it to protect her, and I was to a point. But, I was still lying, and she found out from someone else. She felt betrayed….”
Kara took a deep breath, trying to keep herself calm and not freak out about the state of her and Lena’s relationship or wonder what Lena was doing now.
“...it took us a lot of back and forth, but eventually, we got to a better place, and we were able to move past the betrayals.” Kara finished, not wanting to relive some of the most painful months of her life when she and Lena were fighting.
After Kara finished, she just waited and watched as Gar continued to process everything that Kara had told her. She knew that she shared a lot of information with the teenager, especially considering she was still sort of a stranger, but by the look on Donna, Dawn, and Kori’s faces, Kara knew she had done something good.
At least one good thing came out of those horrible months of fighting with Lena. I wouldn't wish that kind of pain on anyone, so hopefully, Gar will take her advice and forgive himself Kara thought to herself as she watched Gar start to relax a little bit and the pain in his eyes soften a tad.
Chapter 7: Old Times
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After Ruby and Sam's successful meeting with the National City Prep school's headmaster, Lena decided they needed to celebrate. So, she invited Alex to meet them for dinner to celebrate Ruby's exciting new opportunity.
Lena rented out a private room in one of Ruby and Sam’s favorite restaurants, so they could celebrate in private. Lena arrived about 15 minutes early to make sure everything was set for them at the restaurant and that there were no issues. Luckily everything was set, and Lena was immediately brought to the private room as soon as she gave her name to the hostess.
As soon as Lena was seated, she noticed an extra chair at their table, which immediately made her wish Kara was coming tonight, too.
This is ridiculous. I am not this type of person who pines after someone, especially someone who has no interest in me like that. Luthor’s don’t do real relationships for a reason because we are terrible at them. I am trying to get away from those destructive Luthor traits, but I can’t be going so far away that I’m sad that Kara is off doing her job instead of having dinner with me.
Lena’s downward thought spiral was interrupted when she noticed Alex, Ruby, and Sam walk into the room.
“Aunt Lena! This is amazing! I’ve never been in a private room in a restaurant before. And this is my all-time favorite place. Thank you!” Ruby said, excitedly, as she walked over to hug Lena tightly.
Lena quickly hugged Ruby back and smiled down at the girl.
“No problem, Ruby! What’s the point of having connections and money if you can’t use it to celebrate with family.” Lena said, but her eyes went a little wide after realizing she called them family.
Of course Lena thought of Sam like a sister and Ruby as her niece, but she never said those words out loud, and she was a little nervous about how Sam would take it. Luckily for Lena, Sam gave her a big smile and a soft smile, as she watched the interaction between her daughter and Lena.
“Thanks for letting me tag along, Lena” Alex said, smiling as she and Sam sat down opposite Lena and Ruby.
“Of course, Alex. I’m glad you could make it.”
If only both Danvers could be here. Lena thought to herself.
“Yeah. this is really nice of you Lena. I’m glad we get to celebrate Ruby’s new school opportunity together. I would have been fine celebrating with Pizza, so thanks!” Sam said, smiling at her friend.
“I’m just happy this means you both are going to stay in National City again. I’d do anything to make that happen.” Lena said, chuckling.
“I’m so excited to move back! I didn’t mind Metropolis, but National City sort of always felt like home.” Ruby said, softly.
“I know what you mean Rubs. There was just something missing in Metropolis.” Sam said, smiling, and Lena noticed the quick glance Sam gave Alex, which made Lena both smile and feel sad.
God, I’m horrible. I should be happy for Sam and Alex. I should be rooting for them because I want Sam to be happy, but instead I’m upset because I wish I could have that with Kara. Lena thought to herself as Alex started to ask Ruby more about her new soccer team.
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The four women spent the next hour enjoying all of Ruby’s favorite foods from this restaurant. Leave it to Lena to order nearly everything on the menu and to Ruby for trying to eat all of it despite not having a bottomless stomach like the missing Danvers.
Ruby was right in the middle of a story about her most recent soccer game, Lena heard Alex’s phone start to ring. Alex quickly grabbed her phone from her pocket and answered it with a smile on her face.
“Kara?” Alex said, happily.
At Alex’s mention of Kara, Lena fully focused on trying to figure out what was going on, but doing it while trying not to be too obvious.
"Everything's great actually. There has only been one issue, and Nia and Brainy were able to handle it easy." Alex said, making a face trying to apologize that she was taking a phone call in the middle of dinner.
Lena watched as Alex listened intently at whatever Kara was saying, and couldn’t help but wish she was the one talking to Kara.
"How about you? How's your interview and article coming along? Didn't you go to dinner with that person earlier today?" Alex asked quickly, but a moment later, Lena noticed that Alex's face dropped and turned very serious, making Lena very concerned.
“Kara! Kara. Are you ok? Damn it, answer me. What is going on? Who was that?...” Alex rapidly asked through the phone, clearly worried.
“...No! Don’t hang… up” Alex started aggressively but ended in defeat.
“Alex? What the hell is going on?” Sam quickly asked Alex as soon as she pulled the phone from her ear.
“I.. i don't know…” Alex started to say as she tried to call Kara back immediately, but she wasn’t getting through.
“Alex… Tell us what happened.” Lena said, trying to remain calm, even though she was freaking out.
“Kara seemed fine. She just finished her article and was able to tell me about this dinner she had last night, but then I heard some woman start hollering at her. Kara just said she had to go and hung up. So, I have no idea what happened or if Kara is ok.” Alex said, visibly starting to get real worried.
Alex tried texting and calling Kara a few more times until eventually Alex got a text message back from her sister.
Kara: I’m fine Alex. Don’t worry. I’ll explain later. Love you.
Alex: Kara Danvers! You better be in one piece next time I see you just so I can kick your ass myself.
Alex replied to her sister and was finally able to relax a little bit.
"Kara's fine… I think. She finally answered my text. She said she is fine and would explain later… whatever that means." Alex said in a mix of relief and annoyance.
Lena let out a deep breath that she didn't even realize she was holding, when Alex said Kara was ok.
"That's good to know." Lena said to Alex, trying to be supportive but not show how worried she truly was.
"I'm sorry guys, I didn't mean to disrupt dinner with my sister stuff… I should just go." Alex said, starting to get up, but Sam immediately stopped her.
"Alex. Sit down. You're not leaving. And there isn't anything to be sorry for. You were worried about your sister. If I got a call from Lena like that you bet your ass I'd be worried out of my mind, too." Sam said, giving Alex a soft smile and grabbing her hand to get her to sit down.
Alex stood for another second, then finally sat down. If Lena didn't know any better, she would have thought it was Sam's puppy dog eyes that made Alex cave and not the logic of not doing anything wrong.
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Later that night, Sam and Ruby came back to the Penthouse with Lena while Alex went home after dinner. Ruby instantly went straight unto the shower and to bed after that. Lena knew that Ruby had a busy day, and wasn't surprised in the slightest to see that it was finally hitting the young girl hard now that the excitement had died down.
Sam stayed up with Lena in the living room for a bit. They discussed some logistics of Sam and Ruby's move back. Lena even got Sam to agree to come back to work for L-Corp as the CFO. It was really perfect. After Lex's downfall and Lena got full control of L-Corp again, she did some restructuring to get the company back on the right side of the law, which left some positions vacant, including the CFO position.
On this Earth, when Lex was still CEO of L-Corp, Lena had apparently worked with him as the CFO. So, Lex was arrested and he essentially got promoted, that left her old position needing to be filled. And Lena couldn't be happier with Sam. Now she had someone she truly trusted and could rely on to help her with L-Corp.
Eventually, Sam called it a night, too, which left Lena alone. So, before heading to bed herself, Lena grabbed her phone and couldn't resist texting Kara.
LENA: hey Kara! I just wanted to check in. I was with Alex when you called her earlier, so I wanted to make sure you were alright.
Lena typed her message and pressed send before she could overthink anything. She waited for a response for a bit, but then decided she just needed to go to sleep and hopefully she would wake up to a message from Kara.
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Kara ended up staying the night at Titan Tower. She was talking with Gar and Rachel well into the night, and before she knew it, it was 2am.
Donna offered her one of the spare rooms to stay in, so she took the opportunity to get as much sleep as possible. Plus, she would be there if Gar tried to run in the middle of the night, and she could try and keep him from doing just that.
Kara woke up the next morning at 8am. She quickly grabbed her phone, which was almost out of battery to check to make sure Alex wasn't still blowing up her messages.
Kara felt bad making her sister worry, but she just didn't have the time last night to explain everything that had been newly discovered.
I'll bring her some pizza and beer when I get home and I can explain everything in detail. Kara thought to herself as she opened up her messages.
She was happily surprised to see that there were no new messages from Alex, but there was one new message from Lena.
Lena: hey Kara! I just wanted to check in. I was with Alex when you called her earlier, so I wanted to make sure you were alright.
Rao, I miss her so much. She's so sweet and kind checking up on me. I wonder why she was with Alex, though. Kinda weird, but I'm glad they are speaking again and seeming to get along better. Kara thought to herself before replying back to Lena.
Kara: hey Lena! So sorry for the delayed response. I was busy last night and I didn't even look at my phone after I texted Alex back. Thank you for checking on me. I'm fine just some miscommunication.
Kara pressed send, then quickly got up and went into the living room and kitchen area to find Kori and Rachel making breakfast.
"Good morning, Kara!" Rachel said, chipper.
"Morning! It smells amazing in here." Kara said, just as her stomach growled, which made both Titans chuckle.
"Please, help yourself. After all your help yesterday, breakfast is the least I can do." Rachel said.
"It was really nothing. I'm just glad I could help. I'm assuming by your mood that Gar decided to stay?" Kara asked, grabbing a few pancakes and a few slices of bacon from a nearby platter.
"You'd be right. Now we can stop wasting out energy trying to hunt you down. I'm not going back to that pattern," kori said, cheekily, to Rachel.
A few pancakes later, Kara noticed Donna, Dawn, and Gar make their way out for breakfast, too.
The Titans and Kara ate their breakfast and enjoyed some small talk, which allowed Kara to get to know them better just as they got to know Kara.
But, after everyone was finishing up, Donna leaned over towards Kara.
"Would you mind coming on a walk with me?" Donna asked, Kara.
"Sure!" Kara replied, realizing that Donna wanted to talk to Kara about something probably serious.
The duo made their way outside the tower and started walking towards Kara's hotel. The agreed that Kara needed to shower and get a fresh change of clothes, so they figured they would make the hotel their end destination instead of walking aimlessly.
"What's going on, Donna?" Kara asked, as soon as they started walking.
"I wanted to get you opinion on the Cadmus situation we have going on here. No one was really worried until what happened with Gar, but now we've sort of stopped doing anything because we don't know what to do." Donna explained.
"If this Cadmus is anything like the one I dealt with a few years ago, then they are dangerous and very resourceful. With Lex and Lillian behind bars, I don't even know who could be running it or what they want from it, but it can't be good. Especially, if they are brainwashing people with powers to turn them into weapons" Kara said, still trying to work through all of this too.
"I agree, so I was hoping you might be able to give us a hand in stopping them. As you can tell our team is going through some tough times now. Gar is in no shape to go anywhere near Cadmus. Rachel is still trying to learn to control her powers. Dick and Jason, two of our others, are unavailable because of Bruce now. So that basically leaves Kori, Dawn, and I now that Hank, Dawn's ex, has gone AWOL." Donna said, plainly
"Of course, I'll do anything I can to help…" Kara stopped realizing she needs to update her own team before doing anything life threatening.
"...but I need to go home first and update my own team. I might be able to use some of our resources to figure out how this branch of Cadmus survived or what happened with it since Crisis." Kara said.
"I understand completely. I'll take all the help we can get." Donna said, smirking.
"Perfect! I guess I'll head home a day early since my article is done. I'll talk with my sister and try to figure out what is going on, then I'll call you to try and coordinate a plan to take care of Cadmus for good." Kara said, full of determination and hope.
"Thank you, Kara! I honestly didn't expect any of this to happen when I agreed to be interviewed…" Donna and Kara started laughing as they stopped in front of Kara's hotel.
"... I mean who would have thought that a total stranger would end up not only helping my career but help keep my family together and safe." Donna finished, smiling.
"Really, what are the chances of us meeting like this?..." Kara continued to laugh.
"...but in all seriousness, I'm glad i could help. And I'm even more happy that I got a few new friends out of this whole thing, too." Kara added, smirking.
Donna nodded, then gave Kara a quick hug before the two parted ways.
Kara made her way up to her hotel room and took a lightning fast shower and changed her clothes. Then, she managed to change her train ticket from tomorrow morning to the last train of the night tonight.
Before Kara knew it, she was on a train heading back to National City. She took the opportunity to text Alex to let her know she was coming home early.
Kara thought about a lot of things on the train ride home, but what her mind kept coming back to was Lena.
Rao, I can't wait to see Lena. I hope she actually wants to see me and she wasn't just being polite in texting me last night. I wonder if she would be willing to help me with this Cadmus stuff. She's such a good person I'm sure she will.
For the rest of the train ride, Kara's thoughts continued to fluctuate from Lena to other things and eventually back to Lena.
Notes:
Hope you all are still with me! Thanks for all the support so far. It means the world to me.
I know this was on the shorter side, but don't worry the next one will finally have a Kara/Lena reunion!
Chapter 9: Brunch
Notes:
sorry for the delay, but I'm back now!
Thanks again for all the messages of encouragement and support! Hope you continue to read!
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Kara got back to National City yesterday, but she still hadn't told anyone she was back in town yet. She needed some time alone to process everything that has happened over the last few days. And she needed to figure out the best way to tell her friends that Cadmus was still out there.
Kara was also procrastinating reaching out to Lena. Kara knew that she wanted to see Lena more than anything, but she also had a deep fear of Lena rejecting her again.
Despite the two women agreeing to move past their prior issues, Kara still worried that Lena wouldn't look at her the same way she had before all of the secrets and lies came out.
But eventually, after waking up this morning feeling restless, Kara decided that her desire to see Lena outweighed the fear of rejection. So, Kara picked up her phone and called Lena.
" Hello?" Kara heard Lena say after the first ring.
"Hi.. hey, Lena! I hope i'm not bothering you this morning." Kara stumbled over her words.
"Not at all, Kara. You never bother me…"
Kara smiled at Lena's words, and hoped that the brunette really meant that and it wasn't just a courtesy saying.
"...what's up? Did you need something?" Lena asked, kindly
"Oh! Right.. well, yes and no. I got back into town last night, and I was wondering if you are free for lunch or something today?" Kara asked, hoping for a yes
"I actually have a major shareholders meeting at 12 and it will likely run well into the afternoon…" Lena started to explain, making Kara's heart sink.
"... but, if you are free now, I can do brunch." Lena countered.
"Thats perfect! The usual place, say 30 minutes?" Kara suggested, excitedly.
"see you then, darling" Lena said, before quickly hanging up.
As soon as they hung up, Kara supersped to get ready, as she was too excited to waste any time.
Across town, however, Lena hung up the phone quickly and threw it on the bed in anxiety.
Darling? What the hell? Why did I call her that. She probably thinks it's weird, right. I mean…. Oh gosh, I'm gonna make everything so awkward. Ugh! Whatever, at least i get to see Kara for the first time in a while. Hopefully, seeing her will be enough to get my feelings i'm check instead of the constant neediness.
Lena continued to overthink everything as she got dressed and headed to their favorite brunch restaurant.
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30 minutes later, the duo were seated at their usual table with Kara and Lena sitting opposite each other.
"I'm glad that you could do this. I honestly expected you to be too busy when I called you this morning." Kara said, smiling
"I'm glad you called. It's been a while since we've done this.... I've missed this." Lena said, trying to sound as cool and casual as possible.
"Me too, Lena! How have you been?" Kara replied, still smiling.
“I’ve been fine. Work has been keeping me busy lately, and I have to catch up on work that I missed yesterday since I spent the majority of the day with Sam and Ruby.” Lena explained, forgetting that Kara probably didn’t even know Sam and Ruby were in town.
“Sam and Ruby?” Kara asked confused
“Oh yeah, sorry. They are moving back to National City. Ruby got a great soccer scholarship, which is where they are now actually. They are finalizing some paperwork with the school today.” Lena explained.
“That’s great! I haven’t seen them in a while. I hope they are doing well and now that they are moving back we can all hang out again.” Kara said, smiling.
"Anyway, so, how was your trip?" Lena could help herself but to ask.
Kara's eyes widened a bit, not wanting to talk about Cadmus in the middle of a restaurant. She didn't want to keep things from Lena, but she also needed to keep some privacy for the moment.
"My trip was great for the most part. I met some interesting people, and I think I made some new friends. My article came out pretty good, if I do say so myself." Kara rambled.
"That's wonderful, Kara. I'm glad you had a nice trip. But, I'm sure Alex is happy to have you back."
I know I am. Lena thought to herself, quickly.
"I actually haven't told Alex I'm home yet." Kara said, nervously laughing.
"What? Why?" Lena asked, curiously.
She called me before Alex. What does that mean… it's nothing right, I mean she probably just wanted to get food with someone, right. Could it be something else? Lena thought anxiously as Kara started to explain.
"I needed some time to think and process something. When I tell Alex, it will be real and I'm sort of hoping everything will magically get resolved before I tell her." Kara tried to explain as honestly as possible without getting into details in public.
"Did something happen? Are you ok?" Lena asked, concerned.
"I'm fine. But, a… ummm.. friend of mine needs my help with something, and I'm still trying to figure out all of the details so I can tell Alex and everyone what is going on for certain." Kara said, vaguely.
Lucky for Kara, Lena was focusing on Kara stumbling over the word 'friend.'
Friend, huh.. sounds like more than a friend and Kara just doesn't want to tell me she's met someone. And it's gotta be someone Alex doesn't approve of or else why would Kara be so nervous to talk to Alex. At least she is trusting me enough to sort of talk to me about it.
"But, I do want and need to tell her and you about what's going on. I just don't want to do it in public and it will likely take some time to explain everything. So, maybe we can have a girls night? We can all catch up and stuff." Kara started to talk faster as she continued.
"Sure, Kara. That sounds nice." Lena said, simply, knowing full well she would spend as much time with Kara as possible.
"I'm sorry. I brought the mood of brunch down." Kara said in defeat.
"You didn't …" Lena said, putting her hand on top of Kara's hand that was sitting on the table.
"It's really fine, Kara. I'm glad you feel you can talk to me" Lena said, before moving her hand back to her lap.
When Lena moved her hand back she noticed the time on her watch.
"Oh shoot, I need to head to L-Corp soon, but if you still want to talk, maybe you could walk with me to the office?." Lena offered
"Yeah! I'd like that."
"Let me run to the restroom really quick, then we can pay and get going." Lena said, before taking off to the bathroom.
Just as Lena left the table Kara's phone started to ring.
"Hello?" Kara answered, noticing it was Donna calling her.
"Hey, Kara. Hope i'm not bothering you." Donna said.
"No. You're not. I'm just finishing up Brunch with my friend, Lena."
"Lena… is that the friend you were telling Gar about? They are one who you are obviously in love with?" Donna said, plainly as if everyone knew that.
"Wh.. what? No. I'm not. I mean yes it was Lena I told Gar about, but I'm not in love with her. She's my best friend." Kara tried to convince Donna (but she was really trying to convince herself).
"Ok. Yeah, sure, Kara…" Donna started but then Kara cut her off, not ready to have the conversation with anyone.
"Is there something you needed, Donna? Why are you calling?" Kara said, trying to change the subject.
"I'll take the hint. And yes, I wanted to let you know that we were able to get a general floor plan for the Cadmus Facility. I'll send you over the blueprints and all the files we have so far."
"Thanks! I'll take a look at them later today, and see if I can figure anything else out based on the Cadmus files we have from the last time I dealt with Cadmus. I will send you what I have, too."
"Thanks, Kara!"
"No problem. Oh and Donna, I know I don't know you that well yet, but don't do anything stupid, please. If this branch is half as bad as the old one, then any reckless or careless mistakes could be very dangerous." Kara said, sincerely, as she doesn't want to lose another friend.
"Yeah yeah! I'll talk to you later." Donna said, chuckling.
"Bye! Talk to you soon" Kara said, before hanging up.
Lena returned to the table just as Kara was hanging up, so Lena overheard the last piece of Kara conversation.
Just in her saying goodbye, I can tell she was talking to someone she cares about. Her tone was full of concern yet happiness. I guess she must have called her new significant other as soon as I left the table. Lena thought in a mix of sadness and anger.
When Lena got back to the table, she quickly threw a few hundreds down on the table to cover brunch and to leave a very sizable tip.
"Ready to go?" Kara asked, smiling.
"Actually, I'm running late, so I think I'm just going to take a cab" Lena said, straight-faced.
"Oh… ok. Well, I don't want you to be late. I'm glad we got to do this Lena. I really do miss spending time with you." Kara said, as she and Lena walked out the door.
Lena simply nodded before getting into a nearby cab and taking off.
What the hell was that? Did I do something or say something to upset her? I don't think I did. I mean maybe she was just in a hurry. Yeah… that's probably what it was, right? Rao, I hope that all it is. Kara thought as she made her way back home.
Chapter 10: Girl's Night
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After brunch with Lena and talking with Donna, Kara spent the next few days working from home. She called Alex after brunch to tell her that she was home, but that she still needed some personal time to finish up some of her work, which Alex accepted.
So, Kara spent the rest of the day finishing up the edits for Snapper on her article on Donna. He of course had notes, but luckily they were more superficial and could easily be fixed. Once those were done and sent back to him, Kara focused on all of the Cadmus stuff that Donna had emailed her.
Kara read through the blueprints of the facilities multiple times trying to make sense of why they would have such a large facility and what they could be using highly secure rooms and buildings for. Other than the brainwashing tactics that Kara heard about from Gar and Donna, Kara had no idea what Cadmus could be doing, and that was freaking her out. So, she did what she does best, she dug into the research and read everything she could find on Cadmus just like she would if she was approaching this as an investigative article.
Sadly, Kara hadn’t been able to find anything concrete about what Cadmus could be up to or what their goal is now that Lillian and Lex aren't there to support the organization. Finally, after being stuck, Kara realized that it was time to talk to Alex and the rest of the team about what she has found and what she still needs to figure out. So, Kara thought she could update Alex and Lena next time she saw them.
Girl’s night! Oh, I forgot I told Lena we should do that. Maybe we can do it tomorrow, if they are available. That way I can tell them both at the same time and we can still hang out before then plan after. Kara thought to herself, as she was sitting on her couch.
Kara grabbed her phone from the side table to text Alex and Lena in their group message.
Kara: Girls night tomorrow? My place?
Alex: Sure. Lena is in this group chat, but what about Sam and Ruby, shouldn’t we invite them since they are in town.
Kara: Of course, I didn’t know how long their stay was, but definitely.
Alex: great! I’ll call Sam.
Finally after a few minutes Lena responded in the group.
Lena: Tomorrow is fine with me. Is anyone else coming, Kara?
Kara: I hadn’t planned it… just you, Alex, Sam, Ruby, and myself.
Lena: great! See you tomorrow.
Kara: Can’t wait! Oh, And i want to talk to you both about something after girl’s night tomorrow, too.
That was good! I wonder why Lena was asking about anyone else coming. Maybe she meant Nia and M'gann? I guess normally Nia would be coming, but she and Brainy had been planning a weekend getaway. Yeah… I’m sure she was just wondering about that, right? Maybe she wanted to bring someone as a guest. I don’t know. Kara continued to overthink the situation for the rest of the day until she just couldn’t think about it anymore.
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The next day Kara was excited to host a girl’s night for the first time in many months. Kara was very happy that she was going to get to spend more time with Lena and catch up with Alex, Sam and Ruby, but Kara was also nervous about having to tell Lena and Alex about Cadmus. Kara just hoped that they all have a great time, and then Kara can find the right words to explain what has been going on.
Later that evening, Lena was the first one to arrive at Kara’s apartment.
“Lena! I’m glad you’re here.” Kara said, as the duo sat down on Kara’s couch, waiting for their friends to arrive.
“I’m surprised I beat Alex here.” Lena said, smirking, making Kara laugh.
“I’m not! You’re always on time to everything.” Kara replied, smiling.
“Well, Sam said Alex was going to pick them up from my apartment since I was coming straight from L-Corp, so I guess they should get a little leeway.”
After that statement, the duo sat in silence for a few minutes. It was not awkward per se, but they both could feel the tension in the room despite neither of them knowing why it was there (or neither of them wanting to say what they really wanted to).
Finally, Kara broke the silence because she desperately needed to make sure that she and Lena were ok, that they were still in a good place.
“Lena…” Kara started, making Lena look up into Kara’s eyes.
“...are we ok? I mean did I do something to upset you or make you mad at me?” Kara asked, ready to beg for forgiveness for whatever she had done to cause this tension.
“We are fine, Kara….” Lena started to end her response there, but she got curious as to why Kara might think they weren’t.
“...Why? Why would you think we weren’t?”
“Well, at the end of brunch yesterday, you went to the bathroom and we seemed to be fine, but then when you came back it seemed like you were upset with me for something.” Kara said, softly.
Oh… I guess I did sort of shut down and leave suddenly after realizing she was on the phone with her new partner, which is probably what she wanted to talk to Alex and I about tonight. But, I need to work on that because the last thing I want to do is push her away even more. Lena thought to herself quickly.
“I’m sorry about that. I was… I was just stressed about my shareholders meeting. I wasn’t about our friendship.” Lena said, still being truthful but not fully explaining to Kara that she was worried about the romantic relationship Lena wanted.
Lena noticed Kara’s shoulders relax at Lena’s words, which made Lena smile that Kara was visibly relieved that their friendship was intact.
Before long, Alex arrived with Sam and Ruby in tow.
“Kara!” Ruby shouted as she ran to give Kara a hug as soon as she walked into Kara’s apartment.
“Hey, Ruby! I’m so happy to see you.” Kara replied, smiling as she hugged Ruby back.
“Thanks for inviting us, Kara. I hope we aren’t messing with any plans you had.” Sam said, as she and Alex sat down.
“Of course not! I would have used our group chat with the four of us if I had known you were still going to be in town today. You know you are always welcome, Sam.” Kara, said happily.
The group started talking and catching up with each other for about an hour or so. Kara asked Sam about the move back to National City and asked Ruby all about her new soccer team and school. For Kara, it felt like old times. It felt natural and comfortable.
Eventually, Ruby wanted to play a game, specifically she wanted to play host and watch Kara and Alex’s infamous competitiveness. So, she put Lena and Kara on a team, while putting her mom and Alex together for a game of random trivia.
Ruby watched as Alex went to sit closer to Sam, so they were opposite Kara and Lena. Ruby also noticed the sweet moments between her mom and Alex.
Maybe I have an alternative motive than just wanting to see Kara and Alex compete. Ruby thought as she excitedly watched how Sam looked and interacted with Alex.
After a few rounds of trivia, Kara and Alex were taking over the game. They had been tied in points for the last three rounds, and they were both becoming exceedingly competitive, which just made Ruby, Sam, and Lena laugh at the sisters.
“Ok final category is my own personal picks and interests…” Ruby said, hoping to stump Kara and Alex with some random soccer facts.
“...Alex, who in the United States Women’s National Team where’s the number 13?” Ruby asked, smirking at what the answer is.
“Oh come on.. really? Ugh..” Alex said, annoyed, making Sam laugh at her trivia partner. Sam was loving getting to spend time with Alex like this and loved to see how she interacted with Ruby, but she especially loved seeing this competitive side of Alex that she found really hot.
“...I don’t know Rubs.” Alex finally conceded, realizing she couldn’t come up with any players other than Megan Rapino, who wears 15 not 13.
“Wow, Alex! That is just sad because it was Alex Morgan” Ruby said, cheekily.
“I lost on my own name?” Alex said, dropped her head into her hands in frustration, but still half-laughing.
“Ok.. Kara if you get this right then you and Aunt Lena win… How many world cups have the USWNT won total?” Ruby asked.
“Oh.. I actually know this one. I remember Ruby posting a picture about their FOURTH win!” Kara said, excited that she actually beat Alex at trivia.
“Looks like Kara and Aunt Lena win this time. Sorry Mom and Alex.” Ruby said watching Alex pout and Kara jumping up and down.
“Don’t worry Alex, we’ll get them next time. That is if you still want me as a partner next time.” Sam said, with a little more meaning to the statement than apparent on the surface.
Alex took a second to process what Sam was saying and then turned to the woman next to her.
“I’d like that very much.” Alex said, smiling and blushing a little bit.
After Kara settled down from her victory, the group decided to order pizza for dinner.
“Pineapple on pizza? Lena, how could you?...” kara started saying, in fake shock.
“... I think I might need to reevaluate our relationship… friendship.” Kara quickly corrected herself after a slip up.
Lena couldn’t let herself think too much about what Kara just said or else it was all she would be able to think about. So, she just smiled at Kara, but knew that she would be thinking about that as soon as she left Kara’s apartment later.
About 45 minutes after ordering the large pizza order, there was a knock at Kara’s door. She and the other’s had started watching a movie, so Kara quickly got up from the couch to answer the door, fully expecting it to be the pizza delivery person.
“Hello. How much…” Kara started to say as she opened the door, but instantly stopped when she realized that it was definitely not the pizza delivery at her door.
“...Dawn? Kori? What are you doing here?” Kara asked her new friends, who were standing in her doorway.
“Kara, we need to talk now.” Dawn said, before she and Kori walked into Kara's apartment past a still confused Kara.
Chapter 11: Taken
Notes:
sorry for the delay. I was having some writers block. Hope you enjoy this chapter, and as always comments and feedback are always welcome!
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Lena turned her head as soon as she heard Kara stop mid sentence as she opened the door for what was supposed to be the pizza guy.
But, Lena quickly realized that it was not a guy at all, but two gorgeous women.
"Kara, we need to talk now.” the woman with white hair said, before she and a taller woman in a dark purple jumpsuit walked into Kara's apartment.
Lena watched as Kara's face changed from shocked to worry and confusion.
She obviously knows these women, but I have no clue who they are and by the confused look on Alex's face neither does she. Lena thought quickly as she watched Kara close the door behind the women.
"Dawn, Kori, don't take this the wrong way but what are you doing here?" Kara asked, confused.
Kori and Dawn? Those names do not ring any bells. There is no way Kara even mentioned them. I guess there are still things she doesn't tell me. Lena thought sadly.
Kori and Dawn stopped by Kara's kitchen island as they noticed that Kara wasn't alone.
"Who are you?" Kori asked the room, but her eyes focused on Lena and Alex.
"Who am I? Who are you?" Alex asked, confused and a little irritated that someone is questioning her in her own sister's home.
Before Kori and Dawn could reply, Kara stepped in.
"Easy, guys! We are all friends here. Kori, Dawn, this is my sister Alex…" Kara pointed to her sister.
"... and these are our friends, Sam, Ruby, and Lena..." Kara finished, gesturing to each person as she called their names.
"And everyone, this is Kori and Dawn, they are… new friends of mine." Kara said, smiling.
"And how do you know my sister?" Alex asked, still in her protective older sister mode.
Before Kori or Dawn could reply, Kara ignored Alex and started talking to her new guests.
"Seriously what's up? How did you even find where I lived, by the way?" Kara asked, trying to figure out what brought the Titans to National City and why them and not Donna.
Dawn glanced from Kara back to the others than back to Kara. Then answered, "maybe we should talk in private… it's a family issue that we need your help with"
Kara knew what Dawn meant by family issues. It was the same code that Dawn said to Donna before she knew that Kara was Supergirl. Dawn and Kori were obviously here about Cadmus or a Superhero issue.
"Dawn, it's fine. Everyone in the room knows about me being Supergirl. Say what you need to say." Kara said, trying to get to the bottom of whatever was so important for them to rush to National City.
Kara told these women who she's never even mentioned to me or Alex before that she was Supergirl. What the actual hell is going on? They must be pretty important for Kara to trust them with her biggest secret. God, what the hell is going on!?! Lena thought to herself just as Alex started to loudly question her sister.
"What the hell, Kara? You told strangers that your Supergirl? Why? This is reckless…." Alex started to say but Kara cut her off.
"Alex, we can talk about this later. But now I need to figure out what is going on…" Kara told her sister, then turned back toward Dawn and Kori.
"So, what's going on?" Kara asked, letting out a deep breath.
Dawn and Kori glanced at each other as if neither wanted to stay the words out loud, but eventually Dawn caved.
"Donna's missing…"
Lena instantly noticed Kara's whole body language change when this Donna person was mentioned. Lena started to get agitated as she saw Kara's posture stiffen and her eyes get wide.
"...well, not missing per se. We have a pretty good idea where she is, but we can't get to her." Dawn finished.
"Where?" Kara said, sharply, obviously concerned for her friend's safety, but to everyone else in the room she was acting similar to how she does when someone she loves is in trouble.
"The Cadmus Facility. The same one Gar was held in" Kori added, softly.
Kara's thoughts started spinning and in her silence, Alex and Lena automatically reacted to the reveal of their supposed to be defeated adversary.
"Cadmus?!?!" Alex and Lena exclaimed at the same time, making Sam and Ruby a bit shocked at their reactions.
But, Kara and the Titans just ignored them for a minute as they had more pressing concerns than Alex and Lena's outrage.
"How?" Kara finally asked, half-knowing what Donna likely did, but needing to hear it from someone else.
"After you sent her your files and notes, she thought she found a weak spot in the security set up, so she went to test it alone…"
"You let her go alone?" Kara exclaimed, interrupting Dawn.
"No, of course not. Well, yes, but we didn't know she was going there. She just said she was going out for a bit. I had no idea she was going there by herself." Dawn said quickly, and sort of irritated that Kara thought she just let her best friend get kidnapped.
"I told her not to go without me. I told her not to do anything stupid." Kara let out, sadly.
"Come on, you know Donna… once she sets her mind to something she can't be stopped." Kori offered up, noticing Kara's misplaced guilt starting to show.
Whoever this Donna woman is, it seems like Kara cares about her a lot… maybe she is the new relationship Kara is having. That would make sense as to who she was on the phone with at brunch. Lena's upsetting thoughts continued in her mind, but she was doing everything she could not to show any external signs of how she was really feeling.
"I'm going to get her" Kara finally said, about to whip off her glasses to produce her super suit, but she was stopped by Kori.
"Are you insane? You're not going to get her. It's a suicide mission because if it wasn't you both would have dealt with it when you were still in San Francisco…"
Kara continued to move as if she was going to do it anyway, so Kori continued to speak.
"...I'm not going to watch another friend get taken. So, if you are going for her you'll have to get through me, Kara. You really want to test who'd win that fight, today?" Kori said, standing her ground.
Lena watched as Kara really thought about her options. Whoever this Kori woman is must be some type of Alien or Super to be able to make actual threats against Kara.
"Fine. But, we can't just sit here." Kara said, sitting down in a kitchen chair in defeat.
Rao, I don’t want to drain my powers or Kori’s powers fighting her because then I would be too drained to get Donna out safely anyway. I hate feeling useless. I’m going to rescue Donna just so I can kill her myself for doing something so stupid. Kara thought, slumping down in her seat.
"We aren't. Come with us back home, and we can figure out how to get her back. Dick and Jason are on their way back from Gotham, and Dick wants to do recon with you." Dawn explained.
Kara simply nodded. She knew from talking to Donna a lot over the last few days that Dick is like a brother to Donna, so she knew that Dick was going to be just as determined as Kara to get Donna back as soon as possible.
Then Kara glanced at her sister and her friends, who were obviously still confused, and she realized she needed to explain what’s going on before leaving again.
"You start heading back. I'll meet you at your place in a few hours." Kara suggested.
"Sounds good. See you then… oh and Donna had you added to the security system, so you should be able to get in without any trouble." Kori said, as she and Dawn started to leave.
"Oh! And tell Kate I said, 'Hi'..." Kara said smirking to Dawn and Kori, who looked up smiling.
"... I'm assuming she's how you found my address?"
"Well… it was easier than wandering around National City looking for you." Dawn said sarcastically as she and Kori left.
As soon as the door closed behind Kori and Dawn, Kara knew she had a lot of explaining to do just on the looks Alex and Lena were giving her.
Oh Rao! As if this situation couldn't be worse. Kara thought to herself as she took a deep breath preparing for the lecture and the many many questions.
Chapter 12: Explanation
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As soon as Kara closed the door behind Kori and Dawn, she turned around to see Lena and Alex giving her looks of confusion and sadness (and a some anger).
But, Kara needed to make a phone call before she could explain everything.
"Kara what the F…" Alex started to say but changed her words mid sentence as she remembered Ruby was in the room.
"...freaking hell is going on?" Alex demanded from her sister.
Kara held up a hand in front of her to stop Alex for a second, as she took her phone from her pocket.
"I need to call Kate really quick. Then I'll answer any and all questions you have, ok?" Kara said, trying not to piss off Alex any more.
"Fine… but put it on speaker. No more secrets" Alex said, compromising.
So, Kara put her phone down on the kitchen island as it was ringing so everyone in the room could hear Kara and Kate’s conversation.
"Kara! Are you ok?" Kate instantly asked as she answered the phone.
Another secret woman in Kara's life that I had no idea about… this day just keeps getting worse. But at least it seems like Alex knows this Kate, so that's something I guess. Lena thought to herself as Kara responded to Kate.
"Yeah. I'm fine. But, it would have been nice of you to give me a heads up that Kori and Dawn were coming." Kara said, a little annoyed.
"And ruin the surprise, please…."
Kara shook her head and smirked at Kate's words, but all Lena and Alex could do was listen and observe Kara. And oh, were they paying close attention (for different reasons, though).
"... but, seriously, you know I wouldn't give your info out lightly. Dawn called me and told me about Donna. She told me that the two of you have been getting close lately, so I figured you'd want to help." Kate finished
"You were right. I do want to help. That's sort of why I'm calling too… I need to ask you about Jason and Dick." Kara started
"Ok… what about them?"
"Have they left Gotham yet?" Kara asked, quickly
"Yeah they left about an hour ago. They would have left sooner but Bruce took their phones for a while, so he didn't get the message. Why?"
"Because Dawn and Kori said that Dick wants to talk to me about Donna and try to figure out a rescue plan"
"Protective brother attitude, huh?' Kate joked.
"I don't know. Donna told me that Dick is like a brother to her, so I guess so. He probably blames me for not protecting her or helping her immediately, so I guess he's gonna hate me anyway." Kara said, half annoyed, half upset and nervous.
Kara looked up for the first time in the whole conversation to find Alex's body language even more irritated than before.
"Ok.. umm Kate, I got to go. Alex is giving me a death stare. I'll talk to you later"
"Tell Alex I said hi. And Kara, let me know if you need any help with this Donna situation."
"I will thanks, Kate, an next time give me a heads up when you are sending people to my apartment" Kara said smirking, before hanging up and bracing herself for whatever was going to come out of her sister's mouth.
"So asking Kate about two more strangers is more important than explaining what's going on with you?" Alex asked, not angrily just confused.
Kara took a deep breath and walked closer to where Alex and Lena were standing near the coffee table.
"Can we just sit down? I'll explain. But… please…" Kara asked, gesturing to the couches.
Luckily Alex and Lena complied.
But, Sam finally spoke up.
“Maybe Ruby and I should leave and let you guys have some privacy." Sam offered, not really wanting to leave especially because of how upset Alex seemed to be, but still wanted to respect her friends.
"No.. please...please stay" Alex responded quickly, making Sam smile and nod.
So, Alex found a seat in between Sam and Ruby on one couch and Lena sat next to Kara on the opposite.
"What do you want to know?" Kara asked, not even really sure how to start at this point because so much was running through her head.
"Why'd you call Kate?"
"I needed an ETA on Dick and Jason, so I know how long I have to explain stuff to you before I need to fly to San Francisco. I want to be there when they arrive." Kara answered, honestly.
Luckily for Kara, her explanation actually made logistical sense to Alex so she accepted it and moved on. But, Lena was still as stiff as a board ever since Kori and Dawn showed up, which made Kara even more anxious.
"Who are those people, Kara? I've never heard you mention anyone with those names. Or even that you knew anyone from San Francisco besides the photogr… oh…" Alex started and stopped as soon as she started to connect the dots about Kara's trip.
Kara nodded at Alex's internal light bulb moment, then explained verbally what happened.
"As you all know, I went to San Francisco to interview a photographer… her name is Donna Troy…." Kara paused letting Alex and Lena (and Sam and Ruby, too) start piecing together all the new information for the last 20 minutes.
"...Donna and I became fast friends after her art exhibit, so we had dinner the next day…"
A date… she said 'friends', but it sounds like a date. Just great. Lena thought to herself in further disappointment as she listened to Kara.
"...after dinner, we were heading back to my hotel…"
Going back to her hotel!! This just keeps getting better and better! Lena thought trying her best not to let her emotions show.
"... and we cut through an alley, where two guys tried to rob us…"
"World’s most unlucky robbers ever!" Ruby interjected, laughing, making everyone else chuckle for a second.
"...anyway, I was about to handle it when I realized that both Donna and I were moving at super speed. So we dealt with the robbers and called the cops. But, we were both surprised at what happened. So, we decided to go to her place instead because it was closer. Once we got to Titan Tower, we talked and both mutually revealed our superhero statuses…."
"Both? She's an actual super, too?" Lena couldn't help but ask.
"Yeah. She is." Kara responded, looking directly at Lena, with a soft expression.
"Wait! Titan tower? She's… they.. they know Kate… they're the teen titans they work for Batman? They're that new team that popped up after Crisis!" Alex finally pieced together.
"Exactly. And they just prefer Titans now. I honestly forgot about them because of everything with Lex that had been going on. I meant to look them up, but it slipped my mind, that is until I just happened to meet one through work." Kara, explained, smirking.
Before Lena or Alex could respond, there was another knock at the door, which instantly made Lena's heartbeat speed up again.
Please don't be another surprise superfriend. Please don't be another surprised superfriend. Lena though quickly, as Sam started to get up.
Sam gently pats Alex's thigh before getting up.
"I'll get it. This time its gotta actually be the pizza guy this time" Sam said, smirking
And Sam was right. It was in fact the pizza guy. So, Sam tipped the delivery guy and put all the food on the kitchen table, where she and Ruby started to eat while Alex and Lena refocused on Kara.
"So what does this have to do with Cadmus?" Alex asked her sister, after giving a quick check-in glance with Sam.
"One of the younger Titans, Gar, he was kidnapped a few months ago. They tortured him and managed to get him under their control. He's a shape-shifter, so he turned into a tiger and attacked some people. He didn't kill anyone but he hurt some people including his girlfriend…." Kara began to explain.
Kara stopped for a moment because both Alex and Lena made quick comments expressing sympathy for Gar.
"...anyway, when I went to Titan Tower with Donna, Dawn came in and needed help convincing Gar to stay. I offered to talk to him because I have enough… umm.. experience in hurting people I care about…"
Kara gave a very quick yet soft glance at Lena when she said that. When Kara did that she noticed Lena hold her breath for just a second, which confused Kara more than anything. So, she continued.
"...so I did, which is how I eventually met Kori, Gar, and Rachel. I was able to convince Gar to stay, but then I realized that Cadmus was back and kidnapping powered people, like Gar. So, Donna and I got to talking, and I offered to help." Kara finished.
"So… you offered to help… why didn't you tell me or us or anyone for that matter what was going on as soon as you found out about Cadmus?" Alex asked, not unkindly, but sounding almost hurt.
But before Kara could answer, Lena added to Alex's question.
"Wait… is this what you were trying to tell me at Brunch? About Cadmus… and.. Donna" Lena choked on her words
"Yes. It was. As I told you at brunch, I was trying to figure out the best way to tell you all. And I thought I should have as much information as possible before presenting the problem to you both. So, I've been working with Donna, Sending info back and forth over the last few days, so that I could have answers to as many questions as you had." Kara said, trying to make sure they understood she wasn't trying to keep anything from them.
“Damn it, Kara… I hate that that actually makes sense, so it makes it harder for me to stay pissed at you for keeping something this big from me.” Alex replied, half-smiling at her sister.
Sam watched Alex visibly relax at Kara’s explanation, and an odd feeling arose for Sam.
Seeing Alex so upset and passionate about her relationship with her sister is oddly sexy. I mean she is so protective of Kara and those she cares about and that is beyond attractive. Sam thought to herself as she lightly squeezed Alex’s thigh where her hand still was. Sam was equally surprised and happy when Alex responded by placing her own hand on top of Sam’s.
“I wasn’t trying to keep anything from you… from any of you…” Kara paused to glance at Lena for what felt like forever to Lena, which just confused her even further.
“... I just needed to wrap my head around everything before I could even try to explain everything I learned lately.” Kara finished.
“So, what happens now?” Sam piped up, curious, especially since Alex and Lena were remaining shockingly quiet.
“I guess I need to pack a small bag, then head to San Francisco for some time to get Donna back.” Kara said
“I’m coming with you.” Alex said, as soon as Kara stopped talking.
“What? Al..” Kara started, but Alex cut her off
“Kara Danvers. I am not letting you go to an unfamiliar city with people you barely know to face one of the worst organizations we ever had to deal with. Plus, you might trust Dawn and Kori, but I don’t know them enough to make sure they will have your back.”
Before Kara could respond, Lena added to Alex’s statement.
“I’m coming too…” Lena said, making Kara whip her head in Lena’s direction.
“...Same as Alex, I want to help you. And… if it really is Cadmus, then it’s my family’s horrible legacy again, so I need to help stop them for good this time.” Lena explained.
And I need to see for myself who this Donna Troy is. Lena thought, but would never admit out loud.
Kara took a deep breath, and just smiled.
“Ok,” Kara said, realizing that she wanted all the help she could get and understanding that Alex and Lena wouldn’t take no for an answer anyway.
After the very eventful and informational girl's night, Lena found herself back home. Because she and Alex agreed to head up to San Francisco to meet up with Kara and the Titans tomorrow, she had to quickly pack and try and really process everything that happened earlier that day.
While Sam and Ruby were able to head straight to bed, Lena wasn't so lucky. All she could focus on was the fact that it had become increasingly clear that Donna and Kara were together, and that was killing Lena inside.
Lena didn't want to risk jeopardizing her and Kara's friendship by acting jealous or saying anything against this new relationship. After all, Lena did want Kara to be happy, but Lena just hoped that it would be with her.
So, to help her try and think about anything other than Kara, Donna, and the uncertainty of tomorrow, Lena started playing on her phone. Lena ended up scrolling through social media, which did not help her at all.
Lena forgot she follows multiple museums and charities, many of which L-Corp has made large donations to over the years. One of which happened to be a Museum based in San Francisco.
SFMUSEUM: celebrating our guest of honor, Ms. Donna Troy, who is accompanied by her personal guest of Honor, Pulitzer Prize Winning Reporter, Ms. Kara Danvers
Lena saw this caption below a picture of Kara and Donna close together, posing for the camera in front of one of Donna's photographs.
Damn it! Of course she is gorgeous. She and Kara look so close and comfortable with each other. And based on Kara’s story, this had to be the first time they met. They are this close and this comfortable in their first meeting…. God, I can't even imagine how they are now… ugh, I should be happy that Kara found someone deserving of her, but I'm not. I'm just really not. I just have to suck it up. Help Kara save Donna, then try to be happy with just having Kara as a friend.
Lena thought to herself, trying to remain calm and keep herself from getting more upset.
After her internal rant, Lena plugged in her phone to charge, then lied in her bed until her thoughts finally relaxed enough for her to fall asleep.
Chapter 13: Views
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Kara arrived at Titan Tower late last night. She flew to San Francisco right after Lena, Alex, Ruby, and Sam left her apartment. Luckily, even though it was late, Dawn was right and Donna added her biomarkers and info into the security systems, so Kara was able to get in no problem. So, after arriving, she was able to get some rest at the Tower before Dick and Jason arrived early this morning.
Around 6:30am Kara woke up to the sound of the elevator moving up. So, she quickly got dressed and went out to the living room to see who was here, even though she suspected it was Dick and Jason.
As Kara waited the minutes for the elevator to arrive and open, she thought about her current situation.
No one else is up yet, by the lack of sounds and movement in the penthouse. Rao, I’m nervous to meet the mysterious Dick Greyson. From what Donna told me about him, he was a very rigid and straight-laced individual. But, he was also very protective of those he cares about. So, I suspect that he is going to blame me for Donna’s kidnapping, as well he should. I blame myself too. I should have just helped her from San Francisco instead of going to National City for a few days. I could have updated Alex and Lena over the phone and asked them to email me the Cadmus files. But no, I was selfish and I needed to see Lena.
Kara was brought out of her downward spiral of thoughts when the elevator doors finally opened, revealing to dark haired young men. They walked out with purpose in their steps, so Kara stood her ground as she made eye contact with the taller of the two men.
“You must be Kara Danvers…” The taller man said as they got closer to Kara. Kara simply nodded in response.
“... I am Dick Greyson, and this…” Dick pointed to his left
“...is Jason Todd. It’s nice to meet you despite the circumstances.” Dick finished, plainly.
Kara was a little shocked at Dick’s cordialness, but still didn’t let her guard down completely. She still half-expected Dick to blow up at her as soon as they were completely alone.
“Supergirl… huh? That’s pretty cool. Not as cool as being Robin, but still cool” Jason said, half-jokingly half-cockily.
Kara wasn't sure how to respond to Jason’s sense of humor, so she gave a soft smile and shrugged her shoulders. Lucky for her Dawn saved her from any more odd interactions with Jason.
“Jason.. leave Kara alone.” Dawn said to Jason as she entered the living room.
“Fine.. I need a shower anyway.” Jason said, before leaving the room to head to his own.
“I see you both have met now.” Dawn added, as she got some juice from the nearby fridge.
“Yes. We did. They just arrived.” Kara finally said.
She could feel Dick’s eyes on her, but not in a threatening manner, more out of curiosity.
“So, now that the gang is here… what’s the next plan?” Dawn asked, getting straight to the point.
“I want to go to the facility and get a full look at the perminitor. I also want to try and figure out what Donna was looking into right before she was taken. Maybe that will give us a clue as to how they got her. I was hoping you would help me with that.” Dick said to Kara.
“Of course. Dawn mentioned you may want me to come with you. I’m happy to help however I can. I want to find Donna as soon as possible.” Kara replied, giving a half-smile.
“Why don’t you both head out to do the recon, and I’ll wait here with the others for when Kara’s sister and girlfriend get here to help.” Dawn explained, but Kara’s eyes went wide at Dawn’s words.
Girlfriend… Dawn thinks Lena is my girlfriend. Why does everyone here seem to think that Lena and I are together. I mean is it that obvious that I’m in love with her even though there is no way she feels the same way about me. I need to get my emotions and expressions under control so that Lena doesn’t find out and it ruins our friendship. Kara thought very quickly before speaking up to correct Dawn.
“Lena isn’t my girlfriend… she’s just my.. Um.. friend. My best friend.” Kara stumbled over her words, which did nothing to truly convince Dawn, but Dawn simply nodded.
“Ok.. anyway, I’ll be here to let them in and pass along any updates that you guys find as you’re out. Sound good?” Dawn finished.
“Fine. Let me put my bags up then we can get going, Kara.” Dick said, plainly, then headed out of the living room.
“Don’t mind Dick, he’s not a people person.” Dawn said, half-smiling.
“It’s really ok. I honestly expected him to yell at me or be super pissed because I didn’t help Donna or keep her from getting kidnapped” Kara said, deflated.
“Kara, you need to stop blaming yourself. Donna is a grown woman. I mean for craps sake she is an Amazon. She knew what she was doing, and all we can do now is get her back so we can both yell at her for doing something stupid.” Dawn said, chuckling.
Kara appreciated Dawn saying that, but Kara still felt guilty about not helping Donna. But, Kara was starting to realize that this wasn’t entirely her fault, and she needed to put her own feelings aside to make sure she can help get Donna back safely.
But, there was something that Kara had to ask Dawn while they were alone.
“Dawn.. I have to ask you something… Why did you think that Lena was my…. That Lena and I were….” Kara couldn’t even get the words out because she didn’t even want to give herself any hope, luckily Dawn saved her.
“That you two were together?... “ Kara nodded, so Dawn continued.
“... Because I thought you were. I mean it was clear as day that you love her as more than a friend just by how you sounded when you told Gar about hurting her. It was like you lost a piece of yourself when you weren’t with her, and yesterday at your apartment, I could see how she looked at you…”
What? How Lena looked at me? No way…. What? Kara thought quickly as Dawn continued to explain her point of view.
“... When she saw Kori and I and when I mentioned Donna, I could tell she was jealous. She looked like she was about to jump out of her skin when you were so concerned and worried about Donna. It was obvious. I just thought it was her being protective of you guy’s relationship, but now I think it was more jealousy of what she thinks is happening between you and Donna.” Dawn finished, smirking.
Kara just stood in front of her new friend in shock. She really wasn’t expecting Dawn to say all of that. Kara truly thought it was just Dawn reading too much into their relationship or noticing that Kara had feelings. But, it was way more than that.
Was Lena jealous? Does she really have feelings for me or was she just being a protective friend? No way… but, then what was Dawn seeing? Dawn doesn’t know Lena at all, so how would she be able to pick up on these things unless it was obvious to her. Does Lena really think that Donna and I are together, and even if we were, does that really bother Lena? Oh Rao, this just made me even more confused and nervous. I have to get my shit together before Alex and Lena get here, so I don’t make any wrong moves. Kara thought to herself at superspeed, while Dawn just watched her friend process this new take on her and Lena’s relationship.
Kara’s internal freakout was interrupted when Dick came back into the room, and started talking in her direction.
“Kara, you ready to go?” Dick asked, plainly.
Kara simply nodded at Dick, still confused at what Dawn said and still not wanting to get on Dick’s bad side.
So, the duo of Kara and Dick left to make their way towards the Cadmus Facility.
Please let this go better than the last 24 hours have been. Kara thought to herself quickly as she followed Dick to the elevator.
Chapter 14: Ready
Notes:
More of a Danvarias chapter.
Also, thanks to everyone who has been reading this story. I'm enjoying writing it, and it means a lot that others are too. I also love reading comments, so thanks to everyone who has been leaving comments and kudos.
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The following day after Kara’s girl’s night and the surprise visitors Alex woke up early that morning. She had to pack and get ready to head to San Francisco with Lena to meet up with her sister and the Titans. So, she got her stuff together and was making herself a quick breakfast, when she got lost in her thoughts.
Shit… I can’t believe all of that information last night. I definitely was not expecting any of that to happen when Kara invited us over for a girl’s night. Cadmus is back, which is awful. There are even more people that know Kara’s identity and even more superfriends now. Seriously, how does Kara manage to find even more Superfriends everytime she goes off on her own. And now we have to go to San Francisco to deal with an enemy that we already thought was defeated…. Great. On top of that, I have to leave right when I think that I might have a chance with Sam. I mean she seemed to be giving me some signals yesterday, at least I hope she was. But now, I’ll be gone for who knows how long and with my luck she will meet someone in that time.
Alex’s internal freakout was interrupted but a knock on her front door, so she looked up from her breakfast and made her way to the door.
She opened the door to reveal the exact person she was just thinking about.
“Sam… hi!... What are you doing here?” Alex said, nervously, as Sam came into her apartment.
“I hope you don’t mind me dropping by this morning? Ruby is still sleeping and Lena told me you were meeting at her penthouse later anyway, so I wanted to come talk to you before then I figured we could go back together.” Sam explained quickly, clearly a bit anxious at her bold move to surprise Alex.
Alex simply smiled as Sam rambled on. Alex was just happy to see Sam, especially after her own internal ramble. So, she wasn’t going to waste this opportunity that the universe or whatever gave her.
“First, I’m really glad you are here, Sam. You are always welcome day.. Or night…” Alex smirked towards that last word, but continued as the dup sat on the nearby couch.
“...Second, i am perfectly fine with us walking or driving back to Lena’s penthouse together later.” Alex said, resting her hand on Sam’s hand that was between them on the couch cushion.
Sam relaxed and smiled at Alex’s words and gesture.
“Not that I’m not happy to see you because I really, really am, but why are you here, Sam?” Alex asked, in a mix of curious and flirtatious.
Sam shrugged her shoulders, but then looked up to see Alex’s beautiful brown eyes staring back at her, which gave her the confidence to tell her the whole truth.
“I.. um.. I wanted to see you before you left. I could let you leave with talking to you first." Sam said, her nerves started to act up again.
"Talking to me about what? You know you can talk to me about anything, right?" Alex said, calmly.
"I know… this is just not easy for me. I'm scared…"
"Scared of me?" Alex asked terrified that she did something to make Sam afraid of her.
"No! Never of you." Sam said, quickly.
"Then what?"
"I'm scared that I was reading some signals wrong…"
Oh! This is where she is going. I like this so far . Alex thought to herself, internally smirking.
"... look, Alex, I like you. Like more than as a friend. I have for a while, but timing never was my strong suit. But, now…. I just couldn't hide it anymore and these last few days, I sort of got the impression that you felt the same way." Sam said, starting to ramble, which Alex found adorable.
Finally when Alex's body caught up to her brain, she leaned forward quickly and moved her hand to the back of Sam's neck to pull her in for a long-awaited kiss.
Once Sam realized what was happening, she relaxed into the kiss and started kissing Alex back, furiously and passionately.
The women kissed until they were completely out of breath and were forced to pull away from each other. But, they didn't pull away far. Sam leaned her forehead against Alex's as they pair tried to catch their breath.
"If it wasn't clear, I have very strong feelings for you, too" Alex said, in breaths.
"Good or else this would have been very embarrassing" Sam said, chuckling.
Alex smiled, then pulled back a little to be able to see Sam's face.
"I know I have to leave town for a while, but I'd really like to take you out on a proper date when I get back if you would allow me?" Alex said, sounding way more formal that she intended, but she was still nervous Sam would say no.
"I would love that, Alex!" Sam replied, still smiling.
“But, there is one more thing… and please don’t take it the wrong way..” Sam started, and Alex instantly got a little nervous, but continued to listen to her new sort-of girlfriend.
“... I want to wait to tell people about us. Please hear me when I say it has nothing to do with you or us, really. It’s about Ruby. I don’t want to get her hopes up or have her get hurt because we don’t work out. I need to make sure that this… us… that we can really work as something more than friends.” Sam explained, hoping Alex would understand.
Alex took a few seconds to process all of that, and while she didn’t like the idea of hiding their relationship, she did understand where Sam was coming from. Alex and Ruby already had a close relationship that if something happens between Sam and Alex that it needs to be stable for Ruby instead of emotionally jerking around.
“Ok. I understand. Ruby needs to come first, as she should...” Alex finally said, causing Sam to smiling big, in relief.
“...But I do have one question… Does this mean that I can’t kiss you again? Because I would really like to kiss you right now.” Alex said, smirking.
Sam chuckled before pulling Alex closer then pressing her lips to the older Danvers softly. Unlike their first kiss this one gentile, calm, and sensual.
The new couple kissed for a few minutes before realizing that Ruby and Lena would be expecting them back soon, and since they agreed to keep their relationship quiet for the time being, it would be hard to explain why they were late without raising suspicions.
So, Alex and Sam begrudgingly pulled back from each other’s lips and eventually made their way to Lena’s penthouse. Ruby and Lena were talking on the couch when they arrived, and lucky for the couple, Lena was eager to head to San Francisco, so she didn’t ask Sam any questions.
Finally, Alex and Lena left and headed straight for Lena’s private jet to take them to San Francisco. Just as the plane was about to take off, Alex got a text from Sam.
SAM: be safe, please. You’re not getting out of our date even if you die, so don’t even think about it.
ALEX: wouldn’t dream of it. I’ll talk to you soon.
Chapter 15: Plan
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Alex and Lena arrived at Titan Tower a few minutes ago and were greeted at the base of the building by a Kori. Kori was not as hostile towards Alex as she was during their first meeting the day before, but Alex was still wary of the woman.
Kori brought Alex and Lena up to the penthouse, and quickly showed them to their rooms. Then told them that the rest of the Titans would be in the living room when they got settled.
Lena quickly got herself somewhat settled in the spare bedroom that she had been showed to. She didn’t want to unpack much because she really didn’t want to be here any longer than she needed to be. So, as soon as she was unpacked, she made her way back towards the living room.
As soon as Lena entered the living room, she saw Dawn, Kori, and Alex sitting on the couch, while three other unknown people were also in the room.
“Lena! There you are. Come meet the rest of the Titans…” Alex said.
So, Lena came a little closer and stood next to the couch, while Alex introduced the three younger Titans, who she must have just been introduced to, as well.
“This is Gar, Rachel, and Jason….” Alex said, to Lena while pointing to each of the aforementioned Titans.
“...guys, this is Lena.” Alex said, introducing Lena to the others as well. Lena gave a soft smile and light wave towards the young adults.
“You’re Lena? Kara’s friend Lena?” Gar asked, curiously.
Lena was thrown off by the question, but her curiosity got the better of her and wanted to know how she knew of her already.
“Yeah, I am. How do you know of me” Lena asked.
“Kara… she.. Umm.. helped me through a tough time and told me some stories about you and some of the other people in her life.” Gar said, not giving too much detail.
Lena noticed Gar making glances at Dawn, who was seemingly trying to tell him not to say too much, which made Lena both concerned and curious. But, in her unusual way, Lena thought it best to wait and observe to try and get more information on her own instead of confronting people head on.
“Speaking of Kara, where is she?” Lena asked, trying to get the attention off of her, and being equally curious as to where Kara was.
“She’s with Dick.” Jason piped up, smirking.
Dawn rolled her eyes, then added to Jason’s unhelpful statement.
“She and Dick went to check out the Cadmus facility and retrace Donna’s steps to try and figure out what exactly happened to her.” Dawn explained to Lena and Alex.
“They went to the facility that is supposed to be capturing supers?” Alex asked, concerned.
“They went near it. They aren’t going to get taken, especially being together and it being the middle of the day. They are trying to get a better layout of the facility. Kara texted that she was going to try and x-ray the building to see what she could find out and to see if she could actually find Donna from afar.” Kori added, calmly.
“How long until they come back?” Lena asked
“They left early this morning, so I suspect that they will be back soon… Maybe within the next hour or two.” Dawn chimed in.
Lena nodded at Dawn and Kori’s words, not sure what to do from here. Luck for her Alex was on the same page, but she decided to speak up.
“On the plane ride here Lena and I discussed some things we can do to help in getting your friend back and taking down Cadmus permanently this time... “ Alex started to explain, as the Titans began to listen intently.
“... Lena offered to upgrade all of your suits and other garments to withstand various measures that the facilities security might have in place.” Alex started to explain, but Lena piped up when Alex started to talk about specifics.
“I expect that there will be electrified fencing and other security measures with electric tendencies, so I can make your super suits resistant to that shock, so that it doesn’t stun or kill you. It’ll probably still hurt, but you won’t get taken down by them.” Lena said, confidently.
“That’s awesome! Can I help or watch?” Gar asked, enthusiastically.
“Sure. I’d appreciate the company.” Lena said, smiling back at the green-haired boy.
Before anyone else could comment, Lena heard the elevator doors open behind her, so she looked up to see who had arrived. She was pleased to see that it was Kara and a tall dark haired man, who she expected to be Dick Greyson.
“Lena…. Alex! I’m glad you guys made it here safe.” Kara said, smiling at Lena.
“Now, that everyone is here we can get down to business.” Dick said, standing near Kara.
“Kara and I figured out what we think happened to Donna that night, and we might be able to take advantage of that weak spot again.” Dick started, while Kara nodded in agreement.
“On the west side of the building there is a blind spot in the security system. It is small, but it’s there. However, there is a high level of electronic security measures that are in that area, which is what we are assuming Donna triggered when she got to close.” Kara said, as her voice got softer towards the end.
“If there is more security, how does that help us?” Jason asked, snarkily.
“Donna went without me and without backup, so she couldn’t see all of the underground traps and electric fence things. I can… I used my x-ray vision to get a good layout of the property including the security measures.” Kara said, then Dick added.
“While Kara was flying around doing that, I got a detailed pattern of the security guards and their movements throughout the day. We figured out that there is a shift change at 7:30am, so that’s likely our best time to get in.” Dick explained to the group.
“Once we get all of the upgrades done and a set strategy, we can go early one morning soon to get Donna.” Dawn stated, with some determination in her voice.
“Upgrades?” Dick asked, curiously
“I’ll explain, old Robin. Come with me” Jason sarcastically said as he piped up from behind the group.
With that, Jason, Dick, and Kori left the living room to catch each other up on any other missed information. Soon after, that trio left, Dawn and Alex left to start looking over the various layouts and security schedules that Dick had mapped out, while Rachel and Gar left to get the tech room set up for Lena to add upgrades to their suits. This left only Lena and Kara alone in the living room.
Lena and Kara found themselves sitting next to each other on the nearby couch moments after Gar and Rachel left. To Kara, it was almost instinctual for her to sit right next to Lena even though there were about 10 other seating options available in the large room. But, none of them would have felt more comfortable to her than the one next to Lena.
Lena, on the other hand, could feel the tension in the room as she and Kara were left alone. She wasn’t uncomfortable by any means, quite the opposite actually. Lena was the most relaxed she had been since arriving in San Francisco, but she knew there was see so many unspoken things between them that seemed to be hangin over them.
“What’s wrong?” Kara asked, sweetly.
Lena was brought out of her own hazeby Kara’s words, and realized that she had been staring at the blonde for who knows how long. So, Lena quickly moved her gaze to behind Kara trying not to be obvious, but she suspected that she wasn’t that lucky.
So, Lena turned to look back at Kara, who was just watching her with a soft smile and kind eyes, which made Lena’s heart start beating faster. But, Lena knew that she needed to answer Kara before things got even more awkward.
“Oh.. umm.. Nothing. I was just thinking about everything that we need to do and how I can get everything done as quickly as possible” Lena said, half-telling the truth.
Kara just watched Lena fidget with her hands a little bit under her gaze. Kara wasn’t sure why Lena was nervous around her all of the sudden, and Kara really didn’t like that. So, she was trying to be as calm and reassuring as possible and not push Lena away anymore than she already had. Even though Kara didn’t fully believe that Lena was only thinking about work, she didn’t push the young Luthor for fear of upsetting Lena, so she let it go for now.
Kara noticed when Lena’s breath halted for a second when Kara put her hand on Lena’s thigh before speaking.
“Thank you for coming here, Lena. I can’t tell you how much it means to me to have you here.” Kara said, hoping Lena would understand both Kara’s gratitude.
Kara stopped herself before she could add “ with me” to the end of that sentence. Even though she meant it, she didn’t want to make Lena uncomfortable with the underlying notion of Kara’s romantic feelings.
“Of.. of course, I’d be here to help, Kara. I’m happy to help in any way that I can” Lena finally replied, trying to sound as confident as possible.
Before Kara could respond, Gar and Rachel came back into the room excitedly.
“Ms. Luthor, we have everything set up for you. At least I think we have everything you might need. If not we can get it or ask Dick for it.” Gar said, rapidly.
Lena glanced to Kara not wanting to leave her, but she knew that she needed to get started as soon as possible, so she stood up.
“First, please call me Lena… Second, let's go see what you’ve got, and we can get started.” Lena said, walking towards Gar and Rachel.
Kara watched as Lena left the room with the two youngest Titans.
Rao, this is going to be harder than I thought. I almost slipped up again, and said something about my feelings for Lena. She is already somewhat distant with me, so i can’t do anything to push her away anymore. But, I would have given anything to just stay with her on the couch. Even though I am worried about Donna, being with Lena has been the only thing that has given me any sort of calm or relaxation over these last few days. Rao, Lena really is too good for me. She is helping find a complete stranger just to help me and she is simultaneously calming me down without even knowing it.
Chapter 16: Rescue
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It has been 4 days since Kara, Alex, and Lena arrived at Titan Tower. Kara, Dick, and Dawn went to watch and assess the Cadmus facility every day since. They wanted to be completely sure of the security patterns and of any possible outside influences that might have an impact on their rescue mission.
While Dick, Kara, and Dawn dealt with the recon, Alex, Lena, and Gar focused on the tech upgrades for the Titans’ suits and weapons, and Kori, Jason, and Rachel were training with each other.
Lena was still on edge since she got to Titan Tower, but over the last few days, her worries and nerves had somewhat diminished. Luckily, she had been keeping herself occupied with the work she was doing to the suits, and Gar was very interested in learning anything Lena would teach him. So, Lena also had the added distraction of Gar’s never ending questions to help her stop overthinking her situation with Kara.
Late in the afternoon, Kara, Dick, and Dawn returned from their security checks, so Kara went to check on Lena’s progress with the suit upgrades. When Kara walked into the tech room, she couldn’t help but smile at the scene in front of her, so she just stood in the doorway and enjoyed it.
Lena was allowing Gar to finish up some of the shoulder enhancements, so she was directing him in a way that helped him learn from the experience but she was also paying very close attention to make sure that it was all correct.
Kara could see it in Lena’s face how calm she was and how genuinely interested she was in Gar’s understanding of these skills. Kara knew that Lena loved working on lab projects, but she rarely had the opportunity to teach or mentor someone. Kara could tell that this was something Lena always wanted, but never got, so it was exciting to see Lena so nurturing.
After a few minutes, Lena finally looked up from Gar and noticed Kara leaning against the door frame just staring at her with a soft smile on her face.
“Kara… what? What are you doing? How long have you been standing there?” Lena asked, confused and a bit flustered.
Kara bowed her head as she pushed herself off the doorframe and walked closer to the work table next to Gar and Lena.
“We just got back, and I wanted to see you…” Kara started to say, still smiling.
But, Kara noticed Lena’s eyes go a bit wide and that her heart rate picked up when she said that, so Kara immediately backtracked.
“... wanted to see how your process is coming.” Kara finished.
“Oh, well… we are almost finished. Alex took a break and decided to go train with Kori and them, but Gar and I were able to handle the rest of the modifications. I have one or two more checks to go through to make sure that everything is safe and working properly.” Lena explained, somewhat quickly.
“We have been kicking ass with all these tech upgrades. I’m gonna need some of these when I get my official suit, hopefully.” Gar added, smirking excitedly.
Lena and Kara chuckled at Gar, but then focused back on each other almost unconsciously.
“Any idea how much longer?” Kara asked
‘I think we can get all of it finished tonight.” Lena said, confidently.
Kara perked up even more at Lena’s statement.
“That’s awesome, Lena! I’ll tell Dick and the others that we can finally get Donna tomorrow.” Kara replied, smiling wide.
Lena smiled, but she had to force herself to smile. She knew why she was doing what she had been doing, but she let herself forget that the end result would mean that Kara would get her apparent girlfriend back. So, Lena did what she does best and pushed her feelings down to make sure that Kara couldn’t see how jealous and concerned she was about what Donna’s return meant for her and Kara.
“Well, we should get back to work.” Lena finally said to Kara.
Kara nodded enthusiastically and started to walk towards the door.
“You’re the best Lena!” Kara hollered as she left the room, leaving Lena and Gar to finish.
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The next morning, Kara, Alex, Dick, Kori, Jason, and Dawn all arrived at the Cadmus Facility. Kara super-speed herself and Dick past the ground security during the shift change. While Kara and Dick made their way into the actual building, Alex and the other Titans took their places around the perimeter of the facility as back-up and as lookouts. As soon as Dick and Kara snuck inside, they made their way into a nearby storage closet as listed on the blue prints Kara mapped out days ago.
“Are you sure you want to split up? I know we can cover more ground and check out both highly secure wings of the facility, but splitting up also increases our chances of getting seen.” Dick whispered.
“It’s a risk, but splitting up is more efficient. You get to the computer servers to get as much information on Cadmus as possible, and being there might even help me find Donna if need be. We just have to not get caught” Kara replied, trying to reassure herself and Dick that their plan is going to work.
“Fine. Let’s get going. The guards will be back on high alert soon. I’ll head to the east wing, while you’re on the west.” Dick said, nodding.
Kara x-rayed the hallway to make sure that they wouldn't run into anyone as they left the storage room. Luckily, it was clear, so the supers quickly left the small room and split up to search for their friend.
Kara took off at super-speed towards the west wing of the facility. She used her super-speed to avoid being detected by the security cameras and get through the various hallways in between guard walkthroughs.
Eventually, Kara maneuvered her way to the entrance to the secure, vault-like room at the end of the west wing. She used her super hearing and x-ray vision to detect any heartbeats or indications of Cadmus workers on the other side of the wall.
However, Kara was surprised to find that the walls were made of very thick lead, so she could not x-ray through them. She was able to hear a few faint heart beats, but she couldn’t get a good reading on how many and where they were because of the lead.
Lead lining? That’s not a good sign. Well, not good for me, but good because it is likely that Cadmus is keeping Supers on the other side of this wall because of the strong lead structure built. Please let Donna be in here unharmed. Kara thought to herself quickly, as she turned to focus on the control panel next to the door.
Kara knew that she could kick through the lead door, but she also knew that she would draw a lot more attention to herself and to Dick if she made a loud disturbance by breaking through. Lucky for her, Lena thought ahead and gave her a piece of L-Corp tech with modifications that will allow her to essentially pick the lock on the high-tech control panel lock. So, Kara placed the device on the panel and let it start working, and after only a few seconds, the panel changed from red to green and she heard a slight unlocking sound coming from the large door.
Thank you Lena Luthor. You wonderful genius. Kara quickly thought as she removed the device and carefully made her way through the door.
As soon as she entered the room, she noticed two lab workers and five security guards all around the room. Lucky for her, she has super-speed and she was able to get to all of the guards before they had time to even process that she wasn’t supposed to be in the room.
However, while she was incapacitating the guards, the scientist had time to fit the emergency button on the far wall near the door. The workers ran out of the room and secured the door behind her.
Kara had no time to beat herself up for not seeing that coming, so she focused on the cell-like doors along the perimeter of the grey, lead room. She ran to all three of the rooms to find that the two closest to her were empty, but in the last one, she heard a faint sound coming from inside.
Kara easily ripped the cell door off its hinges and tossed it to the opposite side. As soon as she dropped the door she looked inside the cell and let out a breath of relief.
“Donna!” Kara said, in a mix of relief and concern.
Kara noticed Donna passed out on the concrete bed with bruises and needle marks covering her arms and face. Kara moved next to Donna and carefully picked her up in her arms before talking to her team on Coms.
“I have Donna. Dick, we need to leave, now. We’ve been made.” Kara said, as she was focused on her injured friend in her arms.
“Copy that. I’ll meet you all back at the tower.” Kara heard Dick say.
So, Kara carried Donna out of her cell and realized that her best option was to create her own exit instead of trying to leave the way she came in. So, she quickly flew up and through the roof of the facility and straight to the Titan’s headquarters.
Chapter 17: Cadmus
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Kara landed on the Titan's balcony within minutes of getting Donna out of that horrible Cadmus cell. Donna was still unconscious. Kara suspected it was either from being drugged or from pure exhaustion from whatever they were doing to her based on all of the bruises and marks all over Donna.
Kara quickly got Donna inside and to the medical room in the Tower. Kara laid Donna down on the soft cot in the middle of the room.
While getting Donna settled, Kara heard on come that Dick, Alex and the rest of the team made it out safely and were on their way back, so Kara could focus back on Donna.
Kara did a full x-ray of Donna to check for any major damage done to her physically. Luckily, she seemed to only have a sprained wrist and ankle, and there was not permitted damage on her body. But, Kara was still very concerned about her friend's mental health after going through all of whatever she had at Cadmus.
Rao, I just hope she will be ok. We got here back home, which is good. But, who knows what she had to endure, and whatever it was it obviously wasn't good just by the way her body is all bruised up. But, I'm going to do whatever I can to help her no matter how long,.... just like I should have at the start and maybe she wouldn't have been taken in the first place. Kara internally reprimanded herself.
Kara' internal monologue and guilt were interrupted when she heard someone walking towards the medical room, so Kara moved to stand in front of Donna, protectively out of instinct.
But, Kara quickly relaxed when she realized it was Lena walking in. Kara realized that before she even saw the brunette because Kara would know Lena's distinctive heartbeat from miles away.
As soon as Lena entered the room, Kara let out a long breath that she didn’t even realize she was holding. Kara was full of mixed emotions at this time. On one hand, she was thrilled to have Lena near her and to spend whatever time she could with Lena, but Kara also had Donna and Cadmus to worry about.
I can’t be selfish again. I need to stop Cadmus and help Donna for the greater good. I can’t let my personal feelings for Lena and for a relationship that will never be reciprocated get in the way of me saving many other people. Kara decided internally, as she watched Lena walk slightly towards her.
While Kara was thinking and overthinking her guilt, feelings, and overall situation, Lena was full of nerves. As soon as she saw on the security cameras that Kara landed at the penthouse of Titan Tower, she was on the move to get to her best friend and what to be lover.
All Lena could think about lately is Kara, especially since she knew that once Donna was rescued that her friendship… her relationship with Kara would change, and Lena was not looking forward to losing even more of Kara. Her initial plan was to start giving Kara some distance to try and protect herself from getting even more hurt when Kara gets Donna back. However, as soon as Lena walked into the med room and saw Kara’s nervous and worried expression, she couldn’t help herself but to comfort the blonde.
Lena’s instincts and body took over, and before she knew it she was wrapping her arms around Kara’s neck to hug the Kryptonian. Lena panicked for a second when she processed that she was holding Kara so close, but before she could pull back, Kara wrapped her own arms around Lena’s waist and bent her neck to rest on Lena’s shoulder. So, Lena relaxed into the hug and just enjoyed having Kara so close to her.
After what felt like an hour to Lena, Kara finally pulled back from their hug and stepped back slightly. Lena noticed Kara’s eyes move back and forth between Lena and Donna, who was still lying unconscious on the bed next to the duo. Lena quickly tensed up at how Kara was reacting to Donna just being near her.
Kara obviously wants to comfort and be near Donna, but she doesn’t want to be rude to me and say it. Sweet, Kara always trying to do the honorable thing. I guess that’s one of the things I love about her… No, I can’t think about that no especially when Kara’s new girlfriend is injured right next to me. Lena thought as she took a slight step back from Kara and Donna, as if to give Kara permission to focus all of her attention to the Titan.
Lucky for Lena, she didn’t have too much time to focus on Kara’s behavior because Dick, Alex, and Dawn all came bursting into the room.
“How is she? Is she alive?” Dick asked, concerned, but still somewhat stoic, as she walked to stand next to Kara at Donna’s bedside
“She’s still unconscious. I suspect they have been drugging her by the looks of all of the needle marks. She has a few minor injuries and a lot of bruises. But, I x-rayed her and she doesn’t have any broken bones or any physical injuries that will be long-term issues.” Kara explained, quickly.
“Good…” Dick said, as he moved to start hooking Donna up to the nearby medical machines.
“...I’m going to put her on oxygen and monitor her heart rate and the computer program that Bruce had installed will keep an eye on her. It can also run tests as needed.” Dick finished.
“What do we do now?” Alex piped up, from behind Lena.
“Now, we wait for her to wake up. It’s all we can do. In the meantime, Dick and I are going to start trying to hack the Cadmus files I got from the security room. Hopefully, it will give us some clue as to what is really going on there.” Dawn answered Alex
“I can help, Dawn. I should be able to write a program or a code to crack it.” Lena offered, not even turning to look at Dawn and Alex because all of her attention is on Kara in front of her.
“Perfect. If you’re working on it, I’m sure Gar will be thrilled to help you. He has been raving about how great it has been to learn from you.” Dawn added.
Lena simply nodded, then took the cue to leave Kara alone with Donna and Dick.
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It had been two days since the successful rescue mission. In those days, Donna hadn’t fully woken up yet. Her lab work showed a high level of sedatives in her blood, so it wasn’t surprising that she was unconscious.
In those two days, Kara barely left Donna’s side. She slept in a chair that was in the room, and brought all of her meals into there as well. The only time Kara seemed to leave was to use the restroom, to take a shower, and to check on Lena’s progress on the files.
It was around 11pm on the second day after the rescue, when Kara started to hear a slight increase in Donna’s heart rate. As soon as Kara noticed the change, she stood up from her chair and hovered close to Donna, trying to see if the woman was really waking up.
Kara stayed standing for about 20 minutes and listened carefully as Donna’s heart rate gradually increased. Eventually, Kara saw Donna’s hands start to flinch and move slightly, so Kara continued to watch intently until she saw Donna’s eyes finally open oh so slightly.
“Ka… Ka.. Kara?” Donna said so softly that Kara only heard it because of her super hearing.
“Hey…. Hey, Donna. It’s me. I’m really here. You’re home, and you’re safe.” Kara said, quickly but softly, as she gently grabbed Donna’s hand.
Kara felt Donna grip her hand tighter as if she was trying to anchor herself and to make sure that this was really real. So, Kara just waited and watched as Donna slowly became more aware of her surroundings and became more awake.
“I should go get Dick and Dawn and the others. They’ll be so happy you are awake.” Kara said, about to get up to leave, but she was stopped when Donna pulled her arm back a little bit.
“No. Please, don’t go. I don’t want a crowd right now.” Donna begged.
Kara responded by sitting back down and focusing back on her friend.
“How are you feeling?” Kara asked, knowing it was sort of a stupid questions, but she wasn’t sure what else to do in that moment.
“Ok, i guess. I feel weak, and my head and ankle are killing me.” Donna said, softly.
“You have a sprained ankle and a good number of bruises on her face, so I’m not surprised….” Kara started, but paused before asking the bigger question that she dreaded asking.
“... Donna… can you tell me what happened?” Kara asked, kindly, trying not to push Donna, but also knowing that the threat of Cadmus was still at present.
Donna took a deep breath before giving a slight nod.
“After the last time we talked, I went for a walk and ended up near the Cadmus facility. I guess my subconscious was pushing me that way…” Donna started, giving a half-smile
“... when I got there I noticed a break in their fence and the security, so I decided to seize the opportunity to get some real information on them. But, I triggered a lock down when I got inside the building, and I got trapped and eventually captured…” Donna paused to catch her breath, but Kara just watched and waited patiently for her friend to continue.
“... I think they shot me with a tranquilizer because the next thing I remember was waking up tied down to a table in one of the labs. They kept drugging me every few hours to keep me under control. For the first few days, I almost got free right before they were scheduled to administer another dose. On the third day, I actually did get free, but….”
Again, Donna took a second to collect herself and to take a breath, so Kara squeezed Donna’s hand in support.
“... but, they sent in another prisoner they had already broken in or had under their control somehow to stop me. I have know idea how that teenager was that strong, but I wasn't at full strength so he eventually overpowered me and they were able to sedate me again. Since then, I got injections every hour, I think... I honestly don’t remember much. I remember excruciating pain and the feeling of electricity coursing through my body. I remember hearing some of the guards gossip about some other prisoners, but…”
“It’s ok, Donna take your time.” Kara reassured the Amazon.
“...I think I tried to remain unfocused and inattentive because it helped to not have to pay attention to all of the pain and to all of the shit they were putting me through.” Donna said, almost ashamed for not fighting back.
“Donna, Listen to me when I say, you survived. You did whatever you had to do to keep yourself together and to keep your sanity. You are alive and that’s all that matters.” Kara said, still holding Donna’s hand.
“Thank you, Kara. Thank you for saving me.” Donna replied, smiling.
Chapter 18: Clarification
Notes:
thanks again for all the support and kudos! I'm really happy that others are enjoying this as much as I am enjoying writing it. I hope you're still with me.
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Donna finally woke up about four hours ago, and since then she and Kara had been talking nonstop. Kara asked questions about Donna’s time in Cadmus, and Donna asked Kara questions about everything she missed while she was captured.
Donna noticed that whenever she asked Kara about her life in general or about her more recent events, Kara still found a way to talk about Lena. Kara spent about 20 minutes speed talking about all of the upgrades that Lena did to the Titan suits, which allowed Dick to not get electrocuted as they entered the building.
How can someone be so smart and so fast, but so slow and oblivious at the same time. She is so in love with Lena even though she keeps saying they aren’t together. Maybe I should have some fun and try and get these two love-sick idiots together quicker. Donna thought to herself as Kara was explaining how Alex and Dawn have been kicking each other’s asses during training.
Once Kara finished her story, Donna smiled up at Kara then started talking.
“Kara, I know i said I didn’t want a crowd, but we should still probably let everyone know that I am awake and pretty ok.” Donna suggested, as she started to sit up on the medical bed.
“Oh.. yeah. Probably so. Dick and the others have been worried about you.” Kara replied, moving back a little bit to give Donna room to swing her legs off the bed.
Donna slowly stood up, and while she felt fine as she was laying down, she was wobbly when she put weight on her legs.
Kara quickly caught Donna and helped her to stay standing. Kara moved to Donna’s right side and swung Donna’s arm over her shoulder, while Kara placed her arm around Donna’s waist to help keep some of Donna’s weight off of her legs.
Kara didn’t realize how much she was using her strength to hold Donna up, until Donna chuckled and shook her head.
“Kara, I can walk a good amount. You don’t have to hold like 90% of my weight.” Donna said, smirking.
“Oh.. sorry, I… wasn’t… I didn’t… sorry.” Kara stuttered out, releasing some of Donna’s weight as the duo slowly walked towards the living room.
When Kara and Donna entered the living room, Lena was the first one to spot them, and she was instantly filled with mixed emotions. So, she did what she does best and pushed her feelings into tiny boxes to try and hide her pain. Unfortunately those boxes were starting to overflow, and Lena’s facial expressions and attitudes were not unnoticed by those around her, especially since Donna was rescued, Lena’s poker face was quickly dying.
Alex was the first to notice Lena’s change in expression at that moment, so the elder Danvers turned her head to see Kara and Donna walking down the hallway into the living room.
“Kara!” Alex said, smiling, which caused the rest of the Titans to turn around to see Donna up and sort of walking in with Kara.
“Donna!” Dawn exclaimed, as the white haired woman quickly got up to greet her friend. Dick was right behind Dawn and was next to Donna in a heartbeat.
“You’re up. I’m glad to see you doing better.” Dick said, half-smiling.
Kara had come to learn that Dick was not a very emotional person or someone who showed his feelings at all, so his smiling was a good indicator that he was very happy to his friend alive and ok.
“When did you wake up? Are you ok? What did the monitors say?” Dawn quickly asked.
“A few hours ago. I’m fine, just sore and a bit weak. The monitors were all normal, like I said. I’m just waiting for the drugs to fully leave my system, then I’ll be good to go.” Donna explained, slowly.
“Hours ago?!? Kara you should have come and got us immediately.” Dick piped up, somewhat angry that they were updated the moment Donna woke up, but before Kara could replied, Donna defended Kara.
“Dick, calm down. I asked Kara to wait. I needed some alone time with her. We needed to catch each other up on some…. Things.” Donna said, deliberately trying to choose her words carefully.
Donna internally smiled, when she noticed Lena stiffen and clench her jaw even tighter at Donna’s words.
Jealous already… huh… this might be easier than I thought. Maybe just a few little pushes. Donna thought as Dick and Dawn calmed down.
Donna knew she could remain standing just barely using Kara as a support, but her legs were a bit tired, so she decided to play into that a bit more. So, she started to let her weight fall some more, which Kara easily noticed and pulled Donna closer to keep her upright.
“Are you ok? You’re leaning on me more than before, not that I mind, but I just want to check that you’re alright.” Kara asked, concerned.
Even I couldn’t have come up with a better thing for Kara to say in that moment to make Lena jealous. Donna chuckled under her breath.
“I’m fine, just a little more tired than I thought.” Donna said, not lying just overselling it a bit.
“Why don’t you go lie in your own bed? You’ll be much more comfortable.” Dawn stated, still worried about her friend, especially, since the bruises and injuries were still very visible and concerning.
“Kara, you mind helping me get settled? I could really use a shower and a change of clothes, too.” Donna asked, Kara.
“Oh, yeah… of course. Anything you need.” Kara replied, obviously trying to be a good friend, but Donna knew that Lena was taking their interactions a very different way.
Before Kara and Donna left, Lena abruptly left the living room giving some lame excuse as to why she needed to go back to the tech lab. That move finally pushed Kara in the right direction. Kara had been noticing Lena’s odd interactions with her and the other Titans over the last few days, but she just tossed it up to stress. But, Lena’s sudden and somewhat rude departure really seemed out of character for Lena, and it made Kara very concerned about what was going on in the CEO’s head.
Unfortunately, Kara agreed to help Donna first. So, Kara helped her friend clean up and get comfortable in her own room for the first time in what felt like a lifetime. But as soon as Donna’s head hit her pillow, the Amazon passed out. So, Kara took the opportunity to leave and go find Lena.
Kara found Lena walking in the hallway outside of the tech room. So, Kara made her way over to Lena. Kara quickly but gently pulled Lena into the nearby bedroom that Kara was staying in. Kara closed the door behind them to give them some privacy, while Lena’s posture stiffened as she struggled to maintain her composure.
“Lena… What’s going on with you? With us?” Kara asked, concerned and a bit confused as to Lena’s recent attitude around her.
Kara noticed that Lena was looking anywhere except at Kara. While Lena was physically looking like she does during board meets, confident and in complete control, that was the furthest from how Lena was actually feeling on the inside.
“What do you mean, Kara?” Lena asked, not unkindly, but more stern, as Lena was trying really hard to keep her jealousy and hurt inside.
“You know what I mean. You’re too smart and too perceptive not to…” Kara said, half-smirking
“...But, if you are being stubborn, I am talking about how you have been distant ever since you got to San Francisco but especially the last few days and even more so in these last few hours. I feel like you are acting as if you were talking to your shareholders or a bunch of grumpy, old board members. So, I’m concerned about you, and I’m worried I did something to upset you without even knowing it” Kara finished, sadly.
“Look, Kara… I don’t know what to say” Lena finally let out, truly not sure what to say in this moment.
How do I tell my best friend that I’m acting like this because I’m pissed off and heartbroken that she is dating someone else when I want to be the one she is hanging on and touching constantly. I want to be the one who she looks at with such kind and loving eyes, and It’s killing me that I have to watch her do that with someone else. Lena’s internal admission was interrupted by Kara’s reply.
“Just talk to me, please. I thought we were finally moving forward and getting past all of the stuff of our past. You’re my best friend, Lena. Tell me what’s going on inside your head, so I can try to fix it, please.” Kara pleaded, still very confused and nervous.
“I don’t know what to tell you, Kara. I came to San Francisco to help you find Donna, and I have done that. What else do you want me to do? Just because I might not be jumping for joy around the Titans, who are still basically strangers, doesn’t mean something is wrong.” Lena countered, using every CEO tactic she had in order to avoid discussing something she really didn’t want to.
Why is she using her CEO tone with me? She hasn’t been like this since our fight. Something is obviously wrong. I just wish she would tell me. Why doesn’t she trust or care about me enough to be fully honest with me? Rao, this is just terrible. I’m going to regret doing this, but I need to keep pushing so she doesn’t shut me out again. Please don’t let this go badly. Kara thought to herself before taking a long breath.
“Lena… Please, I know you. I know when you are hiding your feelings. Even when we were at odds, I knew something was off, I just didn’t want to admit it to myself. But, i’m not making that mistake again. So, please, please, tell me the truth. Did I do something? What is it?” Kara let out, as she put her hand on Lena’s arms gently.
“Kara… I… don't… I can’t.” Lena stuttered, starting to break under Kara’s obvious concern and her kind, blue eyes.
“Yes, you can. You can tell me anything. You have to know that by now. Whatever it is Lena, we can deal with it together.” Kara said, trying to be reassuring.
“I know, but not with this, Kara. Please trust me that this would change the way you see our friendship, and it’s the last thing I want, so please just drop it.” Lena said, quickly and defensively.
“No, it won’t..”
“Kara, please…”
“Lena, just help me underst…”
“I don’t…”
“Everything will be ok…”
“I’m in love with you!” Lena finally exclaimed after their rapid conversation and cutting each other off.
Kara’s eyes went wide at Lena’s words. Kara felt like everything was in slow motion, and she wasn’t even able to move at all. But, Lena already started to explain and sort of backtrack after her major slip up.
“I shouldn’t have said that, but you just kept pushing and pushing, and it’s the truth. I’m in love with you, Kara. But, I know nothing will ever happen between us, especially since you are with Donna. I see how happy she makes you, and I want you to be happy. But, it is just painful for me to be around the two of you…” Lena continued to ramble on as Kara was still trying to process everything Lena was saying.
Lena is in love with me. Lena Luthor is in love with me. I can’t believe it. I mean I always hoped she might have feelings for me, but I never would have expected that she had the same feelings for me that I have for her. Wait… did she say something about me and Donna? Is that why she has been acting weird because she thought Donna and I were together? Oh Rao, she was jealous… oh she’s still freaking out. Kara quickly got herself back to reality when she realized Lena was spiraling.
“Lena! Stop, please..” Kara lightly shouted, as she moved her hands from Lena’s arms to cup Lena’s cheeks.
Kara’s voice and her hand placement, immediately shut Lena up. Kara was equally happy that Lena was calming down and interested that Kara seemed to have that much influence over Lena.
“..breathe, Lena. Breathe” Kara said, trying to continue to get Lena’s rapid heart rate down to relatively normal levels.
Kara watched as Lena took a few deep breaths in and out, before Lena tried to start talking again, but as soon as Kara noticed Lena try to begin another long explanation, Kara’s instincts and desires took over.
Kara moved even closer to Lena and gently yet passionately pressed her lips against Lena’s.
Kara’s mind caught up with her body after a few seconds, and Kara started to pull back. But, just before she pulled away, Kara felt Lena’s lips start to move against hers aggressively, so Kara returned that kiss with equal passion.
Kara felt Lena melt into the kiss and move her hands to grip Kara’s hips, pulling her even closer if that was even possible.
After a few minutes that felt like an eternity, Kara finally pulled back, realizing that Lena needed to take a breath. Lena was still trying to catch her breath on top of processing what just happened, but all she could focus on was the tingling in her lips and the feeling of having Kara so close to her.
“Wow” was all Lena could get her mouth to say, still gazing into Kara’s eyes.
“Yeah.. wow” Kara replied, smiling.
“Look, Kara..” Lena started to say, but Kara cut her off, needing to get everything off of her chest before Lena tried to take back what just happened.
“Wait… let me say this first…” Lena nodded for Kara to continue so she did.
“...if that kiss wasn’t enough evidence, I have feelings for you too, Lena. I think I always have. And I heard you ramble something about me and Donna… but Lena, please believe me when I say there is nothing going on between Donna and I. Well, nothing romantic. Donna is just a friend, and I care about her. But, we are not together.” Kara finished, and Lena was utterly shocked.
She and Donna aren’t dating. So, I've been freaking out for nothing. And Kara has feelings for me. Like feelings as more than her best friend, as apparent by that kiss. Holy crap, that kiss was amazing. It was easily the best and most passionate kiss I’ve ever had. God, how is this actually happening? Lena quickly thought to herself, processing all of the information Kara just told her.
“Oh and if it wasn’t clear, I’m in love with you too, Lena Luthor.” Kara said, smiling wide.
Lena couldn’t believe it, but she decided that even if she was dreaming this, she would take full advantage of the situation. So, she quickly moved her hand to the base of Kara’s neck and pulled the Kryptonian in for another kiss. This time the kiss was full of love and of ease.
Rao, I could get used to this. Kara thought, fully returning any and all kisses and touches Lena initiated.
Chapter 19: After
Notes:
sorry for the delay. I had some personal things going on lately. But, I hope you are still with me.
Thanks again, for the support!
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Lena woke up feeling the most rested she had been in months if not years. As she started to fully wake up and realize where she was, she felt a weight around her waist and pressed against her back.
She opened her eyes completely and glanced behind her as softly as possible, which allowed her to see Kara still sleeping soundly and cuddle up against Lena. All Lena could do was smile at the sight and at the feeling of having Kara this close to her.
After their mutual confessions the night before, Kara and Lena spent the rest of the evening and night just talking. They talked about all of the obvious signs that they had missed over the years. Lena couldn’t believe she was so oblivious to Kara’s obvious romantic gestures over the years. Kara’s love language was clearly acts of kindness and gift giving. How many times had Kara shown up to L-Corp just to bring her lunch and to make sure that the CEO was eating and taking care of herself.
Lena realized that Kara was equally obvious to Lena’s gestures over the years, like when Lena bought a multi-million dollar company just so that Kara could continue to do the work she loved. The two women couldn’t believe that the other was in such denial that they had feelings for each other, causing the both of them to focus on being “just friends”
But, now, waking up in Kara’s arms, Lena knew that regardless of how long it took or what had happened up to this point, it was all worth it. They finally figured it out, and they both wanted to be together. Lena knew that everything would be perfect as long as she had Kara, and she couldn’t wait to spend her days with the blonde.
After a few minutes of relaxing in Kara’s arms and just taking it all in, Lena felt Kara start to stir behind her. So, she gently turned around under Kara’s arm so that she was not facing the Kryptonian.
Lena used her hand to carefully brush Kara’s hair off of her face, so that Lena could get a better look at the blue eyes she loved to get lost in. As soon as Kara woke up enough to clearly see Lena looking back at her, Kara smiled wide and pulled Lena even closer if possible.
“Good morning.” Kara said, still smiling despite being half-asleep.
“Morning, Darling.” Lena replied, as she started to gently stroke Kara’s cheek with her thumb.
“I’m not going to lie…. I could get used to waking up with you in my arms.” Kara smirked, making Lena chuckle.
“Me too. I think last night was some of the best sleep I've ever gotten.”
Kara responded by closing the small gap between their faces and placing a soft yet passionate kiss on Lena’s lips.
Lena happily returned Kara’s kiss with just as much love and determination. After a few minutes of kissing and having Kara nip and suck on her exposed neck, Lena could feel herself getting more and more worked up. So, she rolled flat on her back and pulled Kara with her, so Kara was now on top of her with her thigh slotted between Lena’s legs.
Lena was pleasantly surprised as to how natural and good it felt to be with Kara like this. She had been intimate with others before, but she knew that it would be completely different with Kara. Even now, Lena felt more comfortable, more loved, and more turned on than when she had actually had sex with other partners.
Lena felt Kara start to press against her even more as Kara continued to explore Lena’s neck. Once Kara found that one extra sensitive spot on Lena’s neck, Lena let out a low moan without even realizing.
At the sound of Lena’s moan, Kara pulled back from the brunette's neck and looked into Lena’s eyes instead.
“Lena…. Rao… I…” Kara tried to find the right words for what she wanted and needed to say to her best friend.
“What’s wrong, Darling?” Lena asked, half-concerned, half hoping Kara was just as worked up as she was.
“I can’t do this.” Kara finally let out, instantly noticing the hurt and fear in Lena’s eyes. So, Kara started talking again in hopes of getting Lena to understand.
“This…. I… Rao I want you so much right now Lena, please believe me, but...” Kara started to ramble, making Lena both amused and confused.
“Breathe, Kara and talk to me.” Lena said, gently moving from under Kara to sit with her back against the bed’s headboard.
“I want to do this right. I don’t want to be with you just for the sex. I want everything with you, and as much as I want to continue our morning activities..” Kara smirked, making Lena blush
“....I’d prefer to take you on an official date first. And I certainly don’t want the first time we are together to happen in a guest room that is right next door to my sister and my friends.” Kara chuckled, nervously hoping she wasn’t screwing all of this up before it really started.
After a few moments of silence, Lena finally broke.
“You’re right. We’ve waited this long, we can wait a little while longer, and I want to do this right too. I don’t want to mess this up.” Lena replied, staring straight into those ocean blue eyes she loves to get lost in.
I’d wait forever for you. But, God, I hope I didn't just mess this up. Hopefully, Lena really is ok with waiting and not rushing into anything because I want this to work and to be perfect for both of us. She is perfect and deserves to be treated like the wonderful, genius, beautiful woman that she is. Kara quickly thought to herself before leaning in to give Lena one more gentle kiss.
After a few seconds, Lena pulled back and carefully ran her fingers through Kara’s messy blonde locks.
“Darling, I think we should probably get up and get dressed before we end up in the position we were just heading.” Lena chuckled.
“I suppose you are right.” Kara said, getting up.
Lena left Kara’s room and made her way to the room she was staying in to get dressed in fresh clothes, while Kara did the same in her own room. About 20 minutes later, they found themselves in the living room with the rest of the group.
“There you both are! Nice of you to join us.” Alex said, smiling as Kara and Lena sat down on the couch.
“Funny, Al… very funny.” Kara said, rolling her eyes at her sister, making Alex laugh.
“Lena, have you talked to Sam recently? She said that she has been trying to get a hold of you. There is some stuff at L-Corp she needs to discuss with you.” Alex asked Lena.
“Oh.. No. I… um… haven't really been paying attention to my phone the last few days. I’ll go give her a call. Thanks, Alex.” Lena said, glancing between Kara and Alex quickly, before getting up to call her CFO.
While Lena was getting an update from Sam, Kara and Alex started talking with Donna and Dawn.
“So, what’s the plan? I mean… I'm happy you are safe Donna, but I don’t really know what the next steps are.” Alex asked, not sure where she fits in now that her primary reason for coming to San Francisco (to help her sister rescue her friend) is complete.
“We still need to deal with Cadmus. Dick is almost finished cracking all of the files we got from the facility thanks to that software Lena gave us. He is hoping to finish that up in the next day or so, then we can hopefully figure out who is really in charge and stop them.” Dawn told the group.
Kara watched Alex’s movements and noticed an odd tone in her voice when she was talking. Kara knew her sister like the back of her hand, so it wasn’t surprising that Kara could tell that Alex wanted to go home. Kara knew that Alex would do anything for her, and Alex would stay in San Francisco as long as Kara asked her to. But, Kara couldn’t let Alex keep putting her life and her happiness on hold just for her, so Kara knew what she had to do.
“Alex, why don’t you head back to National City. I will probably stay here for a few more days then head back myself. I can help plan our next moves with Cadmus, then commute when needed.” Kara told her sister, sincerely.
“I don’t want to leave you… I’ll stay with..” Alex started to say, but Kara cut her off knowing where Alex was going.
“Al! Go home. I know you want to see Sam, and you have to take care of yourself. I’ll be fine here. I promise.” Kara replied, half-smiling.
“Are you sure? I mean I do miss Sam and Ruby, but I meant it. I will always be here for you, so I don’t mind staying.” Alex asked again.
“Yes. I’m sure. I promise. Go have that date with Sam you obviously want to go on, then tell me all about it… well, maybe not all about it.” Kara said, making both sisters chuckle.
Alex gave a soft nod in response, indicating to Kara and the others that she was going to head home. Just as Alex was about to say something, Lena walked in the room and started talking, causing Kara and the others to turn towards the Luthor.
“L-Corp is going into mutiny…” Lena started to explain, with her hand on her hips and a look of irritation on her face.
“...Sam was telling me that as soon as I left L-Corp for a few days, the board started having secret meetings to try and drive me out of my own company. They are trying to use Lex as an excuse to push me out. Can you believe that?!? I mean I’m the one trying to turn the company around.” Lena rambled aggressively.
“I’m sorry Lena.” Kara said, softly, as she moved to grab one of Lena’s hands to comfort the brunette.
As soon as Kara grabbed her hand, Lena felt herself calm down a little bit. It was amazing to her that Kara had this effect on her, but she did not mind it at all. In fact, she was overjoyed that for once in her life, love was not dictated by manipulation and power-struggles.
“That’s sort of perfect timing actually…” Alex started, but her overly enthusiastic tone confused Lena, so Alex back tracked
“.. I mean not good that your board is made up of assholes. That really sucks. Sorry. But, I mean that I just decided to head back home, too. Kara and the Titans have everything under control here, and I can do some more research on Cadmus with Brainy in National City. So, we can head back together.” Alex clarified.
“Ok. Well, then I guess it’s settled. I’ll.. umm… have the jet fueled up and we can head out tomorrow. “ Lena replied, squeezing Kara’s hand a bit harder.
Kara noticed the change in Lena’s demeanor at the mention that she actually has to leave, so Kara quickly excused the two of them and ushered Lena into another room so they could talk.
“Talk to me, Lena. What’s going on in that head of yours?” Kara asked, slowly running circles on the back of Lena’s hand with her thumb.
“I don’t know. I guess it just hit me that I’d be leaving you, and after last night…” Lena started to trail off, but Kara knew where she was going with this.
“I know this isn’t ideal, but I am hoping that this won’t change things between us. I meant everything I said. I love you. I am in love with you, Lena Luthor, and I want to be with you. So, Lena Luthor, will you be my girlfriend?” Kara asked, with a wide smile on her face.
Lena gave an excited nod, then pulled Kara closer and kissed her like it was their last, which it would be for at least a few days.
“Everything is going to be fine…. I know, I just got a little insecure for a minute. But, I love you.” Lena said, leaning her forehead against Kara’s.
“I love you, too. And besides, these few days apart will give me some time to come up with the perfect first date idea. I mean… I’m going to need to knock it out of the park to live up to billionaire, CEO standards” Kara said, making Lena chuckle.
“Anything with you is perfect…. And I can’t wait, Darling.” Lena said, before kissing Kara again.
Chapter 20: Project LS
Notes:
I just picked a random scientist from the DC Comics that I was somewhat familiar with. I know that Titans used Mercy Graves as the main scientist behind Cadmus, but it was just too complicated to connect that especially since Supergirl had its own Mercy (who had a connection to Lena). Hope you all are still with me!
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Lena and Alex went back to National City last night, and Kara was already feeling the loneliness from not having her sister and her new girlfriend with her. But, Kara knew that it was important for her to stay and help the Titans bring down Cadmus once and for all and to save any other people that Cadmus had captured. That didn’t mean that Kara wasn’t going to try and finish this as quickly as possible, so as soon as she woke up she didn’t waste any time.
After getting up and changing into some new clothes, Kara made her way into the living room where the rest of the Titans were waiting. Kara sat on the arm rest before she spoke up.
“Morning, everyone. What’s up? Any updates, Dick?” Kara asked the room.
“Yes. thanks to Lena’s computer software, I was able to get into the secure files from the Cadmus facility that I downloaded while we were in there…” Dick started, but stopped as if he was concerned about what he found.
“And?” Dawn finally piped up, impatiently.
“...And, its worse than we thought. I’ve only gone through about half of the files so far because there are a lot. But, from what I can piece together, it looks like they have diverted the majority of their resources into something called Project LS.” Dick started to explain, as he continued to work on his tablet.
“Which is what exactly?” Kori asked from the kitchen
“What I'm getting so far suggests a long-term project. The dates of the files go back almost eighteen years. A lot of what I'm seeing looks like lab results, test results for two main subjects.” Dick said, straightfaced.
“Does it say who was running these tests? Or who these subjects were?” Kara asked, upset that Cadmus has been apparently keeping people captive for decades.
Dick glanced up at Kara then quickly back down to the tablet and started scrolling up and down various files looking for the answers to Kara’s questions.
After a few minutes, Kara started to get impatient, and just as Kara was about to say something, Dick looked up.
“The orders were given by a Dr. Hugo Strange. All of the files have his name on them in one place or another.” Dick said, finally giving an answer to at least one of Kara’s questions.
“Strange? Why do I know that name?” Dawn asked the room.
“He’s a mad scientist. He used to run Arkham, but eventually got fired for unfair treatment of the patients, which is saying something considering who those patients were. Bruce told me stories about him years ago. The last I’ve heard of him was that he was on the run from authorities, but one day all investigations into him just stopped.” Dick explained.
Great… just what I need right now, another mad scientist. We finally got rid of Lex and Lillian and now we’ve got to deal with someone else. Hopefully, this Hugo Strange won’t be as much of a problem as Lex has been. Kara thought to herself, while Dick and Dawn continued to discuss stories of Hugo Strange and his time at Arkham. But, Kara was brought out of her own thoughts at the mention of Lex Luthor.
“Wait! What did you just say? Something about Lex?” Kara asked, concerned.
“Umm… yeah. I was just saying I found one of the original project files. It has Lex listed as the primary contact on the file and that all orders go to Dr. Strange who reports directly to Lex.” Dick said.
Great. So Lex is involved with Cadmus. Or at least he used to be before Lillian got a hold of it. Or maybe they were working together this whole time and Lillian just never turned on her son. At this point, nothing surprises me when it comes to those two. Kara processed to herself.
“So this crackpot scientist guy is who is in charge of Cadmus now that Lex is gone?” Donna piped up and asked, coming to sit next to Kara.
“It would appear so. I guess after Kara and her team shut down the main branch of Cadmus in National City, Strange kept this one going underground.” Dick said, calmly to Donna
“So what do we do now?” Dawn asked the room
“I think we need to find out as much about Strange and his operations in Cadmus before we try to go back. They will be on way higher alert after our last jailbreak. We need to be ready for anything.” Kara suggested, not loving having to wait to rescue the two subjects and the potential other victims, but she didn’t want to risk the lives of her friends again.
“Agreed. So why don’t we each take some of the files and go through them. We can get through all of the information we have much faster than if Dick did it himself. We can all make our own notes on what we found then we can reconvene to discuss the important stuff we found.” Donna suggested.
Kara, Dick, Dawn, and Kori all nodded just as Jason, Gar, and Rachel all entered the living room.
“What’s going on guys?” Rachel asked, the smile slowly fading from her face.
“Yeah! You having a meeting without us? Not cool!” Jason said, with a mischievous smirk on his face as he plopped down in a nearby chair.
Dick and Donna rolled their eyes at Jason’s comment before Dawn started addressing the three young Titans.
“We were going over some of the files Dick got and going over our next steps. We have that part covered…” Dawn gave Jason and the others a knowing look, which made them keep quiet instead of interrupting her, then continued.
“... but, if you want to help us with this Cadmus issues, you can go to the computer set up and do some deep background checking on a Dr. Hugo Strange.” Dawn finished, hoping this would give them something to do.
The last thing that Gar (or Jason and Rachel, for that matter) needed to read about was all of the intense and possibly triggering experiments that were being conducted.
“Boring! I’m going to train. Let me know when you need help kicking some bad guys’ asses.” Jason said, before leaving the room.
“We can do the background checks.” Gar said after Rachel gave him a soft nod.
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A few hours after the group split up the files, Kara had already read and reread her given set a few times in case she missed something. She used her superspeed to read the documents in about 20 minutes the first time, then she took her time to carefully read them again a second time. Just as Kara finished speed reading for a third time, she noticed the time on the clock near her bed.
The adults had agreed to meet back up at 5pm that evening to brief each other on any important information. Unfortunately, Kara seemed to get the data driven files with not much useful information. Most of them were morning vitals that seemed to be normal almost everyday. She noted that there were a few anomalies where the subjects’ vitals were higher, but it was only once a month.
So, Kara grabbed her tablet and her notebook with the few notes she had made, then she walked back to the main living room to meet the others.
When Kara got to the living room, she saw that she was the last one there, but that wasn’t her main concern. She instantly noticed the somber look on her friends’ faces when she walked in.
Something is very wrong. One of them must have found something major in their section of files. Hopefully, it isn’t another crisis level issue. Kara thought to herself as she walked up to the Titans.
“What’s wrong?” Kara asked, taking her place on the couch that had apparently become her spot in the living room.
“I found something…. Well, Dawn and I found something in our files.” Donna started to explain, looking directly at Kara with concerned eyes.
Kara waved her hand, trying to get Donna to continue, so she did.
“We each got one of the two main subject’s files. I got a set of files labelled LSXX and Dawn got the files labled LSXY. We figured out that each correlated to a girl and a boy, respectively…” Donna started to explain, but Dick interjected.
“The good news is that unless you found something different on your documents, Kara, then those are the only two captives left. It looks like Gar and Donna were part of a new project they were trying to get started, but luckily they didn’t have the time to finish.”
“I didn’t see anything like that on my end. But, what is the big issue that has you all so worried? I can hear your hearts racing, and we already knew that there were at least two subjects.” Kara asked, not really sure what was going on.
“It’s what we found in the subjects’ files. Specifically, it was the files with their DNA and parental information.” Dawn told Kara.
“Right… i don’t know exactly how to say this, so I’m just going to come out with it…. But, the subject that Dawn had DNA markers that matched both Lex Luthor and..” Donna started.
So Lex has a kid that he had his doctors doing experiments on… why doesn’t that surprise me. Kara quickly thought as Donna took a breath in between words.
“... Superman. The boy is a genetic child of Lex Luthor and Superman.” Donna said, before Kara interrupted.
“What!?! How? How is that possible?” Kara asked, quickly, as she got up and started pacing in the room.
“We don’t know exactly. My set of files had some notes on what looks like plans for some genetic fusing chamber. I don’t really understand the scientific jargon they were using, but that’s all I could get from it.” Dick explained.
“You’re from Krypton Kara. You and I both know that not every planet produces children the typical way. There are birthing chambers that exist... just not here on earth. Well, not until now.” Kori added, trying to give Kara as much information as she could to help the blonde process this information.
“So, Lex used his own DNA and somehow got a sample of Clark’s and combined them to create this child? Why? It doesn’t make sense. He hates Aliens, he wouldn’t ‘ destroy the Luthor legacy’ by having a part Alien child.” Kara said, still trying to work through all of this information.
“Unless…. He was trying to make Kryptonians he could control. Think about it… it’s the only way he could kill you and Superman and still have a powerful asset on his side. And who knows what his plan was after.” Dick added.
Kara’s head was spinning while Dick was talking, but she stopped dead in her tracks when she realized Dick said Kryptonians plural.
“What did you just say? Kryptonians, meaning more than one. The other subject… the girl. Is she another child of Lex and Kal’s” Kara asked.
“Not exactly….” Donna started, as she got up to stand closer to Kara.
Donna carefully grabbed Kara’s hands and urged her to sit down next, so Kara didn’t fight the Amazon. Kara looked at Donna with a mix of concern, anger, and confusion, so Donna started explaining again.
“The girl.. She is much younger than the boy. He was made about 16 years ago, I suspect when Lex was fully in charge of Cadmus. The girl, however, her files only go back about three or four years. Lex’s name isn’t on much of any of her files. Strange is on them instead…”
“So she is Strange’s child?” Kara asked, hoping it was the case.
“No… let me finish, please. Her DNA makeup is similar to the boy’s, but not identical. Her DNA make up is half Luthor and half Kryptonian, but not Lex and Clarks….”
If it’s not Kal and Lex.. what other Luthor and Kryptonian could it be… wait…. Kara quickly thought before Donna confirmed her internal suspicions.
“...she is the biological daughter of Lena Luthor and Kara Zor-El…. She is your daughter Kara.” Donna finally said.
Oh my Rao! Kara thought to herself in disbelief and completely in shock.
Chapter 21: Conner & Ellie
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To say Kara was in complete shock would be an understatement. She hadn’t moved in what felt like hours after Donna told her the news that Cadmus had created two children, one of which is genetically hers. Well, hers and Lenas.
Oh Rao! Lena! What… What am I going to tell Lena? And Clark… I have to call Clark, too. He has a new child too. How exactly do I even tell them? They are going to think I’m crazy. I mean if I hadn’t seen the data and all of the files, then I wouldn’t believe me either, but here we are. This is all just insane! I… Kara’s internal rant was interrupted by Donna’s voice.
“Kara? Are you ok? I know that’s sort of a dumb question at this point, but still.” Donna asked, kindly, trying her best to comfort her friend in this unprecedented time.
“I… um… I honestly don’t know. I mean an hour ago I was just me. I had a new relationship and have my friends, but now…. Now I find out that I have a daughter, who has been experimented on since the moment she was created. A daughter that I never knew could exist… a daughter with the woman who I've only officially been with for a few days. A daughter that doesn’t even know who I am.” Kara processed out loud, sounding almost defeated.
“Kara…. Breathe… take a few deep breaths, ok?” Donna said, trying to get Kara from having a panic attack.
After a few minutes of deep breaths, Kara’s heart rate slowed back down, but her racing thoughts hadn’t slowed as easy.
“What am I going to do? I mean…. I need to get her out of there now. She obviously isn’t safe… neither of them are. My… my… daughter and my new cousin.” Kara asked, not really sure what to do next even though every instinct in her was pushing her to just go to Cadmus and use brute force to get them out.
“We are going to save them, Kara. Kori’s set of files had a lot of blueprints and plans for the building. Way more than we had for Donna’s rescue mission. And…” Dawn started to say, but then let Donna finish.
“And, I remembered a few things that I hadn’t connected until after reading the files and talking to Dawn about her set. All of my tests were done at night. I vaguely remember hearing people opening and closing nearby doors a few times a day. I now suspect that the Cadmus workers were taking the people from the cells that were next to me throughout the day before they got to me at night.” Donna explained.
“So, we go at night. After they put the kids back in their rooms, we go in. that way we know exactly where they will be, and we can minimize the potential harm done to them in the process.” Dick explained, straight-laced.
Kara glanced at her watch to see that it was almost 6pm, and her mind started turning again.
“We’re going tonight. I left her there once. I can’t… I won’t leave either of them there for one more night…. I know it’s soon, and you can help me or stay here…. But, I’m going tonight. I’m saving my daughter and my cousin.” Kara said without room for debate
“Agreed. We are going to help, but we need to come up with a plan first. We can’t go in like you did last time and this is more than just a rescue mission now.” Donna said.
“What do you suggest?” Kara asked the Titans.
After a few minutes of the group thinking about possible options independently, Dick finally spoke up.
“We split into two teams. Kara, Donna, and Rachel will go find and rescue the two kids. Dawn, Jason, Kori, and I will deal with the remaining worker and grab Hugo Strange. Gar shouldn’t have to go back to that place, so he can stay here and quarterback from the tech room. After our last jailbreak, I’m estimating that most of the workers probably fled for fear of crossing Supergirl. So, we get our targets and meet back here.” Dick laid out the plan.
Kara nodded in agreement, and she and the Titans continued to discuss and plan their attack on Cadmus for the next few hours.
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At 11pm, Kara and the Titans found themselves back at the Cadmus facility. Unlike their first break in, this time, they weren’t trying to be quiet or sneaky. They went in directly and forcefully. The two teams started on opposite sides of the Cadmus facility. Kara x-rayed the facility before they went in and found that there was even less security than before. Kara suspected that their funds were drying up, and they hoped that they would leave Cadmus alone after getting Donna.
Kara punched a large hole in the east wing’s wall to create an opening for Donna, Rachel and herself to get into the holding cell area. Kara wasn’t wasting any time. After busting through, she instantly flew through the hole and was met with three guards and two lab techs.
Before the guards even knew what hit them, Kara had used her freeze breath to throw them against the far wall, and knock them unconscious. Donna quickly used her lasso to grab and tie up the lab techs, while Rachel used zip ties to tie up the unconscious guards for when they woke up.
While Donna and Rachel dealt with the Lab techs, who were not even trying to fight back, Kara went over to the nearest cell and started to think about the easiest and least frightening way to open the door. The last thing she wanted was for her daughter or her little cousin to be frightened of her from first sight.
“Kara?” Donna asked, from behind Kara.
Kara quickly x-rayed through the two cells, and confirmed that the little girl was asleep in the cell in front of Kara, while the teenage boy was in the cell next to it, where Donna and Rachel were standing in front of.
Instead of answering Donna, Kara used her heat vision to break the door hinges off of both cell doors. She knew Donna was strong enough to hand the door and help the boy out. So, she focused on the one in front of her.
Before Donna and Kara ripped the doors off, Kara noticed the plaques on the wall next to each room. The one closest to Donna said:
Subject LSXY “Conner”
So, she quickly looked at the sign in front of her, and Kara saw:
Subject LSXX “Ellie”
Ellie…. Her name is Ellie. Kara thought to herself, letting out a deep breath and holding back a tear at finally knowing her daughter’s name.
But, she didn’t let the moment last too long because she still needed to get Ellie safely out of this prison. So, she nodded to Donna to cue their entry into the cells. The doors both came off relatively easy for the superheroes, and Kara was happy that it didn’t seem too aggressive or loud despite the action.
As soon as the door was off, Kara slowly walked into the small room. Her eyes instantly zoned in on the tiny body huddled in a metal, child’s bed. Kara knew just by the spike in the girl’s heart rate that the noise had woken her up. Kara’s heart broke knowing that she had some hand in causing that fear and nervousness, but she knew she was going to do everything she could to help calm the girl down.
“It’s okay, sweetheart. My name is Kara….I’m here to help you. I won’t hurt you. You’re safe now. I want to get you out of here.” Kara calmly told the girl. After a few seconds, the girl picked her head up and looked directly up to Kara. Kara was now kneeling down next to the girl’s bed with her hands up (showing she wasn’t a threat).
Kara's heart skipped a beat when she noticed the girl’s bright green eyes.
Lena. Her eyes look just like Lena’s!
“It’s ok… I promise, I’m not going to hurt you. I want to help.” Kara said again, trying to reassure the girl that she wasn’t in danger and to try to get the girl to trust her even just a little bit.
Kara almost stumbled when a tiny weight hit her chest all of the sudden. The little girl was holding on to Kara’s neck as if her life depended on it.
“I got you, little one. let’s get you out of here” Kara said, picking up the girl.
Kara walked out of the cell with the blonde haired girl in her arms, and she noticed Donna carrying a large teenager over her shoulder. He was obviously passed out. Kara suspected by the lack of noise she heard after Donna went in, that he was drugged much like how they kept Donna when she was here. She expected that it was because of their strength, and the little girl in her own arms hadn’t become strong enough to overpower the workers.
“Let’s get out of here.” Donna said, using her Amazonian strength to carry the older, half-Kryptonian.
Kara nodded, and continued to cuddle the little girl… her daughter into her chest trying her best to show that she would keep her safe even though she was virtually a stranger.
“Let’s get you somewhere safe, Ellie.”
Chapter 22: Truth
Chapter Text
It had been a few hours since the final Cadmus infiltration. Kara, Donna, and Rachel were the first ones back to Titan Tower. They immediately brought both of the children to the medical room to get them checked out. It was obvious that they were malnourished, and that they had been drugged at one time or another. However, there seemed to be more damage done to the older boy, Conner, compared to the young girl, Ellie.
Donna and Kara suspected that this was due to their ages. Conner was past puberty, and he likely activated his powers (similar to how one of Clark’s sons had recently started to develop). The stronger he got, the harder it became to control him, which meant more drugs at night.
Conner still hadn’t woken up, but Ellie hadn’t fallen asleep at all. She wouldn’t let go of Kara either. She hadn’t stopped gripping Kara’s Supergirl cape since she first jumped into Kara’s arms.
If Kara was honest, she wouldn’t ever make Ellie let go, but she needed to rest and get her vitals checked just to be fully sure that she was ok. So, Kara unhooked her cape from her super suit and wrapped the little girl up in it as a blanket.
Ellie started to visibly panic and tear up when Kara tried to move her to the unoccupied medical bed. So, Kara quickly bent back down and started to rub Ellie’s back, trying to sooth the little, blonde girl.
“It’s ok, Ellie. I’m not going anywhere. We just need to make sure that you are healthy and that you aren’t hurt…” Kara started, then nodded to have Donna hand her the few monitors to set on Ellie.
As soon as Donna got close to Kara and Ellie, Ellie started to shake and curl up more into Kara’s cape. So, Donna took the hint to leave them alone. Conner was unconscious and being monitored on the other bed, so neither woman was concerned about him waking up unexpectedly.
“...it’s ok, Little One. It’s ok. I just want to put this on your arm to make sure you’re ok… I won’t leave you. I promise…” Kara started to explain again, but she could see Ellie was still anxious.
“....after I put this on you, how about I hop up here with you, and we can get some rest?” Kara offered, hoping this would get Ellie to realize that Kara wasn’t going to leave her.
Finally, Ellie gave a very small nod and carefully held out her arm from under the cape. Kara smiled back at Ellie before placing the vital monitor on her arm. True to Kara’s word, as soon as the monitor was placed, she picked Ellie up into her arms and lied back down on her back with the girl on her chest.
Kara continued to rub Ellie’s back trying her best to make the girl feel as safe as possible. Luckily, it seemed to be working because within a few minutes, Ellie was fast asleep on Kara’s chest.
Kara, however, couldn’t sleep. She was focused on the sleeping toddler. She had a million things running through her mind, but first was her health and safety.
Kara listened to Ellie’s heart beat and watched the advanced medical monitors in front of her for any irregularities. She knew that the Wayne tech would pop up with any abnormalities or concerns, so in this case, no news is good news.
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The morning after the rescue, Ellie and Conner were still passed out. It was entirely possible that neither child had had a good night sleep their entire life, so Kara was happy that they were getting much needed sleep.
Kara was still focused on the breathing of Ellie when she heard the door behind her open. She saw Donna walk around towards her, and she smiled at the Amazon.
“How is she?” Donna whispered.
“I think she is ok… well, as ok as she can be. She is just scared.” Kara said, quietly, trying her best not to move too much.
Kara noticed a drop in Donna’s facial expression, which Kara knew meant something bad happened.
“What?” Kara asked, still quietly.
“Dick and Kori have been interrogating Strange downstairs. Everyone else either ran or was rounded up by local police…” Donna started to say, still keeping her voice low.
Kara nodded for Donna to continue. Whether she wanted to or not, Kara had to know what Strange did to Ellie and Conner.
“... He isn’t even trying to deny anything. It’s as if he is proud of all that he has done, especially when it comes to Conner and Ellie. So, he’s been sharing everything with some… encouragement from Dick and Kori…” Donna continued, but stopped when she noticed Kara wince.
But, after a few minutes, she continued, knowing that Kara needs to hear the information.
“... I’ll start with Conner. When Cadmus was formed about 20 years ago, Lex was still in charge of everything Luthor. It was before he went downhill, and even though the public only saw his good sides, Cadmus housed all of his darker projects. He had already started to despise Aliens and especially Superman, but he couldn't find a way to beat him…”
Kara continued to listen intently as Donna explained, but Kara had her attention split between Donna and her sleeping daughter.
“...So, he saved Strange from being on the run, and offered him a job. Between Hugo and Lex, they figured out how to create life from two pieces of DNA without a host….”
“They created a usable birthing chamber or birthing matrix as we called them on Krypton.” Kara interjected, softly.
“Yes. 16 years ago, Conner was their first successful subject. Lex thought that if he could create someone who shared his Luthor genetics but had the powers of a Kryptonian, then he could finally beat Superman and have a powerful asset on his side. But, it didn’t work out that easily…”
It never does. Kara quickly thought as Donna took a breath.
“ ... Because of Lex’s cancer, Conner didn’t seem to be nearly as strong as they expected a half-kryptonian to be. According to Strange, Lex was furious. They had gone through all the trouble of creating another Kryptonian, but it was the Luthor genes that made him weak. Lex’s pride couldn’t handle it. So, he walked away from the project, and wanted Conner terminated. Lucky for Conner, Lex was arrested the first time shortly after. So, Strange ignored his orders and continued to study and use Conner for research…”
Lex just gets worse every time I hear something about him.
“...Then, when he was acquitted and became the public’s golden boy again, Lex started focusing his energy on other areas. Hugo said something about the DEO and a base in Kaznia, but didn’t have details…”
So, Red Daughter and his take over of the DEO on this earth became his focus and he abandoned Conner. Lex really doesn’t have an ounce of good in him. Kara thought to herself. She kept herself from getting angry because she was able to focus on the sleeping toddler in her arms.
“...Hugo took over the San Francisco branch of Cadmus after that, and he kept his distance from everything else when you and your team shut down Lillian Luthor’s branch of Cadmus in National City years ago.”
“And Ellie?... How?” Kara asked, her voice breaking a little bit.
“Ellie was all Strange’s idea. A few years ago, he had the idea to replicate Conner’s project but to use better genetic samples. He was afraid of straying from the original, so he found a sample of Lena’s DNA from Lex’s personal files he left in San Francisco. Apparently, Lex always had samples of his family’s DNA for ‘emergencies’….”
Of course, he did…. Why am I still surprised? Kara thought as Donna continued.
“... Hugo said that after your fight with Reign a few years ago, he sent a team to collect a sample of your blood from some debris you crashed on. Then, he had Luthor DNA that wasn’t tainted by cancer and a Kryptonian, who is arguably stronger than Superman. He combined the DNA and created Ellie as a result.” Donna finally finished and let Kara process all of the information.
Kara and Donna both knew there were still so many unanswered questions, but that was enough information for now. Donna moved to check on Conner and on his medical test results, while Kara was still processing.
After a few minutes, Donna excused herself and told Kara she was going to see how Dick and Kori were doing. It was good timing too because Kara noticed Ellie start to stir in the elder blonde’s arms.
Kara started to rub circles in Ellie’s back again, as she waited for the toddler to open her eyes. Eventually, Kara saw green eyes staring back at her, making Kara smile wide.
“Hello, Little One.” Kara said, sweetly.
Once Ellie realized where she was, she relaxed a little more and cuddled further into Kara, which Kara gladly welcomed.
“Hi.. Karwa” Ellie mispronounced Kara’s name, but Kara couldn’t care less.
Before Kara or Ellie said anything else, the duo heard Ellie’s stomach rumble, making Kara chucke.
“Are you hungry, Ellie?”
Ellie gave a nod, as she tucked her head back into Kara’s neck.
“Ok, Little One. How about we go get something to eat? Does that sound good?” Kara asked, still not wanting Ellie to be surprised or shocked by anything Kara did.
Again, Ellie gave another nod.
Kara slowly sat up and removed the two monitors from Ellie’s arms, then started to unwrap her cape from Ellie, but quickly realized Ellie didn’t want that. Ellie still had a firm grip on the cape, and Kara wasn’t about to take away something that comforted the young girl. So, Kara took it with them
Kara walked to the kitchen with Ellie in her arms. She hoped that it was currently unoccupied. She knew Ellie was nervous around Donna earlier, so she didn’t want to overwhelm the girl with other people.
Luckily the kitchen was. So, Kara maneuvered around the large kitchen to make a few ham and cheese sandwiches for both herself and for Ellie. Kara sat Ellie down at the coffee table in the living room with her sandwiches in front of her. Kara figured the table height would be more appropriate than the large adult size table in the dining room.
Ellie was hesitant at first when Kara put her down, but she relaxed when Kara sat down next to her and started eating too. The mother-daughter duo didn't speak; they both focused on the food in front of them.
However, when they were almost finished with their food, Dawn and Gar came into the living room. As soon as Ellie noticed the others, she started crying and shaking. She moved to stand as close to Kara as possible. Kara didn’t miss a beat, she picked Ellie up into her arms and tried to sooth the girl.
Thankfully, as soon as they noticed Ellie panic, Gar and Dawn left the room with sorried expressions on their faces.
“You’re safe, Ellie. You’re safe.” Kara repeated over and over again, and rocked the toddler in her arms until Ellie calmed down.
Note to self, no strangers. She needs to warm up to people and definitely didn’t like surprise visitors. Rao, I’d do anything for his beautiful little girl in my arms. No one will ever hurt her again. Kara thought to herself as she continued to calm Ellie.
Finally, after about 20 minutes, Ellie had calmed down and was no longer crying or shaking, so Kara pulled back a little bit to look at Ellie’s face. Kara gently wiped the tears off of the girl’s cheek and smiled at her to keep her calm. Ellie wrapped her hand around Kara’s shirt again, but she looked up at Kara as if to check for signs of Kara being mad at her. But Ellie would only see signs of love and safety.
That’s when Kara noticed it again. Kara saw the emerald green eyes looking back at her, and she felt her heart stop for a second.
Lena! I need to tell Lena. Lena doesn’t know about her. Oh Rao! How am I going to tell her?
Chapter 23: House of El
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The afternoon following Ellie’s panic attack after seeing Gar and Dawn, Kara had relocated her and Ellie into Kara’s room in Titan Tower. Ellie seemed to be much more relaxed once it was just the two of them alone.
Ellie got nervous when she heard a knock at the door about an hour earlier. Gar and Rachel had gone shopping for basic supplies for both Ellie and Conner. They got a few changes of clothes, sleep clothes, and some toiletries. Rachel also bought a teddy bear that had a supergirl cape on it. Rachel sort of got it as a joke, but as soon as Kara put it near the little girl, Ellie instantly started cuddling with it. So, Kara was grateful for it, even though she knew Alex would make a joke about it at some point.
Once Kara went through all of the supplies, Kara got Ellie cleaned up, helped her take a bath and get into a clean pair of clothes. Kara showed Ellie all of the options that Rachel and Gar bought and let the toddler pick. Ellie had quickly pointed to a blue t-shirt and the matching shorts. But, after her getting dressed, Kara noticed that Ellie started to yawn and her eyes were having trouble staying open.
Kara took the cue and picked Ellie up from where the duo were sitting and moved them to the large bed. Kara pulled back the blankets and laid Ellie down before tucking her in with her new favorite teddy. Kara could tell Ellie was fighting her sleep when Kara put her down, so Kara knew she needed to reassure the girl.
“I’m going to stay in here with you, Ellie. I’m not going anywhere, but you need to get some rest. I’ll be here when you wake up. I promise, Little One.” Kara said, softly, as she gently pushed the blonde locks out of her daughter’s sleepy face.
Once Ellie finally accepted that Kara wouldn’t leave her, she closed her eyes and fell asleep almost instantly. Kara took a second and just watched her daughter sleep. She couldn’t help herself, and she used her phone to take a quick picture of the adorable sight of such a tiny child sleeping in such a large bed.
After taking the picture and having her phone in her hand, Kara was reminded that she still needs to call Clark and Lena. Kara decided to call Clark first because Conner needed him here immediately, and Clark could also stop by the fortress of solitude and grab some scanning crystals, which will give both of them full certainty that Conner and Ellie are their children, respectfully. Even though Kara could already feel the maternal bond she has with Ellie, they all needed to be 100% sure.
Kara knew that she needed to have that information before telling Lena, so that there wasn’t any debate, too. Kara knew Lena liked to have all of the information possible before making decisions and taking action, so telling Lena before she was completely sure of Ellie’s parentage would only cause Lena more anxiety.
Kara didn’t want to wake up Ellie, so she stepped into the attached bathroom and shut the door half-way. She knew it was unlikely that Ellie would wake up so soon, but she didn’t want the little girl to freak out not seeing Kara directly in front of her.
After a few deep breaths and a quick internal pep talk, Kara dialed Clark’s number and waited for her cousin to answer.
“Kara! Hey! How are you?” Clark answered, cheerfully.
“Hey, Kal. I’m… I’m doing ok, but something happened yesterday that I need to discuss with you.” Kara said, not wanting to delay the conversation.
“What’s going on? Are you in trouble?” Clark asked, instantly concerned.
“Look… I don’t know how to explain this, so I’m just going to say it. I know it is going to sound impossible, but please trust me and know that I wouldn’t be telling you this unless I was exceedingly certain.” Kara said, trying to make sure that Clark knew she was being completely serious.
“You’re scaring me. Tell me what’s going on.”
“I am in San Francisco with the Titans. I’ve been helping shut down the last branch of Cadmus. During this, we found two children that were created at the facility. Lex and one of his scientists developed a birthing chamber similar to the ones Daxum and Krypton used to use. They used it to create two children with half-Luthor DNA…. and half-Kryptonian.” Kara was cut off at this point but Clark’s instant questions.
“What? How? Whose children are they? Are they ok? What…” Clark started to ramble, so Kara cut him off before he got too lost in a sea of questions and confusion.
“Kal!..” Kara said sternly, but not shouting because she didn’t want to wake Ellie.
“...Breathe and let me finish explaining.”
“Ok. Sorry. Continue, please.”
“Lex was the primary on the first child. A 16 year old boy. His name is Conner. Lex used his own DNA and he somehow got a sample of your DNA…. Conner is biologically your son.” Kara stopped to let her little cousin process this life changing information.
After a few minutes of silence, Kara finally spoke.
“Clark?” Kara asked, trying to show some support through the phone.
“I’m… i’m here. I just… I don’t even know what to say. I mean this is insane. Why would Lex even do this? He… Wait! You said two children. Do I have another child?” Clark asked, after the realization of Kara’s full statement hit him.
“No. Just Conner. The girl... She is my daughter. Well… Mine and Lena's. She is three years old. She was a sort of ‘trial 2’ done by Lex’s primary scientist without Lex’s knowledge.” Kara said, hating the sound of Ellie being a trial of anything.
“So… what happens now? Are they ok? Are they still in Cadmus? I’m on my way.” Clark started to ramble.
“Woah! Slow down. They are safe. We got them out late last night. Conner is still unconscious from the cocktail of sleep drugs they had in his system. But, other than that his vitals are fine. He is physically fine, but we don’t know his mental condition yet. I’m hoping having you here when he wakes up will help him feel safe and calm…”
“Of course! I’ll head there now!” Clark quickly stated.
“Good, but I need you to pick something up on your way here. I need you to get a scanning crystal from the fortress. Just get one of the portable ones similar to the one you used to test Jordan a few months ago.” Kara told her cousin.
“Done. Why do you need it, though?” Clark asked, still trying to get a full picture of everything that was happening.
“Even though the Cadmus files seem authentic and seeing how much both Ellie and Conner look like us, I want to be 100% sure of their genetics. The crystal will allow us to find that out plus show any powers that Conner has already developed.” Kara explained her thought process.
“Ok. That makes sense. I’ll get it and be in San Francisco within the hour. Text me the exact address.” Clark said, before the elder Kryptonians hung up with each other.
Kara quickly texted Clark the address and how to get into the building without setting off any alarms. Then, she walked back out into the main bedroom area to check on Ellie. Thankfully, the blonde toddler was still sound asleep and cuddled in the blankets with her teddy bear.
Kara smiled at the sight, then sat down in one of the large armchairs near the bed. Kara used her phone to send texts to Donna to let her know that Clark was on his way. Donna replied saying that she would let everyone else know, and she would text Kara when he arrived.
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True to his word, Clark arrived exactly 58 minutes after talking to Kara. As soon as Clark landed on the balcony off of the living room, Donna texted Kara, and Kara asked Donna to bring Clark to her room.
Ellie had woken up a few times within the hour, shaking and very nervous when she didn’t immediately see Kara. So, Kara had cuddled her and Ellie had just fallen back asleep on Kara’s chest. So, Kara didn’t want to move from the spot yet, not sure that Ellie was completely in deep sleep.
A minute after texting Donna, Clark gently and slowly opened up Kara’s bedroom door. As soon as Clark saw the sleeping child on his cousin’s chest he stopped and smiled.
“She’s beautiful.” Clark whispered.
Kara smiled back in response.
“Thank you for coming. I know it is a big shock.” Kara whispered back, as low as she could where Clark could still hear her with his super hearing.
“It is. But, if it’s true, then there isn’t anywhere else I would want to be.” Clark replied, equally as softly.
Kara listened to Ellie’s heart rate and breathing to make sure that the toddler was sound asleep before Kara tried to stand up with Ellie in her arms.
Once Kara stood up with Ellie still sleeping soundly in her arms, Kara started to exit the room with Clark following close behind her. The two cousins didn't even have to verbally express what they needed. Kara knew that Clark wanted to see Conner, so Kara decided to take him straight to where Conner was.
Clark followed Kara down the hallway towards the med bay where Conner was left to be monitored and to rest. As soon as Clark entered the room, he halted in shock as soon as he saw the dark haired teenager. He really did look just like a young Clark just minus the glasses.
“You know, a part of me didn’t believe you. But, seeing him… it really is true. I don’t even need this…” Clark pulled the crystal out of his pocket.
“...but, we do need to be completely sure, just in case.” He quickly added, handing the crystal to Kara.
“That was my reaction, too.” Kara replied, softly, taking the crystal from Clark.
While Clark focused all his attention on his sleeping son, Kara activated the crystal and used it to scan Ellie, who was still in Kara’s arms. It wasn’t a minute later, when the crystal projected a small hologram that confirmed what Kara already knew to be true in her heart. Ellie was half Kara and half Lena.
But, Kara still let out a long breath that she didn’t realize she was holding when the crystal was analyzed. After getting her results, she walked towards Conner and Clark, and she handed Clark the crystal back so he could scan the teenager.
Again, after a few minutes, Conner was confirmed to be Clark’s son, and because of his age and development, the crystal also informed Clark that Conner had developed enhanced strength and his heat vision.
Before Clark and Kara could talk, they noticed that Conner started to move a little, indicating that he was starting to wake up for the first time. Clark gave Kara a knowing nod, which Kara knew meant that he wanted to be alone with Conner when he woke up, and Kara knew that it wouldn’t be good if Ellie woke up in this situation either. So, Kara excused herself from the room and waited in the hallway just in case.
Kara rocked Ellie in her arms trying to keep the little girl calm, relaxed, and asleep while Kara listened to Conner and Clark’s interaction from the hallway. Kara heard Conner’s initial panic and freak out when he woke up in a strange place, similar to how Ellie had reacted to Kara’s first appearance.
But, Clark remained calm, and he tried his best to reassure Conner that he was safe and that Clark would not hurt him. It was a slow process, but after about an hour of Clark keeping his distance and the rest of the drugs wearing off of Conner’s system, Conner finally calmed down.
Kara could tell Clark was going to have more work to do with Conner because of the decade of conditioning that the boy had endured, but this was a step in the right direction. At least now, Conner knew that Clark wouldn’t hurt him and that he would keep Conner safe.
Finally, the panic and worry had seemed to take a toll on Conner, and he passed out again, which allowed Kara to reenter the room to check on both of her cousins. Kara gave a quick smile to Clark as she walked back as if to check on him, and he gave her a half-smile in return.
Kara and Clark just sat there in silence with their sleeping children. The elder Kryptonians were content with the silence and simply being with their family and the latest additions to the House of El.
After about 20 minutes, Kara and Clark heard the door gently open as Kori and Dick entered quietly.
“We have some more updates from our conversations with Hugo…” Dick quietly started to explain to Kara and Clark after getting nods from both new parents.
“... He said that he had begun some mind control and conditioning tactics on Conner a few years ago. He wanted to keep Conner under control and eventually sort of rent him to the highest bidders as a hired gun. Cadmus was running on very limited funds and they needed more money to start Strange’s true passion, which is just full on experiments and bio-changes on powered-people…”
Which explains why he wanted Donna and Gar. Kara quickly thought as Dick took a breath.
“...he said that they were days away from making final adjustments to Conner’s functioning that would essentially make him act and behave like a program piece of equipment.” Dick finished, waiting for Clark and Kara to digest the information.
“But, you got to him in time? So, he’ll be ok” Clark asked, trying so hard to keep his composure and keep himself from going to attack Strange.
“According to Strange, yes. That was the only thing he seemed genuinely angry about, and wouldn’t talk much about. We stop him in time. So, with some time, affection, and kindness, Conner should be fine.” Kori added.
“His files even list him as a well-behaved and kind kid, despite Cadmus trying to turn him evil.” Dick stated.
Clark nodded, as if he didn’t trust himself to keep his emotions in check if he spoke.
“There are two more things that he said that are worth noting. First,...” Kori started, then focused her attention on Kara before continuing.
“... Ellie wasn’t exposed to any of the mind control tactics. He said that they couldn’t start until she was at least 6 to avoid brain damage. She was mainly tested biologically to compare her cell counts and other genetic things to Conner’s progress at the same age. She was slightly ahead of his milestones…” Kori explained, calmly, hoping this would give Kara some peace of mind.
“.. Second, Strange told us that Ellie and Conner were kept completely separate from each other. They didn’t even know the other existed. It was designed like that so they couldn’t bond and develop a familial relationship. In Strange’s words ‘a hired mercenary is no good if they have family ties.’” Kori finished.
Kara just rolled her eyes at Kori’s final comment, not sure how to really react to that. All Kara knew was that to Ellie, Conner is just as much of a stranger to her as anyone else, so she would likely panic around him, too.
“Thank you for the update.” Kara said, plainly. She appreciated all of the Titans' help, but she knew none of that really mattered at this point. All that mattered now was Ellie and her health, safety, and happiness.
The Titans knew that Kara and Clark needed time alone to talk and be with their new children, so they left the large medical room.
“What do we do now?” Clark finally asked, as he continued to move his eye line from Conner back to Kara, who had picked a sleeping Ellie into her arms.
“We make sure they are safe, healthy, happy, and loved. No matter how they came to be, they are family. We take care of our family.” Kara said, with some authority in her voice.
“When he wakes up again, I am going to try and see if he’d be comfortable coming home with me. I think being around family and being on a secluded farm will be good for him. Hopefully, it will help him adjust. Plus, I need to tell Lois about all of this. I didn't tell her before I left because I had to be sure.” Clark said, taking a seat at the foot of his sleeping son’s bed.
“I have to do the same. I need to tell Lena… and Alex. I want to get her home and away from so many people. Even though I trust them all, she doesn’t and I don't want to traumatize her by forcing her to be around people when she isn’t ready.” Kara replied.
“So, I’ll take Conner with me to Smallville. You’ll take Ellie to National City, and we can keep each other updated on both of their progresses and help when we can.” Clark added.
Kara gave a confirming nod before standing up with Ellie in her arms. Kara walked closer to where Clark and Conner were, and gave Clark a side hug before walking out of the medical room to go back to her room to back up.
It was perfect timing, too, because Ellie started to stir as soon as Kara walked them into the bedroom. Kara had grabbed some bananas and cheerios from the kitchen on her way back to the room because she expected Ellie would be hungry when she woke up from her long nap. And Kara was right, as soon as Ellie started to open her eyes, the little girl’s stomach started to growl, too.
Kara smiled and sat down in the armchair with Ellie in her lap. Without even asking, Kara started to hand Ellie pieces of banana or a few cheerios at a time, which Ellie gladly accepted.
Kara knew she needed to call Lena and pack up hers and Ellie’s stuff soon, but she prioritized Ellie’s need for Kara over that. Kara also didn’t want to have her conversation with Lena while Ellie was awake because she knew it would be emotional and long, and Kara knew that Ellie would likely pick up on Kara’s worries.
So a few hours later, Ellie was fed, bathed, and dressed in pajamas. It didn’t take long for Ellie to fall sound asleep again. Once Kara knew Ellie was asleep for the night, she went back into the bathroom with the door half -closed, similar to how she called Clark earlier, she finally called Lena.
Kara started fidgeting as soon as she heard the ringing. Luckily, Kara was put out of her misery quickly because Kara heard Lena answer almost immediately.
“Hello, Darling!” Lena said, sensually.
Oh Rao, here we go! Kara thought to herself as she took a deep breath before starting to tell Lena life changing news.
Notes:
the next chapter will have Lena's reaction! Sorry for the delay, but it worked out better this way for a better flowing plot.
Chapter 24: The Call
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It had only been a few days since Lena and Alex left Kara in San Francisco. Lena had mixed feelings about leaving, but she knew that Kara could take care of herself, while her company couldn’t.
The morning after she and Alex flew back to National City, Lena was in her large conference room with all of her senior executives and the board members. She quickly figured out that it was only three of the board members who were trying to overthrow her. Lena still had three members who were on the board when Lex was in control, and they seemed to miss his approach to the company. They had started a rumor that they had majority support in hopes that others would join in to the supposed majority. But, once Lena knew what was really happening, she exposed the takeover attempt to all of the senior members in that conference room.
Lena called for an immediate vote for her replacement, but she was not surprised when only the three old men who had started this sad attempt at a takeover were the only ones who voted against her. Lena doesn’t like to gloat much, but she did make some sarcastic comments after the vote. Then she promptly informed the three board members that she would begin the process of purchasing their stakes in the company, which made them all turn ghostly pale.
By the end of the day, Lena had three less board members, more stake in her own company, and one less thing to give her a headache. She had texted Kara an update a few hours ago, but hadn’t heard back from the blonde. Lena wasn’t really worried because she knew that Kara was busy just like Lena had been all day. She knew that Kara would respond when Kara had a free moment, but that didn’t stop Lena from missing the Kryptonian.
Once Lena got home from L-Corp, she quickly ate some dinner and poured herself a small glass of Scotch. She had been watching some mindless tv show to try and let herself relax before calling it a night. But, just as Lena was about to head to her room to get ready for bed, her phone started to ring.
When Lena saw Kara’s name pop up, she instantly smiled and whatever tiredness she had been feeling moments ago instantly vanished. So, she quickly answered the phone.
“Hello, Darling!” Lena answered, smiling
“Hey, Lena. I know it’s late. I’m sorry to bother you at this hour…” Kara started to say nervously, but Lena cut her off.
“You know you can call me anytime, Kara. Always.” Lena reassured her girlfriend.
Lena heard Kara let out a deep breath even though the phone, and that combined with Kara’s rambling moments ago clued Lena in that something was bothering Kara, which made Lena start to get nervous.
“What’s wrong, Darling?” Lena asked, softly.
After a brief silence, Kara answered.
“Nothing is wrong per se, but I have something to tell you and I’m not sure how you’re going to react.” Kara answered, honestly.
“Whatever it is, you can tell me. Tell me what’s going on.” Lena replied, starting to get more nervous at what has Kara so anxious.
“We have a daughter!...” Kara just blurted out.
Lena was in complete shock and confusion at Kara’s words. She just remained silent, still trying to process what Kara said and figure out why Kara would say something like that because she doesn’t have a child much less a child with Kara. Before Lena could ask a follow up question, Kara started to backtrack.
“...Crap.. that’s not how I meant to say that. I just… got nervous, but yeah. That’s what I needed to tell you. I know it sounds crazy and impossible. But, trust me when I say it is true.” Kara tried to explain quickly.
“Wha… What? Kara, I don’t understand. We don’t have a daughter… I mean maybe one day, but… What is going on? This doesn’t make sense” Lena stuttered out, still in utter confusion.
“Ugh.. I know. I'm sorry. I'm doing this all wrong, but I’m nervous and I don’t want to upset you or anything. But, Let me try to explain some more.” Kara started before she explained everything that happened in the last 48 hours.
Kara explained everything. She started with splitting up the Cadmus files to Donna and Dawn sharing what they found to Kara having her own freak out and disbelief. Then Kara explained how they rescued both Conner and Ellie from Cadmus. Kara finished by telling Lena that Clark came to see Conner and brought the Crystals to confirm that they really were genetically what Cadmus claimed.
“I'm sorry I didn’t call you immediately yesterday when I found out, but I needed to be sure that this wasn’t just another trick. I didn’t want to turn both of our lives upside down if it was just one last torture tactic from Lex.” Kara finally let out, then stopped talking.
Throughout Kara’s explanation and recounting of the recent events, Lena was completely silent and hadn’t moved an inch from her seat on the couch. It was as if she was frozen. Kara picked up on Lena’s shock even through the phone, so after she stopped explaining, Kara just waited for Lena to say something, anything.
A daughter…. I can’t believe it. I mean I can believe that Lex would do something like this. His quest for power and to destroy Superman have caused him to do a long list of horrible and unethical experiments. But, this is just crazy even for Lex. I never really thought of myself as a motherly figure because of how I was raised, but now it looks like I have to be for Ellie’s sake. I won’t make her feel unwanted or unloved like how I was. Ellie…. My daughter’s name is Ellie. Well, not just my daughter. Lena thought to herself as she tried to process all of this life changing news.
“Our daughter.” Lena finally spoke out, making Kara smile on the other end of the phone.
“Yeah. our daughter.” Kara said, softly.
“What’s she like? Is she ok?” Lena started to ask Kara.
“Hold on, one second.” Kara said, before hanging up, confusing Lena even further. But, Lena smiled instantly when she realized Kara was requesting a video call instead, so Lena answered, gladly.
Lena noticed Kara’s face appear first. She could tell that Kara had been stressed and worried just by the way the blonde was holding herself, but she didn’t have time to focus on that because Kara started answering Lena’s still unanswered questions from before.
“She's perfect. She is still very shy and very easily scared by others. I don’t even know why she is comfortable with me considering everything, but she is and I’m so thankful for that. I think she is just scared from whatever they were doing to her and being around a lot of new faces so soon.”
“I’m glad she feels safe with you. After everything she has been through, I’m sure feeling safe is not something she is used to.” Lena added, realizing that ‘others’ probably included Lena, too. But Lena couldn’t focus on that now. All that mattered was Ellie’s comfort and happiness.
“Do you want to see her? She is sleeping right now, but I can show her to you.” Kara offered, knowing that Lena was desperate to see Ellie.
“Yes… Yes, please.” Lena let out, her voice cracking a bit.
So, Kara flipped the camera of her phone, so Lena was able to see the bathroom door instead of Kara’s face. Kara quickly but quietly opened the bathroom door fully open and made her way towards the large king bed, where Ellie was cuddled up sleeping.
When Kara got close to the head of the bed, she moved her phone closer towards Ellie, not close enough to disturb the toddler, but close enough for Lena to be able to clearly see their sleeping daughter.
With her super-hearing, Kara noticed Lena’s breath catch as soon as Ellie was in focus. Kara knew that Lena was still so surprised, but she also knew Lena. Kara knew that no matter how Ellie came to be, Lena would be there for the girl just like Kara would be.
“She’s beautiful….She looks like you.” Lena said so quietly, as if she was nervous that she would wake Ellie up.
“‘She has your eyes. As soon as I saw her, I thought of you. I didn’t even register the blonde hair at first. I was so focused on her emerald green eyes.” Kara said, sweetly.
Lena and Kara spent the next few minutes just watching their new daughter sleep. Even though Lena wasn’t physically there, she felt like she was standing right next to Kara. Lena was completely content just watching the toddler’s chest rise and fall as she let out light snores here and there.
Finally, they started to notice Ellie moving around a little more than she had been, so Kara knew that the little girl was likely to wake up anxious again. It seemed like Lena picked up on that, too. The last thing she wanted was for Ellie to be frightened by seeing an unfamiliar face through a phone screen Lena expected that she had been monitored on cameras her whole life and probably didn’t have any positive associations with them. Lena also didn’t want her first true interaction with Ellie to be one of fear, so she started to softly speak.
“You should go and take care of her. We can talk more later.” Lena said, somewhat disappointed, but knowing Ellie needed Kara.
“I’m going to bring her home to National City tomorrow. I’ll keep you updated on everything…” Kara said, turning the camera back onto herself.
Lena gave Kara a soft nod and smile at Kara’s words.
“... Lena, I love you. We will figure this out.” Kara added, sincerely.
“I love you, Kara. Take care of… of our little girl.” Lena said, smiling before reluctantly hanging up.
Chapter 25: Date
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Almost a week had passed since Alex and Lena got back to National City. Alex spent her first few days catching up on some much needed sleep. But, when she wasn't sleeping she was texting and calling Sam.
Alex couldn't believe how much she had missed Sam and Ruby despite only being away for a short amount of time.
Sam had been busy the first few days, anyway. She had been helping Lena deal with the fallout of L-Corp's board trying to replace Lena on top of helping Ruby adjust to her new school full time.
Luckily, Sam had a night completely off today. Ruby was going to a soccer team sleepover, and Lena had things handled. So, Sam invited Alex over for dinner.
Alex knew Sam was a bit nervous about their official first date, but Alex reassured her that whatever they did would be wonderful. After Sam's crazy week, she wasn't feeling up to a big night on the town, which was perfect for Alex too. Alex liked going out, but she was really looking forward to just spending time with Sam alone.
At 7pm, Alex arrived at Sam and Ruby’s new apartment, which was only a few blocks from her own apartment.
“Hey there!” Sam said, sweetly as she opened the front door to let Alex in.
“Hi….” Alex started to say, but she lost her train of thought when she saw how gorgeous Sam looked.
Sam was wearing a tight fitting black cocktail dress, so Alex was glad she decided to wear a nice pantsuit tonight.
“...wow! You look beautiful” Alex finally finished, after Sam grabbed her hand and pulled her inside.
“You don’t look so bad yourself, Ms. Danvers” Sam replied, smirking
Sam gave Alex’s hand a light squeeze as she pulled Alex further inside the apartment and closer to her kitchen.
Sam had gone all out for their first date. She had dozens of candles lit around the open concept kitchen and living area, but the majority were around the dining room table. The table was set with a wonderfully smelling plate of food for each of the women.
“You did all this for me?” Alex asked, overwhelmed with joy that Sam went to this much trouble.
Alex would have been just as happy with pizza and beer as long as she got to spend time with Sam, but Alex had to admit this was beyond amazing.
“I did it for us. I wanted today to be something we would both remember for a long time. I wanted it to be perfect. I hope you like it.” Sam said, smiling.
“I love it. It is perfect, Sam” Alex replied.
“Good! I’m glad. I was kinda nervous that it was too much, but I’m glad you like it… you hungry?” Sam asked, as they got close to the table.
“Starving.” Alex said, smirking.
“Have a seat. I’ll get the wine for me and the whisky for you.” Sam said.
So, Alex followed Sam’s direction and took the seat nearest her and waited for Sam to return with their drinks, then take her seat across from Alex.
“Is this chicken parmesan?” Alex asked, excitedly, as she finally took her eyes off of Sam long enough to register the food in front of her.
“Yup! I remembered you saying it was your favorite. I hope that is still true.”
“It definitely is! It smells amazing, Sam!”
She remembered something I said randomly a few years ago. Wow! She really is perfect. She is kind, attentive, successful, a great mother, and incredibly sexy. God, how did I get so lucky that someone like Sam is interested in me. I have got to make sure I don’t mess this up. Alex quickly thought to herself before she took a bite of the food.
Sam and Alex spent the next few hours, slowly eating their food. They were hungry but they kept getting lost in each other’s presence. They would stop eating altogether to pay full attention when the other was talking. They both thought it was incredibly sweet, but it meant that they took a long time to eat.
But, Alex and Sam really didn’t care. They were enjoying each other’s company and finally getting the opportunity to really catch up and talk. They learned some more basics about each other, but then they ended up laughing at random facts about each other.
For example, Alex learned that Sam hates the crust on bread, and Sam learned that Alex’s favorite animal is an elephant.
After finally finishing their meal, they moved to the couch. Sam suggested that they watch a movie, and they could talk, too. Sam put on a random horror movie because she knew Alex liked scary movies, and Sam knew that she wouldn’t really be able to focus on the movie with Alex sitting so close to her anyway.
The women started about a foot away from each other on the couch, but over the next half-hour or so, they began to carefully and slowly gravitate closer and closer together. Eventually, their legs were touching, and Alex had moved to put her arm around Sam, causing Sam to lean into Alex’s side.
Why does this feel like the most natural and comfortable thing in the world? I could stay like this… in Alex’s arms... forever and never get tired of it. Sam thought, smiling to herself.
Sam was brought out of her thoughts when she noticed Alex just staring at her with a soft smile on her face. So, Sam just smiled back, and she found herself getting lost in Alex’s dark eyes.
Finally, Alex couldn’t take it anymore, so she slowly closed the distance between her and Sam. One Alex knew Sam wasn’t pulling away, she pressed her lips against Sam’s.
A light moan escaped Alex’s lips as Sam’s tongue slipped inside her mouth. Alex and Sam’s hands were moving up and down each other’s bodies as their tongues continued to explore and fight for dominance. After what felt like hours, Alex pulled back needing to break for air. She didn’t pull back far though, instead, she leaned her forehead against Sam’s as the pair caught up on their breathing, fully taking in what just happened between them.
Before either woman could say or do anything else, they started to hear a ringing near them. Sam reluctantly pulled away when she heard not only Alex’s phone start to ring but her phone go off, too.
“What the…” Alex started to say, as she noticed that they both had incoming phone calls.
Sam and Alex grabbed their respective phones.
“Its Kara.”
“It’s Lena.”
They each said, making them a bit concerned because what were the chances that Kara and Lena just happened to call at the exact same time.
Alex gave Sam a soft smile and a nod, then both women proceeded to answer their phone calls.
“Kara? What’s up?” Alex asked her sister
“Hey, Al… umm… I need to talk to you about something… something that we found out about yesterday.” Kara started to explain.
“What is it Kara? You’re making me nervous.” Alex said, trying to push Kara to get to the point.
“Ok… well, I have a daughter…” Kara said, but was cut off immediately by Alex.
“What?!?! Kara… that’s not… what?” Alex tried to make sense of what her sister said because it was not making any sense at all.
“Let me finish. I know it sounds crazy and impossible. But, believe me it is true. Cadmus did some highly illegal genetic experiments that resulted in two half-Kyptonian, half-human children. One is my child and the other is Kal’s.”
“Kara… this is insane.” Alex let out still in disbelief.
“I know. But, Alex… she is my daughter. I can see it. I already feel this pull to her, and Clark said he felt the same when he met his son a few hours ago.”
“Clark is there?”
“Yeah. I called him in as soon as we rescued the kids. I knew Connor, the boy, would need Clark there when he woke up.”
“And your.. Your daughter?” Alex asked, not really sure what to do or say in that moment.
“Her name is Ellie. She’s amazing Alex. She is still really shy and anxious. But, she seems comfortable with me, which is great… There is one more thing I have to mention about her… I mentioned she was half-human… Her human genetics came from Lena. Ellie and Lena and my daughter.” Kara finished.
“Holy hell… tell me everything. Start from the beginning.” Alex said, needing Kara to fill in the blanks.
After Alex replied to her sister, she heard Sam curse behind her.
I guess Lena just told Sam the same news. Alex quickly thought before focusing back on her sister’s explanation of the last few days in San Francisco.
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On the other side of the room, Sam was on the phone with Lena, who just told her the same news Alex got.
“What the actual fuck, Lena!?” Sam replied to her friend, still in utter shock.
“I know…. Believe me I had a similar reaction when Kara called me a little while ago.” Lena replied, softly.
“How are you doing? I mean this is such life changing news, Lena.” Sam asked, concerned.
“I’m… processing still. But, I think I’m gonna be ok. I freaked out at first, but as soon as I saw her, I don't know, Sam. Something just took over. It was like a switch flipped inside of me, and I knew I would do anything for her.” Lena let out, as if explaining this out loud was helping her finish coming to terms with her her life.
“Wow, Lena. That’s similar to how I felt the first time I held Ruby after giving birth to her. I’m proud of you Lena. I know that you were very apprehensive about having kids because of how you grew up, so to hear you talk like this is wonderful. I’m not surprised that you are going all in on this because you are an amazing woman and nothing like your family.” Sam said, supportively.
“Thank you for saying that. I am still freaking out a little bit because overnight and with no preparation I suddenly have a three year old daughter with my girlfriend, who I’ve only been with for about a week.”
“Please, Lena. You and Kara have basically been together for years, but I see your point” Sam said, chuckling.
“I guess if I’m going to do this with anyone, I’m glad that it is Kara. I know she is going to be a wonderful mother, and she is already so good with Ellie. I can tell.” Lena added.
“Everything will work out, Lena, and you are right... you and Kara will be great with her because it is obvious just by your tone of voice that you already love and care for that little girl. Everything else will fall into place. Plus, you’ll have me, Alex, Ruby, and everyone else in your guy’s life.”
“I hope so…. Thanks for talking with me Sam, but I should go. I have to get the jet set up to go pick up Kara and Ellie tomorrow morning. Then I need to make a few more arrangements. But, I’ll keep you updated.” Lena said, realizing she had a lot of things to get into place before Kara and Ellie arrived back in National City the next day.
“Ok, Lena. Call me if you need anything. I think Alex is about done with her phone call with Kara, so we will be available if you need help with anything.”
“Oh shit! Sam… I’m so sorry. Your date was tonight. I didn’t mean to interrupt.” Lena said, worried.
“It’s fine. I promise. This is way more pressing and shocking. Alex and I will hopefully have many more dates to come.” Sam said, smiling at the thought of more dates and days with Alex.
Sam and Lena said goodbye then both hung up. After setting her phone down, Sam looked up to see Alex with a shocked and concerned look still on her face. So, Sam walked over to sit next to the red-head on the couch. As soon as Sam sat down, Alex instantly motioned for Sam to lean into her, which Sam did easily. Sam was even happier when she noticed Alex immediately relaxed a bit as soon as Sam cuddled into Alex’s side.
“Well, that was not how I thought tonight would end.” Alex joked.
“Me either, but I’m glad you were with me before and after.” Sam replied.
“Me too…. And I heard what you said… and me too, I hope that we have many more dates.” Alex said, smiling.
Sam smiled, then turned her head to place a soft kiss on Alex’s lips.
Chapter 26: Adjustments
Notes:
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Chapter Text
It had been about a week since Kara brought Ellie to National City. Despite her desperate need and want to see Lena and Alex, they all agreed that Ellie needed to feel safe and protected after being uprooted from the only home she’d known (even if that home was a prison). Kara and Lena have talked every day, really every hour. They would text all day, Kara would send pictures of Ellie, and then Kara would call her with a long update every night.
They were hoping that Ellie would be open to visitors soon, so that Lena could meet the daughter she had just learned about. But, Lena wouldn’t start out her involvement in Ellie’s life by being passive and ignoring her like a typical Luthor would. No…. Lena sent her personal private jet to pick up Ellie and Kara, and as soon as Kara and Ellie were on their way to National City, Lena bought any and everything that a child could need or want. She had it delivered to Kara’s apartment and got everything set up before the blonde duo arrived.
As much as Lena wanted to be there when they got home, Lena knew that Ellie’s needs had to take priority, so after letting herself into Kara’s apartment and unboxing all of the toys, clothes, books, and everything else, Lena left and waited for Kara to reach out.
Over the last few days since Kara and Ellie arrived at her apartment, Kara noticed that Ellie had become very attached to her. It had been somewhat obvious since Kara rescued Ellie at Cadmus. The Little girl seemed to gravitate towards Kara since then, but it had become even more apparent since they had been alone together. Kara hadn’t left Ellie since she found the girl, and Ellie wasn’t too keen on Kara leaving her sight either.
Even though Kara’s apartment was small, Ellie would follow Kara from room to room. Ellie would get a little anxious when Kara asked her to stay in a room by herself while Kara used the restroom, took a shower, or needed to change clothes. Kara was fast, but as soon as Kara would re-enter the room, Ellie would run up to her again.
Kara also noticed that Ellie seemed to need a lot of physical comfort. Ellie would cuddle into Kara’s side as much as possible, and Ellie would want to be held often. Even if she wouldn’t directly ask, she would hold her arms out and make grabby hands at her whenever they weren’t sitting down or sleeping.
Over the last two days, Kara had been ordering food to be delivered because she still didn’t feel comfortable leaving Ellie with anyone or bringing Ellie out into the world to get groceries. Lena had completely stocked up her apartment when she delivered the supplies for Ellie, but the food only lasted so long because there were two Kryptonians to feed now. Kara tried to limit the number of different deliveries she had because whenever someone new came to the door, Ellie would get more anxious and hide behind Kara while grabbing her pant leg.
Luckily, Kara had been reassuring Ellie ever since she found the little girl. Kara would constantly tell Ellie that she was safe and that no one would ever hurt her again, and that Kara would always protect her. Kara had noticed that it finally seemed to be sinking in, and Ellie was starting to get a little bit less nervous at the deliveries today as long as Kara was near her.
This gave Kara hope that Ellie would be ready for Lena to come meet her soon, and hopefully Alex soon after getting used to Lena. After their dinner pizza delivery arrived, Kara and Ellie cuddled up on the couch and ate their extra cheese pizza. The duo ate about two whole pizzas total, and Kara laughed as Ellie patted her stomach and let out a long breath after she finished her last piece.
“All full, Ellie?” Kara asked, sweetly.
Ellie gave a big dramatic nod, making Kara chuckle again.
Ellie hadn’t talked too much since they found her. She would talk here and there, but she was a very shy child. She would point and gesture to things more than she talked, but the last few days, she had slowly been talking more and more. Kara hoped that her progress would continue, but she knew that Ellie would need a lot of help and attention in her adjustments. Kara also knew that she would do whatever she could to help her daughter.
“Good! I think I’m pretty full, too. Why don’t you finish watching this episode of Paw Patrol, while I clean up our plates from dinner. Sound ok?” Kara suggested, with kindness and calmness in her voice.
Ellie looked up at Kara for a second as if she was thinking about the fact that it meant Kara wouldn’t be right by her, but eventually she gave a soft “ok” and a nod.
Kara kissed the top of Ellie’s head then stood up with both of their plastic plates and moved a few feet into the kitchen. Kara noticed Ellie’s eyes on her when she walked to the sink, so Kara smiled back at her, which then gave the little girl the confidence she needed to focus back on her show.
Kara washed the plates from dinner and went to clean up the pizza boxes from the kitchen island. But, Kara grabbed the pizza box a little too fast and knocked into the picture frame that was sitting on the counter. The picture fell to the ground, making a crashing sound, which caused Ellie to instantly flinch and start to tear up.
As soon as Kara registered Ellie’s increased heart rate and the quiet sobs coming from her, Kara hurried over to where Ellie was huddled on the couch. Ellie immediately hurried into Kara’s lap when the elder blonde got close enough.
“It’s ok, Little One. It’s ok. You’re safe.” Kara continued to repeat over and over until Ellie’s tears stopped and her heart rate slowed down to a relatively normal speed.
“Loud boom… scary” Ellie whispered, with her face still tucked in Kara’s neck, as Kara rubbed her back.
“I know, Ellie. I’m sorry about the scary noise. I just knocked over a picture.” Kara explained, still rubbing small circles on the girl’s back trying to sooth her.
After a few more minutes of cuddling and reassurances, Ellie’s breathing had fully normalized and she had stopped sobbing completely, but she was still gripping onto Kara’s shirt very tightly. Kara carefully stood up with Ellie still wrapped in her arms, and she walked over to grab the picture off the floor to show Ellie what the source of the loud noise was.
Kara went back to sit on the couch with both Ellie and the picture in her embrace. Once on the couch, Kara kissed Ellie’s head again before she started talking.
“Little One, can you look up for me for a second? I want to show you something.” Kara asked, as softly as possible.
After a minute, Ellie finally pulled back slightly. She still had a fist full of Kara’s t-shirt, but she leaned back to look at Kara.
“This…” Kara started to say as she moved the frame in between her and Ellie
“...is what fell and made the scary noise. See… it wasn’t anything that can hurt you or me, ok?” Kara finished, giving Ellie a reassuring smile.
Kara watched as Ellie slowly moved her hands from grabbing Kara and onto the frame. Her tiny little hands moved across the photo, as Ellie tried to figure out what was happening in the picture and who was in the image.
“That you?” Ellie finally spoke, pointing to the image of Kara in the photo.
“Yes, Ellie. That's me.” Kara replied.
Ellie looked back down at the picture and focused on the unknown women in the photo. It was a picture from Christmas last year. Team Supergirl, Alex, Lena, Eliza and Alura had all come over to celebrate. Nia had gone and taken hundreds of photos that year, and this one was one of Kara’s favorites.
It was a candid shot of Lena and Kara sitting on the couch with Alex and Alura sitting opposite them. Alura had been telling Lena and Alex a funny and embarrassing story of Kara as a child. Nia happened to snap the picture right as Alura, Alex, and Lena were laughing at a clumsy Kara, while Kara was slightly embarrassed.
“Who wit you?” Ellie asked, a little more confident this time.
Kara smiled, then glanced down to look at what Ellie was seeing. Kara moved one of her hands from around her daughter to point to the different people in the picture. Kara started with Lena.
“This… is someone very special to me. Her name is Lena….” Kara wasn't sure how much to tell Ellie at this point, but she wanted to make sure Ellie knew Lena was important and would keep her safe, too.
“....she is my best friend. She is very kind and loving. She is very important in my life, and she will always be here for me and for you” Kara finished.
Kara stopped talking to let Ellie process the new information before moving on to introducing Alex and Alura to her. But, when Ellie moved her finger over Alex, Kara took it as a sign to continue.
“That is my big sister, Alex. She might seem scary at first, but she really is a big teddy bear.” Kara said, smiling.
“Looks like teddy bear.” Ellie said, chuckling, pointing to Alex’s brown sweater in the picture.
Kara and Ellie laughed for a bit, then Ellie finally moved her finger to Alura.
“This is my Jeju..” Kara started, but rephrased when Ellie tilted her head in a bit of confusion at the new word.
“...she’s my mom. Her name is Alura. She took care of me when I was little. I know she loves me very much, and I love her.” Kara said, not really sure how to explain her complicated history with her mother to a three-year-old.
Ellie just stared at the image in front of her for a few minutes, and Kara just let the little girl have all the time she needed to process all of the information Kara just gave her. Finally, after a bit, Ellie put the picture down next to her and Kara and looked up at Kara. Kara didn’t make the first sounds; Kara noticed Ellie starting to fidget with the hem of Kara’s shirt, so Kara figured she would let the little girl share when she was ready.
“You…. you…” Ellie started to say, but Kara could tell that she was very nervous to ask whatever she wanted to.
“It’s ok, Little One. You can ask me anything.” Kara said, reassuringly.
“You take care of me?” Ellie finally let out, oh so quietly.
“Yes, Ellie. I will always take care of you.” Kara replied, without hesitation.
Ellie nodded with a half smile, but still not making eye contact with Kara for a few more minutes. But, finally, Ellie looked up with a bit less nerves after Kara gave her the answer she wanted moments ago. So, she asked Kara the question she really wanted to know.
“You my Jeju?” Ellie asked, shyly.
Kara’s breath halted for a split second. She had never ever expected someone to call her the Kryptonian word for mother. She hoped one day she might adopt a child or be a great aunt to Alex’s future kids, but she really never thought about having biological kids, especially since she was in love with Lena. So, to hear Ellie, her miracle child, call her by that special name warmed Kara’s heart.
After the shock wore off, Kara started to notice Ellie get tense and her heart rate picked up a little bit, and that’s when Kara realized that she hadn’t given Ellie an answer as quickly as before.
“Yes, Little one. I am your Jeju…. Is that ok with you?” Kara needed to be sure that the child really wanted her to be all that Kara desperately wanted to be for Ellie.
Ellie gave a quick nod before cuddling close into Kara’s chest.
Notes:
Next chapter Lena meets Ellie!
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Chapter 27: Introductions
Chapter Text
Another few days had passed since Ellie started to call Kara "Jeju." Ellie and Kara had fallen into a routine for their days. The duo would have breakfast, then Ellie would watch some cartoons while Kara did her work from home and sent drafts and edits back to Snapper. Thankfully, Kara's exposé on Donna had done very well, so Kara hadn't been put under too much pressure lately.
Kara's food deliveries had been minimized because Lena insisted she send high quality groceries to Kara's apartment instead of Kara constantly ordering take out.
Kara used these grocery deliveries to slowly drop more hints and information about Lena to Ellie. Kara would tell Ellie that her very special friend, Lena, sent them yummy foods. Kara also mentioned Lena other times throughout the days by telling her stories of the various pictures that Ellie found around Kara's apartment, or by telling Ellie that Lena liked similar things Ellie would bring up.
Kara was exceedingly happy when Ellie took the initiative to ask about Lena when the duo were deciding what book to read before bedtime.
"Jeju, what book Lena like?" Ellie asked, holding two options of the dozen books Lena had bought earlier.
"Um, I think Lena would like this one" Kara said, smiling and pointing towards the book about a child scientist.
After getting Kara's opinion, Ellie put down the other book and handed her Jeju Lena's book.
So, Kara picked Ellie up and got them situated on Kara's bed all cuddled together. Before starting to read the selected book, Kara thought now was a good time to test the waters.
"Ellie, how would you feel if Lena came to see us? I know she really wants to meet you, little one." Kara asked, calmly.
Kara noticed Ellie gripped Kara's shirt a little tighter, which made Kara think she pushed Ellie too fast. Just as Kara was about to take back her request, she heard a soft response.
"Ok…. But… but, you stay?" Ellie finally let out
"Of course, Ellie. I will stay." Kara said, smiling.
After that major step, Kara read Ellie her book, and before Kara even finished, Ellie was fully asleep, which allowed Kara to text Lena the update.
KARA : What are you doing tomorrow?
almost instantly, Lena replied.
LENA: I was supposed to have a meeting, but I can reschedule. Why? Do you need more food delivered?
Kara chuckled at Lena's response. Kara loved how considerate and concerned Lena was and how Lena always offered to help in whatever way she could.
KARA : no. We are good right now. But, I wanted to see if you could stop by tomorrow? I think Ellie is ready.
LENA : are you sure? I don't want to push her. I don't want to scare her.
KARA : I'm sure. I've been slowly talking about you through the days and getting her comfortable. I asked her if she was ok with you coming to see us.
LENA : and she said yes?
KARA : she said yes.
LENA : then, I'll be there.
KARA : perfect. See you tomorrow :)
LENA : see you tomorrow, darling.
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The next morning, Kara and Ellie were getting ready for Lena to arrive. Much to Kara's surprise, but Ellie seemed to be excited to see someone else as long as Kara was with her. Ellie asked about Lena a few times and asked if Lena would play with her. But, those questions were followed with her making sure Kara was still going to be there too.
At around 10am, Kara and Ellie had just gotten dressed for the day and were about to decide what to do, but their process was interrupted by a light knock on the door.
Ellie was getting used to the knocking, but she still stiffened a bit. So, Kara calmly reassured the little girl especially after seeing it was Lena through the door.
After comforting Ellie real quick, Kara went to open the front door, while Ellie followed close behind.
Kara opened the door gently to reveal Lena dressed in Jeans and a cable-knit sweater. Kara loved Lena in casual clothes, so it took her a second to refocus on the present.
"Hey, Lena! Please come in." Kara finally said, moving a little to the right so Lena could enter, but she was careful because Elle was still standing close to her leg.
Lena walked in slowly, first noticing Kara, then, then her eyes lowered to see a tiny little girl hiding behind Kara's leg. Kara followed Lena's eyes, so she slowly bent down to kneel next to Ellie. Once Kara was at her height, Ellie wrapped her tiny arms around Kara's neck, but didn't hide her face, which Kara took as a good sign.
"Ellie, this…" Kara started to say, as she pointed to Lena.
"... is Lena. She is the very nice and special lady I've been telling you about…" Kara waited to see Ellie's reaction before continuing. Luckily, Ellie seemed to be relatively calm, but just shy.
"...Lena, this is Ellie" Kara finally finished the introduction, looking up at Lena, whose eyes never really left the blonde toddler.
"Hello, Ellie. It is very nice to meet you" Lena said, softly smiling at Ellie and giving a small wave towards the girl.
Lena smile widen when Ellie gave a wave back and quietly replied with "hi"
Kara knew that she and Lena could stay in this sweet moment forever, but she also knew that the longer they just stared at Ellie the more anxious the little girl might get.
"Little One, why don't we show Lena what we built yesterday with all those blocks?" Kara offered, excitedly.
"Ok, Jeju!" Ellie said, before taking off running towards the tower of blocks behind Kara's sofa.
Once Ellie wasn't in her arms anymore, Kara stood up and grabbed Lena's hand and gave it a slight squeeze. Lena smiled at Kara and held her hand tight as the new mothers walked towards Ellie.
Lena and Kara knew they needed to talk, but they also knew they needed to take advantage of Ellie's calmness and excitement around Lena.
Kara guided Lena to sit closest to Ellie, while Kara sat opposite of Ellie. Kara wanted Lena and Ellie to bond, but she also wanted Ellie (and Lena) to know she wasn't leaving them.
"Wow! You made this?" Lena asked, as Ellie proudly pointed to her blocks.
Ellie gave a few quick nods, making both Lena and Kara smile.
"It’s very good, Ellie!" Lena replied, smiling.
"Tank you" Ellie eventually responded, still a little shy, but Kara could tell she was slowly warming up to Lena.
For the next hour, Ellie and Lena took apart and built various types of block formations. Both Lena and Kara were so happy with their time with Ellie and that Ellie seemed to be opening up to Lena fairly easily.
Kara took the back seat during the block building. She knew that it was important for both Ellie and Lena to have this time together. So, Kara was there nearby just watching. And if Kara was honest, she was perfectly happy with it. She was filled with so much joy watching the love of her life play with their daughter.
After building everything she could possibly think of, Ellie decided she didn’t want to play with the blocks anymore, which was good timing because it was getting to be lunch time.
“Ellie, why don’t you show Lena your favorite movie while I make us sandwiches?” Kara suggested, smiling.
After a few seconds of thinking, Ellie nodded, then started to walk around the couch to settle in her usual spot in the middle. Lena and Kara followed behind her, and Kara motioned for Lena to take a seat next to Ellie, while she set up the Disney movie on her tv.
Once Kara had hit play on the movie, Ellie started to look around for something.
“What is it, Little One?” Kara asked.
“Where Teddy?” Ellie asked, searching for her favorite teddy bear that Rachel had given her in San Francisco.
While Teddy wasn’t the most creative name, Ellie had chosen it and stuck with it ever since, so Kara was very much aware of who Teddy was. Ellie had tended to keep Teddy near her at all times, especially when she was tired or anxious or just wanted to cuddle.
Luckily, Kara remembered that Ellie hadn’t taken Teddy from their bed this morning, so she quickly moved to retrieve the stuffed animal and return it to her daughter on the couch.
“Tanks, Jeju.” Ellie said, as she snuggled closer to Lena with Teddy in her arms.
As soon as Ellie started to lean into Lena’s side, Kara noticed Lena freeze. Kara knew that Lena didn’t want to do anything to hurt or upset the little girl, so she just remained stunted as she turned to look at Kara.
Lena was met with a wide smile on Kara’s face, which instantly calmed Lena down. But, Kara knew that Lena still wanted some reassurance.
“It’s ok. She’s ok. You both look adorable” Kara whispered to Lena.
Lena trusted Kara, and she felt even better knowing that Kara trusted her with their daughter. So, Lena took the win and started to gently cuddle her daughter back. Lena knew that even though she would be here everyday all day for her daughter, she also knew that she still needed to move at a pace that was comfortable for Ellie. But, Lena was getting more and more hopeful as the day went on because Ellie seemed to become increasingly relaxed around Lena.
Kara took her time to make the sandwiches, so that Ellie and Lena could have some relative alone time watching the movie. Even though they weren’t doing anything but cuddling and watching a disney movie, Kara could see how happy and content Lena was.
But, after about 30 minutes, it was a little after 11am, which was Ellie’s normal lunch time. Kara had been trying to keep Ellie on a structured schedule as much as possible to help Ellie adjust and know that she had stability. So, Kara brought over three plates of sandwiches, one for each of them. Kara had made some peanut butter and Jelly sandwiches with apple slices on the side.
“Here we go!” Kara said, placing the three plates on Kara’s coffee table next to the sofa.
Ellie quickly hopped off the sofa and sat down on the floor in front of her plate of food, with a smile on her face. Kara sat on the floor opposite of Ellie, while Lena remained sitting on the couch right behind Ellie.
“I hope this is ok? I can order something else for you if you want.” Kara started to ramble as she handed Lena her plate.
Lena smiled at Kara’s instinct to make sure that she was happy and taken care of.
Even when she isn’t trying she makes me fall in love with her even more. God, how can someone so powerful and beautiful be even kinder than both? Lena thought to herself quickly before responding to Kara.
“This is perfect, Darling.” Lena replied, genuinely.
Kara and Lena kept eye contact for longer than normal just needing some kind of connection between the women. They both knew that they had just become official when the bombshell of them having a daughter came out, so they still needed to find that balance of how to make sure they were still good apart from focusing the majority of their energy on Ellie. But, their intimate moment was broken by Ellie speaking up.
"Yummy, Jeju! Sandwich so good!" Ellie said excitedly as she continued to stuff her face.
Lena and Kara chuckled at Ellie's excitement of food.
She definitely is Kara's daughter. Lena thought to herself, internally laughing.
After lunch, Kara, Lena and Ellie spent the day playing games, watching movies, and Ellie even asked Lena to read her the book Kara thought Lena would like the night before. Lena, of course, was beyond happy to read to her daughter.
Finally, right after Ellie ate dinner, she started to get sleepy. Kara and Lena found it adorable how hard Ellie was trying to fight her sleep because she wanted to finish the movie. But finally, her tiredness took control and she fell asleep with her head on Lena's leg with her feet across Kara's lap.
Once Kara was sure Ellie was in a deep sleep, she carefully picked the toddler up off the couch and moved her to the bed and tucked her in with Teddy. After Kara finished getting Ellie settled for the night, she walked back into the living room knowing this would be a great opportunity for her and Lena to talk.
Everything is going to be fine. Everything is going to work out as long as I have them… as long as I have my family. Kara thought as she sat down next to Lena.
Chapter 28: Conversation
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After Kara got Ellie settled, she walked back into the living room and sat down next to Lena on the couch. Kara noticed that even though they had a great day, Lena was still anxious.
"How are you doing?" Kara asked, knowing it was a vague question but she wanted to leave it open for Lena to talk about whatever she felt like.
"I'm still trying to process everything… I mean I'm beyond furious at what Lex did, but seeing her…. I don't even care how she came to be because now I can't even imagine living without her" Lena said, smiling
"I know what you mean. It took everything in me not to rip Hugo Strange's head off… but it doesn't even matter any more, all that matters is that little girl" Kara added.
"You're doing great with her, Kara. She already seems to be adjusting well, despite everything that has happened to her in her short life. She's lucky to have you… we both are" Lena said, smirking.
"I'm the lucky one... Truly. I never thought I'd have biological children, but now I have this amazing daughter… with the love of my life" Kara explained, a bit softer towards the end.
Kara knew Lena was the love of her life. She and Lena had told each other that they loved one another, but she was still worried about pushing Lena too fast by that last statement. So, she hoped Lena wouldn't be freaked out, even though in her heart, Kara knew Lena felt the same way.
Lena smiled at Kara then quickly moved to kiss the blonde in response. Kara was surprised at Lena’s aggressiveness in the initial kiss, but she gladly responded and kissed Lena back with just as much passion.
Before things go too out of hand, Lena eventually pulled back slightly. Lena knew that she would have taken things further with Kara if they were alone, but their daughter was just steps away. So, they had to stop before it got to a point of no return.
“I love you.” Lena said, softly, and Kara smiled in response.
“What’s going on in that gorgeous head of yours? I know it’s been a lot of change lately.” Kara asked, concerned.
Lena nodded her head and took a deep breath before speaking.
“Today was wonderful… I mean it was really perfect. I honestly did not expect for her to be so open to me. I thought that I would stop by for an hour or two, then have to leave because she would get more nervous. But….” Lena stopped for a second, noticing her voice starting to crack because she was getting emotional.
Kara picked up Lena’s hands from her lap and gave them a gentle kiss, trying to support Lena and wait for her to continue when she was ready.
“... but she seemed happy to see me. She was comfortable with me and even wanted to cuddle and wanted me to read to her. I’m just beyond happy right now. I know she will still need time before she really trusts me, but today was a big step in the right direction.” Lena finally finished, with a wide smile on her face.
“She was asking about you this morning… before you showed up. Actually, the first thing she did when she woke up was ask when you were coming over.” Kara added
“Really?” Lena asked, almost in disbelief.
“Yup! I think she instinctively knows she can trust you just like she did with me. While you’re right that it might take some time for her to feel completely safe with you without me there, I don’t think it will take long. We will get there.” Kara said, confidently.
“I hope so. I want to be there for her for anything she needs…” Lena stopped mid thought because she realized that she and Kara really hadn’t discussed how Ellie would change their whole dynamic.
“...But I guess we should talk about logistics and stuff…”
Kara nodded, knowing that they did have to discuss how they would best take care of Ellie and make sure that she was happy and healthy.
“... I have no intention of trying to take Ellie away from you or anything…” Lena said.
Lena knew that Kara probably knew this already, but given her family history of raising children, Lena felt she had to make sure she said it.
“...But, I would like to be in her life as much as possible, and I do want us to continue to be together. At the same time, I know that Ellie has to feel safe and loved and protected, and it seems like she feels that way here. So, the last thing I want to do is take that away from her. But, I would like to spend time with her… and with you..” Lena started to ramble, so Kara cut in.
“Lena… Breathe. I know what you are saying, and I agree. I think it is best to keep Ellie here at my apartment, but I do want you to be in her life. I think she does, too. I know we are doing things out of order here, but let's be honest our whole friendship, relationship situation was never ordinary. Rao, I was in love with you for years before we actually got together….”
Lena and Kara chuckled, know that was true for both of them
“...I know that having a child together is something we probably would have liked more time to discuss and plan together, but here we are…. And I honestly think it is perfect. We can start by having you come over more and more, then maybe we can go to your penthouse for a few playdates. Everything will fall into place.” Kara said, so sure that she and Lena could survive anything.
“You’re right. As long as we have each other and we continue to talk things out together, everything else will work out.” Lena added, agreeing with Kara.
Both Kara and Lena knew that they wanted forever with each other and their new little family, but they also knew that they had plenty of time to figure all the other details out as they came along. They both knew that they would eventually want to move in together, but now was not the right time. First, they really have only been together for a few weeks, and Ellie just got comfortable in her new home. So, for now, Kara and Ellie would live at Kara’s place and Lena would keep her space at her Penthouse. But, they were right. No matter what Kara and Lena would do whatever it took to keep each other and their daughter safe and happy.
The couple spent the next few hours cuddling on the couch and talking about all the things that they hadn’t had time to discuss lately. Kara told Lena about her Catco articles, about the updates on Connor’s slow but reassuring progress with Clark, and about everything in between, while Lena did the same. Lena talked about L-Corp stuff, about updates she got from Sam about Ruby, and about other little things.
Yeah… today really was the best day ever ! Lena thought to herself as she eventually left Kara’s apartment.
Chapter 29: Change
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The day after Lena finally met her daughter, Lena was still feeling the energy and excitement that she had felt all yesterday. She had hoped to see Ellie again today, but Kara told her this morning that Ellie was very tired. The new mothers suspected it was because of her very active day yesterday, so they agreed that it was best for Ellie to rest.
Lena wasn’t going to waste her time though. She already had a list of things she wanted to get done that day. Most of the items involved things for Ellie or getting things that would help her and Kara with Ellie. The top of the list was to rearrange and redecorate one of her spare bedrooms as a bedroom for Ellie.
Lena knew that it was going to be a while before Ellie would stay the night at her penthouse, but she wanted everything to be available and ready for when Ellie and Kara did come over even if it was for a short visit.
By noon, Lena picked out a child bed for the room. She decided on a white bed frame because it could go with whatever she ended up picking for the new wall color. She actually ordered two, but she was having one delivered to Kara’s apartment. Lena noticed that Ellie seemed to like sleeping cuddled up with Kara in the big bed, but she thought it might be good for Ellie to have a bed of her own, too. She figured that worst case scenario, the bed would stay boxed up and best case, Ellie would love it and be able to sleep comfortably.
She also got a few other pieces of furniture for the room like a rocking chair and a dresser.
Lena went ahead and ordered dozens of toys, books, stuffed animals, and movies. She had the idea of making a corner of the bedroom a reading nook and another corner a toy area. She also got a lot of clothing options for Ellie in varying sizes. Lena expected that Ellie might grow faster than a typical human child, so she wanted to be prepared just in case.
Lena had just finished with her purchases and making sure everything would be delivered that day when she heard a knock at her door. So, she went to see who had showed up unannounced. But, she was pleasantly surprised to open the door to find Sam and Ruby, who had chinese take out.
“Hope you don’t mind us dropping by.” Sam said as she and Ruby entered Lena’s penthouse.
“Of course not. You should know that by now, Sam.” Lena replied following the Arias women towards the kitchen area.
“Aunt Lena, Mom told me that you and Aunt Kara have a kid now! That’s crazy. I know she can move faster than the speed of sound, but that was crazy fast.” Ruby joked, making Lena and Sam chuckle.
“Yeah… well, it wasn’t planned obviously, but I really can’t imagine life without Ellie now.” Lena smiled.
“I can’t wait to meet her… I mean if you’ll let me… eventually.” Ruby said, confident at first, but softened as she continued.
“Of course you will meet her. You, your mom, Alex… everyone will meet her when Kara and I are sure that she is up for it and comfortable enough. We just don’t want to stress her out after everything she’s been through. But, I can’t wait for her to meet you all!” Lena explained kindly to which Ruby gave a half-smile and nod.
For the next hour, Lena, Ruby, and Sam eat the Chinese food and just talked about anything and everything that came to mind.
Ruby updated Lena on her progress at school. She explained how she is fitting in with her schoolmates and her new soccer team. Ruby said that she has been rotating between a midfielder and a forward, and the couch is hopeful that she will be starting in the spring when the season starts.
Sam and Lena talked about L-Corp a little bit. Sam told her about the various organizational changes that she had made to the financial servers to make them more efficient and cost effective. Lena was so happy to have Sam back at L-Corp not only because she had her friend back or because Sam was a fantastic CFO, but because Lena had someone working in her higher ups that she trusted completely.
Per Ruby and Sam’s constant requests, Lena told them all about Elle and about her first official interaction with Elle. Lena spared no detail when explaining everything she had discovered about the toddler, and Sam and Ruby could tell how much Lena already loved this little girl.
Right as Lena and Sam started picking up from their lunch, another knock at the door happened. But this time Lena had an idea of who it was.
The paint and the small non-furniture items were being delivered. Lena had paid a large amount to have her order be processed and delivered as soon as possible, so she was glad that she got her money's worth.
"Wow! Lena… you really don't do anything half-ass do you" Sam said, smirking as they looked around at the massive amount of boxes that just arrived.
"You know I like to be over-prepared" Lena shrugged.
"I get that, but why did you need 4 different paint colors? Are you planning on painting each wall a different color?"
"Funny.. no. Actually I couldn't decide on a color, so I figured I could paint a small section of each then decide. But, now that you guys are here, maybe you can help me choose." Lena suggested, mainly looking at Ruby.
"Oh yeah! I loooovvvee painting! When we redid my room back in Metropolis, I asked mom if I could paint the walls myself because it is fun for me" Ruby said, smiling widely.
"I don't know where she gets that from, but if she likes it, more power to her" Sam said, chuckling.
"Great! Ruby can help me pick a color and paint, and Sam, if you don't mind, you can start unboxing and sorting all this…" Lena waved her arms towards the boxes spread out in the living room
"... that way when we finish painting it will be easier to move things into the room"
"Sure. As long as I don't have to paint, no problem!" Sam said, making Ruby and Lena roll their eyes in laughter.
“Alright! Let’s get to it!” Lena said, happy to have the help and to just be able to spend time with Sam and Ruby.
Ruby and Lena instantly took off for Ellie’s new room. They got the room prepared for painting by putting down drop cloths and taping up around the baseboards. Then, they each painted a small square of each of the four colors.
“I like the lighter purple best.” Ruby replied after Lena asked which she preferred.
“Purple it is then!” Lena said, smiling.
So, after the choice was made, the duo began painting the walls with the light purple paint. Lena liked the purple best out of the color options, but she knew that if Ellie didn’t like it she could have it fixed without any trouble. But for now, she continued with the purple plan and hoped Ellie would like it as much as she and Ruby did.
After a few hours of painting and unpacking, Lena went into the living room to help Sam.
“You guys are done already?” Sam asked, confused as she saw Lena come sit next to her on the couch by the boxes.
“Not exactly. Ruby kicked me out. She said the way I was painting was messing with her flow….” Lena and Sam chuckled at Ruby’s painting dedication.
“...so she asked me if she could finish herself.” Lena finished, as she started to pull some clothes out of the nearest box.
“Well, this might be for the best anyway. Now, we can actually talk about how you’re doing.” Sam added.
Lena took a deep breath as she thought about how to verbally express all of the emotions and thoughts that have been running through her.
“I’m… I'm doing well, overall. I mean it is still somewhat surreal that I’m a mother now. I mean I really never saw myself as a mom, but as soon as I saw her and as soon as I met her, I knew everything changed for the better.” Lena said, giving a soft smile.
“And you and Kara? How are you guys doing as a couple? A kid is a lot for a relationship especially for a new one” Sam asked, almost like a protective sister.
“Oddly enough, we are good.. Great even. We might not be spending as much time together as we could have been if things were different, but our communication has been amazing. We talk all the time, and it just feels right…. Like adding Ellie to our lives was supposed to happen this way.” Lena said, enthusiastically and smiling.
Sam could tell by the way that Lena was talking that her friend was happier than she’d ever been. Despite the unusual circumstances, Lena was in a good and stable place for the first time in a very long time, and Sam was beyond happy for her best friend.
So, for the rest of the time Ruby spent painting, Lena and Sam talked about the parts of their lives that the teen didn’t need to hear about. Sam updated Lena on her relationship with Alex, and Lena continued to tell Sam about her new family.
When Ruby was finished painting, the three women were able to start moving in some of the items that went into the closet, and after the paint was dry they got everything else done, too. By the end of the day, Ellie’s new room was pretty much complete, and Lena couldn’t be happier. Not only did she get a space set up for her daughter, but she got to spend some quality time with Sam and Ruby. It was a really fun and good day for all of them!
Chapter 30: Parents
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A few more days had passed since Lena met Ellie for the first time, and Lena had stopped by Kara’s apartment almost everyday. She came over for dinner after she left L-Corp these last few days, which worked out perfectly for all three of them.
Ellie and Kara continued their regularly scheduled days, and they just added Lena in for their dinner routine. Ellie had even asked Lena to tuck her into her new bed a few times. Kara had put together the bed that Lena had sent over as soon as it was delivered.
Because Kara’s apartment was basically a loft style, Ellie’s bed ended up being at the foot of Kara’s bed, but it worked well for their situation. Ellie was comfortable in her new bed because she was still close to Kara, and she knew she could climb into Kara’s bed if she got scared during the night. But, it was a step in the right direction.
Luckily, Ellie had been adjusting better and better as the days went on, so Kara and Lena thought it might be time to venture out into the world a little bit. The mothers had brought up the idea to Ellie about spending the day at Lena’s place, and the little girl was both excited and a little nervous about it. But, Lena and Kara knew it would have to happen sooner or later, so they decided to try and hope Ellie really was ready.
Ellie had woken up a few minutes before Kara that morning and decided to wake up her Jeju by jumping on Kara’s bed. Ellie was laughing so hard that Kara didn’t even care that she had been woken up. Kara caught Ellie mid jump and started tickling the toddler, making both Kara and Ellie laugh some more.
Finally, after Ellie was starting to get out of breath, Kara gave up and carried Ellie over her shoulder to the kitchen for breakfast. Kara made them both some cereal and orange juice, and after the mother-daughter duo finished their food, they went to get dressed for their adventure to Lena’s.
Kara had gotten Ellie dressed first, then she went into the bathroom to get herself dressed and ready for the day, leaving Ellie on the bed with some toys. But, when Kara came out of the bathroom a few minutes later, she saw Ellie sitting on her bed with a picture in her hand.
Kara recognized it from her nightstand. Since Ellie had come to Kara’s apartment, the little girl had looked at and asked about most of the pictures in Kara’s apartment, but there were still a few that Ellie hadn’t asked about. This being one of them.
Kara moved to pick Ellie up and place her in her lap, waiting for Ellie to ask about the people in the picture. Just as Kara suspected, as soon as Ellie was snuggled into Kara’s lap, she started inquiring about the unfamiliar face in the photo with Kara and Alex. Kara had been using the pictures as a way of slowly and informally introducing Ellie to the various people in her life in hopes that she would recognize them and feel safe when she eventually met them.
“Who with you and Alwex?” Ellie asked, curiously.
“That is mine and Auntie Alex’s mom… her name is Eliza” before Kara could explain more, Ellie cut her off.
Ellie had been more vocal and inquisitive lately, which Kara found wonderful, so she made sure she always answered Ellie’s questions and reassured her it was good to ask questions.
“That not your Jeju” Ellie said, confused because she remembered Kara telling her that Alura was her mom or her Jeju.
Rao, I never called Eliza! She’s gonna kill me when she finds out I waited so long. Crap… hopefully, she will be too excited about her first grandchild to stay mad at me. I’ll call her soon. Kara quickly thought before continuing her explanation.
“You’re right, Ellie. That isn’t my Jeju. But, this is my other mommy…” Kara continued as Ellie tilted her head in confusion.
“...My Jeju took care of me when I was little, but then she couldn’t take care of me anymore. She trusted Eliza to look after me after that, so she became my mom, too. I love them both very much, and I know they love me, too.” Kara finished, hoping she was explaining this in the least confusing way she could.
Kara watched as Ellie’s face changed in expression as she worked through all of the new information that Kara just gave her. So, Kara simply waited for Ellie to finish processing and waited for Ellie to ask any additional questions she had.
Kara noticed that Ellie wanted to ask another question, but she was a little nervous. Ellie started playing with the bottom of her shirt, which Kara came to realize was an indicator of Ellie’s nerves. So, Kara quickly reassured Ellie.
“Go on, little one. What do you want to ask me?” Kara said, softly.
“I have two mommies, too?” Ellie eventually asked, shyly
Kara paused at Ellie’s question not because she didn’t have an answer or didn’t want Ellie to not have Lena, but she paused because she really didn’t expect Ellie to make that connection so quickly.
She definitely has Lena’s smarts, Kara thought quickly before responding to Ellie.
“Yes, little one. You do.” Kara paused, letting Ellie process the information before continuing.
But, Ellie beat Kara to the punch.
“Le...Lena my mommy?” Ellie asked, quickly but a bit unsure
“Yes, my love. Lena is your mommy.” Kara responded, giving a soft smile to her daughter.
“But… you still my Jeju?” Ellie asked, needing some reassurance that even though she was gaining Lena, she wouldn't loose Kara.
“Of course, Ellie. Always. I’m not going anywhere, ever….”
Ellie gave a bright smile and cuddled into Kara’s arms further.
“...Is all that ok with you?” Kara asked, needing to make sure that Ellie was good with the new developments.
“Yeah” Ellie replied, with her head still tucked into Kara’s chest.
“Good, little one… now, how about we finish getting ready then we can go see Lena. Does that sound like fun?” Kara redirected the conversation.
“Ok, Jeju” Ellie finally said after a few seconds of cuddling Kara some more.
So, after a few more minutes of cuddling, Kara stood up with Ellie and the mother daughter duo got dressed and ready for their day. Kara packed a bag with a few changes of clothes for Ellie, Teddy, and some of Ellie’s favorite books just in case. Then, they were ready to leave Kara’s apartment to head to Lena’s Penthouse.
Chapter 31: Mommy
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Finally, Ellie and Kara left Kara’s apartment for the first time since they got to National City. Kara could tell that Ellie was nervous as soon as they left the building. As soon as they walked outside and were met with a crowd of people walking on the street, Ellie instantly gripped Kara’s hand tighter and leaned closer into Kara’s leg that she was standing next to.
Kara decided that it was best to pick Ellie up in the busy city anyway. So Kara lifted the little girl into her arms, and Kara felt Ellie visibly relax once she was in Kara’s arms.
Kara knew that taking Ellie outside was a big step, and she was proud of her daughter. Ellie was a bit nervous, but she didn’t cry. Overall, she seemed fine as long as she had Kara, which the elder blonde thought was a great indication of Ellie’s progress.
After about a 15 minute walk, Kara and Ellie were at Lena’s door.
“We’re here, Ellie. You want to knock for me?” Kara asked, rubbing the little girl’s back.
Ellie gave an excited nod, and leaned forward a bit to knock on Lena’s front door. After she gave her strongest knock, Ellie looked back at Kara with a wide smile on her face, which Kara instantly matched.
Lena didn’t take long to answer the door and let the blonde duo into the penthouse.
“Hello you two!” Lena greeted them.
Ellie gave Lena a dramatic wave before she started to squirm in Kara’s arms a little bit. So, Kara took the hint and set Ellie down on the floor after Lena closed the door behind them. As soon as Ellie was on her feet, she ran up to Lena and hugged the woman’s leg, which made both Kara and Lena chuckle in delight.
“Miss you” Ellie said, still holding on to Lena. She wasn’t sad, but it seemed like Lena’s absence was noticed by Ellie.
“I missed you too, darling.” Lena said, gently running her fingers through the young blonde’s hair.
After a minute, Ellie finally let go and looked up to see both her mothers smile at her, which made Ellie smile big, too.
“Little one, why don’t you go take your shoes off and put them next to our bag?” Kara suggested, which caused Lena to notice that Kara had somehow managed to put down the duffle bag next to the couch.
“Ok, Jeju!” Ellie said before bolting off to sit next to where the blue bag was.
“Hey” Lena greeted Kara, more sensually to Kara after Ellie was on the other side of the room.
“Hi” Kara said before placing a quick peck on Lena’s lips. It was a surprise for the brunette but not an unwelcome one.
“I’m glad you’re here.” Lena said, grabbing one of Kara’s hands.
“There is nowhere else I’d rather be”
Before Lena could say anything else, the women heard Ellie behind them.
“Shoes off!”
“Good job, Ellie… now, I have a surprise for you… and Jeju. Would you like to see it?” Lena asked, picking up Ellie into her arms.
Ellie gave another enthusiastic nod, then placed her head down on Lena’s shoulder as the Luthor started walking towards the kitchen.
“We are gonna make our own pizza for lunch!...” Lena said, bringing Ellie to see the various doughs, meats, cheeses, and veggies all laid out on her kitchen island.
“...we can put anything we want on it! doesn’ t that sound yummy?” Lena asked, hoping Ellie would like the idea.
Kara had told Lena a few times that Ellie’s favorite food seemed to be Pizza, so Lena thought this would be a fun activity for them to do together.
“Anything on the pizza?” Ellie asked, almost in disbelief that there were so many options.
“Yes, Darling. Whatever you want… I know Jeju likes cheese and meat, but I like some veggies on mine. So, you can have your pick”
“Ok!” Ellie said, excited, as Kara walked to stand on the opposite side of the island.
Kara grabbed one of the bar stools then moved it next to Lena. Lena carefully placed Ellie on the bar stool, so that she and Ellie could reach the ingredients and put them on their respective individual pizza doughs.
Kara, Lena, and Ellie spent the next half-hour tasting different food that Ellie hadn’t had before as she decided if she wanted them on her pizza or not. Eventually, Lena helped Ellie make her four cheese, ham, and spinach pizza, which Ellie was really excited about.
Kara had jokingly made a disgusted face when Ellie chose spinach, which made Lena roll her eyes and made Ellie laugh.
“You’re silly Jeju!” Ellie said in between laughs.
Then, Kara brought over their pizza trays and put them in Lena’s wood-fire oven, while Lena got Ellie cleaned up.
Lena wiped up Ellie’s hands and mouth with a paper towel first, then she noticed that Ellie had gotten pizza sauce on her shirt.
“Oopsy! Looks like we got a little on you. Why don’t we get you changed into a clean shirt, Ellie?” Lena said, kindly.
“There are some spare clothes in her bag.” Kara said from the oven.
“Umm.. well, I actually have another surprise for you Ellie….” Lena stopped and looked up at Kara with a half-smile on her face, which made Kara instantly intrigued.
“.... you want to see?” Lena finished, looking back at Ellie.
“Yeah! But…. dirty shirt?” Ellie replied, still concerned about her shirt.
“Don’t worry darling. We’ll get you cleaned up.” Lena smiled.
So, she led Ellie down the hallway, and Ellie grabbed her hand to walk with her because it was still a new environment for her. Ellie glanced back a few times to see if Kara was following them, which she was. So, Ellie became even more relaxed.
Once they got to the spare bedroom door, Lena gently opened the door to reveal the completed bedroom she redecorated for Ellie. Lena loved how it turned out and she hoped that Ellie liked it, too. The light blue walls with the white furniture and the light blue and purple bedspread all matched. Lena (with the help of Sam and Ruby) had set up the toy side of the room and the reading nook, which had an oversized rocking chair and bean bag chair there. Lastly there was the fully stocked dresser and closet with various types and colors of clothing.
Lena and Ellie stood in the doorway after Lena opened the door. She didn’t want to push Ellie, so she waited for the toddler to move or say something. Lena could feel Kara over her shoulder, and she could tell that Kara was just as shocked as Ellie was.
Finally, after a few minutes of shock and silence, Ellie finally whispered out something.
“For…. for… for me?”
Lena knelt down to Ellie’s height, then spoke.
“Yes, darling. This is all for you… I wanted you to have a place here for whenever you and Jeju want to come over…. Do you like it?” Lena responded softly, while rubbing Ellie’s back reassuringly.
“Love it” Ellie nodded, smiling.
Lena took the win and gave Ellie a little push, urging the young blonde to go explore her new room, and after a second or two delay, Ellie took off.
While Ellie walked around the room and explored, Kara moved closer to Lena and wrapped her arms around Lena’s waist from behind and placed a sweet kiss on Lena’s shoulder.
“This is amazing, Lena.” Kara whispered to Lena.
“It’s nothing but a bunch of stuff, but it was the only thing I could do from here. And I was hoping that you both would spend some time here and I wanted to be prepared just in case.” Lena said, leaning further into Kara, as they watched Ellie look through the toys.
After a few minutes of holding each other and watching their daughter run around her room, Kara and Lena saw Ellie glance down at her shirt again. So, Lena stepped out of Kara’s grasp and walked over to the closet.
“Ellie, I have some extra clothes for you…” Lena opened the closet revealing a fully stocked walk-in closet.
“...you want to come pick something out to change into?”
“Yes, pwease” Ellie mispronounced as she skipped off towards Lena.
Kara moved further into the room to simply watch Lena and their daughter bond and spend quality time together. She knew how special this was to Lena, and Kara would do anything to keep them all this happy and together.
After looking around the closest with Lena, Ellie decided on a green shirt with a monkey on it. So, Lena helped Ellie out of her dirty shirt and into the new one.
As soon as Ellie was dressed, the little girl wrapped her tiny arms around Lena’s neck, almost knocking Lena over from her kneeling position. Lena wasted no time and returned Ellie’s hug just as furiously as the little girl was hugging her. Lena was in complete happiness and didn’t think the moment could be any more perfect, but then she heard her daughter speak softly.
“Tank you… mommy” Ellie whispered.
Lena completely froze in her place. She hoped that one day Ellie would come to think of her as her mother, but she never imagined that that could happen today. Even though Lena was so surprised, she wasn’t going to let Ellie know she was surprised or stunned. She didn’t want the toddler to get worried that she said something wrong. So after the initial shock died down, Lena responded.
“You’re welcome, my love. I’m glad you like everything.” Lena said, smiling wide and starting to get teary-eyed.
Finally, Ellie pulled back and went back towards her new toys and Lena went over to where Kara was standing.
“She called me ‘mommy’”
“I heard…” Kara started saying, while giving a light smirk
“... It came up this morning. I was going to tell you when we had a few minutes alone. She asked if she had two mommies after I told her about Eliza and Alura. I told her yes, and she asked if it was you. Of course, I said yes. I hope that was ok with you” Kara finished, while gently wiping the small tears off of Lena’s face.
“It’s more than ok. I’m…. i’m so happy here… with you and our daughter.” Lena added, before giving Kara a quick yet loving kiss.
“Me too, Lena.”
The little family spent the rest of the day playing in Ellie’s new room, eating their homemade pizza, and overall just enjoying the day together.
How is everyday I spend with them ever more wonderful than the one before? I don’t even care. As long as I keep having these days with Kara and Ellie, everything will be perfect. Lena thought.
Chapter 32: Family
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A few more days had passed since Ellie and Kara had their journey to Lena’s penthouse. The blonde duo had spent every day with Lena as usual. They spent most of their time at Kara’s apartment, but one day they went to a nearby park, which Ellie loved much to her mothers’ surprise.
They expected Ellie to be nervous and overly clingy with them, but she seemed like every other kid at the park. She was a bit anxious as they walked and first got to the park, but once Ellie knew she was safe and knew that she would always have either Kara or Lena near her, Ellie relaxed and enjoyed her time outdoors.
The day before the park, Kara got called into CatCo one day, so she left Lena with Ellie for an hour at Kara’s apartment. Kara knew that Ellie trusted Lena, but she also knew that Ellie hadn’t been without Kara since she rescued the toddler. So, both Kara and Lena were concerned, but they also thought it was a good test to see how Ellie would do being away from Kara for a short period of time because eventually Kara would have to be back to work full-time and things would adjust in their daily schedule.
However, Ellie did great. She wasn’t too scared without Kara. Kara’s absence was noticed, but Lena reassured her that Kara would always come back and that she would be back soon. That seemed to do the trick, and Ellie was perfectly content with Lena. But, of course Ellie ran up to Kara and hugged her tight as soon as the elder blonde came home.
Because of the new developments in Ellie’s life and her behavior, Kara and Lena decided it was finally time for Ellie to meet some more people, specifically Alex, Sam, and Ruby.
Kara and Lena had been continuing to tell Ellie all about their friends and about Kara’s family to keep Ellie familiar with the new people she would be officially meeting. Similar to how Kara brought up meeting Lena, they asked Ellie about how she felt about meeting Sam, Alex, and Ruby.
Much to their happiness, Ellie was very enthusiastic about meeting them, especially Ruby. Lena had told Ellie that Ruby loved soccer and loved to paint, so Ellie was excited about the possibility of having someone else to play with. So, Kara set up an introduction/play-date with Alex, Sam, and Ruby to have with Ellie.
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Today was finally the day that Ellie was going to meet more people. I know she will be great, but I also don’t want to push her faster than she's ready. But, she has been constantly asking about Ruby, and about Sam and Alex since Lena and I brought up the idea of them coming over. Plus, we will all be in Lena’s penthouse, which is a place that Ellie is very comfortable, so that will help, too. Rao, I think I’m more nervous than she is. Kara thought to herself as she watched Ellie and Lena play another game of Go-Fish.
Kara and Ellie arrived at Lena’s penthouse right after breakfast, so they could spend some family time together before more people arrived. It also gave Lena and Kara one last opportunity to make sure Ellie didn’t show any signs of not being ready. Luckily, she didn’t.
As soon as Ellie beat Lena at that round of Go-Fish, there was a knock at the door, making Ellie still for a brief second. Kara noticed Ellie wasn’t nearly as jumpy or nervous at the sound of knocking or doors opening suddenly, which was progress but the toddler still had some learned reflexes from her time at Cadmus.
“It’s ok, Little One…” Kara started, as she carefully picked up Ellie into her arms, while Lena moved to open the front door.
“...It’s time to meet some more special people…. Our family. You ready?” Kara said, checking in one last time.
“Yeah, Jeju.” Ellie said, confidently, but she still laid her head down on Kara’s shoulder and gripped her shirt tighter.
She’s excited, but still nervous. At least she knows Lena and I will be here and she is comfortable and excited enough to move past her reservations. Brave and smart kid. Kara quickly thought to herself, proudly.
Lena opened the door revealing Sam, Ruby, and Alex, who walked in as Lena let them in. The trio’s eyes instantly found the blonde toddler in Kara’s arms and they all gave a soft smile when Ellie lightly waved at them.
Lena motioned for everyone to move further into the living room, while they gave Ellie a minute to adjust to the new visitors. Ellie has seen them all in pictures around Kara’s apartment, and Kara had shown Ellie more pictures over the last few days, too. So, Ellie was familiar with the new faces.
“Ellie… you know who this is?” Kara broke the silence, hoping that Ellie would recall the names and faces she had been exposed to, and hoping the familiarity would ease the little girl’s nerves and heart rate.
Ellie gave a nod into Kara’s shoulder, then slowly picked her head up.
“Auntie Alwex..” Ellie pointed to Alex, who was sitting on chair directly opposite of her, earning a smile from both Kara and Alex.
“....Auntie Sam…” Ellie continued and moved to Sam, who was sitting next to Ruby on the couch.
“... Ruby!” Ellie finished with some more excitement, making everyone give a light chuckle and smile bigger.
“Good job, little one. That’s all right…. You want to get down and go say hi?” Kara offered.
After a few seconds of thinking, Ellie finally nodded and started to squirm in Kara’s arms, indicating she wanted to be put down on her feet. So, Kara happily obliged.
Lena moved closer to Kara after Kara placed Ellie on the ground. Kara instinctively wrapped her arm around Lena’s waist and pulled her closer, which Lena never objected to. Lena loved the ease and comfort she felt in Kara’s presence and especially when Kara was pulling her close. She was just as nervous about today as Kara was, so having Kara physically and emotionally support her in that moment was perfect.
The couple watched as their daughter carefully moved towards Alex first. Lena was surprised that she didn’t go to Ruby first after hearing her talk more about Ruby recently. But, Lena suspected that Kara had probably told Ellie more about Alex than anyone else, so Alex was likely the easiest and most safe choice for Ellie to start.
“Alwex” Ellie said a little shy as she stood in front of Alex.
“Hello, Ellie. It’s so nice to meet you. Your Jeju has told me so much about you.” Alex said, smiling wide.
Ellie froze for a second after Alex spoke, but no one moved in hopes that Ellie would figure this out on her own, but Kara and Lena were ready in case Ellie needed them. What no one expected was for Ellie to look up and jump into Alex’s arms for a big hug.
Luckily, Alex’s instincts took over and she easily caught the young blonde. Once the shock wore off, Alex cuddled her niece back just as tightly as Ellie was hugging her.
Kara couldn’t have been happier at how her daughter was reacting to her sister. She had hoped that Ellie would come to like and love Alex, so she was beyond grateful that Ellie already seemed to be warming up to Alex.
After spending a few minutes cuddling and making small talk with Alex, Ellie moved to Sam and did the same thing. And again, after a few minutes with Sam, Ellie scooted over on the couch to get closer to Ruby.
“So, Squirt, I heard you like to paint?” Ruby asked Ellie.
Ellie gave a cheerful nod in response.
“You know I like to paint too… in fact, I painted your room here for you.”
Ellie’s eyes went wide at Ruby’s admission. Ellie was clearly impressed and excited at that, which made the adults in the room smile.
“Really?” Ellie asked
“Yup! Do you like the color?” Ruby continued
“Yes! My favorite color” Ellie said, smiling, then glancing down at her shirt, which just happened to be a very similar shade of blue.
Before Ruby or Ellie could add anything else, Ellie’s stomach started to rumble, indicating that she was hungry, which made sense because it was getting to be her typical post-lunch snack time.
“You hungry?” Ruby asked first, and again, Ellie nodded.
Ruby glazed up at Lena and Kara to make sure that it was ok before she got up to take Ellie to get a snack. Lena, of course, gave Ruby a smile and nod. So, Ruby stood up and held her hand out for Ellie to stand up and take, which the toddler did quickly.
The adults watched as Ruby took Ellie to the nearby kitchen and got them both a snack.
“Look at them” Alex said, softly, as to not disturb Ruby and Ellie’s time together.
“I know. It’s so cute…. Looks like we know who Ellie’s new favorite person is” Kara added, laughing.
“She really is perfect, you guys. I mean… she is sweet, polite, adorable, smart.” Sam added, as she continued to watch her own daughter interact with her best friend’s daughter and her girlfriend’s niece.
Maybe one day Ellie will officially be my niece. Is that too soon? Oh, whatever. I don’t even care. And damn, how amazing was Alex with her. God, I didn’t know I had a thing for women with kids, but seeing Alex with Ellie definitely did something to me. I hadn’t thought about more kids before because Ruby was perfect for me, but now…. With Alex… maybe. Sam quickly thought to herself as she and the rest of the adults continued to watch Ruby take care of Ellie.
“Thanks, Sam. She is pretty great, isn’t she. But, you got a pretty good one yourself.” Lena told her friend.
“Kara…” Alex started, getting her sister’s attention.
“.... did you ever call mom?” Alex said with a knowing smile. Alex was trying hard not to laugh because she knew the answer was likely a ‘no,' and she knew how her mother would likely react to having been kept from the knowledge of her new granddaughter.
Kara’s eyes went wide at Alex’s question.
Oh Rao…. I really need to call Eliza. It’s time. I can’t keep putting this off. Ok…. I can do this. Kara thought to herself, while Alex continued to try and not laugh, and Lena and Sam watched as Ruby helped Ellie pore some apple juice.
Chapter 33: Unexpected
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Finally, once everyone was settled and having fun in Lena’s penthouse, Kara knew what she needed to do. Kara walked onto Lena’s balcony to give her some privacy to call Eliza as well as to not disrupt Ellie and her day with her newly introduced family members.
“Kara? What a surprise! What do I owe this call?” Eliza answered after one ring of the phone.
“Hey, Eliza…. I have something to tell you, and I’m not sure how to explain… it really should get easier with having to keep doing this, but..” Kara’s rambling was cut off by her adoptive mother.
“Kara… sweetheart, just talk to me.” Eliza said softly.
So, Kara did. She just laid everything out. She explained everything from start up until today, and when she was finished she waited for Eliza’s reaction, which came as quick as Kara expected.
“Kara Danvers! You kept my granddaughter from me for how long!?!?!” Eliza shouted in a mix of excitement and upset.
Kara shook her head lightly because she knew Eliza would be hurt but over-the-moon when she found out about Ellie. She also knew that Eliza would likely already be planning a trip to National City to meet the newest addition to the Danvers family. But most importantly, Kara was certain that regardless of how Ellie came into their lives, she knew that Eliza would treat her just as she treated and has continued to treat Kara…. As part of the family.
“I’m sorry I didn't call you sooner. I promise I wasn’t trying to keep things from you or keep her away from you, but Lena and I have been trying to get her comfortable around others very slowly and at a pace that was best for her. We didn’t want to add to her already high anxiety.” Kara started to explain her process.
“Kara… I'm not mad at you, and as a mother myself, I understand why you did what you did, but that doesn’t make me any less excited or eager to meet Ellie.” Eliza replied cool and calm as she always did when she talked with either of her daughters.
Kara smiled as she listened to Eliza. She knew Eliza would take the news as well as to be expected, but Kara still relished in her adoptive mother’s excitement to meet the newest member of the Danvers family.
“I’m going to book a hotel room in National City and a flight today. I’ll be there tomorrow if that if is ok with you… and Lena of course.” Eliza replied, trying not to sound pushy but not hiding her eagerness.
“That should be fine. I’ll let everyone know… see you tomorrow, Eliza.” Kara said, still smiling.
“Tomorrow it is. Love you!” Eliza replied before hanging up.
After Kara got off the phone, she walked back into the living room from Lena’s balcony. As she made her way inside, she carefully observed the sight in front of her, and couldn’t help but smile.
Ruby and Alex were taking on Lena and Ellie in a very heated game of chess, while Sam was watching the game unfold from the nearby couch. Kara could tell that Lena was taking it easy on Ruby and Alex because they were still in the middle of a game and Lena didn’t win in 5 minutes.
But, what she didn’t expect was for Ellie to be moving the pieces so precisely and quickly. Every time Ruby or Alex would move a chess piece, Ellie would point to a piece, glance up a Lena and wait for Lena to give her a nod, then Ellie would swiftly move the chess piece she pointed to earlier. Kara was amazed that her 3 year old daughter seemed to be beating Alex and Ruby single handedly.
Those Luthor genes are showing. I knew Lena started playing chess when she was around Ellie’s age, so I guess it really does run the family. Lena looks so happy and proud of Ellie, too. I’m so happy because it seems like Lena is taking back part of her Luthor memories of chess and making them more positive instead of the manipulation she so often told me about…
Kara’s thoughts were interrupted when Lena glanced over to see her standing in the doorway.
“Kara?” Lena said, unsure as to why Kara had simply stopped in the doorway.
“Yeah.. sorry. I was just admiring our chess prodigy.” Kara said, smirking, as she walked over to sit next to Sam on the couch, closest to where Lena was sitting on the floor with Ellie in her lap.
“I know… I should have expected to get my as...butt kicked but the little Luthor in chess, but I just thought I’d have a few more years at least.” Alex said, shaking her head, trying her hardest not to laugh.
Lena and Sam made no effort to conceal their laughter though, especially when Alex’s face started to pout, which Sam found incredibly adorable.
“What did mom say? How’d she take the very very delayed news?” Alex said, giving her sister a knowing look.
“She was upset at first but then her excitement overpowered her irritation at me…” Kara started, but noticed Lena shift her weight a little indicating that she was someone concerned about Eliza’s reaction, too.
“...but she understood why I… why we decided to keep things quiet for a while.” Kara finished, as she directed her gaze more towards Lena in hopes of easing the brunette’s concerns.
“So… she’s good with… everything?” Lena asked
Kara knew what Lena was getting at. Eliza knew about all of the ups and downs in Kara and Lena’s friendship, so Lena was nervous about how Eliza would feel towards her after everything she did to hurt Kara.
“Yeah. She is. In fact, she is thrilled and overly eager to see Ellie that she is currently booking a hotel room and a flight for tomorrow. She’ll be in National City tomorrow.” Kara added, with a light, reassuring smile on her face.
“Your mom’s coming?” Sam said, as she turned to Alex with a half-nervous, half-excited tone in her voice.
“It seems like it. We can… I can…” Alex stuttered, moving her gaze back and forth from Sam to Ruby, but Sam was able to figure out what Alex was trying to get across only to her.
But before Sam could say anything, Ruby spoke up.
“Zaza’s coming! Yeah! I haven’t seen her in such a long time. And now that you and Mom are dating I won’t feel as weird calling her Zaza. I mean she told me to call her that a while back because… well, i don’t really know why, but now we really are like family.. I hope… maybe.” Ruby started off talking very fast, but ended slowly and quietly because she seemed to get more uncertain in her words.
While Kara and Lena were smiling, Alex and Sam were dumbfounded. Alex knew that Sam wanted to take things slow because she didn’t want to give Ruby any false hope or a false sense of security despite the fact that if it were up to Alex they would be a part of her life forever. So, to hear that Ruby already knew about their relationship despite not being directly told was a surprise to both Sam and Alex.
“You know about me and Alex?” Sam finally spoke up after the initial shock wore off because she thought she was being very careful not to tip Ruby off just yet.
“Really, Mom…” Ruby started and rolled her eyes.
“...Yeah, I know about you and Alex. It’s not that hard to notice you two making heart eyes at each other all the time. Plus you always smile when Alex comes up in conversation…”
Sam started to blush as Ruby continued to explain how obviously in love with Alex she was becoming, even though it was still way too soon to even try to say those words regardless of how she truly feels.
“...and I’ve kinda been hoping you two would get together since we first met Alex.” Ruby finally admitted, making Alex’s eyes widen in the revelation.
“You have?” Alex piped up
“Well, yeah. I mean I know you were with Maggie at the time, and I wanted you to be happy, but I always felt like you were a special part of our lives and I secretly and maybe selfishly wanted you to be more in our lives.” Ruby said, softly as if she was embarrassed by her feelings and nervous that it might scare or upset Alex of her mom.
Lucky for Ruby, Alex quickly responded and put her worries to rest.
“I always felt a special bond with both of you two, too. Back then wasn’t the right time for this, but I am beyond grateful that I have this chance to be a bigger part of your life and your mom’s life.” Alex said, softly but stern in order to make sure that not only Ruby but Sam, too, knew Alex was serious.
Alex leaned over to give Ruby a tight hug, which brought happy tears to Sam’s eyes. Alex smiled knowing that Sam was happy with all of the new information that just came out.
Before Alex could say something to Sam or anyone else, she heard Ellie speak up for the first time since their chess match was interrupted.
“I wanna hug Auntie Alwex and Ruby!” Ellie said, jumping up from Lena’s lap and running around the coffee table to where her aunt and almost-cousin were sitting.
Alex and Ruby moved apart a little to make room for Ellie in their cuddle pile, making everyone smile and giggle at Ellie’s actions.
Yeah… everything was going to be just fine. Alex thought to herself as she cuddled her niece and the teenager who was quickly becoming like a daughter to her.
Chapter 34: Afterhours
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It had been a few more hours since Kara finally called Eliza to update her on the latest addition to the Danvers family. During that time, Alex, Sam, and Ruby were still at Lena’s place with Kara, Ellie, and Lena. The Danvers-Luthor-Arias family spent the day together.
Ruby played with Ellie, and much to Sam's surprise, it seemed like Ruby really enjoyed hanging out with Ellie and helping the little girl throughout the day. It melted Sam and Alex’s heart to see how well and how easily Ruby stepped into an older cousin-type role, which made the duo start to think about how it might look in the future if Ruby had a little sibling.
Kara and Lena were just happy to see that their daughter was happy and very comfortable with Alex, Sam, and Ruby. They knew that Ellie was excited to meet them, but they also knew that it might be different in person when they were actually in front of Ellie. But, luckily, Ellie seemed to already know that they were family and that they would love and protect her like her mothers.
So, after they ate dinner together, Alex, Sam, and Ruby left because it was getting late and they suspected it was getting close to Ellie’s bedtime. And they were right. Ellie had started to yawn and it was becoming increasingly hard for the toddler to keep her eyes open despite her desperate attempt to remain awake because she wanted to stay with Ruby. But, finally her exhaustion won over, and Ellie fell asleep in Kara’s lap right after the Danvers-Arias bunch left.
“Come on Little One, let’s get you to bed.” Kara whispered as she brought Ellie into her room at Lena’s penthouse.
Kara and Lena thought it was best to just keep Ellie here for the night so she could get more sleep by not wasting time getting back to Kara’s apartment. It also allowed them to see how Ellie would do staying over at Lena’s penthouse.
“Jeju… not… tired.” Ellie said with her eyes still closed and in between yawns, as Kara helped Ellie change into her PJs.
Kara lightly chuckled and smiled at Ellie’s words. Kara knew that Ellie didn’t want to miss anything, but she also knew that Ellie needed some sleep.
“Well, tomorrow Zaza is coming and you want to be rested to meet her and you might see Ruby again so you’ll want to be awake enough tomorrow to play with Ruby, right?” Kara offered, softly.
Kara picked Ellie up from sitting on the rocking chair after finishing getting the young blonde in her night clothes and she waited for Ellie’s response.
“Ok, Jeju. We go home now?” Ellie replied, tucking her head into Kara’s neck.
“How about we stay here tonight, Ellie. You can sleep in your bed here…” Kara pointed to the nearby bed
“... and mommy and I will be nearby if you need anything. Does that sound ok?” Kara said, trying to make Ellie feel safe but also try to get her to bed as soon as possible.
After a few seconds, Ellie finally gave a nod into Kara’s neck, making Kara smile.
“Good. Now, let’s tuck you in.” Kara told her daughter and then proceeded to tuck her into the very soft and pillow-filled bed.
Kara wasn’t surprised at all to see that Ellie had almost instantly fallen back asleep as soon as Kara finished tucking her in. After a few minutes of watching her daughter sleep, Kara made her way back into the living room to find Lena.
Lena had changed into sweatpants and an oversized sweatshirt, but Kara thought Lena looked just as beautiful as she always does. If anything it made Kara more attracted to her because it meant that Lena trusted Kara enough to drop her CEO facade in front of her.
“What are you doing just standing in the corner like a creeper?” Lena said, chuckling
Kara shook her head in defeat as she had been caught in the act of simply admiring her view of Lena.
“Sorry. I was just taking it all in” Kara said, as she made her way over to sit next to Lena on the couch.
“Taking what in?” Lena asked, moving to cuddle into Kara’s side.
“The fact that this is my life now… that I get to spend everyday with our amazing daughter and that I get to have you by my side through it all. I can’t believe I got so lucky.” Kara said, as if it was the most honest thing she has ever said, which it probably was.
Lena didn’t say anything in response. She couldn't, she was in a state of surprise of what Kara just said. She knew that Kara loved her, but to hear Kara say that she was lucky to have Lena made her speechless. Lena would have claimed that she was the lucky one, so to hear that Kara felt the same way made Lena beyond emotional and grateful.
Instead, Lena leaned up and captured Kara’s lips. Lena kissed Kara fiercely and full of emotion. Kara’s lips move easily and in rhythm against Lena. Kara kissed Lena back with just as much love and passion as Lena initiated.
Lena’s instincts took over and before she knew what she was doing, she sat up and swung her leg over Kara’s lap so she was straddling the blonde’s hips. Kara didn’t protest, grabbing a hold of Lena’s hips to steady her and pull her hips down. Lena moaned at the contact, which caused Kara to pull Lena back into a deep kiss.
Lena responded emphatically by running her tongue along Kara’s bottom lip, seeking entrance. The blonde gave Lena the requested access and let out a deep moan that made Lena almost come undone.
Lena knew that if things continued that she and Kara would likely end up in her bedroom with much less clothing on. But, she also knew that as much as she wanted to continue she and Kara really needed to talk, so she regrettably pulled back slightly and leaned her forehead against Kara’s
“As much as I would love to keep kissing you and continue this...” Lena said in a husky tone, as her eyes drifted to Kara’s lips.
“...I was hoping we could talk now that we have some time alone?” she finished.
“Oh.. yeah. Oh course. Sorry…. I um…” Kara stuttered as she was trying to compose herself, while Lena moved to sit next to Kara.
“Breathe… darling. Trust me… I was enjoying myself very much, and I would like to see where this can go one day soon, hopefully.” Lena said, smiling.
“Me too, but what did you want to talk about?” Kara breathed out.
“Us. about everything that has been going on. I mean… Kara everything has gone from zero to a hundred pretty quickly...” Lena started, but quickly corrected as she saw Kara’s face drop a little.
“...I wouldn't change anything and I’m grateful to be with you and to have our daughter, but if you think about it we started dating and had a daughter together within a few weeks. I just don't want us to do something we aren’t ready for just because we are swept up in the fast pace we’ve found ourselves in.” Lena finished, hoping that Kara would understand where she was coming from.
After a few seconds of Kara really thinking about what Lena said, she finally responded.
“I agree. I don’t want to necessarily slow down our relationship or our… our family. But, I do think that we can take a breath because we don’t have to do anything on anyone else’s time frame” Kara replied, taking Lena’s hands in her own.
Lena nodded in agreement with Kara’s words.
“So, how about this….” Kara started and looked directly into Lena’s emerald eyes.
“... we move at a pace that is comfortable with both of us. We have all the time in the world, and we don’t have to try and rush anything just because we might not have as much alone time as we did before.” Kara said, giving a slight chuckle but still being completely serious.
“That sounds perfect. And you’re right, I think tonight is a good example of that. Like I said, I was enjoying myself alot, but I don't really want our first time together to be rushed or on my couch. We will figure it out together.” Lena added, smiling back at Kara.
“Side note… It’s probably a good thing you stopped us before… because I did say that I wanted to have at least one official date before things got to that level.” Kara said, giving a soft smile and making Lena chuckle.
“Just name the time and place and I’ll gladly go on that date with you” Lena replied, cuddling into Kara’s side.
The rest of the night was perfect. Kara and Lena stayed up well into the night talking, touching, and kissing. Eventually, they fell asleep in each other's arms as if they had done it thousands of times before.
Chapter 35: Zaza
Notes:
So sorry for the delay. I lost access to my files for some time. But, I promise i'm not abandoning this fic! Hope you all are still with me.
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Eliza Danvers arrived in National City on the first flight into the city, which got her one step closer to her daughters and granddaughter at around 6am. She knew that it was too early to disturb Kara and Lena because Ellie would likely be on a routine, and she knew that routines are essential for children, especially children that have experienced trauma. So, she decided that her first stop would be to her eldest daughter.
After a short ride from the airport, Eliza arrived at Alex’s apartment building. Eliza knew that Alex was an early riser, so she didn’t worry about waking her daughter up. Luckily, she was right, and quickly after she knocked on the front door, Alex answered already dressed and ready for the day.
“Hey mom!” Alex said, smiling as she held the door open for her mother to enter.
“Hello, sweetheart. How’s everything going?” Eliza asked, while rolling her suitcase next to the couch then taking a seat.
Alex plopped down next to Eliza then responded.
“Um… a little crazy but good”
“I can imagine…. This is all so sudden and shocking. I mean who would have guessed any of this would have happened” Eliza said, smirking.
“I know. I mean, I knew Kara and Lena would eventually get their head out of their asses and get together, but I never imagined it would happen like this… with Ellie” Alex finished.
“Me either. But, I’m so excited to meet the newest addition to the family. How is she?” Eliza asked, almost hesitantly.
“She is adjusting well, I think. I mean Kara and Lena are doing great with her. The first couple of weeks were rough because Ellie was still so unsure and nervous, but she eventually came to understand that she was safe and loved. She still has some things to process and work through but I think she will be just fine.” Alex explained, proud of how her sister and niece were handling things.
“Well, that’s good to hear…. Now, tell me what’s been going on with you? How are you doing?” Eliza asked, softly.
“Oh, me? I’m… I’m doing fine….” Alex paused for a second, trying to find her words.
Alex wasn’t sure if Sam was comfortable with Alex telling her mom about them, but since Ruby, Kara, and Lena all know about them, the next logical person to tell is Eliza. So, Alex decided to tell her mom, and she just prayed that Sam was ok with it.
“....I’m actually seeing someone.” Alex finished.
“Go on.” Eliza encouraged with a supportive smile on her face.
“You remember Sam right? She came to Thanksgiving a few years ago, and she used to work for Lena at L-Corp….”
“Yeah, I remember her and her daughter, Ruby.” Eliza interrupted, still with a wide smile.
“....right, well, they moved back for Ruby’s school and Sam’s work. When they got back, Sam and I sort of just realized there could be more between us. So…. yeah, I’m dating Sam.” Alex finished.
“That’s wonderful, sweetie! I’m so glad to hear that. I know Sam is a kind and smart woman, and Ruby is just the sweetest kid”
“Thanks, mom. I’m really happy things worked out this way…. Now, how about I make us some breakfast and you can catch me up on what you’ve been up to before we go over to Lena’s penthouse.” Alex offered, which earned a nod from her mother.
Alex and Eliza spent the next few hours talking and catching up with each other, which was nice for both mother and daughter because they rarely get quality alone time together. But, eventually, it was time to head to Lena’s place, so the duo headed over.
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“Ready to meet your granddaughter?” Alex asked Eliza after they knocked on Lena’s door.
Eliza responded with an excited head nod.
“Alex, Eliza! Welcome! Come on in” Lena said as she opened the apartment door.
“Thank you. It’s great to see you, Lena!” Eliza said, pulling Lena in for a quick hug as she entered.
“You too, Eliza. Kara is helping Ellie change her clothes. We had an accident with a glass of milk, but they should be out here in just a minute. So, just make yourselves comfortable.” Lena explained.
Alex and Eliza made their way to sit on the white couch, while Lena sat in the nearby chair. They didn’t have long to talk before Eliza saw Kara carrying a little blonde toddler in her arms.
Eliza's eyes were glued on the sight before her. It’s not that she didn’t believe what Kara and Alex told her, but seeing Ellie in person really solidified the stories she had been told over the last few days. Kara really had a daughter, and she really has a granddaughter.
“Hey, Eliza! I’m so happy you’re here…” Kara started, as she got closer to the couch.
Eliza just nodded again, not wanting to do or say anything that might push Ellie too fast, so she waited to follow Kara’s lead.
“...Ellie, you remember who this is from all of Jeju’s pictures?” Kara asked, her daughter gently while pointing to Eliza
“Zaza!” Ellie said, in a mix of excitement and a bit little nerves.
“Yeah, Little One. It’s Zaza. She came all the way here to meet you, ok? Just like mommy and I told you earlier, she is just like Aunt Alex, Aunt Sam, and Ruby… She is our family, ok?” Kara added, needed to be sure that her daughter understood that she was safe with and loved by this new person.
“Ok, Jeju.” Ellie said, as she turned her head to look at Eliza.
After getting a reassuring smile from Kara, Eliza decided to test the waters a little.
“Hello there, Ellie. It’s very nice to finally meet you” Eliza said softly, while giving a small wave to the toddler.
“Hi” Ellie replied with a little more confidence in her voice, and returned Eliza’s wave with one of her own
After a few seconds of just watching each other and continuing to smile, Ellie started to squirm in Kara’s arms.
“Down, Jeju” Ellie said, kindly, so Kara curiously put her daughter down to see what her next move would be.
Eliza watched as Ellie moved closer towards the couch where she was sitting, so Eliza decided she would push a little, hoping it wouldn't be too much. But, she could tell that Ellie wasn’t too nervous or uncomfortable by Eliza’s presence.
“Can I get a hug, Ellie?” Eliza asked, softly and with a smile on her face
Ellie smiled so big and took the last few steps towards the couch to jump into Eliza’s arms. Eliza easily caught the young blonde and cuddled her back just as much as Ellie cuddled her.
Kara laughed and smiled. She was so happy that her daughter already had a connection with her grandmother, and she knew that Eliza was beyond happy by the sound of her rapid beating heart when Ellie jumped to her.
After a few minutes of cuddling with her newly met grandmother, Ellie pulled back and looked up towards her mothers.
“Can Zaza play with me now?” Ellie asked, excitedly.
“Of course, Darling. Why don’t you and Zaza finish the puzzle you and Jeju started this morning?” Lena offered, pointing to the kitchen table where a puzzle was obviously in the process of being made.
“Let’s go, Zaza!” Ellie said, hopping off the couch and pulling Eliza’s hand for her to follow Ellie.
Eliza eagerly followed Ellie to the kitchen table. She was so excited that her granddaughter seemed to be comfortable around her already, but to see that Ellie wanted her to play and help her with a puzzle made Eliza even more touched.
They all spent the rest of the day enjoying each other’s company. Sam and Ruby joined them later in the afternoon, and they fit so naturally into the Danvers family that Eliza was shocked that they had been gone so long. Eliza couldn’t have envisioned a better situation for her daughters. They both looked so happy with their partners and with their families. Because Yes, Eliza could tell that Sam and Ruby had quickly become Alex’s family.
I guess that it was a good thing I told Ruby to call me Zaza way back when because I have a feeling she will be my other granddaughter soon… yeah, I think my girls are doing just fine.
Eliza thought to herself at some point throughout the evening.
Chapter 36: Sleep Over
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Eliza’s visit was very successful. Ellie and Eliza already seemed to have a strong bond, as evident by how upset Ellie was when Eliza eventually had to go back to Midvale. But, Ellie quickly got over it after Kara suggested that they all go to Midvale for Christmas next month.
Kara woke up this morning in her own apartment for the first time in a few days thinking about the upcoming trip to Midvale. Eliza left National City the day before, but while she was in town, Kara insisted that she stay at her apartment after Lena offered to let Kara and Ellie stay with her for the few days she was in the city. It worked out well for everyone, actually.
Eliza didn’t have to sleep on an uncomfortable hotel mattress, and Lena, Kara, and Ellie got more time together as a family. Kara got a real taste of what it would feel like to live with Lena and to build a life and a family with her. While Kara had every intention of continuing and advancing her relationship with Lena, she also knew it was probably too soon to officially move in together. But for Kara, it was a wonderful experience and a step in the right direction.
Kara was brought out of her thoughts of the future by her phone ringing. She quickly grabbed it from her bed side table trying to avoid waking up Ellie who was still sleeping. Luckily, Ellie had had a very exciting few days and it seemed to catch up with the toddler, so the phone didn’t disturb her.
Kara got out of bed and walked into her nearby bathroom and answered the phone after noticing Clark’s name on her Caller ID.
“Hey Clark! How are you?” Kara answered.
“Hey, Kara. I’m sorry to bother you so early. But I wanted to talk to you about something.” Clark said. Kara easily picked up on the almost sad sounding tone in her cousins voice, so she was instantly concerned.
“Of course! What’s up?” Kara asked
“I know we have been texting and emailing updates about the kids since we both left San Francisco, but I haven’t been completely forthcoming about everything….” Clarke started.
“Tell me what’s going on” Kara encouraged.
“...Conner isn’t doing as well as I may have led you to believe. I knew you already had your hands full with Ellie and I didn’t want to burden you with my concerns about Conner. But, since your last update, I know Ellie is doing well and I’m at a standstill with Conner.”
“How can I help?” Kara asked, knowing she’d do anything she could to help her cousin and his son.
“Would you be willing to come to Smallville for a day or two to help me and run through some ideas to help Conner? He is just not adjusting as quickly as Ellie is to the outside world. He finally is comfortable enough with Johnathan, Jordan, and Lois to be around them, but he freaks even if the mailman gets close to the property. His powers are also coming in a lot faster than I expected, so I’ve having trouble managing both Jordan and him….”
Clark paused, and took a deep breath, as if he was disappointed in himself.
“....I just need some help… from someone who knows what they are going through and can help me counter any powers they might accidentally use.” Clark finished.
“Of course! I’ll talk to Lena and get there as soon as I can.” Kara replied, knowing her extended family desperately needed help.
“Thank you, Kara! Truly.” Clark said, before the Kryptonians hung up.
Now, I just have to talk to Lena. Thank Rao, Ellie is adjusting well and is very comfortable and feels safe with Lena. Hopefully, she won’t be nervous if I leave them for a day or two. Kara thought to herself as she exited the bathroom.
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Lena woke up alone in her bed for the first time in days and she could feel the difference. She got used to waking up cuddling into Kara’s chest or to the sound of Kara and Ellie making pancakes in the kitchen. Now, she just felt cold without the warmth of Kara’s body heat in her sheets, but she felt better when she saw a few messages from Kara waiting on her phone.
KARA: Morning, Lena! Hope this doesn’t wake you up. Just wanted to check that it was still ok for us to come over for breakfast this morning.
KARA: And I got a phone call that I need to talk to you about, so we can talk when Ellie and I get to your place or you can call me if you aren’t up for visitors today.
KARA: No pressure. And nothing is really wrong, so please don’t panic.
Kara knows me so well. I was about to start worrying. Lena quickly thought before texting Kara back.
LENA: Come over whenever you are ready, darling. See you soon. ;)
About an hour and a half later, Kara and Ellie arrived at Lena’s penthouse. Since Ellie had woken up right after Kara got off the phone, she figured why delay their trip to Lena’s. Of course, Lena and Ellie were both happy about that decision.
“Mommy! What’s for breakfast” Ellie asked, excitedly running towards the kitchen as soon as they got to the penthouse.
Lena and Kara laughed at Ellie’s expression. She really was Kara’s daughter when it came to food.
“Did Jeju not feed you before coming over?” Lena joked, causing Kara to roll her eyes playfully.
“Only fruits and cereal!” Ellie responded
“That’s because I knew we were going to have a big breakfast with Mommy and we just needed something to tie us over, Little One.” Kara responded, tickling daughter’s side briefly.
“And Jeju was right! We have biscuits, eggs, and bacon.” Lena told Ellie.
“Yummy!” Ellie said, waving her arms in the air, excitedly.
So, Lena and Kara took the hint and got them all breakfast. They spent some time together eating, then after they all finished their large breakfast, Ellie requested that they watch a movie. Lena knew that she and Kara needed to talk, so she got Ellie set up with the movie while Kara finished picking up from their meal. After they were both done, they told Ellie they would just be on the balcony for a minute, while she watched the movie.
As soon as Kara and Lena were on the private balcony off the living room, Kara pulled Lena in for a deep kiss. It took Lena by surprise because she was expecting Kara to just start talking, but it was definitely not unwelcome.
“Sorry, I’ve been wanting to do that” Kara said, after pulling back slightly.
“Never apologize for kissing me, Kara…” Lena said, keeping her arms wrapped around Kara’s neck and playing with the little hairs not caught in the blonde’s ponytail.
“... so what’s this phone call you wanted to talk to me about?” Lena finished.
“Clark called me and asked me to come to Smallville to help him with Conner. It seems Conner isn’t doing as well in adjusting as Ellie is, which I guess makes sense because he was living there much longer than she was” Kara started.
“And he needs your help with what exactly?” Lena asked, not trying to keep Kara from going but just trying to understand the full situation.
“Honestly, I think he just needs some support from someone who is like them…. And he is having trouble helping both Jordan and Conner control their powers especially with all of the trauma and other challenges with both kids.” Kara added
“Then, it sounds like your family needs you. When do you plan on leaving?” Lena asked
“Today… ideally…”
Lena’s eyes widened slightly at the urgency of the situation.
“...but we need to talk about Ellie.” Kara finished.
“Right! Did you want to take her with you or…” Lena trailed off.
“Well, I was going to see how you felt about her just staying here with you? I know it’s sudden and you probably have a lot of L-Corp stuff to catch up on, so if it’s too much and too short of notice, I completely understand”
“Kara!...” Lena interjected, trying to stop Kara’s nervous rambling even though Lena found it adorable.
“... of course, Ellie can stay with me. I mean she is my daughter too. I’d love to spend some one-on-one time with her.” Lena said, becoming excited at the thought.
And that was it. Lena and Kara finished ironing out some of the logistics, and Kara made sure that they had everything they could possibly need for the night. Kara was a little concerned about how Ellie would react, but luckily, the little girl wasn’t really fazed by the idea. She did need some reassurances that Kara would be back soon and that she could call or video chat with her whenever she wanted to, which gave Ellie the confidence she needed to remain calm about Kara leaving.
After a heartfelt goodbye from both Ellie and Lena, Kara grabbed her bag and flew to Smallville, leaving Ellie and Lena alone in Lena’s penthouse.
“So, Darling… What do you want to do today?” Lena asked Ellie as she sat down next to her daughter on the couch.
“Ummm… Can we play games and build a pillow fort?” Ellie asked excitedly and with a big smile on her face.
“Sounds wonderful,” Lena replied.
The mother daughter duo started by playing chess per Ellie’s request. Lena loved playing chess as a child, but as she grew up she liked it less and less because of the real life chess matches she found herself in with her family. But, playing with her own daughter and teaching Ellie some new moves, made Lena start to remember why she loved the game in the first place.
Eventually, Ellie asked if they could build the pillow fort and finish watching the movie she started earlier, so Lena obliged. Ellie wanted to help Lena at every turn, so everything Lena picked up a pillow or a blanket, Ellie wanted to help set it up and asked Lena why it should go there. Even though it took a lot longer to build this way, Lena was glad it took that extra time because she was able to teach her daughter and she could tell Ellie felt so happy being able to help her mother.
For the last part of their day after dinner, Ellie and Lena decided to cuddle on the couch. Lena put on a tv show for them to watch, but it didn’t last long because Ellie had gradually moved on the couch to lay on with her head on Lena’s leg. Lena suspected that Ellie was getting tired, so Lena gently scratched Ellie’s back for 10 or 15 minutes until she started to notice Ellie’s breathing slow and her eyes struggling to remain open.
“Ready to go to bed, Darling?” Lena smiled at Ellie, who was still laying on her mother’s leg.
“Not tired.” Ellie smothered a yawn with her hand as she slowly sat up to look at her mother as if to prove she still had energy.
Lena chuckled as she felt her heart melt because Her daughter was completely adorable.
“Well, even if you don’t feel tired, your body and mind still need rest, my Love” Lena said before pressing a light kiss on top of Ellie’s head as she pulled Ellie more into her lap.
Despite her earlier objections, Ellie was tired enough to not try and fight her mother. So, she gave into Lena and let her mother carry her into her bedroom.
“Can I have a story before bed?” Ellie asked, while she tried to hide another yawn by laying her head on Lena’s shoulder, once they stepped inside her bedroom.
“Of course, Darling.” Lena assured the toddler as she helped Ellie change into her pajamas.
“What story do you want?” the elder Luthor asked as the mother-daughter duo walked past the impressive book collection Lena bought for Ellie all those weeks ago.
“ummm,” Ellie contemplated, while her tongue slightly poked out of her mouth and she tilted her head a bit.
Lena watched as Ellie’s little fingers brushed over the various spines of the books on the self that was at the toddler’s eye-level. After a minute, Ellie stopped as her face lit up, and she looked a bit more awake than moments before.
“This one, Mommy!” Ellie said excitedly, as she pointed to a book about a kid superhero.
“Ok! This one it is,” Lena smiled, taking the book off the shelf and walking towards her daughter’s bed with the book in one hand and her daughter’s hand in the other.
Once she settled Ellie in her bed, Lena climbed beside the toddler and felt warmth wash over her when her daughter snuggled against her with her favorite stuffed teddy bear in her arms.
Ellie rested her head on Lena’s chest, causing Lena to instinctively wrap an arm around her daughter before starting the story.
Ellie was completely asleep by the third page of the story. Lena smiled as she paused the story to double check that Ellie was fully asleep before she tried to move and untangle herself from the little girl sleeping on top of her. Once Lena was sure Ellie wouldn’t wake up if she moved, Lena made her escape, and tucked Ellie in a bit more now that the toddler was alone in her bed. After tucking Ellie in, Lena moved towards the door, but found herself just watching the rising and falling of Ellie’s chest and listening to the light snores escaping her daughter.
Just spending time with her and enjoying these domestic things like putting her to bed are so amazing and calming. This is definitely more relaxing and stress-relieving than any yoga or meditation class. Lena joked to herself just before she closed Ellie’s door half way and made her way towards her own room.
After Lena got herself ready for bed, she got comfortable in her Alaskan king bed. Then, Lena grabbed her phone from the nightstand and texted Kara to tell her “goodnight” and that she and Ellie miss her. Lena suspected that Kara would be busy helping Clark and would respond when she got some time, so she was a little surprised when she saw her phone vibrate as Kara’s name popped up.
“Hey, Darling” Lena said, smiling as she answered the phone.
“Hey! Sorry, I hope I didn't wake you” Kara said, quickly.
“I just texted you like 2 minutes ago, Kara” Lena responded, jokingly.
“Right, well, I don’t want to keep you too long, I know you were about to go to sleep, then. But, I wanted to update you while I had a few minutes.” Kara added.
“How’s it going there?” Lena asked, leaning back onto the headboard of her bed.
“It’s… going. Conner is struggling, but I think it has more to do with his powers coming in than anything else. Between the two of us, Clark and I were able to figure out that his nervousness and fear was coming from feelings within him that he wasn’t where they were coming from.”
“What do you mean?” Lena asked, needing some more clarification.
“Well, Clark had talked to Donna a few days ago to ask about the remaining Cadmus members, which by the way were all caught so we are officially done with that horrible organization…”
“That’s amazing!” Lena interjected.
“Yeah, I was planning on reaching out in the next few days to check-in, too. But anyway… he called to get access to Conner’s records to see if he could figure out what had been done to him. And it turns out they had him wearing a red sunlight bracelet to dampen his powers for most of the day. They were afraid he would be able to overpower them if he was at his full strength especially when they did tests in yellow sunlight.” Kara added
“Meaning what exactly?”
“Meaning, all his life his powers have been controlled and dampened, but now he has way more exposure to yellow sunlight and without any red sun to counteract anything. So, we think he is just scared he will hurt himself or someone else, which is why he has been so resistant to others. It also doesn’t help that he didn’t truly know what was going on with him.” Kara explained.
“Wow… poor kid. I’m sure that had to be horrible for him. Do you and Clark have a plan?”
“Yeah, there are some small amounts of red sun at the Fortress of Solitude like for when Lois was pregnant with the twins, and they didn’t know how the Kryptonian DNA would impact her and they wanted to keep any possible powers from the twins at bay. So, Clark is going to get it and give it to Conner. Over time he will lessen and lessen the amount as he works with Conner to control his powers and as Conner becomes more aware of everything he is experiencing.” Kara finished, sounding relieved.
“That’s good. I’m glad you and Clark found a way to help Conner.” Lena replied, sincerely
“Me too! I told Clark I would go to the Fortress first thing tomorrow to get the bracelet, and once we see that Conner is fine with everything, I’ll be on my way home. I’m hoping to get out of here by the afternoon.”
“Sounds perfect, Darling. Like I said in the text, Ellie and I miss you, but I want you to make sure that your family doesn’t still need you. We are fine here, so you should stay however long you need to.” Lena said.
Kara was so grateful to have Lena as her partner. She felt guilty all day leaving Lena and Ellie, but she knew that eventually, Ellie would go to school and she and Lena would have to go back to work full time. This wasn’t just a learning experience for Ellie, but for Kara as well. So, to hear Lena give her the reassurance that she was doing the right thing made her feel so much better, but it didn’t alleviate the yearning she felt to be with her daughter and her girlfriend.
“I will… and Lena, thank you. I love you so much” Kara said, effortlessly.
“I love you, too… I’ll see you when you get back” Lena replied, smirking just before the couple said their goodbyes and hung up.
Chapter 37: Midvale
Notes:
So sorry for the delay. Writers block mixed with a crazy work schedule were not a good combo!
Hope you're still with me, and I hope you enjoy this chapter.
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It has been an amazing month since Kara went to Smallville, and Kara and Lena have become even more in-sync with each other both as a couple and as co-parents. Even when Lena and Kara went back to work, they still managed to figure out a routine that worked for both of them and for their daughter. Ellie would often go to work with Lena, since she was the boss and had a giant private office where Ellie could stay (and it didn't hurt that she had the best assistant in the world, Jess, who looked after Ellie if Lena had a meeting.)
Other times, when Kara didn't need to be in CATCO all day, she would pick Ellie up and take her with her when she could. But, no matter what happened during the day, the little family always spent the evenings together. Luckily, there hadn't been as many Supergirl emergencies lately, but when there had been, Lena was there to make sure Ellie was taken care of. It also helped that Sam and Ruby were fully settled in National City and Alex was around to help out if need be.
Often when Lena had a meeting, Ellie would ask to stay with "Aunt Sam" in her office instead of waiting with Jess. Lena was so happy to have her best friend back and even happier that her daughter had developed such a great relationship with Sam and Ruby. Lena and Kara were thrilled that Ellie had continued to grow and overcome her anxiety and nervousness around others.
Since the the Luthor-Danvers and Danver-Arias crews got closer, everything else seemed to work itself out. And now, the extended families were both headed to Eliza's house in Midvale to celebrate Christmas all together. Lena offered to host everyone, but Eliza insisted because she loved having her kids and family home for the holidays.
"Jeju! Are we there yet?" Ellie shouted from her car seat in the back seat of Lena's Porsche that Kara was driving though because she knew where to go.
Kara laughed at Ellie’s excitement before answering her eager daughter.
"Yes, little one. Only a few more minutes." Kara grabbed Lena's hand and pulled it to her lips to kiss it. Kara could tell that Lena was a bit nervous about this week but she wasn't sure why.
"What's going on in the smart head of yours?" Kara asked softly.
Lena put her head back against the headrest and looked over to her love before answering.
"I don't know, darling. It's not like this is the first time I'm meeting Eliza, but I guess this is the first time I've ever really spent the holidays or an extended period of time with a partner's family." Lena admitted.
It was true. The only past relationship that was serious enough to even meet the parents was with Jack Sphere, but she never went on vacation or spent a long period of time with Jack's family.
"Lena..." Kara started, trying to sound as loving and reassuring as possible
"... Eliza loves you. I love you. I know you haven't had the best past experience with family, but I want this to start our family traditions. Besides, it's Ellie’s first Christmas ever in addition to her first Christmas in Midvale. I want this week to be perfect for you and for her. It's going to be wonderful." Kara finished by kissing the back of Lena's hand again.
Lena smiled because Kara was right. All her fears because of her past shouldn't impact her future with Ellie and Kara. Kara pulled up to Eliza's house and noticed Alex's car already in the driveway. The Luthor-Danvers crew piled out of the car and Kara insisted on getting their luggage, so Lena and Ellie went ahead inside Eliza's house.
"Zaza!" Ellie shouted as she ran to give Eliza a hug when she saw her inside.
"Your house is so big, and it’s snowing outside!" Ellie said as she kept looking around next to Eliza.
Eliza chuckled and picked Ellie up. Eliza walked over to Lena and kissed her cheek and said hello.
"I'm assuming Kara is getting your bags…" Lena nodded and Eliza continued: "come on then, we started baking cookies in the kitchen." Eliza said, dragging Lena and Ellie into the kitchen where Alex, Sam, and Ruby were.
Everyone said their hellos and Ellie started to help Eliza and Ruby make Christmas cookies. So, Alex, Sam, and Lena went to relax in the living room. A few minutes later Kara joined the group after putting their stuff in her and Alex's old room, since Alex and Sam were taking one guest bedroom and Ruby was in the other.
"I smell cookies!" Kara said as she sat down next to Lena. Alex, Sam, and Lena laughed at Kara's never ending desire to eat.
"Mom said that she wants to have our normal Christmas eve stuff tonight, then tomorrow we can relax and watch Christmas movies tomorrow. After that, she said we can do whatever we want for the rest of the week." Alex informed Kara and Lena.
"What constitutes a normal Danvers Christmas? What should I expect?" Lena asked.
"Well, first we make cookies which they already got a jump start on, then we have a family dinner. Eliza makes this grand feast, which I'm assuming she already finished by the smell. Then, she gives us matching pjs to sleep in when we open presents. Lastly, we finish the night watching Santa Claus movie in the living room together." Kara explained, all excited to share her Danvers traditions with Lena and their daughter.
Lena was about to comment about the matching pjs when Ellie came running into the room with flour all over her clothes.
"Ellie Luthor-Danvers!..." Lena warned Ellie and got her attention
"Don't sit on Zaza's furniture with flour all over yourself." Ellie froze at the warning from her mother.
"Come on, Little one. Let's get you cleaned up and see if Zaza needs any help anything." Kara said, picking Ellie up into her arms taking her back towards the kitchen.
Eliza noticed Kara and a flour-covered Ellie walk back into the kitchen as she and Ruby were finishing up making the salads.
"Looks like Jeju caught you huh, bug? Eliza asked Ellie, chuckling.
"Yeah… mommy didn't want me to get flour everywhere." Ellie said, almost disappointed.
Eliza just laughed. Eliza wasn't a stranger to having a messy house because of kids. Alex was a rough around the edges kid, and she would constantly come home covered in mud from sports or some substance from one of her science experiments. Eliza enjoyed the chaos that came with having children in her house. She loved having people, particularly family over whenever she could. Now that her daughters found partners, what she expected to be their forever partners, and had two grandkids (because yes, she considered Ruby her grandchild, too), Eliza couldn’t be happier and she certainly wasn't going to ruin her happiness by worrying about some flour mess.
"Do you need help finishing anything up, Eliza?" Kara asked, wiping Ellie’s hands with a wet paper towel.
"Yes, actually. Can you, Ruby, and Ellie start bringing the food to the table, while I get the cookies in the oven?" All three girls nodded and started to transport the food to the dining room table.
Eliza really out did herself this year. She cooked a turkey and a ham; there were multiple different side dishes, plus a few different pies, cookies and cakes for dessert.
"This looks amazing, Eliza!" Sam said as she, Alex and Lena walked into the dinning room.
"Thank you, honey. It’s one of my favorite days of the year, and we've been doing this Danvers style Christmas since Alex was a baby. So, over the years I've gotten it down pat. But, it’s nice to have new additions to the family now, so I might have gone a little over bored this year." Eliza said, smiling with pride.
The family all took their places around the table: Eliza at the head of the table, Kara sitting on her left and Alex on her right, then Ruby next to Alex and Ellie next to Kara, and Sam and Lena on the other sides of their respective daughters.
The family enjoyed their feast. Ruby and Sam couldn't get over how much food Ellie and Kara managed to eat, they finally realized why Eliza cooked so much food. The Kryptonians ate about 4x more than a normal human. After they finished eating, the group made their way to the living room where Eliza had a giant Christmas tree in the corner next to the TV.
"It's time for Kara's favorite part of the Danvers tradition." Eliza said as she walked over toward the tree to grab a large bag. She reached in the bag and handed everyone a pair of red and white pjs that had little Christmas trees on them. Ellie’s eyes went wide when she saw them.
"Can I put them on now, please, please, please?" Ellie begged Kara and Lena, causing the mothers to chuckle.
"Yes, little one. Actually, we are all going to put ours on now. So, let's go to our room and change.”
Lena picked Ellie up and followed Kara upstairs towards their room. Lena noticed two queen beds on opposite sides of the room with a grand window on the back wall between the two beds. Lena was able to pick out Kara's side of the room instantly.
Kara’s side was full of bright, bold blues while Alex's side was more neutral with dark blues and greys. Kara had Ellie sit down on Alex's bed to help her daughter change into her new outfit, so Lena went into the en suite bathroom to change herself.
After changing, Lena looked at herself in the mirror and sighed.
Only for Kara Danvers would I be caught dead in matching Christmas pjs. Lena laughed to herself as she went back into the bedroom. Kara and Ellie were all changed, too and sitting on Kara's bed giggling about something.
"Mommy! Are you ready to open presents?!? Jeju said we can get presents and cookies after we change." Ellie said practically skipping to the door.
"Yes, darling." Lena said smiling.
After Lena’s approval, Ellie jumped up and down a few times while waving her arms in the air before she spoke up.
"Let's go!" Ellie shouted and ran out the room to go down stairs.
Kara walked over to Lena and grabbed her around the waist, pulling her close.
"I got to say you in those pjs is really doing something to me....If we weren't in my mom's house and our daughter wasn't just next door, I'd show you just how irresistible you are to me " Kara smiled and whispered as she started to kiss up Lena's neck towards her pulse point.
Lena made this sound that was a cross between a laugh and a moan, and Kara thought it was the sexiest sound she's ever heard. But, before Lena could verbally respond, Kara moved back and gentle took Lena's hand to lead her back town stair to join every one else.
"Ok, kids, me first." Eliza said as she started to hand out the gifts she got for everyone.
Ruby and Ellie opened theirs first. Both kids jumped and hugged Eliza when they saw what their grandmother gave them. Ruby, who was an avid marvel fan, got a signed Avengers poster from all the main cast, and Ellie got a game set with over a dozen different board and card games. Over the last few months Eliza noticed how much Ruby loved comic book movies and how much Ellie liked to play games, so she thought those would be perfect, and she was right.
Eliza also got Lena some monogrammed scotch glasses, Kara a membership to potstickers of the month (from Kara favorite restaurant), Sam a monogrammed, weighted blanket (because according to Alex she was always cold) and Alex a watch that was refitted from one of Jeremiah's watches.
Next, Kara and Lena gave Ellie a bunch of books and toys. They also gave Ruby some video games, Alex a bottle of expensive scotch, Sam a bottle of expensive wine, and Eliza a framed picture of her with Ruby and Ellie from Thanksgiving (which made Eliza tear up a bit).
Then, Sam and Alex gave out their gifts. Sam went to give out the gifts while Alex excused herself and went to the back yard for a minute. Ellie got a pegasus stuffed animal (because Hercules was her favorite movie) and a small chess set; they gave Kara a new telescope, Lena a nice bottle of scotch (great minds think alike), and Eliza a bracelet with the names of her kids and grandkids on it.
After they opened their presents, Alex walked back in and said "you didn't think we forgot about you, squirt?" Alex said to Ruby who immediately noticed a small black kitten in Alex's arms.
"OhMyGosh!" Ruby said so quickly as she jumped up to greet her new furry friend.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" Ruby said as Alex handed her the kitten.
"You’re welcome, sweetie. You've been asking and since you have been responsible lately, Alex and I thought you could handle it. So, Alex picked her out and brought her here a few days ago so it would be a surprise." Sam explained going over to hug Alex around her side. Ruby sat down with the new kitten and Ellie came over slowly.
"I think I'll name him Salem, like after the cat in Sabrina the Teenage Witch." Ruby said, petting the black bundle of fur.
Ruby saw Ellie watching her and said "you can pet him, Ellie. It's ok. Just be really gentle."
Luckily Salem was not skittish around people and welcomed all the attention, so Ruby and Ellie played with Salem for a while on the floor, while the adults sat around them on the furniture.
Kara and Lena were snuggled up on one side of the couch, with Alex and Sam on the other side, and Eliza in the armchair nearest her grandkids. The family spent the rest of the evening laughing, talking, watching holiday movies, and just enjoying spending time together.
This really is turning out to be the best Christmas ever. Kara thought to herself as she pulled Lena closer and watched their daughter play with Ruby and Salem.
Chapter 38: Stars (The End)
Notes:
To be honest, I am not sure how much I love this chapter. I got the ending I intended, which I am proud of. So, i may go back and do some more edits later.
But I wanted to get it out to you guys. I hope you enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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It was night 4 of their vacation in Midvale, and Lena was loving every minute of it. Before meeting Kara, Lena knew that most people wouldn’t touch a Luthor with a ten-foot pole, so she never really imagined she could have this type of warm and unconditionally loving family. So, becoming a part of Kara’s family and starting a family of her own with Kara, Lena felt more complete and more at peace than she ever had in her entire life.
So, when Kara asked her to take a walk down by the lake behind Eliza’s house, Lena instantly said yes. Kara got Alex to keep an eye on Ellie just in case the toddler woke up, so they could spend as much time as they wanted together without fear of interruption.
After a few minute walk, Lena’s eyes went wide at the sight in front of her. There were string lights hanging from a tree nearest the lake, which only added to how the moon’s reflection was bouncing off the lake. And to top off the amazing view, Lena saw a picnic set up underneath the large oak tree. While Lena was still taking in the beauty in front of her, she felt Kara take her hand and guide her closer.
“Kara.. What.. what is all of this?” Lena asked, almost at a lack of words because of how beautiful and thoughtful everything was.
“I know we have had little mini-dates here and there after Ellie goes to sleep or before she wakes up, but I wanted this to be a proper date. I hope you like it.” Kara said, smiling, then bringing up Lena’s hand to her lips to place a soft kiss.
Lena wasn’t even sure what to say, so she just pulled Kara closer and pressed her lips against the Kryptonian’s. The kiss was soft at first, as though Lena was still trying to figure out what emotions she wanted to show Kara at this moment. But, Kara responded quickly and passionately, running her tongue along Lena’s bottom lip, seeking entrance. The Luthor let out a deep moan that Lena could feel in her bones, causing her to deepen the kiss even further.
"Sorry, I don't know what came over me, but seeing you smile like that and the prospect of a real date with you just sent me over the edge I guess." Lena said, embarrassed.
"Lena, did it seem like I wasn't enjoying myself?..." Kara said with a smirk on her face. Lena laughed in response realizing that Kara had in fact kissed her back just as passionately as she kissed Kara.
"...Lena, kiss me anytime and anywhere you want. Trust me, I will never get tired of you."
Lena blushed at Kara’s words especially when she made an inflection on the word "anywhere." Kara was about to add something no doubt regarding the blushing that had crept across Lena’s face, but her stomach started to growl causing Lena to laugh.
"Let's eat first then we can get back to this later if you still want to" Lena said while she pulled Kara down with her onto the picnic blanket. .
Kara pulled out the tray of snacks and retrieved two glasses and a bottle of red wine from the picnic basket, then the blonde uncorked the wine and poured two glasses, before handing one to Lena. .
“Cheers.” Lena held up her glass for Kara to tap, before taking the first sip.
Both women let out a sigh of contentment and relaxation, as they let the rich flavor of the wine flow over their tongues, and felt the gentle warmth of each other nearby. Then, Kara moved over a little to lean up against the oak tree, motioning for Lena to move to sit in front of her.
So, Lena smiled as she took the hint. She maneuvered so she was sitting between Kara’s legs, with her back snuggled against Kara’s chest. Lena rested her head comfortably against her girlfriend’s shoulder, as she felt Kara wrap her arms around the CEO’s waist.
The couple stayed in each other’s arms without a care in the world. They enjoyed just being together and allowing the world to disappear around them. They barely even talked because they didn’t need to . All they needed in this moment was each other and to hold each other, silently promising that this was it for them. That no matter what came their way, Kara and Lena would figure it out.. Together.
But, finally after what felt like hours, Kara broke their comfortable silence, but letting out a quiet promise to the woman she loved most in the world.
“I’m going to marry you someday”
Kara knew that their unsaid words were enough for them both, but Kara also knew Lena deserved the best and deserved clear promises and commitment from her.
“Is that so?” Lena said, smirking.
“If you’ll have me” Kara replied, placing a kiss on Lena’s temple.
“You know… a little birdy told me she found a ring in your bag” Lena said, smiling.
“Our daughter is quite a sly child, isn’t she…. But, it’s not what you think. It’s the present Eliza gave Alex. It’s Alex’s grandmother’s engagement ring, and Alex told me Eliza jumped the gun on that. But, she also knew she would need it for Sam one day. The problem was making sure Sam didn’t find it before they were ready.” Kara explain, hoping Lena hadn’t gotten her hopes up too high.
“And Alex asked you to hold it for her.” Lena connected the dots.
“Yeah. I’m sorry if you thought…. Even though, I might not be proposing at this very moment, but I will… Soon” Kara said, finishing her statement with more determination than when she started, which made Lena’s heart skip a beat at the image of future Kara down on one knee in front of her.
“Soon” Lena repeated, not to pressure Kara, but to confirm that she would also be ready in the near future.
At that, Lena leaned further back into Kara’s chest, as Kara held her tighter. The couple spend the rest of the evening and night snuggled together full of excitement for their future together.
El Mayarah….. Stronger together.
And they were and always would be.
Notes:
Thank you all for reading and for all of the support throughout this process. It means the world to me, and I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I have enjoyed writing it.
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