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2025-04-20
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2025-07-20
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Sunshine held in (slipping from) my fingertips.

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Rui was doing just fine, trying to journal his life like Mizuki told him to. It doesn't take much for everything to feel like it's collapsing around him...

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Hehe...

I've been working on this on and off for a while and was going back and forth about posting something I thought others would think is cringe until my friend told me cringe is dead, so here it is!! I really love Ruikasa and this is a long project I'm actually kinda proud of! The updates will be short, as, like I said, I work on this on and off because I have a clear end goal, but I want to fill more stuff in between what I have written and the ending I have planned, so if things seem a little disjointed and get moved around a bit later, that's why! I hope whoever reads this likes this!! :)

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Chapter 1: 8/27/23

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I guess this is a new journal I'm starting? Mizu-chan told me that I should start journaling or something so that I can get all of my… wait what did they text me again, I forgot- they said that it would “give you somewhere to put your smitten, repressed, gay thoughts for Tsukasa-senpai because I'm getting sick of hearing them, you're going to make me homophobic”. For their information, they are not repressed and they are not gay, I am just very vocal about my opinion that Tsukasa-kun is very pretty and an amazing actor.

Update; I refuse to accept the possibility that I might be gay.