18 Works in Magnus Bane Has Panic Attacks
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You Will Be Mine by Kasper_TAG
Fandoms: The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, Shadowhunters (TV)
09 Apr 2023
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Magnus was grumpy. Like, really grumpy. The grumpiest he had been in decades. His wrist was broken, his magic was acting up again, and now Alec Lightwood was being a nice, stubborn asshole. Why'd he have to be so nice? And so goddamn stubborn?
From chapter Nineteen:
Alec shook his head. "I still should have asked. O–or told you what I wanted to do. Or something. I'm so sorry," he said, his voice shattering on the last word as tears spilled from his eyes.Now Magnus felt as though their roles had been reversed, that Alec was the one in need of calming and consolation. He pulled Alec's hands from his face, one by one, and held one in his good hand as he tried to find the right words to say. "Consent is really important to you, isn't it?"
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- Part 2 of Otherworldly
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Would've, Could've, Should've by angelsmalec for DAkuCintaKamuM
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments (Movies)
10 Dec 2022
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Second part of the one-shot Peace. You can read this one without having read the first part, because it can be considered a standalone, but there are some parts you won't understand unless you've read Peace, so I highly recommend reading it first! Find it in my profile!
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Alec wakes up after the eventful morning where Magnus found him in the bathroom with his blade. Magnus finally knows Alec was abused by not only his father Robert, but also by his former boyfriend Caleb. He realizes he might have met Caleb and things start to go downhill.Series
- Part 8 of Painful Love
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Fanboys by Liron, WhyAreTheyLikeThis
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
28 Feb 2022
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Alec loves Magnus' Star Wars fanfiction. He slides into the author's DMs, and the rest is history.
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Worlds Apart by Kasper_TAG
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
17 Jan 2022
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Magnus was fighting to get his newly awakened powers back under control when an unexpected guest arrived at his door. Alec Lightwood, the beyond gorgeous man he met at the Institute's party last weekend, came to ask Magnus out on a date! What was Magnus going to do? And what was his magic going to do? It was bound to be a first date to remember!
From chapter six:
Alec pulled Magnus back into the kiss and wrapped his arms around him. There was no urgency or fire within their contact, only soft and languid presses of their lips and breathy moans as they melted into each other. Alec was solid, muscled, and firm beneath Magnus, an intriguing contrast to the tender flesh of his lips and slick touch of his tongue as Magnus deepened the kiss. Alec's fingers were tangled in his hair, tugging on the strands with just the right amount of force, sending little waves of pleasure-pain along his spine. Even with all of the contact, the sweet intimacy, Magnus' magic stayed at a low simmer inside of him. Maybe his magic really was under control.Series
- Part 1 of Otherworldly
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I'm so sick of myself by w_hatev_er (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
28 Jul 2021
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Magnus was standing on the brooklyn bridge, watching as the moonlight shimmered over the water. He could feel the droplets of rain running down his face and soaking his clothes.
He chuckled, his hands shaking as he ran them through his hair. He stepped closer to the ledge and took off his jacket.
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Alexander Lightwood has a mutation that makes his angelic wings always visible. His boyfriend and mate, immortal high warlock Magnus Bane is centuries old and has plenty of knowledge.
As it turns out, Alec's mutation isn't exactly as simple as a naturally occurring change in his DNA. Which puts both Magnus and Alec into trouble.
This book will touch more on deeper subjects such as depression, suicidal thoughts/self harm, child abuse, and anxiety. Please be warned.
Sequel to Unique.
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- Part 2 of Winged!Alec Lightwood
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Immortal warlock Magnus Bane is familiar with the Shadowhunters of New York City. However his first time meeting Alec Lightwood brings Magnus to the attention of Alec's soul and its uniqueness.
Having angel blood and human blood in one being can sometimes lead to changes, mutations within one's being. Although these are rare and uncommon, they aren't unheard of. So when Alec develops a mutation of his own, he turns to Magnus for help.
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- Part 1 of Winged!Alec Lightwood
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Brave by angelsmalec
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments (Movies)
27 Mar 2021
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Magnus has a panic attack because of a nightmare.
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There are certain points during the year when Magnus will just stop. After three years of marriage, Alec has anticipated and listed all the dates when Magnus will close up on him, when his husband will become unresponsive.
Now, it is April 30th, and Alec elects to discover the cause of his husband's suffering in an attempt to do anything he can to assist in the prevention of his pain. What he finds are Magnus's memories.
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When Magnus experiences attacks of fear or panic, terrors of his past overwhelming his mind, the omamori charm and his husband are there to ground him.
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- Part 4 of 5 Months of Shadowhunters Challenge
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Magnus has a panic attack and mistakes it for Covid-19 symptoms. Alec is there to calm him down.
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- Part 2 of Quarantined AU
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Drowning in the Cold (Am I Going to Die?) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
15 Jul 2019
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A nice date turns disaster when Magnus tries to save a small warlock child and ends up falling through a frozen pond in Central Park.
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I've Turned Into A Monster (I'm Sorry) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare, The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
09 Jul 2019
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When Magnus has a bad day, the last thing he expects is for it to turn even worse when Alec gets home. He doesn't mean to lash out but he does and Alec is left trying to heal and pick up the pieces.
(I suck at summaries, sorry)
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When You Are At The End Of Your Rope, Tie A Knot and Hold On by boyhades for Thranduilland
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV)
03 May 2019
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So the wonderful @I_have_a_Mycroft_of_my_very_own let me expand on their headcanon of Magnus carving things into himself but having glamoured them away so that nobody can ever see them. But when his magic is locked inside him, the glamours lift revealing what he had done to himself. Their fic is called "To Write Love On His Arms"
This is a fic that contains graphic self harm, do not read if you are upset by this. Also this is set in a universe where Lorenzo doesn't take his loft:)
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Inside Your Mind by boyhades
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Mortal Instruments Series - Cassandra Clare
21 Dec 2018
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"There you are," A familiar voice pulls him out of his reverie and Magnus welcomes the distraction. Holding the now luke-warm cup of tea, he spins round and puts on a smile.
That's all he could do and it wore him down more than anything.
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After losing his magic, Magnus finds himself plagued with nightmares he can't control. Alec is always there to help him pick up the pieces after he wakes.
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- Part 19 of Tumblr Prompts
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Overworked. Overtired. Overwhelmed. Magnus Bane may be an incredible warlock, but there's only so much that he can take.
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the gang goes out to have fun, but Simon discovers something unpleasent
(trigger warning: bulimia)
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- Part 1 of bulimic!Magnus