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    It’s been months since disaster struck inside the Black Family home—since everything fell apart.

    Now, Regulus is on his way to, what he can confidently say is a “disaster in the making”; one, that even he believes won’t last. After the last several homes collapsing, he’s just about given up on finding, what his social worker likes to call “his forever home”.

    But, at some point, he starts to believe, finding his “forever home” doesn’t quite exist. Can you even blame him?

    With secrets in tow, he enters his most recent permanent placement—the Potters. Whilst he tries to navigate a new school, an unfamiliar family, and his guilt—Regulus struggles to keep his guard up. Can he trust this new family and the fragile connections he’s starting to form, or will the ghosts of his past ruin everything once again?

    This is a Modern Marauders Era, High School, Foster Care AU.

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    "Don't bother coming to the mansion for the summer, not after what you did"
    "But James..."

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    After the events of 'The prank' (which takes a twist on the original plot; only Snape goes poking around in the minds of others) James and the others begin to ignore Sirius, leading to him returning to Grimmauld place, and becoming the heir his family wished for.

    Only for him to return for his 6th year different

    Can the marauders fix their mistake.

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    Regulus and James are finally settling into the fragile rhythm of their “maybe”, secret kisses in storage closets, stolen moments between classes, and the electric joy of wanting someone they’re not sure they’re allowed to have. Things are messy and careful and sweet, right up until Sirius Black overhears one single, catastrophically incriminating line and immediately launches into a full-volume breakdown in the middle of the corridor.

    What follows is pure chaos, Sirius screaming, James panicking, Regulus threatening to flee the country, and Remus forcibly herding all three of them into a classroom for a Very Serious Relationship Intervention. Wolfstar are together (and thriving), Sirius’ protective big brother instincts go nuclear, and James and Regulus try to explain their not-quite-a-relationship to an audience that absolutely wasn’t supposed to find out yet.

    Long kisses, accidental hickeys, sibling drama, found-family softness, and a very tired Remus Lupin trying to mediate four emotionally unstable boys at once.
    Or:
    The day the secret is not-so-secret anymore…and it’s exactly as hilarious and disastrous as you’d expect.

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    The morning after their secretly emotional night together, Regulus is determined to pretend everything is normal. His plate is “accidentally” already empty, his posture is perfect, and he refuses to look at James Potter for more than half a second. Unfortunately for him, James has absolutely no ability to act normal under any circumstances, let alone in the Great Hall while desperately trying to confirm that Regulus has eaten something.

    While James stares holes through the Slytherin table, Sirius tries (and fails) to figure out what is wrong with his best friend, Remus quietly manages Sirius’s own lingering eating struggles with practiced gentleness, and Regulus fights to appear composed while sneaking the smallest grape in history past his inner critics.

    Across the room, gazes meet, breaths hitch, toast is reluctantly eaten, and nothing is said out loud, but everything is said in silence.

    It’s a breakfast full of tension, healing, soft moments, and James Potter being the least subtle human being alive.

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    Sirius doesn’t know what living is until he comes to Hogwarts. All the curses and screams disappear once he steps on the platform but they always come back at night.

    #First fic, please leave feedback :)#

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    A week after trying to believe he’s “pretty enough,” Sirius wakes up to another crushing wave of insecurity that hits even harder than before. A comment from Slughorn shoves him straight into panic, and by the time classes end, he’s dizzy, shaking, and barely holding himself together. Remus tries his best to help, but this time, he brings someone else in too: Regulus.

    For the first time, the Black brothers speak honestly about the damage their parents did to them, food, mirrors, weight, perfection, punishment, and the silent rules that still whisper in their heads. They realize they’ve been surviving the same battle, separately, for years.

    It’s raw, painful, and strangely healing.
    Pretty words don’t fix everything…
    but sharing the bad days makes them hurt a little less.

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    A couple of days after Remus helped Sirius through his breakdown, things aren’t magically better.

     

    Sirius wakes up shaky, hollow, and hating himself for still struggling. He keeps trying to be “fine,” but every little thing, his reflection, his clothes, the way his hair sits, sets off another wave of panic. Remus stays with him through all of it: grounding him, brushing his hair back, telling him it’s okay to have bad days, and reminding him that being “pretty” doesn’t fix trauma.

     

    Healing isn’t linear… but Sirius isn’t facing it alone anymore.

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    Remus meets Sirius, James, and Peter at university, and they become friends. yay, we love a happy story. basically, they're all theatre nerds.

    Remus is cast as Romeo and Juliet is none other than Sirius Black. so get ready for a ton of backstage chaos, late-night conversations, and all the beautiful things uni life (and love) brings

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    James Potter has always had problems with food. But it's normal, right? Everybody has stared at disgust at their own body from the age of eight. Everyone has a mum who tells them they're getting fat after two meals. And most definitely, everyone has a best friend thats so much skinnier than them. So much thinner. But James can't be jealous. He has so much to live for, right?

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    Sirius struggles with disordered eating and Remus finds him.

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    Sirius Black gets locked in his family's wine cellar as a punishment. It's one that he's quite used to, but this time is different. Because this time, he can't tell how long he's going to be stuck in there.
    And the shadows start to spread.

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    Two years after graduating from Hogwarts, Sirius and Remus have to learn how to handle being long distance, which is more difficult now than ever with their more strict schedules. Right after graduation, James and Lily had gotten married, which Sirius envied for their ability to do so.

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    It's Sirius's birthday and he doesn't eat any cake. Why doesn't he eat any cake?

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    "That comment hurt Sirius in a way that not even his mother's punishments could do. That was when Sirius Black decided to be different from his family, to prove that he was not a murderer, that he was not a Black, that he would stand out and be noticed, that he was Sirius after all, the brightest star after the sun, and he would live up to his name.

    -Maybe I'll break tradition," Sirius exclaimed with a faint playful grin.

     

    Long fic, Hogwarts Years and post-war, Sirius pov
    It's mostly canon so be mentally prepared and be good to yourself please.
    I look forward to writing the fifth year (mmm masochism?) it will contain THE prank, sirius will develop an ed, sirius and lily's friendship; James and Marlene's, lily and Remus's.... Enjoy and let me know if you like it <3

    I will try to do updates every day or every other day. I want it to be good. If I see that they like it I will try even harder.
    Sorry if the translation isn't good enough, I don't normally speak English I hope it's not a problem, because I want to know your opinion of the fic, thank you very much, I hope you like it.

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    peter loves his friends but too much attention to one of them is not good

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    peter is not exactly a good friend

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    Sirius Black talks about his eating disorder in the safety of James’ bed.

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    1. At the core of Sirius Black lies happiness and vitality.
    2. Sirius Black was still standing, at the present moment.
    3. Therefore, Sirius Black must not be sad.

    Surely Sirius’ beloved formal logic was not lying to him.

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    Try to find a new hobby you can do together! We recommend something challenging and exciting – map making, for example! But any kind of competition might also work nicely.

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    “Do you have any complaints about me being here?” James asks. It's just a question out of courtesy, really, since James has no intention at all to move back to his previous seat. No matter how much Black raises his sexy eyebrow at James, it would be a hard sell for him to pretend he isn't interested in James' company after the amount of library meetings they had.

    “No complaints,” Black says, the little smirk on his lips doing things for James. “Just wondering if you're trying to sabotage my ability to gain points for my house.”

    James laughs and leans closer to Black. His parchment creases further beneath his elbow but James doesn't even notice. “So what you're saying is that I'm very distracting.”

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    Reg's dead. He drowned. Don't try to come to the funeral, your mother would kill you. I'll tell you where they buried him when everyone's gone.
    Keep my number this time.
    I'm sorry Sirius.
    Cissa.

     

    OR: Regulus Arcturus Black is dead. Sirius has to find a way to live with it.

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