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    A year ago, the world didn't end. Now it's summer and the cicadas are buzzing, and something is changing. Something is going to give.

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    03 Nov 2025

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    this one is just so sweet and soft and i'm so in love.

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    “I have seen every beautiful thing brought forth onto the earth since the dawn of creation, every small kindness and every perfect flower and every temple built by the hands of the faithful,” Cas murmurs into his ear as he drops his body down to half-cover Dean’s, their faces pressed close like two sides of a coin. “I have learned every language ever spoken in the tongues of men and angels, listened to every note of music, heard children laughing in every age of this world. And none of it, Dean, none of it compares to you.”

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    How do you break something you've built?

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    30 Sep 2025

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    holly fuck, this writing is gorgeous, gorgeous, beautiful.

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    There’s a softness in Sam’s mouth that Dean eats like a memory, a wisp of boyhood so quickly washed away by the stench blood and salt. Dean’ll take it, all of it, all the ugly sticky shameful beauty that he can kiss off Sam’s hallowed chest.

    There’s dirty you can’t scrub off no matter how hard you try, things that are thicker than blood, things that soak into your bones and follow you everywhere. There’s so much he can’t give Sam but at least there’s things that no one can take away.

    Sam’s a bruise of a boy, blooming green-blue-indigo-violet under Dean’s skin.

    The inside bruises are the hardest ones to heal.

    Time can't move when all you can do is hold on.

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    In his final year of college, Dean Winchester’s got a lot of decisions to make: what he’s going to do with his life, where he’s going to do it, and most importantly, which girl he’s going to do... right now. And later tonight. And the next night. And the next—

    When new transfer student Castiel Novak shows up first in his class, and then his friend group, Dean can’t help but see it as an infiltration. Something is up with Castiel, and he’s going to find out what. More accurately, he’s going to enlist his best and longest suffering hacker friend, Charlie Bradbury, to do it for him.

    Not a single one of Dean’s suspicions has anything to do with the fact that upon their first meeting, Castiel insults his shoes, his general existence, and his masculinity by— looking at him like that.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    the best thing i ever read, god this one is GOOD!! the characters are so human and real and funny. i'm a huge sucker for all that 'i'm not gay' angst.

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    “How many guys have you slept with?”

    “A few.”

    “Have you ever slept with a girl?”

    “No.”

    “What’s your favorite part of sleeping with a guy?”

    “The sleeping part.”

    “When did you know you were gay?”

    “So far back I can’t even remember.”

    “What’s it like to kiss a guy?”

    “Bristly.”

    “Do you ever find girls attractive?”

    “Sure.”

    “Would you ever sleep with a girl?”

    “If there was a gun to my head.”

    “Top or bottom?”

    “Top or bottom?”

    “What?”

    “Well, what are you?”

    “Straight. So the question doesn’t apply.”

    “Doesn’t it?”

    “No.”

    “Okay.”

    “So… top or bottom?”

    “Top, usually. Unless the other guy is squirrelly about bottoming. Can I ask you a question now? A real one, I promise.”

    Dean’s in the bag enough by this point. “Hit me.”

    They’re sitting side by side on the back porch. A few other people are milling around, but they’re at a big farmhouse in the country with a wraparound porch. It wasn’t exactly difficult to find some privacy. Castiel leans against one of the porch’s support beams, palms resting on his thighs. “Why are you so interested in all of this?”

    Dean licks his lips. “Because I have a natural-born curiosity about the world around me?”

    “That’s one answer, I suppose.”

    “Well, why are you so willing to tell me all of this, smart guy?”

    Castiel drums his fingers on his beer bottle. “That’s actually a good question.”

    “All right, well, you think on that while I go find Suzie. She told me to come find her later and, you know.” Dean waggles his eyebrows and phantom-nudges Castiel with his elbow.

    “Do you ever get tired of that?”

    Dean finishes draining his beer and raises his eyebrows. “Tired of what?”

    “Bragging about sleeping with an endless parade of women you don’t know.”

    Dean laughs. He puts down his beer bottle and walks over to Castiel, standing directly in front of him. He puts both hands on Castiel’s shoulders and squeezes. “Castiel, buddy. That’s the whole point.” He heads off to find Suzie, whistling a jaunty tune.

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    Furious and frustrated, he nearly climbs into Ivan’s lap when Ivan reminds Till he’s ovulating. What a terrible time to be celibate.

    Till has always salivated somewhat excessively, but when one of his professors comments on it, he goes to desperate lengths to resolve the problem.

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    22 Sep 2025

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    this writing is chief kiss

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    Till tugs on Ivan’s hair. The woes of a terminal symbiotic host-parasite relationship. He’s stuck with Ivan just like Ivan is stuck with him. “For the record, I refute this thesis.”

    “Refute? Someone’s been studying.”

    “I’m going to kill you.”

    “Unlikely."

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    “Want me all to yourself?” Tim asks, still rough from being choked, and Damian’s face burns, shame flooding through him.

    Because yes. He does.

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    (reverse robins, but make it DamiTim)

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    20 Sep 2025

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    omg this is so godamn good?!!

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    Damian is still frozen as he hears the throttle of Hood’s bike. He thinks he might never move again, that they’ll build a second memorial case around him right here. Another cautionary tale.

    When Jason stalks back as the roar of the engine fades away, Damian is still there, staring at the place his brother used to be.

    It always feels like he’s staring at the place his brother used to be.