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    Are you sitting comfortably? Then I'll begin...

    Wrestling fics, some written by me, some written by others, read out loud for your enjoyment.

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    "...Beyond offers of murder and retribution most bloody, half-forgotten instincts were making themselves known, like ghosts shimmering through his thoughts. Cups of hot chocolate, blankets coated with the scent of pack, hugs and other forms of easy affection... all of it more than he could offer, but he wanted to. Wanted to wrap Stiles up in what pack had once been and promise Stiles that their world was more than loss and death."

    (Or: If the adults of Beacon Hills began acting like grown-ups.)

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    20 Oct 2025

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    Enterprise is safe to fly another day. All thanks to Captain James T. Kirk's sacrifice. He's made peace with his death, even though it breaks his heart one final time to see the hurt in Spock's eyes. Still, the last thing he gets to see is the face of one of his dearest friends... until his eyes snap back open. Not in a hospital. In a shuttle as it lands at the Academy.

    “Once you exit the shuttle you are free to return to your dorms. Those of you who are new, you’ll follow me to registration and physicals,” a vaguely familiar-looking officer says, and Jim’s heart stops in his chest. Surprising, considering it shouldn’t be beating at all.

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    30 Mar 2024

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    It’s the final six months of their original five-year mission and Kirk is badly injured in a cave-in, requiring an 11-day stay in the medical clinic on Starbase 4. McCoy and Spock are at his side, while the crew enjoys the base’s shore leave opportunities.

    Comfortable but bedridden, Kirk has time to reflect and scrutinize his decisions over the past 4½ years. Dozens of TOS episodes are referenced. Kirk’s neighbor in the med clinic, a telepath, learns of Spock’s plan to undergo Kolinahr and spills the beans to Kirk. Jim confronts Spock about it and learns what Spock really wants: a t’hy’la bond with him.

    During a series of earnest conversations and intimate, late-night melds to discover if their minds are compatible, Jim and Spock slowly reveal their innermost selves and acknowledge a deep love for one another.

    The story spans only two weeks, but there are lots of references to the past and future. Story is canon compliant with the episodes, but not with the movies, since Spock never goes to Gol.

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    06 Jun 2021

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    That bloody brilliant Spirk fic that I loved!

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    Los Ingobernables de Japon are mercenaries; talented in ways that not many are. They take on jobs not many would, fearlessly going into danger that most wouldn't survive. The reason for this fearlessness is the gift of Bushi, a talented reader of The Cards, helping guide the team through perils without a scratch, until they receive The Warning - something is coming.

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    06 Aug 2020

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    The last thing Shinsuke'd breathed into his ear that morning in the alcove was a soft 'Hurry home,' though they both knew sometimes their many other obligations didn't allow for such promises.  Already, as he made his distracted way back around the car, the early fall sun had dipped below the treeline; the sky gently aglow the way Shinsuke's face would light up when he came though the door, ready to greet him with something even sweeter than 'hurry home,' something sappy and romantic, like--

    "Hey, dumbass!"

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