TearsInMySoul
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Based on Season 2 Episode 8.
John B just fought off an alligator. A freakin’ gator. It was so crazy. It was insanely cool. It was painful as fuck, and John B was pretty sure he was gonna bleed out, stuck on the roof of a half-submerged van. The only thing he knew for sure? It was all JJ’s fault.
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Of Contradictions and Constellations by wisteria (TearsInMySoul)
Fandoms: Outer Banks (TV)
06 Jun 2025
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John B and JJ, the deadly duo written in the stars, magnetic forces that couldn’t leave well enough alone. An intimacy that shouted in the face of something intense and desperate, to feel nothing or to feel everything, a cliff’s edge that John B teetered on. But when push comes to shove, which way will John B fall?
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4+1. Four times John B and JJ interrupted each other at the most unwarranted moments. And the one time it was perfectly timed.
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July 19th was a day that haunted the Maybanks. A day they couldn’t escape, a grief that held them so, and blue eyes that might just damn them, in the end.
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Stranded on Poguelandia, JJ makes a rule. No one goes off alone. Four days in, and Sarah breaks that rule. But there’s a mirror hanging between JJ and Sarah, reflecting those purple bruises around her throat, and JJ knows her pain, even if she doesn’t know his yet.
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baby, both arms cradle you now by catboy_enthusiast
Fandoms: The Perks of Being a Wallflower - All Media Types, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012), The Perks of Being a Wallflower - Stephen Chbosky
30 Jun 2025
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"He swallowed, softly rapping his knuckles on the soft pink wood of her door. He tugged his shirt down once, twice, and a third, before it swung open.
“Oh. Charlie.”
He kept his head down, trying in vain to keep his voice steady. It wouldn't work, no matter what he tried.
“You said that– that if I– it…” he swallowed. “That I could– I could come to you?” He hated how his voice lilted up at the end, how weak it had sounded, like a question. He felt himself tear up and cursed whatever he could, avoiding looking at her as much as possible.
Her voice softened a fraction, making space for him to enter.
“Yeah, yeah… of course..”
He hated how he hated how genuine she sounded."It's a bad night for Charlie, so he does the only thing he *can* do. Talk to Candace about it.
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14 Nov 2025
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Peter’s life was finally falling into place—an internship with Tony Stark, a loving home, and a future within reach. But when tragedy strikes and a new guardian steps in, everything begins to fracture. As the walls close in, Peter’s greatest strength may be the people who refuse to stop searching for him.
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My version of May's Abusive Boyfriend.
I added a BONUS SCENE!
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05 Oct 2025
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Inspired by The Victorious by NezumiPi
Fandom: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, The Hunger Games (Movies)
23 Nov 2025
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23 Sep 2025
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Apple Bobbing by Ilovemcu
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
30 Sep 2024
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Tony shouldn’t have participated. He’d been so stupid. Should’ve been more cautious. He shouldn’t have joined in on the Halloween games with his teammates.
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Tony did not expect apple bobbing to trigger flashbacks to his water boarding in Afghanistan.Bookmarked by TearsInMySoul
04 Sep 2025
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Dear Mom and Dad,
I know what it’s like to snowball. To hear one thing, see one look, and feel it grow and grow in my chest. I learned how to internalize it. I learned how to be happy whenever I was with anyone, even a single person to stand next to me. If they do that, then I can take a breath. Because that means I’m not alone in my brain. I’m always stuck in my brain, and there’s no way out. I feel everything, like I'm on the verge of an explosion or combustion every waking moment. I’m living in that space where you get a second wind before you collapse. That's every single moment and day of my life.
Marcus used to be my person to help. I helped him, because I needed to be around people. If Marcus was around me, and so were my friends, I could almost be normal. No one needs me anymore. He’s getting better. My friends found a better version of me.
I love you, but I can't stay here anymore. My brain is too loud. I can't be alone any longer. By the time you read this, I'll be in my room, I’m sorry.Love, Maxine.
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30 Jun 2025