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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    When Rawlins arrived that morning, Connor felt the first pang of unease.

    The man was large, broad-shouldered, with the kind of weathered face that looked carved from stone. Deep-set eyes, a nose that had been broken at least twice, and the permanent shadow of stubble along his jaw. He wore his coat like armour, unbuttoned, revealing a holster strapped openly at his hip.

    He didn’t offer his hand. Didn’t greet Connor with so much as a nod. Instead, his eyes flicked once to Connor’s LED, and his mouth twisted. “So this is the machine I’ve heard about.”

    “Hello, my name is Connor,” Connor supplied. “I’ll be your partner until Lieutenant Anderson is cleared to return.”

    Rawlins grunted, brushing past him. “We’ll see.”

     
    Or, after Hank is placed on medical leave, Connor is reassigned to a new partner from a different precinct. Unfortunately, his new partner is more interested in using Connor as a tool than treating him like a living being.

     
    Whumptober 2025
    Day 5: Quivering
    Day 8: Held at Gunpoint | Dissociation
    Day 12: Withholding Medical Treatment
    Day 19: “You’re on your own, lost in the wild.” | Dehumanisation | Living Weapon | On Patrol | Song: Psycho, Muse

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    09 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    The Row is cut off from the city. There is no hope but the residents try to muddle through in uncertain times.

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    17 Aug 2025

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    How do you survive in an abusive household?

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    25 May 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    It still manages to astonish Dean how well and thoroughly one’s life can get fucked into little pieces in a manner of seconds.

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    Dean is a retired tree surgeon, artist, and reluctant babysitter

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    17 May 2025

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    Three different moments in Robby and Abbot’s relationship—when they first meet, when they make a mistake, and when they finally get it together.

    The first time Jack Abbot meets Michael Robinavitch doesn’t actually happen in the ED, and he won’t realize how strange that is until years later. They meet during their General Surgery rotation, as it happens.

    Both of them are med students with something of a reputation—Robinavitch for apparently having done a rockstar turn in his ED rotation and collecting accolades and a mentor even though he’s barely just an MS4; Jack, of course, because he’s a “jarhead”, nevermind that he’s a goddamned Navy Corpsman and he only serves with Marines but he isn’t actually one of them.

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    06 May 2025