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Jimin looks up to the sky, “It’s about to rain.” He thought, while walking home from school. This was just a typical day for him though, him walking alone since him bestfriend, Min Yoongi, was always with his girlfriend most of the times.

Yoongi was heel over heels with her, he follows everything that girl would say. She meant the world to Yoongi,

He was nothing without her.

Jimin thought that this was just unfair since he loved him first. He knew everything about Yoongi, but he knew his place.

After all he was just Yoongi’s bestfriend,

Nothing more, nothing less.

He hated thinking about it though, he hated everything after that girl came to Yoongi’s life. He hate how Yoongi was blinded by love. He hated seeing his bestfriend knocking on his door late at night, drunk and beaten up, because he and his girlfriend had a fight.

He hated how his bestfriend, would ask him if he was not worth it, and he was not enough,

When he meant the whole world the Jimin.

He hated it, everytime Yoongi asks these questions, all he could say was,

“Everything will be alright.”

Even if he wants Yoongi to wake up and realize how, Park Jimin, his bestfriend, loved every bit and piece of him and supported everything he did.

How he was there to support him in every single basketball game, when his girlfriend doesn’t even care about wishing him goodluck.

He hated how he cared.

Raindrops start to fall, making Jimin snap back to reality. He quickly runs to the bus stop, hoping for the bus to come before the rain pours hard. He puts his hood on, making him feel more comfortable as he starts to enjoy the surroundings, trying to free his mind from his earlier thoughts.

Not long after, he sees a couple by the sidewalk, he smiles as he thought that they were cute, holding hands under the umbrella in the rain. He squints his eyes to see them more clearly, as he thinks that they look familiar.

Jimin couldn’t believe his eyes. It was Yoongi’s girlfriend, Trixie, but she wasn’t with Yoongi though, she was with his teammate.

Jimin was appalled, he wanted to shout and slap that bitch for cheating on Yoongi,

But he stayed silent.

Trixie then looks around, then pulls the guy for a kiss, making Jimin wanting to puke, before riding her car.

“Yoongi’s gonna flip.” He thought, trying to synthesize what has just happened before his own eyes.

Yoongi loved that girl dearly with all his heart and how would he react when he sees this? How could that girl even have the guts to cheat on him when, all Yoongi does was please her and try his best and gives all of him just for them to stay together.

Suddenly the bus arrives, making Jimin slightly relieved. He takes his seat trying to close his eyes for a nap, after a trying day.

His phone rings, making the poor boy sigh since he didn’t even got the chance to fully close his eyes to rest. He checks his phone slightly confused for it was a unknown number.

“Hello?”

“Hello there Park Jimin,”

Jimin eyes enlarges, sending chills down his spine. The person on the line was none other than,

“Trixie?”

“Yup that me,” she giggles, “I saw you awhile ago,” Jimin couldn’t believe it. He was definitely in trouble.

“About that don’t worry I won’t tell.” He replies trying to hide the fear in his voice.

“That’s good to hear, you won’t like to mess with me right?”

“Y-yes.” He stutters, he wanted Yoongi to know. But Trixie isn’t just any girl, she was campus royalty, and no one ever has tried to mess with her.

“Oh and Jimin, if you’re still having second thoughts on telling on me, I will make sure your life would be living hell.” She giggles, making Jimin’s stomach starting to churn in fear.     

“How would you do that?” He replies monotonously, still trying to keep it together.

The line went silent for awhile, “By taking the love of your life.”

“W-which is?”

“Min Yoongi.” And before Jimin could even possibly react the call ended.

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Jimin was restless. He kept on shifting on his bed, not knowing what to do. Yes, he wanted Yoongi to know the truth, but he didn’t want it to be the cause of their friendship to end.

He can’t take it, he won’t forgive himself to see Yoongi in despair.

He walks to the fridge to get water, he wanted to clear his thoughts.

He wanted to disappear, what would he do?

He was trapped. Would he rather see Yoongi break into pieces or Yoongi being in trouble?

It was like the world depended on him. He felt burdened about it.

Jimin’s thoughts were set aside because of a sudden knock on his door. Who could it be in this late hour?

There was no way it could be-

“Yoongi?” Jimin asks while opening the door.

There was his bestfriend, drunk, as usual.

“J-jimin,” Yoongi was again again in the verge of tears.

“Shhh.” Jimin whispers, as he hugs him and guides him to the couch.

He knew that Yoongi liked actions more than word.

He knew everything about Yoongi. Yet, he still wasn’t enough for him to leave his girlfriend,

The cheater.

Jimin gets a glass of water and gets it to the Yoongi. He was just staring at nothing, wasted and tired.

Jimin stares at his bestfriend in despair, he didn’t know how to comfort Yoongi.

Specially because he knows.

That the guy he loves was being cheated on, and it hurts to see him still loving her.

“Spill it.” The older just stared, he knew what Jimin meant.

“She didn’t come home tonight, she’s not even answering my calls.”

Jimin just sighed, he knew exactly why Trixie wasn’t home,

But he didn’t want to worsen the mood.

“W-hat did i- do w-wrong?” He said laying his head on the youngers’ lap. Which to Jimin reacts with another sigh.

He didn’t want to see Yoongi like this.

But he’s all what Yoongi has now.

“ Maybe her phone died, Jimin lies, but don’t worry, i-I know,

I know she loves you.” He said forcing a smile.

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Yoongi  wakes up with a great headache. He was still laying on the youngers’ lap who was still fast asleep. He smiles,

Jimin has always been there for him. To him he was more than a best friend,

He was like a brother.

Yoongi gets up, which causes Jimin to wake up.

“Thanks for comforting me.”

Jimin smiled, even if this was temporary it was nice to see Yoongi smile.

“Just remember your worth, a lot of people loves you.” He mumbles, he didn’t want the older to be in this situation.

Yoongi hugs Jimin from behind, making the younger blush.

“Thanks for being a brother to me chim.”

“Y-yeah, ofcourse.” He laughs it out. It was bittersweet, Yoongi was happy,

But he was just a brother.

Nothing more, nothing less.

The next thing he knew he gets hit by a pillow out of nowhere, followed by snickering.

“You little-“ he charges on the older.

They run all over the flat, tickling each other like kids. The apartment echoing with their laughter.

It was nice like this, having little tickle fights, all smiles, everything was happy.

No tears, no heartbreaks.

All was good before that girl came.

Yoongi was now on top of Jimin tickling him on the couch.

“Hyung stoppp!” The younger screams between giggles.

“What the fuck?!” The door suddenly opens, making the two stand up immediately in shock.

“It’s not what you think.” They reply in unison.

It was Yoongi’s girlfriend, Trixie. All happy things must come to an end Jimin thought.

Besides Yoongi  wasn’t his.

“Jimin’s my bestfriend babe.” He continued assuring her,

Making Jimin wanting to puke.

If he only knew.

The convincing went on until finally, the so-called-couple, left.

Jimin phone buzzes, knowing who already was it from.

My Turtle:

Thank you for today, you were right, she loves me.

Jimin sighs, to which he replies,

Jimin:

No problem :>

He looks through the window, raindrops staring to fall once again, and still he was alone.

He was still a bestfriend and he will always be.

Nothing more, nothing less.

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It was Sunday, and Jimin was restless.  He didn’t want to go to school tomorrow. He didn’t want to see Yoongi, more over did he want to see that guys, girlfriend.

He plops himself again on his bed staring at the ceiling. His phone vibrates, Taehyung was calling.

“Hmm?”

“Jimin-ssi, can you help me at the stand today?”

“I’m busy.” Jimin lies, he didn’t want to move.

“If lying down staring at nothing was busy, then it would be Yoongi hyungs’ job.” Tae teases.

Jimin groans hearing that name, “Fine I’ll be there.”

“You’re the best! See you.”

Jimin sets his phone aside, as he stood and got ready.

He then arrives at carnival. Taehyung worked at a candy stand, and since his co-worker was absent, he called Jimin up.

“JIMIN!” Taehyung shouts, bringing Jimin to a hug.

“Someone’s happy.” Tae teases as Jimin just smiles weakly, taking the apron from the other.

“It’s about Yoongi isn’t it?”

Silence was felt before Jimin takes a deep breathe and blurts, “How did Jungkook fall in love with you?”

Tae chuckles, “Chim, even if a guy was straight as a pole, doesn’t mean they wouldn’t fall in love with a guy.” “Love is love.”

Jimin was astounded, the younger was right, love doesn’t have a gender. But his situation was different.

Yoongi was in love with a girl, a girl who doesn’t love her.

And Jimin? He was in love with a guy, a guy who doesn’t love him.

Kids started to buy at the stand. Jimin loved to see kids smile,

He remembered when he and Yoongi were kids.

They would always open up their piggy banks, to play carnival games and food.

A little girl and bou then appears at the shop, the boy going to the counter as Jimin asked him if he wanted the blue or the pink lollipop.

“I want to pink one but my friend said that pinka re for girls, s-so I’ll take the blue one please.” The little boy whispers sadly.

Taehyung overhears the conversation, so he stood up and went near the boy, “Colors are for everyone, boys can like pink and girls can like blue, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.” Tae says smiling.

“I’ll take the pink one then!”The little boy shouts enthusiastically, as he pays and leaves waving goodbye with a big smile on his face.

“The last time I checked this was a candy stand, not a counseling center.”

Tae just smiles, “My advice wasn’t only for the kid though,

It was for you too.”

Jimin scrunches his nose, “I don’t get it.”

“You keep convincing yourself that Yoongi wouldn’t like you, but just because he said he liked girls, doesn’t mean he didn’t like boys.”

Tae continues giving Jimin a lollipop.

“What’s this for?”

“Just like Yoongi, the lollipop is covered by plastic aka Trixie, but once he gets out of that, he will know.”

“He will know that you can love him more than that plastic bitch.”

Jimin laughs, “ You’re shady.”

“I’m an intellectual.” Tae replies smiling.

More kids start to enter, and the shift at the carnival ends well.

“That was fun.” Jimin says smiling, he enjoyed making kids happy.

“I’m glad you did, and besides, atleast you got to forget about your problems for awhile.” The younger replies, as he locks the stands door.

The two part their ways at the bus station, and on the way home, Jimin felt good.

He will surely remember the youngers’ advice.

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It was Monday again, and unlike yesterday, Jimin wasn’t feeling good.

He just wanted to disappear,

He closes his door flat with a sigh when someone startles him tapping him for behind, it was no one other than,

Min Yoongi.

“Hyung what are you doing here?”

“Trixie said she had to something and will be with her friends, so I thought my bestfriend wanted to go to school together, the older continues with a bright gummy smile which Jimin thought was cute, just like the old times.”

Jimin smiles, he definitely has missed this. Seeing the olders gummy smile and walking to school together was his everything.

“You sure she won’t get mad?”

“Of course she won’t.”

The two starts to walk to school laughing and enjoying each other’s company.

But then Jimin remembers Trixie, how she was cheating on Yoongi,

And if he would not tell the older any sooner, how long could he keep it in?

Jimin gathers all his strength. He knew this could break their friendship, but he can’t stand his hyung being cheated on. This needs to stop.

“Hyung,” he glups, praying to every single god out there that he wouldn’t fuck up and make this become the end of their friendship.

“What if Trixie’s cheating on you?” He finally blurts out, as Yoongi gives him a confused look.

“Why would you say that?” He replies blankly, making Jimin sweat profusely feeling all the droplets rolling down his head and back from all this tension.

There was no turning back now.

“I saw her days ago with your team captain, he continues biting his lips as his voice shakes, s-she’s cheating on you hyung.” He ends it, immediately looks to ground as he knew the older was angry.

“And why should I believe you?” Yoongi starts to raise his voice, making the younger more scared and confused as he was minutes ago.

Why wouldn’t  he believe him?

“Because I’m your bestfriend.” Jimin replies in the verge of tears, looking the older straight in the eye trying to convince him.

“That’s just bullshit, Yoongi continues with a smirk of disappointment, you are the person I would least expect to tell me that!”

“I thought you supported me!”

“But hyung-“ Jimin starts to cry, holding Yoongi wrist.

“Shut it!”  Yoongi shouts escaping from the youngers touch,

“You’re on your own now Park Jimin.” He says running to the school door leaving Jimin crying outside.

Alone.

Why wouldn’t Yoongi believe him?

They have been bestfriends since he couldn’t remember and now,

Just because of her,

He is now alone.

 Being accused as a liar,

By his own bestfriend.

His first love.

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School hours went by slow, as Jimin was dreading every bit of it.

He wanted to disappear, he felt useless.

Minutes turn to hours, and hours turn to days, but still there was no sign of Yoongi forgiving Jimin.

“I-i just don’t  understand-“ , he said bursting to tears.

“W-w hen will he understand t-that I did that be-because,

“I love him.”

Jin sighs bringing Jimin to a hug. He has been staying in their house since they didn’t want Jimin to do things to himself which everyone will regret later on.

“You did the right thing Jimin.” Namjoon reassures him patting his back,

“Time will heal and Yoongi will realize you just did what was right.”

“B-but Trixie, s-she’s gonna g-get Yoongi, H-he isn’t s-safe.”

Hoseok sighs, hearing what had Jimin said. Even at his worst he was still thinking about Yoongi.

He did love the guy madly, and would give the whole world to him if that was possible.

But, Hoseok knew, it wasn’t helping the situation. Jimin was growing weak, and looked helpless.

“If you want to get Yoongi, you have to fight for him.” Hoseok encourages. He hated seeing the younger like this.

“H-how?”

“After Yoongi had a girlfriend, you also became distant,” he continues handing Jimin water,

“So you have to bring back what was lost.”

Jimin was still hesitant. He knew Yoongi, he will never forgive easily.

It’s hard to gain his trust again.

“You have to fix something you broke to make you realize how precious that thing is.” Namjoon encourages.

“Take advantage of the moment, since Trixie’s been going out with someone els, its your chance to patch things up with him.”

“Besides he’s your bestfriend,

It’s always going to be bros before hoes.” Seokjin jokes, trying to lighten up the mood.

“But what if-“

“No what ifs, it won’t hurt to try.” They say in unison, as they continue convincing the younger.

It won’t be easy, but it was the try he thought.

Jimin slept well that night. He remembered all his friends advices.

Maybe they were right,

Maybe there was hope.

Maybe…

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It was again a Monday and Jimin was nervous. He didnt know how to go and approach Yoongi since they havent been talking for days.

He sees him by the hallway but never gets a chance to talk to him since he's always with Trixie.

Jimin walks to his locker and unexpectedly Yoongi was also fixing his locker.

Jimin took a deep breathe,

"Hyung-

he tried, but Yoongi just closed his locker and left.

He sighed,"I guess I'll just try tomorrow." Closing his locker and heading home.

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Tuesday came and Jimin tried to talk to Yoongi but still he was being treated like a ghost.

"Aish I tried everything, I swear!" He shouts as he finishes dance practice.

"It will take time." Hoseok continues, "Nobody said it was gonna be easy."

Jimin just nods.

Hoseok leaves the practice room first but he follows.

It was tiring at practice but the sky looked dark meaning it was gonna rain.

Jimin rushes out of the school building hoping not to get caught in the rain.

"Jimin!" Someone shouts,

Jimin turned his back seeing Yoongi's teammate. 

"I have been chasing you -, the guy says catching his breathe.

"Why?" Jimin asks,

"Its Yoongi." The guys replies.

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Jimin heart drops, "What's with him?" He tries to act calmly.

"I cant find our team captain and his girlfriend so, I went to you. He doesnt want to listen to us."

"Let's go."

Jimin runs as fast a he can, he didnt know why, but he knew Yoongi needed someone. He needed a bestfriend.

Jimin finally arrives a the court, Yoongi was in the middle, he looked pale, tired and defeated.

"He doesnt want to stop, the others say, he just keeps on practing."

Raindrops start to fall and Jimin tells the others to leave, "Let's go now." He says kneeling beside Yoongi.

"L-leave me alone." The older replies.

"I wont be leaving without you, the rain starts to pour harder, if you get sick I get sick." Jimin was determined, even if Yoongi hated him, he loved Yoongi, thats what matters.

"Why do you even try?, the older continues, "If she cant, why can you?" Jimin hold the olders face up, making Yoongi stare at him.

"Because I know you more than anyone does, Hyung." He says smiling. The older smiles and hugs him tightly. Jimin hugs back.

It was raining, but he wasnt alone. He had his bestfriend back, and that was more than enough for Jimin.

"Okay enough cheesiness, Jimin laughs, lets go home." Yoongi nods, pushing him then started running.

"Yoongi ah!!" He shouts to the older chasing him. The streets were filled with their laughter, and since they were soaking wet they just walked home.

"You could stay here for tonight, if you want." Jimin suggests, the rain was pouring hard so it was hard for Yoongi to go at the bus stop. He throws a towel at the older,

"Take a shower hyung, you'll get sick." The older just nods and goes straight to the bathroom.

The younger goes to his room to get dressed, "Shit." Jimin thought, he ran out of jackets and it was cold. He wears his joggers and shirt, and went to back to the kitchen to make hot chocolate, the older then follows him as he was done dressing up.

"You dont feel cold?" Yoongi asks, "I ran out of jackets, i hadnt got laundry yet." Jimin replies giving Yoongi, a cup.

"Stupid." Yoongi murmurs, making Jimin not hear it clearly.

"What?" Jimin asks.

The older just smirks and removes his jacket, he hands it to the younger, who was now shocked.

"Aish, dont be shy, Yoongi laughs, just take it." Jimin takes the jacket and wears it, it smelled exactly like Yoongi.

"What about you?" Jimin asks, "I have another one in my bag, I'll just get it." Yoongi stood up and left for awhile.

Jimin blushes, the jacket was a bit bigger since Yoongi was a bit taller, it smelled like exactly Yoongi too, he felt protected and warm with it.

"Why are you red?" Jimin doesnt notice the older has returned. "T-the drink was to hot." He replies, and tries to laugh it out.

"Way to go Park Jimin." He said to himself as he wanted to slap himself for he said.

The two then goes to couch to watch movies, Jimin gets a blanket and shares it with the older. He felt contented, it was this moments with Yoongi he loved the most.

Jimin fell asleep in the middle of the movie, resting his head on the olders shoulder. Yoongi smiles, Jimin looked so peaceful sleeping.

He thought about how lucky he was to have Jimin be there for him. How the younger never left him, even when he had his girlfriend. How he always cared.

Yoongi didnt want to wake up Jimin from his slumber, so he just carries the younger bridal style to the room and lays him in bed.

He lays beside Jimin cuddling the younger, "I love you." He whispers kissing Jimin's forehead before closing his eyes.

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Jimin's alarm rings, he tries to find it with his hands while his eyes were closed since he still wanted to sleep.

He then feels an arm around him, he turned seeing the older sleeping soundly.

Jimin blushes, maybe Yoongi brought him up here when he drifted to sleep while watching the movie. He stares at the olders face, he looked so angelic,

Jimin thought. He just smiles and then realizes it wasnt a weekend. He sighs, he wanted to say longer in the olders arms,

yet they had to go to school.

"Hyung." Jimin whispers to the older, the old just hugs tighter and hides his face at Jimin's chest.

Jimin blushes again, Yoongi was being clingy and cute, but he didnt want to be late. "Were gonna be late for school." He says.

"Fuck school." The older replies with his raspy morning voice, Jimin laughs even if he was having a good time,

he remembers the war wasnt over. Trixie must be furious, and like his friends would say, he had to fight for Yoongi.

And thats exactly what hes gonna do.

"Trixie's waiting for you." Jimin says getting up, sitting at the edge of the bed. It hurted him to say that, but that was reality.

"Aish, the older replies, why do I have to care about her? She doesnt even care about me?"

"But hyung shes your-

"Besides I have you." The older ends it hugging Jimin from behind. Jimin smiles, yes he was in war,

but he wasnt fighting alone, he had Yoongi by his side.

The two eventually gets ready and walked to school. "I guess i will be living at your apartment."

"Hyung dont tell me your-

"I guess youre right. Shes up to no good chim, Im tired of fighting for one sided love." Jimin puts hits hands on Yoongi's shoulder,

"I wont be easy hyung, but im here for for you."

He says with a smile, "Thanks chim, i dont know want i did to deserve a bestfriend like you."

Yoongi says pulling Jimin to a hug. "Y-yeah im you bestfriend." He replies hugging the older back. It wad bittersweet but it all good.

"See you after practice!" Yoongi shouts as they part ways going to class." Jimin just waves back and goes to his class.

When will he ever realize, he thought. "Nobody said it was gonna be easy." He says to himself sitting down as the lecture starts.

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School hours pass by and the two bestfriends were having a good time. Since Trixie was absent, Yoongi ate with Jimin during breaks. After classes ended, Jimin went straight the dance practice.

"Someones happy." Hoseok teases, Jimin just smiles and the practice starts.

He danced with passion and was happy even if the practice was tiring. Their choreographer even commended him and the team.

"Let me guess, Hoseok continues, while fixing his bag after practice, your together now." The younger laughs,

"No hyung, I guess were better of as friends." He says giving a weak smile.

"Dont lose hope, you will never know." Hoseok replies with a smile.

Jimin nods, then the two parts ways saying their goodbyes. Jimin went straight to the court were Yoongi was waiting.

"It took you so long." The older complaints. "Aish you just ended practice too, hyung." He replies smiling.

Yoongi chuckles, suddenly tickling the younger and starts running.

"Hyungg!!" Jimin shouts and starts chasing after the older.

"Well well, someone has already forgotten about me too quickly." The two stops running and was in shock.

"Trixie?" They say in unison.

"Yes thats me, she laughs, you guys look like your having fun, without me." She smirks,

"What do you-

The next thing they knew it the two bestfriends were blindfolded and kidnapped. Jimin was scared he wanted to scream, but he didnt have the strength, all he knew was they were in trouble, and this will not end well, Yoongi kept fighting back but it was no use.

The car stops, and they were brought to a place, nobody could find them. Thy got tied up in a chair then their blindfolds were removed.

Jimin was sitting opposite to Yoongi, they were facing each other. The older was bruised and bleeding because he was fighting back. The younger starts to cry, Yoongi had his head down and was weak. They were kidnapped, and to Jimin it felt unreal. He didnt want to die. But he didnt want Yoongi to die either. He meant the world to Jimin and he wont let anything happen to him.

Even if his life depended on in.

"Aww look at this pathetic peice of shit." Trixie laughs, "If it werent for you, Yoongi wouldnt be beaten up."

She continues, "If you had just shut your mouth, then this wouldnt have happened."

"I just did what was right." Jimin whispers.

"What was right?, the girl laughs once more, you only did that because you were jealous, that your bestfriend wouldnt love you because you were, GAY!"

"Well guess what, he doesnt love you and he will never will."

"Shut up." Yoongi starts to speak,

"Dont you dare put a finger on him." He glares at the girl.

She smirks, "Youre dropping me, for a boy? How pathetic."

"I would rather date him than a snake like you."

"And you think I will let you guys have a happy ending?" She brings out a gun,

"I dont think so." She smirks.

"You see, I told Jimin that if he told you that I was cheating, I would take something precious from him."

"Thats you, Min Yoongi." She laughs evilly.

"I dont know whats with you that Jimin liked, your just a piece of shit, thats why I found someone else."

"Piece of shit?" Jimin smirks, "Youre calling him that, after everything he has done for you? Dont you know how many times hyung has cried over you?!

The piece of shit youre talking about treated you like fucking diamonds, while you were snaking with someone else."

"If theres anyone who's a piece of shit here that you bitch."

Everyone was shocked, Jimin never spoke like this.

"Take back what you said!" Trixie shouts being triggered about what Jimin had said, "Dont you know who your talking to?"

"A peice of shit?" Jimin laughs, yeah you are."

"You seem cool and all but you wont be after I pull the trigger and end Yoongi's life."

"You have to kill me first before you do that." Jimin taunts,

"No." Yoongi disagrees,

"I wont let you die."

"And you waste your life for me?"

"I dont care hyung, Im doing this because-

"You love him? Trixie laughs again, stop your bullshit."

"Say goodbye to the love of your life Park Jimin." Yoongi closes his eyes and hears a gunshot. But it doesnt hit him, 

He opened his eyes in disbelief, Jimin untied himself and blocked Yoongi from getting hit.

"Jimin!" Yoongi shouts trying to untie himself.

Trixie was shocked, she didnt meant to hit Jimin, "I-im sorry I didnt-

"Get the fuck out!, Yoongi screams holding Jimin close to him,

"All you do is break peoples lives for fucks sake! I wish you were the one who got hit by a bullet!" Tears start falling from Yoongi's eyes.

Trixie quickly calls for the ambulance, she was guilty, and felt stupid but it has happened and there was no turning back.

"J-jimin please d-dont leave me." Yoongi whispers trying to keep Jimin conscious,

"Remember when were kids?, he started to reminisce,

When ever I would get a wound, you always say I should stay s-strong, a-and we w-would protect e-each other r-right?"

"R-remember how y-you fought the b-bullies who teased m-me because I was t-too pale?"

Blood gushes out of Jimin, making the older cry more. Jimin cups Yoongi's face wiping aways the tears,

He smiles, "H-hyung-, Yoongi kisses Jimin he loved the younger but was too scared,

so he tried to love a girl.

He kept his feelings too, and it hurts to be in this situation. It was complicated.

"J-jimin please dont l-leave me, I love you."

"I love you too Yoongi-ah."

The rescue team arrives and they were rushed at the hospital.

The sky went dark and raindrops start to fall.

Nobody said it was gonna be easy...

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Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start

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Yoongi wakes up in a white room. "Will he be okay?" He hears Jin speaking with the doctor.

He remembers everything, the tragedy,

Jimin.

"He will be okay, the doctor continues, as for Mr. Park, we have given him a blood transfusion to stabilize his condition."

"But his heart is weak." The doctor says sadly.

"What do you mean?" Namjoon speaks up,

"Mr. Park has Borderline Personality Disorder."

"What is that?" Jin worries,

"BPD is a disease that hinders a person from experiencing too much emotion, meaning Mr. Park is not allowed to be too happy, sad, or attached.

Or else his heart would fail."

"Isnt there any cure?" Namjoon panicks, "With time and proper medication, he will get better, but for now im afraid he has to stay away from too much emotions." The doctor reassures them.

Yoongi heard everything, he was happy that Jimin was okay. But this only meant one thing,

Jimin cant fall in love.

The doctor leaves the room and the three sees Yoongi awake. "Do you feel better?" Jin asks, He just nods.

He felt like he was breaking.

He loved Jimin dearly, and now its like the world was against them.

"You heard everything didnt you?" Namjoon whispers,

Yoongi nods again, "That's why Im going back to Daegu after graduation."

"But hyung- Hoseok and Namjoon was shocked, they didnt expect him to decide so quickly.

"I guess its for everyones good, Yoongi continues, if it would help Jimin get well." He smiles weakly.

"But there is always another way, Namjoon tried to convince him, Jimin needs you, we need you here hyung."

"I guess we have to go our separate ways for now, I have always dreamed of being a rapper so I guess this is a sign."

"Are you out of your-

"We will support you Yoongi, Whatever your decision is." Jin cuts Hoseok,

He knew Yoongi, and when he decides its hard to change it. So with a heavy heart, the three just supports Yoongi with his decision.

After a day of monitoring Yoongi's condition the doctor said he was fine and could be released. Jimin had to say longer since his heart rate was still being monitored and if he wouldnt have any other infections from his surgery.

Graduation day came, and the friends gather by the court after the ceremony.

Yoongi stares and the sky again, the was beautiful, the sky was clear and peaceful.

Just like the day he met Jimin.

"Someday, We will meet again." He whispers to the breeze. The friends give Yoongi a hug, even if he was like a rock,

They knew he cared. "We will miss you." Seokjin says teary eyed,

"Take care there hyung!"

"Dont forget us!"

"I love you too guys." Yoongi laughs he hated being all soft and emotional, but he will surely miss his friends.

Yoongi comes home and packs his things up, he remembered all the memories he and the younger had.

How they would run around the apartment, how he carried Jimin to bed. How he said the words

"I love you."

He checks everything before closing the door and smiles, it would be a long time before he returned.

Yoongi arrives at the train station he breathes one last time before entering.

"I will miss you." He whispers as the train door closes.

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Jimin comes home after being hospitalized. Taehyung will be living with him since he needed supervision.He has been taking his medication and has been following the advice of the doctors.

But he knew he was incomplete. The older has left him, and it hurts. He suddenly sees an envelope by the table.

It was a letter from Yoongi, with a heavy heart he reads it,

To my Mini,

I dont know how to start this but, please dont cry my angel. We have been through so much lately,

And Im so sorry that I have gotten you into this mess. You didnt deserve to be in this situation.

Thank you for everything. How you were always there for me, even at my worst, and i cant thank you enough.

Jiminiee Im sorry if I couldnt be there, but I wish you all the best. I guess this would be a better for everyone,

I hope you know that I love you so much, and it pains me to be away from you. Im sorry if it took so long for me to tell you that,

But it was hard for me to open up. I hope in the future we would meet again, and that you would find I man,

That would love you the way you deserve it. Chim, i know you deserve better. I love you and I will never forget you,

Please take care, Till we meet again.

                                                - Yoongi

Taers start to fall from the younger's eyes, "Please tell me this is just a dream." He whispers.

Raindrops start to fall and after all he has been through, Jimin was alone. Wishing all of this was just some twisted dream.

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hi the is BlueSensation_0531, i'll be posting the continuation of this fic as a sequel, since i wanted to change my format in writing this.

please be patient... i'm sorry for being inac on this fic but i wont abandon this. thank you for your support ❣