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1. Sons don't kill themselves.. but goddammit they try by nightmaredawg

   Fandoms: Sons of Anarchy  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • Multi
   • Work in Progress

   28 Oct 2019

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Juice Ortiz/Chibs Telford
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Tara Knowles/Jax Teller
   • Clay Morrow/Gemma Teller Morrow
   • Tig Trager/Venus Van Dam
   • Gemma Teller Morrow/Nero Padilla
   • Juice Ortiz
   • Chibs Telford
   • Tig Trager
   • Clay Morrow
   • Bobby Munson
   • Jax Teller
   • Tara Knowles
   • Gemma Teller Morrow
   • Happy Lowman
   • Ratboy Skogstrom
   • Phil Russell
   • Eric Miles
   • Opie Winston
   • Piney Winston
   • Marcus Alvarez
   • Venus Van Dam
   • Nero Padilla
   • Wendy Case
   • Herman Kozik
   • T. O. Cross
   • Angst
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Canon-Typical Homophobia
   • Canon-Typical Racism
   • triggering
   • Characters from later seasons are brought to this fic
   • Set in Season Four

   Summary

   'He was a coward. A worthless, untrustworthy, scared kid who couldn't even go through with killing himself. He didn't deserve the club, he didn't deserve his patch.
   The minutes went on, Juice knew it was too late. His ears were ringing, his body stopped fighting, and black spots clouded his vision.
   His arms fell, drooping lifelessly, his head lolled to the side, he didn't have enough strength to keep it up by himself anymore. His body sway, less violent; almost peaceful like.
   In the final moments of his consciousness, when he was finally slipping away from the world he was too afraid to live in, he saw a rapid movement of colours rushing toward him, and a distorted sound that made every inch of his body go cold.
   "JUICE-"'
   . . . . . . .
   My take of what could have happened if the branch didn't snap when Juice tried to hang himself. Set in season four though characters from later seasons will appear because I love them!!
   . . . . . . .
   I first published this in April 2018.
   

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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   Chapters:

   15/?

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