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It's been several long, busy weeks for the boys, given that they had recently released their new album. When they finally managed to get time to themselves, most left to visit family even if for a little while.
Namjoon had stayed behind, said something about wanting to work on things that helped him relax. He thought he'd be alone but then he heard Seokjin say that he would stay as well. The younger smiled at the thought of being alone with him, something they hadn't done in a while.
They weren't dating, at least not officially, but both saw that there was something there between them. They simply knew how well they worked together and didn't mind having to wait. It only made times like these more special.
Namjoon was in his studio, thinking of doing a quick liveshow but deciding against it. He wanted to be fully relaxed by then. He was pulled out of his thoughts when he heard his studio door open.
“Joonie, I hope I'm not interrupting anything.”
“Ah, hyung it's fine. I was just.. Thinking.”
“When do you ever stop thinking though? Its like theres always something going on in that brain of yours. Not that I'm complaining or anything!” Seokjin walked in, leaving the door barely open behind him as he walked up to Namjoon and crouched in front of him. “Do you want to talk about it?”
"It's nothing serious, hyung.” Namjoon flashed a soft smile at the elder, reaching out to hold his hand for comfort. “What's up though? Why'd you come here?”
Seokjin intertwined their fingers, seemingly content. “I just wanted to ask if you wanted to watch a movie with me? I really do miss spending time with just you.”
“Is that why you stayed behind?” Namjoon let out a chuckle.
"Yes.”
“Wait, really?”
“Why would I lie to you?” Namjoon shrugged in response. “Hmph, well if you don't want to then that’s fine-” Namjoon had let go of Seokjin’s hand to cup the elder’s cheeks, leaning closer to leave a soft kiss on his plump lips.
“Let's go watch a movie, hyung.”
Seokjin ended up falling asleep while snuggling next to Namjoon. He smiled at the sleeping figure beside him and moved carefully to stop the movie. He placed a kiss on Seokjin’s cheek which woke him up.
Seokjin stretched and yawned, keeping one eye open to look at Namjoon. “I completely fell asleep. I'm sorry.” There was a hum in response.
“Don't worry about it. It's late so let's just go to bed, hyung.”
“Do you want to sleep in separate rooms or together?”
“Is… Is that an actual question?” Namjoon waited for an answer but only silence greeted him. “Ok, let's say what we want say the same time.”
“Separate.” “Together!”
Seokjin looked up at the younger with wide eyes. Namjoon tried to contain his laughter but it proved to be too much for him. Once he started to calm down, tears in his eyes from laughing hard, he looked at Seokjin, who was now pouting at him.
“Ah, hyung, you're so funny. Let's sleep together then.”
When Seokjin brought up sleeping together, Namjoon didn't think they'd just be sleeping. Jin had been a tease up until the point they got in bed, but the moment he laid down, he was gone.
Namjoon admired him from afar, thought of everything they'd been through since their debut, thought of how much they had changed, how they matured, but were still the same people as before somehow.
Tonight was definitely one of those nights.
“I can hear you thinking.”
“Ah, I thought you were asleep, hyung.” Seokjin turned over to look at Namjoon with a small smile on his face and sat up.
“I was but you woke me up with your thinking. What're you thinking about?”
“Ah nothing, just everything we've been through and how much we worked our asses off to be where we are now. It's just..”
“It's one of those nights, I know.”
“You know me so well.”
“Hmm well after all these years, how can I not? You've also been insi-”
“Oh my god, hyung please-”
“-de me, so I'm sure we know each other pretty well .” Seokjin smirked and wiggled his eyebrows, making Namjoon groan into his hands.
“You didn't have to say it, Jin.”
“Why? What's wrong with saying it?” Namjoon looked up only to notice how close the other was. “Namjoon, I-”
“I love you.” The words blurted out of Namjoon’s mouth before he even had a chance to think of what he just said. A silence blanketed over them, both too aware of their surroundings. Namjoon felt himself blush a lot stronger the more time passed.
“You.. You do?”
“I'm sorry I know it's probably sudden and you probably don't feel the same way either-”
“Joon.”
“-I don't know what made me say that god I can be such an idiot-”
“Namjoon.”
“...please forgive me.”
“Namjoon, you talk too much. Just kiss me already.” He took a while to process what Seokjin had just said, but he took no time to pull the older and kiss him senseless the moment he did. It wasn't their first kiss but they both felt how different this kiss was compared to all the others.
They took their time with everything despite how late it already was. Now both very naked, Namjoon left kisses everywhere on Seokjin’s body, trailing from his neck down. He savored the soft moans the other let out, moans that were meant for him and him only.
He was being careful today, more so than usual, and judging by how quickly Seokjin’s moans began to go higher and louder, Namjoon knew how much he was feeling it.
They were almost at their limit now, almost reaching their climax, the grunts and moans mixing together and filling the quiet room. Namjoon looked at the man below him, really looked at him and realized just how gorgeous and perfect he was. He asked himself how he was so lucky to even meet such a caring person who saw him, not only as a friend, but as an equal, someone who would listen to him while he began questioning their existence, someone like Jin.
Something that started off so unsure turned into something so intimate between the two.
Namjoon felt himself wanting to tear up but he didn't stop it. Some of them landed on Seokjin’s face, making him look at Namjoon to realize that he was now crying, but he was also smiling. Seokjin’s sudden worries faded, cupping Namjoon’s cheeks and wiping the tears away with featherlike kisses.
They shared another kiss, causing the slow, deep rhythm they maintained to quicken as their release began to overwhelm them. Both were now crying, both so overwhelmed with their own love towards each other that they climaxed together without warning.
Namjoon fell on top of Seokjin softly, both trying to catch their breath and come down from their high.
“You're heavy, Joonie.”
“Am not.”
“Oh my god, please get off, its getting a little too hot and we're both sweaty.”
“Don't wanna.”
“Ah, you brat!” Seokjin pushed Namjoon away slightly, seeing how the other was grinning down at him. “Get off so we can clean up, please.”
“Give me a kiss first~”
“Aish, you're so demanding sometimes.”
“I am not!”
“You’re lucky you're cute.” Namjoon choked and hid his face in the crook of Jin’s neck while the other laughed.
Once they managed to get into the bathroom, with Seokjin leaning against Namjoon in the bath, they were beyond relaxed and very content.
“So, Joon.. Did you really mean it?”
“What?” Namjoon gently played with Jin’s hair as he waited.
“What you said earlier? That.. That you..”
“That I love you?” Seokjin nodded softly. Namjoon moved to quickly place a kiss on the older’s shoulder, smiling as he thought of what he was going to say. “Yes, I really do.”
“Ah, I'm glad.”
“You never gave me any sort of response though…” Seokjin pressed closer against Namjoon and hummed in thought.
“Well I dunno..” He turned slightly to look at Namjoon with a grin. “Hmm yeah, I think I do too.”
“So what now?”
“You mean about us?”
“That and the others as well. I think they deserve to know too.”
“Let's tell them then.”
“So does this make us official?”
“Yes, Joonie, yes. But! But, let’s just keep it between the seven of us for now, yeah?”
“Sounds good to me.”