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Blood... there’s always so much blood. But... that’s how Kylo likes it. He prefers when it gets everywhere; in Ben’s hair and splattered across his face. Ben watches as it pools in the basin as he washes the knives. The irony smell plus the orange blossom dish soap makes a lovely scent. He dries his hands on a dishtowel and wipes the droplets of water from the countertop. He turns around and looks down at the cut-up body of “Amber”; the prostitute he and Kylo just mutilated. Her perfectly sectioned body is laid out on a tarp, waiting to be wrapped up and sunken into the swamp in the next county.  

Fun while it lasted. Kylo says somewhere deep inside Ben’s mind.  

It’s  really too bad we have to wait so long before our next kill.   

This will be their last victim until Thanksgiving break. So they have to savor this... every second... 

You know... we have two more days until school starts. We could head out and find another Don’t you think so Benny?   

Ben doesn’t answer the question.  

Come on, one more. A quickie at least? The voice asks.  

Ben slips on another pair of latex gloves and grabs the smaller pieces of tarp he has cut up. He sits on the ground and begins to package “Amber” up neatly.  

“No.” he tells the voice. “This will keep you at bay.” 

Will it?  

“Yes, it will. Now leave me alone. I have to clean up your mess.” Kylo leaves him be and Ben sighs in relief. Clean-up is much faster when Kylo is away.  

-- 

Ben wakes to his alarm blaring. He groans and turns over to reach for his phone. He switches off the noise and yawns. He continues to lay in bed a few more minutes then forces himself to get up. It’s the first day of a new school year. So, he has to be on time; early even.  

Like the kids would care. Says Kylo.  

You. And only you, care about being late.   

Ben pushes the voice back and gets ready for the day.  

Once he’s dressed in a pair of black pants, tie and a grey shirt; he heads into the kitchen. Coffee is already brewing in the pot so he just has to make something quick for breakfast. He decided on toast with peanut butter.  

As he sips his coffee he scrolls through the craigslist adds for one night stands. Prostitutes are getting boring for Kylo. It’s made the hunt too easy and he wants something... more exotic.  

A co-ed would be a nice change of pace...  how about her?   

Ben looks at the scantily clothed girl on his screen and sighs.  

“No, she’s too young.” 

All we need is a nice warm body. And, you like brunettes.   

Ben takes a bite of his breakfast and ignores the voice until it’s time for him to leave the house.  

Off we go...  

-- 

S ame  ol ’, same  ol ’.   

Ben stands outside his classroom door and tries to make himself look interested in the kids around him. But, like always, there’s a book placed in front of his face. He can’t help but keep his attention someplace else. The less he looks at the people around him, the less Kylo will speak.  

T here’s nothing...  fun , here . Maybe we should move. Get a change of scenery.   

Ben ignores him and turns the page. Then... something catches his eye. He peeks over the top of his book and sees three buns gathered at the back of some girl’s head.  

That’s... definitely new.  

He watches as they bounce as the girl walks away from him. She’s wearing a dark blue sweater shirt and faded jeans. His eyes wander downward and sees worn tennis shoes.  

Nice long legs.  

The girl stops in the middle of the hall and turns around, looking at the classrooms.  

Poor thing must be lost.  

They haven’t seen her before in the halls before now. She looks too old to be a freshman, so she must be a new transfer. Ben watches her look around her a few more moments, studying her face. She’s plain; chestnut hair and clear skin. Button nose and small plump lips. He dares to think... she’s beautiful.  

Even with a what looks like a monster growing from the back of her head.  

Ben sighs and closes his book. 

He strides over to her and she looks up at him with hazel eyes.  

“Lost?” he asks. She nods her head.  

“Y-yeah. I’m looking for Miss...” she looks at a paper in her hand and sighs. “...Netal’s class?” she asks.  

“That’s in the next building.” he says while pointing. “Head out those doors it’s right down the walkway. Second door on the left as you enter.” she smiles up at him. He and Kylo are taken aback.  

Someone  actually  smiled at you. Good job Benny.   

“Thank you very much.” and she turns away from them. They watch her leave and Ben sighs; thinking of her bright smile.  

-- 

After lunch Ben has his advanced English class. So he doesn’t have to worry. It’s full of seniors who take pride in their school work. Not like his Freshman classes.  

Little shits, that’s what they are.  

He exits the teacher’s lounge and heads to his classroom. He sips his coffee as he does and once he’s in this chair behind his desk he grabs his book. He goes to his bookmark and hopes he can get in a chapter or two before class starts. Kylo tries to talk to him but Ben is getting better at not socializing with him during school hours. He keeps his mind on the words in front of him and reads.  

Ben keeps his eyes on his book as students begin to shuffle in. He waits to look up after the bell rings. He sets the book down and goes to the attendance program. He clicks on 5th period and begins to call out names. Kylo makes small comments about a student here and there while they say the automatic “here”. Then he gets to… 

“Rey Niima.”  

“Here.” Ben looks up from the computer screen and sees the girl from the hallway. She’s a senior then...  

Legal. Says Kylo. I think you mean, legal.  

He continues with rollcall and when he’s done, he stands. He grabs the syllabus from his desk and puts them in front of the first student to his left.  

“I’m Mr. Solo. Those of you who had me for freshman English will already know to not take my teaching lightly. I do not except late work, or corrections like some of my colleagues. Do not be late. And above all else, do not annoy me.” he looks right at Rey and sees her wide eyes are planted on him. Not gazing around the room like the others.  

Look at that. You have her hanging off your words.   

He goes throughout class like normal but every now and then Kylo has him look at Rey. She’s seated in the first chair, right in front of his desk.  

So close  yet so   far away ...  

Her eyes flash to his as he looks at her and he can’t help but smile. She softly smiles back and he averts his eyes. He cannot remember the last time he smiled at a student.  

You probably never have. Says Kylo.  

Ben doesn’t care if the students like him or think he’s mean. This is a job. And that’s it. There’s no need to make friends. But... when she looked at him... he couldn’t help himself. His body reacted to her. Interesting...  

We’ll have to keep our eyes on little Miss.  Niima .   

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Ben watches as Rey walks into his classroom. It’s been two weeks into the school year and she is quickly becoming his favorite student. With her sweet smile and smart wit. She takes a seat in her regular spot, smiles up at him and immediately opens up Romeo and Juliet. Ben allows himself to watch her a moment.  

She’s beautiful… and young. Says Kylo. Cute smile and such pretty lips… 

Ben shifts in his seat and wishes Kylo would be quiet. He’s already thought of her lips once today… 

You have to wonder why she doesn’t go out with Finn.   

Finn… 

And as if Kylo summoned him. The boy walks in. He goes over to Rey’s desk and sits on the one next to it. She smiles up at him and they talk. 

She should only smile at you. Kylo hisses.  

Ben listens in and hears Finn ask Rey out on Saturday. He wants to take her to a movie. Some new superhero blockbuster.  

“Oh… I’m sorry Finn. I’m busy on weekends. I have a job.” she looks back down to her book but he continues to talk.  

“Oh cool. Where?” 

“Uh, Maz’s over on 6th.”  

“Oh, since when?” he asks. Ben hears Rey sigh and smiles. She’s obviously not liking the attention.  

“About a year now.” he smiles at her and she goes back to her book. Right before the bell rings her friend Rose skitters in and Ben glares at her. She hurries past Finn to her seat behind Rey.  

“Okay. Settle down.” Ben says. “Get to your seat Finn” he goes to his seat across from Poe and his friend gives him a sympathetic smile.  

I’d say ‘poor kid’ but, we don’t actually want him to get anywhere. Now do we?  

“Alright, everyone open your books. Let’s get started.” he looks over to Rey and smiles. “Rey, you can read first.” she smiles back at him and nods her head. Ben watches as she flips backwards in her book and goes to a second bookmark. She takes a breath and begins to read. He wants to listen to her voice but Kylo starts talking.  

She’s ahead of everyone else. You thought as much.   

Ben watches her lips move as she speaks and suppresses a moan.  

Just think of all the dirty things she could do with those lips Benny.  

Shut up… shut up… 

Imagine her kneeled between your legs; behind your desk. The way her mouth  wou -  

Shut up! And Kylo stops.  

Ben turns away from Rey and looks down into his copy of the book. He keeps his eyes on the letters and breathes. Not here… not now. He listens to Rey read for a few minutes then stops her.  

“Next, Poe. Go on.” Poe begins to read and he sneaks one more peek at Rey. Her eyes are on him. He gulps and looks back to the book.  

See? Says Kylo. She only has eyes for you.  

Ben would like to think that. But... at this point... it’s just a fantasy.  

-- 

As class ends, he goes behind his desk and drops the book down. He switches to the next period attendance screen and sits down. He takes a drink from the water bottle on his desk and almost jumps out of his seat when he hears a voice. But, it’s not Kylo’s. He looks upward and sees Rey standing in front of his desk.  

“Mr. Solo?” 

“Uh, yes Rey?”  

“I was wondering how my quiz went.” he smiles up at her and sighs.  

“I haven’t gone over them just yet. But I’m sure you did fine.” 

“Are you sure? Because-” he holds up his hand and she stops.  

“You’re one of the best students in class. There’s nothing to worry about.” she smiles at him and he can feel Kylo stirring at the back of his head.  

“Okay. If you say so.” she slings her backpack over her shoulder and walks out of the room. Ben watchers he leaves and licks his lips.  

You know... it would be easy enough to take her. Right here; on our desk.   

Can we get back to this later? Ben asks. I don’t need a hard on during class.  

No... I suppose not.  

The students start to pile in and Ben shuts Kylo out. He always has to makes things difficult.  

-- 

Ben stays in his car while he looks in through the window of the small diner. Rey is inside; pouring coffee and bringing people food. He wants to go in... 

Just go. Says Kylo. You won’t be suspicious unless you keep staring in like this. You know better. We’ve almost perfected our craft and you’re going to let one girl make you forget everything? 

Ben sighs. He does know better.  

You either act  nonchalant  or you don’t act at all. You'll attract attention and that’s the last thing you need. Attention means  witnesses; and  witnesses mean prison. You couldn’t handle prison Benny. They’d tare you apart.   

“I could handle it.” he says aloud. “I’ve fought, I’ve killed. Besides, this isn’t the same thing. I’m here for Rey.” 

Yeah, one on one dumbass. Not ten on one. We would not  survive .  So,  if you want to go in and talk to the girl,  fucking   do  it!  

Ben gets out of the car and Kylo smirks.  

Good. Now act normal. You didn’t know she worked here. You just wanted to try something different for dinner. You can do this.   

Ben hushes Kylo and walks inside. A small bell rings as he does and an older woman with large glasses greets him.  

“One?” she asks with a smile.  

“Yeah.” she leads Ben to a stool in front of a large counter and he sits. She hands him a menu and pats him on the back. “Your waitress will be right with you.” she walks away from him and Ben looks at the menu. He flips through it a moment then he hears footsteps in front of him. He looks up and sees Rey. Dressed in a red button-down shirt. A small name tag is pinned to it and in her writing, is her name. She smiles down at him and puts a hand on her hip.  

“Hi, Mr. Solo.” she says. “I haven’t seen you in here before.” 

“Yeah... I was just craving something different than the usual take out.” she nods.  

“Do you need more time?” she asks. He looks back at the menu and shakes his head.  

“No, I’ll just have a burger with fries.” 

“Cheese?” she asks.  

“No thanks.” 

“Soda? Coffee?” 

“A coke please.” she writes something on a notepad and rips the sheet off. She smiles at him again and turns around.  

“Burger and fries.” she says as he hands the paper to a gruff looking man behind the opening. He takes the paper and just nods. She goes to a fountain machine and comes back with a glass. She sets it in front of him and takes a straw from her pocket.  

“Thank you.” she nods her head and walks to another man who just sat at the counter. She takes his order and pours him a cup of coffee. She goes to the other side of the counter and comes back with a slice of pie. She puts it down with a fork and the man tips his baseball cap at her. She talks with him a few moments and Kylo sighs. 

She seems cozy with him. He says.  

He’s probably just a regular. Thinks Ben. It’s harmless. It’s her job to be nice. 

Whatever you say...   

A bell rings in front of Ben and he sees what he assumes is his plate. Rey goes to the opening and takes the plate.  

“Thanks Chewy.” the man just huffs and she smiles. She turns and sets the plate down. “Okay, here you go.”  

“Thanks.” she goes to walk away but he speaks. “You’ll get your test back on Monday.” he says.  

“Oh, cool.” she sighs. “Do I dare ask?” he smiles.  

“You did very well Rey. Why did you think you did poorly?” she shrugs her shoulders.  

“I don’t know. I mean... it was my first quiz in your class. And in my history class I did horrible, so I thought... everything else would be horrible too.”  

“It’s probably just jitters.” he says. “You’ll get used to the flow of things and it’ll get better.” she smiles at him and looks downward.  

“Thanks Mr. Solo.” a bell rings behind her and she sighs. “I’ll check on you in a minute.” 

“Sure...” she turns and takes a few plates from the man. She walks around the counter and Ben represses the urge to watch her. He looks down at the burger, picks it up and takes a bite. It’s fine... not the best, but not bad. He eats in silence for a few moments then Kylo pops up.  

Did you see the way she looked? He asks. She was blushing...  

Yes, I saw... 

She... wants... you...  

Ben sees Rey walking toward him and he shuts Kylo out once again.  

“Burger treating you fine?” she asks.  

“Yeah, it’s great.” he says.  

“Good to hear. Chewie you have a new customer!” she says happily. Ben smiles... 

Yes... but not because of  the  burger...  

No... because of Rey...  

He continues with his meal and soon enough. He’s almost ready to leave. He can’t just sit here for hours on end watching her. He takes his wallet from his pocket and looks at the bill in front of him. He pulls a twenty from it and waits for Rey to come back. Soon she’s back in front of him and when she puts her hand out, he sees a bruise. Peeking out of the red fabric. Across her wrist. She looks down, following his gaze and quickly fixes her shirt. She goes to the register and rings him up.  

If that was a, ‘oh I fell down’ bruise. She wouldn’t have reacted like that. Says Kylo.  

No... she wouldn’t have... 

Who’s hurting her Benny?  

I don’t know... but I’m going to find out.  

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Ben scrolls through Rey’s profile on the computer and sighs when he gets nowhere near any answers. No previous accusations of abuse... she was transferred because of terrific grades... her “parental guardian” is a man called Unkar Plutt.  

He has to be the one at fault. Says Kylo.  

“Perhaps but we can’t be sure.” he mumbles. “She could have a boyfriend...” 

Our Rey doesn’t seem the type to date boys. Now does she?  

“N- our?” Ben asks. “Since when is she our Rey?”  

Since the moment we saw her walk in with that insanely done up hair and a moment after when she smiled at you. Says Kylo. And more so now that we know she’s being abused.  

“And why do you care?” he asks.  

I care because you do. Why else?   

“You normally don’t agree with my romantic interests.” says Ben. “So... why?” 

Kylo stays quiet and Ben laughs.  

“You... you like her. Don’t you?” 

Nothing.  

Ben laughs again and he hears something behind him. He quickly turns around and sees Rey heading to her desk. He didn’t even hear the bell ring...  

“Afternoon Miss. Niima.” he says. She looks up from her backpack and smiles.  

“Hi.” she takes her notebook, pencil and book and sets them on her desk. Ben looks away from her and takes the quizzes from the out box. “Mr. Solo?” he looks up from the papers and sees her in front of his desk. 

“Yes Rey?” 

“I forgot to give this to you on Saturday.” she says as she holds out a small piece of paper. He takes it from her and sees it’s a punch card. “It’s a loyalty card. You buy ten meals and you get the next one free with your choice of shake.” she says with a smile.  

“Oh, th-” and she cuts him off.  

“You said you liked your burger, so...” she trails off. “...yeah.” she sighs. “It just slipped my mind so I thought I’d give it to you now.” 

“Well thank you Rey. I'm sure I’ll be back soon.” she smiles bigger and goes back to her desk. Kylo remains silent but Ben knows he’s thinking. But of what?  

-- 

Ben listens to Kylo go on and on about how they can figure out who’s hurting Rey. But… Ben knows this won’t be easy. It won’t be like his normal… hobby. He doesn’t want to hurt Rey and... his normal tactics... won’t help him here. He normally picks up the prostitute, fucks then kills and cuts them into nice even pieces. With Rey... all he wants to do is... help her. Which is strange, for him and Kylo. Usually they kill... not save.  

She’s bewitched us...  

Us... 

And we’ve only known her a short time...  

We don’t know her Kylo... 

Don’t we?  

Ben smiles and wishes he did.  

We can get closer to her, gain her trust... not at school obviously. But... the diner... could be  our  in. She might tell us how the bastard hurts her... then... we could kill him.   

Then... she’d be taken away from me... us.  

Not if we wait long enough. We could hold out... plan...until the end of the year. That way...   

She’ll stay with us... 

At least a year...  

Better than nothing.  

So... craving a burger?  

-- 

Ben walks into Maz’s and the old woman leads him to a booth instead of the counter. Ben looks through the menu and thinks of something to get. He wants to try something different... the burger... wasn’t his favorite. When he finally decides, Kylo speaks up.  

Here she comes Benny.  

Ben looks up from the menu and sees her walking over, dressed the same as the last Saturday. She smiles when she sees him and sighs.  

“Back again?” she asks.  

“Yeah, but... I think I’ll try the BLT.” 

“Okay.” she writes on her notepad and looks back to him. “Fries or chips? Chewie makes both homemade.” 

“Really?” she nods. “Chips please. And a coke.” 

“Alrighty then.” she writes more on the pad and smiles at him. “I’ll be back with your coke.” he nods his head and watches as she walks away.  

Just act normal. Says Kylo. Don’t bring up anything yet. We can be patient.  

Ben agrees and Kylo continues.  

But... if you want...  

What? 

Flirt a little.   

It’s a little too soon for that... don’t you think? 

With the way she looks at you... n o,  I don’t.   

Ben doesn’t think of anything and smiles when Rey comes back. She sets the coke down and sighs.  

“Your food will be out pretty quickly.” she says.  

“Alright, thank you.” he thinks she’s going to walk away, but... she hesitates. So... “How are your other classes doing?” he asks. “You said before you were worried.” 

“Oh, um. I’m doing much better. You were right, the jitters are leaving and my grades are going up. Which, is great because I’m at Ileenium because of my good grades.”  

“Oh, is that why you transferred?” 

“Yeah. My teachers thought I would flourish in a better school system... with more advantages. It just took so long because my guardian dragged his feet.” 

Dragged his feet?  

“Why?” Ben asks. She looks off and sighs.  

“No real reason, I guess. He just... didn’t really want me to leave Jakku. But... my caseworker was persuasive, so I got to go.” 

“Well I’m happy for you. I’m sure you’ll do well.” she smiles and nods her head.  

“Me too.” a bell dings behind her and she sighs. “That’ll be your BLT.” and she walks away.  

So,  this Plutt guy sounds like a real fucker.   

He does... 

I wonder  how  long her ‘dragged his feet’?   

I’ll ask... 

When Rey comes back with his food. Ben asks how long she had to wait to transfer.  

“Oh... since my... sophomore year. But... it’s alright. It got done.” she smiles and turns away a moment. “I’ll come check on you soon Mr. Solo.” 

“Okay Rey.” he looks down at his food and picks it up.  

Do you think that’s enough for today? Kylo asks. She seemed to get... hesitant.  

Yeah. Ben thinks as he bites into the sandwich. We’ll stop now. There’s always next time.  

It’s not too late to flirt. I mean...  

We don’t want to make her uncomfortable Kylo. We want her to like us... not think we’re prying.  

Fine, whatever you say.   

Ben takes another bite and Rey comes back to him. He chews in a hurry and she laughs.  

“Us waitresses are known for our bad timing.” she jokes. “How’s it going? 

“Great. It’s really good.” he takes a drink of coke and smiles up at her. “Will you remember to punch my card though?” he asks. She laughs again and nods her head.  

“If you remembered to bring it.” and she winks. Ben pauses and Kylo smiles.  

Should have flirted Benny. Should have flirted...   

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“We shouldn’t be here...” Ben mutters to Kylo.   

We’ll be fine. She’s inside and by the looks of this place, we'll go unnoticed. People will probably think we’re waiting for someone to bring us cocaine.  

“Lovely.” 

Ben is parked a block down from Rey’s home. They haven’t been here long, but they did get here in time to see her arrive. She walks from the school, to a bus station and walks the rest of the way here. It makes sense, she lives in a different town and she doesn’t seem to have the means to get a car. He watches the windows but can’t see inside. There’re curtains in the way, dark ones.  

“What’s the point?” He asks. “We can’t see inside... this isn’t what we do...” 

No, but we want to know more... and this is one of the only ways we can learn anything. We can’t go to the diner every weekend, that would be suspicious. This way, we can at least see her out of the normal elements.   

Ben continues to look at the house and soon a beat-up pickup truck pulls into the small driveway. Out of the truck comes a large man covered in grease and oil. Ben grimaces as the man spits a large chunk of chew onto the sidewalk and heads to the door.  

Unkar Plutt...  

“Obviously.”  

He looks like a winner...  

They watch the man go into the house and a few minutes later; Rey exits.  

That’s not a good sign.  

Rey flings a backpack over her shoulder and walks off in a hurry. The man comes out after her and yells.  

“Go ahead! You’ll be back you worthless little bitch!” Rey doesn’t yell back, she just keeps walking. Ben watches through the rear-view and Kylo snarls.  

Can we kill him now?  

“No... not yet. But... we can follow her. Make sure she gets to where she’s heading.” 

That’s less fun...  

Ben smiles and pulls away from the curb. He pulls around to another street and heads in the direction Rey walked in. After a few blocks he goes back to the street she was on and sees her. She’s pulled her hood on and she’s keeping her fast pace.  

I wonder what he said to her?  

“Probably nothing good. If he asked how her day went, she wouldn’t have run out. Now would she?” 

Smart ass . What’s the plan? Do you want to pick her up? We could say we were coming from a friend’s house or something.   

“She’s too smart to believe that. We’ll just keep our distance and... watch her.”  

Your new favorite past time.  

“Yours too.” Ben says with a smile.  

They follow behind Rey for a few blocks until she reaches a small rundown library. She heads inside and Kylo sighs.  

That’s the end of that.  

They watch the library for a few moments and drive off.  

-- 

Ben scrolls through the grades on the screen and begins to print. He highlights the worst grades and pins it next to the door. He does this once a month so the students can keep track (kind of) for themselves. He turns to head back to his desk when the bell rings and he quickly straightens his tie.  

And enter Rey in; 3... 2... 1...  

And just as Kylo says this she comes in. She smiles up at Ben as she heads to her desk and Kylo is the first to notice a scrape at the base of her chin.  

The fucker hurt our Rey!  

“Rey?” she looks up from her notebook and he sighs. “What happened?” he asks. Her eyes widen slightly and she shrugs her shoulders.  

“I fell yesterday when I went running. Scrapped my chin on the pavement.” 

“Are you okay? Does it hurt?” 

“Oh, no I’m fine. I’m super clumsy, it happens all the time.” 

“Oh... I see.” she smiles at him again and takes out the rest of her materials from her bag.  

Fell, yeah fucking right she fell. More like he pushed her! Why can’t we just go over there an-  

Ben shoos Kylo into the corner of his mind and walks over to Rey before any more students come in.  

“Are you sure you’re okay Rey?” he asks. “It looks painful.” she rubs her wound and nods her head. 

“I’m fine.” Ben goes to his desk and gets the first aid kit from the bottom drawer. He takes out a large bandage and walks back to Rey. A couple students file their desks and Rey just looks at the bandage.  

“Here, at least cover it. You don’t want it to get infected.” she reaches out and Ben shivers when her fingers lightly touch his. She takes the bandage and smiles up at him.  

“Thank you, Mr. Solo.” he nods his head as an “you’re welcome” and goes back to his desk. He takes a seat and Kylo pops back up.  

Looks like we’re going to have to stock up on bandages.   

Hush. Says Ben as he watches her press the bandage onto her skin. She looks up to him and Ben can see the thankfulness in her eyes.  

-- 

Ben covers himself with the sheets and flips his tableside lamb off. He lays his head onto the pillow and shuts his eyes.  

Night Benny boy.  

“Night Kylo...” Ben tries to shut off his brain but he keeps thinking back to Rey. How her eyes lit up when he handed her the bandage. How her seemingly soft lips curled upwards at him.  

No rest for the wicked?  

“I can’t stop thinking of her...” Ben whispers. 

Neither can I in all honesty.   

Ben sighs and looks up at the ceiling.  

“What are you thinking about? What’s happening to her or... her in general?” 

I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t thinking of how we can get our hands on the Plutt fucker. But... she seemed so grateful when you handed her  the  bandage... it was almost like no one had given her an ounce of kindness in her life...  

Ben nods his head. 

To think of her going through something like  that... and all the while she has that grin on her face! Like nothing is wrong in the world. How can she smile that way?  

“I don’t know...” Ben sighs. “But... she must have the uncanny ability to smile when there’s nothing to smile about.” 

We could take some classes from her on the subject. Kylo laughs. Benny? 

“Yeah?” 

For once in our life... we care about someone other than us. We... truly feel for this girl. And... it scares me.  

“Me too...” 

What are we going to do if something happens to her? Kylo asks. 

“Nothing is going to happen to her. We, won’t let anything happen.” Ben says. “All we have to do is keep an eye on her... become a confidant... have her tell us what’s going on.” Ben sighs and continues. “Everything will be fine Kylo... she’ll be fine.” Kylo doesn’t say anything and Ben smiles. “We won’t lose her.” 

Promise?  

“Promise.” 

Good... now go to sleep. We have to look nice and shiny for Rey.   

Ben sighs and turns over on his side. He shuts his eyes, clears his mind of Rey and drifts off. 

-- 

Ben pushes the cart through the grocery store and occasionally throws something into it that Kylo wants. Ben made a list but as always; Kylo pops in with item after item that he thinks Ben should try. After he puts in a box of cereal they’ve never tried and goes down the next aisle. He pushes the cart along and soon it bumps into another one. 

“Oh, sor-” Ben looks upward from his list and sees Rey. She smiles and he sees her cart is slightly turned toward his...  

I think she did that on purpose...  

“Hi Mr. Solo.” she says.  

“Rey.” he greets. “What are you doing here?” 

“What do you think?” she asks.  

We’re in a grocery store moron! What do you think she’s doing here?! Yells Kylo.  

Ben laughs. 

“Oh duh. Um... how are you?” he asks.  

“I’m okay. You?” 

“Doing fine.” he looks into her basket and sees a lot of boxed food and frozen dinners. “Why are you out so late?” he asks. “It’s almost midnight.” 

“Oh...” she trails off and sighs. “...my guardian... just thought I should go now. That way there’s less traffic and all.” 

Lies...  

“I see.” he says. “Same here. I like shopping when there’s less people.” she smiles and nods her head.  

“Yeah... I hate crowds too.” Ben smiles when he sees the bandage is still firmly on her chin.  

“How’s it feel?” he asks while nodding his head at her chin. She puts her hand to it and sighs.  

“It feels fine... hurts but... I’ve had worse.” 

Worse?!  

Ben sighs and grips onto the cart.  

“Well... I’ll let you go. Get home safe.” he says.  

“Will do Mr. Solo.” and she moves her cart. She walks past him and Ben sighs before he continues shopping.  

As Ben starts to pull out of the store parking lot he sees Rey walking down the sidewalk with bags in her hands.  

It’s too late for the bus. Says Kylo. She... walked. 

“It’s at least ten miles from her house to here... and so late at night.” 

They watch her walk on and Kylo grimaces.  

She shouldn’t be walking alone at night...  

“No... she shouldn’t.” 

So... let’s give the lady a ride.  

“No one would have to know...” Ben whispers. And he pulls out of the parking lot. 

He drives down the road a little and stops a few feet in front of Rey. He rolls down the window and calls out to her once she’s next to the car.  

“Rey!” she turns and bends down so she’s looking inside.  

“Mr. Solo?” 

“Did you not have a ride?” he asks.  

“Uh... no. I walk everywhere.” 

“Get in.” he says.  

“Oh, no. Mr. Solo I’m fine.” 

“Rey get in the car. There's weirdos and perverts everywhere this time of night.” she looks around slowly and Ben sighs. “Let me get you home safe.” he says. He sees her hesitate but she comes toward the car. 

Just don’t act like you’ve had countless prostitutes, dead and alive in here and you’ll be fine.   

Ben hushes Kylo and smiles when Rey slips into the seat next to him.  

“Where to?”  

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Ben keeps himself as calm as he can and drives in the direction Rey told him. Even though he already knows the way, he lets her guide him; step by step. Once in a while, he’ll allow himself to peek over at her and every so often, he sees her looking back.  

“Uh, keep going down this road then you can take a left onto Jones.” she says.  

“Alright.” he does as she says and he hears her sigh.  

“Um... thank you again Mr. Solo for driving me home.”  

“It’s no problem. You shouldn’t be out this time of night.” he says. 

Yeah... where’s her so called ‘guardian’?   

“It’s not that big of a deal.” 

“Yes it is.” Ben says back. “It’s not safe.” 

“I can take care of myself Mr. Solo.” he looks over to her and smiles.  

“I’m sure you can...” he turns on the street she told him and Kylo sighs.  

You know... it would be nice... to hear her say your name...  

My name... 

They drive in silence for a few minutes then Ben speaks.  

“Um... Rey, if we’re outside of school. I think it’d be alright if you called me Ben.” she looks over to him and he takes a glance at her before looking back at the road.  

“Really?” she asks.  

“...yeah. If you’re okay with it I mean.” he looks back again and sees a small smile on her lips.  

“Okay... Ben.” he swallows the sudden dryness of his mouth and turns the radio up slightly.  

Sound as nice as you thought it would? Asks Kylo.  

They drive for a few minutes and she speaks up.  

“So... Ben.” she begins. “Are... you married?” Ben looks over slightly and sighs.  

“Uh no I’m not.” 

“Girlfriend?” 

“Nope.” 

“…boyfriend?” She asks. Kylo laughs.  

She wouldn’t be thinking that if she  k new  about our little hobby.   

“You think I’m gay?”  

“No. I’m just curious. No one at school… seems to know much about you.” 

That means she’s asked about you. Says Kylo. She’s clearly interested.  

“I don’t like to bring up my personal life at work.” he says.  

“Oh.” he watches as she looks out the side window and sighs.  

“How about you? Boyfriend?” he asks. She laughs.  

“No way. Every guy I...” she trails off and begins again. “You don’t want to hear about my boy problems.” 

“Well… I’m here if you need to talk. I’m a surprisingly good listener.” Ben says with a smile. “With… any problems you might have.”  

“…thank you M- Ben.” He smiles over at her and she points to the right. “Take a right here and I’m the fourth house down.”  

“Okay.” He does as she says and pulls right in front of the small blue house. She gathers the bags in her hands and turns to Ben.  

“Thank you for bringing me home. I really appreciate it.” 

“It’s no problem Rey.” she looks out the window and Ben hears her sigh. “Is everything alright?” he asks.  

“Oh, yeah. Sorry.” she opens the door and gets out of the car. She bends down, looks in and smiles. “I’ll see you on Monday.” she says.  

“Bye Rey.” and she closes the door. He watches her go walk down the small path and head inside. She sets the bags down by the door and before she closes it, she waves. Ben waves back and when she shuts the door, he drives off.  

She didn’t want to go in...  

“No... she didn’t.” 

We need to do something to help her Benny...  

“We can’t... not yet. But... we can hope she’ll tell us something. We’ve proven ourselves helpful and caring. If she wants to confide in us, she will.” 

So... we wait?  

“That’s all we can do right now. Unless you want her to leave the school... you know she’ll be put back into the system if her guardian dies.” Kylo doesn’t say anything and Ben sighs as he stops at a red light. “I don’t want to wait either but it’ll be better for us... for her, if we do.”  

Fine...  

“Good, let’s go home.” 

-- 

Ben flips to the next page of his book and reads on while he sips on his coffee. Kylo has been quiet most of the day so he has time to get through most of it. Normally he has to stop every few paragraphs to talk. He goes to the next page and before he can begin reading again, someone knocks on the door. He looks up from the book and sees Rey’s face peeking in through the rectangular window. He puts the book down and goes to the door. He looks down at her as he opens it and she smiles.  

“Hi... um... do you mind if I have my lunch in here?” she asks. Kylo perks up as Rey speaks and Ben nods his head.  

“Uh, sure.” he lets her in and she goes to her seat. He watches as she takes out a sandwich and sets it on the desk. He opens his book back up and watches as she takes a bite. He lets her be for a moment then speaks up. “Are Rose and the others absent today?” he asks.  

“Oh... no. It’s just... I don’t know...” she takes another bite and looks to the side. Ben gets up from his desk and walks over to Rey. He takes a seat on the desk besides hers and folds his hands on his lap.  

“Is there something you want to talk about?” he asks. She licks her lips and Kylo groans. She continues to look to her right and Ben sighs. “Rey?” 

“It’s just... I feel... out of place. Everywhere...” she whispers.  

“How do you mean?” 

“...Rose and them are so nice and they took me in just like that but... I know... deep down that it’s all for show. They know... oh I don’t know...” she drops her sandwich and covers her face with her hands.  

Comfort her. Says Kylo. Hold her... 

“Rey... the way I’ve seen them act with you shows me that they are truly your friends.” Ben says. “They seem to care for you... why would you think anything else?” 

“...because... I’m not used to having friends.” she says into her hands. “I’m not used to... being cared for. I’m nobody... and... nobodies...” she trails off and Ben hears a muffled cry.  

No... please...  

“Rey...” and Ben allows himself to place his hand between her shoulder blades. One of his fingertips is touching the soft skin of her neck and he sighs. He rubs her back softly and she cries into her hands. “...please don’t cry.” he whispers. He looks at his hand and sees a small bruise right at the meeting of her shoulder and neck.  

He hurt her again...  

“I’m s-sorry.” she cries. “I... I didn’t mean to do this.” 

“It’s alright.” he says. “I told you I was here... and here I am.” she uncovers her face and wipes her eyes with the sleeves of her sweater. “Tell me what’s wrong.” she looks up into his eyes and sniffles.  

“I’m nobody... I shouldn’t be here... I-I... don’t belong here or anywhere. I’m a burden and worthless...” she trails off again and Kylo catches at the last word.  

Worthless... that’s what that Plutt fucker called her... a worthless...  

...little bitch. Ben finishes.  

“You’re not worthless.” Ben says. “You’re not. You are a smart, talented, beautiful young lady. And I know for a fact your friends don’t think of you that way. Or anyone here for that matter. All the teachers adore you and you are a joy to teach. You take pride in your work and your smile brightens my day the moment I see it...”  

Shit...  

Didn’t mean to say that did you?  

“...I just feel so alone.” she cries.  

“You’re not alone...” Ben whispers. He runs his finger over the bruise and sighs. “Not here... not with me.” she closes her eyes and he continues. “I... I feel alone too. All the time. And I have nagging voice inside my head, yelling at me 24/7.” he says with a laugh.  

Nagging?  

“I know what’s it like to feel alone and... useless. Like your floating in this universe with no purpose.” she looks back up at him and sighs. “And... as cliché as it sounds... it will get better. I promise.” 

It will get better. The second we cut the bastard into tiny little pieces her life will be improved.   

“Maybe not today... or tomorrow but... one day... all of those feelings will disappear and you will know why you were put on this earth.” he says. “You are meant to be here Rey. Right here... right now... talking this out with me. It's once step closer to a better future.” 

Little does she know...  

She nods her head and wipes her tears away again.  

“...okay.” she whispers. Ben rubs her back a moment more then removes his hand. “Thank you, Ben.” she says. He smiles down at her and she smiles back up at him.  

“There it is.” she laughs and her smile grows.  

There’s our girl... there’s our smile...  

“Better?” he asks. She nods her head again and blinks her eyes a few times.  

“Yes. I’m sorry for... that.” 

“It’s fine. I’m here anytime you need to talk.” she smiles again and sighs.  

“Thank you.” Ben gets off the desk and goes back to his own. He looks at the clock and sees there’s only a few minutes until lunch is over. He looks back to Rey and watches as she inhales the rest of the sandwich.  

Before the bell rings, he makes a decision without Kylo’s help. He quickly jots down his number on a scrap piece of paper with a little note underneath it. He takes it over to her, lays it on her desk and quietly walks away. He begins to take out the papers he needs for class and he sighs as Kylo speaks.  

Really? That’s what you wrote? He asks.  

Yes... and?  

I don’t know... seems... cheesy...  

Shut up... I know what she needs to hear.  

Ben puts the papers on all the desks and thinks of the note. All he wrote was... You’re not alone... 

He goes back to his chair and right as the bell rings he hears his phone vibrate in his desk. He checks it and sees it’s from a number he doesn’t recognize. But... he knows who it is right away. The text reads...  

Neither are you.   

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Let’s text her again. Says Kylo. 

“No. We already talked with her yesterday. We don’t need to act like we’re desperate to speak with her.” 

Aren't  we though?  

“That’s beside the point Kylo. We asked how she was doing, she said fine. That's the end of it.” 

Just one. A quick one. A hello would do.  

“No, now be quiet. I have to concentrate.” Ben goes back to marking the essays and sighs as he continues to mark the pages with red sharpie. After an hour or so, his hand gets cramped and he sets the papers down. He lays back on the couch and closes his eyes. But, before he can drift off... his phone buzzes. He leans over to the coffee table, picks it up and smiles at the name. 

Rey...  

**

Hi  

Hi, what’s going on?  

Oh nothing. Just... wanted to say hi. Sorry for bothering you Mr. Solo.  

You’re not bothering me Rey.  I’m just grading papers.  

Oh, the essays? How’d I do?  

I haven’t gotten to yours yet, but I’m sure you did fine : )   What are you doing?  

Thanks.  Walking to work. I have a double shift today; the other server is sick.   

Sorry to hear that. Was there no one else to call?  

No. But it’s alright. I like  working :  )  

That’s good at least; have you worked a double before?  

Yeah, a couple times. The extra pay is nice.   

I’m sure it is. Don’t work too hard though. 

Well I  kinda  have to... are you coming in today?   

Ben looks at the text and smiles.  

She  wants you to visit her. That’s great we’re getting somewhere.   

“Yes we are...” Ben licks his lips and texts her back.  

Do you want me to?  

...yes.  

Then I’ll be there. Around lunch time?  

Sounds  great :  ) I’m at work now... I’ll see you  later :  )  

**

Ben sets down his phone and smiles.  

So, three hours until we see our Rey? Asks Kylo.  

“Yep, three hours.” Ben lays his head back on the couch and shuts his eyes. She wants him to come to the diner... she wants him there... 

-- 

Ben pulls into a parking spot in front of the diner and gets out. He straightens his shirt and heads inside. He sees Rey behind the bar, wiping it down. She looks up and smiles. She comes around and greets him.  

“Hi.” 

“Hi there.”  

“One?” she asks.  

Two, actually.   

Ben nods his head and follows her to the bar. He takes a seat where she sets the menu down and goes back around.  

“How’s it going?” he asks.  

“Fine. We’re not too busy yet, but the lunch rush is going to start soon.” 

“Good thing I came a little early then.” she smiles and nods.  

“Yep. So, what’ll you have?” 

“Let’s try the soup of the day.” 

“Great.” she turns around and talks to the gruff man behind the small window. “Chicken noodle please.” after a minute or so a bowl comes through the window and Rey sets it in front of Ben. He smiles and goes to speak when someone from the other side of the counter calls out. “I’ll be right back.” she says. She walks away from Ben and his smile goes away.  

She does have to work you know?  

I know... 

Ben eats a spoonful of soup it doesn’t taste like it’s from a can so that’s nice. He eats for a couple minutes then Rey goes to the window. She asks for a burger, fries and another soup. She turns around, goes to smile but... stops.  

“What is he doing here?” she mutters.  

“Who?” he asks. She looks down at him and shakes her head. Ben turns around and sees her so called guardian walking in. The man walks directly over to Rey and puts his hands on the table.  

“What in the fuck are you doing here?” he asks.  

“Working, obviously.”  

 “You’re supposed to be at home...” he peeks over at Ben and looks back to Rey. “...entertaining my guest.” 

“I got called in okay? There’s nothing I could do about it.”  

“You’re leaving.” he says.  

“I can’t. Maz needs the help since Jyn called in sick.”  

“I don’t give a fuck. You’re coming home with me, now.” she flinches at his tone and Kylo snarls.  

Kill him... kill him... kill him...   

Ben looks at the butter knife on his napkin and shoves the thought back. Not here... not now... not in front of Rey. He looks to her and sees her eyes are watering.  

He made her cry...  

“Hurry up, don’t make me wait.” and the man walks out. The bell rings as the door slams shut and Rey closes her eyes. She puts her hand on the counter and Ben instinctively puts his hand over hers. She opens her eyes and tries to smile.  

“Um... I have to go.” she whispers. She looks down at their hands and Ben squeezes. She sniffles and looks around. The man called Chewie is looking through the window at her. “Um... Chewie I have to go...” she says. “Um... tell Maz I’m sorry.” He just nods his head and she turns back to Ben.  

“Rey...” 

“It’s okay... I’m okay.” she pulls her hand away from his and sighs. “Want me to ring you up? She asks. He nods and she goes to the register. “That’ll be five dollars.” he pays her with a ten and she goes to give him change. 

“Keep it.” he says. She smiles and walks around the counter. She throws a purse over her shoulder and he stands up. “I’ll follow you out.” she shakes her head.  

“No it’s okay Ben.” she starts to walk out and he follows her anyway. She goes to the beat-up truck he saw in front of her house and opens the door. She looks back to Ben and the man yells.  

“Get the fuck in already! I had to leave work to come find you!” she smiles at Ben and hops in. The door shuts and Ben watches as it pull from the parking lot.  

What’s... entertaining? Asks Kylo.  

“I don’t know.” Ben mutters. He hurries to his car and decides to find out. 

You know they’re going to her house. Just keep far enough away then we can peek inside the window or something.   

After ten or so minutes, he pulls a block away from Rey’s house. He watches the truck pull from the driveway and speed off.  

Just wait a couple-  

Ben gets out of the car before Kylo can finish and goes around the house until he finds a window without a cover. He kneels on the ground and assumes its Rey’s room. There are sweaters thrown around and the sheets are a light yellow with small flowers on them. He watches nothing then the door flings open. And what he sees... boils his blood. A man, maybe in the forties pushes Rey into the room and onto her bed.  

What in the...  

The man begins to undo his pants then takes Rey’s legs in hand. He shimmies the jeans off and throws them to the side.  

No... no not our Rey...  

He peels her underwear from her body and Rey covers her face with her arm.  

“Oh baby doll... you know you like it...” and the man climbs onto the bed. Ben looks away from the window and stares off into the bushes in front of him.  

He’s prostituting her... he’s using her...  

Ben hears Rey gasp and the sound angers him more than he could ever explain. It’s not a good gasp... it’s a painful one.  

Can we kill him? Kylo asks. This one... 

“Yes.” Ben mutters. Ben stays seated by the window and listens as the man takes advantage of Rey. He doesn’t want to hear it... but... he does. Which is sick. He normally hears those noises when he himself is doing the act. And... even though he knows Rey is not enjoying it... the sounds... the sounds she’s making... 

Ben closes his eyes and sighs as he hears the man come. Oh those sounds... 

We’ll think of them later. Right now... we hunt.  

Ben nods his head and quickly goes to his car. He watches Rey’s front door and minutes later the man exits. He gets into a small blue car and drives off. Ben follows behind him and Kylo smiles.  

At least we get to put our anger into someone. And... this will help Rey... we’re doing this for Rey...  

“Rey...” Kylo quiets down and lets Ben concentrate on following the man. He drives for thirty or so minutes then pulls up to an apartment building. Ben watches as he goes in and decided to wait until he comes out again. He already has everything he needs to incapacitate him... he just needs an opening.  

How much   Etorphine do we have?  

“Enough... we’ll have to stock up before break though.” Ben reaches under his seat and takes out the small black case. He opens it and looks at the needle and small bottle of liquid. He prepares the syringe and keeps it in his hand. 

He waits for about two hours when the man finally reemerges. Ben gets out of his car, sticks the syringe into his back pocket and goes up to the man.  

“Hey man, my car has a flat, do you mind giving me a hand?” he asks. The guy turns around and nods his head.  

“Sure, where you parked?”  

“Over here.” Ben nods to his car and walks over to it with the man. Ben opens his trunk and the guy sighs.  

“You don’t even have a-” and Ben presses the needle into his neck. He injects him with the drug and the guy slumps into the trunk. Ben lifts his legs and pushes him the rest of the way inside. He closes it up and gets into the driver’s seat. He sighs and closes his eyes.  

Let’s go home Benny.  

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Ben stares down at the man as he opens his wallet. He takes out the cash and shoves it into his pocket before putting it back into the man’s pants. Ben sets the clothing to the side and sighs as Kylo starts to talk.  

So... how are we going to do this? He asks.  

“Like any other.” Ben answers. “We’ll wake him though. I want to see what he knows about our Rey.” 

Good idea. He can give us some insight.  

“Exactly...” Ben throws the clothes into a garbage bag along with his phone and car keys. He sets the bag to the side and goes to the counter. He grabs the knife kit, opens it then runs his gloved fingers over the blades.  

Which are we going to use?  

“Not sure yet... we’ll see if he’s helpful or not first. But for now...” Ben picks up a medium sized one and hefts it in his hand. “...this will do.” he grabs a bottle of ammonia from the counter and pours some into the cap. He goes over to the man, puts it under his nose and in a moment; he wakes. Ben pours the liquid back into the bottle and caps it before the man starts to scream into his gag. Kylo smiles and Ben sighs.  

I know you don’t like the screaming very much... but I do... can... can I...?  

“You want to do it?” Ben asks.  

Yes... for Rey...  

“I’d like the first go... but... you can finish him off.” 

That’ll work.  

Ben turns to the man and glares down at him. He continues to scream into the gag and Ben sighs. He leans down, puts the knife to the man’s face and he stops.  

“Good, now stay quiet. Or else it’s game over.” the man nods and Ben undoes the gag.  

“What do you want with me? I-I-I'll do anything. I have money, I’ll pay you whatever you want.” he rambles. “Please... please don’t hurt me.”  

“If you give me the information I want... I’ll let you go.” 

“R-really?” 

“Yes.” Ben lies. “I just need to ask you a few questions.” 

“I’ll tell you anything!” the man yells.  

“Good...” Kylo keeps quiet and Ben takes a breath before he speaks again. “Do you know the name of the girl you raped?”  

“R-raped? No, no no! I paid for her!” he yells.  

“Paid who? Her?” 

“No Plutt!” 

“And who much was she?” 

“$100 for an hour.” 

“And have you had her before?” Ben asks.  

“Yes, a few times.”  

“How long has Plutt been selling Rey?” he asks.  

“A few years now. Since she turned fifteen.”  

That long?  

“He used to only have her give blowjobs at the yard but when her tits finally grew in; he decided to make more money off her.” 

“The yard?” 

“Y-yeah, he owns the scrap yard on the edge of town.” Ben sighs and clicks his tongue.  

“How long has Rey been in his keep?” 

“He’s had her since she was ten.” 

He... groomed her into being a whore...  

“Why didn’t Plutt want Rey to change schools?” 

“What? I-I don’t know. Come on man just let me go!” Ben walks around the man and sighs.  

“Do you know Plutt’s schedule? When he leaves for work and when he gets back?” 

“Uh... yeah. He works from six to around seven. He takes his lunch with him so he doesn’t have to leave the yard.” 

“And how do you know that?” Ben asks.  

“Because I work with him, I drive the hauler. He... he doesn’t like to leave it unattended.” 

“Then why were you not at work today? He picked up Rey from her job and took her back to the house...” 

“It’s my day off. I needed to get off and Plutt said Rey was going to be home.” he says. “When I got there, no one answered the door so I called him.”  

So... today when Rey cried... it wasn’t only  Plutt’s  fault...  

“...it was you.” Ben mutters.  

“W-what?” 

“You made her cry. Because of you... she cried and then... you fucked her!” Ben yells as he plunges the knife into the man’s stomach. He cries out as the blade cuts into his flesh and Kylo smiles. Ben takes the knife out and sees tears running down the man’s face. Blood pours from the wound and drips down onto the tarp.  

Again...  

Ben does as Kylo says and stabs the man three more times. Around the same area so he doesn't bleed out just yet. He just cries and Kylo sighs.  

Good.  

The man opens his eyes and Ben smiles as blood tears down his face. Mixing with his tears.  

“She’s mine.” Ben says. “All mine. And we are going to make sure no one like you, ever, touches Rey again.” and he steps away from the tarp. “Ready?” he asks Kylo.  

Always...  

Ben closes his eyes and leans against the counter. He inhales deep and lets himself be taken into the darkness.  

-- 

He hasn’t been in control since their last kill. Amber was such a sweet little thing... fun to play with. But the man laying out in front of Kylo now makes his skin crawl. He hurt Rey... multiple times by his own admission. He paid to fuck their Rey. Their Rey! Kylo turns and looks at the knife kit, he puts the knife Ben chose into the sink and picks up a larger one with a serrated edge.  

Please try to keep the blood on the tarp this time. Ben says. It was a nightmare trying to get it out of the tile. 

“Yeah, yeah.” Kylo goes over to the man and smiles down at his half-opened eyes. “Hi there... and goodbye.” Kylo lifts the blade up and puts it right over the man’s heart. He closes his eyes a moment, savoring the feeling and swiftly brings the knife down. The man cries out as much as he can and Kylo sighs. “Next time I get to go first.” he tells Ben. “You know I like to hear them scream.” he takes the blade out of the man and quickly plunges it back it. The man gurgles and Kylo keeps the blade inside, he slowly twists the knife in place and smiles as the man’s eyes close.  

He's gone now. He takes the blade out, throws it into the sink and crosses his arms.  

“So, would you like to decapitate him, or shall I?” he asks.  

Go ahead. And while you’re at it, you can cut him the rest of the way up too. Even pieces please. Ben says.  

“I know how you like it done Benny.” 

Then do it right.  

“Will do.” Kylo takes off his gloves, throws on a new pair and grabs the cleaver from the knife kit. He throws it up into the air, catches the handle and Ben claps from inside his head. Kylo goes over to the man’s body and smiles. “Enjoy your rest...” 

-- 

Kylo keeps his eyes on the road and tries to stay awake. It’s late... but he is glad it’s still Sunday. It seems like only a few hours ago he and Ben caught the man who had fucked Rey, but it’s been a day. He still has to let Ben out so he can grade the rest of the essays. He wishes he could just do it, but every time Ben lets him try, he screws up. Ben is the smart one, Kylo... is the muscle. 

He turns up the radio maybe a little too loud to stay awake and keeps on the road home. It’s not far now and he can almost feel the nice comfort of Ben’s bed. He hasn’t been out in such a long time... it’s nice. Though he prefers to kill and go back in... not do everything else as well. He doesn’t care for cleaning... or disposing but... Ben has been tired. He deserves some down time. He can let him back out in a day or so. He... can take care of this.  

Kylo pulls into their garage and turns off the car. He lays his head against the seat a moment before he heads into the house. He locks the door behind him and heads to the bathroom. Ben already showered... but... Kylo would like one for himself.  

He turns the water on on the highest heat it will go and strips. Kylo throws the clothes into the hamper and steps into the shower. He sighs as the blistering water hits his skin and puts his head underneath it. He grabs the bar a soap, lathers it in his hands and begins to wash himself while the room quickly fills with steam. He shuts his eyes as his hand lowers to his cock and feels Ben stir at the back of his mind. He wanted to do this yesterday when he heard Rey gasp and moan under that man. They both felt anger but… also pleasure. The sounds she made… 

Kylo moans as he tightens his grip and Ben speaks. 

It’s sick you know? Thinking of her like that…  

“I do… we both do…” Kylo says. “But it’s not like you haven’t thought of her before. She’s the only image we can cum to now…” Kylo jerks his hand faster and puts his forehead to the shower wall. The steam and his movements are making it too hot to even think of anything else.  

Just Rey…  

“Only Rey…” Kylo mutters. “Only our Rey…” and just as he’s about to cum, the phone buzzes to life.  

Shit.  

Kylo quickly washes off and turns off the shower. He gets out, wraps a towel around his waist and picks up the phone. There, is a text from their special little someone.  

What’s wrong? Asks Ben. What does she say? 

“Let’s see…”  

** 

Hi... I... I’m sorry about yesterday.  

Rey you have nothing to be sorry about. Are you okay?  

Yeah... I’m alright.   

Are you sure?  

I’m fine I promise. Just... drama.  

What kind of drama? You were really upset…  

You know  you can talk to me…  

I know  I can…  

Then?  

Um…maybe… if it’s alright with you. We could talk tomorrow? After school?  

Of course.  When and where?  

Anywhere is fine…  

How about my place?   

** 

She doesn’t text back right away... 

Please say you didn’t fuck that up. Says Ben.  

“Quiet… let her think…” 

And after ten minutes or so; she messages back.  

** 

Sure… how though?  

I can give you my address… or I could pick you up away from school? The grocery store a few block s  down?  

Alright. I’ll just head that way afterward.   

Great. You already know my car.  

Yeah…  

Thank you Ben.  

It’s no problem Rey. I’ll talk with you tomorrow .  

Good night.   

**  

Shes coming here… says Ben.  

“Yeah… she is…” Kylo wipes some steam from the mirror above the sink and sighs at his- no Ben’s reflection. He looks into the eyes and sees a small flicker of Ben in them. He needs to let him out now... Kylo won’t be able to control himself around Rey... he knows this... “Ready to come out?” he asks.  

Whenever you’re ready Kylo...  

“I’m ready...” Kylo closes his eyes and lets himself fade back into nothing.  

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Ben waits in his car for Rey to show up. He drove straight here after school was over, and he knows it will take Rey a few minutes to join him. But... he’s beginning to feel antsy...  

Everything’s going to be fine. Says Kylo. She’ll be here... just like she said.  

“I hope so...” Ben mutters.  

She wants to talk with us Benny. Don’t worry.  

Ben nods his head and checks his phone, nothing from Rey. He puts it down, looks out the windshield... and waits.  

Ten minutes later, they see her. She walks over with a small smile on her face and gets in the passenger seat. She looks over at him and he smiles over at her.  

“Ready?” he asks.  

“Yes.” he starts the car and pulls out of the parking place. As they start to drive down the road, Kylo notices her twiddling her fingers.  

Is she nervous?   

“Nervous?” Ben asks. She looks over to him and nods her head.  

“A little.” 

“There’s no need to be. You're safe with me.” she smiles and he turns back to the road. “It’s not far to my house. We’ll be there soon.”  

“Okay... Ben.” he smiles as she says his name and pays attention to the traffic.  

As they pull into the garage, Ben makes sure the door is all the way closed before getting out of the car. He doesn’t need his neighbors snooping. He opens his door and Rey does the same. He opens the door that leads to the hallway and let’s Rey in first. He closes the door behind them and looks down at her feet.  

“Do you mind taking off your shoes?” 

“Oh, sure.” she kicks off her tennis shoes and he slips off his own shoes. He sets them to the side and she follows suit. He walks down the small hallway and goes into the living room. “Make yourself at home, alright. I just need to go check the mail.” 

“Okay...” he hears behind him. He unlocks the door, goes out to the mail box and gets the junk letters. He looks though them there so he can cool off a moment and looks in the front window.  

No one can really see in. Says Kylo. And it would make her uncomfortable if we closed the shades.  

“Yeah...” Ben goes back into the house and sees Rey still standing, backpack still draped over her arm. “Rey I said to make yourself comfortable.”  

“Oh...” Rey quickly sits down on his tan couch and keeps her bag clutched to her chest.  

“Rey... if you’re nervous-” 

“No... it’s not... I just... okay I’m a little nervous.” 

“Of?” she looks away from him and sighs.  

“...talking with you.” 

“If you’d like I can take you home.” 

“No... I want to be here...” Ben sighs.  

“Would you like something to drink? I have coke or bottled water.” 

“Water please.” he nods his head and walks into the kitchen. He gets two bottles and hands one to Rey when he’s back in the living room. He takes a seat on the opposite side of the couch and faces her.  

“Okay... where do you want to start?” she puts the backpack on the floor next to her feet and takes a deep breath.  

“I... really don’t know where to start.” 

“Anywhere you want.” 

“Okay...” she begins. “I... I started living with Unkar when I was ten. And, it was never the ideal place to be but... it was better than the group home I was in; well at first. I thought... I was getting a real family. But I was wrong. He made me rely on him so early on that when he threatened to send me back... I begged him to let me stay. And... it was a mistake, I guess. Ever since then... nothing’s been right.” 

Just let her talk...  let  her vent...  

“He stopped feeding me on a regular basis. The only reason I got any food was if I worked hard in the scrap yard, then I got really sick and he had to start feeding me right. So... I’m good on that part.” she says. “He’s... not the best guardian but... it could...” she trails off and looks away from Ben. “And... after my hands got too big to fit in the small spaces... he had me do other stuff instead...” 

“Like?” Ben asks. She closes her eyes and sighs.  

“...are you going to report him?”  

“Do you want me to?”  

“...no. Then I’d have to move again. And I like it there... at Ileenium. I have friends and... you’re there...” 

She wants to stay with you... us...  

“Then what do you want me to do Rey?” he asks her.  

“I just want you to listen....” 

“I can do that.” he assures her. “I won’t report him... but, before you continue... I need you to promise me something.” she looks over to him and he sighs. “Promise me... you’ll keep talking to me. No matter what. You’ll text, or call. If you need me you just have to say so.” she nods her head and sighs.  

“Okay... I promise.” 

“Good... then continue.”  

“...he... sells me.” she says. “Not as often anymore since I have my job and I can help with the bills that way...” 

Act dumb...  

“Sells... you?” 

“Yeah... I... I don’t like it but... I’m used to it now. I... only have to do it with the same couple guys so... it’s okay.” 

“Rey that’s not okay...” she closes her eyes and Kylo sighs.  

Please don’t cry... please...  

“I... I know that but... it’s easier if I... if I think it is.” 

“Rey...” and suddenly she scoots over to him and wraps her arms around him. He stiffens a moment then holds onto her. Nearly as tightly as she’s holding onto him. She cries into his shirt and he closes his eyes. She smells like honey...  

He keeps ahold of her and lets her cry. All the while, Kylo talks to him.  

We need to do something... anything!  

I know... 

We can’t just sit here and let her hurt!  

Yes we can... for now. She’s confiding in us... and you heard her she doesn’t want to leave either! Ben yells back. Right now, she needs a shoulder to cry on and I’m glad it’s ours and not a therapist’s.  

Ben...  

I know... trust me I know. This is hurting me too... 

They let her cry and soon her grip starts to loosen. Ben puts his hand to the back of her head and keeps her against his chest. He calms her and soon he lets her go. She wipes her nose with the back of her hand and he grabs a tissue from a box on the coffee table. He hands it to her and she smiles.  

“...thank you.” she blows her nose and crumples the paper in her hand. “I... I really didn’t want to get you into this...” she says.  

“It’s alright. I’m glad you’re telling me. Even if it makes me want to go over and end him right now.” she looks up and dabs below her nose. “I mean...” 

“No... it’s okay. I get it...” she sniffles. She puts her face in her hands and sighs. “I’m sorry...” 

“Don’t be.” Ben looks at the time... he was holding her for at least a half hour... “Um... Rey?” 

“Yeah?” 

“When do you need to be home?” he asks.  

“I need to get back around seven. That’s when he gets off and I need to be home when he gets there.” 

“Okay.” he says. “We still have time then. Is there anything else?” he asks.  

“Um... yeah... if you... don’t mind listening.” 

“Of course not. Tell me everything.” 

And she does.  

-- 

Ben looks at Rey in the other room and sighs. It’s only five... and... he doesn’t want to take her home yet.  

Then invite her to stay for dinner. Says Kylo. 

“Dinner.” Ben mutters.  

“What was that?” she asks.  

“Oh, um. Would you like to stay for dinner Rey? I was going to make chicken pot pie.”  

“Oh... yes please. I mean, if you don’t mind.” 

“Of course not. That’s why I asked.” he says with a smile. She smiles back and he begins to take things from the fridge. He puts them on the counter and sees Rey get up. “You can turn on the TV if you want.” he says. “I can’t guarantee there’s anything good on though.” 

“No... if it’s alight, I’d like to help you.” 

“You want to help?” he asks. She nods her head and he smiles. “Okay. Uh... you can start cutting the vegetables.” 

“Okay.” Ben hands her a knife and smiles at her as she comes closer. She smiles up at him and he has to keep himself in check.  

This is nice... says Kylo. Her here... in our area... our home... 

Yeah... it is...  

Just keep calm and make her feel at home. Maybe... one day it will be.  

Ben stops at the thought and Rey looks up.  

“What’s wrong?” she asks.  

“Oh, nothing. Just... imagining some things.” 

“Like?”  

“... how good dinner is going to be.” he lies. She laughs and nods her head.  

“... me too.” and she goes back to chopping. Ben starts trimming the chicken and peeks over at Rey. She’s so close... he can almost taste her... 

No! Yells Kylo. Don’t even think about it!  

I know... I know... 

Ben looks at the cutting board and keeps his mind on dinner.  

-- 

Ben smiles as Rey puts her hands to her belly before he pulls up a few feet from her house. She smiles over at him and sighs.  

“Thank you for dinner... it was delicious.” 

“Thanks to you.” he says with a wink. He watches as a small blush goes to her cheeks and she undoes her belt.  

“And... thank you for listening. For... putting up with my... troubles.” 

“Anytime.” he says. “I wish you didn’t have any troubles. But I am glad you came to me.” 

“Me too... I... I’m happy you’re here.” 

“For you.” he admits. She smiles and picks up her bag from between her feet.  

“I’ll see you tomorrow Ben.” she says.  

“Good night.” she gets out of the car, but before she closes the door, she bends down and smiles at him again.  

“Um... Ben?” 

“Yes Rey?” 

“Can... I come over again sometime?” 

“Anytime you want. My door’s always open.” 

“Okay... night.” and she closes the door. Ben watches as she goes to her house and Kylo sighs as she disappears behind the door.  

That went  surprising  well.  

“Yeah... it did.” 

And she wants to come back...  

Ben smiles and Kylo laughs.  

And good job with the wink. She liked it.  

“I thought so...” 

Ready to go home Benny?   

“Yeah...” and he pulls away from the curb. All the while, wishing Rey would still be there when he arrived.  

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Time to wake up Benny... says Kylo. We need to go see Rey. 

Ben opens his eyes and sighs at the blaring alarm and Kylo’s words. He doesn’t want to get out of bed. But he knows he has to. He switches off the alarm and turns over on his side.  

Come on, I know it’s hard. But... Rey will make it better.  

“Yeah...” and Ben lifts himself out of bed.  

It’s Saturday, which means she’s at the diner. And thanks to their new-found friendship... he knows she’s working the breakfast shift. He said he might show up if he can drag himself out of bed and he meant it. Saturdays are for sleeping in. Ben rises and goes over to the window. He throws open the curtains and glares at the rising sun. Why couldn’t Rey work the late shift? That way he could have an excuse to have her in his car again. He stretches his arms above his head and yawns.  

Hurry! Let’s go! Yells Kylo.  

“Rey isn’t going to care what time we get there...” mutters Ben as he goes to the bathroom. 

No, but I do. Now hurry your pretty ass up and get moving.   

Ben rolls his eyes and tries his hardest to start the day.  

-- 

An hour and a half later he’s pulling into the parking lot of Maz’s. His stomach growls and Kylo laughs. Ben gets out of the car and heads into the diner. But, right before he reaches for the door, he feels Kylo push to be in control. He turns away from the door and braces himself on the hood of his car.  

“What are you doing?” he mutters.  

I want to talk with her... and you’re still tired...  

“You could have asked when we were still in the car!” Ben hisses through his teeth.  

Just let me out...  He says. I... I never get to talk with her... it’s always you...  

Ben pauses and hears the desperation in his friend’s voice.  

“Okay...” Ben closes his eyes and lets out a deep breath as Kylo takes over his body.  

-- 

“Ben!” Kylo hears. He turns around and sees Rey, half way out the diner door. “Are you okay?” she asks. Kylo stands up straight and looks to her. Her pretty eyes wide with worry… for him… no them… no Ben. 

“Y-yeah. I just got a dizzy spell.” He says. “Happens all the time.” Kylo represses the urge to call her honey or some reason. Maybe it’s her eyes… 

“Oh... okay.” she holds the door open for him and he goes inside. Kylo smiles at the old woman sitting by the door and follows Rey to the bar. He takes a seat and shivers when he feels her hand on his back. “Are you sure you’re okay?” she asks.  

“I’m fine Rey. Thank you.” she removes her hand and walks around the counter.  

Just keep calm and smile. Says Ben.  

I know... Kylo says back.  

Rey smiles as she goes in front of him and hands him a menu.  

“Coffee? Orange juice?” she asks.  

Cof -  

“Orange juice, please.” she nods her head and pours him a glass. He takes a sip before he looks at the menu and smiles when he realizes he can choose what to eat for once. “Um... I’d like... eggs over easy... bacon and twelve grain bread.” he says. She starts to write on her little notepad and Kylo sighs. “And pancakes. I’m quite hungry.” 

“Alrighty then.” she takes the menu from him, sets it behind her and hands the man behind the small window the piece of paper. She turns back to him and puts her hands on her hips. “So, pulled yourself out of bed I see.” she says.  

“Barley.” he says. “But... I couldn’t pass up seeing you." Kylo watches as she blushes and she looks down at her shoes. “How’s your morning going?” he asks.  

“Oh, fine. A little slow at the moment. But, it’ll pick up again soon.” she say. “Probably in the next hour.” Kylo nods his head and takes another drink of orange juice. “Have any plans for the rest of your day?” she asks.  

“Not really. Just this...”  

“This is all?” she asks.  

“Yep. Only you.” the blush deepens in color and Kylo smiles. “How about you? Any plans for your Saturday?” He asks. 

“Um... nothing really. I’ll leave  here around lunch time then I plan on going to the library to do some research for my history essay.”  

“You don’t have internet at your house?” he asks.  

“...no. Plutt says it’s a waste of money. But, there’s a library a few blocks away so it’s not that big of a deal.”  

...invite her over. Says Ben.  

Can I? 

...go ahead.   

“If you want... you can come over and use mine.” Kylo says. “I’m going to be home all-day grading tests. So, I could use the company.” a bell rings behind her and she turns to get his food.  

Don’t say too much... just... offer and let her think.  

Yeah yeah... 

She sets his plates in front of him and hands him a syrup container. He thanks her and she sighs.  

“Are you sure? I mean... I don’t want to intrude...” 

“You won’t be. Like I said we-I could use the company."  

Shit shit shit!  

She smiles and nods her head.  

“Okay then. I'll come over, after my shift is done. I’m pretty sure I can find my way to the right bus stop.”  

“I can pick you up.” says Kylo. “I’m sure I can run a few errands and get you around lunch time.”  

“...okay. Sounds good.” she looks down at his plate and sighs. “You better eat that before it gets cold.” and she walks away from him. Kylo smiles down at his pancakes and pours a grotesque amount of syrup on them.  

You do know I have to live with that after taste?  

Kylo shoos Ben away and cuts into the sugary mess. 

-- 

After spending two hours in different stores, it’s time to get Rey. Ben hurries Kylo along the road and he sighs.  

“I can do this!” yells Kylo. “I’ve done fine so far.” 

Yes, besides taking control at a bad time, saying we instead of I and then speaking to me while you were in line at the grocery store. Yeah... great job...  

“Just shut up.” says Kylo. “Rey didn’t notice.” 

No, she didn’t. But the old lady at the register did. She looked at us like we had four heads.  

“Oh come on... we only have two.” Kylo says with a laugh.  

Very funny. Green light!  

Kylo continues to drive and soon Rey is walking from the diner and to the car.  

Just keep your thoughts to yourself. Says Ben. Literally.  

Rey slides into the car and smiles over at him as she buckles her belt.  

“Ready he asks. 

“Yep.” and they drive off.  

-- 

Kylo hands Rey a water bottle and a s’mores pop-tart before taking a seat across from her. She set herself up in his favorite chair with his laptop settled in her lap. Papers are already strewn around her and he smiles. She seems… at home. 

“Thank you again for letting me use your laptop... and internet... and house.” She laughs. 

“It’s nothing Rey.” says Kylo. “Just make yourself at home.” Kylo picks up the stack of papers on the coffee table along with the red sharpie.  

Okay... each question is worth two points. Except for long answer questions which are worth three. Says Ben. You have the key, right here. So, it’s pretty easy. Just follow it and mark. 

“...kay.”  

“Huh?” he hears. He looks up and sees Rey looking at him.  

“Oh... nothing. Just... talking to myself.” he admits. Rey laughs and goes back to looking at the laptop. 

Like I said... great job Kylo.  

Shut up and let me do your work.  

Kylo begins to grade the tests and soon he hears the foil wrapper of the pop-tart being opened. He peeks up and watches as Rey bites into the cold pastry and chews. Her eyes are stuck on the screen so he allows himself look at her.  

She’s so beautiful... says Ben.  

Kylo smiles and Rey’s eyes shift over. Kylo can’t look away quick enough and she smiles too. He watches as she bites her bottom lip and begins to type.  

Look away Kylo. You can’t be caught looking at her again.  

She doesn’t mind... 

No but that’s not the point. Now get to work!   

Kylo sighs and does as he’s told.  

-- 

As Rey works, she slowly begins to loosen up more. She rolls her shirt sleeves up and they can see healing bruises up and down her arms.  

She’s comfortable enough to let us see... that's good.  

She shouldn’t be hurting though... it’s not right.  

I know it’s not. But, soon we’ll be able to help her.  

Kylo smiles at the thought of ripping Plutt’s heart out and giving it to Rey as a gift. She looks up from her notes and sighs.  

“Ben?”  

“Yes?”  

“Are... are you sure you’re okay?” 

“What do you mean?” asks Kylo.  

“I mean... you seem... different today.” 

She noticed? How?  

“Do I? How so?” 

“Well... I don’t really know. There’s... something in your eyes.” she says. “It’s almost like... you’re off in a galaxy far, far away.”  

“I’m right here...” says Kylo.  

“I know but... oh I don’t know. I’m just being silly.” and she looks back to her notes.  

No... no you’re not... says Ben. You’re right on the money... 

She can... she can tell us apart? 

No... not yet at least. But, if you keep coming out... she will.  

I... I’d like that... 

I know Kylo but-  

Why can’t she know? He asks. 

Because... no one knows about you. No one can ever know about you.   

...Rey would understand. 

Perhaps... but are you willing to take that chance?  

Kylo keeps his eyes on Rey and once again, doesn’t look away quick enough. She smiles at him and sticks her tongue out. He does the same and sighs.  

...yes. Yes I am.  

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Ben looks around the class and eyes a couple students in the back for talking. They quiet down and go back to their tests. He turns his attention to Rey, who has already finished hers. She’s reading ahead to the next book they will be studying. He watches as her eyes dance around the pages and smiles.  

She seems to be happy today.   

She does... 

I wonder why...  

It’s Friday. Says Ben. All of them are happy. 

True.   

Kylo stays quiet for a few minutes but speaks up again.  

So... have you given any thought to-  

 If... if we tell her about you... what do you expect? For her to be perfectly okay with her teacher and confidant having a voice inside his head?  

I’m my own being you know.  

I do... but... for someone who doesn’t understand. You’re a voice. You’re an illness. And... we don’t want her to think we’re sick. 

She won’t. She... she’ll understand Benny.  

I think so too but we don’t know that for sure. We have to wait a while... 

You and your waiting...  

It’s what I do best. 

What if... she figures it out on her own?  

Then we can tell her but I- 

She already noticed a difference between you and me. It’s not that far of a leap to the truth.  

Exactly... 

Ben and Kylo look to Rey and see her watching them. Ben smiles and she does the same.  

See... she knows there’s something up...  

Which is why we’re going to act as normal as we can. Now... be quiet until the end of class please. I need to keep an eye on them. 

Sure thing Benny but... keep in mind... she’s telling us all of her troubles... why not tell her about ours?   

And Kylo goes away.  

Ben sighs and takes a drink of his water. He looks back to his class and thinks of what Kylo said. 

It’s true... she’s confiding in them... it’s only fair they confide in her... 

-- 

** 

Hey... how’s your day going?”  

Fine, and you?  

Alright... um, can I come over for a little while after work?  Unkar’s  been in a sour mood and I’d like to stay away as long as I can.   

Of course. Anytime.   

Okay... thank you Ben.   

No problem. Now get back to  work ;  )  

Okay...  

One more question before I  do...  

Alright, shoot.  

What’s your favorite ice cream flavor?  

Vanilla... why?  

No  reason ;  )  TTYL.   

** 

Ben sighs and puts down his phone.  

Why would she ask that? Asks Kylo. 

“I’m not sure... but, we’ll find out when she gets here.” Ben looks at the bus station schedule on the coffee table and sighs. She should be here around three. Which gives him a few hours to calm himself. They’ve been thinking about Rey more and more and almost every time... it’s in the bedroom, or shower... or at Ben’s desk... 

Ben shakes his head and sighs. No more thinking of that. He can’t... he won’t. 

He quickly stands up and heads into the kitchen. He opens the fridge and cupboards and sighs. There's nothing really to eat... if she gets hungry, he’ll order pizza or something. He’ll need to remember to go to the store tomorrow. He stares off into the kitchen and sighs... only three hours...  

-- 

Three and a half hours later, Ben is pacing in front of the door. Rey should be here soon. He offered to pick her up but she said taking the bus wasn’t that big of a deal. He disagreed but Kylo reminded him that he can’t be with her 24/7.  

Just remain calm.   

“I know... but...” and the doorbell rings. Ben stops and sighs. “Shit...” he mutters.  

He looks out the peephole and sees Rey. He unlocks the door and opens it. He smiles at the sight of her and sees bags in her hands.  

“Hi, come on in.” he says.  

“Thanks.” she goes in past him and walks into the living room. He locks the door behind them and smiles when goes right into the kitchen. He goes to follow her but she speaks. “Stay in there.” she says.  

“Excuse me?” she turns around and eyes him.  

“Stay. In. There. I have a surprise for you.” 

“Oh... alright...” and she puts the bags on the counter and Ben heads to the couch. He takes a seat and Kylo speaks.  

A surprise... for us?  

I suppose so... why would she want to give us something? 

No idea...  

Ben turns on the TV and turns it to some true crime show. He pays attention to the woman killer story and then they hear clanging around in the kitchen.  

What in the hell is she doing in there?  

Ben waits for a few minutes and soon he hears footsteps. He turns his head and sees Rey come into the room with bowls in her hands. She hands him one and he sees ice-cream with toppings inside it.  

“Rey...” 

“You’ve... helped me a lot the past few weeks. And... ice-cream in my opinion; is a great way to pay someone back.” she says with a smile.  

“...thank you.” he says. 

“I bought the stuff during my lunch hour so I could come right over after work.” she says. “You said you liked vanilla. But I also got chocolate too.” 

Chocolate’s my favorite...  

I know... 

“Thank you, Rey. This is really nice but, not necessary. You don’t need to pay me back. I... enjoy listening and spending time with you.” 

“I know... but... I can at least make you a sundae.” she says. Ben smiles and nods his head.  

“Okay.” he gets a spoonful and takes a bite. Chocolate syrup, cherries and caramel are covering the ice-cream and she also sprinkled chocolate chips over it. They eat in silence for a few minutes and then he sees her move closer to him.  

Did she...?  

Uh huh...  

While they eat, she inches closer and closer and soon... she’s sitting so close to him that their legs are touching. Ben doesn’t say anything and he sighs. He turns to her and smiles.  

“This was delicious thank you.”  

“You’re very welcome Ben.” she looks back to her ice-cream and he watches her.  

She wants to be closer... but... how close is too close? Asks Kylo. 

Ben reaches over and takes the bowl from Rey’s hands. He puts both of them on the coffee table and turns to face her. She looks up at him and smiles. He slowly licks his lips and sighs.  

“Rey...” 

“Yes Ben?” he looks at the corner of her mouth and sees a small drip of chocolate syrup clinging to her lip. He pauses a moment and gains the courage. He reaches his hand up towards her mouth and her eyes widen. He catches the liquid with his thumb and without even thinking... he sucks it clean.  

Maybe a little too-  

Rey suddenly leans forward and puts her hand to his thigh. She looks up into his eyes and Ben sighs. He puts his hand back to her face and pulls her close. He glances down at her lips and her eyes slightly close. 

Ben slowly leans in and lightly presses his lips to hers. She stiffens in his grasp and he runs his tongue over her bottom lip. She slowly kisses him back and he can’t help but groan. She’s here... on his couch... letting him kiss her. He tightens his grip on her face and deepens the kiss. She gasps and he takes the opportunity to snake his tongue into her mouth. Ben can hear Kylo sigh from deep within his mind and he feels Rey’s hand clutch onto his thigh. He ends the kiss and keeps her face in place. He keeps his eyes shut and listens to the sound of her breathing.  

So soft... so warm... our Rey...  

“Our Rey...” he mutters and he leans in again.  

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Ben can’t remember the last time he kissed someone. Normally he stays away from kissing the prostitutes he plans to kill. So... this feeling... 

Don’t think... just enjoy it.  She’s here ,  with us... that’s all that matters Benny  

He silently agrees and runs his tongue along hers. She tastes like ice cream…  

She’s sweet and his… all his… 

His Rey… 

She moans as he tightens the grip on her face and he quickly pulls away from her. He doesn’t want to hurt her… and he’s too pent up to go any further. He dreamed of this for so long and now that he’s had a taste… 

“Ben…” He opens his eyes and looks to her.  She takes his face into her hands and pulls him to her. The angle is wrong so their teeth clash together. She giggles and Ben groans. “Sorry.” She says.  

“It’s fine… everything’s fine…” he pecks her on the lips once and smiles. He looks into her eyes and she runs her thumb over his cheek. She smiles and puts her head under his chin.  

“I… I feel safe with you…” she whispers.  

“As you should. I’ll… I’ll protect you Rey… always.” He can almost hear the smile in her voice when she replies.  

“I know you will.”  

Yes… we will…  

Ben smiles and puts his arms around her and swears to himself and Kylo, that they’ll never let her go.  

-- 

Ben looks at the now cold pizza and puts it into the fridge. He goes back into the living room and sets himself on the couch. She let him kiss her... she kissed him... she wants him... only him... 

He stares at the TV and tries to pay attention to the car show. He watches it for a few minutes and groans.  

Just do it Benny. It’ll take the edge off...  

“I know it will...” 

Then?  

“I think I'd feel dirty... she was just here...” 

Exactly... her face... her scent is still fresh...  

Ben lays his head back against the couch and quickly un-buttons his pants. Kylo’s right... she was just here... right here on this very couch. Kissing him... holding him... 

Once his boxers are down far enough his cock springs free and he sighs at the cool air. He takes it in hand and squeezes at the base. Precum dribbles from the tip and he rubs it along the head. He closes his eyes and begins to imagine Rey. Her hand is wrapped around his cock and not his own. It would look so big in her hand... she’s skilled, it’s obvious... but she’d be nervous. Because it was him. Because she actually wants him... unlike every other man she’s had.... 

Ben groans and picks up the pace while he imagines how she’d look kneeled between his legs, cock in her mouth with her large hazel eyes staring up at him. The thought makes him shiver and his hand begins to move sloppily. He's already there... so quickly... because he’s thinking of her... 

He shuts his eyes tighter and thinks about how marvelous her mouth would feel around him. So warm; so wet. He stills as he comes and grips onto his cock. Cum spills onto his shirt and he sighs.  

Now... clean yourself up and get to bed.   

Ben smiles and does as his friend tells him.  

-- 

Ben keeps his eyes on the clock and when it changes... the bell rings. He looks to the students in front of him and he can feel Kylo trying to come to the surface. Rey isn’t here...  

She’s always here! Where the fuck is she?! He yells. 

I don’t know...  

He looks at the kids and sighs.  

“Okay then. Let’s get started.” he picks up the papers on his desk and begins to hand them out. Once each person has one, he returns to his desk and watches as they begin working. He keeps his hands off his phone for a few minutes but soon, he can’t help himself. He takes it out, puts it below his desk and texts Rey.  

** 

Hi there... where are you?  

** 

She doesn’t text back right away so he’s forced to pay attention to his class. 

-- 

Ben pats his phone inside his pants pocket and sighs. She hasn’t texted back. Why hasn’t she texted back?! 

We need to go check on her. We need to know if she’s okay...  

“I know... I know we do. But... we can’t. We can’t just go over and knock on the door.” 

Yes  we can!   

“No, we can’t. We’ll wait a for a half hour, if she doesn’t text back within that time, we’ll head over. Okay?” Kylo doesn’t say anything and Ben sighs. “She’s probably just sick.” Kylo doesn’t speak and Ben shuts his eyes. He’s worried about her too, but Kylo is going mad about it. He’s worried that fucker hurt her again and so is he, but... 

And his phone buzzes. He quickly picks it up and sees her name light up the screen.  

** 

Hi... sorry. I was asleep.  

That’s alright... are you okay? You  weren't  in school today.  

No... I just didn’t feel like going in that’s all. I’ll be back tomorrow though. Okay ? :  )  

Okay... Rey, is something wrong?  

No not really. I’ll talk with you later . xo  

** 

He smiles at the little xo and sighs.  

“She’s lying...” he whispers to Kylo.  

Yeah  she is.   

“We’ll talk with her tomorrow though. We’ll see what’s wrong then.”  

What are we going to do if he hurt her again? Asks Kyo. 

“...we can’t kill him. Not yet...” 

No... but we can  maim  him. We could break his legs or-  

“Stop it. We don’t know if he did anything or not.” 

You know as well as I do.  He will hurt her every chance he gets. Now get your head out of the sand and do your work. The faster you get done, the sooner we can go to sleep. Which means we can wake up and see Rey.  

“Yes sir.” says Ben. He looks back to the pop quizzes he has to grade and sighs. Kylo is right... if he hurt her... they’ll have to hurt him.  

-- 

Ben walks down the hallway and listens to Kylo talk about how soon they get to see Rey. 

Yes I know how much time we have left. Ben says back. But, it’s not like we ca- 

He stops the thought as he walks into his classroom. Rey is there. Sitting at her desk, head laid on it.  

Ben walks further in and sees she’s asleep. She must have came in shortly after he left to the teacher’s lounge. He goes to her side and goes to wake her but he sees she’s wearing makeup; more so than normal. And… there are tears cascading down her cheeks, she must have been crying before she passed out. He watches her a moment, lets himself swipe a tendril of chestnut hair from her cheek and turns to go back to his desk.  

But, as he does, he hears her groan. He turns back around just in time to see her head pop up. And what he sees when she does... infuriates him and Kylo.  

A black eye...  

“Ben...” she whispers. All he does is hold out his arms and she gets up from her desk and goes to him. He wraps her up and she lets out a raged breath.  

“What happened?” he asks.  

“...Unkar got home early and I wasn’t there. He... he...” and she starts to cry. Ben holds onto her and puts his head on top of hers.  

“It’s okay... I’m here... Ben’s here...” he whispers back. “I’ll take care of you...” she cries to his chest and Kylo sighs.  

Can we hurt him now?  

Yes... tonight... we won’t leave the yard until we’re done with him.  

Good... Ben?  

Yeah? 

Can... can I?  

Ben holds her tighter and mentally nods his head.  

Yes... you can comfort her. But... I need to be in charge before class begins.  

That's perfectly fine.  

Ben closes his eyes and let’s himself go. 

-- 

Kylo keeps his arms around Rey and sniffs the smell of her shampoo. He moves his hand over her back and soothes her.  

“It’s okay... everything's okay...” he whispers. “You’re safe with me...” she moves her head slightly and he looks down at her.  

“Ben?” she asks.  

“Yes?” 

“...kiss me?” Kylo sighs and nods his head. He swiftly leans down and puts his lips to hers. He can’t help the moan that escapes his throat and he kisses her harder.  

Not too much now. Says Ben. We can’t get caught.  

We won’t... 

Kylo sighs as she wraps her arms around his neck and pulls him closer. She pecks his lips then kisses the tip of his nose.  

“Can I come over after work tomorrow?” 

“Of course you can sweetheart.” she puts her head to his chest and Kylo closes his eyes. She’s so warm... he knows he’s the one comforting her, but having her in his arms... is comforting him as well. She trusts them and... they’re going to help her as much as they can. They’re going to make sure that bastard never touches her again.  

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Ben lays in wait outside of the scrap yard and watches as the last worker leaves. The only person there is her “guardian”. He won’t leave for another twenty minutes or so. There are cameras but... they’ll take care of those once they're inside. Ben puts the ski mask over his face and gets out of the car. They're not used to working this way, but it is for Rey... they are both willing to do anything. He walks along until he gets inside the gate and sees Plutt. He’s inside the office, near a file cabinet. Ben hurries to the door and gently opens it. The man doesn’t turn around so it’s easy for Ben to raise the crow bar.  

Now...  

Ben hits him over the head and the man falls onto the floor with a loud thump. Ben looks down at the waste of space.  

We can’t kill him... so what do we do Benny?  

“We’ll keep the fun in here... I know that much.” he says. “But... we’re going to play it by ear.”’ 

So... a  broken leg or arm...   

“Maybe an eye socket...” 

To mirror Rey’s black eye...  

“Exactly.” he says. “We’ll just hurt him a little... we can make it look like a robbery maybe.”  

Like we want any of this piece of garbage’s belongings.   

“No, but we can take the money.”  

True . More tips for Rey...  

“Well... let’s get started...”  

Ben begins to push things off the desk and smiles as a glass shatters against the floor. He flings papers around and when Kylo thinks they’ve made enough of a mess, Ben goes to cash box. He'll just take the whole thing. He puts it on the desk and goes to the small TV in the corner. He pushes the open button on the DVD player underneath it and takes the disk. Evidence... taken care of... 

He puts it to the side and looks down at Plutt. He hurt their Rey...  

Ben pushes the man over onto his back and sighs. He reaches down and takes a rag that fell from the desk and shoves it into his mouth. He would tie his hands but... he’d like to see this pig flail around. He closes his eyes a moment and Kylo speaks up. 

I think the face first...  

“Couldn’t agree more...” Ben lines his boot up to the man’s face and kicks as hard as he can. The man cries out and he smiles. He picks the crowbar up once more and aims at his face again. This time, a crack rings though the small office. Plutt howls in pain and Kylo smiles as blood gushes from the wound. He's covering his face so Ben can’t see where he hit exactly but he’s happy to harm him. A broken nose would do... anything would...  

Anything for Rey...  

“Anything...” Ben whispers. He aims again and the man cries out as the crowbar hits his hands. Kylo sighs and Ben puts the crowbar to the back of Plutt’s knee. He swings and the implement collides with his leg. He cries out once more and Ben puts the end of the crowbar to Plutt’s face. Blood is cascading down his face.  

Good...  

“If you ever... ever, touch Rey again, I’ll kill you.” Ben threatens. The man just cries into his hand and Ben sighs. “If you even lay a single finger on her I'll know. Believe that.” he says while hefting the crowbar in his hand. Ben grabs the lockbox and DVD then leaves the office. He can hear the man curse but he doesn’t care. That should help a little. And if not... he and Kylo will have to get more creative.  

-- 

** 

Hi... I can’t come over  today :  (  

Why not? Is something wrong?  

I’m at the hospital with  Unkar .  

Oh... what happened?  Are you alright??  

I’m fine. But s omeone beat him up pretty bad... his face is... gnarly. They broke into the yard last night and jumped him. They stole all the cash too.  

That’s awful. How bad is he hurt?  

Not too sure yet...  We’re in a room now, waiting for a doctor . I’ll text later.  I just wanted to fill you in.   

Alright.  

 ** 

Ben sighs and lays his phone down on the kitchen table. He digs his spoon into the bowl of cereal in front of him and takes a bite.  

Why did they just get to the hospital? Kylo asks. 

“I’m not sure... you’d think he would have called the police last night.” 

Maybe he has secrets too ...  

“Everyone has secrets...” Ben takes another bite and Kylo sighs.  

We should have killed him...  

“I wanted to as well... but... Rey...” 

She’d be better off without him. She’d be better with us.  

“Oh, like the system if going to place her in the custody of her teacher... besides... we don’t want her that way...” 

No, we don’t.   

“All we can hope for is that he was receptive to the message. If he hurts her again... we’ll have no choice.” 

One more bruise...  

“...and he’s done with.” 

-- 

Kylo looks over the empty desks and hopes Ben will be ready soon. He got really tired so Kylo said he’d take over.  

I’ll be ready. I just need a few more minutes...  

“But... it’s lunch time... which means it’s almost fifth period... which means...”  

“Hi...” he hears.  

Shit...  

He turns toward the door and sees Rey. He smiles and stands.  

“Hi sweetheart.” she walks into the room and goes right into his arms. Kylo lays his head on hers and sighs. “How are you doing? How's your... guardian?” he mutters.  

“I’m fine... he’s... going to be okay.” 

We knew that much... still upsetting though. Ben says.  

“...shame.” she laughs and rubs her hand over his back. Kylo closes his eyes at the feeling and tightens his arms around her.  

“...thank you.” she whispers. Kylo opens his eyes and sighs.  

“For?” 

“...hurting him.” he puts her at arm's length. “... I know it was you.”  

How can she? We didn’t-  

“Rey-” 

“No, it’s okay. I won’t say a thing. I’d never.” 

“Rey... that's-” she puts her hands to his face and smiles.  

“I’m so thankful for both of you.” Kylo’s eyes widen and she leans in to kiss the tip of his nose. “And, yes... I do mean, both of you.” 

She can’t know... how can she know? Asks Ben. Sure we’ve had a few missteps but overall... I thought we were safe... 

“Sweetheart...” 

“Right there... Ben doesn’t call me that... you call me that.” she says.  

“Rey, I-” 

“Who are you? What do I call you?”  

Go ahead... tell her. Says Ben. She already knows... 

Kylo looks into her hazel eyes and sighs.  

“...Kylo.” he whispers. “My name is Kylo.”  

“Hello Kylo.” she says with a little lift to her lips. “It’s very nice to meet you.” Kylo blinks away the wetness in his eyes and sighs.  

“It’s so nice to meet you too...”  

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Ben taps his fingers against the steering wheel while he and Kylo wait for Rey to show up. They haven’t been here long but waiting is making them nervous. What if she rejects them? What if this was a test, and they failed?  

It’s not. Says Kylo. She wouldn’t tell us she knows then reject us. She’s not like that Benny.  

“I know she’s not. But every situation is going ‘round my head. The good... the bad... especially the bad...” 

Everything will be fine.   

“I hope so...” they wait for a few more minutes then Rey comes into view. Ben watches as she makes her way to the car and slides in. She smiles over at him and he smiles back as much as he can.  

“What’s wrong?” she asks. 

Nothing.  

“Nothing... I’m just... hesitant.” she nods her head and sighs.  

“I’m sorry I sprung that on you two. But...” 

It’s okay...   

“Don’t be.” he assures her. “We were... planning on telling you anyway. Just not this soon...” he turns the key and the car comes to life. “Plans change though.” 

“Sometimes for the better.” she finishes. 

Exactly…  

-- 

Ben takes his seat next to Rey on the couch and sighs.  

“So... we...” he begins. “... have one question.”  

“Okay.” 

“How did you figure it out?” he asks. “We know we made a few mistakes along the way but we didn't think you really noticed.” she turns on the couch and clasps her hands together.  

“I... noticed something was off on the way you came to breakfast.” she says. “You stumbled out in the parking lot, and when I came to see if you were alright, something seemed... different. Your eyes changed; like someone switched a light on.” she tells him. “And... Kylo is much more talkative than you are. More... flirty.” Ben rolls his eyes and Kylo laughs. “You never really took that next step then... after you stumbled, bam. You were winking and all that kind of stuff.” she says. “Besides... you always seemed to be talking to yourself. Which, everyone does but, in your case,... it looked like you were truly speaking to someone.”  

You were...  

“I was... I am.” he says.  

“Is Kylo talking now?” she asks. Ben can hear Kylo sigh at the sound of her saying his name.  

“Yeah.” 

“What did he say?” 

“He said, I was. That I was talking to someone.” 

“Is it constant?” she asks.  

“Pretty much. Sometimes I can push him to the back but he’s always here.” 

“How often does he come out?” 

“...more so now than ever before.” 

“Why?” 

Tell her Benny.  

“You.” he admits.  

“Me? Why?” 

“He likes you. We... like you. It’s hard for him to stay in. Like the morning at the diner... he bombarded me with the urge to come out. Out of nowhere.” 

“Does it hurt?” 

“No. It’s more like falling asleep. But, if it’s without notice... it’s a little off-putting.” 

You’re not always a pleasure either you know.  

“I know.” says Ben.  

“What?” Rey asks. 

“Oh, sorry… it’s Kylo.” 

“What’d he say?” 

“He said I’m not always a pleasure either.” Rey giggles and Kylo laughs as well. “You agree?” he asks.  

“No, but... it’s nice. You  both seem to get along. I mean... you’re joking with each other, right?” 

“Yes, we’ve been together for so long... it’s like having a brother that never leaves.” he says. “Sometimes it’s nice, but other times it can get annoying.”  

“... how long have you...?” Ben sighs.  

“Since I was a teenager.” he says. “That’s when he really came out. Before it was like I had an imaginary friend but... around that time is when I realized he was real.” 

“What happened? Normally... with DID...” 

“I don’t think we’re ready for that conversation.”  

“Why not?” she asks.  

“... it’s a rough subject.” 

“And... what I’ve told you isn’t?” 

Just tell her Benny.  

I can’t... 

“No, that’s not... what I mean is...” he shuts his eyes and Kylo sighs.  

Let me tell her if you can’t...  

Ben stays quiet a moment and slightly nods his head.  

“...okay.” he mutters.  

-- 

Kylo opens his eyes and smiles at Rey. She narrows her eyes a moment then smiles back.  

“Kylo.” she says.  

“Hi sweetheart.”  

“Why did Ben go?” she asks.  

“He... isn’t comfortable talking about this.” 

“About what happened...” he nods his head.  

“I... I came to... life...” he says while making air quotes. “...when Ben was fifteen.” he says while Ben turns his head from the conversation. “He was staying with his Uncle Luke for the summer, doing this so-called mind and body building. All it was, was child labor and mental abuse.” Rey keeps her eyes on him and he continues. “And, his mom knew, she knew the man wasn’t stable but she sent him anyway. Being there... almost killed him. It tore him apart, literally... figuratively... that’s why I’m here...” he says. “...one night, he wakes Ben up around one in the morning, marches him out to the lake, throws this weight around his neck and pushes him off the dock.” Rey’s eyes widen. “Its so heavy Ben can’t stay afloat so obviously he starts to drown. All the while this lunatic just stands there and watches, yelling that if he’s strong enough he won’t die. That if he believes in himself, he won’t drown. A bunch of bull shit in a round. And... Ben passes out, not enough air... water in his lungs... he’s dying. And... all of a sudden... I’m there. I’m Ben. I’m throwing the weight off, I’m pulling us onto dry land... I’m alive. And... all I can think of is... killing him. Killing Luke.” 

“... did you?” she asks.  

“...yes.” he answers. “I... I pushed that mother fucker into the lake and held his head under the water until there was nothing left... until he was gone. And... Ben was safe.” she reaches toward his hand, and puts hers over it.  

“What happened then?”  

“I took Ben to bed. I let him sleep and, in the morning, I went away. I went back inside and let him discover what I did. He didn’t remember at first, what happened. And it worked in our favor. The police questioned him but he was being honest... he didn’t know what had happened to his uncle. But I did.” Kylo looks off and sighs. They haven’t thought of this in so long...  

“...you saved him Kylo.” 

“I did. And... I knew he needed me. I couldn’t leave...” 

“You can leave?” she asks.  

“I don’t know, maybe. But, I don’t think I would want to. He’s my home... the only one I’ve ever known.” Rey smiles and squeezes his hand.  

“I understand that. You... both of you... feel like home.” Kylo smiles.  

“It’s mutual. We... we love you Rey.” he says. “We’ll protect you... always.”  

“I know you will. I know you have...” she sighs. “Did you... kill Teedo?” she asks.  

“Teedo?” 

“One of the men who...”  

Oh... him... the man we saw take her...  

“...yes we did.” he answers.  

“You didn’t have to.” 

“No... we wanted to.” Rey slightly smiles.  

“Thank you... but... how? How can you... do something like that?” 

“You get used to it.” 

“I don’t think I could.”’ 

“You’d be surprised. Ben didn’t like it at first but now he enjoys it just as much as I do.” 

“You...” she trails off. “How many...? Who else have you killed?” 

Don’t tell her that. Says Ben. She’s not ready to know about our hobby.  

“Not many. A few. I’m not naming names though.” she nods her head.  

“Fair enough I suppose.” she turns her head and sighs.  

“Is that enough for today?” he asks.  

“I think so. It’s... quite a lot to take in.” 

“It is. It still is, and I’ve been here for years.” she smiles and nods her head.  

“So... we have a long way to go?” she asks.  

“Yes, we do.” he says.  

Together...  

“Yes... together...” Kylo squeezes her hand and she looks into his dark eyes.  

“Together.”  

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Ben keeps his eyes on Rey as she walks down the block to her house. Before she gets too far away, she turns back and blows him a kiss. He smiles and he pulls into the street. He drives past her and looks back at her through the rear-view. She stops in front of the house and it almost feels like their eyes meet. Kylo sighs and Ben starts the drive home.  

Well, that went better than we thought.  

“It did...”  

You’re still hesitant...  

“And you’re not?” 

Not one bit.  

“...how?” 

Because... I saw nothing but understanding and adoration in her eyes. Says Kylo. They mirrored our own. She cares for us just as we care for her... 

“Still... it’s hard to believe.” 

I know it is Benny. But... you have to. Something good is right in front of us and we have to take advantage of the  opportunity . We could be happy. She could be happy. Wouldn’t that be nice?  

“...yes.” 

Then trust in her. She can’t handle all of our secrets... maybe not ever. But... she’ll take care of us... and we’ll take care of her. That’s all you want isn’t it? To protect her... to care for her...  

“Of course, I want that.” 

Then what's the problem?   

“There isn’t one.” 

Good.  

-- 

Ben waits outside the diner and sighs as he looks at the time. She was supposed to be off twenty minutes ago but the other waitress isn’t here yet.  

Inconsiderate... 

“Very...” all they want to do is get her home. Ben shuts his eyes and takes a breath. This is going to be they’re first time taking her home... well the first planned time that is. They’ve discussed it... she’s not going to take the bus home anymore. It’s too late when she does, and they both would feel better if they drove her. She agreed but only because Kylo was persuasive. She just smiled and nodded her head. Ben smiles at the thought and he turns to his right. There is the other waitress. She heads into the diner and in a few moments, Rey rushes out. She slips into the passenger seat and lets out a large breath.  

“I’m so sorry you had to wait.” 

“It’s fine. We don't mind.” 

“Are you sure? I’m not keeping you from anything? What does Kylo say?” she asks.  

“No, you're our priority.” Ben says. “And Kylo...” 

Tell her I say the same... we don’t mind... we’ll never mind...  

“... he says we don’t mind. We’ll never mind.” she smiles and buckles is.  

“Okay...” 

“It’s fine Rey.” Ben says again. He puts his hand to her knee and squeezes. “Ready?” 

“...yeah.” he starts the car and pulls out of the parking lot.  

-- 

As they pull up on the other side of the street in front of her house, Ben can feel the air change. She hates coming home... if you could call this place a home. He could give her a home... he and Kylo would take her in the blink of an eye. He shuts off the car and turns to her. She’s staring at the house.  

“You don’t have to go in right away.” he says. “We can talk a while... you can come home with us.” 

“Thank you... but I do have to go in. He’ll need his meds. The man can’t seem to take them himself.” she mutters.  

“I’m sorry... but... we couldn’t... do anything more than that.” 

“...why? You... you killed-” 

“Yes we did but...” she turns to him and Kylo sighs. 

Just tell her the reason. She’ll get it.  

“...we can’t chance you’ll have to leave Ileenium.” he says. “If he dies... you’ll be taken away and we can’t have that.” 

“Ben...” 

“But we will... if you want us to. Not now... after you graduate...” 

“...you’d... kill him if I wanted?” she asks.  

“Yes. We would. We’ve already thought about it.” and the next thing Ben knows... her lips are on his and her hands are tangled in his hair. He groans as their tongues run along each other and Kylo sighs.  

Someone’s happy...  

Be shoos Kylo away and deepens their kiss. He puts his hand to her neck and keeps her still. He hears her moan and he reaches his other hand to her thigh. Her fingers tighten in his hair and pulls on his bottom lip. Ben sighs as Rey pulls away from him and end the kiss. He opens his eyes and runs his thumb over her chin. She smiles and lowers her hands to his cheeks. She leans in and kisses him once more.  

“You two are likes guardian angels...” she whispers.  

“More like demons...” he whispers back.  

“No... you may do... bad things. But, you do them for good reasons.” she says.  

“Maybe we’re just evil...” 

“Maybe... but not to me.” 

Not to her...  

“Not to me.” she whispers again.  

-- 

Kylo sits on the desk next to Rey’s and watches as she writes in her notebook. She came in for lunch... not to see them like normal. But, to re-do a paper for class. Plutt got angry that her check wasn’t as much as usual and ripped up almost everything in her bag. Most was savable but the paper was ruined. Kylo took over once she told them... he needed to comfort her... 

“I’m fine.” she says. “You don’t have to watch me... it’s just a paper...” 

“It’s hard work that he ruined... it pisses me off and the next time he-” she looks up at him and with that... he quiets down.  

“Stop Kylo.” she says. “I know your upset... so am I. But... seeing you angry... is making me angrier. And... that’s not helping...” 

“I’m sorry...” he mutters.  

“Don’t be... just... calm down.” 

“Okay sweetheart...” she looks down at her paper and begins to write again. She’s almost done... 

Just leave her be, or I’m coming back out.  

No... it’s my time... 

Don’t tempt me  Kylo . If you can’t handle-  

“I can handle it!” he yells. Rey looks up at him and he pauses. “I’m sorry... Ben...” she smiles slightly.  

“It’s okay...” and she turns back to her work. Kylo watches her a moment and sighs.  

Stay calm... you don’t want to scare her.   

She’s not afraid of us... I just... surprised her. 

Sure... we’ll go with that. Now, go back to my desk just in case someone comes in.   

Kylo rolls his eyes but does as he’s told. He props his feet up on the desk and keeps his eyes on Rey. And soon... she puts her pen down.  

“Done.” she says.  

“Good...” he watches as she puts the notebook away and turns to face him.  

“I’m sorry if I snapped at you... I just...” 

“It’s fine sweetheart. I understand.” he gets up from Ben’s chair and goes back over to her. “Speak how you want... it’s not going to faze me. We... we know you.” she smiles and nods her head.  

“Okay...”  

She’s still upset...  

“Let’s fix that...” he mutters.  

“What?” she asks. 

“Let’s turn that frown upside down.” Kylo jumps onto a desk a few away from her and she stares up at him.  

What are you-  

“Come on.” he says.  

“Ky-” 

“Come on.” he says again. She gets up from her seat and he holds out his hand. She takes it and he pulls her up on the desks. He spins her around and she giggles.  

“What are you doing?” she asks.  

“Making you smile...” and he lets go of her. He throws his arms up in the air and begins to move his body. “Is it working?” he asks. She covers her face with her hands and laughs. “Dance with me.” he says. She peeks between her fingers and shakes her head. “Come one Rey.” she uncovers her face and takes a step closer. He begins to do cheesy dance moves and her smiles grows.  

Good call... I suppose...  

Kylo just smiles back and she begins to dance as well. 

Good call...   

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Kylo keeps his eyes on Rey and smiles. She’s hurrying around the diner, working hard. She hasn’t had any real time to talk with him, but that’s alright. They get to take her home again. He takes a bite of his chicken sandwich and quickly chews as she comes over to him.  

“Sorry...” she says as she refills his coke.  

“It’s fine sweetheart.” she smiles and turns to her left.  

“I’ll be right back.” and she walks away. Ben sighs in his head and speaks.  

I told you we should have waited outside...  

I wanted to have more time with her. You seem to always get the majority... 

That’s how it has to be...   

Kylo takes a fry in hand but doesn’t eat it.  

Kylo ... I’m sorry...  

He turns to Rey and she smiles as she walks by. He smiles back and sighs.  

It’s okay... I’ll take what I can get... 

-- 

Kylo follows Rey through the door and watches as she makes sure it’s locked behind them. Plutt was going to be out playing poker with a few friends, so Rey invited them in. Ben did not seem happy, but Kylo couldn’t refuse.  

We shouldn’t be here! We can’t be here! What if he comes home early?!  

“What if he comes home early?” Kylo asks. She turns to him and smiles.  

“Then you can sneak out the window.” Kylo sighs and follows Rey through the small house. She goes to a plain white door and opens it.  

Her room...  

It’s how they remember it when they saw... 

“Make yourself comfy. I know it’s not large but we can sit.”  

“Okay.” she throws her bag to the side and sits cross legged by the pillow. Kylo follows suit and sits facing her. He looks down at the flowered yellow sheets and runs his finger over one.  

Just don’t bring it up... we don’t want to upset her...  

He mentally nods his head and looks back up to Rey. Her eyes aren’t on him though, she’s staring out the window.  

“I’m going to close this...” she says as she jumps off. She hurries to the window, pulls the curtain over and returns to his side. She looks up into his eyes and sigh. “I... I’m ready...” she stammers.  

“...ready?” she nods her head and goes closer. She puts her hand on his thigh and Ben understands before Kylo does.  

Sex...  

Sex...  

“Rey...” she leans forward and captures his lips with hers. Her hand squeezes his thigh and he pulls away. “Sweetheart, we ca-” she leans in again and he moans.  

We need to leave. Says Ben. We can’t take advantage of her. 

Kylo shuts his eyes and puts his hand to her cheek. He holds her still and deepens the kiss.  

Kylo !  

Just a little. He says back. I won’t take it much further...  

No! Leave now!   

He ignores the voice in his head and moves slightly so he’s turned toward her. She breaks the kiss and goes to her knees. He stills as she straddles his lap and starts the kiss over once more. He hears her sigh and he lays down with her on top of him. He puts his hands to her lower back and presses her against him. She gasps and he can’t help but groan. He’s already hard, there’s no denying that. And... that is what she wants... isn’t it? 

Yes, but it’s not right! We can’t do this  Kylo !   

Please... 

No! Yells Ben. Get her off you and leave! 

“Fuck... off...” he mutters against her lips.  

“Hmm?” 

“No... not you...” he whispers. “Ben...” and he begins to kiss her again. But she stops.  

“What’s wrong?” she asks.  

“N-nothing...” 

“Kylo...” 

“It’s not right.” he tells her. “We’re taking advantage of you and... we shouldn’t.” 

“I want this.” she says. “You...” 

“...we want you too sweetheart. But... you’re not ready.” 

“I am.” 

“No, you’re not.” he says. She sits up on him and stares.  

“Don’t tell me I’m not ready. It's not like I’m some sweet virgin. I've done this before, I-” Kylo sits up and holds on to her.  

“We know. We know that. But that doesn’t mean we have to do this now. Here...” 

“But... I want you...” 

“I know...” he leans in and gently kisses her lips. “And we will... soon.” she cups his face with her hands and sighs.  

“Please don’t go...” she whispers.  

“Never.” he lays back onto the bed with her in his arms and looks around the small room. “We’re here Rey.” he moves his hand up and down her back and soothes her. “We’ll always be here.” 

-- 

Ben flips through the book he’s reading and sighs when the alarm goes off on his phone.  

Ready to go? Asks Kylo.  

“Not really... I’m not exactly in the mood.” 

Neither am I. But... you are the one who planned this...   

Ben sets the book down in the passenger seat and takes the small syringe in hand. It’s time for another kill. They need it. They need some release. Sex... blood... anything will do. They can’t let things get too far with Rey. Not until she’s truly ready...  

He puts the syringe into his pocket and gets out of the car. He heads across the street into the motel parking lot and heads to the third door down on the second floor. There is his companion for the evening. Smoking a cigarette outside the door. She turns to him as he gets closer and sighs.  

“Matt?” she asks. He nods his head and she flicks the cigarette off the side. “Come on in.” she heads inside the room and he follows behind her. He shuts the door, locks it and watches as she kicks off her red high heels. “That’s going to be $300.” she says. He pulls out his wallet and she turns around. He takes a breath, gets the syringe from his pocket, quickly goes up behind her and sticks it into her neck. She falls to the floor and lays still.  

Will this help? Asks Kylo. 

“I hope so...” 

Just fuck her and get it over with.  

“You want this too...” 

No, I don’t. I want Rey. We want Rey.  

“We can’t have Rey. Not right now.” 

… she wants us.  

“We couldn’t take her there... not in that room. Not where other men had her...” 

We could have told her that...   

“It’s not just that!” he says louder. “She’s still processing what we are... who we are and we have to make sure she’s okay with it.” 

She is!  

“We have to be sure.” says Ben. “If she tells someone... we’re done for. And like you said before, we couldn’t handle prison.”  

Maybe not... but Rey wouldn’t put us there. And you know that.  So  hurry up, fuck the whore and lets go. Rey will be texting us goodnight soon and if we miss  it  she’ll be upset.  

Ben looks down at the woman and scowls. He doesn’t want her... he doesn’t even want to kill her and portion her body into perfectly sized pieces...  

Kylo’s right... they want Rey. Not in the same way... but... nothing else is important. The ache they feel in between kills... it’s nothing compared to seeing her sad. The only person they want to harm is her so called guardian... and the only woman they want to make love to... is her.  

Of course,  it is. Now let’s go home.   

-- 

Ben smiles at the lit-up screen of his phone and texts Rey back.  

** 

Good night to you too. We’ll see you tomorrow.  

Okay... um... I’m sorry about  yesterday...  

Don’t be... we weren’t clear with where this was going.  

Where is it going? If not there?  

It is... like  Kylo  said we want you as well but... not right now.  

...what’s wrong with me?  

There is nothing wrong with you Rey. We just want to make sure you know what you want. We don’t want to  pressure  you into something you may not want.  

I do know though... I have for a while now...  

That’s good then but... it’s just to be safe.  

None of this is safe Ben.  

No... it’s isn’t. But  somethings  need extra  precaution .   

...okay. 

Don’t pout now... I know you are.  

...fine. I'm not.  

Good. Now go to sleep... we love you.  

I love you too.  

** 

Ben sets his phone down and smiles.  

She loves us...  

“So it seems...” Kylo smiles from within and Ben sighs. “Time for bed...” 

Good night Benny.  

“Good night Kylo.” and Ben shuts his eyes.  

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Ben puts the plates into the dish washer and smiles when he turns around. Rey is with them again. She’s been over almost every time she can get away and they’ve just finished dinner. He watches as she heads into the living room and takes her seat on the couch. He watches her a moment and smiles.  

She’s comfortable here. Says Kylo.  

Yeah, she is.  

Wouldn’t it be nice if she’d never leave?  

...she can’t stay forever. 

We’d like it though, and so would she.   

Ben sighs and heads into the living room. He sits next to her and puts his hand to her knee. She inches closer and smiles.  

If you can’t make love to her... can we at least have a little fun? Asks Kylo.  

“Yes we can.” Ben mutters. And he leans in. He captures her lips with his and holds her face still. She moans and he can feel her hands go over his. She breaks the kiss and he looks into her hazel eyes.  

“Um...” 

“No...” he whispers. “But... Kylo and I do want a taste...” and he leans in again. His lips press against hers and he holds her face tightly.  

Let’s just take our time... hold her... kiss her... be with her...  

Ben prods at Rey’s lips with his tongue and she opens her mouth to him. She moves her hands downward to his chest and paws at his shirt. Ben moves his lips lower and begins to kiss down her chin and to her neck. She sighs and Kylo smiles.  

Maybe a little more...  

Yes... 

Ben moves his hands to Rey’s thighs and takes hold. He pulls her close and pushes her down onto the couch. She gasps as she falls to the cushions and Ben climbs over her. He looks down at her and smiles as he runs his thumb over her bottom lip.  

“Just a little...” he mutters. “We’ll take care of you.” and he kisses her lips again. He goes down to her neck and suckles as his hand goes in-between them and undoes the button on her jeans. He brings the zipper down as well Kylo licks his lips.  

Be gentle with her Benny. She’s fragile.   

“I know...” and he runs his fingers over her lips through her underwear. She gasps again and he presses a little harder as he moves his fingers lower.  

More...  

Ben moves his fingers upward and goes to the band of her panties. He slips his fingers in and groans as he feels her bare pussy. He shuts his eyes and finds her opening.  

Already wet... for you... for me...  

He pushes one digit inside her, just to make it wet them moves to her clit. She moans and he kisses her neck.  

“Ben...” she mutters. He moves his fingers in a circular motion and she stiffens underneath him.  He continues a moment then her hips begin to slowly moves to the pace he’s created.  

“There we go...” he quickens his fingers and Kylo smiles.  

Just make her come. All over your fingers... our fingers...   

Ben switches his fingers with his thumb and pushes two fingers inside her. She cries out and her hips jolt upwards. He pushes her down with his hips and gently rubs himself on her.  

This isn’t about you... it’s about her...  

Ben knows Kylo’s right... this is for Rey. Not him. He quicken his fingers and begins to kiss right under her ear.  

Hickey...  

No... we’re not in high school anymore... 

No... but she is...  

Ben gives into the advice and sucks her skin into his mouth.  

Make her ours... all ours... show everyone that she’s been with us...   

Soon, Rey’s legs begin to straighten out and he knows she’s coming.  

“Here we go... good girl...” he mumbles into her neck.  

“B-ben... Ben...” 

“Good girl... come for me.” and she does. Her juices coat his fingers even more and she cries out. He pumps a few more times and runs his thumb over her clit as he removes his hand from her underwear. He kisses her lips and sighs before he gets off the top of her and lays his head back onto the couch. He turns and looks at her heaving chest and flushed face. He and Kylo both smile.  

Good boy Benny...  

-- 

Ben watches as Rey walks into the classroom with Rose and Finn and smiles at them all.  

“Afternoon.” he says. Rey smiles at him and she sits. 

“Why won’t you say who you’re seeing?” he overhears Rose ask.  

“Rose...” 

“Babe leave her alone, if she wants to tell us, she will.” Finn buts in.  

“It’s not good to keep secrets. Let alone sexy ones.” 

“It’s not... it’s not like that.” 

“A hickey isn’t like that? Yeah right? Tell me!” she says louder.  

“Miss. Tico, quiet down.” Ben says. She turns to him and sighs.  

“Yes, Mr. Solo.” she starts taking out her books and turns back to Rey. “I’ll figure it out. You know I will.” Rey rolls her eyes and puts her nose into a book. Ben smiles and Kylo laughs.  

The  Tico  girl may figure us out.  

Don’t even joke about that. 

I’m just saying... she’s inquisitive. And  close-ish  to Rey.  

She doesn’t even spend time with her outside school... 

No because when she’s not at work, she’s with us.   

Ben smiles again and turns to his computer. Enough of that... it’s time for class. 

-- 

Ben looks to his left and smiles as Rey comes into the room.  

“Rey, what can I do for you?” he asks. She waits until the last student leaves and she sighs.  

“Was the hickey necessary?” she asks. “Rose noticed and so did Finn and Poe.” 

“Well, it wasn’t. But...” 

“Ben... it’s... embarrassing.” 

“They just assume you have a secret boyfriend.” he says. “Normal teenager stuff.” 

“Maybe but if I have a boyfriend, wouldn’t they want to meet him, make sure he’s not some psychopath.” Kylo laughs.  

Are we? He asks.  

“Rey... I don’t know what you want me to say.” 

“... neither do I.” and she goes to exit. Ben stands and before she can go to the door, he stops her.  

“Rey... what’s wrong?” he asks. She looks out the door and sighs.  

“I... I wish... I could tell them. That... I have you.” 

“Rey...” 

“But, I can’t. I know that. It wouldn’t be good.” 

“No, it wouldn’t.” 

“...I wish you wouldn’t have given me the hickey.” she says as she puts her hand up to it. She runs her fingers over it and sighs. “It would have been easier to keep this a secret if you hadn’t.” 

“I’m sorry. I won’t do it again.”  

“...okay.” 

“At least not where anyone else can see.” she looks up and he can see the blush on her cheeks. He smiles down at her and Kylo laughs.  

Very smooth...  

She slightly smiles back and he winks.  

“Go on home.” he tells her. “We’ll text later.”’ 

“Okay Ben.” and she exits the classroom. They watch her exit the hall and Kylo sighs.  

You’re getting more confident with her.  

“I have to.” he mutters. “She likes it.” 

She does... but then again... she likes us, loves us.  

Ben smiles.  

“Yes, she does.” and he walks back to his desk.  

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Ben flips the page of his book and smiles at the quiet surrounding him. Kylo is silent... the TV is off... there is nothing to disturb him. Nothing but- 

And the doorbell rings. He looks up from the printed-out words in front of him and sighs. He isn’t expecting anyone... 

He goes to the door and looks through the peephole... Rey... there is Rey...  

Rey?  

He quickly opens the door and sees a large red mark is over her right cheek. Her nose is red and her eyes are swollen.  

That... mother... fucker...  

“Ben...” she whispers. He holds out his arms and she falls into them. He holds her to his chest and shuts the door behind her. He locks it and puts his head on top of hers.  

“Rey... what happened?” he asks. All she does is cry... 

What did he do now? Asks Kylo. What has he done to our Rey? 

He holds Rey to him and lets her cry out before speaking again.  

“What happened?” he asks. He hears her sniffle and she takes a step back. She looks up and lets out a ragged breath.  

“Unkar... was drunk and... he... he hit me...” she cries. “...and... and he...” she wraps her arms around herself and it hits Ben and Kylo at the same time.  

He didn’t... 

He did...  

“No...” he mutters. She nods her head and Ben can feel Kylo coming to the surface. “Please... say he... didn’t...” she looks up at him and he can see the truth in her eyes.  

He raped her...  

“Rey...” 

Let me out. Says Kylo.  

“No.” 

Ben... let me out!  

“No it’s-” 

Ben!   

“I can handle this!” Ben yells. “I can kill him myself!” Rey looks up at him and he sighs. “I’m sorry...” he mutters. “I... I didn’t mean to yell... but...” he trails off and takes a step forward. “Rey... where is he?” he asks.  

“Home...” 

“Anyone else there?” he asks. She shakes her head.  

“No.” 

“Good... stay here. We’ll be back soon.” 

“Ben please don’t leave!” she cries. She goes back into his arms and puts her head to his chest. “Please... please don’t leave me...” he holds onto her and tries to remain calm.  

“...okay.” he mutters. “I’ll stay... I'll stay...” he leads her to the couch and takes a seat with her still in his arms.  

We have to kill him... there’s no way around  it  Be nny...   

No... there’s not...  

We’ll wait until she falls asleep...   

Yeah... then... it’s time. 

-- 

Ben keeps his eyes on the front windows and watches as the bastard walks back and forth. For being drunk, he seems to be walking fine.  

No matter. Drunk, high... he’s dead.   

“Very dead.” 

What about school? Asks Kylo. Where will she go? 

“No one has to know he’s dead... we can keep his cell... text one of his workers that he’s taking some time off... anything...” 

Good point...   

They watch the house until the lights turn off and the TV haze is the only thing coming through the curtains. 

Benny?  

“Yeah?” 
Do you have to have all the fun? 

“Yes.” he says. “I... I need to do this for Rey.” 

I’d like to as well...  

“I know Kylo...” 

Then? Let me help. I’ll do anything to get my hands on him... Kylo says. 

“Fine... but I get to finish him...” 

Deal.  

Then Ben gets out of the car. He goes to Rey’s window and puts his gloved hands to the glass. He gently pushes and shimmies it upward. It opens with ease and soon, they’re in. He peeks around the corner and sees the man laying on the couch in the living room. Ben takes a breath and slowly walks to him. He’s getting ready to pass out by the looks of it... 

He stands right over him and smiles through his ski mask. He’ll subdue him... then take him home... 

Maybe Rey would like to watch?  

No... 

Ben quickly shoves the needle into the man’s neck and sighs as he doesn’t make a sound. Already out...  

He looks down at the body and sighs... now... the hard part... 

-- 

Ben pushes Plutt onto the tarp and blows air from his mouth. He was heavier than his normal victims... which made it harder to get him down to the basement and situated correctly. Ben goes to the counter and opens the small kit of knives. He takes out one by one and places them onto the counter while keeping his mind on what he’s going to do to the man. What they’re going to do to him.  

Invite Rey down... see how she likes it.  

“No... she doesn’t need to see this. Her eyes must stay pure.” 

She isn’t though...  

“No... she isn’t. But... I’m not going to corrupt her anymore then he already has.”  

Benny...  

“I said no!” he says a little louder. “Now... do you want to start?” he asks.  

Yes... I’d like that.   

“Kylo... promise me you won’t bring her down.”  

He says nothing. 

“Kylo... I need you to promise...” he says. “We can’t show her this... tell her... maybe. But she doesn’t need to see it. It’ll ruin her. We can’t do that to her...” 

...fine. I promise.   

“Good...” and Ben closes his eyes.  

-- 

Kylo plunges the dagger into Plutt’s gut and smiles as he cries out again. He’s enjoying this... very much. Even more then killing a prostitute. This man hurt Rey... their Rey...  

And... he’s going to make him hurt until he can’t hurt anymore.  

He moves the dagger to the man’s hand and slices into his palm. He yells into the cloth gag and Kylo takes his thumb in hand. He puts the dagger to the end of it and quickly slices it off. He laughs as the man screams as much as he can and watches as the thumb drops to the tarp.  

Nicely done...  

“Thank you.”  

How about the rest?  

Kylo smiles.  

“Anything you want Benny boy.” and he begins to sever each finger. He starts with the hand he’s already got then goes to the next. Then his toes... his nose... just not his ears... Ben will speak to him before he ends him. Kylo knows this. A final earful before death...  

Soon the man has almost bled out, so Kylo let’s Ben back out to finish the job.  

Kylo shuts his eyes and Ben comes back to life.  

-- 

Ben looks down at the bloody mess and sighs. It will be a lot of work... but it will be worth it. He sighs once more and puts the dagger to Plutt’s throat.  

“You’ll never hurt her again...” he tells him. “I know you can barely feel anything now but... it will still bring us great pleasure...” and he digs the blade into his throat. He slices across it and smiles as blood flows from the wound. The man gurgles a little but soon... he stills. “And, it’s done...” 

Good riddance...  

-- 

Kylo looks out the window then back to the sleeping mound that is Rey. They brought her to bed shortly after she arrived... gave her mild sedative to help her sleep... then did their work. Ben was tired after cleaning so Kylo is out now. And, that means, he gets to have breakfast with Rey. And... tell her what they did... for her.  

He sighs when he hears the coffee pot chime and takes one last glance at Rey before heading to the kitchen.  

He pours himself a cup before reaching into the cupboard for the cereal box. He puts it onto the counter and grabs a bowl and spoon. He heads to the fridge and searches for the milk. Once he finds it behind a carton of yogurt, he puts it on the counter as well. He pours himself cereal and milk, then when he’s about to put the items away he hears a yawn. He turns to the sound and sees Rey sleepily walking over to him. He smiles and takes a breath.  

“Good morning sweetheart.” he says. She smiles and takes a seat at the counter.  

“...morning.” she puts her head on her hand and closes her eyes. “I smelt coffee...” 

“Oh,” he turns to the pot and sighs. “Would you like a cup?” she nods her head and a quickly fills one up for her. He watches as she sips and he gets her a bowl and spoon as well.  

“...how long was I out?” she asks.  

“Quite a while actually. You were worn out...”  

Yeah... best not to tell her about the drugging... says Ben.  

“Sleep well?” he asks.  

“I did.” she says while nodding her head. She reaches for the cereal and Kylo smiles. He sits and sighs.  

Wait until after she’s eaten... if she throws up... it’ll be better for her to have something in her stomach.   

Good point... I’ll wait... 

You’re better at talking with her... just... be gentle when you say it...  

I will...  

Good... now eat.  

Kylo smiles and does as Ben says.  

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Kylo picks up their now empty bowls and cups then places them into the sink. He turns back to see Rey watching him. He smiles and nods his head toward the living room. She understands, and follows him to the couch. He puts a hand to her knee before he speaks.  

“So... Ben and I... left while you were sleeping.” 

“...okay.” 

“And... we may have done something that you may or may not approve of.” he says. “I believe you will... I thought you might like to see it happen but Ben said no.” 

Thanks for that...  

Kylo rolls his eyes and Rey smiles.  

“What does Ben say?” she asks.  

“He says to stop throwing him under the bus...” he says.  

Well you did. Says Ben.  

“No, I didn’t. All I said was-”  

“You two play nice now.” she scolds with a smile.  

Will do...  

“Fine.” says Kylo. “Um... but as I was saying before I was interrupted....” he begins while Ben sighs. “We... killed Plutt.” her eyes widen slightly and he mouth turns from a smile into a thin line. “He hurt you... again. And...” he trails off. “We... had to. For you. So, he couldn’t anymore.”  

“Kylo...” 

“We know... it may have not been what you want but-” 

“No.” she buts in. “It is. I wanted you to kill him. That’s why I came her last night. So... you would take care of it... him...” she sighs and puts her hands to Kylo’s. “That’s exactly what I wanted. Besides... Ben did sort of yell out what he wanted to do...” 

Shit...  

“He did. Didn’t he?” he laughs. “So... you knew...” 

“You said before that you would... if I wanted. And… and... you two had already decided.” 

“So, you’re not upset?” 

“Of course not... I’m relieved. Happy...” Kylo smiles.  

“We’re glad...” he says. “We were worried you’d puke or cry... or... run out...” 

“I think you know me better than that...” 

“Yeah... we do... but it doesn’t mean we can’t overthink things.” she smiles.  

“True...” Rey sighs and tightens her grip on his hand. “Um... Kylo?” 

“Yes sweetheart?” 

“Can... can I see the body?” 

What?  

“You... want to see?” he asks.  

“Yeah... I... I think I have to...” 

“Um...” 

If she can handle it...  

“Okay... if you think you’ll be alright.” he says. “Um... just to let you know... he’s... not intact.” 

“What?” 

“Plutt... we... cut him into pieces.” 

“...why?” 

“It’s just...” Kylo stops and sighs. “It’s just how we do things.” 

“Oh... okay...” she says. “Uh...” 

“If you don’t want to its fine. Rest assured we took care of it.” she shakes her head.  

“No... I want to see.” 

Okay…  

“Okay then... we’ll show you.” Kylo stands and holds out his hand. Rey slowly takes it and he leads her down to the basement.  

Once they’re standing in front of the many packages body parts, Rey grips Kylo’s hand even tighter.  

“It’s okay sweetheart.” he says. “You’re safe.” he lets go of her hand and goes to the counter. He puts on a pair of gloves and turns around. “Don’t touch anything.” he says. “I’ll show you anything you want.” she just nods her head and Kylo goes to the package containing the head. He unwraps it a little and looks up to Rey. “Deep breath... if you’re going to puke... there’s a garbage can over there.” she looks to the side and nods.  

“Okay...” and he unwraps the head completely. She gasps and takes a step back. Kylo look down and sees one of the eyes is slightly open. He fixes that and looks back to Rey. “It’s really him...” she whispers.  

“Yes... it is.” he re-wraps it and places it back onto the tarp. Rey’s eyes stay on the body and Ben sighs.  

That’s enough...  

“Let’s go back upstairs.” he tells her. She just nods her head and Kylo throws away the gloves as they head back up.  

Once a few minutes have gone by Ben asks to be let out.  

I feel better now… I want to talk with her…  

“Okay...” Kylo goes to close his eyes but stops. “Ben is going to come out now.” he tells Rey. 

“Okay.” she says. He smiles and closes his eyes.  

-- 

Ben looks into Rey’s eyes and sighs.  

“We...” she shakes her head.  

“There’s no need to explain.” she says. “If... if that’s what you have to do... the... dismembering... that’s fine. I... I understand.” 

“You can’t.” Ben says. “There’s no way you get why we do what we do. You don’t even know everything...” 

“Not yet...” she answers. Ben sighs again and puts his hand out to her. She puts hers in his and smiles. “Um... but now... that I saw what you’ve done for me... I feel...” she trails off. “I feel... ashamed.” 

Ashamed? Why? Asks Kylo.  

“Why?” asks Ben. “Rey... he deserved it. He hurt you and-” 

“He did but... not in the way...” she sighs. “Not in the way I made it seem...” 

“What?” she takes her hand from his and lets out a ragged breath.  

“He... he hit me yes. After I told him off. Saying that he was a shit guardian and all that. Then... I got angry. So angry and I yelled. I yelled that he’d regret doing that. And... he laughed. He said I didn’t have the nerve to do anything to him...” she says.  

She lied to us...  

“And... I knew I couldn’t... I'm not strong enough so... I came here... to you...” 

“Rey...” 

“I know it was wrong. I know that... but... I wanted him gone. I never wanted him gone more than in that moment. And I knew you two would do it... you’d hurt him back...” she whispers. “...I’m so sorry. I’m so so sorry that I made you do that. I’m sorry that I lied... but... I couldn’t... I couldn’t handle being there anymore. Not with him. And... I knew you wouldn’t kill him unless there was a good reason so...” she trails off. “I’m so sorry Ben... Kylo...” Ben doesn’t say anything, he just closes his eyes.  

She lied to have us kill him...  

Yeah... 

She wanted him gone that baldly that she... pretended to be raped by him...  

...all she had to do... 

...was ask.  

“Rey...” he begins. “We’re not upset with you.” 

“You’re lying...” 

“No, we’re not.” he says. “We could never be upset with you. But... we do wish you would have just told us. There wasn’t a need to lie…” 

“But... you said... not until after graduation and that’s still... months away...” 

“We know. But... all you had to do was ask us.” she finally looks up to him and wipes away a tear.  

“W-what?” 

“You just had to ask... we would have done it anyway. If you wanted it that badly.” 

“But...” 

“We know what we said but... we wanted him gone, just as much as you.” he says. “Besides... we’d do anything to make you happy.” 

“Anything?” she asks. 

“Yes... obviously nothing is out of reason.” she smiles and wipes away the rest of her tears. “Rey... we love you. Kylo and I... love you with all of our heart.” he says. “We... we killed for you. Twice now and... if you asked... we couldn’t say no.” 

“...thank you. I... I wish I had you in my life before this... it would have made things so much easier...” Ben smiles.  

“Maybe... we came into your life at exactly the right time.” he says.  

“Maybe... maybe...” she puts her hand back into his and Ben brings it upwards and kisses the top of her hand. “I... I love you too. Both of you...” 

Sweetheart...  

Ben smiles.  

“We know...” he says as he kisses her hand again. “We know...” she smiles.  

“...Ben?” 

“Yes?” 

“...make love to me?” she whispers. He stares at her wide-eyed... 

“Rey…I don’t think right now is the best-” 

Say yes.  

But...she just found out about Plutt and- 

Say yes Ben! She wants us... we want her... no ifs ands or buts about it!  

She wants us... Ben repeats.  

She want s us!   

Us... 

Ben leans in and captures her lips with his. She gasps and Ben moans as their tongues collide. They kiss for a moment and he breaks it.  

“...are you sure?” he asks. She nods her head and lightly kisses his lips.  

“Yes... please... I’ve... I’ve never wanted anything so badly...” she puts her head on his shoulder and sighs. “I’ve never… felt so loved before…” she kisses his neck and Ben shuts his eyes.  

Ben...  she’s ready…  

But… what if-? 

Take the plunge Benny… she’s here…   

“...okay.” He whispers. Rey kisses his neck again and he sighs as he feels her hand move up to his face. 

Its time…  

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Ben keeps Rey’s hand in his while they walk to the bedroom. It’s time... he’s nervous but at the same time... 

He feels Rey squeeze his hand and he smiles. He's ready for this... he’s been ready for this. Her... 

Just stay calm and love her Benny. That’s what we all want...   

Ben leads Rey to their bed and moves her so her legs are touching it. He takes her face in hers and gently kisses her lips. He begins to kiss down her neck and when he gets to her t-shirt, he stops. He takes the fabric in hand and takes it over her head when she lifts her arms up. He throws it to the side and starts to kiss down her chest, he goes right between her breasts and curses the black bra that’s keeping them hidden. He will get to that in a moment  

He kisses down her stomach and gets to the button on her jeans. He unbuttons them, takes the zipper down and shimmies them off her. He looks up her body and sees her watching him. He smiles up at her and kisses the tops of her thighs. Her runs his hands up her legs as he stands and kisses her forehead.  

“Lay down.” She does as he asks, sits on the bed and lays back. She rests her head on the pillow and looks up at him. Ben begins to undress and she shuts her eyes.  

She’s nervous... 

Yes  she is... can you blame her though? I  don ’t think she’s ever had a positive sexual experience.   

Ben throws his shirt and pants into the pile with Rey’s and lets his eyes roam over her body. Her pert breasts and flat stomach. Her bare arms and legs... 

Perfect...  

Ben smiles and gets onto the bed. He climbs over her and begins to kiss down her abdomen. He needs to pleasure her first, he needs to make sure she’s comfortable. As his lips reach her pale yellow underwear, he slips his thumbs into the fabric and pulls them down her legs. They shut as she does and he kisses her left thigh.  

“It’s okay...” he whispers. He gently puts his hands to her thighs and spreads her legs. He glances up to her face and sees her eyes are shut tight.  

Gentle...  

Ben kisses the inside of her thighs and gets closer and closer to where he needs to be. He lays his head on her thigh and sighs.  

“Tell me yes.” he says.  

“W-what?” 

“I need you to tell me yes Rey...” she’s silent for a moment then he hears her whisper.  

“...yes.” and he kisses her mound. She gasps as he does and he moves his mouth lower. He runs his tongue down her lips and back up again. He dips his tongue between her lips and flicks it over her clit. She gasps again and he looks up. Her hands are clawing into the comforter below them and her mouth is agape. He closes his eyes and runs his tongue where he knows will drive her crazy. He keeps it on her clit and once in a while he will run it lower to her opening. Tasting her... Rey... their Rey... 

When can I...? Asks Kylo.  

Ben shoos him away and quickens his pace. He wants to have her come. He needs to make her come before he- 

Ben... please?  

This is my time. He tells him. You can... if she wants to... later... 

Why not now?  

Kylo please! He yells inside his head. Let me do this!  

He quickens his pace even more and flattens his tongue. Her hips jolt upward and her legs stiffen.  

“Ben... Ben...” he moans at the sound of her sweet voice saying his name and keeps the motion up with his tongue. He hears her breathing coming out in soft pants and in a moment... she cries out with pleasure. He runs his tongue over her clit a few more times as aftershocks take over her body and kisses her thighs before slinking over her body to kiss her. Her plants kisses over her lips, eyelids and cheeks while her runs his hands over her. She’s theirs... all theirs. He runs his nose along hers and hears Kylo speak again.  

I deserve some time too...  

I know but... 

No buts... we... she loves us both Ben. Not just you...  

Ben sighs and kisses her lips once more.  

“Rey?” 

“...yes?” 

“Kylo... Kylo wants to come out...” 

“Oh... um... how would that... work?” she asks.  

“No idea...” 

I won’t hurt her...  

“He’ll be good to you... we both will...” 

Always...  

“He wants you... just like I do. And... we think... you want us both...” 

“I do... it’s just... different...” 

“We know... it’s new for us too.” he tells her. “But... if you want...” 

“I do... I want both of you... anyway I can...” 

“Then you’ll have us...” and Ben closes his eyes.  

-- 

Kylo looks down into Rey’s eyes and smiles.  

“How are you so far sweetheart?” he asks as she smiles up at him.  

“Good... very good.” 

“Do you know what you want or...” 

“Just make love to me Kylo... please...” she says. “I just want you... both of you...” he smiles again and sighs. “Alright then...” and he puts his lips to hers. She moans and Kylo holds himself up on one arm as the other runs over her waist. He gets off her a moment and reaches his hands under her. He unclasps her bra and she takes it off herself. He lays back over her but keeps his head to her chest. He licks up her right breast and takes the nipple into his mouth. He hears her moan and Ben smiles.  

Just take care of her... gently...  lovingly ...   

Of course... 

He goes to the left breast next and does the same except he pulls on it with his teeth this time. She gasps as he pulls and he laps at it with his tongue before kissing up her neck. He keeps kissing and soon he stops with a groan of displeasure from Rey.  

“It’s alright sweetheart... I’m not going to stop... there’s no way we’re ever going to stop...” he reaches between her legs, runs his fingers over her lips and to her opening. She’s wet... very wet... and... he needs to be inside her... 

This doesn’t seem fair...  

Next time... Kylo promises. We’ll switch tasks next time... 

And Kylo dips two fingers inside her. She moans and her pumps his fingers a few times before pulling them out. He sucks her juices from his fingers and gets off her. He takes his boxers off and flicks them somewhere else. He gets off the bed and goes to the bedside drawer. He grabs a condom from the box and quickly opens the package. He slips the condom over his cock and gets back onto the bed. He looks to her and smiles before parting her legs. He goes between them and she puts them over his thighs.  

“If you want me to stop-” 

“I won’t... please Kylo...” she begs. He sighs and positions himself at her entrance.  

Gentle... gentle...  

And he pushes into her. He groans as her nails dig into his shoulders and he pushes the rest of the way in. It’s almost like she was made for him... them. He fits so perfectly it’s almost maddening. And he hasn’t even done anything yet... 

What did you expect? It’s Rey... she... she’s ours  Kylo ...  

Kylo sighs and gently pulls out before entering her again. She moans and he starts a steady pace. Her ankles cross behind his back and her nails dig deeper into his shoulders.  

“Kylo...” he smiles and swivels his hips. She clutches around him and he groans.  

Fuck... please...  

“Please...” he whispers. She clenches again and he puts his head to the crook of her neck. He quickens his pace and her legs tighten around him as much as they can. “Please... sweetheart...” Kylo leans upward and takes hold of her hips before he begins to pound into her.  

“Kylo...” she moans. “Kylo please...” he just nods his head. He knows... he knows she’s ready... he knows what she wants. He puts his fingers to her clit and begins to rub fast. They’ll come together...  

“Come on sweetheart... I have you...” her face tightens up and she begins to cry out. 

“K-Kylo... Kylo!” and she comes. He keeps his fingers moving along with his hips and soon begins to feel his balls tighten. He’s going to come... he needs to come... 

He lays over her and smothers his face in her neck as an orgasm takes over him. He jolts slightly and puts his hand to her face.  

“Rey...” he whispers. He feels her begin to pet his head and he smiles. “Rey...” 

Our Rey...  

-- 

Kylo lays next to Rey and watches as she sleeps. He runs his fingers through her hair and smiles as Ben speaks to him.  

That was...  definitely  something to remember.   

“It was...” he moves his head slightly and moves a piece of hair from her face. He puts his hand to her abdomen and sighs.  

Now... we have to worry about Plutt...  

“Yeah... I didn’t want to even think of that...” 

No... but we have to. We have to think about how  we’re  going to make sure she stays with us.   

“We can do it... but right now... can we sleep?”  

Yeah... we can. Plutt can be taken care of tomorrow. And... we can talk with Rey about planning when she’s ready.   

“Sounds good to me...” Kylo lays his head closer to Rey and closes his eyes.  

Sleep well  Kylo ...  

“You too Benny...” and he lets himself drift off next to Rey. As it should be... how it always, should be.  

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Ben puts a plate full of ham, eggs and toast at Rey’s seat then at his own. He pours her a cup of coffee and starts to walk to the bedroom. He let her sleep in while he made breakfast but since it’s done, it’s time for her to wake up.  

When are we going to take care of Plutt?  

“We can think of that in a bit... let’s just have a nice breakfast.” 

Sounds good.  

Ben heads into the bedroom and they both smile at the sight of Rey wrapped up in their grey sheets. Her arms are above her head and her lips are slightly parted.  

So beautiful...  

Ben sighs and puts his hand to her arm.  

“Rey, come on it’s time to wake up.” he says. He shakes her gently and after a moment her eyes open. She smiles up at him and stretches. “Morning.” 

“...morning.” she mumbles.  

“I made some breakfast.” 

“Yeah?” Ben nods his head and she stretches again before sitting up.  

“It’s in the kitchen when you’re ready.” he leans over and gently kisses her forehead before heading back to the kitchen.  

He takes a seat and sips his coffee as he waits for Rey. After a few minutes he hears her coming up behind him. He turns as she sits next to him and smiles.  

“Hungry?” he asks.  

“Always.” she picks up the fork and starts to dig into the meal. “Thank you, Ben.” 

“You’re welcome.” He puts his fork to some eggs and Kylo speaks.  

How do we bring up... her living situation? He asks.  

Well I know we want her here... and she’s here every moment she can. So... it seems like a safe bet.  

Agreed.   

I think we can just ask her to move in. Says Ben. We don’t need to trick her... besides... what other choice does she have? 

We’ll just ask her then.  

Ben cuts a piece of ham and eats it before taking a drink of coffee. Once breakfast is done with and the dishes are in the wash, he takes his seat again. She smiles and thanks him once more for breakfast.  

“So... Kylo and I have been talking.” 

“About?” 

“About you... living here.” he says. “We both loving having you and... now with Plutt gone...” 

“You want me to move in?” she asks.  

“We do.” 

“...what about...?” 

“Do you know how he pays the bills?” Ben asks. “Do you know how it’s gets in touch with his workers?” 

“Yeah, I do it all over the phone for him. And the guys normally know their own schedules, they only text when they need something.”  

“We’ll keep the phone on, we’ll keep the bills up to date... it’ll be like he’s there.” 

“But, what if someone-” 

“Everything’s going to be fine.” he says. “We can take care of this.” 

“What if someone looks for him?” 

“Text them. Say he’s taking some time off. Say he’s going off somewhere.” 

“...how long would we have to do this?” she asks.  

“...graduation. After that... you’re free. You’ll report him missing and that will be that.” 

“What if they find him?” 

“He won’t be found.” 

“How do you-” 

“We’ll make sure of it.” she looks into Ben’s eyes and sighs.  

“So... you want me to live here... until after I graduate? That’s... almost seven months.”  

“We know. We... want to take care of you Rey. We will take care of you.” she smiles and leans over to hug him. He wraps his arms around her and sighs. “No one will be the wiser if we keep up the façade that you’re living there. You’ll bring a few things here at first then we’ll slowly bring more. And after you say he’s missing... we’ll make sure it looks how it should. And... then you can move in... for real.” she holds onto him tighter and shuts his eyes.  

Now... to take care of someone...  

Right... 

“Kylo and I have an errand to run.” he says. She lets go of him and tilts her head. 

“What errand?” she asks.  

“...Plutt. We have to get rid of the body. Before...” 

Not too much info...  

“...just sooner rather than later.” he says. “We won’t be gone long.” 

“Can I come?” 

Let her...  

“I don’t know...” 

“Please?” she asks. “I... I’ll do whatever you want me to.” 

“I don’t think...” 

Ben...  

“Ben, it’s okay. I’m not that innocent.” 

“I know... I know you’re not.”  

“Then?” 

Come on. It’s only an hour drive.  

“Fine. But you’ll stay in the car.” 

“Okay.” she says with a smile. She gets off the stool and starts to head to the bedroom. But before she gets there she turns around. “Um... can I borrow a shirt?” she asks. “I don’t want to where this one again...” 

“Oh, sure. Anything you need.” she smiles and walks into the bedroom. Ben watches the entrance a moment and sighs.  

This will be interesting.  

-- 

Ben stops the car and turns to Rey. He smiles at her, dressed in jeans and one of his old college shirts. Her hair is pulled back into three buns, her usual style and there’s a smile planted on her face.  

“Alright... like I said, you stay in the car. Kylo and I... we know what to do. If anyone comes up to you... just say I had to stretch my legs.” 

“Okay. I can do that.” he nods his head, slips on his gloves and gets out of the car. He heads to the trunk and takes a deep breath before opening it.  

Alright...  lets  get to it.   

He stares down at the sacks of human flesh and bone then takes a few in hand. He shuts the trunk with his elbow and makes the short walk from the dirt road to the small swamp in the middle of the field. Many of his previous victims rest here... and it’s time for one more. He throws the sacks as far in as he can and heads back to the car.  

It’s going to be a few trips... there was quite a lot of that man.  

Ben laughs and whistles to himself as he walks on. 

-- 

Once the last sack of Plutt is sinking into the muck Kylo sighs.  

So... now what? He asks.  

Ben turns and turns toward the path he has made through the brush.  

“We need to get Rey’s things from the house. Make sure to get everything that will help with our plan. Then we’ll head back home. Get dinner started and...” 

And...  

“Seeing her in our shirt...” he mutters.  

Oh  I noticed. You  practically  drooled when you saw her come out of the bedroom.   

“She looked so sweet... and sexy...” 

Maybe she’ll be grateful we got rid of him for her. Says Kylo. A blowjob would be nice. 

“I won’t make her do anything...” 

No, you won’t. I won’t. But... she might want to...  

Ben shivers at the thought. 

You know you want one too. From her...  

“Yes... but-” 

But nothing. You’ve thought about it since you first saw her. How her mouth would feel around your cock... how wet her mouth would feel. Or... maybe we’re over that now...  

“We are?” 

I don’t know Benny... are we?  

“Shut up...” he mutters.  

They finally get back to the car and they both sigh when they see Rey through the glass. Ben slips into the driver’s seat and smiles as he turns to Rey.  

“Ready to go?” She nods her head and he starts the engine. But then he hand goes over his. He turns and she smiles.  

“Maybe... we can stay a bit longer...” 

“Okay, why?” he asks.  

“I... I was bored so...” he looks down to her other hand and sees that it’s rested on her bare thigh. Her pants are off... when did she take them off? “... I had a little fun.” Ben gulps and looks back to her eyes. “Can we...?” 

“You want to... here?” she nods.  

“Uh huh...” she moves her hand from her thigh to his and runs it upward to where his cock is hidden. She gropes him through his pants and he groans. “Please?” 

Fuck...  

Ben nods his head and she quickly moves from her seat onto his lap. Her covered breasts press to his face and he groans again. She begins to take off his belt and he runs his hands under the shirt to right under her bra. 

This’ll be fun...  

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Ben suckles on Rey’s left breast and keeps hold of her waist as she pumps his cock in her hand. She presses her chest closer and his head bumps into the headrest. He quickly moves his hand to the handle that moves the seat and jerks it. It falls back and he sighs at the more comfortable position. She positions herself better and squeezes his cock. He hisses through his teeth at the action and she smiles down at him.  

“What do you want?” she asks.  

A blowjob...  

“Whatever you want.” 

No, tell her what we want Ben!  

“What I want?” she asks. He nods his head and she licks her bottom lip. “I’d like to suck your cock until you cum down my throat.” Ben can feel blush rise to his cheeks and Kylo sighs.  

She knows us...  

“Rey... if you don’t-” 

“I do... trust me when I say that I’ve dreamt of how it would be.” she says. “I... I want you in every way Ben...” he stares up at her and sighs.  

She wants it... we want it...  

“Okay.” he mutters in a whisper. A large grin spreads across her face and she gets off him. She puts herself back in her own seat then leans over into his lap. She takes his cock back in hand and pumps it a couple times before licking up the length of him. Ben groans as her tongue glides across the sensitive skin and sees her eyes are shut. It gives him the opportunity to watch her talented mouth work and he sighs.  

She’s had enough practice...  

Stop... don’t even think about that. She’s ours... all ours... 

Ben puts his hand to the top of Rey’s head and gently pushes downward. Her mouth tightens around him and she sucks from the bottom to the top of his cock before making an obscene slurping sound with her mouth. He stares at her wide eyed and she smiles.  

“Okay so far?” she asks. All he can do is nod his head and she lowers her mouth again. He throws his head back against the seat and looks out into the twilight sky. Her teeth brush over his cock and he jolts up. He hits the back of her throat, she gags but keeps going. Ben’s tongue runs over his bottom lip and words begin to slip from his mouth.  

“I dreamt of this too...” he mutters. “But not this way... not in a car. I wanted this in the classroom... behind my desk...” her mouth quickens and he sighs in pleasure. “I just wanted to know what your mouth would feel like. I imagined you were some innocent virgin... and that you only wanted me... that...” she runs her tongue under the bottom of his cock and he shivers. “...that I was your first... your only.” he whispers. “That’s what I wanted Rey... but...” he opens his eyes and stares down at the act. It’s the most erotic sight he’s ever beheld. Her half-lidded eyes... her mouth stretched around his girth... her buns bouncing with her head... “...but this is better than any dream...” her mouth kicks up to an even quicker pace and his back begins to arche. The tightness in his balls is a wonderous feeling and... as he thinks it can’t get any better; she slurps up his cock again and swirls her tongue over the tip. His hips jolt upward and cum shoots down her throat.  

She stops a moment, drinking him in and all he can do is stare at the stars flashing inside his closed eyes. He lays there a moment and sighs as she licks up the length of him once more. He opens his eyes and sees her smiling down at him.  

Such a good girl...  

-- 

Ben lays in bed next to Rey and runs his finger over her worn pajama shirt. It’s nothing more than an old school shirt but it is somehow charming. It’s faded green and there are holes scattered over the fabric.  

We can get her something more comfortable to sleep in.   

“Yeah...” Ben whispers. He watches her chest rise and fall as she sleeps soundly and sighs.  

What is it Benny? Asks Kylo.  

“Nothing... it’s just... I wish...” 

We can’t make it all go away...  

“Why not? You... you help with my pain... why can’t we do the same for her?” 

That’s not how life works. Sometimes... people are meant to be hurt...  

“Not her... not Rey...” 

She won’t hurt anymore Benny. We have her now... she’s ours.   

“Ours...” Ben says. 

All ours. And... we can make sure nothing bad ever happens to her again. Seven months until graduation and then... we’ll be free. We can move away if we want. Somewhere where no one has ever heard our names. Someplace we can keep her...  

“Where?” he asks.  

I don’t know Benny. But... we’ll get there. Soon enough.  

Ben smiles at the thought and shuts his eyes. Completely content with the day.  

-- 

Ben looks into the mirror and combs his hair. It’s Monday; time to head to school. He hears the toilet flush in the bathroom and puts the brush down. He wipes some crust from the corner of his eye and takes a deep breath. He has to drop Rey off a mile or so from the school. He doesn’t want to but he knows he can’t just pull into the staff parking lot and let her out of his car. The door to the bathroom opens and Rey comes out wearing a pink long sleeve shirt with black jeans. It’s nice to see her in her own clothing. But, he does miss his shirts on her. She smiles and he sighs.  

“Okay. So, I’ll drop you near the grocery store. It's a good thing the old pace doesn’t have cameras.” 

“Well they do but they don’t work.” 

“...yeah.” he mutters. “And after school you need to-” 

“Take the bus to the old place.” she finishes. “I know. We’ve gone over it a hundred times Ben.” 

“Let’s make it a hundred and one then. We need to keep up the façade. We’re going to be doing this for seven months if you forgot.” 

“No, I didn’t forget.” she says. “...fine. Once more.” Ben smiles.  

“Good. Then from Plutt’s I’ll get you about a half hour after you get there. That should be enough time to let the neighbors see someone is there.” 

“And I’ll leave a light on and the TV on certain nights.” 

“Right.” she takes a step closer and grabs her bag from the chair in the corner of the room.  

“Ready to go then?” she asks. “Rose usually likes to have girl talk before classes.” 

“Okay, off we go.” he grabs his satchel from on top of the dresser and slings it over his shoulder. He walks with Rey into the living area and grabs the keys from the drop box. He pats his pants pocket, making sure he has his phone and Rey does the same. Once they know everything is accounted for, they leave through the back door. They get into the car and Ben opens the garage door. He takes a look at Rey and smiles at the sight of her playing a game on her phone. 

This is somewhat... domestic...  

He pulls from the garage, closes the door with the remote and drives off.  

-- 

I wonder what her and Rose are talking about? Asks Kylo.  

“No idea.” Ben mutters into his book. He flips the page and scans the words but nothing sticks because Kylo is talking. 

Maybe Rey is telling her about us.  

How could she do that without giving us away? He asks inside his head.  

She could tell Rose about her “fake” boyfriend.  

She wouldn’t. 

She’s happy to have us... I’m sure she tells her best friend somethings about us.   

Oh yeah... like how we cut up her guardian’s body and disposed of it in a nearby swamp. Yeah... definite boyfriend material.  

To Rey we are...  

Yes, but to others we are not. So please stop. 

Ben starts the page over again but as soon as he gets to the middle of the next paragraph Kylo speaks again.  

Would it be so bad-?  

“Yes it would.” Ben says aloud. “Now stop.” he sighs and continues in his head.  

We need to be a secret. He explains. Not a secret among friends, to everyone. I could lose my job if someone found out. And since she’s not eighteen yet, she can’t legally consent.  

That’s sixteen here...  

It’s still illegal for us to be together. Student teacher relationships are forbidden. 

Well yeah but-  

No buts. We remain a secret.  

Kylo stays quiet for a few minuets and Ben sighs.  

I’m sorry we can’t be open about it... or rather... I can’t. But once she graduates... it will all be alright. There’s nothing wrong with dating a former student. Hell the art teacher married one of her students only a few years ago. So... we just have to be patient. We waited this long to have her... we can wait to tell people.  

...fine.  

Ben smiles then sighs as the bell rings.  

Good... now please be good today. I can't afford any mix-ups.  

No problem Benny... but...  

But what? 

...I want to have Rey tonight. Just me and her...  

Kylo... 

And students begin to pile into the classroom. Ben smiles at a few and wake his computer up.  

We’ll talk about this later... 

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Ben waits down the block from Rey’s house and watches the rear view for her. She should be out soon, after she grabs more clothes and a few other things she forgot a couple days ago. Ben keeps his eyes on the mirror and tries his hardest to ignore the voice inside his head. But, like always... the voice gets its way.  

I don’t think it’s too much to ask... says Kylo.  

“Well it is.” Ben says back.  

And why is that? Huh?  

“Because.” 

...because why?  

“Because I fucking said so, alright?!” Ben says louder. “We agreed we would share... it seems like I’m the only one sharing...” 

What do you mean ?  

“When we had sex... you... you butted in and I didn’t get to come. I wanted to be inside her and you got to instead.” 

Ben...  

“I wanted her before you... I... and I didn’t even get to have her all the way...” 

Oh...  

“Yeah, oh.” Ben shuts his eyes and shakes his head. “I... I want her just as much as you do Kylo.” he says. “...we need to share.” 

Okay Benny...   

“Okay...” Ben looks back into the mirror and sees Rey exiting the house.  

You did get the blowjob though... so there’s that.  

Ben sighs.  

“Yes... I did.” 

So...  

She’s getting closer now so Ben looks away.  

“Fine... you get the next blowjob. And I’ll get the actual-” 

Fucking.  

“...yeah. That.” and the door is opened. Ben turns his head and smiles as Rey gets into the car. “Hi.” he says.  

“Hi.” she puts the bags onto her lap and lays her head against the seat. “I am so ready to get home.” Ben and Kylo smile at the word and Ben nods his head.  

“Me too...” and he starts the car.  

-- 

Ben grabs an apple from the basket on the counter and heads back into the living room. He takes a seat next to Rey and looks over at the book and notepad on her lap. She’s working on her trigonometry homework while he grades the latest tests. He puts the stack of papers onto his lap and goes to reach for the red pen when it’s snatched from the table. He looks up to her and sees her smiling.  

“Excuse you.”  

“I’m bored...” she whines. “Can’t we do something else?” 

“We both have work to do Rey.” he reaches for the pen in her hand but she moves it out of his reach. “Rey.” he warns.  

“Can we take a break? Please?” 

“And what would you like to do on our break, hm?” she inches closer and puts her hand on his thigh. Ben sighs.  

She wants us again...  

“Rey...” 

Just give in Benny. You know she’ll get her way...  

“Please?” she asks. She rubs his thigh and moves her hand closer and closer to his cock. “Ben... Kylo...” she leans over and puts her lips to Ben’s neck. His eyes flutter as she does and he sighs.  

“What do you want?” he asks.  

“You... now...” 

Which of us? Asks Kylo. 

Me... we said we’d share... 

...fuck.  

Ben smiles and turns his head so he can kiss her. She moans as his tongue slips into her mouth and puts her hand to the bulge in his pants. She squeezes and he groans. She pushes the papers off his lap and Ben hears them fly onto the floor. She quickly straddles him and he puts his hands to her ass. He pushes her closer to him and she swivels her hips. Her hands go to his face and keeps him still as she begins to pepper his skin with kisses. Ben keeps his eyes closed and savors the feeling of her lips and hands.  

He kneads her ass and she rubs herself on his jean covered erection. He gathers her in his arms and flips her over onto the couch. He unbuttons her jeans and brings them down her legs; along with her underwear. He pushes himself between her legs and quickly moves her shirt and bra upward so he can see her breasts. He leans down and licks up the swell of her breast. She gasps as he takes the nipple between his teeth and pulls.  

“Ben...” he smiles, pushes down his own pants to the top of his thighs and pulls her closer. She captures him with her legs and he shivers as his erection presses against her already slick self.  

Kylo sighs and goes to speak but, Ben tries push him to the back of his mind. This is their time... only him... only Rey... 

It’s never only you... Kylo says. It’s always us Benny boy... 

Ben tries not to listen and can feel Rey squirming under him. She wants him... him! 

Us...  

Ben ignores Kylo and gently pushes into her. She makes a whimpering noise and her hands go to his forearms. His cock disappears inside her and he groans.  

Fuck... he thinks. 

Ben grips Rey’s thighs, pulls out somewhat then snaps his hips back. Her breasts bounce as he does and he smiles.  

This is more like it... 

Ben begins to move his hips at a steady pace and watches through lidded eyes as Rey’s face falls into a state of pleasure. Her lips are parted... her eyes are shut... there’s a blush on her cheeks.  

She’s so beautiful...  

Yes... she is... 

He moves his fingers to her clit and she gasps.  

“Ben...” she moans. He moves his fingers in a side to side motion and she jolts. “God...” Ben keeps his eyes open and makes sure to engrave her face inside his mind.  

It’s not like she’s going anywhere...  

Shut up... let me be with her... my way... 

Kylo stays quiet and Ben keeps both of his paces. He needs to make her come around him... 

Soon enough, her breathing begins to become uneven and her chest is heaving. Ben lays over her and sucks a nipple into his mouth. He sucks, hard and she gasps.  

“Ben, please!” he moves his fingers quicker and she jolts underneath him, again and again. The slickness intensifies and the feeling of her coming around him pulls Ben over the edge. He convulses, groans and comes inside her. He kisses in between her breasts before he sits upward and pulls out of her.  

There... happy?  

Ben shakes his head, trying to Kylo away. And suddenly feels her hands go to his face. He opens his eyes and sees Rey staring up at him.  

“Internal conflict?” she asks.  

“...yeah.” 

“What’s he saying?” 

“...nothing really.” 

“Ben. Tell me.” she runs her thumb over his cheek and he sighs.  

“He’s just... pestering.” 

“About, me?” he nods his head. “Why?” 

“...it’s hard to share.” he whispers. “And... we’re having some trouble with it.” 

“Oh...” Ben goes to get off her but she tightens her legs around him. “Don’t... I like you here...” Ben smiles and lays himself on top of her. He puts his head to her chest and shuts his eyes.  

“We... we both want you so much...” he confesses. “And it seems unfair... for either of us to have you... in any way...” he trails off. “...we both want you to ourselves.” 

Sharing is hard... it was before Rey... and now... it almost seems impossible...  

“Ben... there’s no way to have real alone time with either of you.” she says. “You know this. You two are in the same body... you... you belong together.” 

...she’s not wrong. We... we’re the same...   

“Maybe sometimes... but in times like this... we want to be separate.” 

That would be nice... some alone time...  

“I don’t.” he looks up to her and she smiles.  

What?   

“I love you... just the way you are.” Ben smiles back and nuzzles between her breasts.  

We love her too...  

“We both love you so much Rey...” Ben closes his eyes again and sighs.  

They belong together... he and Kylo... and Rey. Rey belongs with them now. She’s apart of them...  

“There’s nothing we wouldn’t do for you...” 

“I know... I feel the same way...” she runs her hands over Ben’s back. “... I wish I could do for you, what you’ve done for me.” 

“There’s not need...” he whispers. “We’re not the ones who need help. You are...” 

“You need help too Ben. Maybe not in the same ways... but you do. And one day... I’ll help.” he smiles.  

“Alright... whatever you say...” he kisses between her breasts again and sighs. “Now... time to get back to work.” he lifts his head and looks into her eyes. “What kind of teacher would I be if I didn’t make you do your homework?” 

“A pretty shitty one I suppose.” he chuckles and lifts one hand to her face.  

“So beautiful...” she smiles and moves her head so her lips touch his hand. She kisses and puts her hand on top of his.  

We belong together... all of us...  

...yeah. We do.  

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Ben keeps his eyes shut as he feels Rey slip from the bed. He hears her feet pat along the floor and then the bathroom door shuts. He opens his eyes and looks at the small stream of light leaking in from behind the curtain.  

Morning...  

Morning.  

He turns over onto his side and watches Rey’s shadow from under the door. He still isn’t completely used to her living with them. Every time Ben falls asleep there’s some part of him that think she’ll be gone when he wakes up.  

She won’t leave us Benny...   

“How do you know?” he mutters.  

She loves us...  

Ben smiles and rolls out of bed. He grabs a t-shirt from the drawer, throws it on then heads to the kitchen. He scrounges through the fridge and doesn't find much besides eggs.  

Eggs and toast it is.   

Ben starts to prepare their meal and before he can turn the stove on. Kylo speaks again.  

Can... I have this morning? He asks.  

Ben thinks a moment and hears Rey rummaging through her things in the other room.  

Please Ben? I... haven’t been out in a few days...  

“Fine.” he answers. “Just... be good to her.” 

Always...  

Ben shuts his eyes and takes a deep breath. Here comes Kylo... 

-- 

Kylo opens his eyes and sees his hand is reaching out to turn on the front burner. He continues the action and grabs a pan and a spatula.  

It’s just eggs and toast...  

“Yeah...” Kylo doesn’t cook much. Ben is normally the one to do all of the “homey” things... Kylo is the one to get things done...  

You can handle this Kylo. Says Ben. Just put a little butter into the pan and crack the eggs. One at a time. Turn them when there is no clear substance left and let them finish.  

Kylo nods his head and sighs.  

“Maybe you should do breakfast... then I’ll come out.” 

I’m already getting cozy. He says. Just use your  instinct .  

“Instinct? My only instinct is to-” and he hears footsteps behind him. He turns to see Rey walking over to him wearing a light blue and black flannel with jeans. He smiles and when she gets closer, she puts her arms around him.  

“Morning.” she mutters into his chest.  

“Morning sweetheart...” 

“Sleep well Kylo?” she asks.  

“...yeah. Fine.” she lets him go and leans up slightly. He lowers his head and she plants a chaste kiss on his lips. “You?” 

“I had a very good dream.” 

“And what was it about?” he asks.  

“Nothing too exciting but... I dreamt about us.” 

“Us?” 

All three of us. Ben corrects.  

“We... we were sitting on a beach somewhere... somewhere private... alone.” she tells him. “It was calm and beautiful...” Kylo smiles and so does Ben.  

A beach sounds nice...  

“We could take you to a beach.” Kylo says. “We’d take you to an island if we could...” she smiles and shakes her head.  

“No island for me.” she laughs. 

“An island would be more private though. We could be all alone...”  

“Maybe...” 

“One day.” he says. She smiles up at him once more and nods.  

“Fine, maybe one day.” and she goes on her tippy toes to kiss his cheek. “Okay, what’s for breakfast?” she asks. “I’m hungry.” Kylo sighs.  

“Um... eggs and toast.” 

“Yummy.” she looks at the stove then back to Kylo. “Do you want some help?” she asks.  

“No, no it’s fine. I’ve got this.” he turns to the stove himself and stares wide-eyed at it.  

Just stay calm... you can handle it.  

Kylo nods his head and follows Ben’s direction.  

-- 

Thirty minutes later... Kylo and Rey are eating toast with peanut butter on it. Rey smiles over at him and he looks away.  

She said it’s fine. Ben tells him. She doesn’t care. 

I fucked up eggs...  

It...  wasn't  that bad...  

They were raw and burnt at the same time. How in the hell does that even happen?!  

He chews his peanut butter smothered toast and swallows.  

She’s going to be hungry now... 

She’ll be fine  Kylo . Just eat and get her to the grocery store so she gets to school on time.  

Kylo just nods his head and sighs as he takes another bite. Too embarrassed to take another look at the pretty young thing next to him.  

-- 

Kylo pulls near the grocery store parking lot and parks the car. Rey turns to him and smiles.  

“Kylo... I really didn’t mind breakfast.”  

You’re in your head too much... it’s making her anxious... says Ben.  

“I... I screwed up...” 

“And?” 

“And now...” he shuts his eyes. “...nothing. Just make sure you eat lunch.” he tells her. She leans over and kisses his cheek.  

“I like peanut butter.” she says. Kylo licks his lips and she sighs. “You just need more practice, it’s not that big of a deal. Okay?” he doesn’t answer and Ben sighs.  

Don’t you dare shut her out  Kylo .  

“Kylo...” he turns to her and she presses her lips to his. Her hands go to his face and keep him still as she looks into his eyes. “Don’t be upset... for me?” his eyes widen slightly as she speaks. “It tasted fine... it’s not like you’re sending me off with an empty stomach like Unkar did.” she tells him. “It’s alright. Everyone makes mistakes... but the good thing is that we learn from them.” she kisses the tip of his nose and sighs. “Please don’t be upset.” he smiles at her and she kisses his nose again. “That’s better.” she smiles and runs her hands down his face before sitting back in her seat. “I have to go now though.” he nods his head.  

“Okay.” 

Tell her to have a good day...  

“Have a good day. Alright?” he says. “I’ll... we’ll see you in fifth.” 

“Okay.” and she gets out of the car. They watch as she walks away from the car and Kylo sighs.  

“She’s too good.” he mutters.  

Yes... she is.  

“She... really cares about how we feel and...” 

And?  

“...we don’t deserve her.” 

No... no we don’t.  

Kylo smiles, turns the car back on and drives to school. As he passes Rey on the way, he waves and she waves back. He sighs and wishes they could drive her to the actual school and not blocks away.  

It’s for the best. We can’t get caught...  

“I know... it doesn’t make it easier to leave her alone though.” 

No, it doesn’t but... she’s used to being alone. Walking to school isn’t a new thing for her.  

Kylo nods and agrees. Once they’re in a parking spot, Kylo grabs the bag from the backseat and puts it on his lap.  

“Ready to take over?” he asks. “I... don’t think I can handle a school day after breakfast...” 

Sure. Sure. Once Rey is out of the picture you want back in.  

“Oh shut u-” and there’s a knock on his window. He turns and sees a fellow teacher standing by the car.  

Shit... just act like you have an ear bud in. Ben says.  

Kylo rolls down the window and smiles at Mr. Armitage Hux, the history teacher.  

“Just... ah, give me a sec. On the phone.” the man nods and Kylo looks in front of him. “Yeah... yeah don’t worry mom I’ll be there. Yeah. Sorry I have to go now, I'm at work.” he fiddles with the phone a moment and looks back to the man. “Sorry.” he says.  

“No problem Solo. I was just wondering if you had a minute to talk.” 

“Uh... sure. When?” 

“Now if you don’t mind.” 

“...yeah. I'll... just let... me get out.” he rolls up the window and sighs.  

What do I do?! 

Just act like me and it’ll be fine. He probably just wants to talk shit. Just be friendly.   

Kylo gets out of the car and puts the bag over his shoulder.  

“So... what’s up?” he asks.  

“I was wondering if you’re going to be free this Friday.” 

“Uh, maybe why?” 

“I just needed a friend honestly.” he answers. “Things are not going well with Phas...” 

“Oh, sorry to hear that.” 

“It’s fine but... it’d be nice to have a few drinks.” 

“Um... sure man. Whatever you need.” 

Oh  fuck me...  

“What time are you thinking?” Kylo asks.  

“Eight or so... I’m getting old.” 

“Oh I get you there...” he trails off. They enter the school and they stop as they get to the office.  

“I’ll call.” 

“Sure thing.” Kylo watches him walk into the office and sighs.  

Great... a night out with Hux...  

That’ll be interesting... 

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Ben combs his hair out, looks into the mirror and watches as Rey changes into her uniform for work. Someone else called in sick and Maz called her to take over the shift. And... they can’t even take her because Ben is supposed to be going out with Hux. Ben sighs and Rey turns to look at him.  

“I’m fine with the bus, boys.” she says. Ben rolls his eyes.  

“I wasn’t sighing about that.” he tells her.  

“Uh huh, sure.” he smiles, turns around and leans against the wall. “What?” she asks.  

“Nothing. You just look pretty that’s all.” she comes closer and puts her hand to his face.  

“And you’re very handsome.” she puts her pointer finger under his bottom lip and goes on her tippy toes to kiss him. It’s a quick kiss. But, he’ll take what he can get. “I better get going.” 

“Please be safe. If you need us, we’re just a call away.” 

“I know.” 

Kiss goodbye...  

“Kylo wants a kiss.” she smiles up at him and bats her eyes.  

“Then let him out.” Ben closes his eyes and feels Rey’s hands stay on his face. He smiles and lets Kylo take over.  

-- 

Kylo opens his eyes and stares into Rey’s.  

“Be safe...” he whispers.  

“I will.” she kisses his lips and nuzzles against his cheek before stepping away. “I hope you two have fun.” 

“I doubt we will... but thanks.” she grabs her purse from the bed and slings it over her shoulder. “Have a nice night at work.” 

“Always do.” and she walks out of the bedroom. Kylo waits a moment and follows her. He watches as she goes to use he front door and stops as she reaches for the doorknob. “Not a good idea...” she mutters. She turns around, smiles and heads to the back door. “I’ll be home late. Please don’t wait up.” Kylo just nods his head and watches her leave. He stares at the door and hopes she’ll come back... she doesn’t.  

Come on. Let me out. Says Ben. I know you can’t handle Hux. 

“You got that right.” Kylo closes his eyes and breathes in. “Good luck.”  

-- 

An hour later their waiting outside of the bar Hux said to meet at. It's a small place at the end of town and Ben sighs as he stares at the flickering neon sign.  

Just get through this and we’ll be home with Rey in no time.   

Ben smiles and nods his head.  

“Yeah...” after fifteen minutes or so a taxi pulls up to the bar. Ben watches the rearview and sees Hux get out of the backseat.  

There’re two options here. Says Kylo. One, the “things are not going well with Phas” means she’s kicked him out and taken everything. Or, two, he’s already shit faced. Which do you think Benny? 

Ben just sighs and gets out of the car. He locks it and watches as Hux slightly stumbles toward him.  

Shit faced it is.  Kylo , one. Ben, zero.   

Ben rolls his eyes and smiles as Hux comes up to him.  

“Party started already?” he asks.  

“Maybe I had a few before I left. Maybe I didn’t.” and he heads to the entrance. Ben follows after him and they head inside. They take a seat at an empty table for three and Hux raises his hand to call over the red-headed waitress. She holds up a finger and turns back to the bar. Hux watches her and Ben sighs.  

“So... you said-” 

“I’m sorry to pull you from your hidey hole Solo.” Hux starts. “I just... just needed someone to talk with.” 

“Well... you got me.”  

“Mitaka’s out of town... my brother won’t answer my calls... Phas is a no go on anything.” 

“Isn’t... she why you’re drinking?” Ben asks.  

“...yeah. She is.” 

“...what happened?” 

“...I may have... fucked up.” 

“We all fuck up.” the waitress comes over and smiles.  

“What’ll you have boys?” she asks.  

“A pitcher of whatever you have on tap.” says Hux. “And two shots of whiskey.” Ben just nods his head in agreement and the waitress walks away. “I...” he begins again. “I... may have said... that I... fucked... Bazine.” 

“The chem teacher?” Hux nods and the waitress brings their order. Ben smiles as she leaves and pours himself a glass. “Why would you tell your fiancé that? I mean... I know we’re not close Hux but-” 

“Exactly why I asked you to come out Solo.” he says as he takes the shot. He puts the glass down and blows his bangs from his eyes. “You... won’t judge me like anyone else would...” Ben nods and drinks.  

This guy has issues...  

Ben scoffs and takes another drink as Hux yammers on about his failing relationship and how he fucked it all up with one slip of the tongue. Ben agrees... Hux was stupid and drunk at the time and he deserves to be dumped. He wouldn’t know what to do if Rey was with someone else... 

He’d go mad... simply mad.  

-- 

Ben pulls Hux from the bar and into the passenger seat of his car. He buckles the man in and shuts the door.  

Do we have to take him home? Asks Kylo.  

“Yeah... we can’t just leave him here... and calling his woman isn’t an option. We’ll just drop him off at his place.” 

Do we even know where he lives?  

Ben gets into the car and gets Hux’s wallet from his front pocket. He opens it and reads his ID.  

“See... address. We’re fine.” and he puts it back. He starts the car and pulls from the parking lot.  

What time does Ret get off?  

Ben looks to Hux and sees his eyes are slightly open.  

Eleven... he answers.  

He drives on and when they get to a red light a few blocks from Rey’s work Hux wakes up fully.  

“Hey, pull into this diner on the corner. I’m starved.” 

“I should get you home.” Ben answers.  

“Come on Solo. Don’t be a fuck.” Ben rolls his eyes and looks to where Hux pointed. Of course... 

Rey...  

Ben reluctantly pulls into the diner parking lot and finds a spot. It’s not the full... 

Hux starts to get out of the car and Ben hurries to help him. Hux throws his arm over Ben’s shoulder and they head into the restaurant. The bell rings as they enter and Rey turns from the pie case. She smiles then when she looks slightly to Ben’s right, her smile goes away.  

“Hi, table for two.” he says. She just nods his head and grabs two menus. She leads them to a table in the corner and she smiles, in a professional way.  

“Evening... what can I get you two started?” she asks.  

“Coffee for both of us.” says Ben. She nods again and turns to Hux. He smiles up at her and points to the menu.  

“What... what do... you suggest?” he asks.  

“Our cheeseburger is quite good or the soup of the day is tomato.” she answers.  

“Burger... onions cooked. Two slices... of cheese.” she writes it down and turns back to Ben.  

“Anything for you?” she asks.  

“BLT please.” she smiles and writes it down.  

“Okay... I’ll have it right out.” and she walks away. And before Ben notices, Kylo does. Hux... is staring at her as she walks behind the counter. He looks up a moment and smiles.  

“She definitely lives up to the hype.” he mutters.  

“Hype?” Ben asks.  

“...yeah. Haven’t you... heard Solo?” 

Heard what? Kylo sneers.  

“...little Rey Niima is a tart.” 

What?!  

“Um... wha-” 

“So you haven’t heard then.” Hux says. “That one there is a loose as a common prostitute.” 

“I... I don’t think-” 

“It’s true. Everyone knows that’s why she got in to Illeniam so quickly. All she had to do was spread her pretty little legs and bam, in. I guess she wanted to get more well-paying clients.” 

“Hux, stop-” and Rey comes from behind the counter. She carries over two mugs of coffee and places them on the table.  

“Your food will be out shortly.” and she walks away once more, and again... with Hux’s eyes planted firmly on her ass.  

“Can’t say I haven’t thought about it but... seventeen... not my in my normal age preference.” 

Ben stays quite and tries to ignore Kylo yelling inside his head. He’s furious... and so is Ben.  

Hit him! Kill him for talking about our Rey like that! He yells.  

I know... I want to but we can’t. 

Why the fuck not?!   

Ben tries his best to push Kylo to the back of his mind and fails.  

You know he’s lying! He’s spreading lies about our prefect Rey!  

I know... 

Then do something!   

Ben shakes his head and turns to look at Rey. She’s watching him. He smiles slightly and she turns to another customer.  

“Hux... I think I know Rey well enough to know she isn’t like that.” he says.  

“Ha, then you don’t know her Solo.” and he sips on his coffee.  

Do something! Yells Kylo.  

Rey comes over after a few minutes and places their plates in front of them.  

“Anything else?” she asks. 

“No, it’s fine.” answers Ben. “We’re good.”  

“...okay.” and she walks to a customer that just walked in. His eyes stay on her and Hux chuckles.  

“If you’re interested and... by the look in your eye I think you are.” he says. “Her guardian or whatever owns the scrap yard on the other side of town. Go talk to him. I heard some of Phas’ kids talking about it last time I was with her at the school.” he says. “Seems to me like she’s quite busy.” and he drinks the last bit of his coffee. He turns around in the booth and waves his hand. “Sweetheart, refill please.” and Ben sees Rey nod her head.  

Sweetheart... sweetheart?!   

Hux turns around and Ben resist the urge to deck him.  

“I’m going to piss before I eat. If you offers you a blow job... get one for me too man.” and he slips out of the booth. Ben watches him walk by Rey and lets out a raged breath.  

Hux doesn’t know the danger he’s gotten himself into...  

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Ben keeps his face as unaltered as possible as Hux passes by Rey and stumbles to the toilet. Rey walks away from another table and makes her way to them.  

We need to do something. Says Kylo. We need to get rid of him and sick thoughts.  

“Yeah.” Ben mutters. Rey comes up to the table, refills the coffee mugs smiles.  

“How’s your-” she stops. “What’s wrong?” she asks.  

“Nothing’s wrong.” 

“Yes, there is. It looks like you’re about to kill somebody...” Ben tries to soften his features and forces a smile.  

“We’re fine.” he mutters.  

“...okay.” and he sees Hux exit the restroom.  

“Get away from the table.” he tells her.,  

“Wha-” 

“Get away from the table and do not come back over.” 

“Ben-” 

“Rey please.” 

“....okay.” and she walks away. Hux looks at her as she goes behind the counter and smirks.  

“So, how much?” he asks. Ben closes his eyes a moment to calm himself but instead...  Kylo sneaks in.  

Wai-! 

-- 

“Don’t be a pig...” he mutters.  

“W-what?” Hux stammers. 

“Don’t. Be. A. Pig.” Kylo repeats.  

“Solo-” 

“There’s no need to talk about her that way.” he tells him. “She’s... a good girl.” Hux laughs.  

“Yeah good at being on her knees. What’s wrong Solo? Are you taken by the little whore?” and Ben speaks up.  

Do not, I repeat, do not fight him! Ben yells. I will lose my job! We will go to jail! 

I don’t care... I need to- 

Who’ll take care of Rey if we’re gone? Who?!  

Kylo clenches his fist under the table and bite the inside of his cheek enough to make it bleed.  

Fine... 

“I... just don’t think it’d appropriate to talk about a student that way.” Kylo says. Hux rolls his eyes and looks at his burger.  

“Let’s blow this place...” 

“Why? You haven’t even touched-” 

“I just wanted to ogle the girl. And you’re not going to play along; so let’s go.” Hux gets up from his seat and starts to head to the cashier. Ben gets up as well and goes behind him. “I didn’t even touch the food. So I’m not paying.” 

“B-but sir-” Rey stammers. 

Pay. We don’t need a scene.   

“Don’t sir me. Just-” Kylo reaches into his pocket and takes out his wallet. He hands Rey a twenty and Hux turns to him.  

“On me.” Hux scowls at Kylo and turns toward the door. He stumbles a bit and catches himself on the door handle. He exits the diner and Kylo turns back to Rey. “I’m sorry sweetheart.” she takes the money and sighs.  

“He’s having a bad night...” 

“Yeah...” she hands him his change and he puts it into the tip jar. She smiles.  

“Thanks, Kylo.” she whispers. He nods his head and turns to see Hux leaning against the car. He looks back to Rey and sighs.  

“We’ll be home late.” 

We will?  

“Why?” she asks. Kylo smiles.  

“We just need to take care of a few things.” and he puts his hand over hers. “There’s a spare key under a rock by the garage.” she nods her head.  

“Okay. Be safe.” 

“We will.” and he exits the diner. Hux looks up and whacks the top of their car.  

“Hurry the fuck up Solo. I’m beat.” Kylo smiles and unlocks the car. Hux piles in and Kylo breathes in the cool night air before getting in as well. He looks to Hux and sighs.  

“Um, do me a solid and hand me the small black case in the glove box.” 

“...sure.” and he opens the glove compartment. He takes out the black case and hands it to Kylo. He unzips it and Hux looks down at his phone. Kylo smirks at the sight and begins to fill up a syringe with the knock out drug. 

Kylo ... this isn’t smart...  

“I don’t actually give a fuck...” Kylo mutters.  

“What you say?” Hux asks.  

“Nothing man... just talking to myself.” and he pushes the needle into his neck. Hux's hand goes up and he yelps.  

“What in the fu-” and he Kylo injects him. The man’s head hits the window and Kylo puts everything back into the case. He stores the case back in the glove box and looks into the diner. He sees Rey moving around, working in peace.  

What’s the plan? Ben asks. We can’t kill him. You know that... 

“We need to do something. Anything. He can’t... talk about her that way.” 

I’m  not happy either but we’ve been seen at  multiple  places with him tonight. The bar... here... this place wasn’t full but people did see us  Kylo . What are you planning?  

“I don’t know...” 

Then why did you drug him? Ben asks.  

“I don’t know okay? I just needed to shut him up. He can’t talk about Rey that way. It's not right. She doesn’t deserve that. 

I know. I know. Just calm down and breathe for us.  

Kylo takes a deep breath and stares at Rey inside the diner.  

“What do I do Benny?” he asks.  

...we get him home. Make sure his  fiancé  sees him come in the door. Make a racket. He’s not going to wake up from this on his own. We know this... so... we head back tomorrow and make sure he’s taken care of.  

“That might work...” 

We just have to be careful  Kylo . But... if he’s going on this bender... he might just... I don’t know...  

“Disappear.” 

Exactly.   

Kylo smiles and takes one last look at Rey before pulling out of the parking lot.  

-- 

** 

Hey, we’ll actually be home before you sweetheart. Plans have changed.  

Alright... is  everything  okay?  

Yeah, everything is fine. Be safe coming home. We love you.  

I love you...  two ;  )  

** 

Kylo smiles and puts the phone into his pocket. He looks over to Hux and sighs before getting out of the car. He goes around the passenger side door and open sit. Hux tumbles out of the car and Kylo chuckles.  

“Whoops.” and he lifts him up.  

Just ring the bell and tell her he passes out after he refused to eat.  

“Sure...” he carries Hux to the front door of his house and pushes the small button near the door. Nothing happens, so he pushes it again. Then a light turns on inside.  

“I have a gun!” he hears a woman yell. 

“Um, my name is Ben. I’m a friend of Hux’s.” he calls through the door. “He’s a little drunk...” he hears the door being unlocked and once it’s open he stares into the eyes of a very angry blonde haired woman.  

“Really?” she asks.  

“S-sorry. But... he-” she holds up her hand and sighs.  

“Don’t. Just... put the sack of shit on the couch.” she moves aside and Kylo takes Hux inside. He lays him on a red couch in the living area and turns to the woman. “Thanks, I suppose.” 

“Yeah, I... I couldn’t just leave him. I took him to eat afterward but... he didn’t touch his food.” 

“Sounds like him...” she sighs. “Thanks, uh. Ben was it?” Kylo holds out his hand and they shake.  

“Ben Solo. I work at the school.” she nods.  

“Yeah... he said he was going out but... I didn’t exactly care who it was with.” she says. “I wasn’t even supposed to be home...”  

“Oh...” 

“Yeah... I’m heading to my mom’s in the morning. I need some time away. Obviously.”  

“I get it. Well... I’ll just leave you two.” and he heads to the door. “I’m sorry to wake you.” he heads out and closes the door behind him. He gets into the car and pulls out of the driveway.  

Good job... now, home.  

“Home.” Kylo mutters.  

-- 

Ben lays on the couch and watches the TV switch to informercials. Rey should be home soon. The last bus should be on schedule... 

And he hears the back door being opened. Ben sits up and watches as Rey comes into the house. She throws her purse on coffee table and sits as close as she can to Ben. She rests her head on his shoulder and he smiles.  

“Welcome home Rey.” 

“Thank you...” she mutters. He rubs her shoulder and she looks up at him. “So... what happened?” she asks.  

“...about?” 

“What happened at the diner. Kylo was out then you left all suddenly. And, then you had a change of plans... what plans Ben?”  

“...Hux was just being a fucker. That’s all.” 

“And what did you do?” 

“Nothing...” 

Yet.  

“...yet.” 

“Ben.” she warns.  

“It’ll be fine.” he tells her. “It’ll be a quick job.” 

“What could he have said to make you two want to kill him?” she asks. “Mr. Hux is a nice guy.” 

What?!  

“Rey... he’s not.” 

“He’s always nice in class but it just seemed like he was drunk. You can’t hold that against him.” 

“It’s not about him being drunk.” 

“Then what?” Ben doesn’t answer and sighs. “Ben?” 

Just tell her Benny. It’s better if she hears it from us...  

“He was talking about how you were a prostitute and that you got into our school by opening your legs.” he says. “...he... he wouldn’t shut up about it. And no matter what I said, he just kept going and... we couldn’t take it. We needed to make him stop.” 

“Ben...” 

“You don’t deserve to be talked about that way... no matter what Plutt made you do. It wasn’t you who wanted it...” she stays quiet and Ben grips onto her shoulder. “He... he wanted you... he wanted to go there to look at you and...” 

That was it.  

“...we’re going tomorrow.” 

“To kill him? Just because he said those things?” 

“...yes.” 

“Ben... Kylo... it’s okay. You don’t have to do that. It’s not worth it. Besides, there were people at work, if he goes missing-” 

“We have that figured out.” he tells her.  

“But... Ben...” 

“It’ll be fine Rey.” she looks into his eyes and smiles slightly.  

“You’d really do anything for me... wouldn’t you?” 

“Of course we would... we love you.” she smiles grows and she kisses Ben’s cheek.  

“Okay then. Tomorrow.” 

Tomorrow....   

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Ben jolts awake when he hears his alarm and quickly reaches over Rey’s sleeping body to turn it off. He plops back down onto the mattress and looks to Rey. Her eyes are open, watching him.  

“Morning.” he whispers huskily. She simply smiles and turns over to face him. She puts her forehead to his chest and sighs. “Kylo and I have to get going soon...” 

“...no.” she mutters. “Stay with me...” 

Yes please...  

“Oh we want to... but we have our errands to run.” she shakes her head and kisses his chest. He wishes he was still asleep... it’s almost four in the morning but... they have to be at Hux’s as soon as possible. “Do... do you want to come?” he asks.  

Really?  

She looks up at him and smiles.  

“Are you serious?” she asks.  

“...I am.” he says. “We want you to. Your hands won’t get dirty, I promise that. But... we could use some company.” 

“...sure. I’ll go.” 

“Great. Which means... it’s time to get up.”  

“...I guess.” Ben leans down and kisses her forehead.  

“Up we go.” and he slips out of bed.  

-- 

So... he should be out still. Says Kylo. 

“Yeah... should be...” he mutters. He looks to Hux’s front door and sees his fiancé come out and go to the car parked in front of the garage. She throws a bag into the trunk, slams the door and gets in.  

“Who’s she?” Rey asks. Ben turns to her and sighs.  

“That’s Gwendoline, his fiancé.” 

“Um... what if she comes back?” she asks. “Before you’re done.” 

“She won’t. She’s heading to her mother’s house, it’ll be a quick job anyway.” 

“Oh...” he turns away from her and watches as Phasma pulls from the driveway and drives down the street. “Now?” Rey asks.  

“No, we wait a few minutes. Make sure she doesn’t come back.”  

“Okay.” 

“And you stay in the car. I’m not putting you in that dangerous of a situation.” 

“Ben.... I can-” 

“No. If you’re going to be here, you’re going to do as I say. Alright?” 

“...fine.” 

“Good.”  

Don’t be an asshole.  

“I’m not...” 

Yeah, you are.  

“Kylo-” 

“Boys.” Rey warns.  

Sorry...  

“Sorry.” Ben mutters. “Just bickering...” 

“I know...” she reaches over and grabs his hand. “So... what’s the plan?” she asks. Ben moves his hand so they’re better positioned and looks back to her.  

“Well... I’m going to go in. Make sure he’s out. Then...” 

Go on...  

“We’ll kill him. But... not in the usual way.” 

“What do you mean?” 

“What I mean is that we’re going to make it look like an alcohol overdose.” 

“Oh...” 

“He was drinking quite a lot last night... Phasma thinks he passed out and we brought him home. And... we brought plenty, and I’m sure there’s enough inside.”  

“But... how are you-?” 

“We’re going to dose him with more ketamine... by the time Phasma gets back it’ll be out of his system. All they’ll be able to find is the alcohol.” 

“Keta-mine?” she asks.  

“Yeah... it’s... it’s a drug... um...” 

“How...” 

Now.  

Ben looks up and sees another car leave the driveway across the street. No more cars... they’re good to go. 

“It’s time.” he says. He smiles at Rey and sighs. “We’ll be in there twenty minutes at the most.” 

“...okay.” he kisses her cheek, reaches into the glove compartment and takes out the black case. “Be out soon.” and he gets out of the car.  

-- 

Ben looks down at Hux’s body and sighs. He’s been gone for the last few minutes but... now that Ben is done staging the scene. He sees it. His colleague is dead... all because he wouldn’t keep his mouth shut.  

Well, can’t say we’re going to miss him...  

“No... we’re not.” 

Neither will the  fiancé ...  

“No, she’ll be upset. She loved him once...” Ben answers. “She’ll be relieved once the initial shock is over with.” 

I suppose. So... we’re just going to leave him like this? I thought we wanted him to  disappear ?  

“We do... and he will. From our lives anyway.” he says. “It would be too suspicious for him to go missing after we were with him and Phasma might be charged with his death if we would have done it the normal way.” 

The normal way works...  

“It does but... this is a special situation. Don’t you think? 

I guess so. Kylo answers.  

“So we’re agreed. This was the best way to get rid of him.” 

Agreed.  

Ben smiles and looks around the room. Just as Phasma left it, plus empty bottles and a now deceased Hux on the floor near the couch.  

“It will have to do.” 

Let’s get back to Rey then.  

Ben nods his head and heads out the back door. He peeks from over the fence, watches a couple cars drive by and walks calmly to the car. He gets into the driver’s seat and locks the doors. He looks toward Rey and smiles.  

“Done.” he tells her. 

“...okay.” he takes her hand in his and lifts it to his lips. He kisses the top of her hand softly and she smiles. “What now?” she asks.  

“We go home.” he says. “And pretend like nothing happened.” 

“...I can do that.” 

“I know you can.” he kisses her hand again and lets go. He starts the car and watches the street a moment before driving away. 

-- 

Ben watches Rey cut the pork from the corner of his eye and watches her build her sandwich. He turns back after a moment and continues to put together his own. Turkey sandwiches are what they could scrounge up for dinner. Rey didn’t seem to mind but Kylo did.  

We should be able to feed her more than a sandwich.  

I know but we haven’t been able to head to the grocery store. We’ll go tomorrow.  

How about tonight? There’s the twenty-four hour store a few miles away.  

Yes, but- 

We could bring Rey.   

He turns to look at her and smiles when she licks a dollop of mustard from her finger.  

I suppose that’ll be alright...  

Ask her...  

“Rey?” she turns to him and he sighs. “Um... since we’re pretty much out of everything we need to head to the store. So... if you want... we can go tonight, together.” 

“I thought... we couldn’t be seen together?” she asks.  

“We can’t but... if we go around one or so in the morning... there won’t be many people around. It’ll be safe.” 

“...are you sure Ben? I don’t want anyone knowing-” 

“I know. And no one will.” he answers. “We just need to grab dinner and a few other things for a few days. It’ll be a quick trip.” she looks down at her sandwich and nods her head.  

“Okay.” 

“Great. We’ll eat dinner... watch some bad TV and head out when the time is right.” 

“Sounds good.” she says with a smile. They head into the living room with their plates and sit on the couch. Rey puts her feet onto the coffee table and takes a bite of her dinner before Ben can even think about it. He smiles and she stares off at the television.  

Home... this feels like home Benny...  

Yeah... it does...  

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So, why can’t we shop together? Asks Kylo.  

“Because, we have to take precautions.” 

It’s almost one in the morning... that sounds like the only  precaution  we need.  

“Once again, you’re wrong Kylo.” Ben says as he slips on his shoes. “It’s one in the morning on a Saturday. There might be teenagers or worse teachers at the store.” 

Then why are we even trying?  

“...because you thought of it and I was too in the moment to think otherwise. And now, she’s excited.” Ben turns to see Rey exiting the bathroom. She smiles and throws her purse over her shoulder.  

“Ready?” she asks.  

“Yep.” Ben grabs his keys off the table and heads to the garage door. He leads Rey through and once they’re in the car, he opens the garage door and pulls out. He makes sure the door closes all of the way and drives off. They drive through the almost empty streets and within thirty minutes, they’re parked outside the twenty-four hour grocery store. Rey reaches to open her door but Ben speaks. “Hold on.” she stops and looks to him. “I have a list.” 

“Oh, alright. What all are we getting?” she asks. Ben takes his phone from his pocket and reads off the items. She nods her head once in a while as he reads on and sighs. “So, a lot.” 

“Yeah, that way we don’t have to come back right away. Kylo and I prefer to keep our outside interaction to a minimum.” Rey smiles. “Um... and... so it takes less time...” he quickly copies half of the list and texts it to Rey. She looks down at her phone as it pings reads what he sent.  

“But, I’m going to be right with you...” 

“...no.” he says. “We can’t. There’s still a chance we’ll see someone from school inside. So, you’ll get half and I’ll get half. We’ll meet back up here.” Ben takes his wallet from his pants pocket and hands Rey some cash. “That should cover it.” 

“...okay.” 

“...I know you’re upset but... we have to be careful.” 

“...I know.” and she reaches for the door handle. They watch her get out of the car and Kylo sighs.  

Should have just stayed home.  

Ben rolls his eyes.  

“This is all your idea. And we all have to suffer.” Ben gets out of the car as well and they follow behind Rey into the market. They watch as she grabs a cart and they do the same. Ben smiles at her and she gently smiles back. She’s upset with them now... 

“Great.” he mutters under his breath. He looks down at his phone and sighs.  

Let’s get this over with.  

-- 

When Ben is two items away from being done with his part, he looks to his phone and sees there’s a text from Rey. 

*** 

Hey... Rose and Finn are here...  

Oh... alright. Did they see you?  

Yeah. Just did. We’re talking now...   

*** 

Shit... shit... double shit!  

We should have just stayed ho-  

Shut up! Ben yells inside his head. Kylo quiets down and Ben looks back to his phone.  

*** 

I said I was out because I had a late night at the diner. They  believed  me but they’re offering to take me home since it’s so late.   

I’m going to say yes... I can’t say I’ll catch the bus like I normally do... there are no buses this time of night.   

Okay... just head into the house like normal I’ll come get you after they leave.  

Okay... I’m sorry.  

Don’t be. It’s not your fault we’re here... it’s ours...  

*** 

Ben grabs the last two things on the list and heads to the check out, but as he goes to get in a line, he sees Rey, Rose and Finn. 

Fuck...  

Rose turns around and smiles.  

“Oh hey Mr. Solo.” Rey and Finn turn too and Ben smiles.  

“Hey there. What are you three doing out so late?” he asks in his most strict voice he can muster.  

“Just grabbing a few things,” says Finn. Rose looks into Rey’s cart then turns back to him. 

“Well Rey here is trying to feed a small country but anyway...” she laughs. “Shopping Mr. Solo?” 

“You guessed it Tico.” he answers. She smiles and Rey continues to put things onto the conveyer belt.  

They should have just come by themselves tomorrow but... they wanted to spend more time with her. And... they almost began to think they we’re having a normal relationship. As if they ever could... 

Rey puts a divider at the end of her items and Ben smiles at her.  

“Thank you.” she smiles and he begins to put the rest of their groceries on the belt. Rey walks to the register and Kylo sighs.  

I don’t like that girl...  

Ben looks to Rose and sees her eye him.  

Yeah... neither do I... but she’s Rey’s friend.  

She can find other friends...  

Stop. Ben warns.  

They watch Rey pay for the groceries and pile the bags into the basket. Rey turns and smiles.  

“See you on Monday Mr. Solo.” she says.  

“Good night you three. Get home safe.” 

“We will. Rose is a great driver.” says Finn.  

“Glad to hear it.” Ben says. The three of them walk out of the store and Ben sighs as he gets to the register. He smiles at the young man behind it and watches the total go higher and higher.  

Once the bags are packed inside the trunk Ben gets into the driver’s seat and starts the car.  

We need to hurry. Rey doesn’t need to be alone.  

“She’ll be fine for a few minutes Kylo.” Ben says. “It’s not like they’re dropping her off somewhere bad.” 

You don’t think that dump isn’t bad? It’s not in the best part of town... there’s nothing but bad memories there for her...  

“Stop it. Just... stop. We’ll be there in no time. So just keep your panties on.” 

Snippy  snippy ...  

Ben pulls out of the parking lot and goes to the traffic light. He stares at the red light and tries to not let Kylo’s words get to him. He knows Rey is safe. She has a key to get inside the old house... she knows the area.... she’s fine.  

Ben licks his lips as he gets closer and closer to Rey’s old home. Before he gets there he sees there aren’t any cars parked in front of the house. He pulls up and watches a shadow inside the house move around. He takes out his phone and texts her.  

*** 

We’re here.  

Be right out  

** 

Ben watches the lights turn off and, in a moment, Rey comes out of the house and walks down the pathway. He pops the trunk and gets out. He goes around to the back and helps her set the bags inside. He shuts the trunk and they get into the car. Once her belt is on, Rey lays her head against the headrest and lets out a large breath.  

“I am so sorry.” 

“There’s nothing to be sorry about.” 

“...I wanted to go to the store and... they were there.” 

“It was out fault.” he says. “Not yours. It was our idea to go shopping, so if you’re going to blame someone, blame us.” 

“Ben...” 

“Rey.” she looks to him and smiles. “We just have to be more careful. So... no more joint shopping trips...” she nods her head. 

“Sounds good.” he runs his hand down her cheek and smiles.  

“Let’s go home.” and he pulls away from the curb. “How were your friends?” he asks as he drives.  

“Good. They were getting back from a trip to the mountains. They were going to stay the weekend but Finn’s grandma called. So, they cut it short.” 

“Ah. And Rose...” 

“What about her?” 

“... did she say anything?” 

“About... you?” 

“Yeah, she eyed me in line.” 

“It’s just weird seeing teachers away from school.” 

“Do you think she knows about us?” he asks.  

“No. She does think a have that secret boyfriend but...” she shrugs. “I haven’t given her any clues for who it could be.” 

“Well, it seemed like she was thinking about something...” 

“Probably just upset about leaving their trip early. I'm sure it’s nothing Ben.” she says. “What does Kylo think?” she asks.  

I don’t like her...  

Something else... 

I think she suspects us...  

“He thinks the same. That she knows, or at least suspects something.” 

“I’m sure she doesn’t. Don’t worry about it. She’s too wound up in Finn she can’t even think of anything else.” 

“...okay. If you say so.” 

I don’t think so. Rose is  intelligent ... she’ll notice if we’re out with her again  by   coincidence .   

We’ll have to be careful... 

Without saying...  

They both sigh and Ben continues to drive home.  

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Ben walks into the teacher’s lounge and grabs his mail. He flips through it and sees there’s a memo. Saying that all of the teaching staff is required to head to the library as they get there. Ben sighs and shoves the mail into his bag. There can only be one reason for the meeting... 

Hux... 

Just act as surprised as anyone else. Says Kylo.  

I know, I know.  

Ben heads to the library and takes a deep breath before walking in. He looks at the other teachers faces and tries to replicate their confusion. A few other pile in after him and the principal, Mr. Hutt, stands in front of them.  

“Alright everyone, I’ve called you all here to announce something quite unsettling.” he begins. “I’m very sorry to announce that Armitage Hux has died.” people begin to whisper and he continues. “I don’t know all of the details yet but I will send an email once we know more. I have a substitute lined up for the remainder of the school year, so there’s no need to worry there. We will be having an assembly this afternoon so we can address it to the students.” he says. “Counseling will be provided by Mrs. Holdo. She’ll be in tomorrow, so direct the students there if needed. For now... I’d like to have a moment of silence for Armitage.” and he bows his head. Everyone does the same and Ben bows as well.  

Moment of silence!  Pft ! He  doesn’t  deserve it.  

Besides the cheating... and the way he spoke about Rey... he wasn’t all that bad. 

You can think what you want. But I know a bad egg when I see one.  

“Alright. Let’s get to work everyone. It’s going to be a tough few days.” everyone begins to disperse and Ben holds onto his bag as he walks from the library. He heads down the hall and to his classroom. All the while listening to Kylo.  

The world will be better off without him. We’ll be better off without him. I don’t know what we would have done if he had  paid for Rey...  

Ben goes to put his bag on his desk but stops.  

“She would have told us if she had...” he trails off.  

I think so... wouldn’t she?  

Ben licks his lips and sighs.  

“Yeah, she would have. There’s nothing to worry about.” and he sits at his desk. He takes the papers from his bag and signs onto the computer. There’s nothing to worry about... 

-- 

Ben watches as Rey walks from the kitchen to the living room, bowl filled with ice-cream in her hands. He follows after her and once they’re seated on the couch Kylo speaks.  

Can I...  

You want some time? Ben asks. 

Yeah...  

Alright... that’s fine with me. 

Even if I... try to  initiate ?  

Sex?  

Kylo doesn’t answer and Ben sighs.  

Fine... we have to share... 

Thank  you, Benny .   

Yeah, yeah.  

Ben keeps hold of the bowl tight and reluctantly shuts his eyes.  

-- 

Kylo opens his eyes and looks down at the two scoops of vanilla ice-cream. He should have asked before Ben served himself. He doesn’t like vanilla... 

He turns to Rey and smiles.  

“So... what do you want to watch sweetheart?” he asks. She turns away from her bowl and smiles.  

“Hi there Kylo... when did-” 

“Just now...” 

“Is Ben alright?” 

“Yeah, I just wanted some time with you.” her smile grows and she scoots closer to him.  

“I’m glad.” he kisses her temple and lays his head on top of hers. “How have you been? How... is it in there?” she asks.  

“It’s... dark. A little lonely sometimes. I’m used to it by now but... it’s nice to be out once in a while.” 

“I’m sure it is.” Kylo watches as she eats her ice-cream and looks down to see Ben’s is already melting.  

“Do you want this?” he asks her. “I don’t like vanilla.” 

“Oh... sure.” he spoons the ice-cream into her bowl and sets his to the side. “Do you want to get some you’d like?” she asks.  

“No, I'm fine.” he keeps his head on top of hers and take the remote in hand. “Let’s see what’s on...”  

-- 

Kylo slips off Ben’s green dress shirt and throws it into the hamper. He takes down the slacks and drops them over the chair in the corner. He can wear those another day... 

In the hamper. Ben says.  

“They’re not even dirty Benny.” 

That’s not the point. We wore them, we wash them. You know the drill by now.  

“Fine, fine.” he puts the pants into the basket and throws on a pair of pajama pants. He doesn’t bother with a shirt and Ben sighs. “What?” Kylo asks.  

Subtle...  

“Exactly.” 

Are you really that pent up?  

“No... I just want her... that’s all.” Kylo goes to the bed and gets under the covers. He puts his head to the pillow and looks to the bathroom door.  

Don’t pressure her or anything. 

“Oh shut up. You know I wouldn’t.” and the door opens. He smiles as Rey comes into view. She’s wearing one of Ben’s t-shirts. "Cozy?” he asks.  

“Very.” and instead of going around the bed to her side... she crawls over Kylo.  

You may not be the only one who wants someone...  

She slips her legs under the covers and looks to Kylo.  

“Bed time?” she asks.  

“Not if... you’re not ready.” she shakes her head.  

“I’m not...” 

“What do you have in mind then?” he asks. She bites her bottom lip and giggles.  

“I think you know...” Kylo smiles back and quickly climbs over the top of her.  

“I do...” he leans down and captures her lips. She moans into his mouth and he feels a shiver go up his spine.  

Be good to her...  

“Always...” he mutters. He probes her mouth with his tongue and he slides one of his hands down to the edge of the t-shirt. He palms her breast and squeezes. She gasps and he squeezes again. He thumbs her nipple until it hardens under his touch and reaches his hand lower to her panties. He slips his fingers between the fabric and her skin and runs them down her slit. He finds her already wet and her hips move with his fingers. “Wet already sweetheart?” he asks. 

“...yes.” he kisses to her ear and gently bites the lobe. “Please...” 

“Please what?” he asks.  

“Please fuck me... please Kylo...” 

“As you wish...” he stops teasing her and quickly lowers her panties. He throws them onto the floor and slips off his pajama pants. He positions himself in-between her legs and thumbs her clit.  

“Ah!” she cries out. He circles it a few times and takes hold of her hips. He brings her closer and lines himself up. “Please...” and he sinks into her. She gasps and Kylo moans. She always feels amazing... so warm... so right... like she was made for them... 

He starts a steady pace and feels her shirt slightly ride up. He forgot to take it off but no matter. He keeps his pace and smiles when she moves her legs.  

“What do you want?” he asks.  

“...closer.” he takes her claves in hand and throws them over his hips.  

“Keep them there.” he quickens his movements and kisses her lips. “That’s it... good girl...” she smiles up at him and he swivels his hips. Her hands go above her head and tangle in her hair. Kylo shuts his eyes and loses himself in her.  

-- 

Kylo lays with Rey in his arms and listens to her softly breathing. He stares up at the ceiling and talks with Ben.  

What if she did? He asks.  

What if she did, what? Ben asks back.  

What if she fucked Hux... 

... Kylo . Let’s not open that can of worms right now. We just had a good time... we don’t need to ruin it.   

Don’t act like you don’t want to know. 

I do but I don’t want to make her feel  uncomfortable .   

Neither do I... but... I want to know.  

Kylo  please...  

Kylo looks at Rey and sighs.  

“Sweetheart?” she opens her eyes and smiles.  

“Yeah?” 

“Can... can we ask you something?” 

“...sure.” 

“...it’s about Hux.” she turns over onto her side and sighs.  

“That was kind of awkward today... Rose was pretty upset and Miss. Netal was crying all first period.” she whispers. “But what about him?” 

Kylo  please.  

Kylo takes a deep breath and sighs.  

“Did... did he pay to have sex with you?” they can see her eyes widen in the darkly lit room; and Kylo immediately regrets asking.  

“Excuse me?”  

Fuck...   

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Fuck... fuck... fuck...  

Rey climbs out of bed and throws on a t-shirt. She wraps her arms around her and looks down at Kylo.  

“Why... why would you ask me that?” 

“I... we...” 

“Why would you ask me that?” She asks again. “Why… don’t you think I would have told you? Don’t you think I would have said that the other night; instead of saying he was a nice guy?”  

“Sweet-“ 

“No. Don’t you sweetheart me!” She raises her voice. “Have I told you every person Unkar made me fuck? No. But I didn’t think I had to!” She goes to the dresser and pulls out a pair of pants. She slips them on and heads out of the bedroom. Kylo covers his face and moans.  

Go after her and fix this! Ben yells.  

Kylo quickly puts on some pajama pants and heads into the living room. He sees Rey with her purse over her shoulder along with her backpack.  

“What are you doing?” he asks.  

“I don’t want to be here right now.” she starts to head to the front door but Kylo gets in front of her. “Get out of my way.” she says.  

“No, don’t leave.” he says. “Talk to me.” 

“Get out of my way Kylo.” she says again.  

“You can’t just leave because we had a misunderstanding.”  

“Yes, I can. Now move.” she looks up into his eyes and Kylo sighs.  

“We’re sorry. We... we didn’t mean to upset you but it wouldn’t leave our mind.” he tells her. “It was driving us crazy that, that bastard might have touched you. Hurt, you.” she doesn’t say anything and Ben urges him on. 

Keep talking. Keep her here.  

“It was a bad time to bring it up and I’m sorry for that. You know... you know I can’t always keep it all in. But, I’m working on it. You... you’re bringing out the best in us Rey.” he says. “You’re changing us.”  

“How?” she asks.  

“...in so many ways. In ways you can’t even imagine.” he stares into her eyes and watches as her eye lashes flutter. “We’re becoming who we’re meant to be because of you. You’re pushing us to brighter things.” she looks away and shuts her eyes. “We’re going through a metamorphosis with you. We were nothing but bottom dwellers but now... we see the light. You’re our light.” she looks back up to them and sighs.  

“I feel the same way...” she admits. “I feel, I am, different with you two. You’ve helped me change for the better...” Kylo takes a step away from the door and she drops her bags onto the floor. “I don’t... I don’t like talking about what he made me do... I told you everything I want to say before; at school.” Kylo nods. “Who and when and how much... I don’t want you to know. I want to keep that locked deep inside. It’s my burden to bare...” 

“But you don’t have to bare it alone...” he says. “You have us now. We’re here for you sweetheart.” she smiles.  

You’re not alone...  

“You’re not alone.” Kylo repeats.  

“Neither are you.” she says with a smile.  

“And I thought Ben texting you that was cheesy.” 

“It is.” she laughs. “It is... but I love it anyway...” and she wraps her arms around him. He holds her to him and lets out a deep breath.  

Good job...  

Kylo smiles and lays his head on hers.  

“Let’s go back to bed...” he mutters into her hair.  

“...okay.” he leads her back into the bedroom and helps her with her pants and shoes. She slips back into the covers and Kylo follows. He immediately wraps her in his arms and shuts his eyes.  

For once... he made something alright... without hurting someone... 

He smiles and listens to the sound of her breathing until she’s fast asleep.  

She is changing them... that wasn’t a lie. None of it was... 

-- 

Kylo sips his coffee and listens to Ben talk about how much he has to do at school today.  

And after lunch Rey’s class has to go to the computer lab and type up their essays. Then for sixth period-  

“Okay, okay. I get it. Lots to do.” Kylo buts in. “Can I get inside now?” 

So, you’re saying you don’t want to be in control today? Is that it?  

“Exactly.” 

Fine then. Let me out.  

“With pleasure.” he goes to close his eyes when he hears Rey speak.  

“What’s for breakfast?” she asks. He turns to look at her and smiles.  

“Ben will decide, I'm heading in.” she tilts her head and it comes to her.  

“Oh, in.” she says.  

“Yeah.” 

“Okay. So, I'll see you later then.” he nods.  

“You will. Maybe if you want to come have lunch with us... I can come out for a bit.” 

“Sure, if I can sneak away from Rose.” 

“Great. And if not I’ll see you tonight.” 

“Okay Kylo.” she leans up and gently kisses his lips. He smiles down at her and sighs.  

Come on.   

Kylo rolls his eyes then shuts them; letting Ben out. 

-- 

Ben opens his eyes and takes a deep breath. He looks down at Rey and smiles.  

“Morning.” 

“Morning.” she leans up again and kisses his lips.  

“Sleep alright, after...” 

“Yeah, it was fine.” 

“Good... I’m sorry.” 

“Don’t be... I understand...” he smiles again and looks at the clock.  

“We don’t have that much time. How do you feel about a sandwich?” 

“Sounds good? Canadian bacon?” 

“Yep.” and he turns to the fridge. “Prep for me?” he asks.  

“Always.” and she reaches for the bread. He watches her a moment and sighs. She is the light... 

-- 

Ben sits at his desk and turns the page on the book he’s reading. He hasn’t had much time to read lately but Kylo said he’d stay quiet for the lunch period. Ben is grateful so he gets as far as he can before the bell rings. Rey didn’t come in so they can only assume Rose held her hostage. Kylo laughs and so does Ben. He puts his book away and grabs a piece of paper from the desk, along with a pen. He writes a quick note and puts a piece of tape on it. He sticks it to the door and re-reads it.  

5 th  & 6 th  to computer lab.  

Do you think they’ll get it? Kylo asks.   

Ben rolls his eyes and shuts the door. He heads to the next building over and into the computer lab. He waves at the attendant and sits at the “teacher’s computer” near the back of the room. He listens to the sound of students walking to their classes and soon his own begin to pile in. Some say hi, most walk past and soon Rey walks in with Rose and Finn. He smiles at the three of them and watch as they sit in one of the clusters of computers. He lets himself wink at Rey and she just smiles. Rose turns to her and Rey begins to talk with her friend.  

After the bell rings, Ben stands and heads to the front of the room. He waist for his students to quiet down and speaks.  

“Alright. So basically, you just have to type out your essays today. Print them and tomorrow we’ll go over them in class. You'll have another person read it for you and correct it. So, make sure you don’t use some stupid colored ink, alright. Just black.” he says. “I don’t care if you talk but get your work done.” a few nod their heads and he does the same. “Good.” 

“I have a computer at home.” Ben turns to the voice and sees it’s Poe talking.  

“I’m aware most of you have electronics at home Dameron. But I want to make sure you all get it done now. I don’t want any excuses of why you don’t have your essay printed. Like last time.” 

“My dog-” 

“Enough Dameron. Just get it done.” and he heads back to his seat. He crosses his legs and sighs. He forgot his book... 

Shit... 

He stands again and heads to the attendant.  

“I forgot something. Can you watch them a minute?” he asks.  

“Sure Solo.” 

“Thanks.” he heads out of the lab and walks to his classroom. He unlocks the door and goes inside. He grabs his book from his desk and turns around to see someone standing at the door. He jolts in surprise then realizes it’s Rey. She smiles. “You scared me.” 

“Sorry.” she laughs.  

“What do you need?” he asks.  

“Nothing... just wanted a minute of your time, Mr. Solo.” he smiles and sighs.  

“And what can I do for you?” she takes a few steps closer and puts her hands to his chest. He takes a step back and scolds her with his eyes. “No.” he says.  

Yes...  

“Why? No one’s here.” 

“We’re here.” he says. “You should be in the lab, why are you out anyway?” 

“I said I needed to run to my locker.” 

“And...” 

“Mr. Greedo isn’t exactly one for questions.” 

“That he isn’t...” she comes closer and Ben sighs. “Rey...” 

“Just one kiss... please?” 

“Rey... 

Just one...  

He looks into her honey eyes and licks his lips.  

“Fine, one. And it’s back to the lab with you.” she smiles and pushes him to the other side of the room. He can’t help but smile and she leans up. He quickly captures her lips with his and she moans into his mouth. He holds her face still and lets his tongue run against hers. He smiles against her lips and opens his eyes a moment... to see Rose standing behind Rey. He quickly lets go of her and ends the kiss.  

“Be-” he turns her away from him and she gasps. “Rose!” 

“I knew it!”  

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Ben stares wide eyed at Rey’s friend and he can almost see his life flash before his eyes. This could be the end. Rose could ruin his life... all because of one kiss. He could lose his job... they could go to jail... 

“Rose... what are you-” 

“No, no. What are you doing?” Rose asks. Rey doesn’t say anything at first then she sighs.  

“Please... please don’t say anything. We...” 

“So, he is the secret guy after all.” she says.  

“...yes.” 

“So... you lied to me?” she asked about him. She suspected them...  

“No, I... I-I didn’t want to lie but-” 

“We need to get back.” Ben buts in. Rose and Rey look at him and Rey nods her head.  

“We do...” she turns back to Rose and takes a step forward. “Can we... talk after?” 

“...yeah. With him?” she asks as she nods to Ben.  

“Ben?” Rey asks.  

“Yeah... we should... talk this through...” 

“Okay.” says Rose.  

“You’re not...” Ben begins.  

“No. I won’t tell... not yet. But I do want to know everything.” and she walks out of the classroom. Rey follows behind her and Ben watches as they head down the hall.  

What are we going to do? Kylo asks.  

“I don’t know...” Ben mutters. And he follows after the girls.  

-- 

What if she tells? What if she doesn’t like our explanation?  

“We don’t have an explanation...” Ben mutters.  

Yes  we do. We love her. That’s it.