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Jungkook and Yoonji have been dating for four months and they still haven't had sex. And Yoonji respects Jungkook's hesitance, she really does. She knows how it feels to be pushed into doing something that you're not comfortable with and in no way wants to put her darling Kookie in that position. She's completely fine with waiting however long, forever if he wants, for Jungkook to make the decision to take their relationship to that level.

But Yoonji will admit that she has needs.

She has a lot of needs.

And maybe one of those needs is for Jungkook to pick her up and pin her to the wall. Maybe one of those needs is for him to fuck her against said wall. Who knows?

But Yoonji does have needs.

Needs that lead her to where she is now.

With the finishing of her latest track, her schedule has been cleared for the night. And she has decided that she needs a little relaxation, a little ‘me-time’.

‘Me-time’ that means her on her bed, on her back, with her legs open as she thrusts her amazing vibrating dildo slowly in and out of her, thinking of her boyfriend as she teases herself for hours on end.

~

Jungkook quietly closes Yoonji’s apartment door behind him.

She had given him a spare key to her flat last month, claiming that with all of their movie nights they basically lived together and tossed the key at him without blinking. He’d barely caught it he was so surprised. It’s not like they don’t spend a lot of time together, but Jungkook knew how much trust Yoonji would have to have in him to give him that key. He’d almost told her he loved her right then and there.

But he hadn’t.

It’s his first serious relationship after high school and Yoonji was so cool he didn’t want to mess it up. She was a producer for Christ’s sake. And she had the largest collection of Ghibli movies that he had ever seen. She was so soft and tough and so incredibly cool that no matter how fast he was falling, he couldn’t mess this up by confessing so quickly and scaring her. Even if he thought she might reciprocate his feelings...

He takes a deep breath as he looks around the flat. He’d originally come over to surprise her with a nice takeaway dinner because he knows she’s been working hard on a new track and can get lost in it, often forgetting to eat and drink.

She’s usually home at this hour , he thinks as he checks the time on his phone, so where is she?

From the kitchen Jungkook can see her empty mug that she would have used for coffee that morning sitting in the sink unwashed. He lets out an amused huff as he walks over to the kitchen, it might be a while before Yoonji gets home, so he might as well be a good boyfriend and clean up for her a bit, he thought.

However, just as he puts the food down on the bench, he hears a something thump deeper in the apartment.

Oh, she must be home already .

Jungkook smiles to himself as he moves through the apartment, hoping to surprise his girlfriend. The noise sounding like it came from Yoonji’s room.

She’s probably still working on her track, she needs to slow down and have a break , he thinks as he gets to her door, which was already slightly open.

That’s strange...

But just as quickly as thoughts about the strangeness of the situation appear, they vanish as he pushes the door open slightly to reveal Yoonji on the bed.

Jungkook freezes.

Her shoulder length hair is fanned around her head like a halo, though some strands have fallen onto her face, but it looks like she doesn’t even notice. Her pyjama shirt has ridden up under her armpits, getting caught on her breasts, letting him see just a sliver of them before she moves into a different position, fully onto her back now, giving him a perfect view as small gasps escape her while she moves, and-

Oh my god is that a dildo??

Her legs part slightly, enough for her to push what is, in fact, a bright pink dildo further into her, drawing out a long, loud moan from her lips. He can see sweat on her upper lips, along her naked thighs and holy gods her ass as she begins to thrust the toy deeper, the slick sounds getting louder and louder until-

Jungkook whimpers, quickly spinning around and slamming the door shut behind him, pants uncomfortably tight as he leans against it and sinks to the floor. It’s not like he’s a prude, he just wanted to-

“Jungkook. Is that you?”

The call comes through the door along with sounds of hasty movement.

Oh god is she coming out? She’s coming out I have to go-

But before he can make a hasty escape the door is quickly opened and Jungkook falls straight onto his back, staring up at a now slightly more clothed Yoonji as she stares down at him, eyes wide and face red with embarrassment.

“Um…” she starts, but seems to think better of it as she closes her eyes in resignation and mutters, “why didn’t you knock you brat.”

Jungkook scrambles to get to his feet and explain himself, his hands fluttering around him nervously as he begins to talk.

“YoonjiohmygodI’msosorryImeanitwashotbutlikeI’msosorryohmygod-”

“Kookie wait, wait!” she says as she pulls her robe tighter around her small frame. Jungkook quickly stops talking as he struggles to keep his eyes on the floor and not glance towards the body that was just writhing on the bed mere metres away from him.

Yoonji shifts on her feets before she sighs and moves back to let him into the room, shutting the door behind him as he moves in and awkwardly, standing in the center of the room and blushing every time he looks at the bed.

Yoonji sighs again and waves offhandedly to the chair on the other side of the room, “Sit on the chair Kook”.

He quickly does so as Yoonji takes a seat on the bed, hands crossed over her chest. She still looks slightly embarrassed, but now more so resigned to the fact that they have to have the awkward conversation after.

“Jungkook look at me.”

He does.

“I’m sorry you saw that,” she admits.

“It’s fine! It’s totally fine I mean you’re a human with certain needs and I respect that,” Jungkook rambles, “and I know I said I wanted to wait but that doesn’t mean you need to wait for me I understand that you can have your own time to yourself but I think maybe I’m ready?.”

“You think you’re ready...” she says slowly, cautiously, like she doesn’t fully understand what he is talking about.

Jungkook fidgets with his fingers as he refuses to look Yoonji in the eye, “yeah I think I’m ready, I mean it’s been a while and I’ve never done it before but I really like you and trust you? I mean how hard can it be really.”

He finishes with an awkward, airy laugh. A quick glance at Yoonji reveals her eyes have widened in recognition, her mouth slightly open in surprise.

“Sorry Kookie, but you’re ready for what? I don’t think I understand…”

But Jungkook can see that she does. In the way he can see the small panic in her eyes, how she’s clenching her hands on her knees and how rigid her posture has become in the last few seconds.

And her panic is making it so hard to speak up but he has to do it. He knows how this works. He knows what consent is and he knows that Yoonji always looks for it, even when they cuddle. She has always looked out for him and respected his boundaries from the moment they started dating. It’s one of the reasons he admires her so much.

And it’s one of the reasons he gathers his courage, takes a deep breath and speaks.

“I’m ready to have sex with you Yoonji noona. I think I’m ready now.”

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“I’m ready to have sex with you, Yoonji. I think I’m ready now.”

~

Yoonji is nervous.

It’s not every day that your semi-long term boyfriend admits that he wants to take your relationship to the next level after previously stating that he wanted to wait when you started dating.

Maybe she needs a drink.

Or five.

“Yoonji… are you okay?”

She quickly glances back up at Jungkook. God she hadn’t even realised she was staring at the floor, too lost in the thought that Jungkook is ready to have sex dear God save me .  

And he’s is still sitting in front of her, looking incredibly awkward. Honestly she’s surprised that he hasn’t made a hasty escape yet. He looks ready to bolt at any moment. He fidgets with his fingers as his eyes flicker from the floor to Yoonji and back again.

Aish, this kid is too cute .

“I’m fine, Kook. I just, I don’t know what to say?” she says carefully. She doesn’t want him to feel like his feelings don’t matter to her, because they do. So, so much. But she just doesn’t want him to start with her and find out that he wasn’t ready. For him to turn around and feel horrible at what they did. For him to turn around and direct those feelings toward her.

“I’m fine, noona. I-I think anyway,” he says with an awkward laugh, his hand coming up to scratch the back of his neck, still not looking at her. “I understand if you don’t want to with me, that’s fine but I just saw you and-”

“In what universe would I not want to do it with you, Kook? Look at me, I just,” she stops quickly to take a quick breath through her nose to steel her nerves, “I like you so much, hell, can I tell you something?”

Jungkook looks at her nervously, does this kid still expect rejection?

“Um, yeah?”

She quickly gathers her nerve again and says, “Just now? That was you, Kook. I was thinking about you.”

She tries to hold his gaze but he keeps looking away, blushing furiously at her admission. She sighs quietly and begins to pull her robe tighter around herself, like an added layer of protection against the situation and Jungkook’s possible rejection of her feelings. It’s just as she’s smoothing the robe over her knees that she sees, from the corner of her eye, Jungkook try to subtly adjust himself in his pants.

“...Jungkook?” she asks curiously, tilting her head back up to face him, “Baby?”

At the pet name, Jungkook’s face slowly flushes with pink. “I-I’m fine. I’m okay I just-”

“Jungkook, look at me.”

He does, albeit reluctantly. She can see that the blush on his cheeks has slowly spread down onto his neck. Cute.

“Did you want to have sex tonight?”

He might not, which is completely fine, they can just cuddle and go to sleep. No funny business. But if he does…

“M-maybe…?” he says shyly, peeking up at her through his eyelashes.

Yoonji smirks as she takes him in. She shifts her position on the bed to be more inviting, tucking her knees under herself, loosening her hold on her robe slightly. Letting it slip slowly over one shoulder while still covering the rest of her body. “That doesn’t sound like a yes or a no baby, answer me directly. You know the rules.”

Jungkook watches her shyly as she shuffles further back onto the bed. She pats the now free space on the sheets in front of her and he quickly moves forward, crossing his legs as he sits. Once he’s settled fully onto the bed, she crawls into his lap, still keeping her robe mostly on as her legs move to either side of his hips, her arms looping around his neck.

“Do you want to, tonight baby? It’s okay if not, we can go to sleep if you want. But you have to tell me,” she says as she lightly brushes her lips against his, brushing their noses together as she pulls away slightly. Her fingers toy with the strands of of hair at the nape of his neck as she waits patiently for his answer.

She feels Jungkook prepare himself as he takes a deep breath, opening his eyes and locking them with hers. “I want to. Tonight.”

Yoonji smiles softly as she takes in Jungkook’s face, determination written all over it. “Okay, baby. We’ll start slow.”

Jungkook nods slightly as Yoonji leans in slowly. Their lips meet chastely in the middle, molding together like they have done hundreds of times.

As their kisses begin to heat up, they move up the bed to the pillows, with Yoonji positioning Jungkook underneath her and straddling his hips, her bare pussy pressing against the crotch of his jeans. Jungkook lets out a breathy moan as he slides his tongue against the seam of her lips, making her laugh softly against his lips at his eargeness. Jungkook deepens the kiss as his tongue explores Yoonji’s mouth, sighing softly as she starts to move softly against him, grinding slowly onto his steadily growing erection.

But just as she begins to roll her hips harder, Jungkook pulls away from the kiss, gasping for air.

“Um, noona,” he starts.

“Yeah, baby? Are you okay?” she asks between kisses, making her way across his jaw and down to his collarbones, where she begins to suck at a sensitive spot.

“I...I haven’t had sex before.”

Yoonji stops her ministrations, staring into the pillow beside her boyfriend’s head before she pulls her face up to look at his.

She can see he’s nervous. He keeps biting his lips as he looks at her, as if expecting her to reject him and for them to stop what they were doing, which was not happening. She will not reject him after he has willingly stepped out of his comfort zone so much tonight.

“It’s okay, Kookie. Everyone has a first time,” she says. She makes sure to smile down at him, knowing how nervous he is from experience, because everyone really does have a first time.

“You’re sure it’s okay? You don’t think I’m lame or inexperienced?”

She chuckles to herself as she answers, “Kookie, I know you’re inexperienced.”

The poor boy under her panics at this, his eyes widening and a slightly upset look finding itself on his face.

“But,” she continues, rubbing her thumb across his cheek reassuringly, “I am here and I am experienced. I can help you have a good time, Kookie, it’s okay.”

Jungkook visibly relaxes in relief, a cute, dopey smile spreading across his face. He brings Yoonji down for a small kiss to which she happily obliges, staying close when it’s over.

“Thank you,” he whispers.

“It’s okay baby, I promise, I’ll make you feel good.”

At this Jungkook gets shy again, quickly looking away and avoiding Yoonji’s gaze. His hands tighten nervously on her hips as he begins to speak again

“Actually noona, I wanted to make you feel good first…?”

Yoonji stops at this. This kid is full of surprises. She smirks lightly as she leans down, even closer to his face, her hair framing them.

“And what did you have in mind, Kook-ah?”

“I… I wanted to eat you out?” he whispers, voice rising at the end, endearingly unsure of himself.

“Mmh? What was that baby?” she teases, smiling more as she begins to move her hips against his again, slowly soaking the front of his pants with her wetness. God he’s so cute when he’s nervous.

“Yoonji noona, please, let me eat you out,” he whimpers, hands clenching and unclenching on her hips as she grinds harder and faster.

“Y-Yoonji,” he moans, tipping his head back and exposing his long neck. Yoonji takes her chance and leans down, sucking and biting on the exposed flesh, making the beginnings of a hickey on his flawless skin.

“You want to eat me out, baby?” she says against his neck, giving a particularly hard roll of her hips, causing Jungkook to moan as he bites his lips. He nods in response to her question and she gets to work, moving them around so that he now lays in between her legs, robe almost forgotten with her front now completely exposed to Jungkook.

With a quick glance at her face to see if it’s okay, Jungkook begins to kiss down her body. Starting at her collarbones, he takes time over her chest. He sucks softly on her left breast as he massages her right, drawing a gasp and a long moan from Yoonji.

And this kid says he’s a virgin? What am I getting myself into , she thinks as he begins to lick around her nipple, tugging slightly on it with his teeth before moving down to her stomach, kissing and licking his way to her hips.

She’s panting by the time he reaches them, fingers threaded into his hair and eyes locked onto his face as he sucks a small hickey onto her right hip. How he knew that spot was sensitive was beyond her, but god this kid was good.

“K-Kook.”

“Mmh?” was all she got in reply, the boy lost in his work on her hip.

“Did you still want to eat me out, baby?”

With one last kiss, Jungkook pulls away, looking up at her with wide eyes while slowly nodding his head.

Poor baby, she thought , he has no idea what he’s doing .

“It’s okay, baby, I’ll guide you,” she says reassuringly, combing her fingers through Jungkook’s hair as he looks determinedly at her slit. She giggles as she slowly opens her legs further, moving them onto her boyfriend’s shoulders. He immediately takes the hint and loops his arms around them, settling himself closer to her core.

She sees him duck his head down and at the first hesitant lick, she strokes his hair in encouragmenet, “That’s good, baby, but just a bit higher it’s- oh Jungkook,” she finishes her sentence in a moan, the boy finding her clit and flattening his tongue against it. Hearing her reaction, he looks up, keeping his tongue pressed against her as he takes in her face. He slowly moves his tongue again, rubbing it against her before flicking it slightly.

Yoonji moans even louder, clenching her thighs slightly around Jungkook’s head before quickly releasing them again, not wanting to suffocate the poor boy. She can see him softly rutting against the mattress as he eats her out, seemingly taking as much pleasure in this as she is getting. What he lacks in technique, he surely makes up for in enthusiasm, at least in her books.

~

Jungkook tries to listen to Yoonji, he really does.

When she said to move his tongue up, he did, and was greatly rewarded for it with his girlfriend’s moans. As he experimented with how to please her best, he found out what she liked and what she didn’t like.

But surrounded by the heady scent of her, the weight of her legs on his back, and the taste of her on his tongue, he got a bit excited.

He was sucking on her clit, her moans escalating as his hands helped pull her legs further apart, giving him greater access to the wetness dripping between her legs. He sucked harder, flicking his tongue over her clit as he heard her gasping speed up, her hips beginning to jerk against his face when all of a sudden he moves his tongue down and thrust it directly into her pussy. There was more wetness on his tongue now than before, covering his chin as he closes his eyes and moans against her. He moves his tongue slowly inside of her, against her soft walls, enjoying having her moan his name as he tastes her.

Eventually, however, the her noises began to decline, soon stopping all together. When he noticed Jungkook quickly glanced up, seeing Yoonji already looking down at him with a fond but bashful look on her face.

“Um, Jungkookie?”

Jungkook removed his mouth from her still soaking core, resting his head on her thigh as he caught his breath. He wants to be good for Yoonji, but he can’t help but feel as if he’s done something she didn’t like.

“Yes, noona? Did I do okay?”

“You did amazing, baby, thank you,” she said as she brushed his bangs from his eyes, “it’s just that… um”

“It’s okay, noona, tell me, I want to learn,” he says eagerly.

“Okay, baby, it’s just that I’m more of a clit stim girl than a, a-”

“A hole stim girl?” he replied cheekily. He received a swift but gentle whack to the head as a reward for his quip.

“Yes, you dick. It was fine just-”

“It’s okay, noona, I understand.”

“But if you - god this is embarrassing - rub over it? Argh” she finishes, flopping back onto the pillow and covering her face with her hands.

“Oh? Like this, noona?” Jungkook says as he ducks back down, this time rubbing the flat of his tongue straight over her pussy instead of pushing in. He does this a few more times before he moves back up to suck on her clit, rubbing small circles with his thumbs over her thighs as he goes.

“Oh, J-Jung - ah - Kook, yes, please,” she moans, hands quickly going back to his head, pushing him ever closer to her heat.

Jungkook moans as he feels her hands in his hair, totally happy to sloppily eat her out for as long as she wanted, her juices dripping down his chin.

“Wait, w-wait, baby,” she suddenly says, hips still twitching as he slowly stops his ministrations. “You gotta stop or I’ll come.”

Jungkook raises his head, directly looking at Yoonji over her stomach, “and is that such a bad thing, noona?” he says while raising an eyebrow smirking.

“It is when I want to come with you, you fiend. Come on, off.”

Jungkook is momentarily stunned, staring at Yoonji with wide eyes as his hips suddenly jerk against the mattress. He lets out a loud moan and he buries his face into her stomach, hands still gripping her thighs as his hips grind against the sheets.

Yoonji doesn’t even know the effect she has on me , he thinks.

“Oh poor baby, come on, come up and you can have something better than those sheets to grind on,” she says as she leads him up, smirking as she sees the dazed look in his eyes. “Lie down, that’s it, against the pillow.”

Jungkook does as he’s told, moving to be underneath Yoonji again as she straddles his thighs, the robe now completely lost over the side of the bed. His erection is pressing painfully against the zipper of his jeans and Yoonji looks at him knowingly, hands moving quickly to pop the button and pull them down his legs along with his underwear to join the robe.

Jungkook closes his eyes and whimpers as his dick is finally freed. After pulling himself together slightly, he cracks open his eyes to find Yoonji still sitting on his thighs, but now staring at his cock as it smacks back against his stomach, tip red and angry after so much stimulation without cumming.

“Noona…”

But Yoonji just lets out an extremely loud and breathy moan as she shifts up and onto his hips, his cock trapped trapped between her wet folds. She places her hands on his chest and grinds down, pulling whine after whine from Jungkook has his dick becomes soaked in her wetness. He can feel her slide back and the head of his cock poke out from between her legs before quickly being swallowed again.

Jungkook can’t stop gripping her hips as she moves back and forth across him, whimpers and whines leaving his lips as he writhes and tries to thrust against Yoonji

Suddenly, though, her hips are lifted from his, and she shoves her hand between them. Jungkook thinks he’s in heaven when it brushes against him, but he is quickly disappointed when it moves further back and oh-

“Sorry, baby, it’s quicker if I do it,” Yoonji says with a quick peck to his lips.

And Jungkook doesn’t complain. He’s honestly too far gone to even think about bringing his girlfriend any pleasure if he were to stretch her open, as she’s doing now. But even now she’s being methodical, the only pleasure seemingly coming from her occasional brush against her clit before he fingers sink back inside of her.

He looks up at her as he feels the back of her hand against his aching cock. Her eyes are closed, her face screwed up as she concentrates on stretching herself as quickly and thoroughly as possible.

It’s not until he whines at a particularly hard brush that she opens her eyes and looks at him. She smirks down at him as she pulls her fingers out of her pussy. Pushing them towards his face.

“Lick.”

He quickly opens his mouth and takes them in. Her taste is overwhelming, so much so that he whines as he sucks, moving his tongue between her fingers so that he doesn’t miss anything. She removes her fingers and moves them to his cock, stroking it so that it is covered in his spit and her remaining juices.

“Good boy,” she says. She smirks down at him as she brings his cock to her folds again, though this time she lines the head up with her pussy, brushing it teasingly back and forth over her hole.

Jungkook whines again, almost crying as he tries to thrust up into her wet heat. He can feel her dripping down onto his cock.

When she finally lets the head catch and she sinks down onto him, he lets out a sob.

He barely hears Yoonji sigh as she settles herself completely on his hips, too caught up in the feeling of finally being inside of her. He can feel her slick walls move around him as his cock jumps inside of her. It feels incredible .

When she starts to move, he bucks her hips up into her, but he is quickly pinned down again.

“Patience, baby. I’ll give you what you need.”

Yoonji slowly starts to bounce on his cock, sighing and gasping as she impales herself again and again. Jungkook whines and whimpers as she slowly picks up her pace.

“So good for me, baby. So good. And so big inside me, fuck,” she says as she hangs her head between her shoulders, sweat beginning to fall down her breasts and she bounces on his cock.

Jungkook groans as he grips her hips, trying to thrust up again into her again. He feels so good but he can’t move damn it .

“Noona, please, noona please let me-”

“Let you what, baby? What do you want? Mmh? Do you want to fuck me? Push me down and shove your cock inside me? Hm? Is that what you want? What you’re begging for, baby?”

“Yes, please, please, I need-”

“Okay, baby. Give me a moment,” and with that, she pulls herself up and off Jungkook’s cock.

Jungkook whimpers at the loss of the heat around him, but as soon as Yoonji lies down next to him he rolls on top of her, shoving his cock back into her quickly with a sob.

“Noona, feels so good on my cock, please I need-”

“Need what, baby? What do you need?”

Jungkook whimpers as he thrusts harder into her. The wet noise of his hips meeting her ass echoes around the room. Jungkook buries his head into the crook of Yoonji’s neck, a tear falling from his eyes in pleasure as he feels more wetness spill out around his cock. From this vantage point, he can see her breasts bounce with every thrust into her, he can see her thighs shake around his hips as he slams into her again and again.

“That’s it Kookie, making me feel so good. Gonna come soon, baby. You’re doing so well,” she pants into his ear, threading her fingers into his hair and wrapping her legs tightly around his waist, pulling his cock into a new, deeper, angle inside of her. They both groan at the change.

“Noona, g-gonna, I’m gonna cum-”

His thrusts turn erratic as he nears his climax, his hands tighten on her hips, no doubt leaving bruises for the next day. Tears continue to make their way down his face as he feels his climax build in him.

“Just a little more, baby, you can do it, - ah - come on, just a little more,” Yoonji pants, sneaking one hand down between them to rub at her clit as Jungkook tries to hold back for her, wanting to come with her for his first time. The arousing sounds of his sobs and Yoonji’s gasps fill the room, making his wish to come with his girlfriend even harder.

It’s Yoonji who comes first, gasping loudly into Jungkook’s ear as her hips still, letting out a moan when she can still feel him thrusting into her, drawing her orgasm out. She begins to thrust her hips erratically, trying to get his cock ever deeper inside of her.  

Jungkook cums quickly after, spurred on by the fluttering of Yoonji’s walls around his cock. He groans as he continues to thrust inside her, slowly filling her to the brim with his cum, suddenly very grateful for the fact that she is on birth control.

He feels Yoonji stroking his back as he rides out his orgasm, panting into her neck as his hips eventually come to a stop. Exhaustion suddenly takes over, and he nearly collapses on top of her, only falling to his elbows at the last second, not even bothering to pull out of her.

“You okay, Kookie?” his girlfriend asks. Her hands have moved to his hair now, brushing it with her fingers regardless of its sweaty state.

Jungkook hums in satisfaction before he replies, “Yeah, thank you, noona, that was amazing, let’s do that more.”

Yoonji glances at him quickly, amused at his response. “You looking for a round two?”

Jungkook huffs, “Not tonight, noona. That was amazing but I think I’m ready to sleep for a million years.”

Yoonji pulls him down for a sweet and gentle kiss before replying, “That’s okay, baby. Let’s go to sleep. Besides, I still have to teach you about morning sex.”