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Summary:

Jungkook is the perfect alpha, a little too perfect. Being the youngest in Bangtan, a group full of alpha's, friction has been happening between him and the boys. He's too strong, too dominating, too wild, and too much for Bangtan to handle. The perfect solution? An omega just for himself. You happen to be the perfect candidate.

But the other boys want a taste of you as well.

Or, you're hired to be an omega for Jungkook to take care of, and maybe he and the rest of the boys get too attached.

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Chapter 1: one

Summary:

an idea is proposed.

Notes:

hi hello i had this idea of a while and my ass this whole week was like write it you bitch.

if you know my other story Crave don't worry a I'm working on the next chapter! No abandoning fics here.

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Chapter Text

The second gender world was still something that fascinated Namjoon to this day.

History shows the second gender dating back to the start of mankind, each human would fall under a category, alpha, beta, or omega. Everyone would present eventually, some a bit earlier and some a bit later, but everyone would at one point in their lifetime. The second gender concept had a history of class division, alpha always being leaders or rulers, while omegas stayed in the bottom ranks, or as their lovers. Things changed over time though, the history shows omega's rising up to gain equality, soon the idea of this hierarchy would be torn down and a second gender was simply something you were born with.

Traits still came with someone's second gender though, the typical idea would be, an alpha is dominating, omega's are submissive and beta's are the perfect mix of both. There was nothing an alpha could do if they naturally had a very dominating personality, while there was nothing an omega could do if they were very meek and submissive. It's the traits they are born with when it comes to their second gender. Yet, there has been a shift in recent years, sometimes a born alpha would be the weaker one, while an omega would be dominating. It wasn't uncommon anymore to not fit into the norm of your second gender, or mating with whatever second gender you want. The idea of alpha's being the best second gender would fade as the years went on, people no longer holding the ideals. In modern-day omega's held high-end jobs too, the alpha's taking on caregiving roles was no longer shocking either. The world had evolved from the class division of second genders and will continue to do so.

But then there's alpha's like Jungkook.

Jungkook, is the old fashion example of a perfect alpha. Strong, tall, and dominating. Namjoon thinks it almost too funny, the way Jungkook had grown into this picture-perfect alpha. The once meek little kid, who faintly smelled of alpha was what Namjoon remembered. Little Jungkook wasn't fully grown, skinny arms, chubby checks and could barely look any of the older boys in the eye. Stuck in a group full of alpha's Jungkook had a hard time at first, he stood out of the boy's way, would never talk to them, barely looked at them, and lord he would sprint out of the room when Jin would walk in, the full-grown alpha intimating him.

The boys figured he was one of the alpha's that didn't fall into the stereotypes, and that was fine with them, it was still Jungkook no matter what.

See, the boys are all alpha's they all had become a pack from all their time together. They all knew how to play well with each other, when to back off, when to let someone win a fight. There was a perfect balance within the Bangtan group, Namjoon the one taking the role as Alpha of the pack. He never really wanted it, and had assumed it would go to Jin, but even Jin admitted when it came to leading Namjoon was the best fit. Namjoon had no issue taking on the role and never really had any problems with the boys, sure there were fights, they are all alpha's at the end of the day, but nothing major ever really happened.

Then the kid had turn 16.

It was a shit storm since then.

Jungkook's body finally grew into the long limbs and he was one of the tallest boys in the pack now, much to Jimin's horror. Jungkook's skinny arms had gained muscle from his time in the gym, he no longer looked down when he talked and would even have face off's with Jin. It didn't seem like anything bad to Namjoon, so the kid was a little more aggressive and cocky than the rest, what's the big deal?

The big deal was, Jungkook was too much the perfect alpha.

He would always be trying to assert dominance over the other boys, Jungkook has to win every contest, every game, had to be the best dancer, the best vocalist. In his eyes, he could not lose to his hyungs. If he lost he would scowl for days and the energy around him would be foul, and when he won though he had no issue rubbing it in the rest of the boy's faces, the kid gloating for days. It was tiring, but the boys all bite their tongues and let it go on. Jungkook was young and they figured he would grow out of it.

He did not.

It got worse with age, he would refuse to share anything with the boys cause everything was his. He wouldn't back off when being scowled by the other boys and try to push them farther to start a fight. He would take things without permission of the other boys, because Jungkook just wanted it. He would try to take over dance practice from Hoseok, because Jungkook always knew better. He would tell Yoongi to maybe re-write his rap because, you really want people to hear that hyung? He would tease Jimin about his height all the time, you sure you aren't an omega hyung? Hell, the kid got into biting and would have no issue making the boys bleed if they didn't back off.

Namjoon was getting really tired of Jungkook's shit.

Namjoon though, didn't think this was the solution the company had.

"You wanna...buy him an omega?"

The words taste gross in Namjoon's mouth, he's a smart guy, he knows all about the oppression omega's faced and still do in some ways. The past had shown omega's being used for breeding only, and would be deemed worthless otherwise. Many omega's in history had made themselves infertile to fight against their oppression and would gain freedom from their abusive alphas. As an infertile omega was no use to an alpha all those years ago. Yet only omega's can have omega children. Fast forward to current time and omegas are the lowest in population, alphas being the highest and betas not far behind. Omega's weren't rare per se, but you would more likely find an alpha walking along the street then an omega. This though, just made omegas more desirable to alpha's. Alpha's would go to great lengths to court an omega, some even going to far.

Namjoon rubs at his eyes, feeling a headache starting, before he drops his hands to glance at the older male. Myung was the main and oldest manager for the Bangtan Boys. The older Korean beta had been there from the start of the boy's idol career. Each member treating the man as a second father. Namjoon respected the beta greatly, yet he could already taste the doubt on his tongue. Myung gives a sheepish smile before shaking his head. "Not really buy...well kinda. Fans are starting to notice the tension between all you boys, and it's making them go against Jungkook." Namjoon snorts at that, the fans really would go against their golden Jungkook? He didn't think the day could come. Myung signed at Namjoon's reaction and continued. "Someone have noticed in the last V-Line how Jungkook kept asserting dominance over Taehyung, it's not a good look for a group. It makes him look like a spoiled brat and people aren't here for it." Namjoon nodded in agreement, he remembers seeing comments about that V-Line, Jungkook and Taehyung were supposed to play an innocent game for the fans, yet Jungkook had been snappy at Taehyung., telling the boy he was wrong all the time, cheating in the game, and when he won he once again gloated to a frowning Taehyung.

"The higher-ups have been talking about it for a while. We all thought it would fade away with age, Jungkook did present a little later than normal, but he keeps getting worse." Myung sighed rubbing at his forehead with a hand. Namjoon merely nodded in agreement, his body leaning back in the chair waiting for the older male to continue. "We know you've been trying too. You all have been and I think he would have been much worse if it wasn't for you guys. It's just...all his traits are so dominating he's literally an alpha on steroids." Namjoon snorted at that, but gave Myung a small grin.

"You're not wrong, that's why it's hard to be mad at him. He's not doing it on purpose he was just born this way, kid can't help it." Namjoon groaned outranking a hand through his dark hair. There were many times he wanted to strangle Jungkook, but he always reminded himself of the cold hard facts.

Jungkook was one of the special cases, the kid was a pure alpha. In Jungkook's head, he should be the head of the pack, Namjoon was just lucky the kid hadn't tried to fight Namjoon about that.

It would be the biggest blow up on Bangtan if Jungkook ever tried.

"How does buying him an omega fix this all. You just sound like a pimp." Namjoon deadpans looking over at Myung. The elder man lets out a sheepish laugh, "it sounds really bad I know trust me. We're not buying them per se...we would pay them, but not in the wat you're thinking. We're not gonna get an omega who's just gonna sleep with Jungkook." Namjoon cocks an eyebrow up at that. "What's the whole point of this then?" Myung scratches at his head before fiddling with the papers in front of him.

"Jungkook's problem isn't in the bedroom. We both know he's pulling any omega he wants, he's satisfied in that area. But he doesn't have a proper omega, someone he cares for." Namjoon crosses his arms over his chest, he can feel his forehead wrinkling as he tries to understand the idea Myung is proposing.

"Jungkook has shown no interest in dating, but just think about it. What if he had a proper omega to himself? Someone like him in the sense all their traits are stereotypical omega. Someone soft, nice, caring, and sweet. If he had an omega for himself, someone he actually wants to care for, his alpha side would calm down. He would probably be less snappy with you guys and actually respect you all. He's constantly at your necks because his alpha side is pent up and takes over. It's telling him to rebel against you all cause you're threats. But if he's able to get all those dominating, alpha on steroid feelings out on an omega? We think he would change for the better." Namjoon is quiet, letting the information sink into him.

It makes sense, Namjoon thinks. It does sound crazy in a way, but Myung does have a point. If the alpha side of Jungkook can be distracted and used up with an omega, maybe Jungkook would stop trying to take his pent up feelings on the rest of the boys. Namjoon makes eye contact with Myung, and sees the hopefully look on the elder Korean man's face.

"Jungkook hates meek people though." Namjoon waits to see the reaction from Myung, the leader didn't want to put a dent in the plan Myung had, but it was a fact. Jungkook only went for assertive girls, omegas, alphas, betas, Jungkook didn't care, but he expressed how he found girls with no backbone a turn-off.

Namjoon blinked at the grin that filled Myung's face.

"That's not a problem! Get this actually, Yoongi found the perfect girl!"

"Yoongi?!"

Notes:

hope yall ready for some alpha/omega shit
I'm a slut for this shit
lemme know what you all think!

Chapter 2: two

Summary:

yoongi and namjoon see how sweet you are.

Notes:

hheheheh im such a sucker for scents and mating and BITING get ready folks

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Chapter Text

"Who am I?"

Yoongi blinks slowly at his phone screen before taking a deep breath. Pausing the video he was watching the pale rapper dropped his phone next to him on the large bed and looked over at the tall figure in his doorway.

"Namjoon?" Yoongi drawled, he could already feel a headache forming from the way the taller boy was looking at him. For the alpha and leader of Bangtan Namjoon had a pretty good pout.

"Wrong. Who am I?" Namjoon stressed again allowing himself to step into Yoongi's room. If it was one of the younger boys Yoongi would snap a growl at them entering his bedroom unwelcomed.

But this stupid tall idiot was Yoongi's alpha and best friend, if anyone was allowed in his lair, it was the other alpha.

"Rap Monster?" Yoongi answered with amusement, Namjoon's face held a glare for the other boy as he stepped over the discarded clothes on Yoongi's floor and flopped onto the bed face first next to the other figure.

"No. I'm your leader and your alpha aren't I?" Yoongi snorted and kicked Namjoon's leg that was too close to his as he side-eyed the man. "Are you having doubts want me to pull up all your embarrassing leader moments on youtube?" Yoongi expected to see Namjoon supporting another pout, but when he looked over the man was glaring at Yoongi with narrowed eyes.

'Ah, shit he looks serious.' Yoongi thinks to himself before sighing. He sits upon his bed running a hand through his hair and nudged Namjoon to get up too. "What's the problem?" Yoongi asks and watches as Namjoon flops over onto his back to stare up at the ceiling, almost dramatically in Yoongi's eyes.

"How could you go to Myung about this omega and not to your precious leader." Yoongi's eyes rolled so far to the back of his head when Namjoon let out his whine. "Lord, this is what this is all about?" Yoongi sighs out loud when his answer is Namjoon nodding and still not looking at him. "Chill, I just overheard Myung talking about it and suggested the girl. I didn't think they would actually go through with the whole plan." Yoongi defends himself. Namjoon finally drags his long body to sit up on the bed and glances over at Yoongi.

"How did you even find her?"

Yoongi cocks his head to the side and narrows his eyes at Namjoon. "Have you noticed anything about Jungkook lately?" Namjoon squits back and pulls on what must be a thinking face and Yoongi allows a few moments of silence before nudging Namjoon with his foot to answer.

"Ow, no fuck, why?"

"Think. Think really hard, has he been doing something more lately?" Yoongi hints, praying the leader would use his high IQ to figure it out.

"Aw man did he get taller? Don't tell Jimin he's still sensitive about that." Yoongi pinches the bridge of his nose, how is this man the brain of Bangtan he'll never understand.

"No, god, he's been drinking something more common you have to notice." Yoongi urges and when Namjoon pulls his stupid thinking face again Yoongi has the balls to kick him harder.

"Coffee! Coffee you idiot alpha the kid has been drinking coffee every day." Namjoon rubs at his thigh and shoots a glare at Yoongi. "Okay so what he has a caffeine addiction, he's like you now." Yoongi is already shaking his head and throwing his hands in the air. "Think about it. This is the kid who would remind me every damn day how unhealthy coffee was and what it was doing to my body and 'hyung you're basically a drug addict' shit. Now that same damn kid is downing a coffee every morning. Don't you think that's weird?" Namjoon merely lets out a shrug. "I mean sure, I still don't get how this relates to the omega."

Yoongi lets out a strangled groan before rolling off his comfortable bed. He throws a face mask to Namjoon before putting one on himself.

"Put it on Rap Monster we're going out."
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"You took me here just so you can get coffee?" Namjoon hisses to Yoongi as he sees the building they're headed towards.

It's a cute little coffee shop, very European style from the outside. It must be newer since Namjoon hasn't seen it before, the little shop only a few blocks away from the boy's apartments. Yoongi ignores Namjoon and tugs the younger boy inside. Namjoon has a second to glance around, it's cute, simple dark wood-colored tables and chairs, some artwork on the walls, the counter where the baristas are is a dark burgundy color and Namjoon can smell the aroma of the coffee from where he is.

He doesn't have a chance to even look at the menu before Yoongi is ordering two americanos from the younger-looking male barista, a beta Namjoon can smell, and shoving a cup into Namjoon's hand. Yoongi tugs the taller boy near the back of the cafe, a small table tucked away in a corner. Namjoon allows the shorted boy to push him into a seat, it's his Hyung okay he has some respect. Their small table gives them a clear view of the front of the coffee shop and the counter where the barista flutter around making drinks and taking orders. Namjoon still a bit lost blinks at Yoongi and then down to his cup,

"I don't even like americanos."

"You're a grown man, drink it."

Huffing Namjoon tugs his face mask down a bit to sip at his drink, watching as Yoongi shifts around to get a better view of god know what. Namjoon is about to take another sip but chokes when Yoongi elbows him and hisses a 'cover your face.' Namjoon glares but tugs the mask back up and follows Yoongi's actions of duking his head down. What the hell could they be hiding from-

Oh, it's Jungkook.

He knows it's Jungkook easily, the tall muscular body, the faint scent of him, even the outfit Namjoon easily recognizes. The younger alpha's face is covered with a face mask and a beanie shoved on to hide the idol hair. Namjoon blinks a bit confused and looks over to Yoongi.

"Can't he smell us?"

"The jacket's we're wearing is filled with scent blockers, but he might hear us so shut up."

Scent blockers, Namjoon musses, that's smart. It's a common product that can be found in perfumes, soaps, clothing, anything really. It was created for people to hide their second gender if they did not want the public to know. Maybe an alpha's scent was too strong and wanted to tone it down, omega's used them the most as many wanted to hide their second gender from over-eager alpha's. Some were very strong, and would completely block the scent of the second gender, while milder everyday ones were common, these ones just toning down the scent of the second gender, rather than getting rid of it completely. Most people used the milder ones on a daily basis, as flaunting your scent could set off other people. The strong scent blockers are commonly used in the idol world.

Imagine being an omega and a seven sweaty alpha's are on stage hip thrusting, that would just send you in an early heat.

Namjoon knows Jungkook isn't using a scent blocker, he can smell the strong smell of alpha from where he's sitting. That's not uncommon for Jungkook though, the kid loves to flaunt his scent to everyone, a pure alpha, he could always comment smugly to the boys. Namjoon fights the urge to roll his eyes and looks over at Yoongi, the paler man can read the question on Namjoon's face.

What the fuck was Jungkook doing?

The kid just stood awkwardly at the door, his eyes seemed to be trained on the counter where people would go to order. No one was in line, and the beta who had taken Namjoon and Yoongi's order was waiting awkwardly also for Jungkook to step up. Yet Jungkook's eyes just seemed to be flickering around the store, Namjoon and Yoongi froze when he looked their way, but the kid was so determined to find whatever it was he was looking for that he didn't even notice the two boys. Jungkook looks back at the beta barista and they simply stare at each other, both waiting for what Namjoon has no idea, but it's pretty amusing to see the way Jungkook's eyes narrow and the beta barista's hand tightens on his marker.

"Can I help you?" The beta almost seems like he's hissing the words to Jungkook.

"No." Jungkook says simply and Namjoon is surprised the marker hasn't exploded in the beta's grip.

After a moment of the staring content, a couple behind Jungkook trying to get in was what made the beta barista sigh out loud and call over his shoulder,

"(Y/N)! Can you take this order?"

Namjoon feels his eyes widen when Jungkook's whole body jerks into action. His posture straightens, his hands come out of his pockets fumbling to tug his shirt down. His one hand goes up, probably to fix his hair, but stops when he realizes he has a hat on. Letting his arm drop next to him young alpha's fingers twitch from nerves Namjoon guesses. It makes Namjoon wanna laugh but then-

"Oh my god, is he releasing pheromones?" Namjoon hisses to Yoongi. The older man doesn't even tell him to shut up this time and just nods his own eyes wide too. Pheromones are used typically for someone to attract a mate, history shows that was the main way alphas would attract omegas and vise versa. Namjoon in all his years of knowing Jungkook had never seen the younger boy do this. Hell, the kid expressed how stupid it all sounded to him before, 'it's like a peacock showing its feathers to get a mate it's so dumb' Jungkook had said once, he thought the whole thing was a joke. He would claim he didn't need to go as low as using old tactics to get a woman in his bed.

Yet there he stood, chest-puffing out and releasing alpha pheromones.

"This is too good." Namjoon wants to laugh so bad, wants to go up there and tease the cocky alpha and tell the other members about out Jungkook of all people is restoring to pheromones to attract someone.

But then you stumbled in from the back.

"Sorry! The cookies finally cooled off." You rushed out a rack of fresh baked cookies in your hands. You place the tray on the counter behind you before spinning around to face the register and smile at the beta who mumbles something to you with an eye roll, before taking his stance at the cash register.

"Ah, same thing as always JK?" You asked with a smile, your hands already writing out the order on the paper cup. You don't hear an answer from the body that was now pressed against the other side of the counter, but you continue to write out the coffee order with the initials JK, before passing it off to the other barista to make. You keep a smile on your face and cock your head to the side finally meeting the eyes of the strong-smelling alpha. The tall boy's face is covered with a mask, but his large doe-like eyes that do not belong on an alpha stare right at you, barely blinking when hold his stare. His chest puffs out a bit more, you're slightly shocked it can even go any farther, but you keep the pleasant smile on your face.

"Did you wanna add anything to your order?" You ask politely punching in the coffee order before glancing up again. He mumbles out something you can't quite hear and ask him to repeat himself. "T-The cookies you made. I'll have some." The tall alpha stutters out to you. You hum and nod looking down at the till to find the snack section. "How many?" You ask kindly ignoring the way the alpha's hands twitch on the counter as if he's holding himself back. Your nose wants to wrinkle from all the pheromones he's releasing, but knowing it would be rude you keep yourself steady with a smile.

"Uh, s-seven." He rushes out, you nod and punch in the number before telling him his total. Like always, he pays with a large bill for an order that's only around eight dollars. When you try to hand him his change he keeps his hands away and points at the tip jar like he always does. Sighing internally you give him a cheerful thanks and chose to ignore the way his ears heat up from that.

Namjoon wishes he could document this exact moment. Jungkook, the great big perfect alpha. The kid whos body count was probably higher than all of Bangtan in total, the kid who gloated about how many girls wanted him, the kid who would take pride in being a pure alpha, the kid who claimed his knot was the size of a melon, the stupid kid that was challenging all of Bangtan.

Was a stuttering mess in front of a pretty girl.

Namjoon keeps his mouth shut and watches the interaction with full attention. Your back is turned to them to put the cookies in a small bag for Jungkook. Namjoon had to admit, you're very beautiful. You have simple makeup on for work and still look glowy, your hair is tied back it what Namjoon assumes is it's natural hair color and texture and it looks amazing on you. Your build is fully in Namjoon's desire and he can't help but to let his eyes drag down your back and to your bottom before the counter cuts off the view of your legs. Namjoon can see why you caught the attention of Jungkook, hell if Namjoon had found this coffee shop before he's sure he would be spending his paychecks here.

Then you move to the end of the counter, closer to where Namjoon and Yoongi are, and oh,

your scent is divine.

Namjoon can tell instantly you're using scent blockers, that's why it took you walking closer for him to catch your scent. Yet he can catch the smell of lavender when you flutter near them, it's a calming soothing scent that makes Namjoon want to slump in his seat. He allows himself to lean a little bit closer to get the rest of your scent, he can catch traces of someone sweet, making his mouth almost water. He can't put a finger on it, you're too far and your scent blockers are masking your full true scent, yet what Namjoon is able to grasp is enough for the alpha to want to sink his teeth into you.

The though brings Namjoon back to the present, bite you? He barely knows you, and Namjoon wasn't a horny kid like Jungkook, Taehyung, and Jimin, he had more control over his desires.

So why was the mere smell of you wanting him to pin you down to the table and mount you?

"Why her though?" Namjoon whispers to Yoongi, wanting the thoughts he had to be cleared out of his mind. Shifting in his seat, maybe his pants got a little tight, Namjoon hopes the change of topic would distract him. Yoongi merely nudges Namjoon to keep watching and the tan male follows suit.

You're handing Jungkook his order and wishing him a good day. Namjoon and Yoongi watch, expecting you to finally give in to Jungkook and give him your number, or the boy giving up and walking out with a fake tail between his legs.

Yoongi gags when Jungkook lets off a huge puff of pheromones that even had the beta barista looking over at Jungkook with lust filled eyes and-

"Go out with him." Jungkook rumbles out, his voice deep, the first sentence he said to you today without stuttering.

Namjoon's eyes flicker to you.

Your smile doesn't crack, you title your head to the side and

"Fuck off. Enjoy the cookies!"

Notes:

why do i love making jungkook work for the girl
cause yall queens that's why
lemme know your thoughts!!
i also hope I'm describing this A/B/O world well enough lemme know if there's anything you think I should clear up!

Chapter 3: three

Summary:

you get an offer

Notes:

we back bitch

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"Oh my god just let me take your order were closing soon." Jihoon moans out fighting the urge to bang his head on the counter. He closes his eyes takes a few deep breaths and opens them, meeting the gaze of the large alpha.

"No, wheres (Y/N)?" Jihoon drops his head to the counter giving up when the alpha goes against him. This was pure pain for the beta, you where in the back finishing up the cupcakes for tomorrow, you had expressed to not bother you since you were behind. Jihoon was doing fine, the cafe was a bit slower tonight, only a few take out orders he was confident he would not need your help.

Then the stupid pretty alpha walked in.

Jihoon wanted to scream when the mask-wearing alpha narrowed his eyes at him. Dressed from head to toe in all black Jihoon had to admit the alpha looked good as always, his scent heavy in the air, so strong it caused another alpha to walk right out of the cafe before they could even fully enter. Jihoon tried to puff out his chest and be confident, asking for the alpha's order. But like always Mr. Handsome simply waited three steps away from the counter and scanned around for you. When you didn't come out and Jihoon had asked at least five times for his order, Jihoon could feel his patience's leaving.

"Shes not working tonight."

"I can smell her, try a better lie."

Jihoon grits his teeth and turns around to make the stupid caramel latte Mr. Handsome always gets anyways. The only sound is the machine pouring out the espresso shot and Jihoon's foot tapping on the floor. Pouring the foam in Jihoon spins around and all but slams the paper cup on the counter giving the alpha a forced smile. "It's on the house. Take it and get out." Mr. Handsome merely narrows his eyes at the beta, his scent going stronger Jihoon literally did not know that was possible, and gives a curt shake of his head.

"I'm only leaving once (Y/N) shows." Jihoon lets out a strangled cry, gives up, walks to the back with his metamorphic tails between his legs, and leans on the swinging door, his body sagging in.

"He won't leave." Jihoon groans out giving you his best puppy dog eyes. "Please I already made the drink, just take his stupid order so we can close." Jihoon cast you a pitiful look. You have at least three dozen cupcakes around you, an icing tube in your hand. You were one of the main bakers in the coffee shop, doing pastries for the next day was something you enjoyed doing, but it did take a lot of your time. You sigh at Jihoon's face and place the icing tube down. "At least you made the drink." You mumble out, taking the cloth next to you to wipe your hands of any icing. Jihoon perks up when you walk from around the table and towards him to enter the front of the coffee shop. Keeping his place at the doorway to watch, Jihoon snorts when the alpha perks up and darts the three steps to press himself against the counter.

"Hey JK, don't give Jihoon such a hard time okay?" You tease slightly, Jihoon knows it's not real though, you're a favorite at this coffee shop and that's because of your customer service skills. You would make the grumpiest business man crackle a smile from how sweet you could be. He knows the sight greatly, a sweet smiling nice smelling omega taking your order, asking about your day, and making you a perfect coffee. It makes all the alpha's who visit swoon in the shop, you look like the picture-perfect omega, all soft and domesticated. Though Mr. Handsome was probably the most determined alpha he has ever seen.

You had been asked out before, but you would politely decline saying your focusing on your studies, and most people would back off. Yet when Mr. Handsome had stumbled in one day, muttering something about picking up coffee for his hyungs, he had stopped dead in his tracks when you had greeted him, a warm smile on your face, fresh-baked muffins in your hands. Jihoon remembers the day, the alpha had stuttered the order for his hyungs and when you had asked if he wanted anything the cocky thing got some confidence and said whatever was your favorite. He ended up with a caramel latte and to this day comes almost every day to order the thing. One time the alpha, JK, finally grew some balls and had asked you out, Jihoon had choked on the pheromones he was released when he leaned in close to your face with a smirk on his face.

The smirk was gone when you had not so politely told him to back off.

You and Jihoon had bet the alpha would never come back, too embarrassed by your rejection. Yet the next day he back again ordered the caramel latte and asking you again to go out with him.

By the fifth time, you started dropping f bombs at him.

Which leads to them to where they are now. Jihoon leans against the doorway and watches you punch in the alpha's order rambling off the price, Jihhon huffs out when Mr. Handsome pays again with a big bill for the drink and motions you to drop the change in the tip jar. You slide the cup closer to the alpha waiting with a smile for him to take it. Jihoon watches as he fidgets reaching for the cup and stopping halfway to look down at you.

"I-I like what you did with your hair." He mumbles out. "I like your hair in a bun." You hum at the compliment and force a smile on your face letting the alpha bask in it. "Thank you, JK that's very nice." You end it and that, hoping he would just his coffee and leave so you could finish your tasks for the night. "W-what do you buy with your tip money?" The alpha spits out, obviously trying to keep the conversation going. You blink at the question and cock your head to the side. Your tips have been amazing since he started coming, you give him credit for that. So you look up and meet the eyes of the alpha hoping the next words would stun him enough so he could leave.

"I'm saving up for a monster dildo to help with my heats." You deadpan an award-winning smile on your face.

Jihoon chokes back down a laugh when the alpha short circuits in front of you. He seems maxed out, his eyes wide and Jihoon can beat his mouth is open in a gasp behind the mask. You nudge the drink into his hand and sing off a goodbye as the alpha stumbles out, mumbling words to himself. Once the bell jingles and the door swings shut you sigh and make your way past Jihoon and back into the kitchen.

"How long you gonna reject him?"

You fight the urge to roll your eyes at the question and pick up the icing to finish your task of swirling icing on the cupcakes you had just made. "Sorry, no idea what you're talking about." You sing innocently to the beta in the kitchen with you. Jihoon, a beta a few years older then you and your closest friend in the coffee shop snorts at your responses and swipes a cupcake from your tray. You groan out in protest and watch as the male happily bites into your fresh mad chocolate cupcakes. "Don't play coy with me, doesn't work here. Mr. Handsome. That alpha is literally begging for you to give him any attention. Did you miss the way he just shut down in front of you? Mans whipped," You try your best to ignore the beta and pick up the tray of cupcakes to place them in the display, the beta follows not missing a beat, shoving the rest of the cupcake in his mouth as he spews his nonsense.

"Don't act like he's not, like, in love with you. The guy comes every day, leaves if you're not working, refuses to let anyone else take his order, like dude he will literally sit there if you're on break and wait for you to come back. I don't even think he likes the latte! I've seen him toss it outside sometimes, and the pheromones he releases when you're around?" You snort when Jihoon fans his face and shake your head at him while you start carefully placing the cupcakes in the display. "If you like him so much I can slip him your number." You tease at the beta who doesn't find your joke funny. "Wow hilarious," Jihoon comments dryly. You sigh and close the display case and spin around to give Jihoon some course on this whole topic.

"We don't even know what he looks like." You rebuttal. "He always wears a face mask, for all we know he could be like Two-Face." Jihoon shrugs at that. "Who cares if he's ugly, have you seen his body? His cock is probably-" You shove an elbow into Jihoon's side to get him to shut up. "Keep closing you moron." You quip and move to the other side of the counter to wipe down the area. Jihoon lets out a huge sigh before going to the till to finish closing up the sales. You both work in silence, the only sound being the soft music coming out of the speakers. You start down at your hand wiping the counter before you call softly to Jihoon.

"He only wants me cause I'm omega, that's why I reject him. I've been pried on enough in my life, I don't want a boyfriend like that." You peek over your shoulder waiting for a snort or laugh from the sarcastic male, but you're meet with a soft smile Jihoon nodding his head. "I respect that, I'm sorry (Y/N). I'm only teasing you know that." You match his smile in thanks before your book turns back to the tasks in front of you. You both quickly finish up your tasks and meet at the door, Jihoon shuts the lights off and you look for your keys in the bag.

"I'm gonna head out okay? I have an exam I need to study for." Jihoon whines, you hum in agreement and wave him off when he jogs to his car. Finding the keys you click the lock of the store in place, tugging at the door a few times to make sure its secure. You drop your keys in your bag and almost have a heart attack when someone clears their throat near you.

"Holy-i'm sorry we're closed for the night." You rush out when you turn and see an older Korean male with a younger one hiding behind him. The older male shakes his head gently and nugs the taller male from behind him.

"I'm actually here to talk to you Ms. (Y/N)."
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You don't know how you find yourself sitting in a 24-hour dinner with a glass of water in front of you. The older Korean male introduces himself and Myung and the younger male calls himself Namjoon. You squint at Namjoon, the man still wearing his face mask and trying his best to avoid your gaze. He looks familiar you can't really place it, but you let your eyes slide to Myung who clears his throat for your attention.

"I have a usual job for you," Myung explains, you sip at your water and nod along, not really aware where he was going and why Namjoon seemed to fidgety. "You're an omega correct?" Myung ask politely, you narrow your eyes at him and slowly nod your head. "Yes, what does this have to do wit anything?" Myung sighs and runs his hand through his greying hair before giving you a small smile.

"Let me start from the beginning, do you know the group called Bangtan Boys." You hum thinking to yourself. They sound familiar, you honestly aren't that into kpop, preferring more rock western music, Jihoon has mentioned them, he's a fan of the groups though he favors the girl groups so the name does ring a bell. You nod and smile at the males, "I'm more into EXO." You joke not actually serious.

Namjoon chokes so hard on his own spit he's coughing in front of you.

You blink wide eye at the male and shot your eyes over to a chuckling Myung.

"Well I'm the manager for Bangtan and this is the leader and alpha of the group."

Oh feel yourself sink into your seat and let out a meek 'oh'. Namjoon finally looks up at you tugging his face mask off to drink his own water, his cheeks are flushed as yours as you both watch each other wearily.

"I..I was joking by the way." You whisper lowly to the male. Namjoon, bless his soul, smiles at you shakes his head. "It's okay it was funny." His voice is low and smooth, making you wanna shift in your seat. You can't smell his second gender from the heavy scent blocker he has on, but they're no doubt in you he's an alpha.

The male is radiating dominance, even if he wasn't trying to. He was built like an alpha, tall, broad, large hands gripping the water you note, the long limbs of his trying it's best to fit into the small booth, even though he was a little awkward at the moment you could picture him easily in the alpha role. You tear your eyes away from Namjoon when he looks up at you and keep your gaze on the beta. "I'm still confused about what this has to do with me." Myung sighs and nods, opening his mouth to answer but Namjoon is the one who speaks up.

"You know that customer you always get. Alpha, tall, wears a face mask, annoys the fuck out of you." You snort at the explanation and nod, "yeah JK right?" Both men nod and Namjoon leans his elbows against the table sighing loudly. "That's Jungkook, he's the member of Bagntan, the youngest and so alpha like it's getting on my nerves." You blink a bit confused at the statement. "Why does your member like to make my life hard?" You half-joke and tired sigh on your lips. Namjoon gives you a pained smile. "That's the thing. We don't know why he's so attached to you. N-Not that you're not beautiful! You are! It's not that its shocking or anything I'm sure many men want you, or girls I'm not here to judge." You gap a bit at the alpha's rambling and Myung lets out a loud sigh interrupting Namjoon.

"What he means is, Jungkook has never shown any interest in anyone the way he has for you. So it caught our attention. And the reason it did is because we have an issue with Jungkook we think you can solve." You swallow and shift around in your seat, this sounds sketchy to you, but you allow then men to continue nodding to him.

"I have an offer, you're free to decline it but please think about it. Jungkook is basically the perfect alpha, but that's causing friction in his group. We think that if we bring an omega in the picture, something his alpha can fully focus on and be true to his roots with, he won't take out all these pent up aggressive alpha feelings on the rest of us. Leading for fewer fights and tension in the group. You're the first girl he has ever shown this much interest in, and you're an omega. So we were hoping if you would be an omega for Jungkook." Myung explains letting out a breath in the end. Your brain scrambles to take in all the information and you fidget with the bottom of your top.

"You want me to what have sex with him?" Myung is quick to shake his head and pulls a huge stack of papers from the bag next to him handing you the thick packet. "No, no of course not. Heres the contract we wrote up, you're free to take it home and look it over. To be clear though, nowhere is it written or expected for you to sleep with him. If you do that's between both of you, you're consenting adults. The role you would play would be being his omega as in, scenting, physical touching, comforting, and letting him take care of you. You would get paid for this, the price break down is in the end contract. We in no way are asking you to sell yourself to him...just allow him to treat you as his omega." Myung lets out the last bit weakly.

You stare at the paper in your hands, the information not fully sinking in. A part of you wants to shove the papers away, telling them to fuck off. Another part of you thinks of the money, you skim to the last few pages and almost gasp out loud from the numbers you get a glance of.

You really, really need the money.

You close the contract and look up, you meet the eyes of Namjoon and you feel your heart sink a bit.

He looks so, so tired and drained. You cannot imagine having a group of seven alpha's and having one basically fighting for your dominance. You've heard horror stories of alpha friends tearing each other apart over the role of the group alpha, you can't imagine what he has to deal with.

Letting out a deep breath you give a shaky smile to the men in front of you.

"Can I have a night to think it over?"

Notes:

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Chapter 4: four

Summary:

your secret is aired out.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

You have a pity of anxiety in your stomach. Your eyes glance to your bookbag resting in a small shelf of the coffee shop, you know inside of it is the thick contract, tucked away and waiting for you to make a choice. Its the next day since you've seen Myung and Namjoon. Myung had given you his number and to call him when you're ready to make your choice, he expressed there was no pressure for you to say yes. The man was so nice about it, giving you a warming smile and telling you no one would judge you for taking the offer either. A part of you felt dirty when you thought about taking it, but you're not one to judge other people for taking money for sexual favors, so why were you judging yourself? You weren't even obligated to have sex with Jungkook, but maybe that's what scared you more.

You being his omega was way more intimate than having sex.

You had spent the morning reading all about 'true alphas'. It's rare these days, maybe one if a couple thousand people present as such. The alpha gene is strong in them, causing them to be physically bigger than most and gain muscle easier. It doesn't matter what your parents second gender it, an alpha and alpha doesn't mean their child would be a pure alpha, it just a random occurrence that happens. The true alpha's had a reputation for being controlling, dominating, but also loving and caring. Once they found a mate they would do anything to please them. You know if you sign the contract Jungkook would attach himself to you.

The contract.

You sign and pause your cleaning. It was a late night at the coffee shop, you're closing alone it had been slow and Jihoon looked like he was gonna pass out from all the late-night studying he did. You told the boy to go home early and you could close yourself. It was nearing the time you could lock the doors so you tried to shake the contact out of your head. It was hard though, your brain kept replaying the numbers they had offered you. You really needed money, you had come from a lower-class family. You loved your parents dearly and they fact they did not have higher-paying jobs never bothered you. But when you got older and wanted to attend university, the cost made you light headed. You were determined though to study and have your dream job so you had taken jobs all throughout high school to pay for it yourself.

After four years you had made enough to cover the first two years of university.

Leading to where you are now, working long hours at the coffee shop only to go home and finish your readings and assignments, to wake up and drag yourself to lecture. It was hard, and it was already draining you. You don't know how you could do two more years of this and oh lord what if you wanted to get your masters?

You groan and thump your forehead with your palm. You take a deep breath, willing the anxiety to calm down. You would figure it out, maybe you could pick up a few more shifts, or a second job? You are about to head to the back to do some last-minute cleaning but the door ringing makes you jump.

"Oh, hello! How are you tonight?" The male pauses at the door taking you in. He's a bit on the shorter side, smaller frame also. You can't get a smell of him at all, meaning he's wearing scent blockers. You would say from looks alone he could pull of an omega almost, but the way he glances around and locks his eyes on you makes you freeze. His aura alone is screaming submit, making you chuck out the omega idea, the man was clearly an alpha. You can see black hair peeking out past his baseball cap, he wears a simple black hoodie with some dark jeans and a face mask. He mutters a greeting to you before walking over to make his order. You blink at him when he asks for an americano and rummages in his pocket to pull out his phone, pulling his mask down to unlock the device.

"Wait aren't you...Sugar?" Said male looks up at you, his feline-like eyes rolling when they meet yours.

Suga actually, but close enough." He chuckles out, tapping his phone onto the debit machine, a ding being heard. You flex your fingers, spinning around to start his americano. You're not really sure what to do, you're not a fan and he probably had no idea who you are. You doubt the whole group knows about Jungkook's affairs especially since you haven't agreed. You might as well keep it from being awkward and not mention the contract you doubt he even knows about it-

"You're Jungkook's omega ya?"

You fumble, dropping the cup you were filling with ice. The sound is loud the cubes of ice falling to your feet, the plastic cup clinking loudly as it hits the floor. Silence fills the shop once your disaster ends, clearing your throat you spin around to look at the male. He's fucken grinning you think, his mask pulled down and watching you with amused eyes. "Excuse me?" You rush out eyes wide hand clenching onto the counter behind you. Suga or whatever his real name is has the nerve to lean casually against the counter in front of him his eyes racking the mess you had made on the floor, before dragging over your legs up to you.

"The omega for Jungkook, I would know, I'm the one who suggested you." You blink at the statement your mind running to fully grasp it. "Y-You suggested to me?" You hiss out eyebrows raising. "What the fuck does that mean you creep? How do you even know me?" A part of you is mortified that you're swearing at a member of one of the biggest boy bands in the world, but your prideful part refuses to allow this man to talk to you as you're an object. Suga honest to god chuckles at your outburst and,

"This is exactly why I suggested you."

You huff out and his response and spin around. Determined to make his drink so he can kindly fuck off, but the alpha keeps talking, letting all the secrets he kept spill.

"See our little Jungkook doesn't show any romantic interest in anyone, claims he doesn't care for it. Then he started getting coffee all the time, he hates coffee by the way, and I could smell the little shit was doing something. So I followed him here one day and watched him basically beg for your number and then tried demanding it. Yet you, my little omega, never bowed down once, telling the kid to fuck off with a pretty little smile." Your cheeks are flushed from embracement from his small story recalling the multiple times you cussed out Jungkook. Your teeth grind when you go to the espresso machine and ignore how Suga leans to the left so he's a little closer and keeps talking.

"Then I overheard the idea the managers had, having a submissive little omega for Jungkook. Sounded perfect, but Jungkook expressed how much he didn't want that and he claims he doesn't need anyone's help to get an omega, other then you of course, but something about this all rubbed me the wrong way. You know what that is kitten?" You slap a lid on the stupid americano and shove it towards the relaxed male in front of you. Suga doesn't even glance down at the coffee and keeps his eyes on you, his body still bowed and leaning over the counter a little too close to you. What annoyed you more is that even with his lower position you still felt the mouse caught in a trap.

His stupid smile wasn't helping either.

"See I have a very strong nose, little thing."

You freeze.

"Always had, really bothered me when I was younger but now I think of it as a blessing cause well." He pauses pulling his body up, still leaning over the counter. You don't move to shocked he's moved this close to you. The pale skin male is barely a breath away, his eyes staring down at your flushed face as he almost assesses you.

"You smell like a pure true omega, yet you refuse to submit. How could that not pipe my interest?"

Fuck.

You shot away from him and don't look back when you stumble into the back room, you call out a forced goodbye and allow yourself to hide in the kitchen. You grasp onto the table to leverage and take deep breaths to calm your breathing. You wait, praying he leave. To your luck you hear the drawl of 'bye little thing' and the door dinging sounding like he left. You allow your body to go slack and roll your shoulders trying to relax the tension in them. Out of paranoia, you slip your hand into the small pocket in your apron, pulling out the small tub of liquid. You uncap the product and roll the perfume-like substance onto your neck and wrist, the small glands strongest there. You know you already have the right amount of scent blockers on to cover most of your omega scent, you perfected it at this point, yet the stupid alpha made your nervous.

True fucken omega.

You hate the status, your parents were simple betas, and your whole childhood it was assumed you would be the same. You never showed signs of being am omega, hell your dad had thought you could of been an alpha. You were always into sports growing up, loving the roughhousing of it. You didn't care for barbies and such and would wish for toy trucks on Christmas day. You never had an issue with your friends being into girly things, to each their own, but it just never caught your interest growing up. You loved sports, loved stupid video games and loved playing rough, your mom would nag you constantly to be more ladylike, you didn't care for high fashion things and preferred rock to the classic pop.

So everyone was shocked when you fell into your first heat.

You had heard about people like you before, the world was so advance it wasn't shocking when someones second gender didn't align with the typical traits. Not every omega was submissive and not every alpha was dominant anymore, the world was progressing past the stereotypical normals.

But then your true omega status came.

It was a slow change you noticed once your first heat past, you started getting more mothering with your friends, wanting to care and take care of them. You never cared to cook. but would be begging your mom for recipes because one friend caught a cold. You honestly never really liked babies, always thought they're too loud, yet you found yourself cooing at them and cuddling them close. The doctor had done testing again and confirmed to your family you were the 'lucky' one. That you must of been a late bloomer, because the true omega status was deep in your DNA. Yet you didn't feel lucky at all.

You could see the way these new traits made people look at you differently.

Perfect little omega, they would coo.

And you fucken hated it.

Soon, you weren't allowed to play football with the boys anymore, your scent was too much for them and, why would an omega wanna play football? Your parents got more protective, not wanting you to go out late and night, someone might try something and they would fret. Your friends would try to dress you in more delicate clothing, prying you away from the dark jeans and leather jackets, claiming a true omega should look the part. You were told to watch your tongue, that an omega doesn't use such harsh words.

So once you had started university you felt this was a way to change back to your normal self. You put a lock and key on those omega feelings. Pushing down the want to cuddle Jihoon when the beta looked stressed, would bite down the meekness you felt when an aggressive alpha came, and when Jungkook would come, smelling so, so good and like a true alpha, you shoved the feeling of wanting to submit to him in the back of your mind. Hell, you invested in scent blockers for your nose that would null your sense of smell to barely anything, making Jungkook's pheromones a little bit more bearable every time he came in.

But you still always caught a whiff of it, and your inner omega cried to you to let the alpha take care of you.

You refused though, you refused to be the stupid perfect omega the world wanted you to be.

So you rebelled.

You bought the expensive scent blockers that would dull your scent, the stronger ones too expensive. Your bought ones for your nose so you could withstand Jungkook. And you locked down the feeling of wanting to submit.

It was so, so hard though.

You let out a deep sigh and roll the almost empty bottle of scent blocker in your hands.

A new one would cost at least a hundred.

Rent was due soon too.

And you had to pay for some textbooks for the new semester.

You had to pay for the new semester.

You let out a quiet 'shit' and grip the table in front of you. Tears well in your eyes when the stress really sinks in.

You really want a hug.

Fumbling for your phone you take a deep breath, you click on the newest contact.

"Hi..."
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"Get the fuck off me."

Hoseok rolls his eyes and keeps his gaze on his phone when he hears the low words being hissed. He can already imagine Jungkook shoving the arm Taehyung casually rest over the youngest shoulder. Taheyung lets out a huff and flops on to the seat next to Jungkook. The rest of the boys are all scattered around the photoshoot set, makeup done to perfection, outfits tailored to their bodies. The shoot had been wrapped up, the boys idling waiting to be dismissed and Myung to fetch them. "Someone's in a mood." He taunts back teeth-baring. Jungkook though, every bit the super alpha, doesn't back down at snarls back, his upper lip curling over to show the sharp canines.

"Fucken stop it both of you." Jin snaps shoving Taheyung off the couch. "Go back first." Jin hisses, Taehyung shoves the oldest arm from touching him. "The brat started it why the fuck do I have to go first?" Taehyung says, his low voice louder then attended to be. Jin opens his mouth to snap but stops when a presence is felt, both men look over to see Namjoon, standing to the side of the group glaring at Jin, Jungkook and Taehyung.

"Taehyung, go back to the dressing room," Namjoon speaks, his low voice stern leaking dominance. Taehyung clenches he's jaw but gets up shouldering past Jin heading back to the dressing room. Yoongi next to Hoseok raises an eyebrow at Jin, the older boy letting out a deep sigh before dropping down to his original seat next to Jimin, said alpha leaning back into the fancy-looking couched used for the photoshoot, eyes closed and trying his best to block out the sounds. Namjoon lets out a sigh, gives the last few people of the photography team, and pained smiles before striding to Jungkook.

The alpha of the pack grabs Jungkook's arm tugging him out of his seat, the youngest growls this time, but Namjoon is still a little heavier than the kid so he uses his upper hand to tighten his grip and drag Jungkook to his face. "Stop causes issues." Namjoon hisses out, voice low and face close to Jungkook. The youngest alpha twists and turns in Namjoon's grasp teeth snapping at the arm near him. "Let me the fuck go I'm not your bitch." Jungkook barks out. Namjoon arches an eyebrow at that and brings the kid closer, eyes locking onto the youngest. Namjoon allows his alpha predator pheromones to seep out, completely different from the mating ones Jungkook used on you. These ones were used to assert dominance over pack mates, or other alpha's wanting to fight. The scent is bitter, and Namjoon knows it's causes the other boys to bristle, their instinct telling them to leave the room.

Jungkook's nose crinkles and he tries harder to get out of Nmajoon's grip, but the older alpha can hear Jungkook's heartbeat pick up in panic.

Jungkook may be a true alpha, but Namjoon was still the alpha of this pack.

Jungkook finally submits, letting his hands go of the tight grip on Namjoon's arm and drops his head down. Namjoon can see Jungkook's first clenching, knowing the kid wants to lunge at him. Seeing he's calmed down, as much as a super alpha could, Namjoon steps back letting Jungkook go. "Everyone gets to the change room." Namjoon orders, eyes not leaving Jungkook. Hoseok moves first, patting Namjoon's back when he pasts him. Jimin's eyes finally open and he barely glances at the shaking Jungkook before following into step with Hoseok. Jin nods and Yoongi and both stand at the same time, they start walking past, Namjoon nudging Jungkook to follow, taking his place behind his pack, eyes not leaving the tense shoulders of Jungkook. Yoongi glances over his shoulder, eyeing Jungkook.

Namjoon wants to scream when the rapper quips,

"What, mad you didn't have time to get coffee and see your precious omega?"

Namjoon can see how fast Jungkook's head snaps up. Jimin lets out a tired sigh, not even knowing the full story but can smell the anger radiating off Jungkook. Rolling his eyes at the youngest Jimin pauses bumping into Hoseok's back when the elder man freezes at the dressing room doorway. "Hobi what-?" But Jimin freezes too when he looked over the man shoulder at the sight.

Yoongi is snickering at the reaction he got, ignoring the way Namjoon is glaring at him. Jungkook's eyes are narrowed and he pushes closer to Yoongi.

"How the fuck do you know about her?" Jungkook hisses arms grabbing onto Yoongi's shoulder, both boys missing the way Jin's broad frame is frozen with the two dancers. Namjoon curses when Yoongi let's out a gummy grin, he knows to mock the youngest. "Oh (Y/N)? What a sweet little thing she is huh?" Jungkook lets out a feral growl, using his body weight to crash into Yoongi. The pair go fumbling, Jin darting to the side and yelling when he feels Yoongi's back meet his. The yell causes Hoseok and Jimin to unfreeze and dart to the opposite sides, allowing the perfect path for the fight. Yoongi with a feral Jungkook roll onto the floor, the rapper barely holding the youngest back from snapping at his neck. Before Jungkook is just able to get a solid bite into the paler man's shoulder a groan is heard.

Both men freeze.

All heads turn slowly to the side seeing the image that had made Jimin, Jin, and Hoseok freeze.

There on the couches is you, drowsy looking as if you just woke up from a sleep, your hair is mussed, shirt showing off your unmarked bite area to the six alpha's.

And pressed to your side is Kim Taehyung.

Notes:

lol
i would love your feedback guys
what do we think of reader chan? Girl is hiding some things
i also love writing asshole yoongi omg

Chapter 5: five

Summary:

you let your guard down

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

You're dead on your feet.

You had ended the phone call with Myung late last night, the older male happy to hear you were interested in signing the contract. He had asked you to bring your copy and to see him early the next morning, to finalize the deal, for you to express if you wanted to add or take anything out and finally for you to sign. When you had ended the phone call it was late, you had gotten ready for bed in your small bedroom, ignoring your still awake roommate on the phone and tried to sleep.

The anxiety filling your mind did not settle until late in the night.

Leading to you where you are now, squinting at the address Myung had sent you on your phone you gaze up at the large building. It was still a little cold in the morning, you rub at your thin jacket and glaze down the street, hoping you would see a coffee store nearby. You usually would grab a coffee at the local shop on campus, or make a pit stop at your job to grab one, yet staying up late last night had led you to sleep past your first alarm making you miss the chance to grab a drink. You sigh when you scan the street again to come up bare, it was a dead street, only a few other buildings that seemed like storage units, you had no luck.

Rubbing at your eyes you stumble to the large building, Myung had explained he would meet you here. The boys of Bangtan had a photoshoot at the unmarked building and Myung wanted to run over the contract with Jungkook present, so both parties would be aware and sign. You wonder why Myung couldn't wait until later in the day and meet at a proper setting,

Jungkook must be really bad if he wants you as soon as possible.

You pause when you see the side door, tugging at the large door handle it drags open. You peek your head in to see an empty hallway, the building was very direct, they must really want Bangtan hidden you muse. Letting yourself in you walk down the hallway, the bright lighting making your eyes squint. Myung had sent instructions for you, glancing again at your phone you turn left as directed in the text until you find yourself at a more lively hallway. Theres two large doors that are shut on one side, and if you strain your ears you can hear the chatter and sound of snapping meaning there was the photoshoot set. You look opposite from it and down the wall you see a propped open small door.

"Must be the dressing room." You mumble to yourself. Heading to the door, Myung's text telling you to wait there for him you knock and stumble in. It's empty, but messy. Hangers of clothing are scattered around the room, the outfit changes probably being haste. You see four mirrors against a wall with a vanity set up, make up scattered everywhere. You step over the suitcases of shoes and let out a deep sigh when you find your heaven.

The couch.

You drop your bag tug off your jacket to join and let yourself flop face-first onto the soft dark blue surface. It has to be softer than your bed, you think, or you're just that tired. Either way, you allow your eyes to slip close and curl into yourself. "Myung said come and I came, good enough." You mumble to yourself. Myung would find you before anyone else could see you, you reason with yourself. He seems nice he probably won't have an issue with you napping. Fumbling around for a pillow your hands find a plump one, stick it under your head and you soon find yourself dozing off.

You're so tired you don't realize you forgot to take the scent blockers waiting in your bag.
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Taheyung bites back a growl when he pushes the doors open leading him out of the photoshoot.

"Fucken spoiled little brat." Taehyung grunts punching the wall in front of him. It's not painful enough to do anything he knows that, but he's just so mad. Jungkook seemed to be getting worse and worse the older he got. It not only angers Taehyung, but makes him sad. Jungkook use to be one of the closet members to him, he and the kid would bond over games and would share funny videos with each other. They both were the youngest so Taehyung had stuck to Jungkook when he was thrown with all the other alphas and Jungkook didn't seem to care, if anything he was eager to have a friend. Taehyung missed it, he missed doing stupid tik tok's with Jungkook, going on V Lives with the kid, hell he missed just being able to have a conversation with him,

Now, it's like Jungkook is always in a bad mood, waiting to be set off. If someone sat in his seat he would snap, use his charger, stand to close, throw an arm around him, anything would set the kid off and it was always the worst with Taehyung. Maybe it's because Jungkook, in all his true alpha glory, still has some respect for the elders, never really snapping at Namjoon and especially not Jin, but Taehyung was the closet to age with Jungkook. Meaning Jungkook didn't see him as someone worth respecting and could barely stand.

Ignoring the pain he felt in his chest Taehyung stalks towards the dressing room. He wants to change into his regular outfit and just get out, he doesn't know if he can stand seeing Jungkook right now. Letting a deep breath go Taehyung nudges the door open with his shoulder. Grumbling to himself he walks in, making a beeline for his jacket knowing his phone is in the pocket. He tugs it off a hanger and fumbles for his phone, groaning internally when he sees how early it still is he unlocks the thing to check his messages-

wait.

Taehyung stops, his inner alpha scolding him for being so blind, what if it was a predator? His inner growls. Snapping his head to the side his body is tense, ready to pounce on the foreign body that he doesn't recognize. Dropping his jacket and phone Taheyung's lips curl back ready to release a snarl and-

oh wait you're adorable.

Taehyung blinks when he gets a look at your face. Curled into a ball on the large couch you're sleeping too peacefully for someone near another pack. Your body is angled towards Taehyung, the male getting a perfect view of your face. Pressed against the pillow your lips are parted, soft breaths escaping the pink flesh. Your hair is pushed back, giving Taehyung a clear view of your face. His head cocks to the side when he gazes over your feature, cute and his type apparently. Channeling his hearing Taehyung listens to the steady heartbeat in your chest, still asleep he determines. Grinning Taehyung slowly lets himself walk over. You must be here for one of the boys, it's not uncommon the guys have their next hook up waiting for them. Especially the younger boys, Jimin, Jungkook, and even Taehyung were notorious for making their newest hook up wait for them backstage, after being so hyper and pent up from a show it was easy to tug the girl aside and fuck her rather than waiting to go back to the hotel.

"Nothing wrong with taking a look." Taehyung mumbles to himself, whoever you were here for wouldn't care. The boys don't date, not only does it not fit their idol lifestyle, but having to settle down with one person? When so many little omegas are begging for their knots? As if Taehyung wouldn't pass off this lifestyle. Once Taehyung gets closer to you, his eyes running up your legs he stops suddenly. Your scent finally wafted over him.

Holy shit.

His mouth was watering.

Gaping Taehyung stumbled over a little faster, dropping to his knees next to your figure not caring if he was loud. Your nose merely crinkled but he could tell from your heartbeat you hadn't woken up. He lets himself lean closer, his nose so close to the scent glands that rest in the crook of your neck, he lets himself take a deep breath in,

'mine, mine, mine, mine, mine.'

Taehyung's alpha croons, the animal part of his brain hisses at him to make his claim. Make her yours she should be yours, shes on your territory you can claim her, make her your omega. Taehyung grips the couch cushion tightly wanting nothing more to grab the skin on your hip and slide you closer to him. You shift around Taehyung freezing peering down at you through his waving black hair he waits, fearing you'll wake up and attack.

Yet you roll over onto your back, shirt getting tucked up, showing the skin of your belly and as if your omega is taking over your movements, your head titles to the right, your neck which the mating mark would be placed on a clear view for Taehyung. "Oh fuck." The boy hushes swallowing loudly. You are in such a vulnerable position, tummy showing, bare neck to close to Taehyung's, it makes his alpha go wild. When you whine softly in your sleep Taehyung can't hold himself back anymore, with a shaky hand the male places a hand over your stomach, the soft skin warm under his palm. Taheyung lets himself stroke your tummy, his large hand easily covering the skin, he lets his eyes drag up, gazing over your breasts and onto your face.

Leaning forward Taehyung pauses making sure you're still asleep before pressing his nose against the meat of your neck. Fuck you smell amazing, he thinks, he's been with omegas before, but nothing compares to how you smell. His body is buzzing, feeling like it's on fire, his alpha is feral inside, wanting to bend you over and mount you all while he bites down. You would probably take his knot so well, the thought alone is enough for Taehyung's cock to harden in his pants. He leans close, pressing his face now into your neck, scenting you with his smell. God he never cared for this with the girls he sleeps with, scenting is to intimate for him, he would never do that to a one night stand. Yet his mouthparts, wet gasps filling the room as Taheyung feels his head spin, your sweet, sweet smell filling his nose. He lets his tongue peek out, taking a swipe along the scent of the glands.

You start to stir.

Taheyung jots back a bit, hand still on your stomach and face hovering over yours now. You wiggle around your head turning to face Taehyung's before your eyes flutter open. Taehyung holds his breath, waiting for either a snarl from the pretty omega.

What a weird dream, you think blearily. Your must be suppressing your omega too much if you're dreaming about attractive alpha your half-asleep brain musses. Not even fully awake you don't notice your control slipping, you have no scent blockers in your nose stop it, something screams in your head. But still not fully awake believing its a dream and don't even notice your omega instincts take over. You don't fully register that you had whined to the alpha who's gazing down at you, arching your back your heads titles towards him, nose bumping against his as you seek for his touch. "Alpha?" you mumble out eyes fluttering close again.

The reaction is pure instinct on both of you.

Taehyung's body fumbles to lay with you on the couch, your body is pushed to the back of the couch, his tall limbs struggle to fit but Taehyung doesn't care. He's panting, he thinks as he swings a leg over your hips rutting softly into you. Letting out a whine your head titles back Taehyung doesn't waste any time and dives to your unmarked neck. His tongue licks a long wet strip over your scent glands, and a full-body shudder leaves Taehyung from the feeling. You taste so, so sweet. From all his times being with omega is his body has never reacted to anyone like yours is making him. His hips twitching widely against yours, seeking any friction. He shoves his arms around you, ignoring the awkward bend of his right arm going under your body. He slides his hands under your loose shirt, his heated palms gong against your back, one sprayed out on the small of your back and another doing higher fumbling with your bra claps before sliding up to cup the back of your head. You fit so well against him. he thinks as he palms the small of your back, using his hand he guides your hips with hiss letting out a quiet swear.

You're whining so sweetly against him, your his following his grind, soft little twitches trying to keep up with his forceful thrusts. Your left arm it squeezed between you too, your right ranking your nails down his back as he licks your scent glands again. It's so much sensation, you haven't been touched like this in forever, all you feel is warm, warm, warm. His scent is all you breathe in, your omega crooning at that fact. He smells so good to you, your brain can't pinpoint what the scent is from how blearily you are from your deep sleep and your omega senses filling your head. All you know if you need this, you've been untouched for so long and this big, warm alpha is holding you so nicely. Your hand goes up curling into his dark lock and tugging his head back from its position in your neck, the alpha giving the skin licks and small pecks doesn't let up. "No, no, no, no." His deep voice mumbles refusing to budge from your scent, he can't leave it, he needs more. He doesn't know how but he wants to drown in your scent he can't pull away. But you shake your head winning at him and tug at his hair again.

"P-please I-I wanna do it." You whimper out. Taehyung's head shoots back knowing what you mean. His faces are only an inch away from yours, he should be concerned at how out of it you look, like you barely know what's happening, but you duck your head and press your nose under his chin, asking him to expose his neck. "Wanna scent you alpha." You hush out.

Taehyung's surprised he hasn't cum yet.

The male yanks your head into his neck, hips rutting more and more into you as he feels your sweet little pants against his neck. "Do it little pretty omega." Taehyung hushes out, voice straining to stay quite. "Hm? Want to scent me? What a sweet little thing you are. Go and do it baby common show me how good you are, do it for your alpha." Taehyung rushes out. There's a pause and soon he feels your wet tongue lick slowly over his scent glands, Taheyung's eyes roll to the back of his head, his head dropping to the sofa. Taehyung's hips pause their thrusting as a full body shudder leaves him. Fuck, how can you be so, so sweet? The licks get braver and your kitten licks are now wet and long against his tan neck. "Good girl keep going. Look at you baby god you're just begging for me to bite you ya?" Taehyung questions, breath panting in your ear as he leans down. When he feels the scrape of teeth against his neck, not enough to break skin, and your whine Taehyung groans, fuck he wants to scent you all over, he wants you to scent him all over. He can get a grasp of anything around him, all he hears, thinks and taste is you. My sweet omega, mine, mine, mine, mine. His alpha chants.

None you notice the four figures at the door staring at you in shock.

Nor do you hear the sound of yelling and only when the two bodies tumble in onto the floor do you jolt back and fumble to sit up.

Taehyung whines loudly, his body following you. He keeps his back to whatever the ruckus is and drapes his taller body over yours tugging you back into his side and blindly trying to find your neck again. When he's about to mouth at your scent glands again he hears a deep, feral growl.

"Get the fuck OFF HER!" Taehyung's head shoots to look at the rest of Bangtan before Jungkook is at his aiming for his throat, not wanting you to get caught in it Taehyung meets him halfway, both boys crashing into each other before hitting the floor. "Fuck off you kid!" Taehyung grunts, angry that they interrupted his moment with you, angry that they get to see you like this all soft and pretty for him, angry they get to witness your smell. Jungkook lets out a loud snarl so deep it almost shocks Taehyung as he hasn't heard one from the youngest like that. They wrestle on the floor, Taehyung losing his upper hand and Jungkook is on top pinning him down and being down to snap at his neck with his teeth.

But being so close to Taheyung's neck makes Jungkook get a whiff of your scenting evidence.

"Oh." The youngest says softly before he slumps against Taehyung, the smell washing over him. Taking the chance Taehyung throws the youngest off of him and whips around to look at you.

You're sitting shaking in your seat, your eyes drag from Jungkook's on the floor, the youngest eyes blissed out and panting his hooded gaze on you, before you slide your eyes to Taehyung. "Oh fuck." You hush out, clarity about what you just did hitting you. When Taehyung takes a step towards you, you jump up. Scrambling to your bag you fumble for the nose spray filled with scent blockers. Taehyung watches confused what you're doing but jerks when you bring the little bottle up to your nose spraying the liquid and sniffing.

"No fuck don't take that!" Taehyung cries body fumbling to grab the bottle out of your hands. He knows what those are, the boys all take them during idol events to avoid falling into their instinct around fans. Scent blockers mean you don't wanna smell him and that makes Taheyung panic. Before he could reach your trembling frame arms catch him, pulling him back from you. He growls, limbs fighting for freedom but the growl and pheromones being released him his alpha make him submit.

"Taehyung stop." Namjoon hisses behind him. Said boy lets his alpha drag him away from you, eyes still locked on you though. Your form is still shaking, hands clenching your bag tightly as your nose wrinkles, the switch to dulling your smell irritating. Your eyes are wide, shooting around the room, your gaze over the other five bodies, you had done your research you know it's Jin, Jimin. Hoseok. and of course, the bastard Yoongi who are staring at you, wide-eyed. You miss the way Jimin's hands clench fighting the urge to pick up where Taehyung left off with you, Hoseok swallows loudly when he catches a small whiff of your scent his alpha begging for him to do something to get closer to you. Yoongi knew you were coming and was glad he stuffed his nose filled with scent blockers, but that doesn't stop his mind wandering as he's seeing you panting with flush checks. Jin always the calm older alpha who never shows any weakness when it comes to fighting his alpha's instinct pushes himself to the farthest corner of the room he can, trying to escape your scent, his jaw staying clenched.

Namjoon is too mad to even think about how much he wants to cuddle you until his scent is in your veins.

"What the fuck were you doing?" Namjoon snaps at Taehying tossing him against the wall. Opening his mouth to answer, eyes not leaving your frame over Namjoon's shoulder the alpha of the pack shakes his head. "Watch him." Namjoon directs to Jin, the elder nodding flickering his gaze from you to the shaking Taehyung. Namjoon turns on his heel to stalk over to the still blissed out Jungkook. The kid is on the floor eyes trained on you as you back yourself onto he opposite wall from the boys, your omega probably feeling cornered, Namjoon thinks, he'll fix that later and grabs Jungkook by the scruff of his neck dragging the kid up into his feet.

"Jungkook you can't attack the boys like that for fuck sakes!" Namjoon snaps. He waits for Jungkook to throw Namjoon's hands off of him like he usually does, he expects the young boy to snap, try to fight, spit some hurtful words and finally push past the boys like he usually does.

But Jungkook blinks at Namjoon, lowers his head as a show of respect and goes, "sorry hyung" before his eyes drag back to you.

Huh. Namjoon thinks, he watches, waiting for something else out of Jungkook, the kid hasn't apologized for anything the past few years this was too good. Yet Jungkook keeps his gaze on you, his doe-like eyes wide and filled with something Namjoon has never seen in the other alpha. Tearing his gaze from Jungkook, Namjoon lets his eyes rest on what all the other boys in the room are gazing at.

You.

Notes:

well wasnt that YUMMY
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Chapter 6: six

Summary:

some issues are meet.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

You wish you could sink into the wall.

Your omega went from cuddling up to that alpha, to wanting to bolt out of the room fast. You understood the feeling though, there are seven alphas in the room and only three of them hadn't snapped at each other. You wrinkle your nose and back up shrinking against the wall when Namjoon glances at you, you can't help but feel a little more at ease when your eyes meet. Maybe it's cause he's alpha of the pack? But the man soothes your nerves when he gives you a small sad smile, your heartaches a bit when you think back to what you just witness. He clearly used to fix the tension and fights between the boys and you could smell the stress is caused him, packs were rare these days but were known for being a brotherhood or sisterhood. As close as family, people would describe them, all the members no matter their second gender respecting and loving each other. Yet when you take a slow glance at all the other boys in the room you can tell it's not like that at all with them.

"Myung called you over?" Namjoon asked pushing Jungkook behind him. You don't flinch away when Namjoon takes a step towards you, your omega wants him closer, she wants to cuddle up to the alpha and help him feel better, take on some of his stress, let him relay on you-

jesus christ you need to get a hold of yourself.

Clearing your throat you nod and give him a small smile back. "Sorry for the disturbance." You reply feeling your cheeks heat up when you recall the position the boys had found you in, biting at your lip you risk a glance to Taehyung from the other side of the room. Said male meets your eyes instantly a smile breaking out on his face, his body jerks to come closer but the taller alpha, Jin you remember reading on Wikipedia, tugs him back giving him a warning snarl. You tear your eyes away from the still smiling alpha and make sure to avoid Jungkook's, you can feel his stare, before you look back at Namjoon. The man shakes his head hand raising towards you as if you pat your head or shoulder before lowering again. "No don't say sorry, it's not your fault its the idiots over there." Namjoon jerks his head towards Taehyung. You snort weekly but soon find a body pushing past Namjoon and in your personal bubble.

"You're here? Why are you here? Are you the one Myung told me about?" Jungkook rushes out eyes darting all over your body you let out a squeak when you pressed closer his taller body towering over yours as you clunch uselessly on your bag. Fuck, he smells so good you think, your scent blockers need a bit before they fully kick in, and with Jungkook this close all you get is his scent filling the air around you. He always smelt good before, regular scent blockers couldn't fully mask the smell of a true alpha, but now it hits you like a truck. You blissed out a bit and don't protest when he nudges his nose against your hairline, huffing softly as he smells you a happy hum leaving his throat. "You never told me you're Jungkook from Bangtan, JK." You hush out keeping your gaze on his chest rather than look up to his to close face. Jungkook let's out a small chuckle and lets his head drop, his nose pressed against the side of your face as he keeps scenting you and his lips moving closer to your ear,

"You never told me you're gonna be my omega."

You can see from the corner of your eyes one of the boys, Hoseok you think, flinching violently when a whimper escapes your lips, but before anyone could move the door burst open and a panting Myung stands there. Your mind clears a bit when you see the beta, you push your omega back into the corner you put her in and shove Jungkook away from you, the male stumbles back from the shock before giving a blissed-out smile. "You smell good." You hear him mumble.

"I'm so sorry, I was held up by the photographer who kept talking about a vision for the next shoot and, (Y/N) I'm so sorry for making you wait. You meet the boys though! Are you all getting along?" Silence fills the large room, Myung the poor older beta looking confused as he watches you shift awkwardly eyes casting down. Jungkook a few feet away from you, his metaphor tail wagging. Namjoon rubs the back of his neck letting out a sigh, Yoongi eyes are narrowed at keep glancing back at you. Myung's gazes travels to Hoseok the always smiling male stands fidgeting with his fingers as his eyes stay on his feet, body tense. Myung watches as Jimin glances away from you, shocking from the flirty alpha, biting down on his lip and he shifts his weight on his feet. Myung blinks and looks over at the farthest two, Taehying smiling and flopped against the wall, rubbing at the side of his neck happily, while Jin gives him dirty glares, hands tight next to him.

"...well okay then. (Y/N) sit! Let's pull out the contracts and you can tell me if there's anything you wanna change. Jungkook can join us, the rest of you can head home I guess-" Myung jumps when six heads snap at look at him, his beta nose picking up on sents of disapproval. "We're gonna stay also," Namjoon speaks up before anyone could fight again, the poor leader just wanted peace for a bit. Myung nods slowly eyes glancing over the boys, his brain scrambling to understand this scenario. He's a bit shocked they all want to stay since Jungkook had been acting out the group has been drifting quite a bit, different members sticking with certain other ones, but as a collective, they're rarely seen together outside of schedule anymore when Myung meets your eyes and gives you a smile his heart hopes, it hopes that you can fix this all.

You shuffle over to the couches sitting down on the one you occupied and scooted into the farthest corner. Namjoon was the next to move, sitting next to you allowing your tense shoulders to relax, the whiff of Namjoon's dominating alpha's presence made your insides feel soft. You wonder if he's aware of the feeling he gives off, you wonder if every omega is like this when he's around, you shake your head from the thought and pray your scent blockers to work faster as the rest settle around you. Yoongi takes the seat next to Namjoon, followed by Hoseok. Myung sits across from you on the opposite couch, Jungkook on his side, Jin in the middle with Taehyung on the end who was still vibrating in his seat. Jimin settles on the arm of the couch next to Myung his eyes gazing over to you.

"This is the one you found for that dumb contract?" Jin finally speaks up, voice sounding a little strain, he clenches his hands together when Myung nods, not aware why it bothers him so much. The eldest looks over to you, you're pressed into the arm of the couch, digging into your bag for the contract and letting the thick booklet of paper drop onto the table in front of you. Clearing your throat you scoot closer to the table and frown when you don't see the pen you had clipped onto the booklet. "Gimmie a second I had a pen here." You mumble and look into your bag again, with your head down Jimin leans over Myung snatching the pen out of his suit pocket, the manger blinking at the fast motion. Jimin leans towards you calling for you softly. "Here sweetie." The boys all fight the urge to roll their eyes when the flirty grin fills Jimin face, use to the cocky alpha's behavior. You don't notice this and lean forward to take it, your hands accidentally touching Jimin's. Myung can't help but to gap a little when you pay no mind, clicking the pen and opening the contract, while Jimin's flush fills his face from the mere touch, the alpha fumbling back on his perch on the armrest, rubbing the fingers you had touched together.

"There were just some minor things I can't promise." You start flipping open the contract. "I can't promise these many days first off, I'm still in school and I don't want to quit my job, so six days a week I can't guarantee." Myung nods following along in his own copy of the contract. "I understand, what about three to four days for sure, and any extra days you can do will be week by week, if it fits." You nod in an agreement both of you marking that in your contracts. "Does that work for you Jungkook?" Myung asks the boy next to him. You glances up at said male, blinking when you see his eyes trained on you. He perks up when he meets your gaze moving further to the edge of the sofa as if to get closer to you. "That's fine as long as I can see (Y/N) I don't care." He rushes out. You ignore the feeling of your checks heating up and flip to the next few pages of the contract.

"I wanna add a point to the nondisclosure agreement. I respect your side of it and agree, I won't tell anyone or post anything, but I do request the same on my end. If...Jungkook wants to keep visiting my workplace for example I don't want it to anything regarding our agreement to be done there or discussed." Myung nods in understanding and looks over at Jungkook, the alpha blinks at you cock an eye brown when he frowns. "What if I wanna scent you at work?" He mumbles out almost pouting. "I see how others flirt with you there, I don't like it." You bite back a sigh and give him a shrug. "You of all people should know how good I am at rejecting alpha's. I don't need your scent to help me." You can't fight back an eye roll when Yoongi let's out a low whistle, impressed by your words. Jungkook lets out a sigh and nods his head in agreement Myung and you marking that point down.

"The next sections need tweaking, but I do wanna confirm with you face to face about it." Myung begins, your face feels warm when you realize the section he's talking about you fidget in your seat when he starts rattling off the sexual encounters section of the contract. "As I said before you're not obligated to have sex with Jungkook." Your eyes widen when Myung speaks, he clearly has no issue discussing it, you shrink in your seat when you feel the gazes of the seven boys trained on you, taking a chance and peeking up you meet the eyes of Jin, the eldest has his jaw clenched as his dark gazes pins you in your seat. Your eyes snap back to your hands and ignore the way you hear Taehyung's whine out for your attention.

"You're not on contract to have sex with Jungkook, but if it does happen it happens. There will be no break of the contract as it's between you too. But to make it fair on each side, since you're not expected to sleep with him, that means he can seek out other sexual partners," You scoff at the smug look Jungkook shots at you, his cocky side showing again, though you actually laugh when you see his face drop when Myung speaks his next words.

"That also means you can have sexual partners also."

"W-wait hold on I don't agree to that!" Jungkook cries out and tugs on Myung's arm. The older beta gives Jungkook a confused look, "we went over the conditions with you months ago when we gave you this idea, you said you didn't care what the other party would do." Jungkook shakes his head and you catch the small blush filling his checks. "That's before I knew it was (Y/N)! I change my mind, I won't have any other partners and she won't." Myung gives Jungkook a strange look, "Does that mean you wanna add sex into the contract?" You feel Namjoon leans forward and looks as he drops his head into his hands moaning out an 'oh my god Jungkook'. Your eyes flicker to Yoongi who is laughing to himself, while Hoseok meets your eyes over the two boys shoulders. Your ears warm up when Hoseok's eyes drop to your lips his tongue coming out to swipe at his own before biting down on his bottom lip, your omega is vibrating with want inside of you. You shake your head and snap away from the gaze looking back at Myung who is scratching at his head now.

"But I told (Y/N) that wouldn't be in the conditions," Myung says with concern looking over at you. You open your mouth to respond but get cut off when Taehyung speaks up. "I have something else to add also!" He sings giving you a wide smile with all teeth. Jungkook's head snaps to his eyes narrowed as if he knows the next words.

"I want in on this contract also."

Chaos is meet when Jungkook lunges for Taehyung snarling at him, Taehyung thought meets him back with the same behavior. Jin whos caught in the middle is quick to act, shouldering Taehying to stay in his spot while using his other arm to push Jungkook away crushing him into Myung's side. "Stop it you two for god sakes!" The eldest snaps trying his best to keep the younger alphas away from each other's throats. You watch with wide eyes as they both snap at Jin's arms trying to get the eldest to let them go, they were a mess you decide. This was not the pack you expected from Bangtan, you freeze though when you feel Namjoon take a deep sigh next to you. Even though your sense of smell has been dulled you can still feel the stress wafting off the alpha, your eyes flicker to the way his shoulders and dropped low, hand rubbing against his forehead from stress and how is left hand closest to you is tight in a shaky fist, when Jungkook let's out a louder growl and Namjoon's eyes clench close you move.

You fumble over the table rushing out a sorry before you pull Jungkook away from Jin. "Stop acting like a child!" You snap at the taller alpha, Jungkook's body goes slack when you lay a hand on his arm and he gives you no issues when you tug him up out of his seat. You miss the way all the boy's eyes widen at how relaxed Jungkook gets, they're used to it taking days to ger the young alpha out of a bad mood, yet you had done it in seconds. You miss calculate your steps when you pulled Jungkook and end up stumbling back, squeaking out a sorry when you brush past Jimin both you and Jungkook stumble and fall into the single-seated couch.

It takes you a moment to gather your surroundings blinking up at the ceiling you whine when you feel the dull thumping in your head. You move to get up but realize fast that you can't. Jungkook has pinned you to the seat, his one knee rested on your left side while his other is on the ground holding his weight, his arms are sprayed over the love seat, above your head as one hand is tangled in your hair and the other is clenching the top of the cushion near your eye line. His chest is pressed against yours and he's taking long deep breaths, you know because his head is tucked into your neck, his warm breath ghosting over your flushed skin. You fumble around for a second trying to push him off but the alpha lets out a low growl as a warning, and your stupid omega practically melts at the sound.

"You smell so good." Jungkook slurs against your neck and you want to grimace as the way he's mouthing at your neck, deep pants and wet breaths filling the air but a part of you is preening at this attention, you've pushed down these feelings for so long and forgot how much you craved it. You're so used to pushing people away that a part of you forgot how good it was to be close to a body like this, feeling skin on skin contact, it warms your soul. Your omega begging you to allow her to have this moment, 'please, need this, need him' she chants in your head. For a second you allow it, your eyes slipping close and going slack in the chair under Jungkook, the alpha picks up on the movement as hums happily, and takes a tentative lick on your scent glands, both of you letting fully body shudders.

"Well don't mount her right here." Your eyes open when Yoongi snaps his words harshly bringing you back to reality. You push up on Jungkook's chest the alpha whining loudly. You allow him though to sit close to you pressed into your side while he buries his face into your hair, his aura basically radiating with calmness. You try to compose yourself as best as you could with a tall alpha on your side and give Myung a shaky look. The beta's eyes hold no judgment from the display, but more a concerned look. Myung eyes look over each of the boys, knowing them since their debut Myung can notice the read the various expressions each boy holds. He knows theres a sense of jealously and wants in all the boys gazes and it worries him. He looks over at you before tapping his pen against the contract.

"Maybe this isn't a good idea since it's clear there will be tension if you're just with Jungkook." He starts flicking through the contract. You feel Jungkook freeze, his face not lifting up from your head but you can hear his frantic voice mumbling into your hair. "No, don't take her away she's mine she can't leave I just got her." He whines his arm going around your waist to clutch you closer. "Need her, need her with me," Jungkook whines out. You can feel the lump starting in your throat too, other than your omegas clear want to be with the alphas, you yourself need this gig, you need the money badly. If Myung decides to drop this contract you're screwed, rent is due soon along with tuition you barely had enough to cover both in your account, your heart starts to race. Jungkook easily picks up on your distress and nudges your head up with his nose. You allow the motion and calm down a little when he rubs his cheek against yours a deep purr leaving his throat the action meant to soothe you.

Myung clears his throat to get your attention and when he closes the contract you feel your heart drop.

"What is we change the contract, instead of it between you and Jungkook, it will be between you and the seven boys?"

Notes:

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Also I’m a social worker not a lawyer I have no idea how contracts work plZ spare me

Chapter 7: seven

Summary:

they boys realize you're not a passive little omega.

Notes:

I WILL UPDATE CRAVE NEXT I SWEAR

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon is the first one to react choking on air when Myung says his suggestion. You ignore the way Jungkook has frozen next to you and keep your wide eyes on Myung, you could feel the blood rushing to your face and refuse to look over at any of the males in the group. "I'm sorry?" You say weekly trying to gather your thoguths, he did not just suggest you be with all the boys right? Yet Myung crosses his arms over his chest and leans back into his seat, eyes gazing over the six frozen boys, he ignores you and speaks to them. "Am I wrong? Other then Taehyung would any of you like to be in this contract? Or should I just make it between the two youngest?" Your mouth opens to speak but find yourself unable to form any words when you see movement in the corner of your eye.

Taehyung has his hand up high, grinning brightly at you. Next to him, Jin has a large palm raise, eyes casting down at his knees, on the end nearest to you Jimin bites down on his lip, hooded eyes gazing over to you as he raises his hand slowly. You gulp down and fidget when you feel Jungkook shaking a bit and look at the three boys on the other side. Hoseok has his hand raised the other one rubbing at the back of his neck sheepishly, Yoongi has his arm barely in the arm, but gives you a cocky grin when your eyes meet. Namjoon the alpha of this pack has his hand weekly raised also, a blush creeping on his check bones as he using his free hand to cover his eyes.

"Well looks like my sixth sense is right yet again!" Myung says happily, you gap a bit as the man flips picks up the contract flipping to a blank page in the back clicks his pen on. "How should we do this? Do you guys want to follow what Jungkook was saying and have sexual encounters added into it?" Oh god, you can feel how red your ears are getting, before you can say anything though Myung gives you a small smile. "Only if you're comfortable with that though," if you're comfortable? Myung wants to throw you into a pack of seven alphas what is he on-

"It would raise the pay if you agree."

Well shit, what's the worse an orgy can do to you?

You shake that thought out and struggle to get a grasp on this situation. Taehyung is happily agreeing with Myung, the rest of the boys mumbling their own opinion, you can't really hear what they're saying cause your ears are filled with Jungkook's angry words being muttered out. "No, no, no, no you're supposed to be for me why do they want you now? You're supposed to be mine, mine, mine, my omega, meant for me, always been meant for me." You fight the urge to turn your head to gap at the boy, you knew he had a small crush on you but you always thought it was more cause you kept rejecting him, yet what the hell was he going on about?

"(Y/N)?" You and Jungkook both freeze, the alpha pressing his face closer into your hair, and Myung calls for you. "Is this something you would be okay with? It's what I can offer I can't agree to the original contract." You open your mouth to respond.

You barely have time to blink before the room is moving.

Jungkook snaps too quick for you to follow, he loops his arms around your waist, pulling you close to his body and shots out of the armchair, dragging you with him. You find yourself in a corner with Jungkook, your face forcefully tucked into his neck, his large hand pressing in there and his other arm wrapped around your waist, his grip like steel keeping you locked in. You let out a grunt from the sudden movement and try to wiggle around, but the alpha does not let up. You hear him give a loud growl to the group of boys, his grip getting a little bit tighter on you.

"Jungkook relax please." You can hear Myung start, you hear the fumbling of clothing and assume he's gotten up. "This is what I mean, the point of getting an omega was supposed to calm you down. I wasn't aware of how deep your feelings were with (Y/N), I didn't think you would react this way." Myung must have tried stepping closer cause you hear Jungkook let out a warning growl at the elder, and pulls you closer to him. "Jungkook it would work out for everyone if we do it this way, you would still be with (Y/N) along with the boys, no more scandals of sleeping around from the group, and someone you're actually interested in. I can't keep the original proposal on the table anymore if it's just gonna cause friction between you all, it's only been less then an hour and see what's happened? If (Y/N) agrees you're gonna have to respect her choice." Myung explains slowly, you let the words sink into you. You kinda feel objected in all honesty, yet you're aware on Myung ends this is just a business deal, this isn't some true mate shit. You would be paid to help the alphas, maybe it wasn't the holiest way to get your money, but it would be the quickest and you trusted their end to keep things hidden, they wouldn't benefit from people finding out about the arrangement either.

'Want them all, they wanna take care of us, let them please, please, please. Needed this for so long, miss being held.' Your omega practically sobs in your head. Lord, how long have you been denying her? Making your choice you mumble out for Jungkook to let you go, only to have the boy snap.

"No! We agreed she should be mine! I don't care if they all want it they can fuck off! She's my omega you said she would be mine only!" You feel your fist clench and something just snaps in you. Blindly you swing your leg, hitting Jungkook right in the knee, letting you go you take the advantage and push him back finally, the alpha losing his balance from the pain in his knees fumbles to the floor, dropping onto his butt his back hitting the wall. He stares up at you with his wide eyes as you explode.

"Yours? Yours?! Stop with that bullshit, as if I'm yours! You barely know me you steroid filled true alpha, you just see a little omega who rejected you too many times now you think you need to prove a point! Just cause you're the stupid golden whatever in Bangtan you think you can get anything you want? As if you brat! Stop thinking with your stupid dick for once and let me make my own choice! I need the money and if that means an orgy here or there I'm doing it! And stop growling at everyone! Aren't you the youngest what the fuck is up with that!?" You shriek down at the quivering alpha, silence fills the air, and panting is heard as you try to calm yourself down. Jungkook stares up at you with his doe eyes wide, mouth gapped open as you can still see the nervous shake of his body.

Maybe that was too much.

You take a gulp of air and turn slowly afraid to see the scene behind you. You're met with a shocked Myung standing the closest, followed by the rest of Bangtan all holding expressions of amazement and astonishment. "Um." You squeak out when no one speaks a word. "S-Sorry?" You try looking back down at Jungkook, the word makes the boy snap out of whatever daze he's in, scrambling up to stand in front of you. Taking a step back you flinch waiting for him to attack you, yet when you take the chance to peer up at him you see Jungkook beaming down at you before he speaks to Myung eyes not leaving you.

"I agree with the new contract!"
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It's been two days since the whole brawl with the boys. Myung had told you he would write up a whole new contract and give you the updated one to sign. You had followed some random Bangtan fan page to get updates on the boys and learned for the past two days they had been doing fan signs around the city. Assuming you would hear from Myung by the end of the week you went along with your days, working at the coffee shop and attending your classes.

It was later at night, your roommate at her boyfriends for the night you sit alone in the small kitchen finishing a bowl of ramen. You sigh looking down at the sad meal and think about what you'll order when you finally get the money from the deal with the boys. "Steak." You mumble out loud to yourself poking at the mushy noodles. "I'm totally getting steak." You huff out. You jump a bit when you hear your phone ding, frowning you reach out for it clicking the screen on to see who you message you this late

{Unknown number}: Hey it's namjoon, i know we haven't signed anything..but could we meet up?

That's how you find yourself letting in the leader of Bangtan into your tiny apartment. "Sorry, it's not much." You hush out closing the door behind Namjoon, the male shakes his head and gives you a smile when he takes off his shoes. "No, it's actually really cozy and cute." You hum in thanks and motion him to follow you into the place. "Did you want anything to drink? You can wait in the living room and I can bring out some snacks or tea-" You cut yourself off when Namjoon takes hesitate step closer to you, stopping a breath away. The air becomes still when you tear your eyes away from his chest and risk a glance up at him. Your eyes narrow in on his dimples when he gives you a small smile, "If it's not too much to ask...could we please go to your room?"

You're going to make a deal to sell your body to the male later this week, what's the difference if its a few days early, you tell yourself. No words are shared between you too when you turn on your heel, the alpha following you close behind. You fumble with your door and open it, choosing to leave the lights off as your curtains allow the moonlight to fill up your room. You don't fully step into the space, hovering at the doorway Namjoon still behind you. He's close and you know he is cause you feel the small huffs of breath on the back of your head. "Um," You start fumbling with the edge of your shirt, "If this- if this is like a lure for sex I didn't really prepare for that." You squeak out.

You flinch though when you hear a sad chuckle, and feel Namjoon's head drop down to rest on top of your head, he noses at your hair softly, a little huff escaping his lips. "No, no I'm not asking for that little thing. Honestly...it's been a really stressful time for me and I just really wanted some comfort. If that's okay with you?" Your hands clench useless next to you as you let his words sink in. He's waiting for a response, you realize, you don't hear his breath as he's holding it waiting for your answer.

"What does comfort mean for you?" You whisper out, eyes staring forward into your room. You don't move when he slides his hands around your waist tugging you softly to meet his front. His head slips from your head to press against your shoulder, his forehead bumping against the bone as he rests there for a second. "Let me hold you please." Namjoon hushes out, his grip going a little bit tighter. "Let me just hold you and scent you and just breathe you in." Your omega preens at the alpha's words, the stupid wolf. You ignore her, and take a step into your room, peeling away from Namjoon, he watches as your flop onto your bed, before flipping onto your back. He keeps his space, waiting at the door not wanting to step over any boundaries, but when you prop yourself on your elbows and give him a small nod he moves fast.

You find your nose filled with his scent. You have a small single bed, and it was probably too small for Namjoon's long limbs. Yet the alpha pays no mind and climbs on top of you. You lay on your back and allow Namjoon to positon you as he wants, the alpha choosing to prop you up on your many pillows slightly, dropping his taller body over yours pressing his face into your neck. You hum and wrap your arms around his shoulder, one hand pausing before reaching up to stroke his hair. Namjoon sighs loudly and presses his cold nose deeper into your scent glands nosing the flushed skin. His long arms around your waist, warm palms pressed into your side, and through your thin nightshirt, you feel the heat from them.

It's quiet for a bit, both of you just basking in each other's presence. Your omega is practically purring in your head, loving the smell and feel of Namjoon clearly. You wonder if it's his status as alpha of the pack that makes you relax this much around him, he still has the dominating presence but compared to Jungkook's its worlds different. Jungkook was cocky with it, waving around his true alpha status with his pheromones all the time with you. Yet when it came to the bases of what a good alpha was your omega seemed to loved Namjoon already, he held all the tropes and displayed them properly to you. Only using his pheromones to stop fights, trying to calm the tension between the boys, and being respectful and slow with you it was so different from what you've seen with Jungkook.

"You okay?" You ask softly the distress smell Namjoon was giving off has gone down, but you still can tell he's not over whatever it is. "Honestly haven't really been for a while." Namjoon huffs into your neck, you let him pull away as he lays on the pillow with you, inching his face a little closer you both drink each other in. Even with the large bags he still looks handsome you think. You watch as he gives a small sigh before speaking. "You've witness Jungkook, it's just a lot to deal with and it's all getting to me now I guess. He's been like that for a while but it's gotten worse the last year." You nod and shift your body to the side getting more comfortable, you allow Namjoon to reach over and drag his fingertips over your bare arm, small goosebumps appearing.

"It's hard you know? I can't blame him cause it's literally in his DNA and he can't help it, but what about the other boys? It's not fair to make them suffer because Jungkook's in a crappy mood. I hate picking sides and never do, but I know it looks like I'm protecting Jungkook a lot." Namjoon sighs out dropping his head back and closing his eyes. "I guess I still see him as a kid, and pack so a part of me just wants to protect him still." You hum out and nod into the pillow peering up at the leader. "I'm sure the boys understand, they've all seen Jungkook grow up. Don't beat yourself up for caring though, he's your youngest packmate, you're always gonna wanna protect him no matter what." You give him a smile before adding on. "I just think it means you're a good alpha." Your heart clenches when you see the smile fill up Namjoon's face.

You let out a small giggle when he wraps his arms around you again, rolling your body over his. You settle yourself onto his chest pressing your face into his neck to scent him. Your omega thanking you in her head for allowing her this, and you thank yourself. You've forgotten how much a simple cuddle means to an omega, the stress you had early practically melting away in Namjoon's arms. You're a little weaker for the male then the rest of the boys, no way in hell were you gonna cuddle up to Yoongi without pay, but it felt different with Namjoon. Comfortable and safe with the pack alpha, so you let your guard slip in his arms.

"What are you doing to me?" Namjoon whispered out playfully, when you peek up and give him a grin Namjoon can't help but to grip you a little closer.

Fuck, what are you doing to him?

 

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Notes:

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How do we feel about jungkook? And how do we feel about reader chan saying fuck you jungkook?
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Chapter 8: eight

Summary:

that boy needs to watch his tongue.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon tried, he really did try.

He cringes when the keypad makes a loud beeping sound once he punches the numbers in. He lets out a large sigh and nudges the door open with his shoulder, it was still early, the sun barely peeking up yet. He had just left your place after you two had dozed off from cuddling. It took everything inside of him to peel away from you,

you had been pressed under him, cuddle close to his chest as his alpha crooned at you in his head. 'Look at her, all sweet for us, maker her yours. She would be so good as pack mom, so good for us, so sweet and nice, wanna fill her up and make her carry our pups.' Namjoon wanted to jerk away from you when his alpha spoke the last part. Lord, Namjoon had been flushed. He felt hid mind blank out though when you stirred and nudge nosed softly at his collar bones, small huffs of air escaping your lips softly, Namjoon had seen the action and cupped your head to press it against his scent gland on his neck, you had let out a purr as soon as you smelled in his scent.

When you had gently lapped at his neck with a slick tongue Namjoon had to peel away from you, or his alpha's breeding dream would come true.

Namjoon had petted your head softly when you blinked up him with sleep hazed eyes. "Going?" You mumbled out. Namjoon let out a hum giving you a small smile. "It's late little thing, you have class tomorrow. I'll let you sleep. Thank you for letting me come over." Namjoon lets his hand slip down your face, cupping your soft cheek gently, he has to bite down on his lip when you nuzzle into his rough palm and give him a sleepily smile. "Have a good day tomorrow." You say softly, he had let out a deep sigh before leaning down. You follow his movement and let him title your head up, before to nose runs down the side of your neck. A shiver jerks pass you from the sensation of Namjoon nuzzling your scent glands, you melt from the affection, your sleepy body feeling soft, soft, soft from the man.

"Sleep well little thing," Namjoon whispered in your ear, he pressed a chaste kiss to your check before settling you back down into your small bed.

Namjoon fights the eager to sigh blissfully from the memory, a dopey smile filling his face and shuffles into the dorm room, he could print sneak in a shower before any of the boys wake up-

"And where the fuck are you coming from sir?"

God damnnit.

Namjoon lets out an eye roll and glances at the body sitting on the couch. Of course, the only one who would be up at this hour is Yoongi, Namjoon thinks to himself. Yet when he get a full look into the room he sees the youngest three boys, Jungkook taking up the whole other couch, of course, Taehyung laying on the carpet face smushed awkwardly, and Jimin curled up in the small love seat, when Yoongi had spoken up Jungkook blinked away yet when getting a look at Namjoon the youngest member scrambles towards him.

"Jungkook-what?" Namjoon starts ready for an attack, yet Jungkook merely shoves his nose near Namjoon's neck to get a whiff, he lets out a sound of betrayal from his throat and stumbles back to point at the leader. "You saw her! I smell her! I told you guys I wasn't crazy-Taehyung wake the fuck up-and you all doubted me!" Namjoon blinks as Jungkook kicks not so nicely Taehyung's leg, the second oldest boy shooting up from the motion. Ruffling his untamed hair Taeyhung narrows his eyes at Jungkook hissing out a brat before going to lunge for him, Namjoon out of reflex steps in the middle letting Taehyung grab a whiff of (Y/N) scent coming off Namjoon. It makes him stumble halting his steps before his eyes shoot to Namjoon.

"You? Hyung you? How could you have an unspoken agreement to let her be until the contract!" Taehyung cried out, Namjoon frowned at the tan boy. "What agreement? You all never said anything." Taehyung lets out a grunt throwing his hands in the air, "hence unspoken! I can't believe you Hyung!" Namjoon let's out a sigh when Taehyung goes on a rant about how he should be able to visit (Y/N) and how well she reacted to him the first time and starts begging for the address from Namjoon. The leader ignores the two youngest, Jungkook still standing there with a pout and rage-filled eyes, as he tries to head towards his room. "Go to bed guys it's too early for this." Namjoon almost demands his eyes narrowing dangerously.

Taehyung is the first to move, still complaining to Namjoon but starts heading to his bedroom. "Bet she didn't sing for you like she did for me." He snaps at Namjoon. Jungkook stands his ground for a second before letting out a snarl to himself and shoving past Namjoon, bumping shoulders roughly, before slamming the door close to his bedroom. Namjoon fights the eye roll and motions for Jimin, the silent boy gracefully gets up yet watches Namjoon with his eyes. When he nears the taller boy Jimin leans up slightly, taking a scent of Namjoon's glands where your scent lays the strongest. "Mhm, thank you was hoping I could catch that," Jimin says with a boyish grin, yet Namjoon knows there's something a little darker there then an innocent smile. He watches the shorter alpha who happily trails into the direction of his room. Namjoon watches the hallway before speaking out to the one body still resting on the couch.

"Why do you care so much about her?" Namjoon speaks to the other rapper, he peers over his shoulder to look down at Yoongi. The paler alpha looks up from his phone as if he has no interest in that conversation, but Namjoon knows, he's known Yoongi the longest. Yoongi never just casually rests in the living room area, always staying in his bedroom, Namjoon also catches the screen on Yoongi phone and see's he's simply going threw his photos, if Yoongi was gonna be up this early it was because he was working on something, not to casually sit on the couch and looking at his phone.

"Don't know what you mean." Yoongi drawls back eyebrow cocking up. Namjoon turns around fully to look down at the male, Yoongi has no issue making eye contact from his seat, both mean refusing to be the first one to bow down. "You're the one who followed Jungkook to the cafe, you probably smelled her on him with your nose. You're the one who suggested her to Myung, and I don't even know how many times you went to the cafe before you took me, but you had been able to find a seat to hide and watch her pretty easily, suggesting you've been there quite often." Namjoon speaks as he steps closer towards Yoongi. Of course, though there is no change in Yoongi's expression, the blank face meets Namjoon head-on and dares him to keep going.

"So please humour me why you're so invested in (Y/N) all of a sudden," Namjoon says lowly eyes almost narrowing, he can't help it he's already a little attached to you, he can still feel your soft body pressed against his and it does something to his chest. Yoongi huffs out a laugh rolling his eyes at the leader. "You're reading way too much into it. It's simple she's a hot little omega I wouldn't mind passing around with you all." Namjoon moves fast fisting his hand into Yoongi's shirt tugging the alpha up to his face. "Don't say it like that, have some respect." Namjoon hisses out meeting the gaze of Yoongi dead on. The other alpha grasps Namjoon's wrist with his hand trying to pry the grip off. "Oh Namjoon," Yoongi growls words sounding like a sharp blade.

"Don't get too attached yeah?"
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You flip through the new contract eyes gazing over the small font, you ignore the way Jungkook is shifting from the side of your eyes and continue reading. You're in a meeting room in the Big Hit building Myung giving you the new copy of the contract to go over with the rest of the boys scattered around the room, all needing to be present to sign it with you. Myung is making sure you understand everything clearly next to you, pointing out certain things on the page. Namjoon is the second nearest the alpha of the pack on your right side watching over you both. The other boys are in their own seats, Jin, Hoseok and Yoongi on their own phones not really paying attention, while the youngest all eagerly watch you.

"I'm expected to spend my heats with them? And help during their ruts?" You ask Myung, "what if their ruts happen the same time, I can't handle that." The beta nods in agreement glossing over the contract with his eyes. "It has more detail in the next page, but it is all by circumstance, if the boys are in another country for example and it hits were not gonna make you fly out if it's a hassle, or if it's not needed and we find someone else. Yet if the boys do ask for you and it works along the time you've given us you do have to agree. Also, we keep track of all the boy's ruts, we shouldn't face any overlap so you're good on that." You nod at Myung's words and flip to the next page allowing him to keep speaking. "Since we're on the topic, when is your next heat expected? We should probably plan for that." You hum not looking up and respond. "I'm actually on heat suppressants."

It's pin-drop silence.

You blink and look up, Jin being the member you see is staring at you wide eye. "Heat suppressants?" He hisses out dropping his phone on to the table. "Are you crazy? Do you not know what that does to your body in the long run? It could screw up for heats forever if you take them too long and can even make some people infertile. Get off them." You narrow your eyes at the demand and lean back into your chair arms crossing in front of your chest. "Excuse you?" You snap back ignoring the way the boy's eye snap to you. "Last time I checked you just get to use my body, not deem what I consume. I won't get off them nor can you demand me to." Your voice is harsh and hope Jin feels the sharpness to your words. Jin though meets your glare head-on and you chose to ignore the way his hands clench onto the armrest of his chair.

"Did you not hear what I said? It can make you infertile." Jin growls body leaning forward. "What kind of omega would you be if you can't bare child?" Your hands grip onto your arms tighter and you don't even realize you're releasing pheromones of anger, your omega inside screaming from the disrespect, how dare he reduce your worth to your uterus she screams. We're still a perfect omega with no child, she growls in your head. Attack him, go for his pretty neck, she adds. Not wanting to fight a pack of wolves you lean forward, slipping up from the chair so you can get closer to Jin. You get right into his face and watch at his eyes flutter down to your lips before going back to look into your eyes, you let your lips curl back and give him a warning snarl.

"What kind of omega I would be? The omega your stupid little alpha is begging for you to fuck. Watch your tongue pretty boy." You ignore the way his eyes widen and sit back in your seat, flipping to the last page you sign your name on the printed line, shoving the contract to Myung. "Here. Done. I'm touching him last." You jerk your chin towards Jin, who is still frozen in his spot eyes not leaving your body. You stand up shoving your jacket on. "Who drove here?" You question finally looking at the rest of the boys.

Jungkook is staring wide-eyed at you mouth gapped open along with Jimin, Taehyung as a wide smile on his face as he looks up at you. Yoongi watches with eyes you can't read and you don't bother to even try to. Namjoon's face is filled with pity and you can tell he's trying to get a grasp on what just happened. Hoseok is watching Jin eyes wide and mouth pressed into a thin line is a disappointment. "Well?" You snap at the boys, all their focus on you. "Who drove here?" You asked again. Jungkook's hands shot up first, tall and waving around you ignore it and zero on in Hoseok, who has his arm up slightly looking a bit confused.

"Sick, Hoseok can drive me home, Jin fuck off, rest of you bye. Let's go."

You leave the room, not caring if Hoseok has reacted or not, you didn't wanna bus back since it took such a long trek from the bus stop to the building, and in your anger you just wanted out of the room, this is why your dad thought you would be an alpha, your refusal to let anyone talk to you the way Jin had. You're nearing the exit door when you hear someone jogging towards you, looking over your shoulder your see Hoseok. His brown hair parted in the middle bouncing from his movements, as he tries to catch up with you. You allow him to catch up and open the door for you.

It's silent as he leads you to his car, some fancy sports care you don't care to remember the name to, and let him open the passenger door for you. When he takes his own seat you both sit in silence for a second, Hoseok clearly not knowing what to say and you chocked up from the angry bubbling in your head. "Sorry." You cough out pressing your heels to your eyes pushing back the few tears of angry stinging in them. "That wasn't a good look for me, I should say sorry to Jin." You hush out dreading swallowing your pride to the alpha.

"No don't do that." Hoseok finally speaks up, you peel your hands away and look over at the male who's gripping the steering wheel his eyes gazed ahead into the parking lot. "That was rude of him," Hoseok adds looking over at you, he meets your eyes and gives a smile. "He's wrong and he shouldn't have said that. You're right, it's your body and you can choose what you wanna do with it. I don't want you on those pills just cause I know it can cause issues other then infertility, but if you wanna stay on it that's fine." You give a grateful smile at Hosoek and nod, "Thank you." You say softly. "I appreciate you saying that." You both gaze at each other slightly before you speak up ruining the moment.

"I can also smell your arousal did you wanna have sex or?"

Hoseok honest to god chokes on the air and accidentally hit the horn on his wheel making you both scream out. "Oh my god sorry." He fumbles grabbing your hand out on instinct to check if you're fine. You let out a laugh from the horn and give him a smile. "It's okay sorry that was kinda forward wasn't it?" Keeping his grip on your hand he rubs at your knuckles with his thumb eyes casting at the movement to appreciate how your hand fits in his. "I swear I'm not into like dominatrixes or something." Hoseok rushes out. "It was kinda just hot to see you yell at Jin if I'm honest." He finishes weakly realizing how weird it sounded. Yet you give a small giggle and his heart does something in his chest. "It's okay I'm pretty hot." You comment playfully and Hoseok loses it for a second.

He uses his grip on your hand to pull you a little closer to your lips meeting softly. Your lips taste faintly of mint, probably from lip balm he deems. Moving your joined hands until your fingers are lacing Hoseok parts from you barely before angling his head to the side to press a deeper kiss. Yet you fumble and angle your head the same was his is going making your noses bump together. "Sorry." You hush out embarrassed, Hoseok let's out a low laugh and uses his free hand to gently grasp your jaw cupping the skin. "It's okay pretty thing." Hosoek hums out angling your head the proper way before his lips go to meet yours again.

It's sweet, before Hoseok gently bites down on your bottom lip, allowing your mouth to part lightly and his tongue to slip in. A sound escapes your throat when his tongue meets your, Hoseok drinking in the noise. He dives a bit deeper with his slick muscle licking more into your mouth loving the little sounds that escape your throat. He parts from your lips loudly, only to cock your head back, his eyes getting a glimpse of your flushed face that fill his alpha with pride. Dragging his mouth from your lips he presses wet trails of kisses down your neck, licking and giving small nips to the skin. When he finds your scent glands he opens his mouth widely letting his tongue lick up the sweet skin.

"Can I leave a mark?" Hoseok hushed out, he would never ask for a mate mark this easily and hopes you know that but his alpha is growling at him to take care of you and leave something showing his trace, a hickey would work just fine and the idea of you trying to cover the dark, dark mark Hoseok would leave does something. So when you hush out a please Hoseok doesn't hesitate to suck harshly on the skin. You cry out and jerk back from shock, but Hoseok follows your body lifting off his seat to crowd you into the door of yours. He ignores the painful dig of the gear changer on his thigh and keep his lips on your neck.

"Ah, ah, ah." You moan out eyes fluttering shut from the feeling your head hits the window as you let out a high pitched moan. "Hoseok-alpha." You slur when he bites down on your sweet spot and your hips raise to get some friction. Your arousal fills the car and Hoseok feels like he's getting drunk. His alpha is basking in the scent, 'so good our omega, so sweet, smell her? She loves this she'll to learn to love us.' The last though makes Hoseok clench his hand tighter against yours and bites a little harder into your neck. "Yes, yes, yes, mine, mine, mine." He mutters into your neck his mouth popping off of the skin, his mouth trails lower, his wet lips and tongue going to mouth at your nips being covered by your shirt and bra. "So fucken sweet and good pretty thing. Craving you, gonna be wanting you for days." You cry out, omega sobbing from the feeling of want and lust she's receiving. 'Please, please, please. Take him, let us be loved again.' Your omega sobs, you have no clarity all you think is omega, touch, contract, and the burning desire of want.

"Take me." Your free hand tugs harsh on Hoseok's hair. "Alpha please, take me please." Hoseok lets swear words fall from his lips as he goes to shove his hand under your shirt and -

"Oh you kids! No funny business in this parking lot! Get ya car out before I give you a ticket!"

Notes:

I swear I did not go into this making Yoongi an asshole okay it just happened
also I hope you're all not to upset with Jin! He's just a dumb alpha okay but the reader took care of him you go girl
I wanna know how you guys are feeling about the boys! It's clear some and very into our reader and some are...a lil weird right now lol
I loved seeing the comments on the interactions so lemme know your thoughts
once again thank you all for loving this story, the comments really make my day and make me eager to come up with a new chapter
ps . crave tomorrow I PROMISE

Chapter 9: nine

Summary:

it's play time.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

You remember your mom commenting once about her omega coworker, how the cute younger girl would always be so chipper in the morning. How everyone loved her smile and faces would brighten when she would sing a good morning. 'Must be an omega thing' your mom had commented over breakfast when you were stuffing your preteen face with sugary cereal, you had hummed in an agreement, totally an omega thing to be a morning person.

By god was your mom so wrong.

You groan into the dark empty cafe when you unlock the door and hear the blaring alarm, you shuffle over to the security system and punch in your code, the loud alarm soon quieting down. Letting out a sigh you rub at your eyes trying to wake yourself up, you loved and hated morning shifts at the shop, it was nice to have the rest of the day to yourself, yet it was painful having to open the store at six in the morning. You head to the back, dropping off your bag in the little cupboard before sliding on an apron, you tie your hair up in a messy ponytail before going back to the front to open the shop. You first brew yourself you own coffee, needing the bitter drink to wake you up. You go through the process, counting the till, filling the ice bin, stocking up cups and starting to pour beans into the coffee grinder. Your back is to the door when you hear it chime open, swearing under your breath you realize you forgot to lock it behind you.

"Sorry we're open in fifteen minutes- oh man what do you want?"

Jimin in all his glory has the nerve to look at you shocked, as if he's done nothing wrong. You let your eye gaze over his figure and swear again for god building him like that, how can someone look so good this early? The idol wears tight black jeans, hugging his stupid thighs, black vans on his feet, and a baggy dark sweater that shows off his collar bones. You narrow your eyes at the material of the black sweater and figure it cost the same amount as your rent. You let out a snort when your gaze runs up to his face, nothing covering the honey blonde idol hair and just a pair of sunglasses over his eyes.

"There's no sun yet." You comment dryly going back to stocking up the display case for desserts, you ignore the chuckle and the footsteps approaching you. You watch through from the corner of your eye when Jimin leans again the counter pushing his glasses back into his hair and gives you a smile that reaches the stupid eyes on his face. "There's not, but it completes the look wouldn't you agree?" Jimin asks with a smile on his face. You blink at him and cock your head, you didn't know much about the boys of Bangtan, but you had known from a quick google search Jimin was known as the sweet little baby to the fans. The fanbase gushing over his checks, his smaller figure, the way the other members treat him, all it made it seem like he would be a sweet boy to you.

Yet you fight the urge to deck his stupid face when the alpha's eyes linger on the v neck of your shirt.

"What look? The 'ask for my autograph I'm famous' look?" You respond going back to the cupcakes you were stocking, you pause though when you don't hear a response and risk a glance at Jimin again. The male catches your gaze before cocking his head to the side, his hands cupping the plump check, you both assess each other, his eyes narrowing slightly on you as you keep his gaze head-on. You refuse to move when he easily gets up and hops over the counter, his feet almost make no noise when he lands next to you. You merely close the display case behind you, lean against it with your arms cross as the male takes a step towards you, eyes still locked with yours as he crowds you.

"We're still not open so if you want a cupcake that bad you're gonna have to wait or better yet leave." You comment hoping the attitude in your voice will make the alpha leave you alone. You're aware you signed a contract to be with the boys, yet you did not appreciate this, you had asked to be left alone at places like work, yet here Jimin was acting like he owned the damn shop. The sass in your voice did not affect Jimin at all as the male merely let his lips curls back in a smile and angles his body closer to you. "Oh? And who's gonna make me leave?" He leans his face in closer, your still don't budge and allow him to be merely a breath away, his lips still holding a grin as he sees your refusal to submit.

"Is the little omega gonna make me leave?" You don't know why those words got to you, but they did, Maybe it was cause it so early in the morning, maybe because you haven't had your coffee, or maybe it was because this stupid alpha was really trying to get under your skin. But your lips go back in a snarl and you lunge for Jimin.

He knew you would attack, his stupid alpha senses, so he simply steps to the side, letting your body stumble in the air. You snap your head back to glare and feel your anger boil over more when Jimin's smile is growing larger from your failed attempt. You go again, your football skills helping, as you lunge for his body, and when he tries to move to the side again your omega catches it and you shift your body to meet him. You hit his body, loud gasps escaping both of you as your bodies tangle into each other and fumble around, both trying to get the upper hand. Your both land onto the lower counter of the shop, your hip hitting painfully on the hard surface. You see Jimin has the upper hand his hands pinning your arms down, so you hook your legs around his and with all your strength use the leverage to push him down and off you. Yet as he falls ass first to the floor, his hands grab fistfuls of your shirt making you stumble ontop of him.

You both groan out from the fall, your knees aching and Jimin's back, yet neither of your admit defeat and Jimin moves fast, latching his arm against your neck to swing you off of him and under his body. You jerk trying to get out of his grasp but for being the smallest in Bangtan he still has muscle. His thick thighs pin your hips down as he basically sits on you. "Little omega really think she can pin me down?" Jimin breathes eye wide with something you can't recognize when he watches you struggle. You try to free your hands from the grip he has on them only for the male to twist your hands until they pinned near your head his upper body towering over you. "Fuck look at you all wound up like this." Jimin gasps, your snarl at him teeth-baring, and your omega whimpers in your head from Jimin's next action.

The male's lips curl back showing his growing sharp canines, his pretty face gets darker when he lets out a loud snarl. You freeze up from the sound and a whimper escapes your lips when his teeth snap near your neck, hot breath fanning the skin as he pants, waiting for you to make a move. You try, your omega begs you to submit and let the alpha win the fight, but you refuse, you aren't' some helpless omega. So you snap back with your teeth at Jimin, yet your bite gets a little closer to his skin then your planned for and you make a small wound against his neck. You preen a bit at yourself, glad you got a hit on the alpha which made him pause his snarls. Yet it is short-lived when Jimin's hands tighten on your wrist and you find your body being snapped up and pushed.

You're still on our ass, but Jimin has sat you up and pushed you into the cupboard behind you, making a gasp of breath leave your lips. The alpha is back on your lap his knees holding your hands down painfully by pinning them to the floor, as his free hands go for your hair, using the pony it's in to pull your hair back, making your head snap up and gaze at the ceiling. "You think you can just snap at me?" Jimin hisses eyes narrowing at you. You wiggle around trying to get some freedom but his knees press harder into your hands making you cry out. You are able to rip your head away from his grip though and try again to bite at him. Jimin catches the movement fast and snaps his head back, yet this causes his knees to ease up on your hands letting you slip them away. With the freedom, your hands go to claw at his face, adrenaline rushing but Jimin catches your hands and to your surprise uses it to pull you closer your chest flush against his. You blank for a second, you both just went from trying to rip into each other for Jimin to be holding you? It's too crazy and you go to push at his shoulders only to feel something hard poke your stomach.

"Oh my god, are you fucken hard?"

Jimin let out a throaty laugh, dropping his head onto your shoulder, nose pressing against your scent glands. "Is that shocking? Do you not feel your omega loving this?" The words make you stop squirming from his scenting and actually take in how you feel, when you reach in to see what your omega thinks-

god she's so happy.

She's preening in your head, ready for more roughhousing. It slipped your mind how the second gender is still heavily influenced by animal tendencies to this day. Everyone usually forgets the fact as it doesn't peek up as much unless you're mating with someone. Chasing your omega, trying to bite at each other, getting physical what you and Jimin had done wasn't abuse, if he really wanted to hurt you he would. The snarling and physical fight between you two was normal in the second gender world. The omega loves the feeling of being dominated and making the alpha work for it, while the alpha loves seeing the strength their omega has and watching them submit.

'Go again I wanna do more, let's play with him please, please, please.' Your omega croons in your head. You struggle for a second while Jimin keep scenting your neck, this is new to you, this wasn't a football game like when you were younger. Your omega never spoke up from sports, yet now she was singing in your head for you to keep playing with Jimin, she loved it.

And a part of you did too.

You knew your blood was rushing from excitement and not fear, hell you had lunged for Jimin, you never ever have gotten into a fight with anyone, yet there was no hesitation to go for Jimin. A part of you wanted this, a part of you was hoping he would roughhouse with you. You couldn't judge him being hard, because you're sure he could smell your arousal too. When Jimin playfully drags his nose against your neck, hinting he wants to counite you break, and allow yourself a moment of weakness to fall into your desires.

You tug at his hair roughly and a noise escapes your mouth when your eyes meet the hazy one of Jimin's. "'Mega." He rumbles before trying to bite at your neck, you duck your head and let your instinct take over, butting your head against his chest to push him off you, the alpha lands on his back gasping still with a smile as your scramble up on your feet. You both watch each other, leaning on the floor propped on his elbows Jimin's eyes drag over your legs before settling on your face, both of you heaving. You move fast, and can hear Jimin scrambling to get up, you push the door open to the kitchen and run behind the long counter, maybe you could hide in the supply-

hands catch your waist and you let out a shriek before you spun around and pushed against another wall.

"Learn a new move." You pant eyes wide taking Jimin in. The alpha shoves a knee between your legs parting them and pushes his body flush against yours. You ignore his hardened cock pushing against your core and try to wiggle out of his grip. Jimin let's out a throaty laugh and leans his face closer arms caging you in as you helpless grip his stupid sweater. "Learn to hide better." He snips back and you can't help but feel the attitude seep out of you and snarl at him, lips curling back you go to lunge at his throat again, maybe getting a proper bite.

A deep growl escapes his lip and you feel your omega melts from the sound. You don't register your head dropping to the side, your neck baring for Jimin in a sign of submission, your eyes lower to his chest and a whimper escapes your throat, everything you do pure instinct at this point. You're doing an act of pure submission, baring your throat willing to the alpha. The alpha growled at you to be still, so you omega pushes to listen to him ignoring your own want to growl back, a part of you thanks to your omega though. Because when Jimin ghosts his lips over your scent glands you feel yourself melting.

"Smell so good." He mumbles out before pressing his soft lips against your skin. "No way in hell was I gonna let Jungkook have this all to himself." Jimin hushes kissing the warm skin. his tongue peeking out to sample your neck. You groan and go slack against him, letting his arms wrap around your waist and take on all your weight. "You're my omega too right?" You nod quickly and feel a rush of embarrassment when Jimin laughs at you. "See of course you are baby. No way are you all Jungkook's you're mine too yeah? God the second I smelled you I knew-"

"Um hello? Can I order my drink?"

Notes:

lol man idk why jimin and yoongi are the dicks in this story it kinda just happened
i also didn't plan on making this so into scenting and ABO behavior but turns out I'm a slut for it so here we are
how did you guys like that chapter! I know someone of you were a bit iffy about Jimin and for good reason he's not our sweet little boy here guys so let me know your thoughts!
once again thank you for the love, every single comment means the world to me and I get so happy reading them guys!

Chapter 10: ten

Summary:

wine and dine.

Notes:

Y’all see the dynamite teaser YALL READY FOR BELL BOTTOM JEANS

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

You hated going to the doctor.

Specifically, you hated going to the omega doctor's office. It was common for there to be doctors for omega's health only, as the second gender had the most difference in the body than the other second genders. Sure there were doctors for alpha's, but alphas rarely ran into any issues where they needed a doctor, beta's in the same boat. Yet omega's bodies were designed so differently there was a whole degree to achieve if one wanted to be a health care provider for them. The omega's bodies were meant to hold a child, take a knot, have a heat, release pheromones, and other things that an alpha or beta did not have to worry about, on top of that there where male omegas who's anatomy was completely different from the average male. You had found an omega doctor when you moved to the city for school and had registered under her, you only ever saw her once a year though at most, as school and work barely left you with any free time. But since you have gotten your first paycheck from BigHit you had allowed yourself to cut back on shifts at work and booked the appointment for a check-up.

You shift awkwardly in the seat and glance at the women in front of you in the waiting room. She seemed older then you, wedding ring shining on her finger, her little hands cupping the large bulge of her stomach. She has to be due soon as her stomach is huge to you, her loose dress doing nothing to hide it. She meets your eyes and gives you a beaming smile, "I'm expecting twins." She says and you force a smile back with a nod. "Congratulations." You force out and drop your head back to your hands. God you could smell her pheromones from here, the scent is filled with flowers and candy, the women basically letting the whole room know how happy she was. This is why you hated coming, you always saw a hella pregnant omega and-

'Want a baby.' Your omega groans in your head. 'Wanna little pup in me, imagine holding a life in us? Wouldn't that be so nice? Want it.' You fight the urge to roll your eyes, and hush her in your head. 'No baby we've been through this. Degree, job maybe travel, find a nice boy, marriage and then baby. No skipping steps.' You could feel the scoff the omega gave you but it shut her up for a bit. Your damn omega always whined for a child when seeing babies or pregnant omegas, and in no way are you about to have one to please her when you could barely keep yourself afloat. When you hear no response you pick at your nails waiting for your name to be called.

'Bet the Bangtan boys would breed us good.' Holy shit you fight the urge to jerk out of your seat, no one needs to know you're fighting with your inner omega. You rub your hands over your forehead as she keeps blabbing on the nonsense. 'I think Namjoon is really into breeding, or Jin, or Taehyung, they probably all are. They would take turns pumping us full of their cum, there's no way we wouldn't have a litter of pups But I think Jungkook would really want to knot us too, he's so eager for us. We could ask I bet he would drop everything and breed us until we're pregnant with twins.' You cough in your hand when your throat tightens up from the words and hiss back at her clenching your hand. 'Stop no breeding my god, and twins? It doesn't even work like that.' Before your omega could respond your name is called, you look up at the receptionist who gives you a warm smile. "Go on in." The small male sings and you nod getting up and heading to the door.

You settle into the chair from the doctor's desk, the small female omega humming as she pulls up your file. You allow your gaze to look over the doctor, a little envious. She's the perfect omega, looks so soft, small, radiates a warm presence, she probably submits easily too. Unlike you, the taller, likes to play rough and doesn't know when to shut up omega. You envy her larger hips, knowing it makes holding a child easier and her heavier breast, her alpha must love her, you muse. You end your thoughts when she looks up at you pushing her glasses up her nose.

"It's been a while dear." The middle-age omega frowns. "Sorry was busy." You mumble out fiddling with the string on your hoodie. She nods and frowns when she looks at the report in front of her. You had done a blood test a few days earlier and had sent the reports to the office knowing you would need to get one anyways. Plus you haven't had a sexual partner in a while, but you still wanted to get tested if you're gonna sleep with the whole of Bangtan. You panic a bit though when the doctor holds on to the report and leans back into her seat her frown deepening.

"You're okay in regards to any STI's, perfectly clean, but what I'm concerned about is your heat cycle." You pause cocking your head to the side, this was news to you. "You're on heat suppressants correct?" She ask putting the report down and jotting something down in your folder. "Yeah have been since I was eighteen." You answer back, her frowns deepens and she looks up at you. "Have you noticed a change in your period?" You pause and give a weak nod. "My period has always been the same cycle, maybe a day late or early but I would always get it. The last few months I've missed it a couple of times of I could get it really late." You tell her. "I didn't think it was anything too serious, figured it was due to stress." You shrug weakly, but you feel the panic rising.

"I know heat suppressants are legal and I can't tell you to get off them. But your reports are showing the side effects are affecting you. The fact that it's now affecting your period, which has nothing to do with your second gender, is a bit concerning." You swallow and nod in understanding as the doctor continues. "I don't want to scare you, but missing your period with these pills is a red flag. If you keep taking them there's a very high chance you can have infertility issues when you're older." You freeze in your seat and let out a quiet "oh." The doctor probably could smell your panicky pheromones and reaches over to place a hand on your arm.

"I'm not saying you're already there, we can do a test to make sure you're okay. But if you don't wanna ruin anything I would highly suggest you get off these pills. I know it makes dealing with heats easier, I took them for a while too when I was your age, but honey it's not natural for your second gender. This isn't something like birth control, your body needs to go through heats. If you keep suppressing them it'll just ruin you from the inside." You nod at her words allowing her soothing pheromones to draft over you.

You know you snapped at Jin for telling you to get off them for these worries, but you didn't think it would actually happen. No, having a baby wasn't something you wanted now, but you knew you would want one in the future. Even past your omega wants to bear pups, you yourself would love to have a child when the time is right. And being told that what you're doing could be a reason why you might not have one makes you panic. You take in a shaky breath and smile at the doctor. "I'll get off them." You let out weakly. The female pats your arm and draws herself back as she jots notes down. "Okay honey, I know it's a hard choice but health-wise it is for the better. We'll make an appointment for an ultrasound to make sure everything's all good there." You take the paper she hands you giving details about the appointment. "We can't predict your next heat since it's been so long, so try to see if you show any signs and that'll be your best bet when its gonna hit. Once it passes come on back and we can take another blood test to make sure everything running smoothly again." You relax in your seat and smile at the women's calming words.

"Now, since this is a check-up gotta ask the hard-hitting questions." The omega doctor jokes. "Sexually active?" You feel your cheeks burn and drop your head down to look at your hands. "Um, pending." You say weakly and sigh when she raises a brow, not fully understanding your statement. "I..I haven't had sex in a while, but I'm...seeing? Seeing I guess, a few boys." You whisper out the last part fearing the judgment it could bring. The omega merely blinks and lets out a sound of understanding and nods her head. "Okay honey all alphas? And how many?" You whine and weakly hold out seven fingers and almost wanna laugh when the doctor lets out a giggle. "Oh, honey! No wonder you're here!" She jokes and you peek up at her. "Sorry, it's kinda embarrassing." You mumble and watch as the woman waves her hands brushing off your words. "Honey no! Don't be embarrassed. Hell, I have three alpha partners! It's not common in modern-day but not as taboo as you think. It was so common in the past for an omega to mate with multiple alphas, don't feel ashamed about that." You let out a grateful smile from the doctor's words feeling your tense body ease up.

"Between you and me though sweetie, take it slow though I barely took one knot, imagine two." She jokily whispers and you feel the blush rising on your cheeks. "Um, that's another thing I wanted to ask." You add on feeling the embarrassment of eating you up. "I only have been with betas...so I never took a knot before." You mumble the last part shoulders dropping. The doctor merely hums and nods in understanding clasping her hand together in front of her. "Nothing to be ashamed of dear! Did you wanna go over what happens or how to prep for it?" You fiddle with your fingers and give a small nod. "I don't really remember much from sex ed honestly. I know how it works, but will it hurt?" She gives you a nod of understanding. "It honestly depends on the scenario and how comfortable you are. There are moments where you're not the most prepared, omegas in their heat may rush the prepping process making it more painful for them. Or alpha's in rut may skip foreplay altogether and can cause discomfort. As long as you and your partners are transparent it what you both need and how to prepare for that, you should be okay. I would recommend, if you feel comfortable with it, maybe prep yourself before your heat starts if you plan on being with the alphas for that time. You can do it to yourself if you please, but take some time to learn your body down there, pardon my brashness, but try to stretch yourself out. Obviously it's a myth that the vagina gets looser the more sexual activity you have, but if its been a while for you and you never have been with an alpha, some prep to your lady bits will help your body less likely to tense up and fall into shock when you take your first knot." You drink in the words thanking god your doctor knew how to carry this type of conversation without it feeling awkward. Her words made you feel more comfortable about yourself if anything as it cleared up the doubts in your head.

"Thank you for that's really helpful...I'm just not really comfortable with the whole omega thing yet I guess." You admit softly to the doctor. The woman frowns and gives you a sad smile. "Honey don't be ashamed of your second gender, because that's what it is." You look up and meet her kind eyes. "Trust me I know what it's like to be an omega in this world, everyone expects you to submit, be kind, sweet, always happy. It's annoying, but that's why it's your second gender. You aren't tied to these traits if they show up who cares, but if you wanna be a brash omega then do that too." She reaches over and gives your hand a tight squeeze.

"You're still you honey, don't ever forget you aren't bound to anything."
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Myung: Afternoon! Please head to this address at 5:00 pm, Jin is requesting a dinner with you.

You fight the urge to roll your eyes at the next and lean back into the car seat. The driver ignores your huffing as the elder woman continues her journey towards the destination. You had gotten the text from Myung around noon, your first one from the male setting you up with one of the boys. You weren't sure how this arrangement was gonna work, figured maybe the boys will pop up when they please, but Myung has explained he would be the middle man between you and Bangtan and would contact you for meetings. You liked this agreement as it meant the boys, other then Namjoon, didn't have your number. Lord knows what Jungkook would do if he could text you.

"Here we are, miss. Just head on up to the top floor and the host will bring you to the table." The elder woman says as she pulls up to a tall building. You give her a thank you and stumbles out of the car. You close the door behind you and soothe out your dress, you figured it would be a fancier so you had worn a black body con dress, resting above your knees with a high neckline, a pair of pumps and some makeup. The restaurant was on top of the floor of a large building, you sigh as you head to the door smiling at the man holding it open for you. Heading to the elevator you press the top floor button flicking through your phone as you wait. You shoot a message to Jihoon confirming plans to study tomorrow morning at the coffee shop, the doors dinging when you get to your floor.

You smile at the hostess and before you could say Jin's name she's already leading you into the fancy restaurant, weaving through empty tables she pauses at a door and opens it allowing you in first. You gaze around the private room eyes wide, the wall was windows, showing the skyline of the city. It was a large spacious area with soft-looking couches lining up one side, a small bar in the corner, and a simple two-person dinner table that had a candlelight on it. Jin shoots up from his seat when he sees you and runs his hands over his perfectly ironed white button-up before fixing the black tie on it.

You raise your brows at him when you step into the room. the host closing the door behind you leaving you in the room with the alpha. You walk towards the table heels clacking and ignore Jin when he rounds the table to pull back the chair for you, dropping in it yourself you grip the bottom of it to scoot yourself in refusing Jin's help, the male awkwardly hovering behind you. You slam your purse on the table and ungracefully lean back into your seat when the male slowly returns to his seat, ears flushed red from frustration or embarrassment you're not sure.

"So you gonna wine and dine me before you disrespect me again." You question picking up the bottle on wine from the table and popping the cork off. You don't miss the way Jin signs and slumps in his seat as you pour yourself a hefty glass on wine, swirling it around before taking a large drink of it. You pop your lips when you pull back from the glass and lick at the residue left of the expensive drink, drawing Jin's eyes to your lips. You narrow your eyes as his jaw visibly clenches and he drops his gaze to his fist.

"I'm really sorry about that." He starts fiddling with the napkin in front of him. "I know that was out of line, and I apologize. If I'm honest, my parents are very traditional and my mom is an omega, she would always tell my sister the dangers of taking those pills when she presented as an omega. I guess I got that stuck in my head and didn't take your feelings or your position into consideration. I'm sorry, it wasn't my place and I won't make that mistake again." You're both silent as you take that information in, eyes glazing over Jin's face. His eyes stay lowered and his broad shoulders and bowed as if he's trying to make himself smaller. It's a different look for an alpha, clearly, he is trying his best to look submissive to show his genuine sorry. You sign and take another drag of wine, eyes not leaving Jin's face as he waits for a response.

"It's okay." You finally say putting your glass down and circling the rim of the glass with your finger. "I know they're not safe you're not the first person to tell me to stop taking them. I take your apology." You give the male a smile and watch as he relaxes. You giggle when he pours his own tall glass of wine and takes a long drag out of it, letting out a large sigh when he pulls away from the glass. "Thank god, the boys wanted to murder me and I felt like shit for saying that." Jin expresses meeting your amused smile. "I imagine Jungkook wasn't happy." You comment with an eye roll. Jin cocks his head to the side and leans in slightly his hand coming to cup his perfect jawline. "No he wasn't, little brat was all in my face telling me to fix it, weird isn't it, how attached Jungkook has gotten to you." You meet Jin's gaze head on and don't flinch when he reaches over to gently rub at your bottom lip, his eyes dark as he watches his movements. "Wonder why you already have us wrapped around your little finger." Jin hushes out. You swallow the lump in your throat, your mind scrambling for a good come back, but Jin leans back right as the doors open, the waitress bringing in a trolley of food.

Your mouth drools at the steak in front of you and you don't hesitate to dive in, cutting up the perfectly cooked meat and moaning when it hits your taste buds. Jin smiles around his own bite and hums in appreciation from the taste also. "You have two more years of school right?" Jin asks as he cuts into his meal, you glance up at him and nod a bit confused why he would even care. "I do, maybe more if I wanna get my masters." You comment sipping lightly on the wine, the male nods. "Why did you pick that program?" You blink at the question, pausing your movements. Jin is looking at you as he waits for your answer and it shocks you that he actually wants to know and seems into the conversation. You part your lips and explain the surface level why you like your program and picked it. Yet Jin asks how you enjoy it and if it was what you expected pulling more answers out of you. You find yourself an hour later giggling from the wine as you finish telling a story of a terrible presentation you had Jin letting out laughs also.

"You still passed that?" Jin laughs as he takes a final bite of the dessert you hum and nod spoon still in your mouth before you pop it out. "Somehow, I technically had all the information right, just a disaster presenting, I hate public speaking." You admit with a shrug. Jin puts his spoon down and gives you a look brows raising. "That's shocking, from all the sass you give us I expected you to love public speaking." You roll your eyes at the alpha and give him a sarcastic smile propping your hand on the table and cupping your chin with your hand leaning in towards the male. "Why? Cause I don't roll over for you?" Jin takes a final drag of his wine and leans in to get up to your face, your force yourself to sit still as his eyes drag over your features, pink tongue going to swipe at his full lips.

"That's what piques my interest." Jin hushes out as if you aren't alone if the large room. "You're a sassy little thing you are, yet I saw the way you rolled over for Taehyung like a submissive omega." You feel a blush creeping up but lock your gaze with Jin's eyes. "I'm so used to seeing all these omegas baring their bellies for me the second I walk in, yet you don't do that do you?" You jump when Jin's large hand goes to grab the leg of your chair dragging you closer towards him until you're only a few inches away. He bows his head as he crowds you into your chair and you let out a gasp when his face is closer then you expected.

"I always had a lock on my alpha," Jin admits hand gong up to brush a piece of hair away from your face. "Was never like the kids, never lost control of my alpha. Yet the second I saw you, all soft looking and pretty in that dressing room I felt my alpha going feral for the first time." He admits, he ghosts his lips over your cheek and you shudder from the feeling as he counties his words. "He was screaming at me, tearing up my head from the inside to claim you, to rip Taehyung off you. It took everything in me not to go for Taehyung's throat." Your lips part when Jin ghost his soft ones over yours, not fully kissing you but merely teasing you both from the feeling. "It's driving me crazy," Jin admits panting softly. "You're driving me crazy, all I want to do is know you, know your likes and dislikes, to know your favorite foods and the ones that make your stomach turn." You grasp uselessly onto Jin's arm when he threads a hand into your hair softly cocking your head back so you gaze up at him.

"And then my alpha is screaming at me to take you." He adds on voice low. "Wanted to hike up your dress the moment you walked into this room in this stupid dress, make you take my knot, and see how I could pull those omega instincts out that you're trying so hard to suppress." You freeze when you hear his words eyes widening at the realization he's caught onto your act. Jin gives you a smile, feeling fake to you. "Oh, sweet thing, all the omegas in my family hold the true omega status. I know what suppressing your instincts look like." You gap helpless at his words and he pays no mind. "Well get into why you're doing that to yourself when you're comfortable, but right now I'm dying to kiss you. That okay?" You nod helpless and the second the action is done you feel the plump lips pressed against yours.

Your lips part, already wanting more. Jin teases though, refusing to open his mouth and merely bites down on your bottom lip, pulling it into his own to suck at it gently. You whimper out from the feeling and thread your fingers into his shirt, trying to pull him closer and deepen the kiss. Jin peels you away from him though holding your hands gently stroking your wrist with his thumb. "Not here." He hushes out and pressed a sweet kiss to your lips when you whine out. "I'm not gonna take you here where everyone can see and not tonight little one, this was my apology dinner." Your omega whines in your head and you can't help but to agree with her when Jin gives you a smile leaning in to gently scent at your neck.

"Still wearing scent blockers?" He asks as he inhales your scent, you slump from the feeling and give out a shaky agreement. "I..I don't like flaunting my scent." You admit into the quiet room. Jin hums asking for you to counite as he rubs his warm nose across the glands his alpha greedily basking in the scent he can catch from the blockers. "That's fair, I can't imagine how Jungkook would react if he got a proper smell of you with blockers," Jin comments as he presses an open mouth kiss to your pulse point. You gap as he trails the wet kisses up your neck before places one onto your lips giving you a bright smile.

"Because my dear little omega, from the small whiff I got in the dressing room and what I'm getting now. Your pure scent is gonna drive us all crazy."

Notes:

is jin no longer blacklisted.
bro tell me why I'm so into this older male mature thing, like make me write junkgook like I write jin your girl will STRUGGLE
i also hope you all like the bit with the doctor! Were sex positive here guys, also a reminder I'm not a doctor so if I crossed any medical boundaries don't kill me
how we feeling about jin? I'm also glad you all like the reader vs second gender. I love writing her and aimed to make her different than the regular ABO fics I see.
once again thank you for the love! And let me know if you enjoyed this chapter!
also i love doing this inner omega thoughts lol

Chapter 11: eleven

Summary:

you get a glimpse of that sneaky alpha,
and a small taste of the true one.

Notes:

we gonna talk about dynamite?

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

You bite down on your lip to keep the muffled groan from escape your lips. Letting out a loud sigh through your nose your close your eyes shut for a second, squeezing your eyelids down before you blink them open again. Your eyes skim the textbook open in front of you, hoping what you read would make sense. Yet for the third time, the words jumbled together and didn't register in your head. You drop your pen in defeat and rub at your temples, you sat in the coffee shop early in the morning, you were off today, but had lecture later in the afternoon. You would come to the shop to study often, the manger having no problem with you sitting at a table. You preferred the abundance of the coffee shop over a library or your place as the quiet shuffling of others usually helped you keep your focus.

Though that was not the case this morning, you had ended dinner late with Jin, the elder male ever the gentleman took a car home with you, pressed a kiss to your head when he walked you to your door. You had stumbled in, a little tipsy, and passed out in your bed soon after. Your alarm sadly woke you up early in the morning and you forced yourself out of bed, knowing you had to catch up on your readings for today's lecture since you missed out on study time because of Jin. The second you walked into the coffee shop you made a beeline for your favorite table, a small little booth tucked in the back around the corner. No one really sat there, it was far away from the barista counter and didn't fit more than two people. You loved it though as if gave you a little privacy and the cushion of the booth was soft.

Letting out a sigh you picked up your coffee cup, a refill was needed, and heading towards the barista counter. You gave a smile to the two working, both the elder women giving you one back as you slip behind the counter to pour your own drink. "How's studying going sweetie?" Your elder co-worker ask the sweet mother patted your back when you slumped a bit. "Hard, can't focus today." You sigh out as you watch your espresso shot tinker out. "Don't overwork yourself too much sweetie, you already work so much. Nothing wrong with a little break yeah?" You smile at the women and give her a small nod, though you know you won't take the advice. You can't relax and kick your feet up unless you want the school to kick you out. The semester you had was heavy, filled with classes you could already feel the strain it was gonna leave on you. Yet you make sure you give your co-worker a smile a polite thank you and shuffle away with you coffee in your hand.

When you round the corner you pause, seeing a figure in your seat and flicking through your textbook. You narrow your eyes and okay maybe your omega instinct are a little mad someone is in your safe place, you can feel your omega panicking a bit, that your stuff has been touched, that your scarf you had placed in a certain way was now shoved under this persons thigh, and oh no he moved out hoodie you have to fix that right now-

oh god please don't let your fretting omega be a sign of your heat.

You shove that fear way back in your head, you don't have time to think about when your heats gonna come. You pinch back your shoulders narrow your eyes and take long strides to the figure a snarl playing on your lips, you pause though when the man looks up, meeting your gaze.

Yoongi.

Of course.

"What the hell are you doing?" You snap gentling placing your cup down before your eyes drop to the rapper. The pale male has the nerve to give you a shrug as if he's not in your little fake nest away from home-

no nest, no heat, you chant in your head.

"Wanted coffee, smelt you, and smelt your stress." Yoongi drawls as he keeps flicking through your notes. You shuffle on your feet, hands grasping the fabric of your shirt as you wait for him to get up and move, you don't like that he took your spot without asking, you don't like that he's sitting on your scarf without asking, it's bothering you so much then you think it shouldn’t but you can't help it. Your omega is whining in your head not happy at all someone she didn't ask for is allowing their scent to be all over your belongings.

You don't catch though how Yoongi is eyeing you from the corner of his eyes, paying attention to your every move.

"Can you get up." You finally snap inching closer, Yoongi ignores you and gazes down at your book humming out. "You taking math?" He asked as his eyes look over the complicated question. Your omega is fuming that he's ignoring your demand and that his scent is going everywhere now and you snap out. "I need the credit for my major-can you please get up?" Yet again he just lets out a grunt of understanding and picks up your coffee cup, taking a sniff of it. "What you drinking?" You know your ears are red as you watch him shift, your long scarf dangling over the floor now from his moment.

You're stressed, tired, cranky and a stupid alpha is running your safe space.

No wonder you snap.

The second Yoongi places the coffee cup down you grab at his arm and pull hard, he's not a huge guy and you caught him by surprise so he easily gets pulled away, his eyes widening from the action. You step to the side last minute and let him crash to the floor on his side. You both are frozen, Yoongi propped up on his elbow as he stares up at you, something in his eyes you can't read. You are seething, eyes narrowed, shoulders tight your omega on high alert for an attack. Yet Yoongi lets out a small chuckle and easily gets on his feet, brushing his pants for any dust. You stiffen when he leans a bit closer his eyes dragging over your face before meeting your gaze. "Someone mad I touched their things?" You refuse to answer and keep your lips pressed in a tight line, knowing he wants you to snap. Yoongi lets out a quiet hum as he steps a little closer into your space, your omega warns you to step back, the alpha smells of something you can't get, but it feels scheming. But you stand your ground and meet his gaze head-on.

It's quiet for a few beats, both of you refusing to be the one to break the glare, Yoongi eventually cocks his head to the side and gives you a small smile. "You nesting?" He asked too softly for his face. You stiffen at the question but soon shake your head in denial that you are. "No, I just don't like people touching my stuff." You snap back. Yoongi doesn't respond, his eyes simply reading something in your face that has you puzzled, the male finally lets out a small breathy laugh and steps back. You watch as he picks up his super americano before sliding a mak on his face. He takes a few steps away from you but pauses glancing at you over his shoulder.

"You're welcome, by the way, you have my scent now for your nest."

You bite back a snarl when Yoongi gives you a small wave and starts to round the corner leaving you alone. Once you're sure he's not coming back you jump to your seat, eager to get his stupid smell off your things. Nesting? You're not nesting because if you were that would mean your heat could be coming in the next few weeks and in no way was that happening. You nod to yourself and fumble with your scarf trying to place it back where it was, but you pause. Looking around and seeing you're alone you bring the fabric to your nose taking a small sniff. Your nose is filled with the scent of Yoongi, his deep lumber smell fills your nose and you wonder how someone like him could smell so, so warm. Your omega buzzes happily at the smell, and you can't help but to agree with her.

Grumbling to yourself you shove the scarf into your bag,

maybe you won't wash it.
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Your phone has buzzed during the lecture but you didn't bother to look at it, figuring it was your roommate either telling you she was out, or something was broken. So when you stumbled out of your class in the evening, the sun setting you pause when you realize Myung was the one who texted you.

Myung: Hope your day has been well, I know you said this day won't work for you but I think Jungkook could really use you. Please let me know if you can make it.

The message was from over an hour ago, was there a point of even texting back? You did say that this specific day you would prefer not to see any of the boys since you had late class, yet Myung wouldn't message you if he didn't think it was important. You lean against the wall of your empty university hallway and debate on texting Myung back. You're getting paid for this, you should, if this was your manager at the coffee shop asking for a cover you would go, so what's the difference. You message Myung you could come and the quick response back shows it may be a little important.

Myung: Thank god, what's your location I'll get a car there in less than ten.
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You say your thanks to the driver before you stumble out of the company car. You slam the door closed behind you as you take in the building your at. It's an upscale hotel, the building large and hustling with people in fancy clothes coming in and out. You already don't belong with your simple ripped jeans and a comfy top. Letting out a sigh you take slow steps towards the door, already feeling the glare of the security guard. Yet before you could fully reach it, Myung comes flying out and relief fills his face when he sees you.

"Oh thank god." Myung huffs out and quickly brings you inside, your eyes are wide as the man pushes you into the elevator and presses one of the highest floors. "What's going on?" You question already feeling awake from how panicky Myung is acting. The beta lets out a large sigh and slumps against the wall giving you a weak smile. "Jungkook's really bad," He admits to you. "We had an interview here, in a fancy penthouse. The interviewer thought was an omega, and she had her sights set on Jungkook. At first, we passed it off as normal flirting, it happens with the boys, but then god." Myung rubs a hand over his face. "She started letting out pheromones, really, really strong ones. I thought maybe Jungkook would just hook up with her after, but he snapped at her. He growled at the girl and plugged his nose, telling her she smells like shit." You gap at Myung from the information. No omega could smell bad, it was in their DNA to smell like flowers and candy to get an alpha, the fact Jungkook rejected an eager omega was shocking, no unmated alpha would do that.

"He was all snappy after that and it got worse when the boys tried calming him down, he got so fed up with her scent and the guys he tried leaving. I was able to make him stay and finish by saying maybe I could get you to come." Myung gives you a weak smile. "He only listened to me after that...It's so strange I never seen that from Jungkook. He was ready to go feral on an omega for wanting to sleep with him. a month ago he would have just slept with her in the other room." You know the underlying question Myung is hinting at.

why is Jungkook rejecting an omega and wants you?

You don't look at Myung not wanting to dive into that. You let him lead you tot the door at the end of the hallway, clearly the penthouse from how large the door is. Myung pauses and uses his key card to open it. "I don't think he'll like me going in with you." The elder male admits. You give him a tight smile and nod, stepping into the place by yourself, the door clicks behind you and you drop your bag onto the floor slipping your shoes off. You walk slowly into the beautiful room and look around for the alpha.

"Jungkook?" You called, you don't hear anything, but when you turn a corner a scream catches in your throat. Jungkook is standing in the doorway of the bedroom, his tall body making the door frame looks small. He's heaving, you realize. His chest is notably moving as he takes the large breaths. His hands are in a tight fist on his side as he stares down at you. He's dressed nice, you admit, black tight pants against his long legs, a fancy button up designer shirt tucked into his pants, showing off his small waist. You swallow and give him a shaky smile. "Um hi." You mutter out playing with your shirt, how does one approach an alpha they're paid to be with?

"You smell," Jungkook says simply causing you to frown. You pick at your shirt and give it a small sniff. "I did my laundry." You defend, but Jungkook is already shaking his head, knuckles going white as he tightened his grip. "No, no, you smell like other people, because of your classes." He breaths out, you only see now that he's shaking and you don't get why. Why does he care?

Why you?

"Please go shower." He says weakly. "The smell, it's bothering me, I can't smell you." You shift your weight around and take in his words nodding. He jerks his head to the bathroom and you trek your way into the large room. You don't give yourself time to gap at how big the bathroom is and quickly shed your clothes to rinse off. You use the unscented shampoo that's there and make sure to rub at your scent glands. You can kinda grasp why the smell bothers Jungkook, he wants your scent, and from taking the bus, going to class you had mixed other peoples scent on your own. It most likely bothers him as his alpha is taking it as other people have scented you over him.

"Stupid second genders." You mumble as you tug off the shower. You slide out and shiver from the cold air of the bathroom, shuffling over to your clothes you slip on your underwear and bra again but glance at your shirt and jeans. No doubt they're filled with other people scent also and Jungkook would just make you shower again. Letting out a strangled sigh you grab the bathrob that is hanging and slide and white soft fabric onto your body. You feel odd and realize you haven’t rolled on your scent blockers like you always do after a shower.

This is the first time Jungkook would smell you without scent blockers,

it’s the first time you'll smell him without any too.

You take a breath before you crack open the door and softly paddle over to the bedroom you know Jungkook would be waiting in.

You're not ready though for his scent to hit you like a ton of bricks,

nor are you ready for his body to snatch you up.

Notes:

lol please tell me your thoughts on yoongi
also so sorry for a cliff hanger i love putting you guys on edge though
lemme know your thoughts and how you liked this chapter!
thank you all for the comments I love love reading them all

Chapter 12: twelve

Summary:

true alpha and all that bullshit.

Notes:

yall either love this yoongi or wanna punch him in the throat i love it

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It takes you a second to gather your surroundings. You can feel the soft bed of the penthouse under your body, the many pillow and blankets swallowing you up, your eyes are trained up staring at the high ceiling, it's a little dark the only light coming from outside, the skyline of the city keeping the room illumined. And it takes a whole five seconds for you to realize that you have a full-grown male pressed against your body.

Jungkook is pressed against your body, his long legs are tangled with yours his thick thigh parting your legs to make room for him. His chest is flush against yours, he's still heaving, you note as you feel the expansion of his chest. His arms are propped on either side of your head, one hang tangled into your hair gently while the other is clutching the bedsheets, you can hear the ripping of the thick fabric from his grip on them. You peek down as much as you can, as his face rests in the slop where your shoulder and neck meet, soft pants wetting the skin as Jungkook merely leaves his face there. He's not scenting you nor is he going to it seems. His face merely stays there and his body is tense, you can see the shake of his shoulders. Why is he holding back?

Your omega is crooning at you, asking you to take the first step, 'push his face closer ask him to scent us', she sings. 'Or, or push his head back and sent him first, or kiss, please kiss him wanna kiss him'. She's basically giggling at you in your head. Your own body tenses up as you shove the feeling down, and you know Jungkook catches on to this as his face raises a bit, looking down at your eyes filled with questions. You refuse to look at him and keep your gaze on his chin, you know, you know you're shoving your omega's natural feelings down and it's bad you're aware of that. But what? You let the true feelings come out and let the boys baby you? Let them think you need seven alphas to do everything for you? You're already getting their help for financial reasons the last thing you need is the thinking you need help with your own damn seconder gender too. So you squeeze your eyes shut for a second, and you can hear your omegas pitiful whine in your head when you push the feelings down. You can hear her asking why you're doing this to her, why you're pushing her away and why can't you expect your feelings. Blinking open you're not expecting Jungkook to be looking down at you with a sad frown on his face.

You watch wordlessly as he crawls off you, sitting upon his knees near your feet as he bows his head, looking down at his hands. You slowly prop yourself on your elbows eyes wide as you watch Jungkook a little confused on this whole situation. "Is everything okay?" You asked softly fighting the urge to plug your nose when his scent waves over you, god you wanna sink into it, you grip the sheets hard to stop from lunging at the male. Jungkook shoulders drop as he laces his hands together, knuckles white from his hard grip. "It's fine, uh, just." Jungkook lets out a shaky breath and glances up at you giving you a forced smile. "If-if you don't wanna do this you can go. I don't wanna force you." Jungkook whispered out the last statement. You swallow the lump in your throat as Jungkook shrinks into himself as if he's trying to make his large body smaller, you wonder how his alpha feels about that. "I'm being paid for this. I kinda have to." You try to make the statement light but you whine out how it sounds out loud, Jungkook flinches from the words pain filling his face as the statement sinks into both of you.

"It's okay, you can chill here and I can go in the other room. In an hour or something, I can tell Myung to drop you off, he won't know anything." Jungkook responds trying his best to keep the shaky smile on his face. He can hear his alpha growling and whining in his head, the animal almost feral. 'We need to do better', the alpha whines, 'she smells stressed she can't be, we're doing something wrong, fix it, we need to fix it.' Jungkook swallows at the panic he hears from his alpha, his own feelings matching the second gender. The second you had walked in he could smell the stress on you, he wants to know what is caused it and what he can do it make it better. He wants to make you feel nothing but comfort until the smell slips away from your pores. His alpha panicking at what could cause his omega the stress and if Jungkook is just making it worse.' Make us smaller, drop your shoulders more, don't look her in the eye, maybe that will help. Don't want her to leave, wanna help her. Why doesn't she like us? Doesn't she know how much we like? Smaller Jungkook look smaller!' Jungkook bites back his whine and knows your eyes are wide when he basically curls in on himself, his body bowed to your level.

"Jungkook?" You asked softly and shift, you sit up on the bed and bring your knees closer to your body, you're only a few inches away from him. His body trying it's best to be small as his knees press more into the mattress. You frown when Jungkook doesn't look up at you, keeping his eyes on his hands. "Jungkook you know you can use me how you want, that's what this arrangement is." The words taste bitter in your mouth, but it's the truth, you're here for Jungkook's needs and that alone, even though your omega clearly wants this just as much as Jungkook does. "What's wrong Jungkook?" You reach a hand over to place on his arm your eyes widen in amazement as to how his tense body goes slack from your touch

"I don't wanna do anything if you don't want this." The words spill out of the alpha's lips. He raises his head and finally catches your gaze. "I get it, you're being paid to be here with me. But I don't wanna do anything if you're not gonna enjoy it too." You swallow at the look he's giving you, this was a change from the cocky alpha you're so used to. This is Jungkook being honest with you and accepting the rejection he's facing for once. You can't help but feel a bit guarded, wondering what side is the act and what side is his genuine self. His words hang in the air as you both watch each other, you battle with yourself in your head. Your omega claiming he's being true, that she can smell his honesty and that he's not lying to you, yet you can't help but to wonder if she's being blinded by the smell of Jungkook that is slowly invading your sense.

Taking a deep breath you give Jungkook's arm a squeeze, you pull your hand away and start to shift back from him, and you notice the way Jungkook's face crumbles before he catches it and pushes on a look of indifferent, watching blankly as you settle away from him. But you caught the hike of his breath when you lay back into the pillow, robe opening a bit and dropping to expose your bra and shoulder to him. Your hair fans out under you onto the pillow and you take a swallow. You wonder why you're about to do this, Jungkook gave you a way out. Maybe Yoongi was right and the stress was getting to you, maybe your heat was coming up, but no matter how much you tried to lock your dumb omega feelings away they kept creeping up.

Your body is aching for comfort.

"Yeah?" Jungkook askes breathy, still not moving from his position, your gaze at the ceiling doesn't let you see the way his ears are burning, you don't see the hopefulness on his face as his alpha snaps at him to go, to take care of you, to scent you. No, he needs to wait until you tell him it's okay. He watches holding his breath as you nod and let out a small, "Yeah" back in response.

You whimper out when Jungkook slowly crawls over your body, his frame brushing against yours as his hands and knees incage you, it looks like he's stalking a prey they way his eyes are trained on your face, waiting for any look of discomfort for you. When you give him a small smile Jungkook gifts you with his full-on bunny grin you've read about on fansites. You expect him to go for your neck, as all the boys had done so far. Yet you feel the burn of your checks when he stops a breath away from your face, his hand going up to brush the flyaway strands and tuck them away. Your mouthparts when he gently runs his thumb over your check done, his eyes following his every move. "You stressed?" He hushes out, not wanting to raise his voice. You give a weak nod and a shaky sigh escapes your lips. "School's getting hard, the workloads a lot." You admit your voice just as soft. "I'm not, I don't." You try to stutter out, wanting to find a way to explain you're odd omega behavior. "I'm not good at this. Submitting and stuff." You admit waiting to see if the alpha would laugh at you. Jungkook merely cocks his head to the side and gives a nod. "Do you want to be?" He questions and you swallow from the question. You don't answer at first and grab at Jungkook's fancy shirt, needing something to ground you. "I don't know, I just know my omega wants me to let go for once and let someone take care of me." Jungkook slides his hand down your jawline, cupping it you feel his large warm palm on your skin and cocks your head up a bit to match his gaze.

"Do you want me to take care of you tonight?"

The dame of emotions you've been suppressing come crumbling down from that simple question, Jungkook's scent filling your lungs, your omega begging you to let the instincts you have take over, and you allow yourself this shred of vulnerability. Your breath hitches and you find yourself eagerly nodding from Jungkook's question and small whine slipping from your lips. You curl your fingers tighter into his shirt and tug him closer, begging for his touch on your heated skin. Jungkook lets out a shaky 'thank you' before you feel the soft lips of his press against yours. It's too many feelings and emotions at once, his scent is seeping into your skin, the true alpha pheromones making your whole body buzz, your omega basically crying from joy when she gets a proper smell of him. Your mind processes this comfort you never allow yourself, the last time you had any partner was a while ago, and a boyfriend? That was back in high school, yet the kisses you shared with the beta never felt an intimate as this.

Jungkook parts from your lips, the soft sound filling the quiet room, he barely pulls his head away before he cocks his head to the other side and presses another soft kiss to your lips. You feel his hand slip to rest on your waist, gentle as an alpha can be he grips the skin, petting it with his thumb. You move your head along with him as he presses short pecks to your lips, your hands fumbling with his shirt useless not sure what to do with them. You follow his lead as he takes control of the kiss, moving his head to the side yours following the opposite way. Your eyes snap open though you feel his mouth part and he sucks your bottom lip between his, soon a gently bite on your lip follows. You're not used to this kinda make out, your past flings going straight to the point, so when you see Jungkook gazing down at you with hooded eyes you feel something pooling in your belly.

"Good?" Jungkook breaths out. You nod and move your head up to meet with his lips again, you can feel him smiling into the kiss before he parts his mouth, yours following. When his slick muscle of his tongue slips into with mouth to find yours a whine slips from your throat. Your shaky hands move to Jungkook's hair to grip down on the soft locks and when you tug a little harder than you meant to, you're meet with a low moan coming from the male. The kiss gets heated from the sounds, Jungkook's hand slides down, large palm gripping onto your bare thigh under the robe. He grasps the soft skin before shifting, moving your leg to hook over his hip, your other one parting on its own allow Jungkook to press his hips into yours. "O-Oh." You gasp when you feel his harden cock through his pants, your eyes flutter for a second, you can almost feel the throb of his cock as the only barrier on your is your thin panties. Jungkook takes an experimental thrust of his hips, both of you shuddering from the feeling of it.

"Just this okay?" Jungkook gasps against your lips when he does another thrust. "I don't wanna rush this, don't wanna do that to you. Just this though okay? Is that fine?" You can barely grasp Jungkook's words, why does he care about rushing? Wasn't he the same alpha that would wave his stupid pheromones in your face, why does he care when you have sex? Your omega pushes the thoughts of doubt away and just begs you to take what is given for once and enjoy the moment. You let out a rush nod to Jungkook, lips seeking his out when he grinds down a little harder. Your panties are already embarrassingly wet, you can feel the slick against your core and inner thighs as Jungkook keeps his pace, his arm holding him up straining, a quick glance at his hand shows he's tearing up the sheets with his grip. The question of why he's holding himself back comes in your head again.

But a twist of his hips knocks the question out of you.

You throw your head back when he leans down, mouthing at your collar bone, his wet, wet tongue leaving trails when he licks up your sweat. His presses wet sloppy kisses that you feel in your belly down your chest, and mouths at your breast still covered by your bra. Your breath hitches when he bites down a little hard, still feeling the sharp teeth against your nipple through the fabric. Your omega purrs in your head when you glance down and see Jungkook hunched over you to reach your chest, his eyes dark as he gazes up at you from his position. "Is that good omega?" Oh, you both pause when a new wave a slick comes out from your pussy, the smell filling the air. Jungkook freezes as do you from how embarrassing it was, but you find your self flushed with the alpha soon.

Jungkook collapses onto you, his chest pressed against yours, his hands grabbing at your hips roughly and his face buried into your neck. "Fuck you liked that? You like me calling you omega?" You let out a pitiful moan when his hips pick up movement, thrusting roughly into yours. He uses his grip on your hips as leverage allow him to thrust harder and harder, you can feel the outline of his cock perfectly even through the pants and you wonder how big he could be, how he could fill you up, how he would knot you and pump you full of his cum.

You don't realize when your omega feelings take full control, but you find yourself wrapping your legs around his thin waist crying out into the room when he thrust his hips upwards, the new angle hitting your clit perfectly. You tug his hair, pulling his face out of your neck and crush your lips to his. It's sloppy and wet, the sounds of sucking and salvia fill up the large room, both your pants following along. "You gonna cum my omega?" Jungkook pants pulling away slightly to watch your face. You let out a broken moan and thrust your own hips upwards feeling the ball of pleasure building in your stomach. "Yes, yes, yes please Jungkook, alpha, please let me." You sob and Jungkook feels his cock harden as if it was even more possible.

He pushes your down on the bed and sits upon his knees, his wide eyes watch your face as he grips down on your hips and thrusts into as hard as he can. Your robe is fully open now, your breasts still covered by your bra heaving, your stomach taunt from how tense you are, and your pretty red panties are so wet with your arousal. Jungkook can see briefly how the thin material is shifted around, almost exposing your pussy to the room from how much the wet fabric is moving. When you let out another high pitched mona of Jungkook's name his alpha snaps. He grips hard onto your hips and drives into your core with his cock. Your body jerks up from the motion, almost hitting the bedframe but Jungkook's grip on your hips keep you in place. He refuses to close his eyes, wanting to watch you cum for him, he only realizes he's talking when his voice gets a little louder.

"Cum, cum, cum, common cum for me my omega. Wanna smell you fill this room up with your scent, do it, do it for me please, please!" Jungkook growls when you finally cry out, the smell of your cum filling up the air, Jungkook's body drops ontop of yours as he pants harshly onto your skin, he can't cum like this, he knows that, but he doesn't care as he watches your face fill with pleasure, your eyes shut and mouth open. He presses kissing onto your hairline, nuzzling the damp skin as you come back from your high, Jungkook waits for you to act, a part of him expecting you to get up and walk out claiming your part is done.

But you whimper out his name and blindly seek out his scent.

Jungkook rolls onto his back, pulling you along with him. He fixes your bathrobe as much as he can before he presses your face into his neck, his alpha crooning with happiness when your lap at his scent glands with your small tongue. He basks in the feeling, not caring his cock is still throbbing for release in his pants. He ignores it and runs his fingers through your hair, massaging your scalp as your breath in his scent. He's on cloud nine, he made you cum and you're scenting him. Past Jungkook would never believe the pretty barista he was a little too into would be in his arms

'She's only doing this cause she's getting paid.'

Jungkook refuses to dwell on the thought that makes his heart clench painfully.

You peer up at Jungkook and blink up at him once your gathering your surroundings. "You didn't finish?" You asked quietly, you didn't smell his release and your leg over his hip makes you feel his harden cock against your thigh. Jungkook though shakes his head and gives you a smile, "Is okay I just wanted you to feel good." He says and before you could rebuttal, he should cum too it was only fair you're the one being paid after all, but you're being moved around like a rag doll again. Jungkook sits up against the headboard and props you on his lap. You jump when you feel his hands land on your bum, a small slap being landed on the left cheek. You glare at the male who gives you that damn bunny smile before he presses a quick kiss to your lips. You're not surprised when he mouths goes to your neck, seeking out your scent glands.

You sigh out when his nose breaths in the area, the sound loud in the quiet room. Your tangle your hand in his hair, letting him scent you, the man finally getting a smell of your true scent. You're not surprised when he freezes and pulls back to look at you, confusion on his face. "You smell..true omega?" He says the last part quietly the doubt all over his voice. You give a small shrug as if that could explain anything and refuse to meet his eyes. "I always use scent blockers." You don't wanna dive into why and you refuse to keep going when Jungkook searches your face, clearly wanting more answers. You won't give them to him.

Because you don't know how real this is, you don't know what side is the real Jungkook. Which one was the front, the cocky alpha, or the caring one you were getting right now? This could all be fake and you would be tossed out the second another pretty omega walks up.

'Or he could be mate.' You omega whispers, hopefulness in her voice.

No, you respond back harshly, no don't think like that.

So you give Jungkook a smile, hoping it's enough to show everything is okay and push his face back into your scent glands. You hold your breath when Jungkook pauses, clearly his mind at war with itself as he tries to think if he wants to pry answers out of you. A few beats pass and you feel his face settle in your neck as he gently starts to lap at your skin with his tongue, you close your eyes and drop your head onto his shoulder breathing in his scent also. The scent of the true alpha filling your head and makes your heart clench a bit in your chest. You're glad he doesn't push you,

because the last thing you needed was to fall for any of the Bangtan boys.

Notes:

i hope this chapter made up for the cliff hanger lol
I'm really happy with how this turned out and i hope you all enjoyed it too!
what are your thoughts on Jungkook? Is he our good boy or trash boy in this story?
thank you all so, so SO much for the comments and love on that last chapter, I was so happy to see how much you all loved it
all you comments really motivate me thank you<3

Chapter 13: thirteen

Summary:

he's harmless.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"What if we drop out and start a brothel?"

You snort at the statement and don't tear your eyes up from your laptop screen. "Oh yeah sick idea, totally doesn't objectify my body and isn't illegal." You respond back with an eye roll before dropping your eyes back to the reading on the screen. Jihoon is quiet and you hear him shuffle around his papers for a moment before he responds back. "I mean I could be the one selling their body." You look over at the male and reach next to you to throw a pen at him. "Do your stupid assignment Jihoon." You sigh watching with a smile as the male fails to dodge the pen and hits him right on his forehead. "Fine, ow whatever," Jihoon mutters as you both lapse into silence. It's later in the evening, you had invited Jihoon over for a study session in your apartment as your roommate was spending the weekend with her boyfriend.

You're torn out of your thoughts when your phone sets of a quiet alarm. Jihoon doesn't even blink when you reach into your bag next to you and take your birth control pill out, silencing your reminder as you pop the pill chasing it down with water. Though when you cap back the bottle you look over feeing Jhoon's stare. "What?" You ask when you see his look of confusion. "Don't you take your heat suppressants with your birth control? Did you run out? Want me to grab you some on my way home?" You close your eyes briefly cursing Jihoon for being such a good friend who notices these things. You give him a shake of your head with a weak smile. "I'm off them, I went to the doctor and I'm showing signs of side effects, so better safe than sorry." Jihoon nods in understand a frown still on his face. "You okay?" He asks sitting up and doing a scan of your body. You let out a nod waving your hand to brush off his worries. "Yeah, she said it's still early so I should be okay. We're gonna wait until my first heat passes and make sure I'm all okay down there." Jihoon nods in understand and reaches over to place a hand on your knee and squeezing it giving you a smile. "Can't imagine the big bad omega in a heat." Jihoon jokes but you smell his worry when you give a weak smile and shrink in on yourself.

"Hey," Jihoon calls softly and scots closer to you, though he's an omega he's not blind to how hard it is so deal with all the omega shit that comes with the second gender. His brother was an omega and had witnessed how much the second gender would affect him, making him more emotionally, wanting support, and when his heat would roll around his brother needed all the comfort his partner could offer. When Jihoon had met you he had thought you were an alpha from the way you held yourself, but then he got a proper whiff of your scent when you got close and was shocked at the sweet floral smell that filled his senses telling him you're an omega. He had simply written you off as one of the more modern-day omegas, not bound to your second gender and displayed un omega like behavior. Not that it would matter to Jihoon either way, submissive omega or headstrong omega he liked you for you. Yet he couldn't help but notice the way you fidgeted from the topic and the smell of distress you releasing without your knowledge probably.

He has never seen you vulnerable from all his years of being your friend.

"Are you okay? Really okay (Y/N) be honest with me for once please." Jihoon says softly, you swallow and meet the dark eyes of your only friend in this city. His brown curly hair is a mess from all his tugging at it but still look good on him, he fills his baggy hoodie with his broad shoulders he got from all his gym time, and his brown honey skin he got from his Indian mother looks flattering the dimly light living room. You allow him to place a hand on your arm to give it a brotherly squeeze and you shut your eyes pressing them tightly close before you finally let out the feelings you've held in long enough.

"It's a lot." You hush you and reach over to lace your hands with Jihoon for comfort. "All these feelings I've kept down since I presented, everyone just wanted me to change when my true omega status came out. I couldn't do anything I liked before all because of this stupid second gender. I did everything to suppress it and pretend it wasn't there, now I'm off the pills it's all hitting me and it's a lot. I know my heats coming, and it's scary. I'm so scared to just let myself go and let my omega take over." You breathe out and press your freehand to your forehead. You appreciate Jihoon rubbing your hand this thumb and smile weakly at him when you finally lookup. "Pathetic isn't it." You say and watch as he shakes his head hard.

"Theres nothing pathetic about it, you're just trying to be you and people are forcing this idea of what you should be. You know my little bro is an omega, I know it's not easy (Y/N) I can only imagine how worse it is with your status. I'm sure they all wanted you to be a housewife huh? Jokes on them though, you make alphas your bitches!" You laugh at Jihoon's banter and give him a smile for not speaking differently to you since you let your white lie slip. The taller male holds his arms out and cocks his head at you. "Cuddle?" You smile as the question and nod at Jihoon, you giggle when the beta scoops you up and holds you close to his chest, gently scenting your neck bending his head low. It's not like when the boys scent you, you and Jihoon are purely platonic and it's not uncommon for family and friends to do this. Jihoon calms you as his scent is something your omega identities as family, pack, and a good friend. So you allow yourself to sink into his brotherly embrace and pretend your feelings are going crazy in your head.

"It sounds like a really scary thing, but don't keep running from who you are yeah? At the end of the day (Y/N) your omega is part of you, but it doesn't define you."

You nod and bite back the tears stinging your eyes, you press your check into Jihoon's shoulder and drink in his calm beta scent whispering a thanks to your friend.
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Waking up to a miss call from Myung and Namjoon did not sit well with you.

You squint at the time as you get up from the couch, it reads a little past midnight and you let out a moan rubbing at your sore neck. Jihoon had left an hour ago giving you one final hug and wished you a goodnight. You had laid on the couch to finish your reading and ended up falling asleep instead. You let out a sigh when the textbook tumbles to the ground and squint at your phone, consumed on what was being displayed.

MISSED CALL: MYUNG 11:20 PM
MISSED CALL; NAMJOON (RM?) 11; 23 PM
MISSED CALLED: MYUNG 11:24 PM

Namjoon (RM?): Please pick up.
Namjoon (RM?): Listen I'm really sorry I misplaced my phone and I didn't even know how he unlocked it
Namjoon (RM?): he's harmless I swear

You stare at the screen confused about the texts you had got from the male. What was he even talking about? Who's harmless? You click back to your missed calls and scroll for Namjoon getting ready to call and ask him what was up, but a loud knock on your door breaks the silence. You stare at the door from your small living room, who would come over a this time? You chalk it up to it being your roommate, it wouldn't be the first time she got into a fight with her boyfriend and rush over leaving her stuff at his place. You sigh figuring it was gonna be a night filled with her complaining and demanding comfort and get up approaching the door which she was still knocking on.

"Holy shit what?" You hiss when you unlock the door and swing it open ready to snap at your roommate, it was past midnight and you had a sweet old lady as a neighbor-

oh, it's Kim Taehyung.

You blink at the male standing at your doorway, his black dyed hair in perfect messy curls fall into his eyes and you wonder if he can see. His face is bare allowing his natural skin tone to show, he has on black pants, hugging his legs perfectly and a designer button-up with some weird ugly pattern only he could make work tucked into his pants. You peer down at his shoes and can't even recognize the brand label staring back at you. You look up to see a wide smile of the males face and he holds his hands behind his back, rocking in the designer shoes.

"That's an ugly pattern." You comment refusing to budge from your spot ignoring the way he's peering over your head to look into your small apartment. Taehyung scoffs at your words and soothes a hand over his perfectly ironed shirt. "We both know you're lying." He comments with an eye brown raise and you can't help but notice the way he runs his tongue over his bottom lip, his tongue peeking out a little too much for your liking as he drags his eyes over your short covered legs. "I was told my addresses wouldn't be shared." You accuse trying to get his stare off your body, your omega vibrating too much from the look. Taehyung takes his time dragging his eyes from your legs all the way up to your eyes and gives you a small grin. You fight the urge to submit when he steps closed, caging you in your own doorway and looks down at you from his height.

"Oh? Then why did you give your address to Namjoon?" You shiver slightly from the way his voice drops, the deep baritone rattling your heart in your chest. You don't wanna step back and show him affecting you so you meet his gaze and keep your chin high, ignoring the way his jaw ticks and he presses his lips together clearly not satisfied with your reaction. "He asked nicely, didn't just show up at my door and expect to come in." You hiss narrow your eyes as Taehyung's are narrowing too. "Someone has some sass huh?" Taehyung comments and leans closer, his forearms brace on your door frame and he leans his head down to look closer at you. He can visibly see your swallow and he holds back a grin, you don't bow your head or show your neck like most omegas would. You keep your gaze strong, but Taehyung can see the way your hands are shaking next to you.

You're trying so hard to look unaffected and Taehyung loves it, his alpha practically vibrating being in your omega's presence.

You hype yourself up in your head to maybe take a bite at Taehyung's arm to show some dominance but you pause when Taheyung leans in a bit more, and you can hear him take a large inhale of your scent, and soon his playful glint in his eyes are gone. "Why do you smell like that?" You rub a hand over your scent glands by habit and look at him confused. "What are you talking about, oh shit."

You had Jihoon had cuddled and scented each other, you had on Jihoon's hoodie, even though it was purely platonic to between you two, Taehyung would have no idea.

You smelt like another man to a powerful alpha.

What stupid pills did you eat today?

You don't even have time to blink before Taehyung pushes himself into your apartment, you squeak from the motion and find yourself in your small coat area staring up at Taehyung with wide eyes. He kicks your door closed with his foot and blindly reaches back a locking sound heard in the small space. You swallow and cross your arms over your hoodie waist, as Taehyung stands there, breath heaving as he stares down at you from his spot. It's darker in the coat area, te only light coming from the small lamp you had left on in the living room. You shift your feet to take on a wider stance and puff your chest out, pretending to look big when your omega is in a slight panic from the smell Taehyung is releasing.

Take off the hoodie, he's gonna get more mad, off, we don't smell like him or us, he doesn't know Jihoon is pack, off, off. You ignore her, because this is your house damnit and if you wanna wear a hoodie that happens to belong to Jihoon no stupid alpha is gonna make you take it off. You refuse to move when Taehyung steps closer his hair casting darkness over his eyes so you miss the way his eyes train over your face focusing on your lips and unmarked neck. "Take it off." His voice rumbles out and you miss the way his first clenches when you shake your head in refusal. "No, I'm cold. And it's just my friend's relax." You bit back childish but don't care and you glare up at him. Taehyung steps closer, you can practically feel his body heat as he looms over your, breath just a little heavy from his strain holding back. "Oh? My omega is cold?" Taehyung mocks back and you sneer at him prepping yourself to finally lunge for his stupid neck, but he moves first.

The male swipes you up bending low to grab at your thighs and hike your legs around his lean waist. Your scramble to find a grip and have no choice but to grasp onto his shoulders, but dig your nails into his shoulder hoping you ruin his stupid ugly shirt. You squeak when your back hits the wall near your living room, your head would of bashed painfully against it if Taehyung's left hand hadn't reached up and cupped it gently, his hand taking all the pain. You wiggle around uselessly as the male moves his grip, warm large hands going under your hoodie and grabbing at your waist. "Ah." You pant out head cocking back when you feel the warmth, you swear goosebumps are rising from the sensation and you peer down at Taehyung not expecting too see the sight.

His mouth is parted, lips pink and wet from licking them as he gazed at you. His eyes are wide, his hair moving back to give you a view of them, pupils blown out at he gazes up at you. You can feel the panting of his breath against your skin and in almost echos in the quiet apartment. "Fuck." Taehyung mumbles out and you don't move when he drags his hands higher taking the hoodie up with him. "You're so, so pretty." You don't have time to blush as he takes your moment of weakness to peel the hoodie over your head and toses it over his shoulders. You have no time to pout about it as soon you find your face up close with Taehyung, the vocalist biting down on his lip as he watches you.

"My alpha really likes you." He whispered, though with his voice is still sounds powerful. "He's going crazy in here, telling me to take you before you could run again." Your checks flush when you remember your first encounter with Taehyung and how easily you had submitted to him thinking you where asleep. "I thought you alpha's liked the chase." You comment finally giving in to the advantages of the alpha, but refuse to just go about it with your face down ass up. Sure your omega was whimpering at you to just allow yourself to be taken, but you still had a sane part of you, your heat not here just yet and you refuse to give yourself up that easily.

Plus the bulge pressed against your thigh means Taehyung likes this.

"Oh, little thing," Taehyung says, voice filled with mock pity, you flinch when his hands trail up over your bra covered chest and cup your jaw, his left hand petting your neck softly. "It wouldn't be a chase with me little thing, as if you could outrun me." Your eyes narrow at the challenge and before you would try to wiggle way Taehyung pins you more into the wall with his hips and you can't help the gasp that escapes your throat when his bludge presses more into your core. You go to bite at his neck but Taehyung moves quicker and soon you find his face pressed against your neck, wet breaths damping the skin as Taehyung breaths you in.

"Fuck how do you smell like this?" Taehyung groans and your hands dig more into his shoulders when his check goes to rub his own scent onto your neck, covering Jihoon's up. You have on mild scent blockers, not aware any of the boys would be coming, but that doesn't seem to affect Taehyung as he lets out a loud moan, tongue going out to lap at your neck. "How's my baby? Hm? Myung told us you went to the doctor, everything okay?" Your heart clenches painfully at the concern lacing his voice, but you tell yourself you don't care, he's just asking cause you're his new toy and he can't risk anything being wrong with you. You're about to respond that you're fine and allow him to keep scenting you, but the second you open your mouth Taehyung bites down onto your neck, right on the sensitive area, and your brain short circuits, your omega side taking over and words you did not want him to know spill out.

"She says I need to stretch myself." And fuck, you're frozen, not processes you had just said that, Taehyung is frozen as well, his teeth slowly releasing your skin and you can hear the loud gulp he takes. Your eyes stay wide as Taehyung gently lowers you until your feet hit the floor, his hands staying on your hips as he bows his head to look down at you. Crowding you into the wall, his taller figure making you feel small. "What?" He breaths out almost shakily you want to shake your head, but the look in his eyes and his blown-out pupils make you lost for the second and you're just spilling the information that was fed to you.

"Off the pills, was showing side effects, so um. Heat might come soon and never had a knot." You finish weakly and your hands tighten on the stupid shirt Taehyung wear's when his fingers dig harder into your hips from the information. "Doctor says I should stretch myself for, uh practice." You end your voice higher than normal and blush filling your checks. And fuck you're just letting words vomit out of your mouth, your brain not knowing what to do as Taehyung just stares down at you eyes wide and his fingers digging harder and harder into your skin.

"Apparently taking a knot is shocking sometimes and shes worried I could you know freak out cause I've only been with betas so she said I should time to, I guess learn my body down there and explore my sexual side since it's been a while for me don't judge me. It's hard with school and finding someone I'm comfortable with and-" Your words and finally cut short when Taehyung lets out a loud moan. the deep sound making you snap your mouth shut and just in time cause you find his pink wet lips pressed into against yours a second later.

He crushes you into the wall, his hands sliding down to grasp your ass, and when his short nails dig into the plump skin you let out cry allow his tongue to slide in. He doesn't stay long to your shock as he's pulling away quickly to press wet, loud kisses across your checks until he reaches your ears, panting loudly. "Lemme please." Taehyung moans his body crumbling against yours. "Lemme do it, lemme stretch you please you don't have to do anything. I wanna do it for you let me make you feel good little one please." You hand weakly grip at his ugly shirt, you never had this reaction from a guy before, no man you had been with has ever been this into pleasing you, always you awkwardly asking for something in return after you go down on them. You don't realize you're nodding whispering a weak 'yes please' to Taehyung until he presses a searing kiss to your lips and thanks you.

You jump when he grabs your hand and drags you towards your bedroom, most likely being able to find it from the smell, and tugs you inside. You stand awkwardly in the middle of the small room that suddenly feels tinner then usual with Taehyung's large frame filling up the space. "How would you like me?" You joke trying to keep a tough front. Taehyung sees right through it though and gives you a grin, cocking his head to the side. "Cute." He hums before closing the distance in two long strides. You're filled with his scent as he bends down to cup your face presses a sweet kiss against your lips, you take a step back as he leads you to the bed and your legs hit the back of it, crumbling against the soft mattress, yet Taehyung does not follow.

You peer up at him through your lashes and see him plant one knee onto the bed, the mattress creaking as he puts his weight on it. He keeps his opposite leg on the floor and leans forwards to grip your shorts. He doesn't pull them off right away but thumbs at your skin under the waistband, causing a pleasant sensation to go up your spine. "Okay?" He hums out and smiles softly when you nod early. He tugs down the black material and soon you're sitting in probably not the most sexist pair of underwear, yet Taehyung lets out a curse like you had wore a lace piece for him. "Oh, sweetie I can already smell you." You throw your arms over your face when Taehyung laughs at you, but soon you feel a finger drag over the damp material of your underwear, and a small gasp escapes your lips. You keep your eyes squeezed shut as Taehyung drags his index finger over the darken patch before pushing down around your clit area, he misses it bit a bit the stimulation is enough to get you to jerk your hips up and whimper out. "Alpha please." You breathe and Taehyung honest to god growls.

Your underwear is slide off and shoved into Taehyung's pocket, you open your mouth to comment on his perverted act, but he takes his left hand to spread your lower lips, letting the cool breeze brush over your core. You stare up at Taehyung who is focused solely on your pussy, as his other hand goes to lightly run over it. "Never had a knot?" Taehyung asks quietly looking up at your through his hair. You shake your head and jerk your hips when his finger trails up, your juices coating his finger and he uses it as lubricant to swirl at your clit slowly. "Why's that little thing?" Taehyung continues as if he's not about to finger you. You gasp when his movement picks up a bit and he pressed harder down onto your clit. "I-I don't know I never m-meet an alpha I wanted." You groan out throwing our head back when he hums and rubs two fingers over your wet clit, the slick sound filling the room.

"Well look at you now little omega." Taehyung sings, you feel his hand trail down and your hands grab onto his arm when he finally slides a finger in, your core parting for him perfectly. "Now you have seven alphas that are willing to do anything for you, don't know?" You gasp uselessly, struggling to think of a response as Taehyung leans down on his left arm, his right hand pumping his finger in and out of you. "I'm so whipped for you," Taehyung admits softly and presses a sweet kiss to your lips before parting, keeping his mouth only an inch away as he maintains eye contact. "Don't even really get why either little one, all I know is since I meet you, you haven't left my mind. Always wondering what you're doing if you're eating well if you're even thinking about me too." Your mouthparts, but a moan tumbles out when Taehyung presses another finger in slowly, the stretch already being felt and both you and Taehyung let out curses. He drops his head lower to scent at your neck as he presses his to fingers deep into you.

"God how long has it been for you?" Taehyung whines, you're pussy is clenching so nicely against his fingers, he can't even imagine how it would feel with his cock stuffing you. The fact that you haven't been with an alpha makes something turn in pleasure inside of him, it goes beyond his alpha's happiness no one has taken you with their knot yet. But to Taehyung it is something more, you trust him, you trust them, you allow yourself to be with the seven alphas when you never let one touch you, your whole life. It makes him feel warm inside and fuck he can't even imagine how you would look filled with his knot. "Too long." You pant out finally and Taehyung feels like he's gonna cream his pants the way your hips move with his fingers as he starts to fuck you faster.

"Think you can take another one?" Taehyung moans out, moving his two fingers up to find the spongy spot inside you. When you jerk widely and cry out he fights the urge to bite down into your neck and claim you as his. God the sounds you're making go straight to his hardened cock. "Huh? Common baby tell me, can my omega take another one? You have to right? How else are you gonna fit my cock in you? How else are you gonna take my knot?" You sob out a cry and plead Taehyung for more. The alpha complies and growls out a curses on how tight the fit is for three of his fingers. "Fuck baby how are you gonna take me? You're losing it over just my fingers." Taehyung laughs breathless watching as you jerk around, hips moving widely to get him in deeper.

"It'll fit, right? You'll make it fit, you're alpha you'll take care of me." You ask desperately peering up at Taehyung and fuck you're losing control on your feelings but you don't even care. All you know is Taehyung is making you feel so, so good and his lips are pressing sweet kisses to your skin and all you smell is his warm, strong scent and you want to drown in it. Taehyung nods into your neck and mouths at your scent gland, tongue licking up your skin neither of you caring the salvia trails he's leaving all over your neck.

"Of course little one, I'll take all the time you need to prep you, I'll stretch you out for hours if that's what you need. I'll eat you out until your slick is all over the sheets. I'll do it for days before you let me knot you. I'll prep you so, so good that when you feel my knot you'll only feel pleasure no pain, not for my omega." Taehyung pants out his honest truth as his fingers fuck deeper and deeper into you. You're so wet, your heat has to be coming soon as your slick is going all over Taehyung's hand traveling down his palm and into his wrist, he's probably getting your juices all over his million-dollar watch but he doesn't fucken care.

All he cares about is you and your pleasure.

"You gonna cum for me sweet girl? Common cum for me omega you're doing so good let go for your alpha." Taehyung coos and leans up to watch your face. You gaze up at him with hooded eyes, mouth part, and red for how bad you were biting your lips. You hands grip weakly and Taehyung's top and he hears a faint 'ugly shirt', he holds back a laugh and presses into the songy spot inside of you with his soaked fingers. His head drops, his forehead resting on yours as he keeps eye contact, both your mouths are parted, pants of breath mingling with each other as your climax comes closer and closer. "Trust me." Taehyung whispers and he hears clearly the way you whimper and tighten your hold on his shirt.

"Trust me and let go omega."

You cry out and Taehyung fucks his hand harder into you, wanting to draw out your high as much as he could. His eyes widen when burst of your cum squirt out forcing his fingers out. "Holy shit." He breaths before he uses his fingers to flick at your clit, and when another gust of your slick comes out he bends down ignoring the pain in his back, and swallows your juices like a staved man. Your hands go to his hair clenching hard into the curly soft locks, Taehyunhg's eyes flutter shut from the feeling. When he gets mouths full of your juices Taehyung feels like he's in heaven, you taste amazing and he can't help but let his tongue slip into your core, greedily taking whatever your body offered.

You're sobbing from the overstimulation and pull at Taehyung's head, he finally let's go after loudly taking another gulp of your juices. When he parts and props himself on his hands you fight the urge to moan just form his look along. His face is flushed red, the curly locks a mess from your tugging, his lips and a bright red and your juices are all over his chin and nose. He's panting harshing staring down at you and you all but whimper when he brings his hands that was inside of you to lick up the slick that remains there. You watch wide-eyed and a little turned on as the alpha uses his tongue to get between his fingers, his eyes fluttering shut as a low moan escapes his lips. He trails his tongue down his palm and his wrist, cleaning all your slick off before going back to his fingers. He finally parts him his fingers a loud popping sound is heard and gazes down at you.

Your eyes flutter shut in bliss when Taehyung drops his body onto of your and pulls your tight against him. He pulls your face into his neck and presses his nose into your hair to scent you and allow you to scent him. "You're a dream." Taehyung breaths into the quiet room and you curse yourself when you feel your heart flutter from the words. You close your eyes and bask in his scent, allowing this small moment of comfort from an alpha and you omega purs in your head thanking you for letting down some barriers. Taehyung settles the blankets around you two and his alpha is on cloud nine, loving the fact he's surrounded by your scent. Taehyung can't help but to agree and presses you a bit closer, wanting to remember how nicely your body molds with him.

When you wake up to an empty bed you ignore the pit in your stomach, of course, he wouldn't stay you're just his whore you think bitterly. You stumble out of bed but pause and look over at the side of the bed Taehyung was sleeping on.

Filled with his scent, sat his stupid ugly shirt.

Notes:

oh that was a spicy one wasn't it kids
how was this scene for you guys! I'm still really new to smut so doing ABO smut was kinda a struggle for me so let me know this chapter sounded!
I'm clearly very into dirty talk ahaHA
hope you all enjoyed and feedback is always so,so loved I get so happy reading all the comments
thank you!

Chapter 14: fourteen

Summary:

yoongi get's exposed.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Myung really thinks he's a good manager.

He's been with the boys since their debut, his father instinct kicking in when he looked to see seven young adults, and kids Jungkook was a child, all flock around him. Namjoon took on the position of leader and pack alpha, but even the young male needed some guidance and support to figure things out within the group. Myung was always on top of things for the boys and always had their best interests in mind. He would sneak Jimin more food when he saw the boy eating less, he would push the translator that BigHit hired to speak when Namjoon was looking overwhelmed, he would drag Yoongi out of the studio when the boy was cooped up for days in there, he would compliment Taehyung's fashion choices when he saw the hesitation in the males eyes, he would hype up Jin's solo songs during practice, and he would pat Jungkook on the back to comfort the boy when he saw him struggling with his alpha's feelings taking over.

So when Myung saw the way the boys all gazed at you in the dressing room during the first meeting he knew what was best for the group.

Myung knows the boys too well, hell they're like his sons. So he noticed all the boys reactions towards you at the first meeting. He saw the was Namjoon sat straight and aware next you too, eager to hear your words. He saw the way Jimin had shifted on the edge of the armrest wanting to get a whiff of your scent. He noticed the way Jin kept his eyes locked on your body, hands fisting to his side as if to control himself. He was aware of the way Hoseok kept stealing side glances at you and would jerk if you peered his way. He wasn't blind to how Taehyung was vibrating from being in the same room as you and Myung was very aware of the way how calmed Jungkook has been in your presence, the forever tense younger alpha basically melting anytime he got near you. He really didn't see an issue in you being with all the boys, omegas having multiple mates wasn't an odd concept though wasn't practice as much anymore. He felt no judgment to you either for agreeing, knowing how expensive school could be and it was clear to the older male you lived away from home. He knew it was an odd idea and could lead to a fight within the group, but when you had stepped up to pry Jungkook off Taehyung and snapped at the younger boy he knew if anyone could fix the tension within Bangtan, it would be you.

Myung wasn't dumb though, he knew there would be some issues on who did what with you first, he was hoping the fact that you signed a contract to be with all the boys would ease that tension. Yet Myung had to curse at himself when he glares at the body in the back seat through the review mirror.

Taehyung sat there with no shirt, a droopy smile on his face, and reeking of your scent.

"Do I wanna ask why you're half-naked." Myung question rubbing at his face with one hand, keeping his eyes on the road he wrinkles his noise when Taehyung releases pheromones of pure happy alpha, slumping in the back seat. It was early in the morning, the sun not even up yet when Taehyung had called a panicking Myung. The boys all sat in the location for the new episode of RUN BTS minus the tanner member, Namjoon explaining to Myung he had no idea where Taehyung had gone, but his best bet was your place. Before Myung could call you and ask, Taehyung had finally called Myung back and requested a pickup, his voice whispered and Myung knew it was because he was still in bed with you as he could hear the sheets ruffing and the small kisses Taehyung was leaving on your skin. It was cute, but Myung was stressed.

Myung had sped over to the area and texted Taehyung to come out, when the male had stumbled out ten minutes later Myung did a double-take. In all his glory Kim Taehyung strode over in expensive designer shoes, low waisted dark jeans, and a completely bare chest. Myung had felt a heart attack coming when a little old lady glanced over at Taehyung, but merely shook her head and went on her way. Taehyung had stumbled into the back seat, sighing happily, and reached over to pluck a coffee from Myung's cup holder taking a long drag.

"Left my shirt with her." Taehyung finally answered resting his elbow on the armrest and smiling into his palm. "Did she want it?" Myung asked confused, maybe you were into fashion? Taehyung let out a chuckle and looked over at Myung in the review mirror. "She's gonna hit heat soon, I couldn't tell at first but it's so clear when you go into her bedroom. It reeks of sweetness, it's her first proper heat in a while so I figured she would want things to nest, so I scented my shirt heavily and left it for her. I hope she uses it." Taehyung beams smiling at Myung and the older male sits in silence for a moment, the information sinking in. "That's...that's actually sweet of you Taehyung." The beta comments and can't help but to smile to himself. Alpha's usually only cared for the sex part of an omega's heat, Myung had heard stories of omegas being a mess of emotions because of the lack of love they would get from their alpha partner. Sure heat was about sex, but omegas during their heat cycle were so delicate, needing a lot of attention and love. Myung has alpha friends that would complain about how needy their omegas would be during heat, and how they simply wanted to breed then and skip the cuddles, scenting, and aftercare. Yet Taehyung leaving his shirt, filled with his scent made his intent clear.

He wanted to take care of you more than just physically when your heat hit.

"Oh? She got off the pills? I should ask her about how she wants to handle that." Myung comments and watches as Taehyung eagerly nods, practically buzzing in his seat. When they finally go the location, Myung prepares for the worst when he brings Taehyung into the waiting room filled with the boys, they would probably snap at him for being filled with your scent, Jungkook would go for his throat and the thought makes Myung groan when he pushes the door open.

"Taehyung you dick you saved over my file." Jungkook snaps the second the male walks in shirtless glory and all. Jungkook blindly strides over to the male eyes on his phone ranting about how it took him hours to beat the lastest boss and he was gonna burn all of Taehyung's Gucci but finds himself walking straight into the tan male, not realizing how close he had stepped in. "Lord fuck why do you smell so good-" Jungkook cuts off his sentence and stares at Taehyung wide eye, the tanner male looking back, his body tense as he waits for the younger male to attack, knowing your smell is all over him. Jungkook weakly waves for Taehyung's arm grabbing it and lifting it until his wrist in front of Jungkook's face, the younger member takes a long inhale of your scent laying there.

"Oh." Jungkook squeaks, Myung has to pinch himself Jungkook doesn't do make meek noises and stares up at Taehyung wide his wide doe eyes. "Oh, okay, oh." Jungkook rushes out and stumbles back, tripping over his own feet before dropping onto the couch next to Hoseok. The dancer looks confused at the youngest member, Jungkook was staring at the wall with a small smile on his face, fingers digging into the armrest from excitement and when a little giggle escapes the big bad true alpha's lips Hoseok springs up, thinking Jungkook has finally lost it. "Okay, what did he smell a drug?" Hosoek rushes over to Taehyung and yanks the taller boy down a bit ignoring the protest and takes a whiff of the tan male's neck and,

oh, he knows why Jungkook looks like a little kid who tasted candy for the first time.

"Oh. I see." Hosoek whispers and Jimin, Yoongi, Jin, and Namjoon all watch as the dancer stumbles back to his seat and follows the same look Jungkook has. Hoseok lays slack on the couch next to Jungkook both their bodies relaxed and reclined at they stare at the wall, blushes high on their checks and stupid smiles on their face. "Taehyung what the fuck do you smell like?" Yoongi calls out and eyes the two blissed-out members the tanner male gives them a wide grin before talking long strides towards them. Namjoon stands to take a smell and chokes, heat filling his face and he quickly uses his hand to cover his reddening cheeks. "Oh okay got it," Namjoon whispers out and bites down the grin he fills coming up. Jin follows, confusion on his face as he takes a small whiff of Taehyung's neck, and soon the elder male is a stuttering mess hands tugging at his hair and speaking about 'need time to prepare has to be perfect.' As he passes Jimin. The shortest member makes a face and gracefully leans in to take a long inhale of Taehyung's wrist and the tan male rolls his eyes when he sees Jimin's blown-out pupils and shaky hands.

"Okay, what the fuck does he smell like because I stuffed my nose filled with scent blockers so I can't get shit." Yoongi snaps from his seat a little mad he's missing out on whatever the hell was happening. With his nose being so strong Yoongi tended to use strong scent blockers when there was an eventing, concert, or filming. All the people on sent and all the different second genders made him hypersensitive and all the smells left him with a bad headache. He was regretting now that all the boys looked like they were on some drug as they all sat around, bodies slumped and smiles on their faces. Taehyung grins at Yoongi from his standing position and happily rubs at his scent gland with his large palm.

"(Y/N)'s heat, they smell her heat coming up and our little omega is gonna spend it with us."
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Myung: Morning! Jungkook, requested for you today, but I want to be fair and would like you to go over to this address and go to the second floor, room number 4. Have a good day! 9:20 AM

You lay in your bed reading the text with sleep-filled eyes. You couldn't help but snort at Myung claiming he wanted to be fair, everyone gets a turn, you think bitterly but catch yourself and bit back the pit starting in your throat. This is all for a mutual benefit you chant in your head, you get money and don't have to live paycheck by paycheck and the boys get their omega, there's no need to be feel like this. You look over at your phone again though when a beep is heard.

Namjoon (RM?): Hey, I remember you telling me you liked horror novels I just found a really good one I wanted to recommend to you! -link- 9:22 AM
Namjoon (RM?): Let me know if you read it, I'm only on chapter five so maybe we could do a mini book club? I don't mind waiting until you catch up! 9;23 AM

"Fuck Namjoon." You whisper and know a watery smile is filling your face. You couldn't help but to feel your stomach tingle, he remembered your favorite novels, and who doesn't love when someone reads a book and thinks of you? You push your heels into your eyes. He's making it hard, all the boys were making it hard. You had expected to simply have sex with the males and stumble out of their dorm late at night, yet here they were calling you names, worrying about your health, treating you gently, hell you haven't even given any of the boys an orgasm yet and none of them seemed to care. Why the hell were they worried about your pleasure, they're the ones getting paid. "They probably just like nurturing an omega." You hush out to your small room, because no you refuse to believe the boys like you in any way other than sexual attraction.

Bangtan are seven of the most popular alphas in the world,

and you're just an omega with suppressed feelings.

You can't help though but to type out a message to Namjoon expresses you would but the book tonight and let him know how you like it before you swing your legs off the bed, you only have an online class today so you could post your discussion later tonight. You stumble blindly to the kitchen wanting a glass of water to swallow down the lump in your throat before you start for the day and maybe the water will fill the pit in your stomach. You give a little hello to your beta roommate who is sitting at the small table drinking coffee and flicking through her phone. You don't catch her eyeing you as you start your own pot of coffee and pour yourself a glass of water.

"Isn't that the new Gucci shirt?" You blink down at yourself and feel a slight panic come on. You don't even remember slipping into Taehyung's shirt, the baggy material hitting your thighs buttons done loosely, the sleeves are long on you and you push them back to avoid getting water on the silk material. The pattern still looks ugly but you can't help but melt when you get a whiff of Taehyung's scent. "Um. Is it?" You ask peering over your shoulders. Your roommates squints and gives a small nod. "I swear that line hasn't even been released yet, where did you get it?" You take a large gulp of water to avoid answering for a bit and when you put the glass down you give her a small shrug. "Some thrift shop, it's fake I bought it for like four bucks." Your roommate hums and gets up to put her cup away not questioning you any further, you notice though she wrinkles her nose when she gets close enough to you. "Might wanna wash it better, it reeks of alpha." You bite back a squeak and give her a nod. "Didn't even notice thanks!"

As if you're washing it.
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You pause when your maps claim you reached your destination, your neck crans to look at the giant building and realize the location was BigHit. You look around, can you just walk through the front? You wonder to yourself, shrugging as you had no further directions from Myung you walk towards the large doors but pause when a security guard stops you in your path, his large frame dwarfing yours. "Reason for visit?" He asks sternly and is probably glaring at you through his sunglasses. "Um, Myung? Myung told me to come." The man nods and holds a hand out for you. "Let me see your ID please." You fumble in your purse and slide out your license for the man waiting awkwardly as he glances from it and your face multiple times.

"Go in in Miss. (Y/N) you have clearance." You nod mutely wanting to get away from the man's aura and stumble past him, glazing back before you enter the doors. There's a man at the reception desk and points out the elevators to you, nodding your thanks you lean against the wall hitting the second-floor button. You forgot to ask Myung which member you would even be meeting, but from the way the doors look as you walk down the halls you figure it was a studio. You know it's not Namjoon, he texted you. Hoseok? He was into the production too you think back to the videos you watched of the boys it learns a little about them. You sigh and knock on the door hearing a grunt of come in you open the sleek door and let yourself into the studio and take in two things.

Yoongi is staring at you wide-eyed, as if he had no idea you where coming.

It reeks of alpha and your omega is basically drooling.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" Yoongi snaps and you fight the urge to be a little bit offended and close the door behind you leaning against the frame. "Myung summonsed so I came." You say simply and watch a little amused as the male scrambles for his phone that is laying on the production table next to him and unlocks it. You see him flick through his phone as you stand at the door with a an amused smile. "You're held up in your studio again so I called (Y/N) over! You're welcome." Yoongi reads his message out loud from Myung and he can't help but curse the older male.

You hum and walk around the small space Yoongi had eyes taking everything in, a small piano sat in the corner, the desk Yoongi sat in had a large monitor that showed a complicated screen you figured what makes his music beat. "What you working on?" You sing and kept help but to notice how cornered Yoongi looks. He's hunched in his seat, eyes peering at you and his hands in tight first onto the armrests of his chair. 'Don't little human please.' Your omega warns, already knowing the thoughts filling your head. 'Don't tease him too much.' She begs. You can't help but to smirk at yourself, Yoongi has already given you enough shit, and for him to look this uncomfortable near you well. You had to milk it.

You stride over and grin at the way Yoongi flinches when you learn over his shoulder. "Is that your next mixtape, Augustine, or whatever." You bite your lip to keep from giggling when Yoongi snaps his head to look at you. "You're joking, right? You did not mix up my name with a fucken old dead white dude." You blink and make your eyes wide for a puppy dog look and meet Yoongi's eyes. You notice the way his nose wrinkles and he physically pushes his chair away from you creating most distance. You don't know why he's being like this, maybe he doesn't like to be caught off guard? Maybe he's having an off day? All you know for once Yoongi is trying his best not to meet your eyes and you love it.

"Finally got around to playing your music also." You say as you lean your butt against the table across from him, Yoongi's eyes flicker down to see your plump thighs exposed in your flowy black dress, you grin to yourself. "You write your raps right?" Yoongi looks up at you through his dark hair and gives a curt nod watching as you hum and cock your head to the side, knowing your hair will slide down your neck and show the unmarked skin to the alpha. The reaction you get is better when you thought as Yoongi seems to almost jolt up out of his seat, but then forces himself back down, short nails digging into his jean-clad legs. "That's funny, see I heard this one song, totally forgot the name, and you went something like no matter a girl or boy your rap will make them cum?" You hum out and feel your ego stroked majorly when Yoongi refuses to break the eye contact, but you see his jaw clench, veins popping on his fair skin. You take the final shot and sit upon the table, spreading your legs, allowing the rapper to have an up-close view of the dark red underwear you had on under. "Yet from all the guys, you're one of the ones who hasn't made me cum, how sad." You end off with a pout and try your best not to look uncertain when Yoongi refuses to look down at your core.

"You know I didn't expect anyone to come in." Yoongi starts maintaining eye contact with you. You expected him to jump on you when you teased him, yet the man sat in his chair and his expressionless face barely moved. You start to close your legs, embarrassment filling your body, maybe you read this was all wrong and you really weren't welcomed-

"Keep your fucken legs open brat."

You freeze and your eyes snap up to look at the pale male, he hasn't moved but his eyes have narrowed and he snarls at you again when you don't reopen your legs for him. "I said keep them fucken open." You follow the command wide eye and spread your thighs again exposing your underwear to the small room. "Didn't think anyone would bother me, so you know what I didn't do?" Yoongi starts as he finally gets up from his seat. You watch mouth shut closed as he takes slow strides towards you, stopping only when he's in front of your legs. He uses his knee to nudge your legs wider and slots himself between them. He rests his fisted hands on the table next to your hip and even though he's not the tallest member and your a bit elevated, the table is on the lower side, so he had a few inches on you still. You note this when he leans in, black hair falling into dark narrowed eyes and a grin fills Yoongi's face when he notices how the tables have turned.

"Didn't take any of my scent blockers for my nose like I usually do when I know I'm gonna be seeing you," Yoongi reveals and you don't have time to process the information before Yoongi's reaches around grabs your ass with his hands roughly and pulls you towards, crashing your core against the harden front of his jeans. You gasp from the movement but are quickly distracted when Yoongi grinds into you with a slow movement of his hips, his lips travel to your ear and he pants his confession into it.

"Means I can smell you so clear and can smell your heat just sticking to your skin little omega. You're already wet, now you're gonna be good and let me stretch you out with my tongue and follow your doctor's orders? Or are you gonna try to play the big bad wolf and make me show you your place?"

"I-I'm sorry." You stutter out and flinch when Yoongi's laugh fills the room, mocking you he peers back at your face to see your reaction, a sick satisfaction feeling filling his veins when he sees the blown-out pupils on you. "Oh, now the brat's sorry? I'll admit I was thrown back by your scent when you first walked in, but then you started to get a little brave and well." Yoongi presses a too soft kiss to your head and whispers the next part. "I always love putting brats in their place." You whimper when Yoongi steps back from you, only a meter away but it's enough for your omega to miss the warmth and teasing lit of his voice. Yoongi pays no mind and settles back into his seat, legs spread wide, elbow resting on the left arm of the chair as he cups his face.

"Bring your knees up, spread your legs, and present yourself to me."

You pick at the edge of your dress and look at Yoongi, to see if he's joking. Yet the male raises his brown waiting for you to follow his order. You glance down at your thighs and feel the heat burning on your checks, your past hookups have never this dominating, your exes all vanilla, you never really explored much, and you were doubting your ability to show this sexy side to Yoongi. As if reading your mind the rapper calls your name softly and you look up blinking at him. "You don't have to do this if you don't want it." Yoongi reinsurances giving you a small smile.

The thing is you do want this, and a part of you hates yourself for that. Your omega is buzzing, wanting the alpha on her, hell even your mind is wondering how good Yoongi will feel. But you have issues and being vulnerable is one of them, especially for the boys who are starting to make your heart flutter. You swallow down the lump in your throat and give Yoongi a small smile before propping your knees up, your flowy dress pooling in your lap exposing more of you to the room. You spread your knees to the side and know Yoongi can see the darkened patch on your underwear.

"Holy shit," he breaths and leans into his seat eyes trained on your core. "Take them off little one." Yoongi breaths and your fingers fumble with the thin fabric before you're able to slide them off, hanging off one foot your flick them to the ground. You bring your legs back in position and can't even bear to look at Yoongi, your eyes are trained to the ceiling a flush on your face. You jump when you hear a crash and your eyes flicker down. Yoongi has jolted out of his seat, your smell was sinking into his veins he couldn't take it anymore and he lands on his knees, the chair crashing behind him. Yoongi pays no mind to his million-dollar equipment and places his hand on your outer thigh, stroking the skin, his eyes getting a full view of your pussy.

"So pretty and ready my god." Yoongi breaths and you bit back a moan when the damp breath ghosts over your core. "Taehyung was bragging about you taking his fingers, never had a knot huh? Who knew the sassy little omega never had a proper dick down." You open your mouth to fight that statement, you had some good sex, okay, but all that comes out his a squeak when Yoongi wastes no time and dives into your core with his mouth. His mouth goes straight for you clit and you cry out when his teeth graze the little nub, his lip go around it as if to say sorry and he sucks hard. Your head falls back and you reach down to lacey your fingers in the soft dark hair, tugging at Yoongi wrecks your pussy.

He parts loudly, making a large smacking sound. You feel his lips press a kiss to your clit, before he goes lower his tongue parting your lips and he makes his face flush with your core. You're a bit embarrassed, your slick must be all over his face as you're producing a little more than usual with your heat coming up. Yet Yoongi doesn't seem to care and groans out loud when your smell more of your slick seeping out. You feel his tongue lick up from your hole to the tip of your clit, putting the hood back as he does so. "You taste amazing." Yoongi breaths out, barely parting from your pussy before he's diving back in. "Holy shit I'm gonna be eating out for days I'm never gonna get tired of this." Yoongi moans into your core and you moan loudly from his words but also the feeling of his tongue sliding into your entrance.

You embarrassing haven't gotten many boys to go down on you, and if they did they half-assed it. Not Yoongi though, Yoongi is eating you up as if you're his first meal in years. His fingers dig into your hips pinning you down and refusing to let you jerk away when his tongue plunges in and out of you. He pulls back only to go back to your clit, licking up the small nub and petting is gently with his tongue. "That feels good." You slur out and when you look down you know you released slick because Yoongi is looking up at you, his tongue giving you a show of flicking your clit and his pupils blown out. He presses a kiss onto your right thigh before bringing his right hand up petting your outer core with his fingers.

Still peering up at you Yoongi drinks in your expression when he slides a finger into you, your eyes flutter and a broken moan slips past your lips. "Believe me now when I say your heat is coming?" Yoongi asks and leans down to suck at your clit while his finger keeps a steady rhythm of fucking you. "Yes, yes it's coming I believe you now." You cry out and pull at Yoongi's hair, the man merely laughs at your attempt to slow him down. "Ah fuck, wheres that sass now little one? Huh? Not gonna tease me? Not gonna tell me to fuck myself?" Yoongi mocks and grins when you cry his name when he slips another finger in. "Oh right, you can't take because I'm fucking you." Yoongi snaps and moves his fingers faster, you sob out a cry calling for Yoongi as you crash down onto the table, chest heaving from it all.

Yoogni merely pushes your dress out of the way and dives his head in again, sucking at your clit while his fingers fuck into you. His alpha is livid from your cries, you're sobbing out for him and your slick is pooling onto the table from how wet you and Yoongi can't get enough of it. He can't get enough of you, your scent is filling his veins the floral sweet omega scent that's so specifically you that makes Yoongi's stomach twist around any time he gets a whiff of it. When he started watching you at the coffee shop after following Jungkook the one time, he made sure to always sniff a shit ton of scent blockers any time he would around you,

your scent drove him crazy,

fuck, you drove him crazy.

"Cum, common are you gonna cum my omega?" Yoongi breaths out before going back to suck at your clit, he's easily able to slip a third finger in, but he still feels the stretch, and his eyes roll thinking how that would feel around his cock. His pistols his fingers in and out of your tight little hole, he wants you to cum, he needs you to cum, he wants to drink up everything you have to offer him, he wants to taste you for days, and his alpha howls knowing he can. You're his, you're for the boys, you're their perfect little omega even if you don't know it yet.

You're meant for them

"Cum for me my pretty omega, common give me all your juice I wanna drink it up, wanna taste you for days. Be my good girl let go for me baby, do it for your alpha." Yoongi croons, his fingers making a loud quenching noise from your pussy. "Yoongi!" You cry out, your back arching off the table, and the male snaps into action, mouth latching onto your pussy the his fingers moving up to your clit to flick it as your orgasm hits. Yoongi's mouth is filled with your juices and his eyes roll back when he drinks it all up. You taste divine and Yoongi's alpha almost goes feral thinking other people have tasted this sweetness. He pushes the thought back and drinks up every drop he could get, you're sobbing from your spot and Yoongi wants to hold you close and kiss the tears away. But he needs to get his fill first, he's been thinking about you since he followed Jungkook months ago, he can't let this dream come true go to waste. He buries his face more int your cunt and drinks up what's left before parting loudly both your heavy pants fill the room.

Yoongi stands up and sits you up, your body soft and your eyes hazy from your climax. He fixes your dress before sliding you off the table settling you both down on the floor, Yoongi leaning on the wall and presses you down into his lap. He pushes your face into his neck for you to scent him, knowing omegas live for the aftercare and scenting their alpha grounds them. Your nose gently prods Yoongi's neck and he smiles to himself when your press your face closer to his scent glands, your tongue following soon to lap at his neck to leave your own mark. He rubs at your back letting you drink up his alpha smell as he presses kisses onto your head, breathing in your scent as he does it. It's only when you gain some clarity does Yoongi presses a soft kiss to your lips when you peer up at him.

"Now what was that about me not making you cum little thing?"

Notes:

im so tired but my horny ass was like no bitch keep going
I'm actually really proud of myself i think my smuts getting better can i get a HELL YE
also is taehyung forgiven lol some yall mad at him for leaving
leave me your thoughts and comments! I love reading how you guys are taking this story and yall funny man i love it

Chapter 15: fifteen

Summary:

ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the fight of the century!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"He is probably the worse character I have ever read about."

"Hey common, he has some good moments. He was the one who found the way out of the forest."

"He was the idiot that got them in there the first place! And they killed Marget before him? She was the only one with some sense!"

"Exactly why they killed her, the book would be twenty pages if they didn't, she would of caught the killed by page four."

"I still think Tyler should of died."

Namjoon chuckles watching with a small grin as you flick through the paperback in your hand. You have a frown on your face as you look that the novel you both had just finished, you sat on your small bed, both of you pretending Namjoon actually fit on it. Both of you are propped up against the headboard, sitting shoulder to shoulder and your thighs pressed against each other. Namjoon doesn't miss the way your eyes flicker to his thighs, and he can't help but to flex the muscle under his tight black jeans. He holds back a grin when he sees the way you snap your head to the side and swallow, maybe the gym was really paying off, the idol thinks to himself and he leans back into the headboard.

"It was still a good book though, thank you for recommending it to me." You say and bump your shoulder's against the males. Namjoon gives you a wide grin and your eyes flicker to his dimples before you catch yourself. "No worries, I'm glad I have a book buddy, the last time I tried getting the guys to read something Jin got as far to chapter three before reading SparkNotes." You snort and cover your face with your hand when the noise leaves. "Well, that was unattractive." Namjoon jokes and you playfully slap his shoulder with the paperback as payback. Your giggle is cut short when the alpha meets your gaze head-on, eyes narrowing dangerously you try to move first, aiming to dart of the bed and get to the other side to tease him for being too slow. When you make your move, legs going over your bed to jump off, Namjoon grabs your arm faster than you could pull it away and easily pulls you back onto the bed.

A sound escapes from your throat as you're pulled like a rag doll, your body twisting and landing on your belly on the bed. You groan as your land face first in a pillow and try to wiggle around to flip back on your side. You pause though when you feel long fingers slip under the hem of your shirt and fingertips rub your lower back. Your eyes flutter from the feeling, your body relaxing back onto your stomach ignoring the small chuckle that escapes Namjoon's lips. He lays on his side, head propped up with his opposite arm as he watches you, your face angled away from him, but he can see the way your shoulders lose the tension. He simply lets his fingers pet the soft skin before dragging his hand a bit higher, pausing for a second to see if you would ask him to stop. When you stay quiet he takes that as permission and drags your shirt up with his hand as he traces your spine with his fingers. Your body twitches slightly from the colder air of the bedroom hitting your back before a small sigh escapes your lips. Namjoon smiles to himself and lets his whole palm lay on the base of your spine before dragging it all the way up, loving how soft your skin feels under his palm.

He shifts closer to you and lays his jean-clad leg over and between your short cover ones, being able to feel the heat coming off your skin even past the denim. He allows himself to press his chest closer and soon finds his crotch pressed against the side of your hips as he drags his hand over your waist to rest over your belly, sliding his hand between it and the bed. Bowing his head down he presses a kiss to the top of your spine, licking the skin there, humming at the way you try to arch your back for more. Trailing wet kisses up towards your neck, Namjoon can't help but to nuzzle the skin there. He knows what Taehyung smelt now, your heat is approaching, and even with scent blockers on, with him this close to you he can smell the start of it. Your floral sweet scent is already making his mouth water and Namjoon has to stop his teeth from digging into the soft, pretty skin and marking you up. Allowing himself a small nibble of the back of your back Namjoon can't help but to cock a brow at the moan that slips past your lips and the way you arch your back and raise your hips up, your cute butt going higher into the air.

"Oh?" Namjoon hums and keeps licking the skin behind your neck, cuter whines escaping your throat from the treatment that goes straight to his cock. "You presented yourself for me pup? Mhm? You tryna show me how good you can be?" And fuck you hate yourself for feeling the heat pooling in your stomach from that simple statement. Presenting was the position of an omega on their knees, head low and ass high, for a knot, sex ed taught you they believed that was the best position to take a knot, though modern-day just deemed it as a sex position now. Yet you know when it did to an alpha, seeing their omega present themselves is like begging for a knot, you've heard the other omegas of your school whisper to each other about how their alpha loved it.

'He's not my alpha though, none of them are.' You think bitterly and hate the gross feeling in your chest, god what is wrong with you? Why do you get excited for these stupid meet up with the boys, weeks ago you wouldn't care, but no the Bangtan members just had to be nice to you, had to be sweet, had to ask about you, and actually want to get to know you. You hate that you enjoyed discussing the novel with Namjoon, you hated the stupid flowers Taehyung would send to your apartment, you hated the way Jungkook would request you every day according to Myung, you hated they way Jin told Myung to send you meals when you said you weren't eating well, you hated the way Yoongi would still show up at the cafe while you studied to bring a treat to your table, you hated the way Hoseok had ask Myung if he could take you on a date, a real date not just fuck you, and you hated the way Jimin had sent a box filled with all seven boys clothing, reeking of their sent, small note attached saying it was for if you wanted to nest.

You hate, hate, hate it.

You bite back the self-pity building in your throat as Namjoon pets at your stomach and keeps up with small love bites on your shoulders. Your omega croons in your head, trying to calm you, but you can't stop your feelings. You spent your whole life telling yourself you don't need anyone, even your past boyfriends were short-lived as there never was a connection. You always believed you would just settle with a nice beta or omega and live comfortably, never ever was there an alpha in your mind.

Alpha's wanted a sweet, little, submissive omega and you were the farthest thing.

Sure you had moments when you wanted to lets all these urges take over and be a little needy for once, to let someone take care of you, to be submissive in the bedroom, and just let you be used, but never with an alpha. It terrified you, the thought of being vulnerable with an alpha, what if you showed the soft submissive side and they preferred it over your rougher one? What alpha would want a sarcastic omega who talked back over one who knew their place and kept their mouth shut. Hell, the boys probably picked you because they thought it was funny to see someone fight back. In reality, you knew,

if the Bangtan boys ever saw how much you wanted to let your omega side slip out, they would prefer that version of you then your true self. Or worse,

the hate your omega side.

You don't think you could handle that blow.

"Such a good omega for me, yeah? I'm sure you'll take my knot-" Namjoon cuts himself up when you roll away from him and sit up on the bed, backing facing him as you fix your shirt. He started to panic at the way your shoulders cave in and your eyes remain on your knees. "Did I do something? S-Sorry was that too much." Namjoon stutters out and fumbles to get up on his feet on the floor to walk towards you. You shake your head and peer at him over your shoulder giving a forced smile you hope he doesn't see the tears glossing your eyes. "Sorry, you're fine I'm just not really in the mood." You say and Namjoon shifts on his feet, guilt still filling his veins and he doesn't know why, he perks up and steps closer though. "That's okay we can just cuddle and talk-" he cuts himself off when you shake your head and get up on your own feet, the bed separating you two and you step back until you flushed against the wall. "I think I want to be alone if that's okay, we're not doing anything so there's no need for you to stay, right?"

Namjoon swallows and an ugly feeling starts to crawl up his chest, did he push it? Didn’t he make it clear he wanted you past sex? "Yeah, yeah that's fine." Namjoon breaths and lowers his face so you don't see the frown on it, he shoves his hands in his pocket wondering how it went so good to so bad as he turns on his heels, shoulders feeling heavy and Namjoon swears there's a fist squeezing his heart as he walks out of your bedroom.

"Night (Y/N)."
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Myung: Evening! If you have time tonight, would you attend the boy's dance practice? Thank you!

You sip on your iced coffee as you walk down the halls of the dance studio, music blasting from a certain room was your best guess where Bangtan was. Myung didn't specify which member you would be seeing so you wonder why you were called, were you just meant to sit there and look cute for the boys as they did their rehearsal. You shrug to yourself and shoulder open the door blaring a remix of some sorts and slide into the room, hoping not to interrupt.

Jungkook catches your eye first in the mirror and the male perks up mid-dance move, he does a full spin to stride over towards you, but Hoseok not even missing a beat hits Jungkook over the head and snaps at him to practice. Jungkook glares but quickly falls into step with the rest of the boys to finish off the dance. You hover awkwardly at the door until the dance instructor you assume, a middle-age Korean male, waves you over to sit on the free couches lining up one side of the wall. He offers you a water bottle and you take it with a smile and crack it open as you go back to watching the boys.

You can't recognize the song, you tried to listen to their music but lord did they have a lot of tracks, but the dance itself already makes your ankle and knees burn. The movement is fast and they're constantly switching placements and spots throughout the song. The boys seemed focused and you can't help but to feel a tension in the room, you've seen some of the videos on their youtube page when you wanted to learn more about each male, and the practice always seemed playful and light-hearted. Yet none of the boys looked at each other or shared playful moments, all serious face as they worked through the choreography.

"Hosoek and Jimin are fighting."

You blink and look over at the chorographer who sits a respectful distance aware from you, but close enough he can whisper the words. "That's why Myung called you over, they're been at each other's throats all day." You give him a strange look before you peer back at the boys. You're impressed on the formation they have and the dance, but when they move to the chorus and Jimin steps up to take the center, he runs straight into Hoseok, you don't know which male was in the wrong position, but Jimin is quick to snap at Hosoek shoving the male hard in his chest.

"You idiot you're supposed to go the other way!" Jimin snaps and you're shocked the flower boy of Bangtan could even look that mad. Hoseok though has en equal look of anger that shocks you and shoves Jimiin back just as the music cuts of and is shouting back. "You're supposed to go behind me, not in front of me you dumb blonde." Jimin narrows his eyes and is fisting his hand into Hoseok's top snarling as he pulls the boy closer with a tight grip a "Ya" escaping his lips. Your eyes widen at the way both men's lips curl up and their canines grow, their alpha sides coming out to the fight. This can't be good, alpha's going at each other never ended with a handshake, they always came out bloody and bruised, this was not good, but you stay in your seat. They can figure it out, you think to yourself. Maybe they just need to yell it out. Your eyes shoot to Namjoon and you freeze when you see the tired look on his face, the way he watches the boys wearily and gently tries to call them both, yet when both males ignore him, you get a whiff of the stress leaking out of Namjoon and your omega whimpers at the smell and-

oh shit, when did you move.

You don't even register it's you whos shouldering between Jimin and Hoseok pushing both boys away from each other as your head looks back and forth between them. "What the fuck is up your asses?" You hiss and push Jimin back when he tries to step forward again. Both the alpha's don't even notice you, too busy snarling at each other over your head. "Hey." You snap when Hoseok presses closer this time and you shove him back harder. You keep your arms up and against each boy's chest as they snap words at each other and you roll your eyes from the act. "What the hell happened?" You hissed at Jin whos the closest to you. The elder male gives a weak shrug and a sorry smile as he sees what you're in the middle of. "Jimin's having an off day and Hosoek woke up on the wrong side of the bed and is being a little anal."

"I'm not having an off day."

"I'm not being anal."

Both Jimin and Hosoek snap at Jin their eyes narrowing at the eldest before they could snap at Jin and direct him and grab both of their arms and tug then away from the group. "Wanna act like meat-headed alphas, fine you're in time out." You snap at the male you drag behind you across the room. "Where the fuck are we going?" Jimin asks, he doesn't have the heart to snap at you or rip his arm out of his grip, and in all honestly, the feel of your hand holding his arm already starts to unwind the tension he's had all day. Hosoek in the same boat keeps his lips pressed together, as he doesn't want you to know how much your scent is soothing him, and also doesn't wanna give up the fight with Jimin so easily.

"I'm taking you overgrown children to time out to talk about your feelings since you wanna be a nuisance to the other boys and Jungkook, no stay here."

Jungkook stops mid-stride and pouts when the door swings closed behind the three of you.
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You peer into a smaller dance studio you make a sound of approval and push up open stepping inside and holding the door open. "Get in." You snap at the two boys who look at their feet. Jimin and Hoseok both shift in and don't notice each other, they collide in the doorway and Hoseok is quick to push at Jimin's shoulder. "Watch your step." Hoseok growls and Jimin narrows his gaze, a sneer on his plump lips as he snaps back at Hoseok that it was his fault but gets cut off when you let out a strangled groan. They both paused to look over at you and whine when they see your narrowed eyes. You point into the room and Hoseok steps first walking into the smaller room, Jimin on his heels as you finally swing the door shut behind you.

"What the hell is wrong with you two? Aren't you both the dancer line or something? Doesn't that mean teamwork and all that shit?" You ask and wave your hands around as you stand between the two boys. Jimin lets out a scoff and rolls his eyes. "As if, tell the asshole to fucken tone down his attitude, I messed up one step and he's at my throat." Hoseok narrows his eyes from the response and presses closer to sneer at Jimin. "Excuse me? I told you to get the moves down last week and you had brushed me off saying you already had it and went out with your friends. Maybe if you actually practiced you wouldn't be messing up so much." Jimin growls tears your ears and you feel anxiety rippling in your chest.

Fuck is this what Namjoon feels? You think weakly as you watch the two boys saying harsh words to each other. How does he handle this? How does he get them to stop? No wonder he looks do done whenever they fight, seven years of this bullshit you would have snapped a long time ago. Their growls get louder and their only a few spaces away and your uneasy feeling counties to bubble in your stomach. You don't want them fighting, it's causing your omega stress, maybe you're more sensitive because your heat is coming up, but the panic is growing fast. You don't like seeing a close bond being torn up with harsh words like it is now, you don't like seeing the way Jimin flinches back when Hosoek says something that hurts even you. Nor do you like the self-doubt swimming in Hoseok's eyes when Jimin comments on his poor teaching abilities. 'Make them stop, make them stop.' Your omega cries and you don't realize when a whimper escapes your mouth.

Both boys shut their mouth and snap their heads to you.

"Just let it go both of you please." You cry out clenching your shaky hands in your fist. "You're making all the boys stress and it's not fair to them, just say sorry to each other and stop fighting. Aren't you suppose to be pack? Pack doesn't do this to each other, you're suppose to hear each other out not just defend yourself and invalidate someone's feelings." You rush out between shaky breaths and you swallow the lump in your throat when the two alpha's stand there watching you with wide eyes. Jimin can smell the stress coming from you and Hoseok cusses at himself when he gets a whiff of the smell too.

"Just, just say sorry and try your best okay? Sometimes people have off days and maybe that's Jimin, but that doesn't mean Hoseok is a bad teacher okay Jimin? That's not nice and you guys are supposed to be brothers and-" you're rambling of course you are, but you just want them to stop. It's making you stress out and the idea they might physically hurt each worries your omega to no end. 'Pack shouldn't fight like this, we need to help, help them fix it.' You omega panics. Your words are cut off when Hoseok snaps his head to Jimin calling his name, the blonde alpha slowly turns away from you and meet his gaze.

"I'm sorry, I should take it easy on you all, I'm just stressed over getting this down in time."

"I'm sorry too, I should of stayed back last time and made sure I got the choreography down."

Hoseok nods and holds his hand out to give to Jimin. The boys clasps hands and pull each other for a hug, slapping each others back before they pull away and look over at you.

"Can we take care of our omega now, we made her stressed out," Hoseok says head cocking as he peers at your figure. Jimin shares a grin with Hoseok and a happy noise escapes his throat.

"Oh hell yeah."

Notes:

i'm fucken weAK for buff namjoon
lol so sorry for the angst
but did we like the angst ?
thank you so much for the love on the last chapter I'm really really happy you're all enjoying this story and I'm so pumped to share it with you
leave some love! I love reading all the reactions it honestly FUELS me

Chapter 16: sixteen

Summary:

check up part two.

Notes:

HAPPY FUCKEN BIRTHDAY TO MY BIAS SINCE DAY ONE NAMJOONIE I LOVE YOU AND BE HEALTHY AND GREAT THIS YEAR and plz keep getting thic i love you.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

You find yourself in a wall between two alphas.

"Hold on a second." You stutter out when the alphas near you with a certain look in their eyes. Your words are ignored when Jimin easily slides up in front of you, hooking his fingers into your belt loop the male tugs you closer, you're pressed against his body a moment later and let out a groan when he flutters kissing down your jaw. Hoseok takes the spot behind you and rest his hands on the side of your hips, thumbs pressing down onto your lower make kneading the skin softly. "Sorry to stress you out pup." Hoseok sighs and gentle takes in your scent as he presses his nose into your hair. "You should say sorry to the boys." You bite back, but can't help but to feel a little relieved as the boys between you press closer, their body heat calming down the shakiness of your hands, their scent cocooning you. "Namjoon smelt so stressed and god knows how many times you guys put him in that state from all your alpha bickering bullshit-" You squeak when Jimin's lips reach your neck and he takes a hard bite down. You jerk your head back and can't help but notice the glare Jimin is giving you.

"Somone seems to care about Namjoon a lot, do you like him the most little one?" You swallow at the look he's giving you, and you feel Hoseok's fingers pause their massage on you as he waits for your answer. "W-What? N-No I like all of you-" You interrupted again when Hosoek squeezes at your hips, and cocks them backward, giving you a full feel of his hardening cock. "Aw little omega likes us?" An ugly lump forms in your throat as the teasing tone of his voice. It's just a joke, you think to yourself, he's not trying to make fun of you.

"Of course she likes us, we're alphas and she's an omega. Why wouldn't she?" Jimin says with an eye roll looking at Hosoek over your shoulder. "It's basic science."

Your heart clenches painfully.

Of course, it's science. What you're feeling is science, what the boys feeling is science. They don't actually like you, you don't actually like them. It's just your omega liking the alpha status, that's it. Who cares if you like the time you spend with the boys and find yourself with a stupid smile on your face when you leave them. Who cares about the little touches they do to you, they're only doing it cause they're alphas. They probably don't even see you as anything other than an omega. As if they would ever like you for anything past that,

you're just their hired fucken omega.

You wiggle out of the grasp and the two boys blink when you step away, eyes on the floor as you refuse to look at either of them. "Sorry, but I was only called to end the fight. It's technically my off day so I'll be heading home now." You say, trying to stop the hitch of your breath as you tell yourself how dumb you are. You really thought for a brief second maybe the boys meant all the things they said and did to you, they always called you such loving names, cooing the terms of their omega to you. 'Well, that's what I am, their stupid omega whore.' You think bitterly to yourself and know the boys can smell the bitter smell coming off you. You don't care to correct as you give them a small nod and spin on your heels.

"W-wait, d-did I say something?" You ignore Jimin's call and only pick up your step, wanting out of the building fast. You're being emotional and you hate it, hate that his words hit home. Why would the seven boys be interested in you? You think bitterly and push past the main dance room where you can hear the boys still talking, you don't notice the way Yoongi catches a view of you in the corner of his eye, his head snapping to the side, watching your quick-moving body through the windows lining up the wall. His eyes narrow when you don't enter, he was hoping you would step in and maybe wait until the boys where done practice. Maybe you would come over and you could all watch a movie, or bake something, or literally anything Yoongi just wanted you there. Yet when your body disappears behind the wall Yoongi watches blankly, hoping you would pop up again. His nose crinkles when your scent wafts over from the small crack of the door, when his strong nose finally gets a proper smell he freezes,

you smell like bitter, sad omega.

Well looks like he has to kill Jimin and Hosoek.
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Myung: Morning! I know you're requested this day off, but Jin wanted to see if you could fit him in.

You scratch at your head when you read the text after your shower, it was the next day after the mess between the two dancers and you were hoping you would have no contact with any of the boys, take the day to yourself and keep your emotions in check, plus you had a doctors appointment. So you give Myung a response explaining you had an appointment regarding your heats and would not be able to see Jin today.

You didn't expect to see a call from Namjoon a minute later.

"Hello?" You question when you press the phone to your head, you head some shuffling, as if someone is fighting for the device and a distance, "I knew you had her number!" before you hear Jin's voice. "Hi." He breathes and a grunt is heard following it and you swear he's cussing out Namjoon on the other side. "You have a doctor's appointment," Jin asks before you could even respond to anything. You let out a hum and play with the end of your dress, not understanding why he was asking for this.

Can I please, please, please come?"

You make a face of confusion at yourself in the mirror and let the silent pause hang between you a Jin. "I'm sorry?" You ask not grasping what he had said. "Your appointment, can I come please?" Jin whines out the last part and you can almost hear the way his lips pout as he begs in the phone. "I'll be quiet and sit there I promise let me come please?" You blink at yourself and open your mouth to respond to the odd request, but you hear a shout from the phone and fumbling until an out of breath Namjoon is on the other line.

"Sorry, he just grabbed my phone." The leader breathes and you hear distance shouts of protest and Namjoon laughing at Jin as a response about him getting too old to keep up. "You need a better passcode." You deadpan into the phone and can't help but to smile when you hear the soft whine on the other end. "Duly noted, but um, sorry if it's a weird request, but." Namjoon sighs and you wait for him to finish the sentence, your heart fluttering around as you hear him stutter and you hate yourself for that. "Do you think we could join?" You rub at your forehead as you try to let the request sink in. If they came at least you would have a ride you think weakly to yourself, the uber was expensive the last time you had went.

'Wanna see them.' Your omega says softly and you hate how fast you agree with her. 'Don't be sad, don't push them away.' God, you wish you could scowl at the omega, but you couldn't help but to agree. You know seeing them would just make the gross feeling in your chest worse, and you would probably end up curling in your bed with self-pity tonight, but you're a selfish idiot and you did wanna see the older boys, you barely Jin alone since the dinner on top of that. What's the worse that could happen right?

"Fine. you both better be here in half an hour then."
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"Did you change your passcode?"

You slide into the back seat and Namjoon has the guts to look back at you with a guilty smile from his place in the passenger seat. "I did actually, to your phone number." The statement makes your fumble when you click on your seat belt and you look up at the leader through your eyelashes. "Very funny." You mumble, but your damn heart flutters from the feeling of his teasing. You ignore the lip bite Namjoon does when he looks away from you, his eyes wanting nothing more than to trail up your legs that are shown from your cute little sundress, but the last thing he needs is to be hard at the doctor's office. You settle in your seat but pause when Jin turns around from the driver side and holds out a mug for you.

"What's this?" You ask as you take is, sniffing at it, it doesn't smell like coffee, but there is a sweet lemony smell you catch. Jin puts the car into drive as he pulls out of your apartment and gives you a smile in the review mirror. "It's this tea my mom use to drinks a lot, it's good for you before heat, it's a mix of lemon balm, honey, dandelion root, and some ginger. She claimed it helps cramping, I called her earlier for the recipe I hope it taste good." You hum out a thank you and don't notice as both boys hold their breath as you sip on it. Jin bites down a large smile when he sees the way your shoulders drop from the drink and a happy sigh leaves your lip when you part from the cup. "It's really good thank you." You say with a smile and Namjoon feels his heart jump. Both their alphas are filled with joy, happy their omega is enjoying something they provided for you, that you're allowing them to help you.

"Have you talked to Myung about what you wanna do for your heat?" Namjoon can't help but to ask, playing with the ring on his finger, Myung has commented a few days ago he was confirming with you how you wish to handle your upcoming heat. It was a guessing game when it would fully hit, you had been showing signs and in the small car and your scent blockers, both boys could still smell how much sweeter your scent had gotten. The boys hoped and prayed you would want to spend you heat with them, but knew in the end they would take any decision you picked.

"I figured it was fair since you guys would spend your ruts with me, I should offer my heats also." You say with a small shrug as you play with the warm cup. "Plus it does raise the pay." You joke, but you fail to notice how Jin clenches harder onto the steering wheel and Namjoon almost bends his ring in half as he slipped it off his finger to play with. Right, you're getting paid for this, Jin thinks to himself sadly. His eyes stay hard on the road as he fights down the sadness hoping the it wouldn't mix in with his pheromones. That's the only reason you would spend your heat with them, not because you actually like any of them, but because you're being paid to do so. Jin ignores his alpha as he growls in protest, claiming his omega doesn't mean it and you do really care for them. Jin refuses to accept it, he doesn't want to get his hopes up, he doesn't hate you for doing this for a paycheck, he can respect that.

He just really, really wants you to like him.

"How are you guys gonna get into the doctor's office anyway, I'm sure there's gonna be like a solid three fertile omegas there, I'm pretty sure they'll attack the second they get a whiff of you guys." You comment as you sip on the tea and gaze out at the familiar road. "Myung called ahead, it's just gonna be your doctor in there, she already canceled all her appointment for the day. Myung sent someone to make her sign a nondisclosure contract." Namjoon says pushing back the pit in his heart and giving you a small. You chuckle at that and shake your head. "The power of Bangtan I guess." You muss softly. You pause for a second and let out a moan thumping your forehead with your palm both boths look at you when they hit a red light, both frowning. "What's wrong?" Jin asks, turning his blinker on for a left turn.

"I told her the last time I might, well, be with seven guys." You say weakly and slump in the seat. "Now she knows it's Bangtan, god she's gonna think I have like a golden pussy." Namjoon lets out a loud snort and clasps a hand over his face to cover his laugh. You smile in amusement as you watch him bow his head, shoulders shaking as he tries to control his laughter. Jin is on the same boat as his face is turning red from trying his best not to burst into a fit of laughter as he dries, but you see the way his eyes are twitching in the review mirror.

You finally pull up into the parking lot of the doctor's office and you and the boys trail inside, the reception office is empty expect your doctor, the little elder omega sitting at the front desk glancing down at the computer. "Oh hi, honey! Right on time!" She sings with a smile and you feel yourself giving the smile back. The smaller woman waves you over and pauses when she sees with both of the boys. "Would your alphas like to come inside also?" You feel the blush rising, your alphas, lord you wished. Before you could deny it Jin places his hands on your shoulder, leaning down to give you a smile.

"Can we please pup?"

You grumble to yourself and nod, jerking your chin for Jin to follow the doctor. You can't help but wonder why him and Namjoon even wanted to come along, you can see how happy Jin is as he pasts you. Theres a large smile on his face and his shoulders pinch back farther. You take a glance at Namjoon over your shoulder and the other alpha catches your eye, he gives you a large grin and drops his head quickly to press a brief kiss to the side of your head. You give him an eye roll but glad he can't see your blush when you look back at the front. The doctor leads you into her room and motions you to sit up on the bed while the boys take the seats. "How have you been feeling since you got off the pills?" The doctor questions as she pulls up your file, flipping the pages open before she looks at you with a bright smile.

Your legs swing under you as you shrug at her. "People have been saying my scent has changed a bit, so I guess heats coming soon. I've been a little more emotional I think, so I guess that's another sign. And uh." You look over at the boys, they're both sitting up in their seats with perfect posture, kinda like meerkats your muse before you look away and slump a little when the doctor gives you an encouraging smile. "It's been harder, um, with my omega side. It comes out more often then I would like." You admit softly and play with your fingers, ignoring the way both boys frown. The doctor nods and you let her fumble around with her stethoscope to take your heartbeat as she does a basic check-up. "I know it's not easy to just allow yourself to accept these feelings, but I do hope you're trying your best to accept it and not just pushing them away like you've been doing." You give a small nod, wanting the topic to be over. She gives an understanding pat on your arm before she moves to take your blood pressure.

"Your blood pressure is a bit high." She comments, before checking again. You can't help but to notice how Jin and Namjoon perk up to attention when she speaks. "Do you think it's stress? Schools have been a lot for her and I don't think she's sleeping well." Jin speaks up, nervously playing with his fingers. "I know it's not her diet, I make sure the meals aren't too salty or high in fat, it's all balanced, if she would step sneaking in extra chocolate though." You gap at the male and sputter when he releases all this information. "How do you know I eat chocolate." Jin huffs out his chest and gives you eyebrow raise. "As if I wouldn't keep track of what you're eating, you old diet consistent of ramen and protein powder. I can't have you unhealthy." You blink at the statement and miss the look the doctor gives, a small smile filling the older woman face as she hears the fretting alpha.

"I had some veggies." You protest but roll your eyes when Jin gives you a look. "It's probably school, she's had a lot of papers due the past few weeks and that midterm she's been cramming for. I bet she hasn't slept a proper eight hours in weeks." Namjoon says with a frown as he looks at you. You feel a bit attacked hearing your poor habits and point at him. "Hey, you don't get to judge me when it comes to sleep, how many nights have you texted me while you're overnight at the studio." Namjoon gives you a teasing grin at your fighting words and cocks his head to the side. "Yeah, but what do I do, sit and think of lyrics. You have more on your plate with school, you really need the sleep pup." You can't even think of a clever come back from how heartwarming his words are and find yourself gazing at him with a stupid smile.

"Ah, I love young love! This reminds me of when my alphas courted me, oh this is so sweet!"

You blink at the doctor who is giggling into her hand as she gazes at you. You give her a small smile weakly, you want to correct her but what? Tell her you're just their whore? You gaze at the boys to see if they would say anything, but they both merely just nod and give a doctor a smile. You chalk to it up to them wanting the doctor to believe you're actually with the boys, leading to less of a chance of a scandal if anything slips outs. What would be worse, Bangtan having their own whore, or being mates with the same omega? You shake yourself from the thoughts and swallow down the pit building in your stomach as the doctor speaks. "It could be the lack of sleep and stress. It's not too bad yet, but we'll book another checkup soon and keep a look on that. Listen to your alphas, honey! You need proper sleep, if you're not getting the right amount of hours it can affect your blood pressure." You nod and her and stick your tongue out at the boys when they give you a knowing look.

"I need to check your lady bits, would you like the boys to step out?" You clear your throat at the question and glance over at the two males. Both are still sitting on the edge of their seats with eager eyes. You don't get why the alphas care so much about your health, but they haven't stepped over any boundaries or made you feel uncomfortable, so your shrug to the doctor letting her know it's alright and lay back on the hard bed. She brings up stirrups on either side of your feet and props your legs up, you're saved some shame as the boys sit near your head, getting no view of your private area. "Am I okay to pull down the underwear?" Your doctor asks as she snaps on gloves. You give a nod and twitch a bit from the cold draft you feel. You keep your eyes on the ceiling as she pulls the tools out next to her. "I'm gonna touch around the area first, make sure there's no lumps or bumps, I'll let you know when I have to go inside." She says with a calm voice and you take a breath, you knew she had to check out the area with your heat coming up, making sure after the suppressants you had taken everything down there was going as it should be. Yet it didn't make it any less nerve-wracking, what if the suppressants did screw with you? What if you weren't making slick anymore, what if your vagina wasn't going to welcome a knot, what if it messed with your birth control too, good lord you were not going to be a breeding machine for these alphas-

"Hey," you jump when Jin pulls his chair closer, leaning his head down to press a kiss to your hairline. "Relax okay? I'm sure you're perfectly healthy." You nod and close your eyes when the male runs his nose gently over your forehead, scenting your to try to calm your nerves. Your body sinks more into the hard bed as he presses little butterfly kisses to the side of your head. "No matter what, you're still perfect okay?" You swallow at how heavy his words feel and can't help but to look up at him, cocking your head back, you wonder how he still looks handsome upside down but push the thought away. "Even if I can't have kids?" You asked softly, he gives you a sad smile and shakes his head, he leans down to press a peck to your lips, pulling back he pets your hair back with his hand.

"Of course little one."

The doctor clears her throat softly and gives you a warm smile when you look at her. "I'm gonna slip the tool inside now okay? It's lubed up but it might still feel uncomfortable, bare with it okay hon?" You nod fighting back a smile when you feel Namjoon reach over to hold your hand that dangles on the side of the bed. You can't help but to jerk when you feel the cold tool being pressed inside you, the doctor hushing out a sorry, and Jin presses a delicate kiss to your forehead. It wasn't painful, but it was very uncomfortable, you're barely wet and the lube didn't do much to make it smooth with how tight you are. Once it stops being pushed up the doctor glances at the computer screen next to her, making sure everything is okay.

"It all seems to be good so far, nothing abnormal." The doctor voices as she clicks on the mouse next to you. "I'm gonna move the tool around, sorry if it's a bit weird hon, I know it's not the greatest feeling." You appreciate her sympathetic tone but still can't' help but to jerk when she does. Namjoon squeezes your hand tighter and pets at your palm with his thumb. "It won't be too long." He says softly as you whine as the feel, it's off, having something inside you larger than a tampon and not bringing any pleasure. It just sits there stretching you open uncomfortably. You hear her click around on the computer and busy yourself with playing with Namjoon's fingers, the man smiling at himself as you draw patterns into his palm, the little motion warming his heart.

"Okay, we're all good! I'm gonna take it out and place your underwear back on and you can sit up!" You nod and give a final when and she gently as possible slips the tool out. You feel her place your underwear back on and soon she takes your legs off the stirrups, allowing you to sit back up. Jin follows and fixes your hair before pressing a final kiss to your forehead. You give him a smile and Namjoon's hand one last squeeze before they take their seat and the doctor writes something down in your file.

"You're all okay there hon! Your lady bits look completely normal for an upcoming heat, though I do want to get you on these omega pills, I make all my patients take them before their heat comes up. It's just a specific multiple vitamin for us during heat, it helps up making sure our body is retaining enough water and food, because we both know we don't get many breaks during a heat cycle." You feel a blush fill your face from the doctor's playful words and roll your eyes at the wide smiles on the alphas faces. She tears out the persecution and Jin reaches over as she holds it out to you. "We'll go pick it up now and give you both some private time, well charge it on our card so don't worry okay?" Namjoon says as both him and Jin get up. You nod and smile as they both walk past you, bowing and thanking the doctor the two males squeeze your thighs before they leave,

"Well aren't they just sweethearts," Your doctor gushes with a smile. You give her a small smile with a shake of your head. "I'm really sorry they crashed it, it much of been a hassle to cancel all your other appointments." The women waves you off with a shake of her small hand. "Oh no honey, alphas always wanna come to their omega's check-ups, and they're those singers, right? Of course, they need the privacy." You nod in thanks but can't help but to question what she has just said. "What do you mean alphas always wanna come to check up?" You question. The doctor looks up from your notes and cocks her head at you. "Oh honey you don't know? Alphas always want to come to their mates check-ups. They wanna make sure everything is okay and their omegas are getting the best service." You sit there and take in this information. Mates? You're weren't with the boys like that, why do they care about your health?

The doctor gives you a warm smile, not knowing the inner confusion you're having. "Those alpha boys really like you honey, god I don't think I've seen such attentive ones like that in a while! It's adorable how much they care for your health." Your eyes are wide as the doctor counties, your heart picking up at what she's saying.

"I wouldn't be surprised if they mate you soon!"

Notes:

listen man in this world theres different tools for your vagina cause omegas okay
so a little bit of angst and a little bit of fluff!!
how did you guys like the doctor scene? I felt a bit unsure writing it cause idk I wanted to show the care and love the boys in a different way
also plz don't hate jimin too much
thank you all so, so, SO much for the comments last chapter, I'm really happy you're enjoying this world I built.
leave some love, I get a stupid smile every time I read your comments

Chapter 17: seventeen

Summary:

a little green monster appears

Notes:

Y’all: THEY NEED COMMUNICATION
Me: I NEED PLOT

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

You feel gross.

You flipped your pillow and shoved your warm face into the cool side, sighing in relief at the sensation. Peeling your eyes open to glance at your clock you can see it's early in the morning, barely eight am, you have an afternoon lecture today and no work so you wonder why the hell your body woke you up at such an early time.

Ah, it's probably the sweat coating your skin.

Flipping onto your back you assess yourself, you know it's not your heat hitting just yet, what you remember from your first heat was different than this. Waves of heat, the want of an alpha, deadly cramps, and lots of crying. But the sweat on your body now means your heat is due sooner then you think. Your doctor's appointment was earlier this week, you expected maybe another week before your heat hit, you're clearly wrong and you would probably have your cycle in the next few days. You sigh and roll out of your bed, mine as well start your day, you think lazily. You make a note to put on extra scent blockers to pry off any asshole alphas. You look up when you hear a small knock on your door, your roommate peering in.

"Hey." The beta says sipping on her coffee and giving you a small nod. "Sorry heard you move around, someone coming to fix the pipe in the bathroom this afternoon, you gonna be here?" You gave her a small shake of your head and she lets out a sigh leaning her hip on your doorway. "Okay, I'll have the landlord let them in." You nod and say a sorry as you move around the room fixing your bed. You look over when the girl doesn't walk away, she meets your eyes and you're surprised to see the shock on her face. "Oh no way you're an omega?" You can't help but to laugh a the expression on the girl's face as you take a seat on your made bed looking over at her.

"Thought you were a beta this whole time damn." The girl comments as she sniffs your room, usually you kept a small candle on to mask the scent of your room. But since Namjoon had come over a few times to visit you had figured it was best to leave the candle off, your sure his alpha side loves basking in the smell of an omega. You know your roommate smells your preheat creeping in, to her beta nose it just smells sweet and floral, nothing exciting to her. "I was gonna talk to you about that all actually." You say to the girl, she looks over at you and gives a nod as she sips on her cup. "Um, I'm probably gonna be spending my heat with some...partners. So I'll probably be gone in the new few days." You say easily, hoping your usually tame roommate won't ask too many questions. "Well damn girl I heard the plural in that. Get your alphas." The girl snorts into her cup, you bristle at the comment, but tell yourself she's just being playful, plus you're just sensitive since your heat-

"Must be really easy to pull all these alphas huh, just wave this scent around and I bet they're dying to mount you."

You swallow when a giggle follows the girl's words. You know she's just trying to joke, that she doesn't really mean any harm, but the words still sting though. She doesn't even know the boys but it's obvious to even her, the only reason alphas would want you is because of your status. You give her a smile as she starts to turn around, walking back to the kitchen. "Just shoot me a text when your alpha pack whisk you away to omega heaven." The sings and you call back an empty agreement.

You sit in the quiet, head filled with thought of self-pity. God, it's so dumb, your heart flutters when you even think about the boys, your omega sighing in happiness by their presence. Yet that's all you are to them, their stupid omega. You push the heel of your hands into your eyes hoping the tears wouldn't leak out. You let out a painful sigh and shift your eyes to the box Jimin had sent you a bit back, you shifted closer and pried the box open, the smell of the seven alphas mixed together hitting you like a ton of bricks. Your hands dug on the side of the box as you steady yourself, you silently pick an item from each of the boys, being able to tell which one was there's by smell alone.

Yoongi's scarf, Namjoon's sweat pants, Jungkook's tank top, Jin's hoodie, Jimin's long sleeve, Hoseok's sweatshirt, and Taehyung's stupid ugly shirt. Holding the handful of clothing you make your way into a small corner in your bedroom, pushing aside the box of textbooks that sat there you went on your knees, mind focused on creating a small little nest. You layout Yoongi's scarf on the floor, twisting Jimin's top along with Jungkook's tank on one side. Taehyung's top layered with Namjoon's sweatpants on the other. Fiddling with the thick hoodies of Jin and Hoseok you press them together finish the little circle, fluffy out the fabrics to create a soft nest.

You paused when you fully register what you were doing, not realizing your omega had slipped out this much. You never nested before, there was no desire to during your first heat as you didn't have any alphas scents you wanted to be coated in. You press your lips together to stop the tremble when you look at the pile of clothes, scent filled with the boys, and looking so, so warm to you. You shift to the box again and let out a pathetic sniffle when you see the small note on the bottom of the box, dark fabric under it.

'I know you're gonna claim you don't need this all, but humor your alpha's. Hope these help you when we're not around.' -Jimin

You press a hand against your mouth when a whimper slips past your throat, you tug the large fabric, a soft cotton blanket unfolding and a mix of all seven males scents fills your nose. They all scented this one blanket for you, it's so thoughtful and warms your heart. You hate it. You hate so much that they do these stupid things, why are they wasting all this on you? You're nothing to them but an omega that smell nice, their alphas probably force them, you think bitterly, they only think with their stupid knot and would do anything to make an omega happy before their heat. You're sure the beautiful men of Bangtan would pick prized omega's over your stubborn ass you think bitterly.

Grabbing the blanket you shuffle over to your little nest, curling your body as small as it would go to wrap the fabric around you, you tug the blanket over your frame and press the corner into your face, eyes fluttering shut when you bask in the smell. One tear slips down and you can't help but to let the other ones flow freely. Is this what unrequited love feels like? This ugly dark feeling that's growing bigger and bigger in your chest. You hate it, hate so much that you want nothing more to build a nest in the boy's place and have them around you, you would allow them in your nest easily, your sure each boy would struggle to fit and the thought almost brings a smile to your face. You let out a pathetic whimper and bring your knees to your chest, you would always read stupid love stories, stupid poems and listen to stupid music about love, but never experienced it yourself.

You hated it so much.

When your phone indicates you have a text you shove your hand under the blanket, fumbling into your sweat pants pocket to pull out the device. You smile weakly through tears seeing the meme Jihoon had sent you earlier in the morning, but your eyes go to the newest message.

Myung: Good morning! The boys have a show tonight, please come to this address at seven pm and use the back entrance.

You gaze lazily at Myung's text, your thumbs press together as your hover them above the screen, debating if your next move was smart.

'Please, please, please no don't do it.' Your omega cries already knowing the thought in your head. You ignore her and start typing out the text to Myung, the dark pit in your chest going with every letter you type out. Once the sentence is complete you gaze at the message, your omega begging in your head for you not to send the message.

You ignore her and hit send.
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Your Uber driver whistles at the line she drives past, the arena was large, in the soul of the city and you could see the way the thousands of fans wrap around the building. You can't help but to gap at the chaotic ness of it all, they had started letting people into the arena and you could already see the fans of Bangtan nudging each other to go in faster.

"Good lord those boys are popular." The elder lady gushes as she rounds the corner, following your directions. "How did you get backstage, you a lucky one?" You give her a small smile, hoping she doesn't notice the way you force it. "My uncle works for them." You lie easily and your shoulders sag in relief when she merely nods. She stops at a security post, gates blocking the rest of the way as an older, larger Korean man signals the car to stop. "I'm good here, thank you for the ride," You say to the women giving her a smile. She nods and wishes you a good night as you slip out of the car and walk over to the male who is eyeing you.

"Lines at the front." He says before you even fully reach him. You fish out your wallet from your purse as speaks to you. "I'm here under Myung's direction." You say already knowing how this all goes. The boy's have tight security and always give you a hassle when you first approach them. When the guard asks for your name and respond and show your ID. Soon his standoff behavior relaxes a little as he guides you past the gates, he opens the door for the back of the building, another guard standing on the inside. The second one has a warmer smile nods in greeting and hands you a backstage pass that you easily slip past your neck. You allow the man to guide you through the halls, you make sure not to get in anyone's way as backstage is busting with people.

Racks of clothes rush past you, calls for makeup filter around you, people speaking loudly over the radio burst your eardrums. It's a bit much and is overwhelming you, trying your best to stay small people still bump into you and you groan out.
The guard gives you a small smile when he pauses at a large room, makeup artist busting in and out along with the stylist. "Just in here miss." You give him a thank you and tug at your shirt, you can't help but to notice how even the stylist are dressed better than you, your black skater skirt and white top feel a bit childish next to the tight body con outfits your seeing. You sigh and kick your booted feet on the ground before you peer into the room.

The boys are all scattered around the room, Namjoon, Yoongi, and Jin stood on one side, stylist around them as they fitted their jackets to their bodies. Hoseok and Taehyung sat near the mirrors, hair spray being misted over their styled locks. Next to them Jin and Jungkook sat on their own chairs, makeup being touched up giving them a flawless look. You risk a glance at the mirror and can already tell your eye make up is a bit smugged from your lecture and your foundation is oily from how long you have it on.

God, you wanna go back home.

"Oh (Y/N) you're here." Myung gives you a smile as he passes you in the doorway, on his way out. You smile back at him and blink when the older man gives you a hesitant look, he nods his head and pulls you aside so you're not standing in the room and are back in the hall. "I just wanted to talk about the text you sent me are you sure-" You cut him off with a firm nod, knowing where he was going with this. "I am sure, I'm sorry it's so last minute." He gives you a shake of his head and gives a forced smile. "No, no it's okay. I'm just worried how the boys will react..." You give a small shrug and ignore the pit in your chest.

"I'm sure they can find another omega for-"

"(Y/N)!"

You're taken out of your thoughts as Taehyung spots you as he walks closer to the large doorway. You give a small wave but soon find his arms pull you into the room and away from a worry looking Myung. Taehyung pulls you closer, arms wrapping around you firmly as he leans down to press a small kiss to your forehead. "You look very pretty." The male sighs and you hush out a thanks as he trails his lips downwards, skimming your lips before he goes for your neck, you know the scent blockers are on strong but if he gets close enough he could get a whiff of your smell, Taehyung knows this as he noses the skin right under your ear, breath shaky as he hit with the smell of your preheat-

"Ya! I'm not fixing your make up again Taehyung get away from her!"

The boy whines but doesn't listen, his tongue instead poking out to swipe at your skin and you can't help but to kneel at the feel, your body more sensitive as your heat approaches. Taehyung pauses from the sound you make and the way your hand curls into his dress shirt, the silk material feels expensive but you don't care as you tug at it, eyes fluttering close when his teeth take a hesitate nibble as if testing the waters. You pull at his shirt a little more and neither of you eye notices a button popping off from the action as you're too busy trying to hold back the moan building in your throat and Taehyung is fighting the urge to sink his teeth into your soft skin and just finally claim you.

In a second he's ripped away from you.

"I already have to fix your shirt, don't make me fix your makeup." You stare wide-eyed at the smaller female that speaks to Taehyung, but is glaring hard at you. She's tiny, her waist is so small you wonder how it's possible for it to curve like that, her tight dark sleeves body con shirt paired with tight jeans hides none of her curves. You can't help but feel a bit envious at the swell of her breast and hips. Her small perfect manicured hand flicks silky black locks away from her face as she glares at you, her perfectly lined eyes narrowing slightly.

"Ah, you're the omega."

She's a beta, you can tell that off the bat by her lack of scent blockers. She smells clean almost, like a fresh breeze, but you catch a bit of bitterness laid in there and you wonder if it had to do with her hands still around Taehyung's wrist and the way she's glaring at you. Taehyung doesn't sense the tension and merely smiles brightly at you trying to step closer yet the beta keeps her grip strong. "This is (Y/N)! Isn't she a cutie!" Taehyung says with excitement. "Baby girl this is Byeol she's our main makeup artist and stylist." You give a small bow to the women and she merely gives a small nod of her head.

You can see the way she's criticizing you, her eyes dragging past your legs, bigger than hers, and your waist, not as narrow as her, until they rest on your face. You're more aware of how your make up is probably cracking around your smile lines, and that your pores probably still peek through as you gaze at her glass-like skin. She curls her lips, the dark lipstick making the action feel a little more sinister. "Oh yeah, what a cutie." She says with a scoff. You bristle at the comment, you're used to mean girls, sadly the world makes women see each other as enemies, in no way where you gonna let her talk down to you though.

And fuck, mama didn't raise no bitch.

So you cock your head give her a big smile that has her pausing from the fakeness seeping out of you.

"Yeah, I'm especially a cutie when I have the boys on their knees for me eating my puss-"

"Perfect you're here you can walk me to get snacks I'm hungry." You didn't even notice Yoongi darting towards you, catching you by the waist and pulling you away from Byeol and closer to him. The girl stands frozen her mouth gaping open her hand finally dropping Taehyung's arm as she just stares at you. You can't help but to smirk over your shoulder at her as Yoongi wraps an arm low on your hips to pull you out and stick your tongue out at her, cause you're feeling that mature. You grin a bit when Taehyung lets out a loud laugh at the scene sending you a playful wink before you're out of the room.

"You feel big now?" Yoongi mocks as he keeps his arm around you, easily leading you down the filled hallway, people parting for Yoongi and you. You side-eye him and shrug your shoulders allowing him to hold open the catering room door for you as you slip inside. "No idea what you're talking about." You say easily as you pass him, you squeak and whip around to glare at the dark-haired male when his hand creeps out to slip under your skirt, pinching at your butt. "Fuck you." You spit out, no real heat behind the words. The male lets the door swing behind him and leans down to give you a full gummy smile eyes darting down to your lips. "Little thing we both know you're the one who's gonna get fucked." You narrow your eyes and open your mouth for the next snarky comment, but a loud bang makes both you a Yoongi look into the room.

It's empty except for the older looking male standing behind the tables filled with food, clearly working for the catering side. The male dropped the tongs in his hand when he heard Yoongi's words and was now blushing a bright red. "Sorry." He says meekly as he picks up the tongs leaving them to the side to wash later. "I was, just uh, refilling the table." The man says weakly motioning towards the large pot tucked under his arm. Your blush matches him, yet Yoongi who is shameless, merely gives a laugh pulling you into the room.

The man goes back to refilling the table as Yoongi picks up a plate filling it with the various types of food the venus has to offer. You watch idly as Yoongi pills the food high before leading you to a table, holding the seat out for you before he settles in himself. "Here eat up." You blink as he pushes the plate filled with food towards you and merely munches on a fry. "Aren't you gonna eat?" Yoongi gives a shrug and props his elbow onto the table, keeping his head up as he keeps his gaze on you. He breaks a piece of cake he piled onto the plate with his fingers, holding it towards your mouth. "You had a lecture before this, you haven't had dinner yet so eat up." You ignore the flutter of your heart from the softness of his voice, but can't help but to make a face at the cake between his fingers, icing smearing everywhere. "That's unsanitary." Yoongi cocks his brow up at that.

"Oh? Eating out of my hand is unsanitary but me shoving my fingers up your tight cunt-"

The poor catering man drops an empty pan this time.

"Oh my fucken god." You hiss but quickly envelope is fingers into your mouth, eating the cake and quickly pulling back. You glare at Yoongi who merely smirks to himself, eyes looking down at his slick fingers, a little bit of icing still on them. You bite down on your lip to stop the moan as Yoongi slips his fingers into his mouth, licking up the remaining cake and your saliva. "Mhm love the flavor." Yoongi sings grin still on his face. You grumble to yourself at his teasing behavior but dig into the plate, with a fork, and swallow down the delicious food.

You're painfully aware at how Yoongi merely watches you, he takes small bites of your meal, but he seems content with just feeding you and making sure you finish the plate. When you try to stop claiming you're full, though your mind is stuck on Byeol's skinny waist, Yoongi doesn't let up and take it to holding a spoon full of rice to your lips, both of you staring at each other waiting for one to give in. "Jin's my only Hyung, I have all the time in the world pup," Yoongi comments and pushes the rice closer. You open your mouth willing and chew rolling your eyes. You miss the soft smile that fills Yoongi's face, he feels warming inside seeing you eating well. His alpha just as happy, knowing his omega would skip meals didn't sit well for him or his alpha.

Once you finish up the plate Yoongi tugs your chair closer pressing a soft kiss to your check. You allow yourself to bask in it smiling softly when he trails down soft pecks until he reaches your lips. You don't allow him to go any farther then the small kisses, you don't want to ruin his make up. You're left with a glaring alpha as you pull away right when Yoongi tries to slip his tongue into your mouth. "Tease." He grumbles but grins to himself when you press your face into his neck, not caring if your own makeup gets messed up.

You both sit in silence, Yoongi stroking your back as you scent him, you let yourself have the moment, wanting to draw out the scenting sessions and kisses as long as you can after what you had told Myung. Your thoughts are ripped away when Yoongi calls for you softly, you peer up at him and his fingers pause their movements on your back.

"What did Jimin and Hoseok do to upset you?"

You hold your breath, making sure to calm yourself down not wanting any smell of worry to catch Yoongi's attention. "What do you mean?" You say trying your best to sound confused. Yoongi glances down at you as he explains himself. "A few days ago you left in a hurry smelling upset, the two dance idiots claimed they had no idea what had happened. Jimin said he was to caught up in your smell on know what he was saying, I think the bleach is getting to him, and Hoseok was too distracted by, and I quote 'her cute little face' so he has no idea either." You peel yourself back and give Yoongi a smile, praying it looks convincing to him since it feels fake to you. "Maybe you smelt someone else? I was fine I just had a shift at work I had to get too, sorry if it seemed odd to you guys." Yoongi frowns and doesn't look convinced. He opens his mouth to respond but your saving grace comes from a man who opens the door to call for the rapper, claiming they have to be on stand by. Yoongi looks unconvinced but you give him a small peck and wish him luck as he's ushered out.

Once the door swings closed and it's just you and the blushing catering man, you drop your head into your arms groaning loudly.

Maybe you should be an actress with how good you are at lying.
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You're allowed to watch the show in the VIP seats and are in awe at the boy's performance. You can see now how they've gotten such a huge fanbase, the only concert you've had been too was older Kpop groups when you were younger with your elder cousins, or a local rock band you liked. This was such a different experience from the way the audience chanted and their lightsticks high up in the air. You couldn't help but be a bit amazed as a watch with a small smile as the boys all thanked their fans over and over again.

You frowned though when near the end of the show, Jungkook was not as smiley as he was before. The male kept his head bowed as Namjoon addressed the crowd, it could easily be passed off for Jungkook listening respectfully, but you could see the way his palms clenched his fist together, and through the large screen, you caught the how tense his jaw was. Your eyes flicker to the rest of the boys to see if they caught on to the youngest odd behavior. Jimin has a frown and leans up to say something to the youngest, Jungkook merely shakes his head and you freeze when a low growl escapes his mouth, the microphone headpiece that's attached to his face catching the noise and amplifying it to the whole arena.

It gets deadly quiet in the large crowd.

Namjoon is quick to fix it, laughing it off as Jungkook wanting attention and quickly declaring the next song is the last and the boys file into position to start it. Jin looks over at the youngest, yet Jungkook keeps his eyes cast and you can see the red of his ears, he must be frustrated you think to yourself. What could possibly set him off like that? You look up when you feel a tap on your shoulder, the security guard that led you to the boy's room gives you a warm smile. "Did you wanna stay until the end? Or should we head back so you can meet them when they're done?" You voice for the second option and allow the elder male to lead you backstage your mind whirling with what could set Jungkook off. He seemed okay the whole show and was even back to being playful with the rest of the boys on stage. What could have made him growl like that?

"Ah if I may input my opinion." Your head shoots up when you realize you voiced the last part out loud. The elder male looks over his shoulder and gives you a smile. "I think it's all the scents." You blink at him as you both continue your walk backstage towards the chaos. "What do you mean?" You ask not understanding what his statement really meant. The male waves his arms as he explains his words to you."I'm an alpha also, and before I was mated it would be hard sometimes being in a lecture hall with a lot of omegas, for example, especially back when scent blockers weren't used as much. I've been on the boys team for a while and Jungkook always gets really overwhelmed with all the smells. I'm sure the fans mean well, but a lot of them come and flaunt their pheromones, especially the omegas, I guess for the small hope the boys would like it. No matter how many scent blockers Jungkook sniffs it still gets to him, I don't think the fans realize it gives the opposite effect when it's that many omegas. It overwhelms Jungkook to the point he's so sensitive and his alpha probably just wants out of the whole arena. But Jungkook can't do that so he's fighting himself the whole show."

You don't realize you've stopped walking until the male stops to look back at you. You drink in the information. It makes sense, you cannot imagine how many fans are releasing their pheromones for the boys, yeah maybe the boys mask their scents but their fans won't do that. It must be so hard for Jungkook, the smell of so many different omegas coming from a crowd that big, if it was alphas you would wanna be anywhere else but center stage. No wonder he looked so mad, you think to yourself as you start walking again. You felt terrible for Jungkook, he probably wanted to perform at his best and loved it, you could tell from the smile on his face, yet his alpha hated the idol life.

You thoughts are interrupted when you're back in the busy hallway, you find yourself in the dressing room, this time the makeup artist patting the boy's down while the males peel off their sweaty clothes, they all look exhausted you think. You catch Jimin's eye and make a point to give him a warm smile a thumbs up thrown when Hoseok looks over also, you don't want them to keep thinking you're upset at them, they might actually remember what was said and try to pry answers out of you, so you pretend you're all fine. Jimin gives you a wide grin Hoseok's blinding smile following when you smile at them, they make a move to step closer, pushing away the small group of stylists and makeup artists but your eyes are distracted by something else.

Father in the room in a corner Jungkook is backed against the wall, tugging off his dress suit jacket as he pants trying to catch his breath from the performance. The only person near him though is Byeol, the tiny girl helping him take his jacket off even though Jungkook shifts away from her grip. You watch ignoring the look Jin and Namjoon share with each other when the makeup artist does her usual antics to get Jungkook's attention. "Here let me." You hear her sweetly sticky voice go as she reaches for Jungkook's button on his dress shirt. "No, nonna I said I'm fine." The male grits out and tries to pull away from her grip, but he's exhausted, he always is after concerts, he knows he puts too much into his dance and should tone it down, but he can't help it, he always wants to performance at 100% for his fans but it leads him being weak and tired as hell once the shows did. It doesn't help either is alpha is going crazy in his head, all the omega pheromones released by the crowd overwhelmed his alpha, leading Jungkook to be a bit more on edge than usual.

And Byeol always uses it to her advantage.

Jungkook groans when Byeol coos at him, trying to reach for his face with a bloating tissue. "Aw, my poor baby looks so tired." She sings and Jungkook fights his alphas urge to growl at her. He hated that she treated him, hell all of the boys, as her lovers. The stupid pet names, the small touches, the way she always tried to help them undress. It drove Jungook crazy and his alpha was repulsed with the way she would try to get him closer to her scent glands. As if her smell did anything to him, Jungkook thinks as he pushes the girl's hand away, hell Byeol never did nothing to him,

especially since he saw you all those months ago.

"You seemed pent up." Byeol comments and Jungkook feels his lips curling back to a snarl when she had the nerve to reach for the skin of his bare chest as he unbuttons his top. "Why don't I help?" His alphas growls at him to snap at the beta, but Jungkook knows he can't, knows the company would take the beta's side and chalk it up to Jungkook having too much aggression, too much alpha pheromones, too much steroid filled alpha, or whatever the fuck you called it. Jungkook just knew he would be the bad guy, so he bites his lip and almost recoils when Byeol's hand trials down his chest.

"Don't you have makeup brushes to wash or something?"

You hand slaps Byeol's away from Jungkook's chest and you put yourself between her and the alpha. Jungkook doesn't even process what you've said as you and Byeol have a staredown. All he cares about is that you're here and you're with him. His alpha almost groans in relief when he catches a whiff of your sweet-scented, muted by the scent blockers, but it's enough for Jungkook. Instantly all the other scents that had bothered him are gone and he's filled with you. He ignores the way Byeol stands there's with a glare and wraps his arm around your waist, pulling you flush to him, his nose loudly inhaling your smell, and Jungkook physically sages in relief once his nose is filled your scent.

"Hi my baby," Jungkook mumbles and presses open mouth kisses to your neck, eyes fluttering shut happily as how calm he feels suddenly. His fingers dig into your waist, slipping under your shirt to get some skin and skin contact. "Missed you." Jungkook basically slurred and dragged his lips to pressed a loud, wet kiss on your check. "You look very pretty, did I tell you that? My pretty." Jungkook can't help but to giggle before he buries his face back into your neck, he almost feels drunk, but your scent does that to him.

Fuck, you just do that to him.

He forgets all the pheromones that were suffocating him on stage, forgets Byeol's wandering hands, forgetting the way some fans whispered words when he slipped up and growled, and forgets about all the pent up feelings he has from his alpha. All he feels is calm, warm and for once and peace with how well you fit into his arms. You smile at Byeol, you can't help but to love the way her eyes are locked on Jungkook's lips pressing wet kisses to your neck, the alpha all soft as he blindly tries to press a kiss to your lips craning his neck to do so. Byeol gives you one last glare before she turns on her heel to go to stomp out of the room, and you roll your eyes at her childish behavior.

Namjoon has a sad smile as he watches you turn in Jungkook's grip and the youngest member goes to for a kiss, your hands cover his mouth and shove his head back, complaining that the alpha is sweaty. Yoongi shares an amused look with Namjoon when Jungkook lets out a loud whine, telling you he just wants a kiss, and then he promises he'll shower for you. Yet when you agree and press a quick peck the taller boy's lip Jungkook smushes your face between his palms and proceeds to press a dozen of short kisses to your lips, cutting off your protest. Namjoon looks down at his hands and squeezes his eyes shut.

Right before the concert, Myung had pulled Namjoon aside, you had sent a text earlier to the manger.

You no longer wanted to spend your heat with the seven boys.

Notes:

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Chapter 18: eighteen

Summary:

seven heart breaks.

Notes:

i'm so sorry
warning: some more angst

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon knows he has to break the news.

He sits in the front of a large company van after the concert, his head is cocked to the side to look at the dark streets of the city, fluorescent lights highlighting his face. Behind him he can faintly hear Jin and Hoseok whispering in the back, the leader catches your name in the mix and his hand tightens around his phone. Namjoon looks down at the screen and staring at him is the message shared between you and him. He tries again for the fourth time to type something out, maybe ask why you picked to stay away from the boys, ask if they had done something, if you had found someone else you wanted to spend your heat with, anything. But Namjoon like all the other times couldn't get himself to type the damn message, he locks his phone dropping it to this lap and rubs are his forehead.

He knows he's struggle to ask because he's scared, he scared of knowing the reason why you're pulling away. Maybe you just don't like the boys at all and all your time with them had been fake, Namjoon doesn't know if he could take that. He's fully aware this whole arrangement was basically a service, you where getting paid to be their omega, and Namjoon hates it with a passion. He wishes he found you in a normal way, maybe if he had seen you at work first he would build the guts to talk to you, maybe he would cross paths with you in a bookstore and you would share the love for the same novel, maybe you would come to a fan meet and Namjoon would slip his number. Any of the possibilities was better then this one, Namjoon didn't know how you felt about him or any of the boys, and asking you caused a painful twist in his chest.

If you rejected their feelings, Namjoon thinks he would break.

He knows he's a coward for avoiding confessing to you, all the boys are, but Namjoon can't judge the members because they're all in the same boat. The fear of losing you is too scary to them, so they pretend the contract isn't real and you like them as much as they like you. Namjoon's alpha disagrees in his head, telling the leader to simply confess to you and the alpha was sure you shared the same feelings, yet the possibility of you not liking the boys and breaking the contract was enough to hold Namjoon back.

God, he hates himself.

The van finally pulls over and all the boys file out. Namjoon is the last in the small pack and he watches the boys talk to each other, his eyes glance over to Jungkook and his heart warms when he sees the way he's easily leaning into Jimin, both boys giggling about something Taehyung had done, the tan male fake pouting at them. Weeks ago the sight would have never happened, Jungkook after concerts would be snappy, irritable and would always fight with the members, all the pheromones affecting the youngest member. Yet you had easily calmed him down, back in the dressing room the boys had allowed Jungkook to drink you in, knowing how much the fans scents affected the member, Namjoon muses as he thinks back to post-concert.

You had allowed Jungkook to manhandle you, with only a few sarcastic comments, and sat in his lap as the alpha took a seat on the couches. Namjoon remembered the warm smile that filled his face as the role had been reversed and the omega took care of the alpha. You had taken a towel from a makeup artist and patted at Jungkook's damp hair after his shower in the venue's bathrooms. The alpha melted in your touch and lowered his head until the side of his face was pressed against your chest, Jungkook's eyes had close and Namjoon knew he was listening to your heartbeat. The always tense alpha for once was slack, guards down as he nuzzled further into your chest as you ran your fingers through the drying strands.

"How's school going?" Jungkook had asked you when you cocked your head to make sure you dried his ears. You had gave a helpless shrug that caught Jungkook's attention, the alpha pressed his nose harder into your skin, loud sniffs Namjoon could hear, Jungkook was searching for traces of stress past your scent blockers, a bit panicked thinking you were stressed out from school. "I'm okay you loser relax." You had cooed and only then did Jungkook let up.

Namjoon felt his chest warm up happily when you shifted to toss the towel onto the floor, peeling away from Jungkook a bit and the male let out a whine. "What a baby." You had snarked but let out a quiet giggle and tangled your hands into the alpha's hair guiding his face closer towards your scent glands and allowing him to bury his nose in there. It was a funny sight, the tall, muscular male curled up to your neck, long legs tangled with yours, and his arms wrapped tightly around your waist. It was a bit like a large dog that still thought it was a puppy to Namjoon, but it was still a cute sight the alpha had to admit.

This was the calmest Namjoon had ever seen Jungkook in a very long time, and when Jimin had gotten out of the shower, the shorter alpha had padded over leaned over the couch, cupped your face with a large smile, snd pressed a soft kiss to your lips, Namjoon has panicked, thinking Jungkook would snap at the blonde hair male for touching you.

Yet Jungkook has merely watched with bleary eyes and mumbled that Jimin's hair dried weird, before going back to licking at your neck.

Namjoon broke out of the memory as Jimin and Jungkook share a giggle, Jin joining in with his laugh as Taehyung begged them to let him in on the joke, Hoseok and Yoongi patting the tan males back in mock pity. In a mere few weeks, you had mended the boy group, no longer was this overlaying tension, the boys hadn't had a serious fight since you had come to their lives and it almost seemed like the old Jungkook was coming back, the Jungkook before his dominating alpha traits got stronger with age. Namjoon lets out a painful sigh when they enter the building,

God knows how Jungkook was gonna handle the news.

All seven boys filled into the elevator, usually they would separate after a concert, maybe grab some food but if they were in their city, the boys just wanted to go home and sleep. The members had long moved out to their own places, yet they had an upgraded dorm, much better and larger then their old one, for when they worked on their new album or comeback. It was easier for the company and the boys to be living together during album production and promotions since all the alphas would be in one place. Hoseok had suggested using the large dorm for you when your heat hit, that way there was room for all the members and it was fair, rather than picking on apartment.

Jin unlocked the door and the boys filed in, the oldest member going straight to the kitchen to open up the fridge. "We had food at the venue you're still hungry?" Yoongi drawls as he sits on the high chair in the kitchen island. Jin rolls his eyes but doesn't look away from the fridge. "I had one of the managers drop up groceries for (Y/N)'s heat, I called up my mom and was reading about what omegas should be eating during a heat cycle." Yoongi had perked up at that and looked away from his phone. "Oh? Do we need to make thing? Me and you can take cooking duty, I don't trust the kids making her shit." Taehyung had heard the conversation and pouted from the doorway of the large kitchen. "Hey I could make her some good food, but uh, I do agree with Yoongi, maybe you guys take care of the cooking. I'll just make sure baby girl feels good." Taehyung sings the last bit and both the elder boys share an eye roll.

"I'll show you some recipes tomorrow, it's mostly just high nutrition food, but still light enough for her. I don't know how bad her cramping might be so we don't wanna feed her heavy meals." Yoongi nods with the information he gets from the oldest and opens up a search bar on his phone to google ways to reduce crampings for omegas. As Yoongi scrolls through his phone clicking on articles, Jimin looks through the pantry that's filled with snacks. "Maybe ask for them to drop off more sweets? I know you want her to have a balanced diet and blah blah blah, but I know she likes sweet things. I'm sure she would appreciate some candies or chocolate." The shorter alpha voices looking over at Jin. The elder gives a sigh and nods mumbling to the younger member he better not feed you all the sweets in one go.

Namjoon watches it all from the doorway and fights the urge to let out a sigh, he's not even worried how Jungkook would take it anymore, it's clear all the boys are head over heels for you and he knows it won't be easy to tell them. The leader hears scuffling from the other room and walks down the hall towards the master bedroom, when the boys stayed in the dorm they usually gave the large room to Namjoon, a respectful move for being the leader of the pack. They had deiced to set you up in this bedroom, as the bed was the largest and had a bathroom attached to it also. Namjoon shouldered open the door and leaned on against it watching the boys in the room mess around.

Hoseok was opening a box up that had delivered to the boy's dorm early in the day, the dancer pulling out a bed sheets and a comforter from the large box, the satin sheets a deep black that looked soft from where Namjoon was standing. Jungkook was peeling off Namjoon's bedsheets and sniffed at the fabric making a face. "It smells like you gross," Jungkook comments and gives Namjoon a wide grin, the leader gives him a deadpan look. "They are my sheets you brat. As if your cum stained ones smell any better." Jungkook's mouth drops open from the comment and huffs at the words. "Don't know what you're talking about," Jungkook says bundling up the sheet and tossing them into the basket in the corner. Namjoon grins as he walks into the room to join Hoseok at the large box as he snaps back his comment.

"Oh please as if you haven't been beating your dick off since (Y/N) came into your life."

Hoseok let outs a loud laugh and shared with Namjoon as the youngest alpha's cheeks have a small flush to them. "Shut up," Jungkook mumbles as he counties to strip off the pillow covers. Namjoon grins to himself and touches the new sheets gently looking over at Hoseok. "Pure satin, I did some research as they say it's the best for omegas heat. It's cool so they won't feel to warm like cotton does, soft to the touch so she won't feel suffocated or anything." Hoseok says as he starts opening up the plastic around the pillow covers. Namjoon nods as he touches the soft sheets between his fingers, god he could imagine you laying on them now, whining for the boys to touch you, presenting yourself for them, it made Namjoon's mouth water.

"I can smell your arousal, go to the bathroom or something" Hoseok comments with a small grin, Jungkook laughing from across the room. Namjoon rolls his eyes and mumbles for two members to shut up. "I got some specific unscented soaps and washes to be delivered here, I hope they come on time," Jungkook mumbles as he plops himself onto the now bare mattress. "I don't want her using scented ones, they always mask her mix in with her scent and it bothers me." Jungkook counties nose wrinkling. Hoseok lets out a hum as he moves to the bed, throwing the mattress cover sheet across Jungkook stepping off the bed to help him. Both the dancers grab different ends of the sheet and start covering up the mattress. "It should come tomorrow, Jin thinks her heat is gonna hit the day after so we should be okay." Jungkook lets out an understanding nod and both men get quiet as they put their focus on making the sheets perfect.

"You're gonna have to bunk on the couch, I don't want your smell on the sheets until shes here." Namjoon looks up when Yoongi walks into the room alongside Jin. The eldest walks past Namjoon who whines at Yoongi about how the couch is uncomfortable and touches the sheets gently. "Good these are the right ones," Jin says with a sigh a smile filling his face soon after, he hopes you like them, he really hopes you feel comfortable during your heat with the boys. Jin runs past his mental checklist as the other boys file in, he wonders if he should call his mom again at what else would an omega need or want during heat. Jin would find anything that would make you feel a tiny bit better during your cycle.

Taheyung trails in with Jimin both men complaining to each other about something Namjon doesn't even pay attention to, but the leader takes a look at all his members in the room and knows he has to speak up. Theres no good time to break the news, all the boys where practically buzzing knowing your heat would start so soon. They had all done above and beyond what normal alphas would do for an omega during a heat cycle, barely any alphas prepared anymore. Namjoon had heard from his other alpha friends that what else would an omega need then a knot? Hell Namjoon had spend a few heats with past girlfriends who were omegas, not once had Namjoon done this much for any of his exes. He knew why,

it was because he loved you, and Namjoon knew all the boys loved you too. That's why accepting the news and breaking it to the boys was so painful.

You're basically rejecting them.

The leader pinches the skin between his eyes, his other hand curling into a tight fist and he opens his mouth.

Jungkook fluffs out a pillow with a small smile and looks over when he hears the rest of the boys, speaking right when Namjon doos.

"Hey Jimin did you tell Jin to get her sweets-"

"(Y/N) isn't coming."

Everyone stops when Namjoon speaks, his back to his members. The leader opens his eyes and looks at the large window in front of him giving him a beautiful view of the city. Swallowing the lump in his throat Namjoon turns around slowly, he doesn't know what to expect, maybe they would be mad at him, maybe they would run to your place, Namjoon had no idea but there was a pit of anxiety staring at he finally looked at all his members.

"What do you mean?" Hoseok starts softly, he drops the sheets in his hands and turns fully to look at Namjoon, eyes wide and teeth biting down hard on his bottom lip. "Like, she doesn't wanna come here? Does she have another place in mind? Do you know where it is? We should start setting up the room for her..." Hoseok trails off when he realizes he's wrong as Namjoon shakes his head at the dancer. "Don't tell me..." Jimin breathes, his small faith that Hosoek was right crumbling the second the frown got deeper on the leaders face.

"Myung pulled me aside before the concert and after he talked to (Y/N). She sent him a text early this morning, she's chosen not to spend her heat with us." Namjoon explains slowly hands clenching into a fist, he needed something to ground himself because Namjoon can feel the tears starting in the corner of his eyes and he blinks rapidly to clear them. His alpha howls in sadness inside of him and Namjoon feels the exact same way the wolf feels. "Why?" Yoongi speaks up, the rapper swallows painfully as he looks at the leader, he needs a proper answer, he needs to know why you're doing this to him, to them all. Yoongi thinks bitterly as his alpha growls in pain and anger inside his head.

Namjoon shrugs helpless, "Myung tired asking but she won't say any reason. She doesn't legally have to have one on our contract so Myung couldn't make her answer." Yoongi scoffs and throws his hands in the air in anger turning around to pace to the other side of the room. "Why didn't you ask her?" Jin snaps eyes narrowing at the leader. "You know since the beginning of the concert so why didn't you pull her aside?" Jin snaps with no real heat behind his words. Namjoon gives a sad smile to the eldest, shoulder slumping in defeat.

"I'm scared it's because she doesn't like us."

Jimin lets out a shaky exhale when the leader voices the thought he's had in the back of his head since he's meet you. The more emotional alpha rubs at his eyes painfully, the tears already slipping down his full checks. "What other reason could it be? She doesn't want us touching her during such a sensitive time for her." Taehyung says in a low voice next to Jimin, the tan male's eyes on the ground as he stares at his feet. "I, we, we just wanted to help her through it, it's gonna be so hard and painful. Can, can we offer to just be there for emotional support? I don't even care if she doesn't want us to have sex with her, she's gonna be in so much pain and emotional since it's her first heat since she presented. Can you ask her please?" Jimin begs stepping closer to Namjoon. The leader's heart clenches painfully when he meets the eyes of the tear-filled alpha.

"I'm sorry Jimin, she doesn't want us there." He says as softly as he can. Jimin sniffs loudly and his tears leak freely as the reality sinks more into him. Taehyung reaches out to squeeze at the shorter males shoulder, Jimin letting out a painful sob. "I thought she liked us," Taehyung says sadly and Namjoon hates how much of a kicked puppy the male looked like. "I, it's dumb, but I thought she really liked us. All of us. I..I was hoping she would wanna be our mates." Taehyung finishes voice breaking in the end. Jimin sniffs pitifully and shakes his head. "We all hoped she would," Jimin says softly eyes squeezing shut.

"No this doesn't add up." Hoseok shakes his head as he walks from the bed. "She's not an actress, she flushes when she tries lying and her hands always fiddle with each other when she is. How could she fake all those moments with us? There's no way she...there's no way she doesn't have feelings for us." Hoseok finishes weekly and Yoongi lets out a bitter laugh from the wall he was slumped on. "She clearly only sees this all as a contract, she probably found another alpha she wants to spend it with and is on his knot right now." The pale rapper spits out bitterly. Jin snaps his head towards the man and narrows his eyes. "Don't talk about her like that. You know she didn't see it like that, she didn't have to do half of the things she would for us if she just followed the contract. There's something we're missing." Yoongi lets out a brutal groan as he slumps down onto the floor.

Namjoon eyes gloss over all the members, all the boys having a different level of heartbreak. Namjoon stops though when he looks at the member who didn't say a word.

Jungkook.

The alpha has only paused when Namjoon has broken the news, yet after a moment passed Jungkook has continued putting the sheets on the mattress, completely ignoring the boys as they begged for reasons why. Namjoon watches as Jungkook pats the pillow softly after slipping it inside the cover. "Jungkook?" The leader calls and all the members stop their questions and bickering to look at the youngest. The quietness of the boy makes all the members alert, they're surprised Jungkook wasn't the loudest one, hell Namjoon has expected him to go straight to your apartment and demand an explanation.

"Jungkook?" Jimin called softly when the youngest ignored Namjoon and went on to the next pillow. "Yeah?" Jungkook calls back, eyes not leaving his task. "Did..did you hear what Namjoon said?" Hoseok asks lightly keeping alert incase the youngest member snaps. Jungkook merely gives a small shrug as he gently slides the fluffy pillow into the satin cover. "It's not true though." Jungkook easily responds and plops the pillow over the other one. "Did (Y/N) tell you something?" Taehyung perks up thinking maybe Myung had gotten it wrong, he feels his hope get crushed though when Jungkook pauses and shakes his head.

Namjoon watches with wide eyes as Jungkook stares down at his head, fingers rubbing at the soft sheets. Namjoon glances down at the tattooed fingers and lets out a quiet swear when he sees the wet darker spots on the sheets. Jungkook finally lifts his head and to the shock of the rest of the boys, large tears stream down his face. The true alpha that always has an aggressive front is crying in front of his members. Namjoon hadn't seen Jungkook cried like that in a while, maybe since their first win. Glossy eyes blink rapidly and Namjoon's alpha croons softly seeing the pain all over his youngest pack members. Jungkook takes a sniff but breaks into a smile for all the boys.

"She has to be coming, because, because if she's not that means she doesn't love us. A-and I'm so sure she loves us. She has to love us right? We all love her? A-and she's always so nice to us and sweet and funny and sarcastic and-" Jungkook breaks off with a painful sob, shoulder caving in on himself the smile finally cracking. Namjoon lets out a painful sigh and rubs a hand over his own eyes, the tears finally leaking out seeing the youngest member break. Jungkook scrubs roughly as his eyes with his sleeves as he shakes his head, his broken voice filling the room.

"She doesn't love us, does she guys?"

Notes:

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Chapter 19: nineteen

Summary:

your side of the story.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"You know, now that I'm like vibing in your room, I do kinda smell it."

You look over your shoulder and roll your eyes as the beta laying across your bed., Jihoon perks up as if he can feel your stare and the mixed boy gives you a bright smile. "You kinda smell like...sweet flowers? Like lavender and vanilla with a mix of sourness from how much you're glaring at me." You huff at the beta as he describes your scent, you didn't even bother with scent blockers this moring, your heat is coming in a few days you guess, you had woken up this morning covered in sweet and aroused.

And swollen eyes from all your crying, but you push that thought back.

You had called your work, your manager already knowing you would need time off for you pending heat and was more than happy to give you the week off for your cycle. You had emailed your professors a week earlier and had already gotten caught up with the course work in advance. You did everything you would prepare for your heat and when you look down at your suitcase your heartaches, knowing when you had packed it you had been thinking you would be at the boy's place for your heat. You swallow the lump in your throat and shove more underwear into the suitcase before closing it up.

You tap the home screen on your phone and can't help but to hover over the message app. You had blocked Namjoon's number the second you had gotten home, you had expected maybe one of the other boys to snag your number and text you once they heard of your choice, yet you had woken up to no new messages from anyone in Bangtan and your selfish heart crumbled a little.

They really didn't care.

You blink back the tears and open up your email, you click the newest one and skim the words. When you had woken up this morning you got in contact with the nearest omega facility, the purpose of the building was for unmated omegas to comfortably and safely spend their heat if they had nowhere to go. You couldn't spend the cycle in your apartment, it wasn't safe, the windows weren't sealed shut, you had alphas living on the same floor, and you wouldn't put it past yourself for letting anyone in during your heat. The omega facility has confirmed with you they were more than happy to give you a room and confirmed the time and place for you.

"I still don't get why you're going to the omega heat room thing," Jihoon comments as he sits upon your bed. You give him a small shrug as you go to your small desk, making sure you didn't' leave any expensive belongings out. "We know I can't stay here and my parents place is too far-"

"No, I mean why aren't you with your alphas?"

You freeze, hands hovering over your laptop you wanted to put away. How did Jihoon know? You love your friend but you never told him about the boys because of the contract. You whip your head too look at him but see his eyes are narrowed in on something else.

Your stupid nest.

"Oh my god, don't, d-don't just look at it!" You cry face flush red, as Jihoon just cocks his head his eyes still on your small nest. You move your body to go in between him and the nest, as if the thing would just disappear if your body was between it and Jihoon. The dark skin male gives you a deadpan look. "Oh my god wow where did it go?" He mocks rolling his eyes. You let out a sigh and lay on the bed next to him falling face first. Jihoon pets at your hair as he looks at you with a frown. "Wanna talk about it?" You let out a shaky exhale and flip onto your back looking up at the ceiling.

"You have to promise me you won't say anything." Jihoon is already nodding before you can finish your sentence, but you sit up and cross your legs meeting his gaze dead on. "I'm serious, you can't tell anyone." The beta frowns seeing the nervous way you're fumbling with the edge of your shirt. "I swear on my life I won't spill anything you can trust me. Are you okay though?" Jihoon asked the boy on high alert when your scent gets sourer. Since he had entered your room he couldn't shake off the smell invading his nose, yeah he could smell your sweetness from your heat, but there was an underlying bitter smell that mixed in with it.

A smell of a sad omega.

"I-I'm in this contract," you start not knowing how to even word the whole thing with the boys. "To be the omega for the members of Bangtan." You end the last part in a small voice and peek up and Jihoon. The male squints and you can't help but smile knowing he was trying to place the name. "Is that the one with thirteen members?" You giggle softly and shake your head. "The ones who won the Billboard." Jihoon's fingers snap once he remembers and he gives you a confused look. "Wait hold on back up, what am I missing how did this happen?" You let out a sigh and look down at your hands. "The short version? JK is Jungkook, their youngest member. He's a true alpha and for some reason only calms down when he's with me. They wanted me to be his omega, but the whole group got pulled into it." You swallow and give Jihoon a sad smile.

"And now I like them all so much and I don't think they like me back."

You sniffle weakly when the tears start building up again. You had cried all last night when you got home, knowing the choice you made would make the boys think you don't see them as anything more than a contract. But you know you did it to protect yourself, because the chances of the boys seeing you as anything but an omega is low. They have beautiful girls going for them all the time. why would they ever see you as anything more than their whore when they could have a pretty small omega idol?

You whimper pathetically and cover your face with your hands. Jihoon can't help but to gaze at you helpless, he had never seen you cry, he had never seen you show any signs of weakness, and it was clear it was all too much for you now. Jihoon reaches out for you but pauses, knowing his scent wouldn't do much for you this close to your heat. The beta fumbles off your bed almost falling as he goes into the box that smelled like alpha in the corner, he knew better than to touch your nest. He pulls a hoodie out that smells like alpha and darts back to the bed to hand it to you. He watches with sad eyes when you grasp the fragile let out a pitiful, 'It's Hoseok's hoodie' and cry harder into it.

"Oh, dude." Jihoon sighs and pats your arm softly, he feels helpless, he can't offer you comfort in the way you need it. He knows from his brother that you need your alphas, yet from what he heard they don't like you the same way? Jihoon shakes his head, he wants to know more, but you're not in the state to explain the whole story, the male tries though and asks you gently. "Why do you think they don't like you? They sent you clothes, right? That's a sign of courting." You peer up from the hoodie and shake your head sadly.

"Why would they want me Jihoon? They don't even truly know me. I know they only did this stupid contract because they thought I was so different. A true omega that stood her ground? Jungkook must of loved it. But what is I let the omega side slip out? What if they see sometimes I wanna be treated delicately and be soft. What if they hate it? But then what is they like it and hate my brash side? I'm so, so tired of these two personalities clashing Jihoon." You gasp out through your sobs, and Jihoon feels his heartbreak at the pure sadness on your face. "I'm so tired of everyone expecting me to be this perfect omega. Why can't I be both? Why can't I keep my attitude but also wanna have moments where I can let go and let someone take care of me?" You bury your face into Hoseok's hoodie and the sobs only get more painful when you get a whiff of his scent.

"You know Jimin said the reason I like them ie because they smell like alpha? And they like me because I smell like omega? The only like me because it's in our roots." You say painfully. "How could I spend my heat with them after that? So they see me at my most vulnerable, see me roll over and present? It would just end with me being the stupid pinning omega and them staying until they get bored of me." Jihoon can't help but to pull you into his arms, his own eyes watering as he rocks you back and forth. "(Y/N) you're so much more than just an omega, and I wish you would see past that." Jihoon coos softly and you allow him to rub at your back. You know he means well, but his scent does nothing but stress your omega out more, this close to heat all your omega wants is to smell the alphas. You give a sad smile to the beta when you peel out of his arms, feeling bad but knowing you don't wanna make your omega feel worse.

"Are you sure they don't like you?" Jihoon asks with a frown, he doesn't know how the boys feel, but how could they not feel anything for you? You're an amazing girl and Jihoon had been a witness to the was Jungkook would come over and over again to the coffee shop just for you. That had to be something, the alpha would melt at the sight of you in the shop, he would always tip you, hell the young alpha would literally sit and wait for you to come back during a break just for a few minutes interaction with you. If the other members treated you like that, he would find it hard to believe they had no feelings for you. Yet when you let out a pitiful whimper Jihoon pushes the thoughts back. The last thing you need is him trying to prove you wrong, especially when he doesn't know these alphas. You need a friend and Jihoon would be that for you.

"I'm so sorry (Y/N), you'll find someone who won't make you feel like you have to be a certain trait soon, I promise you. Try not to think about the boys okay? You should focus on yourself and how to take care of yourself during your cycle. You can worry about that all later, right now your main focus is you." You let out a nod and try your best to give Jihoon a smile through the sniffles. The male reaches over to squeeze your arm and watches sadly as you bring the hoodie up to your neck, rubbing the cotton softly on to your scent glands, trying hard to get the alpha's scent on you.

Jihoon hopes the idiots of Bangtan know what they're missing.
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You blink blearily into your darkroom, it's early, the light barely peeking through your windows a look over at your clock shows it's only six in the morning. You wonder why you're awake but when you flip onto your back you realize why.

You're on fire.

You gasp helplessly into your bedroom, you don't remember much from your first heat, but you don't recall it being this painful. You have a sheen of sweat coating your body and you can feel your slick already in between your thighs. You fumble to push the blanket off you but a painful moan slips past your lips from the action, the cramps coming alive in your stomach. It's far worse then period cramps, the twisting of your stomach makes tears well up in your eyes, it doesn't let up after a moment either and you sob out pitifully as you press your hands down onto your stomach.

The pain is unbearable and you bite down on your lip to stop from full out sobbing. You try to reach into your sleep shorts to touch yourself, hoping it would relieve some of the pain. But the small swipe you do against your clit makes you violently flinch, you're too sensitive and the feel of pins and needles on your small bundle of nerves overtakes the pleasure. You snap your hand out, even pushing your thighs together brings nothing but a twinge of pain and makes you more uncomfortable. It's because you've suppressed your heat for so long, you're beyond over sensitive and it's clear you can't bring yourself to orgasm.

Your room at the omega facility wouldn't be ready until tomorrow, yet your heat is already here. You weakly glance around your room and try to think of a way to barricade your room the best you can with your frenzy filled brain. You could shove clothes in between the small cracks of the window, ask Jihoon to bolt the door, you could-

'please human go to our alphas.'

You sob from the omega's sad croons in your head and shake your head into your pillow. "I can't." You gasp out and curl into a ball clutching at your stomach. "It's gonna hurt too much in the end, they don't love me." You whine out pitifully a little shocked from the distress in your voice. "I don't wanna be something disposable for them, my heart can't take it." You whimper and your omega does her best to ease you. Soft whispers of love from your wolf side even though she is in pain too.

'Trust our instinct little human, they will not hurt us.' She tries her best so soothe you. 'Even if they do, you are strong my human, you can handle anything.' You sniff at the words and almost shriek when a painful twist in your lower stomach hits and you hit the bed weakly with a shaky fist. 'They love you.' She keeps saying in your head as you sob from the pain. 'They love you so much, allow yourself to be vulnerable for once.' You stare at the wall with tear filled us as her next words hit you hard.

'You've been strong for so long little human, please let yourself go for once.'

You let out a choked sob and nod to no one as you fumble out of the bed. You land painfully on your knees and try to get up on your feet, only to fall miserably down. You crawl on your hands and knees to your desk, knowing you left your phone there. Grasping the small device your sob pitifully as you fumble towards the nest still in your corner. You don't even make it fully towards it before you collapse near it, head landing on Yoongi's scarf and you whimper when you get the faint smell of him. It's not enough, their scents are fading on the clothing and you need the direct source.

You need the boys.

You don't know how you find the number with how out of it you feel but soon your press unblock and press the phone to your head, whimpering as it rings a few times. Maybe he won't answer, you think sadly, maybe he doesn't really care about you and is fine-

"Baby?"
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Namjoon stares lifeless at the book he's trying to read in his lap. It's quiet in the company van, Myung driving with his lips pressed together knowing not to say a word about you. The rest of the boys are scattered in the seats, no one saying a peep as the sun slowly starts to rise. They're on their way to the next city, Myung calling Namjoon last night, both men ignoring the way Jungkook was sobbing in the background, and Myung quietly explained there was a last minute interview request at a talk show an hour away from the city. Namjoon has agreed with a dull voice, both men knowing there was no need to cancel the boy's schedule for the next week since you would not be with them.

He hears the youngest members shuffling the back and sighs to himself. Last night was a shit show once Jungkook had stopped crying, the youngest had ganged up on the elders demanding to know your number to call you. Namjoon has refused, wanting to respect your choice and would not give up his phone. When Taehyung had started to leave saying he would just got to you Jimin and Jungkook all but ran to the door. The three younger alphas only stopped when Namjoon let out a low growl, the sound making all the members fear spike. The leader had never growled so threatening to the members like that before, it was filled with the dominance of the alpha of the pack the even Jungkook had stopped pressing the subject and agreed to give you space.

Namjoon presses his eyes shut and looks at the car's side mirror from his seat in the passenger's side to see Yoongi staring outside of his window with dull eyes. Namjoon has never seen the elder rapper this heartbroken, sure all the boys had dated in the past, but Yoongi was always the one to end it with his exes, always respectful and he never seemed affected after it. Yet here the pale rapper was, dark bags under his eyes, nails bitten down from the anxtiey he felt, and a shaky tremor to his hands. Namjoon peels his eyes away and looks at the ceiling of the van, wondering if you were in pain, if you had started your heat yet, was it bad?

A small vibration started from the phone in Namjoon's pocket and the male lazily closed his book, taking his time to pull the phone out. It was probably another manager asking how far they were, or Namjoon's mom wondering how the alpha was doing. The male finally brings his phone out after a few rings and gazes at the device with hooded eyes.

Only to jot in his seat.

"Namjoon what-?" Myung starts getting statled. The leader pays no attention and quickly answers the phone, the boys all sharing a confused look but feel their hearts jump when Namjoon breaths.

"Baby?"

Jin is the first to move, reaching over to tear the phone from Namjoon's grip the leader yelling in protest. "I'm putting it on speaker." Jin hisses and presses the button before holding the phone out for all the boys to hear. Jungkook is leaning as close as he can from the back seat, red-rimmed eyes wide as he stares at the device in Jin's hand. Jimin sat in the back next to him wringing is hands painfully together pressing himself more into the seat, fearing this was a sick joke. Taehyung sat on the last end with the other two youngest stares with wide eyes, hands clutching the seat in front of him waiting with bated breath.

Hoseok sitting between Jin and Yoongi in the middle tears his eyes from the way Yoongi is huddling into himself whispering how it's too good to be true and look down at the device. He can see your name on the screen, a small heart added from Namjoon. The clock on the phone shows you haven't hung up yet the boys strain their ears to hear something, yet you haven't said a word. "Sweetie?" Hoseok calls out a little unsure, maybe Yoongi's mumbling was right and it was too good, maybe you just butt-dialed Namjoon and-

a whimper is heard over the phone.

Jimin has to physically stop Jungkook from tearing the phone out of Jin's grip and whispers at Jungkook to calm down. The youngest alpha pants into the large van, hands shaking as he tries to hold himself back from taking the phone to keep you to himself. "Baby what happened are you okay?" Namjoon asks as calmly as he can looking at the phone with concern all over his face. The boys all stay quiet as they hear shuffling and Hoseok notices how Yoongi uncurls himself to look at the device with a glimmer of hope in his eyes.

"N-no. Heat came." You whimper out the boys all feel their hearts ache when you let out a sob. "It hurts so much, my tummy I can't move it hurts." Your voice gets panicky over the line and Namjoon's nose twitches from the pheromones of stress that are being released from the alphas in the car. Namjoon doesn't even notice when Myung pulls over to the side of the road and hushes he'll step outside, the leader gives a small nod to the manager as he gently closes the door.

"What hurts baby?" Jin coos out as he feels a hole starting in his chest when your pitiful sobs come out of the speaker. "My tummy, my tummy hurts so much, I can't, I can't touch myself either it's too sensitive." You moan and rustling is heard over the phone, you're probably in your bed the boys figure. "Why does it hurt so much Jin?" You moan and the sound is broken off with a choked sob. Jin clutches the phone harder when your broken sounds are heard in the queit van. "Honey do you have a hot pack you can use?" Hoseok asks softly biting down on his lip when you let out soft pants. "Too far." You slur out and your breath hitches when another cramp passes.

"Can you help me alpha's please?"

Taehyung reaches over to help Jimin to hep pin Jungkook down, the youngest alpha growling from the action. "What are you gonna do? Sprint to her?" Taehyung hisses and Jungkook shoves the grips off of him to lean closer to the phone. "Baby where are you? We'll come, honey." Jungkook croons and his heart sores when you whisper his name softly into the phone. "I'm here baby? Are you at your aparaement?" Jungkook asks trying to pry the location out of you. "Yeah." You breathe. "I-I'm sorry for calling this must be annoying." Jimin jerks this time and snatches the device out of Jin's hand ignoring the glare from the older men.

"Baby, no, no, no we wanna help you okay? We wanna be there for you, don't ever say you asking for help is annoying." The vocalist says softly, tears welling in his eyes hearing how sad you sound. He hears a small hitch in your voice and then-

"You want me?"

Yoongi reaches out to snatch the phone away and lets out a dry broken laugh into the phone. "Want you? Want you? Baby I fucken need you." He graons into the phone fisting his black hair. "Do you know how much I think of you through out the day? Fuck you're always on my mind, I keep writing stupid love songs instead of my fucken raps and I think the producers are gonna kill me soon." The pale man laughs dryly into the phone. "Why do you think we wouldn't want you?" He asks quitly and Hoseoks thumps his head back next to Yoongi presses his eyes close as you sob weakly.

"I'm just your omega whore." You mumble out but the boys hear it clear as day, and it feels as if cold water as dosed their bodies. Namjoon says nothing but opens his door, the boys watching as he jogs to Myung who is a few meters away and speaks quickly to the male, both the men walking back to the van, Namjoon's face stern and Myung nodding along already pulling his phone out and calling. Taehyung shoves his face in his hand and lets out a whine taking your words in. Hoseok pries the phone out of Yoongi's grip, the paler male clutching onto the device with a death hold.

"Baby no, you're so much more than that to us." Hoseok hushes out and he wonders if you can ever hear him past your sobs. When the door opens again and Myung steps in. while Namjoon follows going back to the passenger side the leader holds his hand for the phone. Jaw clenched tightly, and eyebrows drawn as he waits. Hoseok rarely sees the leader look like this, the look goes beyond when Namjoon is mad and annoyed with the boys, it goes beyond when an interviewer asks an invasive question.

Namjoon looks livid.

Myung starts to move the van again as Namjoon speaks into the phone clearly for you to here.

"Myung is sending an employee to pick you up and take you to our dorms, we'll be there in less than an hour. Then well show you what you really mean to us."

Notes:

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Chapter 20: twenty

Summary:

your boys come.

Notes:

When your story gets a fic rec list (°▽°)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

You barely hear the knock on your door as you sit curled up in your small nest. Faintly you can hear your roommate saying something and some footsteps going towards your bedroom. The sound of a male voice pus you on edge, did she let an alpha in? You scrambled brain panics and you feel your body curl up more into yourself. You don't want another alpha no, no, no you want your boys. A whimper escapes your throat when the door peels open and an unfamiliar smell fills up your bedroom, yet your omega relaxes when the sweet scent of another omega is what you're meet with.

You hear the door gently shut and footsteps come towards you, stopping a few steps away from your nest. "Hey (Y/N)." You hear a gentle voice call out for you. Peeking from under Namjoon's hoodie you look up to see a smiling man crouched down, you wouldn't think he was an omega with his large his muscles seem to you, the veins on his forearms poking out from the hand keeping his balance. Yet his scent is so sweet there's no doubt he's an omega, you sniff again and perk up when you get another smell mixed in with his.

"You're pregnant?" You whisper softly and are met with a big smile. The male hums with a nod and pats his still flat stomach with a fond hand. "Barely a month in." He replies and you gaze at the flat area with wide eyes, your omega chirping happily in your head for the male omega. You wonder if you would smell this sweet when you end up pregnant, you know you won't get pregnant on this heat cycle because of your birth control, yet the thought still fills your brian of how you would look. Which boy would be willing to do it for you? Would they take turns pumping you-

you groan out when you're hit with a wave of cramps again.

"Oh I know hon, I know it hurts. My name Samuel I work for Bangtan's team and I'm gonna take you to their place okay?" You whimper and give a tear nod and allow the male to help you up out of your nest. You stand there shivering and almost bent over from the pain in your stomach as the older omega gathers your bag for you. Only now do you realize you're merely in your underwear and a thin top. "Is it okay if I put you in your alpha's clothes?" Samuel asks before he touches the box that reeks of the Bangtan members. You give a jerk nod and allow him to slip you into a pair of shorts that smell like Jungkook and a large top that reeks of Taehyung.

"Okay I'm gonna take you to the car now, my mate is gonna drive us and make sure we get no unwanted alphas okay? He's harmless there's no need to be scared of him. I made sure he put on scent blockers too in case you're sensitive." You give a watery smile in thanks to Samuel and allow the male to put his arm around you and steer you out of your room. You barely notice your roommate peeking out from her bedroom as Samuel says his thanks to her and leads you off the apartment.

The second the cool air outside hits you your eyes flutter from the feeling, the wind helping your heated body the slightest bit cool down. You keep your head down knowing your smell is making some people pause and look at you. Samuel catches a female alpha fully stop and snap her head from across the street when she gets a whiff of your scent. The male omega curls his lips back and gives a warning snarl to the women, daring her to try to approach you. "Big bad wolf." Samuel's mate, Sungho comments as the two omegas approach his car. "Shut up and open the door," Samuel says with a fond smile. Sungho gives you a cornered look when you double over from another wave of cramps and open the door for Samuel to settle you in and slide into the back seat with you.

"It's not that far, only fifteen minutes we should be there soon." Sungho comments as he starts the car. Samuel gives a nod and let you curl into him, petting your hair softly and allowing his omega to slip out and croon at you, his father instincts kicking in. "We'll be there soon hon and you;ll be with your alphas." The male omega soothes as he pets your back. "Why does it hurt so much?" You sob and grip down on Sameul's arm when a wave of pain hits you again, you're so hot but the smell from the boy's clothes soothes you the tiniest bit and you refuse to take them off.

"Namjoon told me over the phone it's been a while since your heat hasn't it? It's so built up it's gonna be painful hon I'm so sorry." The omega says with a frown, his mate peering through the review mirror to share the look with Samuel. "She looks bad." The alpha mumbles with concern, he's never seen his mate in this much pain during his own heat. "She's been on suppressants," Samuel says softly pushing your hair away from your sweaty forehead. "It's hitting her all at once and her body isn't use to it." Samuel sighs and gives you a sad smile when you peer up at him with tear-filled eyes. "Why would you do that to yourself silly omega?"

You give a weak shrug and bring Taehyung's shirt closer to your nose to get a whiff of his scent. "I didn't like the box people were putting me in when my second gender came." You admit to the other omega who gives you a frown. "Fuck the box, you think I fit what the world thinks an omega should be?" You sniff when Samuel flexes his muscle and you can't help but to giggle at the motion. The elder omega feels his fondness grow, his alpha giving him a knowing look over his shoulder as the brotherly way Samuel looks at you. You curl back into the omega who gives you a soft squeeze.

“Just be true to your feelings hon, and be proud of you who are."

You sniff and give a nod, curling back up into the omega as another wave of cramps hit you. You let your eyes shut when his warm hand pats your back softly, his words sinking into you. You're so, so tired of fighting yourself all the time, what would be the harm in just allowing yourself to be you for once? So what if the boys didn't like it or liked it too much. You wouldn't know without taking the risk.

'Little human they love you so much, let them prove it to you.' Your omega whispers and for once, you don't shut her out and nod along to her words.

"You should of heard Namjoon when he called me, oh lord I don't think I've ever heard the leader that scary in all my years of working with them." Samuel says as he looks down at you. You blink up at him as best as you can, one hand still rubbing at the knots forming in your stomach. "Why would he be mad?: You ask quietly, fingers digging into the soft skin of your stomach when another wave of cramps hit. Sungho speaks up from the front as he stops at a red light.

"Hes mate's in heat and he's not there. His alpha side is probably murderous right now. He was so strict about Samuel picking you up and taking you to the dorms, my little omega is the only one Nmajoon can trust right now." Samuel hums and wipes at your brown with his sleeve. "Namjoon is the least of my worries, Jungkook sounded feral in the background. I'm surprised the kid didn't try to run all the way back." The couple share a giggle while you let all this information sink it. Samuel gives you a warm squeeze as the car pulls up into a large building.

"Those boys really care for you, don't worry I'm sure they'll do anything in their power to help you through this."

You weakly let Sameul bring you into the dorms, the multiple security guards giving Samuel and you a nod once the omega voices who you are to the men. You can't help but to sniff, but are surprised to smell only betas rather than alphas. Samuel catches your confusion before you whine from pain again. He guides you down to the elevator and gives you a small snort. "As if the boys would let alphas near you right now." He teases and you can't help but pause and look at him. "Aren't their main team all alphas? How would they plan that so quickly?" You swear when your stomach rolls up and Samuel quickly ushers your bent body into the elevator.

"You didn't know? Hon they've been planning everything for weeks." You slump against the wall of the elevator and look over at the elder omega as he hits the top floor exposing the confession. "They had us find these crazy satin sheets cause it's more comfortable, Jin made me go on a shopping spree the other day and lord if Jungkook spams me one more time about what omegas need that might not be online I think I might hurt the kid- oh wow why are you crying?"

You touch your wet check realizing tears are following down your face. You sniff to yourself and shake your head, hand going up to clutch at the fabric above your heart. "I thought they didn't like me." You confess into the small elevator, fighting the urge to let out a loud sob. Sammuel coos at you softly, his inner omega wanting so bad to comfort you but knowing it's not his place. "Hon, with what I've seen they're head over heels for you." You look up at the man right when the door slides open. Samuel guides you to large double doors, the whole hallway quiet and empty.

"This is where I leave you, I don't think the boys would like my scent mixed in with their den. They're gonna be coming soon, just hold on a little longer okay hon? Call me when your heats over, I would love to go out for dinner." Samuel gives your arm a warm squeeze and opens the large doors for you with a key card. You give him a smile through your pain. "Thank you so much." You hush out before stumbling into the large dorm.

Your hit with the scents of the seven boys, your omega practically sobbing in happiness. Your knees buckle as you walk more into the dorm, keeping yourself up on the wall you meet with the main living area, large couches with a plush carpet and a flat screen TV. You want nothing more than to fall face first onto the carpet and pass out, but your omega tugs, begging you to keep moving. Closing your eyes and letting a deep sigh out, you allow your omega instinct to take over, whatever she wanted to do she wanted to do now and would refuse to let you pass out.

The wave of cramps ease the tiniest bit and your omega jumps at the chance to do what she wanted to go, you move blindly barely knowing what you're doing as you go into each bedroom, tugging out articles of clothing, Namjoon's shirts, Jungkook's button ups, Hoseok's jacket, Jimin's hoodies, Taehyung's dress shirts, Yoongi's t shirts and Jin's sweaters. You grab the huge pile of clothes, not even caring about the mess you leave in each other's closets and stumble back into the living room.

You go on your hands and knees, the plush carpet soft on your skin as you start to make a new nest. Bigger than the one in your room you pile this one up high, and thick. Darting back into the rooms to take more clothing items out to make the nest bigger. By the end of it all you're sweating more because of the movement and your heat combined. You peel off Taehyung's shirt and Jungkook's shorts, throwing them across the room as they smell like you now and blindly settle into the middle of your nest. You curl up face shoved into Jimin's shirt and bring your knees to yourself. Just as you relax the slightest bit another wave of cramps hits you are you find yourself biting down on your arm to stop from screaming at the pain.

"Please hurry," you slur through your tears, eyes fluttering shut as your stomach builds up again.
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"Myung for the love of god just park."

The beta manager jumps and nods quickly when Namjoon hisses the words, ingring the hocking from the other cars as he does a probably illegal turn into the parking lot of the dorms. Before he could even fully stop the car the side doors are flying open and the six alpha scramble to get out of the van. Namjoon pauses as he opens the door looking over his shoulder at Myung.

"No one's to contact us for a week." Myung nods, his beta a little uneasy from the pheremores Namjoon's is releasing. Yet the leader still gives a dimple smile at the manager. "Thanks for everything Myung." And soon the alpha is out of the car and running to catch up with the rest of the members. Myung slumps into his seat opening the door to air out the large van. The smell of horny alphas making the manger have a headache for the last hour.

"I need a drink."
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Jungkook is the first to get to the elevator, rushing past all the security guards who barely move as the seven alpha's barge in. "It only fits five people." Jungkook sings with a mock smile as Yoongi, Taehyung, Jimin and Hoseok file in, smiling evilly at Namjoon and Jin. The eldest rolls his eyes and shoves an arm out when the door tries to close, him and Nmajoon pushing their way in. "Yeah and you and you're big hear are basically five people, maybe you should step out." Jin quips and Jungkook rolls his eyes at the member.

The boys are pressed together as they all watch the numbers ding on the side, slowly approaching the top floor. "So like who get to knot her first?" Taehyung drawls and swears when Hoseok elbows him, giving him a glare. "Let's just make sure she's okay first, she was sobbing over the phone. Your dick can wait." Taehyung rubs at his side and pouts to himself feeling guilty. "Obvious I wanna make sure she's okay first." He mumbles shoulders slumping.

"Dick. But it's gonna be me." Jungkook grins over his shoulder at the tan male and before anyone could protest the doors slide open and Jungkook is the first to sprint out the noise of the dorm door being open. "What drugs was he on as a child, his speed makes no sense." Jin huffs out as he tries his best to keep up ith the other boys. Jimin has a sarcastic remark to say but soon the six boys all stop in the hallway of their dorm, Jungkook's body being the object in the way as the youngest male stands frozen, eyes staring into the living room.

"What is he looking-holy shit." Yoongi breaths as he shoulders past Jungkook to look into the dorm living room.

You, in your nest of their clothes, half naked.

Notes:

I’m so sorry there’s no smut I had to tease y’all one more time
Also I had to break it up it would of been too long
BUT PURE SMUT NEXT CHAPTER
RAINBOW
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Chapter 21: twenty one

Summary:

heats are such a bitch

Notes:

RAINBOW in hell i'm going to hell for this it's filthy

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon's eyes lock onto Yoongi first.

The two old friends share a look, both knowing what the other is thinking,

they need to hold Jungkoook back.

You're too sensitive right now, too fragile and as much as Namjoon wants to trust his youngest pack member he knows, Jungkook's control on his alpha can easily slip and go rampage on you. The boys finally got you here, and they would snap if Jungkook ruined it all for them.

So Yoongi gives a curt nod already knowing what Namjoon is saying. 'I'll deal with Jungkook, you coax her out of her nest.' Namjoon moves first grunting at Jin to move, and just as Jungkook lunges for your curled up sobbing form, Namjoon hooks his arm around the youngest members waist using all his strength to pin and push him away from you. Jungkook growls, nails digging into Namjoon's shoulders to pry him off, but Jin moves fast, putting Jungkook into a chokehold, not hard enough to cause any damage or make the member pass out, but enough force to keep Jungkok from snapping his teeth at the leader and helps Namjoon stumble away from the room, the wild young alpha snarling at them both. Jungkook tries to pry out of the grip, but his lean muscle isn't compared to the more mass figured Namjoon and Jin hold, the elder boys together easily holding his own.

"Taehyung! With me grab her clothes." Namjoon snaps at the tan man who finally tears his eyes off you. Taehyung hesitates, not wanting to leave you, but Namjoon gives a warning snarl, low and canines poking out. It gets Taehyung to move, picking up the clothes that smell like you and follow Jin and Namjoon dragging Jungkook out of the room. Jimin watches with wide eyes and jumps when he hears the door slam, Jungkook shouts still loud and clear. The honey blonde male looks over at Yoongi who rubs at his forehead. "You know it's for the best, he wouldn't take her comfort for consideration and just knot her," Yoongi whispers to Jimin and Hoseok. The dancers keep quitting, knowing the older member was right.

Yoongi crouches down, a few feet away from your shaking figure and coos softly. "Hi, sweet girl." You sniff and look up from your arms at the black-haired alpha. "Yoons?" You stumble out through your tears, Hoseok follows with Jimin both men staying low, trying not to scare you. "Hey pup, I'm so sorry we took so long," Jimin says softly and your eyes dart to his eye smile and to his soft lips. Your fingers curl into your small nest and before you can respond another round of cramps hit you. The boys all watch with wide eyes as you sob, pressing your hands into your stomach and bring your knees to your chest. "It hurts so much." You cry out and Jimin fights the urge to just snap and pull you out of your nest.

Jimin knows better though, and omega's nest if their safe place, their haven. And even though it's made with the boy's clothes, they aren't welcome in it without your permission. Forcing you out would just make you not trust the males so Jimin rocks back on his heels, fingers fiddling with his many rings as he watches you. "Will you let us help you pup?" Hoseok asks softly and gives you a warm smile when you peek up at him. "I-It hurts down there." You whisper out, face flushing from embarrassment, god you're such a broken omega, what kind of omega feels pain when they touch themselves? You're patheic-

"Little one shut your mouth." You snap your mouth close, not realizing you had spoken words out loud, Yoongi narrowing his eyes at you. "You're not broken, you're not allowed to talk down to yourself when I'm here, are we clear?" You give a quick nod, your omega panicking at upsetting your alpha. Hosoek shoots a glare at Yoongi when he smells the small distress coming off you and reaches his hand out slowly. "Come on baby, I'll check your little pussy for you, you're not broken I'll show you." You swallow and can't help but feel the slick the escapes you from the alphas words. Jimin's fingers dig into his thigh, stopping himself from mounting you right there when he smells you. He manages a bright smile at you when you look over the three boys.

"Trust us, baby, well take such good care of you."

You move, starting to crawl out and allow Hoseok to pull you into his lap. You back meet his front and you cringe when you feel how sweaty you are against his dry skin. "S-Sorry I shoulder shower-" your words are cut of when Yoongi reaches over, grabs your arm gently and drags his tongue over the dampness of your skin, keeps his feline-like eyes on you as he does the act. You shudder when he goes all the way up to your ear and bites down on your lob. He lets out a deep hum next to your ear that you feel straight to your core. "You taste like fucken candy, no need to shower." He whispers and gives a small nuzzle to the side of your head that warms your heart. He pulls back allowing Hoseok to rubs his cool palms over your thighs, dragging his fingers up your knees, Jimin and Yoongi leaning in as he finally parts your legs.

"Holy shit you smell amazing." Jimin moans his mouth-watering once your scent fully hits him. He swallows loudly and gazes at your underwear covered core. The panties where probably a light pink color before, now the fabric is dark with your slick, pressed flushed against your cunt and Jimin swears when he sees the outline of your outer lips poking through. "Our little pussy looks so good." Yoongi hushes and takes a small swipe at your inner thigh, gathering some slick that had leaked and popping the finger into his mouth. His eyes roll back as he sucks on the pale fingers. You watch with wide eyes, shaky slightly from the attention, mouth gaped as pants pass through you.

"You said you're sensitive mhm?" Hosoek hushes and slowly, enough to give you time to stop, the male reaches a hand down, touching your damp panties and pressing down where he knows your clit it, gently swirling the little nub with his finger. You let out a loud gasp, jerking violating in Hoseok's grip as your legs try to close and -

"Fuck, did you just come from that?" Jimin breaths and grabs at your knees to pry them back open, refusing to let you close them. All three males watch with wide eyes as slick and cum leaks out from the side of your panties, the liquid trailing down to your butt starting to pool on the floor. "S-Sorry, I, I don't remember there being this much." You flush feeling the mess between your thighs, you wanna curl back up in your nest form embarrassment with how the three men are gazing at your core. You squirm in Hoseok's arms, breath getting a little panicky, the cramps barely eased up from the orgasm you got and the small touch left your clit throbbing for more, but you're too hesitant to ask and feel shame creeping up on you.

"Baby do you know how good you look to us right now?" Jimin hushes and before you could open your mouth the honey blonde hair male cups you face and presses a deep kiss into your mouth, licking your parted lips easily. "So, so fucken good. You look like how you do in my fucken dreams." Yoongi whispers in your ear before he mouths at your neck, biting down and sucking hard, the sound of the rappers lips and Jimin's loud smacking on your lips makes your hands grip down on Hoseok's large palms on your thighs. "Do you want us, baby? Do you want us to take care of you?" Hoseok askes pushing your hair up into a makeshift pony with his free hand and starts to mouth at the back of your neck. "Tell us what you want. Tell your alpha's pup." Jimin peels his mouth away to let you answer and go to the skin right below your ear on the side Yoongi's isn't eating up. You sob out loud from the stimulation and cry out when Yoongi reaches down to slap at your covered slit.

"Answer him."

"Yes, yes I want my alphas. W-want you all to take turns knotting me, I-I wanna be filled with you cum! Please, please take care of me please, please I'll do anything." You sob out and twist widely in the male's hold. Your eyes dart to your core when Yoongi easily tears at your wet flimsy panties, throwing the fabric to the side and slips a finger inside of you. "Oh," you hush out and let yourself fall into Hoseok's arm, the dancer reaching around to cup your breasts and he tweak at the nipples. Jimin pants into your ears as his own gaze drops past your heavy breast to watch his pack member finger you.

"Fuck how are you still this tight." Yoongi hisses as he slowly pumps a finger in you. "Wants to take my knot but can't even take a finger?" Your eyes flutter from Yoongi's mocking tone, too far gone to even think of a comeback. Yoongi still chuckles darkly at your expression, not ignoring the way you grow wetter as he degrades you. He sits on his knees, leaning his face up to gaze down at you, his eyes trailing over your face, drinking in your flushed expression, and the way your pretty mouthparts for him. "Mhm? How are you gonna get pumped with our cum pup if you can't even fit my fingers in your tight little pussy?" Yoongi counties in his mocking voice, Hoseok adding on with his own small breathless laugh at you. "We should of stretched our baby out more." Jimin breathes nosing the skin of your scent gland. "Should of just made you sit on our cocks before your heat had hit, take turns in your warm, wet pussy. Passed your around backstage after our concert. Mhm? Would our baby would of liked that?"

Your cry gets pitched higher when Yoongi slips another finger in, curling the two wet digits into your wet cavern. "Fuck she got tighter, pup likes that idea huh? Bet you wish we just sat around the couches and took turns slipping our cocks in you. I wouldn't care how many times you cum and cry out to stop, I'd make you sit there and warm my cock for me, my little pup wants that doesn't she? " Yoongi laughs pumping the fingers faster into you, neither of the three men missing the way how loud your pussy was being, the slick, slapping motion from Yoongi's fingers loud in the large dorm.

"Don't worry little one, well do that now huh? Once you're all ready for our cocks we'll pass you around like the good omega you are. Pumping you full with our cum and knot just to have the next member fill up your hole. Well make sure nothing slips out of you, though your right pussy will do that all by itself. God I wonder how long we have to fuck you to make up gape open for us." You sob out from Hoseok mumbles as the dirty image runs in your mind. Jimin groans and bites down hard on the meaty part of your shoulder, his hand reaching down to swipe at your swollen clit, just as Yoongi curls his fingers right into your g-spot.

Your sob gets caught in your throat when you cum, Jimin hissing at Yoongi to move and dropping to his stomach to swallow your cum and slick that spurts out. Your chest raises into the air as your back arches, Hoseok keeps a grip on your chest and pinches at your nipples adding onto your high. When you slump back down your brain goes into a frenzy again, Jimin doesn't move from his position in between your thighs. The honey blonde pins your hips down, his rings feeling cool on your skin, and he parts your lower lips, tongue sliding into your core. "J-Jimin i-it's too much." You sob yet your hands thread themselves into his hair, tugging hard at the locks. Jimin groans loudly, eyes hooded but staying on your face. Your legs spasm when he fucks his tongue in and out of you, slick already all over his mouth and shinning on his nose, yet the male drinks it all up.

"How does she taste?" Hoseok hums pressing open mouth kisses to your neck. Yoongi licks up the rest of you off his fingers before grabbing your hand. He tsks at Jimin the singer glaring at Yoongi but pulling away for a moment, allowing Yoongi to move your hand to swipe up some of your cum and slick mess between your thighs. He pulls your hand up to Hoseok's face behind you. You jump when Jimin goes back to devouring you and Hoseok slips your fingers into his mouth. Both men let out loud moans from your taste, Yoongi giving you a grin when he sees the flush grow on your cheeks. "Pup tastes like fucken candy doesn't she boys?" Yoongi asks, Hoseok's barely nods, his eyes fluttering close around your fingers trying to get more of you on his tongue. Jimin lets out a brutal moan and shoves his face father into your pussy, drinking up your cum when another orgasm escapes your body.

You take a second to gather yourself when you get your sense back from the climax Jimin stole from you. You slumped against Hoseok's chest who is now petting your tummy softly, trying to calm the soft skin from cramps. Yoongi pushing your hair behind your eyes, eyes fixed on the blooming marks starting on your neck and shoulder. Jimin shoots up before you can even look at him and is pressing a messy, wet, hurried kiss to your lips, fingers trailing down your chest, and meets your core. You flinch when his palm goes back and he slaps loudly onto your dripping heat, the wet smack making the other two men shiver. Jimin parts from you and meets your gaze. All you see if his blown out pupils, the white barely visible in his eyes. The singer pants as he stares you down, hair a mess, cheeks flushed, and your juices still around his mouth. Before you could say anything you feel his two fingers slip in you again and you jerk, Hoseok, and Yoongi easily holding you down. Jimin gives you a bright grin as Hoseok frees one hand to trail down and land on your clit.

"We need to prep you for our knots you know." Yoongi hushes and chuckles when your eyes roll to the back of your head, your third orgasm already approaching as Jimin pumps his fingers in perfect harmony with Hoseok's little swirls on your clit.

"We gotta make you a mess first pup."

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"I'm gonna tear your arms off your body."

Namjoon snorts and shoves Jungkook into his bedroom with the help of Jin. "Yeah okay, true alpha good fucken luck." Namjoon quips back, once he knows Jin has a proper grip on Jungkook, the elders arms lopping around Jungook's, does Namjoon look over his shoulder. Taehyung stands in the hallway in front of the door, his back to the leader as he gazes into the living room, watching you with wide eyes in the middle of the other three boys. His fingers grip onto the clothes in his hands, mouth-watering as you cum from a simple touch to your clit. He starts stepping back into the living room, his alpha begging him to go back to you. 'Make our omega cum, make her cum, we need to make her cum-'

"Taehyung. In here. Now."

Taehyung swallows when Namjoon barks at him and tears his gaze from you stumbling into Jungkook's bedroom. Once he's in Namjoon strides over to shut the door, gaze snapping to a growling Jungkook when he does. "Let me fucken go, I need her. I need to knot her, I need to make her cum, I need to kiss her, I need to scent her, I fucken need her Namjoon let me GO!" Jungkook roars and Jin huffs out when the youngest tries again to tear himself out of his grip. Jungkook is strong, but Jin still has a bit of height and muscle on him, the elder alpha using all his effort to hold Jungkook down. Namjoon takes a deep breath and runs a hand through his hair.

"Jungkook you will see (Y/N) I promise but I need you do not go all true alpha on us. She's never had a knot and has barely had a proper heat, shoving her full with your cock right now isn't gonna make her love you." Jungkook stops struggling and glares at the male through his fringe, veins popping on his neck and he takes a deep gulp. "You think I don't know that? I would of stretched her first, make her cum so many times on just my fingers first before I eat her out. I would drink up all her fucken juices and she would just keep getting wetter and wetter, she would just keep cumming for me. Fuck I would give her a dozen orgasms before I slip my dick into her wet, tight little cunt. Even then I would make her cum on a cock a few times before I even knot her. She would be so fucken out of it and begging for my knot. She's my mate, she's our mate. I'm not trying to break her." Jungkook spits out.

Taehyung swallows and shifts, your cries mixed in with what Jungkook said, safe to say Taehyung is painfully hard. Namjoon gives Jungkook and unimpressed look and slowly walks over to him. "I'm not dumb Jungkook, I wanna believe you, but I know you. I basically raised you. I could smell your pheromones leaking out the second you saw her, your alpha took over too much and you were gonna knot her." Jungkook lets out a harsh breath, fingers curling into tight fists, veins popping in his arms. He doesn't fight back as he had a staredown with Namjoon, the pack leader refusing to be scared from the deadly pheromones Jungkook leaks out that even make's Jin look away briefly.

"Fuck you," Jungkook croaks weakly, knowing Namjoon's right. The leader gives him a sad smile and shakes his head. "I'll not gonna stop you from being with her, you'll get to be with her I promise you. But I need you to not let your alpha take over until she's ready for that. She's new to this all Jungkook, the last thing you want to do is scare her right?" Jungkook nods fast, Jin keeping his gaze on the young alpha as he relaxes his grip, feeling the tension leaving Jungkook's body. "I don't wanna hurt her." Jungkook hushes out eyes wide as he gazes at his leader. "I-I want her to love me." Jungkook crocks out dropping his head, Jin lets him go then and the boys watch at the true alpha falls to his knees grabbing his head.

"Sorry," Jungkook whispering when he finally gathers himself, he realized now Namjoon was right. He didn't realize his alpha had taken compete control when he got a look at you. "I didn't even notice I slipped." Jungkook groans and tugs at his hair harshly, it would of been a mess if he had gotten a hold of you. He would have forced you out of your nest and taken you right there. He would of done it all wrong, he was still trying to court you, he needed to have better control over himself.

"It's fine, I'm here to keep an eye out for you too, just don't rip my arms off." Namjoon jokes and nods to Taehyung holding his hand out. Taehyung blinks but looks down at his hands, still grasping onto your clothes you had on. The tan man hands the shorts and t-shirt to the leader, Namjoon nodding in thanks before tossing the clothes at Jungkook's the younger male grabbing them looking confused. "What do I- holy shit." Jungkook moans when he moves the clothes closer to his face and gets hit with the smell of your heat. "Holy shit, holy fuck." Jungkook moans out and shoves his face into the clothing. Jin makes a face when the youngest starts palming at his crotch and steps past him to join Namjoon and Taehyung.

"Maybe that'll calm him down a bit," Namjoon mutters and crinkles his nose when Jungkook fumbles with one hand to unbuckle his pants, the other hand keeping your clothes shoved into his face panting harshly to breathe in your scent. The three males turn away when Jungkook shameless tugs his dick out and start to stroke the hardened muscle. "Well give you a moment," Jin says with an eye roll and files out of the room with Namjoon and Taehyung. Jungkook barely hears as he groans out.

God all he smells is you as he inhales his own shorts, your sweet lavender vanilla smell is so fresh in his clothes it feels like the direct source. Jungkook pushes the clothing away from his face for a moment to spit onto his right hand, using it to lube up his throbbing cock before he starts stroking it. He sits upon his knees and thrust his hips into the hand, tightening his grip, pretending it was your tight pussy he was fucking. Eyes rolling to the back of his head Jungkook brings your clothing back to his face and lets out a deep moan.

He gazes down at his cock, throbbing like never before, he runs his fingertips over a thick vein before squeezing at his red tip. He wonders how tight you would be around him, how your pussy would swallow him up. Jungkook's fingers trail down to the base of his cock and he squeezes hard where he knows his knot would form. "You'd take me so well," Jungkook whispers as if you're in the room with him. "I'd make sure you're ready then I would knot you over and over again. I want you to smell like me. Fuck I want you to beg me, want you to beg for your alpha to take you." Jungkook almost sobs as his pace gets faster on his cock, he shut his eyes trying to pretend it was you he was fucking. He lets go of his cock to let it slap against his stomach, Jungkook groans and does it again, the loud smack of his wet cock loud in the quiet room. "Bet you sound wetter than this." Jungkook hisses. "Bet you're fucken dripping all over the fucken floor, wanna lick it up." Jungkook chokes out a yell when he gives a hard thrust into his palm.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck, baby please." He moans out hand going fast on his cock. "Wanna knot you, wanna make you cum everywhere, wanna drink you up." Jungkook chokes as his nose hits the crotch of the shorts, getting a whiff of your slick that must of escaped. "Fuck, fuck! God love you, love you so much, fuck wanna take care of you, wanna make you filled with my cum. Want your stomach swollen because of my cum. My perfect mate, mine, mine." Jungkook tightens his grip on his cock that its almost painful but he explores, ropes of cum landing onto the floor as he lets out a low moan, head thrown back and his hips rut into the air, riding out his high.

Jungkok groans out and slumps onto the floor, stroking his softening cock, but knows it'll get hard the second he sees you again. He grips the clothes in his palm and he takes another sniff of your scent, clenching his eyes shut the male swears when he already feels himself getting hard again.

"Don't fuck this up you idiot."

Notes:

okay but yall always going like 'jungkook is so strong' HAVE YOU SEEN JIN'S BODY THAT MAN IS PURE MUSCLE MASS
so I know there's no intercourse but like the next few chapters is just gonna be banging lol
plus its me I gotta put plot and smut
don't be too mad at me lol
thank you all so much for the love and comment the amount of reactions from the last few chapters blew me away!
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Chapter 22: twenty two

Summary:

knot me up

Notes:

i got dick and watched break the silence its been a good day
also lawd i wrote a lot

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

You really wonder if you're gonna be dehydrated at this point.

A sob escapes past your damped lips when you feel another burst of cum spurt out of you, you can hear and feel lips messily drinking it up, Hoseok you realize through your hazy eyes. The dancer is on his stomach drinking up your essence as if it's his last meal. Your cry gets cut off when a mouth claims your bruised swollen lips, Yoongi easily slipping his tongue inside to dominant your mouth. "What number we on?" Jimin hushes, biting at the skin behind your neck, his fingers stroking casually on your nipples. "I think eight," Yoongi mumbles against your mouth his hooded eyes admiring the view. You already looked fucked. Pupils blown up, eyes teary, red cheeks, lips swollen and wet. The mess between your legs is either getting drunk by the boys, or pooling under you. Yoongi smirks when you paw at his chest, gasping out in between the three males.

"My god, it's only been like thirty minutes." Jin groans as he enters the living room, Taehyung following. The elder strides over, Taehyung frozen in the spot for a moment, his mind blank as he gazes at the sight of you. "Move all of you," Jin mumbles and ignores the low growls heard when he easily slips you off the floor, cuddling you close to his chest as he holds you in bridal style. He croons softly when you nuzzle your nose into his scent glands, panting against his skin. "We didn't even knot her yet, not fair," Jimin whines trying to reach out for you. Jin rolls his eyes at the shorter boy and shots a glare at the three men. "Yeah you just wrung her dry, she's getting dehydrated. Let me give her some water and food before we fuck her." Hoseok whines this time when Jin spins on his heels striding towards the bedroom.

Taehyung finally moves as Jin nears him, the young boy reaching out for you. Jin gives a warning snarl, making the younger boy pause and watch as the eldest jerks his head into the kitchen. "Get her some water, and the green container I have in the fridge, then you can join us." Jin pauses and looks over his shoulder at the three glaring alphas. "You three can go to Jungkook's room, Namjoon's off watching Jungkook duty to now it's your turn." Yoongi throws his head back and lets out a full out groan, knowing what was wrong with the youngest member. Jin gives a loud chuckle before pressing a kiss to your hair as you start to claw at his chest.

"You guys can clean up the mess Jungkook made."

Jin smiles to himself as he brings you to the master bedroom, the male easily draws the blanket back and settles you on the soft sheets. His alpha chirps happily when he sees how you curl into the satin material, sigh softly from the feel of them. He settles himself next to you, stroking the side of your hip as he watches you. You seem a little more at ease from the cramps, probably all the orgasms the three boys gave you, but Jin knows you need more than that soon. Your heat would fully take over by the end of the day and you would be begging for the boys to knot you. Jin knew he needed to use the time before that, feeding you and keeping you hydrated before he could let the other boys have you, and himself.

Taehyung finally shuffles in with a pout, hands full with water bottles and the container Jin asked for. Holding his arm out Jin allows Taehyung to give him the items before the tan man slides into the bed with you, sitting against the headboard Taehyung moves you to sit in his lap. You whine out from being moved but the tan man peppers kisses all over your face as an apology while Jin cracks open a water bottle. "You need to drink little one." Jin hums as he pressed the bottle to your lips. You blink wearily at the male but allow Taehyung to guide you, tipping your head back and letting the cool liquid slide down your throat. Taehyung takes the bottle from Jin, making you take swings of the drink until the whole bottle was gone.

"What did you make me bring?" Taehyung asks as he swipes your hair over your shoulder. He notes the multiple bruises and teeth marks all over your neck and shoulders, his eyes though narrow in on the piece of unmarked flesh in the middle of it all. The meaty party of where your shoulder and neck meet, the dip that would be covered with a regular shirt. The spot for the mate bite mark. He can't help but let his fingers trail over the skin, knowing the boys avoided it for a reason. Heats where the time when omegas and alphas would bond, while knotted together the alpha would bite into the section, enough to break skin and leave a mark. Taehyung knows it sounds painful but apparently once the first few seconds pass, it's compete europhile for the omega.

He's not an idiot, he knows it's too early to even think about asking you to mate with them, even though all the boys are practically in love with you. It wouldn't be fair to try to mate you without discussing before your heat would hit, Taehyung bets if he asked you in your state you would agree without a second thought, but he knew once the heat would pass you would be livid. Mating in real like isn't like some fanfiction the fan base writes, biting you there this early would just end up with you hating the boys. Just because you're spending your heat with the males doesn't mean you agreed to be their mates, and doesn't mean they have the right to bite you. Maybe later, Taehyung thinks hopefully to himself. Hopefully soon, when your heat hit again you'll allow the boys to properly mate you.

"It's a cold stew my mom said would be easy to eat if she's cramping a lot." Jin says softly as he scoops a spoonful of the meal and brings it to your lips. You moan weakly at first, the thought of eating makes your stomach turn, yet both Jin and Taehyung let out little coos, begging you to open your mouth. "Come on my pretty girl, just wanna feed you," Taehyung mumbles in his deep voice, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead. "Be good for us yeah sweetie? Then we'll take care of you." Jin hums and smiles brightly when you pry your mouth open. The boys give you small kisses as they feed you, both ignoring their own hardened lengths from the mere scent you're giving off. They would have you for a week, right now they want to make sure you're prepared for what's to come.

You weakly wave away Jin's hand, the alpha only letting up because you had eaten more than be expected. You slump against Taehyung's chest and both the men's eyes dart to your bare hips. You whine and jerk your hips into the air, looking for some type of friction. "Please, please." You mumble out but your pleas turn into a whimper when a sudden wave of cramps hit you again. "Please I-I need-" You cut yourself off with a whimper and curl into yourself in Taehyung's lap when the cramps intensely. Taehyung's eyes shoot to Jin, begging the alpha to let him to do something. Yet right before Jin can give a nod the door creaks open, a more dominating scent filling the room and it makes you jerk out of Taehyung's lap last, the tan man quickly grabbing at your waist to steady you.

"Namjoon!"

Jin bites down the small bit of jealously that creeps up, he knows it makes sense though for you to seek out and want Namjoon at first. Namjoon had spent the most time getting to know you on a personal level, hell Namjon was one of the members who hadn't even tried anything with you other than cuddles and small kisses to skin. You most likely found comfort in Namjoon's smell and would seek him out more than the other boys. On top of that Namjoon was alpha of this pack, and for a reason. His dominating presence and scent was strong when he was merely 16 and still it now. Even with a true alpha in the pack Namjoon still stood on top, and your omega probably found the most pull towards the leader.

"Hi little one." Namjoon breaths with a tired smile. Taehyung lets you go and you fumble into Namjoon's arm, naked with a sheen of swear but Namjoon swears he's never seen something so beautiful. He picks you up easily, allowing you to lock your legs and arms around him, his own large palms going on your bare bottom, pinching the skin playfully. You squeak from the feeling but melt once you get a whiff of his scent gland, almost going lax in his arms. "You've been good for the boys?" Namjoon asks as he walks towards the bed, pressing wet kisses onto your neck. "I'm good, I'm good ask I drank my water." You rush and tangle your hands in his hair when you pull your face back. You feel a bit meek when you meet his gaze head-on, Namjoon oozes dominance and your omega wants to already bow her head and present her neck. You swallow back the instinct and place a gentle kiss on the alphas lips.

"Please knot me now."

Taehyung flops back onto the bed letting out a moan, the tan man watches with hooded eyes as he palms at his crotch. Namjoon keeps his gaze on you, daring you to look away first. "Oh? Does that mean you deserve my knot then?" Namjoon asks casually, giving a small swat to your ass. Your head drops into the male's shoulder as you moan from the feeling. Namjoon lets out a chuckle and walks over to the edge of the bed dropping you onto it next to Taehyung. Jin moves to the end of the bed, leaning easily against the large bedpost as he watches the way Namjoon tugs of his shirt easily, flicking the fabric to the side. You swallow as the alpha gets onto the large bed, slowly crawling towards you.

"You always have such a smart mouth you know." Namjoon hushes as he finally settles over you. Taehyung props his head upon his arm as he watches the scene in front of him, the sight enough to make his mouth water. Your scent in the air, naked, slick mess between your thighs and looking concerned as the leader smirks down on you. "Yet now you wanna stay quiet?" Namjoon hums reaching down to you to run a finger over your thighs before going to your heat, cupping your pussy making a loud escape your throat. Namjoon chuckles from the response as he rubs his palm over the area, slick already pooling in his hand and a loud slick sound filling the room.

"I want you to beg."

You cry out when he lands a slap against your pussy, too far gone to be embarrassed by the sound anymore. Your hands go up to tug and Namjoon's hair, wanting to press his full lips against yours. Yet the alpha stays on top of you smiling down with a cocky smirk, not budging. You let out a sound of annoyance and wiggle under him, hand now going to palm at his hardline cock in his pants. Yet when you gaze up at the male with wide eyes he merely socks his head to the side, smile still on his face. Jin catches the way your gaze narrows, loving that your fiery personality was still present. "Good luck pup, he has the patience of Mother Teresa." You wanna bite back, you refuse to beg, but another wave of cramps hit you and you find yourself gazing up at Namjoon with wide teary eyes, the alpha holding a frown now seeing the pain you were in.

"Please, please knot me. I need it, I need you. I need all of you. Strech me out on your cock please alpha? Make me ready for your pack, please, please only your cock can stretch me out so good with your fat knot. Then all the others can take their turn, I need your cum first though please Namjoon, please alpha." You sob out trying again to pull Namjoon down, this time through the alpha follows and crushes his mouth onto yours.

"Fuck baby, anything for you." Namjoon hushes fumbling with his zipper. "Your cramps bad pup? You need my cock that badly? You need me to knot you that bad?" Jin can smell the change in your scent when you let out a weak sob and nod up at Namjoon, you lose yourself to your heat quicker than the male thought. He wonders if it has to do with how long you've gone without heat. Usually, it takes omegas a full day until they're a mess, yet after a few hours, the boys can already smell and see yourself falling deeper and deeper into your heat.

"Need it please alpha." You moan ut and rut your hips up, trying to hard to get Namjoon to slip his length into you. "Okay, okay baby let me just-" Namjoon slips his hand down to you core, wanting to slip a finger in to make sure you where stretched enough for his cock. Yet you let out a loud whine and shook your head slapping his hand away. "No, no, no Jimin, Hoseok, and Yoongi already stretched me. They already ate me out. They already fucked me with their tongues. I need more, please alpha, please I need cock. I need your knot." Your nails dig into the meaty chest of Namjoon as full out tears fall down your cheeks and you pitifully sob to the male.

"Holy crap." Taehyung breathes as he watches you beg his leader for his cock. The younger male can't help but to palm his harden length over his pants, his mouth-watering from the smell you're giving off. Namjoon gives you a small smile, the other two men never seeing the leader look so soft, and leans down to press a gentle kiss to your damp lips.

"Okay pup, I got you."

You gasp softly when you hear the tug of Namjoon's pants coming down, the belt buckle clicking loudly together in the silent room. He pushes his pants down with one hand the other one lowering himself to pepper your face in gentle kisses. "Tell me if you need me to stop okay?" Namjoon whispers, hand slipping his cock out and stroking the harden length. You give a quick nod, your face curls up in pain though when another wave of cramps hit you. "P-Please hurry. I feel like I'm going on fire." Your nails dig into Namjoon's shoulder and before you could blink up at him, you feel the slide of his hot thick cock against your folds.

"Oh."

Namjoon holds back a smirk and sits upon his knees, he places his hands on your knees, opening your legs wider to slot himself flush against you. Biting down on his lip the alpha's eyes are locked on your core, you're a mess. Your slick is smeared between your thighs, cum mixed in too. Your outer lips are red and swollen, probably from how many mouths have been on it. Namjoon hums in appreciation and drags his cock against your parted lips, letting your slick coat his thick length. He keeps a hand on your inner thigh. thumb keeping his length in place as he slowly move the length back and forth between your lips. Namjoon smirks to himself when he drags a little slower over your clit, the hood pulling back and the swollen little button gains more situation.

"You're such a mess already you know?" Namjoon hushes, thumb going to flick at your clit. Your hips jerk up and Namjoon lets out a warning growl, your omega listens and you press your hips back to the bed, wide teary eyes looking up at the leader. Namjoon cocks his head as he gives another slow drag of his cock against your clit. "You don't get to slip my cock in omega, do that again and you'll be over my knee." A whimper escapes your lips, the teasing is killing you yet a part of you loves it. Loves the drag of his heavy, fat cock against your little pussy. Loving the wet noises that's filling the room, Loving the way the other two boys have their own cocks out and are stroking it to the way Namjoon is rubbing against you. A moan almost escapes your lips, but a wave of cramps hit you again. You cry out and before you could cuss Namjoon out, the alpha takes that second to slip his length inside.

Namjoon's eyes widen at your reaction. You cum instantly the second he's fully inside of you, he can feel the clench of your inner walls cum is already seeping out of where Namjoon stuffed you. You let out a loud cry and jerk your body towards him, his hands instantly going around to hold you to him. The alpha moves quickly and settles you back on your back, making sure his length doesn't slip out and peppers your hairline with kisses. "Already baby girl? I didn't even move." Namjoon grins down at your flush face. You let out a whine, to lost for words and press a wet, open mouth kiss onto Namjoon's lip. The male licks into your mouth and gives a hesitate thrust into you.

"Holy shit she sounds so wet." Jin moans, gazing at you two with hooded eyes, hand slowly teasing his cock as he watches. Taehyung groans out in agreement, his hand moving fast over his cock the sound of his slick dick only getting muffed by the cries escaping your lips. "Keep your legs spread," Namjoon demands to you and drags his cock out of you, just until the tip is the only thing in, before slamming back into you. A choked cry escapes your lips as he repeats the action,

again, again and again.

The sound of skin slapping against yours is pure filth, slick smearing on the skin around his cock adding onto the lewd noise. Namjoon thinks you cum for him again, he's not really sure at this point because your pussy is leaking and is so damn tight the alpha wonders how he slides in so easily. His alpha is over the moon with the way your smell is mixing with his, your bodies pressed together so tight and your face buried into his neck, biting down as if that would muffle your cries. His sick side goes feral knowing when he pumps you full of his cum, you'll smell more like the leader. The thought makes Namjoon let out a growl deep within his chest and grabs at your hips, cocking them up and snapping his hips harder against yours.

"My little omega wanted my cock this bad huh?" Namjoon whispers into your ear as if he's not pounding into you with all his might. "Hm? You begged for it so nicely now you wanna hide your face in my neck and act shy?" Namjoon chuckles in a demeaning way when he feels how you stiffen at his words, knowing it was embarrassment Namjoon hated himself a little how that just fueled him to pound into your harder. "You're such a good omega for me, you're such a good girl. All ours aren't you baby?" You moan sounds chocked and Namjoon decides he's had enough of your hiding game.

The male tugs at your hair until you're looking up at him, he presses himself flush against you and rolls his hips into yours, all while his hooded eyes stare down at you. "Why's my pup hiding?" Namjoon hushes softly, ignoring the way Taehyung and Jin are groaning to themselves. "I-I probably look like a mess." You confess cutting yourself off when Namjoon speeds up his thrusts. The male lets out a chuckle at the confession, biting down on his lip. "You aren't even mess yet omega." Namjoon croons a wide grin on his face, his cheeks are flushed you think, the small hairs on his hairline pressed against his forehead from all the sweat.

"You're gonna be a mess when we're done with you. By the end of the week we're gonna pump you full with our cum that you're gonna be smelling like us from the inside. I would make you wear a plug, but there's no need for that is there? I'll just pass you along to the next boy to fill you with cum and knot you. I bet you're just waiting for that hm? You're just praying well pass you around and keep filling you up." You breathe hitches when Namjoon hisses the dirty confession all while refusing to let you look away. He has the nerve so lick into your mouth almost gently before hushing out against your lips.

"First though, you're gonna be pumped full with my cum. Then we can think about passing you around pup."

Namjoon goes to bite at your sensitive neck as he picks up his thrusts again. You claw uselessly on his back, nails digging into the toned muscle and you know there's going to be all over the tan skin from your nails. The alpha lets out a feral growl when you cum again, your walla squeezing his length so tightly his eyes roll to the back of his head for a moment. "How the fuck are you this tight when the boys made you cum so many times?" Namjoon hisses, he hocks his arm around your waist and easily lifts you onto his lap. You think for a second you could gain some control and ride him, but your eyes shoot open and meet Jin's when Namjoon plants himself on his knees, wrap your legs around his waist, and uses his hard grip on your ass to thrust up into you.

"I bet you love how much the boys are watching aren't you?" Namjoon says with a breathless laugh as he keeps fucking up into you. "I bet you're just thinking about how their cocks would taste, aren't I right little thing?" You cry out a yes, head-nodding frantically and you could hear the strangled moan Taehyung let's out behind you. Namjoon licks up your neck before asking almost innocently in your ear,

"Let Jin fuck your mouth then?"

"Please, please, please." Your hands find your way into the rappers soft hair, tugging hard as you nod. To overwhelmed by the way his cock is still fucking up into you, how the man is able to even get a sentence out is beyond you. But the thought of Jin's pretty cock in your mouth makes you squeal as another orgasm is ripped out of you. Going slack into Namjoon's arms your head tucks over his shoulder and you gaze at Jin, the singer's face flushed and lips bitten red. His hand is squeezing at the base of his cock as he meets your gaze, mouth parted little pants escape your own swollen lips as Namjoon barely slows down his pace. "Ask him little one," Namjoon commands with a spank to your butt. "Ask him to fuck your mouth."

"Please!" You squeal out when a partial thrust hits deeper into you. "Please Jin-alpha-please, fuck my mouth. Want it please, I need your cum down my throat." You beg looking at the eldest man. Namjoon easily moves you back onto the bed, slipping out of you briefly, leading you to cry out, yet the man positions you on your hands and knees before easily sliding back into you. A mewl leaves you from the new position and you bow your head, but the rappers large hands tangle into your locks and pry your head up.

"Open wide for Jin."

Your mouth drops open in a second from the demand. Jin lets out a quiet swear and quickly settles on his knees, his dick is a pretty as him you think to yourself. Long and a little thinner then Namjoon, the mushroom head is flushed pink, the hair on the base trimmed nicely. The eldest member reaches a hand out to stroke your cheek softly before trailing the fingers to trace over your swollen lips. "Been dreaming about prying these lips open with my cock." Jin hushes, you fight the urge to bite your lip when Najoon slows down his thrust to a gentle swirl of his hips, the rapper watching the interaction take place. "Especially when you wanted to be mouthy with me." Jin breathes a moan slipping past his full lips, the singer tucks his thumb into your mouth, your lips closing around it and sucking softly on the soft skin.

"Hurry up." Taehyung hisses form his spot on the other end of the bed, slowing down the strokes on his cock. Jin shoots him a glare but guides his cock towards your mouth and you let go of his thumb easily taking the tip into your mouth. You're hit with the saltness of his precum, a moan being muffled when you get the taste and you eagerly go to swallow more of his cock down. It's not easy and too fast does he hit a little too deep in your mouth and you gag, face retracting before you could stop yourself. Yet Jin laces his hands in your hair stopping you from pulling him out. "Not yet little thing," he hushes out, "let me guide you." Namjoon picks up his thrust the tiniest bit. grinning to himself at the sound of choking escaping you. "Relax your jaw." The rapper mumbles as guidance and smiles to himself seeing the way the tension in your shoulders unwinds.

A broken moan escapes Jin lips when he thrust a little deeper into mouth, your gag, but refuses to pull back and swallow down onto his cock. "Such a pretty sight." Jin praises, eyes refusing to look away from his cock sliding back and forth between your lips. "You're such a good girl for us, taking Namjoon's cock and mine at the same time." Jin cuts himself off with a swear when you take more of his cock into your mouth this time, tears stream down your face from the action, but you stare up at the alpha with wide eyes. "You're going so good, pretty girl," Jin promises seeing the doubt in your eyes. "I could come from the sight of you alone, this is such a treat," Jin swear and both him and you let out a choked gasp when Namjoon picks up his speed. Pulling his cock fully out of you before slamming back in, causing you to take all of Jin's cock down your throat.

"Fuck your tight little cunt just can't get enough huh?" Namjoon hisses, the choking gasps you make only making him go faster slamming into you. "You're already a mess now, I wonder how you're gonna handle us stuffing ou in all your holes." Namjoon questions and with a grin, he swipes his thumb over your puckered hole. You jerk and almost let Jin's cock slip out if it wasn't for the eldest male's grip in your hair. "Don't worry baby, I know it's too early." Namjoon reinsurance, but before you could relax the rapper gives a loud smack on your ass making you cry out.

"We'll get there though, fill up all your holes, knot your little ass and your pussy, make you take two dicks in your tight little cunt. Fuck, I wonder if two knots would fit in your cunt?" Your eyes roll to the back of your head from the fifth being spilled out of the Namjoon's mouth. Jin gives a breathy laugh when he and Namjoon share a look before both men go back to thrusting int your holes. "I"m gonna cum soon." Jin hisses and thrust his dick all the way down your throat, you choke but Jin can feel the way you swallow around his cock, trying your best to take more of him in. "Same." Namjoon hisses, short nails digging into your ass as he uses the grip as leverage and thrust his hips harder and harder into you.

JIn comes first, shooting his large load down your throat a loud moan escapes him, a growl mixing in with it. He slips his dick out and quickly slaps a hand over your mouth, your wide teary eyes and flushed cheeks meet his. "Swallow it all." Jin hisses with narrowed eyes, already feeling some of the load slipping out of your lips. "I don't care if it's too much, you're gonna fucken swallow me down." Jin grins when he hears the loud swallow escape you and pulls away, you lick your lips to show you've taken all of him, and before Jin can thank you with a kiss Namjoon growls behind you.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck I'm gonna cum." The leader groans, his body drops and drapes over you, his damp chest flush against your back. His lips easily find your ear, deep moans, and heavy pants against it. "I'm gonna knot you, that okay pup?" You let out an eager nod, but a sharp snarl leaves Namjoon. "Use your words or I'll pull out." He hisses. You sob shaking your head from his words. "No, no, no don't pull out. Please Namjoon, please alpha knot me. Need you to fill me up, I need your knot, I want it so bad. Knot your omega, please, please, please." Your begging only gets louder and by the end, your voice is so pitched it sounds like you're squealing.

Namjoon lets out a breathy laugh and rests his forehead against the back of your neck. "Anything for my omega." He promises with a small kiss to the nape of your neck. His hands go to lay on top of your, prying your fingers from gripping the sheet and his lace with yours. The only sound filling the room is the whines escaping you and Namjoon's hips slapping against yours. An orgasm is ripped out of you just as a deep snarl leaves Namjoon's lips. It's a sound you never heard before, it makes your omega cry out in pleasure and happiness when the vibrations hit you. You miss the way Namjoon's canines extend and he bites down onto the back of your neck, nowhere near your mate mark, but the pain just adds to the pleasure you feel.

You can feel the knot forming, right where the base of his dick is, it swells and you collapse onto your stomach, Namjoon following his chest flush against yours. You don't even care he's crushing you, all you feel if the knot getting bigger and bigger, You claw at the bedsheets, mouth parted as little gasps and whines escape your mouth. It's so much, he just keeps getting bigger, Jin strokes your hair trying to calm you, Namjoon licks at the wound he made little croons escaping both the alphas as they smell the slight distress on their omega. "It'll stop soon," Namjoon promises, he clenches his eyes shut fighting the urge to thrust into you again when he feels the way your body is shaking as another orgasm from his knot rips into you.

Soon the swelling stops and you sit there, eyes closed, and allow Jin to laces his hand with yours while Namjoon scents your neck, licking at your skin and nosing it. "I feel so full." You whisper into the sex smelling room. Namjoon grins softly and gives an experimental swirls of his hips. "T-too much." You admit and Namjoon whispers an apology, pressing kisses onto the skin he can reach as he sees your eyes flutter. You're on the brick of falling asleep, yet your mind is running. The feeling of being so full is making your head fuzzy. It feels so good, you feel swollen from how much cum Namjoon has plugged into you and a dark part of you wishes you weren't on birth control and it would make you pregnant. Your omega is in bliss along with you, you think you cum again when Namjoon shift a bt, you're not sure at this point. You just know you love the feeling and feel almost disappointed when the knot stats to defeat and Namjoon shifts to slip it out.

"Sorry little one, it may hurt a bit," Namjoon admits and sits up, slowly pulling out his softening cock. Jin leans over to see the sight that makes the rapper title his head back and groan. Cum spills out of you, white and creamy, your and Namjoon's release tricks out of your cunt and onto the bed, staining the sheets. Namjoon gets up to get a towel for you, but stops next to Jin when you cock you hips back up, presenting yourself to the alphas. Your eyes flutter open and you blindly look over your shoulder letting out a soft croon.

"Taehyung?"

The youngest alpha jolts when you call him name and soon he's flush on your back just like Namjoon was. The tan male is still fully clothed, his dark cock the only thing out and pokes against your thigh as he leans his head down to look at you. "Ya?" Taehyung breathes, eye wide, pupils blown out. "Can I? Can I knot you to omega? Can you take me right after Namjoon little thing?" His black unruly hair tickles your check as you give a nod, turning your head to give a small kiss to the tan males check. "Please Taehyung?" You whisper nuzzling his cheek with your nose. "Knot me alpha?"

Taehyung's snarl is so deep Namjoon and JIn share a surprised look. The alpha places one hand on your hips to keep you up and the other to guide his cock into you. Taheyung wants to cum the second he slips into, your still so tight right after being knotted, your cunt is so damp from Namjoon's cum and your pussy just swallows Taehyung's dick up. "Fuck,' Taheyung cries out, he locks an arm around your waist and sits back onto his butt, legs spread own he easily moves you into his lap all without slipping his dick out. You're sobbing from the oversensitive and how deep Taehyung's dick is, but you're still in pure bliss.

Taehyung easily fucks un into you as if you're a doll, the alpha keeps his face buried into the back of your neck loud growls coming from him. "Fuck you're so good," Taehyung almost sobs out when you clench around him. "You're so perfect for me, for us." Taehyung rambles and you hazily think Taehyung is very vocal, but an orgasm fills your body and your head falls back onto Taehyung's shoulder. The male takes the chance to lick up your newly exposed skin on the side of your neck. He bites down to make another mark but soon his wet lips find your ear and he's panting into it.

"Don't do that to me ever again." Taehyung breathes out. "Don't ever pull away from me, you're mine, you're ours. Don't ever let yourself go in pain when we can help. I'm always gonna help you, always gonna be there for my omega." Your heart swells from the words, yet you can't even form a proper sentence, there's also no need to as Taehyung keeps going. "God, been dreaming about this the second I saw you on that couch." He admits and his thrust picks up, the sound of his skin hitting yours so loud you don't hear him anymore, too lost in our own pleasure on top of that.

"I love you, we all love you. So, so, so much pup. Be ours, please, please, please." Taehyung whispers into your neck, he knows you can't hear him from the way your basically screaming from his thrust. He clenches his eyes shut as he feels his own orgasm approach and groans weakly to himself when his own orgasm hits. He instantly feels his knot swell up and Taehyung watches with amazement along with Namjoon and Jin as you scream out from the feeling, body going rigid before you completely collapse. Taehyung stops you from falling face-first into the bed and leans your body against his, holding you tight as he slowly settles you onto the side, the singer following as you're both tied together.

"She;s knocked out," Jin observes leaning down to brush your damp hair back. "Taehyung be extra careful when you pull out." Taehyung gives a nod of agreement before gently scenting you and closing his own eyes, wanting to bask in the cloud you brought him too. Jin settles by your head and strokes your hair back, taking a towel that Namjoon hands him to pat at your face gently. The leader sits on the edge of the bed near your feet, zipping his pants up before going to stroke your calf.

"She's just gonna get worse huh?" Namjoon asks looking over at Jin. The eldest gives a small nod. "Probably, her heats moving faster than normal, make sure we get more water in her before we let the other boys touch her." Namjoon lets out a nod keeping his gaze on your peaceful face. "How Jungkook?" Jin asks, Taehyung looks up the slightest bit in interest when he hears the name. Namjoon lets out a tired sigh slump in his seat. "He knows he has to keep his alpha on lock, but it's just seeing if he can. Make sure he's not with her alone, I want someone there all the time moderating how he's around (Y/N)." Jin gives a nod in agreement all three men turning their attention back to you, your soft little breaths filling the quiet air.

Before Jimin screamed out.

"How the FUCK do you cum this much you BRAT?"

Notes:

i'm so sorry this took a bit longer in all honestly I'm kinda insecure about this chapter
this was my first time writing AOB smut and I re wrote so many parts grihgorfhgorg
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Chapter 23: twenty three

Summary:

the short line run a train on you.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

You can't really tell if your eyes are fully open. You know you're awake, you can hear soft voices and hear water running, but your eyelids refuse to open up, it could be because your body feels like it's at 100 degrees and every muscle you have seems to be cramping up.

Ah yes, you've hit full-blown heat.

You hear a sad whine that quits the whole room, you realize in a moment that it was you making that sound. The hard pillow - chest- under your shift as you paw at it, trying to push it away from you. You're too hot and the muscle your head is laying on is radiating heat. A hand though stops you and coos gently, shifting your head up so your nose hits their scent gland. Deep amber fills your nose, like something expensive, and you know it's Hoseok. The dancer pets your hair as your body does small jerks, the cramping too much to handle. "Get her in the bath Hoseok." You hear a voice urge and water splash around gently. Soon your body is being lifted up by the dancer and you both slide into cool bubbly water.

A sigh escapes your lips and you settle yourself back into his chest. Your eyes flutter open when you feel the hand smooth back your hair and trail down your bareback. Your meet with Jimin first, who is sitting on his knees on the floor in front of the tub. The honey blonde hair male leans on his arms and gives you a gentle smile when your bleary eyes meet his. "Hey, honey." He breathes and fights the urge to press a kiss to your lips, the glare Hoseok shoots over your head makes it clear it's your time with the male. "How you feeling?" You try to open your mouth to answer, but as soon as you do a groan of pain escapes as your stomach bunches up into tight cramps. You can't help but to bite down on Hoseok's chest, the alpha not even flinching as he strokes your holds you closer and lets out soft croons,

"Why is she in so much pain?" Taehyung asked panicked at where he stands near the doorway. The male looks up at his leader, Namjoon rubs at his forehead as he gazes at your trembling figure with a worried gaze. "Jin? Any ideas?" The leader asks desperately to his eldest member, the said male always knowing a bit more of the omega's body because of his family. Jin bites down on his full lip and sits on his knees next to Jimin, reaching out towards you to brush your damp hair behind your ear.

The elder boy's frown deeper when a louder whimper escapes your lips, your curl more into Hoseok's chest, and the dancer pulls you closer, nosing your baby hairs trying his best to comfort. "She's really burning up," Hoseok says voice filled with concern. "She's still fighting her omega," Jin explains softly to the rest of the members littering the bathroom. He had asked his mother and sister about it after his dinner with you. His sister had explained that fighting the omega's natural instinct was like going to war with yourself, you not fully embracing your second gender at such a sensitive time was making your body go haywire.

"Why are you fighting it all baby?" Jin coos cocking his head to the side. His heart clenches painfully when you turn your head to the side, tears dripping out of your eyes and down your flushed face when you meet his eyes. "Why aren't you accepting your omega side?" He asks softly, cupping your face to wipe away some of the stray tears. "Don't like it." You mumble softly through your red lips, Yoongi frowns from his position behind Jin when you finally speak. "What do you mean pup?" Yoongi asks softly from his spot leaning on the counter. You suck in a deep breath when you're hit with another wave of cramps.

"Don't like being an omega." You speak as you breathe through the pain, not even knowing you had let out your biggest secret, but once you started and the way Hoseok squeezes you tighter to keep going, the words keep spilling out. "I was too loud, to boyish, to blunt. They wanted me soft and domestic." Your body jerks widely when your thighs cramp up and the bathwater splashes on the floor from your sudden movement, Hoseok tries his best to calm you, but you push at his chest to keep him away, overcome with pain that the idea of body heat on your makes you wanna snap. Your back hits the other side of the large bathtub and each of the seven boys feel their heartbreak when you curl into yourself, shaking as your body is overcome with cramps.

"I barely know how to act anymore, if I'm me I 'don't fit' this stupid true omega status and if I fall into my instinct I'm just another omega bitch." You sob into your knees and dig your nails into your arms curling yourself up into a smaller ball. "Even with you guys I'm just your omega whore, that's all my stupid second is good for anyways." Your shoulders ease for a second when the wave of pain eases and you don't hear anything past the water sloshing around you, the boys are all silent, and you feel their eyes digging into your hunched, shivering, figure.

Hands rip you out of the water the next second.

You're manhandled easily, the thick arms throwing you over their shoulder as they easily stride out of the bathroom. You blink at the ground, cringing from how the large shoulder is digging into your stomach, making the cramps a little bit worse. Theres a gentle pinch on your butt as they move towards the bed. Before you could yell in protest past your sob back up throat you're taken into the bedroom, the tall body lower itself before they settle you on the edge of the bed sitting up. Your naked damp body hits the soft sheets and you see the rest of the boys filling into the room with frowns on their face, your teary eyes go back to the figure now on their knees in front of your figure.

Jungkook.

The youngest rests his arms on the side of your hips on the bed, tilting his head up to look at you from his position. His middle-parted black hair pushed back from the movement. He simply looks up at you with his large doe eyes, the dark color not leaving your tear-filled face. You sniff pathetically try your best to keep the tears at bay. "Oh baby girl," Jungkook breathes as the rest of the boys settle into the room. "How long have you been feeding like this?" You look down at your knees, not wanting to look up at all the eyes looking at you. "I don't know, the whole time." You give a small shrug and a swear goes past your lips as a cramp hits you again.

"You mean so much more," Jungkook breathes settling himself closer to your lap, he moves his head so he can look up at you from your bowed position. "You're so much more than that, you mean so much more to me, to all of us." You let out a shaky sob and let Jungkook reach into your lap to lace his tattooed fingers with your hands. "I didn't keep visiting you and asking you out because you're an omega, I know it seemed like that, but I promise you it was more than that." Jungkook gives you a smile, the tattooed hand reaching up to cup your damp check. "You told me to fuck off the third time I asked you out, I think that's when I fell in love with you. Or maybe when you wrote 'dickwad' on my cup." Your tears hit his and laced with yours are you take in his words.

"You love me?" You crock out, you want to wait for his reply but a shot of pain in your belly makes you bow over and let out a loud whimper. Namjoon quickly steps over and pets at your hair, heartbreaking hearing the painful sounds escaping your throat. "Please, please pup, just let go. I promise we'll take care of you, but you can't keep fighting yourself like this. You're safe here I swear on my life." Namjoon promises, Jungkook nodding along with his alpha as he stares up at you.

You give a hesitate nod and nuzzle your face into Namjoon's hand that cups your check.

"Jungkook," Namjoon whispers calling for the other alphas attention. "Step back for now." The leader orders. The rest of the boys watch Jungkook, knowing the true alpha wouldn't be happy to be told to step aside. Namjoon knew it was for the best though, your first time falling into your instincts shouldn't be with Jungkook, the boys weren't sure how the true alpha would handle you, and the fear of him pushing you too far clouded all the boy's mind. "Namjoon please," Jungkook begs with a strained voice biting back the growl his alpha wanted to let loose, the younger male refuses to tear his eyes on the way you let Namjoon stroke your check and how the leader slips his thumb into your mouth for you to gently suck.

"Jungkook I promise you I will let you be with her soon, but just let us feel out how she is and feeling first okay? I don't want her to be overwhelmed if she finally let's go." Namjoon whispers to Jungkook. "Why don't you help Jin in the kitchen and let Yoongi, Jimin, and Hoseok feel this out." Namjoon watches waiting for the younger member to snap, hell he wouldn't put it past Jungkook to steal you away and lock you in a room with just himself. "Jungkook, please. I can smell your pheromones going haywire already." Namjoon breaths a sigh of relief when the youngest finally gives a curt nod. Jungkook clenches his jaw, not looking at Namjoon as he leans down to press a kiss to your head before spinning on his heels and storming out of the room, Jin following when Namjoon nods at him.

Namjoon makes himself step back, dropping his arm to his side when Yoongi steps up. The shorter rapper eyes the leader for a second before pulling his attention fully back to you. "Omega?" Yoongi asks, testing the waters. Wide glassy eyes look up from the call and-

"Alpha?"

Jimin pushes past Yoongi and Namjoon getting to your first. The dancer cups your face and presses a heated kiss to your lips, easily prying your lips open and slipping his tongue inside. The full lips of Jimin press down on your swollen one's hard, his fingers trailing down to pinch at your hardened nipples. Namjoon swallows at the sight and turns on his heel, tugging Taehyung out also as the younger member tries to lunge for you. "You had a turn," Namjoon says with a small grin, Taehyung letting out a groan of protest.

When the door closes being the two Hoseok steps up from the wall walking towards the bed next to Yoongi. Jimin has you flush to the bed, biting down and sucking harshly on the skin around your mate mark. Your nails dig into his back when he bites down hard enough to draw blood, but it has you sobbing into the air for him. "Alpha, alpha, Jimin, please knot me. Need it. I need you." You cry and both Yoongi and Hoseok feel their pants get tighter from you begging.

"Yeah?" Jimin breaths, mouth popping loudly when he lets go of your neck. "Omega wants me?" Jimin sits on your thighs and tugs his shirt of easily, you make a move to unbutton his pants, soft whines filling the air, but Jimin pins your hands down to the side and snarls at you. "Remember when you made me chase you around and you kept fighting back? Why don't you do that now pup? Huh? Oh I know because you want your little cunt stuffed with my knot. Now you wanna play sweet little girl for me?" You shake your head and Jimin croons down at you when your lip trembles. "Please, please alpha. I-I'll let you chase me if you want, but please, please just knot me after? Please it hurts I need it." You voice pitches higher and Yoongi snarls at Jimin, pausing his hand from squeezing at his cock.

"Park if you don't move I'm gonna kick you out of the room." Jimin glares at the black-haired male over his shoulder before giving his attention back to you. "Okay, okay pup. I got you don't worry." Jimin hushes your little wines by pressing his plump lips against yours. "Lay on your side little thing." Jimin easily manicures you onto your left side, tugging his jeans down with one hand. You collapse onto your side, nuzzling your face into the sheets as Jimin presses his body flush against yours. You feel him part your legs and the two men watching from the bedside swear loudly.

"Oh god, she smells amazing." Hoseok breathes and finally settles onto the bed himself, laying on his stomach to keep his face leveled with yours. "I'm next okay baby?" The dancer says with a small cock of his head. You let out an eager nod and let the male place a kiss to your lips, parting the soft skin to messily meet your tongue. Yoongi sits near your other side and watches, dick still in his pants, but his feline eyes stay on your face as he squeezes his length over his pants. Jimin licks at the mark Namjoon left on the back of your neck as he slides his hardened cock against your slick heat. You part from Hoseok and moan loudly into the room, already cumming from the simple motion.

"In, in, in, please alpha. Want it in me, want it stretching me out, want it shooting cum into me. Need it Jimin-" Your cut of with a loud cry when Jimin thrust his cock right into you. He's smaller then Namjoon. but thicker, you feel the burn already and let out a happy cry when the dancer waste to time to cock his hips back and thrust up into you again. "You've had what, two cocks in you? And you're still this tight?" Jimin gives you a mock laugh as he doesn't let up his thrust, knowing you can handle it because of your heat. He angles his hips up as he pounds into your cunt over and over, Jimin throws his head back, veins popping as his eyes roll to the back of his head when your walls squeeze around him, an orgasm passing you.

Jimin let's out a deep snarl, snatching you up, tearing you away from Hoseok's lazy make out, Jimin pulls out of you for a brief second, you barely have time to cry out, before he's pinning you on your back and sliding back into you. "Fuck," Jimin drags out as he uses the new position to drive into you harder. "My little omega." Jimin coos down a you with a twisted smile as you look up at him, pupils blown out and slick mouth parted as little gasps escape you. Your scrambled brain wonders how someone can look so good when they're fucking the shit out of you. Jimin's hair is hanging over his eyes as he looms over you, his wide eyes staring down ar you the whites barely visible. His red lips are parted and his teeth bite down hard on the full bottom lip as his eyes flicker to your face and where his cock is drilling into you. Theres a small flush on his checks that goes all the way down to his chest. He abs flexing as he grips down on your hips to fuck into you. You mind thinks for a second how he could fuck you so nicely and look like he wants to eat you up,

but his hands trail to your hips, shifting them up a bit and the new position makes you cum again.

"You're gonna fucken squirt before I knot you," Jimin growls past your high pitches sobs. Hoseok props himself on his elbow, easily watching you with hooded eyes, ranking his gaze over your bouncing breasts to the mess in between your thighs. Yoongi leans back on the pillows, ignoring his cock as he keeps his eyes on you. The rapper perks up though from Jimin's words. "Sit her up then." Jimin barely looks over at Yoongi, not caring but easily lifts you up, wrapping your legs around his narrow waist. Jimin plants his knees on the bed and grabs fist fulls of your ass and holds you still, snapping his hips up into you. Yoongi crawls over and meets Hoseok's eyes.

"Gimmie the lube."

Jimin's face breaks into a manic smile when he hears the elder male words and a giggle escapes the alphas lips. "Oh honey, I think Yoongi wants to fuck you in the ass." Jimin sings breaking off with a moan when you dig your nails into his back. Jimin digs his own nails into your ass, letting one go to lay a loud spank on it before he picks up his speed to fuck up into you. "Mhm, I bet you like that idea don't you omega? Yoongi in your ass filling you up with cum hm? Does my baby love that? By how much you'rere trying to milk my cock I bet you do. Our little fucken omega is going to be breed in all her holes." You claw useless at Jimin's back, biting down on his shoulder to try to muffle your cries.

Yoongi uncaps the lube and settles behind you, your pussy is dripping with slick, but your other hole doesn't have the same amount, and the last thing any of the alphas wants to do it make you feel any pain. Jimin pries your butt cheeks apart for Yoongi the the rapper swears when he gets the view of your puckered little hole and the sight of Jimin's cock pounding into you. Yoongi rubs a proper amount of lube onto his fingers before dropping the bottle to the side, he pets at your hole first, watching it flutter from the unknown feeling. Hoseok's eyes are trailed on the paler members long fingers that stroke at your untouched skin, you would have jerked around from the feeling in Jimin didn't hold you flush to his body as he pounds you.

Yoongi barely even slips a finger in before you cry out loudly and jerk closer to Jimin, the male holds you tightly as he feels his cock being forced out of your cunt. Your screaming high pitched into the air when Jimin's cock slips out and your slick and juices squirt onto the bedsheets under you. Jimin lets out a feral growl, easily slipping back into your soaking cunt goes back to his mind-numbing pace of fucking you. "Good girl, my good fucken girl. Barely even had a finger in there before you burst everywhere for me. My perfect omega, so, so good for me." Jimin's eyes roll to the back of his head when his orgasm finally hits, he titles his head back and lets out a deep growl when his knot pops, forming faster then Namjoon's and Taehyung you claw at his back for leverage as he finally slowed his hips down to small little pumps until he's locked in place.

"Keep her up." Hoseok commands and Jimin merely nods to blissed out to care. Jimin settles on his knees, not caring about the pain as he licks at the skin under your ear, nuzzling your scent glands in between. "Omega?" He questions softly just for the two of you. He presses an open mouth kiss to your mating spot, needing to taste the skin there and you mumble out some words before pressing your face into his chest, eyes shut and breath still panty. Yoongi smiles gently at you before goes back to his task.

"Tell me if it's too much pup," Yoongi says softly before running his slick fingers over your puckered hole. You shiver in Jimin's arm, the male pressing your face into his neck so he could bow his head over you and watch his member finger your ass open. Yoongi rubs gently until he knows there's enough lube, starting with his index finger the male slips only the tip of it in. When he's meet with no resistance or sounds of pain from you he lets him finger sink in deeper, pushing when he hits the first knuckle. You merely moan into Jimin's neck which Yoongi takes as permission to press his finger fully inside.

"Fuck you're so tight." Yoongi spits and watches in awe as he slowly pumps his finger in and out of you. Your body quivers in Jimin's hold, and you can feel Hoseok's eyes trailed on your face, drinking in your reactions. "Bet you already want him in your ass." Jimin breaths, hand going to pet at your lower back. "You've stuffed full with my cum and knot right now, but I bet you're just hoping Yoongi fucks your ass, am I right pup?" Jimin doesn't get any words from you, but he can feel the way your nails dig into his back and how you shiver more in his arms.

Yoongi focuses on sliding in another finger, scissoring you open easily. "When Jimin's knot's gone I'm gonna fuck you ass," Yoongi says so simply as if he was talking about the weather. "I'm gonna fuck you ass, knot it up and blow my load. Then you're gonna let Hoseok fuck your pussy when my knots gone." Yoongi leans up, tangling one hand in your hair as the other keeping fucking your hole. He cocks your head back and gives you a grin when your wide, hazy eyes meet his upside down. "That sound good omega?" Your tongue comes out to lick your lips as you nod slowly.

"Please alpha, want it."

Yoongi gives you a menacing grin that looks darker then Jimin and presses a wet kiss to your check. "You're so fucked up." Jimin chuckles at Yoongi, petting your back and keeps up his scent on you. The male scoffs rolling his eyes as he fucks into your ass with his fingers. "Don't act like you won't enjoy the show." Hoseok teases back letting himself squeeze his cock over his pants. "Not for you, last thing I wanna see is your dick. I just wanna watch our baby feel good." Jimin coos the last part smiling happily when you nuzzle into his neck again.

"Is your knot gone yet." Yoongi drawls at the dancer. Jimin pouts and gives a nod, sitting back on his knees, ignoring the pins and needles feeling crawling over his legs as he slowly slips out of you. Both you and him give full body shivers when cum comes pooling out of you, mixed with your slick and juices it's a mess. Yoongi uses it though, scooping up the mess and coats his dick, tearing his button-up with one hand he kicks off his sweats hastily as he fully settles behind you.

"Hold her up," Yoongi says to Jimin, said male happily doing so as he could press kisses to your swollen lips. Yoongi gives his fingers one last pump, before sliding them out and pressing his leaking pink head into your tight ring. "Okay baby?" He breaths and you give an eager nod to the male, Yoongi knows it won't be painful for you, your body is built to take any form of pleasure right now with your heat cycle, but your Yoongi's omega. He still wants to make sure you're not in any type of pain when he does something. He knows the other boys feel the same with how Jimin pauses his kisses to cup your check with one hand so he can watch you. Hoseok leaning a bit closer to do the same.

Yoongi bites back the snarl building in his chest when he sinks into your ass. "Holy crap,' he breathes under your cries of pleasure. "Holy shit you're so fucken tight." Yoongi gives a slow thrust and easily knows he's not going to last. Not only had he been painfully hard since he walked into the dorm to see you laying in your nest, but he hasn't been with anyone in months sine he follow Jungkook to your cafe. "So perfect for me omega." Yoongi leans down to bite at your ear lobe, his hips picking up their pace as he pounds your ass from behind.

"Yoongi! Alpha s'good." You slut out, going limp in Jimin's arms. The dancer easily holds you up, watching with hooded eyes and a dopey smile. Your expression is gonna be in his dreams, your blown-out pupils, flushed checks, slick coated slips, and the little breathy pants hitting Jimin's lips. He can't help but to kiss you sloppily, it's wet, your tongues slide out of each other's mouths here and there, saliva trails down Jimin's chin. It's so fucken hot the male can feel himself getting hard again.

"I'm not gonna last," Yoongi admits with a hiss, your ass is so tight around his dick, it's swallowing him up so good, the mix of lube and your slick is only making the caven hot and slick for Yoongi's dick. His teeth meet the skin where Namjoon marked as the rapper bites down just as hard when both your orgasms hit at the same time. You scream into the room when hit knot pops your ass, it's a more of a burn than when it's in your cunt. But you feel so, so full feeling his cum shooting out and coating your walls. There's a sweet pressure that has you wanting to scream in bliss. Yoongi wraps his arms around your waist, Jimin's petting your hair when you jerk around. Your orgasm overpowered and the feeling of Yoongi's knot pumping you full of his cum overwhelming you for a moment.

Jimin croons at you when you're reduced to whimpers, Yoongi pries his teeth from your neck and gently pulls you away from Jimin. The male lets him and watches as the rapper settles on his side with you, wrapping his pale arms around your shaky figure. "You okay?" Yoongi asks when Jimin gets up to get a towel for you. You hum softly but are cut off with a high moan when Yoongi gives a small thrust into your ass. Yoongi grins and keeps his shallow thrust up as you paw at sheets in front of you. "Wait till we knot you at the same time in both holes." Jimin sings as he brings the damp towel to your face, wiping up the tear streaks. "Imagine being pumped full at the same time. God, I bet your stomach would get swollen." Jimin basically gushes, flush building on his checks again.

You're able to give a small glare, but Hoseok pushes Jimin aside to look down at you. "Can you still take me little thing?" Your mouthparts when Hoseok trails his slender fingers over your face gently. Your brain is a little clear from the two knots you've taken and you can't help but think how you've never saw Hoseok like this. The smiley, laughing machine member of Bangtan has no trace of a smile on his face. His eyes are running all over your body, his fingers slowly trailing. His brown hair is parted in the middle, styled with a small swop you catch the faint highlights from the dim lighting in the room. His head cocks to the side when he realizes you're watching him watch you.

"What's my omega thinking?" Hoseok asks innocently, chuckling when Yoongi gives a harder jerk of his hips. "Probably thinking why you look like you want to eat her up," Jimin says with a bark of a laugh as he tugs back on his jeans, he settles against the headboard shirtless and leaves his pants unbuttoned, his semi-hard cock poking out. Yoongi chuckles behind you as he nuzzles the short hairs behind your neck. "Hoseok's a full dominant in the bed pup, he's probably thinking of all the ways he wants to take you." You peer up at Hosoek through your lashes and swallow when he doesn't even flinch from Yoongi's words and gives a dark smile.

"I'll go easy on you at first, don't worry omega."

You blink up at him blearily but your eyes slip closed when Yoongi starts to slip his softening cock out, his knot finally going down. You slump helpless into the bed, you would cringe at the feel of cum leaking out of your ass, but your omega side is loving it. Being filled in both holes just puts you at ease, and for the first time in the past few hours, you don't feel cramps all over your body.

A small slap to your ass breaks you away from drifting off to sleep.

"Present," Hoseok says simply as he shrugs his shirt off and unbuttons his pants. You look at the male, mind a bit slow to take in his request. Hoseok's eyes narrow from that you find his hand going back and soon you feel a harder slap go against your ass.

"Your alpha said present omega.'

Hosoek smirks when your shoot into presenting position, on your elbows, ass high in the air, both your holes leaking cum out of them and dripping down your thighs slowly. He kicks off his pants and lines his cock up with your leaking cunt, pumping at his hard cock a few times first. "We're breeding you so good pup, don't you think you should thank you alphas?" Hoseok askes darkly. Your mouth opens, a shaky thank you coming out but you get cut off mid-sentence when Hoseok stuffs you full of his cock not a second later.

"Oh little thing you feel like heaven," Hoseok pants and doesn't even take a second before the loud sound of his skin hitting yours fills the room. "Yout cunt is swallowing my dick is nice, after two cocks too. Such a good omega." You sob into your arms as your upper body bows into the bed, your mind is a mess as Hoseok leaves no room for you to think with the way his hips are pumping into you. A hand tangles into your hair, pulling your head up a bit as Hoseok leans down to whisper darkly in your head.

"Never fucken say you're only our whore. You're our omega, you're my fucken omega. I may fuck you like a whore but you're more than that pet. Are we clear?" Words don't even come out of your mouth as an orgasm rips past you again, your head tries to drop back onto the bed but Hoseok keeps it up. He uses his grip as leverage as he fucks deeper and deeper into you. "I'm speaking to you omega. Answer me. Are we clear or do I have to refuse to knot you to listen?" The threat snaps you out of your haze and soon you're crying into the air over the loud sound of Hosoek's balls hitting you.

"Yes, yes I understand. I'm your omega, I'm the boy's omega. I'm more than your whore, I'm yours, I'm yours, I'm yours, I'm yours!"

A loud growl escapes Hoseok when he finally cums, knot popping out slowly locking you together.

You feel arms wrap around you as you collapse on the bed, a soft kiss being pressed to your head, and the feeling of being pumped full of cum before you blackout.

Notes:

i love nasty jimin
question for you: Do you think I'm just fucking with Jungkook or is there a reason I'm torturing him
also plz tell me you appreciated the chapter summary I think I'm so clever.
How did we all enjoy this chapter? Was the smut good? Do we love DOM Hoseok cause that is canon fight me
thank you for the love and comments on the last chapter! It honestly motivates my ass so much
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Chapter 24: twenty four

Summary:

thunderstorms show up.
trigger warning: some blood!

Notes:

sorry lol

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

You wake up on the second day of your heat with a burn and slick between your thighs.

You let out a groan and shove the covers off your body, the satin material feeling sticky against your skin. Blinking into the room the only sun comes form the small opening the drape leaves over the large windows. Your eyes gaze at the light before you take a deep breath in.

You smell food, and alpha.

You push yourself up off your belly and your nose is already seeking out the smell filling the room. Your head turns to the side and you see Jin, standing at the small seating area the large master room has. The alpha frozen in his spot, tray filled with breakfast sitting on it, and the smell of coffee fills the room. His hand clench onto the tray that was about to be placed on the small coffee table as he stares at you, from here you could see how blown out his pupils areas the way his veins pop on his forearms from the grip he has. You know your omega scent is filling up the room since you had woken up, and you know Jin's alpha is going crazy.

So you follow your instinct, shove your face into the pillow, raise your hips up in the air and let out a whine of "alpha' slip past your lips. ]

The sound of the tray being slammed down is loud and in a second you feel warm palms grabbing fist fulls of your ass.

"Oh honey," Jin breaths and he massages your butt with his palm, before delivering a sharp slap onto the skin. "Here I was trying to be a sweet alpha and bring you a meal, and you're already begging for my knot huh?" You let out a loud moan and nod into the soft fabric under you, your hips jerking make hoping to make contact with the hard length hidden in Jin's pants. "Please," you breathe out a little desperate. "Need it, I want it alpha. Need your cock in me, need your knot filling me up Jin please." You're almost sobbing out loud, any shame or pride you had thrown out the window the second Namjoon told you it would be safe to bow to your instinct.

Your sane part trust the boys, knowing you can let go and be the omega you've been suppressing for so long with the seven alphas.

"Show me how good of an alpha you are." You coo to Jin, looking over your shoulder at the older male. You know that he takes pride in his status and coming from a bloodline of true omegas is a prideful status he wears. With the knowledge of omegas he's grown up around it's easy to tell why he takes the reins when it comes to your omega feelings and needs. The flush coming up on Jin's checks and the way his fingers grip harder into your butt as he gazes at you shows your words hit him. "You always wanna help me, your little omega right?" Your breath gets a little airy when Jin gives you a nod, his full lips parting as he takes a large breath of air, arousal clear all over his face. "You do so good, always making sure I'm eating well, I'm healthy, going to my appointments. You're such a good alpha for your omega." Jin finally snaps at your last words and you're thrilled.

You hear the sound of a belt unbuckle and watch with hooded eyes at the older male shoves his shift off hastily, his mouth running as he gets off the bed briefly to kick off his pants. "My, my, my omega." He pants as he settles behind you again, naked and his cock standing up, hard, pink head already glistening with precum. "God you drove me crazy the second I saw you, and I was trapped when I took you to that dinner." You let out a please groan when Jin easily slips his cock all the way into your pussy, the stretch makes your eyes roll to the back of your head for a second, his cock was pretty but god did it fill you up. Jin swears under his breath and you feel him bow to get closer to you, your hips lowering a bit to allow the alpha to press his chest closer to your back, his arms keeping him up as his head bows to your shoulder, soft black locks ticking your skin.

"I wanted to shove you against the table and eat you out for hours, fuck the food." Jin hisses his words only feeling hotter as his hips snap into your cunt harshly, your high pitches moan barely covering the sound of the way his cock drives into you. "I wanted to make you cum until you were sobbing for me to stop, I wanted to get drunk of your juices, not the wine, I wanted to fucken smell you on me for days because of how much you came from my tongue, god-" Jin's sentence breaks off as he drives faster into you, his cock never slipping out once from his fast pace. You bite down on the pillow below you, clenching your eyes shut as an orgasm overtakes you. Jin knows you've cum from the way you tighten up around him and how your juices seep out more around his cock, smearing onto his lower abs.

"Fuck pretty girl, how can you cum this much?" Jin asks with a breathless chuckle watching the way you quiver under him. He slows down his pace a little, keeping his thrust long and hard as your body recovers from the orgasm. You hum when you feel the soft kiss on the side of your head before Jin lets out a low moan. "I know you're on birth control. but I can't help but think of breed you." Jin admits softly and you cock your head to the side, hooded eyes meeting his wide ones as he watches you. "The idea of pumping you full of my cum to make a baby? God, fuck I wouldn't ever leave the bed until you were covered with my seed." Your eyes slip shut as a swear passes through your lips from the fifth leaving Jin's mouth. The elder only gets egged on by this and let's his deepest desire slip out

"Imagine you all plump and full with my pup? God, you would look so, so good." You cry out loud, not caring the other could probably hear your pathetic whines as Jin's cock drives harder into you, pace picking up again. "You would probably get so horny too while you're pregnant. I bet you would hide it from me and try to touch yourself behind my back not wanting to look like a little pervert. But you wouldn't be able to cum without my touch, you would just sit there, belly swollen, breasts heavy and you hand rubbing your little clit red, all teary eye just trying to cum before I found you." You didn't think the eldest member of Bangtan would have such a breeding kink but the way you can feel Jin getting desperate and frantic with his thrust, you know he and his alpha and turned on.

You and your omega are on the same boat.

"Then I would find you and you would just beg me to help you cum." Jin growls when your hips start to collapse from the way your body jerks as another orgasm hits you, the alpha doesn't lose his pace and merely plants his knees onto the bed, allowing you to rest on your elbows and knees. He reaches under your arm to lace his larger fingers with yours and uses the leverage to keep up his frantic pace, his words coming breathy and airy and you know his orgasm is coming. "I would take one fucken swipe on your clit and you would just cum." Jin hisses and his free hand reaches under you to do just that, a growl escaping his throat as you jerk and cry out from the pleasure overtaking you.

"Knot me, knot me please Jin, alpha, please! Pretend you're breeding me, pretend you're breeding your little omega, I want it, I want it." You cry desperately losing your ming slightly. Jin's quiet, but in a second you hear a snarl fill the room, and one final thrust filling you up as cum begins to pump into you. You collapse onto your stomach, Jin keeping himself up still as he rides out his orgasm with little humps, his knot growing keeping him locked in place. Your mouth opens in a soundless gasp as you feel the knot fill you up, a smile fills your face once it's fully intact and even Jin gives a small thrust to make sure it's fully locked. You feel licks across your shoulders, little kisses following before Jin ropes a muscular arm around your waist to carefully move you to the side. He settles behind you making sure to the jostle the knot and lays next to you, he smiles as he props himself on an elbow to peer down at you. Your eyes are shut, chest still heaving as you try to gather yourself, the elder member moves some of your hair back, his fingers hovering over your mate mark area for a second before he simply brushes his fingers over the skin, a part of him wanting to badly to sink his teeth in there.

He's not the younger boys though, he knows it's too early for that, and mating his something that has to be discussed before a heat hits, you're so out of it most of the time that if he asked Jin is sure you would let him bite you as many times as he wanted and you would follow. Yet after the cloud of heat would pass, the changes if you cut his balls off was more then likely. Maybe once the week is over and everything is settled between you and the members it could be discussed. First, the boys had to make sure you knew what you really meant to them, and see if you loved them all the same way. Then after Jin could dream about biting you and marking you along with the boys when you have another heat cycle. A year? Jin thinks to himself as he nuzzles your scent glands. You would probably make them wait a year or more before they could bite you. That was fine by Jin, as long as you knew you where his only one, he would wait as long as you needed before mating you.

Jin can feel a small blush on his cheeks as he thinks about the wedding that would follow after mating you, the image of you looking so pretty in a traditional Korean wedding outfit makes him get a little too excited.

He's torn out of his own thoughts when he feels soft sounds coming from your body. He takes a second to listen before a smile lights up Jin's face.

You're purring.

His omega knowledge part of his brain cracks open and he knows the sound means your omega is happy and comfortable. The sound makes Jin and his alpha swell with pride, for you to make the sound shows that you trust the boys and your omega is content and happy with the alphas around her during her heat. It's the ultimate compliment and Jin can't break the smile that is filling his face.

Though he shoots a deadly glare when the door burst open.

It's done so fast that it doesn't even startle you, you merely keep up with the soft purrs and fumbling out blindly to wrap Jin's arm around your waist. The alpha melting with the cute gesture as you lace your fingers with his and rest them on your slightly swollen belly. His gaze goes back to the alphas at the doorway and is no shock that Jungkook is the one standing in front of the five other males. Jin gives a warning look to the youngest male, he knows they're reacting to your purrs, Jungkook probably jealous that it's not him making you do that sound.

Jungkook's eyes are trained on you though, he steps into the room footsteps light as he makes his way to you. Jin can feel his knot deflating and lets it slip out, both you and him though shivering fro the feeling and the smell of your juices and Jin's slipping out of you. When Jin looks back at Jungkook he watches warily, the room is filled with your pheromones and he can already see the way Jungkook is panting from his spot. The eldest member looks at Namjoon, the leader giving a small nod to Jin sharing words through his look.

'Give him a chance.'

So Jin places one last kiss to your head before sliding off the bed, going to tug his jeans back on. He hears a confused whine leave your lip and you blink over your shoulder at him, and Jin fights off the urge to run back to you and mount you again. Your flushed in all the right places, your lips parted and so red from all your biting down, your hair is mess in the most cutest way. Jin knows he has to be fair though, the rest of the boys have been and he doesn't want to ruin the peace. Having multiple alphas mate one omega wasn't uncommon and history shows it was the norm, but seven was pushing it, and Jin loved his brothers enough to not let his jealously ruin the bond of pack mate they wanted to form with you. Biting back down his want Jin croons softly to you in sorry and steps back from the bed.

You give a confused look, not even noticing the way Jungkook is merely an inch away from you, hovering over the bed waiting and hoping you would ask for him. The youngest male clenches his first tight, he knows his alpha is scowling at him, the second gender trying to convince Jungkook to just take you, you're a true omega and he was a true alpha, you were meant for him. Yet Jungkook liked you, no loved you, too much to simply demand you sleep with him. He respected and cared for you too much to do that, and once your heat had passed he didn't want you thinking he used your status to his advantage.

Jugnkook needed you to know he loves you.

He breaks away from his thought when you finally turn back to his side, head flopping on the pillow as your naked body twist onto your back on the sheets. You blink up at Jungkook, as if you're half asleep and still processing what is in front of you. Once you finally take in its Jungkook, the youngest male can feel his heart clench tight at your reaction.

You give the alpha a sleepy smile, easily moving to sit up on your knee on the edge of the bed. Jungkook eyes flicker to every part of your face, your perked up nipples, perfect breasts, stomach slightly pudge out in the most adorable way and your slick smeared between your thighs. You hold your arms out and Jungkook easily slides in within a heartbeat, his warm palms finding your waist, a shaky breath escaping your lips when he's surrounded by your smell. "Alpha?" You coo at Jungkook running your hands through his hair and nuzzling your face into his neck. Jungkook let his hands trail down to cup your lower back fighting back a groan.

"Jungkook, please." You breathe, neither of you noticing the rest of the boys settle onto the couches in the small sitting area of the massive room. Jin plucks a grape up and munches on it, watching with hooded eyes as your nuzzle into Jungkook's scent glands peering up at him with your lashes. Its clear Jungkook is trying to keep his composure, Jin can tell easily, but he knows the younger male is struggling. After all, the girl he's been pinning for months over is naked, smelling like fucken candy and begging for his knot.

Jin has to give props to Jungkook for not just cumming there.

"You want me?" Jungkook asks softly, not minding the six eyes watch the interaction. He knows the other boys are there to look out for him, and also just want glimpses of you getting fucked. Jungkook knows that because he's in the same boat as the rest of the members. Jungkook lets his hands ghost over your warm skin before cupping your heat with his palm. He bites down on his lip hard when you suck in a breath and pull away from his neck to look up at him. "Please alpha." You whisper, your lips brushing over his as you lean closer. Jungkook swallows thickly when you pheromones go haywire, reacting to his true alpha status, and your sweet scent gets even more mouth-watering.

Jungkook's alpha is going feral, but he knows he has to tone it down.

"Want me to fuck your little cunt?" Jungkook asks as he presses a wet kiss to the skin right under your jawline. "Want your alpha to fill you up while your others watch? I heard with Jin you know, begging for him to breed you and fill you up with his cum. I'm gonna fucken fill you up so much you're swollen with my cum, your gonna be smelling like me for days because my cums just gonna keep leaking out of you." Your gasp fills up the room when Jungkook presses a hard bite into your neck, right above your scent glands. His tongue licks up the sheen layer of sweat you have from your heat before he drags his lips to your ear.

"Do you want me omega?"

You nod so quickly Jungkook has to suppress a chuckle. "Use your words omega." Jungkook coos with a sick smile loving the way a full-body shiver had left you. Your hands claw pathetic at his black shirt as you peer up at him, Jungkook swearing when he sees the way tears gloss your eyes.

Fuck, you're so desperate.

"Please, please alpha. Fuck me and knot me and use me. I need it so badly alpha. I just had a knot but I need more, I can take more I promise I can. I can show you how good of an omega I can be. I can take it all I promise. Please, please, use me Jungkook, please." Jungkook pants as your pleas fill the air and he doesn't have to look over to know the boys are just as turned on as he is, he can smell their pheromones filling up the room too. Your death sentence on Jungkook was when you pressed a soft kiss to his lips, a tear mixing in with the gesture.

"You love me, right? Show your omega how much you love her."

Jungkook lets out a feral growl that even shocks the boys before he's shoving you on the bed. He tears off his own clothes in a haste, eyes not once breaking from the heaven between your legs he was getting a small glimpse off. He knocks your knees apart with his own to open your legal up more. He groans when he sees the mix of your juices and Jin's cum slipping out of you, he wants so badly to eat you out until you're sobbing, but he knows you need and can take more. So he grabs his swollen cock and gives it a stroke, hissing from the movement and lines up his cock with your hole.

You're up on your elbows to watch where Jungkook meets your core. The alpha uses his other hand to bend your knees closer to your chest, giving him a bare view of your cunt. He presses his head across your hole, rubbing at the place you want him the most. Your hands tighten on your knees when you look up at Jungkook to see the awe in his face as he rubs your fluids together. "Fuck, you're so ready for me already huh?" Jungkook chuckles when you squirm around, trying to get him to slip inside. You whine pathetically, your omega showing her impatience and you can't help but to thrust your hips up, the head of his cock easily slipping inside.

Both you and Jungkook jerk widely from the feel, Jungkook chokes on his breath when he feels the warmth around his tip. "Holy fuck." The male groans and easily slides the tiniest bit out, before thrusting himself fully inside you. You let go of your knees to grab onto the sheets as Jungkook starts his pace of strong right away, the male's large palms easily taking positions over your knees to keep them to your chest. He grips down on the skin as he thrusts without mercy into your cunt.

Jungkook has been with omega's before, has even helped a few during their heats. Nothing feels like this though, the way your cunt swallows him up for every single thrust, god, you're so warm around him Jungkook has to fight back a full-body shudder. When his hooded eyes look down at your face and he sees the way your eyes flutter shut from pleasure, it only adds more to Jungkook's own. He's never cared so much about someone else's pleasure before. Seeing the way you're so turned on and it's from Jungkook makes him harder as he thrusts faster into you, angling his hip in a way he knows will hit your g spot. And when your eyes rip open and your hands fumble for him, resting on his abs and your mouth opens to let out high pitches whines, Jungkook knows he's going to lose it soon.

He lets go of your knees to bow over you, his hands rest on the side of your head and he can't help but to grab one near your to lace your fingers together. "God, your cunt is so fucken tight." Jungkook moans and meets your lips with a sloppy kiss, it's wet and messy, both of you loving it. Jungkook licks inside of your mouth, both your groans being muffles by each other's lips. "I feel so full." You admit to Jungkook when you part, licking up the trail of saliva connecting you together. "Your cock is filling me so good alpha, thank you, thank you." Your mouth is running and you don't even care, you know Jungkook doesn't with the way his pupils are so blown out, the doe eyes seeming larger than usual and you can faintly hear the other boys moaning as they touch themselves.

Jungkook makes his hips go flush with your and grinds down, the slick seeping out of you covers his lower abs and loves how dirty it sounds. Your breath hitches and Jungkook knows your little swollen clit is pressed against his skin, the male can't help but to stay flush with you and hump upwards, knowing the motion will put stimulation on your bud of nerves. The reaction causes Jungkook to moan with satisfaction as your free hand not laced with his grabs at his shoulders, your nails digging into the muscular skin. Jungkook grins with his teeth, eyes rolling to the back of his head for a second as he throws his head back from the pain. "That's it, fucken dig you nails into me." Jungkook encourages and let's go of your hand so both can grip down on his skin. "Rip me p, fucken show me how good your alpha is making you feel." He growls out.

"I've been thinking about this every day since I saw you." Jungkook hushes out and he wonders if you can even hear him past the sound of his balls hitting your skin, but it doesn't stop him from talking. "I always knew you were meant for me, ever since the first day. My alpha howled for you, fuck I howled for you. Everything you do I loved watching and god, then you came to me and I got to know you? I was so fucked for you. I love hearing about your studies, the books you read, the shows you watched, your childhood, your friends. I fucken love it all." Jungkook pulls almost all the way out before thrusting back in you fully, you cry out loudly as you finally cum, and Jungkook growls at the way you clench around him.

Nither of you notice his canines growing as he blabs on.

"You're mine right? You're my omega yeah? You're always gonna be mine, aren't you? You're gonna take the pack omega status, but I always know I found you first that you were mine first." Jungkook's voice gets lower and deeper than usual. "You're my omega, mine, mine, mine and I love you. I've loved you for so long and now you're finally here and you're taking me so fucken good. God, you're so fucken tight I'm never gonna get tired of your sweet little cunt. I'm never gonna wanna stop pumping you full of my seed, they're gonna have to pry me off you, they're gonna have to pin me down and make let you go. You're mine. Fucken say it omega. Admit you're all mine." Jungkook's voice rumbles in your ears and the pheromones he's seeping out makes your head fuzzy, the true alpha smell is much more stronger than before, it's seeping in your sense and for a second you lose it and sob out an agreement.

"Yes! Yes, alpha I'm yours!"

Jungkook feels like he's not in his own body when he finally cums, he feels like he's merely watching through someone else's eyes. Because right when he orgasm his lips curl back, his jaw opens wide and his canines are fully extended.

He bites down hard, right on your mate mark.

Your body stills and Jungkook feels like he's in heaven when his knot starts forming and the bond between you two is made, your blood on his tongue, he's filling you up with his cum, and you're becoming his-

but then he's on the floor.

Jungkook stares at the ceiling as he landed on his back, gasping for breath the male struggles to sit up, pain radiating on his stomach where you had kicked him off-

fuck.

Jungkook bolts up on shaky feet and looks at the mess he had caused, you're curled in your yourself, whole body quivering as your eyes stare back at Jungkook. The alpha sees the blood trailing down your neck from his bite wound, red and messy from bring ripped away from you. He barely pays attention to the other boys who are all standing up, but are frozen too, not fully grasping what they had just witnessed. But then you shift, away from Jungkook which makes his alpha cry out,

and Jungkook sees a flash of red.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. He was going to knot you, he was almost fully locked inside you until-

Jungkook eyes flicker down to your barely covered core a sob building up his throat when he sees,

you're torn up and bleeding down there.

Your breathy voice fills the room.

"Get the fuck out, all of you."

Notes:

.....hey
so remember that rainbow...well it's gone now
lol pLEASE DON'T KILL ME
how ya feeling?? How much do you hate me?? Was anyone else getting nervous near the end cause I was writing it oof
so sorry for the angst but hey we got some smut!!
please let me know your thoughts! I would love to know your reactions to this chapter I'm really happy with how it turned out!!

Chapter 25: twenty five

Summary:

the pack bond is tested.
warning: blood mentioned!

Notes:

hello i am here faster than usually cause GOOD LORD YALL LET ME KNOW HOW YOU FELT

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

People forget heat is not only biological but very psychological too.

Yes, a heat cycle for an omega body is natural and each omega has one because of how the body is wired, but it goes farther than that. A period, for example, has a specific system in your body, egg drops, no sperm to fertilize it, so your walls shed and you bleed. A heat is a little more complicated like that, your omega controls your heat. In reality, there is no point of heat other than breeding, and the only reason your body can go into heat is because of the omega status. Your omega is the one controlling your heat and putting you into it. It's more psychological then people realize

and it's the reason you're able to snap out of it.

She had begged you to let go for the boys when your heat had hit, begged you to call them and you finally for once bowed to your omega desire, you let her take control. You knew letting go and falling into your nature meant your omega side would take over, triggering your brain and body to go into your full-blown heat. Your omega was the one releasing your pheromones, she was the one knowing what to say to the alphas, she was the one who was completely in her element and you allowed her to guide you.

But your omega was not dumb, she knew your wants, your interest, and your desires.

She knew you nor her wanted a mate bite.

So when Jungkook's teeth and dug into your mate mark, bounding you to him as his knot pops at the same time, your omega goes into shock, she panics, you panic. She knows you do not want this and she herself respect your choice, so she steps away, wanting to give you a clear head. It's not easy by any means for her, it's not a common thing for an omega to willing let the human take over and during a heat, yet your omega does so for you. Your brain feels like it's tearing in two and you hear the sad whimper of your second gender.

'I'm sorry human, I'm sorry.'

She goes back to her corner in your brain and you realize as the stinging of Jungkook's bite burns into you and his knot is slowly growing, your body wants him off, off, off of you. So react out of pure shock, your leg ripes from his grip and kicks him right in the stomach. When you feel the pain of ripping him off you in your core you know it was a brash and stupid move, you knew there was probably a better way to do it, but you didn't care.

You didn't want a bite, your omega didn't want a bite and Jungkook has sink his teeth straight into you.

You gasp out loud in the room, head-clearing a bit from the cloud you had felt you were on since your heat started. You know your heat hasn't fully stopped, but your omega giving you control makes it easier not to slip back into the fog heat brings. On top of that, your brain is on the verge of a panic attack and your core was burning, your body was to focused on the pain then your heat.

And your core was bleeding, being knotted was the last fucken thing your body wanted.

You scramble to curl into yourself, feeling exposed in the large master bedroom. Your hands shake as they grip your knees towards you and you know there is blood coming out of your neck, but you're more scared to look down between your legs. You feel the burn, you feel the sting as the cold air hits your exposed core as you have nothing to cover yourself with, you feel the liquid that's too thin to be slick, you know its blood, you can already smell the iron in the air.

Yet your eyes stay locked in the alpha with doe eyes.

Namjoon watches with held breath, his mind not taking it what he has just witnessed. In a split second, everything had gone wrong, it looked fine from where the leader had sat stroking his cock. You had been screaming in pleasure and Jungkook had seemed okay. Namjoon's mind is scrambling to understand why he didn't see the warnings, and it was the scents. When you two had first started the smell of true alpha and true omega had filled up the room, it was different from how it would smell when Namjoon had been with you or any of the other boys. Namjoon had figured it was because of your status, so he didn't even realize when Jungkook's pheromones got haywire near the end, and Namjoon hates himself so much at this moment for that.

If he had just paid more attention to the scents, he could of stopped Jungkook.

If he had questioned why Jungkook's true alpha scent was this strong he could of stopped Jungkook.

If he had noticed the canines growing he could of stopped Jungkook.

Namjoon blinks slowly at you as it kills him how much of a cornered animal you look. You're bleeding, shaking, and refusing to stop glaring at Jungkook as you curl into yourself. Namjoon scrambles to think of what to do, how, how does he fix this? He's the leader he should know. He can already smell their anxiety coming from Jimin and Taehyung, the youngest boys frozen in their seats as they stutter over their words to themselves. Namjoon doesn't bother to look at Jin, knowing the oldest is probably in the same boat he is. Hoseok is shaking from his side view and Yoongi,

Yoongi is releasing pheromones of pure anger.

Namjoon snaps out of his shock when you growl at Jungkook when the youngest scrambles towards you. Your voice is low and filled with rage, the words cut so deep Namjoon swallows the lump starting in this throat. Jugnkook is frozen and starting to shake, but Namjoon pays him no attention. You're his first concern and all he's looking at right now, the leader slowly breaks away from the rest of the males and takes step towards you. Hands out in case you snap he approaches you're shivering figure that refuses to look away from Jungkook. Namjoon nears the end of the bed and calls for your attention.

"Baby-"

"Don't call me that."

You snap at Namjoon, lips curling back to bare your teeth at him. The leader is frozen at the look you're giving him, your eyes are narrowed and harsh, and it makes his alpha want to bow their head in shame. He had allowed his packmate to hurt his omega, both him and his alpha where in shambles over knowing this, he was meant to protect his omega, let him let her worst nightmare come true.

You had thought the boys only wanted you for your status, Namjoon himself had promised you it was safe to let go, and when you finally become vulnerable for the first time in your life, you get a forced mate bite.

The bitter truth makes a gross taste in Namjoon's mouth.

Namjoon lowers his hands and meets your gaze with his gloomy one, trying his best from where he stood to calm you down. "Honey please-"

"I said don't call me that!"

Your high pitched yell makes the boys still frozen in their seats flinch, Namjoon's not sure which ones as he refuses to look away from you, but he can see the jump from the corner of his eye as Jungkook's figure shrinks into himself.

"You promised me."

Namjoon holds his breath when your voice cracks and tears start welling in your eyes. You gaze at the leader with a heartbroken expression that makes Namjoon's heart pinch painfully. "You promised me I would be safe here. You said I could let go and it would be okay. I trusted you Namjoon. I really did trust you." Namjoon fights the urge to hold you towards him when you cut yourself off with a sob, one hand going to rub harshly at your face.

"Y-You didn't even try to stop him."

Namjoon has never been in love, he's been close in the past he use to think. His first girlfriend was the light of his life until she found her light in another male. His longest relationship he was sure he would marry the girl until she explained she couldn't handle his touring lift style. He thought for so long that what love felt like for him, until he meant you. Now he knows what love feels like for him, how he craves your time, thinks about how you are, worries about the stress you have, lyrics fill his head about you, and his hard drive is filled with love songs. He knows he loves you.

He also knows because your words make his heart feel like it's dropped to the bottom of his stomach, he doubts the organ in between his rib cage anymore, it's hallow now. Because you were right.

You trusted Namjoon, you trusted all of the boys and they had failed you

"Little one," Namjoon breaths out, his chest feels so tight, like it's gonna snap as he tries to reach out for you. "I'm so, so sorry I know you did. It's my fault please let me fix-"

"Get the fuck out!"

Jin is the one who pulls Namjoon on the shoulder, head bow low the eldest's jaw is clenched hard as he leads Namjoon out nodding at the boys still hovering on the couch. Hoseok is the first one up on shaky feet, stumbling to pull Jimin, who is crying openly, up along with Taehyung, the tanner alpha quiet for once. He leads the younger ones out of the door, voice low as he begs Taehyung to listen and not lunge for you. Namjoon brushes numbly pass Jungkook as Jin guides the leader out, neither of the boys caring about the way the true alpha is shaking as he stares at your small figure.

Yoongi though, throws Jungkooks pants at the true alpha, hissing at him to hurry up. Jungkook follows blindly, tugging his pants on as he stumbles out Yoongi hot on his heels.

Only when Jin closes the door softly does Yoongi spin around and punch Jungkook right across the face.

"You absolute meat-headed, childish, brat." Yoongi spits, eyes narrowed as he grabs Jungkook shoulders and shakes him hard. "How could you fucken do that to her? You know she struggled to even spend this time with us, and you mate her? Without consent? Newsflash Jungkook this isn't the time of the caveman, you can't force someone to take your bite!" Jungkook's head hangs as the rapper spits swears and harsh words at the member, the rest watching warily no one caring to stop Yoongi. "You think you can just own her and do anything you want huh? No one cares about your true alpha bullshit! Because of you, she's hurt! She willing hurt herself to get away from you!" Yoongi pushes at the youngest's chest, not caring he was shorter than Jungkook, Yoongi was livid.

The push was the final snap for Jungkook though.

The youngest member's brain was a mess, his head was swimming with the way you looked at him, the pure hate in your eyes, the way you didn't even want him near you, the way you had to order him out of the room. Yoongi's facts echo in Jungkook's head, you had willing put yourself in pain merely to get away from Jungkook.

Jungkook's alpha is tearing up his head, high of the bliss of marking and bonding his omega his alpha is screaming in his head. Demanding he go back in there and take care of you, screw what the other packmates are saying, his omega growls, go, she's our I'm sure she'll bite us back, go to our omega. Jungkook wants to bang his head against a table, Yoongi is screaming at him, his alpha is snarling in his head and he can hear the sobs coming out of your room. So when Yoongi pushes, Jungkook pushes back.

He snarls at the shorter male, going right into the rappers face to snap his teeth, Yoongi doesn't even flinch back and gives a growl right back, both their canines growing. Jungkook goes for Yoongi's neck before he's ripped away and pushed, hitting the other side of the wall in the hallway.

"That's enough both of you."

Namjoon clenches his jaw as he stares at the two alphas, not caring to fix the tension or asking if either or is okay. Namjoon's tired and he feels like his heart is breaking and he doesn't have time to look after his pack mates right now. He takes a deep breath squeezing his hand into a fist before speaking up the mess of a pack.

"Jin, call Samuel to see if he can help her out. She doesn't want us in there and we have to respect that. Everyone get in the living room and wait, there's nothing we can do right now." Namjoon demands voice low and hard, knowing the boys know better than to test him right now. Jin nods first and starts to head down the hallway towards the living room area, Hoseok patting Yoongi on the arm as he passes him to get the other rapper moving. Yoongi sends one last glare to Jungkook before he follows Hoseok along. Jimin follows too, not even bothering to wipe his face of the free following tears.

Taehyung through slumps against the door of the master bedroom. his long legs bent awkwardly as he presses his right ear to the door. The tan man closed his eyes, head bowed and dark curls falling into his face as he listens to your panicked sobs. Your body is probably going into shock, you're probably thinking of ways to stop the bleeding but moving around probably causes you took much pain. The thought makes Taehyung's hand clench at his pants as he presses his ear more against the door, ignoring the leader who is looking down at him.

"Taehyung." Namjoon calls softly, too tired about this all. Taehyung doesn't bug and shakes his head, refusing to get up and leave you alone right now. Namjoon just shakes his head and starts to walk to the end of the hall pushing Jungkook along with him. The two taller members stay in silence as their feet pad down the expensive floors. Only when they're nearing the deathly silence living room des Jungkook finally speak up. "

"It's all my fault, not yours. I should have better control over myself." Jungkook whispers to the leader, not even bothering to lift his head up from looking at the ground. Namjoon merely shakes his head biting down on his full bottom lip. "No, it's my fault too. Your youngest pack mate, I should have watched you more, should of paid more attention to the signs. I was caught up in the lust of it all I didn't see you slipping." Jungkook stops walking, making Namjon pause and look back at the true alpha.

Jungkook's eyes are red as he fits the tears in his eyes, he meets Namjoon's gaze head-on and gives a hard shake of his head. "Namjoon you're a good leader and alpha of this pack. It was me okay, not you. I hope she forgives you I hope she forgives all of you, because you all know how to treat her right." Jungkook lets out a deep breath and gives the leader a shaky smile that even Namjoon can't help but feel a bit bad for Jungkook no matter how much he wants to hit him.

"I clearly don't know how to treat her."

Namjoon sighs heavily and merely pats Jungkook on the back, letting the younger alpha sob out loud as he leads him to the rest of the boys. Jin is hanging up the phone where they all sit on the couches, all the boys eyes trained on your nest that is sitting in the middle of the room. "Samuel said he's on his way. I told him briefly what happen h-he said she's probably going to have to go to the doctor." Namjoon eyes are trained on his sweater that is fluffed out in your nest and gives Jin a weak nod. "Call her doctor next, make sure the place is cleared she needs privacy." Jin, happy to have direction as it keeps his mind from going crazy, nods, and starting to look for your doctor's number.

The boys sit the next ten minutes in silence, waiting for Samuel to come. Hoseok if fidgeting like crazy, hands going to his hair, his necklace, his t-shirt, anything. His leg won't stop bouncing and he can barely sit fully on the couch, his butt on the edge as he glances down the hallway that leads to you. Jimin is sharing the couch with Hoseok, the singer not even caring about the annoying movements as his mind was filled with the look you had in the room. He had never seen you like that, angry, sad, and fearful of the men in the room. Yoongi sits on the only single chair and refuses to break his glare from Jungkook, the younger boy takes a seat on the floor near your nest, and the rapper ignores the look Namjoon gives him. Yoongi knows he's still releasing pure anger pheromones direction towards Jungkook and when the youngest looks up briefly and flinches from Yoongi's glare the rapper gives him a mock smile.

"Doctor said she'll clear her place ASAP and to bring (Y/N) right away," Jin says to the tension-filled room putting his phone down. Namjoon gives a nod from where he stands behind Jungkook and runs a hand through his hair, a tired sigh leaving his lips when he feels the gaze of his pack mates on him. "I'm gonna be completely honest with you all...I have no idea what to do from here." Namjoon lets out a dry humorless laugh to stop the way his voice wants to crack. "I really don't know how to fix these guys, we all fucked up it's not just Jungkook. We all know Jungkook could of snapped and none of us paid enough attention, blame it on the pheromones, pleasure, your cock I don't care. Don't pin this on the kid only." Namjoon directs the last bit to Yoongi narrowing his eyes at the fellow rapper, said male merely looks away.

"Samuel's gonna talk to her, try to take her to the doctor. I'm sure she doesn't wanna be here right now and we have to respect that. I'll see if Samuel knows a place she can stay." Namjoon lets out a heavy breath and presses his the heel of his palm to his eyes, trying to push back the stinging. Everyone is silent, watching their leader struggle to keep his emotions intact.

"What the fuck do we do guys?"

Notes:

please let me know if you all understand the way I explained the biological/psychological difference with the omega status!! I rewrote that part so many times cause I wanted to make sure it was clear!
Here is the boy's side!! How do you all feel with their reactions?
I looooooved reading your comments guys! Some of you even interacted with each other and had discussions I loved seeing it! Please let me know your thoughts and if the explanations I gave make sense as someone not in my brain lol
also, do these deserve redemption? :o

Chapter 26: twenty six

Summary:

you let someone in
warning: blood mentioned! Talk of injury to private area!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When there's a timid knock on the door, Hoseok jumps up to answer it, happy to finally get out of the quiet tensioned filled room the dancer takes quick steps to swing the door open. Hoseok has to give credit to Bangtan's long time employee Samuel, the omega gives Hoseok a small smile, clearly forced. Hoseok is sure Samuel wants to snap at the boys about what they had caused you, yet Samuel needed to keep a level of respect working under the team. So Hoseok gives a painful smile backstepping aside to let the manger in.

Samuel slips his shoes off, his socked covered feet padding into the living room where he sees the rest of the boys, his eyes hover over your nest in the middle that Jungkook is all but sitting in, the younger male curled into himself, his slightly curly long black hair hanging over his face as he fiddles with his tattooed covered hand. Samuel hesitates for a second, looking over the weary faces of the rest of the members, the older omega was a bit worried on his way to the dorm, he has been in a meeting when he got Jin's call and sprinted out a second later, not having time to reapply any scent blockers. He knew his omega smell was sweeter with his pup growing in him and was a bit concerned about how the boys would react to the pheromones. Yet Samuel gives a sad smile to the bowed head of the boys.

They don't react at all to his pheromones.

Their alphas only want your scent, any other omega wouldn't compare.

And they had fucked up majorly with you.

"I'll take her to the doctor. I'm gonna ask for you all to wait in the other bedroom farthest from the master bedroom. I don't think seeing you and smelling you all would help her right now." Samuel says as nicely as he can, even though his fatherly insists wants to slap each boy over the head and coddle you. Namjoon gives a curt nod standing on his feet and motioning for the other boys to do the same. "We'll go to Jin's room, it's on the other side. Samuel could you just tell her-" The omega gives a shake of his head cutting the leader off. "Namjoon, you know I have to hold myself back because you're all technically my bosses, but don't ask me to help you fix this. I'm only here because I care for (Y/N) and knows she needs help." Namjoon clenches his jaw and gives a curt nod, eyes casting all he calls for Jungkook who is still curled on the floor.

The true alpha finally looks away from your nest and pulls himself off of the floor, fumbling to follow the other boys to the opposite side of the large dorm. Jin pauses in the hallway entrance and looks back at Samuel. "Taehyung is still hovering over her door, do you want just to collect him?" Samuel gives a sigh when he hears the tanner alphas name and gives a shake of his head. "No, I'll deal with him." Jin nods and soon the distance sound of a door closing is head and Samuel heads towards the master bedroom.

He pauses in the hallway and sees said alpha curled against the door, in a small ball the tall male could make himself Taehyung has half his face pressed against the door, fingers gripping down on the wood as if it would bring him closer to you. Samuel rubs at his belly out of habit, other then Jungkook, the omega knew Taehyung would be another problem when it came to pulling you away from the boys. The older line could keep each other in check, Samuel knew the elder males wanted nothing more than to be with you, but they would know they had to do for what's best when it comes to you. Jimin would listen well to his hyungs, Samuel saw the honey blonde with teary eyes follow when Hoseok motioned for him. Yet it wasn't the same for the two youngest. Jungkook being the true alpha and obsessed with you, Samuel was sure he would put a fight to see you. Yet it was clear Jungkook was heavy with guilt and knew giving you space was for the best.

And alas left the tan male whimpering at your door.

The sounds cause Samuel to raise his brown in shock, whimpering was not a sound alphas made often. The sound showed submissiveness, it meant 'i give up' or 'i'm sorry please forgive me' in the wolf world. Samuel had never heard the sound come from any member of Bangtan, if the boys ever slipped that far into their second gender to communicate with wolf sounds it was usually the growls or snarls to each other. Yet the alpha member on the floor was making sad whimpers and almost clawing at the door with his short nails, the sound making even Samuel's omega feel a spark of sympathy. Samuel fights the urge to sigh, he knew Tahyung would be an issue.

The male grew up in the countryside, Samuel remembered when Taehyung's beloved grandparents came to a showcase once before they had passed, mates for over fifty years the elder couple gushed about their loved grandson to Samuel who had been in charge of picking them up. They had told Samuel on the car drive from the airport to the showcase about Taehyung's childhood, growing up in the countryside Taehyung was truly aligned with his alpha status. Always outside exploring, getting lost in the woods, roughhousing with other alphas. His grandfather had expressed what a good alpha Taehyung would be as the boy band member was true to his roots.

His grandmother had expressed his softer alpha side also to Samuel. Telling the male stories about how Taehyung would always protect omegas from aggressive alphas in his school, and when he had a crush on a cute little omega when he was ten, Taehyung had tried courting her. Taehyung had woken up earlier for school every day and would help his grandmother pack his lunch, he would shyly ask for an extra serving of her kimchi fried rice as the pretty omega in his class expressed she loved the dish. Taehyung's grandma had gushed that Taehyung would spend hours in the field behind their house to find the perfect flower to give to the girl the next day. It sadly ended with the girl moving to the states for school and little alpha Taehyung had been heartbroken.

Samuel recalled all this on his drive to the door and seeing the idol now Samuel couldn't help but sigh sadly for him. Taehyung was clearly in love with you and it was killing him to not be in the room to help you. Samuel thinks back to a few months ago when you had signed the contract with the boys. Taehyung had gone straight to Samuel to gush about you, how you took care of Jungkook's attitude, how you always had a comeback, and how you smelt so, so sweet to Taehyung. It was a shock to Samuel a bit later, when Taehyung had asked the male omega his opinions of a bouquet of flowers.

'It's baby breaths! It meant 'everlasting love' in the Victorian Era. Do you think she'll like it? Do you think she'll accept it?'

Samuel wonders if Taehyung ever built the nerve to send you the bouquet of flowers as a courting gift.

The pheromones of distress were leaking into the hallway and Samuel wrinkled his nose, he knew it wasn't you. The bitter scent was coming off in waves from the bent over alpha. Taehyung's alpha was probably freaking out, his omega bleeding and crying softly while he was sitting on his ass being rejected by her. "Taehyung," Samuel calls softly, the alpha doesn't stop pawing at the door or his sounds, not even acknowledging Samuel. "Taehyung I need you to go with the other boys into Jin's room." Taehyung merely curls more into himself and his whimpers get more distressed, cracking halfway as his throat begins to burn. A part of Samuel wants to cringe, he had never seen even his own mate react like this. Taehyung's whimpers were growing louder and louder, but when his nails started to dig into the wood and rip at the door, Samuel stepped up in fear the alpha would hurt himself.

Samuel lowers himself to level with Taehyung and gives a sad smile when he sees the tears dripping down the alpha's check. "Taehyung I'm only here to help your omega. But to do that I need you to give her space right now okay?" Taehyung's sad noises pause for a second and Samuel takes that chance to push further. "You want the best for her right? You want (Y/N) to get better?" Taehyung eyes lift from the door and he gives Samuel a mute nod, swallowing loudly to clear his drying throat. Samuel gives an encouraging smile and nods to the door. "You know you need to back away for Taehyung or she won't come out. I promise I'll help her but you need to back away for now. Can you do that for your omega Taehyung?"

Samuel let's out a light sigh when Taehyung eyes past his curly locks meets his. "For (Y/N)?" Taehyung mumbles to himself as if he's coming out of a trance. Samuel gives an encouraging nod though and hopes his smile seems kind. "Yeah, that for the best you know that don't you Taehyung? Go to the guys please, I promise you I'll take care of your omega." Taehyung gives a slow nod before stumbling onto this feet, he leans heavily on the door still and ignores Samuel for a second as he presses his hand against the wood once again.

"I'm sorry (Y/N), I'm so sorry we allowed that to happen. Please, please don't push us away though...I-I love you."

Samuel smiles sadly to himself when Taehyung whispers that last part to the wooden door, he's sure you heard the singer. Samuel gives a small pat to Taehyung's back, encouraging him to head down the hallway to the other side of the form where the rest of his pack was. Samuel waits a minute until he's sure Taehyung is gone and opens the door softly calling for you. He's a little bit thankful to the boys for not busting into the room to comfort you as you didn't lock the door, but his thoughts ripped away when he sees you.

"Oh, honey." Samuel breaths at the mess he sees, you're sitting on the floor of the bed, the small nightstand next to it with its drawers ripped open, things thrown all over the floor around you, and a box of tissues. Samuel sees the blood-soaked tissues all around you, the smell of iron in the air tells Samuel you're still bleeding. You're bare, your head is bowed at you press your hand between your thighs to hold tissues there. Samuel closes the door and approaches you slowly. You raise your head the slightest bit a give a sad smile to the other omega.

"At least the bleeding went down." You chuckled dryly. Samuel bends to sit on his knees eyes scanning over your body for any injuries. "How much does it hurt?" He asks sliding the bag hosted over his shoulder onto the floor next to him. You give a shrug and curl into yourself a bit more. "It stings, moving hurts more I'm okay right now." Samuel gives an understanding nod tries not to cringe when your hand pulls away from your thighs, soaked tissue of fresh blood placed next to you and you quickly grab a new one to replace it with. Samuel unzips his bag and starts fumbling around in it.

"Your doctor's already waiting for you, I brought some clothes for you to wear of mine and brought some pads, that should hold you until we get there." You lick at your dry lips and can't help but to cock your head at the other omega. "Why do you have pads?" Samuel gives you a playful eye roll. "Listen the male omega body is complicated okay." You give a small smile, happy that Samuel is the one here to help you. You watch as he pulls out the small yellow packaging before unfolding clothes that smell newly washed but hold the faint smell of him on it. "Is it okay for me to help you put these on?" Samuel asks gently, his hands hovering near you. A short nod is all Samuel gets, the elder omega whispering a thank you as he slides the large top over your head.

You sit silently as Samuel pulls out a pair of briefs, unwrapping the pad and sticking it on as best as he could. You watch with a dull gaze as he hooks your feet into the briefs dragging them up until they hit the middle of your thighs, Samuel asks for you to pull the rest up as much as you can. You take a deep breath, bracing yourself for the pain as you withdraw your hands from between your legs, throwing the tissue next to you. You take hold of the briefs waistband and life your hips up slightly, whining loudly when a string of pain if felt in your core. Grinding your teeth you shove the briefs on quickly, wanting to be over with the process. Samuel gives your calf a gentle squeeze when a few tears of pain leak out from the action.

"I say leave the pants, it's warm enough out, yeah?" You nod tugging down the large black shirt over your thighs before fiddling with the material. "Where are the guys?" You whisper in the large room to the other omega. Samuel gives a pained smile when you peak up at him, he's not sure if you're asking because you care or because you're scared of seeing the males. Playing it safe Samuel gives your arm a warm pat. "They're on the opposite end of the dorm. It's just me and you right now, is that okay?" Samuel watches the way you hesitate, he's sure your head is a mess of how you feel, yes the boys has messed up, but that doesn't mean your feelings for them just left you, so Samuel waits even though he wants to have you away from the boys.

"Just you is okay." You say softly eyes staying downcasted. Samuel gives a simple nod before slinging his bag over his shoulder. "You okay if I carry you? Walking might put too much pressure." You give a nod but make a noise when Samuel starts to gather you in his arms. "W-wait your baby," you stutter out as Samuel pauses for a moment before letting out a small chuckle and lifting to his feet with you gathered in bridal style as gently as he can. "Oh honey, I lift more than my alpha, you feel like a feather. Don't worry it's too early for any harm for my pup." You give a small smile and Samuel is glad you're still able to do so with the scenario.

Samuel can feel the tension in your body when he walks into the living room, it's free of any of the members just the faint smell of anxiety from the boys filling the room. Neither you or Samuel say anything as he walks at your nest that smells like all seven of the boys still, yet Samuel can feel the way you shift slightly in his arms. When you both near the door to leave the dorms there's a distance of a specific noise, something that makes even him freeze. You swallow so loudly that Samuel can hear the sound and your hands go to slap over your ears to block of the noise coming from Jin's room. Samuel feels his heartbreak when a choked sob escapes your lips and picks up the pace to get you away from the noise,

the sound of a true alpha whimpering.

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"Set her gently as possible on the bed, okay good."

Samuel backs away and lets your doctor step up to fuss over you, the elder women have worried all over her face and it warms your heart a bit, it feels like your mother's touch when the women gently pushes your hair away to look at your face. "Oh dear I was briefed over the phone, how are you feeling? Is the pain really bad?" You lick at your dry lips before responding, "I-It hurts more when I move. I can feel the throbbing still right now, but it does hurt." You admit with a weak voice in the room. You see Samuel says softly he'll wait outside and close the door gently on his way out.

"I'm gonna take a look okay? I'm gonna just use scissors to cut the briefs off I rather not make you do any unneeded movements." You nod in thanks to your doctor and watch as she starts pulling out tools, the familiar stirrups showing again. You swallow thickly when she snips away as the briefs, discarding the material into the garbage below her. "Okay hon, we're gonna move your legs up so I can do an assessment, it's gonna hurt I know but I need to see the damage before giving any pain medication." You press your eyes close and give her a nod, she holds your ankles gently and gives a quiet count down to three before opening up your legs to prop them up.

A scream tears out of your throat and your arms shoot down to grab at the bedding under your, fingers digging into the material. The pain feels as if Jungkook had torn out of you all over again, you knew your private area was sensitive, but lord was the pain worse than imaginable. Tears prickle at your eyes as the doctor whispered apologies but quickly gets to work accesses the area, knowing prolonging her actions would only cause you more pain. "The tear is around two inches long from your hole, it's gonna need only a few stitches, it shouldn't be too painful doing it. You'll feel some discomfort pain when it comes to a wound, being where it is." You watch your doctor tell you the news as calmly as she can with warm eyes, you nod along as follow her as she starts to pull out the tools she needs.

When she pulls out sanitizing paper to clean the wound she gives you a weak smile. "Just a few seconds I promise." You feel the swipe of the cool cloth and you bite down hard on your cracking lips, your legs jerk willing from where they held up. Theres no doubt in you if your legs weren't pinned up you would of kicked the doctor right in the face. She keeps her focus on your core and makes sure to clean the area as quickly as she can, brow pinched in focus. You let a quiet swear slip out of your lips when the air hits your stinging area, the cloth finally being pulled away.

"I'm gonna start to stitch it up now, bare with me hon okay? Just know the faster we get this done the faster you can feel better." You nod weakly and drop your head back trying your best not to flinch when you feel the uncomfortable feeling of being stitched. You've never need stitches anywhere before so you weren't aware of what is usually felt like, but having it done to your most sensitive area left you wanting to release a full-body shudder. You hold back and press your eyes shut more, fingers flexing uselessly on the bedding, you repeat the words the doctor told you. The sooner she's done the better.

"Okay, bleeding calmed down and the stitches are done." You feel the press of a wipe gently pat your area as the doctor cleans the dried blood all over you. "There's gonna be discomfort the first week, you'll feel some pain when you try using the bathroom but nothing should tear. The stitches will dissolve in a few weeks once it's fully healed, I still want you to come in a few days though so I can check that it's healing well okay?" You give a dazed nod, your mind is a scrambled mess yet the doctor remains calm, you know it's due to her being professional and you appreciate her gentle eyes as it eases you the slightest bit.

"We have some backup clothes for patients, they're nothing fancy just some scrubs, but I'm sure you would love some pants. I'll get a new pair of underwear too and put a pad on just in case." You give a small nod and you and your doctor stand you up on shaky legs, you take her guidance as she holds the underwear for you to slide on follow by grey scrubs, a bit embarrassed as she slides the material up as respectfully as she can. In all honestly, you appreciate her help and fretting behavior when she settles you back on the bed, sitting you up with a soft pillow under you, she gives you a quick check. Your mind is beyond drained and having her taking charge puts your mind a little at ease.

She presses her stethoscope to your chest as directs you to take a deep breath, you watch with tired eyes as a look of confusion fills up your doctors face. "Is something the matter?" She lets out a quiet hum and asks you to open your mouth to take your temperature, once the beep is heard some the small machine she looks at the temperature and gives you a look.

"Hon, is your heat gone?"

You pause when she asks, your clouded brain clearing the slightest bit. "Oh, I didn't even notice." You say a bit shocked. You don't feel the cramping anymore, the only pain you feel coming from the wound that had been stitched closed, your body doesn't feel like it's heating up, and the idea of a dick inside you makes your stomach twist painfully. "I-I guess?" You say and the doctor looks at you a bit amazed. "Your omega gave you control? She let the heat pass?" You can't help but to press a hand against your head, your omega had been quiet since everything had happened and you haven't even noticed.

"She knew I didn't want to be mated and she let me take control when it had happened, it felt like my head was being ripped open but in a second I felt that heavy cloud is gone and it's like I got control again." You explain to the doctor brow pinching when you think back to what had happened. "The second gender is very psychological, I'm surprised your omega let you have control again. Most omegas like to take complete control as it's their element, even my omega gets greedy." You feel a warm gloved cover hand give your hand a squeeze and you look at the warm gaze the doctor gives you.

"Your omega must really care for you."

The doctor pauses cursing herself in her head slightly, maybe she overstepped a professional boundary with you and got too personal, but the elder women couldn't help it. A few months ago you had come in and basically hated your second gender, you had gone so far to pretend you weren't omega you put your own health at risk. She had seen some progress when you had come in last with the two alphas, yet getting the emergency phone call and seeing you she was worried. Worried you would reject your second gender more, hate the omega side of you for making you vulnerable to the alphas in your life.

Yet, the doctor perks up when a true warm smile fills up your face,

"No, you're right. My omega was the only one in the room that protected me...maybe I should stop pushing her away huh?"

The doctor is practically beaming at you with a bright smile and your grin almost matches her. She opens her mouth to say something but frowns, eyes looking at the way Samuel's shirt is sliding down your shoulder and exposing the red, dried blood smeared on your neck. She reaches up and tugs the shirt farther and your stomach sinks because for a moment you had forgotten about the teeth that had sunk into your clear skin.

Jungkook's mark sits proudly on your skin.

"I don't wanna overstep any boundaries, hon...but what happened?" The doctor hushes out as she brushes the mark with her hand coated gloves an expression of worry over her face. You take a deep breath as you stare at the wall, you knew you didn't have to tell her anything, but who else would know answers about what had just happened then a doctor who specializes in the second gender? So you fiddle with your fingers, ignoring the throbbing you feel lower, and look over at the doctor.

"One of the boys is a true alpha, he tried biting me when he was knotting me and I freaked out and kicked him off me, he didn't ask, he just...bite me." You end the sentence with a weak voice and press your drying lips together. The doctor gives a nod gloved ghosting over the bite, her eyes are narrowed as she looks over the bite and you kept help but to feel a bit panicked. "I didn't bite him back though...so it's not complete right?" You ask weakly heart in your throat. You knew Jungkook confessed he loved you, and in all honesty, you don't know how you feel about the boys right now.

Yes, going into your heat and hearing the boys care for you makes you get butterflies in your tummy. You know you like the boys, love, you're not sure if it's that far yet for you. But even if you loved Jugnkook with everything in you, it doesn't change he didn't ask for consent before your heat had hit to bite you.

You don't remember much about mating, the health class seems so long ago now, all you know is that the bite had to be recuperated, and with Jungkook just biting you, you honestly have no idea what it means.

"This doesn't happen very often I'm sure you can imagine, but when it comes to the bond no it's not complete, but it's not just going to disappear either." Your doctor admits as she slides off her gloves and leans her body against the bed your on. "Do you know much about mating marks?" You give a weak shrug trying not to jostle yourself too much, the doctor gives a small smile and gives you a small recap. "In simple turns you’re bonded for life with each other, but it needs to be done both ways.” You blink as she frowns as she looks over at you.

"He's bonded to you, but you aren't to him. Meaning he'll feel the effects of the mate mark, but you won't."

Notes:

not me googling wolf noises for this chapter
hope you all enjoyed the angst but we got character development for our dear reader!! no longer is she saying fuck you omega!!
it was really interesting seeing your guys thoughts on the last chapter, some of you thought she would reject her omega, how do you feel about the way I handled it
also so sorry for taehyung's grandparents lol even i got sad
and finally, thoughts on the mating mark?? What do you think it gonna happen now that Jungkook is the only one who feels the effects?? What do you think the effects are gonna be??
Leave me your thoughts! I love reading them and seeing what you guys are thinking about! They give me a lot of guidance and help me write!
ALSO 101K WORDS AHHHHHHHHHHHH

Chapter 27: twenty seven

Summary:

the type of cry that rattles your bones.

Notes:

Warning: acts of self-harm, no cutting done

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook is safe to say, a mess when the alphas hear the door closed.

It's like something snapped in his brain, a second ago the true alpha was simply pressed against the wall, whimpering escaping his lips as he hears Samuel lead you out. The sound makes the rest of the boys avert their eyes and look at their feet, it was uncomfortable. hearing the whimpers come from the alpha. It felt off and wrong and the rest of the boy's second genders wanted out of the room. It made the hair on their skin raise and the uncomfortableness of it all ran down their backs They could smell the sweetness of your scent as you were lead out and once the door clinked shut, singling you had left, Jungkook's whole body freezes, before snapping into action.

He lunges for the door, hands gripping down the doorknob to rip it open, Namjoon moves faster though and locks his arm around Jungkook's waist, wrenching the younger male away from the door. "Jin!" Namjoon growled over the choked sounds leaving Jungkook's throat. Jin binks slowly to himself before he moves into action and helps Namjoon drag the true alpha away from the door, Jungkook puts up a fight though, clawing at the two older members arms, body jerking around trying to escape their grips. "Please, please, please, no." Jungkook chokes out as he's thrown on the bed Namjoon and Jin both scrambling to either side of the male to pin his arms down.

If there ever was a sad growl, it would be the noise coming out of Jungkook. The watery growls makes Jimin let out a sound of pity, Taehyung bites down at his lip and refuses to look at Jungkook, not wanting to feel bad for the other alpha. Hoseok and Yoongi move to the side next to the other elder members to try to stop Jungkook from kicking his feet to get away from the bed. "N-Namjoon, Namjoon please I'll tell her I'm sorry okay? I'll beg, I'll beg for her to forgive me, to forgive us, but please just let me go, please hyung?" Namjoon clenches his jaw and makes sure not to meet the tear-filled eyes of Jungkook as the true alpha pleased past his weak whimpers.

"P-Please! Hyungs please I need to fix this for us! She's m-mine..she's mine, right? I know I shouldn't have b-bitten her, but, I-" Jungkook lets out a strangled sob and tries one more attempt to break out of the grips holding him down, when he falls and the other alphas pin him harder, Jungkook's body finally goes slack against the bed. Jin and Namjoon share a look over the alpha before their eyes drag back to Jungkook. The true alpha has his eyes pressed shut as his forehead wrinkles in stress, his head titles back, veins on his neck straining as he slams his head into the soft bed under him. They can feel Jungkook going limp and Yoongi is the first one who lets go of the muscular alpha watching with his eyes in case Jungkook bolted for the door again. The rest of the elders follow along but stay close as Jungkook hits his head one last time on the bed and brings his tattooed hands to grip onto his long black hair.

"She's not mine." Jungkook broken whine fills into the air as he pulls and pulls harder onto his dark locks. "I bite her and she doesn't even want to see me, she ripped my knot out of her to get away from me, her omega let her take control just to push me away. S-She hates me, she hates me and she's never going to want to see me." Jungkook lets out a weak sob as he turns to his side and curls into himself, he brings his one hand down from his hair and cups his neck, where your bite mark should be, and rubs at the skin. "She hates me, she hates me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Hoseok lets out a shiver when Jungkook starts to rub hard on his mate mark, the dancer can't imagine the discomfort Jungkook feels with the lack of bite, it incomplete mating bond is not common at all. Hoseok diverts his gaze when Jungkook grips his neck hard, the skin turning red and spreading across his pale skin as his grip on himself gets tighter and tighter.

"Empty, empty, I feel s-so empty." Jungkook groans loudly into the bed and breaks of the sound with a harsh sob. His nails start digging into his neck as he claws at the unmarked skin, his alpha is a storm in his head. Upset, angry, sad, and a mix of dark emotions. Jungkook can barely hear his own sobs over the howls and growls his alpha is making in his head, his neck bare, his omega didn't bite him back. His omega rejected him, his omega holds his bite but he doesn't hold hers. Jungkook's throat lets out a brutal moan and his nails start sinking into his skin, barely feeling any pain the alpha wants to tear his skin off.

His mate mark area feels like it's burning, the skin feels like it's been lite on fire and he wants nothing to do but sink his nails into the soft skin and tear at the area. Maybe if he gives himself some pain the area would go numb, Jungkook's mind suggests and Jungkook doesn't even take a second before he digs harder and harder into his skin. He feels nothing but the pain, but it helps, it dulls the fire the slightest, but the pain also reminds him of the lack of bite. 'Good' Jungkook thinks weakly to himself, he deserves to feel the pain, it's his fault, he was the one who fucked it all up between you and the boys. Why shouldn't he carry the empty, hollow pain he feels on his mate mark.

Jungkook's alpha howl sadly with agreement.

Namjoon clenches his jaw as he stares at the mess of his youngest. He's torn, he wants to comfort Jungkook, he's never seen the alpha in such a state before, yet another part of Namjoon wants Jungkook to suffer. He was the reason you weren't here right now and maybe the members should let Jungkook sob himself sick.

But Jungkook is pack, and Namjoon's brother.

So the leader sighs and pries Jungkook's hands away from his skin whispering for the member to calm down Namjoon settles on the bed next to Jungkook, leading the true alpha to sit and pull him into a hug. Namjoon thinks sadly for a second how long it's been since he had comforted his youngest pack member, Jungkook feels taller and broader from what he remembers. Yoongi reaches over when Jungkook hands don't let go of his own neck, the rapper pinning Jungkook's hand down, everyone ignoring the marks of nails on Jungkook's mating spot and the blood dotting his skin. Jungkook lets out another whine and settle his face against Namjoon's neck soaking in the familiar pheromones Namjoon is leaking out, Jungkook's alpha may not like the idea of not being the pack leader, but the smell of Namjoon is comforting to the alpha.

Namjoon smells like home.

"Jungkook, well figure this out okay?" Jin speaks softly to the youngest as he perches on the edge of his bed. "I know it's a mess right now, but we'll find a way to fix it and apologize to (Y/N), but you need to calm down Jungkook, you're going to make yourself sick." Jin lays a hand down on Jungkook's back hoping to ground the young man who still had sobs shaking out of him. "I promise you we'll find a way to fix this all." Jin hopes he sounds confident cause he can hear the small doubt in his voice. Jin does not know how to even start to fix the gap between you and the boys, but he knows him and the rest of Bangtan would do everything in their ability to at least start to patch the gap.

"I fucked it up for everyone, you should all hate me, you guys all love her I know you do. You wanted her as packmate and I ruined that for us." Jungkook groans against Namjoon's skin and his hand tries to go up again to sink his nails into his mate mark, it feels empty his alpha hates, hates, hates that your teeth aren't sunk into his neck. Jungkook wants to dig his nails into his mate mark, the pain can distract him from the lack of mark. Hoseok though catches the hand Yoongi isn't holding down, before he could do the deed and give the true alpha's hand a small squeeze. Jungkook gives up and lets himself sob into Namjoon's embrace as the rest of his pack settles around him, Jimin carding his hands through the youngest pack members hair trying to comfort his brother. Taehyung settles next to Jimin and just watches with sad eyes as Jungkook's body wracks with sobs.

The other boys can only imagine the pain the youngest member is feeling, you not biting Jungkook back means you've rejected his mating attempts. The alpha was bound to you, but you weren't bound to him. As Jin soothes a hand down Jungkook's back he does his best to think back to all the second gender classes his parts made him attend growing up, his family pack ever the traditional people.

A mate bond works as a wedding band in the second gender world but goes a little farther. Once bonded your second gender's sought out each other, most newly mated couples would spend the first few weeks attached to the hips. Jin recalls the tutor speaking about how the alpha would be bursting with affection, grooming his omega, making sure the omega is well fed and in perfect health. While the omega usually builds a nest in the alpha's home to show their acceptance of their new partner. The first few weeks of the soft, loving behavior was crucial to strengthen the bond. Scenting, was a huge thing Jungkook was missing right now too. Mated pairs always smelled like each other, would take time in the day to scent each other, it went father then marking their territory, it showed the love they had for their mated partners.

Jin swallows and ignored Namjoon's glance at the oldest alpha, Jin remembers the one session he had on an incomplete mate bond, it wasn't common meaning the information was low, but from the cases his tutor presented Jin recalls the horror his younger self felt when he learned about it.

Jungkook's alpha was probably tearing up his head, he knows your bite mark isn't on his skin and it means you aren't mated to Jungkook. It explains why Jungkook was a sobbing mess in Namjoon's arm and why the youngest member wanted to claw at his neck. His mating spot was empty when there should be a bite. His mate wasn't with him and didn't seem to want to be around him. His mate probably hated him for the bite which meant his mate didn't want to be his mate. Jin knew what this meant for Jungkook.

If the boys failed to even get you to see Jungkook, the true alpha would be the one suffering, not you. Jungkook's mark would eventually fade from your skin, as the mark isn't competed with your lack of bite. You would be free from the bond while Jungkook would be left to rot. In rare cases, some alphas would move on and find another omega to create a bond with and be fine, but Jin knew this wasn't the case for Jungkook. In the other cases, the alpha would fall ill, sob themselves sick, and would lose any want to go on without their chosen mate. Jungkook loved you, and even if you let his bite fade away from your skin, Jin knows Jungkook and his alpha would not move on from you. Jungkook would be hung up on you and forever feel as if something is missing, he would forever feel rejected and most likely lose himself without you.

Jungkook was fucked, to put it lightly.

And Jin had no idea how to fix it.

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Namjoon was use to always know what was going on in Bangtan.

He was the leader and the pack's alpha, he was the one the managers talked to, the one Bang PD would speak to first, the one that took lead in interviews, and the one who watched over his pack. Namjoon always knew the next step, he knew how to handle the rumors, the hate, the members. Namjoon was used to being the leader of Bangtan.

Safe to say he hated being in the dark.

So when a few day passes, and none of the boys hear a word of what is happening on your side, Namjoon is livid.

Myung, the strong-headed beta, refuses to bow to the glare Namjoon is giving him across the meeting table. The last few days were tense in the dorm, Jin and Hoseok were the ones to clean up the master bedroom, both men wanting to plug their nose from the smell of dried blood that filled the room. Namjoon was playing middle man and trying to keep the peace as long as he could, Yoongi still wanted to go for Jungkook's throat, but had eased up the tiniest bit. The younger members were on Jungkook duty, Jimin trying his best to make Jungkook eat something and Taehyung trying to make sure Jungkook wouldn't wander off to find you.

Jungkook was easy to say a mess.

The youngest member had made himself home in your nest, even though he hasn't gotten permission, once the true alpha has stopped his crying he had crawled into your nest and tried to soak up your smell. Jimin and Taehyung made sure to stay near as any time Jungkook was alone his hand would go up to tear at his unmarked skin, the boys always having to wrestle the weaken alpha down to stop him from hurting himself. Jungkook could barely keep down a meal, so it was for once easy for even Jimin to pin Jungkook down. It made the said alpha's heartbreak for Jungkook, long gone was the strong image of the true alpha Jimin used to.

Namjoon had called Myung to explain the whole situation the day after the incident, all while watching Taehyung trying to pry Jungkook's hand away from his bleeding neck.

Myung had been silent over the phone, long enough for Namjoon to start to worry. When the beta finally broke the silence, his voice was void of any mention, simply telling Nmajoon he would handle it and called for a meeting the following day. Leading the Bangtan members to where they are now.

Sitting around a meeting table in the BigHit building and Namjoon holding himself back from tearing Myung's throat out.

"You broke the contract?" Namjoon hissed hands clenching down onto the table, Yoongi watches from the corner of his eyes as the forever calm leader looks like he's about to lose his mind. Myung merely gives a nod and flips through his papers in front of him, not even paying attention to the anger pheromones leaking out of Namjoon.

"I went over last night with a lawyer. She got the rest of the yearly salary and is free from any obligations to you boys. The lawyer already did all the paperwork and she's signed and agreed-"

"We don't agree." Namjoon spits out.

Myung doesn't even blink,

"You don't have to, since the contract was under Bangtan and Bangtan is technically legal property of BigHit we didn't need your sign off, just Bang PD, which he gave easily after I told him what had happened."

Hoseok feels his hands shake and Namjoon keeps leaking pheromones of pure rage, their leader's eyes not even blinking as he stares at Myung. The rest of the boys knows Namjoon isn't mad about the fact the contract is broken, they had all agreed that to fix the relationship, the contract would need to be destroyed, but Namjoon had expressed they should be the ones to come to you to do it. To show their remorse and their desire to fix it with you Namjoon had suggested Jin and Yoongi go first to embellish the contract as a starting point.

Myung doing it on his own meant you had no need to see the boys, meaning Namjoon couldn't use the contract as an excuse to see you and mend the broken bond.

The pack felt as if they had taken a step back instead of forward.

Myung sighs when the smell of distress starts coming from Taehyung and gives a sad smile to the pack. "I'm doing this for your own good, please understand this. You can't make her see you if she doesn't want to, or when she's not ready." Myung says with a sad smile. "I know you hoped you could force her to see you to make it all right, but you boys really need to do better if you want to fix this with her." Myung explains with a soft voice, knowing how fragile all the boys are right now. "If you wanna make this right, you need to do it right." Myung lets the boys sit in silence as he starts packing up his things, none of the boys speaking as they let the cloud of guilt float over them. Myung pauses though, before exiting the room and looks back at the boys.

It breaks his heart, to see the boys he's grown close to look the way they do. Namjoon looks the most stressed he's ever seen the leader, Jin's eye bags are the darkest he's ever seen them, Hoseok won't stop picking at his nails and fidgeting in his seat, the pale rapper next to him clenching his fist so tight Myung is surprised Yoongi hasn't hurt himself yet. The youngest aren't any better when Myung drags his eyes to the three. Taehyung's skin has some redness to it and Myung knows it's from his skin condition that flares up more when he's stressed, Jimin's well-kept skin looks dry from where Myung is standing, and Jungkook.

Myung frowns when he sees the bandages covered where his mate mark area is, blood bleeding through as Jungkook keeps scratching at the area despite the wraps.

Yoongi sighs and reaches over when Jungkook goes for his already scarred neck, holding the younger boys hand down. Jungkook fidgets but doesn't try to pry Yoongi off, already knowing the rapper was the most upset at him and didn't want to make it worse. Jungkook snaps his gaze to Yoongi though when the dark haired male laces his fingers with Jungkook's twitching one and gives him and from squeeze. Jungkook takes the risk and looks up, meeting the gaze of the rapper who had left the nasty bruise on the side of his face.

Yoongi tries his best to smile.

"Please just tell us how she is?" Hoseok begs softly when Myung starts sliding the door open. Giving a tight lip smile to himself Myung doesn't look back when he responds.

"She's okay." He pauses stepping out when Jungkook finally speaks up, cracked lips splitting when he licks at them again.

"Please Myung, how can we fix this?"

The manger takes a deep breath and looks over his shoulder at the younger males, shaking his head to himself Myung can't help but to feel pity when he sees the varying levels of anguish on the seven faces.

"I'm not sure either boys, but one things for sure. You better start groveling."

Notes:

hi it's my birthday

oof how we all feel about how my bond marks work in this universe?
I'm also seeing some people say they don't get emails about updates? I hope this time you did!!
not gonna lie his one hurt me too because damn sad Jungkook hits
but imagine the smut once this all gets solved

as always thank you for the love last chapter!!
Question for you guys to discuss: what would it take for you to accept these boys back?? Let me know your thoughts I love reading them and it helps me get ideas for the next chapter

ps fuck jason derulo

Chapter 28: twenty eight

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You know why you're so fond of Jihoon.

You had called your friend in Samuel's car once the doctor allowed you to leave, the fellow omega had offered his house for you to stay in to have someone look after you, as neither of you trusted your roommate to do so. You expressed thanks to Samuel, but seeing him and his alpha being all in love would just make you a bitter little soul, so you opted to text your friend in hopes you could crash at his place. Keeping in simple over the message you had said your heat was over and needed a place and a friend for a bit.

Jihoon had expressed he had a tub of ice cream and a warm blanket for you.

"Please call me if you need anything okay? Anything at all I'll get it for you." You give Samuel a nod when he pulls his car into Jihoon's apartment parking lot. "I'll take you to your check-up in a few days, don't worry about bussing it." You give a grateful smile to Samuel and whisper your thanks to the male. There is a silent pause, Samuel watching with careful eyes as you struggle to find the words swimming in your head. "Could you just," you fiddle with your fingers as Samuel waits patiently for you to finish your sentence. "Could you check on Jungkook, please?" You hush out, eyes locked on your lap. Samuel wants to pry so badly, but he sees the way your hand is going to the door handle and decides to not shove his nose in someone else business.

Giving you a warm smile Samuel nods. "Of course, hon."

With one last wave, you make your way to Jihoon's apartment, it's nicer than yours as Jihoon's family helps him pay for rent. You punch in his code you know by heart and let yourself into the building, small scuffs of your feet. You're not in as much pain anymore, you had gotten some medication from the doctor and had quickly swallowed the pills dry. Yet, being the area the stitches were in made movements uncomfortable. Your body was very aware you had injured your private area and the fear of stitches popping made you restrict your movements as much as you could.

You played with your fingers in the short elevator ride and took the familiar steps to Jihoon's door, knocking lightly, and in a second you were meet with the worry eyes of your tan friend. You manage a small smile but soon find it failing when Jihoon's face drops into a frown as he takes you in. "You don't look very good," Jihoon says voice filled with concern as he bites on his lip, he ushers you in and the second you slide off your shoes the male leads you to the living room, your heartwarming at the sight that greets you.

His usually messy living room was the cleanest you ever seen it, no textbooks littering the floor or game consoles shoved under the cushions. Like promised the table has a jug of ice cream and also your favorite take-out dishes waiting for you. The TV had Nextflix open and you could see the latest bad teen romcom waiting to be played. But the part that made your face have a warm smile was the pile of blankets and pillow on the floor, curled and stacked around each other in a makeshift nest.

You felt Jihoon shift when you didn't speak and soon he was rambling. "I was doing some reading on omegas and stuff, and I know you like to make a nest with your alphas stuff, but there was info about packs. And how an omega finds comfort with their friends and family members also and can nest with their stuff in comfort rater then heat-driven. People they would consider pack, and I know packs are rare now and two people barely make one. But uh- you feel like pack to me? Um, if it makes you uncomfortable give me a minute and I'll hide it." Jihoon cuts of when you wrap an arm around his slender waist and squeeze him.

"Thank you Jihoon."

Soon your find yourself in the small makeshift nest with Jihoon, pressed close to his body heat the male wraps an arm around your shoulders as you both munch on the food small laughs escaping both of you with the bad movie. You allow yourself to curl into Jihoon's chest, you and your omega basically purring when Jihoon rubs your back, it's not sexual on either of your parts. Jihoon was right, even if it was just the two of you, that was enough for your pack. So you both eat the junk in front of you and watch the cringy movie with little giggles.

Once the credits start rolling Jihoon turns of the screen and you're both curled around each other, the only light coming from the lamp in the corner. You shuffle around and Jihoon lets his gip relax as you sit up and lean against the bottom on the couch. Playing with the edge of the blanket Jihoon sits up to position next to you and waits, sitting in silence he reaches over to squeeze your hand in comfort. "Do you wanna talk about what happened?" Jihoon starts in a soft voice as he bumps his shoulder against yours. Letting out a deep sigh you roll your neck a bit, hoping to crack your neck a bit as it feels stiff.

Jungkook's mate mark pluses.

You press your hand against the heated skin, a shirt covers the area thankfully as it's a bit lower on the neck, almost on the shoulder, but you can feel the heat radiating from it. Twisting your torse slightly you pull down the material showing off the bite mark to Jihoon.

His reaction is comical.

The soda he was taking a swing of almost comes shooting out of his nose and he chokes at the same time. Turning his head away he coughs loudly to get the drink out., while you rub his back with a small smile. "Oh my god." Jihoon croaks out as he swings his head back to stare at the mark. "Oh my god, you got mated? Which one? Was it the oldest guy? Doesn't he have to go to the army soon oh my god-" You pull your shirt back up and cut Jihoon off by placing a hand on his arm. The male drags his eyes away from your neck and looks down at your down casted eyes. "I'm sorry, I'll shut up. Just please tell me what happened."

So you do.

You keep your eyes on your hands as you retell the incident to Jihoon. Explaining that you finally felt you could be open with the boys and allowed your omega status to come out fully, and how everything was fine until it wasn't. You can his feel Jihoon take a sharp breath in when you express how your omega let you gain control when Jungkook had bitten you, and how in your panic you ripped him off of you causing yourself the pain. When you trail of not knowing how to fill the silence Jihoon is silent next to you. You finally raise your gaze to look at your close friend and your chest clenches when you see the worry all over his face.

"How do you feel? Is the pain bad?" You give a small shrug and crack open a water bottle, feeling the dryness in your throat from explaining everything to Jihoon. "It was painful at first I'm on meds now. It's more uncomfortable if anything. Lord knows how peeing gonna be." You try to joke and force out a smile but Jihoon, the smiley idiot, frown doesn't move. You let him reach out and grab your free hand, lacing your fingers together the male shifts his body completely so he is facing you, making sure you know his full attention is on you.

"I'm okay I swear, kinda shaken up, but I'm not gonna burst out in tears or anything." You say when you see the was Jihoon is peering at your face his eyes scanning any skin he could see. "Humour my beta yeah?" You snort but nod and let Jihoon lean in closer, taking deep sniffs of your skin you let the beta's cold nose touch your scent marks. You know his beta is just looking for smells of distress, in case you were lying to him. Jihoon inhales deeply at your scent glands, trying his best to wrinkle his nose from the overbearing smell of alpha still on your skin. When he finally gets a good whiff of your own scent and doesn't get anything worrisome. But he can grab a faint smell of stress, which understand given what he just heard.

'Packmate is okay, but comfort her.'

Jihoon fights the urge to 'no shit sherlock' his beta.

Jihoon carefully gathers you in a hug, being extra careful not to jostle you, and you allow yourself to press your face into his neck, the smell of your friend bringing comfort to you. You both sit like that for a while, and Jihoon pretends you aren't subtly scenting him. He rubs a hand on your upper back and tries his best not to wrinkles his nose when he gets another whiff of alpha.

"What are you gonna do about Jungkook?" Jihoon breaks the silence with the question digging at the back of his head. He lets you pull away and you let out a deep breath dropping your head in your hands. Jihoon can't blame you for being confused about what to do, you liked the boys last time he checked and it left you a sobbing mess to think they didn't like you back. Yet what Jungkook had done made the blood boil under Jihoon's skin, a forced bite was so petty and disgusting Jihoon wonders if the fanbase would kill him for giving Jungkook a good punch in the face.

You press the heel of your plan against your eyes, head downcast. "Is it bad that I don't hate him?" You groan out after a deep sigh. "It's dumb, I should hate his guts, but rationally he didn't do it to force me to stay with him? I know his alpha goes batshit in his head a lot and he lost control, but I'm still upset he bite me without permission." Your hand trails down your neck and you press against the warm bite, ignoring the way your omega perks up the slightest bit as the bite almost radiates.

"I don't know what to do Jihoon. I'm upset he did that to me, I'm upset Namjoon told me I could let go and listen to my omega just for a bite to be forced on me a day later, I'm upset all the boys just watched and forgot to keep an eye on Junhkook, I'm upset I had to resort to ripping his knot out..but in the same time it's fucken Jungkook. He stupid boneheaded alpha who tries to be so cool just to be a whining baby the next second. The competitive idiot who thinks he has to win every game and pouts when he doesn't. The dumb true alpha who my omega just screams for and-" You cut yourself off with a whimper and you can feel Jihoon let out a pitiful whine from the sound.

"A part of me still wants to see him too." You sob out.

"Oh, man dude." Jihoon hushes and scrambles to get some tissue to pat your wet checks with. He stays quiet, letting you sob lightly into the tissues as you keep going, voice breaking here and there as you talk. "I-I know I should be mad and some people would think I'm crazy that I'm worried about him, Jihoon h-he was whimpering when I left. True alphas don't whimper, but I heard him loud and clear. My heart aches and I feel so dumb for that." Jihoon holds out his water bottle for you, he can hear the loud swallow you take to clear your dry throat. As you take a drink from it Jihoon speaks his mind.

"It's not dumb dude, I get it and I haven't even met them all. Yeah, Jungkook fucked up, but he didn't do it with intent to hurt you, that doesn't mean go and forgive him and pretend nothing happened. He needs to apologize for this and try to fix it with you if you'll allow him. But don't beat yourself up for not wanting the guy dead...he's is or was your alpha and you can't just drop those feelings in a second." You blink at Jihoon, the goofy boy who always had a joke to crack seemed so serious as he meets your eyes, a small frown on his face and his brow drawn.

"Do you love them?"

The question makes your heart squeeze in your chest, do you love them? The answer comes so fast that you can feel the blush creeping high on your checks. You duck your head down to look at your hands, fiddling with your fingers as if you could avoid answering the question. Jihoon lets out an assumed sound and playful pokes you cooing at the face you're making.

"Ohhh you so do."

"Shut up idiot."

You weakly punch his arm and let your hand drop into your lap. "I'm still upset though, I'm worried about him, but I don't want to see him yet." Jihoon nods in understanding, taking a swing of the water bottle when you pass it back. "Understandable, you love him but you haven't forgiven any of them, and that's okay. Don't think you have to fix this, because you don't. They're the ones that fucked up and they're the ones that need to fix it." You let your head fall back into the couch behind you as you stare at the high ceiling of the nice apartment.

"What if I can't forgive them though? What if when I see him I can't handle him being near me? What if I can't ever trust them again?" Jihoon's head follows back with yours dropping down onto the couch too.

"Then...at least the mate mark will fade if you don't complete it."

You hate that fact brings a sour feeling in your mouth/
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Later that night you get a text from Myung, expressing his desire to see you. You figured it was the contract, and lazily text him back Jihoon's address as you cuddle with said male on the couch watching more bad teens movies.

"Is he boss man?" Jihoon mutters when he sees the text you're sending. You give a small snort and shake your head before pausing. "I mean in a way, he's the manager, not the CEO." Jihoon lets out a hum of understanding before getting up, you lazily groaning as the walking furnace leaves you. "Oh stop, I'll go pick us up a pizza and give you guys privacy. I won't be too far so call if you need me okay?" You give a nod and watch as Jihoon collects his jacket and wallet, bending down his dark curls tickle your forehead when he presses a kiss to your head.

"Bye packmate." You grin into the pillow. "We're a pretty small pack," You holler when he heads towards the door a laugh bursting out as he rounds the corner.

"I can still take down those Bangtan kids!"

Only ten minutes pass as you blindly watch the show before you hear your phone go off, Myung expressing he's here over text. You tell him the code of Jihoon's place and get up slowly, your pills wearing off but it's still too early for another dosage. So you accept the uncomfortable feeling and try your best not to further it as you shuffle to the door. You open in the second you hear a soft knock and peek out slightly, maybe a little paranoid Myung brought one of the boys.

But you see his sad smile and an unfamiliar woman you open the door wider.

"I'm sorry our meeting is about this." Myung expresses when you let him in, he steps in and motions at the elder women behind him. The omega, her scent gives her away, gives you a warm smile, and holds a hand out for you to shake. "I'm Cho, I work under Bighit, sorry we had to meet his way." You shake her warm hand and manage a shrug as the two take off their shoes. You silently lead them to the kitchen area and wave at them to take a seat at the small dining table Jihoon had. You offer water but Myung gently pushes you to sit down and express if you need anything. You give the fatherly figure a shake of your head and watch as he settles into the seat across from you.

"Cho is the one who wrote up the contract so she is here to break it." Myung explains as he starts pulling the thick booklet out. "We're here to terminate the contract completely, conditions will be all gone, but you will still get the rest of the year salary with the bonus if you had spent your heat with the boys and etc." Cho nods along to everything Myung says and pulls out some paperwork you assume is for you. You blink, mind overloaded with the information, you don't know much about contracts, but if it really that easy? And you get all the pay still?

Cho smiles at you softly when she sees the confusion all over your face, placing a gentle hand on your arm she pats you. "Ending this contract would be good for both ends, it's why it seems too easy." You fiddle with the paper in front of you and give a frown at it. "But...it feels wrong taking all this money, I didn't even last half the year." You say, it does feel wrong though, you know a company like Big Hit won't miss the money, but just taking it seems wrong to you. Myung shakes his head at your response and waves his hand out for you to stop. "Dear, please I talked to Mr. Bang Si-Hyuk about it and he insists that you take it, the money is already going to be transferred to your account." You give a shaky nod, knowing there's no way to fight that and a part of you is in relief you can pay off your debts still.

As Cho runs down the termination of the contract with you with a kind smile you speak up again when she asks if you have any questions before you sign off the new paperwork. You look over at Myung and fiddle with your fingers. "Do the boys agree to this?" You ask softly, a part of you was hoping they would be the ones to say break the contract, to show a step forward. But your other side isn't surprised Myung is the one to work this fast, probably use to fixing up PR messes with the boys.

Myung gives you a look you can only think of as fatherly, he runs a hand over his peppering black hair and drags it over his face. "I haven't spoken to the boys yet other than what had happened, and that's only because I'm upset with them. What they did was not fair to you. I haven't spoken to them on breaking the contract yet, I'm going to see them tomorrow to let them know it's over, that way if they want to see you to apologize it's on your terms and not theirs." You give a nod of understanding and pick up the pen, letting Cho point out where you need to sign.

You stay seated on the chair as they collect their paperwork, Myung reaches to give your a loose side hug across your shoulders, you smile at the fatherly touch. Cho starts to walk towards the door to put her shoes on while Myung lingers next to you. "I don't want you to think I'm defending the boys, because I'm not. What they did was bad and I wouldn't blame you for not wanting to see them ever again." Myung starts as he lowers down onto a knee to look up at you. You look down at your spot from the chair and nod for him to continue.

"I just want you to know, Jungkook does really care for you. They all do, I haven't seen the group in such peace in a really long time. You really helped fix the balance and was there to help the boys when they needed that. Hell, I think Namjoon's blood pressure finally went down." Myung jokes and you can't help but to crack a sad smile when you think about the stressed alpha. "They messed up bad, I know they did and you can tell them to screw off if you want. But just please don't think Jungkook bite you to force you to be with him or make you feel obligated to stay. He's a good kid that is still struggling with his alpha." You give a hesitate nod and let Myung give your arm a gentle squeeze before he comments he's going to go.

Your eyes don't move from the floor when you hear the door click close. Your head goes back to look into the bright light of the kitchen as you stare into it, trying to keep the tears at bay.

"Fuck."

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A few days pass since your whole incident with the boys, you've gone to keeping your phone off and using Jihoon's laptop for social media. You don't have to be at work until the next week and the only person you text, other than the boys, is with you. You spend the few days with Jihoon, distracting yourself with your readings, and try to get a head start on some assignments, anything to keep you from turning your phone on and seeing if the boys messaged you. A part of you is scared, what if they didn't even bother to try to contact you? What if they really didn't care? What is you really are just that omega to them?

Human no, your omega whispers to you, we mean more, you know we mean more, we just need time to heal.

You sigh and hum to her, your omega happily chirping that you responded to her and not just push her thoughts away. You flick at the mouse pad, the word on the screen blurring together as you try to understand the reading. "I need a break." You whine and rub at your eyes. You glance at your phone that sits on the coffee table, picking it up you stare at the glossy black screen for a minute. Jihoon's not home as he has a shift at the coffee shop so you can't even use him to distract you. Whispering a swear you press the power button and watch as the device turns on.

Your eyes widen slightly when your phone starts blowing up with notifications, you quickly mute the sound as the dings were starting to get annoying fast. You've gotten multiple messages from either from each of the boys, at least from what you could tell, your phone still loading up all the messages. After a few seconds the notification stop popping up and you take a break in thanks. "They're gonna break it." You mumble to yourself but can't help to crack the smallest smile when you see they did message you.

Swiping past your home screen you debate going to the messages, but see that your inbox is full, opting for the second option as scrolling up to read everything sounds a little overwhelming you call your message box and punch in the password. You have a limit on how many messages your inbox can hold, humoredly only seven fit. You know the boys know that as one time when you had visited after an interview, you had shared a funny story of your father not understanding how to leave a message and had called you seven times, filling up in your inbox and kept thinking your prerecorded message of "Leave a message!" was you pulling a prank on him.

Shifting on the couch you let out a whine when you feel the slight discomfort the stitches bring, the pain only flares up if you sit a certain way, or use the bathroom. Your phone in a robotic voice tells you there are seven new messages and lists of the first one.

"...I figured you wouldn't pick up but fuck please answer me." Yoongi.

"I know I always said your scent was a lot for me, and that it made my alpha and me go crazy, but you're more than that you know? You're more than just a cute omega to me. I would go to that shop to work on lyrics just see you be you. I started playing a game and see if I could tell which smile was your fake customer service one and which was a genuine one. I think I got it spot on each time if I'm honest. I would listen in to your conversations with your friend, I loved hearing you talk about your classes and what was happening in them, you sound so passionate about it I loved every second." Yoongi cuts himself off with a shaky sigh and you hear shifting on the other side of the phone.

"You're more than an omega to me, and I'm sorry if I ever made you feel that way. Please, just, fuck, just let me know how you are okay?"

Your phone speaks, calling the next new message.

"I did some research and please make sure you don't pull any stitches but doing too much activity. I know you like working out but please don't do anything intense until the stitches are out. Did your doctor give you medication? Is it the right dosage? Make sure you're taking it with food okay? Are you drinking enough water? I know peeing can be painful but make sure you're still getting enough water in you. I-I hope you're still eating well, make sure you don't forget to prepare a meal so you don't just order out or eat nothing okay? You look healthier lately I hope you keep it up." Jin cuts himself off with a short sigh.

"I'm sorry, I'm the oldest I should have been more aware of what was happening and controlled him. He's young it's my fault just as much as it's Jungkook's. We're so, so, sorry pup."

The robotic voice announces the third message.

"Please, please, please don't leave me in the dark like this. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, but please just answer me and talk to me yeah? Even if it's just to cuss me off and tell me you hate me. I'll take anything over silence. Y-You know my grandpa told me once he messed up bad with my grandma when he was courting her and every day he apologized and explained why he was wrong until she forgave him? I'll do it for you, I'll apologize every single day until I die if I have to. I was wrong, we were all wrong for what happened, but don't leave me, don't leave us please." Taehyung's deep voice cracks with a choked sob as he lets out a watery sound to compose himself.

"I'll do anything for you to forgive me."

"Fourth new message."

Jimin sounds like he's hyperventilating over the phone. "The day you came to our dance practice to stop me and Hobi from fighting I said liking you was basic science. I-I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I-I didn't mean it, baby. I swear I didn't mean it like that. It was just a dumb thing I didn't think through, god the fact you still went to us after I had said that...I don't deserve that. I'm sorry, and I'll keep saying sorry if you let me even talk to you again. Maybe at first I was attracted to you because of your status, but it's not like that anymore I swear, you're more to me than just an omega I don't care about that. Y-You're my person. I crave being around you and I'm always thinking about you. P-Please I'm sorry, I'm so sorry pup, just please tell me you're okay?"

The dull voice counts the next message.

"I'm such an idiot, I can't believe I forgot what Jimin had said to you that day. I should have said something right then, but my dumbass hormones got the best of me. He's wrong, you know he was wrong, right? You mean so much more to us than your status, how could you not? You fit so perfectly with us all it's like a dream. I'm sorry that we caused you pain, I'm sorry we ever made you think that we only liked you for you omega. Pretty girl, our alphas call for you, but we call for you too. The idea that you might not want to see me ever again b-breaks me, but if it's what y-you want...I'll respect it. Please just know I'm so deeply sorry." Hoseok lets out a deep sigh before whispering a goodbye.

"Sixth new message."

"Hi pup," Namjoon's voice is almost a whisper over the line. "Are you okay? Is there much pain? Jin was saying it shouldn't be terrible, but I'm still really worried. I know I'm probably one of the last ones you want to hear from, because what had happened is my fault. I'm the leader and alpha and I should of been looking out for you more, especially if I saw you as packmate." The confessions makes your hand go tighter across the phone. "That's dumb, isn't it? Seeing you as my mate when I couldn't even confess to you, I'm such an idiot. I should have protected you better, I promised you could let go and look at what happened. I failed as pack leader but I failed you more." The dry sad laugh quickly turns into a choked sob and soon, Namjoon is sobbing into the phone.

"Please pup, please, please just talk to me. Text me, anything. Tell me to fuck off and you hate my guts, that's okay. I-I just need to hear your voice, this silence is driving me crazy."

"Final new message."

You don't hear anything at first, just deep pants for a few seconds before a cry is released. A deep, heart-wrenching sob that makes your own breath hitch. It goes on for a bit, the person on the other end trying to comprise themselves.

"B-baby-"

Jungkook, of course, it is.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" He wails into the phone through his harsh pants. "I-I don't even know what happened, I didn't even notice my mouth opening to bite you. I know I can't pin this all on my stupid alpha, because it's my fault too. I should have realized a while ago I need more help to get control, I should have sought someone else other than Namjoon to help cause now-fuck- now you hate him too but he doesn't deserve that. N-Namjoon loves you, I love you, we all love you and of course I'm the one who ruined it for us all." You almost want to hang up with how Jungkook is making the pit in your stomach grow more and more as he rambles on.

"E-Even if you can't forgive me, that's okay. The bite will go and you won't be bound to me, just know. I-I love you (Y/N)."

Your voice mail asks if you want to hear the messages again, you hit no and let your phone drop to your lap as you are at it. You don't even process that you have a notification glaring up at you, and for a second you think about throwing your phone because your heart can't handle another message from the boys right now. A look down through shows it's an email from some gossip email you get from a random sign up you did when you were younger. You're so used to swiping to clear the notification you hand is already holding it down to do so, but you stop when you actually read the short sentence explaining the email.

'ARMY IN UPROAR! WHAT IS WRONG WITH BTS'S JUNGKOOK?'

Notes:

Firstly I want t to give credit to Spield !!! This lovely reader has been a supporter since day one and leaves such nice comments. They came up with the idea of 'what is the public finds out' and clearly I'm kinda using that route a bit. So gotta give credit when it's due!!

Thank you also all for the birthday wishes :) don't guess how old I am I'll cry I hate aging, but forever young bitch.

I hope you all like this path I took, don't think she's forgiven the boys guys! I was trying to emphasize her issue is that hey she does still love them, feelings don't turn off that fast, but she doesn't know if she forgives them yet. Out boys still in the hot seat.

Did you like the messages from the males? Which one hit the most?

Can we all also agree Jihoon is best boy

Leave me your thoughts! I love reading your guys ideas and speculations because it sparks inspiration in me. Thank you all for the comments last chapter!

Chapter 29: twenty nine

Summary:

building blocks

Notes:

oof she's early

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

You hate gossip blogs.

Staring up at the ceiling of Jihoon's bedroom you ignore the fact that the sun is starting to peek through the windows, indicating you barely slept a wink, and try your best to ignore the dark hole in your belly. Jihoon had walked in before you could click on the email to see the gossip article and you had almost thrown your phone away from you when you heard him. Throughout the night you had helped Jihoon with dinner, forcing laughs and listening as he ranted about customers from the shop.

Your phone felt so heavy in your pocket.

You look over the device on your nightstand and roll onto your side, giving in and reaching out for it. You ignore the text notifications on your phone, the boys most likely realizing their texts were going through and had bombarded your phone again. You swipe to Twitter and are not shocked when you see #WHATSWRONGIWTHJUNGKOOK trending. Siting up on your elbows you click the hashtag and start scrolling trying to understand from the scattered tweets on what exactly is happening to Jungkook.

After a few seconds of seeing fans pushing Jungkook to take care of himself, you see a popular tweet with the heading of 'What's wrong with Jungkook?' you click on the expand tweet button and flick down for the concerns of the fans. have. You see a video with a small explanation that the Twitter user could fit and lip the words softly to yourself.

'During Taehyung's V-Live for his OST release, what sounds like whimpering (?) was heard in the background during the start.'

You heart clenches when you see Taehyung in the video, the background is simple but you can tell from the angle he is still in the dorms from the small desk behind him. He doesn't look good, you can see the dark bags under his eyes and the way his skin looks pasty even with his tan. His hair looks freshly washed, the damp strands falling into his eyes. He greets the fans, explaining the song that is about to drop and it sounds very forced with the smiles he tries to put on. You know most fans won't pick up on it, Taehyung is an actor for a reason, but you catch the way he bits down on his lip and how he avoided looking directly into the camera. His words sound practiced too, as he's reading a script and he probably is you figure, you almost forget why you're watching the video until you hear a small sound.

A whimper followed by a soft hush.

Taehyung eyes flicker briefly behind the camera before he brings the phone closer and speaks a little louder, eyes looking to the side to read out some fan comments. The whimper get's louder and you can hear some hush voices whispering back and forth to each other as Taehyung reads out another comment.

Jungkook's bite throbs.

You follow the thread and look at the caption for the next video,

'When Taehyung leaves to find Jimin, you get a glimpse of Jungkook in the background, and it's brief but Idk guys he doesn't look good'

Taehyung looks beyond the camera and get's up, saying he's going to find Jimin and starts to move towards the door, but for a split second, the editor pausing the video and circling the figures you can make out Namjoon's his honey brown hair making your heart stop for a second and next to him is a small curled up figure on the couch,

Jungkook.

The pause and stare at the screen, trying to make out the boy from the slightly blurry image. His head is bowed and focused on something in his hand, his phone, you realize now, he's staring down at his phone which you can only think briefly maybe is him trying to message you, if you could get your hopes up that much. Namjoon is on his left side, head bowed as if he's hushing something to Jungkook. You let the video play again and the next frame is circling around Jungkook's face, pausing you stare at the slightly clearly image.

A bruise is blossoming around his face, his eyes red and the skin around is irrated from the rubbing, his hair looks like it's oily as you know he doesn't put much hair product in it and-

god his neck.

You can't make out exactly what it looks like, even when you try to zoom in on the video, but what you see makes your stomach sink. The skin where a mate mark would lay is red, it almost looks like it's bleeding from how bright the area looks, and when you click the next video you see in a split second, Jungkook's hand going to his neck before Namjoon pins it down.

Your whole body feels numb, expect where Jungkook had bite you,

that area throbs.

You press a hand against the bite that is starting to scab and flick through the comments, breath held as you read what the fans are thinking. Most think it's Jungkook being stressed. some think maybe something happened in his family, one tweet though makes your heart stop.

'Uh, this might be a long shot, but this looks like a rejected alpha.'

It's not a popular tweet, only a few hundred likes and a few replies, but it's enough for you to worry. What if the fanbase finds out? What is the tweet starts rumors? Your eyes flicker back to the screen and you can't help but to let out a tiny whimper when you see how distressed Jungkook looks.

You might be mad at him, but your feelings are clearly still there.

And your heart aches for the alpha.

You flop back on the bed and can't help but feel torn when you let your phone fall asleep. A part of you is still scared of Jungkook, but another part feels silly, the kid is crying and clearly a mess, what are you so afraid of?

"That he just loves my omega." You answer yourself in the barely lightroom, the bitter truth feeling gross on your tongue. Even though Jugnkook admitted when you both had sex that he's had feelings for you for a while and that it was your omega at first that drew him in. What makes his feelings os different now?

'He expressed qualities he liked about us human,' your omega pipes up and you can't help but to give a small smile from how meek her voice sounds, clearly thinking you'll snap at her. "I know," you breathe to her. "I know, I know my stubborn ass knows I'm more than that. I'm just...scared I guess." You curl into a ball on your side and can't help but let the built-up thoughts out, even if it was just to your own omega. "I hate the idea of being vulnerable, of letting my omega out and I finally did and look where I ended up." You press your eyes close to keep the tears at bay when you press your knees closer to your chest.

"I know it was his alpha, I know it was so fast Namjoon couldn't keep up, I know I shouldn't act like they did this on purpose. But it's hard, that trust is gone and I don't know if we can rebuild it again." You admit to your omega and you feel her croon in response when the smell of sadness seeps out of you. " I want to push this all behind me and just go to them, but I'm scared of how I'm gonna feel when I really see them. And If I can even get past everything that happens, what if Jungkook touches me and I freeze, what if Namjoon promises me something and I don't believe him, what if they all tell me they love me and I think it's just cause of my stupid status." You let out a shaky breath, wet with how bad you're trying to hold back the sob that wants to be let out-

Arms pull you to a warm chest.

"I heart you whimpering." Jihon houses as an explanation and pushes your nose into his scent glands, the smell of him, like an ocean breeze, fills your nose. You press your nose closer to his neck and drink up the smell. The feel of your packmate so close calms you slightly and you let Jihoon rock you back and forth patting your back slightly. It's quite like that for a bit, Jihoon just softly humming to you as you try to choke down your sobs and calm yourself down.

"S-Sorry," you finally breathe out and pull your self away from the ocean smell. "I overreacted-" Jihoon makes a sound of protest in his throat and shakes his head. "Don't say that, you aren't overreacting at all, I heard you talk to your omega. Everything you're feeling makes sense and don't you dare try to tell yourself it doesn't." You give him a appreciate smile and place your head back down on his chest, eyes fluttering shut for a second and allow the beta to scent you to calm down his own beta.

"I wanna ask, what do you want to do dude?" Jihoon hushes as he pauses rubbing his check over your head. You let the questions sink in for a moment, what do you want to do? Do you want to shut the boys out? Do you want to see them? Do you want to scream at them?

"I-I think I want to fix it," you breathe out and feel Jihoon nod, pushing you to speak. "I need time, but I..I don't want them out of my life." You pull back to gauge the reaction of Jihoon, wondering if he is against it.

You're meet with the brown skin male giving you a bright smile.

"That's an amazing start dude."
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"You could just stay with me you know," Jihoon mutters as he pulls into your apartment complex. You give him a side look and can't help but to grin at the small pout on his lips.

" I can't afford your rent spoiled brat."

"I mean I can help-"

"Nope." You coo and reach out to pat his cheek. Jihoon lets out a groan and turns his car off once he's parked. Before you could ever get out he's out of the car and opening the door for you, helping you out of the vehicle. "I know I'm hurt down there, but I won't like rip them." You comment and watch the small blush filled Jihoon's face at the mention of your stitches. He gives a small shrug but doesn't let go of your arm as you both start walking into the complex. "Just making sure." He says with a small smile.

Your week off is almost up and you pushed Jihoon to take you back to your apartment as work would start soon and you needed to get back on the wavelength of school. You both talked casually as you waited for the elevator to bring you to your little home.

"Are you sure you don't want me to bring you to your appointment today? I don't have a lecture until the evening." You give a shake fo your head and press the button to the floor you live on and lean against the mirrored wall. "No Samuel already offered and you try saying no to a pregnant omega, I think his nurturing skills are already kicking in." You joke and Jihoon lets out a hum with a nod as he leans next to you. "Let me know what the doctor says though okay?" You give a nod to Jihoon and you both file out of the metal box when the doors slide open.

You pull out your keys and unlock the door, your roommate is probably home locked away in her room, she probably wouldn't even notice you're back-

"Oh thank god!"

You and Jihoon blink at the tiny girl standing by the doorway near the living room. You cock your head and shuffle in more to let Jihoon through. "What's up?" You question the girl as you slide your shoes off along with Jihoon and add the short hallway towards your roommate. "Did the pipe wear out again? I can call-"

"Please tell your alphas to stop sending this shit!"

You stop abruptly and Jihoon almost crashes into the back, but the tall boy tries his best to stop himself. "What the-" he splutters when he saves himself but looks over your head and snaps his mouth close.

Your small living room is jam-packed with...everything. Flowers take up the whole floor, chocolates and piled on the table, boxes of brand names clothes, and a quick look in the attached kitchen shows the numerous amount of take out containers from high-end restaurants.

"Oh shit, they're like courting, courting you." Jihoon breathes as he peers down at the nearest box filled with clothes, from a brand his rich parents don't even buy from. Your roommate waves around the room with a large sigh. "They keep sending shit here two days after you left, I keep saying no to the delivery people but they don't listen!" You give an assumed smile as you eye the nearest bouquet, the baby breaths standing out to you as you pick up the vase slowly. Taking a small sniff you hum in content as the lovely smell before you catch the small card attached to it.

'I will love you forever if you allow me," T.K

You smile softly at the one line and turn to see your roommate ranting at Jihoon peers into a bag and makes a happy sound when he sees the shiny cover of chocolate. He shoves a piece into his mouth and chews loudly cutting your roommate off. He peers down at the small note attached and reads it with his mouth full. "'I love you more than I love chocolate and that's saying something. -J.P' ewww man." Jihoon moans around his candy ignoring the disturbed look you and your roommate give him. "That's gross, ew." Jihoon grunts and shoves another piece into his mouth, you rolling your eyes as he smacks his lips loudly.

"What even happened? Weren't you with them? Stuff keeps showing up at our door every day and hey I appreciate the food over my ramen, but I'm running out of space!" You roommate cries and motions at the filled up room. "And I love flower but they either keep sending those ones or whatever that is." The girl motions to the group of deep purple flowers, in a cluster you walk towards the beauties and let your hand float over them. " I haven't seen these flowers before." You comment as you lean down and take a breath of the purple flowers.

Jihoon hums and leans over your shoulder peering down at the flowers as he smacks loudly on another piece of chocolate. "My sisters a florist wait lemme think," the boy drawls and squints at the two different types of flowers filling the room.

"Oh! Okay baby breaths, the white ones, mean everlasting love and the purple hyacinth mean I'm sorry basically in flower language. That's pretty impressive, I remember working at her shop most guys just bought roses to say sorry. At least these are more original." Jihoon can't help but glance down at you, watching as a small smile is on your face as you play gently stroke over the buddle of purple hyacinth. Your hands flick over the note ties on the bow and Jihoon lets his eyes read the small writing.

"A ray of light cutting through my shadow. You flipped my life that had been dark. Maybe I'm nothing, Before I met you, I was nobody." -Y.M

You stare at the words with a sad smile, your heart clenching. "God damnit." You mutter to yourself pressing a hand over your eyes, finding small comfort in the way Jihoon pats your shoulder. You shake your head and give your annoyed roommate a small smile. "I'll clean this up and ask them to lay off, sorry about this all." She gives a small nod and turns on her heel heading towards her bedroom before pausing. You cock your head when she gives you an innocent smile over her shoulder.

"I mean maybe let whoever S.K keeps sending over those meals."
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Samuel pulls into the familiar parking lot of the dorms where the boys of Bangtan stay. He takes out his key and can't help but to smile at the bag sitting in the passenger seat, picking up the worn-out reusable bag the omega hums to himself as he clicks the door close and starts walking in the dark parking lot towards the dorm.

The boys have been staying there since the whole disaster, Samuel figures it is because they wanna stay close as pack mates, all the boys a mess of feelings right now.

And of course, to take care of Jungkook.

Samuel frowns to himself when he remembers the youngest, he was safe to say a mess. The company had to do damage control when he was seen in Taehyung's V-Live, Samuel knew doing the live stream was risky, but the OST was released that same day and the company needed Taehyung to push it. Samuel sighed and rubs at his neck when he remembers the amount of press he had to call, they had made up a false story, that Jungkook was just upset about a personal issue and that the redness on his neck was a flare-up of eczema.

"KId doesn't even have eczema," Samuel mutters to himself as he nods at the security waiting on the first floor. He starts heading towards the elevator and while he waits for it he can't help but smile down at the bag in his hand.

It is filled to the brim with some of your clothes.

When Samuel had taken you to your check-up you had asked him to wait before he pulled away in his car. He watches with confused eyes as you stumbled into your complex before coming down ten minutes later with a bag hauled in your right hand. Samuel had stepped out of the car and let himself take the bag from you as you held it out for him.

"What's this?" Samuel had commented as he peered into the stuffed bag. You give a shrug and keep your eyes on your feet as you shuffle them on the pavement. "I scented some of my clothes and a blanket, I thought um." Samule watches a bit asumed when you stutter out your words and don't look up at him.

" I was reading about mating and bonds, and I can't imagine how Jungkook feels without his, uh, his own bite. They said scenting was a big thing for newly mated pairs so...I don't know it's dumb." You had hushed out and go to reach for the bag, but Samuel had kept a tight grip and gives you a warm smile shaking his head.

"It's not dumb, go on."

You let out a shaky breath and allow your fingers to slip away from the bag. "Well I don't really want to see him, it's too early, but I don't want him to be in pain? So I thought maybe giving him some scented things would help." You say in a small voice and Samuel can't help but to reach up and ruffle your hair under his large palm. "I'm sure he'll be over the moon about it." Samuel had cooed to you and you smiled softly at his words allowing the elder to muss your hair.

"Is he really bad?" You asked finally asked when Samuel started to say his goodbye, the male omega gave you a look filled with pity when he meets your eyes and Samuel wished he could of lied to your for a second when your face dropped as he uttered,

"He's a disaster."

Samuel was jerked out of his thoughts when the elevator dings, arriving at the male's private floor. He starts his trek down the long hall and can't help but to muss what will happen with you and the boys. Samuel in no way is letting the males off the hook and refuses to be the middle man for them to see you, yet he's happy to see you not livid at the seven alphas.

Samuel knew the males all truly loved you, though that doesn't excuse what they did, he does hope in the end he can see both parties healed and happy.

"Oh, steroid alpha! Special delivery!" Samuel calls when he unlocks the door with the company card. He kicks off his shoes and pads into the dorm, doing his best to ignore the mess surrounding the place when he enters the large living room. A smile of pity can't help but reach his lips when the first alpha he sees is Hoseok, the happy pill of Bangtan looking like death with dark eye bags and hollow cheekbones. "Hi Samuel." The alpha mumbles from his curled up position on the couch. Samuel gives a soft greeting and looks at what Hoseok is starting at,

your nest.

"Her scents gone from it," Jimin mumbles as he steps into the room, nodding at Samuel the shorter alpha stumbles next to Hoseok and flops down. Both dancers don't break their eyes away from the soft-looking nest and Samuel can't help but make a sound of pity in the back of his throat. The omega opens his mouth to tell them to gather all the boys, knowing there were enough articles of your clothes for each of the males, but Taehyung stumbles in next from the passageway and calls for Samuel.

"How was her checkup? Is she okay? Is she healing well? H-How is she?" The tan male stutters out as he throws the questions at Samuel. The other two alphas on the couch perk up and look at Samuel, clearly waiting for the information. Samuel runs a hand over his shorter black hair and tries his best to give the boys a warming smile. "She's okay, the check-up was fine the cut is healing well. She's...I mean she's not 100% obviously, she's sad and still hurt." Jimin bites his lip when he hears the last part and can't help but bow his head to his knees biting back a whimper.

"But she gave-!" Samuel get's cut off when the two oldest and the next ones stumbling in.

"Oh good, is she eating everything I sent? I made sure to add more protein-heavy meals since she wasn't eating much when she was here, I don't want her to just fill up on carbs and fat. Did she like the pork? I know she doesn't eat it much but I thought it would be a change of taste for her." Jin babbles on and Samuel notes the way he's gripping down on his long shirt, a nervous habit Jin has. Samuel opens his mouth to respond but Yoongi is faster to speak up.

"Did she say anything about the flowers? Did she ask for the meanings? Did she like them?" The pale rapper asks in a rapid-fire manner that Samuel honestly blank out for a second. The five males are staring at him from all corners in the room and he's a bit lost on what he wants to share and what he should keep to himself to respect you.

"Um, I think she said she liked the pork? Or was that about the flowers? Wait um, no she wasn't eating I think cause she was with Jihoon-oh fuck."

Samuel swallows when the pheromones of bitterness start leaking out of the alphas.

"Jihoon? Her beta friend? Why the fuck was she with him?" Hoseok snaps and sits up, the foreign feeling of bitter jealously filling up his veins. "She didn't eat any of it? So she was with him this whole week?" Yoongi's jaw is clenching from where Samuel stands and the omega curses at himself when he realizes the issue his slip up has caused.

"Wait okay, listen, he's harmless-"

"God is that the smell she had on her when I first went over? God she reeked of him, and she spent her whole week when she was supposed to be with us, with him?" Taehyung spits out the last word and his large hands go to tug at his messy curly hair, lips growing back into a snarl at the thought of you being scented by someone not in his pack, you probably had smelt so sweet too, the after-effects of your heat. And the stupid beta was the one who got to drink it up, not Taehyung.

"Guys for the love-" Samuel gets cut off again when Namjoon peers into the room behind Jin and Yoongi and confused look on the tired alpha's face.

"Why do you all smell like murder?"

"Because of a stupid ass named Jihoon, is he tall? Is he muscular? She always just talked about his jokes. Namjoon, Yoongi you both saw him at the coffee shop, did he ever look at her like us? Did he flirt? Did he-"

The male omega has never wanted to shove a fist down Jimin's mouth any more than he does now.

Feeling a vein throb in his head as the males try prying answers out of the rappers Samuel closes his eyes to take a deep breath, he's not shocked at the boys don't pick up on your scent off the clothes, the direct source was always stronger. Scents off other items need to be closer to get the proper smell of it, but god if the guys just shut up Samuel would happily throw out your t-shirts for them all. The omega opens his eyes, ready to snap at all the males, but is cut off when a soft whimper breaks through the arguments and Jungkook pushes past the alphas huddled around the entranceway.

"I smell (Y/N)."

Samuel wants to thank the true alpha senses for once in his life.

Though the omega bites back down the comment when he sees the mess Jungkook is in. The youngest member looks thinner than last time Samuel saw him and he knew the kid was holding down his meals. Jungkook expresses his stomach is always in knots. The black doe eyes the fans love so much are surrounded by dark eye bags, as Jungkook says he can't sleep because every time he closes his eyes he just sees your face filled with hatred for the male. And his bruise caused my Yoongi was now an ugly yellow and green color. But the worst was Jungkook's neck.

The boy, Samuel and Myung have tried everything to stop Jungkook from hurting his own neck, yet the male always found a way around it. Samuel had overheard Jungkook explaining to Jin, when the omega had come for the daily visit, his empty mate mark is constantly feeling like it's on fire. The skin feels wrong, and no matter how much ice, cooling lotion, cold water Jungkook is forced to put on, the pain doesn't stop. He's gone to ripping at his skin, Samuel thanks god the alpha has short bitten nails, as he's not breaking too much skin. But the constant picking and rubbing has caused the area to be inflamed, scabs that Jungkook always picks off dotting with blood and everyone always finds the true alpha rubbing at his neck any time of the day.

Even though Jungkook had messed up, Samuel still feels pity for the kid.

"Yeah, Jungkook." Samuel breaths as he watches the once loud, proud, true alpha shift closer, nose crinkly, and he eyes the bag clutched in Samuel's hand.

"(Y/N) wanted to give this to you, she scented some things for you hoping it would help."

All the alphas feel the hope raise in their chest for a second.

You gifting the boys your scent, that's a good sign, right?

Namjoon watches as Jungkook rips the bag out of Samuel hand's and pulls the first thing out, a soft-looking knit sweater that Namjoon has seen you wear a few times. Jungkook shoves his face into the fabric and lets out a shaky groan when he's hit will your scent. The other members let him have his moment, they all still hold a little anger towards the boy, but in the end, they all knew what had happened was on their head too. Jungkook's knees crash to the floor as he curls himself around the fabric, his shoulders shaking and the boys ignore the soft cries escaping Jungkook.

"I-Is she forgiving us?" Hoseok asks the dreaded question into the mostly silent room. Namjoon is quick though and shakes his head knowing that this was just the start and not forgiveness.

"No, no she isn't, but it's something and we need to make sure we fix this."

Notes:

oof someone give Samuel a raise

Hello my darlings I am back with a little angst but some fluff sprinkled on!
I hope you all enjoyed this chapter and like this forgiveness arc and how I'm taking it, ya feelings don't go away so fast man
and at least we know reader-chan is willing to fix it, girl just needs some times
but oof hows that reunion gonna be??

I also want to apologize if the next chapter is a bit later, I'm applying for my masters this month and it's gonna be a stress-filled mess

You all know I love, love, LOVE reading your thoughts and views on the chapter,
so how do you think the boys should try to fix the gap since reader-chan is showing she's willing to try?
Thank you all for the comments last time and I hope you're all safe!

ps. I'm Canadian but YOU'RE FIRED TRUMP

Chapter 30: thirty

Summary:

one shot, two shot

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The bridge of forgiveness starts with Taehyung.

Namjoon isn't shocked when one evening, almost a full two weeks after they had seen you, to not see Taehyung in the dorm. Namjoon had peered around the whole dorm, expecting to see the fellow alpha hiding somewhere, yet he didn't get a glimpse of Taehyung. Padding back into the hall Namjoon sends a text to the member, asking where he is.

Taehyung: i just wanna see her

Namjoon pauses in the hallway and sighs deeply, the rest of the boys knew Taehyung would be the most likely to slip out and see you, Namjoon always knew the boy was a bit more rebellious. Jungkook would of been a worry if it wasn't for how much of a mess the youngest member was.

Speaking of Jungkook.

Namjoon pockets his phone and heads towards Jungkook's bedroom, Jin pushes his way out of the room and gives a small nod to the leader. Namjoon can't help but to notice the dark bags under Jin's eyes and how dull the other alpha's skin looks. "I got him to hold down some soup," Jin mumbled to Namjoon, eyes downcast to the tray that holds the empty bowl. "Jin," Namjoon breathes and reaches a hand out to place on the elder's broad shoulder.

"How are you feeling?"

Jin blinks down at the tray before looking up at Namjoon, as the elder Jin had been so busy making sure Jungkook doesn't tear the skin of his neck that he barely even looked after himself. Hearing the question from Namjoon makes Jin do his own self-assessment. His body is fine, technically, Jin does the normal exercise when he wakes up, breaks his fast with his breakfast, showers, half-asses his skincare lately, checks on Jungkook and the rest of the boys before trying to feed the true alpha breakfast. He then calls and makes sure the delivery service sent you your food and to add a note of sorry from Jin. The rest of the day is spent watching Jungkook, dragging the rest of the boys to dance practice for the upcoming comeback, goes back to the dorm, has dinner, feeds Jungkook, and goes to bed.

Jin hasn't slept a full night since the incident

His alpha goes crazy in his head once the moon is out, growing and whimpering about how he's failed his omega. Begging Jin to got to you to fix everything, 'what is she's not eating' the alpha frets, 'what if she's not resting well, what if she's stressed, bring a deer her omega will love that'. Jin's alpha only makes the elder worry and thinks about you more and more, the silence was killing Jin. The only connection they had with you was the scented clothes you give to Samuel for Jungkook, the male omega coming every few days to take the old batch and give them a new one. Jungkook waiting at the door every time for your scented clothes.

And maybe Jin had snuck a t-shirt from the bag and pressed it against his scent glands at night.

"Jin?" Namjoon's deep voice breaks the elder alpha from his running thoughts. "Sorry," Jin breaths and tries his best to give a smile. "In all honestly I feel like a mess, my family pack is known for treating omegas well, my dad still treats my mom like gold. I was taught my whole life about how to treat an omega and especially a true status one. Yet the first one I really love and this is how it turned out? All those lessons in courting for nothing, all those dreams of being the perfect mate is down the drain." Jin bites down on his plump lip when Namjoon squeezes his shoulder to ground the member.

"I honestly feel like a failure Namjoon," Jin admits quietly to the pack leader. Namjoon matches Jin's frown and both alphas bow their heads. "You're not Jin, you're the one who went above and beyond for her heat and she knows that. You're the perfect alpha for her. She'll come around, we're holding onto that Jin. She keeps sending clothes for Jungkook that shows she still cares." Jin gives a small nod and takes a deep breath before stepping past Namjoon to head towards the kitchen.

"Taehyung went over to her place," Namjoon says to the male, Jin looks over his shoulder and gives a small smile.

"You always knew he wouldn't listen well."
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"When the hell did he go over this?"

You groan to yourself as you stare at prep questions for your upcoming exam. The mock test in your hands was supposed to help you for the final exam coming up, yet the questions have you flipping through notes and powerpoints from whenever the hell the professor even covered this subject. "He barely even touched upon this stuff." You grumble to yourself and open up another tab on your laptop, already pulling up the site of the academic journals knowing you would have to teach yourself the theory you need to apply.

You sit in your self-pity as you muss over readings, munching on the food Jin has sent to your house, you had noticed he had upped the amount for two people your roommate happily eating the meals also. The said beta girl let you knew she would be gone the whole night, opting to stay with her boyfriend. You can't help but feel the bitter taste of jealously in your mouth from the thought. The idea of going over to the boy's place is tempting, you're sure Namjoon and Jin would help with your studies, Yoongi would try but complain about the readings while still doing them, Hoseok would keep you motivated with small snacks and pecks when you got things right, and the youngest-

"They would be no help." You snort to yourself, the youngest three alphas would probably try to distract you and would push you to play games with them. Claiming you were smart enough and who needs to study, didn't you know their math scores? Listen to them. You fiddle with your pen and glance down at your phone. It's been almost two weeks, maybe you should call? Send a text? Pick up one of the many phone calls from Jungkook? Hell, you could probably just go over to the form and it would be fine. It's tempting, it's so tempting for you and you're almost reaching for your keys, but you pause.

"How the hell do I even start this?" You moan to yourself. You think you've forgiven the boys, the most someone can without talking to the second party. Your body is healed and your mind is more clear, your omega chirps happily at the thought of them, and hell you basically do it. The only part of you that's holding back is the fear you still hold, what if you freeze when you see them? You don't know how you'll really act when you see Jungkook, trauma is a weird and delicate thing, what is it gets triggered.

"I won't know if I don't try." You mumble to yourself and can't help but to roll your eyes when omega croons in agreement. You look back down at your phone, the ringer is silenced but you see the flash on the screen of Jungkook trying to call you for the fourth time today. He's lessened up a bit, but had gotten to the pattern of calling right in the morning, before lunch, after lunch, later in the evening, and then somewhere in the AMs when he should be sleeping. You bite your lip as you watch the call stay on your phone and don't think twice when you snatch it up, sliding the answer button across the screen and holding the phone to your ear.

For a second it's silent, and you feel your heart drop in disappointment that maybe the call had already ended and you missed him,

but you hear a soft gasp.

"(Y/N)? I-Is that you pup?" A breathy Jungkook rushes into the phone, your brow furrows and you can't help but let the snarky comment pass your lips.

"Pup? Aren't we around the same age? Don't get too cocky, stupid." You clamp a hand over your mouth, you're screaming at yourself in your head, the first contact you have with Jungkook and you can't even hold back the sassy comments a little? What the hell was wrong with you? You blink at your laptop screen as you don't hear a response for a second, oh god what is he's mad or thinks you're crazy, but soon you hear a small chuckle on the other end, and the ends of your lips start to curl up too.

In a second you're both giggling into the phone, dumb smiles on both your faces.

"I'm sorry wasn't aware I was talking to an alpha female." Jungkook jokes into the phone, smiling so hard on the other side his dry skin feeling tight around his checks. "That's right, you're my bitch now." Your voice drops over the phone, trying to imitate a deeper sound. Jungkook's light-hearted giggle on the other side makes your heart flutter and for a second, everything feels back to normal. It feels just like the normal phone calls you both had before your heat had hit, and you bask in it. It's familiar and it warms your chest and makes a blush crawl up on your checks as you fiddle with the rip in your jeans.

Then Jungkook apologizes.

"I'm sorry, t-thank you for answering, I don't know how to fix this but please, don't shut me out. I-I'll do whatever I can to prove myself to you again if I have to, please I'm just so sorry. T-Talk to me, please? I miss you so much and I need to please, little one please." Jungkook's voice cracks on the last words and soon the male is sobbing into the phone and you feel a pit growing in your stomach with every broken gasps that fills your ear. Your fantasy that everything is fine breaks for a second and you're scrambling to think of what to say to the blabbing alpha who is crying out apologizes on the phone. What should you say? Should you see him? Should you express you need more space? Do you even want space?

Just when you open your mouth to finally respond and cut Jungkook off, loud banging at your front door makes your mouth snap shut. Your head snaps to the area of the sound, the small apartment making the noise loud and clear and you know Jungkook can hear it too as his voice gets a little frantic, spitting out questions of what that noise is and if you're okay. You ignore him and you stare at the door, the banging not letting up and getting louder and louder until a voice starts hollering for you.

"(Y/N)! Pup! Please open! Please, please, pleaseee-"

 

"I-is that Taehyung?" Jungkook's voice is almost a growl when he snarls out the male's name but you don't pay it any attention as you start scrambling up to make the loud alpha shut up, it's late at night and your neighbor is a little old couple that goes to bed at 8 for god's sakes. You hang up on Jungkook who is calling out your name over the phone and trip over your shoes when you scramble to rip the door open.

Taehyung's fists hovers over the air as it was about to smack against the door, your eyes dart over his black slacks, expensive-looking sandals, loose white shirt and meet his widen eyes. His hair had dyed recently, the black color is gone for a soft brown that is parted in the middle, framing his face beautifully and showing off his forehead. The perm has faded and he is left with soft-looking waves that curl outwards. He looks good, but you see the heavy bags under his eyes since he's bare-faced, his tan skin looks dull and unkempt with a fine layer of oil on his t - zone and the 5 o clock shadow peeking through.

Your nose wrinkles at the smell of alcohol wafting off him.

"You reek." You almost wanna press a hand over your nose, he must have been at a bar because his clothes hold the smell of smoke, cheap perfume, and alcohol all over it. You can't help but to feel a spark of jealously when you get the whiff of another omega on him and Taehyung doesn't miss the annoyed look that's in your eyes as you meet his head-on. "Did you go to some cheap strip club or something?" You spit out narrowing your eyes at the male. Taehyung lets a loopy grin fill up his face as he braces his forearm on either side of your doorway and leans down, his face only a breath away from yours.

"What if I say yes? Will my omega stake her claim?" He coos, the alcool coating his breath hitting you right in the face. "Your omega will punch you in the nuts." You mutter to yourself as you meet Taehyung's wide gaze with your hooded one, you refuse to let the drunk alpha tease you like this in your own place so you stand your ground as Taehyung's eyes roam your figure. The scene a familiar one to you with the tan alpha sadly. Though a giggle from the male breaks your glare as a confused look fills your face at the smile filling up his.

"You said your omega."

A yelp escapes your throat when Taehyung falls forwards your hands going out to grab him, but all you can do it hold helpless onto the back of his shirt as your both tumble onto the floor, your back hitting the ground painfully along with the weight of Taehyung makes a loud groan escape your mouth, your eyes presses shut from the pain radiating from your body. "Fuck get off me." You weakly pull at his shirt, but it's no use as the alpha presses his face firmly into your neck, nose huffing loudly at your scent glands as he breathes you in. "Taehyung, you're heavy." You try again and this time attempt to put your hands between your chest and push him back, but he easily grabs your hands lacing his long fingers with yours and keep them pinned to the side.

"I missed you so much." Taehyung moans into your neck and fights the urge to just start lapping at the warm skin with his tongue. He had wanted to come over to your place right away but was a nervous wreck, worried about how you would react to him. He spent the last hour at a random bar down the street pouring back shots to build the courage to see you. Taehyung hums happily, head fuzzy and light from all the drinks, and his heart warm from your scent filling his nose. God, you're so soft under him, this was all he's been craving for days, the simple scent of you already calming his nervous wreck of an alpha.

"Taehyung let me get the door at least." You groan, you do not need someone walking in the hall to see a member of Bangtan flopped over you. Taehyung huffs and gets up on his shaky hands, keeping your tagged under him and he sticks a long leg out to kick the door close. You jump at the loud bang and smack at his chest with your hand a light growl escape your lips.

"If that woke up Mr and Mrs Chan I swear I'll hurt you they're such a nice couple and -"

"I love you."

Your voice fades off at the broken whisper that escapes the trembling lips of Taehyung. "I love you." He groans out against and lets his weight drop back onto you, this time his elbows holding himself up as his warm hands go to cup your checks. You stare wide eye at him as he titles your head back, his watery eyes blink and a tear leaks from his eye, dropping down onto your check. "I missed you so much, it was killing me." Taehyung's voice gets huskier and breaks as he speaks past the sobs building in the back of his throat. "I'm sorry, we're all sorry, please forgive us. Please come back to us pup. I can't- I can't keep going on knowing you hate me. Everyone going crazy, p-please, please baby please forgive us." Taehyung's low groans crack in the end and soon more tears and dripping down his face and hitting yours as he sobs over your, the hands cupping your face shaking.

Your hand goes to cup at his check the male watching with fuzzy vision as you rub at his damp cheek with your thumb. He nuzzles into your hand for a moment and makes a broken sound when it slides into his soft locks. You run your fingers through it, Taehying's eyes flutter close as he lets out a deep purr from your touch. A whimper escapes his red lips when you tug, brining his bowed head back up you make him look at you, teary eyes meeting your own.

"Did you see another omega tonight?" Taehyung's head would have snapped to each side from shaking it so fast if it wasn't for you tightening your grip. His eyes seem a bit frantic and you can't tell if it's because he's nervous or because of the drinks following in his system.

"N-No never, I must have brushed against one. I-I wouldn't do that to you, never to you." You manage to cock your head to the side his eyes flickering briefly down to the exposed skin of your unmarked neck.

"Why not?" You asked softly to the shaking alpha, his lips part, his tongue coming out to wet them briefly.

"Because I belong to you."

Taehyung feels his eyes roll to the back of his head when you tug his head down, your lips finally pressing against his. The male drops his hands down to cup at your waist as he crushes his chest against yours, eagerly shoving his hands under the thin top your wear to feel your soft little pudge of your tummy under his skin. Your hands stay in his hair and can't help but to tug him back, tilting your head away when he whines and desperately tries to chase your lips again. "W-Wait we should talk to the others-" Taehyung shakes his head in your grip and you feel your heart pick up when you see the redness on the tip of his nose, his cheeks flushed and creeping down his neck, his still teary gaze meeting yours as he outright whines. He tries to lean his head closer and can only brush his lips against yours briefly and an honest to god sob escapes his throat.

"Later, later we'll go back later. Please kiss me, please omega, m-my omega please, let me please." Taehyung almost sobs again and a few tears hit your checks before you croon softly and guide his lips back to yours. You feel his body let out a full shudder before he tightens his hold on your sides, making your mouth open for a gasp, and allows him to deepen the kiss.

It's soft and slow, but also desperate. Taehyung's whine spill past his mouth here and there as your heads move positions to deepen the kiss each time. His tongue is licking inside your mouth and crossing yours and it's like Taehyung can't get enough. He barely parts only doing so to take a greedy gasp of hair before he's licking into your mouth again. He breathes loudly out of his nose as his lips smack against yours just as loud. He's mumbling your name and pet names through the making out, petting your skin with his long fingers and everything feels like it's on fire.

"W-We should move." You gasp out, prying your mouth away from Taehyung's. The alpha doesn't move, just switching to licking up your neck and mouthing at the skin there. A moan tumbling past his lips when he finally gets a whiff of his salvia all over your neck. "N-No here is fine." Taehyung grunts out, his knees and elbows burn from the hard wooden floor and his long legs barely fit in the small confined space. Taehyung doesn't care though, he doesn't want you to get up because that means he won't have his mouth on yours and won't be touching your soft tummy and nononono, his alpha chants, we can't let her slip again.

A protest is about to leave your lips again but Taehyung's teeth graze your sensitive spot, right under your right ear lob, and a loud gasp escapes your lips, you lose control of your body for a second and jerk your hips upwards hitting your clothed core against Taehyunng's harden length. Taehyung's hands shot out to slam on either side of the wall as he bites down onto the soft skin of your neck. He can't help but to rutt into your as your hips jerk widely again. Fingers gripping the wall flexing painfully are the only things stopping himself from gripping your hips and making you take his cock at that moment.

"My omega." Taehyung groans as his tongue lolls out to lap at your neck where his hickey is blooming. You suffer from the low grain and can't help but to nod when Taehyung peers down at your, his eyes wide and pupils blown out from lust.

"Yours-"

A loud bang against the door is what makes Taehyung finally shot away from you, facing the apartment door and keeping you behind him a snarl goes past the alpha's lips at whoever is disturbing him and his mate. Your wide eyes look overthe alphas shoulder when the bang is heard again and the clear sound of someone yelling your name.

The clear sound of Jungkook yelling your name.

Notes:

me: im a sub
also me: gets a lil turned on thinking about tae crying and begging for a kiss
well wait a minute!

oof this one made me soft or is it my late period idk all i know is I'm soft right now
what did you guys think about this chapter? Are we liking reader chan getting ready to see her boys??
also jin my poor baby

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Chapter 31: thirty one

Summary:

less struggles more cuddles

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Jungkook knows he's a mess right now.

The skin around his neck is red and rubbed raw from how much he's scrubbing at it, his dark circles are purple against his skin, he hasn't gotten out of bed in days and he feels the creek of his body when he moves from his curled up position. He knows he's pathetic and a part of him hates himself for it. He needs you, he needs your touch, your scent, and your presence. Your clothing was barely keeping him together, the alpha went to make a nest of sorts and trying to curl his large body inside of it. It's been two weeks and he knows he's cracking, his alpha has gone from vicious growling for Jungkook to go to you, to soft whimpers and croon, calling out for their mate.

But you need time,

and Jungkook would stay a pathetic mess happily if it meant you forgave him in the end.

But the feeling of worry creeps up on Jungkook when he holds his phones in his tight fist, the call had ended and Jungkook had heard the echo of Taehyung voice on the other line.

Of course, Taehyung had gone to you.

Jungkook recalls one night late in the studio, before your heat had hit and when everything was fine. Jungkook had been nodding off to take a short nap against the mirror, Taehyung slumped curled around his phone next to him in a similar state, both the alphas feel content and warm next to each other. Taehyung had nudged the true alpha and with sleepy eyes, their gazes going to Taehyung's phone that he was holding out between them. <

"Look I faced timed her and she already knocked out."

Jungkook had felt his heart warm when he gazes at the screen.

It was dark in your room, the only light coming from a small lamp on your desk in the back, you had been curled up, hugging a pillow to your chest as you nuzzle your face into it, soft lips parting to let out a content sigh.

"Did you take screenshots?" Jungkook mumbled, eyes still hooded but a smile touches his lips when you press the pillow further into your cheek. Taehyung lets out a gentle snort and nudges Jungkook with his shoulder, "One-stop ahead, screen recording." Jungkook held out a low fist bump for the tan male who happily touched his fist to the youngest. "She's adorable." Taehyung hummed and Jungkook nodded sleepily as he watched your drift often unaware of the two alphas watching you with heart-shaped eyes.

Taehyung has called for Jungkook's attention softly and the youngest member grunted back in return, eyes staying on you. "Do you think she would wanna be pack mate?" Taehyung asks Jungkook softly, making sure the older boys don't hear from the other side of the dance studio where they are slumped against the floor themselves trying to catch some sleep. Taehyung keeps his eyes on his blank phone as he waits for the true alpha's response, respecting to hear a comment on how you're meant for Jungkook and Jungkook only.

Yet Taehyung was shocked when he hears a hum of agreement.

"I was thinking about talking about that with her soon, I was gonna bring it up to the hyungs, it's gonna be hard to open up the topic with her but..." Jungkook trailed off and Taehyung felt his heart warm when his packmate look so content thinking about you.

"I hope she feels the same and wants to be our packmate... she's our person you know?"

Taehyung couldn't help but agree when he curls into Jungkook.

Jungkook shakes his scrambled head from the memory and holds his phone harder. Taehyung was just as invested in you as the rest of the boys where, but Taehyung and Jungkook are too much alike, it took everything for Jungkook not to go over to your place for the past two weeks. All the boys knew your address, Namjoon's phone wasn't that hard to unlock, but the elder members were firm on giving you space, and Jimin always knew to trust their input. Jungkook had been close to going against Namjoon and going to your place, but the small rational side Jungkook has left screamed at him to give you the space you need to heal.

But Taehyung was always the rebel between the three youngest

That's why Jungkook and Taehyung has stuck close together when they had become a pack and a group, they were the little rule breakers in Bangtan, sneaking out, getting drinks, playing pranks on Jin it was their way of bonding.

"Of course he's already there," Jungkook said weakly to himself in his darkroom. He looks around the space, it's late at night and if he strains his ears he can hear the soft breathing of the other members deep in sleep. Jungkook glances down at his phone again.

He knows how to sneak out easily.

His keys are already in his room.

No one would notice if he was gone for an hour.

And Jungkook needed to get Taehyung away from you. His omega needed space and fuck Jungkook was not letting Taehyung ruin that.

"In and out, that's all just don't touch her and you'll be fine," Jungkook mutters to himself when he gets up on wobbly feet and swipes his keys up.

"Just get that idiot out of there."

You don't live that far from the boys, and with the streets empty Jungkook finds himself in your parking lot a lot fast than he expected. He sits at the wheel though, hands curling around the leather when he looks up at your apartment complex. Maybe he should of told one of the older boys to go, maybe he shouldn't be here, what if he loses control again? What if he hurts you again?

What if you don't want to even see him?

Jungkook shakes his head and takes a deep breath, he's already here and going to be in trouble for leaving the dorms, mine as well get Taehyung so they both can get in trouble together. He soft closes his door and starts heading towards your being, punching in the code he stole off Namjoon's phone Jungkook keeps his head ducked down as he stumbles into the elevator, pressing the number six and waiting for it to go to your floor. Jungkook barely looks at his reflection in the mirror in front of him when as he waits for the doors to slide open.

But his alpha growling in his head makes him finally take a good look at himself.

"No," Jungkook hisses and narrows his eyes at his reflection as if he's looking at his alpha in the eyes. "No you're not fucken doing this, we're not going this to her. Stop growing, stop claiming we have a right to her, and shut up for once. We're getting Taehyung and that's it. You don't get control anymore." Jungkook spits and for once his alpha is silent as he rants to himself in the small confined space. "It's my body and my mind and my mate, so fuck off," Jungkook growls and even points a finger to jab at his blurry reflection. When his alpha stays silent Jungkook nods to himself and walks out into the dimly lit hallway when the doors slide up.

"Stupid steroid alpha," Jungkook mumbles to himself.

He doesn't know what he expects when he gets to your door, a part of him was hoping Taehyung would be lounging in the hallway begging for you to let him back, but when he nears the door he gets a strong whiff of Taehyng and alcohol he knows the male is probably inside.

That and the soft whimpers and begging he hears when he presses his ear to the door.

It's too deep to be your voice, the whimpers for more and begging for touch, but Jungkook catches a high-pitched gasp and he knows that's it belongs to you.

He's not even jealous of Taehyung, he's just jealous he's not there to witness your flushed face.

Biting down on his lip Jungkook looks over at your neighbor's door, he knows it's a nice old couple you speak fondly off and he doesn't want to wake them up by being too loud-

a louder female moan comes from the closed door.

Jungkook's banging on it and calling your name.

In the midst of his knocks, Jungkook's right-hand goes down to try the knob and to his surprise, it files right open and shows him the mess of bodies in the doorway.

Taehyung's head is twisted to look over his shoulder at Jungkook, the youngest alpha meeting the watery eyes of his member. Taehyung looks like a bliss full mess, his eyes glassy and teary, lips red and swollen, he's panting like a dog, whole body heaving as if he barely got up from air and decided to steal it from your mouth. His new haircut is a mess and your hand is still laced in the locks as if you were tugging him down. Jungkook breaks his gaze from the male and travels down to the one person he's ever given his whole heart to.

You.

You're back is to the ground as stare up at Jungkook with wide eyes, just like Taehyung your lips are swollen and your hair is mussed. You're wearing a simple black top that shows the slick of Taehyung's salvia all over your skin from where the male lapped you up. Your sleep shorts and hitched up your legs giving Jungkook the view of the two pillows that are your thighs. The nail on the coffin for the alpha was the way your shirt had rode up from Taehyung's hand on your bare waist, your soft little tummy pudding out-

"T-Taehyung," Jungkook cracks out, hand tightening on the doorknob. "I-I just came for T-Taehyung and I'll go-"

"(Y/N)? Dear? Are you okay we heard a lot of bangs?" A voice calls from down the hall.

Your eyes widen the biggest the boys have ever seen, Taehyung's head cocking to side and coos at you, but he's cut short when you start slapping his chest. "Get off! Get off! That's Mr. Chan!" You hiss in a low breath and don't even wait for the male to take in what you said before you're shoving him off. "Oh god, their granddaughter is a fan he's gonna know it's you!" You whisper harshly to Taehyung shoving him back to the ground when he tries to get up. "No, stay, Jungkook-fuck Jungkook get inside!" You hiss and the true alpha feels his brain freeze for a second when you grab his arm and pull him inside, god your soft body for a second is pressed against him-

until he falls directly onto Taehyung.

"Holy fuck how are you so heavy!" Taehyung wheezes and shoves the male off of him, gasping desperately for air. "God, you're like the weight of three Jin's what are you eating-"

"(Y/N)?"

In one motion you swing the door until it's only opened by a small crack and bend down to whip a slipper at Taehyung whispering one more shut up to him before you put on a large smile and great the elder man at the door, peeing out of the three-inch slit you made in the doorway. You smile at the sleepy-looking man who gives your face a once over. "You okay dear? I thought I heard some banging and was a bit concerned." You wave your hand halfway into his sentence and hope the elder beta can't see your shaky smile or the flush of your checks in the dim lighting.

"N-No sorry sir, just dropped some things while I was looking for a pair of boots. I wasn't even aware it was so late, I hope I didn't wake up Mrs. Chan." You breathe out and your fingers tighten on the doorknob when you hear the whispers of the two boys on your floor. Mr. Chan must hear it too as he frowns and tries to peer over your shoulder. "Are you sure you're okay? I hear someone talking." You let out a hum through your smile and behind the door you wave your leg out and make contact with someone's foot, but it causes a small hiss of pain to be let out.

When you see the question on Mr. Chan's lip you panic, the old man knew Bangtan, hell you had gone shopping with him once to get merch for his granddaughter and helped him find her bias- Jimin- posters. You can't let him see the boys, he would tell his wife and his wife would tell their son and their son would tell his daughter and then-

"I have a boy over!"

You say it so loudly that you can hear Mrs. Chan's soft gasp from the doorway of their own apartment. Mr. Chan glances over at his wife with a small smile and looks back at you, giving you a look that makes you flush in the dim lighting.

"Well do tell Jihoon I said hi dear! Carry on just try not to be so loud." You force a weak smile and don't even bother to correct Mr. Chan, you'd let him believe anything if it meant he would leave, you wave weakly when he heads back to his own apartment. Only when does their door click close and you head a lock you let out a sigh of relief, closing your door gently and resting your forehead against the cold wood. You take a shaky breath, heart still racing from almost being caught that you don't even notice a figure shifting towards you, hands encircling your waist and a small bite being sunk into the back of your neck.

"Taehyung-"

"Jihoon? Mhm, the beta, why would they think he was the only one in here making you moan like that?"

You don't have time to question the darkness in Taehyung's voice and a part of you wants to snap back at him that mere minutes ago he was begging like a bitch for you, but as if he knew your attitude was coming Taehyung's mouthparts and he sinks his teeth deeper into the meat on the back of your neck. The skin is sensitive and is known as a euphoric area for any omega, so when a noise slips past your lips Taehyung isn't even shocked that he has to catch you from kneeling over.

He keeps you up and crowds you against the door, licking and biting as the soft skin, before nuzzling his nose against your little hairs that lay there. You're basically shaking in his grip and Taehyung has no problem cooing at your stare when you try to stutter for him to stop, it comes off weak and Taehyung's practically purring when he nibbles again on your skin. You bite back a moan and try your best to twist in his grip, your mind is hazy though, you've been used to being touched starved before meeting the boys, but after being with them and their wandering hands, the past two weeks felt more lonely then usually. You manage to twist around to tell him to knock it off only to have your breath catch in your throat, not from Taehyung though.

From Jungkook.

The true alpha is still on the floor pressed against the wall in a small corner, you didn't get a proper look at him until now, and your heartaches a bit seeing the male. His skin is paler than usual, his glowing sun-kissed skin gone, the bags under his eyes are dark and you can't help but to wonder if he's been sleeping at all. His hair is longer than the last time you saw him, the black locks in soft waves and falling into his eyes, it also looks duller than usual a clearly needs a trim from the dry ends. His build looks the same, from what you can see anyways as he's curled into himself on the ground, your eyes zero in on his hand though, the tattooed fingers hold all your attention.

Because they're digging into his neck.

"J-Jungkook-" You start and wiggle more harder in Taehyung's grasp, the tan male finally letting you go when he smells the panic wafting off of you. You stumble past the male and trip over one of your roommate's shoes as you make your way to Jungkook. You crash on your knees, Taehyung trying to help you break the fall but is a second too late, you don't even take in the pain and find yourself crawling towards the male as if you're approaching a baby animal.

It hurts a bit when Jungkook scrambles father away from you.

"Jungkook please," You breathe out, not even knowing for what in all honestly, do you want to touch him? Or do you just want him to stop hurting himself? You aren't sure but when you see the doe's eyes look teary and his nails start tearing into his skin, you know. You want to him help and your heart is aching for the male.

"Jungkook please, let me help okay?" You ask softly, hands curling uselessly on the floor as you watch the male. Jungkook is already shaking his head and swallowing loudly as he looks at you. "I-I just came for Taehyung, I-I promise I wasn't going to try anything. J-Just let me take him and you can get your space o-okay? You can pretend I-I was never here and-" Your chest aches painfully when Jungkook cuts himself off with a sound of a whimper, his hand going over his mouth as if he could stop the sad noise leaving him. You swallow thickly, your brain not taking in what was happening,

a true alpha reduced to a mess on your floor, your omega begs softly for you to be gentle, to not push him away when he clearly needs us, she states.

He's ours, she chants in your head. They all are ours.

Taehyug whines in pity at the mess Jungkook is and starts to call out softly for the male. "Jungkook let's go okay? I'm sorry I snuck out and you had to get me but you clearly shouldn't be out." Jungkook nods weakly and your head snaps back and forth between the two men when Taehyung speaks, your neck cracking when you look back, at Jungkook who's trying to get up, his hands shaking on the floor as he tries to push himself up. "W-wait don't" you try weakly and reach out for the alpha who keeps his eyes downcast and misses the way your own eyes are teary.

"I'm sorry for coming pup-(Y/N)," Jungkook corrects himself in a sad mumbles. "W-We'll go and-"

In a second Jungkook's on his back and staring up your ceiling

and he's in euphoria.

Your scent hits him like a truck, your mild scent blockers not doing anything to block your smell with the way you're shoving your face into Jungkook's neck. Your hands curl around his waist as you press your chest more against him, nose nudging his neck that makes Taehyung coo in the back. Jungkook realizes when you start to whine out loud, that he hasn't moved, his hands stay frozen on the floor and his body feels ridged and his mind is in a frenzy when he tries to get a hold of what exactly is happening.

You let out a loud whine and press a soft kiss to Jungkook's jaw, mumbling his name in a broken whisper. "Please, please hold me." Jungkook stares wide-eyed when you prop yourself up and cup his face with your smaller hands.

"I missed you." You coo.

A happy watery smile fills your face when thick arms coil around you and your lips are meet with shaky damp lips. Jungkook lets out a heart-wrenching whine when he finally, finally feels your soft petal lips against his. He doesn't linger too long, knowing if he pries your mouth open he'll spend hours licking inside your mouth until both your lips are bruised. He keeps pressing gently pecks against your lips before he skims them against your cheek, peppering kisses there with small 'thank yous' before he finds what he and alpha have been wanting since he stepped into your apartment.

Your scent glands.

You let Jungkook manhandle you as he sits up, keeping your pressed against him and tight in his lap as he breathes in your scent. He buries his face into your scent glands as he pants against the damp skin. You thread your hands in his hair and coo softly when Jungkook let's out a full-body shudder, his hands tightening around your waist, his legs coming up to fold you against him as much as he can. You shiver when his hands travel up and cup the back of your neck, petting the skin where Taehyung's scent lays and uses his grip to title your head up higher. "God I missed you." Jungkook sobs past his soft pants against your skin.

"Well at least move to her room, your ass is gonna go numb." Taehyung comments from his spot against the wall. You giggle at his remark, a large smile filling the tan alphas face from the sound, but you're cut off quick as Jungkook stands up. Cradling your easily against him Jungkook rests his hands on your thighs as he follows Taehyung to the direction of your bedroom. Face barely leaving from kissing your neck as he mumbles to himself that he has to make sure your comfortable, as he finally enters your room.

Jungkook would of been in bliss any other time for being in your room, god he just wants to roll around in your sheets like a mutt, but he's all to focus on you and gently settles you on your back amongst your soft bedding, quickly climbing on top of you and paying no mind to Taehyung who settles on your small desk chair. Taehyung wants more than anything to be on the bed with you, but he knows Jungkook needs this more than anything, and Taehyung doesn't mind waiting a bit for his turn to smother you with love.

Because he's gonna get a turn damnit.

"Jungkookie, what happened to your neck?" You pry softly eyes fluttering shut when Jungkook starts sucking at the skin of your neck, no doubt leaving dark hickeys by tomorrow but you're too far into it to care. Jungkook doesn't even seem to hear your question and is too focused on nibble on your skin as carefully as he can before trailing wet loud kisses from the nape of your neck where your jaw meets it. He croons against your skin when he trails father low and a hand comes to tug down your v neck to the side, exposing your shoulder to the warm room.

Jungkook's bite mark stands proudly against your skin.

That's what causes him to pause, his hand gently running over the scarred skin with an intense look in his eyes. You carefully watch him and note in thanks how Taehyung is watching Jungkook to, the tan alpha on the edge of his seat ready to spring up any time. You hold your breath when Jungkook lowers his head to the bite, your omega shushes your worries is the only thing stopping you from snapping Jungkook out of whatever spell he's under. You clench your eyes when you feel his heavy breaths on the scarred skin and your brain scrambles from all the information you've read about mating, why is he just looking at it?

In a second you feel his tongue poke out and gently lick at the still not fully healed wound, it's soft kitten licks, not his desperate slurping of your skin you're used to from the boys. It almost feels like he's trying to make the wound heal faster with his soft tongue and you don't do anything but fist a hand in his hair loosely staring up at the ceiling.

"I'm sorry," Jungkook slurs into your skin, barely lifting his head up. "I"m sorry I did this to you." His hand grip weakly at your waist and your eyes widen when he lifts his head to meet your eyes, anguish all over the true alphas face as tears starting leaking down his eyes. "I understand if you never want to see me again, I'm a monster. I hurt you and took your trust for granted. You should hate me, do you hate me?" Your hands go to cup the doe-eyed male's face and hush him gently when he starts openly weeping.

There's so much that needs to be said to fix this, there's too much pain between you two to simply pretend it's all water under the bridge. You know this and Jungkook knows this, the two weeks gave you the time to heal and clear your mind on what you wanted. The boys had given you space and haven't pressured you to take them back ever, they had pleaded and groveled for you and promise to show their loyalty to you. Hell, you could probably demand they leave you alone for more time and you know they would listen without any complaints.

Because they loved you and wanted to fix their fuck up.

And you loved them and had to at least try.

You wipe the tears on the true alphas checks and gives a small smile when he doesn't break his gaze. "I could never hate you Jungkook." You whisper so softly, giving the boy your heart again and hope this time he's a little more delicate with it. You can feel his hands on your skin shaking and you take his weakened state in your favor and push him gently off of you, hushing the alpha when a panicked sound leaves his lips, the fear of you abandoning him making him panic.

"My alpha doesn't look good." You say softly with a smile and can't help but to giggle at the look of Jungkook, the male in all black, hair fluffed across your light pillow, body too big for the bed gazing up at you with teary eyes. You settle yourself next to him and hook a leg around his wasit, curling your one arm under his waist and the other one going to rest on his chest, feeling the solid muscle under your palm. You move your body up and bit so you're eye level with his neck and raise your hand from his chest to tug down his shirt a bit more.

Jungkook lets out a loud sob when you go to nuzzle the area for his own bite mark.

You hush him gently with a coo and allow yourself to bury your face into his mark area, the skin is dry and harsher than the rest of him and you can feel some scabbing against your cheeks as you scent the skin. You lack the care of the feel of roughen skin as Jungkook practically curls around you, placing a shaky hand on your head and coaxing you to further scent his mate area. Your hand soothes down Jungkook's back as he crushes your chests together practically smothering you into the bed but you and your omega can't help but to feel warmth and love from the male's hold.

You don't know if you can bite him back yet, bounding yourself to him is a huge step that needs to be discussed when both of you aren't a mess of emotions. Plus it would be only fair to fix things with the other boys first and have a sit-down talk on how to approach your and Jungkook's failed to bite. For now, though, you want to help Jungkook any way you can. And if that means smothering the male with your scent and letting him breathe you in until your smell circulates his bloodstream, you'll do that.

"Taehyung," you call softly parting only a bit from Jungkook's skin, yet it still causes the true alpha to whine and tighten his hold on your frantically. Taehyung doesn't need any more institutions and soon you feel his weight behind you, laying down next to you on the bed. He somehow weasels his way to hold you past Jungkook's tight grip and nuzzles the skin on the back of your neck as you counite to scent Jungkook. Taehyung curls his legs against yours and smiles when you purr between the two boys, Jungkook's sobs easing up when he hears the content sound from you.

"Thank you," Jungkook whispers his dry lips pressing a gentle kiss on your forehead.

"Thank you so much, baby."

Notes:

yall taking it in that I only have a few chapters left lol

some soft fluff for you all because you deserve it after the hell i put you though lol

don't worry we got some more boys begging for love soon

let me know your thoughts!! How do we feel seeing big bag cocky jungkook a Lil mess of a baby for some sweet kisses
i love making jungkook WEAK
as always I love reading your comments and thank you so much for the feedback! I truly, truly appreciate every single one of you and yall encourage me to write

Chapter 32: thirty two

Summary:

soft boys

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

You pulled from your deep sleep when you hear the faint alarm going off from your phone. You shift around groaning, aiming to turn it off, but you feel a warm pressure leave you and soon the noise is cut off. Your eyes blink open, brain still clearly with sleep you shift around trying to stretch your body like you usually do when you wake up. Arms tighten around you though.

"No stop, no getting up." Taehyung slurs against your head, his grip tightening around you more. You had turned around in your sleep and was now facing the tan alpha, your face pressed against his warm chest, his shirt off and you're left with the view of his smooth chest, the tightest bit of muscle peeking out. His own face is pressed into your mess of a hair and in the silence of the night, you can hear Taehyung taking in deep breaths and sighing blissfully from your smell.

"I have class," you moan out and try again to twist in his grip. The other pair of arms around your body are what pull you back down onto the bed this time. One of Jungkook's large hands-on tucked under your shirt, warm palm pressed against your belly as he strokes the skin half asleep. His other hand shoved higher under your top, in between your breasts his forearm lays and his palm lays flat against your chest, right where your heartbeat is. You feel his head nuzzle the skin on the back of your neck as he scents it gently.

Jungkook doesn't hesitate to send a warning bite on the soft skin when you try to sit up.

A squeak escapes your lips without permission that tumbles into a moan when he licks the skin softly as a sorry. "You make such cute noises." Taehyung groans into your hair and peers over your head to see the bruise already blooming on your skin.

"So cute, our little pup," Jungkook mumbles in agreement as he licks happily on the back of your neck. A frown makes its way on your face and you pinch the skin of his hand making the male jerk the slightest bit from the motion. "You act like you're so much older than me, both of you are near my age you-" again, Jungkook sinks his teeth into the back of your neck and Taehyung leans back this time to get the full reaction.

The tan alpha can't help but bite his lip at the full-body shudder that leaves you and watches as you easily go slack in their grip. Your lips flutter open and a soft whine fills the room the goes straight to each of the boy's hearts and cock. You kneel a bit, pressing into Jungkook and the true alpha hushes you, pressing wet kisses onto the skin blooming with hickeys to soothe you. "Not fair." You whine and your nails dig into Taehyung's chest when you rest your hands there, said the male not even flinching from the feel as he watches with hooded eyes. "You don't get to use that spot against me that's not cool." You moan weakly when Jungkook only smiles against the damp skin and gives it another gentle nibble.

Taehyung moans softly to himself when he sees the way your eyes flutter from the feel of Jungkook and the elder male can't hold back leaning down and pressing a kiss on your parted lips. You easily allow access for him to slip his tongue in and Taehyung hums happily from the feel. Taehyung has no issue consuming you whole, you make little sounds as the male drinks them up. He loves it, how easy it is for him o reduce into this mess. The sounds of your wet kiss fill the room, Jungkook watches from his place behind your neck with hooded eyes, the way the blush fills your checks, the trembling of your lips that meet Taehyung, and the way your fingers grip useless at Taehyun0g's chest all makes Jungkook feel soft. He doesn't even notice Taehyung's eyes slipping open the tiniest bit, wanting to get a glimpse of your face looking blissed out the tan male spares a look at Jungkook, expecting to see an angry true alpha waiting his turn.

Taehyung lets his eyes slip back close and title his head to deepen the kiss when Jungkook merely presses wet kisses against your neck trailing to the side of it. You pant softly against Taehyung's mouth as the male lets one of his hands trail up to cup the side of the jaw Jungkook wasn't attacking with his lips. You peer up at Taehyung your pupils blown out as the male looks at your with his gaze, you can't help but feel small, the alpha gaze a little too dominating then you're using it it makes you feel small, not in a bad way. Your omega is basically giggling in your head as you both know the warm flush you feel and the throb you feel lower isn't from fear.

Listen, maybe you enjoy this dominating play okay

 

You lean more to press your lips against Taehyung again but the male keeps your face in place, even leaning his head back the tiniest bit with a small smirk. "Oh?" You swallow thickly when his voice rumbles, his morning voice is deeper than you imagined and you crave more of it already. "Please," you hush out and try again to press his lips to yours. Yet Taehyung leans his head back the tiniest bit and you barely brush your lips against his. "Mhm, remember when you did this to me last night pretty girl?" Taehyung coos with a sickly fake sweet voice. You can't help but roll your eyes at the male's words and before you could even catch yourself you get a glimpse of Taehyung's glare before he looks over your shoulder.

"Jungkook she's being a brat."

A high pitches sound leaves your mouth when teeth once again start to nibble on the back of your neck, Jungkook's hands sliding down your front until they both rest on your wasit, the warm large palms make you shiver, but your whole body freezes when his teeth sink it yet again to the sensitive skin.

"You bitch." You hiss out with no real anger and Taehyung watches in awe as your eyes flutter shut and your lips part beautifully for him. "Be nice to Taehyung," Jungkook mumbles against the bruised skin with a small smile when he catches you nodding fast. "I will, I'll be nice just please do something." You rush out hands going to dig into Taehyung's shoulder and trying to tug him closer to you. Taehyung coos at the sight with a grin and allows you tug him closer, shaky lips pressing against his messily. You want to bite at Taehyung's neck when you feel his smile against your lips, but the male catches your bottom lip between his teeth and sucks, eyes focused on your wide ones and Jungkook licks at the mark he's leaving

you don't even realize you're purring softly.

Jungkook catches the sound first, it's faint coming from your chest and the sounds of yours and Taehyung wet makeout overpower it. Jungkook is able to hear it though, he can't help but smile into your neck, he can feel his cheeks flush in happiness and for once he and his alpha aren't butting heads inside him. Both his alpha and him and over the moon. 'She's purring because of us, she feels safe with us, she's loving this, she's so good to us, she's out good girl, our omega, our mate.' Jungkook hums happily and continues to press loving wet kissing all over the skin of the back of your neck. He can already see the area blooming with marks and he's over the moon about it.

His lack of bite still burns, especially when he sees his teeth sitting so nicely on your skin. But the pain is somewhat bearable being so close near you. He can almost pretend that you both are in post-mating honeymoon phase where the mated couple spends weeks scenting each other to the max, loving each other, and worshipping each other bodies. His alpha and him still whine in pain knowing they didn't get the bite from you, but Jungkook can't blame you for not wanting to be near him for the past two weeks. So he allows himself this, lets his mind wander with the thought of you being the pack omega, how each of the boys would take turns worshiping you, god. You would never have any doubts about how much they loved you, Jungkook knew if you asked for anything he and the rest of the pack would make sure you would get it.

New phone? They'll get you the model that isn't even out yet.

More space to study? They'll clear a room to make a library for you.

Feeling insecure? They would all crowd you with love until you felt warm.

And god, if you wanted to be breed Jungkook would breed you for hours happily. Have your cute little tummy swollen with his cum. The rest of the boys would have turns too and you would be stuffed to the brims from all seven males. Your omega would be so content with being full. You would smell like them for days after and when you actually got pregnant? Jungkook doesn't think he would go a day without having you under him.

He lets his eyes flutter shut against your skin with the thoughts and listens to the purrs and whimpers escaping your lips when Taehying gets rougher with his kisses.

Jungkook can pretend for now that you're mated.

So when the sound of the door banging open and a loud shout of your name is heard, Jungkook turns completely in the bed, keeping you behind his back, his lips curls back and he snarls at the male standing in your bedroom doorway.

Jihoon stares back wide-eyed.

"Uh, we have class? I brought her coffee? Please don't eat me?" Jihoon rushes out holding his free out up in the air at the snarling growling alpha. He can barely see you over Jungkook's shoulder as you try to wrestle your way out of Taehyung's grip, the tan alpha joining in on Jungkook's growls as he narrowed his heated gaze on Jihoon, all while keeping you pinned to the bed. You squirm around, already smelling the possessive pheromones coming off the two alphas while they stare at your beta friend.

"It's just Jihoon!" You whine out pushing at the large hands of Taehyung that hold your body in place. The name only makes the said alpha narrow his eyes more and his snarls get louder. "Oh, the guy your neighbor thought you were banging?" Taehyung hisses and you roll your eyes at the stupidly of his all as you keep wiggling around to get out of his grip. You can't see Jungkook's face when you twist your head but the slightly anxious scent you're getting from Jihoon is enough for you to swing your leg back and kick the true alpha telling him to knock it off.

"Oh common, it's Jihoon! He's pack!" You try and you feel Taehyung ease the slightest bit when you blink up at him with wide eyes trying to give him puppy dog eyes. Jihoon nods at Jungkook doing his best to give a big smile. "Ya! I'm pack! And you want my omega from my pack so if anything you gotta be nice to me for approval." Jihoon half-jokes but is also a little serious,

the true alpha was giving him killer vibes okay.

Jungkook gives one last growl and you give him one more kick before you finally wiggle your way out of the tight grip of Taehyung. You narrow your eyes at both the alphas starting up at you with their own version of puppy dog eyes and huff at them walking around the bed to get to your small bathroom your narrowly miss Jungkook's hands trying to swipe you back into the bed. The alpha giving a grumble as he watches your butt pad away from him with a sigh.

"Maybe wear a turtle neck! Looks like someone ate you." Jihoon snickers when he catches the skin of the back of your neck, he giggles to himself when you throw him the middle finger but chokes a bit when he looks over to see the two alphas glaring at him again. "Sorry." Jihoon crocks out, not completely sure what he was apologizing for, but the glare was enough for him to whine a little in his head. His beta though was a different story.

'She's our packmate! Stop being their bitch! They hurt her once, we have to protect our pack.' Jihoon wearily agrees with his beta knowing, in old school pack dynamics, the alphas would have to have permission from their lovers pack to even start courting. Obviously, times have changed and some people aren't even in packs anymore, yet Jihoon's beta was always a little more old-fashioned and took great pride in his small pack, not caring if it was just you.

You were Jihoon's home, and hell if he was gonna let two pretty alphas glare at him.

So Jihoon puffs up his chest and lets his beta side take a little moe over, ignoring the urge to submit to the two alpha's pheromones JIhoon this time narrows his eyes.

"What do you want with my packmate?" Jihoon states, not even flattering when Taehyung and Jungkook give him a strange look. "Uh, to date her?" Taehyung tries a little bit assumed, but respect Jihoon fully for caring about you. Not satisfied with his answer Jihoon purses his lips.

"Date or mate? Because listen no babies until she gets the degree and a full-time job. Keep your nasty cum-"

"I can't even leave you all alone for ten minutes." You groan and slap Jungkook's hands away again when you squeeze past Jihoon in your robe, body still a little damp. Jungkook whines when you hit his hands that try to tug you back into the bed and gives up, settling for your pillow to press against his face, keeping one eye on you to watch as you dig into your closet for an outfit. Jungkook's heart warms a little at how your brow furrows as you look for something to wear.

"Okay everyone out, I have to change and me and Jihoon have class. You guys should get back into the dorms." You state waving Taehyung's hands this time when the alpha sits up and tries to tug you to his chest. Both the alpha males whine when you state you have to leave. Jihoon only grinning as he heads out to the kitchen to wait for you. You ignore Taehyung's pleas for you to go back to bed and start to tug on your clothes, dropping the robe. You grin to yourself when you hear Taehyung cut himself off and the silence that follows, you don't miss the pheromones of pure want coming off the two boys, but ignore it when you tug your jeans on and a turtle neck over your bra and underwear.

You continue to your small vanity, ignoring the bedroom eyes, and take a look in the mirror. Fiddling with your make-up bag you take out your concealer for your under eyes and the little blemishes you have. You hum and peer up when Jungkook makes his way out of the bed, gently pushing you into the small chair and taking your make up out of your hands. "Let me do it," he hums and easily handles the beauty blender as he squits from of the consular onto the back of his hand. You can't drop the smile off your face when he taps the product into your skin, eyes focused on the task at hand. You don't move your head but glance when Taehyung slides off the bed too, tugging on one of your baggier hoodies that fit him and settles behind you, careful hands fixing the hairs tangled in a mess as he gently starts to pry the knots apart with his fingers.

"Up or down?" Taehyung says after a beat of silence, Jungkook onto setting powder that he swipes onto your face with a delicate hand. Jungkook steps back slightly giving you an overall look before humming out fo Taehyung to put it up. Your heart warms at how domesticated this all feels as Taehyung picks up a hair tie from your vanity and starts to pull your hair into a loose pony. "Can I do blush?" Jungkook mumbles you usually don't wear much to classes, but Jungkook fiddling with your small blush kit melts your heart a little more so you nod, pointing out which brush you use, and smile softly when Jungkook asks you too.

"Is it okay if I come by the dorms after class?" You ask softly. "Of course baby." Taehyung coos as he pulls out some strands to loosen up the pony. "Can I ask a favor though?" Your eyes flutter when Jungkook hums and holds out the mascara wat to lightly brush over your eyelashes. "Anything, you can ask anything and well do it," Jungkook promises. You lean forward when he pulls the wand away and can't help but to press a soft kiss to his cheek, Jungkook's shoulders slumping as he basks in it.

"Could I get a bit of time alone with Namjoon at first?" You question, you see both males peer at you with curious gazes and you shrug, a pit of guilt pooling in your stomach. "He...he looked really upset last time and I said-I said some hurtful things to him and he's the pack leader and I just-" You take a shaky breath.

"It's dumb, but I know he's beating himself up the most? I can almost feel it. I just wanna make sure he's okay without feeling the need to put up a front for his pack. Does that make sense?" You turn your head to look over at Taehyung's whose hands rest on your shoulder, he squeezes them warmly and you see a sweet smiling filling up his face. Jungkook nods along as reaches for your hand, bringing your wrist up he presses a gentle kiss onto your plus point, scenting the skin quickly too as he couldn't help himself.

"Of course it makes sense and we'll help don't worry pretty girl." You smile at Taehyung's words and allow him to reach down to press a kiss on the top of your head.

"Thank you I think he-"

All three of you jump when Jihoon slams the door open again and shoots a glare at you all.

"Stop being cute, we have LECTURE!"

Notes:

a little late i am sorry masters application SUCKS

guys i made an angsty namjoon x reader short story it's hella dark as a warning but ya girl is going through it and needed to get the feelings out
check it out HERE

this was hella soft lemme know when yall want FIFLTH SMUT again cause hehee ya girl has ideas
once again jihoon is best boy

i love reading your feedback guys let me know what you think! thank you for everyone who commented last chapter it warms my heart

Chapter 33: thirty three

Summary:

big boys cry too

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Namjoon has been trying his hardest to be the leader and pack alpha that boys need as the members become messes without you.

He's taken the chore of watching over Jungkook. He makes sure Yoongi doesn't slip back into his depression. He watches the time when Hoseok leaves for dance practice and makes sure the male keeps it to a decent time. He reminds Jin time and time again he was a good alpha. He makes sure Jimin isn't skipping his meals like he does when he's stressed and he urges Taehyung to share his feelings rather than bottling them up.

Namjoon is trying his best, but it's trying,

Namjoon's tired of always being put together.

Stress was something Namjoon accepted was forever going to be a part of his life when he took on the leader role in Bangtan. He knew from the start when the boys were meet with hate, when the old staff would starve them to be smaller, when each member felt the glares from other groups calling them 'try hards'. Namjoon had been the one to put each of the boys back together. He ignored his own anxiety and stress all the time, he was the pack leader, he couldn't afford to look weak.

He would have his break downs in private and put on a face for his packmates.

And then the boys blew up across the world, and Namjoon couldn't be happier, but it came with his dark thoughts building up more and more.

He had to make sure the next song was great.

He had to make sure that the album was amazing.

He had to take the lead in interviews.

He had to impress the millions of eyes watching their every move.

It was hard for all the boys, being in America wasn't easy, the other members felt excluded a lot of the time, not understanding the conversations around them Namjoon had worked extra hard with each member to improve their English. The whole group felt the stress and pressure from the world as everything had to be better than the last release, and hell is Namjoon wasn't going to deliver that.

And he did, and if it made his mental health decline, then well at least the fans were happy.

But then you came, and the second Namjoon has gotten a look at you in that small diner with Myung all those months ago, for once, his brain was silent. No thoughts of the next song, no rap bridge in his head, no interview prep, only you.

He figured it was the true omega status that did something to him, your sweet scent and soft eyes made his alpha melt. Namjoon has always known his alpha was more on the softer side, nothing like Jungkook's aggressive one. So Namjoon wasn't surprised that night after he meet you him and his alpha were basically purring with excitement, thinking about being near you again. His alpha, the gentle giant, was a mess in his head, maybe he was able to pick up how perfect you would be as pack omega before Namjoon did. All Namjoon knew though that the thought of you was the only thing that gave him a peaceful sleep.

Then Namjoon got into the contract and he had never been happier.

You had been the one thing that calmed the alpha down. Namjoon remembered how he would gravitate towards you when his heart got too tight with anxiety and his head was heavy with dark thoguths. Your simple smile and warm hugs would ground the alpha as he easily would spill to you what was on his mind. He would let his alpha slip out and would become a giant lap dog, curling around you, smothering you with his scent, and making sure he was soaked in yours. You had always giggled when he got like that, his hooded eyes gazing down at you, drunk with your smell, and Namjoon couldn't help but to shower you with kisses.

Being alone with you was the only time Namjoon felt the most at peace.

One night he has stumbled back in from a cuddle session with you, it may be lead to Namjoon eating you out for an hour, but the alpha had flopped onto his bed, a smile on his face, and couldn't help but to do a bit os research. Putting 'true omega as pack omega' Namjoon couldn't help but to read, seeing if there was a reason he felt so at home with you.

Namjoon learned it wasn't a common thing, but some research from the past talked about how there was a special connection with the pack omega and the pack alpha. The pack alpha was usually the first one who could sniff would the potential pack omega before the rest of the members. The readings never really said it since there was no proper proof, but if this feeling came early on then

you may be the closest thing to a soulmate.

The thought of you being meant for the boys warmed Namjoon's heart like nothing else.

So when you glared at him that day when everything went wrong, with such a sad gaze and curled away from his touch.

Namjoon really thought he was going to be sick.

He's still trying though, for his pack. He puts up a front for all the boys and makes sure they aren't falling into the deep place Namjoon has been in for a while. He knows it's not enough, that they really need you, but Namjoon pushes through.

So when Taehyung and Jungkook stumble in early in the morning, smelling fresh of shower gel and scent blockers. He a little suspicious, but he gets the smallest whiff of you off the sweater Taehyung has on and Namjoon figures you had let them in and spent the night with the two younger boys. He keeps his water-filled eyes on his book and allows the two alphas to pretend they snuck past him. Namjoon's alpha whimpers sadly inside and Namjoon wants nothing more to let out a brutal howl of pain. Of course, you accepted the youngest back, they were the favors among the fanbase for a reason.

'Maybe she likes them more.' Namjoon thinks bitterly to himself as he blinks hard down at the book. 'I couldn't blame her, the youngest won over the whole fanbase, why wouldn't they win over someone as sweet as her?' Namjoon grips harder at the book when his dark thoughts come back tenfold, he doesn't even hear the two youngest whispering to the rest of the members and sending glances over at their leader.

'Does this mean she accepted Jungkook? And Taehyung? What does that mean for the rest of us? She won't even look at my texts anymore, she doesn't want to see me probably.' The bitter taste grows in Namjoon's mouth. He used to being put on the back burner when it comes to the fanbase, he knows he's not a bias for many and it's usually the three younger boys that get the attention. Namjoon knows he's valued as a member don't get him wrong, the fan base respects him and gives him credit for being a leader.

But that's all he really is, a leader.

It may be a little selfish but he starts to doubt his looks when he goes to the fan signs and see's all the Taehyung biases competing ignoring him. Or the Jin baises jokingly asking for more lines for the male. Namjoon never thought he was ugly, but he's aware he's the lowest in ranking when it comes to looks in the group. And that was fine, he just wanted to make music to make people happy and express how he was feeling.

A small part of him was hoping it would be different with you though.

'It's fine," Namjoon tells himself, blinking harshly before looking up when he releases the members are heading towards the door. 'It's fine, at least if she's with the other boys you know she's in safe hands.' Namjoon tries his best to soothe his whimpering alpha as he clears his throat, the rest of his pack mates finally looking over.

"You guys going somewhere?" He asked putting his novel down. Taehying is the first to speak up nodding as he shrugs on a jacket, over that damn sweater. "Me, Jungkook, Jin and Jimin are gonna go through the new cheography one last time, Yoongi and Hoseok are gonna head to the studio for a bit." Namjoon hums and starts to get off, dusting his blacktop. "Let me just grab my bag and-"

"Ah! Myung said he had to come over to run over the interview prep for some American talk show with you. He's coming soon so we'll just meet you later yeah?" Jin waves off and Namjoon can't help but to notice the way Hoseok is avoiding all eye contact with the pack alpha, the dancer's eyes glaring down at his feet while the tip of his ears turn red.

Hoseok was always a bad liar and Namjoon knew all the boys were lying to his face.

'Maybe the youngest are taking them to see her.' His alpha whispers and Namjoon has to bite back the sob building in his throat from the thought. He feels the shake in his hands starting and curls them into fists, not missing how Hoseok still won't look him in the eyes, and Jimin, the second-worst liar, is the first one opening the door and stepping out without even sparing Namjoon a glance.

"We'll bring dinner!" Jungkook says with a grin and Namjoon forces one onto his face, trying to kill the flame of jealousy when he spots the small bite marks decorating Jungkook's neck.

"Yeah, see you." Namjoon chokes out and waves weakly and nods again when Yoongi shouts they left the door open for Myung. Namjoon slumps back into the couch and bows his head, shoving his face into his hands and allowing the tears to fall.

"Holy shit." Namjoon breathes and he feels his heartbreak a second time in his life. The first when you had given him such a sad look the last time he saw you. He knows the boys are probably going to your place, you must have told the youngest to bring them over to fix everything, he's not surprised he wasn't included in the meeting. Why would you want Namjoon? No one ever does, he's just the clumsy fool of Bangtan who's only use to writing songs for the fans to give all their love to the vocal line. Even his mixtape wasn't as popular as Yoongi's or Hoseok's.

He didn't have the pretty face of Jin or the body of Jungkook no matter how much he was working out recently and cutting his food, why did Namjoon think you would ever pick him? You were too good, you deserved the rest of the boys if that's what you wanted, Namjoon would happily nurse his broken heart alone and let out the howls of pain.

Namjoon is so lost in pressed his hands into his eyes to hold back the tears that he doesn't hear the door click open and the lock shut. He misses the sound of feet padding into the room until a small gasp fills is heard over his painful groan.

"Joonie?"

Namjoon thinks his heart might burst.

He stares wide-eyed at you, blinking rapidly to clear the tears. He can't even form a sentence when you rush over, tripping slightly over the carpet Namjoon's hands shoot out to balance you. Smiling at the gesture you stand between his spread legs and peer down at him, cupping his face in your smaller hands you brush away the tears as the male stares up at you without saying a word. "Why are you crying?" You soothe gently and Namjoon grips useless at your wasit, scared for a second he finally lost it and was dreaming about you.

"Alpha?" You croon softly and Namjoon is pretty sure his alpha inside just cried for joy. He can only gap at you, your face filled with concern as you look down at him, brushing his tears away and combing his freshly dyed brown hair back. Namjoon's whole body is frozen, his body merely drinking up the sweet scent that lingers on your skin. You must have come after class because he can get the faint smell of other students on you, but your smell still overpowers it all. Your hair is up, the way Namjoon likes it, and his eyes run over you, drinking in your simple outfit as if you were wearing a million-dollar dress.

"You're here?" Namjoon asks uselessly as he tugs you a bit closer, testing the waters. When a warm smile fills your face Namjoon can't stop the broken sob that escapes his throat. "Holy shit you're here." Namjoon breathes and a sound of surprise leaves you when Namjoon wraps his thick arms around you, burying his face into your stomach, and makes a noise so sad it brings tears to your eyes. "Namjoon breath." You hush out, stroking the nape of his neck as the male borderline hyperventilate against you.

You give him another minute, but the sounds of whimpers don't let up and your heart feels heavy the male is this much of a mess. You unlatch his hands from the small of your back and breathe his name when he lets out a choking whimper, heading shooting up to stop you from pulling away. You rest your knees on either side of his hips, hands going to his shoulders you settle yourself easily in his lap, cupping his damp checks you lean forward. Touching your noses you nuzzle his against yours, eyes flutter close as your own tear slips past your left eye.

You never felt so warm before.

"I'm here Namjoon, I'm sorry I was gone for so long. I'm here now okay?" You promise and Namjoon gives a shaky nod that you don't believe. You rest your forehead against his eyes closing again, you fall into your omega headspace and allow the second gender to take over slightly.

Namjoon feels his heart burst when the croon of an omega escapes your slips.

It's a rare sound, Namjoon knows that from his deep research. It's the most loving, beautiful sound an omega can make is it reserved for their mates and children only. It's a soft noise, that comings from your chest, and Namjoon's wolf and himself are almost in tears in how soft and comforting it feels to them. His hands go to rest on your hips as he nuzzles your noses together again, a watery smile filling his face as he gazes at you. He tugs you a bit closer his head going to rest against your chest, hands lacing around your wasit and letting you stroke his back, your chin tucked over his head as your soft croons vibrate against his cheek.

Namjoon has never felt so warm before.

Once Namjoon has calmed down, you can feel the lack of shaking from him, you nudge his face away from your chest and look down at him. Before you could even look at his face, his plush lips are pressed desperately against yours. "Please, please, please," Namjoon begs softly the words mushed against your lips. "I need you to please, please I need you." You part for a brief second, tugging the male away and holding him by his shoulders. His pupils are blown out, eyes still a bit red from the crying, his lips plush and flush high on his cheeks going towards the tip of his ears. You want nothing more than to tangle yourself with him but lack of communication what was got you all into this mess in the first place.

"We should talk first though no?" You question, your question is meant with Namjoon tugging himself out of your grip and pressing another wet kiss against the base of your jaw, tugging your turtle neck down he trails kisses down until it reaches the nape of your neck. "When the guys come back, we'll talk about it all, we'll fix it all," Namjoon promises right before he grazes his teeth at what he knows is your weak spot, and your body slumps against his. Sucking onto the skin loudly, Namjoon only pulls back when he knows the mark is darker than the ones Jungkook and Taehyung left around the rest of your throat. Namjoon pulls backs slightly and meets your eyes with his hooded ones.

"Let me show you how sorry I am pup, without the others wanting your attention. Please."

An eager nod from you and the smell of your arousal filling the room is all Namjoon needs to go forward.

He picks you up easily, not even wanting to waste time going to his room he lays you gentle onto the flush carpeted floor, he doesn't give two fucks if he stains Jin's million-dollar rug. Namjoon pauses though when he looks down at you and scrambles behind him grabbing a pillow before turning back to you. You blink up confused at the male but Namjoon says no words as he leans over you, tugging your head up gently with a warm palm, and slides the pillow under your head.

You can't control the giggle that escapes.

"You're so soft." You comment and tug the male by his shirt to lay flush against you. Cupping your neck with one hand, the other holding himself up Namjoon smiles warmly down at you, your eyes going to his dimples for a second. "Only for you, I am." He breaths right before he leans down as presses an open mouth kiss against your lips. You part your mouth easily, letting the alpha guide the kiss into a lazy make out. You didn't think the alpha that had spanked you and made you beg for his cock a mere few weeks ago could be this soft and warm during sex. Yet here Namjoon was licking into your mouth with pure patience and love, as if he wanted to savor every little swipe of your tongue and all the soft sounds escaping your throat.

You only part so Namjoon could tug your turtle neck over your head, both of you laughing softly when your baby hairs go crazy across your forehead. The male smoothes them out with complete focus before pressing a kiss to your head. You let your head drop to the pillow when he trails his kisses down, unclasping your bra easily and tossing it off to the side. Your nipples harden from the draft in the room but Namjoon is quick to take your right one into his mouth, sucking softly onto the sensitive nub. Your mouth lets out a breathy gasp and you swallow thickly when you look down, to see the hooded gaze of the alpha staring up at you. You've known he's always had an intense gaze on the stage, his eyes always looking hard and strong from the fancams you watch.

But seeing the view while he devours your body sends another wave of arousal out of you.

Namjoon keeps his eye contact as he parts loudly from your nipple, the popping sound filling the room. His tongue sticks out, heavy pants against your damp breast as he licks up at the skin, your eyes only flutter shut when he grabs the soft skin next to your nipple and sinks his teeth right into it. Your hips rut up and press against his cock trapped in his pants as your claw desperatelyA at his hair. "S-so good." You whimper out a broken whimper escaping you when he moves on to the other breast, giving it the same treatment.

"You taste so sweet, you know? I can't ever get enough of you it's crazy." Namjoon breathes resting his chin against your skin as he plays with the right nipples, flicking at the skin and pinching it within his fingers. "Beter than any candy, better than anything I'll ever have." Namjoon cocks a brow up when you gaze down at his, mouth parted as soft pants escapes your lips.

"Better than any other omega?" Your lips curl at the end and Namjoon knows you're teasing, you love riling the boys up and it always works on the youngest.

Too bad Namjoon isn't a boy.

The pack leader smirks at you and leans forward, pressing a messy kiss against your lips before he bites down on your bottom one a little harder.

"Cute, you're gonna be my only omega pup. So better get used to my cock fucking you yeah?"

A gasp escapes your lips when your jeans and tugged down harshly, button popping off and landing somewhere, Namjoon easily moves down to tug from off your feet. Grabbing your ankle he tugs your socks off before pressing an open mouth kiss against the skin of your ankle, all while staring down at your with his hardened cock poking out proudly from his pants. You swallow thickly and watch as he easily tugs of his shirt, your eyes drinking in the tan skin and the bulk of muscle he's been putting on. You hear the click of his belt and he lifts the slightest bit to kick his jeans off.

In a second he presses his legs open and slots himself in between your tights, his hardened cock pressed against your core.

"Oh my god." You breathe out, you're so wet and Namjoon cocks feel so hot against your sensitive skin. You move your hips, wanting so badly for the male to sink into you. Your movement makes his cock slide against your opening a moan escapes your lips when his head hits your clit perfectly.

"W-wait, are you okay down there to be doing this?" Namjoon's large hands grab your hips from moving as he peers down at you slightly panicked. He can't see any stitches from where he's looking but there must be a wait time right? You give a nod and reach down to tug one of his hands away from your hips, lacing your fingers with the large palm.

"I'm okay," your promise with a gentle squeeze. "I got checked recently doctor gave me the green light it's all good down there. Omega's healing speed and all that. Just no knotting? I don't think I'm comfortable with that." You admit with a small shudder that passes through your body. Namjoon gives an understanding nod and leans down to his body is flush against you. He rests your laces hands next to your head and he presses small pecks against your lips.

"Let me just stretch you-" You give a sound of disagreement and roll your hips again, you and Namjoon moaning when the tip of his cock slips in briefly.

"I'm okay I promise, omegas are harder to break." You urge and you're telling the truth, your bodies aren't just human, you're mixed with your second genders. You tend to heal faster, and you know you're good to take what Namjoon was willing to give. So you try again, rolling your hips against his hoping his cock would slip in again. "I promise I'll tell you if it hurts, please, please Namjoon I need you. Need to feel you in me so bad alpha, take care of your omega yeah?" You know you've won when Namjoon gives a jerky nod and presses a haste kiss to your lips.

"I'll stop if you need to but please be honest okay pup? Can't hurt my girl again, I can't do that to you." Namjoon rushes out and you nod with flush checks but can't ignore your heat. Namjoon's thick cock just rests between your parted lower lips and it's killing you. You grind your hips a bit as Namjoon dots your face with kisses and it causes the male to let out a chocked grain. "Common alpha," You drawl rolling your hips upwards, the head of his cock hitting your clit so nicely. Namjoon grips harder onto your laced hand while his other hand tugs uselessly at the carpet. You cock your head to the side, knowing his eyes drop to the many love bites Jungkook and Taehyung left all over you.

You smile.

"Don't you wanna show your omega how much you love her?"

You know you win when Namjoon's gaze gets harder and his hand on the floor shots out to grab your hip, stopping the grinding motion by digging his blunt nails into the soft skin. "Cocky little thing aren't you?" Namjoon growls and you feel a little fucked up at how you don't have any fear at the predator gaze Namjoon has you pinned with. Your omega and you basically squealing on the inside and how annoyed your alpha looks with you. "Don't worry baby," Namjoon says with a sickly fake grin as he lines himself up with your entrance.

"I'll show you how much I love you."

Your back arches high off the floor when Namjoon slips inside you all the way, his balls hitting your skin. A moan escapes both your lips as your body adjusts to having him inside you. "H-hold on a second," you breathe, your free hand going to rest on Namjoon's chest. The male watches with concern at how you bite your lip and your eyes flutter shut. "Should I pull out?" Namjoon askes worried, he starts to slide his hips back, but you let out a sound of disagreement and wrap your legs around his wasit tugging him flush against you again. "N-no please, I just need a second to adjust." Your breathe and it is true, it wasn't painful to the point you wanted him out, you're an omega it takes a lot for sex to be painful for you.

But all the boys of Bangtan are hung and you are one small hole.

"Okay baby," Namjoon breathes and catches your parted lips with his own, licking inside your mouth gently as he gives you a moment. When he feels the way your hand laced his unclenches a bit he takes that as a sigh to roll his hips gently as he can against yours. Barely pulling out, just wanting to test the waters. When your head drops back and a high pitched whine leaves your lips Namjoon fights the urge to fuck you through the floor.

"Yeah?" He askes breathlessly as he drags his cock out a bit before thrusting back into you. "Please Joonie." You cry out and let the male completely drag his body against you, his defined chest pressed against yours as he buries his face into your neck hips going back to thrust harder into you. You let go of his hand to drag your nails down his back as he picks up his pace. His mouth going crazy on the sensitive skin of your neck, setting you and marking up the skin, while his hips keep a constant pace of fucking you.

"So good," Namjoon groans against your neck his hips not stopping their pace no matter how much you dig your nails into the muscles on his back. "Missed you so much, I couldn't breath without you." When you hear the sob coming from Namjoon and how his shoulders cave in a bit more you coo out his name tugging his head away from your shoulder to gaze up at his face. His hips slow down too long drags of his cock when you meet the watery eyes.

"Oh baby," You breathe and cup his face, catching the tears with small kisses across his cheeks. Namjoon presses his forehead against yours as he grips at your wasite, lifting your hips to fuck into you slowly. "I thought you picked the youngest and not me," Namjoon admits feeling vulnerable when you make a sad sound. "I kept telling myself it was okay and at least I knew they would take care of you, but-" you watched pained as a sob breathes out of Namjoon again. You hush him softly with a croon and push up at his chest, the alpha following blindly as you sit him on his butt as he leans against the legs of the couch.

You settle on his hips again and slide his length back inside you easily. Namjoon swears under his choked breath when you lean forward as you roll your hips, holding onto his shoulder as you lean to whisper in his ear.

"You're such a good alpha Namjoon, you're so good to me I couldn't never not pick you. I love all of you, I would never pick between you all." You promise and smile softly to yourself when Namjoon wraps his arms around you again, his face shoving into your shoulder and neck. "Could never forget about you Joonie." You breathe as both of you pant into the air as you continue to roll your hips against his. "You were so mad at me that day, you looked so hurt." Namjoon cries out deep voice cracking in the end.

You let him pull your face away from his ear and your hands to cup his cheek, pressing a kiss to his wet lips. "I was mad but I forgive you Namjoon, I could never stay mad at you, not as someone as perfect as you." You confess and let Namjoon sob in relief before he meets your lips for a desperate kiss. You sink into the messy make out as you keep your pace upon his lap. Namjoon tugging you tighter and tighter against him. Your hips pause for a second from the burn in your thighs and you let out a whine when his cock slips out of you.

"Sh, got you, baby, I'll finish you off yeah?" Namjoon breathes reaching a hand down to slip himself back inside you. You nod eagerly and moan loudly when his hands grip your butt, lifting it up slightly so he could fuck up into you. "I'm not gonna last," You confess already feeling the tension building, it's been a while since you touched yourself as Namjoon filled you so perfectly you would snap soon. "I need you to come for me baby," Namjoon admits as he counties his brutal pace into you. "Need to have you fill up this dorm with your scent want all the boys to know what we did the second they're in here," Namjoon growls the last bit and his eyes flutter shut when he feels how you tighten around his cock.

"You're my omega yeah?" Namjoon whispers against your lips smacking your butt when you only nod. "Words," Namjoon spits out blunt nails digging into your ass. "I'm your omega, always going to be Namjoon, always gonna be yours." You cry out as your climax finally hits you. Namjoon watches jaw slacked as he keeps fucking you, your eyes snap shut and your head bows back as you ride out your high. Your chest pressed against his when you arch your back in his lap as his hips finally slowed down, wanting you to reach every bit of your climax you can.

You slump forward, letting the male catch you as you gather your surroundings again. You blink lazily at the wall of the dorm as you register Namjoon sucking at your neck. "I'm gonna need more turtle necks." You groan lazily and flop your head against the male's shoulder, feeling them shake as he chuckles. "It's pretty bad," Namjoon admits as he strokes your back with a warm palm, nuzzling the side of your head with his nose he drinks in the scent of you that he's been missing for weeks.

"I would never leave you out," you hush out after a beat of silence. "Any of you, it's selfish but I want you all. Especially you Namjoon, you treated me so good since day one and I could never brush that off. You've so important and valuable to me don't ever doubt it." You curl more into the male when you feel his hand pause its motion of stroking your back. Soon he picks it up again and a sweet kiss to pressed to your forehead as he leans back a bit.

"Thank you pup."

You both bathe in the silence and scent each other lazily, knowing none of you were going anywhere.

"Namjoon?" You asked after minutes of silence. He lets out a sound to show his response as he peppers kisses along your jaw.

"You're still hard." You say, you can't ignore the way his cock is still inside of you, warm and heavy it almost pulses against your sensitive walls. You blink up at Namjoon when he leans back, showing you a grin with all teeth and dimples.

"Well I did say I wanted to fill-up the dorm with your scent, we have some more work to do for that pretty thing."

Notes:

yall better go watch a namjoon fancam right now, go, do it, give my bias some love

it was a hard mix between people wanting smut and fluff so my ass was like sick lets do both and add some angst !!!!

i like really like how this chapter turn out I really wanted to explore namjoon's feelings and how that affects how he thinks about himself with dear reader

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Chapter 34: thirty four

Summary:

traitional man

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"I have to leave eventually you know that right?"

Namjoon mumbles in disagreement and tightens his hold around you, wrapping his thick arms around your wasit as he continues to bury his face into your shoulder. "No, you don't," Namjoon groans against your neck. You smile and continue to run your fingers through the freshly dyed brown hair on his head. "I like your color like this," you comment softly and sigh blissfully when you snuggle more into the sheets surrounding you two on Namjoon's bed. "Hmm, didn't like the blonde?" He almost slurs as he begins to lap at your scent glands, you barely flinch at this point, use to the male scenting and licking every part of your body in the last two hours.

"Blonde was nice, but the pink was top tier," You say with a grin, a giggle escaping your lips when Namjoon lets out a painful groan, tugging you with him as he rolls onto your back, settling you on his chest. "We don't speak about the pink hair," Namjoon argues with a frown as the smile fills up your face. You prop yourself on his chest and meet his small grin with our own. "I like anything you do," You admit softly tracing your finger across his broader chest, noting the muscle building there. "Especially these gym days." You snort. Namjoon chuckles deeply, you feel the vibration under your hands, and tugs you closer pressing a sweet kiss to the tip of your nose before trailing it down to meet your lips.

"I'm still so sorry pup," Namjoon breaths against your lips when he pulls away. You nod softly and cup his face with one hand, stroking his cheek as he looks at you with a lowered gaze. "We'll figure it out, don't worry Joon." You promise. And you will, the bridge to fix this has started and you want to make things right between you and the boys. Sure, they all felt guilty and responsible for what had happened, but you weren't completely innocent either, there where many times you could have fixed things by simple communication, or expressing how you felt about something. Yet you allowed yourself to bottle it on and let your insecurities get in the way of everything.

"Did you wanna wait for the rest of the boys?" Namjoon asks a little hopeful. The faster this is all fixed Namjoon could properly ask you to be the pack omega. His big softly of an alpha crooning happily in his head of the thought. God, he wanted nothing more than to cuddle you to sleep and wake up to your mussed hair and sleepy eyes. He wanted to watch you shyly make your nest when you got comfortable, and omega quirk they did in their alphas home, and ask you gently to join you in it.

Yet Namjoon also knows they have to take this forgiveness at your own pace, he's lucky you even allowed Taehyung and Jungkook into your home last night. He's lucky you're willing to see him today, he doesn't want to push you into thinking you have to act like everything is back to being okay.

"I think it's best if I meet the boys each on their own you know? That was we can have a moment to figure any personal feelings and talk it out without everyone around, and it would only be fair. Then we can all have a full sit down and see where to go?" You propose the idea and smile in relief when Namjoon nods in agreement. "I wanna do it soon don't worry...I know Jungkook needs the attention from me I won't forget that." You say the last part softly and both you and Namjoon fall into the silence for a moment. "Do you know how you wanna approach the whole issue with him?" Namjoon asks softly, a warm palm going to stroke your naked back.

You're quiet for a moment, finger tracing random lines on Namjoon's chest as you think to yourself. "I don't know yet...I know me being around will help a bit, but it won't solve anything unless I bite him back." Namjoon tugs you a bit closer when he smells the distress leaving your body and you allow the alpha to press his nose to your hairline, nudging the area as he scents you gently, his body giving off a claiming pheromones. "No one expects you to bite him back little one," Namjoon promises and he means it. None of the boys expect you to do that if you didn't' want it, hell even asking you to be pack omega could be a no and they would have to accept it.

"I know, but I've seen his neck Joon, it looks so bad." You whisper sadly the image of the red, scabbing skin fresh in your mind. You could still see the nail marks when you think back to it and can't help but to cringe, Jungkook was hurting himself merely because he had no bite and you couldn't help but feel a little guilty. Namjoon calls your name softly, breaking you out of his trace. "We'll figure it out okay? If you don't want to bite him that's completely fine, I'm sure there's something we can do to help him." You nod softly and allow the male to cuddle you closer, both of you drinking up each other's scents.

"Thank you for letting me in pretty girl."
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You knew asking for her number was a long shot, Namjoon had given you an eyebrow raised when you expressed your idea before you had left the dorms. He was hesitant, clearly worry contacting the girl would be bad for you, but you needed her guidance on the next steps to fix things with the boys.

Eun Ae.

Jin's sister.

You fiddled with the napkin in the fancy cafe you sat at. You had texted the girl when you left the dorms and was surprised to get a phone call not even a minute later from her. Before you could even say hello she was rattling off an address and telling you to be there in an hour. So you booked it to your place, showered off the smell of sex, and tried your best to dress up a little more, knowing Jin's family was on the higher class side.

You already felt out of place in the fancy cafe with high ceilings as the waiter placed your water on the table. You looked over the three different forks and your brain couldn't comprehend what each one was meant to be used for. Why was one of them so small-

"Oh good, you're early."

You jump out of your seat and swirl around to see the true omega, you couldn't fight the anxiety swelling up inside of you. The girl was just as beautiful as Jin was, pale perfect skin, long dark hair falling to her slim wasit, plump lips just like Jin having lipstick on it perfectly, she was tinner then you too, all soft curves and petite hands. You felt the waves of insecurity coming when you notice the way you tower over her, and how her simple white dress looked more elegant than anything you could ever wear. Her eyes look you head to toe and you feel underdressed in your simply floral print black dress, barely having any elegance like her. A part of you wants to bolt, fearing what the women would say after what you have done to Jin.

Her cat-like eyes blink at you for a moment before a small smile breaks out of her face, you blink when you feel skinny arms wrap around you in a warm hug and your nose is filled with the smell of true omega.

"It's so nice to meet you." She beams when she pulls away and you can't help but to be in awe of her duality, the second the smile graces her face her resting indifferent face is gone as she lights up the room. You merely nod and choke out a 'you too' and let her sit down, waving the waiter over and rambling off an order for the both of you. When the waiter walks off you look at his back, turning to look back at Eun Ae, her eyes already on you with a warm smile. You smile back, a little shaky. You only know what Jin has told you about his sister, older than the both of you, even though she looks younger, the woman is 35. Happily married with an alpha and has two twins, one boy and one girl, that already have the beauty everyone in the Kim family seems to hold. Jin has told you his elder sister held her true omega status very proudly and sounded just a little bit imitating.

She was the perfect true omega, and you and your own omega couldn't help but feel less than around her. She wore her status with pride, while you spent years covering it up.

"JIn would call me like crazy asking for ways to woo you and how to help! I swear I kept telling him to google it, but I guess he wants direct sources. Did you like the meals he sent over? I recommended ones with more protein and iron, our bodies tend to need those more. Wolves and all you know!" The girl rambles, not even pausing when the waiter brings over your lattes with complex foam art on top of it. She says a thank you as a tray filled with desserts and pastries is put down. You watch as Eun Ae gently places certain ones on your plate, telling you which each flavor is and if she liked them or not.

"Did he also give you the deer? I kept telling him not to, it's way too outdated of a practice but he gets so into his alpha brain of his I wouldn't be surprised if he did." She snorts to herself cutting into a piece of sponge cake. You can't fight down the giggle when the thought of Jin bringing you a whole deer pops into your mind. "He is very traditional, but no deer." You finally respond with a smile that matches the one beamed back at you. "I'm honestly surprised he told you about me." You admit to the women as you take a sip of the latte, humming when the warm drink hits your tongue. "Do I wanna ask about the other partners he needed advice for?" You joke, a little bitterly you admit. But you pause when you see the confused look on Eun Ae's face.

"Oh honey, you're the only one he's ever told our family about. We're traditional, he dated around before sure, but he would never court an omega he didn't want to marry and mate with."

You place the cup softly down, muttering an 'oh' as you drink in the information. You knew Jin was traditional but you had assumed that he has other serious relationships, he was the oldest after all. Eun Ae smiles at you silence and looks down at her latte with a smile. "Our parents are basically soul mate, we grew up in a very loving home and saw first hand what a beautiful mating bond should look like. I always thought the idea of soul mates was silly, but Jin always dreamed of the idea of finding his perfect mate. Someone who would make him feel like home is how he described it. Out parents made him take lessons on how to be a proper alpha and how to treat omegas." She explains swirling the cup gently.

"Jin was always so inventive, the other alphas teased him for taking notes and having 100 questions, but it didn't matter to him. He would tell me when we were kids that he wanted to be the perfect alpha, just like dad was to mom. He didn't care if he ended up with an omega, beta, or alpha. He just wanted that soulmate feeling and make his mate know how much he loved them." She lets go of the cup and reaches out, taking your hands and giving it a squeeze.

"He called me a few weeks after meeting you, told me all about this dumb contract with the most beautiful girl he has ever seen. He spent all night gushing to me about how sassy you were but also how caring you could be. How you always checked on him too if he seemed the less bit stressed that you would hold him and let him voice his feelings. He also called me the night after the forced bite." Eun Ae says the last bit softly and smiles sadly when you swallow, shifting as if she could see Jungkook's mark under your dress's cut.

"I don't think I ever heard him cry that much if I'm honest with you. I'm not trying to make you feel bad either, if that was me I would of ripped someone's neck off. But god, Jin was heartbroken, he was sobbing that he lost the only girl he ever felt so at home with, that he failed as your alpha." You let go of her hands to dap at your eyes with a napkin, her soft words and sad face making the words all a little more heartbreaking. "I didn't know he was that sad." You admit sniffing as you glare at your latte art, trying to stop the tears from flowing.

"He loves you, hon." Eun Ae responds and you let her reach over to push some hair away from your face, your heartwarming from the sisterly move. "But that's why I'm so happy you contacted me," she breathes with a smile, and you nod, knowing she's referring to the text you had sent her.

"Teach me how to court back my alpha?" You smile when Eun Ae giggles happily and leans closer, starting your mini-lecture.
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Jin sighs when he shoulders open the door, dropping the borrowed keys onto the small table near the front of the door. He shuts it behind him and lock sit, slipping his shoes off and placing his overnight bag onto the floor as he rolls his shoulders back.

He drags his bag farther into the hotel room, his sister has contacted him the night before expressing that there was a small wedding ceremony happening, a cousin, but Jin had missed most of the family gatherings this last year because of tour. So the alpha was basically bullied into attending the ceremony. It was still in Seoul, but Jin's sister has expressed her family were going to stay at the same hotel, as they lived a little outside of the main city, and it would be good for Jin to book in the same place.

Jin couldn't help but agree, he has seen his nephew and niece in a while and he would of usually invited them to stay at the dorms, lord knows they had enough room in the giant building, but with how much a mess the boys of Bangtan was Jin knew it wasn't a good idea. You had seen Namjoon yesterday morning and left in the afternoon. When the boys has came over, a part of Jin was really hoping you had stayed. Yet Namjoon has expressed your desire to meet the boys one on one each to fix things and Jin agreed it was a good idea.

He just knew he wasn't going to be the next one any time soon.

He figures it might be Yoongi, you probably hated Jin more, he had gushed about how good of an alpha he was yet he has failed you. You probably thought he was a failure of an alpha and Jin couldn't blame you.

He really feels like it.

Jin sighs and plops onto the bed, avoiding the mirror on the vanity in front of him, knowing the self-proclaimed 'worldwide handsome' wasn't looking so hot right now. He barely slept last night, the smell of you wafting out of Namjoon's room still after hours of you being gone kept him up at night. And the lack of messages from you kept the tears streaming down his face. He can feel the dry skin under his eyes and knows his skin is probably sickly pale from the lack of food he's eating.

He sighs into the ceiling, but perks up a bit when he hears a knock on the door, his sister with the kids, he the first bit of happiness in a while thinking about the two toddlers and pads towards the door, telling himself to act happy for the kids.

He does not expect to swing the door open and see you.

His hand drops from the doorknob and he doesn't even have a chance to drink you in before he's wrapping his arms around you, tugging you into his chest. He hears a giggle come from you as he buries his face into your hair and Jin wants to sob at how warm his cold body feels in an instant. "Oh thank you," Jin breaths and doesn't hesitate to tug you into the hotel room, only loosening one arm to kick the door close before he's pressing you against it, basically bearing all his weight onto you as he crowds you.

"Thank you, thank you, baby, thank you so much." Jin basically sobs into your hair as he drinks you in. It's been weeks since he's seen you and everything just crumbles onto Jin. The pain that he's been keeping in and pretending wasn't there finally hits him in full force, but it's okay because you're here. You picked Jin, you have come to him.

"Don't cry," you soothe out stroking the defined back of the elder male. Jin tries his best to calm himself down, but he and his alpha are a mess. His alpha is whimpering, so thankful that you had come back to him and haven't pushed the eldest away. His home is back, the one person he felt so comfortable with and wanted to take care of back with him and he can't control himself.

You gently tug Jin's head back by the longer strands on the nape of his neck and peer up at the watery eyes of him. You can tell he hasn't been treating himself well the past few weeks and it hurts to know it's because of you. His face is a little more sunken in and doesn't have the usual glow. You cup his tear-stained face and lean up, gently pressing your lips to the full one of Jin's. The male whimpers against you and you can't help but let out the same sound. You forgot how much you missed Jin, the comfort the elder gave, the way his broader body made you feel small and protected.

This time you need to take care of him though.

Eun Ae has explained, all while you blushed, that one of the ways an omega could show how much their alpha means to them is truly submitting to them. Not just presenting face down and ass up, Eun Ae has waved off, but fulling falling into your omega headspace and baring yourself for the alpha. Addressing them by their status, bearing your belly, allowing them to dominate you. It goes back down to the roots of the second gender, Eun Aw had explained. Even if an alpha was more submissive in bed, for example, a part of them would still love to dominate their omega partner, their alpha would go crazy and love it. Someone as traditional as Jin especially would love to have you vulnerable and take care of you.

' It's different too', Eun Ae has explained over a bite of her cake, 'being that submissive out of our heat kinda just means, 'hey I love you and trust you to take care of me and my omega trusts you too', you know? We're being so vulnerable willing, not because our heat is making us. Alpha's, especially old fashion ones, love it and their wolf side goes crazy. It's more than just a sex thing,' She finished off her cake and daps her napkin on his mouth.

' It shows complete and utter trust.'

A sound leaves the alpha's lips when you pull away from him, slipping past his body. Jin whines and goes to grab for you, but you easily dodge out of his hands and giggle at the playful glare he sends you. He follows you on shaky legs into the bedroom, swallowing as he watches the way the light pink dress floats around your legs, the pale pink color complimenting your skin beautifully. "Pup, please I can't take this, I missed you so much let me hold you please." Jin basically begs and rounds the small corner where the entranceway ends and the bedroom begins.

He has to check if he's drooling when he's treated by the sight.

You have slipped off the dress easily it seems, the light fabric on the floor fluttered on the ground like nothing. Your hair is sprayed out on the pillows looking so soft from where Jin stands in the low lighting. You must of had nothing on under the dress because you lay bare on the white bedsheets, your skin flushed lovely and your nipples already pebbling up. Yet as much as Jin feels his cock getting hard in his pants from your naked form, that's not the only thing making his heart race.

You're in presenting form, not the breeding one you did in your heat with your ass stuck out, no this one wasn't meant for heats. Your neck is cocked to the side, Jungkook's bite laying on your mate mark but that doesn't disappoint Jin at all, because you're presenting your neck to him. Your hands aren't covering your belly, a habit you do when you get naked in front of the boys, and instead lay tangled in your hair, arms reaching up. Your stomach, the cute little belly Jin craves to sink his teeth into, is out and bearing bared completely to the alpha.

Jin's mind thinks about all the information he learned in his classes, the form you're in is only one thing and it makes Jin sob softly to himself. You're in baring a presentation form that an omega would only use on their mate, the belly and neck where sensitive spots for any wolf, in fights they would protect their necks as the other wolf would lunge for it to attack. And an omega wolf was always known for protecting their belly, as it usually is protecting the cubs in there. No omega would willing show this presenting form to anyone, they would only ever show it to their mates, their lover-

their soulmate.

Jin stumbles to the bed and is surprised he doesn't trip and fall on top of you. He doesn't hesitate to shove off his baggy sweater and kick off his jeans as he settles over you. A giggle makes a way past your lips as you curl your hands around his broad shoulders, the male cupping your face and gazing down at you with watery eyes.

"Thank you so much pup," Jin hushes as he brushes your cheek softly. "Thank you for allowing me in thank you for forgiving me, thank you for giving me a second chance." Jin leans down to press a kiss to your cheek, his lips shaking as he tries not to sob at how warm his heart feels from you. "I promise you, I'll be the alpha you deserve. You're mine, you're ours. I won't ever make you feel like that again, I swear I'll be perfect-" you lean up to cut Jin off with your lips, pressing your damp ones against his soft pillowy ones.

"You are the perfect alpha already Jin," you hush to the male, you know how much he was tearing himself apart after the whole incident. It was all a major blow to Jin, who was taught to be the perfect alpha. You couldn't imagine how much he hated himself over it, but he was your alpha and you were gonna make sure he knew he was perfect.

"You're so in tune with what I need, always taking care of your omega, always making sure I'm eating well, sleeping well, that I'm healthy." You hush out as you pepper kisses all over the perfect skin. "You're such a good alpha, couldn't ask for a better pack to take care of me. Couldn't ask for a better alpha to help lead his younger packmates." You croon softly when Jin shakes with his sobs, just like Namjoon the male curls around you and allows you to pet his back as your soft croons leave your lips coming deep within your omega.

You know you're falling into your omega headspace, and for once it doesn't scare you. You omega preens at that and continues her croons for the alpha as you stroke his back. You know you could fully submit to your second gender and trust that Jin would take care of you. Even after all that happened with Jungkook, the fear of how you would react passes you,

they're your boys.

"Take care of your omega, alpha." You whisper in the room and Jin feels his heart grow, you never called any of the boys alpha out of your heat. You're falling into your omega headspace for Jin, your trust Jin to take care of you and make you feel good in such a vulnerable state.

Jin was going to make you feel so loved.

"Open your legs for my pretty thing," Jin coos, his eyes still damp with tears but his alpha side is taking over. He needs to make you feel good, make his omega cum over and over again until she's shaking. Needs to make sure you're coated with his scent, needs to pump you full of his cum, needs to breed you, need you, need you, needs you.

Jin groans deeply when he slips a hand down and feels your wet heat on his fingers. He easily swirls a finger against your clit, the tiny bundle of nerves being pet nicely from his. He leans his other arm on the side, keeping his head low and propped over you to watch how your eyes flutter shut and your mouthparts open for Jin. "Such a pretty, pretty omega," Jin whispers, nuzzling the side of your face as he rubs your clip in slow, tight circles. "Alpha, please." You gasp out when he easily slips a finger in, cooing at the way your hips buckle up.

"So good, be a good omega for me yeah?" Jin breathes as he pumps his middle finger in slowly, testing to make sure you felt to pain first. He smiles softly when you grip at his forearm that's inside you and hitch your hips up, grinding down onto his finger. "Oh? My omega already this needy?" Jin chuckles deeply as how you peer up at him with wide eyes and flushed cheeks, your mouth parting to gasp when he slips in a second finger.

"Always needy for my alpha," you croon and your free hand goes up to cup Jin's check, another gasp tears through you when Jin fucks his fingers up into faster when you say the words, his gaze getting darker as he keeps eye contact with you. You feel him scissors his fingers and your eyes flutter shut for a second, a moan tearing it's way past your lips.

His fingers stop and growls lowly.

"Eyes stay open and on me omega." His voice is deeper than usual, and you find yourself gazing up at him in slight awe. You've heard Namjoon growl and slip into his alpha headspace when the boys snap at each other, but never Jin. The traditional alpha always was on the middle ground and allowed his alpha to cave to his second gender.

Yet here Jin was, clearly allowing his alpha to take over.

Your omega and you shiver together.

You make yourself keep your eyes open as Jin fucks his fingers into you slowly, his dark eyes drinking in the way you jerk in his grip and how you bite down on your bottom lip. He knows his pupils are fully dilated at this point, how could they not be? You look so delicious under him and he sees the way your tummy tenses as you try to hold back your jerks. "How's it feel omega?" Jin almost purrs, he knows it feels good, he smell the slick oozing out of you and running down his wrist, it's making his mouth water.

"So, good thank you alpha," you whimper nails digging into Jin's forearm as he merely hums at you, giving you a pretty smile head cocking to the side as he watches your face. His fingers feel too deep inside of you, rubbing your walls in the most delicious way, and when Jin cocks his fingers up more, curling the tips of them until he feels the spongy material he sighs happily when you cry out louder. "Oh? Did I find my omega's special little spot?" Jin whispers, "Am I making my omega's pussy feel good?" He can't help but to lean down as he fucks his fingers right onto your g-spot, pressing little kisses all over your cheek as your body curls upwards, obviously wanting him deeper.

You mumble something through your whimpers and Jin hums, not slowing the pace of his fingers as he moves his kisses to your forehead. "Speak up little thing, what did you say?" He questions feeling the way your eyelashes flutter against his cheek when he scents your head softly.

"I-I said it's your pussy." You whisper it so softly, JIn has to strain to hear the words. His head jerks back a bit to look down at your face, the blush darkens in your cheeks, and your eyes struggle to stay open as you gaze at him, still following his order of keeping eye contact. His fingers pause inside you as he takes in your words, it all going straight to his already hard cock. Leaning forward Jin hovers his face a mere few inches away from you, gazing down at you with hooded eyes.

"It's my pussy omega?" He breathes the question, his alpha inside practically shaking from how much he was to let loose and fuck his cock into you. Jin was never the type to want to 'own' a woman, they were his equal and never once saw them as something he has possession over.

Yet, he knew his very traditional alpha liked the idea of their omega showing their submissiveness to the alpha.

Jin never knew he would love it this much.

"Say it again," Jin spits out his fingers going back to fuck you. hard than last time and it causes a loud moan to slip past your lips as you struggle again not to let your eyes slip close. "Tell me who this pussy belongs to omega." Jin hisses this time when you don't follow his request right away and grinds his thumb onto your clit making a sob tear away at your throat.

"You, alpha, it's all yours. It's your pussy, I'm yours, make me yours." You cry out hands going to cup Jin's cheeks as he watches, wide eyes and his pretty lips parted when you orgasm from a hard thrust and swipe to your clit.Jin barely gives you a second post-orgasm before he's slipping his fingers out, still carefully because it's his precious omega, and shoves his boxers down. Your mouth waters when you gaze down at his pretty cock, pale with a pink tip, pre-cum already oozing out as Jin swipes it to pump his cock a few times while he settles in between your legs. You swallow when you see the veins poking out of the pale skin as he pumps his cock lowering it until you feel the tip spreading your lower lips.

"This does belong to your alpha doesn't it?" Jin says, eyes trailing from you before traveling down to see the show he's creating. You rest on your forearms to watch as he glides his tip over your soaked pussy lips his pre-cum easily mixing with it. A broken moan slips past your lips when Jin guides his pink tip to your clit, rubbing the pulsing head of his cock on your little bundle of nerves. "It's all mine, "Jin breathes and in a second he lips his tip past your folds, that's the only warning you get before his whole cock is flush inside of you and pulsing against your walls.

You collapse onto your back as your eyes roll to the back of your head, back arching as your body adjusts to Jin's length. He follows you though, hands going on either side of your head as he crushes his lips against yours. "And you're all mine, aren't you omega?" Jin asks barely pulling away from the kiss. You whimper as he dominates your mouth, grinding his lips down, his cock barely pulling out, leading to his length hitting your spot beautifully. "Yes, yes, yes." You breathe hands going to the board shoulders of the alpha. your nails digging into the skin as he starts to fuck you faster. You meet your teary gaze with his and allow a deep purr to escape from your chest.

"I'm all your alpha."

With that Jin starts to snap his hips into you, barely pulling away from your lips as he allows the muscle in her arms to keep himself held up above you. He doesn't wanna pull away from your addicting kisses and groans against your mouth when he feels your nails ranking down his shoulders when he pulls his cock almost all the way out just to slam in back into you. "Never leave me," Jin growls against your lips, his hands gripping the bed sheets so hard that the tears can be heard over the sound of his balls hitting your skin. "We'll never hurt you again," Jin promises and one hand goes to cup your face, wiping away a tear that slides down your cheek.

"I'll never hurt my omega again, so please promise you'll never leave me."

You nod frantically words tumbling out when Jin angles his hips upwards hitting your g-spot over and over again. "I promise alpha," You gasp out and pull JIn closer down, nudging his head to the side so part of his neck is exposed. You know it's not his mate mark, but it's the same area just on the other side of his neck, so you don't feel guilty when you sink your teeth to the soft skin, and by the way Jin reacts you know he doesn't hate it either.

He freezes for a second, probably thinking in his lust haze that you bite his mate mark. But when it registers you didn't Jin still acts just as excited. He all but collapses on you and starts fucking you widely, losing his pace and borderline goes into frenzy with his hips. His one arm goes to hold the headboard, he is slamming into the wall in time with his hips, as leverage as his other hand goes to delicately cup the back of your neck.

"Fuck yes, good omega. Such a good girl." Jin growls out loudly, eyes almost rolling to the back of his head. "Sink your teeth into me, bite my fucken skin until it's black and blue. Leave your mark on me omega, do it. Bite. Me. Harder." Jin ends the last three words with a harsh snap of his hips and pushes your face more into his neck. When he feels the way your canines grow in his skin and your jaw tightens more, clasping his skin just the way he wants it, Jin goes feral.

He lets out the deepest growl he's ever made and pistoles his hips into you until you're cumming. You cry out, teeth still latched onto Jin's neck, as a full-body shudder leaves you. Jin finds himself following soon after and groans out your name loudly, only slowing his hips down once he's sure his cum is pumped into you. Jin lets go of the headboard and falls onto you as softly as he can, he presses his damp forehead against the cool pillow under your as he gathers his senses. He pets the back of your head cooing out for you to let go and you slowly start to retract your teeth off his neck.

Jin chuckles when he feels you squeak and your hand going to press against his neck. "Y-You're bleeding!" You look around groaning when all you see is white bedsheets. Jin hums and merely wraps an arm around your wasit, pulling you both up until he's sitting on the bed with you in his lap. He watches amused as you try to tug out of his grip, eyes looking at the bathroom near the bed, mumbling to yourself about a first aid kit. "It's fine baby here," Jin reaches out and grabs his sweater hanging off the edge of the bed, he presses the material to his neck once he pries your fingers off.

"This sweater has to cost a lot." You frown but your smaller hand goes to hold it against the bite, allowing Jin to drop his hand resting his warm palm on your his, squeezing the soft skin and kneading the area. "I shouldn't have gone harder." You frown to yourself as you peel back the dark material whining when you see how deep the bite mark looks. Jin merely hums, head going down to nuzzle your scent glands a happy sigh leaving his lips when he gets a good whiff.

"It's okay," Jin basically sings, in bliss from your smell and the way his neck throbs. "I would let you go it again and again and again-" You snort but twist your head to press a kiss against his cheek. Jin moves his head to catch your lips with his before you could fully pull away, moving his plush ones softly against yours. When he parts he rests his head against your forehead, nuzzling your noses together making a little giggle escape your lips that warms his heart.

"Thank you for coming back to me little one."

Notes:

so sorry this is late i'm 2/3 done masters applications please pray i get in AH (RYERSON LET ME IN)

this was a hefty chapter and I'm so happy how it turned out?? I really wanted to go all traditional with Jin since I painted him in that light and please tell it it's good llolololololol

Thank you all so, so, so much for the love the last chapter. Namjoon has been my man since I started liking BTS in 2015 and I was like where is the LOVE FOR HIM????? I'm glad we can all appreciate Mr. monster

Hope all you Jin biases and non Jin baises cause lets be honest how can you not love him, enjoyed this chapter!!! Who we thinking we went next I love seeing your guesses! Let me know what you though, as I always say I love reading feedback and it really motivates me and inspires ideas!!

Chapter 35: thirty five

Summary:

damn that boy is a dom
warning: BDSM themed (nothing harsh, but emotional play? tears, dom play)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

You don't think you've ever felt more outside of your element.

Flushing at the walls of sex toys in front of you, you try not to look away when someone easily picks up a dragon dildo next to you. You aren't ashamed to be in the sex store per se, it's just a little uncomfortable and you can't help but feel like people are eyeing you almost having a panic attack in the aisle. On top of that, your past partners haven't really explored this side when it came to your sex life, yeah maybe things would get rough, but you haven't done anything past spanking and some choking in the bedroom. So why were you looking at butt plugs?

You remember the look Hoseok has given you during your heat, the way he wasn't the smiley happy pill J-Hope you were used to seeing. You remember his dark gaze and the way your begging for his dick didn't affect him. You remember how much control he had and how patient he was.

Hoseok was a dom and you would try subbing for him.

You figured it was a good way for you to apologize for shutting the boys out, even though they disagreed. Jin has told you time and time again that no one was upset at you for leaving them in the dark when you left him this morning. He expressed the boys were all waiting as patient as they could for you to reach out and meet whichever one was next.

"Patiently?" You had snorted to Jin as you leaned into his chest, your back to him as he braids your hair with ease. Jin had hummed and pressed a kiss to the back of your neck, rolling his eyes when he sees the black bruising Taehyung and Jungkook had left there. "Well as patient as alphas can be," Jin sighed finishing the braid and tying the end easily. "I think I heard Jimin beating his dick off and crying the other day to your photos if I'm honest," Jin says with a shrug grinning when he sees the full-body shudder that escapes your body.

"Crying?" You mumble to yourself playing with a shirt of Jin you stole from his suitcase, fiddling with the silky material. Jin hums wearing his arms under the large material to lay one hand flat on your tummy not caring when you whine about being bloated. "I like your tummy hush," Jin has mumbled petting the skin that he can't help but think about being larger carrying his pups. "But yes, crying. Jimin is horny all the time and emotional. So when the two mixes it's a weird combo." Jin smirks but raises an eyebrow when he smells your arousal and the way you shift your hips in his lap.

"Oh?" He calls softly and you gasp when he trails his hand upwards to cup at your breast, Flicking a nipple under his shirt Jin grins at the way your back arches. "Does my baby like the idea of Jimin getting off to you with teary eyes? You like knowing you got Jimin, fuck all of us, so fucked for you we restored to fucking our hands thinking it was you? You like that Jimin got so emotional and crazy that he was sobbing your name when he came?" Jin grins darkly when you whine and go lax against his body, picking up his free hand and using the large palm to cup your pussy.

"Please alpha," You hushed out and soon your eyes were rolling to the back of your head when Jin let his fingers slip inside you.

Breaking out of the thought you peek over your shoulder when you hear a soft call of someone. You turn to see a girl, around your age, an alpha your nose easily picks up. She gives a kind smile and waves her hand at the wall of toys in front of you.

"Did you need help? Any idea what you're looking for?" You shift in your spot and take a breath, there's no need to be shy, you tell yourself. This stuff is normal and nothing to be ashamed of. So you put on a smile and give a nod hand running through your hair bashfully.

"My partner is into the BDSM lifestyle, he's a dom. I'm new to this stuff and want to surprise him with...something? I don't even know what to get, to be honest with you." You breathe a laugh and smile when the girl gives an understanding nod and waves her arm at the toys behind you. "Totally hear you, I wouldn't recommend all this, especially if you're new. Let me show you some other things!" You follow the taller girl to another section of the store and glance around at the new products.

"If you don't mind me asking, just so I can get an idea of what he would like, what's his status? What kind of dom behavior has he done? Anything in the bedroom you feel comfortable sharing?" You hum out as you think, glancing at the pretty lingerie you both stop at. "He's an alpha, and I haven't seen much but he's very calm? If that makes sense, it's a complete flip of his normal personality, lots of pet names from what I remember, and just him doing a lot of control." You admit, a light blush on your checks. When you're treated with a soft smile and an understanding nod you can't help but to thank the girl mentally for creating such a good atmosphere.

"One thing I would start with is lingerie, I know it's nothing huge people usually come here thinking they're gonna walk out with a paddleboard. But you're new to it and I'm sure your dom would wanna ease you into this all. So some sexy lingerie is a big yes." She points out a few your size and you nod looking over the pink lace material. "Another thing when it comes to toys is this." You blink away from the lingerie and watch as the woman taps her hand on the glass display next to you. You look down into it and see what she's pointing at.

Collars.

You're a bit amazed at how many different types there are, black ones with spikes, pink lacey ones, diamond ones and so many more. You look in awe at them and can't help but to feel a little excited when you think about Hoseok slipping one of these onto your neck, you can imagine his voice asking you if it's too tight and tugging on it just in case. You break out of your thoughts when the girl looks over her shoulder at a call of her name, letting you know to give her a moment as she rings someone up.

You glance down at the clear case of the collars before slipping your phone out of your back pocket. Unlocking the device you go to your messages, opening the recent chat with Jungkook. You've made a point to keep conversation following with the male, not that it was hard, but you knew he was still suffering from his lack of bite. It pained you knowing he was willing to sit on the sidelines while you tried to mend things with the other members first. The old Jungkook would have had no issue taking all your attention, but you see the switch in him now. The respect he has for his elder pack members is back and you're happy to see the bond between them being mended.

Taking a photo of the collars you send the alpha a message, 'Any idea which one Hobi would like?' you're about to pocket your phone back, thinking he would respond in a bit, but jump when you feel the vibration of a phone call.

"Well that was quick kid," you snort into the phone instead of greeting him. "Kid-for the last time we're the same age." Jungkook hisses playfully back over the phone and your heart warms at the familiarity of this, the stupid phone calls you would have with the male throughout the day is one of the things you missed when it came to the weeks of silence.

"Do you have an answer?" You hum eyes glossing over the collars again, you shift in your shoes when you feel the small bubble of excitement in you when your eyes lock on them.

"Depends, are you gonna wear one for me too?" Jungkook responds over the phone and you can't help but bite down on your lip, feeling a flush crawling on your face when you hear the way his voice hushes out the words. "I didn't think you were into this kind of stuff, didn't peg me for a dom." You say softly into the phone curling your fingers into the bottom of your tee, feeling shy and a little aroused all at once.

"Baby I am into you any way any form, you want soft, lovely, vanilla cute sex? I'll fuck you so slowly and treat you so, so softly like my baby wants to be treated. I'll kiss your body all over and play with your pretty nipples until you're a pile of mush in my arms. Then I'll fuck you until you're crying for me. Want me to fuck you into the bed until you're screaming? I won't let you sleep the whole night and make your voice gone by the next day because I fucked your throat raw. You'll have bruises all over your hips from how hard I grip them while I hold you down."

You swallow thickly and let your hair curtain around your face hands twitching for something to grab and ground you. "Please don't," you hush out, thanking god you blocked your scent like you usually do. No one needed to smell how aroused you are right now. Jungkook let out a happy sigh and hummed a soft sorry.

"The pink and black lace one," he says after a moment. Your eyes gloss over the collars and land on the one he's pointed out. The black leather collar is covered with soft baby pink fabric in a ruffled manner, a layer of black lace laying on top of the pink creating a pretty contrast. The middle of the collar holds a baby pink bow perfectly tied and with a little bell hanging from it. Your hand hovers over it and you swallow softly at how pretty the collar looks.

"Hoseok always talks about how he likes it when his past girls would dress cute, he's not into the latex and black on black stuff. He dresses them up pretty cause he likes to watch them cry pretty." Jungkook says softly into the phone and you can't help say his name softly in plea, you're not sure for what but the male is getting you too aroused.

"Hoseok will take care of you, don't worry honey. Get that one for him and a leash if there is one." You snap yourself out of the haze of lust you're in when you see the employee coming back towards with you a smile. You tell Jungkook thank you and he lets out a pleased sound.

"No worries, you're going to be wearing that for me too so I'm happy to help."
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"I like collars too."

You sigh when Taehyung is the one who opens the door for you to the dorms. You push past him to get inside rolling your eyes softly at the tan male. "Oh? I should have bought you one to wear then." You shoot back with a small smile on your face. You lean down to unlace your shoes and slip them off, only when you place them neatly inline with the other boy's shoes do you remember Taehyung is still there.

Your back meets the door and a small sound escapes the back of your throat. Your wide eyes look up to see an unamused Taehyung looking down at you with dark eyes. You're aware now why fans tend to defend Taehyung's resting bitch face, the male looks dangerous as he merely looks down at your form. It sends a chill down your spine at how easily he's dominating the mood and making you want to cower away from his eyes. You keep your head up though and don't move when Taehyung steps closer his head cocking to the side as he counties to look down at you.

"I hope you bought a whip to because I'm going to-"

"Taehyung for the love of God let her in."

A smile breaks on your face when Taehyung drops his dark glare in a second and whines over his shoulder at the figure standing in the doorway. You sneak away from Taehyung and allow yourself to greet the eldest male, going on your toe to press your lips to Jin's soft ones. Jin runs a hand over your hair gently before cupping the back of your neck to deepen the kiss slightly, allowing himself to lick inside your mouth briefly before pulling away. "Hi pup," Jin breathes with one more peck to your lips.

"Okay no fair, I didn't get a kiss." You can hear the pout in Taehyung's voice and both you and Jin share an amused look. You spin around on your heels to cup the tan man's surprised face and lay a large smack right onto his lips. You feel the smile of Taehyung against your lips as he giggles from the sloppy kiss. His arms try to pull you closer but easily slide out of his grasp ignoring his whine as you look back to Jin.

"Hoseok's not home yet?" The elder male nods in agreement, putting his hand on the small of your back to guide you into the large dorms Taehyung trailing behind still whining. "He's in the studio with Namjoon and Yoongi right now. Namjoon already knows to let him leave early, lord knows he needs it." You cock your head when Jin mumbles the last part and let him settle you into one of the high chairs in the kitchen connected to the island. "What do you mean he needs it?" You ask looking over your shoulder at Taheyung who stands behind you wrapping his arms around your shoulder to nuzzle your hair.

Jin sighs as he picks out an apple, rinsing it before starting to cut it into perfect slices. "Hoseok's not doing well right now, we're preparing for a comeback and he was given the chance to produce his own song. The due date is coming up and he just can't seem to finish it. On top of that going over choreography is a mess, Jimin is taking over the lead right now with our dancer teacher because Hoseok can't get the moves right." You let the information sink in as Jin places the apple slices in front of you and nods at you to eat them.

"It's because of me isn't it?" You ask dumbly, you feel a bit stupid asking the question but you don't miss the look Jin gives Taehyung over his head. "I don't want you to feel bad pup, but he is a bit tense and distracted since you left yeah. And he hasn't..well uh." Jin fumbles around and you watch the way his ears redden a bit and he's avoiding your gaze. You twist in your seat to see Taehyung giving a look to Jin that's filled with 'shut up' all over his face.

"What? What hasn't Hoseok done?" You ask confused and push Taehyung back gently so he would look at you. The tan alpha lets out a sigh and runs a hand over his hair as he settles in the seat next to you, going to pick up an apple slice but Jin slaps it out of his hand.

"Ow you fuck-"

"Someone just tell me already," you sigh and pin your gaze on Jin, knowing the elder one was easy to read. Jin sighs and leans against the counter and meets your eye. "You know Hosoek is into the BDSM stuff and I'm happy you're willing to try it with him because well," Jin fumbles for a bit and looks at Taehyung for help to explain. The younger male puts a hand on your thigh and strokes the muscle softly as he gives you a soft look.

"When Hoseok got really stressed with everything he would seek out a partner to have scenes with. It was more than just a sexual release for him you know? The whole BDSM stuff for him goes past his dick. He's always had this act to put on of being the 'happy pill' of the group, but even he gets upset and tired of it. On top of that, we're so used to being told what to do and what to say and we're fine with it because that's idol life. But when it all gets too much for Hoseok he needs an outlet. For Yoongi it's writing for me it's painting and so on. For Hoseok it's doing a scene with a sub, him having complete control and dominating someone was one of the main ways he would de-stress." You nod blankly as you hear all the information and nudge Taehyung to go on when he waits for you.

"He hasn't hooked up with anyone since you came to our lives obviously, so he's a bit pent up now. We all like it a bit rougher in the bedroom it's different for Hoseok. He didn't want to just spring this all on you especially because you never really showed any desire into the BDSM lifestyle so he would just suppress it anytime he was with you." Jin nods and gives you a comforting smile when you look over at him.

"When you took your space, which is fine please don't feel bad, we all got restless and emotional. Hoseok has never been one who's good at sharing his feelings, so he's just bottling up and taking care of Jimin this whole time. But we can tell it's starting to affect him more than he knows." You let out a sigh and rug at your forehead taking all this information in. "I didn't know this whole BDSM thing went past the bedroom if I'm honest." You say softly feeling your head cloud.

"It's okay baby, most people think it's just spanking someone and calling it a day." Taehyung jokes leaning forehead to press a soft kiss to your head. "Sometimes it does go past that. Hoseok likes the control and trust, don't feel pressured to do something you don't want to do also." Taehyung adds sternly in the end. Jin nods in agreement. "If you don't want to do anything or feel uncomfortable be honest with Hoseok, he won't hurt you and would want you to enjoy it too." You nod, knowing Jungkook had told Jin and Taehyung about you wanting to reach out to Hoseok.

You allow Jin to hold an apple slice up to your lips and you bite into the sweet fruit. "Jungkook is the only other one here, if you wanted to see him," Jin says softly, his thumb going to swipe some juice that slips past your lips. He can't help but to watch with hooded eyes as he pops his thumb into his own mouth sucking the juices off. "How has he been?" You question softly, your hand goes up to stroke Taehyung's hair as the tanner male lays his head on your shoulder, nosing your neck lightly.

"He's managing..." Jin says not really meeting your eye. "You being around his helping him, he has more of a grasp of himself now. But his mating area still burns and he won't stop picking at it." You allow Jin to feed you another apple as you feel your chest tighten at the mention of Jungkook's condition.

"Should I just let him bite me?"

Both of the males head snap to look at you. Taehyung had a deep frown as he gazed at you and Jin's hands curled around the counter. knuckles turning white. "What?" You question pulling away from Taehyung's grip. "It makes sense, that way at least he'll stop suffering." Jin is already shaking his head before you could finish your sentence. "A mate mark isn't a simple pup, if you bite Jungkook you're bound to him. It's not like you can just get a divorce and never see him again. Your bodies would get physically ill if you separate from each other after a mating bond is formed." Jin explains in a serious tone his eyes locked on yours.

"I love you, but do not bite Jungkook if you're not 100% sure about him."

You hear the protectiveness in Jin's voice, knowing he cares about his youngest pack brother. You nod and give him an apologetic smile reaching out to squeeze his arm. "I'm sorry that was dumb of me to say, I understand." Jin nods curtly and distracts himself by giving you another apple slice that you easily bite into. "We're gonna head out soon to give you and Hoseok some privacy, go say hi to Jungkook for a bit if you want," Taehyung says watching as you nod sliding off the high chair. You allow both the alphas to pull you close, pressing soft kisses and scenting you before allowing you to drift off into the dorms.

Their voices fade as you get closer to the bedrooms, knowing which one was Jungkook's by the smell of it. You knock gently on the door and before your hand would even pull away it's swung open and you're staring up at a doe-eyed Jungkook.

"Hi, that was quick."

"Hi, I was tracking your smell - that's creepy isn't it?"

You can't fight the grin that fills up your face when Jungkook's ears start going a bit red. "Get in here," Jungkook mutters easily tugging you inside the room. You smile into his warm chest when he kicks the door close and guides your bodies onto the unmade bed that reeks of the true alpha. You only protest a groan when Jungkook slides into the bed, manhandling you under the covers with him and curling his large body around you. Your hand goes to stroke his back feeling a bit relieved when you feel the muscles shifting under your hand. You knew for the last few weeks Jungkook would only eat when the other members made him and wasn't taking care of himself like he used to. So feeling the muscle shift in his back and seeing the way he was filling out his shirt again eased your heart a bit.

"You're seeing Hoseok today?" Jungkook mumbled into your hair. You let out a hum as an answer and ignore the sniffs escaping Jungkook when he drinks in your smell. "Good, he's been weird lately. He stopped crying but he just looks mad all the time. It doesn't suit him." You lean your head back to look at Jungkook's face when you hear how soft his voice had gotten. "Aw is the big bad wolf worried for his brother?" You tease but press a kiss onto Jungkook's cheek as he glares at you.

"Hoseok has always been a really good packmate and member, he's a natural leader and is caring in the way Namjoon isn't the best at. He always taking care of us and it just sucks seeing him like that you know?" You smile softly at the way Jungkook speaks about his elder member and can't help but press another kiss onto his cheek. "I get it, I hope once I fix it all with each member we'll be okay."

Jungkook takes in your smile and forces one on his face, he can feel the question sitting on his lips. 'Will you be the pack omega?' is on the edge of his tongue. But he merely pulls you back into his chest and strokes your hair. He doesn't know if you want to be bound to all the males, becoming the pack omega means bonding with each male and after what Jungkook had done to you he doesn't know if you want their bites anywhere on you. He's not dumb he's overheard you with the other boys and you yourself have no idea how to deal with the lack of bond between you and Jungkook.

The last thing he wants is for you to bite him back just to make him feel better.

But he also thinks he might break if you allow his bite mark to fade, labeling Jungkook as a rejected alpha for good.

He can't blame you for not knowing how to deal with this all either, forgiveness was the first step to even fix the broken relationship between you and all the boys. Biting Jungkook back is in a gray area, yes it would fix the burn-in Jungkook's body and how he still wants to die when you're not around, but if you didn't love him back and want to be his mate no one could force you to be bond to him,

Jungkook lets his eyes close and for once his neck doesn't burn with our body so close. It's the only time his mind is at peace.

So he drinks it all in.
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"Oh god."

You stare at yourself in the mirror, feeling a bit silly. The lingerie you had on fit your body perfectly, the baby pink completing your skin. You couldn't fight the blush on your face as your stare at your reflection, for lingerie the one you were wearing was a bit out there. The top was built like a makeshift harness, delicate ribbon-like fabric in a shape of a bra on their side of your boob, meeting above your chest to create a little bow. The only thing covering your nipples was a thin piece of fabric that had the rest of your boob exposed. The bottom of the piece finishes the harness look as the ribbon-like fabric wrapped around your wasit. The bottom was more simpler, a thong in the same baby pink and leaving little to the imagination.

You shift on your feet in the middle of Hoseok's room, Jin had lead you to it before he dragged the two youngest members out. The room was at neat as you expected the bed made perfectly and nothing laying on the floors, unlike Jungkook's room. You knew Hoseok would be back at the dorms soon and you could feel the slight panic starting already. What if he thought you looked dumb? Standing there half-naked holding a collar for him to put on you. You feel silly, like a child playing dress-up. Swallowing harshly you stumble back towards your clothes laying over the dresser.

"This was stupid he's gonna laugh," you mutter to yourself and start pulling your shirt off the dresser. You fumble with the fabric unfolding it and trying to make it right side up. You distracted by the task and how loud your heartbeat is from embarrassment that you miss the sound of a door opening.

"Oh."

You let out a high pitched scream and spin around, arms wrapping around your basically bare breast as your heart sinks. Hoseok stand's at the door of his bedroom, eyes wide and on you. You can easily see the way he's sizing you up, his eyes dragging from the bottom of your bare legs to your eyes. You swallow the lump forming in your throat when Hosoek easily steps inside, closing the door softly behind him as he easily places his bag down by the door.

He casually strides more into the room, head cocking to the side a bit his light brown hair catching in the low light making his light highlights peek through. He stops about a foot away from you, hands easily sliding into the pocket of his baggy pants as he meets your eyes.

"Did I stop you from leaving?" His voice is different from what you're used to. You thought you've seen all sides of Hoseok, his cute loving one when he would cuddle you, his more sexier one when he performs on stage or pinned you down to press kisses to your neck, his stern one when he would lead dance practices and of course the bubbly J-Hope the whole world has come to love.

This Hoseok was different though.

His eyes held something darker into it that you haven't seen before, his face set in a look you cannot read. His presence itself feels different, his pheromones more strong as his aura more dominating than you're used to. You had assumed Hoseok was a beta when you first meet him and watched videos about the group, he was the perfect right-hand man for Namjoon, always there as support for the pack leader and always watching over the youngest members. He fit the role of a beta perfectly and was known for not showing off his scent like the youngest two in the fan base.

There was no doubt in your body that Hoseok was an alpha at this moment.

"By all means, if you're going to leave the doors waiting for you," Hoseok says easily but his eyes stay glued on you, almost pinning you in place. You find yourself shaking your head, holding your breath as Hoseok steps closer. His arm reaches out grabbing at your top that's clutched in your hand and tugging the fabric out of your tight hold.

"If you're not up for this it's fine little one," Hoseok says so softly. "Don't do this if you're not 100% comfortable, just seeing you is enough for me." Your eyes scan his, a heavy silence between you two. You know he's right, you could ask him to back off and there was no doubt in your head that he would. You let your grip go on the t-shirt and step closer to Hoseok your breasts brushing against the soft fabric of his high-end shirt. "This is part of my apology," you explain softly and notice the way Hoseok's eyes drop to your breasts

"I'm sorry for leaving you in the dark for so long, I promise I'll try to be more open with my feelings." Hoseok breaks his dark stare with a small smile at your words. His hands go to cup your face and press a feather-light kiss to your lips.

"Pretty girl, we hurt you. I should of taken more care of Jungkook as his elder member. I'm just so happy you're willing to let us try again." You both share a sweet smile in silence and you slide your arms around the dancer's thin wasit, the smell of his expensive cologne and his own natural scent mixed together filling your nose.

"What's this outfit about though mhm?" You jump when his hands trail down to ghost over the skin of your back. "Did my pretty girl want to give me a surprise?" You allow Hosoek to peel you away from his chest and the male fights the urge to coo when he sees the way your face is flushed and how you're avoiding his eyes.

"I-I knew you liked this kind of stuff from when I had my heat, and I'm not against it! So I-I wanted to try for you." Hoseok blinks when you spin on your heels pulling away from him briefly and swipe something off the counter.

"Here."

Your eyes don't leave your feet when you shoved the small box into Hoseok's hand. The velvet black box is soft in his hands and Hoseok looks down at it with confused eyes. Glancing back at your blushing form Hoseok pops the box open peeling the lid back.

"Oh my, baby girl look what you got."

Hoseok's hands tighten on the box when he sees the content inside. In the middle laid perfectly is a pretty pink collar, alongside a ribbon-like leash that's rolled up next to it. Hoseok's thumb goes to rub at the soft fabric of the collar, knowing it must cost a bit more as he knows the nicer looking ones can run up higher.

"Did you pick this out, baby?" Hoseok mumbles stepping closer to you, he holds the box in one hand and uses his other to tilt your head back. You meet his eyes, the dark gaze back, and give a nod. "J-Jungkook helped he said you would like that one." You explain softly for some reason feeling nervous it wasn't to his liking. Hoseok pet the side of your face with his thumb gently and leans down to press a kiss to your forehead.

"They're perfect little one, so pretty for my pretty girl. I would of picked them for you too." You can't fight the grin and fills up your face when you peer up at Hoseok happily. He matches your smile and can't help but to meet your lips softly with his.

"We'll take it slow today baby, see what you like and don't like. If you need me to stop say 'red' okay? Anytime you don't like it just tell me, I won't be upset I just wanna make sure my omega is liking what I'm doing." Hoseok explains slowly. When you nod he makes a low growl eyes narrowing, and you can tell this scene has already started.

"Words. When I ask you something I want to hear a response."

"I understand, I-I'll tell you if I don't like something."

"Sir." You blink a bit confused.

"What-"

"Adress me as sir until the scene is over."

"I understand sir."

Hoseok brushes your hair back with his hand, smile gone from his face but you feel the warmth behind his gesture. "Good girl." Hoseok praises softly and you swallow when you feel the jolt of excitement pass through you.

So you have a praise kink, go figure.

You watch as Hoseok takes a step back, he looks back down at the box in his hand and pops the lid back open. "Kneel for me, pet." Hoseok commands, his voice isn't demanding or stern, still holding some gentleness that warms your heart. You lower yourself until your knees are meet with the soft carpet on his bedroom floor and you keep your gaze upon the male, watching as he easily slides the collar out of the box and unwinds the baby pink matching choker.

Placing the box back on the dresser Hoseok steps past you to your surprise. You watch wide-eyed as he easily settles on the edge of his bed, legs spread collar and leash placed next to him and he leans back. He pats his thigh her cocking to the side as he finally regrades you.

"Crawl here."

You take a breath, feeling the nerves building in you. Theres no doubt in your that if you asked to stop, Hosoek would listen in a second and would make sure you're okay. But that doesn't mean you don't want to try this, you do feel a bit nervous but there's no underlying terror or fear in you. Just the worry you would do something stupid. But you could feel how your heart was racing in excitement and you knew the smell of your arousal was filling up the room. You could see Hoseok opening his mouth from your prolonged silence and concern filling his face.

His mouth snaps shut though when your shy start to crawl on your hands and knees towards him.

Hoseok can't help but swear quietly to himself. You look like a dream when you pear up at him from your position, blush high on your checks. Baby pink ribbon dressing your body beautifully as you move towards him, it was like a wet dream to him. He's been pictured having a sense with you since he first saw you all those months ago, you where a bratty ting and he loved that about you, but he loved the idea of shutting you up more. Hoseok watches darkly when you settle between his spread knees, resting on your bottom, hands placed nicely in your lap as you peer up at him.

Hoseok reaches next to him to pick up the collar, excitement running through him as he feels the material. God, it really was one he would pick out for you, he would have to thank Jungkook later. He unclips the collar before peering down at you, your eyes snapping back up to look at him pupils blown out.

"You wanted to become my pet little girl?" Hoseok asks calmly making sure to keep aware of your scent, if he smelt the slightest bit of panic he would stop this in a second. His alpha purring in agreement. Hoseok leans down to brush your hair back his fingers gliding down your neck that was littered with healing bites from the other members, Jungkook mark sitting on the meaty part of your neck and shoulder.

"Did this all for your alpha mhm? Just to show you're sorry?" Hoseok question, he can't help but to grip your neck with his hand, his fingers curling around the soft skin, he doesn't squeeze or put pressure, merely holding your neck and watching your expression.

Your mouthparts and eyelids flutter.

Chocking kink, Hoseok thinks, beautiful.

"D-Did it show I'm yours, sir." You whisper out and when you peer back up at Hoseok with your wide eyes. Hoseok swallows deeply at that, he can't help but to lean down and press a gentle kiss on the top of your head, his heart warm at your words.

"That means I gotta return the favor don't I pet?"

Your breath hitches when his hand leaves your neck and the coolness of the collar is pressed against your skin. You're still in your spot as Hoseok easily clips the collar in place behind your hair, brushing the strands out to make sure it wasn't caught. "There we go," Hoseok breathes softly leaning back in his seat. He bites down on his bottom lip when he sees the way the collar fits perfectly on you, the material looks so, so pretty and just to Hoseok's liking. A part of him wants to be soft, press you into the bed, and fuck you softly until you're begging for him to be faster.

The darker part of Hoseok has been waiting for this moment though.

You watch as Hoseok clips on the collar, the pink ribbon-like material curling around his hand a few times as he twists it. You're distracted by the motion that you're not prepared when he tugs at the leash, jolting your body forward your hands go to the floor to balance yourself. Hoseok doesn't seem to like that and tugs harder, the collar pressing roughly against the back of your neck, nothing painful. You allow your body to move to his want and find yourself only a few inches away from his crotch, the loose material not hiding the bulge that is forming in his pants.

"Be a good pet and suck your alpha off mhm?"

You don't even realize you're nodding eagerly and rushing our pants of 'yes, yes, yes." Hoseok tugs at leash again and you make a choked noise, watery eyes look up at him in confusion.

"Yes, what?" Hoseok growls dangerously eyes narrowing. Your hands make small fists and you pray Hoseok doesn't smell the slick you know is pooling in your thong.

"Yes sir." You breathe out, eagerly waiting for his approval. He gives a nod and you hesitantly go to grab at his pants, looking back at him to see if he had any more direction. Hoseok only nods for you to keep going and raises his hips to help you tug down his pants.

He's not wearing boxers and you let out a breath when his cock pops out, hard and mouth-watering. You can't help but to look back up at Hoseok, feeling a bit hesitant. You want to please him but this type of scene is unfamiliar to you. Do you wait for direction? Do you have to ask permission? You're not sure, but you want to make this feel-good for Hoseok, and if it's out of your comfort zone you're willing to try.

"Can I suck it, sir?" Hoseok's free hand clenches the bedsheets under him, you probably hadn't meant to sound so innocent and pure when you spoke, but with how the baby pink looked on you and how your eyes shone it was a double kill for Hoseok.

"Open your mouth pet," Hoseok demands his voice still soft, but a small tug on your leash reminds you he can be harsh. Your mouth parts open, the tip of Hoseok's cock only an inch away. You keep your eyes on him and can't fight the shiver that passes your body. His parted hair falls slightly in his eyes, the brown color looking soft in the light but the shadow it creates over his eyes reminds you that you're the pet here and Hoseok is in charge.

"Put my tip in your mouth," Hoseok watches as you grab the base of his cock with your soft hands, eyes flickering down to and back to him as your lips close around the tip of his cock. Your eyes flutter when the taste of his pre-cum hits your tongue, a tiny bitter but nothing terrible. You watch your teeth and flick your tongue in your mouth along his slit, eyes closing as you suck the tip of his cock-

A shart tug to the side with your leash and Hoseok's cock slides out and you stare up at him with a wide eye.

He's frowning down at you, his hand twirling the leash around his one more time, making the length shorter. He uses that to his advantage and tugs your leash up, your face looking up at the ceiling as you choke slightly.

"Did I say to suck pet?"

"N-No sir, I'm sorry, I didn't listen." Hoseok lowers the leash again, he tugs you forward, hisses out an 'open' as his cock bumps against your lips. Your mouthparts and this time you make sure not to move, staring up at Hoseok half his cock in your mouth. He tugs the leash again, gently this time and you sit still, your head going forward to take more of his cock in. Your hands curl into fists on your lap as you focus on relaxing your jaw and breathing through your nose, still keeping frozen.

"Take me farther in." Hoseok comments and you flicker your eyes up to look at him, your heart jumps at the way he looks down at you, a look of almost boredness on his face as if you didn't have his cock in his mouth and was talking about the weather with him. You keep watching as you swallow more of his dick down, he didn't tell you to stop so you dug your nails into your thigh and kept going until he hit the back of your throat and his while cock was in your mouth. You couldn't help but to choke, not use to someone his size and you can't help but to wretch away from his lap, his cock slipping out as you gasp painfully.

"S-sorry I'm sorry sir I didn't-" you stumble out already going back to slip Hoseok back in. His hand cupping your face makes you stop and you peer up to see a soft look in his eyes, a small smile on his face. "It's okay pet, take it slow yeah? We're just trying today remember, you don't have to do anything crazy." You nod at his words and can't help but to nuzzle your face into his hand, the warm plan soothing you. "Either way you're still my good girl yeah?" Hoseok questions, grinning when you eagerly nod.

He tugs the leash again and tells you to open your mouth for him again. This time Hoseok guides you, taking his cock down slowly this time. He hisses under his breath when you peer up at him, he knows but the way you wiggle in your spot and your hands curls on his thighs you're hoping for a reaction out of the alpha. You want him to throw his head back and tell you how good you're doing good.

Praise kink, Hoseok thinks to himself.

Too bad he likes making his pets work for it.

"There you go," Hoseok mutters when your nose is touching his skin, his whole cock in your mouth as you breathe through your nose. Tears form in the corner of your eyes from the stretch of your jaw and when you blink they slip down your checks.

Only then does Hoseok moan.

"Oh is my pet crying already?" He breathes, not even making a move to wipe away your tears. A dark grin fills his face as he watches the confusion and arousal swim in your eyes. Your scent is still sweet, hitting at your lust but there's a mix of something a little more bitter and Hoseok knows it from the dominance he is showing over you. Your omega probably loving it and you're so used to the boys creaming themselves over you and focusing on our pleasure that you never dominance play done to this level. Not that Hoseok doesn't want to make you cum a shit tone of times, but he wants to make you a mess first. Physically and emotionally.

"I'm gonna fuck your mouth pet," Hoseok doesn't even ask pausing only to make sure he has your full attention. "Tap me thigh twice if you need me to stop." You obviously don't nod with your mouth stuffed with cock but you place a hand on Hoseoks' thigh and tap it as understanding. Hoseok nods once and shifts his hips slightly to get comfortable. He keeps his hand tangled with the leash and the other one to lace into your hair, sliding his cock out a bit before snapping his hips back into your warm mouth.

Your nails dig into his lean thighs as you remind yourself to keep your throat relaxed and breathe. You've never had such a desire to please your partner before, yes with all the boys you wanted them to finish and feel good, but it's different right now with Hoseok. He keeps that bored expression on his face and it makes you want to work harder to please him. Your omega in the same boat as she takes over a bit, her natural submissives helping you relax more and trust your alpha. So you ignore the pain in your jaw and stretch it wide your glossy eyes going up to look at Hoseok, tears streaming more now at the way he fucks your mouth.

"Fuck," Hoseok hisses he's barely even looking at the way his cock disappears into your mouth. He's more focused on the cloudy look on your face and the way your tears won't stop flowing down your face. He keeps his slow pace of dragging your head back and forward as he fucks his cock in your mouth. He could feel his alpha growly lowly in his head as they both watch you. Their pretty little omega trying her best to please them. Hoseok could smell your arousal getting stronger and stronger in the air and he wonders how much of a mess your little thong is.

"My good little girl came back to me huh?" Hoseok grins darkly at you when he sees the way you perk up, glossy eyes widening and shaky hands grabbing onto his thighs. He slips his cock out, letting go of your hair to grasp at it with his palm, you watching panting loudly as he moves his hand up and down his slick cock. He presses the tip to your lip and rubs the pre-cum all over your mouth. "Thought you wanted nothing to do with us?" Hoseok questions bitterly, he doesn't mean it, he's over the moon that you're back and with the boys.

But when Hoseok got into his domiant headspace, he was mean.

"Ignored my calls, ignored my texts." Hoseok spits out and the second you open your mouth to protest he's stuffing it full with cock again and glaring down at you. "Shut up, pets don't get to talk. All you're gonna do is sit there and take my cock and maybe make me cum. If you can even do that." Hoseok worries for a bit that maybe he's pushing it, but a full-blown whimper escapes your throat making it vibrate around his cock. Your eyes completely gloss over, still teary and your jaw goes as slack as you can get it.

"Good fucken pet."

Hoseok fucks your mouth a little faster this time, sucking a breath between his teeth when swallow around his cock. Hoseok thinks he can cum from the sight of you alone, drool is pooling on the side of your mouth and your tears easily flow down your flushed cheeks. Yet your eyes are on Hoseok the whole time and your arms stay in his lap, like a perfect little doll. His chest heaves when his eyes flicker down and he sees your slick pooling onto the carpet under you.

"Gonna take my cum yeah? Gonna take your alpha's cum aren't you pet?" You moan brokenly with Hoseok's cock in your mouth and shift your body closer. Hoseok knows he won't last much longer, he's so pent up from how long he's gone without you and the fact you're willing to try a scene with him is making this all the much more pleasurable for him. "You're gonna swallow all the cum I give you, am I clear pet?" Hoseok asks harshly and you manage to nod as he pulls his cock the slightest bit out.

"Yes sir, please, please I need it." You crock out. Your head feels so light and fuzzy, all you're thinking about is Hoseok, Hoseok, Hoseok. You need him to finish, you need him to use you. You need him to see how good you can be for him. Hoseok does a few more shallow thrusts before he's finishing inside your mouth, his cum filling up your mouth as you eagerly swallow it all down. It's a lot, he is an alpha so you're not surprised, but you need to show him you're good so you force yourself to not let a drop spill when he slips his cock out, going to lick your lips making sure it's all inside you.

Hoseok pants as he gazes down at you, he's familiar with the look he's getting back from you. Your out of focused eyes, blown-out pupils, the shake in your hands, the way you seem to want to drop to the floor and curl into a ball. Not fully in sub-space, Hoseok thinks to himself, but you're clearly allowing yourself to fall more into your subside.

Your hands grip his thighs as you look up at him shifting the tiniest bit closer. "W-was that good sir? Did I do good? Was I okay?" Your begging for any reaction out of Hoseok, the only time his expression changed was when he climaxed, but the bored expression was stuck in your head. What if you didn't do good, what if he wasn't pleased?

"Hey pretty girl," Hoseok coos, he easily lets go of your leash and swiftly tugs his pants back on. He cups your face with both hands, wiping away the tears that flow down. "Come here, my pretty girl." Hoseok soothes and uses his lean muscle to lift you off the floor, knowing your legs were probably asleep. He eases you in his lap and pushes your face into his neck, knowing your omega needed the comfort of his scent. "I-I can do better if it wasn't good." Your hands try to push yourself away to look at Hosoek but the alpha lets out a purr of disagreement and nuzzles your hair.

"No, no, no my pretty, pretty girl. You did so well for me. You did so, so well thank you, baby." Hoseok looks down at you sniff eyes still a bit watery as you peer up at him. "I did?" A warm smile that makes butterflies flutter around in your tummy appears on Hoseok's face. "You did my baby. Don't you worry your pretty head, you did so good for me I'm so happy." A feeling of warmness fills your chest and you giggle softly when Hoseok peels you back a bit to press kissing all over your cheeks and lips.

Hoseok eases both you onto his bed, the male easily settle the sheets around you as he cuddles you close. He owes you as many orgasms as he can give you, but first, he needs to make sure your head is a bit more clear and you don't fall into full sub-space. He doesn't want to push you when it's your first time trying a scene. So he lets his alpha take over slightly, knowing the second gender loved, pampering their omega.

"My good girl," Hoseok breathes. "Thank you for trying that with me, did you like it little thing?" Hoseok smiles when you nod shyly, your eyes gazing up at him, still a little cloudy but slowly clearing up. "It was different," you admit in the quiet room. "I never felt myself go there." You admit, not fully knowing how to explain where your mind had dropped, but Hoseok seemed to understand and let out a sound of understanding. "Your sub-space, it's when you completely let yourself go emotionally in a scene. For you, that was completely letting me take control since you're usually so stubborn." You grumble quietly when Hoseok teases you.

"I'm happy you're back," Hoseok admits softly press a gentle kiss to your red lips. "Thank you for giving us another chance pretty girl, I promise we won't do the same mistake again." You smile softly at the way Hoseok gazes down at you and nod, fully trusting the words coming out of the elder's mouth. "Thank you for waiting for me." You admit softly, purring in content when Hoseok's hand trails down, past your lingerie, and cups your heat under the blankets. You can't help the twist of your hips, trying to get more friction as Hoseok's eyes take a dark glint again, watching as you twist in his arms.

"I'd wait forever for you pet."

Notes:

this is late i'm so sorry, these months are always a bit harder for me, my mood tends to dip and I've been kinda in a state of numbness lately and couldn't find motivation to write much

I hope you all had a good holiday though and this year treats you great! stay healthy my babes

let me know your thoughts on this chapter! I struggled a bit with the sexy time and am a little insecure about this chapter but we made it bois

hoseok is a dom no one can change my mind

leave comments and thoughts! As always thank you for showing me love and my stories almost at 100,000 hits and omg i cannot believe you all care about my dumb idea

Chapter 36: thirty six

Summary:

give him what he needs

Notes:

SHES RISEN

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"Can my pet take one more?"

You sob softly, your head nodding on its own at Hoseok's words. Your hands stay planted on Hoseok's bare chest, firmly in his lap you try your best to keep the pace up, there's a burn in your thighs and the swipe Hoseok does to your clit makes you kneel over. The alpha is quick to stop you, a tug on your leash pulling your back straight up again. "Oh? Thought you wanted to be a good girl for me?" Hoseok hisses, his eyes narrow dangerously at your fucked out face. "I wanna be good," you rush out, nails digging into his chest, trying to find something to ground yourself with.

Hoseok leans his head back onto the headboard of the bed, watching with hooded eyes as you struggle to keep bouncing in his lap. No doubt your sore and tired, but the way you gaze at Hoseok with glowing eyes and a flushed face, he knows. He knows you're dying for his approval and for him to shower you with compliments. He's spent the last hour talking down to you and spanking your ass until it was red. Now he has you in his lap, your leash curled around his hand as he tugs at your collar the second your back slacks.

"Good girls do better than this," Hoseok growls at you, pulling your leash harder. You choke slightly and can't help but to collapse onto his chest, your aching body finally giving out. A sorry is making it's way past your throat but Hoseok hushes you, knowing he should start calming you down at this point, the last thing the alpha wants to do it push you too far. You sob gently on his chest as Hoseok takes over, one hand still clutching your leash while the other goes to stroke at your back. Hoseok's hips change the pace to gentle thrust upwards into your heat. Hoseok's eyes flutter shut from the feel of your warm cunt swallowing him up, he wants to do nothing more than just to knot you up. He almost cums from the thought of hearing the sounds you would make if you felt his knot filling you up.

But you had just come back to Hoseok and the pack, he doesn't want to take your trust for advantage.

"Come just one more time pet, yeah? One more for me just like the good girl I know you are." Hoseok mumbles into your hair, freehand going down to squeeze your bottom gently, the action causes a broken moan to escape your lips. Your hands dig into his shoulders at the deep thrust Hoseok's fucks you with. "Please sir, want your cum." You mumble softly not even knowing how the words affect your alpha. Hoseok bites down on his lip and drives his hips more harder. "Common pet, I got you." Hoseok encourages, he guides your hips to grind down onto his toned stomach, and when your body jerks in his grasp, he knows your clit is getting the friction you need.

"Sir-Hoseok-I-I can't, please!" You cry out loudly, Hoseok noses your neck, finding the sweet spot under your ear and when his teeth sink into the soft skin you reach your climax. Your loud sob fills the room as the scent of your peak fills up the bedroom. Hoseok grins into your skin, a growl catching in the back of his throat, but soon finds himself cumming as your cunt clenches around him tightly. Hoseok releases his bite and peers at you, cooing softly at the soft mewls escaping your lips, your body going totally lax against him. Giving you a moment to come back to your senses Hoseok goes to unclip the collar and leash. He easily slips it off and allows the pretty leather to drop onto the bed.

"Hey, hey pretty girl." Hoseok sings peeling your head away from his chest. Your teary eyes meet Hoseok's and he can tell you're drifting off into subspace. Giving you a sweet smile and a kiss on the lips Hoseok raises his hips to slide out of you, hushing you as he moves you both to lay in the bed. Hoseok happily nuzzles the side of your head as you weakly reach out for him, the alpha wrapping his lean arms around your wasit and trailing his fingers down your back.

"How was that?" The alpha question, easily pulling the blankets around your tangled bodies. He watches as you give a sleepy nod as your eyes flutter closed for a moment. "Good, it was good." You mumble under your breath, nuzzling closer to his scent glands, and breathed in the expensive scent that coated his skin. "Pretty girl, stay with me for a while longer mhm?" Hoseok whispers softly, he doesn't want to break the mood, but he also needs to make sure you know his harsh words weren't anything serious. The last thing he wants is you to doubt anything when it comes to his feelings for you.

"I'm still here," you mumble in agreement, a soft purr starting from your chest as the way Hoseok's warm hand softly strokes your back. Hosoek's alpha basically purs in his own happiness when he catches the sound and a huge smile fills up his face.

"You know I'm not mad at you yeah? Everything I said in that scene was just to make the moment more intense." Hoseok explains as best as he can. He keeps his gaze locked on yours when you peer up at him nodding at words hushing a small sentence of understanding. "I could never be upset at you for needing space to heal and to understand your feelings. You just responded so well I assumed it was okay, but I should of checked in before that." You slide a hand over Hoseok's chest, your warm palm pressing against where his heart would be. You smile when you feel the dull bump against your palm, knowing what laid beneath your skin was something that loved you.

"I know Hoseok, I trust you don't worry."

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"I don't...can I even eat this?"

You can basically hear Jin huff over the phone as you gaze down at the meal he had sent you for lunch. "Yes, it's just bison. The meat is good and rich, it's also leaner than beef. Just try it." You hum in response and peer down at the meat, poking it with the fork in your hand. "I don't know..." you trail off, teasing the slightest bit. You grin widely when you hear Jin huffing loudly, whispering his breath how good bison was and he wasn't aware you're such a picky eater.

"I couldn't find deer okay? This was the closest thing that is kinda normal, so would you please just humor me?" Jin ends his mini-rant, on the other line not even realizing you had gotten quiet and was biting into the bison steak. "What is with you and this deer thing?" You sigh into the phone, the stupid smile still planted on your face. "Wait-you looked for a deer Jin what the-"

"-he's bad."

Your lips smack shut when you hear the urgent whisper over the other line. Jin had gotten quiet and the other voice, Namjoon you could tell from the low register, whispers something a little faster that you can't hear to the oldest member. You stay quiet when it sounds like Jin is moving the phone around, most likely pressing it to his body to mute the sound of Namjoon. You close your eyes and strain to hear what you can over the muffled line.

"-there's already so many articles-"

"-he's been stressed and now this-"

"-I can't even get him out of his room-"

"Jin?" You whisper softly, your free hand gripping the edge of the table a little tighter. "Jin who's bad?" You say a little louder, not caring if your annoy your roommate. You can feel the panic starting slightly when the mufflers quiet down and the phone is moved again.

"Pup I should go-"

"Is it Jungkook? Is he okay? Do I need to come over?" You're already standing on your feet and looking around for your keys. You had seen Jungkook last night, he had picked you up after class and just like some teens, he had pulled into an empty parking lot and had wrapped his body around yours. The alpha has spent an hour scenting you and dragging his tongue all over the skin he could reach, you in favor had let your omega slip out and scent the alpha fully. Knowing the only thing keeping him from tearing at his neck was the smell of you sticking to his skin.

You thought that had been enough, school had been picking up recently and you barely had time to see any of the boys since you had reconnected with Hoseok last week. You felt terrible but with comeback prep on Bangtan side, and exams approaching there was never any time for you to see Yoongi or Jimin, and any free time you had the boys made an agreement to allow Jungkook to use up. If the youngest alpha didn't see you at least once a day he would go right back to the pent up, whimpering mess he was on day one.

You had felt terrible knowing Yoongi and Jimin could only wait until your free days lined up, you had tried your best to talk to them all day over texts and phone calls, but with the boys going back and forth with studio, dance practice, and filming RUN BTS you only had time to exchange a few texts here and there with the two members.

"Are you guys heading to the RUN set on the other side of the city? I can try to catch the subway if Jungkook is that bad-"

"It's Jimin."

You still, your hand tightens on the phone when you hear the soft whisper of Jin. "What's wrong?" You beg softly, is suffering too? Did something happen? Was he not feeling well?

"He-there's," Jin lets out a loud sigh and you can hear him move around in over the line. "Jimin's really sensitive, people always assume he's kinda a dick with how flirty he can seem. He just naturally has that charm you know? But really, he's a sucker for love and cries the most out of all of us." You stay quiet, the lump in your stomach growing at the sad tone in Jin's voice.

"He's always been the one who sucks up any pain he has, any exhaustion he feels he hides. He'll collapse after a song but two minutes later he's on stage again jumping around. He's always the one who reads what the media and fans think of him, he tasks it to heart when it's negative and we can't really blame him. Our career is all based on how loud people cheer for us and it's always messing with Jimin's head." Jin's voice trails of a bit as if he's thinking and you can almost see the elder shake his head.

"He's the last one to tell us if he's suffering and that also applies when it comes to you."

Your eyes shut for a second and a shaky breath escapes your lips. You feel as if a cold hand is wrapped around your heart and squeezes, the pain spreads across your chest and the feeling of guilt follows. You've been so focused on Jungkook, making sure he didn't tear his neck out that you hadn't paid enough attention to the other boy that was suffering.

"Yoongi can be patient, he deals with all of us." Jin jokes trying to lighten the mood. "Jimin though, he struggles to be in the middle, he feels as if he has to take care of Jungkook and Taehyung, but also forgets he has us to lean on when he needs it. Jimin's been hiding how bad he actually misses you and wants to see you because he knows any free time should go to Jungkook. Yoongi's been okay, but Jimin is more sensitive and it slipped our minds." Jin explains softly knowing there's no way to word it without you feeling bad.

"Don't feel guilty pup it's a tough-"

"Why isn't he leaving his room?" You cut Jin off with a quiet whisper. Jin swallows over the line and on the other side, he shares a look with Namjoon, the leader sighing to himself and running a tired hand over his hair.

"People are..not being the nicest to Jimin over the media," Jin explains. "Like I said, they assume he's some playboy and it makes him an easy target for hate. Someone put a video up of him drinking with some fans in Paris from last year. He was just having fun and being playful, but all the video shows is what looks like Jimin flirting with two girls. The media is spinning to make him look bad." You laugh darkly into your empty kitchen when Jin ends his sentence. They're making a young adult feel bad for partying? How twisted.

"It's just a lot for him, he closes off when he gets emotional about this stuff. Usually, Taehyung can pry him out of it, but he hasn't been successful." Jin says the last part sadly, the hand around your heart tightens a bit more and you find yourself stumbling towards your room, eyes scanning for the first decent thing to wear.

"Pup? What are you doing?"

"You guys can go to the set," you explain quickly tucking the phone between your ear and shoulder as you tug on a pair of black leggings.

"I need to take care of my alpha."

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You smile at the security standing on the main floor of Bangtan's dorms, the man easily remembers you and allows you to walk past him with a simple nod. Quickening your pace you head towards the elevator, sliding into the metal box and hitting the button for the floor of the members. Waiting for the doors to open again you click open your messages, seeing the newest one from Jin.

Jin: we left the door open for you, we won't be back until later tonight they want us to film two episodes. Make sure he eats something, please.

You smile at the message from the eldest but soon a new notification catches your attention and you click on it, your chat box with Taehyung opening up.

Tae: i hope you don't have early class tomorrow, jimin can be a bit twisted :)
Tae: let him do what he needs to do

You blink at the message, a shiver passing through your body. Twisted? In what way, you can't help but to question. You think back to your heat, it's a bit blurry but you remember Hoseok being the one they teased about. Jimin? You think to yourself once the door's open and you're meet with the empty hall of Bangtan's dorm. Your shoes make a soft sound as you shuffle towards the familiar door and grip the handle.

"He was a bit, eager? And what does he mean let him do what he needs to." You comment to yourself once you peel the door open. You shake Taehyung's message from your head when you get a whiff of the scent filling the dorms as you slide your shoes off.

Stressed, sad alpha.

It was similar to the one they Namjoon was projecting when you had gone to see him, the one coming from Jimin though was a bit more bitter, clearly he had been allowing the scent to seep out rather than trying to calm it down. You frown to yourself and quickly lock the door behind you stepping into the dorms, you make it into the main living room and can't help but to peer into the kitchen. Jin had asked for you to make Jimin eat something, maybe you should bring food first? Did they have anything to even eat or should you order? You start stepping towards the kitchen but stop short.

A high pitched whine echos throughout the dorm.

You find yourself running towards the back of the dorms, knowing Jimin's bedroom was tucked away there. You barely knock on the door before you're ripping it open and stepping into the darkroom.

"Jimin? I'm sorry if you feel neglected I should have-"

Your eyes barely have adjusted to the darkroom as you babbly your worries, but you've cut off as the figure on the bed you're nearing moves quickly.

A surprised yell slips past your lips when you find yourself you're thrown onto the soft sheets and find your pants being ripped off.

"J-Jimin?" You stutter out blinking harshly, it's so dark in his room and the sudden movement makes it harder for you to see anything. You feel warm palms though cup your thighs, prying them open as a body slots themselves between in, they're shaky, you come to realize, the hands are basically vibrating as short nails dig into the skin and the body is shaking enough that the bed is almost moving.

"I need to drown in you."

The tone is something you haven't heard from Jimin before, during your heat he was mocking you with a deep voice, a grin filling his face.

Jimin sounded desperate now.

"I-I need it, need to taste you. I-I missed you so much, you're my heart, you have my whole heart. Let me show you, let me do it." Jimin claws at your underwear, the sounded of the thin fabric ripping filling the room. "J-Jimin? Are you okay? What's-" your words cut off when Jimin ignores you, your hands that had tried to push his chest back and slapped away and he easily throws your legs over his shoulders. He frantically goes to lay on his chest and shoves his face into your core. A full-body shudder leaves Jimin's body as he basically sobs into your core once he's hit with your scent.

"Jimin should we talk f-"

A deep growl escapes the back of his throat and your eyes widen when you peer down as see the dark gaze Jimin is giving you. His blonde hair curtains his face in a way that makes strands fall into his eyes, the plush lips you're used to seeing curl up into a smile are pulling back as if he wants to snarl at you. Your omega whimpers at you to stop fighting him off and suddenly Taehyung's texts make sense.

'Let him do what he needs to do.'

"Okay," you breathe softly, gaining some sense of the situation. Your hand goes to thread your fingers into Jimin's soft hair and the motion makes the alpha's eyes flutter shut. The hard lines instantly gone and soon you're back to a whimpering Jimin as he basically pants from your hold. "Tug harder," Jimin mumbles eyes still closed and face relaxed, you watch his face when your hand goes to tug at the soft locks. Jimin's mouth drops open and a broken moan slips past his wet plump lips. His eyes peel open the slightest bit and he meets your gaze head with his hooded one.

You know your eyes are wide as you see this new side of Jimin, the way he pants deeply as he watches you, his bare chest showing the lines of his lean muscle. He's fully naked, you realize now as he rolls his hips down into his bed, another whiny moan escaping him when his cock catches onto the bedsheets. His tongue comes out to swipe at his lips, his hands prying your parts open a little wider.

"I'm gonna fucken drown in you," Jimin whines, nails digging into your thighs. "I wanna drown in your cum." A gasp escapes your throat as in a second his full lips press messily against your lower lips. Both you and Jimin's whines mirror each other. "Fuck," you whine as your back arches high as Jimin shows no mercy to your slick pussy. The idol shoves his face as far as he can against your core, his tongue eagerly coming out and licking a long stripe from the bottom to the top of your core.

"God, so good, so, so good." Jimin's cry is slurred against your heat, barely pulling away to utter the words before he's licking at your clit. Your hips jerk in his grip, pushing his face more into you, though Jimin doesn't seem to even care, another moan just growling in the back of his throat. His tongue laps loudly at your clit, the sound of wetness and slick filling the room alongside the whines the both you and Jimin share. You try to control your thighs from tightening around Jimin's head, a tremor staring in your legs from the tension. Jimin's eyes snap open as if he can feel your hesitation and his hands grip hard onto the tense muscle.

"Grind on my face."

A broken sound comes out of your mouth when Jimin barely stops his tongue working on your clit to whisper the dirty words at you. "W-What-" but once again you're cut off by a whiny Jimin moving his hands to your hips and pressing you more towards his face.

"Use me omega, use my mouth for your pleasure. Show me I'm useful, use me, please. Show me you're mine."

You swallow harshly at the way Jimin is gazing up at you with pure desperation, you didn't know Jimin has this side to him, but it makes sense when your scrambled brain thinks about it.

Jimin who lives for approval is feeling attacked by the world and feels forgotten by you.

"Lay back." You mumble as you pry Jimin's face from your core by his hair. Jimin easily follows and rolls onto his back, chest heaving with a sheen of sweat covering the taught skin. His cock stands proudly and twitches from the movement. You're still clad in your loose top and slide the material off as you settle on your knees on top of Jimin's stomach. The alpha swallows loudly as he watches your breasts get exposed to him, your nipples already harden from the cold air.

"You want me to use you?" You question softly, already sliding yourself a little higher onto his torso, your core flushed with his chest and you can't even feel embarrassed at how your slick is most likely leaking onto Jimin's chest. The alpha groans at your words and nods easily, hands going to your ass to grip the skin there. "I need it," Jimin begs, eyes peeing up at you as he tries to push you towards his face.

"I need you to use me, cum on my tongue, cum on my dick, use me as much as you want. I don't care, I need to show you that you need me. You need me, I'm your alpha." Jimin blabbers and you can start to piece together why Jimin falling into this space,

your thoughts are cut off when he yanks you to his face.

A high pitched cry escapes your lips from the feeling of his tongue plunging into between your walls, Jimin wastes no time and shows no mercy as he moves his tongue inside of you, swiping it against your walls trying to go deeper and deeper. His nose touches your clit and you can't help but grind down onto his face slightly from the feel.

The happy purr that escapes Jimin's mouth just encourages you.

You bare your weight more down onto the idol now and grind your hips trying to get something on your clit as much as you can. Jimin switches up his motions and drags his tongue until it's licking at your clit and his lips suck at it. He wedges his right hand between the mess you're making on his face and slides two fingers into your pulsing walls. Jimin fucks them up into you as you meet it with grinding down onto him. Your head feels fuzzy with the pleasure Jimin is giving you. You've never seen anyone this eager to go down and you. Your hands card into his hair, using it a leverage as Jimin sucks at your clit with .

When you peer down your gasp catches in your throat at the way Jimin is gazing up at you. His blown-out pupils watch the way your body tremors as he scissors his fingers inside of you, mounting catching all the slick your body is giving him.

"So good alpha," you mumble out breathlessly, a whine catching on the back of your throat. "Always need you alpha, could never forgot about you Jimin. Always want you." Your words of reinsurance seem to hit Jimin more as his fingers start to go faster, a third one easily sliding in as you grind down harder. You hear Jimin slurring something under you, straining to hear the mumbled words you felt your heart warm at once you catch them.

"Needs me, needs me, needs me."

Your orgasm catches you by surprise when Jimin flicks his fingers inside of you and sucks harder onto your clit. Your thighs tighten around Jimin's head, the soft hair tickling your thighs. Jimin pays no mind and fucks you through it, mouth leaving your clit to swallow the cum leaking out of you. You watch with your own hooded, clouded gaze as Jimin's eyes close and he buries his father into your cunt, gasping loudly as he drinks your juices, the slurping sound no doubt echoing throughout the dorm. Your body slumps a bit as the end of your orgasm passes as you try to blink away the cloudless out of your eyes.

You're back onto the bed a second later.

Jimin is frantically peeling your legs apart as he slots himself between them, grasping his cock he drags it across your swollen lower lips, both of you groaning at the feel. Just being post-orgasm your body can't help but jerk away when Jimin pushes the tip of his cock against your clit. "No, no, no, no. Don't pull away from me baby. Just going to make you feel good. Just here to make you feel good." Jimin rushes out grabbing your hips to pull you back to keep his cock pressed against your core.

"Need to show you that you need me." Jimin whispers, his voice is coated with something like desperation as he drags his cock against your lips. "Gonna show you that I'm a good alpha too." Your mouth opens to protest, you wanted to promise Jimin that he was already a good alpha and didn't have to prove anything to you.

His tip splits open up your pussy before you could get a word out.

Your hands latch onto Jimin's shoulder as he sinks his cock fully inside of you. Maybe Jimin wasn't the biggest when it came to length, but the alpha was thick, and the stretch gives you a delicious burn as his length fits into your snuggly.

"F-fuck," your hands go to dig into his back as Jimin leans down to press his nose against your scent glands, breathing you in as he gives you a moment to adjust to him. "N-need you Jimin." You blab out not missing the shudder that leaves Jimin when he hears your words. You go on, mouth pressed against his ear as he slowly drags his hips back and forth, cock sliding easily in and out of you.

"Don't know why my alpha thinks differently," you mumble, eyes fluttering shut as the soft but needy way Jimin is fucking you, his dancer hips keeping a quick but hard pace of fucking you. His chest is flushed against yours as you lock your legs around his lean waist and use your grip on his back to pull your upper body up off the bed, trying to get closer to his body. Jimin's hands fist the sheets under you as his eyes glare down at the bed, fighting back tears as you speak the soft words he needed to hear from you.

"Love you so much Jimin, I'm sorry if you felt any differently. I-I was always thinking about you and how much I wanted to see my alpha. Knew you would take care of me." Jimin whines, not stopping the slow flow of tears that go down his cheeks as he keeps his focus on fucking you the way you need.

The way he needs.

"I'm yours." Jimin cries, his body collapsing onto you making your back flush with the soft sheets. Jimin doesn't stop his hips from picking up the pace, fucking you into the mattress as he blindly finds your scent glands and breaths it in. "And y-you're mine. I'm being greedy, I know I'm being clingy - I don't care." You shake your head and whine, hands going to cup Jimin's face to promise him he's not, that there's nothing selfish about needing love.

Jimin's hips picking up their pace forces a broken moan out of you, your words getting lost.

"Don't care, don't care if I'm being greedy. You're mine too, don't care if the boys come back and I'm still fucking you. They can wait, I waited like a good boy. Had to wait forever for my omega to come, I'm not going to let you leave too easy now. You're mine too, mine, mine, mine." You whine helpless, clawing uselessly onto Jimin's lean back as his hips drill you into the mattress, the sound of his hips and balls slapping onto you filling the room alongside of the wetness you're producing.

"I need you to cum." Jimin's voice drops to a growl this time, your mind scrambles to keep up with his duality. His one hand stops fisting the bed sheets and shoves between your bodies, finding your clit easily, and rolls the little bud between his fingers. Your hips jerk up from the motion, only making Jimin hit you in another angle and for you to cry out harder. "I-I it's too early, I just came J-Jimin." You whine but still take the desperate thrusts Jimin is giving you, your body is still removing from your first orgasm and you can already feel the next one approaching.

You squirm uselessly under Jimin as the male doesn't let up his thrusts or stop his assault on your clit. Jimin shakes his head at your words a broken wet laugh escaping his red lips as he gazes down at you. "Don't care, I want another orgasm from you, I want more of your scent filling this room, I want more of your cum coating my cock. I want it so give it to me." Jimin hisses the last part and pairs it up with harder thrust, noting the way your eyes roll back when he finally catches the sweet spot.

"I need it, I need it, give it to me omega," you sob weakly, dragging lines down Jimin's back as your body starts to jerk under him, the male easily keeping you pinned down. You're so oversensitive and Jimin's words don't help at all to calm you down. Apart from your heat, you've never had orgasms this close together. A part of it is a bit painful, the pins and needles feeling coming from your abused clit as Jimin pinches at it,

but it also brings you more pleasure.

"Cum, cum on my dick. Show me it's yours yeah? You're gonna cum all over my cock and then take my cum, you're gonna let me fill you up to the point I'm leaking out of you. But I'm just gonna fill you up again and again, until people can smell in you for fucken days omega." Jimin spits out, his veins popping on his neck as his head is thrown back at the way your heat pulse around his cock, milking him for all he's worth. A low growl escapes Jimin when you moan brokenly, head-shaking when another orgasm is ripped out of you, catching you by surprise you can't help but to scream at the feeling of over sensitivity.

Jimin sobs and quickens his pace to finish inside you, his alpha growls when your nails rip into his back as his actions make another smaller orgasm go through you again. Grinding into your shoulder, Jimin rests his face there and allows a full-body shudder and a loud moan of your name to escape once he finally finds his release.

"J-Jimin I can't, oh my god, it's-please-I." Your words fumble when Jimin's hips swirl gently against yours after he finishes shooting his cum in you. Jimin lets out a small hush mumbling how he understands. He leans back onto his knees, eyes still wild but the corner of his lips curl into a smile when he gazes down at you. The male parts your legs, panting as he looks down at where you're both still connected. He grabs the base of his cock and slowly starts to pull out, eyes darting from the flush building on your face from the feel and back down to your pussy. Both of you moan when his cock slips out, cum pouring out of your and leaking onto the bed, a mix of both of you.

You watch as Jimin swipes his tongue against his lips and hovers his thumb over your lower lips.

"God, you're swollen."

"If you touch me there, I'll bite you."

Jimin gives you a beautiful giggle when you crock out the weak threat. You can't help but smile at the male who gazes down at you happily, he leans down, being mindful of your sensitive core, and presses a sweet kiss to your lips.

"Thank you for coming." Jimin hushes as he peppers his plump lips all over your face, one hand holding himself up while the other goes to stroke at your neck. "I'm sorry it took so long, do-are you feeling any better?" Your hands go to rest on his muscular chest peering up at Jimin with a worried look. The idol gives you a warm smile, one that makes your heart go a little faster.

"I'm gonna be now that my hearts here."

Notes:

again I am sorry for the delay. I've honestly just been in a very low mood the past few weeks and would try to sit down and write, but had no motivation. I'm feeling a little better now and really missed you guys

i also headcon Jimin as a dom but also a needy power bottom (?) pry that from my hands

thank you all for supporting me so much, it means the whole world to me, and as cheesy as it is, your words bring me so much comfort and love when I need it. So thank you for taking your time to read my story.

Let me know if you like this take on Jimin I did, I really enjoyed writing him this way! Comments are always loved!

get ready for yoongi AH

ps, someone suggested a scene of hoseok and reader chan explaining that the hurtful words as part of sexy time and I totally agree and sorry I missed it the last chapter! Always make sure you guys are clear with boundaries!!

Chapter 37: thirty seven

Summary:

bitter boy

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"I always knew you were soft."

"Oh shut it."

You smile into Jimin's hair and run your fingers through the bleached locks. The alpha hums in appreciation and nuzzles in his more into your chest, the lean around your wasit tightening the slightest bit. "I"m only soft for you." Jimin coos in a light-hearted manner. You snort but allow yourself to bask in the words as you curl yourself more into him.

"I love you."

Your fingers pause at Jimin's words, heart going a little faster. You try to pull at his hair to tug him back but Jimin whines softly and refuses to pull his face back.

"You don't have to say it back, just let me love you-"

"I love you too Jimin."

The alpha finally allows his face to be peeled back and he glances up from his position tucked into your chest. You press a gentle kiss to his forehead, your lips curling into a smile when your omega purrs from your chest, Jimin's hands going tighter against your waist.

"Love you so, so much alpha."

A giggle escapes your lips when Jimin tackles you back down to the bed and presses a handful of wet kisses to your face. You allow yourself to bask in the love the alpha is giving you and let your omega hardscape take control. Jimin's alpha wants to howl with pure joy when soft little purrs counties to escape your lips, making the empty feeling he's had for the past few weeks to be filled. "Thank you, baby," Jimin breathes with a smile filling up his own face. "Love, love, love you." Jimin sings trailing his lips across your jawline before he hits your lips.

You both bask in the soft make-out, even though your both naked it feels completely innocent as Jimin strokes your waist, your hands staying on the back of his neck playing with the small hairs. The plush lips of the alpha part to give your bruised lips a small nip before his lips part from yours. You smile up at Jimin as he moves one hand to stroke your tangled hair back. A sigh escapes your lips and you give Jimin a pained smile.

"I should go, I have an early lecture and I don't think I'll be getting any sleep here." You joke but pat Jimin's cheek as you start to sit up. Jimin whines loudly but allows you to sit up on the bed the alpha's hand weakly reaching out to you as you search for your clothes. "Skip it," Jimin drags the last word lips going into a full pout as you tug on your shirt. You give him a small glare and huff when you find your ripped underwear, you toss the fabric at the now grinning alpha who grabs the ruined fabric. "Thanks for the gift." You roll your eyes at Jimin's teasing tone and eye his open draw seeing the multiple boxers folded neatly.

You don't even have to glance over at the alpha to borrow a pair, because in a second Jimin steps up behind you to tug a pair of boxers out. He hums as he shakes them out and allows you to turn to face him before he squats down to his knees. You swallow as you glance down at the alpha as his hooded eyes meet yours. "Part your legs," Jimin commands softly and you shift on the balls of your feet, knowing what will happen when you do.

Jimin lets out a deep moan when his cum trickles down your thigh as your legs part. "I-I can't take anymore." You admit softly as Jimin's eyes follow the creamy substance of his own release leak out of you. Jimin mumbles a soft sound of understanding and leans to place a kiss with a nibble of the soft skin of your lower belly before he grabs a random t-shirt off the floor to wipe the mess between your thighs. "Don't worry my pretty omega." Jimin coos and holds out his boxers for you to step in. He stands as he slides up the boxers to your hips, letting go as he finally stands.

"I'll grab my keys and drop you yeah?" Jimin mumbles pressing a kiss to your head as he seeks his own clothes, lazily tugging on a pair of sweatpants over his bare body and a loose white shirt. You fiddle with your pants before you tug them on as you watch Jimin searching around for his keys, you can tell from the slump of his shoulders and the lazy eyes that the exhaust of all the stress Jimin felt was most likely hitting him,

and the rounds of sex on top of that.

"Baby? I can just call an Uber, you should rest." You approach the alpha and stroke a hand along his back giving him a smile. Jimin is already shaking his head and sleepily mumbling that he's okay. You coo out Jimin's name as settle him onto the bed hushing that he should rest.

"I need to make sure my omega gets home safe." Jimin groans, pressing his heels to his eyes in an attempt to wake him up.

"I'll call once I get home, you should rest hm?" Jimin's already shaking his head as you try to tell him to sit back down.

"No, no can't do that-"

"I'll take her home."

You and Jimin both jump at the voice and whirl around to the cracked open door.

Yoongi, leans on the doorway, hands sliding into his pockets as he sets his eyes on you.

"You guys are back?" Jimin asks sleepily giving a small smile to the elder male. Yoongi hums, nodding in response not even looking at his packmate, his cat-like eyes running over your forms, lingering on the sliver of skin that is marked with Jimin's bites. You shift at the gaze he is giving you, unlike the other boys who seemed happy to finally reconnect with you Yoongi did not share the same eyes.

He almost looked annoyed.

"I drank like two coffees to get through the shooting so I'm pretty awake. We have an early start tomorrow so you should sleep while you can." Yoongi drawls to Jimin, yet his eyes never leave yours. He nudges his head to the side, the black locks sliding, showing his undercut for a second. "Let's go," he doesn't wait for you as he starts to leave the doorway. You blink at his back before Jimin mumbles out a soft goodbye and presses a kiss against your cheek. You smile at the alpha and hush that'll you'll text him in the morning and start to head out towards Yoongi.

You shuffle down the long hallway of the dorms, you hear the soft voices and movements of the boys behind their respective doors. You do feel bad not saying a greeting to the rest of the males, but you know it would only prolong your stay here and you desperately needed a shower and your bed before your early lecture. You finally meet Yoongi at the front door and slide on your shoes, sitting up to give the rapper a smile. You blink when you're meet with the back of his head and he already tugs open the door, holding it out for you to slide past.

You swallow and can't help but to aimlessly trail behind Yoongi as he leads you down the fancy building, your words dying on your lips at the silence between you. It may be silly, but you're so used to the other boys being too forward with you, they usually were so eager to see you and talk. Yet as you stand side by side Yoongi in the elevator the familiarity you have with them is not there.

He feels cold and you don't know why.

You take a chance and glance sideways at Yoongi, your eyes taking in the slope of his nose and the frown filling his face. He doesn't even look at you, but merely rolls his neck as if he's annoyed and releases a small puff of air.

"At least try to cover the marks."

Your hand flies to your neck, the skin still a bit puffed up from how many times Jimin sunk his teeth on the areas he could. Your mouth drops open to protest, the marks from other boys weren't, before you could say anything the doors slide open and Yoongi is already walking out of the small box. It takes you a moment before you follow after him, flush on your checks from embarrassment as the security guard on the main floor gives you both a strange look. You give him a polite smile ad you finally catch up to Yoongi who easily walks out of the building and into the parking lot.

"Y-Yoongi wait-"

You stumble back when Yoongi stops dead in his tracks and swirls around, you nearly colliding with his chest before you catch yourself. Your eyes drag up to meet the narrowed ones as Yoongi cocks his head to the side and regards you like a piece of gum on the bottom of his shoe.

"What?"

"W-Why, what did I-"

Your eyes widen when Yoongi scoffs at your stutter and merely rolls his eyes. The rapper spins on his heels again before he strides over to some expensive car you can't recognize and unlocks it with ease. He clicks open the passenger door and only turns to meet your eyes to gesture at you. "Get in," Yoongi demands looking impatient as he regrades you. You and your omega surpass a whine at the dominance Yoongi is radiating off as he waits for you, it's making your anxiety spike up. An alpha you regrade as your mates clearly annoyed with you and it's making you feel meek under his gaze.

When his glare deepens your omega pushes you to shuffle towards the car.

Your brain races for what Yoongi is upset with you about. You haven't seen him in a few weeks since the whole issue with Jungkook, and you know Yoongi was the last one of the boys who had finally reconnected with you. You hadn't done that on purpose though, you never meant to make Yoongi last or make him feel as if you picked the other males over him. Your hands grip the bottom of your shirt as you slide into the leather seats, you try not to jump when Yoongi slams the car door after you and heads towards the driver seat.

Do we apologize, you question your omega in your head. He most likely upset he's had to wait so long just to see us you whine to your omega in your head. The wolf makes an upset noise, for once not the one to bow in apology and standing her ground. 'The rest of the pack said it was okay to give Jungkook the most attention, he needs us a little more. If he had an issue he should have brought it up with the pack' You whine when you head the huff in your omega's voice and lean farther into the seat as Yoongi settles in and starts the car with the flick of his wrist.

You keep your eyes on your hands as Yoongi starts to head towards your apartment his eyes not leaving the road in front of him. Your mouth opened to say something, an apology sitting on your lips, but your omega snapped in your head for you to keep your mouth shut. 'Why are you gonna say sorry? They communicated that if you had free time it should go to Jungkook, if Yoongi felt like this he should of said something to them at least.' You rub at your head biting back the whine that wants to escape. Your omega had a point, and why should you feel guilty when he won't even look at you?

Risking a glance at Yoongi who's jaw is tight at he turns left on a corner. You wonder where the alpha who teased you and scented your things for your stubborn ass went. You fiddle with the belt and turn your head fully to face the male and make a sound in the back of your throat when he scoffs at you.

"What is up your ass?"

"I don't know, but I know Jungkook is up yours."

You gap at the sharp words from Yoongi, the alpha only looking over to snap the words at you before turning back to the road to keep driving. None of the boys had ever attacked you when it came to who you slept with between them, it was a clear line that shouldn't be crossed. Yet Yoongi didn't seem to care about the boundary. Swallowing down the dryness in your throat, you refuse to back down and narrow your eyes at Yoongi who doesn\t care to look back at you. "What the hell does that mean?" You hiss at the alpha who shrugs with one shoulder and he turns towards your street. "Exactly what it means, apparently you only have time for our golden boy don't you."

You don't hold back the growl that your omega pushes out of you.

Yoongi hits the brake at that, stopping right in front of your complex. His head whips around to look at you, eyes wide at the snarl that is curling your lips back. The only time you had let yourself growl at the males was when the forced bite had happened, other than that you barely resorted to letting your second gender show your anger. The care though wasn't there for you anymore, if Yoongi wanted to act this way. Glaring at the alpha you fumble at your seat beat basically tearing the object off of you. Your hands reach for the door, full attention to leave before you could say something rude, but Yoongi gives out a dark laugh with more sharp words.

"What? Upset that I'm right and I don't matter as much as Jungkook?"

Your head whips around to look at Yoongi again, a look of pure confusion on your face. Eyes flicker down to his hands that grip the steering wheel, his knuckles going white as he squeeze down at the material. "What the hell are you talking about? You know how Jungkook has been and how he needs to see me! I was told it was fine-"

"Well, maybe I need you too!"

Yoongi's words have a bit of a snarl to them as he growls the words loudly to you. Though the words aren't hurtful the way he shoots them at you has you cowering back into your seat, looking at the heaving alpha. Yoongi barely lost his cool like this, he was known for being the one who barely raised his voice, yet that was not the case with you clearly. Your mouth opens to ask the alpha about his feelings, but Yoongi already keeps going, his hands thrown into the hair and he shoots more words at you.

"I get it! I'm supposed to just be a good elder and let Jungkook take up all your time because he needs you! But what the fuck am I supposed to do? Sit there and twindle my thumbs until I'm deemed ready for your time? I'm supposed to be fine when Jungkook comes home all blissed out smelling like you with a stupid grin on his face and just reeks of you? Maybe all the other boys are fine and you know why? Because you fucked them and it's all fine right? That's all it took to fix everything-" Yoongi leans forward getting into your space to spit the next hurtful words at you.

"But you couldn't even spare your pussy for me, could you?"

The silence between you do is heavy on both your shoulders once the words really settle in.

"Shit-" Yoongi sighs out and reaches out for you, guilt already building up. "Baby I'm sorry I didn't-" Yoongi's words cut off when you rip your hands out of his loose grip as he tries to reach for you. Yoongi nose's twitch as the car is overwhelmed with the pheromones you're giving off.

An angry omega.

"Pussy for you to spare?" You hiss out and slap Yoongi's hands again when he whines and reaches out again for you. "I'm not here to pass around Yoongi, I was told it was fine if Jungkook took any free time I have because he's literally clawing his neck out! If you had an issue and was this upset you would of told me! Hell even Namjoon! He's your alpha for a reason, but what, now you think you're allowed to snap at me like this?" Yoongi says your name weakly when your words end with a low growl.

A part of Yoongi is proud, that the girl who held back her omega for so long is snarling at him, another part of him feels the guilt building in his chest.

You finally rip the door open and slam it behind you as Yoongi scrambles to get out of the car and follow you as you stalk towards your complex, shoulder tense as you hear the alpha call your name. "Baby I didn't mean that I'm just upset and-" you whirl around making Yoongi stop in his track. You glare up at the male and shove him away from you with a hand against his chest. "You said it from somewhere though, didn't you? You couldn't even just say that you felt left out, not degrade me to my vagina." Yoongi whines loudly, his alpha hissing at him to bow his head lower to show how sorry he is. As Yoongi lowers his head though, neck bared a bit, but you're already whirled around and taking long strides into your complex.

"Pretty girl please-" Yoongi begs as he hovers over your back watching you punch in your code and slide into the lobby. You clearly try to make the door opening small so Yoongi can't follow behind you, but he's still quick enough to catch up to you. "Fuck off Yoongi." You hiss over your shoulder and walk into your lobby hitting the elevator button keeping your back to the world star. "I don't want to hear it." You ignore the curious look of the complex manager who sits at a desk in the lobby, the elder women looking a bit worried.

"I really didn't mean it that way I was just upset. I'm sorry."

"Okay, and I'm still upset. So fuck off."

Yoongi groans and open his mouth to beg again when the elevator opens and you slide in, pushing Yoongi out of the small area when he steps in with you, the alpha holding his arm against the door to stop it from closing.

"What? We can't fix this now? Wasn't that the whole point of meeting us separately?" Your eyes narrow and you try to shove Yoongi again, but the alpha keeps his stance and ignores the whine of his alpha to back up and give you space. Snorting at his comment you roll your eyes at him. "Yeah but you're on something if you think I'm gonna let you talk to me that way. I know I was bad at communication with you all at first but I never attacked any of you that way you just did. That was a low blow Yoongi." You spit out shoving Yoongi's father out of the elevator and hit the button to slam the door shut.

Yoongi made a move again to step closer but the growls that your omega lets lose makes him and his alpha stop in his spot.

Yoongi catches the way your shoulders drop before the door slides closed.

"Fuck."
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"I should just talk to him right?"

Jihoon makes a sound in the back of his throat as he throws an arm around your shoulders. You both are curled on his large couch, your study session long forgotten as you recap what had happen with Yoongi to your friend. The beta canèt help but to nuzzle into your scent glands, though he catches the bite marks all over your skin, his beta doesn't care. He knows the alphas of Bangtan don't like the idea of Jihoon scenting you, but hell you're his pack and they're crazy if they think he's giving that up.

"If you want to, I know you feel guilty because you haven't had your whole 'omg I love you' moment with Yoongi, but what he said wasn't cool. You being upset is valid." You sigh and nod into Jihoon's chest as you curl towards the warm beta, your mind racing trying to figure out what you wanted to do. "It's been a day though, I'm as calmed down as I'm gonna get." You admit in a tired voice. "I also don't want any more tension between me and the boys you know?" Making a sound of agreement you reach next to you blindly, searching for your phone. Jihoon watches in mild interest when you search for Yoongi's number, ignoring the multiple texts of apologies he sent you, you merely ask him to come over to your place tonight to talk.

"Roommate gone?" Jihoon asks once you throw your phone next to you. You nod as you squirm out of the hold once Jihoon finishes scenting you, rolling your shoulders a bit so loosen the stiff muscles. "At her boyfriends all weekend, so I should be okay." Jihoon hums in understanding and leans back in his seat as you start to collect your notebook again to go over your exam on Monday.

"You happy to be with the boys again?"

You pause your actions before looking over at Jihoon with a soft smile. "I am, I really did miss them and it's nice now that everything is out in the open. I'm just worried about Jungkook, he's a little better when he sees me, but I'm not sure how long that's gonna last. He's gonna need more from me eventually." Jihoon watches the way you fiddle with the pens in front of you, clearly lost in your thoughts as you think of how to help the younger alpha.

"Do you think you'll accept the pack omega status?"

A soft breath escapes your lips when Jihoon asks the million-dollar question. "I-I think? Logically I would want to wait a little longer until that, but waiting that long might not be good for Jungkook. And if I just mate with Jungkook..." Jihoon sighs with you knowing where this was going.

"It'll most likely cause a divide in the pack."

You nod and run a hand through your hair remembering the little information you were able to scrape together when it came to pack dynamics. "It won't end well if I just mate with Jungkook and tell the others to wait, it'll just feed his true alpha and he'll have more reason to try to surpass Namjoon. It also just wouldn't feel good on the boy's end you know? Me and Jungkook would have this deep bond that the others wouldn't be able to experience, I don't see that ending well." Jihoon himself feels a little stress at the scenario you're in.

Mating for life is never something you want to do under pressure, and with the fuck up Jungkook did, you might not have the option to weigh out your choices.

Time was ticking, and Jungkook was just a bomb everyone was waiting for.

"I'll figure it out, I know the easy answer is to mate with them and accept pack omega, but it's kinda like what's next after that? They're Bangtan, tours, press, the fans, how would I handle all of that? I still wanna finish school and find a job, but that might all change once the bites are exchanged. Jin is almost thirty, he's gonna want kids soon, and what about the others? I don't know if I can just put my life on pause to be a breeding machine for them. At the same time though how long would they be willing to wait for me?" You groan and drop your head into your hands, headache already blooming behind your eyes.

"Shit dude, that's a lot. Are you gonna bring it up with them?" You rub at your eyes and give Jihoon a weak smile once you drop your hands. "I have too, communication right? I'll see when they even officially ask about the pack omega stuff, but first." You eye your phone that's blowing up with messages from Yoongi confirming your latest text with him.

"I have to fix things with Mr. Tounge Technogy first."
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"You're a dumbass you know."

Yoongi closes his eyes and counts to three in his head, after taking a deep breath he ignores the light voice of Jimin and continues to dress himself for tonight.

"I get you're frustrated, we all are, but you shouldn't take it out on her. It was Namjoon's idea to let Jungkook see her more, you should have brought it up with him." Taehyung follows long as he scrolls through his phone, both him and Jimin lazily sitting on Yoongi's bed. The rapper glares at the younger members who don't even notice the murderous intent Yoongi is trying to give them and share funny videos with each other.

"I'm gonna send her that she'll laugh." Jimin waves his hand at Taehyung's screen making a small sound. "I already sent it to her, you're late." Taehyung pouts at the information and Yoongi wants to scream.

"Can you both leave?"

"No, we want to remind you how bad you fucked up." Both boys chime in together.

Yoongi didn't hide the curse words he threw at the two boys and went back to his closet. He sighed and finally decided on a hoodie paired with his black jeans and ruffled his dark hair. "Has (Y/N) talked to any of you guys?" Yoongi asked awkwardly, trying not to look too curious as he looks over his phone, no text from you making his alpha whine a bit.

"Yeah, she was telling me about the presentation she had at school and some exam coming up-nothing about you though." Jimin quips not missing the low warning growl Yoongi gives him. "What? It's true, you can't be mad about her being upset after you crossed a line." Taheyung nods along with his friend waving his hand in agreement. "Namjoon asked us if we had any issues with Jungkook seeing her more, hell Jimin has waited just as long as you." Yoongi pinches the bridge of his nose and doesn't stop the snarl that slips past his lips as he finally whirls around to glare at the men.

"I get it okay I fucked up-"

"So why did you say that to her?" Jimin snapped back.

"I-" Yoongi breaks off and feels the doubt as self-doubt starts to cloud with the dark thoughts that have been plaguing his mind for the past few weeks. "I-I just felt really-" Yoongi breaks off his confession with a deep sigh and shakes his head before he turns his back to the other two alphas whose head went up at his words.

"..I've beat myself up enough over this, can you guys just leave me alone?"

Jimin bites his lip and nudges at Taehyung, motioning towards the door. Giving a soft nod Taehyung gets up to follow Jimin out, both males giving a sad glance at the quiet rapper before closing the door softly behind them. Yoongi's shoulders drop when he hears the soft click of the door. "You moron." Yoongi scolds himself under his breath as he finally meet his eyes in the standing mirror in the room.

"You just got her back, don't fuck it up again."
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For a second, when you open the door looking so soft in only a baggy top and mused hair, Yoongi forgets that you're mad at him. He catches his hands reaching out, wanting to cup your face and playful bite into your checks, but he just lets them drop next to them. He watches as you eye him for a second, Yoongi waiting for the glare or the snarl you would give him. Yet you give a smile, go up on your toes to press a chaste kiss on his cheek before holding the door open for him to enter.

"I ordered some pizza, and cracked open a bottle of wine, schools been kicking my ass." You joke weakly and motion for Yoongi to take a seat at the make-shift nest you've created in your living area. Yoongi can't help but fondly smile at the blankets and pillow that pile softly on the floor, he knows you must be nesting to soothe your stress from school. The thought makes Yoongi want to huddle you in the blankets and pepper you with kisses until you're giggling.

He doesn't have that right though.

So he settles with sitting on a small cushion as he watches you sit next to him, his heart swelling as you burrow under the blankets and reach for a slice of pizza. As you take a bite you motion for Yoongi to do the same, the rapper weakly biting into his own hot slice. It tasted great, but the stone in his stomach from his harsh words to you only grown bigger as he stares at you. "Do you want wine?" Yoongi barely nods before you're pouring him a decent amount and handing him the dark liquid. "Sorry if it's not the greatest." Yoongi merely grips the delicate glass hard as he watches you shrug, your baggy sleeve falling over your shoulder and exposing the skin to the alpha.

You blink as Yoongi downs his glass of wine in a few seconds.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that to you." Yoongi breathes slamming his glass down, twisting his full body to look at you. "It was gross and ugly of me, I honestly don't know where it came from, but I'm sorry." You place your plate of pizza on the table next to Yoongi and reach out to grab his shaky hands that are fisting the blanket under him. "Are you upset with me? I'm sorry if-"

"It's not you- it-" your head cocks to the side when Yoongi cuts himself off with a quiet swear. You can't read the alpha, his shoulders are slumped and his face is twisted as he thinks to himself. He doesn't look mad, but almost disappointed?

"Yoongi," you breathe, ducking your head so you can meet his eyes. The alpha blinks when you meet his cat-like orbs and give him a small smile. "You can tell me anything, what's wrong?" Swallowing thickly Yoongi lets out a deep breath before squeezing your smaller hands in his grasp.

"I always thought you would end up with just me."

You stop the confused sound that wants to leave your throat and give Yoongi soft words of encouragement as he peeks up at you. Sighing Yoongi's eyes drop as he opens his mouth to speak in a low drawl.

"I know Jungkook was the one to meet you first, but when I caught your scent that day I followed him, I was hooked. This whole contract thing and being with all the boys, it never bothered me and it still doesn't I swear. But a part of me, a selfish part of me always thought that you would just be mine, that the rest of the boys would lose interest." Yoongi clearly overwhelmed with his confession leans towards you to drop his head down onto your shoulder. Dark hair curtaining his face as he lets out a shaky breath.

"You know I have a stronger sense of smell, and when I smelt true omega on you, it kinda just felt like fate to me? It's so stupid, but it was like I was the only one who knew your secret and the only one who could really see you. I honestly thought the boys wouldn't be that interested and eventually...I would court you to be my mate."

You free your hand to stroke Yoongi's back, your lips turned down in a frown as you feel the way Yoongi curls into you more. You always knew he was never one to share his feelings so openly, and being exposed this way must be hard for the alpha. "Is that why you snapped? You felt left out?" Yoongi nods after a pause and hesitantly presses his nose against your scent gland, clearing asking for permission. You press his head closer, allow the male to have the direct source of your sweet smell.

"It felt like you picked Jungkook over me, and that was my fear when we first meet," Yoongi says shakily. "Before we all fell in love with you, I really thought I would have you all to myself. Then Jungkook started to actually gain feelings for you, we all did. And I'm fine with you being with my pack, but...I guess a part of my selfish heart was still hoping it would just be me. Smelling you all over the boys, seeing the love in their eyes when they talked about seeing you again, it was hard." You curl your arms around Yoongi and hold him closer as his shaky hands grip around you.

"I'm just a bitter old man, but I shouldn't have pushed it that far."

"Yoongi, come here." You tug his head back with a soft pull and meet his chapped lips with yours. Yoongi moans softly and deepens the kiss easily, his tongue desperate to meet your own. Yoongi easily tugs you down to lay in your makeshift nest, slotting himself between your thighs to press his body closer to yours. You whine when Yoongi pulls his hands away briefly, the alpha shushing you softly as he grabs one of the blankets of your nest to cocoon you both in your smell.

"'S warm," you mumble in protest, but Yoongi merely hums, he needs to be surrounded by your scent, and trials his kiss to your neck, licking your scent glands. "I'm sorry you felt that," you whisper to Yoongi. The alpha doesn't respond at first, but his grip on your sides tighten a bit as you keep going. "If I ever do anything that makes you feel like that, please tell me okay? I never wanna make you feel that what, and no matter what Yoongi, if I'm with all of the boys or not. My feelings for you won't change." You duck your head to press an open mouth kiss to Yoongi's pulse point, tongue brushing against the pale skin.

"I love you Yoongi."

A high-pitched gasp escapes you when Yoongi grinds his crotch into your spread legs, the alpha moaning deeply from the friction. "Love you too pretty omega," Yoongi breaths against your neck, before he meets your mouth with a messy open kiss. "You're my girl aren't you? Always gonna be." You nod dumbly as Yoongi peppers soft, but wet kisses all over your jawline. teeth catching the skin right under your ear. When he presses his tongue against the reddening mark you can't help but buckle your hips up.

"What a needy little baby," Yoongi smirks as he pulls back slightly to watch your glossy eyes fade over. You merely whine from the lack of friction and try to tug Yoongi back to your neck, needing his lips and tongue to attack the area. There was no doubt that all the boys were good in bed, but when it came to oral things,

it was obvious Yoongi was the king in it.

"Hush pretty 'mega." Yoongi mutters and slides his hands up your bare thighs, little panties were the only thing you wore under your baggy top. Hissing in appreciation Yoongi pats the material covering your core, the frabic already slick with your juices. "Fuck, so needy aren't you little thing? You're already so what from what? Me just kissing you?" Yoongi is a bit awed when you easily nod, no shame on your face as you hitch your hips up, trying to grind on his hand, but to no avail.

"Need it Yoongi please, please?" You're slipping a little more into your omega headspace, maybe even into a subspace one. You just feel a little more needy than usual, especially with how much you've missed Yoongi. The alpha easily catches on to this behavior and both he and his second gender growl in arousal. Press his hand more firmly against your soaked underwear Yoongi grinds his palm down, a choked moan escaping your lips. "Go on," Yoongi says with a mocking voice. "Get yourself off." Your eyes widen at the grin filling up Yoongi's face, his hand patting again on your core.

"Alpha can't not enough," you try to grind your hips on his large palm. Your underwear only making it harder to get the friction you need. "Oh?" Yoongi asks cocking his head to the side, the fresh undercut getting exposed. "What? The little omega needs my help, does she? She needs me to help her get off?" Yoongi grins, licking his lips at the whine you let out.

"Dumb little girl."

Your nails dig into Yoongi's shoulders where they lay at the words. Your eyes widen at the words and neither you or Yoongi can ignore the spike in your scent, arousal pheromones coming off hard, completely out of your control.

The grin on Yoongi's face says it all.

"Oh well, did I find a new kink? My omega likes being called my dumb little girl?" Yoongi finally gives you relief and slides his warm fingers into your underwear and catches his index finger on your clit. "Of course you would get off to me calling you stupid, wouldn't you? Can't even get yourself off by yourself. What a dumb, dumb omega." You cry out when Yoongi slides in a finger to your tight heat, Yoongi cursing at how tight you feel around him. "I'm not dumb." You mutter back with no heat, Yoongi can't help but chuckle at the way your lips pout.

"Yes you are my dumb little girl, but your alpha will help you don't worry."

Another loud moan slips this time when Yoongi slips in another finger, fucking them into you slowly knowing he was hitting the spot inside you perfectly at this angle. He's addicted to watching the way your lips part and the feel of your nails biting into his skin. He strokes his fingers on the sponge material between your walls and curses to himself when you tighten around him, thighs tensing from the sensation. "Need more, need you please Yoongi." You rush, clawing at his shirt.

"I got you little one don't worry." Yoongi easily pops on the button of his jeans, tugging them down enough to slip his cock out. It's warm between you two, the blanket only fueling the heat, but Yoongi wouldn't have it any other way. It feels so intimate that he and his alpha are purring in satisfaction. You're pressed against his body, your scent surrounding him, he can lose himself in you like this and Yoongi loves every second of it. "Okay baby?" Yoongi checks in, sliding your underwear to the side, but pausing before his cock could press against your hole.

You answer but hooking your legs around his wasit and pushing him into you.

Both you and Yoongi cry out from the feeling of his cock head slipping inside of you. Yoongi waste no time in fucking his cock inside of you, the fight is tight but the way you moan into his heart and curl yourself towards him shows how much you love the stretch. "A-alpha," you whine out loud, nudging your nose against Yoongi's scent glands. "M-more please." You beg, trying your best to buckle up your hips but to no avail. "Need me?" Yoongi asks softly, words mumbled as he trails kissing up your jawline before meeting your lips. You nod against the wet kiss, mouth parting for more. Yoongie nibbles at your lips and pulls back with a grin.

"Of course dumb little girl needs me to get her off."

You don't even have time to feel shy about this new kink before Yoongi knocks his hips against yours, thoughts escaping your brain. "S-Shit," you cry and fisting your hands into Yoongi's shirt as the alpha shows to mercy, hips slapping against yours loudly in your small apartment. Yoongi buries his face into your neck, assaulting the skin under it with licks and bites, dangerously close to where Jungkook's bite mark lays. You trust Yoongi though, you know the older male wouldn't do anything, nor would any of the boys after the last disaster. So you don't feel any worry tilting your head back a little and letting his teeth skim the area.

"Always need you Yoongi, you're my alpha too." Yoongi groans at your words that are meant to be soft, but his thrust make them airy and broken with your moans. "To s-stupid to help myself, need my alpha to do it." You hiccup, eyes watering from the pleasure overwhelming you. Yoongi drinks up the site when he leans back, your glossed eyes, your bitten-up skin, and the way your mouthparts, tongue hanging slightly from his deep thrusts. God, he could come if he really wanted to from the look of you alone.

But Yoongi missed you and he needed more.

He picks up his pace, your slick making it all the more easier for him to pound into you and for you to take him deeper. You openly sob when Yoongi's pace keeps up, and with how the alpha is crowding you, pressing you down into your makeshift nest, your omega is purring from contentment. All your senses are filled with Yoongi, and you're in bliss. He frees one hand and shoves it between you two, easily finding your clit and stroking the small bud with no mercy.

"God, you always come so easily messy stupid omega." Yoongi spits out, a snarl leaving his lips at how tight you get around him. "You're gonna cum already aren't you dumb girl. Tell me I'm wrong mhm? Is your alpha wrong or are you already creaming yourself like a little slut?" You go to bite Yoongi's shoulder hoping to surpass your sobs by sinking your teeth into the meat, but Yoongi yanks your head back by your hair and growls down at you.

"Open your mouth," Yoongi mumbles, his chest swelling when you listen in a heartbeat and your mouth drops open, lips wet and parted. Your eyes roll to the back of your head when he doesn't lose his pace and spits into your mouth. growling at you to swallow it down.

The second you close your mouth and the audible gulp is heard Yoongi starts to fuck you faster.

"G-Gonna cum, Yoongi, please alpha." You blab, words barely being strung together as Yoongi doesn't let up his pace. "T-to much p-please-" you cry out, your peak almost there, the brutal thrusts truly fucking the thoughts out of you.

"Go on and cum dumb girl, I know you need permission like the silly thing you are." Yoongi coos with a sadistic grin at the way you try to weakly glare at him. All it takes is for Yoongi to give a firm press and swirl on your clit though and you're cumming around his cock. Yoongi follows from the feel of your walls clenching his cock, the alpha buries his face into your neck, not holding back his growls that echo your moans.

Maybe Yoongi nuzzles your bite area.

Maybe Yoongie pretends it's his bite you wear too.

But when you cock your head to the side, allowing him to lick the area in your post-orgasm bliss, Yoongi feels a warm feeling in his chest.

He knows you'll wear his bite one day.

And that's enough for him.

Notes:

hi hello i'm sorry this took forever, I was a bit stumped on how I wanted to do this chapter and how to make it different from the rest of the boys. Writing seven chapters of smut is hard I have leanred

just needed a little tension and lets be honest, Yoongi would be a little bitter waiting for reader chan, who else would that concept fit?? I don't plan for the next chapter to be a long wait so please stick with me!!

Gimmie your comments, thoughts, concerns, horny thoughts I love it all!!!
also hi i just learned i have a dumbifaction kink can you see it

Chapter 38: thirty eight

Summary:

let's get ready to rumble! pt 2

Notes:

pls dont hate me

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"You're taking a summer class? Do you like torture?"

You roll your eyes at the sour look on Hoseok's face as he gazes over your shoulder to view your laptop. Ignoring the idol you skim the description of the class, making sure it was the one you wanted, before hitting enroll. "It's just an online one, it'll make my next semester lighter, let me live." You tease at the male He grumbles to himself but settles his face back to resting against your shoulder, his damp hair dripping a bit onto your simple tee.

It's been a week since your fight and makeup with Yoongi, your winter semester was coming to an end and the boys couldn't be more than happy. The smell of stress had been less on you as you finished up your exams and final papers, proudly announcing to the pack the alphas that you only had one exam left. Since your schedule had lightened up, you and the males had jumped on the free time, barely going back to your apartment you spent most nights at the dorm. The members of Bangtan knew their apartments were empty and waiting for them, but sticking to the large dorm was easier for the pack to gather all together.

Hoseok's alpha purrs in happiness, the dorm with you feeling warm and complete.

"Do you do online classes a lot?" Hoseok asks nuzzling the back of your neck, powering off your laptop for the night you allow yourself to lean back into the alpha, Hoseok easily wrapping his lean arms around your wasit to pull you against him. Settling on the couch with the dancer you let out a hum and think back to your semesters. "I've taken a few, it's been easier now since I don't have to work that much so teaching myself isn't as difficult as it used to be." Hoseok nods at your words, his fingers playing with the stings of your sweat pants and he struggles to bring up the next few sentences.

"Would you considered taking your fall semester all online?"

You frown at the question, a bit confused why Hoseok would even ask something like that until you remembered,

Bangtan is going on a world tour in the fall.

"Ah," you say softly watching Hoseok's slender fingers play with your drawstring. "Um, I never thought about it, to be honest with you." You admit to the alpha, you really hadn't, you're still wrapping your head around the fact all seven alphas even like you, being in bliss for the past few weeks with them you didn't even see any negatives.

Eventually, the boys would be gone doing their jobs, and you had no idea where that left you.

Hoseok had tensed up a little bit behind you, his thoughts going a little haywire in his head. Leaving you behind would rip him apart, but at the same time, he couldn't force you to drop your life you had created in the city to follow the boys. The elder members had talked about it briefly one night when you had curled up with the youngest after a study session. Jungkook, Jimin, and Taehyung dog pilling you as the four boys watch with smiles on their faces. They had talked about making you pack omega, and the agreement was simple.

Wait and see if you would accept Jungkook's mate bite first, and then court you to become pack omega.

The boys would still never force you to drop your life and follow them across the world.

But they all knew how hard tours could be, how lonely it was, how sore, tired their bodies could get and all they would seek was your touch.

Hoseok couldn't help but hold you a little closer.

"I wouldn't be against it though...I think."

You peer back at the wide eyes of Hoseok and give him a small smile, easily twisting his grasp to press a gentle kiss to the side of his cheek. You know what was floating around in Hoseok's mind and you couldn't blame him for wanting you to be with them when the tour came around.

Your heart would ache without the boys too.

Hoseok opens his mouth to drop a hint, maybe push you into saying yes for the pack omega status, but the sound of someone fumbling down the entrance hall cuts him off as you both turn your heads to look. Namjoon stumbles in, head hung heavy as he mutters things under his breath about a track, lyrics, and having to change the tone of the song to fit the vocal line.

He was also reeking of stress.

Your omega lets out a disapproving chirp before you could even try to muffle it down.

Hoseok can't help but giggle at the cute sound and the blush that fills your face from making such a noise. The idol couldn't help but cup his check-in his palm, leaning to the side to see your hand over your mouth, eyes wide and embarrassed as another chirping sound escapes your muffled lips. Looking over at his leader Hoseok grins at the wide-eyed look Namjoon is giving you, the pack alpha's arm hanging next to him as his whole body is slack at the sound you're making. Namjoon wasn't one to be taken care of, always pushing his feelings and stress down to take care of his pack.

And now he finally has a fretting omega on his hands.

Namjoon hearts swell when you slide out of Hoseok's lap and make a beeline for the leader. Your cute face is in a disapproving frown when you tug Namjoon's large hands between your small ones and peer up at him. "Did you eat today?" You say with such sternness Namjoon can't help but coo a bit at you. Hoseok grins at the scene when Namjoon shakes his head no and you let out a louder disapproving chirp. Within minutes you have Namjoon sat on the couch next to Hoseok, both alphas watching with your heart eyes as you flutter around the kitchen trying to make something quickly for Namjoon.

"I understand you're so caught up in this comeback, but you shouldn't be skipping meals! You're lucky Jin has so many leftovers because we all know my cooking isn't the greatest." You huff as you shuffle back towards the couches with a tray holding a bowl of stir fry with a bowl or ride and Nmajoon's favorite beer cracked open and already looking cool to the touch. Namjoon knows there's literally heart in his eyes when you settle back between the two alphas and place the tray on the coffee table in front of them. "Eat while it's hot, Hoseok did you want anything? I can grab some more-" Hoseok waves off your concerns and can't help but to laugh when Namjoon pulls you back to the couch to stop you from getting up.

"I'm a good pup, just take care of the needy alpha right now." Hoseok teases when Namjoon hums in agreement, pulling you into his lap and nuzzling his face into your neck, and breathes in your smell, the scent instantly soothing the stress from his body. "Yeah, pay attention to me," Namjoon mumbles against your skin and places a teasing kiss when you shift around in his lap. "Eat then you barely had breakfast I know it's not your chicken breast but it should be fine and- Namjoon eat, stop-ah-stop!" You whine when the alpha sinks his teeth into the soft skin of your neck barely breaking the skin, but the action is enough to cause a jump in your hips. Hoseok keeps silent, but watches with hooded eyes as he leans back on the armrest drinking the scene in.

The blush is high on your cheek as Namjoon grabs your hand that weakly is pushing against his chest, his larger hand lacing with yours in the air. He titles his head up a bit, so his lips trail up to your jaw, licking the skin and gently catching his growing canines on it. "Lemme just tastes you first," Namjoon mumbles, his eyes hooded as he gazes at your squirming figure. "Let me just taste you omega and then I'll eat." You open your mouth to protest, but Namjoon catches your lips with his full ones.

Hoseok can't help but to slip a hand under your shirt, his fingers trailing over your bare hip as he watches the way your slump in Namjoon's lap, the male easily dominating you with his lips alone. "Such a sweet omega for us isn't she Namjoon?" Hoseok questions, shuffling over a little cautious of Namjoon, Hoseoks alpha warning him the pack leader could let out a snarl. Getting no protest from Namjoon, Hoseok presses his lips to the back of your neck, the skin already covered with marks from the other boys. Hoseok's alpha in his head already begging him to sink his teeth in again to make a new bite. A broken moan escapes your throat as Namjoon slides his tongue in easily, you see through the crack of your eyes that he's watching you, his gaze dark and filled with something. Hoseok's lips suck on the sensitive skin on the back of your neck and your eyes close shut as another groan escapes you.

Only when you try to press your chest more against Namjoon's your hardened nipples pebble up from the action. does Namjoon finally pull away. Your eyes go to his deep dimple as a smirk fills his face, you can't see how you look, but to Namjoon you're beautiful. Mussed and flushed from his and Hoseok's kisses, a glazed look in your eyes and the smell of arousal spiked in the room. Hoseok follows his alpha's lead and pulls back, brushing your hair back in place as fights the urge to mount you right there.

Namjoon brushes his thumb over his lips, slick with your saliva. A shiver pasts through your body when he trails his eyes down to your heaving chest and to Hoseok's hand that is now stroking your tummy under your top

"Thank you for the meal."

When Jungkook finally comes home later that night after grabbing dinner with a few of his idol friends, he can't help but pause at the image, a smile tugging at his lips.

You sit in between Namjoon and Hoseok, curled in between them with your face pressed into Namjoon's neck, and hands laced with Hoseok. You look content, and soft between his two older pack mates and both Jungkook and his alpha let out soft purrs of approval.

Pack omega looks good on you.
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Yoongi: we're stuck at this video shoot for a bit longer than we thought. if you're done with your exam early you can come
Yoongi: if you want
Yoongi: or dont I dont care either way
Yoongi: I'm lying please come I miss you

You snort at the messages from the rapper as you step out of the exam hall. Hiking up your bookbag over your shoulder you can't help but feel a bit lighter, your final exam was done for the semester, and couldn't wait to sleep in tomorrow and not have anything to do. You had woken up early to revise for your exam and could feel the crash of all the coffee you drank hitting soon it would be smart to go home and maybe nap. but your omega yeared for the comfort of the alphas and hell you did too.

You: I'll come, miss you guys

Yoongi responds in seconds, a little black heart is all he sends but it makes a blush fill your face. Hearing the call of your name you wave at Jihoon once you exit the building, your friend spending the day at the university finishing up a report until you were done your exam. Jogging up to him you both give each other little cheers and finally being finished with the semester and start heading off towards Jihoon's car.

"You're okay dropping me there?" You ask again as you buckle in to Jihoon's car. The beta gives him and waves of your worries with his hand. "The location isn't that far from the campus you're good don't worry. But give me the insider look I wanna hear what this comeback is gonna look like." You snort at the grin on Jihoon's face, knowing the boy would want to leak some hints on Twitter and try to cause a frenzy. You both chat easily as Jihoon steers his car through the streets around campus as it was near the heart of Seoul, you fill in Jihoon about your exam, and the beta in turn expresses how he finally finished editing his huge report.

"Are all the boys there?" Jihoon asks at a stoplight, you give a nod and hum in response as your phone buzz on your thigh. Picking up the device you smile at the selfie Jimin had just sent you, his hair dyed darker for the music video shoot, his make-up was done to match the look, smudged eyeliner with glitter and glossed lips making them look poutier. You groan out loud though when you see a familiar head of hair in his photo background. Jihoon gives you a look at the sound.

"What was that for?"

"It's stupid and immature of me, but I'm not the biggest fan of their make-up artist."

You give Jihoon a run down and feel a little better about your uneasy feeling of Byeol when Jihoon makes a face at the story. "That's kinda gross, especially if the boys aren't giving her the same attention. Imagine if a guy did that to a girl group, everyone would be attacking him." You slump in the car seat giving a weak agreement as you think about how to keep your cool around the makeup artist. "She's really pretty too, it just makes me feel, small kinda you know?" You shrug weakly and gaze out of your window feeling the insecurities clawing at you.

Jihoon slams on the breaks.

"You're pretty! Say it!"

"Jihoon you're in the middle of the road-!"

"I don't care I will put this thing in park say that you're pretty!"

The car behind you starts blaring its horn.

"Okay! Okay! I'm pretty now moving you psyho-"

"That didn't sound convincing-" another car joins on the horn sounds.

"I'm the prettiest girl in the world, just drive Jihoon!"
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You've started to be familiar with the security team around Bangtan, so you smile easily when a large Korean elder meets you at the front of the building. He gives you a smile back and gestures for you to follow him into the building, your strides matching his as you gaze around the film set.

You've barely taken in the different sets around you before you find yourself behind the crew as the director yells a cut and calls for a small break. You try to peer over the taller bodies to see who was just being filmed, but instead feel a warm palm trail down your hand and lace their fingers with yours. Smiling you turn to the body and meet Yoong's pouting lips with a quick kiss.

"You took longer than you should have."

"Jihoon...had a moment." You sigh already feeling another headache come on. Yoongi gives you a weird look but you but of his questions by stepping into his bubble, the rapper's hands falling to your hips easily as you peer up a this face. "You look pretty." The comment is easy and true as it slips past your lips, Yoongi does look good. His hair also dark for this comeback, bouncing off his skin. His cat-like eyes are amplified with the dark eye make-up, Yoongiscoffss at your comment, but you still see the small flush on the apples of his check.

Yoongi keeps an arm wrapped across your wasit as he leads you towards the other boys, you ask him how the filming has been going as Yoongi asks how your exam went. You chat idling as you pass by the members of the crew, Yoongi not missing the sweet smiles the long-time employees give you both. Yoongi must think it look like a miracle to the crew, the last video shoot the boys had been at each other necks, Jungkook especially had a hard time controlling his alpha and ended up snarling at Jin, making tensions high between the two males.

Now as you two approach the dressing room, Jungkook and Jin are bent over a phone and watching a video together.

"Baby!" Jungkook calls happily, head snapping up as he smells you in an instant. You swallow when the rest of the boys peer at you at Jungkook's gaze. You've seen the boys all done up before for photoshoots and the concert, but both looks for those events tended to be a little more natural. The music video concept had the boys dressed darkly, leather, jeans, and slivers of skin exposed to you that make you blush. Their make-up looks are all with the same deep tone,smoked-out eyeliner, specks of glitter are all gazing at you.

You're feeling a little hot and bothered.

"You're here? How was your exam?" Jin asks putting his phone down and holding out his hands for you, Yoongi pushes you from the small of your back and you allow it to guide you to the eldest member, whose legs are spread for you to step between.

You try to ignore the way Jimin and Taehyung and eyeing you from the other side of the dressing room.

"Do you think you did well?" Jin asks softly once you settle your hands on your broad shoulders, his hands skipping past your hips but rest right before the swell of your butt, Jin making a sound of appreciation as he gives the area a little pinch. You slap his shoulder playfully but lean closer to him and give a nod when he nudges you softly for an answer. "It went well, everything I covered was on the exam so I'm pretty confident." When Jin gives you a wide grin at your response you can't help but feel a swell of pride for doing well.

"Such a good girl, I'm sure you did well. What do you want to do a celebration for being done with this semester?" Your brow furrows at the question, not aware the boys even want to do a celebration for just finishing a semester. Jungkook, seeing your confusion and hesitation leans in, nuzzle your hair before pressing a gentle kiss on it. "You've worked hard and have been stressed out over exams. You deserve a treat little thing. What do you wanna do tomorrow? We took the day off just for you." Your head perks up at that and you swing your eyes to look over at the other members, you've been seeing the boys scattered around the past few weeks, never as a whole anymore. The members all busy with dance practice, recording, mixing the tracks at different times, hell you don't even think the pack as a whole had been seven for a while.

When Namjoon gives you a nod, dimpled smile beaming back at you, you can't help but get giddy. Jin shares a look with Jungkook when you play with the small hairs on the nape of Jin's neck, your face filled with concentration as you think of how you wanted to spend the rare day off with all the boys.

"Can we sleep in past noon?" Yoongi lets out a groan of appreciation from where he's lounging next to Hoseok. "This is why she's our omega, yes you can have that. Hell-" you swallow when Yoongi ranks his eyes over your legs, tongue poking out to swipe at his bottom lip.

"We don't have to leave the bed at all if you want."

The boys all find the blush on your face the most amazing thing as you fidget in Jin's hold, as the elder trails his hands a lilt lower to fully grasp your bottom. "I wanted to go for a hike." You mumble flush only growing more as the boys all chuckle at your words. "We can do that baby, we know a private trail that's safe. Did you wanna try that new-"

"Okay, it's outfit swap time boys-"

You bite back the growl that your omega wants to let snap when Byeol enters the fitting room without knocking. The beta girl cuts herself off when she sees you standing in between Jin's thighs. Jin raises an eyebrow when instead of pulling away, which it was he expected you to from being caught, you stepped closer to the elder, lacing your fingers into his hair and pushing him against your chest.

All while giving the same glare back to Byeol.

The beta gives you a large fake smile, eyes not leaving the hard way they're looking at you. "So sorry to interrupt, but if you're done? The boys actually have to do their job you know, the thing that's feeding you? You seem to be distracting them." Taehyung and opens his mouth to tell Byeol to be nicer, you're his mate (to be) she should at least respect you, but Jimin puts a hand on his knee to keep him still, nodding his head at you.

Taehyung forgot for a second you aren't someone to let people talk down to you.

"Oh? Am I causing such a distraction?" Your eyes go from a glare to wide and innocent and you whirl them to look over at Namjoon, cocking your head cutely to the side making the leader sputter for a second.

"Joonie should I go-"

A broken groan escapes Namjoon's lip at the cute way you bite on your lower lip, even though he knows your faking the look, his alpha, and he can't help but to want to coddle you. You go a little beyond and cock your head to the side, showing a look of submission. "N-no," Namjoon stuttered out ignoring the way Byeol's head snaps to him. "Of course not baby, we love that you're here." You send a sly grin to Byeol before you finally step back from Jin's body, the elder following a little, his nose wanting to get a whiff of the sweet smell you're letting out.

You easily sit on the couch, smiling at Jimin and Taehyung as they flank your sides, but both men sigh when Byeol snaps at them to get up and change their outfits. The members all follow Yoongi to the attached room that holds the wardrobe for the next scenes. Hoseok when he passes runs a hand over your head, fingers going to the back of your neck to squeeze it gently, your eyes flutter when the dancer leans down and whispers in your ear.

"Behave pet."

You don't care if Byeol hears, but by the way, she stiffens you know she does. You easily relax onto the couch when the boys all file into the other room, the door closing behind them. You don't pay Byeol any attention when you click your phone on, blankly staring at your Twitter feed, Jihoon's words playing in your head.

You are pretty, and you're not gonna let someone make you feel small.

Especially regarding your potential mates.

"So do they pass you around like a slut? Or just throw you out when they're done with you?" Byeol hisses at you stepping closer to you on the couch. "I wasn't aware being a cock sleeve was the new way to get a boy's attention." Your eyes shoot up at those words, you can't help but feel small again. Byeol's slim wasit and perfect skin remind you how much better she looks than you. The ideas of self-doubt start to fill your brain for a second, how do the boys ignore all this attention from her-

You square your shoulders as you rise to stand in front of Byeol.

"You didn't hear?" You ask with fake innocence. "The contract is done," by the look on Byeol's face you know she had no idea, and your omega swells with pride for you standing your ground. "The boys ended it, so if I am their cock sleeve at least it's because they still want me." You give a wide smile and at the glare you're meeting. Byeol's cool expression starts to slip at the way you meet her eyes, but her cold look is back, and she steps closer towards you, getting into your face.

"You know it's because you're an omega right? That's all they would want you, what else would they want you for? All you're good for is taking their knot and being their little bitch. I'm sure they'll move on after a few more heats and I'll be sitting right here waiting for them." Byeol basically spits in your face, and you know. A few weeks ago the words would feel like a knife and sink deep into you.

Byeol's eyes snap to your teeth-filled grin.

You tug down your collar, showing Jungkook's bite mark that still sits on your skin.

"See this? This is what I mean to the boys, I'm more than just their little omega slut." It's your turn to step forwards and get into Byeol's face.

"It also means they see me as a mate."

Byeol lunges for you a second later.

Your shout is heard in the other room which makes all the alphas freeze, it wasn't a distress one, but you still screamed for a reason. Taehyung was the first one pushing the door open and stumbling into the room, the rest of the members bumping into each other shirts half on and pants barely zipped to get to you.

The sight of you under Byeol slamming your hand into her face wasn't quite what they're expecting.

"Get off of me crazy bitch!" You growl and lord Jungkook knows he should be so turned on, but your voice is dropping low, your omega clearly taking over. He's not sure why you're fighting, but a feral omega is hot on you. Your eyes are wide in anger and your lips are pulled back to let out a loud snarl. Growls and howl escape both of you and Jungkook can't help but shirt the front of his pants around. He's never seen you like this, but the way you easily shove Byeol's face off you and knee her in the stomach makes his alpha groan in appreciation.

"Let go of my hair you stupid omega!" Byeol snaps back, you just tug harder on the black locks instead of doing as she wants Her long nails to dig into your forearms that aren't letting go of her. "Don't get mad at me because no one wants to fuck you bitch!" Namjoon tears his gaze off the way you wiggle under Byeol as he looks at the other members on what to do.

Jungkook, Taehyung, and Hoseok reek of arousal.

Jin and Jimin look like they might cry.

Yoongi is smiling.

"Punch her!" Yoongi cries out in glee but whines when Namjoon punches him instead and shoots a glare at the shorter member. Yoongi though grins wider when you try to take a swing at Byeol's face, the girl going back last second, your knuckle skimming her nose. Namjoon nudges Jin to step forward to help pull Byeol off you, but both men hesitate, looking at each other over the yells the beta and omega.

"Grab Byeol Namjoon."

"I don't wanna touch her."

The door burst open when Jin sends a deadpan look at Namjoon, Myung being the savior who steps into the room. The manager rushes over to pull Byeol off you trying to calm the beta girl down. Jimin is the first to your side, pushing past Namjoon and Jin as he helps you up, fretting over the scratches on your arm and the way your hands are in shaky fists. Myung settles Byeol down once she stops fighting up and spins her around, the beta male's face stern and dark as he gazes down at the crew member.

"I need you to pack your things and go."

Silence fills the boys as Byeol's shoulders tense up at the command. The boys all knew Byeol had a thing for them and was a little too into Jungkook. They never complained all the years working with her though as they thought it was harmless. She never really did anything but flirt, they couldn't fire someone from that. Recently though, since you had been added to the pack, Byeol got braver, obviously trying to win the affection of any of the boys. It was clear she had her eyes set on Jungkook specifically and had been pushing the boundary more and more lately. Namjoon had recently talked to Myung about it, the idea of rotating Byeol to another group so she could still keep a job.

Yet this was the last straw clearly.

The girl had attacked their omega.

So when Byeol looks back, fate pout on her lips as she gazes at Namjoon, the alpha merely shakes his head at her. Namjoon allows Jimin and Jin to fret over you, the more emotional alphas checking over your arms as you keep your head down gazing at the floor. Ignoring the protest Byeol starts to put up as she realized no one is speaking up for her, Jungkook steps aside when Myung guides the girl to her make-up bag asking her again to take her belongings.

"This is stupid! I've been with you guys forever and some random girl comes and-"

"She's not a random girl and you know that. Keep your mouth shut and leave while you still have some dignity left." Hoseok speaks cooly gazing at the beta. He had no respect for someone who would push unwanted advances this far, no member had treated Byeol anything more than a co-worker, wanting to respect the boundary and also not give any signs of interest. Byeol herself had chosen to push the line past co-workers a long time ago and hit an uncomfortable dynamic.

It was bound to blow up in her face eventually.

Byeol tries once last time, stepping towards Jungkook, the alpha that she had tried and tried again to get under.

Yet the youngest members snarls.

Only when Myung is able to escort Byeol out, telling the boys to take a bit to fix the tension, do the boys notice your shaking. Your hands and curled into fists, shoulder bunched to your ears and you seethe between your clenched teeth. "Pup," Taehyung says with a frown, stepping forward to soothe the pheromones you're releasing.

Rage.

"She worked for so long with you guys and kept this attitude up? She just thought she could act like you're all hers and it would just happen? How the fuck did no one fire her before? That is so stupid! What the fuck is her problem! I'm gonna claw her eyes out, let me go Jimin" You're lips are pulled back to snarl at the closed door, shoulders wiggling around to escape Jimin's hold, the alpha glancing over his pack mates, seeing the small hints of amusement in their eyes are your smaller body squirms between the small circle they've made around you.

"Pup calm down, she's taken care of." Hoseok coos with a small grin when you let out a little growl, he can tell you're slipping into your omega headspace and he can't but find it adorable. The way your cheeks are flushed with anger and the way Jimin is easily keeping you in place. "No! I won't calm down because-because-" you huff, clearly struggling with your words and you gaze around the boys, not fully seeing them in your fit of rage.

"Because you're all mine!"

The look of jealously on you is something the boys barely see on you, usually, it's them fuming when you smell like Jihoon or when a customer flirts a little too much with you. You've always been more level-headed and barely take the bait when the members try to spark some jealously from you. You've always been the bigger person and laugh off their attempts.

Yet here you were, reeking of jealously and a territorial omega.

Jungkook is the one who lunges first, obviously.

Your back becomes flush with Jimin's chest, as he was the one who still held onto your shaking shoulders. Jimin doesn't complain and easily wraps his arms around your wasit as Jungkook cups your face with his large palms, meeting your snarl with a messy open mouth kiss. It should be gross, the sound of your lips smacking against each other, the small sounds of your growls that are still escaping, Jungkook letting out soft purrs to calm you down. Salvia trails down your neck as Jungkook licks into your mouth, cocking your head back to get deeper.

Yoongi watches with hooded eyes as Jimin strokes his hand over your belly, slipping down to pop open your jeans in a quick movement. The twitch of your hips catches all the boys when Jimin slides his hand inside your pants, fingers easily finding your clit. You moan into Jungkook's mouth and your hips cock back, butt grinding into Jimin's crotch making the other alpha mean out loud. Jimin grins into the back of your neck when soft mewls replace the growls coming from you. "Is our little omega jealous?" Yoongi coos as he starts stepping towards you, the rest of the boys following to crowd you.

"I-I, no I just-" you start to stutter out when Jungkook slides his kisses down to your neck, pausing to nudge his nose against the mating mark that's still on your neck. It's healed and all that's left is the faint pink scarred skin of Jungkook's teeth, and he knows soon enough without the bond complete it'll fade into nothing and Jungkook would be rejected.

He distracts his growing anxiety by biting softly at the skin.

"It looked like you wanted to fight someone over us, pup." Jin follows right after Yoongi, the oldest watching the way flush is creeping up your neck at the slow strokes of Jimin's fingers. "Was our omega upset that someone wanted to claim us? Got into a petty little fight all because someone else wanted our attention?" Hoseok tangles a hand into your hair to make you look at him, a grin filling the dancer's face when he sees all the anger gone, the only look left in your eyes is arousal.

"I didn't mean to-"

"Oh little one, don't act all innocent now, you reeked of a jealous omega only a few seconds ago." You swallow thickly when Namjoon chuckles at your expense, not touching you but settling with simply watching with Yoongi and Jin as the other packmates deal with you. Taehyung barely says anything but shoves his face into the other side of your neck that Jungkook isn't buried in. Tounge rolling out to lick up the sweet skin he's been craving. "Greedy girl," Taehyung mumbles, hand going up to cup your right breast, shoving his large palm under your shirt to roll your nipples between his fingers. "Already reek of us but still willing to fight over something too stupid." His words are followed by a pinch of your nipple, the action having you release a choked sob.

"Make our pet come fast," Yoongi drawls as Hoseok shoes your jeans down to your knees, not caring about the awkward twist it causes you as he slides your thighs open as much as he can. Jimin getting full range to play with your swollen clit while Hoseok slides a finger into you easily. "We still have to finish this music video," Jin says simply as if there weren't pitiful whines coming out of your mouth as Hoseok had no mercy on you. Your moans barely could slip out as Jungkook took to exchanging wet kisses with you, his eyes open the tiniest bit so he could see the fucked look on your face when Jimin pinches your clit. Taehyung adds to the mix as he moves his mouth to your ear, deep moans making your eyes flutter as he whispers what a good little pup you are for your boys.

"We don't get a turn do we." Jin snorted as he leans easily against the arm of the couch next to Namjoon. The leader sighs, eyes not leaving your cunt when Hoseok shoves two more fingers in there, Taehyung hisses loudly that they should just fist you one day with how easy you take Hoseok's fingers. "Probably not, I give Myung ten more minutes before he's hovering over the door waiting for us." Yoongi joins the sigh with Jin and Namjoon share as they all sit back on the couch to watch the four other boys bring you to a whimpering orgasm.

Namjoon's eyes flick to Jungkook, the youngest alpha barely pulling away from your lips as he begs you to come one more time for them, praising you, telling you how pretty you look. Your hands clutch Jungkook's shoulders as you sob from the overstimulation, the only thing holding you up was the boys. Namjoon has never seen Jungkook looked so amazed, his doe eyes blown wide as his gaze is focused solely on you.

Namjoon eyes slip to the fading mate bite on your neck.

Jungkook's rut was due soon.

And if you didn't bite the alpha back, Namjoon worries something in Jungkook will truly snap.

Notes:

hi hello sorry for this being so late I'm mad at myself too. i was a bit stumped on how to wanted to keep going with the chapters but i finally found out a timeline in my head and i hope the next update wont take this long!

I WILL MAKE SURE IT DOESN'T I PROMISE I MISSED YOU.

also, can i just say i'm shocked when i see people recommending my fics??? I feel like a little girl giggling when I search this story on Twitter or tumblr or get a comment about how they found my fic on a recommend post and 'm so LAME BUT IT MAKES ME SO SO HAPPY PEOPLE ACTUALLY LIKE MY WRITING.

but do we see the vision, do we see where the plot is going, how do we feel about it?

i know it's been a while but I hope you're all stuck with me and will let me know how you felt about this chapter! I love reading your comments and I'm so, so happy you're enjoying my story.

hope you're all healthy and well!!! I'm in Ontario so its a mess (help me)

Chapter 39: thirty nine

Summary:

soft morning times

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"I can't believe you got into a fight and I wasn't there!"

Taehyung snorts as Jihoon's voice cried over your phone's speakers, the singer nudges his nose on the top of your head as your best friend groans over the speakerphone. "You literally never fight, always having that 'it's not worth my time' shit! And the one time you actually hit someone I'm not even there to record it." An embarrassed flush is building your way onto your face as Taheyung seems to peek in interest as Jihoon keeps going on. Taehyung moves his head to the side of you to press his mouth to your ear, soft breaths licking your skin and making a shiver pass through your body.

"Never get into fights mhm? Sounds like something really upset my little baby then didn't it?"

You barely hear Jihoon's whines over the phone as Taehyung's deep voice lets out an almost mocking chuckle, followed by a small nibble of teeth against your earlobe. Your hand tightens on your phone, barely hearing Jihoon's voice as Taehyung hands slide from being innocently resting on your wasit and trail higher. One large palm going in between your breast, the warm skin easily sliding against yours under the loose top your wore. "Got all upset because someone wanted to touch your alphas weren't you?" Taehyung's deep voice travels down to your core as his one hand palms your tummy, pinkie going lower to trace the line of your sleep shorts, while the hand between your breasts goes to cup your left one.

"Wanted to bend you over and fuck you right there you know? Jealously was sticking on your skin and I wanted to lick it all up."

"Oh my god, ew, am I on speaker?"

You scramble of Taehyung's chest when Jihoon's voice breaks the lust fog filling the room. Taehyung pout's visibly when you stand in the middle of his bedroom in the dorm, flush high on your checks as you look around the expensive-looking bedroom to avoid the alpha who is almost looking at you like prey. "S-Sorry Jihoon I forgot you were still there, i-it was nothing, we're just watching a-"

"-I heard Taehyung said he wants to bend you over."

"And I do!" Taehyung says easily, leaning against the headboard of his plush bedding, his eyes not leaving the form of you in the middle of his bedroom. "I want to bend her over and fuck her and if you wanna hear it you're free to-"

"Okay bye, Jihoon I'll see you!"

Your hand almost drops your phone from how fast you end the call and fumble to put it on Taehyung's dresser that stands next to you. Swallowing you look over at Taheyung who still sits against his plush headboard, a snarky comment on the tip of your tongue as you turn your body to face the idol.

You easily stumble over your words though.

Taehyung was wearing two-piece luxury nightwear, the first look you got at it when you had come back to the dorms made you snort, it was a ridiculous pattern but was so clearly expensive from the fabric.

And on Taehyung it looked even more expensive.

The top few buttons were left undone and showed the tan skin of Taehyung's chest, his slender muscular chest on display for you. His hair is still damp from his shower after the music video shoot, curling slightly on the ends, the brown curls fall into the gaze of the alpha that is pure predatory. Legs still spread from where you had been sitting in between them, and through the dumb fabric of pattern, you can see Taehyung's cock twitching in the pants. Your eyes follow the way Taehyung's hand rubs his chin, eyes still locked on you, before his hand trails down to the front of his loose pants.

You watch, mouth-drying up as Taehyung's pretty veiny hands squeeze his cock through the front of his pants, a small hiss escaping the alpha's lips as his cock gets a little of the attention it's craving. Taehyung drops his head back onto the headboard, legs spreading more as he grinds his cock up into his palm, his eyes never leaving the way your body seems to be trembling. Taehyung can't help but let a sick grin that fills his face when you start to shuffle your way towards him, eyes locked on his cock that he's fucking into his hand.

"Want a taste baby?"

You look mindless to Taehyung as you nod, stumbling over your feet as your knees bump into the large mattress and climb onto the bed. "Please?" You gasp quietly hands gripping onto his pants and tugging to try to get him to slip his pants off faster. "I don't know, we always give you things so easily don't you think little thing? After your little fit today I feel like I should be more hard on you yeah? What if someone walked in on Hobi fingering you into a whiny mess? All because you're a jealous little omega."

You shake your head in protest, trying to prove to Taehyung you deserve his cock. "Please, please, I'll be good Taehyung, I'll be good for you alpha. I-I won't be like that again, I won't be a jealous omega again." You think this is what Taehyung wants to hear, but the alpha cocks his head at your words and gives a fake confused look.

"Oh baby, I loved seeing you jealous for me, because I just gotta remind you that there's no reason you have to be jealous." Taehyung curls one hand into your hair, while his other hand tugs down his pants for his cock to pop out and slap his stomach. His hand in your hair tugs you to get closer to his cock that already has a ball of precum on the top of it. "Only want you on my cock baby, don't need anyone else but my precious little girl, you know that right?" Your mouth part opens as Taehyung gently bobs the tip of his cock on your lips a broken moan escaping your throat. The hand that's laced in your hair feels a little too romantic as Taehyung rubs your lips with his cock like its lipstick, but it had you fluttering your eyes shut anyways.

"'m your omega yeah?"

Your eyes stay closed as you slur the words against the cock pressed against your lips, lost in the feeling and lust filling the room, you barely realized that the words are from you. Your answer is a deep growl coming from Taehyung, the idol already had a lower register voice his growl was something you don't hear often. The noise makes your eyes open as you peer up to him, mouth still parted and waiting for his cock. "Of course you are, you're our omega and no one is gonna take that from you little thing." Taehyung's breath catches when a cute little happy chirping sound is heard from you, your omega and you clearly loving the arrangement.

"Please," you beg, mouth parting a little bit wider making your invite clear, Taehyung huffs out and easily slides his cock into your lips.

"Anything for you."
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You dial the shower temperature a little more on the hotter side before you cock your head back, allowing the powerful shower head to rinse off your body. You sigh from the feeling and rub your hands over your scalp, scrubbing the conditioner off your hair. You had spent the night curled between Jimin and Taehyung, Jimin coming in after Taehyung and made you come multiple times on his tongue, the shorter male rolling his eyes as the dopey smile on Taehyung's face as he ignored the other alpha and went to cuddle your shaky post-orgasm body. You had rolled out of bed easily the next morning, knowing the two alphas were heavy sleepers, and made your way to the shower, you wanted to make breakfast for the boys for your first day off of school, and knew you needed time to prep.

Turning the shower off you wrap a towel around yourself before taking a smaller one to dry your hair softly, padding towards the mirror you glance at yourself, the fog clearing up fast from the fan, and cock your head to the side at your reflection.

Jungkook's bite was lighter.

You run your fingers over the bite, the healed look of a normal bite would be a faint scar, barely visible from far away and was easily covered by makeup. Your bite from Jungkook though had been more on the violent side, as you ripped him off you. The bite had scabbed over with large red marks, now it was a faint pink, you know the next phase should be the bite healing into a lighter color of your skin tone, but yours wouldn't do that. Because you hadn't bite Jungkook back, the next step of the bite would be fadding completely off your skin, and you could already see it happening on the edges of Jungkook's teeth marks.

It made your heart hurt because you knew Jungkook still wasn't doing well, you still caught him clawing at his neck sometimes, and if you spent the night in someones else's bed, the alpha would look as if he didn't get any sleep. Yet he would still perk up at you, and ask how your dreams were as if you couldn't see the dark circles around his eyes. It killed you inside, seeing the way Jungkook looked at you like you could do no wrong,

yet here you are making him wait.

You lower your gaze from yourself and slip on your clothes silently, going through your morning skin and hair care before stepping out of the bathroom and walking towards the kitchen. It was silent in the large dorm, the boys had been busy the past few weeks with comeback prep and filming for RUN BTS so you knew they needed the sleep more than anything. You started breakfast silently, you wanna be a little extra for the boys, and decided on a traditional Korean breakfast your parents used to feed you as a child. You start the rice cooker first, then moving onto the seaweed stew, skimming your phone here and there for the recipes. You know the side dishes are already prepped and in the fridge thanks to all the boy's mothers keeping their fridge full so you don't worry about that. When Jin gets into the kitchen an hour later, you're humming softly to yourself as you plate the short ribs in the center of the table.

"You," Jin breathes out, heart-clenching in his chest from the sight of you, in a cute little apron on over the baggy sweat pants he knows is Yoongi's and the neon yellow hoodie he knows is Hoseok's. Your hair is still damp and shorter pieces are curling around your flushed cheeks. Jin knows he a sucker when it comes to domestic things like this, the boys forever tease him about his likes and kinks around it. But seeing you looking so at your place in the boy's dorms and making breakfast for them gives Jin happiness he's never felt before.

You smile at the oldest alpha and point at the stove, "Did you wanna call everyone down, the stew is almost done and-" in long strides Jin covers the space between you easily, crowding you into the kitchen island. You gaze up at Jin with wide eyes, confused at the look of bliss that seems to be filling his face. Jin cuts of your words by cupping your face softly, a soft-looking filling his eyes as he strokes the top of your checks, plump lips coming to press a gentle kiss to your parted ones. "Thank you," Jin breaths against your lips, you hum from the warmth coming from the broader body but can't help but let a confused sound escape.

"I just made breakfast you dont have to say thanks-"

"Thank you for coming back to us."

You lean up to skim your nose off the exposed skin of Jin's collar bone and you huff out a small laugh. "I would be crazy not to, you all basically ruined me. No one can make me feel as important as you all do." Jin sighs in bliss when you drink in his scent, his alpha purring in happiness from the home feeling that is spreading throughout his body. "You're the perfect omega, perfect person, for us." Jin hushes, the idea of a pack omega on the tip of his tongue, but he holds back the term. Though you clearly had forgiven them, it was still a delicate time, the boys would continue to court you until you showed you were ready to take things further and exchange bites with all the members.

Jin had to hold down his moan when he thought of the process.

"I thought we agreed on no fucking in the kitchen."

You peeking over Jin's shoulder and grin at Hoseok who stumbles in. You know he's an early riser and his well-known smile is already on his face, the only signs of his sleep lay in his soft-looking mused hair that he hadn't style yet. Jin presses one last kiss to your forehead before placing a hand on your lower back, guiding you to the dancer to say good morning. The eldest alpha says he'll wake the rest of the pack at Hoseok grabs your face and presses a dozen of kissing all over your checks, cooing at you.

One by one the boys stumble out, Jungkook being the last one who makes a beeline towards you. Tugging you out of Yoongi's grasp, who had almost fallen asleep against you as you got a plate ready for him. You hand off the filled plate to a grumbling Yoongi and let Jungkook's lips press against yours. You smile into the kiss, one hand going to cup the idol's cheek gently and rubbing at small stubble you feel under your skin. "Missed you," Jungkook slurs, sleep still coating his figure as he slides his arms around your waist, tattooed hand going under the hoodie you wear to feel your warm tummy. The alpha purrs in satisfaction having skin-on-skin contact with you as he all but slumps his whole body against you, nose going to your hair, drinking in the freshly washed smell of you.

"He's gonna topple her over." Jimin snorts into his bite or rice. You give a weak smile as you struggle to fill up a plate for Jungkook, Namjoon noticing your struggle easily getting up to grab the plate gently from you. "Go sit with him, I'll make him and your plates okay?" You nod and smile brightly to the pack leader and pat Jungkook's tattooed forearm, leading him to the two free seats at the table and guiding him into one. Jungkook only detaches from you to settle in his seat, before a large palm goes to grab your chair and pull your seat right against his.

"Okay, you meathead give her some space so she can eat." Namjoon snorts as he places two plates with cups of the stew and rice in front of you. Jungkook's response is a slur of words but the male presses one last wet kiss to your cheek runs his nose along your neck to scent you before scouting back the littlest bit to give you some space to eat. Taehyung rolls his eyes playfully at how Jungkook keeps an arm around your waist, warm hand skimming the skin under the hoodie as he eats with his right hand. You squirm at the feeling, a small flush starting. "You're feeling up my love handles." You quip a little uncomfortable. Jungkook, still half basically asleep snorts into his stew.

"Who cares, I like them, gives me leverage."

"Oh my god, it's too early to be that horny." Jimin moans glaring at the younger male. Jungkook shrugs not seeing the issue but goes back to his meal, stuffing his face with one hand and keeping the other still on you.

"Thank you for preparing all of this for us, it must have been hard cooking this much," Namjoon says in appreciation his dimples popping as a genuine smile warms his face. The rest of the boys follow their leader, thanking you for preparing the meal and for your hard work. You flush at the attention, not used to having people care this much about what you do, but your omega has no problem letting out a happy chirp. The boys all find themselves blinking as you slap a hand over your mouth from the unexpected sound, ears turning red as another chirp escapes your muffled lips.

"Don't hide it," Jin says with a happy smile, hand reaching over across the table to tug your fingers off, his large hand wrapping around yours to give a gentle squeeze. "It's embarrassing still," you admit lowly, shoulder dropping a bit as you lower your gaze. You know you have to start being open and honest with the boys and sharing your true feelings is the best way to start.

"It's just..conflicting you know? I know my personality doesn't match one of an omega, but I still have that side to me. I wanna be able to have both coexist but it feels weird? Hiding my omega for so long and now I'm finally letting her out." You run a hand over your hair as Jin lets your fingers go, a serious look filing his face as you expose yourself. "A part of me dreads thinking you'll like the omega a little better." You mumble the last self-pity part to yourself softly, each of the boys already goes to deny the claim, voices going over each other as they promise you that wasn't the case for them.

Jungkook is the one who breaks you out of your little self-pity as he bumps his head against yours, gaining your attention. You splutter from the action and look over at the alpha who was just a moment ago was falling asleep in his food.

His doe eyes are clear of any haziness.

"It was never like that for you, and it never will be," Jungkook says in the most serious way you have seen in a while. "Yes, at first it was purely physical attraction, but baby it developed to more than that when we really got to know you. You can be sarcastic and rough but also sweet and soft. Either way, we all love whichever side you wanna show us. I don't know much about the whole true alpha and true omega bullshit, but I do know no matter what your status is, or what mine is, I would still fall in love with you all the same. I fell in love with you as a person, and that is everything about you."

Your eyes get foggy with tears as Jungkook finishes his sentence off with a gentle squeeze to your waist that he still holds. "You wanna be a snarky little thing I love it, you wanna fall into your soft submissive side I love it just as much. You don't have to feel as if you need to hide one or play up another for us. All that matters to me is that it's you, and I love you." Jungkook barely has a chance to catch you as you throw your arms around his neck, your chair almost toppling to the side if Namjoon next to you didn't hold it down with a loud laugh.

"We need someone to put us in your place, have you seen his big head?" Jimin says motioning towards Taehyung as you nuzzle into Jungkook's neck. Taehyung lets out a low drawn 'ya' at the accusation and bumps his shoulders against Jimin. You smile at the scene of the two same-aged males playfully arguing, a giggle bursting through your lips as you can't stop the overwhelming warm feeling you get from the atmosphere of it all.

Namjoon can't help but cup his cheek, smiling at the way you wave off the alphas to stop their playful banter, Hoseok joining on though and egging Jimin on with teasing Taehyung. Yoongi and Jin both share eye rolls, acting as if they're too good and mature to join in on the banter yet are quick to join when Taehyung redirects the fingers to Jin, claiming Mr. World Wide Hansome, was more full of himself than him. Namjoon shifts his gaze over to you when you try to defend Jin as Jungkook joins the two other youngest to gang up on the elder, bringing up his age making the alpha's ears go red. Namjoon sighs happily to himself saying softly under his breath as he fiddles with his food,

"Pack omega looks good on you."

The leader is too caught up in his little bubble to notice how the table got quiet, only looking up from his plate when he hears your voice question him.

"You want me to be pack omega?"

A foot kicks Namjoon's leg, Hoseok across from him sending him a wide eye glare. Namjoon panics as he realizes he had said the sentence louder than he thought and looks over at you, your eyes locked onto the leader as you peer at him with something he can't read. Jungkook stares over your head with eyes filled with panic, Namjoon had slipped up, they were supposed to do this the right way this time, court you properly, show you how they would be the perfect alphas for you. Hell Jin had brought up meeting your parents to the boys, taking the trip outside of Seoul and introducing themselves to your family, asking your parents permission to court their daughter with plans to mate her. There was a plan and Namjoon had slipped up.

And he didn't know what your gaze meant.

The boys are all silent, not knowing what your response would be. They weren't dumb and knew you wanted to be with them, but mating wasn't something you agreed on easily. Hell, it's most devoted than marriage as breaking a bond means a world of pain for both parts, and sometimes death. And after the mess of the accidental bite, the males had no idea how you would feel about being with that way, the questions rang through all the boy's heads.

'She hasn't taken any knots from us since then, what if she never wants to?'

'What if she doesn't want a bite?'

'We never talked about kids, what if she doesn't even want any?'

'Marriage, moving in together, meeting the family, we haven't discussed any of this and have no idea how she feels about it all.'

"...Jungkook's rut is coming up right?"

All the boys nod slowly, breaking out of their own thoughts when you finally speak up, looking over all the males for their confirmation. You look over at Jungkook, whose gaze is locked on you as he stares at you as if you're gonna dash any second. You give him a reinsuring smile and look over to the oldest members, knowing they're the most knowledgeable about the topic.

"And if we completed the bond and mated, it would cause tension right? If I don't mate with you all too?" Hoseok swallows thickly and gazes at the other dumbfounded members, all looking a little hope at how you're handling the situation. "It would be tense between us, with his true alpha status and the...way we see you as pack omega, a lack of bond between you and all of us would cause a lot of friction," Jin admits, knowing he's speaking the truth with the hours of reach he's come across. You let out a hum and nod, giving a soft smile to all the boys who are reeking of stress.

"If Jungkook's rut is in the next few weeks...it lines up with my next heat." You explain to the males making sure to make eye contact with them all, a warm smile directed towards Jimin who looks like he's about to cry.

"Me and Jungkook can completely the bond, and I can mate with all you," you reach over to pat Namjoon's hand, as he held onto the edge of the table to a strong grip. The second the sentence left your lips, a collective intake of breath was released from all the boys.

"Then I can officially be pack omega."

Notes:

hello i am trash and am sorry this took forever I missed you and hope you missed me. fuck my *mental health* bruh.

leave it to namjoon, my love, my sweet boy, but also the dumbass that spoils everything, to spill the beans
I hope you all enjoyed this little soft chapter Im a sucker for domestic stuff man

also, be prepared because the MATING SCENE OFF WHAT I GOT PLANNED FOR YALL

thank you all so so much for sticking with me, especially when I'm so bad at keeping up with updating. It is hard in all honestly to come up with ideas and almost 40 chapters in ya girl is struggling to make original material. well as far as original fanfiction can get. almost writing SEVEN MEMBER SCENES ARE SO HARD

I miss you all so lemme hear you thoughts!! I love reading feedback and reactions to everything! It honestly warms my heart and amazes me people are enjoying what I'm writing. so thank you for clicking this story.

Chapter 40: forty

Summary:

nesting, that's it, that's the chapter.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

You feel pretty dumb.

Figedting at the doorway of the bedroom you peer inside, the bed is made neatly, dark sheets looking inviting from where you stand. The floor has a black rug also, you know it's soft from the times you roll out of the large bed and your feet curl into it. Theres a desk against the wall with the window, the space organized in a specific way with an at-home production set filling the area. You take a smaller step into the door and sniff, the scent of Yoongi is still strong, not that it bothers you, oh no your omega wants nothing more than to curl into the bed and drown in the alpha's smell.

But you're a girl on a mission.

Taking one finally peek around, making sure no one was in the halls or hiding behind a corner you step fully into the room, making a beeline for what you wanted.

Yoongi's laundry basket.

You feel kinda embarrassed, as you near the white basket, you had waited until the rapper was gone to go into his bedroom and steal some of his clothes. You know in reality none of the boys would care, they happily had an open door invite for you to wander into their room in the dorms any time. Hell, you didn't even have your own bedroom, you would just find yourself in someone's bed at the end of the night. But you weren't here to take a nap,

you need Yoongi's clothes for your rest.

You feel another wave of shyness go through you as you try your best not to shove your face into Yoongi's shirt you're holding. It reeks of the male, it must have been one he wore at the gym because there's a small scent of sweat, nothing bad, but it just enhances the natural scent of Yoongi and your mouth is almost watering. You pull out another few shirts and hoodies you're able to dig up before trying your best to make it look like you weren't even there. Shoving pants back into the basket and trying to ignore the boxers sitting in there too. You duck your head and try your best to book it out of the wing of the dorms, knowing some of the other members are still around.

You're in the clear, you know Jungkook is at the gym with Namjoon, Jin is seeing his parents, Taehyung and Hoseok went for some shopping, Jimin should be at the other side of the dorm and Yoongi wasn't even here-

"Oh? Should I call the cops on this poor attempt of a robbery?"

You close your eyes when you hear the deep drawl of the said rapper. Hanging your head you walk down the rest of the hall, towards the male casually leaning against the wall, eyebrows raised as he gazes at the pile of his own clothes in your arms. "Did you get the good shit at least?" Yoongi jokes when you stop in front of him, head still cast low as you feel the embarrassed flush crawling up your checks. You mutter a shut up under your breath as Yoongi reaches a handout, tucking your lose hair behind your ear. He smooths the hair out before trailing his long fingers down to cup the side of your neck, warm palm flush against your skin as he curls his hand. He uses the grip to make you cock your head up, your eyes peering up to see the cat-like ones of the rapper gazing down at you.

"What's this about baby?" Yoongi asks softly, noting the way you seemed a bit embarrassed and trying to avoid keeping eye contact for long. You mumble something under your breath, but Yoongi hums softly. "Can't hear you little thing, speak up a bit more me yeah?" Yoongi encourages, the rare warm smile filling his face when you huff out a breath of frustration before speaking louder.

"Wanna make a nest."

Yoongi feels his heart spike in excitement and he knows his eyes have light up when the sentence slips out of your mouth. Before Yoongi could coddle you and press a dozen kisses to your face, another noise catches both of your attention. A confused look passes your face as you peer over Yoongi's shoulder to see what made the choked whimper sound.

Jimin stands a few feet away, wide-eyed.

"You wanna nest?!"

Yoongi closes his, holding back a sigh as Jimin rushes over, and trying to get in between him and their omega. Yoongi's alpha for second flares inside his head, demanding Yoongi gets the other alpha to back off, but the idol can stop himself from lashing out at Jimin.

All the boys are a bit on the edge, with the scent of your heat sticking to your skin. And with the knowledge this heat meant you would bond with all the members, every alpha in the dorm was fighting down their natural urge to fight for your affection.

So, Yoongi merely rolls his eyes when Jimin manages to get between you two and cup your blushing face with his palms. "You wanna nest? Here? In our dorm? This early? Baby, what else do you need? I have a ton of blankets from the winter, do you need us to scent them? Did you need more pillows? Shirts? Underwear?"

"Okay, okay back up buddy," Yoongi mumbles shoving the blabbing alpha away from you when he sees the way you're flushed with embarrassment. Yoongi knows you're trying to allow your omega side out more, but it's still a process and the last thing he wants is for you to feel embarrassed and clamp down the feelings of your second gender again. "Give her some space dumbass." Jimin all but whimpers but backs away from you, and Yoongi knew if the dancer had a tail it would be wagging as Jimin waits for you to speak.

"Um, just..your shirts would be good..and the blankets you're using." You mumble fiddling with the bundle of Yoongi's clothes still in your arms. "And uh, ones you haven't washed yet...please." Jimin makes a happy sound in his throat, a smile beaming on his face as he starts to twits around to go to his room, before spinning back and stepping towards you. Dropping a kiss into your forehead Jimin ducks his head to nuzzle your mate area. "Can't wait to help you, baby." With one last teasing kiss, Jimin rushes to his room, blabbing to himself about how he has been putting off doing his laundry for a month, and of course, it worked in his favor.

Yoongi smiles softly at the way you shift around, standing next to your Yoongi places a hand on the nape of your neck, squeezing the soft skin making a small shudder go through you. "Any ideas where you wanna nest?" Yoongi mumbles, allow his hand to slide down, feeling the dips of your spine before settling on your lower back. He doesn't miss the way your eyes flutter from his actions, a warm feeling settling in his chest. "Living room, it smells like all of you there." You admit, feeling a bit shy under Yoongi's gaze. You're meet with his hand leading you towards the area, Yoongi simply waiting and watching you.

You stand in the doorway of the large living space, eyes flickering at where you wanna build your nest. Last time you had done it in the middle of the room. right on the plush carpet, but it felt a little too open for you, not enclosed enough. Your eyes lock on a space, shuffling over the area. Yoongi watches in mild amusement as you drop his clothes onto the sofa, before trying to move the large furniture away from the wall. He lets you struggle for only a minute, Jimin coming in right as you give out a frustrated huff as you only moved the sofa a mere few inches away.

Motioning Jimin to add his clothes to the pile on the sofa, both the alphas go to help you, taking a side on each end of the couch before easily lifting the thing and moving to forward a few feet. You make a sound when you're happy with the distance and dive in between the area you had freed up. Yoongi can't help but admire the section you picked, the wall you would build your nest against was under large windows, giving you an amazing view of the city. The floor was still covered in Jin's expensive carpet and the back of the sofa that made up your other wall was soft and flush.

"It's a good spot." Jimin compliments and smiles wide when you flush from the words, barely keeping down your chirp. Both alphas coming from the soft sound, it's clear your omega is happy to hear the compliment as you're basically preening. The two males settle on watching you, as you make sure the carpet under you is fluffed before diving into the piles of clothes, staring at the base of your nest. Jimin and Yoongi watch you with eyes filled with content as you use Jimin's large blankets at the base, neither of the alphas missing the way you sniff at the fabric before adding it to the start of your nest.

"She's adorable."

"Shut up your voice ruins the moment."

Jimin gives Yoongi a deadpan look before both men turn their heads to the sound of a door opening down the hall. Shuffling is heard as the sounds of Jungkook and Namjoon fill the quiet dorm.

"I'm telling you, my squat PR is gonna double yours." Namjoon huffs taking a swing of his protein as Jungkook rolls his eyes at his elder.

"Yeah whatever, how much you bench again? Almost a size double D tits and your bench isn't anywhere near mine-"

"Gimmie your clothes!"

Namjoon and Jungkook both freeze at the doorway of the living room, at the sound of their voices you had lept over the couch and made a beeline towards the two males entering the room. Stopping in front of the alphas reeking of their sweat you can't help but to inhale it a bit, It's not a bad smell, hell if anything it's making your mouth water. Post-workout the boys just smelt so much like their natural scent, it drove you crazy. It was pure male musk, their deodorants doing the job of covering up the smell of B.O.

Usually, you were too shy to even ask them to scent you after a workout, always watching their backs as they headed to the shower right as they got to the dorm, but you had an omega brain on and wanted to drown in the smells.

"What? Did I wear your favorite shirt of mine?" Jungkook asks dumbly picking at his simple black shirt, okay he had like millions of these, there's no way he took the specific one you claimed was the softest thing and always wanted to wear to bed.

"She's nesting, that's why she wants-"

"You're nesting?!" Namjoon chokes as he tried to chug down his protein, Jimin catching him off guard. The leader of the pack wipes at his mouth with his palm before merely stares at your flushed face with a look of awe, it was too early to nest for your heat, Namjoon knew that from Jin. The only reason you would nest this early and not heat endured meant one thing.

You felt their space was your home.

Omega's only nested in their own homes, their pack homes, or their mate's home. Picking a nest space to an omega was serious, it had to be a place they felt safe, non-threatening, a place they could drop their guards and not have to worry about being attacked. You allowing your omega to build a nest smack right in the middle of the boy's dorms meant you felt content, happy, and safe in the presence of the pack of alphas. It meant you saw them as mates potentially, Namjoon's alpha wanted to howl in happiness from the thought.

Jungkook's elbow hitting him in the sidecut that thought off.

The true alpha had dropped his bottle of protein and gym bag the second Jimin declared you're trying to build a nest. Jungkook shoved the sweat-soaked shirt off his body, arm getting caught in the sleeve from how fast he was tryna rip it off while trying to shimmy down his shorts, that he hit Namjoon. Offering a rushed apology Jungkook was able to get his shirt off, catching Namjoon also rushing to take off his tank top. Hooking his thumbs on his shorts Jungkook tugged the material off, ignoring the protest from Yoongi. Bundling up their workout wear both the true alpha and pack alpha held their scent-filled clothes out to you, eagerly and watching with wide-eyed as you blinked up at them.

After a moment, a smile filled your face, a soft little chirp escaping your mouth as you grabbed the clothes. Both Namjoon and Jungkook, watched with hearty eyes as you looked down at the bundle a happy smile filling your face, you turn to head back towards your nest, before turning towards the two men again. You catch both their eyes, seeming to be thinking about something, before taking a step forward. Even Yoongi and Jimin hold their breath from the couch, waiting to see what you would do, they had never seen you this much in your omega headspace out of your heat and the look in your eyes was something they all were still trying to read.

You go on your toes to Namjoon first, your omega pushing you towards the pack alpha out of respect. Lifting your face you brush your nose across his scent glands, you're hit with the pure smell of Namjoon, a feeling curling in your lower belly from how strong it is. Humming in content and a bit drunk off the musk you take a hesitate lick of his skin, catching the sweat that is still drying on his skin.

Namjoon's brain short circuits as you turn to Jungkook to do the same.

Jungkook's brain is just filled with you, you, you that he watches dumbly as your nose presses against his scent gland, followed by a teasing lick.

His hands shoot out to grab you a little too late, as your back Is already turned and you're walking off.

You only pause, your omega is on a mission when Jimin lets out a pitiful whine, upset at his lack of attention. You don't miss a beat when you duck your head, going straight for his scent gland and skimming your teeth against the sensitive skin. Jimin almost goes slack from the feeling, his hand just like Jungkook's try to reach out for you to pull your body back into his lap, but you easily step away and get back to your nest. Jungkook is quick to join Jimin and Yoongi, eyes peering over the back of the couch as you shuffle through your small pile of clothes, organizing them in a way the boys weren't sure, but it was so endearing to watch.

Twenty minutes later, when Taehyung and Hoseok trickle in, both of them boasting to the rest of the boys about the new clothing line they got their hands on, they're meeting with half-naked Jungkook, Namjoon sitting with Jimin and Yoongi, all peering over the couch.

You pop your head up, eyes glossed over with something none of the boys have seen on you before as you chirp at the two new males. Taehyung drops his bags filled with designer products and Hoseok is for once, at a loss of words.

And maybe he's blushing, shut up.

"She wants your clothes for her nest." Yoongi drawls out, taking the chance at the fact that you've peeked your head out. He runs his fingers through your hair, loping the ends of them around his fingers. You smile up at Yoongi, from the motion but lean a bit closer, sniff the smell coming from the two boys.

Taehyung feels panic when a frown fills your face.

"Oh, no, no, no. Did you guys try on different clothes? I can smell other people on you, I don't want those it's masking your scent." You wrinkle your nose one more time before ducking your head back behind the couch, completely ignoring Taehyung and Hoseok. Taehyung makes an offending sound, gripping his shirt and pulling it up to his nose taking a deep whiff of it-

okay fuck, he does smell like other people.

"We'll shower!" Hoseok rushes out, picking up the bags Taehyung had dropped and shoved them into the alpha's slack arms. "After that, we'll scent some clothes and you can add it to your nest, okay? Okay!" Hoseok is the first one between the two who rushes away towards his side of the dorm, already peeling off his clothes, leaving a trail behind him of his designer clothes, the rest of the boys on the couch snoring when the sound of the bathroom door slamming is heard. You peek your head up when you see Taehyung standing there still, pout on his face as he keeps sniffing his shirt as if the scent could change. When he catches your eyes you narrow them slightly,

"There's a scent on another omega lingering on whatever you tried on, go shower. Now." The last word ends with a small snarl, your omega brain getting madder and madder as a smell of another omega is on one of your alphas. You lock eyes on Taehyung and keep your head up and gaze strong. "You're not allowed in my nest smelling like that."

That has the tanned idol sprinting towards his room, hollering how he'll only be a minute.

Your omega lets out a please hummed and you turn back to the nest, pausing when you feel gazes on the back of your neck. Your brain clears for a second, you feel a little shy and silly, fretting over a nest and being this... omega-like with all the boys watching. You've never even nested anywhere but recently since being with the boys, you remember the first few years with your roommate, you would refuse to even have a little one when your omega wept in your head begging for one.

This is all a little foreign for you, and you can't blame yourself for feeling a little hesitant with all these eyes watching.

Jungkook must have seen the hesitation all over your face. The true alpha leans closer, ignoring Jimin who groans at him to back off from his space. Parting his mouth Jungkook lets out a pleasant, soft growl, deep within his alpha. Nothing threatening or anything of that sort, it was a soft sound, targeted towards you and your omega.

'You're safe.'

You smile at him, a warm feeling spreading across your chest, you allow the true alpha to lean over the back of the couch, rubbing his most against yours affectionally before nudging you back towards your nest. Warmth spreading through your body from the looks and small smiles you're getting from the boys, you turn back towards your nest, shoulders less hunched over as you carefully work at it.

Hoseok and Taehyung join ten minutes later, both men's hair still damp and dripping all over the floor, clothes sticking to some places of their wet body, and both their necks red, from how hard they had rubbed at the scent glands rest there in the shower. Both men have bundles of their clothes in the arm that you take eagerly, a happy sound escaping your throat when you take them from their arms. "They smell much better," you comment, adding them to your pile of clothes next to you as you look back at your nest, trying to figure out what do to next.

You're interrupted as the door opens again, Jin hollering out to the rest of the pack that he's home. You hear him fumbling with things and he calls out against Jungkook and Taehyung to help him put all this stuff he got from his parents away. There's a pause. you watch and the two youngest don't even flinch when the oldest calls their names again, a little more threatening this time, their gazes locked on you. You can't help but let a little giggle out when Jin swears loudly, calling their names more angrily the next time, his voice nearing as he walks down the long hallway.

"You brats! I called your name twice, mom packed too much food and I needed help-"

"Baby is nesting!" Taehyung hollered over his shoulder.

You pause when you hear the sound of bags dropping to the floor and footsteps speeding their way towards you. Jin rushes to where the rest of the boys are huddled around the couch, pushing Hoseok and Yoongi away from the edge of the couch to look down at you. Blinking up at the eldest alpha you give him a warm smile, Namjoon's shorts in between your hands as you fiddle with it. "Welcome home," you say to the man whos peering down at you with his wide eyes, Jin's full lips parted slightly as he takes in the sight that warms his heart.

"Wait here!"

Jin sprints, to his room, tripping slightly over the carpet before disappearing down one of the long hallways. You hear Jin rustling around and wait for a minute, curious about what the man wanted to get. Taehyung takes the chance as you're not ducked down anymore and fiddles with your hair, lopping the strands around his finger as he coos down at you, ignoring the playful glare you give him, but allow the alpha to counties, even leaning into his touch. Jin comes out a moment later with a large blanket buddle up in his arms, it grey in color and looks soft from where you're seated, your omega can't help but to perk up with the fabric, the wolf buzzing with excitement knowing the blanket would be perfect for your nest.

Jin throws the blanket over all the boy's huddle around the couch, sounds of protest being heard and cuss words being dropped. Jin merely scoffs at a glaring Jungkook and waves his hands around at the large blanket.

"Scent it you morons, I bought it specifically for nesting. It's 100% baby cashmere that our last come back paid for. I already scented it, so if you just wanna keep my scent on it by all means-"

The confused looks are quickly wiped off the six boys' faces and soon each of them is pressing the soft blanket onto their scent glands, rubbing and much as they could. You snort at the way Jimin buries his whole face into the fabric, rubbing it against him as Jin hops over the couch easily pausing at the small space right before your nest starts. The tall alpha crouches down to his knees, back bent award as his wide shoulders try to fit between the small space. You know for a face Jin's back is probably protesting at his position but the male gives you a warm smile and reaches out, pushing a strand of hair out of your face before cupping your cheek.

"Can I help with your nest pup?" Jin asks softly, he knows all the rules of nesting, knows he couldn't just enter a nest without permission, hence him curled up awkwardly with the small space he has. He knows omegas usually make nests on their own, but mated ones would happily allow their partners to join them in building it, as the nest would be for both of them in the end. But Jin knew he still had to ask for your right, your omega could be a little closed off when It comes to nest building. Jin sees you hesitating, but you grab one of JIn's hoodies that he had thrown in the pile of clothes and hand it to him. "I'm still building the base, you can start the other side." You motion towards the edge of the nest that would be flush against the wall with windows.

Jin smiles so wide, allowing himself to uncurl a little as he starts to fluff out his hoodie, adding to your base and following the pattern you have already started with the twists of each clothing. "Not fair," Jungkook whines, peeking over the back of the couch, pouting when he sees Jin has inched closer to you and is helping you more closely now, a flush on your cheek as Jin complements your nest any chance he can get. "Stop whining not my fault you guys didn't think of asking her for help. Give us the blanket also, it reeks of you all. I think it's scented enough." Namjoon risks one last swipe of his scent gland to the blanket before handing the soft fabric to Jin.

You visibly perk up once Jin brings it to your eye line, another little chirp escaping your lips when you smell the seven boys' mixed scents all over the blanket. It's perfect, your omega cries happy a stupid grin filling your face as you agree with her. The mixed smell is something new, as you usually are given their scents individually, never all together in one piece like this.

Yoongi chokes on his spit when you shove your face into the large blanket bundled in your arms, rubbing your face into the fabric. You let out a muffled chirp that has all the boys biting back their own encouraging growls their alphas wanted to let out. They just have never seen you so...soft. It's rare for you, and it's easy to tell they had broken down one of your walls that you hide this side of you under. Any time before if you had bowed to your omega instincts this much, you would fumble to get back to your hard-headed self, feeling as if showing your vulnerable side was weakness.

Yet here you are, purring over the smells of the boys.

"Cute baby," Jimin cooed when you finally lowered the blanket, flush high on your checks, but you didn't protest when said male leaned over the couch, hips pressed painfully to the furniture as he cups yours face with his warms hands. Jimin ignores the pain and pressed a soft peck to your lips, the noise of your lips parting and connecting again sounding loud as the rest of the pack members watch with glazed eyes. Namjoon though was a little wary when Jimin slips his tongue in a low moan escaping both of you as the sound grows wetter.

Namjoon knows there can be tension in packs with one pack omega and he knows the boys do get jealous sometimes. It's worse when you throw a true alpha in the mix. Namjoon isn't dumb either, he catches the side glances some of the boys give each other, if you smell too much like another member you wouldn't even notice how the rest of the boys will scent you extra heavy. If you've given too much attention to the elder members, the youngest boys will go to you with pouting lips and beg for kisses. Hell even though Namjoon knew Jungkook needed you the most, he couldn't help but bite back growls his alpha wanted to let loss when you would shuffle to the youngest room most nights.

So you can't blame Namjoon for being on high alert, watching the boys as Jimin coaxes soft noises out of you with his tongue, parting your lips prettily, making you desperately grab at the dancer's shoulder when he takes a nibble onto your bottom lip. Namjoon doesn't miss the way Hoseok jaw clenches but keeps his mouth shut. Or how Jin is twisting the fabric in his hands until his knuckles are white but averts his gaze.

It's fine, once you take their mate bite, the underlying jealously will fade.

That was the only thing keeping the boys from snapping at each other's necks.

"Lemme finish my nest," you gasp out ripping your lips away from Jimin, as much as you wanted to pull the alpha to the floor with you and tangle your limbs with him, your omega whined at you to finish your nest. Needing the comfort of it before you could give your attention to your mates.

Okay, to be mates, your omega needs to calm down.

You ignore Jimin's whine and go back to twisting the clothes you have to make the little nest bigger, fluffier, a smile filling your face. You allow Hoseok to sneak into the small space with you and Jin, you gave Jungkook a pity look when he tried to fit into space also, Jin's wide shoulders not giving the man any space to squeeze into. The true alpha joined the rest of the boys with a pout on his face, watching with interest as you lead Jin and Hosoek and how you wanted your nest to look, small little chirps coming from your lips here and there when space started to look better.

All the boys allowed their alphas to let soft growls of approval.

It took an hour, you had fidgeted a lot near the end, pulling shirts out and re-stuffing them back to your next. Hoseok could smell some anxiety coming off of you as you retwisted a shirt for the fifth time. The dancer ignores the ache in his back and knees from the tight space and peers to your face. "You're doing good pretty girl," your hands pause and you peer up at the alpha with wide eyes. Hoseok had to hold back a gasp, Taehyung who is behind him on the couch though lets a soft one slip.

Your eyes are glossy in the way the boys have never seen before, this wasn't a heat-filled one they remembered. There was no lust in your eyes, but your pupils were blown a little wider, looking a little unfocused, you weren't crying yet your eyes seemed glassy.

You look almost untouched, which was very unusual for you.

"She's in omega headspace," Jin mumbles softly, loud enough for the rest of the boys to hear. It takes a second for the words to fully sink in, omega headspace wasn't rare, nor was it a complex thing to understand. Nearing heats, or dipping down to one-second gender, it's no shock someone would fall more into the headspace of whichever status they hold. In the beginning, it was rough for the Bangtan pack, the boys snapping at each other more, or playing rough. As their alphas wanted to show their dominance over each other. Yet as they bonded more as a pack, it would go from scenting each other, soft bumps against the forehead, grabbing the youngest by the scruff of the neck playfully.

But omega headspace was something you seemed to not even allow yourself to think about outside of your heat, the boys knew this, anyone who knew you were aware of how much you hated going into that mindset made you.

Yet, it was clear as day you had reached it.

"You made such a pretty nest, omega." Namjoon hushed softly to you, deep voice making you visibly tremble. You peer over your shoulder at him, looking almost shy as you fiddle with the sleeve of your top. "I-it looks okay," you almost sound bashful and Yoongi had to stop himself from cupping your face and pressing a million kisses over it.

You, stubborn, bratty, sassy, pain-in-the-ass-that-Yoongi loves, you have always surpassed and hated her omega.

And now you're happily in your omega headspace.

Yoongi could cry, hell he thinks Jin is from the way the elder is trying to wipe at his eyes secretly.

"No baby, it's more than okay, it's such a pretty nest. You did so well, you should be proud omega." Hoseok coos hands going out to take your smaller ones, urging you to relax your fists and let go of the shirt you're held. "It's in such a good spot, so well made, it look so soft and perfect for our omega." Jungkook had to physically look away, ears turning red when you look up and Hosoek and preen from the compliment.

"You all like it?" You ask so shyly, so soft, Taehyung makes a whimpering sound and Jimin has to bite his fist. "We all love it omega, it looks amazing, perfect four our pretty little girl." A soft purring sound comes from your chest when Jin reaches out to smooth out your hair, hand finding its way to rest behind your neck. He squeezes the delicate skin when Hoseok coos the words and you soak it all in.

You shift your body around, going to lay on your back in your nest, not pulling down your shirt when it exposes the small swell of your belly, the boy's eyes locking onto the exposed area. It's so endearing to the boys, watching the way you wiggle around in your nest, getting comfortable, hair looking soft as it lays under you. Tummy exposed to the pack means you're submission to the boys, showing the alphas you feel safe and secure in their dorm. Letting out a louder purr in contentment your hooded eyes gaze over the seven men staring at you.

"Join me?"

Namjoon only holds Jungkook back from springing over the couch because the leader himself is trying to beat the true alpha to the nest. Yoongi is trying to pull the elder brother card or Taehyung and Jimin, while Hoseok and Jin have a stare-off, jaws clenched as they look at each other. A giggle is heard over all the noise, all attention snapping back to you, smiling shyly at the men you curl to your side, nuzzling your check into one of these blankets under you as you look at the pack, a playful look in your eyes.

"Hoseok and Jin first, they helped." You declare simply, the logic making sense to you. "Then go from youngest to oldest, to make it fair for once." You nod to yourself, your omega agrees in your head. It makes the rest of the boys quiet down and look at each other, Namjoon is shocked how easily you ended the bickering, usually,, it would go on for hours with harsh words. But Yoongi, probably the one with the shortest end of the stick, merely shrugs. "Sounds good to me." Namjoon blinks and watches as all the members settle into their places, Jungkook, Jimin, Taehyung huddle on the couch waiting eagerly for their turn, Jin and Hosoek go to enter your nest curling their bodies around yours and Yoongi settles on the other side watching you with a fond smile.

Namjoon settles on the couch with the other rapper alpha, heart full as you let out happy little chirps and hums when Jin tugs you to his chest and Hosoek settles tucking your face into his neck. Namjoon watches with fondness his alpha sighing in his head, 'pack omega looks so sweet, she's perfect, she's meant to be with us'. Namjoon nods to himself in agreement, a happy smile filing his face when you nuzzle Hoseok's neck, the said alpha jerking a bit when you press a bite to his soft skin, clearly feeling playful.

"-build a bigger one." You mumble to yourself, words slur a bit from how your licking at the bite on Hoseok's skin. "What was that pup?" Jin asks, his large hand stroking the soft swell of your belly, heading lifting a bite to look down at you. You nuzzle Hoseok one more time before peering out to the room, eyes still glossy as you see the rest of the boys peering behind the couch. "Need to build a bigger one next time, have to practice." Jungkook shared a confused look with Jimin, practice? Taehyung cocks his head to the side lost on what you're saying.

"For all seven of us? Baby you don't have to make one that big, what you did was perfect-"

"No, no, no, for pups."

You go back to Hosoek's neck, clearing not realizing the bomb you had just laid on all the men in the room. "Pups?" Namjoon croaks out, his wide eyes meeting Yoongi, they both feel a little too excited, too hopefully, surely you don't mean their pups, their children.

You let out a hum or agreement. "Not like, soon, the school first. But in the future yes." You curl yourself out of Hosoek's neck and smile at the dancer who is looking at you with teary-filled eyes, his soft hands going to cup your face as if he needs to ground himself. Jin, you can't see, but you felt the way his hand gripped down a little harder on your stomach the second you expressed your desire. "I don't know how long it'll take, I'm sorry for that, but of course I see myself having your children." Your noise crinkles a little as a thought passes your mind.

"I don't know about seven though-"

"No, no we would never make you bear that many if you didn't want to. But if you do! I would love seven kids, or ten, or just one!" Namjoon blurts out, blush high on his cheek when you look over at him. "I want five." Taehyung declares simply, ignoring the way Jimin chokes next to him.

"We don't need five of you running around-"

"They don't have to be all mine, I just want five-"

"We're having as many as (Y/N) wants." Yoongi cuts of the bickering his eyes not leaving your face though as you go back to nosing Hosoek's jaw, the dancer curled a little more around you, pressing his wet eyes to your head. "And with whoever, it doesn't matter whos pup it really is biologically, that kid is gonna be all of ours." You peer at Yoongi from Hoseok's neck, giving the alpha a sweet smile that reaches your eyes, you're rewarded with one back that warms your heart.

"-how many pups can be bared at once?"

"Jungkook my god-"

"What? Just pop them all out like bang, bang, bang-"

"Jungkook, as pack leader, I'm telling you to shut up."

Notes:

am i a slut for nesting?
yes.
i hope you are too.

I really wanted to write a chapter showing reader chan just embracing her omega and loving it and I hope you loved it too!! AND PUP TALK AH
let me know how you felt about this fluflly filled chapter!! I promise I'm done torturing your hearts its all love and smut!
The fact I'm 40 chapters deep into this story amzaes me and I feel so sad knowing it most likely will be coming to an end soon (I am thinking of a new story and hope you all join me on there too)

I always apoligze for being so later with updates, but you all are the sweetest things and are so understanding. I still want to apologize to you all and hope you enjoy this chapter!

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Chapter 41: forty one

Summary:

meet the parents night

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"You smell like...man musk."

Jungkook barely gives Jin a look, his leg shaking on the chair as the stylist counties to trim at his dark locks. "Ya, did you even shower this morning?" Jimin tries to tease Jungkook, but it meets with an eye roll as Jungkook goes back to shaking his leg and fiddling with his phone. "Baby isn't answering," Jungkook mumbles sending off another text to you.

"She's probably still with her family, you can't blame her." Namjoon sighs slumping in the salon chair he's in, his hair is styled into a subtle mullet that you had gushed you loved. "They're probably still going around the city, I think her parents are staying a few days." A collective groan was heard throughout the room, the pack of Bangtan all feeling restless without you.

Your parents had driven up to the city for a surprise visit, you only knowing when your mom had called and asked why you weren't in your apartment. Your roommate, bless her, had covered for you, not telling your parents that you barely come back to your place, but sat your parents down and told them you were at work. Once you got the call you had rushed a quick kiss to the boys before rushing towards your apartment, the boys all watching your back. The pack of alphas had no issues with you being with your parents, hell they felt happy for you, knowing you've missed them.

But fuck did they miss you,

and Jungkook's rut was coming.

"Did you even try to put on scent blockers?" Yoongi asked nose wrinkled. The youngest member slumps in his seat sighing. The boys all sat around the closed-down salon, the members getting their hair cut and styled for their comeback teaser filming that would happen later in the week.

"Almost a whole pack," Jungkook admits, knowing his scent is making the stylist uncomfortable, Jungkook can't help it though. His scent when his rut hits is always so strong because of his true alpha status.

On top of that, Jungkook's alpha knew his rut you would be taking his bite, the wolf was practically humming under his skin. His alpha was restless, and so was Jungkook, both of them knowing so, so soon, the longing feeling he's had for you would be gone. You would sink your pretty teeth into his skin and Jungkook wouldn't have this gross, ugly, rejecting feeling. That he would be able to fix his bite and give you a pretty, perfect one you would wear proudly, the other members own would decorate your skin as well. It was all so damn close.

He was aching for you.

When Jin's phone dings, the specific sound he had put for your text tone, Jungkook's head whips around so fast the stylist flinched back violently, almost taking an extra inch of the idol's hair. "She messaged you?" Jungkook almost yells, sounding offended. Jin offers a sheepish look and wiggles his phone out of his pocket, trying not to move too much as his own hair is being trimmed also. He glances at his phone, all the boys watching in shock as his face visibly pales when he reads the message.

"Jin for the love of god what is-"

"She wants us to meet her parents."

Yoongi snaps his mouth shut, his own eyes widening. Jin scrambles to get up, the male stylist working on his hair begging him to sit back down as one side wasn't even done yet, but the eldest was already rambling. "We need to get gifts for her parents, Hoseok call the personal shopper now, ask her what mothers like to get, what flowers and in bloom, does her dad like building things? I don't remember if baby said that, get him the most expensive toolbox you can find!"

Usually, when Jin goes on his rants about you, what food an omega should be eating, what purring meant, what made a good alpha, the boys would listen half hardly, only Namjoon really paying attention. They knew Jin was a bit of a control freak when it came to the second gender world, proclaiming himself as the master of knowledge on omegas. The boys would usually watch with amusement as Jin did his 'omega specialist' thing.

Yet, they were scrambling too.

You wanted them to meet your parents.

"How am I gonna look her dad in the eye when all I'm thinking about is how badly I want to rail his daughter?" Jungkook blurts out in pure panic, his stylist couldn't stop the snort from escaping her lips. The elder woman held a hand out, whispering sorry as her shoulders shook, trying to control her laugh. Namjoon sends a deadpan look to Jungkook, a sigh starting heavily, already feeling his headache starting.

"Jungkook my god-"

"In his defensive, his rut is basically sticking to his skin. Kid's probably extra horny." Jimin says with a shrug, trying to lighten the mood, but the nerves still didn't leave the shake of his fingers. God, your parents? That's a huge step, Jimin knows it makes sense as if you're going to mate with the boys soon, it would be smart to ask your parents for permission to basically marry their daughter, but the nerves are building up in all the boys. What if their parents didn't like the idea of you being mated to seven males? Pack omega wasn't as rare, but modern omegas would only be bound to a few alphas, maybe some betas in the pack mix at most.

One omega and seven alphas was a bit of a stretch, Jimin prayed your parents weren't weirded out by it.

"I got the personal shopper on call!" Hosoek hollered holding his phone against his hand to mute the sound on the other side. Jin is already flicking through his phone, calling out the newest designer handbag. "They only made two of those in the pink color, I don't care who else wants to, we'll double their price." Jin rants off a Hosoek holds the phone out for the group's personal shopper to hear. " I think she said once her dad is into fishing? Buy him the newest boat model." Even Jungkook gave Jin a shocked look at that one.

"What? They need to love us-"

"Pup is calling," Namjoon breaks Jin's panicked rant, the eldest snapping his mouth shut the second the leader waves his phone around your display photo being shown. "Hoseok put them on hold-"

Jungkook swipes the ringing phone out of Namjoon's hand answering it for him, his doe eyes wide and buzzing with the idea of hearing your voice.

"Hi baby," Jungkook basically purred into the phone, the rest of the members all groaning at the way he dropped his voice, clearly trying to seduce you through the line. Jungkook hears a pause before you softly snort as if trying to cover up a laugh.

"Nice try big guy, put me on speaker."

The true alpha pouts as he does as told, resting the phone on the vanity in front of him clicking the speaker option. His stylist quickly brushes the fallen hair off Jungkook's shoulder and she and Jin's stylist finish up the two alphas hair cuts, them being the last of the group, before silently waving, giving the pack their privacy.

"Hi guys," you say easily as if Taehyung wasn't about to piss his pants in the idea of meeting your father. "I'm guessing Jin is shopping?" You sing, a giggle escaping your lips when Hoseok, not so quietly, whispers to the personal shopper they'll call them back. "Of course I'm shopping!" Jin defends himself, his hands going to tug at his freshly cut hair. "This is your family! What are they gonna think of us! We need them to like us, no we need them to love us!" You sigh softly into the phone.

"But I love you guys," you coo.

"That's an amazing sweetie, but your dad's love means more." Yoongi couldn't stop the snort from escaping his lips at Jin's words.

"Okay wow fuck you, but anyways-" they boys could basically feel your eye roll. "I'm gonna bring them to the dorms for dinner is that's okay-"

"No! Oh my god it's a mess there, Jungkook didn't do his laundry-" Namjoon wonders if Jin purses his lips more on purpose when he's arguing.

"I was saving them for baby's nest!" Jungkook defends his doe eyes glaring at Jin.

"She doesn't need all your million black shirts brat!" Okay, Namjoon declares to himself, Jin has to be pouting his lips more on purpose.

"SHUT UP!"

Hoseok's eyes stop flicking between the phone, Jin, and Jungkook when your voice shuts up the two bickering members. The dancer watches as both Jin and Jungkook easily deflate, a year ago, before you, the fight would only lead to the two dark-haired boys snapping at each other's necks.

Now the two are just pouting at getting yelled at.

"We're gonna go out for a walk around the city for the afternoon, but my parents have to leave tonight because my mom couldn't get a full day off work. If not the dorms can we have dinner somewhere else? Taehyung? Namjoon? Know any good places." You direct the question to the two, knowing Namjoon maybe a little cooler than the rest, and Taehyung tends to like his fancy dining areas.

"We can just have a nice dinner at my apartment? Give us two hours and well have dinner ready for you guys, I just got everything redone so it's all clean." Taehyung pipes up, looking around as all the boy's nod in approval, Jin already scrolling through his phone for food recipes he can make. "Does that work pup?" Taehyung asks eagerly, knowing he spent a little too much on redoing his new home, but the idea of your parents being impressed makes the alpha a little excited.

You hum over the line. "That actually sounds really good, thank you Tae. Text me when you guys are ready for us to come over." The boys all let out sounds of agreement, Jungkook's alpha buzzing with the idea of seeing you soon. "Guys, no gifts though, please. Just a nice dinner, I just want my parents to meet you all and see how great you are. Don't stress too much, I promise you they're not some uptight snobs." The smooth words help the boys become less tense, a soft coo is heard from the speaker, and Jungkook grips his pants to stop himself from grabbing the phone.

"Plus, I have it worse. I have to meet all your parents eventually. That's fourteen guys."

"She does got us there." Yoongi agrees with a nod. You let out a snort over the phone and call for the youngest, sounding a bit hesitant.

"Jungkook are you sure you're up for this? I know your rut is coming soon if you wanna sit this one out," Jungkook is already shaking his head side to side even though you can't see him.

"You're kidding, right? I not gonna lose this chance to let the guys impress your parents without me, Jimin is probably gonna tell you dad how I basically stalked you for weeks and he's gonna think I'm weird!" Jungkook blurts out in pure panic, he couldn't be the only one to not meet your parents, hell he's the one that got you into this mess in the first place. You softly call his name, calming down the true alpha in an instant. "Okay, okay, you're good Kook, I just wanted to ask for your benefit. Don't stress too much. they're gonna love you all." Jungkook lets out a shaky breath, Namjoon eyeing him warily before looking over at Yoongi.

Any normal day, Jungkook wouldn't be a worry, but with his rut this close and his alpha knowing you're gonna mate with him in merely a few weeks, was a bit concerning.

'We gotta keep an extra eye on him,' Namjoon tells his alpha as he gazes at the youngest. 'No slipping up like the knot situation, make sure we're tracking his scent the whole time. If it spikes we gotta get him out.' Namjoon's alpha huffs in agreement.

"-Does your dad like watches?"

"JIN NO GIFTS!"
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"So...seven?"

You can't even look your mom in the eye as she asks the question, her voice a little unsure. Your gaze remains on the empty coffee cup in your lap, your parents on either side of you as you sit on a park bench. You felt a knot of anxiety the whole time you walked around the city with your parents. Barely responding to your dad's questions about school and nodding at whatever clothing item your mom held up when you popped into some stores. Now, sitting on a bench in a not-so-crowded park you listen to the kids playing near you, yells and giggles filling your ears. You had dropped the bomb on your parents, knowing you would need to head towards Taehyung's place soon.

"I-I know it's odd, and I hope you don't hate me, but I love them I really do." You miss the small inhale your mom makes and you crumble the cup in your hand, heart-pounding heavy as your try to sputter out your thoughts. "I know no one wants to hear their kid is a pack omega, it must be humiliating and disgusting to you guys, b-but it's not like that. They really care for me and help me so much, they just love me for me, they like my stupid sarcasm, but like when I'm soft. They pick up when I'm stressed, as if they aren't busy enough, and help me any way they can. They never make me feel left out of the pack and I just feel so loved and happy with them, p-please don't hate me." You don't even notice you're crying softly until your dad, your usual less affectionate father, presses his tissue to your cheek.

"Honey, it's okay."

You blink up at the elder male, seeing the way he smiles easily at you, the wrinkles forming around his eyes reminding you of his age. "You know you had two grandfathers on my side, and your aunt is in a pack with two omegas. Why should we treat you any different?" You blink at your dad, watching weakly as he fixes your tear-filled face with his rough working hands. "B-but it's seven, that looks disgusting, people must think I'm a whore-"

Your mom snapping your full name makes you shut your mouth.

"You are not a whore, you're in love. There are seven billion people on his planet, we are wolves and meant to be in packs. Nothing is wrong with having a bigger pack and we are not disgusted by you." Your mother, the always soothing beta, reaches her hands out to grab yours, squeezing tight as she looks at you, her own eyes watering as a reaction from seeing her daughter so distraught.

"Honey, I saw you suppress your omega the second we found out about your status. It killed me seeing the way you distanced yourself from your friends, the way you refused to nest in your own home, and how people back home talked to you as if you were only a breeding machine. But look at you now, you're glowing, you're not wearing scent blockers, you're telling us about being pack omega. You look so confident and secure with your status, I don't care if it took seven alphas for you to feel that way, hell I wouldn't care if it took twenty. I'm just happy you're happy." Your mom smiles so warmly at you, you can't help but sob a little harder.

"I would love to meet my new sons."

You pull both your parents in a group hug, both of them sharing a shocked but happy look when you scent them with your sweet omega smell, something you had never done before. You bask in the smell of home between your parents as you calm yourself down, the knot forming in your belly slowly unweaving. Your dad pats your knee with a warm hand and smiles at you.

"Do you have a photo of these men? I need to see the men who stole my little girl's heart." Your mom nods in agreement expecting you to pull out your phone and show them.

Yet you nod, pointing up at a large building in front of them that has a giant billboard of Bangtan Boy's wearing the new FIFA collection.

"Ya, that's them."
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"-what if her parents hate spicy food?"

Jin's mom sighs over the speaker, Yoongi following right after her as he gives a side glare to the eldest member. Jin's mom, bless her soul, is still patient with her son as she speaks to him over the phone. "My child, you're making a spicy marinate for the meat, that's the whole point of the recipe." Jin though hesitates, the bag of red chili flakes gripped tightly in his hand as he glares down at the bowl of ingredients.

"What if I make her dad have heartburn?"

"Sweetie, you're making other dishes, he can pick the boiled pork if he can't handle spice." Jin's mom explains.

"What if he doesn't eat pork?"

"Oh my god," Yoongi grabs the bag of spicy chili flakes out of Jin's hands and dumps the amount his mother instructed to ten minutes ago. Jin squawks in protest, cussing Yoongi out.

"By that sound, I'm assuming Yoongi did it. Thank you Yoongi." JIn's mom laughs into the phone lightly. "That should soak with the meat for a bit, it should be good to grill by the time they're ready to eat. Have some tea on hand for them to drink, offer some beer later with the meat. None of you are allowed to drink though, I don't need any of you slipping up and ruining things with this precious omega." Yoongi laughed lightly at that, but was met with silence over the phone, Jin, had no smile on his face as he stares at Yoongi.

"I'm serious Yoongi." Jin's mother presses. The rapper coughs, choking on his own breath. "Yeah okay, got it. No beer for Yoongi."

Yoongi nudges Jin to follow along with what his mother is saying for side dishes the pristine omega on the other end giddy with the idea of her son meeting his soon-to-be in-laws.

Closer to more grandbabies for Mrs. Kim.

"Pup just messaged me! They're in our area and should be heading up in around ten minutes!" Namjoon hollers across Taehyug's apartment, he eyes a weird painting Taehyung has hung on one of his walls before shuffle into the dining area, Hosoek and Jimin setting the table-lord to know why Taehyung has such a long one. The said alpha is fretting over his living room that is the next room over. Namjon watches half-amused as Taehyung moves the pillows on the couch around, steps backs, groans, and moves them around some more. Namjoon is about to call out to the singer, telling him the area looks fine, but it is interrupted with a soft call of his name.

Looking over his shoulder Namjoon is meet with down looking Jungkook. The youngest alpha had his head bowed, and his shoulders to his ears. "What's wrong?" Namjoon questions softly, pulling Jungkook to the side, he reminded again how young Jungkook is when the true alpha looks up at his leader with wide doe eyes.

"What if her parents hate me? She's gonna have to tell them about the forced bite eventually and that it was all my fault. What kind of dad can shake my hand after that? They're gonna want me out of the picture and for baby to only be with you guys." Namjoon frowns when Jungkook's tattooed covered hand goes to starts picking at his mating area, the skin already red and irrated from where the boy had probably been scratching all day from nerves. Namjoon grabs Junkook's hand before he could make himself bleed and gives it a gentle squeeze.

"She's forgiven you Jungkook, you don't have to keep atoning for your mistake. If she tells her parents I'm sure they trust their daughter is smart and knows she's not making a dumb move by going back to you-to us." Namjoon smiles softly at the man. "It wasn't just your mistake Jungkook, it was all of ours. And we have all our lives to make up for it to (Y/N) because she's ours. She's our pack omega, our soulmate, and we're gonna prove to her that she didn't make a mistake." Jungkook blinks back tears at the warm look Namjoon is giving him, god, he's forgotten the comfort his leader brings. The past year he's spent butting heads with the pack leader, Jungkok wants to sob at the peace that is finally within the group.

Because of your balance.

"Thank you," Jungkook hushes to Namjoon and pulls his leader in for a hug, needing the affection for a second. Namjoon ruffles his hair, smiling into Jungkook's shoulder as he whispers a 'you'll be fine to the youngest member.

The sound of a buzzer breaks the moment.

Taehyung rushes to his front door, telling his security over the com to let you and your family up. The rest of the members have frozen for a second, fear etched out on all their faces.

"I don't think I can do this."

All heads whip tp Jin, who's standing at the doorway of the kitchen, eyes wide as he stares ahead of Taehyung's apartment. "I'm gonna vomit, this is worse than when I had to MC that one time. I would rather MC naked in front of all of South Korea than meet her parents. What if they hate me, what if they think I'm not a good alpha, what is they-"

Namjoon opens his mouth, maybe everyone needs a pep talk, but Taehyung beats him to it.

"You're Seokjin! You're Mr. World Wide Handsome! You're a Kim for the love of god! You literally took classes for this stuff, for omegas to love you! You're telling me you didn't have a lesson on the parents!" Taehyung's thrown respect out of the window as he grabs Jin's large shoulders and shakes him. "Dig into that alpha brain of yours common-"

There's a knock on the door.

"We're doomed." Yoongi groans dropping his face into his palms.

Namjoon blinks for a second, looking at all the frozen members as he heads towards the door. God he felt the dread building in his gut already. What if your parents hated his music, Namjoon almost freezes for a second.

What if they found his old music.

Namjoon's alpha was the thing that pushed him to swing open the door, heart in his throat as tries not to show the shake of his hands by gripping down the doorknob, expecting to see a glaring father-

"Hi, Joonie,"

Namjoon blinks, the two figures behind you not even there as a smile erupts on his face, all his focus on you. He knows logically it hasn't been long since he has seen you, but you were gone this morning by the time he rolled out of bed and you had spent the night with Hoseok.

So Namjoon doesn't even think as he coos at you, cupping your face before leaning down to butterfly kiss you.

"Hi, my baby," Namjoon breaths, smiling down at you with a dopey smile. You give him a warm one back, going to kiss his cheek softly. Namjoon basks in it for a second, god he wonders how he's gonna be apart from you after mating, he wouldn't let you leave the dorm, hell the room-

"Oh, that's adorable."

Namjoon jerks back so quickly, taking a whole step away from you as he stares wide eyes at your smiling mom. "Hello miss," Namjoon tries to say, but he stutters slightly through the words and speaks a little louder than needed.

You snort at him.

"Miss," you mock under your breath, your father catching it and sending you an amused look. Namjoon is still frozen at the door, panic starting as both of your parents, god you look so much like them Namjoon hopes his pups have the same eyes, merely smile at the pack leader. Namjoon must be on autopilot, he's reaching his hand out to shake your mom's hand first, as she's the closest one, but a body sneaks up behind him and shoves the leader out of the way.

"Hello! Oh my, it's so nice to finally meet you all! I'm Seokjin, the eldest of the pack. Please do come in!"

Namjoon stares gaped mouth at the man who only a few minutes ago couldn't even add spice to a dish, too afraid of meeting your family. Yet here Jin is, smiling so sweetly as he bows respectfully to your parents as they pass him and enter the apartment. Jin leans down to press a quick kiss to the top of your head before ushering you in as well, pointing out to your parents the house slipped they could put on. Namjoon blinks when Jin meets his eyes,

and sends him a damn wink.

"God, he must have finally remembered all those damn lessons." Namjoon huffed under his breath but followed the rest of you in. You gaze around the foyer of Taehyung's place with your parents as it's new to you. The sounds of shuffling footsteps come and the rest of the boys all fumble over each other to meet your parents.

"Hey guys, this is my mom and dad." You say easily waving at your parents behind you, both a little wide-eyed. "Mom and dad this is, Taehyung, Jimin, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jungkook-" you motion behind you to the other two that still linger in the back. "and then Namjoon and Jin." You say it easily, yet your dad seems a little dazed as his eyes darts between all the members, who are all standing with their backs straight and eyes locked on the two parents.

"I'm gonna be honest, I didn't catch any of that." Your dad admits sheepishly your mom nodding along. You giggle, breaking the boy's tension a little, and wave your hand. "Don't worry it took me a while too, you're good." You swayed a bit on your feet, looking at each other the boys in front of you as they just stood there, shifting their weight a bit.

Yoongi and Hoseok are the ones to break the silence.

"Hello, I'm-"

"Hi! I hope you-"

Both the rappers look at each other as they stepped out to shake your dad's hand, your father's hand hovering awkwardly as he waited for it. You let out a sigh and look back at Namjoon, who looks just as pained as you. Shaking your head you nudge your dad to Yoongi first since he was a bit closer. "That one is Yoongi," you mention again, hoping at least some names would stick to your parent's memories. Your dad nods and shakes the rapper's hand as Hoseok directs his attention to your mom, a shaky smile on his lips as he tries for a handshake.

Your mom pulls him in for a hug.

"Oh, no need to be so formal." Your mom says with a smile, giving Hoseok a warm squeeze. You smile as you watch the tension almost leave the room, all the boy's shoulders dropping a bit as your mom easily pulls Yoongi in for the next hug, patting his back warmly. She does this to each member, your dad following with a handshake as you pip up their names when they're in front of a new one. Jin had easily lead your parents to the dinner table, bringing out appetizers with Hoseok as Yoongi expressed he would start grilling the meat on the balcony with Jimin.

Your dad's eye lit up.

"Hey loves grilling, do you mind If he goes with you guys?" You smile innocently even though Jimin's eye snaps to yours and gives you a wide look, clearly nervous about being alone with your father. Yet you merely smile back, cocking your head to the side as if you're innocent.

The way Yoongi meets your gaze, you know you're in for it later.

You watch as your dad follows the two boys, chatting easily about what they would be grilling as Hoseok places the many side dishes on the table. "Did you guys need any help?" You ask watching as Jin and Hoseok flutter between the kitchen and dining area that is attached. Jin merely shakes his head, "no, no just sit pretty girl." He pauses though, a hand petting your head. He glances at your mom who is smiling at the interaction. "Oh please, don't stop on my account. I never get to see (Y/N) this affectionate." Your mom gives a playful pout. "She stopped giving me kisses when she was thirteen."

The remaining boys snicker.

"Oh my god," you groan under your breath, flush hitting your cheeks as Jin laughs along with your mom, his large fingers rubbing the back of your neck gently as if you comfort you. "I would love to hear about how she was when she was younger," Namjoon says to your mother, dimples on full display as he smiles at her. "She's so hard-headed sometimes I wonder if that was just something she's born with." You choke on air, facing for sure heating up, as Jungkook and Taehyung nod along. "She told me to fuck off so many times when I tied courting her." Jungkook points out. Your mother gasp.

"(Y/N) how could you?"

You groan as your mom starts launching off stories about your younger days. Taehyung eyes widening and looking at you when he hears about how you had gotten suspended for attacking an alpha boy once.

"Oh my god, you were more violent back then," Taehyung says with a grin.

"He wouldn't leave this omega boy alone! And the school didn't do anything!" You fume slumping in your seat, pouting sadly when Hoseok places water in front of you. The dancer chuckles and leans down to press a kiss to your forehead, neither of you noticed the way your mom doesn't pause her story but gives a side glance to you, a smile on her face. You grumble to yourself, rolling your eyes when your mom brings up another time when you had fought with an omega this time. Namjoon catches the look as does your mother.

"Behave," Namjoon drawled easily, only making you glare at him more, pout still strong on your lips. Your mother easily waves it off, is used to your behavior, and slides into conversation with Namjoon and Taehyung, asking about the history of Bangtan as she doesn't really know anything about the idols. Hoseok and Jin pipe in their stories also from the kitchen as they prep some veggies, Jin giving your moms some tea and cookies too much on as they wait for the meat to be ready.

Your anxiety about the whole meeting lessens easily as you see the way your mom is interacting with the members, clearly trying her best to make them feel comfortable and open themselves. You slide your eyes over Taehyung showing your mom some old debut photos, her shocked face making the boys laughs. You pause when your eyes land on the quietest member.

Jungkook.

He's trying to listen to your mom, you can tell, but he keeps fidgeting in his seat, his eyes landing on your easily, before darting back to your mom. The next time his eyes dart to you, or your chest, you duck your head down a bit to meet his eyes.

You jerk your head to the side, motioning towards the other room. Jungkook stares at you with wide eyes, clearly fearful of leaving the table and making a scene. But you know your mother.

Once she starts a story, nothing is distracting her.

So you easily slide out of your chair, and sneak behind her, waving and Jungkook to do the same. Namjoon meets your eyes over your mom's chair as she and Taehyung talk about the countryside, both grandparents from the same area, and he gives a small nod to you.

You grab Jungkook's arm once you are in the next room and drag him to the first room with a lock on the door. You gaze around the bedroom before looking over at the true alpha.

His wide doe eyes are locked onto you, as he pressed himself against the door. Deep pants are escaping his lips as if he's trying to control his breathing. You don't miss the way his hands are gripping down on the wood under his fingertips, veins popping on his hand as he meets your gaze. "Kookie?" You ask softly approaching the alpha with careful steps. "You okay? What's wrong? Is it your rut?" You try to smell his scent, he smells the same as he always does, but there is a deep scent mixed with it. A muskier smell that usually doesn't stick to Jungkook.

"Not yet," Jungkook manages to groan out. "It's not here yet, but it's soon and my alpha knows we're gonna be mating, and god you just smell so good." Jungkook gasps weakly, hand reaching out to squeeze as he already hardens length through his pants. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I wanna be good for you, wanna prove to your parents I'm a good mate." Your eyes widen as the true alpha stumbles towards you, his toned body crashing against yours as he slumps against you, nose going to your scent glands.

"You just smell so good, my mouth is watering." His panted words go straight to your core, and when you shift your legs, Jungkook gets hit with the smell of your wetness staring. His hands grab desperately at your ass, pawing the material of your dress as he squeezes the area. "Please, please, give me anything-anything and I'll be a good boy for the rest of the night." He can't help himself when he uses his grip on your ass to grind his length against your core, desperately needing any friction.

He wanted you all day and had thought about you the whole time. The alpha felt like he was going to explode.

"Oh baby," you coo softly stroking the shorter strands on the back of his neck. "You're so needy aren't you alpha mhm?" Jungkook usually would snap back at your mocking tone, would go back with his own remark and bend you over, spanking you for talking to him this way.

Jungkook whimpered into your neck.

"Yes, yes, yes please, please let me fuck you quick, or, or suck me off, or just let me eat you out. Anything please, just touch me." Jungkook holds himself back from biting down on your neck, knowing you wouldn't be able to hide the marks from your parents. "I won't last long just anything please, baby, pup, my love, please-"

"Fuck my thighs Kookie."

Jungkook doesn't even hesitate before he's pulling your dress up, bunching it between his hands as feels up your wasit. "Yes, yes, thank you pup, thank you." Jungkook cuts himself off when you coo softly, cupping his cheeks with your palms making him look down at you. "No biting, no bruises, no ripping my dress, okay puppy?" Any other time Jungkook knew he would snarl softly at the stupid pet name, he wasn't a damn puppy, nor was he a damn bottom.

Yet this Jungkook nodded desperately at you, bowing his head to presses a wet kiss to your lips.

You pull his hair back.

"No, no, no puppy. Can't mess up my lipstick. No kisses, you just need to get off anyways, don't you? My little puppy can't even last a dinner without getting hard and needy, that doesn't deserve a kiss anyways." You sigh and shrug as if Jungkook wasn't about to tear up from the idea of not being able to kiss you. You free your one hand, leaving the other tangles in his hair, and trail it down his chest. Playing with his buttons your reach his belt easily, you want to drag it out so bad, for once having the true alpha putty in our hands was exciting.

But Namjoon could only distract your mom for so long.

So you easily slide off his belt, pop off the buttons of his dark Jeans. Jungkook doesn't even look when you push down his underwear, his flush-hard cock hitting his t-shirt covered abs. He keeps his gaze focused on the ways your eyes widen seeing his cock, and the way you swear quietly under your breath. You wrap a hand around his thick length, not even needing lube to make his cock wet, as the alpha pre-rut made enough pre-cum for you to use. You stroke the length easily, squeezing at the tip,, and watch how Jungkook's eyes flutter for a second.

You hum at the reaction, letting go of his cock to slip your own paintings down, kicking them off somewhere in the room you spread your legs the tinniest bit, Jungkook's cock already smearing pre-cum against your thigh.

You meet his blown-out pupils.

"Well, go on puppy, show me how needy you are."

Jungkook lets put a high-pitched whine and shoves his cock between your thighs. His cock catches between your bottom lips and it just makes Jungkook whine out louder when he feels your wetness soaking him. God, he's never felt this needy before, usually, it's him making his partners become a mess and a whore for whatever pleasure they could get. Now it was Jungkook's turn.

The true alpha ducks his head in between your shoulder and neck, mouthing the skin that your dress exposes with desperation as he plows his length between your thighs. Jungkook almost wanted to laugh at himself, getting off between your thighs? How sad was he?

But then you tighten your plush thighs together a bit more, and Jungkook sobbed out your name. "Puppy is so eager," you taunt, one hand gripping onto Jungkook's bicep for leverage while the other puts his hair on the back of his head. Tugging the shorter locks when the alpha sobs out your name against a little too loudly. "Shut up dumb puppy," you hiss. "Gonna get us caught and imagine all your members seeing this? The big bag alpha getting off from my thighs? How pathetic would you look? Tell me puppy." You finish off the harsh words with a sharp tug on Jungkook's hair, the true alpha preening and he keeps his head lowered on your shoulder but peers up at your lowered gaze.

"I'm pathetic," he whines. "I couldn't even last a day without you, I'm a stupid, stupid puppy. I'm your puppy though, please, please baby." You don't know what Jungkok is begging for, but he looks so damn pretty with his wet eyes and pink lips bitten. "I'm so close, I\'m so close let me cum." Jungkook sobs when you merely tightening your thighs, making the plush feeling encase his cock more. If he tried hard enough he could pretend he was fucking you for real and not being a little wore for your thighs.

"How sad, barely even ten minutes." You sigh and shrug as if Jungkook didn't sob from the statement. "Go ahead I guess dumb puppy, try not to make a huge mess." Jungkook hushes out rushed 'thank you's as he speeds up his thrusting, the only sound filling the large room was his soft whines and his thighs meeting your thighs as he tries his best to meet his climax. Though your furrow your brow as Jungkook lets out a real sob this time, his hands gripping down on you more as he struggles to finish.

"What's wrong baby?" You ask softly, petting the hair as Jungkook pulls away to look at you with teary eyes. "Wanna kiss you, can't finish without kissing you." Jungkook goes to kiss you, ducking his head down, but you pull to the side, his lips hitting your cheek.

He whines louder.

"Greedy puppy, I already let you fuck my thighs and now you want a kiss?" You sigh and shake your head, Jungkook almost apologizes but you push down the sleeve of your dress, the stretching material easily letting you push it down until the skin right above your left breast was exposed.

"Bite down and cum already."

Jungkook lets out a breathy 'thank you' before his hips start drilling against you, you almost lost your balance, but Jungkook quickly spins you around so you're against the door. Your back hits it and before you could protest the alpha ducks his head down and sinks his teeth right into the skin your exposed for him.

You slam your head against the door, pressing your lips shut as you feel his teeth break your skin, knowing his canines most likely sharpened. Your eyes roll to the back of your bead from the feeling, the pain only making more wetness coat JUngkook's cock as he fastens his pace, catching his tip on your clit a few times making you bite back a moan. You gazed teary eye at the ceiling as you feel his thrusts get desperate, knowing his climax was coming. Your hand grabs at his hair, not to pull him away, but to having something to grip onto and yank when he sinks his teeth in deeper, clearly muffling his growl when he finally cums, his release painting the door behind you with thick white fluid.

You both pant softly, your hand petting Jungkook's head, cooing at him to let go of his bite. Grumbling against your skin Jungkook realizes his teeth, sighing as he sees the blood dotting your skin. "Sorry," he mumbles softly and presses his hand against the bite making sure the blood didn't drip down to your dress. "It's okay, you feel a bit better? More clear?" The alpha nods and sighs, leaning down to press a soft kiss to your forehead. "Thank you for that, sorry for being so pent up-" you shake your head and nudge his scent glance with your nose, scenting the top alpha to cool home off.

"You're good, I know ruts can be a lot. Let me know if you wanna head out early, yeah?" Jungkook nods and allowed himself to drink in your smell before you lean back against the door. "Can't wait for my rut," Jungkook mumbles and you blink when you meet his eyes.

Gone was his teary eye doe look, and left was a dark gaze.

His hand goes to your own hair, pulling the strands back and making you gasp as you look up at him.

"Gonna fuck you numb for calling me puppy-"

A knock on the door interrupts his sentence.

"Hey guys dinner is almost ready," Taehyung calls through the wood.

He pauses.

"Man, did you all fuck in my room?"

Notes:

HELLOOOOOOOO MY LOVES
First, a huge thank you for the amount of love I got last chapter, everytime I post I wonder if this is gonna be the chapter that people lose interest. I literally was so, so happy seeing how many of you love this story and left me comments and kudos and just pure love.
thank you so much for that, I really needed it.

How do we like this chapter? I always noticed ABO fics forget the parents and I'm like hello mating is marriage. I hope you all loved nervous Bangtan pack.

Also yes, needy, sub Jungkook. Dont @ me maybe I'm A SWITCH NOW OKAY.

as always let me know your thoughts, I cannot wait to see your comments and read your reactons. It's the highlight of my day!

Chapter 42: forty two

Notes:

bro how do i have over forty chapters

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"This all taste amazing!"

Jin practically beams when your mom speaks up around her bite of the grilled pork. Yoongi huffs next to him, muttering under his breath how he did most of the seasoning, but his frown turns into a smile when you nudge your foot against his.

You give him a wide smile and thumbs up.

Yoongi beams.

"The grill is so nice, you guys got the newest model right? Oh, the flame was perfect and it was almost non-stick!" You hum as your dad tells your mom all about the grill outside, a fond smile on your face as you see the light in your dad's eyes. "I hear you dad, next father's day, your daughter will treat you." You stress the last words, starting directly as Jin, who you know has one hand under the table, sending a text to his shopper to pick up another grill.

"School was all good honey?" Your mom directs the conversation to you, smiling to herself when she sees the two boys your between, Hoseok and Namjoon, piling your plate high with the meat and vegetables the second you have any space. You let out a nod mouth opening to respond, but Hoseok presses a lettuce wrap to your lips instead, waiting until you bite into it before pulling away. Rolling your eyes fondly your chew on the seasoned wrap before going back to your mom.

"It was a little rough with the course load, but my grades came out and it went well." You sigh when you think about the stress of studying for all the final exams. "One more year and you're done, right?" Your mom questions, trying to remember if you planned on taking extra classes. You let out a hum in agreement and play with your chopsticks as your think about the next statement.

"I'm thinking of doing the fall semester all online actually, so I can join the boys for their tour."

You feel the way all the boys snap their eyes to you, but you keep your gaze on your parents, watching and waiting to see how they feel about it. Your dad has a soft frown, slowly taking a drink of his beer before placing it on the table. "You don't think it would affect your grades?" He questions, you know he's not upset, it's easy to read your parents, but he does look a bit worried and you can't blame him for thinking that. You hope your smile is reinsuring when you give it to him and shake your head.

"It'll be harder for sure, but my heavy course loads are over so it would only be around three to four classes. Plus," you wave your hand at seven boys sitting around you. "They literally won't let me do anything fun until I revise." You look specifically at Nmajoon for the statement, and the buff leader had the nerve to look a little shy from your accusation. "I'm not the type to slip you, especially when it comes to school, you guys know I'm serious about that." Your mom gives you a sad smile, the woman knowing the stress you went through applying for universities in the Korean schooling system.

"Does this mean you plan of being mated soon?" Your mom asks the question gently enough, but it causes Jungkook to gasp as he's taking a bite of his lettuce wrap, making him choke.

"Oh, dear!" Your mom rubs Jungkook's back, a frown on her face as the youngest Bangtan member coughs loudly into his arm. Jimin whispers a pitiful 'oh my god' under his breath as he shakes his head at Jungkook. Your dad can't help but let out a chuckle, trying to cover it up with a cough when you look over at him with a deadpan expression. "Mom he's fine," you sigh weakly watching how the red creep up Jungkook's neck from embarrassment. "Tell her you're fine Jungkook," you wave your hand at the youngest alpha, your dad not hiding his laugh this time.

"I'm fine," Jungkook meekly says.

"I. I do plan on mating them soon," You say softly, giving your parents a warm smile. "My next cycle is coming up soon, so by the next time you see us, I'll be pack omega." Namjoon almost swoons, the way you sound so confident and so sure of yourself at the moment. You're proudly declaring to your parents that you, the stubborn girl who hated her status, are happily going to mate to the Bangtan pack and become a pack omega.

Namjoon has to stop the happy howl his alpha wants to let out.

"I know you guys are okay with this all, but I would love your support for this too." You give your mom and dad a smile, only a little worried about how they would think of this all, maybe they would claim it was too rushed.

Your mom was tearing up.

"Oh my god, think about the wedding!"

You let out a groan, your dad following along when your mom, a little planning obsessed, starts squealing over how beautiful it would all look. She was quick to fire off questions to the rest of the boys, all the men staring blankly at their plates as the words started filling their heads

What season would they want the wedding in?

Did they know any good venus? It needs to be huge to fit all the families.

Did they want a traditional or more modern style?

Did they want a huge party or a small one?

You nervously glance at the males, not retting a read of any of them, they all seemed lost in their thoughts as your mom gushed over what kind of dress you would wear, jumping from ballgown to mermaid, to a hanbok, you already felt a headache starting to form.

Yoongi swallowed deeply,

his mind was swirling, imagining you, walking down the aisle in a simple wedding gown.

Jin was reeling,

his head filled with a Korean-style traditional wedding, you wearing a hanbok of his family colors.

Hoseok felt a dumb smiling filling his face,

all he saw was you and him, having your first dance as a married couple.

Jimin's hands were shaking in his lap,

his brain was stuck on the idea of both of you sneaking away during the wedding ceremony to have alone time.

Namjoon was trying to hold back a howl now,

because all he saw was you sliding a wedding band on his finger.

Taehyung was buzzing in his seat,

of the idea of a huge family wedding and seeing you being loved by his family.

Jungkook was frozen in his chair,

you, swollen, tummy filled with a pup, his palm touching the skin and feeling his baby moving to his warmth.

"Mom I think you broke them."
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"Common, keep that cute butt up."

You groan when Jimin nudges you to keep moving, huffing as you squint to the light that is barely peeking over the horizon. "It's so damn early, why did you guys drag me out of bed, Yoongi is barely functioning on top of that!" Said rapper lets out a brutal groan as he keeps his body leaning against yours as you both walk across the large property you're currently at. You pat his arm and allow him to use your as a crutch as you both struggle to keep up with the rest of the group,

who were all morning people.

"We're almost there!" Hoseok sang, his smile extra bright today, and okay maybe your heart skipped a beat for that. You smiled at him back, looking around the vast amount of land around you, You weren't sure where you are exactly, once Jin had driven off the highway he had pulled into a new area, away from the big lights and busy life of Seoul, this area was calmer, peaceful. There was what looked like a forest on the edge of the property, birds chirping loudly as the sun woke them up.

"Almost there pup," Namjoon rumbles on your other side, a large warm hand going to the small of your back. You can't help but feel the warmth he radiates at the moment, his new short hair showing off his sharp jawline and dimpled cheeks, the blonde locks looked so fluffy from how it dried and you just wanted to coo at him, even though his muscle mass had gone up double in size. His words though made a frown fill your face,
"Almost where-"

"Here we are!"

Your little pack had round the tree and you finally saw what the boys wanted you to see. It was a beautiful house, large in size, you could only imagine how many square feet it was, it was flush with nature, the forest stretching right next to it, the white picket fence bright in contrast with the green grass. The house itself was beautiful, you were never a fan of modern-day houses, not liking the empty space look, the marble, and the minimalist style. You always preferred a more cottage-core home, something cozy, something with character. You remember bringing it up in passing once or twice to a few of the boys, never really diving deep into it.

Yet this already looked like your dream home.

"Is..is it for us?" You whisper softly, asking a little hopefully but still a little bashful, in case you understood it all wrong. But Yoongi, the grumpy sleepy old man was smiling so warmly down at you as he laced his fingers with your own.

"It can be if you want it to be."

Taehyung stepped up his boxy smile wide as you regarding the home in front of you. "We know the dorms aren't bad, but knowing we're gonna mate soon, and this is going to be long term, we started looking around for a home. It needs a bit of work, some new tiling here and there, but it's still pretty new. Enough rooms for all of us and even room for you to have one if you want time alone." You gap at Taehyung, your heart swelling in your chest at the idea the boys already are going this far for you. His smile turns warm as he steps forward cupping your face with his palm.

"And it's more than enough room when you're ready to start a family."

You can't help but to through your arms around the tan male, a large grin all over your face as you bury yourself into his neck. "Thank you, thank you." You hush out, eyes squeezing as happy tears threaten to leave your eyes. You pull away to smile brightly at all the boys, going to the next body, Jungkook, to pull him down for a chaste kiss, the smiling not dropping from your face. The true alpha purrs in the contentment of the happy scent you were released to all the men. "You're all so perfect, you didn't have to do this all-I'm gonna cry godamnit." You let out a shaky giggle when Jungkook coos at your words, easily picking you up and swinging you around his own happy giggle matching your own.

"Okay you muscle pig, let her go, and let's show her around," Jin calls already ahead of the pack as he starts stepping onto the pebble stone path leading to the house. "Common baby girl, let's show you how it looks and what we wanna do for renovations. We have some other ones you can see if you don't love it and-" you break Jin's words as Jungkook finally releases you, skip in your step you smile at all the boys, as you go ahead to Jin, grabbing his arm and dragging him with. The elder lets out a cry from surprise but the look is easily switched to a wide smile when he sees the flush high on your checks, a smile wide on your face as you pull him towards to the door.

"Show me, show me, show me!"

Yoongi sighs blissfully next to Hoseok and Namjoon as they watch the youngest members run after you two.

"God, I can't wait to make her our wife."
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Your heat is fast approaching.

You know this not because of the warmness you feel when you wake up, just figuring that was Namjoon-the human furnace- was curled around you. Or the extra needy you feel, I mean who wouldn't be when Jimin whispers how he's hungry after his gym session and drops to his knees in front of you in the middle of you reading a book.

You know your heat is only a few days away from how much everyone is fretting around you.

"I feel worse knowing you guys did this last time and I missed it all." You mop, the guilty heavy in you as you watch Jin and Hoseok fluff out soft-looking bed sheets in the master bedroom you had spent your last heat in. The room was suite-style and had a small couch area around the fireplace against the wall. You sat, perched there, pout on your face next to Namjoon, the eldest mumbling under his breath how he had to sleep on the couch now since Jin wouldn't dare let him ruin the new bedsheets with his scent.

You pat the leader's hand with sympathy.

"Baby girl, don't. We all already apologized and have gone past it, okay? Don't worry sweet thing, no one is upset at you." Hoseok coos, ignoring Jin about the bedsheets, and goes over to you, cupping your face to press a sweet kiss on your lips. You can't fight the small smile on your face, the pout easily going as the cute face Hoseok makes at you, the happy pill making a cooing sound at you. "Now you can enjoy us fretting on you at full force, Jin already had it all planned don't worry. The old man can't wait for this." You look your shoulder to see the eldest member nodding to himself and he fluffs the pillow, not even realizing you're watching him.

"Thank you guys, for this all. Love you." You peck Hoseok's lips, letting him drag this kiss out for a second before you pull away from him and slip off the couch, Namjoon only pouting slightly. "I gotta get ready to," you sing a teasing grin on your face. The three boys all pause, confusing filling their faces with your words. "Wait-ready for what?" Leaning against the doorway, you cock your hip out and smile at the elder males, heartwarming from how you have their full attention.

You give a shrug.

"I have seven alphas to take care of too you know? Plus one true alpha with a rut coming up too."

You give a sly smile as you turn, eyes lowering a bit to give off an innocent look.

"Gotta find my collar."

Your laugh brightly when you hear the sound of Namjoon's knee hitting the coffee table edge.

Jin sighs, directing his glare at Hoseok, whose arms are limp next to him as he stares at the door.

"I blame you, you stupid dom."
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"I can't believe they let you escape this close to your heat."

You snort as you place your iced americano down, you wave a hand on the sweat sticking to your skin, it's hot in Seoul, the humid thick in the air as summer is here,

your heat coming in a mere few days doesn't help either.

"Bold of you to assume they know I'm out, most of the boys are in the kitchen making dinner, they're tryna get the most off they can into me before my heat hits. The other half is keeping an eye on Jungkook, he's been getting more grumpy as his rut nears." Jihoon cocks ahead at that, a confused look on his face. "Grumpy? Don't alphas just get horny?" You give a short shrug, fiddling with the edge of your shorts. "True alpha stuff once again, he is horny, trust me he's glued on to me, but it is kinda weird, he doesn't try anything. He'll scent me like crazy and want me to do it back, but when it gets sexual in any means, he's running to the gym." You and Jihoon both share the same lost look as you both process the information.

"That's weird right?"

"Kinda, Is he broken?"

You throw your hands up and lean on the patio chair, you and Jihoon meeting up for a quick coffee meet up in a cute outdoor cafe. "That's what I don't get? He went from telling me all these dirty things to, spending hours in the gym to, I don't know, work out his horniess away?" Jihoon can't help but smirk at you, cupping his face in his tanned hand with a sinister grin all over it.

"You're being blue balled."

"What? I am-"

"You are and you're upset, aren't you? The rest of the boys are probably so busy preparing for your heat that they're not giving you that physical attention you're craving. Am I right? Oh my god, I'm right, this is so funny." You flip Jihoon off as the male gives a fake laugh, whipping away a fake tear from his eyes.

"You're so used to them being whipped for you, you have no idea what to do with yourself. I love it. "

"Oh shut up."

Jihoon snorts at your expression, a pout all over your face. Jihoon though does think about what you said, something does seem weird.

"It is odd though that Jungkook isn't jumping on you any chance he gets. Especially cause it's clear he's suppressing his desires right now if he's going to the gym and pumping some iron." Jihoon comments, rubbing a hand over his jawline feeling the stubble there. "He's so weird man," Jihoon comments offhandedly making you snort and slap him playfully. The thought does leave you in silence for a moment, Jungkook hasn't tried anything since that time when your parents came for dinner. Since then he's only given you a few sweet kisses and warm hugs, nothing else. You're not complaining, you still feel loved and safe with the true alpha, but it does have you wondering why he is co clearly suppressing himself.

"Maybe he's like, saving it all for your heat. Oh god, RIP your pussy then-"

"Jihoon!"

You slap the male's arm harder this time, rolling your eyes hard before you both get up, sipping the last bit of your drinks before throwing out the empty cups. You fall into easy conversation about the summer, Jihoon commenting he would be going to Japan with his family soon for his father's business. You nodded along, asking Jihoon to pick you up a souvenir playfully and making sure you made plans when he came back. You brought up your plans to do the next semester online, meaning you would be on tour with the Bangtan pack.

Jihoon of course whined.

"Aw man I have to talk to other people now?" Jihoon graons, leaning playfully against you as you walk down the busy city streets. "You're a class A social butterfly, you'll be fine." You snort, but you shock Jihoon when you lace your arm with his, leaning against your best friend and drop your head on his shoulder, rubbing your scent there.

"I'm gonna miss you like crazy." You say softly, arm tightening around Jihoon. Said male, bites down on his lip to stop his eyes from watering and easily throws an arm around your shoulder to pull you closer. "You know I'm gonna visit any chance I get, daddy's money gotta be used for something." JIhoon jokes weakly, but his heart aches slightly knowing you wouldn't be next to him anymore on your coffee shop shifts, nor would you have your late night study sessions.

The beta whines more.

"Jihoon, don't make me cry, my heat is so soon I'm so emotional." You try to joke but you wrap your arm around Jihoon's waist as you near the dorm, you pulling Jihoon to the side of the building near the entrance. Jihoon gives you a weak smile and pulls you into a proper hug. "It's okay, we still have all summer together once I come back. Remember what I said, you're my pack. Theres no way I'm losing contact with you." You can't help but let out a purr happy with the beta's words.

You and Jihoon allow a moment, to hold each other and scent each other, before pulling away. "I should go, last thing I need is the seven alphas running around thinking I ran away again." Jihoon nods, sniffing over dramatic, and lands a big, wet kiss on the top of your head before letting you go into the fancy dorms. You rub at your eyes, feeling a little sad over the idea you wouldn't have Jihoon merely a few minutes away anymore, but you knew Jihoon was more than just a good friend.

He was pack, and you would never lose contact with the pack.

You sigh to yourself and start heading towards the dorm, already prepping yourself for the fretting you know you would get from the elder boys, Jin wanted to lock you in the damn room claiming your heat was too soon for you to be doing anything. Rolling your eyes with amusement you exit the elevator staring down the long private hallway that would lead to the huge dorms. You don't pay any attention to your surroundings as you get closer to the door, your mind lost in thought as you think of what you and Jihoon could do when he comes back from Japan.

A body full of muscle slams you into the wall next to the main door.

"J-Jungkook?!" You gasp out, confused where the male even came from as the alpha plants his face into your neck and basically pants into the skin. A look over his shoulder shows the elevator closes, giving you the answer that he had been the ride after you and dashed out the second the doors opened. You can smell the musk of him stronger than it usually is, hinting that he had just come back from another gym session, but there was something deeper with his scent, something you hadn't smelt on him before.

His rut.

It's making your mind get fuzzy and you can feel your body reacting to his rut already. Wetness is already pooling in your lower region, a whimper escapes your lips with permission as your omega begs for JUngkook to do something.

Breed us, your omega practically sobs in your head, mark us, claim us, mount us, please, please, please.

You don't even realize you had said those words out loud until Jungkook is moaning your name in your ear, a low brutal cry. "Baby, baby, you smell so good." Jungkook moans before he licks up at your neck, the alpha refusing to pull away from your scent gland. You just smell so much like yourself, the scent is making Jungkook's mouth water and all he wants to do is sink his teeth into your neck, pop a knot in you, and finally, finally make you, his.

Jungkook rips himself off of you.

You gap as the true alpha pushes past you as softly as he can in his frenzy state. He bangs open the front door and stumbles inside, almost slipping on the slippers waiting by the front door for usage. Staring wide-eyed and a bit shaken up you follow him slowly into the dorm, the door closing softly behind you as you watch Jungkook's back as he stumbles against the walls making his way into the main room. Jimin peeks his head out from a doorway in the main hall, frowning as he catches Jungkook body before trialing his gaze over to you.

He jumps to action at the stunning look and smell of slight distress you're giving off.

"Baby? Did Jungkook do something? What's wrong?" Jimin rushes towards you, meeting you halfway in the hall as you follow Junkook's steps. You let Jimin pull you into his side, but don't stop you pace towards Jungkook as the true alpha, panting, heaving, and with a hard-on collapses onto the large couch face first. Hosoek, sitting next to him, slaps a hand over his nose, and jumps to stand next to you and Jimin, shoving his face into your hair as if to cleanse himself of the scent Jungkook is giving off.

The youngest smells like pure anger.

"What is going on in here? Who smells like that?" Jin rushes out from the kitchen, fearing it was you and someone fucked up again, Yoongi and Taehyung all following along, and any day you would have laughed at the matching aprons they all wore, knowing they took charge of preparing the meals for your heat, but the smell of Jungkook was making your eyes sting and you omega whimper helpless in your head.

What did you do? Why did your alpha smell mad? What did you do to make him so angry?

"Oh baby," Taehyung coos from across the room, the scent of your confusion and sadness combating Jungkook's anger, he's about to step closer to you, to cuddle you and hopefully calm your scent down. But Jin breaks the tension,

by growling low at Jungkook's shaky figure.

"What the fuck is your issue brat? We've all seen the way you've been dodging our pup and now her heat is in the brick of hitting and you're acting like a lunatic!" Jin grows closer to Jungkook with every word and by the end of the sentence is growlingly over Jungkook, the younger alpha's hands curling into the pillow under him and almost ripping it to shreds at the restraint he was holding.

"F-fuck you- I-" Jungkook's gaspys words break off as he jolts up in his seat, spinning around to stare at you with wide eyes as a small whimper escpaes your shaky figure between Hoseok and Jimin.

All the boys in the room freeze and you know exactly why.

Your scent had changed, still holding the sourness of a distressed omega, there was a hint of something sweeter, something the boy sonly smelled once before.

Your heat had just hit, and from how shaken up your omega felt, you knew it was full force and not a slow build as everyone expected.

"What the hell is going on in here?!"

Namjoon's voice shakes the room as he steps into the dorm, the plastic bag filled with some of your favorite snacks is left at the door as he rushes into the main room, the mix of scents making his nose burn as his alpha stir restlessly under his skin.

Distressed omega, angry alphas, godamnit Namjoon was barely gone for twenty minutes.

"I don't know! Jungkook's been weird with pup this whole time and now he's basically rejecting her and her heat just hit right NOW and I need to get her into the nest before she freaks out more!" Jin rushes towards you to pull you away from the smell Jungkook is producing and hopefully, the smell of the nest would calm you down.

Jungkook growls when Jin touches your arm.

"Oh my god! What do you want from us!?" Yoongi snaps, confused on this whole situation and the way it was taking up all the time the boys could be used on starting your heat. Jungkook's wide frenzy eyes meet, the true alpha looks deranged, hair tousled and sweaty neat his scalp, veins bulging on his arms from the tight grip he has on the pillows next to him, and his cock hard, tenting his grey sweat pants.

"Namjoon," Jungkook growls eyes narrowing at Jin as if he was willing to challenge the eldest. All eyes turn onto the said name, Namjoon, standing confused as he stares at Jungkook.

"Me? What about me-"

"Namjoon claims and mates baby first, then we all go." Jungkook exhales loudly through his nose as he tears his gaze away from you for the first time and looks at his pack leader, bowing his head a bit.

"It's my way to show respect to you as pack leader, and an apology for always challenging you. Tradition always had the pack leader be the first one to claim the pack omega. I'm not gonna take that from you." Namjoon frowns at the words, he knows that is an age-old tradition, and honestly didn't expect any of the boys to even care for it anymore. But Namjoon's alpha is pleased, growling lowly in thank you to Jungkook's true alpha for finally respecting him as pack leader.

Jungkook is able to give a small smile back, before slamming his body back into the couch and letting out a broken moan.

"But please hurry the fuck up and claim pup, I dont' know how long I can handle not having my cock inside her."

Notes:

hi sorry ive been a mess
ya girl lost her job!! but two weeks later I found a new one in my field!!!
but ya the last few weeks have been a mess because of that, my anxiety had been bad, as I have issues with *thinking of the future* so writing has been hard. and I'm in Canada so seasonal depression is starting
BUT WE GOT A CHAPTER OUT HELL YA.

sorry if it seemed like this chapter was jumping around, I needed to step up for the upcoming heat/mating chapters that are coming so this kinda felt like FILLR WHICH I AM SORRY IF YOU FELT LIKE THIS WAS A WASTE ESPCIALLY BECAUSE IT'S BEEN SO LONG PLZ DON'T BE MAD AT ME.
But I am sorry if you feel like you waited and were disappointed in this chapter, a part of me didn't even want to put this chapter out because I felt it was lackluster. Hope you all still enjoyed it though.

As always I love reading your comments and feedback! Lemme know how you all are! How we all feeling? Anyone else feel personally attacked from Namjoon lately?

Chapter 43: forty three

Summary:

knots all around!

Notes:

hi im not dead
this is the longest thing I ever wrote be prepared

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

You let out a whine from your standing position, already feeling the cramps starting in your stomach, the small swirls of pain you know will hit you full force in merely an hour. Ignoring Jungkook's whine for Namjoon to be the one to touch you, your body meets Jin, who stands the closest to you. "I'm hot," you moan out, nose turned up, searching for his scent glands to drown yourself in. You already feel the thin layer of sweat starting to form on your skin, the loose shirt you wore already sticking to your damp back. Jin reaches out to slide a hand under your shirt, hoping to get some skin on skin contact with you-

Jungkook growls softly.

"God you always were a brat." Jin groans letting his hand drop from you, the eldest though places a hand on your neck, squeezing the spot knowing your omega is going to preen from the feeling. You do, you let out a happy gurgle and allow Jin to pull your face away from his neck. The male gives your head a quick sniff before he leans down to hush softly in your ear,

"Go to your pack leader."

You feel so in your omega headpiece already you easily stumble towards the said male, unsteady on your feet you still find the leader easily and press your body against his, cocking your head up to expose your neck to him.

"Namjoon," you moan out weekly, "please, please before it gets bad I need it, need your knot." Your eyes flutter open to match the hooded ones of the taller male. Namjoon's eyes are intense as he looks down at you, watching you as if you are prey and he's ready for his next meal. His larger hands go around your was it squeezing the area softly as he waits for your next move. You manage to give him a wicked smile, mind fuzzy with your heat fast-hitting, and the smell of seven alphas.

"Need you to mark me," you coo.

Namjoon lunges the second later, using his grip on your waist to easily toss you over his shoulder, landing a smack on your behind as he adjusts his grip to make you more comfortable. You can't help but let the giggle escape as he walks easily towards the master bedroom, knowing the bed can finally be used. He knows the other boys are following, Jungkook dragging his body to catch up, as Namjoon kicks the door open, striding into the large room to gently place you on the bed.

The rest of the boys don't bother to climb onto the large bed with you two, knowing that not only Namjoon's alpha would have an issue with it, but Jungkook's alpha would most likely snap at them too. Their omega was officially going to become the pack omega, which meant the first one to take her and bite her should be the pack alpha.

Yoongi hated the stupid tradition only a tiny bit.

He and the rest of the pack stumble onto the little couch area in the large room, bumping into each other as none of their eyes wanted to leave the scene that was unfolding on the bed. Namjoon let his hands trail up your thighs, easily finding the waistband of your leggings and tugging them down in a quick motion, if anyone heard the loud tear the material made as the alpha threw them over his shoulder, they all ignored it. Hiking his hands under your shirt, Namjoon slides the material up, his lips following the moment as more and more of your soft skin get uncovered by him.

"God, look at you." Namjoon coos, easily flicking your bra off, his hands going down to cup your breast in his palms. "What a pretty little thing I have, and soon this pretty thing is gonna be my pack omega, yeah?" Namjoon doesn't bother to even hear a response from you, his mouth goes down to catch your left nipple in his mouth, biting the skin softly before he sucks on it. You make a high-pitched whine in response, and it only makes Namjoon suck harder on the sensitive bud, unlatching before he moves onto the next one.

"What a good little girl you are, letting all your alphas claim you and knot you. We couldn't have asked for such a good pack omega." Namjoon lets go of your nipple to cup both your breast again and push them together. His hooded eyes are fascinated by the way they press against each other and bounce back when he lets them go, you can't help but rub your thighs together as he repeats the same action, his eyes following the movement over and over again. "Alpha," you whine, already feeling the arousal creeping up your heat fast approaching makes everything feel even more intense.

"I got you," Namjoon hushes, sliding his hands down from your chest, taking his time to feel your soft tummy before he reaches your underwear. He grips the flimsy fabric and tears the material of you in one fluid motion. A soft gasp escapes you from the sudden draft you feel, but a large warm palm covers the area soon after, cupping your delicate area. You let out a whimper when Namjoon rubs his whole palm against your core, the slick your body is letting out coats his hand fast, the slippery sound filling the quiet room.

Seven moans follow.

"Everyone can hear how wet you are, little one," Namjoon coos, his palm working slow against your core. "They all can hear how ready you are for all our cocks, how you're gonna take us all and let everyone fill you up with their knot, yeah?" You can only answer with a soft cry as Namjoon slips two fingers inside of you and starts moving them in and out of you slowly. "You're gonna be so good for all of us like you always are. Can't wait until you're filled with our cum, all seven of us just filling you up." Taehyung bites his lip at the fifth Namjoon is letting out of his mouth but raises his voice to interrupt.

"Pup, if you can't handle all of us, we can wait until tomorrow and split is up that way also, your heat is gonna last days-"

you're already shaking your head before Taehyung could finish.

"No, no, I can take it, I can take you all I promise. Want you all today, want to bond to all my alphas today."

Taehyung almost feels his eyes roll back from your words,

"Love our good girl." Namjoon croons, a wicked smile filling his face as he continues to fuck you with his fingers, picking up his pace. You can't help but grab his wrist, needing something to anchor you as you feel an orgasm already being ripped out of you. "So, so, good alpha." You moan out, hips arching up as you chase your high, Namjoon milking out your first of many climaxes.

"I can take it, I need more alpha, please, please fuck me. I need it, need it." You can't help the word vomit coming out of your mouth as you tug on Namjoon's shirt that he still has on. The leader chuckles at the desperation on your face, remembering the hard-headed little omega that refused to even bare her neck to him.

Now you're crying for him to fuck you.

"I got you, always got you, baby." Namjoon hushes as he hooks a hand on his jeans, using enough force to pop the button open and tug his pants down. His cock springs out, slapping against his lower abs as you pull his shirt up to tug off also. You can't help but gaze down, mouth-watering at the way his cock curves upwards, the thickness it holds, and how there is already pre cum drooling from the tip.

"Want it in my mouth," you mumble to yourself, hands going down to reach for his cock. Namjoon grunts slap your hand away gently and respond by grabbing his cock and pressing it against your core.

"Well I want it inside," the alpha rumbles in your ear.

You both moan loudly when he presses his cock inside, your heat making the stretch less painful and in a second his whole cock is pulsing against your walls. "Fuck," Namjoon groans out, eyes rolling to the back of his head from the way you're already milking his cock. "My god, how do you always feel so good, always so tight and warm for me." Namjoon grunts, a crazy smile filling his face as he starts to fuck you harder.

"Can't wait to make you mine, to make your ours. Gonna knot you, bite you so hard, and make you my mate. Can't wait to complete it all and have you fully." Namjoon moans get louder alongside yours as he starts to lose himself in the feel of you, his mind racing as you get tighter and tighter around him, the thought of you finally being pack omega, being his mate, being his person overwhelming him.

Your next orgasm doesn't come as a shock by the way Namjoon is pounding you, Namjoon's orgasm isn't a shock either by how tight your cunt goes around him.

To Namjoon's surprise, you reach out first, your mouth opening wide, canines growing slightly as your omega side takes over, and you go to latch onto Namjoon's thick neck.

You bite right onto his mate mark.

Namjoon lets out the deepest growl his alpha ever produced.

He cuts his noise off by following your lead, burying his face into your neck he latches onto your mate mark, breaking the soft delicate skin open with his sharpened teeth, he can get a taste of blood, the slightest bit of sweetness as he knew he didn't have to tear your neck open for a mate mark,

plus you're getting six more, that would make you a little sore.

You sob from the mix of pain and pleasure you get from the bite, the bond-forming overtakes It all. It's a new feeling, something you didn't think was possible, the way your body feels light as air, yet grounded at the same time. Your heart feels full, your mind is free from any thought and the only thing on your mind is, Namjoon, Namjoon, Namjoon.

"Aw man, she's purring. I wanted to be the one to do that."

You scoff, barely-there as your eyes don't open, but you feel warm hands rearranging your body, the soil muscle of Namjoon's chest under you as he tucks your head under his chin, his knot still puffed out and fully locked inside of you as he runs a warm hand down your sweaty back. You feel the pack alpha tub his nose against the baby hairs on your forehead, a soft purr following the ones you're letting out.

"Shut up Hoseok," Namjoon says playfully, peeking an eye open to see the dancer's hand hearty glaring at him. "You know the old tradition, pack alpha goes first." Namjoon sings in his deep voice, Hoseok's eyes roll with a chuckle the response he receives. Yoongi shoves Hoseok's arm next to him, the cat-like eyes glued to the way your body is tucked under Namjoon's larger one. "Don't worry," Yoongi drawls his eyes flying to meet yours as you link your blurry eyes open.

You see a wicked grin.

"It's our turn now."

Namjoon's knot barely defeats before you feel more weight dip on the bed. You peer over your shoulder confused for a second at the added body heat you're feeling. You're not surprised to see the three youngest on the bed, all their eyes trained on you, eagerly waiting for your permission, for anything, to do anything.

You give an almost innocent smile.

You twist out from under Namjoon, pressing a sweet kiss to the said alpha, the leader giving you an encouraging pat on your butt, as you land on your back. Hair fluffed out under you, you stretch your neck to the side, knowing your newly mate mark is still fresh on your skin. Jimin lets out a large moan knowing it would be his turn soon. You spread your legs, feeling Namjoon's load left in you dripping out of you and pooling onto the sheets under you. Reaching a hand down you blindly spread your lower lips the best you can with how wet you are down there, a sharp moan escapes your lips when you feel the way the air hits your heated cunt.

Taehyung's mouth soon follows.

"Oh, s-shit, Tae!" You cry out surprised, the tan alpha doesn't even get phased, and latches his mouth more securely, giving him the full reign on fucking his tongue inside of you. "So, so good." You slur out, panting slightly as the brutal pace Taehyung has taken to fucking you with. He barely takes a break, making loud almost obnoxious slurping sounds as he digs his face more and more into your core.

"You can drown later, true alpha isn't gonna last at this rate." Taehyung has pulled away from Jimin grabbing a chunk of his air, the tan male letting out a loud howl from the pain. He wants to point his glare at the male his age, but a body shoving past him distracts him for a second.

Jungkook, of course, is already pressing himself against you.

"Y-you, you're ready, right? I can? I'm allowed to mate you? I will be yours?" Jungkook questions softly, frantic hands grabbing your face as he searches your eyes for any hesitations, any look of doubt that you could have.

You smile at him.

"I'm ready to be your Jungkook. All of yours."

You giggle when you're met with watery doe eyes before a smile breaks out on the youngest alpha's face as he drives down to kiss you. You meet his eager lips with your own, stupid smiles on both your faces as you breathe each other in. Jungkook landed a few more kisses on your lips, before he shoves a hand between your bodies, tugging the sweat pants he wore past his hips to allow his cock to spring out. Just like Namjoon you barely had any time to admire his pulsing length before you feel his tip part your lower lips.

"Can't wait till we're one," Jungkook mumbles almost to himself, but you don't miss the shine in his eyes as he slips his length fully inside you. Your eyes roll back when you feel his full length finally tuck itself inside of you, your mouth can't help but to part at the way you feel so stuffed already,

and it's only been two of the boys.

"She's gonna be a mess by our turn," Hoseok points out to Jin, the eldest alpha not even tearing his eyes away from the way Jungkook is fucking you softly, to acknowledge the male next to him. "Good though," Jin says easily shrugging, still not even looking at Hoseok and Yoongi.

"You like them messy anyways."

"Your rut hit fully yet?" You pant softly to Jungkook, your hips raising at each thrust Jungkook gives you as he goes harder and harder. "W-Will you be able to let the other boys be with me?" You don't wanna imagine Jungkook's alpha taking control and becoming possessive over the other boys, especially when it came to mating with you,

the last thing this pack need is more tension.

"I'll be okay for now," Jungkook hisses, his eyes not leaving the way your cunt swallow his cock over and over again as he keeps his pace up. "T-tomorrow not so sure, but-oh fuck baby." Jungkook groans when you unintentionally tighten around him. "You're pack omega, so of-of course," Jungkook drags his eyes up to meet yours, and he manages to give you a shaky smile.

"And the boys are my pack."

"Aw, do you hear that? He called us to pack, wow he loves us." Namjoon grins happily from the baseboard.

He's met with a glare of Taehyung and Jimin.

Hell, even Jungkook spares him a murderous look over your trembling body.

"Shut up, you're mated and happy, we're still waiting." Jimin pouts, his alpha becoming restless from the smell of your heat filling up the room. He knows it's pointless to get annoyed, as you would give Jimin the attention,

but it does suck waiting his turn.

"Jungkook," you let out a broken sob from the way his hips are hitting you, he barely breaks his pace, his eyes constantly flicking between the way you're connected, to your eyes. "You know that's not what you're supposed to be calling me right now." Jungkook rumbles, his voice deep as he tries to hold back how fast he already wants to cum, he feels like he's back in his teenage body and can barely last longer than five minutes. You just felt so good, your cunt was the tightest thing he ever felt and it just felt like he's gonna burst. You're everything he's wanted, and the fact you love him and want to mate with him just makes him pound you harder.

"What are you supposed to be calling me? Mhm? Supposed to be calling us all?" Jungkook knows his grin is sharp and his canines are growing from hormones your omega is releasing, his alpha is howling in the excitement in his head. Knowing so close from now he will be sinking his teeth into your mate mark, and you would be doing the same for him. He was gonna feel your teeth in him soon, marking your territory, marking your alpha.

Jungkook picks up his pace. His hand going in between you two to swipe at your clit, the little bead swelled under his touch.

"Alpha, alpha I should be calling you alpha. You're my alpha, you're all my alphas." You sob, not caring about how silly and desperate you probably sound. "All my alphas, mine, mine, mine." Your voice is borderline cracking with how hard Jungkook is pounding into you, you can feel the mix of his pre cum, your slick and cum running down your butt and adding onto the damp bed sheets.

The rest of the males all growls from appreciation as the smell in the room goes stronger.

"I'm gonna knot you, yeah? I'm gonna bite you and you're gonna bite me and it's going to be perfect." Jungkook grinds his teeth as the thought clouds his head. God, he's so close, he's so, so, so close-

"Alpha! Please! Bite me, knot me, please, please, please!"

Jungkook finds your mate area a second later.

He swears his bite is in the same spot it was last time, the way his alpha howls in his head sounds louder than last time, the euphoria that clouds his head feels better than last time,

because your smaller mouth latches onto his mate area also.

The area that has been on fire for the past few weeks feels nothing for once, he can feel exactly how you're biting into his skin, how your lips are also latching around the area and suck, he knows alongside the pretty bite mark you're going to leave, he's going to have a huge hickey.

He sucks hard at your neck in response.

Jungkook forgot his knot even inflated for a second because he's just so damn happy, he feels so damn full and content,

because you love him.

Jungkook feels you unlatch your mouth first, you take deep breaths to gain air back into your lungs. Jungkook thought had stopped sucking and pressing his teeth into you, but left his mouth onto your new mate marks, licking softly at the teeth marks he feels on your skin. He can feel Namjoon's bite also, the pack alpha's mark only a few centimeters away from his own.

"Your neck is gonna look so pretty," Jungkook mumbles against your damp skin. Your body lets out a soft laugh, a whine follows as your walls squeeze Jungkook's knot tighter, making the alpha twitch inside you. "You're so pretty," Jungkook adds dumbly as he leans back, pressing a soft kiss to your cheek. "My pretty, pretty, pretty omega. My pretty little girl, gonna treat you so right, gonna be the best alpha to you." Jungkook says the words with as much seriousness as he can muster with how light and airy he feels.

"Gonna be the perfect alpha for"

"Okay shut up, your turns done. Your knot deflated and your cock is, like, slipping out of pup. Let us go you greedy man." Taehyung huffs, already kicking his pants and boxers off all while he tugs his shirt off. He only pauses his little rant when you giggle softy, and peak an eye out to look at him. "Unless you're a tired baby? We can take a ten-minute break or something if that helps." You roll your eyes at Taehyung's suggestion as if his cock wasn't already hard and right in front of you. "I'm okay," you promise softly, you already feel full and know you're being softer than you usually are, any other time you would put back on your tough girl look.

You let your omega take over, shifting so Jungkook's cock fully does slip out. Jungkook whines a bit, but the alpha is so blissed out from your bite, he is merely curled to his side, watching you with hooded glazed eyes from the other side of the bed. You turn your attention to the same-age alphas, cocking your head back a bit, showing your mate area, and crooning loudly for the two eager alphas on the edge of the bed.

"Ready for all my alphas."

Both Jimin and Taehyung lunge, and Taehyung lets out a hiss of disapproval when Jimin is the first one to latch his hands onto you. Taehyung usually would have no issue and would go straight to your second hole, or mouth. But he could only mate with you when he was connected in your core, popping a knot.

So he had to wait his turn, like a good boy.

Jimin gives you a wide smile, cupping your cheeks with his warm palms as he strokes the flushed skin with his thumbs. "You don't seem like you're fully in your heat, you barely begged for a knot." Jimin comments, leaning down to press soft smooches across your skin. You spare him a shy grin, cocking your hips up to become flush with his short-clad body.

"Well I mean, no one making me wait for their cock, are you gonna make your good little omega wait, alpha?" Jimin knows the grin on his face as wide as he shakes his head in disbelief. "Leaking cum and you still have that sass don't you? God, I can't wait until we can take out time with you, gonna eat you out until you're sobbing. That'll shut you up." Your giggle is cut off when Jimin lands a messy open mouth kiss on to yours, he licks inside your mouth until drool runs down your neck.

He responds by licking it up.

"Freak," you mumble breathless, Jimin snorting in response as he tugs down his shorts, no underwear insight as his pale, thick cock pops out. Jimin was smaller in sense of length from the other guys, but the male's cock had to be the most girths one you had ever seen. You swallow thickly when he proofs your bottom lips with his cock, checking to make sure you truly are okay. When he sees the smile on your face Jimin slips his cock in.

It's wet, Namjoon and Jungkook's loads already making you a mess, but god you're so tight, even after two knots. Jimin lets out a weak broken gasp, your cunt seems like it's sucking him in, going tighter and tighter the more he fucks his cock into you until he's flushed into you. "Oh fuck pup, you feel so good. Feel so amazing to be inside of you, my god." Jimin can't help but let out an airy laugh, shaking his head as if can't believe it.

But he reminds himself this is real, as he fucks you slowly, wrapping your legs around his waist. It's real, you're going to be Jimin's mate and he's gonna be one of your alphas. It makes the emotional male tear up a bit, he keeps his gaze locked on yours as he fucks you softly thrust that goes deep, making weak moans escape your lips. Jimin's gaze flickers to the way your pink mouth is parted gasping for breath, your lips whispering 'alpha' softly when Jimin drives his knees more to the bed and grips your hips, cocking them up a bit more so he can hit deeper.

"Mine, mine, mine, mine." Jimin hushes under his breath, mind going fuzzy in his lust-filled haze. "Finally gonna get to call you mine, my omega, my girl, my pup, finally gonna fully yours." You can barely respond to Jimin as he goes off with his talk, the alpha had cocked your hips in a way that was he hitting your g-spot directly with each stroke. He had sped up his hips also, yet didn't pull his cock all the way out as he jackhammered into you. His mouth running only made the warm feeling spread through your body faster.

 

"Love you, love you so much my perfect, perfect girl. Can't wait to be with you forever, can't wait to have pups, can't wait to be yours-" Jimin cuts himself off when he finally hit his peak, he gaps loud, but quickly ducks his head down, his alpha taking control to guide him exactly where to bite.

Jimin lets out a muffled broken cry against your skin as he bites down.

You blindly find his mate mark on his neck, your eyes rolled to the back of your head from your climax, and the feel of Jimin's knot swelling. Your omega nose finds the soft skin of Jimin's mate area and you waste no time when you sink your teeth into it. You feel the same whole feeling you felt with Namjoon and Jungkook, but just like when you bite the said males, there is a slight difference. No bond feels the same, you can tell now, it's a similar rush, the way your whole body buzzes and the way your omega howls with happiness, but your soul knows, this is Jimin's bite.

They all feel perfect in their way.

You come back, out of your little haze to Jimin licking his bite mark, you can't see them but you feel the throb of each of them. Each male perfectly does them so they don't overlap with each other.

Probably some weird BTS connection.

You lace your fingers through Jimin's thick hair, stroking the dark locks down as you gather more of your senses. You can hear Namjoon moving over to the small couch area where the other eldest is, you'd think having an audience would make you a little uncomfortable, but the small of lust from the seven alphas filling up the room only reinsurances you that no one feels uncomfortable.

Jungkook is still blissed out near you when you turn your head to look at him, the true alpha basically in his world when you let go of Jimin's hair to stroke the youngest cheek, making sure he was still okay.

A high-pitched whine comes from the other side of Jimin's head that is blocking your vision.

"Hurry up," Taehyung whines. He sits on his knees, naked and cock still standing proud, the tip of his cock is slightly purple and leaking cum as he waits for you to notice him. "You realize we're all just sitting here and waiting too right." Yoongi calls, scowling at the younger male. "And we, as the eldest, are being so kind and letting you go first-"

"Ya, whatever grandpa."

You snort softly at Taehyung's comment he throws over his shoulder and the murderous look that takes over Yoongi's face. A whine escapes Jimin as his cock had softened and begin to slip out from the amount of cum and slick in you. You press a soft kiss on the side of Jimin's face as he glances up at you with a similar bliss full look that Jungkook has. Jimin allows you to slip from under him, the alpha whispering a soft 'I love you as you step away.

You go onto your knees or at least try to. Your thighs tremble as you try to balance yourself, yet you still fall forward onto your hands. A whine slips past your throat from the fail, but also the feeling of the three loads of cum trying to trickle out of you. Your omega side stresses a bit, as she wants to keep the cum in as much as she can, even though you're still on birth control, your omega still wants to keep it in.

"Oh, look at that. Baby trying so hard to come to her alpha mhm?" Taehyung's smile is all teeth and you huff at him from your pathetic position of being on your hands and knees in front of him. You knew Taehyung had many sides, he could be a sweet thing in the bed and shower you with affection.

He could also kinda be an asshole.

"S-shut up," you try to put heat behind your comment, but god you're falling so much into your omega headspace, and you already feel so content and breed you just wanna lay on your back, present your stomach and make the boys take care of you.

Four more knots to go though.

Taehyung opens his mouth, for sure to make another snarky comment, but you drop to your forearms, your butt still perky and up in the air. Jungkook and Jimin who get the full view can feel themselves getting hard again as their gazes snap to your leaking cunt. Taehyung chokes on his own words when your hooded, glazed-out eyes lock onto him and you make a crooning sound to him.

You wiggle your butt for extra effect.

"Oh pretty girl," Taehyung hushes, his teasing persona gone, as his real desire comes through. God, he just wants you, in any way you'll allow him to. The male shuffles towards you on the large bed, a soft smile on his face as if he wasn't about to pound you. He ushers you up so you rest on your knees, you're a bit unsteady on your knees, swaying a bit, but Taehyung keeps a grip on your shoulders his touch soft. The male still is taller than you as he rests on his knees also, he pets the side of your neck with his long fingers, eyeing the three-bite marks that lay there. Each looks perfect on your skin and stands out in their way, he can't wait to see how he sits on your skin.

Taehyung gives you a sweet kiss, which makes a soft smile fill your face. "You ready for me pup? I've been waiting my turn to patiently-"

"Oh ya so patient-"

"-shut up Yoongi. Gonna fill you up, yeah pup? Then I'm gonna sink my teeth into your pretty neck and it's gonna be perfect. You're perfect you know that pup? You're what we needed to make this pack complete. Brought up altogether." Taehyung works to warm your heart as he peppers kiss over your face. "Gonna treat you so right as my thank you." You omega preens, soft purrs of happiness come out of you as Taehyung keeps stroking your sore mate area. You were so blissed out for a second you don't realize he had risen both of you up a bit, most of your weight still on him as your lean forward once you're sitting up on your knees with Taehyung.

Your eyes shoot open and you choke a moan when Taehyung takes this new position to slide his cock in.

"Oh fuck, omega." Taehyung hisses, a sadistic laugh following as he feels your scrambling to find grip as his cock splits you open. Your nails latch onto his lean back as he sinks you fully onto his cock in the position he has you in. You're practically limp in his arms, your head resting perfectly in the slope of his shoulder and neck as he fucks up into you.

"Told you he's the freak." Yoongi mumbles to Namjoon who merely snorts in response.

"Alpha," you moan out pitifully, the new angle has you seeing stars, and Taehyung lengths feels like it's kissing the opening of your womb from how deep he is. Where Jimin had thickest, Taehyung had length, and it was making you see stars from how deep he went. "Gonna cum," you squeal not even caring how early your climax was coming or the fact this would be your fourth one in under an hour. Your omega rushed this heating, knowing you were gonna get mated, that with the combination of the boy's pheromones just made this all the more pleasurable for you.

So you had no shame when the juices of your climax leaked out of your as Taehyung kept pounding you, your slick and cum coating the bed under you, as long side Taehyung's pelvis.

"Ah shit baby, you're making a mess." Taehyung smiles with all his teeth showing. He pants, knowing he's not gonna last as he's been hard since you entered the damn dorm. Watching you get pounded by the three other pack members did not help either. Your teeth graze Taehyung's mate area, and it makes his hips stutter, his heart beating fast knowing your teeth would be biting there soon.

You catch the moment and give a little payback by biting into his mate mark earlier than expected.

Taehyung's reaction in instant, he cries out from the euphoric feeling, but he's quick to blow his head and latch onto your mating area, sinking his teeth into the sensitive skin just as his climax hits and his knot forms inside of you. Taehyung's eyes roll to the back of his head and he groans loudly into your skin. He feels so full, his alpha howling from the bond he feels forming. God, he wants this feeling to last forever, his hips move before his brain can process it, fucking his knot into more. It makes his knees shake and he loses his balance, making you both fall, Taehyung though still has had the sense to cage you as you fall onto your back, the alpha following as his knot is still full inside of you.

Taehyung's mind goes blank as he merely focuses on fucking his knot more into you, head bowed over you, pupils were blown out and panting above you as if your blood isn't coating his lips. "More, more, more, more." Taehyung pants under his breath as his hips keep moving, he doesn't even care that he's making himself overstimulated, he just needs more, anything you're willing to give him.

Your next orgasm makes you sob from pleasure, as you weakly squirt again against the alpha just as his knot deflates.

Taehyung collapse's on top of you, but you enjoy his body weight over your sensitive body. The male hums, going to nuzzle his face against the soft hairs on your forehead.

A sharp slap on his butt makes him jump off of you with a yell.

"Okay, get off kids. It's the grandpa's turn." Yoongi hisses, waving the still blissed out Jungkook and Jimin off the bed. The two males slide off, almost bonelessly as they shrug on at least a pair of boxers before they make their way to the small seating area in the large room, on shaky legs. Taehyung whines, looking at your blissed-out face, but Hoseok gives his butt a pinch of his time, and the younger alpha knows he's lost. The tan male presses one more kiss to your forehead before he stumbles out of the bed, feeling content and warm as he curls into the love seat alongside Jimin. The shorter alpha glares at him,

"At least put on boxers, I can see your dick."

"it's a nice one isn't it?"

Jin ignores the banter he hears behind him, more focused on you. Your body twists in the sheets as you make yourself comfortable, a happy smile on your face. You look precious, your belly already swollen with cum, your skin flushed and looking so soft from his position. Jin is so in trance by you, he almost misses the hulking figure sneaking its way onto the bed.

Yoongi hisses so loud they think a cat snuck into the room.

"Namjoon you brat, you had your turn." Yoongi snaps, the bulky male had crawled onto the bed, gently fingers going to brush your hair from your face. Namjoon whines, but doesn't even look back at Yoongi when he leans down to press a kiss on your lips. "I was just checking on the pup-"

"Your dick is hard, back away from her," Jin responds with narrow eyes.

"Everyone's hard! Taehyung's already hard again!" Namjoon defends himself as he plays with your fingers as you watch him, an amused grin on your face.

"Which is why you should be wearing boxers you fuck." Jimin growls to Taehyung, the tan male merely blows a raspberry in response not caring to move.

"Back off," Yoongi spits again, Namjoon sighs, knowing he has to be fair. He leans down to press one last kiss on your lips before he grumbles back into his seat next to Jungkook, who still looks like he's getting off a high.

"Grandpa sounds mad." You can't help but tease, smile wide when Yoongi shots his cat-like gaze at you. Your smile stops short when you're not only met with his glare but Hoseok, the smiley alpha you're so used to is not giving his happy face now. There's no doubt he's in Dom's mood as he stares down at you, eyes hard as he regards you. Yoongi matches his look, and you know the other rapper is another one of the more dominating alphas in the pack, so you can only swallow weakly as they look at you.

Jin beams at you.

"Oh look at you, pretty little thing." Jin coos, climbing onto the bed to press a sweet kiss to your cheek. You preen at his comment. both your eyes shaped as metaphoric hearts as you gaze at each other. "You gonna take me so well, aren't you? Gonna be such a good omega like I know you are. Been waiting for this baby, first gonna fuck you real nice, make my omega feel so good, then I'm gonna knot you and mate you, make you my special little omega, my soulmate. Can't wait for it all baby, can't wait later to breed you, make you nice and plump with the pack pup. God, you're my dream you know that?" All the words Jin sings to you cause shivers of pleasure to go through you.

"Well, I guess he's going first." Hoseok hisses to Yoongi, a glare on both their faces. It does soften though, when you peer over Jin's frame that is fast approaching you, with a cute smile for the two rappers. It makes Yoongi feel a little less of the blood lust in him.

"My pretty, pretty omega. Finally gonna make you mine, does that excite you, my love? We're gonna be together now properly. Gonna be the perfect alpha for you, and you're gonna be the perfect omega. So, so happy we're all finally here." Jin blabs, a happy smile on his face as he cups your face, peppering kisses all over your face. You let him cock your head back, and scent you gently.

When he pulls back you get a sweet, full, cheeky smile.

"Now, present yourself to me slutty omega."

The words and said with so much pep that you get caught off the guard for a second. Your omega side is quick to follow your soon-to-be mate, and you easily find yourself turning onto your stomach, sticking your ass out, and going into presenting position for the alpha. Knowing Jin and his traditionally alpha would swoon at the site.

You knew you were correct because quickly you felt hands grip your ass, massaging the plump skin before spreading your checks to the breeze. Moaning from the feel you feel Jin ghosting his fingers over your puckered second hole, the male humming slightly at the area. "Wish I could take you here right now, bet you would feel so tight and ready for me," Jin comments offhandedly. "But then I want to breed my little omega today, wanna pop a knot in my good girl. Don't I?" Jin grins as he watches more of your cum trickle down between your thighs.

"Gonna fuck you so nice," Jin promises, pushing his pants down to release his cock, not even caring to take off the rest of his clothes. "Gonna knot you so nicely and then gonna make you my omega. My perfect, perfect girl." Even though you're in such a compromising position you still feel warm from Jin's words and the way he is stroking your waist. A blush feels heavy on your face as you feel plush lips kiss the top of your spin gently as Jin position's himself over you.

You soon feel the head of his cock catch on your cunt's entrance. You both share a moan as Jin easily slips his cock fully into you, the eldest alpha doesn't stop until his cock is snug within your walls. "Oh pup, you feel so good, taking me so nicely even after being so good for the other boys." Jin pants out over his moans, his large hands grasp and knead the skin of your ass, using it as a grip as he starts to snap his hips harder and harder into yours. He knows he won't last very long, but he wants to make it as good as he can for you.

"You're my good omega aren't you?" Jin whispers, leaving one hand on your ass, while the other drops down near your bowed head, shifting his weight Jin ducks his head down to whisper the fifth right into your ears. "You're so pretty night now, you know pup? All open and wet for me, taking me so nicely, making such pretty moans for me. Can't wait when this is all done and I can take care of you too, run you a nice bath, making you cum again in my lap. Gonna spoil your pup, always gonna be my number one." The words Jin pours out make your lips wobble from the warmth and love you feel, the alpha paired his soft words with a long, deep thrust into you, making you feel the love he was pouring out towards you.

You let out a high pitches squeal when he slips out of you, his warm hands moving you to lay on your back, as he readjusts you and fills you up again. "Gonna make you a mess," Jin hushes, moving your legs to wrap around his waist. "Gonna make you cum and sunk my teeth right into you." You grip Jin's shoulders as you feel another climax ripped out of you, just as strong as all the other ones the other boys gave you. Jin's hips move fast and you know he is going to finish soon, you can feel his mouth open against your skin and his sharp canines catching on the skin of your mating area.

His knot pops, and you feel his teeth sink into your neck.

"I call next," Hoseok rushes out to Yoongi, both men still hovering over the end of the bed. Yoongi rips his gaze away from the way you're mewling against Jin as the alpha licks at your mate mark, the traditional alpha proud and happy with the content look on his face. "What do you mean you call next? I'm older-" Yoongi snaps back at Hoseok but the dancer is already waving his hands and walks around the side of the bed, ignoring Yoongi. "Age doesn't matter, I called her, and you did not, so it is now my turn. Sorry about that." Yoongi blinks blankly and Jin allows Hoseok to climb over you as the eldest backs off, you already cooing for the dancer while Yoongi stands there stupidly.

"I'm gonna break his kneecap."

Hoseok has the nerve to give Yoongi a smile over his shoulder before to focuses his attention back on you. The dancer easily shed off his clothes, his eyes not leaving the faraway look you have in your eyes as you try to ground yourself. He doesn't miss the shake in your hands and the way your legs quiver. He could only imagine how your body feels, yes you're in the heat but at one point your heat should have been satisfied for a bit and toned down for the moment. Hoseok knows though you won't complain or try to make any of the other boys mate.

He sees the way your eyes light up as he kneels to your view, a small smile filling your face. You're willing to take the overstimulation for the boys, and Hoseok loves you more for it.

"Hi, sir," you hush, body moving to try to get into a presenting posting for Hoseok, your arms are shaky though and you collapse onto your elbows the second you even try to get back up. Hoseok lets out a low coo and gathers you into his arms, easily laying you on your back and wrapping your legs around his slender waist. "We won't do that today," Hosoek hushes, tucking strands behind your hair as he looks at you with such soft eyes. "I know you're spent pet so I'll be gentle okay? Don't wanna have my little girl too sore, you still have the rest of your heat to go through." Your smile widens as Hoseok words and you know you have appreciation on your face. Your body feels heavy, your eyes flutter to stay open and you feel full from all the cum inside you.

Hoseok spares you a wicked grin.

"I'll put you in your place, later on, okay pet?"

You almost let out a scoff from the words, but Hoseok makes you lose all thought when he looks down between you two, his eyes dragging over your lower lips as he drags a slow hand over the mess you feel between your thighs. "So wet and still so ready. Such a good pet for me, willing to take your master even though you had five other cocks knotting you up. Yet you still want more mhm?" Hoseok teases you, with both his words and his hand as his soft fingers pry your lower lips open with no mercy. Skillful fingers go to flick your clit, head cocking almost innocently when you whimper and try to twitch away from the feeling. Hoseok can't help but to bite his lip, loving to see the almost pained look in your face, part of him still wanted to strap you down and see how much you could take, make you beg for him to stop, and watch the way you would quiver under him.

But when he pressed his cock inside your cunt, saw the way your eyes slightly water, he knew it wasn't the time. So the dancer makes sure your legs are around his waist and lowered himself to lick into your mouth in a slow make-out as he fucks you the gentlest way he ever has. Hoseok rarely had sex like this, he usually saw sex as his outlet for his dominating pleasures and always stuck to that. When he feels your cunt squeeze him, the dancer swears under his breath and wraps his arms around you, keeping you as close as possible as he keeps his steady pace with his hips up, snapping into you faster.

He's never had sex like this because he's never loved someone like this, Hoseok realized as his own body shakes from the pleasure running through him. For once he has the feeling of his heart beating so fast alongside the warmth spreading through his whole body as he catches the whiff of your scent, the small moaning sounds you make right in his ear, it all only makes everything intensify for him. It's the first time Hoseok has had sex like this, and it brings tears to his own eyes when he feels you whisper his name, your shaky hands going to cup his face that is bowed over you.

"I love you," you hush softly, smiling when Hoseok meets your eyes, both of them watery with unshed tears. "I love you too, pet" Hoseok whispers back, before diving his head to your neck, you're given a second before you feel a hard thrust and the feeling of a knot starting to form an orgasm you didn't is wracked through your body. You have a second to cry out before Hoseok guides your open mouth to latch onto his mating mark, the alpha waiting for fo you to sink your teeth in first before he bites into your skin. His eyes roll back as a feeling of warmth spreads through his whole body, it's almost like he feels a connection with you forming as you each groan into each other's neck, letting the bite and knot sink in fully.

"Such a good omega," Hoseok sighs to you and he settles his body weight on top of yours. You smile to yourself at the comment, tucking yourself under his chin as breathe in his scent, the dancer always smelling like some type of fancy cologne. You both lay in silence for a few minutes, you can hear the sounds of the rest of the boys, clearly, all still watching but each other respectfully allow you to have a moment knowing they wanted their own. The second you feel Hoseok's cock soften and his knot deflated, you feel hands grip your ankle, which makes you pull away from Hoseok and look down with bleary eyes.

Yoongi stares right back at you.

"Hosoek, fuck off." The paler male hisses, yet his long fingers stroke the skin under his hand. "Get your nasty penis out of her it's my turn with baby." Even though your body feels exhausted you can't but let out a soft giggle at the way Yoongi is glaring at the fellow rapper. Hoseok lets out a snort, giving you one last kiss to your head before gently pulling out of you, all the alphas in the room winning when you let out a painful groan, knowing you clearly had to be more than sensitive. Hoseok gives you one last kiss to your forehead before he slides off the bed, picking up his pants to tug on before he joins the rest of the members near the coffee table.

You lay on your side, curled into yourself as you gaze at Yoongi who stands on the end of the bed. He seems what Hoseok saw, the exhaustion taking over your body, Yoongi knows it's your heat, but at this point, your omega must be more than satisfied. Yoongi goes to open his mouth, tell you it's okay and that he can wait until you feel rested before he mates with you, it kills his alpha, the old wold howling in sadness in his head, but Yoongi barks back at him. 'She's tired and needs to rest you stupid fart-'

"Yoongi?"

Your soft voice breaks him away from cussing out his own wolf inside his head. The male gives you all his attention again when he hears you. Your eyes are open wider now, a little more awake as you hold a hand out for him. "Are you gonna come? I'm ready for you alpha." Your smile is so sweet and Yoongi feels like he's bursting from happiness. He's spent heats with other omegas before and he's so used to seeing the one side of it, the desperation, the begging, the roughness, he always assumed that's what a heat was supposed to look like.

This was more than a heat though, this was your mating ritual with your pack and Yoongi has never felt so fucken soft for someone in his life.

"Are you sure baby? It's not too much?" Yoongi can't help but ask when he crawls towards you. You're already shaking your head, settling yourself up to sit with shaky arms."I'm okay honestly, just wanna feel bonded with you all. Wanna be your omega, I can take it." Your words sound so sure Yoongi almost misses the way your arms are still shaking to keep you up. The alpha is quick to shed his shirt and kick off his baggy sweat pants, hard cock slapping his stomach his pink tip already beading with pre cum. "Come here, pup." Yoongi handles you gently, the most he had ever done to a girl, as he settles you onto his lap, letting you lean against him to relieve your body from some stress.

"I'll be gentle," Yoongi hushes, it's a new concept for him too, he's used to pounding you into the mattress until your eyes are rolled to the back of your head. But he knows you're sensitive and honestly just wants you to rest,

so he can pound you into the mattress later.

He lets you rest your head in the crook of his neck before he guides your hips to sit down onto his cock. Both of you share a collective moan, Yoongi can't believe how tight you still feel, your cunt is pulsating around him, it almost feels like you're going tighter around him when he fucks his cock up into you. You're so wet, the mix of all your cum and slick mixing with the boy's releases are all either in your or leaking out of you, but it just turns Yoongi on more when he hears the squelch of your cunt when his cock drags out and inside of you. Yoongi laughs in disbelief at how good you feel, his alpha is vibrating under his skin, knowing soon the pretty, amazing, sweet omega on them will be their mate. Yoongi can feel the heat rushing to his face, he knows his checks much be an embarrassing red color but he's too in awe of you to care.

His chin touches his chest so he can look at you, your head had dragged down so you now rest your cheek on his shoulder, eyes flutter as you gaze at the pale skin under you. Yoongi loses it at the sight of your fucked out eyes, the way your mouth is gasped open from his cock, and how you just keep getting tighter and tighter around him. He griped your waist, holding you against his cock as he plants his feet under you on the mattress, you rest your hands on his shoulders as you gaze at him, a bit dazed on being moved. Keeping his grip tight on you Yoongi braces his core and gives you the first pound of his hips, which was so hard you would have jumped up higher if not for his grip.

He does it again, and again, and again until he's built up a speed so fast he can't even keep up with himself. The sound is so loud in the room, the wetness of your slick, the pounding of his balls hitting your skin, and the constant moans that are leaving both of you. Yoongie is stuck watching your face and the ways your eyes are rolled to the back of your head, but you collapse onto his chest soon after, body too tired to even hold yourself up anymore as Yoongi pounds into you. "Alpha-Yoongi," you whine, body feeling on fire as the seventh? Eighth? Orgasm overtakes your body. Your body tenses up and in that second you feel Yoongi's cock growing, the knot inflating.

You don't even think your mind is running anymore, everything you're doing is pure omega instinct as you open your mouth and clamp onto Yoongi's neck. You catch him moan your name loudly before his knot fully pops and his teeth soon follow, sinking deep into you.

The warmth that spreads around you makes it all worth it, the bond with all seven alphas is finally filled and you have never felt so full content and loved in your life. Your omega lets out a chirp in your head, but even she sounds far away from you, as you unlatch your teeth from Yoongi's neck. Are your eyes open? Because you can feel Yoongi cupping your face and stroking your checks, but you can't see him. Your body feels light and airy, you're pretty sure you're swaying in Yoongi's arm as you hear the distant sound of someone calling your name, it sounds like a low voice. Namjoon? Taehyung.

"I'm tired," you think mumble, even your voice sounds different from you, your eyes still not open when you hear more footsteps get closer to you.

"She needs to rest she must be-"

"Yoongi grab her-!"

You're passed out before you hear Jin's dramatic cry.

Notes:

hi don't hate me
these past few months have been very hectic for me lol. work is great but takes up a lot of my time and I was very unmotivated to write anything so I pushed it off. I meet a boy who is now my amazing boyfriend and he also takes up a lot of my time, but don't hate him he's great but thinks he looks like jungkook, who lied to him.

A little update also, I was on a family vacation in Edmonton for Christmas break and caught Covid. SO LOL I WROTE A CHAPTER FINALLY!!! I was okay symptom wise but it did suck ass being stuck in a room for 10 days but I am home and missed the dirty Toronto air.

I want to give you all a huge thank you for still clicking on my story and asking me throughout these few months if I am okay. It warmed my heart when I would get the random comment just asking about my wellbeing.

I appreciate all your words and hope you all enjoyed this chapter and it was worth the wait. If I was gonna make you wait this long I wanted to make sure it was a good chapter.I really tried my best to make something you would enjoy and love. seven sex scenes DRAINED ME LOL

thank you AGAIN for being such an amazing and supportive reader, and I cannot wait to hear how you all felt about this chapter! Leave some feedback!

 

On a serious note, I noticed a story on this site that’s very familiar to mine. Almost the same plot, similar OC names to my past stories, and the BTS members in this story seem to have the same characteristics and plot devices as my own.

If you’re reading this, please don’t take my ideas I’ve worked so hard on. I would appreciate that.

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