Chapter 1: Junior Year
Summary:
It's the first week back to school from summer break. And with that, comes many changes.
What does the first week of junior year have in store for the Aural Avengers?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
March 18, 2013.
Bruce walks over and takes the stool next to hers. “Well, to do that, I would have to at least get your name.” He pats himself on the back for still being able to be smooth even while drunk.
The woman snickers. “Winny,” she says, extending a hand for Bruce to shake.
“Hey, Winny. I’m Bruce,” Bruce responds. “Can I buy you a drink?”
Bruce is drunk. In fact, Bruce is so drunk, that he doesn’t feel his phone vibrating in his back pocket.
On the other end of the line is Natasha, who's feeling a million different emotions.
All she wants in that moment is to hear the sound of Bruce’s voice. Because for all of the ups and downs their relationship has taken over the course of the school year, Bruce has always been the only one who knows how best to comfort Natasha.
She tries him one more time, but again, voicemail.
“Hey there, you’ve reached Bruce Banner. Leave me a message and I’ll get back to you as soon as I can,” Bruce’s answering machine speaks.
“Bruce, h…” Natasha speaks, then cuts herself off. She ultimately hangs up the phone. “What are you doing?” She asks herself aggressively.
She walks over to the mirror. “You can’t just call him up and beg him to help make everything better… Especially after the way you treated him the last few months.”
Natasha splashes her face with cold water, then proceeds to the bed to zip up her last suitcase. Once she’s ready, she exits the house that she’s spent the last couple of years living in. Unfortunately, the house belongs to Matt, and leaving means having to build a new home for herself since she’d moved out of her apartment the first year she and Matt began dating. But fortunately, the house belongs to Matt, and his name is on all documentation pertaining to it, which means all that’s left for her to do is pack her stuff and leave.
So, that’s exactly what she does. She takes three large suitcases, several laundry baskets and garbage bags full of items, and fills her vehicle up. Once her items are stuffed into the car, Natasha reaches into the pocket of her coat to retrieve a photo of her and Matt that once stood on the coffee table in the living room. She walks over to the porch, rips the photo in half, and lets the two pieces fall.
Natasha’s sad, angry, afraid, but most of all, she’s humiliated. She’s always dreamed of marrying the perfect husband, living in the most beautiful house with the white picket fence, and, even despite her O.C.D., having at least three children. She thought she was finally on the cusp of having all of those dreams come true when Matt proposed to her. She thought Matt was going to be her perfect husband. Sadly, she couldn’t have been more wrong.
She hadn’t known it until it was too late, but Matt was a deranged, sick man, with insecurities up the wazoo. Or rather, is. And now he’s most likely going to spend at least a few months in a federal state prison, and Natasha has to deal with the aftermath of it all. Her fellow colleagues and the students at Shield are all going to talk, which will no doubt cause the information to spread like wildfire around town.
Natasha finds herself shaking. She places her hands on the steering wheel and does her usual routine to normalize her heart rate. It takes seventeen minutes for her anxiety to subside. Once it does, she turns her vehicle on, backs up out of the driveway, and takes one final look at the house.
As she makes her way onto the highway to head out to parents’ house, she ponders ringing Bruce one more time, but ultimately refuses.
August 23, 2013.
“Good morning, Shield High Avengers,” a squeaky clean fifteen-year old boy speaks into a camera. “I’m Peter Parker, freshman member of the yearbook committee, and for my first day task, I’m interviewing the Aural Avengers, Shield’s glee club, for the annual Back-to-School Club Catch-up Videos! First up, I’m joined by national cheerleading champions, Valkyrie Parrington and Carol Danvers. Good morning, ladies. So, how were your summers?”
Valkyrie glares at the camera guy, obviously another freshman, who’s got the device pointed in her face, and then back at this Peter kid. “Sorry, but I make it a point not to talk to freshmen on the first day of school,” she says.
“Our summers were good. Valkyrie went on a trip to Mexico to visit family for a few weeks. People thought I went with her, but actually I spent most of the summer lost in the sewers,” Carol shares with Peter, speaking directly into the microphone in Peter’s hand.
Peter looks at her, puzzled. Then, Tony runs up and tosses an arm around Carol’s shoulder. “And then she spent the other half of the summer with me,” he says aloud, kissing his girlfriend on the cheek.
“And you are?” Peter asks, holding up the microphone.
“Tony Stark. Glee Club’s second in command, and linebacker of the football team. Great to meet you,” Tony says, extending a welcoming hand.
“Ugh,” Valkyrie murmurs, slamming her locker shut and walking off. Tony takes note of this.
“And how was your summer, Tony?”
“It was fantastic. You know, I spent a lot of time working, I spent a lot of time hanging out with my girl here. It was awesome. Especially because we also got to hang out with our other friends, Gamora Whoberi and Peter Quill, who are also dating, so it’s always a fun time when you get to double.”
“They were also dating,” Carol corrects. “But they broke up during the summer. Then, Gamora started dating Thor, who’s also in the glee club and also on the football team. They met at their summer job at the pool where they were both life-guards.”
“Oh, there they are right now,” Tony says, pointing to the new couple.
Gamora and Thor walk down the hall, hand-in-hand.
“Thanks for the information, guys!” Peter exclaims as he and the camera guy, Ned, chase down the other couple.
“Gamora and Thor! I’m Peter, and this is Ned. We’re with the yearbook committee with a very burning question: how was your summer?”
“Nice to meet you, Peter. My summer was really good,” Gamora says. “I got my first summer job, which was really fun, and I got to connect with a really special guy.” Thor smiles down at her. The height difference between the pairing is very notable.
“So, tell me, how long did it take after your breakup with Peter Quill for you to move on with Thor?” Peter asks abruptly.
Gamora’s face drops instantly and Thor can feel her tense up just from their hands locked together. Before Gamora has an anxiety attack on camera, Thor decides to cut in. “Hey, you know what, Peter? There’s Nakia and Sharon. They’re in the glee club with us, and they’ll probably have more exciting answers than us. Sharon had a baby last year.”
“Okay, good to know, thanks!” Peter says, turning his back on them to chase down the two girls. “Follow me, Ned.”
“Nakia! Sharon! I’m Peter with yearbook, here in honor of Back-to-School Club Catch-Up, and I just have to ask how the summer treated you both? You do anything exciting?”
“Not particularly,” Nakia admits. “I spent a lot of time with my church choir since our glee club schedule kept me too busy to do it last year. And I volunteered a lot for my youth group.”
“As did I. It’s really important to give back to the community. And I also spent a lot of my summer scooping ice cream and getting back into the swing of things as a newly single gal,” Sharon says. “Unlike Nakia here, who’s basically dating T’Challa Udaku but is too stubborn to admit it.”
Nakia waves her hand dismissively. “Girl, you play too much,” she says, blushing.
“So, I heard you had a baby last year. How difficult do you think it’ll be to have to take care of a baby and be a high school junior at the same time?”
Nakia and Sharon are both taken aback at the question. “Well, actually, I gave my baby up for adoption. So, I won’t really have to worry about that,” Sharon replies.
“Are you both looking forward to anything this school year?” Peter asks, moving on.
“Yeah, I’m looking forward to beating Bucky out for more solos in glee club, because Nakia Shauku is feeling extra pretty this year,” she says with a smile.
“And Bucky is?”
“He’s basically the lead vocalist of our glee club,” Sharon says. “He’s right over there by that vending machine with that tall blonde guy.”
“And who’s the blonde guy with him?”
“Steve Rogers, quarterback of the football team,” Nakia says.
“Awesome, thanks,” Peter says, pulling Ned’s arm and running off.
“Bucky! Steve! Hi, Peter with yearbook. My camera man Ned and I just have to ask how your summer was?”
Nerves run up both boys’ spines. Probably because they almost got caught and filmed being too close for comfort, which is going to be shown during morning announcements to the entire school.
“It was… Pretty uneventful,” Steve says as he subtly adds space between him and Bucky.
“Yeah, same here,” Bucky adds.
“Well, anything in particular you guys looking forward to this year?” Peter asks.
“Heck yeah. Hoping to win a national title for both football and glee club this year,” Steve says.
“Glee club, huh? I wouldn’t have pegged glee club for a popular club but there sure are a ton of you football dudes in it. Maybe I’ll have to re-consider that opinion,” Peter admits.
“Take it from me, Pete. Glee club is definitely cool,” Steve says, right before a blueberry flavored slush hits him square in the face, and a grape flavored comes crashing down on Bucky.
Peter and Ned watch in pure terror.
“Taste the rainbow, glee-yotch!” Clint Barton shouts as he, Aldrich Killian and Brock Rumlow walk off in hysterical laughter.
“Did you get that?” Peter asks Ned with a shocked look painted across his face.
“I sure did,” Ned replies, laughing.
“Awesome. Cut the camera! Let’s head back to yearbook.”
[Aural Avengers:]
Where they at, where they at,
Where they at, where they at,
Where they at, where they at,
Where they at, come on now
If you want to go and take a ride wit me
We three-wheelin' in the fo' with the gold D's
Oh why do I live this way?
(Hey) Must be the money!
In the club on the late night, feelin' right
Lookin' tryin' to spot somethin' real nice
Lookin' for a little shorty hot and horny
So that I can take home (I can take home)
She can be 18 (18) wit an attitude
Or 19 kind of snotty actin' real rude
But as long as you a thicky thicky thick
Girl you know that it's on (Know that it's on)
I peep something comin' towards me up the dance floor
Sexy and real slow (hey)
Sayin' she was peepin' and I dig the last video
So when Nelly, can we go; how could I tell her no?
Her measurements were 36-25-34
I like the way you brush your hair
And I like those stylish clothes you wear
I like the way the light hit the ice and glare
And I can see you moving way over there
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor all burst into fits of laughter once their spontaneous jam session comes to an end. It’s the first time that all twelve of them have been together in the choir room since the last day of school last spring. Steve puts his guitar back down as Sam walks back over to his chair from the drum set. The song was the duo’s idea, as Sam wanted to put his summer drumming lessons to good use.
There’s definitely an odd aura in the room, on account of many things having changed since last year: Sam and Sharon & Gamora and Peter breaking up; Bucky and Steve & Thor and Gamora getting together; Carol and Tony becoming a fully realized couple; T’Challa and Nakia continuing their flirtmance. But they do their best to ignore it considering it’s a happy occasion.
“I have missed this so much,” Nakia says aloud. The group all agree with nods and such.
“Can we never have a summer break again? We should all just lock ourselves inside the school next summer so that we don’t ever have to be apart,” Carol adds.
They all share looks between themselves. “I might love you guys, but I don’t love you guys that much,” Sam teases, garnering laughs.
Then, Bruce comes running into the room. “Aural Avengers!” He shouts excitedly. The group all hoot and holler as they greet their teacher. “Wow. I can’t tell you guys how much I’ve been looking forward to the day where I’d walk into the choir room and see all your smiling faces again. And hear those killer vocals, which by the way, I could hear from halfway across the school,” Bruce says.
“We couldn’t help ourselves, Mr. Banner,” Bucky says. “We were pretty eager to get right back to it.”
“Hey, I can’t say I blame you. I know you’re all probably tired of my stories from back in the day, but those of us in glee club always used to say that back to school from summer break always felt like Christmas day. Some of my all-time favorite performances are from our first day back. Mrs. Grey would always have the best songs for us to perform to get us back into the groove,” Bruce shares. The kids all smile at this.
“So, what song you got for us to tackle, Mr. B?” Sam asks.
Bruce blushes. “All in good time, Sam. We’ve got some more important things to discuss right now.”
“Like Thor’s haircut?” Steve teases. Over the summer, Thor cut his long mane and replaced it with a shorter cut.
The group all laugh as Thor rolls his eyes. “Haha, very funny,” he replies sarcastically.
“Well, yes, because it’s a very nice haircut, Thor,” Bruce assures. “Actually, I’m just now noticing that most of you have new hairdos, and they all look great.”
Gamora added pink to her already red and black wavy hair, while Nakia traded in her box braids for an afro. Additionally, Sharon dyed her hair platinum blonde, while Carol is sporting straight-across bangs with her cheerios high-pony. Steve and Tony also have shorter cuts.
“But no, that’s not it. Nationals are in New York City this year. And if all goes according to plan, we are going!” Bruce says. The kids clap and cheer. Bucky seems particularly enthusiastic. New York represents everything he’s been working toward: broadway and success. “However, if we want to guarantee our place there, if we want to clean sweep the competition this year, we are going to need to get out there and encourage other kids to join the glee club.”
Most of the kids are confused. “Wait, why do we need new members?” Carol questions.
“Don’t get me wrong. It’s not that we need new members, because I know that there’s enough talent in this room to get us a win at any competition, but that’s the one thing we lack strategically in comparison to Throat Explosion… And most glee clubs. We have twelve members, just as every glee club needs in order to compete, but others typically have between fifteen and twenty. The Acafellas at Regionals, for example, had fourteen members. And the more members a glee club has, the more intense and impressive their choreography is able to be.”
“Mr. Banner’s right you guys. You didn’t see Throat Explosion at Regionals. They were epic. As much as I dislike sharing the spotlight, I don’t think it would hurt to get more members,” Bucky shares.
“I’m with Bucky and Mr. Banner on this one,” Steve adds, placing a supportive hand on his boyfriend’s thigh.
“Gross,” says Carol. Bucky and Steve glare at her.
“We’ll just have to trust each other on this, guys. Now again, if we don’t end up recruiting, it’s not a loss. But if we do, it’s only going to benefit us in the long run,” Bruce says. “So, back to what we were discussing before, since I’ve been a little distracted on account of being later than usual with all of my class preparations, I thought I’d leave things up to you. Considering some of us are still transitioning from summer break to back to school, like yours truly, your assignment for the week is to perform a song relating to anything eventful that happened during your summer breaks. Then, for our big group performance, we’re going to perform a song of your choosing at the back to school assembly.”
“Wow, getting heckled during a performance and it’s only our first week back. Good idea, Mr. Banner,” Sharon says sarcastically.
“I was thinking it might inspire an audition or two, Sharon,” Mr. Banner replies. “Now, moving onto our final order of business, heading to New York for Nationals means we are going to need to do some serious fundraising to pay our way there. So, even though it’s only August and Nationals aren’t until the end of next May, you guys might want to start brainstorming ideas for that now.”
Then, the bell cuts him off.
“Alright, see you guys later,” Bruce says as he makes his way into his office.
The kids all disperse, heading for various different classrooms. Bucky takes notice of the way Steve’s hand immediately lets go of his as soon as they head out of the choir room.
“Alright, I’ll see you later,” Steve says with a smile.
“Yeah, see you,” Bucky says, forcing a smile himself.
From a few feet away, Nakia and Gamora pick up on the boys’ interaction. They share a knowing look, causing Nakia to whip out her phone and write up a text to Bucky.
“Hey! Meet me and Gamora out on the bleachers for lunch!!! (:”
Seconds later, Bucky replies. “Suree!”
“There he is!” Nakia exclaims as Bucky approaches the girls.
Bucky waves and smiles at them. “How’s the first day treating you two?” He asks, taking a seat right by them.
“I have Clint Barton in my math class… I want to puke,” Gamora says.
Bucky grimaces. “Gross. But hey, at least now if Clint messes with you, you can just get your new big, buff boyfriend to kick his ass.”
Gamora blushes. “Ugh, let’s not. I feel like I’ve been having this same conversation all day so far.”
“So, how did that happen? When did that happen?” Bucky asks. “I feel so out of the loop. We all only managed to hang out twice this summer!”
“Well, I got a summer job at the Aqua Zone lifeguarding. I had just completed my two weeks of training when all of a sudden my boss tells me a new member was joining the staff. Low and behold, it was Thor. He worked there last summer too, I guess. We ended up getting scheduled together often, so we started talking a lot. In fact, he and I talked more in two shifts than we did all of last year,” Gamora says with a laugh. “Anyways, I found myself falling for him. So, when he asked me on a date… I couldn’t say no.”
Bucky’s smiling from ear to ear. “Gamora Whoberi. You are a brand-new woman,” he teases. Nakia and Gamora both chuckle. “So, how did you break that news to Pete?”
Gamora rolls her eyes. “As awful as it is to say, it wasn’t hard. Something happened to him this summer. I never found out what it was, because he refused to let me in. But whatever it was, it changed his mood. He just got really… Bitter? Angry? I don’t know. He was acting like a totally different person. But he also ignored me all the time and blew off a few dates. The night Thor asked me out was actually on a night Peter and I had a date scheduled and he just never called. But don’t worry, I broke up with him before Thor and I went out.”
Bucky frowns at this. To think that Peter might’ve changed from his regular kind, laid back, and easily approachable self to angry made Bucky sad. “Damn. Well, I can’t blame you. Especially when you consider the fact that Thor kind of looks like an actual Greek god.”
Nakia laughs as Gamora blushes, yet again.
“Bucky, can I be honest about something?” Nakia asks. Bucky nods as he takes a bite of his cheese bun. “Gamora and I, we… Noticed you and Steve… Leaving glee club.”
Bucky frowns. “You saw that?”
The girls nod. “So, what’s going on there?”
Bucky sighs. “I don’t know. Steve and I, we had a good summer. No, we had a great summer, actually.”
“Bleh, try to keep it PG please,” Nakia says.
The trio laugh. “Shut up, Nakia. We didn’t do anything. But we did have a lot of fun. We went to drive-in movies, we went on walks at Prospect Park. It was fun. But you guys know what’s up with Steve. He’s a living, walking secret. His dad is… Coming out is out of the question for Steve. Especially because he’s still very confused. So much so that I could barely get him to talk about it this summer.”
“So, you are still dating? Just, in secrecy?” Gamora asks in clarification.
“Yes.” Bucky confirms. The girls squeal at this. “Don’t get too excited, please. It was one thing when we were able to hide out and roam freely every day. But being back at school, I’m worried it’s going to change everything.”
“How so?”
“Well, first of all, because he’s just as worried about Barton and Rumlow and the football guys finding out about us as he is about his father. He’s going to be on fight or flight mode every time I’m around him, just like he was when that Parker kid interviewed us and when he basically threw my hand off of his when we walked out of the choir room.” The girls nod in understanding. “And, second of all, there’s that,” he adds, pointing across the field to Steve, who’s striking up a conversation with Sharon.
Nakia and Gamora avert their attention to the pair. “Sharon? The girl’s harmless. I’m fairly certain that that’s their first conversation since last year,” Nakia says.
“But I’m pretty sure he’s not over her,” Bucky replies sadly.
“Why do you say that?” Gamora asks.
“Steve keeps a journal… And I caught him writing in it one day. All I managed to see before he shut it closed were the words ‘over’ and ‘Sharon’.’”
Nakia and Gamora share a look. “Well, Bucky, I think you’re in the clear. If he really wasn’t over her and still wanted her, he would’ve reached out by now. And he hasn’t,” Nakia says.
“And he’s also with you,” Gamora adds. “Besides, he could’ve been writing about literally anything.”
Bucky half smiles. “Thanks, guys. But I don’t know. For as good as things were during the summer, I can’t help but still be hesitant. Yes, because it’s my first relationship and I don’t want my heart broken, but also because It’s going to be hell having to continue to keep this a secret. And I don’t know how long Steve’s going to want to do it for.”
“Hey, you’ve never once mentioned desperately wanting a boyfriend. You’re Bucky Barnes. For the entire time we’ve known you, you’ve been about one thing and one thing only: performing. So, if it’s not meant to be, it’s not meant to be. But performing will always be there for you,” Nakia says.
“And we will too,” Gamora says.
Bucky smiles and immediately moves to hug them. He’s definitely missed his friends, and he’s grateful that they get the opportunity to see one another every day again.
Steve and Bucky are parked in front of the Sanctorum Drive-In Theatre, waiting for their showing of Kick-Ass 2. It’s their first date in roughly two weeks, since Steve’s been crazy busy coming up with plays for football. They’re parked as far from the screen as possible.
“How was your day, babe?” Steve asks his boyfriend.
Bucky shrugs. “Extremely tedious.”
Steve nods. “Totally, mine too… Well, at least I think it was. What’s tedious?”
Bucky laughs. “Like, slow or uneventful.”
“Oh, then yeah, definitely same. I haven’t even heard anything about football. We don’t know who the hell is coaching, or if we’re even going to get a coach.”
“Oh, come on. Principal Fury’s obsessed with football. Besides, Shield hasn’t won the state championship in years. He’s got to be hungry for it by now.”
Steve agrees. “That’s true. And since Murdock was an awful coach, he’s probably excited to find someone better.”
“So, I saw you talking to Sharon today. How did that go?” Bucky questions abruptly.
“Meh. We spoke for like ten seconds. It was pretty basic chit chat,” Steve says.
“Mm,” Bucky hums with a nod.
The screen finally turns on, and the previews begin. Steve takes a handful of popcorn into his mouth. He then looks at Bucky through his peripherals. He looks bothered.
“Are you okay?” Steve asks.
“Yeah,” Bucky says blankly.
“Alright, what’s wrong? You’re mad I spoke to Sharon?”
Bucky shakes his head. “Nope. Not at all.”
Steve’s face drops. “Bucky… You’re a very easy person to read. You’re mad about something, so let’s talk about it.”
“Why did you park all the way back here?” Bucky finally asks.
Steve looks lost. “What do you mean?”
“I mean, we saw seven movies this summer. We always parked way up closer, around the first row of vehicles. What made you want to park all the way back here today?”
Steve shrugs. “I don’t know. I just picked a spot. Serious.”
“Is there also a reason you went and got both of our popcorns by yourself, as opposed to both of us going?”
Steve rolls his eyes. “Bucky, no.”
“Can I ask you something?”
“Okay,” Steve says hesitantly.
“Are you ashamed to be with me?”
Steve groans. “Bucky, I promise you. I’m not.”
“It just sucks because even though you only talked to her for ten seconds, you looked so comfortable talking to Sharon. Whereas every time we’re anywhere but the choir room, you put at least two feet of distance between us.”
“Bucky, that has nothing to do with you, and everything to do with me,” Steve confesses. “I love you. You know I do. I tried so hard to prove that to you all summer. But I still have to be careful. I don’t know what my father would do if he found out about me, but I know it wouldn’t be pretty in the slightest. There would be no rainbow cake or anything of the sorts. Probably just a hole in the wall, and a ton of screaming. And the same goes for my teammates. Because even though their opinions don’t matter, a nice hard beating to my face will. So, yes, I know it’s awful, but I have to put physical distance between us for my own safety. And yeah, fine, that’s why I parked back here. And that’s why I went to get our popcorn. But that doesn’t take away from how much I love you.”
Bucky holds back tears. He looks around to see if anybody’s watching and once he knows he’s clear, gives his boyfriend a chaste kiss. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay,” Steve says.
“It does really suck, though, Steve. Because I love you too. And I spent all summer fantasizing about getting to go public with our relationship, to show everyone that I’m extremely proud to be Steve Rogers’ boyfriend, and now I just feel like we’ve taken one step forward, two steps back.”
Steve nods. “I agree. I know how fucked up this is. I’m the happiest I’ve been in a long time and I can’t even properly show it. But this is what needs to be done for now. And if you love me like I love you, can you just promise me that you’ll respect this? And that you’ll just be patient with me, and won’t fault me for this? I promise, we will get there eventually. I don’t want to be hiding for the rest of my time in high school, but this is all still very new territory for me, even months later.”
Bucky grabs hold of Steve’s hand and kisses his knuckle. “Okay. I promise. We will make this work. And I will work on my patience.”
Steve looks around at the other vehicles just as Bucky had done a few minutes earlier. “Okay, looks like we’re good.”
“Good for what?”
“Good for this,” Steve says, leaping over onto his boyfriend and making out with him.
Bucky does love Steve. And he knows how much Steve loves him. So, he needs to respect his boyfriend’s wishes. Bucky only realizes how blessed he’s really been with his own father when he thinks of Joseph Rogers. So, if hiding for just a while longer is all it’s going to take for them to eventually become that power couple Bucky has dreamt of them being, then he’ll take it.
The rest of the evening goes perfectly, up until Steve gets a text. His phone is on the dashboard, and Bucky can see the text has come from Sharon.
Later that night, upon being dropped back off at home, Bucky watches the night sky, singing the song he would perform in glee club this week if it wouldn't cause yet another rift between him and his boyfriend.
[Bucky:]
I still remember the third of December, me in your sweater
You said it looked better on me than it did you
Only if you knew how much I liked you
But I watch your eyes as she
Walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than the blue sky
She's got you mesmerised while I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
I wish I were Heather
Watch as she stands with her, holding your hand
Put your arm 'round her shoulder, now I'm getting colder
But how could I hate her, she's such an angel
But then again, kinda wish she were dead as she
Walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than the blue sky
She's got you mesmerised while I die
Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
I wish I were Heather
Oh, I wish I were Heather
Oh, oh, I wish I were Heather
Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater, it's just polyester
But you like her better
I wish I were
“So?!” Sharon shouts as she jumps onto Nakia’s bed. “How was the first day of junior year?”
“Really good. This year’s going to be such a breeze,” Nakia answers.
“Well, that makes one of us,” Sharon says, quite bothered.
“Why, what happened?”
“Nothing. And that’s just it,” Sharon admits. “Nakia, the first day of school last year, I walked into school captain of the cheerios, without a single care in the world. Or so I thought, at least. I’m the first girl in Shield High history who managed to get captain during her sophomore year. I remember Valkyrie, Carol, and I having to eat lunch on the quad because we couldn’t fit at a lunch table with the rest of the cheerios and all of our football playing boyfriends. This year, I had maybe two people say hi to me, and I sat with my freshman cousin at lunch.”
Nakia scoffs. “But why is that a problem? Do you really still care about all that stuff? Being a cheerio, being popular?”
“Yes. And I know it’s sad to even admit it, but yes. I do care about it. I miss it,” Sharon says. “This can’t be what God has planned for me. I put in a lot of work in order to achieve the successes I did.”
Nakia shrugs. “Well, you could always find another club to join. Maybe then, you can work your way back up the social ladder somehow.”
“Nakia, I’m in the glee club. It doesn’t matter what club I join. I’m still going to have a big, fat target on my forehead,” Sharon explains.
“Well, hey, maybe you should get back together with Sam? Maybe he has an idea?” Nakia teases.
“Not! Funny!” Sharon screams into a pillow.
Then, Nakia’s phone rings. It’s T’Challa.
“Why aren’t you answering? It’s probably your boyfriend,” Sharon says, still in her pillow.
“Because I’m playing hard to get. Just taking your advice from back in the summer,” Nakia confesses. “And clearly it’s working if he’s still calling.”
Sharon comes up for air. “I’m so proud,” she says, hugging Nakia.
The two girls have grown immensely ever since Sharon moved into the Shauku house. Sometimes the mere thought of them being friends still shocks Nakia to her core. Exactly one year prior, the two hated one another. And here they are now, living together and being best friends. But life is funny like that sometimes. You can find exactly what you’re looking for in the most unlikely of places, or people: Nakia found someone who could help her overcome her eating disorder, and Sharon found someone who could help her through her pregnancy.
Sharon notices the sad look on her best friend’s face. “Are you okay?”
Nakia nods. “It’s just… I don’t know. It’s fun to tease him and stuff, and I do like him, but I don’t think I can be with him. I’ve come a long way in getting over my eating disorder, but there’s just something in my gut that’s telling me it’s too early to be having a boyfriend. Is that bad?”
“Nakia, take it from someone who gave in to temptation way too early and had to pay the consequences: no. It’s not bad. If you’re not ready, then you’re not ready. And there’s nothing wrong with that,” Sharon states.
“Back when we first started flirting, I blamed me not being able to date on my parents. And, sure, that might actually be a part of the equation, but I feel dishonest blaming it on that. Should I tell him it’s me, and that I’m just not ready?”
“I think so. Because if he decides not to stick around when you’re not giving him what he wants, then you’ll know what kind of person he is.”
Nakia perks up. “Hey, while we’re on the topic of boys, can I ask you something?” Sharon nods. “What’re your thoughts on Steve?”
“Rogers?” Sharon questions. “I don’t know. I spoke to him for the first time in like seven months today. It was nice, but it’s still very awkward… And kind of tense. But I did just text him to let him know that if he ever wants to talk sometime, I’m here.”
“Do you still like him? And like as in like,” Nakia asks.
Sharon shrugs. “No? Maybe? I don’t know. Part of me will always have love for him, but I don’t think so. And, honestly, it doesn’t matter. Despite talking to me, he probably still hates my guts. And I wouldn’t blame him if he did. I ruined any and all chances with that boy when I agreed to sleep with Sam. Why do you ask?”
“Just curious,” Nakia says. “So, if you were to walk into school tomorrow and join a new club, which would you pick? There’s yearbook, debate, film, robotics, and like a hundred other options.”
“I think I have one in mind,” Sharon says with a devilish grin on her face.
August 24, 2013
“Alright, good morning, guys!” Mr. Banner says enthusiastically. “Do we have any volunteers to help kick-start this week’s assignment?”
“Me and Thor are ready, Mr. Banner!” Gamora answers.
“Come on up, guys,” Bruce says.
Gamora and Thor walk down to the floor. “So, some of you know, and some of you might not, but to keep things short and sweet, Gamora and I are together. And I could not be happier,” Thor says.
Gamora smiles. “The song’s pretty self-explanatory,” she says to her teammates.
“Hit it, boys,” Thor says to the band. The tune of the song gets everyone moving in their seats.
[Thor:]
Baby, when I met you there was peace unknown
I set out to get you with a fine tooth comb
I was soft inside
There was something going on
[Gamora & Thor:]
You do something to me that I can't explain
Hold me closer and I feel no pain
Every beat of my heart
We got something going on
[Thor:]
Tender love is blind
It requires a dedication
[Gamora & Thor:]
All this love we feel needs no conversation
We ride it together, ah ha
Making love with each other, ah ha
Islands in the stream
That is what we are
No one in between
How can we be wrong
Sail away with me
To another world
And we rely on each other, ah ha
From one lover to another, ah ha
[Gamora:]
I can't live without you if the love was gone
Everything is nothing if you got no one
And you did walk in the night
Slowly losing sight of the real thing
[Gamora & Thor:]
But that won't happen to us and we got no doubt
Too deep in love and we got no way out
And the message is clear
This could be the year for the real thing
[Gamora:]
No more will you cry
Baby, I will hurt you never
[Gamora & Thor:]
We start and end as one
In love forever
We can ride it together, ah ha
Making love with each other, ah ha
Islands in the stream
That is what we are
No one in between
How can we be wrong
Sail away with me
To another world
And we rely on each other, ah ha
From one lover to another, ah ha
[Gamora:]
Oh, come sail away with me
[Gamora & Thor:]
Islands in the stream
That is what we are
No one in between
How can we be wrong
Sail away with me
To another world
And we rely on each other, ah ha
From one lover to another, ah ha
Islands in the stream
That is what we are
No one in between
How can we be wrong
Sail away with me
To another world
And we rely on each other, ah ha
From one lover to another, ah ha
Islands in the stream
That is what we are
No one in between
The Aural Avengers go crazy for the new couple’s number. Thor’s immensely deep voice and Gamora’s raspy, edgy voice make for a nice combination.
“Oh my god, guys! That’s such a great, classic tune! And an amazing performance to do it justice. Good job,” Bruce says to them. He then points right to Gamora. “And you? You looked like a whole new person up there.”
Gamora laughs. “I feel like a whole new person, Mr. B.”
“It’s good to see you so happy, Gamora. Both of you, actually,” Bruce says.
From the back row of the choir room, Sam looks over at Peter, who seems to be both on the verge of tears, and ready to punch someone.
“Bruce Banner!” A voice calls out from the doorway of the teacher’s lounge. Bruce, in the middle of a conversation with Señora Chavez, and in between bites of his muffin, whips his head around.
“Stephen Strange!” Bruce says. The two men rush to properly greet one another with a hug.
“I haven’t seen you in months!” Bruce exclaims.
“I know, it’s been too damn long,” Stephen says as he pulls away. Bruce gestures for Stephen to join him and America.
“Hi, there, Stephen,” America says to her co-worker.
“Well, hello there, America. It’s great to see you,” Stephen replies, greeting her with a brief hug.
“Likewise,” she says. “Thanks for keeping me company and listening to me rant, Bruce.
“Of course, good luck with the freshmen,” Bruce says as she packs up her briefcase to head back to her office.
“Thank you. You two enjoy your day.”
Once she’s gone, the two men squeal in excitement. “Well? How the fuck have you been?”
“I’ve been great, despite having to spend most of my summer break taking care of my nephews,” Stephen answers. “I’m just glad my brother lives in Los Angeles as opposed to somewhere boring, like New Hampshire.”
“Yeah, that was really sweet of you to go out there and help Victor and his wife with the kids,” Bruce notes.
Stephen shrugs. “I was happy to do it. No parent wants to be dealing with three rugrats when they’re about to have another baby. Besides, I never get out there to see them. And like I said, it’s L.A. Getting to kick back on the beach was quite the adventure.”
“You know, you’re pretty ballsy for literally jumping off the plane, getting into a cab, and showing up to school empty handed. Especially considering you already missed the first day of the new year,” Bruce says.
Stephen laughs. “You underestimate me, Banner. I had everything prepped for my first week of teaching before I even left for L.A. I even hauled ass across town and left it all sitting in my office.”
“Well, here’s to being organized,” Bruce says, raising his coffee.
“And to a new school year,” Stephen replies, clinking his bottle of water to Bruce’s mug.
The two take sips of their respective drinks. “So, anything exciting happen while I was gone?”
Bruce sits in thought. Rather suspiciously. “Mm, not that I can think of.”
Stephen glares at him. “Bullshit.”
“No, seriously. I had an extremely generic and uneventful summer,” Bruce assures.
“Is there any word on you know who?”
“She’s a ghost. I’ve tried texts, emails, I even called her parents and only ever got voicemail. But can we expect anything less? Can’t imagine the humiliation she must be feeling, especially knowing the bastard was dragged out of here by the Lima Police Department.”
Stephen silently agrees. “I wonder if Nick’s heard from her.”
“Why would he have heard from her?”
“Well, it’s the second day of school. I’m sure the principal of the school’s going to need to know if he needs to hire a new guidance counselor or not.”
“That’s a good point,” Bruce says.
“Hello, fellow employees. Yes, I have returned. This past summer, I penned my memoir - I’m a Winner, and You’re Fat – And yes, in addition to being the winningest coach in cheerleading history, I am now also a New York Times bestselling author,” Maria Hill speaks to all of the staff in the room.
Fortunately, she doesn’t really get the reaction she wanted. So, she moves straight to her favorite co-workers.
“What’s the matter, boys? Cat crap in your coffee?” Maria asks Bruce and Stephen. The men groan at her presence and at the awful question.
“No, we were just…
“Just wondering whether or not Natasha was going to come back,” Stephen finishes for Bruce.
“Oh, she’s coming back,” Maria states confidently.
“Do you know that for a fact?” Bruce questions.
“Yes. Because effective today, I’m acting interim guidance counselor,” Maria replies.
Bruce and Stephen laugh aloud at this news. “You? Guidance counselor? How?”
Maria smiles sarcastically. “Well, I know this is going to sound kind of crazy, considering I’m so goddamn good at it, but being a cheerleading coach was not always the plan. I have a bachelor’s degree in psychology. And because Natasha is a no show, I decided to step up to the plate and lend a hand. This school’s budget is already tighter than a librarian’s taco, I didn’t want to risk anymore cheerios money being handed out to anymore dingbats like it was to Banner last year.”
Bruce rolls his eyes. “Well, if you’re only covering for her, do you know when she’s coming back?” Stephen asks.
“No, that is currently T.B.D. Fury left that in her hands. I think we can all agree Romanoff has been put through enough. He didn’t also want to stress out her out by giving her a time limit.”
Bruce and Stephen share a look. It’s good news. Natasha could’ve easily picked up and left to another high school, most likely in another district or city, where no one knew of her situation. They take solace in the fact that she will be back.
“Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have to go prepare for cheerios tryouts,” Maria says, getting up from her seat. “That’s when a bunch of people try out to be a member of the squad. Just in case you were confused, Bruce. I know you don’t have to worry about things like that in the glee club.”
“Alright, ladies. The key to successful cheerios try-outs is brutal honesty. If someone comes out here and makes a complete and utter fool of themselves, it’s okay to make them cry. Because they put themselves in that position. So, really, it’s their fault,” Maria says to Carol and Valkyrie.
The ladies situate themselves at their table. “Hit it,” she says to Carol, who presses play on the cheerios iPod full of music. “Daisy Johnson,” Maria calls out with her megaphone.
Sophomore Daisy Johnson walks out onto the gymnasium floor. “Entertain me,” Maria says to her.
The girl proceeds to stumble and fumble her way through a pretty simple routine, causing Maria, Carol, and Valkyrie to judge her immensely.
“Terrible,” Carol mutters, shaking her head.
“That was awful,” Maria says in agreement. “Next!”
On the other end of the gymnasium, Nakia watches tryouts from the doorway. She hadn’t meant to. Her and T’Challa made a date to have lunch in the gymnasium because it’s usually never occupied during the lunch break. Though clearly today it is.
“Hey!” T’Challa says from behind Nakia, startling her.
Nakia jumps. As T’Challa laughs, she whacks his arm. “You jerk! I can’t believe you.”
“It was too easy,” he replies.
“Well, jokes on you. We can’t have our secret lunch in here. The cheerios are having tryouts,” Nakia says.
Another girl, presumably a freshman, as Carol and Valkyrie are unfamiliar with her, comes out now. “Well, start,” Valkyrie barks.
This girl starts out well and manages to get Maria’s attention, but ends up tripping over a pom-pom and faceplanting. Valkyrie and Carol laugh at this.
As does T’Challa. Nakia turns around and whacks him again. “You’re really acting up today, aren’t you?”
“I’m sorry, babe,” T’Challa says.
Nakia snorts. “Babe is a big word for two friends.”
“Oh, come on, Nakia. We both know we’re more than friends. How long are you going to string me along for? I know you’re interested in me. If you weren’t, we wouldn’t have spent all summer texting back and forth. Or gone to see all those movies. Or hit the arcade all those times,” T’Challa says.
Nakia groans. “Look, T. Sure, I like you. But I’m not going to do anything about it. I can’t. Not right now. And the truth is, it’s not just about my parents not wanting me to date. I’m still not ready. So, if you would rather move onto another girl, one who’s probably ready to even have sex, you can do that. It’s okay. I’m sure it’s a hassle to have to go from scoring with cheerios to a hanging around a girl like me.”
T’Challa’s jaw drops. “Whoa, whoa, Nakia. First of all, I have only ever hooked up with one girl. I’m not out here having sex on the daily. I’m not Sam. Second, I’m not going anywhere. I already told you I wasn’t going to rush or pressure you. I’m just teasing. That’s just me, okay?”
Nakia nods. “And third, a ‘girl like you’?” He questions. “Do you mean a girl who’s strong willed? Resilient? And who’s voice can fill an entire arena? You are singlehandedly the greatest girl I’ve ever met in my entire life.”
“Next!” Maria shouts, pulling Nakia and T’Challa’s attention onto the tryouts.
The girl walks off as a guy walks in. He does some sort of crumping routine. Neither of the three women are impressed. “What is wrong with you?” Valkyrie asks aggressively.
“Get out of here,” Maria says.
“Thank you,” Nakia says, diverting her attention back to T’Challa.
T’Challa kisses her on the cheek. “Just friends… Until you’re ready. Now, where should we eat lunch?”
“Next!” Maria shouts.
“Do you want to eat on the football field?” Nakia asks.
The boy runs out in humiliation as a familiar face walks into the gym. Sharon.
“I didn’t know Sharon was trying out for the cheerios again?”
Nakia looks at him, puzzled. “She’s not.”
“Then who is that?” T’Challa questions.
Maria stares at her for a few seconds. “No. No way, get out.”
“Coach Hill, please hear me out,” Sharon begs.
“Nope. I trusted you and you let me down. I don’t want you anywhere near my squad. You’ll deafen them with the sound of your stretch marks rubbing together.”
“I understand that Mr. Fury’s going to have to hire a new coach for the football team now that Murdock’s rotting away in prison. Well, word on the street is that he’s probably going to have to take some money out of the cheerios budget in order to do so, just like he had to do with glee club last year,” Sharon says.
Maria stares at her coldly. “What’s your point?”
“Well, I’ll bet there a quite a few church groups who would gladly give money to a squad who helped rehabilitate a girl who got pregnant, and now speaks out for abstinence education while wearing a cheerios uniform.”
Maria locks eyes with Sharon, intrigued.
“Could be of great use to you this year. Especially because if the Aural Avengers make it to Nationals, Fury’s also most likely going to fork up some cash for the trip to New York.”
“What’re you doing, Coach Hill? Say no!” Valkyrie exclaims in a whisper, though Sharon can hear it.
“Next!” Maria shouts hesitantly. Sharon walks away with a smile on her face, knowing what she’s told Maria has very much registered.
Nakia watches as her best friend exits the gymnasium, scared that Coach Hill will eventually let her on the squad again, and what that might mean for their friendship.
“Alright, good afternoon, guys! How are we coming with ideas for the back to school assembly?” Bruce asks the kids.
Peter’s hand flies up. Bruce points to him to answer.
“Mr. Banner, I would like to perform my number for this week’s assignment.”
“Come on up, Pete,” Bruce calls.
Peter wheels up to the center of the floor. “So, this week’s assignment is for us to sing a song representing our summer, or anything that happened to us over the summer. Well, something did happen to me this summer: I got dumped. So, I chose a song that best represents my feelings about that,” he shares. He then nods to the band, who start playing the chords to the All-American Rejects’ “Gives You Hell.”
[Peter:]
I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place
And you're still probably working
At a nine to five pace
I wonder how bad that tastes
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
And did it ever get you far
You never seemed so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
Right around the middle of the performance, most of the Aural Avengers completely ignore the fact that Peter is blatantly singing about one of their own and join in on the performance. The only ones who do not partake are Gamora, Thor, Nakia, and Bucky.
[Peter w/ Aural Avengers:]
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well (treats you well)
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
[Peter:]
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on
And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
[Peter w/ Aural Avengers:]
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well (treats you well)
Then he's a fool, you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can't look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well
[Aural Avengers:]
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well
Hope it gives you hell
[Peter w/ Aural Avengers:]
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and you sing along but you never tell (but you never tell)
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song
I hope that it will treat you well
You can sing along
I hope that it puts you through hell
Gamora instantly rises to her feet and walks out of the choir room, anxiety consuming her. “Gamora?” Bruce calls.
Thor rises to his feet as well. He grabs his and Gamora’s bags and follows his girlfriend’s lead. “That was a real dick move, bro,” Thor says to Peter before he exits.
“Alrighty… Guys, let’s not use our number to shame others, whether we feel they deserve it or not,” Bruce says.
August 25, 2013.
Sam enters the tutor center, brown sack of lunch in hand and backpack slung on his back. “Hey, is Peter Quill around?” He asks the closest nerd around.
Hey, sue him. He’s still getting used to being friends with people like Peter and Gamora, and even Bucky. Before glee club, Sam only ever really interacted with footballers, cheerios, and other kids with a high social status. The only times he spoke to losers was when he was tossing them into dumpsters.
“He’s in room two over there,” the girl replies. She’s like the spitting image of Peter, right down to the khakis and glasses.
“Thanks,” Sam replies. He walks off and spots Peter through the window. He knocks.
Peter looks up at the door. “Hi?”
“Hey,” Sam greets enthusiastically. “What you doing?”
“I’m just getting a head-start on next week’s math homework.”
“Seriously? Dude, it’s like the third day of school. Cut yourself some slack.”
Peter smiles. “So, not to be rude, but what are you doing here?"
Sam exhales. “I’m here because I was wondering if you wanted to have lunch?”
“Have lunch with you?” Peter asks, shell shocked.
“Yeah, why not? We’re friends, right?”
Peter stares at him blankly. “Are we?”
Sam takes a seat. “Sure we are. So, I’m going to sit here with you and eat my lunch.” He pulls out a turkey sub from his lunch bag. He then digs in his backpack for a full-size bag of Dorito chips. “You’re not eating?”
Peter puts down his pencil and digs through his backpack to pull out a taco salad.
“So, I don’t mean to bring up an uncomfortable subject at all, but I noticed how rattled you got when Thor and Gamora sang their number in glee. I mean, clearly it rattled you, considering your response to it.”
“Oh, I see. So, you’re just here to be nosy? You don’t actually care to be my friend; you’re just interested in hearing about my bullshit relationship drama?” Peter asks.
“No, it’s not like that, Peter,” Sam assures him.
“So then why are you here?” Peter questions aggressively.
“Because when I saw your face yesterday, I saw myself every time Sharon and Steve sung together last year. Or every time I saw them walk down the halls holding hands, or every time they kissed in front of me. I’ve been in your position, and I know how bad it sucks. And since I didn’t have anyone there for me, I figured I would try to be that person for you,” Sam explains, then stands up. “But if you would rather sit here and work on the polyamorous theory and eat your salad by yourself, then…”
Peter bursts out in laughter. “What’s so funny?” Sam asks.
“It’s… Pythagorean theorem,” Peter says.
Sam shrugs. “It also doesn’t matter.”
Peter sighs. “Gamora dumped me this summer. And not even a week later, she and Thor started dating.”
Sam’s jaw drops. “Damn. That’s hardcore. Why’d she break up with you? Weren’t you two real close last year? I thought you were like best friends.”
“If you must know, I fell into a pretty deep depression this summer.”
Sam nods. “Is everything alright, man? I understand if you don’t want to spill your secrets out to me, it’s just… You always seemed to be a high-spirited person. For you to be depressed, I feel like it would have to be a pretty major thing, you know?”
Peter moves to answer, but then halts. “I mean, for what it’s worth, I won’t go running my mouth to anyone. Besides, you probably already know all of my secrets,” Sam adds.
Peter looks down at the floor, ashamed. “It’s my accident.”
“What happened?”
“My mom and I got into a car accident right around the time of my eighth-grade graduation. The doctors were confident the wheelchair wasn’t going to be permanent and that I would eventually walk again. They said it would take a year minimum, so I should’ve started to regain feeling this past June. I got so excited that I started going hard at physical therapy and planning for life post-accident. I guess it was all for nothing, because here we are, about to be September, and nothing. All the doctors could say to me was that ‘everyone is different’, and that they couldn’t guarantee when exactly I would walk again,” Peter says.
Sam looks pained. “That’s awful. I’m sorry to hear that.”
“I did it to myself. I put it in my head that I would be walking again by the summer. Then it didn’t happen. So, I got all depressed. I started bailing on dates. I would take forever to reply to her. I would let her calls go to voicemail. I probably would’ve dumped me too.”
“Yeah, but she could’ve at least waited until the body was cold. Maybe given it a few weeks before she moved on. That just makes her look bad, in my opinion,” Sam says.
“It is what it is, you know?” Peter says. “I’m just pissed that it’s Thor. He and I were kind of friends for a minute. He gave me tips on what to do about my feelings for her, and I was tutoring him. Can’t believe he’d do that to me.”
“Yeah, well, even though we’re friends, Thor’s known for being pretty whack. Why do you think he’s always got a new girl on his arm? It’s because girls are constantly dumping him,” Sam says. He notices Peter still looks pretty defeated. “Are you still into her?”
Peter nods. “Of course. She was my first girlfriend. And my best friend.”
“Well, then you have two options. One, you can continue to be bitter and hostile, like that number was. Or two, you can be mature and show her exactly what she’s missing.”
Peter smiles. “Why are you doing this? Being nice to me, giving me advice?”
Sam shrugs. “Because I’m newly single, too. And, maybe I’m also still kind of into Sharon. And even though I love being in glee club, my reputation is forever going to be tainted because of it. A lot of friends have turned their backs on me. So, why don’t you and I do each other a favor?”
“If it’s tutoring, forget it,” Peter says. “I’m never going through that betrayal again.”
Sam laughs. “No, not that. Why don’t we look out for each other this year? Two single guys on the prowl, we’re still into our exes, we’re kind of an unlikely duo. We could probably be of good use to each other. And you seem like a cool dude.”
Peter doesn’t let it show on his face how genuinely happy that comment makes him. “Deal,” he says, extending a hand for Sam to shake.
Sam nods, then shakes it.
Steve’s watching an episode of Bob’s Burgers while working on football plays when his father comes into the living room, looking all dressed up and fancy.
“Whoa. Where are you off to tonight?” Steve asks.
Joseph laughs vehemently. “Nowhere special.”
“Oh, is that right? I haven’t seen you this done up since my junior high graduation."
Joseph exits the room and comes back in with a bouquet of flowers.
“Aw, for me? Pops, you shouldn’t have,” Steve teases.
“No, not for you, son,” Joseph says, swatting Steve’s leg. He takes a seat on the couch beside him. “I’m going on a date.”
Steve’s quite surprised. “Date? Really? Hey, is that why you’ve been in such a good mood the last little while?”
It’s true. Joseph and Steve have quite the strained relationship. So strained, in fact, that for a long time, Steve avoided talking to his dad unless it was absolutely necessary. But back in July, Steve noticed his father was smiling more, yelling less, and talking more. So, he went along with it.
“To be honest, yes. It is. I’ve been seeing this woman for a couple weeks now, but tonight is the night I’m going to ask her to be exclusive.”
“Well, sweet. I hope it goes well,” Steve says. “Who is she?”
“Just… Some woman I met at the coffee shop,” Joseph says. “Are you sure you’re okay with this?”
“Dad, as far as I know, you haven’t even thought of another woman since mom. And it’s been years. So, yes, I’m very much fine with it.”
Joseph hugs his son. A gesture that shocks Steve to his core. “Thank you, Steven.”
“So, where are you two going?”
“I’m taking her dancing,” his father answers.
Steve snorts. “Sorry, that just seems like an odd choice.”
“I know it’s kind of cheesy and embarrassing, and it’s definitely not my first choice, but she’s really into it. And when you’re really infatuated with the person you’re with, you’ll do everything and anything you can to make them feel as loved, appreciated, and heard as you can. Even if that means doing something completely out of your comfort zone,” Joseph explains.
What he says really resonates with Steve, and it gets him thinking about Bucky.
“Well, I’m off,” Joseph says as he throws on his coat. “Have a good night, son. I love you.”
“I love you too, pops."
His father’s words play on repeat in his head for hours. It inspires Steve to do something extra, in addition to boring old dates, to prove to Bucky how much he loves him and values him. But, to do it, he calls on Thor and Tony for help.
August 26, 2013.
Valkyrie and Carol make their way towards Maria’s office bright and early.
“What do you think she wants?” Valkyrie asks, even more snarky than usual. She’s definitely not a morning person.
“I have no idea,” Carol says. “Maybe E! wants to do a reality show all about the cheerios.”
“What makes you think that?”
“I don’t know. I mean, if the Kardashians can have one, why can’t we? At least we have talent.”
They knock on the door. “Come in,” Maria says.
The girls find her scribbling away in her journal. “Morning, ladies.”
“You wanted to see us?” Valkyrie questions.
“Yes, have a seat.” The girls do as they’re told. “I’m sorry, girls. But I don’t have good news for you.” The two are scared for their lives. “Valkyrie, Carol. You’re being stripped of your positions as co-captains.”
“What?! Why?” Valkyrie asks in a shout.
“Because I want to ensure I receive a full budget this year on the chance that some of our funds end up in other teachers’ possession for a second year in a row, and the only way I’m going to get that is through outside sources, like church groups. Therefore, Sharon will replace you.”
“Are you fucking kidding me?” Valkyrie questions. “Coach, we won Nationals, haven’t we proven ourselves to be of value?”
“See, it’s funny, Valkyrie. Because I told myself the same thing. But then, I reminded myself of how you two made a mockery of me and intentionally took a hot, steaming dump all over me when you refused to help sabotage your precious little glee club at Sectionals. So, forgive me if I’m just not at all apologetic. Now, get the hell out of here before I demote you to the bottom of the pyramid,” Maria says.
Valkyrie storms out, yelling and cursing in Spanish. “Bye, Coach,” Carol says, on the verge of tears, as she heads for the door.
Sharon walks into school that morning and finds her cheerios uniform in her locker, along with a note that reads, “See you at practice, Captain.”
She’s filled to the brim with excitement. She takes her uniform to the nearest bathroom and immediately changes into it. Sharon feels a certain power overtake her body once she’s finally back in her suit, similar to the way a superhero feels when transforming. She heads for the mirror, old clothes stuffed into her backpack, and throws her hair into that signature cheerios high pony. It takes a total of eight minutes to do it, but once it’s done, she feels powerful.
Sharon feels even more powerful when she walks out of the bathroom and every single student in her vicinity part like the red sea and watch her in awe as she struts down the hallway.
“All is right with the world. Bow down, bitches," Sharon thinks to herself.
Her power strut is interrupted, however, by Valkyrie. She comes running down the hallway and pushes Sharon into a nearby locker. “What the fuck is your problem?” Sharon asks her.
“You just had to do it, didn’t you? You just had to come crawling back to the cheerios. It wasn’t enough you had to take my boyfriend, now you had to take captain away from me too!?” Valkyrie argues. “Privileged little bitch!”
“You mean the position that you took from me? Yeah, sorry if I don’t give a shit.”
Valkyrie bitch-slaps her old friend across the face. “You can’t hit me!” Sharon exclaims.
“Oh, sure I can, unless you got yourself knocked up again, slut!” Valkyrie screams. With that, Sharon lunges at her, and the two end up in a heated, physical altercation.
“Stop the violence,” Carol says from the audience forming around the fighting girls.
“Hey, hey! What is this?” Bruce says as he comes running in to break up the fight. “What happened to us being a family?”
“Oh, please. She has a family, she’s a mother,” Valkyrie says.
“Walk away! And tighten up your pony before you get to class!” Sharon screams as Bruce holds her back.
“Good morning, guys. Who’s up today?” Bruce says as he comes into the choir room.
Sharon raises her hand and walks down to the floor before Bruce even calls on her.
“Go ahead, Sharon,” he says.
“I’ve been through a lot of stuff the past couple of months, this summer included, and I figured now was as good a time as ever to formally respond to all of it,” she says before the band plays the track.
[Sharon:]
After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end, I wanna thank you
'Cause you made me that much stronger
Well, I thought I knew you
Thinkin' that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust, called your bluff
Time is up 'cause I've had enough
You were there by my side
Always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out in shame
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But uh-uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh, yeah, yeah, yeah ohh
During the track, Sharon thinks of Maria, Valkyrie, her parents, everyone who has helped put her through shit recently.
Never saw it coming
All of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in on a good thing
Before I realized your game
I heard you're goin' 'round playin' the victim now
But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies
Guess you're wanting to hold me
But that won't work anymore (no more, aha, it's over)
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust, so cruel?
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies
Disguise yourself through living in denial
But in the end you'll see, you won't stop me
I am a fighter and I (I'm a fighter)
I ain't gon' stop (I ain't gonna stop)
There is no turning back
I've had enough
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder (oh)
It makes me that much wiser (oh yeah, oh yeah)
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster (yeah)
Made my skin a little bit thicker (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Makes me that much smarter (yeah)
So thanks for making me a fighter (Fighter)
You thought I would forget but I, I remembered (ooh-ooh-ooh)
'Cause I remembered (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I remembered
You thought I would forget (ooh-ooh)
I remembered (ooh-ooh)
'Cause I remembered (ooh)
I remembered
Makes me that much stronger (ooh-ooh)
Makes me work a little bit harder (ooh-ooh)
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, Thor, and Bruce all applaud Sharon’s strong performance.
“Very well done, Sharon,” Bruce says.
Nakia tries to remain unbothered that her friend is wearing her cheerios uniform, right around the time that Bucky takes note of how enthusiastically Steve applauded Sharon.
“Hey,” Sharon says to Nakia, lunch tray in hand. Nakia’s seated alone, waiting for Gamora to join her.
“Are you sure you want to be seen with me? I would hate for the cheerios to give you a hard time for being around a loser like me,” Nakia replies.
Sharon takes a seat and grabs Nakia’s hand. “Hey. You and I have come too far these past six months for us to revert to how things used to be.”
Nakia looks emotional. “How do I know you’re not just going to get bored with me and dump me to the side for all the popular girls?”
“Because of three reasons: one, I live with you. That would cause a lot of drama that I know for a fact neither of us want to deal with; Two, I’m still in the glee club, so regardless of the little popularity boost being back on the cheerios is going to give me, I’m still going to be at the bottom of the totem pole; And three, you are my best friend, Nakia. I’ve formed a connection with you deeper than I’ve ever had with any friend. I’m not going to jeopardize that. I swear on everything.”
Nakia lets a tear drop. “Okay.”
“Now, I’m going to sit here and eat my delicious lunch with my best friend, if that’s okay with you?” Sharon asks.
“Yes,” she replies.
Nakia’s still wary. She needs to be. How stupid would she look if she believed all of Sharon’s words, only for Sharon to stab her in the back in a few months?
August 27, 2013.
“Alright, how are we all feeling?” Mr. Banner asks the Aural Avengers backstage. They decided to forgo the matching outfits this time and perform in their regular clothes. Bruce highly suggested that the cheerios wear their uniforms and the football players wear their letterman jackets.
“Good,” some of them reply, while some only nod.
“You okay?” Thor asks Gamora.
Gamora nods and smiles. “I’ll be good.” Peter almost pukes at this.
“Okay, guys. You picked the song, you choreographed and arranged the number all on your own, you’ve rehearsed. Whether this performance does end up getting us new members or not, I’m ridiculously proud of the work you put in this week.”
“And now, here’s a real treat to welcome you all back to the halls of Shield High. Fresh off their third-place finish at the Midwest Regionals Show Choir competition, please welcome the Aural Avengers,” Nick Fury says into the microphone.
“Yeah, cause we needed to be reminded of that catastrophe,” Valkyrie says, rolling her eyes.
“Good luck, guys!” Bruce calls out as they head out onto the gymnasium floor.
The instrumental for NONONO’s Pumpin’ Blood floods the room.
[Nakia:]
Hey heart, on the road again
Moving on forward
Sticks and stone won't break our bones
We’re in the car on the highway
[Tony:]
It's a magical feeling that no one's got a hold
You’re a catalyst to your happiness you know
[Aural Avengers:]
This is your heart, it's alive
It's pumping blood
It's your heart, it's alive
It's pumping blood
And the whole wide world is whistling
And it's whistling
[Bucky:]
Hey heart, on the run again
Driving strong onward
Stick and stones won't take its course
You got the part in the front seat
[Valkyrie:]
It's the best and worst feeling
like nothing can go wrong
You're the decider of the world
that you will get to know
[Aural Avengers:]
'Cause it's your heart, it's alive
It's pumping blood
It's your heart, it's alive
It's pumping blood
And the whole wide world is whistling
Hey heart on the road again
On the highway, on the highway
Hey heart on the road again
On the highway, on the highway
Cause it’s your heart, it's alive
It's pumping blood
And It's your heart, it's alive
It's pumping blood
And the whole wide world is whistling
Is whistling
And it's whistling
And it's whistling
Quite surprisingly, they get a bigger applause than they did for their homecoming assembly performance last year. Bruce hopes it’s a good sign for the year to come.
Nick calls Bruce and Maria into his office during the lunch hour.
“What is this about? I had a Skype meeting with Ellen DeGeneres that I pushed for this, so it better be good,” Maria says. “She wants to do a segment about my cheerios.”
“I called you both in here to discuss financial matters," Nick says.
“You’re going to restore my budget in full?” Maria asks.
“Not at all,” Nick replies. “In fact, I’m going to give the Aural Avengers a bigger percentage of the cheerios budget this year.”
“What?” Bruce asks in disbelief.
Maria laughs. “You’re joking, right?”
“No. Watching you guys perform at the assembly reminded me that you’ve got some real talent in that glee club, Banner. At one of my educational workshops this summer, many attendees were discussing how arts education is severely underfunded, which is apparently ironic because statistics are showing that several pop stars coming up today have stated that their involvement in music classes and extra-curriculars influenced and inspired their decisions to pursue music. So, I want to take a risk, and give the Aural Avengers fifteen percent of the cheerios budget,” Nick says.
Maria and Bruce are both flabbergasted. “So, you’re telling me that you are going to take money away from the only team that won a national title last year, and give it to the team that just came in third place and don’t deserve a single penny?”
“Maria, giving them this money could help ensure that they also bring home a national title this year. Yes, it’s a risk, but I’m willing to take it,” Nick says.
“Shield High is a joke! Imbeciles!” Maria shouts before storming out. Nick and Bruce hear her have one of her famous full-blown tantrums down the hall.
“Nick, I don’t know what to say,” Bruce says.
“Just say thank you,” Fury replies. “It’s only twelve hundred dollars but use it for whatever you want. New costumes, transportations. Selvig put on a musical production the one year I gave him a bonus.”
Bruce perks up at this. “Is that something you would be on board with?”
“Absolutely,” Nick says. “Look, these little workshop seminars I’m required to attend are really pointless and meaningless most of the time. But thanks to this past one, I have a new outlook on the arts. And Shield really doesn’t offer much in terms of arts other than glee club and band. If the glee club has a successful year, that’s subject to change. So, you have my blessing to do whatever you want with this money.”
“Is there a catch here?” Bruce asks suspiciously. “Am I going to have to owe you one somewhere down the line?”
“No catch. Now, take it before I change my mind,” Nick says through a sarcastic smile.
“Thank you, sir!” Bruce exclaims. He moves to leave, but Fury stops him.
“Oh, and Bruce?”
“Yes, sir?”
“I hope you’ve not spent too much time worrying about Romanoff,” Nick says.
“Spent my whole summer worried,” Bruce admits.
“Well, she’ll be back. I have yet to know when, but she will be. So, chip up,” Nick says.
Bruce nods. “Thanks again.”
“You guys are never going to believe this,” Bruce says as he walks into the choir room. “Principal Fury has decided to gift us with twelve hundred additional dollars to add to our budget.”
The kids all applaud this. “Now, I know we haven’t had any students come forward with an interest in joining based on that one performance, so I was thinking we do something extra to help entice them…”
“And what’s that?” Valkyrie asks.
“We put on a musical,” Bruce says.
The kids are actually, for the most part, interested in this. “I managed to find all twelve of you, some of you in the most unlikely of places, and you’ve all proven that music lives within all of you. Even if this endeavor doesn’t get us new members, I feel like it would be an extremely fun adventure for us to embark on together. Who’s in?”
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, and Thor throw their hands up. Steve makes eye contact with Bucky, then also lifts his hand.
“Come on, gentlemen. We can’t do it without you,” Bruce says to Sam and T’Challa.
T’Challa looks down at Nakia, who winks at him. “Okay, I’m in,” he says.
“Fine,” Sam says.
“Yes!” Bruce says happily. “Well, we can start brainstorming ideas…”
Steve stands up. “Wait, Mr. Banner, before we do that, can I perform my assignment?”
“Of course,” Bruce says, swapping spots with his student. Thor and Tony also join Steve on the floor.
“Okay, so I've never been one to have a way with words, but this summer, I managed to find love. Despite having dated before, love was a very foreign concept to me, not to mention love with another guy. But it happened, and instead of pushing it down and hurting just to keep it to myself, I decided to be open and let my feelings take control,” Steve says. Bucky blushes.
“I just wanted to thank all of you for respecting my privacy and keeping it a secret, as well as being respectful and not approaching me with too many questions. I’m still trying to make sense of it, too. So, I appreciate it,” he adds. “And Bucky?”
“Yeah?”
“I love you. You're... Everything I want. You're all I want. And I plan on showing you exactly that every day from here on out. As much as I possibly can, at least, considering it’s a secret and all,” Steve says. “Hit it!”
[Steve:]
Do you remember or should I rewind?
To that summer when you caught my eye?
I played it cool, the weather was hot
You had the beauty & the beach on lock
Steve sings his part directly to Bucky. He swaps spots with Tony, just in time for Tony’s solo, who sings directly to Carol. Thor does this as well, singing to Gamora.
[Tony:]
With your flip flops, half shirt, short shorts, mini skirt
Walkin' on the beach, so pretty
You wasn't lookin' for a man
When you saw me in the sand
But you fell for the boy from the city
[Thor:]
I was like "Hey, girl, can I get your number?"
I remember what you told me too
"Don't call after 10:00"
But you know that I did
'Cause I couldn't stop thinkin' 'about you
[Steve, Tony, Thor w/ Aural Avengers:]
I think about you in the summertime
And all the good times we had, baby
Been a few years and I can't deny
The thought of you still makes me crazy
I think about you in the summertime
I'm sittin' here in the sun with you on my mind
My summertime
[Steve:]
Do you remember? I'll never forget
Touchin' your body all soakin' wet
The water was cool, the feelin' was hot
Kissin' on you while the ocean rocked
[Thor:]
In your strapless sundress
Kickin' back, no stress
As long as we was together
'Cause we were feelin' young love
And we couldn't get enough
Baby, I could reminisce forever
[Tony:]
And now I'm like
Hey, girl, don't you know I miss it?
And I wonder if you miss it too?
Never thought it would end 'til it did
Now, I'm here and I can't stop thinkin' 'about you
[Steve, Tony, Thor w/ Aural Avengers:]
I think about you in the summertime
And all the good times we had, baby
Been a few years and I can't deny
The thought of you still makes me crazy
I think about you in the summertime
I'm sittin' here in the sun with you on my mind
My summertime
[Steve w/ Tony & Thor:]
Summer ended, winter started
It got colder when we parted ways (I like this part)
As the seasons change (Now bring it, bring it back)
[Tony w/ Steve & Thor:]
Winter melted, spring, I felt it
Summertime will never be the same (Without you)
My summertime
My summertime
[Steve, Tony, Thor w/ Aural Avengers:]
I think about you in the summertime (think about you)
And all the good times we had, baby
Been a few years and I can't deny (I can’t deny)
The thought of you still makes me crazy
I think about you in the summertime
I'm sittin' here in the sun with you on my mind (on my mind)
My summertime (woah oh oh, yeah)
The group all cheer and clap as Bucky hugs his boyfriend tightly to him. Sure, they might not be able to be open about their relationship yet, but in the safe confines of the choir room, they can be whatever they want to be and not have to feel scared or judged by their teammates. And Bucky’s grateful for it.
Steve closes his locker to find Sharon standing beside him. “Hi, Steve.”
“Hey,” he replies. “What’s up?”
“Not much. So, listen, I was just doing some thinking last night, and with all the nastiness between you and I left in the past, I think we should be together,” she says.
Steve’s eyes bulge. “Come again?”
“I mean, you’re the quarterback of the football team, I’m head cheerleader again. It’s like perfect. We could have a re-do of last year, without all those interruptions. Plus, we’d be a shoo-in for prom king and queen. So, what do you say? You and me, Breadstix, eight o’clock?”
Steve smiles. “Look… I’d be lying if I said I didn’t have any feelings for you left, regardless of how bad you burned me. You were my first serious relationship. But you just watched me sing a love song to someone in glee club. You know I’m unavailable, and I’m asking you to respect that. Sorry.” Steve walks away after this, not even giving Sharon the opportunity to say anything else.
Sharon walks down the hall over to Bucky, who watched the interaction. “I said what you wanted me to, he shot me down. So, congrats. It looks like he does really love you. You have nothing to worry about.”
Bucky smiles to himself, knowing that this relationship with Steve is the start of something really special.
“Hey,” Carol says, popping up at Valkyrie’s locker.
“What’s up?” Valkyrie asks as she reapplies her lip gloss.
“You still pissed?”
“Yes, and I probably will be for a while,” Valkyrie confesses. “It’s typical Sharon. She can never have enough, can she?”
Carol shrugs. “She did have a hard year.”
“And I’ve had a hard life. Where’s my reward?” Valkyrie asks.
Carol nods in agreement. “So, you didn’t do your number for glee club. How come?”
Valkyrie shrugs. “I couldn’t think of a song to sing that represented my summer. It was a lame assignment anyways.”
“Well, I…” Carol begins, but is cut off by Tony.
“Hey!” he says giddily.
“Hi, baby,” Carol says, kissing him.
“You ready to hit it?” He asks.
“You ready to finally get yourself a personality, brick wall?” Valkyrie asks him.
Carol and Tony stare at her. “Valkyrie, have I done something to annoy you?”
“No. What gave you that impression?” She asks, putting on her best acting job.
“I’m just sensing a lot of hostility lately,” Tony responds.
“Nope. No hostility here. None whatsoever,” she says.
Tony ignores her, looking over at Carol. “You ready?”
“Yeah, I am,” she replies. She swings her backpack over her shoulder and looks at Valkyrie disappointedly. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Bye,” Valkyrie answers.
There’s nobody else around. So, she uses that to her advantage in order to sing the song she would’ve done for this week’s assignment.
[Valkyrie:]
Somebody said you got a new friend
Does he love you better than I can?
It's a big black sky over my town
I know where you at, I bet he's around
Yeah, I know it's stupid
But I just gotta see it for myself
I'm in the corner
Watching you kiss him
Oh oh oh
I'm right over here
Why can't you see me?
Oh oh oh
I'm giving it my all
But I'm not the girl you're taking home
Ooh ooh ooh
I keep dancing on my own
I keep dancing on my own
I'm just gonna dance all night
I'm all messed up, I'm so outta line
Stilettos on broken bottles
I'm spinning around in circles
I'm in the corner
Watching you kiss him
Oh oh oh
I'm right over here
Why can't you see me
Oh oh oh
I'm giving it my all
But I'm not the girl you're taking home
Ooh ooh ooh
I keep dancing on my own
I keep dancing on my own
So far away, but still so near
The lights go on, the music dies
But you don't see me standing here
I just came to say goodbye
I'm in the corner
Watching you kiss him
Oh oh oh
I'm giving it my all
But I'm not the girl you're taking home
Ooh ooh ooh
I keep dancing on my own
I keep dancing on my own
I'm in the corner
watching you kiss him
Oh oh oh
I'm right over here
Why can't you see me
Oh oh oh
I'm giving it my all
But I'm not the girl you're taking home
Ooh ooh ooh
I keep dancing on my own
I keep dancing on my own
Bruce walks into apartment D3, a place he’s visited several times since last March.
“Hon?” he calls out.
“I’m in the kitchen,” a voice replies.
“There’s my woman,” Bruce says upon laying eyes on his girlfriend.
“Hi, sexy,” Winny says to Bruce, kissing him. “How was your day?”
“It’s been a long week,” he admits. “But, I’m glad it’s over, and that I could finally make a trip out here to come see you.”
Winny smiles, kissing Bruce again. “How lucky am I?”
“Very,” Bruce says, laughing. “So, what’s for dinner?”
“Stir-fry. Is that okay?”
“That’s perfect,” Bruce replies.
Notes:
HI!!
On the off chance you're here after reading part 1, (and you're a consistent reader) I hope you're well and i hope you enjoyed the first chapter of this "season."
I've got a bunch of super fun stuff planned so far, but I don't know when i'm going to get around to writing more. i'm a uni student, kill me. BUT just know it'll be super fun. i've stated this before but not only is this fic being used as a creative outlet, i'm ALSO using it to fix and adjust storylines used on glee the way I feel they should've gone hahah.
____Ride Wit Me (Nelly) – Aural Avengers
Heather (Conan Gray) - Bucky Barnes
Islands in the Stream (Dolly Parton & Kenny Rogers) – Gamora Whoberi & Thor Odinson
Gives You Hell (All American Rejects) – Peter Quill
Fighter (Christina Aguilera) – Sharon Carter
Pumpin’ Blood (NONONO) – Aural Avengers
Summertime (New Kids On The Block) – Steve Rogers, Tony Stark & Thor Odinson
Dancing On My Own (Robyn) – Valkyrie Parrington
Chapter 2: The Glee-Off
Summary:
Bruce finds out just how difficult it is to prepare to stage a high school musical. Maria Hill takes advantage of this and attempts to kill two birds with one stone and sabotage both the glee club and the musical. Meanwhile, Steve and Tony, and Nakia and Valkyrie butt heads.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
September 4, 2013.
“Alright, good morning guys,” says Bruce as he enters the choir room with a mug of hot coffee in his hands. “I hope everyone had a good Labor Day weekend. Now, our first order of business for today is simple. We pick our choice for the fall musical.”
He heads up to the white board and unscrews the cap on a marker. “Now, this is not a competition set list or an assembly performance, so I thought I would leave this decision completely up to you all.”
The kids all look amongst themselves, but no one speaks up.
“Come on, guys. You’ve all got to be familiar with at least one musical we can potentially put on?”
“Well, I’m a big fan of The Wiz,” Nakia says.
Bruce nods. “I’ll add it to the list of contenders,” he says, writing it on the board.
“In celebration of my cat Goose finally coming home after missing for months, I think we should do Cats,” Carol says. “It’s a musical... About cats.”
Everyone stares at Carol, dumbfounded.
“Sure... going on the list,” Bruce answers.
“I feel like Chicago would be super fun to put on. I’ve always seen myself as a Velma Kelly,” Sharon shares.
Bruce turns around once more and adds it.
“You know what, Mr. B? I think we should do Rent,” Steve says. “Bucky made me watch the movie version this summer, and the story really resonated with me. It’s got unity, friendship, it’s inclusive, and the songs are really good.”
“I wouldn’t mind doing Rent,” Peter adds. “Plus, it’s a rock musical. It would definitely be a fun time for us guys.”
Bruce picks up on the positive reactions the suggestion garners, then proceeds to write it on the board.
“Hold up. Now, I personally don’t give a rat’s ass, but aren’t a few of the themes in Rent a little on the mature side for a high school musical? I mean drugs and addiction are like core elements of the story,” Valkyrie says.
Bucky questions this himself. “Valkyrie has a point. While Rent may be one of my personal favorite musicals of all time, I don’t know how we would ever get Principal Fury to sign off on it.”
Bruce scratches at his chin. “Well, show of hands. Who would be interested in putting on Rent?”
All twelve kids put their hands up. “A rock musical about drugs? Count me in,” Sam jokes.
“Well, then you all leave Principal Fury to me. I’ll let you all know what he decides. But, in the meantime… It looks like we’re doing Rent,” Bruce replies.
The kids all cheer as the bell rings.
“Okay, start thinking about what parts you’re all going to want, and we’ll discuss casting later on.”
Once enough of their friends have left the room, Bucky kisses Steve on the cheek. “Well, that was kind of hot.”
Steve smiles. “What was?”
“Watching you choose, and speak so highly of, one of my favorite musicals,” Bucky says.
Steve giggles. “It’ll be fun.”
“So, what role are you thinking about calling dibs on?”
“Isn’t it obvious?” Steve asks his boyfriend. “I’m total Roger material.”
Maria Hill is just outside of Bruce’s choir room office. She’s just heard everything the glee club discussed, and is absolutely fuming.
Maria settles into her desk and whips out her journal so fast she almost gives herself more than one paper cut.
“Dear Journal, I’m about four seconds away from projectile vomiting all over my desk. It’s a happy coincidence that the only thing I have in my system right now is about six helpings of pineapple. Because even if I do puke, my office still won’t be the fruitiest smelling room in the school. No, because first place for that will forever and always go to that damn choir room, occupied by that team of pansexual puppets. The Aural Avengers.
My blood pressure has been through the roof for days. Ever since Nick informed me that even more of my budget was to be given away to that third-place glee club. How in the ever-living fuck could this be happening, Journal? Did Fury visit one too many glory holes on his annual summer vacation to New York with his wife? It is a true blessing in disguise that I decided to make Sharon captain of the cheerios again. Any amount of money those damn churches are willing to donate will help ease the festering, burning pit in my gut. Sure, I may have lost Valkyrie and Carol’s trust in promoting Sharon, but they turned their backs on me last year, so no big loss. I need my budget restored to its full capacity.
Now you might be thinking to yourself that maybe the cheerios and I don’t need bi-weekly visits to the tanning salon. Maybe we don’t need to fly to competitions first class. Maybe we don’t need the occasional swag bundle of my choosing. But guess what? I put in the work, and that hard work pays off in the form of national titles and cash prizes that I have always given right to the school due to our abysmal budget. And this is how Fury chooses to repay me?
Journal, I know I helped them out in a moment of weakness and aided in giving them another year, but so help me god, that glee club will be destroyed this year once and for all. The Aural Avengers will beg for mercy. And it all starts with this stupid school musical.”
“Alright, what’s this about Maria?” Nick Fury asks. The two are in his office, with Maria seated directly across from him, looking even more high strung than usual.
“For whatever reason, you have decided to greenlight an Aural Avengers musical production of their choosing. Is that right?” She questions.
Nick takes a sip of his coffee before it goes room temperature. “Yes, indeed.”
Maria cringes. “Well, I have it on good authority that they have chosen to use all of the money that you’ve yanked out of my cheerios’ pockets and thrown right into their greedy mouths and proceed with a production of Rent.”
Nick remains unbothered and oblivious. “Okay… I see… Is that a problem?”
“Principal Fury, do you know what Rent is?”
Nick shakes his head. “Not at all. I’m sure it’s no surprise, but I’m not exactly immersed in the field of musicals. My wife and I have been going to New York every summer for six years, and we still have yet to attend a show.”
“Well, Nick, this particular musical’s storyline focuses on a bunch of HIV-infested homosexual drug addicts running around the dirty streets of Manhattan.”
Fury chokes on his coffee. “Whoa, whoa, whoa.”
“I apologize,” Maria says. “Nevertheless, it’s ripe with some extremely offensive mature subject matter. Tell me you’re going to put an immediate stop to this.”
“Well, yes, I suppose,” Nick responds with a shrug.
“You suppose?”
Nick spots Bruce walking past his office. “Bruce!” He shouts. Bruce hears and comes waltzing in. “Something wrong?” He asks, none the wiser.
“Coach Hill has just informed me of your plans for the school musical. Is it true you and the glee club want to put on this Rent?”
Bruce stares at Maria, surprised. “How did you even find out about that?”
“I have the choir room completely bugged. That old plaque of Jean Grey you had installed in the choir room, her eyes are cameras,” Maria responds.
Bruce and Nick both look at her, speechless, though neither of them knows how factual the comment is. Maria’s always making exaggerated, and usually false, claims like that.
“So, it is true?” Fury asks in clarification.
Bruce nods. “Yeah, it’s true.”
Maria fakes a sob. “Don’t worry, Banner. We’ll get you the help you need. I suggest immediate termination, as well as a year-long stint at the Red Skull Insane Asylum. I mean, how else are you going to explain yourself out of this? You really thought we were just going to accept this? You thought you were going to get away with your underage glee club putting on such a risqué musical?”
“Look, I admit, Rent isn’t the most wholesome musical. But my kids chose it themselves. And they’re so excited to get started,” Bruce says.
“Bruce, that’s very endearing, but I can’t just let you guys proceed on those grounds. I mean, it sounds like this particular choice is just a tad too controversial,” Nick says.
Bruce nods vehemently. “I agree. Which is why I was going to take the time to make several re-writes to the script and omit anything that you deemed too mature or innapropriate.”
Nick thinks about it as Maria shoots Bruce daggers from across the room. “Well, as long as you clean it up to the best of your abilities, then I can’t see why you can’t proceed.”
“Are you serious?!” Maria asks him.
Bruce smiles ear to ear. “Thank you. This means a lot. We’ll keep it as PG as possible.”
“Alright, that’ll be all then,” Nick says, dismissing Bruce.
Maria paces around the room.
“Coach Hill, can you just relax a moment?” Fury asks.
Maria glares at him. “No. No, Fury, I won’t relax. And if you’re not going to do the responsible thing and pull the plug yourself… Then fine… I’ll do it myself.”
“Alrighty,” Bruce mutters as he heads back up to the white board for the second time that day. “Now, before we discuss further, I’ve already talked to Mr. Strange and he’s going to be my right-hand man throughout this production. He’s got some experience. Apparently, he was in Les Misérables in high school. So, he’s going to help out with costumes, staging, everything. And, if I may, I was wondering if Peter wouldn’t mind helping us out as well?”
“Me?” Peter asks, confused.
“Well, you’re in the A.V. club, and you were the one behind that amazing boys’ number back during Gaga week. You will absolutely have a spot in the cast, but I trust your artistic eye and could really use the help.”
“That’d be perfect. You’re always talking about wanting to direct videos, right?” Gamora asks him. This causes everyone to turn their attention to her, as it’s the first direct exchange the two have had all school year thus far. Gamora sinks in her seat out of embarrassment.
Peter doesn’t know what to make of her comment. Regardless, he agrees. “Yeah, sure. It’ll be fun.”
“Awesome,” Bruce says. “Now, let’s get down to casting.”
“Thor and I can play Maureen and Mark,” Gamora says.
Bruce looks around for any objections and writes their names down on the whiteboard.
“Assuming nobody else will want to, I can play Angel,” Bucky says.
Bruce nods, writing it down. No one else comments. “Oh, come on. Nobody wants to be the two leads? Is anybody interested in Mimi?”
Nakia and Valkyrie simultaneously say, “I am.” They make eye contact and glare at one another.
“Okay…” Bruce says hesitantly. “What about Roger?”
Steve and Tony both toss their hands up.
Bruce gulps. “Okay…. So, both Steve and Tony want to play Roger, and both Nakia and Valkyrie want to play Mimi. You all know what that calls for?”
“A real audition?” Bucky asks.
“A glee-off,” Bruce says. “The four of you will audition for Mr. Strange, Peter, and I tomorrow afternoon in the auditorium.”
The bell rings, signaling the end of the day.
As the kids all scatter, Tony approaches Steve. “Hey, just wanted to wish you good luck,” he says with a smile.
“You too, bro,” Steve replies. Though he doesn’t offer up a smile.
Just outside the choir room, Nakia packs up her chemistry textbook and english journal from her locker into her backpack to take home with her. Then, Valkyrie swiftly walks by her with a few cheerios by her side as they all head to practice. “Break your legs.”
Nakia looks over at her. “The expression is break a leg,” she corrects.
"Yeah… I’m aware,” Valkyrie responds intimidatingly.
“Never in my years as a cheerleading coach have I ever witnessed such a shit show,” Maria screams into her megaphone.
Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, and the cheerios stand in their finishing pyramid pose. “It’s just disgraceful! It’s offensive. I’m offended,” she adds.
The cheerios all dismount from the pyramid. “Coach Hill, that was single handedly the hardest routine you’ve ever thrown our way. It was our first time executing it and we did it flawlessly. What exactly are you wanting from us here?” Sharon questions.
“I wouldn’t throw the word flawlessly around so liberally, Sharon. You know what’s flawless? The fact that I finished a four-year university degree in only two. You know what else is flawless? The fact that I’ve got seven national championship titles under my belt. And you know what else? The fact that I wrote and published the New York Times bestselling novel - “I’m a Winner, and You’re Fat” - all before my thirtieth birthday. Try doing all that, and then maybe I’ll see that you have the chops to deem your performance flawless,” Coach Hill answers. “Now, all of you, take five. A bunch of disappointments. Not only to me, I’m sure you’re just as big a disappointment to your mommies and daddies, too.”
The entire squad collectively roll their eyes and bad mouth their coach under their breath as they all disperse to take their break. They also make fun of the fact that their coach is still hellbent on keeping up this charade that she’s only thirty, despite the fact that she’s definitely in her early forties.
Valkyrie hangs out on the bench, taking a sip out of her water bottle.
“Parrington, I expect more from you. Looked like quite the rookie out there, just now,” Maria says as she approaches her.
“Yeah, well I don’t give a dog’s left testicle what you expect of me,” Valkyrie bites back.
Maria’s taken aback by the comment. Her eyebrows rise and her eyes bulge out of her head. “I beg your fucking pardon?” Normally, Coach Hill wouldn’t use such language with a student, but she has different relationships with Sharon, Valkyrie, and Carol. She would only ever curse like that around them.
Valkyrie realizes the words that just left her mouth were spoken to her coach. She scrunches up her face in embarrassment. “Sorry… Sorry, I apologize. I forgot where I was and who I was talking to. I’m not in the greatest mood right now.”
“Well, I don’t remember asking…” Coach Hill says. “But I guess I’ll play along for a second. What’s your trouble?”
“It’s glee club. Well, actually the musical,” Valkyrie confesses. “Nakia and I are going head to head tomorrow auditioning for the female lead. And I’m really pissed off about it. She already had her shining moment at Regionals last year. Everyone else deserves just as much of a chance.”
In that moment, Maria’s struck with an amazing idea. One that involves interfering with this upcoming production, and consequently, the glee club as well.
“You know what? I actually know all about it,” Maria says.
Valkyrie’s eyebrows crease in confusion. “You do? How?”
“Well, I’m covering for Romanoff. Nakia came and talked to me yesterday. She mentioned something about how she hoped she didn’t have to fight anyone for the role of… Of…”
“Mimi,” Valkyrie says.
“Yes, for the role of Mimi. She said that she was the only talented girl in the glee club, and that if Mr. Banner was smart, he would just give her the role.”
Valkyrie’s instantly enraged. Maria watches giddily as the seventeen-year old’s demeanor shifts in seconds. “Are you joking?"
“Nope. She also said that in terms of talent, you rank last of the girls. I couldn’t believe it either,” Maria replies, attempting not to laugh. “Anyways, you’re probably feeling extremely betrayed right now. Maybe even a little angry. If that’s the case, I would take my problem directly to Nakia tomorrow. Let her know that whatever she’s feeling is not the case.”
“Oh, trust. I will,” Valkyrie says.
Maria has to keep herself from jumping up in excitement. As most of the squad returns to the football field, Valkyrie gets up from the bench to join them. “Wait, Valkyrie? There are other people fighting for roles, too, right?”
“Stark and Rogers,” Valkyrie mutters, turning back around and meeting up with Carol.
“Outstanding,” Maria whispers to herself.
Bucky’s in the middle of finishing up some astronomy homework when his phone starts ringing and his screen lights up. It’s a phone call from his boyfriend.
Seeing Steve❤️ on his phone screen will never cease to flood him with a tidal wave of happiness. It reminds him of just how far he’s come in such a short amount of time. And how much things have changed, as well. If only his mother could see him now. So much happier, so much more focused on his dreams again. It's not that Bucky's boy-obsessed, or that having a boyfriend is suddenly going to cure him of his insecurities. It's just that Steve just so happened to come along when everything else in his life started taking off as well. Making friends, the glee club. The light his bullies had managed to put out during freshman year was back.
“Hey, there,” Bucky says as he picks up the phone.
“How’s my guy?” Steve asks. Bucky gets goosebumps.
“He’s just about done his homework for the night. How’s my guy?”
“He’s good. Just watching Rent right now, actually,” Steve says.
“Again? What are you trying to prove here, Stevie, that you’re the bigger fan?” Bucky teases.
Steve laughs. “I’m just trying to get inspired. I want to nail my audition tomorrow.”
“Can I just say I think it’s really amazing that you’re auditioning for Roger, let alone doing the musical at all,” Bucky says.
“Right? Who would’ve guessed it? Steve Rogers, the lead in a school musical.”
“Not to scare you, but are you worried at all about your teammates? What Clint and Brock and the others might say?” Bucky asks worriedly.
“Buck, they drowned me in a slush the first day of school. I really don’t know how it could possibly get any worse. Fuck them,” Steve says.
The words make Bucky smile. Already, he’s seeing progress, more confidence out of Steve. Maybe it won’t be as long of a wait for Steve to feel comfortable about coming out as Bucky had expected.
“I’m so proud of you, babe,” Bucky says through a smile.
“You’re going to be there to cheer me on during the audition, right?” Steve asks.
“Absolutely," Bucky responds.
Then, Bucky hears a door open from the other end of the call. “Alright, bro. I’ll see you tomorrow. Night, Sam,” Steve says, cutting the call.
“Sorry to interrupt, son,” Joseph says, peeking his head into Steve’s room. “I’m just on my way out, but I left you the last slice of pie on the table.”
“Okay, thanks. Going out with the girlfriend?”
“Yeah, a movie date. The new Kick-Ass,” Joseph answers.
Steve smiles. “I just saw that, it was… Okay.”
Joseph groans. “No, I didn’t want to believe the reviews! The first one’s so good.”
Steve laughs. “Agreed. So, dad, am I ever going to meet this mystery woman?”
Joseph thinks about it. “Yeah. Soon, I hope. Don’t wait up.”
“See ya, pops.”
Steve texts Bucky immediately after Joseph closes his bedroom door.
“Dad came in. Sorry, babe.”
Seconds later, Bucky responds. “It’s okay, Steve. I get it. Goodnight. I love you.”
“I love you, more.”
Once he grabs a shower, brushes his teeth, changes into his pyjamas, and crawls into bed, Steve plays out various scenarios in his head, attempting to gauge exactly how he thinks Joseph would react to the news that his son has a boyfriend, who he just took on the same exact date that Joseph is on with his girlfriend.
September 5, 2013.
“Rogers!” Maria shouts from down the hall. Steve and Thor halt in their tracks.
They both turn around slowly. Steve still thinks Maria has it out for him ever since he told her off the day of Sectionals last year, so he's kinda scared. “Yeah?” He asks.
“Can I see you in my office for a second?”
Steve nods, following her. “Good luck,” Thor whispers.
The two settle into their respective seats. “So, what’s this about?”
“I actually just wanted to fill you in on some information I’ve received,” Maria says. “I shouldn’t be doing this at all… In fact, I could get in trouble if someone finds out, I just… Feel like you should know.”
Steve’s face loses all color. What is Coach Hill about to tell him? Someone spotted him and Bucky making out at the Drive-In the other day? Someone’s about to spill some secret that involves him? “What’s up?”
“Yesterday, I had a chat with Tony Stark. You two friends?”
“Yeah, we’re friends,” Steve responds. “We might not be later on today, but right now, yeah,” he jokes.
“Are you referring to the musical audition?” Maria asks.
Steve nods. “What do you know about the audition?”
“Well, I know that Tony plans on annihilating you,” Maria says. “He also badmouthed you quite a bit.”
Steve stares at her, unconvinced. “Really? Well, what’d he say?”
“He mentioned that you were a mediocre singer, and that you should stick to what you know, which is getting your face full of dirt on the football field,” Maria says.
Steve laughs. “Really?”
“Yeah… He also…”
“What?” Steve asks impatiently.
“He also said that you’re only good for one thing, and that’s destroying other peoples’ lives. He says you did it to Sharon, and now you’re doing it to Bucky.”
This really gets Steve’s attention. He clenches his fist. “Bucky? He talked to you about Bucky? Is that all he said, or was there more?”
“That’s it. I didn’t think much of it, I just assumed it’s because you and Barnes are now good friends because you’re in the glee club together.”
“Yeah. Makes sense. We’re just… Good friends, is all,” Steve says hesitantly. “When did this conversation happen?”
“Yesterday, after school,” Maria says.
Steve shakes his head as his jaw hardens. “Thanks, Coach,” he says, jetting out of the office.
Okay… So perhaps Maria has taken it just a tad too far. She wasn’t supposed to hear the words shared between Bucky and Steve in the choir room the day prior. She doesn’t know what exactly their exchange meant, and she didn’t care. She just needs the glee club disbanded, and she hopes this is the last Jenga piece she needs to make it happen.
Steve, filled with rage, heads to the punching bags in the locker room instead of the choir room for glee practice.
“Hey,” Tony says as Maria plays with her shake weights while watching the news on her office television. “Mrs. Walters said you wanted to see me?”
“Stark, have a seat,” Maria says. Tony does as he’s told.
“What’s this regarding?”
“Well, Tony. This has to do with that pesky school musical audition you’ve got during the lunch break. Have you seen Steve today?”
“No, not yet. He skipped morning glee club rehearsal,” Tony says. “Why do you ask?”
“Because this has to do with him, and what he thinks of you and your talents.”
Tony looks at her, confused.
“Tony, Steve stopped by my office this morning. We were talking about football and then before you know it, he was going off on quite the tangent about you. He mentioned that you are taking up space in glee club, and that you’re not as good a singer as you think you are.”
Tony’s jaw drops. “He did?”
“He did. He also says he has other ways of making sure he lands the lead in the musical,” Maria adds.
“Like what? What does that mean?” Tony asks.
“Not a clue. But, if you want my advice, you go to that audition later and you show him just how talented you are. Win, Tony. Win.”
“Yeah… I plan to,” Tony answers angrily.
“She said what?” Nakia asks, mouth agape.
“Yup. I quote… Not that talented, and way too insecure,” Maria says. “Trust me, I was pretty shocked. I mean you’re a powerhouse vocalist, Nakia.”
Nakia’s too hurt at the comment to say anything else. Then, Valkyrie comes walking down the hall.
“Well, see you later, Shauku,” Maria says as she runs off to her office so as to not witness the inevitable Valkyrie smackdown about to come Nakia’s way.
Valkyrie gets up in her personal space. “Hey, tampon tunnel. I heard what you said about me. You’re pretty brave talking shit when I could easily kick your ass.”
“Really? Because I heard what you said about me, so consider it even,” Nakia says, trying to be just as intimidating.
“I don’t fight to get even… I fight to win,” Valkyrie responds.
“Why don’t you bring this same energy to the audition, and we’ll settle this on the stage?”
“Gladly,” Valkyrie says, walking off.
Bruce and Stephen sit at the tiny desk in the auditorium, the one with a clear view to the stage. It’s where Bruce always sits to watch the kids perform auditorium numbers. It’s also where he sat during the first day of glee club tryouts a year prior. Peter’s sitting with them too, off to the side in his wheelchair, of course.
“This is so exciting,” Stephen admits. “I’m so nervous, I could pee.”
Bruce snickers at his friend’s reaction. He pulls the microphone attached to the desk closer to him. “Alright, guys. Welcome to the glee-off. I think I’d like to see Nakia, Valkyrie, Steve, and then Tony, in that order, alright?”
Stephen extends his body over to the microphone. “Good luck, everybody! Sincerely, Mr. Strange.”
“Alright, Pete. You ready?” Bruce asks.
Peter nods. “Ready as I’ll ever be.”
“Like I said, I trust your input. You choose whichever audition you’re most impressed with, and whomsoever you think will play the role better.”
“Absolutely,” Peter says.
Nakia’s pacing backstage. Then, T’Challa comes running up to her. “Did I miss it?”
“No, I’m on in like two seconds. I might throw up,” Nakia replies. “I barely slept last night, I’m so dang nervous.” She picks up on the odd look T’Challa gives her. “Yes, don’t worry. I ate. It’s just nerves, I swear.”
“Okay, okay. Nakia, you’ve got this. The role is yours. Now get out there and make it official,” T’Challa says. “I’ll be watching from the crowd.” Nakia nods. He’s gone within seconds. As Valkyrie makes her way off the stage, she stops in front of Nakia.
“Don’t forget… The stage always adds at least ten pounds,” she says.
“Nakia Shauku,” Bruce calls.
Nakia has no time to dwell on Valkyrie’s insensitively rude comment as she makes her way to center stage. The spotlight hits her as she looks out at the crowd. Despite Bruce insisting that attendance wasn’t mandatory, the entire glee club is present. She spots T’Challa sitting with Sam; Bucky and Steve together; Tony, Carol and Valkyrie, the latter of whom is giving her the worst death stare possible, seated with each other; and Gamora, Thor, and Sharon together.
“Hi, I’m Nakia Shauku auditioning for the role of Mimi Marquez.”
The band then begins to play her song. Nakia takes one look at T’Challa and begins to sing.
[Nakia:]
And I am telling you
I'm not going
You're the best man I'll ever know
There's no way I can ever go
No, no, there's no way
No, no, no, no way I'm living without you
I'm not living without you
I don't wanna be free
I'm staying, I'm staying
And you, and you
You're gonna love me
You're gonna love me
And I am telling you I'm not going
Even though the rough times are showing
There's just no way, there's no way
We're part of the same place
We're part of the same time
We both share the same blood
We both have the same mind
And time and time, we've had so much to share
No, no, no, no, no, no way
I'm not waking up tomorrow morning
And finding that there's nobody there
Darling there's no way
No, no, no, no way I'm living without you
I'm not living without you
You see there's just no way, there's no way
Tear down the mountains
Yell, scream and shout
you can say what you want
I'm not walking out
Stop all the rivers
Push, strike and kill
I'm not gonna leave you
There's no way I will
And I am telling you I'm not going
You're the best man I'll ever know
There's no way I could ever, ever go
No, no, no, no way
No, no, no, no way I'm living without you
I'm not living without you, not living without you
I don't wanna be free
I'm staying, I'm staying
And you, and you, and you
You're gonna love me
You're gonna love me
Yes you are, yes you are
Love me, love me
Love me, love me, love
You're gonna love me
Everyone gives Nakia her well-deserved applause. Stephen cheers the loudest. He lifts his arm up to Bruce’s field of vision. “Look, Banner. Goosebumps. I have goosebumps.”
Bruce laughs. “God, I will never get tired of her voice.”
“I have to agree, Mr. B. I hate to say this aloud, but Nakia’s definitely got the best voice of all of the glee girls,” Peter says.
Bruce nods. “Well, we still need to see what Valkyrie does before we make a decision.”
Bruce waits for a few moments as Nakia heads off stage and Valkyrie makes her way to prepare herself behind the scenes.
“Valkyrie Parrington,” he says after six minutes.
The band begin to play her number before she hits the stage. Familiarity hits Bruce, Stephen, Bucky, Steve, and Nakia. The song – “Out Tonight” – is Mimi’s big solo in Rent. “Crap. She just won,” Nakia thinks to herself.
Valkyrie dances her way out onto the stage, fully embodying the character of Mimi.
[Valkyrie:]
What's the time?
Well, it's gotta be close to midnight
My body's talking to me
It says, "Time for danger"
It says, "I want to commit a crime”
Want to be the cause of a fight
I want to put on a tight skirt
and flirt with a stranger”
I've had a knack from way back
At breaking the rules once I learn the games
Get up, life's too quick, I know someplace sick
Where this chick'll dance in the flames
We don't need any money
I always get in for free
You can get in too
If you get in with me
Let's go out tonight
I have to go out tonight
You want to play? Let's run away
We won't be back before it's New Year’s Day
Take me out tonight
Meow, ha!
When I get a wink from the doorman
Do you know how lucky you'll be?
That you're online with the feline of Avenue B
Let's go out tonight
I have to go out tonight
You want to prowl, be my night owl
Well, take my hand, we're gonna howl out tonight
In the evening, I've got to roam
Can't sleep in the city of neon and chrome
Feels too damn much like home
When the Spanish babies cry
So, let's find a bar
So dark we forget who we are
Where all the scars from the nevers and maybes die
Let's go out tonight
I have to go out tonight
You're sweet, want to hit the streets?
Want to wail at the moon like a cat in heat?
Just take me out tonight
Please take me out tonight
Don't forsake me out tonight
I'll let you make me out tonight
Tonight, tonight, tonight
The kids give her just as much of an applause as they did Nakia.
“Great, Valkyrie. Thanks,” Bruce says before turning the microphone off.
“Okay… She sold that performance,” Peter says.
“I agree,” Stephen says.
“We’ll discuss everything later in the choir room, gentlemen,” Bruce says. “But do be sure to write down comments on your clipboards while the performances are fresh in your minds.”
Bucky and Steve head backstage, where Steve strips off his letterman jacket and puts on a grungy jacket, similar to the one Roger Davis wears in the musical.
“Are you still upset?” Bucky asks him.
Steve’s been extremely on edge since his conversation with Coach Hill. What he wants to be doing right now is punching Tony in the face. But this is more important at the moment. He’ll deal with that later, when the time is right. “Yeah, but I’m putting that aside for right now.”
Bucky takes a good look at Steve and kisses him.
“What was that for?” Steve asks.
“For good luck,” Bucky says. “Have fun.”
“I will,” Steve replies as Bucky heads back to the crowd.
“Steve Rogers,” Bruce calls. Out walks Steve with some serious swagger.
[Steve:]
One song
Glory
One song
Before I go
Glory
One song to leave behind
Find
One song
One last refrain
Glory
From the pretty boy front man
Who wasted opportunity
One song
He had the world at his feet
Glory
In the eyes of a young girl
A young girl
Find
Glory
Beyond the cheap colored lights
One song
Before the sun sets
Glory
On another empty life
Time flies
Time dies
Glory
One blaze of glory
One blaze of glory
Glory
Find
Glory
In a song that rings true
Truth like a blazing fire
An eternal flame
Find
One song
A song about love
Glory
From the soul of a young man
A young man
Find
The one song
Before the virus takes hold
Glory
Like a sunset
One song
To redeem this empty life
Time flies
And then, no need to endure anymore
Time dies
Bruce, Stephen, Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa and Thor all cheer for him, as do the band members behind him. Bucky calls Steve down to their seats with a hand motion.
After a couple of minutes, Tony is summoned to the stage.
[Tony:]
I have
I have you breathing down my neck
Breathing down my neck
I don't, don't know
What you could possibly expect
Under this condition-so
I'll wait, I'll wait
For the ambulance to come
Ambulance to come
Pick us up off the floor
What did you possibly expect
Under this condition, so
Slow down
This night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?
When I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning, burning down
Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?
Well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning
'Til there's nothing but
Dark blue, dark blue
This flood
This flood is slowly rising up
Swallowing the ground
Beneath my feet
Tell me how anybody thinks
Under this condition
So I'll swim I'll swim
As the water rises up
Sun is sinking down
And now all I can see
Are the planets in a row
Suggesting it's best that I
Slow down
This night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?
When I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning, burning down
A silhouette in his peripherals catches Bruce’s attention. He turns and notices Maria, who takes a seat and catches the end of Tony’s performance.
We were boxing
We were boxing the stars
We were boxing
You were swinging for mars
And then the water reached the west coast
And took the power lines, the power lines
And it was me and you
And the whole town under water
There was nothing we could do
It was dark blue
Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?
Well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning, burning down
Dark blue
Now there's nothing but
Dark blue
Tony’s performance garners an incredible response, so much so, that it reignites the anger in Steve.
“Alright, thank you, Tony. Thank you to Nakia, Valkyrie, and Steve, as well,” Bruce begins to say. He cuts himself off as he watches Steve jump onto the stage and approach Tony.
“So, what’s this I hear about you talking smack about me and my relationship?” Steve says, pushing Tony to the ground.
“Steve, stop!” Bucky yells from the audience.
Tony’s able to get himself back up quickly. “What the hell?! I thought we were friends!”
“Well, I guess that’s just never going to happen, is it? Especially since you can’t keep your big mouth shut.”
Tony’s stares at him puzzled. “What are you talking about?”
“I’m talking about you talking shit to Coach Hill!” Steve shouts. Everyone watches in pure shock.
“Dude, I didn’t say shit to Coach Hill! She’s the one who came to me and said you thought I wasn’t as good of a singer as I thought I was,” Tony explains.
“Really? Because she told me you went running to her and told her I was better off on the football field, and that I’m screwing up Bucky’s life,” Steve argues.
“I wouldn’t ever say that, Steve,” Tony says, hurt.
Bruce stands up, looking over at Maria. “Is this your doing? Did you blatantly set out to unleash hell in hopes you would cause some sort of rift in the glee club?”
Maria shakes her head. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Yes, she does,” Valkyrie says, standing from her spot in the audience. “Because I’m pretty sure she did the same thing to Nakia and I,” Valkyrie says.
“Wait… So, you didn’t badmouth me to Coach Hill?” Nakia questions.
“Why would I talk shit about you to Coach Hill? I have actual friends I can talk shit to,” Valkyrie replies. “I’m assuming you didn’t actually say anything about me, either?”
“Not at all,” Nakia says, looking apologetic.
“Well… Looks like I’ve been caught red-handed. So, enjoy the rest of your day. I will be going now,” Maria says, getting up and walking out.
“Yeah, I’ll just see you later in Fury’s office,” Bruce calls out.
Silence fills the auditorium. “Well… That was eventful,” Stephen says.
“Just to be clear, I deny all defamatory claims and allegations made against me,” Maria says.
Bruce scoffs, as Stephen shakes his head at her.
“Maria, are we going to continue to have issues? Because I thought your suspension last year would have taught you a thing or two about right and wrong,” Principal Fury says to her. “A suspension which, to refresh your memory, was only reversed with Bruce’s help.”
“We’re not going to have any issues, Nick. Especially because, as previously stated, I deny all defamatory claims and allegations made against me.”
“Maria, give it up,” Bruce says. “Sir, she intentionally set out to cause a rift in the glee club. And one of these rifts almost got physical, something I’m sure she knew would happen considering it was between two guys.”
“Is that anti-feminism I’m sensing, Bruce?” Maria asks, pretending to be shocked. “Are you insinuating girls can’t get physical as well? Because I’m sure Parrington could take on both Rogers and Stark, blindfolded.”
Bruce turns away, crossing his arms. He has no more energy to put up with Maria Hill and her crazy antics.
“Okay… Maria, I’m making the executive decision to implement a three-strike rule. And you know what? After hearing from the kids, Mr. Banner, and Mr. Strange, I have no choice but to make this strike one,” Nick says. “Get to three, and you will be fired."
Maria stares at him, wide-eyed, with her jaw on the floor. “I’m sorry, am I four years old? Why am I being given this utterly ridiculous rule?”
Nick tosses his arms in the air. “Because, Maria. You’re the one who convinced me to help give the Aural Avenger another year in the first place. So, why are you still trying to sabotage them? I’ve officially had it with your petty games.”
The room grows silent. “That’ll be all, gentlemen,” Nick says to Bruce and Stephen.
“Thanks, sir,” Bruce says as the two exit the room. Nick and Maria are left alone.
Maria laughs, and continues to do so for several uncomfortable seconds. “You’re going to wish you hadn’t done that.”
Due to the chaotic state of the glee-off, Bruce decides to cancel the after-school glee club rehearsal. He informs the kids that he, Stephen, and Peter will meet up the following morning to talk things over, and the cast list would go up by the end of that day.
Feeling guilty, Steve searches the halls for Tony in the hopes that he’s still hanging around campus. Steve finally spots him ten minutes later, sitting in his vehicle.
Steve approaches him, knocking on the window. Tony takes one look at him and reverts his attention back to flipping through his CD collection.
“Tony, can I please talk to you?” Steve asks through the glass. It’s muffled, but Tony’s able to make it out.
He lowers the window a smidge. “Why?”
“Because I need to apologize.”
Steve hears the doors unlock, so he moves on over to the passenger side door. He opens it and hops right in. Things are tense and awkward, yes, so Steve doesn’t beat around the bush for a second longer.
“I’m so sorry.”
Tony glares at him, looking sad. “Could you not have just come up and talked to me? Did you really have to jump the gun and turn into Alpha Steve? Punching first, and answering questions later? Like Barton and Rumlow would have done?”
Steve looks to his feet. “Look… This doesn’t excuse my behavior. But you have to know… I’m in such a vulnerable place right now. I’m constantly on edge, scared that my dad, and Rumlow, and Barton, and Killian are all going to find out my secret. And so, when Coach Hill told me that… that all of my biggest fears were about to come true, and all from one of my best pals? I just lost it. But it shouldn’t have happened,” Steve explains.
“No, it shouldn’t have,” Tony replies. “Especially because out of everybody in your life, I think I’m the last person who would ever do that.”
Steve nods. “I’m sorry, Tony.”
“I get it, Steve. I get how scary all of this is for you. Your life would probably be a lot easier if you weren’t dating Bucky… But, you’re in love with him. So, you can’t not be together. I get it. But that doesn’t mean you have to keep your guard up twenty-four seven. Especially because you guys are doing a good job at keeping things hidden.”
Steve smiles, taking Tony’s words to heart. He offers a hand. “Are we still friends?”
Tony smiles back. “Friends,” he says, taking the hand. “But don’t let this shit happen again. Next time you’re worried someone spilled, talk to them instead.”
“I will. I promise.”
September 6, 2013.
Bruce, Stephen, and Peter are in the choir room over the lunch hour, discussing the musical over a bevy of Subway sandwiches.
“Okay, so we’ve got two options for Mimi, and two options for Roger,” Bruce says. “Comments, questions, and concerns, go.”
“Well, I’m conflicted. There are pros and cons to casting all four of them,” Stephen admits.
Bruce nods. “Good. Like what? Let’s hear them all.”
“Well, for instance, I find Tony a slightly better singer, but I think Steve would do a better job at capturing Roger’s personality and image."
“I agree, Mr. Strange,” Peter adds. “Tony’s just a tad too wholesome for a gritty character like Roger.”
Both teachers nod. “What about for Mimi?”
“Valkyrie proved she’s a good enough dancer to carry the role, which is important, considering Mimi has several dance scenes,” Peter shares. “And Nakia has only performed choreography for a handful of glee club numbers. But, Nakia’s voice… There’s nobody like hers.”
Bruce agrees. “I love how raspy Valkyrie’s voice is, and she’s got a killer vibrato, but I agree with you there, Pete. Nakia’s voice is stellar.”
“But that can also hinder her as well in this context,” Stephen says. “We don’t want her to overshadow whoever plays Roger. And both boys can sing really well, but their voices aren’t as powerful as hers.”
“Shit. That’s a good point,” Bruce says.
“Well, ultimately, the final decision comes down to you, Mr. B,” Peter says. “So, what are you thinking?”
Bruce shuts his eyes, trying to visualize the best scenario.
Hours later, Bruce makes his way over to bulletin board in order to post the official cast list. Before he can get the thumbtack out of his pocket, Nick makes an announcement on the intercom. “Mr. Banner, please report to my office immediately.”
Bruce knocks on Fury’s door. Nick can see him, due to his walls being made up of windows. Several of the rooms at Shield High are built exactly like that.
“Hey,” Bruce says.
“Have a seat,” Nick replies.
“You caught me in the middle of posting the cast list for Rent.”
“And did you? Post the list, I mean.”
“No, I walked straight over. Your tone sounded serious,” Bruce admits.
Nick nods. “Well, good. Because unfortunately, I have bad news. You and the glee club can’t perform Rent.”
Bruce’s eyebrows crease in confusion. “Is this about Coach Hill?”
“No, actually. I got several phone calls this morning. Parents complaining that Shield High would intentionally subject their kids to such mature content.”
Bruce sinks in his seat. “So... We’re just shut down? Just like that?”
“Bruce, you’re still welcome to put on a musical,” Nick says. “You just have to do a different one.”
Bruce fiddles with his thumbs. “The kids are going to be so disappointed.”
Nick shrugs. “I understand. But my hands are tied here. There’s only so much power I have against angry parents. If you continued, they might take their complaints to the superintendent, Thaddeus Ross. And then, we’d have no protection. And you and the glee club would be on the line.”
Bruce nods. “Got it.”
“Mr. Banner, you said the cast list was going to be posted to the bulletin board before glee club rehearsal,” Bucky says as he and Steve enter the choir room.
The kids all come shuffling in before Bruce answers Bucky. “I have some bad news, guys. Due to complaints from a few worried parents, we are no longer allowed to put on Rent.”
“Are you serious?” Bucky asks.
“I didn’t know Maria Hill was a parent,” Tony says with sarcasm.
“Principal Fury assured me it wasn’t Coach Hill,” Bruce says. “The complaints were from actual parents.” The kids all look sad.
“That’s so unfair,” Carol says.
“I know. You guys have every right to be upset. But, on the upside, Fury’s still letting us do a musical. We just have to pick a different one. Now, Mr. Strange and I got to talking, and unless we have any objections, we came up with an idea for a great one. Extremely well-known, timeless songs, and we won’t run the risk of being shut down.”
“What is it, Mr. Banner?” Thor asks.
Mr. Strange comes running into the choir room wearing a leather jacket. “Grease!” He shouts excitedly.
The kids all clap for their astronomy teacher, and at the suggestion.
“Grease is arguably the most iconic musical of all time. And because of that, we shouldn’t have much trouble filling up the auditorium and selling admission tickets to help save up money for Nationals. Mr. Strange and I also think it’s one we can all have a lot of fun with… So, is Grease the word?”
“Yes!” The kids all say simultaneously.
“Excellent!” Bruce responds.
Steve walks into his house after school, looking forward to heading up to his room, crushing some Halo, and snacking it up.
"Steve?” Joseph calls out from the living room.
Steve walks in, finding his dad watching some Family Feud. “What’s up, dad?”
“Look… I’ve managed to look past you joining the glee club on account of our love for classic rock music. But this morning. I was told that you and the rest of your club were putting on a musical… What’s up with that?” Joseph questions.
Steve gulps. “Yeah, so Mr. Banner thought it would be a good way to make money to help pay for our Nationals competition in May. It’ll be in New York, so we’re going to have to fundraise.”
“Steve, a club is a club. You join, you stay, fine. A musical sounds much more optional. Especially a musical as disgusting and offensive as Rent. I nearly gagged when I researched it over my lunch break.” Steve doesn’t say anything. “I mean, are you doing okay? Is there something you want to tell me, Steven?”
Steve feels sweat form on his forehead. He feels his heart drop, and his face flush. “Do I tell him?” he ponders for a split second.
“No, dad. Of course not,” Steve replies, choosing to avoid World War 3. “And it doesn’t matter, cause we’re not doing it anymore.
“Okay… Good,” Joseph replies. “I see the complaints worked.”
“You complained to Principal Fury about this?”
“You bet your ass, I did. Me and a few other parents,” Joseph says. “There’s no way you were going to participate in that mess.”
“How did you even find out about it?” Steve asks.
“An old friend. She works at Shield. Maria Hill.”
September 7, 2013.
"Alright, good morning, guys,” Bruce says as he and Stephen enter the choir room. Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor are all already seated, talking amongst themselves.
“So, considering we just lost a few keys days to this change of musicals debacle, we’re going to need to put our pedals to the medal moving forward.”
“And in order to do that, we’re going to use this morning’s meeting in order for us all to get on the same page,” Stephen adds.
“So,” Bruce says, writing down all of the main Grease characters’ name on the board. “Just like last time… Who would like to play the role of Danny Zuko?”
Tony’s the only guy who raises his hand. Everyone, Tony especially, expects Steve to raise his hand as well. Steve looks over and winks at him. “I think Tony’s going to be a great Danny,” he says aloud.
Tony smiles, mouthing a thank you to his pal Steve.
Bruce writes Tony’s name down beside Danny. “Now… Who would like to play Sandy Dumbrowski?"
Nakia and Valkyrie both raise their hands, as does, to everyone’s surprise, Carol.
"Carol? You’re interested in the role?” Bruce asks.
Carol nods. “Yeah, I am. I worked with Tony this past summer on my singing and I’m feeling a lot more confident about my voice.”
“That’s great! But just like Nakia and Valkyrie, we would need you to audition. Especially since Mr. Strange hasn’t had a chance to hear you sing.”
“I can audition right now, if it’s alright with you guys. I recently started working on a number. Not for the musical, just a number for fun,” Carol responds.
Bruce looks over at Mr. Strange. They both nod to one another. “Come on down, Carol.”
Carol runs over to the band and whispers something into their ear before making her way down to the center of the choir room floor.
[Carol:]
You're stuck in my head, stuck on my heart, stuck on my body, body
I wanna go, get out of here, I'm sick of the party, party
I'd run away
I'd run away with you
Ooh
This is the part, you've got to say all that you're feeling, feeling
Packing a bag, we're leaving tonight when everyone's sleeping, sleeping
Let's run away
I'll run away with you
Ooh
'Cause you make me feel like
I could be driving you all night
And I'll find your lips in the street lights
I wanna be there with you
Ooh
Baby, take me to the feeling
I'll be your sinner, in secret
When the lights go out
Run away with me
Run away with me
Baby, every single minute
I'll be your hero and win it
When the lights go out
Run away with me
Run away with me
Up in the clouds, high as a kite, over the city, city
We never sleep, we never try, when you are with me, with me
I wanna stay
I wanna stay here with you
Ooh
'Cause you make me feel like
I could be driving you all night
And I'll find your lips in the street lights
I wanna be there with you
Ooh
Oh baby, take me to the feeling
I'll be your sinner, in secret
When the lights go out
Run away with me
Run away with me
Oh baby, every single minute
I'll be your hero and win it
When the lights go out
Run away with me
Run away with me
Hold on to me
I never want to let you go
(Run away with me, run away with me)
Over the weekend
We could turn the world to gold, oh oh
(Run away with me, run away with me)
Over the weekend we could turn the world to gold
Oh oh, oh oh
O h my baby, take me to the feeling
(Take me to, take me to it)
I'll be your sinner, in secret
When the lights go out
Run away with me (just run away with me)
Run away with me (away with me, yeah, yeah)
Every single minute
I'll be your hero and win it
When the lights go out
Run away with me
Run away with me
Bruce, Stephen, and the glee club rise to their feet and applaud Carol for her amazing performance. Nakia and Valkyrie share a defeated look.
Peter is seated outside on the bleachers by the football field, picking at his macaroni salad. The sounds of the Grease soundtrack flood his head, coming in through his earbuds.
He checks his phone to check for a text update from Sam, who’s supposed to be meeting Peter for lunch, but is running late. Now the guy’s only got another nine minutes to eat his entire meal.
"Pete?” Peter hears from behind. He recognizes the voice.
Thor.
“Hey, man. How you doing?” Thor asks him.
Peter looks around the vicinity. “Are you talking to me?”
“Of course. There’s no one else around,” Thor says.
“Well, why are you talking to me?” Peter questions. It’s not exactly a secret that Peter currently hates Thor’s guts. Anybody in his situation would. Thor's the one who swooped in and stole Gamora right out from under him.
Thor averts his gaze out of awkwardness. “It’s just… Kind of important. I was wondering if you’d still be willing to help me out with some tutoring this year?”
“Come again?” Peter asks, absolutely bewildered that Thor is even asking.
“Well, it’s just my grades hadn’t ever been as good as they were at the end of the school year last year,” Thor shares, "and so I was wondering if there was any chance that we could keep at it?”
Peter doesn’t even know what to say. He’s about ready to go off on this douchebag. But then, he remembers his conversation with Sam.
“One, you can continue to be bitter and hostile… Or two, you can be mature and show her exactly what she’s missing.”
This may not be Gamora in front of him right now, having the audacity to ask Peter for help with tutoring, but it’s pretty dang close. And if Peter’s nice to Thor about it, word might get back to Gamora and win him some brownie points.
“You know what, Thor? It’s just not going to work right now. I’m going to be extra busy for the next month helping Mr. Banner and Mr. Strange with the musical, starring in the musical, and then having to juggle my own homework, as well,” Peter says. “So, sorry, but I’m afraid it’s going to have to be a no.”
Thor stares at him coldly. “Serious?”
Peter stares back, confused. “Yeah… Pretty serious.”
“Dude, don’t screw with me. Tell it to me straight. If you’re just saying no because of this whole Gamora thing, then at least have the balls to say it to my face,” Thor says, semi aggressively.
Sam comes walking up at the perfect moment. “Everything good here?” He asks.
“Everything’s perfect,” Peter says. “Sorry, but if you want help, there’s other kids who should suffice as tutors. Or there’s always the alternative.”
The alternative being Thor could tell his mom and dad that he believes he’s struggling with dyslexia.
Thor scoffs, walking off in anger.
Sam takes a seat on the bleacher seat closest to Peter. “That was stone cold,” Sam says. “I’m impressed.”
“It took everything I had not to freak out on him. What a tool bag. The fact that he even asked…” Peter says, rolling his eyes.
“Well, hey. You handled that well. And now he can’t go to Gamora and say that you were a dick about it,” Sam says, reaching for the two cans of Pepsi in his backpack. “So, cheers to that.”
Peter takes one of the cans and clinks his with Sam’s, smiling.
September 8, 2013.
Bruce, Stephen, and Peter make their way to the bulletin board first thing in the morning. Most of the glee kids are hanging around in anticipation.
Bruce gladly thumbtacks the official cast list for Grease to the board and walks off giddily with Stephen at his side.
The cast list reads:
SANDY … CAROL DANVERS
DANNY … TONY STARK
RIZZO … NAKIA SHAUKU
KENICKIE … STEVE ROGERS
FRENCHY … SHARON CARTER
DOODY … SAM WILSON
MARTY … VALKYRIE PARRINGTON
SONNY …. T’CHALLA UDAKU
JAN … GAMORA WHOBERI
PUTZIE … THOR ODINSON
EUGENE … PETER QUILL
TEEN ANGEL … BUCKY BARNES
Bucky and Steve are the first two to check it out. Bucky’s pleased with his role, while Steve’s left feeling a little discouraged. Maybe he should've fought harder for the role. However, he shakes it off once he sees Tony’s excited reaction to the news.
Tony and Carol both squeal in glee over getting the lead roles. Tony looks over at Steve, who mouths congrats with a smile painted across his face.
Valkyrie approaches the list next. She’s gutted at the news so she’s quick not to stick around to congratulate anybody.
Gamora and Sharon approach the board and do a little dance to themselves.
Nakia’s the last one around to go up and look. The rest of them watch her intently, knowing she’s going to be disappointed.
And she is. Extremely disappointed. But, clearly, it just wasn’t in the cards. “Congratulations, girl,” Nakia says to Carol.
Carol gives her a hug in response.
Valkyrie’s outside of the choir room, peering in through the window at Carol and Tony doing some vocal runs with Mr. Banner and Mr. Strange before rehearsals.
“Hey,” Nakia says from behind her.
“Hi,” Valkyrie answers.
“So, we lost,” Nakia says, matter of factly.
“Yeah, well, a part of me knew neither of us was going to get it after her audition,” Valkyrie responds. “Sorry if that’s bitchy… As you can expect, I’m not feeling too chipper at the moment.”
“But that’s your best friend in there. You’ve got to at least be happy for her, right?”
“Of course, I’m happy for her, Shauku. But this means that she’s about to start spending every waking minute with that dick face, and I’m not so happy about that,” Valkyrie shares.
“Tony? Girl, they’re already dating. Is anything really going to change?” Nakia asks.
“Just forget it… You wouldn’t understand,” Valkyrie says, then storms off.
Once rehearsals are all finished and the kids have gone home, Bruce and Stephen stick around to make last minute revisions to the scripts before they hand them out the following Monday.
“Do you think we made the right choices?” Bruce asks.
“I do,” Stephen says. “I would love to see Nakia and Valkyrie play Sandy just as much, but you have to admit, Carol and Tony are just…”
"They are Danny and Sandy,” Bruce finishes.
“Took the words right out of my mouth,” Stephen says.
Then, Nick Fury comes waltzing into the choir room quite frantically.
“Thank god. You are still here,” he says to Stephen.
“Yup. I am. Is everything okay?”
Nick takes a seat. “Strange, I’m in a bind right now, and I need you to help me out of it.”
“Okay?” Stephen says skeptically.
“I have been on the phone with potential football coaches since before the first day of school. And none of them seemed right for the job. But now, I’m getting pressure from parents and alumni alike, scolding me for not having the football shit sorted out,” Nick explains. “But then, it was brought to my attention today how much you love football. And I would absolutely love it if you, Stephen Strange, could take over as Coach of the football team.”
Stephen stares at Nick wide-eyed. Bruce watches, surprised.
“Me? A coach? I wouldn’t know the first thing,” Stephen says.
“Dude, that’s so not true. You were always in the crowds nitpicking everything that Murdock did wrong when he coached. And you are a huge high school football fan. Those exact words have left your own mouth several times,” Bruce says.
Nick smiles. He looks immensely desperate.
Stephen’s concerned. Coaching the Shield High Avengers football team is a big responsibility. What if they have another abysmal season? What if a player gets severely injured? He’d be held responsible.
But, on the other hand… He’d also be held responsible if they managed to make it to the championship and win.
“Okay… Okay, I’ll do it!” Stephen exclaims, worriedly.
Nick tosses Stephen over his shoulder and jumps up and down, screaming happily at the news.
“Thank you, thank you, thank you, Stephen!” Nick says.
“Wait, do I still teach astronomy?” Stephen questions.
“Do you still want to teach astronomy?”
“I don’t know…” Stephen says.
“Think it over. Now, the first game of the season is in six days. You spend the weekend preparing, and we’ll finalize everything Monday morning.”
“Okay!” Stephen says.
Nick exits the choir room hooting and hollering.
Once they’re alone, Bruce and Stephen both bust a celebratory move.
“This is Winny.”
“Hey, honey,” Bruce says excitedly through the phone. “How’s it going?”
“Hi, Brucey,” Winny replies. “Good, I’m just… Still at the bank. Yeah, it’s been a crazy day, so I’m putting in a few extra hours.”
“Awe, that’s too bad. I’m just leaving campus and was thinking about making the drive out to Akron to take you out for dinner. Maybe a movie, too. And I was thinking we’d make a night of it?” Bruce says, ending with a suggestive tone.
Winny blushes. “Brucey,” she says affectionately. “I’d love nothing more than that. But I have no idea when I’m going to be getting out of here, so can I get a rain check for tomorrow?”
“Yeah, absolutely, baby.”
“Perfect,” Winny says with a relieved sigh. “You better start driving early tomorrow. I’ll have breakfast on the table waiting for you.”
“Just breakfast?” Bruce asks suggestively, once again.
“Get your mind out of the gutter,” Winny says. “I’ll see you, tomorrow.”
“Alright, I’ll see you. Have a good night,” Bruce responds.
“You too, love,” Winny says, hanging up the phone with one touch of a button.
“Holy sweet hell,” Pepper Potts says. “You still haven’t told him?”
Winny rolls her eyes. “No, Pepper. I haven’t.”
“Look, I’m not judging. I’m just saying that you’re only postponing the inevitable. I mean, what, are you just going to wait until next Regionals? And then drop the ball on him when you see each other from across the venue, and he sees you with them? Or are you going to wait until he decides to surprise you at the bank with flowers and finds out you don’t actually work there?”
“Look, I really like him. And I didn’t expect to. So, I’m choosing to live in a fantasy world for just a little longer,” Winny says. Then, she turns on the auditorium microphone back on. “Okay, guys. Breaks over. I want to run the number again.”
All fifteen members of Throat Explosion, including Wanda and Pietro Maximoff, come running onto the stage.
“From the top,” Winny demands.
Notes:
SIKE, i put off the first two weeks of assignments in order to write this MWAHAHA. but, this is the end until at least february break. :/ ANYWAYS, hope u enjoy this one.
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And I’m Telling You, I’m Not Going (Cast of Dreamgirls) – Nakia Shauku
Out Tonight (Cast of Rent) – Valkyrie Parrington
One Song Glory (Cast of Rent) – Steve Rogers
Dark Blue (Jack’s Mannequin) – Tony Stark
Run Away with Me (Carly Rae Jepsen) – Carol Danvers
Chapter 3: Grease
Summary:
The week leading up to the opening night of Grease brings forth chaotic events for several of our favorite Aural Avengers.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
October 1, 2013.
Bruce sits in the teachers' lounge bright and early Monday morning, sipping on his coffee as he goes over his planner.
He vetoes a couple of items off this week’s schedule that he can absolutely wait to worry about next week, like those science exams that are still piled up on top of his desk.
Okay, so it’s already been two weeks since his students wrote them… Maybe he should try to schedule in at least a good thirty minutes to correct those?
Bruce spends all of three seconds worrying about it before deciding to forget about it for now. He has to. He’s just too busy this week.
Because this upcoming Friday is the opening night for Grease. An opening night that will be the result of just over a full month of extremely hard work, from him and his glee kids. So, any and all free time he has this week will be spent devoted to putting finishing touches on sets, costumes, and conducting rehearsals.
Stephen comes walking into the faculty lounge, carrying a much bigger stick than he had when the school year began. He gets a “great work” from Leo Fitz, who teaches social studies, and Bobby Drake, the health and wellness teacher who took over for Ms. Sif this year.
“Thanks, gentlemen,” Stephen replies as he walks over to Bruce’s table.
“I feel like a famous person,” Stephen admits as he takes a seat.
Bruce laughs. “Well, you should! Stephen Strange, coming out of the shadows and getting the Shield High Avengers three back-to-back wins in his first ever coaching games. That’s real impressive, man.”
Stephen preens at the compliment. “Thank you. It’s been…. Quite the overwhelming experience thus far. And I’ve smoked a little more of my medicinal marijuana than I care to admit to help me get through it.”
Bruce laughs again.
“I don’t want to get ahead of myself, we still have several games to play, but those wins felt so good. So good, in fact, that the thought of actually making it to the championship and winning keeps seeping into my brain. I mean, that would just be a dream come true. I’m trying to stay positive and focused and hopefully it’ll manifest,” Stephen adds.
“Well, pass some of those positive feelings over here,” Bruce says in reply. “We open Friday night, and I’m a nervous wreck.”
Stephen frowns. “Hey, speaking of which, I can’t apologize enough. My biggest regret so far is that accepting the coaching position kept me from helping you guys out with the musical, which I really did want to do.”
Bruce waves his hands. “Hey, shut it. I’m not to hear any of that nonsense,” he insists. “Besides, I was able to get some help elsewhere, from someone just as experienced in high school musical productions as you. The T-Birds and Pink Ladies jackets come in later today, and my fourth period science students are going to spend the week helping me finish painting the last few set pieces.”
“Well, that’s great. So, why are you nervous?”
“I don’t know. I know I have no legitimate reason to be, I just can’t help it. I’m worried that some of the set pieces are going to collapse during opening night; I’m worried our choice to put on a hybrid production of both the stage and the film adaptations was a bad decision, and that we should’ve just gone with the original Broadway script; I’m worried about the boys, because some of them still aren’t up to par on the choreography; And I’m worried that Carol still won’t be at her hundred percent by Friday, what with her flu last week,” Bruce rambles.
“Bruce, this all just sounds like a few opening week jitters,” Stephen says. “Everything is going to be fine. Trust and believe that.”
Bruce stares at him, unconvinced. “Let’s hope you’re right.”
“Remember the drive-in the other night? There was the duel. The guy’s best friend went with him. Like his second? Yeah. So? Well, uh… I thought that you could be my second at Thunder Road. You want me to drive with you?” Steve recites from his bed as he reads over the script for Grease, acting as both Danny and Kenickie.
He’s been off book since last Tuesday, but now that they’re a mere five days away from opening night, his nerves are getting the best of him and he's been glued to his script all day.
Regardless of how well rehearsals have gone the last few weeks, and regardless of the fact that he’s in glee club and has competed in two competitions thus far (three, if you count Invitationals), performing is all still new to him. Especially performing a musical, with dialogue.
Steve’s door flies open, causing him to fling his script towards his closet door. Joseph walks in. “What’s going on in here?”
Steve looks at him puzzled. “Nothing. Just homework. Why?”
“Nothing, it just sounded like you were talking to someone,” Joseph says. He then looks down at the floor and sees the script. He squints at the thick stack of pages angrily as he walks over to pick it up. He fixes the pages and flips to the cover page.
“Grease?” He asks. “I thought I made myself perfectly clear, Steve."
“Dad…” Steve starts.
“You mean to tell me you just decided to ignore me? Disobey me? You went behind my back like this for an entire month?” Joseph asks angrily.
“Dad, I thought that only applied when we were doing Rent. I understood why you disagreed with that one. But this is Grease. This is a movie you, me and ma watched when I was a kid. It’s like one of the most respectable pieces of pop culture history. I really didn’t think it would still be an issue.”
Joseph shakes his head. “Well, you’re wrong. It still is an issue. This is a small town, Steve. What we do in public matters. What people think of us matters. Not to mention, being a part of glee club, being in this musical, it’s going to keep you busy from football. And you getting kicked off the football team isn’t a conversation I ever want to have.”
Steve watches the floor in shame. “Mr. Banner and Coach Strange are helping me out, pops. They’re being real flexible with my schedule. We won the first two games of the season. That proves that being in the musical isn’t as big of a distraction as you think.”
Joseph exhales roughly. “I don’t know…”
“I made a commitment, pops. Please. We open this Friday, and it only runs for nine days, and only on nights that we don’t have games. I promise, it won’t interfere with football,” Steve says, getting choked up.
Joseph stares at his son, blankly. “Fine. But only because your ma liked Grease,” he says as he makes to walk off. “But, son? If I find out you betrayed me like that again, we’re going to have a problem. I’m your father. You live under my roof, you follow my rules. Understood?”
“Understood,” Steve replies.
Steve didn’t mean to keep the musical from his father. But things had been going so well between the two of them ever since Joseph started dating. Steve didn’t want the straw that broke the camel’s back to be his participation in a school musical. Especially after his father’s initial outburst after the whole Rent debacle.
October 2, 2013.
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, Thor, and Bruce are all in the auditorium. They’re preparing the stage in order to rehearse the opening musical number, “Summer Nights.” With them are James Rhodes, Jane Foster, Jessica Jones, and new students Scott Lang and Hope Van Dyne.
Stephen used his Coach power to recruit Rhodey as the production needed at least two more male dancers, while Sam recruited Scott Lang himself as the two were old childhood friends.
Sharon, Valkyrie, and Carol paid Jane and Jessica to join as dancers as well, while Carol asked Hope Van Dyne to join the production in the iconic role of Patty Simcox. Carol and Hope are friends from Motorcross, and Hope, desperate to make friends as the new girl at school, happily agreed to join.
Bruce and Peter are seated at the director table in the crowd, their usual spot. The sets are placed in their designated spots, and everyone is in full costume. “Alright, you guys. The stage looks great. I want us to start right from the top of this entire scene, dialogue included, alright? The microphones are on, Parker and Leeds are in charge of the music, everything’s a go. You guys ready?”
Everyone raises a thumbs up to their teacher.
“Alright, go ahead,” Bruce says.
Gamora comes running out onto the stage, with a tray of fake food in hand, and takes an abrupt seat at the Pink Ladies’ usual table. Nakia, Valkyrie, Sharon, and Carol are already seated.
“Did you guys get a look at Zuko this morning? Looking pretty good this year, huh, Riz?” Gamora, as Jan, asks.
Nakia, as Rizzo, rolls her eyes. “That’s ancient history.”
“Well, history sometimes repeats itself,” Valkyrie, as Marty, suggests.
“Hey, Jan. This right here is Sandy Dumbrowski. She just moved here,” Sharon, as Frenchy, shares.
Gamora waves at her from across the table. “Well, hi! How are you liking school so far, Sandy?”
“It’s… Different,” Carol, as Sandy, responds.
“Hi, kids!” Shouts a voice from offstage. The girls all groan.
“Patty Simcox, the bad seed of Rydell High,” Nakia says as Hope makes her way onto the stage.
“Ugh, I just love the first day of school, don’t you?” Hope asks Carol and the Pink Ladies gleefully.
“It’s the biggest thrill of my life,” Nakia replies.
Then, Hope takes notice of Carol. “Oh my gosh, you must think I’m a horrible clod for not introducing myself to your friend!” She says as she makes her way over to Carol. “Hi, I’m Patty Simcox, Vice-President of Student Council! Welcome to Rydell,” she says, finishing with a yelp as Sharon managed to stick an apple on her seat before she sat down.
The girls all laugh at this. As Carol and Hope make inaudible conversation, the focus is put on Sharon, Nakia, Valkyrie and Gamora. “So, girls. How do you like Sandy? Do you think we can let her in the Pink Ladies?”
The girls all stare at her. “She looks too pure to be pink,” Nakia says.
Then, the spotlight on the girls dims and shifts over to the boys.
“Hey, Kenickie, you want a piece of salami?” T’Challa, as Sonny, asks.
“Are you kidding? If I eat that, I’ll smell like you,” Steve, as Kenickie, replies. The boys all laugh at this.
“Hey, I want to hear about what Danny did at the beach,” Sam, as Doody, says.
“Yeah, agreed,” the boys all chatter simultaneously.
“Nah, it was nothing,” Tony, as Danny, says.
“Yeah, nothing, Zuko. I’m so sure. You got in her drawers, right?” Thor, as Putzie, asks.
“That’s absolutely none of your guys’ business,” Tony says with a sneaky smile.
“Awe, come on, let’s hear a little. Tell us about that girl,” Steve begs.
The lights dim on the boys’ side of the stage and shine on the girls’ side.
“So, what’d you do this summer, Sandy?” Sharon asks.
“Oh, I spent most of it at the beach,” Carol responds.
“The beach? What for? We got a brand-new pool right here in the neighborhood. It’s real nice!” Gamora states.
“Yeah, if you like swimming in Clorox,” Valkyrie replies.
“Well, actually, I met a boy there,” Carol says. The music begins to flood the auditorium.
“You hauled your cookies all the way to the beach for some guy?” Nakia questions.
“Well, he was sort of special,” Carol answers.
“Honey, there ain’t no such thing,” Nakia says.
Carol ignores Nakia’s comment. She turns her attention over to Hope. “He was really romantic.”
The boys continue to badger Tony. “Okay, you really want to know?”
They all inaudibly shout various things. “Alright I’ll tell you!” Tony exclaims.
[Tony:]
Summer loving had me a blast
[Carol:]
Summer loving happened so fast
[Tony:]
I met a girl crazy for me
[Carol:]
Met a boy cute as can be
Jessica, Jane, Rhodey, Scott, and Bucky all join each of their respective groups as background characters. Bucky’s given a wig for this scene so as to look unrecognizable from his role as Teen Angel later on.
[Carol & Tony:]
Summer days drifting away
To, oh, oh, the summer nights
[The T-Birds:]
Well-a well-a well-a, huh
Tell me more, tell me more
[Sam:]
Did you get very far?
[The Pink Ladies:]
Tell me more, tell me more
[Valkyrie:]
Like does he have a car?
[Tony:]
She swam by me, she got a cramp
[Carol:]
He ran by me, got my suit damp
[Tony:]
I saved her life, she nearly drowned
[Carol:]
He showed off, splashing around
[Carol & Tony:]
Summer sun, something's begun
But, oh, oh, those summer nights
[The Pink Ladies:]
Well-a well-a well-a huh
Tell me more, tell me more
[Sharon:]
Was it love at first sight?
[The T-Birds:]
Tell me more, tell me more
[Steve:]
Did she put up a fight?
[Tony:]
Took her bowling in the arcade
[Carol:]
We went strolling, drank lemonade
[Tony:]
We made out under the dock
[Carol:]
We stayed out 'till ten o'clock
[Carol & Tony:]
Summer fling, don't mean a thing
But, oh, oh, the summer nights
[The T-Birds:]
Well-a well-a well-a huh
Tell me more, tell me more
[T’Challa:]
But you don't gotta brag
[The Pink Ladies:]
Tell me more, tell me more
[Nakia:]
'Cause he sounds like a drag
[The Cast:]
Shooda-bop bop
Shooda-bop bop
Shooda-bop bop
Shooda-bop bop
Shooda-bop bop
Shooda-bop bop
Shooda-bop bop
Yeah
[Carol:]
He got friendly, holding my hand
[Tony:]
She got friendly down in the sand
[Carol:]
He was sweet, just turned eighteen
[Tony:]
Well, she was good you know what I mean
[Carol & Tony:]
Summer heat, boy and girl meet
But, oh, oh, the summer nights
[The Pink Ladies:]
Tell me more, tell me more
[Gamora:]
How much dough did he spend?
[The T-Birds:]
Tell me more, tell me more
[Thor:]
Could she get me a friend?
[Carol:]
It turned colder, that's where it ends
[Tony:]
So I told her we'd still be friends
[Carol:]
Then we made our true love vow
[Tony:]
Wonder what she's doing now
[Carol & Tony w/ The Cast:]
Summer dreams ripped at the seams
But, oh, those summer nights
(Tell me more, tell me more)
Bruce and Peter applaud the performance vehemently. “Oh my god, you guys! That was so good!” Peter says into the microphone.
“I agree, guys. No notes whatsoever,” Mr. Banner adds.
The kids themselves also cheer and high five one another.
“And hey, for the five hundredth time, thanks again to our incredible extras and dancers. You guys are the real backbone of this whole production. You did great, thank you!” Bruce adds.
“I expect a five percent boost for the next science test, Mr. Banner,” Rhodey shouts jokingly.
“Yeah, yeah, we’ll just see about that, Mr. Rhodes,” Bruce responds. “Alright, guys. Take ten while Peter and I discuss. Extras, we won’t be needing you for the rest of this rehearsal, so you’re free to go.”
The kids all disperse, moving to different ends of the stage to sit and take a drink of water. Jessica and Jane approach Valkyrie and Carol. “You know, this is starting to feel like a lot more work than what was originally asked of us,” Jessica says.
“And you only gave us fifty dollars each,” Jane adds.
“Jesus Christ, you heathens. Does it look like we’re made of money?” Valkyrie asks.
“Well, we’d be happy to walk out right now and watch you scramble to replace us,” Jessica retorts.
“No blood on our hands,” Jane says with a laugh.
Valkyrie and Carol exchange looks. They each pull out their wallets and give the two cheerios an extra twenty dollars each.
Jessica and Jane look pleased with themselves. “See you at rehearsals tomorrow,” Jessica says, as the duo leaves.
“I don’t know anyone more annoying than those two bitches,” Valkyrie says bitterly.
“Ditto,” Carol says as she takes a sip of water.
Then, Tony comes running up to her and throws his arms around her waist. “You did so great, babe,” he says.
“And I stand corrected,” Valkyrie says, rolling her eyes.
Carol picks up on the comment. “Tony, can you give us a second?” She asks her boyfriend sweetly.
Tony nods, and walks off to give them privacy.
Carol turns around on her heels. “Val, what’s going on?”
Valkyrie puts on her best fake face. “What do you mean?”
“At first I thought Tony was crazy for thinking you hated him. But the last few weeks I’ve been picking up on the little comments you make under your breath at his expense. Why? What has he done to deserve that?” Carol asks angrily. And loudly. Loud enough that it gets Sam, Thor, and Scott looking over at them.
Valkyrie is speechless for maybe the first time ever. Neither one of them has ever raised their voice at each other before, nor have they ever gotten into any sort of fight in the few years they’ve known each other.
“Care, I just don’t get a good vibe off of him,” Valkyrie lies.
“Well, I do. So why can’t you just be a supportive friend?” Carol questions. Valkyrie doesn’t answer. “Okay, well until you can give me an answer to that question, I think we should just… Do our own thing.”
Valkyrie watches in near tears as Carol grabs her bag and bottle and walks backstage to talk to Tony.
“Alright, guys. Break’s over, let’s move on,” Bruce says into the microphone.
Bucky and Steve are doing homework down at the Barnes’ kitchen table. This is maybe the second or third time Steve has ever been to Bucky’s house.
The only times both boys feel comfortable enough for Steve to go over are when George makes it clear to Bucky that he will be working late.
If George does come home early, no harm done. All he will see is two friends doing homework together. However, considering Steve and Bucky’s very unique and secretive situation, neither of them have wanted to get caught. All it will do is allow for George to start asking questions.
“Did you finish question nine?” Steve asks his boyfriend as Drake’s “Hold On, We’re Going Home” plays from the radio in the living room.
“Yeah, but Ms. Cho had to help me out with it,” Bucky says. “Do you need help?”
Steve nods, so Bucky moves over to the seat beside Steve and begins explaining using Ms. Cho’s words. However, about a minute in, Bucky realizes his boyfriend’s mentally unaccounted for. “Steve?”
Steve snaps out of his daze. “Sorry. I’m sorry, Buck.”
“Do you want a drink to wake you up?”
Steve shakes his head. “Nah, I’m not tired.”
“Well, is everything okay?” Bucky asks concerned.
Steve shrugs. “I don’t know. Yeah. But, no.” Bucky doesn’t say anything, allowing time for Steve to finish his thoughts. “Can I be honest about something?”
Bucky nods.
“I don't mean to sound like a whiny baby, or anything. I know I basically handed him the role myself. But losing the lead to Tony… It’s put me back to that place of self-doubt… Like, I’m not as cut out for this stuff like I thought I was.”
Bucky grabs hold of his boyfriend’s hand. “Steve… You have absolutely nothing to doubt. You’re about as talented as they come. And I’m not just saying that because I’m your boyfriend.”
Steve grins. “I don’t know. Like I said, it's my fault. For a sec, though, I thought maybe I was a good enough singer that Mr. Banner would cast me as the lead regardless of what I said."
“Why don’t you try to think of it from a different perspective. I’m pretty talented myself, but how much of that is thanks to all my years in singing lessons? And Tony’s pretty talented, but he’s also been in school musicals before. Your voice is a gift that you didn’t even know you possessed until you joined glee club and Mr. B taught you how to utilize it. It’s pure, raw talent. And you still have yet to even exercise all of it.”
Steve smiles at his boyfriend. He playfully messes with Bucky’s hair. “Why are you so good at giving advice, and talking your idiotic, punk boyfriend through weak moments?”
“Let’s just consider it one of my many talents,” Bucky jokes. The two laugh together as they share a kiss.
It’s their first ever kiss in the Barnes household. Hopefully the first of many. Bucky longs for the day that he can have Steve over, as his boyfriend, and it not be a big deal or secret. Something natural, where Steve, George and him can all have dinner together, or watch a movie. It would be a really minor gold star on Bucky’s bucket list, but it would be a gold star, nonetheless.
Tony lays in his living room with The Simpsons playing in the background. He keeps falling in and out of sleep and has been since his episode of Bones finished. But his position on the couch, as well as the comfort of the new throw fleece blanket his mom just purchased, makes it impossible to get up. However, if a rerun of The Simpsons is playing, Tony knows it’s around midnight, or just after.
Considering he’s got rehearsals for the rest of the week, a football game Thursday, and then opening night on Friday, he should probably get off his ass and get himself to bed.
But then… Sweet sleep, once again.
Tony sleeps for at least another thirty minutes before he’s awakened by a noise. He shoots upright and looks around the room. Nothing seems to be out of sorts, so he closes his eyes. “No, no, get up,” he whispers to himself. He tosses the blanket off, uses the remote to shut off the television, and stands up, yawning with his entire body quite dramatically.
He makes his way to his bedroom before he hears yet another noise. It comes from outside the front door, so he walks over to investigate.
What he sees on his front porch through the curtains on the window nearby shocks him to his core: his mother, Maria Stark (Or, technically, Carbonell now), locking lips with one Joseph Rogers.
Tony grimaces and groans. He then pulls his phone out of his pocket to check the time. It’s currently 1:02 AM. What is his mother doing making out at one in the morning? And with Joseph Rogers? Tony desperately needs to have a chat with Steve to see if he knows anything about this. He decides to take a picture of the two culprits for proof before running off to bed.
October 3, 2013.
Bruce stands on stage talking back and forth with Peter, seated in his wheelchair on the auditorium floor, as the rest of the Aural Avengers are seated around waiting to be called on, in various conversations.
“So, do you think Steve knows about them?” Carol asks Tony, referring to Joseph and Maria dating.
“I have no idea. I wouldn’t think so, because he would’ve definitely talked to me about it, right? Or at the very least, mentioned it?” Tony asks.
Carol shrugs. “Who knows. Maybe he does know, and just didn’t know what to say to you.”
Tony thinks long and hard. “Well, I guess we’ll see. I’m going to talk to him after rehearsals.”
“But quick question, your mom and Steve’s dad dating… Is it a problem?” Carol questions. “Or is it just… An awkward topic because of your dad?”
Tony shakes his head. “No, that’s not it… It’s just, after talking to Sharon and Bucky last year, and talking to Steve… I just don’t know how good of a guy this Joseph person is. Of course, I shouldn’t assume as I haven’t really gotten to know him at all myself, and I’ve only met him once, but from what I’ve heard, he’s kind of bad news.”
Carol nods. “Well, don’t get ahead of yourself. First things first, talk to Steve. And then talk to your mom.”
“Alright, we’re going to start rehearsals with the Pink Ladies in Frenchy’s bedroom,” Bruce says. “So, girls, come on up, please.”
Carol kisses Tony goodbye as she gets up to go perform her scene.
Just then, Steve comes walking into the auditorium.
Because none of the guys are needed onstage at the moment, Tony gets up and runs over to him. “Hey, man. Can I talk to you for a second?”
“Sure thing,” Steve replies, and follows Tony to the other end of the auditorium to get some privacy. “So, what’s up?”
Tony can’t find the words, so he pulls up the picture on his phone to just rip the band-aid off. He gives Steve his phone.
Steve looks at the phone. “Why do you have a picture of my dad kissing… Oh, shit!” Steve exclaims. “Is that your mom?”
Tony nods with an uneasy look on his face.
“Our parents are dating?” Steve asks.
“So, you didn’t know?” Tony asks.
“Not at all. Well, I knew my dad was dating, but I had no idea it was your mom. I didn’t even get a name,” Steve answers honestly.
“Last year, the day I came to your house and we talked… Your dad mentioned knowing my mom. I guess they were high school friends, or something like that, I don’t quite remember,” Tony says.
Steve nods. “So, how do you feel about this?”
Tony shrugs. “I have no idea. I didn’t even know she was seeing anybody. She’s been keeping this from me. In hindsight, I guess it’s a good thing she’s seeing someone, but…”
“You don’t want it to be my dad?” Steve asks. He doesn’t look at all phased.
Tony shrugs once more. “I don’t know. I’m sure he’s a good guy on the surface, but just based on stuff you and I have talked about… He’s not necessarily someone I’d be comfortable interacting with on a regular basis.”
Steve doesn’t look at all offended. “Hey, that’s fair. You’re allowed to feel that way. I mean, unlike me, you are open about who you are.”
“This isn’t weird at all to you?” Tony asks.
Steve thinks about it. “I guess under different circumstances, yeah. It’d be pretty weird. But I haven’t seen my dad like this since my ma passed away. He’s in such a good place, and I think that’s all thanks to your mom.”
Tony smiles at this. “He’s changing, Tony. He’s not as negative or bitter these days,” Steve states. “But I get where you’re coming from. So, what do you want to do? Do you want to try to put a stop to it?”
“No,” Tony replies. “Let me talk to my mom first. She doesn’t even know that I know.”
“Okay, sounds good. Let me know how the talk goes,” Steve says. Tony nods, and makes to walk away. “Hey, Stark?”
Tony turns around. “You make one hell of a Zuko,” Steve says. He's over whatever he was feeling the other night when he was with Bucky. Tony won the role fair in square.
Tony smiles at this. “Thanks, Rogers.”
A few feet away, Sam sneaks over to where Peter’s wheelchair is parked.
“Sup, wheels?” Sam asks his new pal.
Peter laughs without taking his eyes off the stage. “That’s just a little offensive,” he says. “And, nothing, what’s up with you?”
Sam laughs. “Nothing’s up with me, but word on the street is that something may be up with Gamora and Thor. I heard them fighting backstage before the girls got onstage.”
“What were they fighting about?” Peter asks, intrigued.
“I have no idea,” Sam says. “Couldn’t quite make out the context. But it was obvious that they were mad at each other.” Peter watches Gamora intently. “You know what that means, right?” Sam asks.
“No, what?”
“It’s a perfect opportunity for you to swoop in. Make a move,” Sam suggests.
“I’m confused,” Peter says. “I thought the whole point of our friendship was to help each other move on from Sharon and Gamora?”
“It is. Don’t get me wrong. I’m starting to talk to other girls again, and I’ve even been trying to find a girl or two you might be into. But, that’s more so our Plan B.1. We’re both still into Sharon and Gamora, right?” Sam asks.
Peter smiles at his ex-girlfriend, who’s so lost in her performance that she doesn’t notice his eyes on her. “Right.”
“Okay, so then if an opportunity to get another chance with either of them presents itself, we have to take it, too. We can’t be dumb. That’s our Plan B.2,” Sam explains.”
“Plan B.1. and B.2? Why not Plan A and Plan B?” Peter questions.
“Because neither plan should be our main priority. They’re on even playing fields. It’s all just about timing and whichever one happens first,” Sam says.
“Genius,” Peter responds. “You’re a genius.”
Sam laughs. “But also, that’s not all this friendship is based on,” he says. “I’ll kick your ass if you ever tell anyone this, but I’m actually enjoying having you around.”
Peter’s extremely touched by this. “Yeah, same here.”
Nakia sings the last few lines of “Look at Me, I’m Sandra Dee,” as the girls' scene ends.
Bruce calls a break before Carol is set to perform “Hopelessly Devoted to You,” so the girls disperse. Carol runs backstage to get a sip of water. Valkyrie follows her.
“Hey, I thought you did so great in that scene. You really know how to play Sandy,” Valkyrie says.
Carol smiles. “Thanks, Val.” Then, she puts her bottle down and walks past Valkyrie in order to go see Tony.
Valkyrie watches through the curtains in jealousy as Tony and Carol share a kiss.
Peter watches in pain as Thor and Gamora seemingly make up from whatever fight Sam had witnessed.
Sam watches heartbroken as Sharon and Nakia rehearse choreography and goof around. While he’s been able to put up a good front around other people, he’s still having trouble getting over their breakup. He hasn’t laughed the way Sharon’s laughing right now in months.
[Valkyrie:]
Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you
[Sam:]
I know I'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
But baby, can't you see there's nothing else for me to do?
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
[Peter:]
But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
[Peter, Valkyrie, & Sam:]
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
[Peter:]
My head is sayin' "fool, forget her"
My heart is sayin' “don't let go”
[Sam:]
Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
[Valkyrie:]
But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
[Peter, Valkyrie, & Sam:]
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Tony gets home after a long evening of Grease rehearsals and football practice. He feels like a bubble bath is definitely in order, but, he’s eager to finally get to have this conversation with his mother first.
“Tony?” Maria calls out. “That you?”
Tony drops his backpack by the front door and walks into the kitchen. He finds his mom pulling out the lasagna from the oven.
“Of course. Who else would it be?” Tony asks suspiciously.
“Nobody, sweetheart,” Maria says. “It’s just an expression, I guess?"
“Did you want me to make a salad to eat with dinner?” Tony asks.
“I’ve made one already,” Maria says. “Can you set the table for us, though?”
Tony nods, pulling his letterman jacket off and hanging it on the coat rack. He marches over to grab two plates, two cups, two forks, and two knives. He walks them over to the dining table and is stunned to find an apple pie there as well.
“Apple pie? We only have apple pie on special occasions,” Tony notes.
“Just had a craving. I got off at the bank early today and had the extra free time,” Maria says.
It’s not that Maria never cooks or anything. It’s just that Tony normally gets home before her, and most days, he helps out and cooks dinner so that it could be waiting for her when she gets off work. Which is why the large feast in front of them, including the apple pie, has Tony all the more suspicious.
Suddenly, it dawns on Tony: Maria’s about to tell him about Joseph.
The two sit down and begin to make up their plates.
“So, Tony…” Maria begins.
Tony immediately talks over her. “I know.”
“You know?” Maria asks.
“About you and Joseph Rogers.”
His mother’s completely taken aback. “Oh… Did Steve tell you?”
“No. Steve didn’t even know that the woman his father’s dating was you. Until I told him today.”
Maria looks at her confused. “Wait, then how did you find out?”
“Because I saw you guys making out on the porch last night at one in the morning,” Tony says abruptly.
Maria snickers. “I’m so sorry you had to see that,” she says.
“Why didn’t you tell me that you were dating, mom?”
Maria shrugs. “I guess I was just nervous. I couldn’t quite tell how you would react.”
“Mom, I’m happy for you. It’s time. It’s time for you to get back out there and find someone to spend the rest of your life with,” Tony says.
Maria rises to her feet and walks over to plant a kiss on her son’s head. “Thank you, honey.”
“But, mom,” Tony says. “I’ve heard a lot about Mr. Rogers. And something tells me that this man in particular might not be the one you want to spend the rest of your life with. Something also tells me he’ll have a real problem with me.”
“Sweetheart, what makes you say that?”
“I’ve heard stuff about him. That he’s not the nicest guy. And that he’s… Homophobic. Like extremely homophobic,” Tony shares.
Maria nods. “Joseph and I knew each other in high school. We were friends. We used to get into all kinds of mischief. However, we quickly fell into different cliques, and it was hard to stay friends after that. I always regretted how things ended between us. Then, this past July, we ran into each other at the grocery store, and he looked broken. He was still his same goofy self but broken. So, we reconnected and started talking. Losing Steve’s mother was extremely hard on him, Tony. And he’s even told me himself that he misses the man he used to be. So, he’s working on things, and trying to better himself and his relationship with Steve.”
Tony nods. “Well, that’s good. Steve even mentioned that his dad’s the happiest he’s been in years, and that it’s probably all because of you.”
Maria beams at the revelation. “Well, that’s great to hear,” she says. “But, honey, he knows you’re bisexual. And he has yet to express any disapproval. I know that that doesn’t necessarily mean he’s not homophobic, because he could be, but it’s… Progress, at the very least, right?”
Tony nods again, but looks unconvinced. “Give me some time, Tony. I’ll find out for sure. I would never be with a man that wouldn’t accept my son.”
October 4, 2013.
Steve, Tony, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor make their way to the locker room after class in order to prepare for their third football game of the season. They’re about as hyped as they can be. The prospect of continuing their winning streak (five wins now) and absolutely slaying their opening night tomorrow has them feeling like kings.
They walk into the locker room and it’s quite obvious that Clint Barton, Brock Rumlow, and the rest of the team have just been talking about them, as the conversation abruptly stops once they enter.
The five glee boys walk over to open their lockers as the rest of the team attempt to hold back fits of laughter. “Okay, what the hell’s so hilarious?” Thor asks.
“Open your lockers and find out,” Rumlow answers.
All five boys open their lockers to find rainbow confetti all over their belongings, with a rainbow flag inside with their name written on it.
Steve’s paralyzed in fear. All of the color disappears from his face.
Clint, Brock, Luke Cage, Danny Rand, Reed Richards, Johnny Storm, Ben Grimm, Warren Worthington, Scott Summers, and Logan Howlett all burst out in laughter just as Scott Lang and Rhodey walk into the locker room.
Sam grabs Clint by the collar of the tacky button-down shirt he’s wearing and slams him into the row of lockers. “You think you’re funny, Barton? Because calling me gay and throwing a rainbow flag in my face doesn’t take away from the fact that I fucked your sister last fall after the homecoming assembly. I fucked her so hard, that she couldn’t walk straight for two hours,” he says. He then turns his attention to the other guys. “I’ve probably fucked all of your sisters by now. Odinson, Stark, and I have a higher body count combined than all of you. So, grow the fuck up, and instead of worrying about what clubs we join, worry about the fact that at least half of you are going to walk out of this school virgins, and with a 1.0 G.P.A.”
“You’re one to talk,” Rumlow says. “You’re the dumbest crock of shit on the team, Wilson. So, you get a fucking grip. We just wanted to formally exile you from the rest of our high school careers. Because you five are fucking done. Joining the glee club, joining the school musical, when not six months ago you were the ones throwing the after-parties, sitting at the top of the food chain. It’s just fucking sad. Get used to obscurity, boys. Because after tomorrow, you will socially cease to exist.”
Then, Steve, suddenly filled with anger and unable to bite his tongue any further, turns around and punches Rumlow square in the face. Then, Barton swings for Sam but misses. So Sam punches him in retaliation.
A scuffle amongst everyone begins just as Stephen walks in. He blows the whistle immediately, causing everyone to stop. “I agreed to coach football. Not to be a House Dad at the fraternity.”
“What happened?” Principal Fury asks angrily. Stephen stands in the corner of the room.
Steve, Sam, and a bruised and bloody Barton and Rumlow all start talking simultaneously. “Shut up,” Fury shouts. “Rogers, you go ahead.”
Steve digs into his backpack and pulls out his rainbow flag. “They stuffed one of these in each of us glee guys’ gym lockers. They’ve been harassing us about the glee club ever since we joined. So, I punched Rumlow. I’m not proud of what I did, but you can only be pushed so far.”
Fury sighs. “And why is your nose bleeding?” He asks Clint.
“Because Wilson went all Street Fighter on me,” Clint replies.
“Sir, he swung at me first. I decked him in self-defense,” Sam says.
Fury looks irritated as all hell. “Steve, Sam, we have a strict no violence policy here,” he says. “Then again, we also try to instill a zero-tolerance policy against any form of bullying. And it sounds like you two instigated this,” he finishes, looking at Barton and Rumlow.
“I spent weeks trying to find you a great Coach. And now that you have one, one whose top priority is getting you gentlemen to the championship, you’re going to let petty bullshit like this keep you from winning it all? It makes me sick. So, you four are sitting out of tonight’s game,” Fury decides. “Does that work for you, Coach Strange?”
Stephen nods. “Yes, sir. It gives me a chance to let our new player start in the game tonight.”
Steve turns to Coach Strange. “New player?”
“Yes. Aldrich Killian has joined the football team,” Stephen shares.
Steve shuts his eyes in disbelief. This cannot be happening. He would rather take a beating from Barton and Rumlow every morning than to have to be on the same football team as Aldrich Killian.
“If I get wind that any of you four are implicated in any more fights, your consequences will be way more severe. I just don’t have the patience for this type of stuff. Now, get out of here.”
The four boys walk out, each just as pissed off as the last.
“So, was this worth it?” Steve asks, calling out from behind the other two boys.
Rumlow and Barton turn around and look at him. “Whatever, Rogers,” Barton says. The two continue on to the exit that leads to the parking lot.
“Guess they’re not staying to watch the game,” Sam says.
“Come on,” Steve says, “might not be playing, but we should go support the guys.”
“Agreed,” Sam replies.
The two make their way to the stands and take a seat down at the first row. Steve scans the crowds, and sighs in relief when he doesn’t spot the person he’s looking for.
“What are you doing?” Sam questions.
“My pops and I kind of got into it earlier this week. I was just checking to see if he was here,” Steve replies.
Though the two ex-best friends had a heart to heart the day of Regionals last year, where they both decided to squash their beef and move on as best they could, there was still an awkward air that surrounded them whenever they were alone together.
So, Sam tried his best to push through, in the hopes that they could soon get to a non-awkward place. “What’d you guys fight about?”
“The musical,” Steve says hesitantly. He doesn’t feel like rehashing the events. But this is Sam. And Sam might understand more than anyone. He knows Joseph well. “I found out my dad was one of the parents who complained about Rent. He said he didn’t want me being in any musical, especially one as inappropriate as Rent. So, I didn’t tell him when we changed it to Grease. He just found out this week. Again, he got mad that I was a part of the musical. But especially because he worried that it was going to interfere with football. And I know that had I seen him here tonight, it was going to be the nail in the coffin he needed to keep me from going tomorrow. He would’ve completely ignored the fact that Barton and Rumlow started the fight, and just focused on the fact that I was benched. Don’t even get me started on if we lose this game.”
Sam groans. “That’s fucking whack. I’m sorry, man.”
“You know how he is. Classic Joseph Rogers,” Steve says nervously.
“Yeah, but that’s still fucked up. Just like Barton and Rumlow, he’s got to let you do what you want to do. The way I see it is if you’re not doing drugs, or drinking yourself to sleep, he shouldn’t really give a shit.”
Steve nods. It’s a very good point. “Smart.”
“Sorry. I guess Peter’s rubbing off on me. I’m starting to sound all philosophical and shit,” Sam jokes.
Steve feels queasy when he watches Killian make his way onto the field. This is going to be hell.
The queasy subsides however, because about fifty minutes later, by the grace of God, the Shield High Avengers manage to pull off their sixth consecutive win.
Steve and Sam pull each into the longest celebratory bro-hug in history. Despite initial wariness, getting to spend a few hours with each other may have been exactly what Steve and Sam needed.
October 5, 2013.
This is it.
The opening night of Grease.
Bruce spends about an hour getting himself showered, shaved, and dressed up in his best navy suit for the special occasion. He then makes his way for Shield High, mentally prepared to deal with the overwhelming atmosphere of an opening night for a musical.
The choir room and the backstage of the auditorium are all filled with various privacy partitions and vanity tables for the cast members to change costumes and touch up their makeup.
As soon as Bruce steps foot into the choir room, he sees most of the kids already getting ready, with the Grease movie soundtrack filling the room.
“Mr. Banner!” Tony says excitedly.
“Hey, guys. Looking great,” Bruce says. “While I’m here right now, is there anything anyone needs at the moment?”
None of the kids speak up. “Alright, then I’m going to go make sure Peter and Ned are already setting up the soundboard in the auditorium,” Bruce adds, exiting the choir room.
“Brucey!” Bruce hears from behind him. It’s Stephen, also dressed in his best suit. A nice grey one. “What’s up? How are you feeling?”
“Nervous, but this time, in a good way,” Bruce replies.
“Great,” Stephen replies. “Well, hey, I’m here to be your helper. So, if there’s anything at all you need me to do for tonight, just let me know.”
Bruce smiles. “Do you really mean that?”
Stephen nods vehemently. “Absolutely.”
“In my office in the choir room is a box full of programs. Can I get you to stand just outside the auditorium doors and pass them out to the spectators? Maybe you can get a student or two to help you out?”
Stephen salutes him. “Ay, ay, Captain.”
Bruce taps his best friend on the back. “You’re the absolute greatest person alive.”
“I know,” Stephen answers, then walks off to complete his task.
“Mr. Banner!” Ned Leeds shouts. Bruce whips his head around swiftly.
“What’s up, boys?” Bruce questions.
“The sound room in the auditorium was locked. We need you to open it for us,” Peter Parker says.
“Let’s go right now,” Bruce says, pulling his keys out of his pocket.
As the three head for the auditorium, Bruce is relieved and ecstatic to see the audience filling up.
He spends about eight minutes total helping Peter and Ned set up and then makes his way back to the choir room. On his way there, he sees Stephen and students Daisy Johnson and Alison Blaire handing out programs. Stephen gives him a thumbs up.
Bruce walks into the choir room to find Bucky and Peter leading the Aural Avengers, who are all dressed in their costumes, in vocal warmups. On the other side of the room, Jane, Jessica, and Hope occupy the mirrors and Rhodey and Scott fool around with some of the props.
Bruce smiles at the sight. “Alright, alright, guys. Showtime in twenty, I hope most of you are just about ready. Time for final touch ups, and whatnot,” Bruce says.
“Wait, Mr. Banner,” Steve says, looking handsome as ever in his costume, which consists of a grey t-shirt, blue jeans, converse, and his T-Birds jacket. His hair is also perfectly gelled. “We just wanted to take a second to thank you for all the work and dedication you’ve put into this production.” Sharon walks over to Bruce and hands him a bouquet of flowers. Orchids.
Bruce is immensely touched at the gesture. “Thank you all. This has been quite the adventure. Stress-inducing, yes. But an adventure, nonetheless,” he says. “Alright, now I want to take a second to thank you all, so gather up.”
“Time for a sappy pep talk,” Carol whispers to Hope.
“You know it, Carol,” Bruce says. “You have all put in an incredible amount of work to make this production become what it is. Rehearsals, building the sets, all of it. So, thank you. I wish you all the best of luck out there. Make me proud, make Shield proud, but most importantly, make yourselves proud. Give the performance of your lives.”
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, Thor, Rhodey, Scott, Hope, Jessica, and Jane all cheer.
“Now, let’s hit it,” Bruce says.
Peter, decked out in his Eugene costume of a plaid suit with a bowtie and extra-large glasses, stares out to the audience through a corner of the curtain. Somehow, by the grace of god, they actually managed to attract enough attention and get the auditorium to an 80% capacity. While he wants to see the positive in that, all it does is fill him with self-doubt.
He closes the curtain, and attempts to wheel away, feeling disorientated. Peter has been Mr. Banner’s right-hand man throughout the entirety of this production. Peter’s suggested his own ideas that Mr. Banner agreed to, he helped stage every number and every scene, and he helped Mr. Banner tweak the script. A large majority of this lies on Peter’s shoulders, which means that if it fails, his peers may be quick to place the blame on him.
“Alright, you ready, Pete?” Mr. Banner asks his co-director.
“Everything is wrong,” Peter answers, feeling perspiration form on his forehead. “The scenery, the costumes, the staging. I thought that if I just pretended like I knew what I was doing, I could lie my way through it. But in five minutes, that curtain is going to go up and everybody’s going to know I’m a fraud.”
Mr. Banner kneels, getting to eye level with his student. “Whoa, Peter, you did brilliant. The show’s going to be absolutely amazing, and that’s all thanks to you.”
Then, Sam walks up and interrupts the conversation. “Hey, man,” he says to his friend.
“Not now, Sam,” Peter whispers, though to his own ears, it feels like he’s shouting. All he can hear is his heart beating frantically. “We start in eight. I have to get everyone to their places.”
“But we have a problem. A couple of the cast needs a quick word with you,” Sam says, walking behind Peter in order to push his wheelchair himself. He signals for Mr. B to follow.
Peter half expects this “quick word” to be of the negative type. Maybe someone’s about to tell him what a shit job he’s done at co-directing.
But he’s met with the opposite. Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, T’Challa, and Thor with smiles painted all across their faces. Gamora’s got a bouquet of roses in her hand.
“The problem is that we haven’t officially thanked you for everything you’ve done for the show, too,” Nakia says.
“We were all so nervous, and we didn’t know what we were doing, and you were like the lighthouse that led us the way,” Gamora adds, walking over and handing him the flowers.
“But I don’t know what I was doing either,” Peter admits. His face falls and his shoulders sag. “When you’re in a chair, it’s hard to ever feel like you’ve grown up. Everyone’s always doing stuff for you or getting freaked out about saying the wrong thing. So, they coddle you. Sometimes it’s hard to ever picture a life of being totally self-sufficient. But directing you guys, the way you trusted me, the way you looked at me and listened to me. It was the first time in my life that I ever felt like a grown man. It’s the greatest gift you could give a guy, so… Thank you, guys. For the flowers, and for everything else.”
The kids are all so touched by Peter’s words, that they immediately all fall into a group hug. Bruce joins them as well. Then, the band begins to play their instruments, a three-minute warning sign for the cast that Peter instructed them to do. “Okay, guys, let’s kick some ass,” Sam says.
“We just have to bang out the dent. That’s all there is too it,” Thor, as Putzie, says.
“The problem isn’t in the dent,” says Sam, as Doody. “The problem’s in this rubber band engine.”
“The problem’s in your mouth,” Steve, as Kenickie, says, garnering laughs from the audience.
“Where are you going to get a new carburetor, anyways, huh?” Asks Thor.
“You ever hear of borrowing?” Steve asks.
“Hey, Kenick, you got any scotch tape?” T’Challa, as Sonny, asks, mocking the state of the vehicle.
“Hey, big stuff… What do you drive?” Tony, as Danny, asks him.
“I drive,” T’Challa answers, sheepishly.
Thor laughs. “How about you?” Tony asks him.
“Who? Me?” Thor question in a panic. “Well… Well, what about Doody?”
The boys all look over at Sam. “I…I,” Sam stammers.
“That’s what I thought,” Tony says. “Now, come on, guys. This car could be a major piece of machinery.” He lifts the hood of the car up and spends a few seconds inspecting its interior. He then looks over at his pals with a smug smile.
“Now, this car could be systematic,” he says, as the music begins to play. “Hydromatic… Ultramatic. Why, it could be Greased Lightning.”
With that, he jumps on top of a nearby set piece to begin the number.
[Tony:]
We'll get some overhead lifters and some four-barrel quads
Oh, yeah
[Steve:]
Keep talking, whoa keep talking
[Tony:]
A fuel injection cut-off and chrome plated rods
Oh, yeah
[Steve:]
We’ll get it ready
I’ll kill to get it ready
[Tony:]
With a four speed on the floor they'll be waiting at the door
You know that ain't no crap
We'll be getting lots of that
In Greased Lightning
[T-Birds:]
Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go
[Tony:]
Go Greased Lightning
You're burning up the quarter mile
[T-Birds:]
Greased Lightning, go Greased Lightning
[Tony:]
Go Greased Lightning
You're coasting through the heat lap trial
[T-Birds:]
Greased Lightning, go Greased Lightning
[Tony & T-Birds:]
You are supreme (Oh oh!)
The chicks will scream (Oh oh!)
For Greased Lightning
Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go
[Tony:]
We'll get some purple French taillights and thirty-inch fins
Oh yeah
A Palomino dashboard and duel muffler twins
Oh yeah
With new pistons, plugs, and shocks I can get off my rocks
You know that I ain't bragging, she's a real honey wagon
Greased Lightning
[T-Birds:]
Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go
[Tony:]
Go Greased Lightning
You're burning up the quarter mile
[T-Birds:]
Greased Lightning, go Greased Lightning
[Tony:]
Go Greased Lighting
You're coasting through the heat lap trial
[T-Birds:]
Greased Lightning, go Greased Lightning
[Tony & T-Birds:]
You are supreme (Oh oh!)
The chicks will scream (Oh oh!)
For Greased Lightning
Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go
[Tony:]
Go Greased Lightning
You're burning up the quarter mile
[T-Birds:]
Grease Lightning, go Greased Lightning
[Tony:]
Go Greased Lighting
You're coasting through the heat lap trial
[T-Birds:]
Greased Lightning, go Greased Lightning
[Tony & T-Birds:]
You are supreme (Oh oh!)
The chicks will scream (Oh oh!)
For Greased Lightning
Lightning, lightning, lightning
Lightning, lightning, lightning
Lightning
Yeah!
The audience roars for the boys’ performance. The curtains close as Tony, Steve, Sam, T’Challa and Thor all get off the stage quickly and allow the freshmen backstage crew to set up the next scene.
Nakia waits for T’Challa with her arms wide open. “God, you did so great, T,” she says giddily.
“You really think so?” T’Challa asks her.
“Absolutely,” she responds. “You were the best dancer out there just now. And I hate to say it, but you look mighty fine in your jacket.”
T’Challa laughs. “Well, my plan seems to be working fine.”
“Your plan?” Nakia asks.
“Yeah. See, I only agreed to the musical so that I could put on a kick ass performance that would get you to fall madly in love with me,” he admits. “And judging by the way you’re looking at me… I’d say it’s working.”
Nakia blushes and slaps his arm before walking away, leaving T’Challa to laugh alone.
Bucky sneaks over to Steve, who’s applying a little foundation in the spots on his face where he’s most oily. He gets extremely hot and sweaty under those stage lights. And he’s only seventeen years old, so his skin gets oily, it happens. Sue him!
Sharon and Mrs. Walters are on stage at the moment, acting out the scene between Frenchy and Viola the waitress before Teen Angel’s big solo.
Bucky takes the beauty blender out of Steve’s hand and takes over, dabbing at his boyfriend’s face. “You look so good out there,” Bucky says.
Steve smiles. “Thank you, babe.”
“Are you okay? Are you still bothered about yesterday? And Killian joining the team?” Bucky questions.
“You know, Buck, I’m in such a good mood that I don’t want to ruin it by talking about that tool,” Steve says.
Bucky nods. “You have no idea how amazing you look out there,” he shares. “Just like with your singing, your acting chops just come out of you so naturally.”
“Geez, Buck. Get me all flustered and then abandon me to go sing your big solo, why don’t you,” Steve answers with a laugh.
“Sorry. Wasn’t intentional. I just had to let you know,” he admits, just as the curtain closes. “Speaking of which,” he adds, as he kisses his boyfriend on the cheek and then runs off to stand at his position. He mouths Steve an I love you before the curtains open back up for him.
[Bucky:]
Your story, sad to tell
A teenage ne'er do well
Most mixed up, non-delinquent on the block
Your future's so unclear now
What's left of your career now?
Can't even get a trade in on your smock
Beauty school dropout
No graduation day for you
Beauty school dropout
Missed your mid-terms and flunked shampoo
Well at least you could have taken time
To wash and clean your clothes up
After spending all that dough
To have the doctor fix your nose up
[Bucky w/ The Angels:]
Baby, get movin' (Better get movin')
Why keep your feeble hopes alive?
What are you provin'? (What are you provin')
You've got the dream but not the drive
If you go for your diploma you could join the steno pool
Turn in your teasin' comb and go back to high school
Beauty school dropout (Beauty school dropout)
Hanging around the corner store
Beauty school dropout (Beauty school dropout)
It's about time you knew the score
Well they couldn't teach you anything
You think you're such a looker
But no customer would go to you
Unless she was a hooker
Baby don't sweat it (Don't sweat it)
You're not cut out to hold a job
Better forget it (Forget it)
Who wants their hair done by a slob?
[Bucky:]
Now your bangs are curled
Your lashes twirled
But still the world is cruel
Wipe off that angel face and go back to high school
Baby, don't blow it
Don't put my good advice to shame
Baby, you know it
Even Dear Abby'd say the same
Now I've called the shot
Get off the pot
I really gotta fly
Gotta be going to that malt shop in the sky
[Bucky w/ The Angels:]
Beauty school dropout (Beauty school dropout)
Go back to high school
Beauty school dropout (Beauty school dropout)
Go back to high school
Beauty school dropout (Beauty school dropout)
Go back to high school
Steve watches from backstage with tears in his eyes. Because he loves Bucky? Absolutely. But also, because the kid is so fucking talented, that he always manages to bring Steve to tears with the right song. It’s amazing to watch Bucky in his element.
As Nakia and Carol are out on the stage performing the scene leading up to “There Are Worse Things I Could Do,” Valkyrie waits anxiously backstage, flowers in hand. She thinks of what to say to Carol. This conversation is going to serve as both an apology (sort-of) and a congratulations. She hopes Carol accepts it.
While Valkyrie still has a bone to pick with Tony, and probably will until the pair break up, she regrets hurting Carol in the process.
[Nakia:]
There are worse things I could do
Than go with a boy or two
Even though the neighborhood thinks I'm trashy and no good
I suppose it could be true
But there are worse things I could do
Carol comes running backstage. “Hey!” Valkyrie says, startling her. “Can we talk?”
Carol thinks about it, then nods. The two move over to the farthest vanity, away from everyone.
[Nakia:]
I could flirt with all the guys
Smile at them and bat my eyes
Press against them when we dance
Make them think they stand a chance
Then refuse to see it through
That's a thing I'd never do
Valkyrie takes a deep breath, keeping the flowers behind her back. “Carol, you’re my best friend. You mean so much to me. And I hurt you this week. And that’s not what a supportive best friend does. So, I’m sorry.”
“I just want to know why you’ve been giving him such a hard time,” Carol says. “If you had a reason, then I wouldn’t care as much. But Tony’s kind. And he likes you a lot.”
[Nakia:]
I could stay home every night
Wait around for Mr. Right
Take cold showers every day
And throw my life away
On a dream that won't come true
“I do have a reason,” Valkyrie says. “The truth is that I’ve been feeling a little left behind. You’re always so busy with him. I just miss you. So, I figured I’d take my feelings out on him. But that was wrong.”
Carol hugs her best friend. “I accept your apology. Just talk to me next time you feel this way. We’ll make plans. Don’t go picking on him.”
“I won’t,” Valkyrie says. She then hands Carol the flowers. “These are you for, leading lady.”
“Thank you,” Carol says, with a shade of pink painted across her cheeks. “They’re beautiful. But I’ve got to go change costumes, so do you mind leaving them on my vanity?”
“Of course, go on ahead,” Valkyrie says as Carol scurries off.
[Valkyrie:]
I could hurt someone like me
Out of spite or jealousy
I don't steal
And I don't lie, but I can feel
And I can cry
A fact I'll bet you never knew
But to cry in front of you
[Nakia & Valkyrie:]
That's the worst thing I could do
“Hey, there’s Zuko!” T’Challa shouts as Tony steps onto the stage wearing a white letterman sweater instead of a T-Bird jacket. Behind them all are Rhodey, Scott, Hope, Jessica and Jane, fooling around within the carnival sets.
“You got to be kidding!” Sam says, as the trio run up and greet him. “What is this? Halloween?” Sam asks.
“Where did you swipe this letterman sweater, huh?” Thor questions.
“Well, while you tools were out stealing hubcaps, I lettered in track,” Tony says, running a comb through his hair.
“I can’t believe it… Danny Zuko turned jock?” Sam says sadly.
“That’s right. I did,” Tony answers proudly.
“What are you doing? You deserting us?” T’Challa asks.
“Guys, you can’t follow a leader all your lives, can you?” Tony asks his pals. They all stare at him sheepishly. “Oh, come on, you know you three mean a lot to me, but Sandy does too. I’m going to do anything I can to get her, that’s all.”
Then, Thor looks over to the opposite end of the stage, with his jaw to the ground and urges Sam, and then T’Challa to do the same.
Carol walks onto the stage dressed in a replica of Sandy’s iconic leather cat suit, with her hair all done up, and a cigarette in her hand. Sharon, Valkyrie, and Gamora join her.
Then, Tony looks as well. He can’t believe the sight. “Sandy?!” Tony asks.
Carol grins. “Tell me about it… Stud.” With this, the music begins, and Nakia and Steve come out and join the performance as well.
[Tony:]
I got chills
They're multiplyin'
And I'm losing' control
Cause the power
You're supplyin',
It's electrifyin'
[Carol:]
You better shape up
Cause I need a man
And my heart is set on you
You better shape up
You better understand
To my heart I must be true
[Tony:]
Nothin' left, nothin' left for me to do
[Tony & Carol w/ the Cast:]
You're the one that I want
You are the one I want
Oo, oo, oo, honey
The one that I want
You are the one I want
Oo, oo, oo, honey
The one that I want
You are the one I want
Oo, oo, oo
The one I need
Oh, yes indeed
[Carol:]
If you're filled
With affection
You're too shy to convey,
Meditate in my direction
Feel your way
[Tony:]
I better shape up
Cause you need a man
[Carol:]
I need a man
Who can keep me satisfied
[Tony:]
I better shape up
If I'm going to prove
[Carol:]
You better prove
That my faith is justified
[Tony:]
Are you sure?
[Tony & Carol:]
Yes, I'm sure down deep inside
[Tony & Carol w/ the Cast:]
You're the one that I want
You are the one I want
Oo, oo, oo, honey
The one that I want
You are the one I want
Oo, oo, oo, honey
The one that I want
You are the one I want
Oo, oo, oo
The one I need
Oh, yes indeed
You're the one that I want
You are the one I want I want
Oo, oo, oo, honey
The one that I want
You are the one I want
Oo, oo, oo, honey
The one that I want
You are the one I want
Oo, oo, oo
The one I need
Oh, yes indeed
You're the one that I want
Once again, the audience gives the kids their well-deserved standing ovation. Bruce and Stephen watch from backstage, jumping up and down together out of excitement.
As Bruce, Stephen, and the kids all make their way to the choir room, Bucky grabs Steve by the arm as they hang back in the hallway. They run over, hand in hand, to Steve’s locker.
“What are we doing here?” Steve questions.
“Well, don’t quote me on this, but I heard that someone who loves you very much left you a special gift. And it’s inside your locker,” Bucky says with a smile.
Steve giggles as he punches in his combination to find a bouquet of tulips. With it is a note that reads, "Congratulations on your opening night."They say tulips are the flower of love. So, please accept these tulips as a reminder of just how much I love you."
Steve feels goosebumps all across his body. “Buck,” he says, touched. “This person’s handwriting sure looks a lot like yours.”
Bucky shrugs. “Clearly this person has it out for me if they’ve managed to mimic my handwriting in order to frame me.”
Steve laughs hysterically. “I love it. Thank you. Oh, and speaking of gifts,” he says, reaching into his back pocket. “This is for you.”
A little black box.
Bucky stares at it inquisitively. “What’s this?”
“Consider it your opening night bouquet of flowers,” Steve says.
Bucky opens the box to find a necklace. A gold chain with a bright gold star pendant attached.
“Steve…” Bucky says, but says nothing after.
Steve watches his speechless boyfriend stare at it. “I mowed sixteen lawns this summer just to come up with enough cash to get it. Then when I still didn’t have enough, I cracked into one of my childhood piggy banks.”
“But why?” Bucky asks, feeling the tears come. “I mean, this can’t just be for Grease. I was only in three scenes!
“Because I’m in love with you. And watching you perform is a constant reminder of that. And it reminds me how lucky I am to be with someone so driven and talented. And because you’re my gold star.”
Bucky looks to make sure nobody's around, then kisses his boyfriend long and hard. Steve grabs hold of Bucky’s hand, and places it over his own heart.
Sure, their relationship still has a few question marks hanging over them regarding Steve’s personal issues (his sexuality, his father, the football team). But, none of that really matters when Bucky and Steve take into account how much love they have for one another.
Bruce, Stephen, Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, Thor, Rhodey, Scott, and Hope are all in the choir room following their debut performance. Conversations fill the room from every direction before Bruce opens a bottle of non-alcoholic sparkling cider, causing everyone to divert their attention over to him.
As much as he wishes they could all formally celebrate with a nice bottle of champagne, there’s no way he would ever serve his underage students’ alcohol.
Stephen pulls out seventeen plastic champagne flutes as Bruce begins to fill them all up. “You guys did phenomenally. I could not be any prouder. So, before we head home to our normal lives of grading papers, and science tests and essays, we’re going to sit here and bask in the glory of a flawless opening night,” Bruce says.
The kids all cheer.
“Now, you just have to do it again for another eight days,” Stephen teases as the kids laugh.
Then, a certain redhead walks into the room, clad in a gorgeous light blue dress. The kids are all surprised. Stephen is as well. But no one is more surprised than Bruce.
“Ms. Romanoff?” Tony asks.
“Hi, everyone,” Natasha says. “So, I was in the audience. And you guys did so damn good, that I just had to come back here and let you know. Really well done. Bravo.”
“Do… You want some cider?” Stephen manages to articulate.
“No, thank you,” Natasha replies with a smile. “I can’t stay. But, again, congratulations, and I will see you all Monday.” With that, she walks out, leaving everyone stunned.
But especially Bruce.
Most of the kids are all headed to their vehicles when a man and a woman come walking towards the parking lot.
“Tony! Steve!” Maria Stark shouts.
The teenage boys whip their heads around. Coincidentally, the boys' cars are parked right beside one another’s.
“Mom?” Tony questions.
“Dad?” Steve asks.
“Hey, you two,” Joseph Rogers says.
Maria walks right up to Tony and wraps him up in a hug. “We saw the show. You did so good! I’m so proud,” she says.
“You saw the show, too?” Steve asks, surprised.
Joseph nods, with a smile on his face. He motions for Steve to follow as the two walk a few feet away. “I didn’t think I would have the strength to do it. I didn’t mention this before, but, son… This musical reminds me too much of your ma. And you and I both know how I feel about musicals in general, so I didn’t even think about coming. But then Maria convinced me that I needed to do it… So that I could support you and feel close to ma. And I’m glad I came. Because it worked. I did. And you really impressed your old man tonight, Steve. Good job,” Joseph says.
Steve hugs his dad. It feels appropriate for the moment.
“Thanks, dad,” Steve says, glad to have this moment with his dad. “So, what’d you think of Tony? What’d you think of everyone else?”
Joseph shrugs. “Well, Tony did great. Obviously. Girl who played Rizzo has a good voice. Didn’t much care for that Teen Angel kid. Seemed way too fruity for my taste, but that’s neither here nor there,” he says.
Steve feels an imaginative knife stab him in the gut at his dad’s words about his boyfriend.
“But, speaking of Tony…” Joseph says, leading Steve over to Maria. “I want you to officially meet my girlfriend. Steve, meet Maria Stark.”
“And Tony, I want you to meet Joseph Rogers. My boyfriend,” Maria says.
The quartet all shake hands and bask in the sweet moment, though Steve's currently mentally checked out.
A knock at the door.
A knock so loud it pulls Maria Hill away from her journaling. “Come in,” she says.
Natasha Romanoff.
“Rising from the ashes of a failed engagement, ladies and gentlemen, Natasha Romanoff,” Maria Hill jokes.
“Is that really necessary?” Natasha asks, hurt.
Maria shrugs. “I don’t know. Thought I’d break the ice. Besides, it’s best to celebrate this loss instead of cry over it. You dodged a bullet.”
Natasha takes a seat. “So, what are you doing here?” Maria asks.
“I had to come back at some point,” Natasha says with a shrug. “Job security’s hard to come by.”
“I mean here, in my office, at eight o’clock on a Friday night,” Maria replies. “Did you get lost on your way to Banner’s office? You haven’t been gone that long, have you?”
“Because I need to know the truth,” Natasha responds. “Is it true? Was it you? Who called the police?”
Maria nods slowly, anticipating a freak out.
Natasha starts to cry. “I know you’ve done some pretty horrible things, so I just need to know: did you just do it to spite me? Or did you do it out of genuine concern?”
Maria tosses her glasses across her desk. “Natasha, it’s no secret that I don’t much care for you. I think you’re awkward, and I believe that someone who dresses herself with a wardrobe straight out of an episode of Golden Girls needs some serious help. But if you think that I called the fuzz on that perverted ex-fiancée of yours as part of some petty game, then you couldn’t be more stupid. And that’s one thing that I never thought you were.”
Natasha wipes her tears away, and nods. “Okay.” She gets up and leaves Maria’s office, hoping she runs into Bruce on her way out of the school.
Low and behold, he’s nowhere to be found. So, she heads to her vehicle, and makes her way home.
Across the parking lot, Bruce and Winny make out in his vehicle, though Bruce has only one woman on his mind: Natasha.
Notes:
THIS WAS A FUN ONE. Writing a three-way crossover between Marvel, Glee, and Grease was a serious mind-f*ck. But really, really fun.
I hope you all enjoy this chapter! That scene between Steve and Bucky in the hallway was a last minute addition, and I'm so glad because it warms my heart. Writing stevebucky scenes is my favorite thing in the world.
this chapter brought to you in part by february break, where I put off my assignments so that I could write this chapter hehehe.
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Summer Nights – Tony Stark & Carol Danvers w/ the cast
Hopelessly Devoted to You – Valkyrie Parrington, Peter Quill, & Sam Wilson
Greased Lightning – Tony Stark & Steve Rogers w/ T-Birds
Beauty School Dropout – Bucky Barnes
There Are Worse Things I Could Do – Nakia Shauku & Valkyrie Parrington
You’re The One that I Want – Tony Stark & Carol Danvers w/ the cast
Chapter 4: Acceptance
Summary:
The girls inspire Bruce to dedicate an entire glee club assignment on acceptance, causing everyone to divulge things they're insecure about. Tony & Valkyrie finally go head to head, while Steve comes to terms with something he's been putting off. Meanwhile, more football drama ensues, and Bruce and Natasha finally have their long-awaited heart to heart.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
November 9, 2013.
Bruce walks into Shield High early Monday morning, eager to get to work on a new week with his glee kids. Considering Grease took up most of his attention for the entirety of the month of September and a good chunk of October, Bruce made sure to devout most of his attention the last few weeks to his classes and other students. This meant even canceling a few glee club rehearsals just to really stay on top of things. But, it’s a new month and the start of a new school week, and luckily, things can go back to normal.
Or at least, semi-normal.
Because on the opening night of Grease, Natasha decided to make her triumphant return to Lima and to Shield High, and it turned Bruce’s entire world upside down. It’s true what they say, “out of sight, out of mind.” Despite still worrying about and missing her tremendously, Bruce also found himself not thinking about her as much. Especially now that he had an amazing woman like Winny in his life. But then, Bruce laid eyes on Natasha for the first time in months. And it caused him to have second thoughts about several things.
Which is the exact reason as to why he’s been avoiding her like the black plague since she’s been back. It hasn’t been easy, especially because Natasha is extremely well-liked amongst the faculty at Shield, so she seemed to always be in the faculty lounge as of late. More than she ever was the year prior. It was also hard considering she and Stephen managed to put their minor dispute behind them and were hanging out more often.
But Bruce knows this distance is good. Because then, he won’t be put in a position of having to choose between Winny and Natasha. And also, if she really missed him, or wanted to talk, she would’ve come to him by now.
Bruce walks into his choir room office. He opens his door, the one that connects his office to the choir room, and hears conversation coming from the other side.
Nakia, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, and Gamora are all seated by the piano.
“Morning, ladies,” Bruce says to them. The girls reply with waves. Then Bruce takes notices of the fact that the girls are dabbing at Gamora’s face with a wet towel and throwing her damp hair into a braid. Gamora’s also shaking incessantly and wiping at her eyes.
“Is everything okay?” Bruce asks them.
“Gamora was greeted with a slushie this morning,” Nakia answers.
“Compliments of Brock Rumlow,” Sharon adds.
Bruce walks over to add a sympathetic hand to Gamora’s shoulder. “Are you alright, Gamora?”
Gamora nods. “I will be.”
Bruce frowns sympathetically. “I’ll be right in my office if you need anything.”
Once their teacher’s out of the room, the girls continue on with their chit chat.
“God, I hate this,” Gamora says, wiping at her eyes again. “Gun to my head, if I had to name the one thing I’m most insecure about, it would one hundred percent, undoubtedly be this. This stupid fucking mental illness.”
Nakia throws a supportive arm over her best friend. “Just breathe, G. Just breathe. I think anyone who’s gotten one of these to the face could vouch that they’re not exactly the most pleasant thing in the world.”
“But it’s my anxiety that makes this so much worse for me. I’m always made to feel like I can’t control my own emotions or body. They control me. I could barely get it together enough to do Grease. Class starts in seven minutes, and the thought of walking in there looking like this and having all eyes on me is just making me that much more anxious,” Gamora shares.
The girls all just stay silent and let Gamora have a moment to calm down. Then, Sharon speaks up.
“Stretch marks,” she shares with the group. “I don’t advertise this to many people, but believe it or not, I was a chunky little girl for the first few years of my life. Luckily, my parents enrolled me in gymnastics when I was four, and I realized I was athletic. Then I did ballet, and then I got into cheer. But up until I was around nine, I had stretch marks on my stomach and my thighs. I guess it was because I was growing at a fast rate in those early years. Thankfully, the more time I spent being active, the more they faded, but then guess what came back in full attack mode during my pregnancy? My stretch marks. They’re mostly gone now, but those stupid little marks have always been a reminder of such an unhappy time in my life.”
The girls all look at her in sympathy. “I’m half Latina. I was called Hairy Hanna in elementary school because my arm hair was so much more noticeable than every other girl in my class. Thank god I’m hot now, so, you know, my arms are the last thing guys notice when they flirt with me,” Valkyrie adds.
The girls roll their eyes at the last part, but again, are sympathetic.
“Well, y’all know my biggest insecurity. No one was supposed to know, but my whack ass let it get bad enough to where I fainted on stage mid-performance. My body. Being bullied about my size all my life, I couldn’t rest until I was at least a size zero. Which only ended up hurting me in the long run. I’m just lucky that I’ve been able to get to a happy and healthy size, and that I have a healthy relationship with food now.”
Sharon grabs hold of her best friend’s hand. Anytime any semblance of the past beef between Sharon and Nakia gets brought up, it makes Sharon sick to her stomach. It overwhelms her with guilt. Sharon considers herself lucky, still, that Nakia even found it in her heart to forgive her.
“The point of all of this is simple: we all have things we’re insecure about, some of which we were born with, and some, not. We can try to fix those things, but ultimately, sometimes it’s impossible,” Sharon says.
“What do you even do in that case?” Carol asks. “You know, if it’s… Unfixable.”
“You try your hardest to look at the positive sides of it,” Nakia replies.
“You accept it, and celebrate it,” Sharon adds.
Then the bell rings, and the girls all stand up to head for their classes. “Thank you, guys,” Gamora says. Sure, her scalp’s still visibly sticky, and it definitely looks like she’d just been crying. But at least the tears have stopped and she’s not shaking anymore. You have to celebrate small victories.
Bruce thinks over the girls’ conversation as he ponders this week’s glee club assignment.
“Hey, guys,” Bruce mumbles as he walks into the choir room, with the final bite of his turkey sub still in his mouth. “I hope you all had a good morning. So, I was inspired to do something a little more serious for this week’s assignment.”
“An entire week dedicated to the music of Burt Bacharach?” Bucky questions excitedly.
“Uh, no. Sorry, Bucky,” Bruce answers with a laugh. He then walks up closer to the kids. “This morning I walked into the choir room and saw the girls cleaning Gamora up after she got slushied. Now, I didn’t mean to, but I overheard a lot of their conversation. It really got me thinking… You’re all teenagers. You’re sixteen and seventeen years old, and despite demonstrating on countless occasions that you can all perform as professionally as seasoned artists, you’re all still going through teenage issues and fighting your own personal battles.”
The kids look intrigued. “So, this week,” Bruce says as he turns to walk over to the white board to write ACCEPTANCE, “you’re going to perform a song that helps celebrate and accept your insecurities. Things you might be ashamed about; Things you might consider flaws. Because at the end of the day, all of us in this room. we’re a family. And it’s a family’s job to help uplift and celebrate one another.”
The kids all smile at this, and Bruce is glad they’re taking such a liking to the assignment.
“Alrighty, huddle up, boys,” Stephen says to Steve, Tony, Sam, T’Challa, Thor, Clint, Brock, Aldrich, and the rest of the football team. “I hate to admit it, but that was kind of an abysmal practice. Actually, our last few practices have been kind of abysmal. Look, our next game is this Thursday, and this worries me. I recommend doing something that’s going to strengthen your relationship. Something to bond. Because we managed to do the impossible when the season began: six back to back wins, and just a few weeks ago, we were shoo-ins to win the rest. But now, I’d say that’s nearly impossible, with our previous two losses.”
“What do you expect us to do, Coach Strange?” Clint asks.
“Bond. Go play laser tag, throw a potluck, play a round of beer darts. You’re big boys, figure it out for yourselves. Or, we lose, and we can all watch as our early successes are overshadowed by all of the losses,” Stephen says. “Now, get going. I’ll see you guys, tomorrow.”
The boys have never seen their coach like this. Granted, he’s only been their coach for a few months, but still. They have never seen Mr. Strange like this.
Steve knows that he just played horrendously out on the field. He’s been playing horrendously ever since Killian joined the team. He’s lucky that the gruesome twosome (Barton and Rumlow) have been too rattled to pick a fight since the one in the locker room that ended with Principal Fury chewing their asses out and benching them, but Steve still can’t find the will to cooperate with them, especially with Killian.
Aldrich Killian has had it out for Steve since Freshman year. Back then, the battle was between the football team and the hockey team. The two boys barely interacted themselves, and yet Killian made it clear he hated Steve.
Steve never gave a fuck. But now, considering Aldrich isn’t on the hockey team, and Steve isn’t the Steve he was back in the fall of 2011 (and didn’t have the support of his fellow team nor the popularity to back him up), he absolutely gives a fuck.
Steve doesn’t care that he’s not the golden boy of Shield anymore, but in many ways, Killian’s rise to the top of the food chain is just another reminder of just how hard Steve’s fallen. Killian’s his enemy, and he wouldn’t share his football field with his enemy.
“Rogers!” Stephen calls out. Steve turns around.
“Yeah, Coach?”
“Can we have a chat?"
“Thanks for agreeing to talk,” Stephen says to his player from the safety of his locker room office. “I wouldn’t do this with any other player, aside from maybe the four other glee boys.”
“So, am I like in trouble?” Steve questions.
“Not yet,” Stephen admits, chuckling. “I just want to know… What’s going on? I know you. Not as well as Banner does, of course, but I can tell something’s really eating at you.”
Steve shakes his head. “Coach Strange, I really appreciate you caring enough to talk to me, but it’s not something I feel like getting in to. Not now, not ever.”
Stephen nods, biting his tongue. “Alrighty, well then I guess you’re free to go.”
Steve grabs his letterman jacket and duffel bag off the seat next to his and makes his way to leave.
“But, if your performance doesn’t improve, Steve, then I’m going to have no choice but to start benching you, and letting Aldrich start every game as quarterback.”
Steve turns around. “Why would you do that?” He asks heatedly.
“Because unfortunately, you’re underperforming at an alarming rate. You’re the weakest one on the team right now, and this practice just confirmed that to me tenfold. So, whatever’s bothering you, I really hope you conquer it as soon as possible.”
Valkyrie and Carol lay on Carol’s bed cuddling as Pretty Little Liars plays on the television. This episode, the Halloween special, aired a few weeks back. But the girls had been too busy with Grease, glee club, and cheerios to get together and watch it until now.
“Emily’s so hot,” Carol says, stroking Valkyrie’s back.
Valkyrie hums in agreement. “But you know what’s not so hot? This episode… Talk about lame.”
Carol laughs, then silence fills the room as the two continue watching. Then, Carol hits pause on the DVR. “Fuck, marry, kill… Spencer, Hanna, and Emily?”
Valkyrie looks at her confused. “What about Aria?”
“I don’t like Aria. You know that,” Carol responds.
“Is this really necessary? At this exact moment?” Valkyrie asks with a laugh.
“Come on, just answer it.”
“I would marry Emily, fuck Spencer, and kill Hanna,” Valkyrie admits.
“Damn. So, blondes aren’t your type?” Carol questions.
Valkyrie shrugs. “I don’t know. I guess it depends more on the person. I mean, you’re blonde, and you’re by far the hottest girl at school.”
Carol preens at the compliment. Valkyrie takes a second to lean in for a quick peck, but Carol rejects it. “Valkyrie, I can’t…”
“Are you worried it’s cheating? Because I’ve heard that it can’t be cheating if the plumbing’s the same,” Valkyrie says.
“I don’t know. I really miss your sweet, sweet lady kisses, but Tony and I have been dating for almost nine months now. We’re like… Pretty serious. It wouldn’t be right,” Carol says.
Valkyrie rolls her eyes to herself. “Okay. Fair.”
“You know what we need to do?” Carol asks to change the subject. “We need to find you a guy of your own. Then, we could all do double dates and stuff.”
Valkyrie snorts. “Yeah, no thanks. I’m good.”
“Well, what about a girl?”
Valkyrie feels her body tense. “Excuse me?” She asks defensively.
“Well, I mean… I guess since you and I have hooked up a bunch of times, and you’ve hooked up with other cheerios, I just figured you were into girls, too. Am I wrong?”
“Yes, you’re wrong, Care. I’m not a lesbian,” Valkyrie bites. “I’m as straight as an arrow. When I hook up with girls, it’s for fun. Nothing more, nothing less.”
“Okay, I’m sorry,” Carol says sheepishly.
Valkyrie gets up and out of the bed abruptly. “You know, it’s getting late. I should probably get going.”
“Are you sure?” Carol asks. “The episode’s not even done.”
“I wasn’t into it, anyways,” Valkyrie says, throwing on her cheerios jacket. “See you tomorrow.” She walks out of Carol’s house in such a state of panic, it surprises even her.
Valkyrie turns on her vehicle and breaks down in tears. Tears of shame, embarrassment, and her attraction to Carol.
The seven-minute drive home goes by quickly. Once she parks her vehicle in her regular spot, the tears turn into rage. She grabs her belongings and exits her vehicles, slamming her car door shut.
She walks into her house quite angrily and ignores her mother and father completely on her way to her room.
Valkyrie walks straight into her bathroom and wipes at the mascara under her eyes with a makeup remover wipe.
“You know, usually when a parent says hello, the kid’s supposed to reply,” Valentina Parrington says to her daughter.
“Just get out,” Valkyrie says.
Valentina then notices Valkyrie’s puffy eyes. “Are you okay, hon?”
“I said get out!” Valkyrie shouts in her mother’s face. Valentina groans, and curses at her daughter’s awful behavior in Spanish.
As soon as Valkyrie’s alone again, she lets out a two-second shriek at the top of her lungs. It doesn’t take the rage too much longer after this to subside.
“What ya doing, girl?” Nakia, standing in Sharon’s doorway, asks.
“English homework,” Sharon replies. “But I would rather be doing literally anything else.”
Nakia laughs as she takes a seat on Sharon’s bed. “So, I wanted to know if you wanted to duet for this week’s glee assignment? Just with such a heavy topic, I could really use you up there.”
“Absolutely,” Sharon says. “Do you have any ideas?”
Nakia nods. “I thought we could mash up TLC’s ‘Unpretty’ with ‘I Feel Pretty’ from West Side Story.”
Sharon’s jaw drops slightly. “Oh my god. That’s the perfect mash up idea.”
“Right? They contrast each other lyrically so well."
Sharon closes her English novel. “Well, shit, let’s get rehearsing.”
“Wait, before we do, I actually wanted to talk to you about something,” Nakia says.
“Sure thing. What’s up?” Sharon asks.
“Is it true what you said this morning? When us girls were talking in the choir room?”
Sharon nods with a frown on her face. “It is.” Nakia looks at her guilty. “Why?”
Nakia shrugs. “It just really makes you think. You shouldn’t ever judge anyone based on how they look, or how they act. I used to curse you out in my head constantly. Sure, because of your tormenting, but also just for being so damn perfect. I assumed that you had never struggled with anything in your life because you were skinny, blonde, beautiful, popular, and rich.”
Sharon smirks. “It’s actually even worse than I let on,” she reveals. “Do you remember last year in the nurse’s office? When I told you that I understood everything you were going through? Well, it’s because I spent those few chubby years being teased myself. Which is why I spent every day from ages twelve through sixteen obsessed with staying skinny. But just like you, I’ve worked to accept myself and my insecurities.”
“So, we’re even more alike than I thought?” Nakia asks.
Sharon laughs. “Yeah, I guess we are.”
“I’m sorry,” Nakia says.
“Shut up,” Sharon says lightheartedly. “I don’t ever want to hear those words come out of your mouth when you’re talking to me. Okay? We’ve left everything from freshman and sophomore year behind us. Now, let’s work on the arrangement for this duet, before I steal your amazing idea and make it a solo.”
“Ha!” Nakia shouts. “Good one, little girl.”
November 10, 2013
Sam and Steve exit Señora Chavez’ classroom together, discussing the events that happened the day prior at practice.
“Strange is full of it,” Sam admits. “I like him. I do. But bonding? Why the fuck would we need to do that? It’s a complete waste of time. I’m sure there are a ton of other football teams out there who also didn’t get along who went on to win the state championship.”
Steve shrugs. “It’s probably just real important to him. Put yourself in his shoes, it’s his first time ever coaching. He probably just doesn’t want Fury to think he made a mistake by hiring him.”
Sam glares at him. “Don’t tell me you’re warming up to the idea of buttering Killian’s biscuit?”
“Fuck no,” Steve aggressively answers. “I’m not doing anything with Killian, or Barton, or any of those guys. Over my dead body.”
Sam nods in agreement. Then, Peter rolls up to the duo. “What’s up, my dudes?” Peter asks.
“You got lunch plans? Peter and I are going to Mr. Pepp’s if you want to join?” Sam offers.
But Steve spots his amazing boyfriend at his locker across the hallway. “You two go ahead. I’m having lunch with Buck,” Steve says.
“Have fun,” Peter says as he and Sam head off in search of pizza.
Steve walks down the hall and stops behind Bucky. He’s careful not to do anything that will lead to any rumors. He taps Bucky on the shoulder. Bucky jumps, startled.
“Jesus Christ,” Bucky yelps. The two laugh. “You jerk.”
“You got lunch plans?” Steve asks.
Bucky shakes his head. “Why?”
“Take a drive with me, Barnes,” Steve says.
The two are parked a block away from Shield High as they share a lunch of chicken wraps and a large box of fries that Steve bought for them. “You spoil me,” Bucky says mid-bite.
“Hey, thank my pops,” Steve says. “I found the $20 bill I used to pay for this on the kitchen table this morning. I’m assuming it’s his.”
Bucky laughs and playfully smacks his boyfriend.
“Any updates on football?” Bucky asks.
Steve shakes his head. “Strange literally looked me in the eye and said if my performance doesn’t improve A.S.A.P, then I’m going to get benched.”
"Well, what exactly does he expect you to do to improve? You’re literally the best football player on that team,” Bucky states.
Steve’s touched by the comment. “I don’t know. He’s insisting that we all do something to bond before the game this week, but I don’t really see it happening. I don’t have time to be worrying about bonding with a bunch of douchebags. I need to spend all of my free time out on the field doing drills to get my game up.”
Bucky fiddles with Steve’s hair as he listens. “Well… Would it be the worst thing in the world if you did bond with them?”
Steve’s eyes fly open. “Pardon?” He asks.
“Hear me out,” Bucky says, the hair-playing turning into soothing pets. “There’s a reason you’re not playing your best. And it’s because being out on the field with Killian, and now with Barton, Rumlow, and the rest of the guys after that fight in the locker room, makes you queasy. You’re nervous. As much as you might not want to admit it, you are. And you’re putting so much more pressure on yourself now that Coach Strange also threatened to make Killian quarterback. So, maybe putting on a fake smile, and trying to level with them, even if just for the rest of the season, or even just enough for you guys to win this Thursday’s game, is exactly what needs to happen for you to feel better about having to play with them.”
Steve kisses him. “It’s been eight months, and yet you still manage to know exactly what to say to bring me back down to earth.”
Bucky smiles. “I know. You already know this, I’m a pretty great boyfriend.”
“The best,” Steve says with a laugh. “Alright, let’s move on from the football drama. Do you have any idea what song you’re doing this week in glee club?” Steve asks.
Bucky shrugs. “No clue. I mean, I’m insecure about a lot of things, don’t get me wrong. My dancing could be a lot better. I’ve got chicken arms. I’m way too Type A sometimes, even for me. But for the first time ever, I, James Buchanan Barnes, just don’t know what song to sing. How about you?”
“Well, I was actually thinking about singing a song about… my sexuality,” Steve says.
Bucky looks at him, confused. “Your sexuality?”
“Yeah, but more so about me not being ashamed about it anymore. At least, not as much. I just wanted to use the number as a chance to celebrate the fact that it’s not something I’m personally ashamed about anymore, but I don’t want to ignore the fact that it’s something that I was ashamed about in the past.”
Bucky takes a sip of his iced tea. “I get it,” he says. “So… while we’re on the topic… You know, never mind.”
Steve tickles his side. “No, go ahead.”
“It’s just… We still haven’t talked about what your sexuality might be, exactly. And I know it’s not a conversation that we need to have together. And it’s not even a conversation that needs to be had, period. If you decided that you don’t want a label, I get it. I’m not trying to pressure you at all, Steve. But I was just wondering… If you’ve put anymore thought to it?”
Steve nods. “To be honest, I haven’t. But only because things between us have been going so incredibly well, that I haven’t really felt the need to, you know?”
“I completely understand,” Bucky says. “Like I said, Steve, by no means am I trying to pressure you. I only asked out of pure curiosity. Last time we’d talked about it, you mentioned it was something you were still struggling with, so I just wanted to ask.”
Steve smirks. “You’re right, though. It is something that I was struggling with. To be honest, I still kind of am. I’ve just had distractions coming at me left and right since the school year started, that I’ve barely had time to sit and relax, let alone think about something as serious as this. But I think I owe it to myself to do it. I owe it to us. So, how about I do it this week?”
“Are you sure, babe?” Bucky questions.
“Absolutely,” Steve replies. He then leans over to kiss his boyfriend’s forehead.
“Alright, guys. Who’s up first today?” Bruce asks as he walks into the choir room, his hands full of assignments that need correcting.
Gamora raises her hand.
“Come on up, Gamora,” Bruce says.
Gamora does as instructed, taking a stool from the corner of the room and placing it in the center. “This week’s assignment is hitting really close to home. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder a long time ago due to childhood trauma, and I’m not going to lie, it’s been quite the struggle. Some days are easier than others, but the really hard days are awful. It sucks to feel like a passenger in your own body. I can get attacks during extremely high-pressure situations, or even when I'm just sitting in one of the choir room chairs during a rehearsal. But this is who I am. And it’s high time I start accepting that.”
The band starts playing their instruments at that exact moment.
[Gamora:]
I am not a stranger to the dark
Hide away, they say
Cause we don't want your broken parts
I've learned to be ashamed of all my scars
Run away, they say
No one'll love you as you are
But I won't let them break me down to dust
I know that there's a place for us
For we are glorious
When the sharpest words want to cut me down
I'm going to send a flood, going to drown 'em out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out 'cause here I come
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me
[Gamora & Aural Avengers:]
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
Another round of bullets hits my skin
Well, fire away cause today, I won't let the shame sink in
We are bursting through the barricades and
Reaching for the sun (we are warriors)
Yeah, that's what we've become (yeah, that's what we've become)
[Gamora:]
I won't let them break me down to dust
I know that there's a place for us
For we are glorious
When the sharpest words want to cut me down
Going to send a flood, going to drown 'em out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out cause here I come
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me
[Gamora & Aural Avengers:]
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
This is me
And I know that I deserve your love
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) There's nothing I'm not worthy of
(Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh)
[Gamora:]
When the sharpest words want to cut me down
Going to send a flood, going to drown 'em out
This is brave, this is bruised
This is who I'm meant to be, this is me
[Gamora & Aural Avengers:]
Look out cause here I come (look out cause here I come)
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum (marching on, marching, marching on)
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me
When the sharpest words want to cut me down
Going to send a flood, going to drown 'em out
Going to send a flood
Going to drown 'em out
Oh
This is me
Bruce, Bucky, Nakia, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor all rise to their feet to applaud their friend. Peter cheers just as hard from the comfort of his wheelchair.
Gamora doesn’t even realize it until that moment, but she’d spent much of the number crying. Thor runs over to her to hold her tight and wipe her tears.
“Gamora, I want to commend you for baring your soul like that. You’re so immensely brave, and your ability to push through your anxiety is proof of that,” Bruce says, on the verge of tears himself.
“Give it up for my girl!” Thor exclaims.
The end of yet another football practice.
Though Coach Strange didn’t ask the boys to huddle up, they do so anyways.
“How did we look out there today, Coach?” T’Challa asks.
“Any better?” Thor adds.
“Better. But it still doesn’t look anywhere near as good as the way you played during our first few games. I don’t really know what else to say here, gentlemen,” Stephen says. “Maybe things will be different by Thursday’s game. I’m hoping and praying for a miracle.” He blows his whistle and the boys all scatter.
“Wait a minute,” Brock says, stopping Aldrich and Clint in their tracks. “I just got a wicked fucking idea.”
“What?” Clint asks. “You finally realize it’s time to start washing your balls with soap and not pickle juice?”
Aldrich snorts. Brock smacks his best friend’s arm. “No. We’re going to kill two birds with one stone. Because I just thought of a plan to ensure that Mr. Hockey here plays quarterback for Thursday’s game, and that those five members of One Erection are sitting on the bench.”
Aldrich and Clint are intrigued. “What are we going to do?” Killian asks.
“Barton, do you still have pictures of when us and the boys all played paintball over the summer?”
“I don’t, but I think Reed does,” Clint answers.
“Perfect,” Brock says with a devious smile painted on his face.
Thor makes his way over to the gymnasium after football practice. He’s absolutely exhausted, but Valkyrie approached him during lunch and asked him to meet her so that they could talk.
“Sup?” Thor asks upon entering. As he reaches the bleachers, he slips, falling face-first on the contraption and causing quite the ruckus. The sounds of Valkyrie’s laugh flood the gymnasium.
“Screw you, Parrington,” Thor says as he picks himself up, exercising his face.
“Sorry,” she replies. “Don’t blame me, blame the bleachers.”
Thor kicks the bleachers softly. “Now, what’d you want to talk about?”
“Geez, no how are you, Val? or sorry we haven’t hung out in forever,” Valkyrie sneers.
Thor laughs. “Damn, my bad. How are you, Val? Sorry we haven’t hung out in forever,” he recites.
“Thank you,” Valkyrie replies. “Like shit, if I would’ve known that you dating Gamora meant I wouldn’t ever see you anymore, I wouldn’t have encouraged you to ask her out.”
“Well, then ask me to hangout. Daddy Odinson has time for all his women.”
“I just threw up in my mouth,” Valkyrie says.
Thor bursts out in laughter. “Okay, let’s get serious. What are we doing here?”
Valkyrie hesitates. “This week’s glee assignment… It’s kind of mentally fucking with me.”
“Why?”
Hesitation again. And a rough exhale. “Do you remember when I called you back during ballad week? And I told you I was having… Feelings?”
Thor remembers well, and instantly realizes this is going to be a serious conversation, something he and Valkyrie don’t do often, but definitely have the capability to do. One of the many perks of being friends since childhood.
“Yeah, I remember,” Thor says. He then takes a second to think of the right thing to say. “You wanted to talk about certain feelings you were having. For Carol?”
Valkyrie purses her lips and squints in an attempt to not let her emotions overcome her. “Yeah.”
“Talk to me, Val,” he says, throwing a supportive arm around her.
“I’m pretty open about my sexual conquests. And I don’t shy away from the fact I have slept with just as many girls as I have guys. Sex is fun to me. It’s an activity. I don’t see it as the intimate thing that you’re supposed to do with your significant other that society conditions us to believe is special. So, tell me why I’ve found myself questioning things. Having actual, emotional feelings for a girl? That’s not me,” Valkyrie explains through a shaky voice. “I don’t know what the fuck I am anymore. And I don’t want to be lesbian.”
Thor hugs her as Valkyrie succumbs to her second batch of tears of the week.
“I’ve got to be honest. I don’t quite know what to say here. But I do know that you having feelings for someone… Regardless of who the person is, it’s something worth celebrating. And it should be even more worth celebrating considering it’s someone as awesome as Carol.”
Valkyrie grins at the mention of Carol’s name. “This is just all too much to handle.”
“Who says you have to handle it now? Valkyrie, if this isn’t something you’re ready to handle, then don’t. I know it’s probably awful advice to tell you to push this aside for now, but if that’s the easiest option, then do just that. You’re my best friend, and I don’t want to see you in pain.”
“My head’s swirling,” Valkyrie admits. “It’s just a lot to think about, because I don’t even know for sure. This could be all be a phase. I’m still hooking up with guys.”
“Well then it sounds like maybe this is something you only have to worry about handling when you do know for sure. I remember telling you during that phone call that our teenage years and high school are a tricky time. It’s when we’re supposed to make sense of who we are and come into our own as people. So, why don’t you take time to make sense of it all. And remember, you’re only seventeen, Valkyrie. So, take all the time you need.”
Valkyrie hugs her best friend. Or, rather, her best guy friend.
Thor’s right. Valkyrie doesn’t have to decide anything right now. She should just keep doing her and wait to see if the feelings fade.
Tony stands near the door to the gymnasium. Thank god that people’s voices in the gym echo the way they do, because he was able to hear Valkyrie and Thor’s entire conversation.
November 11, 2013
[Sharon:]
I wish I could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today
[Nakia:]
My outsides are cool
My insides are blue
Every time I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'
[Nakia & Sharon:]
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that MAC can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
[Sharon:]
I feel pretty
[Nakia:]
Oh so pretty
[Nakia & Sharon:]
I feel pretty and witty and bright
[Nakia:]
Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm being stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
[Sharon:]
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
[Nakia:]
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me (hey)
[Sharon:]
My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Every time I think I'm through
It's because of you
[Nakia:]
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
Keep on trippin'
[Nakia & Sharon:]
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that MAC can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
[Sharon:]
I feel pretty
[Nakia:]
Oh so pretty
[Nakia & Sharon:]
I feel pretty and witty and bright
[Sharon:]
And I pity
[Nakia:]
Any girl who isn't me tonight
[Nakia & Sharon:]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh (Tonight)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh (Tonight)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh (Tonight)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I feel pretty (You can buy your hair if it won't grow)
Oh so pretty (You can fix your nose if he says so)
I feel pretty and witty and bright (You can buy all the make-up that MAC can make)
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
I feel pretty
But unpretty
Bruce and the kids all cheer intensely for the duo’s number. “Ladies! That was perfect! What inspired that creation?” Their teacher asks.
“Well, on their own, both songs are pretty self-explanatory. But mashed together, they serve as a commentary on insecurities and the way many teenage girls tend to feel,” Nakia explains.
“Which is pretty one second, and not so pretty the next,” Sharon finishes.
“Appearance is something all girls struggle with, and something we all need to work on accepting a little more,” Nakia says.
“Amazing! Well done, girls,” Bruce says, as the kids clap once more.
After glee club and before her next class, Valkyrie opens her locker to retrieve her lip gloss when a piece of paper falls out swiftly.
"Meet me in the auditorium now" is written right in the center. She doesn’t recognize the writing, which means whoever wrote it isn’t someone she’s close to, like Thor or Carol, or someone she’s been close to, like Sharon or any of the cheerios.
Valkyrie almost ignores the letters’ demand completely. She has science with Mr. Banner next, and it’s not like she can skip, considering they all just had a glee club meeting so he knows she's at school. But her curiosity gets the best of her, so she decides to comply.
She makes her way to the auditorium and is surprised to see Tony standing center stage. “You wrote that letter?” She questions.
“Sure did,” Tony says, trying his best to match Valkyrie’s level of intimidation.
Valkyrie walks on stage. “What do you want?”
“You’re in love with Carol,” Tony says bluntly.
Panic.
Valkyrie, like Gamora, is a light skin afro-latina. Despite her darker complexion, Tony can see the red forming on her cheeks.
“E-excuse me?” Valkyrie asks, stuttering.
“The other day I was walking to my locker when I heard this loud noise in the gym. It sounded serious, so I ran over. It was Thor falling. And because I don’t trust you, I stuck around to see if maybe you two were going to shit talk me. So, imagine my surprise when instead, you confided in him that you are in love with Carol.”
Her face isn’t red anymore. It’s more of a ghostly white.
“Care to comment?” Tony asks.
“I didn’t say love,” Valkyrie mutters. She feels so weak. So powerless.
“Whatever, you said you liked her. Not much of a difference,” Tony says. “But that’s why you keep harassing me, isn’t it? Because you’re jealous?”
“What do you want?” She repeats, though it doesn’t have the tone of sass it had when she asked him the first time.
“Look, I’m bisexual. And coming to terms with that was a difficult thing. So, I’m not trying to shame you for that,” Tony says. “But Carol is my girlfriend. And I know all about how you two used to hook up. She even admitted that you two hooked up as recently as June. And I didn’t really care before, because you’re Valkyrie Parrington, and you’ve hooked up with almost everybody in this school.”
“So, you’re not going to shame me for questioning, but you are going to slut shame me?” Valkyrie asks, confidence and attitude slowly rising.
“No, I’m not slut-shaming either. I’m just stating a fact,” Tony explains. “But now that I know you have feelings for her, I’m not so sure I want you two hanging out as much.”
“She’s my best friend, Tony,” Valkyrie says. “She’s not just going to drop me because her Richard Simmons-looking, temporary boyfriend told her to.” Okay, now the real Valkyrie’s here.
“Well, that’s why we’re here,” Tony says. “If you were a guy, this type of fight wouldn’t be settled in here. But you’re not, so…”
“You want to battle? In song?” Valkyrie asks with a laugh.
“Yes, I do. If you win, I’ll drop this. I win, you back the fuck off,” Tony says.
Valkyrie scoffs. “Does it bother you to know I had her first? That I’m more experienced than you? You can pretend to be badass all you want, Stark. But we both know I’m more of a man than you will ever be, even standing here in my cheerios skirt.”
“Are you scared I’ll win? Is that why you’re relying on cheap shots? Meh, cheap works for you. Easy girls usually are.” Valkyrie glares at him. “Sorry. I guess we are slut-shaming.”
“Play the track,” she bites.
[Valkyrie & Tony:]
You need to give it up
Had about enough
It's not hard to see
The girl is mine
I'm sorry that you
Seem to be confused
She belongs to me
The girl is mine
[Tony:]
Think it's time we got this straight
Sit and talk face to face
There is no way you could mistake
Her for your girl, are you insane?
[Valkyrie:]
See I know that you may be
Just a bit jealous of me
Cause you're blind if you can't see
That her love is all in me
[Tony:]
See I tried to hesitate
I didn't want to say what she told me
She said without me she couldn't make it
Through the day, ain't that a shame
[Valkyrie:]
But maybe you misunderstood
Cause I can't see how she could
Want to take her time and that's all good
All my love was all it took (the girl is mine)
[Valkyrie & Tony:]
You need to give it up
Had about enough
It's not hard to see
The girl is mine
I'm sorry that you
Seem to be confused
She belongs to me
The girl is mine
[Valkyrie:]
Must you do the things you do
You keep on acting like a fool
You need to know it's me not you
And if you didn't know it, boy it's true
[Tony:]
I think that you should realize
And try to understand why
She is a part of my life
I know it's killing you inside
[Valkyrie:]
You can say what you want to say
What we have you can't take
From the truth you can't escape
I can tell the real from the fake
[Tony:]
When will you get the picture
You're the past, I'm the future
Get away, it's my time to shine
If you didn't know, the girl is mine
[Valkyrie w/ Tony:]
You need to give it up (oh, oh, oh, whoa)
Had about enough (enough!)
It's not hard to see (to see, the girl is mine)
The girl is mine
I'm sorry that you (sorry that you)
Seem to be confused
She belongs to me (she belongs to me, the girl is mine)
The girl is mine
[Tony w/ Valkyrie:]
You need to give it up (ooh, ooh, ooh)
Had about enough (had about enough)
It's not hard to see (She's mine! She's mine! She's mine! She's mine!)
The girl is mine
I'm sorry that you (I'm so sorry you seem to be confused)
Seem to be confused
She belongs to me (She belongs to me)
The girl is mine
[Tony:]
You can't destroy this love I found
Your silly games I won't allow
The girl is mine without a doubt
You might as well throw in the towel
[Valkyrie:]
What makes you think that she wants you
When I'm the one that brought her to
The special place that's in my heart
She was my love right from the start
[Valkyrie & Tony:]
You need to give it up
Had about enough
It's not hard to see
The girl is mine
I'm sorry that you
Seem to be confused
She belongs to me
The girl is mine
You need to give it up
Had about enough
It's not hard to see
The girl is mine
I'm sorry that you
Seem to be confused
She belongs to me
The girl is mine
[Valkyrie:]
That girl is mine, not yours
[Tony:]
But mine
[Valkyrie:]
Not yours
[Tony:]
But mine
[Valkyrie:]
Not yours
[Tony:]
But mine
[Valkyrie & Tony:]
I'm sorry that you
Seem to be confused
She belongs to me
The girl is mine!
“I was better,” Valkyrie states confidently.
“This isn’t over,” Tony says. “All I know is that you can’t sing like that about somebody you don’t love. But Carol is with me, and I’m not asking you to be okay with it, but I’m asking you to respect it.”
Valkyrie stands with her back-faced towards Tony. “Never.”
Tony sighs, and goes to pick up his backpack to leave.
Valkyrie really doesn’t want to do this. She doesn’t want to leave this moment on such a weak note, especially considering she devoured him during the number. But she has to. “Stark…” She croaks.
“What?” Tony asks, pissed off.
“You can hate me all you want… But everything you heard in the gymnasium… That wasn’t meant to be heard by anyone other than Thor,” she says.
“I’m not a monster, Valkyrie,” he replies. “I’m not going to tell anyone.”
Valkyrie internally sighs in relief. She also makes to leave but is interrupted. “So long as you stay out of my way.”
Steve sits on the stool in the center of the choir room floor, staring at his fellow teammates.
“So, I’m going to get really open with you all for a second, if that’s cool,” he says. “And I’ve never been one to have a way with words, so I hope this all comes out correctly.”
“I know it was kind of a shock to some of you when Bucky and I started dating. Like I mentioned when I sang that New Kids On The Block number, it was a shock to me, too. And not because it was Bucky, but because it was a guy. Before him, I had only ever been interested in girls. For months, I’ve put off getting into the logistics of it all, and the main reason for that is because the less time I spent placing a gay label on myself, the more I could avoid the fact that I was, potentially, gay. For a while, I was convinced Bucky was the only guy I could ever be attracted to. But this week, I took some time to finally think things through. And I’ve realized that I am pansexual. So for those of you that don't know, that means that I’m open to a sexual and romantic relationship with anybody, regardless of however they might identify.”
He takes a breath and laughs. “Sorry. I sound like a pamphlet at the clinic.”
The group laughs with him. “So, basically, I fell in love with who Bucky was as a person before I ever payed attention to his gender. Okay, maybe now I’m oversharing. Anyways, the point of all of this is to let you guys in a little. Not because I owe it to you, but because we’re a family. Just like Mr. Banner says. And my family deserves to know me inside and out. And even though my sexuality is something I spent months being insecure and ashamed about, things have changed. I’ve accepted it, and I’m happy. And you helped me get to this place, Bucky.”
Bucky stares at him intently. Steve swears he sees his boyfriend’s lip quiver. “I love you,” Steve adds. Then, Mr. Banner presses play on the boombox.
[Steve:]
I've been afraid of my place
Of this way
Of my feelings
But I'm amazed at how we talk
It's so chill
But there’s tension
What was the deal when your eyes locked on me
What was the deal when you smiled at me like that
You see I try to be cool, but the problem is using my emotions up
My head gets stuck
I'm scared to show just how I feel
Cause people talk
Don't want to worry 'bout whatever
Just got to know your deal
See, half the time I'm wondering if this is real
Why not say somethings on my mind if I feel love
But when the moments right I freeze
That's how I know my heart is his
If you want to kiss the boy then you better kiss the boy right now
You ain't got to be afraid of the words you want to say right now
Cause love is a game we deserve to play out loud
So if you want to, aye
then you better kiss the boy
Oh, you better kiss the boy right now
Giving the love, giving the love
Give it the time, give it the time
If it's all a movie then you'll see
It's only about us two
But the cost of trust is that you could throw it away
Maybe it's overrated I probably shouldn't chase it
But I can't stop the crazy within
You messing my emotions up
My head gets stuck
I'm scared to show just how I feel cause people talk
Don't want to worry 'bout whatever just got to know your deal
See, half the time I'm wondering if this is real
I might not say the one thing on my mind cause it's too tough
But we lose our chance when we don't try
On second thought yeah, I think I might
If you want to kiss the boy then you better
Kiss the boy right now (right now, right now)
You ain't got to be afraid of the words you want to say right now
Cause love is a game we deserve to play out loud
So if you want to, aye
Then you better kiss the boy
Oh, you better kiss the boy right now
Don't want to hide, don't want to hide
Most of my life I've been terrified
Spending my days always questioning
Am I wrong to love a man
I realise I realise ain't got to hide this heart of mine
I'm going to fight just to let you know to
Open your light and let it glow
So if you want to kiss the boy then you
Better kiss the boy right now (Oh, yeah)
You ain't got to be afraid of the words you
Want to say right now (You got to say it baby)
Cause love is a game we deserve to
Play out loud (We deserve our love)
So if you want to, aye
Then you better kiss the boy
Oh, you better kiss the boy right now
If you want to kiss the boy then you better kiss the boy right now
Bucky immediately pounces on his boyfriend following the number. He's glad all of the doors are closed. Then, the gang all move to group hug Steve. Because he’s just taken a huge step, and because they’re a family.
Bucky’s in his bathroom brushing his teeth when his phone begins to ring. He doesn’t even bother checking to see who it is before he answers.
“Hello?”
“Hey, babe,” Steve replies. “What’re you doing right now?”
“I’m just brushing my teeth, why?” Bucky asks.
“Because I’m right outside. We’re going for a drive.”
Bucky laughs obnoxiously. “Steve, I’m not going anywhere, I’m in my pajamas already!”
“I’m not taking no for an answer, Barnes. Don’t keep me waiting long,” Steve says.
Bucky hangs up and rolls his eyes as he rushes the rest of the process. George is already asleep and in bed, so Bucky tries his damned best not to make noise.
He’s in Steve’s navy convertible within minutes, dressed in his plaid pajama set, his gold necklace hanging on his neck.
Bucky kisses him on the cheek, as Steve takes off in a frenzy. The drive lasts about nineteen minutes, but it’s worth it. The scenery around the two of them is wooded and lovely.
“Where are we?” Bucky asks.
“A little ways behind Prospect Park,” Steve says as he turns off the vehicle and takes his seatbelt off.
“We’re getting out? Aren’t you worried someone will see us?” Bucky asks.
“Bucky, we’ve hung out in public before. And besides, Prospect Park is only ever busy in the summer.”
“Yeah, but we’ve rarely ever left your vehicle,” Bucky states.
“Do you trust me?” Steve asks, pulling two flashlights from his glove compartment.
Bucky nods. “I do.”
Steve extends a hand. “Then follow me.”
The two take a twenty second walk to a little pond with large, boulder-sized rocks scattered around. “I’ve been coming to Prospect since I was little and didn’t even know this existed.”
“Not many people do,” Steve replies. “My first time here was freshman year, when Barton and Rumlow took me out here to get high.” He then wipes off one of the rocks and makes enough room for him and Bucky to both take a seat. They’re lucky the only animals around the area are squirrels, considering their only source of light is the flashlights and the moon.
“So, why are we here right now, at nine o’clock on a Wednesday evening?” Bucky asks, shining his flashlight around the area.
“Because I always told myself I’d bring my first real girlfriend out here to share a special kiss.”
Bucky snickers. “Sorry to disappoint.”
Steve laughs as well. “Awe, come on, Buck. Girlfriend, boyfriend. Doesn’t matter. Because even though you're not my first real relationship, you're my first love, and I’m glad that I’m finally getting the chance to do this.”
Bucky smiles. “So, Sharon hasn’t ever been out here?” Steve frowns. “Sorry. I just ruined the moment. I’m bad with that.”
“You didn’t ruin the moment, and to answer your question, no, Sharon didn’t make it out here. She almost did, but we were always too busy going to parties, or group hangouts.”
“I’m sorry,” Bucky says sympathetically.
“You don’t have to apologize. In some ways, I’m grateful Sharon and I weren’t the perfect couple I thought we were. Or, thought we’d be. Because I’d say that just about every experience I’ve had with you meant a lot more to me than anything she and I experienced. No offense to her, I guess."
Bucky blushes. He’s glad Steve doesn’t have full visibility. “I love you, Steve Rogers.”
“I love you, Bucky Barnes,” Steve replies.
They share a long, passionate kiss.
“Definitely worth the wait,” Steve mutters. Bucky responds by attacking his lips some more.
The kisses turn into a full on make out session that leaves both boys dishevelled, hard, and turned on. But, then, Bucky pulls away.
“Are you okay?” Steve asks.
“I’m a virgin,” Bucky says bluntly. “And, other than a very gross peck I shared with this kid Alex in the boy’s bathroom in the sixth grade, you’re the only boy I’ve ever kissed. And because I don’t have much experience, I get embarrassed when things between us get heated, because I know it’s not the same for you. You do have experience.”
Steve takes a breath as he analyzes what to say. He should be honest with Bucky, he knows that. But part of him just doesn’t want to be. “I’m a virgin, too. My junior high girlfriend that I dated for a month, we experimented with some stuff. And Sharon and I, we did a lot of things. We tried to have sex too, but it didn’t work. So, sure. In comparison, I guess I do have more experience. But I’m technically also a virgin, too.”
Bucky perks up. “Really?”
Steve bites his lip and nods. “Yeah, babe.”
“Oh my god, this is so much better, because now neither of us have done it and we can save it… For each other,” Bucky says.
“Tell him the truth,” Steve can hear himself saying to himself in his head.
“Absolutely,” Steve responds.
The two continue to make out for a little while longer before calling it a night.
Steve lays in bed two hours later, hating himself for what he’s done. Lying to Bucky about something serious like this is wrong, and he knows it. But on the bright side, it’s not like the news of him and Valkyrie having sex last year is ever going to come out. Valkyrie guaranteed she would keep it between them.
November 12, 2013
“Thank you for rushing, gentlemen,” Stephen says to Steve, Tony, Sam, T’Challa and Thor.
“Your tone sounded serious over the intercom,” Thor answers.
“It was. Because this is a pretty serious matter,” Stephen shares. “I’m benching the five of you for tonight’s game.”
All five boys’ demeanors shift. “I don’t understand, Coach Strange. What the heck did we do?” Tony asks. Steve and Sam are livid. This is the second time this is happening to them.
“Well, that’s just it, Tony. It’s about what you five didn’t do. At the beginning of the week, I asked you boys to do one simple thing. And that was to bond. It wasn’t even for me. It was to better your guys’ relationship out there on the field so that we could keep winning.”
“But, Coach, why are we getting in trouble? The other guys didn’t do anything, either!” T’Challa exclaims.
“Yes, they did, T’Challa. Aldrich Killian arranged for you all to play a round of paintball yesterday evening. And this morning, they, as a team, all came to my office to show me pictures and tell me how much fun they had. And they also informed me that they invited you boys, but you declined.”
“But, that’s not true!” Tony says.
“Why would they all lie, Tony? You have to admit, thirteen against five doesn’t exactly make you boys look good. Especially when Lang and Rhodes also testified against you, and, as far as I know, those boys are your friends,” Stephen shares.
Steve laughs. “This is bullshit.”
“Steve, language,” Stephen says.
“Mr. Strange, how long have you known me? How long have you known all five of us? You’ve been our teacher for almost three years now. Most of the guys on the team hate us, and trust me, the feeling is mutual, but I can assure you we all would’ve gone had they actually invited us.”
“Steve, you’re the quarterback and captain. The other boys, they look to you for leadership. So, if and when I tell the team to bond, simply to correct our recent loses and ease the tension, I expect you to be the one to spearhead the charge. I’m sorry. But my decision is final.”
Tony, Sam, Thor, and T’Challa all look pissed, while Steve’s on the verge of some frustration-induced tears. “I’m not trying to be the bad guy here, boys. I like you all a lot. But in doing this, the rest of your teammates proved that they’re in this to win it. I hope you guys find a way to prove it to me, too.”
“Hey!” Sam shouts across the hallway that Scott Lang and James Rhodey are walking down. The boys turn around to see a very angry Steve, Tony, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor.
“Shit,” Scott whispers.
“You two have some explaining to do,” Sam says.
“Why would you tell Coach Strange that you two went paintballing with the team?” T’Challa questions.
“And that you invited the five of us to go, but we skipped out?” Steve adds.
“Because if I recall correctly, Rhodey, you were at work last night. So, talk,” Sam says.
Rhodey and Scott share a look. “I’m sorry,” Rhodey says. "Clint, Brock, and Aldrich said that if we went along with their lie, they wouldn’t beat the crap out of us.”
“They said that if we refused, they’d start treating us the way they treat the five of you,” Scott says.
Sam scoffs. “Jesus Christ. Strange benched us for tonight’s game because of this! We’re supposed to be friends!”
“We are friends,” Rhodey says. “But we need to look out for our own asses, too.” With that, the pair flee.
“I can’t believe this,” Steve says, as Sam punches a locker in anger.
Steve, Tony, Sam, T’Challa and Thor are all in the stands, watching the game. It’s absolutely torturous. The five of them should be out on the field right now. Instead, who’s out there? Killian, Barton, Rumlow, Richards, Storm, Grimm, Rand, Cage, Summers, and Howlett.
Bucky, Carol, and Gamora show up a few moments later with various snacks for the boys.
“It’s just popcorn and drinks, but hopefully it helps turn those frowns upside down,” Bucky says.
The boys do, in fact, smile at the gesture. Carol and Tony kiss one another immediately, as do Gamora and Thor. Bucky watches them, slightly jealous. This is one of the few moments in which Bucky and Steve’s secret relationship situation truly sucks. He wishes he could follow their lead.
The game lasts almost an entire hour, but in the end, the Aural Avengers are unable to pull off a win, marking their third loss of the season.
He knows he shouldn’t be, but Steve’s glad. He hopes this puts things into perspective for the other boys. Sure, they don’t have to like him, or Sam, or any of the glee boys. But they’re idiots if they think they can make it to the championship without them.
As the team makes their way to the locker room, Steve stands up and shouts, “Again... I really hope this was worth it,” to Killian, Rumlow, and Barton.
November 13, 2013
Clint Barton makes his way to his locker first thing in the morning. He’s still coming off of the football team’s loss from the night before. Maybe Brock’s plan wasn’t the smartest, but they still managed to see all the glee boys sweat, so they accomplished something, at least.
Valkyrie makes eyes at Clint from her locker, which is directly across from his. He’s confused. He’s hooked up with her a couple of times, but the two have barely talked since she joined the glee club.
Then, Valkyrie approaches him. “Hey, Barton.”
“Hi,” he replies. “What’s up?”
“Not much. But I’m having some real trouble with something,” she replies. She then leans in real close to his ear to whisper, “I’m having trouble forgetting what you looked like last night during the game, with your hair all sweaty, and your muscles bulging out of your shirt."
Clint smirks suggestively. “Damn, Parrington. In the mood to get piped at eight in the morning? You’re something else."
Valkyrie shrugs. “Sorry. I just can’t help myself.”
Clint then leans in closer. “So, are we really doing this?”
Valkyrie smiles, and then her lips make their way to his. They make out heatedly for a few moments as students pass by, disgusted.
“Your car. Five minutes. I’ll meet you there,” Valkyrie says.
Clint bites his lip, slams his locker shut, and heads out to the parking lot. Valkyrie’s left alone. She turns around and spots Carol, who’s staring at Valkyrie bitterly.
It’s the exact look Valkyrie was hoping to garner. She knew Carol was in the hallway before she approached Clint, and she was hoping Carol would see her making out with him. Clearly, she did.
Then, Tony comes walking up out of thin air. He kisses Carol on the head and the two walk off, hand in hand.
It’s at this exact moment that Valkyrie realizes that she can stir the pot all she wants. She can try to make Carol jealous, and she can sleep with as many people as she wants. But at the end of the day, none of it is going to matter, because Carol’s still dating Tony Stark.
He won.
[Valkyrie:]
Yeah
I need a drink, whiskey ain't my thing
But shit is all good
I can handle things like I wish that you would
You've been out of reach, could you explain?
I think that you should
What you been up to?
Who's been loving you good?
I'm just on the floor, I'm like a model
Been looking through the texts and all the photos
But don't you worry, I can handle it
No, don't you worry, I can handle it
If you let him touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya (yeah)
The way I used to, used to, used to, used to, used to, used to (yeah)
Did you take him to the pier in Santa Monica
Forget to bring a jacket, wrap up in him ‘cause you wanted to?
I'm just curious, is it serious?
I'm just curious, is it serious?
Calling me up, so late at night
Are we just friends?
You say you wanted me, but you're sleeping with him
You think of me, I'm what you see
When you look at the sky
I don't believe you
You ain't been loving me right (yeah)
I'm just on the floor, I'm like a model
Been looking through the texts and all the photos
But don't you worry I can handle it
No, don't you worry I can handle it
If you let him touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya (yeah)
The way I used to, used to, used to, used to, used to, used to (yeah)
Did you take him to the pier in Santa Monica
Forget to bring a jacket, wrap up in him 'cause you wanted to?
I'm just curious, is it serious?
If you let him touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya (yeah)
The way I used to, used to, used to, used to, used to, used to (yeah)
Did you take him to the pier in Santa Monica
Forget to bring a jacket, wrap up in him 'cause you wanted to?
I'm just curious, is it serious?
I'm just on the floor, I'm like a model
Been looking through the texts and all the photos
But don't you worry I can handle it
No, don't you worry I can handle it
If you let him, if you let him
If you let him touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya, touch ya (yeah)
The way I used to, used to, used to, used to, used to, used to (yeah)
Did you take him to the pier in Santa Monica
Forget to bring a jacket, wrap up in him 'cause you wanted to?
I'm just curious, is it serious?
I'm just curious, is it serious?
Bruce walks into the choir room to find T’Challa and Thor leading the rest of the kids in some whacky choreography. It’s a cross between the cha cha slide and a country line dance. The boys are still reeling from the previous night’s events, but they decide not to let it ruin their glee rehearsal.
Bruce laughs as he watches the kids struggle to get it. “Join in, Mr. B!” Thor says.
So, Bruce joins in. And they all fool around for another couple of minutes. “Okay, okay, that was great, but we have other matters to tend to,” Bruce says.
The kids all take their seats. “I want to thank you all for yet another successful week, and another successful assignment. This one wasn’t necessarily an easy one, but you guys rose up to the occasion, once again. So, thank you.”
“Thank you, Mr. Banner,” Gamora says. “Sure, my anxiety’s always going to be a struggle, but I learned not to be so hard on myself because of it.” Thor squeezes her hand in support.
“And I’ve learned to fully accept every single part of myself,” Steve says. Bucky smiles sweetly at his boyfriend.
“And as your teacher, that’s exactly what I hoped would happen this week,” Bruce says. “Now, I don’t know about you guys, but I’m ready to move this party to the auditorium to see a kick-ass group number performed. Perhaps one by a Ms. Gaga…”
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor all applaud as they make their way over. Luckily, the band’s already there and waiting for them.
[Bucky:]
It doesn't matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
Cause you were born this way, baby
[Carol:]
My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir
[Sharon:]
"There's nothing wrong with loving who you are"
She said, "cause he made you perfect, babe"
"So hold your head up girl and you'll go far,
Listen to me when I say"
[Aural Avengers:]
I'm beautiful in my way
Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Oh, there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Oh, there ain't no other way
Baby I was born
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
[Gamora:]
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be!
[T’Challa:]
Give yourself prudence
And love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice your truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth
[Steve:]
A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M (Hey hey hey)
I love my life I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah (Love needs faith)
[Aural Avengers:]
I'm beautiful in my way
Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Oh, there ain't no other way
Baby I was born this way
Baby I was born this way
Oh, there ain't no other way
Baby I was born
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
[Bucky:]
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied, or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
Cause baby you were born this way
[Aural Avengers:]
No matter gay, straight, or bi,
Lesbian, transgendered life,
I'm on the right track baby,
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made,
I'm on the right track baby,
I was born to be brave
I'm beautiful in my way
Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way,
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way,
Baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby,
I was born this way
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby,
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby,
I was born this way, hey
Bruce is in the choir room sorting through the glee club’s sheet music as Stephen comes walking in. “Organizing? Isn’t that something that could’ve waited until Monday morning to get done?”
Bruce laughs. “Yeah, probably. But I’ve been feeling… Cluttered, as of late,” he answers. “How have you been by the way? I feel like I haven’t seen you all week.”
Stephen fights a yawn. “You feel like that because you’re right. You haven’t seen me all week. The coach life has been a real busy shit show these past few days,” he shares. “I don’t think I’m as cut out for this as I thought.”
Bruce looks at his best friend, stunned. “Why do you say that?”
“There was some conflict this week with the glee boys, and I suspect it has something to do with this rivalry between Rogers and Barton, Rumlow, and Killian. Steve’s been so withdrawn as of late, and most of the players just aren’t cooperating, so I had to pull yet another shitty move on your boys, and… It just sucks. I love being the quirky, astronomy teacher. I haven’t ever had conflict with students when I was only doing that. Now, I feel as though I’m constantly caught between a rock and a hard place, and I feel guilty for being so hard on them.”
Bruce frowns. “You sound like you need a beer.”
Stephen chuckles. “Some marijuana might help."
“On the bright side, I know how you feel. I remember when the kids weren’t too pleased when Steve, Sam, and the cheerios joined the glee club last year. You want to help, but you can’t be showing blatant favouritism. You have to remain neutral and professional.”
Stephen nods. “Exactly. It’s hard. Have the boys mentioned anything?”
“No, actually. But for what it’s worth, dude, I know that every single player on that team is grateful for you. Those boys were already out of the season by the end of November last year, with multiple back to back losses. And yes, you guys have lost a couple now as well, but you also managed to pull off some sweet wins, too. And you still have a chance to turn it all around.”
Stephen groans. “I’ve missed you!”
Bruce laughs. “Me too, buddy.”
“So, you up for a night out on the town? Maybe a beer, then we could hit the casino?”
Bruce hums. “I’m booked tonight, but if you’re free tomorrow…” He says.
“Man, what are you so busy with the last few months?” Stephen asks suspiciously. “I feel like you always have plans lately.”
Bruce panics. “I’m just getting dinner… With an old friend from high school,” he lies.
“Well, fine. Even though this old friend from high school is probably not as entertaining as your old pal Stephen, you two have fun,” Stephen says as he prepares to leave the room.
But then, Natasha knocks on the already-open door.
“Hey, Nat,” Stephen says, pulling Bruce’s attention away from the sheet music.
“Hi, Stephen,” Natasha responds. She then looks over at Bruce.
Fuck. This is impossible. She looks so incredibly adorable today. “Hi,” she says to Bruce.
“Natasha. How’s it going?” He asks, for lack of a better idea.
“Can’t complain,” she answers with a smirk. Silence washes the room after this, as well as a tad of awkwardness.
So, Stephen leaves. “Well, I’ll leave you two. Have a good weekend, guys.”
This must be it.
This is their long-awaited heart to heart conversation, coming eight months after the last time they even talked.
“So, how was your summer?” Natasha asks.
Bruce can tell she’s just using small talk in order to get comfortable enough to inevitably tell or ask him something she’s been putting off.
But Bruce is also putting shit off, so he responds, “Pretty wicked. It was the first summer in years where I actually spent most of my time outside.”
"Pretty wicked?” Bruce thinks to himself. “Who the fuck says that?”
“How was yours?” He adds.
Natasha shrugs. “Oh, you know… I spent it out at my parents’ house. Taking time to mourn someone I thought I knew.”
Oh, shit. Here we go.
Since Natasha made the first move, Bruce takes the initiative to break the small talk and get straight to apologies and honesty. “Nat… I’m so sorry. For everything that went down with all of that,” Bruce says. He doesn’t even want to say Matthew Murdock’s name out loud. “I should probably also apologize for everything that happened that I was involved in. I didn’t mean to cause rifts between the two of you or be the cause of your pain. I can’t help but feel somewhat responsible.”
Natasha takes a few seconds to respond. “Brucey, none of it was your fault. I’m sorry for the way I acted. You and I spent an entire school year putting our own friendship in jeopardy for some sleaze bag with a superiority complex who was cheating on me the entire time.”
“This is a stupid question, but are you okay?” Bruce asks.
Natasha’s deep in thought. “He was a sleaze bag with a superiority complex who was cheating on me with a minor,” she says with a laugh. “Sorry. It’s incredibly inappropriate to be laughing, but sometimes I just say it aloud and it still leaves me speechless.”
Bruce subtly moves closer to her to see if she needs a hug, or a supportive hand, something.
“My god, last year was a nightmare,” she says, almost hysterically. “I let him change me. He turned me into a completely different person.”
“Natasha, it’s okay. Things ended between you two in an incredibly traumatic and horrifying way. But thankfully, they ended. You just need to focus on you now.”
“I almost lost the most amazing person in my life all because of Matthew Murdock,” she says as her eyes turn glossy.
Bruce watches her intently and makes to give her a sympathetic hug.
“Bruce, I love you. And I’m sorry that it took this catastrophic turn of events for me to realize it.”
“Natasha,” Bruce says, shaking his head. No. No. No.
“You have been by my side since the day we met. Do you remember, it was September of 2008? I was so nervous that first day. But then I heard it was your first day, too, and thus began our story.”
“Natasha,” Bruce repeats. This can’t be happening. Not now.
“I chose the wrong guy,” Natasha admits. “It was you. It was always you. I should’ve just been honest with myself, and with you from the very beginning. I love you, Bruce Banner.”
“Natasha.” This is exactly what Bruce didn’t want to happen. He’s going to have to choose between Winny and Natasha.
“And I’m about five years too late, but I love you,” she says.
Bruce sighs. A litany of swears are playing on a loop in his head. He’s been waiting to hear those three little words for so damn long. But at this point in time, he can’t do anything about it. “Natasha, I’m seeing someone.”
Bruce wouldn’t have said anything had he known that Natasha was going to stare at him as though she’d just been stabbed in the heart right in front of his own eyes.
But, now that he’s told her the truth, he knows he should just hurry up and tell her the entire truth.
“Her name’s Winny. We met last March. We were just hooking up at first, but then as time went on, we realized we actually liked each other and had a lot in common.”
Natasha quickly puts distance between them. She doesn’t quite know how best to process the news. “You’re dating someone,” she says. Not as a question, but as a statement.
“I am,” Bruce said. “And I’m happy. And it’s been a minute since I’ve been able to say that and actually mean it.”
Natasha nods. “I see.”
“But I need you to know that I love you, too, Nat. I have since I first laid eyes on you. But I had to stop kidding myself. I couldn’t keep wasting my life wishing and hoping for this exact moment to happen. I needed to move on. To try and get over you, even though I don’t think I ever truly will.”
Natasha’s crying now. “You don’t have to explain yourself, Brucey.”
“Natasha,” he says, on the verge of tears himself.
“Don’t,” she replies, crying through her fake smile. “You're happy. And you deserve to be happy. I just hope that after all of this… After the emotional turmoil this last year has been… That you and I can at least try to be friends. For real, this time. The way we were before."
“Of course, Nat,” Bruce assures her. “I would love nothing more.”
Natasha smiles as she wipes her eyes. “Okay. Perfect. Well, I guess I should let you get back to your sheet music.”
“Have a good weekend, Nat,” Bruce says.
“You too, Brucey. I’ll see you Monday morning,” she answers.
On her emotional walk back to her office, Natasha decides the easiest way to deal with this heartbreak is to sing about it.
[Natasha:]
And another one bites the dust
Oh, why can I not conquer love?
And I might have thought that we were one
Wanted to fight this war without weapons
And I wanted it, I wanted it bad
But there were so many red flags
Now another one bites the dust
Yeah, let's be clear I'll trust no one
You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace
I've got thick skin and an elastic heart
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard
I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
Cos I've got an elastic heart
I've got an elastic heart
Yeah, I've got an elastic heart
And I will stay up through the night
Let's be clear won't close my eyes
And I know that I can survive
I'll walk through fire to save my life
And I want it, I want my life so bad
I'm doing everything I can
Then another one bites the dust
It's hard to lose a chosen one
You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace
I've got thick skin and an elastic heart
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard
I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
Cos I've got an elastic heart
I've got thick skin and an elastic heart
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard
I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
Cos I've got an elastic heart
I've got thick skin and an elastic heart
But your blade it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard
I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
Cos I've got an elastic heart
I've got an elastic heart
Notes:
HIIII.
i loved writing this chapter, because it laid the foundation for shit that's going DOWN in the next one! Also the next one is sectionals, yet again, exciting stuff!!!!:D
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This Is Me (Cast of Greatest Showman) – Gamora Whoberi
I Feel Pretty/Unpretty (Cast of West Side Story/TLC) – Nakia Shauku & Sharon Carter
The Girl Is Mine (Brandy & Monica) – Valkyrie Parrington & Tony Stark
Kiss the Boy (Keiynan Lonsdale) – Steve Rogers
Curious (Hayley Kiyoko) – Valkyrie Parrington
Born This Way (Lady Gaga) – Aural Avengers
Elastic Heart (Sia) – Natasha Romanoff
Chapter 5: Youth
Summary:
Sectionals is finally here, but when tensions arise and significant drama ensues within the Aural Avengers, will they even be able to pull off a win?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
December 5, 2013.
Bruce finally awakens the morning after his wildest night out in years. The second he opens his eyes his hangover makes itself known to him. His head is pounding, and he feels like throwing up.
Seven beers and three shots will do that to a lightweight. He looks over at his clock. 11:12am. He hasn’t slept in this late since 2006, at least. He looks down, lifts his duvet, and realizes he’s naked while the memories from the night before all come to him.
He hit it off with the woman he met at the bar, Winny. She was extremely attractive and had a certain mysteriousness to her that only made Bruce want to get to know more about her. She was also at least a good seven or so years older than him, and isn’t that on every man’s bingo card?
At some point in the night, Stephen went home, leaving Bruce and Winny to drink alone just the two of them. And, oh, right… Just a little after two in the morning, they hailed a cab and made the drive across town to Bruce’s place, where obviously, sexy times ensued. And apparently, they ensued all over his room by the looks of things.
Bruce mentally high-fives himself. It’s been a good few years since the last time a woman has set foot in his bedroom.
Bruce hears noises coming from his living room, so he slowly summons the strength and willpower to get out of bed, tosses some pajama pants on, and heads out there.
“Hey, there,” Bruce says, itching at his left eye with the palm of his right hand.
Winny’s standing by the window, her dress unzipped in the back and her heels in her hands. She’s looking at all of the framed photos Bruce has lying around. Then, she turns to look at Bruce. “Good morning.”
“You sleep well?” Bruce asks.
“Surprisingly, yes. I did,” Winny responds. “You’ve got yourself a five-star bed in there, Bruce. Better than the beds at the Blackbolt Hotel.”
Bruce laughs. “Thank you.” Then, the inevitable awkwardness sets in. “So, can I make you some coffee?”
“Who are these kids?” Winny asks, grabbing the framed photo of the Aural Avengers from Sectionals that he took after the competition. “Not to be nosey, it’s just not every day you see a framed picture of a group of teenagers in a grown man’s house.”
Bruce laughs. “Those are my glee kids. In addition to teaching science, I also coach the Shield High glee club,” he says with a friendly and hesitant smile in the off chance that Winny doesn’t react too kindly.
Winny stares at the photo some more. Bruce notices the way she stares at the boy with the perfectly teased, medium-length hair in the middle. Bucky. “That’s really cool.”
“It is?” Bruce asks. Winny’s confused by this. “Sorry, I just… Expected you to laugh, or something. We’re pretty low on the social totem pole at school, so I just figured any average person would find something like glee club dorky.”
“Well, I think you’ll find that I’m not any average person,” Winny responds.
Bruce nods. “So, about that coffee?”
“Any chance there’ll be a full breakfast with that coffee?” Winny asks.
“Well, that depends. How do you like your eggs?” Bruce asks, grinning from ear to ear.
Bruce thinks back to the morning of March 19, 2013, as he lays in bed with Winny, waiting for her to wake up. Though this time, it’s not the morning after a random hookup.
Their relationship has been everything that Bruce has needed these past few months. Winny’s older than Bruce, sure, but you would never know that based on how fun, spontaneous, and sexy she is. No previous girlfriend has been able to connect with Bruce, or get him to open up, the way Winny has. It’s safe to say he’s fallen in love with her… Hard.
“Hey, you missed the turn for Prospect,” Bucky says as he looks out the window.
“I’m aware,” Steve says as he turns left, moving onto the highway.
Bucky looks at him, confused. “But I thought we were going to Prospect?”
“Just play your music and sing along like a good boy,” Steve says, joking. Bucky playfully smacks Steve’s arm.
The two drive for about forty minutes. They finally pull up to this cute little park in the small, country town outside of Lima.
“What’re we doing here?” Bucky asks.
“Would you mind getting the throw blanket out of the trunk?” Steve questions, ignoring his boyfriend.
Bucky walks over to the trunk and finds a throw blanket, as well as a large picnic basket inside. He pulls out both items and walks back over to his boyfriend. “A picnic? How retro,” Bucky says, fighting the urge to smile.
“I was feeling epic,” Steve says with a shrug. “Besides, picnics are technically sort of our thing. This one just so happens to be outside on the grass as opposed to the auditorium floor.”
The two walk over to the beautiful, green field and set up camp. Bucky sits and watches as Steve grabs two plastic plates and places the ham and cheese sandwiches he made on them. Then, he opens the containers of carrots and cucumbers, and sets those out along with the containers of fruit and pretzels.
Then, he pulls out champagne flutes and fills them with the bottle of iced tea he’d purchased before he picked Bucky up.
“One of the perks of coming out here is that we can sit out in public and don’t have to worry as much about being seen together,” Steve says, passing Bucky his drink. "Also it's about to be too cold to do this for at least a few months."
“What’s this town called again?” Bucky asks.
Steve looks around in search of a sign. “Oh geez… Beaverdam? Maybe? I forget.”
Bucky laughs. “So, not that I’m not appreciative of this very romantic gesture, but is there a specific reason as to why we’re doing this?”
“Come on, Buck. Do I need a reason to treat you?” Steve questions. Bucky stares at his boyfriend dead in the eyes, unconvinced. “Okay, you got me. Our nine-month anniversary is next Friday, and I just didn’t want to wait to do something special. I plan on surprising you with something new every day leading up to Friday.”
Bucky blushes. “Steve, if you’re going this hard for our nine months, what the hell are you planning on doing for our one year?”
“You don’t even want to know,” Steve says with a laugh. “Look, I know things are still hard for us… We can’t go for dinner at Breadstix; The only movies we can go see are at the Drive In, and only at night. I just don’t want to waste a single moment. I need to show you how much you and our relationship mean to me since we can’t be out and proud about it.”
Bucky shakes his head in disbelief. This is his life now. And he’s still so damn shocked at how lucky he is.
“To us,” Bucky says, holding up his flute.
“To us,” Steve repeats.
December 6, 2013.
Bruce walks into the teacher’s lounge, in desperate need of a cup of caffeine. He spent the entire night before preparing for Sectionals, and his day consisted of an afternoon hike with Winny.
Once the coffee’s in his mug, he heads over to Stephen’s table.
“Morning,” Bruce says.
“Hey, what’s up?” Stephen asks as he works on some football paperwork.
“I’m exhausted, how are you?” Bruce asks in a yawn.
“What, another late night with your girlfriend?” Stephen asks sardonically.
Bruce groans. “Come on, man. I thought you were going to quit busting my balls about that! I didn’t tell you about Winny because I didn’t want to jinx it. She and I have both been hurt before in the past, so we decided it would be better this way.”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever you say, buddy. I’m just a little choked that you told Natasha before you told me,” Stephen responds.
“I didn’t really have a choice, did I?” Bruce asks rhetorically, in reference to that conversation he and Natasha had in the choir room weeks ago. The one where Natasha admitted she was in love with Bruce, and Bruce had to tell her about Winny.
Since then, things with Natasha have been good. Not bad, not great, but good. And considering the blows their friendship has taken the past year and some, Bruce can’t complain about “good.”
“Morning, you two,” Natasha says as she comes waltzing into the lounge.
“Morning,” Stephen says and Bruce waves.
“And how are you both this morning?” She asks.
“Tired. I was up late last night coming up with a killer setlist for Sectionals!”
“Oh, let me guess. Bucky’s going to sing a solo, and then there will either be a dash of Steve or Nakia somewhere in there, and then you’re going to finish off with a classic rock number,” Natasha says.
Bruce stares at her, puzzled. “Did you go through my desk this morning?”
Natasha laughs. “No, it’s just what you always do,” she answers.
“That’s not true,” Bruce responds. “Is that true, man?”
Stephen nods. “You do tend to do that a lot.”
“I mean, every team tries to showcase their strongest players,” Bruce says semi-defensively.
“I agree, Bruce. It’s just seeing the kids do Grease, it really reminded me of how much talent you’ve got in the glee club. Sharon and Carol have beautiful voices, and Tony and T’Challa can really dance.”
Natasha notices the way Bruce frowns. “Look, you obviously know what you’re doing. I don’t mean to tell you how to run your show. But the glee club… You guys used to be the underdogs. And now you’re a real team, which is wonderful… You’re like a constellation of stars. And I would just hate to think that you might be ignoring some of them, because they don’t burn quite as obviously bright.”
Bruce stares at her intently. He’s really hearing her words, and it’s inspiring some new ideas.
“You have a point,” Bruce admits. “Maybe it is time for a shakeup. Anyways, speaking of Sectionals, I have two tickets with your guys’ names on them if you’re down to join us?”
“Count me in,” Stephen says, taking a sip of his coffee.
“I actually have a prior commitment for this Saturday,” Natasha says. “But I’ll be there in spirit, and I can’t wait to hear how it goes.”
Bruce is disappointed. He really wants Natasha to go. She has yet to see the kids perform at a real competition…
“Bruce, what are you doing?” He thinks to himself. He shouldn’t be this rattled at Natasha not being able to go. Especially because he has a girlfriend, one who he still hasn’t even asked to come to Sectionals.
Bruce is already in the choir room writing SECTIONALS, and this year’s theme, YOUTH, on the whiteboard as all of the kids come walking in for rehearsal.
“Mr. Banner, I have an announcement. I’ve selected the perfect song for me to sing to launch our performance at Sectionals,” Bucky says.
“I have an announcement first. I’ve decided to do something different for Sectionals this year.”
“Oh, so, two of us are getting solos?” Bucky asks as he takes a seat beside his boyfriend.
“No, we’ll only have one soloist featured at the competition this year, Bucky…”
“Thank god,” Bucky mutters under his breath in relief.
“There just won’t be a solo from you,” Bruce finishes. Everyone peers over to watch the exact moment Bucky’s face cracks.
“Finally! So, what song do I get to sing?” Sam asks, mostly joking.
“Well, I was thinking that our very own Danny and Sandy could take the leads this time around,” Bruce says.
Carol and Tony light up at the offer. “Ken and Barbie?” Bucky asks bitterly. “But… Don’t we want to win?”
Tony looks at him, hurt. “You used to be just sort of unlikeable, but now, I pretty much feel like punching you every time you open your mouth,” Carol says, glaring at Bucky.
Bucky exhales roughly and looks back at Bruce, avoiding her.
“Okay, listen. I have talked the talk about everyone in here feeling special for over a year now, but frankly I haven’t walked the walk. We have got a lot of talent here, and it’s about time I showcase it,” Bruce shares.
Steve decides to step in and try to help his boyfriend out. “Mr. Banner, I’m all for pumping up the team, making everyone feel special, but don’t we want to utilize our secret weapon at every opportunity? I mean, you don’t take the star quarterback out before the big game.”
“Easy to say when you’re the star quarterback,” Valkyrie says.
“This isn’t about me, this is about the team,” Steve replies to her.
“You are such a hypocrite,” Valkyrie snaps back.
“Like you even know what that means,” Bucky responds in Steve’s defense.
Valkyrie just about gets up out of her seat. “It means that your boyfriend is full of crap, hobbit!”
“You know what? Ever since Grease you’ve been up everyone’s asses a little more than usual, and I’m sick of it! Me, Tony, also I’m taller than you, so I don't know who you're calling hobbit!"
“Come on, Buck. She’s not worth it,” Steve says, placing a hand on his shoulder.
“Oh, really? Because that’s not what you thought that night at your place last year,” Valkyrie says suggestively.
All the kids’ mouths drop at the news of Valkyrie and Steve’s hookup finally being made public.
Bucky looks back over at Valkyrie, confused. “That’s right, Elton. Did your little sweetheart over here tell you he was a virgin? Cause if he did, he’s been lying to you. Because he and I totally got it on last year.”
“Okay, enough already! No more conversations about this, or anything! This is our plan for Sectionals, and that’s final. Now, let’s pick some songs,” Bruce says.
Bucky sinks back into his seat, unable to even make eye contact with Steve. He feels sick to his stomach. It’s almost unnerving how differently Bucky is made to feel about his boyfriend in just a matter of seconds.
Steve keeps whispering Bucky’s name for Bucky to look at him, but Bucky refuses. He scoots his seat over so that they’re not sitting so close to one another.
Nakia makes her way to the cafeteria after her third period English class, meeting up with Sharon and Gamora at their usual table. They rarely eat in the cafeteria these days, but when they do, they sit at this same table near the exit to the football field.
“Girls, that glee rehearsal was some drama,” Nakia says, placing her backpack onto the table.
“We were just talking about it,” Gamora replies as she plays with her carne asada fries with a fork.
“Yeah, that was… Rough. I mean, I’m not Bucky’s biggest fan, but I don’t know if he deserved that,” Sharon adds to the conversation.
Nakia pulls out her chicken cesar salad from her bag. “I genuinely thought he already knew and that he just didn’t care.”
“Really? You thought Bucky Barnes wouldn’t care about something like that?” Gamora asks, mocking the idea. If there’s one thing Bucky is, it’s dramatic. Gamora knows that if Bucky had already known, it would’ve been the grand topic of discussion at one of their lunches.
Nakia shrugs. “I mean, I don’t know. We all already knew, and none of us really cared much when we found out last year. But, Sharon’s right, it was rough. I wonder how long they’ll be going at it.”
Then, Alison Blaire and Daisy Johnson come walking up to their table.
“Hi, Ali,” Sharon says.
“Yeah, hi, Carter,” Alison, dressed in her cheerios uniform, answers in her typical snarky too cool for this shit voice. Sharon actually hates herself for ever having spoken that same exact way to other people. “We’re here for this one,” she says, pointing to Nakia.
“Me?” Nakia questions, confused.
“Are you Nakia Shauku?” Daisy asks.
Nakia nods. “Yes, ma’am.”
Daisy gives her a half-frown, half-smile. “Hi, Nakia. I’m Daisy,” she says.
“Get to the point,” Alison mutters rudely. Then, she decides to take matters into her own hands. “You’re dating T’Challa, right?”
Nakia shakes her head. “No, we’re not. He and I are… We’re not dating.”
Daisy sighs in relief. “Oh, okay, good.”
“Why?” Sharon asks.
“Because he was hitting Daisy’s line last Friday night being all flirty and borderline cheating. But now that we know you’re not dating, I guess it wasn’t cheating,” Alison replies. “So, I’m out of here,” she says, walking back to the cheerios table.
Nakia stands there, surprised at the news. “What kind of stuff was he saying?” She asks.
“You can totally sit down, Daisy,” Gamora says.
Daisy takes her up on the offer. “Well, he just messaged me and said that Scott Lang gave him my number, and… I guess you can see for yourself if you’d like?”
Nakia nods vehemently. “Yes, please.”
Daisy surfs through her phone and then passes it down to Nakia. She, Gamora, and Sharon all huddle in close to read the messages together.
12/3/2013
9:33PM
T’Challa: Hey, is this Daisy Johnson?
Daisy: hi! yeah it is. Who’s this??
T’Challa: T’Challa! We met a couple weeks ago at the game?
Daisy: oh hey!! i remember you! what’s up? how’d you get my number? lol.
T’Challa: Scott Lang gave it to me! I hope that’s okay??
Daisy: that’s perfect! especially cause I found you pretty hot J
T’Challa: Well, that’s funny, because I thought the same exact thing.
Daisy: smooth, t’challa, haha. So, what’s up?
T’Challa: Nothing much. Just doing homework, wishing I was hanging out with you.
T’Challa: I know we barely know each other, but I knew right after meeting you that you seemed like a really cool girl. We don’t get those much over at Shield.
Daisy: you sure know how to make a girl feel special lol.
Daisy: so… do you have a girlfriend?
T’Challa: I try, haha. No, I don’t!
T’Challa: But I’m working on that
Daisy: hmm i see. well, would you be down to hang out sometime?
T’Challa: Definitely! I’ll text you sometime!
Daisy: you better!
Nakia, Sharon, and Gamora lean away from the phone after they finish reading the texts. “Here you go,” Nakia says as she hands Daisy her phone back. “Thanks for coming to me with this and double checking.”
“Of course,” Daisy says. She then smiles at the trio and takes off.
Sharon’s pissed, while Gamora’s disappointed. Nakia, however, is devastated. Sure, her and T’Challa aren’t technically dating, but she thought there was some unspoken agreement that they were, at the very least, more than friends. The entire situation just makes her feel nauseous.
“Are you okay?” Sharon asks her.
Nakia nods. “Mm-hm.”
“What do you think about that?” Gamora questions.
Nakia shrugs. “Who cares what I think? He’s not my boyfriend, clearly.” At that same moment, the girls all look over and see T’Challa walk into the caf with Thor and Sam by his side.
Nakia gets up and grabs her bag, tossing it over her shoulder. “Excuse me. I’ll see you guys later.” Sharon and Gamora watch in dismay as she exits the cafeteria.
Steve enters the locker room in order to get his belongings and then makes his way for his vehicle. His head’s not in the right space at the moment, so he asked Coach Strange if he could be excused from practice early. Stephen could sense that something was bothering the kid, so he allowed it.
Steve’s felt sick all day. Bucky hasn’t so much as looked his way since glee club this morning, and quite frankly, it’s killing him.
Steve’s not stupid. He knows this is a huge, potentially relationship-ruining fuck up on his part. He’s had multiple opportunities for honesty, and still, he chose to say nothing. He was completely naïve to ever believe that Valkyrie could actually keep a secret, especially one this big.
And, speaking of Valkyrie… She’s filling up her water bottle at the water fountain right down the hall when she and Steve make eye contact.
“Hey,” she says. It comes off completely harmless, but Steve is having none of it.
“Go fuck yourself,” Steve bites back.
Valkyrie frown. “Really?”
Steve stops walking. “Yes, Valkyrie. Really,” he says. “You don’t realize the kind of shit you and your words can cause, do you?”
Valkyrie crosses her arms. “Steve, you can hate me for what I did all you want, but I get the feeling that you’re more upset at the fact you got busted than anything.”
Steve doesn’t react. Because deep down, he knows she’s right.
“Besides, you don’t even realize the kind of golden opportunity that you have right in front of you,” Valkyrie says.
“What are you talking about?” Steve asks.
“Well, clearly, Killian is the new football team favorite. Word on the street is that he’s going to become starting quarterback soon. He’s already got prom king on lock and it’s only December.”
Steve rolls his eyes. “What’s your point, Valkyrie?”
“My point is that this is the perfect opportunity for a coolness injection. And I might be your last shot at it. Forget about Corny Collins and give me a proper shot. Now that everyone knows about us, you’re going to go from uncool to Chilly Willy in a heartbeat. People are already starting to look at you different,” Valkyrie explains.
“I can’t do that and I never would do that. Bucky would never forgive me,” Steve says.
Valkyrie snickers. “And that would be bad because?”
“Because I’m in love with him and I don’t want to hurt him. Ever.”
“Too late,” Valkyrie says with a grin. “Steve, don’t you see that that Abercrombie and Bitch model is like an anchor dragging you down to the depths of Loserville?”
Steve clenches his jaw. “Stop it, Valkyrie! That’s my boyfriend you’re talking about.” Steve’s so heated, he doesn’t even care that somebody could’ve just heard him. “Besides, I’ve done a lot of growing the last year. None of the shit that still matters to you, matters to me anymore. And that includes being popular. So, thanks, but no thanks. I’d rather someone rip my heart out of my chest before I ever take you up on that offer.”
December 7, 2013.
“Good morning, handsome,” Winny says as she answers the phone.
“Good morning, beautiful,” Bruce responds. “I’ve been texting you since last night! I was getting worried.”
“I’m sorry, I had a glass of wine with supper and then crashed. And then this morning, I overslept and was almost late to work,” Winny replies. She then puts him on speaker as she reads through his texts. “Oh, what did you want to talk about?”
“I just wanted to see if you were free this Saturday?” Bruce asks.
“I think so,” Winny says. “Why, what’re we doing?”
“You will be joining Stephen and I at my glee club’s Sectionals competition here in Lima,” Bruce answers optimistically.
Winny freezes. “Wait, is this Saturday the eleventh?”
“Yes, it is,” Bruce says.
“Oh, no, hon, I’m not free! I’m going to visit my mom this weekend for her birthday!” She says, hoping Bruce believes the lie.
“Her birthday? Wasn’t that this past summer?” Bruce questions.
Fuck!
Luckily, Winny’s quick on her feet. “No, this summer was my parents’ wedding anniversary. And you know, considering we lost my father just months before that, I didn’t want her to be alone.”
“Right, right. Well, shit!” Bruce replies. “That kind of sucks. I wish you could’ve been there to help cheer us on. And, just to meet the kids. I’ve been trying to find the perfect opportunity to introduce you to them, and this would’ve been it. But, hey, duty calls.”
Winny’s touched by this. She really is. But there’s absolutely no way she can go. She’s not ready for Bruce to find out who she is yet, and if she were to step foot into a show choir competition, regardless of where it’s being held, she knows that people would recognize her.
“Soon, babe. I promise you’ll get another chance to do it soon,” Winny says.
“Alright, well will I see you at all this week?” Bruce asks.
“You know what, Bruce? I’m not sure. It’s an extremely busy week here at school, so I don’t think I’ll have time to make any trips out to Lima. But I should be back from my mom’s on Sunday, so maybe I can head up then.”
Silence.
“School?” Bruce questions.
Fuck!
“Did I say school? Jesus Christ, I mean the bank. See, I’m already going bonkers,” Winny replies, laughing. She feels herself working up a sweat under her blouse. “But I love you so much, and I will call you tonight, okay?”
Bruce stands, stunned in place. It’s the first time either of them has used the L word. Winny’s so frazzled at almost having been caught, she doesn’t even notice.
Bruce nods. “Alright, honey. Sounds good. I love you, too.”
Pepper Potts laughs aloud as soon as Winny hangs up. “Well, that was smooth.”
Winny screams in frustration. “Be quiet. I almost just blew my own cover. That’s no laughing matter!”
“You ever thought about… Hmm, I don’t know. Coming clean?” Pepper asks. “Winny, I don’t want to be the one to keep reminding you, but the longer you keep this lie up, the worse the fight is going to be when he does find out.”
Winny looks toward the stage and thinks about it. “Pepper, I already told you. I didn’t think I was going to fall for the man… But I did. And I want to be selfish for a little longer. I need to. Because it feels good to have finally found a decent man in this world, and because there’s not a chance in hell he’s going to stay with me when he finds out.”
Pepper nods, rubbing Winny’s shoulder sympathetically.
“Besides… You know Bruce isn’t the only one I’m worried about,” Winny says. “Yes, Bruce can’t find out that he’s dating the coach of his competition, but you know who can’t find out that his coach’s girlfriend is his… Well, you know.”
Then, the bell sounds and Throat Explosion comes walking out onto the stage seconds later.
“Hey, kids,” Winny says, moving on.
“What number are we running this morning, Winny?” Wanda Maximoff asks in her smooth Sokovian accent. Winny has such a personal relationship with her kids, that she’s insisted for years that they call her by her first name.
“Well, we may have won Sectionals last week, but your performance could’ve been a lot better. So, I want you guys to run your entire setlist from the top and see if you can correct the mistakes you all made.”
“All three songs?” Pietro Maximoff asks.
“All. Three. Songs,” Winny repeats. “Impress me.”
Peter rolls into the choir room, prepared to get to work on rehearsals for Sectionals.
He’s extremely tired on account of his day having consisted of an exam, an oral presentation, and then a tutoring session, but he’s excited for Sectionals, so he’s eager to power through it.
He’s the first one in the room, so he wheels right up to the piano and starts to play the opening notes to Yiruma’s “River Flows in You.” He loses himself in the song for a moment but is interrupted once Gamora and Thor come walking in.
Considering Gamora and Peter haven’t exactly been on speaking terms for months now, and because Thor has his own personal beef with Peter regarding their whole tutoring situation, neither of them say hi to Peter. But Peter doesn’t give a crap.
Peter has been trying to take Sam’s advice. He’s trying not to lose his cool in front of them to prove to Gamora that he’s the bigger, more mature person and that she’s the one missing out. But it’s getting extremely hard as of late. Because lately, these two seem to constantly be around him and shoving their love in his face.
The two lovebirds walk right toward the two seats in the front row, dropping their bags to the floor. “Oh, shit. My wallet’s in my locker. I need to go get it now before I forget,” Thor says.
“Alright,” Gamora says, leaning over and kissing her boyfriend for an uncomfortable number of seconds.
Boom. Exactly what Peter means.
Thor exits, leaving the two exes alone.
“Was that necessary?” Peter asks. He’s completely unaware that he’s asked the question aloud until Gamora looks at him questionably.
“Was what necessary?”
Yikes. Well, he can’t back down now.
“That make out,” Peter responds. “I mean, there’s literally no one else in the room. Might as well add that to the list.”
“What list?” Gamora questions.
“The list of the instances in which you two have clearly tried to make me jealous,” Peter says.
Gamora laughs. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“No?” Peter asks. “Gamora, literally at any given opportunity, you choose to throw your relationship with Thor in my face. And quite frankly, I’m over it. I apologized for singing that number the first week of school, but if you’re still bothered by it, let me know. You don’t have to do all of this.”
“You’re so full of it, Peter,” Gamora replies. “This might come as a shock to you, but whatever Thor and I do in public has absolutely nothing to do with you, and everything to do with him and I.”
“Well, could’ve fooled me,” Peter says, averting his attention back to the piano.
Gamora stands up. “I’m not the monster you seem to think I am. And I refuse to let you make me out to be one. Also, just by the way, coming up to me and saying sorry for the number yesterday, and then wheeling away right after? That’s barely an apology.”
Thor walks back in. “What’s going on in here?”
Gamora tenses up a little. No, she’s not Peter’s biggest fan. But she wants to avoid any conflict between him and Thor.
“Nothing, Thor,” Gamora replies.
“It sure didn’t sound like nothing,” Thor says back, staring Peter down.
“Babe, please. He’s not even worth it,” Gamora says. Then, T’Challa and Tony come walking in, and shortly thereafter, Sharon and Nakia.
Any potential fight is shelved on account of too many people being around. But Thor does glare at Peter for the entirety of the rehearsal. Gamora notices, causing her to be an anxious wreck the whole time.
December 8, 2013.
“Thank you for finally agreeing to talk to me,” Steve says as he walks into the office, bright and early Wednesday morning. He tosses his backpack onto the ground and takes a seat. In the chair beside his sits Bucky.
Steve’s spent the last two days trying to approach, text, and call Bucky, who’s been giving Steve the silent treatment. Steve was unsuccessful in reaching out to his boyfriend, so he was surprised when he woke up this morning to a message from Bucky asking Steve to meet him.
“Just tell me to my face that it’s true,” Bucky demands, avoiding eye contact.
Steve takes a pause. “I’m sorry, okay? I shouldn’t have lied to you, Buck. I just figured everyone was better off not knowing about it. Valkyrie swore to me that she would never say a word.”
“But don’t you see how it’s ten times worse now?” Bucky questions. “I mean, why her? Sharon, I’d understand. But, Valkyrie?”
“You have to believe me when I say that I didn’t intentionally set out for this to happen. It just… did.”
“Are you attracted to her?” Bucky asks, finally looking his boyfriend in the eyes. “Like… More attracted to her than you are to me?”
“Don’t answer that,” Natasha urges to Steve, waving her hands, finally chiming in.
Bucky had no issue going to Ms. Romanoff for help. Other than Mr. Strange, she’s the closest thing to an outside ally the Aural Avengers have. And even though she was the one who spilled the beans about Sharon’s pregnancy to Bucky last year, something she was supposed to keep to herself, Bucky trusts her.
“My dad used to tell me this old story of him and my mom going to couple’s counselling when my dad traded the van in for a Camaro back when I was younger. They didn’t expect it to help, but it ended up being the only thing that kept them together. And kept them from killing each other,” Bucky shares.
“That’s sweet,” Natasha says with a sympathetic smile.
“We need your help. That’s why I set up this couple’s counselling session,” Bucky says to her.
“Well, I’m not a couple’s counselor,” Natasha corrects. “But, you’re both in glee club. Why don’t you sing about it? Yeah, I think that could work well. I think there’s some really good songs about betrayal out there, you know, I’m pretty sure there’s some Eagles songs.”
Bucky and Steve both look unconvinced.
“Okay, new plan. We’ll start with you, Steve. Why did you lie to Bucky?”
“Because I didn’t want to hurt him. It didn’t mean anything at all,” Steve admits.
“Then why did you do it with her?” Bucky asks.
“Why are you so caught up with who it was?” Steve questions.
“Is it because she’s hot?”
Steve groans. “Oh my god, yeah. Sure, she’s super hot, but it doesn’t…”
Natasha cringes and shakes her head, letting Steve know he should stop talking.
“As a therapist, do you think it’d be cool if I smacked him right now?” Bucky asks.
“Well, I’m not a therapist, so no. That’d be wildly inappropriate. And then I’d have to have a talk with Principal Fury if he found out. So, why don’t you just storm out?”
Bucky storms out, but not before looking at Steve with nothing but pure betrayal in his eyes.
“Is there anything you want to talk about while you’re in here?” Natasha asks Steve.
Steve throws his hands over his face in frustration and groans again.
Bucky’s sitting out by the bleachers during lunch. He’s got nothing with him while he sits there, pondering everything going on.
Maybe he’s overacting. Bucky knows he tends to be a bit dramatic at times, but he’s still just a person with feelings that he doesn’t always know how to control. And right now, his feelings are hurt.
Nakia comes walking up to the bleachers with Sharon, Gamora, and Thor. She sees the pitiful look on Bucky’s face. “Hey, guys. Can you give me and Bucky a second?”
The other three nod as Nakia makes her way over to him.
“What’s up?” Nakia asks.
“Absolutely nothing,” Bucky replies. “What’s up with you?”
“You know something, Barnes? You’re a very easy person to read,” Nakia says. “How are you feeling?”
“I’m feeling lied to. And I don’t like it,” Bucky says.
“I know I have a big mouth and all, and I promise to keep this between us if you choose to tell me. But I just have to ask… What all happened? What’s the full story?”
Bucky shifts over so that he’s facing Nakia, as opposed to facing the empty football field.
“Steve and I went out to Prospect a while back. It was a super intimate night. I told him that I was a virgin and he told me he was, too. Obviously, I was psyched. He and I have been doing so well that the idea of eventually losing our virginities to each other just felt… Right. But then, Valkyrie happened, and I realized that my boyfriend is a lying douche.”
Nakia snorts. “Well, you’re right about that last part. I mean, that’s extremely uncool of him. Personally, I think lying in general is bad, but that especially is just an awful thing to lie about.”
Bucky throws his arms up. “Thank you!”
“But, Bucky, you shouldn’t let this one mistake define your guys’ entire relationship,” Nakia advises. “Steve’s been nothing but a great boyfriend, hasn’t he? When you tell me stories about the adventures you two have gone on, or the things that Steve’s surprised you with, it makes me want that for myself, desperately.”
“Yeah…” Bucky says, deep in thought.
“And that’s only stuff you guys have been able to do in complete secrecy. Imagine how much better it’s going to be once you don’t have to hide anymore,” Nakia adds. “Sorry. You didn’t ask for my advice. You’re allowed to be upset, because yes, he fucked up. And bad. And he should absolutely spend a few more days in the doghouse. But I just don’t want you to look at him and only see this one big screw up. Because other than this, he sounds like he’s a really good boyfriend.”
Bucky nods. “You know, that’s pretty good advice. Especially because most days I can’t tell whether you actually like me or not.”
Nakia shrugs. “Meh, it usually depends on the day,” she teases. “Luckily, today I do like you.”
“I like us better when we’re not fighting for the spotlight,” Bucky says.
“Hey, don’t say that. It keeps us on our toes,” Nakia responds. “Besides… It’s bound to happen again sooner or later, so I better not catch you slipping.”
“Wouldn’t dream of it,” Bucky says with a smile.
December 9, 2013.
Bruce walks into his house after yet another long day at school to the sound of Michael Bublé playing in the living room. He’s extremely confused. He sure as hell didn’t leave the music playing when he left this morning, and especially not Michael Bublé.
“Hey, sailor,” Winny says as she lights one of the many candles set up around the room.
“Aren’t you a sight for sore eyes,” Bruce says with a smile painted across his face. “What’s all this, baby?”
Winny walks over and gives him a chaste kiss. “I know how hard this week has been for you, what with your Sectionals rehearsals on top of your regular classes. So, I just wanted to help out. Besides, I’ve had quite the week myself, and I wanted to be sure I saw you at least once.”
Bruce is touched at the kind gesture. Then the delicious smell wafting in from the kitchen makes its way to Bruce’s nostrils.
“Is that your homemade chicken pot pie I smell?” Bruce questions as he inhales deeply.
“Only the best for my man,” Winny responds, handing Bruce a bottle of his favorite beer.
“You are everything to me,” Bruce says, kissing her. “How lucky am I?”
“The luckiest,” Winny replies. She then heads into the kitchen and brings out two plates full of chicken pot pie and a side of garden salad with her famous vinaigrette just as Bruce places the two throw pillows on his couch onto the floor on opposite sides of his coffee table. He has a perfectly good dining table in the kitchen, but him and Winny prefer to sit in the living room. It’s much more intimate that way.
“This looks amazing,” Bruce says.
“And I bet it’ll taste even better than it looks,” Winny replies. “Come on, dig in.”
The first bite tastes like heaven itself. Bruce wasn’t a big pot pie eater before Winny started making him her recipe. Her cooking skills are just one of the many things he adores about her.
“So, there’s something we have yet to discuss that happened earlier this week,” Winny states.
“Oh, yeah? What’s that?” Bruce asks.
“In all the chaos, I may or may not have told you I loved you,” Winny says. “And then I may or may not have even realized I said it.”
Bruce smiles. “And I may or may not have said it back.”
Winny laughs. “I’m so sorry. I said it as a complete throwaway line, and it didn’t even register as the words left my mouth. Who does that?”
“It’s fine, hon,” Bruce reassures her.
“It’s not. But I need you to know I meant every word. I should’ve probably even said it way sooner than I had,” Winny shares. “But my last relationship still weighs heavy on my heart. I didn’t want to ruin this relationship the way I did that one.”
Bruce knows that Winny’s last serious relationship was complicated. She and the guy spent several unhappy years together, until the guy wasted thousands of their shared money on a gambling addiction. So, Winny finally left, and that’s about all she’s managed to share with him.
“Winny, you have nothing to worry about. We’ve managed to go this long without so much as a fight, right? I’m here for you, babe. Always,” Bruce says.
The two lean over and kiss one another passionately. They then decide to ditch their dinner and head to the bedroom to have sex instead because they’re both grown adults and like they said, it’s been a long week.
Sure, he loves Natasha. He always will. But he would be a complete fool to throw what he and Winny have away.
Clack.
Bucky looks around his room to see what the noise is. It doesn’t happen again, so he returns to his homework.
Clack.
Bucky ignores it that time.
Clack.
Bucky stands up and searches through the room. But then it happens again, and this time, Bucky can see the rock hit his window.
He walks over, looks down and sees Steve, who’s about to throw another one.
“You don’t think this is going to look conspicuous to anyone from school who might see you?” Bucky questions after he opens the window. Bucky knows at least three other kids who go to Shield High who live in his neighborhood.
“Let them talk,” Steve says.
Bucky’s surprised at this. “You don’t mean that.”
Steve laughs. “Damn it, Buck, I just needed to see you.”
“Well, you saw me,” Bucky responds dryly.
Steve sighs. “So, that’s it? This is how things are going to be between us?”
Bucky chews on the inside of his cheek. “I don’t know.”
“Do you still love me?” Steve asks.
Bucky hesitates. “I don’t know,” he replies.
Steve looks gutted. “Look, I’m not oblivious to the fact that I did something bad. I’m owning up to my mistake. Doesn’t that mean anything to you?”
Bucky just stares down at his boyfriend.
“Our nine months is tomorrow,” Steve says. “I just want to know if we’re going to get the chance to spend the evening together or not.”
“I don’t know,” Bucky answers.
Steve starts to speak, but Bucky cuts him off. “You don’t get to tell me how to react. I admit, maybe I’m being a little overdramatic… But you don’t get to dictate how I feel, or how long I feel it for,” he says. “And if you’re annoyed, well… Don’t lie to me next time.” With that, he closes his window and walks away, leaving Steve to wallow in the words.
December 11, 2013.
The kids all jump onto the bus as Bruce and Stephen pack up the few seats in the back with all of their wardrobe and makeup.
Bruce can tell just by looking at a few of their faces that things are very tense between some of them. Really, the only ones who look excited and happy to be there are Sharon, Sam, Carol, and Tony.
Stephen takes his spot in the driver’s seat. “Are we good to go?”
Bruce turns around to look at the kids. He counts all twelve of them, their costumes, and looks back at Stephen. “Good to go.”
It’s a short trip, only about thirteen minutes because Sectionals is being held at Adamantium High School, home of the Singsations, and it’s just on the other end of the city.
But what goes down in those thirteen minutes is intense. Bruce can just barely make out at least three different heated conversations behind him.
On the one hand, there’s T’Challa and Nakia:
“Okay, what’s up?” T’Challa asks her.
Nakia sits in the seat behinds his, reading a magazine. “What do you mean?”
“I just feel like you’ve been super distant these last few days.”
Nakia laughs. “Hmm, that doesn’t sound like me. Seems like if I’ve been distant then I probably have a good reason for it.”
“Did I do something wrong?” T’Challa asks, worried.
“You know what, T? I’m just trying to enjoy my magazine,” Nakia says. “Why don’t you try talking to somebody else?”
T’Challa turns back around, leaving Nakia alone.
And on the other hand, there’s Gamora and Thor:
“I don’t see why you couldn’t just let me give him the smackdown,” Thor says. “It’s not like I would’ve actually hit him. I’m not an animal.”
“Because, even though he and I aren’t on the greatest of terms, he’s still someone I consider a friend. Besides, other than that number during the first week of school, he’s been really cool about you and I.”
“Bullshit!” Thor exclaims. “That weasel has been shooting us daggers since day one! And that number he sang to you? Still a total dick move. And so was bailing on my tutoring. None of this would have happened if he would’ve just appreciated you and your guys’ relationship. I don’t feel an ounce of sympathy for the kid.”
And the final conversation is between Steve and Bucky.
“You know it’s one thing to still be mad, fine. But for you to still be giving me the silent treatment is a little childish,” Steve says. “Especially since you talked to me that night at your house.”
Bucky finally puts down his 3DS. “There’s really nothing else left to say. You sleep with her of all people, and yet you think it’s something that you can just get away with and not have to tell anyone about. We make a pledge to lose our virginities to each other, and I find out you lied to me. And then, you talk about how hot she is in Ms. Romanoff’s office. You dug yourself into this hole, Steve.”
“Then tell it to me straight, Bucky... Are we still together?” Steve asks sadly. “I’m sitting here trying to fight for us and you’re not making a sliver of an effort!”
“You’re suddenly the victim of what, Steve?” Bucky questions. “You lied to me.”
“Answer the first question,” Steve pleads.
“Yes!” Bucky replies, loud enough that everyone looks their way.
Bruce says a silent prayer to the gods above that this drama doesn’t affect their chances. How embarrassing would it be if they got knocked out at Sectionals? Very.
Upon arriving, the Aural Avengers drop off their belongings in Green Room C and make their way to the auditorium to watch their opponents perform.
“Ladies and Gentlemen, please give a warm round of applause for your very own Singsations!” A voice coming through the p.a. system announces.
The curtains rise to reveal a glee club of thirteen members, dressed in yellow and white. A young female student takes center stage and leads the number.
[The Singsations:]
Days when
We'd fight, we'd fight 'til I would give in
Yeah, perfect disasters
We were reaching, reaching for the rafters
And on most of the days we were searching for ways
To get up and get out of the town that we were raised, yeah
'Cause we were done
I remember, we were sleeping in cars, we were searching for OZ
We were burning cigars with the white plastics tips 'til we saw the sun
And we said crazy things like
I refuse to look back thinking days were better
Just because they're younger days
I don't know what's 'round the corner
Way I feel right now I swear we'll never change
Back when we were kids
Swore we would never die
You and me were kids
Swear that we'll never die
Lights down
And we drive and we're drivin' just to get out
Yeah, perfect disasters
Yeah, we were swinging, swinging from the rafters
Hey, we were dancing in cars, we were looking for ours
We were naming the stars after people we knew 'til we had to go
And we were saying things like
I refuse to look back thinking days were better
Just because they're younger days
I don't know what's 'round the corner
Way I feel right now I swear we'll never change
Back when we were kids
Swore we would never die
You and me were kids
Swear that we'll never die
Nights when we kept dancing
Changing all our plans and
Making every day a holiday
Feel the years start burning
City lights they're turning
Something 'bout this feels the same
Back when we were kids
Swore we would never die
You and me were kids
Swear that we'll never die
I refuse to look back thinking days were better
Just because they're younger days
I don't know what's 'round the corner
Way I feel right now I swear we'll never change
You and me were kids
The audience roars for the Singsations, possibly due to the fact that this is their school, and they most likely have several supporters in the crowd.
“What’s up with the other teams always singing OneRepublic numbers at the competitions?” Sam asks T’Challa as the two laugh.
The kids are all scattered around the green room during the intermission. The Singsations did extremely well, but group number two, Cosmic Cadence from a little private school on the outskirts of town, totally flopped on their choreography.
The Aural Avengers are all dressed up in their costumes, hair and makeup done. Bruce managed to get a good deal at the local costume and sewing shop, which saved them time from having to sew their own outfits. This year, they went with a black and purple theme.
Because of all of the tense energy in the room, there’s a lot of silence. You could quite literally hear a pin drop.
Gamora closes her book after taking one look at Sharon, who looks extremely rattled. “Are you okay?”
“No. I’m totally freaking out. The last time we performed at a competition, I went into labor. I think I’m having a P.T.S.D. episode,” Sharon replies.
“You’ll be okay,” Gamora says. “Thor and I have your back.”
“Lucky Sharon,” Peter says from the corner of the room. “With you and Mr. Incredible over here, who’s stuck at a grade eight reading level, watching over her, she should feel really safe.”
“Dude, are we seriously about to do this right now?” Thor asks, getting up from his seat.
“Odinson, relax. He didn’t mean it,” Sam says, standing up in front of Peter.
Then, Nakia and T’Challa walk into the room. “You can’t just keep running from me. You need to tell me what I did, and why you’re pissed off.”
“No, actually, I don’t need to do anything,” Nakia responds.
“What’s Nakia all worked up about?” Steve asks Tony.
“You are such a jerk!” Gamora responds from across the room.
“Why?” He questions.
“Because, Steve, you should’ve done the right thing and told Bucky about you and Valkyrie when you guys got together. You’ve been lying to the poor boy for months,” T’Challa says.
“And you’re suddenly Mr. Honesty?” Nakia asks him.
“Do you even know when it happened?” T’Challa asks, directed at Bucky.
“Do you?” Steve asks his teammate. “Wait, did you tell T’Challa?” He asks Valkyrie, his tone raising.
Stephen sits in the corner of the room, drinking his can of iced tea, completely mesmerized by the student drama ensuing in front of him. Not too professional of him but fuck it.
“About you and Valkyrie? No, I think I told him that,” Sharon admits.
“And who told you?” Bucky questions.
“Me,” Carol says. “I think Thor told me.”
“Yeah, it was me,” Thor says. Peter rolls his eyes in annoyance.
“Wait a second… Everyone knew about this, except for me?” Bucky asks, getting heated.
“Nobody tells you anything because A, you’re a bigger blabbermouth than Nakia, and B, we all just pretend to like you,” Valkyrie says.
“That’s not true,” Tony adds to the conversation. “I like him when he’s not being a psycho and attacking people for getting solos at the competition.”
Bucky rolls his eyes, annoyed.
“Look, Bucky, we weren’t dating when this happened. So, you don’t really have a right to be pissed at me about it, okay? And no, I shouldn’t have lied about it. But I’m starting to think that that’s not even what you care about. You care about the Valkyrie of it all.”
“Okay, you know what? You guys are going to have to find someone else to mindlessly harmonize in the background because I’m not going on stage with Steve,” Bucky says aloud.
“Make that two substitutes. I’m not going out there with Peter,” Gamora says.
“Me neither,” Thor adds.
“Enough!” Bruce shouts as he walks into the room. “Listen to yourselves! I am so ashamed of you all right now. You guys look just as dis-connected as you did your first few weeks in glee club. Think back to where you were this time last year. In this room, no set list, no choreography, no chance in hell of winning. But you did win, because you did it together.”
The kids all stare at one another.
“Look, I really don’t care if you guys hate each other or not. But you’re all way too young to be letting issues like this ruin your guys’ chances of winning. All I want is for you guys to go out there and sing together. Get up there, and for nine minutes remind yourselves how lucky you are that at the end of the day, you’re all just teenagers, with so much more life to live and memories to make. Don’t let the drama happening right now be the end all, be all of your relationships and friendships. Because we’re supposed to be a family.”
“Aural Avengers, ten minutes!” An usher ducks his head into the room to say.
Bruce looks at the kids once more. “Okay… Showtime.”
“Ladies and Gentlemen, please welcome your final act of the afternoon, from Shield High School, give it up for the Aural Avengers!”
Before the curtain opens, Valkyrie looks over at Mr. Banner. He mouths her a you got this and gives her a thumbs up.
[Valkyrie:]
Oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh ohh
Oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh ohh
My daddy says that life comes at you fast
We are like blades of grass
We come to prime and in time we just wither away
And it all changes
My view with a looking glass won't catch the past
Only photographs remind us of the passing of days
Oh, nothing stays the same from yesteryears
See, I recall being afraid of the dark
And holding on to teddy bears
I'd wrap myself in blankets just to cover me from fears
That was then and now I'm here
And the night is mine
So, hear me scream
I was too young to understand what it means
I couldn't wait till I could be seventeen
I thought he lied when he said take my time to dream
Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen
Then, the second layer of curtains behind Valkyrie rise. The Aural Avengers are all standing in a diamond formation, waiting for her to come take her spot in the middle.
[Valkyrie w/ Aural Avengers:]
(Oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh ohh)
I'm Seventeen
(Oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh ohh)
Seventeen
(Oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh ohh)
Seventeen
Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen
[Valkyrie:]
My mother said don't forget where you come from, where you've been
Always keep your closest friends they can't slip away
They keep you grounded
Oh, keep yourself surrounded with good advice
And yeah I guess that sounded nice when I was ten
Oh, but never were there truer words
In all my days I've ever heard
And when she told me little girl the answer is love
So, those are words that I keep with me
Though the seasons change so quickly
Keep them buried in my heart
And never far
So, hear me scream
I was too young to understand what it means
I couldn't wait till I could be seventeen
I thought she lied when she said take my time and breathe
Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen
[Valkyrie w/ Aural Avengers:]
(Oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh ohh)
I'm Seventeen
(Oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh ohh)
Seventeen
(Oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh ohh)
Seventeen
Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen
I been going on, I been growing up
I'm a know it all, I don't know enough
See I was racing and waiting for the day that I would be old enough
Guess I'll be patient and pace myself got to prepare for when goings rough
[Valkyrie:]
I was too young to understand what it means
I couldn't wait till I could be seventeen
I thought she lied when she said take my time and breathe
Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen
[Valkyrie w/ Aural Avengers:]
(Oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh ohh)
I'm Seventeen
(Oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh ohh)
Seventeen
(Oh ohh ohh ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohh ohh ohh)
Seventeen
Now I wish I could freeze the time at seventeen
The audience rises to their feet as Carol and Tony run down and take center stage for the groups’ next song.
[Carol:]
I just wanna go back, back to 1999
Take a ride to my old neighborhood
I just wanna go back
Sing "Hit me baby, one more time"
Wanna go back, wanna go
[Carol w/ Aural Avengers:]
Yeah, I just wanna go back
Nike Airs, All That
CD, old Mercedes
Drive 'round listening to Shady like (oh)
Never under pressure (oh)
Those days, it was so much better (oh)
Feelin' cool in my youth, relaxin'
No money, no problem
It was easy back then
[Carol:]
Ooh, wish that we could go back in time, uh
Got memories
Ooh, maybe we could do it tonight
Tonight's the night
[Carol w/ Aural Avengers:]
I just wanna go back, back to 1999
Take a ride to my old neighborhood
I just wanna go back
Sing "Hit me baby, one more time"
Wanna go back, wanna go
[Tony w/ Aural Avengers:]
Yeah, I remember back home
Best friends, all night, no phone
No cares, I was dumb and so young
My room singing Michael Jackson (hee hee)
Never under pressure (oh)
Those days it was so much better (oh)
Feelin' cool in my youth, I'm askin'
"Does anyone remember how we did it back then?"
[Carol & Tony:]
Ooh, wish that we could go back in time, uh
Got memories
Ooh, maybe we could do it tonight
Tonight's the night, yeah
[Carol & Tony w/ Aural Avengers:]
I just wanna go back, back to 1999
Take a ride to my old neighborhood
I just wanna go back
Sing "Hit me baby, one more time"
Wanna go back, wanna go
Back to where we came from
Playin' air guitar on the roof
In the kitchen, up on the table
Like we had a beautiful view, I wanna go
I just wanna go back, back to 1999
Ah
Back to 1999
[Tony:]
I know those days are over but a boy can fantasize
'Bout JTT on MTV and when I close my eye-eye-eyes
And I'm right there, right there (right there, right there)
And he's right there, right there (right there)
And we're right there, right there
Ah, ah, ah
[Carol & Tony w/ Aural Avengers:]
I wanna go back
I just wanna go back, back to 1999
Take a ride to my old neighborhood
I just wanna go back
Sing "Hit me baby, one more time"
Wanna go back, wanna go
Back to where we came from
Playing air guitar on the roof
In the kitchen, up on the table
Like we had a beautiful view, I wanna go
I just wanna go back, back to 1999
Go back, yeah, yeah
I just wanna go back, back to 1999
[Tony:]
Take me back to’ 99
Tony, Carol, and the rest of them all head backstage as the spotlight fades. Sam, Peter, and Nakia head right back out to begin the group’s closing number.
[Sam:]
Here I am, stuck on this couch
Scrolling through my notes
Heart was broken, still no growing, nah
[Peter:]
Waking up to headlines
Filled with devastation again
My heart is broken
But I keep going
[Sam, Peter, & Nakia:]
Pain, but I won't let it turn into hate
No, I won't let it change me
Never losing sight of the one I keep inside
Now, I know it
Yeah, I know it
[Sam, Peter, & Nakia:]
You can't take my youth away
This soul of mine will never break
As long as I wake up today
You can't take my youth away
You can't take my youth away
This soul of mine will never break
As long as I wake up today (as long as I wake up)
You can't take my youth away
You can't take my youth away
[Peter:]
It's hard to sleep at night
Oh, and what's outside?
Feeling hopeless
I need focus
[Sam:]
You hit me with words
I never heard come out your mouth
To be honest
I don't want it, no
[Sam, Peter, & Nakia:]
Pain, but I won't let it turn into hate
No, I won't let it change me
[Sam, Peter, & Nakia w/ Aural Avengers:]
You can't take my youth away
This soul of mine will never break
As long as I wake up today
You can't take my youth away
You can't take my youth away
This soul of mine will never break
As long as I wake up today (as long as I wake up)
You can't take my youth away
You can't take my youth away (you can't take my youth)
[Peter:]
You can't take my youth away (oh, oh, yeah)
[Sam:]
Pain, but I won't let it turn into hate
No, I won't let it change me
[Sam, Peter, & Nakia:]
Pain, but I won't let it turn into hate
No, I won't let it change me
[Sam, Peter, Nakia & Aural Avengers:]
You can't take my youth away
This soul of mine will never break
As long as I wake up today
You can't take my youth away (youth away)
You can't take my youth away
This soul of mine will never break
As long as I wake up today (as long as I wake up)
You can't take my youth away (oh, yeah)
You can't take my youth away
This soul of mine will never break
As long as I wake up today
You can't take my youth away (oh, oh, yeah)
You can't take my youth away
This soul of mine will never break
As long as I wake up today (as long as I wake up)
You can't take my youth away
[Sam, Peter, & Nakia:]
You can't take my youth away
The Aural Avengers earn their third consecutive standing ovation in the span of nine minutes. Bruce is so grateful that they managed to pull this off. Nobody would be able to tell that they were all just fighting twenty minutes prior. They looked like seasoned vets out on that stage. But more importantly, they looked even more cohesive than they did at Regionals last year.
Tony’s watching a movie with his mother and Joseph when the doorbell rings. After the exhausting day the Aural Avengers have all had, Tony was glad to just come home and kick it with his mom as opposed to going out to celebrate their first-place win at Sectionals.
“Are we expecting anyone?” Joseph asks Maria.
Maria shakes her head. “Is that Carol, honey?” She asks her son.
Tony checks his phone for a notification from his girlfriend. “It shouldn’t be.” He heads on over to the door anyways. He’s quite surprised to see Bucky standing there.
“Hey,” Bucky says.
“Bucky? What’re you doing here?”
“Can we talk?” Bucky asks.
“Sure! Why don’t we head out to the backyard,” Tony says.
The two boys are sitting on the porch swing in the backyard within seconds.
“So, what do you want to talk about?”
“I’m here to apologize,” Bucky admits. “My behavior this week in glee club… I was acting like a huge, selfish brat and it wasn’t cool in the slightest. A real friend would’ve been psyched that you were given a feature at Sectionals and instead, I was a jackass. I’m so sorry.”
Tony laughs. “I appreciate it. Especially, because, you know, you were kind of a jackass.”
Bucky shrugs. “I don’t know why I get like that. This isn’t to excuse my behavior, but it’s probably because all of the bullying I endured Freshman year sort of fucked with me so much and made me feel like I wouldn’t ever perform again. So, now that I am performing, I don’t want to let it go, not even enough to share the spotlight.”
Tony frowns. “I understand. And I forgive you. But just a piece of advice, I bet everyone would like you a lot more if you weren’t so concerned with the spotlight. We all respect your craft and talent, but we are a group. Other people are bound to get the chance to solo at competitions.”
Bucky nods. “You’re right, Tony. Anyways, I won’t keep you. I just wanted to come by and apologize.”
Tony suddenly doesn’t want Bucky to leave. “Hey, there’s no need to rush.”
“Carol isn’t inside?” Bucky asks, getting up from the porch swing.
“No, she’s at Valkyrie’s right now,” Tony explains. “So, how are things with Steve?”
Bucky bites his lip and looks to the ground sadly. “I don’t even know how to answer that.”
Tony pats the empty seat on the swing. “Fill me in.”
December 13, 2013.
“Hey, babe. I got your text!” Carol exclaims as she walks into the gymnasium Monday morning.
Tony’s sitting on the bleachers, crying and shaking.
“Tony? Are you okay?” Carol asks worriedly.
“I have to say something… And it’s not something good,” Tony says.
“What do you mean?”
“There’s a reason I couldn’t come over to your place yesterday,” Tony replies.
Carol waits for an explanation. Tony doesn’t say anything. Instead, he rises to his feet and gives Carol a lasting hug. Mostly because he knows this is going to be the last hug they share in a long time. He makes sure to memorize how small she feels in his embrace and how amazing she smells.
“Tony, what’s going on? You’re scaring me,” Carol says.
The next few words out of his mouth send a figurative knife through Carol’s heart. She doesn’t even stick around long enough to hear any of Tony’s apologies. She runs out of that gym as fast as she can. She doesn’t even know where she’s running to exactly and is surprised when she ends up in the auditorium. It’s completely empty and pitch black, save for the one spotlight hitting the stage. It’s almost like it was left there for her use.
[Carol:]
Do I imagine it, or do I see your stare
Is there still longing there?
Oh I hate myself, and I feel crazy
Such a classic tale
Current girlfriend, ex-girlfriend, I'm trying to be cool
Am I being paranoid, am I seeing things?
Am I just insecure?
I want to believe
It's just you and me
Sometimes it feels like there's three
Of us in here baby
So, I, wait for you to call
And I try to act natural
Have you been thinking 'bout him or ‘bout me
And while I wait
I put on my perfume, yeah I want it all over you
I'm gonna mark my territory
I'll never tell, tell on myself but I hope he smells my perfume
I'll never tell, tell on myself but I hope he smells my perfume
I hide it well, hope you can tell but I hope he smells my perfume
I hide it well, hope you can tell but I hope he smells my perfume
I wanna fill the room, when he's in it with you
Please don't forget me
Do I imagine it, or catch these moments
I know you got history
But I'm your girlfriend, now I'm your girlfriend
Trying to be cool
I hope I'm paranoid, that I'm just seeing things
That I'm just insecure
I want to believe
It's just you and me
Sometimes it feels like there's three
Of us in here baby
So, I, wait for you to call
And I try to act natural
Have you been thinking 'bout him or ‘bout me
And while I wait
I put on my perfume, yeah, I want it all over you
I'm gonna mark my territory
So, I, wait for you to call
And I try to act natural
Have you been thinking 'bout him or ‘bout me
And while I wait
I put on my perfume, yeah I want it all over you
I'm gonna mark my territory
I'll never tell, tell on myself but I hope he smells my perfume
I'll never tell, tell on myself but I hope he smells my perfume
I hide it well, hope you can tell but I hope he smells my perfume
I hide it well, hope you can tell but I hope he smells my perfume
“I know why you’re pissed,” T’Challa says from behind Nakia, who’s at her locker.
Nakia turns around to him slowly. “My conversation with Daisy,” T’Challa says.
“Wow. It only took you a week to realize,” Nakia replies full of sass as she crosses her arms.
T’Challa looks genuinely pained. “Nakia, you are the most important girl in my life. And I haven’t exactly been shy about my feelings for you. But you’ve made it clear, on more than one occasion, that you don’t see us dating anytime soon. So, I decided not to keep pushing for us to happen, and to make friendly conversation with someone who showed a little interest in me. Does that really make me a bad guy?”
“Spoiler alert: kind of,” Nakia responds.
“Look, I didn’t really think what I was doing was wrong. But if you think it was, then I’m sorry. Truly. You mean a great deal to me, and I don’t want to ruin whatever it is that we have.”
Nakia doesn’t reply.
“Alright, well, I’ll see you around,” T’Challa says.
As he walks off, Nakia realizes T’Challa may not have done her as wrong as she initially thought. Sure, messaging Daisy was annoying. But he’s right. He didn’t cheat. His intent wasn’t malicious, and his feelings for Nakia clearly haven’t wavered.
“T, wait!” She shouts and runs after him. She attacks him with a hug, which he happily accepts. “I’m sorry. Maybe I was a little too quick to come at you.”
T’Challa chuckles. “Again, I’m sorry, too. Maybe I shouldn’t have been so quick to text another girl, especially because I’m still just as crazy about you.” Nakia blushes. “Besides, if you would’ve read our messages, you’d know that I was literally talking to Daisy about you.”
Nakia mentally laughs at the fact that she did in fact read the messages, something T’Challa’s unaware of. “What?”
T’Challa pulls out his phone and brings up the conversation. “Daisy asked me if I had a girlfriend and I replied I try, haha. No, I don’t! But I’m working on that. And if I’m being totally honest, I wasn’t using that as a witty line about trying to bag her… I was thinking about you when I sent that.”
Nakia’s heart jumps.
“Look, I’m willing to squash this if you are?” Nakia questions. “Because I don’t want to let something minor like this come between us.”
“Consider it squashed,” T’Challa answers as they hug again.
Gamora roams the tutor center in search of Peter. It’s a place she’s no stranger to, but one she hasn’t been to in a good chunk of time. Mostly on account of the whole bad break up with Peter thing.
Gamora spots him. The senior he just tutored is in the middle of packing his things up so Gamora waits for him to leave. Once Peter’s alone, she approaches him.
“You were right,” Gamora says, mentally preparing herself for how this conversation might go.
Peter looks at her, shocked. “Right about what?”
“There have been instances where I’ve intentionally kissed Thor, or reached for his hand, or leaned my head onto his shoulder because I felt you watching,” Gamora explains. “And it’s not fair to you in the slightest.”
“You don’t have to explain yourself, Gamora,” Peter says. “I mean, can I blame you? Not at all. I was awful to you the last few weeks we were dating. I deserve way worse. And I just realized I’ve never apologized to you for that. So, even though it’s long overdue, I’m really sorry. And I really am sorry for using that number to jump down your throat.”
Gamora nods, touched at Peter’s words. “I appreciate that,” she responds. “I never wanted this to happen to us. I still have so much love and respect for you.”
“As do I,” Peter replies. “So, why don’t we make a promise to one another? No more trying to make the other jealous, and no more trying to pick fights. And maybe in a few months’ time, we can warm up to one another again, as friends?”
“I would love that, Peter.”
Bucky’s at his locker swapping textbooks when Steve appears. “Hi,” the blonde says as he runs a hand through his hair, nervously.
Bucky frowns at his boyfriend. “I’ve missed you.”
Steve smiles. “Follow me, babe,” he says, leading them to the choir room so that they can finally talk.
“When we first started glee club, I told Mr. Banner that being a part of something special makes you special, and you know, I just think I lost that somewhere along the way. I was acting like the old Bucky all week. And there are aspects of the old Bucky that I don’t miss. But winning that way at Sectionals, it really reminded me of it,” Bucky says.
The boys stop walking now that they’re in the choir room and in the clear. The doors are closed, and nobody other than the band, glee kids, or Bruce ever comes in there during the school day. They turn to face each other.
“Are we a part of something special? You and me?” Steve asks.
“Yeah,” Bucky says. “We are.”
Steve smiles. “I love you.” They hug.
“I love you more,” the brown-haired boy responds.
“No more lying. Ever. You and me, we’re like a super couple. And super couples have complete and total honesty between them,” Steve says.
“I agree,” Bucky answers. “But if we’re going to make that promise going forward, then I need to tell you something.”
Steve leans an arm onto the piano. “What’s up?”
“When we were fighting, I was so unbelievably mad at you... And I was so hurt that I wanted to make you feel as bad as I felt.”
“Okay,” Steve says, playing the waiting game.
“Tony and I made out,” Bucky admits.
Steve feels as though the wind’s been knocked out of him. His face loses all color. He kind of feels like he wants to puke.
“I’m so sorry. It didn’t mean anything, and I promise that it will never happen again,” Bucky says.
Steve doesn’t have a reply.
“Please, say something,” Bucky pleads.
“I knew you were a lot of things, Bucky. And I loved you because and in spite of all of those things, but... I never thought you were mean.”
“I’m saying that I’m sorry, Steve. And doesn’t what you did with Valkyrie kind of cancel this out? Can’t we just call it even?”
“We weren’t together when that happened! I didn’t cheat on you! How could you do this to me?!” Steve asks in a slight sob.
“It was a mistake!” Bucky says.
“Did he kiss you? Or did you kiss him?” Steve questions.
Bucky hesitates. “We… Kind of both leaned into it at the exact same time.”
“What the fuck,” Steve mutters, taking two steps toward the exit.
“Should we go to another couple’s counselling session with Ms. Romanoff?” Bucky asks.
“You can’t have couple’s counselling when you’re not a couple.”
The tears come. “You’re breaking up with me?”
“Yes, I’m breaking up with you!” Steve shouts. “I can’t believe you would ever do something like this! And you knew how sensitive I’d be about something like this after what happened with Sharon.” He attempts to leave the choir room.
“You said you’d never break up with me!” Bucky yells in response.
Steve stops and turns around. “And I never thought you’d ever make me feel like this, Bucky. So, I guess we’re both walking away from this pretty disappointed.”
[Steve:]
Stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time
There's somethin' wrong here, there can be no denying
One of us is changing, or maybe we've just stopped trying
[Steve & Bucky:]
And it's too late, baby now, it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Somethin' inside has died, and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it, oh, no, no
[Bucky:]
It used to be so easy, living here with you
You were light and breezy, and I knew just what to do
Now you look so unhappy, and I feel like a fool
[Steve & Bucky:]
And it's too late, baby now, it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Somethin' inside has died, and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it, oh, no, no
[Steve:]
There'll be good times again for me and you
But we just can't stay together, don't you feel it, too?
Still I'm glad for what we had and how I once loved you
[Steve & Bucky:]
But it's too late, baby now, it's too late
Though we really did try to make it (we can't make it)
Somethin' inside has died, and I can't hide
And I just can't fake it, oh, no, no, no, no, no
[Steve:]
It's too late, baby, it's too late now, darling
It's too late
Bruce, Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor are all in the choir room during after-school practice.
Tony, however, is absent. He was too embarrassed and scared after his break-up with Carol to stick around and feel Valkyrie's wrath. And Steve’s.
“Congratulations, guys! It wasn’t pretty, but we’re moving on,” Bruce says as he takes their first-place trophy to the trophy case. “And I for one am just happy to have Regionals and Nationals to focus on, now!”
“Do you really think we have a shot at making it to Nationals, Mr. B?” T’Challa asks.
“Absolutely,” Bruce replies. “Now, I know we’ve had our drama this week, but our family is back in a happy place, and I think we should celebrate, the best way we know how. Bucky… How would you like to solo?”
Bucky frowns, not quite looking like himself in this moment. “Thank you, but I don’t really feel like a solo at the moment. I’d like to defer it to this week’s two unsung heroes… Gamora and Sharon,” Bucky says.
“Well… You don’t have to ask me twice,” Sharon says, giddily.
“Alright, let’s go,” Bruce says as the kids all rush over to the auditorium.
Once they arrive, the kids all disperse over the stage as Bruce winks at the band to begin playing the song.
[Gamora w/ Aural Avengers:]
I had a dream so big and loud
I jumped so high I touched the clouds
Wo-o-o-o-o-oh
(wo-o-o-o-o-oh)
I stretched my hands out to the sky
We danced with monsters through the night
Wo-o-o-o-o-oh
(wo-o-o-o-o-oh)
[Sharon:]
I'm never gonna look back
Woah, I’m never gonna give it up
No, please don't wake me now
[Gamora, Sharon & Aural Avengers:]
This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife
This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife
All of the Aural Avengers dance around with one another: Gamora and Sharon; Peter and Sam; Valkyrie and Carol; Thor and Steve; and T’Challa, Nakia, and Bucky.
Well, Bucky tries his damned hardest to celebrate their win and dance around with Nakia and T’Challa, but then him and Steve share one look, and he realizes he’s nowhere near in the right mindset to be doing this. He doesn’t feel like celebrating in the slightest.
[Sharon w/ Aural Avengers:]
I howled at the moon with friends
And then the sun came crashing in
Wo-o-o-o-o-oh
(wo-o-o-o-o-oh)
But all the possibilities
No limits just epiphanies
Wo-o-o-o-o-oh
(wo-o-o-o-o-oh)
[Gamora:]
I'm never gonna look back
Woah, never gonna give it up
No, just don't wake me now
Bruce jumps onto the stage mid-performance and dances around with them as well.
[Gamora, Sharon & Aural Avengers:]
This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife
This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife
[T’Challa & Thor:]
I hear it calling outside my window
I feel it in my soul (soul)
The stars were burning so bright
The sun was out 'til midnight
I say we lose control (control)
[Aural Avengers:]
This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife
This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife
This is gonna be, this is gonna be, this is gonna be
The best day of my life
Everything is looking up, everybody up now
This is gonna be the best day of my life
My li-i-i-i-i-ife
Bruce and the kids all join in for a group hug in the middle of the stage. Before anyone can even conjure up something to say, they hear slow clapping coming from the audience.
Bruce squints and looks in its direction. “Maria?”
Maria Hill laughs. “Yes, it’s me, Banner.”
“Coach Hill, we thought you were going to be in Florida until next week,” Valkyrie says.
“As did I, Valkyrie. However, I’ve risen from the ashes of my cheerleading seminar, and I’ve returned sooner than anticipated.”
“So, what’re you doing here?” Bruce asks her impatiently.
“Well, Bruce, not only have I been physically gone, but mentally, I’ve been in hibernation, trying to come up with new ways to destroy you guys once and for all. And, it’s almost as though I have a guarding angel up in heaven trying to help these plans come to fruition, because I’ve just found out some pretty scandalous information.”
“And that would be?” Bruce questions.
Maria looks around at all of the kids. “Did you kids know that Mr. Banner had a girlfriend?”
They all look lost and shake their heads no.
Maria grins. “Well, neither did I, until a few weeks ago. I overheard a conversation between Mr. Banner and Mr. Strange. And believe me, I was shocked. Who would willingly date Bruce Banner? I thought to myself.”
“Okay, you know what, Maria? Just go,” Bruce says. “My kids don’t give a crap about anything you have to say.”
“I guarantee they will once I tell them who you’re dating,” Maria says with a devious smile. “Kids, I’m friends with one Pepper Pots. If you don’t know who that is, she chaperoned Throat Explosion to Regionals last year when their director had to leave town on an emergency. Anyways, with a little information from her, and after a few games of connect the dots, I just found out that Bruce Banner, your precious coach there, is dating the coach of Throat Explosion.”
All of their jaws hit the ground, Bruce’s included. “Bullshit. Winny works at Akron United Bank.”
“Does she, Bruce? Or is that just one of the many lies that Winifred Proctor fed you?” Maria asks, completely satisfied with herself. Bruce looks unwell.
Bucky walks to the front of the stage. “What did you just say? What was that name again?”
“Winifred Proctor,” Maria repeats. “She’s the coach of Throat Explosion and has been dating poor Brucey here for months now. No doubt in a ploy to destroy you guys once you compete against her kids. So, congratulations, Bruce. You may have just singlehandedly helped ruin all of the Aural Avengers’ chances at Nationals!”
Bruce glares at her harder than he ever has before.
In a total shock to everyone there, Bucky begins to sob and runs out of the auditorium. Other than his short stop at the choir room for his backpack, where he also took a second to pull up the Hydra High School website to confirm, Bucky doesn’t stop running until he gets home, almost a whole eighteen miles.
On any given day, Bucky would’ve either driven him and Steve to school, or gotten a ride from Steve. But that’s over now.
Thankfully, George’s vehicle is in the driveway. Bucky runs inside the house, completely torn to pieces.
“Hey, kiddo,” George says from the living room.
Bucky walks toward him, slower than a zombie. George takes one look at his son and can tell he’s just been crying.
“You okay, son? What happened?” George questions worriedly, putting his newspaper down.
“Dad… Can you tell me again what happened to mom? Just one more time?” Bucky questions.
George bites his lip nervously. “What do you mean? Your mom died, son.”
“I need to hear the story again,” Bucky says.
“It was a terrible car wreck,” George recounts. “You were at a sleepover when it happened, don’t you remember? And then you went to stay with your aunt Michelle for a few days while I dealt with everything?”
Bucky nods slowly. He then unlocks his phone and pulls up the website. “Okay… So then if mom died, would you mind telling me who this is?” He asks as he gives George the phone. Smack dab in the middle of the screen is a photo of Winifred Barnes, with the name Winny Proctor written underneath.
George starts shaking. “Where did you find this?”
“On the Hydra High School website. A school in Akron,” Bucky says. “It’s from this year, dad. She’s the coach of Throat Explosion, the best glee club around.”
“Bucky…” George begins, holding back tears.
“Dad… You can’t even begin to understand the kind of day I’ve had. My heart’s about to explode out of my chest,” Bucky says through gritted teeth. “So, please… Please just tell me what the fuck is going on?”
Bruce fled the auditorium just as quickly as Bucky did, leaving the kids both confused and a little startled. He left his briefcase, wallet, and stack of papers to correct behind in his office. But luckily, he did have his car keys on him, and that’s all he needed for what he was about to do.
Bruce gets into his blue bomber and sets out in search of Winny.
On the drive to Akron, he takes it upon himself to call Akron United Bank to confirm for himself whether or not Maria was lying. Even though he was pretty certain she wasn’t.
“Hello, Akron United,” a woman’s voice answers.
“Hey, could I speak to Winny, please?” Bruce asks through a shaky voice.
“Who?”
“Winny? Proctor?” Bruce says. "Winifred?"
“I’m sorry, sir. We don’t have a Winny Proctor on staff at this branch,” the woman replies.
Bruce cringes at this. “Oh, I think I called the wrong bank. I’m sorry. Have a good day,” Bruce says, hanging up the phone.
Bruce manages to make it to Akron in about half the time it normally takes. And he only went about twenty over the speed limit. Thank god the highways weren’t too busy.
Even though he really doesn’t want to, Bruce knows his best bet is to drive to Hydra High School. If Winny really is the coach of Throat Explosion, then Bruce knows they’re all bound to be in their auditorium training until about five o’clock, as is the long-standing rumor.
Bruce pulls into the parking lot closest to the auditorium side of the castle-sized school. All of the vehicles around his are Lexus’, Range Rovers, and to Bruce’s surprise, there’s even a Bentley.
Part of him doesn’t want to even do this. Why is there a need for confrontation at all? Like he’s stated on countless occasions: he’s happy. The happiest he’s been in years, and it’s all thanks to Winny and the countless amazing days they’ve spent together. What if he never gets to have this again? What if Winny’s the best he will ever get? But then, Bruce realizes that if this is all true, then there’s a good chance Winny has been acting this entire time and is only dating Bruce to gain information about the Aural Avengers. And the thought of that being true grinds Bruce’s gears. Because he has spent almost an entire year loving this woman.
Bruce watches from the back of the auditorium as Wanda and Pietro perform the Aural Avengers’ closing number from Sectionals, complete with tip-top, polished choreography from the other members behind them.
[Wanda & Pietro:]
You can't take my youth away
This soul of mine will never break
As long as I wake up today (as long as I wake up)
You can't take my youth away
You can’t take my youth away
“Amazing, you guys!” The woman sitting at the table in the audience speaks through the microphone. “So much better this time.”
“Uh, Winny,” Wanda calls out. “There’s a man,” she finishes as she points in Bruce’s direction.
Winny turns and makes direct eye contact with Bruce from across the room.
Fuck! This is it. This is the moment she’s dreaded for months.
“Bruce,” she says.
“I’d say that’s the cherry on top of everything,” Bruce says. “The fact that you guys are performing a number we just did at the competition a few days ago.”
“Bruce,” Winny repeats.
“I actually thought you and I had quite the story. A little typical, sure. Maybe even embarrassing, you know the whole meet-cute at a bar,” Bruce shares. “But it didn’t matter. Because everything that followed, starting from the drinks we shared that night, to the breakfast I made you the morning after, to the dinner we shared at Breadstix a week later, all the way down to the date we had this week at my place… was perfect. Or, so I thought.”
“Bruce,” Winny says once more, voice a little shaky. Wanda, Pietro, and the rest of Throat Explosion are all watching intently, basking in the drama.
“You let me fall in love with you,” Bruce says. “You let me fall head over heels in love with you, like an idiot, when you knew who I was from the beginning? You did all of this on purpose? Because I was coaching your kids’ competition?”
“I,” Winny begins.
“Answer me!” Bruce shouts.
“I didn’t…” Winny tries to explain. But nothing else comes out.
“You’re unbelievable,” Bruce says through weepy tears. “You’re scum. And I wish I would’ve found out sooner so that I could at least get back some of the time I wasted on loving you and given it to someone who actually deserved it.”
With that, Bruce exits the auditorium, leaving Winny to soak in the shame.
Notes:
KAY, so I think I had the most fun writing this chapter out of all of them! Breaking up the boys broke my heart to do, but it was the best thing to do.
2x09 of glee is one of my favs, as is the finn/rachel/santana storyline in it, so I had to make sure that was included.
also there was a ton of drama this chapter, but like that's always fun, right?
So, I just started a new job, and I'm taking spring classes this year. I also want to dedicate some time to my original story I'm writing. Which means I don't know when I'm going to get around to writing the next chapters to this. I think if anything I will definitely get chapter 6 up before May is over, but as for the rest... IDK! So bare with me!
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Seventeen (Alessia Cara) – Valkyrie Parrington w/ Aural Avengers
1999 (Charli XCX & Troye Sivan) – Carol Danvers & Tony Stark w/ Aural Avengers
Youth (Shawn Mendes & Khalid) – Aural Avengers
Kids (OneRepublic) – The Singsations
Perfume (Britney Spears) – Carol Danvers
It’s Too Late (Carol King) – Steve Rogers & Bucky Barnes
Best Day of My Life (American Authors) – Aural Avengers
Chapter 6: Merry Christmas
Summary:
Christmas time at Shield High is supposed to be the happiest time of the year. But for some of our favorite Aural Avengers, this year, that couldn't be farther from the truth.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
December 13, 2013.
“Dad… Can you tell me again what happened to mom? Just one more time?” Bucky questions.
George bites his lip nervously. “What do you mean? Your mom died, son.”
“I need to hear the story again,” Bucky says.
“It was a terrible car wreck,” George recounts. “You were at a sleepover when it happened, don’t you remember? And then you went to stay with your aunt Michelle for a few days while I dealt with everything?”
Bucky nods slowly. He then unlocks his phone and pulls up the website. “Okay… So then if mom died, would you mind telling me who this is?” He asks as he gives George the phone. Smack dab in the middle of the screen is a photo of Winifred Barnes, with the name Winny Proctor written underneath.
George starts shaking. “Where did you find this?”
“On the Hydra High School website. It’s a school in Akron,” Bucky says. “It’s from this year, dad. She’s the coach of Throat Explosion, the best glee club around. And judging by my research, she’s been the coach for a few years now.”
“Bucky…” George begins, holding back tears.
“Dad… You can’t even begin to understand the kind of day I’ve had. My heart’s about to explode out of my chest,” Bucky says through gritted teeth. “So, please… Please just tell me what the fuck is going on?”
George swallows the lump in his throat just as he squints his eyes, fighting the urge to cry. “Goddamn it! I asked her to be fucking vigilant! I told her if she was going to go through with her decision, that she was going to have to go far away!”
Bucky stares at his father like he’s just shot Bucky in the stomach with a rifle. “What’re you talking about?”
George slams his fist onto the coffee table. “Buck, your mom… She didn’t die,” George finally admits. “She’s alive… She just…Left.”
“What?”
“Our relationship wasn’t perfect. Not even close, but you know what? I never once thought about leaving. Never. I always thought we’d be able to see it through to the end. For you. But we didn’t. Because she couldn’t. She desperately wanted an out. So, I finally gave her one… And she packed up her shit and she left. But I told her that if she was going to leave like that, that she should go far away because she was never going to see you again. And she accepted. She told me herself to come up with an elaborate story about how she passed away so that it would be easier on everyone. She left, and she made it clear that she was to have absolutely zero ties to her previous life.”
Bucky doesn’t even believe the words George is telling him, that’s how ridiculous they sound. He’s absolutely paralyzed. The only part of his body that’s not completely frozen is his quivering lip.
“She wrote me one letter three years after she left, thanking me for letting her go and for going along with the story. She swore on everything that you weren’t ever going to find out the truth. I decided to believe her because the letter came with New York postage. And that’s the last I heard from her,” George explains. “God, I’m so fucking sorry, pal. I have no idea what to say here. That woman broke my heart. I was no angel, and I can take accountability for that. But who does that shit, you know? What woman just leaves her family the way she did? Husband, fine. That’s a lot more common. But not their six-year-old son. And her own family supported the decision!”
“How is this even happening right now?” Bucky asks in a sob.
“Buck, I’m so sorry. I know I’ve struggled with being a single parent through the years. I’ve been a little emotionally distant but I love you. And I want you to know that I’m sorry, and that I wouldn’t ever dream of leaving you behind the way she did.”
“Shut up,” Bucky replies abruptly. “Just shut up. Because you had a part to play in this as well. You’re not innocent! So, shut up.”
“Son, please,” George says.
“I’m going upstairs. And whenever I decide to come back down, I really would prefer if you just stayed out of my way,” Bucky responds.
George watches his son drag himself up the stairs to his bedroom. He throws the palms of his hands onto his face and screams out in anger.
You don’t know the kind of evil a person has to be to force their ex-husband to lie to their son about his mother passing away. George just took solace in the fact that Bucky was only six, and that he didn’t really understand the gravity of the situation. And that in time, he would eventually get over it. But of course, Bucky was still sad… For a long time. And George was the one there to console him, having to hold the gut-wrenching truth from his son for several years. He was the one left to parent on his own.
Bucky wasn’t ever supposed to find out the truth. After not hearing from Winifred ever again after the letter, George just assumed she settled in New York. He didn’t care what she was doing out there. All he cared was that she was across the country, and that she stayed there. Because he knew that if Bucky was to ever find out the truth, it was going to damage him. And George was now getting a firsthand look at what that looked like.
December 19, 2013.
“Hi, Steve.”
“What’re you doing here?”
“I just... Thought maybe you wanted to talk or something. I noticed you weren't at school today so I wanted to see how you were holding up. I mean, if anybody can relate to you in this situation, it’s me. You know, your girlfriend cheated on you with your best friend, and my boyfriend cheated on me with mine,” she explains.
Steve winces. “Did your boyfriend tell you that you were the mother of his unborn child? Did he manipulate you, make you feel like shit, and force you to look for a job so that you could pay for all of the doctor’s bills?”
Valkyrie frowns. “Okay, so maybe it’s not exactly the same,” she says. She then drops the sad act completely and bats her eyes at Steve suggestively. “Still, we both might... Benefit from it.”
“Valkyrie, what are you doing here? Really?” Steve asks.
“Why don’t you just invite me in and find out?” She says, dropping several inches on her zipper to reveal a lingerie set she’s got on underneath her coat.
Steve’s flustered. He wants to just close the door and return to his schoolwork. But, on the other hand...
He invites her in and does his best to push Sharon and Bucky to the back of his brain.
“Steve Rogers!” America Chavez calls for the third time, pulling Steve out of the memory.
“What?” Steve asks, zoning back in.
“The lesson is going on at the front of the class, not out the window,” she replies as a few students laugh.
“Sorry, Señora Chavez,” Steve answers, as America continues on with her lesson.
Steve shouldn’t be thinking back to the night he made the dreadful mistake of sleeping with Valkyrie, but he can’t help it. He’s hurting really bad right now, and he knows that the main source of that hurt (other than his cheating ass ex-boyfriend) stems from that night.
Steve was extremely vulnerable when it’d happened, and Valkyrie kind of took advantage of that. He will never know Valkyrie’s true intentions for coming to his house that night. Was she actually into him and just wanted to hook up? Was she just bored, and looking to cause chaos? They sure as hell didn’t talk about how badly Sharon and Sam had fucked them over, so clearly, she wasn’t looking to have a meaningful conversation. In fact, they really didn’t do much talking at all. But he hates himself for ever letting her come in.
Steve’s finding it extremely difficult to be at school these days, similar to how he was feeling exactly a year prior. He’s dealing with a case of post-traumatic stress disorder over what happened with Sharon and Sam, but then he’s also feeling pure, raw, heartbreak over this recent breakup with Bucky.
Steve’s still angry as all hell at the kid, and he can feel it in his soul that he will be for a long time. Even if the two ever manage to get to a civil place, or even something close to a place of friendship, Steve doesn’t know if he will ever be able to fully trust him again.
Steve knows their relationship wasn’t completely ideal. Yes, they were in love with each other, which is the most important foundation for any relationship, but they weren’t able to be a couple in public together, nor were they able to go out and do things and risk having people talk. But Steve likes to think that he was doing a good job, even in spite of those things. He did his best to make Bucky feel loved and wanted. And how did Bucky repay him? By making out with Tony.
Steve understands that Bucky was hurt by the news of him and Valkyrie sleeping together. If the roles were reversed, yes, Steve would be hurt as well. But he would’ve never pulled that stunt that Bucky did. And especially not with Tony, who Steve already had a tumultuous relationship with, and whose mom is currently dating Steve’s dad.
So, Steve broke up with him. Because if there’s one thing that Steve has no tolerance for, it’s being fucking cheated on. Not again.
Still… He does care for Bucky, and all of this drama ensuing at the moment with Mr. Banner dating Bucky’s dead mom who’s not actually dead and who Bucky didn’t know was alive… It’s got him worried about Bucky. Bucky hasn’t even been at school since last Monday. But he will continue to be worried from a distance, because he’s a little preoccupied with putting his own heart back together.
Numb.
For the last seven days, Bucky has felt nothing but numb. He’s not sleeping through the night; he’s not eating full meals. He’s barely even showering.
He’s lucky enough to have been excused from school for the past week, but he knows he needs to be there now. It’s the last few days of school before Christmas break, which means a lot of his end of term final exams and assignments are due.
He had a spare first period, so he spent it in the choir room. The only place in the goddamn school that brings him any semblance of joy. He’s finding it hard to feel that joy right now in this moment, though.
Bucky has spent the last week thinking of nothing but his mother. Every time he thinks of a happy memory of the two of them, he has to think of it differently now. Because clearly, she wasn’t happy in the slightest if she decided to take George up on his offer of never seeing Bucky again and cutting him out of her life completely.
That’s not fair. Bucky doesn’t actually know how big of a role his father played in the decision. And he probably never will. But he does know he’s pissed at him. Because George still decided to go along with this life-altering lie. He could’ve just told Bucky the truth once he was old enough to understand. Bucky wouldn’t have ever even thought about her if George would’ve just told him that Winifred abandoned them. Now he has to deal with the psychological trauma of what he’s learned, and, spoiler alert, it’s not going well.
Bruce walks into the choir room and finds Bucky sitting crossed legged on a chair with a fuzzy blanket draped over his body. Under the blanket, his student is wearing a worn-out hoodie and a pair of sweatpants. It’s the least well-put together Bucky has ever looked in the years Bruce has known him.
“Hey, Bucky,” Bruce says hesitantly.
Bucky looks up from the floor at his teacher. “Hey,” he replies.
“What’re you doing here?” Bruce asks.
“Spare period,” Bucky answers. “Sorry, I can leave if you want me to.”
“No, don’t be silly,” Bruce replies. “I was just curious as to what you were doing here at school. The email from your dad, I just assumed we wouldn’t be seeing you again until after the holiday break.”
Bucky shrugs. “I don’t want to fail all of my classes. I have a Social Studies test later today, and my group diorama for Astronomy is due tomorrow.”
Bruce pulls a stool up in front of Bucky and sits down, his attempt to make the conversation more personal and intimate. “How are you holding up?”
Bucky stares Bruce dead in the eyes. “Just out of genuine curiosity: how do you think I’m holding up?”
“Well, judging by your sad demeanor and the dark circles under your eyes, I’m guessing not so good,” Bruce responds.
“Winner, winner, chicken dinner,” Bucky says with a laugh. “It’s one thing to have a parent walk out on you. It’s happened to so many people I know, including a few of our own, like Tony and Sam. But to find out that your mother who died when you were a little boy isn’t actually dead, and she just wanted to be set free of the responsibilities of her past life… That’s a whole new kind of hurt that I only thought existed in bad soap operas.”
Bruce nods in understanding. “Bucky, I’m so sorry that you’re having to go through this. And you might feel like nobody can even come close to understanding what it is you’re going through, and you’re entitled to that opinion, but just know that the Aural Avengers are all here for you. Even your dorky, old glee club coach.”
Bucky attempts a grin. “That’s comforting,” he replies sarcastically. “But Mr. B, I cheated on a member of the Aural Avengers with another member. And in doing so, said other member also cheated on his significant other, who also happens to be a member of the Aural Avengers, and whose best friend, also yet another member, is the sole reason as to why any of this happened in the first place, so… Forgive me if I don’t find any solace at the thought of reaching out to the group right now.”
Bruce nods again. He has no idea what to say here either. Bucky’s right: this is the type of shit you’d only expect to see in a bad soap opera. Bruce hasn’t ever actually witnessed something like this play out in real life.
“Bucky, I want you to know that I drove out to Akron that day Coach Hill told everybody about… Well, you know who. I confronted her, spoke my peace, but I didn’t flat-out end it. I want to do that in person, without the members of Throat Explosion there. I need to know for myself if the entire relationship was a sham.”
“Well, Mr. Banner, just be careful. Because clearly, she’s the type of woman who likes to leave utter chaos in her path, so something tells me it was just a sham,” Bucky says sardonically.
“I apologize if this is extremely insensitive, but… Do you want me to get her to contact you?” Bruce asks.
Ah, the million-dollar question.
George has been in excessive communication with Winifred for the past week, but she hasn’t actually replied to any of his messages or emails. The more George wrote to her, the more he avoided asking Bucky if talking to her was something he was going to want to do.
“No,” Bucky answers confidently. “I don’t. At least not right now. If she were to reach out right now, I’d probably just tell her to go fuck herself. Excuse my language. But even if I eventually do talk to her, I’m really not interested in any type of relationship.”
Bruce takes another good look at his student. The fact that Bucky looks this rough, and seven days after everything went down, doesn’t sit right with Bruce. I mean the kid brought his own blanket to school for fuck’s sakes. “Go home, Buck.”
Bucky looks at his teacher puzzled. “I told you, I have to be here.”
“No, you don’t. You need to be worrying about yourself right now, not your assignments,” Bruce states. “I’ll have a talk with all of your teachers and your group members. I’ll get you extensions.”
Bucky takes a pause. “Mr. Banner?” He asks, eyes welled with tears.
“Yeah?”
“Christmas is my favorite holiday,” Bucky shares. “And at the beginning of the month, I was really looking forward to singing Christmas music in this room with everyone and getting into the Christmas spirit. But right now, all I want to do is lay in bed with the lights out. Do you think I’ll be okay? Do you think I’ll get over all of this?”
Bruce walks over and hugs his student. Sure, not super professional, but Bruce has a relationship with his glee kids that he will never have with other students. “I hope so, Bucky. It’s going to take time, but I hope so,” he says. “In the meantime, just go home and focus on trying to get back to your normal self. And because I care, I’m going to email your father and suggest he book you an appointment with a therapist.”
Bucky nods. “Thank you.”
“Anytime,” Bruce replies.
The members of the Aural Avengers spend their lunch break setting up the Christmas tree in the choir room full of various ornaments and decorations that they all managed to steal away out of their own homes.
They all went in on pizza from Mr. Pepp’s and are cranking and singing along to all of the classic holiday tunes to get in the proper holiday spirit. The only two missing are Bucky and Tony.
Bucky because he’s been absent on account of dealing with some intense childhood trauma, and Tony because he’s still very much public enemy #1 to a lot of people in the club. Tony’s sure that given the chance, Carol, Steve, and Valkyrie would all punch him square in the face for what he’d done. So, he wasn’t showing up to too many meetings or rehearsals these days, especially one that Mr. B wasn’t going to attend.
But Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa and Thor don’t let the absences bother them, because Christmas at Shield is the happiest time of year. No, really. Even people like Killian, Rumlow, and Barton are usually in too good of a mood around the holidays to pick fights with people.
[Nakia:]
Rockin' around the Christmas tree
At the Christmas party hop
Mistletoe hung where you can see
Every couple tries to stop
[T’Challa:]
Rockin' around the Christmas tree
Let the Christmas spirit ring
Later we'll have some pumpkin pie
And we'll do some caroling
[Sam:]
You will get a sentimental feeling when you hear
[Peter:]
Voices singing, let's be jolly
Deck the halls with boughs of holly
[Valkyrie:]
Rockin' around the Christmas tree
Have a happy holiday
Everyone dancin' merrily
In the new old-fashioned way
[Sam:]
You will get a sentimental feeling when you hear
[Peter:]
Voices singing, let's be jolly
Deck the halls with boughs of holly
Bruce walks in before the final verse, just in time to dance around a little with Nakia and Sharon.
[Gamora:]
Rockin' around the Christmas tree
Have a happy holiday
Everyone dancin' merrily
In the new old-fashioned way
Just as Gamora finishes the last note, Sam and T’Challa hoist Carol up so that she can place the huge gold star on top of the tree. The group all clap as they stare at the finished product, completely inspired.
“Guys, this all looks great!” Bruce exclaims. “Where’d all the decorations come from? And these presents under the tree?”
“We all brought extra decorations from home!” Carol states.
“Yeah, and the presents under the tree came from an open display at the mall,” Sam shares.
Bruce frowns. “So, you stole them?”
“It was an open display, pretty sure it doesn’t fall under the category of stealing if they’re just sitting there waiting to be grabbed,” Sam argues. Most of them snicker and chuckle under their breath at this.
“Look, nevertheless, it looks fantastic, guys,” Bruce says. “Now take a seat, everybody.” The kids all do as they’re told. “So, I know this is extremely last minute, but Principal Fury approached me today and asked if the Aural Avengers could assist him with a favor.”
“What kind of favor?” Sharon questions.
Bruce sighs, knowing the kids are more than likely going to protest the idea. “The entertainment for the annual Shield High Holiday Parade fell through, and, like years’ past, entertainment has always been Fury’s responsibility. So, now, he’s kind of scrambling, and he’s asked us to perform.”
The kids all collectively mope and groan. “Sorry, Mr. Banner, but the parade is in three days, and I can’t speak for everybody, but I have about three different term projects due before winter break,” Peter explains.
“Yeah, same here!” Valkyrie adds. “Besides, the only people who actually sit down and watch the Parade performances are the ten or so little kids in attendance. It wouldn’t exactly be one of the exhilarating numbers that we perform at competitions.”
“I understand that, guys, but not every performance will be or has to be. Sometimes, the best numbers can come out of the simplest of performances. They teach us to be humble, patient, and more importantly, it reminds us that all we need in order to put on a memorable performance are some instruments and our voices,” Bruce says.
“And I know things are still a little tense between some of you right now, but at the end of the day, we’re still a team… A family. And one of the most important things around the holidays is family… Teamwork. So, maybe this will all help ease some of that tension… Now, while I understand that it might not be the most ideal crowd or event, or the most ideal time to be rehearsing for a big number, I did tell Fury that we were on board.”
The kids all boo in disapproval.
“Hey, hey, I’m not done!” Bruce says in a chuckle. “Look, because I know you’re all busy and eager to get on with the holiday break, what do you say we make things extra interesting?”
“We’re listening,” Nakia says hesitantly.
“Simple… We host another boys vs. girls competition. The winning group will get an all-expenses paid holiday dinner at Breadstix and bragging rights, while the losing group will be stuck being our performers of the evening.”
Super easy for him to throw in that Breadstix dinner when just a few days earlier, his uncle sent him and Winny a $100 gift card to spend for date nights.
“Hell no. I’m still not down. That just seems totally unfair to the losers. And us boys are already down two members,” Sam says.
“Um, us girls are always outnumbered, so actually, it’d be the first time it was an even playing field,” Sharon replies.
Bruce groans. “Whoa, okay, hang on. Considering I want to remain in Fury’s good graces after he helped us put on the musical… In addition to bragging rights and dinner… Even though I would normally never do anything like this… You will all receive an extra five percent next term in Science.”
“That’s more like it!” Thor shouts as they all cheer and holler.
“So, do we have a deal?” Bruce asks.
“Yes!” They all shout in unison.
“Perfect. Work on your team numbers, you’ll perform them whenever you can, just make sure it’s before Thursday afternoon. Until then, I guess we will all spend the next few meetings rehearsing the number for the Parade, and we will just have to wait and see which unlucky group will have to perform it!”
With that, the bell rings and everyone disperses, leaving the neatly decorated choir room to sit unoccupied.
Well, almost unoccupied, seeing as something manages to capture Steve’s attention.
“Step on up! Come tell Santa what you’d like for Christmas!” Sharon shouts excitedly to the families who pass by. She’s dressed in the most ridiculous elf outfit, complete with pointy ears and a big red hat.
On the other end of the display is Nakia, who’s in charge of directing the traffic of children waiting in line to approach the man dressed as Santa. “Alrighty, honey, your turn!” She says to the little girl with a smile painted on her face who’s next in line.
As the girl runs over to Santa, Nakia approaches Sharon. “Just in case I didn’t say it earlier, you make an adorable little elf.”
“Don’t make me kill you in front of all of these children, Nakia,” Sharon replies through gritted teeth and an exaggerated smile.
Nakia snorts. “Only one hour left. Come on, we can do this.”
“Easy for you to say. You didn’t have a kid bite you, tonight. Every time one of these little rats get anywhere near me, I go into fight or flight mode.”
Nakia laughs harder. “Hey, we just have to do this for one more night. A little extra money for Christmas gifts, and we end up in the good graces of the ladies at the Church. It’s a win-win.”
Sharon nods in agreement, as the two girls lay eyes on an adorable couple a few feet away from the Santa’s workshop display that the girls are standing in. There are strands of mistletoe hung up along the ceiling of the Lima Mall. Nakia and Sharon watch as the guy tells his girlfriend to look up, and then he catches her off-guard with a passionate kiss to the lips.
“Wow… Why can’t we have that?” Sharon asks, pointing at the couple.
“That’s a great question… Maybe because we’re here dressed as elves instead of out on the town looking for boyfriends,” Nakia quips.
“I’m serious, Nakia. I’m so over it. That’s like the fourth young couple to come by and rub their love in our faces. It’s bad enough it happens at school, I don’t want to be reminded that we’re lacking in the love department here, too.”
“I mean, I may not have a boyfriend, but I’m not exactly lacking,” Nakia replies.
“That doesn’t help… In fact, that does the opposite of helping,” Sharon groans in frustration.
Nakia laughs. “Come on, Shar. You just went on a date with that Remy guy! Where’s all this coming from?”
Sharon shrugs. “I don’t know. Maybe because the holidays are such a happy time… And instead of focusing on the happy, I’m more focused on the fact that I’m kind of lonely.”
Nakia frowns, tossing a supportive arm over her best friend.
“It doesn’t matter anyways. I’m damaged goods, and my date with Remy only further confirmed it. Even if I were to actually try to put myself out there again and ask someone else to hang out, I’d probably get rejected anyways.”
Nakia stares at her, stunned. “What? How could you even say that? You’re Sharon fricking Carter. You’re captain of the Cheerios, you’re smart as hell, and absolutely stunning. You’re the same person you were when you were at the height of your popularity, when you had guys fawning for you. Only difference is that now you’re a lot nicer,” she says.
Sharon glares at her jokingly. “Mostly kidding about that last part,” Nakia adds. “But I’m serious… Don’t sell yourself short. The right guy will come along… When the time is right. And if you don’t believe me, well then go let Santa know and maybe he can help you out.”
Sharon smiles. She’s then hit with a great idea. “Hey… Call Gamora right now. I have the perfect song for us girls to perform for glee club.”
December 20, 2013.
“Alright, James, we now have exactly one hour. I don’t normally leave it up to my patients, but I try to be cooler and hipper with my younger ones… So, is there anything specific you feel you would like to tackle first?” Doctor Ororo Monroe asks Bucky as the two sit across from one another on separate couches.
“Sure. The first thing is that as you might remember from my bout with bronchitis last spring, I prefer to go by Bucky,” he replies. Dr. Munroe nods, so Bucky continues. “The second thing is a question.”
Dr. Munroe smiles. “And what’s your question, Bucky?”
“How exactly does one find the time to be both a physician and a therapist?” Bucky asks. “Because as much pride as I take in my near perfect grades and my lifelong involvement in extracurriculars, I find myself pretty exhausted most days. So, I can’t even imagine how your days must feel.”
Ororo laughs at this. Because Bucky looks genuinely curious, she answers truthfully. “I will admit, I live quite the strenuous and stress-inducing life. I love to read, but I haven’t been able to read a book for fun in seven years. I consider myself to be a pretty social person, but I can’t remember the last time I went out for drinks with my girlfriends. Other than holidays, I take three week-long vacations a year, and do you know what I like to do most during that time? Catch up on some sleep and try out a new casserole recipe. Being a therapist and a physician is a huge responsibility. But Lima’s a small town, and like you, I take pride in being able to help a third of this town’s population in several many ways.”
Bucky nods. “That’s pretty admirable, Doctor,” he says with a smile. “But, as for taking a stroll down memory lane and opening up to you about my life… No. I’m really not sure where we would even start.”
“Well, why don’t we start with the most important thing?” Ororo asks.
“And what would that be?”
“Why you’re here,” she responds. “There’s one main reason as to why you’ve decided to take a brave step and come down here to talk to me. Whether it be a consistent thing that’s been bothering you for a number of months, or whether it’s something that just recently happened. And between you and me, I can tell whatever happened has you feeling out of sorts.”
Bucky looks at her, taken aback. “How so?”
“Because the last time I saw you, your hair was neatly styled, and you were wearing a lovely black buttoned-up shirt and a pair of acid wash skinny jeans, and today you sit here in a tracksuit with your hair a mess.” Bucky chuckles, totally caught off guard. “That’s right, I have an eye for fashion, too. Just because I’m a doctor doesn’t mean I’m boring.”
Bucky looks to the floor, smile fading. “My dad didn’t tell you anything?”
“Not a word,” Ororo says. “Just that he felt you needed to talk to someone, and as soon as possible.”
Bucky exhales. At least four minutes of silence pass by before he finally opens up. “I thought I had a pretty normal upbringing. Two loving parents, we lived in a decent house, and I had a bunch of toys and whatnot. But then my mom passed away when I was six. Sure, a dead parent isn’t something ideal, nor is it something that most people have experience dealing with, but it’s not the most uncommon thing either.” Bucky watches as Doctor Munroe takes notes.
“I was pretty sad after my mom passed, even though I didn’t fully understand what had happened. I’m going to assume that a huge amount of kids that young don’t really understand the concept of death. My dad told me once that I cried every night at bedtime for seven weeks after she passed.”
“As should be expected,” Ororo adds. “Going from seeing a parent every single day to not being able to see them again takes a toll, whether you understood or not. Especially the maternal figure.”
Bucky nods. “Right. I think I finally understood that she was gone forever once I was eight or nine, somewhere around there. And it was almost like I was feeling that same grief I felt when she first passed all over again. It was tough. And I didn’t have anyone but my dad to lean on. My whole life it’s always just been me and my dad.”
More notetaking. Bucky almost asks her what exactly she’s writing but decides against it.
“Anyways, to keep a long story short, I recently found out that my mom is in fact, not dead. I guess what happened is that she wasn’t happy. So, my dad gave her an ultimatum that if she were to leave, like she wanted, then he wouldn’t care nor would he object, but that she wasn’t allowed to ever contact us again… Contact me again. And she accepted.”
Doctor Monroe exhales roughly. Bucky can tell the information rattles her. “I don’t want to lie to you, Bucky, I’ve never dealt with something like this myself. Which means I’m going in blind. But I guess the first thing I want to do is ask, and I apologize if you think it’s a stupid question, how you’re feeling? How are you processing this kind of news?”
“Well, to be honest with you, I’m processing it by barely eating, barely showering, and barely sleeping,” Bucky admits. “And how I’m feeling? A little empty. Numb. That feeling hasn’t wavered since the moment I found out.”
“How did you find out? That your mother is still alive?”
“Well, I’m in the glee club. The Aural Avengers. Bruce Banner is our faculty advisor. And the other day, our school’s cheerleading coach, Maria Hill, came into the auditorium to let us know that Mr. Banner was dating Winifred Proctor, who just so happens to be the coach for Throat Explosion, our competition. Proctor was my mom’s maiden name. At first, I wasn’t sure. You know, there are a ton of people out there with the same name. That’s why identity theft is so easy, right? But hearing her name sent a chill down my spine, and I don’t know why but it felt… Almost like I knew instantly that it was my mom. So, I did my research… And sure enough… It was her.”
Doctor Munroe nods, scratching her cheek. “And did you talk to your father about this entire ordeal?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“Can you tell me how that went?” Ororo asks.
“Not so well. It was a lot of yelling and sobbing. I had just gotten broken up with a few hours earlier, so I was already pretty distraught. It wasn’t an effective or productive conversation by any means. He confessed everything he knew about my mom and her leaving, and I screamed at him. I haven’t spoken much to him since.”
“Can I ask why? Do you blame him?”
Then, an alarm goes off. “Saved by the bell,” Bucky thinks to himself.
“Looks like time’s up,” Bucky says, standing up hastily.
“Wait, Bucky… I’m meeting another patient right after this and then my workday is over, but I would really like to speak to you again. I’m supposed to begin my holidays after today, but… Screw it. Why don’t you come in around ten tomorrow morning?”
Bucky sighs. “Okay.”
Bruce, Peter, Steve, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor all walk into the choir room for morning rehearsal to find it empty. The girls are all missing, as are the band and their instruments.
On the piano is a Christmas card with “meet us in the auditorium” written on it. So, they do as they’re instructed.
Bruce and the boys walk in to find the girls on stage, standing in formation, ready to gag them with their performance and win the competition.
“Consider this inspired by and dedicated to all those people out there who find themselves unlucky in love around the holidays,” Nakia says.
“Hit it!” Sharon exclaims, as the girls all rip off their trench coats to reveal sexy Christmas-inspired outfits. School appropriate, of course.
[Sharon:]
Santa, tell me if you're really there
Don't make me fall in love again
If he won't be here next year
Santa, tell me if he really cares
'Cause I can't give it all away
If he won't be here next year
[Nakia:]
Feeling Christmas all around
And I'm trying to play it cool
But it's hard to focus when I see him walking around the room
[Sharon:]
"Let it Snow" is blasting out
But I won't get in the mood
I'm avoiding every mistletoe until I know
[Aural Avengers Girls:]
It's true love that he thinks of
So next Christmas
I'm not all alone, boy
Right around the middle of the performance, two guys from the A.V. club come out from backstage and fill the stage with fake snow.
[Nakia:]
Santa, tell me if you're really there
Don't make me fall in love again
If he won't be here next year
Santa, tell me if he really cares
'Cause I can't give it all away
If he won't be here next year
[Gamora:]
I've been down this road before
Fell in love on Christmas night
But on New Year's Day, I woke up and he wasn't by my side
[Valkyrie:]
Now I need someone to hold
Be my fire in the cold
But it's hard to tell if this is just a fling
[Aural Avengers Girls:]
Or if it's true love that he thinks of
So next Christmas
I'm not all alone, babe
[Sharon:]
Santa, tell me if you're really there
Don't make me fall in love again
If he won't be here next year
Santa, tell me if he really cares
'Cause I can't give it all away
If he won't be here next year
[Nakia w/ Aural Avengers Girls:]
Oh, I wanna have him beside me like oh-oh-oh
On the 25th by the fire place, oh-oh-oh
But I don't want a new broken heart
This year I've got to be smart
Oh, baby
(Santa, tell me, Santa, tell me)
If he will be, if he will be
(Santa, tell me, Santa, tell me)
Oh-oh-oh
[Sharon w/ Aural Avengers Girls:]
Santa, tell me if you're really there (Santa, tell me, 'cause I really care)
Don't make me fall in love again
If he won't be here next year
[Nakia w/ Aural Avengers Girls:]
Santa, tell me if he really cares (tell me, tell me, boy)
'Cause I can't give it all away
If he won't be here next year
[Sharon w/ Aural Avengers Girls:]
Santa, tell me if you're really there (tell me, Santa, baby)
Don't make me fall in love again
If he won't be here next year (if he won't be, if he won't be here)
[Sharon & Nakia w/ Aural Avengers Girls:]
Santa, tell me if he really cares (tell me, do you care?)
'Cause I can't give it all away
If he won't be here next year
“Wooo!!” Bruce hollers, leading the boys’ applause. “Ladies! Right on! Fantastic song choice, and stellar performance!”
“Thank you, Mr. Banner!” Nakia says.
“Oh, and I just want you guys to know that I already got me and the girls custom-made bibs. You know why? Cause we’s be going… To Breadstix!” Valkyrie shouts.
Bruce laughs. “You hear that, boys? You’ve got your work cut out for you!”
As Bruce goes to high-five the girls, the boys all huddle up. “Guys… We need to bring our 110% when we rehearse our number tonight. Because I’m not performing at that stupid parade,” Sam says.
“Agreed,” Peter adds.
Steve is sprawled out on the couch, absolutely spent from a day of tests and rehearsals.
He’s watching the Disney channel’s marathon Christmas event. You know the ones, where the only thing that plays for a week straight are the old Christmas episodes of all of the Disney shows, followed by back to back Christmas movies?
He’s just barely paying attention to this show about a talking dog because these new shows on Disney are extremely shitty. He only settled on the Disney Channel because there’s absolutely nothing else to watch right now due to it being so damn close to Christmas. Steve was so bored, he almost caught himself on the fucking Hallmark channel. The Hallmark channel… Fuck that!
Then, the doorbell rings.
Steve doesn’t realize until he makes his way over to get it, but he was actually pretty mellowed out for the first time in a few days… That is, until he sees Tony Stark’s face and finds his testosterone, adrenaline, and rage levels skyrocket.
“What the fuck do you think you’re doing showing your face around here?” Steve asks angrily.
Tony looks extremely apologetic, standing with one hand behind his back and one hand in his jacket pocket. “Steve… Look, I know you hate me….”
“Yeah,” Steve replies. “You’re right. I do hate you.”
“And I know you probably want to mess me up for what I did…”
“You bet I would.”
“And I can’t tell you what to feel. Nor can I ask you not to be mad at me…”
“You have about eight more seconds to make your point before I start laying into you,” Steve says, making a visible fist with his hand.
Tony nods. “I want to apologize. I need to apologize. I royally fucked up, I understand that. I didn’t mean to kiss… It wasn’t supposed to happen. But it did, and I need to man up, do what’s right and take responsibility. I’m sorry, Steve. I’m so damn sorry. And you don’t need to accept it… But I needed to tell you to your face. I owed you that much. I’m sorry for hurting you, and for playing a part in your break-up.”
Steve laughs. He can’t help it. He wonders if Tony was this pathetic and weepy when he decided to slide in and kiss Steve’s boyfriend?
“You remember back during Grease? When you and I had that little spat? I told you to your face that the rumors hurt more because I thought they were coming from you… I thought you of all people should’ve known better… And even though I was wrong back then, my point still stands… Because I’m not wrong this time. You of all people should’ve known better, and it hurts so much more knowing it was you that kissed him.”
“I’m so sorry, Steve,” Tony says, voice failing him as he attempts to choke back the tears.
“I’m sorry, too. I’m sorry that I don’t accept your apology, and I probably never will,” Steve replies.
Tony nods, biting his lip. “Okay. That’s fair. Well, my mom and I are leaving soon to visit some family friends for the holidays. I just wanted to drop this off before I forgot,” he says, pulling the neatly wrapped gift from behind his back. “It’s for you and your dad… From me.” He holds it up for Steve to take from him.
Steve stares at the gift. He’s not too proud of the idea that strikes him, but hopefully it sends an even clearer message than his words just did. Steve grabs it and tosses it into the street like a football. He doesn’t hear the sound of glass break, which helps relieve him of the sliver of guilt he feels.
“You take whatever that gift is, and you shove it where the sun don’t shine. Our parents might be dating, which means I have to be around you more than I want to be, but you and I are no longer friends. Goodbye, Tony.”
December 21, 2013.
Wednesday afternoon.
Sharon and Nakia are at home Christmas baking, Gamora and Thor went out on a date to see a Christmas light show, and Valkyrie’s having an early gift exchange with some of her relatives at her place. And what’s Carol doing? Attempting to clean up her room as she mopes about her break up with Tony.
Don’t get her wrong: Carol’s a strong bitch and she knows it. Sure, she often finds herself feeling insecure over her lack of intelligence in comparison to her peers, but it’s in those moments that she reminds herself that she’s insanely gifted in other facets: she can dance, she can sing, she’s great at motocross, she’s extremely social and approachable, she’s attractive, she’s hooked up with like half the school. But even though she’s strong and knows her worth…
There was just something about Tony. Carol initially didn’t even think it was possible, but she really did fall for him. He wasn’t like the other boys at Shield. Tony was really down to earth, and he didn’t try so hard to be cool.
By no means was Tony her first boyfriend. If she did the math correctly, he was probably boyfriend number six. But he was definitely the most serious, and the one who treated Carol the best. And he was the first one that Carol actually found herself falling in actual love with… Until he cheated on her, that is.
It burned Carol bad, and even though she was pissed off at him and even though he’d committed the worst possible relationship crime possible… She still missed him. And even though there wasn’t a chance in hell that she would get back together with him, in that moment, all she’s thinking about is how he’s doing and if he’s missing her as much as she’s missing him.
-
On the other side of town, Tony’s in his bedroom, sitting on his window seat with a mug of hot chocolate in his hand as he somberly stares outside his window at the light snow falling.
The month of December in Lima always makes him laugh. The month starts out warm, then by the second week, it gets really chilly and you’d think a blizzard was headed their way, but then by the end of the month, they’re lucky if they get any snow at all. He’s glad to see snow on the ground this year. It makes it feel more Christmas-y.
Instead of being out soaking up the holiday fun with his friends, he’s a prisoner to his bedroom. He’s felt like a barrel of shit ever since he kissed Bucky. If only he wouldn’t have made that mistake. Things would be a lot different right now. He might actually be out with Carol right now on some Christmas-themed date, and Steve wouldn’t hate his guts.
Tony had gone and screwed everything up in the blink of an eye. And the worst part is that in doing so, he’d hurt the two people he loved most: Carol and Bucky.
He was hopeful that Bucky might forgive him in the future, and they could continue on as friends, but he wasn’t too sure about Carol. Tony cheated on the best thing that had ever happened to him, so he wouldn’t blame her if she never spoke to him again.
Thinking of Carol sends him into an extremely sad state. He hopes that wherever she is tonight, she’s happy and having fun.
[Tony:]
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
[Carol:]
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away (you gave it away)
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special (special)
[Tony:]
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
[Carol:]
"Merry Christmas" I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you", I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again
[Carol & Tony:]
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away (you gave it away)
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special (special)
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special (special)
Ohh
Oh, oh, baby
[Tony:]
A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God, I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
[Carol:]
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Ooh, ooh, now I've found a real love
You'll never fool me again
[Carol & Tony:]
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away (you gave it away)
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special (special)
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
[Carol:]
Special
“Thanks, Mrs. Danvers,” Carol hears Valkyrie screech from down the hall. She quickly wipes at the tears in her eyes and on her cheeks.
“Val?” Carol asks as soon as Valkyrie enter the room.
“Yes, it’s me, and right on time I would say,” Valkyrie replies.
“Right on time for what?” Carol questions.
“Right on time to save you from thinking about that bag of dicks for one more second,” Valkyrie replies. “Look at you, Care, you’re crying, and listening to Tony’s favorite album.”
“In my defense, my music library is on shuffle… I wasn’t even paying attention,” Carol says, as “Forrest Gump” from Frank Ocean’s’ Channel Orange album plays aloud.
“I know you’re still torn up about everything. I could tell today at school that you were having a bad day. So, as your best friend, it’s my job to pick you up when you’re down and remind you that that piece of shit isn’t worth the tears. So, we’re going out.”
Carol attempts a smile. “Well…”
Valkyrie’s face falls. “Don’t well me. Don’t leave me hanging, girl.”
“Where to?” Carol asks.
“We’re going to the Darkhold,” Valkyrie answers.
“That sketchy bar downtown?”
“You bet. It’s ladies night so we get two free drinks each, we have fake I.D.’s, and we’re going to meet up with some of the Cheerios. Come on, what do you say? It could be fun!”
“Okay,” Carol answers. “Let’s do it.”
“Yes! That’s my girl! Fuck Tony Stark!” Valkyrie says.
-
Mere minutes after expressing his feelings in song, Tony gets a phone call. Scott Lang.
“Hey, Lang! How’s it going?” Tony speaks.
“Hey, man! So, listen, I’m getting some guys together for a game of paintball tonight. A couple of guys from my old school, Wilson, Rhodes, me, and you. How’s that sound?”
Tony’s surprised by the invitation. Since Grease, he and Scott have actually gotten somewhat friendly. Tony finds him to be quite a great addition to the football team and Shield in general, because, well, he’s not an asshole like everybody else. The two have bonded over so much, especially their love for AC/DC. But he wasn’t sure if Scott liked him enough to, for example, invite him to play laser tag. He was glad he was wrong.
“Awe, you know what, dude? That sounds great, but…” Tony begins, but Sam cuts him off.
“Hell no!” Sam shouts. “Stark, I understand you and your girl just broke up. And I get you’re probably sad. But right now, you have a chance to come hang out with the guys and distract your mind from all that sadness. So, I really hope you re-consider.”
Wow. A sincere moment? And from Sam Wilson of all people?
The more he thinks about it, the more fun it sounds. Especially considering he hasn’t done much of anything since the day he came clean to Carol. “Alright, alright. You can count me in.”
Tony hears Scott, Sam, and Rhodey all cheer. “Okay, come downstairs when you’re ready.”
Tony’s confused. “Downstairs?”
“Oh, yeah, we’re parked outside your house,” Scott says.
“Andalé, Stark!” Sam shouts before the call drops.
Tony laughs, changing from his t-shirt and boxer briefs into a nice outfit.
He runs into his mom on his way out. “Hey, where are you off to?” Maria asks.
“Paintball with some friends,” Tony replies.
Maria smiles at this. “Have a great time, okay? Try not to think about… Just, have a great time.”
“Thanks, mom. See you later!” Tony answers, blowing her a kiss.
He hops into Scott’s shitty van, and already, the tunes are cranking, and he knows he’s in for a good night.
“Hey… Thanks for that,” Tony says to Sam, who’s sitting right next to him. “That meant a lot.”
Sam smirks. “Let’s just say I’ve been in your position, and it’s not so fun to be the enemy. You fucked up, sure. Doesn’t make you a horrible human being. Let’s just have a good night tonight, yeah?”
“You bet,” Tony answers.
December 22, 2013.
Bruce is in the teacher’s lounge, enjoying his morning coffee and surfing the internet keeping updated on today’s news when Stephen comes walking in.
“Wow!” Stephen says, gawking at Bruce. “I was beginning to forget what you looked like, but you, in this outfit, now I don’t think I’ll ever forget.”
Bruce blushes as Mr. Coulson and Mrs. Walters chuckle at the intensity of Stephen’s compliment. Bruce has ditched his usual button down and sweater vest combo and decided to wear a button down with a cardigan and tie today. He looks more suave today then he ever has in his many years of teaching.
“Yeah, I don’t know, I just woke up today and decided to be extra sexy. You can blame it on the holidays, or something,” Bruce says with a shrug.
“Well, I guess it’s a good thing I missed breakfast because I’m eating this look up,” Stephen jokes.
Bruce blushes again. “Okay, okay, enough,” he replies. “And just by the way, I also started forgetting what you looked like. Where have you been the last few days?”
Stephen shakes his head. “Just going crazy trying to catch up with Astronomy now that Football’s on break until next semester. I swear, I’m the world’s worst teacher. Eight students failed their pre-holiday quiz, and I can’t help but feel like it’s my fault.”
“Don’t beat yourself up about it. It happens,” Bruce says.
Stephen nods. “I know. I’m just going to have to work harder on finding a good balance between both come January. And try to be there a little more for my students.”
Bruce scratches at his facial hair as Stephen stares at the floor deep in thought. “Anyways, so is there a reason for this get-up? You trying things out with Winny again?”
Just then, Natasha comes walking into the room with America Chavez.
Bruce chokes on his coffee. “No, that’s a hard no.”
Natasha and America quickly sit at their own table, deep in conversation. She does make sure to flash a friendly smile over to Bruce.
He reciprocates it and finishes his thought. “No, I think it’s safe to say the ship has sailed on that. Even if we don’t end up getting the closure I initially wanted. To tell you the truth, I only put this on because I was going to wear it to our faculty Christmas event tomorrow, but I don’t think I’m going to go to that anymore.”
“What? Man, you have to! It’s tradition that you, me, Natasha, and Helen get absolutely plastered on Peppermint martinis,” Stephen protests, incredibly disappointed.
“I don’t know, man. I’m just… Not really feeling up to it this year,” Bruce shares.
“Okay, well if you don’t come, what are you going to do?”
“I have no clue. Probably just sit on my ass and eat some Christmas cookies,” Bruce says, laughing.
“Well, when do you leave for your parents’ house? I’d like to at least get a quick beer before you leave.”
“I’m not going this year. The original plan was for Winny and I to spend Christmas at her mom’s, and then we were going to go spend New Year’s with my folks. So, because of that, my mom and dad are on a cruise right now,” Bruce explains.
“Wait a minute, have you told them? About the break-up?” Stephen questions.
“Like I said, they’re on a cruise. I don’t want to ruin it or guilt them into coming home early.”
“So, wait, your mom and dad are gone, you and Winny aren’t together, and you don’t have any siblings… What the hell are you doing for Christmas?”
Bruce shrugs, yet again. “Nothing. I thought about calling up my uncle, but I don’t really want to crash his family’s Christmas. Besides, like I said, not really up to anything this year. So, just a quiet night at home sounds good to me.”
Stephen stares at him. “Bruce, you can’t spend Christmas alone.”
“Don’t worry about me, man. Besides, you’re already spoken for. I saw your post on Facebook about going back to L.A. to visit your brother.”
“You can come!” Stephen exclaims.
“Like I said… Don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine,” Bruce says with a smile. Then, the morning bell rings, alerting everyone that they have five minutes to make it to their first class of the day. “Now, have a great morning, and I will see you later!”
Natasha watches Bruce leave the room, saddened at what she’s just overheard.
“Alrighty, guys, this morning’s meeting is our last real one before the break. And to kick us off, the boys are finally ready to perform their number!” Bruce says, quite chipper as it’s the last day of school for the fall term.
“Well, let’s get on it with. We’ve only been waiting all week,” Valkyrie says.
“Yeah, took them long enough,” Carol adds with a snicker. “Us girls need to know when to make our reservation at Breadstix.”
Bruce shakes his head. “Okay, without further ado, the boys.”
As the band begins to play the song, the boys all come walking in, clad in traditional black suits. It’s the best they’ve ever looked.
[Thor:]
Someday at Christmas, men won't be boys
Playin' with bombs like kids play with toys
One warm December, our hearts will see
A world where men are free
[Sam:]
Someday at Christmas, there'll be no wars
When we have learned what Christmas is for
When we have found what life's really worth
There'll be peace on Earth
[Peter:]
Someday all our dreams will come to be
Someday in a world where men are free
Maybe not in time for you and me
But someday at Christmas time
[T’Challa w/ Aural Avengers Boys:]
Someday at Christmas, we'll see a land (someday at Christmas)
With no hungry children, no empty hand (someday at Christmas)
One happy morning, people will share
A world where people care, oh!
[Steve w/ Aural Avengers Boys:]
Someday at Christmas, there'll be no tears (someday at Christmas)
Where all men are equal and no man have fears (someday at Christmas)
One shining moment, one prayer away
From our world today
Midway, Stephen comes waltzing in to enjoy the rest of the performance. The girls are all dancing in their seats, so much so that the boys go up to them and dance with them individually: Steve with Valkyrie, Peter with Carol, Sam with Sharon, T’Challa with Nakia, and Thor with Gamora.
[Peter:]
Someday all our dreams will come to be
Someday in a world where men are free
Maybe not in time for you and me
But someday at Christmas time
[T’Challa:]
Someday at Christmas, men would not have failed
Hate will be gone and love will prevail
Someday in a world that we can start with hope in every heart, oh!
[Steve:]
Someday at Christmas, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm
Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm
But someday at Christmas time
Someday at Christmas time!
“Yes! That was amazing! Well done, Gentlemen!” Stephen exclaims. “Sorry, I just love that song.” The kids all laugh at this.
“So, Mr. Banner, what’d you think?” Sam asks.
“I agree with Mr. Strange, it was phenomenal!” Bruce responds.
“Quit beating around the Christmas bush, Mr. B. Who won?” Valkyrie asks.
Bruce thinks about it, long and hard. He literally makes everybody stand there in anticipation for over three minutes.
“Okay… After careful consideration… I’ve decided that the winners of our Christmas competition are… The girls,” Bruce says hesitantly.
All five girls yelp in glee, while the boys stand there in sheer disappointment.
“Hey, need I remind you that you’ll still get your little bonus next semester, boys!” Bruce says.
“Yeah… I guess,” Peter says.
“Now, congratulations girls. You don’t have to perform tonight, nor do you have to come to afternoon rehearsal,” Bruce says. Then, the bell rings, and Bruce bolts out of the choir room so that he doesn’t have to feel any more guilty than he already does.
The boys are all noticeably pissed off.
Valkyrie and Carol quickly attempt to leave the choir room, but Nakia stops them. She waits until all the boys are gone.
“What? I’m going to be late to English,” Valkyrie states.
“Look… I know we won fair in square… But I have a preposition for you all,” Nakia says.
“Alright, you boys just about ready to get out there?” Bruce asks, as he and the boys are backstage preparing for their performance.
“Do we have a choice?” Thor asks with a fake smile. The boys are dressed in the suits they’d donned earlier. They went through the trouble of renting them, so they might as well put them to good use.
“Not really, but remember, extra five percent!” Bruce exclaims.
“And now, please join in me welcoming Shield High School’s very own Aural Avengers!” A woman from the P.T.A. speaks into the microphone.
Sam sneaks a peek through the curtain before they go on. Literally only thirteen people seated, five of which are children. The rest of the people at the parade are busy playing games and participating in other activities.
“Merry Christmas, motherfuckers,” Valkyrie says as the girls come sneaking up behind them all.
Bruce, Steve, Sam, Peter, Thor, and T’Challa are all relieved and ecstatic to see them.
“What are you girls doing here?” Bruce asks excitedly.
“Well, even though we won the competition fair and square…” Gamora begins.
“We didn’t think it was too fair that you boys had to be stuck performing on your own,” Sharon finishes.
“So, as our Christmas gift to you, we’re here to help you guys out,” Nakia adds. T’Challa goes to hug her, as Thor hugs Gamora.
“Ladies and Gentlemen… The Aural Avengers,” the lady says yet again.
“Damn, someone go tell her we need another minute,” Peter says.
“We already gave the band the heads up. Just perform your guys’ song as you were going to, and we’ll follow your lead,” Nakia informs them.
“Good luck you guys,” Bruce says before heading out to the audience to watch them perform. Steve nods to the band, who begin to play.
[Steve:]
The snow on the ground
The love in the air
The sleigh bells are ringing (you)
This is what it's all about
The fire is warm
The angels are singing
[Sam:]
And I don’t wanna miss a single thing
Don’t wanna put an end to all this cheer
But as long as you’re with me
It’s always the time of the year
It’s around here that the performance starts to garner peoples’ attentions, and about a dozen more come watch, Stephen and Natasha included.
[Gamora & Thor w/ Aural Avengers:]
You make every day feel like it's Christmas
Never wanna stop
Feelin' like the first thing on your wishlist
Right up at the top
Oh, I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas, is you
[Valkyrie:]
Oh, I won’t ask for much this Christmas
I won’t even wish for snow
I’m just going to keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
[Carol:]
I won’t make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won’t even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
[Sam:]
And I don't wanna miss a single thing
Don't wanna put end to all this cheer
But as long as you're with me
It's always the time of the year, yeah (woo)
[Gamora & Thor w/ Aural Avengers:]
You make every day feel like it's Christmas
Never wanna stop
Feelin' like the first thing on your wishlist
Right up at the top
Oh, I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas, is you
[Aural Avengers:]
Woo woo woo
Yeah (All I want is you)
Every day, every night
[Gamora & Thor w/ Aural Avengers:]
You make every day feel like it's Christmas
Never wanna stop
Feelin' like the first thing on your wishlist
Right up at the top
Oh, I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas, is you
I can't deny what I'm feeling inside
No matter the reason, no matter decision
My heart will keep beating, you better believe
You make every day feel like it's Christmas
(All I want for Christmas)
Every day that I'm with you
(All I want for Christmas is you)
All I want for Christmas is you
(Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh)
Over forty-three people in total applaud the kids’ number. It’s still not a huge number, but they managed to attract enough people just on their talent alone, so they all consider it a big win.
“They look like real stars up there, Brucey. That’s all your doing,” Natasha says.
Bruce blushes. “Oh, I don’t know… But thanks.”
“What’re you doing here, Nat?” Stephen asks.
“Well, I haven’t watched the kids perform since Invitationals last year. I didn’t want to miss it. It also helps that the faculty party is right next door,” Natasha responds. “I was just on my way over if you guys want to walk with me?”
“Nah, I was thinking of heading home. I’ve got to get up early to volunteer over at the homeless shelter anyways. They need extra help serving their Christmas meals,” Bruce says.
“Come on, man. You sure we can’t entice you into coming?” Stephen asks, disappointed.
Bruce shakes his head no. “But you guys go. And have fun! I’m looking forward to hearing all about it.”
Stephen groans. “Alrighty.”
The pair walk off, just as the kids head into the next number. It’s in that moment that Bruce starts to feel the holiday loneliness intensify.
Bucky’s lying in his bed, his bedroom completely pitch black, save for the blue light shining on his speaker. There’s music playing, but he’s not paying attention. His mind is focused elsewhere. More specifically, on his therapy session from earlier that day.
Doctor Monroe centered much of the session on Bucky and his father’s relationship, causing Bucky to self-reflect and take some time to really think things over:
“Okay, now I think I would like for us to take some time to talk about your father,” Doctor Monroe said.
“What about him?”
“Well, you mentioned earlier this week that you felt a great deal of blame towards him for what happened with your mother. I’d just really like it if you could elaborate a little on that. Would you be able to explain why exactly you feel that way?”
Bucky carefully thought out what he wanted to say, and then spoke. “I just feel like it was done out of selfishness. He’s the one that gave her that ultimatum… To stay, or to go and never see me again… I feel as though he acted without really giving a second thought about what I might one day want, or about what was really best for me. I mean was a simple divorce really just too much for him? Would that really have been so terrible?”
“I very much agree with you, Bucky,” Ororo responded. “There are a myriad of other options, healthier options that your father could have chosen in place of what he ultimately ended up deciding… Now, forgive me for asking what might be yet another dumb question, but really quickly, would you say that your mother’s absence changed you?”
“Changed me? How do you mean exactly?” Bucky questioned.
“You can interpret that however you want,” Ororo said.
Bucky thinks about this one long and hard, too. “Well, yeah… Sure… Isn’t it like common knowledge that kids benefit more from a two-parent household?”
Ororo frowned. “Yes, but only when and if the two parents share a loving, or amicable relationship. In many cases, a household containing two parents constantly at war with one another is far more detrimental to kids than single-parent household.”
“Oh… That’s not surprising in the slightest… But I guess I never realized,” Bucky said.
" So, did it change you?” Ororo repeated.
“I think so. I think a lot of things would’ve been a lot easier… Like, when I realized I was gay… And everything after that. My father struggled with it a lot more than he would ever care to admit,” Bucky shared.
“And you think your mother’s presence would’ve made that entire situation more bearable?”
“I just like to think she would’ve known how to handle it better… My dad and I used to be close. Like I said, we were all each other had. He was, for all intents and purposes, my best friend. But then, puberty hit, and I noticed I was attracted to boys, and then the older I grew, the harder it became to hide it. Then, I came out to him. And sure, he could’ve been pissed about it… He could’ve kicked me out… But he didn’t. He just said to me, ‘well, I don’t really know what to say, but you’re my son and I love you all the same,’ and at the time I thought it was the most supportive thing in the world, but then I felt us drifting, and really I’ve only just recently started to feel close to him again. So, I mean yeah, I think my mom’s absence did play a large role in my life. Maybe all of that wouldn’t have happened… Maybe had she been around, it would’ve been a lot more simple.”
“But alternatively, perhaps had she been around, you wouldn’t have considered your father your best friend for all of those years. You wouldn’t have developed that strong bond. Maybe, with your mother here, you would’ve grown up resenting them both for their constant bickering, and you would’ve felt unable to turn to either of them in what was I’m sure a conflicting, confusing time for you,” Dr. Monroe suggested.
Bucky thought this over. “Yeah… Maybe. But I guess we’ll never know… Do you think I’m wrong for blaming my dad? Do you think I should be talking to him instead of ignoring him?”
“It doesn’t really matter what I think,” Ororo said.
Bucky grinned at her. “But it does. Our talks these past few days have been the only things bringing me any semblance of sense. I’ve shared more with you than I have with anyone in my life, honestly. Steve included… I trust what you think.”
Ororo fixed her glasses and exhaled. “I think you’re in the middle of grieving, and healing, and processing. And I think in an attempt to grieve properly, and to heal properly, and to process properly, you are pushing your father out. I’m not saying what he did was okay. Would I ever give my partner an ultimatum like that, inadvertently changing the course of my child’s life? Absolutely not. However, I think he made a decision that he saw fit at the time. He was a man who was about to have to be a single parent, and whose ex-wife was yearning to be set free. He was scared. But he had no reason to be, because from the sound of it, he did a pretty good job.”
Bucky chuckled softly at this.
“Well, the exception being your coming out, but you can always just blame that on the fact that we’re in Ohio, and I wouldn’t exactly call the people here progressive,” Ororo added.
This garnered an additional chuckle. Then, the alarm went off. “Well, I guess that’s all for today.”
“I suppose so,” Dr. Munroe said, closing her pad. “But you know what, Bucky? I would really love it if you made an appointment to see me soon. I’d love to hear how things progressed over the holidays.”
“Yeah, I’ll definitely do that,” Bucky replied.
Bucky thinks over a million and one things from his past few sessions, but the most prominent being the fact that what Dr. Monroe said was true: despite his few flaws, George had done a good job raising Bucky. And it wouldn’t be fair in the slightest if Bucky were to shit on all of those years’ worth of fond memories because he was mad at him. Nor would it be fair if Bucky continued this silent treatment, especially right now during the holidays.
Bucky picks himself up from his bed, and for the first time in days, he’s doing it out of his own volition. He puts on a pair of sweatpants and makes his way downstairs. He goes slowly, because he’s not even sure that his father’s home.
But luckily, he is. George is seated at the kitchen table, going through scrapbooks and albums full of Bucky’s childhood photos. Bucky’s grandma was always a sucker for a good scrapbook.
George looks over at his son, the first time he’s laying eyes on Bucky in a while. “Hi, son.”
“Hey,” Bucky replies, his first words to his father in days.
George smiles. However, not wanting to prolong the awkwardness, he pulls out a picture from the album in front of him. A photo of Bucky’s eleventh birthday, which they were very lucky enough to spend up at Disney World. George spent two years saving, and when he was still a little short, his own parents helped fund the rest. In the photo, Bucky’s posing in between Mickey Mouse and Quasimodo, two of his favorite characters. Bucky actually related a lot to Quasimodo as a child, because like Quasimodo, he felt like an outcast, especially after he realized he was gay.
“Remember this?” George asks, holding the picture up.
“Of course… Best day of my life,” Bucky replies, cracking a genuine smile.
“Yeah, it was pretty great,” George says in agreement.
There’s a silence following this, so Bucky swallows the lump in his throat and puts an end to it. “Dad… I owe you an apology.”
“It’s okay, Bucky,” George begins.
“No,” Bucky cuts him off. “It’s not. All of this news and information that I received these last few weeks… It was totally traumatizing, not to mention life changing. And I initially thought I had to blame you. And maybe a tiny part of me still does… But, I took some time, I shook myself up from this long lost mother fantasy I’ve been dreaming about it, and I’ve come to realize that you deserve better. It’s not your fault. Clearly she didn’t need me too bad if she didn’t put up a fight…”
George wipes at his tears. “Bucky…”
“I know I haven’t always been the easiest kid to parent… But you did a great job. So, I apologize for the way I’ve been acting.”
At this point, George is sobbing, so Bucky walks over and holds him in a hug. “Bucky, I’m so sorry.”
“It’s okay, dad,” Bucky responds.
“No, you have to know that I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry for all of the times I’ve fucked up. I’m sorry for robbing you of getting to know her… But most importantly, I’m sorry for not really being there for you when you came out… The whole gay thing, it threw me for a loop, and I used that as an excuse to withdraw… I’m sorry,” George adds.
Bucky’s crying now, as well. “It’s okay. You’re trying. We can move on. There are other days to have these conversations.”
“I agree,” George says. “What say we try our best to get into the Christmas spirit before it’s too late?”
Bucky nods. “Sounds like a plan.”
Bucky and his father have a long road of recovery ahead of them, turned all the more complicated with Winny’s sudden and unexpected reappearance. But for now, Bucky’s going to push it to the side in order to properly spend his favorite holiday with his father.
December 23, 2013.
Steve wakes up the morning of December 23, exhausted from the night before. Well, really, he’s exhausted from the entire last week of school, but especially last night. After their performance at the Holiday Parade, the gang all went over to Thor’s house to eat, hang out, play games, and… Several drinks were drunk. Sue him!
They all had a blast, and it definitely brought them all closer together… Which only had him thinking of Bucky. Because as much as he hates Tony now and is still very much pissed off at Bucky, he was sad they missed out on it.
The closer it got to Christmas also had him missing Bucky a little more. Steve knew just how much Bucky adored the holiday, and he really hoped that in spite of all that has happened, he was at least somewhat enjoying himself.
Steve heads downstairs to make himself a bowl full of cereal for breakfast. Joseph’s down there packing up his lunch bag for his shift. “Good morning, pops,” Steve says.
Joseph looks at his son disappointedly and heads out the door without replying. Oh, right. Steve totally forgot that his dad’s extremely mad at him for what he’d done the other day to Tony.
Tony clearly told Maria, who then told Joseph, all about how Steve threw the gift they’d purchased Steve and Joseph into the street.
Oh, well. He didn’t really care. Everyone would get over it eventually. And if he had to, Steve would remind Maria what exactly Tony had done to garner such a response.
Just as Steve is about to pour the milk over his bowl of Lucky Charms, he hears a knock at the door.
He walks over to open it and is surprised to see T’Challa, Nakia, and Sharon standing there. “Hey, guys. What’re you doing here so early?”
“Well, we were just caroling, and…” Sharon begins, as she and the other two start laughing. “Just kidding.”
“We wanted to see if you would be down to join us this morning?” Nakia asks.
“Join you where?” Steve asks. “What could we possibly be doing at nine in the morning?”
“Why don’t you go put on some clothes, and come see for yourself,” T’Challa responds.
Bruce pulls into the parking lot of the Lima Homeless Shelter around 11:15 and is shocked to see it filled to the brim. Like, literally not a single open spot left. So, he pulls out and parks across the street. That’s what he gets for being late, he supposes.
He won’t lie, he’s fighting a little bit of a hangover. Nothing too serious, but he did make the mistake of getting drunk by himself the night before as he watched Home Alone. The boredom got the best of him. He didn’t know who he was kidding, or why he was bothering to put on this act for Stephen and Natasha. The truth is, Bruce is lonely.
He should’ve known that his breakup with his first serious girlfriend in a long time was going to be a lot more painful than he could’ve expected. And it didn’t help that his family was gone, and that he isn’t as close to Natasha, or even Stephen these days.
He should’ve just gone to that staff party the night before. Then he would’ve at least been around people… But he doesn’t regret it, because they were all off partying without a miserable, mopey bastard there to ruin it for them.
Just as he opens the door to the shelter, his phone vibrates in his hand. A text. From Winny.
“I assume you’ve gotten my other messages. I can’t apologize enough. But if you ever find it within yourself to give me a chance to, I’d love to try. For now, I hope you have an amazing holiday. Take care, Bruce.”
He doesn’t even know what to make of the text. It doesn’t make him sad, it doesn’t make him mad, it doesn’t make him want to drive to Akron and rip Winny’s clothes off, it just makes him feel numb. Now he knows how Bucky was feeling.
Bruce puts his phone into his pocket and walks in. The sight in front of him nearly brings tears to his eyes.
Stephen and Natasha standing at the large table at the back end of the room with a bunch of volunteers serving people food, while Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor are all scattered around the room, hanging out with children, handing the inhabitants items they need, and singing Christmas songs.
“Mr. Banner!” The kids all shout in unison.
Bruce smiles and waves at them all, heading over to Stephen and Natasha.
“What’s going on here?!” Bruce exclaims.
“Oh, hey, Bruce,” Stephen says. “We’re just here serving the fine people of Lima some Christmas lunch.”
“How did you…” Bruce begins.
“It was Ms. Romanoff’s idea,” Carol says, switching out with one of the volunteers at the table.
Bruce looks over at Natasha, who’s blushing and looking bashful.
“Why?” Bruce asks with an enormous smile on his face.
“Because it’s Christmas. And your decision to come here really inspired me. Why not give back, you know? Besides, we didn’t want you to do it alone,” she responds.
“And speaking of not doing things alone,” Stephen says, reaching into his sweater pocket and handing Bruce the envelope, “here.”
Bruce takes it. A round trip plane ticket from Lima to Los Angeles, for five days. “My treat,” Stephen adds.
Bruce looks at his best friend, both touched at the gesture and irritated. “Why would you do this, you goof? I told you it was fine, and you spent all this money? Why on earth would you do that?”
“Because, Bruce. You’re our friend. And as proud and independent as you might want to be… Friends don’t let friends spend Christmas by themselves,” Stephen says.
Bruce feels like he could literally burst into tears at any moment. He gives Stephen the biggest hug possible. He then gives Natasha one right after, albeit, a little briefer than the one he gave Stephen to avoid any awkwardness.
“Mr. Banner, we love you, but come on, those mashed potatoes aren’t going to serve themselves!” T’Challa says, from down the server line.
“Yeah, Mr. B, don’t make the people wait!” Thor adds.
Bruce smiles at the kids. He then asks Stephen and Natasha to fill the peoples’ plates as he runs over to give his glee kids a group hug. “Thank you, guys for coming to do this.”
“Anything for you, Mr. Banner,” Sharon says on behalf of the group as they all laugh.
It’s about four in the afternoon.
George is out at the auto-shop until six, Bucky’s aunt Michelle, her husband Bill, and their two kids won’t be getting into town until about seven, and Bucky’s spent hours in the kitchen slaving away making a big supper, and Christmas desserts, for his family.
While Bucky knows he’s still not totally at his 100%, he figures he’s been cooped up in the house long enough. The only times he’s left within the last two weeks was for his therapy sessions. So, he decides to take a walk over to Tony’s to see if he would be down to hangout.
He knows, he knows. Maybe hanging out with Tony isn’t the greatest idea on earth right now. Bucky’s still very confused regarding his feelings for the kid. But he doesn’t really know how anybody else in the club would react if Bucky tried to reach out to them. The only people he’s talked to really are Nakia and Gamora, and even those very brief conversations felt a little off.
But he could really use a friend right now; Something to distract him.
On his walk over, his spirits are lifted significantly when he spots several amazing sights in front of him: people coming to visit relatives for the holidays, kids out having snow ball fights with the minimal amount of snow on the ground, and someone dressed in a huge snowman costume right outside the Lima Shopping Plaza.
Forty minutes later, he finally gets to Tony’s house. And who does he find, standing there, knocking on the door with a gift in his hands?
Steve.
The two make eye contact for the first time in weeks. The last time they even saw each other in person was when Steve watched Bucky exit the auditorium after Maria Hill revealed Bruce and Winny’s relationship.
And now, here they were. In front of Tony’s house, broken up, both there for totally different reasons.
“Hi,” Steve croaks.
“Hi,” Bucky replies. Whoa. A conversation? That’s kind of a good sign, right?
“They’re not home,” Steve says, doing his best attempt to avoid Bucky’s eyes. “I guess they left for the holidays earlier than expected.”
Bucky nods. “Is that for Tony?” Bucky asks, confused.
“Him and his mom… From my pops. But he’s at work. I was supposed to bring it over to them before they left,” Steve says.
Bucky nods again. He doesn’t know what to say.
“And you? I suppose you’re here to see him?” Steve asks, his neutral tone shifting towards a bitter tone.
Fuck. The realization hits Bucky like a tidal wave. This sure doesn’t look too innocent, him just showing up to Tony’s like this. “I was just… I don’t know what I’m doing here to be quite honest with you. This is my first time out of the house in weeks, I just wanted to see how he was.”
Steve bites the inside of his cheek and snickers to himself subtly. “Wow.”
“What?” Bucky questions.
“Nothing. It’s just… There was a time that your first time out of the house in weeks would’ve led you over to my house. Crazy how fast things change, hey?” Steve says semi-angrily.
He then leaves the gift on the stoop and turns around to make his way back into his vehicle.
“Steve…” Bucky says.
“Save it, Bucky. It’s fine. Merry Christmas,” Steve replies, climbing into his car and leaving all within about ten seconds.
Bucky watches Steve drive away and is left feeling a lot worse than he did yesterday.
[Bucky:]
I'll have a blue Christmas without you
I'll be so blue just thinking about you
Decorations of red on a green Christmas tree
Won't be the same dear, if you're not here with me
[Steve:]
And when those blue snowflakes start falling
That's when those blue memories start calling
You'll be doing all right
With your Christmas of white
But I'll have a blue, blue, blue, blue Christmas
[Bucky:]
You'll be doing alright
With your christmas of white
But I'll have a blue, blue, blue, blue Christmas
[Steve:]
You'll be doing all right
With your Christmas of white
But I'll have a blue, blue, blue, blue Christmas
Notes:
OKAY, here it is! FINALLY! AN UPDATE!
Between work and school and trying to enjoy myself over the summer, i had no time to write.
And now that I'm a full time student again, I really have no idea when I'm going to be able to update again :( SO ENJOY THIS ONE! lol.- - -
Rockin’ Around the Christmas Tree (Brenda Lee) – Aural Avengers
Santa Tell Me (Ariana Grande) – Aural Avengers Girls
Last Christmas (Wham!) – Carol Danvers & Tony Stark
Some Day at Christmas (Jackson 5) – Aural Avengers Boys
Like It’s Christmas/All I Want For Christmas Is You (Jonas Brothers Mariah Carey) – Aural Avengers
Blue Christmas (Elvis Presley) – Bucky Barnes & Steve Rogers
Chapter 7: ABBA
Summary:
In order to properly ring in the new year, the Aural Avengers take on the music of ABBA. Bucky decides to try to put his focus towards his career and less on boys, while Bruce finally gets closure over his breakup with Winny. Meanwhile, one couple finally decide to make things official.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
January 11, 2014.
“The nominees for best performance by an actor in a leading role in a musical are,” Idina Menzel speaks into the microphone. She and Kristin Chenoweth are hosting the annual Tony Awards, as this year marks the 20-year anniversary since Wicked premiered on Broadway.
“Andrew Rannells, The Book of Mormon,” Kristin Chenoweth speaks.
"Josh Groban, The Great Comet,” Idina adds.
“Bucky Barnes, Hello, Dolly!”
“Anthony Ramos, In the Heights.”
“And last but not least, Billy Porter, Kinky Boots.”
“And the Tony Award goes to…” Kristin says, opening the envelope.
“Bucky Barnes, Hello, Dolly!” Idina finishes for her.
Bucky gets up from his seat, a literal puddle of tears. He turns to his left, where George attacks him with a bear hug.
Then, he can feel the time flying by, so he escapes his father’s tight grip and runs over to the stage. Idina and Kristen both hug him and then hand him the award.
Bucky approaches the microphone on the podium. The bright, heavy lights are blinding him. Then, he gets used to it, and can start to make out the faces in the audience. Insecurity hits him and it brings him back to high school for a short second.
Then, everyone starts laughing.
He can see them flipping him off and mocking him with faces. Then, they start to boo. Bucky stands at the podium, paralyzed with fear and humiliation.
Then, water comes raining down on him…
And he wakes up from his dream. Or, rather, nightmare.
He looks over at his alarm clock. Twenty minutes to seven am, which is when he normally wakes up. No point in going back to bed. Bucky sits up, still shaken from the nightmare.
Winning a Tony award has been one of Bucky’s biggest dreams since he was a little boy. The mere thought of having that great accomplishment end so horribly was awful. He’s grateful to have had the nightmare, though, because it reminds him of that lifelong dream: a Tony award. Stardom. Broadway.
And today, January 11th, is the first day back at school following the break. A new year.
Bucky decides right then and there that this new semester is going to be the catalyst for his future career endgames. Bucky vows that from this day on, he will focus only on putting in the work to ensure that he does, in fact, win a Tony award one day…
Hopefully it’ll turn out a lot better than it had in his nightmare.
Bruce walks through the main entrance of Shield High, feeling extremely refreshed. The last time he was here, walking down these halls, which was merely a short three weeks ago, he was fighting some pretty serious battles. He was lonely, depressed, and putting all of his strength into helping his kids fight their battles.
Bruce and the glee kids have all had quite the school year thus far, and it’s only been four months. Yet in those four months:
- Steve and Bucky broke up because Bucky cheated on him with Tony.
- Tony and Carol broke up because Tony cheated on her with Bucky.
- Gamora and Peter broke up because she dumped him for Thor.
- Valkyrie and Tony have been at each other’s throats because of a longstanding feud.
- Steve and Tony’s parents began exclusively dating, putting the two boys at odds.
- Thor and Peter nearly got into several confrontations over their tutoring deal and Gamora.
- T’Challa and Nakia’s fling-mance almost ended badly.
And they nearly lost Sectionals because of all of this drama. And then, of course, there’s the biggest situation of all, being that Bruce’s girlfriend Winny, the coach of Throat Explosion, was only dating him to gain information… And she turned out to be Bucky’s long-lost deceased mother who wasn’t actually deceased.
It’s like a bunch of bad storylines straight out of those cringy soap operas that Bruce’s mother watches.
Luckily, Bruce was able to spend most of the holiday break exploring sunny Los Angeles with Stephen, where he worked effervescently at getting over Winny and putting the pieces of his broken heart back together. Many drinks were drunk, and a lot of sex ensued. Sue him!
But Bruce is back now, and the winter semester has officially begun. He’s quite excited to get on with the future of the Aural Avengers, and eager to move on from the drama of the past. He just hopes his kids are, too.
“Good morning, guys!” Bruce says as he waltzes into the choir room, sipping from his Starbucks coffee. “I trust you all had an amazing winter break, and are all caught up on your television shows, and most importantly, your rest?”
“Hell no,” Sam says.
“Seriously. Who do we have to talk to about getting a few extra days added to the winter break?” Thor asks.
Bruce groans. “Oh, come on. Don’t tell me we’re already having a repeat of last year. Does this mean you’re all too tired to beat Throat Explosion at Nationals?”
“No, sir,” a few of them say.
“Sorry, I didn’t hear you guys over the sound of a pin dropping in sewing class. I said are you all too tired to beat Throat Explosion at Nationals?!” Bruce repeats, with a lot more emphasis.
“No, sir!” They all shout this time.
Bruce smiles. “Fantastic, glad to hear it.”
“I for one couldn’t be more any more excited at the prospect of crushing their tiny bodies in my hands at the first opportunity,” Bucky says.
Everyone stares at him, a little concerned. “What? You can blame the fragments of instability on my not-so-dead dead mother,” Bucky replies to them all.
“Moving on…” Bruce says, “I’ve come up with the perfect theme for this week’s assignment.”
He approaches the white board and writes ABBA, and to his surprise, the general consensus of the room is positive.
“Look, we finished off our last few weeks of 2013 on some pretty sour notes. So, what better way to start off 2014 than by shedding ourselves of all of that, and singing the hits of Sweden’s most famous export? ABBA is considered to be one of the world’s most famous and influential bands of all time. They have sold a combined 385 million records worldwide, and their cross-over success even led to the seminal Broadway show turned feature film, Mamma Mia! And sure, you might argue that there are other bands who share ABBA’s same success that we could pay tribute to. But what do those bands lack in comparison to ABBA?”
“Culture?” Gamora questions.
“Cheesy costumes?” Peter asks with a laugh.
“Would you call KISS’ costumes cheesy? What makes ABBA’s costumes cheesy?” Valkyrie argues.
“Fair enough, my bad,” Peter responds.
“No, not culture, and not costumes. What other bands lack in comparison to ABBA is their infectious sound. Different from music they were competing against when they entered the mainstream market, ABBA’s uplifting Europop sound was so incredibly infectious, and it still is today. Even their sadder songs, and they have a lot because remember, the band consisted of two couples who were in the middle of separation and divorce, still manage to possess this infectious sound that only gets you even more hooked. Not just infectious, but their music is a guaranteed mood and spirit raiser. So, what do you guys say we start this year off with a bang? A positive, infectious, uplifting bang?”
The kids all clap and holler in agreement.
“Already off to a good start,” Bruce thinks to himself.
January 12, 2014.
"Well, Bucky, I’m going to be frank with you. I’ve heard whisperings about what happened back in December. And trust me, it wasn’t from Mr. Banner. I guess word just travels fast around here,” Natasha says. Bucky’s seated in her office for his first session back with her. “So even though most of those emotions have probably waned over the holidays, I just want to know how you’re doing?”
Bucky thinks about it. He hasn’t been asked that question in a hot minute considering his last session with Doctor Munroe was on January 3. “I’ve been good. I mean… sure, I’ve seen better days. But… I’m coping,” Bucky reveals. “I’ve been seeing a therapist, actually. And she’s helping. God knows I probably wouldn’t even be at this stage without her,” he says, looking down at his shoes in embarrassment.
“Would it happen to be Doctor Monroe?”
Bucky looks up at her, surprised. “Yeah, how’d you know?”
“I actually saw you walk out of her office over winter break, right before I walked in for my appointment.”
“Wait, you mean… You?” Bucky begins.
Natasha nods. “Yeah… I’ve been seeing her, too. I’m also in therapy. Between you and I, it’s actually why I couldn’t go to Sectionals this past December. I had a session I couldn’t afford to reschedule, but I was so, so bummed.”
“Are you okay?” Bucky blurts out. “God, that’s probably the most inappropriate thing I’ve ever asked a teacher. I’m sorry, Ms. Romanoff,” Bucky says, placing a palm over his face.
Natasha snickers. “It’s fine. And yeah, I’m good. I just finally reached a point where I didn’t want to keep dealing with things by myself anymore. The fallout of my relationship with Mr. Murdock, my O.C.D., you know how it is.”
“I can’t imagine it’s been easy,” Bucky says.
“No, it hasn’t been. Then again, you can relate. I can’t imagine your situation has been either,” Natasha says.
Bucky shakes his head no. “Especially not when you add my breakup with Steve to the equation.”
“Exactly. But that stuff with your mother, that’s… Extreme.”
Bucky laughs. “It is. You know, I can’t really put it into words, but I feel like subconsciously I’ve always known… Deep down in my soul. My entire life, there’s always been this feeling under the surface. And I thought it had more to do with the fact that she was gone, so a piece of me was missing. But now that I know she’s alive, I feel like it had more to do with that. I don’t know, call me crazy if you want. Maybe that’s a more normal explanation for it.”
“I would never call you crazy, Bucky. Who knows, maybe it was God, or a higher power’s way of trying to clue you in on it,” Natasha says.
Bucky nods. “If I may, Ms. Romanoff, what finally made you take that step? To therapy?”
“You know, we often fight these battles that shouldn’t be fought alone… And we often do it in silence. We spend so much time suffering when it doesn’t have to be like that. I spent so much time asking myself what I had done wrong for Matt to have done what he did. I spent restless nights feeling down in the dumps about my disorder. It was a big deal for me to finally surrender and admit to myself that I needed to talk to someone. And for a minute, I was ashamed. I’m a high school guidance counselor, and I thought it was ridiculous that I needed help of my own. But then I thought about it some more, and I realized that I had to do because I’m a guidance counselor. I needed to do it to gain better perspective, and I owed it to those of my students who don’t have the resources to seek professional help, even though they desperately need it.”
Bucky frowns at her sympathetically, completely okay with Natasha spilling her guts to him. “I really commend you for that. It’s really inspiring.”
“It is? It doesn’t make you want to call me out for being a phony? Or make you want to call me a fraud?” Natasha asks, laughing.
“Not at all. I think it makes you real. And there’s no better feeling than going to a teacher for advice and help and have them know exactly what you’re going through. And if I wasn’t already seeing Dr. Monroe, this conversation would’ve definitely inspired me to.”
Natasha smiles at this. “Thank you, Bucky. I appreciate that. Forgive me for oversharing. I fear I might’ve spilled a little too much.”
“You shared a lot,” Bucky admits with a laugh. “But it was really insightful.”
Then, the bell rings, ending the session. “To be continued?” Bucky asks.
“Absolutely. Have a good day,” Natasha answers.
“You too, Ms. Romanoff!”
“Alrighty, hey everybody,” Bruce says as he walks into the choir room. “Before we get started with today’s practice, T’Challa has asked to have the floor. T’Challa?”
T’Challa swaps spots with his teacher, taking center floor while Bruce takes his chair.
“Thanks, Mr. B,” he says. “So, today, I’m going to do something I wouldn’t normally do and wear my heart on my sleeve. So, as you all know… There’s this girl.”
Nakia instantly blushes, as Sharon, Gamora, and Bucky all look at her, each of them grinning from ear to ear.
“And I have been crazy about her for about a year now. And I know she told me that due to logistical issues, we couldn’t be more than friends. But today, I’m going to ask that she reconsider. Because the longer we go on, the more head over heels I fall for her. So, here’s a little something I prepared to help entice her.”
As soon as the band begins to play, Nakia knows exactly what T’Challa’s intentions are.
[T’Challa:]
I wasn't jealous before we met
Now every man that I see is a potential threat
And I'm possessive, it isn't nice
You've heard me saying that smoking was my only vice
But now it isn't true
Now everything is new
And all I've learned has overturned
I beg of you
T’Challa goes up to Nakia and pulls her onto the floor with him, inviting her into the performance.
[T’Challa & Aural Avengers:]
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
[Nakia:]
It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little small talk, a smile and baby I was stuck
I still don't know what you've done with me
A grown-up woman should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I don't have you near
Unsatisfied, I skip my pride
I beg you, dear
[Nakia & Aural Avengers:]
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
[T’Challa:]
I've had a few little love affairs
They didn't last very long and they've been pretty scarce
I used to think I was sensible
It makes the truth even more incomprehensible
'Cause everything is new
And everything is you
And all I've learned has overturned
What can I do?
[T’Challa, Nakia & Aural Avengers:]
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Bruce, Bucky, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, and Thor all applaud T’Challa’s number, but more so his bravery.
“Nakia, I get it. I understand all of the reasons you gave me as to why we couldn’t go out. But it’s been a few months now. We have spent so much more time together, and we have gotten so much closer than we were at the beginning of the school year. So, that leads me to one question. Nakia Shauku, do you think you can find it in your heart to finally let me take you on a date?”
Nakia stares at him, utterly failing at trying to mask her giddy smile. She thinks about it. She hasn’t really put much more thought into dating these last few weeks… But, she has made big advances in overcoming her past issues, and she’s gotten to a place where she feels extremely comfortable with who she is, and the skin she’s in. And those were the real reasons why she was shying away from succumbing to T’Challa’s advances.
So, if she’s feeling genuinely ready, and if there’s this amazing, talented, attractive guy declaring his love for her in front of the entire glee club right now, who has also been pining after her for a while now… Then she’d be a fool to say no, right?
“Yes,” Nakia replies.
T’Challa opens his eyes. “Wait, really?”
“Yes, T’Challa, I will go on a date with you.”
“Woo!” T’Challa exclaims, picking her up into his arms.
Everybody cheers once again at the adorable sight in front of them. It’s about then that Steve and Bucky make eye contact, probably for the first time since December 23rd. They’re both extremely happy for their two friends, but after making eye contact, Nakia and T’Challa are just reminding the boys of everything they’ve lost.
January 13, 2014.
Wednesday morning, Steve’s at his locker during the break searching for his math textbook when he feels a set of eyes on him from down the hall. He looks up and to his right, and spots Tony watching him.
The two lock eyes for a second before Tony quickly scurries off. “Smart move, Stark,” Steve thinks to himself.
It’s the second day of school. Steve’s not in the mood for any drama, but if Tony wanted to instigate, Steve would give it him. Gladly.
Okay, so maybe Steve’s having a little difficulty forgiving. Clearly, he’s already failing this week’s glee club assignment. But he doesn’t give a fuck. He knows his feelings are valid.
Steve still hates Tony’s guts. He’s one hundred percent aware that Bucky is just as culpable for what’d happened, but Steve feels a lot more betrayed by Tony.
The two have had such a rollercoaster of a relationship. There have been many misunderstandings, conversations, and apologies between them, and because he genuinely liked Tony, Steve was glad to finally come to a good place with him during Grease. So much so that Steve didn’t totally combust when he found out his dad was dating Tony’s mom.
So, after all of that, for Tony to make out with his boyfriend is straight fucked up. It’s betrayal.
And then there’s Bucky. His feelings toward Bucky seem to change with the wind. One day, he’ll wake up hating Bucky for what Bucky did to him. But then, the day will go on, and he’ll find himself missing Bucky.
Like for example, their first day back at school he laid eyes on Bucky as he walked into the school and was instantly annoyed. But then, they locked eyes in glee club, right after T’Challa sang that romantic ABBA song to Nakia, and all Steve wanted to do was lean over and kiss him.
Or another example, the last time Steve saw him in 2013, which was when they met face to face outside of Tony’s house. In that moment, Steve was missing him… A lot. To the point where if Bucky had initiated something, Steve probably would’ve been a weak bitch and kissed him. But then, he realized where they were, Tony’s house, and he realized Bucky was surely there to visit him. Well, to say that pissed Steve off was an understatement.
He really doesn’t know what to do about any of it. Because the thing is, even though there are moments when he’s not mad at Bucky, they’re not friends right now. Not even on speaking terms. And Steve’s sure as fuck not about to be the one to try to be friends with him. Call him petty, call him childish, but Bucky burned him. Badly.
So, Steve makes a pact with himself. He figures he’s allowed to miss Bucky. He was in love with him, after all. But nothing beyond that… At least not for another while.
Does Steve see himself forgiving Bucky or Tony for what they did down the line? Maybe. Does he see himself forgetting? No.
Just then, as the hallways are clearing out, Bucky walks out of the bathroom. Him and Steve make eye contact yet again, second day in a row, though neither of them say anything. They both just move on with their days.
On the other side of the school, Tony turns a corner a little too quickly in order to make it to English before Mrs. Walters and bumps right into somebody.
But it’s not just somebody. It’s Carol. What are the fucking odds?
Both of their textbooks and binders fall to the floor. They look right at one another, stunned. “Jesus, sorry,” Tony mutters. He then gives himself a good shake, realizing he must look like a total deer in headlights. He leans down and picks up their books, holding out Carol’s textbook for her. “Here.”
Carol takes it. “Thank you,” she answers. She looks like a sad puppy, and all its doing is pushing the figurative knife even deeper into Tony’s heart.
“Please, don’t thank me,” Tony says. There are layers to Tony’s response. He doesn’t feel as though Carol should be thanking him for anything. He doesn’t deserve it. He’d done her wrong, and her kindness was the last thing he deserved.
Carol didn’t make a move to leave, which surprised Tony. He wondered if this was a good opportunity to make small talk, maybe even apologize for his actions for the hundredth time.
“So, how…” he begins to ask, but is interrupted by Mrs. Walters.
“Mr. Stark, I’m not sure if you’re aware, but there’s an English class happening at this very moment that you are currently missing. So, move it,” she says, full of sass and authority.
Carol and Tony stand in place, but Tony soon realizes Mrs. Walters isn’t leaving without him. So, he just walks off. He takes one look behind him, and sees Carol is already gone.
[Steve:]
They passed me by
All of those great romances
You were, I felt, robbing me
Of my rightful chances
My picture clear
Everything seemed so easy
[Bucky:]
And so I dealt you the blow
One of us had to go
Now it's different, I want you to know
[Carol & Tony:]
One of us is crying, one of us is lying
In a lonely bed
Staring at the ceiling
Wishing they were somewhere else instead
[Bucky & Steve:]
One of us is lonely, one of us is only
Waiting for a call
Sorry for himself, feeling stupid, feeling small
Wishing he had never left at all
[Carol:]
I saw myself
As a concealed attraction
I felt you kept me away
From the heat and the action
Just like a child
Stubborn and misconceiving
[Tony:]
That’s how I started the show
One of us had to go
Now I’m changed and I want you to know
[Carol & Tony:]
One of us is crying, one of us is lying
In a lonely bed
Staring at the ceiling
Wishing they were somewhere else instead
[Bucky & Steve:]
One of us is lonely, one of us is only
Waiting for a call
Sorry for himself, feeling stupid, feeling small
Wishing he had never left at all
[Bucky:]
Never left at all
[Carol:]
Staring at the ceiling
Wishing she was somewhere else instead
[Steve:]
One of us is lonely, one of us is only
Waiting for a call
Sorry for himself, feeling stupid, feeling small
Peter’s on his way to Mr. Fitz’ classroom in order to retrieve the Social Studies material he needs to tutor one of the freshmen who signed up for weekly lessons with him.
He didn’t tutor nearly as much as he would’ve liked to during the fall semester, so he’s excited for the opportunity. Especially because tutoring this kid’s going to take up a lot of his time, and it’s not like he’s got much going on socially besides the glee club.
Peter and Sam kind of took a step back from their master plans, aptly named Plan B.1 and Plan B.2 by Sam, what with preparing for Sectionals, and then the winter break. Because of the distractions, he really hasn’t put much thought to Gamora for the past few weeks now, and the same goes for Sam about Sharon. Peter’s convinced Sam’s managed to find a few girls to hook-up with by now, because well… It’s Sam, but he doesn’t blame him for not being able to find any one for him. Besides, even though Sam’s popularity took a huge decline, he’s still a lot cooler and more popular than Peter.
Peter’s not naïve. He knows he’s not one of Sam’s main priorities.
Just two halls down from Mr. Fitz’, Peter notices the choir room door open, so he stops to investigate. He spots Carol, alone, sitting on one of the chairs in the corner, in tears.
Peter almost ignores her completely. He doesn’t necessarily consider Carol a good friend, and he’s sure the feeling is mutual. But then he thinks about how he would feel if the roles were reversed. He would probably appreciate it if Carol checked in on him.
“Hey,” Peter says, rolling closer to her. “You okay?”
“Do I look okay to you?” Carol asks pointedly.
“I guess not,” Peter replies. “Sorry. I just thought I’d check on you, but I’m sure you would much rather prefer to be alone.”
He turns around to exit the choir room, but Carol stops him. “Wait.”
“Yeah?”
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to be rude just then. I’m having a bad day,” Carol admits.
“Did you want to talk about it?” Peter questions.
“No, it’s okay. I doubt you actually want to sit here and listen to me vent when you probably don’t even like me,” Carol says.
Peter looks at her, confused. “Who said I didn’t like you?”
Carol stares back. “I just assumed. I mean, I’m not exactly the nicest kid in glee club.”
“Well, don’t get me wrong, I wouldn’t consider you a close friend or anything, but I don’t dislike you,” Peter says.
Carol frowns. “Thank you, Pete. That means a lot. Especially right now.”
“Now, let me ask again, did you want to talk about it?”
Carol grins ever so slightly and nods. So, Peter rolls back up closer to her. “It’s Tony. We had a moment earlier today, and I just feel like I took one step forward and three steps back. I have been working my ass off to get over him. And for a second, I actually convinced myself that maybe I finally was… Up until that moment.”
Peter offers a sympathetic hand. “I’m sorry, Carol. That really sucks. All break-ups are extremely hard, but I can’t imagine how much harder they are when you break up because your boyfriend cheated on you. Sure, Gamora and Thor getting together kind of felt like cheating considering they were together not even a week after she and I broke up, but it wasn’t actually.”
“How did you finally move on from that?” Carol questions.
“To tell you the truth, I don’t know if I’m a hundred percent moved on yet. But, it was my fault we broke up, so our situations definitely aren’t the same,” Peter shares.
“Damn,” Carol says, biting the inside of her cheek.
“Can I give you some advice, though?” Peter asks,
“Lay it on me.”
“You’re a seventeen-year-old girl, Carol. If you’re still not over Tony, there is nothing wrong with that. It’s not a race, or a competition, or any of that. You just have to move at whatever pace your heart can muster, whether that’s three weeks, or three months. Cut yourself some slack,” Peter states. Carol cries some more. “Oh, geez, I didn’t mean for that to happen. I’m so sorry.”
Carol waves her hand to get him to wait. “No, it’s not you,” she says after letting out a couple more sobs. “I just get emotional over it. I used to act like I was this emotion-less robot, but I’m really not. Like you said, I’m just a seventeen-year-old girl.”
“You are. So, whenever you feel like crying, just fucking let it out,” Peter replies.
“Thank you for this, Peter. I appreciate it. And I really appreciate you not kidnapping me and holding me hostage on your spaceship,” Carol says.
“What?” Peter questions. “What are you talking about?”
“Sorry, it’s just with your wheelchair and all, you remind me of the aliens that were on that spaceship where I got probed.”
Peter stares at her in utter fascination. He knows Carol’s not the brightest lightest bulb in the box, but he’s never heard her say anything quite like that.
“Alrighty, well I should go,” he says. “Try to enjoy yourself today. Don’t let what happened ruin your whole day.”
Carol smiles and waves him goodbye as Peter rolls off.
Bucky walks right into Natasha’s office, ready to talk to her for a second time that week.
“Afternoon, Bucky,” Natasha says as she takes a sip of her juice box.
“Hi, Ms. Romanoff,” Bucky replies, getting comfortable in his seat.
“I have to admit, I’m really happy to see you back here so soon,” Natasha shares. “Well, happy because I enjoy talking to you, but not happy that you’re feeling the need to speak with your guidance counselor again.”
Bucky laughs. “Things are good, I kind of just wanted to talk about something less heavy today.”
Natasha nods. “And that is?”
“Steve,” Bucky says. “The night before the first day of school, I had this dream. I won’t get into specifics, but I woke up with this newfound confidence and I felt as though the dream served as a kick-starter to a career resurgence. I decided in that moment that I was done with boys, and that my sole focus now is on making my life-long dreams of stardom a reality.”
“That’s great, Bucky,” Natasha says. “So, how do you plan to do that?”
“I used to be really into community arts activities. And I used to post covers onto YouTube. My most popular one managed to crack three thousand views,” Bucky replies.
“Nice! So, what seems to be the issue then?”
Bucky sighs. “Well, the issue is that I actually got back to school on Monday and saw Steve and I realized that that’s not going to be super easy,” he shares. “T’Challa sang a love song to Nakia the other day, and then Steve and I made eye contact and it was as if in those ten seconds of contact, I felt every emotion in the book. I really just wanted to throw myself on the floor and beg him to take me back, believe it or not. And I know that probably makes me sound so weak and pathetic, but it’s the truth.”
“Bucky, you wouldn’t be human if you haven’t ever experienced something like that. We have all been there. Hell, the police was literally on campus last spring escorting Murdock out of the building, and there was still a part of me, the tiny part of me that was still in love with him and grieving the man I thought I knew, that wanted to drive to the Lima precinct and save him,” Natasha admits. “Totally not the same, but I told you that to let you know that I understand.”
Bucky nods. “What should I do?”
“Is he talking to you? Has he talked to you since you two broke up?”
Bucky shakes his head no. “We’ve only had one conversation, right outside of Tony’s house before Christmas. It didn’t end well. I’m sure you can guess why, and if not, well spoiler alert: right outside Tony’s house.”
“Well, Bucky, it seems like you’ve got two clear options. Option 1, you try your best to move on. The more you move on from Steve, the easier focusing on your career is going to be. You won’t have anything weighing you down, nor will you have anything distracting you. But then there’s also option 2, which is you do everything you can to try to win Steve back. There’s probably even a scenario where you’re able to get the best of both worlds, but if you choose option 1, there will no doubt be a lot of emotions and such that you’ll be able to draw artistically from your breakup with Steve.”
Bucky takes a deep breath. “You’ve just given me a lot to think about.”
“Well, you have time to think. There’s no way you can go out and win yourself a Tony Award this evening, so take time to think things over,” Natasha replies.
“I think my choice in options will depend on how my glee club performance turns out,” Bucky says. “I think I’m going to use this week’s assignment to let him know how I really feel. If he hears me out, great. If not…. Well, then I think I’ll have my answer.”
“Welcome, guys,” Bruce says as the kids start piling into the choir room. “Who’s got an ABBA number for us to go crazy over today?”
“Mr. Banner, if I may?” Bucky asks, raising his hand.
Bruce nods, signaling for him to come down to the floor.
“So, I have a song for this week’s assignment that not only serves as my own personal love letter to one of the greatest bands on earth, ABBA, but it also serves as my formal apology. I hope the person I’m directing this to really listens to the lyrics, and understands how sorry I truly am,” Bucky explains. He then nods to the band to begin playing.
[Bucky:]
Where are those happy days
They seem so hard to find
I try to reach for you
But you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love?
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice
It used to be so good
[Bucky & Aural Avengers:]
So when you're near me
Darling, can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me, S.O.S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?
Steve finds it hard to even look Bucky’s way once the realization dawns on him that Bucky’s singing to him. He feels his teammates’ eyes on him, and just kind of wishes he could disappear for a few minutes.
[Bucky:]
You seemed so far away
Though you were standing near
You made me feel alive
But something died, I fear
I really tried to make it up
I wish I understood
What happened to our love?
It used to be so good
[Bucky & Aural Avengers:]
So when you're near me
Darling, can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me, S.O.S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?
So when you're near me
Darling, can't you hear me, S.O.S.
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me, S.O.S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?
Though he initially didn’t want to out of fear of looking like a dick, Steve walks out of the choir room, backpack in hand. To say the number had him both confused and ready to kick over a chair over… Well, it would be yet another understatement.
Everybody watches Steve storm off. Regret hits Bucky like a tidal wave. “I guess I got my answer,” Bucky thinks to himself.
January 14, 2014.
Tony’s sitting in the library working on some History homework during his free period. Whoever invented free periods was a true godsend. Students can get so much done with a free fifty-minute break from classes. Tony’s already finished up the entire module he missed prior to the Christmas break and the module they’re covering in class right now. And because he’s got an extra ten minutes left, he’s able to jump ahead and work on the upcoming assignments.
Tony’s life has been quite the dramatic mess for the past four weeks. He went from feeling on top of the world, dating Carol, and being good friends with Bucky and Steve, to feeling like pure shit, losing Carol, not talking to Bucky, and having Steve hate him. All of this chaos over one measly kiss. And things still have yet to look up for him.
Steve still hates him. Bucky still isn’t really talking to him, and he and Carol had the most awkward and confusing exchange earlier this week, but that was solely by accident. If it weren’t for that, then Carol still wouldn’t have even so much as looked his way.
Tony’s not a delusional idiot. He understands that for all intents and purposes, he is the villain in this story. But he’s feeling sad and lonely, and he’s allowed to be.
As a complete and total shock, Tony looks up from his homework to see Valkyrie making her way over to him. “Alright, Stark. I didn’t peg you for a dumb-ass, but I guess people can surprise you.”
“What do you want, Valkyrie?” Tony questions.
“You can’t have your cake and eat it, too,” she replies. “You had a really good fucking thing going with Carol, and you singlehandedly ruined it, and all for a chance to make out with Lance Bass.”
“Where are you going with this?”
“Look, I don’t mean to be a bitch… Well, yeah, actually, I do. But you hurt her. So, stop dicking her around and confusing her even more than she already is. As a matter of fact, just stay away,” Valkyrie says intimidatingly.
“I’m not trying to confuse her. That conversation the other day, it was an accident. I bumped into her, and…” Tony begins, but Valkyrie cuts him off.
“Yeah, I think you’re forgetting that I don’t give a flying fuck,” she says. “Just stay away from her. Plain and simple. You owe her that much.”
Tony angrily watches Valkyrie strut out of the library. He genuinely feels like crying. Not even out of sadness, just out of frustration.
He takes a deep breath and has to fight to not let it all out in the middle of the library.
Nakia and T’Challa are at Breadstix, in the middle of taking the last few bites of their meals, two hours into their first date.
The evening has gone well. They went mini golfing at the joint across from Breadstix, and then went for dinner. The only downside is that T’Challa seems to be a lot more nervous than Nakia thought he would be.
“You know, I hear they don’t even make these fresh. They fly them in frozen from some factory in the Dominican Republic,” Nakia says about the breadsticks on the table.
“I once caught some pretty sweet waves down in the Dominican. Hey, hey, hey,” T’Challa answers in a strange voice.
Nakia stares at him, confused. “Uhh…”
“Sorry, just a little Matthew McConaughey impression to lighten the mood,” T’Challa replies nervously.
Nakia puts the menu down. “You know, speaking of lightening the mood, is everything okay?”
T’Challa laughs. “I don’t know. I’m just nervous I guess.”
Nakia looks at him, surprised. “But why? T, it is just me. You have nothing to be nervous about!”
T’Challa shakes his head. “Nakia, I really wish you would stop doing that.”
“Stop doing what?”
“Stop selling yourself short. Look, it’s okay if you are, but I’m not treating this like any old hang out. I’ve been looking forward to this night for months,” he says, reaching over for her hand.
“Nakia, in most of the time that we’ve been friends, I’ve never seen you as just a friend. So, yeah, I’m nervous. Because I want tonight to go so damn well, just in the off chance that it leads to… Something more between us. Because I’m hoping that it does. Because again, you are so damn sexy… And funny… And talented… And…” He explains.
Nakia sits there, almost moved to tears, staring at T’Challa as he lists off reasons as to why he’s attracted to her. “Hey, hey, it’s okay,” she says. “You don’t have to keep going.”
T’Challa chuckles. “I’m sorry, I’m completely ruining this, aren’t I?”
“Not even a little. I just want you to breathe! It’s not like this date’s going to come to an end and I’m never going to speak to you again… Because that could never happen,” she says, stroking a finger over his thumb.
T’Challa smiles at the contact. “So, you never did tell me what you thought of my performance in glee club?”
“I didn’t think I had to. You already know I think you’re one of the most talented guys on the team,” Nakia says. “But you were amazing.”
T’Challa takes a sip of his lemonade. “Thank you.”
“Hey, speaking of which, can I ask you something?”
“Anything,” T’Challa says.
“Why don’t you ever like to dance during your performances? I know how good you are. Why don’t you ever try to show off those moves?”
T’Challa shrugs. “Nerves, I guess. You know my story. I grew up in Wakanda, so I didn’t think I was allowed to indulge in any fun because I thought it would make my family look bad. And then when we got here, with a lot less money and status than we had in Wakanda, the mission was simple: get good grades, excel in football so that I could get a scholarship, and show up for my family. And that’s it. As much as I like to dance, and like to think I’m good at it, I know nothing can ever really come from it. So, why bother to show it, you know?”
Nakia frowns. She completely understands. She and T’Challa come from similar walks of life, regarding their strict families and all. “I get that. Still, it’s a damn shame. Because that’s a real natural gift right there.”
“Kind of like your golden throat,” T’Challa says, taking a sip from his drink once again, though this time, he chokes on it out of embarrassment. “Sorry, sorry, I didn’t mean for that to sound as dirty as it did.”
Nakia laughs. “You’re such a nerd,” she says, giving his leg a little kick underneath the table.
T’Challa smiles. So maybe he had no real reason to be nervous about their date. He should’ve known better. After all, it’s Nakia, and she’s one of the only people T’Challa feels like he can truly be himself around, without fear of judgement.
“Alright, guys, did you need anything else here tonight?” The waitress asks as she grabs their near-empty plates.
“Just the bill, please and thank you,” T’Challa says.
“Alrighty, I will be right back with that,” she replies, walking off.
T’Challa reaches over for his coat. “What’re you doing?” Nakia asks him.
“I have that gift card I got for Christmas, remember?”
Nakia smiles. “No… You’re paying.”
"Girl, please, you said you didn’t mind if I used it,” T’Challa states with a laugh.
Nakia laughs with him. “No, I know I did, but… You’re paying.”
T’Challa looks at her inquisitively. “A gentleman always pays on the first date,” she adds. T’Challa stares at her, grinning from ear to ear.
The rest of the date goes off without a hitch. The two drive around for another half hour, making small talk and listening and singing along to music, before T’Challa realizes he has to get home to babysit his sister Shuri.
He pulls up to Nakia’s house, throws his dad’s vehicle in park, and runs around to the other side to let Nakia out.
They walk hand in hand to Nakia’s doorstep. “Is your family home?”
“Just Sharon. My mom, dad, and brother are out of town visiting relatives.”
T’Challa nods. “That’s a relief.”
“Why?”
“Because then nobody can interrupt us when I do this,” T’Challa says, before leaning down and kissing her.
The kiss is hot, it’s passionate, and it feels right. Nakia’s knees turn to jelly right out from under her.
“Sorry. You can’t blame me. I’ve waited months for that,” T’Challa says.
Nakia bites her lip. “You’re forgiven.”
“Nakia Shauku, I am crazy about you. Will you please do me the honor of being my girlfriend?”
Nakia’s eyes bulge and she giggles like a six-year-old. “T’Challa…”
“There’s nobody out there like you, Nakia. If it’s too soon, I understand. If you decided that tonight was a bust and you’d rather not, I will understand. But tonight meant everything to me,” T’Challa says, looking at the floor shyly.
Nakia truly can’t believe this is happening. “Yes.”
T’Challa looks at her in amazement. “Really?”
“Yes,” Nakia repeats. “Now you stop selling yourself short. I’m into you the same way you’re into me. So, yes. I will be your girlfriend.”
The two kiss once again, before they’re interrupted by the sounds of T’Challa’s phone ringing.
“It’s probably my mom,” he says. “I’m so late. I should probably get going.”
Nakia nods. “Goodnight, T.”
"Goodnight, girlfriend. I’ll text you later.”
Nakia watches him drive off, feeling totally and completely in love.
Bucky shows up at Tony’s house a little after eight o’clock, just as the message Tony sent him asked of him.
Bucky swallows a lump in his throat and then rings the doorbell. He really has no idea why Tony asked him to come over tonight. Bucky has kind of been actively avoiding him, so as to not give people a reason to spread rumors and speculate. Tony doesn’t even know about the evening in December when Bucky showed up to his house to talk.
Tony opens the door. “Hey, thanks so much for coming.”
Bucky smiles politely. “Of course.”
“I didn’t think you’d come actually, just based on everything that’s happened,” Tony says nervously. “Come on in.”
Bucky doesn’t reply to the comment. “Is your mom home?”
“No, she’s out for dinner with Joseph,” Tony says, leading Bucky into the dimly lit living room. The television’s playing an episode of Keeping Up with the Kardashians, and there seems to be a empty bowl of what was once popcorn sitting on the couch.
“You’re a fan of this show?” Bucky asks.
“Guilty pleasure,” Tony admits.
Bucky laughs. Tony takes a seat on the couch, so Bucky follows his lead, though he immediately puts distance between them. “So, why’d you ask me here, Tony?”
Tony mutes the T.V. and gets comfortable. “To be quite honest with you, I just kind of wanted to talk to somebody.”
Bucky stares at him. He suspected there might be some ulterior motives, but this seems genuinely innocent. “Just talk?”
Tony nods. “The past few weeks have been fucking brutal. And with the exception of Sam and Peter, nobody’s really talking to me. And I won’t lie, it’s hard. It sucks to feel like I have absolutely nobody to turn to,” he says, choking on a few of the words.
Bucky frowns. He knows what Tony’s going through. He’s felt the exact same way himself. Bucky suddenly feels extremely guilty for turning his own back on him.
“I’m sorry, Tony.”
“You don’t have to apologize. I understand why you stopped talking to me. I’m not sharing this with you as a way to point fingers or anything. I’m honestly just venting here,” Tony says.
Bucky nods his head slowly. “I get it, by the way. What you’re going through. I’m in the same boat, as you. Carol still hates me, judging by the dirty look she gave me in glee club the other day. I’m still kind of getting a slight cold shoulder from Gamora and Nakia. And then there’s of course, Steve, and we all saw the way he walked out of the choir room after I sang that number. So, I want you to know that I relate. It wasn’t right for me to turn my back on you. So, I am really sorry. You and I probably could’ve used one another the last few weeks,” Bucky says.
“That’s okay, Bucky. This has been a confusing time for everybody involved,” Tony says. “For you, for me, for Carol, and for Steve.”
“You’re right,” Bucky utters. “And now that you say that, I wonder if maybe my glee club number was a little out of pocket. I guess I didn’t really consider Steve’s feelings, did I?”
Tony shakes his head no. “Then again, despite the fact that we hurt him, he could also choose to show a little maturity and just talk things out with you… But he won’t.”
“God, I miss him,” Bucky says sadly. “You know, it’s funny. I woke up on Monday ready to put the past, and boys in general, behind me. And kind of get back to how things used to be prior to glee club. Just me putting myself out there for the sake of my career, be it with local productions or YouTube videos. But then I walked into school, and I took one look at him, and I seemed to forget about all of those plans. He’s got quite the hold on me, clearly. And I just miss him.”
“I bet he misses you too, Bucky. But at a certain point, if he’s not willing to move on from a past mistake, not even enough to simply be friends with you, well then maybe it’s for the best,” Tony says, scooting a little closer to Bucky and placing a sympathetic hand on his shoulder. “Take Carol and I for instance. I miss her like hell, and I think she misses me, but she can’t seem to get past my mistake. And that’s fine, I don’t blame her. I can’t speak on her pain. All I’m saying is everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt. We all also deserve a little closure, which I’m also finding out isn’t easy to get.”
“I’m sorry for being the reason Carol broke up with you,” Bucky vocalizes.
Tony looks at him, angrily. “Woah. Don’t say that. I chose to kiss you… And even though I love Carol, and even though this might get me into trouble… I don’t regret it,” he says.
Bucky looks directly into his eyes… And then down at his lips.
Tony picks up on the energy and slowly but surely leans over. You can blame it on the dim lighting in the room. Or you can blame it on the fact that both Tony and Bucky have felt ridiculously lonely for the past month. You can even blame it on Tony’s pre-existing feelings for Bucky.
The boys’ lips touch, and Bucky shudders at the contact. But then, he quickly realizes that the lips kissing his don’t belong to Steve. So, he pulls away. “No. We aren’t doing this again, Tony.”
“You’re right,” Tony says. “It wouldn’t be right.”
Bucky stands up. “No, it wouldn’t. You and I are friends. And right now, you’re essentially Steve’s stepbrother. So no, it wouldn’t be right at all. I have to go.”
“Bucky,” Tony calls, but Bucky ignores him.
Tony’s left alone to wallow in even more guilt than he thought imaginable.
“Alright, Nak. Tell us every single detail,” Sharon begs.
“Yeah, and give the specifics,” Gamora adds.
The girls are all spread out on the floor in Nakia’s basement, laying on mattresses, with blankets and pillows running amuck. With Anthony, Josephine, and Erik out of town at a relative’s house for the weekend, they allowed Nakia to have the glee club girls and Hope Van Dyne over for a sleepover, so long as Nakia abide by the house rules and didn’t leave the house a dirty disaster.
The most important rule her parents gave her was that she not consume any alcohol. And sure, she might be slightly disobeying her parents by letting Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, and Hope pass a bottle of wine around, but she’s not consuming any. So, she doesn’t really count it. And if she feels any guilt for it later on in the night… Well, she’ll just say a silent apologetic prayer.
“Okay, okay,” Nakia replies with a smile painted across her face. “The most important thing you guys need to know is he was a perfect gentleman. He was nervous, sure, but he was also romantic, and tender, and…”
“Geez, Nakia. At least try to keep things down to earth, and a little less romantic comedy,” Valkyrie says sardonically as she takes a swig of wine.
“Sorry. I guess you could say it felt natural. T and I, we really feed off each other,” Nakia shares.
“What’d you eat?” Carol asks.
“The chicken fettucine,” Nakia says.
“Why is that important, Carol?” Sharon asks.
“I haven’t been to Breadstix in a fat minute and I’m craving!” Carol whines.
“So other than all of that, did anything interesting happen?” Hope questions.
“Yeah… We kissed,” Nakia admits.
The girls, except for Valkyrie, all gasp excitedly. It’s all just a little too PG-13 for Valkyrie to be outright scandalized. “And then what?” Gamora asks.
“And then you guys fucked, didn’t you?” Valkyrie jokes.
“No!” Nakia says, disgusted. “But he officially asked me to be his girlfriend.”
“And?” Sharon demands.
“And I said yes,” Nakia says.
Now the girls, including Valkyrie, all squeal about. Sharon goes as far as to give her friend a hug. “Oh my god, I’m so excited for you.”
“Thank you, Shar,” Nakia says.
“Well, I’m glad one of us isn’t completely striking out in the love department,” Valkyrie says.
“I’m dating Thor…” Gamora reminds her.
Valkyrie frowns. “Oh yeah… Forgot that was a thing. Sorry, but you guys are pretty boring.”
“Wait, Valkyrie, aren’t you dating Clint Barton?” Hope questions.
Valkyrie bursts out laughing. “I don’t know where you could’ve possibly heard that rumor, but that’s all it is: a rumor. We’ve hooked up a few times because he’s got a nice dick, but it’s never moved beyond that and it never will.”
“What about you, Hope?” Carol asks.
“Well, ever since we helped you guys out with Grease, I’ve been totally obsessed with Scott Lang!” Hope admits. “But I don’t know. I don’t think he’s interested like that.”
“Well as far as I’m concerned, if there’s even a small part of you that has doubt, move on to the next guy. That’s what I should’ve done. Tony admitted to me over the summer that he used to be into Bucky when glee club first started, and for some reason, that wasn’t an immediate red flag. Here we are, months later, and I’m still trying to get over being cheated on.”
Nakia places a sympathetic hand over Carol’s. “Hey, I might not be as experienced as you with relationships, but this will pass. You will eventually be able to be in a room with both Tony and Bucky without wanting to throw a chair at them.”
Carol smiles. “Thanks, Nakia.”
“And other than all of that, that leaves me. Forever single, forever alone, and at this point, I’ve decided to wear it like a badge of honor,” Sharon jokes, taking a dramatic sip of the wine.
“Look, maybe it’s premature of me to say this, but by the grace of god, I struck out. I managed to cross paths with an amazing guy in the most unlikely of places. I mean, geez, before glee club, I don’t think I’d ever laid eyes on T’Challa. The point is, that same thing will happen to all of you. Just hang tight. Your Prince Charming’s are on their way!”
Sharon snickers. “Maybe Valkyrie had a point about that whole rom-com comment she made earlier.”
“You bitch,” Nakia replies playfully, tossing a pillow at her.
Sharon then stands up and hooks up her phone to the stereo system right by the television stand. The instrumental to ABBA’s “Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!” floods the room.
[Sharon:]
Half past twelve
And I'm watching the late show in my flat all alone
How I hate to spend the evening on my own
[Carol:]
Autumn winds
Blowing outside my window as I look around the room
And it makes me so depressed to see the gloom
[Hope:]
There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer
[Nakia, Gamora, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol & Hope:]
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day
[Valkyrie:]
Movie stars
Find the end of the rainbow with a fortune to win
It's so different from the world I'm living in
[Gamora:]
Tired of TV
I open the window and I gaze into the night
But there's nothing there to see no one in sight
[Hope:]
There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer
[Nakia, Gamora, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol & Hope:]
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
[Hope:]
There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer
[Nakia, Gamora, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol & Hope:]
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day
The performance ends just as the doorbell rings. “And there’s our pizza!” Nakia exclaims.
“Tell him he’s not getting a tip because he’s fifteen minutes late!” Sharon shouts.
“No, that’s rude,” Nakia replies. “Pick a movie!”
As the girls scroll through Nakia’s D.V.D. collection, Gamora ponders over Valkyrie’s comment about her and Thor being a boring couple. “If you only knew,” Gamora thinks to herself.
January 15, 2014.
Friday morning.
Bruce is in high spirits considering it was a successful week in the glee club and a successful week back to school. In fact, he’s in such a good mood that he allows himself to splurge for breakfast this morning. So, once he’s showered, brushed, dressed, and ready, he drives his little Blue Bomber all the way to Dunkin Donuts to purchase a breakfast sandwich, iced coffee, and a donut.
Upon reaching the location, Bruce makes a mental note to purchase Stephen a donut as well. “I’m such a good friend,” Bruce thinks to himself.
“Good morning, welcome to Dunkin Donuts! What can I get started for you this morning?” A chipper female voice asks.
“Hi, can I get a sour dough breakfast sandwich combo with a large iced coffee, and two double chocolate donuts?” Bruce asks.
“Absolutely, I’ll get you your total at the window,” the worker says.
Bruce waits patiently in line, singing along to Ne-Yo’s “So Sick” to pass the time.
Once he finally reaches the window, the worker greets him with a bright smile. “Morning, sir. Total comes to six dollars!”
Bruce reciprocates the smile and pulls out both a dollar bill and a five-dollar bill, then hands them over. The worker then gives Bruce his breakfast. “Have a great day,” she says.
“You too!”
Because he’s not totally running behind schedule, Bruce parks in the lot in order to enjoy his sandwich to himself. He turns up the radio and gets comfortable. Right before he dives into that first bite, his phone vibrates.
Bruce picks it up. An e-mail notification. From one Winny Proctor.
Bruce immediately opens it up.
Hey, Bruce.
I’m going to be in Lima all day looking at apartments with a friend of mine who’s moving to the city. I would really like to meet up. I think we owe it to each other to hear everything we have to say.
H ope to hear from you,
Xoxo Winny.
Bruce suddenly doesn’t feel so hungry.
The clock sitting above his couch reads 12:02.
He only has about twenty-eight minutes until he needs to be back at school, and then at least forty-three minutes until he absolutely needs be there to start his lesson.
After getting that email from Winny this morning, Bruce’s positive attitude was replaced with nausea. He wanted to ignore it. He was one hundred percent going to… But then, he realized it wasn’t doing anyone any good to prolong this. He was, admittedly, desperate for some closure.
So, he answered her, also in email form:
Meet me at my apartment at noon.
-Sent from my iPhone.
So, that’s why he’s home during the lunch hour and why he’s sitting there on his couch anxiously awaiting his ex-girlfriend.
A knock.
Bruce almost throws up but thankfully doesn’t. He walks over, takes a deep breath, and opens the door. Winny’s dressed in a beautiful turquoise dress, matching Bruce’s turquoise vest. She’s also got her makeup done, and her voluminous hair sitting in loose curls.
“I guess great minds think alike,” Winny says in response to their color coordination.
Bruce moves aside. “Come in.”
Winny walks over to the couch, just as she’s done multiple times prior. “Thank you for finally getting back to me.”
“Can I ask why you chose to email?” Bruce asks.
“Well, you weren’t exactly answering my phone calls and texts, were you?” Winny replies, tossing her bag and keys onto the coffee table. “Besides, it worked, didn’t it?”
Bruce sits down on the love seat. “We don’t have much time, Winny. So, if you want to talk, talk.”
“I thought I’d let you ask me any questions you might have. I mean, you must be curious, right?”
Bruce stares at her, annoyed. “Fine. But I want you to understand something. I didn’t agree to this because I still love you. I didn’t even agree to this in the hopes to win you back. I’m doing this solely to gain peace of mind.”
Winny nods. “Go ahead.”
“You dating me? Was that real? Or was that just you trying to get a leg up on the competition?” Bruce asks, trying to ignore how hot Winny looks in that dress.
“When I met you that night at the Super Serum, I didn’t know who you were. I was just a woman at a bar, getting drunk because her dad had just passed away. Now, did I know that the faculty advisor for the Aural Avengers was a man named Bruce Banner? Yes. But I didn’t know you were that Bruce. I only clued into that the next morning when I picked up that framed picture of your kids at Sectionals.”
“So, if you found out who I was less than twelve hours after meeting, why not leave? Why stay? Why sit there and let me make you breakfast? Why let this,” Bruce gestures between the two of them, “keep happening?”
Winny frowns. “Because honestly, I knew that getting close to you would be beneficial to Throat Explosion in the long run.”
Bruce scoffs. “You’re pathetic.”
“Just wait,” Winny says. “Put down your pitchfork for a second. That was only my mentality for the first three weeks of knowing you. By the time mid-April rolled around, I realized you were developing real feelings for me. And that’s when I was going to walk away. But I didn’t want to, because I was developing those same feelings. The heart wants what the heart wants, Bruce. Even though there was a risk that you could even come between me and Throat Explosion, you ended up being a risk that I wanted to take.”
“I’m sorry, Winny, but I just can’t in good conscious sit here and swoon over your kind words, considering you’re a fucking liar,” Bruce replies.
“Okay, so I’m a liar. Fine. But I never lied about my feelings for you. You had me ready to walk away from coaching the most notorious glee club in show choir history just three months into dating. Because none of it mattered to me anymore. All that mattered was that I’d finally found the man of my dreams. Does that really mean nothing to you?” Winny asks in a sob.
Bruce groans. “Be strong. Stand your ground,” he thinks to himself. “Don’t let those tears fool you.”
“Of course, it means something to me. But it would mean a hell of a lot more if this wasn’t a relationship built on lies. I mean, even down to you telling me you worked at a bank, like are you kidding me?!” Bruce shouts.
“Well, I couldn’t very well tell you I worked at Hydra High, could I?” Winny asks.
Bruce laughs. “I genuinely can’t believe this.” Winny then struts over to him slowly. “I liked it a lot better when you were sitting over there,” Bruce speaks.
“You can be angry all you want. You can even hate me,” Winny says. “But in my forty years of life, nothing filled me with more happiness and pleasure than being your girlfriend. Being cast in multiple ensemble casts on Broadway, winning six National Championships, that all failed in comparison to being yours.”
Bruce’s eyes widen at the news of her having been in a Broadway ensemble. That had obviously never come up, considering she was lying about who she was the whole time. He’s even more surprised that among her accomplishments, she doesn’t list having had a son.
Winny places her hand on Bruce’s chest, and looks up into his eyes. “Even right now… Though you’ve called me scum, and a liar, and pathetic… All I really want is for you to rip this dress off of my body and fuck me so hard I can’t walk back to my vehicle without your help.”
“Winny,” Bruce says.
“Judging by how dilated your pupils are and how heavily your breathing, I’m willing to bet you want that to happen, too,” Winny adds.
“Winny,” Bruce repeats. He’s too weak for this…
“Just say no. If you say no, I’ll stop. I’ll grab my bag and keys, and walk right out of this apartment and out of your life for good.”
“Winny…”
“But if you say yes…” She begins, but Bruce interrupts her by attacking her mouth with his.
Within seconds, Winny’s dress is on the ground. “No thong?” Bruce questions.
“Now why would I wear underwear when I came here to talk to you?”
Bruce grins enticingly, tearing his own vest and dress shirt off in one pull, destroying the buttons on them. He really liked that turquoise vest.
Bruce then unhooks Winny’s bra and bites his lips at the sight of her breasts. The two then move the party to Bruce’s bedroom.
Winny immediately pulls Bruce’s pants down and doesn’t waste a single moment getting his cock into her mouth. “Holy fuck,” Bruce moans aloud, just as the blood comes rushing down to his member.
Bruce delicately works his fingers into her hair and begins to shove her head down, thrusting his cock deeper into her throat. “Take it. Take all of this dick,” Bruce whispers as Winny gags.
Winny finally pulls herself off of Bruce. She then looks up at him seductively through her mascara-filled lashes, and says, “I need you inside of me right now.”
“Get on the fucking bed then,” Bruce replies.
They spend an additional eleven minutes on top of the Queen-sized mattress, where Bruce gets Winny writhing, moaning, and cumming beneath him with his nine-inch gift from God.
Once it’s all over, Bruce and Winny lay there in each other’s arms in a post-sex euphoric state for a while. But reality sets in soon after.
“I have to go,” Bruce says, getting up from the bed. He walks over to his closet and scrounges up a new outfit to wear for the afternoon.
Winny takes this as her own cue to leave. She gets up, walks over to pick her bra up off the floor, and then heads into the living room to put her dress back on. She then takes a second to fix her disheveled hair in the bathroom mirror.
There’s an awkward silence flooding the apartment until they both meet back up at the front door.
“Thank you for talking to me,” Winny says. “I really do appreciate it.”
“It wasn’t quite the closure I anticipated, but it was… something,” Bruce replies. “Winny, I’m sorry, but I hope you know that this is where our story ends.”
Winny nods. “Of course. I’m not an idiot. That’s the whole reason why I seduced you. I needed to have you one last time.” Bruce blushes at her reply. “I’m really sorry, though. I really did love you. I sincerely hope you believe that.”
Bruce smiles. “I loved you, too. I’m sorry things had to end this way. But I hope it puts things into perspective for you. Had you been honest from the get-go about who you were… Who knows what could’ve happened.”
“Take care of yourself, Bruce,” Winny says. “See you around.”
As she walks away, Bruce is reminded that he forgot to bring up one important thing. “Winny!”
Winny stops and turns around. “Yeah?”
“I strongly encourage you to reach out to your son… At least in some capacity,” Bruce says. “You want to talk about people deserving closure? Well, he deserves some.”
Winny stares at Bruce as she ponders his words. She then smiles, winks at him, and then walks off.
[Bruce:]
No more carefree laughter
Silence ever after
Walking through an empty house, tears in my eyes
Here is where the story ends, this is goodbye
[Bruce & Winny:]
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-ha)
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-ha)
We just have to face it, this time
(This time, this time) we’re through (we’re through)
This time we’re through, we’re really through
Breaking up is never easy, I know, but I have (I have to go) to go
(This time I have to go, this time I know) knowing me, knowing you
It’s the best I can do
[Winny:]
Memories (memories)
Good days (good days)
Bad days (bad days)
They’ll be (they’ll be)
With me (with me)
Always (always)
In these old familiar rooms, children would play
Now there’s only emptiness, nothing to say
[Bruce & Winny:]
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-ha)
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-ha)
We just have to face it, this time
(This time, this time) we're through (we're through)
This time we're through, we're really through
Breaking up is never easy, I know, but I have (I have to go) to go
(This time I have to go, this time I know) knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-ha)
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you (ah-ha)
We just have to face it, this time
(This time, this time) we're through (we're through)
This time we're through, we're really through
Breaking up is never easy, I know, but I have (I have to go) to go
(This time I have to go, this time I know) knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do
As Bruce settles into his vehicle, he watches Winny’s Bentley drive off in a frenzy. “Goodbye, Winny,” he says.
Bucky makes his way to his locker after Spanish class. He had to give an oral presentation and absolutely crushed it, with Señora Chavez even calling it the best of the entire class. The compliment and the feeling of success filled Bucky with excitement.
Not just excitement… Happiness. And that’s been in short supply as of lately. He’s missed having stuff to be happy about.
Bucky finishes punching his combo into his locker when he hears a voice behind him say, “Bucky?” He turns around and spots Tony, whose demeanor looks entirely apologetic.
“Hi, Tony,” Bucky answers abruptly, quickly turning his attention back to his locker.
“I was wondering if we could talk?” Tony asks.
“You know, I don’t know if that’s the best idea right now,” Bucky says.
Tony sighs. “Okay. I understand. But I just want you to know something… It was entirely disgusting of me to have kissed you again. You’re right. Steve’s basically my stepbrother right now. And I don’t want to give him more of a reason to hate me. So, I’m going to try to move on from whatever feelings I have for you… Because I really would like for us to be friends. And I really do wish you guys the best, and I hope you guys end up back together. Because you’re awesome together. And I know you said you were trying to focus on your career right now, but I wholeheartedly believe you can do that and be with Steve.”
Bucky stares at the items in his locker, listening to Tony’s kinds words. Tony doesn’t excuse himself, nor does Bucky hear him take off. So, he’s surprised that a few seconds later, when a voice from behind him says, “Bucky?” yet again, it’s not Tony, but Clint Barton with a slushy in his hand.
The second Bucky turns around, Clint attacks him with the slushy. “Ooh, that’s got to be cold,” Clint says laughing.
“Are you fucking kidding me, Barton?” Bucky shouts, gaining the attention of most of the kids in the hallway.
“Say what?” Clint questions. “Who do you think you’re talking to?”
“Someone with a 1.8 G.P.A. and whose bedroom probably smells like the dick cheese that’s forming in his boxers at this very moment,” Bucky says. He doesn’t even feel the words escape his mouth. He knows he’s the one talking, but he’s not in control right now. The one in control is the frustration and hatred that has been festering deep inside for these idiots who harass him and the glee kids on a daily basis.
A couple kids nearby burst out laughing at Bucky’s comment, so Clint instantly feels embarrassed. “You know what, you fag?” Clint says, raising his arm in a fist, ready to punch Bucky out.
“Hey!” Steve yells from down the hall. He then approaches the two. “Just walk away, Barton.”
Bucky truly can’t believe Steve’s helping him out right now.
Clint laughs. “Oh, right. Totally forgot that the second you mess with one freak, the entire circus comes pulling up,” he says. He then looks right at Bucky. “This isn’t over.”
Barton walks off as the kids in the hallway all revert their attention back to their own business. Bucky stands there, still freezing from the slushy. He grabs a handful of the blue mixture off of his head and tosses it onto the floor.
Bucky was so wrapped up in the mess, he wasn’t even aware Steve was reaching inside of his locker to pull out the t-shirt he had in it. “Come on, you can change into this,” Steve says, walking towards the bathroom.
“What the fuck,” Bucky thinks.
Bucky walks into the bathroom to find Steve pulling paper towel out from the machine and soaking it in warm water. “Do you have your brush in bag?”
“I do, yeah,” Bucky says, taking it off of his back. He puts it on the ground and fishes his brush out.
“You can grab that chair,” Steve says.
“Why are you helping me?” Bucky asks. He then quickly looks below the stalls to make sure they’re alone.
Steve shrugs. “I really don’t know. I watched Barton slushy you, and honestly, I was just going to walk away. But then something inside of me told me I’d regret it if I didn’t help.”
Bucky stares at him, unsure of what else to say.
“Guess it doesn’t matter how bad you hurt me… Deep down, I still care about you.” Bucky looks to the floor, ashamed. “Sorry. Cheap shot. Forget I said that,” Steve adds.
“Why? It’s the truth. And I’ve been beating myself up about it for the last four weeks,” Bucky states. He then takes a seat on the chair, placing his hair into the sink, where Steve then proceeds to wash his hair.
“Good thing the school day’s almost done,” Steve says. “Your scalp won’t be sticky for too much longer.”
“Steve, I want to apologize again. You deserve to hear a thousand sorry’s, because that’s how bad I hurt you. And it was all for nothing. Because now I’m the one hurting, and I can’t blame anyone but myself,” Bucky says. Before Steve can reply, Bucky continues. “I’m also sorry if you felt ambushed by my number this week. I realize now maybe that was a little too pushy, even for me.”
Steve nods. “It was a good number… But yeah. It was a little pushy,” he says. “Look, I still need space… And time. I’m going to get a point where I can finally be in the same room as you without being pissed off. But to get there, I need some space and some time. So, if you love me as much as you claim to, will you please just give me that?”
“Yeah. Sure thing,” Bucky replies.
“Thank you,” Steve says. “So, I heard something about you recently being inspired to focus on your career?”
Bucky smiles. “Yeah. I’ve been a little too down in the dumps, busy dealing with… Everything going on. I figure it’s about as good a time as ever to revert focus back to my dreams.”
“Good for you, Buck. That’s a great idea. A classic comeback, just like ABBA’s done multiple times. It’s bound to get your mind off of things,” Steve says. “I’m proud of you. Besides, you’ll probably be able to make more happen for yourself without me around as a big dumb distraction.”
“Maybe,” Bucky says. “But it won’t be as fun.”
Steve cracks a smile of his own. “Alright, your hair’s basically good.”
Bucky sits up, placing some dry paper towel all over his head.
“Well, I guess I’ll see you in glee club,” Steve says. Bucky nods, waving him a goodbye.
“Oh, and by the way,” he adds, “I forgive you.”
Bucky smiles, feeling as though he could burst into tears. It’s not the three words he’s used to hearing Steve say to him… But it’ll do for now. It’s progress. And Bucky’s fucking grateful at the tiny weight that’s lifted off of his shoulders after hearing those words.
“Alright, everybody,” Bruce says as he walks into the auditorium during afternoon practice. “Now I don’t know about you all, but after the insane numbers I saw this week, I’m now feeling ready to take on 2014.”
The kids all laugh. “You’re right, Mr. Banner,” Nakia says. “There was just something in the air this week. I’d say we’re all ready and willing to move on from last year’s shenanigans.”
“That’s what I like to hear,” Bruce replies. “There’s no sense in looking back anymore. From here on out, we all look to the future only. Because our future’s looking real bright.”
“Do you happen to see a Nationals trophy in that future?” Bucky asks.
“A Nationals trophy and the ten-thousand-dollar check that comes with it,” Bruce responds. “So, what do you guys say we end the week off on an ever-higher note?”
The kids all get up from the floor, eager to perform one last ABBA number.
[Gamora & Valkyrie:]
My, my
At Waterloo, Napoleon did surrender
Oh, yeah
And I have met my destiny in quite a similar way
The history book on the shelf
Is always repeating itself
[Gamora, Sam & Aural Avengers:]
Waterloo
I was defeated, you won the war
Waterloo
Promise to love you forever more
Waterloo
Couldn't escape if I wanted to
Waterloo
Knowing my fate is to be with you
Wa-Wa-Wa-Wa-Waterloo
Finally facing my Waterloo
[Sharon & Carol:]
My, my
I tried to hold you back, but you were stronger
Oh, yeah
And now it seems my only chance is giving up the fight
And how could I ever refuse
I feel like I win when I lose
[Sharon, Thor & Aural Avengers:]
Waterloo
I was defeated, you won the war
Waterloo
Promise to love you for ever more
The kids all encourage Bruce to get up on stage to dance and sing with them. So, he does. He can’t help it. It’s ABBA!
Waterloo
Couldn't escape if I wanted to
Waterloo
Knowing my fate is to be with you
Wa-Wa-Wa-Wa-Waterloo
Finally facing my Waterloo
[Gamora & Sharon:]
So how could I ever refuse
I feel like I win when I lose
[Aural Avengers:]
Waterloo
Couldn't escape if I wanted to
Waterloo
Knowing my fate is to be with you
Wa-Wa-Wa-Wa-Waterloo
Finally facing my Waterloo
Ooh-ooh, Waterloo
Knowing my fate is to be with you
Wa-Wa-Wa-Wa-Waterloo
Finally facing my Waterloo
Ooh-ooh, Waterloo
Knowing my fate is to be with you
Bucky walks into his room, feeling a little inspired after the events that transpired that day.
No, Steve didn’t come running after him begging Bucky to get back together. Nor did he say he was ready to be best friends or anything of the sorts. But he forgave Bucky and told him he was proud of him for chasing his dreams. Two big wins in Bucky’s book.
Bucky’s been in a dark place for far too long. And now that he’s trying to move on from the news about his mother, and now that he was feeling as though he’s been given somewhat of a fresh start with Steve, he was more motivated than ever to channel all of his feelings, both happy and sad, into his craft.
He pulls out his video camera, the one he hasn’t even touched since Freshman year, and sets everything up to film a cover to put on YouTube. Fuck whatever the bullies would say. It was time for Bucky to chase this happiness high and start doing things for himself.
He hits record on the camera and plays the instrumental aloud on his laptop.
[Bucky:]
I am the city, you let me be
I am the city
Coming through a cloud you're looking at me from above
And I'm a revelation spreading out before your eyes
And you find me beautiful and irresistible
A kind of creature that forever seems to grow in size
And you feel a strange attraction
The air is vibrant and electrified
Welcome to me here I am, my arms are open wide
Somewhere in the middle of the never ending noise
There is a constant steady rhythm of a heart that beats
And a million voices blend into a single voice
And you can hear it in the glamor of the crowded streets
People come and take their chances
Sometimes you win sometimes you lose a lot
Come make your own contribution to this melting pot
I'm the street you walk
The language you talk
I am the city
The skyline is me and the energy
I am the city
The famous hotels and the cocktail bars
And the funny smells
And the turmoil, the cars and the people
The air that you're breathing is me
Yes I am the city, you let me be
People feed me with their lives I have a hungry soul
And they all worship me and pay their homage day and night
Every day I knew a lot of tired shopping feet
But come the night they will be dancing in the neon light
Dazzled by the crazy magic
They're grabbing pieces of the fatted calf
And in the wind if you listen hard you'll hear me laugh
I'm the street you walk
The language you talk
I am the city
The skyline is me and the energy
I am the city
The famous hotels and the cocktail bars
And the funny smells
And the turmoil, the cars and the people
The parks and the squares that you see
All the sounds that you hear
And the air that you're breathing is me
Yes I am the city, you let me be
I am the city
You let me be
I am the city
He hits stop on the record button, feeling on top of the world.
Notes:
FINALLY!
The last few months of my life have been a whirlwind. University, depression/anxiety, and insomnia have been kicking my ass. Luckily I started working on this a while back. Enjoy this one!!!
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Lay All Your Love on Me – T’Challa Udaku & Nakia Shauku
One of Us – Tony, Bucky, Carol, & Steve
S.O.S. – Bucky Barnes w/ the Aural Avengers
Gimme Gimme Gimme – Nakia, Gamora, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol & Hope
Knowing Me, Knowing You – Bruce Banner & Winny Proctor
Waterloo – Aural Avengers
I Am The City – Bucky Barnes
Chapter 8: Bad Reputations
Summary:
When nasty rumors about him start spreading around the school, Bruce is inspired to do a week dedicated to the music of artists with bad reputations. Sam and Steve, though, take the lesson a little too literally. Meanwhile, one couple finally call it quits, and Sharon's payed a visit by a ghost from her past.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
February 1, 2014.
Bruce walks into the faculty lounge bright and early Monday morning. The days are flying by, so he’s quite eager to get to work on a new assignment for glee club. But first, he’s just happy to sit down with Stephen for a quick cup of coffee and a convo to catch-up.
“Hey, what’s up, man?” Bruce says to his best friend as he walks over to the newly purchased machine to make a mug of coffee. Stephen on the other hand, is seated at a table with papers scattered all about, looking like a ball of frustration.
“I… Need… Sleep,” Stephen answers.
Bruce chuckles. “What’s going on?”
“Banner, this Thursday is the game!”
“The game?” Bruce questions.
“The game that decides if the Shield High Avengers makes it to the championship!” Stephen exclaims.
Bruce pours some sugar and cream into his coffee. “Right! Sorry, I didn’t think that was until next week!”
“Well it’s not! It’s this week, and it’s this Thursday, and I must’ve gotten a total of six hours of sleep all weekend,” Stephen says. Only then does Bruce realize Stephen’s sporting some serious bags under his eyes.
“Well, have you asked Miss Mary Jane for some help? If you know what I mean?” Bruce asks, Miss Mary Jane being an obvious euphemism for weed.
“Yes, obviously. And to my surprise, she didn’t really help. I probably have to get a higher dosage from my doctor,” Stephen says.
Bruce frowns. “Well, I hate to see you like this.”
“Well, this is how you’re going to get me for the entire week,” Stephen says. “There’s just too much riding on this. I’ll be fine eventually. Who knows, maybe come Thursday, after we’ve won, I’ll sleep for a straight forty hours. Now that would be lovely.” He then looks up from his game plans at Bruce, who’s looking over at Phil Coulson and Helen Cho. “Are you even listening to me?!”
Bruce snaps his head back to Stephen. “No. Yes. Sorry, but Cho and Coulson are giving me some really weird looks.”
Then, Elektra Natchios, the school nurse, comes walking into the lounge. “Hey, Bruce,” she says somewhat suggestively.
This throws Bruce off completely. He’s friendly with Elektra, just as he is with all of the teachers at Shield, but not friendly like that.
“Hi, Elektra…” Bruce replies hesitantly.
Elektra then takes a seat with Phil and Helen, and the three begin to laugh.
“Dude, what the hell is going on?” Bruce asks Stephen.
“Oh, they’re probably laughing about the rumors,” Stephen says.
Bruce looks at him, frightened. “What rumors?”
“There’s some rumors going around that you’re a bit of a slut,” Stephen answers bluntly.
“Come again?” Bruce asks, eyes bulging out of his head.
“Yeah, I don’t know. Fitz came up to me in the parking lot this morning talking about how he heard that you slept with a bunch of women in L.A., and then he told me that you supposedly slept with Winny again even though you guys are broken up, and even though she’s supposed to be your glee club’s rival, or something.”
Bruce sits there, frozen. “But I did… Sleep with four women in L.A.”
“Okay, but you didn’t sleep with Winny again, right? So then if someone brings it up to you, just say that they’re all rumors,” Stephen replies in a whisper.
Guilt is painted on Bruce’s face as soon as Stephen is done talking. “Wait… Did you sleep with Winny again?”
Bruce nods slowly. “Yeah, I did. A couple weeks back,” he says, also in a whisper.
“Dude, what the hell!”
“Hey, we met up for some closure, and I don’t know, it just happened. But that’s not important right now. What’s important is how these two rumors are going around. You’re the only one who knew about L.A., and me and Winny were the only ones who knew about our situation. So, what the fuck is going on?!”
“You could always go find out,” Stephen suggests, motioning toward the other table.
Bruce rolls his eyes and swallows the lump in his throat. He then stands up and heads over to his colleagues’ table, totally nervous as fuck.
“Morning, guys,” Bruce says politely.
“Well, good morning, lady killer,” Phil teases.
Elektra and Helen laugh under their breath. “Morning, Bruce,” Helen says.
“So, I have to ask,” Bruce says. “There’s a clear elephant in the room, and because that elephant is me, I would love to know exactly what’s going on and where I might be able to pin this in the butt.”
“It’s just a few rumors going around about how you may or may not have bedded a couple dozen or so women within the past few months,” Helen explains, being super mature about it.
“I really didn’t think you had it in you, Brucey,” Elektra says.
“I don’t have it in me, because it’s not even true,” Bruce replies. “It was not a dozen women.”
“So, how many was it?” Phil questions.
Bruce stands there and actually thinks about it. Then, his colleagues start to laugh. And he realizes he’s digging himself an even bigger grave. “That’s besides the point. Can you guys just tell me who started it so I can go talk to them and ask them why they’ve chosen to slander me?”
“Oh, come on, man. I wouldn’t say it’s slander, necessarily. They’re just giving you a bit of a bad reputation is all,” Phil says.
Bruce nods vehemently. “Yes, exactly. And I need to go ask this person why they’re doing it. So, can I get a name?”
“Well, a couple of us went out for drinks last Friday night, and that’s when Fitz told me,” Helen shares.
“And Walters just finished telling me,” Elektra says.
“Helen here told me this morning,” Phil adds. Helen looks embarrassed.
“Alrighty, thanks so much. Now can you do me a favor and please stop spreading it? I don’t need every single Shield High educator talking about this,” Bruce says.
“Well, actually, we kind of all already know,” Helen answers.
“Yeah. I’m pretty sure I’m the last one to find out, and that’s because I’ve been out of town all weekend,” Elektra says.
Bruce groans aloud. “Okay.” He then walks over to his table and grabs his bag. “I will talk to you later.”
“Good luck,” Stephen says, as Bruce exits the lounge in determination.
“Oh!” Helen snaps. “I just remembered who told Fitz.”
“Who?” Stephen asks from his table.
“Maria Hill,” she responds. Stephen whips out his phone and texts Bruce the information.
But Bruce doesn’t get it, on account of being busy speed-walking through the halls of Shield High to get to his office.
On his way there, he spots Everett Ross and secretary Moira McTaggert, who smile extra sweetly at him, almost as if to say, “we also know that you’re a slut, Bruce!”
He then spots Natasha and comes to a halt. “Please don’t know anything about this, please don’t know anything about this,” Bruce thinks to himself, before he says, “Nat!”
Natasha turns around, her beautiful burgundy hair swaying in the air. She looks at him somewhat disappointedly, which makes Bruce’s heart sink. “Everything okay?” He asks.
“Um, yeah. How are you?” Natasha replies tentatively.
“Awful. Apparently, there’s some shit going around,” Bruce begins to explain.
“Yeah, I heard,” Natasha says bluntly. She looks extremely annoyed.
“You did?” Bruce asks.
Natasha nods. “Yes.” She then turns, and sees Moira and Everett staring at her and Bruce. “You know what, Bruce? I have to go.”
“Whoa, Nat, do you not want to be seen with me or something?” Bruce questions.
Natasha’s cheeks turn red, slightly embarrassed. “Oh… So, you actually don’t want to be seen with me,” Bruce adds.
“Look, I’m sorry. You know I have a ton of love for you, but I don’t want anyone getting the wrong impression.” She then begins to walk off.
“Wait!” Bruce calls out. “Can you at least tell me who told you?”
“Maria Hill,” Natasha responds before making her way to her office.
Bruce’s stomach drops. Of fucking course.
“Good morning, everybody,” Bruce says as the kids come strolling into the choir room. “So, I was struck with the idea for this week’s assignment just a few short hours ago.”
He walks over to the whiteboard and asks, “Can anyone tell me what these five artists all have in common?” He proceeds to write the names: Kanye West, Lindsay Lohan, Michael Jackson, Mariah Carey, and Britney Spears.
The kids all stare at him, stumped.
“Kanye… And Lindsay Lohan?” Thor questions, looking outright offended.
Bruce nods with a smile on his face.
“Mr. Banner, are you screwing with us?” Sam asks, sharing Thor’s same distaste.
Bruce chuckles aloud. “No, not at all. Come on, guys. Really think here.”
Sharon raises her hand. “Is it that they’re all musicians-turned-actors?”
“Nope, that’s not it,” Bruce says.
“Kanye hasn’t acted in anything other than his own music projects,” Sam tells her.
“And Lindsay started acting first,” Gamora adds.
“Well I don’t see you guys answering,” Sharon replies.
Bruce laughs again, as Tony throws his hand up. “Yes, Tony?”
“They’ve all got bad reputations,” Tony says.
“Bingo!” Bruce exclaims, smacking his hands together.
“Despite changing the games of both Rap and R&B, for a large majority of people, Kanye West will forever be that douche bag who ruined Taylor Swift’s night at the Video Music Awards. And once adored actress and singer Lindsay Lohan is now only remembered for her mugshots. And then there’s the fact that the blood, sweat, and tears that Britney and Mariah both put into establishing themselves as successful, show-stopping queens of the industry was essentially tarnished the minute they displayed an ounce of vulnerability. And finally, well, we all know about the Michael rumors. But that’s all they are to this day, is rumors. Nobody knows for sure. Regardless, his reputation obviously took a massive hit. All of this goes to show that you can be at the top of your game, but one minor misstep can lead to the start of a bad reputation. But it’s extremely important to remember that even despite their reputations, these artists, and countless others like them, still tried their best to rid themselves of that title and outdo themselves and their competition by creating exceptional music,” Bruce shares.
“You know what, Mr. Banner, that’s an excellent point,” Nakia says. “I mean, just think, what two unforgettable albums did we get during Britney and Mariah’s bad reputation eras? Blackout and The Emancipation of Mimi.”
“The former of which is considered to be one of the most influential albums of all time,” Bruce says in reply, pointing at her. “So, your guys’ assignment for this week is to pick a song by an artist with a bad reputation and put on an amazing performance. For three minutes, let us focus only on the amazing music, and not on the rumors or tainted image of the musician with the bad reputation singing it.”
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor all look intrigued enough by the assignment. Little do they know, the only reason he chose the assignment is because he’s currently being called a whore and a man-slut by his colleagues. He prays to the gods above that the rumors going around about him don’t reach the students of Shield, especially not his glee kids.
Stephen paces back and forth, staring at the papers on his clipboard.
“Okay, so I just need to confirm that everybody’s aware of the gravity of the situation here,” he finally says aloud.
Steve, Tony, Sam, T’Challa, Thor, Rhodey, Scott, Barton, Rumlow, Killian, and the rest of the team are all huddled around, head to toe in full football gear.
“Barton, why is this Thursday’s game so important?” Stephen questions.
Clint stares at him blankly. “Um, because it determines whether or not we make it to the championship?” he responds.
“Correct,” Stephen replies. “Rogers, what happens if we win?”
“We advance to the championship,” Steve answers.
“Yes. And Killian, what happens if we don’t win?”
“Then we don’t win, and lose our chance at the championship,” Aldrich says.
“Thank you. Gentlemen, I genuinely don’t know if this as important to you guys as it is to me.”
“Of course, it is, Coach,” Rumlow states. “We’re so close, we can taste it.”
“Agreed,” Sam says. “We want a chance to redeem ourselves from how bad we played last year. We’re ready!”
Stephen looks relieved to hear these words. “Okay. I’m really glad to hear it. But, just in case there are a few of you who aren’t as committed to this, I’ve come up with a way to ensure we pull out a win this week.”
“And what’s that?” Steve asks in fear.
“We are going to have ourselves a scavenger hunt,” Stephen says.
“A scavenger hunt?” Danny Rand questions.
“Yes. Tomorrow during sixth period, you guys will be excused from class, and we will be headed to Prospect Park where you will be split into two groups of nine and our scavenger hunt will commence,” Stephen explains. “It’s something I came up with to get you guys to bond and to build camaraderie. I figured I’d plan it myself considering you all did such an awful job at doing it the first time I told you to. And if we’re actually going to be making it to the championship, well then you will really need to be cohesive out on the field. This will help with that.”
“Um, Coach Strange?” Sam says, throwing his hand up, ready to interject his honest opinion at the idea.
“And this scavenger hunt will be mandatory, which is why we’re doing it during the school day. I won’t have to hear any excuses about other after-school activities, or work. And just so we’re clear, anyone who even tries to object to this might as well just hand in their letterman jackets now, because you will be benched for this Thursday’s game, and the championship,” Strange adds, ignoring Sam. “Now, let’s get a good practice going.” He whistles, and all eighteen players head out for their positions, some on the field, and some on the bench.
Steve can’t fully concentrate on the practice though. Because his mind is too stuck on this scavenger hunt. Not only is this mandatory bonding activity something that he just doesn’t want to spend his Tuesday afternoon doing, but also, he has absolutely no desire to spend an extra second more than he has to with Killian, Barton, and Rumlow.
Sam finally gets home around 5:45, feeling just as pissed off as he was during practice.
Listen, Sam loves Coach Strange. He even dug him before he was their Coach and was just their zany Astronomy teacher. But Sam has a real issue when people abuse their power of authority.
It’s the exact reason why Sam peed in the deep fryer at Arby’s – which was his first ever job. His boss was being a total fucking tool bag, and belittling Sam and his co-workers. So, Sam, completely fed up, told him off, and then when his boss screamed in Sam’s face in front of a bunch of patrons, he took a piss in the deep fryer, and walked out.
Can Sam follow orders and take directions? Yes. When Mr. Banner asks the glee club to sing a Katy Perry song, Sam will do it. He hates it, but he will do it. When Coach Strange recommends a certain play during a football game or tells Sam to grab some bench when he’s underperforming, he will do it. But this scavenger hunt? This is bullshit.
See, Sam used to be friends with Clint and Brock. Just as Steve, Thor, and T’Challa were as well. But he does not vibe with those guys anymore, and he hasn’t for a while. And Sam definitely doesn’t vibe with Aldrich Killian, former king of the hockey pucks. So, this activity just doesn’t sound like a good time to him at all.
“Hi, honey,” Darlene Wilson speaks out from the kitchen.
Sam takes out his headphones as he walks into the room. “Hi, guys.”
His mother, brother, and sister, all seated at the table in the middle of their pizza dinner, wave him hello.
“How was your day, Sammy?” Darlene asks.
Sam takes a seat and lets out an exasperated sigh. “Meh. How about you guys?”
“Good, my teacher gave me a set of stickers for doing so good on my work today!” Sarah shares happily.
Sam looks at her, stunned. “What?! Good for you, Sare-Bear!” He exclaims exaggeratedly. “What about you, Bud? Any stickers?”
“I got stickers last week,” Gideon replies, sticking his tongue out at his twin sister.
“Good grief. You guys are just so smart, hey?” Sam says to them, earning award-winning smiles from them both.
Darlene also smiles at the way Sam entertains his younger siblings. It’s not easy stepping up to the plate and essentially acting as a second parent to younger siblings, but Sam has never voiced any type of opposition to it, not once. He always makes himself readily available to help out however he can when it comes to Gideon and Sarah, and Darlene has always been so grateful and appreciative.
It makes her think that if it had come down to it, Sam would’ve been a good daughter to his and Sharon’s baby.
“Your guys’ birthday is coming up soon, hey? You’ll have to let me know what kind of present you want from your big brother, okay? Sam says.
Gideon and Sarah both nod. “We will!” Sarah replies.
“Let’s draw Sammy a picture of what we want!” Gideon exclaims.
“Yeah! Can we go do that now, mama?” Sarah asks Darlene.
“Of course, sweetie. Just scrape your dishes and put them in the sink, okay?”
With the twins now running towards their crayon station in the living room, Darlene and Sam are left alone. “They just love you.”
“I love them, too,” Sam replies.
“You look bummed out. How was your day, for real?” Darlene asks.
Sam shrugs. “I’m just annoyed. Coach is planning some type of bonding shit for tomorrow to get us ready for Thursday’s game.”
“Could be fun, no?”
“I mean, I doubt it. There’s a lot of players that us glee club guys have beef with. So, I would just rather not,” Sam answers.
“Don’t write it off completely before it happens, okay? Who knows, maybe all you boys will end up having the time of your lives and putting your differences behind you.”
Sam fakes a laugh. “We’ll see,” he says in reply. “I’m going to grab a shower and get started on some homework, okay?”
“Sure, honey. I’ll set some dinner aside for you,” Darlene says.
“Thanks, Ma.”
Sam’s able to jerk off, shower, and eat some pizza in record time. Then, he forces himself to actually get around to his stupid biology homework. And because he’s actually found himself kind of paying attention to school a little more than normal these days, what with being friends with Peter and all, he even manages to get that done fairly quickly.
So, he throws on 21 Jump Street on Netflix and then pulls out his phone to look up artists with bad reputations to find inspiration for this week’s glee club assignment.
Chris Brown? Um, probably not the most appropriate idea. He likes a couple of his songs, but the dude is straight trash.
Marilyn Manson? Definitely not his type of music.
Sam then reads up on Bobby Brown. There’s a report of him having admitted to getting into a physical altercation with his ex-wife Whitney Houston, but only once, as far as Sam can find. He’s mostly got a bad reputation for reports of other negative behavior. Sam wrestles with the decision, but he ultimately decides to perform Bobby Browns’ “My Prerogative.” Even though abuse is a bit of a touchy subject, especially one that hits close to him for Sam himself, this is kind of exactly what the assignment is asking of them.
Sam knows he’s really got to deliver a stellar number. He basically invented having a bad reputation. Sam’s known for being one of the most badass guys to ever walk through the halls of Shield High School, if not the most badass. Or, well, having been, at least. Past tense. He really doesn’t have the status he did during Freshman and Sophomore years.
Then it hits him. Maybe temporarily reverting back to his former image is exactly what he needs to successfully get through this scavenger hunt and this Thursday’s game unscathed.
February 2, 2014.
“Hey!” Bruce shouts from down the hall. Just a few feet in front of him stands Maria Hill, the woman he’s been looking for since yesterday morning.
Maria turns around swiftly. “Oh, good morning, Brucelina. How are you on this fine Tuesday morning?” She asks with a smug look on her face. “I hear you guys are doing a bad reputation week in glee club and I have to say, I’m just gobsmackingly flattered that you’ve chosen to honor me like this.”
Bruce stares at her, disgusted. “Cut the shit, Maria. You know I didn’t peg you for a coward but considering you couldn’t even show your face here yesterday lets me know that that’s exactly what you are.”
Maria laughs. “I resent that assumption. I was absent yesterday meeting with the National Cheerleading Association. I don’t back down from confrontations, especially not with the man-whore types, such as yourself.”
“What are you doing?” Bruce asks. “Why must you insist on assassinating my character like this? I swear, this is borderline obsession.”
Maria chuckles silently. “Because it’s what you deserve,” she says. “Need I remind you that you and that glee club stand in between me and a full Cheerios budget? I already told you, as the most powerful person in this school, I will not rest until I finally disband you and those diseased rug munchers. I am Ajax, mighty Greek warrior, and if I have to crush on a couple of ants to get what I want, then so be it.”
Bruce ignores her. He’s not here to entertain her theatrics. “Yeah, got it. But for the record, how did you even find out about any of that stuff?”
“It’s simple. Get some of your colleagues drunk enough, they reveal a ton of strange, juicy gossip. Follow some of them home, and you might spot some expensive looking vehicles parked right outside of their places, like a Bentley perhaps,” Maria says.
Bruce glares at her, just as a devilish smile creeps up onto Maria’s. “Hill, 2, Banner, 0.”
“You’re awful, Maria,” Bruce says.
“No, Bruce. I’m just a bitch.”
“Hey, love? If you could hurry up a little bit, that’d be real awesome. We only have eleven more minutes until fourth period,” Thor says, as he finishes up the last remaining bites of his chicken burger.
He and Gamora are seated at a table in the cafeteria. They have Thor’s Science textbook placed in front of them, but Gamora’s the one writing down the correct answers down in his work journal.
“Sorry, I’m going as fast as I can,” Gamora replies, ignoring the pain in her hand from having to write so quickly.
“Also, just in case I didn’t say it, thank you,” Thor adds, moving in closer to her and giving her a chaste kiss. “I really appreciate you doing this for me, babe. It’s just, between this, and having to finish up the novel study for English, and today’s scavenger hunt for football, I’m feeling so overwhelmed.”
Gamora can’t remember when exactly it started happening, her doing her boyfriend’s homework for him. Let’s think: Peter was the one tutoring Thor last year. Then, because of the tension between the two boys that was a direct result of Gamora and Thor dating, Peter stopped helping him out. So, as the person with the second highest G.P.A. at Shield High, the responsibility fell into Gamora’s lap, regardless of whether or not she was officially signed on as a peer tutor. She was just trying to be a good girlfriend after all.
But lately, it’s as if Thor has stopped trying, completely. He will just think of some excuse, usually that he’s feeling stressed and overwhelmed about his dyslexia and football, and Gamora will find herself rushing to his rescue.
Gamora doesn’t necessarily agree with it, though. She’s fine with offering as much help as she can, but Thor’s never going to learn anything if she keeps doing the work for him. She knows she can’t keep doing it. Eventually, their teachers are going to catch on, especially during exam season, when all of a sudden Thor hands in a failing mark when he’s been coasting on a B grade for the majority of the school year, the highest his overall average has ever been.
The only issue is that Gamora doesn’t know how to say no. Thor’s really good at making her feel guilty. For whatever reason, whenever she’s feeling hesitant to helping, Thor will always bring up Gamora’s anxiety, and mention how he’s always there to help through that. And sure, he’s usually really good at being there for her, but sometimes, he just doesn’t have the patience for it.
“You’re welcome,” Gamora says, kissing him again.
Thor pulls away. “Come on, beat the clock!”
Gamora rolls her eyes subtly, turning her attention back to the book. Then, Thor’s phone chimes.
“I just got a text from my mom,” Thor says. “She and my stepdad want to invite you over for dinner later this week.”
Gamora smiles. “Really?”
“That’s what the text says! I guess they finally want to meet the girl I’ve been talking up to them for the past seven months,” Thor says, flashing Gamora his beautiful blue eyes.
Damn. Any time Thor gets cute like that is literally kryptonite to her.
“So, what do you think? Thor asks.
“What do I think about what?” Gamora questions, lost in the sea of blue.
“Dinner? My house? Meeting my parents?”
“Right,” she says, coming back down to earth. “Umm…” How does she really feel about it? Well, she doesn’t know. It’s a huge step. Sure, she met Mr. and Mrs. Quill last year, but that was before she was actually dating Peter. It wasn’t as stressful.
“Uh, sure, I guess so,” Gamora finally replies.
“Awesome,” Thor says excitedly.
Then, the bell rings. Thor kisses her once more. “Thanks, so much for this,” he says, grabbing his Science material from the table. “I’m so fucking lucky to have you in my life.”
Gamora attempts a smile, but it doesn’t really come through. As Thor flees for the Science room, she sits there, dwelling on this invitation to dinner. She knows it’s the only thing she’s going to be thinking about for the next few days.
“Alrighty, everybody,” Bruce says, as T’Challa and Nakia, the last two members missing, come walking into the choir room holding hands. “Who’s up first today?”
Sam then stands up, and straightens his letterman jacket, not wasting a single moment. “I think for a lesson in bad reputations, it’s only appropriate that the person with the baddest rep in the room goes first.”
Bruce nods, letting Sam take the floor. “People are always going to talk shit, regardless of whether or not you deserve it, or regardless of whether or not you’re a good person. So, the only way to live a fulfilling life? Be as bad as you can,” he says, signaling to the band to begin.
[Sam:]
Get busy!
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Getting girls is how I live
Some ask me questions
Why am I so real?
But they don't understand me
Or really don't know the deal about a brother
Trying hard to make it right
Not long ago
Before I win this fight, sing
Jessica Jones and Jane Foster come sauntering into the choir room, clad in their Cheerios outfits - of course - and join Sam in some impressive choreography.
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (Tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
It's my prerogative (it's my prerogative)
It's the way that I wanna live (it's my prerogative)
I can do just what I feel (it's my prerogative)
No one can tell me what to do (it's my prerogative)
'Cause what I'm doing I'm doing for you
Don't get me wrong
I'm really not souped
Ego trips is not my thing
All these strange relationships really gets me down
I see nothing wrong with spreading myself around
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (Tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
It's my prerogative (it's my prerogative)
I can do what I wanna do (it's my prerogative)
I can live my life (it's my prerogative)
And I'm doing it just for you (it's my prerogative)
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (Tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
It's my prerogative (it's my prerogative)
Sam finishes the number by making out with Jessica Jones – quite obscenely – in front of everybody. Bruce, Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Carol, T’Challa, and Thor all watch in disgust.
“Wow, okay,” Bruce says, interjecting the inappropriate scene happening in front of everybody, “thank you, Sam. That was a great performance, actually—”
“Yeah, I know. I’m very capable of putting on great performances, which I’m sure comes as quite a shock to you,” Sam says.
“What does that mean?” Bruce questions.
“I guess what it means is that I’m really adapting to this week’s assignment and honing in on not only my bad reputation, but also my talents. My numbers have been a little slept on thus far, so I just wanted to show you guys what Sam Wilson is really capable of,” Sam replies. He then kicks over a music stand holding copies of this week’s sheet music.
Bruce watches him, totally surprised at the behavior Sam’s displaying. “Come on, man. Totally unnecessary. Please pick up the music stand.”
Sam stands there while a smug smile creeps its way up to his mouth. “No… I don’t think I will.”
Then, he throws his arms over both Jessica and Jane’s shoulders as the three of them walk out.
Everybody’s completely scandalized by what just happened, but Peter especially.
Steve, Tony, Sam, T’Challa, Thor, Rhodey, Scott, Clint, Brock, Aldrich all stand around waiting for Coach Strange to finish talking to the bus driver, along with the remaining team members, Warren Worthington, Logan Howlett, Scott Summers, Danny Rand, Luke Cage, Ben Grimm, Johnny Storm, and Reed Richards. They’re in some field in a heavily wooded area just outside of town.
“Okay,” Stephen says, walking down the steps of the bus. “The bus driver will be back in an hour and a half.”
“Coach, I thought we were doing this at Prospect Park?” Brock questions.
“We were supposed to, but it’s currently closed down. There was a big drug bust there or something last night, so there are cops all over it today,” Stephen says.
“Sweet,” Brock mutters under his breath.
“So, today’s scavenger hunt is happening here,” Stephen adds. “And this way, we won’t even be tempted to look at our phones considering we don’t even have service!”
Some of the boys look startled at this. “What if there’s like bears, or wolves, or something?” Tony asks.
“Then put your football skills to use and run for the hills,” Stephen says. He then looks down at his notepad. “Alright, I will be splitting you up into two teams.”
“Why can’t we just split up how we want to?” Killian asks.
“Because this is about teamwork and building camaraderie, this isn’t some afternoon play time hike, Killian.”
Steve snickers at this. “You got told,” he thinks to himself.
“Okay, Group 1, we will have Grimm, Storm, Richards, Summers, Howlett, Worthington, Rand, Cage—”
“Please, please, please let me be on this team,” Steve begs internally.
“And Stark.”
The nine boys all move to the side together. “And that leaves Barton, Rumlow, Killian, Lang, Rhodes, Odinson, Udaku, Wilson, and Rogers on team 2.”
Great. Amazing. Absolutely fucking spectacular.
The only bright side to this is that Steve doesn’t have to do this with Tony. Although, honestly, he’d much rather do this with Tony.
“Rogers, Stark, you’ll be team captains. Come grab your envelopes with your instructions,” Stephen says, holding them out.
The boys both approach their Coach and grab the envelopes. “Good luck,” Tony says.
Steve doesn’t answer. He just looks at him and turns back to his group.
“Getting the first clue will only lead to more fun. Look for it on the flat surface that is sure to weigh a ton,” Steve reads aloud. The others can tell from the tone of his voice that he is extremely annoyed.
“What does that mean, exactly? What’s a ton?” Rumlow asks.
Scott slaps a hand over his own face. “It’s a rock. It’s a rock that weighs a fuck-load. A ton means heavy. So, the clue is on a big fat rock.”
Barton and Killian sneer at their friend’s stupidity. “Whatever, man,” Rumlow replies.
“So, just look for the biggest rock around. It’s bound to be somewhat close,” Rhodey says.
The boys all walk around together, their eyes peeled out. But after a good ten minutes, the rock still doesn’t make itself known to them.
“Man, screw this,” Clint says. “I’m so not down with this whack-tivity. It’s too fucking hot, and I just don’t give a shit. We should be practicing for Thursday’s game.”
“Yeah, well Coach Strange seems to think this will help, so just suck it up, man. You’re not the only one suffering here,” Steve spits out. He definitely didn’t mean to.
Clint stops walking. “Are we really going to have a problem right now, Rogers? Because I don’t think your glee girls can come save you out here in the woods. No one will be able to hear you scream.”
“I mean, we are right here, so, if you pull something, we’ve got his back,” T’Challa says, pointing between him and Thor.
“Holy fuck, will you guys please just chill? We’re all so tired of this bullshit,” Rhodey chimes in.
Then, Sam whips out a tiny can of silly string from his back pocket and sprays Rhodey with it, head to toe. Steve, Scott, T’Challa, Thor, Barton, Rumlow, and Killian all watch in disbelief.
Bursts of laughter break the silence, compliments of Barton, Rumlow, and Killian.
“What the hell was that for?” Rhodey asks.
“Because you need to learn when to stop talking,” Sam says.
“Yo, good one, Wilson,” Brock says, holding out his fist for Sam to bump.
And Sam does it. He bumps fists with Clint and Aldrich.
“Now let’s find this motherfucking rock already so we can beat the other group and be done with this,” Sam says, walking off.
T’Challa and Thor help clean Rhodey off as Steve stares at Sam, still stunned. This isn’t the Sam Wilson he knows now. This person acting out like this? This is the old Sam Wilson.
The shock doesn’t waver, either. Because for the remainder of the scavenger hunt, Sam fools around and acts friendly with those three assholes. It’s so surprising that Steve doesn’t even have the words. No, like literally. When T’Challa and Thor approach him to ask what’s up with Sam, Steve doesn’t have a reply.
Tony’s group ends up winning, having finished their scavenger hunt first. Surprise, surprise. Nobody was ever going to win on a team with Clint, Brock, and Killian.
When the boys all start piling up on the bus to head back into town, and into an afternoon of practice, Sam picks a fight with Logan.
Coach Strange successfully breaks it up, but not before Logan manages to get one good jab at Sam, giving him a bloody nose. When Sam lunges for Logan again, Steve dives in to hold Sam back.
“Give us a minute,” Steve says to Coach Strange, as he walks onto the bus with Logan. Everyone else is aboard. Steve and Sam are alone now. “What the hell is going with you?” Steve questions.
“What’re you talking about?” Asks Sam.
“Your attitude, you picking fights with everybody, you hanging out with those tool bags? This isn’t you anymore!” Steve exclaims.
“You know what, Steve? You don’t have a right to tell me who I am. I’m doing what I need to do so that we come out of all of this as winners. This dumb ass kumbaya scavenger hunt wasn’t ever going to help. And if you’re as interested in winning the championship as I am, I suggest you do the same.”
Steve looks at him, deep in thought. “For how long? How long do you plan on doing this? How long do you suggest we do that?”
“For as long as we need to,” Sam answers.
Joseph Rogers, Maria Stark, and their two sons are all seated in the Rogers’ living room.
Steve was just summoned about ten minutes earlier and was less than pleased to see Tony back at his house for the second time this week, especially after having just finished practice with him.
Now, the four are seated together, sitting together in awkward silence.
“Alright, boys,” Joseph finally says. “First, we want to thank you for being here with us.”
“Well, I live here,” Steve says, semi-joking.
Maria laughs. “Yes, son. You got me there,” Joseph replies.
“Honey, go on,” Maria says, placing her hand on her boyfriend’s shoulder.
Joseph exhales. “I’m suddenly finding this a lot more difficult than I thought it would be.”
“What’s going on?” Tony questions.
“Should I just tell them?” Maria asks Joe.
Joseph nods. “Boys, Joseph and I have some news…” She says, wiggling her hand and showing off an engagement ring.
Steve stares at the ring like it’s a nuclear bomb. “What the hell is that?”
“Steve, your father proposed to me last night.”
“What?!” Tony exclaims excitedly.
Maria nods, going red in the face. “We went to dinner at Breadstix for our seven-month anniversary, and he totally surprised me.”
“And you said?” Steve questions, though he knows the answer. He just wants extra confirmation.
Maria stares at her soon-to-be stepson in bewilderment. “I said yes, silly!”
Then, Joseph cracks open a bottle of sparkling cider for them all to drink, putting a pause on the conversation.
“It’s not… Too soon?” Steve then says as Joseph pours the drink into four champagne flutes.
“Son, when you get to be our age, you’ll understand. It may be a little soonish to you, but—"
“When you’re in your forties, you learn to stop waiting around,” Maria finishes for him, as the two meet in a passionate kiss, leaving their sons uncomfortable. “You take advantage of the years you’ve got left.”
“Come on, son. Be happy for me!” Joseph begs.
“I am, Dad. Really. I’m happy for both of you,” Steve says hesitantly.
Joseph picks Steve up in a hug, and it’s right then and there that Tony gets a good look at Steve’s face, which is screaming what the fuck.
For the next few minutes, Steve just sits there on the couch in denial. He doesn’t really know for sure how he feels about this. Okay, yes, he does, and it’s not too good.
Steve feels as though he’s only just reconnected with his father, after feeling so distant from him for years. In the past, the two would have about ten good days per year, but now, they’re going full months without conflict or tension. It’s been a good feeling, having his dad back, and Steve feels like this engagement might ruin everything.
Not to mention, Steve still hates Tony, and this just means that the two boys are legitimately about to be actual, full-fledged stepbrothers. Fuck.
February 3, 2014.
“You wanted to see us?” Valkyrie asks, peeking her head into Maria’s office. She and Carol are there bright and early, before Cheerios practice.
Maria is writing in her journal, a sly smile resting on her face. “Yes, girls. Come on in.”
“What’s this about?” Carol asks.
“This is about my personal vendetta against your glee club advisor,” Maria responds. “Do you ladies remember my plan to disband the glee club in order to restore the Cheerios budget in full?” The girls nod.
“And do you remember how you two personally sabotaged that plan due to what I can only assume was a mental breakdown?”
Valkyrie and Carol nod again, looking guilty.
“Well I’ve recently had a new lease on life. I’ve been granted inside information to Bruce Banner’s personal life that is sure to make him the talk of the town. And I’ve already halfway accomplished it myself, by spreading it to the other teachers. But ladies, right now, I turn to you to finish it off. I want you two to spread this amongst the student body. I want Bruce Banner’s name on every students’ lips. I want everyone to tear him to shreds.”
“What did he do?” Valkyrie asks.
“Despite breaking up with her, Bruce Banner has been sleeping with the coach of Throat Explosion, and he spent time partaking in orgies when he visited the California coast this past winter break,” Maria says. She lied about that last part, sure. But she doesn’t give a fuck.
Valkyrie and Carol’s jaws both drop. “So, what, you plan on socially destroying him?”
“Yes. And though I doubt it will happen, a big part of me hopes it gets bad enough that he has to take a leave of absence just out of embarrassment,” Maria admits.
“Damn, Coach. You are one big super bitch,” Carol says, impressed rather than judgmental.
“So, I’ve been told,” Maria gloats. “Now get out of here. I’ll see you ladies in the gymnasium in five.”
The girls disperse, leaving Maria to happily wallow in her evilness. “You want a lesson in bad reputations, Banner? I’ll give you a lesson in bad reputations.”
[Maria:]
I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved
To see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one
I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
Just when you think you've got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool you do what you do
And don't try to save me
I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
I'm a bitch
I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt
When you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb
I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
“Morning everybody. Who’s got a number ready for us this morning?” Bruce asks the room. The kids all stare at him, judgingly. “What’s going on?”
“Mr. Banner, is it true that you have herpes and ordered ten different prostitutes when you were in Los Angeles?” Peter asks, almost accusatorily.
Bruce’s face falls instantly. “Excuse me?!” Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
“No, I heard he’s got crabs, and it wasn’t prostitutes, it was lonely moms,” Sharon says.
“I heard you got Bucky’s mom pregnant,” Thor adds. Bucky cringes at this.
“Okay, what the hell are you guys talking about?” Bruce asks. All of this is news to him.
“Mr. Banner, there are a ton of rumors going on about you right now. The gist of it is that you’ve become a real man whore, but as you can tell there are a ton of inconsistencies,” Nakia reveals.
“Where the heck are they coming from?”
“We all heard from a bunch of different people,” Bucky admits.
“Carol, you told me before first period… Who told you?” Sharon questions.
Carol swallows the lump in her throat. “It wasn’t Coach Hill…”
Bruce rolls his eyes. “Okay, so clearly, it was Coach Hill. But you guys need to know that absolutely none of it is true. They’re all lies. It’s no secret Hill’s out to get me, and this is just another attempt from her to do so. But let me tell you, this is all really pertinent to this week’s assignment. She’s trying to taint my image and she’s doing a damn good job at it. And even though it’s not true, she’s still succeeding at having people think of me different. Which is why moving forward, it’s up to me to put in the work to make sure I dig myself out of this bad reputation.”
“So, you and Bucky’s mom? It’s not true?” Valkyrie wonders. “Because it’d be kinda screwed up if it was. That’s our competition.”
Bruce takes a pause. He doesn’t want to lie to his kids, but he’s not about to admit to this in front of them. In front of Bucky. “All lies. I swear. Now, who’s up first?”
Steve walks up to the floor, his way of answering the question. Bruce sits down with the kids.
Steve knows he’s taking a big risk with this number. Especially after having that conversation with Bucky a few weeks back, in which they more or less decided to move on from what’d happened. But this number isn’t just towards Bucky. It’s about giving a huge middle finger to everything and everyone that has been eating at him for the past while.
So, he’s doing it. And if anyone wants to speculate or assume, he doesn’t really care. So be it.
Because he’s actually taking Sam up on his suggestion. Steve’s going to jump into a time machine and be the Steve Rogers he hasn’t been for more than a year now. It’s a version of him that not a lot of people cared for, him included. But it’s what he needs to do for the football team to win Thursday’s game, and hopefully, the Championship.
It also doesn’t hurt reverting to his bad reputation for this week’s glee club assignment.
“I’ve got a number you’re all sure to enjoy,” Steve says.
[Steve:]
I'm not loving you, way I wanted to
What I had to do, had to run from you
I'm in love with you, but the vibe is wrong
And that haunted me, all the way home
So you never know, never, never know
Never know enough, 'til it's over love
'Til we lose control, system overload
Screaming, "No, no, no, no-no"
I'm not loving you, way I wanted to
See I wanna move, but can't escape from you
So I keep it low, keep a secret code
So everybody else don't have to know
So keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown
Keeping your love lockdown, your love lockdown
Now keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown
Now keep your love lockdown, you lose
Steve spontaneously decides to look in Bucky’s direction for the remainder of the number.
I'm not loving you, way I wanted to
I can't keep my cool, so I keep it true
I got something to lose, so I gotta move
I can't keep myself, and still keep you too
So I keep in mind, when I'm on my own
Somewhere far from home, in the danger zone
How many times did I tell you 'fore it finally got through?
You lose, you lose
I'm not loving you, way I wanted to
See I had to go, see I had to move
No more wasting time, you can't wait for life
We're just racing time, where's the finish line?
So keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown
Keeping your love lockdown, your love lockdown
Now keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown
Now keep your love lockdown, you lose
I'm not loving you, way I wanted to
I bet no one knew, I got no one new
Know I said I'm through, but got love for you
But I'm not loving you, way I wanted to
Gotta keep it going, keep the loving going
Keep it on a roll, only God knows
If I'll be with you, baby, I'm confused
You choose, you choose
I'm not loving you, way I wanted to
Way I wanna go, I don't need you
I been down this road too many times before
I'm not loving you, way I wanted to
So keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown
Keeping your love lockdown, your love lockdown
Now keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown
Now keep your love lockdown, you lose
You lose
You lose
You lose
You lose
Bruce, Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor are all silent after the number. They’ve all just watched Steve sing his heart and soul off, and it looked like a lot of built up emotions and frustrations being released… And toward Bucky?
Steve stares back at them, waiting for a reaction: constructive criticism, applause, anything. But nothing comes. So, he scoffs, and just exits the choir room.
Bucky sits there confused, wondering what kind of message Steve was trying to send with that song choice.
“Yo, Killian!” Steve, in the hallway, shouts.
Aldrich turns around. “What do you want?”
“Just trying to make sure we’re on the same page this week. We need to exceed peoples’ expectations and tear this shit up. If you’re down, what say you, me and the guys go egg some houses tonight after practice?”
Killian laughs. “Fuck yeah, dude. Glad to hear it,” he replies, high fiving Steve and walking off.
Steve stands in place, letting the cringe escape his body.
Peter’s on his way back to school from Mr. Pepp’s pizza with fellow tutor, Maya Hansen. She’s been a friend since the beginning of Freshman year. They both met one another in the tutor center, after finding out they were both among the youngest peer tutors Shield High has ever had.
They bonded over their love of academics, and their big brains. And their mutual love of How I Met Your Mother… And the film Footloose, which is one of Peter’s secret guilty pleasures.
Peter likes being friends with Maya. He suspects she might have a crush on him, but he doesn’t see anything romantic ever coming out of it. Probably because they’re too alike. That’s often considered a con in relationships. Some people need people that challenge them, and that’s exactly how Peter feels.
As the two cut through the football field, they see Clint, Brock, Aldrich, and, to Peter’s surprise, Sam and Steve, picking on Peter Parker and Ned Leeds.
“You want to turn around? I tend to avoid being anywhere near those guys,” Maya says.
“No, I’m fine,” Peter replies. “In fact, I think I need to have a word with Sam.”
“Okay. I hope that goes well, but I’m not sticking around to find out,” Maya answers. “I’ll see you later, Pete.”
Sam wheels himself over to where the guys are tossing Peter and Ned into a dumpster, laughing amongst themselves as they do so.
“Hey!” Peter Quill shouts. The five guys turn to him. “Wilson, can I have a word?”
Peter doesn’t quite know where he purchased the big balls he’s currently sporting, but he’s grateful for them. Confronting football guys like this isn’t something he’s used to doing. There are fourteen million scenarios where this could’ve ended with Peter getting beat up.
Sam rolls his eyes and walks over to Peter. “What?” He asks in a rude tone.
“Sam, what’s up?”
“What do you mean?”
“I just mean you hanging out with those guys, picking on kids, I didn’t really think that was you anymore,” Peter says.
Sam laughs under his breath. “Everyone’s got to stop trying to tell me who I am, and just let me be who I am.”
“I’m just worried.”
“Worried why?”
“I’m worried because if this is what you’re going to be up to these days, then I really don’t see a scenario in which we stay friends. A friendship like ours doesn’t work when I’m the exact type of kid you all like to bully. The type of kid you have bullied,” Peter admits. “And I’ve got to say, that really bites. Because I’ve loved having you in my corner the past few months.”
Sam bites the inside of his cheek as he ponders Peter’s words. “Well, I’m sorry you feel that way. But I’m doing me. And if you don’t like it, nobody’s paying you to stick around. I’m through letting people dictate every last thing about me. If I feel like messing with some losers, or waking up tomorrow and telling Barton and the boys to suck my nut, I will do both of those.”
Peter looks down at the floor, hurt. “Okay. I understand. Sorry for bothering you.”
Sam watches Peter roll away. He feels guilt for about four seconds, before he shakes his head and reverts his attention back to his football buddies.
Thor’s upstairs in his bedroom, putting on a nice button-down shirt for this special dinner his family is about to have.
It’s a big deal, his parents inviting Gamora over so that they could meet her. It’s an even bigger deal that Frigga is using her nice cooking dish set, which she only breaks out when they have special guests coming over, and that she’s making carne asada, one of Gamora’s favorite foods.
Thor’s dated a bunch of girls. Doreen Green, Cece Reyes, Betty Ross, and Alison Blaire, just to name a few. But never once have his parents ever tried to take those relationships seriously enough to take the initiative to meet his girlfriends.
Maybe it’s just what comes with growing up. He’s 17 now after all. Maybe his parents just assumed his girlfriends from ages 13 and 14 weren’t serious or wouldn’t last. And sure, obviously they were right, but that just makes this dinner with Gamora all the more meaningful.
He’s excited for his parents to meet one of the best girl’s he’s ever known. And the person responsible for Thor’s higher than normal G.P.A.
Loki, Thor’s younger brother, walks into his room. “Mom wants you to know dinner is nearly ready.”
“Thank you, brother,” Thor says, taking a deep breath as he takes one final look at himself in the mirror.
Thor teasingly messes up Loki’s hair on the duo’s way down the stairs. As they walk into the kitchen, he checks his phone to see if there’s any text from Gamora letting him know that she’s on her way. But there’s not.
“Can you help set the table, my love?” Frigga asks Loki.
Loki nods, grabbing the stack of plates on the counter and walking them to the dining room.
“Honey, what time will your girlfriend be joining us?”
Thor shrugs. “I’m not sure. I thought she’d be on her way by now, but she hasn’t texted yet.”
“Okay. We’ll give her another twenty minutes,” Frigga replies.
“I’ll give her a call, too,” Thor says.
“Sure,” Frigga says, tossing the large bowl of salad consisting of vegetables straight out of her garden.
Thor excuses himself to the porch, where he takes a seat on the swing and dials up his girlfriend.
It rings over six times before she answers the phone. “Hello?”
“Hey, Gamora. You almost ready?”
“Thor… I don’t think I’ll be able to make it,” Gamora responds softly.
Thor feels his body tense up. “What do you mean? Last night you said you would be able to. That your foster mom would drop you off on her way to work, or something like that.”
“Yeah, I know. But, Thor, I woke up today and it’s just… Been a rough day. I’m just feeling a little anxious.”
Thor scoffs. “Gamora, my mom’s been cooking dinner for hours. She and Heimdall are so excited to meet you. I was so excited for tonight,” he says. “Please don’t be a flake. This is really important to me… That my parents know that I managed to bag a great girl like you. That they don’t think that I’m a screw up.”
Thor can hear Gamora shed a few tears. “I’m sorry, Thor.”
“Whatever. Forget about it,” Thor says aggressively. “But you know what, Gamora? I’m getting real fucking tired of you using this bullshit as an excuse. For every goddamn thing in your life. You’re never going to get better if you keep things up like this.” He then hangs up.
He’s so tense as he walks back inside. Heimdall comes downstairs, freshly showered and shaven. “Alrighty, where’s this famous Gamora?”
“She’s not coming,” Thor answers rudely.
“What?!” Frigga asks from the kitchen.
“She canceled,” Thor says. “I’m sorry.”
He doesn’t stick around to hear the comments his mother and stepfather make. He heads up to his room, tears his fancy shirt off of his body, and gets into bed.
February 4, 2014.
Nakia and Sharon are hanging out with T’Challa and Rhodey by T’Challa’s locker.
“So, how pumped are you guys for the game tonight?” Sharon asks the boys.
“Very. Making it to the Championship would be amazing,” T’Challa replies.
“Agreed. Besides, something has to make up for that godawful afternoon we had to spend with the team,” Rhodey says.
“Are you talking about that scavenger hunt mess?” Nakia questions.
“Yes. Worst day ever. So, if we don’t win tonight, I will be extra mad,” Rhodey replies.
“Think positive, Rhodey,” Sharon says. “You guys will win. God knows this school needs it. It might just be thing that brings everyone together. And by everyone, I do primarily mean the football boys with the glee boys.”
Then, Gamora comes walking down the hallway. She looks as though she’s just been crying.
“Gamora?” Nakia calls out, but Gamora ignores her. Nakia and Sharon share a knowing look, and quickly follow behind their friend.
Gamora jogs all the way to the auditorium, continuously ignoring the girls’ pleas to slow down.
“Gamora!” Nakia shouts as the three reach the stage. “Would you stop running?!”
Gamora finally turns to them, shaking and breaking down in tears. Nakia and Sharon immediately walk over to her and smother her in hugs. “Girl, are you okay?”
“No… I don’t know… It’s Thor,” Gamora responds through sobs. And that’s all she’s able to say.
“Sorry, I don’t want to be a cliché right now, but…” Nakia says, walking over to the AUX cord backstage.
[Nakia:]
Take a minute girl, come sit down and tell us what's been happening
In your face I can see the pain, don't you try to convince us that you're happy
We've seen this all before, but he's taking advantage of the passion
Because we've come too far for you to feel alone
You don't let him walk over your heart, I'm tellin' you
[Nakia & Sharon:]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying and you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying and pretending that he's faithful and he loves you
Girl, you don't have to be hiding, don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love you
[Gamora:]
See, what y'all don't know about him is I can't let him go because he needs me
It ain't really him, it's stress from his job and I ain't making it easy
I know you see him bugging most of the time
But I know deep inside, he don't mean it
It gets hard sometimes but I need my man, I don't think y'all understand, I'm telling ya
[Nakia & Sharon:]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying and you needing somebody to talk to (we understand, don't be ashamed of your friend)
Girl, I can tell he's been lying and pretending that he's faithful and he loves you (I can tell he's been lying to you, he's no good for you)
Girl, you don't have to be hiding, don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love you
Girl, I can tell you've been crying (oh girl, I can tell you been crying)
And you needing somebody to talk to (I can see it in your eyes)
Girl, I can tell he's been lying (I can tell he’s been lying)
And pretending that he's faithful and he loves you (I can see it in you)
Girl, you don't have to be hiding (I know what you’re feeling girl)
Don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love you
[Sharon:]
Girl, take a good look at yourself
He got you going through hell
We ain't never seen you down like this
What you mean, you don't need us to help
We known each other too well[
[Nakia, Sharon, & Gamora:]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying and you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying and pretending that he's faithful and he loves you (I been knowin' you since you was ten, you cannot hide from your friends, girl)
Girl, you don't have to be hiding, don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
[Nakia, Sharon, & Gamora:]
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love you
[Nakia, Sharon, & Gamora:]
Girl, I can tell you've been crying and you needing somebody to talk to
Girl, I can tell he's been lying and pretending that he's faithful and he loves you (I been knowin' you since you was ten, you cannot hide from your friends, girl)
Girl, you don't have to be hiding, don't you be ashamed to say he hurt you
[Nakia, Sharon, & Gamora:]
I'm your girl, you're my girl, we your girls
Don't you know that we love you
By the end of the song, Gamora’s tears have subsided.
“Not to ruin the moment, but we sounded so good,” Sharon says.
The girls all laugh. “Now, do you want to tell us what happened?”
Gamora nods. “We were supposed to have dinner at Thor’s. His mom and stepdad wanted to meet me. I was nervous and anxious about it all week. I’m just this young girl, with childhood trauma and anxiety up the wazoo. I didn’t really feel like being judged by my boyfriend’s parents yet. Especially because they’re so fancy, and I’m so not. The day of, I didn’t show up. Thor called me, mad as hell, and he basically told me he was over me using my anxiety as a crutch.”
“Yeah, that’s not cool in the slightest,” Sharon says.
“But maybe he didn’t mean it. I know he struggles with feeling like a disappointment to his parents. They remind him every day that he’s not the star athlete they want him to be, or the brainiac they want him to be. He was just stressed, and I know that,” Gamora adds.
“Gamora, you shouldn’t make excuses for him,” Nakia says. “He knows that your anxiety has been something that’s plagued you your entire life. And he knows that it’s because of stuff from your childhood. You’re allowed to feel your feelings, you’re allowed to wake up and decide it’s not a good day. You’re allowed all of those things.”
“And besides, this isn’t the first time he’s made you feel shitty for your anxiety, right?” Sharon asks.
“No. There have been other times. A lot of other times. Never mind the fact that I feel like he’s been using me to do his homework,” Gamora says, as more tears pool in her eyes.
“What are you feeling right now?” Nakia questions.
“I’m not sure. Part of me feels bad for him, and part of me feels I shouldn't act so impulsively, but part of me also feels fed up. I can only take so much belittling for something that I can’t necessarily control. I’m already taking medication, and I’m doing so much better compared to how I was doing two short years ago. But if he can’t be patient, or be sensitive, when I’m so patient and sensitive to his dyslexia and needing homework help, then…”
Nakia and Sharon share another look. “It sounds like you already know what you need to do,” Nakia says.
“You remember at that sleepover we had at your guys’ place? With all the girls? When Valkyrie said she forgot we were dating because we were such a boring couple? Well, she couldn’t have been more wrong. We weren’t boring. We’ve just been suffering in silence,” Gamora shares.
The girls hug her once more. “I guess dating a football player wasn’t all it was cracked up to be,” Gamora adds.
Thor walks into the choir room over the lunch break. He received a text from Gamora during third period asking to meet up.
“Thanks for meeting me,” Gamora says. She’s already shaking but tries to breathe through it.
“Of course,” Thor answers, immediately moving to kiss her. Gamora accepts it but doesn’t reciprocate it. Thor scans her face. “Everything okay?”
“No, actually,” Gamora says. “Thor, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking.”
“Okay, thinking about what?”
“Thinking about us… Thinking about how screwed up things are.”
Thor scoffs. “What do you mean screwed up? Do you mean because I got annoyed with you over bailing on the dinner?”
Gamora nods. “Amongst other things, yeah.”
“Geez, Gamora. Why can’t you just get over it? I did,” Thor says.
“Right, but we’re different people, Thor. You’re very lucky that you don’t dwell on things, but people with anxiety, people like me, we fixate on things. We dwell on things. We replay situations and scenarios and bad moments in our heads until we’re blue in the face sometimes. And this weekend was kind of the catalyst I needed to realize that things between us aren’t perfect in the slightest,” Gamora explains. “So, with that said, I think we should break up.”
Thor stares at her, wide-eyed and stunned. “Are you serious?”
“You were there for me a lot in the beginning. But somewhere along the way, I think you ran out of patience. I don’t use my anxiety as a crutch on purpose. Some days are great, and some days are bad. I need a boyfriend who doesn’t fault me for those bad days. I need a boyfriend who doesn’t freak out on me for things out of my control. I need a boyfriend who doesn’t make me feel like shit. I don’t want this to be my life for the next sixty years, but right now, I’m a 16-year-old girl just trying to find herself and get through high school. I’m allowed to feel these feelings.”
Thor shakes his head. “Whatever, Gamora. I tried to be a great boyfriend. I tried to help get you out of your comfort zone, I tried to be a gentleman…”
Gamora cuts him off. “And I thank you for that. We had some great times, and I will forever be grateful for that. But being a gentleman one day doesn’t give you the right to be a dick the next day. I’m just tired of the cycle we’ve grown so comfortable with. You’re not Sam Wilson. You’re not Clint Barton. But Thor, these past few weeks, you’ve still managed to gain yourself a bad reputation in my eyes. So, we’re done.”
Thor chuckles, ego obviously bruising from this. “Cool. It was about time. I was getting a little bored. Take care, Gamora.”
“Thor?” She calls out before he exits.
“What?”
“Just so we’re clear, that also means I’m done doing your homework for you. But I’m not a bad person. So, if you would still like help, I can do that. But you’re never going to get better if you don’t try, too.”
Thor takes a good look at her and heads for the cafeteria.
Gamora takes a few good deep breaths and lets one last tear drop.
[Gamora:]
You have a way with words
Your silence is a curse
You always seem to break me down, down, down
My swollen heart you curve
Your comfort makes it worse
I don't want you around, 'round, 'round, 'round
'Cause how is the man of my dreams not a man of his words?
And how is the man for me just a man that makes me hurt? (ooh)
It's time to take my own
Take my own advice, take my own advice
Need me to take my own
Take my own advice, take my own advice
I almost lost my mind
I left myself behind
I almost crashed and fell right from the sky
I took a chance on this
I took too big a risk
And now I'm left with pain to get me high
'Cause how is the man of my dreams not a man of his words?
And how is the man for me just a man that makes me hurt? (ooh)
It's time to take my own
Take my own advice, take my own advice
Need me to take my own
Take my own advice, take my own advice
You had to break me, take me
To make me better
But I had to save me, baby
Now or never
'Cause how is the man of my dreams not a man of his words?
And how is the man for me just a man that makes me hurt? (ooh)
It's time to take my own
Take my own advice, take my own advice (hey)
Need me to take my own (need me to take my)
Take my own advice, take my own advice (yeah, ooh)
Take, own, ooh, ooh
Take, own, ooh, ooh
Tony’s pacing outside the Astronomy classroom, patiently and anxiously waiting to talk to Steve.
Tony, just like everyone, started making assumptions about what Steve’s glee club performance earlier in the week meant. Was he admitting to still loving Bucky? Was he telling Bucky to kiss his ass, once again? It’s really up to interpretation.
But the night before, Tony had a dream where Bucky and Steve were both miserable and depressed, until he took it upon himself to get them back together himself. The two were so grateful to Tony, and he was hailed a hero by everyone in the glee club. So, that’s exactly what he’s going to do.
Tony’s come to terms with the fact that there’s no romantic future for him and Bucky. Officially. So, the next best thing he can do is get them back together. Everyone will be so much better off for it. Besides, Bucky really brought out the best in Steve. And the two are good together.
The twenty or so students come walking out, Steve being one of them.
“Steve!”
Steve turns to see who’s calling him, and once he realizes, he keeps walking.
“Please, wait,” Tony says.
Thankfully, he does. “What do you want?”
“Can I just have a minute of your time?” Tony asks.
“You have until I make it to Chavez’ class,” Steve says, starting to walk off.
Tony follows. “Look, I know I’m not your favorite person. Not by a long shot. I’ve got somewhat of a bad reputation with you, and you still dislike me.”
“Yup. What’s your point?” Steve questions.
“I just wanted to talk to you about your glee club number. What was it about? Was it about you moving on from Bucky, or?”
“And once again, we’re having a conversation about Bucky,” Steve remarks, angered. “You’d think you’d learn by now. If I’m going to let you talk to me, it better be about something other than my you know what that you kissed.”
“I’m asking for a specific reason,” Tony says. “I’m asking because I think you guys need to be together.”
Steve looks around for any potential eavesdroppers. “Yeah? Well we still would be if you wouldn’t have done what you did.”
Tony sighs. “That’s what I’m trying to say. Look, I can’t apologize enough for the part I played in it. But I want to play a better role this time around. I want to help you guys get back together.”
Steve laughs, stopping right outside America Chavez’ classroom. “You know what, I’m done with this conversation. After Sharon, Bucky should’ve known how sensitive I’d be to something like this. And yet, he still let you kiss him. He still kissed you back. He and I talked. I made it clear we weren’t getting back together… That I still wasn’t over everything, and that I wouldn’t be for a long time. So, we aren’t getting back together. And we definitely aren’t getting back together by your hand,” he says pointedly. “You and I might have to be stepbrothers soon, but our friendship has been permanently butchered.”
Tony looks down at the floor, ashamed. “Fine. You don’t have to be on board. But I’m telling you, as your future stepbrother, you guys will end up back together. And it will be because of me. You guys are great together. And you both deserve to be happy.”
“Shut the fuck up already, dude,” Steve spits.
As Tony begins to walk away, Nakia and T’Challa walk up to the classroom door. They witnessed the exchange. “Can I fucking help you two?”
The couple looks at him, totally surprised at his behavior. They ignore him and take their seats.
“What the hell’s going on with him lately?”
“Don’t pay no mind to bullshit like that, Nakia. Ignore him,” T’Challa says.
This is it.
The semi-finals. The game that decides whether or not the Shield High Avengers will be able to make it to the finals next week and win the state championship.
The boys are all amped, but especially Sam and Steve. They put in the most amount of effort to ensure this game ends with them winning. Effort that resulted in hurting those around them just to keep up appearances with their fellow players. They both blew off glee club after they did their numbers, and they’ve put distance between them and the rest of the glee club.
All of the football boys are out on the field in full gear, warming up. On the other side, the members of the opposing team, the Inhuman High School Illusionists, are also warming up.
A whistle blows. Coach Strange signals for the boys to all round up.
“You guys ready for this?” Rumlow asks as he smacks Barton’s ass and grinds against Killian, pulling laughs from his fellow players.
Steve had forgotten how homoerotic these guys act with each other. It always tends to be the most homophobic guys who are the most homoerotic with one another. Steve grimaces at Rumlow. He also takes notice of the way Sam visibly cringes at this too. He’s genuinely surprised by it. Honestly, there was a time not too long ago that Sam would’ve laughed at behavior like that. Hell, Steve too.
Both of their reactions to this are clear indications that they’re growing as people. And they owe all of that to the glee club and to Mr. Banner. The very people that they have been actively ignoring and dissing all week.
“Rumlow, please refrain from obscene gestures like that in front of me,” Coach Strange says. “Now, I just wanted to take a second to help hype you guys up. I’m not going to lie to you… There’s a lot on the line today. We want a chance to be able to bring our community together, right?”
“Right,” the boys reply in unison.
“We want a chance to be able to kick Dark Horse High School’s ass next week, right?”
“Right.”
“We want to win that championship, right?”
“Right!”
“Well then I suggest one thing: you go out there today, you communicate with one another, and you pull off this win!” Coach Strange says. “Don’t make me send you guys on another team building scavenger hunt, alright? Make me proud. Make Shield High proud. And make yourselves proud, okay? Avengers on three.”
“One, two, Avengers!”
Then, Stephen makes a gesture to the football official on the field to signal that the Shield High Avengers are ready to go.
The Illusionists all chant their team mantra as Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol and the rest of the Cheerios get the crowd warmed up.
Steve looks over to the stands and sees Mr. Banner sitting with Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, and Peter.
He starts to feel guilt settle in. Even after the way Steve’s acted this week, they all still showed up to support him and the rest of the glee boys. He doesn’t get to dwell on it for too long because before he knows it, the game begins.
“Do you think they’ll pull it off, Mr. B?” Gamora asks as she grabs a handful of Nakia's popcorn.
Bruce shrugs. “It’s hard to say. But I hope they do, for Coach Strange’s sake.”
“Blue Maroon Silver! Ready, set, hut!” Steve shouts.
The play goes into motion, where Steve, whose favorite color is blue, sneaks the football over to Tony, whose favorite color is Maroon. Tony then throws the football over to Rhodey, whose favorite color is silver, and who’s already making his way over to the touchdown line.
But he’s unfortunately intercepted by #43 on the other team.
Steve lets a “fuck” slip out as he watches the Illusionists go up to twelve points while the Avengers are still at 0.
Coach Strange calls for a time out before the next play.
“Okay, I’ve just got to ask, are we all in this?” Stephen asks. He looks extremely agitated.
“Of course, we are, Coach. This isn’t over just because they’re up by twelve. The game has just begun,” Danny says.
“Yeah, for real. Just wait and see, I’m about to get us a touchdown,” Rumlow adds.
Stephen nods vehemently. “Alright, alright. Impress me. Please.”
The time out ends, and the players take their positions once again. The next play, where Rumlow takes control of the ball in order to pull out a touchdown is called. “Crossbones on three!”
Just as Steve is about to throw the ball to Rumlow, who’s totally open and halfway down the field, #12 tackles Steve to hell and back.
Steve can hear Coach Strange squeal in disappointment. Steve smacks the ground in irritation.
“Hey, don’t lose focus, we got this!” Killian says to him, as he helps him up. It’s the first time ever that Killian acts like a decent human being to Steve.
“Thank you,” Steve replies.
After a few more spankings, the Avengers end up scoring a few points, where they end the first half 5-16.
Coach Strange asks the team to meet up in the locker room during halftime. Within ten minutes, Stephen is letting them have it. “I tried my absolute hardest to make this work. I thought after so many years, the Shield High Avengers finally deserved another shot at the Championship. But it doesn’t look like it’s going to happen. So, I’m sorry. Clearly I didn’t coach you all hard enough.”
“Coach Strange, this has nothing to do with you. You did a stellar job as our coach, so there’s no reason for you to go blaming yourself,” Tony says.
“Agreed. And again, this isn’t over. All we have to do is screw our heads on right. We still have a chance to score this W,” Barton adds.
“We’ve got this, Coach. Especially with Wilson and Rogers mentally back in the mix. We’ll try our best not to let you down,” says Rumlow.
Steve and Sam both give him the fakest of smiles. They also notice when T’Challa and Thor share a mutual look of annoyance over Rumlow’s words. “They must think we’re some real pieces of shit, right now,” Steve thinks to himself.
“Alright. Then let’s go back out there and… Score this W,” Stephen says optimistically.
“Sunlight 52! Sunlight 52! Ready, set, hut!” Steve calls out.
This is it.
The final twelve seconds of the game.
The Avengers are down by five. They managed to get up to a score of 12, while the Illusionists are resting at 17. Only twelve seconds to decide the game.
If they get a touchdown, they’ll win. If not, they lose.
From the moment that Steve throws the football over to Sam, everything happens in slow motion.
Rumlow tackles the guy who’s after Sam, while Killian manages to shield Sam pretty well before getting tackled himself.
Sam is less than two feet away from the line when he gets trampled. The entire stadium goes quiet as everybody watches Sam fall to the ground. You could hear a pin drop, despite the fact that there are over two hundred people in the vicinity.
Sam and the other player are close enough to the line that wherever Sam lands when his body hits the ground will decide the game.
But…
Sam doesn’t make it. He’s only inches away from the line, but it still isn’t close enough.
A whistle goes off and the game is officially declared to go to the Illusionists.
Steve falls to his knees and puts his head down. He then slams a fist into the grass. He can hear his fellow teammates moan and groan. He even hears Coach Strange start to cry. Steve’s too distraught to actually look up at everyone.
Then, Sam approaches him. “Hey. We gave it our all,” he says, holding out a hand to help Steve stand.
Steve attempts a smile. “We did.” Steve gets up and dusts the grass off. “We even did some pretty fucked up shit just so we could ensure we won.”
“Like turn our backs on our friends and associate ourselves with some whack ass people?”
Steve snorts. “Yes. Exactly that.”
“I know. And in the end, pretending to be friends with them wasn’t even enough. I think that’s the universe trying to send us a sign,” Sam replies.
“Agreed.”
Sam scratches at his chin. “You know, I didn’t really think I’d done much growing in the last year and some… But being friends with those guys again made me realize that I have. I’ve really grown. And it feels really fucking weird to admit.”
Steve nods. “We both have. If we hadn’t, then we wouldn’t have felt any guilt at all.”
Sam playfully punches Steve’s arm. “We should probably head to the locker room.”
“Yeah, good idea. You smell awful,” Steve teases.
Coach Strange walks into the locker room, looking a little defeated. “First things first, I just want to say I’m sorry. Not because we lost, or anything like that. But because perhaps there’s a chance that I got a little too desperate and manic. I should’ve definitely been a lot more encouraging. I hope you can forgive me.”
All of the boys nod simultaneously. “We can’t blame you for being super passionate about getting us to the championship, Coach Strange. It shows that you care. And after Coach Murdock, it’s pretty great knowing we have a coach that cares about us so much,” Steve says.
The words almost bring Stephen to tears. Happy tears, not like the one’s he let out earlier. “Thank you, Steve. I really appreciate that.”
“There’s always next year,” T’Challa adds. “And I don’t know about you guys, but I can’t think of a more perfect scenario than winning the championship during our senior year, and really leaving our legacy on this place.”
Stephen laughs. “Does that sound like a plan?”
“Fuck yeah!” Scott Lang shouts as he fist bumps Rhodey.
“Alrighty, I’m out of here,” Stephen says. “Please, be proud of how you guys played, and if you’re going to get drunk tonight, just don’t drive.”
The boys all laugh as they revert their attention to taking their football gear off and gathering their belongings.
“Wilson, Rogers, we’re getting shitfaced over at Worthington’s tonight. You two joining?” Rumlow asks.
Steve looks at him, and at Killian and Barton who are standing directly behind him, all half-naked.
“Thanks for the offer, but no,” Steve answers. “And actually, I should probably confess to something. I really enjoyed not fighting with you guys this week. Mostly because this rivalry is getting a little exhausting, but also because it was fun to play pretend for a week. But I only pretended to be good with you guys to increase our chances of winning. In retrospect, I’m not exactly proud of it. So, I wanted to say sorry.” He then closes his locker and throws his letterman jacket on. “See you guys around.”
Sam stares at the three boys, waiting for a reaction. But they all just stand there speechless “Yeah… Same… What he said… Me too,” he responds, walking off in Steve’s footsteps.
The two friends walk to the parking lot together. “I for sure thought they were going to throw hands.”
“They’re probably just exhausted from the game. Because I thought the same thing,” Steve replies.
Sam and Steve spot T’Challa and Thor getting into T’Challa’s parents’ vehicle. “Hey!” Steve shouts.
“What’s up?” Thor asks.
“What are you guys up to tonight?” Steve questions.
T’Challa shrugs. “Nothing.”
“Same here. Why?” Thor asks.
“Let’s do something. Let’s end the season on a high note, together,” Steve suggests.
“We could all go to Breadstix and then head over to my house to play video games?” Sam offers.
T’Challa seems unsure. “Really? I would’ve expected you two to be hanging out with Rumlow and Barton tonight.”
Steve grins. “Look, we know what you guys are thinking. But literally none of that was real. We swear to god. Besides, we like you two a lot more than those fuck rags.”
All four boys laugh together.
“Alright, let’s do it,” Thor says. “Lord knows I could use the distraction. Gamora broke up with me today.”
Steve and Sam stare at him, wide-eyed in surprise. “Shit. Sorry to hear that man.”
“Wait!” Sam exclaims. “Steve, I know you have your issues with him, and they’re completely valid… But I feel like we should invite Tony. I would feel kind of bad leaving him out. We can even invite Rhodey and Scott along so that there’s more of us?”
Steve has to concentrate really hard not to combust at the suggestion. But deep down, he knows Sam has a point. “It’s fine. Go ahead. Call them up.”
Nakia, Gamora, and Sharon walk through the Lima Mall, Victoria’s Secret and T.J. Maxx bags in hand. It’s been quite the long day. Morning glee practice, a day of school, and then the football game.
Honestly, Sharon would much rather dive into the couch and curl up with some popcorn and a movie, but the girls are shopping to support Gamora, who’s in desperate need of her own distraction after her break up with Thor.
“Hey, wait a minute? Did you guys eat supper?” Sharon asks.
“We shared a small popcorn at the game, but other than that, I haven’t eaten since lunch,” Nakia says.
“Well then I’d say a stop at the food court is definitely in order,” Sharon says.
Gamora frowns. “I’m not too hungry right now.”
“Pause,” Sharon says. “Gamora, I know what you’re feeling right now. That lack of appetite? It’s not because you’re not hungry. It’s because you broke up with your boyfriend. It’s a direct result of the emotions you’re feeling. And if you don’t want to eat right now, I won’t force you to. But I want you to know that your body could probably benefit from a meal after such a hard day. Not to mention, if there was ever a time to dig into a big slice of pizza, or a mess of nachos from Taco Bell, it’s right now.”
Gamora’s frown turns into a smile. “Fine. You had me at nachos.”
The girls laugh. “Alrighty, let’s go eat then.”
As the girls chat some more about the latest Shield High gossip and the Avengers’ tragic loss earlier that night, Sharon looks up and sees her father, Harrison Carter, walking towards her, headed for the exit. He’s dressed in a suit while he walks hand in hand with some blonde bombshell on his left, who’s dressed in a mini cocktail dress, and a little girl on his right. She was probably between eight or nine years old.
Sharon stares at him for seconds, long before Harrison himself notices her. But once he finally does, his face turns beet red, and he lingers. But that’s all he does.
He doesn’t stop in his tracks. He doesn’t wave. He doesn’t say hello. He doesn’t bother asking Sharon how she is, and how she’s doing. He doesn’t introduce her to the woman who he was obviously cheating on her mother with. And he doesn’t hug her or offer an apology. He just keeps walking.
Sharon feels her pulse quicken and her stomach burst. The last time she felt stomach pain this bad was when she had contractions as she went into labor.
She had come face to face with a ghost from her past. Someone she hates and resents. And yet, for a split second, all Sharon wanted was to be her daddy’s little girl again.
She doesn’t realize she’s crying until Nakia and Gamora both stop walking and ask, “What’s wrong?”
Sharon shakes her head. “Sorry. Sorry, it’s nothing. I just… Saw my dad… That man… That was my dad… With his new family.”
The girls’ jaws drop. “Oh my god, are you okay?”
“I will be. But to tell you the truth, I’m not so hungry anymore. I think I’m going to split, is that okay?”
“Of course, it is,” Nakia says. “Gamora’s sleeping over tonight, so we’ll just see you at home.”
“Okay, see you guys,” Sharon answers. She cries the entire walk to her vehicle, and then the entire drive home.
Knock knock.
“Come in,” Sharon says, shifting uprights in bed. She’s dressed in pajamas now and has spent the last two hours deep in thought. Thoughts about her father. Thoughts about her mother. Thoughts about the past.
She assumed that the knock at the door was the girls, but it’s Josephine.
“Hi honey,” Josephine says. “I don’t mean to barge in on you, but I heard you crying, and I just wanted to check in.”
“Thanks, Mrs. Shauku. I’m fine.”
“Anything you want to talk about? I promise, I give great advice. You can ask Nakia,” Josephine jokes.
Sharon doesn’t really want to talk to Nakia’s mom about all of this. After all, Josephine doesn’t really know any of Sharon’s past, or her family matters. But then it hits her: Josephine doesn’t know any of Sharon’s past. She won’t be going in with any preconceived notions or opinions. And the best advice always comes from an impartial third party.
“Sure, yeah. Though I have to warn you, a lot of the topics that might come up are pretty troubling.”
“I don’t mind, and I assure you, I won’t judge,” Josephine states.
“I saw my father tonight. I was at the mall with Nakia and Gamora, and I saw him. With what I’m pretty sure was his new family. It’s the first time I’d seen him in like fifteen months… Since he kicked me out of the house last year. And I just felt a wave of different emotions take over. I didn’t know what to do, so I left. Then I came here, and I’ve just been crying since.”
Josephine takes a seat on the bed and throws a supportive arm around Sharon. “I’m so sorry, honey. That couldn’t have been an easy sight.”
“No, not at all,” Sharon replies. “I know as religious people we’re not supposed to, but I hate him. But then in that moment, I also felt like I missed him. But then I felt like I hated him again. It was all just a lot. I shouldn’t miss him. He abandoned me when I was at my most vulnerable. He was an awful man, Mrs. Shauku. He terrorized our household. He didn’t hit my sister and I, but he laid a hand on my mother on a couple occasions. He took anger out on us in other ways… Mostly just verbal taunting and emotional manipulation, and whatnot. So why did I miss him?”
“Because he’s your biological father and he brought you into this world. But that influx of emotions was completely natural. It was a way for your body and soul to process that familial tether with him being cut before your very eyes, honey. Just a way to shed all of those feelings. But remember one thing: just because we’re Catholic, and we shouldn’t lead with negativity and hate, it doesn’t mean you can’t. You don’t have to love him just because he’s your dad. And you don’t have to miss him. As far as I’m concerned, he’s not worthy of your love, anyways,” Josephine says.
Sharon smiles. “Thank you, Mrs. Shauku.”
“You mean, thank you, Josephine.”
“Yes. Thank you, Josephine.”
With that, Josephine pulls her into a hug. And she’s grateful for it. But she wonders if maybe or not it’s time that she hug her actual mother.
February 5, 2014.
Friday morning, the first place Sharon goes once she gets to school isn’t the football field for morning Cheerios practice. It’s the auditorium.
Yes, she used to find the idea of using singing as a tool to get her emotions out fucking stupid and childish. But now? It’s just about the most therapeutic thing she can think of doing. Glee club’s clearly rubbing off on her.
She stands front and center and looks out to the empty seats. Her father would never come see her perform at a glee club competition. He would never get to know this version of her. He wouldn’t get to see how strong she’s become, or how independent she’s become, or how selfless she’s become. And those thoughts leave her conflicted.
She hooks up her phone to the auditorium A.U.X. and sings.
[Sharon:]
I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart
And I wear all your old clothes, the old polo sweater
I dream of another you, one who would never, never
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
Daddy to hold me, that's what I needed
So why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart, of a broken heart
I love you
I love you
I love you
I, I love you
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
Did you ever love me?
These are
The confessions of a broken heart (ooh, yeah)
And I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
As the tears pour out of her eyes, she hears clapping coming from the audience seats. She squints her eyes and places her hand over her forehead to get a better view. “Mr. Banner?”
“Close, but no cigar,” Maria Hill answers. “Gross. Please don’t tell anyone that I referred to myself as being in any way similar to your beast of a glee club coach.”
“What’re you doing here?”
Maria gets out of her seat and slowly makes her way over to the stage. “I noticed your car in the parking lot, but you were M.I.A. for practice so I went out to look for you. And I was going to ream you out for skipping, but then I saw you up there. And even though I suspected that you were either in the choir room or in here, I definitely didn’t expect to find you sobbing on the stage.”
Sharon looks down at her feet, feeling ashamed. “No one was supposed to see that. I only did it because I figured I’d be safe. Usually, the only people in the school right now are the janitors, you, and the Cheerios.”
Maria shrugs, ignoring Sharon’s comment. “So, I figure a song like that wouldn’t be in your wheelhouse unless something specific triggered it… Is everything okay?”
Sharon nods and purses her lips. “Yup. Everything’s just fine and dandy.”
Maria laughs. “Well that didn’t fool anyone.”
“Look, Coach, with all due respect, what do you care?”
“Hey, I know I’m an evil bitch a large majority of the time, but I actually care a great deal. I know you might still have your reservations about me, especially after how harshly I reacted to your pregnancy, but that was only because you remind me of a young Maria Hill. Don’t forget who took you under her wing Freshman and most of Sophomore year. You’re quite literally my favorite student to ever walk through those doors, Sharon. You’re my star pupil. And considering I know who your parents are, and I’ve got my own experience with shitty parents, I care.”
Sharon cries some more. “Holy fuck, I’m sick of this. I haven’t cried this much since the day everyone found out about my pregnancy.”
“Hey, go ahead. Let it out. And don’t be ashamed of it,” Maria says. Sharon is at a loss for words at the humanity that Maria is expressing.
“So, did you hear about everything that happened to me once my pregnancy came out?”
“You mean your parents kicking you out, you moving in with Wilson, you giving the baby up for adoption, and your mom inviting you back to live with her after she separated from your father and you rejecting her?”
“Yeah… I’d say that pretty much sums it up. How’d you find out?” Sharon asks.
“I have my sources,” Maria replies smugly.
Sharon’s still hesitant. But Maria Hill is being kind to her, truly kind, for probably the first time ever. Not even when they were at their closest was Maria this kind to her. So, she decides to open up. “I saw my dad the other day. At the mall. First time in more than a year. And he looked right through me, as if I was ghost. And it’s just got me all bent out of shape. A lot more than I anticipated. I don’t quite get it, either. I shouldn’t have any conflicting feelings at all. He was horrible to me, my sister, and my mom. Then he kicks me out of the house. And then he cheats on my mom. So, shouldn’t my first instinct be to hate him?”
“It should be. Personally, I always did dislike Harrison myself. Couldn’t shake the feeling that he was a very damaged person inside. But you’re also just a seventeen-year-old girl, regardless of the tough exterior you try to put up. And he’s also your father. And you must have some good memories with him from your past. And sometimes, when we have conflicting feelings about people, we try to latch onto those good memories because we all try to be good people. Do you find that happening?”
Sharon nods. “Kind of.”
“Look, I admit, I’m not too experienced with all of this. So, do you know what the next plausible and responsible thing I can encourage you to do is?”
“What?”
“Reach out your mother. She might be able to help you through these feelings better than anybody.” Sharon looks apprehensive. “Look, I’m not saying you need to dramatically run into her arms in slow motion or anything like that. I’m not even saying you should reunite with her or forgive her. She had her part to play in how troubled your life was, too. But even just a phone call. It might help you. Just don’t dig yourself back into a dark hole. You’ve come too far these last few months.”
Sharon runs down the stage stairs and latches onto her couch in a hug. And as a surprise to them both, Maria especially, Maria hugs her back.
“Thanks, Coach. I guess you’re not such a bitch under the surface after all,” Sharon says.
“Don’t tell Banner that,” Maria responds.
Bruce is absentmindedly reorganizing the clutter of papers on his desk in the choir room office when Natasha waltzes into the room tentatively.
“Hey,” she mutters.
Bruce looks up at her. “Hi.”
“Do you have a minute?”
“For you, Nat, I have a minute, an hour, a day, you name it,” Bruce responds.
“Then let me start off with giving you the world’s biggest apology of life, because I owe you nothing less.”
“No need. I get it,” Bruce says.
Natasha frowns. “No, I’m so sorry. I avoided you like the plague because I was afraid of having the teachers stamp me with this bad reputation, when that’s exactly what they did to you. And instead of being a friend and trying to support you, I ran away like a chicken.”
"Yeah, you did. And all over a bunch of B.S.," Bruce responds.
Natasha perks up. “Wait, you mean it wasn’t true?”
Bruce shrugs. “Not really. I did hook up with a couple of women on my trip to Los Angeles, that’s true. And yes, I had a bit of a slip up with Winnie the last time I saw her when we broke up for good. But no, I don’t have herpes, nor have I ever slept with ten women in three weeks. That’s not me.”
“Well, I have to say, I’m relieved to hear that. But I also feel ten times worse knowing it was all a bunch of nasty rumors.”
Bruce snickers. “Well, here’s a tip: next time it comes out of Maria Hill’s mouth, you should just consider it false. But I’m glad I got to clear this up with you. Lord knows I won’t get the chance to do it with the student body.”
“The kids are talking about it?!” Nat asks, frazzled.
“Yup. She got Valkyrie and Carol to spread it around. Along with the herpes, which is the most fabricated just so you and I are extra clear. It’s all a part of her plan to tarnish my reputation.”
Natasha shakes her head. “God, that woman is revolting. I wish there was something I could do to help.”
Then, it’s Bruce’s turn to perk up. “Well, maybe there is. What do you say we take a page out of her book?”
“I’m listening.”
The Aural Avengers all make their way to the choir room for afternoon practice.
Nakia and Valkyrie discuss the extremely difficult math exam they both took earlier that day; T’Challa and Thor take some guitar lessons from the band’s guitar player and fail miserably, making Sharon and Tony laugh; And Bucky teaches Mr. Banner to play Trivia Crack.
Peter and Gamora both make their way into the room at the same time, coming to a halt at the door.
“Oh, sorry,” Gamora says.
“No problem. You go ahead first,” Peter replies with a friendly smile.
So, Gamora walks in first. She then turns around to look at him. “How’s it going?”
“Pretty good. I’m pretty burnt out today after my physics exam. You?”
“Oh, you know, good. The usual,” Gamora answers. “So, I was just wondering if you were busy this weekend?”
Peter’s stunned. “Yeah, I actually have plans this Saturday night.”
Gamora’s smile fades. “Oh, okay. No worries.”
“Why do you ask?”
“I was just wondering if you’d be interested in seeing a movie with me, that’s all,” Gamora explains.
Again, pure shock. Peter does his best to hide the WTF expression on his face. “A movie? That’s a pretty big step for two people who’ve barely talked in the last little while, wouldn’t you say?”
Before Gamora can explain, Bucky walks up to the pair. “Hey, guys. Sorry to interrupt. I just wanted to give you a hug. I heard you and Thor broke up. I’m so sorry, Gamora.”
Gamora accepts the sympathy. “Thanks, Bucky.”
She then turns over discreetly to make sure Thor hadn’t just watched that whole interaction as Bucky heads back over to his seat.
Peter can’t help but smirk condescendingly. “So, that’s why you wanted to go to a movie?”
Gamora bites her lip. “Peter…”
“Did you really expect that I was just going to be sitting here waiting for you, desperate for you to take me back, seven months later?”
“Not at all. It’s not like that. I’ve just missed you,” she confesses.
“Well ditto. But with all due respect, I’m not just a measly second option. I have a little more self-respect than that.”
Then, Carol walks into the choir room. “Hey, you!” She says to Peter.
Peter smiles brighter than the sun. “Hey. We still on for tomorrow night?”
“You bet,” Carol responds, playfully punching him in the arm.
Gamora watches in confusion, just as Peter rolls over to take a seat beside Carol. With their conversation seemingly over as well, Gamora makes her way over to Nakia and Sharon, avoiding Thor’s gaze at all costs.
Then Sam and Steve come walking into the choir room.
“Alrighty, we’re all here, now we can get started,” Bruce says as he hops out of his chair.
“Actually, Mr. Banner, do you mind if we say something really quick?” Steve asks.
Bruce nods, sitting back down.
“I’m surprised you two are even here. Thought for sure you’d be locking some helpless loser into a porta potty with Rumlow and Barton right about now,” Valkyrie quips.
Both boys look super apologetic, but they ignore Valkyrie’s comment. “First things first, Sam and I both just want to say sorry. We owe you all, even Mr. B, a huge apology.”
“It seems like we took this week’s lesson a little too literally, and we forgot how to act right,” Sam says.
“Sam and I both thought we did it so that the football team had a chance to win the game, but maybe, for just a split second, we did it to see what it would be like to go back to our old ways…”
“Our bad reputations,” adds Sam.
“But it didn’t work. It didn’t feel right. Because that’s just now who we are anymore. And we’re completely at peace with that.”
“We feel really bad about how poorly we treated everyone,” Sam says. “Especially you, Peter.”
“And you, Buck,” Steve offers.
Peter and Bucky both smile at this. “Bucky, you didn’t deserve that number I did. I didn’t actually mean to play with your head or anything like that. It was a douchey thing to do.”
“And Peter, I hurt you the most this week. And you’ve been nothing but a great friend to me the last few months. So, I’m sorry, man.”
“So, we hope you can forgive us. All of you,” Steve says.
Bruce, Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, T’Challa, and Thor all look amongst themselves. Their faces are unsure, and this leaves Steve and Sam nervous.
“But like… We understand if you can’t… I guess,” Sam says with a pouted lip.
Everyone breaks out into laughter. “We forgive you,” Bucky says.
“But you’re on thin ice, so just don’t do it again,” Peter adds.
“We won’t,” Steve says, smiling at Bucky.
“Do I smell a group hug coming on?” Bruce asks. So, the kids all surround him in one, as even more laughter floods the room.
“Alright, alright, good group hug. Now, why don’t we finish this week off on a high note?”
“Number in the auditorium?” Sharon questions.
“Number in the auditorium! Let’s go!”
[Tony:]
I took my baby on a Saturday bang
Girl is that boy with you?
Yes, we're one and the same
[Nakia:]
Now I believe in miracles
And a miracle has happened tonight
[Bucky, Valkyrie, & Aural Avengers:]
But, if you're thinkin' about my baby
It don't matter if you're black or white
People of the world today
Are we looking for a better way of life (sing)
We are a part of the rhythm nation
[T’Challa:]
They print my message in the Saturday Sun
I had to tell them I ain't second to none
[Carol:]
And I told about equality and it's true
Either you're wrong or you're right
[Bucky, Valkyrie, & Aural Avengers:]
People of the world today
Are we looking for a better way of life (sing)
We are a part of the rhythm nation (People)
People of the world unite
Strength in numbers we can get it right
One time
We are a part of the rhythm nation (Everybody)
[Valkyrie:]
With music by our side
To break the color lines
Let's work together
To improve our way of life
Join voices in protest
To social injustice
A generation full of courage
Come forth with me
[Aural Avengers:]
But, if you're thinkin' about my baby
It don't matter if you're black or white
[Sam:]
Protection
For gangs, clubs, and nations
Causing grief in human relations
It's a turf war on a global scale
I'd rather hear both sides of the tale
See, it's not about races
Just places, faces
Where your blood comes from
Is where your space is
I've seen the bright get duller
I'm not going to spend my life being a color
[Bucky, Valkyrie, & Aural Avengers:]
People of the world today
Are we looking for a better way of life (sing)
We are a part of the rhythm nation (People)
People of the world unite
Strength in numbers we can get it right
One time
We are a part of the rhythm nation (Everybody)
But, if you're thinkin' about my baby
It don't matter if you're black or white
I said if you're thinkin' of being my baby
It don't matter if you're black or
Cause we are a part of the rhythm nation!
Ooh, ooh
Yea, yea, yea now
“Perfect! That’s what I’m talking about,” Bruce says into the auditorium microphone.
As Maria Hills walks to her vehicle at the end of the day, she comes into contact with Jennifer Walters and Elektra Natchios. The two are giggling about, standing right beside Maria's vehicle. "Oh, Maria!" Jennifer says as she notices Maria.
"What do you want, Walters? And make it fast. I tend to keep my conversations with you short. I don't want to catch failure."
"Is it true you used to do porn?" Elektra asks abruptly.
Maria stares at her, wide-eyed. "Excuse the hell out of me?"
"Yeah, America told us that Natasha told her that you used to do porn. That true?"
Maria sucks in a breath through her nose aggressively, knowing full well who's responsible for this rumor.
Notes:
Hi everyone!
I have not forgotten about this fic in the slightest. I'm very much alive and well, and am looking forward to getting through the rest of this season, er - arc.
Super excited about the next chapter in particular! More Brucetasha, some Stevebucky nuggets, and some great songs used.
SONGS:
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My Prerogative (Bobby Brown) – Sam Wilson
Bitch (Meredith Brooks) – Maria Hill
Love Lockdown (Kanye West) – Steve Rogers
Girl (Destiny’s Child) – Nakia, Gamora, Sharon
Advice – (Kehlani) – Gamora Whoberi
Confessions of a Broken Heart (Lindsay Lohan) – Sharon Carter
Black or White/ Rhythm Nation (Michael Jackson/Janet Jackson) – Aural Avengers
Chapter 9: Trios
Summary:
This week's glee club assignment is trios, inspired by yet another bump in the road for Bruce, Stephen, and Natasha's friendship. Sharon and her mother appear to be getting closer, while Joseph and Maria drop an absolute bomb on Tony and Steve.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
February 18, 2014.
Bright and early on a Monday morning in February, Bruce stumbles into the faculty lounge, Dunkin coffee in hand, and fat stack of papers tucked under his arm. The lounge is pretty empty. Surprising, since it’s 8:00 on the dot. This is normally when the staff lounge is at its busiest, when all the teachers come drop off their lunch, and grab their morning pick-me-up’s before the first class of the day.
Stephen’s seated at a table, watching a video on his phone. “What’s up, man?” Bruce asks, taking a seat beside his best friend.
“Morning, buddy,” Stephen asks. “You catch Kimmel last night?”
“Are you joking? I’m so behind on corrections,” Bruce says, gesturing to the papers in his arms. “I got home last yesterday, threw on some Pink Floyd, and was correcting essays until I nearly passed out on my kitchen table.”
Stephen shrugs. “Probably not a good time to fall behind, dude. You guys have Regionals coming up quick.”
Bruce glares at him. “Yes. Thank you so very much for that kind reminder, Stephen.”
Stephen flashes him his pearly whites, smiling. “Anytime, pal.”
“You talk to Nat in a while?” Bruce asks.
“You know, I was going to ask you the same thing. Why do I feel like she’s upset about something?” Stephen asks.
Bruce frowns. “Are you sure? I haven’t noticed.”
“Well, not to toot my own horn or anything, but I am normally the one who picks up on this shit,” Stephen says. “I’m just getting a vibe. Which is weird, because you guys just made up, again, for the millionth time. And she and I have been totally good.”
“Your track record’s normally phenomenal, but this time, I think it might just be you,” Bruce says.
Then, like clockwork, Natasha walks into the lounge. The two men quickly push their belongings over to make room with their friend, but in a surprising turn of events, Natasha chooses to sit with Jennifer Walters and America Chavez.
“See? Told ya so,” Stephen says confidently.
Bruce’s face falls. What could this possibly be about? Sure, their trio’s taken a couple of hits the past few months. But Bruce genuinely believed that all was good between the three of them now. He doesn’t know what triggered this, but clearly, he and Stephen were going to have to get to the bottom of it.
Steve’s at his locker, swapping his English journal for his science textbook, a couple of minutes left before third period.
He hears a distinct laugh from down the hall. He looks over, knowing fully well that it’s Bucky’s. Bucky, Gamora, and their friend Hope Van Dyne, who helped them all out during their production of Grease, walk, chuckling amongst themselves. If Steve’s right, the three of them are heading to Home Economics, which is the only non A.P. course that mixes students from every grade.
Okay, so maybe Steve happened to memorize Bucky’s second semester schedule. Sue him. They were released prior to their breakup, after all.
But if he’s being completely honest, maybe there’s a part of him that memorized it because he misses Bucky and wants to – at least partially – keep tabs on what he’s up to.
Despite the fact that he chose to finally forgive Bucky for what he’d done, Steve’s still healing from the breakup. Not to mention – forgiving is a lot different than forgetting. By no means is he ready to be dating Bucky again, nor does he know if that’s even an option for the future. But Steve also knows how much Bucky has suffered these past few months.
Steve had only ever heard about Bucky’s mother a handful of times. He was under the impression that her death had been way too hard on Bucky, and rightfully so. So, he never pushed Bucky to talk about her. Which is why he knows that the fallout of his mother never actually being dead messed with his mental state a great deal.
Bucky may be competitive, impulsive, and sometimes a little overconfident, but Bucky’s also kind of fragile, too. And Steve knows that there are only a handful of people that Bucky would ever trust to break down in front of about the entire ordeal… And he was one of them.
Even though Steve was still beyond pissed off and hurt by Bucky’s actions, he feels a little guilty for not having swallowed his pride enough to check on the kid. The only thing that brings him a little solace is the fact that Bucky appears to be in much better spirits these days.
Steve misses Bucky, and part of him feels like Bucky resents him for not even putting their drama aside for a moment to talk about his mom. Steve never reached out – and he feels like he should’ve.
Steve stares longingly at him from across the hall, and just about craps his pants when Bucky catches him. He snaps his head back to his locker in an instant, doing his best to pretend that that didn’t just happen.
As he moves to shut his locker, Steve takes notice of something deep in his locker that he’d obviously forgotten to throw out after the breakup. A photo of him and Bucky, taken on a daytrip to Lake Louis from last summer. He remembers when Bucky had gifted it to him. He couldn’t put it anywhere in his room – otherwise his father would find it - so he’d opted to stick it in his locker. He reaches for it, and instead of ripping it up in anger like he’d done to a couple of their items back in December, he folds it and sticks it in his backpack to dispose of it later.
[Steve:]
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Too late, oh
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new, yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say sorry like the angel
Heaven let me think it was you
But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late, whoa
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah, too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah, too late
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
“Hey, man, come on, we’re late for class,” Thor says, appearing out of nowhere, Rhodey beside him.
Steve’s grateful to be pulled out of his little pity party. “Coming.”
“Trios,” Bruce says, turning his attention and his body back around to the kids after writing the word on the whiteboard. “Less commonly known as a terzet. A prominent feature of bands consisting of a vocalist, guitarist, and drummer, trios have proven to be much more powerful in composition when compared to other group formations, especially duos.”
“Couldn’t you make that argument for just about every group formation, though, Mr. B?” Sam asks. “It just feels like grasping at straws. A quartet is more powerful than a trio, and a group of five is more powerful than them. I mean, name one successful trio.”
“The Dixie Chicks,” Peter responds.
“Destiny’s Child,” Nakia adds, annoyed at Sam’s blatant ignorance. Who could ever forget about Destiny’s Child like that?
“Harry, Ron, and Hermione,” Carol says. Everyone looks at her blankly.
“Some good examples, there,” Bruce responds, much less to Carol’s contribution. “Or, there’s The Bee-Gees. Or, even Blink-182, who might be one of the best examples of the power of a trio. They’re not all singers, but each member of that band brings their own respective thing to the table, providing a powerful relationship of equals. Because remember, a band’s only as good as their weakest member…”
“So, for this week’s assignment, I want you to split up into groups of three. Then, you’ll perform a song by a famous trio, and you will prove to us all exactly why, and how, a trio can be more powerful than a duo, or a quartet. But, there’s a catch… Your performance has to utilize every single skill each member possesses, and the songs have to be distributed evenly amongst the three of you.”
Sharon throws a hand up.
“Yeah, Sharon?” Bruce asks.
“I was just wondering if you wouldn’t mind a demonstration as to what you’re asking for?” She asks, slight devilish smirk painted across her face. It’s her signature look at this point.
“What’d you have in mind?”
Sharon looks to Valkyrie and Carol for confirmation, who both smirk knowingly. The three of them stand up and make their way to the floor. Sharon walks over and whispers something to the band, then finds her way to the center of the floor, right between her two friends. “Look, I’ll admit, the three of us might not be as close as we were once. But, Valkyrie, Carol, and I managed to become so in sync Freshman year, that I could tell by the slightest quiver in Val’s upper lip which way we were going to move. Whether our hips were going to shake or shimmy.”
Valkyrie nods. “The point to perfecting the looks a perfect trio is synchronicity. When you guys perform your numbers, it is so important for you to look tight up here.”
“Yes, synchronicity, but it’s also about finding a way to express your individuality, too,” Carol adds.
“Oh, just show us, already!” Peter exclaims excitedly.
The girls laugh as Sharon nods to the band. The three get into formation as the music begins.
[Carol:]
So, so, so scandalous
You know you wanna sing with us
That's why you know you should be scared of us
[Sharon:]
Non-stop looks to kill
Straight talk sex appeal
One touch gives me chills and we ain't even close yet
Rough neck all around
Inking all over town
Show me how you get down
'Cause we ain't even close yet
[Valkyrie:]
You got me feening and you got me feeling weak
Listen as I speak 'cause I'm careful as I creep
You got me going crazy and you know I can't sleep
No fortune your moves and you hypnotise me
You got me trembling like a little baby girl
You're so special, you're like diamonds and pearls
You got me spinning and you got me in a twirl
You're my number one baby and you come to rock my world
[Sharon, Valkyrie, & Carol:]
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning 'round like crazy
There goes my baby
Scandalous
So scandalous (baby)
Scandalous
So, so, so scandalous
[Carol:]
Hot stuff, head to toe
Where you go, no one knows
You smile playing the dough and we ain't even close yet
Solid as a rock
How many ways can you hit the spot?
Show me what you got 'cause we ain't even close yet
[Valkyrie:]
You got me feening and you got me feeling weak
Listen as I speak 'cause I'm careful as I creep
You got me going crazy and you know I can't sleep
No fortune your moves and you hypnotise me
You got me trembling like a little baby girl
You're so special, you're like diamonds and pearls
You got me spinning and you got me in a twirl
You're my number one baby and you come to rock my world
[Sharon, Valkyrie, & Carol:]
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning 'round like crazy
There goes my baby
Scandalous (baby)
So scandalous
Scandalous (baby)
So, so, so scandalous
[Valkyrie:]
A little conversation goes a long, long way
Show a little patience
That you are here to stay
So show me that your game, oh
[Sharon:]
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one-night stand just ain't enough
[Carol:]
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning 'round like crazy, oh
There goes my baby
[Sharon, Valkyrie, & Carol:]
You're dangerous
Just get it up
The way you move so scandalous
It's all about the two of us
A one night stand just ain't enough
I need some stimulation baby
A little conversation maybe
You got me spinning 'round like crazy
There goes my baby
Scandalous
So so so scandalous
Bruce, Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor all erupt into applause for the girls. Somehow, every piece of advice they expressed prior to the performance shone through in their performance. They managed to move as one yet exude individuality. The fact that they even managed to nail choreography for the number, one they hadn’t practiced prior to today, is mind-blowing.
“Ladies, I have no words,” Bruce says, smiling from ear to ear. “That was so good! And that is what I’m going to be looking for this week, guys. Looks like you have your work cut out for you.”
“Mr. B, Sam, Thor, and I got this one,” T’Challa says.
“Sounds great,” Bruce responds.
“And I would be honored to get the chance to perform a number with Nakia and Gamora,” Peter contributes to the discussion.
Bucky and Steve both shift in their seats, visibly uncomfortable by their sudden predicament. “Alrighty, and I guess that leaves Steve, Tony, and Bucky,” Bruce says. Then, the bell rings, and the Aural Avengers all dive toward the exits, happy to escape the sudden awkwardness.
February 19, 2014.
Bucky and Nakia are running laps in the gymnasium for their first period gym class. Bucky hates gym. Not only because the shower facilities at Shield High School are a joke, but because the bullying always tends to be so much worse in gym class. Nothing like getting a free pass to smack someone in the face with a dodgeball and not getting penalized for it.
At least he has Nakia with him this semester, though.
Bucky’s a lot more rattled this morning than usual, on account of the groupings for this week’s glee club assignment.
“Bucky, will you stop stressing?” Nakia asks between breaths.
“How can you even ask me that, Nakia?” Bucky asks. “I’m stressed beyond stressed over this. I feel like any progress Steve and I have made as teammates and friends will be tarnished because of this.”
“Give him the benefit of the doubt. Steve knows how to be a professional. He showed up to Sectionals last year, even after that huge bomb dropped,” Nakia says.
“Okay, maybe so, but he’s also a pretty emotional guy who wears his heart on his sleeve. You try being told you have to perform a number with your ex-boyfriend, and the person who’s responsible for your breakup.”
“Alright, fair enough,” Nakia responds. “But how do you really know it’s going to be an issue?”
“Because things between those two are still extremely rough. And besides, I see the way he reacted yesterday when we all found out we’d been grouped together. He didn’t seem too thrilled.”
“I hear you. It’s awkward. But I still can’t ditch Gamora and Peter. It’d just look bad on me,” Nakia says. “I’m sorry.”
Bucky groans. “Fine, but I’m sending you my therapist bill if this week goes as bad as I think it will.”
Bruce walks into a full choir room during the fifteen-minute afternoon break, eager to see which trio has a number prepared.
“Alrighty, trios. Who’s up today?” Bruce asks the room.
Nakia, Gamora, and Peter raise their hands. Bruce is thrilled, as these three are as tight as any of the kids are. He also has an extremely soft spot for them, considering they’re three of his original kids. If anyone is going to lift his spirits up with a nice trio number, it’s them.
“So, not to sound too dorky, but we decided to go with a song that celebrates the good old-fashioned love between friends,” Gamora explains.
“A song by a trio, of course,” Nakia adds. She then nods to the band, who begin playing the intro to The Emotions’ “Best of My Love.”
[Nakia:]
Doesn't take much to make me happy
And make me smile with glee
Never never will I feel discouraged
'Cause our love's no mystery
[Gamora:]
Demonstrating love and affection
That you give so openly, yeah
I like the way you make me feel about you, baby
Want the whole wide world to see
[Nakia, Gamora, & Peter:]
Oh oh, you've got the best of my love
Oh oh (oh), you've got the best of my love
Oh oh, you've got the best of my love
Oh oh (oh), you've got the best of my love
[Peter:]
Flowing in and out of changes
Kind that come around each day
My life has a better meaning
Love has kissed me in a beautiful way
[Nakia, Gamora, & Peter:]
Oh, yeah
(My love, my love)
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
(My love, my love) ooh
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
Oh, got the best of my love
Oh oh (yes you do), you've got the best of my love
Oh oh, you've got the best of my love
Oh oh, you've got the best of my love
[Gamora:]
Demonstrating free love and affection
That you give so openly, yeah
The way I feel about you baby
Can't explain it
Want the whole wide world to see
[Nakia:]
Oh, but in my heart you're all I need
You for me and me for you
Oh yeah, it's growing everyday, baby
Oh, oh, oh
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo (ow)
[Nakia, Gamora, & Peter:]
Oh oh oh oh oh oh, you've got the best of my love
Oh oh oh oh oh oh you've got the best of my love
Oh, giving you the best of my love
My love (my love), my love (my love)
Oh, giving you the best of my love
My love (my love), oh yeah
Oh oh oh oh oh oh, you've got the best of my love
Oh oh oh oh oh oh, you've got the best of my love
Oh, giving you the best of my love
(You've got the best, you've got the best)
(You've got the best, you've got the best love)
Oh, giving you the best of my love
“Amazing, guys! Great work, and like always, a great choice!” Bruce exclaims enthusiastically.
The bell rings once again, way too prematurely. But Bruce remembers not to complain. Especially because full length glee club practices are only reserved for Monday and Wednesday after school, and yet the kids were the ones who requested they meet daily during their fifteen-minute breaks between classes.
“Alrighty, everyone. Enjoy the rest of your day, and I will see you all later,” Bruce says, clearing the choir room before the kids.
Then, Steve, Valkyrie, Carol, and Thor exit. And after them it’s Bucky, T’Challa, Nakia, and Sharon. Sam, Tony, Peter, and Gamora are the last four in the choir room. The two athletes take a beat to hype up the pair’s performance one last time on their way out.
Just as Peter shifts his wheelchair out of park, Gamora stops him. “Wait, Pete!”
Peter rolls around. “What’s up, G?”
“You know you hit a note that I’ve never heard you hit before during our number, right?”
“Did I? Well, you would know more about that stuff than me. I was wondering why my throat was feeling scratchy all of a sudden,” Peter jokes.
Gamora laughs. “So, I just have to know. Why did you want to do your number with Nakia and I?”
Peter shrugs. “You guys are my oldest glee club friends. In fact, you’re two of my first high school friends, period. I just thought it’d be fun to get to celebrate that.”
“So, that’s the only reason?” Gamora questions further.
“Of course! What other reason would there be?” Peter asks.
“Well…” Gamora begins. But Carol comes walking back into the choir room.
“Hey, I walked out with your phone. Sorry about that,” she says, kissing Peter on the cheek. Gamora watches as Peter’s cheeks turn four shades redder.
“No problemo,” Peter responds.
“I’ll see you at lunch?” Carol questions.
“Yes, you will.”
Carol runs out after that, but Gamora’s far too shaken to continue with her thought. “So, I take it your plans with Carol a couple weeks ago went well?”
Peter nods. “They did. We’re not dating or anything, just hanging out.”
“Yeah, I saw her lips hanging out with your cheek,” Gamora says, attempting to come off as playful, but voice faltering.
Peter scans her face and deduces that she was just kidding. “So, what were you saying earlier? About why I wanted to sing with you?”
Gamora fakes a laugh to get herself out of this conversation. “Oh, nothing. It was nothing. But I’m going to be late for class, so I’ll see ya later.”
Peter watches her walk out, now extremely curious.
Nakia and Sharon are down in the living room of the Shauku household, full from their dinner of spaghetti and meat sauce. Anthony Shauku may not know how to cook too many dishes, but his spaghetti is quite famous in their household.
The girls are absentmindedly working on homework with an episode of 2 Broke Girls playing in the background. Well, Nakia is. Sharon is much more focused on her cellphone.
Sharon’s laughs pulls Nakia out of the zone of her math equation. “Everything good?”
“Yeah, sorry. Just my mom,” Sharon responds, not even taking her eyes off of the screen.
“You guys sure have been texting lots lately. I take it things are good?”
Sharon nods. “They’re better than good. They’re great, actually. She seems to be in a better place emotionally and mentally without my father in the picture.”
“That’s good to hear,” Nakia says. “I’m happy for her. And I’m glad you guys were able to talk about your father, about when we spotted him back at the mall. I’m sure that was cathartic.”
Sharon nods and bites her lip. Nakia attempts to go back to her homework, but after a moment or so of silence, Sharon says, “She actually just asked me to come for a sleepover this weekend.”
Nakia perks up, surprised at this. “Really? A sleepover?”
“Yeah. My sister’s back in town for spring break, so she asked if I wanted to come hang out Friday night. She said we could do a girls night, like we used to do when I was younger.”
“That sounds fun,” Nakia says. “Are you going to do it?”
“I think so. I don’t know. I want to. But things are still so fresh with her. I’m only just getting comfortable and used to the idea of having my mom back in my life. I don’t really want to do something that might fuck it all up, you know?” Sharon speaks, a touch insecure.
“Yeah, I totally see where you’re coming from,” Nakia replies.
“But at the same time… My mom has changed. I can tell. And if there’s a future for us, I need to learn to trust her. Besides, I left so many things at home when they kicked me out. It’d be nice to get those back. Maybe even just see my room.”
Nakia stares at Sharon inquisitively. “She invited you back home last March, right? After you gave birth? She asked you to move back in?”
“She did,” Sharon says.
“Is there any part of you that would move back in with her?”
Sharon shrugs. “Would I love the opportunity to stop putting your family out the way I have for the last few months and finally get out of your hair? Absolutely. But like I said, I wouldn’t want to do anything to fuck up our new relationship. It’s too soon, you know?”
“But you miss her?” Nakia asks.
Sharon smiles. “Jeez, Nakia. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say you were ready for me to move out of here.”
Nakia throws a pillow at her. “Of course not. This is just me checking in with you. As your friend, I just want you to be the happiest you can be.”
“And I am happy here. Promise,” Sharon responds.
“Okay,” Nakia says. “I’m going to go grab a shower before bed.”
Sharon waves her off as Nakia heads up to the third floor. She might not have known Sharon for long, but in their time together, the girls have learned to pick up on each other’s’ quips and traits. Like, for instance, Nakia can tell when Sharon’s lying or withholding information.
Nakia decides to have a talk with some people who might be able to help tomorrow at school.
Joseph Rogers and Maria Stark are seated in a booth at Breadstix with their sons. The air is slightly tense, more so on Steve’s behalf. He’s still not Tony’s biggest fan, and he’s even less of a fan when he’s forced to share a booth with him.
“So, Steve, how’s basketball treating you?” Maria asks.
Steve sips on his drink miserably. “It’s alright. I actually kind of like football more.”
“I didn’t know that,” Joseph remarks.
“Call me crazy, but I like getting hit,” Steve says, earning laughs from his father and soon-to-be stepmother.
“What about you, Tony?” Joseph questions.
“I decided to sit out this season. I just felt like I needed a break. These past few months have been so busy, what with football, the play, and glee club,” Tony responds.
Steve doesn’t say it – for obvious reasons – but he wants to chime in with a “and breaking Steve and Bucky up.”
“Now all I have to worry about is glee club winning Regionals next month,” Tony adds.
“Well, funny you should say that, honey. Because, we might have one more thing to keep us busy this year,” Maria says.
“Oh, yeah? What’s that?” Tony asks, stabbing his plate of starter cesar salad with his fork.
“I asked Joseph and Steve to move in with us,” Maria announces.
Steve chokes on his Pepsi. “Sorry, what?”
“Isn’t that great?” Joseph asks, beaming from ear to ear.
Tony chuckles, for lack of a better reaction. “It sure is something.”
“When did you guys decide this?” Steve questions, feeling a need to run a hand through his dirty blonde locks out of stress.
“Just last Friday night,” Joseph says. “It’ll only be temporary. Our long-term goal will be to find a new house, with enough space for everybody, where Maria and I can spend the rest of our lives.”
“Yes, but for now, we have a lot more room than the Rogers’ do, so I thought it would be perfect,” Maria speaks, directing it to Tony.
“What do you think?” Joseph asks his own son. His demeanor is calm. Cool, really. It really gets Steve thinking about the way his father used to be. Cold and short-tempered. He wonders how different this would all be if he was still that same man.
“I’m not cool with this,” Steve replies. “You couldn’t have talked to me about this in private? Man to man. I’ve spent the last seventeen years of my life in our house. All of my life’s memories, all of my memories of ma, they all happened in that house. I do not want to move.”
“Steve, I hear you,” Maria says. “Trust me. I know how precious all of your memories with your mother must be to you. And that house is a huge reminder of them all. But I assure you, this decision isn’t coming randomly, nor is it happening as a result of our engagement. And it’s not being done with malicious intent. This is something we talked about earlier on in our relationship. Your father and I have chosen to do this for a variety of reasons, one of which include the fact that we would now be able to go from paying two mortgages to sharing one. This helps everyone out a lot.
“And Maria has so graciously accepted my offer to help renovate their basement to give you a nice big room in their basement,” says Joseph.
“And your own bathroom,” Maria adds. “Which will only be possible with the sharing of the mortgage. But, it’s important to us that both of you boys love the space, and get the most out of it.”
Steve ponders it. That’s not enough of a compromise to suddenly make him happy about this decision. He’d have to live with Tony, after all. And he doesn’t like Tony. But it does help.
“What do you think, dear?” Maria asks Tony.
What does Tony think? Tony would rather die than have this happen. It’s one thing for your mother to be dating a homophobic man; It’s another to have to live with him. Tony’s been able to be totally amicable and respectful with Joseph, but that all changes once they share a house. What will Joseph say about Tony’s rainbow flag? Or about his framed photo of Zac Efron on his nightstand? Not to mention the fact that Steve seems to be getting the best deal out of everyone here. How is that fair?
But, for his mother, Tony decides to swallow his pride, and says, “Sounds fun.”
February 20, 2014.
“Is there a reason you wanted to chat with us first thing in the morning?” Valkyrie asks, attacking her nails with a nail file. Her black hair’s sitting tight in her high pony, as is Carol’s.
“Yeah, I wanted to talk about something kind of important. Something I didn’t want to do over text,” Nakia responds. She wonders how often the Cheerios get headaches having to constantly wear their hair like that. Or how dry their skin must get considering they come to school in full makeup every morning.
“Well, whatever it is, I’m glad we could help,” Carol says.
Nakia smiles. “It’s about Sharon. You guys were the ones who knew her best when she was the old Sharon. Back when your trio was super tight?”
Carol takes a sip of her vanilla-flavored iced coffee. “Carry on…”
“What was her home life like? I promise, I’m not asking to be nosy or anything. I just genuinely have to know,” Nakia asks.
Valkyrie and Carol look at one another. “The Carter household was always chaotic, and never for the right reasons,” Valkyrie shares. “Whenever we went over, we could just feel the tension all throughout the house, even though her mom, dad, and sister always had a smile on their faces. It was kind of uncomfortable at times.”
“And what about her mom? Did Sharon have a good relationship with her? Prior to her pregnancy?”
“It was as good as a relationship can be, but I feel like Sharon resented her mom, too,” Carol says.
“Why?” Nakia questions.
“Well, her father was like abusive, right? He talked down to them all, constantly. I don’t know if Harrison ever actually laid hands on Sharon, but she always told us that she was constantly hurt by the fact that it never seemed like her mom was able to protect her from his wrath,” Valkyrie reveals.
Nakia adds this information into her brain for later. “Okay, thank you guys.”
“Hang on,” Valkyrie spits. “We gave you information. Now you get to tell us why you’re asking for it.”
Nakia scoffs. “Okay, fine. Between us, Sharon and her mother have recently reconnected. And she seems happier. And because I’m the type of friend that I am, I just wanted to know whether Mrs. Carter was a genuine person, or if she was at all similar to her ex-husband, and encouraging this relationship was wrong of me to be doing.”
“Take it from us, Amanda’s a good woman. She’s been through a lot of shit in her life. And even though her previous coping habits have never been healthy, now that Harrison’s out of the picture completely, I’d be willing to bet that she and Sharon have a real shot at being an actual loving family,” Valkyrie says.
“Okay, good. I guess that’s about enough evidence I need to proceed with my plan,” Nakia replies.
“What plan?” Carol asks.
Nakia takes a breath. “I was going to reach out to Mrs. Carter. Ask her if she’d be ready for Sharon to come home, or if she’d rather Sharon continue to live with my family.”
“Do you think Sharon wants to move back?” Valkyrie wonders.
“She says she’s hesitant to do it, but I’ve seen her these past few weeks. Like I said, she’s so much happier, always smiling at her phone. The last time I saw her this genuinely happy, she and I weren’t even friends. And I’m pretty sure this happiness has to do with her mother. Now, selfishly, I don’t want her to move out. But if she needs this, then who am I to stand in the way?”
In a huge turn of events, Valkyrie smiles – something she’s not known for doing. Or, at least doing around other people. “Wow, Shauku. Sharon’s pretty lucky to have you.”
The compliment goes straight to Nakia’s stomach. Because again, complimenting people? Also, something Valkyrie is not known for doing. “Thanks, Val.”
“If you need us to talk to Amanda with you, let us know,” Carol says.
“Totally,” Valkyrie adds. “Lord knows Sharon and I have the rockiest of relationships, but I guess she does deserve some happiness after baby-gate.”
“I’ll let you guys know. Thanks for your help,” Nakia says cheerfully.
[Sam:]
Well, it's a big, big city and it's always the same
Can never be too pretty, tell me your name
Is it out of line
If I was to be bold to say, "Would you be mine"?
[T’Challa:]
Because I may be a beggar and you may be the queen
I know I may be on a downer, I'm still ready to dream
Though it's three o'clock
The time is just the time it takes for you to talk
[Sam w/ T’Challa & Thor:]
So if you're lonely
Why'd you say you're not lonely?
Oh, you're a silly girl
I know I heard it so
It's just like you to come and go
And know me
No, you don't even know me
You're so sweet to try
Oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible
[Thor:]
Well, it's a big, big city and the lights are all out
But it's as much as I can do, you know, to figure you out
And I must confess
My heart's in broken pieces and my head's a mess
[Sam & T’Challa:]
And it's four in the mornin' and I'm walkin' along
Beside the ghost of every drinker here who's ever done wrong
And it's you, woo-hoo
That's got me goin' crazy for the things you do
[T’Challa w/ Sam & Thor:]
So if you're crazy
I don't care you amaze me
But you're a stupid girl
Oh me, oh my, you talk
I die, you smile, you laugh, I cry
And only
A girl like you could be lonely
And it's a cryin' shame
If you would think the same
A boy like me's just irresistible
[Thor w/ Sam & T’Challa:]
So if you're lonely
Why'd you say you're not lonely?
Oh, you're a silly girl
I know I heard it so
It's just like you to come and go
And know me
No, you don't even know me
You're so sweet to try
Oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible
Bruce and the kids go wild for the football trio’s number. It was not the number that was expected of Sam, T’Challa, and Thor, but they definitely did not disappoint, opting to go for smooth rock as opposed to heavy like Guns N’ Roses.
“What a week. You guys have got me totally amped! And, above the assignment, you guys are taking the initiative to celebrate your guys’ own friendships, which I love to see, because if you ask me, way too much drama happens in this room,” Bruce says. “And, if I’m being honest, you guys are inspiring me to make nice with some friends of my own. So, thank you.”
“Thank you, Mr. B. And by the way, you totally proved me wrong. Trios are without a doubt a kick-ass combination,” Sam says.
“Alright!” Bruce exclaims. “Now, when will our final trio be performing their number?”
Silence fills the room. Looks amongst a few of the Aural Avengers are shared. You could cut the tension with a fucking four-leafed clover.
“I’m going to be honest, Mr. Banner, I don’t know that we’re going to be performing,” Steve admits.
“Can I ask why that is?” Bucky questions, looking unnerved. “Just out of curiosity?”
Out of his peripherals, Steve spots Nakia and Gamora grab each other’s hands, scandalized by the potential drama ensuing. He swallows a lump in his throat. Bucky’s eyes on him are burning his skin, making him sweat. “Well, respectfully, none of us have even bothered to talk about a plan, or a song, or anything. I just assumed you guys weren’t interested.”
Then, from his spot, Tony chimes in, with an ecstatic look on his face. Kind of like he was just hit with a bright idea. “Mr. B, I assure you, the three of us will be doing our number. How’s Friday morning sound?”
“Sounds good to me,” Bruce replies.
Steve nods, keeping a neutral face, while Bucky just looks happy to be doing a number. The two share a look and carry on as though the interaction didn’t just happen.
“Knock knock,” Bruce says to Natasha from her door.
Natasha looks up at him. “Bruce, hey. How’s it going?”
“I’m good. Do you have a second?”
Natasha looks at the clock. It’s 2:23PM. “I have a student coming to see me at 2:30.”
“Mind if we talk until then?”
Natasha nods. “Come in.”
“So, funniest thing,” Bruce says, sitting down in one of Natasha’s guest chairs. “Monday morning, Stephen was telling me that he felt you were upset. And because I’m a total meathead ninety percent of the time, I couldn’t tell. But then, you went and sat with Jen, and we were just left a little confused.”
“So, that’s what you came to talk about?” Natasha asks. “You guys were that rattled that I chose to sit with some other friends?”
“I just wanted to clarify. We haven’t done anything to make you mad, have we? Because you and I just made amends again after the rumors about me went around the school, so I’m just puzzled at this point. I thought we were good. But if we’re not, I’d love the opportunity to make things right,” Bruce speaks genuinely. “Again.”
Natasha sighs. “It’s not that you guys did anything, per se, it’s just…” Bruce leans in, ready to hear it. “I’m just expanding my horizons.”
Bruce leans back. “Expanding… Your horizons?”
Natasha herself looks unconvinced by her own words. “Yes.”
Bruce snickers. “Nat, what does that even mean?”
“It means that after a few days of reflection, I’ve come to realize that maybe spending all of my time with you guys isn’t the smartest idea. Did you know that when those rumors about you were coming out, there was apparently talk going around that I was your and Stephen’s call girl? Apparently, Moira MacTaggert heard two students discussing it, but that doesn’t mean the optics don’t still exist to everyone else. These kids and our co-workers see the three of us hanging around twenty-four-seven, and after everything that I had to endure with Matt’s arrest, I just feel like the best option for me is to take a step back.”
Bruce groans internally. He can’t believe this is happening, again. Does he understand her reasoning? Sure, fine. Does that make it any less annoying? No.
Bruce still has love for Natasha beyond friendship – he probably always will. But the fact that she’s constantly feeling the need to take a break from their friendship makes Bruce feel like he’s a bad person, a bad co-worker, and a bad friend. And he knows that he’s not. Again, he understands, but he wishes that Natasha wouldn’t worry so much about the details of the big picture, and just enjoy the view as is. Probably a bad analogy, but so be it.
Bruce rolls his eyes. “Fine. If that’s what you need to do, then do it. But, Nat, as much as we love you, there’s no guarantee that Stephen and I will always be there. You can spend as much time as you want with Moira, or Jen, or Elektra… That doesn’t mean that you’ll be able to recreate all of the memories that our trio’s created these past four years.”
With that, Bruce walks out. Semi-angrily, to be quite honest. He doesn’t mean to, but he’s tired of this game. He doesn’t want to keep taking the blame for things he’s not necessarily responsible for. Was he the one to arrest Matt Murdock in the halls of Shield High School, in front of everybody? No. Was he the one to start spreading false (and maybe some true) rumors about himself, inadvertently affecting Natasha? No. And yet, he and Stephen are still the ones being punished.
“I’m so glad you girls reached out,” Amanda Carter says as she walks the teapot over to the dining room table. Across from her are Nakia, Valkyrie, and Carol, seated at the table, sipping on their tea. She throws her honey-gold hair up into a ponytail and dabs at her forehead with a hand towel, having just finished painting her bedroom.
“Thanks for having us,” Nakia says.
“Are you kidding? I would never pass up the opportunity to thank the girl who has taken such good care of my daughter the last year,” Amanda responds. Nakia smiles at this.
“How have you been, Mrs. C?” Valkyrie asks. “Unless it’s no longer cool that we call you that?”
Amanda bites her cheek. “It’s fine, Val. I’m fantastic. Things are a lot different around here without Sharon’s father, but it’s a good kind of different.”
“And how’s Sarah?” Carol wonders.
“She’s great. She’s home for spring break, and off visiting some friends for the evening.”
The girls are all smiles, as Nakia waits for the right moment to bring up the elephant in the room. “So, as grateful as I am for the visit, can I ask why you girls reached out?”
“Yes, ma’am,” Nakia says, grateful that they didn’t have to dance around it for too much longer. “I’ll just cut to the chase. As one of Sharon’s best friends, I really just wanted a chance to talk to you. You guys have been chatting a lot more recently, right?”
“That’s correct,” Amanda says, dropping a sugar cube into her teacup. “She gave me a call a couple of weeks ago. She saw her father at the mall, with what I can only assume is his new family. So, we had a nice long talk. A way to get closure, without actually getting closure, if you will. And it’s been back and forth texting and phone calls since.”
“That’s awesome,” Valkyrie says.
“Mrs. Carter, if you don’t mind my asking, are you and Sharon’s father one-hundred percent finished?” Nakia questions.
Amanda looks to her left, over at the family portrait. A photo of her, Harrison, Sarah, and Sharon from three years prior. She snickers. “Want to know why that portrait’s still up?”
“Is it because you look really hot in it?” Carol asks.
“No, honey,” Amanda says, laughing. “It’s because it’s bolted to the wall. A way to keep our family intact, he used to say. My ex-husband was the definition of toxic. To outsiders, he was a good man. A happy man, the kind you could trust. But at home, he had a mean streak. Every night, when he walked through that front door, he brought with him the rage, anger, and disappointment that comes with being a defense attorney. And he took it out on us. On me, especially.”
“I’m so sorry to hear that,” Nakia says. “I so apologize if this is bringing up bad memories.”
“It’s okay, dear. But you know what the worst part of it all was?”
The girls all shake their head. “It’s the fact that I stayed despite there being a lack of incentive to. Other abusive men, they shower their significant others with gifts, promises, or lies. Something for them to stay together. Harrison didn’t give me any of that. Every morning we just reset, and carried on with our day, as though nothing ever happened. Why would I stay with someone like that? And for so long? Why did I put myself through that? Why would I put my girls through that?”
Nakia offers a supportive hand out for Amanda. She grabs hold of it. “Because you just wanted to keep your family together. And there’s nothing wrong with wanting that. You’re so strong,” Nakia says.
“Thank you,” Amanda responds. “How has Sharon been? Has she been a good houseguest for your family?”
“Simply the best,” Nakia shares. “Always willing to help out, always cleaning up after us, you name it. She never forgets her pleases and her thank you’s.”
Amanda hums, nodding. “That’s great.”
“It’s funny you should ask, actually. Because this is precisely why I’m here. Though I don’t know for certain, I suspect there’s a part of Sharon that’s ready to move home. You should’ve seen how happy she was when she told me that you invited her to stay for the weekend,” Nakia informs her best friend’s mother.
Amanda lights up. “Is that right?”
“Yes. So, Mrs. Carter, I understand it’s not exactly my place, and it might be a little premature, but I just wanted to know… Are you at all ready for Sharon to move back home?”
Amanda gets emotional. “If I’m honest, girls, I’ve been ready for Sharon to move home since I visited her in the hospital after she had her baby. I invited her that very day. But, as expected, she wasn’t ready. And I don’t blame her. After all of the hurt I put her through, I decided to leave everything up to her. I told her I’d be here for her, whenever she needed. And she’s only needed me very recently. But I miss my little girl. And I would love nothing more than for her to come home.”
Nakia nods. “I believe you. Which is why I have a proposition for you.”
“Anything,” Amanda says.
February 21, 2014.
“Tell it to me again. Word for word,” Stephen asks sadly, seated across from Bruce in Bruce’s choir room office. They get a lot more privacy here then his classroom office, which is typically always occupied by someone.
“I can’t actually remember word for word, man. But it was along the lines of the fact that this wall she’s putting up from us has to do with the way that she’s feeling about being perceived being friends with two men. It goes a lot farther than that, clearly, she’s still getting over the Matt stuff, but I’m just going to assume this is coming from a place of insecurity. She used the word optics.”
“So, what do we do about it? How do we win back her trust?” Stephen questions.
“Dude, we didn’t lose her trust. We haven’t done anything wrong. This is all just circumstantial,” Bruce says.
“So, we just sit here and wait for her to get over it?”
Bruce nods vehemently. “That’s exactly what we do.”
“But that’s stupid,” Stephen admits.
“I agree,” Bruce says. “It’s not fair to us. And that’s why I told her exactly that. And I told her that we wouldn’t always be there for her if she was going to continue to ice us out like this.”
Stephen reacts negatively to this. “You gave her an ultimatum? I really don’t see how that’s going to help our case.”
Bruce pinches the bridge of his nose with his fingers, filled to the brim with stress. “Look, Stephen, I love Natasha. More than anyone. The three of us have been a trio for almost six years now. But this is starting to get repetitive. I understand that I haven’t necessarily made her life easy, what with secretly being in love with her for just about the entirety of our friendship, but I refuse to sit here and be made out to be a bad friend. Because if there’s one thing I’m not, it’s that.”
“Okay, I get you’re pissed off at her, but that doesn’t mean you need to use that pointed tone with me,” Stephen remarks. “Especially when you’re trying to argue about how you’re not a bad friend.”
Bruce exhales roughly. “You know what, man? If I can be real with you, I have no interest in continuing this conversation. I say we leave this up to her, again, and if and when she wants to be friends again, then cool.”
Stephen picks up his briefcase and hastily makes his way to the door. “Stephen,” Bruce calls out.
“No, I’m good,” Stephen replies. “It’s just bullshit, is what it is. This entire time, you and Natasha have been acting like you’re the only ones affected by the decisions you make and the conversations you have. Neither of you ever consider my feelings or involvement. So much for a trio, hey?”
Steve takes a seat in the cafeteria at Thor, T’Challa, Rhodey, and Scott’s table. He goes way back with the former three (especially Thor and T’Challa because of glee club, of course), and he’s really enjoying Scott the more he gets to know him.
“So, Thor, any potential prospects out there? Or are you still putting back the pieces of your heart after Gamora broke it?” Rhodey asks, semi-teasingly.
Thor glares at him. “Very funny, Rhodes. If I’m honest, my mind just hasn’t been focused on that at all. I’ve been too busy with basketball and trying to get more than a C+ in history class.”
“Have you and Gamora talked at all since?” Scott wonders.
“Not a peep,” Thor admits. “The most I got was a smile the other day in glee. I’m just assuming she think I’m still pissed, so she doesn’t want to rattle my buttons. Which, I am still kind of pissed, don’t get me wrong, but the damage has been done. I’m not about start drama for nothing. She made her choice.”
“Good on you, bro,” T’Challa says, clinking their cans of diet coke together. “Besides, you’re Thor Odinson. You’ll have a new girlfriend by Regionals.” The boys all laugh at this.
“Incoming, Steve,” Thor says.
Steve turns around and sees Bucky behind him.
“Hey, do you have a second?” Bucky asks.
Steve nods, and swiftly rises. He follows Bucky to the table adjacent to the boys’ table. “All good?” Steve asks.
Bucky shrugs. “Same old. You?”
“Same old,” Steve mimicks. “What’s this about?”
“I just wanted to know if Tony talked to you about the number or not?”
“He hasn’t,” Steve responds.
Bucky rolls his eyes. “Well, then what the hell. Why would he go ahead and give Mr. Banner the green light when we all know this trio performance is the last thing any of us wants to do? Do you know if he’s even here today? I haven’t seen him at all.”
“He’s not. Pretty sure he took the day to organize his house with his mom. Me and my dad, we’re… Moving in with them. Soon, I’m pretty sure,” Steve shares.
Bucky’s extremely surprised at this. Probably because he too knows how awkward it will be for Steve and Tony, who have quite the interesting track record, to now live together. “Wow, that’s… Something.”
Steve chuckles. “Yeah, I’d say that just about sums up my feelings for it.”
“Anyways, I won’t keep you. Do you just want me to tell Mr. B that we’re a no go?”
“Let me just ask Tony first. I’m sure I’ll see him later,” Steve says.
“Okay, sounds good,” Bucky says. He doesn’t linger, or bother asking Steve anything else. Bucky’s not an idiot. It doesn’t matter that the last time the boys spoke, everything was good. This week’s grouping has him on edge, and it clearly also has Steve on edge.
The two did date, after all. Bucky knows him well.
“Hey,” Tony says, a Tupperware bin full of household junk in his hands.
Maria drops the six bags she carried into the house, approaches him, and plants a kiss on his head. “Hey, baby. Is the guest bedroom taken care of?”
“Yes. It’s ready and made up, and ready to be lived in by the kid who hates my guts,” Tony says sarcastically.
Maria frowns. “Honey…”
Tony throws his hands up. “I’m sorry. It’s just… I still can’t help but feel like this isn’t the greatest idea. And it has nothing to do with you, and everything to do with Steve and I.”
The two take a seat. “You know I support you, one thousand percent, right? And that I’m always in your corner?”
“Yeah, of course,” Tony replies.
“Well, to be quite honest, then, I have to say, honey… Strictly in terms of their breakup, I’m on Steve’s side,” Maria says carefully.
Tony confided in his mother the entire ordeal a few months ago. Maria Stark would never let a secret like Steve being pansexual out. Especially because, though she tries to ignore it, Joseph isn’t 100% down with homosexuality. Even though it wasn’t his secret to trust her with, after the support and love Maria has showered Tony with since he came out, he knows the secret’s safe with her. Besides, who was he supposed to cry to when the entire glee club hated him?
Tony groans. “I know. I had a role to play in that, and it definitely wasn’t the hero role. I fucked up, and I know that. I have spent the last few months trying to right that wrong. Thanks for bringing that up.”
“I only brought it up because don’t you think there’s a chance that some good could come out of this living situation? It’ll give you both a chance to be in the same space, sit down, talk, and get over this spat. Lord knows it’d make me and Joseph so much less anxious.”
“Hey, I’ve tried to do that. He made it clear the only chance I’d have for forgiveness is totally on his terms and whenever he’s ready,” Tony says.
“And I think he’s earned that right,” Maria responds. “All I’m saying is that living together might make that conversation happen sooner than later. And in the meantime, you do whatever you can to help push him and Bucky closer together.”
Tony’s phone vibrates. An incoming text from Steve.
“Sooo, are we doing a number or not??”
Tony’s hit with a bright idea after that. Hopefully Bucky and Steve both see this for the wingman move it is.
“Yup. Tragedy by the Bee Gees. See you Friday morning.”
“Okay, can you please tell me when I can take this blindfold off?” Sharon asks, sitting in the passenger seat of Nakia’s mother’s vehicle.
“Yes, just two more streets,” Nakia says.
“Is this a surprise party? Because lately I’ve been feeling that surprise party mood.”
“Girl, no. It’s not a surprise party, your birthday was months ago,” Nakia replies, laughing.
Then, after those two streets, Nakia pulls up to their destination. “Okay, you can take your blindfold off.”
Sharon does as she’s told, happily. She looks out the window and sees her home, with her mother standing on the porch. Amanda waves at her daughter.
“My house? What are we doing here?” Sharon questions.
“Okay, before I get into it, you have to promise you won’t be mad,” Nakia pleads.
“Promise,” Sharon says.
“I’ve been getting a vibe lately that maybe you’ve been ready to move home. Am I right or wrong about that?”
Sharon swallows. “Right.”
Nakia mentally high fives herself. Her intuition payed off.
“Okay. I got in contact with your mom. I just wanted to see if maybe she felt the same way.”
“And?” Sharon asks.
“Look in the backseat,” Nakia says.
Sharon does, and sees two duffel bags. “Is that my stuff?!” She asks.
“Not all of it,” Nakia assures her. “Just some of the basics. I didn’t want to evacuate your room completely, just on the off chance that you changed your mind, or tonight didn’t go well. But Sharon, your mom’s ready for you to come home. And you’re ready. So, as far as I’m concerned, my work here is done.”
Sharon tears up. She looks over at her mother, this time acknowledging her wave.
“What about your parents?”
“You’ll see them tomorrow,” Nakia says. “You’re coming over for dinner. I asked your mom if she wanted to join, too. She’s in.”
Sharon nearly attacks Nakia, leaping over and giving her the hug to end all hugs. “No one has ever loved me the way you love me, Nakia Shauku. I don’t know what good deed I did in life to have ended up with you as my bestfriend.”
Nakia smiles, eyes leaking a few tears of her own. “I love you, girl. I want to hear all about your first night home tomorrow, okay?”
Sharon nods. “You bet.” She exits the vehicle, grabs the duffels from the backseat, and runs over to Amanda. The Carter women motion for Nakia to roll down the window.
“Thank you, honey,” Amanda shouts.
“Anytime,” Nakia responds. As the women head inside the quasi mansion, Nakia drives off. She’s spent nearly every day with Sharon since last March. Almost an entire year. Not having her around all the time is going to take some getting used to. She wonders if maybe this was premature. Maybe she shouldn’t have gotten involved.
But then she remembers the way Sharon lit up just now. And she knows this needed to happen.
February 22, 2014.
The Aural Avengers are all seated in the choir room… The Aural Avengers, minus Tony, that is. Everyone’s confused at this. Tony’s the one who took the initiative to assure Mr. Banner the three boys would sing their number Friday morning. Why do all that – and text Steve for confirmation – just to not show up?
“Well, it seems as though Tony’s not coming,” Bruce finally says after a few minutes of waiting around. “So, I guess we will just skip our final trio.”
“Yeah, let’s hurry up. I’m trying to finalize this setlist for Regionals,” Valkyrie says.
Steve peers over at Bucky, who looks disappointed. There’s really no reason to be, considering Bucky sings ¾ of the songs that get sung in this room. But Steve knows how much performing means to him. Not to mention, he spent over two hours last night rehearsing.
“No,” Steve says, standing up. “Tony or no Tony, we’re going to do the number.” Bucky lights up, smiling at Steve. “We rehearsed, and we’re ready. But, because the assignment is trios, how’d you like to sing with us, Mr. B?”
Bruce shrugs. “Will I know the song?”
“It’s definitely on your drive to school playlist,” Bucky jokes.
The three men grab a stool and wait for the band to begin playing.
[Steve:]
Here I lie, in a lost and lonely part of town
Held in time, in a world of tears I slowly drown
Goin' home, I just can't make it all alone
I really should be holding you, holding you
Loving you, loving you
[Bucky, Steve, & Bruce:]
Tragedy
When the feeling's gone and you can't go on
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and you don't know why
It's hard to bear
With no-one to love you, you're goin' nowhere
Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soul
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and you don't know why
It's hard to bear
With no-one beside you, you're goin' nowhere
[Bucky:]
Night and day, there's a burning down inside of me
Oh, oh
Burning love, with a yearning that won't let me be
Down I go and I just can't take it all alone
I really should be holding you, holding you
Loving you, loving you
[Bucky, Steve, & Bruce:]
Tragedy
When the feeling's gone and you can't go on
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and you don't know why
It's hard to bear
With no-one to love you, you're goin' nowhere
Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soul
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and you don't know why
It's hard to bear
With no-one beside you, you're goin' nowhere
Aaah
Tragedy
When the feeling's gone and you can't go on
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and you don't know why
It's hard to bear
With no-one to love you, you're goin' nowhere
Ah, ah
Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soul
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and your heart just dies
It's hard to bear
With no-one beside you, you're goin' nowhere
Ahh!
Bucky walks into an empty choir room, having been excused from Math class early. He has no idea who may have asked for him, or who would request his presence in the choir room of all places, but nevertheless, he showed up.
A “Hi, honey,” comes out of Bruce’s office. Bucky looks to his right. It’s his mother.
Bucky stares at her with such despise. He’s been in a great mood after this morning’s glee club rehearsal. He doesn’t feel so great anymore. “I don’t know what you’re doing, but I’m going to stop you right there,” he says sternly. “You lost your privilege to call me honey the minute you walked out on me, Winifred.”
Winny chews the inside of her cheek whilst she walks closer to Bucky, taking a seat on one of the chairs that Bucky or his teammates usually sit in. “You’re right. I apologize. Also, it’s Winny, now.”
“My apologies. I guess it’s totally natural to change your name when you’re living a secret double life,” Bucky responds. “Now, what are you doing here, Hannah Montana?”
“I figured it was about time we talk. I can’t even imagine how confused you’ve been. You probably have a bunch of questions. And I’d be very happy to answer them,” Winny states. “But before I do, I want you to know that you were never supposed to find out the way that you did. In fact, technically, according to the terms of the agreement, you weren’t supposed to find out at all.”
“Terms and agreement. You sound like a fucking Apple device,” Bucky snarks back. “Sorry, but if I wasn’t ever supposed to find out that my dead mother was in fact not dead, but just fled the scene out of boredom, then why did you decide to cross a boundary and start dating my glee club coach?”
“It’s so much more than that, Bucky. I promise you. I’m well aware you probably think my word means nothing, but I didn’t just leave you and Lima behind because I was bored.”
“Well, then explain,” Bucky demands. “You called me here… So, make it worth my time. Tell me why exactly you chose to abandon me, in what was probably the most traumatizing way possible.” He feels tears creeping in. “Because I’ve spent weeks replaying every memory of us that I could remember, and none of them make me happy the way they used to. Now, they just make me sick.”
Winny takes a beat before diving into her story.
“From the age of eight years old, I had one dream… To be a star. In high school, I, too was the star of my glee club, which is how I ended up as the advisor for Throat Explosion. I was also the lead in several community musical productions, beating out other girls much older than I was. My friends and teachers had me convinced I was going to be able to make a name for myself. And then, I met your father. And even though we were very different people from very different backgrounds, there was still something about him that had me completely hooked. It’s silly, but he had a smile that was like kryptonite to me. We’d be having an argument, and all he had to do was smile and I’d fall to the ground.”
“No offense, Winny, but I really have no interest in hearing about that. Clearly my dad’s smile wasn’t that great if it wasn’t enough to keep you around.”
Winny ignores him and carries on. “Your father and I spent some really great years together. And we were really grateful for you, because we both felt our spark fizzling out and thought you’d be the glue that brought us back together. But the longer he and I were together, the more dissatisfied and neglectful your father became. On top of that, we were having money issues. We tried a lot of things to help fix our marriage, like couple’s counselling, but nothing seemed to work. Aside from all of that, though, I had to sit by and watch some of my girlfriends achieve really great things in their lives. My friend Diana had just opened her own medical practice. My friend Harleen became a successful stylist and was preparing to move to Los Angeles to work on film productions. Meanwhile, I sat at home taking care of you while your father worked job to job to help keep us afloat.”
“So, I held you back,” Bucky remarks with attitude. “My bad.”
“That’s the thing, Bucky. You didn’t hold me back. Your father did. Not once throughout the duration of our relationship did he ever even attempt to support my dreams and aspirations. And when I finally summoned the strength to ask that we all pick up and run off to New York so that I could finally make my dream a reality, he laughed. He made it clear there was only one way I would get to do that, and that was if I cut you both out of my life entirely.”
“So, your dreams were more important to you than your child?”
Winny’s face falls. “That’s not fair. It was important to me that I see whether or not my dreams of stardom were meant to be… Whether or not I was talented enough to actually pull it off. And I got a couple of gigs at first. It turned out, though, that I was a pretty big star for a small town like Lima, Ohio… But there were over a thousand other women who could do what I could do and so much more in New York.”
“So, it wasn’t worth it? Running off, cutting all ties with us, having dad lie to me and tell me that you were dead, and yet the only thing you gained out of it was crashing and burning in New York?” Bucky asks angrily. “What kind of mother does what you did? How does a mother just leave like that? Did you even love me?”
“Your father didn’t really leave me with much choice, did he? Had I gotten my way, I would’ve immediately returned and never thought about New York or stardom again. Besides, I didn’t force him to tell you that I passed away. That was entirely his decision. I’m not trying to lay all of the blame on him, but I’m also not going to take any responsibility for that. The only thing I’m sorry for is leaving, Bucky. You deserved so much better. But at the end of the day, our little trio just wasn’t meant to last.”
“You didn’t answer my question.”
Winifred exhales a rough laugh. “Of course, I loved you, Bucky. I still do. But I had to put me first. For once in my life. I had to take that risk. Now, do I feel bad about the way that I left? Yes. Do I feel bad for taking that chance? Not at all. I’m sorry. I know that’s probably not the answer you wanted to hear, but it’s the truth.”
“You said if you would’ve had it your way, then you would’ve come back after failing?” Bucky asks.
“That’s right,” Winny responds.
“And what if you would’ve succeeded? What if you’d have become a star? Would you have returned then? Or would you have basked in your fame and pretend like I didn’t exist?”
Winny takes way too long to answer, which tells Bucky everything he needs to know.
“Did you only start dating Mr. Banner because we were your competition? Or was it because it was my glee club?”
“I knew that you were performing. I’d seen your YouTube covers. And then, your first Sectionals. I was in the crowd that night, and I immediately recognized your voice. It sent a shiver through my spine. You were extraordinary. All Bruce was at first was a one-night stand. I missed our Regionals, so I had no clue who the Aural Avengers faculty advisor was, other than a last name. But the next morning, I saw a photo of you all in his living room, and it clicked. I stuck around to scope out the enemy, yes, but more so to keep tabs on you.”
“But why? You walked out on our family. You abandoned me. What reason could you possibly have for wanting to keep tabs on me?”
Winny shrugs. “I don’t know. In retrospect, yes, I acknowledge that it was wrong of me. But these last few years, I’ve had this fantasy of you finding out the truth and then just running into my arms. You forgave me, and we picked off where we left off. I thought I could make that fantasy become a reality, too.”
“Well, sometimes a fantasy is just that. As hard as we try to make them come true, sometimes they’re not meant to. And this is one of those times. Because there’s not a single part of me that wants to run into your arms, let alone be anywhere near you once this conversation is through. What you did goes further than betrayal. A few days after I found out about you, I actually didn’t know whether or not I was going to be able to recover. I thought for sure all of this fuckery was going to be enough to break me mentally. But luckily, with the help of a few therapists, my friends, and my amazing father, I moved on. So, I find it only appropriate that you do the same,” Bucky delivers, and all in just one breath. He impresses himself.
Winny nods. “I understand. If that’s really want you want, I’m going to have to respect it. But for what’s it worth, I only have one regret in my life… And it’s not breaking up our family, nor is it failing in New York. My one regret is hurting you.”
Bucky nods and shrugs. “Just another learning experience, I guess.”
“You don’t have to listen to any type of advice I give, but just promise me that you won’t blame your father. I may still not agree with his choice but judging by the wonderful young man standing in front of me right now, I’d say he managed to do a pretty spectacular job raising you.”
“I’d like to think so,” Bucky responds.
Winny shrugs. “I guess I’ll be leaving now.”
Bucky watches his mother saunter toward the exit. And though his head wants to let her walk right back out of his life, his heart beats him to the punch. “Wait.”
Winny stops in her tracks. “Yes, son?”
“I only have one regret, too… And that’s that I never got a chance to sing with you. That was probably the one thing I dreamt of doing with you the most all those years I spent missing you.”
Winny’s bottom lip quivers. “I would love to sing with you.”
The two silently walk to the piano, where Bucky signals for Brad, the band’s resident piano player, to join them.
“You got any suggestions?” Bucky questions.
Winny walks over to Brad and whispers her choice into his ear. “I know for a fact you know this one. Just join in with me.”
[Winny:]
I dreamed a dream in times gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
[Bucky:]
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted
[Winny:]
But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
As they turn your dream to shame
[Bucky:]
And still I dream she'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather
[Bucky & Winny:]
I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream
I dreamed
As Bucky and Winny stand frozen, staring at one another, Brad swiftly walks out of the room to let them have their moment.
Bucky’s feeling just as overwhelmed as the day he found out from Coach Hill that his mother was still alive, coaching Throat Explosion. This was an extremely cathartic moment, but it also leaves him feeling slightly empty.
Had his mother decided not to leave, the two could’ve spent years performing together. And now here they are, estranged, with not even the slightest smidge of a relationship in store for their future.
It’s a heartbreaking thought… But Bucky knows he’ll be okay.
“That was the best gift I could’ve ever been given,” Winny says, breaking the tense silence. “If anyone’s going to be a successful star one day, it’s you. Thank you, Bucky.”
She then walks off, as Bucky mutters a befuddled, “Goodbye, Winifred.”
Bruce is walking to the choir room back from the teacher’s lounge, when he hears someone yell “Help!” from inside the auditorium.
Bruce walks inside. He instantly thinks it’s Peter, who may have gotten his wheelchair stuck somewhere, but he’s ready to help whichever student or faculty member it might be.
There’s someone laying on the stage. Bruce runs down the walkways toward the stage, and snickers to himself when he realizes it’s Stephen.
“What can I do for you, Mr. Strange?” Bruce asks, guard semi-up. They did sort of beef last time they spoke.
“Mr. Strange, blegh. I hate the sound of that,” Stephen responds. He then stands up and throws his hands onto his hips. “I called you here because I wanted to apologize to you. You and I, we don’t fight. I don’t like being at odds with you. It’s not us. I apologize for getting kind of heated when we spoke last. I was taking my frustrations with Nat out on you.”
Bruce grins. “Forgiven and forgotten,” he assures his friend. “I’m also sorry. In retrospect, I was probably being way too self-righteous about the entire ordeal. The fact is that we don’t know the true root of what’s going on with her, so it wasn’t my place to judge or run my mouth, regardless of how annoyed and confused we might be.”
“Do we hug it out, or?” Stephen asks. His demeanor tells Bruce that he really wants a hug. So, Bruce hobbles onto the stage, and hugs him. The two embrace one another in a tight grip. “Do you ever feel homosexual for me?” Stephen whispers.
“Go to hell, Strange,” Bruce says, laughing.
“Any chance I can get in on this?” Natasha asks from across the room.
The two men whip their heads over at her, and quickly put space between themselves.
“Well, that depends,” Stephen says in his best attempt at sounding assertive. “See, my buddy Brucey here and I, we were hugging because we are two friends who love each other and hear each other out when we have a disagreement. Can we trust you to do the same?”
Natasha nods slowly. “Okay, I get it. I guess I deserve that shade.”
There’s a silence. And then, an “I want to move on,” from Natasha. “From everything. Every instance that happened in the past that still has a hold on me, I need to let the fuck go of it. But before I can do that, I want to explain myself.”
Bruce and Stephen look at one another. “Go ahead,” Bruce says.
Natasha twiddles her fingers for a second, but then puts a stop to it. “Once I got back from my parents’ this past fall, I hit a wall. I was walking around my apartment, stressed, anxious, and a little depressed. So, I started going to therapy. At first, I was hesitant. I thought, how much help is this really going to be? I’m glad I did it, though, because my doctor was able to help me with my oncoming depression, and my O.C.D. I’m being medicated for both.”
"That’s great, Nat,” Stephen says. “We’re both so happy to hear that you’re doing better. But that still doesn’t explain the recent up and down ride we’ve been getting put through.”
“When the rumors about Bruce started going around, I started to hear rumors about other teachers, too. I don’t know if the student body took the opportunity to weigh in on the chaos, or if it was other teachers, or if it was just Maria Hill being her typical awful self. But I didn’t like some of the things I was hearing about me. I especially didn’t like hearing Matt’s name being brought up again, because, mentally, I didn’t want to be taken back to that place.”
“That’s fair,” Bruce remarks.
“I retreated. Even though it went against every initial instinct of mine, I thought I’d nip the rumors in the ass if our co-workers and students saw us together less. But I realize that was the wrong thing to do. Especially after I completely flaked on our trio back in the summer. I was just trying to heal and taking whatever measures I thought I had to in order to heal as quickly as I could.”
“And again, we don’t blame you for that,” Stephen says.
“For any of it. All we’ve really wanted and yearned for has been this. Some answers and some honesty,” Bruce adds.
“And I want you to know I really heard your ultimatum, Brucey,” Natasha admits. “It was then that I realized that I needed to quit dogging you both around. Because, even though I had convinced myself that you guys were variables in the equation, neither of you were ever actually to blame. For anything. All you’ve tried to do since Matt is help. And be there for me. And I’ve just barely let you do that.”
Bruce walks up to the edge of the stage and reaches a hand down for Natasha to use to hoist herself up. Once she’s on stage, the three of them join in for a nice, long group hug.
“So, starting today, Natasha Romanoff is back to her regular self. She’s done with the ghost of Matt’s past, she’s done letting herself be swallowed up in sadness, and she’s done giving a shit what others think about her,” Natasha says confidently.
“And how does it feel?” Bruce asks.
Natasha chuckles under her breath, and then lets out a ferocious scream, letting the acoustics of the room echo it back to her. “It feels great.”
“Good,” Bruce replies, relief settling within him. His trio’s going to be okay. This is a good thing. A great thing, even. “Now, I know this may be a little embarrassing, but what do you say we solidify things between the three of us?”
“A blood oath?” Stephen asks.
“Worse,” Bruce says, walking over to the piano and rifling through the sheet music. He hands them both sheet music for Air Supply’s “All Out of Love.”
“Play the music, Banner,” Natasha teases.
[Bruce:]
I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you 'til it hurts
I know you're hurt too, but what else can we do?
Tormented and torn apart
[Stephen:]
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know
Doesn't really know
[Bruce, Stephen, & Natasha:]
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
[Natasha:]
I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long, lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh so right?
[Bruce:]
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on?
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone
I'll be gone
[Bruce, Stephen, & Natasha:]
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
[Stephen:]
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
[Bruce, Stephen, & Natasha:]
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late, I know I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late, I know I was so wrong
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong
(I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you, I know you were right)
Notes:
HI! Remember me? Sorry this took forever to update. Life has been CRAZY. But, the good kind of crazy, so I'm not mad about it. I like this chapter, but I'm VERY excited for the next one. Probably won't be for another while because I'm literally convocating university in April, but keep lookout for it! :)
SONGS:
Apologize (Timbaland) – Steve Rogers
Scandalous (Mis Teeq) – Sharon, Valkyrie, & Carol
The Best of My Love (Emotions) – Nakia, Gamora, & Peter
Whistle for the Choir (Fratelli’s) - Sam, T’Challa, & Thor
Tragedy (Bee Gees) – Bucky, Steve, & Bruce
I Dreamed a Dream (Cast of Les Mis) – Bucky Barnes & Winny Proctor
I’m All Out of Love (Air Supply) – Bruce, Stephen, & Natasha
Chapter 10: Inspiration
Summary:
The kids embark on their long-awaited redemption at Regionals. One couple finds themselves getting closer, while Bruce sets out to utilize two members' strongest assets in the competition. Is the Aural Avengers' setlist, ripe with inspiring numbers and featured choreography, enough for them to pull out a win? Or is glee club, once and for all, finally done?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
March 2, 2014.
Bruce walks into a packed choir room, very excited for the week ahead. This upcoming Saturday is Regionals. It’s the Aural Avengers’ chance to get it right; A total redemption over their embarassing third-place finish from last year.
“Alrighty, who’s ready for Regionals!?” He hollers as he saunters into the choir room. The kids all shout excitedly in response.
“If we don’t win, I might die,” Bucky states. His dark brown locks have gotten significantly longer within the last few weeks, almost similar to his sophomore year look. He looks like a totally different young man, no doubt in small part due to the recent closure he'd gotten over his mother. He looks much more mature and rejuvenated.
“Yeah, if we come in dead last again, I’m going all Lima Heights on those judges,” Valkyrie adds. Carol pats her on the back supportively.
“Why stop at the judges? I say we go apeshit on Throat Explosion,” Sam suggests.
“No need for either of those scenarios, guys,” Bruce says, purposely interrupting their talk of violence. “For two reasons: The first is we’re not competing against Throat Explosion at Regionals. And the second is because we are going to win.”
Bucky exhales in relief at the news, while Thor asks, “What happened to Throat Explosion?"
"Nothing at all. In fact, they just won their Regionals this past Saturday," Bruce informs them. “It just so happens that there's been a rise in show choirs this past school year, so there are two glee clubs closer in proximity we are going to have to beat before we come face to face with Throat Explosion again."
“Great, even more teams we have to compete with,” Nakia says.
“I know in terms of competition it’s not the greatest news, but in terms of what it means for the arts, personally, I’d say it’s a win,” Bruce replies. “Anyways, I got the names of the teams we’re going to beat at Regionals."
The kids all pat their binders as though they’re drums. “Now, this year’s theme is inspiration, and we are officially going up against the Defender Academy Warbirds… And the Acafellas, again.”
“Screw those Acafellas,” Sam expresses. “We were better than them last year, and we can be better than them again.”
“I’m definitely in agreement,” Bruce says. “And for those of you unfamiliar with the Warbirds, they’re an acapella stool choir. Great voices, sure, but they’re typically not known for incorporating movement. Which is why in order to guarantee a win, I’m thinking we pull out all the stops, including incorporating a kick-ass dance number into our setlist.”
“Are we all going to be dancing?” Steve asks defeatedly. He’s never been able to completely nail the choreography Mr. Banner throws at them, so the more he’s able to avoid the dancing, the better.
“No. I actually thought for the dance, we’d leave it up to our team’s greatest secret weapons… Carol and T’Challa,” Bruce says. He immediately looks to the two kids to garner their reactions. To his surprise, they both seem extremely enthusiastic.
“We got you, Mr. B,” T’Challa says confidently. He's trying his goddamned hardest not to freak out and start jumping up and down.
“That’s what I like to hear,” Mr. Banner responds. “Now… Let’s move onto the setlist.”
March 4, 2014.
Nakia’s rifling through her locker in search of her chemistry notebook so that she can go over the notes from the last few weeks in anticipation for today’s exam when Sharon pops up behind her. “Nak!” She shouts.
Nakia shuts her eyes tight and exhales roughly. “You and T’Challa will be the death of me. You know I can’t stand being spooked.”
Sharon giggles. “So, what’s up? How are we feeling about Regionals?”
Nakia smirks. “Regarding what’s up, I have a chemistry exam I’m not nearly prepared for. As for Regionals, I could not be happier with Mr. B’s ideas.”
“Because your talented boyfriend gets to be one of our featured performers?”
“It’s not even about that. Am I absolutely ecstatic that he’s getting the opportunity to shine for the first time? Yes. But T’Challa also works so hard all the time. He’s a straight A student, he excels at football, he’s a great guy through and through. If anything, all bias aside, it’s just nice to see someone deserving of a win get a win, you know?”
Sharon nods. “I thoroughly agree. And I have absolutely no doubt that he and Carol are going to absolutely smash their choreography."
“I appreciate the positive thoughts,” Nakia says. “So, how are things going at home? Everything still good?”
“Still good. Sarah’s back at school finishing up the term, and, over the weekend, my mom let us know that she’s been debating going back to school to finish getting the social work degree she never got. She’s only a few credits short, so it would only be one academic year if she goes through with it."
“That’s major! Good for Amanda,” Nakia says.
Sharon beams. She's happy to be at a place in her life in which she feels positivity towards her mother rather than anger and resentment. She’s also happy to be in a position where she feels comfortable sharing information about her family with her friends.
Before Harrison threw Sharon out because of her pregnancy, even though to the outside world she was happy, she wasn’t. And the most significant cause of that unhappiness was her dysfunctional home life. Her father was abusive, her mother was never around, and her and her sister were never really close. The mere mention of her family while she was out socializing with her friends would make her cringe out of pure discomfort. She’s grateful that her own – and her mother and sister’s – luck has spun back.
“So?!” Bruce hears from the back of the room the second he struts into the teacher’s lounge. “Are you guys finally going to take home that Regionals win?”
Bruce smirks at Stephen's words. He pours himself a cup of the already-made delicious black coffee, then adds a sugar, and reaches for one of the cherry donuts that one of his fellow co-workers so clearly brought as a treat for everyone. He then makes his way over to Stephen’s table, and says, “That’s the plan!”
“I’m so excited,” Stephen admits. “And I’m also shaking in anticipation considering you have yet to fill me in on your plans for your set.”
“That’s because I usually only tell you in the hopes that you validate all of the anxieties and fear that I normally feel. But this time, my dear pal, I have none. Because I have come up with a set that I know for a fact will guarantee a win.”
Stephen takes a swig of coffee, shrugging. “Let’s hear it then.”
As the words escape Stephen’s lips, Natasha comes waltzing up to the table. “Hear what? About how you two are secretly in love with each other, and that you’re going to run off to Germany and elope?"
“First of all, I have never once tried to hide my love for Bruce. I’m very proud of it, in fact. Second of all, I don’t even know if we can get married in Germany. And third, he was just about to tell us his plans for Regionals.” Natasha shuts up, and lets Bruce proceed.
“See, our competition are two groups who aren’t known for dancing. So, I thought this would be the perfect opportunity to feature a killer dance routine.”
Stephen and Natasha both look enthused at the idea. “Are all the kids dancing it?”
“No, I’ve decided to feature T’Challa and Carol. I love all my kids, and I’m often still mesmerized at their talent to this day, but some of them are stronger dancers than others, and we don’t have time to ensure the weaker dancers pull it off,” Bruce states. “But you got to do what you got to do, sometimes. That’s the reason I tend to feature Bucky and Nakia on vocals more often than not during competitions.”
“I’m very proud of you, Bruce,” Natasha says, tossing a grape into her mouth. “I was afraid I’d royally offended you back during Sectionals when I’d suggested you were letting some kids fade into the background, but you’ve really managed to shake things up for the competitions this year.”
Bruce scratches at the slight beard growing in on his jaw. “Not at all. It was a wakeup call, for sure, but the right kind. Because you were right. And truth be told, if you hadn’t said anything, I don’t know if this is the route I would’ve chosen for Regionals. So, I owe you one.”
Natasha blushes slightly, filling her mouth with a couple more grapes to avoid all of the attention being on her.
But she didn’t need the grapes to do that, because T’Challa comes walking up to their table seconds later. “Mr. Banner?”
Bruce snaps his gaze to his student. “T’Challa? What’s up? You students aren’t actually supposed to be in the teacher’s lounge.”
“I know, sir. I need to speak with you, though. It’s an emergency."
Bruce nods affirmingly, worried for what this emergency might be.
“What do you mean you don’t think you’re going to be able to make it to Regionals?!” Bruce questions, only semi-outraged. The teacher and student are outside on the bleachers right by the football field. Bruce doesn’t know why, but he always finds himself coming out here to talk to students whenever there’s a big issue going on. It’s just as comforting a location to him as the choir room, maybe even a little bit more.
T’Challa fiddles with his fingers nervously, shamefully. “It’s my parents, sir.”
“What about your parents? They know you’re in glee club, don’t they?”
“Yes, Mr. B. And they’ve been fairly supportive about it. As supportive as two parents who don’t fully understand why I’m doing it can be. But as it turns out, they have a meeting with an immigration lawyer a couple of towns over on Saturday. There’s no way they’ll be back in Lima on time. So, I will be stuck babysitting my little sister, Shuri.”
Bruce tosses his face into his hands for a second as he inhales in and exhales out softly through his nose. He can feel his blood pressure spiking at this very moment. “Is there nobody else that can watch your sister? No other relative, or family friend? Heck, even one of your friends?”
T’Challa shakes his head. “The only family I have here is my father, mother, and sister. And my parents don’t actually know how long the meeting will last, so they worry about leaving Shuri with anyone else. They’re not the most trusting people.”
“Well, what about if…” Bruce begins, but T’Challa uncharacteristically cuts his teacher off.
“I’m sorry, Mr. B. I know that this sucks. But I have responsibilities at home. Both my parents work so hard, sometimes seven days a week, just so that our family can stay afloat. We’re not dirt-broke, but compared to our life in Wakanda, we’re not always comfortable either. So, they expect me to step up to the plate when duty calls. As devastated as I am to have turn my back on the biggest opportunity you’ve given me in glee club yet, I have no other choice.”
Bruce senses the regret and sadness in T’Challa’s voice. So, he doesn’t continue to push. He wouldn’t feel right making one of his students feel bad. “Alright, T’Challa. Thank you for letting me know.”
T’Challa walks away, tossing his headphones over his ears and throwing his hands into the pockets of his letterman jacket. Before Bruce lets himself start brainstorming ideas and potential replacements for T’Challa, he’s struck with a phenomenal idea.
Carol comes dancing down the stairs to the dinner table, having just finished practicing her and T’Challa’s routine for Regionals. If there was a word for the way Carol’s feeling at getting to be featured at Regionals, it would be superfuckingamazingtastic. Which isn’t actually a word, but she doesn’t know how to spell that one really long word from Mary Poppins. Supercalafradge… Yeah, no.
But she’s really excited. She’s been more than happy to take a backseat to the real singers in glee club, like Bucky, Nakia, and Valkyrie, even though she doesn’t much care for Bucky. But dancing is where she’s most comfortable. It’s her thing. And she’s glad Mr. Banner’s giving her the chance to show an entire auditorium full of people what she can do.
“Hey,” Carol says to her parents, who are already seated at the table, awaiting her presence to dig into their pot roast dinner.
“Hey, honey,” Marie Danvers responds. Joe Danvers is on the phone with someone and doesn’t hear her.
Carol takes a seat, while her father chirps an, “Alright, see you this weekend! Bye.”
“Who are you seeing this weekend?” Carol questions, scooping up some mashed potatoes.
“Your brother’s coming to town,” Marie reveals. “He starts his new position at the law office in Chicago Tuesday morning, so he’ll be getting into town Friday and staying until Monday. Lord knows he won’t be able to come visit much once he gets into the thick of his workload.”
“You’ll be around Saturday, right, honey?” Joe asks his daughter. “I thought we’d have a celebratory dinner for Jason Saturday evening.”
Carol stares at her father pointedly. “No, I’m not busy Saturday… I mean, other than my glee club’s Regionals competition… Which you guys said you would go to.”
“Oh… Is that this Saturday?” Marie asks through grinded teeth.
“Yeah, it’s this Saturday. Did nobody happen to check the calendar on the fridge?”
“Well, we don’t know if we’ll be able to make it now. There’s a lot of things Jason wanted to check off his list since he’ll be in town, I know I wanted to take him golfing,” Joe says.
Carol curls her hands into two fists underneath the table. She knows that if she stays at this table for a second longer, she’s going to burst into tears. “Wow. You know, it’s so funny, because my entire life I’ve always heard people say that parents don’t have a favorite child… But five minutes in this house, and those people would be running out of here with their tails tucked between their legs, because the favorite child here could not be more obvious.”
Carol finds herself running out of the dining room and into her vehicle. She just needs an hour to herself, and an hour away from the two people who find every opportunity they can to show her that she doesn’t matter.
March 5, 2014.
Peter wheels himself down one of several hallways at Shield High, making his way to the library from his history class. He’s been wheeling around with a lot more confidence these days, thanks to his friendship with Sam, and all the hanging out with Carol he’s been doing.
If someone would have told Peter back in September of 2012 when he first started at Shield High as an itty-bitty Freshman that he would one day be good friends with two of the most popular people in school, he would burst out into a laughing fit.
Just before the end of the hall, the library being just around the corner, Peter peers into Ms. Chavez’s classroom and sees Carol standing in the corner, face to the wall.
“Carol, what are you doing?” Peter questions. “I haven’t seen you all day, I figured you hadn’t come to school at all.”
“I’m paralyzed with fear,” Carol responds, face still pressed to the wall. “I’ve been here since second period. I really, really have to pee,”
“What are you scared of? You and T’Challa are getting featured at Regionals. You should be happy,” Peter says.
“I am, I just… Can’t handle the pressure,” Carol replies, finally turning around to face Peter. “I know that I’m more talented than pretty much everyone in glee when it comes to dancing, it’s just… I can’t have whether we win or lose on my shoulders. I don’t know that I can take that kind of pressure.”
Peter frowns, then reaches for her hand. “We all believe in you. We know that you can do it.”
“And I know that I can’t… Just like I know that the cricket that reads to me at night is totally stealing my jewelry.”
Sympathy painted on his face, Peter looks around the room, trying to come up with the perfect advice to help Carol out. And it finally hits him. “It’s really too bad that I can’t give you my magic comb.”
Carol stares at him inquisitively, crossing her arms. “What’s a magic comb?”
“You’ve never heard of a magic comb?” Peter asks. Carol shakes her head. “You comb your hair with it, and you can’t lose. I mean, I’d loan you mine, but I need it…”
Carol frowns. “But, since you’re dancing lead at Regionals, then that means that you winning means us winning…” Peter then adds.
Her sad face slowly turns into a smile. “Please can I have the magic comb?” Peter reaches into the back of his wheelchair and gifts Carol the magical yellow comb.
Carol bites her lip. “Peter, thank you so much. You really are the best boyfriend ever.”
Peter’s face drops in both shock and realization. “Wait, boyfriend? Am I your… Are we like… Dating?”
Carol crouches down, just hovering over Peter ever so slightly. She presses her lips to his. It’s their first kiss. “Yes. You and I are officially dating. Is that cool with you?”
Peter, blushing, giggles like a schoolgirl. “I’d say so.”
“Well, great,” Carol says. “I’ll see you in rehearsal later.”
Bruce and Natasha pull up to the Udaku residence around seven. It’s a pretty neutral time. There’s a great chance the Udaku’s have already eaten dinner or are just finishing up.
Bruce came up with the idea to come and speak to Mr. and Mrs. Udaku with the full intent to offer to bring Shuri with them to Regionals. This way, the Aural Avengers can all perform at Regionals, T’Challa can still dance lead with Carol, and Shuri gets a babysitter. It’s a win-win-win situation. And besides, Bruce would much rather T’Challa be able to attend, then have them go on without him.
“Are you ready?” Natasha asks as the two approach the front door.
“You bet. I’m just scared they’ll react poorly,” Bruce admits. “These situations where the teacher shows up at the house can either go really well, or really bad. We’ve all seen Matilda.”
“Just be your normal, charming self and they’ll have no choice but to accept,” Natasha answers. She then rings the doorbell.
The two adults hear a young girl’s voice shout, “Papa, there’s someone at the door!”
“Must be Shuri,” Bruce whispers to Natasha, who nods in response. Then, the door opens.
“Good evening,” T’Chaka Udaku greets.
“Evening, sir,” Bruce says, extending a hand to shake. “Bruce Banner. This here is Natasha Romanoff. We’re both teachers at Shield High School.”
T’Chaka looks surprised. “Very good to meet you both officially. I’ve heard wonderful things. Is everything okay? T’Challa hasn’t done anything wrong, has he?”
Bruce chuckles subtly. “No, sir. Quite the opposite. I’m the faculty advisor for glee club. I was wondering if we could have a minute of your time?”
Bruce and Natasha are seated on one couch, while T’Chaka, Ramonda, and T’Challa are seated on the other. Luckily, the interaction has gone great thus far. The Udaku’s are very friendly people. But they get a little tentative once Bruce runs his idea by them.
“So, let me get this straight… You want to help babysit Shuri?” T’Chaka questions.
Bruce and Natasha nod. “Yes, sir. See, this weekend is our Regionals. It’s a very big deal for the glee club. We came in third place last year. And we’ve all been working so much harder the past few months to ensure that the same thing doesn’t happen again this time around.”
“I wasn’t aware it was so important,” Ramonda expresses.
“It’s very important, ma’am. Especially because the plan was for T’Challa to dance lead with another one of our members. They would’ve had the whole stage to themselves during one of our numbers. He’s been practicing so hard."
“Is that true, T’Challa?” T’Chaka asks, surprised.
T’Challa, who looks somewhat defeated – almost like he doesn’t think his parents will go for this idea – nods. “Carol and I have been practicing a bunch this week. During lunch hour, after school.”
T’Chaka and Ramonda share a look. It teeters between let’s do it and we’re still unconvinced. Nevertheless, Bruce waits for them to speak.
“Only five years we’ve been in America,” T’Chaka shares with the educators. “We got here in 2008. We’re not legal citizens. This meeting with an immigration lawyer on Saturday is so that we can plead our case to extend our stay, and work on finally getting our American citizenship. It’s a very big deal.”
“I hear you, Mr. Udaku. I can’t imagine how nervous you guys must be feeling,” Bruce says.
“It’s very unsettling,” Ramonda shares. Though she's wearing a floor-length skirt, Bruce catches the way she's shaking her legs anxiously.
“I work maintenance at the community hall six days a week. My wife works maintenance at Target. We’re janitors, essentially,” T’Chaka says, through his thick Wakandan accent.
“Papa…” T’Challa begins, with an embarrassed tone and look on his face. He doesn’t understand why this is something his father has to be admitting aloud to his teachers. He doesn’t need them thinking less of him, or thinking his family is in dire need of support.
“I just wanted your teachers to know… That even in spite of all of this… You still manage to wake up with a smile on your face every morning, son,” T’Chaka responds.
T’Challa stares at his father in the eyes but has no verbal response for him. “You have had to become a man so much sooner than all your peers, T’Challa,” Ramonda says. “You and your sister have been subjected to war, political conflict, immigrating, and so many things kids your ages shouldn’t ever have to experience.”
There’s a silence. And then, T’Challa shrugs. “Maybe so,” he admits in agreement. “But I wouldn’t change a thing. I believe everything happens for a reason, mama. Everything we have had to endure is all a part of my story, just as it was meant to be.”
Ramonda kisses T’Challa on the head. “You are absolutely sure you wouldn’t mind bringing Shuri along with you guys?”
“It would be an honor,” Bruce says. “Anyway we can help, we will.”
“Yeah, she can help cheer the kids on in the audience with me. I will have my eyes on her at all times. She won’t leave my side,” adds Natasha.
Ramonda looks at her husband. T’Chaka then sighs and nods. “Very well. Then we will graciously accept your offer.”
T’Challa falls to his knees, letting the emotions overtake him. For as nonchalant as he was trying to be for his family’s sake, he was absolutely devastated at the thought of having to throw this opportunity away. His parents are taking a chance on him and his two teachers, and that in itself is such a grand gesture that T’Challa will never take for granted. “Thank you both so much.”
T’Chaka and Ramonda pick their son up off the floor and hold him in their arms.
March 7, 2014.
Regionals.
Redemption.
A chance to shed themselves of their third-place catastrophe the year prior.
Bruce would be lying if he said he didn’t feel a chill creep up his spine at being inside of Hydra High School, and back inside of Akron. He’s pretty sure the last time he was here was when he busted into Throat Explosion rehearsal to turn the tables on Winny. He’s not sure who was responsible for booking Regionals to be held at Hydra High School when Throat Explosion aren’t even competing today, but…
“Bruce?” Stephen asks for a third time, pulling Bruce out of his head. Natasha and Shuri are standing next to him, with the rest of the Aural Avengers behind them. Shuri’s got her headphones in her ears and iPod in her pocket and is wearing an oversized Shield High School t-shirt on in solidarity.
“What? Sorry, I got distracted,” Bruce responds.
“Clearly. We called your name three times,” Natasha replies. “We can’t remember, do we have to sign in anywhere, or?”
“You guys take Shuri and the kids to Green Room A,” Bruce directs, pulling out his phone to double check the email with all of the information. “I’ll go sign in.”
“Aural Avengers, please, if you will, follow me to Green Room A,” Stephen calls out like a war sergeant, winking at Bruce. He knows he’s got mad authoritative skills.
Bruce heads for the registration folks handing out programs to spectators. He can’t help it if he scan the crowds of people wondering if Winny will be in attendance today.
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, Thor, and T’Challa are busy getting into costume, doing touch ups on makeup, and fooling around, whilst Stephen and Natasha engage in conversation on one of the sofa’s in the corner of the room, keeping a lax eye on the kids.
Because they’re pretty much already done getting ready, Nakia and Sharon take a few minutes to do Shuri’s makeup, just for fun. T’Challa affectionately watches from a few feet away.
“You guys are so pretty,” Shuri says as Sharon applies eyeshadow to Shuri’s eyelids and Nakia styles her hair ever so simply.
“And you are just as pretty, if not prettier. And don’t ever forget it, okay?” Nakia says.
Shuri smiles. “I won’t.”
T’Challa pops up out of midair and brings his finger to his sister’s ear in an attempt to give her a wet willy. “You’re so annoying, brother.”
“Do you regret your decision to join us yet?” T’Challa asks, laughing.
“Not at all. I’m having a great time. Your girlfriend is pretty awesome,” Shuri says.
T’Challa kisses Nakia’s cheek. “I think so, too.”
Peter comes out from behind the privacy partition, dressed neatly in his dark crème button up shirt and baby blue bowtie. “Hey, Carol,” he calls out.
Carol, who’s busy curling her high pony, ignores him. Before he can wheel over to her, Mr. Banner walks in.
“Who’s ready to win a first-place trophy?” Bruce asks, which amps the kids up. “Gather round, guys. We have five minutes left until we have to head backstage, so I want to get this out now.”
“Making the kids cry before they get onstage? What a great idea there, Brucey,” Natasha teases.
“Now, now, this is important. All week, I’ve kept repeating that we need to win, or we should focus on winning. But in this moment, I can’t stress enough how winning isn’t actually what’s important,” Bruce shares.
“Let me guess, having fun out there is what’s most important?” Valkyrie questions.
“Yes, Valkyrie, precisely that. But also, what’s important is the fact that you guys are going to get to go up there together, all twelve of you. There was a minute this week where that almost didn’t happen. But whether we’re one man down, or six men down, this team is made up of twelve superstars. Some of you are stronger singers, and some of you are stronger dancers… But you all fill extremely important roles in this group. And I for one am honored that I’m going to get to see all twelve you of perform on that stage. You all inspire me every day. Your talent, your friendships, and your commitment to glee club has made this an unforgettable experience thus far. So, pat yourselves on the back. Because our journey is far from over.”
Bruce’s speech makes Natasha, Nakia, Gamora, and even Tony, tear up. It tugs at all of their heartstring, actually.
“Now, hands in,” Bruce says. Everyone puts their hands in, including Stephen and Natasha. “I thought our extra special guest could lead today’s show circle.”
Shuri, who’s seated on the couch behind everyone, peers up from her magazine. “Me?”
“You bet, Shuri,” Bruce says. “Come on over here.” Shuri does as asked of her, approaching the group and putting her hand in. “Now, count us down from three, alright?”
Shuri smiles sweetly. “No problem. Three… Two… One,” she says, and everyone joins in for the “Aaaa-mazing!”
The kids are all backstage, moments away from taking the stage. Nakia and Gamora are doing vocal warm-ups, Valkyrie is scrolling through Vine on her phone, Steve and Thor are doing push-ups to get an extra pump in their arms, and Carol is hiding behind a privacy partition. “Carol,” Peter says. “Care, I know it’s you. You’re the only girl wearing your hair up.”
Carol slowly makes her way out from behind the screen. “Hi.”
“Is there a reason you’re avoiding me?” Peter asks, sounding genuinely hurt. “Because I thought everything was good between us. But then last night, you ignored my texts, and then you ignored me on the bus ride here, and in the green room, so…”
“Everything is good between us,” Carol assures him, avoiding eye contact.
“Well, then why are you running away from me every chance you get?”
Carol inhales a deep breath, and finally looks his way. “I lost your magic comb. I don’t know what happened. I had it in my pocket, and then I went to motocross practice, and then when I left it was gone. That’s why I’ve been avoiding you. I’ve been so ashamed. That magic comb was our only chance of winning, and the only thing keeping me from totally screwing it up. I didn’t want to let you down.”
Peter lets out a whimper-like laugh. “Look, the truth is that that wasn’t a magic comb, I just found it on the floor and ran into you on the way to tossing it in the trash.”
Carol stares at him, bewildered. “And you let me comb my hair with it?”
“You want to know what I think? I think you’re overthinking this. You don’t need a magic comb… You’re magic, Carol. The way you move, the way you captivate everyone when you’re on stage, is literal magic, and I should have told you that from the beginning. I’m sorry.”
Carol looks at her feet, saddened. “No, I’m sorry. I’ve been in my head all week. Truth is, my parents really rattled my cage this week. They promised they’d come tonight, but then decided to go back on their word because my older brother’s in town. And so, when I lost your comb, I got extra sensitive. The best thing for me was to just jump into a hole. I didn’t want to fight with every important person in my life.”
“Carol, I would never get mad at you for something as trivial as a plastic comb. I’m a tough guy. I’ve been through a lot… Literally,” Peter says, pointing to his legs. “It’s going to take a lot more than that to get us fighting. I’m really sorry about your parents. But it’s their loss. If they’re never going to prioritize you, get back at them by being the best dancer you possibly could be.”
Carol hunches down to meet Peter at eye-level and kisses him. It’s the most genuine, intimate kiss that Peter’s ever shared with a girl. Once the two pull apart, they smile at one another lovingly, still only inches apart. “When I’m out there dancing today… It won’t be for the team, or for the crowd… It’ll be for you.”
Nakia, who’s secretly watching the exchange through her mirror, groans in pain when T’Challa pokes her in the rib. “Hey,” he says, huge smile painted on his face.
“Someone’s in a good mood.” She answers, hand plastered over her rib.
T’Challa nods. “I can’t believe I almost missed out on this opportunity."
“Regionals?"
“Regionals… But also, glee club in general,” T’Challa reveals. “I take some pride in the fact that I’ve never been as evil as Sam, or Rumlow, or whatever, but I still used to be a total douche. You couldn’t have payed me to touch the glee club with a ten-foot pole. If I would’ve stuck with that whole mindset, I would’ve missed out on all the joy, the laughs, and the music we’ve all experienced the past year and a half. And I would’ve missed out on the chance to dance lead in front of an entire audience of people.”
Nakia grins. “You also would’ve missed out on dating me.”
“Well then I guess it’s a good thing I got my shit together,” T’Challa says. “I love you.”
Nakia doesn’t do a good job at pretending like the words don’t send her into a panicked frenzy. T’Challa nearly regrets having said it, on account of them being three minutes away from performing. But, then, after she takes a speechless beat, Nakia says, “I love you, too.”
Steve’s standing in the wings backstage, waiting for the announcer to give him the greenlight to get out onstage. He’s doing some breathing exercises, because the reality is that he’s actually really nervous. A lot more than he expected to be.
This is his first public solo, after all. In the past, he’s been able to rely on everyone else during group numbers, or at least Bucky during a duet. Now, it’s all him and his voice. And that’s a big task. He understands now that T’Challa’s week-long nerves were justified.
Steve closes his eyes and pictures everyone celebrating with their first-place trophy. All he needs to do is keep that image in his head and he’ll do great.
“Steve?” A voice calls, pulling him out of the fantasy.
“Hey, what’s up?” Steve asks.
“I just wanted to say good luck,” Bucky admits with a smile.
Just then, the boys hear, “And here we are, folks! Our second group of the day, from Lima, Ohio, please help me welcome the Aural Avengers!”
The audience applauds, and Bucky leaves Steve with a “Break a leg!” Steve responds with a bright smile. Probably a tad brighter than he should’ve. Call it instinct.
He walks out onto the stage as the curtains rise. Carol and T’Challa quickly get into position. Then, the music begins.
[Steve:]
You could never know what it's like
Your blood, like winter, freezes just like ice
And there's a cold, lonely light that shines from you
You'll wind up like the wreck you hide behind that mask you use
And did you think this fool could never win?
Well look at me, I'm a-coming back again
I got a taste of love in a simple way
And if you need to know while I'm still standing
You just fade away
Right before the chorus, T’Challa and Carol come running out from opposite ends of the back of the stage, meeting in the middle to perform their choreography. Bruce, Stephen, Natasha, and Shuri watch from the crowd, completely mesmerized.
Don't you know I'm still standing better than I ever did?
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
And I'm still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
Bruce peers over at Shuri through his peripherals. The young girl is tearing up at her brother’s talent. He makes a mental note to extend an official invitation to T’Chaka and Ramonda to come see them at their next Sectionals competition so that they can also get a look at how talented their son is.
I'm still standing (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Once I never coulda hoped to win
You starting down the road, leaving me again
The threats you made were meant to cut me down
And if our love was just a circus, you'd be a clown by now
Before the second chorus begins, Bucky, Nakia, Peter, Gamora, Tony, Sharon, Valkyrie, Sam, and Thor come out onto the stage as well, partaking in extremely relaxed choreography compared to the semi-pros at the front of the stage.
You know I'm still standing better than I ever did
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
And I'm still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I'm still standing (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't you know that I'm still standing better than I ever did?
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid
And I'm still standing after all this time
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind
I'm still standing (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm still standing
The room roars for the dancing duo’s routine, and no doubt for Steve’s outstanding vocals, as well, giving them a standing ovation. The Aural Avengers only have about thirteen seconds between songs to get into different positions, as Nakia and Gamora take center stage.
[Nakia:]
Northern lights in our skies
Plants that grow and open your mind
Things that swim with a neon glow
How we all got here, nobody knows
These are real things
These are real things
[Nakia & Aural Avengers:]
Oh, what a world, don't wanna leave
All kinds of magic all around us, it's hard to believe
Thank God it's not too good to be true
Oh, what a world, and then there is you
[Gamora:]
Did I know you once in another life?
Are we here just once or a billion times?
Well, I wish I knew, but it doesn't matter
'Cause you're here right now, and I know what I feel
And these are real things
Yeah, these are real things
Natasha leans into Bruce’s ear and says, “Great setlist, Brucey. If these songs don’t scream inspiration, I don’t know what songs would.”
Bruce winks at her in response. Natasha would be lying if she said that that wink didn’t make her feel weak in the knees.
[Gamora & Aural Avengers:]
Oh, what a world, don't wanna leave
All kinds of magic all around us, it's hard to believe
Thank God it's not too good to be true
Oh, what a world, and then there is you
Oh, and then there is you
In the background, Tony dances one on one with Sharon, Sam dances one on one with Carol, and Steve dances one on one with Valkyrie, while T’Challa, Thor, Bucky, and Peter sway with the music.
[Nakia & Gamora:]
These are real things
These are real things
Oh, what a world, all kinds of magic
Tell me it's not too good to be true
Oh, what a world, and then there is you
[Nakia, Gamora & Aural Avengers:]
Oh, what a world, I don't wanna leave
There's all kinds of magic, it's hard to believe
(And then there is you)
Oh, what a world, I don't wanna leave
There's all kinds of magic, it's hard to believe
(And then there is you)
Oh, what a world, I don't wanna leave
There's all kinds of magic, it's hard to believe
(And then there is you)
Oh, what a world, I don't wanna leave
There's all kinds of magic, it's hard to believe
Monstrous applause once again. And, though he may be speaking prematurely, he has a good feeling their last number is going to be received well, too.
[Sam:]
What's wrong with the world, mama?
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world's addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we tryna stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate, then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
[T'Challa, Sam, Thor, & Valkyrie:]
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt, hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
Or would you turn the other cheek?
Father, Father, Father, help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (love)
Where is the love? (The love)
Where is the love? (The love)
Where is the love, the love, the love?
[T’Challa:]
It just ain't the same, old ways have changed
New days are strange, is the world insane?
If love and peace are so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong?
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So, ask yourself, is the lovin' really gone?
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin' in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on? (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on? (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all?
[T’Challa, Sam, Thor, & Valkyrie:]
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt, hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
Or would you turn the other cheek?
Father, Father, Father, help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (love)
Where is the love? (The love)
Where is the love? (The love)
Where is the love, the love, the love?
[Thor:]
Whatever happened to the values of humanity?
Whatever happened to the fairness and equality?
Instead of spreading love we're spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive 'til love is found
Now ask yourself
[T’Challa:]
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
[T’Challa, Sam, Thor, & Valkyrie:]
Father, Father, Father, help us
Send some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love?
Sing with me y'all (one world, one world)
We only got (one world, one world)
That's all we got (one world, one world)
And something's wrong with it (yeah)
Something's wrong with it (yeah)
That's all we got (one world, one world)
By the time that last note strikes, all twelve kids gather center stage for a big group hug, where they place T’Challa right in the middle. It brings a tear to Bruce’s eyes – yet again. He only hopes that their set list resonated with the audience and with the judges. He speaks with full confidence when he thinks to himself that this was definitely their strongest overall performance thus far.
“Mrs. Romanoff, would you mind running to the bathroom with me?” Shuri asks.
“Of course, Shuri,” Natasha answers. “We’ll be right back.”
“Hey, no need. Just head to the green room once you finish up, we’ll be right there, too,” Bruce states. Natasha flashes him a thumbs up as she and T’Challa’s little sister exit.
Before Bruce and Stephen know it, the Defender Academy Warbirds’ set begins.
And Bruce is left there to bite his own foot. The Warbirds’ routine is filled with tricks, flips, and choreography that’s just as good as – if not more intricate than – T’Challa and Carol’s.
“I thought you said they…” Stephen begins.
“Yeah… Yeah, they're a stool choir. Or, rather, they were,” Bruce answers, mouth agape.
An hour later, once Bruce and the Shield High School posse are all headed back to the auditorium to find out the results of the competition, Carol’s parents and her brother intercept them.
“Mom? Dad? Jason? What the heck are you all doing here?” She asks, bewildered.
Marie dives toward her daughter to give her a hug. “Jason suggested we come and cheer you on!”
“And thank God we did, otherwise we would’ve missed your big number!” Joe says, proudly.
Carol looks to her brother inquisitively. His dirty blonde hair is tied back into a man bun, and he’s sporting some serious scruff along his jawline. “Why? You’re only here for the weekend, I’m sure you could’ve found other ways to spend your time.”
“What was more important to me, Carol, is that your family was here rooting for you,” Jason responds. “Look, mom told me about your outburst earlier this week. I’m sorry for always hogging the spotlight. I can’t imagine it’s been easy. But I’m college graduated now. I start a new job on Tuesday. t’s your turn now. You deserve all of the attention and recognition. And I want to be more involved in your life. As much as I can.”
“And speaking of attention and recognition,” Joe begins.
“We’re sorry, honey. We’re so sorry that we’ve been lacking. And that we haven’t taken your dreams more seriously. Because after what we just saw in that room, your dreams are valid. And we think you have what it takes,” Marie says. "To do this one day professionally. You've proven us wrong."
“And you can expect us all to be more involved in your life, starting today, baby girl,” Joe adds.
Carol nearly sobs at the words. She feels anger, a hint of betrayal… But she also feels love, supported, and even a smidge of guilt. She feels guilty because she’s always directed her anger towards Jason at Jason himself rather than her parents.
But today is clearly a new beginning for the Danvers’ family.
The Acafellas, the Warbirds, the Aural Avengers, and their respective coaches are all on stage, awaiting the results.
The kids are all on edge after Bruce ran to the green room after the Warbirds’ performance and told them about their elaborate setlist. They went from feeling like automatic winners to second-place chumps real quick.
Then, the judges all come out onto the stage, garnering audience applause. Two women and two men. Local public figures that Bruce has never heard of before.
“Let’s get to it,” the first man says.
“But before we do, huge congratulations to all of our glee clubs. Let’s give them one last round of applause, yeah?!” the first woman says.
Bruce rolls his eyes. “Get to it,” he thinks in his head. “Just put us out of our misery, already.”
“In third place… From Fortwayne, Indiana, let’s hear it for the Acafellas!” The first man says.
The Acafellas celebrate while their faculty advisor approaches the judges for the teams’ third place trophy, and within seconds, they’re gone.
“Now… Your 2014 Regionals Show Choir Championship Winners…” the first woman says, building suspense. “From Indianapolis, it’s the Defender Academy Warbirds!”
March 8, 2014.
“We didn’t even see them perform, but Mr. Banner and Mr. Strange came to find us in the green room and he told us all about it, detail after detail. He looked like he was about to be sick,” Bucky says, helping himself to a third slice of pizza. George, his father, is seated across the table from him.
George scoffs. “God, that’s shitty, son. So, these Warbirds, I’m assuming they won?”
“First place,” Bucky replies. “And the worst part is that nobody saw it coming. We were so confident, and for nothing. It just goes to show, though: You can never get too comfortable.”
George nods. “So, what exactly does that mean for you guys?”
Bucky shrugs. “We sit around and wait for Sectionals next fall, I guess. It’s out of our hands, now. Nothing we can do about it.”
“That’s too bad, son," George answers.
“Tell me about it. Especially because on the bus ride home, I overheard Valkyrie and Thor talking. They said they're better off not even bothering with glee club again next fall. I just hope that they were speaking impulsively.”
March 9, 2014.
“Good morning, guys,” Bruce says aloud to a nearly mute choir room. “Thanks for coming today.”
“Mr. Banner, why exactly are we here?” Thor asks. It’s pretty much on everyone’s behalf. Because truth be told, there's no real point to this glee club meeting.
For once, Bruce just decides to be open with the kids. “I don’t know.” Sharon, Valkyrie, and Gamora look at their educator, puzzled. “I thought I’d have something pulled out of my ass by the time Monday morning rolled around, but I don’t. I don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to do.”
T’Challa looks at the ground, utterly destroyed. He’s spent the entire weekend beating himself up for the Aural Avengers’ loss at Regionals, even though Bruce, Nakia, and Shuri all assured him he was not to blame. Nakia grabs his hand in sympathy, which he doesn’t reciprocate.
Bucky throws his hand up. “Mr. Banner, what exactly does this mean for glee club? Last year we knew months in advance that if we lost Regionals, that glee club would be disbanded. What about now?”
Mr. Banner shrugs. “Again, I have no clue. Principal Fury’s been up to his neck busy that he hasn’t even answered any of the messages I left him over the weekend.”
“This is so depressing,” Valkyrie speaks. Some of them glare at her, and some of them nod in agreement.
“You’re right, Valkyrie. It is depressing. I feel like I let you all down. And I’m sorry for that. But the truth is that nobody in this room… Not me, not Bucky, not Thor, not Sharon, not T’Challa is to blame for our loss,” Bruce says.
“Yes, I am,” T’Challa responds through a shakey voice. “I was so stiff up on that stage. Maybe if I’d danced better, we would’ve won.”
Bruce grabs one of the chairs and places it directly in front of T’Challa’s seat. He stares at his student - dead in the eyes - until T’Challa finally breaks into laughter, with everyone joining not so far behind him. It even gets Bruce chuckling.
“T’Challa Udaku, if I hear you spreading lies like that again, I will give you a zero on your next unit test,” Bruce says, though they all know the threat is an empty one. “The only people we can blame are the Warbirds for finally deciding to shake up their repertoire. That’s it.”
“Did we at least make you proud, Mr. B?” Peter questions.
Bruce grabs at his heart. “You have no idea how proud of you guys I was. I had chills the entire time. You guys murdered the numbers all on their own, but when you take into account the theme for the competition, you did exactly that… You inspired everyone in there. I’m beyond proud of you guys. And I guess all I can do right now is ask that you guys make me a promise.”
“Anything,” Steve says.
“Promise me you guys won’t move on,” Bruce asks. “Promise me that if Principal Fury gives us the greenlight for next year that all twelve of you will be right back in this room come September?”
The kids all look around at one another, tentatively. “Promise,” the majority of them say.
March 13, 2014.
“Hey, nerd,” Natasha says, approaching the table in the staff room that Stephen’s busy occupying.
Stephen’s busy going over final notes for report cards, which are due to Principal Fury at three o’clock that day. “Don’t play with me, Romanoff. I’m so on edge right now.”
“Why? Haven’t you mastered report cards by now?”
“I’m on edge because Bruce is talking to Nick later about the future of the glee club,” Stephen answers.
Natasha freezes like a deer in headlights. “Gosh, I totally forgot. My sessions get a lot more consistent during report card season, I’ve been so busy.”
Stephen nods. “I’m worried, Nat. It would’ve been bad enough on Old Brucey to lose the glee club last year. But now, he’s so invested, I’m worried it might just break his little heart.”
“We’ll just have to make sure we’re there for him as best we can be,” Natasha states.
“Bruce, come on in,” Nick says as he hands his secretary Moira McTaggert a handful of mail to be sent out. “Take a seat.”
Bruce does exactly as suggested to him as Moira exits the room. “I’d feel a lot more comfortable taking a seat if you had good news for me, haha,” he jokes, though both men know it’s not a joke at all.
“Well the good news is that I don’t have bad news for you,” Nick begins. “But the bad news is that I don’t have good news for you, either.”
“Are you twisting my leg here, or?” Bruce questions.
“Look, the truth is that we’re behind on budgeting, thanks to an accounting team that’s been out sick with ringworm for three weeks, so this recent Regionals loss couldn’t have come at a worse time. The point is that I’m not going to have an answer for you for another little while regarding whether or not I will have the funds to justify giving you guys more time,” Nick informs him. “So, as of now, you still have a glee club come September. But there’s a chance that may change.”
Bruce nods. “I understand, sir.”
“I’m sorry, Bruce. The joys of being a public school with next to no funds. But for what it’s worth, my wife attended Regionals, and she thinks you guys should’ve won.”
Bruce grins at this. “Thanks. I thought we should’ve won, too.”
Bucky and Peter are walking down the main hallway, hands full of A.V. club tech equipment. “Why exactly do I have to be the only one to carry all this equipment back to the A.V. room?”
“Think of it as like initiation,” Peter responds, laughing to himself. “When I first joined, I was doing this and then some.”
“No, you weren’t! Gamora told me the guys felt bad making you do anything because you’re in a wheelchair,” Bucky replies.
“Don’t give me lip, Barnes!” Peter says. The two come face to face with Sharon, Valkyrie, and Carol in their Cheerios uniforms. Then, seconds later, Steve, Sam, Thor, T’Challa, and Tony show up in their letterman jackets, as well as Nakia and Gamora, dressed head to toe in marching band garb.
“What are you guys wearing?” Tony questions.
“We joined the marching band,” Gamora responds.
“Seriously? That’s like social suicide,” Valkyrie remarks.
“Well, we were already in glee club, so can’t imagine it’ll get any worse for us,” Nakia replies.
“You guys should’ve joined the A.V. club,” Bucky says. “Peter here keeps taking advantage of my kindness.”
“I wouldn’t call it kindness,” Peter responds smartly.
“You joined the A.V. club?” Thor asks.
“And the yearbook, working with that Peter Parker kid,” Bucky says.
“Well, that didn’t take too long,” Sharon remarks.
“What didn’t take too long?” Steve wonders.
“For us to move on to bigger and better things, dingus,” Valkyrie answers on Sharon’s behalf. “You boys have basketball, us girls have Cheerios, and then you got these four with A.V. and marching band.”
“The only question is… Who’s going to tell Mr. Banner?” Sam questions.
Bruce is sitting on the piano bench when the kids come waddling into the choir room for this emergency after-school glee club meeting. The boys are all wearing their uniforms, having just come from their after-school basketball practice. The Cheerios come piling in, along with Nakia and Gamora, who are wearing what looks to be marching band gear. Peter rolls in, and two minutes later, Bucky walks in, also wearing a letterman jacket.
“Where’d you jack that, Barnes?” Valkyrie asks.
“Coach Drake gave it to me,” Bucky reveals. “You’re looking at the newest member of the floor hockey team.”
“You? Floor hockey?” Nakia says.
Bucky rolls his eyes. “Well, I dabbled with football, I’m not completely inept when it comes to sports. But it was the only competitive school club that was still taking members this late into the year. If we aren’t getting a Regionals trophy, I wanted to at least get my name on a different one.”
“Which I guess is as good a segue as any,” Bruce says. “Because I have some news for you.”
“Let us guess, Principal Fury isn’t giving us funding for next year?” Sharon asks.
“No more glee club then?” Carol adds.
“No, that’s not what I was going to say,” Bruce interjects. “Fury told me he wouldn’t be able to give me a more concrete answer as to funding for next year for another little while. So, it’s not good news or bad news. But for now, we’re still on for next fall!”
The kids aren’t enthused in the slightest. Bruce is taken aback by their lack of reaction. “Is everything… Okay?”
“Everything’s fine, Mr. B, but the truth is…” Tony begins. He looks around for someone else to finish his thought for him.
“We’ve kind of already started preparing for the worst,” Bucky says. “Nakia and Gamora joined marching band, I joined A.V. club, hockey, and yearbook, Peter’s focusing on A.V. club, and the Cheerios and the Basketball players have their respective teams.”
Bruce pinches the bridge of his nose with his fingers and squeezes his eyes shut for a moment. “I can’t believe it. It’s been like what, four days. And you’re already going your separate ways?”
“Mr. B, you can’t exactly fault us for it, can you? We lost Regionals. Our season is over,” Sharon says.
“Yeah, no thanks to you,” Valkyrie adds. “Maybe if you hadn’t hyped up our winning so much, we wouldn’t have been so destroyed by our loss.”
“Whoa, us losing had nothing to do with Mr. Banner,” T”Challa says.
“Yeah, you’re right, maybe it’s your fault, T’Challa,” Sam sneers. “Or maybe it’s all our fault. I could’ve rapped harder, Steve could’ve sung better, the point is that we lost. And maybe moving on is the healthier thing to do.”
TWO WEEKS LATER
March 27, 2014.
In the two weeks since the Aural Avengers lost Regionals, the friendships and bonds forged in the glee club nearly began to wither away.
Nakia, Gamora, and Sharon sat at their own lunch table, while Bucky and Peter, who managed to start hanging out more without killing one another, sat with the members of the A.V. club. Bucky would never admit it, but he only did so because most of his floor hockey teammates were dickheads, on par with the football players.
Steve, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor mostly sat at the athletes’ table, alongside Valkyrie, Carol, and other basketball players and Cheerios, while Tony spent his lunch with Rhodey and Scott.
And it seemed as though everyone was fine with it… Except for Steve.
Their entire ordeal was still upsetting him, even two weeks later. He knew there was nothing he, or anyone, could do. They lost, fair and square. But he doesn’t understand how his fellow teammates could move on, and in such a short amount of time. Just laying eyes on Mr. Banner and their vacant choir room gut punched him and filled him with guilt and sadness.
And here everyone else was carrying on, as though they haven’t just spent two school years putting blood, sweat, and tears into the glee club.
As the bell rings, signaling the end of his science period, Steve approaches Bruce.
“Hey,” Bruce greets his student. “How ya doing, Steve?”
Steve bites his lip, afraid to come off too cruel. “The better question is how are you doing?”
Bruce’s eyebrows rise. “Excuse me?”
“Are you not as pissed off at the rest of them as I am?” Steve wonders.
Bruce assumes Steve means the rest of the glee club, so he carries on with his response. “Of course, it pisses me off a little bit, Steve. It kind of hurts to see everyone act like the past year hasn’t happened. But I’m the adult in this situation. I have to let the children, being you guys, act impulsively and dramatically. And I can’t say I blame them, considering Fury still hasn’t said anything.”
Steve frowns. “I’m sorry, Mr. B. On everyone’s behalf. Especially, cause... We promised."
Bruce shrugs. “It is what it is, right?”
Bucky exits the west-side locker room, which is typically reserved for men’s floor hockey and the girls’ volleyball teams. He’s got his Shield High Athletics duffel snug on his right arm, and his floor hockey stick in the opposite hand.
Steve is leaned up against the wall, waiting for him. “Hey!”
Bucky’s utterly surprised. “Steve. To what do I owe this surprise?”
The halls are mostly empty, save for a few after-school extra-curricular kids down the hall. “We need to do something.”
“About?” Bucky asks, looking at him inquisitively.
“Glee club,” Steve answers.
“And what exactly do you reckon we do? Call the judges and tell them their decision hurt our feelings? That’s not going to sell.”
“Well, what about the Warbirds? Mr. Banner told us that they were a stool-choir for years. Is it not fishy that the competition where they go head-to-head with us is the very competition that they decide to actually get off their asses and move?” Steve questions.
“So, we do what, exactly? In this scenario? Accuse them of what? Hiring a choreographer? Taking steroids? Without solid evidence and proof, it’s all speculation, Steve,” Bucky says sternly.
Steve’s taken aback by his responses. “Why are you being like this? Glee club was your entire world.”
Bucky chews the inside of his cheek and comes to a dead stop. “When exactly did I stop caring?” He asks. “I still care about Mr. Banner. I still care about glee club. I still care about you…”
Steve looks at him, unsure of where Bucky was going with that thought. “You guys…” Bucky finishes. “Looking for other creative outlets doesn’t mean I don’t care, and it doesn’t make me a bad person. And that goes for everyone. Steve, what if the roles were reversed? What if we won, and the Warbirds put up a stink about it? Would that not make you want to retaliate? We can’t go around making meaningless accusations because we’re mad that they beat us.”
Steve looks down at his feet. “Fine. Maybe you’re right.”
Bucky nods. “And you probably won’t believe me when I say this, but in this case, I’m genuinely not happy to be right.”
Steve laughs and rolls his eyes. “Yeah, you’re right. I don’t believe you,” he teases.
Bucky smiles. “For whatever it’s worth, I hope you’re doing good. And I hope basketball’s going well.”
“You too,” Steve says, playfully punching Bucky’s arm. “Take care.”
March 28, 2014.
Tuesday morning, like clockwork - or by the work of God - utter chaos unfolds.
Bucky’s at his locker grabbing his chemistry textbook when Thor and Sam approach him. “Buck! Come with us now!” Thor says.
Bucky looks at them, confuzzled. “Where the hell to?”
“The choir room, just come!” Sam exclaims.
Bucky slams his locker shut and follows them. Their erratic behavior indicates that whatever’s going on is major. The three enter the choir room, where Bucky sees T’Challa holding a laptop, with Peter, Nakia, Valkyrie, Carol, Tony, and Sharon all seated around him. The three boys follow their lead. Bucky’s jaw drops at what he hears.
“In case you’re just joining us now, Defender Academy in Indianapolis, Indiana is currently under fire, as it has just been revealed that the members of their resident show choir team, the Warbirds, have been undergoing human growth hormone treatments in order to enhance their performances, including that of their recent Regionals show choir competition in Akron, Ohio. Their headmaster has refused to comment, but our sources have confirmed that it was in fact two members of the Warbirds who leaked the news to the press. We have no idea what this means for the future of the Warbirds, but one thing is clear, and that’s that the Lima Show Choir District has their work cut out for them. I’m Emma Frost for WLWT News.”
The kids all look amongst themselves. “Holy fucking hell,” Bucky says aloud.
Just then, Steve walks into the choir room. “Sam, I got your text,” he says. He stops himself on account of seeing everyone else huddled around the laptop. “What’s going on? Did we lose our funding for next year?”
“Steve… Get your skinny ass over here,” Sam says.
“Now,” Bucky adds.
Bruce pulls into the faculty parking lot, nonethewiser to the events transpiring inside of Shield High.
His favorite spot is available, so he pulls into it, throws the vehicle into park, and takes the key out of the ignition. He then exits the vehicle and grabs his leather briefcase, full of last week’s science exams, from the backseat.
Bruce is not looking forward to today, as he got an email earlier that morning from Nick asking him to meet right at eight-thirty in the morning. This can only mean one thing, and that’s that Nick finally figured out the budgeting for next year. And because he’s feeling rather pessimistic, he suspects it’s bad news he’s about to receive.
Bruce enters Shield High through the main faculty entrance, and is surprised to find Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor all standing around, waiting for him.
“Good morning, guys,” Bruce says hesitantly. At that, all twelve of them begin to shout different things at him. He hears the words “Warbirds,” and he hears the words, “Cheat,” but he can’t make out a coherent sentence on account of the twelve voices yelling.
“Whoa, whoa, guys. Look, whatever this is, it’s going to have to wait. I have a meeting with Fury first thing this morning,” Bruce reveals.
“Are you heading there right now?” asks Nakia.
“Yes,” Bruce says.
“Mind if we tag along for the walk?” Steve asks.
Bruce looks around at each of their faces. They all look weird. Mischievous… As though they’re up to no good. “I guess so.”
The thirteen of them make the sixty second walk to Fury’s office silently. “Alright, just give me a second,” Bruce says once they reach Fury’s office.
Moira greets Bruce and gives him the greenlight to head in to see Nick. So, Bruce does just that. Right after taking one big swallow, that is.
“Nick?” Bruce asks.
“Hey, good morning, Banner,” Nick replies cheerfully.
“You’re in a good mood,” Bruce acknowledges.
“Yes, I am. And you should be too,” Nick says.
“Do we get our funding for next year?” Bruce asks happily, with a cheesy smile.
“No,” Nick says. Bruce’s face falls immediately. “But that’s only because we haven’t gotten the results of Nationals yet.”
Bruce looks at him, confused. “What are you talking about?"
“Well, you guys are going to Nationals, aren’t you?” Nick questions sardonically.
“Um, no,” Bruce responds. “We lost Regionals, remember?” Nick bursts out into a laughing fit. “Is that funny to you?”
“Have you checked the news at all today?” Nick wonders.
Bruce shakes his head no, which prompts Nick to turn his television on. Bruce turns his head and looks up at the great news. He can pinpoint the exact moment his heart rate spikes up. He stands up vehemently, knocking the chair over.
“Wait, so…” Bruce begins.
“I just got off the phone with the committee… Congratulations, Aural Avengers. Looks like you’re going to Nationals after all.”
Bruce runs over to Nick and gives him a huge hug, before running out of the office to group hug his kids. “Auditorium in ten.”
All twelve kids are already in the auditorium by the time Bruce, Stephen, Natasha, and the band come running in. “Aural Avengers!” Stephen cheers.
“Awful convenient, isn’t it?” Bucky asks. He looks over to Steve, who uses his body language to indicate that he, in fact, had nothing to do with this.
“Don’t even go there, Bucky. This is a huge win for the good guys. And wins for the good guys don’t come often,” Natasha says.
“Ms. Romanoff’s right you guys. Had those two Warbirds chose to keep their mouths shut, we wouldn’t be standing here right now. This is a second chance. I say we thank the gods above for it and start putting all of our energy towards Nationals. Because we just lost two weeks of precious fundraising time.”
“Mr. Banner, can we at least celebrate first?” Gamora asks.
Bruce thinks on it for four seconds, before screaming, “Fuck yes!”
The kids all cheer and start dancing amuck as the band starts playing.
[Gamora:]
Happiness hit her like a train on a track
Coming towards her stuck still no turning back
[Valkyrie:]
She hid around corners and she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses and from it she fled
[Gamora:]
With every bubble she sank with her drink
And washed it away down the kitchen sink
[Aural Avengers:]
The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run
Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive
The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come
[Sharon:]
And I never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had and what was left after that too, oh
[Valkyrie & Gamora w/ Aural Avengers:]
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back
Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than that
The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come
[Aural Avengers:]
Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive
The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come
The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run
As the final notes fill the auditorium, Bruce leads them all in a group hug. But before they can join the rest of their team, Bucky and Steve engage in their own hug.
Notes:
SONGS USED:
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I’m Still Standing (Elton John) – Steve Rogers w/ dance solos from T’Challa and Carol
Oh, What a World (Kacey Musgraves) – Nakia & Gamora w/ Aural Avengers
Where is the Love? (Black Eyed Peas) – T’Challa, Sam, & Thor w/ Aural Avengers
Dog Days are Over (Florence + the machine) – Aural AvengersAUTHORS NOTE:
I hope whoever reads this enjoys it! I put so much love into this chapter. Tried to give the spotlight to everyone, including two characters who haven't gotten too much (T'Challa & Carol).This will be the last chapter I upload for a while. I'm finished with university now, and I want to get some serious done with my original manuscript. Which means less focus on this fic. But, don't fret. Even if it takes years for the story to finish completely, I still have a roadmap done through all the way to the end of Aural Avengers 3. Be patient <3 And thanks for reading.
Chapter 11: Blame it on the Alcohol
Summary:
Bruce decides to comply with Fury's request to have the Aural Avengers perform a number at the upcoming Alcohol Awareness Assembly. The glee kids come up with their own 21+ way of raising funds for Nationals and partake in some wild shenanigans at Bucky's house, some of them for the first time ever, while Bruce has a severe lapse in judgement and makes a huge mistake.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
April 7, 2014
Bruce walks into Shield High on a beautiful, sunny Monday morning in April, mentally prepared to go full steam ahead as the Aural Avengers begin to enter preparation mode for Nationals. And this time around, things are different, because preparing for Nationals entails fundraising. Even though the team earned their spot at the competition following the controversy that followed Regionals and the Warbirds, they still need a minimum of $6,000.00 before Principal Fury can even consider providing the rest from the school’s budget.
Bruce heads for the choir room, where he bumps into secretary Moira McTaggert on the way. “Brucey, Fury needs a word with you.”
“Now?” He questions.
Moira answers, “Now,” without even turning back around to him.
Bruce dumps his briefcase off in the choir room, and sprints over to Fury’s office with a pep in his step.
“You wanted to see me, sir?” Bruce asks, ducking his head into his office, slowly.
“Bruce, I’m not in a good mood this morning.”
Bruce swallows the lump in his throat. “Is everything… Okay?”
“We have an epidemic on our hands, and it’s high time we address it,” Nick states worriedly as he types away on his computer.
Bruce stares at him, bewildered. “Head lice? Because last week I saw two students absolutely clawing at their heads in the hallway.”
“No, not lice. Worse! Giggle juice!”
“What the hell are you talking about?” Bruce asks, confused.
“Alcohol. The wet devil. Our students have been so brazen, they’re showing up to school wasted. And I don’t mean wasted on learning, Bruce. Wasted on booze!” Nick explains.
“Seriously?” Bruce is shocked to hear this. Though he experienced his fair share of rebelling back in high school, neither he nor any of his buddies attempted anything so ballsy back when they were kids.
“This week alone, I’ve issued three suspensions for intoxication on school grounds,” Nick says disgruntledly.
Just then, some random student, that neither Bruce or Nick know by first name, comes up to the window of the door, and shouts. “Principal Fury! You rock! Fuck it up!” The kid is clearly drunk, and it’s not even nine o’clock yet.
“Four suspensions,” Fury corrects, groaning in anger.
Bruce scratches at his chin. “But I don’t get it. Drinking’s never been a problem at this school.”
“That’s because, every single day, there are new alcoholic beverages being made that are targeted to kids. Candy flavored, fruit flavored. Just listen to the radio. Pop music now glorifies binge drinking. Listen to any song released by that Ke-Dollar-Sign-Ha.”
“Wait, do you mean Ke$ha?” Bruce questions, near the brink of laughter.
“We need to do something to nip this in the butt immediately,” Nick insists.
“I wholeheartedly agree. What can I do to help?”
“I’ve decided to make this week Alcohol Awareness Week here at Shield High. I’ve invited Dr. Arnim Zola to speak as our guest of honor at the assembly, where the glee club is going to perform a number highlighting the dangers of teenage drinking. Can I count on you?”
Bruce sighs hesitantly. As per usual, he has all of his regular science class duties to tend to, on top of the glee club assignment for the week. But now, he’s also got to somehow shoehorn fundraising for Nationals, and this new task from Fury.
And yet, all he can think about is the fact that getting to perform in front of a real crowd before Nationals is only going to benefit the kids in the long run. And, agreeing to do so might just be what Fury needs to fork over that money.
“You bet,” Bruce says, shaking his boss’s hand.
Bruce walks into the choir room right as the final bell rings. He notices that all twelve kids are already seated, awaiting his arrival. “Thanks for being on time today, guys. We’ve got a lot to get through.”
“Karma was on our side for once, Mr. B. We’re going to Nationals, and we’re ready for it. Can’t we avoid the typical Monday morning pep talk?” Valkyrie begs.
Bruce laughs. “No, we can’t, Valkyrie. For two reasons, one: because I like to motivate and uplift, unlike Coach Hill. And two: because I don’t actually believe you guys are ready for Nationals.”
“How do you figure?” Bucky asks, a little offended.
“Nothing to do with anyone’s talents or abilities. Based off those grounds alone, yes, you’re ready,” Bruce explains. “However, let me remind you all that a few short weeks ago, you were ready to walk away from everything we have built in here over the last two years instead of patiently waiting it out and accepting our loss.”
“We know we let you down, Mr. Banner. We all still feel terrible about it,” Nakia shares.
Bruce grins. “I know, Nakia. And I’m not voicing any of this to shame you guys. I’m voicing it to prove a point. I don’t think you guys are quite ready for Nationals.”
Bruce doesn’t elaborate, so after a few glances exchanged amongst the kids, Sam finally speaks up, and says, “So, how exactly do we get ready for Nationals?”
“Glad you asked, Sam,” Bruce says. He writes A.A.A on the whiteboard in black marker.
Carol audibly gasps to herself. “That’s pretty racist, don’t you think?” She whispers to Valkyrie, clearly mistaking the A.A.A for the K.K.K. Valkyrie squints her eyes shut in disbelief.
“Principal Fury has asked us to perform at this week’s alcohol awareness assembly. And, normally, with everything we have going on, I might’ve said no. But I think you guys need this. One last public performance before New York. Before Nationals. So, your assignment for this week is to come up with a number we can do to voice the dangers of drinking to the kids of Shield High School. And I hope you guys get up on that stage and do everything in your power to prove me wrong and make me eat my words.”
“I don’t know that there are many songs out there that might get our message across, but I do look forward to the opportunity to perform,” Bucky says.
“Wow, for once, I actually agree with Barnes,” Valkyrie adds. “We aren’t going to be able to find a showstopper number to perform for the assembly that’s anti-alcohol, Mr. Banner.”
“And let me just add that whatever song we do find, the student body isn’t going to take us seriously. Asking teenagers not to drink alcohol is like asking a baby not to drink milk,” Tony says.
“Woah, guys, I didn’t know you were all such thirsty Theo’s,” Bruce states. “I’m a little surprised at what I’m hearing.”
“Mr. B, it’s not that we’re alcoholics or anything. But Stark’s got a point. We’re seventeen years old. We’re stubborn. Every time a teenager’s parents try to interfere and interject in their kids’ lives, all it does is push that kid five steps closer to that can of beer,” Steve says.
“Okay, we’re going to need to shelf this discussion on an ‘agree to disagree’ basis. We need to get our thinking caps on tight. Because in addition to the assembly, we still need to come up with an idea as to how to raise six grand in seven weeks,” Bruce says.
Thor raises his hand. “I saw on Facebook the other day that the Super Serum is looking to hire some new entertainment.”
Bruce winces. “The Super Serum? That dive bar downtown?” He plays dumb, but he’s spent a lot of time there. It’s actually where he met Winny.
“Yeah, apparently they’re desperate,” Thor explains. “But they’re willing to pay.”
“Unfortunately, that’s not exactly an option, considering you guys are all under the age of eighteen. There’s no way I can allow you guys to set foot in that joint, let alone perform. Especially during alcohol awareness week.”
The bell rings, signaling five minutes to third period.
“Okay, ideas for the number, and ideas for the fundraiser, get your brains moving!” Bruce exclaims as the kids disperse.
On their way out of the choir room, Sam asks Thor to show him the Facebook post that the Super Serum posted.
April 8, 2014
Bucky sits at the piano in the choir room, playing the opening chords to Kanye West’s “Runaway.” With the distraction of Steve – and boys in general – out of the way, Bucky’s been more focused on his craft. He’s been consistently posting covers onto his YouTube page, he’s taking an “open to all” dance class at the community center to work on his fluidity, and he’s trying to familiarize himself with the instruments he abandoned once he started high school.
The fact that the Aural Avengers have been given this second shot at life following the Warbirds’ scandal is an opportunity that Bucky does not want to take for granted. He wants the club to do immaculately at Nationals so that they can win, and hopefully, pull out a clean sweep next year.
Bucky stops playing as he watches Sam strut into the choir room.
“Whassup, my little hot, gay American prince?” Sam asks, clearly playfully flirting.
Bucky rolls his eyes. “What do you want, Wilson?”
“How are the ideas coming for the assembly number?” Sam questions.
Bucky shrugs. “They’re not. The only song I can think of is “Sober” by P!nk, and that song’s kind of a bummer.”
Sam nods. “Right, totally – anyways, word on the street is that your dad’s out of town and you have the house to yourself.”
“Yeah, him and some of his employees took a company road trip to pick up auto parts and pieces up north for the week,” Bucky states. “Where’d you hear that?”
“This is the kind of information a guy like me tends to know,” Sam states confidently.
“Why would you care, though? It’s not like we’re friends,” Bucky states matter-of-factly.
Sam shrugs. “Meh, you’re alright, sometimes. But I’m only bringing it up because…” Bucky stares at Sam inquisitively, piano-playing continuing. “I was thinking that you should throw a party this Saturday.”
“A party?” Bucky repeats in an inquisitive manner.
“I'll bring the beer ball. That's a minikeg,” Sam says, grinning deviously.
“Forget it,” says Bucky, slightly embarrassed at the suggestion.
“Come on! Just the glee kids. We're losing our minds, all stressed about sectionals and stuff,” Sam says in a huff.
“Nationals,” Bucky corrects. “Besides, you’re full of shit. You just want a place to have sex and get drunk.”
Sam nods vehemently. “Yeah. There's a word for that: a party.”
Bucky shakes his head. “Not a chance. My dad left me alone because he trusts me to be responsible. I’m not going to let him down.”
“No, he left you alone because you suck and are a total bore,” Sam spits before walking out of the choir room. “All I’m saying is: how do you expect to give a believable performance at that assembly when you haven’t even had your first sip of alcohol yet at 17 years old?”
Bucky stares at Sam, shocked. “How did you know I’ve never had alcohol before?”
“No offense, but you look like you’ve never tasted alcohol before.”
Bucky says nothing, though he’d be lying if he said Sam’s words didn’t linger and roam through his mind the rest of the day.
April 9, 2014
Valkyrie and Carol are walking to Spanish class when they both get a notification on their phone: a text from Bucky.
Party at my place Saturday night.
“Bucky? Throwing a party?” Carol asks, laughing.
Valkyrie rolls her eyes. “I have a feeling Bucky Barnes hosting a party is just asking for pure, unadulterated chaos.”
Then, Nakia calls them.
“What do you want?” Valkyrie asks pointedly.
“Party as Bucky’s?” Nakia questions.
“It sounds awful,” Valkyrie states harshly. “Is anybody going?”
“Let me find out,” Carol says, tapping at her phone and dialing Peter. “Did you hear?”
“Yeah, I just got the text. Nakia and I have been talking about it,” Peter informs his girlfriend.
“You’re going right?” Nakia asks Valkyrie on their respective on-going call.
“Only if there’s liquor, because a Bucky Barnes party is not something I can do sober,” Valkyrie declares.
“But it’s alcohol awareness week,” Carol reminds her.
“Precisely, and I am aware of how much fun alcohol is,” Valkyrie says. “Let’s ask Wilson.” She hangs up on Nakia, just as she and Carol meet Nakia and Peter in the hallway.
“Go for Wilson,” Sam says, answering his phone.
“Hey, it’s Valkarol and Naketer,” Valkyrie greets. “Can your friends score us some wine coolers?”
“No, but their fake I.D.’s can,” Sam says.
Nakia nods. “Well, if we’re all in, it’s settled. The Bucky Barnes House Party Train Wreck Extravaganza is officially a go.”
Bruce and Stephen are seated in the teacher’s lounge, both taking an extra-long lunch break over their free preparation periods.
“Bruce? Bruce!” Stephen calls out, throwing a piece of his afternoon muffin directly at Bruce.
It pulls him out of his deep thought. “Sorry, what’d you say?”
“I asked you what the hell’s got you so locked in?” Stephen asks, using a wet nap to clean his hands. “You look conflicted.”
Bruce shrugs. “Nothing. It’s my glee kids.”
“What’s up now?”
“Fury asked us to perform at the upcoming alcohol awareness assembly,” Bruce shares. “When we talked about it during rehearsal, none of the kids seemed at all bothered by the issues that come with alcohol consumption.”
Stephen scratches at his goatee, laughing. “That’s it?”
“Well, yes.” Bruce looks at him, puzzled. “Why are you laughing?”
“Because they’re kids, Bruce. They drink. They’re not going to give a damn about those issues,” Stephen says.
“Am I out of touch?” Bruce asks. “I mean, I admit, I used to drink a lot more when I was their age. Most of the time, it was to deal with my parents, but who am I to tell them not to drink when I blacked out several times when I was seventeen, and I ended up just fine?”
“Exactly my point,” Stephen responds.
“But, on the other hand, it’s still my responsibility as their teacher to steer them away from all of that, isn’t it?”
Stephen thinks on it. “Maybe. But the way I see it, I’m certain kids are going to drink just as I’m certain that they’re going to learn to ride bikes. It’s a rite of passage. Therefore, your job, as their teacher, isn’t to stop them from doing it; It’s to make sure they’re making smart choices when they do.”
“I guess,” Bruce says, still unconvinced.
“You know what? We’ve both been swamped lately,” Stephen notes. “We need to do something about that.”
“Dude, I’ve got my regular classes, parent-teacher interviews coming up, this alcohol awareness assembly, and glee club fundraising to figure out. There’s a lot on my plate right now. I’ll get through it eventually, even if it means drinking five or six cups of joe each day to stay focused.”
“To hell with staying focused. You and I haven’t had a night out on the town since after Regionals last year. And no, our time in L.A. over the break doesn’t count. What say you and I go out, blow off some steam, and see if we can’t get you to chill out a bit?” Stephen asks. “One night out won’t kill us.”
Bruce looks down at the stack of papers in front of him. “And when am I going to have time to do that?”
“Figure it out,” Stephen says.
April 11, 2014
Bucky walks down his basement stairs with Carol, Valkyrie, Thor, and Steve trailing closely behind him. The sound of Pitbull coming from the music player makes its presence known.
“So, this is your house?” Thor asks as his eyes scan the room. Half of the room is covered in tools and mechanical junk, while the other half is occupied by a mini bar, a large platformed rectangle piece of wood fashioned into a stage, and posters of Mariah Carey, Whitney Houston, Britney Spears, and Lady Gaga.
Bucky nods. “It’s not much, but my dad did let me convert half of it into our own personal performance area if we want to pull out karaoke later tonight,” he explains. “Alright, let’s go over the house rules,”
“House rules?” Valkyrie questions, cringing.
“Everybody gets two drinks to keep things from getting out of hand, we’re serving wine coolers today, that’s our specialty drink.”
Bucky rips a handful of tickets and makes to pass them off to Valkyrie. She stares at him like he just escaped an insane asylum, but takes the tickets, anyways.
Bucky then grabs a wine cooler out of the fridge. “Alright, guys. Cheers!” His enthusiasm doesn’t seem to be reciprocated by anyone else in the room.
Nakia and T’Challa hesitantly approach him. “Great party, Bucky. But we’ve got to run,” T’Challa says.
“Yeah, dinner reservations,” Nakia mumbles.
“Wait, are you serious?”
“Sorry, man,” T’Challa replies, putting on his letterman jacket.
“This is a disaster,” Bucky says frantically. “Why is everybody leaving?!”
Sam approaches him hastily. “Because this party blows.”
“God, I’m such a loser. I’m somehow supposed to warn the kids at school about the dangers of drinking and I haven’t even had my first sip yet. I can’t even throw a fucking party. Real artists have life experiences like this to put to use in their songwriting. Why can’t I ever experience shit without being a buzzkill?”
“Look, if you want everyone to stay, you have to let me break into your dad’s liquor cabinet. No one’s getting drunk off of two wine coolers!” Bucky looks over to his dad’s cabinet, filled to the brim of bottles of scotch, rum, tequila. He figures as long as Sam can stay true to his word, then…
Bucky looks to Steve for further confirmation. Steve shrugs, and nods.
“Fuck it. Fine. Let’s party!” Bucky screams.
Pure, unadulterated chaos is precisely what transpires in the Barnes’ basement that night.
All twelve glee kids are absolutely trashed, zonked, hammered drunk. And it only took two hours for everyone to reach that state.
Some are dancing together, some are laughing, some are playing beer pong, it’s an all-around good time.
Steve, who volunteered to be designated driver, beams as he beats Thor at beer pong. He told everyone he had a stomachache all day, when in reality, he wanted to be sober because he knows that this is Bucky’s first time getting drunk. They may not be dating anymore, but a part of him knew it was important that someone close to Bucky be the one to make sure nothing got out of hand.
“Stevie!” Bucky says, approaching him. “Can we dance?” He places his head on Steve’s shoulder and gives him a drunken smile. “We had it going on, right? I wasn’t making it up in my head? I would do anything for you, anything!” Bucky whispers.
Steve laughs. “Okay, Bucky. Since this is your first time at this, I’m going to be nice. Let me break it down for you. Guys and girls fall into certain archetypes when they get drunk,” he explains. “Exhibit A, Valkyrie and Tony, the weepy, hysterical drunks.”
Bucky looks over at Valkyrie and Tony, who are crying to one another. “I feel like I’m on the outside looking half the time in this club,” Tony says, blotting at a tear with a tissue.
“Then, there’s Sharon, the angry girl drunk,” Steve carries on.
Again, Bucky scans the room, and spots Sharon yelling at Sam. She gets into his personal space, and shouts, “I can’t believe what you did to my body! I used to have abs!”
“Carol, the stripper girl drunk,” Steve then says. Carol, who’s wearing nothing but her bra and booty shorts, is dancing on top of the washing machine while Peter tosses dollar bills at her. “Making it rain, woo! That’s my girlfriend, I love you, baby!” He shouts.
“Nakia, Gamora, and T’Challa, the happy drunks.” The trio are laying on the floor, nearly blue in the face as they laugh about God knows what.
“And then we come around full circle back to you, Bucky, and right now you’re being the needy guy drunk,” Steve says.
Bucky’s offended by the term. His demeanor seems to have changed for the better once he backs off from Steve. “The only thing I need right now is this,” Bucky says defensively, grabbing an empty wine cooler bottle. “Spin the bottle! Who wants to play Spin the Bottle!?”
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Carol, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, Thor, and T’Challa are seated in the center in the room, with an empty wine cooler bottle in between them all.
As host, Bucky gets first spin. He grabs the bottle and watches as it spins once, twice, and three times until it lands on… Gamora.
Gamora and Nakia fall into a laughing fit – no surprise there. “Are you sure, Bucky?”
“Let me taste those big pink lips, Whoberi!” Bucky exclaims as the two meet in the middle to share a sloppy kiss. Everyone else cheers.
Then, Thor spins the bottle. It lands on Carol. She looks over to Peter apprehensively, and, to her surprise, Peter is more than encouraging. “Do it! Do it! Do it!
Thor crawls over to Carol and they make out, which visibly upsets Gamora. Valkyrie herself also gets pissed off, but no one’s sober enough to know why.
Everyone ends up kissing everyone. Nakia kisses Carol. T’Challa kisses Steve. Thor kisses Sharon.
The last turn of the game ends up being Bucky. “My turn! My turn again, bitches!” The bottle spins, and spins, and spins, and… Steve.
There’s a brief moment of silence before everyone begins to cheer, every single one of them too caught up in their blissful, drunk euphoria. Bucky’s quite eager as his lips meet Steve’s. The kiss lasts two seconds. Then six seconds. Then, it ends once Bucky starts to use tongue and Steve pulls back, turned off.
Then Sam’s cellphone begins to ring. “Hey, hey, Valkyrie turn the music off.”
Valkyrie, whose phone is hooked up to Bucky’s speaker, does as asked of her.
“Hello?” Sam asks.
“Hello, is this Samuel Wilson?” the caller questions.
“You bet.”
“Hey, Sam. This is Cassandra calling, I manage the Super Serum. I understand you left a message about your band?”
Sam snorts. He then puts the phone on speaker phone. “Yes, ma’am. My band. We’re called the… Avengers. There’s a bunch of us. We’re all super talented singers, and whatnot.”
“Look, I’m going to be honest. We’re desperate. This is the worst Saturday night we’ve seen in ages. I’m looking out at a nearly empty bar. So, if you’re interested, the Avengers got the gig. We’ll pay you at the end of the night. How soon can you get here?”
All the kids are ecstatic at the news. Bucky then grabs the phone from Sam’s hand. “Well, here’s the thing. One of the band members is under twenty-one… Will that be a problem?” The kids all glare at Bucky, desperately hoping that he hasn’t just ruined the chance at a few hundred bucks.
Cassandra sighs. “If you guys can get here within the hour, I won’t bother carding any of you. But if any of you show up without I.D. expecting alcohol, forget it. Do we got a deal?”
The kids all nod amongst themselves. “You’ve got a deal.”
The Aural Avengers come piling out of their cabs. They’re standing right at the entrance of the Super Serum. The girls all did their makeup and hair to appear somewhat older, while the boys are all dressed in typical country man garb, courtesy of George Barnes’ closet. They look older – somewhat – as a result.
“Okay, listen here, punks. I know I’m an absolute idiot when it comes to school, but I’m the most street smart of any of us. You let me handle business here. And remember, we’re all twenty-one, and The Avengers are a band best known for playing at Burning Man,” Sam speaks.
They all enter the venue and are happily surprised to see a couple more patrons inside.
A woman, who they all assume to be Cassandra, approaches them. “Can I help you?”
Sam forces his way to the front of the bunch. “Samuel Wilson,” he says, shaking her hand. “We are The Avengers.”
“All twelve of you?” She asks, full of doubt, and maybe even a little regret.
“You bet your sexy ass,” Sam replies. “We got a drummer, a guitarist, a pianist, and the rest of us are vocalists.”
Cassandra exhales in relief. “Alrighty. Stage is right over there. Make yourselves at home.”
The kids all start piling their jackets atop one of the larger tables in the corner of the room. “Who wants to start us off?” Nakia asks.
Sam, without missing a beat, approaches the microphone. “How’s it going, ladies and gentlemen?” He’s met with a lukewarm response. “I said, how’s it going, ladies and gentlemen?” People are a bit louder this time around. “Geez, are we at a bar, or are we at a fucking funeral?”
Then the nine people in the bar really start cheering, along with Cassandra, the bartenders, and the other glee kids. “Okay, we’re The Avengers. And tonight, you’re going to forget the jukebox. You got a song request? We’ve got you. And ladies, please call your friends and tell them to get down here, because us fresh-faced twenty-one-year-old boys are feeling a little hot and bothered tonight.”
The four middle-aged women sitting at the bar hoot and holler, and Sam and Peter kick off the night with a rendition of “One Bourbon, One Shot, One Beer.”
“What can I get you, Gentlemen?” The bartender at the Moonlight Dive asks, using a rag to dry a wet cup.
“Two shots of tequila!” Stephen orders.
“You bet,” the bartender says.
“Tequila?” Bruce asks, scandalized. “Stephen, I agreed to a night out for a few beers. I definitely didn’t agree to tequila shots!”
Stephen laughs, rubbing Bruce’s shoulder. “Oh, come on, Banner. Lighten up. As far as I’m concerned, it’s a wonder we didn’t do this sooner. You have had a tumultuous year. And you need one night to unwind completely. Forget the glee club, forget Winny, hell - forget Nat.”
“I don’t know,” Bruce answers hesitantly. “I haven’t even been drunk-drunk since the night I met Winny last May.”
Stephen frowns. “Okay, well if you’re not going to do it for you, can you at least do it for me? Because I have had a couple of hard days myself lately and feel like I need this.”
“I’m sorry, man,” Bruce replies. “Did you want to talk about it?”
“Maybe after this,” Stephen says, eyeing the shots of tequila about to make their way to them.
“Here you are,” the bartender says. “Did you want to start a tab?”
Stephen downs the shot, and Bruce decides to follow suit. “Might as well,” Stephen says.
[Nakia & Valkyrie:]
It was Keisha, it was Sonia, it was Tanya, it was Monique
It was Niecy, it was Keke
Now you see her at twenty-six, all you can say is oh
And I think she knows she's the shit
Yeah, yeah shawty next to me is the shit
[Valkyrie:]
Mini dress, low key with the cap down
No heels 'cause she came to throw that ass 'round
Bodyodyodyody 'cause she work out
Brought the Fuji to Uchi, fuck a phone out
Tan lines, white wine for the burn out
Worldwide, but she's reppin' for the hometown
Flew the girls to Bahamas for a night out
It's a short life, so we're going all out, yeah
Play some 2000s, there on shuffle
Makes me think of us in '08
Mm, takes me back to the days
[Nakia:]
It was Keisha, it was Sonia, it was Tanya, it was Monique
It was Niecy, it was Keke
Now you see her at twenty-six, all you can say is oh
Yeah, I think she knows she's the shit
Yeah, shawty next to me is the shit, the shit
Shawty is the shit, the shit
Always been the shit, the shit
Shawty is the-, mm
[Valkyrie & Nakia:]
She got stamina, gas her up
She posin', posin' posin', camera
Watch 'em curves, drive it
Slow, ride it (yeah)
[Nakia:]
Play some 2000s, there on shuffle
Makes me think of us in '08
Mm, takes me back to the days
[Valkyrie & Nakia:]
It was Keisha, it was Sonia, it was Tanya, it was Monique
It was Niecy, it was Keke
Now you see her at twenty-six, all you can say is oh
Yeah, I think she knows she's the shit
Yeah, shawty next to me is the shit, the shit
Shawty is the shit, the shit
Always been the shit, the shit
Shawty is the-, mm
For all the girls that are learning to be women now
Know we keep it sexy while we figure it out
You know who it is making the world go 'round
This one's for the girls, if you didn't know, then ya know now
We're learning to be women now
Know we keep it sexy while we figure it out
You know who it is that makes the world go 'round
If you didn't know, well ya know now
The bar erupts in a powerful cheer for the girls’ performance. Luckily, through word of mouth, the bar has added another two dozen patrons over the last hour and a half. The bartenders are so swamped that Cassandra has had to join them behind the bar to start pouring drinks.
Sam, who has managed to bamboozle the bartenders with his legitimate-looking fake I.D., has been sneaking his teammates drinks. He slowly approaches the mic next. “Alright, we’ve got to apologize to the fellas in the room, because you’re going to want to cover your eyes for this next number. This one goes out to all of the ladies in the room. Especially the single ones.”
[Sam:]
I see you pulling on up in your car
And there's something on your mind
You've been driving around the whole night
Now you're pulling up next to mine
[Thor:]
I'll lift the hood and look up under
From the front and to the bumper
Roll the window up and lock the door
'Cause I'm gonna bring rain and thunder
[Aural Avengers boys:]
I'll fill you up-up (if you wanna get some)
I'll pump you up-up ('cause I got the premium)
I'll fill you up-up, pump you up-up
'Till the tip-top, drip drop, don't stop, don't stop
In the middle of the first chorus, the boys begin to rid themselves of their shirts. The women in the crowd shout louder than they have all night.
You ain't gotta do it yourself, baby
I'm-a give you that full service, you'll see
You ain't gotta, gotta be nervous, nervous
I'm-a give you, give you full service, service,
You ain't even gotta get out of your seat
I'm-a give you that full service, you'll see
You ain't gotta, gotta be nervous, nervous
I'm-a give you, give you full service, service
[Steve:]
I see you pulling up to the bar
And there's something on your mind
Like you've been hanging around the whole night,
Just sittin' there sippin' on your wine
[T’Challa:]
I'll pop the cork and fill the glasses
I'll wipe it up if your drink splashes
Send the check my way tonight,
You don't fight, cause I wanna protect your assets
[Aural Avengers boys:]
I'll fill you up-up (if you wanna get some)
I'll pump you up-up ('cause I got the premium)
I'll fill you up-up, pump you up-up
Till the tip-top, drip drop, don't stop, don't stop
You ain't gotta, gotta get nervous, nervous
I'm-a give you, give you full service, service
You ain't gotta, gotta get nervous, nervous
I'm-a give you, give you full service, service
[Tony:]
You’re going to see, how good it could be
Anything you need, I'm-a step right up
And it's on me, ain't no doubt I'm-a work it on out
You’re going to see, how good it could be
Anything you need, I'm-a step right up
And it's on me, ain't no doubt I'm-a work it on out
[T’Challa:]
You ain't gotta do it yourself, baby
I'm-a give you that full service, you'll see
You ain't gotta, gotta be nervous, nervous
I'm-a give you, give you full service, service
[Thor:]
You ain't even gotta get out of your seat
I'm-a give you that full service, you'll see
You ain't gotta, gotta be nervous, nervous
I'm-a give you, give you full service, service
[Aural Avengers boys:]
You ain't gotta do it yourself, baby
I'm-a give you that full service, you'll see
You ain't gotta, gotta be nervous, nervous
I'm-a give you, give you full service, service,
You ain't even gotta get out of your seat
I'm-a give you that full service, you'll see
You ain't gotta, gotta be nervous, nervous
I'm-a give you, give you full service, service
A few of the women have made their way to the stage and are audibly swooning over the boys.
The guys are all drenched in sweat, and nearly naked, by the end of the performance, but are incredibly grateful for the warm reception.
After a few rounds at the Moonlight Dive, Bruce and Stephen walk toward The Hose & Hydrant a few minutes before midnight. Despite being a gay bar, it’s usually always packed with heterosexual women. Stephen sees it as a golden opportunity for the two of them to find a pair of women to dance with.
“Remember, if the bouncers suspect think we’re gay, they won’t charge cover,” Stephen says.
Bruce snorts. “So, we have to pretend to be gay?”
Stephen nods. “Worst comes to worst, I’ll just smack your ass or something.”
It’s a cold night, and neither of them are dressed appropriately enough to endure the cold. But thankfully, they aren’t in line for too long. Once the duo reach the bouncer, they flash him their shiniest smiles.
The bouncer, a tall, burly black man, takes one look at them and laughs. “I’ve never seen you fellas around here. You know this is a gay bar, right?”
Bruce and Stephen look to one another. “Yes, of course,” Bruce answers, in his most effeminate voice.
“We’re boyfriends,” Stephen says.
“You two?” The bouncer questions, unsure.
Then, Stephen physically turns Bruce around to him and kisses him chastely. They both look at the bouncer, who lifts the velvet rope. “Have a good night.”
Once they’re in the clear, Bruce stares at his best friend. “Stephen, what the fuck?”
“We just saved ten bucks,” Stephen answers. “Shut up and come take a shot with me.”
The two approach the bar, checking out the women in the area. A few of them smile back at the men, and wave. “We’re in good hands,” Stephen says.
“Two shots of fireball, please,” Bruce asks the bartender.
“Anyways, I’ve been feeling stuck lately,” Stephen drunkenly confesses to Bruce. “I’ve just gotten to a point where the routine has become so redundant. I wonder if anything I do, including coaching football, is worth it. Is it appreciated? Is it really all I have to offer the world?”
“You’re the best football coach ever,” Bruce answers, drunkenly. “Like, ever. Those guys are so appreciative to you. And they know that they wouldn’t have gotten as far as they did without you this season.”
“But what good is appreciation if I’m still feeling unfulfilled?”
“I’ve been feeling unfulfilled lately, too,” Bruce admits. “And a little lonely. We’re in our mid-thirties. We aren’t going to be in better shape than this ever again.”
“That’s so depressing to think about,” Stephen says.
“What do we do about that, though? Winny basically stalked me, that relationship wasn’t natural. How do guys like us meet women these days?”
Stephen thinks about, twisting the straw in his drink. “What’s one of the sexiest things a guy can do?”
Bruce looks at him through glossy, squinted eyes. “Be a firefighter?”
“No, sing!” Stephen corrects. “It’s karaoke night. Let’s do something about it.”
“Seriously?” Bruce asks.
Stephen gets up and stumbles over to the emcee conducting the karaoke machine.
He then waves Bruce over to the stage.
“Good evening, ladies,” Stephen speaks into the microphone. “I’m Stephen and this is Bruce. Now, we’re not gay, but we are proud allies. And we wanted to put on a little show for you if you don’t mind?”
A few women at the booths nearby cheer. The encouragement is enough to get Bruce loosened up.
[Bruce:]
I been watching you get ready, messing with your makeup
Fighting with your hair
Six or seven outfits, saying how you don't got anything to wear
Must be something wrong with your mirror
Like it ain't reflecting right
'Cause, girl, from over here, you look perfect tonight
[Stephen:]
I wish you could see you like I do
Hair down, all wrapped up in my arms
If you saw you from my point of view
You'd know how beautiful you are
Sometimes I swear you must be blind
Don't know how you ain't got a clue
Wish you could see it through my eyes
'Cause then you could see you like I do
I could see you on a billboard, Beverly or Sunset
Looking fine as hell
I could see you on the runway, walking with your wings
With Gigi and Giselle
But you ain't gotta be in Paris, rockin' some designer brand
Baby, anything you're wearing is gonna leave me saying, "Damn"
[Bruce:]
Wish you could see you like I do
Hair down, all wrapped up in my arms
If you saw you from my point of view
You'd know how beautiful you are
Sometimes I swear you must be blind
Don't know how you ain't got a clue
Wish you could see it through my eyes
'Cause then you could see you like I do
[Bruce & Stephen:]
See you like I do (see you like)
C'mon (see you like)
See you like I do (see you like)
(See you like I do) hey
Must be something wrong with your mirror
Like it ain't reflecting right
'Cause, girl, from over here, you look perfect tonight
I wish you could see you like I do
Hair down, all wrapped up in my arms
If you saw you from my point of view
You'd know how beautiful you are
Sometimes I swear you must be blind
Don't know how you ain't got a clue
Wish you could see it through my eyes
'Cause then you could see you like I do
See you like, see you like, see you like, see you like I
See you like, see you like, see you like, see you like I
See you like, see you like, see you like, see you like I do
See you like I do
A few women, and even a few men, have made their way to the stage, thirsting over the men’s sultry performance. Two of the most beautiful women – definitely around their age – signal for Bruce and Stephen to join them at their booth.
Bruce and Stephen look at each other and smile, before racing each other to the booth.
Around two in the morning, the night is slowly but surely coming to an end. Which is for the best, considering most of the kids were drunk at Bucky’s house, and are obliterated, now.
Valkyrie and Bucky have both thrown up alreayd, Thor is seated at a table on the verge of passing out, and the kids still need to collect payment from Cassandra.
Considering he’d already designated himself the Avengers’ manager – and considering he’s the only one capable enough of appearing sober with his high alcohol tolerance – Sam rounds everybody up.
“We’re all in rough shape. I say we call it here,” Sam says. “Pete, call the cabs. I’m going to talk to Cassandra about our cash. You should all wait outside.”
“Why can’t we wait right here?” T’Challa asks, right before Thor gags and nearly throws up on the jukebox machine.
“That’s why,” Sam says.
With his teammates outside, Sam collects himself. He then approaches the bar, where Cassandra is counting the money in the cash register.
“I’d say the night has come to an end,” Sam says, signaling to the three patrons left in the room. “We’re going to take off.”
Cassandra laughs. “Where the fuck did you lot come from?”
“What do you mean?” Sam asks nervously.
“We’ve been looking for local bands to come in and do a few gigs to gain some momentum for months. And, out of thin air, you reach out,” Cassandra says. “You guys did good. I appreciate it.”
With that, she hands Sam an envelope full of twenty-two hundred-dollar bills. “Twenty-two hundred bucks?!” Sam exclaims giddily. “Right the fuck on!”
“You kids stay in contact,” Cassandra states. “We could definitely use you again.
Sam, distractedly counting the money, snickers. “Doubt it. We’re not going to get away with this again.”
Cassandra looks at him puzzled. “Get away with it?”
Sam’s jaw drops. “Oh, no, it’s nothing.”
“You’re not a real band, are you?” Cassandra questions, jaw hardening.
Sam smiles, giving her his best flirty face. “No, ma’am. But that doesn’t mean we didn’t rock the socks off this joint. And rock the panties off of every woman in the building. Speaking of which, I’m available if you’re in need of some nighttime company.”
“Get the hell out of here before I call the cops and have them check your I.D.’s,” Cassandra snarls.
“Got it, thanks,” Sam responds, taking the cash and exiting the bar abruptly.
“Well, well, well,” Killian calls out from the back of his van. He’s drinking a king can of beer, along with Barton, Rumlow, and a few of the other guys.
The glee kids stare at them, as they’ve seemingly been caught red-handed. All it will take is one tip to Principal Fury, and they will more than likely have to give back all of the money they made.
“What the fuck is the rainbow squad doing here?” Rumlow questions.
“So original,” Valkyrie quips, arms crossed.
“The real question is what’re you guys doing drinking in your van outside the bar? That’s next-level depressing,” Thor comments, garnering laughs from his fellow glee clubbers.
“Shut the fuck up, you faggot,” Killian says angrily; But it’s not directed at Thor: it’s directed at Bucky.
Steve immediately perks up at the mention of the slur, his jaw hardening instantly in anger. “Watch your fucking mouth,” Steve shouts violently.
Bucky looks back at him, touched at his ex-boyfriend’s defensive nature.
Sam comes walking up at the perfect time, inserting his two cents. “Save the drama for your M.I.L.F. of a mama, you pussies,” he says, arms up defensively.
Killian hawks a loogie to the ground, and walks right up to Sam. He grabs him by the collar of his leather jacket, bringing him an inch or two off of the ground. “Say one more thing about my mom, Wilson. See what happens.”
Steve approaches Sam and Killian, ready to take him in order to defend Sam. “Are you guys ever going to lay off? I thought we were civil enough to not have to keep doing this same song and dance.”
“You thought wrong, Adam Lambert,” Killian spits.
Rumlow and Barton approach Killian, ready to back him in defense, too. “What were you guys doing inside the Super Serum? None of you are over twenty-one,” Barton says.
The glee kids all look amongst themselves; No one can muster an alibi quick enough.
Rumlow laughs, scrolling through his phone. “Oh my god. They were here for some glee shit. It’s open mic.”
Killian scoffs. “Talk about depressing. You guys get paid, too? You did, didn’t you? It’d be a shame if Fury found out about your little after-hours venture.”
“They’d probably get suspended,” Rumlow suggests.
“And then, no more Aural Avengers at Nationals. Wouldn’t that be a damn shame?”
Two cab vans pull up to the curb seconds later, ready to take the glee kids back to Bucky’s house.
“You know what? You can threaten us all you want,” Sam says. “But at the end of the day, it’s all twelve of our word against you five. Just give it up. Nobody needs to know that you saw us here tonight, and nobody needs to know that we ran into you.”
Killian stares into Sam’s eyes intimidatingly, and at close proximity. “Get the fuck out of here before we start snapping pictures of you all.”
It doesn’t take long for Nakia to begin wheeling Peter toward the vehicle, and for the rest of the kids to follow their lead.
Bruce and Stephen – quite intoxicatingly – stumble down main street Lima.
“I can’t believe I let you let me drink tonight,” Bruce says, slurring his words.
Stephen busts a gut laughing. “Shut up, man. We deserved it. It’s not been an easy year.”
“Do you think we’ll ever find love? True, genuine love?” Bruce questions.
Stephen snickers. “Just because the ladies at the bar didn’t ask for our numbers or take us home, it doesn’t mean we’re losers.”
“I know, but… That wouldn’t have been real, either way. It would’ve been a quick fix. A temporary solution, rather. I don’t want any more temporary solutions. I want the real thing.”
Stephen frowns. “Have we reached the sad portion of our drunken escapades?”
Bruce reaches down to his phone. “You know who’s a great friend?” He asks, ignoring Stephen’s question. “Natasha. I want to call her and let her know she’s a great friend.”
“Y’might end up regretting that later, buddy,” Stephen says.
“Will I? She’s very beautiful,” Bruce remarks.
“I know, but she’s our friend, remember?”
Bruce nods. “Okay, okay. You’re right. I won’t do it.”
April 13, 2014
Gamora’s standing at her locker, staring at the belongings all cluttered within, when Nakia and Valkyrie approach her. All three girls look disheveled and, overall, messy. “I need to close my locker, and it’s going to sound like a gunshot,” Gamora says. She’s wearing sunglasses, sweatpants, and crocs. Truly the epitome of a hangover outfit.
“I have had the worst hangover since Saturday, and it’s Monday,” Nakia replies in the softest of voices. “This is only the second time I’ve drank. And maybe the last.”
“I’ve been dry heaving all weekend. When my mother asked what the sound was, I said that I was practicing birdcalls,” Valkyrie shares, hair in a messy bun instead of a signature Cheerios high ponytail.
Then, T’Challa approaches the girls. For a guy who’s typically dressed up nicely underneath his letterman jacket, today he’s wearing a dirty sweatshirt and a ratty pair of pajama bottoms. “You guys, I can’t stop barfing.”
“Please, don’t say the word barf,” Nakia pleads.
“I caught a whiff of hairspray this morning and went full Linda Blair in the girls’ bathroom,” Valkyrie adds.
“I told my mom I had the flu and she made me a traditional Wakandan tea made out of panda hair,” T’Challa replies.
“Can we talk about anything else?” Gamora asks in a disgusted groan. As the foursome turn a corner, they’re met by Peter, Sam, Thor, Carol, and Steve, the latter of whom was designated driver up until the kids got the call from the Super Serum.
“How about some Bloody Mary’s, y’all?” Peter asks, holding a thermos full of alcohol.
“Are you kidding me?” Nakia asks. “The last thing I want to do is drink.”
“It’ll help your hangover. That’s what Bloody Mary’s are for,” Sam explains, and begins to pour into the thermal cup. “Hair of the dog that done bit yo ass.”
“Good news, guys,” Bruce says, approaching his students. They all freeze, worried they’ve just been caught red-handed. “Bucky found a song. We’ll all reconvene during glee practice to rehearse it. See you all then! Ooh, hot chocolate, enjoy!”
Bruce carries on his merry way, leaving the kids relieved. Then, they all take a swig of Bloody Mary, and within minutes, they’re all tipsy again.
“Five, six, seven, eight!” Bruce calls from his usual spot at the auditorium desk.
[Aural Avengers:]
Blame it on the Goose (Goose)
Gotcha feelin' loose (loose)
Blame it on the 'Tron ('Tron)
Got you in the zone (zone)
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
[Steve:]
Hey she say she usually don't
But I know that she frontin'
'Cause shawty know what she want)
But she don't wanna seem like she easy
I hear you sayin' what ya won't do
But you know we probably goin' do
What you been fiendin' deep inside (don't lie now)
[Sam:]
Girl what you drinkin'?
Gon' let sink in
Here for the weekend, thinkin' we can
See what we can be if we press press forward
Just one more round and you're down, I know it
Fill another cup up
Feelin' on yo butt, what?
You don't even care now
I was unaware how fine you was
Before my buzz set in
My buzz set in
[Aural Avengers:]
Blame it on the Goose (Goose)
Gotcha feelin' loose (loose)
Blame it on the 'Tron ('Tron)
Got you in the zone (zone)
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the vodka (ayy)
Blame it on the Henny (ayy)
Blame it on the blue tap (ayy)
Gotcha feelin' dizzy (ayy, dizzy)
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
[T’Challa:]
Oopsie
She spilled some drank on me (on me, on me)
And now I'm knowin' she's tipsy (tipsy, tipsy)
She put her body on me
And she keep starin' me right in my eyes
No tellin' what I'm gon' do (gon' do, gon' do)
Baby I would rather show you (show you, show you)
What you been missin' in your life when I get inside
[Thor:]
Girl what you drinkin'?
Gon' let sink in
Here for the weekend, thinkin' we can
See what we can be if we press fast forward
Just one more round and if you're down, I'm pourin'
Fill another cup up
Feelin' on yo butt, what?
You don't even care now, I was unaware how
Fine you was before my buzz set in
My buzz set in
[Aural Avengers:]
Blame it on the Goose (Goose)
Gotcha feelin' loose (loose)
Blame it on the 'Tron ('Tron)
Got you in the zone (zone)
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the vodka (ayy)
Blame it on the Henny (ayy)
Blame it on the blue tap (ayy)
Gotcha feelin' dizzy (ayy, dizzy)
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol (hey)
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
[Gamora & Valkyrie:]
Now to the ballers poppin' bottles (ayy)
With they Henny in they cups (ayy)
Screamin, "Money ain't a thing", if it ain't (ayy)
Throw it up in the sky (in the sky) (ayy)
And hold your drinks up high (high)
[Nakia & Carol:]
And to my independent mama's
Who can buy they own bottles
If you lookin' like a model
When them broke fellas holla, tell 'em, "Bye" (bye)
And hold your drinks up high
[Aural Avengers:]
You could blame it on the Goose (Goose)
Gotcha feelin' loose (loose)
Blame it on the 'Tron ('Tron)
Got you in the zone (zone)
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the vodka (ayy)
Blame it on the Henny (ayy)
Blame it on the blue tap (ayy)
Gotcha feelin' dizzy (ayy, dizzy)
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol
Bruce had absolutely no clue whatsoever, but all twelve kids were drunk off their asses. Luckily, none of them let it show. Their moves weren’t stiff, and their vocals were solid.
“Well done, you guys! I mean, you always bring it with the vocals and the choreography, but I was really impressed with the acting today. I truly thought that some of you were drunk.”
“We take our craft seriously,” Sam says, trying to contain his laughter.
“The only problem is the song choice. I guess I didn’t pay much attention to it before, but after hearing the full song, it kind of glorifies drinking, wouldn’t you say? The assignment was a song highlighting the dangers of alcohol.”
“Again, good luck finding a song that does that,” Thor says.
“Mr. Banner? First of all, I love that vest. You are all kinds of awesome,” Bucky says – and drunkenly. “But second, maybe there aren’t any songs about the dangers of drinking because there’s really none, so long as you have a proper designated driver.”
“Well, Bucky, that’s a good point. Drunk driving is incredibly dangerous. And have you guys ever heard of alcohol poisoning? It kills about four hundred people every year,” Mr. Banner informs the kids.
Valkyrie bursts into tears at the mention of this. Everyone looks at her, concerned. “I’m fine! I’ll be fine!” she exclaims in response.
“You’re such a hypocrite, Mr. B.” Sharon says. “You drink. Most adults do.”
Bruce groans, offended. “Woah, I may have a beer every now and then. But I don’t get drunk.”
“If you ask me, this is a waste of time. We’re constantly seeing adults drinking and having fun. It’s in all the movies. Hell, every commercial for NASCAR is for beer,” Sam adds.
Bruce is quick to stick a pin into this debate. “Okay, that’s enough. Look, luckily, we can still use most of this choreography, but we’re going to need a song by morning. We go on tomorrow after lunch, guys!”
Bruce is pre-heating his oven, preparing to make himself a frozen pizza for dinner. He cracks his neck as he leans up against the counter. He’s still feeling slightly hungover from Saturday night, but much better compared to Sunday.
He begins to think about alcohol, and all of the good times he had in his youth while under the influence. It’s easy to think about the downsides to drinking weight gain, intoxication, etc. But he’d be lying if he said he didn’t love getting drunk and having a great night out with his pals every now and again. Sometimes, life calls for celebration.
His mind begins to wander to some sad places, yet again. Maybe it’s just the time of year. He’s moved on from Winny, and he’s made peace with it. But deep down, he knows he hasn’t been genuinely happy since they were together.
Bruce has always been a hopeless romantic, lest he admit that out loud to people. But what’s a guy in his mid-thirties to do these days? He’s too old for dating apps, but not old enough to go meet a woman at the fucking botanical gardens.
He opens his fridge and spots three bottles of beer in the back of his fridge that have sat untouched for the better part of six months. Oh, yeah. Maybe that’s why he doesn’t drink often: because the second he starts, he always has a slight craving for more.
He grabs one and cracks the top off. He then grabs his phone, and dials Stephen’s number. “Hey, man. Do you feel like stopping by the liquor store and picking up a six pack? I’ll cook us dinner.”
April 14, 2014
Bruce wakes up the following morning by the sound of a construction worker drilling into the concrete outside. But the longer he lies awake, he realizes there’s no construction worker, and there’s no drilling. It’s a pounding headache.
He sits up right and reaches for his bedside table to grab an ibuprofen. He swallows it dry, which is a huge mistake because he’s currently fighting an intense battle with dry mouth.
He gets out of bed in search of water, but quickly realizes there’s someone in bed next to him. He can’t make out who it is on account of how covered their face is by the duvet, but he hopes it isn’t Winny. He wonders if there’s a chance that it’s Natasha…
Before he can sneak a peek, Stephen shoots up right. “Oh my god! We’re going to be so late.”
Bruce was too focused on his dry mouth to realize that it’s already eight in the morning, and on a Tuesday, no less.
They’re going to be in so much trouble. More than they can imagine being, especially once Stephen recalls a memory from the night before. “You called Natasha last night.”
Bruce stares at him, gobsmacked. “I didn’t…”
“You sure did.”
“Bruce!”
Bruce stops in his tracks. He’s only eleven minutes late, mostly due to the fact that neither he nor Stephen bothered to shower or eat breakfast. Out of desperation, all they did was brush their teeth and throw clothes on. Luckily, Bruce had a spare toothbrush still in the packaging lying around in his bathroom cabinet.
“I can’t wait to see what your Aural Avengers are planning for the assembly. I have a good feeling about this one!” Nick exclaims.
His tone is too perky for Bruce’s taste. “Why are you screaming?”
“I’m not,” Nick answers, passing him.
Bruce gets one whiff of his cologne, and nearly throws up. He remembers that he’d gone and gotten drunk on a Monday night, and is slightly hungover this morning. Right.
“Hey!” Natasha calls out as she comes trotting out of the staff washroom. She’s dressed in a marvelous blue dress. She looks amazing.
“Hi,” Bruce musters weakly.
“Oh, Bruce. You look terrible,” Natasha comments.
Bruce looks down at his attire and realizes in that moment the sweater he chose is about two sizes too big for him. “Considering how much I drank, I think I’m lucky to be alive. Although, I kind of wish I was dead. I am so embarrassed.”
Natasha looks at him, puzzled. “Why is that? I mean, besides the fact that you drank like a fraternity boy, on a Monday night, and you’re well into your 30’s.”
“Please don’t make me say it,” Bruce replies sheepishly.
“Sorry?” Natasha asks, shaking her head.
“I don’t even remember half of the things I said to you,” Bruce admits. Natasha’s still completely unaware, so he adds, “I drunk dialed you last night.”
“No, you didn’t,” Natasha states. “I mean, I didn’t get a single message. But… What would you have said that you’d be embarrassed about?”
The bell rings, forcing an end to the conversation. “Nothing. It must have been a really elaborate, uh, booze dream,” Bruce says, halfway down the hallway.
You guys, I’m kind of nervous,” Carol says. “Ke$ha’s been a cultural icon for the last few years, and I really want to do her music justice.”
“We haven’t had enough rehearsal,” T’Challa says.
“Or any at all,” Sharon corrects.
“Never fear, teammates,” Bucky says. “This is a Broadway tradition. Nervous performers are known to take a shot of whiskey before going on stage to calm their nerves and to mask the stench of bad dental hygiene. In that tradition, I have mixed us a playful showbiz cocktail of what was left in my dad’s liquor cabinet. There’s some brandy, vermouth, wine, and scotch in here. Also, a little bit of Kool-Aid and some crumbled up Oreos.”
Bucky takes a swig, and hands it off to Valkyrie. “This tastes like cough syrup,” she says, gagging from the taste.
“There’s also cough syrup,” Bucky states, as the cup continues to be passed around between the kids. “Cheers! To Ke$ha!”
From the audience, Bruce fiddles on his phone to double check whether he called Natasha or not. She could have been lying out of embarrassment, or to make him feel better, after all. But his new iPhone is downloading the newest update and is unable to use. Great.
“Thank you, Dr. Zola,” Principal Fury says from the stage. “And now, performing the hit single ‘Blah Blah Blah’ by rapper Ke-dollar-sign-ha, featuring 3, oh, 3, exclamation point, please welcome, the Aural Avengers.”
[Carol:]
Badda-da-dah, badda-da-bah-bah
Coming outcha mouth withcha blah, blah, blah
Zip your lip like a padlock
And meet me in the back with the Jack at the jukebox
[Gamora:]
I don't care where you live at
Just turn around boy, let me hit that
Don't be a little b… with your chit chat
Just show me where your d... is at
[Carol w/ Aural Avengers:]
Music's up
Listen hot stuff, I'm in love with this song
So just hush
Baby, shut up!
Heard enough
Stop ta-ta-talking that
Blah, blah, blah
Think you'll be getting this? Nah, nah, nah
Not in the back of my car, -ar, -ar
If you keep talking that blah, blah, blah, blah, blah
[Gamora:]
Boy, c'mon and get my rocks off
Come put a little love in my glove box
Wanna dance, with no pants on? (Holler!)
Meet me in the back with the Jack at the jukebox
[Sharon:]
So cut to the chase kid, 'cause I know you don't care what my middle name is
I wanna be naked and you're wasted
[Carol w/ Aural Avengers:]
Music's up
Listen hot stuff, I'm in love with this song
So just hush
Baby, shut up!
Heard enough
Stop ta-ta-talking that blah, blah, blah
Think you'll be getting this? Nah, nah, nah
Not in the back of my car, -ar, -ar
If you keep talking that blah, blah, blah, blah, blah
[Thor & T’Challa:]
You be delaying, you always saying some sh…
You say I'm playin', I'm never layin' the d…
Saying, "Blah, blah, blah"
'Cause I don't care who you are in this bar
It only matters who I am
Once the beat drops and she heads into the final verse of the song, Carol jumps into the air and lands into a perfectly-timed split. She earns a roar of applause from her classmates watching from the bleachers.
[Carol w/ Aural Avengers:]
Stop ta-ta-talking that blah, blah, blah
Think you'll be getting this? Nah, nah, nah
Not in the back of my car, -ar, -ar
But the movement is clearly too much for her body to handle, because…
If you keep talking that blah, blah, blah, blah, blah
Blah, blah, blah
Think you'll be getting this? Nah, nah, nah
Not in the back of my…
She stops mid-vocal in order to produce a fountain of grey vomit all over the stage. She moans and groans into the microphone headset plastered to the top of her hair as everyone – glee club and teachers and students in the audience – stare at her in shock.
Then, Valkyrie throws up, but unfortunately, Bucky’s standing directly in front of her, and he gets most of Valkyrie’s bile shot onto the top of his head. Bucky turns around slowly and glares at her, drenched head-to-toe in vomit. He then runs off the stage, while Carol directs a, “Everybody drink responsibly,” to the audience.
Natasha, and a hungover Bruce and Stephen, watch from the bleachers in pure disbelief.
Bruce is stood at the chalk board, still trying to shed the shame of the Aural Avengers’ performance and get the stench of vomit out of his nose.
He’s drawing out a visual example of tectonic plates relating to Scott Lang’s question when the intercom boosts up.
Coach Maria Hill clears her throat and begins to speak.
“Students, colleagues... Indeed, all who understand the Queen's English. We all still quake in terror at what we witnessed earlier at the assembly by a glee club spiraling out of control. My nose is still filled with the acrid stench of teen vomit. And there is simply
but one person to blame... the alcoholic teen-vomit fetishist Bruce Banner, the director of that club. Last night, I received a drunk-dial in the middle of the night from a horny Bruce Banner.”
Bruce has never been more grateful to have his back turned to the class, considering he’s absolutely mortified. “Oh, god, no,” he whispers to himself.
“Open your ears, Shield High, and behold the awful price of alcoholism,” Maria says, before playing the message aloud.
Hey, there. You sexy, sexy beast. Listen, I just needed to say something. You looked so hot today, I had to do everything in my power not to bring my face to your lips all morning. I just love the way your sexy red hair sits on top of your head, like a little strawberry cupcake. Next time Stephen and I grab a drink, I think you should come, and we should leave the bar together, and just go crazy. We could find something stupid to do together. How’s that sound? Okay, goodnight.
Bruce can hear the chuckles from the students behind him, and it reminds him that he’s not alone in the classroom. He’s actually right in the middle of teaching a lesson.
“Bruce Banner... You've just been publicly humiliated. And on the road to recovery, it's the very first step.”
April 15, 2014
Bruce, Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor are huddled in the principal’s office awaiting Fury’s arrival.
Fury had summoned them via intercom two minutes before first period was set to begin. They have all hypothesized what kind of punishment they would receive for their very public intoxication; The fear of the unknown has made them all nervous wrecks.
“We're probably going to get suspended,” Gamora states anxiously.
“I think you'll definitely get suspended. You’ll probably all get suspended,” Bruce responds both frustratedly and authoritatively.
Valkyrie snorts. “You’re one to talk. How about you crack a Four Loko, Count Horny von Drunk-a-ton?”
Principal Fury comes piling into the nearly filled office, quite excitedly. “Bruce, Glee Club… I have one word for you. Congratulations.”
Bruce and the kids are at a loss for words. Nobody knows what to say.
“Those special effects at the assembly really paid off! I had no idea what brilliant musical-comedy performers you’ve all become!” Fury says. “The kids at this school are scared straight. Today is the first day in a month without a single act of public drunkenness at Shield High! Amazing work!” He begins to clap for the kids, so they follow his lead.
“But, Bruce, I do think you need to someone about your sex and love addiction. I've talked to my pastor about you, and he's willing to meet you at your earliest convenience,” Principal Fury adds. The comment garners laughs from his students.
Bruce doesn’t dare comment or try to clear his name. “Thank you.”
“Achievement!” Fury exclaims, dismissing them from his office.
“I'm torn. Part of me never wants to drink again because it made me so sick, but if it weren't for drinking, the assembly probably would have been a disaster. We were a lot looser and spontaneous up there with the alcohol,” Thor says.
“I, for one, am never drinking again,” Bucky states confidently. “It did nothing for my songwriting or artistic growth. Also, being thrown up on, it does something to a person.”
Bruce comes walking into the choir room. “All right, guys. While I'm happy things worked out with the assembly... I never want to see you guys pull a stunt like that again. Drinking while performing is unprofessional. Drinking while at school is just stupid and, most importantly... any of you guys drinking at all is illegal.”
“There's a fair amount of the pot calling the kettle black right now,” Sharon notes.
“That is so racist,” Carol whispers to T’Challa.
Bruce shrugs. “I couldn't agree more, which is why I'm going stop drinking. Completely. Not even a beer at the end of the night to take the edge off. Which, as you can tell from Coach Hill’s intercom announcement, is probably for the best.”
Valkyrie stares at her teacher, perplexed. “But if you don't drink, what will you have to live for?”
The naivety behind her comment reminds Bruce how young these kids really are. “I have plenty in my life without beer.”
“Like what exactly?” Nakia asks.
Bruce stares at the kids and can’t muster an answer. “The point is, I'm going to stop. And I hope you guys do too.”
“I feel like we’ve been saying this all week, but isn't that kind of unrealistic?” Sam asks.
“Honestly, I think it is. Which is why I'm only going to ask you wait until after Nationals. Consider yourselves like prize fighters... getting ready for a big heavyweight bout.” He grabs some documents out of his briefcase, and hands a slip to each of his kids. “Now, these are pledge forms, and I want you guys to sign them.”
Thor asks, “And what if we fall off the wagon again?”
“Look in the top corner of your form. That's my cell phone number,” Bruce says. “Part of your pledge is that if you do slip up, no matter where you are, or what time of the night it is, I want you to call me to drive you home. We got lucky this time that the only consequences of your drinking was some ill-timed vomiting… None of us wants to see any of you guys get hurt.”
“Cool beans, Mr. B. I'll sign this,” Valkyrie says.
“What about after we win nationals?” Steve asks, grin sitting tightly on his face.
Bruce reciprocates it. “I'm buying the sparkling cider.”
The kids begin to cheer, but the celebration is cut short by Maria Hill. She walks in, clad in her signature track suit, and with a mean mug on her face.
“Sorry to interrupt,” Maria says. “Actually, scratch that. I’m quite content to.”
“What do you want, Coach?” Bruce asks.
“Hey, Bruce, any idea what your glee club’s been doing behind your back these last few days? And I’m not at all referring to the drunken debacle that was that performance at the assembly.”
Bruce looks at the kids, who look just as lost as he does. “What are you talking about?”
Maria chuckles villainously. “This past weekend, your glee club entered a twenty-and-over establishment known as the Super Serum. They put on quite the performances, and were paid, quite graciously, I might add.” Bruce glares at them, silent.
“Now, I hate to be the one to remind you, but as it very clearly states in this,” Maria continues, holding up a copy of the Western Ohio Show Choir Rule Book, “No professional activity of any kind will be tolerated, and payment for services rendered negates amateur status, triggering immediate disqualification.”
The room falls violently silent.
“I understand you guys just walked out of Fury’s office feeling like your willies were two inches longer for having successfully thwarted that bumbling idiot, but you won’t be quite so lucky pulling a fast one over me.”
Bruce and Sam are in Bruce’s vehicle, parked directly in front of the Super Serum’s front doors waiting for the bar to open.
“Are you still upset?” Sam questions.
“What do you think?” Bruce responds rhetorically. “I can’t believe you guys would do something so reckless. Drinking at school? Whatever. You weren’t the first ones to do that, and, even though it payed off temporarily, you won’t be the last. But performing at a bar? Entering a bar at all, when some of you are still only sixteen, is beyond me. This week has sure put a lot of things into perspective for me, one of which being that you’re all more immature than you care to admit.”
“What were you guys planning on telling me? What lie were you going to feed me as to where the money came from?” Bruce adds.
Sam frowns, looking down at the envelope full of the cash the Aural Avengers were paid for their night of performing. “We didn’t think that far ahead. We were going to wait and hold on to it in secret for at least a while. But, I should take responsibility,” he speaks. “It was my idea. I pushed them into doing it. It seemed like the easiest solution. But that’s kind of what I do; It’s what I have done my entire life: picked the easiest solution. I don’t always give things a second thought. And definitely never a third.”
“You realize it was fucking idiotic, right?” Bruce asks, breaking the line between student and teacher by his harsh use of profanity. Sam nods. “I know you, Sam. I also know Steve. And I know Thor. If the slightest thing had gone wrong, and you boys would’ve reacted negatively, the cops would have been called, and it would have turned into a shit show.”
“I don’t disagree,” Sam answers. “I’m sorry, Mr. Banner. Really. We just got desperate.”
Bruce nods. “Well, you’re all going to have to live with that desperation, because we’re not going to Nationals now.”
Sam stares out the window, now feeling awkward at the tense air in the car. But then, he speaks up. “The reason I was so adamant about doing it, other than the money, is that some of those guys really needed a night like Saturday. Take Nakia, Gamora, and Peter, for instance. Those three are straight-A students and have never been in trouble a day in their lives. Before Saturday, Bucky had never tasted a sip of alcohol. And, sure, he was drunk, but that night I actually saw him interacting with Valkyrie and Carol in a positive way. I know what we did was childish, but it was a great form of team-building, and it benefited us more than you know.”
“I also made sure we got there and back in cabs, and I made certain I was the only one to discuss with the owner because I’m the only one with enough swag to pull off a believable lie like the one I gave her. Just so you know,” he adds.
The sound of a vehicle door closing grabs their attention. Cassandra’s climbing out of her truck, 7:00PM on the dot.
Bruce and Sam follow suit, approaching her at the front door. “What do you want, kid?” She asks.
Sam holds up the envelope. “We can’t accept this.”
Cassandra looks at him, confused. “You performed for five hours. It’s the same amount we would’ve paid a band.”
“Yeah, that’s exactly the issue,” Sam says. “Look, I can’t really explain, but we need to return this. Consider it a donation to your fine establishment.”
Cassandra looks between Sam and Bruce, wondering if it’s some sort of prank. “Alright. If you say so.”
April 16, 2014
Bruce and the glee kids are seated in the choir room, waiting for Principal Fury.
He had a meeting scheduled with Coach Hill regarding the glee club’s fundraising efforts on Saturday night. If he deemed the evidence sufficient, he would have no choice but to contact the Show Choir Director’s Board and fill them in, regardless of the fact that they returned the money.
The kids are sitting around with frown’s attached to every last one of their faces. They feel awful that they might be the reason for their own downfall.
Once they hear footsteps approaching, everyone sits upright in their plastic chairs. But it’s not only Principal Fury who comes walking in; It’s also Erik Selvig – former glee club director.
Bruce is extremely surprised to see him, considering Erik was fired from his position merely weeks before Bruce himself took over the glee club. “Mr. Selvig?”
Nick and Erik appear to be in good spirits, no inch of disappointment attached to the former’s face. “Hey, there. Good to see you, Bruce.”
“You as well,” Bruce responds. He then diverts his attention to his boss. “Any news?”
Nick nods. “Coach Hill’s evidence turned out to be adequate. Hill approached the manager of the Super Serum, a young woman named Cassandra, and she corroborated Maria’s claims. It was enough evidence to have to take to the Director’s Board.”
Bruce peers over at the kids, particularly Bucky, who hides his face in his hands, ashamed.
“However, I was unaware that I had a connection to young Cassandra, as she happens to be Erik’s daughter,” Nick reveals.
“Cass called me over the weekend and told me about some band with twelve punk kids performing at the bar, and how she was pretty sure they were all underage. Then, last night, she told me about her phone call with Coach Hill. I knew right away something fishy was going on, and that it involved Shield High School,” Erik explains.
“Erik interrupted our meeting this morning. He informed me that the money had been returned, and that entry was only given to the glee kids in a moment of desperation, and after a serious lapse in judgement,” Nick says.
“My daughter should’ve either I.D.’d you all, or shown you the door,” Erik states.
Bruce grins. “So, what does this mean exactly?”
“We won’t be contacting the authorities at all for the Aural Avengers’ trespassing…” Erik says.
“And considering you returned the money, there’s nothing for me to have to tell the Director’s Board anymore.”
The kids all jump out of their seats in celebration. Bruce is emotionally overwhelmed, enough that he could cry.
“It gets better,” Nick says. “Sit down, kids.”
“I’m not sure if any of you kids remember me, but I was fired in the fall of 2012 because of budget cuts. I also didn’t have any kids in the glee club left after they graduated the spring prior. So, imagine my surprise when I found out that a perky, bright-eyed teacher came in off the street, scrounged up enough students to meet the requirement for competition, and coached you guys to a Sectionals victory…”
“I was so touched by the news, that I knew I had to see you guys perform for myself. I was at Regionals last spring and watched you sing that Journey medley. You were phenomenal. And you guys were just as good during Grease, even better.”
“You saw us perform Grease?” Bucky asks.
“Opening night,” Erik admits.
“We thank you for the kind words, Mr. Selvig,” Bruce says. “It means a lot.”
“I’m not only here with kind words, though. Principal Fury explained your predicament to me. You guys won the right to compete at Nationals in New York this year. Is that correct?”
All twelve kids nod. “But you’re having trouble securing the funds?”
“We have to raise six-thousand dollars in no time whatsoever,” Bruce says.
Erik laughs. “I want to make a donation to your cause: Three-thousand dollars.”
Bruce, Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor all nearly fall out of their seats. “Are you serious?” Nakia asks.
“Very,” Erik responds. “I was able to secure a job as a professor at a college-level art school in Kentucky. And, believe it or not, the pay is incredible. It turns out that being fired from Shield was the greatest blessing in disguise imaginable. However, this place still means a lot to me. Ten years I taught here, four of which were spent in the choir room.”
“You,” Erik continues, pointing to Bruce, “managed to pull off the unthinkable. The Shield High glee club hasn’t competed and won competitions since Jean Grey was teaching in this choir room. I tip my hat to you, my friend. How you were successfully able to form a team of talented children, some of whom are clearly jocks and cheerleaders, and keep them engaged for almost two years is an incredible triumph. I believe in you. I believe in you all. So, I want to help get you guys get to New York. Where you will hopefully pull off a Nationals victory.”
Bruce leaps up and makes to hug Erik. “Thank you, Mr. Selvig. You have no idea how indebted to you, we are. For the donation, and for saving us from being penalized.”
Bruce signals for the kids to come join their hug, because it’s the least they can do. “It’s my pleasure. As long as you promise to stay out of my daughter’s bar.”
“Deal,” Sam says on everyone’s behalf.
Bruce knocks on Natasha’s office door. And, because the door and the windows to her office are made of windows, he can see the disgruntled look on her face.
He takes it as a victory when she finally says, “Come in.”
“Hey! Have you heard the good news?” Bruce asks, taking a seat in one of the open chairs in front of Natasha’s desk. She appears unsettled.
Natasha meets Bruce’s gaze and shakes her head no. “I’m going to make a long story short: Erik Selvig came in this morning and offered up a donation of three grand for us to make it to Nationals.”
“That’s incredible, Bruce. But would you mind if we stopped the Glee Club talk there for today? We have more pressing matters to attend to.”
Bruce swallows the lump in his throat. “Yeah… I haven’t bothered coming to you because I haven’t known what to say.”
“Bruce, we can’t keep doing this,” Natasha says sadly. “We have worked like hell this year to get our friendship back on track. But between you rejecting me when I came back, and then the rumor mill running its course only a few short weeks ago, and all of the awkwardness we have had to live through day in and day out, it’s getting hard.”
Bruce frowns. “I know.”
“That message you left on Coach Hill’s phone, that was intended for me, right?”
Bruce nods. “But I blacked out. I don’t even remember leaving it. Stephen let me know that I did.”
“Did you mean what you said?”
With his hands in his pockets now, Bruce shrugs. “Well, yes. Sort of. I don’t know.”
“Sort of, I don’t know?” Natasha repeats back in mild bewilderment.
“I don’t know what response is going to make things less awkward,” Bruce admits. “If I say yes, I’m admitting that despite my hardest efforts to move on, I still love you. If I say no, I’m admitting it meant nothing, when we know that’s not the truth. How do we bounce back from either response?”
There’s an uncomfortable silence in the room.
“Look, you and I have a lot of history. And we have a friendship and a working relationship that I haven’t had with any other teacher at Shield High. I appreciate you, and our time together, more than you know.”
“Why does this sound like you’re quitting our friendship?”
“Because in a way, I am. I talked to Nick this morning. There’s a guidance counselor opening at Defender Academy. I let him know that I was going to apply for it.”
Bruce’s mouth drops agape. “Nat, you can’t be serious.”
“Unfortunately, I am. After everything that happened with Matt last year, and everything that happened between you and I, I think it’s time I gave myself a fresh start.”
Bruce squints his eyes shut in disbelief. “Is there anything I can say or do to get you to change your mind?”
“No,” Natasha replies, eyes welling with tears. “But you deserved to know the truth. So, thanks for coming in to talk. I hope you and the kids are able to fundraise the rest of your money.”
Bruce gets up and exits the office, feeling an overwhelming litany of emotions. He heads exactly where he knows he needs to: the auditorium.
Thankfully, none of the kids are there.
[Bruce:]
I'm a fool to want you
I'm a fool to want you
To want a love that can't be true
A love that's there for others too
I'm a fool to hold you
Such a fool to hold you
To seek a kiss not mine alone
To share a kiss that Devil has known
Time and time again I said I'd leave you
Time and time again I went away
But then would come the time when I would need you
And once again these words I had to say
Take me back, I love you
...I need you
I know it's wrong, it must be wrong
But right or wrong I can't get along
Without you
Notes:
hi hi hi! idk if anyone is still here lurking in these walls, but i definitely still am!
i put this fanfic on hold to put focus onto finishing my manuscript. it's edited, it's perfected, and next week, i start sending feelers out to agents. i have no hope at all, but fingers crossed! as i begin to work on book #2, i promise i will also work on finishing this season. only three more chapters left!
SONGS USED:
Dream-Girls (Camila Cabello) – Nakia Shauku & Valkyrie Parrington
Full Service (New Kids on the Block) – Steve, Sam, Thor, T’Challa, & Tony
See You Like I Do (Kane Brown) – Bruce Banner & Stephen Stranger
Blame It (Jamie Foxx) – Aural Avengers
Blah Blah Blah (Kesha & 3OH3!) – Aural Avengers
I’m a Fool to Want You (Billie Holliday) – Bruce Banner
Chapter 12: Prom Queen
Summary:
It's time for Junior Prom at Shield High! After the band that was booked canceled, Principal Fury enlists the Aural Avengers to be this year's prom entertainment. Sharon and Valkyrie approach unlikely people to help them achieve their dreams of being prom queen. Meanwhile, Bucky and Steve begin to show signs of missing each other, unbeknownst to the other.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
April 6, 2014
[Thor w/ Aural Avengers:]
Can we go back? This is the moment
Tonight is the night, we'll fight 'til it's over
So we put our hands up like the ceiling can't hold us
Like the ceiling can't hold us
[Tony w/ Aural Avengers:]
Can we go back? This is the moment
Tonight is the night, we'll fight 'til it's over
So we put our hands up like the ceiling can't hold us
Like the ceiling can't hold us
[Aural Avengers:]
And so we put our hands up
And so we put our hands up
Wa oh oh oh wa oh oh oh wa oh oh
Let's go!
[Nakia w/ Aural Avengers:]
Na na na na na na na na (aha)
Hey
And all my people say
Na na na na na na na na (that's right, feels good)
Hey
And all my people say
Na na na na na na na na (it's alright)
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh)
And all my people say
Na na na na na na na na
Mack-le-le-le-le-le-more
Bruce and the Aural Avengers begin to cheer and applaud themselves for the performance they whipped up as a potential contender for Nationals.
The competition is fast approaching. There’s quite literally only three weeks of preparation and fundraising left to go. Though they have yet to obtain the full amount needed to officially partake in Nationals, the club did raise $600.00 at a car wash they hosted the weekend prior.
Now, they only need $2,400.00. Baby steps!
“Great job, guys! That was incredible!” Bruce exclaims. “Good job on the choreography, especially you, Steve.”
Steve smirks. “Thanks, Mr. B. I hate to admit it, but I’ve been practicing.”
“And it shows,” Bruce responds.
“So, Mr. B, was the performance good enough to make it onto our setlist?” Nakia questions.
“As you all know from that letter we received on Friday, the theme for Nationals this year is Classic. Protocol states if we perform one song, that song will need to be a classic. If we perform two, one has to be a classic. And, so on and so forth. Now, I don’t want to overexert you all, but I think we could pull out three showstoppers for the competition if we settle on a strong selection early enough. And if you guys are keen for Macklemore, we could definitely fill the setlist with that number.”
The kids all nod enthusiastically. “What exactly falls under the definition of ‘Classic’ to the Show Choir Committee?” Bucky asks.
Bruce grabs the letter from his office and returns swiftly. “Their definition is: a song that has stood the test of time and continues to emerge in popularity regardless of the amount of time that has passed since its release.”
“So, really popular old school songs?” Gamora questions.
“Basically,” Bruce responds. “But Can’t Hold Us was a phenomenal start, guys.”
Principal Fury enters the choir room, sticking a pin into glee rehearsal. “Hello, Bruce. Children.”
“How can we help you, Principal Fury?”
“I’m in bit of a bind, Banner. The band we booked for junior prom just pulled out at the last minute.”
“But prom is this weekend!” Sharon exclaims, horrified.
“Yes, I’m aware of that, Ms. Carter,” Fury responds sternly. “Anyways, Mrs. MacTaggert and I are having extreme difficulty finding a back-up. There aren’t any bands nearby that are available, and the ones that are, seem to be asking for an absurd amount of money. So, I was wondering if I couldn’t swindle the Aural Avengers into being our band for this year’s prom!”
“Normally, we would jump at the chance to perform but Nationals is in three weeks. If we agree to this, we lose an entire week of rehearsal time.”
“Consider this glass half full of dreams for all of us, Bruce. I’ve decided to give all of the money that I was going to pay the band to the Aural Avengers.”
“And how much is that?” Bruce asks.
“Twenty-five hundred,” Nick responds.
“Wait, does that mean we wouldn’t have to keep fundraising?” Bucky asks, crossing his fingers in anticipation.
Nick laughs. “Precisely, Mr. Barnes.”
Bruce looks at the kids, who all seem thrilled at the opportunity. But if he was a betting man, he’d say they’re probably more excited at the idea of not having to fundraise anymore.
This is yet another one of those win-win scenarios that have seemed to fall into their laps, though: the money is their official confirmation to make it to New York and attend Nationals, and Principal Fury will be so grateful to the kids for coming through, he might be extra generous when ponying up extra money for the trip.
“You can count on us, Principal Fury,” Bruce answers, shaking his hand.
Bruce and Stephen are seated in the choir room office, having a discreet tête-à-tête.
They could’ve had this conversation in the staff room, like all of the teachers have been doing the last few days, but they didn’t need anything to get back to Natasha. And, if this year has taught Bruce anything, it’s that his co-workers love to talk shit.
“So, she’s really leaving?” Stephen asks nearly inaudibly, the cause of a lozenge swirling around in his throat. He’s been out sick for a week, and as a result, hasn’t been updated on the news in a while.
“All I know is that she had her interview, and apparently it went well,” Bruce answers. “That’s what I overheard from Jennifer, anyways.”
“How are you doing?” Stephen asks in a frown. “And considering you have nothing to lose anymore, just be honest, man.”
Bruce looks his best friend in the eyes and nearly breaks down. “I’m gutted. To think I’m inadvertently the reason Natasha is leaving Shield High for good…”
“Well, you’re not the only one to blame,” Stephen states. “She was ready to leave after Matt was arrested last year. As devastated as I am over this, at the very least, we did get a few more months with her.”
“Yeah, where I broke her heart, and humiliated her… Twice,” Bruce retorts. “I won’t be surprised if she never speaks to us again once she gets this new job.”
“Don’t think that way. Despite all that’s happened, she loves us.”
“And I love her… So much so, that I…” Bruce begins.
Stephen snaps his eyes over to Bruce. “That you what? What did you do?”
Bruce stands up, tossing his hands onto his hips in frustration. “You’re going to think I’m clinically insane.”
“I already think that,” Stephen admits. “Just spill your guts, dude.”
Bruce crosses the room and reaches into his bag. He pulls something out but palms it. “Before you judge me, you have to understand… I curated the perfect spiel to go with this.”
Stephen stares at Bruce’s palmed hands in bewilderment. “Is that an engagement ring? You bought Natasha an engagement ring?”
“It’s my mom’s,” Bruce reveals, showing him the ring. It’s a beautiful shiny rock. 3 carats. “She handed it down to me a while back. She told me she trusted my judgement, and that she knew this ring would end up on the finger of a woman worthy of it.”
“That’s lovely, but, Bruce… You and Natasha haven’t even had a proper chance at dating. What makes you think she won’t see this ring and have a panic attack?”
“I didn’t have the balls to tell you this when we were shit faced and bar hopping last month, but I’m extremely unhappy, Stephen. I have a good job, I love my glee kids, I have great friends, but when I leave this building at the end of the day, I sit on my couch and I begin to dissect everything I find wrong with me. I’m lonely. And, even as my friend, Natasha has managed to successfully fill this lonely void within me for the last six years. Her presence puts me at ease. And even though proposing to a woman I’m not even dating is completely unorthodox; I have no doubt it’s what I’m meant to do.”
Stephen looks up at his best friend, touched by his grand gesture. “So, what’s your plan?”
“I’m not sure yet. But what’s most important right now, above all else, is making sure Natasha stays at Shield.”
Steve’s standing at his locker, doing a quick swap of course materials, when Sharon approaches him, blonde hair curled to perfection and pink lip gloss stuck to her lips.
“Hey, buddy,” Sharon says. “You got a sec?”
Steve’s eyebrows furrow, extremely taken aback. “Buddy? You’ve never once called me that.”
“I thought it was appropriate,” Sharon says in defense.
“But just buddy? Do we really mean that little to one another?” Steve teases.
“Quite the contrary,” Sharon responds. “But I wanted to approach you in the warmest way possible.”
Steve snorts. “What do you need, Sharon?”
“I have a bit of a crazy proposition for you, but I have a whole pitch that goes with it, so can you promise that you will hear me out?”
Steve nods, taking a sip of water from his bottle as he waits for her to continue. “I think you and I should run for prom king and queen. It’s the ultimate status symbol. It will grant us enough juice to last until we graduate next year. It’s what I’ve wanted ever since I was a little girl, and what I envisioned for us when we…”
Sharon trails off, but Steve knows where she was going with that thought. What I envisioned for us when we were dating.
“What do you think?” Sharon asks, sheepishly scanning Steve’s eyes for a response.
Steve shrugs. “It’s not my thing. Even back when we were together and you mentioned how excited you were at the idea of campaigning together, I would always get queasy at the thought of standing on that stage with all eyes on me. And as for getting enough popularity juice to last us until the end of senior year, I think we both know that being in glee club automatically strips us of that.”
Sharon smiles through her frown. “No, I understand. Guess it was a bit of a sad last-ditch effort, hey?” She begins to walk away defeatedly, but Steve stops her.
“I didn’t say no,” Steve says cheekily. Sharon bites her lip, filled to the brim with joy. “I’ll do it, Sharon. Not for the crown, not for any popularity, but for you. Because you have been through some tough shit, and you’re still standing.”
Sharon lunges toward Steve, hugging him. “You have no idea how much I appreciate this.”
The contact causes Steve’s locker door to swing. A photo that had been magnetized to the inside of the door falls to the ground.
Sharon bends down to pick it up. It’s a photo of Steve and Bucky taken on Halloween. They’re in their costumes: Steve as a cop, and Bucky as a prison inmate. Sharon makes eye contact and sees how distraught behind the eyes Steve appears to be.
“Sorry, I’ve been meaning to throw that out for a while now,” Steve says weakly.
“You sure about that?” Sharon asks, handing it over.
“What do you mean by that?”
Sharon shakes her head. “Never mind, I don’t want to overstep. All I’m saying is the way you were just looking at this photo… That wasn’t the face of a guy who was going to throw it out.”
Steve looks down at his feet, ashamed at the vulnerability that Sharon is pulling out of him.
“How are you two?”
“Haven’t talked much since his party,” Steve admits. “Not that much to say, I suppose.”
Sharon nods. “Look, I know you, Steve Rogers. And I know what it looks like when you have given up, and I know what it looks like when your heart is invested. So, even though you have every right to tell me to kick rocks for this unsolicited opinion, and even though he betrayed your trust, you should give him another chance.”
“Give me one good reason why I should, and maybe I’ll consider it,” Steve demands.
Sharon smiles, reaching into her own backpack for a thick envelope. “Because you smiled differently when you were dating Bucky… And we haven’t seen that smile since you broke up.” She hands Steve the envelope.
Steve opens it up and finds over one-hundred campaign posters inside of it with their photos on them, with the phrase SHARON AND STEVE FOR PROM KING & QUEEN written on top.
“You’d better start taping,” Sharon teases.
April 7, 2014
Bucky’s sitting in the choir room in the morning, strumming at his ukulele. He appreciates the stillness of the mornings before the cavalry of the student body arrive onto school grounds.
It’s been quite a year for Bucky. He has yet to really sit and analyze the many ups and down his head and his heart have taken since September, but in an odd way, he’s grateful for the development. He’s taken all of the obstacles in stride, and he’s changed as a result. Instead of being the ambitious, overachieving little monster he used to be, or the depressed, damaged boy he was for a minute there, he’s become a healthy amalgamation of the two, with the welcome addition of other healthy and admirable traits and qualities.
He can see through the window in the choir room door that this guy who’s in his A.P. Bio class is asking a girl he doesn’t know to prom. He’s got a huge poster board in his hands, and a cheesy smile snug on his face.
Bucky can’t see the girl’s facial expression, but if her leaping into the guy’s arms is any indication, it’s safe to say she accepted.
It’s situations like this that fill Bucky with a smidge of dread and loneliness. All of his heterosexual peers get to partake in all of these prom-related shenanigans with their significant others and their friends, and he doesn’t get to do any of it.
Not get asked out with a prom-posal, not slow dance with his boyfriend on the dance floor, none of it. He could very well do all of that with one of his best girlfriends, but it’s not the same. High school rites of passages just are not the same for gay youth.
And speaking of slow dance with his boyfriend…
As Bucky watches the people walk by through the same window, he notices Steve heading for his locker, backpack cradled snuggly on his back.
Bucky approaches the window – albeit in a stealthy manner – to get a closer view. Steve’s locker just so happens to be in the hall outside the choir room, so Bucky figures he has free reign to gawk as he pleases.
Bucky knows he’s missing Steve so much more right now because of the prom of it all, but the truth is, he’s also just been thinking about him more because he misses him.
They had a great conversation when the glee club was disbanded after the Warbirds’ were crowned the winners at Regionals. And then, they had a great conversation at Bucky’s party, though Bucky was drunk for it. It was almost like they were friends again. Until, of course, they shared a kiss during spin the bottle, and then Steve 180’d from that point on. They’ve barely acknowledged each other since.
Bucky wishes this wasn’t the case. It felt good to kiss him that night; He’d missed the feeling. But he would’ve given that up in exchange for a decent friendship.
Bucky puts down his ukele in favor of sitting down at the piano. He begins to play the opening chords to one of his favorite songs.
[Bucky:]
Without you
The ground thaws
The rain falls
The grass grows
Without you
The seeds root
The flowers bloom
The children play
The stars gleam
The poets dream
The eagles fly
Without you
The earth turns
The sun burns
But I die
Without you
Without you
The breeze warms
The girl smiles
The cloud moves
Without you
The tides change
The boys run
The oceans crash
The crowds roar
The days soar
The babies cry
Without you
The moon glows
The river flows
But I die
Without you
Unbeknownst to Bucky, Steve is watching him through the same window from the other side of the door, as a bunch of students walk behind him.
[Steve:]
The world revives
[Bucky:]
Colors renew
[Steve & Bucky:]
But I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue
[Steve:]
Without you
Without you
The hand gropes
The ear hears
The pulse beats
Without you
The eyes gaze
The legs walk
The lungs breathe
[Bucky & Steve:]
The mind churns! (The mind churns!)
The heart yearns! (The heart yearns!)
[BOTH:]
The tears dry
Without you
Life goes on
But I'm gone
Cause I die
Without you
Without you
Without you
Just as Bucky wipes a tear off of his cheek, he feels a looming sensation that there are a pair of eyes on him. He quickly turns around and looks to the door, but sees no one.
Valkyrie’s in the main hallway of Shield High, peering up at all of the papers and posters hung up on the bulletin boards.
She glares judgementally at the prom campaign posters of Jessica Jones and Brock Rumlow, Clint Barton and Jane Foster, and even Sharon and Steve.
So predictable.
The more time that passes, the less she misses the popularity that came with being one of the top bitches of the Cheerios. However, she would be lying if she said she didn’t miss it for scenarios like this.
She would never admit to anyone, but she’s always wanted to be crowned prom queen. When she was a kid, her family was dirt broke while her father was putting himself through medical school. Her mother, as a result, worked a part time job during the night, so that they could be on opposite schedules.
There are a number of things Valkyrie wants to accomplish in life to show to the world that through perseverance - and a diva bitch attitude – anything is possible. Even a brown-skinned Latina girl being voted prom queen, a.k.a. the crème of the crop.
But it’s too late, at this point. She doesn’t have enough time to campaign, and at this rate, wouldn’t have the votes to go up against such juggernauts like Jessica and Jane. Hell, even Sharon would get more votes than her.
Unless… She managed to find someone even more popular that any of the nominees combined to run for prom king alongside her…
Valkyrie hears a, “Hey!” from behind her, and turns around to be greeted by a lime-flavored slushy by Aldrich Killian. He laughs as he speed-walks away from her.
“Bingo,” Valkyrie thinks to herself.
Nakia’s at her vanity, dressed in her silk pajamas, teasing and toughing at her hair to get it ready for tomorrow.
She hasn’t been able to wipe the smile off of her face this week, and it’s, in large part, due to the prom.
As a freshman, Nakia was never able to picture her at her own junior prom. She could never see the vision of her in a beautiful dress slow dancing with a guy. She wanted to believe it could come true, but her saboteurs and tormentors had her believe it was impossible.
She has come a long way since being that young, naïve, insecure girl. She wishes she could give that version of her a hug.
The sound of the doorbell ringing pulls her from her thoughts. Since she’s alone, she figures she should go check who’s at the door.
She runs, hoping the person hasn’t gotten impatient and bailed. However, she opens the door and finds nobody there.
Before she runs back up to her bedroom, she stops in the kitchen for a glass of water. As she tosses it down the hatch, the doorbell rings again.
Nakia looks across the room at the door, unsettled.
She heads back over to answer, and again, finds nobody.
Nakia checks the peephole and ensures the door is locked. She heads back into the kitchen, this time to find a weapon. Just in case. She palms a knife and stays near the door.
It rings again, several times. Nakia doesn’t even bother to check the peep hole, she just unlocks the door and freaks out.
“What the fuck do you want?” She shouts.
T’Challa is standing in front of her, with a box of chocolates in one hand, and a poster board typically reserved for science fair projects in the other.
To Nakia, From T: Will You Go to Prom With Me? Is written on the board in glitter. It’s also plastered with photos of them.
Nakia is nearly brought to tears.
“Well, I was going to ask you to prom if that’s okay with you?” T’Challa asks after letting his girlfriend read the card.
Nakia snorts. “T, you made this?”
“Tonight,” T’Challa replies, looking down at it proudly. “Sorry for scaring you, I wanted to annoy you and catch you in a huff, and I succeeded.”
Nakia smacks his arm. “Thank you, babe.”
“So, will ya?” T’Challa asks, in his adorable voice and natural charm.
Nakia closes the gap between them, grateful her parents and brother aren’t home. She then pulls away moments later. “Of course, I will.”
T’Challa grins from ear to ear. “Thank god. So, can I come in?”
Nakia laughs. “Yeah, think again, stud. I’ll see you at school, tomorrow.”
April 8, 2014
“I’ve somehow managed to lose nine pounds these last two weeks, and my dress is too big. I’ve been to Ann Taylor’s Loft and six Forever 21’s. Every single store in the area is out of cute dresses,” Sharon complains as she and the rest of the girls walk into the choir room. “I’m going to be forced to make my own prom dress.”
“Don’t. You’ll seem poor,” Carol says, somehow managing to make the overalls she’s wearing look incredibly chic. She’s got quite the fashion sense, which will no doubt show in her choice of prom dress.
“You’re up for queen, you can’t make your own prom dress. Prom is like our Oscars. It’s seriously, like, the most important night of our lives,” Valkyrie argues.
“What about getting married?” Nakia asks, taking a lint roller to her pleaded skirt.
“Oh, I’m with Valkyrie. You can get married as many times as you want. You only have one shot at your junior prom,” Sharon states.
Bucky and Gamora come sauntering into the room.
“What are you guys talking about?” Bucky poses.
“Prom dresses,” Carol answers as she fiddles her hair into a braid.
“Thank God I don’t have to worry about that. I’m not going,” Gamora says, annoyed.
“Same here,” Bucky says, offering a sympathetic shoulder nudge.
“Why not?” Sharon asks.
“Nobody’s asked me,” Gamora says, arms crossed.
“And personally, I would rather not be subjected to every single one of my peers, especially those who don’t deserve to be, be high on life and have a grand ol’ time dancing with their boyfriends while the same luxury is never afforded to gay students,” Bucky voices.
“You’re not going because you don’t have a boyfriend? That’s just tragic,” Valkyrie retorts.
“It goes far beyond just that, Valkyrie,” Bucky says annoyedly. “Prom is supposed to be a fun rite of passage. But how much fun am I going to have if I have to keep looking over my shoulder, worrying that the football team is going to do something to me? It’s like I said… The same luxuries you get are never afforded to gay students.”
Valkyrie looks at Bucky sympathetically. Little does Bucky know, though, that Valkyrie also wouldn’t be afforded the same luxuries if people found out about her.
Peter’s in the library finishing up a tutoring session when Sam approaches him, looking quite bitchin’ in his leather jacket.
“How’s my best pal doing?” Sam asks.
“I’ve been better. That was a tough session. Poor kid is not at the grade-level to be doing anything high school-related. “What’s up?”
Sam looks around, making sure nobody is listening in on their conversation. “I was hoping you could help me out with operation Punch and Judy?”
Peter looks at him questionably. “And what’s that?”
“Every year at Shield High, they crown a king and queen at the prom. But there’s a shadow world. A dark community of troublemakers that crown the prom anti-king.”
“And you’re planning on that being you?”
“My street cred’s in the gutter. I publicly turned my back on my old squad, I’m still in the glee club; I’ll never be able to rebuild my reputation as a loveable-but-dangerous miscreant. I have to spike Coach Hill’s punch.”
“Her grandmother’s special punch that she provides at every school function?” Peter asks begrudgingly.
“I’m prime suspect number one. Coach Hill won’t let me within ten feet of that bowl.”
“What’s your play?”
“When she grabs me, I’ll create a diversion with my sweet dance moves. She’ll be mesmerized. Hypnotized by my love dance, she won’t notice when you sneak in behind us and pour a bottle of gin in the bowl.”
Peter cringes. “Something tells me this has the opportunity to go very wrong very quickly.”
“That’s half the fun,” Sam laughs. “So, you in?”
Peter ponders it. “I suppose it would win me brownie points with Carol.” Sam stares at him, not breaking eye contact until Peter answers. “I’m in.”
“And remember to vote Sharon Carter for prom queen, ladies,” Sharon speaks to a group of freshman girls.
She then walks by the bulletin boards and nearly passes out when she sees a new campaign poster has been hung up.
VOTE 4 VALKYRIE
Sharon heatedly runs down the hall in search of her former best friend, now more acquaintance than anything.
“Hey!” Sharon shouts as soon as she spots Valkyrie. Low and behold, she’s hanging up more posters. “What do you think you’re doing?”
“I’m running for prom queen,” Valkyrie replies.
“You’re joking, right?”
Valkyrie crosses her arms. “Does it look like I’m joking?”
“Too-cool-for-school-Valkyrie succumbing to the lame high school norms? What’s that about? When is this something you have ever wanted? I think it’s time you moved on and stopped being so obsessed with you!”
Valkyrie laughs audibly. “And why, pray tell, would I be obsessed with you? Newsflash, Carter, the last four junior prom queens have looked exactly like you: white and blonde. It’s time the people at this school had a prom queen who’s like them.”
“Wrong, they deserve a prom queen who’s someone they’d like to be,” Sharon groans. “And not trash from Lima Heights.”
Valkyrie chuckles under her breath. “That’s rich coming from the teen mom whose family kicked her out.”
“Nice,” Sharon responds in a whisper, before turning her back and walking away.
“See you at prom,” Valkyrie calls out menacingly.
Gamora, Carol, and Bucky are in Home Economics, preparing to make cupcakes with the rest of their classmates.
However, their attempt is thwarted by Carol, who refuses to crack her egg.
“Just crack it,” Mrs. Ross begs of Carol, aggressively.
Carol looks down at her egg, devastated. “I just don’t understand the difference between an egg with a baby chicken inside of it and an egg with an egg in it.”
Gamora sighs in aggravation. “They’re the same thing.”
“Okay, that’s really confusing, because this is a baby chicken’s house,” Carol states.
Bucky raises his hand. “Ms. Ross? I understand that cupcakes are really trendy right now and I know that the making of a foie gras might be a little morose, but I would like to at least graduate high school knowing how to make some kind of pate.”
Thor walks into the classroom with a bouquet of flowers and a speaker. “Can we help you, Mr. Odinson?” Mrs. Ross asks.
“I have something to say,” Thor speaks. “To Gamora.”
Gamora perks up, confused by the gesture. Thor approaches her. “Gamora, I was a jerk to you. You deserved better than the guy I was during those last few weeks of our relationship. I know that you probably aren’t interested in getting back together, but I was hoping this number might entice you into at least agreeing to be prom date.” He presses play on the speaker, and heads to the front of the classroom.
[Thor:]
I spent all my money, bought a big old fancy car
For these bright-eyed honey’s
Oh, yeah, you know who you are
Keep me up 'til the sun is high
'Til the birds start calling my name
I'm addicted and I don't know why
Guess I've always been this way
All these roads steer me wrong
But I still drive them all night long, all night long
All you young wild girls
You make a mess of me
Yeah, you young wild girls
You'll be the death of me, the death of me
All you young wild girls
No matter what you do
Yeah, you young wild girls
I'll always come back to you, come back to you
I get lost under these lights
I get lost in the words I say
Start believing my own lies
Like "Everything will be okay"
Oh, I still dream of a simple life
Boy meets girl, makes her his wife
But love don't exist
When you live like this
That much I know, yes I know
All these roads steer me wrong
But I still drive them all night long, all night long
All you young wild girls
You make a mess of me
Yeah, you young wild girls
You'll be the death of me, the death of me
All you young wild girls
No matter what you do
Yeah, you young wild girls
I'll always come back to you, come back to you
Gamora has the dopiest grin on her face, and her cheeks are a rosy shade of pink. She’s only slightly embarrassed at being the sole focus of the number, but not enough to run out.
All of the other girls in the class, and Bucky, are all staring at Thor with hearts in their eyes.
“So? What do you say?” Thor questions, breathing heavily as he attempts to catch his breath.
Gamora frowns. “I loved the song, Thor. Thank you. But I have to decline. I don’t think I’m going to prom. And if I do go, I think I would be playing a dangerous game with my heart if I went with my ex-boyfriend. I hope that’s okay?”
Thor nods. “Of course.”
He figures it’s best to admit defeat and take it in stride then wallow in the rejection.
“If you need a date, I’m available,” Mary Jane Watson says from the back table.
“Me too!” Another girl Thor’s unfamiliar with says.
“Perfect,” Thor replies. “I appreciate that, ladies.”
April 9, 2014
Sharon, Nakia, Valkyrie, Gamora, and Bucky are at the Lima Formal Boutique doing final fittings and try-ons.
Sharon, Nakia, and Valkyrie are, anyways. The girls invited Bucky to get a guy’s opinion, and Nakia decided to tag along for the fun of it, and not at all because Sharon demanded more bodies be in the room incase Valkyrie tried to bicker with her.
“Ladies, I appreciate you welcoming me into the sacred inner sanctum that is the prom gown dry run,” Bucky says.
“Of course,” Nakia says. “We’re appreciative.”
“Gamora, what’s this I heard about you turning Thor’s prom-posal down?” Valkyrie asks.
Gamora sighs. “I didn’t want to go to prom, at all. And the more I thought about it, the less I wanted to go with my ex-boyfriend! Although, if I can be honest, now that I’m here watching you all try your dresses on, I’m having a little F.O.M.O.”
“It’s not too late, girl,” Valkyrie states. “Take it from me.”
“Speaking of which, Valkyrie I can’t believe you’re running from prom king with Aldrich Killian of all people,” Nakia says.
“Ha!” Sharon exclaims from behind the privacy partition.
Valkyrie glares at the partition. “I still have time to cut your dress to shreds, Chuckles,” she directs to Sharon. She then turns to Nakia, and says, “I’m not doing it because I like the guy. I actually dislike him a lot. He literally tossed a slushy into my grill this week. But he’s the only one with enough popularity to guarantee a win, and if you wanted that crown as much as I do, you would do whatever it takes to win.”
“Maybe we kill the campaign talk around our two candidates,” Gamora suggests anxiously.
“Great idea,” Sharon says as she comes out from behind the privacy partition in her yellow gown.
Bucky and the girls stare at the dress hesitantly. Sharon was right: the dress was too big now. “I look like a lemon meringue pie,” she says.
“I think you look delicious,” Bucky voices. “But didn’t you say they managed to find you a back-up dress this morning? Try that on.”
Sharon nods, and does as she’s told.
“Oh, by the way, major congratulations, Bucky,” Gamora says.
The gang look at her inquisitively. “Congratulations on what?” Valkyrie asks.
Gamora pulls out her phone, letting Bucky know exactly what she’s doing. She passes it over to Valkyrie and Nakia. It’s Bucky’s latest YouTube cover he posted a few weeks back of Jason Derulo’s “The Other Side.”
The video has accumulated over 10,000 views, which is the most Bucky has ever received for one of his videos. It’s got its plethora of hate comments, but a vast majority of them are positive. It’s exactly the type of win Bucky’s been working toward since the breakup.
Bucky’s facial expression is a lot less than enthusiastic. “What’s going on, Barnes?”
Bucky shrugs. “Nothing.”
“That wasn’t convincing in the slightest, just by the way,” Valkyrie states.
“I’m off-kilter, lately,” Bucky admits. “I feel like I have been since the party.”
“You mean since you and Steve kissed during spin the bottle?” Gamora teases.
“Yeah, did anything come of that?” Nakia questions.
Bucky shrugs once more. “He didn’t acknowledge me the rest of the night, until we were at the Super Serum and Killian called me a fag. Steve defended me. And before that night, after we sang Dog Days in the auditorium to celebrate getting our bit for Nationals, he hugged me. But since the night of the party, it’s been weird.”
“You try talking to him?” Nakia asks.
Bucky shakes his head. “I have been trying desperately to give us our own respective space. I’ve been working to try to prove that I’m not some desperate little schoolboy. But I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t been thinking about him a little extra these days.”
“You know what?” Valkyrie asks. “It sounds like you and Gamora both need a night to get out of your own heads and take the edge off. I think you should both go to prom, either together or stag, dance with other people, take a turn at the microphone, and have a great night. One that’s not spent worrying about ‘what ifs’ and your ex-boyfriends.”
“I couldn’t have said that any better myself,” Nakia adds.
Gamora and Bucky look at each other, trying to gauge the other’s interest, just as Sharon comes out from the partition in a bubblegum pink floor length mermaid gown.
Everyone oohs and awe’s, giving Sharon her 10’s for the pick and encouraging her to get it.
“Who’s up next?” Bucky asks.
April 10, 2014
Bucky walks into the choir room, prepared to spend his free period doing homework in the safe confines of his favorite room in the entire school.
But he’s not alone.
Steve’s sat at the drum set putting his skills to good use.
“Sorry,” Bucky says. “I can leave.”
“No, don’t worry. I’m on my way out,” Steve responds as he begins to stuff items into his bag.
Before Bucky can summon the strength to take the girls’ advice and try to talk to him, Steve beats him to the punch. “How’ve you been?”
“I’ve been alright,” Bucky replies. “Been a busy couple of weeks.”
“I’ll say,” Steve answers. “You excited for prom?”
Bucky takes a seat as he unpacks his own backpack. “I’m not going.”
“What? Why not?” Steve asks disappointedly.
His reaction confuses the ever living fuck out of Bucky’s brain. He looks around the room for the hidden cameras incase this is a joke. “You know, Steve, if I didn’t know any better, I’d say that was disappointment in your voice. Which is weird, because only a friend would be disappointed, and I didn’t know we were friends.”
Steve’s jaw drops. “How could you say that? Of course, we’re friends.”
Bucky laughs. “Well, do you care to explain why you’ve been treating me like I have the black plague since my party?”
“It was… Confusing,” Steve admits, tossing his bag onto the floor, getting comfortable. If he’s late to class, fuck it. “It kind of fucked with my head a bit, you know? One second, we’re friends, the next we’re kissing. And as good as it might’ve felt in the moment, all it did was remind me of why we broke up.”
Bucky sinks in his seat. “Steve… I don’t know how many more times I have to apologize,” he says, voice hoarse with emotion. “Cheating on you remains my biggest regret in life thus far. I’ve been working on trying to make it up to you.”
Steve tosses his arms up. “No, Buck, I wasn’t trying to make you feel bad. I’m sorry. It’s just… It is what it is. That’s why I’ve been acting weird.” Bucky nods in acknowledgement.
“Why aren’t you going to prom?” Steve asks.
Bucky could tell Steve the truth and give him the same spiel he gave the girls as to why he wasn’t going to attend. But there’s another truth as to why Bucky doesn’t want to go; One reserved solely for Steve’s ears.
“I don’t really want to spend my junior prom being forced to watch you slow dance and campaign with your ex-girlfriend all night,” Buck responds.
Steve looks around the room, full of regret. “You shouldn’t let me ruin your chance to have a good night.”
Bucky smiles. “I’m fine, I promise.”
“You know, I don’t even want to go to the stupid prom anymore,” Steve groans frustratedly. “Sharon’s got me handing out pens with our names on them, where’s the dignity? And I hate renting those tuxes and the corsage. I know I’m going to pick the wrong one and then I’m going to piss Sharon off, and her mom’s going to look at me like…”
Bucky interrupts him, standing up. “Just… Get her something simple. A wrist corsage. Girls like Sharon, you don’t want to do anything that’s going to distract from their face, so ask for a gardenia. With a light green ribbon wrapped around it to match her eyes. Alright?”
Steve grins sincerely moved by the recommendation. Bucky runs out of the choir room shortly thereafter in tears.
Bruce is wiping up his white board with an eraser in the science room after a particular draining class.
None of his students were focused on the lesson. Every single one of them was only focused on one thing: prom.
But could he blame them? He remembers his junior prom, well.
Bruce was lucky enough that Nadia Blonsky, one of the most beautiful girls in the school, accepted his invitation. It definitely helped that they were in the glee club together. Bruce doesn’t know if he would’ve gotten a yes if they weren’t, especially because the last thing he was when he was in high school was popular.
The two of them had a great night; Such a great night, in fact, that that night was the first time either of them had tried coke. It was the 80’s, everyone was doing it.
Bruce was smitten with Nadia way before he’d ever asked her to prom. He always hoped prom could be the catalyst for them to start a relationship that went beyond teammates and friends. Unfortunately, nothing came from it.
But everything works out in the end, because he’s fairly certain Nadia ended up coming out as a lesbian. Good for her.
Bruce hears a knock at the door. “Come in.”
It’s Natasha. “Hey, pal.”
Bruce twinges in sadness at the pet name, scared they won’t get too many more moments like this.
“How’s it going?”
“Very busy. These kids are going prom crazy,” Natasha responds.
Bruce laughs. “Tell me about it.”
Natasha doesn’t say much else, so Bruce feels it appropriate to ask, “So, I’m confused. Do you, or do you not want to talk anymore? Because that last conversation we had felt pretty definitive.”
Natasha nods. “I know. It was supposed to be. But I can’t do that to us,” she says. “Bruce, some mornings I would get up and the only thing that would get my ass in my car is knowing I was on my way here to fuck around with you.”
Bruce laughs. “Really?”
“Yes. So, what if we tried, for old times sakes’, to just go back to our normal? At least, until I’m gone?”
Bruce shrugs. “I suppose that’d be the easiest.”
“Amazing,” Natasha says.
“Have you heard anything yet?”
Natasha shakes her head. “I should know by the prom. Look for me in the crowd of chaperones. I’ll let ya know.”
Students begin to enter the room for the next class, so Natasha takes that as her cue to leave.
April 11, 2014
“How are we doing tonight, Shield High?” Carol asks into the microphone as she, Sharon, and Valkyrie take the stage. They’re the first performance of the night.
Valkyrie looks divine in a red gown with a slit in the leg, while Carol looks exquisite in a periwinkle dress. Sharon, of course, is in her bubble-gum pink gown.
“Well, unfortunately the Aural Avengers were booked as tonight’s entertainment, but fortunately for you, we’re up first. So, enjoy us,” Valkyrie speaks.
“And remember, vote Sharon Carter for prom queen!” Sharon adds.
The band begins to play the opening notes to Britney Spears’ “Circus.”
[Carol:]
There's only two types of people in the world
The ones that entertain, and the ones that observe
Well, baby, I'm a put-on-a-show kind of girl
Don't like the back seat, gotta be first (oh-oh)
[Sharon:]
I'm like the ring leader, I call the shots (call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot
When I put on a show
[Valkyrie:]
I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dance floor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that you feel the same
[Sharon, Valkyrie & Carol:]
All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus
When I crack that whip everybody gon' trip just like a circus
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dance floor just like a circus
[Valkyrie:]
There's only two types of guys out there
Ones that can hang with me and ones that are scared
So, baby, I hope that you came prepared
I run a tight ship, so beware
[Sharon:]
I'm like the ring leader, I call the shots (call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker, I make it hot
When I put on a show
[Carol:]
I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break
I'm like a performer, the dance floor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that you feel the same
[Sharon, Valkyrie & Carol:]
All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus
When I crack that whip everybody gon' trip just like a circus
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dance floor just like a circus
Let's go
Let me see what you can do
I'm runnin' this (like-like-like-like a circus)
Yeah, like a what? (Like-like-like-like a circus)
All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus
When I crack that whip everybody gon' trip just like a circus
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dance floor just like a circus
All eyes on me in the center of the ring just like a circus
When I crack that whip everybody gon' trip just like a circus
Don't stand there watching me, follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dance floor just like a circus
In a crazy turn of events, the Shield High student body is actually cheering – and loudly – for the performance, including Bucky and Gamora, who decided to come together at the very last minute.
Gamora, Bucky, Nakia, and T’Challa are complete sweaty messes by the time they finish dancing to Tony’s solo performance of Usher’s “O.M.G.” They decide to head over to the refreshment table to grab some drinks and cool down.
Nakia, the smartest person in the building, has a fan with her in order to help her stop the perspiration.
“Are you guys glad you came yet?” T’Challa asks Bucky and Gamora.
Bucky nods. “I don’t admit defeat often, but yes. I’m glad I came.”
“I am, too,” Gamora says. She looks gorgeous in her foster mother’s black mini dress. She figured it was about as good as she could do with the minimal time she had to conjure up an outfit. Had she not found that, she probably would’ve dug through the glee club’s costume trunk and worn a dress from one of their past competitions. “We’ll see if I feel the same way after this.”
“Kill it, babe,” Nakia shouts.
Gamora makes her way over to the stage and begins her solo performance.
[Gamora:]
I feel like the DJ is my bodyguard
You see the way he keeps me safe with the treble and that bass
I feel free enough to party hard
This dress won't go to waste, feels like I own the place
V.I.P to to be the boss
You see the way these people stare, watching how I fling my hair
I'm a dance floor lover
Baby, there's no other who do it like I do it, yeah
From here on out
I'll be your commander
No fear, no doubt
I'll provide the answer
Right now I command you to dance
I'll be your commander
Now I command you to dance
I'll be your commander
Now I command you to
I-I'll be your commander
I'll provide the answer
Ain't no reason to celebrate
But you know we gon' have a ball, champagne spillin' from the wall
And I'll be partying 'til hella late
But I ain't worried not at all, I just give my driver a call, yeah
Tell him, pick me up at 8am
No we ain't stopping right here, we'll take the party to the crib
Let's go all night, baby
You won't find no lady who does it like I does it, yeah
From here on out
I'll be your commander
No fear, no doubt
I'll provide the answer
Right now I command you to dance
I'll be your commander
Now I command you to dance
I'll be your commander
Now I command you to
Gamora went through the trouble of recruiting two freshman Cheerios to serve as back up dancers for the number.
It's jam packed
So DJ where you at?
I know you got my back
So make that bass attack
Let's make these people move
You know I need some room
To do what I do
I'm 'bout to act a fool
From here on out
I'll be your commander
No fear, no doubt
I'll provide the answer
Right now I command you to dance
I'll be your commander
Right now I command you to dance
I'll be your commander
Right now I command you to
I-I'll be your commander
I'll provide the answer
The applause is overwhelming, giving Gamora a well-deserved boost of confidence.
Her eyes meet Thor’s in the crowd. He mouths a, “great job,” making her smile.
Peter and Carol are dancing in the middle of the dance floor. At this rate, neither of them even knows who’s up at the mic; They just know it’s not them.
Carol seated on her boyfriend’s lap doing heavy upper-body choreography as Peter spins the pair around, making Carol laugh her ass off.
“You look stunning tonight,” Peter says.
Carol blushes. “I’ve got to be honest, Pete. Before glee club, I didn’t notice you once. I saw you in the halls and stuff, but I assumed you were a robot. But then I got to know you. And nobody was more surprised than me when I realized I had the hots for you. I’ve tried every flavor of boy: white, chocolate, caramel, strawberry,” she explains, earning an odd look from Peter. “But maybe what I needed all along was a nice one.”
Peter bites his lip, grinning. He looks adorable in his retro light blue-ruffle tux. “Can I kiss you?”
“Duh,” Carol says, beating him to the punch.
Sam comes butting into the crowd, nudging people in the process. “Hey, buddy. I’m on in a few. You think maybe you might want to try out Operation Punch & Judy?”
“Now?” Peter asks aggravatedly.
“Yes! I could use a real drink,” Carol snickers.
“Well, alright. Let’s go,” Peter says.
Sam wheels Peter over to the side of the stage, where the refreshments table is. Low and behold, Coach Hill is guarding the table – and her punch – like she’s a top guard at Alcatraz.
“Hey, Coach, how’s your night?” Sam asks innocently.
“Respectfully, I’m going to need you to scoot that booty away from the refreshments table, Wilson. I know exactly what you’re planning. And to that I say, ‘try again, another day,” Maria responds, hands firmly behind her back.
“I’m not doing anything,” Sam protests. “In fact, I’m about to perform a number. And I’ve been thinking about joining the cheerios. Any chance you could watch and give me some pointers?”
Coach Hill glares at him, so Sam takes that as his response.
Sam takes the stage, along with Tony and Thor. “Let’s keep rocking, Shield High!” Sam shouts in the microphone.
[Sam:]
When I get high I get high on speed
Top fuel funny car's a drug for me
My heart, my heart
Kick start my heart
Always got the cops coming after me
Custom-built bike doing 103
My heart, my heart
Kick start my heart
[Thor:]
Oh, are you ready girls?
Oh, are you ready now?
[Sam, T’Challa, & Thor:]
Whoa, yeah
Kick start my heart, give it a start
Whoa, yeah, baby
Whoa, yeah
Kick start my heart, hope it never stops
Whoa, yeah, baby, yeah
Surprisingly, Coach Hill is fixated on the performance. Peter inches closer and closer to the bowl, just as Sam’s dance moves get even more provocative.
[T’Challa:]
Skydive naked from an aeroplane
Or a lady with a body from outer space
My heart, my heart
Kick start my heart
Say I got trouble, trouble in my eyes
I'm just looking for another good time
My heart, my heart
Kick start my heart
[Thor:]
Yeah, are you ready girls?
Yeah, are you ready now, now, now?
[Sam, T’Challa, & Thor:]
Whoa, yeah
Kick start my heart, give it a start
Whoa, yeah, baby, whoa, yeah
Kick start my heart, hope it never stops
Whoa, yeah, baby
[Thor:]
When we started this band
All we needed, needed was a laugh
Years gone by, I'd say we've kicked some ass
When I'm enraged or hittin' the stage
Adrenaline rushing through my veins
And I'd say we're still kickin' ass
[Sam:]
I say, ooh ah, kick start my heart
I hope it never stops
And to think, we did all of this to rock
[Sam, T’Challa, & Thor:]
Whoa, yeah
Kick start my heart, give it a start
Whoa, yeah, b-b-b-b-b-b-baby
Whoa, yeah
Kick start my heart, hope it never stops
Whoa, yeah, baby
Whoa, yeah
Kick start my heart, hope it never stops
Whoa, yeah, baby
Whoa, yeah
Kick start my heart, give it a start
Whoa, yeah
Okay boys, let's rock the house
Coach Hill looks to her right for the shortest of seconds, and see’s Peter pouring the flask into her punch bowl. “Ah ah ah! My office! Now!” She shouts into Peter’s face.
[T’Challa:]
That's all
Kickstart my heart
Ignoring the applause, Sam watches in despair as Coach Hill drives Peter out of the gymnasium.
Bucky’s having a great time.
In fact, he’s having more fun than he anticipated having. He’s danced with Gamora, he’s danced with Sharon, he’s even danced with T’Challa.
He would be a fool to let Steve slip into his mind, right? Well, it’s hard not to. Because he looks beyond impeccable in his classic tuxedo garnished with pink accessories.
Bucky’s watched as Steve and Sharon danced around with one another and campaigned to everybody in the room. And he’s not broken up over it, but still: he wishes there was a reality in which he could’ve been doing that with Steve tonight.
Bucky doesn’t want to be overbearing, but the song he chose for his performance is being sung as a notice. To nobody but Steve. Of what he wishes he could say without being penalized for it.
[Bucky:]
I like where we are
When we drive in your car
I like where we are here
'Cause our lips can touch
And our cheeks can brush
Our lips can touch here
Well, you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms
I like where you sleep
When you sleep next to me
I like where you sleep here
Our lips can touch
And our cheeks can brush
'Cause our lips can touch here
Well, you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms
Our lips can touch
Our lips can touch here
Bucky doesn’t see it with his eyes, because he’s losing himself in the signing and the dancing, but he feels Steve’s eyes on him.
"Thanks for the corsage," Sharon says to Steve as the dance in the middle of the floor. "It matches my eyes."
"Yeah, that's what..." Steve begins to say, but he gets lost mid-thought as he stares at Bucky.
Well, you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms
Well, you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite, I've missed you quite"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be, but here in your arms
Here in your arms
But here in your arms
Bucky hopes Steve doesn’t hold it against him.
In Coach Hill’s office, she opens up a briefcase to display an assortment of dental accessories.
Peter, terrified beyond belief, trembles in the corner of her office. “What are you doing?”
“I’m showing you my dental kit,” Maria responds.
“Oh my god,” Peter cries. “You’re going to start pulling out my teeth, aren’t you?”
Maria scoffs. “No, no, no. That would get me sent to prison. What I am going to do is attempt to give you a simple cleaning, which as anyone who has been to the dentist will tell you, is an excruciating affair of intense oral pain.”
Peter’s jaw drops. “What? No, it isn’t. Who’s your dentist?”
“Maria Hill, D.D.S,” she responds, stone-faced. “Now, we can get all HMO up in your glee hole, or you can tell me who put you up to spiking my bowl. Come on, Legs. It was Wilson, wasn’t it? Oh, he’ll get expelled and you’ll be one bad boy short at Nationals.”
Peter shakes. “Please let me go. All I want is to get back out there and keep giving Carol the best night ever.”
Maria groans. “Let me get this straight. I’m trying to interrogate you and you just told me the one thing you really want! You are the worst POW ever. John McCain is rolling over in his grave.”
[Steve:]
So, I heard you found somebody else
And at first, I thought it was a lie
I took all my things that make sounds
The rest I can do without
I don't want your body
But I hate to think about you with somebody else
Our love has gone cold
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone
And then leaving with somebody else
No, I don't want your body
But I'm picturing your body with somebody else
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
Come on baby
This ain't the last time that I'll see your face
Come on baby
You said you'd find someone to take my place
Oh I just don't believe that you have got it in you cause
We are just gonna keep "doin' it" and everytime
I start to believe in anything you're saying
I'm reminded that I should be getting over it
I don't want your body
But I hate to think about you with somebody else
Our love has gone cold
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone
And then leaving with somebody else
No, I don't want your body
But I'm picturing your body with somebody else
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
I don't want your body, I don't want your body
Get someone you love?
Get someone you need?
Fuck that, get money
I can't give you my soul, 'cause we're never alone
Get someone you love?
Get someone you need?
Fuck that, get money
I can't give you my soul, 'cause we're never alone
I don't want your body
But I hate to think about you with somebody else
Our love has gone cold
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
I'm looking through you while you're looking through your phone
And then leaving with somebody else
No, I don't want your body
But I'm picturing your body with somebody else
Bucky watches Steve from the corner of the room, speechless.
He can’t remember whether or not Steve knew it or not, but that’s one of his favorite songs. And the lyrics, while beautiful, aren’t exactly joyful; Nor do they scream, “prom night!”
There’s no way Steve’s number couldn’t have been directed at him… Is there?
“You made it,” Bruce greets warmly to Natasha.
Natasha stuns in a red dress, which works perfectly in tandem with her auburn hair. “You look like a slice of red velvet cake,” Stephen comments.
Natasha laughs, smacking him on the arm. “Thanks, nerd.”
Bruce looks to his wingman. “Mind if I have a second to speak to Natasha?”
Stephen takes a sip of punch. “Of course. I’ll go lurk. I bet somebody here is smoking weed, tonight.”
Once they’re alone, they both nod, awkwardly. “So, any updates?”
Natasha takes a deep breath. “Yes. I got the job,” she reveals, causing Bruce’s heart to shatter into a million pieces.
“Congratulations!” Bruce offers. He does his best to come off excited and supportive, but he would rather not. “That’s amazing.”
“Thank you,” Natasha says.
“So, when are you leaving us?”
“Well, me and the big guy worked out a deal. Since it’s the end of the school year, he figured it best I use the rest of term to settle my affairs and let all my routine students know. I don’t start until next September.”
Bruce exhales in relief. “That’s good! Well, good for me. For us. It just means more time with you before you go, that’s what I mean.”
Natasha nods. “Exactly.”
“How do you feel? About everything?”
“Good. I don’t regret it yet. Obviously, that’s bound to hit me at some point, we know me. I am an anxious person to my core. But for now, it’s good,” Natasha responds.
Bruce kicks his foot around, again, awkwardly. “So, I guess this is a pretty loaded question… But the kids were wondering if you were still interested in coming with us as a chaperone for Nationals.”
Natasha frowns. “Oh, Bruce, I don’t know about that.”
“I promise, the kids asked. I’m fine to go with just Stephen, but you’re our good luck charm. It would be kind of great if you came. We could use it as a last hurrah.”
Natasha grumbles. “Okay, you’ve convinced me. I’ll come.”
Bruce smiles, nearly leaping in glee. He will take whatever kind of win he can right now when it comes to Natasha.
At a quarter to midnight, the performances have come to a momentary pause as all of the candidates for prom king and queen join Principal Fury’s lead and take the stage:
For king: Steve Rogers, Aldrich Killian, Brock Rumlow, and Clint Barton.
For queen: Sharon Carter, Valkyrie Parrington, Jessica Jones, and Jane Foster.
“Alright, students. It’s almost midnight, so time is of the essence,” Fury speaks to the student body. Everyone else, chaperones included, are huddled up by the stage. “Your peers have been voting all week, and all evening, and the votes are in.”
The anticipation in the air could kill a sickly Victorian child, as could the deep breaths coming from the prom court.
“This year’s junior prom king is,” Fury begins, opening the envelope. “Aldrich Killian!”
Killian hoots and hollers to himself, as his football, and former hockey, buddies celebrate from the crowd. He walks over to Ms. Romanoff, who crowns him, no matter how displeased she looks to be doing it.
“You suck so bad, Sharon Carter! I won,” Valkyrie taunts. Sharon rolls her eyes, ignoring her.
“Now… With an overwhelming amount of write-in votes… Your 2014 Shield High junior prom queen is…” Fury speaks, though he comes to a halt. The blood appears to drain from his face as looks around the room, attempting to read his students’ faces.
“Bucky Barnes.”
The crowd is overbearingly silent, save for a handful of guys who clap and woo, jarringly.
Bruce and Stephen scan the crowd for Bucky, hands covered over their mouths in shock.
Several many students look for Bucky as well. Once they spot him, they glare at him, as though this has been done on purpose.
Bucky stares at Fury from the middle of the audience, barren. Once enough adrenaline takes over his body, he runs out of that gymnasium for dear life.
Bucky runs straight for the choir room.
All he wants is a moment alone, where he can process this ridiculous stunt in a solitary environment. He’s crying. He figures he shouldn’t be. The bullies at Shield High have done far worse to him. But there’s something about being publicly humiliated. There’s also something about the approach of the unknown sneak attack they took, and how overwhelming it feels.
Valkyrie runs into the girls’ bathroom, Thor trailing behind her. “How could my running mate win and I didn’t? Just because I hate everybody doesn’t mean they have to hate me, too.”
“It’s just a stupid crown. You can buy one at the party store,” Thor says, arms crossed as he leans against the stall door.
“I’m going to be an outsider my whole life. Can’t I just have one night where I’m queen?”
Sharon and Nakia are in the girl’s locker room. Sharon, like Bucky and Valkyrie, are heavily distraught. “I wanted to be selfish. For just one night, I wanted to be selfish. I wanted that crown,” she voices through wretched sobs.
Nakia comforts her, letting her catch her breath.
Bruce, Stephen, Natasha, Gamora, Carol, Tony, Steve, Sam, and T’Challa rush into the choir room.
“Just leave me like this!” Bucky grunts through clenched teeth to keep himself from crying. “I’m not going back in there,” Bucky speaks, blotting at his eyes with a tissue.
“Bucky,” Gamora voices, taking the empty chair to his left and wrapping him up in a hug. Carol does the same as Gamora, taking the chair to the right.
“I just thought that for one, lousy night of my life, Bucky Barnes could go to prom. I could attend a school event without fear of being pushed, and poked, and prodded. But who was I kidding? That will never be Bucky Barnes’ reality.”
Bucky gets up abruptly and begins to walk out of the room.
“Buck, where are you going?” Steve questions.
“I’m going home, Steve!” Bucky barks.
“I mean, they must have sensed that I’m a closet lesbian,” Valkyrie says, finally admitting the words aloud to anyone. Thor perks up at this. “Do I smell like a golf course?”
“People don’t know what you’re hiding, Val,” Thor responds. “Maybe they just know you’re not being yourself. I thought the same thing when I saw you campaigning with Killian, of all people. If you would have embraced all of the awesomeness that you are, or maybe even run with someone likeable, you might have won.”
“How do you know?” She asks, blotting at her eyes with paper towel.
“Because I voted for you,” Thor replies with a smile.
Sharon finally begins to calm down. “I’m sorry. I apologize. I know I must be acting crazy right now.”
“I’ve seen your crazy. This came close, but it’s not it,” Nakia jokes. “I know how bad it sucks to want something so bad. But you can’t win them all, right?”
Sharon nods. “You should get back to T’Challa.”
“And what will you do?” Nakia asks.
“Go home,” Sharon answers.
“Hell to the no,” Nakia says. “All due respect, you made that white boy come with you tonight. I’m sure he’d be pissed to find out you bailed. And also, we need to go be there for Bucky, right now. This is going to be a lot harder for him than it is, you.”
Sharon nods, and stands. “You’re absolutely right. Let’s go.”
“Bucky, stop!” Bruce exclaims. It’s powerful enough to startle Bucky into stopping. He turns around, and hesitantly walks back in. “Look, you have two choices, and whichever one you pick, we will be supportive: we can either drive you home, or we can lead you back out there, where you can get up on that stage, accept the crown, and tell the simple fucks who wrote you in to kiss your ass.”
Natasha and Stephen look at him, scandalized but supportive of his language. “You more than anyone know how to turn a negative moment into a positive. This is your night now, Bucky. It doesn’t have to end on a bad note.”
Bucky begins to sob. “I can’t go back in there. I’m not strong enough.”
“Yes, you are,” Sharon says as she Nakia, Valkyrie, and Thor walk into the choir room. “You’ve been putting up with this shit your whole life.”
“You’re a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for,” Valkyrie echoes.
“We’re all with you, baby,” Nakia says, reaching for Bucky’s hand.
“Well, Stumbles, it’s after midnight. You’ve officially missed your prom,” Maria Hill taunts.
“I’m not going to rat somebody out for doing something that I did,” Peter proudly answers. “I wanted to impress Carol and Sam, but the more I thought about it, I wasn’t down on getting everyone wasted, so I poured a flask of lemonade into the punch.”
Maria looks at him with bulging eyes. “Wait, you didn’t spike the punch?”
“Yes, I did,” Peter says.
“With alcohol,” Maria corrects.
“Oh, yeah, no I didn’t,” Peter grumbles. “We just had alcohol awareness week. I would’ve felt redundant bringing all of that up again.”
“Well, why didn’t you tell me that before? I was about to pull out a couple of your molars!” Maria shouts.
“Wait, so I’m free to go?” Peter asks for confirmation.
Maria opens her office door. “You should really be ashamed of yourself. You are seriously no fun to interrogate or almost torture.”
The Aural Avengers enter the gymnasium. There’s faint music playing, no doubt from the back up Bluetooth speaker, and no doubt to kill the tension in the room. Everyone’s gaze whip directly to the glee club.
Bucky takes the lead, guiding them to the stage, proudly.
People begin to glare. People begin to whisper. But he doesn’t care. He has the support of his fellow Aural Avengers and his three favorite teachers.
Bucky takes the stage, where Natasha quickly rushes to crown him, just as she had Killian.
“It’s not an Emmy, a Grammy, an Oscar, or a Tony, but it’ll do,” Bucky quips into the microphone.
Bruce and the Aural Avengers cause an applause so thunderous that you’d think Zeus himself was responsible.
Fury hugs Bucky, whispering, “Good for you, Mr. Barnes.” He then takes over the microphone, and says, “Now, it’s time for the king and queen dance.”
Killian gives Fury and Bucky an optical beatdown. “You don’t have to dance together, Mr. Killian.”
“Fuck that!” He exclaims as he walks out of the gymnasium with a couple of his buddies in tow.
Nakia and Valkyrie approach the microphone to perform the last number of the night.
[Nakia:]
My mama said, "Nothing good happens
When it's late and you're dancing alone"
She's in my head saying, "It's not attractive
Wearing that dress and red lipstick"
Bucky slowly saunters over to the dance floor that’s just been cleared for him to partake in his celebratory dance under the spotlight. He figures he might as well get this over with and begins to dance alone.
But then, Steve comes out from the crowd. “I’ll dance with you.” Bucky nods, taking Steve’s hand.
This is what I wanted, this is what I like
I've been a good, good girl for a long time (this is what I like)
But, baby, I like flirting, a lover by my side
Can't be a good, good girl, even if I tried
[Nakia & Valkyrie:]
'Cause after midnight
I'm feeling kinda freaky, maybe it's the club lights
I kinda wanna kiss your girlfriend if you don't mind
I love a little drama, let's start a bar fight
'Cause everything good happens
After midnight
I'm feeling kinda freaky, maybe it's the moonlight
I kinda wanna kiss your boyfriend if you don't mind
I love a little, uh-huh, let's watch the sunrise
Cause everything good happens after
It’s not long before everyone else joins and begins to dance alongside them.
Sharon with T’Challa, since their dates are both occupied; Carol and Peter; Gamora and Thor; Sam and a gaggle of single girls; Jessica and Rumlow; Jane and Clint. Even Natasha accepts Bruce’s invitation to dance.
[Valkyrie:]
I really want your hands on my body
A slow dance, baby, let's get it on
That's my type of fun, that's my kind of party
Your hands on my body, your hot hands
This is what I wanted, this is what I like
I've been a good, good girl for a long time (it's what I wanted)
Baby, I like flirting, a lover by my side
Can't be a good, good girl, even if I tried
[Nakia & Valkyrie:]
'Cause after midnight
I'm feeling kinda freaky, maybe it's the club lights
I kinda wanna kiss your girlfriend if you don't mind
I love a little drama, let's start a bar fight
'Cause everything good happens
After midnight
Bucky slips out of Steve’s grip in favor of having the glee club dance around in a group with one another, much to Steve’s dismay.
I'm feeling kinda freaky, maybe it's the moonlight
I kinda wanna kiss your boyfriend if you don't mind
I love a little uh-huh, let's watch the sunrise
'Cause everything good happens after midnight
Baby, put your hands up, be a freak in the club
Yeah, we'll make a move, then we're making out
Yeah, we're makin', make love (it's what I want)
Yeah, we're makin', make love, be a freak in the club
Be a freak in the club, yeah
'Cause after midnight
I'm feeling kinda freaky, maybe it's the club lights
I kinda wanna kiss your girlfriend if you don't mind
(If you get off me)
I love a little drama, let's start a bar fight
(Then we can kick 'em all out)
'Cause everything good happens
After midnight
I'm feeling kinda freaky, maybe it's the moonlight (ah)
I kinda wanna kiss your boyfriend if you don't mind
(If you don't, if you don't mind)
I love a little uh-huh, let's watch the sunrise
'Cause everything good happens after-
“Best prom ever!” Peter exclaims happily surrounded by all of his best friends.
Notes:
I've been motivated to finish this season! Expect the final two chapters up promptly!
Currently in the agent querying process of my debut novel so fingers crossed guys!
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SONGS:
Can’t Hold Us (Macklemore & Ryan Lewis) - Aural Avengers
Without You (Cast of RENT) - Bucky Barnes & Steve Rogers
Young Girls (Bruno Mars) - Thor Odinson
Circus (Britney Spears) - Sharon, Valkyrie & Carol
Commander (Kelly Rowland) - Gamora Whoberi
Kickstart My Heart (Motley Crue) - Sam, T’Challa & Thor
Here (In Your Arms) [hellogoodbye] - Bucky Barnes
Somebody Else (The 1975) - Steve Rogers
After Midnight (Chappell Roan) - Nakia Shauku & Valkyrie Parrington
Chapter 13: Nationals PT. I
Summary:
The time has finally come: Nationals! Bruce, Stephen, Natasha, and the Aural Avengers travel to New York City to compete against twenty-nine of the best glee clubs in the nation. The competition mixed with being in the big city brings forth love, tears, and talk of the future.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
April 27, 2014
Billboards. Marquees. Food trucks. Stores galore.
Billboards. Marquees. Food trucks. Stores galore.
Billboards. Marquees. Food trucks. Stores galore.
The apex of the United States of America: New York City.
Bucky stands just a few feet away from the iconic red stairs in times square, spinning on his heels, taking in every spec of the gorgeous city that he can from this very spot on its busiest street.
His eyes can’t even take everything in upon first glance. He looks around a good three, maybe four, maybe eight times total.
“I made it,” Bucky whispers under his breath.
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor sit on the huge red stairs and nip on hotdogs and burgers that they purchased from a truck nearby as Bruce, Stephen, and Natasha swiftly go over the itinerary a few feet away.
“Just think: a year and a half ago, the Aural Avengers were nothing but a group of four misfits stumbling their way through a horrific rendition of ‘Sit Down, You’re Rocking the Boat.’ Now, here we are: The top of the show choir heap. Nationals!” Nakia says.
“I want to hit up Central Park, get my frolic on,” Peter voices.
“I want to throw stuff off the Brooklyn Bridge,” Sam adds.
“Guys, hold on,” Steve says. “Remember, we still need to choreograph three numbers.”
“Alright, Mr. Bossy Pants,” Nakia mocks.
Carol joins up moments later, burger in her left hand, and stacks of papers in the right. “Listen up, everyone. To celebrate our victory at Nationals, I got us all tickets to Broadway’s longest-running show ever: Cats!”
“Woo!” Thor cheers, none the wiser.
“You might want to check the dates on those tickets, Carol, because Cats closed about fifteen years ago,” Bucky sneers.
Carol frowns. “Well, he did seem crazy. He charged my credit card by swiping it through his butt crack.”
Bruce snaps his head over, suddenly intrigued by what the kids are talking about.
“Gotta love New York,” Sam snickers to himself.
“Welcome to the Intercontinental New York Times Square,” the lady at the front desk says as she hands Bruce and Stephen the keys to the rooms. Your rooms are on the seventh floor.”
Bruce is still taking in the beauty of the spacious hotel lobby when she speaks. “Perfect. Thanks.”
“Are you planning on fitting all those kids in two rooms?” She questions, nosy.
“We come to you from a public school in Ohio. Three hotel rooms are all we could afford,” Stephen wise-cracks.
“I was just going to split them up girls versus boys,” Bruce says, shrugging.
“You guys in for the National Show Choir competition?”
“Yeah, why?” Bruce asks.
“All of the other groups split by sexual orientation,” the lady says. Stephen laughs, hiding his face.
“Okay, well, thank you for the suggestion,” Bruce says, grabbing hold of his suitcase.
“I believe all of the kids are accounted for, but if you want to do a second head count to make sure, be my guest,” Natasha says as she approaches her fellow chaperones.
Bruce nods, placing his bag down. “I might as well.”
“He’s such a stickler,” Stephen whispers to Natasha, who laughs in agreement.
Bucky’s staring out the large window near the front entrance, looking to see what else he can spot from the hotel’s location. They’re still in times square, but two miles down from where they were earlier.
He spots the Nintendo store, and the outdated marquee for the Into the Woods revival on Broadway.
“Hey,” Steve says, pulling Bucky from his sightseeing.
“Hi, Steve,” Bucky responds.
“How’s it going?”
“Pinch me,” Bucky says.
“Figures you’d still be on cloud nine,” Steve jokes.
“I assume I’ll be on cloud nine until we head back home,” Bucky states proudly. Sharon and Nakia laughing a few feet away cause Steve and Bucky to look in their direction. “I’m surprised at how well Sharon is taking the prom queen loss. I guess I was wrong about her being a vindictive harpy”
“I guess she just accepted that it was out of everyone’s control,” Steve suggests. “I’m glad to see you’re doing well, in spite of it.”
“I guess I’ve just been distracted by the awesomeness of New York. But I have to be careful. No cover videos, no boys, no distractions, whatsoever, until we win that trophy!” Bucky exclaims as he walks away.
Steve wasn’t ready for the conversation to end, though.
“Steve, where the hell is Wilson?” Bruce asks, on the verge of anger. Steve points to the bar across the lobby.
“I’ll have a Manhattan,” Sam asks the bartender.
“Do you even know what’s in a Manhattan?” The bartender asks, doubtful.
“Yeah, me! For the first time. Which is why I want to celebrate with a cocktail,” Sam says.
“Don’t bother, he’s seventeen,” Natasha says as she approaches the bar. “Sorry, Sam. No more fun. We’re heading upstairs.”
Bruce, Stephen, Natasha and the kids meet up in one of the rooms.
The teachers remain standing and leaning against the desk and T.V. stand, while the kids all sit on the beds and the floor.
“Alright, how are we all doing so far?” Bruce asks the room.
“I need to get my ass to Tiffany & Co,” Sharon begs.
“I’d kill to take the ferry to the Statue of Liberty,” T’Challa sneaks in.
Bruce’s face turns inward, stressed. Natasha notices, and speaks up on his behalf.
“Alright, you guys. I know how exciting and surreal it is that we’re here right now. Believe me, I’m still gobsmacked myself. However, we are here on business. And we need to handle business before we can even think about doing for pleasure, alright?”
The kids all nod, so Natasha passes the fictitious baton back to Bruce.
“Okay, first order of business, we’re going to split you guys up in rooms boys versus girls,” Bruce states.
Peter holds his hand up. “Um, Mr. Banner, I hate to be a nuisance, but there are more boys than there are girls. Is that really fair?”
Bucky groans. “Fine, then I will sleep with the girls. Any objections?” He asks, looking to the girls who couldn’t give a crap. “Perfect.”
“Now, I just want to remind everybody what we’re up against: thirty teams in total. The top ten are chosen for showcase, and they perform their setlist for a different set of judges. Only then are the top three glee clubs chosen. Which means we have our work cut out for us,” Bruce shares.
“We’re up to the challenge, Mr. B,” Valkyrie confidently states.
Bruce nods. “Mr. Strange, Ms. Romanoff, and I need to head down to the theatre to do some last-minute form-signing. The theatre is only thirteen blocks away. We will be gone twenty minutes. Can we trust you kids to stay here, and begin to come up with some sort of a concept for the choreography for the numbers?”
Some of the kids nod. Well, Bucky nods. And that’s enough for Bruce.
“I would appreciate not having to reprimand any of you while we’re here, okay? Please, show me that I can trust you, and that you can be the grown-ups I know you can be.”
“We’ll be good, Mr. B,” Steve assures.
With their chaperones gone, the kids all wallow in silence for a minute. Some direct their attention to their phones, and some direct their attention to the room service menus.
Steve begins to hear snickering coming from the other side of the room as he puts down the bible he found in the bedside table.
“Alright,” Sharon says, grabbing her coat off of the love seat in the corner of the room. “We’ve got to get out of here.”
Nakia and Valkyrie follow suit.
“Woah, Mr. B gave us explicit instructions,” Steve says, standing upright in order to block their path to the door.
“Yeah, to choreograph three numbers. And we’re twelve people crammed inside of a shoebox. How do you expect anything we come up in here to be sufficient, or in any way good?”
“Sharon’s right. We’re in the artist capital of the world,” T’Challa says from his spot on the bed. “Poets, musicians, actors, dancers. Every dreamer that’s ever lived has passed through this city.”
“If we want our dreams to come true, we need to be out there with them, not stuck in here,” Sharon adds, looking around at everyone’s faces.
“Guys, I don’t think this is a good idea,” Bucky opines.
“No! They’re right! Can’t you hear the city calling you, Barnes?” Valkyrie asks, nearly halfway out the door already.
“We don’t need to choreograph our numbers… New York’s going to choreograph them for us,” Sharon says with a smile.
Bucky also takes a second to look at everyone’s faces in order to gauge reactions. They all seem down. He doesn’t always want to be the odd-one-out. So, against his better judgement, he says, “Fine. Let’s go.”
The kids remain in a cluster of twelve, not a single one of them straying away from the group, as they walk down the street in awe and bewilderment at the city of New York.
[Bucky & Sharon:]
Walkin' through a crowd, the village is aglow
Kaleidoscope of loud heartbeats under coats
Everybody here wanted somethin' more
Searchin' for a sound we hadn't heard before
And it said
[Aural Avengers:]
Welcome to New York, it's been waitin' for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
Welcome to New York, it's a wonderful town
The Bronx is up and the Battery’s down, New York is a wonderful town!
The kids are blown away by a group of men dancing on the sidewalk of West 44th street. They’ve got a huge piece of cardboard in the centre and are taking turns being the centre of attention. T’Challa joins in with them, as the rest of the Aural Avengers continue singing as they watch.
[Gamora & Sam:]
It's a new soundtrack, I could dance to this beat, beat forevermore
The lights are so bright, but they never blind me, me
Welcome to New York, it's been waitin' for you
Welcome to New York, it’s a wonderful town!
[Valkyrie & Thor:]
When we first dropped our bags on apartment floors
Took our broken hearts, put them in a drawer
Everybody here was someone else before
And you can want who you want
Boys and boys and girls and girls
The kids keep walking, where they come face to face with a troupe of individuals dressed head to toe in various character costumes. There’s an Iron Man, a Super Man, a Hello Kitty, a Cinderella, and an Ariel.
[Aural Avengers:]
Welcome to New York, it's been waitin' for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
Welcome to New York, it's a wonderful town
The Bronx is up and the Battery’s down, New York is a wonderful town!
It's a new soundtrack, I could dance to this beat, beat forevermore
The lights are so bright, but they never blind me, me
Welcome to New York (New York), it's been waitin' for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
[Nakia:]
Like any great love, it keeps you guessing
Like any real love, it's ever-changing
Like any true love, it drives you crazy
But you know you wouldn't change anything, anything, anything
[Aural Avengers:]
Welcome to New York, it's been waitin' for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
Welcome to New York, it's a wonderful town
The Bronx is up and the Battery’s down, New York is a wonderful town!
Welcome to New York, it's been waitin' for you
Welcome to New York, welcome to New York
Welcome to New York, it's a wonderful town
The Bronx is up and the Battery’s down, New York is a wonderful town!
The kids finish up their performance at the Bethesda Fountain.
“Now how’s that for inspiration, Barnes?” Sharon asks.
“This city fucking rules!” Bucky shouts, earning applause from his teammates.
Bruce, Stephen, and Natasha walk out of the Lincoln Theatre, where Nationals is being held.
“Cab back to the hotel?” Natasha questions, her yellow Spring coat flowing in the wind.
Bruce looks around. “Or, we could make a pitstop?” He suggests, pointing to a building across the street. The sign reads Bourbon Street Lounge. The exterior of the building is made up of old brick, and it’s tucked between a C.V.S. and a Panda Express.
“For a drink?” Stephen asks.
Natasha smirks. “Um, what about the kids, Brucey?”
Bruce nods. “Yeah, so, I’m not going to lie, I have a feeling the kids left the hotel room, so I told myself I’d give them extra time to make it back to the rooms… I really don’t feel like getting authoritative on this trip.”
“After you, then,” Stephen says, letting Bruce lead them across the street.
Bourbon Street Lounge ends up being a quaint old-style speakeasy type of a lounge. There’s a man sitting at a piano on stage, the waitresses are wearing vintage dresses, and they don’t have any of the newer, trendier drinks on the menu. Nothing but scotch, bourbon, rum, whiskey, gin, and beer.
The trio are sat at a table, shooting the shit, whilst awaiting their drinks.
“You know, I never thought we would end up here,” Stephen admits. “The day you told me you were taking over the glee club, I thought you were insane. Like, I almost admitted you to the psych ward myself.”
Bruce and Natasha laugh at Stephen’s words. “I don’t know how you did it, but you made a real team out of nothing. And a team of misfits, outcasts, jocks, and cheerleaders. It never should’ve never worked, and yet…”
Bruce can feel himself getting emotional. “I could not be more humbled. I love those kids. They have worked so hard for this moment. Whether we pull off the win or not, this is still a huge feat.”
“And Fury knows that,” Natasha adds.
The waitress stops by with one scotch on the rocks, one whiskey on the rocks, and one rum on the rocks. “Here you all are,” she says.
“Thank you, kindly,” Stephen says.
Bruce picks up his scotch. “I would like to propose a toast.”
“Can it, Banner,” Natasha interjects. “Because I would like to propose a toast. To you. For achieving the impossible. And for letting it bring us here, to the Big Apple."
Bruce grins. “Thank you, Nat.” The three of them toss back their beverages and immediately cringe.
“I’m glad I was born when I was. We take things like coke chasers for granted,” Stephen jokes.
Bruce chuckles the comment off, and then says, “Well we need to order a second round so that we can toast to you.”
Natasha looks at him, puzzled. “To me?”
“Romanoff, you are moving onto brighter and greener pastures. We might hate that you’re leaving, but you still deserve your flowers,” Bruce acknowledges.
Natasha places her hands over her heart. “Oh, tears. The tears are coming to me.”
Stephen snorts. “He’s right, though. I don’t know what we’re going to do without you.”
“You’ll figure it out. You always do,” Natasha replies. “Besides, I’m not the first one of us to leave. Don’t you remember when Banner almost walked out on us that first week he rebooted the glee club?”
Bruce’s face fall onto the table. That’s right. He had completely forgotten that Maria Hill – of all people – got him a job at Hydra High School. And a greater paying job, to boot.
Bruce almost took that job. And if he had, none of what he’s experienced in the last two years would’ve ever happened for him. “I fucking forgot about that,” Bruce remarks. “That’s crazy.”
“These choices and decisions we make, even the hard ones, are sent to us at pivotal moments in our lives. I know that me leaving means I am going to miss out on so many great moments with you two, the glee kids, and my own students, but maybe, just maybe, it means that greater things are waiting for me,” Natasha opines.
“Greater things?” Stephen questions. “Greater things than me and Bruce?”
Nat rolls her eyes. “Okay, not greater, but just as good. How’s that?”
“It’s better,” Stephen retorts.
Then, the man with the magical fingers at the piano asks the patrons, “Do we have anyone in here with us who would like to come on up and sing us a tune?”
Stephen raises his hand. “This man!” He says, pointing to his best friend. “This man, right here.”
Bruce glares at him. “Stephen, come on, man. Not now.”
“Do it,” Stephen demands. “You are so talented. We’re in New York.”
“For the glee club!”
“And you used to be in glee club. Put yourself first, for once. It’s time to share some of your own talent with the world.”
Bruce reluctantly rises out of his seat and heads for the stage. He speaks to the piano man and settles comfortably at the microphone.
[Bruce:]
No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
No, I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now it's only fair that I should let you know
What you should know
I can't live if living is without you
I can't live, I can't give any more
Can't live if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give any more
Well, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
Can't live if living is without you
I can't live, I can't give anymore
I can't live if living is without you
I can't live, I can't give anymore
Living is without you
“Thank you,” Bruce speaks to the patrons, who begin to clap.
Stephen looks across the table at Natasha, who’s secretly wiping a tear away. He watched her during the entirety of Bruce’s song. The look of longing behind her eyes. It’s the face of true love, if he’s ever seen it.
“Oh my god,” Stephen says. “You’re still in love with him.”
Natasha looks over at him, crimson red. “What?”
“You should work on your poker face if you don’t want anyone to know, Nat.”
Natasha looks ashamed. Stephen feels bad for commenting on it, but he’s frustrated. His best friends are in love with each other. And instead of admitting that to one another and figuring out the next step, Natasha’s leaving.
“Please, don’t say anything,” Nat begs. “Please.”
April 28, 2014
After having spent six hours coming up with choreography last night, the majority of their hard work is done for the time being. Now, all that’s left to do is practice their numbers before the competition on Saturday.
The boys are all watching Man of Steele on the television, eating various snacks, when Steve decides to open up to the guys with something he’s been workshopping. “Can I run something by you guys?”
“Sure,” Sam says, licking the Cheeto powder off of his fingers.
“Me first,” Tony says. “I think Bucky’s solo should be a duet between him and Steve.”
Steve looks over at him, lips blue from the airhead he was snacking on. “What?”
“I just want to win,” Thor states. “I think our best shot at that is if you guys duet.”
“Yeah and think, it won’t be as big a controversy as it was back in Lima last year,” Sam adds, licking the chocolate off his fingertips. “I mean, we all know that’s why we lost, right?”
Ignoring Sam’s comment, Steve looks at Tony, inquisitively. Once Tony makes eye contact, he points to the bathroom. Both boys rise to go have a private talk.
“What’s going on? What’s your angle here?”
Tony throws his hands up in surrender. “No angle whatsoever. It’s a proven fact that you’re our strongest male vocalists. There are a lot of female-exclusive groups competing at this competition, so I figured utilizing you both would be an asset. And besides, even for as liberal as this place is, a male duet isn’t something most groups are going to incorporate because of how different it is. It might be that extra thing we need to put us over the top.”
Steve narrows his eyes. “Fine. Only if Bucky’s okay with it.”
“I’m sure he’ll be thrilled,” Tony replies.
The future stepbrothers join the rest of the guys. “Alright, I guess Buck and I are doing a duet.”
“When are you going to acknowledge the gay elephant in the room?” Sam asks abruptly.
Steve stares at him, perplexed. “Um, pardon me?”
“Ask him out again, bro,” Sam says. “You’re in New York, the city of love.”
“I thought that was Paris,” T’Challa asks.
“Anything’s possible here. That’s all I’m saying,” Sam responds.
“You could take him on one of those gross dates you see in those unwatchable romantic comedies that you grow a vagina if you watch all the way through,” Peter suggests.
Steve thinks on it. As he does so, Tony slips out of the hotel room in order to go speak to Bucky.
“Hey,” Bucky says, plucking feathers out of his hair. “Sorry, we were just having a pillow fight.”
“Hot,” Tony notes. “Anyways, I wanted to run an idea by you?”
“Shoot,” Bucky says.
“The guys and I were talking… About what might be smart, strategic choices to put us over the edge for the competition… How would you feel about your solo turning into a duet?”
The blood drains from Bucky’s face. “Duet?”
“With Steve.”
Tony watches as the blood in Bucky’s face returns swiftly. “With Steve?”
“Yes, sir.”
“And he’s okay with it?”
“His exact words were: ‘only if it’s okay with Bucky,’” Tony says. “He wasn’t open to snatch this moment from you unless you were willing.”
Bucky smiles, biting his lip at the chance to sing with Steve.
“He also wanted to know if you would join him for dinner tonight?” Tony questions. The words come falling out of Tony’s mouth before he even has the chance to stop them. “Sardi’s at eight.”
Bucky’s face lights up. “But we’ll get in trouble.”
“We’d be happy to cover for you both,” Tony states.
Steve’s in the bathroom, attempting to get dressed to the nines. Anything he can do to make Bucky fall in love with him again.
Yes, it’s true.
Steve is down bad, head over heels in love with Bucky again.
It happened on prom night. Steve watched as Bucky broke down after being crowned prom queen and being humiliated in front of the entire school. He felt so much love, respect, and admiration as Bucky returned to the stage after collecting himself in the choir room in order to claim the crown.
Steve watched in joy as he witnessed Bucky demonstrate such a vast amount of personal growth and development. It was exactly what he wanted to see from them both following their breakup last semester.
Their relationship had been quite the tumultuous once since Bucky cheated on him with Tony. They weren’t friends because Steve was so broken hearted, but then he decided to give Bucky a chance. But then, he threw shade toward Bucky during bad reputations week, and then they were friends again, and then they weren’t, and honestly, he lost count.
Maybe it’s not even fair to Bucky that Steve has caught feelings again. But he has. And he would love nothing more than to be that kid’s boyfriend once more.
Steve was shocked once Tony came back into the room and told him that Bucky wanted to meet him at some restaurant named Sardi’s a few blocks away. Evidently, there’s a chance that Bucky feels the exact same way.
The fact that there’s a high chance Steve could be returning to Lima with a first place Nationals trophy and a boyfriend is quite thrilling.
Bucky and Steve are seated across from one another a table in the far-right corner of Sardi’s, one of the biggest hotspots for Broadway actors and patrons alike.
“I can’t believe we’re here. The birthplace of the Tony Award,” Bucky says, eyes scanning the various caricatures of Broadway stars that hang on every orifice of the walls.
“What’s a salad ‘nicozy?’” Steve asks, eyeing up the very brief menu.
“I hope to get a drawing of me up on these walls one day,” Bucky voices.
“I like the way you dream so big,” Steve comments, taking a sip of his water. “I don’t know how to do that,”
Bucky frowns. “Well, you might not know how to dream big, but you do know how to clean up,” he says in reference to Steve’s suit. Bucky felt crazy for packing the tux he’d worn to prom on this trip, but now that he was at a five-star establishment, and Steve was wearing his own suit, he was glad he trusted his gut instinct.
Steve blushes. “Thanks, Buck. I appreciate it.”
“So, I have a question,” Bucky says.
“Go for it,” Steve demands hastily, mentally chastising himself for sounding so needy.
“The first time you wanted to sing a duet with me, you had ulterior motives. So, why the sudden desire to sing with me again this time?”
Steve shrugs. “Well, truth be told, Tony’s reasoning made a lot of sense. And it made me think about how nervous you and I were last year at Regionals simply for singing together in public. We won’t have to worry so much this go around.”
Bucky nods. “Agreed.”
Steve takes a pause as he attempts to formulate his thoughts into words. “But, Bucky, I do have something to say.”
“Oh my god,” Bucky screeches, face turning beet red. “Look to your left, but don’t make it obvious.”
Steve does as instructed, but he doesn’t see anything out of the ordinary. “What?”
“Idina Menzel!” Bucky whispers. “I can’t do this, oh my lord. I can’t believe this is happening. Should I say something? Of course not. But I have to, for the others, right?”
Steve doesn’t answer, and before long, Bucky rises to his feet just as Idina begins to exit the restaurant. “Ms. Menzel? Excuse me, I’m sorry to interrupt your evening. I just have to say that you’re one of my idols.”
Idina smiles. “Well, thank you, honey. That’s very sweet. Are you an actor?”
“Kind of. I’m in high school,” Bucky begins.
“We’re in town for the National Show Choir competition this weekend,” Steve answers, nonchalantly. Bucky’s fairly certain Steve still doesn’t know who they’re speaking to.
“Outstanding! We need kids like you to keep show choir alive. It’s a steppingstone to the Broadway,” Idina says. “What’s your name?”
“James Buchanan Barnes,” Bucky answers, nearly choking on his absurdly long name.
“Well, James Barnes, promise me one thing: you’ll never give up?”
“Yes, Ms. Menzel. I promise,” Bucky says, growing more emotional by the second.
Idina shakes Bucky’s hand, and then Steve’s. Before she walks away, she leans into Bucky’s ear and says, “He’s cute.”
Bucky is speechless for a good few moments, tossing his face into his hands out of a lack for a better idea.
“So, who was that?” Steve asks.
Bucky groans. “Goddamn it, Steve!”
Following their delicious – and expensive – dinner, Bucky and Steve take a stroll along the neighbourhood, letting the peaceful New York air envelop them both.
“Nice night, huh?” Steve asks.
“Absolutely,” Bucky responds. “Tonight couldn’t get any more amazing. Unless of course we ran into Kristin Chenoweth.”
“Kind of felt like one of those awesome nights you see in one of those amazing romantic comedies,” Steve says, gauging Bucky’s reaction.
“What were you saying earlier? Back at the restaurant? You said you had something to tell me,” Bucky asks, point blank.
Steve stuffs his hands into his pocket. “Yes, I did. Or, rather, I do.”
Bucky grins. There’s something looming in the air around them. Sexual tension? Plain old chemistry? Steve doesn’t know, but he decides to bite the bullet and test the waters. He leans into kiss Bucky.
In a huge shock to him, Bucky pulls away. “I was told this was just a work date,” Bucky states.
“It was supposed to be… But it doesn’t have to be,” Steve whispers, trying to kiss him again.
“I can’t,” Bucky responds, turning his back on him and running for the hills.
Steve stands there, alone, left to wonder where he went wrong. And if there really is anything left between them, or if he’s been spending too much time in La La Land.
April 29, 2014
Nakia wakes up, the first of Bucky and the girls to rise. She checks the alarm clock sitting beside Valkyrie’s head. It’s not even eight in the morning yet.
Perks of being up early whilst in New York City? Sneaking out for breakfast.
Nakia rises carefully from the bed she’s sharing with Gamora, so as to not wake her. She then throws a pillow at Bucky, who’s sprawled out on the futon in the corner.
“Wake up,” Nakia whispers.
Bucky’s eyes inch open. “Whaddyawant?”
“Let’s go for breakfast at Tiffany’s,” Nakia demands. She watches as the smile creeps onto his mouth, knowing full well that he’s in.
The two friends are leaning up against the historic Tiffany & Co. building at Rockefeller, dressed in their New York best. For Bucky, that means wearing the tux he’d worn out for dinner the night prior.
“We’re going to get into so much trouble for this,” Bucky notes, taking a bite of his bagel.
“The way I see it, you’re going to get into so much trouble for this. You’ve already snuck out once. I’m straight chillin’,” Nakia says, laughing. “How awesome are these bagels, by the way?”
“It’s the water,” Bucky remarks. “Jeez, Nak. You’re the only one besides me who understands how amazing this place is.”
“I love our fellow glee clubbers, but they don’t think big the way we do. That’s all,” Nakia responds.
“I have a secret to tell you: when we graduate, I’m coming back here and I’m going to college here. This is where I belong. Not in Lima,” Bucky reveals.
Nakia nods. “I have a secret for you, too: I’ve been dabbling with song writing. Ever since I was a little girl, I knew I was destined for more than Ohio, same as you. And over the years, I had different ideas as to what was going to get me there: gospel singer, actress, etc. Now I’m confident in my choice. And that’s that I want to be a singer on the radio one day.”
Bucky jumps up and down, ecstatic at Nakia’s revelation. “Then let New York be the first step into getting it!”
Nakia nods. “There’s a good chance I will. I mean, I doubt we’ll be going to the same school, musical theatre major, but I think there’s a chance our destinies bring us both back here.”
“But what do I do about Steve? I think he wants to get back together. I really do, too, but I can’t have anything keep me from pursuing this,” Bucky explains.
“Bring him along. He’ll be great if we need to move anything heavy,” Nakia teases.
“What about you and T’Challa? Have you guys talked about the future?”
Nakia shakes her head. “I want to avoid it as long as possible. His future is wherever his parents want him to go. I think they want him to pursue medical school, maybe. I love that boy more than anyone, but I don’t want to be that naïve kid who thinks we’ll beat the odds, even when we’re hundreds of miles apart.”
“The age-old dilemma… Love or career,” Bucky says.
“We’re going to have to make a choice,” Nakia replies. “The good thing is… That choice doesn’t have to be today. For now, we get to keep being kids.”
April 30, 2014
Bruce, Stephen, Natasha and the Aural Avengers walk into the Lincoln Theatre, nerves at a 10, excitement at a 5, and anxiety at a 100.
This is the biggest competition that they have attended thus far, the three-hundred or so teenagers they come face to face with upon entering the premises serving as a harsh reminder.
Stephen immediately ushers the kids off to the side so as to not stray in anyone’s path while Bruce and Natasha approach an usher and inquire about a dressing room.
Nakia looks at the black girls from all of the other schools and tries not to psych herself out. She knows that she has talents and abilities that these other girls could only dream of having.
Gamora’s in a similar boat. After doing consistently well with her anxiety these past few months, she feels a lot of those old, frustrating, and debilitating feelings creeping back up within her.
Bucky notices the tell-tale signs on both girls’ faces, and grabs hold of both of their hands, squeezing them in reassurance.
“We can do this,” Bucky says.
With an hour left before the Aural Avengers are set to take the stage, the girls decide to sneak into the theatre to watch whichever glee club is performing.
“Ladies and Gentlemen put your hands together, all the way from Tampa, Florida, it’s the Singaz Wit Attitude,” the announcer speaks to the hundreds of spectators in the theatre.
The curtains pull back to reveal a glee club made up of about fifteen girls, dressed in Las Vegas show girl-esque costumes.
Three girls head to centre stage, the lead vocalists, no doubt.
[Singaz Wit Attitude:]
Where's all my soul sistas?
Lemme hear ya'll flow, sistas
Hey sista, go sista, soul sista, flow sista
Hey sista, go sista, soul sista, go sista
He met Marmalade down in old Moulin Rouge
Struttin' her stuff on the street
She said, "Hello, hey Joe, you wanna give it a go?"
Oh, uh-huh
Gitchie, gitchie, ya-ya, da-da (hey, hey, hey)
Gitchie, gitchie, ya-ya, here (here)
Mocha Chocolata, ya-ya (ooh, yeah)
Creole Lady Marmalade
“I’ve heard of these girls!” Gamora says. “Apparently, they’re a top contender to win.”
(What-what? What-what?)
Ooh, oh
Voulez-vous coucher avec moi, ce soir?
Voulez-vous coucher avec moi?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
He sat in her boudoir while she freshened up
Boy drank all that Magnolia wine
On her black satin sheets' where he started to freak, yeah
Gitchie, gitchie, ya-ya, da-da (da-da-da)
Gitchie, gitchie, ya-ya, here (ooh, yeah, yeah)
Mocha Chocolata, ya-ya (yeah, yeah)
Creole Lady Marmalade
Voulez-vous coucher avec moi, ce soir?
(Ce soir, what, what, what?)
Voulez-vous coucher avec moi? Ooh
“We should head back,” Sharon whispers to the girls, taking a second, longing look back to the stage.
Bucky slips out of the Aural Avengers dressing room, dressed head to toe in full costume: black pants with a white vest and a white bowtie. The girls are dressed in white dresses with black trimming.
He heads to the bathroom nearby in order to have just one moment alone before they leave their hearts on that stage.
“Bucky,” a voice says, stopping Bucky in his tracks. He turns around and spots Winifred.
“Hey, mo-” Bucky nearly finishes, but stops short. “Sorry, ignore that.”
“How have you been?” Winny asks her illegitimate son. Her dark brown hair is sitting neatly in a tight bun, and she’s wearing a gorgeous green dress.
“Good. It’s been a rollercoaster of a year. But I’m doing good,” Bucky answers.
Winny smiles. “I’m glad to hear that, honey. Listen, I doubt I’m going to get another moment alone with you, so I just want to apologize, again, for any and all parts that I played in your heartache this year. The more I think about it, the more I realize that the average child couldn’t have withstood all of this damage,” she says, gesturing between them. “Then again, I knew you weren’t any average child. You are the definition of the word ‘strength’. And the word ‘talent.’”
Bucky gives her a polite half-smile. “Thanks, Ms. Proctor.”
“Do you remember what I told you the last time I saw you?”
“You told me that if anybody was going to be a star, it was going to be me,” Bucky replies.
“I meant every word. And today’s your chance to make that happen. So, do it,” Winny says. “No holds-barred. No mercy.”
Bucky laughs. “Pretty rich coming from the competition.”
Winny exhales. “None of them mean anything to me. Not like you.”
“Well, I appreciate it. And by the way, I already planned on not showing mercy,” Bucky says.
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor are getting into positions behind the curtains on the stage.
Bucky and Steve haven’t had a chance to sit down and have a private conversation since their date night at Sardi’s, and Bucky knows they probably should before they sing this duet to hundreds of people.
“You chose an amazing song, Steve,” Bucky says once he approaches him.
“Who cares about the song?” Steve asks, disgruntled. “What I don’t understand is that all you have ever wanted is for us to be together. And now, here I am, basically standing here, begging for you, and suddenly you’re not interested?”
“I am interested,” Bucky responds. “I wanted to kiss you back so bad,” Bucky reveals. “That’s all I’ve wanted since last November. But, Steve, this is my dream. Being here, in New York, and I can’t let anything, or anyone, keep me from it.”
Steve looks at Bucky, pain behind the eyes. “I’m sorry, Steve. I love you. But I don’t think there’s anything you can say or do that’s going to change my mind about this.”
“And now, from Shield High School in Lima, Ohio, please give it up for the Aural Avengers.”
[Steve:]
Looking in your eyes I see a paradise
This world that I've found is too good to be true
Standing here beside you, want so much to give you
This love in my heart that I'm feeling for you
[Bucky:]
Let 'em say we're crazy, I don't care about that
Put your hand in my hand baby, don't ever look back
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart
[Steve, Bucky & Aural Avengers:]
And we can build this thing together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And if this world runs out of lovers
We'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us
Nothing's gonna stop us now
[Bucky:]
… I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you
Whatever it takes I will stay here with you
Take it to the good times, see you through the bad times
Whatever it takes, here's what I'm gonna do
[Steve:]
… Let 'em say we're crazy, what do they know
Put your arms around me baby, don't ever let go
Let the world around us just fall apart
Baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart
The more the song goes on, the more the tension and chemistry that was in the air the night they snuck off to dinner begins to resurface. It’s the same tension and chemistry that is forever present during every single one of their interactions, regardless of how much both boys pretend otherwise.
[Bucky & Steve:]
… And we can build this thing together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
… And if this world runs out of lovers
We'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us
Nothing's gonna stop us
… Ooh, all that I need is you
All that I ever need
And all that I want to do
Is hold you forever, ever and ever
… And we can build this thing together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
[Bucky, Steve & Aural Avengers:]
… And if this world runs out of lovers
We'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us
Nothing's gonna stop us
… And we can build this thing together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
… And if this world runs out of lovers
We'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us
Bucky can’t help but begin to stare at Steve’s lips. How warm, how comforting, how inviting they look. How much he misses the way they feel.
Likewise, Steve is picturing the two of them alone, in his bed, making out atop of one another. The audience isn’t here right now. Neither are there teammates: it’s just him and his boyfriend, alone, soaking in the intimacy.
… And we can build this thing together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
… And if this world runs out of lovers
We'll still have each other
Nothing's gonna stop us
… And we can build this thing together
Standing strong forever
Nothing's gonna stop us now
And soon as the final lyric escapes their lips, Bucky and Steve both meet each other halfway in a kiss. Not a peck, not a kiss that lasts two seconds; A kiss so passionate it shouldn’t be witnessed by just the average spectator. It’s that raw, that tender. And it lasts a lifetime, going on nearly as long as the song they’d just performed.
"Was that scripted?" Stephen asks Bruce in a hushed tone.
"No," Bruce whispers back, shocked.
The instant the two pull away, Bucky looks to the audience who aren’t applauding. Bruce, somewhere in the crowd, then stands up and begins the applause, but he’s met with a lukewarm response.
Bucky and Steve then position themselves to the back of the stage for the next number, as the girls come in hot, taking centre stage.
[Aural Avengers girls:]
I'm giving you everything
All that joy can bring
This I swear
[Nakia:]
Last time that we had this conversation
I decided we should be friends, hey
But now we're going round in circles
Tell me, will this deja vu never end? Oh
[Valkyrie:]
Now you tell me that you've fallen in love
Well I never ever thought that would be
This time you gotta take it easy
Throwing far too much emotions at me
[Sharon:]
But any fool can see they're falling
I gotta make you understand
[Aural Avengers girls:]
I'm giving you everything
All that joy can bring
This I swear
(I'll give you everything)
And all that I want from you
Is a promise you
Will be there
(Say you will be there)
[Valkyrie:]
Ow, say you will be there
A-won't you sing it with me?
[Gamora:]
If you, put two and two together
You will see what our friendship is for, oh
If you can't work this equation then
I guess I'll have to show you the door
[Sharon:]
There is no need to say you love me
It would be better left unsaid
[Aural Avengers girls:]
I'm (I'm) giving you everything (I'll give you everything)
All that joy can bring (all that joy can bring)
This I swear (Yes, I swear)
And (and) all that I want from you (all I want from you)
Is a promise you (is a promise you) will be there
Yeah, I want you
[Carol:]
Any fool can see they're falling
I gotta make you understand
I'll give you everything, on this I swear
Just promise you'll always be there
[Aural Avengers girls:]
I'm giving you everything (I'm giving you everything)
All that joy can bring (all that joy can bring)
This I swear (yes, I swear)
And all that I want from you (all that I want from you)
Is a promise you (want you to promise to)
Will be there (always be there)
I'm giving you everything (I'm giving you everything)
All that joy can bring (all that joy can bring)
This I swear (yes, I swear)
And all that I want from you (all that I want from you)
Is a promise you (want you to promise to)
Will be there (always be there)
I'm giving you everything (I'm giving you everything)
All that joy can bring (all that joy can bring)
This I swear (yes, I swear)
And all that I want from you (all that I want from you)
Is a promise you (want you to promise to)
Will be there (always be there)
The girls without a doubt help gain the audience’s trust back after their Spice Girls’ number, and now, they’re clapping to high heavens.
[Tony:]
Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you, now
You got someone to blame?
[Bucky & Nakia:]
You say one love, one life
When it's one need in the night
One love, we get to share it
Leaves you, baby, if you don't care for it
[Steve:]
Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
[Bucky & Nakia:]
Well, it's too late tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to carry each other, carry each other
One
[Peter:]
Have you come here for forgiveness?
Have you come to raise the dead?
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head?
[Sam:]
Did I ask too much? More than a lot
You gave me nothing, now it's all I got
We're one, but we're not the same
Well, we hurt each other, then we do it again
[Bucky:]
You say love is a temple, love a higher law
Love is a temple, love the higher law
You ask me to enter, but then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on to what you got
When all you got is hurt
[Aural Avengers:]
One love, one blood
One life, you got to do what you should
One life with each other
Sisters, brothers
One life, but we're not the same
We get to carry each other, carry each other
One
One
Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Sharon, Valkyrie, Carol, Sam, T’Challa and Thor all come together in a straight-across line, linking hands, in order to take a bow as the audience applauds their final number.
Bruce, forever the proud father, wipes away a tear. But there’s more behind the tear. Call it pre-mature nerves, call it pre-mature anxiety, over Bucky and Steve’s kiss. Natasha hands him a tissue and squeezes his shoulders to let him know everything will be okay.
Once the curtains close, the kids begin to disperse to the back of the stage. As Tony heads to his vanity to clean up his belongings, someone approaches him.
“Hey,” Wanda Maximoff speaks.
Tony looks at her, registering what the competition could possibly want with him. “Can I help you?”
“I just wanted to say I thought you guys were actually really good. Especially in that last number. I thought you opened it super well. You sounded great,” Wanda shares.
“Should I be concerned?” Tony asks. “Is there a hidden camera somewhere?”
Wanda scoffs. “Pretty sure even the competition can give credit where credit is due. Though, that would imply that I actually see you guys as competition, and I don’t, so…” She finishes off with a teasing smile, though.
Tony considers the fact that she’s actually being genuine and kind right now. “I’m Tony.”
“I know. We've met. We performed for you guys back at your school last year,” she responds. “I’m Wanda.”
“I know,” Tony mimics with a smile.
Bruce, Stephen, Natasha and the kids are all seated in the audience now that their performance is out of the way. They were all eager to watch Throat Explosion to see just how hard they were going to get their asses kicked.
“Alrighty, folks, only four groups left! Now, please help me welcome to the stage, your current reigning Nationals champs, from Akron, Ohio, it’s Throat Explosion!”
The announcement gets the audience on their feet, Throat Explosion receiving a standing ovation before having even done anything.
[Pietro & Throat Explosion:]
In the day, we sweat it out on the streets
Of a runaway American dream
At night, we ride through mansions of glory
In suicide machines
Sprung from cages out on Highway 9
Chrome wheeled, fuel injected and steppin' out over the line
Oh, baby this town rips the bones from your back
It's a death trap, it's a suicide rap
We gotta get out while we're young
'Cause tramps like us, baby we were born to run
Yes, girl, we were
[Wanda & Throat Explosion]
Wendy let me in, I wanna be your friend
I want to guard your dreams and visions
Just wrap your legs 'round these velvet rims
And strap your hands across my engines
Together we could break this trap
We'll run till we drop, baby we'll never go back
Oh, will you walk with me out on the wire?
'Cause baby I'm just a scared and lonely rider
But I gotta know how it feels
I want to know if love is wild, babe
I want to know if love is real
Oh, can you show me?
As expected, the world’s most intricate choreography is present within the performance. Bruce will never cease to be amazed at how Winny is able to get these kids this loose and limber.
[Pietro & Throat Explosion:]
Beyond the palace, hemi-powered drones
Scream down the boulevard
The girls comb their hair in rearview mirrors
And the boys try to look so hard
The amusement park rises bold and stark
Kids are huddled on the beach in a mist
I wanna die with you, Wendy, on the streets tonight
In an everlasting kiss
[Wanda & Throat Explosion:]
(1, 2, 3, 4) The highways jammed with broken heroes
On a last chance power drive
Everybody's out on the run tonight
But there's no place left to hide
Together, Wendy, we can live with the sadness
I'll love you with all the madness in my soul
Oh, someday girl, I don't know when
We're gonna get to that place
Where we really want to go, and we'll walk in the sun
But till then, tramps like us
Baby, we were born to run
[Throat Explosion:]
Oh honey, tramps like us
Baby, we were born to run
Come on with me, tramps like us
Baby, we were born to run
Bucky and Steve look at one another, guilty, knowing full well Throat Explosion’s performance was stellar.
The Aural Avengers are all stood outside of their dressing room, gouging on snacks and drinks. Some out of hunger (Sam, Thor, T’Challa), and some due to nerves (Nakia, Gamora, Tony).
“I think we were good,” Bucky says to Steve.
“Good? We were amazing,” Steve answers enthusiastically.
“The kiss was… Interesting,” Bucky acknowledges, biting his lip.
“Yeah, I’m calling it the kiss of the century,” Steve responds.
“You’re wrong, Steve,” Pietro Maximoff of Throat Explosion says, as he and a couple of members from his group walk by. “That kiss was unprofessional. It was way too personal, and intense. The judges won’t like it. They’ll consider it common and vulgar, and it cost you Nationals.”
Steve scoffs. “Dude, back off. You’re just jealous. Jealous of what we have, and what we shared up on that stage, and jealous that you will never be able to experience it so long as your co-lead is your twin sister. That was the Superman of kisses, it came with its own cape, even, right Buck?”
“Right,” Bucky answers.
Then, a couple of girls a few feet away begin screaming, causing a ruckus in the lobby.
“What’s happening?” Gamora asks.
“They just posted the top ten for showcase. Come on everyone, gather round, it’s a moment two years in the making!” Natasha says as she approaches the gang.
“We’ll go look at it. All of us. Together,” Bruce says.
Bruce and the kids approach the poster. They’re standing far enough that they can’t see what’s written, but close enough that the list is within reach, making this all feel extremely surreal.
“I’m too nervous to look!” Bucky exclaims.
“I’ll go,” Bruce says, making sure the kids are okay with it.
Bruce approaches the list and takes a beat to read it. And then, re-read it. And then re-read it, again, for good measure.
“Well, Mr. B… What did we place?” Sam asks.
Scale Blazers
Throat Explosion
Singaz Wit Attitude
Duly Noted
Oral Intensity
High Notes
Dark Horse Harmony
Syncopated Starlights
Glamour Gals
Symphony of Screams
“What’d we rank, Mr. B?” Steve asks, red in the face at the anticipation.
“We didn’t,” Bruce finally speaks. “I’m so sorry you guys. We aren’t in the top ten.”
Notes:
BOOM! With PT. I & PT. II, that concludes season 2! I hope you guys liked reading it as much as i liked writing it<3
SONGS:
Welcome to New York/ New York, New York (Taylor Swift/On The Town) – Aural Avengers
Without You (Harry Nilsson) – Bruce Banner
Lady Marmalade (Mya, Pink, Lil Kim, Christina Aguilera) – Singaz Wit Attitude
Nothing’s Going to Stop Us Now (Starship) – Steve Rogers & Bucky Barnes
Say You’ll Be There (Spice Girls) – Aural Avengers Girls
One (U2) – Aural Avengers
Born to Run (Bruce Springsteen) – Throat Explosion
Chapter 14: Nationals PT. II
Summary:
Following the Aural Avengers' twelfth-place finish at Nationals, the kids return home to wrap up their sophomore and junior year.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
May 2, 2014
After catching the red eye flight back home to Lima from New York, the kids return to their lives and spend the rest of the weekend feeling disappointed about their twelfth-place finish.
Except for Tony and Steve, that is. They may feel just as ashamed of their placement, but they have no time to mope around, as they’re spending their Sunday finishing the last of the Rogers’ move into the Stark household.
Joseph and Steve have slowly but surely been moving things into the house over the last few months, making it a gradual move-in, at Steve’s request. He wasn’t ready to say goodbye to his childhood home, as it reminded him so much of his mother. But all good things must come to an end, because as soon as Joseph put the listing up for sale, they had people showing interest within a few days. It was out of Joseph’s hands at that point, but Steve was grown enough to understand.
Steve walks into the house, arms full of boxes.
“Hey, Steve,” Maria greets. “How ya doing?”
Steve shrugs. “As good as anyone can after flopping at the competition.”
“Tony told me all about it. I’m sorry, honey. You guys gave it your all, though, right? That’s all you can ask for,” Maria says, comforting him.
Steve wishes he could be a little happier about this move because of what it means for his father and Maria. But right now, he’s devastated. It’s a lot of loss hitting him all at the same time.
He tries to find comfort in the fact that he quite enjoys Maria as a person. And he knows deep down that she’s good for his father.
“So, I haven’t been here for a few weeks, and I’ve been out of the loop… Where should I take these boxes? It’s all stuff from my bedroom,” Steve says sheepishly.
Maria quickly leads Steve down to the basement. It’s a huge basement, equipped with a cozy “home theatre” type of living area.
“Your father and I figured you would prefer to be down here as opposed to upstairs right next to our room,” Maria explains as she flicks the light on in the spare room. “The only thing downside is that Tony’s also down here.”
The basement is so big that Steve hadn’t even registered that there was another bedroom down here. Logistically, it isn’t that big of an issue. Especially if they won’t be directly beside one another. But on the other hand, is Steve ready for that?
“If it’s an issue, Steve, I understand. We can move you upstairs if you would prefer. But it’s your call, completely,” Maria says.
“It should work,” Steve comments. “If there any issues, though, I guess I’ll just move upstairs. But for now, it’s good.”
Maria smiles brightly. “Glad to hear.”
With the rest of the heavy and important stuff out of the way, Steve heads downstairs to his bedroom, and takes the time to start settling into his bedroom. He opens up a box and starts putting his football memorabilia on the empty bookshelf.
Then, he moves onto his posters. He hangs the Kanye West and Drake posters on the big wall perpendicular to his bed. There’s another poster in the box: a girl wearing a Hooters shirt, purchased for him by his father over seven years ago. Steve can’t help but laugh at what the poster represents: fragile masculinity and heteronormativity.
Steve grabs the poster and rips it into six, seven pieces, then tosses it into his garbage can.
He hears a knock at the door. He braces himself for this, assuming it’s Tony. “Come in.”
He’s right. Tony peers his head in. “Hey. My ma wanted me to ask if you were good in here, and if you needed anything.”
“Good for now. Don’t need anything,” Steve answers solidly. “But, thanks for asking.”
“Right. Like I said, she made me ask,” Tony replies. “Anyways, see you later.”
“Wait, Tony!” Steve shouts. Tony steps back inside the room. “I know what you were doing… Back in New York.”
Tony perks his lips. “I don’t know what you mean?”
“You suggesting Bucky and I sing a duet… You telling me Bucky wanted to meet at Sardi’s…” Steve suggests open-ended. “Because according to Bucky, you told him that I wanted to meet at Sardi’s…”
Tony doesn’t take the bait. “Yeah, I still don’t quite know what you mean.”
Steve laughs. “Thank you.”
Tony reciprocates it. “I told you way back when that I’d do whatever it took to get you two back together… I’m sorry, again. For being the reason, you broke up.”
“It’s okay,” Steve says. “Consider me over it. We’ve moved past it.”
“Thanks,” Tony replies happily.
May 3, 2014
Bucky walks into the library Monday morning, following the Aural Avengers lackluster performance at Nationals, searching the stacks high and low for one, Steve Rogers.
Bucky could almost kill the guy. After they kissed, Steve was very visibly optimistic about life, and about their future, but as soon as they got the results from Nationals – and their twelfth-place title – he shut down. As a result, Steve went off the grid all weekend, and hasn’t spoken to anybody… Bucky included.
Bucky finally finds Steve in the storage room in the library. “What are you doing in here? Where the hell have you been?”
Steve looks up at Bucky, sheepishly. “Hiding out… Everyone hates me.”
Bucky frowns. “No, they don’t. But that doesn’t explain why you haven’t said a word to me since we’ve been back. I don’t want to keep playing games, Steve. I can’t.”
“I figured you’d be more pissed at me than anyone else. I screwed up. I’m humiliated. We all worked so hard for everything, and I was supposed to be this big shot leader holding everyone together and… I blew it. Cost us the championship. Just like Pietro said.”
“Steve,” Bucky says, taking a seat on the floor next to him. “Being an artist is about expressing your true feelings in the moment, no matter what the consequences. What were you feeling in that moment?”
Steve ponders. “That I loved you… So fucking much. And that I would’ve done, or given anything, to kiss you one more time.”
Bucky looks down at his arm and sees a litany of goosebumps. “So, you did. You know, you… Gave it all up for one kiss. Can I ask you something?”
“Anything.”
“Was it worth it?” Bucky questions.
“Absolutely,” Steve answers. “What about you? Was it worth it for you?”
Bucky nods in response. “Because I know in my heart, we will have another shot at Nationals. But Steve… you have to know that I’m leaving. Once we graduate, I’m going to New York and I’m never coming back. I need you to know that now, before we start anything we might not be able to finish.”
Steve licks his lip, looking off into the distance. “Well… Graduation’s a year away… Got any plans till then?”
Bucky shakes his head. Steve leans in and places his hand to Bucky’s cheek, meeting him halfway for another amazing kiss.
Everything between them is as it should be.
Carol shuts her locker, and crosses down the hall in search of Valkyrie.
Luckily, Valkyrie’s at her locker, though she appears to be occupied with something deep inside of it.
“Hey! You still pissed?” Carol questions, holding onto her backpack straps.
“Do you think this voodoo doll looks enough like Bucky Barnes to actually work?” Valkyrie asks, bringing the doll out from her locker.
Carol snorts, stopping herself short of fully laughing. “Come on, we can’t be mad at Steve and Bucky forever.”
“Um, yes we can,” Valkyrie says, tossing the doll inside her lock and slamming the door shut. She then leans with her back against her locker. “How could you possibly be so calm?”
“I don’t know,” Carol responds, following Valkyrie’s lead and leaning against the locker. “I hated losing just as much as everyone, but this year wasn’t about winning for me.”
“Clearly, because we got our asses kicked,” Valkyrie comments negatively. “Sorry. What was it about?”
Carol thinks about it. “Acceptance. I know that all the kids in glee club, we fight, and steal each other’s girlfriends and boyfriends, and we threaten to quit, like, every other week, but stuff like that happens in families.”
“This is a club. It is not a family.”
Carol shrugs. “Well, family is a place where everyone loves you, no matter what, and they accept you for who you are. I know I’m going to be a bridesmaid at Nakia and T’Challa’s wedding, and I’m going to be anxiously awaiting, just like everybody else, to see if their babies are black, too.” Carol fans the flames of Valkyrie’s anger, making her laugh. “When they find an operation to make Peter’s legs work again, I’m going to be there for his first steps. I love them. I’ve grown to love everyone in glee club. And I get to spend another year with everyone I love, so I’m good.”
Valkyrie starts sobbing.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” Carol asks, hugging her.
“Nothing, nothing. It’s just… Your heart is so good. So pure. And mine happens to be the opposite,” Valkyrie says, using her leather jacket to wipe her eyes, getting eyeshadow all over it.
“That’s not true. Don’t say that.”
“No, it is true. But it’s something I’ve been meaning to talk to you about. See, I’ve come to realize why I’m such a bitch all of the time. I’m a bitch because I’m angry. I’m angry because I have all of these feelings, for you, that I’m afraid of dealing with… Because I’m afraid of dealing with the consequences.” Carol doesn’t answer in any way, shape or form, so Valkyrie asks, “Do you understand what I’m trying to say here?”
“Not completely, no.”
“I want to be with you,” Valkyrie whispers. She looks at the kids walking by, hoping nobody popular is nearby. “But I’m afraid of the talks, and the looks, I mean, you know how bad Barnes has it.”
“Babe, if anybody were to ever make fun of you, you would either kick their ass, or slash them with your vicious, vicious words,” Carol says.
“I know, but I’m so afraid of what everyone will say behind my back. Still… I have to accept… That I’m in love with you. I love you, and I don’t want to be with Sam, or Killian, or any of those other guys. I just want you. Please say you love me back?”
“Of course, I love you. I do. Since the first time I laid eyes on you, freshman year. And I would totally be with you if it weren’t for Peter.”
Valkyrie looks at Carol, hurt and betrayal in her eyes. “Peter!?”
“I love him, too. I don’t want to hurt him. I can’t just break up with him.”
“Yes, you can! He’s just a stupid boy,” Valkyrie notes.
“But it wouldn’t be right for me to dump him just because you’re interested in me. Valkyrie, you have to know that if he and I were to ever break up, and I’m lucky enough that you’re still single, I am so yours. Proudly so,” Carol says sweetly, always the calm to Valkyrie’s storm.
"Wow. Whoever thought that being fluid meant you could be so stuck.”
Carol moves in to hug her, saying, “I’m sorry.”
Valkyrie doesn’t accept it, or try to meet her halfway; Instead, she pushes Carol off, and says, “Get off me!”
May 4, 2014
Peter’s roaming the hallways in search of Ms. Chavez’ classrooms.
Peter’s had quite the rollercoaster of a year. After Gamora dumped him, he didn’t think he would ever move on. But he did, eventually. His buddying friendship with Sam, of all people, definitely helped; As did his relationship with Carol.
After speaking to Ms. Romanoff during a recent session, he realizes now more than ever that it’s natural for teenagers to want to expand their horizons. Ergo, when he was being an awful boyfriend to Gamora last summer, and she seemingly found comfort in Thor – a relationship nobody saw coming. Neither Gamora nor Thor were being malicious when they got together. It was Peter’s own fault he let Gamora slip away.
Peter’s quite happy everything worked out the way it did in the end. But now, he’s realizing the error of his ways. In that session with Ms. Romanoff, she complimented his work as a student tutor, but made mention of the fact that Thor’s grades began to take a plummet after Peter stopped tutoring him.
That was a big wake up call. At the end of the day, he’s still only a Sophomore. He’s sixteen. He’s going to make mistakes like this, but he needs to start using that big brain he was blessed with in a more mature manner, and a less malicious one.
Peter knocks on the classroom door. Ms. Chavez opens it.
“Hola Señora Chavez, I need to speak to Thor. Tutoring emergency.”
Ms. Chavez calls for Thor to join Peter in the hallway. He slinks his backpack to his back and exits the classroom. “What’s this about?”
“I owe you a huge apology,” Peter admits. “I fear this is quite overdue.”
“For what exactly? Being a dick and leaving me high and dry instead of being a bro and helping me out in my time of need?” Thor asks rhetorically. Clearly, he knows the answer.
"I shouldn’t have taken my ill will towards Gamora out on you. Realistically, I shouldn’t have had any ill will towards Gamora at all, I’m realizing now. She did nothing wrong. And you obviously didn’t either,” Peter explains. “I should’ve been more professional.”
“It took a lot for me to come to you at all,” Thor reveals, growing red in the face. “It’s embarrassing, this dyslexia thing. Having to ask people for handouts the way I did? Also, very embarrassing.”
Peter frowns. “I never even considered that, actually.”
Thor shrugs. “It’s whatever.”
“I know this doesn’t change anything for this year, but what do you think about us resuming our sessions next year? I promise, I will help get your grades up, and they will remain consistently high.”
Thor looks at Peter apprehensively. “You’re not going to flake on me?”
Peter tosses his hand up. “Scout’s honor. I promise. It’s your senior year next year. Your grades are going to count more than ever.”
Thor smiles. “That would be very dope, Pete.”
Once their conversation ends, Peter sets off in search of Gamora, who also deserves another long-overdue apology.
“I was told you wanted to see me,” Maria Hill says to Principal Fury. “Make it quick. I have a Skype date with the drummer of Jimmy Eat World.”
“Coach, I wanted to formally congratulate you on winning a… Seventh? Eighth? Consecutive National championship this year… How many are you on now?”
“You stop counting after five,” Maria brags. “Thank you, sir.”
“I would be a lot happier for you, however, if you hadn’t spent the better half off a year tormenting Bruce Banner and the Aural Avengers into disbanding in order to restore your full Cheerios budget.”
Maria shrugs. “I see your lips moving, but I don’t see proof.”
Nick pulls the notepad off of his desk. “This year alone, you attempted to turn students in the glee club against one another in order to cause chaos and have members quit; Then, you tampered with the stage production of Grease; Then, you revealed private, personal business regarding Bruce Banner dating the coach of Throat Explosion, who happened to be Bucky Barnes’ mother, which I’m sure opened the door to a lot of trauma; Then, you fed lies to your fellow teachers and the student body about Bruce Banner, in the hopes that his glee kids, and his closest friends, would turn on him; Then, you played, via intercom to the entire school, a private voicemail from one Bruce Banner that was definitely not meant for our ears, again, in a grand, desperate attempt to humiliate him. And, most recently, I heard you attempted to pull out Peter Quill’s teeth at prom!”
Maria nods. “It’s all hearsay.”
Nick tosses the notepad back onto his desk. “Maria, I was going to restore your budget in the event of an Aural Avengers loss at Nationals.”
“Great,” Maria says, “All is right with the world.”
“Emphasis on ‘was going to’,” Nick corrects. “However, I’ve come a final decision.”
“Which is?”
“I believe in the Aural Avengers. They need all of the help that they can get. Moira has been helping me take note of other extra-curriculars that aren’t bringing in revenue and are hurting the school’s budget. That’s money that could be going to the Cheerios.”
“Yeah, the glee club’s budget included,” Maria spits, rolling her eyes.
“If you help the Aural Avengers pull off a clean sweep next year, including a win at Nationals, I will do another full-scale review of the Shield High Budget. I will ax anything I deem fit to go, and any and all available finances will go to your budget.”
Maria immediately begins to laugh, and quite loudly. “I’m sorry, you want me to what?”
Nick exhales roughly, unimpressed at Coach Hill’s behavior. “I know you heard me. I’m not going to repeat myself.”
“I’m sorry, but would it not just be easier for me to keep toying with Bruce and the glee club the way I’ve been doing? It’s a lot more fun this way. It gives me purpose; it gives me drive,” Maria speaks, and quite villainously.
“If you play the game by my rules, I will also guarantee you get extensive media coverage. I can see the headlines now: Winningest Cheerleading Coach in History Lends Helping Hand,” Nick says dramatically in an attempt to entice her.
Maria’s brows furrow. “What’s your obsession with helping that club? Glee clubs are a dying breed! Kids don’t give a brown Crayola.”
“Maria, I thought that same thing myself when Bruce came to me and showed interest in rebooting the glee club. I thought he was stupid, and I thought he was wasting his time. But you’re wrong. Show choir and glee clubs are garnering more and more interest. This year alone saw over six new groups show up in our district alone.”
Maria gets up out of her seat. “Are we done here?” She asks, already beginning to exit.
“I want you to seriously consider this,” Nick demands. “Or the Cheerios may just end up being penalized as a result.”
Maria stops in her tracks. “Is that a threat?”
“Just taking a page out of your book,” Nick says, smug smile sitting tightly across his face.
May 5, 2014
Valkyrie makes her way to the bathroom after being excused from Mr. Strange’s class. She’s still just as gutted and heartbroken as she was on Monday after Carol rejected her, but she couldn’t very well stay home for the remainder of the school year. Her parents would eventually realize something was wrong and push her to talk.
Thank god they don’t have any more glee club or Cheerios practice for the rest of term. She could avoid Carol without it looking so blatantly obvious that she was doing so.
Valkyrie walks into the bathroom and finds Sharon looking into the mirror, dabbing at her wet eyes with a tissue.
“Hey… You okay?” Valkyrie asks.
“Yeah. It’s nothing,” Sharon responds.
“Well, if you ever want to talk,” Valkyrie suggests, leaving it up in the air.
“Val, you’re a big part of why I’m crying. You had your foot on my neck all fucking year. You beat my ass in the hallway the day Coach Hill made me captain of the Cheerios again, we just fought again when we were campaigning for prom queen… What makes you think I would talk to you about my issues?”
Valkyrie shrugs. “Maybe because I happen to have some of my own that I wouldn’t mind talking over. Try me.”
Sharon looks in the mirror once again, turning her back to Valkyrie. “We won Cheer Nationals, and it felt like nobody gave a fuck. We got twelfth place at glee club Nationals, and nobody gave a fuck. I look around, and everyone has somebody to share these victories and defeats with: Bucky and Steve, Nakia and T’Challa, even Peter and Carol…” She cries a little harder. “I don’t mean to sound like the bratty girl I used to be, but I just… Want somebody to love me.”
Valkyrie crosses her arms, the best way she can demonstrate sympathy. “Aren’t we supposed to be the popular girls? Why can’t you and I have our happy endings?”
Valkyrie sighs dramatically. “Well, funny you should mention that. Because I just had my heart smashed into pieces.”
Sharon looks at her, inquisitively. “By who?”
Valkyrie checks to see if anybody is using the stalls. She needs full privacy. “Carol.”
Sharon’s jaw drops. She knows that her friends have hooked up in the past, but she always assumed it was strictly physical. She never even assumed that either of them was gay. “Oh. I didn’t know that you… I’m sorry.”
Valkyrie rolls her eyes. “I’m over it,” she lies, not sounding the least bit truthful.
“No, you’re not,” Sharon comments.
Valkyrie laughs. “No, I’m not.” She’s then hit with the greatest idea. “You’re finished writing finals, right?”
“I finished this morning,” Sharon says.
“Do you trust me?” Valkyrie asks.
Sharon laughs. “Maybe like forty-percent.”
“What do you say you and I ditch this fucking popsicle stands? Let’s leave. Right now. Go home, pack our bags, and just drive. It sounds like we could use a break. You still have that fake I.D. I made you freshman year?”
“My mom found it and threw it out,” Sharon confesses. “But I could always swipe my sister’s?”
“Lead the way, Carter,” Valkyrie says.
Sharon tosses her mascara-stained tissue into the trash and runs to her locker, Valkyrie in tow.
[Sharon:]
I wanna smash your fears
And get drunken off your tears
Don't you share your smile with anyone else but me
I wanna touch your heart
I wanna crush it in my hands
Make you plead and cry as you give up all the lies
[Valkyrie:]
We're not lovers
But more than friends
Put a flame to every single word you ever said
No more crying
To get me through
I'll keep dancing till the morning with somebody new
[Sharon & Valkyrie:]
Tonight I'm getting over you
Tonight I'm getting over you
Tonight I'm getting over you
Tonight I'm getting over you
Over you
Over you
[Valkyrie:]
Stuck in a real bad dream
And man it feels so new to me
Should be in your arms but I'm begging at your feet
It's been a real hard night
And I just hold my pillow tight
It won't love me back, no,
It's not you and I
[Sharon:]
We're not lovers
But more than friends
Put a flame to every single word you ever said
No more crying
To get me through
I'll keep dancing till the morning with somebody new
Tonight I'm getting over you
[Sharon & Valkyrie:]
We're not lovers
But more than friends (aha)
Put a flame to every single word you ever said (yeah)
No more crying (Pretty Gang)
To get me through
I'll keep dancing till the morning with somebody new
Tonight I'm getting over you (Let's get it!)
As they finish their duet, they run out of Shield High School with their middle fingers pointed to the building, and head straight towards Valkyrie’s vehicle.
Bruce is in the staff lounge getting himself a quick cup of coffee to help get him through the rest of the afternoon. He’s so glad the school year is coming to an end. He’s ready for a proper break.
Maria comes walking into the staff lounge, heading straight for the fridge. “Hey, Coach,” Bruce greets.
Maria groans. “Don’t speak to me. I don’t want to catch failure.”
Bruce laughs. “That’s a good one. Congratulations on the Cheerios’ victory at Nationals, by the way.”
“Just another charm on the metaphorical bracelet,” Maria sneers.
“You know, it’s funny: I was fully prepared to put out any Maria Hill fires that came up in New York. I’m surprised you didn’t try to ruin our chances at Nationals,” Bruce reveals.
Maria glares at him. “Well, I was going too… But somehow, I knew you would find a way to do it yourself. Besides, you thought you had it tough this year? You just wait and see what I have in store for you come September. I am Daenerys, mother of dragons, and I will finish you, once and for all.”
“Good talk, Maria,” Bruce responds, exiting the staff lounge.
May 6, 2014
Steve’s in the choir room, reading the Lima newspaper.
It’s not the headliner, but there’s a section in the corner of the front page about the Aural Avengers traveling to New York to compete for the title of National Show Choir champions. Steve reads it and re-reads in the hopes that he didn’t accidentally miss anything written about his and Bucky’s kiss.
As much as he loved it, and how happy he is that they’re back together, Steve didn’t take a second to think about the consequences. Like, how they live in the age of social media and YouTube, and how a video of them kissing on stage at a competition with hundreds of people could so easily be posted to YouTube. It still can be.
And how easy it would be for his father to be scrolling on YouTube or Facebook and catch the video.
Steve begins to feel queasy at the thought. He’d danced with the devil that day. Not only is his dad finding out an issue that plagues his mind, but nobody other than the glee kids know that Steve’s pansexual. And if anyone else at Shield were to have caught wind of that kiss, he would be outed. Then he’d really be in hot water.
Sam comes strolling into the choir room. “What’s up, man?”
Steve looks up at him. “Woah, are you crying?” Sam asks.
“Hey,” Steve replies, voice hoarse. “No, I’m just… Scared. Anxious.”
“What’s going on?” Sam asks, pulling up a chair beside his friend.
“Coming in twelfth place because of that kiss is one thing… But I never considered how fucked I’d be if my old man were to find out about it,” Steve opens up. “Or worse, Rumlow, or Killian.”
Sam notices the newspaper and grabs it. He reads the piece about the Aural Avengers aloud. “Nothing about the kiss in here. And if it wasn’t in this one, it’s not going to be in any. At least, not here in Lima.”
Steve nods profusely. “Good. Good.”
“You can’t worry like this,” Sam says. “It’s not good for you. You can’t be losing sleep over it Whatever happens, you will get through it. We will help you get through it. But if you ask me, I think you’re in the clear. Anything that happens at a glee club competition in New York is on a completely different plane compared to anything that happens in Lima, Ohio. Nobody here’s going to find out.”
Steve breathes slowly. “Thanks, man. I appreciate that.”
Bruce, Stephen, and Natasha are in the auditorium with Bucky, Nakia, Gamora, Peter, Tony, Steve, Carol, Sam, T’Challa, and Thor.
“Thank you, guys, for coming to our final glee club meeting of the year,” Bruce says. “I have good news and bad news.”
“Good news first, Mr. B,” Bucky demands kindly.
Bruce smiles. “We may not have won the trophy, the title, or the money, but in Fury’s eyes, we did well enough to warrant another year.”
The kids all erupt into applause and laughter, all in relief, no doubt.
“What’s the bad news?” Gamora asks.
“The bad news is that we are in for the fight of our lives next year. Throat Explosion only came in second this year at Nationals, so we can expect that they will come back hungry for their redemption next year. And they aren’t the only ones. But I believe we can do it. As long as you guys stay focused, stay loyal, and stay united,” Bruce says, rising to his feet, showing off their twelfth-place participation trophy, “I promise that this time next year, this trophy will have grown to that of a first-place finish.”
The kids all nod and look amongst themselves. “You got it, Mr. B,” T’Challa says.
“But, while we’re all here, what do you say we cap this meeting off with a number?” Tony asks.
Bruce nods. “Entertain us.”
Since there’s no band members present, Tony plugs his phone into the A.U.X. cord.
[Tony:]
Hey oh, never let go of me
Hold tight, it's gonna get hard to breathe (Hold tight baby)
Never never let you drown, even if we're going down
Hey oh, never let go of me
When I'm sinking
[T’Challa:]
Loose lips sink ships that's what someone told me
But this boat will stay afloat for as long as you hold me
We been through rough water anytime it was tougher
But the fact I came back to remind you I love ya
And if that's not enough, well I can one up ya
I pinky promise touch thumbs I'll never make you suffer
And all I ask in return is some reciprocation
I'll be your oxygen when you're running out of patience
So take a deep breath, and hold it tight
My heart is yours just reassure me that you'll hold it right
Don't be offended, I'm just the cautious type
To always be around and hold you down and never under, like
[Thor & T’Challa:]
Hey oh, never let go of me (Never let go)
Hold tight, it's gonna get hard to breathe (Hold tight baby, hold tight)
Never never let you drown (never), even if we're going down (Going down)
Hey oh, never let go of me
When I'm sinking
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh, oh
[Sam:]
This is my message in a bottle, I hope that you receive it
If it washes up at your feet then open it and read it
To whom it may concern, insert your name here
It's destiny that we were both born in the same year
Three months apart, but on the same sphere
Staring at the sun, inhaling the same air
This type of love we got, they'll never get it
I'll be the Leo DiCaprio to your Kate Winslet
Sometimes I panic but I never take it for granted
I'll hold you 'til my lips turn blue like Jack in Titanic
And if I lose my grip, then just promise me this
You'll keep my love in a locket and always rock it, like
[Tony & Sam:]
Hey oh, never let go of me (Never let go, never let go)
Hold tight, it's gonna get hard to breathe (Hold tight mama, hold tight)
Never never let you drown (never), even if we're going down (Going down)
Hey oh, never let go of me
When I'm sinking
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh, oh
[Nakia & Gamora:]
There's times where like
We find it hard
To hold on to something
That was never meant to be held onto
But you let it go
If it comes back it was meant to be
If not, just let it be, c'mon
[Aural Avengers:]
Hey oh, never let go of me (Never let go, never let go)
Hold tight, it's gonna get hard to breathe (Hold tight mama, hold tight)
Never never let you drown (never), even if we're going down (Going down)
Hey oh, never let go of me
When I'm sinking
Oh oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh, oh
The number ends in a big group hug, because at this point, the Aural Avengers, including their favorite teachers, and the best glee club director there has ever been, have become a tight-knit unit. A family.
It’s after five o’clock on a Friday. Everyone has gone home for the night. Except, of course, for Natasha. She spent the extra time cleaning out her office. Only five more days until she’s no longer a Shield High Avenger.
Natasha hopes this move is the right decision. For her, for her future, and for her heart. She hopes she’s not making a colossal mistake.
As she begins to walk out of the school, she realizes that the privacy she’s being afforded right now is a luxury that won’t happen again. So, she runs to the auditorium.
It always looks like those glee kids are having the time of their lives whenever they sing a group number on this stage. So much so, that after Nat watched them sing earlier, she envisioned herself up on stage singing, too.
When she was a young girl, she herself had dreams of singing on a huge stage, just like the one here at Shield, to a sold-out crowd of people who loved her.
Natasha plugs her phone into the speaker and takes centre stage at the microphone.
[Natasha:]
If I were your woman
And you were my man
You'd have no other woman
You'd be weak as a lamb
If you had the strength
To walk out that door
My love would overrule my sense
And I'd call you back for more
If I were your woman
(If you were my woman)
If I were your woman
(If you were my woman)
And you were my man
She tears you down, darling
Says you're nothing at all
But I'll pick you up, darling
When she lets you fall
You're like a diamond
But she treats you like glass
Yet you beg her to love you
But me you don't ask
If I were your woman
(If you were my woman)
If I were your woman
If you were my woman
(If I were your woman)
If you were my woman
Here's what I'd do
I'd never no, no stop loving you
Yeah, yeah, mmm
Life is so crazy and love is unkind
Because she came first, darling
Will she hang on your mind?
You're a part of me
And you don't even know it
I'm what you need
But I'm too afraid to show it
If I were your woman
(If you were my woman)
If I were your woman
(If I were your woman)
If you were my woman
(If you were my woman)
Someone begins to clap, pulling her from her fantasy. She immediately tenses up and shields the light from her eyes as she looks into the dark theatre. “Who’s there?”
“Who was that song about?” Bruce asks. “You chose it for a reason, right? Who were you envisioning in your head when you chose it?”
“I just love Gladys Knight,” Natasha lies.
Bruce hops up on the stage. “You want to know how I know you’re full of shit?” He asks. “Because that song I chose at the lounge in New York? I was thinking of you when I chose it. And I could not wait to sing it to you.”
Natasha swallows the lump in her throat. “Anyways,” she says, grabbing her phone.
“You love me,” Bruce states. Natasha doesn’t deny it. “I love you. So, what’re we doing?”
“You’re crazy,” Natasha says. “Straight looney.”
“Nat,” Bruce calls out, grabbing her arm. “Why do we keep denying ourselves what we both truly want? All year long, we’ve been running in circles trying to come up with reasons why this couldn’t happen,” he points between them. “And other than Winny, there was no real reason why it couldn’t. She’s been out of the picture for months. So, what in the fuck are we doing?”
Natasha stares at Bruce, wide eyed and speechless. “It’s no surprise that I have wanted you to be mine since the day we both started teaching here. I still remember what you were wearing. A red blouse with a black brooch. You had just colored your hair.”
Natasha’s eyes well with tears. “You remember that?”
“I couldn’t forget if I tried,” Bruce replies in a whisper, just inches away from her face. “Natasha Romanoff, I have been pining after you in… Not so secret… For years. And for the first time in years, we don’t have a single obstacle standing in our way. What’s it going to take to make you mine?”
“Bruce,” she all but breathes out.
“Do I have to get down on one knee, right now, and ask you to marry me?” Bruce questions.
“What!?” Natasha shrieks.
Bruce inches over and kisses Natasha. It’s a kiss so grandiose, it almost knocks Bucky and Steve’s out of the top spot. It’s so powerful, it knocks the wind out of them both.
Once it’s done, Bruce brings himself down to the squeaky-clean stage floor. “What are you doing?” Natasha demands.
“Marry me?”
Notes:
I have big ideas for season 3! As I've mentioned in previous chapter notes, i'm working on getting my original manuscript off the ground currently, and i've already begun working on my second book, so I really don't know when I'll get back to finish off this fic with season 3. But, the layout is all done, it really is just dependent on time. But i'm excited. Thanks for reading <3
SONGS:
Tonight I’m Getting Over You (Carly Rae Jepsen) – Sharon Carter & Valkyrie Parrington
Rough Water (Travie McCoy & Jason Mraz) – Aural Avengers
If I Were Your Woman (Gladys Knight) – Natasha Romanoff

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