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Our Song [Hitoshi Shinso x Reader]✔️

Summary:

➽ ~ A story where moving somewhere new ends up with a slow regain of your confidence and an extra dose of romance ~ ➽

 

 

"You're finally moving. You're leaving your past behind to go to a new place. A new place away from the people who hurt you both mentally and physically within the last year. The only thing that's kept you going has been your mother, father, and your soulmate's sweet voice when he sings."

 

 

 

Originally posted on Wattpad:
First Part Published: 11/7/20
Final Part Published: 11/24/20

Chapter 1: ★✿Before Reading Information✿★

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1. This story will not involve quirks. Some information will be the same as the show, but not exactly. It will also not be japanese cultured as i am not the best at understanding how they do specific things there, so it will be most likely more American cultured.
          For example: I guess in japan or wherever else you call people by their last names, well ill be doing it by their first. It keeps me less confused when it comes to talking about their parents and such too.
Sorry if your not a fan of it being done that way.

2. I MIGHT be switching up character roles a lot.
        For example: Jirou being a music teacher
     My reason for this is i like to be original and do things different, so if you don't like it im sorry! I just prefer to do things my own way. Im not 100% sure what i will be switching though!

3. My grammar is not the best, so like bare with me im trying. 😃 I'm a highschooler but grammar is literal hell!

4.
- y/n = Your Name
- l/n = Last Name
- e/c = Eye Color
- f/f = Favorite Food
- f/d = Favorite Drink
- f/c = Favorite Color
- s/c = Skin Color 
- f/a = Favorite Animal
- f/m = Favorite Movie


Please respect the ships i choose within the story. I'm personally a multishipper and love all the characters, so please just dont think too far into the characters i ship if you do, because they are some my personal likings!

Thank you for choosing my story to read, have a good day 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

I do not own a lot of the characters within the story, but the plot is my own!

~ Aizaten

Chapter 2: ★✿01✿★

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You're finally moving. You're leaving your past behind to go to a new place. A new place away from the people who hurt you both mentally and physically within the last year. The only thing that's kept you going has been your mother, father, and your soulmate's sweet voice when he sings.

Everyone has a soulmate whose voice you can hear each time they sing and sometimes you're able to hear their hums.

Although you have a soulmate, you've dated before. It's been some of the biggest regrets in your lifetime. Each one's cheated on you, breaking your heart each time. The last time was the worst. You lost a friend and a boyfriend, both of who you loved and cared for.

Around that time your mom got a business deal, so you have to move. She didn't know about anything that had happened to you, so she thought you would be sad about it. When she told you about moving she was surprised to know you were happy with the idea.

A week after you were told you moved to a new town without telling anyone you used to know. You put the last of your boxes in the car before getting into the backseat. You put your earbuds in your ear and play some music through your phone as you wait for your mom and dad to come out of the house.

Just as you're about to start the music, you hear the sweet sound of your soulmate's voice. It's always been something that relaxes you. You used to tune it out when you had gotten a boyfriend due to the guilt of feeling like you were cheating. But anytime that you were hurt the voice helped you through your darkest times.

You used to sing all the time but quit after over-hearing things from people you loved and trusted most in your life. There are times you'll catch yourself singing small parts of a song and humming to the beat of the music. Each time you do, you quit immediately as your insecurities start eating you up inside.

Sometimes you wonder if your soulmate ever gets annoyed that you stopped singing or if he likes the fact that you quit. One day you hope to have the possibility of finding him. The possibility of having his soothing voice there right in front of you.

Some people say that everyone meets their soulmate one day, but you won't realize it. You'll just pass by without any knowledge of one another.

For other people, it's easy to find their soulmate. They could be a popular musician whose music you've heard and you recognize the voice. Other times it'll be someone you've grown up with and they will be easy for you to find.

There's once in a while where their soulmate will be abusive. Those are cases that people consider bad luck, but they eventually move on. They'll find someone else who hasn't found their soulmate or doesn't care to find their soulmate and find love that way,

Once your soulmate dies, there will be no other soulmate for you. You will have the choice of either loneliness or loving another. It depends on who it is and what they choose to do with life.

You've decided not to look for your soulmate. Yes, you would love to find the guy with the soft, soothing voice that makes you feel better, but you would also like to fall in love with someone without feeling like you have to love them. Just because you are 'meant to be' doesn't mean you have to be with each other.

It's the way you've always thought about it, which is why you've dated. In the end, you've given up on dating since everyone decides to hurt you. They take your heart and trash it. Each time making it hurt less and less, except for this last time. If only it wasn't with the one person you had trusted most would it have not hurt as much, but that was your sad reality.

You looked out the window as you waited for your parents, just listening to your soulmate's soothing voice. At one point he started singing your song. When you were younger you would always sing a song to him and he'd sing it back to you, it was like a game. You realize you haven't sung the song in forever as you listen to him.

As he gets to the final line of the song, you decide to sing it to let him know you heard him. You sing, 

 

"Just the way you are

Yeah."

 

You smile to yourself as you think about the fact that you have a song with your soulmate. Even though you don't sing anymore, that's the only time you will. Just to let him know your listening or that you're at least still alive.

When you were six years old you sang a song called 'Just the Way You Are by Bruno Mars' and your soulmate sang it with you. After that, you either sang it together or you'd take turns singing it once in a while like a game. Each time you dated you stopped singing it back even though when you sang it first, he'd always sing it back. Sometimes you wonder if all soulmates do this or if it's just you.

You snap out of your thoughts as your mom and dad get into the car. They smile at you before starting the car and leaving. Most of the way, you listen to the sound of your soulmate singing different songs. Sometimes his voice will crack and you'll laugh, but he'd redo the note a few times until he sings it without the voice crack. Other times he will give up in the middle of a song.

You just sit in the car and listen, loving everything you hear. Even though you don't want to force love on your soulmate or purposely look for each other, he still comforts you in a way. Eventually, as you're listening to his voice, you fall asleep to the sound of his voice as you sit in the back of the car.

 

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When you wake up your mom is parking in a driveway beside a two-story house. You wipe your eyes as you look out the window at the house. It's a brick house with a garden in the backyard and a porch on both the front and back.

You wrap your earbuds around your phone and set it in your coat pocket. You get out of the car and follow your parents into your new home. You walk inside and the walls are all completely white. You decide to explore the house a little bit before going back outside and bringing your stuff inside.

First, you explore the downstairs. You find the kitchen, the living room, the dining room, a bathroom, and a bedroom. After exploring downstairs you go upstairs. The stairs are a bit slippery as you walk up them, almost causing you to fall. You wander around upstairs and see three bedrooms, two bathrooms, and an extra empty room.

Most of your furniture was already brought to the house by the movers and placed into rooms. Since those things were already in rooms, you only had boxes that were set in the hallway and things you brought with you in the car to unpack. As you finished looking around you went downstairs to find your mom and dad sitting on the couch.

You then go to the car and get the rest of your things before asking which room is yours and taking your stuff into it. You set your boxes down on the desk in the room and jump onto your bed. You let out a big sigh before getting back up and getting your charger out of your bag. You plug your phone in and find some clothes to change into before going downstairs and saying goodnight to your parents.

You go back upstairs and curl up into a ball under your blankets. As you're falling asleep you hear the sound of your soulmate singing once again, his soothing voice lulling you to sleep.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 3: ★✿02✿★

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Your mom yells for you to wake up from downstairs. You whine as you roll over onto your back in bed, dreading this day. You yell back to let her know you're up before getting out of bed and taking a shower. Afterward, you get out of the shower and get yourself ready for the day, just wanting to go back to bed.

You've been at the new home for a week now and your mom decided it's finally time for you to go back to school. You grab your phone and groan as you head downstairs where breakfast waits for you. You eat your pancakes before grabbing your bag and heading out of the house where a bus is waiting for you.

Rushing to the bus you sit in the first empty seat you see and slide towards the window, putting your earbuds in your ear as you wait to arrive. You watch as the trees pass by and the sun slowly continues to rise into the sky. You wonder if you should close yourself off to people or if you should fake a smile all day.

You've never been one to easily speak to others unless they speak to you first. Most of the people in your classes will already know each other, so you feel there's no need to get in the way.

As the bus arrives at the school you wait until everyone else is off first before getting off yourself. Once you're off the bus you walk inside the school to look for the office. Feeling lost, you walk around a little bit.

Suddenly you walk into a man with black hair and sleepy black eyes. "S-sorry," you say as you back up.

He looks at you, "Are you lost?"

You look down at your feet as you say, "Y-yeah. I'm new here and I'm looking for the office."

"Oh, follow me. I'll show you where it's at." He tells you.

"Thank you." You say as you follow him down the hall. Usually, you wouldn't be so nervous around people, but it's a new place for you, and interacting with people is hard for you.

As you make it to the office you thank the man before going in and getting your schedule. The bell rings as a woman is explaining where your classes are. Before leaving the room the woman gives you a note to take to class for being late.

It takes you around five minutes to find your first class. You take a deep breath before nervously opening the door. As soon as you step in, all eyes are on you. You gulp before looking down and walking to the front of the room. When you look back up you notice the man that helped you in the hall is your teacher.

You hand him your note and he looks at it before saying, "Welcome to your homeroom class, y/n. I am your teacher Mr. Aizawa. Please introduce yourself to the class before taking a seat behind Katsuki." Mr. Aizawa points to an unfriendly looking kid with spiky blonde hair.

You silently nod and turn to the class, "I'm y/n l/n, and I-I recently moved here." That's all you say before hurrying to your seat and sitting down quickly.

Mr. Aizawa takes attendance before allowing everyone to talk among themselves. As everyone else talks to each other, you just turn your head and look out the window. You watch as the clouds slowly move across the sky and the birds fly around chasing one another.

You feel something touch your shoulder and you swing your head around to see a girl with pink hair and skin, yellow eyes, and two yellow horns coming out of her head. She smiles at you and says, "Hi y/n! I'm Mina!"

"Nice to meet you, Mina." You say as your anxiety begins climbing up from the deep dark hole it hides in. You've always been really bad at talking to people, but once you get talking to them you slowly get used to it.

Your anxiety always makes it harder in ways. A lot of times you'll stutter due to it. You can always fake a smile or be genuinely happy, but that doesn't make you confident like some people would think you are.

Confidence is something you have never easily been able to find within yourself. When you were confident, it had all been broken due to people you thought were friends.

Snapping you out of your thoughts, Mina says, "If you ever need any help with getting to classes I'm here to help! "

"Thank you," you say shyly. Mina sits beside you and talks to you about people in the class. Although she gets short replies, she doesn't seem to mind. She points out everyone in the class and tells you their names. She also tells you about a few of them she ships.

When she started talking about ships, you got more interested. Some people consider shipping people childish or rude, but it's something fun to do as long as the people are single. Mina's favorite ship is KiriBaku, which is Katsuki's and Eijiro's ship name. You found that interesting since Katsuki seems like a hot head towards everyone.

After talking for a little bit, you found Mina quite nice. It's still hard for you to easily speak to her, but she doesn't seem to mind too much. As the bell rings for the next class you nervously ask Mina for help on finding your next class which is apparently English with a Mr. Yamada.

You walk in the room and have to introduce yourself once again before sitting down at your desk and looking out the window. If you get all the window seats, you realize this might be a relaxing rest of the year for you. Since you're pretty good at English class you don't struggle too much.

After English, you had Math with Ms. Kayama which was hard for you since you've never been the best at math. When you went to your fourth class you didn't realize that it was chorus until it was too late. You introduce yourself before asking Ms. Jirou if you could speak to her out in the hall.

You pick at your fingers as you wait for her to walk out of the room. When she gets out there you feel your heartbeat speed up. You take a deep breath and say, "I-I would like to be taken out of Choir please."

Ms. Jirou has never had a kid want to drop out of Choir. She licks her lips as she thinks for a moment. "Is there a specific reason you don't want to be in Choir?" she asks you.

Looking down at your feet, you reply, "Well, I decided to quit singing a while ago." As you look up at Ms. Jirou you're unsure of what's going through her mind. Maybe you should have dealt with it, but you just can't find the confidence to get yourself to sing anymore.

Ms. Jirou sighs before saying, "Well, I'm not sure I can get you out of the class and switched since you just got here and it's the middle of the year too, but I can give you alternative work to do in the practice rooms each day."

"That would be great, thank you." You look back up at your teacher and slightly smile.

"You're welcome. Go sit down with the others and I'll be back in there in a moment," she tells you. You do as she says while Ms. Jirou stands in the hall for a moment. She's never had a student quit singing, especially because of the soulmate thing. Shaking her head, she sighs as she walks back into the classroom, knowing she's going to have to figure you out somehow.

As everyone else gets their music out to practice, you are given some worksheets to work on. You go up to the practice rooms and work on your papers in it. As you were about to get your phone out for music, you hear your soulmate singing. You work on your papers as you listen to his voice, easily finishing everything.

It's not long after that you finish everything and eventually fall asleep as you lean against the wall. While your asleep it's time to switch classes, but you don't know. Ms. Jirou realizes you haven't come back from the practice rooms and sent one of her students to get you.

When he finds which practice room you're in he finds you fast asleep. He sighs as he leans down and shakes your shoulders, slowly waking you up. When you open your eyes you see a guy with purple hair, purple tired-looking eyes, a tall build, and a bored expression on his face. You rub your eyes as you sit up completely and look at him.

"It's time for fourth period. You fell asleep," he says before helping you off the floor.

As you stand up and wipe the dirt off your clothes you reply, "Oh. T-thank you for waking me up."

He shrugs his shoulders, "You're welcome."

You bend down and grab your things before turning back to the guy, "D-do you know where Mr. Yagi's class is?"

He shakes his head yes, "Yeah. I have him next. Just follow me."

"Okay," you say. As you walk back through the choir room you hand your papers to Ms. Jirou before following the guy out of the room and to fourth period. As you both enter the classroom, all heads turn your way.

"Your late Hitoshi." You hear a voice say.

The guy in front of you, who you're guessing is Hitoshi, rolls his eyes and sighs, stepping out from in front of you, "I was helping the new student to class."

"S-sorry, he was helping me," you say. You quickly walk over and show him your schedule. Hitoshi sits down at his seat and lays his head down on his arms, annoyed that he had to deal with people today.

Mr. Yagi sends you to an empty seat by the window just like the other classes. In science class, you share a desk with someone, so you have a partner this time. You look over at your partner and see it's Hitoshi. You quickly turn your head and look back out the window knowing you troubled him and that he probably doesn't want to deal with you. You sigh as you lean your head on your hand while Mr. Yagi starts the lesson.

Once class is over, it's lunchtime. You end up sitting out of the way at an empty table, hoping no one will bother you. Lunch quickly goes by as you eat the tasteless food. Once the bell rings you look for your next class, running into someone once again. When you look up to see who it is, you see Ms. Jirou. You apologize and quickly ask her for help to your next class.

After she helps you, you sit in class feeling bored. Once it's over you slowly figure out your way around throughout the rest of the day. When it's finally time to go home, you decide to walk instead of riding the bus.

 

֎֎★✿★֎֎

I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 4: ★✿03✿★

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You finally arrive home and throw yourself onto the couch in the living room. It's not long after that your mom and dad get home from work and start on dinner. Since today is the first day living here that they don't have to unpack, they decided that making dinner would be fun. While your father grilled steaks, you helped your mother make shells & cheese and baked potatoes.

When your parents asked you about dinner you told them it was basically how any other school day would have been, just without knowing anyone or talking to anyone much. Although your parents weren't a fan of your answer, they left it alone for now.

After dinner was over and dishes were put up your parents made you get out of the house since you hadn't left it in the last week except for school. You grab a warm hoodie and your phone before walking out of the house with your earbuds in hand. Not knowing where anything is, you wander down the street. The only reason you knew how to get to your house from school is that you watched the direction of the bus as it took you to school this morning.

As you walk down the road, you see plenty of houses. Most look the same while a few are a bit different. As you're walking past one of the houses someone recognizes you but doesn't say anything as he walks back through his door.

As you continue walking, you start counting specific things as you walk by houses. You count roof colors, the number of houses with porches, the number of windows you can see from the front yard, and a few other random things to keep you from being too bored. Eventually, you find a little antique shop and decide to walk in and look around.

When you walk in, you look around and see a lot of dolls and other nice things. If you had your wallet with you, you may have just bought something for your parents, but you're broke anyway so you decide looking is enough for now.

When you finally finish looking around you look outside and it's raining. Annoyed, you put your hoodie over your head and make sure your phone is secured in your pocket before walking outside. With your luck, you'd probably get sick, but you don't care enough to run.

As you're walking in front of the houses, you hear thunder which your immediate reaction is to duck down. Storms have always been something you're afraid of since you were a child. As you stand back up you take a deep breath, trying not to scream as more thunder and lightning sounds.

One of your teachers is looking out the window as you walk down the sidewalk and notices your frightened face. He opens his door and yells, "Y/N!" You turn your head and look over to where you heard your name and see your homeroom teacher Mr. Aizawa.

He waves you over and you look around before running over there just as another sound of thunder booms through the air causing you to scream. You run quicker and stand under the porch with a frightened look on your face. Mr. Aizawa rushes you inside to dry off for now.

As you walk inside the house you take your shoes off at the door so you don't track any mud around his clean floors. You take your phone and earbuds out of your pocket and set them on a little table before taking your wet hoodie off your head. As you wait for Mr. Aizawa to get back you look around the house and notice a little girl with white hair peeking out a doorway.

She hides as she notices you looking at her and you chuckle. Mr. Aizawa walks back in the room with a towel, "Here, use this to dry off kid."

"Thank you, Mr. Aizawa," you say as you take the towel out of his hand and dry yourself off a little.

As your drying off the little girl runs into the room and grabs onto Mr. Aizawa's leg and says, "Papa, who's she."

Your heart melts when you realize that your teacher is her father. Mr. Aizawa pats the girl and says, "Eri, this is my new student y/n. Go find your dad for me real quick."

Eri nods before running back to where she came. He turns to you and says," Sorry, she's a little shy. You can sit down on the couch for now."

You nod and follow him into another room with a couch and sit down. You look at your teacher and say, "T-thank you for letting me inside Mr. Aizawa. Sorry to intrude."

He shakes his head a little, "No, it's fine. You seemed a little frightened so I thought you may want to come in. You can call me Shota since we're not at school too."

You smile a little and nervously say, "Okay. Yeah, I was a little scared, storms are never something I've been able to deal with."

Moments later you hear little footsteps along with bigger ones getting closer. You turn your head towards the footsteps. You see Eri and Mr. Yamada, your English teacher. "H-hey Mr. Yamada," you say as he sits down in a chair opposite of you. Eri jumps on his lap causing both you and Shota to chuckle.

"Hey kiddo," He replies as he messes with Eri's hair.

You think about it for a second, "You guys are married?" you ask.

They both nod, "Yeah."

"Wouldn't you have the same last name though?" you ask. Usually, if people are married they take on the same last name, so you were kind of curious.

Shota replies, "Hizashi took on my last name, but at school, he decides to use his last name to not confuse the students."

"Most people wouldn't be observant enough to realize that," Mr. Yamada adds.

You bite your bottom lip, "I'm a little more observant than I should be I guess."

"There's nothing wrong with that," Shota says.

You nod, not really knowing what else to say. As your about to say something you hear a loud boom of thunder and scream without realizing it. Shota puts a hand on your back, "Breathe y/n. Just breathe."

You close your eyes and take a few deep breaths, trying to think of something nice. Eri jumps off of her dad's lap and walks over to you, hugging you before going back to where she was. You open your eyes and realize you have tears falling down your cheeks. You quickly wipe them away, "S-sorry."

Mr. Yamada furrows his eyebrows, "What's there to be sorry about?"

"I interrupted your day and then you're stuck comforting me."

"We're your teachers. There's nothing wrong with having a little bit of help either, so don't worry about it and don't apologize so much," Mr. Yamada says, sounding a little demanding, but you know he's just trying to reassure you.

"Th-thank you, Mr. Yamada," you say as you take a few more deep breaths.

"Call me Hizashi when we're not at school if you would like."

You nod. You hear footsteps coming from another room and look at Shota with confusion. Understanding what you're confused about he tells you, "That's our son, Hitoshi."

Remembering the guy at school that helped you, you wonder if that's him. As you look at Shota, you realize that Hitoshi does resemble him in a few ways. "Oh. He goes to the high school, right?" you ask.

Shota nods, "Yeah. He should be in a few of your classes."

"I think he actually helped me to one of my classes today, but I'm not completely sure."

You hear a few loud booming noises causing you to squeeze your eyes shut and look down at the floor. Hitoshi walks into the room with a drink in his hand and sits on the couch where there's room. He looks at his dads, confused as to why you're here and what's wrong with you. Shota rubs your back again as you work on breathing, "Hey Hitoshi."

Eri walks over to you again and hugs you, this time standing there with you. You look up as you feel her touch and she smiles at you.

Hitoshi raises an eyebrow, "Hi dad. What is she doing here?"

You look over to who the voice belongs to and see Hitoshi. Shota responds to his question with, "She was walking in the storm getting soaked and I brought her inside."

"Oh." is all he says before taking a sip of his drink. You sit up completely and remember you should text your parents to let them know your okay since they know how you feel about storms.

"I'm going to text my parents real quick to let them know where I am," you say. Eri lets go of you and leans against Shota's legs as you get up and walk to the table to text your parents.

After you have texted your parents you sit back down on the couch and sit back as your teachers talk to each other. You were listening at first but eventually fell asleep since the events from the day made you sleepy.

Hitoshi feels something touch his shoulder and realizes you fell asleep on him. He looks at his dad for help and he just shrugs, "I guess she was tired." Hitoshi rolls his eyes and slowly gets up, careful not to wake you. He walks through his house to a closet and grabs a blanket. He walks back into the room and sets the blanket on you.

He sits down on the floor and leans against the wall, watching as your expressions change from peaceful to dark. He looks at his dad, "So, when do you plan on taking her home?"

Shota looks at the sleeping girl, "I don't know. She isn't too well with storms, so if I have to I'll contact her parents and let them know where and why she's here."

Hitoshi just nods. Eri walks over to Hitoshi and sits in his lap, watching as her dad's talk. Eventually, she grows sleepy and falls asleep in her brother's lap, her head leaning against his chest. Hitoshi slowly gets up and carries his sister to her room before going into his own room and plugging his headphones in, listening to random songs.

Downstairs Shota and Hizashi come to an agreement to leave you on the couch asleep. Shota opens his book of contacts for his students' parents, finding yours on the front page. He calls your mother's number and she picks up. After explaining to her that he brought you inside from the storm and everything after, she agreed to leave you there for the night.

It's an hour later when Shota and Hizashi head to bed themselves, making sure to turn all the lights off in the living room. Hitoshi heads downstairs to grab another drink before heading to bed and turns on a lamp, forgetting you're asleep on the couch.

When he remembers, he looks at you to see if you are still asleep or not. Although you're still asleep, he also notices a single tear fall down your face and onto the couch. He sighs before turning the light back off and feeling his way to the kitchen, grabbing his drink, and heading back to his room.

 

֎֎★✿★֎֎

I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

Chapter 5: ★✿04✿★

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As you wake up you realize you aren't in your room. Confused at first, you remember falling asleep on the couch in your teacher's house. You mentally slap yourself as you sit up. You see a cat laying at the other end of the couch and pet its soft fur.

Not knowing what time it is you pick up your phone and realize you somehow woke up at five in the morning. Not wanting to wake anyone up, you decide to just sit on the couch until someone else wakes up. You pet the fluffy cat who starts purring against you as you scratch between its ears.

It's around thirty minutes later when Shota comes into the living room. He notices your awake and says, "Good morning."

"Good morning... Sorry about falling asleep," you respond.

Shota shakes his head, "It's fine. I wasn't going to make you go back home in the storm anyways." You nod and realize your parents are probably worried sick. "Don't worry about your parents, I called them last night before going to bed and let them know about everything."

Realizing you haven't changed out of your clothes from yesterday you say, "Oh, okay. Thank you, Shota! I should probably go home now since I have no clothes to change into and my school bag is there."

"I'll drive you home since it's still dark out."

You think about saying no, but he'd probably take you anyways so you reply, "Okay, thank you. My house is just down the road so it isn't too far."

Shota grabs his keys from the key rack, "You're welcome."

You quickly get up and put your shoes and hoodie on. You put your phone and earbuds in your pocket before following Shota out the door and to his car. He takes you to your house pretty quickly and you thank him again before running inside.

You take a quick shower and put on some clothes for the school day. After you're dressed and ready, you throw some toast in the toaster and eat it dry before grabbing your bag and running to the door and out the house, making sure you don't miss the bus.

 

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You're lying your head on your desk in homeroom when you realize Hitoshi is in your class. You wonder how you didn't see him yesterday, but shake the thought as Mina walks over to you to talk. Still not fully comfortable with her, you don't talk a whole lot again, but she once again doesn't mind.

As you go through homeroom and your first two classes, time seems like it's going by quickly. As the third period rolls around, you aren't sure if you dread it or like it. You don't really have to sing, but you do have to do school work, the work is pretty easy for you though. Realizing you technically can't hear anything from inside the practice rooms, you hope that someone will let you know when the bell rings.

As you finish your work and listen to your soulmate singing again, you tap your foot. You quickly finish your work and decide to lean against the wall again. Even though you don't fall asleep this time, Hitoshi still has to come and get you. You apologize once again, but he just shrugs as you both walk to your next class in silence.

Throughout the week your days are all the same, until Friday morning when you accidentally run into one of the school bullies on your way to lunch. You apologize and start walking away, but one of them tugs on the back of your hoodie which pulls you back. He says his name is Dabi and yells at you for running into him before pushing you into the wall and continuing to walk with the other two behind him.

As you get yourself up off the wall your head starts bleeding, but you don't notice it. Rather than going to lunch, you decide to sit up on the roof to breathe. When you get onto the roof, you put something at the door to make sure it doesn't close completely. You then walk and sit near the edge as you try to keep your emotions from getting the best of you. Even though it's been a week, you've only spoken to two people other than the teachers the whole time.

Sometimes you miss your other school. The way you were so happy and talkative with those who you considered your friends. You were going to try and be friendly and expressive as you've always been, but you find it hard to talk to people. All the trust you had in the human race has in a way died, only to be found when you're ready to trust again. You sit there on the roof, thinking about the past events that led up to your feelings.

You feel as if you could cry enough to feel a river, but you also feel the need to hide your emotions from people. You lean back against your bag and close your eyes as you wait for the bell to ring for fourth period. For a moment you think you hear footsteps but shake it off as you listen to nature. You give up on holding back your tears as you just want to give up, missing how your life was before you felt like a broken person.

What you don't know is that someone is actually on the roof. Sitting on the other side is a half-asleep Hitoshi. Sitting there, all he hears is silence. Minutes later he hears muffled cries coming from the other side of the wall. He rolls his eyes, annoyed, before looking to see what was going on. When he looks he sees you, laying there in a ball with your hand over your mouth and your eyes closed as tears fall from your eyes along with seeing a little blood on the top of your head

He starts to walk away and leave you there to your own issues but realizes if his dads ever found out they'd probably kill him. Hitoshi sighs as he turns back around and walks towards you. Crouching down beside you he pokes your arm to get your attention. When you feel the touch you remove you open your eyes and feel surprised when you see Hitoshi. You quickly dry your eyes with your sleeves before sitting up.

In a monotone voice, Hitoshi says, "Get up. The blood needs to be cleaned off your head."

You look at him a little confused, "Blood?"

Hitoshi nods his head, "Yea." He points to the top right side of your head. "Your head is bleeding."

"Shit," you say as you wipe the top of your head with the back of your hand, seeing the blood. Hitoshi holds a hand out towards you and you take it as he pulls you up. You pick up your bag and follow him back inside the school.

"How did it happen?" he asks you as you walk through the halls.

Not wanting to tell him what actually happened, you lie. "I accidentally ran into someone and what was in their hands hit me." You felt bad for lying, but at least it wasn't a complete lie. Although Hitoshi doesn't completely believe you, he says nothing.

Rather than going to the Nurse's office, you end up in Mr. Aizawa's classroom. As Hitoshi walks into the room Mr. Aizawa just glances up at his son and waves. When you walk in he does the same thing until he notices the blood on your head.

Mr. Aizawa gets up from where he's at and walks over to you asking, "What happened to your head?" You tell him the same thing you told Hitoshi as he looks at the injury. He looks at his son for confirmation and Hitoshi just shrugs rather than saying it's not the complete truth like you claim.

He asks you to sit down and you do as your told, setting your stuff down on the floor. Hitoshi sits at another desk and lays his head down to try and nap for the remainder of lunch. Mr. Aizawa comes back over to you with a first aid kit and crouches down in front of you. You can actually tell it's there now from the sting that the alcohol wipes cause. You wince as he cleans it, but makes sure not to move.

Once it's cleaned he puts some ointment on it along with a bandaid. "That should do it," he says as he throws the trash away and puts everything back in the kit.

"Thank you, Mr. Aizawa," you respond as you feel where the bandaid is.

He walks back over and sits in the seat in front of you, "You're welcome." As he looks to see if you have any other injuries he notices the redness and puffiness of your eyes. "Were you crying?" he asks, his voice full of concern.

You quickly lie and say, "No, I'm just sleepy."

"She's lying," Hitoshi says as he's half asleep.

You sigh and sarcastically shoot back with, "Gee thanks Hitoshi."

"Your welcome"

You look back at your teacher and he doesn't look happy. You sigh and look down at the desk, "Yeah I was crying."

"I figure you don't want to talk about it either, so go to the bathroom and clean up a little bit. Come back here after and you can sleep it off through your next class. I'll let your teacher know where you are since I don't have a class next period anyway, "Mr. Aizawa tells you.

Rather than saying anything you nod, get out of your seat, and open the door, closing it behind you. As your teacher watches you walk out of the room he shakes his head and walks back to his desk. Twirling his pen in his finger he says, "Hitoshi." Hitoshi looks up at his father with his eyes raised a little bit and mostly closed. "What do you think actually happened to y/n?"

"What do you mean?" Hitoshi asks, sitting completely up now.

As he walks up towards his father's desk, Mr. Aizawa responds with, "I mean to her head. When she told me what happened you seemed as if you didn't believe her."

Hitoshi shrugs his shoulders, "I don't. She obviously hit her head, but I don't think that's what actually happened."

"Hmm... Okay."

It's a few minutes later when you come back into the room. You sit at the desk you usually do in homeroom and lay your head down. It's less than a minute by the time you're already asleep.

As you fall asleep and Hitoshi sits back down in his own seat to sleep, your teacher thinks about ways to get you out of your shell. He has many students in his classes, but the only class he is close with even a little is his homeroom.

For the last few years, he has requested to keep the same homeroom class and his request was always accepted. He didn't expect to have a new student, so now he watches over her as much as he would his son usually.

While the two students sit in the classroom, he thinks of ways to get you involved with others. He had tried to get his son to do the same last year but it didn't work too well. The only person he came even a small amount close to was the loud blonde, Denki. Even then they don't talk a whole lot, so he considers it a failed attempt. That's when an idea comes to his mind. Maybe he can get Hitoshi and you to become friends, but knowing Hitoshi that would be a task. Sighing, he goes ahead and calls your fifth-period teacher to let them know where you are.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Working and failing at making short chapters so sorry if the endings of them suck

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 6: ★✿05✿★

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It's been five weeks since you moved. Four weeks since you started school. Three weeks since you appeared weak in front of another person. Ever since that second week of school, you have a daily routine throughout the school day. In the mornings you sit at your desk and talk to no one. Mina was talking to you the first few weeks, but she stopped after a while even though you finally started talking a little more. You thought maybe you just ran her off and left it at that.

You then go to your first and second period as always. Third was the one class period that was weird for you because you couldn't hear the bell from inside the practice room. Each day Hitoshi got you out of the practice room and you walked to class together in silence. For the rest of the day you always just stay out of the way of people and walk home when the day is over rather than riding the bus with noisy people.

When you get home there's a note on the counter that says:

 

"We have to travel for work.

Be back Wednesday at some point. 

We left Plenty of money for food and whatever else. 

~Love Mom & Dad"

 

You sigh as you set the note down. You should have known them not traveling wouldn't have lasted long. They were never home before you moved because of work, so why should moving change anything. As you look at the money there are a few hundred dollars there. You decide to take some of it and walk to the antique shop you were at last time.

While looking around you try to find something to give to your teachers for helping you out last time. You search for a while, but end up not knowing what to get them. You sigh and try to remember what you saw in their home. A cat is your first thought. You look for something cat-like or cat-themed as you look now.

Eventually, you find a white clock with a cat shape on the outside of it. You decide to get it and look for something to buy Eri too, eventually ending up with a blonde-haired princess doll, wearing a light blue dress and a wand in her hand.

You buy the two things and walk out of the store to make your way to your teacher's house. Although you're scared they won't like the gifts, you do it anyway. You just wanted to thank them for the help and show your appreciation.

You knock on the door twice and Eri answers. When Eri realizes who it is she yells through the house, "Papa!" Eri opens the door for you and you smile at her as you walk through. Shota walks over and sees you, "Hi y/n. Nice to see you drop by."

You smile, "H-hey Shota. I won't be staying too long, I just stopped by to give you guys something for helping me." You feel like you shouldn't be as nervous as you are when you talk to him, but you still haven't gotten used to him completely yet. He brings you into the living room again and you hand him the bag as you sit down on the couch.

Shota opens the bag, pulling out the clock first. He looks at it and has a slight smile on his face, "This looks nice. Thank you."

As he takes the doll out of the bag you say, "That one is for Eri."

When Eri hears her name she walks over to Shota and tilts her head as he holds the doll. Shota turns the doll to where she can completely see it and she gasps. "It's so pretty!" she says full of excitement.

Shota pats his daughter on the head as she takes the doll and looks at it. He looks up at you and says, "Thank you. You didn't have to buy us anything."

"I know, but I wanted to thank you for the help since my parents left me some money while they are out on a trip," you respond.

"It was very nice of you."

Eri gets up as she's playing with her doll and says, "I'm going to name her y/n." You raise an eyebrow and ask, "Naming her after me?"

Eri nods and walks over giving you a hug. You shyly hug her back before she takes off to Hitoshi's room to show him what you got her.

As you're about to get up and say goodbye Shota asks, "Why don't you stay for dinner since your parents are gone and you're already here? Hizashi is a very good cook." You were going to say no, but your stomach growled and Shota added, "I'll be taking that as a yes."

You just itch the back of your neck and nod as Shota gets up to let Hizashi know. Minutes later Hitoshi comes down the stairs with Eri in his arms, "Hey y/n."

"Hi," you respond.

"I see you're a princess now," he says pointing at the doll in Eri's hands.

You nervously chuckle, "Yeah, I guess so."

Hitoshi sits on the couch beside you and sets Eri down. Eri quickly runs to your legs and asks for you to hold her, which surprises you. You hesitate at first since you've never really messed with small children, but you pick her up and she sits in your lap. Swinging her legs and leaning back against you as she plays with her doll.

Shota and Hizashi walk into the room and chuckle at the scene. Even Hitoshi is watching with curiosity as Eri talks about random children things and you just talk back as if she isn't a small child. You look up at them as they walk into the room, "H-hi Hizashi."

"Hey Kiddo," he replies. "I heard you're staying for dinner."

You nod your head, "Yeah. Shota took my growling stomach as yes when he asked."

"Ah, okay." He then tells everyone he's going back to the kitchen to finish dinner and leaves the room. As Eri sits on your lap she looks at you and asks for you to braid her hair. You tell her it probably wouldn't be the best, but she doesn't care. You get her off your lap and sit on the floor. Eri sits down in front of you and you get started on her hair. That's when you realize you don't have any hairbows to tie anything.

Lucky for you, Hitoshi had realized it before you and already got some. He sets them down beside you and you smile with a "Thanks." Hitoshi then nods and heads up to his room, telling his dad to let him know when dinner is done. As you're almost done with braiding her hair, you start to hear your soulmates voice in your ears. You smile as you finish up her hair, making sure that it won't undo on its own.

"There you go. All done!" Eri gets up and quickly runs to the bathroom to look at it. You chuckle as you tap your finger to the beat of your soulmate singing.

Shota notices your tapping finger and asks you, "Is your soulmate singing?"

You nod your head, "Yeah. He sings a lot. It's nice when I am doing work in choir."

"Do you think you've met him yet?"

After thinking about it you end up shrugging your shoulders, "I have no idea actually. It would be easier for me to find them than for them to find me though."

Shota furrows his eyebrows, feeling a little confused. "Why's that?"

You sigh. "Well, I don't sing anymore. I don't feel the confidence to even when I'm alone."

"So, you used to sing?"

"Yeah. I used to love singing, but things happen I guess," you say as you start getting off the floor. You sit down on the couch and sit back, watching the expressions on Shota's face change as he thinks.

"If you don't mind me asking, what happened to make you lose your confidence in singing."

You really didn't want to talk about your past. It's something you wanted to forget, but you also knew that someone would eventually ask these types of questions if they found out. You look down at the floor as you think. Eventually, you look back at Shota and say, "I let the words of people I thought were friends get to me. I've always been good at ignoring others' words, but when it comes from people I loved it hurts more."

As you are talking to Shota about that, Hitoshi is on the other side of the wall just listening to the conversation. It's not like he's purposely spying. He just heard the question and got curious as he was going to the bathroom. When he hears your answer, he wonders if that's how his soulmate might feel. The one person he had always been able to have in a way that others wouldn't, through music.

He's always been the music type. As a kid, he would always sing and listen to music. Even now he's involved with music in so many ways. The one thing he hates is singing in front of others, it makes him feel nervous. In Choir he blends in with everyone else, so he doesn't worry about it too much. The only times he sings is when he's in his room or in choir class, other than that it was whenever his soulmate sang their song.

As he's listening to the conversation, Eri wanders back from the bathroom and sees him. She walks over to him and he puts his arms out for her to sit on his lap. He examines her braids as she sits there, realizing that you can do hair pretty good.

Eventually, Hizashi walks through and sees him spying on the conversation. He raises an eyebrow and Hitoshi just shrugs at him not feeling as if he's doing anything wrong. Hizashi shakes his head with a smirk on his face as he walks into the living room.

Hizashi loves his son and has never seen him take any interest in others. The very few times that he's seen Hitoshi interact with you, he notices a very slight difference in the way he acts. Although neither you nor Hitoshi notices it, he and Shota do.

As Shota's husband walks into the room, Hizashi motions his head towards the door when Shota looks at him. Shota just shakes his head as he understands that Hitoshi was listening.

"Dinner is ready!" Hizashi says enthusiastically.

"Okay, we will be there in a moment," Shota says to his excited husband. Hizashi walks back out of the room, leaving you and Shota to finish your conversation. "Y/n, although that's the way you feel about your singing, I think you should work on being confident with it again. I am unsure of what happened before you moved, but you shouldn't let other people's words get to you that way. Since you said during Choir you go to a practice room, I recommend trying to practice singing when you are in there just to work on your confidence or something."

You bite your bottom lip and pick at your fingers as you take in his advice. You look up, "I- I don't know. I can try, but I just find it hard. Thank you for the advice, I'll have to think about it more before I actually decide anything."

"That's fine. Now let's go eat, I'm sure Hizashi is ready for you to try his food."

Shota gets up and walks out of the room with you following him since you don't really know where the kitchen is. For dinner, Hizashi had made barbeque chicken, rice, mashed potatoes, corn, and some macaroni. You sniff the air as you walk in and smile. It smells so heavenly. You can't wait to actually taste it. As you sit down, you say, "This smells so good Hizashi."

Proudly Hizashi says, "Thank you, I hope you like the taste as much as you do the smell."

"Oh, I'm sure I will."

After everyone sat down you all got your food and started eating. As you bit into the chicken it tasted so good. The texture, taste, everything was just delicious. You decided that Hizashi's food was way better than your parent's. Maybe it's bad to say that, but it's the cold, harsh truth that your taste buds accept.

Dinner was pretty quiet on your part since you didn't really know what to say the whole time. You found it nice though. They all really seemed like a family and this was the most you've actually heard Hitoshi talk too. After dinner, you helped clean up, against Hizashi's complaints since you are a guest. In the end, you won and helped with dishes and putting everything away.

Everyone is sitting in the living room now. You're on the floor with Eri in front of you as you play with her hair, Hizashi and Shota are on the couch leaning against each other as they talk to Hitoshi who is sitting on the floor opposite of you.

It's almost an hour later when you decide it's late and time for you to leave. Rather than having you walk home alone in the dark, Shota makes Hitoshi walk with you. You tried to tell him you'd be fine but he insisted. Hitoshi didn't look too happy about it, but he agreed anyway. Eri asked if she could come since Hitoshi was coming and Shota allowed her to.

You thanked them for dinner and wave as you walk out the door. Before you get on the sidewalk, Eri asks you, "Can I get on your shoulders?"

You look at Hitoshi before answering and he just nods his head. "Sure. Ask Hitoshi to put you there though," you say. You would pick her up and put her there but you don't want to drop her.

Eri pokes at Hitoshi's arm and he picks her up, putting her on your shoulders. He doesn't let go until he's sure you won't drop her. Eri giggles as you start to walk down the sidewalk and look at the stars as they begin to appear in the sky. It's a few minutes of walking in silence when you both realize Eri fell asleep. Trying not to wake her Hitoshi whispers, "Do you want me to get her off of you?"

You shake your head, "She's fine for now. I don't want her to accidentally wake up."

"Okay." Silence once again fills the air as you walk until Hitoshi speaks up again, "So, I heard the conversation you had with my dad."

You slightly look at him, careful not to move too much, "Oh..."

"Yeah. My dad's right you know," he says as he continues to look ahead.

"What do you mean?"

"You should work on your confidence and sing again. Let me know if you decide to go along with it and practice in the practice room, I'll make sure to knock when I get you from the room if that would make you more comfortable too." His voice is as monotone as it usually is, so you feel confused in a way but you also know that's just how Hitoshi is.

"I hope this doesn't sound rude, but why do you care? You don't even seem to like talking to me usually."

Hitoshi doesn't answer for a minute. Finally, he says, "I don't I guess, but as someone who doesn't get to hear their soulmates voice much anymore, I'm sure your soulmate will appreciate it. I'm also sure it will be better for yourself since you said you used to enjoy singing."

You didn't really expect that answer from him, although you do wonder what he means by not hearing his soulmate's voice much anymore. You choose not to pry into his life since you've already gotten yourself involved at his house in a way,'" Oh."

You walk the rest of the way home in silence, neither of you knowing what to say. As you arrive home, Hitoshi carefully takes Eri off of your shoulders and carries her. "Thank you for walking me home."

"You're welcome," he replies as he turns around. "Don't forget to think about what my dad said."

You chuckle, "Okay." You close the door and walk upstairs. When you reach your bed you flop down onto it and close your eyes as you hear your soulmate singing in a very hushed voice. Rather than a regular song, it's a lullaby. He sings the words,

 

" 'Cause when I'm staring at the stars

Looking at the moon wishing that I

Could be there with you

It's okay, and it's alright

Baby listen to this lullaby

Good night, sleep tight

Dream away with me tonight"

 

You listen to his lullaby, knowing he probably wants you to sing again. You sigh as you think about what Shota and Hitoshi said, along with the words that you just heard. You want to sing, you really do but you also feel as if you can't bring yourself to. The only time you will is if he sings your song, the one that you loved to sing back and forth as children.

After contemplating your choices, you decide you will work on getting the confidence to sing again. Although you don't feel ready quite yet, you also feel like it would make you mentally healthier and make your soulmate happier. Closing your eyes, you hum the tune of the lullaby that your soulmate sung, slowly falling asleep with a momentarily clear mind.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 7: ★✿06✿★

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It's finally the weekend and you have nothing to do. You also have no way of going out since your parents haven't bought you a car yet even though you have asked multiple times. Yet they always get to take the car when they go on trips. You were happy on your phone for a little bit until you realized you have no numbers saved into your phone. After you moved you deleted all the contacts and changed your number for a new start.

You throw your phone on your bed and sigh as you wander around the house to figure out what to do for the day. As you are just about to give up and just go back to sleep, you hear some knocks at your door. You quickly run over to it, sliding halfway and opening it. "Hi Hitoshi!" you say as you pull him in, not realizing fully that it's Hitoshi. "W-wait... Hitoshi? What are you doing here."

Hitoshi scratches the back of his neck and says, "Uhm, My dad kicked me out of the house for the day since I never leave my room. He told me to find something to do and I came here because everyone else was busy."

You don't like that he did pretty much say you are a last resort, but it's better than nothing. You're kind of surprised that he came here since he doesn't seem to like you very much too. Then again, he doesn't seem to show his emotions too well either so maybe he does? You feel confused about it but shake the thoughts off for another day. You smile as you realize now you don't have to be bored, "THAT'S PERFECT! I was about to go crazy!" you say now jumping around excited.

"I thought you were a quiet, calm, emo-like person or something. I didn't expect you to be so... energetic." Hitoshi says, following you as you dance around.

You stop where you are and turn around slowly, "Well..... A lot of it is a facade, other than the nervousness thing. Although I am quiet unless someone speaks to me first." You put a finger on your chin, "Plus when I'm bored I either get really sleepy or really energetic. I was sleepy before but seeing another human has awoken the energy." You start dancing around again until you end up upstairs in your room and throw yourself on your bed.

Hitoshi raises an eyebrow in amusement, "You are quite weird, you know that right?"

"So I've been told."

Hitoshi looks around your room and sees a few plushies lying on your bed, some anime posters on your wall, a dresser, and a single picture frame on a desk in the corner. While you're not paying attention, he picks the frame up and looks at it. He sees you and two girls singing at a karaoke bar. "I guess she really did like to sing," he mumbles to himself.

He sets the picture back down and turns to you who's glaring at the ceiling as if you are going to kill it. "Why are you staring at the ceiling like you are going to kill it?"

You turn to him, "I'm thinking."

"About?"

"About where my video games are. I can't remember if my mom took it down to the basement or not." You shiver at the thought, "If so, video games are not an option."

"Why? Is someone a little scared of the dark." he teases.

You glare at him, "For a matter of fact I am scared of the dark. So many things could just be lurking in it." You shiver again, "I might be murdered or something."

"Your imagination is a little too wild for your own good." He leans against your dresser. "Are there no lights down there to turn on?"

You shake your head, "No. The first time I went down there I brought the flashlight on my phone and the lights wouldn't work. After that, I just kinda ran back upstairs because a flashlight doesn't help too much with lighting for me."

"I'll go down there then," Hitoshi suggests.

"You don't even know where the stuff is."

"Then come with me and show me."

You sigh, "Did you not just hear what I said. Afraid. Of. The. Dark."

Hitoshi rolls his eyes and says, "I will be there too." He sarcastically adds, "If something tries to kill you they can go after me first and you can get out of the basement."

"Fine, but if you die I'm telling Shota and Hizashi it was your choice."

"I'm sure they will know that before you have to tell them." Hitoshi puts his hand out for you to grab it. You grab his hand and he pulls you off the bed before letting go. "Now, let's go find the video games. I'm tired of being bored and dad won't let me come back inside the house until later."

"When you say dad, do you mean Shota or Hizashi? It gets confusing since they are both technically your dad," you ask, confused on which dad he actually means. Knowing from their personalities you'd guess Shota. You follow Hitoshi as he walks out of your room.

"Hmm, well. Technically they both kicked me out for the day, but I call them both dad so stay confused."

"Ugh, I hate staying confused."

"Too bad." Hitoshi looks around the house, searching for the basement. He looks at all the doors and notices there is one that is not the same color as the rest of them. Rather than asking you if it's the correct door, he opens it. "Found it."

Dumbfounded at how he figured it out, you ask, "How did you figure out which door it was-?"

"The door color is slightly different."

You look at all the doors and see no difference. "I think I'm blind because it looks white to me."

"It's a different shade of white."

"White is white but okay. Let's just get this over with."

There is a staircase that descends down into the basement. He turns on the flashlight on his phone and starts down the steps, you right behind him. As you go lower you feel the temperature drop. You inch closer to Hitoshi, scared that something is going to pop out at you. He glances at you but shakes his head as he continues downward.

At the bottom of the staircase, Hitoshi shines the flashlight around and sees some shelves with stuff on them, few boxes, and a few other random things. Not knowing where to look first, Hitoshi asks you, "Would everything be on a shelf or in a box?"

You think for a moment, "I'm not entirely sure... Knowing my mother the stuff is probably in a box still."

Hitoshi sighs, "I guess this will take longer than I thought."

Hitoshi walks forward and crouches down by the boxes on the floor. You lose sight of him for a second and feel your heartbeat increase greatly. You can see the flashlight but you feel too scared to move. "H-Hitoshi."

"What's wrong?" he half yells.

"I-I can't get to you. I see your light but I'm t-too afraid to move."

Hitoshi stops what he's doing and stands back up, "Hold on, I'll come to get you scaredy-cat." Hitoshi shines the light your way as he walks back over.

"Thank you." When he gets back over to you, you grab onto his free hand and he looks back at you. "Just so I don't get scared or lose sight of you."

Hitoshi nods and starts walking over to the boxes he'd seen before, pulling you along. When he gets to the pile of boxes he was at before, he hands you the phone and starts looking at the labels. As he searches you hear a rattling noise from somewhere else and grab onto the back of Hitoshi's shirt.

He looks back at you before shaking his head and continuing to search. He eventually finds a box that reads" GAMES" on it. "Is this the right box?" he asks you.

You look at the box and nod, "Yeah I'm pretty sure it is. It should include everything we need."

"Okay. Let's get out of here now. Don't want you to actually jump on me if you get scared again," he says in a semi-sarcastic tone as he picks up the box. The box includes a gaming system, two controllers, and some games inside of it. Hitoshi finds it surprising when the box is actually pretty light.

You continue to hold onto his shirt as you walk to the stairs and leave the basement. When you close the door back you shiver, feeling as if there are bugs crawling all over you.

"I think there's a spider on your shoulder," Hitoshi teases.

"W-WHAT?! Get it off of me!" you yell as you swipe at your shoulders. That's when you realized he was just trying to scare you. You glare at him as you say, "That was not cool Hitoshi."

Hitoshi laughs, "It was to me." You're startled when you hear him laugh. Anyone can laugh of course, but Hitoshi is always hard to read and you've never even seen him smile before that. "What? Don't tell me there's a spider on me too."

"N-no. It's just I never heard you laughed before this." You stutter as you speak, but not because you're nervous. You start walking up the stairs to your bedroom, Hitoshi following right behind you.

He doesn't see what's so surprising about hearing him laugh though. "Anyone can laugh though."

"Yea, but it's surprising when it comes to someone who always has a straight face."

You turn into your room and Hitoshi sets the box on your bed. As he opens it he sets the contents of the box on the bed. "Oh. Guess you better treasure the sound then."

"I will treasure it forever and ever," you say in a sing-song sarcastic tone.

"You do that." He finally gets to the gaming system itself. "I hope you know how to set this up. I only know how to up to a point."

You walk over to it and look at the cords, "I should. It might take a while though, then again you have all day."

"Let's get to it then."

You smile at him, "Okay."

It takes around two hours to get the gaming system set up. After it's finally set up you look through your games and decide to play some Mario Kart. For hours you are both playing Mario Kart, both of you winning back and forth the whole time. It's the final game of the night and you're tied on wins right now. You challenge him once more before you finally stop playing video games.

"HOW DID YOU BEAT ME? I WAS FIRST THE WHOLE TIME UNTIL THE END" you whine, being the sore loser you are.

Hitoshi smirks, "It's called timing and skill."

"Damn, I'll beat you next time," you state with confidence.

"If you say so." Hitoshi looks at the clock and notices the time. "I should be getting back home. I don't know when dad plans on making dinner or if I missed dinner."

A frown starts to make its way on your face but you smile before it can, "Ah, okay. I'll walk you out then." Hitoshi notices the change in your voice and the very slight frown as you set the controller down and stand up.

Hitoshi puts a finger under your chin and turns to where you are facing him. "Don't look so sad princess, we can always hang out another day," he tells you with a smirk.

"I-" you start to speak, but Hitoshi cuts you off as he walks towards the front door, "I'll see my way out. By the way, I can read you like a book. Bye, y/n."

Before you can reply he's already walked out and shut the front door. You just stand there speechless for a few minutes. You shake your head and ignore what he said as you start putting everything up before seeing if there's anything in the fridge to eat. That's when you realize, you never went shopping. You sigh and look outside to see that it's already dark out, so you end up going upstairs and changing into pajamas. Not eating for the night, you jump into bed and curl up under the covers to sleep.

 

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After leaving your house Hitoshi walked home. When he gets inside his dads are laying on the couch watching tv and Eri is asleep in the arm-chair. Shota looks up at Hitoshi, "Welcome home. Did you actually do something productive today?"

Hitoshi sits down on the floor and leans against Eri's seat. "That depends on what you consider productive," he replies.

Hizashi speaks up, "He means did you do anything outside that's productive today."

"I walked down the road." Shota rolls his eyes at Hitoshi. "No, I wasn't outside. I was inside helping someone get video games set up and then we played until I left," Hitoshi finally says.

"Don't tell me it was with that blonde kid, Denki," Shota says, hoping it wasn't. It's not that he doesn't like Denki since he's one of his students, but Denki is a perverted kid who's too energetic for his own liking sometimes... Like his own husband in a way, except Hizashi is only perverted towards him and he's slightly more mature.

Hitoshi stands up, "Nope, not him. He was my first choice, but he was busy."

"Then who?" Shota asks.

Walking out of the room to grab some food Hitoshi says, "The weird Newbie."

Shota was going to reply, but Hitoshi had already made it to the kitchen. He looks at Hizashi and says, "I didn't think he liked her too much."

Hizashi shrugs, "I don't know. At least he's making a friend."

"Yeah.." Shota replies. Shota knows his son has never been the type to socialize too well. Look who his father is for god's sake. He finds it surprising that he would spend the day with someone he barely knows, let alone even speak to them. Shaking his head he mumbles, "I have one weird son."

Hizashi nods in agreement and adds, "Look who his dad is," earning him a glare from Shota.

Hitoshi walks back through the living room twenty minutes later, after eating. Both of his dads are asleep and the tv is still going. He turns off the tv and covers his parents up before grabbing another blanket for Eri. Afterward, he turns the lights off and heads up to his room.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 8: ★✿07✿★

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Waking up this morning, you have one goal in mind. Food. You take a warm shower before getting dressed and putting some shoes on. You use your phone to google where the closest diner is and find out its location. After struggling to understand the map due to having a point five IQ, you learn it is down past the antique shop from before.

You let out an annoyed sigh, mad that you have to walk so fucking far just to get some phone. At this point, you want to call your parents and cuss them, but you'd rather not get grounded when they get back.

Your stomach grumbles and you whine, not understanding why humans have to eat all the time to survive. You put your phone and wallet in your pocket and walk out the door, completely forgetting a jacket.

You walk down the street, passing my houses you have seen multiple times. A third of the way there, you realize you forgot your jacket. Instead of listening to your brain that's telling you to go back for a jacket, you listen to your grumbling stomach. You cross and rub your arms, feeling colder as the wind starts blowing.

As you walk past Hitoshi's house, Hizashi is checking the mail. He notices you coming his way and greets you with, "Hey kiddo."

"Hey Hizashi," you reply with a clenched smile.

Hizashi notices that you are slightly shivering, along with the fact that it's cold and you are without a jacket of any kind."Are you okay? Your shivering kid."

You try to be persuading as you say, "Y-yea. Just fine."

"You lie too much. Come in and we'll get you a jacket to borrow."

Rather than arguing you agree with it, "S-sorry. S-sure. I didn't r-realize how cold I actually was."

You follow Hizashi inside the house that you've been in a number of times. As soon as you step in, you slightly relax as the heat touches your skin. Hizashi looks for a jacket that might fit you in his closet, but they are all too big, so he decides to ask Hitoshi.

"Why do you need one of my hoodies?" Hitoshi asks as he stands in the doorway of his room with his arms crossed.

Hizashi sighs, "Because someone forgot their jacket at home and they were freezing their ass off as they were walking down the road."

Hitoshi scoffs, "Who's stupid enough to forget a jacket in this weather?"

"Go take a look at the couch and find out if you're so worried about it."

Hitoshi uncrosses his arms and quietly walks downstairs. He peeks around the doorway and sees you on the couch petting the cat. Turning around and walking back upstairs, he mumbles, "Of course that dumbass forgot her jacket."

Hizashi raises an eyebrow as Hitoshi walks back towards his room, "So?"

"I'll bring one down in a minute," he tells him.

"Thank you," Hizashi says in a sing-song voice.

"Whatever. Just give me a few minutes."

"Okay!" Hizashi smiles to himself as he walks back downstairs to let you know about the hoodie. He would have asked for a regular zip-up jacket, but all Hitoshi has in his wardrobe that has a hood on it is hoodies. When Hizashi gets downstairs he tells you to wait a few minutes and you nod as you continue to sit and pet the cat.

Five minutes later Hitoshi comes downstairs with a purple hoodie in hand. He chucks it at you and it lands on your head as he says, "Here's a hoodie idiot."

The hoodie falls on your head with an 'oof'. "Thank you," you say as you take the hoodie off your head. You run your hand through your hair one time to somewhat fix it before holding the hoodie out in front of you. It's a purple hoodie with a white sleeping cat above the pockets and the hood has cat ears. "It's so cute looking!!" you say, excited to put it on.

"Well, are you going to put it on or stare at it all day?" Hitoshi asks sarcastically.

"Ah, oh right. Sorry," you say. You put the hoodie on and it goes a little past mid-thigh. "Wow, I feel smaller than I already do."

Hitoshi rolls his eyes, "Well, of course, it's a hoodie meant for a man, on a tiny woman. What do you expect?"

As you put the hoodie on you say, "Don't be rude Hitoshi, I was just saying."

"Whatever."

You stand in front of the mirror on the wall and you feel quite cute. "Wow, I actually look quite cute for once."

"You wish," Hitoshi says in a teasing tone.

Hizashi glares at his son for his choice of words. Just because it's teasing doesn't mean it can't hurt the way someone decides to look at themselves.

You turn towards Hitoshi, "That's not very nice." Your stomach grumbles so you add on, "I need to get going now. Thank you for the hoodie, I'll make sure to return it and thank you for helping me Hizashi." You wave as you quickly open the door and run out, almost running into Shota. "Ahh! Sorry Shota," you say as you quickly stop yourself.

"What's got you in a rush?" Shota asks you as he also tries not to hit you.

"My hungry stomach," you respond.

Shota nods, "Oh, okay." He notices the hoodie you're wearing and remembers Hitoshi buying one like that once. "Is that Hitoshi's hoodie?" he asks.

"Yeah... I kind of needed to borrow a hoodie and this is what I got. I think it's cute though," you say. What you didn't realize was a very slight blush rose to your cheeks, but Shota noticed it.

"Ah, okay. Better try not to run into anyone else, you might hurt someone."

"Yes sir!" you say before running to the sidewalk. At this point you feel so hungry you could eat about 4 cheeseburgers. Rather than walking, you run to the diner as you hope it won't be as far away as the map made it seem.

You eventually make it to the diner and order some food to eat. You silently eat it as you scroll through Instagram. As you're scrolling you see a post from someone you thought you had blocked, your ex. The post includes him and the person who hurt you more than he had, your ex-best friend. You quickly block the account and flip your phone over.

Having lost your appetite you wave the waiter over and ask for to-go of some food for you to eat during dinner. After getting your to-go food and paying for everything, you leave. You put the hoodie back on your head and slightly tug on the strings before putting your hands in the pockets.

You forgot how much everything from before affected you. You sigh as you continue your walk back to your filled house, your lonely, filled house.

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"Looks like y/n came over again," Shota says as he walks in the door.

Hizashi nods, "It was a small visit."

"I see she's wearing one of your hoodies Hitoshi," he says, raising an eyebrow at his son.

Hitoshi's just looks at his father with a blank expression, "She needed a jacket to wear because she was an idiot and forgot to grab one before leaving her house. That's all it is."

"You have so many hoodies, but yet you chose one of your favorites for her to wear."

Hitoshi rolls his eyes, "And this is where I go back into my deep dark cave of a room. It was just a hoodie dad."

"Whatever you say, son." Shota watches as his son walks out of the room being angry at him. Laughing at the whole ordeal, Hizashi says to his husband, "I noticed it when he brought it out but I decided not to say anything."

Shota chuckles, "Guess we'll see where this goes."

"Guess so."

Meanwhile up in Hitoshi's room, he's sitting on his bed listening to music. He doesn't know why he let her wear his favorite one either, not even he wears it because he doesn't want it getting dirty. He also doesn't want to get teased more than he already does by other students at school.

He sighs as he turns on the one song that has the most meaning to him, 'Just the Way You Are by Bruno Mars'.

 

"Oh, her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shinin'

Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful and I tell her everyday

Yeah, I know, I know

When I compliment her she won't believe me

And it's so, it's so

Sad to think that she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me, "Do I look okay?"

I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change..,"

 

He sings, as the song plays. He hopes for once his soulmate will sing the whole song along with him. Her voice had always helped him feel more relaxed before, but now that he barely hears it he feels as if it's something he needs to beg for. Near the end of the song, right where he usually hears her pipe in she sings,

 

"Just the way you are

Yeah."

 

It wasn't what he was hoping for but he's glad she at least sang that much. It makes him happy that at least she's still there. It brings a slight smile to his face as he sits there, just listening and singing some more songs as time goes by.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Just wanna say, sorry about such shitty chapter endings!!! I really such at them honestly but like I try V_V

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 9: ★✿08✿★

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“Shit! I’m late! I’m late!!”  You quickly jump out of bed and take a three-minute shower before throwing on a random pair of jeans and a random shirt. Once you're dressed you hurry downstairs and realize you don’t have anything for breakfast. “Shit. WHatever gotta go” you say to yourself as you run to the door. You quickly grab a random hoodie off the rack and your bookbag before running out the door with your phone and earbuds in hand. 

As you run out you can see the bus down the road at another stop. Rather than trying to catch it, you decide to run in the direction of the school. You’ve never been the most athletic person in the world, but you are athletic enough to run quickly when necessary. 

As the school finally comes into view, you hope you are not late or that Shota will let you off the hook if you are. You run into the school and look at the clock on the wall. It reads seven fifty-eight, meaning you have two minutes to run through the halls and into the classroom. 

As soon as the bell rings you're sliding into the classroom while Mr. Aizawa is closing the door. You lean against the wall for a moment to catch your breath, not noticing that the whole class is staring at you. When you can finally breathe and you notice all the eyes you get really nervous. 

“Take a seat y/n,” Mr. Aizawa says to you. Partly because you were shaking slightly and partly because he needs to take attendance. 

“Y-yes, sir.”You quickly walk to your seat and sit down. Halfway through homeroom you get cold and go to put on the hoodie. When you look at the hoodie you grabbed, it’s the cat one that Hitoshi let you borrow. You mentally slap yourself multiple times before putting the hoodie on and hoping that Hitoshi wouldn’t murder you for it.  

You slip the hoodie on and lay your head back down on the desk until you feel someone tap your shoulder. You turn towards them and see Hitoshi. Nervously, you clear your throat and say, “H-hi Hitoshi.”

He points at the jacket, “What’s with that?”

You sigh, “I woke up late so I had to rush. When I grabbed a hoodie off the rack, I didn’t pay attention and grabbed the wrong one. I didn’t realize it until I went to put it on.”

“Whatever, Just don’t get it dirty. It’s one of my favorites,” he says.

“I’m going to go ahead and give it to you then. I don’t want to accidentally ruin it,” you reply.

Hitoshi rolls his eyes at your stubbornness, “Y/n don’t be stupid, you’re going to freeze your ass off if you don’t wear it.”

“So you do care,” you state. 

Hitoshi doesn’t reply and walks away to sit back at his desk. You just lay your head back down as you wait to go throughout your school day as you normally would. 

 

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You’re leaving fourth period and heading to lunch when you bump into Dabi again. He looks down at you and scoffs, “Looks like the new girl wants to get hurt again.”

You decide to stand your ground this time and speak back, “I-I’m not the new girl anymore and All I did was accidentally walk into you, so don’t be rude.”

“Did you just speak back to me?” He asks, his voice laced with anger.  

You gulp and make your stance a little stronger. You’ve run into him a few times but most of the time he purposely did it. Each time he has pushed you aside. You only got hurt the one time when you had hit your head though. Being done with getting pushed around, you reply confidently with, “Yes. I’m tired of getting pushed around by a bully like you, now if you’ll excuse me I’d like to get myself lunch.”

You start to walk away but Dabi grabs the back of your hood, holding you back. “You’re going to regret saying that bitch.” He pulls you back and slams you against the wall. The top corner of your head starts bleeding, but you try to stand back up anyways. He kicks you back down before you can get to your feet. You grunt when you hit the floor, but keep trying to stand. 

He kicks you multiple times in your stomach as you guard your face, causing you to cough up blood. He kicks your arms as you guard yourself. You try once more to get up, feeling the pain more and more with each kick. As you try getting up, Dabi goes to kick you one final hard blow, but someone pulls him back by his shirt. “Leave her the fuck alone,” the voice says. You recognize the voice but can’t put a name to it. 

You open your eyes slightly and see purple hair, recognizing it as Hitoshi before your eyes close and you pass out from exhaustion and pain. Hitoshi notices you passed out as he yells for a teacher. There are so many teachers in the damn school, but right when shit actually happens they are never there to help. 

He quickly punches Dabi in the jaw and pushes him to the side before running to you and crouching down. There is blood dripping from your head injury and mouth as you’re curled up in a ball. Hitoshi quickly removes your bag from your back and picks you up bridal style. Knowing the nurse isn’t here he runs to the other side of the school with you in his arms to his father’s classroom. 

Without knocking he runs into the room and Mr. Aizawa is finishing up some paperwork. He looks up at the sudden opening of the door and notices you in his son’s arms. He quickly gets up from his desk and runs over to Hitoshi.“What happened??” he asks, his voice full of worry. 

“Dabi. I think she stood up to him or something, I’m not sure,” Hitoshi replies.

“I’ll deal with Dabi later, let’s hurry to the nurse’s office. I know Recovery Girl isn’t here today, but I can fix her up.”

Hitoshi nods and follows his dad out of the room. They quickly make their way to the nurse’s office and carefully sets you on the bed. Shota cleans the injury on your head, making sure to put some ointment and a bandaid on it after. They look for more injuries and see some scratches and bruises on your arms from when you were protecting your face. 

Hitoshi grabs a rag and gets it damp before carefully cleaning your arms, not wanting to hurt you. He accidentally touches your forehead and it’s hot to the touch. He puts the back of his hand on it completely and realizes it’s a fever. Looking at his father who’s putting things away, he says, “I think y/n came to school sick today. Her head is hot to the touch.” 

Shota stops what he’s doing and walks over to you, checking your temperature, “Shit. Get a rag damp with water and set it on her head. I’m going to go back to my classroom and email the principal to let him know what happened. I’ll be back soon.” 

Hitoshi heads over to the sink and grabs a rag. Before his father walks out of the room he tells him, “Okay. I left her bag in the hallway earlier too. It all happened by the bathrooms on the way to the lunchroom.”

Shota nods and quickly leaves the nurse’s office, leaving Hitoshi to care for you. Hitoshi gets the rag damp and folds it into a strip. He dabs your forehead with it before setting it down, hoping it’ll regulate your temperature a little. He grabs a chair and sets it beside your bed before sitting in it. He grabs his phone to text his dad about not calling your parents, remembering that you said they were out of town. 

 

Bratty Son 12:13 pm
Don’t call her parents. They are on a business trip.

Grouchy Dad 12:14 pm
We still have to let them know about what happened.

Bratty Son 12:15 pm
I’d wait until y/n wakes up and see what she wants.

Grouchy Dad 12:16 pm
Didn’t she say they were on a trip when she came over?
Shouldn’t they have been back by now?

Bratty Son 12:18 pm
Yes. The day I was over at her house she told me they wouldn’t be back until Wednesday. Today is Monday. 

Grouchy Dad 12:21 pm
Okay, I’ll wait until she’s awake to ask her about calling her parents then.
Wait… Over at her house? Was that the day we kicked you out for a while?

Bratty Son 12:24 pm
Uhhhh… bye see you when you come back to the nurse’s office. 

Grouchy Dad 12:25 pm
You didn’t answer my question brat.
Fine, I’ll take it as a yes. I’ll be back there soon.
If she wakes up, don’t let her move since I know you are still reading my texts.

 

Hitoshi sets his phone down and watches over you as you sleep. Eventually, his insomniac ass ends up falling asleep, his head laying on the bed beside your body. 

Thirty minutes later, Shota walks back into the nurse’s office. As he looks at the sight he has a slight smirk on his face. He decides to take a picture to show Hizashi later on since Hizashi has voiced his opinions about you two being together. 

After taking the picture for his husband, he sets his phone back in his pocket and leans against the wall. He stands there and waits for one or both of you to wake up since he talked Principal Nezu into getting someone to sub for his other classes. 

It’s not too long after that you wake up. Not recognizing where you are, you try to sit up, but all you feel is pain. Shota notices and tells you, “Don’t try to sit up.” 

He walks over to the bed and takes the rag off your head. He puts the back of his hand on your forehead to see if your fever has left or not. “Looks like it still hasn’t died down,” he mumbles to himself. 

As he walks over to dampen the rag again, you ask him, “What happened?” 

“From what Hitoshi told me, Dabi went after you.” Shota folds that rag again and sets it back on your head. He continues, “Hitoshi saw what was happening and stopped Dabi before carrying you to get some help.”

“Oh… Dabi didn’t hurt Hitoshi did he?”

Shota chuckles. “Always worrying about others. No, he’s fine. Look to your left and you’ll see him asleep.”

You turn your head to the left and see Hitoshi asleep on a chair with his head and arms lying on the bed. “That’s good.” You turn your head and look back at Shota, “So why do I have a rag on my head?” you ask him. 

“You have a fever.”

“How did that happen? I didn’t have one this morning, not that I know of at least. ”

“Fevers aren’t always noticeable, but I’m thinking you might be coming down with a cold or you have a slight one.”

You sigh, “Ugh, of course, I am. I get sick too easily.”

“I need to call your parents and let them know what happened. Would you like me to ask them to come back early or will you be fine without?” Shota asks you.

You think about it for a minute before replying, “They wouldn’t come home even if they knew, so just tell them I’ll be fine if they ask. I can take care of myself until Wednesday.”

Shota nods, “Okay. I’ll be back in a few minutes. I’m going to call your parents and inform them of everything.”

“Okay.”

Shota walks out of the room and you let out an annoyed sigh. You’re annoyed that you got yourself into that situation and annoyed you troubled both Hitoshi and Shota… again. “God I’m such an idiot,” you mumble to yourself.

What you didn’t know was that Hitoshi was awake and heard you. He turns his head to look at your face as he continues laying on his arms. He says, “You think?”

You slightly jump, causing you to wince at the pain. You turn your head and glare at Hitoshi, “Did you have to scare me?”

“Yeah. It seemed fun at the time,” he replies. “How are you feeling?”

“I feel like I got hit by a bus. I wouldn’t be surprised if I have a broken rib.”

Hitoshi sits up quickly, catching you off guard. “Shit. I didn’t even think about that. Dads going to have to check your ribs when he comes back.” 

“Oh.” You turn your head and look up at the ceiling. “Sorry for troubling you guys again.” You chuckle, “I’m always getting into some sort of trouble.”

Hitoshi lets out a long breath, “It’s fine. Dabi’s always been an asshole to everyone anyways, so it doesn’t surprise me that he went after you.” Tears start falling from your eyes one by one. Hitoshi notices and asks, “Why are you crying?”

“I am?” You ask as you go to feel your face with your hand. You end up unable to move it due to the pain. 

“Yes, idiot. I wouldn’t say it if you weren’t,” he replies. Hitoshi stands up and dries the tears off your face with his sleeve. 

“S-sorry. I-I don’t know why.”

Hitoshi sighs, “You apologize too much.”

You let out a slight laugh, “So I’ve been told.” There’s an awkward silence for a minute before you decide to break it. “Can I sit up?” you ask. You know it’ll hurt to try, but lying down is getting a little uncomfortable. You hate that you even got this hurt. You’ve never been too strong of a person physically, but now you realized just how weak you are.

Before Hitoshi has a chance to answer, Shota walks in and says, “No.”

“Why not?”

“Because we need to check your ribs and sitting up will make it harder.”

You sigh, “Okay. After can I?”

“You can try.”

“Yay!”

 

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After checking your ribs you found out that they are fine although you have multiple bruises from the kicks on your stomach. It took a while, but after some help, you were able to sit up properly. It was then that you realized you never actually was able to eat lunch and since there was no more toast left, you skipped breakfast. 

You ignore your hunger and decide that you’ll deal with that issue later on. For a while, you end up looking through your phone while Shota finishes up dealing with Dabi. Hitoshi was sitting there for a while but went to get your bookbag since Shota forgot before. 

It’s not long after that they come back to the room and you’re sleeping again. Your phone is lying on the bed while you’re curled up in a ball fast asleep. They agree to take you to their house rather than yours for now since you are alone and they don’t have a key to get in. They wait for Hizashi to finish with his classes to talk to him about everything before taking you home for sure. Luckily for you, Hizashi doesn’t mind and agrees to let you use the guest room.  

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

UHM I didn’t know how to end that chapter so like sorry for the shitty chapter-ending >.< I also realized that like a lot of this probably would never happen irl but like wattpad logic be like B)

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

Chapter 10: ★✿09✿★

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Hitoshi picks you up, careful not to wake or hurt you. Your head lays against his chest as he walks to the car, following his dad's. You stir in your sleep a little but it doesn't last long. He has no idea how you can sleep through everything, he wakes up so easily. Hitoshi sets you in the middle seat and gets in after you to sit in his own seat.

He buckles you and himself up as his dads get in and start going to the house. Now that you're out in the sunlight, he can see there are even a few small bruises on your face. Even though you're in so much pain, he realizes how peaceful you look as you sleep.

After arriving home Hitoshi takes you inside and up to the guest room, carefully laying you down under the blankets. He leaves the room for a minute to go get a damp rag for your head once again, hoping for it to help with the fever. When he comes back into the room he sets the rag on your head and walks back out.

When he gets downstairs he says, "I'm not sure when her fever is going to go down, but she's sleeping again for now."

Shota nods in acknowledgment, "Well, I'm going to keep her here until Wednesday afternoon to keep an eye on her."

"Okay." Hitoshi sits down on the couch, "She's going to feel bad for us helping again, you know that right?"

"Yeah, I know. She's going to have to accept it though."

"And if she doesn't?"

"She can't do anything about it, so she's going to have to."

Hitoshi stands up, "That makes sense. I'm going to make something to eat and some soup to bring up to her."

Shota shakes his head, "No, I've got it. Just keep an eye on her for now."

"Oh, alright. Don't forget to make me something," Hitoshi teases.

"Sorry I don't make food for brats who don't answer questions," Shota teases back.

Hitoshi fake gasps, "I simply just changed the subject"

"If you would like some food you should give me an answer then"

Hitoshi rolls his eyes as he starts walking towards the door. Before he makes it out of the room he simply says, "Yes," and keeps walking. Shota chuckles and heads to the kitchen to make the both of you some food along with a snack for when Eri and Hizashi get back home.

 

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Twenty minutes later Shota arrives in the room with soup for both of you. He sets your bowl on the table and hands Hitoshi his before waking you up to eat. With his feet in the seat as he eats his soup, Hitoshi watches in amusement as his dad wakes you up.

Shota shakes your shoulder lightly a few times, jumping back when you quickly sit up while breathing heavily. Hitoshi sets his soup down and quickly walks over to you. You wince in pain from sitting up too fast and look around the room. "Calm down y/n," Hitoshi says, his voice laced with concern as your eyes land on him. You close your eyes and take a few deep breaths.

"I-i'm good now. S-sorry for scaring you both," you say still trying to work on your breathing.

They both reassure you it's fine before Shota leaves the two of you alone to eat. Hitoshi helps you scoot back and lean against the headboard before handing you the bowl of soup. You both eat in silence, each movement of your arms causing you to wince in pain. When you finally finish eating, you just set the empty bowl in your lap.

It's not long after that Hitoshi finishes, making you realize you were hungrier than you thought you were. Hitoshi grabs both of your bowls and stacks them together, "I'll be back in a minute. I'm going to take these downstairs."

You just smile and nod as he walks out of the room. You take a sigh as you lean your head back against the headboard. You hate that they are stuck taking care of you. It makes you feel as if you're weak and have to depend on others and you hate feeling that way. Sometimes you blame the fact that you're so weak as the reason your ex cheated like he had, the reason all of your friends started treating you like shit and you never even realizing it. Sometimes you just wish you didn't have to be such a burden for everyone around you.

Snapping you out of your thoughts, Hitoshi says," Stop thinking so much idiot, you're going to fry your brain."

You look at him, "Oh, sorry. I didn't hear you come in."

"I noticed. How are you feeling?" he asks.

"In pain, but at least I'm not hungry anymore," you say.

"Do you want to change out of those clothes?"

"Honestly, yes. Then again I don't think I'll be able to myself so I'll wait until I'm feeling a bit better," you say as you look at the hoodie you still have on.

"I can help you change," Hitoshi suggests.

Your face turns bright red, "I-I- B- You- uh- D-do you realize w-what you just s-said Hi-Hitoshi?" you stutter. You cover your face with your hands.

Hitoshi's eyes widen in realization, "Ah, shit. Sorry, I didn't think about it." He thinks about another option that could work. "What if I don't look?"

"How would that even work?" you ask as you peek between your fingers.

"I don't know. It's not like I'm going to do anything other than helping you in the first place."

"Well, yea- but- F-fine." You put your hands back in your lap, "What am I going to change into?"

"I might have some clothes that are small enough to fit you."

"Okay."

Hitoshi gets up and goes to his room to find some clothes for you. You on the other hand are looking at the wall, wondering what you just got yourself into. You really do want to get out of the clothes you have on though. You scream at yourself in your head for agreeing to this. He's a guy, you're a girl, and the only guy who's ever seen your body is your ex.

Hitoshi walks back into the room and closes the door behind him as you sit there overthinking way more than you should. Snapping you out of your thoughts, Hitoshi says "I grabbed you some shorts and a hoodie. The shorts may be a little big, but they have drawstrings for you to tie."

You look at him, "O-okay."

You wince as you carefully turn your body to where your legs are dangling off the side. Hitoshi stands in front of you and says, "Put your arms up." You do as you're told, ignoring the pain that is surging throughout your body. Hitoshi grabs the bottom of the hoodie and pulls it up over your head before throwing it on the floor by the door.

Your face flushes a light shade of red as he starts pulling your shirt over your head. After he gets it off, your arms immediately go to your chest, ignoring all pain as they cover your bra and chest. Hitoshi holds back a laugh as he glances at your red face. He throws the shirt by the door before grabbing the hoodie he brought over to put on you.

"You're going to have to remove your arms if you want clothes back on y/n," he tells you as he still tries not to laugh.

"S-sorry. Just a little embarrassed," you say as you slowly remove your hands and put them up. You look away as your face flushes even darker.

"I don't see anything to be embarrassed about," Hitoshi says honestly, as he slides the hoodie over your arms and head. The hoodie goes down past your knees and is purple with the word 'Meow' on it.

You turn your head towards him again, "W-well I'm not the most confident person a-and you're not the one having someone else undress and redress you who is also the opposing gender."

"I still see nothing to be embarrassed about," he replies as he raises his eyebrows at you. You just sigh and pick at your fingers. "Grab onto my shoulders, you're going to have to stand up."

You put your arms on his shoulders and carefully slide off the bed. As your feet touch the floor your knees buckle causing you to fall forward. Lucky for you, Hitoshi was in front of you and you fell against his body. "OW!" you cry out in pain. You feel like someone is constantly beating you, the pain just not leaving your body.

Hitoshi is quick to grab you and pick you up. He sets you back on the bed and asks, "Are you okay?"

You blink away some tears as you nod, "Y-yeah. I'm fine. Just in pain."

"I didn't think you were going to fall," he tells you. "Guess we're going to have to go about this another way."

"What way is that?" you ask.

"The only other way there really is," he says as he sets the shorts beside you on the bed. "Lay down," he commands.

You hesitate slightly but does as he said. He grabs the waistband of your jeans and looks up as he pulls them down. You use the hoodie to push down between your thighs as he pulls them the rest of the way off. Hitoshi's face is slightly flushed, finally realizing what you meant by embarrassed. He clears his throat as he pulls them over your feet. He throws the pants with the other clothing by the door and grabs the shorts.

After putting one leg in at a time, Hitoshi slides the shorts up your legs. He stops at your thighs and looks away before lifting you up slightly and pulling them up completely. Feeling his pants tighten, he immediately turns around and grabs the clothes off the floor. He clears his throat, "I'll be back soon. I'm going to take care of these." He holds the clothes up as a gesture and opens the door.

"Okay," you stutter, feeling embarrassed.

Hitoshi walks out of the room and throws the clothes in the laundry room. On his way to the bathroom, Shota sees him, "Where are you going?"

"Bathroom," Hitoshi states as he continues walking. He walks into the bathroom and closes the door, locking it behind him.

Shota tilts his head as he watches the door shut and lock. "Was he blushing..." Shota mumbles to himself. He shakes off the thought and continues his way to the guest room. When Shota walks into the room, he sees you laying on the bed with your face bright red. Then he notices your change in clothes. He sits down in a chair and says, "Looks like you were able to change."

"U-uh yeah, I had a little bit of help though" you reply, mumbling half of it while refusing to look away from the ceiling.

Shota hears your mumbling and raises an eyebrow. He then realizes why his son went to the bathroom and holds back a laugh. He clears his throat, "Well, Eri will be here soon if you want me to bring her up later. For now, it's probably best for you to rest awhile."

You finally look away from the ceiling, "Okay. Can you help me get under the blanket? It's still a struggle to move."

"Of course." Shota gets up from his seat and helps you under the blankets. He covers you up and says, "Get some rest." You nod and close your eyes, your mind relaxing as you slowly drift off to sleep.

 

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Chapter 11: ★✿10✿★

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After falling asleep, you didn't wake up until the next morning. Shota and Hizashi checked on you every once in a while before heading to bed themselves. Hitoshi ended up falling asleep in the chair as he was keeping an eye on you, only waking up minutes before you had. He quickly left the room before you woke up, going to the bathroom to take a shower.

When you wake up, you feel sore all over. You could really feel the pain all over your body, all your bruises clearly showing. You didn't even think you had any on your legs but unfortunately, you do.

Rather than waiting for someone to come help you, you slowly pull yourself out of the bed. The pain hurts as much as before but you ignore it and continue getting off the bed. As your feet touch the ground, you fall to the floor with a loud 'THUD!' You swear at the world for gravity being a thing before you try to stand up. You lean against the wall and pull yourself up, holding onto it as you walk towards the door.

After opening the door you slowly walk out, making sure to hold onto the wall as you do. That's when you remember that there are stairs. You sigh and continue walking in the direction of the stairs.

You hear a door open and turn your head the direction you heard it from. That's when you see Hitoshi walking out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist, his hair wet and flat. You then notice the fact that he has abs, a six-pack to be exact. The way his abs lead to his V-line is hot enough to make your mouth water. You feel as if you can't look away, shocked at how nice his body actually is.

"Are you going to eye fuck me all day?" Hitoshi asks as he notices you staring at him.

You look up at his face as yours flushes red, "I- uh-"

Hitoshi rolls his eyes. "Don't worry about it. Not like I didn't see you yesterday either, " he says with a smirk on his face. He continues walking to his room, "I'll be out in a minute to help you, stay there."

Hitoshi doesn't give you time to respond as he walks into his room, closing the door behind him. You lean against the wall and look at your feet as you wait. You feel embarrassed you were staring, but at the same time, there were no regrets because his abs were sexy as hell.

You knock yourself out of your thoughts, yelling at yourself for being such a perv as you see Hitoshi coming out of his room, now dressed, but with his hair still damp and flat. He walks over to you and picks you up bridal style to make it easier going down the stairs. You squeal and wrap your arms around his neck when he picks you up, not expecting it.

You look up at him with wide eyes for scaring you like that, but he just looks forward as he starts walking downstairs and into the kitchen. You unwrap your arms from around his neck as he sets you down on a chair. "Anything specific you want for breakfast?" he asks you as he opens up the cupboards to see what they have.

"Anything is fine with me," you reply.

"Okay."

Hitoshi grabs cereal and milk, pouring some into two different bowls. He then sets one down in front of you before sitting beside you to eat his own. Breakfast is quiet as you both eat. Your brain filled with a mix of many different thoughts. Some of your thoughts are about what happened at school, what your parents are going to say, what you saw of Hitoshi this morning and a few other random things.

Hitoshi on the other hand is still trying to get the feeling of your legs against his hands as he helped you yesterday out of his head. He thinks it's stupid that that's where his thoughts are, but he also can't control it. You have a nice figure but why are these kinds of thoughts stuck in his head. He wants to bang his head against a wall for feeling like such a perv, but instead, he remains with his usual calm expression on his face even though he's dying on the inside.

Once you're both done with breakfast, Hitoshi helps you walk to the living room to sit on the couch. He goes upstairs to wake up Eri for school as you sit on the couch.

Hizashi comes into the living room and greets you as he gets ready to go to work. It's not too long after that Eri is in the livingroom struggling to get her shoes on. You help her get her shoes on and she gives you a hug before running to Hizashi for her breakfast. Once they've both finished eating they leave the house, leaving you with the other two and the cat.

It's an hour later when Shota is awake and downstairs watching you play with the cat on the floor. He finds it amusing but notices you're doing it as a distraction from your pain. Shota took the day off from work to keep an eye on you. Since he hasn't had a day off since he started working, this gives him a day to relax. He also allowed Hitoshi to stay home for the day.

It's some time afternoon when you realize you haven't had a shower since the morning before. "Shota, do you mind if I use your bath?" you ask. "I think it's time I shower," you say with a chuckle.

Shota stands up, "Of course. Let me ask Hitoshi to get some more clothes for you. Do you need help to get up the stairs?"

You shake your head, "No thank you. The more I try to walk, the easier it will be to walk even with the pain."

Shota nods, "Okay. Just yell for me if you need help."

You smile and nod as he walks out of the living room. You put one hand on the couch and pull yourself up to stand. You keep one hand on something as you walk, making sure you don't fall. When you get to the steps you hold onto the railing with both hands and pull yourself up the stairs.

Once you make it to the top of the stairs you close your eyes and fall back on your back breathing heavily. You feel as if you just ran a mile. When you open your eyes Hitoshi is standing above you, staring at you. "Hello princess, having fun lying on the floor?"

You nod, "Yeah, it's very comfortable."

"Too bad, get up. I got you some clothes to wear, although I don't know what you're going to do about the undergarments," he tells you as he puts his hand out for you to grab.

You grab his hand and he pulls you up. You wince as pain once again surges throughout your body. Once you're standing up, you grab onto the wall and use it to keep yourself stable as you walk to the bathroom, Hitoshi following close behind. When you make it to the bathroom you sit on the floor by the tub and turn the water on trying to make sure it's at a good temperature.

Hitoshi sets the clothing he grabbed for you on the counter, "I'm going downstairs, bye."

"Bye!" you say as he walks out, closing the door behind him. After you think he's walked away you collapse onto the floor. "Dammit, why must I be so fucking weak. I just want to walk you stupid shitty legs," you yell at yourself, but not too loud as you don't want anyone to hear.

As Hitoshi stood outside the door, he heard you cussing yourself. Not wanting to bother you, he heads downstairs to the couch and lays on it with his arm over his eyes. Shota is sitting in the armchair and notices his son's distress. He closes his laptop and asks, "What's wrong with you? Girl troubles perhaps?

Hitoshi removes his arm and glares at his father before answering, "Technically yes, but no. You know how I am when it comes to people. I don't like them and I don't like being around them. Y/n makes it hard to do that when she's so clumsy and negative all the time."

"Is that all?" Shota asks knowing it isn't but wanting to see if he'll fess up.

"Yes."

Shota leans forward in his seat, "What about the fact that you helped her change her clothes and went to the bathroom immediately afterward."

Hitoshi falls off the couch when he hears those words come out of his father's mouth. "Shit, that hurt." He glares at the older man as he sits up, "Well, yeah I did help her but it's not like I expected that reaction from my body though. Not something I can physically control, shouldn't you know this since you are a guy too."

"What did you expect? For nothing to happen when looking at a half-naked female? I am not attracted to females in a way for that to affect me, but yes I know you can't control it."

"Uh- Of course I expected nothing to happen. Unlike most people, I am still a virgin who has never even paid attention to the way a females body looks or a female in general." Hitoshi sighs as he leans his head back against the couch.

Aizawa laughs at his son for being such an idiot, "Looks like you are finally growing up and paying attention."

Hitoshi rolls his eyes, "Dad, Really?"

"Yes really. Anyway, back to the topic of girl problems. Why not actually try to get close to y/n? It doesn't look like she's making any friends at school and you guys get along decently. She's one of the only people I've seen deal with your smart mouth."

"Is this a set up to get us to date?"

"..."

"Dad. No. I've already told you it's either my soulmate or no one."

"You don't even know if you'll meet your soulmate. Just give her a chance Hitoshi. You can't just shut everyone out for a girl you've never met and might not ever meet."

Hitoshi wipes his eyes and grabs the bridge of his nose, "I-I know. I just can't get her voice out of my head. A lot of the time I silently hope that she's going to sing along with me like she used to, but she only sings the ending of our song now."

"Maybe someone else will be a good distraction. Just think about it."

Hitoshi stands up, "I'll think about it but I'm not making any promises about anything."

"That's better than nothing in my book."

 

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After your bath, you spent your time throughout the day mostly in pain. It became too much to the point where you went to sleep just so you didn't have to feel it. Hitoshi checked up on you a few times throughout your time sleeping, having to put the blankets back over you a few times.

At one point there were tears pouring from your eyes and he had to get a rag and dry them for you. He knows you must be in pain from all the bruises and everything, but there's not much that can be done other than letting them heal as time passes.

The next day nothing much happened either. It was like the day before, lying around and relaxing for a while before you end up sleeping again due to the pain. Shota had threatened to take you to the hospital if your injuries weren't getting any better, but you talked him out of it.

When Wednesday finally came, it was time for you to go home since your parents were coming back. You sat around at Shota's house most of the day, playing with Eri after she had gotten home. You were still in a lot of pain, but it was less than the previous days. Once it was finally time for you to go home, Shota drove you so he could speak to your parents about everything in detail.

As soon as you had gotten there you opened the front door with the extra key under the doormat, allowing Shota to enter the house and you followed after. Since your house was pretty much empty, all you could offer him was some water. You really need to talk to your parents about getting some more groceries. You were pissed that they left you without some in the first place because they know you can't go anywhere without a vehicle.

It was an hour later when your parents got home and noticed you and your teacher sitting on the couch talking. As they sat down on the couch you excused yourself saying you were going to bed. You thanked Shota and got a hug from him before going upstairs and sleeping the pain away.

Although Shota doesn't usually give hugs, he thought you needed it so he let you have one. Throughout his teaching career, he's realized he's getting a soft spot and doesn't like it. He blames Eri for most of it and partly Hitoshi.

Shota explained everything that happened within the last few days, only leaving out minor details before heading back home for the night.

 

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Hitoshi lays in his bed, thinking about his father's words. He knows his dad's right about maybe never meeting his soulmate, but ever since he was a kid he's wanted to meet her. The way her voice would sound so soft and sweet when she'd sing. It drove him crazy. The times her voice would crack as she sang and then continued, it was something he'd always looked forward to hearing when he was about to.

But, she stopped singing a little over a year ago. The one thing he looked forward to hearing almost daily just disappeared into thin air as if it never existed. There are times he can hear a hum in his ears, it's not her voice but it's better than nothing. Other times she will sing the last line of their song, the song they enjoyed together as kids that's never lost its meaning.

Maybe he never will meet her or she's already found someone else to love. He hates the thought of never finding her, but he also knows that not all soulmates end up together anyway. It's not like they could force love onto each other. Hell, it's not like Hitoshi even knows what love feels like other than the love he feels for his family.

The longer he thinks about it the more he thinks about maybe making an actual friend. He sits up and starts a playlist as he thinks, hoping that maybe it will help him think clearly. The only friend he really has is Denki and they don't really talk often. He lays back down as he listens to the music, just thinking.

His final decision is to try and make a friend out of y/n. Only a friend, nothing more. At least that's what he thinks will happen...

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

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~Aizaten֎֎֎

Chapter 12: ★✿11✿★

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When you wake up your mom's standing in the doorway. You look at the time on your alarm clock and realize it's the time you'd get up for school. You look at your mom, "Why am I going to school today? I feel like absolute garbage."

"Because the more you move, the better you'll feel. Now get up and take a shower," she tells you. You roll your eyes as she leaves your doorway and walks down the hall.

You're pissed that your mom is so insensitive towards the way you're feeling right now. It's as if your parent's job is their whole life and that school is the only reason you're alive. You love them, but they've never acted like they even care for you.

You groan as you get out of bed and take a shower. As the water touches your skin it burns at first but after a few minutes, it feels good.

After cleaning yourself and rinsing off, you get out of the shower and brush your hair, deciding to leave it down for the day. You look at your head injury and decide to put a bandaid on it for the day.

You throw on some leggings and an oversized hoodie. You thought about wearing a shirt under it, but you don't plan on taking it off because of the bruises and scratches. The ones on your face are light enough not to be noticed unless someone inspects your face.

You grab your phone and earbuds before going downstairs. You tell your parents about needing some food in the house before grabbing your bag and storming out. Maybe it's childish to act like that, but you're tired of the way they act towards you. They decide to just leave you home alone without any type of vehicle and pretty much no food in the house. Do they expect you to be happy about that?

As the bus picks you up, you sit in the front seat away from everyone. Most people enjoy sitting in the back and acting like a bunch of bitches on crack, but you'd rather not.

When you walk into the classroom and Mr. Aizawa spots you, he asks you to come here. You already know he's probably going to be mad you came today since he said you needed rest, but that's not something you could control. He waves Hitoshi over too before speaking.

Mr. Aizawa looks at you, an angry expression on his face, "Why are you here today? You're supposed to be getting some rest."

You sigh and lean against the wall, "My mom decided it was a good idea to make me come to school even though I told her I'm in pain."

Mr. Aizawa lets out an angry breath. He doesn't understand other parents sometimes, the way they decide to do things just pisses him off. He bites the inside of his cheek as he thinks.

Hitoshi comes up with an idea that won't make you have to move around too much. "What if she gets the work from all of her teachers for the day and sits in one of the choir practice rooms as long as it's okay with everyone?"

"That doesn't sound like a bad idea," Mr. Aizawa replies. He turns to Hitoshi, "Will you be willing to stay in there to keep an eye on her? You can get free sleep after all your works done."

"You had me at sleep," Hitoshi says with a grin.

"Good."

Mr. Aizawa turns to you, "Are you fine with this y/n?"

You think about it for a moment. If you say no, then you'll have to walk around all day and do work and pay attention in class as you try to ignore the pain. If you say yes, then you'll have to sit in a small room for eight hours, minus lunch, with a human being of the opposing gender and you won't have to deal with the pain all day. You're not a fan of someone else being in there with you, but it's not like you don't already know Hitoshi, and not walking around too much is probably for the best.

You nod at Mr. Aizawa. "Yeah, I'm fine with it. The less pain I'm in the better."

"Sit down for now until everyone else gets here. After I take attendance I'll email your teachers and let them know before I send you both to get your stuff."

Both of you nod and head to your seats as people start entering the classroom. You lie your head down on your desk and close your eyes as you wait for attendance to be taken. As you sit there, Mina walks over to your desk and notices the bandaid. Just as she was about to say something to you, Mr. Aizawa starts taking attendance and she goes to her seat, curious about the injury and why you were out for two days.

After taking attendance, Mr. Aizawa makes sure it's fine with Ms. Jirou before emailing all of your and Hitoshi's teachers. He realizes that you are both in all of the same classes which makes his job a lot easier. Once the emails are sent he stands up and walks over to your desk, "Wait outside the door for Hitoshi." You nod and grab your stuff before heading towards the door.

As you walk to the door, people's eyes linger on you. When you notice you immediately look at the floor as you continue walking and leave the classroom.

Mr. Aizawa walks to Hitoshi's desk and whispers in his ear, "Go make a friend brat."

Hitoshi glares at his father for a second before grabbing his stuff and leaving the classroom. He spots you sitting against the wall with your head down and walks over to you. You notice him and slightly smile as you stand up, hissing at the pain in your legs.

As you both walk towards your classrooms, Hitoshi takes your bag off your back and says, "It's probably causing you more pain. I'll carry it for you."

You almost argue about it, but it's true. The weight of the bag just caused more pressure on your limbs and it hurt like a bitch. So, instead of arguing you say,' "Th-thanks Hitoshi."

Hitoshi just nods in response as you continue walking. You go through your classes and both of you end up with a small stack of work since you're both in the same classes. You grab your choir work last since you have to go through there to get to the practice room anyways. Hitoshi stops to talk to Ms. Jirou before heading into the practice room. You tell them you'll go ahead, leaving them to talk in private.

Hitoshi walks up to Ms. Jirou and says, "I hope it's fine that I'll be missing class for today. I'm not sure about tomorrow yet."

"It's fine. In the email, Aizawa explained everything," she replies. "I would also like to ask a favor of you..."

"Sure. What is it?" Hitoshi furrows his eyebrows a little bit, wondering what the question is.

Ms. Jirou leans forward onto her arms that are sitting on her desk. "Do you think you can speak to her about starting to sing? Even if it's not for my class. I know it's asking a lot bu-"

Hitoshi cuts her off, knowing what she's going to say, "Of course. I've actually already mentioned that she should sing before, but I don't know if she has thought about it since then. From what I know, she used to love to sing though. I'll try talking to her about it sometime today."

A warm smile appears on the teacher's face, "Thank you. You better get going, don't want to leave the girl waiting."

"You're welcome." Hitoshi waves to her before walking off towards the practice rooms.

When walking into the practice room, Hitoshi sees you working on your homework with the back end of your pencil in your mouth as you think. He sets your bag down beside you and sits against the opposing wall before starting his own work.

It's an hour later when you get all your work finished. You set it to the side and start scrolling through your Instagram since you have nothing else to do. Hitoshi finishes ten minutes later and sets everything in his bookbag.

He decides now will be a good time to talk to you about singing again. He doesn't know if you've thought about anything he said after last time, but it's worth a try.

It's a bigger deal to Hitoshi since he knows how it feels to have a soulmate who doesn't sing anymore, how it feels to be on the receiving side of it. He also wouldn't like to not be able to do something he loves to do due to insecurities.

Hitoshi may not know you the best or know your past, but he knows he would like to try to help you gain your confidence back if he can.

 

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Hey SOOOOOO Sorry for such a shitty chapter-ending >w< I didn't want the chapter dragging on too long, but to be continued my dudes <3

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~Aizaten֎֎֎

Chapter 13: ★✿12✿★

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Hitoshi takes a breath before moving his body to sit directly in front of yours. You look up from your phone and he's looking at you. You set your phone down and say, "Hi? Can I help you with something?"

He shakes his head up and down slowly. "Can I ask you a personal question?"

"Sure," you reply, giving him your full attention.

"What exactly happened to make you stop singing?" You look down at your hands, not noticing that you started biting your lip. Hitoshi starts to slide back to the other wall, "Sorry it was a stupid question."

You grab his wrist before it gets out of reach, "N-no it's fine." He stops moving and turns around to look at you. You are still looking down, as you point in front of you where he was before. "I'll answer your question, just give me a minute."

"Okay," Hitoshi says as he moves back in front of you. He's sitting Indian style and leans back onto his arms as he patiently waits for you to speak. He watches as your facial expressions change between multiple different ones.

"U-Uhm so... A year before I moved here, a lot of things in my life started going downhill." You take a deep breath to calm yourself down slightly before continuing. "I loved to sing before that, but around that time I started overhearing insults towards my singing and other things about me from people who I thought were my friends. I had ignored it at first, just to not let the stuff get to my head and drag me down. I continued to try, but the more I heard it the more I let it get to me especially since I thought they were my friends... It just kind of hurt."

You stop and look up at Hitoshi for a second to see him looking at you with his usual facial expression. You start picking at your nails and look down before you continue speaking, "Over time throughout the year, I stopped talking to each one of them along with I slowly stopped singing. I had one friend left after that and she... Uhm she hurt me most of all."

A single tear falls from your eyes, "I-I caught her in bed with my at the time boyfriend. The next day she screamed a bunch of insults at my face because of me calling her out for it. After that, I stopped singing for good due to a lack of confidence and moved away not long after."

You can feel the tears trying to escape from within you and close your eyes hoping to stop them. Without thinking, Hitoshi leans forward and wraps his arms around you. You lean into the warm embrace as the tears start pouring out of your eyes.

Hitoshi traces circles along your back as he thinks. "I've personally only ever had one friend... kind of. Other than that I have no experience when it comes to friendships, but I do know that those who acted like that are assholes and you should forget about their opinions. The best way to heal is to move on and leave anything that happened in the past. Prove to yourself that you can be confident and be happy even with the fact that they treated you like that. Do things that make you happy and make new friends."

Hitoshi pauses for a moment. He then says something he didn't expect himself to say, "Let me be your friend. Let me help you feel confident again and learn to trust again." He continues rubbing your back as a way of comforting you.

"I-" you start to speak but Hitoshi cuts you off. "Don't try to respond until you are done soaking my shirt with your tears." You just sit there in his arms letting tears that have been aching to leave your system finally escape. The last time you actually let someone see you like this was when you thought you actually had friends.

It's a few minutes later and you've stopped crying, but you fell asleep leaning against him. Hitoshi sighs and slowly moves to where he's leaning against the wall with your head on his lap. He could move you but decides against it. Moving the hair out of your face, Hitoshi dries lingering tears off of your cheeks. As you're sleeping, you bury your face against his stomach and you're curled up into a ball.

Not too long after, Hitoshi falls asleep. One of his hands is lying on your shoulder while the other one is on your head.

Mr. Aizawa's class finishes and he goes to check on the two of you. He knocks on the door and slowly cracks it open. After opening it all the way, he sees you lying on Hitoshi's lap, both of you fast asleep. He makes sure he takes a picture for his husband and then leaves to grab some lunch for the both of you.

Hitoshi wakes up a few minutes after his father left and rubs his eyes. Forgetting where he is, he looks around and sees you still asleep on his lap. He then remembers the events from before both of you fell asleep and sighs. He chooses not to wake you for now but rather to wait until you wake up on your own or until there's a reason.

He grabs his phone and opens up a text from his dad, Hizashi. When Hitoshi opens the texts he sees an image of him and you asleep in the practice room.

 

The Crazy Dad 11:57 am
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Look what Shota sent meeeeeeeeee

Sleep Deprived Son 12:03 pm
Omg really?! Ugh why do you guys o this to me

The Crazy Dad 12:05 pm
Because we're your dads and we love you :)

Sleep Deprived Son 12:06 pm
Is this really what you consider love?
I think its torture 😔

The Crazy Dad 12:10 pm
Too bad, get over it <3
I've got to get back to teaching kiddo, bye ❤️

Sleep Deprived Son 12:11
K Bye 💜

 

Hitoshi shakes his head as he sets his phone down. Sometimes he wonders if his dads are really adults or kids trapped in adult bodies.

He leans his head back against the wall and thinks about everything you told him. He's never had the want or need to make friends before so he's never gone through that type of thing. "You must have gone through a lot," Hitoshi mumbles to himself as he moves the hair out of your face again.

Hitoshi whips his head up as he hears the door open. As Mr. Aizawa enters the room, Hitoshi glares at him for taking a picture of them until he sees the food in his hands. He didn't even realize he was hungry. "Thought I'd bring you guys some lunch from the cafeteria," he says as he sets the two trays of food down.

"Thank you. I don't really know how to wake her up though..." Hitoshi says gesturing to you.

Mr. Aizawa crouches down, "I've got it. Just sit back in case she jumps up." Hitoshi nods and leans his head against the wall. It's not that he's scared to wake you up, but he'd just rather not after seeing you jump up last time.

Mr. Aizawa lightly shakes your shoulders a few times. The fourth shake, your eyes open and your head whips around in fear until you realize it was just Mr. Aizawa. You close your eyes and take a few breaths before opening them again. That's when you realize that you're laying on Hitoshi's lap. Your face blushes a light shade of red as you sit up. "At least she didn't jolt up this time," Hitoshi says as he looks at you with a raised brow.

"True," the older man replies. "Anyway, I got you both some food. I'm going back to my classroom to nap before I have to deal with more brats," he says as he stands back up and walks over to the door.

"Ah, Thank you!" you say as he opens the door and walks out, closing it behind him. You look at Hitoshi, "Uh... Sorry for falling asleep against you. I didn't mean to."

Hitoshi shrugs, "It's fine. I ended up getting some sleep too so it doesn't matter."

"Oh...okay," you say. You both grab your food and start eating, only making small talk. You know that after you eat you'll have to respond to everything he said. His advice has you unsure of how to feel. You want to not sing again, but maybe proving to yourself that you're fine even though they had you down for a while is better. That's when you remember what he said about being your friend.

"Uhm... Hitoshi."

"Yeah?" he responds after swallowing some food.

You hesitate, "W-were you serious about uh being my friend?"

Hitoshi nods, "Yes. Why would I not be?"

"I- I don't know. I just wanted to make sure I guess," you mumble.

"Well, you're stuck with me from here on out."

You smile, "I can live with that." You both finish up your food before setting your trays to the side of the room. You lay down on the floor and look up at the ceiling. "Thank you, Hitoshi."

Hitoshi turns his head towards where you're laying and asks, "For what?"

"Well for one, you let me throw all my issues onto you and then gave me advice. You're the first person I've talked to about everything that happened," you reply.

Hitoshi smirks as he bends a little at the waist and puts his hand on his stomach, "Well I feel honored m' lady."

You giggle, "Looks like I have a comedian on my hands."

Hitoshi raises an eyebrow at you before sitting back up, "Some would consider it as me being a comedian and others would consider it as me being a smartass."

"I think I'll stick with comedian temporarily."

"Whatever you choose."

You sigh, "I... I think I'm going to ease my way back into singing. It's going to take time, but I'm going to do it."

"Good. I hope to hear it one day."

"Only if I can hear your singing voice too."

"Why?"

You think about it for a moment, "Well, I know you like to sing a lot but I have no idea what your voice sounds like."

"How about the day you are confident enough to share your voice, I'll share mine? It'd be a fair trade in my opinion," Hitoshi says.

You bite your lip before smiling and saying, "Fine. It's a deal." You sit up and grab your phone, "Can I have your number since we're friends now? I was going to ask before, but I thought it'd be weird."

"I guess. Hand me your phone." You hand Hitoshi your phone and he types in his contact information before handing it back to you.

When you get the phone back you change his contact name to "Tosh 💜""I'll message you and you can save mine that way," you say to him as you save everything to your phone. Hitoshi nods as he grabs his phone off the floor.

 

Unknown 1:03 pm
🐈

Tosh 💜 1:04 pm
A cat? Really?

 

Hitoshi saves your number into his phone and thinks of a nickname to set your contact as while he awaits a reply.

 

Kitty Cat 🐈 1:07 pm
I didn't know what else to send

Tosh 💜 1:08 pm
Well that one emoji created a contact name for you.

 

You look up from your phone and raise an eyebrow before looking back down at your phone.

 

Kitty Cat 🐈 1:10 pm
What did u set it as??

Tosh 💜 1:11 pm
A name with letters and an emoji

Kitty Cat 🐈 1:12 pm
Such a smartass 🙁
Ill tell you what I set yours as if you tell me what you set mine as

Tosh 💜 1:14 pm
Didn't I set it as Hitoshi?

Kitty Cat 🐈 1:15 pm
Yeah and I changed it because I wanted it to be original

Tosh 💜 1:16 pm
Hmm... You've got me interested now
Fine i'll tell you
I set it as Kitty Cat 🐈

Kitty Cat 🐈 1:18 pm
I actually dont hate that

Tosh 💜 1:18 pm
Good because I wasn't going to change it if you didn't
It matches you because your small and a scaredy cat
Plus the first thing you decided to send me was a fucking cat


Kitty Cat 🐈 1:22 pm
Not my fault everything is scary smh
Anyway I changed yours to Tosh 💜

Tosh 💜 1:23 pm
Was that the best you could come up with?
And whats with the heart weirdo

Kitty Cat 🐈 1:24 pm
I put a few minutes of thought into that name tyvm
Don't attack my naming skills
At least i didnt set you as an animal
The heart is because of your hair, It was either a purple heart or an eggplant 🍆

Tosh 💜 1:30 pm
Ew forget I asked
Why are we texting when were sitting right across from each other anyway
It feels weird

Kitty Cat 🐈 1:32 pm
Idk
I guess we can talk instead of using our phones now then if its so weird 🤡

 

You laugh as you both set your phones down. You sit up and sit against the wall as Hitoshi lays his head back and closes his eyes.

Throughout the rest of the school day, you sit there only talking here and there. Once the day was over, Mr. Aizawa let you both know and ended up driving you home too. You tried to tell him you'd just ride the bus, but he didn't listen to any of your arguments so you gave up.

After going inside you found out your parents actually went grocery shopping. You grabbed a snack before heading up to your room and lying on your bed. When you spotted the picture frame on your desk, you got up and looked at it. You sigh as you look at the picture of you and those who hurt you, wondering if any of those memories were true friendship or if they decided to fake everything from the very beginning.

You remember what Hitoshi said about leaving everything in the past and take the image out of the frame. You walk downstairs and grab a lighter out of the kitchen. You hurry back upstairs and stand on the balcony. You hold the photo up in the air and flick the wheel on the lighter. You put the flame on the corner and watch as the photo turns to dust and flies away with the wind, leaving you free of your past completely.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 14: ★✿13✿★

Chapter Text

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It's been two weeks since the Dabi incident. Both you and Hitoshi spent another day in the practice room to keep your pain levels down. After that second day, it was the weekend and the pain was not as bad throughout the weekend.

Most of your bruises are gone on your arms and legs now except for a few. You've always been one to heal slowly, so you didn't expect for them to go away too quickly. As you walk out of your room, your mom and dad are sitting at the table. You were hoping to talk to them about finally getting a car, but they didn't hear you when you called their name the first ten times, so you just grabbed you something to eat and left the house.

You hate that they never listen to you when you need to speak to them. The first two weeks when you had moved, they were always around and you were like a family... but as soon as they had to hop back into work, they started acting as they had before. It pissed you off at a different level.

As you walk down the road listening to your soulmate's voice, you end up at Hitoshi's house. You know at least someone is home so you knock on the door. When the door opens you see Eri and she immediately wraps her little arms around you. You giggle as you bend down and pick her up.

You walk into the living room to see no one in sight. After asking Eri where everyone is, you go towards the kitchen. Once again no one is in there. As your soulmate finishes up a song, you go upstairs and knock on Hitoshi's door, hoping at least he's home.

A minute later the door opens to reveal your shirtless, baggy-eyed best friend. You don't even try to look away when you see his abs. Within the last week, you've learned it's no use and he ends up teasing you about it anyways.

"Hey, Hitoshi! Are you and Eri the only ones home? We can't find Shota or Hizashi." you ask as you redirect your eyes to his face. He's just shaking his head at you, the disappointment in his eyes shining through. You can already tell the teasing he's going to do later won't be light.

Hitoshi turns around and walks towards his bed. "Not that I know of. They should be around here somewhere," he says as he sits down on his bed. You follow and sit down beside him, setting Eri down on your lap.

"We looked but didn't see them. Unless... Could they still be asleep?"

"Either that or uh-" Hitoshi pauses as he realizes what they're probably doing. His dads decided to make each of their bedrooms soundproof, so they could all have their privacy. Momentarily Eri's is the only one that isn't soundproof since she is still very young. Hitoshi scrunches up his nose at the realization and covers Eri's ears. He says, "They are probably in their room fucking each other."

"Oh... Even with Eri home???" you ask as he keeps his hands over Eri's ears.

Hitoshi nods, "The rooms are soundproof, so unless she is in the room she won't be able to hear them. Although they found a way to let them hear things outside of their room, so if Eri screams for them they will easily be able to hear her."

You shiver and mumble, "At least we know where they are now."

Hitoshi uncovers Eri's ears and she asks, "What was that for Toshi?"

He ruffles her hair and says, "Don't worry about it. Grown-up talk."

"Okay... I'm hungry."

"Then let's go find you something to snack on." Eri smiles and you pick her up again as you follow Hitoshi out of the room and downstairs.

 

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Ever since you became friends, you became slightly closer. It's not a whole lot, but it's slowly getting there. You know that Hitoshi is new with the friendship thing and you're still trying to work on trusting more.

Each time you've come over to visit, you have seen him shirtless. You have nothing against it, but he decides to tease you because you stare. Like, what does he expect you to do? Just sit there and not stare at his exposed abs? Not gonna happen.

You've been trying to work on gaining your confidence to sing again, but you struggle with it. There are a few times when you thought to just give up but your thoughts always go back to what Hitoshi told you in the practice room. At home, you'll turn music on and just lightly hum to it or sing along to certain parts.

You are really trying. It's hard, but it's something you've decided on completely. It's only been a week so far, so you know you have plenty of time to work on your confidence. Hitoshi hasn't mentioned it except for one other time, only to ask how you are feeling about it. It felt like a therapy session, but you had decided to answer everything anyway.

While you've been working on your confidence for everything, Hitoshi has been enjoying hearing his soulmate singing again. He doesn't understand why she's just now singing again, but he's enjoying it while it lasts. Not knowing if she's going to keep it up, he wants to make sure to treasure the sound when he can.

Sometimes he'll sing along just to make it feel like the old times. It was something he always used to enjoy. When he'd come home after being bullied at school, it was always something that made him feel better.

He always stood up to a lot of the bullies but a lot of times they were just harsh. He'd neem called a monster a lot of times when he fought back because he didn't stop unless a teacher pulled him off of the other person or the other way around. It was like an adrenaline rush even though he was quite weak. He was never strong as a kid so when he started going through puberty, he also started working out to get stronger.

When fights happened his dads never blamed him. They knew he wasn't the one to blame and had spoken to his teachers about it multiple times. They tried explaining that the other children were picking on him, but the teachers didn't bother to listen. They'd thought about changing schools, but no other elementary or middle schools were within their district.

Anytime that Hitoshi came home with injuries, his dads made sure to take care of them. They tried their hardest to get the children who were bullying their son taken care of, but in the end, it didn't work.

Hitoshi slowly learned to ignore the kids and let them do what they wanted. As soon as he got into high school, only a few actually went to the same one. Those who did tried to do the same thing, but with his fathers being teachers there they were actually taken care of.

During high school he never talked to anyone until someone had come up to him, him being Denki. It was only one person, but it was something at the time. They were close for a bit of time until Denki randomly stopped speaking to him as much and slowly distanced himself. Since then he was a loner until you came along.

He wasn't looking to make friends, nor did he think he would make any anyway. He's scared that if he gets too close, you're just going to push him away. But, after hearing about everything that happened before you moved, he has some hope.

 

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After finding Eri a snack, you hung around in the living room for a while. Once Shota and Hizashi finally came out of their room, you and Hitoshi hung around a bit before going up to his room. You try talking Hitoshi into teaching you how to play guitar, but he claims he isn't good enough to teach you.

Although you tried to say you didn't care, you failed in the end. The most you could talk him into was playing a small tune for you and you found it relaxing. You stayed over for dinner, knowing your parents weren't going to cook anyway. You love Hitoshi's food too, it's delicious and no matter what he cooks it just tastes delicious.

After eating you ended up staying another hour before going back home. Hitoshi decided to walk you home since it was getting late, making sure you got home safe. Once he waved bye to you, you walked inside to find your mom and dad sitting on the couch watching tv. You decided now was finally the time to talk to them about getting you a car.

You sat down beside your dad and got their attention. "Mom, Dad, I want to talk to you about something."

Your mom turns off the tv and both of them turn towards you. Your mom speaks up first, "What is it, sweetie?"

Confidently, you say, "I would like a car. I can't walk everywhere when you guys are on business trips and I need to get myself a job. Without a car, I can't do that either. I know you've both said no multiple times, but I really need one, and I'm almost seventeen. I got my license, but you still haven't gotten me something I need. We have plenty of money, so you can't say that's an issue either."

Your parents look at each other before looking back at you. At the same time, they both say, "No."

"What?! Why not??" You hate that they won't even agree to get something you actually need.

You can tell your dad is serious when he says, "Because. You have no reason for a vehicle. You don't need a job when we have one to pay for everything and there is nothing wrong with walking."

At this point your yelling, "TOWN IS MORE THAN A TWENTY MINUTE WALK FROM HERE. I CAN'T CONTINUE WALKING THERE ALL THE TIME. CAN'T YOU BOTH JUST SEE STUFF FROM MY VIEW FOR ONCE?"

"Do not raise your voice at us young lady," your mom replies n a stern manner.

You stand up, "WELL IM TIRED OF IT. NEITHER OF YOU LISTEN TO ME AND ALL YOU FUCKING WORRY ABOUT IS YOUR GOD DAMN JOB. FORGET I ASKED."

You leave the living room even after your parents are yelling after you to come back. You grab the hoodie you brought back from Hitoshi's when you were hurt and your phone before walking out the door, slamming it behind you. Your parents yell after you out the door, but you ignore it and continue walking.

 

Kitty Cat 🐈 9:34 pm
Im on my way back to your place if it's fine with you.
I had a fight with my parents

Tosh 💜 9:36
Ok 
I'll let the dads know too
See u when u get here

 

After getting the message, you set your phone in your pocket. You know your parents will be furious, but they'll get over it in the end. You've never gotten so mad at your parents, but you're done with the shit they put you through. You've tried so hard to deal with them and be good, but in the end, they won't even do a simple thing that you know they can actually pay for. 

You stop walking and take a deep breath of the fresh air before opening them again and continuing down the road to the one place that feels more like home than your own.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 15: ★✿14✿★

Chapter Text

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You flop onto Hitoshi's bed and look at the ceiling. Hitoshi can feel the anger radiating off of you as he stares at you in confusion.

"What happened y/n?" he asks.

You let out a loud sigh as you sit up and grab a cat plushie lying on his bed. You squeeze the plushie as you say, "I decided to talk to my parents about getting me a car since I'm left home with no ride all the time. They refused and said no, so I got pissed when they didn't give me any good reasons. After that, I sorta kinda cussed them out before storming out of the house and coming here."

"First of all, calm down and breathe. I don't want you getting snappy with me when you're this worked up." You take a few deep breaths and lean back against the headboard

"Okay I'm good now, I think," you say. Hitoshi sits down on the bed in front of you with his legs crossed. "Why do you need a car so bad?" he asks you.

You sigh and look down at your fingers, "They always leave me home alone to the point to where i barely see them anymore. They took the only vehicle and last time they left me without groceries so I had to walk to the diner down the road for food. I'm tired of it. I told them I want a job, but they said I don't need one. It just irks me so fucking much."

Hitoshi is quiet for a few minutes as he tries to think of something. "Since you just ride with us every day after school and I can drive, I can take you to and from a job every day and you can save up for a car then. It won't fix your problem completely, but it will be a start."

"R-really? You'd do that for me??" you ask.

Hitoshi shrugs, "Sure. It's not like I really do anything after school anyway other than hanging out in my room or with you. I'm sure my dads wouldn't care if I used the other car anyway."

You smile and jump onto Hitoshi causing him to fall backward on the bed, you on top of him."Thank you so much!!! Sorry for always being a pain in the ass though."

"I'm used to it by now," he replies.

You both realize the position you're in and you hurry off of him, your face flushed. Hitoshi's face is an unnoticeable shade of red as he sits up. He clears his throat, "Will you be going back home tonight?"

You shrug, "I actually didn't think about that. The moment I step in that door, they'll probably scold me. Unless...."

"Let me guess, you want to know if you can stay over here for the night."

"You know me so well already."

Hitoshi Scoffs, "You've been around enough since you moved here, how can I not. Anyway, you have to take that up with the dads. They probably won't care either way."

"Okay. I'll go ask then."

Hitoshi just nods as you walk out of the room. Once the door is shut he lets out a breath he didn't know he was holding in. Before you, Hitoshi hadn't even cared if he spoke to a female or not. Now, he gets tingly anytime you touch him. It's a feeling his body very much enjoys, but he himself doesn't know how he feels about it.

He has to force himself to look away from your body sometimes. It pisses him off that he can't control himself. He feels like such a pervert for it and it drives him crazy.

He walks out of his room and into the bathroom, closing the door behind him. Hitoshi looks at himself in the mirror and grabs the bridge of his nose.

After splashing some water on his face, he walks out of the bathroom. When he walks into his room, you're asleep on his bed cuddled up to the cat. Hitoshi shakes his head and covers you up with his blankets. "Always sleeping," he mumbles.

He grabs his guitar and plays a few tunes, knowing he won't be able to sleep due to his insomnia. He plays multiple songs before setting the guitar down. He looks out the window and notices the dark gray clouds, meaning it's going to be storming soon. As Hitoshi is about to leave the room, your phone starts ringing. He sighs and walks back over to your phone.

When turning it over it shows that your mom is calling. Hesitantly, he answers the phone just to let her know you're staying at a friend's house.

"Y/n get your ass back home right now young lady!" your mom yells through the phone.

Hitoshi holds the phone a few inches away from his ear and cringes at the yelling. Once he thinks she is done yelling he says, "Uhm, hello."

"Who is this? Why do you have my daughter's phone?"

Hitoshi looks up at the ceiling. Annoyed, he replies politely with, "I am y/n's friend. She came over to my house earlier and she's asleep right now."

Hitoshi hears your mother sigh on the other side of the phone. "Sorry for yelling at you through a phone and thank you for letting me know," she says quickly before hanging up.

Setting the phone down, Hitoshi shakes his head. Sometimes he's glad he doesn't have a mom, he enjoys having two dads instead. Hitoshi then heads out of the room to grab a small snack before he decides to try and sleep.

As he's on his way back upstairs, a loud boom of thunder sounds causing you to wake up. A few more booms sound as you are sitting up now and covering your ears with your head down. Hitoshi walks back into the room and is confused at first. That is until he remembers how you are with thunderstorms.

He walks over to his desk and grabs a pair of headphones he has. You don't notice he's in the room until you feel something being slipped on top of your hands. You remove your hands and the headphones cover your ears. Seconds later, music starts playing through the headphones.

After mouthing "thank you," you both lean against the wall as you sit on the bed. Hitoshi scrolls through his phone as you have your head leaning back against the wall with music playing.

It's a few minutes later and you feel something touch your shoulder. You look beside you and Hitoshi is leaning on your shoulder fast asleep. You carefully grab your phone from the nightstand, making sure not to move too much. You open your camera and take a picture of him sleeping on your shoulder. You giggle as you realize this might be a once in a lifetime experience.

Since it's your first image as friends, you set it as your home screen and set your phone down on the edge of the bed. You grab Hitoshi's phone out of his lap and set it by yours so you'll at least know where they both are in the morning.

You sit back the way you were before and eventually fall asleep as you listen to the music playing through the headphones.

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Hitoshi is the first to wake up as the sun rises the next morning. He's lying in front of your body, his face at your breasts and an arm wrapped around you. As Hitoshi opens his eyes and realizes where his face is, he immediately gets off the bed. His face is bright red as he internally freaks out.

After hurrying to grab some clothes, Hitoshi goes to the bathroom and closes the door, locking it behind him. "Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck!" he cusses himself as he leans against the counter on his arms. As he's about to turn the shower water on a knock comes at the door. "Yes?" he asks.

"Are you okay in there?" he hears Shota ask from outside of the door. He wasn't going to bother him, but when he walked by the bathroom and heard his son cussing to himself, he got curious.

"Yea, all fine," Hitoshi lies. It's not like he's going to try and explain why he has a hard-on. That's just not something he wants to talk about, especially since his dad figured it out on his own last time.

Shota raises an eyebrow, not believing him. "Are you sure?"

"Mhm. Very sure. Y/n is still asleep if you want to wake her up."

Shota shakes his head and says, "If you say so." He then turns and walks away from the bathroom. He peeks in the bedroom to see you fast asleep on Hitoshi's bed. He closes the door and walks back downstairs to let Hitoshi wake you when he's done with his shower.

After Hitoshi hears his father walk away he turns on the shower water. He gets undressed and gets into the shower allowing the water to cleanse him. He realizes his boner is still there and sighs. Leaning against the shower wall, he starts moving his slender hands back and forth on his cock. He continues as he holds back a moan by biting his lip.

Ignoring the dirty thoughts popping up in his head he cusses you for causing this. Hitoshi continues pumping until he cums, making sure to hold back any sound incase his dad is still creeping around. His fluids wash down the drain as he begins washing his hair. He feels like such a pervert, but there's nothing he can do about it.

After showering and getting dressed, Hitoshi walks back into the bedroom. He gently shakes you and makes sure to stay backed away a little in case. For once, you wake up peacefully.

As you open your eyes you notice Hitoshi's wet hair and sleepily say, "Nice hair Tosh."

Forgetting he didn't do his hair, Hitoshi feels to see what you're talking about and sighs. "Gee thanks. Now get up, you got to get home. I don't want your mom killing me if you never make it home."

You sit up and pout, "She can't kill you if she doesn't know who you are."

"True..." Hitoshi sighs, "Get up anyway. You still need to go home."

You scrunch up your nose, "Ugh fine, but after breakfast. I can't get yelled at on an empty stomach."

Hitoshi rolls his eyes at you as he pulls you up and off his bed, "Whatever, you know where the kitchen is. I'm going to go do my hair."

"You should keep it down like that. It's cute that way."

Hitoshi shivers when he feels his heart skip a beat. Not knowing why it did what it did, he ignores it and turns towards the door. "Only for a little while."

You smile as you follow him out of the room, "YAY!" You both go down and eat breakfast before Hitoshi walks you most of the way to your house. You brace yourself for them to start yelling at you as soon as you walk in, but instead, all you get is a note saying they left again. You angrily crumple the note up and quickly shower and change before going right back to Hitoshi's.

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 16: ★✿15✿★

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It's a Saturday and you are all alone in your house, as usual. It happens so often that you're not even surprised anymore. The days your parents come back, they only stay for a day or two before leaving again. You've ended up hanging out at Hitoshi's all day and going back home at night unless u accidentally fall asleep over there.

Like any other day, you're on your way to Hitoshi's house. You're greeted by Eri like usual before walking into the living room where Shota and Hizashi are.

After saying your daily hello's, you run upstairs and knock on Hitoshi's door. You could just walk in, but you've decided against that since you never know what he's doing in there.

Hitoshi opens the door and you walk in, sitting down on his bed like usual. You do your usual of just talking about whatever and Hitoshi teaching you how to play the guitar a bit more. You've gotten quite good at playing within the past few weeks. You are still considered a beginner but you find it fun either way.

You have also begun singing more and more throughout time. You've left everything from your past there and just slowly got a feel for it again. Although you are still self-conscious about your voice, you are happy to be doing something you love again.

You've realized your soulmate likes it too. He's always singing when you're in the practice room so you do get sorta confused, but sometimes at night if you can't sleep, you will both take turns singing different songs. Eventually, you'd fall asleep and your soulmate continues to sing throughout the night until he himself falls asleep.

Your hanging upside down, halfway off of Hitoshi's bed as you watch him write stuff down in his little booklet. You had finished practicing the guitar a little over ten minutes ago, so you're on break.

As you watch him write stuff down in his booklet you just look at him with curiosity in your eyes. You've seen him write in the book a lot when you are over. Anytime you have asked to see what's in it, he says no without an explanation. The only bad thing is that makes you even more curious.

Sometimes you think it could be a diary or that he's writing songs down in it. You don't know enough to know for sure and you don't want to touch it without his permission since he deals with you enough already.

As you lie on the bed, you start sliding without realizing it and fall onto your head. "Oww. Shit that hurt," you whine.

Hitoshi holds back a laugh as he looks at you with a raised eyebrow, "It's your fault for not laying on the bed correctly."

"Hey, why are you on the bed's side of this. It's the one that threw me off of it... kinda," you say as you flip yourself over and stand back up.

Hitoshi turns in his chair to where he's facing you."The bed gives me comfort and I sleep on it. That's why."

You stick your tongue out at him in a childish manner and replies with, "Well I'm sorry that I'm too small for you to sleep on and give you comfort."

"I mean I could sleep on you, I'm just not sure how comfy it would be."

You sit on the bed and cross your arms. "Then come here and lay on my thighs and see how comfy it is. I want to be more comfortable than the bed. It's evil."

Hitoshi cocks an eyebrow, "You want me to lay on you, just to prove you're comfier than the bed?" You nod your head at his words. Hitoshi shakes his head and sets his book down. "You are unbelievable."

"You're doing it though aren't you?" you reply.

Hitoshi sighs, "Yes because if I don't you will probably try to fight the bed. Although that would be pretty entertaining to watch, I want to sleep anyway."

"Yes!! I better be comfier than the bed or I might actually fight it though."

"I wouldn't doubt it."

Hitoshi gets up from his chair and walks over to the closet. He takes off his shoes and changes into a thinner shirt. You watch from behind as you see his muscular back. You never really paid attention to his back, but at this angle, your eyes are in heaven.

Hitoshi sees you staring in the mirror and smirks. "Enjoying the view y/n?"

Being caught, you nervously clear your throat and say, "Is this a trick question."

"Maybe. Or maybe not," he replies as he turns around and looks at you. "Answer the question little kitty cat."

You furrow your brows in a challenging manner, "Watch out or this little kitty cat is going claw you."

"Who knows, I might like it if you get the right spot."

Your face turns bright red and you use your hands to cover it, "You are such a perv, Tosh!"

Hitoshi shrugs as he throws on another shirt, "I like to call it, hidden sexual desires."

"Hidden?"

"Yeah."

A look of puzzlement crosses your face, "How are they hidden if they are your desires."

Hitoshi shrugs, "I don't exactly think about any desires. The words just come out of my mouth without thinking about it."

"You make absolutely zero sense," you say in a deadpan tone.

"Doesn't have to make sense to you. As long as it makes sense to me I'm fine."

You roll your eyes, "Yeah yeah yeah, whatever."

Hitoshi walks over to the bed. "You still didn't answer my question," he says, a smirk on his face.

You glare at him for a minute before answering in defeat, "Yes I enjoyed the view. You are considered eye candy to me."

"Do I even want to know what that means?"

"Mm Probably not," you say with a slight smirk on your face. "Anyway, lay down sleepy head. I still have a war to win against the bed."

Hitoshi doesn't respond and plops down onto the bed. You uncross your arms and scoot back against the wall with your legs out in front of you. Hitoshi doesn't even hesitate as he lays his head on your thighs. His only thought is "comfy" as his eyes close and he's asleep in seconds.

As you notice how quickly he fell asleep you whisper yell, "Hah! Beat that bed!" You set an arm on his shoulder as you scroll through your Instagram with the other.

After getting bored of scrolling through your phone, you decide to take a picture of Hitoshi and send it to Shota and Hizashi. You got their numbers a couple of weeks back when you had freaked out thinking someone was in your house. It had ended up being a false alarm, but it had you pretty scared.

After taking the picture, you create a group chat with them and send the picture.

 

The Other Daughter 3:45 pm
Want to see a picture of a sleeping Hitoshi

Sleepy Teddybear 3:47 pm
Why is he asleep so early??
He's lucky he gets more sleep than me
That brat

The Super Cook 3:47 pm
I want to see!!
I never catch him when hes asleep, so i dont have too many pictures of him asleep.
I'm sure Shota is wanting it toooo

The Other Daughter 3:48 pm
I don't think he got any sleep last night
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Sleepy Teddybear saved an image

The Super Cook saved an image

The Super Cook 3:50 pm
Is he asleep on you????

The Other Daughter 3:50 pm
Yeah.
I wanted to prove I was comfier than his bed

Sleepy Teddybear 3:51 pm
By the looks of it, you have enough proof

The Other Daughter 3:52 pm
Exactly 😎😎😎
He cant deny a thing when he wakes up

Sleepy Teddybear 3:55 pm
Hes going to try

The Other Daughter 3:56 pm
Yeah I know
He can deny it all he wants but i know the truth 😈😈
CRAP MY PHONES ABOUT TO DIE BYE

The Super Cook 3:58 pm
Better charge it
Bye

Sleepy Teddybear 3:58 pm
👌👌 bye

 

Hizashi hurries out of the bedroom and into the living room where his husband is. Shota cocks an eyebrow at him, "What are you doing?"

An evil smile shows up on Hizashi's face and says, "Let's go spy on them! I need more pictures!!!"

"I thought I married a grown man. What happened to him?" Shota asks sarcastically.

"He ran away when our son actually started hanging around another person who is also of the opposing gender." Hizashi explains as he moves his face closer to Shota's ."Now let's go get more pictures! " he whines.

Shota cups his husband's face and pulls Hizashi to where he's straddling him. "Calm down. We will go get pictures, but wait because y/n will be asleep within ten to twenty minutes and we won't be caught that way. Okay?"

Hizashi leans into Shota's neck and says, "Fineee...."Hizashi then latches onto Shota's neck and starts sucking.

"What are you doing to my neck?" Shota asks with an eyebrow raised.

Hizashi stops momentarily and replies with, "Doing something with my time for the next ten to twenty minutes. Got any objections?"

Shota shakes his head, "No, none at all. Now get back to it."

"Yes sir," Hizashi says in a joyful manner before latching back onto Shota's neck.

 

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Your phone dies just as you send a final text and you sigh as you throw it onto the beanbag chair in the corner. You lean back and run a hand through Hitoshi's hair. The fluffiness of his hair amazes you as you continue running the same hand through it. As you watch him sleep, you notice how peaceful he looks.

He has a very slight smile on his face as he's facing towards the ceiling. A smile is not a sight you see on Hitoshi very often at all. His arms are lying on his stomach as if he were in a casket. If it wasn't for the small rise and fall of his chest, you'd think he is dead.

As you watch is steady breathing and sit there, you grow tired. Your eyelids start feeling as if there are fifty-pound weights pulling them down and your brain is on its way to shutting down.

As you try to stay awake, your eyes close and you fall asleep. Your upper half slowly starts sliding down the wall and onto the bed, your head hitting the pillow.

Not too long after, Shota and Hizashi slowly open the door. Noticing the uncomfy position you are in, they both cringe. Shota motions Hizashi towards the bed to move the position. They know how not to wake Hitoshi up after all these years, so they can do it without waking either of you.

Shota carefully picks his son up, keeping his hands in a specific spot on his neck while Hizashi moves your legs up and onto the bed. Once they have you both situated, Hizashi pulls out his phone and takes a few pictures. Shota shakes his head in disappointment at his fanboying husband.

As soon as Hizashi is done and has left the room, Shota covers both of you up and walks towards the door. Before opening it, he looks back at the two of you to see Hitoshi shifting in the bed. Hitoshi turns onto his left and wraps an arm around you, pulling you closer to him as he does.

Satisfied with what he and his husband have done, Shota walks out of the room to wake Eri up from her nap before going to help Hizashi with starting tonight's dinner.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

I hope you enjoyed the EraserMic fluff bc I 1000% Did B) And as you can tell, Aizawa 100% tops :)

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 17: ★✿16✿★

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You feel the warmth surrounding your body. You realize your face is against someone's chest, along with an arm around you. Their leg is wrapped over your waist. You open your eyes, but can't really see anything other than a white shirt and the person's collarbone.

You slightly move your head and see the purple hair of Hitoshi. Your face slightly flushes as you move your head back to where it was. Scared to wake him, you choose not to move.

You wonder how this happened. When you fell asleep he was still on your thighs, but now he's cuddling you. Wondering how the hell this happened is all that's running through your head as you lay there.

Hitoshi starts moving and you don't know whether to move or not. "What the fuck-" Hitoshi says as he wakes up and realizes you are wrapped in his arms. He moves his leg off of you and you look up at him, letting him know you are awake.

As your eyes meet, both of your faces turn a bright red. "How long have you been awake y/n?" he asks.

"Uh, not long. I just uh, how did this happen?" you ask. "You were still on my lap when I fell asleep."

As Hitoshi removes his arm from around you he thinks about it. He facepalms as he figures it out. Sighing, he says one word, "Dad's."

"H-how. I thought you were a light sleeper," you say as you sit up and turn to look back at Hitoshi.

"They have raised me. They know exactly how not to wake me up, especially Shota."

You put your face in your hands. "So embarrassing!" you whine.

Hitoshi shrugs, "Not the first time we've slept together." Your eyes widen at the statement. "Not like that you perv," He says as he sits up and flicks your forehead.

You rub the spot where he flicked your forehead, "You are the one who worded it that way, not me."

"And you are the one who took it the wrong way."

"Yeah yeah yeah, whatever. Stop wording things like that and maybe I won't."

Hitoshi rolls his eyes, "Whatever perv." You stick your tongue out at him as he's standing up with his back turned towards you. "I saw that."

You look around to see if he has cameras or something. You have no idea how he saw it as you get up off the bed. You shiver as you continue just looking around. Hitoshi raises an eyebrow at you and asks, "What are you doing?"

"Trying to figure out if there are cameras in here or something." You get on your tippy-toes and mess with Hitoshi's hair on the back of his head. "Or do you have eyes on the back of your head?" you mumble to yourself.

Hitoshi turns around and swats your hands away, "It's called the mirror idiot."

"Oh," you say as you get off of your tippy toes. "What are we going to do about Shota and Hizashi?"

He shrugs, "Nothing. It will just make them want to do more if we say something, especially Hizashi."

"Hmm. Okay." You pick up your phone from the beanbag and sit back down on the bed. As you scroll through and look at Instagram, you glance up at Hitoshi. He's changing back into his shirt from earlier and you look at the mirror, using it to look at his abs. Maybe it's pervy, but you never denied you weren't one.

Hitoshi notices you and smirks. He stops putting the shirt on and turns around to walk towards you. You look back at your phone as soon as you notice he turns around.

Hitoshi leans down next to your face and you lean away as he does. You both continue until your back touches the bed and his arms on either side of you, holding himself up. His eyebrow is raised as he looks down at you and you're looking up into his purple eyes with a confused expression. "Y-yes?" you stammer out.

"I thought you'd like to cock a feel of my abs since you enjoy looking at them so much when I change my shirt... or was I just imagining things?" he says as a smirk sits clear as day on his face.

You nervously clear your throat, "I- uh-." You want to say something back, but no words will come out. The position you're in is making you really flustered. You can feel his abs barely hovering over your body, the feeling of his breath on your face, and one of his legs being between your own.

Hitoshi leans down closer to your face. In a husky voice he says, "Are you going to touch them or not, don't tell me you're getting shy now kitty cat."

"I- y-you-" Before you can finish your sentence, Hitoshi is putting his weight on one arm and using his other arm to grab yours. He grabs your arm and brings it up to his abs, causing your face to turn a bright red. You want to tell him to stop but you also don't want to stop.

His abs feel smooth but also rock hard at the same time. When you realize you are actually enjoying it you immediately pull your hand away and cover your face.

You've always found Hitoshi attractive and you love how great of a person he is. The way he is always there for you when you can't do things on your own. For some reason, you find it embarrassing he can make you feel this way. It's as if he can make your heart skip multiple beats without even trying.

Hitoshi laughs at you covering your face, an actual laugh. Within the last few months, you have not heard him laugh once until now. "You should have seen your face, that was priceless. Maybe I should do that more often," he says as he pulls himself away from over you. He puts on his shirt as he walks out of the room, leaving you to your thoughts and reddened face.

Hitoshi walks into the bathroom and closes the door behind him. He leans his head against it and mumbles to himself, "What are you doing to me y/n."

 

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Not long after the two of you had woken up, dinner was ready. You both went downstairs to eat, Hitoshi glaring at his fathers the entire time. They knew Hitoshi would figure it out fairly quickly, so it didn't bother him too bad that he was glaring at them.

You on the other hand were still flustered from what happened after you had woken up, so you quietly ate your food. After dinner, you were all in the living room. Hitoshi is sitting on the armchair, Hizashi and Shota are lying on the couch, and you and Eri are on the floor.

While you are braiding Eri's hair, Hitoshi mentions when they had moved you both in the bedroom. Since you had no idea where the conversation was going, you chose to cover Eri's ears with your hands and sway a little bit to distract her.

They claim they were just making you comfy and Hitoshi glares at them. According to Shota, Hitoshi cuddled up to you on his own which made your face turn slightly red as your heartbeat increased slightly. They have a stare off for a few minutes before Hitoshi finally rolls his eyes and gives up.

It's around nine o'clock when both you and Eri have fallen asleep on the floor. Shota carefully picks Eri up and carries her to her room. Hitoshi watches the rising and falling of your chest for a bit before deciding to carry you upstairs to his room and laying you on his bed. He watches as you curl up in a ball before covering you up with the comforter.

He then writes in his little book, coming up with stuff for what's within it. He eventually grows tired of it and turns on some light music before grabbing his guitar and playing along. Starting to sing with the music, Hitoshi looks over at you every here and there to make sure your asleep and not listening in since you have a deal about hearing each other's voices.

As you sleep you can hear the sound of your soulmate singing. You smile in your sleep as you hear their smooth voice.

Before Hitoshi decides to set his guitar down, he plays the song he enjoys to sing and listen to the most. After he's done, he waits a little bit in case his soul mate is awake and will sing back. He sighs as he realizes she's probably asleep and sets his guitar down.

He gets up and goes to change his clothes before sitting back in the chair. He leans back in it and closes his eyes. It takes him a while, but eventually, Hitoshi is asleep in the chair with a small smile on his face as thoughts of a person float around in his head.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

Chapter 18: ★✿17✿★

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You moan as he bites and sucks on your neck, creating multiple hickeys. He sucks down your body, stopping at your nipples and sucking on them both before going lower. When getting to your panties, you are soaked. He quickly pulls them down and licks once before sticking a single finger inside of your pussy and moving in and out, while using his other hand to pinch your nipples lightly.

As he moves the finger in and out of you, he brings his face down and starts licking and teasing your clit. You grab ahold of his fluffy purple hair and stroke it as he continues, causing him to look up into your e/c eyes.

The pleasure makes you arch your back and you feel a knot appear in your stomach as he continues to make you feel good. Just before you are about to orgasm your alarm clock goes off, waking you up.

You immediately sit up wide-eyed and confused. As you realize it was a dream, you check your panties and hurry off to the bathroom. After stepping into the shower you wash your hair and body, cursing yourself for having the wet dream.

Just as you are about to start rinsing the conditioner out, the fact that you had a wet dream about your best friend hits you. You crouch down as the water falls onto your soapy hair and body, whining about your stupid sexual desires.

"How could I be having wet dreams about my best friend? It's not like I like him in that way.... Right?" you say to no one but yourself.

You shake the thoughts away temporarily so that you can get ready for school. You finish rinsing your hair and body and get out of the shower. You quickly put your clothes on and deal with your messy hair before hurrying downstairs and grabbing your toast. You shove the toast in your mouth and grab your stuff as you run out of the house to wait for the bus.

When you get to school, you immediately sit at your desk. Usually, you and Hitoshi would talk on the way to class, but you don't know if you could focus if you saw him right now.

You lay your arms and head down on the desk and try to think of something else, but your mind continues to go towards the topic of Hitoshi. You think it could just be a sexual attraction but then he makes your heart race. The amount of times he has turned you on or just got your flustered is more than you could count.

You don't want to have a crush on your best friend though. He's hot and always there for you, but you also know how he feels about dating or finding someone else... or at least you think you do.

He's told you once that he was waiting for the day he could meet his soulmate but that was a long time ago. You know he wouldn't change his mind just for you. You don't even think he could see you as someone he would date, he'd probably just reject you anyway.

You hate that you have realized these feelings. If only you didn't figure it out would you not have to freak out or worry about them now. You mentally yell at yourself for being smart enough to realize these feelings. Couldn't your brain be smarter for schoolwork instead, like damn you piece of shit ass brain.

As Hitoshi walks into the classroom, he sees you at your desk laying your head down. He sets his stuff down and walks over to you. He leans his head in and can hear you mumbling swear words at yourself. He raises an eyebrow in slight concern, but mostly amusement.

He leans back and pokes your side, causing your head and body to both jerk up. You lose your balance as you get to your feet and fall against Hitoshi who also loses his balance. As you both fall, Hitoshi quickly pulls your head into his chest so that you don't hit it on any nearby desks. Hitoshi hits the ground with an 'oof' as you land on top of him with your eyes squeezed shut.

You open your eyes as you feel him underneath you. You both blush as you realize the position and you lean up slightly. "I- Uh- Are you okay Tosh?" you stutter out before quickly getting up. You try to hide your blushing face as you hold a hand out to him.

He takes hold of your hand and you help him back to his feet. "Yeah. I'm fine, don't worry about it," he replies. You take notice of the very light blush on his face before letting go of his hand and sitting back down. Hitoshi leans against the window and says, "So what were you cursing yourself for?"

"O-oh uh nothing," you say, hoping he believes the lie. You are one of the worst liars in the world, so you know he's probably not going to believe you.

Hitoshi gives you the look that screams 'you really just tried to lie to me' and in an annoyed tone says, "Really? Lying? I'm not an idiot y/n."

"I-it doesn't matter. Don't worry about it!" you say with a fake smile.

Hitoshi rolls his eyes at your pitiful response. "Whatever. I'll get it out of you later then," is all he says before getting up from the window and walking away without letting you have time for a response.

You quickly lay your head and arms back down on the desk and scream at yourself some more as you wait for Mr. Aizawa to start attendance.

As the morning goes on, Hitoshi observes the way you're acting. He notices the fact that you are acting more nervous around him. He tries to figure out an idea of anything he could have done wrong or made you that way, but in the end, he comes up with nothing.

As classes go by, he thinks more and more about what it could be. By the time school is over with, you are decently back to normal, although the stuttering is still occurring.

You know he isn't going to let go about this morning so you try to come up with something to say to him later. In the end, you got nothing and hope he'll drop it.

Unfortunately for you, Hitoshi didn't forget at all. He knows for a fact that he will get the truth out of you one way or another. Half of it is curiosity and half of it is worried.

Hitoshi has never been one to worry about others much but after becoming your friend, he worries a lot. He worries about if you will be okay staying home alone, if you are happy actually being his friend or if you are happy with the way your life is going.

He's always easily understood the way others feel due to always observing. It's not that he's quiet, but he's just never really enjoyed the company of others. He was always bullied and never treated well enough to care about the company of others until you came along. Hitoshi finds hanging out with you nice and relaxing and enjoys getting to know you better as the day goes on.

He sometimes realizes that as you speak, he gets distracted by your e/c eyes and h/c hair. He feels an attraction towards you, maybe more than one type, but as of now, Hitoshi isn't completely sure about the type of attraction he feels himself. He figures it could be sexually, romantically, or even both combined. He just doesn't want to admit anything to himself until he's sure.

It irritates him that you make him feel that way because he's always wanted to wait until he finds his soulmate. He looks back onto the words his father has told him multiple times, "You may not even meet your soulmate, so move on and enjoy life with someone else. You never know if you guys will fall in love anyways."

He knows he should and he wants to, but it's so hard when that's something he's been waiting for his whole life.

As his fathers drive home, he thinks about it. About not searching for his soulmate and instead trying to love another. He looks out the window in frustration as he drives himself into thoughts of pros and cons of both situations. He sighs as he thinks about it, hoping to decide something soon.

You notice Hitoshi being deep in thought and wonder what's going through his head. You have seen him deep in thought a few times, but not this deep. It's quite interesting for you to see, but you choose not to mention it and continue scrolling through your phone, glancing up at Hitoshi deep in thought every few minutes.

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

I feel like i confused myself a lot this chapter but uh whatever, the headaches did it lol

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 19: ★✿18✿★

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As soon as you reach Hitoshi's house, he drags you upstairs and into his bedroom. You try to figure out what he's feeling, but you end up having no idea.

He pulls you into the room and pushes you onto the bed. He then walks to the door and closes it before walking over and sitting on his chair.

You want to speak, but you don't want to say something to piss him off more than he already seems. You watch as he observes you, unknowing of what his next move will be. You have never seen Hitoshi mad and you are unsure if this is him being mad or not.

You notice Hitoshi biting his lip as he thinks, his hands running through his hair. You finally decide it is time to speak up, "Hitoshi... are you o-"

Hitoshi cuts you off, "Why did you lie to me this morning?"

"I-I told you it d-didn't matter," you nervously respond.

Hitoshi gets up from his seat and squats down in front of you, looking into those e/c jewels that people call eyes. "Whatever it was apparently bothered you all day. You stuttered each time you spoke to me and you seemed more nervous than usual... It has to be more than nothing y/n," he states.

You try to look away from Hitoshi, but he grabs hold of your chin and turns your head back towards him. "Did I do something wrong?" he asks.

You shake your head and wave your hands as you say, "N-no. You didn't do anything wrong. I-I'm just... I can't tell you."

"Why not?"

"B-because it's embarrassing," you mumble.

Hitoshi tilts his head, "Embarrassing? What's so embarrassing that it causes you to become a nervous wreck around me all day?"

"I-I uh... I'm going to uh g-go home. T-talk to you later Hitoshi," you stutter as you quickly stand up and walk towards the door.

Hitoshi catches your wrist and pulls you back towards him. You stare into each other's eyes for a moment before you pull your wrist away and walk out the door anxiously. You quickly go downstairs and leave, making your way back home.

Hitoshi groans as the door shuts before faceplanting onto his bed. "Shit. What did I just do, " he says to himself.

Minutes later Shota walks into the room, closing the door behind him. "Y/n ran out of the house pretty quickly a few minutes ago. What happened?" he asks his son as he sits down in the chair.

Hitoshi groans and sits up. "I don't know, I think I scared her or something," her replies.

Shota raises an eyebrow and says, "What did you say to scare her?"

Hitoshi sighs and leans against the wall, "This morning she wouldn't tell me what was wrong and was acting anxious around me all day. It freaks me out since she's become so confident around me, so I was hoping she would actually tell me, but I came off a little strong." He itches his ear as he continues, "I didn't mean to come off strong, but I was thinking a lot before that so my emotions and thoughts are a little fucked right now."

Shota leans back in the seat, "Did she say anything about why?"

"Just that it's embarrassing."

Shota being the smart person he is figures it out and holds back a smirk. He's surprised his son didn't figure it out, but then again he knows his son has never been one for the ladies until now. "Give her some time and try again later or something," he tells the teenager.

Hitoshi sighs, "Alright."

"You like y/n don't you."

His head whips around towards his father. "What?! No!" he exclaims. He thinks about it... "At least I don't think so."

Shota raises both of his eyebrows and stands up. "Guess you better think about it and figure it out because if I'm seeing things correctly, you both have a thing for each other," he tells him before leaving the room without a response from Hitoshi.

Hitoshi sits there, startled by what his father just told him. "y/n... Liking me?" he says slowly as if trying to get it through to himself. He scoffs as he thinks about it, "Yeah right. She wouldn't like me, especially since I made her so mad."

He face plants back into his pillow as he goes through everything that happened today, mad at himself for scaring you.

 

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As you walk home, your face is a deep red color. You really didn't want to tell him, but he can see straight through you when you lie.

As soon as you get in the house you jump onto your bed and lay there. You think about how Hitoshi was to react if you were to tell him you had a wet dream about him. You lay there sighing and looking at the ceiling for a while.

The only reason you ran was because you didn't know what else to say. You couldn't even imagine him liking you back. The thought of it excites you, but at the end of the day, you know it may never happen.

You had purposely tried closing your heart off from others, but somehow Hitoshi slipped past the hard shell protecting it as you got closer to each other. You get up and walk to the kitchen to grab something for dinner, making sure to slam your head against the wall on the way.

After you've eaten you open up your phone and you have multiple messages from Hitoshi. You open up the messages and read them.

 

Tosh 💜 6:30 pm
Can we talk
I'm sorry about earlier

Tosh 💜 6:45 pm
Please answer
I fucked up
I'm sorry for being such an asshole

Tosh 💜 7:04 pm
Can you come over
I want to talk
Please...

Tosh 💜 7:23 pm 
I'm coming over if you don't answer soon
I'm worried since you aren't answering

 

You feel bad for worrying him. You had put your phone on the charger earlier since it died and forgot about it. You quickly reply to him with something short.

 

Kitty Cat 🐈 7:31 pm
b there in 10

 

You run your hands through your hair as you sit on your bed. You wonder if he's going to question you about earlier again, hoping he won't. As you put your shoes on you decide that if he asks you might as well just tell him.

It's not that you want to, but you can't lie to him, and running out won't work for you since you'll just see him at school Monday anyways.

Remembering you are supposed to go over there, you jump off the bed and put your shoes on before hurrying out the door and walking down the road.

When you make it to Hitoshi's, you slowly walk upstairs, not knowing what he's going to say. You stand at his door for a few minutes not wanting to go in. Shota sees you and leans over you to knock on the door before walking off with a smirk on his face.

You gawk at him as he walks downstairs. The door opens and you immediately turn around, seeing Hitoshi shirtless along with wet hair. Your gaze quickly travels from his abs to his eyes where you both look at each other for a few seconds before walking into the room.

You sit down on his bed with your legs crossed and he sits down beside you. Hitoshi quickly wraps his arms around you, bringing you into a hug. "I'm sorry," he says.

You can feel his abs against you, making it almost impossible to speak correctly. "I-It's f-fine," you manage to stutter out.

Hitoshi pulls away from the hug and scratches the back of his neck. He takes note of your flushed face before saying, "I didn't mean to sound mad earlier... I just felt like you didn't trust me enough to say."

You change your sitting position and pull your knees up to your chest. You look down at the bed and quietly say, "N-No nothing l-like that. I- It- It's j-just... It's embarrassing to say... especially to you"

Hitoshi grabs hold of your jaw and directs your face to where you're looking at him. "Now you have me curious..." He stares into your e/c jewels for a few seconds before continuing, "Whatever it is, I won't judge you. I just want to make sure you're okay y/n. Don't make me tickle it out of you."

"F-fine, b-but if I run out a-after the reason is v-valid," you stutter as you look away from his eyes.

Hitoshi removes his hand from your jaw and shrugs, "I won't let you run."

You look down at the bed as you really quickly say, "I-I may or may not have had a wet dream about you and then realize somethings please don't hate me."

 

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Chapter 20: ★✿19✿★

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Without looking at Hitoshi's expression, you quickly get up and head for the door. Just as you are about to reach the door handle, Hitoshi grabs hold of your wrist and pulls you back to him.

You look down at the ground as you are now facing him, slowly backing up until your back hits the door. One of Hitoshi's arms is beside your head and he's leaning over you as you look down. You gulp before finally deciding to look up at him.

You slowly look up at him and into his eyes. The next thing you know is his lips are connecting with yours. Surprised at first, you don't kiss back until you realize what's happening. You start leaning into the kiss, your body still pressed against the door as Hitoshi's hands grab your own.

He raises your arms above your head as he holds them with one arm, the other wrapped around your waist. Hitoshi swiftly locks the door so you guys aren't disturbed, not breaking contact with your lips as he does. Seconds after he takes dominance and his tongue enters your mouth causing you to slightly moan.

He lets go of your arms and you wrap them around his neck. He picks you up and you wrap your legs around his waist. Hitoshi pulls away from your lips, a string of saliva trailing from yours to his as you are both breathing heavily.

Just as fast as your lips pulled away from one another, they reconnected. Hitoshi puts his hands on your ass and picks up, carrying you to the bed. He sets you down on the bed as your legs unwrap around his waist, his lips leaving yours as he lets go. You whine slightly, to which Hitoshi responds with a smirk before climbing on top of you, his knee in between your legs.

Both of your eyes are filled with lust as you take action and connect your lips once again. One of Hitoshi's hands trails up the inside of your shirt and around to your back, unhooking your bra. His hand then travels to your breast and he lightly squeezes it.

You can feel his boner as his body is up against you and your hand travels down towards it. You rub your hand in the area, causing his boner to grow and him to slightly groan.

He disconnects your lips and pulls his head away from you, looking into your beautiful e/c eyes. The way that he's looking at you is as if he's a predator and you are his prey.

He quickly starts to take his shirt off, not losing eye contact but for a second. He removes your hand from his boner and helps you take off your shirt and your bra swiftly being removed after.

You quickly cover your breasts, feeling exposed. Your face is flushed and you can feel that your panties are soaked.

Hitoshi leans down and kisses along your jaw before moving onto your neck, giving you little love bites along the way. You allow him to remove your arms from your breasts as he makes his way to your nipples.

He twists and rolls your nipples before starting to suck and nibble on them, his tongue ring increasing the pleasure. You try to hold back any moans, your head turned to the side and the back of your hand over your mouth, but Hitoshi notices.

He caresses your cheek and says, "Don't hide your voice from me kitten..." He twists one of your nipples as he says it, causing you to moan out, your thighs rubbing together to create friction in your pussy. "Aah~ Hi-Hitoshi~," you moan out as he continues.

One of his hands travels down to your pants and unbutton them. He looks at you for confirmation before doing anything more. You grab his hand and tug it towards your f/c panties, your eyes closing and opening from the pleasure his tongue is giving you nipples.

Hitoshi pulls your pants down, taking them completely off of you. He slips his hand into your panties. "Mmm... So wet for me already kitty," he says in a husky voice.

All you can manage is a nod as he starts rubbing circles around your clit. You whine from the teasing as he says, "Someone's a little antsy." With the last word, he shoves a finger inside of your pussy, causing you to gasp from a mix of pleasure and pain. He starts pumping the finger in and out, adding two more fingers as he does.

Light moans leave your mouth as he pumps. Just as you are about to climax, Hitoshi pulls all three of his fingers out and says, "Not yet Kitten."

You rub your legs together and pout as Hitoshi licks his fingers, "Mm, you taste so good." Your face flushes a slightly darker color than it's been as you look away from him.

Next thing you hear is his pants unzipping. You turn your head back towards him and look at his muscular body. Your eyes travel down his body and down to his boxers. You can tell he is big as his hard member shows through the boxers.

While he finishes taking his clothes off, you pull your soaked panties down and throw them on the floor. Seconds after Hitoshi is back over you and kissing along your jawline again. He pulls away for a second, "Shit. You're so fucking sexy y/n." Automatically kissing you after, not letting you get a word in.

He pulls away from the kiss and looks at you, admiring your flushed face, beautiful e/c eyes, and soft luscious lips. "I don't have any condoms."

You can feel his cock touching your skin and reply in between breaths, "J-just pull-out." Hitoshi hesitates for a second before nodding. Your entry already being lubricated, Hitoshi lines his cock up with your hole.

As he enters you, you softly moan, the pain mixing with the pleasure. He stops for a minute to let you adjust before continuing. His full length fills you up before he pulls most of the way out and slams back into you, causing you to gasp. He repeats that movement multiple times making moans leave your mouth each time.

His thrusts start getting faster as grunts leave his lips. He leans down and tackles your lips as he continues thrusting. "Aah~ f-faster~" you manage to say between thrusts.

As he thrusts you hear a knock on the door and see the doorknob try to turn. "H-Hitoshi... Th-the d-door," you stutter out as he slams into you. He stops where he's at and grabs his phone from the nightstand, his cock still inside of you.

He checks his phone and there is a message from his dad. Your walls clench around his cock as he opens the texts, causing him to moan slightly. He glares at you for a second, causing you to laugh as he checks the message. You start to leave little love bites on his neck and collarbone as he reads the message.

Grouchy Dad 7:58 pm
Are you two okay in there?
We haven't seen either of you since y/n got here.

Grouchy Dad 8:05 pm
I'm coming to check on you both if you dont answer the phone

Bratty Son 8:09 pm
Were good. Don't worry about us

Grouchy Dad 8:11 pm
I stg if you get her pregnant im going to beat you

 

You look at the phone and see the message. "H-how-?"

Hitoshi sets the phone down, "He's dad. He knows more than you think." As quick as he had stopped, Hitoshi pulls back and slams into you, catching you off guard.

As time goes by, your both sweating, moans and grunts are the only sound throughout the room and tears have managed to fall from your eyes due to the pleasure. Hitoshi's thrusts have become sloppier and you are both almost at your end.

"Sh-shit kitten. I'm gonna cum~~!"

"M-me too~"

Just after you say that Hitoshi slams into you one last time, causing you to climax on his cock before he pulls out and cums on your torso. You both stay there for a moment, panting heavily.

Hitoshi reaches to the nightstand and grabs some tissues, using them to clean your stomach off. He throws them in the garbage can beside the bed and lays beside you.

He grabs the blankets and pulls them over the both of you before turning on his side and pulling your body towards him. You squeal at first, not expecting him to have done pulled you towards him.

You look at his face, admiring his now messy hair, his purple eyes that you can get lost in almost immediately, and the smile on his face. You blink a few times and look back up at him to make sure you aren't seeing things.

When you realize your not, you smile and pull him in for a kiss. After pulling away, you nuzzle your face into the crook of his neck and wrap an arm around him. Catching you off guard, he chuckles before wrapping his arms around you and laying one of his legs over yours.

You are both practically intertwined with each other as you lay there. Without warning, Hitoshi hears you say, "I love you, Tosh."

Although you don't expect him to reply back, moments later he says, "I love you too, Kitty Cat."

You smile and kiss his neck before the both of you slowly drift off to sleep. This was not what you had expected to happen when you came over tonight, but you don't regret it either.

 

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Jbffdghj Okay so that was hard to write. I hope it made sense and if not... too bad you're stuck with it <3 skeske okay bye ily c:

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Chapter 21: ★✿20✿★

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The next morning you wake up wrapped in Hitoshi's arms. He's already awake and notices your eyes fluttering open. Pulling you closer towards his chest, he says, "Good morning sunshine."

"Mmm... Morning," you mumble as you hide your face in his chest.

Hitoshi fluffs your already messy hair. "We need to go shower."

You shake your head, "Nuh-uh. More sleep."

Hitoshi moves his hand towards your ass and harshly squeezes it, causing you to squeak. You look up at him and glare, "Was that necessary?"

Hitoshi nods his head and laughs, "Yes, one-hundred-percent necessary. Now, let's go shower."

You roll onto your back and continue looking at him. "I thought last night was just a dream and I feel like it's still a dream. Am I actually awake or am I still dreaming?" you ask him, wondering if it was all in your head. Maybe you fell asleep on your bed and just imagined it all.

He removes his hands from under the blankets and grabs hold of your cheeks. He squeezes them and says," No it wasn't a dream perv." You giggle and grab hold of his hands. "Now let's go get a shower before the rest of the house wakes up," he adds.

You groan, "Fineeeee, let's go." Hitoshi gets up first, grabbing you one of his shirts to wear on the way to the bathroom. He throws on a pair of sweatpants before grabbing some clothes out and setting them down for you to wear after the shower.

He throws the shirt at you and you slip it on as he puts his sweatpants on. You look down at the floor and then up at Hitoshi. You bite your lip as you look at his abs once again, remembering the feeling of his body last night. Hitoshi knocks you out of your thoughts as he walks towards you, flicking you on the forehead and saying, "Your sex drive is too high."

Your face flushes and you reply, "N-no. I was just looking at your abs... again."

Hitoshi rolls his eyes, "Whatever you say. Let's get to the bathroom... Can you walk?"

After looking down at your thighs and back at him, you say, "Probably not since someone decided to go hard with their big thrusts."

Hitoshi shrugs shamelessly. "Worth it. I guess I'll carry you then..." Hitoshi walks forward and stands in front of you, bending down so you can wrap your arms around his neck. You wrap your arms around his neck and your legs around his waist as he stands up, supporting you with his hands holding your ass.

He opens the door and peeks out to make sure no one is coming before hurrying to the bathroom. He closes the door behind you after making it into the bathroom. Hitoshi sets you on the counter and turns the shower on, getting the water ready. You take your shirt off and swing your legs as you wait.

Once the water is ready, Hitoshi takes off his sweatpants, revealing his cock to you once again. You tear your eyes away so he doesn't tease you about being a pervert once again.

Hitoshi holds back a laugh as he notices what you are doing. He picks you up off the counter and you cling onto him once again as he steps into the shower.

He sets you down in the shower and you fall to your knees. You glare up at him for a second before realizing he's getting hard by looking at you from that angle. The water running on your hair and down your back as Hitoshi is standing in the back of the shower. You smirk and say, "Looks like someone enjoys the view."

"Who wouldn't... you look fucking hot from that angle," he grumbles. "Now get up so we can shower."

Ignoring the second part of what he said, you smirk and quickly sit up on your knees. You take his cock in your hand and pumped a few times before setting both of your hands on his hips.

Both of Hitoshi's eyebrows are raised as you do this, but he doesn't object. He decides washing up can wait a few minutes.

You lick your lips and take the head in your mouth, swirling your tongue around it before taking more of him in your mouth. You've done this before with your ex-boyfriend, but you aren't the best at it.

As you slowly take more of him into your mouth, you can hear soft moans coming out of his mouth. You remember the fact that he's never done this stuff with anyone and take advantage of it. You slow down as you take more of him into your mouth, causing him to hold his breath.

As you take all of him into your mouth, you speed up a little and pull back. You can see Hitoshi balling and unballing his fist as if he's trying to hold himself back.

You move your hands from his waist to his ass, squeezing his cheeks as you start to bob your head in a teasing manner back and forth.

"F-fuck kitten~ S-stop teasing me like this~". Hitoshi decides he's had enough and grabs hold of your hair tightly, He forces your head forward until his head hits the back of your throat, causing you to gag slightly.

He pulls your head backward again before repeating the actions multiple times. Hitoshi bucks his hips as his cock reaches the back of your throat, gagging you as he does so. He ignores it and lets out a light moan as you swallow around his cock.

You can feel drool starting to slip out of your mouth as your mouth is wrapped around him. He looks down at your face as he controls your head, bobbing your head back and forth. You're a drooling mess as his cock moves back and forth in your mouth.

Hitoshi lets out light moans as you let out muffled ones, making sure to keep it down in case anyone else is awake. Hitoshi loves the feeling of your mouth around him and the fact that you're taking him all in.

"Ahhh~" he moans out. "I'm about to cum."

He loosens his grip on your hair allowing you to control your movements again. Seconds later the salty taste of cum reaches your mouth. You swallow it all as your eyes meet Hitoshi's.

Hitoshi says "Wow..." as he helps you stand up, making sure you don't fall back down again. You giggle and work on making sure you can stand up before both of you start washing your hair and bodies.

Your legs are a little sore, but you're able to stand and walk. After stepping out of the shower, you both dry off before peeking out the door and going to the bedroom again.

As Hitoshi makes it into the room, he sees Hizashi coming upstairs and quickly shuts the door. You unwrap the towel from around you and grab your bra off the floor, putting it on after.

You throw the oversized shirt on after and pick your panties up off the floor, throwing them in the laundry basket by the door.

After a weird, but necessary conversation with Hitoshi, you've decided to go commando under the shirt until you can get home. You've worn a dress without panties under it before and the shirt is long enough, so you figured it wouldn't matter. Hitoshi was hesitant on the choice, but in the end, he agreed that it should be fine as long as you don't sit in any... unnecessary ways.

Once you both are dressed, you head downstairs and into the kitchen for breakfast. As you walk into the living room, Shota and Hizashi are sitting down along with Eri. Your face reddens in embarrassment as you remember the fact that they know what you two did last night.

You sit on the couch beside Hitoshi and quietly eat your food, not looking up so you don't accidentally meet anyone's eyes. As you're eating Hitoshi leans in and whispers in your ear, "we forgot to cover up our hickies."

Your hand immediately goes to your neck as your eyes widen. Hizashi overheard what Hitoshi said and says, "Y/n, come with me after your done eating and I can help you with that." You just nod as you finish eating your food, your embarrassment levels sky-high.

Once your done eating you follow Hizashi through his bedroom and into their bathroom. He closes the door behind the both of you and grabs some concealer out from under the sink.

Hizashi examines the hickies on your neck and says, "Lord, he's worse than his father." You laugh at his comment as he starts covering them up. "Looks like he's just as rough too."

Your face turns red from embarrassment once again and you ask, "W-what makes you say that?"

He raises an eyebrow, "You have a very slight but noticeable limp. Don't worry, I'm the only one that noticed."

"I-" You decide that he already figured most things out and all your nervousness drops. Sighing, you reply, "My legs feel like they are going to fall off."

Hizashi chuckles as he finishes up covering the hickies, "Trust me I know how that feels. We should probably wait to walk back to the living room by the way."

You look at him and tilt your head as if you were a lost puppy, "Why?"

"Well, I'm pretty sure that right about now he's probably lecturing him," he replies, jumping onto the sink counter.

You pull yourself onto the counter beside him and say, "Oh.... yeah, he can deal with that on his own." You both laugh as you sit on the counter, talking about stuff as you wait for some time to go by.

 

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Hitoshi and Shota watch as you and Hizashi walk out of the room to cover up your hickies, sending Eri upstairs for a while too. Once you're out of Shota's view he turns to his son and says, "Please tell me you used a condom."

Hitoshi scratches the back of his neck, "Well.... Not exactly." Shota glares at his son as he waits for more of an answer. Hitoshi sighs, "I never expected for myself to have any kind of interaction like that so I didn't have any in my room, so technically no. But I did pull out if that counts."

Shota grabs the bridge of his nose, "You are an absolute idiot. You better go buy some if you plan on this happening more often, that or asking me for one."

"I know, I know. It's not like I really expected anything to happen you know."

Shota rolls his eyes, "Just ask next time. Anyway, how was it?"

"How was what...?"

"Losing your virginity idiot."

"Oh... It was quite a nice experience. Although someone interrupted," Hitoshi fake coughs a few times as he looks at his father.

Shota raises an eyebrow, "How should I have known. She looked scared as hell going up there, I thought you may have murdered her or something."

"It sure sounded like I murdered her," Hitoshi mumbles quietly, but not quiet enough.

Shota chokes on air after hearing that come out of his son's mouth. "I did not expect that," he says massaging his throat a little.

Hitoshi shrugs, "Just being honest."

Shota chuckles, "You really have grown up..." He clears his throat and says, "Once Hizashi is done with her, you should take her home to change. Bring some of her clothes here too so that she doesn't end up like she is now."

"Like what?" Hitoshi says innocently.

Shota glares at him, "You know what I'm talking about."

"Okay okay. Sorry, I'll do what you said."

They continue talking for a few minutes as they wait for you to come back into the living room. Hitoshi thought about covering his hickies but didn't particularly care if they were covered or not.

Minutes later you come into the living room laughing as Hizashi is talking. Hitoshi grabs yours and his shoes, handing yours to you before putting his own on. After putting them on Eri comes out of her room and jumps on you. You laugh as you hug her before saying your goodbyes.

As you walk home, your holding hands with Hitoshi, swinging them with each step. You are unsure what you guys are considered right now, but you decide asking that can wait a few days, you're both happy right now and that's all that matters.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

hEh o-o Blowjobs are hard to write about ngl lmfao That was harder than the first time in my other story tbh V_V <3 ily hoes

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Chapter 22: ★✿21✿★

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"Y/n! Wait up"

You stop walking and turn around to see Mina running towards you. Hitoshi notices you stopped walking and looks back to see you waiting for Mina to reach you. He stops where he's at and walks close enough to you to where he can hear the conversation.

When Mina gets to you she says, "Sorry, I was going to ask this before class, but would you like to come to karaoke with some of the class one day?"

"I- uh... I don-"

Hitoshi having heard the whole thing walks up behind you and cuts you off and says, "She would love to."

You turn and look at Hitoshi with wide eyes before turning back around to Mina. "U-uh... Yeah. C-can Hitoshi come with me?"

"Of course!" She holds her phone out towards you and says, "Put your number in and ill text you the details later!"

"O-okay," you reply as you take the phone out of her hand. You put in your number and hand her the phone back. She says her goodbyes before hurrying off to her friends to go home.

You turn around and look up at Hitoshi wide-eyed. "Why did you say yes?? I'm not singing."

Hitoshi grabs your hands and says, "I said yes because you need to get to know other people. It will be a good chance and I'll be there too."

"B-but what if they make me sing?!"

"I'll sing with you then. We were planning on singing for each other one day anyway... It will just be done in a different way than we planned."

You stutter, "I-I mean- I-...... Fine, but only because you said you'd sing with me." Hitoshi smiles and lets go of one of your hands as you both start walking.

You've grown to love Hitoshi more than you thought you could ever love someone. Of course, you've loved your exes, but they never treated you how Hitoshi does and you were never this close to them. You're not even official and Hitoshi treats you more like a princess than anyone has. You plan on keeping him forever.

Sometimes you get scared that this is all just a dream and everything could disappear so quickly. It terrifies you that you could lose him so easily in so many ways, so you make sure to cherish him as he does you.

Neither of you has mentioned the fact that you aren't official, but you've been planning on asking him soon. You've just been waiting for the right moment to bring it up. You've had many moments, but each time you pussied out of it.

After making it to Hitoshi's house, you both head up to his room. You slide your shoes off and jump onto his bed, wrapping yourself up under his blanket. "Mmmm So comfy."

Hitoshi slides his shoes off and takes off his shirt before replacing the blanket causing you to giggle. "I hope I'm comfier than the blanket kitten."

You nod your head, "Definitely!"

"Good, I was going to be jealous if not."

You grab hold of his cheeks and pinch them, "Aweee but I've never seen jealous Hitoshi!! He's probably really cute!"

Hitoshi grabs hold of your hands, "Maybe one day when I get jealous you'll find out."

Pouting you say, "Fineeee, I can't wait for the day I see him though." You both laugh as he snuggles his head into the crook of your neck. After a few minutes of laying there in silence with only the sound of each other's breathing filling your ears, you decide to bring up the topic of being official.

"H-hey Tosh..."

He hums in response and turns his head slightly so he can speak if needed.

"W-what are we?" you ask nervously.

Hitoshi moves his head to where he's looking at your face and says, "What do you mean?"

"Like, a-are we official? O-or can we be official?" you stutter out closing your eyes as you try to focus on what you're saying.

Hitoshi cups your face and you open your eyes to look at him, "Of course we can be official. I've been wanting to say something about it but was too scared to rush into things."

You smile and wrap your arms around his neck, pulling his face to yours. You lean your forehead against his and excitedly state, "Well you are now my boyfriend that no other girl can have and I'm your girlfriend that no other guy can have."

Hitoshi smirks, "Sounds like a deal to me." Before you can say anything else, he closes the distance between your lips and passionately kisses you.

It's not one that leads to a makeout session, it's one that shows how much you love each other. Hitoshi pulls away from the kiss and brushes his thumb against your cheek before nuzzling into the crook of your neck once again.

"I love you y/n."

"I love you too Hitoshi."

He kisses your neck and squeezes you for a second, "Good. Let's stay like this a while."

You mess with his hair, fluffing it out and making a mess out of it as you say, "Okay."

 

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It's finally the day of karaoke and you are hella scared. For the last few months, you've only ever sung to yourself. Of course, there are only about two weeks of school left, but you could still sing at home without the practice room, away from people.

Hitoshi can tell your nervous as he drives to the karaoke bar. He has one hand on yours as he drives, rubbing his thumb over the top of your hand. It calms you slightly as you make your way there.

Once you get to the Karaoke bar, you realize just what you're doing. You try to tell Hitoshi to just turn back and text Mina you can't make it, but he refuses and caries you inside since you were acting bratty. He thought it was funny, so he didn't mind too much.

Your arms and legs are wrapped around him as he carries you, holding onto your ass as he walks to keep you up. To any other person, it might be weird, but neither of you really care. After making it inside, Hitoshi looks for the door with the room number that Mina had texted you.

After finding it, he knocks on the door and Mina opens up. She raises an eyebrow at the fact that Hitoshi is holding you and laughs about it before opening up, allowing you both inside. Hitoshi sets you down in the seats and looks around to see who's all here.

There's Mina, Denki, Katsuki, Hanta, Eijiro, Shoto, Ochako, and Izuku. Neither of you really talk to your classmates, but you know all of their names and everything.

Throughout the night you learn different things as your classmates talk to both of you. You learn that Katsuki and Eijiro are a couple and so are Shoto and Izuku.

Most of the night, your leaning against Hitoshi as the others sing. Some since together and others sing separate, everyone taking turns throughout the night.

Before leaving Hitoshi's house earlier, you'd talked about what song you would sing if you went through with singing together. You both agreed on 'Just the way you are' by Bruno Mars.

You were both kind of iffy on singing that song due to the fact that you'd only ever sang the song to your soulmate, but in the end, you knew it would be a good way to forget about them better. Neither of you has talked about your soulmate to each other though, so neither of you knew each other was iff about it.

It's not that you want to completely ignore your soulmates, but your heart is for Hitoshi and you want to keep it that way.

Hitoshi feels the same way. He has always been waiting until that day he finds his soulmate, but he's moved on from that. He's decided you're his soulmate now, the one he wants to keep with him until he dies and no one is going to change that.

After Eijiro and Izuku finish singing a cute song for their boyfriends, Mina walks over to you. She asks if you guys would like to sing a song and before you can back out of it and say no, Hitoshi says, "Yeah, we're going to sing Just the way you are by Bruno Mars if it's fine with you."

Mina smiles, "Of course! I can't wait for it. After Denki sings this I'll put it on for the both of you."

"Sounds good", Hitoshi replies before Mina starts cheering Denki on.

You turn and look at Hitoshi with wide eyes, "W-What. I- I don't know if I can Tosh."

Hitoshi cups your cheeks, "It will be fine, I'll be singing with you. It's not like I've sung in front of anyone either. The only time I sing around others is during choir because my voice gets hidden behind others. We will do this together, Alright?"

"F-fine?"

Hitoshi kisses you on the cheeks and grabs your hand as he turns and watches as Denki sings, patiently and anxiously waiting for his and your turn.

As Denki finishes singing you clap for him. He sits down and that's when you remember it's your turn to sing, you pick at your fingers. Mina gets the song ready and says, "y/n, Hitoshi, your next!"

Hitoshi squeezes your hand as you both stand up and walk up to the front of the room. You each grab a mic and take a breath as the intro music starts to play.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 23: ★✿22✿★

Chapter Text

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Hitoshi starts singing first,

 

"Oh, her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shinin'"

 

As soon as you hear those words come out of his mouth you feel your heart race. It's not the words themself that made you feel this way, it's his voice. It's the same voice as your soulmate. Never had you ever expected Hitoshi to be your soulmate.

A tear slides down your cheek as he keeps singing,

 

"Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful and I tell her every day"

 

You take a breath as he sings the last sentence. You look him in the eyes as you sing,

 

"Yeah, I know, I know

When I compliment her she won't believe me"

 

Hitoshi can feel his breath hitch as you sing. He smiles as you continue, looking right back into your beautiful e/c eyes. You both realize your soulmates now. The fact that you found out together makes you feel as if this could all be a dream, but if it is you never want to wake up from it. You continue to sing as another tear slides down your cheek,

 

"And it's so, it's so 

Sad to think that she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me, "Do I look okay?"

I say,"

 

You both sing the next part together, not having to look at the screen since you both know the song by heart at this point.

 

"When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

' Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

'Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Yeah"

 

You both continue to sing the rest of the song with smiles on your faces. You've both sang this song together and taken turns singing it since you were kids, but singing it together in person feels like a whole different feeling. It's as if you're the only ones in the room and nothing could change how happy you both feel right now.

As soon as the song finishes up, you quickly set your mic down and jump into his arms. Tears are streaming down your face as he holds you. You say in his ear, "I guess we really are meant to be."

Hitoshi nods his head as a tear falls down his cheek, not wanting to speak in case his voice cracks. Hitoshi carries you back to your seats as everyone else claps.

Your sitting on his lap facing towards him with your face nuzzled into his neck. Hitoshi is playing with your hair as he has his chin lying on your shoulder. Mina walks over to you as the next person starts singing and says, "Oh my god, you guys were amazing!! I didn't expect the tears though, that was cute."

You giggle and look at her, "W-well we kinda learned something new today, so it was an emotional moment..."

Mina's eyes widen, "Are you guys soulmates??" Hitoshi nods as you nuzzle your way back into his neck."EEE I'm so happy for you guys!! Congrats!"

Hitoshi smiles slightly, startling her since she has never seen him smile other than at you. "Thank you," he replies.

Mina smiles and goes back to cheering the others on as they sing. A few of the others come to congratulate you throughout the night. It surprises you when Katsuki congratulates you since you've always seen him rude to others in classes, but nonetheless, you thanked him with a smile as you had the others.

Eventually, you fall asleep lying on Hitoshi. He decides it's a good time to get home and knowing how much of a deep sleeper you are, it won't be too hard to be careful. He leans up and grabs your phone off the table before standing up.

He says his goodbyes and thanks them for the invite before walking out the door with you in his arms. As he makes it to the car, Hitoshi gently sets you in and buckles you up before getting in on the driver's side and driving home.

After making it to his house, he picks you back up and carries you inside. Hitoshi thought everyone would be asleep, but his dads are laying on the couch watching tv when he walks through the living room.

They notice the sleeping girl in his arms and chuckle as he makes his way through the house and upstairs to his room. He lays you on the bed and takes your shoes off before grabbing one of his shirts out of the closet for you. You fall asleep all the time, so he's used to having to change you at this point.

Hitoshi removes your pants and shirt, throwing them in the laundry basket after. He grabs the shirt he got out for you and puts it on you before covering you up with the blanket.

He changes into a pair of sweatpants and takes his shirt off before crawling into bed with you. He wraps his arms around you and smiles as you cuddle up towards his body some more. He kisses you on the head before setting his chin atop your head.

The amount of happiness that Hitoshi feels is something he's never had before. He was going to consider you his soulmate anyway, but it's confirmed and it feels amazing to know. He's glad to feel this happiness, it's in a way new but it's also a feeling he's slowly getting used to and never wants to lose.

 

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As the next few weeks go on, school slowly finishes up. Throughout the last week of school, you had spoken to more of your classmates. It was weird to you, but it was a start of making friends. You traded numbers with a few of them on the last day before leaving and going to Hitoshi's.

Before leaving, you made sure to let Ms. Jirou know that you were going to make sure to take choir as a senior. As a music teacher, she was excited to know you wanted to actually sing.

Knowing your parents are still out of town, you have of course been sleeping at Hitoshi's. It's more of a home than where you currently live due to the fact that your the only one that is ever there. It gets lonely and you would rather spend time with your boyfriend and his family than be alone all day.

As summer break starts, Hitoshi takes you out to find a job. You fill out a few applications that they hand you before leaving each place, hoping to get a call back soon.

Another week goes by and you find out your parents are coming back on Thursday, meaning you have to sleep at home rather than at Hitoshi's like you usually do. Hitoshi walks you home as darkness fills the sky, kissing you goodbye before walking home.

As your laying in bed scrolling through Instagram, you hear noises coming from downstairs. You look out the window to see if your parents are home, but they aren't.

You walk out of your room and peek around the edge of the railing to see a blonde-haired white man in some tan clothes and a gun sticking out of his pocket. You can't see what he looks like exactly, but you hurry into your room and grab your phone before hiding in your closet.

You immediately text Hitoshi, telling him to call the cops because there's a robber. You would call them, but you're too afraid to make a lot of noise.

 

Kitty Cat 🐈 10:37 pm
HITOSHI IM IN MMY CLOSET RIGHT NOW
CALL THE COPS AND SEND THEM TO MY HOUSE
THERE IS SOMEONE INSIDE AND THEY HAVE A GUN
I WOULD CALL BUT IM TOO AFRAID TO MAKE NOISE

Tosh 💜 10:39 pm
Shit
I'm calling them now And im telling dads to call, keep texting me
We will be there asap too <3
Please be safe

Kitty Cat 🐈 10:43 pm
Im trying
I love you so much
Shit hes in my room please hurry!!

Tosh 💜10:44 pm
Just be quiet and don't move
The cops are on their way
We will be over there in a few minutes

Kitty Cat 🐈 10:46 pm
Omg i think my parents just got home
PLEASE HURRY

Tosh 💜 10:47 pm
The cops are going to be there in a minute, I am three minutes away
Im running ahead of them just wait for me
Just stay hidden baby

 

You hear the front door open and close along with some chatter. The man runs out of your room with his gun in his hand. The next thing you hear are two screams along with gunshots as sirens are heard in the distance getting closer. You feel frozen as tears are streaming down your face.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

I wOnDeR wHaT hApPeNeD o-o

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 24: ★✿23✿★

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Hitoshi runs as fast as his feet can take him, trying his best to make it to you. He can hear the sirens as the vehicles arrive at your house and he gets closer.

As soon as he reaches sight of your house, there is caution tape around the front yard as a man in cuffs is being taken out. Multiple cop cars are in front of your house along with an ambulance. Hitoshi doesn't stop running as he arrives, pushing nosy neighbors out of the way.

He quickly ducks under the caution tape, pushing past cops. One of the policemen yells, "Hey You can't go in there!!"

Ignoring the cop, Hitoshi runs into the house and up the stairs, pushing anyone in his path. He sees two bodies covered by a white sheet and knows those are your parents.

Looking away from the covered bodies, Hitoshi goes straight to your closet and opens it, seeing you sitting there with your arms wrapped around your knees and tears pouring out of your eyes.

He picks you up bridal style as your, your tears now soaking his shirts as you push your face against his chest. As he walks downstairs, he puts his hand on the back of your head so that you can't see the covered bodies as he walks past them. As the police run up to him, they tell him to take you to the ambulance.

Shota arrives, parking the car on the side of the road before hurrying out. The police try to stop him but he tells them his son is in there and they allow him to pass. He starts to make his way to Hitoshi until he sees two bodies being rolled out of the house in body bags.

His eyes widen as he continues hurrying his way to Hitoshi, worry spreading throughout his whole body. After seeing you in his son's arms, he calms down slightly.

Within the next hour, multiple things happen. You're questioned for anything you'd seen or heard, Hitoshi and Shota staying with you throughout it all. Afterward, they do a short check-up before allowing you to go home with Hitoshi.

The events of the night keep replaying in your head throughout everything. The fact that your parents are gone, it feels like a piece of you has been lost. They were never home but they still were your parents and you love them so much.

You feel as if it's your fault that they died like you could have warned them somehow, but you know it's not your fault at the same time.

You never saw the man's face, but you had come to learn he had robbed many other houses and goes by the name of Hawks. Your parents were the first people he had actually killed while robbing a house due to the fact that they walked in on him.

As Shota drives to his house, no one says a word. The only thing heard is the sobs coming from you. Hitoshi doesn't say a word for now, just trying his best to comfort you as he can now.

On the way to Hitoshi's, you cry yourself to sleep. The sobs had died down slowly as your eyes closed.

After making it to the house, Hitoshi carries you inside and into his room. He takes off your shoes and covers you up before going downstairs to speak to his dads. Hizashi was sitting in the living room leaning forward on the couch as he anxiously waited for any news on what had happened when Hitoshi went in the house.

When walking back downstairs, Shota and Hizashi are sitting on the couch talking. Shota's stressed about what they are going to do about you. They know you turned seventeen not long ago, but you still have time before you're considered an adult.

As they see their son walk into the room, Shota asks, "How is she doing?"

Hitoshi sits in the arm-chair and runs his hand through his hair, "She's asleep for now. I don't know how she will react when she wakes up."

"We just need to try to be there for her," Hizashi says.

Shota nods, "that's all we can do. She just lost both of her parents... I'm not even sure if she has any other family."

Hitoshi shrugs and says, "Last time she talked to me about family, she said her grandparents passed away when she was younger and her mom and dad never had siblings."

"We'll talk to someone about letting her stay with us then. She should stay with people she already knows, especially going through what she is," Shota replies.

"Okay... I'm going to try my best to comfort her. I just don't know how. If I ever lost you guys I don't even want to know how I'd react."

"All we can do is be there for her. It will take her some time to get used to everything that's happened," Hizashi tells him.

Hitoshi rubs his eyes and stands up, "I'm going to go back upstairs and lay with her. I love you guys."

"I love you too," they both say. They stand up and give Hitoshi a son before going to their room.

Hitoshi walks upstairs and changes into sweatpants. He decided changing your clothes could wait until after a shower in the morning.

He carefully slides into bed next to you, wrapping his arms around you. He knows he could have lost you today. It was something he was terrified of happening.

If you hadn't told him you thought your parents had just got home, he would have thought one of those bodies was yours and not made it to the closet. He would have broken down then and there, hoping it wasn't you.

Hitoshi holds you close as tears of relief spill from his eyes. "You scared me so much," he whispers. He knows you are asleep, but he doesn't care.

He kisses you on the head before slowly falling asleep, glad to have you in his arms. If he had lost you, he isn't sure what he'd do. What he does know, is he has to be there for you the best he can.

 

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When waking up the next morning you feel the warmth of Hitoshi around you. You don't want to get out of bed. You feel like if you do you could break at any moment.

You hear the door creak open and turn to see Shota standing at it. He notices you're awake and crouches down next to the bed. "How are you feeling?" he asks in the softest whisper he could manage.

You bite your lip and reply, "I'm okay for now. I'm just trying not to think about it I guess..." Shota nods," that's good for now.". You then add, "M-my parents... a-are they-?"

Shota nods, "Yea... We're here for you though. Don't forget that kid."

"I won't... Thank you, Shota."

"You're welcome. Hizashi, Eri and I are going out for a bit. We're going to find a way to allow you to stay with us since you aren't eighteen yet," he explains to you.

You smile a small smile, "That would be great... Thank you, for everything."

"You're welcome. Now get some more sleep, you'll probably need it."

"Okay... Bye Shota, see you later."

Shota stands up and says, "Bye y/n."

After Shota leaves the room, you turn and cuddle back into your spot against Hitoshi. You're trying not to think about everything that happened last night, too scared that you'll start crying and won't be able to stop.

In the end, the quiet room and being unable to sleep leaves you to your thoughts. Tears start pouring out of your eyes and your bodies shaking as you try holding back the sobs. Hitoshi wakes up and pulls your face against his chest, "Shh, shh. It'll be alright. I'm always here for you baby."

You give up on holding back your sobs and cry into his chest. Hitoshi holds you and rocks you a little bit as he says sweet things to you. It calms you don't slightly, but you both know that you are going to have a scar on your heart from the event.

After you've quieted down and the tears have stopped spilling, you look up at Hitoshi and say, "They were always g-gone from home, but this will be different. T-they always came back, but now they'll be gone forever. I don't know what to do Hitoshi. It hurts. It feels like someone ripped my heart out and stabbed it until there was nothing else to stab."

Hitoshi rubs circles on your back as he looks into your water e/c eyes. He thinks for a moment before saying, "I-I can't say I know how it feels and I can't say I know what you're going through, but I do know that they are watching over you. No matter what you think, they are always there." Hitoshi puts a hand on your chest, "They are always with you in heart and never forget that."

You set your hand on his and nod your head before leaning in and putting your forehead against his. "I love you so much Hitoshi, I don't know what I'd do without you."

"I love you too baby. You'll never have to be without me because I'll always be there for you." He kisses you on the lips and adds, "Do you want to take a shower or bath?"

"Bath"

Hitoshi smiles and ruffles your hair, "Okay. Stay here and I'll get the bath water ready."

Hitoshi gets up and walks to the bathroom. He starts the water, making sure it's not too hot, but warm in a way to comfort you. After it's filled he goes back to his room and grabs some clothes for the both of you before picking you up, your legs wrapped around his torso as he carries you to the bathroom.

You've both learned how much you actually like being carried. It makes you feel safe being in his arms as if nothing in the world could harm you when he has you.

He sets both you and the clothes on the counter, both of you getting undressed. Once Hitoshi is undressed, he gets in the tub first and you lay against his chest with his arms wrapped around you and a hand rubbing your stomach.

You both enjoyed the bath, laying there together and just relaxing. It took your mind off of everything that had happened for a while, enjoying each other's company together. Throughout the time of your bath, you washed each other's hair and bodies. You are now clean of the previous night's events, clean of the pain it has caused your heart.

You know it won't be easy getting through without your parents. You're going to inherit their fortune, the house, the car and everything else they had, but you would rather have them back.

You don't want to step back inside that house, but you have to. There are things of your parents that you want, things to treasure and keep as a memory of them. That's something that you want to wait until after the funeral though, just to give you more time to mourn and get used to everything.

After bathing, you both got dressed and ate something for lunch. You try your best to keep your thoughts off of your parents but it failed multiple times, causing you to cry. Hitoshi makes sure to comfort you the best he can. Knowing there's not much he can do, he does what he can.

Around three everyone else arrives back home. Eri runs up to you and jumps onto you. She lays on your lap as you lean against Hitoshi, Hizashi sitting at Shota's feet.

You find out that Shota was able to get a way for you to stay with them. You were happy to hear the news. There was no way you were going to stay with a family of people you don't know. It's just not something you would have been able to mentally handle, along with the fact that you'd probably be taken away from Hitoshi.

You hug both Shota and Hizashi when they tell you. You're not usually a cry baby, but after yesterday's events and finding out you get to stay, your tears keep coming. Some are sad tears and some are happy tears. The ones that flooded your eyes as you thanked Shota and Hizashi were ones of happiness, of thankfulness.

As the moon rose to the sky, you and Hitoshi went to bed a little earlier than the rest. Your head is killing you and your eyes are puffy due to all the tears you had shed throughout the day.

After cuddling up to Hitoshi, you fell asleep rather quickly. Hitoshi on the other hand is unable to sleep. His insomnia not allowing him to sleep easily tonight.

He knows for sure that the first step of your mourning has passed. The hardest part is the next step in which he plans on being there for you as much as possible, the funeral.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Just want to say, i've never been to a funeral so the next chapter could be way wrong in facts ngl 😗

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 25: ★✿24✿★

Chapter Text

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All throughout the funeral service, you couldn't stop the tears. Most of the people who came were co-workers since you were the only family they had left. Hitoshi stayed with you throughout the whole service, not wanting to leave your side.

When it came time to go up to the caskets, you refused to do so. You couldn't imagine seeing your parent's bodies lying there, not breathing and unable to speak to you anymore.

As people were able to share stories, you found yourself laughing at some of the ones their coworkers told. They never really told you anything about work, but you're learning so much about how they were with others.

Your parents were always friendly towards others and loved to spend all their time with you when you were younger. As you grew up though, they started working a lot more and began to never be around anymore. It hurt you that they were never home, but at least you now know they enjoyed themselves at work at least.

As the funeral comes to an end, you feel like a mess. It gave you some closure in a way, but everything still hurts.

Rather than leaving as soon as it ended you stayed seated as you leaned against Hitoshi, looking at the pictures in the front of the room of your parents. After almost everyone has cleared out, the caskets are closed.

You stand up and walk over to the closed caskets with Hitoshi at your side.

Throughout the funeral, Hitoshi had noticed how much you look like both of your parents. He knows tonight is going to be one of the roughest nights for you and he plans on being there for you every step of the way as long as you let him.

Since the day after they died, you haven't cried until now. Hitoshi knows you are trying to be strong, but he would rather you let your emotions out than to bottle them up.

After you've decided you're ready to go, Hitoshi drives home as you fall asleep in the passenger seat. By the time he reaches the house you're fully out of it and Hitoshi doesn't plan on waking you.

He carries you inside and puts you to bed, making sure to quietly shut the door as he leaves the room. He heads downstairs and sits on the couch beside his fathers.

"How was the funeral?" Shota asks.

Hitoshi leans back, "It was okay. She shed a lot of tears, but with a little bit of time, I think she will be okay."

Shota nods, "At least it went well."

"Yeah." Hitoshi agrees. "Tomorrow, will one of you come with me to get something for her? I'd go alone, but I would like a second opinion."

"Sure thing," Shota says. "I'll go since Hizashi is better at cheering people up and Eri will stay too."

Hizashi smiles, "We'll do our best to keep her happy while you're gone. I'm sure Eri's got enough energy to keep her on her feet."

"Thank you." Hitoshi hugs his parents, something he doesn't do often. "I love and appreciate you both so much."

"We love you too," they say in unison. They know that seeing how easily you lost your parents has him scared that he could lose them easily. Neither of them plans on leaving this world anytime soon.

Hitoshi heads back upstairs and sits in his chair, pulling out a book to read as he waits for you to wake up.

It's almost two hours later when you wake up, the sun still up and shining through the windows. You open your eyes and look around for Hitoshi to see him sitting in his chair, his back turned towards you.

You silently get up and walk to him getting on your tippy-toes to wrap your arms around him.

As Hitoshi feels your touch, he closes the book and sets it on his desk. He puts his hands on your arms and rubs them, "Did you sleep well?"

"Yeah, I did," you reply softly.

Hitoshi turns the chair around, your arms ending up at the back of his neck. You sit down on his lap, your legs on either side of him. You stay like that for a while, just talking about how much you love each other.

Eventually, you both realize how long it's been since you've eaten and head downstairs to find something to eat, thus officially beginning your healing.

 

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It's the next morning and Hitoshi quietly slips out of bed. He leaves a note on the nightstand that reads the words,

 

"Went 2 town with the grumpy dad

Eri and Hizashi will be here to keep you company  Be back soon

<3 Love you 

~ Tosh."

 

After leaving the note, he quickly gets dressed and heads downstairs where Shota is waiting for him. They leave the house and grab some breakfast as they head for town.

As they get out of the car, they look at the stores in front of them. Shota decided he would get some kind of jewelry for his husband while he's here and maybe a necklace for Eri.

They see multiple jewelry stores and decide to go from left to right. Hitoshi doesn't know exactly what he's looking for, but he knows he wants it to be meaningful.

In the first store, he ends up finding nothing. There were multiple beautiful things, but nothing he really wanted.

Going into the second store, Hitoshi finds a bracelet he likes. He thinks about it for a while before deciding not to get it. It's beautiful of course, but he would rather you have a type of necklace rather than a bracelet since necklaces are harder to lose.

They look through a few more stores before ending up at the last one. Shota had found something for both his husband and daughter along the way, so he didn't complain about being dragged everywhere.

As he walks into the last one, he sees the same things as he had in others. Since it's the last one, he knows he has to choose something from this one.

Just as he's about to go with a regular necklace, his eye catches sight of a beautiful silver locket. Within the locket, you can place two small pictures on both sides of the inside of it.

"This is the one," he tells his father.

Shota raises an eyebrow and says, "So you finally found the one?"

Hitoshi nods his head in response and replies with, "Inside the locket, I'm going to put a picture of her parents on one side and one of me and her on the other."

"How are you going to get a picture of her parents?"

Hitoshi shrugs, "I'm going to ask her for it. If she asks why I'll just say it's a surprise."

"Hmm, okay. Let's get going. I'm sure Hizashi is wondering what's taking us so long to get home since he knows we both hate shopping."

"Alright. I'll meet you in the car. I'm going to pay for the locket real quick."

Shota nods and heads to the car, leaving Hitoshi to pay for the beautiful locket before he heads to the car.

After reaching the house he walks inside with the locket in his pocket. You're sitting on the floor as Eri does your hair, both of you laughing and giggling. He raises an eyebrow at you as he walks through the room and you wave at him with a smile. He smiles back as he walks out of the room to temporarily hide the locket.

After hiding the locket Hitoshi heads back downstairs and watches as his sister and girlfriend do each other's hair. He finds it amusing watching the two of you sit on the floor just doing each other's hair. He knows that even though you are smiling and having fun, you're still in a lot of pain from your parents passing away and he has a plan of something that will help you relax a little bit.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

Uh so I was going to have a whole ass funeral chapter, but uhm im big dumb and never been to a funeral lmao. Also, uhmmm like high key keep getting story ideas and it's driving me crazy :)

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 26: ★✿25✿★

Chapter Text

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"Come on y/n!" Hitoshi yells as he puts your bags in the vehicle.

You giggle as you give everyone hugs before running out the door, "Stop rushing me. I was giving hugs that were very well needed."

Hitoshi raises an eyebrow at you as he opens your door, "Yeah yeah, hurry up. The city is a long drive from here."

"I know, I'm sorry!" you say. You kiss him on the cheek before getting in the car, Hitoshi closing the door behind you. He gets into the car and starts it, pulling out of the driveway.

The both of you are surprised that Shota and Hizashi even allowed you to go on this trip since they are both worried about you so much, but they know it will help get your mind off of everything that happened within the last month and a half and relax.

It was a week ago when Hitoshi had asked his fathers about going to the city for sightseeing and to just enjoy something different. It took a little bit of convincing and in the end, they allowed him to take you to the city for a few days.

You had only learned yesterday where you were going. As soon as the words had left his mouth you tackled him backward and wouldn't let go until Hitoshi had told you he needed to go to the bathroom.

As Hitoshi drives, you both talk and look at the new sights while enjoying each other's presence. The sights on the way are amusing to you. There's a lot of farms, mountains, and a few smaller cities you pass by.

At one point you turn on some music and you both just sing to it, loving each other's voices. As you both finish up singing along with a Megan Thee Stallion song, Just The Way You Are comes on. Just as the intro music starts you excitedly say, "It's our song Tosh!!!"

Hitoshi laughs as you both start singing the song together, loving that it's what you both consider, "Our Song." You've sung it for each other growing up without knowing each other and even now that you know each other, it's something you have together. It's a song neither of you will ever forget for as long as you both are alive.

After hours of switching around who drives, you finally make it to the city. It's dark and the stars are out, but the lights from all the buildings are beautiful. You arrive at the hotel and check-in. After taking your stuff outside you both flop on the bed and lay there for a bit.

After laying there for ten minutes, you decide to look around the room before sleeping. The hotel room is a suite and supposedly they have a lot of things in here already for their customers. You look around the room, only finding the normal things a room would have until you come to a door neither of you has looked in yet.

You've already seen a bathroom, a closet and a kitchen. You both raise an eyebrow at the door before opening it. Your eyes go wide-eyed as you see what's inside of the small room. "I- Uh-," you try to speak but no words come out.

Hitoshi's face is a dark red, his breath hitched. You both stare wide-eyed for a moment before one of you finally close the door back.

"H-Hitoshi... Those were- uhm-" you start talking but feel you're unable to finish your sentence.

"Sex toys," Hitoshi finishes for you.

You clear your throat, "Y-yea. I- uh I didn't know those types of things w-were in a hotel room."

"Me neither..." Hitoshi replies. He decides to tease you a little bit and adds, "Maybe they will be useful though."

You whip your head around and look up at him, "I- Wh-what."

"Nothing..." Hitoshi turns away and walks to the other room where the bed is. You stand where you are, blinking as you try to wrap your mind around what he just said.

You've had sex multiple times since the first time, but you never really talked about using those types of things during it. Thinking about it, you decide you'll ask him about it a little later or something. For now, you are just going to pretend that never happened and go to sleep cuddled up with your boyfriend.

You walk into the room and take off your shirt and shorts before jumping into bed beside him. As you are cuddled up to each other, your thoughts keep going back to the closet.

You stupidly continue thinking about the contents within it and what Hitoshi could do to you with them. Eventually, you fall asleep as Hitoshi is still awake, his insomnia keeping him up.

Just as your mind was on the contents inside the closet, so is Hitoshi's. He's thought about bringing those types of things up to you before but never went through with it. It surprised him when he saw what was in the closet, he never expected any hotel room to have sex toys in it.

As his brain fumbles around with thoughts about the toys, he can feel as your body moves with each breath you take. It comforts him in a way. Sometimes it even helps him sleep when he can feel the movement of your body as you breathe.

As the night slowly goes on, your breathing and body movement as you sleep lulls him to sleep in a happy state.

 

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The next morning you take a shower and get dressed. Once you're both ready, you leave the hotel and go out.

There's a carnival near the hotel and Hitoshi decided that would be a good thing to do while you're in the city.

You're holding hands as you walk around the carnival and try to decide what you would like to play or ride. In the corner of your eye, you notice a purple cat plushie at a booth. You immediately pull Hitoshi over to it and tell him that's what you want.

The game at the booth is ring toss. You get three rings and if you can get at least one on a bottle, you win. You plan a total of three times, failing each one. You pout as you fail the third time, telling Hitoshi that you want to play a different game.

Hitoshi holds you back and says, "Nope. My turn to try this kitten so hold your horses."

"Fine, but when you can't get it either just know I told you so."

Hitoshi smirks as he pays for the rings. He throws the first one and misses. He throws the second one and misses again. For the third one, he takes his time to throw it, trying to aim correctly. He throws the third ring and it makes it.

He looks at you who's jaw is dropped. He smirks and says, "So, what were you going to say?"

"I- HOW?!"

He leans down and kisses you on the cheek, "Magic of love baby, the magic of love."

"Which prize do you want, sir?" the booth owner asks Hitoshi.

Hitoshi smirks at you and points at the big purple car plushie sitting on the shelf. The booth owner hands it to him and says, "Have a good time."

You both thank him before turning around and starting to walk off. Hitoshi stops walking and turns to you, "I want a kiss."

"A kiss?" you ask.

Hitoshi nods and points to his lips, "Yes, a kiss."

You furrow your eyebrows in confusion and get on your tippy-toes. You lean in towards him and push your lips against his. After pulling away you ask, "Are you happy now princess?"

Hitoshi hums in agreement, "Yep." He then pushes the plushie into your arms, "This is your prize for the kiss."

A big smile appears on your face, "Really?!" Hitoshi nods and you give him a peck on the cheek. "Thank you, thank you, thank you! Now I have something else to remind me of you."

Hitoshi smiles and grabs your free hand as you continue walking. You play a few more games, winning each other some prizes. After a while of playing games, Hitoshi rents a locker type thing to put the plushies in.

You end up riding a rollercoaster first, your nails digging into Hitoshi's hand throughout the ride. When it's over, you feel a little queasy from all the loops and hills.

After a few minutes of sitting down and getting the sick feeling to go away, you head to a few other rides, stopping to eat along the way.

By the time both of you are ready to leave, it's already four in the afternoon. You walk back to the hotel and Hitoshi orders pizza for dinner.

Throughout the next few days, you both just enjoy the sights of the city and go places, enjoying yourselves. Your bond with each other gets stronger by the day and both of you are happiest this way.

Two days before you have to leave, you decide to go take a peaceful walk in a nearby park. You look around at the cute animals and all the couples. You see a lot of babies and can't help but to want to hold them.

Hitoshi had noticed it multiple times and knows you want kids eventually. He himself would be perfectly fine having kids, especially if they are with you.

As you make your way back to the hotel and up to the room, you throw your dirty clothes onto the floor and get into the shower, Hitoshi joining you not long after.

After the shower, you go to put on clothes, but Hitoshi wraps his arms around you. You stop what you are doing as he hums and starts kissing on your neck.

"Kitten," he says. You hum in acknowledgment and he continues, "How do you feel about using those toys we found that first day?"

He continues kissing on your neck as he waits for an answer. You turn around in his arms and he can see the blush on your face as clear as day. "W-well, I'm not opposed to it, " you mumble.

Hitoshi smirks and leans down, "Are you sure about this?"

You bite your lips and nod your head. The next thing you know is Hitoshi is picking you up and setting you on the bed. "Stay here, I'll go pick out a few things," he says. He gives you a peck on the cheek before walking into the other room.

"What did I just get myself into," you say to yourself as the blush on your face darkens and you wait for Hitoshi to get back in the room.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

O-O heh so this is going somewhere :) I uh yeah this gonna be hard to write b/c smut is not my strong point

Any Thoughts?

~Aizaten֎֎֎

 

Chapter 27: ★✿26:Final Chapter✿★

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Hitoshi comes back into the room with a few things in his hands. You thought he would have grabbed other things but as you look at it, it's all scarf-like material. Your face flushes as Hitoshi gets closer to the bed.

"Are you sure about this y/n?" he asks, just to make sure you are fine with it.

Without hesitating, you nod and Hitoshi grins at the answer. He takes a piece of it and sets the rest down.

You let out an "eep" as he grabs your wrists and ties them together. He then ties them around the rails of the headboard and ties it into a knot. You pull on it a little and realize it's a little stretchy, but you still can't physically move your arms too much.

He trails his fingers from your chest to your thighs and down your legs, causing you to tremble beneath his touch. You bite your lip as he grabs another two strands of the material.

He wraps one piece around one thigh, continuing down and around your leg to your ankle. He does the same to the other leg before tying them both to opposite ends of the footboard, forcing your legs to be spread apart.

Hitoshi gets up and stands back from the bed to gaze upon what he's done to you himself. You bite your lip and look the other way as you feel his stares, feeling slightly embarrassed.

He walks back over to the bed and starts kissing up and down your torso, stopping to kiss and suck on your nipples. You try to move your hips in different directions as if to create or chase some kind of friction.

You feel desperate to touch him as he teases you, wanting to feel him against and inside of you. You struggle against the bindings, your arms pulling at them.

Hitoshi chuckles and grabs your chin roughly. "You're not getting out of these bindings until i untie you kitten," he says before roughly kissing you. You happily moan against the feeling of his lips against yours until he pulls away, causing you to whine.

Hitoshi sets his body between your legs and squeezes around your thighs to make the flesh bulge from the fabric more than it already is. He licks his lips as he rubs over the skin on your thighs.

You can tell he's taking his time on purpose just to tease you. It's something he does a lot, but yet you still aren't used to it.

The need to feel him against you and to stop teasing rises by the second. "Hitoshi-" you whine out, hoping he'll get the hint.

Hitoshi knows what you want, but decides to keep teasing you, sucking on your hips and squeezing your thighs. He sucks one area on your hip and you start to giggle, your legs trying to move. He stops and looks up at you with a raised eyebrow. You just say, "It tickled."

He holds back a laugh as he continues to suck on your skin and tease you, purposely grazing the sensitive spot a few times. You bite your lip as he trails his kisses down towards your inner thighs. You can feel how close he is to your throbbing pussy.

"Hitoshi~ Please!" you whine as he teases you more. One of his fingers rubs above your clit and you move your hips upwards, trying to get his finger closer.

Hitoshi squeezes your thighs, making you moan out. He figured out a while ago you're a masochist and likes to take advantage of it a lot. He shoves two fingers inside of your throbbing hole, you moaning out in surprise.

Neither of you cares if any of the other rooms hear you, so you don't hold back. Hitoshi loves hearing your moans as he pleasures you and you love making him happy.

He starts moving his fingers in and out, bringing his mouth down to the area. His free hand digs into your thigh, adding to the pleasure his fingers already giving.

His tongue circles your clit as his fingers move and the feeling of an orgasm grows. Your thighs are trembling and your arms are trying to break free, wanting to dig into his fluffy hair. "Ngh~ Tosh~ D-don't stop~"

As your juices drip onto the bed, he adds a third finger, pressing hard against the soft spongy spot inside of you. As soon as he makes contact with the spot, you orgasm, your back arching as Hitoshi continuing to finger you through it.

He licks up your juices and squeezes your thighs harshly, a moan coming from your lips. His cock hard and throbbing itself, he quickly unties the restraints connected to your legs.

As soon as they are free, you rub your thighs together trying to create the wanted friction you've been looking for. Hitoshi spreads your legs, leaving little love bites on your thighs before lining his cock up with you opening.

You moan as he slowly enters you inch by inch, wishing he would stop with the slow thing. You know he does it on purpose, he always does. He loves watching you squirm as he slowly fills you up with his length.

Hitoshi starts to thrust into you, slow, hard thrusts. You try to move your arms as he does, just wanting to touch him. He pounds into you hitting the soft spongy spot, causing you to moan out in pleasure and pain, your legs now wrapped around his waist.

"You feel so good kitten," he says as he pounds into you. "So f-fucking good."

"Hi-hitoshi~" you moan out.

Hitoshi twists one of your nipples as he pounds into you, sending you over your limit. "I'm gonna-."

Hitoshi cuts you off with his lips hitting yours, still pounding into you. Just as your about to cum, he stops and your opening fills empty. "You want to cum?"

You nod your head, hating how empty you feel. He starts untying your wrists, "Then sit on my cock, kitten."

As soon as the bindings are off of your wrists you do as he tells you. He grabs hold of your hips as you sink down onto his stiff cock, your eyes fluttering open and closed from the new position, his cock hitting new spots inside of you, sending jolts of pleasure throughout your body.

Hitoshi's hands go to your breasts as his length enters you completely, his lips meeting yours. You can't help the moans and cries that leave your lips as you kiss, an orgasm washing over you immediately. You clench around his cock, a moan leaving his own lips as his hands squeeze your breasts.

Seconds later he cums too, his seed filling you up as he moans out your name. He grabs hold of your thighs and spreads your legs, rubbing your inner thigh as he's still inside of you. You're laying limp against him, out of breath and your head still a little foggy.

You both sit there for a minute, the only sound is the heavy breathing coming from the both of you. Hitoshi kisses your neck, giving you hickies along with it.

That's when you realize that you didn't use a condom. You groan and say, "Uh, babe."

He hums in response, not wanting to quit loving on your beautiful s/c skin.

Still breathing quite heavily, you say in between breaths, "We forgot the condom."

"It'll be okay," he replies. You giggle and shake your head as he continues what he's doing. "Are you feeling okay?" he asks you, wanting to make sure he didn't go overboard.

You nod your head, "Yeah, I'm just fine. I think we need another shower though."

Hitoshi wraps his arms around you, "Okay, I have something to give you after."

"A gift?"

He nods his head, "Just for you kitten."

You smile and turn your head to meet his lips. You share a loving kiss before finally getting off of his cock and both of you making your way to the bathroom for another shower.

 

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You're both showered and clothed, lying in bed beside one another. Hitoshi leans over and opens a drawer from the nightstand beside the bed, pulling out a box.

Your e/c eyes sparkle with curiosity as you wonder what it is. You know it's some type of jewelry, but that's about all you can tell.

He hands the box to you and says, "Open it."

You raise your eyebrows at him and open it as his arm snakes around your shoulders. As soon as you see the locket, you can feel tears swelling up in your eyes. "I-It's so beautiful..." you say.

Hitoshi smiles and grabs the locket out of the box for you. He opens it up and shows you the inside. On the right side is a picture of both of your parents along with you when you were younger. On the left side is a picture of you and Hitoshi sleeping, cuddled up together.

You can feel the tears start falling from your eyes as you look at it. Without saying a word you turn and tackle him into a hug. "Thank you so much, Tosh... It's beautiful. I'm always going to wear it no matter what," you say before digging your face into his chest.

Hitoshi smiles and rubs your back, "There's no need to thank me, I just wanted to get you something special. Now let's put it on you."

You nod and kiss him before sitting up. You turn around and hold your hair out of the way as he sets the beautiful piece of jewelry around your neck and latches it.

As soon as he has it on your turn around and tackle him down onto the bed, smothering him with kisses. "You know Shota might kill you if he found out you didn't use a condom, right?" you say, remembering the fact he didn't use one.

Hitoshi shrugs, "It'll be fine... And if you get pregnant it'll just give me more of you to love."

"And what about school?"

"Online..."

You glare at him for a second, thinking about something. "Did you purposely not use one?"

He shakes his head, "No, that was actually an accident... but I wouldn't mind having kids with you. I plan on you having my last name one day anyway."

Your face flushes a red and you mumble, "I wouldn't mind either of those things."

"I heard that," he says with a chuckle. He kisses you again and adds, "I love you y/n."

"I love you too Hitoshi and I'll never stop loving you."

Hitoshi moves and lays between your legs, his head placed on your stomach. He hugs your thigh and gets comfy as you play with his hair.

You take this chance to grab your phone and take a few pictures of Hitoshi before turning on some music. The first song to play is 'Just The Way You Are', as both of you fall asleep with smiles on your faces and feeling each other's loving touch.

 

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I hope you enjoyed the chapter

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~Aizaten֎֎֎

Chapter 28: ★✿AUTHOR'S NOTE✿★

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AFUBHJSJBSDFHBJDSBHJSDFBHJHSBDFHBJDFSHBJDFBH IT'S DONEEEEE BOIS!!!! I DID IT AGAIN!!!!!!!!! :D

I hope you liked the story and like the ending was random ngl bc my brain couldn't make up it's mind 😂😂 The Smut was once again, t r o u b l e s o m e    a s f ! ! !

:> High key proud of myself though because like that was a lot of work and uhm like idk i just like to be proud here and there. I hope you enjoyed the story and there is many more to come!! 

Smut isnt easy for me, but i hope it wasnt too bad :) That shit is hard asf to write T_T

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