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    [this is dual posted on ao3 and my tumblr account]

    It's been a long and tiresome road to redemption for Bucky; he never got to live the life he wanted to live, and with the demons he has raging war in his head, he doubts he ever will. So he tries to distract himself with both the Flag-Smashers and John Walker, deciding that the two were big enough problems to be a thorough distraction from his pain. But when Sam surprises him with a piece of his past, everything changes. It's no longer an option to ignore the demons and let them stew, because he has to heal before he can even think about letting you in. And you need to heal before you can even think about what used to be, and what will be. When the past and the present collide, you and Bucky struggle to find the peace you've been chasing for decades.

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