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Yuqi was reading on the bed when Soojin came through the door, her face was red, puffy eyes, the broken expression on her face made a wave of concern course through Yuqi’s body.

Ever since Soojin triggered her vampire side, her emotions were all over the place, she was having a really hard time coping with everything.

And of course, all Yuqi wanted was to make her soulmate feel better, she couldn't handle seeing her in any kind of pain, and knowing full well of the older women’s past, all the traumatic experiences she had to go through, made her own heart ache.

She couldn't even imagine what it was like for Soojin, and being a tribrid only made it worse, cause her emotions were way stronger than any other supernatural being.

She remembered the day she turned into a heretic. The moment she saw Soojin laying dead where once was the Malivore pit, after she sacrificed herself to destroy that monster, and save her loved ones.

Yuqi knew she was going to wake up a full tribrid. And she just couldn't let the love of her life go through that alone. So a couple of days after, Yuqi talked to her family about letting Soojin turn her, they were pretty skeptical at first, but when Yuqi explained everything and told them that by turning she would no longer have to merge with Miyeon, they agreed. It was a win-win situation.

Convincing Soojin was a little harder. But she did. Soojin fed her with her blood, but she couldn't kill her, she just couldn't. Yuqi understood and went to ask Minnie for help. When she woke up in Soojin’s arms, she was beyond hungry. Soojin was crying softly when she woke up, and she quickly hugged the younger girl in a bone-crushing hug, as if to make sure she was really alive, really there. As soon as she released her she offered her wrist for Yuqi to drink and complete her transition. Since they were soulmates they could complete their transition with each other's blood, regardless if one of them is already a vampire.

Yuqi remembers that she was terrified of drinking from Soojin, she didn't want to hurt her. But Soojin promised her that she was going to be ok, that they were in this together, and she gave in. Yuqi was pretty fast to adapt to her new life, it was way easier for her than it was being for Soojin though. Shuhua was always a great vampire, so Yuqi didn't have much trouble either, aside from her emotions, that took more time getting used to. It was pretty overwhelming at first, but within a few days with her mom, she was already completely fine at being a heretic. Which was perfect because now she could help Soojin get through that as well.

it was safe to say that things were pretty much complicated for the tribrid. But Yuqi being the caring and loving person that she is didn't let the hardship bring her down. She was always there for Soojin, to help her with whatever she needed.

But this right now, this was different. Soojin never looked this broken before.

Yuqi jumped out of bed and was by Soojin’s side in a blink of an eye gathering her in a tight hug, while the older girl cried. Her hand rubbing circles on her back while quietly soothing her "It's okay, you're okay baby," She kept doing that until the girl stopped sobbing, and only little whimpers could be heard.

"What happened?" She asked softly.

Soojin raised her head to lock eyes with the the younger girl, but the words didn't want to come out of her mouth. "I... I... I can't" She buried her head in the crook of Yuqi’s neck and began to cry all over again, her body tensing, shaking, until her legs gave up, only Yuqi’s grip on her prevented her from falling.

Yuqi was barely holding herself together. She never saw Soojin so broken before, her heart was breaking from seeing her like this. But she had to be strong for her. So she picked her up, bridal style and laid in bed with the girl on top of her, holding her close for dear life. While once again she waited for the older girl to calm down.

Once she did, Yuqi decided to change her approach. "Hey." She said softly while her hand played with the other girl’s locks. Soojin glanced her with those sad, distressed eyes. "You don't have to tell me what happened right now. You can tell me at your own time, when you're ready, okay?" She said lovingly, which made a small smile appear on Soojin’s lips.

"How about we take a nice hot bath to help you relax?" Yuqi asked. Soojin seemed unsure. "Do it for me, please?" She tried again, and Soojin nodded weakly "Okay." She said quietly, almost like a whisper. Yuqi beamed, and gave her a quick kiss on the forehead before getting up "I'm gonna go set everything up okay?" She said, and Soojin nodded again, bringing her knees to her chest, curling into a little ball.

Yuqi started the water, scattered a couple of candles across the big bathroom, added rose petals on the water, and set a playlist of Jazz to play softly in their little speaker, all to create the most relaxing space for her love.

When everything was ready she returned to the bedroom and held her hand for Soojin to take. "Come with me?" she asked with a loving smile adorning her lips. Soojin didn't say anything, just let Yuqi lead her to the bathroom.

Once inside, Yuqi helped Soojin out of her clothes but stopped on her underwear "Can I take these off?" She had seen Soojin naked before but would always of course ask for permission, after a moment Soojin nodded, and Yuqi finished undressing the older women, and guided her to the huge bathtub Soojin slowly sat down hugging her knees, deep sighing, relaxing a little at the feeling of the warm water against her skin.

"Wow..!" Soojin breathed, only now seeing the whole scene Yuqi prepared for her, new tears forming in her eyes "Yu-... This is beautiful! But you didn't have to do all of this.."

"I know, but I wanted to. You always take such good care of me. You are so amazing to me. This is the least I can do for you, baby." Yuqi says honestly. "Let me take care of you this time." She says cupping Soojin’s face between her hands, brushing her thumbs across the girl's cheeks. Soojin could only nod and say "Okay." Sitting down on the edge she started to rub her shoulders. A few minutes later she felt most of the tension leave the older women’s body.

"They were talking about my family in class again." Soojin said quietly, tears starting to fall once more. "It was the first time since I turned. And everything just came crashing back in... it was just too much for me."

Yuqi took her hand between her own, giving a gentle squeeze, before stepping back to take off her own clothes and enter the bathtub sitting across from Soojin, giving her a nod for her to keep going.

Soojin sat back against the wall, sinking further into the water. Yuqi took the opportunity to put one of her legs over her lap to start a massage, hoping that it would help her soulmate relax more. The response she got from Soojin was enough to make her continue, she was laying against the wall, eyes closed and a small smile on her lips.

"At some point, I got so upset that the room started to shake. And people started staring at me, afraid of me, some of them whispering that I am a monster just like my father, a freak like him. No matter what I do, they always assume that I'm going to turn out just like the rest of my family. I had to run away from class cause I was afraid that I'd lose control and hurt someone. But it was too late, I was already lost in thought... My family just left me here after they promised that they would never leave me alone, and the words the he told me keep haunting me... And... and the nightmares... It's all too much. I'm feeling so weak... I don't feel like I can deal with all of this.. " She cried, and Yuqi felt like her heart was being torn apart. "Soojin..." She said moving towards her, pressing their foreheads together.

"Please, make it stop." She begged with tears running down her face.

"What can I do? Please tell me how I can help and I'll do it." Yuqi asked softly, trying to hide the desperation in her voice.

"Anything, you can do anything with me. Just, please... Take my mind out of this, I can't handle it. Please." She begged.

"Okay" Yuqi said, and captured the whimpering girl's lips with her own, in a slow and soft kiss, trying to put every ounce of love she had into it. Running her hands up and down her arms before pulling apart and looking into her eyes.

"I love you" Yuqi whispered and kissed her again, hands resting on the sides of the girl's neck, thumbs brushing her cheeks.

"You, Seo Soojin, are not weak, you're the strongest person I know. You've got the very best part of your parents, of your family. You're so strong, so loving, so caring, so protective, as you proved that over and over again. You are the best person I know, the most amazing girlfriend, soulmate, that I could've ever wished for, you make me feel so loved, so happy, so proud, that sometimes I think my heart can't take that much love." Yuqi said with tears of her own gliding down her face. Her eyes never leaving Soojin’s.

Yuqi could feel the effects of her words in Soojin’s face, and now she was determined to show her how much she loved her. She scattered kisses all across Soojin’s face.

That made Soojin cry for a totally different reason. "Come here." Yuqi said sweetly while backing out, until she was resting on the other end of the bathtub, with her legs apart for Soojin to settle between them. The older women quickly obliged, laying on top of the younger with her back against her front, and head resting on the girl's shoulder.

Yuqi quickly involves her into a gentle hug from behind and a big sigh leaves Soojin’s mouth, as she starts to really calm down, and melt into her girlfriend's arms. Which makes a huge smile to apear onto Yuqi’s face, and a wave of relieve to wash over her body.

Yuqi lets her hands wander around Soojin’s body, feeling the soft, warm skin under her fingers.

Soojin just closes her eyes, and lets Yuqi work on her, the tension quickly leaving her body, as Yuqi’s hands caress her skin, making it shiver.

She then starts to wash the girl's hair, scrubbing gently, knowing that the girl on top her loves when she messes with her hair, after is all clean she keeps massaging her head for a couple minutes, smiling to herself when she felt Soojin hum in response.

Bringing the handheld showerhead down she rinsed out the soap. Then repeated the process with the conditioner, smiling once again when Soojin released a content sigh.

Once she finished with her hair, she resumed with her mission. Roaming her hands all over Soojin’s body, massaging all the tense parts she could find, and beaming with joy when a pleased little moan left Soojin’s lips.

"You'll get through this, my love. I know you will. And I know that it's hard for you, but I'm gonna be here by your side, every step of the way." Yuqi whispered into her ear. "And I'll gladly be here to catch you when you fall." Kisses her shoulder. "Always remind you of how much I love you, every time you doubt it." Kisses her neck. "Because, you." Suck on her pulse point, making Soojin moan softly, and bear her neck to give Yuqi more space. "You, deserve all the love, and all the happiness in the world." Bites gently her neck making the girl shiver.

Yuqi’s hands slowly started to move, trailing up along Soojin’s body, gently caressing the skin on the way, up her thighs, stomach, scratching lightly along her ribs, and finally to her breasts, cupping them gently while kissing her cheek.

"Is this okay?" Yuqi asks, she wanted to help her girlfriend ease her mind, and this was the best way she could think of, but she didn't want to take advantage of her and had to make sure she was ok with it.

Soojin’s response was quick, she gave Yuqi a nod, and turned her head to leave a quick little kiss on the corner of her lips, before returning to her previous position.

Yuqi then began to rub her boobs, before giving them a massage, and then focusing on her nipples, pulling them slightly, dragging a soft shaky moan from Soojin’s lips.

The younger then let one of her hands back down the girl's body, dragging her nails slowly through her skin, coming to her inner thighs, letting her hand wander up and down, drawing little patterns, before coming to her center, one finger pressing lightly against her clit. Dragging once again a breathy moan from Soojin. "Still okay?" Yuqi asked again. The older nodded once again, a blissful feeling taking over her body, making her melt more and more under Yuqi’s touches. "Yes" She breathlessly managed to say.

Yuqi began to draw tight circles on her little bundle of nerves, occasionally reaching down, exploring her lips, teasing her entrance, and coming back up.

Once she felt Soojin’s body loosen up, her adorable panting breaths, and every once in a while a moan leaving her mouth, she went back to her neck, leaving a trail of kisses, and sucking on her pulse, while she once again reached her fingers down and let two fingers enter her core, and her thumb worked her clit, which made Soojin release her first full moan of that night.

She just let her fingers standing still inside Soojin for a couple of seconds to give her time to adjust, before she slowly began to pull in and out or her.

Yuqi loved the little sounds her girlfriend was making, it was music to her ears, so she kept working on her until she could feel her walls starting to press her fingers, and she knew that she was close.

She curled her fingers a couple of times, and with one firm press of her thumb against her clit, and a soft "I love you" whispered into her ear, Soojin came.

Yuqi kept her fingers inside her, but released a little pressure on her clit, until she rode out of her high.

Once Soojin stopped shaking, Yuqi gave her neck a few more kisses and nibs before asking "How are you feeling my love? Any better?"

Soojin took a minute to gather her thoughts "I'm feeling so loved right now. I'm way better, all because of you. Thank you." She said with a smile on her face.

Yuqi’s smile was even bigger after hearing that. Soojin turned around, now facing Yuqi "But can we... continue this on the bed?" Soojin asked shyly, her cheeks gaining a little pink tint.

Yuqi absolutely loves when Soojin lets herself be completely vulnerable, and loved even more because only she could see her like this. So that little request with her blushing made her heart flutter, and she couldn't help herself for leaning forwards and pulling her in for a sweet, slow and passionate kiss.

When they pulled apart Yuqi distributed little kisses all over her face before saying with a huge grin on her face "Of course we can babe. What would you like to do?" She rose up, getting out of the water, extending her hand of Soojin to take, helping her out of the tub, before reaching out for a towel and starting to dry her girl off.

Whilst Yuqi was drying her, she mustered the courage to speak again "Anything you want. I'm all yours, you can do whatever you want with me. I just need to feel you touching me." She admitted shyly, trying to control the blush on her face, but failing miserably.

"God I really love how you get all shy." Soojin just blushed more, but before she could respond, Yuqi was picking her up, bridal style once again. She let out a squeak before saying "Babe, I can walk you know..." Yuqi just beamed "I know you can babe, but I want to spoil you, okay?" she said lightly, which made Soojin chuckle while she was being led to their bed "Okay." She said softly.

They laid in bed on their sides, facing each other, only kissing for a couple of minutes, before Yuqi turned back and reached her nightstand drawer, taking out some toys they like to use, and a book, she secured her strap-on around her waist.

"What do you think, my love? Is this okay with you or is too much?" Yuqi asked sweetly.

She knew that she could do wherever she wanted, but making Soojin comfortable was her top priority.

Soojin started blushing once again "It's totally okay." She said. "But, please, be gentle with me?" She added shyly.

Yuqi giggled a little before replying. "Of course sweetheart, anything you want." She said lovingly, looking into the most beautiful eyes that she ever had the pleasure of seeing. After all, that already was in Yuqi’s mind. She wanted nothing more than to give love to her soulmate, and she was going to do in the softest, caring and loving way she could.

They resumed kissing, and after a few minutes, Yuqi glides the tip of her strap on along Soojin’s slit, presses a little against her clit, and stops against her entrance. Soojin gasps softly, at the new feeling. "Are you ready?" Yuqi asks quietly. Soojin pulls herself closer to the younger, and throws her right leg on top of the other girl's hip, tangling them together, pressing their bodies together impossibly close, before nodding her head. "Ready." She breathes out.

The younger girl places a strand of her hair, behind her ear, and strokes her thumb softy against her cheek, while slowly pushes inside her, watching her face carefully to any signs of discomfort, but all she sees is Soojin pressing her eyes shut, with a pleased expression on her face and her back arching against her body while a satisfied moan leaves her mouth.

Yuqi waits until she's adjusted to the intrusion, to begin to push in and out of her in a really slow and passionate rhythm. They kiss again, and after a little while, Yuqi grabs the butt plug and positions against her back entrance, already nicely lubed thanks to that spell, sending chills throughout Soojin’s body, making a shaky groan escape her lips. "Is this still okay my love? You still want to? We can stop it here if this is too much for you right now. It’s your call." She asks, looking into her eyes, with nothing but pure love.

"Yes, I want to. Please?" She says a bit shy, nodding while keeping eye contact with Yuqi. "Okay. Ready? Take a deep breath for me." Yuqi asks and waits for Soojin. She only nods her head and takes a long breath in, and Yuqi slowly yet firmly pushes the plug inside her, finding little resistance. Soojin leaves a loud breathless moan, at the new penetration, enjoying deeply how it stretches her a little, and even enjoys the slight pain that comes with it.

When the plug was properly buried inside her, she whimpered softly , hiding her face on the crook of Yuqi’s neck, leaving little kisses there, as if to show how content she was. Yuqi just beams with joy, kissing the top of her head, and just continues to thrust in and out of the older women. Loving the occasional moans, the panted breathing, the blush on her skin, the way the auburn hair sticks to her face, everything about Soojin was simply perfect. And Yuqi found herself falling for her even more, the smile now never leaving her face.

Soojin just laid there, in the safety of her soulmate's arms, simply enjoying the wonderful sensation Yuqi was providing her. Loving the pure bliss spreading through her body as Yuqi’s fingers trailed along her back, drawing little patterns, making Soojin become jelly in her hands.

A few minutes later Soojin pulls back and lock eyes with Yuqi again, tears glimmering in her eyes "Yuqi... Please never leave me. I wouldn't be able to live without you." She pleads quietly, with a few tears gliding down her face.

Yuqi’s heart breaks all over again from hearing Soojin’s voice so small and vulnerable, but she immediately understands where that's coming from. Everyone that Soojin ever loved, at one point, left her.

Yuqi quickly took one of Soojin’s hands and put it against her own heart, where the 'Seo Soojin' was marked on her skin, her soul mark. "Sweetheart," She said in the most loving voice she could "I love you, so so so much." Kissing her forehead "You see this?" she asks softly pointing to their hands. "This is the mark of our love, we literary share the same soul, my heart beats for you, as yours beats for me." she kisses their joined hands and places her hand on Soojin’s cheek. "I promise you, I'm never leaving your side. You have my word. You'll never have to lose me. I'm yours, always yours, okay?" She said and could feel Soojin relaxing back right away. " Always and Forever." She added, totally aware of the power those words bring and mean to them. "Okay." Soojin sighed relieved, and Yuqi kissed her lips again.

After a few more minutes of slow and deep thrusts, Soojin began to feel the pressure of her orgasm building inside her, as her breathing was becoming panted. Suddenly she felt veins pulsing under her eyes, and she knew her eyes were glowing red as well, so she quickly tried to hide her face, embarrassed.

But Yuqi noticed, of course she noticed. She gently grabbed her chin "Baby... Look at me please?" Soojin allowed her to move her face until they were staring at each other again.

Yuqi let her own eyes change, and the veins to pulse. "See? It happens to me too my love, there's nothing to be ashamed of." She soothes her. Soojin nodded in understanding, and soon her gaze was fixed on the younger girl’s neck. Again Yuqi noticed.

"You can bite me if you want to. It's okay. I promise." Soojin’s gaze went back to the other’s eyes. "You're sure? I don't want to hurt you." She said quietly but obviously interested. "Yeah, I'm sure babe, you won't hurt me, I trust you." She said while leaning closer and baring her neck, Soojin smiled and kissed her neck softly before letting her fangs sink into Yuqi’s neck, as her blood flooded her mouth, an intense wave of pleasure hit the two girls, sending them both into a blissful, long orgasm.

After they both started to calm down, Soojin removed her fangs and soothed the spot with her tongue before leaving sweet kisses over the bruise, that healed quickly after. "wow.." They both said it at the same time, making them chuckle.

Yuqi snaked her arm to Soojin’s back "I'm pulling the plug out okay? Take a deep breath." She said softly, once again waiting for Soojin, once she breathed in, she pulled the plug out of her, making a cute little whimper leave the older women.

She began to move to remove the strap-on, but Soojin gently stopped her "Can you stay in me a little longer, please?" She asked shyly, not wanting to lose the comforting feeling of having Yuqi inside her.

Yuqi simply laid back and held Soojin closer to her body, making them both sigh in content. "As you wish, my love."

After a few moments Soojin brought their lips back together for one slow, long kiss, they parted only when they were both panting.

Soojin rested her head on top of Yuqi’s chest and hugged her tightly. "I love you so much, baby." She said kissing her heart.

"Thank you for this. Truly, you were so good to me, made me feel so loved. Thank you for being so patient and understanding with me. Thank you for everything. I'm so blessed to have you. I love you more than anything in this world. Always and Forever." She finished quietly, enjoying the comfort of her love's arms, and starting to doze off to sleep.

"Anytime my love. No need to thank me though, I'm glad you let me take care of you, and I hope you let me do it more often." She said while kissing the top of her head.

"Count on it. I really loved it." She said, practically whispering.

Feeling completely at peace, she was embraced in the arms of her lover.

They fell asleep like that. Tangled, warm and safe in each other's arms, It was the best sleep they had since they turned.

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all credits goes to That_Flemis_22