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Nothing hurts more than finding out your best friend has pretended to like you from the moment you two met, especially if that friend was your lover. 

Oikawa walked out of the locker room with Kunimi and Kyoutani. It may be a shocker but Kyoutani actually loved hanging out with Oikawa, especially since his parents were hardly home, meaning Oikawa was the closest thing to an actual family he had. Oikawa saw him when he was an 8th grader, the day was dark. He was crying in a park because his parents announced that they were leaving without him, so Oikawa saw him and brought him home. To this day Oikawa’s family still lets him stay there, he even has his own room!

Kunimi was a 1st year who had trouble making friends. Oikawa taught him the ways of how to be recognized and he also joined the volleyball team. He was being tutored by Oikawa in subjects he had trouble with, but especially in volleyball. They stayed after practice to help him climb the ladder and eventually become as great as possible. 

Sure it was surprising to the team on how Iwaizumi hardly gave Oikawa affection, but it was even more of a shocker when it was announced they were dating. At first they thought it was a prank until Iwaizumi accidentally texted the gc thinking it was Oikawa. One thing never changed though, the amount of affection shown. The nicknames, teasing, and yelling stayed the same, sure it hurt Oikawa, but as long as Iwaizumi was happy. 

Oikawa opened the gym door but was shushed by Kyoutani, “I hear something,” he said. Oikawa paused before pressing his ear to the door along with the other two. There were four voices, he instantly recognized one. Iwaizumi. 

“Do you even like him?” Matsun said. Ouch.

“Well-” Iwaizumi began. Kunimi’s eyes narrowed, it should’ve been an instant yes , he thought to himself. “Um..”

“You don't even know! See, now answer this, wouldn't we do better without him?” Kindachi asked. Kyoutani huffed before patting Oikawa’s back.

“I really-” Iwaizumi began

“He was the reason we lost so many times last year.” Makki pointed out. There could be small hmms of agreement behind the door. 

“Okay...maybe I do- BUT that doesn't mean we can get rid of him!” Iwaizumi pointed out. Second Ouch.

“Just because he’s captain doesn't mean he can't be kicked off.” Kindachi added. 

“Maybe with the help of photo editing…” Makki said smugly. Oikawa blinked back tears before removing himself from the door, followed by his friends. 

“Tell the coach I won't be here today, I’ll see you at home Kyo!” Oikawa said with a smile on his face.

“Wait- where are you going?” Kyotani asked. Kunimi nodded. 

“...with an old friend.” Oikawa answered. Kyotani knew what he meant by that, and with that Oikawa left. 

“What should we do?” Kunimi asked, kind of worried. Kyoutani sighed before responding. 

“We let Oikawa do what he wants. It’s not our place to confront them, but let them worry. I wanna see them suffer.” Kyoutani said, the last part with a scowl visible. Kunimi smiled before doing his handshake with Kyotani. 

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Oikawa sighed as he left the school campus. What makki said was true, his knee injury was from last year meaning his tolerance for it was low. This year it was a lot higher and even though his doctors scolded him for it, he played through the pain making it worse. Iwaizumi even told him off for playing through the pain.

The brunette arrived at the coffee shop and saw a familiar blonde with his boyfriend, Sakusa Kiyoomi and Atsumu Miya. He began walking over to the couple and sat down in front of them, “Hey Tsumu!” Oikawa exclaimed happily. Astumu’s face lit up. 

“I'm here too,” Sakusa said, glaring at him. Oikawa giggled before smiling. 

“Sorry about that,” Oikawa said. “Just excited to see Tsumubabe, since ya know... you’re closer to Iwaizumi.'' Sakusa lifted an eyebrow in confusion.

“Did something happen between you two?” Sakusa asked. Astumu nodded and Oikawa just sighed before playing with the straw in his drink that Atsumu had gotten him earlier. He lowered his head before responding to Sakusa. 

“Full story or shortened?” Oikawa asked. Atsumu looked at Sakusa before decided they wanted the full story.

“The full story.”

“..alright” Oikawa began before taking a sip. “I was with Kyo and Kunimi walking to the gym. As I was opening the door Kyo pulled me back and shushed me. We put our ears against the door and heard Iwa-chan, Kindachi, Makki, and Mattsun...um..” he ended his sentence pausing before beginning again. He laughed dryly as tears welled up in his eyes again, getting worried glances from the couple. “They were saying how I didn't deserve my spot.” Atsumu’s eyes widened

“Kawa-” Atsumu tried to say. It was gonna be something along the lines of ‘they don't know how special they are to have you on their team.’ Oikawa knew he was good, but his pride wasn't as high as people thought it would be. Oikawa just smiled.

“It’s fine Tsumu.” Oikawa reassured the blonde. Sakusa flashed a frown

“Oikawa, I know we aren't close like you said, but that environment isn’t healthy for you. Hell, if Inarzaki hadn't realized the words hurt him, I would’ve made him transfer to be with me. You should look into transferring, I’ve even heard Karasuno wanted you on their team.” Sakusa said, behind the germophia and scary looks, the guy was an actual softie. It was true, even Atsumu’s team treated him horribly, but they realized it before it got too bad because Sakusa lectured them.

“I know, I know...which is why I texted an old….friend? I don't know what to call him. I just- I know Iwa-ch- no Iwaizumi, doesnt love me anymore which is why I’ve been practicing calling him by his real name.” Oikawa explained. “On that note I should head home, it was a long drive and Kyo won't stop spamming me. See you soon” he added. The trio bid their goodbyes and Oikawa drove home. 

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Later that night Oikawa had tucked Kyotani in and was browsing his phone now. There was nothing new besides the normal, fangirls flooding his dm’s and the hate messages from their boyfriends. Oh, I almost forgot! Oikawa thought to himself. He opened the ‘messages’ app and scrolled down to Ushijima Wakatoshi’s contact. 

Oikawa

Hey Ushijima. I'm sorry for this text, 

It's late at night. Respond when you can please.

Nearly 5 minute later Oikawa heard a ding from his phone.

Ushijima

Hello Oikawa, I don’t mind the late      

night texts. I’m sorry I took long, Satori 

almost burnt the gym down. Did you need something?

Oikawa

Lmao, no worries, I was watering the plants. 

I wanted to know if the offer was still up. 

Ushijima

Yep :)

Oikawa

I say expect a new student soon. 

Though I might need a tour, you up for it?

Ushijima

Oh- yea of course! I’d be honored

but what about your team?

Oikawa

I’d rather not talk about it. So can I swing

By your next practice, ya know, to 

Check the team and gym out

Ushijima

Of course, I’ll send you the schedule for this

 month so you can see which day

 is best for you. 

Oikawa  

Thanks! My parents have called the principle

And said I start Monday. See you soon?

Ushijima

Yea, and also here’s the schedule

Open Attachment

Oikawa  

Ah, Saturday is best for me, that alright?

Ushijima

Yep! Omg Goshiki is gonna be so 

Happy to see you. Goodnight Oikawa

Oikawa  

Good night Ushijima

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Oikawa woke up to Kyoutani shaking him. He groaned before speaking, which was slurred, “what.” Okay so he might’ve been tired, but it wasn't his fault he stayed up till 1am.

“Bro your phone has been going off for the past hour, also Kunimi wants to know if you wanna hang out with us.” Kyoutani said. Oikawa sat up and rubbed his eyes before grabbing his phone.

3 messages from Tsumu-babe

“Sure, what time?” Oikawa asked. Kyoutani smiled before opening the curtains. “Ah! Kyo what the hell?!”

“He’s here right now, we’re leaving in 15” Kyoutani said smugly, Oikawa groaned and got up. He pushed Kyoutani out of his room and locked the door. He sighed before unlocking his phone and going to the messages app.

Oikawa woke up to Kyoutani shaking him. He groaned before speaking, which was slurred, “what.” Okay so he might’ve been tired, but it wasn't his fault he stayed up till 1am. 

“Bro your phone has been going off for the past hour, also Kunimi wants to know if you wanna hang out with us.” Kyoutani said. Oikawa sat up and rubbed his eyes before grabbing his phone. 

3 messages from Tsumu-babe 

“Sure, what time?” Oikawa asked. Kyoutani smiled before opening the curtains. “Ah! Kyo what the hell?!” 

“He’s here right now, we’re leaving in 15” Kyoutani said smugly, Oikawa groaned and got up. He pushed Kyoutani out of his room and locked the door. He sighed before unlocking his phone and going to the messages app.

Tsumu-babe

Hey ‘Kawa! 

Omi-kun and I wanted to know if you 

Got home safe. Text back when you can :p

Also we’re heading back home, see you

next time!

Oikawa

Yahoo~

Yea, I got home safe. Have a safe 

flight back! I’ll see you soon.

Oikawa shut off his phone and walked to his dresser. What to wear… he thought to himself. It wasn't too hot outside but it definitely wasn't cold, kind of like end of winter weather. It’s settled then, sweatpants and a normal shirt. Oikawa smiled before grabbing a pair of black sweatpants and a white shirt. He looked into the mirror before sliding his hand through his brown locks of hair. It was simple but nice. He put on his regular shoes and opened his door. “The prince is ready” Kyoutani yelled out. Oikawa rolled his eyes. 

“Yea yea, whatever. Where are we going?” Oikawa asked. Kunimi got up from the couch and smiled. 

“Two places, different times. First the cafe which is right now, and then we go stargazing. Of course stargazing with us is optional but it’d be nice.” Kunimi explained . Stargazing sounds nice..hm I’ll think it through. 

Oikawa smiled, “Not too sure about stargazing, but I'll drive to the café.” The boys smiled back before racing to the car. 

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“So Oikawa… um I wanna know something…” Kunimi said. Oikawa looked up from the table and smiled. 

“Yes my wonderful Kohai?” Oikawa replied back, still grinning. 

“What are you gonna do about the...situation?” Kunimi asked furrowing his eyebrows, Oikawa winced. 

“About that….there’s something I wanna talk about.” Oikawa said, the two boys huddled closer. “I’m transferring..” Kunimi’s eyes widened

“What?! Why?” he exclaimed. Oikawa sighed. 

“I had it bad since freshman year. The third year setter wasn’t bad but they weren’t good, so I out-shined him, of course it made way for my career but um...since I was better than him, greatness was expected. When I messed up and cost the team a set, it gave them a reason to tease me. Of course it started out playful, but soon Iwa-chan started doing it, and that’s when it became worse. He spilled my secrets to them, another reason for doing this. In other words, I'm done with their bullshit.” Oikawa explained. Kyotani’s eyes widened and Kunimi shut up. 

“So...when are you leaving?” Kyoutani asked quietly. “And where to?”

Oikawa smiled sheepishly, “shiratorizawa...and I start monday...I’m watching their practice today in…” Oikawa checked his calendar, “oh, in an hour” 

“Ughhhhh” 

Oikawa smiled at the two, “how about you two bring a friend to the stargazing and I’ll bring one as well.” he suggested. Oikawa knew everything, his teammates’ crushes, their addresses, and more, but barely anyone knew more than the necessary amount of Oikawa’s secrets. Kunimi nodded and Kyoutani smiled. 

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Oikawa could hear the cleats squeaking from the outside of the gym mixed along with the shouts of who he thinks would be their coach. Here we go… Oikawa hanged into the appropriate shoes and entered the gym. He stood there awkwardly before the coach noticed him. He shyly waved before the coach walked over. “Hey there, you must be Oikawa?” he asked. Oikawa nodded. “Good. you can call me coach Washijo, um, you may want to cover your ears.” Washijo said he blew the whistle and Oikawa flinched at the sudden noise. 

“BOYS LINE UP” he yelled. Ushijima looked over and locked eyes with Oikawa, he wore a gentle smile and waved before lining up. “Introduce yourselves,” he demanded. Wow, not even former Ukai was this strict.

“Ushijima Wakatoshi, the captain and ace,” Oikawa smiled at the boy.

“Soekawa Joe, the vice captain”

“Semi Eita, starting setter” I know him, isn't he in the pretty setter squad gc ?, Oikawa shook away the thoughts and made a noise of approval.

“Oihira Reon, the other vice captain” 

“Tendou Satori, the middle blocker” Oikawa smiled at his friend.

“Yunohama, a pinch server” 

“Goshiki TsuTomu, wing spiker and outside hitter” The boy looked really happy, so this must be the one Ushijima told me about. Oikawa nodded while smiling and the boys face lit up even more

“Shirabu Kenjiro, setter” Yikes, this dude acts like Tsukishima. After the rest introduced themselves, the coach told Oikawa to introduce himself, his position, old team, and name

“I’m Oikawa Tooru from Aoba Johsai and I play setter.” Oikawa said. Washijo nodded and gave directions for everyone. 

“Oikawa will be transferring to shiratorizawa, he will be our new team member. Now, Semi and Shirabu go do your receiving exercises with Yamagata Akakura, Ushijima and Goshiki go practice hitting Oikawa’s sets because I feel it could be a weapon. Tendou you can choose who you want to practice with, the rest of you come with me.” Washijo ordered. The team bowed and went to their respective spots. 

When they were dismissed Oikawa jogged to Ushijima and hugged him, “Thank you.” Ushjima smiled and pulled away. 

“No problem Oikawa, now c’mon. Goshiki, come on!” Ushijima said. Goshiki ran over to them all smiley. 

“I wanna go first!” Goshiki whined, pouting. Oikawa laughed and ruffled his hair.

“Okay, where do you want to spike from?”

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It’s safe to say Shiratorizora has a new weapon to use during matches. Oikawa blended in naturally, the members all worked with him to perfect their spikes. Eventually he worked out their highest point, so he set them there. The coach was proud, the team that was already a powerhouse, just gained one more branch of power. 

Oikawa was there until the practice was over, so for two hours, and in those 2 hours, he was able to tell the coach uses a lot of metaphors to encourage the team. He checked his phone and saw the time. 7:15, okay enough time to eat and star gaze...um oh right! Oikawa put his phone away and approached Ushijima. He tapped on the ace’s shoulder to grab his attention. 

“Hm? Oh hey Oikawa” Oikawa smiled nervously and fiddled with his hands before asking. 

“Um..I’m going stargazing with Kyotani, Kunimi, and some of their friends, would you...like to- um come with us?” Oikawa asked with a faint blush on his cheeks, mentally cursing himself for stuttering. The olive-brown haired man smiled and nodded. 

“Yea, let me just finish cleaning.” he said with a smile, continuing his task of putting away the net.. The brunette let out a deep breath, stupid stuttering… Oikawa shook his head and began his wait for Ushijima.

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“Kyo, can you set the table?” Oikawa asked, nearly done with the food. Kyotani nodded and began setting the table. Kunimi snickered before turning off the television and heading over to the kitchen. There he was met with the sight of a hungry Kyotani, snickering Ushijima, and laughing Oikawa. He smiled at the sight, it reminded him of home. The vague sense of comfort was there, and unable to be ignored. The group said thanks and began to eat. When they finished, Oikawa and Kyoutani went to change since it was kind of cold at night.

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“So when are your friends coming?” Oikawa asked. 

“Yahaba is almost here,” Kyoutani informed. He was sitting next to Ushijima and leaning on him. 

“Kenma is meeting us there,” Kunimi replied. Oikawa nodded, and put on his shoes. Just as he finished the doorbell rang. Must be Yahaba . The group got up and opened the door, everyone went outside and waited by the car while Oikawa locked the doors. 

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When they arrived at the park, Kunimi spotted Kenma and ran up to him, embracing him tightly. Oikawa smiled, young love- wait ew that makes me sound old. The rest of them walked over to the pair and greeted Kenma. . It was a spot where trees surrounded them, not close enough to block the sky. The grass was as green as grass could be, it was soft and refreshing. Oikawa settled down and laid down on the grass. Kenma and Kyoutani were sitting up while the rest were laying down waiting for the sun to fully set. 

“Hey, we should take pictures for instagram” Yahaba recommended. There were all noises of agreement. Ushijima sat up,

“I took side classes in photography, if you want me to take your pictures?” Ushijima suggested. The boys smiled and nodded. The order went: Oikawa, Kenma, Kunimi, Yahaba, and Kyoutani, though they struggled with Kyoutani since he didn't really like pictures. They all posted the pictures and Oikawa snuck in a picture of ushijima while he had sweater paws trying to recreate something Tendō did during practice. He posted it on his instagram and tagged him as well.

As the night rolled in, the stars became more visible and everyone was calming down and small side conversations were going on, very quietly though. He looked over to his right and saw Ushijima peacefully staring at the night sky. The stars illuminated his face giving his features life, Oikawa could’ve sworn something in his stomach leaped. What is this feeling

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Oikawa grabbed his keys from the holder displayed on the wall in front of the front door above the alarm. He pulled out his phone and opened the messages app

Oikawa

I’ll be back soon, want

Me to bring back food?

Kyoutani

Yes please

Yahaba 

I suggest freshness burger, tried

It with some friends and 

It was good.

Oikawa

Noted.

Oikawa shut off his phone and walked out of the front door. He was greeted by Iwaizumi waiting for him, “ready?” Iwaizumi asked. Oikawa nodded and they started to walk. Alright the plan is simple: clean out my locker and break up. Can't be that hard…? The brunette sighed before speaking, this could ruin the atmosphere of the day. 

“What would you say if I transferred?” Oikawa asked. Change of plans, work up to telling him and then break up. Iwaizumi slowed his walk and looked at the ground. 

“...why do you ask?” Iwaizumi said carefully, this was gonna be difficult. 

“Just-” Oikawa said, pushing a breath out of his mouth, “-answer please” he asked. 

“I would miss you. We’ve been by each other’s sides for so long, but-” Iwaizumi paused to catch a breath, “-I would understand. You always do what’s best in the moment, besides, we could still text each other.” Oikawa nodded and sucked in a breath as he stopped walking and made sure Iwaizumi stopped too. The brunette turned to face the black haired boy. 

“I-I’m transferring to shiratorizawa” Oikawa said carefully. He noticed the sudden change in Iwaizumi’s face. 

“T-That’s um-” Iwaizumi began letting out a breathy laugh “-wow okay...well- I’m proud ‘Kawa.” he praised slightly, but Iwaizumi also had something to get off his chest, it could wait till later though. The couple resumed walking.

“The reason I asked you to go to school with me during closed hours was because I wanted to ask for help with cleaning my locker out.” Oikawa explained, Iwaizumi let out a hum of agreement. 

“Alright.”

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“Right, so what did you want to talk about?” Oikawa asked. The sun was setting and the couple was walking through the park, along the trails they used to take as children when they walked home from school after practice. Iwaizumi sat down on the bench and patted the spot next to him, inviting Oikawa to take a seat next to him. The brunette accepted and sat down, Iwaizumi in response, took his hands and held them. 

“Oikawa, I-” Iwaizumi took a deep breath, attempting to figure out the correct way to phrase this. “I have treasured you since the day we met, and I will continue to do so. But um...I- want to um..break up. I know someone will go and meet your expectations in ways I never could.” he said with a tear rolling down his face.  Oikawa nodded slowly and had a small, comforting smile as he reached up and wiped his tears. 

“I understand, Iwa-chan,” Oikawa said. Iwaizumi bit his lip in order to prevent a sob from escaping his lips. 

“J-just one kiss for goodbye?” the blackette pleaded. Oikawa nodded and pulled the other in for a kiss. It was sweet and slow, when Oikawa pulled away he got up. 

“Goodbye Iwaizumi” Oikawa said softly before walking away. 

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That night Oikawa went home and cried in the shower.He knew this would hurt, yet Oikawa was prepared for this. Oikawa knew he and Iwaizumi weren’t meant for each other, but he wasn't focused on it, Oikawa was instead focused on his feelings right now. 

“ ‘kawa?” yahaba whispered through the door before opening it. Oikawa shot up and sat up in his bed with wide-eyes. 

“What- Yahaba it’s 3am, you have practice tomorrow!” Oikawa whispered but let out a full scream when Kyotani jumped on top of him. “Kyo,” he whined. The blonde chuckled while Yahaba climbed into the bed as well. Oikawa’s bed was a queen, so there was indeed enough room. Yahaba laid down on the right side of Oikawa, the one without the wall, and Kyotani laid on the other side. Kyotani wrapped an arm around Oikawa’s waist/lower stomach area while yahaba wrapped a leg on top of Oikawa’s. 

Oikawa hide a smile, “As much as I love this, why?” he asked. Yahaba smiled. 

“We heard about you and Iwaizumi. Of course we knew you were already planning on it but it’d still hurt since you still do love.” Yahaba explained before both of the younger boys nuzzled into Oikawa’s grip. The brunette sighed fondly before pulling the covers over them and wrapping his arms around the smallers.