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Summary:

Rocky has made peace with it. He is cool and it's all great. Until he lands in Eunwoo's bed.

Eunwoo is trying to make peace. He just has to accept that fact when Rocky is in his bed.

Notes:

This is purely self indulgent and I felt like writing late at night. Excuse if there are any problems, this is no edited.
I do hope you enjoy though.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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Rocky lay on the couch trying to keep his eyes open. He used to be able to, but with Eunwoo working later and later into the early morning hours it was becoming difficult. He always liked waiting up for his Hyung so he wouldn't have to come home to a dark dorm. He felt his eyes falling and he eventually succumbed to sleep.

 

A half an hour later Eunwoo walked into the dorm exhausted. He toed his shoes off and saw a faint light in the lounge. There was only one person who would be there if the lamp was on. Rocky. Eunwoo smiled. Rocky always waited to welcome him home. He had never thought to actually ask the younger why, but it warmed his heart nonetheless. He knew the younger one must be exhausted from having a long day himself. As he walked into the lounge he saw a small bundle underneath a blanket on the couch. If Eunwoo had to admit, it was possibly the cutest thing he had ever seen. He moved in slowly. "Rocky? Rocky, wake up"

"Hmm? Ah, Hyung, you're home. I tried to stay awake" he replied, all groggy.

 

Eunwoo swore if he thought the previous site was cute, this was damn near adorable. He sat down next to Rocky. "I'm sorry, I know it gets later and later that I get home, but I always love when you wait for me" he said and found he was blushing. This was new as he never used to blush at a sentence like that.

"No need to apologize for anything Hyung. Getting busier is not a bad thing. I know my day is nothing compared to yours. I just hope you eat well and at some point get some rest in between."

"I would love to just have a day off. Just to do..nothing" Eunwoo said. 

"You? Do nothing? You wouldn't last an hour Hyung. You can't sit still" Rocky laughed softly. Eunwoo laughed with him after a while. He saw that Rocky's laugh was so genuine and pure when it came to him. Everything Rocky did was different when it came to him. Sometimes Eunwoo wondered what went on in the younger's mind. "Errm, earth to hyung, earth to hyung" Rocky waved at him. 

"I was clearly deep in thought there," Eunwoo replied. 

"Um...yes...you were looking at me strangely" Rocky said and Eunwoo saw the younger one blushing. He was trying to hide it but it didn't escape Eunwoo's notice. Did he always do that when Eunwoo looked at him deeply?

"I think it's time to sleep, don't you?" He said. Rocky gave a soft yawn. "Mmhmm, good idea," he said, putting his head back on the pillow. 

"No Rocky, I mean go to sleep in your bed, the couch is uncomfortable" Eunwoo said with amusement. 

"Uhuh, yes, tomorrow" he said, pretty much fading into sleep. Eunwoo sighed. There was nothing for it. He picked up the younger and walked with him to his room. He realised what he was doing when he was in his own room and not Rocky's. "I'll wake Sanha and MJ if I put him in his bed" Eunwoo reasoned. He nodded to himself and gently lay Rocky down and put the covers over him. He got his essentials and headed to the bathroom.

 

When he was done, he walked into his room to find Rocky snuggling into the covers and sleeping soundly. Eunwoo made his way over to the bed and climbed in. Rocky was warm. He smelled like peaches and his hair like strawberries. Unlike Eunwoo's vanilla shampoo. Eunwoo took a deep breath. He found himself automatically moving closer. "The bed is small'' he reasoned again even though there was more than enough space to fit two people comfortably. His last thoughts before drifting away peacefully was 'I like this'.

Chapter 2

Notes:

The situation is uncomfortable for both parties involved. Rocky is having a hard time with this. Eunwoo is discovering something new.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Eunwoo awoke to the sound of a thump on his floor and a soft mewl "oooww". 

It was Rocky. Eunwoo peeked over the bed, "you ok?" Rocky had sort of a deer in the headlights kind of look on his face. He looked around and Eunwoo could definitely see the look of confusion and then the stark dawning of where he was. 

"Eunwoo Hyung? What am I doing in your room? I woke up and you were holding me and I was confused and I hurried to move away and fell off the bed. Um, so what am I doing in your room again?" he spoke so fast that Eunwoo had to tell him to breathe. 

"Ok, ok Rocky, calm down. I tried to tell you to go to bed early this morning, but you couldn't even move. I didn't want to wake MJ Hyung and Sanha, so I brought you to my room. As for the hugging, well, that must've been in my sleep" Eunwoo said and he could feel himself blushing. 

Rocky looked at him and mouthed an 'oh'. "I'm sorry I was such a sleepy head, guess I was more tired than I thought. You must have been very uncomfortable last night" this time it was Rocky who was blushing. 

 

"It wasn't uncomfortable at all" Eunwoo was silent for a moment. What he thought and what he was going to say seemed to switch in his mind "It was nice" he said. When he realised his words, he wished the world would swallow him whole. His heart was racing too fast and he thought he was going to pass out. 

 

Rocky found the floor suddenly the most interesting thing in the world. He didn't know what to say. Actually he knew what he wanted to say. He wanted the older one to know that he had wanted to do that for so long, and other things, but all that came out was "you think it was nice?"

Eunwoo noticed Rocky looking only slightly up at him through his bangs. He also noticed the light blush across his cheeks and ears. Eunwoo couldn't back track from the situation now. "Yes it was nice, it reminded me of our trainee days" he responded very happy with himself upon rescuing himself from an awkward situation.

"Ah..yes, I remember," Rocky said with a smile. But Eunwoo could see the disappointment written clearly on his face. Why would he be disappointed by his answer? It's like that was not the explanation he expected.  

"Well, thank you Hyung for last night. I would probably be complaining as to which body part hurt the most from sleeping on the couch" he said and stood up. "You should go back to sleep so you can rest," he said quickly as he walked hurriedly out the door leaving no room for Eunwoo to respond. 

 

Rocky moved swiftly towards the room that he shared with MJ and Sanha. He creeped in, hoping no one would hear him. "How come you're only crawling back into bed at 6am in the morning?" asked MJ. 

"Fell asleep on the couch" Rocky lied. He wasn't going to very well admit that he was in Eunwoo's bed last night. 

"I told you Eunwoo works later these days, so be careful when on the couch. You're going to hurt your neck or back eventually" MJ continued but yawned and then nuzzled into his pillow once more.

"I guess it is too late, Hyung" Rocky said as he tried to fall asleep again. But the thought of Eunwoo holding him just didn't want to leave his mind. Yes, he was disappointed. But what could he do? It wasn't like Eunwoo was going to miraculously have feelings for him. He was way out of his Hyungs league anyway. He sighed and Rocky eventually fell into a fitful sleep hoping he would forget about the night before.

Notes:

Hi lovelies. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. Would love some feedback on it. :-)
Let me know if you like it or what do feel about it.

Chapter 3

Notes:

Rocky is frustrated.
Eunwoo is all over the place...

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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When Rocky awoke later in the morning, he headed for the bathroom to do his morning routine. He was going to have some breakfast and was planning on working on some choreo for the day. He wanted to upload something on YouTube soon. 

"Morning" Bin came through yawning. "Sleep well Hyuk?" Bin asked. 

"Yeah, kinda" Rocky replied. 

"You fell asleep on the couch waiting for Eunwoo didn't you?" he said with amusement. 

"Yeah, but I got to say goodnight so all good. I just didn't make it to my bed" Rocky replied, annoyed. 

"I'm surprised Eunwoo didn't just carry you to bed," Bin said.

"What? No-no. W-why would he? He was pretty exhausted from the brief moment I saw him and before falling asleep again!" Rocky said, heavily defensively and he felt a light blush appearing on his cheeks. Bin gave him a weird look, and said "ok, ok, I reckon you're right. Probably didn't have much energy". 

 

Just then Eunwoo walked in. "Morning Bin-nah, and what didn't I have energy for?" he asked. 

"Morning Min. I was just saying that you must have been tired to not carry Rocky to his bed last night." 

"Huh? But I-" and he stopped dead when he saw the look on Rocky's face. It was one of utter and pure panic. Moving his eyes from Bin to him and back to Bin. He couldn't understand the youngster's actions. Why was it a big deal if he slept in Eunwoo's bed last night? It was nice. He then remembered how both he and Rocky blushed at that. Eunwoo was now starting to feel that blush returning and headed to the fridge. "I, Uh, yeah, I was just too exhausted. Did you sleep the whole night on the couch, Rocky?" he questioned Rocky. 

He could see him visibly relax. "Yes Hyung, I woke up at about 6am and headed to sleep in my own bed" he replied. 

"Well at least you got some proper rest in your own bed" Eunwoo said, sounding disappointed.  He didn't mean it to come out that way. Or maybe he did? Maybe he actually did. Rocky looked up at him then, confusion written on his face and in his eyes. He looked at Bin who was frying up some bacon in the pan and seemed to not hear Eunwoo's tone. "He should know by now and by your schedule that you would be coming home later," Bin said. 

"Yes Hyung, I know. Can we skip the lecture please? MJ Hyung already gave me one," Rocky replied irritably.  

"You see what happens when you don't sleep enough? You get grouchy" Bin continued. Rocky gave him a defeated sigh. He finished his cereal and said "I'm heading to the practice room. I'll see you later."

"You still have energy for that Hyuk?" Bin questioned. 

"Yup, I'm good" Rocky replied, grabbing his bag and heading out the door slamming it. 

"Yup, grouchy," said Bin, shaking his head and laughing softly. As Eunwoo watched him leave his thoughts again drifted to how warm Rocky was last night and how the younger had turned over and snuggled in his neck. It felt good. Rocky felt good. He felt a slight arousal beginning to creep in and he shook his head at the thought. Of course he couldn't. "I'm going to wash up first and then come grab some breakfast before I have to leave too" he said mid walk to get his things as quick as possible and head to the bathroom, with his state of arousal becoming almost uncontrollable. He had to figure out how to sort out the sudden feeling for Rocky that had appeared as soon as he could. 

Notes:

Hope the story is still enjoyable to you. Have fun reading it. :-)

Chapter 4

Notes:

Rocky is trying his hardest to keep things together in his mind. He needs to.

Eunwoo has other ideas running through his mind however.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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It was just after 12am when Rocky came through the door. He was exhausted by now. He had spent all day dancing off his frustrations and trying to get rid of the feelings that were beginning to start up again. He had done so well for years now. The night before was like opening a damn Pandora's box and it irritated him. Rocky was not one to dwell. But it was this he had dwelled on profusely for years now. But he had finally made peace with the fact that he would always just remain a friend. It was in fact pointless to even try. But why was Eunwoo blushing all the time like he cared more for him than just a friend? This made Rocky spend more time in his head than he needed to.  At least he felt less edgy and irritated now that he had exhausted himself. 

 

As he walked he saw the dim light of the lamp in the lounge. JinJin Hyung must still be busy composing, he thought. He walked in and started talking without looking up while putting his bag down "Hyung, if you keep trying to get some good lyrics you should get some-" when he looked up, his voice caught in his throat. "Eunwoo Hyung?" he said, surprised to see the older. 

"Hi Rocky," he said, and then continued "I actually finished a bit earlier than scheduled and the other members told me you weren't home yet, so I decided to wait for you."

Rocky was speechless for a moment.  He had no idea what to make of this situation. He found that all he could say was "You? W-waited up for Me?"

"Yes" Eunwoo replied. "Is that strange?" He asked. 

Rocky was still dumbfounded. "Uh, yes, it kinda is. No one does that for me. Ever." he replied.

"Well, I thought you might like it, I mean, me waiting up for you for a change" said Eunwoo with a blush now clearly forming on his cheeks. 

Was his Hyung blushing? Rocky was confused. "Oh! No! I-I do like it. I-I mean I'm not really used to it and usually everyone is asleep and I'm not ungrateful or anything, I mean," he took a deep breath then "I-I do like it" he smiled gently at the older. Damnit, why though? WHY?

"Good" Eunwoo smiled back. "Have you been in the practice room all day?" Eunwoo asked. Rocky looked down at his feet and felt shy all of a sudden. 

"Yes" was all he replied and quickly added "I-I wanted to work on a new choreo so I can upload it to our YouTube channel."

"Have you eaten at all today?" Eunwoo asked.

Rocky looked up at him again "Y-yeah, I had a snack" he replied sheepishly. 

"Well, that's not going to cut it. If you expend so much energy you need to eat properly" Eunwoo said.

"Hyung, I say that to you all the time, but I hardly think you listen. That's why I always keep food for you when you get home if you're hungry" Rocky replied.

Eunwoo laughed softly "I actually do listen, you do know that right?" 

Rocky looked surprised. He didn't think that his Hyung would listen to anything he had to say.

"Now why don't you sit down and I'll heat up your plate and you can eat ok?" he said.

Rocky again was dumbfounded. He was at a loss as to why Eunwoo was doing this. "I-I would like a shower first. I'm all sticky, and then I'll eat?" he said. He didn't know why he was asking it as a question. 

"Sure, go ahead," Eunwoo replied. "A hot plate of food will be waiting for you."

"Ok" Rocky replied. He sort of had to skim past the older to get to his room to get his stuff. He didn't know why Eunwoo wasn't stepping back to give him room. 

 

Eunwoo meanwhile had sifted through his thoughts all day. He had never looked at Rocky in a way where he wanted to be more than friends. Did Rocky want to be more than friends? He has been noticing now how often the younger blushes in his presence. Was it always that way? Eunwoo couldn't wait to let this play out. He knew he wanted Rocky as more than a friend by the time his schedule had ended. That much he was certain of. He would tread carefully enough and just be a little more than subtle. 

 

Rocky felt clean and had his teddy pjs on. He didn't care how old he was. It was damn comfortable.  As he walked to the kitchen Eunwoo was standing there with his plate of food. He smiled and said "You always look cute wearing those."

Rocky felt like he was going to melt with his level of blushing at that moment. 

"I-it's comfortable" he said looking down at the floor once again. 

"Well you should eat up before it gets cold" Eunwoo smiled at him. He didn't move from the kitchen counter and say goodnight like Rocky expected him to. "You're going to watch me eat?" he asked. 

Eunwoo gave him a soft smile just then "No, the others actually saved my plate so I wouldn't have to worry about making something when I got home. And then they said you were in the practice room all day and weren't 100% sure when you were coming back, so I saved my plate to avoid you eating alone."

Ok, this was starting to get really weird. Even if it was the cutest thing. 

Rocky couldn't make out why he was doing this. Eunwoo grabbed his plate that he had already heated up and sat across from him by the counter. "So? Did you come up with some good choreo today?" he asked.

"Er, yeah, actually I did. It took a while but I managed to get the moves in sync with the song. I monitored myself in the mirror then recorded it then checked it again. I re-recorded it and will probably upload it tomorrow" Rocky said as he ate and smiled to himself. 

"I can't wait to watch," Eunwoo replied. 

"Wait, what?" Rocky asked, surprised. 

"I said I can't wait to watch. In case you didn't know, I always watch your dancing videos when you upload them. They're really good, and I like it" Eunwoo said. 

Rocky nearly choked on his food. Eunwoo immediately stood up to help him, but Rocky waved his hand to indicate he was ok. He didn't know that Hyung watched his videos. He didn't really understand why. It was just him dancing. He knew Aroha loved it, but couldn't understand Eunwoo watching it, because he was far to busy for watching his videos anyway. And why was this the first time Eunwoo had  told him and said how good he was? Rocky was just ordinary and Eunwoo was probably trying to boost his confidence a bit more. That was the only logical reasoning. This was all confusing to him. His mind drifted to how he was and always would be way out of Eunwoo's league compared to others who the older knew. Gorgeous people always hung out together. This was also part of the reason 'the remain friends' was the best option. This whole scenario was actually very weird and he wanted some kind of explanation but he didn't dare ask.

Notes:

Thank you for reading and taking an interest in thos fic. It really does mean a lot. Hope you enjoyed.

Chapter 5

Notes:

Rocky is feeling a bit overwhelmed. Eunwoo is not letting a certain topic go. Rocky is scared. Very scared at this notion.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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There was silence while eating. Eunwoo glanced at Rocky. He wanted to know why Rocky would wait up for him at night when he came home late. He decided to just directly ask. "Rocky?" he started.

"Yes Hyung?" the younger replied.

"I wanted to ask, you know, like,  why do you sit up and wait for me when I work late?" He could feel a light blush on his cheeks. 

Rocky tilted his head and looked at him. He is blushing again? That's one thing that Rocky had noticed. Eunwoo was blushing in his presence lately, which never happened before. He had to give an answer, so he decided to just say why, "I kinda didn't want you to come back to a dark and empty dorm. It must feel lonely to you. A-And I don't want you to feel that way. You do so much for us and even though it might not be a big deal to you, I just want you to feel happy when you came home" he said shyly and then continued "besides I-I like saying goodnight to you before I go to bed" he said then, looking down at his food "no matter how late it gets."

 

Eunwoo was shocked. He wanted to say goodnight before he went to bed? Why would he wait up just for that? And to see if he was ok? Eunwoo felt a small lump in his throat begin to form. "You could just do the same and send me a message, Rocky. You won't get enough sleep if you wait for me" Eunwoo said. 

"Don't worry about me with regards to that. I just want to see you when I say goodnight. I-it's nice" Rocky replied, "a-and I sleep better" he finished.  

Eunwoo leaned over and lightly took Rocky's hand in his "Thank you. Thank you Rocky for always thinking of me. For always welcoming me home after a long schedule. Whenever I walk in and see the lamp on, my heart feels warm knowing you are there. And yes, it's a big deal to me, even if you don't think so. I look forward to seeing your smiling face when I get home" he finished. 

 

There was silence once again as they finished up their meal. Rocky got up to go to wash their plates. It was the only thing he could think of doing to get away to bed quicker; he was not prepared for this situation. Friends, we are friends!, Rocky shouted at himself. He needed, for his sanity, for it to stay that way.

He was busy at the sink when he felt Eunwoo behind him "Why did you lie about sleeping in my bed?" he asked. Rocky jumped slightly and damn near dropped the plate. He had to think of a reason quickly. "Because I didn't want to make you- I mean the situation, uncomfortable for you Hyung" he found himself slightly whispering. 

"I was perfectly fine with telling the truth," he said. 

Rocky froze. "Why?" he asked, not wanting to turn around. 

"I-I did think it was nice. I didn't want you to feel weird so I came up with the trainee part". Rocky turned around then and said "what?" and by this time Eunwoo was awfully close to him.

"Of course it was nice, you had a body pillow kind of feel. You can borrow mine for a bit if y-you -want" he stuttered as Eunwoo moved increasingly closer  

"I don't want to lie Rocky, but, well, I, I'm attracted to you," Eunwoo said softly, this time going totally red in his face and ears.

Rocky had to move. He had to. He felt like he couldn't breathe. He moved to the side and walked around the counter. "Um, you shouldn't say that. I mean, you know, that, well, you just see me as a friend, so maybe it is a momentary thing?" Rocky said knowing he sounded stupid.

"Is that why you fell out of bed this morning?" Eunwoo asked. 

 

Rocky sighed again. He was tired. Tired of keeping his feelings buried. He was tired of being the one who always had to wonder 'what if'. He knew full well that his Hyung just needed the comfort of someone laying next to him, and that's where the attraction came from. Whatever. He was tired of just being hung up on someone who didn't want to return the actual feelings Rocky had. That's why he made peace with the friendship thing. And now Eunwoo wants to barge in and ruin it? He looked up at Eunwoo then and was all of a sudden exhausted beyond belief, "I don't know what to think anymore. I've tried so hard-" Rocky caught his words from spilling from his mouth before he rambled everything that he had gone through the last couple of years.  

 

"Look Hyung, I'm really really tired now. I just need sleep" Rocky said totally not wanting to continue in the direction the conversation was heading. Eunwoo was about to say something when Rocky faked a yawn. He stopped and looked at Rocky again "I agree. You look dead on your feet" he replied. 

"Thanks Hyung" Rocky said, turning to head to his bedroom. Eunwoo caught him about half way. "Oh and Rocky?" 

"Yes Hyung?" he responded and turned around. 

"Don't think I'm done having this conversation. Sleep well though, ok?" 

"Right, um, o-ok" Rocky said nervously. "You sleep well too Hyung". Shit, Rocky thought on his way to his room.

Notes:

I still hoping you are enjoying this story.
It really is a bit of self indulgence from my side. But I had to write it.
Thank you to those that have commented and left kudos. I appreciate you all.

Chapter 6

Notes:

Rocky is starting to panic a little and his confusion unsettles him.

Maybe he will just avoid his Hyung as best he could. Yes. Avoidance.
That would work.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Rocky lay in his bed the next morning having had little to no sleep. Last night had been way too overwhelming and his mind kept racing. Eunwoo couldn't be in any way attracted to him. Nope, no way. He saw Rocky as a good friend. Maybe even a close best friend? Rocky didn't know how to react when Eunwoo told him about his attraction to Rocky. The only thing he could think of was needing to get the hell out of the room. He wasn't the best of actors but hopefully he had fooled Eunwoo enough to think that he was tired. He laid awake now hoping that his Hyung had an early schedule. Please please please he begged with his eyes tightly shut. 

 

It was a little after 10am when Rocky couldn't stay in bed any longer. He needed the bathroom and he was hungry. He had no choice. He grabbed sweats, a tank top and a hoodie. He was going to the practice room again. He needed to clear his head. As he stepped out, the others were just relaxing before a schedule later in the day. They were performing at a festival. He remembered that Eunwoo couldn't make it due to his schedule overlapping. He hated to think about it, but this time he was relieved as he did not want their conversation to continue. "Morning sleepy head," said MJ with a mouth full of cereal.

"Morning Hyung" he replied. 

"Another long night at the practice room Hyukkie? You shouldn't overwork yourself like this, it's not good," said JinJin. 

"I know Hyung, I just wanted to finish up the choreo I want to post today" Rocky replied. 

"Oh! I want to see!" shouted Sanha from the couch while at the same time concentrating on his video game. 

"I'll let you know when I upload it, but right now if I don't get to the bathroom I'm going to pee on the floor" he said running. The others just laughed. 

"Glad to see he is less grouchy. Means he got some sleep" Bin said. 

"Yeah, a grouchy Rocky is not a good thing," JinJin laughed. 

 

Rocky felt refreshed and came to the kitchen to get a late breakfast. "Eunwoo Hyung leave early this morning?" he asked nonchalantly. 

"Yup, it was an early day for him," MJ replied. 

"Pity he won't be able to join us later," Rocky added. 

"Oh! We were discussing it earlier. He will be able to join us later. Seems the schedules have been arranged to accommodate both the performance and his photo shoot. Rocky nearly choked again. "W-what?" he said. 

"Yup, so it looks like we are 6 again for the performance" MJ said with a smile. Rocky swallowed the last of his breakfast really fast. He had to let his tea force it down. "T-thats great" Rocky said, trying to put on a happy smile. He was far from completely happy. He was hoping to avoid the older at all costs. But it looks like he couldn't avoid it later. "Well, I'm off to the practice room then" he said as he bounced off the chair. 

"You heard JinJin, do not, and I repeat do not overexert yourself. We do have a performance later, ok?" MJ said sternly. 

"Don't worry Hyung, I won't," he said as he left. 

 

The first thing Rocky had to do when he got to the practice room was upload his dance video. Thank goodness for high end cellphones he thought. He added the video and clicked upload. He realised too late and remembered Eunwoo said he watched his videos. He face palmed himself. It was too late now. He shook his head in frustration and went to put on some music to warm up to. 

He didn't know how long he had been dancing for when he dropped to his knees panting. He had to lay down. He looked up at the ceiling and wondered if Eunwoo would catch him so they could talk or would he have to rush off back to his photo shoot. Rocky was hoping for the latter. He realised he needed to get a shower in before they left for the festival venue. Only then did he see the time. 1hr 15mins before they were supposed to leave. Shit, his mind screamed at him. He got his things and ran back to the dorm. 

He opened the door and immediately he heard MJ's voice. "I swear if he arrives here late. Yah!" MJ yelled upon seeing Rocky enter.  "Hurry up, we're gonna have to go soon!" 

"Sorry Hyung. I'm just going to grab my stuff and get finished. I'll be done in time, don't worry" he said. 

"I hope you haven't over exhausted yourself Hyukkie. You know what happens when you do" JinJin warned. 

"I know Hyung, I haven't been going that hard," Rocky replied as he dashed into the bathroom. 

 

Rocky was tired but still couldn't even catch a nap in the car on the way to the venue. He was nervous. He smacked himself inwardly and shook his head. He knew he was overreacting and overthinking again. He had to just calm down. He would be fine. FRIENDS! Yup, all fine. 

 

Notes:

Hi all

I hoped you enjoyed this chapter. If you would like, comments, kudos and even sharing would be appreciated.

Much love.

Chapter 7

Notes:

Rocky's confusion continues. Why is Eunwoo acting this way? He cant be interested can he?
Maybe a good session in the practice room will free him of the frustration he is feeling now.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Rocky walked into the dressing room laughing at something MJ had said. MJ always knew how to put everyone in a good mood. He was laughing so hard he hadn't noticed that Eunwoo was already there. "What's so funny?" he asked.

Rocky turned around like lightning at the sound of his voice. "um, MJ Hyung was just telling us one of his silly jokes," Rocky replied, swallowing hard. 

"Yah! It wasn't silly if you were practically on the floor laughing!" MJ scolded. 

"Ok Hyung, it was extremely funny" the younger replied. 

"That's what I thought" said MJ laughing as he went to one of the stylists.

"Ok, just a reminder of the songs we're going to perform tonight," JinJin said while handing out paper to everyone. 

"Got it Hyung," said Bin. 

"Yup, all good Hyung," Sanha replied.

"Thanks Jin-ah," said MJ.

"Thanks Hyung" said Rocky as Eunwoo received his. Rocky looked at the paper. He pretty much knew the performance order for the night anyway. What he hadn't taken into account back then, was that 'All Night' was going to be a big problem for him. 

"I hope you didn't overwork yourself today," said Eunwoo, looking intently at him. 

"Why does everyone keep on saying that?" Rocky replied, annoyed by the same statement said a million times already.

"Because you look exhausted, Rocky" Eunwoo replied. 

"Don't worry so much Hyung. I'm fine ok?" Rocky said softly and smiled. "We better get ready," he said walking away from Eunwoo towards the stylist's chair. 

 

When they were done they were all in white. Rocky had on a short jacket with an undercoat on and nothing else on top. He was busy with his mic when he spotted Eunwoo looking at him from the mirror. He couldn't make out what was written on his face, but to Rocky it looked like lust. He caught Eunwoo's eyes for a second and then continued with his mic. Nope. No, he said to himself. He must be so tired that he couldn't even read facial expressions anymore. And he was usually good at that.

Eunwoo was struck solid by how Rocky was putting on his mic. He watched as the younger lifted his arms to get the cord around to his face, showing his toned abs. He hadn't put his jacket on yet, so he just had the sleeveless undercoat on. Eunwoo was getting that feeling of arousal yet again. His conversation with Rocky the previous night had not gone as planned. It seemed that Rocky didn't want to go into the direction the conversation was heading. The words echoed in his head; 'You see me just as a friend'. Did that mean Rocky saw them as more than that?  'I wouldn't mind at all' his mind gave him the answer in a split second. Because if he concentrated last night he would have noticed Rocky's tone sounded, well, defeated. He had to speak to Rocky again, but he had a photo shoot to get back to after the performance. He would have to wait. 

Their performance was going great. Eunwoo managed to keep focus while also stealing glances at Rocky. God he was on fire tonight. Eunwoo did indeed watch Rocky's uploaded video earlier in the day and he had to go for a walk to calm himself down. He literally was hot. If he had to see those hips roll again it would kill him. He had watched a number of Rocky's videos and had seen those hip rolls before, but now it had a different feel to it for Eunwoo. He could vividly picture those hips moving against him in bed. It dawned on him then that it was more than just an attraction. It was a sexual attraction. It was an attraction that made him want to hold him again like he did two nights ago. It was an attraction that he wanted Rocky all to himself. 

They were about to perform 'All Night' and Eunwoo found that he was nervous. He managed to catch a glimpse of Rocky and it seemed he was nervous too. Nevertheless they had to persevere. The part came where Rocky had to lift him and they both made eye contact. Eunwoo let his hand slide the back of Rocky's neck and and the other down his back, He then  pulled closer to him than normal and uttered 'Such a good night', which as usual would drive everyone wild. What was driving Eunwoo wild was the feeling of Rocky's toned body against his. Thankfully he made it to the end of the song without messing up. They came off stage and JinJin praised their hard work. In the dressing room they grabbed a bottle of water. He looked at Rocky again and he looked a bit pale. He went to him immediately, "Rocky? Are you ok? You look a bit pale."

The younger one jumped in his presence. "I do? I don't feel weird or sick. I'm fine Hyung" he quickly said. "I'm just going to change and then head home with the others. I hope your photo shoot doesn't carry on too late" he said. 

"Me too," Eunwoo said and looked directly into his eyes. Rocky blushed. "Well then, um, ok, don't forget to eat and drink water again ok?" was all he said. 

"I will" Eunwoo gave him a smile that was blinding, also noticing the younger was blushing again. But he had to hurry off in the direction of their manager to get going to the photo shoot. There was something there he thought on his way out. 

Rocky was damn tired. When he got back to the dorm, he immediately shouted that he was getting the shower first. He felt more drained than he has ever been. Hopefully he would sleep tonight. 

Unfortunately Rocky woke just after 3am and sighed. He dreamt of the smile Eunwoo gave him before he left. It looked like it was one just for Rocky as he had never seen the older do that before. At least he managed a couple of hours, which was better than the night before. He was wide awake now and couldn't think of what else to do. He slowly got out of bed, changed clothes and made his way out the dorm. The practice room was his solace. He could be free there. He could dance and not have to think of anything. He put on some soft music and danced around freestyle for a bit. It wasn't even 45 mins and his body refused to move any further. He sighed and just slid down the wall in a corner. He could feel sleep wanting to take over him again. The thought of walking back to the dorm was too much effort. He then took off his hoodie, used it as a pillow and layed down. "Just for a bit, my body will wake me soon enough" he said to himself as he drifted off.

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Chapter 8

Notes:

Things become heated and Rocky has had enough of this.

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Rocky felt a slight shaking. He felt it again. "Rocky, Rocky? You need to wake up," said a familiar voice. He opened his eyes slightly. "Eunwoo Hyung? What are you doing here?" he asked outright. 

"Well, I got home before 4am and the dorm was dark. I was sort of hoping you were waiting up for me even though it was late. I went to check the bedroom and saw your bed empty as well. Naturally I knew this was the only other place you would be" he replied. 

"Oh" Rocky looked at the clock and it read 4:15am. "I woke up just after 3am and couldn't get back to sleep so I figured I would come here. I didn't dance for long as I became sleepy again and the thought of walking to the dorm was just too much, so I thought I would crash here" he responded and looked at the ground again. Eunwoo smiled at him. "Do you feel a bit better now?" he asked.

Rocky looked at him weirdly "Why would I feel better? I wasn't sick, remember?" he replied. 

"I know, I, uh, just wanted to know if you feel better after catching up on sleep for a bit" Eunwoo said shyly and began to blush. 

Rocky rubbed his eyes, noticing the blush, and said "Yes, a little bit." Why the older was blushing around him these days was a bit frightening for Rocky. He did not want to speculate.  He wouldn't allow himself to do that. Nope, not happening. 

 

Eunwoo sat down next to him then. This was making Rocky uncomfortable so he moved slightly away hoping his Hyung didn't notice. "Rocky?" asked Eunwoo. 

"Yes Hyung?" Rocky looked him in the eyes then. 

"Are you avoiding me,?" Eunwoo asked.

"A-avoiding you? Why would I do that?" he looked everywhere but at Eunwoo directly. 

"Because after our conversation last night you seem to not want to be in the same room as me, let alone be close to me," Eunwoo replied. 

"I'm sorry Hyung. I didn't mean for it to look that way, but I'm not avoiding you" answered Rocky.

"Ok then, why did you say last night that I see you as just a friend?" Eunwoo asked.

"Because that is what we are? Friends." Rocky sounded nervous. 

Eunwoo looked at him then, "Rocky, did you have feelings for me? Or still do?" he asked. Rocky seemed to be caught off guard. 

"W-why would you ask something like that?" he got to his feet now.

"Because I want to know?" Eunwoo replied. 

"Oh no no no, we are not having this conversation. Friends ok? Yeah? Friends," Rocky was pacing now. Eunwoo stopped him by grabbing his shoulders. 

"Rocky, you're going to have a panic attack! Just talk to me!" Eunwoo shouted. 

Rocky looked at him again, he saw the look in Eunwoo's eyes and he broke. He couldn't do it anymore. 

"And what exactly do you want me to say hmm?" he breathed out. "That I have had feelings for you for a couple of years now? That it's way more than just attraction? That it will never happen? That I gave up and made peace with being friends because that's what you saw me as!? Is that what you want to hear!?" Rocky yelled so loudly it echoed in the room. He was now breathing heavily. Eunwoo could see tears threatening to fall. "I knew I was out of your league to begin with so I didn't understand why the feelings didn't go away. It was the most terrible thing to deal with but I managed! And then since the other night when I slept in your bed you have been acting weird! What am I supposed to make of that huh?" Are you trying to make me-" he didn't finish his sentence when Eunwoo grabbed him, pulled him roughly closer and crashed into his lips. 

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Chapter 9

Notes:

"Why Hyung? Why?"

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The kiss was as intense as if all of Eunwoo's pent up passion was finally being released. He felt Rocky eventually relent and melt into his arms. He grabbed Eunwoo's neck and let his hand slide up into his hair. This made Eunwoo moan involuntarily. They kissed until they had no air left in their lungs. When they broke apart Eunwoo put his forehead against Rocky's.  They both panted trying to regain composure. 

Rocky seemed to find his words first and instantly went stiff again. He immediately moved back. He had a look of anger on his face. "Hyung, why? Why would you do that!?" He was yelling again. "Do you not understand!?" he said, his eyes welling up again. 

Eunwoo understood completely. "I do Rocky, I do. I get it ok!?" He raised his voice slightly. "For the last week and a half I discovered feelings I didnt know was possible for a person to feel for another. It was confusing at first because I didn't know what to do. And yes, it started that night you were next to me in bed. It wasn't a hug that happened in my sleep. I purposefully moved that way before I fell asleep. As time went on I needed, no, wanted that. With you Rocky. With you!" He finished trying to inhale as much air as he could.

He saw Rocky look at him then, with an expression that mirrored someone who got the wind knocked out of them. "I don't know how you did it. How you managed to do this for a couple of years when I couldn't even last at least two weeks. I can't imagine how terrible it must have been for you. And what makes you think I'm out of your league? Are you even aware of how incredibly handsome and hot you are? Are you aware that I have had to walk away to keep myself in control? I watched your latest upload Rocky and I thought I was going to die. 

Rocky looked at the ground. He was incredibly tired again. "I'm just so tired Hyung, I don't know what to do anymore," he said with a soft voice. 

Eunwoo walked up to him slowly and lifted his chin. He looked into Rocky's eyes "then kiss me again Rocky, that's what you can do, kiss me again" he said. Rocky looked deep into his eyes. He could see the younger struggling internally. "Breathe and stop overanalyzing everything" Eunwoo said as he moved slightly closer. Rocky sighed and looked at him again. He moved carefully closer and placed a soft kiss on Eunwoo's lips. It was the most breathtaking thing that Eunwoo ever experienced. Rocky leaned in again and this time the kiss was longer and was starting to become more passionate.  Eunwoo let him do what he wanted to then. Rocky again placed his hand around his neck and moved into Eunwoo's body. He could feel the years of pent up emotions coming from him. He lifted Rocky slightly and Rocky immediately put both legs around Eunwoo's waist. He moved back towards the wall, carefully not to bash Rocky's legs into it. Rocky moaned into him and that was all Eunwoo needed to hear to let his lust take control. He pulled away from Rocky and went straight to his jawline and neck. The younger threw his head back and moaned a little more. He wanted more. He was back on Rocky's lips seeking entrance which Rocky did not hesitate to allow him. He put Rocky down gently and turned around and moved Rocky against the wall. He moved his leg in between Rocky's and moved against him. They both were hard. This spurred Eunwoo on as he then ground his hardness into Rocky. The sound that came from Rocky made Eunwoo nearly lose his mind. He wanted to hear that for him and only him forever. 

Rocky seemed to come back from his current state and said "Hyung?" 

"Yes?" Eunwoo said breathy. 

"We should get back. The sun is almost up" he said shyly.  

In the heat of the moment Eunwoo had forgotten the time. "I reckon we should," he said, grabbing Rocky by the hand. He looked down in shock. "What? Can't I hold your hand? Eunwoo asked.  For a second Rocky's mind blanked. He then smiled and held Eunwoo's hand more confidently as they left.   

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Chapter 10

Notes:

Things are progressing in a good way...

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They both snuck into the dorm together all the while Eunwoo still holding Rocky's hand moving to his bedroom. "I think it's, um, best if I slept in my own bed, Hyung" he said shyly.

"Why?" Eunwoo said blushing again. "I thought we could just hold each other until we fell asleep?" 

Rocky's breath hitched. He didn't expect the words to flow from Eunwoo so easily. Well considering what happened in the practice room, the rest was easy he supposed. "No, I mean, I was in my bed when they went to sleep, so I'd probably get scolded again by MJ Hyung for sneaking out in the middle of the night again" he said looking at the floor. 

"Ok" Eunwoo said, and he came closer. He gave Rocky a soft kiss on the lips and then whispered into Rocky's ear "but don't think I'll let you sleep anywhere other than in my bed from now on" his voice was deep and dripping with honey and possessiveness. Rocky gulped looking at him and blushed profusely. 

"O-Ok" he whispered softly back. 

"Good," Eunwoo said. "Sleep well Rocky" and gave him a light kiss on the lips again. 

Rocky snuck into his room and felt like he was floating. He hadn't felt this emotion in years. Luckily MJ and Sanha were deep asleep and didn't wake. He gave a soft sigh of contentment as he fell asleep. 

 

Rocky woke up feeling like a million dollars. He hadn't slept that well for the last two weeks. He had Eunwoo to thank for that. By the time he got to the dorm in the early morning hours, with Eunwoo holding his hand like Rocky would run away again, he felt blissful. He remembered what the older said the night before and it sent shivers down his spine the way Eunwoo almost sounded possessive over him. His thoughts once again drifted to the events in the practice room and found he was incredibly hard. He had to try and calm down if he was going to manage through the day. He slowly took deep breaths and tried to gain composure. When he thought he was more in control of himself he got up to have breakfast. He was starving. He looked at the clock, and saw it was close to 11am already. "Aha! Sleeping beauty is awake!" MJ announced. "You sleep well for a change, Rocky?" he asked.

"I did. I think I was exhausted enough to get some good shut eye" Rocky replied. 

"I'm starving right now. And where is everyone?" he asked. 

"Well Eunwoo left earlier, you missed him by an hour, JinJin said he was off to the studio, and Bin & Sanha are headed off to their weekly show recording" MJ replied. 

"Ah, ok. What are you doing today Hyung?" Rocky asked. 

"Well, that's what I was going to ask you. Today I'm not letting you go near the practice room. Today we are going out and about." MJ replied with a smile on his face. 

"Out and about?" asked Rocky, not sure what the oldest was planning. 

"Yup, so you should get washed up and then we're heading out" he smiled. 

"Heading to where Hyung? Rocky asked curiously.

"Well, we'll get some breakfast firstly and then see where the day takes us. I don't have anywhere specific, but let's just take a walk around ok?" MJ said. 

"Erm, ok" Rocky said. 

 

After Rocky was washed up and ready, he went through to the living room. "Good, I thought you were going to be in there forever!" Let's go! MJ said.

 

When they got back home Rocky was tired. He loved spending time with his MJ Hyung, but he really didn't know how he had so much energy. They enjoyed a really good breakfast and they had chicken for lunch, had ice cream, browsed the market, and were literally out and about for most of the day. "Thanks MJ Hyung, today was fun"

"See? There is life outside of the practice room" MJ smiled brightly.

"It's not as if I never knew that Hyung" Rocky rolled his eyes and then smiled "but thank you, it was a very good day". 

"No problem Rocky, I reckon it was what you needed" MJ responded. Just then JinJin walked in. "Did you two have a good day?" he asked. Rocky looked at him then wondering how the older knew. "Yup, Rocky didn't even push me to go to the practice room. Just what he needed," MJ responded. 

"You speak like it was planned" Rocky said, smirking. 

"Well, you looked like you weren't living anywhere else except for the practice room for the last bit, so we decided on an intervention," JinJin said. 

"We?" Rocky asked. 

"Yes. JinJin, Eunwoo and myself" MJ replied.

"We all knew you needed it Rocky. You can't deny it" JinJin said. Rocky sighed. 

"Ok, yes, I did need it. It was a good day" he smiled. "Thank you for the 'intervention'" he said with air quotes.

"That's all we wanted Rocky" MJ said and gave him a hug. MJ always gave the best hugs. 

"Yah! And who taught you to be that sarcastic?" MJ asked. 

"You did Hyung! Today," Rocky said laughing and falling over. 

 

Bin and Sanha arrived just as they were thinking of what to have for supper. As usual it was a debacle since everyone wanted their own thing. But JinJin, like the mediator he was, managed to work out a compromise that everyone could agree to. 

"Oh, and don't forget to order for Eunwoo Hyung," Rocky piped up with a big smile on his face. 

"Nope, haven't forgotten Rocky. I never do" JinJin laughed then. 

"Yes, well, it doesn't hurt to remind you" said Rocky, slightly defensive.

"No Rocky, it doesn't," laughed JinJin.

 

When the food did arrive, Rocky made sure to quickly get Eunwoo's to put to one side before he practically flew at his food. He was starving, like he hadn't eaten in forever. They were all talking at pretty much the same time with mouths full of food. It didn't take them long to finish and just groaned. "That was so good," Bin said. 

"I don't think I want to move from this spot," said MJ. 

"I feel like a stuffed sausage," Sanha said. 

"One would swear we never eat" laughed JinJin. 

"Actually we always say that when we have food Hyung" laughed Sanha. They all laughed loudly at that. 

With bellies full and relaxing Rocky found that he couldn't wait for Eunwoo to get home. He wanted to hug and kiss him so badly it was overwhelming. He wondered if Eunwoo was thinking of him today. It wasn't even five minutes when his phone pinged, signalling a message on his phone. He grabbed it from his pocket and opened the message. It was Eunwoo. Rocky smiled. He had changed the name in his phone to say Mini. He couldn't help it. He thought it was cute. 

 

Mini

You have a good day?

 

Rocky replied:

It was a good day. Thanks for the 'intervention' 

He put a roll eye emoji followed by a laughing one.

 

Mini

Well I am glad. I wanted you to have a break from that practice room. You needed it Rocky. 

Eunwoo added a hug emoji and a kiss emoji. Rocky blushed. 

 

I hope your shoot is going ok. I saved you a plate of food before the hoard dug in.

Rocky replied.

 

Mini

Good because I'm rather hungry. I got to go, they're calling us again. Can't wait to see you 

 

Mini

I miss you…

 

Rocky nearly died right there. He misses me. He. Misses. Me. Rocky was trying to remain composed. He had to type something before he forgot how to type. He hesitated for a moment, took a deep breath and typed.

 

I miss you too Hyung. Can't wait to see you either. 

He sent a hug and a kiss emoji this time. 

His message was marked as read, which means that Eunwoo did read it, he just couldn't reply. Rocky smiled to himself.

Notes:

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Chapter 11

Notes:

Feelings! Oh dead dear heavens, feelings!

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It was just before midnight when everyone was going to bed. "It's ok Hyung, I want to wait up for Eunwoo Hyung. I need to make sure he at least eats something" Rocky responded to JinJin when he asked if Rocky was going to bed. 

"Just remember he might come home late, and also not to fall asleep on the couch again" JinJin smiled and winked. Rocky thought he was going to die of embarrassment. Clearly Eunwoo had told them about the bed story. 

"You'll be stiff and sore in the morning and we have a schedule tomorrow afternoon" JinJin reminded him.

"Don't worry Hyung, I didn't forget. I'll go to bed when Hyung gets home ok?" he replied. JinJin gave him a weary smile. "Ok then. I'm off to bed" he said. 

"Sleep well Hyung," Rocky said. 

 

Rocky kept himself busy by watching some drama on TV. He was barely paying attention. He wished Eunwoo was next to him so they could cuddle and watch whatever it was that was on. He brought out his phone and watched YouTube videos. He was so into what he was watching he didn't hear the door open. 

 

Eunwoo stepped in. It was a long day and he was tired. He wasn't all that surprised to see the dim light shine from the lounge area. He slowly walked in and found Rocky on the couch under a blanket. Not sleeping this time, but engrossed in watching something on his phone. "Don't tell me that your phone is more important than me," he said, giving the younger man a fright. 

"Hyung! Are you trying to scare me to death?" Rocky squeaked. 

"You looked so engrossed, you didn't even hear the door," Eunwoo said smiling. 

"W-well, I wasn't expecting you to come home just after 1am Hyung" Rocky replied slightly blushing. "Are you still hungry?" he asked. 

"Yeah actually. But I'm going to get washed up and then eat. That's ok?"

"I'll get your plate ready then" Rocky smiled. "This feels like deja vu" he laughed. Eunwoo laughed too. It was good to see Rocky's wonderful happy smile. He wanted to come home to that smile all the time. He headed to go wash up. 

When Eunwoo was done he walked into the kitchen and saw Rocky waiting for him. He put the plate in front of him so he could eat. Eunwoo looked at him. "Am I eating alone?" he asked. 

"Well, Hyung, see the thing is, I was so hungry, I-" Eunwoo started to laugh then. He hadn't laughed like that in a long time and it felt good. 

"I'm teasing Rocky. It's ok if you did eat. If you were hungry I don't expect you to starve until I get home" Eunwoo replied. 

Rocky looked down shyly and smiled.

 

Eunwoo was indeed hungry. He made no work of the food in front of him. "Ah, I'm stuffed. Thank you for keeping me a plate" he said. 

He walked around the counter and threw the boxes in the bin. Not without trapping Rocky between him and the bin. He leaned closer and gave Rocky a slow and sensual kiss. Rocky moaned slightly when Eunwoo pressed their bodies together. He lifted Rocky onto the counter. He kissed him slowly down his neck to his collar bones. Rocky gave a sigh and leaned in. "Let's take this somewhere else yeah" he said to the younger in a voice laced with lust that he didn't think he was capable. 

Rocky stared at him, looking in his eyes as if to search for something. "Yes. I want it. I want you. Please Rocky, let me make you feel good" Eunwoo whispered in his ear. Rocky practically melted into Eunwoo. He lifted him off the counter and took him gently by his hand. Eunwoo led them to his room. They walked through and Eunwoo locked the door on the way in. He had only his lamp light on and as he laid Rocky gently on the bed, the younger looked gorgeous and hot with lust, even with his cute pjs. 

 

Eunwoo gently climbed on the bed on top of Rocky. He crashed his lips to him again. They were all over each other now. Eunwoo once again moved Rocky's legs apart and as he moved up their erections met and sparks flew in Eunwoo's mind. Rocky must have felt the same because he arched his back a little. Eunwoo kissed him again, all the while moving his hips to create friction that was pure bliss. Rocky was breathless by now. "Hyung," he moaned. 

"It's Eunwoo if we share a bed Rocky, got it?" Eunwoo replied all the while not halting his movements. 

"Mhmmm, ok" was all Rocky could gasp out. 

Eunwoo was impatient.  He couldn't stand it anymore. He began to unbutton Rocky's top while kissing him lower with every button. Rocky  gave a sound so good that Eunwoo was becoming more impatient.  He took Rocky's top off and threw it somewhere on the floor. He did the same with his tshirt. He didn't care. As he kissed lower to the waistband of Rocky's pants, he glanced up for a second to see if Rocky would be ok going this far. He gave a slight nod. That was all Eunwoo needed to take control. He practically ripped his pants off him and smiled. 

"W-what?" Rocky stuttered.

"I've wanted to see you for so long and now I get to" was all he said. 

Rocky looked confused, but before he could say anything Eunwoo took him into his mouth. 

"Oh god!" he heard Rocky say as he fell back. He playfully licked the tip and went on to sucking and licking and then sucking again. Rocky began to buck his hips. 

Eunwoo was quick. He got undressed and he reached over to his side desk drawer and pulled out some lube.

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Chapter 12

Notes:

Hot!! That's all I'm going to say

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Rocky tried to grab a hold of Eunwoo's, by now, aching erection but his hands were moved away. Eunwoo looked at Rocky intently again and said "let me make you feel good, I want to make you feel good." 

He opened the cap and put the lube onto his fingers. Rocky didn't hesitate this time and immediately adjusted so Eunwoo could work with his fingers. Eunwoo moved up towards him and said "so hot" while kissing him down his neck and slowly inserting one finger. Rocky gasped for a second and then moved his hips a little. 

"M-more" he said desperately. Eunwoo was so turned on by this time he had to try and not cum just from the sounds coming out of Rocky's mouth. He slowly inserted a second finger moving it in and out. Rocky moaned a blissful "yes" and again Eunwoo had to maintain composure. He growled slightly. "Rocky, you don't know what you're doing to me" he said as he pumped his fingers in and out searching for the bundle of nerves that would make Rocky go crazy. He knew he found it when the younger bucked his hips even more "Eunwoo, r-right there," he moaned. 

That was it, Eunwoo lost control. He pulled his fingers out and Rocky gasped at the emptiness. He was applying lube to his now aching erection when Rocky said "I want to make you feel g-good too." He said.

"Don't worry about that now" was all Eunwoo said. He then held Rocky's hips in one spot and drove himself into him. Rocky nearly screamed. "Ah! Oh God!" Eunwoo stilled for a moment panting, giving Rocky time to adjust. When Rocky started moving Eunwoo pulled out and drove into him again. "Rocky, this feels , so very g-good" he felt like he couldn't string a sentence together. 

"Harder Eunwoo, harder please! I want you so much!" Rocky cried, his hips now moving similar to the way it did when he danced.

Eunwoo then grabbed Rocky's waist to hold him still and then started to quicken his pace. Eunwoo could feel his orgasm building, but he wanted Rocky to cum first. Eunwoo then grabbed the younger's erection and started pumping in time with his hip thrusts. "S-so close" Rocky moaned.

"Cum for me Rocky, I want to see you as you cum just for me" Eunwoo answered him. 

That broke Rocky. He came with such force and a gutteral sound that it made Eunwoo nearly come. He had to maintain control if he wanted Rocky to feel his need and want for him. 

He leaned forward onto Rocky as he slowly pulled out. "Hyung?" Rocky asked, confusion on his face. "Yes?" Eunwoo he said, breathlessly. "D-did I not make you feel good?" asked Rocky looking disappointed and not looking into Eunwoo's eyes. Eunwoo smiled "Rocky, look at me," he said. Rocky looked up at him then. "It was amazing to see you lose control like that knowing I made you come undone," Eunwoo said.

"But, but you didn't c-" he tried to answer.

"I said I wanted to make you feel good yeah?" he asked. 

"Y-yes," Rocky answered. 

Eunwoo then lowered himself and whispered in Rocky's ear "I'm not done yet," and he gave Rocky a hungry smile. 

"O-Ok," was all Rocky could say as Eunwoo crashed into his lips again. They were once again all over each other. Eunwoo pinned Rocky's hands above him and slowly nuzzled his neck and moved his hands along his arms and he went to one of Rocky's nipples. He heard the younger's breath hitch and could feel he was semi hard again. All the while Eunwoo was trying his damndest to not just cum then and there. He moved to the other nipple while gently touching the other. 

"Mmmm," Rocky moaned. 

Eunwoo brushed his erection against Rocky and he could feel the younger slowly growing hard again.  He gripped Rocky's one thigh "move your hips as if you were dancing," Eunwoo whispered. Rocky looked at him wide eyed, but obliged. Eunwoo moaned and through his head back. "I've noticed your body rolls Rocky and it drives me insane," he panted. Rocky's movements made him hard again to the point where he said "I-I want more."

Eunwoo heard those words and the heat in his body doubled. He moved Rocky onto his stomach. He immediately arched his back. Eunwoo then reapplied some lube and with a grunt drove into Rocky again. "Oh God!" Eunwoo grunted. He started moving slowly, all the while Rocky timed his movements just right. Eunwoo moaned louder then. "Mmmhm, just like that, he breathed"

Rocky then started moving his hips in such a way that Eunwoo couldn't focus on his own movements. "I can't hold back anymore," he said breathlessly. 

"I-Its ok Eunwoo," Rocky carried on his ministrations. "I'm close and I w-want to feel y-you as you cum" said Rocky. 

"Oh God, Rocky," and Eunwoo came with such a rush that he almost passed out from sheer pleasure. He could hear Rocky moan so good as he came but he milked every last drop from Eunwoo. He pulled out and collapsed on the bed next to Rocky. He didn't have any words to say. 

Through breathing heavy Rocky said "I take it you're ok right?" 

"You...have...no...idea," Eunwoo breathed between gaining his composure again. "Errm, Rocky? Thanks for letting me, you know, errm," he stuttered. "It's ok Eunwoo," he said as he brushed a strand of Eunwoo's hair out of his face, still breathing heavily, "I didn't mind."

 

"I think we should go take a shower and let me take care of you. We have a performance in the afternoon" Eunwoo then said. 

"Ah, yes, I forgot about that," Rocky said shyly.

"Will you be ok? I, um, was a bit rough" Eunwoo asked. 

"Only coz I asked for it. I didn't expect twice in a row though," he said shyly.

"True" Eunwoo smiled back at him triumphantly. Rocky swatted him lightly on the arm. 

"Let's get to the shower and I'll make sure you will feel ok before the performance. Let me take care of you Rocky. You don't need to keep anything from me. Not anymore. I promise I'll always be here for you no matter how busy I get, ok?"

Eunwoo thought he saw Rocky's eyes begin to water. "Thank you" he whispered and kissed him softly. 

"No Rocky, thank you".

 

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