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“Okay, what the hell is that noise?” Kang Yeosang pushed himself up into a seated position on the mustard yellow corduroy couch. Holding his wine glass tightly in his fist, he tilted his head to glance at the offending apartment wall. He then flinched back when another wail of distress sounded.

“The noise?” Jung Wooyoung flipped his shaggy dark hair out of his face, glancing up at the elder from his spot on the cold hardwood floor. “You’re worried about the noise? What about the smell? It's like curdled milk.” The younger made a face as his nose scrunched up from gaining another whiff. Wooyoung lifted his own wine glass off the small coffee table and twirled the red liquid around before taking a sip. 

The crying sounded for a fourth time, earning a grimace from Yeosang. The beta of the group shifted to the edge of the couch and retrieved the awaiting bottle of wine. He had a feeling that, if he was expected to continue sitting here with the consistent crying, he was going to need much more to drink.

“Is Ms Wang babysitting her grandchildren or something?” Yeosang stated with a raised eyebrow eagerly lifting his glass, he took a large gulp.

“I thought Ms Wang didn’t have any children?” Wooyoung questioned in confusion. Yeosang was right, the crying sounded too much like a pup to brush it off as anything else.

Yeosang shrugged. “Maybe she started a child care business or something?”

“I think she’s a little too old for that,” Wooyoung mumbled.

“Hey,” Yeosang warned. “Don’t judge somebody based purely on their age. That’ll be you one day too.”

Park Seonghwa, having heard the entire conversation, shuffled in from the small kitchen with a bowl of popcorn clenched tightly in his arms. Dressed in a pair of ratty sweat pants and an oversized hoodie, the man was a picture perfect model for the friend’s movie night. “That” Seonghwa explained, claiming his seat beside Yeosang on the couch, “would be my new neighbour.”

“New neighbour?” This perked Wooyoung’s interest. Pushing himself off the floor he wiggled his way into the middle seat of the couch. “I didn’t know Ms Wang had moved away. You haven’t mentioned anything regarding a new neighbour.”

“Because he just moved in three days ago,” Seonghwa said with a sigh. He had been spoiled the past couple years he’d lived in the apartment – at least in regards to his neighbours. The senior women rarely made any form of disturbance or annoyance. The only occasional noise came from when she would fall asleep watching the TV with the volume up too loudly.

But now Seonghwa’s comfortable lifestyle had shifted with the sudden arrival of the newcomer. This had been only the third night and Seonghwa had quickly realized he was unimpressed with the turn of events. Within the three nights, the same events had occurred. Seonghwa could only assume the neighbour’s bedroom shared a wall with his living room. And the said neighbour had a pup that apparently had a hard time sleeping.

“Three days ago?” Wooyoung shifted to face Seonghwa with an offended expression “and you’re just now telling us?”

Seonghwa had opened his mouth to reply but rather released a groan of annoyance when he heard an ear-piercing cry. He snatched Wooyoung’s drink from his hand and downed the burning liquid.

“You don’t seem particularly surprised by that,” Yeosang stated pointing in the direction of the wall that had gone momentarily quiet.

“I’m not,” Seonghwa answered looking longingly at the half filled bottle of wine but knowing better than to drink more. His heavy drinking days had long been left behind him.

“So you mean…” Yeosang trailed off, giving a nod in the offending direction.

“Happens every night?” Seonghwa finished the sentence the younger had started. “Yeah. As far as I can tell, it appears to be a regular occurrence. Every night until well after midnight. It’s like the pup finally wears itself out and just passes out. The crying starts again in the morning.”

“Woah” Wooyoung answered with widened eyes. His head snapped to glance at the wall, almost as though he could concentrate enough to view through it.

“So it’s a family,” Yeosang answered with a more calming exterior. He raised his own refilled wine glass and took a sip. Naturally he was interested as much as Wooyoung, but he was able to hide the excitement better.

“Nope” Seonghwa reclaimed the popcorn bucket from Yeosang’s lap. “There are only two scents. The milk that indicates a pup is in the apartment and the light eucalyptus and sandalwood blend.”

Wooyoung raised a curious eyebrow “you already know their scents?” he pointed out.

“You say that like you didn’t recognize my scent instantly,” Yeosang teased. The wine was clearly getting to the beta slightly.

“Yeah but that’s different. You’re my best friend” Wooyoung argued. “Besides, that’s not what we should be discussing. Why is the pup crying in such distress? And for such long periods at a time?”

Yeosang shrugged, “I don’t know.”

“Is something wrong that would’ve upset the pup so greatly?” Wooyoung asked, glancing at Seonghwa.

A deep voice sounded, interrupting the three in their conversation. It sounded tired, one that was laced with begging. “Junyoung, please my sweet puppy” a male voice sounded through the walls. There was a mumbled response but the voice had been so soft and submissive that it couldn’t be heard through the layers of drywall. “I know it’s hard and that you’re sad, but it’s going to be okay Junyoung. I promise it’s going to be okay.”

“How do you handle this?” Wooyoung questioned, filling his glass with another drink. “My omega is whining and wants to comfort the pup. I can’t imagine how that must be affecting you having heard this three nights in a row.”

“It hasn’t been easy,” Seonghwa answered in a soft tone. “I feel as though my omega is clawing at me to be released. Half the time I’m holding back pheromones in an attempt to comfort the pup. I’ve been leaking milk! I think I might be going crazy.”

“I got you Junyoung,” the male voice sounded. “Appa loves you.” The voice was fading indicating that they had been moving deeper into the apartment – likely pacing back and forth.

It’s not so much that Seonghwa minded the occasional crying. That could easily be ignored – especially when Seonghwa went to his own room to sleep, the sounds weren’t even noticeable. Plus Seonghwa had been there before too. He understood first hand the struggles that came with having a pup. He had his fair share of sleepless nights and flowing tears.

But the noise of crying hadn’t been the only problem that had occurred over the past couple days. For the first full day Seonghwa had been unable to leave the apartment due to the level of furniture and boxes stacked, not only in the hallway, but also directly in front of Seonghwa’s doorway. He then learnt the neighbour enjoyed a nightly smoke, forcing Seonghwa to now sleep with the windows and balcony door shut – and that’s nothing compared to the cigarette butts he keeps finding discarded on the balcony flooring. Finally Seonghwa’s well organized mornings were now interrupted by the sound of heavy music beats.

But nothing could compare to the scent wafting through the walls. The newcomer did smell very heavily of eucalyptus. It wasn’t a scent that was naturally considered to be primarily alpha, in fact Seonghwa would’ve assumed his neighbour was a beta. However the pheromones that rafted through with the eucalyptus were very much an alpha.

Seonghwa was an unmated omega that was far from sexually satisfied. The last form of sexual activity the young man had received was during an unmanageable heat nearly a year ago – but even that left much to be desired.

Now the strong aroma of an alpha – an unmated one at that - was awakening his inner omegas longing. He could practically hear the wolf whine for its own pleasure now. And more than once now he found his boxers soaking up some unwanted accidental slick. Which Seonghwa wouldn’t mind so much if it hadn’t occurred during the middle of making dinner yesterday. His omega was trying to attract the alpha, forcing the other man to catch his scent.

If Seonghwa couldn’t get his needy omega under control, then he would likely need to purchase a bottle of scent blocker to spray within his living room. However, that can be extremely pricey. And that was an expense that Seonghwa just couldn’t afford at the moment. 

 “Anyways” Yeosang started, pulling Seonghwa away from his thoughts. “If they’re as young as they sound, maybe we should invite them to join us on these movie nights.”

“I don’t think we can actually consider these movie nights anymore” Wooyoung laughed a little. “The last time we actually watched a movie here was what? Like over a month ago? This is our wine time.”

“Besides,” Seonghwa added, nibbling around another handful of popcorn. “We don’t even know if the alpha is close to our age. He could be some middle aged man.”

“Oh no” Wooyoung chuckled. “I can smell him clear as day. His scent is way too strong to be somebody older. It’s fresh, like he presented only a couple years ago.

“His scent is really noticeable,” Yeosang pointed out. “I’m a beta but even I can pick up on those young alpha pheromones he’s releasing.”

Yeosang’s eyes softened a little as he gazed at the omega on the other side of the sofa; there was a flash across his eyes as realization hit him. “Oh Seonghwa, the pheromones… if Wooyoung can smell them it’s probably suffocating for you.”

 “Shit” Wooyoung mumbled, sniffing at the air. “He’s unmated too. Why didn’t you tell us there was an unmated alpha letting his pheromones go crazy living right next door?”

Seonghwa forced a warm comforting smile. “Because there’s nothing you can do about it,” he reassured him. “He’s trying to comfort his pup, it’s understandable his pheromones are on the stronger side.”

“We could go next door and tell him to hold it back a little, '' Yeosang argued lightly. “Yeah he’s got a pup but he needs to be aware there’s others in the apartment complex.”

Wooyoung took the bowl of popcorn from Seonghwa and placed it back in Yeosang’s grasp. “You need some sustenance to sober up. We all know what happened the last time you said you’d go “talk with an alpha” after a few drinks too many.``

Yeosang groaned, “That was only one time!” Although he didn’t argue in regards to actions, he began to eat the snack. “Besides, you know that Alpha deserved it for the way he was looking at Seonghwa hyung.”

“Mhmm” Wooyoung rolled his eyes. “You were literally cock blocking hyung that night. The alpha was checking him out. They could’ve gone home to fuck out some of that sexual frustration.”

“My sexual frustrations?” Seonghwa raised an eyebrow. “Could you not talk about me like I’m not sitting right here listening to everything you say?”

“He kept checking out Hwa hyung’s ass,” Yeosang argued.

“Yeah cause he’s got a nice ass” Wooyoung shot back.

“Yah!” Yeosang frowned and pointed an accusing finger at each of the men. “What are you doing checking out other men’s asses? San wont is very pleased.”

Wooyoung barked laughter at the statement. “Oh no, Kang Yeosang.” He pointed his own wagging finger in the other’s direction. “Don’t you dare act like you haven’t checked out hyung’s ass.”

“Excuse me?” Seonghwa leaned away from them with wide eyes.

“You got a great ass hyung,” Wooyoung answered. “Own up to it.”

“My ass is literally flat…”

“See, Seonghwa hyung knows his ass is great so don’t be ashamed that you’ve checked it out” Wooyoung answered, turning to his mate, sticking his tongue out playfully.

Yeosang glared at the younger “and if you don’t put that tongue back where it belongs I’ll make it so that you can never again blow an alpha’s co-“

“Hush up” Seonghwa hissed. His ears on high alert as he pushed himself out of the comfort of the couch, standing up right at attention. The omega silenced them as they made out the sounding of gentle feet padding through the hallway.

A small boy, no older than the age of two entered the small but warm living room. His little fist rubbed at his tired eyes as his shaggy chocolate hair fell in tuffs around his forehead. Wrapped loosely around his slender body and trailing behind him was a ratty once white – but now grey – blanket. Stopping in the doorway, the little pup looked around the room tiredly. With a worried glance in Wooyoung and Yeosang’s direction, the tension in his shoulders didn’t deflate until he locked eyes with Seonghwa, “Eomma.”

“Hey baby” Seonghwa cooed with a warm smile. He held his arms out and made grabby hands for the little pup. The boy got the hint and shuffled across the room. His big doe eyes looked at Seonghwa as he stopped before him. Seonghwa reached forward and lifted the little body into his lap. Wrapping his arms securely around the child, he breathed in the familiar scent of a milky vanilla cream.

“Couldn’t sleep?” Seonghwa questioned. Gently he guided his fingers soothingly across the boy’s back. With his free hand he wrapped the blanket tightly around the child in hopes of an added comfort. Then bowing his head, the man rubbed his nose against the pup’s cheek for a quick scenting. Soon the room filled with the smell of fresh oranges as Seonghwa released his comforting pheromones.

“Bad dreams' ' Sumin mumbled. Tilting his head towards his eomma’s, he nuzzled his small face into the man’s neck. Taking small gulps of air, he breathed in the orange scent.

Another bad dream. This was exactly the answer Seonghwa had been expecting to receive. Bad dreams were something Sumin had always struggled with, but over the past few weeks the dreams had only increased. Seonghwa had reached out in search of a doctor, but he had yet to hear back regarding an appointment. And that only made his concern grow.

Wooyoung and Yeosang shot Seonghwa an understanding look. Their wine night had come to an abrupt end on more than one occasion due to similar concerns. But both men had instantly understood. Being an eomma would always – and rightfully – come first.

“It’s getting late,” Yeosang stated, collecting the empty wine bottle and glasses. He pushed himself off the couch. With a smile he moved towards the small kitchen to dispose of the bottle and wash the dishes. “San will be wondering where we are.”

“Yeah we should probably head home,” Wooyoung added. He cooed at Sumin and leaned over to kiss the little boy's head.

“Sweet little Su-Su” Wooyoung whispered to the little pup. “Tomorrow we will go to the park,” Wooyoung promised, “and I’ll buy you three ice cream cones.”

Seonghwa raised a warning eyebrow in Wooyoung’s direction. The omega had a way of spoiling the pups a little too much. Not that Seonghwa could blame him. They had a way of wrapping adults around their pinkie fingers. But sometimes Seonghwa had to rein Wooyoung in from going a little too extravagant.

“Okay” Wooyoung mumbled in disappointment. “Two ice cream cones” he changed his answer. With another kiss to the pup’s head, he pulled back. “See you tomorrow, Hwa hyung.”

Yeosang, having completed the tasks in the kitchen, came back to bid farewell. He, like Wooyoung, planted a kiss on the boy’s forehead. Then proceeded to ruffle Seonghwa’s hair playfully. “Sleep well Sumin.” The two men then made their way to the balcony door to retrieve their shoes. Wooyoung slid open the door before stepping out. Although they could take the regular interior staircase, they had always preferred the direct fire escape that took them the one floor up to their apartment just above Seonghwa.

“Oh my” Wooyoung’s voice sounded a little jumpy as he stepped into the darkness of the balcony.

Yeosang rolled his eyes in Seonghwa’s direction before tugging his own shoes on. Knowing Wooyoung he had bumped into one of the lawn chairs that had been there more than long enough to remember their existence. With a final wave of his fingers Yeosang stepped out with Wooyoung. “Wooyoung did you knock over- oh hello there” Yeosang’s own voice took on a level of surprise. “You must be the new neighbour.”

“Don’t I know you?” Wooyoung’s voice expressed confusion.

Seonghwa sighed softly to himself, not giving much thought to Wooyoung’s comment. It would appear that his neighbour was once again out on the balcony taking a smoke. Which meant another night of closing his windows due to the smell. But at least the distressed pup had finally calmed enough. Lifting his own pup to his hip, Seonghwa stood. “Let's get to bed, okay little one?” he cooed. Moving towards the balcony door he reached to securely lock it. Out of the corner of his eyes he caught a glimpse of the mysterious newcomer.

The man was on the shorter side, with broad shoulders and a toned chest – the body stauncher was different from any other alpha Seonghwa had ever seen. With his height and his chest, he looked more like an omega.

Seonghwa couldn’t make out much about the man from the dim lights shining, but he could just see the tint of coloured hair. A pair of sweatpants hung low on the man’s hips and he was shirtless, despite the cold weather. Seonghwa nibbled on his bottom lip as his eyes slowly trailed over the man’s toned stomach and v-line.

“Eomma'' Sumin whimpered. His nose pressed deeper against Seonghwa’s neck in search of his scent glands. His small fingers twisted into his eomma’s hair to play with the locks.

Seonghwa’s gaze immediately snapped away from his neighbour. How could he check out his neighbour with his son pressed against his hip? How could he check out his neighbour? Shaking his head slightly to clear his thoughts, Seonghwa gave a reassuring smile. “Yes my sweet pup,” he cooed. His hand moved along the boys back again. “Would you like to sleep with Eomma in his nest tonight?”

Sumin pulled back from the omega’s neck slightly and gave a small nod. “Yes please” he answered softly. “Eomma milk?” he added in another small voice.

Planting a kiss on the pup’s cheek Seonghwa gave a small nod. He knew he should’ve weaned the pup off his milk a couple months ago. But to Seonghwa he was still a baby. A little extra milk wasn’t going to hurt anyone. Holding the boy close, Seonghwa moved down the hallway towards his bedroom. Before he could enter his own room the second bedroom door slowly peeked open and small eyes peered out from the darkness.

“Su?” a soft voice asked from the darkened doorway.

“He’s right here, Minnie,” Seonghwa answered with a little voice. Holding his hand out, he offered “Sumin is sleeping with eomma tonight, you want to come too?”

The second pup, a couple years older than Sumin, pushed the bedroom door open the remainder of the way and stepped into the hallway. His small head bobbed eagerly with a mess of chocolate locks atop. Reaching up, he happily took Seonghwa’s outstretched hand, clasping it tightly.

Seonghwa smiled softly and pushed the door of his worn but cozy bedroom open with his hip. His double bed was packed with a variety of pillows and blankets; all stack around the edges creating a warm encasing. It was far from perfect, unfortunately he couldn’t afford the extravagant plush pillows or woven blankets that his omega cried for whenever he passed a nesting store.

Setting Sumin down within the pile of messy blankets, Seonghwa bent and lifted Minjae into the bed beside his younger brother. With a small smile, Seonghwa tugged his own sweatshirt off before crawling in beside the boys. Lying in the centre of the nest Seonghwa wrapped an arm around either of the pups

Tilting his head down, he whispered to Sumin, "You want some eomma milk?” Sumin nodded eagerly and shifted up slightly. He nuzzled his face against Seonghwa’s bare chest as he breathed in the sweet scent. With a gentle hum the little boy found his eomma’s nipple and latched onto it.

Seonghwa ran his fingers across the pup's back before planting a gentle kiss on his head. He glanced over at Minjae and offered a warm comforting smile. At almost four years of age, Minjae had long since been weaned from milk, but the scent still provided him with a closeness to his eomma. 

The room quickly entered a comfortable silence, with the only sound being that of sucking and gulping. Seonghwa began to release orange pheromones that mixed with the comfort of the milky aroma. Holding the two pups, Seonghwa rubbed their backs gently. When he felt the tickling of hair against his right side Seonghwa knew that Minjae had fallen asleep. And he could sense Sumin was soon to follow.

Seonghwa’s eyes drifted shut as he was soothed by the scent of his pups pressed against him. For the past four years his pups had become his absolute world. Of course he had never planned on being a single eomma at the age of twenty-four. But things don’t always go the way you plan.

Having left Jinju straight out of high school, Seonghwa had moved to Seoul to attend university. It had been within school during his second year where he met Yeosang – the young beta set on becoming a teacher – and Wooyoung – an omega with big dreams of opening his own restaurant.

The alpha, Woobin, had been everything Seonghwa had once suspected he wanted in a mate. Woobin, although several years Seonghwa’s senior, had come to the university for a guest lecture in one of Seonghwa’s acting classes. The first time Seonghwa had laid eyes on the alpha was just before class started. Seonghwa had taken a turn a little too sharp and bumped into a broad chest. He had tried to apologize but the alpha insisted it was his own fault that he hadn’t been watching where he was going. It was then that he asked Hwa directions to the classroom, which the omega happily led him to, expecting him to be a transfer student. Imagine his surprise when he learnt that the alpha was not a student but rather a special guest came to share his experience in the film world.

Woobin had been the one to make the first move. Coming forward after class to complement the omega. The alpha had stated that Seonghwa looked stunning on stage, that there was a natural talent to his acting and that he deserved a special treat for all the hard work. And Seonghwa had accepted the alpha’s offer to grab a coffee and a slice of cake across the street at the local café. From that moment on, Seonghwa was enchanted.

Seonghwa began to follow Woobin around like a lost little puppy. His omega would howl out for the alpha, longing to be with him. At first he had worried that the infatuation was overbearing. But Seonghwa had been only nineteen at the time, and no other alpha had even bothered to glance in his direction – preferring to go for the female omegas. Once he was shown the first aspect of love or attention, Seonghwa latched on.

At the time Woobin hadn’t seemed bothered by the attention either. In fact he appeared downright pleased by it. The elder man was often encouraging Seonghwa to accompany him to social gatherings, insisting it was good exposure for when Seonghwa graduated and entered the entertainment industry. However, he rarely sought out Seonghwa’s attention in a private setting. It had taken Seonghwa several months after the breakup to realize that it wasn’t Seonghwa’s company that Woobin was interested in, but rather the prospect of showing the younger off.

Ultimately the relationship ended with Seonghwa’s broken heart.

Seonghwa and Woobin had been together just shy of four months when Seonghwa’s heat hit, the first one he experienced when dating Woobin, Seonghwa had insisted on spending it alone. However, Woobin had convinced Seonghwa that, as the alpha, it was part of his pride to serve his omega. Seonghwa had relented, spending the three days of his sexual prime with the alpha.

Although Seonghwa wished he could claim it was a positively memorable experience, that would be far from the truth. The alpha had been far more interested in satisfying his own sexual desires than to be concerned about the omega. He had pushed Seonghwa to a breaking point, where Seonghwa was extremely uncomfortable and unable to release. There was also the concern with the bare minimum of care provided. Meals consisted of something quick and carelessly put together – for the alpha cared more about getting another round in, rather than keeping the omega hydrated and well fed. When Seonghwa had requested a warm bath, the alpha had insisted that Seonghwa prepare it for himself.

It took an entire month after that fateful time for Seonghwa to discover he was pregnant. In that moment, Seonghwa felt like his entire world came crashing down. He had little to no time to celebrate the prospect of becoming an eomma, as all he could think about was the possibilities he was about to lose. Seonghwa hadn’t even finished his freshman year, he had another three years to complete. But being pregnant meant he wouldn’t be able to continue.

Seized by fear, Seonghwa went running to his alpha in search of support and encouragement. When he announced the positive pregnancy test, his alpha had first denied it. Claiming there was no possibility that Seonghwa could be carrying his pup, insisting that the omega was lying to force a mating. But when Seonghwa continued to argue that there was a pup, the alpha changed his approach, accusing Seonghwa of planning the pregnancy. He stated that Seonghwa wanted this, as a way of trapping the elder into a permanent relationship. He got angry, placing the blame on the omega. He fought that Seonghwa couldn’t keep his legs shut and used the sweet scent of his slick to seduce him.

But ultimately, there wasn’t much the alpha could change. Seonghwa was pregnant. And after a paternity test was done to prove that what Seonghwa said was true, the two got married. It was a simple ceremony, one done at the courthouse with Seonghwa’s friends present to witness the union – although when Wooyoung was involved he was enough to act like an entire army.

And just like that, within a year, Seonghwa started university, fell in love, lost his virginity, got pregnant and became mated.

For a couple years things were fine, it was manageable. Seonghwa became the good little omega that Woobin wanted him to be. He stayed home, keeping house and raising Minjae, the sweetest pup he ever could’ve asked for. The apartment was always clean and dinners were cooked for Woobin before he got home from whatever film site he had been working at that day. He was a glorified housekeeper, one that had little use besides cleaning, cooking and spreading his legs whenever Woobin demanded it.

That is how things went for about two years. Seonghwa’s only focus, his purpose, was to raise Minjae and please Woobin. However, that all changed when Seonghwa did the one thing that would displease Woobin more than anything. He became pregnant with their second child.

Seonghwa had been excited. He was a mated omega, they were married, financially stable, and Minjae was nearly two, just old enough for a sibling. Why wouldn’t he be happy at the prospects of having another pup?

The night he found out, he prepared Woobin’s favourite food, setting out the fanciest dishes they owned and the finest wine. His plan was to wait till dessert, but Woobin had caught on that something was different the moment he walked through the door and spotted the table. Seated together, Minjae in his booster seat, Seonghwa told Woobin about the pregnancy. A wide smile was plastered to his face, hands folded over his stomach.

It only took a couple seconds for Woobin’s scent of confusion to shift into one of anger. He slammed his glass down, shattering it with sheer force. His pheromones began to fill the room, causing Minjae to whimper. Seonghwa stared at him, feeling lost. The omega was frozen. He didn’t even have time to react when Woobin lifted his hand and slapped it across Seonghwa’s face. As the alpha started to shout, blaming Seonghwa once again for the pregnancy, Seonghwa silently took it all. He remained in his seat, letting the screaming of the alpha and crying from his pup wash over him. It wasn’t until Woobin walked away, wine bottle in hand to lock himself in his bedroom that Seonghwa bothered to move.

Lifting Minjae into his arms Seonghwa ran. He left the apartment, with his slippers still on his feet. He didn’t stop till he ended up at Wooyoung and Yeosang’s dorm room with tears in his eyes. Yeosang took pity on him that night, and despite having early classes the next day opened his door for the elder.

When San came by to join them the next morning Seonghwa explained everything to the three. After things had calmed down San, the only alpha in the group went in search of Woobin. Planning to take care of things between one alpha to another. Once the younger arrived at the alpha’s apartment, he found the chicken had packed his items within the night and cut off all forms of communication. Woobin was gone. After that Seonghwa was never able to get in contact with him again – nor did he care. If his alpha could so easily turn his back on the omega, then he didn’t deserve to be the appa to Seonghwa’s pups. Although he did on occasion see the elder on screen in the form of k-dramas – but he always swiftly turned those off.

Wooyoung offered emotional support; Yeosang provided his sheer knowledge and San, his simple determination. It was Wooyoung who suggested that Seonghwa put an offer in on renting the apartment in San’s complex, that way somebody was always nearby in case help was needed. Although it wasn’t the best location it was cheap, and considering Seonghwa hadn’t been working regularly the past two years he needed that more than anything. Besides, he can clean up the rundown apartment. He had remained in that apartment for the past two years, eventually Wooyoung and Yeosang moved in with San in the apartment just above Seonghwa.

A kick to the stomach is what awoke Seonghwa the following morning. With a low groan, the man raised his first to rub the sleep from his eyes. His back cracked as he gave a small stretch. Pushing himself carefully into a seated position, Seonghwa smiled down at the little boys. Minjae was curled into a ball, clenching one of Seonghwa’s many pastel blankets. Sumin, ever the opposite, was spread out as a starfish with his limbs going in every direction.

Leaning downwards Seonghwa pressed a gentle kiss on each of the boys’ temples. He then ever so carefully shuffled out of the nest. Tucking the covers around the boys’ shoulders, he smiled softly to himself. He ran his hands through his tangled hair in an attempt to tame it. With sweatpants hanging low on his hips, he fought back the urge to yawn, reaching for a worn shirt. The sun was just beginning to rise, hopefully giving Seonghwa at least an hour of alone time. Grabbing his phone and headphones from the nightstand, he stuck them into his pocket.

Seonghwa released a sigh when he entered the small kitchen. It had greatly deteriorated over the years – though it was already in the process when Seonghwa first moved in. The paint on the cabinets was peeling, there was an entire door missing that had broken off about six months ago, cracks in the countertop and not to mention the constantly leaking kitchen sink. Seonghwa had been trying to make improvements over the years. But he didn’t have much money to spend on the alterations.

Resting his hip against the counter Seonghwa fiddled with the finicky coffee maker, giving it a little knock with his knuckle to get the machine going. Eyeing the bunch of bananas set out on his counter, Seonghwa gave a small shrug and grabbed at the fruit just as the coffee finished brewing.

With the mug in one hand and the half eaten banana in the other, Seonghwa moved towards the balcony door. Pushing the curtain aside with his elbow, he took a quick peek to confirm the neighbour wasn’t currently there. Seonghwa released a thankful sigh as he slipped outside.

Retrieving his phone and headphones from his pocket, he scrolled through to select a song. Sticking the headphones in, Seonghwa began letting the music move him. His hips swayed gently as he went through the steps. His right leg slid back and his opposite hand reached up towards the rising sun. He twisted his back in an arch and shifted his weight to the left leg.

Dancing had always been something Seonghwa enjoyed. He had been on the dance team during high school, attending only after a neighbour invited him. Actually he had gone as far as to be the captain of the team, leading them through competitions. However he knew he’d never make a career out of it. He didn’t have the required skills the way someone such as Yeosang did. So he had chosen to go into acting – something just as unpredictable. And dance remained a hobby for whenever he was free.

The music began to slow to a deeper pace. A feeling of confidence overtook his movements, increasing the passion behind his dance. He twirled once on his toes, finishing with a kick back. Crossing his arms over his head he swayed to the side. Quickly he dropped at the waist bending as he reached for the floor with a delicate twist of his wrist. 

“Hmm” a soft groan sounded from behind Seonghwa.

Seonghwa’s body snapped up in sudden tension. Spinning on his heels, he turned to the offending intruder. “Who the hell are you?” Seonghwa hissed. He knew exactly who the man was, it was obvious. Who else would be on the balcony at six in the morning? But Seonghwa didn’t take kindly to being snuck up on. Especially if that individual was gazing at Seonghwa’s ass.

What was it Wooyoung was saying yesterday about his ass? What was wrong with these betas and alphas? Seonghwa’s ass was flat – at least in his mind it was. Why would anyone want to admire it?

“Kim Hongjoong.” the short man stated, holding his hand out as a greeting. “Your new neighbour.”

The man was short, not incredibly so, but slightly below Seonghwa's height – which was odd for an alpha. Just as he was the night before, the man – Hongjoong – was dressed only in a pair of snug sweatpants. His blue hair was well overdue for a haircut, falling in tangles around his neck. Seonghwa’s eyes slowly gazed down at the man’s body, momentarily getting caught off guard by the man’s rather large chest. How was it possible that this alpha had a better chest than Seonghwa did?

“Sorry we haven’t gotten a chance to meet until now” Hongjoong offered, drawing Seonghwa’s attention away from the skin. Hongjoong's eyes gave Seonghwa an once-over. His fresh scent slightly increased along with his observations. Slowly his tongue trailed over his lips, looking every bit like a hungry wolf that was eager to take a bite. “Had I known you were this beautiful I would’ve made more of an effort at introductions.”

Seonghwa snorted in response to that. He eyed Hongjoong’s extended hand with disgust before he stepped away. “So if I was ugly you wouldn’t have bothered acknowledging me? Or is it perhaps not my beauty you’re interested in, but rather my ass?” Seonghwa crossed his arms over his chest and glared at the man. He wasn’t one to be rude or aggressive. This wasn’t how Seonghwa intended to originally meet his neighbour – but he certainly hadn’t expected it to be with Hongjoong ogling his ass.

However Seonghwa’s internal omega chose that moment to make an appearance. “Our ass. He likes our ass,” the omega cooed. He padded the floor happily as his warm eyes widened with happiness.

“Can’t your ass just be an added bonus?” Hongjoong answered with a shrug. Hooking his ankle around the nearest chair he tugged it over. Taking a seat, he crossed his legs before him. “You don’t need to stop” Hongjoong stated, retrieving a granola bar from his pocket. When Seonghwa raised a questioning eyebrow, the man added with a light chuckle. “You were dancing. I don’t mind if you continue.”

“Of course you don’t...” Seonghwa answered with a roll of his eyes. Seonghwa squinted slightly as he couldn’t resist overlooking the boy again. There was something off about the way the man smelt today. At night, the scent that wafted through the walls was very clearly burnt eucalyptus; it held an evident freshness, yet there was a harshness that left a lingering aftertaste. Today however, out in the light of day, the man smelt of fresh leaves, maybe a hint of mint. It was warm and sweet.

Hongjoong snickered slightly, “you going to finish that?” His slender finger pointed towards the half-drunk coffee mug, placed on the floor. The man didn’t wait for Seonghwa’s reply. Rather he reached over and grasped the handle. He flashed Seonghwa a look, challenging him to deny the implied request. For whatever reason, Seonghwa felt an overwhelming sense to submit. His only response was a tense small nod.

Raising the mug to take a sip Hongjoong made a disgusted face. “Ah” he coughed slightly, eying the offending drink. His eyes burned into the mug as though he was hoping he could alternate the flavour. “Wow, that's sweet.”

“Sorry my coffee isn’t to your liking, '' Seonghwa hissed. The omega held back a disappointed whimper that his drink hadn’t pleased the other male. Seonghwa found it within his willpower to finally unfreeze. Snatching the coffee cup away from Hongjoong, he flashed the other a glare. He glanced down at his coffee for a moment too long, actually contemplating taking a sip. This was set to be the only coffee Seonghwa had for the long tiring day, but he couldn’t pull himself to drink from the tainted cup. “I don’t like bitter things.”

“Neither do I,” Hongjoong answered. “But I also don’t put half the sugar bowl into it.”

“It wasn’t half,” Seonghwa mumbled.

“A quarter then” Hongjoong chuckled, which only earned a glare from the omega.

“But it’s fine” Hongjoong answered. “Just add a little less sugar next time.” Seonghwa, for whatever reason felt his omega tucking that information away as though it was something important for the future. Hongjoong shifted slightly in his chair, lifting his hip and tugging a lighter and a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. Removing one from the pack, he raised it to his lips.

“Do you have to smoke out here?” Seonghwa challenged. He eyed the man as he lit the cigarette with a deep breath. Seonghwa watched as the other male rolled his eyes slightly.

“Where exactly do you suggest I smoke, if not on my balcony?” Hongjoong answered in return with his deep smooth voice.

“It’s not only your balcony,” Seonghwa argued, making a disgusted face as he got a sniff of the smoke. But his voice sounded weak and lacked confidence. Seonghwa couldn’t understand what was coming over him. He wanted to argue with a bold and determined stance, but he felt the deep urge to submit again.

The relaxing scent of the eucalyptus began to fade as it was replaced with smoky burnt aroma. Now Seonghwa understood the reasoning behind the burnt leaves. This man smoked so often that his own aroma was temporarily altered.

“Want one?” Hongjoong offered the pack in Seonghwa’s direction. He had noticed the omega burning his gaze into the smoke.  

“I’ll pass, '' Seonghwa said with an unimpressed wave of his hand. His nose twitched slightly when he felt his omega tug at him from inside. “Accept, accept, accept” the omega within was whining to Seonghwa and turning in pitiful little circles. It let out a low howl when Seonghwa had refused. The omega appeared unimpressed that Seonghwa turned down Hongjoong’s offer as a ‘gift.’ Although Seonghwa didn’t see how a single cigarette could be considered as a gift.

 “Suit yourself.” Hongjoong answered with a shrug. He lifted the cig for another drag. Turning slightly to face away from Seonghwa he released the breath.

Seonghwa’s internal omega jumped with pleasure from watching Hongjoong’s action. “He turned away” the omega danced happily within Seonghwa’s thoughts. He was turning in circles practically, chasing his own tail. Seonghwa must admit he too had been impressed that Hongjoong was considerate enough regarding his surroundings. Hongjoong didn’t breathe straight out or in Seonghwa’s direction. Rather he faced towards the ground where the smoke would be dispersed, without Seonghwa breathing any in.

The emergence of Seonghwa’s omega was surprising to him, especially with the level of communication he’s had. Since the day that Seonghwa had been abandoned by Woobin, his omega had become increasingly careful around strangers. Conversations would be held to a minimum and typically only obtained a warning. Seonghwa couldn’t remember the last time the omega made an appearance with the intent to please a new wolf.

Regardless of the reasoning, Seonghwa didn’t like it. He didn’t appreciate the way this strange wolf made himself and his omega long for approval and pleasure. Seonghwa did not submit. It was as simple as that. But Hongjoong made him want to. And Seonghwa was far from okay with that.

“Cigarettes destroy your scent,” Seonghwa explained, finally finding words after an awkward silence. His voice was softer than he would’ve liked. His shoulders had visibly relaxed and the tension in his neck had faded away. At some point Seonghwa had uncrossed his arms and now let them rest against his sides. “Not to mention they are silent killers.”

“We are all slowly dying” Hongjoong answered with a shrug. Holding the smoke between his fingers, he turned to gaze at the omega. “As for the scent, maybe destroying it is exactly what I want. We can’t all be as sweet as oranges.” Hongjoong slowly eyed up and down Seonghwa’s slender body with deep interest.

The omega let out a pleased howl. The wolf had practically jumped with excitement. In fact Seonghwa could sense he nearly wanted to purr. “Sweet oranges. He knows our scent. He likes our scent.”

“What?” Seonghwa frowned, giving his head a small shake. He didn’t completely comprehend the meaning behind the other man’s words. Did Hongjoong not like his own scent? Aside from the occasional burning aspect the eucalyptus was warm and comforting. Seonghwa felt the sudden push to reassure the alpha.

“Eucalyptus might not be as sweet as oranges if that’s what you were looking for, but it’s cool and calming.” Seonghwa noticed the man awkwardly shift in the chair. Hongjoong’s eyes turned away from Seonghwa and gazed down at the flooring. Hongjoong’s face twisted slightly in anger and disappointment. 

The alpha mumbled something that Seonghwa could barely catch. Leaning forward with furrowed eyebrows he asked, “What was that?”

“If it’s so calming, why doesn’t it help Junyoung?”

Slowly Seonghwa began to piece together the incomplete puzzle.

Any parent would want to comfort their distressed child. It was a natural bodily response that was built in from their alpha, beta or omega gender. You automatically felt connected to the pup you sired – although there were the rare cases like Woobin. You were driven by your instincts. Hongjoong’s alpha wanted to please his pup, it was begging to help, but for whatever reason the pup remained in distress. Seonghwa couldn’t imagine how he would feel if he couldn’t help his pups or to know that his scent didn’t please them.

“But… Junyoung is your pup” Seonghwa noted. “You’re his alpha, his appa. Shouldn’t your scent naturally soothe him? Even if you didn’t smell of eucalyptus. Recognizing you as his appa should’ve been enough.”

“Appa” Hongjoong snickered “some alpha I am.” The alpha was still denying eye contact. He didn’t approve of Seonghwa’s speculation, but he also didn’t correct the omega. Releasing the half finished cigarette, Hongjoong crushed it under his barefoot, not even flinching from the burn mark it had certainly left behind.

Seonghwa inwardly flinched at the action; his own heel feeling like it was burning. “You’re his appa though… aren’t you?” Seonghwa had assumed the pup belonged to the alpha. Was he wrong? His omega didn’t think he was mistaken… but maybe there was more to the story than Seonghwa understood.

“Yeah” Hongjoong snorted slightly. “I’m an appa.” The freshness of the eucalyptus had long since vanished. There was now a lingering smoky scent, but not the same burning sensation of when Hongjoong smoked. This aroma had anger and disappointment. Seonghwa realized within a second that he had offended the alpha in some way.

“But” Seonghwa awkwardly glanced side-to-side, feeling like he couldn’t maintain eye contact anymore. His omega within had suddenly turned silent. Leaving Seonghwa to fend for him now. “Isn’t that a good thing? Being a parent is a rewarding experience. The way your pup will rely on you, look at you with those wide begging puppy eyes for the simplest of tasks like getting juice from the fridge. You have the power to raise the next generation into somebody better than our own. You can teach him everything you wish you knew. Plus the cuddles pups provide in thanks are always the sweetest. Wrapped up in a nest with them surrounded by the milky scent is incredible.”

“And how would you possibly know that?” Hongjoong mumbled.

“I have two pups of my own,” Seonghwa said, pointing towards the door to his apartment. “I am pretty experienced in what it takes to raise a pup. Of course I’m no expert, I’m still always learning. But aren’t we all? I think that’s part of being a parent.”

A loud screech was heard as Hongjoong stood, pushing the chair back suddenly. Seonghwa opened his mouth to protest, but no words could be found. How do you soothe an alpha for something they have no control over? “Whatever” Hongjoong hissed. Moving along the balcony Hongjoong went to his own door and slid it open.

Seonghwa, having finally found the courage, looked up from his spot. Locking eyes with Hongjoong he easily distinguished the hatred and distaste, though Seonghwa was certain this was only a curtain shading more intimate feelings. Emotions of anger were easy for alphas to showcase and display. To them it gave a sense of power or strength. But the lesser emotions, ones of sadness and pain, those were carefully sheltered away. Seonghwa fought back his natural behaviour and senses as an eomma to reach out and comfort the alpha, to hug the sadness away.

Hongjoong paused in his doorway and slowly gave Seonghwa another once-over, gazing over his body ever so carefully. “You might want to take care of that,” Hongjoong started with a single finger pointing in the direction of Seonghwa’s crotch.

“Excuse me?” Seonghwa hissed, completely unimpressed by Hongjoong invasion of privacy. Glancing downwards to eye what Hongjoong was so interested in; Seonghwa released a loud gasp, followed quickly by a curse. In a flash his hands carefully folded in front of his lap in a failed attempt of hiding the tent that had long since formed in his sweatpants. Seonghwa’s face burned a deep shade of red. His body now going stiff with embarrassment. “I’m not… it’s not…” he stuttered over his words before completely trailing off, unable to find any explanation for the obvious hard on.

Hongjoong let out a light chuckle, forcing his eyes to pull away from Seonghwa’s crotch. “Sure” Hongjoong answered with eyes twinkling in amusement. “And I’m not either” the alpha purred and flashed Seonghwa a quick wink. With a single small wave of his fingers Hongjoong slid back inside his apartment, but he ensured his body was turned at just the perfect angle, so that Seonghwa could catch a glimpse of Hongjoong’s own prominent large hardened crotch.

Seonghwa was cursing to himself as he slid back inside his own apartment. Fumbling with the lock of the door, he struggled with regaining some form of control. He hadn’t noticed the pain forming in his crotch until Hongjoong had pointed it out. With the desperate need to release, Seonghwa suspected he had been hard for some time now. Possibly – and extremely embarrassing – since Hongjoong had complimented Seonghwa on his ass. 

Glancing at the clock, the omega noted that he still had another twenty minutes before the pups needed to be awake. That gave him just barely enough time to squeeze in a quick shower – and hopefully lower this new problem. Peeking into his bedroom, Seonghwa spotted the boys curled up in bed together. The two had clearly sensed their eomma had left and went in search of each other. Sumin had his arm and leg thrown over Minjae’s body, lying practically on top of his elder brother. Their little faces were pressed together; with Minjae nuzzling his nose into Sumin’s neck.

With a warm smile Seonghwa slipped into his room and retrieved a change of clothing from his closet. Clenching the fabric to his chest, he glanced over his shoulder one final time to ensure the kids were still asleep. Then he entered the bathroom, securing the door behind him. Turning the water on, Seonghwa peeled his sweaty shirt off. Looking down at his pants, he glared lightly at his stupid offending dick that gave him away. It wasn’t until Seonghwa was peeling his sweatpants off that he felt the long, sticky trail of slick gliding down his legs.

Letting out an embarrassed groan, Seonghwa could feel his face heat up. Of course the hard on wasn’t the only thing the omega had to worry about. He had begun to leak. A half hour conversation surrounded by the scent of an unmated alpha made the omega start to leak his slick. There was no doubt in his mind now that Hongjoong had known the entire time that Seonghwa had been turned on. It would be impossible to miss the smell of his orange slick.

Stepping into the shower, Seonghwa felt the lukewarm water coat around him. It felt soothing and cooling on his heated skin. Trying his best to ignore his hormones, Seonghwa grabbed the shampoo bottle. Running his fingers through his hair, Seonghwa fidgeted uncomfortably. The hard-on wasn’t going down, and with a low groan Seonghwa fought against the images that appeared in his mind.

The attractive alpha pushed the shower curtain aside, to display himself in all his naked glory. “Omega” Hongjoong’s voice echoed into Seonghwa’s dream world. The omega internally whimpered out a sigh of pleasure. “Need some assistance?” Hongjoong cooed. He stepped inside the shower with a smirk dancing on his lips. Moving forward, he placed his hands on either side of Seonghwa against the wall.

“W-what” Seonghwa stuttered out. Glancing from side to side he searched for a way out. But Hongjoong had him successfully cornered into the wall. “What are you doing here?” Seonghwa whispered out in a breathy voice.

“I’m here to help” Hongjoong answered around the water falling around him. Seonghwa eyed one of the droplets as it rolled down Hongjoong’s chiselled chest. His gaze continued to follow it down, over his abs. Reaching out, Seonghwa carefully trailed the very tip of his finger over the crease lines of Hongjoong’s abdomen. “Do you like my abs, omega?” Hongjoong husked out. “I noticed you checking me out on the balcony. Is that what made you leak?”

Seonghwa could feel his face heat up at the thought of the alpha having noticed the accidental leaking. Seonghwa released a pitiful little gasp when he felt Hongjoong’s large palm against Seonghwa’s thigh. “W-what…” Hongjoong’s hand trailed higher.

“Are you leaking for me now?” Hongjoong purred in Seonghwa’s ear. Seonghwa nibbled on his bottom lip and gave his head a determined shake. It was very likely a lie. But Seonghwa wasn’t about to admit that he was still producing slick at the mere thoughts of the alpha. “No?” Hongjoong cooed. The alpha leaned forward and pressed his nose against the nape of Seonghwa’s neck. “That’s too bad.” Hongjoong sounded like he was pouting, but there was a clear smirk on his lips. “But it looks like something else needs my attention.” Hongjoong moved his hand upwards ever so slightly and ran his fingers along Seonghwa’s shaft.

Seonghwa released a small but deep moan. At first instinct, Seonghwa considered pulling back, but the hold Hongjoong had on his member held him in place. He couldn’t remember the last time his dick received attention from an alpha and he was quickly drawn to the touch.

“Do you like that, omega?” Hongjoong purred, leaning forward to nibble on Seonghwa’s earlobe. “Does that feel good?” Seonghwa hummed a little moan in response. Hongjoong’s fingers glided down Seonghwa’s shaft again. “Close your eyes” Hongjoong instructed.

The omega gave into the command. Slowly closing his eyes, Seonghwa felt his entire body relax. Leaning his head back against the shower wall he bucked his hips forward, begging to receive more from the alpha.

“Ah there we go” Hongjoong groaned happily. His fingers closed around Seonghwa’s shaft, taking the member fully into his palm. Carefully, he moved his hand up and down, going a little too slowly for Seonghwa’s liking.

“Faster” Seonghwa whimpered. His member was already pulsing in pain, having been denied its orgasm for several minutes. He was deeply in need of release.

Hongjoong chuckled, “Such an eager omega.” listening to the Seonghwa’s pleading; he began to stroke at a fast pace. His palm firmly encased Seonghwa’s shaft, moving quickly. His thumb glazed across Seonghwa’s tip as the precum began to leak.

Seonghwa released a deep moan of pleasure. “F-fuck” Seonghwa clawed at Hongjoong, his small hands latching onto the alpha’s shoulders.

“Moan for me omega,” Hongjoong ordered with a growl. “I need to hear you moan.” Seonghwa complied. He released all the noises he had been withholding. A deep groan formed as Seonghwa’s body shook from the build-up.

Seonghwa painted lightly, his hips bucking forward again. The pressure was only building up but the release had yet to come. “Please, alpha, I need a release” he was begging for it now. Hongjoong was being too gentle. But right now Seonghwa just needs the orgasm to reach him.

“Then you better start pumping” the alpha answered with a smirk. “Faster Seonghwa. Stroke yourself faster.” The voice of the alpha began to fade. The only noise in the shower was the pelting water and Seonghwa’s own soft pants.

Slowly opening his eyes, Seonghwa found the fantasy had faded away. The alpha was no longer there – having only been a pigment of his overactive imagination. However one thing was very real and that was Seonghwa’s throbbing member currently grasped by his own hand.

Seonghwa blushes, despite himself being alone in the shower and having no reason to be embarrassed. With a deep groan of defeat, Seonghwa began to stroke himself again. His fingers moved across his tip, wiping away the cum. Seonghwa couldn’t remember the last time he shamelessly stood in his shower and pleasured himself. Picking up speed, he released another moan.

With his head leaning against the shower wall Seonghwa felt the pressure build up all the way. Moving his hand he pumped himself faster, going until he reached his climax. “Ah f-fuck” Seonghwa moaned deep in his throat as the orgasm suddenly hit him. Panting heavily Seonghwa guided his hand down his shaft, riding out the high. “Fuck” Seonghwa cursed again. The water was quick to wash away the cum but Seonghwa still noted the large foaming white build-up around the tip of his member.

The moment the release had come to a comforting end, Seonghwa pulled his hand away. Pausing for a moment, he allowed the now cool water to wash over his now fully relaxed body for a final time. After turning the water off, Seonghwa stepped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around his waist.

Seonghwa stepped up in front of the sink and peered at himself in the mirror. He released a heavy breath that Seonghwa didn’t know he was holding. Over the past four years Seonghwa wanted nothing to do with any alpha – especially unmated ones. Now Seonghwa was forced to live beside an extremely attractive, pup-raising, eucalyptus-smelling alpha. An alpha upon first meeting saw Seonghwa with a hard-on in his sweatpants and got a front row sniff of Seonghwa’s orange slick.

This was not going to end well for Seonghwa.

“Trouble.” Seonghwa told his reflection. Giving a determined nod he added, “I’m in big trouble.”

Chapter Text

Kim Hongjoong held Youngseok snug against his hip, ensuring he was supported accurately as he pushed open the glass door of the apartment building with his forearm – ensuring that Junyoung was following close behind. Clenched in his other fist was a large, brown paper bag with McDonalds takeout, intending to be tonight’s dinner. After the shit week the alpha had had, he felt the desperate need to relax on his Saturday night, which meant no cooking. It had been his first week in the big city of Seoul, having just moved there from Anyang with his two young sons. There had been adjustments to the new apartment, signing Junyoung up for school and dealing with the pup’s emotional distress.

Add in the fact that he moved in next to an obnoxious neighbour – it had been far from a good week.

The neighbour had been the icing on the cake for Hongjoong that morning. Hongjoong had unfortunately been unable to introduce himself to the other man until recently. He had caught a glimpse of the male through the balcony door on occasion, in the mornings. Also, Hongjoong could easily smell the omega pheromones that wafted through the walls. However, when he stepped out onto his balcony that morning with the intent of introducing himself, the omega seemed far from impressed. Nor was he welcoming.

Some might even consider the other wolf to be downright rude. The blonde haired omega with a slender waist and thick thighs absolutely refused to participate in Hongjoong’s flirting. He had tried his very best to compliment the omega on both appearance and his scent. But neither seemed to impress him much. Rather, he fought back with a spice of rebellion.

But perhaps that was exactly how Hongjoong liked it, especially considering he couldn’t get the omega off his mind all day.

“Ah, speak of the devil,” Hongjoong mumbled under his breath. Pausing slightly on the filthy staircase, Hongjoong glanced ahead of him to the next landing. Standing there in the darkened shadows was his creamsicle omega. Watching for a moment, he noted the omega struggling with what appeared to be a gym bag slung over his shoulder and several grocery bags in his hands. Licking his lips slightly, Hongjoong took the remaining steps up to the landing.

“Appa” Junyoung mumbled, reaching forward to grab at his appa’s pant leg. His little fist held the fabric, a pout coming across his lips. The little boy, at the age of five, was extremely shy. He didn’t like interacting with strangers – which had made starting school rather difficult.

“It’s okay puppies” Hongjoong encouraged when he felt Youngseok nuzzle against his neck. Junyoung’s shyness was nothing compared to three-year-old Youngseok. His youngest son barely spoke – and it had nothing to do with inability. Hongjoong had tried everything for the little one, gone to every specialist. Youngseok could talk, he simply didn’t want too.

Hongjoong blamed it on their past abandonment. Try as he might to ease the pain from their early childhood, the triggers remained. He knew that once things settled down for him, he’d have to locate a counsellor. Mental health was important, he knew that, and it always came first. “We are just going to offer help,” he explained, setting Youngseok down on his feet and signalling for Junyoung to take his hand, before stepping towards the omega.

“Need some help?” Hongjoong offered in his kindest voice. He flipped his shaggy electric blue hair - that was well overdue for a haircut - out of his face. Flashing a warm smile, he hoped the omega would be welcoming.

The unnamed omega glanced upwards at Hongjoong. At first glance the omega appeared to be grateful for the offer. His expression was soft and he had released a sigh of relief. However, the moment he locked eyes with the alpha, the blonde man frowned. Letting out a deep groan, the omega straightened his back to stand proud. “No, thank you.” he answered firmly. But the man was clearly struggling, stumbling with the bags.

Hongjoong raised a questioning eyebrow. “Are you certain of that?” Hongjoong pressed on. He held out a hand for a set of bags.

“What, you think I can’t handle it?” Blondie argued with a frown. “The bags look too heavy for the precious little omega. I need a big strong alpha to carry the bags for me? Can’t handle it myself, eh?” The omega struggled under the weight of the bags, one of the handles beginning to slip from his grip.

“Come on, darling, let me help.” Hongjoong insisted.

“Excuse you?” the man hissed out. And in that moment, Hongjoong realized he had clearly made a mistake. The omega took a step away from the alpha. “I am not your darling. Don’t call me that.” Blondie made a face, scrunching his nose slightly, in distaste.

“In my defence, you never properly introduced yourself.” Hongjoong argued. “So I don’t exactly know your name now, do I, darling?” The urge to fight against the omega pushed against Hongjoong’s mind. It was within his natural alpha instincts – as well as childhood upbringing – to compel the omega to submit. Plus, Hongjoong just wanted to push this omega’s buttons – it seemed like an amusing way to pass his time.

“There was nothing proper regarding your introduction, either.” Blondie shot back as a fierce reply. He shifted some of the bags to the floor, to take a break; another huff of air escaped his lips. “You checked out my ass and drank my coffee. I wouldn’t necessarily call that ideal.”

“Isn’t it every omega’s wish to be physically appealing and appease an alpha through actions like making them coffee?” Hongjoong frowned slightly. Isn’t that mentality part of the omega’s natural personality? Are they not raised to bend to an alpha’s will?

“You didn’t even like the coffee!” Blondie snapped.

“Well you should have added cream and sugar!” Hongjoong fired back.

Junyoung had stood off to the side, holding tightly to Youngseok’s little hand as they watched the exchange between the two adults. Their little heads going side to side as though watching a ping pong game. Based on the way the two adults talked with each other it would appear that they had completely forgotten about the pups’ existence.

“How the hell was I supposed to know how you took your coffee?” Blondie questioned, appearing extremely unimpressed.

“Don’t swear in front of children” Hongjoong criticized, feeling a confident smirk tug at his lips. This omega had been so high on his parental horse this morning, acting as though he was better than Hongjoong. Yet he hadn’t even noticed the two pups standing nearby – some parent he was, right?

“What?” the omega glanced around, his eyes widening when he noticed the two pups huddled together. He struggled with evening out his scent, likely ensuring he didn’t stress the puppies out with an unknown scent. “I… you have two…?”

Hongjoong scoffed a little, noticing the change in the omega’s behaviour. “Junyoung and Youngseok,” he nodded towards the two pups.

“Oh” the neighbour waved at the little pups. “Hello there puppies” he offered up a bright smile. “I have two pups of my own around your age.”

Normally when Hongjoong heard such a comment he’d plan a play date, arrange a meeting at the park or something. He knew his boys struggled with making friends and he often took any chance he could to encourage engagement. But not this time. Under no circumstances would Hongjoong allow his pups to get close with the omega’s.

“You could’ve asked.” Hongjoong was quick to refocus on the topic and get the omega to stop speaking with his children.

“What?” the other male asked, confusion laced on his face.

“You could’ve asked how I took my coffee,” Hongjoong explained.

“And do what? Go inside and make you a custom coffee, to your taste?” Blondie asked.

“Well… yeah?” Hongjoong asked confused at the omegas reaction.

The omega rolled his eyes but he didn’t appear very surprised. “What the hell kind of backwards thinking were you raised with? I am not a cute little house omega that comes when an alpha calls. You think I’m going to run off just to make you coffee?” His scent was spiking more, anger coming back in.

“I never said you were.” Hongjoong argued in return. This omega was impossible. Hongjoong had been trying to do a nice act, offering to carry the heavy bags. And it only turned around to become an argument.

“Yeah, but you certainly implied It.” The omega hissed in response.

“Look, darling,” Hongjoong stated firmly, wanting more than anything to bring this conversation to a close. “First of all, I said nothing about you being an omega in terms of making me coffee. I had meant that it would’ve been the polite thing to do as my new neighbour. Secondly, all I did was offer to help carry your bags. I never meant to imply you were incapable because of your sub gender, or that omegas are only competent as housekeepers.”

“You certainly have a poor way with your words...” the omega mumbled.

“So that’s a no to the help then?” Hongjoong asked the obvious.

“It’s a no.” The other agreed. The slender man reached down to retrieve his bags from the floor. Clasping the plastic handles, he lifted.

“All right puppies” Hongjoong directed to the two boys. “Say goodbye to the omega. We need to go have our dinner.” He waved the brown bag of McDonalds to signal that their meal was ready and waiting – although he was likely going to need to heat it up cause nobody likes cold fast food.

“Bye” Junyoung said, his voice small. His gaze was locked with the omega. His scent had taken on a warmer tone, something Hongjoong hadn’t smelt since they arrived in Seoul.

“Bye Junyoung” the other male cooed at the pup, wiggling his fingers. A bright smile was plastered on his face – the first genuine one Hongjoong had noticed. And for a split second Hongjoong noticed how attractive the omega was. Yes, he was sexy, Hongjoong realized that instantly. But there was more to the male. He had softness to eyes, obviously filled with affection; his jaw was sharp but with soft, round cheeks. His height would’ve made him appear more like an alpha or beta, but Hongjoong figured it suited the omega.

Hongjoong shrugged the thoughts away and grabbed for Junyoung’s free hand, “Lets go puppies.” and with that he started up the stairs. He hadn’t intended to look back; he didn’t want to give the omega the satisfaction. But when the omega released a shocking gasp, shortly followed by a tumbling sound Hongjoong couldn’t resist glancing over his shoulder. Releasing a light snicker, Hongjoong looked over the omega with torn bags in his hands and discarded groceries on the floor around his feet. The carton of eggs had opened and cracked. The orange juice was pooling in a puddle, soaking the remaining groceries that had been left intact.

The omega sighed in defeat and kneeled to the ground. Carefully, he began to repack the fallen groceries into the few bags that hadn’t ripped. The knees of his jeans were getting soaked from the orange juice. Slowly the omega glanced upwards to the alpha standing in the stairway. “Aren’t you going to help?” he asked in a small voice.

For a moment, Hongjoong’s alpha pulled at the want to assist. “Help, help the omega. Omega needs you.” But Hongjoong fought hard against the words. Instead he replied with “I thought you said you didn’t need my help.” It was childish and Hongjoong knew it.

Blondie’s gaze snapped into an intense glare, shot directly at Hongjoong. The decline for assistance seemed to piss the omega off. The tips of his ears began to glow red with anger. The omega mumbled a few words of disbelief, and possibly some swear words. “That’s not a good impression to make with your pups watching,” he said, shooting a glance at the two little ones watching, Junyoung with wide eyes of attention.

Hongjoong held back a low snicker. Maybe that’ll teach the omega to not be so rude to him. These things had a way of coming back to bite you in the ass. You are rude when offered help? Well, next time you need it, the help might not be available. And he had no right to bring Junyoung and Youngseok into this. It was a low blow and the omega knew it.

“My pups are doing just fine with the impressions I give” Hongjoong shot back.

Fumbling around the floor, the omega reached for something. Clasping the small product in his palm he tossed the item angrily in Hongjoong’s direction. “Stupid jerk!” he hissed letting his hand fall in defeat.

Hongjoong quickly raised his fist and grabbed the grocery item just before it hit him square in the face. The omega had a fairly good aim. If Hongjoong hadn’t had such quick reflexes it would’ve likely hit him with good force. Hongjoong, still standing on the step, twisted the item in his hand. “Throwing food? That’s not a very good impression to make with pups watching.” He let out a low chuckle as he held up the mini bottle for the omega to view. “Banana milk. My favourite.” Turning back towards the stairs he began his climb, leaving the omega to collect the grocery items on his own. “Thanks for the milk!” he called over his shoulder.

The alpha was still laughing as he reached the eighth floor where his apartment was located. Distracted by guiding his two pups, “Be careful where you step Junyoung,” the alpha nearly walked straight into another man as he rounded the corner. Once again, Hongjoong was putting his quick reflexes to the test. He stepped aside quickly, dodging the male just in time.

“I’m sorry” Hongjoong apologized quickly. He glanced up at the slender adult with deep-set dimples and plum hair. The alpha got a slight sniff of the pine trees, like a forest. Another alpha. “I wasn’t paying attention.”

“It’s alright,” the alpha answered with a light voice. He shifted his weight slightly, lifting his arms into a better position. It was then that Hongjoong noticed the bundle of a small pup balanced on the other’s hip. “You must be the new neighbour.”

“Kim Hongjoong” the alpha smiled warmly and gave a small bow. “I am. I live right there” he stated, pointing over the alpha’s shoulder to his door, near the end of the hall. “You live on this floor too?” Hongjoong could be polite, especially towards another alpha.

“Nah” the alpha flashed a bright smile, “but I do live on the floor above here” he explained.  “I’m Choi San.” He gave a bow to his head, unable to offer up much more in the form of a greeting.

“Pleasure to meet you, San” Hongjoong offered another warm smile. He glanced at the sleeping little pup in his arms. “Babysitting?” he asked curiously.

“Ah,” San glanced at the pup in his arms and bounced him slightly. A fond look on his face and his scent. The alpha clearly had a strong connection with the pup. Likely knew him for many years. “Yeah, for a friend. This is Sumin.”

“He’s my brother,” a little voice sounded from behind San’s legs. An equally small boy peeked his head around the alpha. He had shaggy brown hair that was tousled from a busy day of playing outside.

Getting a good look at the two boys, Hongjoong was quick to notice the pups were likely close in age with Youngseok. “Oh? Sumin is your brother?” Hongjoong asked bending at the knee to kneel by the boy. When the boy gave a firm nod, Hongjoong asked warmly “And what’s your name?” He extended his arm towards Junyoung and Youngseok, encouraging the two boys to step forward as well.

The pup glanced up nervously at San. His deep eyes were wide with concern and a lack of trust. San offered an encouraging nod and smile. “It’s alright” San spoke gently. “You can answer him.” The alpha couldn’t be any older than Hongjoong. Perhaps it would be worth it making a play date with these two pups.

“Minjae” the pup answered in a small voice. He raised his little hand and gently stuck his thumb in his mouth. A nervous habit the pup had developed recently. San had been quick to notice the action and gently patted Minjae’s hand as a reminder to stop. The pup quickly removed his thumb and forced himself to stand taller – like the big boy he longed to be. Hongjoong found it interesting. Youngseok still sucked his thumb and Hongjoong found nothing wrong with the habit, so he wasn’t quick to make him stop.

“Can you introduce yourselves to Minjae and Sumin?” Hongjoong asked looking at his own sweet pups.

Youngseok stepped forward, eyes sharp and head held high. He grabbed protectively onto Hongjoong. This made both adults chuckle lightly. Was Hongjoong standing too close to Minjae and his youngest was territorial?

“What’s your name, sweetheart?” San asked, bending down lightly, setting Sumin onto his knee for balance. He flashed a warm smile to Youngseok. But the pup only stepped further away, hiding slightly behind Hongjoong.

“Sorry about that” Hongjoong mumbled. “This is Youngseok” he introduced his youngest, smiling softly. “He’s three.”

“Oh” San beamed, he looked down at Minjae. “Minnie, how old are you?”

“Three” the pup answered happily, holding up four fingers.

Hongjoong chuckled lightly and reached forward to coach the pup in lowering one of his fingers gently. “There we go,” he said softly.  “And how old is your brother Sumin?”

 Minjae lowered one of his fingers, “he’s two.”

“So you’re his hyung” Hongjoong cooed. “How sweet. You better take good care of him right?”

“I do” Minjae nodded firmly.

“Good” Hongjoong answered amused. He flashed a smile at Junyoung. “And what about you pup? Can you tell Minjae, San and Sumin your name?”

Junyoung glanced at his appa, seeming to contemplate if he actually wanted to listen to the request or not. Softly he sighed. “I’m Junyoung,” he answered, “and I’m five years old.” It felt rehearsed… because it was. Hongjoong had spent the past week coaching Junyoung on how to make friends in class. At least their lessons had paid off slightly.

“You’re the oldest” Minjae beamed.

“Good job” San coached. “You know your numbers. Yes, Junyoung would be your hyung.”

“Can I call you hyung?” Minjae asked Junyoung.

Hongjoong’s eldest glanced towards him, asking for permission. “If you want” Hongjoong said. “Only if you’re comfortable with it.”

“Okay” Junyoung said, turning back to Minjae. “I’ll be your hyung.”

The alpha felt like his heart could burst with pride. Was this Junyoung’s first friend? Of course Minjae might be a couple years younger than him, so it wasn’t very helpful in terms of going to school but at least on weekends it would be nice. And maybe Minjae’s bright attitude can rub off on Youngseok.  

“Yay!” Minjae cheered. But something caught the pup’s attention. “Banana milk?” the boy asked with wide eyes.

Hongjoong glanced down at the drink still pressed firmly in his hand. “Ah, yeah” he answered. What he said to the omega earlier wasn’t actually true. It was far from being his favourite drink. Even his pups weren’t big fans – they preferred chocolate milk. But of course he wasn’t going to tell the omega that. “You like banana milk?” he asked.

“Love it” Minjae answered with a soft tone. His eyes locked with the drink and watched it longingly.

The alpha held back a sigh as his heart tugged at the sight. His internal alpha started to coo at the sight “he a pup. Give him milk. Pups need milk.” The paternal instincts in the alpha temporarily pulled through for a pup that wasn’t his own. This was uncommon for Hongjoong. He loved Junyoung and Youngseok; he always felt a connection with them. But it was rare for him to feel something for a pup that wasn’t his. “Do you want it?” Hongjoong found himself asking as he held the little bottle out to the boy.

Junyoung glanced at his appa with wide eyes.

“Unless you want it” Hongjoong hesitated, looking at his eldest.

“No appa” Junyoung shook his head. “I like chocolate milk.”

“I know you do puppy” Hongjoong leaned over to press his head affectionately against Junyoung’s. “So, do you want it?” he asked Minjae again.

Minjae glanced happily at the babysitter, searching for permission. San looked like he was going to deny the offer, not wanting to bother the alpha more than they already had. However when he caught sight of the little boy’s eager eyes he nodded in agreement. Minjae cheered lightly and gave a small clap. “Yes, please” he answered the alpha. The pup stepped forward, coming out from behind San’s legs.

“So polite” the alpha noted. Hongjoong was impressed with the pup’s manners. His eomma had clearly been raising him well. The alpha held out the bottle for the little boy to take. The pup happily accepted it, spinning in a cute little circle of joy.

Hongjoong withheld a small chuckle from the cuteness.

“What’s that?” Junyoung questioned. His small finger pointed to the children’s bouncy ball on the floor by Minjae’s feet.

“Soccer ball.” Minjae answered, puffing his chest out proudly.

The alpha held back a little coo, feeling his heart melt at the adorableness. It was far from being a standard soccer ball. But certainly to the pup it was the ball he was bound to kick around in the park. “A soccer ball?” Hongjoong stated in excitement. He pushed himself off the floor and took a step down the hallway. “Show me what you’ve got!” When the pup looked at him confused, Hongjoong added, “Pass me the ball.”

Minjae smiled and stepped forward, eager to kick the little ball. San mumbled a little nervously, glancing between Hongjoong and Minjae. “I don’t know if that’s a good idea…” but San didn’t have much force behind his words. He wasn’t the pup’s parent. He didn’t care as much as their appa or eomma probably would.

Hongjoong carelessly waved the concern away with a smile. “Don’t worry about it. There’s nothing here to break.” With a quick wink the alpha added, “and if anything happens I’ll take the blame for it.”

The alpha appeared to be apprehensive of the entire thing, hesitating to agree. But with a deep sigh he caved and stepped back. Moving closer to the wall, he held onto the second pup. “Keep it down” San ordered, glancing down at the boy in his arms as a nonverbal cue.

“Of course” Hongjoong nodded in agreement. “Junyoung, Youngseok, do you want to play?” he asked.

“No appa” Junyoung shook his head. “I’m hungry.”

Hongjoong frowned slightly, patting himself down. “Ah here we go,” he smiled, tugging a pack of chocolate pokey from his pocket. He opened it and handed it over to Junyoung. “But only a little okay? We will have dinner soon. And share with your brother if he wants.” Said the alpha, already stepping away from the boys.

“Appa” Youngseok’s small voice made the alpha freeze mid step. Hongjoong couldn’t remember the last time Youngseok spoke around strangers. With a quick sniff to the air he checked to see if the younger was in distress. Was he calling out for him because something was wrong? But much to his surprise Youngseok’s milky, cream aroma was sweet, signalling his calm behaviour.

“Yes Youngie?” Hongjoong asked with a smile, wanting to appear welcoming to whatever his son was going to ask for.

“Can I play too?” Youngseok questioned.

The alpha couldn’t keep his jaw shut this time. His mouth fell opened slightly as his eyes widened. Youngseok wanted to play soccer with him and another kid? Never had Youngseok showed interest in anyone that wasn’t his direct family. “Yeah, yeah of course” Hongjoong answered eagerly. “Come on, lets go stand on the other side of the hallway,” he instructed. Placing a hand on Youngseok’s shoulder, he moved down the hallway. “Okay. Give us your best kick” he directed to Minjae.

Minjae pulled back his small leg and released it with force. Sending the ball coming towards Hongjoong, it veered to the left. It would’ve missed the alpha completely but he just barely stopped it in time. The pup certainly had power behind his kick. Minjae looked down to the floor with shame. 

“Try again.” Hongjoong encouraged. He lightly moved the ball between Youngseok’s feet. “Youngie will pass it back to you.” He watched as San moved to stand behind Minjae, ready to stop the ball should it go pass the boy. Junyoung followed the alpha, sticking close to his side.

“Okay kick it nice and soft Youngseok” Hongjoong instructed. Lightly, Youngseok passed the ball back towards the other. Ultimately Minjae fumbled with accepting the pass and knocked it towards the side. “That was a good pass Minjae,” he praised.

With a gasp, the pup chased after the ball to retrieve it. Hongjoong watched in awe. Hongjoong watched Minjae, realizing he had a determined set to his round eyes and puffy cheeks was Hongjoong’s definition of cute.

However, the alpha also caught something going on in the background. Sumin appeared to have awoken and was alert in San’s arms. Junyoung was glancing up at the little boy with a smile, his mouth moving as he spoke gently. Soon he held up one of the pokey chocolates for the younger. Hongjoong beamed. His little boy was sharing with Sumin, talking with the other.

Minjae came back holding the ball in his little hands. He glanced in Hongjoong’s direction. There was a hint of shame and sadness on his face from missing the pass. But Hongjoong smiled comfortingly and lightly offered, “Go ahead. Try again.” With a nod, Minjae set the ball on the floor. Nibbling on his bottom lip he went to give it a strong kick, but missed it completely. His leg swung and hit the empty air. The pup sighed in defeat.

“You got it,” Hongjoong stated. His alpha was pulling from the inside. The vanilla and milk scent had turned sad, a clear sign of the pup’s emotions. The alpha wanted to reach out and comfort him. “Pup. Pup is sad. Go help pup. Pup needs comfort. Pup needs alpha.” but a hug wasn’t going to fix it. Maybe it’ll please the pup in the moment, but the problem would still be present next time he decided to play. It was better to teach the pup how to properly pass and kick. Hongjoong offered a warm smile. “Eye on the ball. Watch it. Kick it.”

The pup sighed softly but nonetheless he followed the alpha’s orders. Tilting his little head downwards he kept his gaze on the ball. Pulling his leg back, he gave another firm kick – flinching slightly, in pain from the force. This time, he hit the ball – sending it towards Youngseok. However the ball went towards the side again.  Minjae let out a defeated whimper. Stomping his foot angrily, he crossed his arms over his small chest and pouted. His large eyes grew wider as they filled with a mix of sad and angry tears.

San stepped forward, his own scent souring at seeing the pup in distress. He had been intent on comforting the child. But much to his surprise, Hongjoong beat him to it.

Hongjoong stepped forward quickly. He approached the pup and knelt down before him. “I bet your little toes hurt.” Hongjoong spoke gently. Reaching forward, he teasingly tapped the tip of the pup’s foot. The boy gave a light sniffle and a small nod of his head. “You are so strong!” Hongjoong stated with excitement and pride – hoping it might cheer up the little pup. “But you don’t kick a ball with your toes. That’s why it hurts,” Hongjoong explained. Reaching forward, the alpha ran his hand along the inside of Minjae’s right foot. “Right here is where you kick the ball,” he explained gently. “It’ll go straight and it won’t hurt.”

Minjae gave a small nod of understanding. But his pout remained on his face. The tears that gathered in his eyes had begun to fall silently. “I can’t do it,” he said weakly. “Me no good.” He let out another whimper of sadness.

Hongjoong’s heart felt a small pang. This little guy was just too sweet for his own good. Gently using his thumb, Hongjoong wiped away the stray tears that rolled down his cheek. “You can’t do it now, ” Hongjoong stated softly. “But you could do it soon.”

The pup looked down at his feet and shuffled lightly. “I only fail,” he said in a broken voice.

“You only fail when you stop trying,” Hongjoong replied to the boy carefully. Wiping away another row of tears, he then moved his hands up to push back the pup’s dark locks – ruffling them affectionately. “Keep trying. You’ll get better,” he tried to encourage again. But the pup just didn’t seem to feel better. Minjae’s scent was still filled with sadness. “Hey. I couldn’t kick a ball either at your age” Hongjoong tried to go through another route.

“But you’re alpha” Minjae whispered. Finally pulling his eyes away from the floor, he locked gazes with the man. His little eyes shone with wonder and fear.

“Alpha, beta, omega, it doesn’t matter,” Hongjoong explained. “We all need to practice, we all need to learn and be taught.” Lightly he patted Minjae on the shoulder and beamed at him.

Youngseok approached the two, the ball clutched tightly to his chest. His little tongue poked between his lips in contemplation. He hesitated, his scent showcased his nerves. But eventually he said in a small voice, “You play good.” The younger then held the ball out for Minjae.

“Give it another try. Kick right here” Hongjoong patted the inside of Minjae’s foot. Standing up, Hongjoong backed away from the child. “Come on. Youngie thinks you can do it. I do too. Give it a try” Hongjoong beamed brightly.

Minjae glanced between Hongjoong and the ball placed before him. The pup appeared to be deciding if it was worth it or not. Finally he gave into the temptation and lightly kicked the ball with the inside of his foot. The force wasn’t there as it was before – clearly being a half-hearted kick. But it went straight. The ball came directly towards Youngseok, rolling to a stop in front of his feet. Minjae’s eyes widened with surprise. He looked down at the ball before turning his face up towards the alpha.

“You did it!” Hongjoong cheered a little too loudly. Then, with excitement, he stretched out his arms. This was meant to be a sign of joy or celebration. But Minjae appeared to take it otherwise. The pup came running forward, laughing brightly. All tears had long been forgotten. Stretching out his own arms the pup jumped into Hongjoong’s embrace.

The alpha barely had enough time to register the pup’s want for a hug. With a deep gasp, the alpha accepted the force of the small child. Without much hesitation, Hongjoong lifted the boy into his arms and balanced him on his hip. He chuckled lightly at the sight of the boy’s puffy smiling cheeks. “I did it!” the boy announced.

“Yes you did” Hongjoong answered, his hand slowly gliding up and down the child’s back. He couldn’t remember the last time a pup ever came running at him for a hug – in fact he wasn’t certain it had ever happened before. He bounced the boy softly. Adding a gentle “and I am so proud of you.”

His internalized alpha was howling with joy. The wolf was practically wagging his tag with emotions. “Happy pup. Pup is happy. We get hugs. Pup hugs the best” the wolf was bouncing around. “Vanilla and milk. So sweet. Nice scent. I like it.”

Hongjoong hadn’t registered the pup’s scent until the wolf had commented. Hongjoong was quickly engulfed in the aroma of sweet vanilla and calming milk. It was the scent of a pup. Minjae was nuzzling his little nose against the alpha’s scent glands along his neck. Unintentionally, Hongjoong had responded to the action by releasing his own eucalyptus pheromones.

Youngseok discarded the ball to the side and came running towards the appa. Hongjoong was expecting a hiss or a growl. His boys didn’t have much exposure to other pups around Hongjoong, and if the previous reaction was any indication, they were protective over him. But much to his surprise Youngseok came forward with his own arms out, looking to be picked up.

Bending slightly Hongjoong accepted his son into his arms, lifting him up onto his opposite hip. Balancing the two pups he could feel them both cuddle against him, breathing in his scent.

“Beach” Minjae mumbled, pulling back slightly so that he could speak. However, the pup ensured he left his head resting on the alpha’s shoulder, melting into the warm embrace.

Hongjoong nuzzled his nose on the pup’s head. “Hmm?” he questioned curiously. He was confused as to what the pup had meant by that.

“You the beach” the pup explained with a little giggle. “I like the beach.”

Hongjoong’s heart wanted to break at that moment. He couldn’t remember the last time anyone other than his family had said they liked his scent. Sure, he heard the occasional comment from an omega that the scent was nice or calming – or even the odd time someone said they didn’t mind it. But for someone to confidently say they liked it, he had never experienced that. Not when they recognized him as an alpha. His scent was nice, but it was nice for a beta.

“Our scent. He likes our scent. Pup likes our scent. Pup!” the alpha was jumping around again with an overwhelming amount of happiness.

“And I like vanilla” Hongjoong offered softly as a reply. Hongjoong would likely have said more. But it was in that moment that his omega neighbour had finally come out through the stairway door. With a sigh Hongjoong set Minjae down, leaving him with just Youngseok. He would rather not have another run in with the angry omega. Two arguments a day was Hongjoong’s limit. “I need to go,” he told the pup. When the child pouted, Hongjoong chuckled lightly. Reaching down he ruffled the boy’s hair lightly. “I’ll see you around,” he promised. Stepping back, he went to receive his bag. “Bye Min-Min” Hongjoong gave a small wave.

“Bye Joongie” Minjae answered with a tiny wave of his own.

“Come on Junyoung” Hongjoong called to his eldest. Junyoung had since sat on the ground with Sumin, the two leaning against the wall talking lightly. Hongjoong smiled softly. If only his stupid neighbour wasn’t coming. The pups could’ve played longer.

Hongjoong had fumbled with his keys before stepping inside his cold apartment, ushering the pups in behind him.  Just as he was closing the door he heard a soft voice mumble “sorry I took so long…” the rest faded away as the alpha shut the door.

“Dinner?” Junyoung asked, glancing up at his appa.

“Yup” Hongjoong chuckled lightly. “You two go wash up in the bathroom and I’ll get everything set out.” Despite having raised these two pups for several years now, Hongjoong still hadn’t gotten the hang of cooking. It wasn’t that he was a bad cook – he just wasn’t exactly good. But he could handle grabbing a cooking tray, laying out the nuggets and fries then stick it in the oven to heat up.

Leaning against the counter, waiting for his pups to return, he thought about his interactions with Minjae and Sumin. Pups had never been on his to-do list, especially not at the age of seventeen. That’s how old he was when Junyoung was born. He was seventeen. And although Junyoung will always be viewed as one of his greatest blessings, he couldn’t help but wonder what his life at twenty-two would be like. As a result he never considers himself to be that naturally soothing alpha, the one with domestic instincts. He was intoned with his own pups, but certainly not anyone else.

Minjae however appeared drawn to him. Hongjoong could tell the pup was paying attention to him; he was actually focused on the alpha. And Minjae took the first step towards the hug. He could never imagine his own pups warming up to a stranger so quickly. And that was the other thing he noticed, the way his pups reacted. Youngseok spoke to Minjae, directly said a sentence to him. Junyoung seemed more relaxed too. Both welcomed the time spent with the other pups rather than begging Hongjoong to take them away.

“Done appa,” Junyoung announced, coming back with a smile on his face. His scent seemed brighter since their interaction with the two in the hallway. Almost as though it was back to normal, how it was before they moved to Seoul.

“Done too!” Youngseok called, rushing up behind his brother.

Hongjoong wanted to let out a cry. Both pups were smiling, seemingly content with their surroundings. Youngseok hadn’t smiled in what felt like forever. Sometimes it felt like Youngseok hadn’t smiled in years. Their lives had been so filled with Youngseok’s tears that sadness was all Hongjoong knew.

They had spent many sleepless nights, especially since arriving in Seoul, with Youngseok crying out. Sometimes it took its toll on Hongjoong. But that’s what made these moments all that much more special.

“Great” Hongjoong smiled. “Dinner is just heating up. You boys can help set the table.” He moved through the kitchen to grab the kid friendly, shatterproof plates. He handed three over to Junyoung and gave Youngseok a stack of napkins and three forks. Helpfully, the two pups went to the table. Grabbing at an oven mitt, Hongjoong retrieved the heated food. He walked with the tray, serving it out.

“Ketchup?” Youngseok asked, looking up at his appa with puppy eyes, as though he thought the male was going to say no.

“Of course” Hongjoong answered kindly. He wasn’t sure where Youngseok developed this fear of being denied the simplest of requests, but it was something they would need to work on together. He grabbed the bottle of ketchup and joined the two at the table.

“It’s good appa,” Junyoung said with a mouthful of fries.

Hongjoong chuckled lightly. “I’m glad you like it” he answered, taking a bite of his burger.

“Can we play with Sumin and Minjae again?” Junyoung asked suddenly.

Freezing with the burger halfway to his mouth, Hongjoong gazed at his son. Did his pup just ask to play with somebody? They hated the playdates Hongjoong set up for them in the past. It was like pulling teeth to get them to engage with the friends Hongjoong tried to find for them. “The pups from the hallway?” Hongjoong clarified. Maybe he heard Junyoung wrong.

“Yes please appa” Junyoung nodded firmly. “They were fun. Sumin was cute too! He wanted my pokey.”

“I did see you sharing with Sumin” Hongjoong reached over and brushed a stray hair out of Junyoung’s face. “That was very kind of you. But you checked with San-ssi if it was okay?”

Again Junyoung nodded. “I did!” he called proudly. “Sumin asked for one first but I looked at Sani for permission before I gave him one. He liked it, appa.”

“I think everyone likes pokey” Hongjoong chuckled. “It would be hard to find someone who doesn’t.”

“So?” Junyoung grabbed at a nugget, dipping it in his ketchup. “Can we play together?”

Hongjoong thought about it for a moment, before slowly nodding. “Yeah, I don’t see why not” he answered with a shrug. “I didn’t get San’s number. But next time I see him I will. We can organize a play date to the park or something.”

Junyoung nodded with a smile. “We could play soccer in the park,” he agreed. He glanced towards his little brother. “Youngie liked playing with Minjae right?”

The alpha hadn’t expected his youngest to respond, at least not with anything more than a nod. But today was proving to be full of surprises for Hongjoong, as Youngseok answered. “Minjae smelled nice.” His voice was soft, hesitant. But at least it was words.

Pups didn’t have much of a scent, so Hongjoong wasn’t exactly sure what Youngseok would be picking up on other than the common milky aroma, but perhaps that was something there that Hongjoong had missed. The pups could easily have been scented by their parents and that’s what Youngseok smelt.

“Yeah?” Hongjoong leaned forward, resting his chin in his hand to show interest. “Alright. It’s official then. I will arrange a play date for you four. It’ll be fun.

“Hey Hongjoong. Didn’t expect to hear from you tonight” Eden answered his phone. “How have you been settling into Seoul?”

“Fine” Hongjoong answered with a small shrug. “The apartment is shit, Youngseok finally stopped crying tonight and Junyoung still isn’t signed up for school.”

“Sounds like a pretty eventful week” Eden gave a little laugh of amusement. “What can I do for my sweet mentee this evening?”

“Can you come over to check out some designs I made?” Hongjoong cut straight to the chase. He wasn’t much for small talk, as he didn’t enjoy it.

“You already have designs prepared?” Eden asked, a hint of surprise to his tone. Although he really shouldn’t be all that shocked, Hongjoong was a workaholic. He had been since he was in Anyang, coming to Seoul only heightened it.

The story behind Hongjoong reasoning for coming to Seoul was an interesting one. For the past couple years the alpha had successfully been able to work primarily remotely – other than the rare occasion he would travel in for a specific project. Hongjoong would create his designs at his home in Anyang, creating sample pieces in his small workshop, before sending off the designs and samples to KQ.

Fashion design had been Hongjoong’s only dream for as long as he could remember. He had dreams of going to Seoul University once he graduated, interning in New York, hell he had even been learning English to make this a reality. But when Soyoung announced her pregnancy, he knew his plans needed to change.

Gone was the opportunity to attend university in the big city, and certainly that included trips to America. He knew he wouldn’t receive the training he had longed for. But that didn’t mean he had to stop trying. Hongjoong was determined. He had set his mind on being a fashion designer.

As a result he started working several retail jobs, learning what he could in terms of styling clothing from those with more experience. Starting up social media had been a blessing. With Instagram on his side he started showcasing the clothing he reformed. Although the fabric itself wasn’t personally cut and sewn by him, he had done enough alterations to the items that his personal touch showed through. On occasion, he would sell a couple pieces. It wasn’t much, but it made Hongjoong feel seen. He felt proud that his work was being noticed and appreciated. The first time he packaged up a jeans jacket, reformed with cuts and painting on the back, he felt like he could do it. He could be a designer, even without the training.

A couple years ago, Hongjoong had been reached out to by KQ Industries, a Seoul based Fashion Company. By no means well known in the fashion industry, in fact they were just starting out, nearly bankrupt. Primarily they did personal requests and orders – custom designs. And that worked for Hongjoong. All of his reformed pieces were original, so he was well aware of making individual designs. Best of all he was able to work from Anyang, sending in his designs to be processed.

However, everything went to hell a few months after signing with them. Their newest line was announced, a new designer had apparently joined the company, an actor or idol of some kind by the name of Woobin, who had always been interested in fashion. Hongjoong didn’t care at the time; his own line of clothing was set to come out a couple months after. He had worked tirelessly on the designs, wanting them to be perfect. But when the pictures had been sent out showcasing Woobin’s clothing design, Hongjoong was shocked to see his own designs being used. The company he had trusted, to help him grow in the industry, had just taken his work and passed it off to  somebody with a bigger name.

Hongjoong was furious. How dare they do such a thing! He couldn’t believe it. At first they denied it, claiming that they were simply similar, but when Hongjoong was able to present the original copies of his work, stamped with the date and proof that it had been sent to KQ, the company had nothing to argue against. Instead they offered to buy them from Hongjoong.

Perhaps if he was thinking more clearly, Hongjoong would’ve sued KQ instead, he’s sure that would’ve given him more of a profit. But Hongjoong was a struggling artist, he had quit two of his part time jobs to work fully with KQ and best of all, Soyoung had announced her second pregnancy. He didn’t have the time or finances for a lawsuit. So he accepted the settlement, although low, he was desperate.

What Hongjoong didn’t account for was that KQ would get him blacklisted within the industry. It became known that they parted ways, and KQ had made it out to be Hongjoong’s fault. That he had thrown a fit over the lack of funding and clientele. They had essentially made Hongjoong into the drama queen, ensuring nobody would want to work with him. So Hongjoong went back to work at retail stores, trying as he might to get back into social media, but even that had been hit with KQ’s allegations against him.

He was in a worse position than when he started.

By some miracle, Eden had taken pity on him. When the elder realized the mistreatment KQ gave to their designers, he too had parted ways with the company. Although his story was much more dramatic and covered heavily in the news. Unlike Hongjoong, Eden was a known designer. He was a name that people would recognize, having him announce that they were parting ways made the media question KQ’s work ethics, which of course Hongjoong was happy to see.

Anyways, after Eden announced he was leaving, he reached out to Hongjoong, said he loved working with the alpha in the past. He had seen the potential in him and knew that there was more he had to offer. With that in mind came an offer for Hongjoong to join EDENARY. 

Eden explained that he had recently arranged to rent a two-story storefront within the city. A place where the team could finally work out of, a home base. The bottom was set to be the store, selling their clothes. Their actual designs set out on the rack for anyone to buy. The upstairs would be their studio and workspace. Where the clothing itself was actually prepared.

It was everything Hongjoong could ask for. It was regular employment in the industry that he wanted and a chance to learn from professionals. However, there was a catch. Eden needed Hongjoong present in Seoul. He needed Hongjoong to work shifts in the store, meet with the models, communicate with the rest of the team.

Hongjoong considered turning the opportunity down. He didn’t know if it was the right choice to uproot his kids and move them to a whole new city. They had already been in such distress since losing Soyoung three years ago, he didn’t want to cause any more issues for them. But it had been his eomma that talked some sense into him. She insisted that he had given everything for those pups, recreated an entire new future for them, and built everything from the ground up with them in mind. Sometimes you need to do something for yourself. She insisted that families move all the time, that the pups would adjust, although slowly, they would make do. And she promised to come visit regularly.

Within less than a month Hongjoong had packed and moved to the big city of Seoul, unfortunately without much planning. But that was okay, Hongjoong planned one day at a time anyways.

“Okay yeah,” Eden said with another laugh. “I’ll be there within the hour.”

“See ya soon” Hongjoong said before swiftly ending the call. Knowing that his mentor would be there shortly, the alpha had just enough time to take a quick shower and change into another set of clothing. Now dressed in a pair of black sweatpants and a white t-shirt tucked in at the waistline, he exited the bathroom to check on his pups.

Youngseok had climbed up the bunk, choosing to spend the night with Junyoung. Perhaps he needed to look into another option for bedding. He wasn’t sure how comfortable he felt with his three year old climbing those stairs in the dark.

Stepping towards the bed, he peered inside, a smile tugging at his lips. Junyoung had wrapped a protective arm around the younger. Reaching up, Hongjoong tugged the blankets higher and adjusted the plushie Youngseok was holding so it wasn’t nearly suffocating Junyoung.

“I love you so much” Hongjoong mumbled to them. “I know I’m not the perfect appa for you, there is so much I can do better with” he whispered into the darkness, knowing they couldn’t hear him right now. “But I promise I am trying my best, my sweet puppies. Sometimes that is all appa can do. I love you puppies, appa loves you.” Leaning in he gently kissed each boy on the forehead, releasing his eucalyptus scent.

With a sigh he stepped away, having heard a knock on the door. He moved away from the bed and closed the bedroom door on his way out. “Hey” Hongjoong greeted as he tugged open the front door for Eden.

“Hey Hongjoong.” Eden replied, stepping into the apartment and discarding his jacket.

“Hope you don’t mind that I tagged along” Maddox said, coming in behind Eden.

“Of course not” Hongjoong smiled, reaching forward to hug the other. Hongjoong had gotten close to Maddox over the short time they worked together. He felt much more carefree with the elder, like he could behave as the younger he was. It also helped that Maddox was a beta, meaning his scent had a natural calm to it.

“How are the pups?” Maddox asked, moving into the apartment.

“Good” Hongjoong nodded. “They’re still adjusting, but that’s understandable.” A smile began tugging at Hongjoong’s lips. “Youngseok went to sleep without crying tonight. This is the first time all week. And he willingly had a bath. I don’t know what got into him, but he was so much more relaxed. Even his scent had been brighter.”

“Oh that’s great Joongie!” Maddox beamed, tucking his feet under himself as he sat on the couch. Eden claimed the spot on the chair, grabbing at the designs as he did so. “I told you everything would work out.”

“Yeah well most things are going better,” Hongjoong mumbled.

“What’s wrong?” Maddox leaned forward with interest.

“My stupid neighbour” Hongjoong grumbled. “He has proven to be a real jackass. I tried to introduce myself this morning and instantly he started throwing a fit, accusing me of some high and mighty alpha parenting. Then when I saw him in the afternoon he made a crack about buying the pups McDonalds and then threw food at me! He literally threw food at me!”

“He threw food at you?” Eden glanced up from the designs.

“Yeah” Hongjoong nodded.

“Is he an omega?” Eden wondered.

“Not that it’s relevant” Hongjoong answered, “but yeah he is.”

“Maybe he’s close to his heat” Eden mumbled, turning back to the designs.

Hongjoong rolled his eyes. “That’s like saying a women is moody because of her period. His sub gender has nothing to do with it.” Hongjoong hated when people were placed into these stupid stereotypical boxes because of things like gender.

Eden shrugged in response. “These are the designs?”

“Yeah” Hongjoong nodded firmly. “I’ve been working on them for a while, but it’s lacking something, I just don’t know what.”

The elder alpha hummed in response, slowly flipping through the pages with his eyes gazing over it curiously. “I see what you mean” Eden responded. “It’s a good start, but that’s all it is. A start. It lacks the needed attention, right now it’s just not grabbing me.”

Hongjoong knew this, it was everything he had been saying to himself, but it still hurt to hear another person say it. He nodded slowly. “Yeah, I just can’t seem to figure it out. I don’t really think it’s the clothing. It fits nicely together. But it’s lacking.”

Maddox held his hand out for the design. “Can I see it?” he requested.

Handing it over, Eden began talking with Hongjoong about them. “Perhaps changing the colour scheme. Black and white is done to death. It’s not that the styling is wrong. It’s simply common I would say. What about making the pants red?”

“Red leather pants makes a statement” Hongjoong nodded in agreement. “But that strikes me more as an idol look, or clubbing at the very least. This was supposed to be a standard everyday look.”

“Yeah but it’s a little too standard.” Eden sighed softly. “We’ve seen it a dozen times before. It’s predictable. The black leather looks good on an alpha. Every alpha has a dozen outfits like that in their closet already. Hell, I think LEEZ has been working on a similar design.”

“Why not make it a look for omegas?” Maddox asked, putting the papers down.

“You could I suppose” Eden shrugged slightly. “Change some fabrics around, make the shirt a little larger so it’s not as tight. It’s a real sex appeal now, make it slightly more softer and it could be great.”

“Make it softer?” Hongjoong grabbed at the designs to view, although he already had them memorized. “I could make it a slender fit. The shoulders are set to be broad, primarily an alpha style, but if I thin it out it’ll fall lower on the collar bone.”

“If you change the white dress shirt into something pale like a yellow or pink it would go well,” Eden suggested. “But I’m not sure about the leather pants.”

“No.” Hongjoong said, shaking his head. “I would want to leave this style.”

“It doesn’t fit the stereotypical omega appearance,” Eden argued.

A smirk tugged across Hongjoong’s lips. “Exactly. It’s different, unseen before.”

“It’s also very harsh,” Eden argued. “Omegas are usually softer. Are you sure this is the direction you want to go in?”

“Positive” Hongjoong said determinedly. “They are usually perceived as softer because that’s how society has made them. But that doesn’t mean they need or want to be that way. Their fashion choices are limited. Let’s remove those limitations. I want to take this look, these colourings, and make it suitable for an omega.”

“We should not be defined by society's standards. Especially not in terms of our gender. Colours and fabrics do not belong to an alpha or an omega. It should be available to all.”

“You want something that hasn’t been seen before? This is it. This will do it. It’s unexpected, it’s unconventional actually. This will get EDENARY noticed. A fully gender neutral clothing line. Wear whatever you want to wear. Be whoever you want to be. This is what I want to do, that’s the clothing I want to put out.” 

Eden smiled proudly at Hongjoong. “Now that’s what I’m looking for, Hongjoong. That is the passion I want to see from you. I want to see you make a statement with your work. If you do that then you will have what it takes to go very far in this industry.” Eden stood up from his seat and walked over to pat Hongjoong on the shoulder. “I’m going for a smoke.”

Hongjoong nodded in response. A bright smile plastered on his face. He had made his mentor proud. He actually liked his idea. He couldn’t let the elder down. He grabbed for his discarded pencil and started working. 

“Give it a V-neck instead of a rounded cut,” Maddox suggested, leaning forward to watch over his shoulder.

“That could work” Hongjoong agreed sketching it out. “I need to slender out the waistline a little. Omegas often have a different bust than alphas, so I want something that can work for both.”

“Similar to a beta design” Maddox added. “Creating something down the middle.”

Nodding, Hongjoong glided his pencil across the paper. “The chest is set to be a little tighter. Which I hope will suit an omega.”

“It should be fine” Maddox shrugged. “They tend to have a more pronounced chest than alphas, but I’m sure you can work with it.” Hongjoong focused on his work. Maddox took this as an opportunity to say, “So, your omega neighbour.”

“What about him?” Hongjoong asked not even looking up.

“Is he hot?” Maddox cut to the chase.

“Yeah” Hongjoong answered shortly. “He’s got a nice neck.”

“You’ve been checking out his neck?” Maddox snickered.

Hongjoong’s hand froze, slowly looking up at the elder. “Well I mean… it’s nice for necklaces or whatever. It’s slender. He wears those V-cut knit sweaters… draws the attention.”

“So is he mated?” Maddox asked, a smirk tugging at his lips.

“Why would I know if he was mated or not?” Hongjoong snapped, a little harsher than he intended.

“Well” Maddox answered, remaining completely calm. “You have been checking out his neck apparently. It would be noticeable if he has a bite mark or not.”

Hongjoong nibbled his bottom lip lightly. He hesitated in answering. Of course he had noticed the long since faded scar. The omega’s past was written right across his skin. Sighing softly Hongjoong responded, “He has a mark, but it’s faded.”

Maddox’s eyes widened slightly. “A broken bond?” he gasped gently. “That’s… that’s rare.”

“Yeah it is,” Hongjoong mumbled.

“Hongjoong!” Eden called from the balcony. He had a cigarette between his fingers. Stepping in from the balcony door he continued to call out for the other alpha. “There’s someone on the balcony looking for you.”

Hongjoong glanced up at the elder, pencil still in hand. “There is?”

“Yup” Eden nodded.  “It’s an omega. A real cutie, but he’s got an attitude problem. He demands to see you this instant. I was just out there enjoying my smoke and he came ready for war. He chilled out a little when he noticed I wasn’t you.”

Hongjoong released a deep groan. With the mention of an attitude problem he knew instantly that the specific omega was none other than his neighbour. The omega that had a chip on his shoulder and freely rode a high horse. Pushing himself off the couch, he moved towards the balcony door.

Stepping outside he glanced towards the omega before leaning against the balcony railing. “You requested my presence?” Hongjoong snorted a little. Request was a kind word to use. It was more like the omega had ordered or demanded. “How may I help you?”

“I thought I talked to you about the smoking this morning,” he stated. It amazed Hongjoong the way the omega conducted him. There was nothing submissive regarding his behaviour – which would’ve been typical for an omega. Usually, one would cave to an alpha’s will and submit to orders. Never had Hongjoong experienced an omega with this level of backbone, which stood up to an alpha and talked back. Hongjoong was impressed by it. It was feisty and sexy.

“I don’t think I recall” the alpha answered back with a careless tone. “Other than you telling me it was a silent killer that destroyed my scent. Although I don’t see how that’s relevant right now.”

“Uh, my windows are right there” the omega stated, pointing slightly behind him and the opened windows.

“That’s nice” Hongjoong answered. “I’m glad you have windows. They’re very important. I’m pretty sure there’s legal regulations regarding fire safety.”

“The smoke keeps coming inside” the man crossed his arms over his chest and continued to stand his ground. The moon was shining a bright white light across the man’s naturally tanned skin.

“And what exactly do you suggest I do?” the alpha asked. He gave a small shrug. “It’s my balcony. Like I said this morning, where else should I smoke?”

“I don’t know,” the omega said. “But the smoke keeps coming inside.”

“How about you close your windows?” Hongjoong suggested. “That way the smoke won’t get inside.”

“It’s too hot with the windows shut.” Blondie argued.

“Put on you’re A/C,” Hongjoong suggested. What was with this omega? Did everything need to spell out for him?

The omega mumbled slightly.

“What was that?” Hongjoong questioned, leaning forward slightly.

“I can’t afford it,” the omega admitted.

“Then that’s not my problem” Hongjoong shrugged.

“Are you kidding me? You’re just brushing my concerns off as though they are nothing?” the omega grumbled. Again he appeared to be getting more agitated as he continued to stand tall with force.

“I’m not brushing them off,” Hongjoong explained. “They just aren’t valid.” Hongjoong was starting to get annoyed even more with this individual. What did the omega expect? He had pups too. But he knew better than to expose them to the smoke. He was always out on the balcony and would wash the scent off quickly. He never let it get near Junyoung or Youngseok.

“Aren’t valid? My concerns aren’t valid?” the omega grumbled. His back had grown stiff and his shoulders pushed back in pride. Standing straight he forced himself to appear taller. “Smoke inhalation isn’t a valid complaint?”

“Exactly” Hongjoong cheered. “A little smoke never killed anyone. Not when you can simply shut your windows and doors.”

“It’s not just a little smoke,” the omega hissed. “It’s every single night. My entire apartment is filled with the stupid smoke. For fuck’s sake, my blankets are starting to take on the scent!”

“I’ll be sure to buy you a new blanket,” Hongjoong answered with ease. “Tell you what, I’ll even get you two. What kind of blankets do you like? I picture you enjoying something soft and plushy, I’m certain they match your comforting personality. But maybe you’re into expensive silk ones.”

“The only thing I’m into is getting some damn sleep around here” the omega stated. He took a step towards the alpha, his eyes glowing with anger. The orange scent had long since lost all form of sweetness and was now completely bitter. “And for the record, smoking isn’t the only concern. This balcony is not just yours. I believe I told you that once before, but clearly you need a refresher. I don’t take kindly to coming out onto my balcony to find cigarette butts thrown around. Or the discarded laundry.” As if to make a point the omega kicked his toe lightly against a discarded pair of Hongjoong’s boxers and kicked it in Hongjoong’s direction.

In Hongjoong’s defence he had set out his laundry to dry that afternoon on his clothing line. He must not have realized some of his clothes had fallen.

“Not to mention” the omega continued “the fucking boxes you had blocking my apartment for the past week. I couldn’t even exit through my door because you so inconsiderately blocked it.”

Hongjoong found himself rolling his eyes. From his pocket he retrieved his pack of cigarettes and lighter. With the pure intention of annoying the other he held it out to him. “Here. Have a smoke. Liven up a little.”

Much to the alphas surprise the omega accepted the smoke with a smile. He positioned it between his fingers and rose to his lips. Leaning forward slightly he signalled for Hongjoong to light it. With fumbling hands, surprise laced on his face, Hongjoong raised his lighter.

The omega breathed in the cigarette with expertise, he had obviously done this before. Breathing out slowly he nodded to himself. “Ah the cheap stuff. It’s not that good anyways.” Blondie quickly dropped the cigarette to the ground and stomped it out. It wouldn’t have been so dramatic if the omega hadn’t also been holding the entire pack. Without so much as a bat of his eye he tossed the pack over the edge of the railing, discarding them to the ground below them.

“What the fuck man!” Hongjoong hissed reaching for the pack, but it was too late. “That costs me good money!”

“Like I said” the omega shrugged. “It’s the cheap stuff, far from worth it.” The man squinted his eyes and scowled in anger. Taking a step forward he pushed his index finger into the alpha’s chest. “But let me explain something to you.” The omega hissed. His voice had gotten low and deep.

“This is an apartment building. People live here. And I get that you might not comprehend that yet, but this isn’t some temporary stop over for some people. This is home. You can’t come into someone’s home and make this level of a shit show. You might come and go as you please, but not everybody does.

“There are children that live beside you. And considering your smoke keeps coming into my apartment you are exposing them to it. Not to mention exposing your own pups to your stupidity. That’s not right for a child to experience. Three college students are living above you. They have proven to be more responsible than you are. None of them deserve to be exposed to this level of bullshit.”

Taking a deep breath, Seonghwa continued. “Beneath you are seniors. They’ve lived here since this damn apartment was built. It’s been the only home they’ve known for decades. It’s where they raised their own pups. Where they mated. And now their peaceful life gets ruined with cigarette butts falling through the sky to their balcony!”

“You might love this carefree lifestyle of yours, but not everyone does. This is a place filled with single parents struggling to make things work, with pups that are just barely starting to grow, students that should be studying and seniors that just want some peace. This is not the place for your youthful ignorance.”

The omega gave Hongjoong’s chest a firm shove as he stepped away. “Smarten the fuck up, Kim Hongjoong.” Spinning on his heels, he marked the end of the conversation. Hongjoong had been taken so deeply by surprise that he was left speechless. Sliding back into his own apartment, the omega slammed his door shut, leaving Hongjoong standing there in stunned silence. 

Chapter Text

“Morning Woo,” Seonghwa greeted lightly as he entered his friend’s tiny but incredibly organized kitchen on Sunday morning. Seonghwa was dressed in his sweatpants and t-shirt from the night before and his hair was in a blonde tangle. He rubbed his hand across his eyes and fought back the urge to release a yawn. “Thanks for letting us stay the night.”

“You know you’re welcome here anytime.” Wooyoung glanced over his shoulder with a smile. “It sounded like you had a rough night.” The younger paused from cooking and poured the younger a strong cup of black coffee with, as Hongjoong would say, half the sugar bowl. “You probably need this.”

Seonghwa released a deep groan of aggravation. “You have no idea,” Seonghwa mumbled as a reply. Lifting the cup, he took a deep gulp. For a moment his thoughts flashed to the uncontrollable outrageous alpha that insisted on drinking coffee with milk and sugar. Seonghwa wanted to roll his eyes. Why was he thinking about that alpha at all? Kim Hongjoong didn’t deserve a single second of Seonghwa’s day – especially not after last night.

“That bad eh?” Wooyoung asked, turning back towards the food.

“It wasn’t that bad,” Seonghwa groaned. “We can handle the smoke, but the argument and his lack of understanding just made it worse. I lay in bed with the pups for hours feeding them milk and singing and rubbing their backs hoping that I could somehow soothe them. But none of it worked. They could hear my disagreement with him. I’m certain it set them on edge. And of course my scent was obviously pissed off, so they were bound to pick up on that. Then the smoke naturally still came through. It was a sensory overload.”

“And you tried getting the neighbour to stop?” Wooyoung asked curiously.

“Of course I did. The idiot was completely irrational. He brushed my concerns off stating they weren’t valid because apparently it’s his balcony too and he can do whatever he wants” Seonghwa explained with an unimpressed eye roll.

Woo chuckled a little at the comment. “I’m certain you didn’t enjoy that behaviour.”

“Damn straight I didn’t” Seonghwa agreed. “He was a stupid jerk that lacked maturity and respect.”

“Well, if I know you, you’ll find a way to teach him that much needed responsibility” Wooyoung stated.

“He shouldn’t need it,” Seonghwa sighed deeply. “He’s already got two pups of his own. He should know what it means to be mature.”

Glancing at Seonghwa again with a warm smile, Wooyoung also added, “Besides, maybe he’ll be able to teach you something too.”

“What could that alpha possibly teach me?” Seonghwa grumbled. “How to smoke? Abandon all responsibilities? Raise my pups with a half-assed attitude?”

“Not exactly what I had in mind,” Wooyoung stated. “I mean, maybe he can show you how to relax a little, have a good time for once. Lay off your intense rules.”

“I do not have intense rules!” Seonghwa snapped. “I am simply raising the pups with certain guidelines set in place that are designed to keep them safe. And allow things to run smoothly.”

Wooyoung sighed softly. “Hyung, you have a schedule for the pups that includes bathroom breaks. They piss at specific times of the day.”

Seonghwa shot him a glare, “that’s not as crazy as you make it sound. It’s like recess in schools” he insisted. “Besides, I can have a good time,” Seonghwa added with a frown. Had Seonghwa not really dedicated time to himself over the years? Sure. His pups were his first priority. That often meant that things that Seonghwa enjoyed or longed for were put on the back burner. But that’s what it meant to be a single eomma.

“Really?” Wooyoung asked with a raised eyebrow “When was the last time you took a night for yourself? To go out to a bar and have a drink? Meet an alpha and have a light conversation. It doesn’t have to be anything too major. Maybe this Hongjoong will help you, show you the way. Even if he does have pups, he seems to have found some kind of balance.”

“Honestly, I’m not very much interested in experiencing the life that Hongjoong leads,” Seonghwa argues. “I like the way things are with my pups and I. I like dedicating myself to my pups.”

Wooyoung wagged a teasing finger in Seonghwa’s direction. “I remember you during your college days hyung. You knew how to date before Woobin came around.”

“That was in college,” Seonghwa grumbled. “I’m not in college anymore.” To be honest, Seonghwa was starting to get tired of his friends thinking he needed more in his life – specifically in regards to a partner. They hadn’t mentioned it much when the pups were still babies, but over the past few months, Wooyoung and San in particular, had both dropped several hints that Seonghwa should start dating again.

But Seonghwa didn’t see himself having much time for that. He worked three jobs and had to balance those with parenting his children. That didn’t leave much room for dating. And if Wooyoung were implying that he should date his irresponsible neighbour – well, Hongjoong would be at the bottom of his list for potential mates.

Wooyoung appeared that he was going to make another nosy comment regarding the dating topic, however he was quickly cut off by the arrival and interruption of a pup.

“Uncle Woo!” Sumin cheered, rounding the corner of the hallway. Sumin was always the boy that was easy to awake. He didn’t groan or fight it the way his brother did. After the lack of sleep from the night before, the boys were likely to struggle with the morning. Luckily, however, Sumin had gotten a quick nap in the late afternoon. Happily, he ran towards Woo with his arms outstretched.

“Hey, hey, hey,” Wooyoung warned, stepping away from the stovetop quickly. Bending slightly, he lifted the boy in his arms. “What have I said about running in the kitchen?” he did balance the boy on his hip, but his tone was stern and disciplinary.

“Not to” Sumin huffed out his reply with a small pout on his lips. He wrapped his small arms around Woo’s neck. “Want hug” the pup rationalized for his running near a dangerous location.

Wooyoung struggled to hold back a sweet coo at the boy’s cuteness. “I’ll always give you hugs,” Wooyoung promised. Bowing his head slightly he rubbed his cheek against the pups for a quick scenting. “No need to run.”

The pup nodded in return and rubbed his soft nose across Wooyoung’s face accepting any aroma the elder had to offer. With a gentle purr, he allowed the uncle to set him back on the floor.

“Morning, uncle” Minjae entered the kitchen wiping his tired eyes and stifling a yawn. The elder boy was dressed in a pyjama set matching his younger brother’s. Calmly – mostly due to his exhaustion – he trudged over to Wooyoung and accepted the offered hug and quick scenting.

“Okay pups” Seonghwa ruffled both of their heads. “Go watch some cartoons so I can help uncle, okay?” TV was a rarity in the Park house, on several occasions Seonghwa had been unable to afford the cable, and when he did the screen time needed to be limited due to electrical costs. When Seonghwa took the pups to visit their uncles, TV would always be considered an extra treat. Both pups looked excitedly at each other before running into the open concept living room. “And no fighting over the remote!” Seonghwa called out as a warning.

Wooyoung chuckled a little, watching the two pups get settled. He then turned back towards the stovetop to finish his current task at hand.

“Can I help you with anything?” Seonghwa asked, eyeing the plates of eggs and toast. The younger had a way of spoiling Seonghwa and the pups whenever they came over.

Wooyoung glanced up from the frying pan with a warm smile. The younger appeared well put together – aside from the untamed locks of hair. A clear sign that he had gotten far more sleep than Seonghwa had that night. “You could help me by sitting down and drinking that coffee,” Woo pointed out the obvious.

“Did someone say coffee?” San released a loud yawn as he came around from the hallway. The alpha remained in pyjamas as well. He moved towards the coffee maker but got a playful slap to his hand.

“That coffee is for hyung,” Wooyoung warned. “He needs it.”

San pouted “but I like coffee” he offered as a whiny explanation.

“Okay,” Wooyoung shrugged a little, “you can have some coffee. But when the pot finishes you need to make the next one.” San glanced at the pot of coffee longingly. He was deeply considering whether making the coffee was actually worth drinking it. With a shrug, San gave into the temptation and poured himself a mug.

“Where’s Yeosang?” Seonghwa asked with a small frown, noting that the beta’s scent was faded – meaning he likely wasn’t in the apartment.

“Yeosang had an early class,” Wooyoung sighed softly.

Seonghwa frowned slightly. “On a Sunday?” he questioned. Grabbing the first pair of plates, he carried them to the small table. He knew he didn’t need to ask much, for Wooyoung was bound to offer the information freely. Retrieving the cutlery, Seonghwa began to set them in place.

“I know that becoming the professor's teaching assistant has been Yeosang’s dream” Woo started, handing the other two plates to carry over. “It had been all he talked about for years, ever since he started university. Getting that teacher assistant position. He worked himself to the bone to have the perfect application, taking on extra courses, or tutoring the freshmen. I had thought that once the hard work paid off, when he finally got the position, his workload would lessen.”

“But it didn’t?” Seonghwa made an educated guess. Sliding back into the kitchen space, he opened the fridge to retrieve the bottle of orange juice.

“It’s only gotten worse. '' Wooyoung released a heavy sigh. He pulled out his usual chair and took a seat. “He’s constantly working on some sort of project. If he isn’t physically at the college – well after hours might I add – then he is at home in that little desk of his, still working. I feel like I don’t have any time with him. And we’re supposed to be best friends!”

“Have you talked to him about this?” Seonghwa asked, standing by the table, Seonghwa swiftly cut the toast and eggs into bite size hand held pieces for the pups. “Minnie, Su-Su, shut the TV off and come have your breakfast” he called out. When the children came running, he lifted each into their seat and helped them get settled. Wooyoung didn’t continue the conversation until Seonghwa was seated and paying attention.

“We didn’t want to be a bother to him,” San stated with a shrug, still standing with his mug in hand. “He already has so much on his plate, that our concerns are only bound to add difficulty.”

“But,” Seonghwa spoke softly. “Your concerns are valid and understandable. You are all best friends. You are supposed to be able to have these conversations with each other. Even if the topic is difficult.” Wooyoung remained silent, looking more focused on his eggs than what Seonghwa was saying. But Seonghwa knew better. “Do you think Yeosang would be pleased to know you were hurting and hiding it from him?”

“No,” San huffed lightly.

“Exactly” Seonghwa reached over and clasped Wooyoung’s hand, giving it a light squeeze. “He’s been friends with you for years. He cares about your thoughts and feelings. But he can’t help you, he can’t change things, unless you tell him about it.”

“Shouldn’t he know if there’s a problem or not?” Wooyoung mumbled under his breath.

“He’s practically working himself into the ground,” San argued.

“And yet you complain about me?” Seonghwa sighed. “Saying that I need to go out and have fun or relax. Sounds like Yeosang might need it more than me.”

“You know how Yeosang gets it. Once he’s got his nose stuck in a project, he’ll barely come up for air. You need to pull him out of his thoughts. Make him see it.” Seonghwa added, “I’m certain your scent smells disappointed or lonely. But he’s just too focused elsewhere to notice it. You know how dedicated Sang can be to his work, you knew this since high school I’m sure.”

Wooyoung released a defeated groan “I know you’re right. I’m just sulking about it.”

San groaned lightly “we’re acting like a couple little pups not getting enough attention.”

Seonghwa flashed a warm smile. “We are all entitled to acting like a spoiled pup once in a while,” Seonghwa teased.

“And what about you?” San asked after taking a seat at the table. “Who spoils you?” He and Wooyoung had each other. They were mates, although a little on the newer side, having only mated a couple months ago. Yeosang might not be their mate, but they cared about him greatly.

Seonghwa gave a weak little smile. He knew the younger friends worried constantly about Seonghwa’s lack of a mate – and his non-interest in finding one. They had several debates regarding it in the past. Wooyoung felt that Seonghwa deserved to find someone he could rely on and turn to when times get hard. But Seonghwa insisted that he wouldn’t trust an alpha enough to go to them in times of stress or challenges. “That’s what I keep you, Wooyoung, and Yeosang around for!” Seonghwa answered light-heartedly.

Wooyoung rolled his eyes and collected Seonghwa’s plate “That’s for sure. I certainly spoil you far too much.” Carrying the dishes, he went towards the kitchen.

“You two can go watch some more cartoons,” Seonghwa instructed the two boys, helping them down from the seat. Grabbing the remainder of the dishes, he moved towards the sink.

“I’m not sure if it’s you I spoil,” San offered up “or your pups.”  

“Oh, don’t you even mention spoiling the pups again!” Seonghwa groaned, thinking back to yesterday. After coming home to San and the two pups, he found that his kids had been round up on sugar. “Choi San, you purposefully gave each pup three ice creams yesterday with extra sprinkles. Did you hear that, Wooyoung! Sprinkles! Do you understand that that is pure coloured sugar?”

Wooyoung chuckled lightly, “Yes, hyung, I am aware of what constitutes sprinkles.” He reached an arm out towards San. The alpha happily accepted the offered embrace, stepping up against Wooyoung.

“Don’t laugh at me,” Seonghwa pointed an accusing finger in Wooyoung’s direction. He groaned and rested his tired head against the countertop. “San is banned from any one-on-one pup and Sani time for the rest of eternity!”

San stifled another chuckle, forcing himself to maintain a serious face, leaning his face against Wooyoung’s neck. “All of eternity, you say? So Tuesday then?” Knowing his hyung wouldn’t be able to stay away for long.

Wooyoung released a high-pitched laugh at that comment; he knew it was true too. He doubted Seonghwa could hold out for long.

Seonghwa glanced at the younger only to pout deeply from his lack of faith. Wooyoung smiled gently and reached over to rub Seonghwa’s back soothingly.

Seonghwa glared half-heartedly at the young omega. “You want to be cut off from pup dates too?”

“No pup dates?” Wooyoung gasped dramatically. “Oh, the inhumanity! You can’t cut me off from pup dates!” Wooyoung burst out laughing when he spotted Seonghwa’s unimpressed face.

“You’re lucky I like you.” Seonghwa started rolling his shoulders back in a stretch. “Hey, what time is it?”

“A little after eleven,” San answered, checking the kitchen clock. “Why?”

“Damn it” Seonghwa mumbled, “I agreed to pick up an extra shift at the coffee shop.” He had made this agreement a week ago before the annoying neighbour even became an issue. If he had known beforehand that he was going to get zero sleep that night, he probably would’ve bit the bullet and taken the day off. But it's too late for that now. “Do you mind…” he trailed off glancing towards the pups that were seated snuggled on the couch.

“Of course” Wooyoung smiled warmly “I’ll watch the pups today. I got some shopping to do this afternoon, but I can always take them with me.” Seonghwa opened his mouth but Woo beat him to it. “And I won't spoil them. No more than one treat each. I promise.”

Seonghwa sighed softly and gave a small nod. “Alright. Thank you, Woo. You have no idea how much I appreciate it.” Seonghwa would forever be grateful to everyone he could rely on. He wouldn’t have been able to be where he was today if he didn’t have his friends supporting him. It took a pack to raise a pup. And Seonghwa was lucky to have one of the greatest packs he could dream of.  

Although he was grateful for the support, glancing in the pups’ direction, he wished he didn’t have to work so often. He longed to spend more time with his little boys. “I really should get going. I don’t want to be late,” he added with a small sigh. Pushing himself up from the table, he went towards the pups. “Su-Su, Minnie, eomma has to go to work now.” The pups didn’t seem to acknowledge what he said much as they were too busy with the TV show. Sumin mumbled a response, but Seonghwa couldn’t make it out. With a light chuckle, Seonghwa bent down and planted a warm kiss on each of the boy's cheeks. “Have a good day with uncle Woo. I love you.”

“Love you too,” the two pups said together, offering their eomma a small smile. Seonghwa nodded to Wooyoung and San before moving to the balcony door. Rubbing his eyes slightly, adjusting to the sun, he made his way down the metal, rickety fire escape.

Seonghwa’s plan was to slip inside his apartment, have a quick shower and then head to work. Hopefully making it in time before his shift was set to start. But the omega would need to learn that things these days weren’t going the way he planned. Seated on the flooring of the patio was the alpha Kim Hongjoong. He sat with his back against the railing and his knees pulled to his chest. Glancing sideways, he was watching the city move beneath him.

This was just Seonghwa’s luck. The damn alpha needed to be on the balcony today of all days. Why didn't he pass out from lack of sleep? How could he bounce back so quickly? But then again he likely needed to be awake for those two pups of his.

When Hongjoong heard a clang of a step, his head quickly snapped towards Seonghwa. With wide eyes, Hongjoong swiftly pushed himself off the ground to stand at attention. “Hey,” he greeted quickly, fearful the omega might run away. “Morning.”

“What do you want?” Seonghwa asked in a grumbled voice. Slowly he gazed his eyes over the alpha and his distaste for the man only grew. How the hell was it possible to look so good in the morning? Seonghwa looked like he had recently been dragged from the Han River. Whereas the alpha, dressed in low hip-hugging jeans and a loose fitting white shirt, appeared wide-awake… and extremely attractive.

“I uh, I got you coffee” Hongjoong stumbled over his words. “It's black with a ton of sugar. Just how you like it. I mean I assume that’s how you like it.” Quickly he snatched a deep yellow coloured mug of coffee from the floor and held it out to the omega. Silently Hongjoong glanced between the coffee to Seonghwa. He sighed a little. “I guess it’ll be cold by now. I’ve been waiting out here for a couple hours.”

Seonghwa raised his eyebrows at the comment. The alpha had been waiting outside for him… for hours? Why the hell would he do that? Didn’t he know just how pissed Seonghwa was going to be at him? 

 “I could make you a new one” Hongjoong added pointing over his shoulder in the direction of his apartment. “Yeah, I should make you a new one. Coffee is better hot. It was supposed to be hot.”

“I don’t want your coffee,” Seonghwa said calmly. He crossed his arms over his chest and stood firmly. If this was the alpha’s way of apologizing, it wasn’t going to work. A cup of cold coffee wasn’t going to magically fix the problems Seonghwa had with this irresponsible alpha.

“Oh” Hongjoong huffed out a sigh of disappointment. He looked down almost a little sadly at the coffee. Bending slightly he set it back down on the floor. Forgetting the drink, he addressed Seonghwa again. “What do you want then?”

“I want you to tell me what the hell you’re doing out here waiting for me – quickly – and let me get inside,” Seonghwa answered sternly. He wasn’t going to take any of the alpha’s shit today. He just wasn’t interested in it today. Either cut to the chase or get out of his way is how he saw it.

“I, uh, wanted to apologize. For last night. And I suppose all the other nights and days since I’ve moved in” the alpha stated, shifting softly from foot to foot. This was an action that Seonghwa had experienced with his pups on several occasions. When his pups were shy around strangers or nervous about a scolding, they would often shift their footing and play with their hands. It was an action that Seonghwa associated with pups. The big, bad boy - type alpha now looked like nothing more than a pup afraid of punishment.

“Ah” Seonghwa gave a small nod. “You wanted to apologize.” Seonghwa stood with his hip jutted out slightly and arms crossed, a posture Hongjoong was starting to learn meant the omega was upset with him. “For what part? The outrageous amount of smoke that comes through my windows that’ll harm my pups? The blocking of my apartment door with your boxes? Or maybe you want to apologize for the disrespectful behaviour you had towards me in regards to my concerns? So which is it, Kim Hongjoong?”

The alpha was taken back for a moment. He should’ve suspected that an apology wouldn’t be taken easily. And to be fair, Hongjoong couldn’t blame the omega. He was disrespectful and rude towards the other man last night. Hongjoong deserved all the hatred the omega was giving – at least for today. With a small sigh the alpha pushed his hair back out of his face. “I guess -” he gave his head a shake in hopes of clearing his thought process. “I mean, I know that I want to apologize for everything.”

Seonghwa raised a curious eyebrow at the comment. “Okay?” he questioned. He had waited for the alpha to say more regarding the subject, but that seemed to be the end of it. If that was how the alpha apologized, then he needed to work on it. “Is that it?” Seonghwa asked, turning to glance sideways into his apartment. If that was the end of the conversation, then Seonghwa wanted to go inside and get ready for work.

“Uh, yeah...” Hongjoong nodded clueless. The alpha clearly expected Seonghwa to accept an apology that wasn’t actually an apology, but rather a statement indicating his intention. He tilted his head slightly, in a curious manner. And Seonghwa needed to admit it was actually fairly adorable. It wasn’t often that Seonghwa noticed a confused, slightly embarrassed alpha with puffy cheeks and wide eyes. “Why? Is there something wrong with the apology?”

“You mean aside from the fact that it technically wasn’t an apology at all?” Seonghwa grumbled with an eye roll.

“What are you talking about?” the alpha frowned. “I apologized.”

“That was barely an apology,” Seonghwa stated. But the omega quickly pushed the anger aside in favour of teasing.  “You have two pups of your own, I am sure you have taught them how to apologize. At least I would like to assume you’ve done the bare minimum of parenting.” Seonghwa forced out his warmest smile.

“It was a perfectly fine apology,” Hongjoong answered. However there was a clear lowered tint to his voice. Seonghwa was affecting the alpha – especially with the comment on his parenting. Hongjoong was starting to question his tactics.

Seonghwa tilted his head to the side to give himself an innocent look. Puffing his cheeks out and setting his lips into an adorable pout he batted his eyelashes. “A perfectly fine apology?” Seonghwa teased, wanting to have some fun with the alpha. “Is that all that I’m worth? Don’t you think I deserve a better apology than that? Am I not worthy of flowers and chocolates? A poem written by hand? A deep conversation about emotions?”

The alpha’s eyes widened to comedic size. Seonghwa could practically see the thoughts turning within the other males mind. This clearly wasn’t what the alpha anticipated hearing. And Seonghwa highly suspected the very consideration of doing any of those possible forms of apologies was far from the alpha’s thoughts. Seonghwa doubted Hongjoong even knew how to buy flowers for an omega. How had he managed to date somebody long enough to produce two pups was beyond Seonghwa’s wildest thoughts.

“Or,” Seonghwa added lightly “you could start with simply saying the words ‘I’m sorry’”

“’I’m sorry?’” Hongjoong asked in the form of a question. The alpha glanced at Seonghwa in clear confusion.

“Are you?” Seonghwa asked with a raised eyebrow. It would appear his comparison of the alpha being similar to a pup was correct in more than just looks. The alpha clearly needed to learn a few important skills he lacked – such as saying sorry. “Are you sorry?”

“Of course” Hongjoong frowned slightly. He looked from side to side as though he was searching for some hidden clue or indication as to what the omega was hinting at. “Isn’t that why I apologized?”

“An apology typically includes stating the word ‘sorry,’ “ Seonghwa explained. “You can state that you wish to apologize to me all you want. However, you missed the most important aspect – saying the actual words.” Seonghwa felt like he was explaining a much-needed skill to pups. He had entered eomma mode, and that naturally made his entire behaviour soften. Now he appeared more welcoming towards the alpha – although this was much against his better judgment.

“I’m sorry” Hongjoong mumbled barely inaudibly. The blueberry shifted from foot to foot. Glancing down to the floor, he nibbled gently on his bottom lip. His pheromones had shifted to illuminate a faint fresh scent. One that would often be used to calm an omega in times of stress. Yet, in this case, it appeared Hongjoong wanted it more for himself. The alpha was quite clearly out of his comfort zone.

However, Seonghwa wasn’t about to let the alpha off that easily. The omega couldn’t resist a little more teasing. “What was that?” Seonghwa leaned in towards the alpha, to indicate he couldn’t hear the other male. At that moment, the omega surprisingly got a strong whiff of the fresh eucalyptus. The soothing technique was beginning to work on him. Instantly he felt safe and secure in the alpha’s presence – a feeling Seonghwa was certain he wouldn’t experience in that moment without the pheromones. It took Seonghwa an extremely long and difficult time to adjust with alphas.

This was the first chance Seonghwa had to truly appreciate the familiarity and comfort behind the eucalyptus. The few times Seonghwa had been around Hongjoong, the freshness was tainted with smoke or anger. But now the aroma made Seonghwa feel like he was receiving a needed familiar embrace.

Seonghwa’s thoughts drifted to the memories of childhood. It was the trips his family would take to Jeju Island in the summers. Running along the beach barefoot as he chased after his hyung. It was the ocean and the beach. Something that Seonghwa had wished he could give to his pups. Those family bonding trips together.

The fresh aroma and welcoming embrace was the first thing that Seonghwa had missed when he came to Seoul. Admittedly, he hadn’t thought about those memories in a long time – the soft scent of this alpha seemed to have a natural way of drawing out fond memories.

“I’m sorry,” Hongjoong repeated with a clearer voice. The alpha had pushed his shoulders back to stand taller. This was an action that was clearly designed to make Hongjoong appear stronger. He had locked eyes with Seonghwa as he spoke.

“That’s better” Seonghwa started with a firm nod. The omega couldn’t resist flashing a small smile in the alpha’s direction. And for the first time in any of their interactions, it was a genuine one. “You can’t only state what you want to do – that’s taking the easy way out. You actually have to go through with the apology. In this case, saying sorry.” The alpha stood his ground and took all the statements the omega had to offer.

Hongjoong gave a small nod, listening to everything the omega offered. Glancing at him, he asked lightly “Does this mean I’m forgiven?”

Seonghwa tilted his head cutely to the side “Not yet.” Seonghwa answered happily. “A simple sorry isn’t the end of an apology – it is only the start. You need to show your remorse through your actions too. Your behaviour needs to change.”

The other male appeared taken aback hearing that Seonghwa had not yet forgiven him. He had apologized. Clearly he assumed that would make everything better. But Seonghwa was going to make the alpha work for it. He needed to see a change in actions, not only words.

“It’s a nice start though” Seonghwa gave a little giggle. The alpha’s eyes and mouth had both widened in shock. It was amusing to see his reactions. Seonghwa waved his fingers in a quick little motion towards the alpha as a form of goodbye. Without waiting for a response, Seonghwa slid into his apartment – leaving the alpha stunned.

“Stupid omegas” Hongjoong began grumbling under his breath. “Who does he think he is to make such demands? Flowers and poems” he rolled his eyes. “It’s not like I need to present him with courting gifts or something. So he shouldn’t sit around thinking that. And how dare he comment on my parenting.” Hongjoong grabbed at the yellow mug of coffee and took a long gulp – almost spitting it out. Coffee was much better warm. That was disgusting – but that might have something to do with the large amount of sugar in it. “Of course I know how to raise my pups right. They know how to apologize!”

Instantly his eyes widened. “Oh shit!” he cursed. “My pups!” he quickly pushed open his balcony door and stepped inside. He really had waited outside for a couple hours. Setting the mug on the counter as he passed he moved back to the pups bedroom. Sighing softly as he peeked inside he found them both still fast asleep – two of the heaviest sleepers he knew.

Entering the room, Hongjoong reached up into the top bunk and gave them a little shake – Youngseok having crawled up there again that night. “Time to wake up puppies,” he cooed.

“No appa” Junyoung mumbled, turning his face into his pillow. “Too early.”

Hongjoong chuckled lightly. “It’s almost lunch time, puppy,” he said. “You need to get up and eat. It’s Sunday and we have a whole day planned!” What a liar Hongjoong was. He had nothing planned. He had been so busy this past week he hadn’t made time to sign the pups up for any programs or clubs to amuse them over the weekend – not that he could afford it, but it was nice to dream.

“Like what?” Junyoung asked, sitting up slightly.

“Well” Hongjoong needed to think fast for a response. “Maybe we can go to the park and play soccer.” It was the best he could come up with on such short notice, and he recognized how lame it sounded. “Or we can go to the movie theatre, but I’ll have to check what movies are playing.”

“Minnie too?” Youngseok sat up in bed, rubbing at his eyes tiredly.

“You want to play soccer with Minjae?” Hongjoong asked. When his pup nodded, he considered his options. He could outright say no, he had no way of contacting the babysitter San, but he didn’t want to completely disappoint his pup that looked so happy for once.

“We can try,” he promises instead. “I can’t contact Minjae and Sumin’s babysitter. But there is a park nearby, so maybe they’ll be there today.” Unless he started to knock on everyone’s apartment door, which he was considering, that was his best option at the moment.

Neither of his pups looked pleased with the answer, but they nod nonetheless.

“Alright” Hongjoong lifted Youngseok into his arms. “Let's get this day started!” As he spun around slightly, beaming as the pup laughed happily. Who knew a simple interaction with friends could make such a difference? Setting Youngie on the ground he helped Junyoung down from the steps. “You two get dressed and I’ll get started on breakfast.” He pointed quickly at Junyoung. “Make sure you help your younger brother.”

The two looked at their appa worriedly, but held their tongues from making a comment. It wasn’t that Hongjoong couldn’t cook, he just wasn’t the best. Brushing the pups’ concerned looks aside, Hongjoong moved out of the bedroom in favour of the kitchen. As he began to remove leftover kimchi rice from the fridge he thought about the omega next door. The nameless darling that Hongjoong was certain never struggled with cooking for his pups.

Perhaps the omega could cook better – which was pretty likely to be honest, not many were worse than Hongjoong. The alpha wondered if the omega and his pups would sit around the tiny kitchen table and share stories about their day as they ate whatever food the eomma cooked that night. Of course Hongjoong did that too, he’ll admit it often took place at the table in a restaurant, but still, family time and discussions were had. So perhaps he and the omega weren’t completely different in terms of their parenting style. Either way, Hongjoong is certain the omega would be cooking his pups three meals a day, not relying on McDonalds the way Hongjoong does.

Grabbing a few eggs from the fridge he cracked them into a bowl and started mixing. Pour them shortly after into the frying pan for scrambled eggs. “Good,” he mumbled to himself. “This is easy enough.”

“Appa” Junyoung cheered coming out from around the corner. “Ready for the day!” he climbed up on the table and waited.

“Where’s Youngseok?” Hongjoong questioned.

“Getting changed” Junyoung shrugged, grabbing at one of the stray napkins on the table, leftover from the night before.

“I thought I told you to help him,” Hongjoong reprimanded.

“He said he didn’t need it. '' Junyoung insisted on starting to fold the napkin. Lately the boy had shown an interest in origami, Hongjoong kept meaning to pick up some proper paper for him but hadn’t gotten the chance yet.

Hongjoong sighed softly, setting the cooking chopsticks aside. “I better check on him,” he mumbled. “Be right back. Don’t touch the stove. It's hot.”

Junyoung nodded in understanding, his focus on his paper crane.

Exiting the room he went to the kids room, pushing the door open to find Youngseok pulling his shirt over his head. “Hey there puppy” he said approaching the younger. “What’re you doing?”

“Getting dressed” Youngseok stated the obvious, his voice muffled by the shirt fabric.

Chuckling slightly, Hongjoong reached forward and tugged the fabric down slightly, letting the boy’s head pop through. “Nice sweater pup” Hongjoong stated, gazing at the boy who had selected a pale purple, crew neck sweater. Perfect for the cooling weather. “But you need pants” Hongjoong reminded the boy who was still wearing his pyjama bottoms.

Youngseok made a face of distaste, his little nose scrunching up.

“What’s wrong?” Hongjoong furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. What was wrong with the idea of pants? Did the boy want to wear his pyjamas all day? Which of course was fine with Hongjoong.

“Skirt,” Youngseok said in a small voice.

“A skirt?” Hongjoong questioned, a small smile of understanding tugging at his lips. When the boy nodded, Hongjoong moved towards the drawers. “Sure, you can wear a skirt today. Appa loves wearing skirts too. They always make me feel pretty.” Most of the pups clothing were Hongjoong’s own custom designs, meaning they were made to exactly what the pups wanted. He retrieved a selection of skirts. Although Youngseok didn’t have many, there was enough to choose from. “Which do you want?”

“That one,” Youngseok said as he pointed to the black one with glitter.

“Sounds good” Hongjoong nodded, returning the others and grabbing a pair of tights. “I would like you to wear tights though too Youngie. It’s too cold outside for bare legs.” The pup pouted slightly but accepted the tights willingly enough.

“Appa!” Junyoung’s voice sounded from the kitchen. “I think it’s burning.”

“Shit!” Hongjoong cursed starting to run out of the kid’s bedroom, only to curse and pause. “Shit.” He turned and pointed a warning finger at Youngseok. “You don’t say that word. Understood?”

“Yes appa” the pup answered, but he seemed more focused on his skirt than anything else at that moment.

Hongjoong ran out of the room to the kitchen, quickly grabbing the frying pan and moving it off the stove. In the process his forearm brushed against the burner. “Fuck” Hongjoong cursed around a hiss. Leaving the pan to the side he went to the sink and began running the burn under cool water.

“Appa?” Junyoung asked, seated at the table but looking at his father with wide eyes. “Are you okay?”

Forcing a smile, Hongjoong nodded, “yeah I’m okay” he answered. Another hiss escaped his lips. “Could you be a big boy and go get the first aid kit from the bathroom for me? It’s under the sink?”

“Sure appa!” The pup jumped up and ran towards the bathroom.

Hongjoong sighed, fighting back the tears that threatened to fall. Tears that weren’t even caused by the pain of the burn, but instead by his own failure. He couldn’t even cook his own pups breakfast. Eggs were so simple. And he fucked it up. Maybe he really wasn’t cut out for being an appa.

Admittedly the eggs weren’t terribly burnt – at least they didn’t look that way. But there was a slightly overcooked smell to them.

With perfect timing, his phone rang. Sighing deeply, Hongjoong retrieved it from his pocket, expecting it to be Eden regarding work. “Hey, now’s not really a good time hyung, can I call you back?” he asked, failing to check the ID.

“What? Hongjoong? Why isn’t it a good time? Is something wrong?” his eomma’s voice came through the speaker.

“Eomma” Hongjoong bit down hard on his bottom lip, curing himself for answering at all. “Hey eomma. I was just in the middle of making the pups breakfast.”

“Well in that case I wont keep you for long” his omega parent said in understanding. “I just wanted to know how you were settling in. Have the pups been adjusting well? What’s the apartment like? How’s the new job?”

“Ah eomma” Hongjoong really did sigh this time. “Everything has been alright. A little slower than I would have wanted, but the pups are more relaxed the past couple days. They’ve already made friends with two pups on our floor. The apartment is good, small, but it’s what I was looking for. And the job is good, it’s just getting started but I’ve already met with Eden and his team a couple times.”

“And Eden seems trustworthy?” his eomma asked. “We don’t want anything to happen with your designs again.”

“I know better now eomma” Hongjoong insisted. “I won't make that mistake twice. Listen eomma, I really wish I could talk more but I should get go-“

“I got the first aid kit appa,” Junyoung announced after coming back into the room.

“First aid kit!” his eomma’s voice gasped loudly. “Kim Hongjoong, who is hurt? Why do you need a first aid kit?”

“Everyone is perfectly fine eomma” Hongjoong reassured her, grabbing the kit from his eldest son.

“Junyoung” her voice enticing the young pup.

“Junyoung don’t” Hongjoong warned, reaching for the phone. But it was too late. Junyoung had already grabbed the phone and was speaking into the receiver.

“Appa burned himself cooking eggs,” he explained.

His eomma sighed deeply. “Thank you my sweet Junnie. I can always trust you to tell me the truth” she praised the young boy. “As for you Hongjoong” her voice darkened. “What are you doing burning yourself?”

“It’s not like I did it on purpose” Hongjoong grumbled, retrieving some spray from the kit that would help soothe the burning sensation.

“What was that?” her voice was sharp with warning.

“It was an accident eomma,” Hongjoong answered with a brighter tone, trying his best to appease her. “I wasn’t paying attention.” he already knew the lecture was coming.

“Hongjoong” she sighed again. “Maybe going to Seoul alone with the pups to start a new job was too much for you right now. Junyoung and Youngseok could’ve stayed here with your appa and I. You know we would be more than willing to house them for as long as needed.”

“It’s me they call appa” Hongjoong answered, his tone stronger than he normally would’ve used on his eomma. “I am taking that responsibility seriously. That means I need to be able to handle this on my own. I am very thankful we had you and appa in Anyang these past couple years. But I need to be able to do this on my own.”

“I understand,” his eomma said slowly. “We just want what’s best for you.”

“I know you do,” Hongjoong opened the first aid kit and grabbed for the gauze to wrap his arm. “And I know you might not see this as ideal, with the pups and I across the country, living in this small apartment. But I promise, in the long run, this will be what’s best for us. I’m not sure if it’ll be the city or the job, but whatever it is, I can feel it. Mr wolf can feel it eomma. We are meant to be here.”

“I trust you Hongjoong,” she agreed. “I will take your word for it and believe that this will lead to something good.”

“Thank you eomma” Hongjoong said carefully pinning the wrap into place. “I really should go though. I’ll call you soon.”

“I expect you will Hongjoong,” she warned.

“Of course. I promise” Hongjoong took his phone. “Bye eomma. Say goodbye to halmoni, Junyoung.”

“Bye halmoni!” Junyoung cheered into the phone. “I love you.”

“I love you too,” she cooed. “And I love you Hongjoong.”

Hongjoong fought the blush, despite no one being around to see it. “Love you too eomma. Bye.” And with that he ended the call. “Can you go get Youngie now? Breakfast is served.”

Junyoung glanced at the pan that had been burnt but went to the bedroom nonetheless. Taking out little plastic bowls Hongjoong served up the rice and scrambled eggs. Placing it on the table, he also got himself a wrap from the fridge and prepared a breakfast wrap for himself with the rice, eggs and sliced veggies.

“Here” Junyoung came back, Youngseok following behind. The two took a seat and started their breakfast. But considering the face Youngseok made, the breakfast was far from ideal.

“Is it not good?” Hongjoong asked with a frown.

Junyoung reached into his mouth and slowly removed a large piece of eggshell. “It’s good appa” he insisted. “Just a little crunchy.”

Hongjoong sighed leaning across the table to check if there was anything more in the pup’s food that didn’t belong there. But it seemed to be cleared.

“It’s good,” Youngseok nodded in agreement, though he was mostly eating the fried rice.

“Good” Hongjoong grabbed his breakfast wrap and took a large bite. His eyes quickly widened and he held back a gag. “Oh my god” he hissed. “No, no” he shook his head. Reaching for the bowls of food he took it away from the pups. “This is not good. We will get food on the way to the park.” He went to the kitchen, tossing the food away. ”Anything you want appa will buy it,” he said.

“Okay appa” Junyoung nodded. “Can we go to the park now?”

“Yeah” Hongjoong nodded. “Just let me get dressed.” Leaving the pups in the living room to watch some TV together he went to the bedroom and started looking for clothes. He considered what Youngseok was wearing today and decided it might be nice to match him. He grabbed a half skirt, one that was attached to a pair of jeans and a plain black shirt to match the checkers of the skirt. He really didn’t care about the gender norms. He didn’t think he needed to wear a certain style because of his alpha status – and naturally the same should be said for omegas. So today, he would be wearing a skirt.

Quick to change and get the kids dressed in their shoes and they were out the door, walking down the stairs. But Youngseok paused, sniffing the air with furrowed eyebrows.

“Something wrong?” Hongjoong asked, holding the pup’s hand. The stairs weren’t exactly the safest in this apartment building; they were a little too steep for his liking.

“Smells,” Youngseok answered.

“Something smells?” Hongjoong frowned. He glanced at Junyoung curiously.

“I smell it too,” Junyoung nodded, a thought displayed in his eyes. He must’ve placed the scent as his eyes widened and he burst out with a smile. “Minjae and Sumin!” he cheered.

“You smell Minjae and Sumin?” Hongjoong asked. The pups barely got a chance to nod in response as they met the two other pups and their babysitter from yesterday coming up the stairs, another man with them as well. “Oh hello San-ssi” Hongjoong bowed his head in greeting. “And hello to Minjae and Sumin as well.”

“Hey Hongjoong-ssi'' San smiled, his dimples on display. “I didn’t expect to see you again so soon.”

“I guess it’s a small building” Hongjoong answered, glancing at the unknown man that seemed familiar to him for some reason.

“Oh let me introduce you” San stated. “This is my mate, Wooyoung.” He gestured towards the man, that based on his scent, Hongjoong figured must be an omega.

“Pleasure to meet you” Hongjoong bowed slightly and held out a hand for greeting.

“Hey” Wooyoung answered, a smile coming across his face, accepting the alpha’s hand. “We actually met the other day on the balcony.”

Hongjoong furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. “We did?” he thought about it for a moment. “Oh! You must be friends with my neighbour.”

“Yeah I am,” Wooyoung nodded. “I’ve known him since before the pups were born.”

“Ah yes” Hongjoong glances at his own pups. “He keeps mentioning he has pups. We haven’t actually gotten the pleasure to meet them yet. Although he has seen him enough times.” 

“Wait you didn’t know that-“ Wooyoung was cut off by a sharp jab to his side from San and a quick glare.

“What?” Hongjoong frowned slightly, noticing the unspoken conversation happening between the two mates.

“Nothing” Wooyoung offered up a smile. “I’m sure Seonghwa will arrange something between his pups and yours soon.” He glanced at Junyoung and Youngseok. “He seems to be pretty close in age with your own.”

“Who’s Seonghwa?” Hongjoong asked stupidly. On another day he might have put his thoughts in order and realized that Seonghwa was the name of his neighbour. But today he was lacking sleep and was just focused on finding some food.

“Your neighbour,” San answered. “That’s his name.”

“Oh” Hongjoong nodded. “Well yeah. Maybe we can arrange something.” That was a lie. Nothing would be arranged. The only thing he was planning on doing in terms of his neighbour was avoiding the other completely.

“Where are you going?” Wooyoung asked, glancing at the soccer ball tucked under Hongjoong’s arm.

“Oh the pups and I are going to play soccer in the park for a little. I thought it might be a nice way to get them outside for some fresh air. Plus with us being new here they do need some friends” Hongjoong explained lightly.

“Something smells nice,” Junyoung sniffed lightly in the air.

“That must be our lunch” Wooyoung held up a large brown paper bag of takeout. “We are just coming back from grabbing it.”

“The pup's eomma doesn’t like takeout food,” San explained. “So we tend to treat them as often as we can.”

Hongjoong nodded, not sure how he was supposed to respond to the over-share.

“Is it yummy?” Junyoung asked.

“Junyoung” Hongjoong hissed. “Don’t be rude.” He glanced at the adults to explain. “My apologies. We didn’t have much breakfast this morning. I was planning to take them out to eat before going to the park.”

“How about we join you?” Wooyoung offered. “We have more than enough to share. The pups can play together and we can have a picnic.”

“Wooyoung” San sighed. “You can’t just invite yourself to places.”

“I’m not, '' Wooyoung insisted. “I’m just saying the pups seem to enjoy spending time together.” He nodded towards Minjae and Youngseok, who were laughing together seated on one of the steps. “Why not go play together? You said you were going to the park to make new friends. Well looks like they got a couple friends here” Wooyoung directed his statement to Hongjoong.

Hongjoong considered his options. He wasn’t certain if he could trust Wooyoung, not when he seemed so close with that insane neighbour of his. But from his first conversation with San, the alpha seemed to be alright, and the pups were enjoying each other’s company. “Alright” he nodded in agreement. “That sounds nice. I’m sure the pups will enjoy that.”

“Excellent!” Wooyoung cheered. “Okay puppies! We’ll go play in the park and have a picnic lunch there!”

“Let's get going” San waved them forward to start walking.

One pup, the youngest, stayed where he was. His round brown eyes had locked with Hongjoong in interest. He hadn’t gotten to meet the alpha much yesterday, as he was asleep.

Hongjoong noticed his interested gaze and bent down to his knee, offering up a small wave. “Hi Sumin '' he cooed. “I’m Joongie.”

Sumin stepped forward, holding his arms out to be picked up. “Piggy back?” he requested.

“I can give you one Sumin,” San offered, taking a step towards the pup.

“No” Sumin pouted, making grabby hands for Hongjoong.

“We don’t want to bother Joongie” Wooyoung tried to rationalize.

“Want Joongie” Sumin grunted.

“It’s fine” Hongjoong waved the other’s concern away. He held out the soccer ball to San. “Do you mind carrying this?” he requested. San accepted the ball, allowing Hongjoong’s hands to be free. “Piggy back ride?” he questioned, just to confirm it’s what the pup wanted.

“Yes please” Sumin nodded.

Hongjoong lifted the pup up and over his head, resting him on his shoulders. “Hold on tight,” he reminded me. Carefully he began moving down the stairs. Junyoung and Youngseok were never ones for piggyback rides, preferring to be cradled in arms more. But Hongjoong took good care in holding onto Sumin’s feet so that he wouldn’t slip away.

He felt Sumin’s little hands twist into his blue locks of hair tightly, which earned a laugh from the alpha. “Hold tight,” Hongjoong encouraged. “Just don’t make me go bald okay? My hair is what makes me pretty.”

Sumin leaned down, resting his cheek against Hongjoong’s hair, nuzzling his nose into the strands. A warm bright creamy smell of happiness was released. “So pretty.” A gentle rumbling could be felt against Hongjoong’s neck. The alphas eyebrows furrowed slightly. Was that… was that purring? Hongjoong couldn’t remember the last time one of his pups purred… maybe absentmindedly when they were still babies. But certainly not recently.

“You are pretty” Hongjoong cooped up at the puppy. Subconsciously he released a wave of happy eucalyptus pheromones.

“No you,” Sumin argued.

“You’re prettier” Hongjoong teased, refusing to give so easily.

“You” Sumin grumbled, his hold tightening on Hongjoong’s hair unknowingly.

“Hey, hey” Hongjoong warned. “Not so tight. Or else I really will lose my hair.”

“You’re pretty” Sumin insisted, the pout in his voice could easily be heard.

“Okay, okay” Hongjoong caved. “I’m pretty.”

Sumin released a pleased sigh. His focus returned to nuzzling into the alpha’s hair. The relaxed and warm scent of happiness swiftly returned as he embraced the alpha.

“You really are pretty,” Wooyoung commented.

Hongjoong glanced quickly over at him, his expression one of surprise.

“I like the skirt, '' he nodded towards Hongjoong’s lower half. “It suits you. And it’s not something you would typically see on an alpha.”

“It’s cute that Youngseok is wearing one too,” San pointed out.

A small smile tugged at Hongjoong’s lips. “Thanks. I made them.”

“You made them?” Wooyoung’s eyes widened. “That’s so cool!”

“Me too?” Sumin asked, lifting his head up from Hongjoong’s.

“You want a skirt too?” Hongjoong asked, tilting his head back slightly to gaze at the pup in wonder.

“Please?” Sumin requested.

“I can make you one Sumin” Hongjoong agreed. “But we need to ask your eomma and appa first” he insisted. Although Hongjoong was very accepting towards the idea of his male pups wearing skirts, not caring about genders or sub genders, he recognized that wasn’t the case for everyone. More often than not he received glares from those passing by whenever he or Youngseok rocked a skirt.

“No appa” Sumin mumbled. “Only eomma.”

“You only have an eomma?” Hongjoong repeated for clarification.

“Only eomma” Sumin confirmed with a nod.

So the pups only had a single parent? Maybe that would explain how the four connected so easily. They both have similar experiences. Perhaps he should meet this eomma sooner rather than later. They might have more in common to discuss and bond over than Hongjoong would’ve originally thought.

“Okay” Hongjoong nodded slightly. “Then I will check with your eomma. If she agrees, I will make you a skirt. Any colour you want!” he promises.

“He” Sumin corrected.

“He?” Hongjoong questioned, confused.

“Eomma” Sumin clarified. “Eomma is a he.”

“Oh” Hongjoong’s lips parted slightly. For somebody who insisted he didn’t support the boundaries set by gender norms, he was certainly quick to judge the gender of Sumin’s eomma. “Sorry puppy” he apologized. “I will check with your eomma and if he agrees, I’ll make you a skirt.”

“Purple one?” Sumin asked.

“Sure puppy” Hongjoong agreed. “I’ll make you a purple one.”

The promise of the skirt was made just in time as they approached the park.

“Here you go” Hongjoong carefully set Sumin onto the ground. The park was pretty empty for Sunday midmorning, but perhaps the cooling weather had discouraged people from coming out. Although, Hongjoong would not allow that to be the case for him and his pups. He preferred not to keep them inside, unless it was raining. Plus he had done enough of that with them over the past couple years. Since he had been busy with work, he had often missed out on the simplest of memories, such as going to the park to play together. However he was not going to allow that to continue.

“Do you want appa to play with you?” he questioned Junyoung. Minjae and Youngseok had already run off, holding hands. They were waiting in the open field, but thankfully both knew to keep close enough in the view of the guardians. Hongjoong hadn’t felt like losing anyone’s child today – perhaps another day though.

“No appa” Junyoung answered with a confident nod. “The four of us will play together.” The young boy set the soccer ball on the ground. “Come on Sumin.” he took the younger boy's hand and together they ran away, chasing after the ball he had kicked.

 For a moment Hongjoong stood there stunned, watching the four boys together. Did his pups just deny his offer of playing with them in favour of being with their friends? Hongjoong thought he had until they were teenagers before he needed to worry about the kids pushing him aside for friendships. But it would appear that his children liked to start these things early. Of course they had to be overachievers.

San chuckled lightly from behind as he approached the elder alpha. Resting a gentle hand on his shoulder in reassurance. “They grow up so fast,” he teased.

“You’re telling me,” Hongjoong chuckled. He shrugged a little. There was nothing he could do about it. They were having fun for once and being social with other kids. So what did it matter if they didn’t want to play with their appa today? He moved towards one of the free benches in favour of watching them.

San and Wooyoung followed shortly behind him, claiming seats on either side of him.

“Thanks for the lunch” Hongjoong nodded in thanks, eyeing the brown paper bag the omega had placed at his feet. “I was planning to buy them something before we came to the park.”

Wooyoung brushed the concern aside. “Oh it’s nothing” he insisted. “I’m certain the pups will enjoy having lunch together anyways. We can let them play a little and then call them over to eat.”

 Hongjoong nodded slowly. Junyoung and Youngseok had a little to eat this morning, and they had woken up pretty late. So a half hour of playing before eating wasn’t going to hurt them. “Can I pay you for any of it?” he offered. It only seemed fair if he did.

“No. We don’t need anything. We bought extra anyway. So don’t worry about it” Wooyoung insisted, sending a smile at the other alpha. “Besides, you can pay for the next play date.”

“Yeah, I think there will be plenty more in the future,” San added.

Hongjoong flashed a small smile. His attention swiftly returning to his pups on the field. It was nice to see for a change. Them interacting with friends was a rare occasion in the Kim household. “I suppose there will be” Hongjoong agreed.

“So how long have you been in Seoul?” San asked, leaning back into the bench as he crossed his arms loosely.

Making small talk was never something Hongjoong particularly enjoyed. However he had grown to simply recognize the necessity of it. Especially when he began working in an industry that required favours and getting on people's good side. It was easy enough to learn the importance of meaningless conversations.

“Just a week” Hongjoong answered. “So it’s still pretty new to us.”

“Where did you live before?” Wooyoung questioned.

“Anyang” Hongjoong responded with ease. “Its where I grew up. So when the pups were born it was convenient to stay there with my parents.”

The elder alpha caught a shared glance between Wooyoung and San. It was obvious the two were wondering why only the parents were mentioned. There wasn’t even a comment on the pup’s mother.

As smooth as Wooyoung was trying to be, although struggling in the process, Hongjoong knew the omega was trying to get a look at his neck. He was paying too much attention to Hongjoong’s shirt line to be anything but. Hongjoong knew instantly what he was trying to spot.

However try as Wooyoung might, he would not find a mark, regardless of if it were prominent or faded. It simply did not exist.

It was common for others to have questions about the lack of a mating mark. He was an alpha with two pups. Without a mark he was bound to be judged for it. And often he was. He received negative remarks about how he was unable to settle down. Comments that he didn’t take Junyoung and Youngseok seriously. To society, him being without a mark was like saying “I’m not dedicated. I’m keeping you at arms length so I can leave at any given time.”

At first, the way others perceived him had bothered Hongjoong . How dare somebody judge him and his parenting abilities based on a mark that was or wasn’t on his neck. A mating mark did not dictate his ability to raise Junyoung and Youngseok in a loving environment.

However, over time he learnt that society was going to judge him regardless. It did not matter what was on or off his neck, the clothes he wore or even the words he spoke. Society had set expectations, and try as he might Hongjoong couldn’t easily change that. So Hongjoong learnt to ignore the glances, he rarely noticed them or the unspoken questions.

“Oh, so the move has been pretty recent,” San remarked. “What brings you to the city? Is it school or work?”

“Personal” Wooyoung mumbled under his breath.

Hongjoong glanced curiously at the omega. He was beginning to learn that the younger didn’t quite have a filter. If he did, he certainly didn’t care to use it. The glances at his neck and the under his breath words weren’t as subtle as they could’ve been.

“Work” Hongjoong answered honestly.

“What do you do?” San wondered. Unlike his mate, his interest seemed genuine.

“I work with an up and coming Seoul based fashion company. They have recently opened a storefront and studio space. So although I could’ve worked from home online, it’s more convenient for me to be on site. Plus this will allow my career to grow.”

Wooyoung perked up with interest at the mention of fashion. “What fashion company are you with?”

San chuckled lightly, “Wooyoung is obsessed with this one model from BigHit. So far warning, if you say that’s the company with which he's likely to stalk you to work. He’ll do anything for a chance to meet Park Jimin.”

Hongjoong forced a light chuckle and shook his head. “No, nowhere like that. I’m not with one of the big companies. Although I might be biased, I think they have the potential to go far.'' When the two waited for him to continue and actually answer Wooyoung’s question, Hongjoong sighed in defeat. He didn’t always like giving away personal information. “They’re called EDENARY. They’re just starting out though. With only a couple of designers and models under them. Like I said though, I’m anxious to see them grow.”

“How did you get hired by such a small company?” San questioned. “My apologies if that seems rude. I just think it must be difficult.”

“I’ve known Eden, the founder of the company, for a couple years now” Hongjoong explains. “I was lucky he remembered me and invited me to join his team.”

Wooyoung eyebrows furrowed slightly. “Eden and EDENARY? Isn’t that the designers that left KQ?”

“Yeah, several of them joined EDENARY” Hongjoong nodded.

San released a little growl. “God we hate that company,” he hissed. 

Hongjoong raised a questioning eyebrow.

Wooyoung offered a short explanation. “Unfortunately we know someone who is affiliated with them. None of us have the best past with him. So we’d rather not support a company he is signed under.”

“Yeah you and me both” Hongjoong grumbled.

“Sounds like there’s a story there” San enticed. 

“Oh yeah” Hongjoong nodded. “Not one worth repeating though.”

San and Wooyoung knew instantly that they had hit a nerve. The other alpha lost interest in responding to them. There was a quick glance shared between the two as the alphas attention fully shifted to the pups running after each other. They both got the sense that the alpha was stubborn, and if he didn’t want to continue a conversation, he simply wouldn’t.

“You’re not so bad after all” Wooyoung decided to tease lightly, hoping to relieve some tension.

Hongjoong glanced at him curiously. “Who said I was bad?” Wooyoung opened his mouth, likely to find an excuse, but the elder beat him to it. “Let me guess, my neighbour?”

“Seonghwa and you don’t seem to get along very well,” San pointed out with ease.  

“We’re opposites” Hongjoong explained.

“Sometimes opposites attract” Wooyoung was pushing his luck with that comment and he knew it. There was a spike in Hongjoong’s scent. One that indicated he was uncomfortable with the direction of the conversation.

Hongjoong released a little chuckle though, one that was borderline creepy. “And sometimes opposites, like water and fire, can be catastrophic to each other. Personally I don’t feel like having my flame extinguished.”

“Who says you’re the fire?” San leaned forward with interest.

“Well it certainly isn’t Seonghwa” Hongjoong answered.

“I wouldn’t be so certain of that,” Wooyoung argued. “Seonghwa has a fiery passion for himself, to the point where you should be concerned about getting burnt.”

Hongjoong rolled his eyes pushing himself off the bench. “The only one who should be concerned with getting burnt is him.” What Hongjoong said was final, this conversation was done. He plastered a bright smile on his face and glanced at his pups in the field. He called out, “Can appa come and play with you now?” he didn’t wait for a response, walking away from the bench, towards the field.

Once he was far enough away that he wouldn’t hear, Wooyoung began to laugh lightly.

“I see what Seonghwa hyung means,” San remarked.

“Yeah” Wooyoung agreed. “Hongjoong said they were opposites, like fire and water. But I have to say; they are more similar than they assume they are. They both seem to be the fire. I think together they will burn very brightly.”

San wrapped his arm lightly around Wooyoung and relaxed into the bench. “So long as they don’t burn everyone else down in the process.”

Chapter Text

For the next couple of days, Seonghwa’s life had momentarily gotten back to normal – returning to how his time was before the arrival of the new neighbour. Seonghwa successfully balanced his time at work with his care for the pups. He had barely seen the alpha – much less interacted with him. It was almost as though Hongjoong didn’t exist. Best of all, the omega had happily reclaimed his morning relaxation time on the balcony.  

Seonghwa had come home late from his Wednesday evening shift at a local coffee shop. “I am so sorry that I’m late, '' Seonghwa apologized, stepping into his apartment. Kicking his shoes off, he glanced in Yeosang’s direction.

The beta was seated on the couch with a textbook opened in his lap, working on some homework. Flipping the light hair out of his eyes, Yeosang smiled “It’s alright, Seonghwa hyung. The pups just got settled in bed, if you want to kiss them goodnight.” Yeosang closed his book shut and retrieved his school bag from the floor. “And there’s some leftover ramen in the kitchen.”

The elder smiled warmly. He was lucky to have his three best friends in his life as support. Between himself, San, Wooyoung and Yeosang, there was nearly always someone available to be with the pups. “I can’t thank you enough.”

Yeosang chuckled lightly, “I’m the one that should be thanking you. It gives me a chance to get out of the apartment for something other than school.”

“As long as the babysitting doesn’t affect your schooling” Seonghwa insisted. “Your education comes first.”

“I know” Yeosang started offering the elder a smile in return. “That’s what makes you such a good hyung. But it doesn’t affect my school. You’ve been worried about that for years now and my answer is always the same. I can handle it.” The beta collected the remainder of his discarded items and moved towards the door to leave. “Now I need to go meet up with Wooyoung and San.”

“Got a night out planned with them?” Seonghwa questioned with a chuckle. “On a Wednesday?”

“Every day is Friday when you are living with Wooyoung '' Yeosang laughed with a nod. “They want to check out a new restaurant in the city. We thought it might be nice to head out today. We could all do with a break.” Suddenly a flash of realization crossed Yeosang’s face. “Oh hyung. I’m so sorry. We didn’t even think about inviting you. We figured you wouldn’t want to come and then the pups would need a sitter and we just… I’m so sorry.”

Seonghwa’s jaw fell slack. Yeosang was concerned about how he would feel in regards to them going out together? Seonghwa had become accustomed to this over the years. He knew that his life had gone in a different direction than his friends. He had long since come to peace with that, he held no ill will towards his friends for this.

“Oh you don’t need to worry about that” Seonghwa waved his concern away. “You’re right, I’m not interested in coming. Nights out on town are not really my speed anymore. I much prefer staying in and relaxing.” The omega smiled warmly. “You guys go out and have fun. Bring me back a dessert or something.”

“We could get you a takeout meal,” Yeosang offered. “We won't be back till late but you could have it tomorrow.”

“The dessert would be plenty,” Seonghwa insisted. He reached forward and gave Yeosang a little side hug. “Have fun tonight.”  

“Of course, hyung,” Yeosang smiled. With everything collected, he opened the apartment door. “See you soon, hyung. Let me know if you need help tomorrow.”

“I will” Seonghwa agreed with a nod. “Thanks again, Yeosang.” He gave the younger male a small wave as he stepped forward to shut the door firmly. Moving deeper into the apartment, Seonghwa entered the room the two boys shared. The room was incredibly small – especially for two children – but Seonghwa had worked hard to make it comfortable. There were two beds on either side of the room; one was clad in baby blue sheets and the other in a soft purple. Between the two beds was the large, simple white dresser – with bookshelves hung above. Finally, to complete the room, the boys each had matching toy boxes with plush cushioning atop, acting as a little bench seat. Over the years, Seonghwa had pinned drawings and photographs to the wall to make it extra familiar.

Snuggled into one of the single beds were the two pups. Sumin was cuddled in, with his head tucked under Minjae’s chin. Both boys were clearly asleep based on their breathing.

Carefully stepping into the room, Seonghwa crossed to the bed. Tucking the covers up around the boys, the eomma smiled warmly. They were adorable no matter what time of day – however, there was something extra warm about seeing the boys cuddling asleep. Seonghwa held back a gentle coo watching Minnie cuddle his little brother protectively. Bending slightly, Seonghwa planted a gentle kiss on each of the boy’s heads. With a final fond smile, Seonghwa returned to the kitchen.

The omega warmed the ramen before walking out to the balcony and taking a seat at one of the chairs. Dazed from the stress of the day he didn’t realize the alpha was standing off to the side, for once not smoking – perhaps why he didn’t notice at first. He began to absentmindedly slide through his phone, liking a photo Wooyoung posted of himself and San earlier on in the day. He would never say he was jealous of his friends, of Wooyoung having San and them going out to dinner regularly with Yeosang, of course not. He loved the way his life was with his pups, and he wouldn’t have it any other way. But sometimes, sometimes loneliness sets in.

There were those rare occasions when he recognized that he was alone for the most part. As much as it was nice to have his pack around, his pack wasn’t a mate. Perhaps it was worse because his wolf knew what it was like to have a mate, to have that bonded connection that allowed you to constantly feel the other’s presence. Although it was a couple years since his bond broke, Seonghwa still longed to feel that sensation again. But not with Woobin. He didn’t long for the loss of his mate; he couldn’t care less about that specific alpha. It would be nice however to matter to somebody, matter to that one specific person. What was it that San and Wooyoung were saying the other day? That it was nice to have someone who would spoil you? Yeah, that might be nice after all.

Hongjoong had planned to slip away without being noticed. He really did. But when he turned to walk away his knee hit against a bar of the railing, causing him to curse and clutch his leg. “Fucking balcony!” he hissed, that was certainly going to leave a mark.

Seonghwa’s head snapped up, his hands clenching his phone tightly. “What the hell are you doing out here?” he grumbled to the alpha.

“Currently contemplating my need for a knee replacement,” Hongjoong answered back gruffly.

“Were you out here watching me?” Seonghwa was accused.

“Yeah” Hongjoong snorted, rubbing at his knee. “I love spying on helpless omega, it’s how I get off at night on my own.” Seonghwa’s eyebrows shot up into his hairline, his entire body shifting away from the alpha. “Okay that was a little too much even for me. I’ll admit that. Sorry” Hongjoong sighed, straightening back up. “I was out here before you. My friends are over playing video games and I needed a break.”

Seonghwa glanced at him, his scent not relaxing but at least he wasn’t physically leaning away now. “What about your pups?” he questioned. It didn’t sound accusingly, like it normally did. But rather the omega was simply curious.

“Already asleep” Hongjoong shrugged.

“They’ve been sleeping better lately,” Seonghwa noted.

Hongjoong raised a questioning eyebrow at him. “How would you know that?”

“Oh” Seonghwa bit his bottom lip, suddenly feeling awkward. It wasn’t as though he was purposely listening in. It was more like an accident. “The uh” he pointed behind his back towards his own apartment. “The walls are pretty thin. Normally I can hear them.”

“Great” Hongjoong snorted. “The oh so perfect omega can hear my failure at soothing my pups. I’m surprised you haven’t castrated me for that yet too.”

“Smoking and McDonalds are conscious choices you make, ones that you could say no to” Seonghwa stated. “Soothing your pup, when they are in undisclosed distress, isn't as easy. They can cry for a million different reasons, ones that may seem completely irrational to you, but meaningful to them. Sometimes I think those possibilities, the what ifs, the not knowing, can drive you crazy.”

“I’ve certainly felt that way before” Hongjoong responded, crossing his arms over his chest loosely, not out of anger like in the past, but more so for comfort. “Like I’m going insane because I don’t know what’s wrong or I can’t help them.”

Seonghwa smiled softly to himself. “I remember when my eldest was still a baby” he chuckled lightly. “He wouldn’t go to sleep, nothing could calm him down. I had done everything the doctor suggested. I swaddled him, fed him, scented his pyjamas, gave him a warm bath, but try, as I might have done, nothing worked. I stood at his crib, and I swear I looked at him right in the eye and said ‘I hate you. I know one day I am going to love you, but right now I hate you.’” Seonghwa snickered lightly at the memory, “maybe he knew his eomma was hanging on by a thread – or that I had officially lost my mind. But he finally went to bed. Slept five hours straight.”

Hongjoong chuckled softly, not being able to resist teasing the other. “And you critique my parenting? At least I’ve never told one of my sons I hate them.”

“Oh so you think you’re perfect?” Seonghwa raised an eyebrow. “If that’s the case why was your pup crying all week and you couldn’t soothe him?” Seonghwa was worried that he might overstep with that statement. He didn’t know the alpha well enough to recognize how he would respond to teasing nature about his parenting skills.

“I didn’t say I was perfect” Hongjoong shrugged. “I simply indicated I was better than you.”

Seonghwa glanced at the alpha. The blue haired male had returned to leaning against the railing, but rather than watching the traffic below like before, he was facing the omega. Hongjoong’s full attention was on their conversation, it was almost as though he was actually interested in what Seonghwa had to say.

“There are very few parents that are worse than I” Seonghwa mumbled, tilting his chin down to look at his food.

Hongjoong’s eyebrows furrowed. “Is that why your scent is so tame tonight?” he questioned. “Because you feel like an incompetent parent?”

“No” Seonghwa shook his head. “It’s nothing like that.” Why was he disclosing this to Hongjoong? Why was he talking so openly and honestly with him? It’s not like they actually got along or anything. He could easily discuss this with San or Wooyoung or Yeosang, his pack would sympathize with him. They could sympathize but not understand, as you cannot truly understand what you have never experienced.

“What is it like then?” Hongjoong asked, pushing the conversation forward.  Why was he acting like he cared?

“You’re a single parent right?” Seonghwa questioned, mixing the ramen around with his chopsticks.

“I am” Hongjoong nodded slowly, curious where this discussion was going.

“And you’re pretty young right?” Seonghwa added.

“Aw you think I’m pretty?” Hongjoong teased. But when he received a glare from the omega, he realized how serious the other was being. “Yeah, I’m twenty-one. So pretty young I guess.”

Seonghwa nodded slowly, taking in the answer and considering how to move forward. He didn’t want to share too much personal information, but he had already started this conversation, he couldn’t just end it now. “Do you ever regret it?”

“Regret what?” Hongjoong questioned. “Becoming an appa so young?”

“Yeah,” Seonghwa nodded.

“No” Hongjoong answered without any hesitation. “Not even for a second. Junyoung came into my life when I was around eighteen, and I haven’t looked back since. I was meant to be his and Youngseok’s appa. And there is nobody I’d rather be.” He glanced towards Seonghwa and tilted his head slightly in question. “Do you regret becoming a parent?”

Seonghwa shook his head firmly. “No, I don’t. I love my life, truly I do. My pups have been my greatest blessing. I wouldn’t trade that for anything.”

“Then what’s the problem?” the alphas asked, now slightly confused.

“I love my pups and what they’ve given to my life” Seonghwa rationalized. “Sometimes I can't help but wonder what it would be like if I hadn’t gotten pregnant.” He leaned his head back against the wall and took in a deep breath. “Maybe I would’ve finished university, have a job that paid well enough so I don’t need to balance three jobs at once, maintain a social life that allowed me to go out with friends on a random Wednesday evening.”

Hongjoong nodded along in understanding. He knew exactly what the omega was saying. For a moment he left an opening after the last statement, allowing the other to continue if he wanted. But when nothing followed he started talking. “I’ve been there,” he stated. “I’m still there sometimes I think. I wonder if I could’ve gone to college or university, I had never gotten the chance. Maybe I would’ve come to Seoul earlier and started working in a company sooner. I could’ve saved money to buy a better apartment than this shit show of a place” he chuckled lightly.

“ Then I realized, my life wouldn’t be like it is now. And I have a good life. Sure I could get a better life, but I could have a worse life. I have been lucky to meet my mentor and get hired at his clothing company. That could be something I don’t get if it wasn’t for the pups, forcing me to work in the industry straight out of school. I might not have moved to Seoul at all. I could’ve disconnected from my parents or not have developed my current friendships. I don’t think I’d want to risk losing that.

“Not to mention not having my pups around. I would miss out on all those puppy pile cuddles and scenting’s. Seeing Youngseok take his first steps or walking Junyoung to school. Those moments, the memories, are all worth it. It doesn’t matter how my life would’ve or could’ve been. I don’t want it any different than what I have now.”

“I wouldn’t want it to be any different either” Seonghwa agreed, a small smile tugging at his lips. Was it possible that he and his neighbour were agreeing on something for the first time?

“Then what’s got you questioning this stuff?” Hongjoong questioned.

Seonghwa hesitated, he glanced away again from the alpha. He felt himself reaching his limits in the conversation. “My friends, my pack, went out for dinner tonight together.”

“And you’re jealous?” Hongjoong questioned.

“No,” Seonghwa said a little too quickly. “I’m not jealous. Sometimes I just wonder what it would be like to freely go out with my pack without having to find a sitter or make these plans weeks in advance. What would it be like if I wasn’t alone?” The last part was said in a small voice, not wanting the alpha to hear it, but of course he did.

“Is that what this is about?” Hongjoong asked. “You’re feeling lonely?”

Seonghwa’s head snapped up and he scoffed, “Of course not!”

“But you just said you were,” Hongjoong pointed out.

“I said no such thing,” Seonghwa argued. How could he let something like that slip?

“I heard you,” Hongjoong teased lightly.

“No you didn't,” Seonghwa huffed. He stood up, bowl in hand signalling the conversation was over. He moved towards the balcony door to return inside.

“Whatever you say” Hongjoong shrugged, still leaning against the railing, completely unbothered by the conversation they had. Why did he always look so calm, cool and collected? It wasn’t fair.

Seonghwa started to tug the door open, he was about to step inside when Hongjoong added, “but for the record, I understand. The loneliness, I mean. I’ve felt it too.”

Nothing else needed to be said; Seonghwa shot him a quick glance with a small nod. That was the most thanks that he could provide the alpha tonight. He slipped back into his apartment.

The heavy conversation weighed on his mind. He had disclosed so much of his personal information to that alpha tonight, somebody he didn’t know. He displayed his heart for him more than he would have with anyone else. He couldn’t remember the last time he spoke to his pack that way. Whenever San or Wooyoung or Yeosang asked him a question that could lead to such a personal conversation, he would find a way to avoid answering. But not tonight. Tonight he willingly opened up with the pompous, bad boy neighbour. What was wrong with him?

With a sigh, he went towards the sink to wash his dish, something to distract him with.

Turning the knob to turn on the cold water, Seonghwa could never have predicted what happened next. Still clasped firmly in his hand as he pulled it back was the knob – having completely disconnected from the sink. Seonghwa’s eyes widened. He quickly glanced between his hand and the sink. No, no, please no. In desperation, Seonghwa tried to force the knob back into its slot. The water came rushing through the faucet with great force.

“Please go back on,” Seonghwa begged as he struggled to force the knob again. He needed the knob to shut the water off. “Please.”

But the knob falling off was set to be the least of Seonghwa’s concerns.

The force of the powerful water must have been too much for the worn sink pipes. Within a matter of seconds, the kitchen was filled with a large popping sound. Seonghwa gasped in disbelief. “Shit” Seonghwa cursed. “Shit, oh shit.” Seonghwa yanked the cupboard doors to the space under the sink. “Fuck!” Seonghwa practically screamed.

Broken.

The kitchen sink pipe was broken.

Maybe Seonghwa stood a chance of eventually forcing the faucet knob back on. However, there was no chance in hell that Seonghwa could successfully repair a pipe.

Quickly, the flowing water began to pool around Seonghwa’s feet. At this rate he was bound to have a flood. Getting down on his hands and knees, Seonghwa grabbed at the piping. Circling his hands around the pipe he gave a squeeze, hoping that maybe he could block the breakage. Yet the water was too strong for Seonghwa to contain. It continued to slip through his fingers.

By now, Seonghwa was standing in a quickly forming puddle. The knees of his jeans were wet. The water was splashing against Seonghwa’s face and soaking his entire shirt. “Oh my god” Seonghwa whimpered. The omega felt like he wanted to burst into tears at that moment. Seonghwa prided himself on being self-reliant. However this was a situation that he had absolutely no hope of fixing – at least not on his own. In another failed attempt at stopping the water, Seonghwa tugged his shirt off to plug the drain – leaving him now bare-chested and wet in the middle of his kitchen. But that didn’t do much good as soon the sink would overfill.

Leaning away from the pipe, Seonghwa retrieved his phone from his back pocket. Swiping his thumb across the screen, he dialled his landlord's number. However, the omega did not hold out much hope that the middle aged beta would actually answer. The landlord was never around when needed. He was typically next to useless – especially in the evenings, when he had a couple of drinks.

Much to Seonghwa’s expectations, the beta did not pick up. With the only other option for Seonghwa being to contact his friends, he shifted to call San. “Sani” he sighed in relief when the omega answered. “I need help. Are you guys still home?” he knew they were all going out to eat, but he was hopeful that they hadn’t left yet – it does take Wooyoung a long time to get ready.

“Oh, Hwa hyung” San answered. “I’m not home. Wooyoung and I are already at the restaurant. We’ve been out all day together.”

“Do you know if Yeosang is still home?” Seonghwa asked in desperation.

“No, I’m afraid not. He left right after leaving your place,” San explained. When Seonghwa released a small whimper, San got concerned. “Seonghwa hyung, what is going on? Is something wrong?”

Seonghwa sighed, having no choice but to tell the other omega – knowing that San could tell if he was lying. “My kitchen pipe burst. Water is flooding everywhere.”

“Oh my god” San gasped. “Have you called the landlord… never mind, he didn’t even answer did he?”

“Straight to voicemail,” Seonghwa explained. Moving around the kitchen he started to search for a bucket in order to bail some of the flood down the bathtub drain.

“Have you considered asking-“

“If you’re about to say my neighbour, not a chance,” Seonghwa snapped. “I am not asking him. Not a chance in hell. Why would I want to show him another way I am incompetent?”

“I know Hongjoong isn’t ideal” San insisted. “But maybe he can at least read a manual online or something. He might stand a chance of assisting you in some way. Besides, Wooyoung and I have met Hongjoong; we went to the park together the other day. He really isn’t all that bad. Kinda grumpy at times, but he’s overall fine.”

Seonghwa knew that. He had just seen that a few minutes ago. But he had also just humiliated himself, revealing too much about himself. He couldn’t face the alpha so soon. He couldn’t showcase another reason for his failure.

“I’m supposed to be able to do these things alone, San. I’m a strong, independent omega. I don’t need to rely on an alpha or a beta for assistance. Especially not if that alpha is Kim Hongjoong.” It was a completely different situation to ask San – his best friend, for assistance, but there was no possibility that Seonghwa would go begging his alpha neighbour.

“We’re coming home,” San stated through the phone. “The traffic is pretty heavy right now. It might take us over an hour to get there. But we’re coming, okay?”

“Don’t worry, Sani” Seonghwa offered in the most cheerful voice he could provide. “I can handle it. I’ll find a YouTube video or something to help.” But Seonghwa wasn’t so certain he’d be able to fix the problem – with or without San’s assistance.

“We’re coming home,” Wooyoung’s voice sounded through the phone, yelling it out from San’s side.

“Okay” Seonghwa sighed softly. The other omega had hung up the phone. Now Seonghwa just needed to hold out until help arrived. But that was easier said than done. 

Jeong Yunho was currently spread across Hongjoong’s leather couch, with his feet up on the armrest and boxes of takeaway scattered around the floor. He was dressed simply, in a pair of ripped black jeans and an oversized deep purple knitted sweater. The alpha had his arm crossed behind his head and was glancing to the side.

“Yah” Mingi stepped towards the couch and gave Yunho a tap to his shoulder. “Move. I wanna sit down.” Yunho released a low groan and half-heartedly swung his hand in Mingi’s direction. He mumbled something about going to sit on the overstuffed chair. But this comment only earned a laugh from the younger beta. “But I want to sit with you,” Mingi pouted. Victory was given to the beta as Yunho pushed himself into a seated position to make room for Mingi.

Hongjoong gave a little snicker from his seat on the second couch. Sometimes he wondered how the two had ever come together. He had heard the story. Of course. The alpha and beta attended the same dance company during high school. They shared their dreams of making it big in the entertainment industry. With one wanting to be a music producer and the other a choreographer they fit together easily. They became an unstoppable team, promising that they would make it big together.

The two worked well together, they balanced each other out. Mingi was like the sun, bright and cheerful. He was readily available to lighten any shadows. Yunho was the moon. He was mysterious and intriguing. He had a way of attracting attention without so much as trying.

Hongjoong knew society didn’t really respect them, because of their alpha and beta relationship. Many people wondered how an alpha such as Yunho could knowingly give up on sharing heats with an omega and one-day receiving pups. But Hongjoong understood it. When you meet your mate, their sub gender shouldn’t matter. Hongjoong could only hope that one day he could find a mate that supported him the way Mingi did with Yunho.

“How’s the new job going?” Yunho asked, shifting slightly on the couch so that his arm rested behind Mingi. The story of how Hongjoong met the other alpha is simple. They had met during school, and wherever Yunho went, Mingi was sure to follow. Although Yunho and Mingi had moved off to Seoul, Hongjoong remained in touch with them over the years.

Mingi perked up at the mention of his job. “Yeah you just started with Eden right? What’s it like?”

Hongjoong sighed and gave a shrug “It’s fine, I guess. It’s a heavier workload than I expected it to be.” Hongjoong was used to working at his own pace in his bedroom with his sketchbook. He rarely had to keep deadlines – or work with other artists.

“Eden hyung already kicking your ass?” Yunho teased with a chuckle.

The eldest of the three gave a deep groan. He gave his head a defeated little shake. “You have no idea!” Hongjoong had only just started and was already receiving projects. “I’ve just started working of these designs for a gender neutral clothing line. I’m tired of omegas getting categorized with the need to have softer clothes.  I am so inspired by it, like I know exactly what I want to display. But there’s never enough time in the day.”

“Don’t you go into the studio and design all day?” Mingi asked curiously.

“No” Hongjoong was shaking his head. “Turns out there is a lot more to working with a company than I thought there would be. We have team meetings and brainstorming sessions. Not only do I work on the clothes, but because Eden wants it all to be ours, to complete the fashion line start to finish, I have to arrange everything with models and the photographers and makeup artists.”

Yunho chuckled lightly. “So you can't be the hermit that you would like to be?”

“You actually have to socialize with people?” Mingi added.

“I do,” Hongjoong mumbled. Glancing down at the floor he found a discarded video game controller. “It’s not that bad. It means I get to bounce my ideas off of others. Which has been nice. But you know, I guess I’m worried about sharing too much.”

“Eden wouldn’t allow anyone to steal your ideas hyung” Yunho spoke softly.

“What Woobin did was inexcusable,” Mingi sighed. “But you can’t avoid talking to the rest of your team because of that. You’re an EDENARY member now. You have each other’s support.”

“Oh, has the store opened yet?” Yunho asked. “Mingi and I wanted to come check it out.”

“Not yet” Hongjoong responded. “But this Friday is opening day so you should come by over the weekend. I have a shift on Saturday.”

“Are your designs included?” Mingi asked. “I want to buy a one of a kind Kim Hongjoong.”

Hongjoong chuckled. “They aren’t really one of a kind Mingi, there’s several of the same product on the list. Besides, haven’t I given you enough of my designs over the years?”

“You have,” Mingi nodded. “But you never let us pay for them. Which isn’t really fair. So this is our chance to pay you back for all that.”

“Remember that time you designed the outfits for my freshmen performance?” Yunho questioned. “I’m pretty sure people liked the clothing more than my actual dance.”

“Well babe, you were in leather pants,” Mingi teased. “Of course I was looking at those.”

“You should’ve been looking at me” Yunho flicked Mingi’s forehead.

Hongjoong smiled fondly at them. He’s never had what they have, and he highly doubts he ever will. So it was nice to see that affection, and hopefully they would be nice role models for Youngseok and Junyoung as they grew up.

“Anyways” Yunho’s attention returned to Hongjoong. “Other than work and settling into this somewhat okay apartment of yours, how are the pups doing?”

Now this was Hongjoong’s favourite subject.

“Really good lately” , his smile growing. “Youngseok isn’t crying the way he used to. There are still moments where I can sense it in his scent, when he isn’t really happy. But the tears aren’t flowing at least. So I’m hopeful that he has started to settle in. He has been going to bed so well lately. A story, warm milk, and he is out like a light.”

“That’s really good hyung!” Mingi burst out his own smile, giving his hands a little clap.

“Well don’t wake them up,” Yunho warned.

“I won't,” Mingi pouted. “If they can sleep through you cursing at Mario Kart, I think we’re in the clear.”

“Yeah I’m really happy about it” Hongjoong sighed lightly. “Feels like I’m doing something right for once.”

“What about Junyoung?” Yunho asked. “Have you gotten him signed up for kindergarten?”

Hongjoong sighed softly and shook his head slowly. “All the private ones are expensive, I can’t afford them and the public ones are full. It's mid semester. I didn’t think that through before moving.”

“You didn’t have much of a choice hyung” Yunho tried to reassure. “You need to be able to build on your career. Coming to Seoul was going to help with that.”

“You’re just saying that because you’re happy to have me around” Hongjoong insisted.

“That’s true,” Yunho smiled. “But that’s only an added bonus to be honest. It is important for your brand to continue growing. And the kids have already proven that they are slowly adjusting. They’ll continue to get there.”

“And I am certain you’ll find a kindergarten for Junyoung soon,” Mingi insisted. “Until then, we are always around to support you.”

“I know you are” Hongjoong said. “They have made a couple friends in the building though.”

“Really?” Mingi asked. “That’s so great! It’s nice that they get some other pups to hang out with.”

“Yeah” Hongjoong nodded. “I think they live somewhere on this floor. Minjae is Youngseok’s age and Sumin is a year younger. It’s been a pretty good age gap between them. Junyoung is taking on such a sweet role of hyung. I know that he’s Youngseok’s hyung. But to watch him act that way with someone who isn’t his sibling is adorable. He holds Sumin's hand to guide him when walking together, he watches out for Minjae and Youngseok both, and always ensures everyone gets their turn to play. Then there is Youngseok who is finally talking to another pup other than Junyoung. Every time I see him with Minjae the two have their heads bowed together whispering about something. It’s pretty cute actually.”

“So you’ve hung out a few times then?” Yunho asked.

“A couple times” Hongjoong nodded. “We played soccer in the hallway when we first met. Minjae was struggling with kicking the ball, so I thought I could teach him a thing or two. And Youngseok was interested in playing too, so yeah” he shrugged slightly.

“You played soccer in the hallway?” Yunho snickered.

“We did” Hongjoong chuckled lightly. “Then we bumped into them in the hall a couple days ago on our way to the park. So they joined us there for a picnic lunch and to play. They get along well, so it’s been working out. I have their sitter’s number. I’ll probably text and arrange something again soon.”

“What about the pup's parents?” Yunho questioned. “Can you see them as somebody you’d get along with? It might be nice for you to have a couple friends in the building.”

“I’ve never actually met the pup’s parent. Sumin mentioned him the other day, they only have an eomma, and he’s male. Which is pretty rare so I’m surprised I haven’t noticed him yet, especially if he’s on this floor” Hongjoong shrugged. “But anyways, I’ve only ever met their sitter. He’s an alpha with an omega mate. They both came to the park with us. They seem cool, rather chatty but that’s alright.”

“You haven’t met the pups eomma yet?” Mingi asked.

“Not yet” Hongjoong answered. “Why do you have to make it sound like that’s a bad thing?”

“It’s not,” Mingi stated softly. “It’s just if my pups were hanging out with somebody random, I’d probably want to meet you.”

“Well he hasn’t made any effort to meet me either” Hongjoong insisted with another shrug. “But I’ll text San about it to arrange something.”

“So is that it?” Yunho asked. “You’ve been here for a week and you’ve only met a couple pups, an alpha and an omega?”

“I met my neighbour as well,” Hongjoong mumbled. “But yeah that’s it.”

“What’s your neighbour like?” Mingi asked, completely unaware of the can of worms he was about to open.

Hongjoong snickered. “Seonghwa is a pompous ass that insists he is the world's greatest parenting expert and he can’t resist critiquing the way I raise my pups.”

“Who’s Seonghwa?” Mingi asked, slightly confused.

“My neighbour” Hongjoong frowned. He pointed towards the wall behind Mingi’s head. “Blonde, omega, rather adorable.”

Yunho raised a questioning eyebrow, as Mingi held back a laugh.

“What?” Hongjoong asked, glancing between the two with a worried expression.

“I don’t think I’ve ever heard you refer to an omega as adorable before,” Yunho explained.

“At least when you aren’t being sarcastic,” Mingi added. “So how old is this omega?”

“Probably my age…” Hongjoong trailed off not knowing where this was going.

“So a potential mate?” Yunho snickered, walking a very fine line that could lead to his funeral.

“What?” Hongjoong’s jaw fell slack. “He is not! He’s an eomma!”

“And you’re an appa!” Mingi burst out laughing. “I don’t think you can fault him for being a single eomma when you’re a single appa. You have your story and reasoning behind it, I am sure he does too.”

“Yeah but I didn’t have a mate” Hongjoong insisted. “Seonghwa has a faded mating mark on his neck.”

“A broken bond?” Yunho raised an eyebrow.

“Exactly” Hongjoong nodded. “So you’d understand. An omega is attached to their mate, even after separation. Regardless of his potential ability to mate, his omega likely won’t be interested in it. And the fact that he’s an eomma will only heighten that. Every time he looks at his pups he is bound to remember what he had lost. They will act as a constant reminder.”

“Oh come on Hongjoong hyung,” Mingi argued. “You know that isn’t the case for every omega, or even an alpha. Look no further than your own brother Hyunjoong. He broke off his mating bond with his omega a couple years ago. And isn’t he engaged? He found happiness again. So why can't this omega do the same?”

“Don’t tell me you’re judging this Seonghwa based on his omega gender” Yunho smirked slightly; knowing Hongjoong wouldn’t be able to argue about that.

“Whatever” Hongjoong mumbled crossing his arms over his chest, his lips pouting slightly. “Besides, even if he didn’t have a broken mating bite he is still an ass.

“He is constantly complaining or criticizing. The McDonalds I feed the pups, of course he would feed his own pups some fresh homemade shit that I don’t have the time or skills to produce. He made some stupid comments about Youngseok and his crying, I couldn’t even bother to listen to him. Not to mention his continuous bitching about my smoking.”

“You’re smoking?” Yunho asked.

“Yeah!” Hongjoong snapped. “You know I have a couple smokes when stressed. It’s not like I’m doing anything crazy or exposing the pups to it. I was out on my balcony, the one place I should be able to smoke and he came out to claim I was damaging him and his pups and that the smoke was getting inside. But yet he refused to close the windows cause he can't afford A/C.”

“I mean…” Mingi nibbled his bottom lip. “I don’t really think he meant to be rude about it. More like he was protecting his pups.”

“I’m sure you’d do the same thing hyung,” Yunho added. “You know that your pups and their safety always comes first. So what if he got a little protective? Can’t you understand his reasoning?”

“I do” Hongjoong sighed. “That’s the worst part about it. After he finished yelling at me, I did realize it. If somebody was putting my pups at risk I would’ve done a lot worse than simple yelling.”

“So if you’re in the wrong why don’t you say sorry?” Mingi questioned.

“I did apologize,” Hongjoong said with a small sigh. “Or at least I tried. But that was only met with criticism as well. He insisted I did it wrong. Who does that? Who says that you apologized wrong?”

“What do you mean he said you apologized wrong?” Mingi barked out an amused laugh.

“He said that I didn’t actually include the word sorry in my apology. Which means it isn’t a proper apology. And even after I added the sorry he still refused to forgive me.” Hongjoong rolled his eyes a little at the memory. “He told me that I can’t just use my words to say I’m sorry, but I need to also show it with my actions.”

Yunho nodded fondly. “Well, he is correct. You need to express your remorse in more than just words. Words can be easily faked when spoken, however it is a change of actions that runs deeper.”

“Then what am I supposed to do?” Hongjoong asked in a defeated sounding voice. “I said I was sorry. I offered to make him a coffee. I don’t know what more I can do. I don’t even go out onto the balcony anymore because I’m afraid of running into the omega.”

“Well, more than that.” Mingi stated. “You can’t just do one or two things and be done. And you certainly can’t keep avoiding him. That isn’t going to improve anything.”

Hongjoong was going to give an argument in response. What Mingi said was easier than done. At least in Hongjoong’s opinion it was. However, Yunho spoke before the alpha. “Hey, does anyone else hear that?”

At first listen the alpha couldn’t pinpoint anything out of the ordinary. However with a slight strain of his ears Hongjoong could slightly make out the sound of rushing water and a low cursing.  Hongjoong frowned deeply as the voice became clearer. The omega appeared to be in distress.

“Is that…?” Mingi asked, glancing at Yunho with a worried look.

“Yeah, I think so” Yunho nibbled awkwardly on his bottom lip. “Sounds like he needs help. Why don’t you go over and check?”

The eldest alpha was fairly concerned about him. Seonghwa sounded like he was in need of assistance. As far as Hongjoong knew, the omega was single and living alone. Maybe he needed someone to rely on. But Hongjoong also didn’t want to be the one to go check.

Hongjoong glanced at their connecting apartment walls. The eldest clearly appeared to be contemplating the possibility. But he then thought the better of it. Giving his head a small shake he stated “No. He’ll never accept my help. No matter how desperate he is.”

Yunho shrugged, “I think it’ll be best if you check on him.”

 “No, I don’t think that’ll be a good idea. I highly doubt he will accept it anyways” Hongjoong insisted.

“That’s a perfect idea actually” Mingi clapped happily. “Seonghwa will get help – if he needs it. And you can prove to him that despite first impressions, you are actually a wonderful alpha. If what you said about his broken bound is true, he likely struggles with trusting – especially alphas.”

“This will be an excellent way of showcasing that you are a responsible adult,” Yunho adds. “Gives you something to one up against him.”

Hongjoong gave a little sigh “He could be perfectly fine. And even if he’s not, he might not let me in.”

“You never know unless you try” Yunho pushed himself out of the seat. He began to collect the discarded garbage. “Go on, Mingi and I will clean up around here.”

“I should really stay here for the pups” Hongjoong tried to find another excuse.

“The pups are asleep,” Yunho answered.

“Besides Yunho and I will be here so don’t worry about that” Mingi added. “We can come get you if one of them wakes up.”

The alpha glanced at the youngers. He could clearly see there was no arguing with them. With a deep sigh of defeat, Hongjoong got up from the comfort of his seat. Moving towards the door, he tugged his sneakers on. The alpha stepped into the hall and swiftly turned towards the omega’s front door. He could do this. He was Kim Hongjoong. The alpha was raised to be confident and self-assured. But why was the thought of interacting with a single omega making him so nervous?

Taking a deep breath, Hongjoong reached forward and gave a firm knock to the door. From inside the apartment, the alpha could hear a quick “Coming!” followed shortly by a little yelp. Hongjoong could hear the sound of feet hitting against the hardwood flooring as the omega came to open the door.

The omega opened the door eagerly, with a beaming smile of relief. But once he locked eyes with Hongjoong, his face fell. This was an action that Hongjoong was becoming accustomed to. It was often the way Seonghwa behaved in the alpha’s presence.

What caught Hongjoong’s attention wasn’t the look the omega gave him – but rather the man’s appearance. Seonghwa stood there with a pair of jeans hanging low on his hips. His blonde hair was dripping wet and clinging to his forehead. His cheeks were flushed and his chest was heaving in soft pants. His bare chest. The omega was standing before Hongjoong in all his bare chest glory. Water was rolling down said chest. And what a glorious chest it was.

The omega had a well-defined set of abs. Ones that Hongjoong would love to glide his hands over. There was a firm v-line fading into the waistline of Seonghwa’s pants. His skin was tan and glistening. Hongjoong’s gaze carefully followed a single droplet of water as it rolled down Seonghwa’s chest. Gliding over his abs, it slid past the waistband of the jeans disappearing into a place that Hongjoong could only imagine. And the image he had...

“What are you doing here?” the omega asked in a rushed voice. The man kept glancing over his shoulder. Proving his attention and concern laid elsewhere.

“It sounded like you needed help.” Hongjoong stated. He forced his voice to take a light tone. The alpha didn’t want to give the omega the wrong impression. By no means was he judging the other.

The omega sighed a little and glanced back into the apartment. The man was clearly contemplating letting the alpha into his home or not. A small groan of defeat escaped the male’s lips as he stepped aside from the doorway. This offered Hongjoong a chance to step inside.

Hongjoong smiled softly as he entered Seonghwa’s home. Tugging his shoes off he took the chance to look around. Compared to his own apartment, the omega’s were slightly larger in size, but far more worn down. The soft yellow paint on the walls was faded and chipping. The living room was sparsely furnished, but what it did have was tattered. Within the kitchen, what caught Hongjoong’s attention weren’t the cabinets that were wearing down, or how several were hanging off their hinges, but rather the flowing of water coming from the broken tap.

Water was leaking from the pipe under the kitchen sink, quickly creating a pool on the floor. Hongjoong’s eyes widened. “Oh gosh” he gasped. Jumping quickly into action, he bypassed the omega and entered the kitchen. Rationally, he knew that he should’ve requested the omega’s permission before entering the kitchen and getting straight to work – this could be seen as invading his personal space. However Hongjoong preferred to be a go-getter.

“What happened?” he asked quickly, struggling to survey the incident. Reaching to the sink his first instinct was to shut the tap off, however when he grabbed for the knobs he realized one was missing. Well, that explained it.

“The cool water tap fell off,” Seonghwa stated. He stepped forward with the knob firmly in his hand. “Now I can't get the water to shut off.”

“And a rusty pipe broke from the sudden burst of pressure,” Hongjoong concluded. He bent down to easily view the broken pipe. Water was coming rushing out in large gushes. Poking his head into the cabinet, he took a quick look. He frowned when he couldn’t find what he searched for.

Feeling the water soak into his shirt, Hongjoong reached forward to grab the pipe. This was in hopes that his palm might stop some of the rushing water. The action helped, but of course it didn’t solve the problem in the long run. “Do you have a flashlight?” the alpha asked with a quick glance towards Seonghwa.

“Uh” the omega glanced around unsure. “I have my phone,” he offered. Tugging the iPhone from his pocket, he switched the flashlight on. Hesitantly, he handed the phone over to the alpha.

Hongjoong’s eyes widened as he gazed at the fifth generation Apple phone. It was just as beat up as the apartment – and nearly as old. The alpha couldn’t remember the last time he had seen a phone that old. The omega also seemed to treat the phone like it was precious – rather than an item that should be replaced. Holding the phone firmly, Hongjoong shined the light into the dark sink cabinets.

The man frowned again; he still couldn’t find what he needed. The water was gaining in force, pushing deep rivulets between his fingers. Releasing a sigh, the alpha pulled his hand back, feeling as though it was a lost cause. Hongjoong was already soaked – might as well embrace it. The water gushed out and quickly began to pool around his kneeling legs again.

“Where’s your shut off valve?” Hongjoong asked. Pushing himself off the floor, he stood before the omega. He waited for the answer while holding the phone out for Seonghwa to take.

“My what?” Seonghwa asked with furrowed brows. He accepted the phone and slid it into his pocket again.

“Shut off valve” Hongjoong started again. “It’ll shut the water off to your kitchen sink. It should be located directly in the cabinet. Usually it’s a bright red knob.” If Hongjoong could find the valve, he could at least stop the water from creating a flood.

“Uh” Seonghwa looked around the kitchen confused. “I don’t think I have one?”

Hongjoong’s eyes widened. That wasn’t possible – nor was that up to code. Every sink should have a shut off valve in case of emergencies. “You have one. Otherwise this apartment isn’t to code.” The alpha couldn’t hold back the deep groan. “It’s here in the kitchen somewhere. We just need to find it.”

Bending down to the floor again, Hongjoong opened the cabinet directly to the right of the sink. Stuffed underneath were large stacks of pots and pans to cook with. Huffing slightly, the man lifted the pots, taking them out and setting them on the counter.

“What are you doing?” Seonghwa gasped, rushing forward. Why the hell was the alpha tearing apart his apartment? Wasn’t he supposed to be helping? This only seemed to be making a bigger mess.

“The valve has to be somewhere,” Hongjoong mumbled. “Just gotta find it.” the alpha turned his head slightly and gazed at the omega. “Are you going to help or not?” he snapped slightly. The omega appeared taken aback. He flinched slightly at the force of his voice, turning his gaze away. Instantly Hongjoong felt sorry for his tone. The alpha was harsher than he intended – borderline using his alpha voice. Hongjoong forced himself to soften as he explained, “The shut off valve will allow me to turn the water flowing to the sink off. So although I can’t replace the pipe at the moment, I can at least stop the water for you.”

Seonghwa gave a thoughtful look, as if checking that the alpha was telling the truth, before he nodded. Moving to join Hongjoong at the counter, the omega began emptying another cabinet. They worked in silence – aside from the running water. Neither had much to say, leading to the awkward relation between the two. The room felt tense and uncomfortable. Hongjoong was cautious of his every movement. When he got too close to the omega, he was quick to step aside, fearful that he might accidentally overstep and enter the omega’s bubble.

However, working side by side with Seonghwa, Hongjoong couldn’t avoid the orange aroma. Usually the omega’s scent was fresh and crisp. It was a juicy orange that Hongjoong longed to bite into. But tonight, the scent was souring. A clear sign that Seonghwa was concerned. 

“Oh!” the omega gasped. He was currently poking his head into one of the far end cupboards, closer to the fridge than the sink. At first, the alpha assumed the noise came from the other male bumping his head. However, when Seonghwa pulled back with a wide smile, Hongjoong theory was proven wrong. “I think I found it. There’s a red knob thingy in here.”

“Thingy” Hongjoong chuckled, amused at the omega’s terms of words. He nodded slightly and moved towards the omega to take a look. Coming into the small space beside the other male, their shoulders pressed together. Hongjoong could sense the orange scent turning a little sweeter with pride and happiness at having found the knob. “Where is it?”

“Right there,” Seonghwa stated. Pushing himself closer towards Hongjoong in order to get a better view, the omega pointed to the far back of the cupboard. “The bottom right corner.”

Sure enough, the omega was right. Tucked in the far corner, nearly out of reach was a deep rusty red shut off valve. “Wow” Hongjoong huffed in amazement. “Who the fuck would be stupid enough to put that there.” He glanced towards the omega that was still firmly pressed against Hongjoong’s side, their arms brushing against each other. “Good job, darling,” the alpha answered kindly. Hongjoong knew he might be a jerk sometimes, but he can give credit where credit is due.  

For once the omega didn’t argue about the nickname. Rather he submitted the comment. A gentle blush dusted the male’s cheeks. He nibbled lightly on his lip. Turning towards the alpha, he smiled with pride. The sweet orange scent spiked with happiness. Hongjoong wondered at that moment how often the omega even received genuine compliments – ones that didn’t involve the omega’s body.

Hongjoong found himself gently gazing into the omega’s eyes. The scent had captured his interest. “Kiss him,” the wolf from within purred. The omega’s face was so close and the way he was nibbling on that bottom lip of his. Hongjoong wanted to kiss the omega. Slowly, he began to lean in closer – and much to his surprise, the omega didn’t pull away.

“Eomma?” a soft voice called from outside the kitchen.

Hongjoong froze. His shoulders stiffened. Regretfully, he pulled away from the omega. The scent of oranges and sandalwood was quickly joined by a hint of vanilla. Hongjoong knew this aroma. He had smelt it before. Lifting his head, Hongjoong turned over his shoulder to look at the little pup he knew as Sumin.

The child stood in the doorway with wide eyes, his small hand quickly rubbing at his cheek. Sumin’s soft tuff of brown hair was ruffled from his recent sleep. Dressed in a pair of pale pink footie pyjamas, the pup was absolutely adorable. Spotting the alpha in the room, Sumin looked at him with confusion. “Joongie?” he asked in a small voice – to which Hongjoong offered a warm encouraging smile in return.

“Sumin” Seonghwa spoke softly. The omega pushed himself off the floor and scampered over to the scared-looking pup. Hongjoong could easily see the tears of fear and nervousness that formed in the pup’s eyes.  “Eomma is right here,” Seonghwa cooed. The omega lifted the little pup into his arms. He flashed the alpha a curious glance asking the unspoken question of how his son knew his name. 

Hongjoong was stunned to say the least. He knew the omega was an eomma but he had never expected the short-tempered and bold omega to be a parent of such sweet puppies that his own had grown to like. Although it would make sense considering male omegas, such as Seonghwa, were a rarity. What was the probability that there were two male omega eomma’s on this floor? Sumin was also one of the cutest little pups Hongjoong had ever interacted with. Considering Seonghwa – although Hongjoong would never admit it to the omega’s face – was incredibly adorable in his own right, it made perfect sense that he would be the eomma of this child.

Seonghwa turned his full attention to the pup in distress. All the commotion in the kitchen had been quickly forgotten. The omega rocked the little boy gently, a hand guiding over his back softly. “What’s wrong sweetie? Why are you awake?” The omega spoke so low that Hongjoong had to strain to hear him. 

Hongjoong had used this time to reach into the cabinet and shut the water off. It was a tight squeeze as the alpha needed to nearly climb into the small space to reach the valve. He released a small groan as he struggled with turning the knob. It was well rusted over and stiff. Suppressing another groan, he used his strength to turn the knob a little. Soon, he got it turned more, before it creaked into an off position. 

“Nightmare” the pup whimpered. His parent didn’t seem surprised in the least at the pup’s answer. In fact, Seonghwa seemed to expect it. That led Hongjoong to believe that the pup often had trouble sleeping. Which only led to the alpha feeling worse about taking a night’s sleep away from the little guy. The people whom Hongjoong had hurt a few nights ago had remained faceless and nameless. However, now that he knew directly whom he harmed, it was a horrible feeling, namely regret.

“Oh, Minjae,” the omega stated softly with a glance down the hall. Hongjoong’s eyes widened. The alpha turned away from the cupboard to view the new pup. Although he had met the second child and knew Minjae had a twin, it was still a surprise to see. The second little boy came padding down the hallway. He did not appear to be in distress the way his brother was.

“Su-Su okay?” the newcomer asked. He was dressed in a matching pyjama set with his brother, but instead of pink it was pale tangerine orange. The pup was also dragging a blue blanket behind him.

“Sumin is okay,” Seonghwa answered softly. He was still rocking the pup in his arms. The child had calmed down slightly. Nuzzling his nose into his eomma’s neck, he was very clearly receiving a deep scenting.

With the reassurance that his brother was okay, Minjae turned towards Hongjoong. “Joongie?”  

“Hey Minjae,” the alpha answered in the warmest voice he could force out through his frozen state. Having the pup watch him was one thing, but Hongjoong could sense the other adult male’s eyes on him. Seonghwa was silently judging the alpha, careful of how he interacted with the pup.

“How do you know my pups?” Seonghwa asked harshly.

“Long story” Hongjoong answered as a simple response

“One that you’re going to tell me” Seonghwa hissed, rocking Sumin slightly to keep him soothed.

“They played at the park with my pups on Sunday” Hongjoong shrugged.

“Oh yes. You’re the alpha San and Wooyoung hung out with” Seonghwa put together. .

“I am” Hongjoong nodded. “They played soccer and had a picnic. No big deal.”

“And that’s what you consider a long story?” Seonghwa rolled his eyes.

“I guess it wasn’t that long. I just didn’t feel like telling you” Hongjoong stated. There was a spike in Seonghwa’s scent indicating that the alpha had annoyed him.

“Why is he here?” Minjae asked, turning towards his eomma. The pup was careful, and clearly curious. Hongjoong didn’t blame him in the slightest. With a single eomma, regardless of age, Hongjoong would behave in a similar fashion. Even though he knew the alpha, he was still an unmated alpha in their home.

“Joongie came to help eomma,” Seonghwa answered.

“ Joongie” Hongjoong’s internal alpha made an appearance. “He called us Joongie.” The alpha liked the nickname coming from the omega. The wolf was chasing his tail with happiness. To be honest, Hongjoong enjoyed the sound of the name from Seonghwa’s lips too. He was used to being called Joongie. Yunho and Mingi both often referred to him with the term of endearment. However, there was something adoring about the way the omega spoke it.

“But now Joongie is leaving,” Seonghwa added.

Hongjoong resisted the temptation to roll his eyes at the omega’s insistence of the alpha leaving. Hongjoong didn’t do a job half way. He wasn’t going anywhere just yet. He waved towards the pup, “Hey, wanna come help me fix the sink?”

Minjae thought about the request. He eyed Hongjoong cautiously. But eventually he gave a small nod – the curiosity getting the better of him. Stepping forward, the pup came near Hongjoong.

“Hold on tight” Hongjoong cheered as his hands slid under the pup’s arms and lifted the boy onto the counter by the sink. Grabbing his phone from his pocket he swiped the screen to the flashlight setting. “I have a very important job for you. Think you can handle it?” Hongjoong stated. The pup’s eyes widened and he gave a firm nod. The child was clearly determined to complete the task. Hongjoong smiled softly as he handed the phone over, “Okay, I need you to hold this very tightly, and shine it right there” Hongjoong slightly turned the phone in the direction of the sink. He gave the pup a nod before he grabbed at the discarded knob.

The alpha frowned slightly as he struggled to twist the piece into place. It was certainly a challenge. The harder Hongjoong tried, the more he began to consider that the knob was never a match to the sink. It was very possible it had once been forced into place and it had only been a matter of time before it fell off. The scent that had soon begun to fill the room wasn’t helping the alpha concentration either. Why was the orange such a light and enticing aroma?

Why wouldn’t this stupid knob go back on?

“You don’t have to,” Seonghwa said in a soft, awkward voice. He had now taken to pacing back and forth with the child – something to keep himself busy with. “I’m sure you want to get back home to Youngseok and Junyoung.”

“It’s fine,” Hongjoong said through gritted teeth. “I got it. Besides my friends are over there watching them.” Hongjoong was not going to walk away leaving the sink half fixed. It wasn’t fair to leave the omega in distress. But it was sweet of the omega to think about Hongjoong’s pup.

In a final shot of desperation Hongjoong forced the knob into place, using all of his strength. By some miracle, the knob held. It had been jammed back into its slot.

“Yes!” Hongjoong cheered, throwing his hands up in triumph. If Hongjoong was focused on the pup, rather than his excitement, then he might have been able to predict what would happen next. Children often enjoyed copying actions, especially ones of excitement. Noticing the alpha’s show of happiness, Minjae raised his own two hands up in a copying manner with a beaming smile on his face. This action would’ve been rather adorable – had the pup not been clenching Hongjoong’s phone at the time.

“Oh my gosh” Seonghwa gasped, taking a quick step forward. Neither the omega nor alpha had been able to react quickly enough as the phone hit the edge of the counter and tumbled downwards to land on the floor.

Quickly, Hongjoong bent down to retrieve the phone. With a glance at the screen, Hongjoong knew instantly it was a lost cause. There were several cracks across the centre, clearly caused by the hit on the counter edge. It was as though a spider web of breakage appeared on the screen.

“Park Minjae!” Seonghwa stated a little sterner than intended. Had it been his own phone, Seonghwa likely wouldn’t have cared less. But this was Hongjoong’s phone. It was the phone of an alpha. And it looked extremely expensive. “What have I said about being more careful?”

The little pup began to form guilty tears in his eyes. By habit, he stuck his thumb into his mouth. Gazing at his eomma, he turned sadly to face the alpha.

One glance at the pup’s expression was enough to break Hongjoong’s heart. The build of large tears forced all words Hongjoong longed to say to fade away. The phone was expensive, and had only been a few months old. To be honest, the alpha would’ve been pissed if anyone else had done this. This was an extra task that Hongjoong didn’t want to bother with, having to take it in and get a screen replacement. But the culprit was a helpless and clueless pup. He didn’t know any better. And it was an accident after all.

Hongjoong forced out the warmest smile he could form. “Hey now” he stated softly “No need for tears. My phone is fine.” He held the phone up in his palm, but had it positioned so that the omega would not see the cracks through his fingers. “Not a scratch on it” the alpha pushed the phone into his pants’ pocket.

But the pup still didn’t look convinced. “I didn’t mean to” the pup mumbled out in a weak voice. He was turning his gaze between the alpha and his eomma. “It was an accent.”

“Accidents happen” Hongjoong reassured the boy; he found the grammar of the pup’s reply to be adorable. “I’ve dropped it too, before.”

“You have?” Minjae turned back to the alpha with big round eyes.

“Sure I have” Hongjoong smiled. He reached forward and lifted the pup off the counter and onto his own hip. “Lots of times.” He bounced the pup lightly in hopes of getting a giggle from him. “And it still works. So nothing to cry about, okay?” he lightly wiped away any stray tears from the pup’s cheek. Hongjoong smiled at the pup. Spinning around slightly, he raced the pup towards the couch “Zooooom.”

The child giggled as he was placed into the comfort of the worn couch. His gaze locked happily with Hongjoong. The boy’s small hands were clapping with excitement.

“Now you need to get some rest,” Hongjoong cooed, reaching forward to fluff the boy’s hair. “I am certain that you have a busy day tomorrow, being a strong and brave little pup. Many adventures to experience.” The alpha turned towards the omega and smiled lightly.

“Thank you, '' Seonghwa said, walking Hongjoong towards the door.

The orange scent emanating from the omega, which had once been a souring flavour, now turned into a warm aroma. It held a brightness and freshness to the strawberries. It was a scent that Hongjoong could only describe as pure bliss. There was a strong cloud of pheromones hanging in the air. And a milky tone was mixed in with it.

Hongjoong held in a gasp of surprise. Seonghwa wasn’t… he couldn’t be, right? But the increase of scents mixed with the pheromones and the suckling. It all equaled one thing. Slowly Hongjoong glanced over his shoulder and he was met with a glorious sight. The pup was latched onto Seonghwa’s right nipple, his mouth sucking softly to retrieve milk.

The alpha could make out the soft blush on the omega’s cheek. Clearly the omega hadn’t expected the comfort of the pup to take this course of action. And Hongjoong couldn’t blame him for the embarrassment. Hongjoong was practically a stranger and now Seonghwa was breastfeeding in front of him.

To put the sight simply – it was so fucking hot.

Hongjoong had never expected himself to be the type of alpha to have a breastfeeding kink – but then again he had never been around many attractive single male omegas. Hongjoong couldn’t fight the images that came to him. Within his mind he could clearly picture himself crawling into the omega’s lap and trailing light teasing kisses along the males neck. Hongjoong wasn’t one to rush. He’d mark the male with hickies, moving downwards along the neck bone. Then the alpha would glide his tongue slowly across the omegas upper chest. These actions were all within the goal of reaching the plump pink nipple.

His tongue would slide across the male’s nipple. A teasing action at first. Letting his tongue just get a feeling of the omega. The alpha would swirl his tongue across the nipple, giving it a slight flick before taking it fully. Then he would have his own mouth latched tightly to Seonghwa’s chest. He would then begin to suck lightly. Pulling at the nipple, the alpha wouldn’t stop until he got what he longed for. And that was Seonghwa’s calming milk. Hongjoong was certain he’d never taste anything so glorious.

Sumin had pulled away from his eomma’s chest. The pup licked his lips tiredly as he rested his small head on the omega’s shoulder. Slowly trailing down the omega’s chest was a single drop of discarded milk. Moving downwards, the white trail guided over the omega’s chest and down to his abs. Hongjoong couldn’t force himself to look away – rather he followed the direction of the milk droplet.

The alpha could nearly taste how sweet the milk was bound to be.

Seonghwa deeply cleared his throat. The omega had caught the alpha staring at his chest. This only increased the blush on the blonde’s cheeks. He raised a curious eyebrow in Hongjoong’s direction – a way of calling out the other male about his blatant ogling.

Hongjoong’s own cheeks turned to a light red shade as he cleared his own throat. “Ah sorry” he mumbled out embarrassed. “I, uh, will you be alright?” he asked, eyeing the mess of the kitchen. The flood was still present and the contents of the cupboards were thrown about. Maybe he should stay to help clean up.

“It’s fine,” Seonghwa reassured him softly. “I’ll put the pups back to bed and then I’ll clean up. It’ll give me something to do.” He gave a warm smile – but Hongjoong wasn’t completely convinced.

“Only if you’re certain” Hongjoong started with a small frown. “Uh, if you have any, duct tape is sure to tape the pipe good and strong. It should hold until you can get the landlord in to fix it. Then turn the valve back on. Just be sure not to run the tap too heavily till it’s repaired.”

“Will do,” Seonghwa answered lightly. “Thanks again.” Hongjoong likely would’ve stood in the doorway entertaining a conversation with the omega all night. However the other male slowly closed the door in the alpha’s face.

Trudging back to his own apartment, Hongjoong found that his thoughts didn’t lay on the broken phone or the way his jeans had been soaked, but rather on the extremely attractive single omega that breastfed his pups. Hongjoong just couldn’t shake the breastfeeding kink he clearly developed tonight. And that wasn’t the only thing that had developed… there was now a firm tent in his tight jeans.

Entering his home, much to his enjoyment he found that the place was clean. Yunho and Mingi are both seated on the couch.

“Everything alright over there?” Mingi questioned.

“Yeah” Hongjoong nodded, carefully bending down to remove his shoes. Hoping that he would be able to readjust himself to ensure neither of them saw his hard on. “One of the knobs fell off from the sink and the pressure burst a pipe. I helped him shut off the water and put the knob back on.”

Standing back up he moved towards the kitchen. He used the counter to block their view. But Yunho was an alpha as well. His senses were heightened to Hongjoong’s scent, making it easy for him to know the elder was aroused.

“So have you gotten on his good side yet?” Mingi teased.

“It’s getting late Mingi '' Yunho said, pushing himself up from the couch. His eyes locked with Hongjoong’s, sharing a knowing glance. “We should head home.”

“What?” Mingi whined. “Come on Yunho. I want to know what went on with his neighbour.”

“Hyung can tell us more tomorrow,” Yunho insisted. “I’m getting tired.”

Mingi sighed, standing up. “Fine” he huffed. He went towards the door to grab his shoes. “But I expect all the dirty details tomorrow hyung.”

“Yeah, okay” Hongjoong nodded. “All the dirty details. You got it.”

Yunho nodded his farewell, holding back a laugh before ushering Mingi out of the apartment, tugging the door shut behind him.

Sighing in relief Hongjoong moved towards his bedroom. Hongjoong was not one to hesitate, nor delay. That had been learnt the hard way with pups around. They always intended to interrupt. He tugged his shirt off over his head and then pulled his jeans off. Crawling into bed, he tugged his member free of his boxers.

The alpha paused only for a moment to retrieve the new bottle of lube he had bought a couple days ago. It was a light orange shade with a supposed citrus scent. The orange was just a coincidence – or at least that’s what he told himself. He poured some into his palm and used his fingers to warm it. He didn’t often use the stuff when he was pleasuring himself, however he was drawn to the need of the scent tonight. 

Reaching down between his legs, Hongjoong took hold of his own long, already hardened member. The alpha hummed a little moan in response. Hongjoong’s fingers glided slowly down his own shaft. Eyes closed, Hongjoong leaned his head back against the bedframe and he bucked his hips forward. He repeated the motion – earning him another moan.

Hongjoong released another deep content groan. His fingers closed around his shaft, taking his member fully into his palm. Quickly he began to move his hand up and down the shaft, increasing as he went.

His palm firmly encased his shaft, moving quickly. His thumb glazed across the tip as precum began to leak. He could only imagine how good it would feel to have his member encased tightly in Seonghwa’s warm hole rather than within his own palm. He was certain it would be impossible to hold him back once he entered the omega. Hongjoong would surely pound into the omega, forcing him to beg for more.

A deep groan formed as Hongjoong’s body shook from the build up. He couldn’t recall the last time he had built himself up so quickly from masturbation. The alpha bucked his hips forward again. The pressure was only building up greater but the release had still yet to come. “F-fuck” Hongjoong cursed.

The scent of eucalyptus and alpha pheromones was filling the room, naturally mixing with the orange lube. It was very likely rafting through the walls. The omega possibly knew exactly what the alpha was doing at this very moment. And that only made it sexier to Hongjoong.

With a deep moan of desperation, Hongjoong began to stroke himself with more force. His fingers moved across his tip, wiping away the cum that had begun to leak. Picking up speed again, he released another moan. Hongjoong could feel his member begin to throb. His body was naturally responding to the stimulation and wanted to form a knot. However Hongjoong often found those painful under unless he was encased warmly within an omega. However when his member was free with no form of comforting walls, Hongjoong knew he wouldn’t handle it. He forced his body to regain control. There would be no knot tonight. 

Leaning his head harder against the bedroom wall his jaw clenched. Another deep moan released from his lips. “Omega” the alpha cried out. And there was only one omega that the man wanted right now. A single man with white hair and sweet round cheeks who knew how to stand his ground.

Hongjoong felt the pressure build up all the way as he reached his breaking point. He considered slowing down, with the intention of prolonging his orgasm. However his member was crying out in anticipation. “Ah f-fuck” Hongjoong moaned deep in his throat as his orgasm finally hit him. “Seonghwa '' he gave another moan.  Panting softly, Hongjoong guided his hand down his shaft, riding out the release as the white liquid continued pouring around his hand. It wasn’t until the climax had come to a slowing halt that Hongjoong realized his mistake. He had literally, in the middle of his orgasm, called out for the omega – more specifically he had called his name.  What was the alpha getting him into? Seonghwa was a single eomma, with two young pups to care for. Under no circumstances should the alpha be sexually pleasuring himself to the thought of the man. But yet, here he was.

Hongjoong sunk deeper into his bed, lifting his arm over his head and covering his eyes slightly in defeat. He mumbled the only word he could muster in that moment, “Fuck.”

Chapter Text

“Oh you’re out here again,” Seonghwa stated, stepping out onto the balcony with his coffee cup in hand. The omega wasn’t ready for another deeply emotional chat; especially so soon after he had let his walls down. 

“I am” Hongjoong nodded leaning against the railing, also with a coffee cup. “I see you are too, with your extra sweet coffee.” He raises his mug towards Seonghwa in a cheers motion. 

Seonghwa chuckled slightly, sipping his coffee slowly. Pulling the mug back he released a dramatic sigh. “Ah sugar with two spoons of coffee. Just how I like it.” 

Hongjoong, who had been mid-sip, let out a snort. He quickly raised his hand to cover his mouth as he released a loud cough. “You’re funny!” He forced out through his coughing fit. 

The other rolled his eyes, “glad I could amuse you.” He slumped back further in his seat feeling as though he was being mocked. 

“No I’m being serious” Hongjoong cleared his throat. With the coughing under control he could explain fully. “I didn’t realize you could actually crack a joke like that.” 

“Oh so you just thought I was lame?” Seonghwa asked. 

“Kinda yeah” Hongjoong shrugged. 

Seonghwa’s face fell. Why did he suddenly feel like a wilted orange blossom? His internal omega felt like turning around in a circle and hiding his nose under his set of paws.

“Not in a bad way” Hongjoong stepped forward quickly. The alpha had picked up on the saddened scent, figuring he had upset the omega without intending to. But Seonghwa responded with a raised eyebrow, as though to question how he could mean it any other way. “I just thought you acted like an adult.”

“I am an adult?” Seonghwa questioned, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “And you are too.”

“Yeah but I mean the type of adult like our parents” Hongjoong crossed the balcony and claimed the seat beside Seonghwa, their legs brushing against each other.

“We are parents too” Seonghwa glanced at him.

Hongjoong groaned, but there was a light laugh underneath. “Well yeah, I got two pups inside that ensure that statement is true. I meant the type that works those boring office jobs sitting in a little cubical only ever getting out when there’s a meeting. Not to mention the damn monkey suits you have to wear!”

“What’s wrong with suits?” Seonghwa frowned.

“Nothing,” Hongjoong shrugged. “They’re boring, they all look the same in terms of colours and cuts. There’s nothing unique in it.”

“You sound as though you have lots of experience in wearing suits,” Seonghwa said. Was he trying to get to know the alpha? Were they having an actual conversation today? Without cursing each other out or over sharing personal details?

“Wearing them? No” Hongjoong shook his head. “But I have designed my fair share of them.”

“You design clothes?” Seonghwa sat up a little straighter with interest. He turned his body so he was facing the alpha, his knees digging into the other’s thighs.

“I do” Hongjoong answered, glancing down at their legs.

“That’s so cool!” Seonghwa gasped. “Have I seen any of your designs?” his eyes were round and his scent spiked. The omega was truly interested in what Hongjoong did for a living.

“Ah, yes and no” Hongjoong responded, with earned a look of confusion from the omega. “I don’t have any designs in a shop or on the runway yet. I mean it’s why I moved to Seoul, so that I can have more opportunities like that. But you have seen some of my projects. The clothes my pups wear, I made it.”

“You design custom clothes for your pups?” Seonghwa raised his hand to his heart. “That is so adorable. Oh gosh I wish I could do something like that for myself. My eomma once tried to teach me to knit, he insisted that it would be nice if I as their eomma could make my pups blankets at birth. But that obviously didn’t work out. The only thing I’m really good at doing with my hands is building figurines. Oh and cooking, I’m not bad with that. To be able to create a product that my pups could actually benefit from, that would be a dream come true.”

“I could teach you” Hongjoong found himself answering. What the hell was wrong with him? The answer had just slipped through. Why would he even think about doing something like that?

“Really?” Seonghwa perked up, the orange scent filling the balcony, as though they were walking through an orchard. And that is why Hongjoong said what he did. To receive happiness such as this from the omega.

“Sure, why not” Hongjoong shrugged in an attempt to play it cool. “I actually agreed to make something for Sumin.”

“You did?” Seonghwa’s eyebrows furrowed together slightly.

“Yeah” Hongjoong gave a small nod. “When the pups went to the park together. I mentioned how I made Youngseok’s skirt and Sumin said he wanted one too.”

“Sumin said he wanted a skirt?” Seonghwa questioned.

Hongjoong was used to the negative response from parents, in fact he had grown to expect it. He could recognize the spike in scent the moment he mentioned his own pup wearing a skirt. Seonghwa however seemed indifferent; there was a lack of interest perhaps in it?

“He did” Hongjoong nodded firmly. Seonghwa simply nodded along in response to it, his gaze shifting away from Hongjoong to look out at the sky. “I said I would talk to his eomma first. I know that not all parents are welcoming to the idea of their pups wearing clothing that don’t align with their assigned genders.”

“You think I don’t want him wearing a skirt?” Seonghwa’s head snapped towards Hongjoong, a flash of anger to his eyes.

“That’s not what I meant” Hongjoong raised a hand in sign of innocence. “I just mean in general parents all have their own perspectives. Some of which hold hard onto gender norms.”

“My pups can wear whatever they want” Seonghwa huffed, raising his coffee to drink slowly.

“Then what was with your face” Hongjoong questioned.

“There was nothing on my face,” Seonghwa frowned.

“Yeah there was” Hongjoong insisted. “It looked like you were thinking something deep.” When Seonghwa nibbled on his bottom lip slightly, Hongjoong knew he was correct. “Come on, tell me what was one your mind.”

Seonghwa sighed, “I don’t mean this in a bad way. I was simply surprised is all.” he glanced towards Hongjoong, “I didn’t think you’d be welcoming to the idea of Sumin wearing a skirt, much less your own pups.”

“Oh” Hongjoong nodded slowly in understanding. “Because I’m an alpha right? I don’t care what clothing my pups wear, so long as it’s not inappropriate or anything. Youngseok wearing a skirt is completely fine with me. I encourage it. I want to raise my pups to be individuals, to learn how to express them. Hell, I'm wearing a skirt.”

“You wear a skirt?” Seonghwa’s eyes widened. “But you’re an alpha!”

“I am” Hongjoong chuckled. “I thought we established that. I care about individuality, being you. How can I encourage that for my pups if I don’t uphold those values myself? So yeah, I’m an alpha that wears skirts. They make me feel pretty.”

“They make you feel pretty?” Seonghwa breathed out softly.

“They do” Hongjoong responded. “Don’t we all want to feel pretty about ourselves?”

“Of course,” Seonghwa nodded. “But aren’t omega’s supposed to be the cute ones? We’re designed to be soft and sweet, with the cute appearance and pastel colours. Alpha’s are presented as sexy and rough, with a mysterious sense about them.”

“That’s just unfair expectations put on by society,” Hongjoong argued. “Just because you’re an omega doesn’t mean you need to dress in some light weight, ill formed outfit in the ugliest shade of yellow. Just like how I don’t have to wear leather pants and chains all the time.”

Seonghwa glanced at him curiously. “So you would be fine with your omega wearing black leather jackets and combat boots?”

“My omega can wear whatever the hell he wants so long as he’s comfortable in his own appearance” Hongjoong answered sharply.

The omega seemed pleased with the answer, his scent mellowing out slightly. “Sumin can wear a skirt. And you are welcome to make him one. Only so long as it doesn’t take time away from your work or your pups. I wouldn’t want this to hinder you in any way.”

Hongjoong smiled softly, “it won’t hinder me. Besides, I’ll be sharing the work with you.”

“You’ll what?” Seonghwa’s eyes widened slightly.

“I said I would teach you” Hongjoong explained. “So you can help me make Sumin his skirt. That way your pup has something his eomma made special for him.”

“You’ll do that?” Seonghwa asked softly. “You’re willing to teach me?”

“Of course” Hongjoong smiled. “I promised I would.”

Seonghwa remained silent for a moment. Considering why the alpha was being so sweet with him. A small smile tugged at his lips. “Thank you,” he said. “I’d like that very much.”

Hongjoong nodded, letting the conversation fall away. He sat, breathing in the autumn air and taking slow sips of his coffee. It felt nice to be out there with somebody else. Talking wasn’t necessary; it was nice to simply feel like you weren’t alone. But of course for the omega, he liked his conversations.

“You aren’t usually out here in the mornings,” Seonghwa pointed out.

“Yeah” Hongjoong agreed. “The pups and I like to sleep in normally.”

“Why are you awake so early today?” Seonghwa questioned. The sun had only just begun to rise before he had stepped out to the balcony.  It seemed strange the alpha would be awake today. “Work?”

“Actually I do need to start waking up early for work” Hongjoong pointed out. “But no. Youngseok has a doctors appointment this morning.”

Seonghwa’s scent spiked with worry. “The doctors? Is he sick? Is something wrong? Have you checked his temperature? Has there been a shift in his scent? Are you certain you can wait for the doctors? Perhaps the hospital is better.”

Two days ago, Hongjoong would’ve been furious at the omega for asking. He would have seen it as criticizing, a crack at his inability as a parent. Now however, he could see the concern behind Seonghwa’s eyes.  “He’s fine” Hongjoong quickly insisted. “It’s not that kind of doctors appointment. He’s going to see a therapist.”

“Oh” Seonghwa’s eyes softened slightly. “Has he been struggling with the move?” his eyes quickly widened. “Oh gosh I’m sorry,” he said. “I probably shouldn’t be asking you something personal like that.”

“It’s okay, you can ask” Hongjoong gave a small smile. “It’s been a couple years now. He had a therapist back in Anyang, but I’m not sure if it ever actually helped him. They say it's childhood trauma coming out through nightmares. He struggles with sleeping and when he does he has the night terror that sets his whole day off.”

“And there’s nothing to soothe him?” Seonghwa wondered, it sounded almost as though there was sadness in his voice.

“No, not usually” Hongjoong shakes his head. “I hold him, hoping my scent can assist in some way, speak to him softly. But it never works. I know I’m not who he needs or wants in those moments.”

Seonghwa hesitated, nibbling on his bottom lip. “His eomma?”

“Yeah” Hongjoong nodded slowly. “Nothing I can do about that I guess. I just need to try my best.”

“I couldn’t imagine it” Seonghwa’s voice was soft. “My pup is in distress like that and I can’t do anything to help him?”

“Trust me” Hongjoong sighed. “It’s one of the worst feelings as a parent, you think you failed.”

“You haven’t failed,” Seonghwa insisted. “This is beyond your control.”

“I know” Hongjoong glanced towards Seonghwa. “But knowing it doesn’t make it any easier.” Hongjoong sighed softly and stood. “I should probably go wake the pups, we need to start getting ready. I’ll be back in a couple minutes.”

“Sure” Seonghwa nodded. “Take your time.” He watched Hongjoong saunter back inside to his apartment. Sighing softly, Seonghwa considered going back into his own living room. He knew he pushed a conversation that the other was likely uncomfortable with. Why couldn’t he just mind his own business?

He knew the answer to that. Of course he did.

It was his eomma instincts. He felt it tug at him with worry over the pup. The pup wasn’t even his own! But he was concerned. He needed to know that he was okay or if there was anything he could do to assist. Maybe he’s not that close with Hongjoong, but he would always care about pups.

Feeling his phone vibrate in his pocket, he tugged it free. Smiling, he saw his eomma’s name. Perfect, a nice distraction.

“Hi eomma!” he accepted the video call, his eomma’s face coming up. The two had a very close relationship, closer than Seonghwa could’ve imagined – especially after his two unplanned pregnancies and failed mating. They often spent mornings video chatting with their coffee outside. And although his eomma spent most of the time trying to convince his son to leave Seoul and return home, it was still nice conversations.

“Hello my Shining Star” Haneul smiled, creases forming in his eyes. “How are you today? The pups good?”

“I'm a good eomma,” Seonghwa smiled, “and the pups are well too. They’re still sleeping.”

“Ah” Haneul nodded, sipping his tea. “Sounds like everything is how it normally is. Nothing new?” Seonghwa lived a very predictable lifestyle. He knew his son’s schedule just as well as Seonghwa did. 

“Actually they’ve made a couple new friends this week,” Seonghwa explained.

“Really?” Haneul raised a curious eyebrow.

Seonghwa nodded. “We got a new neighbour and he has two pups of his own. They’ve taken a real liking to each other. So they’ve already been to the park a couple times. I’m hoping I can set up another playdate soon.”

“Sounds like the pups had a good time,” Haneul smiled.

“They really did!” Seonghwa gushed. “Minjae can’t stop talking about his new friend Youngseok. They’ve been practicing soccer together and apparently Minjae has really improved. I was considering signing Minnie up for the local team. They practice in the park on Monday evenings. So I know it might not always fit in my schedule to make it, but if San and Wooyoung agree to assist, I’d like for him to give it a try.”

“Really?” his eomma questioned with a slight raise to his eyebrows.

Seonghwa chuckled softly. “Don’t sound so surprised, eomma.” although it likely was something to be surprised about. It wasn’t that Seonghwa discouraged his pups from having social interactions. It’s just something they were not often exposed to. They played with the occasional kid at the park but he wouldn’t necessarily consider them to be friends. For him to arrange regular play dates with the same pups and to sign them up for a club or team, this was new territory for him.

“You know I’ve always encouraged the pups to build friendships” Seonghwa insisted softly.

 Haneul smiled, “I know you have. It just hasn’t been the easiest go for the pups nor has it been for you. You stay so tight within those friendships of yours. It’s nice to know that you were connecting with other parents.”

“You know how much my friends mean to me,” Seonghwa stated, feeling a little defensive over the implications. “The three mean so much to me. San, Wooyoung and Yeosang have been a huge influence on my success here in Seoul. I wouldn’t be where I am without them.”

His eomma sighed deeply. “You would be home in Jinju,” he said. “Instead of feeling obligated to remain in the city.”

“I don’t feel obligated to do anything,” Seonghwa argued. “Seoul is my home. It is the only home that the pups have known. I don’t want to take them away from that.”

“But you could bring them to your family,” Haneul responded. “We would be able to assist you.”

“They have family here too” Seonghwa fought back. “San, Wooyoung and Yeosang are my family. That doesn’t belittle my relationships with you, appa and hyung. So please don’t think that it does. I am so grateful for all of you. Just as I am for the family here. It is with all of you that I have been able to move forward after Woobin’s departure. You know I wouldn’t be who I am today without all of you. I am strong because you raised me to be.”

“Oh silly puppy,” his eomma said. “I’m not talking about strength. I’m just saying it might be nice for a change in environment. The city is so rushed and harsh. It’s calmer here in Jinju, it’s relaxing. It would be such a nice place to raise the pups. You loved growing up here Seonghwa.” Haneul hesitated for a moment, before rushing out the words before he could be stopped. “Plus your appa and I know several eligible alphas around here. Do you remember the young neighbour that you went to high school with? He’s graduated university now and he is set to start at a very prestigious office in the next couple weeks.”

There it was. Seonghwa knew his eomma was getting at something through this conversation. Haneul had just simply waited for the opportunity. Over the past couple years his eomma had insisted that Seonghwa find another alpha. That it would help soothe the broken bond, provide him comfort. Haneul also insisted that it would be good for the pups, that Sumin and Minjae needed an alpha in their life. Mating was the best way to ensure that an alpha would stay. Although Seonghwa highly doubts that. If an alpha could leave an omega, despite knowing they had carried and birthed two of their own children, an alpha could leave and break a bond at any time.

“Eomma,” Seonghwa said. “I am happy with my life. I don’t need to return to Jinju to find an alpha.”

“Well you certainly can’t find one in Seoul,” his eomma argued gently.

“That’s because I’m not trying to find one,” Seonghwa insisted. “ If I wanted an alpha, I would get one. But I don’t. I am happy with the way my life is.” Now, he likely would’ve said more, there was certainly more to say. But much to his surprise Hongjoong had returned to the balcony. Seonghwa had originally assumed that the alphas' statement in the promise of return had simply been out of politeness. He had not expected Hongjoong to follow through with it 

“Hey” Hongjoong said stepping out. “Sorry that took longer than I expected.”

Seonghwa glanced away from his phone for a second. “How are the pups?” he asked.

Hongjoong chuckled lightly at an unknown joke. “Tired, but at least they’re in the process of waking up. I’ll go back in and check on them in a couple minutes.”

“Who is that?” the sound of Haneul’s voice cut through the conversation.

“W-what?” Hongjoong looked around the balcony in confusion.

Seonghwa waved the phone in his hand, indicating to the alpha that the voice had come from there. “I was just chatting with my eomma” Seonghwa explained. He turned the screen to it faced Hongjoong. “Say hi.”

Hongjoong was caught off guard. Of course he was, this was certainly not an ideal way to meet a parent – especially the parent of somebody you barely knew. They were acquaintances at best. But here he was meeting Seonghwa‘s eomma.

Not to mention he was currently standing without a shirt. Only dressed in low riding sweatpants and his hair completely tussled. It was not a great display to make in front of anyone.

“Hi” Hongjoong forced the words out, raising his hand and giving a little wave of his fingers. “I’m Kim Hongjoong. It’s a pleasure to meet you Mr. Park,” he stated, giving a small bow.

“It is nice to meet you too,” the elder omega stated. “I wish I could say I had heard a lot about you. Unfortunately my son did not grant me that courtesy.”

“Eomma!” Seonghwa gasped quickly, turning the camera back towards him.

“I can see why you don’t want to leave Seoul now,” Haneul answered with a light chuckle. “And of course it is understandable that you wouldn’t be searching for an alpha, considering you have already found one.”

“What?” Seonghwa’s eyes widened. “No, eomma! It’s nothing like that. Hongjoong isn’t my alpha.”

“Oh I understand,” Haneul said with a wink. “I know how things are in this generation. You don’t like to make anything official too soon. Courting these days goes on for years. Whereas back in my time the process was much quicker. Although I never quite understood the reasoning, considering despite the years of courting, your generation still has the highest bond breaking percentage. Regardless, however you wish to define things does not matter to me. Hongjoong-ssi seems like a nice young alpha.

“Although he should be wearing a shirt! Not only is it autumn and he could catch a chill, but also there are pups walking around! They are impressionable at this age. I don’t think that is the attitude you wish to teach them.”

Seonghwa opened his mouth to argue again, attempting to explain that the relationship was not the way his eomma implied it to be.

Hongjoong however beat him to it. Although, rather than denying it, he simply stated, “yes sir! You are right. It is rather chilly out here. And I certainly don’t want to present myself inappropriately around the pups or yourself sir. I will grab a sweatshirt right now. If you’ll excuse me.'' The alphas' voice was polite but rather panicked. He stepped backwards through the balcony doorway, sliding it shut behind him.

Seonghwa sighed deeply. “Eomma, you don’t understand. It really isn’t like that. He’s just my-“

 “Technicalities” Haneul insisted, cutting his son off. “Like I said, I don’t care what you refer to it as. Think of it however you wish.”

“There’s nothing,” Seonghwa tried again.

“He does seem like a nice alpha Seonghwa. He appeared a little on the small side in terms of height from what I could see but his broad shoulders and chest make up for that. He will do well with the pups, but the hair colour is an interesting choice.” Haneul paused, thinking something over. “Is he an alpha, correct?”

“He is,” Seonghwa nodded hesitantly. 

“Excellent. You must bring him with you to celebrate Chuseok with us” Haneul insisted. “Now I am aware he likely has his own family to spend the holiday with. But he must recognize the importance of this with the pups. If he is a dependable intelligent alpha he will come with you.” 

“Eomma” Seonghwa tried again, “it’s really not like that.”

“I must be going” his eomma stated instead. “Your appa will be awake soon for breakfast. Plus you should be preparing breakfast for your pups and alpha like the good omega you are.” 

Seonghwa sighed softly. Yet another stereotype his eomma had regarding omegas. Be with an alpha. Raise the pups. Do the cooking and the cleaning. He loved his eomma, he truly did. Just sometimes they didn’t see eye to eye. 

“I’ll call you in a couple days” his eomma stated. 

“We can time it a little later,” Seonghwa said. “So that you can talk to the pups as well.”

“Oh that’ll be lovely,” Haneul said. “Perhaps your alpha will be around too.” He didn’t wait for a response. Quickly he added, “bye Shining Star.” And then the call ended. 

Seonghwa took a deep sigh and leaned his head back against the wall. Softly he heard the door to the balcony slide open again. Followed by slight shuffling. 

“Is it safe?” Hongjoong questioned, sticking his head out through a small opening. 

“Yeah,” Seonghwa answered. “I ended the call.” 

Hongjoong stepped back out onto the balcony. He sat himself down beside Seonghwa with a sigh. “Why would you do that?” Hongjoong questioned, eyeing Seonghwa suspiciously. 

“Do what?” Seonghwa raised an eyebrow in confusion. 

“Answer the phone call,” Hongjoong stated.

“Oh” Seonghwa smiled innocently. “My eomma calls a couple times a week. We have a little tradition of sitting outside in the mornings and chatting. You’re not usually out here so I suppose you wouldn’t have noticed.” 

“Yeah but why would you answer if you knew I was coming back?” Hongjoong’s frowned. 

“I didn’t know you were coming back,” Seonghwa frowned. 

“I said that I would be” Hongjoong insisted.

Seonghwa gave a small shrug. “Alphas say that all the time. Doesn’t make it true.”

Hongjoong’s facial expressions softened slightly. Had alphas hurt Seonghwa so much in the past that the omega couldn’t take Hongjoong’s word for his return? The trust and belief just couldn’t be there? That was heartbreaking. No one deserved that. Seonghwa should be able to rest assured that Hongjoong, or any alpha, will keep their word – especially something that seemed as simple as coming back outside to the balcony.

“Well” Hongjoong stated softly. “If I promise something, you can trust that I will follow through. I’m not like those other deadbeat alphas that just say shit with the intentions of impressions. I mean what I say.”

Seonghwa watched him silently. Slowly he began to nod. “I can tell,” he said. “That you seem like the type of alpha to keep his word.”

“I am” Hongjoong nodded determinedly.

“The pups are awake?” Seonghwa questioned.

“They are,” Hongjoong shrugged. “Kinda at least. They’re still cuddling in bed but they’re no longer sleeping. I’ll head back in soon and get them dressed. What about your pups? Shouldn’t they be awake?”

“They should be,” Seonghwa giggled lightly. “But they are heavy sleepers. It’s almost impossible to wake them up. So I tend to just wait.”

“Ah, so the one thing you aren’t so stickler on” Hongjoong chuckled. “Wake up time.”

Seonghwa smiled, leaning his head back but still glancing to the side. “I like my sleep just as much.”

“Yet you’re always out here early morning” Hongjoong pointed out.

“Oh and how do you know I’m out here in the mornings?” Seonghwa teased.

“I can see you through the balcony door” Hongjoong started with a nod at his door.

“Are you watching me?” Seonghwa raised an eyebrow.

“No!” Hongjoong gasped. “Don’t say it like that! That makes me sound like a stalker.”

“Maybe you are,” Seonghwa smirked. But there was a flash of amusement across his eyes. He was teasing the alpha.

“Ah you” Hongjoong bumped his shoulder against the other. “Stop making fun of me.”

“But it’s too easy,” Seonghwa burst out laughing.

Hongjoong chuckled softly, his gaze looking over the omega slowly. “Seonghwa'' he breathed out. He doesn’t know what came over him. There wasn’t even anything he needed to say. He just felt the impulse to say the omegas name.

Seonghwa immediately stopped laughing. “You know my name.”

“Oh” Hongjoong felt his cheeks heat up slightly. “Yeah, uh San and Wooyoung spoke about you. So yeah. Seonghwa.”

Nodding slightly Seonghwa let that settle around him. It was all right. He couldn’t have Hongjoong calling him darling forever, or to only refer to him as an omega. He probably should’ve introduced himself by now anyways. But he couldn’t resist a little teasing. “You shouldn’t speak to me so improperly,” Seonghwa stated.

“Would you prefer Seonghwa-ssi?” Hongjoong questioned, with a twitch to his nose of distaste.

“Hyung is fine,” Seonghwa shrugged.

“And how do you know that you’re older?” Hongjoong challenged.

“I act like it,” Seonghwa stated obviously. “Plus you don’t even look like you’ve stopped growing. You can’t be older than me.”

“I have a five year old” Hongjoong argued.

“And I have a three year old,” Seonghwa added. “What does that matter?”

“My pup is older so I’m probably older” Hongjoong explained.

“Yeah?” Seonghwa questioned. “How old are you?”

“Twenty-two” Hongjoong answered.

“So am I” Seonghwa’s smirk returned.

“Birthday?”

“April 3 rd 1998” Seonghwa responded.

“Damn it” Hongjoong mumbled. “November 7 th .”

“I guess I’m your hyung now” Seonghwa poked at Hongjoong’s side.

“I’m not calling you that” Hongjoong grumbled and leaned away.

“Aw, why not?” Seonghwa pouted.

“Cause we’re the same age” Hongjoong huffed.

“Fine” Seonghwa relented. “We can be friends of the same age.”

Hongjoong nibbled on his bottom lip. Same age friends. Were they actually friends though? They were neighbours for sure. They have had more than one deep conversation on this balcony. Hell, he had even met Seonghwa’s eomma ten minutes ago. But did that make them friends?

So instead of answering, Hongjoong changed the subject.  “You realize your eomma is going to think I’m more than a friend right?” 

Seonghwa released a deep groan. “I know. I tried to explain but he just wouldn’t listen. I love my eomma, I really do. But he lives a very stereotypical lifestyle. He means well of course, although he thinks it would be best if an omega and alpha are together.”

“It must’ve been hard when your bond broke” Hongjoong pointed out.

“He supported me of course,” Seonghwa stated. “He hated my alpha and the way I was treated. After the bonding he encouraged me to go out and find a better alpha. One that will actually care for the pups and me. Apparently it was supposed to help me in some twisted way. Gosh he is constantly trying to set me up with the son of some friend.”

“And now he sees a shirtless alpha come out onto your balcony after checking on the pups” Hongjoong barked out a laugh.

“This isn’t funny!” Seonghwa whined. “He’s seriously going to think that you’re my alpha.”

“I suppose it’s a good thing I’m not” Hongjoong smirked, pushing himself up from his seat.

“He’s expecting you at Chuseok!” Seonghwa argued.

“Sounds like a you problem” Hongjoong shrugged.

“Hongjoong” Seonghwa dramatically whined again.

Hongjoong smiled, pausing with his hand on the balcony door. “It’s just temporary excitement. Let him relax a little and then next time he calls you can explain it. We are just neighbours after all.”

Seonghwa sighed. “Yeah I know you’re right.” He glanced in Hongjoong’s direction. “It just would’ve been easier to explain if you hadn’t come outside without a shirt and your messy hair.”

“Hmm why is that?” Hongjoong practically purred. “Does my appearance look a little too intimate?” he flashed the omega a wink.

“Hongjoong!” Seonghwa’s face turned bright red.

Hongjoong burst out laughing. “It’s okay, I know you like the way I look. Can’t deny that I look attractive. And just for the record I’m okay with you looking.” He tugged open the door. “Better go get those pups of mine and dressed and ready to go.” He stepped through the door.

“Bye” Seonghwa forced the words out.

“Bye” Hongjoong stuck his head back out. “But seriously Seonghwa. Don’t worry too much about what your eomma said. I really do mean what I said. Once he gets over the excitement he will be more willing to listen. Just try again in a couple days to explain.”

“Yeah” Seonghwa nodded. “Thanks Hongjoong. See you later.”

“See you later Seonghwa.”

Hongjoong sat in the small clinical waiting room. Leaning back into his seat the alpha struggled with relaxing his mind. He found himself watching Junyoung as he played with a puzzle Hongjoong had brought in his bag. The alpha had long since learnt that the two boys needed constant entertainment- especially during long waits. In this case, the only one waiting was Junyoung. Youngseok had been back with the therapist for the past twenty minutes. The doctor had insisted on meeting with the pups separately, before the family came together. Junyoung had gone first, now it was Youngseok’s turn.

With a small sigh, Hongjoong opened the magazine he had selected from the nearby stack. He hadn’t checked what the topic of the reading material was, having grabbed at random. Opening the cover, Hongjoong began to read over the first page. It didn’t take the alpha long to realize it was a collection of articles explaining the importance of an alpha having an omega. A piece of Hongjoong wanted to snap the book shut instantly, but part of him was intrigued. 

Slowly, his gaze moved over the page. The first article listed the positives of having an omega for emotional support. It told about how an alpha needed an individual to rely on, as this was part of their nature. When an alpha faced moments of sadness or anger, an omega’s pheromones were a key factor to providing easy happiness. An omega’s scent offered a natural form of comfort. The scent was a way of building a connection between couples. Much against Hongjoong’s distaste, his thoughts shifted to the bright oranges. 

The more time Hongjoong spent within the omega’s presence, the easier it became for him to notice the calmness of the scent.

Turning the page, Hongjoong came to the second article. This one specifically listed the positives of a mating between an alpha and an omega. It stated how, when an alpha and omega mated together, it connected their thoughts and feelings to an extent. An alpha would be able to sense if their omega is in distress, regardless of scent – hence knew from a distance if the omega needed them. Hongjoong had heard of stories where an alpha could be out of town and would come rushing home from sensing their mate needed them in some form.

The article continued on with explaining that a mating bond increased the probability of producing pups. It was with the bond that the wolves create that encourages a heavier heat or rut. Although pups are a possibility with any heat or rut – Hongjoong learnt the hard way. Furthermore, there had been proven evidence that giving birth was greatly assisted with a mate involved – although Hongjoong had no experience with this.

Hongjoong glanced towards Junyoung with a sad little smile. The boy was animatedly playing. The puzzle was quickly taking shape.

Mates were a long shot in Hongjoong’s mind. One that might be nice to experience, he couldn’t deny that his wolf’s biological clock had started ticking faster for a mate since he became appa to the two pups. However, he recognized how difficult that was. Finding a mate wasn’t as easy as people made it sound. There were certain expectations he needed to follow in terms of courting customs. He needed to find an omega, court them through the use of gifts, showcase that the alpha could care for them through food or finances or time, display that no only would they be a good alpha but appa as well.

There was so much to it, and it’s not that Hongjoong wasn’t willing to court somebody. There just wasn’t any guarantee to it. The omega could refuse the courting, or begin courting only to back out just before mating. And what if they didn’t leave before mating? They would mate and then break the bond.

Hongjoong luckily had never experienced a bond breaking – and he would never want to. He had heard horror stories of it during his high school health class. Breaking a bond was some of the worst pain anyone could ever experience. It was like getting shot simultaneously in the head and heart. Your bond is dying, and you know it.

Flipping the page, Hongjoong was surprised by the next article – although he should’ve suspected it would turn to a topic such as heats and sexual activities. The alpha blushed deeply. The page went into depth about what happened when an omega entered heat and how an alpha could best assist them. They would long for a release that could only truly be satisfied when they received an alpha’s knot. It explained that although there were alternatives, there was very little that would compare to a fulfilling feeling of a knot in heat.

Of course, Hongjoong did have much experience on this topic. The alpha had let very few people – particularly omegas into his life, especially after becoming an appa. Whenever his rut hit, usually at unexpected times, Hongjoong choose to spend it alone. The days would blend together as he struggled with making it through. But not once did he cave. If he were going to spend a rut with an omega, it would be his mate, not a nameless, faceless omega. Maybe he was just old fashioned that way.

Reading further, Hongjoong’s eyes only widened as the article took a turn to discuss sexual position. The magazine explained what position would be best for an omega to be in during heat, if he or she is trying to conceive pups – as it was likely to increase the chance. There was an explanation on how it would be best to get an alpha’s knot in as deep as possible – followed shortly by how to increase the length of time the knot would stay prominent in the omega. The article went on to explain what positions felt good in specific ways. It listed if the omega wanted to feel it deep they should be lying in this certain form or if the omega wanted it pounding with speed how the alpha should position them.

Hongjoong was going to continue reading onwards, however the arrival of the receptionist forced Hongjoong to snap the magazine shut with embarrassed red cheeks. “Kim Hongjoong?” the female spoke warmly as she glanced around the room. Hongjoong stuffed the magazine back into its rack before pushing himself out of his seat. Hopefully nobody noticed what he was reading at the time.

“Here” Hongjoong raised his hand in a wave towards the nurse. He moved towards the pups. “Okay Junyoung, let's go check in with the doctor and Youngseok,” he stated. The pup protested with a whine as the appa began to pack the puzzle away. “You can do another puzzle at home, I promise” Hongjoong spoke softly. He placed the toys into his large black fake leather bound shoulder bag – one that he typically used to carry his laptop and sketchbook around. Taking hold of the pups’ hand, Hongjoong went towards the women.

“Hello there,” the receptionist smiled “I’ll lead you back to the office.” She cheerfully began to tread down the hall nearly in a skip, guiding them to the far back. Hongjoong followed silently with the pup in tow. He thanked her once they reached the room – where he found Youngseok waiting on the leather bound couch. His alpha growled at the way the doctor was willing to leave his pup alone, even if it was only for a moment.

“Up you go” Hongjoong beamed as he lifted Junyoung onto the couch beside his brother. Hongjoong was thankful the clinic appeared to be child friendly. The room was painted a soft yellow with lime green accents. On the table where the computer was located, there were containers of stickers and lollipops. “So how were things with the doctor? Did they seem nice?”

Youngseok looked at his appa apprehensively. The pup lifted his hand to his mouth and began to suck on the thumb. This was a behaviour that Hongjoong had been trying to discourage – however today he figured he’d let it slide.

“It’s going to be fine” Hongjoong reassured softly. Leaning forward he planted a soft kiss on each of the boy’s foreheads. “Doctor Choi was nice to you when you were playing with him right?” Hongjoong had met with the therapist briefly before he had sent Junyoung back to play with the adult.

Both Junyoung and Youngseok gave a small nod. “We played blocks,” Youngseok explained in a soft tone.

Hongjoong smiled lightly. “And you like blocks puppy” Hongjoong reached forward and stroked his cheek with the back of his hand. “So why do you look so sad?”

Youngseok and Junyoung shared a look.

“Do we need shots?” Junyoung asked with eyes filled with worry.

Hongjoong released a small chuckle. His pups were just so adorable in his eyes. “No shots. This isn’t that type of doctor.” Playfully Hongjoong poked both their bellies – earning slight giggles from the two boys. “Are you two eating well?” Hongjoong gave the pups another tickle to the tummy.

Both boys burst out laughing as their appa began to tickle them. They wiggled slightly, struggling to get free from the tickle monster. “Yes appa!” They cheered together around the laughter.

“Hmm” Hongjoong tilted his head curiously to the side “I don’t know about that. Someone left a lot of chicken on their plate last night” the appa teased.

“I was full!” Youngseok giggled.

“Filled with rice!” Hongjoong laughed. Stepping forward, he pulled the two giggling pups into a warm hug. He loved moments like this with his children. Times when he could let go and relax. He wanted to spend time having some fun with his puppies. 

The door to the room slid open, a little older than middle-aged alpha with greying hair standing in the doorway. Clearing his throat, the man caught the attention of the omega. “I can come back if you are not yet ready” the doctor stated.

“We are ready,” Hongjoong answered quickly. Another slight blush was forming as he stepped slightly away from the pups to address the doctor. “Nice to see you again Dr. Choi”

“Likewise Mr. Kim” the man nodded in introduction. He moved deeper into the room and took a seat by his computer. Glancing around the room, the man frowned slightly. “Wouldn’t you prefer we wait for your omega to arrive? I know they weren’t here with you at the start of the appointment. I assumed they were running late.”

Sheepishly, Hongjoong nibbled on his bottom lip. Although the alpha was generally very proud of himself as an individual – and a single appa – there were moments where he became nervous to admit his unmated status. He recognized the stigma omegas received as an unmated parent. They were a whore that couldn’t keep their legs closed. Alphas however were accused of being unable to keep a mate that they failed in supporting their omega so naturally they will fail their child. Hongjoong also knew what omegas thought. Omegas assumed alphas walked away the hero, but that was far from the case. “I uh” Hongjoong shifted on his heels slightly “I don’t have one. It's just me.”

The doctor nodded slightly. Turning towards his computer, he began to type quickly. Hongjoong could only assume he was making a note of Hongjoong’s lack of omega. “Alright, so I have already met with both pups and have had a chance to get to know them. But first I’d like to hear from you Mr. Kim what the problem is' ' the doctor stated, turning the chair back in Kim's direction.

“My son, Youngseok,” Hongjoong nodded in Youngseok’s direction to indicate which pup he was talking about. “Has been struggling lately in terms of emotional distress and self regulation. He often has nightmares that will awaken him and it’s a struggle to calm him down.”

“What appears to be successful in regards to returning to bed?” Dr. Choi stood and moved towards the pups with a smile. “Hello there, Youngseok” he gave a little wave.

Hongjoong gave the doctor a few moments of silence before he decided to provide an answer “A strong scenting has proven to be successful, as has he sharing my bed with me, but time has been the best solution. When he calms down it becomes easier.” A small blush began to creep up on Hongjoong’s cheek. This was a doctor – a medical professional. Hongjoong shouldn’t feel ashamed but he couldn’t fight the feeling that he had done something wrong with his actions.

The doctor gave another nod as he stepped back from the pups on the table. Hongjoong watched slightly in confusion. Was that it? That took about two seconds of the doctor’s time. Maybe Hongjoong had chosen the wrong doctor; it didn’t appear like he gave much consideration.

Moving towards his desk, Choi took a seat. “I’d like to hear more about yourself and your family dynamics before I move forward with any other discussion. As you know I’ve spent some time with both Youngseok and Junyoung. I found both to be very bright and lovely pups. I simply want to hear more details from your side.”

Hongjoong’s eyes widened. His back tensed as he forced himself to stand tall. The wording of the doctor instantly made the alpha feel very threatened. It felt like something that’ll be followed by an insult. “What would you like to know?”

“First I would like the information regarding their omega parent” the doctor asked gently. “You stated you do not have one. Has the pups’ omega ever been involved in their lives?”

Hongjoong should’ve known before he had arrived that a doctor would likely ask this question. The blueberry was well used to the looks of curiosity that he received. There were often questions regarding why he wasn’t mated or if his mate had passed away. “She was” Hongjoong answered in a small weak sounding voice. He nervously looked down at the floor, fiddling slightly with his fingers. “Primarily with Junyoung. She hadn’t been around much since Youngseok’s birth unfortunately… and she passed away a couple years ago.” There was more to the story, it was obvious. But Hongjoong was not willing to discuss it.  

Nodding slightly, the doctor wrote down what Hongjoong stated. Glancing back at the alpha the doctor asked, “Have the pups had an omega figure for guidance in their lives since then?”

“We moved here recently from Anyang” Hongjoong answered, letting his thoughts drift to that of his family. “They were very close with my eomma. She was their primary omega.”

“And what about currently? Since you’ve moved to Seoul?” Dr. Choi asked softly. He glanced slightly towards the pups that were busy entertaining themselves with the leather bound pillows. “I understand they had an omega previously, but do they have that stability now?”

“Uh well” Hongjoong frowned slightly. “Not particularly. I’ve never been close with any omega, and that’s only become more prominent since we moved. I have a few friends within the city, but they’re all alphas and betas.” the doctor leaned back into his chair in a relaxed manner, taking in the explanation. It gave the impression that he had long since come to a conclusion. “I rely a lot on the help from them – they’ve become family to us. And they are always readily available if needed. We make our schedules work.”

Pushing himself into an upright position the doctor began to explain. “From my observations, there is nothing medically wrong with Youngseok – or Junyoung. It is likely that he is instead facing difficulties within his mental and emotional state due to the lack of an omega influence.”

“Lack of an omega influence?” Hongjoong frowned slightly.

“I have seen it happen a few times before. Youngseok and Junyoung are pups; they need a well-developed balance. Omegas and alphas have been proven to be the strongest bonded in terms of mating. They have the greatest chance of reproducing and successful upbringing” the doctor explained gently.

“I’m sorry” Hongjoong gave his head a small shake. “I still don’t think I understand.”

“Omegas and alphas balance each other out,” the doctor continued. “They each bring forth what the others lack. An alpha has a tough sense of behaviour; they are recognized as the stronger individual in terms of discipline and actions. Whereas the omega is softer, offers a sweeter and warmer environment.”

“Are you trying to say I’m too tough on my pups?” Hongjoong accused, feeling his emotions spike. He couldn’t parent his pups to the fullest extent because he was an alpha? They couldn’t trust him to welcome them? What kind of bullshit is this?

“No, of course not,” Dr. Choi shook his head. “I apologize if you thought that’s what I was implying. Scents can play another big role. Omega scents are often sweeter or citrusy, whereas alphas are woodsy. Internally, even as puppies, we recognize the want for both. Although their wolf isn’t fully developed, they do still have one. It’s the wolf’s way of calling out for a scent it knows is missing.”

Hongjoong nodded slowly in understanding. He might not completely comprehend what the doctor was saying, but he knew enough.

“It’s likely more noticeable to your pups because they have been exposed to an omega involvement” Dr. Choi stated. “From having lost their eomma and now their halmoni. These are two omegas that were originally set to guide them. The lack of time spent with them now is sure to be an adjustment.”

“I suppose that makes sense,” Hongjoong stated in agreement.

“Youngseok is probably calling out for this missing piece the only way he knows how” Dr. Choi spoke softly. “His shift with a distress scent, is likely a way of attracting an omega. Omegas have a naturally built in maternal instinct. They will sense his discomfort and come to his aid.”

Hongjoong’s thoughts began to drift to that of Seonghwa. He was the omega they would’ve been exposed to most – even just in terms of scents. Would that explain why Seonghwa was so concerned about Youngseok and his doctor’s appointment this morning? His internal omega was responding to the scents Youngseok was releasing? It could also be the reasoning behind the developing friendship with Sumin and Minjae. Naturally those two pups would be carrying their eomma’s scent – perhaps it could be smelt from them. Not to mention that time Youngseok immediately fell asleep after hearing Seonghwa’s singing through the walls.

“Why hasn’t Junyoung begun behaving similarly?” Hongjoong wondered. If the reasoning was a lack of omega exposure then why Junyoung wasn’t experiencing the same level of anxiety or stress the way Youngseok often did. Youngseok would come to Hongjoong’s room crying in search of comfort or express his emotions through nightmares. Junyoung was more mature and relied on his own strength.

“It’s likely due to his age” the doctor shrugged a little as though he did not know the answer to the question. “You said that their eomma was around more during Junyoung’s infancy. It is likely he has strong emotional foundations created with his eomma. He can self regulate to an extent.” When Hongjoong furrowed his eyebrows in confusion the doctor lightly explained, “you stated that Youngseok would search you out when he is experiencing these nightmares. It is possible that your other son shares similar fears but does not come readily forward.”

Hongjoong paused for a moment and allowed him to consider what the doctor had stated. Perhaps he had been a missing out on sign that Junyoung hadn’t been that well either. They had likely not been easy to notice – but Hongjoong was their appa. When Youngseok would come to Hongjoong looking for comfort, Junyoung was often shortly behind – but Hongjoong had brushed it off as Junyoung checking on his little brother. Maybe Junyoung needed the comfort just as much as Youngseok. It was similar to sleeping in Hongjoong’s bed. Although Junyoung would never outright ask, he was always extremely willing when Hongjoong offered.

“What can I do?” Hongjoong asked softly. “How do I help my pups be happier?” Hongjoong was the type of appa that would get things done. If his pups needed him to do something, he would do whatever it takes to help them.

The doctor pushed some hair out of his face as he answered in a way that made it sound like it should’ve been obvious. “The pups will need to spend some time with an omega. They likely need bonding. Get a feeling of what it means to be in an omega’s presence again. An omega that they feel they can trust and receive guidance from. Eventually, if either presents as an omega, they will need one to teach them proper behaviour – it’s best that these bonds are developed young.  Any omega would do, of course. You stated you have some friends. That’ll work fine, if you have one that’s omega. Or you can look into placing them in a preschool with omega staffing. A couple of times a week, to interact with an adult omega. I am certain that will greatly improve their current and future behaviour.”

Hongjoong didn’t particularly like the way the doctor had worded ‘current and future behaviour.’ That made it sound like there was something misbehaving about his pups. They are just children and don’t deserve to be judged so harshly – especially on things that are out of their control. “That’s all it’ll take for them to feel better?”

“It should be, yes.” the doctor gave a firm nod. “If you do not see an improvement after three months, please feel free to return. We can arrange for regular counselling should they require it. However, an omega in yours and the pups’ life will likely assist with any trouble any of you are facing.”

Hongjoong answered with a nod of his head. He wasn’t very impressed – the doctor appeared to be more of a mate pusher than having a focus on actual medical assistance. “I will be sure to return if I find the pups continuing to struggle,” Hongjoong insisted. He lifted the pups off the couch before taking their hands happily. “Let's go home, Youngie, Junnie.”

Choi smiled slightly “You can come by if you ever need anything. Don’t hesitate to make an appointment.”

Holding the boys’ hands, Hongjoong led them out of the doctor’s office and into the busy streets of Seoul. With college having recently been let out for the day, the community streets had only grown in popularity – students wanting to return home for the evening. Hongjoong gave the pups’ hands a small squeeze. Smiling slightly, he led them through the crowds.

Thankfully, Hongjoong’s walk to the neighbourhood of Daehakro wasn’t very far. He knew the location was often referred to as a college town. Hongjoong wasn’t the biggest fan of being surrounded by students – however it allowed the cost of his apartment to be cheaper.

Side stepping around a rushing male beta, Hongjoong felt the need to hold the pups tighter – fearful that he might lose them in the streets. With autumn only just dawning, Hongjoong would’ve hoped for some cooler weather – however September was unseasonably warm this year.

“Appa,” Junyoung tugged on Hongjoong’s hand. Glancing down, Hongjoong found the pup pointing in the direction of a small ice cream stand tucked away. “Melona!” Junnie stated, watching the stand with wide eyes.

Hongjoong smiled, his puppies had been so good at the appointment today. How could he deny them the sweet treat?

“Can I get two melona?” Hongjoong ordered. The green, honeydew flavoured treat had become fairly popular over the years – it was essentially ice cream on a stick. The pups loved it. Removing some cash, he let go of the pups’ hands momentarily, to pay for the ice cream – and accept the packages. It was at that moment that something caught Youngseok’s eye.

“Minnie!” Youngseok cheered. The pup broke free from Hongjoong’s side and ran as fast as his little legs could carry him through the crowd. Although Hongjoong was quick, he hadn’t been quick enough. The pup had disappeared between the parting legs of pedestrians.

“Kim Youngseok!” Hongjoong shouted. Swiftly Hongjoong lifted Junyoung into his arms. The appa began weaving through the crowd – although it wasn’t an easy feat. The male’s heart was racing as he lost sight of his little boy. Junyoung only held on tighter as he too looked around nervously. “Youngseok!” Hongjoong cried out again. Spinning slightly where he stood.

How could Hongjoong lose his child? What was he ever thinking of letting the pup go? He should’ve held onto him tighter. Hongjoong had already failed enough for today. He can’t even provide his puppies with a strong and positive omega influence in their lives. His pup has nightmares because of his lack of ability in keeping an omega around.

All the alpha had wanted to do was treat the pups to ice cream. They had both done so well at the doctor’s office today. Hongjoong had been so proud to see them both remain calm. He had been expecting them to cry and beg to go home. But Youngseok and Junyoung had been so brave. Not to mention the way Junnie offered his little brother comfort all throughout the appointment, which warmed Hongjoong’s heart.

It was the one positive aspect of the day. Although Hongjoong might feel inadequate about his lack of an omega – seeing the two boys had reassured him about one thing. He was raising the pups to be positive and supportive of each other. That is all any appa could ever really hope for in regards to teaching behaviour.

However, now he lost his child somewhere in the busy streets of Seoul. The alpha had done everything right. Hongjoong had them both directly at his side. They knew better than to run off unattended – Hongjoong had always instilled that. He had only let go of Youngseok’s hand for a moment. Hongjoong hadn’t even heard what Youngseok cheered as he ran off. What could’ve caught Youngseok’s attention that was so important?

“Kim Youngseok!” Hongjoong screamed out in desperation again. Tears were quickly forming in his eyes. He knew his pheromones were skyrocketing as others turned to glance at him. Although many looked, no one offered him any form of assistance. He was an alpha; he could handle whatever was happening.

“Jesus” a deep voice said from behind Hongjoong. “Would you stop yelling?”

Hongjoong’s back was tense. He had suspected it was an alpha wolf that was being annoyed by Hongjoong's supposed scene. With the large crowds, Hongjoong couldn’t pinpoint any specific scent. But regardless of the speaker’s sub gender, no one was allowed to talk to him that way.

“Who the hell do you think you-” Hongjoong spun with force – intending to make his stance clear. However, he relented when he noticed who the other wolf was. “Oh, it’s you.”

“Seems we are always running into each other,” the male with light hair answered. Much to Hongjoong’s disapproval, a smile was plastered on his lips.

“Youngseok” Hongjoong whimpered as he let out a sigh of relief.

Resting on the omega’s broad hipbone was the runaway pup. Youngseok had wrapped his little arms around the omega’s neck and smiled as though he had done nothing wrong. The pup was nearly snuggling into the omega. And Seonghwa seemed perfectly okay with the action.

Seonghwa’s own pups were attached to his legs, holding onto the fabric of his pants. Sumin seemed happy to see the alpha, as he gave a small wave – one that Hongjoong unfortunately missed.

“Oh, Youngseok,” Hongjoong stated, setting Junyoung on his feet. He reached out and took his pup from the omega. “What were you thinking, Kim Youngseok? How dare you run off like that! I taught you better than that! You can never go anywhere without appa knowing it.”

“But appa '' Youngseok whined. The alpha had leaned into his son’s neck and was giving him a strong scenting. It was likely more to comfort Hongjoong than the pup himself. “I saw Minjae.” Youngseok stated it as though it was the most obvious thought ever. “And Sumin was with him!”

“I see that” Hongjoong hugged his pup closer. “But you still can’t go running off like that. That’s not okay, Youngseok. I was so scared and worried.”

“Hey, relax a little, '' Seonghwa said gently. This had only received a glare from the alpha. How dare Seonghwa tell Hongjoong how he can feel or what he should do! He just thought he had just lost his pup. “You’re scaring the puppies' ' Seonghwa rationalized in a low voice. “And people are starting to get nervous. They can sense an upset alpha.” He reached up and rubbed at his nose slightly.

Much to Hongjoong’s dismay, the alpha was right. Hongjoong had very little control over his pheromones at the moment and his high emotions were upsetting Youngseok. The pup was latched tightly onto Hongjoong’s neck and was nearly whimpering. Glancing down he noticed that Sumin had begun nervously sucking his thumb and Minjae was practically hiding behind Seonghwa. “Oh, Youngseok...” Hongjoong sighed softly. Lifting his hand, he began stroking the boy's soft waves. “Appa is sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you, but I was scared. I don’t want you hurt.”

“I’m not hurt,” Youngseok answered in a broken sounding voice.

“I know that now,” Hongjoong replied. Leaning forward he planted a gentle kiss on the boy's cheek. “But I didn’t before. I can’t lose you.” He snuggled the boy closer and took in the scent of vanilla.

Seonghwa reached down and lifted Sumin into his arms, kissing his temple lightly to ensure the pup was fine. His free hand rested on Minjae’s head. Occasionally he’d gaze down at Junyoung to ensure the pup was still present and had no intentions of running off as well.

“Eomma found me,” Youngseok stated to his appa. Leaning back slightly the pup looked towards the omega with a beaming smile. He pointed in Seonghwa’s direction to make an indication of whom he was speaking with.

Seonghwa’s eyes widened, his jaw falling slack slightly. There was an unidentified spike to his scent. The pup must just be confused. Feeling desperate in the moment because of all the pheromones running wild. His gaze shot towards Hongjoong. “I don’t know…”

Hongjoong frowned slightly but waved the concern away. “Youngie, you know that’s not your eomma” he spoke gently, rubbing the back of the pup’s head.

“But he’s Minnie and Su-Su’s eomma” Youngseok’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

“That’s right” Hongjoong nodded, “but that doesn’t make him yours. You would need to be brothers with Minnie and Su-Su for Seonghwa to be your eomma.” He adjusted Youngseok in his arms so he got a clear look at the omega. “This is Seonghwa? Can you say Seonghwa?”

“H-Hwa is fine,” Seonghwa insisted, nibbling on his bottom lip. Why was there a tug at his heart when Youngseok called him eomma? Why did he like it? Was this his internalized omegas way of saying it wanted more pups?

“Can you say Hwa?” Hongjoong coached his pup.

Youngseok pouted, but with one look of warning from his appa he released a deep sigh. “Hwa.”

“That’s not so hard” Hongjoong praised. “So Hwa found you?”

Chuckling lightly, although obviously awkwardly, Seonghwa smiled softly in the alpha’s direction. “More like the pup found me.” Absentmindedly he knelt down and lifted a couple shopping bags up. The omega had been walking home from the mall with his own little ones only to be surprised as a pup came running towards him. Seonghwa had been greatly unprepared as the pup launched himself into an embrace. He had barely had enough time to catch him. Although Seonghwa accepted the child’s embrace, he had to focus on searching for the appa. When the omega couldn’t spot the younger male, he knew the child had run off and the appa needed to be tracked down.

Hongjoong glanced towards the alpha. He was having an internal battle within himself. In part, he put the blame of his pup running away on the omega, although he did realize how irrational that was of him. It wasn’t as though Seonghwa had called out for the pup. But rather had been minding his own business walking down the street. Still, had Youngseok not recognized – or known – Seonghwa, then he never would’ve run off. The second part of the omega realized that Seonghwa had helped the pup. He didn’t brush the child aside like other people on the street might have. The omega accepted the pup and worked on returning Youngseok to Hongjoong.

That doesn’t mean Hongjoong was pleased with the omega having one more thing to judge him for in terms of parenting.

“Well thank you” Hongjoong said. “For keeping him safe until I could track you down.”

“No problem,” Seonghwa nodded. An awkward silence fell across the two. Their four pups simply looked between each other, before Junyoung shrugged and started a conversation. Seonghwa nibbled his lip and awkwardly said, “You look pretty.”

“I what?” Hongjoong’s eyes widened. Was his pheromones so heightened that he had driven the omega insane?

“You’re outfit” Seonghwa pointed to the pair of light washed jeans and painted white daisies on them, and the matching knitting yellow sweater. “It’s pretty. It suits you.”

“It suits me? In what way?” Hongjoong asked curiously.

“Feminine” Seonghwa answered.

“Excuse me?” Hongjoong frowned slightly. “Did you just call me girly?” What kind of backhanded insult was that?

“What?” Seonghwa frowned slightly again. “I didn’t call you girly. I said that your outfit is feminine. That isn’t a bad thing. I meant it as a compliment. It matches your personality. Soft – similar to you. Plus I think it’s amazing the way an alpha can dress that way. I wish I could break free from the gender norms like you do.”

“I’m soft?” Hongjoong couldn’t help but laugh at Seonghwa saying those words to him. Out of all the words Hongjoong had suspected Seonghwa would use to describe him, “soft” was not one of them. “And you can break free from those gender norms. I can help style some amazing outfits for you.”

“Oh, well, yeah” Seonghwa mumbled. He glanced downwards and shifted his footing slightly. As though he was embarrassed. “I mean sometimes you are. But the outfits… I don’t know. Omegas are supposed to wear soft clothing, it presents us as submissive.” Didn’t they just have this conversation this morning? If Seonghwa could stand by his pup wearing whatever he wanted, why couldn’t he support himself the same way?

“No,” Hongjoong said sternly. His guard had gone back up and it was easy to tell by his tense body language. “I don’t believe in submitting to an alpha’s every will. Omegas should not do that. And clothing should not define it.”

Seonghwa was going to respond, however, one of the pups interrupted him. “Appa'' Junyoung tugged on the omega’s jeans. “Melona.” The pup pointed to Hongjoong’s hand, where two packs of green melona were melting.

“Oh gosh” Hongjoong mumbled. He set Youngseok back on his feet before lifting the packed ice cream treats up. With a small frown he patted the packs shaking his head. “I’m a sorry pup. The ice cream melted.”

“Hey wait” Seonghwa launched forward and grabbed Hongjoong’s wrist. “Don’t throw them away. They are still packaged. Take them home and put them in Tupperware. You can refreeze it, and then scoop it out like regular ice cream.

Hongjoong raised an eyebrow slightly “and you know that’ll work because…?”

Seonghwa gave a small shrug “I’ve had my fair share of melted popsicles.” he nodded towards his own pups. “Sometimes we are forgetful.”

Nodding slightly, Hongjoong kept the soggy packets in his hand. “We will have the ice cream for dessert at home.” Hongjoong smiled lovingly at the pups.

“Are you on your way home?” Seonghwa asked, his voice held a hint of awkwardness and he couldn’t maintain eye contact.

“Ah, yeah.” Hongjoong nodded. Glancing over his shoulder he could note he was still a few blocks away from his apartment building.

“I’ll walk with you,” Seonghwa stated. He hadn’t phrased it as a question. He had rather made it a fact that he would be making his way home with the alpha. He didn’t wait for a response from the alpha as he began moving forward. Eagerly, Youngseok attached himself to Minjae’s side and started chatting – forcing Hongjoong to come along as well, with Junyoung in tow.

“What’s in the bag?” Hongjoong asked once they caught up together. Sliding the ice cream treats into his over-the-shoulder bag, freeing his hands. Sumin saw the opportunity and walked up beside the alpha. His little hand slid up into Hongjoong’s. “Oh?” Hongjoong glanced down. “Want to hold my hand? Okay puppy. Just make sure I don’t get lost!”

“Hmm?” Seonghwa glanced at the alpha, confused. Despite having offered to walk together, he likely hadn’t expected Hongjoong to speak to him. “Ah, the pups and I went shopping today,” Seonghwa answered with a small shrug. “It’s one of the rare days I got off work.”

“What do you do for work?” Hongjoong questioned.

“A little of everything, but unfortunately nothing permanent. I work at a coffee shop with Wooyoung and San; I do some babysitting whenever I have time. And I’m a server at this really fancy restaurant with privileged alpha customers. Which has been a pain in my ass, but it pays the best.”

“What did you go to school for?” Hongjoong asked curiously, glancing sideways quickly.

“I was attending the performing arts,” Seonghwa answered simply. “Specifically acting.”

“Acting?” Hongjoong questioned.

Seonghwa nodded slightly. He gave the alpha a far away dazed look. “I used to dream of being an actor in k-dramas.” That was the end of the discussion as far as the omega appeared to be concerned about. His attention had turned elsewhere.

“Hwa” Youngseok spoke, pausing on his walk. “Up.” He held his little arms in the direction of the omega.

Hongjoong’s eyes widened and he held back a gasp. Youngseok would rather have Seonghwa – nearly a complete stranger – carrying him home than his own appa? Well Hongjoong was currently holding Sumin’s hand… but he could carry Youngseok at the same time.

Seonghwa glanced at Hongjoong with helpless and confused eyes. “It’s alright,” assured the alpha. The elder lowered himself to the ground for a moment. However, rather than lifting the boy onto his hip the way Hongjoong would’ve, Seonghwa set the pup on his strong broad shoulders.

Youngseok released a high-pitched gasp followed by a happy giggle. He held on tightly to Seonghwa’s neck as the omega moved to a standing position. “Appa!” Youngseok cheered, releasing the alpha’s neck. “I’m tall!”

“Hey you’re tall when I carry you on my shoulders” Hongjoong insisted.

“Hwa is taller,” Youngseok answered.

Hongjoong rolled his eyes. Yes, that sounds like his pup. He glanced quickly at Seonghwa. “Please don’t drop him.”

“I won't” Seonghwa reassured the alpha. “But you need to hold on tight if you want a ride, Youngseok.” he started tapping Youngseok on the knee to get his attention. “Hold onto my neck. Or else I’ll put you down.”

“Okay” Youngseok pouted slightly, but nonetheless he grabbed onto the omega’s neck. His face brightened as the elder began walking forward. Gazing from side to side he watched the world around him.

They continued walking for a couple minutes with a content silence between them. Junyoung had been skipping ahead holding onto Minjae’s hand. Hongjoong smiled. At least he knew he was raising Junyoung to be a good hyung.

“Okay” Seonghwa stopped walking, still halfway from the apartment. He bent to the ground and slid Youngseok off his shoulders. “Junyoung’s turn.”

“My turn?” Junyoung glanced at Seonghwa with confusion.

Hongjoong looked at the omega curiously. Youngseok had been the one to ask for a ride. Not Junyoung. Of course, Hongjoong had known over the years that he needed to balance his time with the pups. There were moments where he needed to switch from carrying Youngseok to Junyoung, or vice versa. Being a single parent taught you fairly quickly to share. Hongjoong knew Seonghwa was a parent as well, but the fact he showed that same care towards Hongjoong’s pups surprised him.

Seonghwa gave a firm nod. “Youngseok got his turn for half the walk. Now it’s your turn.” He shifted his footing so he was turned slightly towards the pup. “Unless you don’t want to. You can say no.”

Junyoung glanced up at his appa trying to decide if it was okay or not. Hongjoong mustered up a warm smile and nodded slightly. If his son wanted the piggyback ride, of course he could take the offer. Junyoung was usually the braver of the two pups. He was often bold and would take the first steps. Jun was the one who would protect Youngseok or make new friends in the park. In summary, he was every inch the elder brother.

However, in this incident, Junyoung was the hesitant one. He lacked the confidence in stepping forward towards the omega. Hongjoong had never seen the pup so shy. But he had also never really seen the pup with many omegas.

Slowly, Junyoung gave a small nod and moved towards Seonghwa. He accepted the omega’s help in lifting him onto his shoulders. Jun was far more careful than Youngseok. Quickly he latched his hands around the omega’s neck and held on tightly.

Hongjoong flashed Junnie a wink as a small hope to encourage him. Keeping his eye on Minjae and Youngseok he watched the two walk together. If anyone looked their way, they’d see an omega, walking side by side with his alpha and their four young pups. It was as though they were mates with their own children.

“How did the doctor's appointment for Youngseok go?” Seonghwa asked as they walked.

Hongjoong released a low groan. “The doctor believes that it is due to the pups lack of omega influence.”

“Excuse me?” Seonghwa straightened his back and glared slightly. “What? Because you’re a single alpha?”

“Yup” Hongjoong nodded slightly. “He explained that the pups are likely missing having omegas in their lives.”

Seonghwa rolled his eyes unimpressed with that. In part he could understand the reasoning, pups benefited from both an alpha and omega influence. But it certainly wasn’t the only option. “So what can you do about the pups?” Seonghwa asked, siding stepping around another walker. “How do you help them feel better?”

“It was suggested that Youngseok and Junyoung spend more time with an omega,” Hongjoong answered with ease. It was an easy enough question to answer. However it wasn’t easy to solve. Hongjoong didn’t have many omega options.

“An omega?” Seonghwa raised an eyebrow. “You just need to find an omega? Ask somebody to hang out with the pups?”

“I don’t know” Hongjoong sighed slightly with a shake of his head. “I don’t have anyone to ask. Most of my friends are alpha and beta.” Hongjoong glanced over at Seonghwa.

Seonghwa was an omega. And an eomma on top of that. It would make things a little easier – at least in the sense that Seonghwa would know how to interact with pups. Plus it would give the pups a chance to get to know each other better.

Was Hongjoong actually considering asking his stuck up neighbour with an attitude problem for help? Yeah, not a chance in hell. In fact they had maybe been getting too close lately. Hongjoong might need to take a step back.

However the thought was now in the back of his mind.

“I could always…” Seonghwa started to say but trailed off once he saw the look on Hongjoong’s face. “Ah, never mind.”

Hongjoong frowned slightly, “what is it?”

“Just a silly thought,” Seonghwa said, shaking his head slightly. “Nothing you would agree to. I just thought I might be of help.”

Was Seonghwa about to offer his assistance? It kind of sounded like he was going to. Maybe Seonghwa wasn’t so bad after all. If the omega was willing to help him, Hongjoong should accept that. Perhaps this can give Hongjoong the motivation to ask the omega for help.

Hongjoong smiled softly, his gaze meeting with Seonghwa. “I don’t think it’s a silly idea at all.'' Even though the omega never actually voiced the idea Hongjoong could easily figure out the direction Seonghwa was going.

“Really?” Seonghwa’s eyes widened slightly, his eyes glanced over Hongjoong with Sumin still in his arms.

“If you’re willing,” Hongjoong started with a shrug. Unable to maintain eye contact he looked over towards Youngseok and Minjae walking hand in hand. “I would really appreciate it.”

“Yeah?” Seonghwa questioned, his lips pulling into a bright smile.

“Yeah” Hongjoong agreed.

Chapter Text

“Kim Hongjoong” Wooyoung stated. “Exactly the alpha I was looking for.” Wooyoung came rushing down the stairs, taking two steps at a time to catch up with the alpha in their apartment building.

Hongjoong had an early start to his day working from home on a couple designs. But now he needed to head into EDENARY for his first shift at the clothing store. Although he genuinely liked Wooyoung from the short time he had known him. But that didn’t mean he had time to spare standing around chatting all day – and from what he knew about Wooyoung the omega enjoyed talking.

“I wasn’t aware I was being looked for,” Hongjoong answered. The alpha chuckled lightly and hooked his fingers into his belt loops. However he didn’t pause his walking. He had continued on leaving the omega to catch up with him. When the omega got close enough Hongjoong could sense the dissatisfied scent from the younger.

“We need to talk,” Wooyoung insisted. He walked in time with the male – keeping up fairly well dodging the trash thrown about on the floor of the steps.

“About anything in particular?” Hongjoong asked side glancing in Wooyoung’s direction.

“About Park Seonghwa” Wooyoung stated bluntly.

Hongjoong would be honest; he knew Wooyoung was the type to be bold and forward. At first glance he had assumed the omega was rather timid and submissive, especially when standing next to San. However he had quickly learnt with their time spent at the park Wooyoung was not one to pussy foot around topics. He got straight to business. He really shouldn’t be surprised that Wooyoung would approach him if he had a problem with the alpha, however what he could have a problem with was beyond him.

“Who?” Hongjoong asked with a raised eyebrow. Of course he knew who Wooyoung was talk about. Hell, they had talked about him the last time they were together. But that doesn’t mean he didn’t want to fuck with Wooyoung a little

“Don’t play stupid with me Hongjoong” Wooyoung stated with an eye roll. “Park Seonghwa. He’s your neighbour. He’s the tall little cutie with blonde fluffy hair. We’ve literally talked about him with you before! You know who Park Seonghwa is!”

Hongjoong chuckled a little; amused that he had gotten to the omega. With a sideways glance he slowed his pace but continued with his walk. “Yes I know who Park Seonghwa is' ' he reached around Wooyoung’s shoulder, wrapping his arm around him. “What specifically about Seonghwa do you wish to discuss?”

“Oh no” Wooyoung brushed the alpha’s arm away. “You seem to think I want to have a conversation. No, no. I will be doing the talking and you are simply going to listen.” The omega was struggling to maintain a serious face.

The alpha couldn’t resist laughing at the. This omega really thought he was a scary little thing didn’t he? Who did he honestly think he was cornering Hongjoong in college only to give him a lecture?

“Is Seonghwa aware that you’re out here defending his honour?” Hongjoong asked.

“He is not,” Wooyoung stated firmly. “And he’s not going to find out about it, understand?”

Hongjoong barked out a deep but quick laugh again. “Okay anyways” he coached the omega forward into the conversation. “You were telling me about Seonghwa. Is something wrong?”

“No,” Wooyoung answered. “Of course not. I wouldn’t let anything be wrong. But that is exactly why I am coming to talk to you. I wont allow you to hurt my Seonghwa hyung.”

“What are you talking about?” Hongjoong stopped his walking now that the two had made their way outside. Standing in the busy streets the bright sun was beating down on him. “I barely know Seonghwa, how can I possibly hurt him?”

“Seonghwa has had a difficult past with alphas. And that is all I am going to say on the topic because it isn’t my story to tell. However I am going to warn you.” Wooyoung had stopped walking and turned to face Hongjoong fully. “I don’t know what form of relationship the two of you are establishing.”

“Great to hear” Hongjoong stated with a raised eyebrow “cause I don’t know what relationship you’re talking about either.” now the omega had really lost him. The only relationship he had grown with Seonghwa was one of the occasional chatting on the balcony and an agreement for the pups to hang around Seonghwa more often. It was mostly out of convenience and politeness than anything else.

“A friendship. Whatever you want to call it” Wooyoung waved the comment away. “That is besides the point. Seonghwa is my hyung. And I will not allow anything to happen to him or the pups. And since Seonghwa is my hyung that means it’s my job to make sure he is safe,” Wooyoung stated. “You are clearly getting involved in Seonghwa’s life. I know that you walked him and the pup’s home. And whatever, it’s a nice friendship. Hell, I strongly believe that Seonghwa could do with more friends. However, you need to be smart. It’s not just Seonghwa. It’s the pups too. That means you can’t do stupid things like smoking around them.”

“You know about me smoking?” Hongjoong questioned.

Wooyoung snorted slightly, “I was at the park with you hyung when you were going to light a cigarette. I know you smoke. Plus I can smell it on you, even now. I’d have to be an idiot to not realize.”

“Oh” Hongjoong mumbled softly. He turned his nose in towards the collar of his shirt. He supposed the smoke was rather strong. “I don’t smoke in front of my own pups. I would never expose Sumin and Minjae to that as well.”

The omega raised his hand to silence the alpha. “Look, I don’t care about what horrible habits you have. I can’t change that. And giving you a lecture certainly won’t either. But I am warning you that you need to keep that behaviour in check around Sumin and Minjae. Because those pups are starting to trust you Hongjoong – and so are the pups. So do not take that trust and break it. You understand? So pick a side of yourself and stick with it. If you are going to be that asshole of a neighbour that focuses on himself and his smoking habits – then so be it. Distance yourself from Seonghwa and the pups. Don’t you dare disturb their otherwise calm and sensible lifestyle?

“However, if you are going to continue this sweet side of yours. Then keep it up. If that means giving the pups piggyback rides or buying them ice cream or whatever else it is that alpha’s do for pups – just stick to it. Don’t get their hopes up only to ditch them when you are tired of things.”

“I don’t know what kind of alpha you think I am but I would never just abandon or turn my back on anyone like that. I like hope that my own eomma had raised me better than that” Hongjoong answered back in a stern voice. He didn’t like the accusations this omega was making against him one bit.

“That’s just it,” Wooyoung replied. “I don’t know what type of alpha you are. Not really. The only pieces of your personality I know are what I had learnt from tabloids. And trust me those articles paint you in a very poor light.”

Hongjoong’s eyes widened slightly and he stumbled over his words. “W-what are you talking about?” although Hongjoong might try to remain calm the spike in his scent would certainly give him away. The alpha knew damn well what articles the omega was likely speaking of. There were thousands from his time during high school. But Hongjoong had chosen to leave that life behind him when he graduated and moved on to university. He wanted to be a typical normal student.

Wooyoung rolled his eyes. “You really like to play stupid don’t you? Is that an alpha thing? Or something personal to you?” the omega answered in a grumpy sounding voice. “I am certain you saw the articles posted in Koreaboo over the winter. I believe it covered notorious, slowly rising fashion designer Kim Hongjoong and his dispute with KQ Industries. You had been caught stealing designs or something? I knew I had recognized you somewhere when we first met. It just took me a while to place the name and face.”

Clenching his teeth Hongjoong let out a deep growl. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” His hands moved stiffly to his side as he forced himself to remain in control. He couldn’t allow his alpha temper to get the best of him.

“Seems I struck a nerve,” Wooyoung started with a raised eyebrow. “What? You seriously thought no one was going to ever recognize you? You were all over the covers of South Korea’s fashion magazines. Stealing designs from an actor?”

It was Hongjoong’s turn to roll his eyes ``I didn’t steal anything – certainly not the designs of some nobody actor. But either way I don’t understand the relevance. To be honest I don’t understand much of what’s going on in this conversation.”

“It's simple Hongjoong. When you are around or involved in Seonghwa, Sumin and Minjae, you will treat them all with the respect they deserve.  You will behave as though Sumin and Minjae are your pups. Care for them the way you do Youngseok and Junyoung” Wooyoung answered with a low groan to his voice. “And if there is you will have to deal with me… and San. Sani is a triple black belt so you really don’t want that.”

Hongjoong couldn’t resist chuckling a little. Reaching forward he patted the omega’s stiff-arm as a form of reassurance. “Relax Wooyoung. I’m not going to do anything that harms Seonghwa or the pups. Trust me.”

“Good. You better not” Wooyoung mumbled slightly.

“I’m far from perfect, I am well aware of my faults” Hongjoong stated. “But it’s part of the reason I came here to Seoul, a new beginning for the pups and I. Family is my top priority.”

Wooyoung faltered a little. The scent from the alpha had changed to one of soft sorrow and concerns. “I didn’t mean to doubt you – or your care for your pups” Wooyoung tried to back track. “It's just, Seonghwa is my best friend. I can’t stand by if anyone is going to hurt him.” Wooyoung chuckled slightly to himself. “The funny thing is the other day I was just encouraging Seonghwa to get closer to you. But yet here I am now demanding you behave yourself.” The omega sighed in defeat as he wiped his hand across his face.

Hongjoong sniffed the air slightly. His lungs were quickly filled with the deep scent of sour lemon. Hongjoong resisted the urge to jump forward. The omega was clearly preheated. That would explain his bad attitude towards the alpha and the reasoning behind his sudden shifts of mood. Five minutes ago Wooyoung looked like he could kill the alpha but now he was timidly shying away.

“You encouraged Seonghwa to get closer to me?” Hongjoong answered with a slightly forced smile. He didn’t want to push the omega too greatly.

The omega shrugged “yeah. I think it’ll be good for him and the pups to have an alpha around. And Seonghwa could always do well with some more friends. I try to be there as often as I can. But sometimes I just… can't. Like when his sink broke. I couldn’t get there fast enough to help. None of us could. But you did.”

“Don’t compare yourself to me” Hongjoong stated softly. At some point within the shift of the conversation the two wolves had started walking again. “It only had to do with luck that I was around.” Hongjoong reached out and rested a hand gently on Wooyoung’s shoulder.

“I suppose so,” Wooyoung shrugged slightly. “But either way I’m glad that there could possibly be another person around to care and watch out for Seonghwa. That’s why I guess I came here. I'm supposed to warn you. But also make sure I wasn’t making a mistake by encouraging my best friend to let you in.”

“We can never guarantee we aren’t making mistakes in everything we do” Hongjoong stated softly. “You can make a mistake just by crossing the street at the wrong time and a car comes speeding forward. I’ve made plenty of mistakes in my lifetime” Hongjoong spoke softly. He wasn’t sure why he was opening up suddenly to a near complete stranger. Less than ten minutes ago the two wolves were ready to attack each other. But now they were walking calmly together like old friends.

“Teenage pregnancy?” Wooyoung asked curiously.

“I suppose that’s a piece of it yes. Although I don’t consider Junyoung or Youngseok a mistake. They’re my greatest blessings” Hongjoong answered. He was never one to open up and admit his past failings or regrets. Yet here he was now being completely honest with the omega. Maybe there was just something about Wooyoung. Or perhaps it was because Hongjoong rarely spent any time around other omegas – keeping his social circled primarily alphas and omegas. The pheromones of an omega were possibly pulling tricks with his mind. But whatever the reason he found himself continuing his story. “My greatest mistake will always be leaving the pups eomma home alone that night. I should’ve been there to keep an eye on her. I failed my own family.” Hongjoong gave a small sad shrug. “Well anyways those things are in the past. Just gotta keep moving forward.”

“Sometimes that’s all we can do,” Wooyoung agreed. “Keep moving forward.”

The alpha nodded slightly as a silence fell over the two wolves. It didn’t last long as Hongjoong came to his desired location. “This is my stop. I’m starting work. So as much as I’d like to keep chatting I should get going.”

“ Oh. You work here?” Wooyoung let out a low laugh, with a smirk tugging at his lips. As though he knew something that Hongjoong did not.

“Yeah” Hongjoong shrugged. “I work here with a couple friends.” He didn’t need to tell Wooyoung he studios were on the top floor where he did his design work.

“I didn’t take you as the type to have friends.”

“Not everyone can have a million friends like you do” Hongjoong teased.

“How do you know I have lots of friends?” Wooyoung raised a curious eyebrow.

“You seem like the type” Hongjoong shrugged. “Plus San mentioned it the last time I texted him. You’re always busy with friends.”

“That damn alpha acts like I’m never home” Wooyoung shook his head a little and smiled. “Alright. I’ll see you around the apartments and with the pups. We are technically neighbours too. Oh and – “

“I know” Hongjoong smiled softly. “Behave myself around Seonghwa and the pups. I got it. Don’t worry.”

The omega gave a nod “good. He’s my hyung, like another parent to San, Yeosang and I. I just need to make sure.”

“I understand” Hongjoong answered. He nodded towards the door to signal he needed to get going. But the alpha paused for a moment, glancing back at the younger. “Hey Woo?”

“Yeah hyung?” Wooyoung tilted his head curiously. The elder seemed so busy getting inside the shop. Why would he suddenly stop now to talk?

“You’re heading back home right?” Hongjoong asked.

Wooyoung gave a little nod. “Yeah. I’m going to watch Minjae and Sumin this afternoon and evening. So I need to get everything ready.”

“Okay, good” Hongjoong gave a firm nod. “Just don’t hang out around the city alright?”

The omega’s eyebrows furrowed, “is something wrong hyung?”

“You just smell extra sweet today” Hongjoong pointed out. “The coconut is heightened.”

“Oh?” Wooyoung raised his wrist to his nose and gave a sniff.

“Do you need me to walk you back?” Hongjoong asked. There was the unspoken question. Was Wooyoung starting his heat? If he was it wasn’t safe for him to be out alone.

“No” Wooyoung shook his head. “My heat isn’t set to start for another couple weeks. I will be fine to make it on my own.”

Hongjoong hesitated; he looked like he wanted to insist. But there wasn’t much he could say if Wooyoung’s heat wasn’t scheduled to come yet. Plus he didn’t know the omega or his scent well enough. Maybe Wooyoung was always extra sweet? He could just be over reacting. “If you’re certain.”

“I am hyung” Wooyoung smiled with a firm nod.

“Okay” Hongjoong flashed his own small smile. “See you around Wooyoung.”

“See you” Wooyoung agreed before heading off down the road.

Again absentmindedly Wooyoung raised his wrist to his nose to take a sniff. He was maybe a little sweeter than normal. But it didn’t seem overwhelming by any means. He likely wouldn’t have noticed had Hongjoong not pointed it out. Carefully he started to count on his fingers. Had he counted it wrong? No. He was sure he wasn’t set to start for another two weeks. Maybe he was early? Or maybe he was just over reacting.

Yeah, Wooyoung must be over reacting.

He continued moving towards the apartment, dodging several oncoming walkers. He was completely unaware of the occasional look being shot his way from alphas, or the way they were sniffing at the air with smirks.

His thoughts had drifted away from Hongjoong and the possibility of his heat. There was too much to be concerned about otherwise. He had an entire day planned out for him and the pups. It was the one-day of the year he knew he couldn’t fail Seonghwa to be around. 

Today was Seonghwa’s wedding anniversary. At least, it should’ve been, had he and Woobin stayed together. Instead of celebrating with his mate, Seonghwa now spent this day alone. Yeosang, San and Wooyoung had tried the previous year to get Seonghwa out of bed, give him a day of happiness and adventures. But Seonghwa had wanted to do the very opposite.

Seonghwa smiled, every single day. He got out of bed, put on the best of clothes, and never let it be displayed that he was struggling. The one thing he wanted on his wedding anniversary was to mourn. Mourn for his loss of mate and the bond that was broken. It was the one-day of the year he wanted to finally release all of his pain.

His friends could give him that. Yeosang, San and Wooyoung agreed that for one day a year, they could give Seonghwa the chance to mourn. So they would take Sumin and Minjae for the entire day. This allowed Seonghwa to stay in bed all day, cry and scream depending on how his emotions felt in that moment. He could order junk food and drink as much as he wanted.

Wooyoung rounded the corner and entered the apartment building. He smiled at the thought of taking the pups out to eat tonight. There was a little family restaurant he wanted to give a try. He figured they might like it. Unfortunately Yeosang had gone to visit family for the weekend, which meant it was Wooyoung and San alone. But that was fine. More pup time for Wooyoung.

Entering the apartment he found San spread out on the couch relaxing. “Hey babe” Wooyoung announced, crossing over to him. He bent down and pressed his lips against San’s in a soft quick kiss. “Ready for today?”

“Of course,” San smiled. “I was thinking we could take them to a movie this afternoon, before we head to the restaurant.”

“Oh” Wooyoung smirked. “You want to spoil them eh?”

“Of course,” San chuckled. “How often do they get to watch a movie and eat all the popcorn and candy that they want?”

“Hmm” Wooyoung dramatically thought about it. “Not very often.”

“Exactly,” San nodded firmly. “We need to take every opportunity that we can.”

Wooyoung was going to respond, but the sound of San's phone cut him off.

San grabbed it from the side table and frowned. “It’s my appa.”

“Your appa?” Wooyoung raised a curious eyebrow.

“Yeah” San sat up. “I better take this.” He got up from the couch and moved out towards his balcony. It’s not that he didn’t want Wooyoung to hear his conversation with his father. He simply didn’t want to ruin the omegas day as well. Sliding the door shut behind himself he answered.

“Hello appa” San stated through the phone. The elder male rarely called his only son. It had been many years since the two had last seen eye to eye with each other. As the elder alpha’s only son he had dreamed of San one day becoming an alpha and following in his footsteps as the instructor at the family’s taekwondo studio. Much to his appa’s disappointment San had no intentions of following the path that was supposedly set out for him – aside from the alpha gender.

In high school San announced to his family that he was going to own and operate his own café or bistro. He had recently been hired as a barista at a local coffee shop – from there he learnt about where his passion lied. At the time his family had taken the chosen career path with stride. They hadn’t suspected a young teen to be serious about an unattainable dream, not when something was easily going to be handed to him. However when San decided to apply for programs centred with food services at university, he felt the true wrath of his parents – especially appa.

From that point moving forward San began living a life completely dedicated and controlled by himself. He had swiftly moved out and began supporting himself financially. Although he struggled, he was determined to make it through – without the approval or assistance of his parents. On occasions he’d cross paths with his family – often at holidays or family gatherings. But typically this was only because San was insistent on seeing his sister, grandmother and grandfather. 

However, try as he might, San couldn’t recall the last time his appa had ever called him to initiate a conversation.

“San” the low husky voice of his appa sounded through the receiver. “I am pleasantly surprised that you answered.”

“I’m surprised you called,” San replied, “although it’s not necessarily pleasant for me. What did you want?” The alpha leaned against the railing of the balcony and watched as the sun began to set slowly in the distance.

“I thought I would call and see how that little chosen career of yours was going” the males voice was laced with distaste and judgment. It was also obvious to not be the only reason behind why he phoned. But San figured he’d eventually get it out of the elder male.

“You mean my goals in opening my own restaurant?” San started with a slight eye roll. His appa would never be able to accept what San did for a living – and he certainly wouldn’t call it by its actual name. When the elder remained silent San decided to simply cut his losses and get whatever it was his appa wanted out of the way. “Yes, my career path is strong and it’s continuing to grow. I’ve been working regularly at a local shop developing my skills. Wooyoung has been taking on a couple more classes so that he can best design our menu when the time is right. And Yeosang is working towards a master’s degree in business.”

“Ah yes” appa answered with a thoughtful sound. “Your omega and beta.”

San furrowed his eyebrows. Where was his appa going with this?

 “It’s a shame you unfortunately didn’t continue your education isn’t it?” his appa spoke. “We had raised you to be the strongest and the greatest above anyone else. But unfortunately it seems that others are simply better in certain aspects. Had you continued schooling you wouldn’t need to rely on your omega and omega.”

“Yeosang is not my beta, '' San insisted. “And regardless, sub gender doesn’t matter. Just because I’m an alpha doesn't mean I can't still rely on others. Plus Wooyoung is much more than my omega. He’s my mate. I’m supposed to be able to go to my mate for assistance.”

“Perhaps if you had more training and experience you would need those two to continue schooling” his appa suggested. “Or maybe this was never the correct path for you. You’ve had your fun for a few years. But you still don’t have that supposed coffee shop of yours opened that you wanted so badly. Now could be the time to settle down with a mate and obtain a strong successful occupation.”

The alpha struggled to take a deep breath in hopes of calming himself. It took a lot for anyone to annoy him, but his father simply had the perfect knack to it. “I already have a mate, which I just told you. His name is Wooyoung” San stated the obvious “and I do have a successful occupation.”

“Come now San,” his appa answered with a warning tone. “You can still be instant and serious regarding that omega of yours. He’s not exactly a stable mate for you. A producer isn’t exactly a consistent profession that’ll be easily maintainable. There is no guarantee that he can steadily support you.”

“It’s a good thing I don’t need him to support me” San replied with ease. “I can and do provide for myself. Wooyoung is my alpha for much more than simply financial stability – there is this thing called love.”

“You could find love anywhere San” appa argued lightly. “I have many friends that have lovely omega daughters. They’d be able to give you pups and a future at having a family.”

“Wooyoung and I can and will have pups when the timing is right '' San answered back with clenched teeth. The discussion of omegas had continuously been a difficult one for San and his appa to have. It was because of this that alpha’s typically preferred a female omega to male one. Not only were male omegas rare, but also they are not often respected. Males, with a reproductive system, it’s frowned upon, it's seen as unnatural. Male omegas are the lowest in society. Nobody wants to mate a male omega.

“You know how difficult a male omega pregnancy can be, there’s no guarantee that the pup will make it” appa replied with force. “Your eomma and I are both alphas, and we got two strong alpha pups. Your grandparents are all alphas as well. But if you have your heart set on mating an omega I am certain I could find you a wonderful female omega.”

San chuckled a little as he heard his father continue the argument. It was never one thing for the alpha. It would never simply be because San was dating an omega. It was because San was dating a male . “I get it now” San turned slightly where he stood and glanced through the glass door at Wooyoung. “It isn’t that I’m dating an omega. You’d be fine with that. So long as it was a female. You don’t like the idea of your alpha son putting his dick up another man’s ass.”

 “Must you be so vulgar San?” his appa mumbled in an unimpressed voice. “I simply believe it’ll be a better dynamic for yourself should you take on the role of the man in a relationship. You are the one who should have the power and control.”

“Oh trust me appa, I have plenty of power and control in my relationship. Even when I put my dick up and ass. Just because there’s two men in my relationship doesn’t mean I am any less of a man” San’s voice was low and dangerous. He was starting to question why he ever considered answering the phone in the first place. He should’ve sent it to voicemail. “Now, is there a particular reason why you phoned me? Or was it simply to bash on my chosen career path and my prospective mate?”

“When was the last time you spoke with your grandfather?” The elder man’s voice softened slightly as he began to speak of his own father.

“We had a video chat a few days ago” San frowned slightly. Why would his father call about his grandfather? Was something wrong? When San had last spoken to the elder everything seemed to be going well.

“And did he mention anything about Chuseok?” there was a clear dislike to the idea in the man’s voice.

San’s eyebrows stayed furrowed. “No he didn’t. I had assumed you would be celebrating with each other just as you always do. I will be in Seoul with Wooyoung or go visit his family. You know, where I’m accepted fully.”

The elderly man huffed a deep sigh through the phone. “I was afraid you would say that San. Your grandfather is the reason why I’m calling. He informed me that since your sister is coming home for the holidays he would like you to come as well.”

“Oh” San perked up at that with interest. “Yeah” he nodded eagerly. This was certainly an unexpected change. The last time he was home for the holidays was shortly after meeting Wooyoung. When he had taken Wooyoung home to celebrate and meet his family, naturally his parents hadn’t responded well. San was breaking a Choi family tradition held for generations – keep the bloodline pure with alpha genes.

“I’ll have to speak with Wooyoung and check with what the Jung family was planning,” San further explained. “But I am certain we can make it work. We will be there.”

“Oh San” his appa sighed. “You misunderstood what I am asking of you.”

“What?” San frowned in confusion.

“We are inviting you to come to Chuseok,” his appa repeated.

“Yeah,” San nodded slowly. “Me and Wooyoung.”

“No,” the elder alpha said firmly. “Just you.”

“So” San’s scent spiked even though the elder couldn’t smell him. “Wooyoung isn’t invited?”

“Only alphas are going to be there” the other’s voice was firm. “You know of our traditions.”

“Wooyoung is my mate,” San hissed.

“Wooyoung is an omega,” his appa argued.

San took several deep breaths through his nose. His hand clenched tightly around the phone, as though it was some lame attempt to crush it. His appa had called to invite him for the first time in years to join a family event, only to purposefully exclude his mate? They weren’t friends or even boyfriends. They were mated. Alpha and omega. That meant something. And his family should be willing to recognize that.

“No,” San stated firmly.

“No?”

“No,” San repeated. “No, I will not be attending. I will call grandfather later this week to apologize to him.”

“San” his appa dismissed. “Think this through maturely.”

“I am,” San answered, shrugging slightly. “I am a mature, adult alpha that recognizes he must stand by his mate's side. If you do not support Wooyoung, then you do not support me.”

“He’s just an omega!”

“He is my omega,” San hissed. “I will not be at Chuseok. I will explain to haraboji. Goodbye appa.” With that San ended the call.

With a few deep breaths, calming his scent the rest of the way. He didn’t want Wooyoung to think anything was wrong. Although the reality of it was that regardless of how San smelt when walking back inside his mate was bound to know something was wrong. Not only was Wooyoung his mate and could physically feel when he was in distress, but with the relationship San shared with his appa, it was easy to recognize any conversation they had would be negative. Doing what he could to look presentable, San straightened his shirt and patted down his hair, hoping he wouldn’t look as overwhelmed as he felt. With a deep sigh he slid back into the apartment. 

“Your appa didn’t talk for long,” Wooyoung started with a curious look. He too had been on the receiving end of several phone calls from San’s parents over the years and knew it was never good. Setting down the large bowls of rice with scrambled eggs he took a seat of his own. 

“No,” San answered. Reaching out he took a bowl and began fiddling with his chopsticks. He felt the need to occupy himself as he moved forward with his explanation. “He got straight to the point for once.”

“What was it he wanted?” Wooyoung asked, grabbing his own meal and taking a large bite. He had safely assumed that she only wanted to gossip. 

“He asked me for a favour,” San answered softly. “Well more like he demanded one.” 

Wooyoung’s ears perked with interest at that statement. “He wanted a favour?” That was surprising to hear. The alphas family rarely contacted them, and especially not for any favours. 

“Yeah,” San nodded. “I suppose it wasn’t really a favour for himself. But more like he needs it on behalf of my grandfather.” 

“Your grandfather?” This statement had made Wooyoung’s scent spike in concern. “Is something wrong?” 

“Well” San fiddled more with the food “actually noona is returning home for the holidays. My grandparents wanted the family to come together to celebrate.”

“Oh” Wooyoung smiled in excitement, his scent becoming brighter. “That sounds like a great idea San! I think it’ll be nice to see your family again. Especially your noona. It has been a while since we last saw each other.”

“I told my appa no '' San stated. 

“What.” Wooyoung frowned. “Why would you do that? Don’t you want to see your family again? I know your parents are bitches, but I thought you’d like to see noona and your grandparents again. They aren’t as disrespectful as your parents are.” 

“They didn’t invite you, '' San stated firmly, pushing the rice around his plate. “In fact they made a point of not inviting you. It was very clear that you are not welcome to attend.”

“Oh” Wooyoung hesitated; he could sense the shift of his scent. The excitement is gone and replaced with sadness. “They didn’t want me to come?”

“They don’t want omegas to come,” San sighed. “Especially not male omegas.” 

With a small sigh Wooyoung lifted his legs and tucked them beneath him. Seated cross-legged, he rested his elbows on his knees. “Is this something you want to do? Would you like to go alone?” 

“Honestly?” San shrugged a little. “No. I have no interest in going without you. It’s a holiday. One that I should be spending with my family.”

“Then why aren’t you?” Wooyoung frowned. “You just said you won't be going?”

“I will be spending it with my family,” San smiled softly. “You are my family.”

“Oh Sani” Wooyoung stood from his seat and moved around the table. He sat himself down in San's lap, wrapping his arms around the others' necks. “But Sani…”

“But what?” San asked, leaning forward slightly. His arms held tightly to Wooyoung.

“He is your family. You can’t turn your back on your family,” Wooyoung stated. That was something Wooyoung had always loved about the alpha. He was dedicated and loyal to a fault. When San loved someone his love ran so deep he’d rather harm himself than lose the person. And that meant he’d stick with Wooyoung no matter what.

“That doesn’t make you any less of my family,” San insisted. “Oh Woo. Don’t tell me you’re thinking about it again?” 

“I can’t help it, '' Wooyoung stated. He turned away from the alpha and glanced out the dark window. “If you hadn’t chosen me you would’ve achieved so much by now. Other wolves would have offered you more than I ever can. And your family would still support you.” 

San huffed a deep sigh “Woo. We’ve talked about this. You need to stop thinking that way about yourself. You are not less of yourself because you are a male omega. Being an omega is not a curse or a negative factor. It is something you should be proud of. Embrace it.” 

“That is easy for you to say” Wooyoung straightened his back as he entered defensive mode. His voice was beginning to increase in volume. “You don’t know what it feels like to constantly question yourself as a wolf. Nor do you continuously feel inadequate because of your sub gender. A male omega is far from spectacular or special. That much is made clear to everyone. We are an abomination. A male that can have a baby. We are less than omegas. We are hated simply for existing.

“Female omegas. Those are the ideals. Everybody wants one of them. They are soft and delicate. You even could’ve had a female alpha if you wanted. Your family would’ve loved that. They wanted you to have an alpha. And certainly a female one.

“You could’ve had all that. You had that for yourself. And you tossed it aside. You walked away from that future.  I don’t... I don’t understand how you could give all that up.”

“Give all that up?” San huffed. “I didn’t give up on a single thing, Wooyoung. If anything I gained far more than I had. So what if I’ve had that supposed ideal life in the past? Yeah I could’ve had an alpha and appease my parents. But in the end that wasn’t the lifestyle I wanted. I lived it and it wasn’t for me. I wasn’t meant to be the mate of an alpha.

“You cannot continue to assume that you know my wants and needs. You seem to be under the belief that I base and judge my relationships on scent and sex and children! When in fact I don’t. I don’t give a shit about specific scents that are supposedly more attractive or the way that sex can be heightened with an alpha. And I certainly don’t care about my parents' opinions on omegas. I only care about what I think and feel.

“And just for the record Wooyoung, but in regards to scent and sexual activities you will always be superior. When you’re happy, you always smell like the beach, warm coconut milk. You might not have this supposed prominent scent like roses or sandalwood, but the scent you do have is far more rare and special. And sexually? Trust me, I don’t need an alpha to be sexually satisfied. I am constantly sexually satisfied in ways I have never been with another wolf when I am with you.”

Wooyoung quickly grabbed onto the alpha. Taking hold of San's face between his hands, Woo pulled the alpha in for a strong forceful kiss.

San released a low groan. For a moment it seemed as though he might pull away from the kiss. But eventually he began to melt into it. His own hands snaked around Wooyoung’s hips and tugged him closer. Their mouths moved in sync against each other.

Wooyoung moved his tongue along the lower part of San’s lip. Gently he caught it between his teeth and gave it a light tug. This had earned another groan from the alpha. However, as quickly as he began, he ended it. “We should get cuddles on the couch before we need to get the pups.”

“What about breakfast?” San questioned.

“It’s fine, '' Wooyoung insisted. “We will be eating with the pups soon anyways. So have you been texting with Hongjoong hyung lately?”

“Yeah, I’ve been chatting with him a little, '' San answered. “We’ve actually been getting to know each other pretty well. It’s nice to have another alpha to talk with. Not that I don’t appreciate having you and Yeosang and Seonghwa hyung!”

Wooyoung waved the concern away with a smile. He knew how important it was for him to have Seonghwa around, so naturally it was understandable that San would need somebody like Hongjoong. “How did the doctor's appointment for Youngseok go?” Wooyoung asked. “Seonghwa had mentioned it in passing, but I figured you might know more.”

San released a low groan. Leaning his head back, he rested it against the back of the couch. “The doctor believes that Hongjoong’s pups are missing the exposure to an omega. Which I don’t understand because I was raised by two alphas. It was never a problem for me. But anyways the doctor suggested that Youngseok and Junyoung spend more time with an omega.”

“Spend time with an omega?” Wooyoung questioned.

“Yeah,” San shrugged. “And apparently hyung doesn’t have many omega friends. So I’m not sure what he’s going to do.”

“He could ask Seonghwa hyung,” Wooyoung suggested – although he already knew the answer. “I know that hyung would be more than willing to help Hongjoong. He would love spending time with the pups.”

San sighed. “You know Seonghwa would never do that, Wooyoung.”

“Actually I think he will, '' Wooyoung insisted. “Hyung seems to be drawn to Hongjoong in a way I haven’t seen in years.”

“You think so?” San questioned.

“I know so,” Wooyoung nodded. “I’m willing to bet on it actually.”

“You sound certain” San raised an eyebrow.

“I am,” Wooyoung smirked. “I bet Seonghwa will help Hongjoong with Youngseok and Junyoung.”

“I bet Hongjoong will send Youngseok and Junyoung to school instead” San challenged. “Loser has to cook dinner for a week.”

Wooyoung smiled lightly, as though he knew something the alpha wouldn’t understand. “I was talking with Seonghwa hyung last night. He wouldn’t shut up about Hongjoong. And about the two pups.”

“Seriously?” San raised an eyebrow.

“Yup” Wooyoung giggled. “And for the record, you’re wrong. Seonghwa already agreed to help Hongjoong out with the pups. In fact, he offered.”

“You knew?” San gasped. “Then why would you ask me if I had talked with Hongjoong? Why would you make the bet?”

“I just wanted to find an excuse to be right about something,” Wooyoung shrugged.

“You’re a brat,” San huffed.

Woo giggled softly as he snuggled deeper. He tucked his head under San’s chin. Turning his face inwards he got a deep sniff of the blended aroma.

San dipped his head down and nuzzled against his hair. “You smell really sweet today” San mumbled slightly. He twisted his nose slightly.

Wooyoung furrowed his eyebrows. “Hongjoong hyung said the same thing.”

“Hongjoong?” San frowned. “When did you see hyung?”

“This morning” Wooyoung stated. “I got up early to chat with him. We walked to his workplace together. Wait till you see what he works at!”

“Why did you want to chat with Hongjoong?” San wondered.

“He’s been getting closer with Seonghwa hyung lately” Wooyoung shrugged slightly. “I needed to ensure that he understood hyung had people he cared about. And that Hongjoong can’t be half assed in his behaviour. He needs to be dedicated to that nice side of himself. If he’s going to treat Seonghwa and the pups well, he needs to do it the whole time. Not just occasionally.”

San chuckled lightly. “So you got up early just to tell him off?”

“Pretty much yeah” Wooyoung nodded softly and returned to nuzzling San. His nose lightly glided across San’s neck. Searching for the elder’s scent gland. Giving a low purr, Wooyoung took a sniff. The young omegas' own pheromones had increased. Releasing a heightened scent of coconut.

San’s nose twitched slightly at the scent. It had a nice clean scent. However, it was certainly stronger than the omega’s usual aroma. San clued in when he felt Wooyoung glide his lips lightly across San’s neck. “Woo” San spoke gently. “I think your heat is coming soon.”

The omega groaned slightly. “Hongjoong said the same thing,” Wooyoung explained. “But there’s no way. I still have another two weeks until it’s set to start.”

San wrapped his arms around the younger – tugging him closer. “I think it might be starting earlier.” Setting his fingertips lightly under Woo’s chin, he pulled him into a kiss.

Wooyoung launched forward with a response. His mouth pressed against San’s firmly, deepening the already hot kiss. The omega had never been one to build up to sexual activity. He always preferred to get it over with sooner rather than later, as he saw it only as a necessity and not an enjoyment. Holding San’s chin allowed Wooyoung to pull the elder’s face closer to his. He ran his tongue against his bottom lip asking for entrance – but San denied him.

"Tease" Wooyoung grumbled, trying to part his locked lips. Just as Wooyoung was determined to enter, San was determined to keep him out. In fact he did want to tease him.

His hands travelled down his back towards San’s ass – and did he have a nice ass. Slowly, he firmly grasped his butt and gave it a tight squeeze. However, he still didn't receive the response he had hoped for. . He was expecting him to gasp in shock, giving him the chance to slide his tongue in. But the other’s mouth remained closed.

"You gotta do better than that, Woo" San smirked. Now it was clear that he really was teasing him. His hair fell in soft strands across his forehead.

“Oh, so it’s Woo now?” The younger boy couldn’t resist the laugh. Wooyoung pulled away a little to see San’s face. "You think I can do better?"

He leaned in close to his ear and whispered, "I know you can". Just because San knew Wooyoung liked it fast and easy doesn’t mean he gave it to him that way.

The little teasing crack set Wooyoung off like a flame. He grabbed San’s face in his hands and pulled him close again. Their mouths locked together, fighting for dominance. They pushed and pulled against each other, but San still wouldn't part his lips.

San slowly moved his hands up the soft tan skin of Wooyoung’s stomach, grazing his fingertips against the other boy’s nipples. The elder knew just how sensitive this part of Wooyoung’s body was. And he longed to tease him in any possible way.

Wooyoung slowly started to roll his hips against San. And with that he finally got the gasp he had so longingly fought for. The moment he felt the pressure of his crotch, San released a low groan. This gave Wooyoung just enough time to slip his tongue into his mouth.

Their tongues fought against each other and their crotches rubbed together in pleasure and bliss. That was the best way to describe the way San was feeling. It was pure bliss. It had been way too long since he had received any form of pleasure from another person. The last time he had even shared a bed with another man… Well, it was Wooyoung. 

With each grind San did against Wooyoung, his members grew harder until a large tent had formed in his boxers. But just as he was feeling the heat of the moment, Wooyoung was too. San by pressing his own hardened crotch against the younger.

San gently, ever so teasingly moved his fingers away from Wooyoung’s hips and down his stomach. Slowly, the elder reached the waistband of Wooyoung’s boxers. He pushed just the tips of his fingers under the fabric and then stopped to look at Wooyoung to see if it was okay.

Wooyoung took a deep breath and nodded.

Slowly, San lowered his hand between Wooyoung’s legs. His fingers brushed against his tip in a teasing way. His movements were light and soft, only ever touching him as gently as a butterfly would.

But no matter how soft he was or how teasing his touches, Wooyoung couldn't hold back his gentle moans or gasps.

San’s palm took hold of Wooyoung’s shaft and started to slowly move in an up and down motion, speeding up only slightly as he continued. His movements were large but controlled. He was being careful the first time around.

Wooyoung moved his hands down San’s chest, trailing his fingers across his hip bones. He wanted San to feel the same kind of pleasure he was receiving. Slowly locking eyes with him, Wooyoung tugged the elder’s boxers down and let his member fly free. A smirk tugging at his lips.

He took his mate’s hard length in his hand and started to stroke him. He ran his fingers just over his tip, being ever so soft and teasing. But quickly the teasing left them both. San began to pick up speed, stroking Wooyoung’s shaft faster.

Wooyoung let out a large gasp when San’s palm moved across his sensitive skin. "San," he moaned softly.

"There we go," San whispered with a smirk.

As San focused on the younger omega, Wooyoung worked on pumping San’s member, stroking and rubbing him quicker. His hand went in time with San’s. What had once begun as a friendly fight for dominance became a mutual understanding of teamwork.

With a deep moan of desperation, Wooyoung locked eyes with San. He wanted to reach his climax.

San nodded in understanding. He began to guide his fingers across Wooyoung’s tip. Gently, he swirled around the cum that had begun to leak. Earning another moan from the younger, San began picking up even more speed and pressure.

Wooyoung responded to San’s actions with his own increase of speed. His hand moved along San’s own shaft to match the rhythm. Wooyoung could feel his member begin to throb.

“Sani” Wooyoung moaned softly. His scent had spiked again as he came closer to his release.

San groaned in response. “I know, Woo,” San answered. His movements had grown in strength as he felt his climax build up. “I’m there too.”

Locking eyes, the two mates reached their breaking point. The pressure built up all the way and they were forced to release. Considered slowing down, with the intention of prolonging his orgasm. The room filled with a deep mix of pine and coconuts as the two climaxed simultaneously.

The elder of the two was panting softly. Wooyoung was still guiding his hand down San’s shaft riding out the release as the white liquid continued pouring around his hand. “Sani” Wooyoung mumbled lightly as he leaned deeply into San’s touch. “I think my heat has started.”

“I know Woo,” San stated. Holding Wooyoung close, he reached for his phone and started typing out a quick message.

“What are you doing?” Wooyoung questioned, leaning heavily against him.

“Sending Seonghwa a message,” San answered. “We aren’t going to be able to watch the pups today like we planned.”

“What?” Wooyoung gasped. “San we can’t cancel! This is the one-day a year that Seonghwa is allowed to release all the emotions he’s been bottling up. We can’t take today away from him.”

“We don’t have a choice Woo” San rationalized. “You’re in heat. You can’t go out like this and the pups can’t be here. The pups come stay with us when Seonghwa is in heat!”

“I know that but San” Wooyoung sighed deeply. “You can go without me. I’ll be fine on my own.”

“You will not,” San demanded. “I am your mate. And this is exactly where I am going to be. I will not let your omega be in distress because your alpha is not around today. Seonghwa will understand.”

“Sani…”

“Seonghwa will understand,” San promised.

Wooyoung nibbled on his bottom lip. Perhaps he would’ve fought the alpha on it some more, but he noticed the message had already been sent. “Okay” he caved.  

The alpha smiled deeply. Rather than replying with simple words, Wooyoung leaned forward, capturing the alphas mouth with his. Holding the alpha against his own body Wooyoung pushed them down, so that they were lying on the couch with the omega on top.

San slowly moved his hands up Wooyoung’s soft tan skin of his stomach, gazing his fingertips against the other boy’s nipples. The elder knew just how sensitive this part of Wooyoung’s body was. And he longed to tease him in any possible way.

San slowly started to roll his hips against Wooyoung. The moment he felt the pressure of his crotch against himself Wooyoung had released a low groan giving San just enough time to slip his tongue into his omega’s mouth.

Their tongues fought against each other and their crotches rubbed together in pleasure and bliss once again to build them back up.

Wooyoung let out a large gasp when San’s palm moved across his sensitive skin. "San," he moaned softly.

"There we go," San whispered with a smirk. Gone was the shy little boy that had been struggling to find himself and balance on his own two feet. And in his place came a fully-grown man filled with confidence.

As San focused on the younger, Wooyoung worked on pumping San’s member, stroking and rubbing him quicker in order to prepare him to come again. His hand went in time with San’s.

San moved his fingers between Wooyoung’s legs, where the coconut scent slick was sliding slowly down his legs. Carefully he rubbed his fingers together to spread the slick around in preparation. He glanced at Wooyoung for a moment before moving his hand down under the younger one.

Wooyoung watched him carefully, “just take your time okay?” His heart was only just beginning and he didn’t want to push himself too fast – even though he knew he needed the release.

San nodded in understanding. “I got you Woo. No need to worry. You can trust me” Reaching forward, San moved his fingers around Wooyoung’s hole. He rubbed the slick against the skin, moving in circular motions. Watching Wooyoung carefully he ensured that he wasn’t pushing the younger one too quickly. Having rubbed the slick around Wooyoung, San pulled back slightly, rubbing his hand across the omegas thigh again. He then used the slick to spread across his member, getting ready to enter.

“I’ll make you feel so good, omega,” San promised. He pressed his middle finger forward, his fingertip entering Wooyoung ever so slowly. The boy beneath him froze for a moment. Wooyoung had grabbed hold of San’s hips and gave them a squeeze. San bit his lip as he carefully slid his finger a little deeper. The entire action had taken a slow process.

The alpha had never once pushed Wooyoung faster than he was comfortable with. By the time he had gotten his finger fully inside, his member was throbbing with excitement begging for Wooyoung to continue touching himself.

Wooyoung was tight around San’s finger, signalling that it had been a while since Wooyoung had been stretched. San could only just imagine what it would feel like to have him encased in Wooyoung’s warm and firm hole. He moved his finger slowly in and out.

That was enough to drive Wooyoung crazy. He couldn't hold back the moans. They quickly filled the air. Small passionate moans and pants of pleasure were released. He left like he might melt into the bed.

They worked together instead of against each other to make each other feel bliss. Wooyoung had taken hold of San’s shaft again and began to stroke him. His fingers moving across the other man’s tip.

San slid his finger deep into Wooyoung, earning a deep moan from the elder. Wooyoung was never quiet in bed. It was one of the many things San once loved about him. He twisted his finger around slightly – until he heard the sudden sharp intake of breath Wooyoung released.

“Found it,” San purred. Now his full attention had gone to the singular spot that he knew would give his little mate the greatest pleasure. He moved his finger deeper and began to pick up the speed.

Wooyoung had tossed his head back as he became a squirming mess of want. He lifted his hips forward as his member throbbed. The pressure was too much, building up deep inside of him. San had only entered one finger, he knew once he had taken much more. But right now… this was enough to put him over the edge.

“San!” Wooyoung moaned as he reached above his head and grabbed tightly to the pillow, his fingers digging into the fabric. “I’m close.”

“Come for me Wooyoung” San groaned out his own answer. He pressed his finger harder into the elder. His desire is driven by the desire to see Wooyoung become undone with pleasure. Moving faster he willed Wooyoung to release.

“Fuck!” Wooyoung cursed wiggling beneath San. His eyes closed tightly, hips bucking up and his member twitched as he released his orgasm.

San smirked “you came with only my single finger.”

Wooyoung blushed and turned to hide his face in the overstuffed pillow. “Oh shut up,” Wooyoung warned. “I’m in heat. I’m allowed to come as many times as I can without judgement.” He gazed slightly at San and noted the alpha still had a hardened member between his legs.

“You didn’t come” Wooyoung stated the obvious.

“It’s alright,” San answered softly. “I can take care of it. Or wait until you’re ready for the next round. I know your heat is only just starting. I don’t want to push you too hard or fast.”

Wooyoung bit his lip. Truth is told he wanted to repay San for the overwhelming pleasure that he felt. He thought for a moment, nervous at what he would have thought at his suggestion. Before he softly said, "I never did finish my breakfast." Wooyoung pushed himself up into a seated position; resting his hand on Man's chest he gave it a gentle shove.

San's smirked, his hands rubbing into Wooyoung’s hips. “You want to be a good omega and give me a blow job? You’re that hungry for me omega?” 

Wooyoung felt a deep blush creep up on his cheeks, but gave a firm nod nonetheless. The younger moved down between and looked at him once more for confirmation before he lowered his head and took San’s shaft in his mouth. 

San knew Wooyoung had known what he was doing with his hand. He was experienced, nimble and quick. They were confident and sure. However with his tongue San could feel his nerves and hesitation for a moment, he was slow, almost unsure about himself and his movements.

It took a couple minutes for Wooyoung to get into the groove of things and grow comfortable with the new feeling. His tongue finally started to find its pattern. It swirled and danced across his tip. Slowly he took the alpha deeper into his throat, his cheeks puffing out slightly. 

San let out low pants as his fingers gripped onto Wooyoung’s hair. He tugged his hair softly with each gasp of pleasure he released.

With each flick of his tongue, with each lick or suck Wooyoung took the elder deeper into his mouth. The younger could already feel him building up and getting closer to his release. His legs grew weaker and turned to jelly; if he were to try to stand he would surely fall. He could feel his member throbbing.

He truly couldn't hold it in any longer.

His back arched and he bucked his hips forward. The moans grew louder and came closer together. "Wooyoung! Fuck omega!" he cried out in pleasure. He was coming. He was going to be released. “I’m going to come” he gave Wooyoung a warning.

But rather than pulling back, Wooyoung grabbed onto San’s hips and held him closer. He took the younger one deeper into his mouth.

San gasped, as his release flowed into Wooyoung’s mouth. The younger slowly, taking his time, licked every inch of San’s shaft clean. The greatest part of it all consisted of Wooyoung swallowing everything San had to offer.

Once Wooyoung had pulled away and licked his lips clean, San was laying back in the bed panting. The younger crawled up next to the other and laid his head gently on the alpha’s chest. Carefully, San wrapped his arm around Wooyoung’s slender waist, tugging him closer to his chest. If they got any closer they would surely melt into one person.

“Can you handle more?” Wooyoung questioned.

“You want to keep going?” San asked.

“Yes please” Wooyoung begged. “Everything still feels so hot. I need your knot alpha. Please can I have your knot?”

San smirked, his hands moving across Wooyoung’s hips slowly. “Yeah my good little omega. I can give you my knot.”

Chapter Text

With a heavy sigh Hongjoong entered his apartment after a long day of work. He had enjoyed the time spent with Maddox working the floor of the store. There had been several customers that bought and showed interest in Hongjoong’s designs – which was nice to see for a change, as he normally didn’t get to witness the reactions of those buying his clothes. And a couple private orders had been placed. However, Hongjoong wasn’t the best at communicating with strangers. He hated small talk. Preferring to remain in the studio working.

He felt drained; tired in a way he hadn’t felt in a while. But he also felt accomplished. He felt pride in the work he had done. And for once, his dreams seemed like a reality. It was possible for him to become a designer.

 “Appa!” a light voice called out. From the living room Junyoung came running out with his arms stretched up into the air. He hadn’t even given Hongjoong the chance to remove his shoes when he threw himself at his appa for a hug.

Hongjoong immediately brightened. He chuckled lightly and lifted Junyoung into his arms happily. “Hi there puppy” he greeted, spinning around slightly with the young boy. “Did you have a good day with uncle Mingi?”

Junyoung nodded “we did. But we didn’t get to visit you at the shop like we wanted to” Junyoung informs him.

Mingi stands from the couch, laptop tucked under his arm and gives a sympathetic smile. “Sorry. We had planned to come by but I was swapped with work” he held up his laptop to prove it. The beta, although able to work from home often, still needed complete work online.

“I should be apologizing to you” Hongjoong stated, lowering Junyoung and moving to the living room where Youngseok was laying across the floor with his toys. “I shouldn’t expect you to be available so readily for babysitting.” He bent down and kissed the top of Youngseok’s head in greeting.

“Nah it’s fine” Mingi waved the concern away. “I got my work done anyways, so it doesn’t matter.”

“I’ll look into pre-schools for the boys” Hongjoong insisted anyways. “They could do with more friends and the education will be a good start.”

“We have friends appa” Junyoung huffed, understanding what his appa meant about pre-school and he didn’t like the idea at all.

“Minjae and Sumin” Youngseok perked up at the mention of friends.

Hongjoong smiled softly. “I know they’re your friends. I’ll ask Hwa what school they go to. Maybe you can all go together,” Hongjoong offered up.

“You really don’t have to be hyung” Mingi tried to insist. “I’m fine watching them during the week.”

But Hongjoong was having none of that. “Don’t try Mingi. You know you can’t continue your work and hang around here all day with the boys. I’ve already imposed on you enough. Besides, this will be good for them.”

Mingi pouted slightly, which earned a laugh from the elder. “Don’t be pouting like one of the pups now” Hongjoong stated. “This has nothing to do with you being unable to care for them. I should’ve considered schooling back in Anyang too. Plus with them needing more exposure to omegas school could help with that.”

“Okay” Mingi mumbled. “I thought your neighbour was going to help by spending time with them?”

“He is” Hongjoong nodded. “And I’m thankful for that. But I can't depend solely on Seonghwa, again that wouldn’t be fair to him. Especially when he has three jobs and two pups to keep track of. I can’t put mine on him too.”

“You could pay him,” Mingi shrugged. When Hongjoong shot him a look of disapproval Mingi explained, “you said he has three jobs, so he obviously needs the money. You’ll have to pay for a private pre-school anyways since publicly funded ones are few and far between. So why not pay him to watch your pups every day? He gets money, he gets to be home with his own pups every day and yours gets to be with an omega. Sounds like everyone wins for me.”

Hongjoong nibbled his bottom lip. He could see the rationale behind it. It made the perfect sense. But again it wasn’t something he was willing to risk. Asking Seonghwa to quit a job to specifically work for him? That was far too much to ask.

“Anyways” Mingi changed the topic, noticing that Mingi wasn’t going to be comfortable with the discussion continuing. “Speaking of your neighbour, you should maybe check on him whenever you have time.”

“What?” Hongjoong’s head snapped towards Mingi worry spiked in his scent. “What happened?” he glanced towards their connecting wall, considering going to next door instantly. Was something wrong? Did Seonghwa need help?

“Help” his internal alpha gasped. “Help omega. Omega needs help.”

“Nothing that I know of” Mingi raised his hands in defence. “It’s just I’ve been smelling him all day through the walls. His scent is sad. It’s been soggy all day. There’s nothing specific that I can say. But it yeah, I can tell he’s sad.” Hongjoong’s scent flared, what made Seonghwa feel this way? Did somebody hurt him? “Listen hyung” Mingi added. “I’ve been here all day and haven’t heard anything specific. There’s nothing dangerously wrong like that. So you don’t need to be rushing over, hell he might not even want that. But yeah, just check in later today or something.”

Hongjoong hesitated, but Mingi was right. There wasn’t much he could do other than rush to bang on the door. Although Seonghwa might not appreciate that. Maybe it was something he needed to deal with alone. Otherwise he did have San and Wooyoung he could turn to for support. He was certain Seonghwa would feel comfortable enough to go to his pack when in distress.

“Okay” Hongjoong nodded slowly. “Yeah, you’re right. I’ll check in with him whenever I can.”

“Good” Mingi nodded, moving around the apartment to collect his things. “I should get going. Yunho will be back soon. I’ll see you tomorrow?”

“See you tomorrow” Hongjoong walked Mingi to the door and smiled. “Puppies come say goodbye to uncle Mingi.”

“Bye uncle Mingi” Junyoung waved. He had lost interest in the adult conversation and was seated in a large overstuffed chair with a picture book in hand.

“Bye uncle,” Youngseok added from his spot still on the carpet.

Hongjoong chuckled lightly and gave Mingi a shrug. That was the best the pups were going to do today. “Bye.”

“Bye hyung” Mingi nodded and stepped out of the apartment.

Hongjoong closed and locked the door behind the beta. He took the uninterrupted opportunity to sniff the air. A piece of him hated that his alpha had memorized Seonghwa’s scent and could easily pick up on it. The oranges had been wilted, almost as though they had been seated in water for the longest time. A flooded field that could no longer be picked from. He hated it. Hongjoong hated that Seonghwa smelt this way and he didn’t know why. Did he have a fight with Wooyoung or San? By the way Wooyoung was talking earlier, that didn’t seem to be the case, but perhaps he had read it wrong. Wooyoung was starting his heat, but Hongjoong couldn’t understand how that affected Seonghwa.

Maybe something happened with one of the pups. Shit! Could one of them have been hurt? In desperation Hongjoong started searching for the distressed scent of Minjae or Sumin, of possibly curdled milk. But there wasn’t any. The pups must be fine. Seonghwa’s eomma perhaps? He could still be having difficulties communicating with the elder omega? That was a possibility, but would it really have upset him so greatly?

“Appa” Youngseok pushed himself off the carpet in favour of climbing onto the couch and glancing over the back. “Dinner?”

Hongjoong snapped out of his dream world. Pushing away from the couch he moved towards his pup, tapping him on his nose. “Yes dinner. What do you want?”

Youngseok thought about it, a focused look appearing on his face. After a long day of work Hongjoong hadn’t wanted to spend his time cooking – especially considering he wasn’t that great of a cook to begin with. Hopefully Youngseok will pick something that they can order. “Pizza?” he questioned.

“Pizza sounds perfect” Hongjoong beamed and ruffled the boy's hair. “Junyoung? How does pizza sound to you?”

“Great appa” Junyoung nodded closing his book.

“Alright” Hongjoong tugged free his phone. Smiling slightly at the crack across his screen he started typing away. Placing his order, he slid it back into his pocket. “How about we play a game together,” Hongjoong suggested.

“What game?” Youngseok tilted his head to the side.

“Any game you want” Hongjoong shrugged.

“Princesses?” Youngseok suggested.

“No” Junyoung whined. “We played that earlier with uncle Mingi. Let's play a card game!”

“We play cards with uncle Eden,” Youngseok argued.

“The park then” Junyoung offered.

“Sorry puppies” Hongjoong interrupted. “We need to stay here for when the pizza comes.”

The two boys sighed dramatically.

Hongjoong chuckled. “How about you both help me with a design I’ve been working on” Hongjoong suggested. The boys seemed interested in that. “Go take a seat at the table. I’ll get everything.”

As the boys rushed off to the table, Hongjoong stepped into his bedroom. The room was rarely used for sleeping; primarily it had become a workroom for the alpha. He grabbed several light coloured clothing that he had been collecting over the weeks and his box of fabric paints. Heading back into the kitchen he set everything out. “Can you puppies help me add some hand prints?”

“Hand prints?” Junyoung wondered.

“Yup” Hongjoong nodded. “I want all these jeans to have bright hand prints on them. All the colours of the rainbow. You think you can handle that?”

“Yes appa” Youngseok gave a firm nod.

“Yes appa” Junyoung agreed.

And so, Hongjoong found himself opening the paints and spreading it across his pup’s hands. The idea had been flawless. Hongjoong had instantly loved it when he dreamed it up. Custom made white dresses, jeans and dress shirts with handprints painted across it. His vision had specifically been for parents. For those that might look at the clothing and be reminded of their pups at home.

Eden had approved the idea, a couple pieces of clothing set out in the shop. Although the fabric items had not been specifically cut and created by Hongjoong, they were made by other EDENARY members. Items that hadn’t sold from last season, or weren't as successful as they would’ve liked. So Hongjoong decided to reform them. In fact reforming old EDENAERY designed clothing from the inventory was likely one of Hongjoong’s new favourite things.

The idea was flawless; the execution of it was not.

Hongjoong, no matter how many crafts he did with his sons, always forgot how messy it could become. Yes, the clothing went as planned, with bright little handprints. However in the process the table became coated with paint, Youngseok had a paint smear across his cheek, Junyoung had some in his hair. And both of the outfits the pups had on were ruined.

Sighing softly, Hongjoong grabbed at a couple paper towels. He tried his best to wipe the paint away from their faces, although it could only do so much. “You are both going to need a nice long bath,” Hongjoong stated.

“Why appa?” Youngseok questioned.

“Because you’re messy,” Hongjoong flashed a small smile. Sure, the mess was a little inconvenient, but it wasn’t anything to be too concerned about. Who was he to stand in the way of the pups having fun?

“You’re messy too appa” Junyoung giggled.

“I am?” Hongjoong furrowed his eyebrows and glanced down to check out his own clothing. He had thought he was being extra careful. The moment he glanced away from his pups both boys took it as an opportunity to jump forward. Their messy, paint covered hands began pressing into Hongjoong’s face and hair – just barely missing his clothing.

Most parents would’ve been furious. Their pups purposefully misbehaved. Not to mention the mess they created. But Hongjoong didn’t really care. He found himself laughing along with the pup’s silliness. He leaned his cheek into Youngseok’s touch, allowing the boy to spread the paint with a giggle.

“How do I look?” Hongjoong stated, leaning away from the pups so that they can view their artwork.

“You look like us,” Youngseok giggled, clapping his hands together.

“Well I am your appa” Hongjoong chuckled. “I certainly hope I look like you!”

“Our appa!” Youngseok cheered.

Hongjoong however, didn’t miss the way Junyoung’s face had fallen slightly, as though the reality was too difficult to bare. Forcing a small smile, Hongjoong reached over and grabbed at the eldest pups hand. “I’m your appa Junyoung” Hongjoong said firmly. “Okay?”

Junyoung remained silent for a moment; still lost in the heavy thoughts no five year old deserved to bear alone. Slowly he nodded. “Okay appa.”

Hongjoong have his hand a final squeeze before standing, not wanting the situation to become awkward. “You two go wash your hands for dinner. You can bathe after we eat.” Grabbing at the articles of clothing he took them out to dry on the balcony – it was the best place to ensure the pups didn’t touch it. It was perfect timing his buzzer sounded just as he was stepping back inside.

“Pizza is here a pup!” Hongjoong cheered. He frowned slightly when he noticed that the kitchen table was in no condition to serve a meal on. Shrugging slightly, it didn’t give them much of a choice. He moved into the living room and set the two boxes down on the coffee table. Not even bothering with plates he flipped them open.

“Appa!” Youngseok cheered running into the living room. “Don’t eat without us.” He plopped himself down on the floor.

“Yeah” Junyoung agreed to come running in behind his brother.

“I wasn’t planning on it” Hongjoong chuckled. Grabbing at the pizza he gave each pup a slice of plain cheese to hold onto. The paint had mostly been removed from the hands, although it lingered over their faces and arms. Sitting down crossing his legs, he took a slice of his own pizza filled with toppings. “How was today with uncle Mingi?”

“Good” Junyoung announced taking a bite of his pizza. “He was busy though.”

“Yeah working” Youngseok nodded along.

Hongjoong smiled sadly. “I’m sorry he was busy working. And I was too. I wish you could have more fun during the day.”

“We had fun” Junyoung insisted with a firm shake of his head. “We played princesses when he had a break.”

“Uncle Mingi wore a crown,” Youngseok smiled around a large bite of food.

“And we made sandwiches for lunch,” Junyoung added. “We got to pick our own toppings and everything.”

“And we watched whatever movie we wanted,” Youngseok stated.

“Yeah?” Hongjoong leaned forward with interest. “I wish I could watch movies all day with you.”

“You could appa” Junyoung nodded excitedly.

Hongjoong chuckled lightly. “Although that would be fun, unfortunately I cant puppy. I need to go to work and pay those bills so I can afford to buy you pizza and plushies.”

Youngseok looked to be contemplating that answer. Was his appa being home really worth not having pizza and a plushie? Oh the mind of a three year old. If only it could be that simple.

“We can watch movies now,” Junyoung offered.

“Oh I see” Hongjoong barked out a laugh. “Was this all a game to get me to put on a movie?” he gave his head a little shake. Grabbing at the remote he gave in and put on a movie.

“Minions?” Youngseok questioned glancing at his father.

“Hey you just said you wanted a movie” Hongjoong shrugged. “Not which one you wanted. So I get to pick.” Both kids knew about their father’s love of minions, so they really shouldn’t have expected anything else.

“Bananas” Youngseok mumbled under his breath.

Hongjoong sat back, allowing a silence to come across them as they watched the movie. A smile tugged at his lips. It was nice to sit on the ground, eating pizza and watching a movie with his pups. He hated those stickler families that required everyone to be seated around the table talking about tired topics they discussed a thousand times over. He saw nothing wrong with watching a movie and eating junk food.

Youngseok had finished his pizza and was lying on his tummy looking up at the screen. Junyoung was sipping on the Pepsi Hongjoong had given him as a treat. Hongjoong found himself thinking about his neighbour again. What was life like inside the Park apartment? Hongjoong figured it was fairly different from the life they led here. If Seonghwa didn’t like the idea of McDonalds, he certainly didn’t approve of takeout pizza – hell he probably made it fresh for his pups. And don’t even try to eat in the living room. They probably weren’t even allowed snacks on the couch. It was probably a house filled with rules. Nothing like how it was for the Kim’s.

What was it that San and Wooyoung had said about opposites? They attracted each other? Hongjoong couldn’t see it. He couldn’t imagine living with someone that didn’t allow the occasional living room picnic and a movie. Although he’ll admit the home cooked pizza – and other meals – might be nice for a change.

He began to wonder if Seonghwa was a good cook. He insisted on making their meals so that much was obvious. But that didn’t mean he was good at it. Maybe he was just as bad as Hongjoong was. Although the alpha highly doubted that. Seonghwa was an excellent cook, Hongjoong just knew it. And that had nothing to do with his status as an omega. Screw society that saying omegas needed to be the ones to cook and clean. Hongjoong figured that Seonghwa was a great cook because he seemed like the type that if he didn’t know how to do something he'd learn. Plus the omega had mentioned something about his cooking the other day.

What would Hongjoong have to do to get a taste of his cooking?

“Appa?” Youngseok’s voice pulled Hongjoong out from his dream world.

“Hmm?” Hongjoong glanced over at his puppy curiously.

“The movie finished” Youngseok pointed to the screen that had turned black.

“Oh” Hongjoong’s eyes widened slightly. He hadn’t intended for the pups to watch the entire thing, only about half. But it seemed time got away from him. Grabbing at the remote he shut everything off. “Okay pups” he stood up, brushing the crumbs away. “Time for a bath and straight to bed” he glanced at the clock, “it’s getting late.”

Grabbing hold of each pup’s hand he guided them to the bathroom. Bending to the floor he started the water and added some bubbles. From the corner of his eye he could see Junyoung assisting Youngseok in getting undressed. Once the bath was filled Hongjoong lifted Youngseok in. “nice and warm?” he questioned.

Youngseok gave a small nod, distracted by the pirate ship floating in the water. Hongjoong chuckled slightly and helped Junyoung in as well. Eventually Junyoung would start taking showers separately, but for now Hongjoong was happy he could bathe them both together – saving time and money on his water bills.

With a soft cloth Hongjoong began to wipe at the paint staining the pups skin. Some colours, the pale yellows and pinks washed off fairly easily. But the dark blues and purples were leaving a stain regardless of how hard he scrubbed – although he was nervous about hurting them. “What are you looking at?” Hongjoong raised a curious eyebrow at the two pups that were intent on watching him.

“You” Youngseok giggled, bubbles resting on the top of his head. 

“Me?” Hongjoong tilted his head slightly. “What about me?” He ran a hand gently through Youngseok’s hair soothingly. 

“We love you appa” Youngseok leaned into his hand for comfort. His round eyes peered up at Hongjoong with wonder. 

Hongjoong’s breath caught in his throat. Of course he knew his pups loved him. At least he liked to believe they did. But the reality of it was he wasn’t always around, he was overworking to an extreme, left them with his eomma too often rather than caring for them himself and not to mention he wasn’t around when Junyoung was an infant. He had so many faults as a parent that he has spent the past three years trying to improve upon. “You love me?” 

“Of course appa” Junyoung laughed. “We’ve always loved you!” 

“Even when I’m busy working?” Hongjoong wondered. Maybe this conversation was too advancing for his pups, they were so young, but he couldn’t find the will to stop. 

“Yes appa” Junyoung nodded firmly. “We always love you.” The pup held out his arms to the man, a smile brimming on his lips. 

Hongjoong leaned forward and hugged his eldest, despite the water soaking into his clothes. The past few days had been a little overwhelming to the alpha. From his pups suffering due to his lack of omega to his being away from home due to work. It had felt like he wasn’t reaching his full potential as an appa. He held his pup a little tighter than he normally would, pressing his nose into Junyoung’s neck for a scent. 

“Me too!” Youngseok cried out jumping forward to wrap his wet body around Hongjoong. 

The alpha chuckled, wrapping an arm around his youngest and pulling him close. He pressed his face into the younger’s neck and breathed in. His scent seemed calmer lately. The softness of milk has returned. Maybe Hongjoong was doing something right.

“Alright that’s enough” Hongjoong announced pulling back from the hug. “I think you’ve both made me wet enough” he chuckled. Grabbing at the cloth he began scrubbing again. “You two are such messy pups!” 

“We are not!” Junyoung huffed, crossing his arms in defiance 

“Oh I think you are” Hongjoong teased. “Look at all these blue and purple marks from the paint.” 

“That’s the paint's fault,” Youngseok argued. 

“And who put the paint on your skin?” Hongjoong countered. 

Youngseok and Junyoung shared a look between each other. Something passed between, a secret, allowing them to answer together. “You did.” 

“Me?” Hongjoong gasped. “I did not paint on you!” He dramatically grabbed at his chest in fake offence. 

“You gave us the paint,” Junyoung said in a calm rational tone. 

Hongjoong barked out a laugh. “I did give you the paint,” Hongjoong agreed. Tossing them cloth aside he figured that was the best he could do. The rest will be removed overtime with more baths. With their hair and body washed the pups were as clean as they were going to get. One at a time he lifted them out and wrapped a towel around them. “To the bedroom” he ordered tugging at the plug to empty the bath. 

The pups ran off to their bedroom, with Hongjoong yelling at them from behind to be careful. Following shortly behind the two he found them in their closet digging around for what to wear. Hongjoong took a seat on his stuffed chair and waited. 

“Got it!” Youngseok cheered and headed over to Hongjoong. He held out a rainbow coloured shirt with cloud print pants. Although it wasn’t from a match set, they went well together. 

Grabbing at the body lotion Hongjoong kept on the table he started massaging it into the pups skin. He flashed a small smile as he rubbed it into Youngseok’s tummy, earning a giggle. Taking the clothes he assisted in the pup stepping into them. Finishing off with a quick brush to his soft wavy hair. “Get in bed” he announced, kissing the top of his head. Hongjoong then waved Junyoung over and completed the process again. 

“No singing” Youngseok pouted, glancing at his bedroom wall. 

“What?” Hongjoong questioned, helping Junyoung climb into bed. 

“Eomma no singing” Youngseok whined slightly. 

Hongjoong bit his lip to fight back a sigh. Lifting the blankets up around Junyoung’s shoulders, he gave the pup a kiss on the head. He then bent down to tuck Youngseok in. “Hwa isn’t eomma” Hongjoong reminded him gently. 

“He is,” Youngseok argued around a big yawn. “He’s Minnie and Su-Su’s eomma.” 

“That doesn’t make him yours” Hongjoong spoke softly. He wrapped the blankets securely around Youngseok. 

“They’re my brothers,” Youngseok insisted, his eyes drifting shut. 

Hongjoong couldn’t deny the smile tugging at his lips. “Yeah,” he said softly. “They’re yours brothers.” He bent and pressed a kiss to Youngseok’s head. 

Hongjoong found himself leaving the pup’s bedroom and wandering onto the balcony. He wasn’t sure why, but he felt drawn out there. Perhaps a habit. From his pocket he retrieved a cigarette and a lighter. Taking a deep breath he got the first taste of smoke. It felt like it had been days since the last time he had a cigarette.

 “Oh” a light voice said from the shadows “I didn’t realize you were out here.” Stepping out of his own apartment, Seonghwa joined the alpha on the balcony. The omega was wearing a loose pair of jeans and a large purple woollen knitted sweater. Moving towards one of the chairs he took a seat, resting his hand on his thigh clenching a glass of what appeared to be wine in his fist.

“I like to come out here and clear my head” Hongjoong answered taking another drag of his cigarette. Turning his face slightly he breathed away from the omega. Hongjoong was starting to see what Mingi meant about Seonghwa seeming off throughout the day. The alpha had never seen the other drink once.

“Yeah me too,” Seonghwa agreed with a small sigh. He lifted the wine glass to his mouth and took a sip. Eyeing the alpha he offered the glass in his direction. “Would you like some?”

Hongjoong eyed the glass curiously. Was Seonghwa offering him to drink from the same wine? Shrugging slightly Hongjoong reached out and took a sip. His eyebrows shot up in curiosity. It tasted good, actually it tasted high quality. Did Seonghwa have a strong preference for wine? To be honest he never expected the omega to enjoy the finer things like this. Not that he assumed Seonghwa didn’t drink. Just that he thought it would’ve been cheaper and harder. Hongjoong didn’t mean this in a bad way.

Holding the glass back out Seonghwa happily accepted it for another drink. The wine bottle was safely tucked under his chair for refills should he need it. The omega had seemed fine this morning in the café, but maybe he had been hiding it all along. Or did something trigger the need for drinking? This was the first time Hongjoong had ever since him being other than the picture perfect omega.

“Stressful day?” Hongjoong asked softly. Pushing himself off the balcony railing he took the opened seat beside Seonghwa. With a glance at the omega he lowered the cigarette to the floor and stomp on it. He wasn’t willing to risk the smoke reaching the other male in such a close proximity.

“That’s an understatement,” Seonghwa answered with a deep sigh.

“Something happened at work?” Hongjoong questioned. The wine glass was held out towards him again. Accepting it he took a deep gulp. He couldn’t rationalize what would’ve set the omega off such as this. “Or with your pack?”

“No” Seonghwa shook his head. “Nothing like that” he reached for the wine bottle and lifted it to fill the glass.

“Then what’s wrong?” Hongjoong wondered.

“Who said anything was wrong?” Seonghwa glanced at Hongjoong curiously.

Hongjoong shrugged. “Nothing needed to be said. It’s just obvious.” When Seonghwa frowned slightly Hongjoong added, “your scent is like overwatered oranges, kinda soggy, and you’re drinking wine. You’ve never seemed like the type to drink.”

Seonghwa sat in silence, drinking the wine slowly. “Today is my wedding anniversary.”

And awkward silence fell across the two of them. Seonghwa’s wedding anniversary, Hongjoong was not expecting that. He was anticipating a difficult customer that complained their coffee wasn’t to their liking, maybe a jerk of an alpha making a Passat Seonghwa on the street or even that one of the pups had been misbehaving. But his wedding anniversary after a broken bond? That was intense.

“At least it would’ve been” Seonghwa chuckled lightly, twirling the wine around his glass absentmindedly. “But my bond is broken. How pathetic can I be? My bond broke. I broke my bond.”

“You didn’t break your bond” Hongjoong insisted. He watched Seonghwa reach up and rub gently at the faded bite mark. Impulsive, he stretched his hand out and grabbed Seonghwa, their fingers interlocking together.

“But I did,” Seonghwa whined. “My bond is broken because of me. I couldn’t keep an alpha, I couldn’t keep his interest. I didn’t dress sexy enough. I didn’t give him enough time. I should’ve kept my legs shut. He didn’t want pups. I knew that. I was lucky he stayed around when Minjae was born. But I should’ve recognized it was out of obligation. Not because he wanted to be here. I got pregnant with Minjae so he felt the need to stay and get married. Bond with me even though he had never wanted to. And then I go and get pregnant with Sumin. I have another pup that he never wanted. And he left. Do you get that? He left me?”

Hongjoong furrowed his eyebrows, “Seonghwa, that doesn’t make it your fault. You having pups and wanting a family, that’s not something to blame you for. Having pups, it takes two people. You needed an alpha to have both Minjae and Sumin. If he didn’t want pups he could’ve used protection. There were options. And regardless, he still shouldn’t have left. Those pups are his, they are part of him. They deserve to have an alpha around that is going to support and guide them. If they cant have that, it’s best to have no alpha at all.”

Seonghwa laughed lightly, maybe he had a little too much wine after all. “A supportive alpha. An alpha like you.”

“L-like me?” Hongjoong’s eyes widened.

“You’re supportive aren’t you?” Seonghwa questioned. “Your omega gave birth, carried your two pups, and you didn’t abandon her right? You did what you needed to for your family. You put your pups first and stayed around to be the alpha you knew they needed. That’s admirable. I wish my alpha would’ve been able to do that, to stand with his family.”

Hongjoong gave his head a firm shake. “You give me too much credit Seonghwa” Hongjoong insisted.

“I don’t think I do,” Seonghwa argued. “You put your family first.”

“I’m an unmated alpha raising two pups on my own,” Hongjoong stated. “That isn’t exactly smile upon. Sure, I stayed; I’m raising Youngseok and Junyoung. But does that actually make me a worthy alpha? By society’s standards, no, it wouldn’t. I didn’t bond with their eomma, I couldn’t keep her either. I don’t see myself better than another. I can recognize my faults and the things I lack.”

Seonghwa glanced at him curiously, his eyes gazing over Hongjoong’s bare neck. “Why didn’t you and the pups eomma mate?” he asked softly. “If you were planning to stick around and raise the pups, why not bond?”

“Their eomma and I weren’t mates” Hongjoong shrugged. “We weren’t meant to be mates. We were only ever friends. The thought of being something more with her is actually sickening to me. I loved her as my best friend, truly I did. But we would never be anything more than that. When she announced her pregnancy, I stepped up. I took care of the pups to the best of my abilities – and to whatever extent she would allow me. But I knew mating was never in the cards for us. We didn’t have that connection.”

“But you had sex” Seonghwa mumbled. Perhaps the wine was finally getting to him. He really wouldn’t have said anything about it otherwise. Mating was personal. He shouldn’t be asking Hongjoong such a question. “You must’ve felt something for her.”

“It’s complicated” Hongjoong sighed softly. “Mates was just never going to happen for us, it’s not who we were meant to be. And to be fair it had nothing to do with her, she was my friend. I simply know mating isn’t for me. I have zero interest in finding a mate. I have never, and will never want that.”

Seonghwa nodded slowly. He was surprised by how certain Hongjoong sounded regarding the topic. The alpha knew that mating wasn’t for him, he recognized and admitted that. “I wish Woobin would’ve been like that,” Seonghwa mumbled slightly.

“Who?” Hongjoong glanced at Seonghwa.

“Woobin” Seonghwa sighed. “He was my ex mate and husband. I wish he would’ve had the mentality that you have.”

“The mentality of not taking a mate?” Hongjoong raised an eyebrow.

“Yeah,” Seonghwa nodded. “You know that mating isn’t for you, but you never allowed that to impact yourself as an appa. You are still engaged in the raising of Youngseok and Junyoung. Maybe if Woobin had the same realization, he would’ve been more involved with the pup’s lives. He mated me out of obligation. I know that perfectly well. So perhaps if he hadn’t mated me, the pressure would’ve been off him. I mean I’m already raising the pups on my own; I could’ve done it all along. I didn’t need him living with us, providing a house; I was fine on my own. But I would’ve liked him to be involved with the pups, to watch them grow up. For Sumin and Minjae to at least say that they have an appa!

“You knew you didn’t want to be mated. I find that actually very mature of you. It prevents the need for a bond breaking. And trust me that is the most painful shit you will ever go through. Feeling that bond burns away, moving forward with the lack of sensation. You get so used to sharing your every thought and emotion with another person, trusting that they can sense when something is wrong. Only for that to completely vanish. You made the mature choice to not put your omega through that.”

“You’re the first person to have ever thought that” Hongjoong answered honestly. “Most insist that I failed in not mating with Soyoung. Even though they don’t know the truth of our history. Society sees an omega and alpha having pups together, and automatically they should be mated.”

“Mating doesn’t make anything better,” Seonghwa sighed. “We are blinded by it. Like it’s a fairy tale happily ever after. But that is far from the case. A ring on the finger doesn’t make your relationship problems vanish, neither does a bite on the neck.”

Hongjoong hummed softly. Pushing his lucky he asked, “why did you get mated then?”

Seonghwa sighed softly “Woobin wanted it, at least he demanded it. He saw it as a society obligation, like you said. So he, despite hating the idea of settling down with me, proposed. He asked me to marry and mate him and I said yes. I guess part of me felt revealed. When I was young, I thought mating meant love. I had a mate that was going to continue loving me till the end of our days. Somebody who I could continue building a family with. I was genuinely excited.

“We planned our wedding and mating ceremony within a couple weeks of the proposal. He didn’t want anyone to know I was pregnant until after we mated. Again, I suppose it was another thing about obligations. You weren’t supposed to have pups outside of mating. So we had a little wedding ceremony, today, four years ago. We went to the courthouse, signed the papers and then had a little reception at a restaurant. There weren’t a lot of guests. My closest family and friends were there and only a couple friends were on his side.”

“None of his family came?” Hongjoong wondered.

Seonghwa gave his head a small shake. “No,” he answered. “He wasn’t very close with them apparently. I suppose that should’ve been a red flag to me but I overlooked it.”

Hongjoong nodded slightly, signalling for Seonghwa to continue.

“We went back to his apartment and he mated me,” Seonghwa shrugged. “That was it. Our bond ended two years later when I announced my pregnancy with Sumin.”

“He didn’t want another pup?” Hongjoong asked.

“He didn’t want a pup in general” Seonghwa rolled his eyes. “He saw Minjae as a mistake. One that he had never intended to make again. So when I announced about Sumin, I guessed something in him snapped. He was angry that I made the mistake again. Because he viewed it as my fault, as though an omega can get pregnant without an alpha. I left him that night.”

“And the bond broke shortly after that?” Hongjoong questioned.

‘Yeah” Seonghwa sighed. “A bond breaking happens so naturally. There’s no surgery, no medication, it just happens. You wolves become so disconnected from each other. Physical distance doesn’t affect it, hell you could be standing right next to your mate when it happens. And there’s nothing that builds up to it. Eventually your wolf simply snaps. It rejects the bond, it rejects it mate. It recognizes the strain you have been under, the way the bond is hurting you. It’s almost like a defence. A way of keeping you safe. I’ve heard cases where mates didn’t even know they were in distress with each other, and only realized it after the bond snapped.”

“I can’t image that” Hongjoong sighed softly. His hand that was still interlocked with Seonghwa squeezed softly. He brushed his thumb across the back of Seonghwa’s hand. He wanted to provide whatever small form of comfort that he could.

“It’s the worst pain I have ever been through,” Seonghwa said. “And I’ve given birth without pain meds. A bond breaking, I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone. That’s why I think it’s admirable that you recognize not wanting a mate. It means that you aren’t risking an omega going through this pain. I wish Woobin had known that before mating me. Truly I do. I never would’ve mated him. I never want to experience that level of pain again.”

“Would you mate again?” Hongjoong asked cautiously. He didn’t know why, but his alpha was begging to know.

“Mate? Will they mate?” his alpha was rolling around inside begging to know.

“Yeah” Seonghwa answered without any hesitation. There was a small smile tugging at his lips.  “I would be willing to mate again. I think my omega would know if the bond is meant to be. I wouldn’t want it to be with anyone. I would want to be certain about the bonding, but yeah, I think my omega will be able to guide me with that.”

“You’re going to trust your omega to make the mating decision for you?” Hongjoong asked.

“Exactly” Seonghwa beamed. “I didn’t listen to my omega when it came to Woobin. They told me he wasn’t a good mate. But I insisted. I ignored my omega’s thoughts and feelings. I won't do that again. If I feel like it’s time to find another mate, I will follow my omega’s indications and guidance.”

“We are suppose to be a team with our internal wolves” Hongjoong added, understanding Seonghwa’s reasoning.

Seonghwa nodded, “yeah.”

A silence fell over the two of them. The glass of wine passed between them as they shared. Hongjoong didn’t know what else to say on the topic. If they continued it would start to feel like they were talking in circles. Besides, Seonghwa had gotten his point across perfectly and Hongjoong understood him for it.

“So you drink on your anniversary?” Hongjoong asked nodding to the bottle of wine. “Tradition?”

“Something like that” Seonghwa chuckled, grabbing at the bottle again. It was nearly empty by now. “It’s the one day of the year I let myself wallow. I usually don’t allow myself to give a shit about my broken bond. This is the one-day I do. Last year Minjae and Sumin spent it with San and Wooyoung, but Wooyoung’s heat came early this time. So they’ve been with me today. Meaning I delayed my wallowing until now.” he raised his glass in cheers.”

“So Wooyoung’s heat was coming,” Hongjoong sighed. When Seonghwa gave him a curious look Hongjoong explained. “I ran into Wooyoung this morning. He smelt rather sweet so I figured it was his heat.”

“Yeah” Seonghwa nodded, not showing much signs of interest in conversations.

“You got to spend the day with your pups instead,” Hongjoong offered up some positivity.

“I did,” Seonghwa nodded again. “Actually you’d be pleased to hear I ordered them from McDonalds for dinner. I was too lazy to cook for them.”

“McDonalds?” Hongjoong raised an eyebrow. “I can’t picture you eating McDonalds.”

“Oh I didn’t have any,” Seonghwa shrugged. “Just ordered it for them.”

“Well what did you eat?” Hongjoong frowned.

“Nothing,” Seonghwa answered, as though it was obvious.

“Nothing?” Hongjoong furrowed his eyebrows. “You haven’t eaten anything for dinner?”

“More like all day,” Seonghwa explained.

“All day?” Hongjoong gasped. “And you’re drinking? Are you trying to kill yourself?”

“Of course not,” Seonghwa giggled, feeling slightly dizzy. “I’m not that stupid.”

“You seem pretty stupid to me” Hongjoong grumbled.

Hongjoong seemed to have said the wrong thing, accidentally. Seonghwa’s eyes swiftly filled with tears, turning red as he snapped over to look at the alpha. His oranges wilted once again. A sure sign he was in distress. Hongjoong was taken back, his own eyes widening in disbelief. Was Seonghwa about to cry? What happened? What did Hongjoong do? He had said a lot worse than teasingly calling Seonghwa stupid.

“What’s wrong?” Hongjoong wrapped an arm around Seonghwa’s shoulder. Screw his dislike for skin ship. He held onto the omega, slightly squeezing the side of his arm. “Why are you crying?” his voice softening.

“I’m a stupid omega,” Seonghwa whimpered. He was looking down at his feet, swinging them back and forth slightly like a sad little pup needing a distraction. He sniffed, tears rolling down his cheeks.

The drinking had certainly gotten to him at this point. There was no way he was sober any longer. Never had he been affected this way by teasing before.

“You’re not a stupid omega” Hongjoong reassured him. His other arm came up around Seonghwa, pulling the omega into a tight hold against his chest. He held onto him and started to rub his hand soothingly up and down his arms.

Seonghwa lightly brushed his nose against the alpha’s neck. Normally Hongjoong would’ve flinched away, but he found himself relaxed, comfortable with the feeling of Seonghwa nosing at him. The omega moved across the alphas scent gland, breathing in deeply at the eucalyptus.

Hongjoong impulsively added, “You’re a good omega.” He had hoped that it would have a positive reaction on the omega, giving him a reason to feel good about himself. However much to his surprise yet again, it only increased the omegas' tears.

“I’m a good omega,” Seonghwa begged. “I’m a good omega.” His hand reached up and grabbed at Hongjoong’s shirt, his fingers curling around it. His tears increased, a deep whimper sounding. He pressed his face into Hongjoong’s chest crying, the fabric getting soaking wet. “I can be good, I promise,” Seonghwa cried out. “I’ll be a good omega.”

“You already are a good omega” Hongjoong struggled with reassuring him. He held him tight, releasing another wave of pheromones to sooth him the best he can. He allowed Seonghwa to rub against his scent gland. Hongjoong was aware that they were essentially scenting each other, and act that was typically considered intimate between pack and mates. In fact the alpha couldn’t recall the last time he had been scented by somebody other than the pups. But he couldn’t find himself disliking the feeling. Seonghwa’s oranges were nice and scent. He liked the feeling of smelling it against his skin.

“I’ll be good” Seonghwa started to breathe deeply. “I’ll cook for you alpha, any food that you want I will prepare for you. I’ll clean the house; you never have to worry about any of those silly chores. I’ll carry and birth as many pups as you want alpha, I promise you can breed me as many times as you please. I’ll raise our pups well; they will be smart and strong alphas just like you always wanted. My body belongs to you to mount whenever you please. You can have your way with me in whichever position you choose.”

“Woah” Hongjoong’s eyes widened. “Seonghwa” he breathed out, giving Seonghwa’s back a firm rub, trying to snap him out of it. “You’re okay, it’s okay. You don’t need to say these things to me Seonghwa.”

“I’ll behave. I promise I will alpha,” Seonghwa continued, his head practically spinning at this point. “I won’t talk back. I’ll listen to you. I’ll do as you say. I won't make eye contact. I’ll be unnoticeable. I’ll be silent.” He was hyperventilating. His breathing had greatly increased in speed and shortening into quick gasps. His scent had spiked. The tears were rolling in heavy waterfalls. Hongjoong could practically hear Seonghwa’s heart beating fast and held him tight to calm the shivers going down his body.

“Omega” Hongjoong breathed deeply. He needed Seonghwa to calm down. This wasn’t safe for the omega; the distress scent was bound to be notice soon. The alpha bent his head slightly, brushing his lips across Seonghwa’s ear. “I need you to listen to me now omega. Can you listen to alpha?” he knew he was playing a dangerous game. There was no guarantee this direction was going to be successful. And playing into the omega’s belief that Hongjoong was in fact his alpha could cause imprinting or attachment.

“Yes alpha” Seonghwa forced the words out. He was still shaking, but his body was at least pressed into Hongjoong’s and he was taking in the scent that was sure to assist him.

“Take slow deep breaths” Hongjoong coached him lightly. “In and out. Nice and slow for me okay?” He observed Seonghwa attempting, the omega in him wanting to please Hongjoong. But the breathes for shaky and changed in speed. “Breathe with me” Hongjoong altered his suggestions. Perhaps doing it together would help. Grabbing onto Seonghwa’s sweaty hand, Hongjoong guided it towards his own chest, resting it over his lungs. “Feel it,” he ordered softly. Slowly he took in a couple deep breaths. “Do it with me” he repeated. He interlocks his fingers with Seonghwa, squeezing them in reassurance.

It took several more attempts, but finally Seonghwa started breathing in time with Hongjoong. Although his heart had stopped racing, he still hadn’t completely settled. “I’ll be good,” he whimpered. “I’ll be a good omega for you alpha. I’ll be good. Just don’t leave me. Please don’t leave me alpha.”

“Smell me” Hongjoong ordered, changing direction. He needed Seonghwa to recognize whom he was speaking with. He wasn’t with Woobin. He needn’t beg for his alpha to remain with him. He lightly guided Seonghwa back up to his neck, letting him breath in the soft, calming eucalyptus. Hongjoong didn’t actually believe his aroma was very relaxing, it had never soothed Youngseok before. But perhaps this time would be different. “What do I smell like?”

“Hmm?” Seonghwa hummed, moving his nose against Hongjoong’s scent gland.

“What do I smell like?” Hongjoong lightly pressed the back of Seonghwa’s head, encouraging him to nuzzle deeper against his neck.

Seonghwa’s nose pressed hard against Hongjoong’s neck, his lips practically resting on his scent gland. He took in several deep breaths of air, taking in everything Hongjoong had to offer. “The beach” Seonghwa gasped out lightly.

“The beach?” Hongjoong slowly moved his arm downwards, wrapping it instead around Seonghwa’s waist. His palm brushed against the exposed skin.

“Yes alpha” Seonghwa nodded, his hair rubbing against Hongjoong’s cheek. “There are soft spices, eucalyptus and oranges. It smells fresh and like the sunshine. You’re the beach alpha.”

“The oranges is because of you” Hongjoong spoke softly.

“Me?” Seonghwa stated in awe. “I smell like oranges?”

“You do” Hongjoong nodded. “The sweetest of oranges. Like an orchard.”

“You let me scent you?” Seonghwa questioned, disbelief laced in his voice. “My alpha never lets me scent him.”

“Look at me Seonghwa” Hongjoong coached. He could sense that Seonghwa was coming out of his trance, reclaiming control over his omega. When Seonghwa nuzzled closer to Hongjoong’s neck, he shook his head in shyness. “Look at me omega” Hongjoong tried again. “You can do it.”

Seonghwa, his fingers grabbing tight at the front of Hongjoong’s shirt looked up at the alpha. His eyes were bloodshot, dried tears staining his face. His gaze moved across Hongjoong’s face, taking him fully in. slowly realization came to him. His eyes widened slightly. With his omega completely calmed now, he was able to recognize Hongjoong and his individual scent. “Hongjoong” he whispered.

“Yeah” Hongjoong answered.

“W-what?” Seonghwa questioned, unable to form a complete sentence.

“Your internal omega decided to pay me a visit” Hongjoong responded simply. It had taken him a few minutes since the start of Seonghwa’s panic attack to recognize the male was no longer in control, but rather his internal omega was. The omega had pushed through during Seonghwa’s weak moment to display his biggest fears – that the omega wasn’t enough.

“Oh my gosh” Seonghwa flinched away from Hongjoong. He raised his hands to cover his beat red face. “I am so sorry,’ he gushed. “That is so embarrassing I can't believe it.” displaying your internal omega or alpha, giving them full control, was rare and was often only during mating ceremonies. “I am so sorry.”

“Hey it’s fine” Hongjoong tried to reassure him. “You didn’t even saying anything bad. It’s seriously fine. You only cried a little. Nothing too embarrassing.”

“Nothing embarrassing?” Seonghwa gasped. “I cried! God I’m such an ugly crier too! My face gets all scrunched up and my eyes turn bloodshot. I’m a blubbering mess with tears and whimpers. How is that not embarrassing?”

“You should be when I cry” Hongjoong shrugged. “I can’t even stay standing. I always need to kneel on the floor.”

Seonghwa rolled his eyes. “At least you don’t soak someone’s shirt with your tears and snot,” he pointed towards Hongjoong’s shirt that had several large stains on it.

“It’s whatever” Hongjoong shrugged glancing at the marks. He turned slightly to Seonghwa. “Are you feeling any better at least?”

The omega leaned his head back against the wall, taking a few deep breaths to gather his thoughts completely. “Yeah” he responded. “I’m fine.”

Hongjoong offered a small smile. Although Seonghwa’s scent was starting to even back out, it still had a long way to go to being steady. He knew the omega was lying about being okay. He was still emotional, still struggling. “Did you want to head in? Maybe you should get some sleep.” Hongjoong nodded towards the balcony door to Seonghwa’s apartment to indicate what he meant.

Seonghwa glanced back at the door and quickly started to shake his head. “No,” he insisted. “I’m not tired. I think I’ll stay out here a little longer.”

Hongjoong considered how to respond. He could get up and leave Seonghwa there alone, the omega might benefit from it. However, he also figured the last thing Seonghwa likely wanted was to be on his own. He nodded slowly and pushed himself up from his seat. “Okay. Can you wait here? I just want to grab a few things.”

“What?” Seonghwa furrowed his eyebrows.

“I’ll be right back,” Hongjoong promised, already slipping into his own apartment. He moved to the bedrooms to check quickly on the pups. Youngseok had remained in his own bed so far, curled up in a little ball. Having kicked the blankets away, Hongjoong paused for a moment to raise them and tuck it under the boys chin. Stepping back out of the room, content that everything was in order, he moved across the hall to his own room. Swiftly he changed into a pair of worn sweatpants and an old sweatshirt. If he was going to be sitting outside in the cold autumn weather, he will be doing it in comfort.

Returning to the living room he grabbed his bag that contained his laptop and the pizza box with the half uneaten leftovers. At the last second he also tossed the blanket from the back of the couch over his shoulder. With all that, he headed back out to the balcony.

“You came back” Seonghwa glanced towards him, with sad round eyes.

“I promised I would” Hongjoong flashed a smile, feeling like he had already had this conversation with the omega before. Placing the pizza box on the empty chair, he tossed the blanket to the ground.

“What’s all that?” Seonghwa asked, eyeing the contents curiously.

“That” Hongjoong pointed to the blanket, “is a blanket. And that is a pizza” he pointed to the pizza box.

“You ordered pizza?” Seonghwa tilted his head slightly to the side in confusion.

“Well not right now” Hongjoong chuckles. “But I did earlier for dinner.” He knelt down and spread the blanket out nicely before retrieving his laptop from his bag.

“You gave your pups pizza for dinner?” Seonghwa made a face at the thought of the deep fried greasy food.

Hongjoong clicked his tongue and shot the omega with a pointed look. “You gave yours McDonalds,” he countered.

“Fair enough” Seonghwa huffed with a light pout to his lips.

“Okay come sit” Hongjoong grabbed at the pizza book and pulled it down on the blanket.

“You want me to sit on the ground?” Seonghwa raised an eyebrow.

“No” Hongjoong chuckled. “That’s what the blanket is here for.” He reached over and grabbed Seonghwa by the wrist, with a slight tug, ensuring he wouldn't hurt the elder; he guided him to the ground. Hongjoong flipped open the pizza box “eat as much as you want” he stated. Sure he intended to save the leftover cheese pieces for the pup’s lunch tomorrow but that’s okay, he’ll leave some soup to heat up. He turned on his computer and started typing away. “Want to watch a movie?” he suggested.

Seonghwa lifted a slice of pizza to his mouth and was mid-bite. His eyes widened slightly realizing Hongjoong was talking to him. Pulling the pizza back he raised his hand to cover his mouth. “Can we watch a k-drama?”

Hongjoong felt a smile tugging at his lips slightly. “You like k-dramas eh?'' When Seonghwa gave a sheepish nod, Hongjoong scrolled down to the drama section. His eyes gazed over the titles. It wasn’t that Hongjoong had anything against dramas in particular; he simply didn’t have time to watch anything. If he wasn’t with the pups, he was working and if he wasn’t working he was sleeping.

“Oh” Seonghwa smiled, pointing at the screen. “Imitation!”

“Hmm?” Hongjoong glanced at the display photo.

“It's about the idol industry,” Seonghwa explained. “I’ve been meaning to watch it! There are a couple members of a 4 th generation group in it. I think it’s supposed to be good.”

Hongjoong nodded. He was pleased to see the little excitement Seonghwa displayed, so naturally he selected the drama. Leaning back against the wall he got settled in. He grabbed at a single slice of pizza so that Seonghwa wouldn’t feel left out in eating alone. Out of the corner of his eye Hongjoong noticed Seonghwa taking several bites of the pizza, however he would occasionally lift the wine bottle to his lips.

The alpha fought back a frown. He thought Seonghwa had finished the bottle by now.  Holding out his hand he requested the bottle. Seonghwa understood the request and handed it over. Raising it to his lips Hongjoong consid89ered the weight. It was nearly full, a new bottle. Seonghwa must’ve gotten it when Hongjoong was grabbing his laptop. Not that Hongjoong was judging, he was a grown man. Seonghwa could drink as much as he wanted. Hell, Hongjoong had his own bad habits – smoking being one of them. So long as the pups didn’t see Seonghwa drinking or drunk, he figured it was fine.

“That was supposed to be me,” Seonghwa pointed towards the character of Seyoung.

“You were supposed to play Seyoung?” Hongjoong stupidly asks.

Seonghwa chuckled slightly, humourless, almost as though it was painful. “No, not Seyoung,” Seonghwa explained. “Just in general. I should’ve been in k-dramas. I was supposed to be an actor.”

Hongjoong’s face softened slightly. He shifted closer to Seonghwa, feeling drawn to the omega. Their legs pressed against each other in a tangled mess. “You had been taken acting, before Minjae was born right?”

“I was yes,” Seonghwa nodded. He leaned against Hongjoong. Slowly his head came to rest absentmindedly against the alphas shoulder.

“You graduated right?” Hongjoong wondered.

“Barely” Seonghwa mumbled. “But I did. Took an extra year to catch up, and lots of support from my pack. I did it though.”

“That’s really impressive” Hongjoong’s scent spiked with pride.

“I never got to act though,” Seonghwa sighed. “Went to school for basically nothing.”

“It wasn’t for nothing” Hongjoong insisted.

“Yeah sure” Seonghwa rolled his eyes, although Hongjoong couldn’t see it.

“Why didn’t you act?” Hongjoong questioned. “I am certain that you could be an actor if you wanted to be. Go to some auditions, get some roles. What’s stopping you?”

“I wanted to, '' Seonghwa sighed. He pressed deeper against Hongjoong’s side. It almost felt like he was looking for support. “I had dreamed of it, but Woobin didn’t want me working. He didn’t even want me to finish school.”

“Woobin your ex mate didn’t want you to work?” Hongjoong frowned.

Seonghwa slowly nodded, his head brushing against Hongjoong’s chin. “He believed that a mated omega should be home, supporting the family by raising pups. He was very old fashioned. Perhaps if I had been interested in another career, he would’ve been more lenient… but acting, he was determined it wasn’t a suitable position for me.”

“What the hell is wrong with acting?” Hongjoong snapped. “And who is he to judge if it’s the right fit for you or not?”

“He’s an actor, '' Seonghwa responded. “Kim Woobin. He worried about having a mate in the spotlight, about how we might be noticed together and our connections realized. He didn’t want his fans to know he was mated… that I can understand I suppose. He is more likely to receive roles as a single alpha; it’s part of the appeal. Plus more fans. But yeah, he insisted he was looking out for me. That it was better for me. I mean there were the occasional comments about how I couldn’t handle it. That I was too weak for the industry.”

Hongjoong furrowed his eyebrows. Rationally he knew he should’ve responded to how Seonghwa would make a great actor, that he could handle it. However he was stuck on the mention of the name. “Did you say Kim Woobin?”

“Yeah” Seonghwa pulled back slightly to look at the alpha. “Do you know any of his dramas? I tend to avoid them to be honest.”

Hongjoong barked out a laugh. “You wont believe this' ' he grabbed at the bottle of wine and took a large drink. “Kim Woobin stole my design when I was sign under KQ.”

“He stole your designs?” Seonghwa frowned slightly.

“Yup” Hongjoong nodded. “There were announcements made about actor Kim Woobin signing as a designer under KQ. I have genuinely no idea who the dude is; I don’t really care to be honest. But when I saw the presentations of the design, I recognized them as my sketches. I assume the company gave them to him. Either way, I sued the company and it became this huge thing in the media. The blame was shifted to me. Of course it was. I was an alpha with one lawyer from Anyang. KQ and Woobin had an entire legal team. I didn’t stand a chance. I’ve been blacklisted from the fashion industry since then, until Eden took a chance on me.”

“Woobin stole your designs?” Seonghwa repeated. “Do you think it could be the same Woobin?”

“How many actors by the name of Kim Woobin do you know?” Hongjoong snickered. “Especially Woobin’s that will act like that much of a dick.”

Seonghwa chuckled weakly. “I suppose not many.” The omega sighed heavily, taking a large drink of the wine. “I can’t believe my ex mate screwed multiple people over.” He giggled lightly, the wine getting to him again. “At least I got physically screwed. That was a nice little bonus. I got something out of it. Whereas you get nothing.”

Hongjoong smiled weakly, reaching over to take the wine bottle. Offering another slice of pizza instead. “For what it’s worth Seonghwa, I think you’d make an excellent actor. You could be the greatest star ever seen in a k-drama. And I really do mean that. My hyung is an actor. If he can pull it off, anyone can.”

“Your hyung is an actor?” Seonghwa glanced at Hongjoong with interest.

“He is yes, ' Hongjoong nodded. “At least he wanted to be. To be honest I’m not sure if Hyunjoong ever made anything out of himself. He left home after… some personal situations came to light. Hasn’t had much contact with him since to be honest. Last I heard he was coming to Seoul to achieve his dreams of becoming famous.”

“Kim Hyunjoong?” Seonghwa appeared to be considering the name. With a small shake of his head he frowned. “Sorry, I’ve never heard of an actor by that name. And I know a lot of actors. Especially k-drama ones.”

Hongjoong shrugged the apology away. “It’s whatever. I don’t think any of my family would actually be surprised. Especially after the way he treated the people that loved him.”

“What did he do?” Seonghwa asked curiously, without my thought.

Glancing at the elder, Hongjoong’s hand wrapped around Seonghwa’s waist, tugging him close. “I’ll tell you eventually, '' he said. He gently gave a squeeze to the omegas waist. “But not now.'' He wasn’t sure why he was suddenly agreeing to open up with the omega, telling him a personal aspect of his life. Perhaps this was simply an in the moment feeling. He probably won't follow through.

Seonghwa nodded slightly, letting the topic drop. He leaned deeper against Hongjoong’s side. His head rested on his shoulder, legs tangled together. His eyes started to drift shut slightly. Breathing in deeply he took in the scent of eucalyptus. Why would Hongjoong ever consider that his scent wasn’t calming? How could he have those thoughts when it was practically lulling the omega to sleep.   

The elder reached for the bottle of wine again, feeling like he needed the distraction, but Hongjoong moved it away. Seonghwa released a deep whine, reaching for the bottle again, only for Hongjoong to move it further out of his grasp. “Why?” Seonghwa complied.

“I think you’ve had enough” Hongjoong stated.

Seonghwa released another whine, “no I didn’t.” he reached out for the drink. With a groan of determination Seonghwa shifted up from his cuddled position with Hongjoong. He threw his leg over Hongjoong’s waist, half climbing over his, reaching for the bottle. Resting his free hand on Hongjoong’s shoulder for support, their chest practically pressed together. It wasn’t the best image to display, Seonghwa straddling Hongjoong.

The alphas hand came up to rest on Seonghwa’s exposed hip, holding him in place. Hongjoong was in a daze. Maybe tomorrow when his mind is cleared, he’ll realize the position they had been in. but for now, he was in the moment. The now sweet oranges surrounded him. Not to mention the feeling of Seonghwa’s hips pressed against his own – it had been far too long since he last felt this sensation.

“Give me” Seonghwa whined, leaning forward for the bottle, pressing deeper into Hongjoong.

“Hmm?” was Hongjoong’s response. He couldn’t formulate actual words. His sense was beginning to cloud over. This caught Seonghwa’s attention.

The omega finally tore his gaze away from the wine in favour of looking down at Hongjoong. His mouth opened with small surprises, recognizing how they were positioned.  A deep blush came across his cheeks, but he didn’t move. He glanced down at Hongjoong, nibbling lightly on his bottom lip.

Hongjoong lowered his arm, setting the bottle of wine aside in favour of grabbing Seonghwa’s other hip. Gazing at him, he held the elder in place. He tilted his chin up, moving his face closer to Seonghwa.

Seonghwa, after a hesitant moment, began to lean in, entering the space of Hongjoong’s relaxing aroma. 

“Eomma?” a soft voice called from the balcony doorway.

“Oh shit” Seonghwa cursed. Heightened by the surprise he rolled off Hongjoong, failing to steady himself, his shoulder slammed into the ground and he let out a dramatic groan.

“Eomma?” Minjae repeated, pulling open the door.

“I’m fine puppy” Seonghwa sat up quickly. “Oh dizzy” he grabbed at his head before releasing a little giggle. He was obviously still drunk. Pushing himself up off the floor, he stumbled while getting into a standing position.

Hongjoong was quick to respond, not wanting the pup to see his parents in this state. He wrapped an arm around the man, offering him support. He struggled slightly with playing it off as natural, trying not to raise questions. Seonghwa leaned against the alpha heavily.

“Eomma okay?” Minjae questioned, his eyes going towards Hongjoong instead.

“Of course” Hongjoong tried to rationalize, but much in vein.

“I’m going to be sick, '' Seonghwa mumbled. He pushed himself off Hongjoong and moved past Minjae – likely running off to the nearest bathroom.

Hongjoong stood stunned for a moment. Seonghwa had drunk a lot more than he had originally thought. He glanced down at the lost little puppy. Minjae gazed at him with sad and confused eyes. Hongjoong jumped instantly into appa mood. Stepping forward he lifted Minjae into his arms. “And why are you awake puppy?”

“Needed to pee” Minjae mumbled, leaning his head against Hongjoong’s shoulder.

“Did you go to the bathroom yet?” Hongjoong questioned, stepping into the Park’s apartment without second thought.

Minjae gave a small nod of confirmation. “Saw you outside.” He explained.

“Ah and you wanted to come see eomma and me” Hongjoong filled in the blanks. He moved deeper into the hallway, hoping that the layout was the same as his own apartment. Passing by a door that was closed, Hongjoong could hear Seonghwa vomiting what was hopefully into the toilet. Going to the next door he pushed it open with his foot and found the two child sized beds. Considering Sumin was tucked safety into one, Hongjoong assumed the empty one was Minjae. Carrying him to the bed he set him down and tucked him in.

“Eomma okay?” he asked nervously.

“Yeah puppy” Hongjoong rubbed Minjae’s chest soothingly. “Eomma is okay. Just feels a little sick. You get sick sometimes too right?”

“Sick is no fun,” Minjae sighed.

“That’s right” Hongjoong agreed. “Sick is no fun.” He moved his hand to run his fingers through Minjae’s hair soothingly. “I’ll be right back okay?” he stated, before stepping back. The pup seemed hesitant, but let the man go nonetheless.

Hongjoong exited the bedroom, walked past the bathroom without a second glance and stepped out onto the balcony. He began to collect his stuff, the garbage, blanket and laptop, all safely tucked into his as he stepped into his own apartment. He was perhaps rushing, but he didn’t want to leave Minjae alone too long, and he still needed to check on Seonghwa. Tossing everything onto the couch he headed down his little hallway.

Stepping into his own pup’s room, he found both of them to be fast asleep. Although he was thankful his pups were such heavy sleepers, it did make the next step a little difficult. It had been a year or so since he last had to carry the two pups together, favouring one walking beside him. But that wasn’t currently an option. Starting with Junyoung, he bent slightly by the bed and lifted Junyoung onto one hip, instantly feeling the weight. One pup down, one more to go.

Moving to Youngseok’s bed, he took extra care in lifting the boy. It was a balancing act, not the easiest in terms of weight, but it was all right. Hongjoong couldn’t understand how people had twins – that was certainly not for him. Having to handle everything twice? Balance all the tasks? Feeding, dressing, carrying all had to be doubled.

With both pups in arms now he exited the bedroom. They were both still fast asleep, Youngseok slowly drooling on Hongjoong’s neck. Slowly and carefully he headed out through the balcony, closing the door the best he could, and entering the Park’s.

Heading straight into the pups room without hesitation. Moving to the beds, he carefully set Youngseok down first next to Minjae, turning to set Junyoung next to Sumin.

Minjae, who was still fighting to stay awake, gazed at Youngseok. “Youngie?” he asked.

Hongjoong offered up a small smile. “You puppies get to have a sleepover tonight,” he explained. Lifting the blanket over both, he tucked Minjae and Youngseok in together. He watched as Minjae automatically shifted closer to Youngseok. He wrapped his small arm around the other’s waist and snuggled into him. Hongjoong found himself wanting to coo at the sight. There was something cute about seeing the way the two were naturally drawn to each other, like an external force pulling at them.

The downside was the way Hongjoong’s alpha was rolling around begging for another puppy of its own. Which was not going to happen. Hongjoong was done with the two he had.

Turning slightly he did the same for Junyoung and Sumin. The two weren’t cuddled together the way the others were. They were still drawn together though, having turned to face each other. Lifting the blanket he tucked it around their shoulders carefully. “Don’t stay up too late chatting” Hongjoong teased Minjae with a nod towards Youngseok. Stepping back he left the room.

With the pups settled for their sleepover Hongjoong turned his focus of attention to Seonghwa. Softly he knocked on the bathroom door. “Seonghwa?” he called out softly. “Can I come in?” he heard a mumbled response that he couldn’t fully understand. He took the chance of the answer being a yes, and pushed the door open.

Stepping inside found Seonghwa on his knees holding tightly to the toilet. His hair was plastered against his forehead due to the amount he was sweating. His head rested against his arm weakly. “Everything hurts,” he mumbled weakly. He looked pathetic.

Hongjoong signed, reaching over to flush the toilet. “Come on Seonghwa '' he wrapped an arm around the omega and lifted him up. “Let's get you settled into bed,” he stated. Supporting the omega’s weight he considered pausing at the sink for him to brush his teeth, but Seonghwa didn’t seem up to that. And there was likely going to be more vomiting to come.

Instead he grabbed a washcloth and dampened it. Gently he began swiping it across Seonghwa’s face, wiping the sweat away from his forehead and pushing his stray hair back in the process. Slowly he rubbed across Seonghwa’s eyes, ensuring he was careful, before finishing with his mouth.

“Let's get you to bed” Hongjoong tossed the cloth at the edge of the tub. “How does that sound?”

“Good” Seonghwa mumbled. “My head hurts though,” he stated with a frown.

“It’s going to hurt for a while,” Hongjoong stated. Supporting Seonghwa he guided him across the small hallway to Seonghwa’s room.

To say, it wasn’t how he imagined it would be an understatement. Hongjoong had expected a barren room, white or creams, with simple sheets and a soft chair here or there. Instead it was busy. There were shelves against walls, filled with girl group albums and figurines. The bed was pushed against the wall to make more room for a mini couch and a desk each against different walls. It was mismatched in every possible way. But it fit Seonghwa perfectly. It was bright and busy. It had softness to it, but also was in control. It was everything Hongjoong figured Seonghwa was like.

Guiding him to the bed Hongjoong helped him lie down. Tugging at the single blanket Hongjoong covered him. Glancing around something caught his attention. The lack of a nest. There was a couple blankets, one or two old ones. However it wasn’t overly done the way Hongjoong expected it to be. Seonghwa struck him as the type of omega to have a large overstuffed nest. This one was nearly barren. Why? Grabbing the could of stray blankets the bed did contain he put them around Seonghwa, to form a nest like shape.

“Thank you” Seonghwa grumbled, turning his head into the pillow tiredly.

“You’re welcome” Hongjoong answered softly. “I’m going to be in the living room alright? On the couch. If you feel sick again or need anything just call for me.”

“You’re staying?” Seonghwa questioned, his eyes half closed.

“If that’s okay with you” Hongjoong responded. He was essentially inviting himself over into an unmated omega’s apartment. He knew it was considered inappropriate, but he wanted to ensure the omega was properly cared for. Somebody needed to watch out for Seonghwa. So what if it was his alpha instincts telling him he needed to care for the omega?

“Care” his alpha howled. “Omega needs care.”

“Yeah” Seonghwa breathed out. “That’s fine.”

“Good” Hongjoong whispered. Stepping back from the bed he moved towards the doorway, pausing slightly. Standing, leaning against the door, he gazed slowly over Seonghwa. The omega that always appeared so calm and judgemental had just spent his night recklessly drinking and eating extra cheesy, greasy pizza. To see his busy room with a lack of a nest that Hongjoong hadn’t been expecting. Communicating about Seonghwa’s ex and the way he had been affected about with the bond not only since the breaking, but also during their relationship. Hongjoong was starting to see the different sides of Seonghwa – no, that wasn’t right. Seonghwa wasn’t split into different parts. The alpha wasn’t seeing different parts of the omega; he was seeing the male in his entirety. He was experiencing every aspect that made Seonghwa his authentic self. And he found that he liked it, seeing Seonghwa for who he was.

Perhaps Hongjoong wanted to learn even more about the omega.

But that could wait until tomorrow.

For now, Hongjoong needed to rest. Exiting the room, closing the door slightly behind him, he headed back to the living room. Grabbing at the spare blanket he laid across the couch. Thankfully for his shortness, Hongjoong found that he fitted perfectly, getting comfortable. Pulling the blanket close he breathed in the sweet scent of oranges.

Surrounded by a sweet aroma and warmth of family was something Hongjoong could get used to.

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It was early the next morning, Hongjoong still spread across the couch when he was shaken awake. The sleep had been both the best and worst one Hongjoong had in a long time. The couch was extremely uncomfortable and will likely cause him back pain for days. But he couldn’t recall the last time he slept so soundly. His entire body felt content and relaxed. Which is maybe why he was extra annoyed when he was awoken. 

“Appa?” A soft voice called out. A little hand rested on Hongjoong’s arm, giving it a little shake. The scent of warm milk filled the room signalling the arrival of a pup. “Appa?” He tried again. 

“Puppy” Hongjoong mumbled, not even opening his eyes. “It’s too early.” He reached out and gently stroked his fingers through the pup’s soft strands of hair. When the pup showed no signs of returning to bed, Hongjoong wrapped his arm around the pup’s small body. With a careful tug he lifted the little one onto his chest. Sighing softly Hongjoong made himself comfortable. “Sleep puppy” he began to gently rub up and down the little boy's back. “We both need some more sleep.” 

The little pup wiggled around slightly on Hongjoong’s chest, pushing himself up so his nose pressed into the alphas neck. Closing his eyes he began to breathe in deeply, taking in the aroma of eucalyptus. With the pup now settled Hongjoong was able to relax. Surrounded by the creamy milk he was content with knowing his pup was safe. But there was something mixed with the milk. Was that citrus? Why would his pup smell that way? Well that could be worried about at another time. For now it was far too early. Hongjoong needed his sleep. He liked his sleep. 

However his sleep felt like it didn’t last very long for he was awoken by the sounds of loud whispering. “Hush puppies” a voice stated. “Appa is still sleeping.” Hongjoong shifted slightly at that. Was this mysterious voice talking about him? How dare they talk about him when he was sleep just a couple feet away? 

“What do you want for breakfast?” The unknown voice said again. There was the following sound of a cupboard opening and the screeching of chairs. 

“Something yummy,” a little voice answered.

“Yeah appa can’t cook,” another added. 

The original one chuckled lightly. “Well there’s so many of us… I don’t have a lot to offer” he started to mumble to himself. “I can’t afford much in bulk but I suppose… okay let’s make porridge!” 

Hongjoong groaned slightly. There was a heavy weight to his chest that was beginning to become uncomfortable. And what was he holding onto? His arm was wrapped securely around something warm. 

There was the sound of movement again, clattering as things were placed on the table. “I’ll get the porridge started and then I’ll need help with the fruit if you puppies think you can handle it.” 

“We can!” Multiple voices cheered. 

It was in that moment that Hongjoong was finally able to pull his eyes open. He released a low groan and shifted slightly, the weight not lightening. But with his eyes open now he could see that it was one of the kids lying on his chest. His eyebrows furrowed slightly though. Why was he so small? As his eyes started to adjust to the bright light he began to recognize the pup as Sumin. 

“Sumin?” He breathed out lightly. His hand was resting on the boy's back, securing him in place so he wouldn’t accidentally roll off. 

The pup responded with a soft hum, perhaps even a purr, but didn’t speak any words. Rather he clenched tightly to Hongjoong’s shirt and snuggled deeper. 

Carefully Hongjoong pushed himself up into a seated position. His hand supported Sumin, keeping him in place against his chest. Glancing over the back of the couch he watched Seonghwa for a moment. 

The omega seemed much more awake and alert than Hongjoong would’ve expected after a night of drinking. The omega was standing at the stove with a beaming smile. He was stirring something in a large pot - likely the porridge he had promised the pups. “How about apples?” He offered. “That might be nice to add.” 

“Sounds yummy eomma,” Minjae agreed. 

Eyeing the pups Hongjoong took in the remainder of the family. All three pups were seated at the small table. Minjae had his head down looking tired. Youngseok was yawning every few seconds. And Junyoung was the only one wide-awake nodding along with Seonghwa. 

“You can have some cinnamon with it too” Seonghwa turned away from the stove to view the pups but he paused when he locked eyes with Hongjoong. “Oh you’re awake!” Yes, very chipper for somebody that should be hung over. 

“I’m awake” Hongjoong nodded. He rubbed at his eyes slightly. Maybe he was still dreaming. This was too domestic. Watching Seonghwa cooking for all the pups. 

“Excellent. I was just making breakfast for the puppies. They told me all about their sleepover” Seonghwa smiles. Grabbing at two apples he moved to the table. “I’m surprised you spent the night. You really didn’t have to. And I doubt the couch was comfortable.” 

“It was fine” Hongjoong argued lightly. There was no way he would admit this was the best night's sleep he had in what felt like years. The aroma within environments can really make all the difference. “You seem happy today.”

“I got a good night's sleep. '' Seonghwa flashed a smile. “I feel as good as new.” 

Hongjoong nodded. Was Seonghwa even real? Suddenly he’s perfectly functional after a night of drinking? This man couldn’t be real. 

“I hope you’re hungry,” Seonghwa stated. “I’ve got porridge on and we are cutting up apples to add.” He pulled a seat out at the table with the pups and began slicing the apples. “Puppies once I slice these, can you add cinnamon and sugar to them?” 

“Yes!” The pups clapped happily. 

At the noise Sumin finally awoke. Letting out a deep yawn he rubbed at his eyes. 

“Hey puppy” Hongjoong cooked while patting the pup on his backside. The alpha scrunched his nose when he felt it was a little damp. “Ah pup I think we need to get you cleaned up and changed.” 

Seonghwa looked over at that. “Oh. He wears a pull up. I can just go change him quickly if you watch the porridge.” He moved to stand. 

Hongjoong however waved the concern away. “I can do it,” he answered. Standing with Sumin in his arms he patted the boy's hair. “Can Joong help change and get you dressed?” He wanted to ask for Sumin’s permission before doing anything he might be uncomfortable with. 

Sumin had a small nod and held it tighter to Hongjoong’s neck. 

“There’s a change of clothes for him in his room and everything else he needs is in the bathroom. Also there’s a cream there for his legs. Sometimes he chaffs, so please use it” Seonghwa explained. “Oh. And you can take some of my clothes to change into if you want. I hope you don’t mind. I already helped Junnie and Youngie into some of Minnie’s clothes.” 

Hongjoong nodded his thanks and headed back to the pups room. “What do you want to wear today?” Hongjoong asked setting Sumin down. He moved towards the dresser and started to check for clothing. 

“Skirt?” Sumin asked with round boba eyes. 

“Oh puppy” Hongjoong’s face fell lightly. “I don’t have the skirt ready for you yet. I’m still working on it.” Hongjoong hadn’t even started it yet. But Sumin didn’t need to know that. “But you can pick anything else.” 

“Pyjamas?” Sumin tilted his head. 

“You want to wear pyjamas today as clothes?” Hongjoong clarifies. When Sumin nodded, Hongjoong simply shrugged. He figured Seonghwa wouldn’t be too pleased about it. He seemed like the type to have his pups dressed to perfection. But he wasn’t Seonghwa. So who was he to say no? He grabbed a change of pyjamas, these ones being navy blue button ups. At least they looked on the nicer side. Holding Someone's hand they headed to the bathroom. 

“Appa?” Sumin questioned as Hongjoong worked on getting the pup undressed. But when the alpha didn’t respond, seeming to not hear him, Sumin tried again. “Appa '' he said a little louder. His small hand rested on Hongjoong’s shoulder for support.

“Oh Sumin” Hongjoong paused and glanced at Sumin. Sitting back on his heels he discarded the wet pull up in the nearby trash bin. Hongjoong never really understood alphas and their fear of the most basic care for their pups in terms of changing diapers and cleaning them up. It was part of parenting. “I’m not your appa,” he answered softly. “I’m going to wipe you clean now Sumin” he explained to the pup as he got the wipes and gently began to clean the pup. Smiling to himself he noticed the cream Seonghwa was talking about, of course it was homemade. He wouldn’t expect anything less from the eomma.

“Yes you are,” Sumin pouted. There was clear confusion on his little face.

“Eomma and I are friends,” Hongjoong lightly explained, assuming the pup was under the impression he was appa because of the closeness to Seonghwa. “Just like you are friends with Junyoung and Youngseok. But that doesn’t make me your appa.”

Sumin didn’t seem content with that answer as he gave his head a firm shake.

“No?” the alpha questioned curiously. He reached for the pyjama pants and started getting the pup dressed. Maybe he shouldn’t play into the pup’s curiosity. But he couldn’t help but wonder about the reasoning.

“You smell like appa,” Sumin answered in a small shy voice. Unable to look at the alpha he favoured in glancing to the side.

“I smell like appa?” Hongjoong smiled softly. That would explain why Sumin came searching for him early that morning. There was likely some underlining comfort there that Hongjoong didn’t fully understand. When Sumin gave a firm nod of confirmation the alpha softened slightly. “Dear, sweet puppy Sumin” Hongjoong finish buttoning the shirt and sat back, his hands resting on Sumin’s waist. “I’m not your appa. But if I were, that would make me the luckiest alpha in the world. You and Minjae are such sweet pups. But sadly, I’m not that lucky. I’m not your appa. But I will be your friend.”

“My friend?” Sumin tilted his head.

“Yes your friend” Hongjoong nodded with a smile. “And a friend is sometimes better! We will play so many games together, whenever and however long you want. You can come to me for anything and tell me all your troubles. And I’ll keep it hush from eomma” Hongjoong winked. “Unless it’s something really dangerous that he needs to know about.”

“Friends?” Sumin repeated.

“Yeah” Hongjoong nodded. “We are friends.” He wrapped his arms around Sumin’s small body and pulled the pup in close. Gently he brushed his nose against the pup’s scent gland. Breathing in the warm milk he released his own soft sandalwood and spice. The scenting was quick, hard to notice, but just enough to please the pup.

“Now” Hongjoong stood. “You go back to the kitchen and eat with eomma and the pups. I need to get changed.” He sent the pup off with a final smile and started to wash his hands. Out of all the mistakes Hongjoong had, and was going, to make today, this was likely to be the worst. Without much thought he moved to the room he knew as Seonghwa. Going to the drawers he intended to find a change of clothes and be done with it.

Why would he open the first drawer? Nobody actually keeps clothing in the first drawer. That’s typically dedicated to socks and underwear. For the most part Hongjoong wouldn’t have cared, really he wouldn’t have. Boxers and old worn socks were the least of his interest. However, the bubble gum pink lace caught his attention.

Hongjoong should’ve closed the drawer, pushed it shut and moved on to the next.

But he didn’t.

Instead, Hongjoong reached inside. Hooking his pinkie finger through one of the straps he lifted it out of the drawer. Lace, sheer, pink and very much see through. There was little left to the imagination. Nibbling his bottom lip he gazed over the fabric. It was bound to be tight, hugging snug against Seonghwa’s chest. It had a thong strap, meaning the omegas ass would be on full display.

At first he thought, who could Seonghwa be trying to impress with this lingerie? However, when he glanced back into the drawer, intending to put the pink fabric away, he spotted the vibrator. Seonghwa owned this for nobody but himself. And there was nothing wrong with that. In fact, it was positive. Loving yourself in such a way was amazing.

However, the toy was huge, unrealistically so. Also bright pink, it wasn’t even attempting to be hidden. It sat directly in the drawer on display for anyone who opened it.  But it made Hongjoong feel… small. If this is what Seonghwa wanted, was interested in, than Hongjoong was lacking. Why should that matter? Why should Hongjoong feel inadequate? It’s not like he needed to impress Seonghwa or anything.

Giving his head a firm shake Hongjoong stuffed the lingerie back into the drawer. He needed to keep his scent stable before he got aroused and Seonghwa was bound to notice. How embarrassing would that be? Shoving the drawer shut he pulled out another. Finally clothing.

Realistically nothing was going to fit the alpha, he was too short for nearly everything Seonghwa owned, but this was the best he could do. Retrieving an old pair of jeans, he rolled the bottom so the pant legs weren’t brushing the ground too badly. Seonghwa also had a thinner waist, meaning the jeans hugged Hongjoong’s ass in all the right places. Tugging on a bright, sunshine yellow cardigan completed his look, with the first two buttons undone.

Finally dressed and finished, he went out the door to return to the kitchen. Seonghwa instantly shot the alpha a questioning look, as though he knew that Hongjoong had seen his sex toy. Nervously Hongjoong turned his nose towards himself to smell. There weren’t any signs of arousal. The omega shouldn’t be able to tell.

Nervously he claimed the only open seat, directly beside Seonghwa. He had a bowl placed in front of him with porridge and sliced apples with cinnamon were decorated on top, obviously placed by the pups. “What?” Hongjoong mumbled, with a quick glance at the glaring omega.

“Pyjamas?” Seonghwa hissed, bowing his head so he was close to Hongjoong’s ear. “Seriously?”

Hongjoong felt a smirk tug at his lips. It was about the selected clothing For Sumin. He should’ve known Seonghwa would have something to say about it. “It’s what the pup wanted,” he answered back, lifting a spoonful of the porridge to his lips.

“You didn’t need to say yes,” Seonghwa grumbled.

“No harm in saying yes” Hongjoong countered. “You don’t need to be so ridged. Have a little fun sometimes Seonghwa.”

“I have plenty of fun,” Seonghwa argued lightly, taking a bite of his own food. With a quick glance at the pups he ensured they were still distracted with their breakfast and chatting with each other.

“Like you did last night?” Hongjoong raised an eyebrow.

Seonghwa released a low groan. “Don’t remind me,” he whispered.

“And why not?” Hongjoong smirked.

“It was embarrassing, “ Seonghwa whined.

“Oh?” Hongjoong teased. “Which part? The crying? Sitting in my lap? The vomiting?”

“Oh god” Seonghwa’s face burned bright red. “I sat in your lap.”

“You did” Hongjoong chuckled. “You seemed very comfortable.”

“I was not,” Seonghwa mumbled, turning his face away from Hongjoong.

“I think you did,” Hongjoong commented. “Very relaxed against me.”

The omega didn’t dignify the other with a response. Instead he pushed himself up from the table and began collecting his and the pups now empty bowls. “Pups, you can go play now,” Seonghwa instructed.

“Can we watch cartoons?” Junyoung questioned looking up at the omega.

Seonghwa, of course, agreed much with the pups' happiness. However Hongjoong didn’t miss the way the omega flinched slightly, glancing with a pained expression at the TV. Did Seonghwa just not allow his own pups to have screen time? Sumin was still fairly young, he supposed. He will mention it to his pups later tonight, to avoid technology around the Park family.

Standing from the table, having quickly finished his own porridge he moved to the sink. “Let me wash the dishes” Hongjoong hip bumped Seonghwa.

“You don’t need to” Seonghwa insisted, his hands already in the soapy water.

“You cooked” Hongjoong smiled. “That means I clean.”

Seonghwa’s mouth opened slightly. Not in a way that said he had something to say, but rather in surprise. Silently the omega stepped aside to give the alpha the full access to the sink. Holding a cloth he accepted the dishes to dry them and put them away. Nervously he glanced towards the pups that were now watching TV happily. He considered if he should bring it up to the alpha or not. He wanted to give the other the benefit of the doubt, but it was hard.

“What have got you deep thinking?” Hongjoong questioned, glancing towards Seonghwa.

“Hmm?” the omega glanced over. “I’m not deep thinking” he shrugged it off.

“Yes you are '' Hongjoong chuckled. “I can see the way your eyebrows move closer together. You are certainly thinking of something. So what is it? If this is still about last night, I promise you shouldn’t feel ashamed of anything. I have two pups. It’s not the first time I have cleaned up vomit, and it certainly won't be the last.”

“That’s not what I was thinking about,” Seonghwa grimaced. “But thanks for the reminder.”

“So you were thinking of something” Hongjoong smirked slightly, knowing he caught the other male now.

“I uh” Seonghwa nibbled his lip. “I helped get Youngseok and Junyoung changed this morning.”

“Ah yeah” Hongjoong smiled. “Thanks for lending some of your own pups clothes. I probably don’t have time to get them changed so I appreciate that.”

“It’s no problem,” Seonghwa nodded. “I just…” he hesitated.

Hongjoong paused, hands in the water and looked towards the elder. “Just what?”

“I noticed the purple and blue marks…”

“The what?” Hongjoong eyebrows furrowed together for a moment. “Oh!” he barked out a laugh. “We were working with paint yesterday and they got it all over themselves. I washed it off the best I could but it stained their skin.”

Seonghwa heaved a deep sigh of relief, one that Hongjoong didn’t seem too impressed about.

“What did you think it was?” Hongjoong questioned, his tone growing deeper.

“Nothing,” Seonghwa insisted with a quick shake of his head.

“I don’t beat my pups Seonghwa” Hongjoong answered with a forceful voice. “If that’s what you think I do, than you’re mistaken.”

“No I” Seonghwa sighed softly, shaking his head again. “I never meant to imply that.”

“I’m a good appa” Hongjoong spoke softly. He wasn’t making a fight out of this, surprisingly. In fact he almost seemed defeated by everything. “I know I’m not perfect like you. I let my pups wear pyjamas as clothes, I can’t cook to save my life and I allow them to get paint all over themselves that look like bruises. Trust me, I am well aware of how shitty of an appa I am.”

“You are not a shitty appa” Seonghwa insisted. “You clearly love your puppies with all your heart. I can see the care and attention you provide them. I don’t know why I would even think for a second that those could be marks from abuse. That is so inappropriate of me and I am truly sorry.”

Hongjoong waved the concern away. “You weren’t accusing me, '' he insisted. “You wanted to protect the pups, I get It.'' He gave a small shrug dismissing the concerns, to make it seem like he didn’t care much. But Seonghwa knew he did.

“Again” Seonghwa tried his speech a second time. “You are an amazing appa and the pups are lucky to have you.” A smile tugged at his lips. “Didn’t I tell you yesterday that I would’ve wanted an alpha like you because you had done right by your pups?”

“Yeah but you were drunk” Hongjoong argued.

“I still mean it,” Seonghwa offered. “If I was to have another alpha, trust somebody to raise pups alongside me, I’d pick you.”

“You mean somebody like me,” Hongjoong corrected lightly.

“What?” Seonghwa frowned.

“You said you’d pick me,” Hongjoong explained. “To raise pups with you. I think you mean somebody like me.”

“Ah” Seonghwa nodded. “Yes of course I did.” He let the conversation fall away. He had asked the question he needed to in order to ensure the pups safety. He overstepped, and he apologized for that, thankfully without Hongjoong freaking out on him. But that didn’t make things any less awkward between them both now.

Hongjoong glanced over at the clock, as if he wanted the conversation to end soon. Instead he calmly asked, “What time do you need to leave for work?”

Seonghwa hadn’t considered that. Yesterday he booked the day off for personal reasons; he was supposed to return today for his normal shift. He would need to call in sick for work today. Although Yeosang was on his way home he wouldn’t make it for today, meaning the omega was left without a sitter. It wasn’t something he wanted to do. He needed the money, desperately. Losing out on another day of work was going to make him take a hit. Maybe he could take the pups and have them sit at a table for the day. But they will likely be distracted too easily. It was far from ideal.

Seonghwa sighed softly, caving to the alpha’s questions. “I will have to call in sick today for work” he explained.

“Why?” Hongjoong frowned.

“No sitter” he nodded towards the pups watching TV. “Wooyoung was supposed to sit with them today so I could work. And with Yeosang being out of town until tonight, I don’t have anyone else. I will need to stay home with them. Which is a positive I suppose. I probably need the time with my pups.”

“But you had already missed yesterday” Hongjoong caught on. That was two days back-to-back loosing payment. And from what Hongjoong had gathered from previous conversations Seonghwa couldn’t afford to miss those many days. He needed the money.

“Yeah,” Seonghwa nodded. “Well nothing I can do about it now” he shrugged slightly.

“My sitter can probably watch your pups as well,” Hongjoong impulsively suggests.

“What?” Seonghwa nearly dropped the plate he was holding.

“My sitter” Hongjoong repeated. He already suggested it, might as well continue. “I have three that I switch between. Today is my friend Jongho. He’s off school today, so it’s usually his day to watch the pups. I am sure he won't mind watching yours as well. What’s just two more pups?” he really should check with Jongho before offering this care. But he was being impulsive with the omega, wanting to impress the other for some unknown reasoning.

“Oh I really can't impose on you” Seonghwa hesitated, however by the way he was nibbling on his bottom lip he truly appeared to be considering it.

“I’m serious” Hongjoong insisted. “It won't be an imposition or anything of the such. Jongho wouldn’t mind. Let me just text him about It.” he moved away from the kitchen to retrieve his phone that he had disregarded to the coffee table last night. However before he had so much of a chance to type a single word, he heard loud knocking come from out in the hallway.

“Hyung come on” a distant voice called with annoyance. “Hurry up.”

“That’ll Jongho,” Hongjoong chuckled. Of course the alpha would be here early. Flashing a quick smile to the elder male he stepped out of the apartment.

The younger alpha was dressed in simple jeans and a t-shirt – which the season was a little too cold for – and he was knocking at Hongjoong’s door.

“Jongho” Hongjoong called, stepping out of Seonghwa’s apartment and pulling the door shut behind him to shield Seonghwa from his conversation.

“Hyung?” Jongho jumped a little, turning away from the door to gaze at Hongjoong. His eyes opened wide, snapping back to the apartment with worry. Was he banging on the wrong door? “I thought your apartment was 8B.”

“It is” Hongjoong nodded. “But I was hanging out with my neighbour last night, helping him out and stuff. He’s got two pups too so mine had a sleepover with them.”

“And you got a sleepover too” Jongho smirked, raising a questioning eyebrow.

Hongjoong felt himself blush slightly. “I did not.”

“So the pups slept over alone and you just magically appeared in the apartment this morning?” Jongho teased.

“Fine I slept over” Hongjoong caved. “But not like that. I was on the couch. Seriously my neighbour was having a hard night and I was just over here to support him.”

“I see” Jongho gave a little nod that said he really didn’t see anything. “Well are you coming back over here or not? Don’t you have work today?”

“I do have work” Hongjoong hesitated, glancing back at the door.

“But?” Jongho raised an eyebrow again.

“But my neighbour does too” Hongjoong responded.

“Okay?” Jongho shrugged it off. “That’s cool for him. I’m glad he contributes to society through employment. How is that relevant information to me?”

“Could you babysit his pups as well as mine?” Hongjoong decided to rip the bandage right off. He didn’t have much time for any other form of discussion.

“Can I what?” Jongho’s eyes widen.

“His name is Seonghwa, he’s a single omega” Hongjoong started to explain. “He has two pups. Minjae, the same age as Youngseok and Sumin, one year younger. They are some of the sweetest pups you will ever meet and they get along so well with Youngseok and Junyoung. You won’t even need to entertain them much. They will play with each other the entire time I promise.”

“And he can’t watch them himself?” Jongho frowned.

“I told you,” Hongjoong answered. “He has work.”

“What happened to his child care provider?” Jongho argued.

“His babysitter entered their heat yesterday and he hasn’t been able to find another on such short notice” Hongjoong answered.

“And you thought I would be the solution?” Jongho wondered.

“I figured you were watching Youngseok and Junyoung anyways” Hongjoong tried to rationalize. But the pack alpha quickly sighed. He really shouldn’t be putting that weight on anyone but himself. He shouldn’t expect his pack to offer him as much support as they have. It’s a miracle they willingly watch Youngseok and Junyoung regularly. This was inappropriate of him. “I’m sorry” Hongjoong sighed. “I shouldn’t ask this of you. It’s too much. Never mind.”

The younger alpha however responded with a sigh. A small nod of his head signalled his agreement. “Alright. I will watch them,” Jongho stated.

“You will?” Hongjoong’s eyes widened.

“Yeah” Jongho shrugged. “I’m off, I got no homework today. I was ready to spend the whole day with the pups. Might as well include a play date.”

Hongjoong sighed in relief. “Oh gosh thank you so much Jongho. You have no idea how much I appreciate it. Seriously.

Jongho shrugged. “No big deal. But you do owe me lunch. I’m not cooking for myself and four pups today.”

Chuckling slightly Hongjoong nodded, “alright. Text me where you and the pups want to eat and I’ll meet you there for lunch.”

“Sounds like a plan” Jongho agreed, coming over to the pack leader. “And” he added just as Hongjoong rested his hand on the doorknob. “You can tell me all about this omega that you’re trying to impress.”

Hongjoong froze. “I’m not trying to impress anyone,” he hissed.

“Sure you’re not,” Jongho chuckled. “You worry about all omegas this way.” Silently he nodded towards the door, indicating they should enter.

With a slight glare Hongjoong admitted defeat pushing open the door to the omega’s apartment. “Seonghwa '' he announced. Stepping inside he found that the elder male had finished off the dish independently and had moved to sit with the pups at the couch.

When the alpha entered Seonghwa turned around to view them over the back of his seat. Instantly noticing the newcomer he stood and bowed slightly. “Hello and welcome to my home.”

“Thank you” Jongho nodded in return. “I’m Choi Jongho.”

“Park Seonghwa” the omega responded.

“I am more than happy to watch your pups today,” Jongho offered. “Minjae and Sumin, correct?”

“Yes,” Seonghwa nodded eagerly. “But I really don’t want to impose on you. This is too much to ask on such short notice.”

“It's fine, '' Jongho insisted with a bright gummy smile. “I am twenty-one years old, I am an alpha, unmated if you needed to know, I attend college for performance and today is my day off so the entire time is dedicated to your pups. I am also a member of Hongjoong hyung’s pack and the youngest member. I have cared for Youngseok and Junyoung regularly so I do have experience. I am also the eldest of my family, so I do interact with pups often.”

Seonghwa nodded. He was appreciative that this young alpha was willing to talk openly with him and reassure the omega – especially considering he didn’t need to request this information.

“Your pups will be in good hands,” Hongjoong added with a warm smile.

“If you’re a member of Hongjoong’s pack I don’t doubt that you would care for the well” Seonghwa stated. “I just don’t want to be an inconvenience.

“You won’t be,” Jongho insisted. “I’m watching Youngseok and Junyoung. Minjae and Sumin can have fun with them for the day.”

“At least let me pay you,” Seonghwa tried to argue.

Jongho however was quick to deny the omega again. “I don’t need anything in forms of payment. It’s fine.”

“I insist.”

“And I refuse,” Jongho smiled.

“It’s best you listen to the maknae” Hongjoong chuckled.  “He never loses a fight.”

Seonghwa found himself completely caving after that. “Alright” he gave a small nod. “I just need to get changed. My shift starts soon.” When the alphas nodded in understanding, Seonghwa left for his bedroom.

“I see why you want to impress him,” Jongho chuckled.

“I do not want to impress him,” Hongjoong hissed at him so the pups couldn’t hear.

“I wouldn’t blame you if you did,” Jongho insisted slowly. “He’s hot.”

“He’s more than hot,” Hongjoong argued. “And that shouldn’t be all you see about omegas. He is kind and intelligent and takes excellent care of his pups, works hard to provide for them.”

Jongho smirked slightly. “Interesting.”

“What’s interesting?” Hongjoong snapped a little, causing Junyoung to glance over to them. But Hongjoong smiled and signalled to the pup that everything was fine.

“The way you feel about Seonghwa-ssi,” Jongho explained. “You know I meant nothing inappropriate or sexual about calling Seonghwa hot. But you felt the need to defend him instantly. I find that interesting.”

“Well you can stop finding things interesting” Hongjoong grumbled crossing his arms over his chest like a pouting child caught with his hand in a cookie jar.

“Is everything alright in here?” the omega returned, having been quick in just throwing on a black dress shirt.

“Perfect” Jongho answered with a smile. “How about you introduce me to the pups and then you both can be on the way to work?”

Seonghwa nodded and moved into the living room. Grabbing for the remote he turned the TV off, much to the dislike of Sumin. Hongjoong would text Jongho on his way to work to refrain from using the TV and other electricity too much.

“Minjae, Sumin,” he said, kneeling down in front of them on the couch. “I want to introduce you to a new friend.”

“We have friends” Minjae tilted his head slightly. Why would he need more friends when he already had more than enough?

Seonghwa chuckled slightly. “That’s true. But this is a new friend.” He reached out and gently stroked the pup’s cheek. “Uncle Woo can’t babysit you today and neither can San or Sang.”

“Who babysits?” Minjae asked, a quick flash of concern moving across his eyes.

“Jongho will” Seonghwa waved Jongho over. “This is Jongho, and he is going to spend the day with all four of you. He is a very nice alpha and is part of Joong’s pack.”

“Four?” Sumin wondered, looking at his eomma.

“Yes,” Seonghwa nodded. “Youngseok and Junyoung are going to spend the day with you.”

“With uncle Jongho,” Junyoung added, smiling brightly.

“Jongho is your uncle that’s right” Seonghwa praised Hongjoong’s pup.

Minjae still seemed nervous about the interaction though. Perhaps Youngseok picked up on his friend's nervousness and wanted to distract him with something fun. “Can we sing again?” he was looking at Jongho.

Jongho made a thinking face. “Hmm what do you want to sing?”

“Frozen?” Youngseok suggested, knowing his uncle had no difficulties in hitting the high notes.

“Sure” Jongho gave in easily. “We can sing lots of songs today.”

“We sing?” Sumin questioned.

“Yeah” Jongho smiled warmly at the youngest pup. “We can sing any songs you want.”

“Uncle’s a good singer,” Junyoung explained.

“I like singing,” Minjae offered.

“I like singing too,” Jongho smiled softly.

“We should let you get started on your concert” Hongjoong interjected, taking this as their chance to leave. Seonghwa seemed to hesitate. Hongjoong moved towards the omega and gently rested his hand on the elder’s elbow. “Ready to go?” he questioned.

“Yeah” Seonghwa breathed out. He bent down to kiss each of the pups, all four, on their cheeks. “Eomma will be home soon. I love you. Be good.” He stepped back, allowing Hongjoong to step forward and brush his cheek against each of the pups for a quick scenting, including Minjae and Sumin.

Once the goodbyes were spoken Hongjoong and Seonghwa had stepped out into the hallway. Seonghwa heaving a deep sigh. “You okay?” Hongjoong checked with the other.

“I’m fine,” Seonghwa nodded.

“Jongho is a good alpha. He will take care of them” Hongjoong reassured.

“I know,” Seonghwa agreed easily. “I just get nervous leaving my pups with someone I don’t know very well.”

“I’ll send you his number” Hongjoong promised. “That way you can text him for updates throughout the day.” Seonghwa hesitated in responded, but he seemed to want to say yes. Hongjoong just chuckled, taking his silence as an answer and pulling out his cell phone to text the omega. “Done.”

“Thank you” Seonghwa breathed out hearing his phone vibrate.

“No problem” Hongjoong shrugged.

“Are you going?” Seonghwa asked with a nod down the hallway, the two having stood in front of Seonghwa’s apartment door the entire time.

“I need to grab my computer and stuff” Hongjoong shrugged. “But you go. I’ll see you later.”

“See you tonight” Seonghwa nodded, already knowing they’d see each other on the balcony come dusk when their pups went to bed. With a small wave the omega left, giving the alpha the time he needed to gather his items and get to work.

“Ah look at you being on time today” Maddox smirked from his position behind his desk. He had his sketchpad on the desk and a pencil in hand. He didn’t provide a lot in terms of design. The beta preferred to assist the others, work as a model and sell down in the store. 

“When am I ever late?” Hongjoong rolled his eyes dramatically. He came to his own spot in the studio and opens his own books. 

“Almost always” Maddox chuckled. 

The alpha took his seat. “I had an early start to my day” he explained without giving much away. He really didn’t need Maddox asking questions so early in the morning the way he knew he wanted to. 

“Pups woke you up?” Maddox could fill in the blanks. 

Technically it wasn’t Hongjoong’s pup that woke him up. That honour went to Sumin. But the beta didn’t specify whose pups, so it’s not a lie. “Yeah” Hongjoong nodded. “I don’t think I realized how unpredictable a puppy sleep schedule can be.” 

“It gets better when they’re older,” Maddox responded. With their greetings out of the way and entering an easy conversation the beta had returned to his work. Across his desk was a deep purple fabric with what appeared to be little starbursts. 

“And how would you know?” Hongjoong teased. He grabbed for his coloured pens, deciding to work on some finishing touches of shading and colour theme. The alpha had spent the past few days working in the storefront rather than in the studio. He missed the artistic side of things, even if it had only been a couple days. 

Maddox chuckled lightly. “I don’t,” he answered honestly. “I’m just trying to reassure you positively.” It was well known within EDENARY that none of the members were mated or married. The only member with pups was Hongjoong. Everyone was happily single; some members such as HLB and Leez having made that perfectly clear with the amount of flirting and clubbing that did. 

“Thanks” Hongjoong smiles. He had learnt long ago, back during his time at KQ that he would meet very few people in his lifetime that truly understood what he was going through, the experiences he had. He had come to expect that people would offer whatever words of encouragement or support that they could. However, the ability to come to them and receive advice from one parent to another, wasn’t available in this office, or his pack. And he was okay with. Especially now that he met Seonghwa. Another single parent that knew how difficult it was to put pups to bed or get out the door for work on time. 

“What are you working on?” Hongjoong asked, changing the topic. 

“A last minute design for a dress shirt” Maddox mumbled. “I’m not sure who would wear a purple starburst dress shirt other than an idol. But Eden requested it.” The beta shrugged and discarded the extra fabric off to the side. It’ll be used as scraps later as it wasn’t large enough to be another major project. 

“Hey” Hongjoong pointed to the fabric. “Are you going to use that for anything else?” He questioned. 

Maddox raised an eyebrow. “The fabric that I just said only an idol would wear? No. I don’t plan on using it. It’ll go to our scraps. Maybe someone else can make use of it later.” 

“Could I have it?” Hongjoong hesitantly requested. 

A small smirk formed on Maddox’s lips. As though he knew something that he shouldn’t. “What do you need it for?” Maddox rested his hand on top of it and tapped his fingers. 

Hongjoong rolled his eyes slightly. “A project” he answered. What did the beta honestly think he needed the fabric for? 

“A personal project?” Maddox’s smirk only increased. 

“Something like that” Hongjoong sighed deeply. “Can I have the fabric or not?” 

“If you tell me why you need it,” Maddox shrugged. 

Hongjoong weighed his options. He could easily get another fabric. There wasn’t anything special about that one. But he felt attached to it for some reason. He really believed it suited Sumin and that he’d like it. “I want to make a skirt for Sumin.” 

Maddox’s eyebrows shot up. “Who the hell is Sumin? Cause if you’re finally seeing somebody and didn’t tell us I’d be very disappointed. And whose waist and legs are that small that that’s all the fabric you need?” Maddox’s eyes widened and he was practically leaning across the desk, like he could jump Hongjoong at any moment. “Sumin with a U or Soomin with two O’s?” 

Hongjoong gasped and made a disgusted face. “Dear god I am not dating Leez!” He looked at the beta as he grew a second head. “I’m not dating anyone.” 

“Who is Sumin?” Maddox pressed. 

“Sumin is a pup” Hongjoong responded. 

“A pup?” Maddox frowned. “I don’t think I’m mistaken, but weren’t your pups named Youngseok and Junyoung?” 

“They are,” Hongjoong nodded. 

Maddox whispered, glancing quickly side-to-side, “did you steal somebody’s pup?” 

“I didn’t steal anyone’s pup” Hongjoong rolled his eyes again. “My neighbour has two pups. Sumin and Minjae. They’re around Youngseok and Jung Young's age. They’ve been playing together.” 

“And you’re spontaneously making one a skirt?” Maddox questioned. 

“Youngseok was wearing a skirt the other day. You know how he likes that sometimes,” Hongjoong explained. “He was playing with Sumin that day and it seems the younger took a liking to it. He requested I make him one too. So I talked to his eomma and he agreed. Sumin can have a skirt and I’m making it for him.” 

Maddox nodded in understanding. “His eomma agreed to the skirt? Sounds like a progressive parent. Similar to you. Not many would let their son wear a skirt. Especially one that could be an alpha.” 

“He is surprising accommodating to thoughts and opinions” Hongjoong nodded slowly.

“How have the designs been coming along for you?” Maddox asked, fiddling with a sketch, the conversation now shifting focus.

Hongjoong sighed softly, opening his sketchbook to a new page. “They’re fine. I’ve started production on several pieces. The fabrics have been ordered.”

“But?” Maddox questioned, reaching out for a drink of his coffee.

“No buts” Hongjoong shrugged.

“You’re lying,” Maddox chuckled. “I can always tell when you’re lying based on the way you can’t maintain eye contact. You always look away from me.”

The alpha sighed. He hated that Maddox had come to know him so well in such a short amount of time. “It’s not the designs that I’m struggling with” Hongjoong explained. “I have those set, just alterations.”

“What’s the problem?” Maddox frowned. “That seemed like a good thing.

Hongjoong nibbled his lip. “The issue is with the models.”

“Excuse me!” Maddox’s eyes widened. “I am the model! What issues could you possibly have with me?” he dramatically lifted his hand to his chest to appear hurt. The beta was always one for theatrics.

“You’re my beta model” Hongjoong offered as response.

“Yeah so?” Maddox shrugged. “HLB is your alpha model. Both of us have plenty of experience. We are designers as well. How can you have issues with us?”

“HLB is my alpha model” Hongjoong answered, as though that would example everything.

“I still don’t understand,” Maddox frowned.

“I don’t have an omega model” Hongjoong sighed deeply.

“Nobody?” Maddox looked taken back. “Did you call the local modelling agency?”

“Dozens” Hongjoong nodded. “All across Seoul and the surrounding cities.”

“And nobody is available?” Maddox said in disbelief. “We can just change the dates of the photo shoot in that case.”

“Nobody is employed” Hongjoong said stiffly.

“What?”

“Every modelling agency stated the same thing” Hongjoong slowly explained, having grown tired with the conversation already. He had been working on this for far too many days that he couldn’t put much more energy into it. “They do not employ omegas as models.”

“None?” Maddox questioned.

“Zero’ Hongjoong held up his hand in the shape of an O.

“How do they suggest you get an omega model then?” Maddox furrowed his eyebrows.

“Most hung up on me directly after answering they don’t have an omega model” Hongjoong responded. “Majority of those that I did get a chance to ask laughed at me. Any who did answer said you should check with the strip club. Since there’s ‘lots of omegas there willing to sell their body and look good doing it’”

“Oh that’s fucking disgusting” Maddox made a face, sticking out his tongue slightly. “Why the fuck would they make it sound like that’s all omegas are good for. And as though an omega modelling was the same as buying a human.” Hongjoong nodded along to the beta’s words, however that didn’t seem to be a response that pleased him. “You’re not fucking considering it are you?”

“Pimping out an omega from a strip club?” Hongjoong questioned. “No not really. Although stripping isn’t something that we should consider disgusting. The terrible part is alphas thinking they own the omegas and are better than them, believing that stripping and sex work is all they’re good for. I would rather post an ad or application for them to view, decide to call if they want. But I have been reaching out to omegas. Some from Instagram and other socials. Offering it as a partnership.”

“And no luck?” Maddox wondered.

Hongjoong gave his head a small shake. “They don’t believe me. They don’t take my word for it.” he shrugged slightly. “Not that I don’t blame them. The industry has screwed them over one too many times. I am a random alpha calling them up to hire them for modelling, from a company that is just starting out.”

“They probably think you’re going to rape them” Maddox sighed.

“Exactly” Hongjoong agreed. That was one concern, but likely many others. All focusing on humiliation and sexualisation.

“What about asking for omegas that you know?” Maddox offered.

“I don’t know any” Hongjoong shrugged.

“There’s always that omega neighbour of yours” Maddox smirked slightly. There was a playful glitter to his eyes.

“I’m not going to ask him” Hongjoong insisted.

“Why not?”

“Seonghwa isn’t a model.”

“Eden said Seonghwa was hot.”

Hongjoong tensed, snapping more than he would’ve liked at his hyung. “What is with people today calling Seonghwa hot? Yeah, he’s attractive with his blonde hair and amazing bone structure. Plus he’s got a good height and his waist is unbelievably small. But damn he is so much more than that. Why is that the first thing people notice about him?”

“You like him,” Maddox smirked.

“I don’t recall ever saying such a thing” Hongjoong insisted.

“You don’t have to,” Maddox argued. “I can see it in your eyes.”

“Than you must be going blind” Hongjoong fired back.

“I certainly hope one of my best designers are not going blind,” a deep voice stated from behind.

Turning in their chairs Maddox and Hongjoong were welcomed with the presence of Eden. Leaning against the door with his arms crossed over his chest the alpha was watching them amused.

“The only designer going blind around here is Hongjoong because he can’t even recognize when he is in love,” Maddox explained.

“I am not in love” Hongjoong huffed. Now he had taken this time to stand and move around the room. The young alpha needed a distraction, and gathering fabrics for his next design was the answer. Stepping away from the desk he was hoping his focus could be on something other than the conversation.

“So you haven’t been spending time with your omega neighbour?” Maddox raised an eyebrow.

“Oh the bossy one?” Eden seemed interested in the conversation now as he fully entered the studio space and grabbed at a free chair to sit.

“His name is Seonghwa” Hongjoong rolled his eyes. “And no. Nothing major. We’ve just hung out a couple times.”

“And that led to you wearing his clothes?” Eden questioned.

“His clothes?” Maddox’s eyes widened. “You’re wearing his clothes?”

Before Hongjoong could open his mouth to deny such a thing, Eden continued, “There’s no denying it Hongjoong. I can smell an omega all over you. Orange. And I believe that was the smell on your balcony. It must be your omega neighbour.”

“So you’re wearing his clothes” Maddox smirked. “Why are you wearing his clothes? What happened between you both? Did you spend the night together? Oh my gosh are you finally getting some good dick? God knows you need to pop a knot or something. I’m a beta and even I can smell your sexual frustration. Which can’t be good for you or your alpha.”

 “Could you let him gather his things? '' Eden started with a smirk, watching Hongjoong and waiting patiently.

“But I’m curious” Maddox stated the obvious glancing towards the elder.

“I am too,” Eden answered and once he had taken his seat again. We will pounce.”

Hongjoong rolled his eyes slightly as he grabbed at some white silk and lace. “So essentially if I don’t sit down I don’t need to answer any of your questions?” Hongjoong stated finding a loophole.

Maddox gave a dramatic gasp as his gaze shot back in Eden’s direction. He glared daggers into him. “Look what you’ve done. Had we done it as I wanted to, I'd have my answers by now.”

“Your way would include tackling him to the floor and holding him down until he gave you the answers you want to hear” Eden clarified to Maddox.

“Exactly,” Maddox stated. “I would’ve gained answers.”

Lightly Hongjoong chuckled under his breath. Moving across the room he gave in and took a seat at his desk once again. Although it had gone completely unnoticed by the elder two. Leaning back slightly he gave an amused shrug watching the two together.

“But it’s not exactly a productive strategy, '' Eden insisted. “What if Hongjoong refused to answer once you got him to the floor?”

“I’d sit on him,” Maddox answered with a shrug.

“You’d just sit on him until he gave you answers?” Eden raised an eyebrow.

“Yeah,” Maddox replied. “Pretty much.”

“Are you in kindergarten?” Eden teased.

“I already dress like one” Maddox stated waving down to his white pants with splatters of coloured paint swatches and a bright red button up that was half undone. “So I might as well act the part.”

Eden rolled his eyes slightly, “I have employed an overgrown adult toddler.”

“And aren’t you so lucky for that” Maddox nodded triumphantly.

“Well” Hongjoong spoke pulling the attention back to himself. “We really haven’t had anything going on. To that I swear. Most of the time we spend together has been due to the pups. Youngseok in particular has really taken to his pups in terms of friendship.”

“That doesn’t sound like Youngseok” Maddox said softly under his breath. “So you’ve just been hanging out?”

“Yeah. And for the most part I’ve enjoyed it” Hongjoong answered softly. “It was fun. The pups are seriously so incredibly adorable in the way they get along. The way that Sumin calls me appa! Oh god I feel like I’m going to melt! I’ve had to correct him of course. But it’s like when Junyoung called me appa for the first time. It’s always so unexpected and at the sweetest times. And Minjae is so protective over Youngseok now. I never would’ve suspected that from him. But it’s almost like the baby alpha in him is showing through. I have seen the way he watches out for the younger pups at the park when they play together. It’s very protective.”

Maddox’s eyes widened with astonishment as he took in the information. The first layer of his gaze was clearly that of joy. However, deep in his eyes was a look of a soft sadness. “Oh my” his voice softened. “How can the pups be so precious?” he clenched his hands slightly in front of his chest.

“How does that explain the omega scent on the clothes you’re wearing?” Eden asked, always focused on the larger picture in life.

“Seonghwa was having a rough night yesterday” Hongjoong explained lightly. He really didn’t want to give too much details away. He knew and recognized that this was Seonghwa’s personal life that he was sharing. “It was his wedding anniversary.”

“He’s married?” Maddox asked, looking deflated slightly. He obviously had expected, or hoped, that Hongjoong had gotten closer with the omega in terms of a romantic interest.

“He was” Hongjoong shrugged. “Their bond broke a couple years ago. Yesterday was a pretty rough day on him.”

“Understandably so,” Maddox nodded in agreement.

“So we hung out on the balcony” Hongjoong began to fully explain. “We watched a movie, ate pizza and did a lot of drinking. He got a little tipsy and I helped him to bed.”

“And you stole his clothes?” Eden raised an eyebrow. The comment earned a snicker from the beta, which made the alpha smile proudly.

“I did not” Hongjoong glared at his boss. “I spent the night.”

“You just said he was tipsy!” Maddox gasped, eyes widening.

“What kind of alpha do you take me as?” Hongjoong’s glare was now directed towards his friend. “I got him settled in bed and slept on the couch. I brought my pups over to have a sleepover with him. I feared he might be up during the night or need help with the pups in the morning. Surprisingly he bounces back very easily.”

“So Seonghwa is okay now?” Maddox wondered.

“Seonghwa was good this morning,” Hongjoong stated comfortably. But his behaviour showed his awkwardness. He shifted slightly – almost nervously in his chair. “He’s warmed up around me I think. Definitely is acting more welcoming and comfortable. It was his suggestion that I borrow his clothes.”

Eden should’ve been content with the information he received; however he frowns slightly. He had known Hongjoong long enough to notice the slight shift in his scent and his actions. “If everything went so positively, what’s wrong?”

Hongjoong sighed softly and tried to shrug the concern off. However Eden wasn’t having it. He raised an eyebrow as an action to push Hongjoong’s explanation. Hongjoong slumped slightly in his chair. Eden was his dominating alpha. Naturally he struggled with saying no when he gave the alpha look. “Seonghwa and I almost kissed.”

“You what!” Maddox’s head snapped up, from the sketchbook he had absentmindedly working with, now quickly forgotten. “You kissed your broken bonded single eomma omega neighbour?” The beta’s voice was beginning to increase.

The younger alpha was clearly taken aback. Hadn’t Maddox just been wanting Hongjoong to get romantically involved with Seonghwa? Why had it so suddenly changed? “No, I didn’t kiss him. But we almost did.”

“You cannot just almost kiss an omega with a broken bond,” Maddox stated in a firm voice. Setting the pencil on the table he pushed himself out of his seat. Standing firm the beta placed his hands on his hips. “Seonghwa isn’t like those other omegas that you meet at a club or campus. He isn’t somebody you crawl into bed with for a quick fuck. Seonghwa is not a fuck buddy or a one nightstand or anything that you’ve ever experienced. He is a serious relationship type guy. You do not simply kiss him. The only time you should ever even consider kissing an omega with a broken bond is when he is your boyfriend and the two of you are dedicated to each other. Do you understand me? So if you in any way push yourself on this omega I swear to god Hongjoong.” Maddox had completely changed his mentality. Any kind of recommending Hongjoong and Seonghwa get closer went right out the window for some unknown reason.

“Hey” Eden spoke up in a firm voice directed at Maddox. “Relax a little Maddox. Hongjoong did nothing wrong.” With a quick glance in Hongjoong’s direction he noted the confused and lost gaze on the alpha’s face. The younger one seemed hurt by the beta’s words.

“I didn’t take advantage of him” Hongjoong forced out quickly. “I didn’t force myself on him or anything I swear hyung.” His voice sounded so small in that moment. “I wouldn’t do that. I wouldn’t just take him to bed and fuck him once. You might not know me that well, but I’m not that type of alpha. Nothing even happened – and nothing will I swear. It was a heat of the moment almost kisses. We didn’t actually kiss.”

Maddox sighed softly at the sight of his baby alpha slumping in the chair with a look of sadness and regret. Maddox began to realize he was likely too hard on the younger man. “I’m sorry Hongjoong. I really shouldn’t have snapped at you like that.”

“Would it really be so bad if Seonghwa and I had kissed?”

Eden and Maddox shared between them a curious yet knowing glance. Eden nodded in Maddox’s direction to reply, he would rather reverse how this conversation moved forward.

“Did you want to kiss him?” Maddox asked carefully. He didn’t want to appear like he was continuing to judge the alpha. But he also wanted to gain an understanding of what was going on in Hongjoong’s thoughts.

“I did” Hongjoong spoke softly. “There’s… there’s something about Seonghwa. He’s incredibly standoffish when you first meet him; he has a constant wall built up around him. However he’s also this omega that is willing to jump at any chance he can to help you when you need it or who will actually take the time to teach you the supposed proper way of apologizing. I’ve never met someone that is so dedicated and loving towards pups the way he is with Minnie and Su-Su.  He is just as focused on his pups the way I am with mine. Everything he does in life is with them in mind. And god he smells so good. Usually I hate citrus, but his oranges are so mild and fresh that I just feel… well I don’t know how to describe the way it makes me feel. I always just feel good. Good about myself and the world and everything.”

A small smile tugged at Maddox’s lips as he listened to the young alpha talk about an omega with such excitement – the first time he had ever heard Hongjoong do so. “Then no '' the beta spoke softly, answering Hongjoong’s original question. “It wouldn’t have been so bad had you and Seonghwa kissed.”

Eden rolled his eyes. “It wouldn’t have been that bad '' the alpha agreed. “However you need to recognize the effect it’ll have on not only his omega but your alpha as well.”

“What does our internal wolf have anything to do with this?” Hongjoong frowned.

The alpha and beta shared another look, as though deciding who would give the explanation. Eden eventually caved, being careful with his wording. “When a bond breaks, especially for omegas, they become more susceptible to imprinting.”

“Imprinting?” Hongjoong frowned.

“You know what imprinting is right?” Maddox checked.

“Of course I do” Hongjoong nodded. It was some of the basic facts about their internal wolf. They could become drawn to another, naturally without much explanation.

“Omegas with a broken bond are more likely to imprint on an alpha,” Eden explained. “The internal omega knows what it’s missing in terms of having an alpha within their lives. They will, even if Seonghwa doesn’t intend to, go searching for a mate after what they’ve broken apart from. It can lead to unpredictability. There is a stronger chance of their internal omega gaining more control often. They might make advances on the alpha. But never in a negative way. They want to impress the alpha. Make it so they appear like an ideal mate. The omega will do anything to catch the alphas attention and affection. Cooking for them, proving they can care for pups, listening to their stories and communicating better, showing interest in what the alpha loves, and presenting them with gifts. It will be similar to courting in a sense.”

“So you think he imprinted on me?” Hongjoong tilted his head slightly.

“I don’t think so,” Eden answered. “Not yet at least. And this isn’t me saying that you should distance yourself from him. But I want you to know about it, keep it in mind. So long as you are aware of it, then it’s okay. You need to be careful and calm. And if he does imprint on you, don’t discard him or belittle him for it. Take it easy on him. Let him down kindly if you must.”

“He could really imprint on me?” Hongjoong was surprised.

“If his omega feels connected to your alpha” Maddox responded. “He can come to trust you enough that he starts seeing you as a potential mate.”

“He’s mentioned it before” Hongjoong frowned slightly.

“Mates?” Maddox raised an eyebrow.

“Yeah” Hongjoong nodded. “He’s stated a couple times that he would like a mate similar to me, if he was to take another one again.”

Eden and Maddox glanced at each other again.

“Has he already imprinted on me?” Hongjoong wondered.

“Likely not,” Maddox shrugged. “But it’s a possibility.”

“And we just want you to be aware of it,” Eden answered.

“Should I be distancing myself from him?” Hongjoong asked worriedly.

“Do you want to?” Maddox raised an eyebrow.

Hongjoong hesitated for a moment thinking it over. He had been enjoying the time he was spending with Seonghwa. He couldn’t deny that slowly they had been growing closer and the connection deepening between them. He enjoyed the conversations they shared and the time they spent out on the balcony. Seonghwa was intelligent and quick-witted. Yes, he was an excellent cook, kept his apartment clean and cared well for his pups, those stereotypical omega characteristics. However he was much more than that.

“No,” Hongjoong answered. “I don’t want to do that at all.”

“Then don’t” Eden answered. “You can get closer to him, you deserve that opportunity.”

“And don’t worry about the way I reacted,” Maddox added with a smile. “So long as you know about the possibility of imprinting, then that’s what counts. You can get close to him, don’t deny yourself that.”

Eden nodded along, “you can court him if that’s something you’re interested in.”

“And kiss him all you want,” Maddox smirked.

“I wouldn’t say I’m interested in courting him” Hongjoong felt a bright blush form on his cheeks. He wasn’t one for interacting in relationship conversations. The alpha preferred to keep his personal life to himself. Especially considering Eden and Maddox weren’t technically members of his back.

“Not yet anyways” Maddox had fully returned to his teasing nature.

Hongjoong rolled his eyes. Wanting the conversation to end he turned back to his desk fully. “Shouldn’t we get some work done?” he glanced at Eden. “I’m sure there was a reason you came in here hyung.”

“Ah yes there was,” Eden nodded. “I was actually going to ask you for a favor.”

“A favor?” Hongjoong frowned. “What kind?”

“I have a meeting in a few minutes,” Eden explained. “I was hoping you could go out and grab my coffee for me.”

“Your coffee?” Hongjoong tilted his head.

“Yeah,” Eden nodded. “There’s this really great place down the street I always go to. Of course if I had time I’d go myself. But I’m in a rather rush today.”

“It’s the only place he’ll drink coffee from” Maddox interjected. Now this Hongjoong knew to be a lie considering he had seen the alpha drink that burnt thick coffee from the staff room.

“I could yeah” Hongjoong nodded. He was the newest employee, who was he to turn his boss’s simple request down? He grabbed at his jacket and stood. “Just a black coffee?”

“Correct” Eden, flashed a smile. “It’s just about a ten minute walk down the street, it’s called Aurora Café. You can’t miss it, it’s a very bright place.”

“I know the place. I’ve been there a few times.” Hongjoong gave another nod of confirmation and head out of the studio, still looking confused regarding his need to head out to the café.

“Do you think he caught on?” Maddox whispered, ensuring the young alpha walking away couldn’t hear him.

“Nah” Eden shrugged. “He seems clueless.”

“Do you think it’ll work out between him and this Seonghwa omega?” Maddox questioned.

Eden chuckled in response, “he seems clueless about that too.”

Hongjoong walked away from the two elders completely clueless as to what they were planning. Although he was curious as to why the sudden need to have this specific coffee. He had never considered Eden to be that particular. However he was still the newest member of EDENARY, and try as he might he occasionally feared being let go. He wanted to make a good impression – even if that meant taking a trip to buy his boss his morning coffee like an underpaid intern.

Getting into the short line at Aurora Café Hongjoong glanced overhead at the menu boards – although he already knew what he wanted. Gazing over the display cases his eyes zeroed in on a slice of orange squares with extra icing sugar. Licking his lips slightly in temptations he heard his name being questioned.

“Hongjoong?”

The alpha glanced up with surprise and found that the line had moved on and he was next up for to place an order. However what was more shocking was the omega that had addressed him. “Seonghwa?” Hongjoong asked stepping forward to the counter. Across from him, dressed in a slick black apron was the omega with elegant blonde hair.

“What are you doing here?”

“Working” Seonghwa, laughed stating the obvious. “I would ask you the same thing. But it’s safe to assume you came to a coffee shop for a coffee.” The omega leaned against the counter and watched the alpha with interest. “Although I did make you one back home.”

“I mean I didn’t realize you worked here,” Hongjoong stated. It was usually a part time job for local college students. Hongjoong had never put much thought into it but the omega did say he worked part time at a coffee shop. “Besides, that was only one coffee. I need a minimum of three to function.”

Seonghwa shrugged “I got it during my college years and I’ve been lucky enough the owners have agreed to keep me on.”

“In that case I’m surprised I’ve never seen you around here” Hongjoong answered. “I come here fairly often. To be honest it’s the only coffee shop near the apartment that actually knows how to make a half decent drink.”

With a small chuckle Seonghwa nodded “you could say that again. We likely have passed each other just never paid much attention.” Seonghwa straightened his back and smiled slightly “now what can I get you to drink?”

“Iced coffee please” Hongjoong ordered “with extra milk. And one plain black.”

Seonghwa raised a curious eyebrow. “Iced coffee?”

“Don’t tell me you are prejudice against ice coffee,” Hongjoong gasped dramatically, clenching his hand over his heart. “You already think my morning coffee isn’t sweet enough.”

“Only when ordered in cold weather” Seonghwa replied with another little giggle. Hongjoong couldn’t resist smiling in response. The laugh was so light and breathy that Hongjoong found it to be something beautiful.

“But it’s September” Hongjoong insisted. “Practically still summer. It won't be winter for a couple more months”

“I think you’re missing an entire season,” Seonghwa stated. However he had moved around the counter and proceeded to begin preparing the drink. “We have autumn before we get to winter.”

“Ah that’s true.” Hongjoong smiled a cheeky little grin. “However the first day of autumn is Chuseok, which we haven’t had. At least I don’t remember going to your house to meet your parents.”

“My eomma still wont let that go,” Seonghwa stated, placing a lid on the coffee and setting it down.

“You tried explaining it to him again?” Hongjoong leaned against the counter.

Seonghwa gave a small shrug “I did. But he’s insisting that I’m just saying it because I don’t want him to know or something. He keeps going off about how good of an alpha you seem to be and that I should be more willing to show you off. If I’m not willing to showcase my alpha then you are likely to find another.”

Hongjoong rolled his eyes at that. “I don’t need a mate that’ll show me off. I don’t need the entire world to know about my relationship. So long as he treats me right and we are happy.”  

The omega gave a bashful smile and nodded towards the display case. “Can I get you anything else?”

“Yeah. Can I get three of those orange squares?” Hongjoong answered. When Seonghwa gave him a curious look Hongjoong added in a muffled tone.

“Got a hot date to impress?” Seonghwa asked softly. He served out the three slices carefully into separate bags. He eyed the multiple drinks the alpha ordered.

“Ha, only in my dreams” Hongjoong stated. With a small smirk Hongjoong leaned forward across the counter so his face was directly before Seonghwa. He added in a low voice “every night.” When Seonghwa’s eyes widen in a comedic fashion Hongjoong barked out a laugh. “Joking” he raised in hands up in a sign of defeat.

Seonghwa gave him a look of warning as he silently slid the three bags across the counter for Hongjoong.

“I’m here on the behalf of my boss” Hongjoong explained. “He needed a last minute coffee run. I figured the pastry was a nice bonus treat.”

“That is certainly nice of you” Seonghwa flashed a warm smile. “Oh and I wanted to thank you again for recommending Jongho. The other staff called in sick. So you are really saving both me and the café today.”

“It’s no problem” Hongjoong shrugged. “I promise he didn’t mind.”

“How did you guys meet?” Seonghwa wondered. Jongho was a couple years younger than Hongjoong after all.

“I had a friend from high school that came to live in Seoul with his boyfriend, they began working with Jongho during university. Over the years we’ve all gotten close so it’s nice to meet up in the city more often now.”

“That’s nice,” Seonghwa smiled. “I’m glad you were able to keep contact with friends even after you moved so far apart.”

“Didn’t stay friends with anyone from Jinju?” Hongjoong questioned.

“Not really,” Seonghwa shrugged. “A little at the beginning but then we drifted apart. Although that might be more in regards to eomma and me becoming than actual distance. They had never been supportive the way Wooyoung, San and Yeosang are.”

“To be honest I lost a lot of friends that way too” Hongjoong answered honestly. “When you become a teen parent there’s a lot of judgement behind it. Yunho, Mingi and Jongho are my version of Wooyoung, San and Yeosang.”

“Are they your pack?” Seonghwa questioned. Asking about packs could be rather personal. It wasn’t something to wonder so carelessly as a lot get offended – especially if they don’t have a pack. But Hongjoong didn’t seem to care much about those types of questions.

“They are” Hongjoong nodded, a beaming smile came across his face. “I’m the pack alpha – although I don’t understand why they’d pick me to lead.”

“I think you’d make a great pack of alpha,” Seonghwa answered nervously.

“Thank you Seonghwa” Hongjoong’s voice was soothing. “Is San your pack alpha?”

“Ah no” Seonghwa shook his head. “Actually I’m packing omegas. They… they said they wanted me to lead. I don’t know if it's because I'm the eldest or if they felt pity for me. But yeah. I’m packing omegas.”

“I don’t think it’s because your eldest or out of pity” Hongjoong stated firmly. “From what I’ve seen of you, you’d make a great pack omega. You have the strength and intelligence to lead. Any pack that you form is bound to be amazing.”

Seonghwa felt a light blush come up to his cheeks. “Thank you. That means a lot to me coming from a pack alpha.”

Hongjoong quickly shook his head. “Don’t say it like that.”

“Like what?”

“Like I matter more than another because I’m pack alpha” Hongjoong insisted. “That should never be the case. I am pleased they pick me to guide them. But I am not naturally better than another alpha simply for that.”

Seonghwa smiled softly. “Your pack is lucky to have you.”

“And your pack is lucky to have you as pack omega” Hongjoong insisted.

Chapter Text

Hongjoong was aggressively pacing back and forth across the worn living room carpet as he hoped to relieve some of the great building stress. When Hongjoong had agreed to Seonghwa’s offer of spending time with the pups the alpha had foolishly hoped it would lessen the load he was carrying. However it appeared to only increase the concern he already had. Yesterday afternoon Hongjoong had texted Seonghwa, setting a time for Sunday morning where Seonghwa would join the alpha and the pups at the local park.

So why was Hongjoong continuously feeling nervous about it? Everything was positive in the interactions. But yet he had a great fear about trusting the omega with his pups and them growing too attached to him. If Seonghwa eventually betrayed Hongjoong or turned his back from them, the pups could possibly be heart broken – in fact he could guarantee they will be heartbroken.

Currently the pups were playing with some toys in their room together. They were set to leave in a couple minutes – but Hongjoong was hopeful he could put it off a little longer. Retrieving his phone from his pocket he swiped to call Maddox. He needed the elder in this situation. Naturally he could contact Mingi or Yunho or even Jongho. But he didn’t want to put that weight on them anymore than he already had.

“Someone better be dead or dying” a grumpy, tired voice stated through the phone. Maddox was far from a morning person – at least on a Sunday. He was a strong believer that Sunday was the day of rest – and that Saturday was a day of pre rest. The beta gave a deep groan as the bed creaked beneath him.

“Am I making the right decision?” Hongjoong burst out. He had reframed from continuing his pacing and instead took a seat on the edge of the couch armband. He was bouncing his leg slightly.

“Only you can answer that” Maddox replied with another deep groan. He gave a low yawn – a clear sign that he was beginning to awaken. The bed gave another creak, as he must have moved to get out.

“I know that the pups need an omega in their lives” Hongjoong began his rant. “The doctor had made that very clear. If I want to stand a chance of getting Youngseok to feel comfortable and decrease his stress levels than he needs a consistent omega to view as a guide and look to for support. I wish I could give the pups that comfort myself. But in this case for once I cant. I need to rely on someone else. I hate doing that. You know how much I hate putting my problems and difficulties on another person.”

“Oh I’m well aware” Maddox mumbled and Hongjoong just knew he was rolling his eyes.

Hongjoong let out a low whimper. To him this wasn’t a time for jokes. The alpha was seriously concerned. He didn’t know if he could trust the omega. He clearly didn’t have a good judgement of character in the past. “I’m trying to be serious here Maddox.”

“Answer the video call” Maddox answered through the phone. Shortly after the phone vibrated. Pulling it back Hongjoong noticed the video chat request coming through. He sighed slightly in relief and answered it thankfully.

“You’re lucky I love you” Maddox mumbled as he appeared on the screen. The beta still had ruffled hair and appeared to be in nothing more than his boxers. What caught Hongjoong’s attention though was instantly drawn towards the marks across Maddox’s neck. Perhaps the alpha had interrupted more than the beta sleeping.

Sighing heavily Hongjoong finally claimed a seat on the couch. “Thank you hyung” he breathed out.  

“Every single omega is not identical. You cannot put wolves into comfortable little boxes based on their sub gender. You know that better than anyone.” Maddox leaned back in the headboard. Although the man was clearly dead tired, he was still extremely wise. “Think of it this way. You hate that as an alpha other people judge you based on that. You have been put in positions where you have been criticized for being a single alpha, told that you cant raise your pups right, that they cannot be supported because you can't get a solid job. The second someone says you are incompetent based on being a single unmated alpha; you will do everything to prove them wrong.

“You cannot continue to fear that Seonghwa is going to become like Soyoung. They both might be omegas. However you have to assume similarities will end there.”

Hongjoong hung his head slightly with a low sigh. But it was obvious that he was not yet convinced. “He could hurt the pups. What if they get attached to him and then he leaves them.”

“Joongie” Maddox answered with his own softened tone. “Your main concern appears to be that the pups will grow to trust Seonghwa and see him as a supposed stable piece of their lives – only to lose him. But if you consider it, there is a possibility of the pups losing anyone important to them.

“Mingi’s career is taking off. That’ll lead to a larger workload. Based on his skills, there is a possibility of him creating music anywhere around the world. He could relocate to America. If Mingi was to leave, Yunho would surely follow – they are going to be mates. Plus Yunho has dreams of making it as a choreographer. There are major dance industries outside of Korea. Work could take the two of them anywhere – forcing them to part from you and the pups.

“As for me, I have no intentions of ever leaving you or Youngseok or Junyoung. However accidents can happen. I don’t want to sound morbid. But we never know what could happen. Every time I get behind the wheel of the car I am putting myself at risk. When I cross the street I trust that cars will stop for me. Walking home at night I believe that no one is following me. Everything we do within our lives could be seen as a potential life ending situation. I could be taken from you and pups with zero warning. And the same could be said about Eden. He doesn’t plan on leaving, but accidents happen.

“And what about Jongho? He’s like a big brother to them with the amount of love he showers them with. However he does only have a couple more years left of university. Eventually he’ll be graduating. And who knows where that’ll be. He could move anywhere, live anywhere he wants. We have no idea where. But we’d never stop him; I know we would all support him. Although him leaving, would mean him leaving the pups' lives temporarily.

“Try as you might I highly doubt you’ll be able to protect and save the pups from every difficult situation. I understand you wish you keep them from any possible experience that could lead to them being hurt or losing someone. However sometimes those situations could be taken from us. You could lose any of us at any given time. You cannot keep others from entering Youngseok and Junyoung lives based purely on that.

“And you don’t know the future. Having Seonghwa in the pup’s lives could turn out to be the greatest blessing for them. He could end up being very beneficial for all three of you.”

“Yunho mentioned that last time I called too,” Hongjoong stated softly. “He thinks having Seonghwa might be positive influence to my life. But I just don’t see how having an omega in my life could be viewed as a good thing.”

“That is exactly why you need the omega in your life” Maddox softened slightly. “How about this? You give it a try for today only. Watch Seonghwa with the pups and see how he treats them. If you continue to get a bad feeling about it, then don’t move forward. Cut ties with him and pretend he never existed. Your wolf will know. Allow yourself to trust your wolf. Take your cues from there. If your wolf is comfortable then relax a little and let the pups enjoy their time with an omega.”

Hongjoong gave a small nod. He silently twirled his fingers together nervously. “I know that I’m hard on the omega. But I just can’t trust him so easily. It's like he needs to earn my trust.” He had been getting too close with Seonghwa lately. But that was his relationship with him. They could sit outside together as often as they wanted chatting on the balcony. This time however it involved his pups. He couldn’t take Seonghwa’s involvement lightly.

The pups had already grown attached to the omega. Hell Youngseok listened to his singing each night. What if he got too attached? Soyoung, their own eomma left them. If she could do it so easily, why wouldn’t Seonghwa?

“I can understand why you feel that way Joong,” Maddox spoke softly. “I really can. But I promise you, whatever happens in the future, with any and all omegas, your friends are always going to be there for you. EDENARY and your pack, we’re going to always support you. And I think Seonghwa has done a lot of the past couple weeks that has proven you can trust him.”  

 “Okay” he whispered, nodding slowly. “I’ll get the pups ready to go to the park.”

Maddox offered Hongjoong a warm smile. “Now that’s the Hongjoong I am proud to call my friend. Alright if we are good here I am going back to bed.”

“You do realize it’s almost ten right?” Hongjoong chuckled a little.

“Yup” Maddox nodded. “I was late getting to sleep.”

Hongjoong gagged slightly. “You don’t need to mention that.”

“Just because your sex life is as dry as the dessert doesn’t mean mine is,” Maddox barked out a laugh.

“Hey!” Hongjoong frowned. “I have a very active sex life thank you very much.”

‘Oh yeah?” Maddox smirked. “When did you last get laid?”

Hongjoong clamped his mouth shut, his jaw clenching.

“That just proves my point,” Maddox chuckled. “That’s probably why you’re so tense lately.”

“I’m tense because I just moved to a new city with my two pups so I can start a new job” Hongjoong insisted.

“And do you know what will help you forget all that and relax for a moment?” Maddox wondered.

“Sex?” Hongjoong rolled his eyes.

“Mind blowing sex that allows you to really dominate the other person” Maddox answered with a wink. “Tie somebody up and pound into them is a great stress reliever. It's what I do when things get to be too much sometimes.”

Hongjoong groaned. “Thanks for that wonderful image hyung.”

“No problem” Maddox flashed a smile.  “Hey, who’s watching the pups this afternoon? Did you need my help? Or are you hanging out with Seonghwa all day?”

“It's alright” Hongjoong smiled softly. “You look like you could do with catching up on your sleep. Jongho is going to meet me at the playground and take the kids for lunch. It’s rare for Jongho to get the weekends off these days.”

Maddox nodded. “Alright well in that case I am heading back to sleep.”

“Okay” Hongjoong nodded. “Thanks hyung.”

“Welcome” Maddox flashed a smile in farewell and ended the call.

On a typical day Hongjoong would be proud of his pups for getting ready so effortlessly. They rarely complained or tried to wiggle away from their appa. They willingly got dressed and brushed their hair – their teeth were another story. Today however, Hongjoong would’ve given anything for that extra delay.

“Where are we going appa?” Youngseok asked as the three wolves exited the apartment.

“We are going to the park,” Hongjoong answered with ease. He lifted the bag over his shoulder with a small sigh. The alpha hoped he was making the right decision. Locking the door he spun on his heels and started down the hall. With both pups in tow Hongjoong lead them towards the local playground. Although the park area was small, it was luckily close enough to the apartment that they often got to attend. It had enough to keep the young pups entertained.

Hongjoong moved towards one of the few benches available and took a seat. He knew he’d get a clear view of the pups from here. With a quick glance around the open space he noted that Seonghwa had not yet arrived – not that Hongjoong was expecting him just yet. He had surprisingly gotten to the park extra early.

 “You two can go play” he encouraged the pups. Watching the two run off to play together on the slide Hongjoong took a seat.

For a moment Hongjoong had simple bliss. The warmth of the autumn sun and the scent of falling leaves filled Hongjoong with contentment. But his enjoyment was cut short with the arrival of a certain omega.

“Sorry I’m late” a deep voice announced as the bench shifted – signalling the arrival of another person. “I did stop to get you a coffee though,” Seonghwa stated. With a beaming smile he held a to-go cup out to Hongjoong. His own two pups had already run off to the playground.

With a raised eyebrow Hongjoong cautiously took it.

“It’s black with sugar but not as much sugar as I like,” Seonghwa indicated. “Just how you like it.”

“You know my coffee order?” Hongjoong asked taking a sip of the warm drink.

“How could I forget?” Seonghwa cringed slightly. “You complained regarding my own coffee several times now.”

“Yeah well it really was horrible!” Hongjoong gasped.

“That’s what you get for drinking my coffee without permission,” Seonghwa laughed slightly with ease. Seated with the alpha beside him the omega was already beginning to feel happier after such a busy morning trying to get prepared – this was likely due to the alpha pheromones. The consideration of the pheromones made Seonghwa take a breath of air – testing out the scent. Much to his surprise the omega didn’t smell a single taste of burnt eucalyptus. Typically Hongjoong always had a slightly burnt aroma – although not always as overpowering when he recently smoked. However with the burning having completely vanished this led Seonghwa to believe Hongjoong hadn’t smoked likely since yesterday. And Seonghwa could only assume that was because they would be spending the day together. “You seem fairly chipper this morning.”

Hongjoong laughed around a sip of his coffee. “Chipper. I don’t recall ever being referred to as chipper before.” Leaning back against the bench he gave a small nod. “I’ve been sleeping pretty well since Youngseok has adjusted to the apartment. Much quieter I suppose.”

“That should be a good thing,” Seonghwa stated. However he got a sense from the alpha’s scent that it was actually the opposite. The other seemed to be unhappy with the idea of a quieter life.

“Sometimes I guess it’s just too quiet” Hongjoong mumbled lightly. “After the pups go to bed I tend to be alone.

Seonghwa glanced towards the alpha with a frown. “I suppose that is true. I often have one of my pack members over in the evenings. We tend to eat meals together. But on the nights without them, I do realize how lonely and dark it can feel.”

“I got my own pack of course” Hongjoong insisted. “You met Yunho and Mingi the other day. Then our youngest in Jongho. I just don’t see them very often. They’re busy with school and work. Plus they don’t live in the same apartment building as us. That you’ve made things easier.”

“Ah yes, '' Seonghwa nodded. “I will admit it is easier with Wooyoung, San and Yeosang just above me. That has made things more convenient.” He glanced towards Hongjoong, a smile tugging at his lips. “And now I have you beside me.”

Hongjoong felt himself blush at that. What could Seonghwa mean by saying something like that? They weren’t packed.

As if the elder could read the alphas mind, he stated, “We don’t need to pack to be friends.”

“We’re friends?” Hongjoong wondered.

“I hope we are” Seonghwa frowned slightly. Had he assumed too much into their relationship? The omega thought they had been getting closer. With their late night chats on the balcony and the shared meals. Weren’t they friends? “I’d like to be your friend.”

Hongjoong felt a small smile tug at his lips. “You want to be friends with me Park Seonghwa?”

“I would, yes,” Seonghwa nodded. “I thought we agreed to that before. Same age friends right?”

The alpha chuckled at that. “I didn’t think you’d remember that conversation,” he admitted. “Fine. You’re right. We are friends.”

Seonghwa beamed. “Good” he gave a little clap. “Now where are those pups of yours?”

Hongjoong rolled his eyes slightly at the playfulness of the omega. “Youngie, Junnie. Come say hello to Hwa!” They both glanced up and spotted the alpha. With joy and a wide smile Youngseok began running towards the omega – Junyoung walked slowly after, but still with a sign of joy. Naturally Minjae and Sumin had come following as well.

Seonghwa spared the alpha a final curious glance before he pushed himself off the bench. A large smile spread across his face. “Youngseok!” He cheered as the pup came running at his legs. With a laugh Seonghwa bent slightly and lifted the pup into the air, spinning in excited little circles. Huffing slightly he set the first pup down once Junyoung had reached the omega. He then repeated the process with the elder, giving him a warm embrace as well.

The alpha had eagerly accepted Minjae’s own warmth as he came forwards for a hug. The pup wrapped his arms around Hongjoong’s waist tightly. ‘Hi puppy” Hongjoong cooed. “How was your morning?”

“Boring” Minjae huffed.

Hongjoong laughed lightly. “Mine was too,” he agreed. He glanced at Sumin bending to his knee he asked the pup “can I get a hug Sumin?”

Seonghwa’s heart warmed slightly. The alpha was taking time to approach the second pup carefully. Clearly Hongjoong had sensed the pup's nervousness regarding the alpha – and Hongjoong was willing to slow down for him. Since that morning when Sumin had woken up resting on Hongjoong’s chest he had been awkward around him, as though sensing that he had done something wrong.

Sumin appeared to contemplate the possibility; his little back was straight and his chin high. For a moment he glanced in Seonghwa’s direction, although he was asking permission. Seonghwa gave a sweet nod of encouragement. This gave Sumin the confidence to nod his own head and step forward with his arms outstretched.

Hongjoong wrapped his arms around the boy’s small body and happily lifted him into the air. Holding him securely Hongjoong carefully spun with the child. Much to Hongjoong’s own enjoyment Sumin let out a low giggle. Slowly Hongjoong lowered him to the ground.

“Who wants to play on the playground?” Hongjoong questioned.

“Me!” all four pups cheered in sync.

Seonghwa gave an excited clap again. “Then let's get playing!” he was here to bond with Hongjoong’s pups after all. He better do that. Grabbing Youngseok and Minjae’s hands he moved towards the playground. “Where to first?” he questioned.

“The slide” Minjae pointed to the tall slide. “Please?”

“Oh” Seonghwa eyed it. “I don’t know puppies” he hesitated. “It’s a little tall. Maybe something smaller?”

Youngseok let out a whine. “Please Hwa?” he begged. “Appa lets me!”

Seonghwa found himself sighing. Who was he to question what Hongjoong did and didn’t allow his pups to do? But again, it was pretty tall… and he didn’t like heights. “I don’t know puppy…”

“I can take them,” Hongjoong offered coming up beside him. “I’ll take Minjae and Youngseok down the slide a couple times if you hang with Junyoung and Sumin?” he nodded to the youngest pup that was holding his hand.

The omega was there to spend time with both pups after all. That included Junyoung. If Hongjoong wanted to take Minjae and Youngseok down the slide, who was he to stop him? ``Yeah sure” Seonghwa nodded. He bent down to Sumin and Junyoung. It found it adorable the way his youngest pup had attached himself to Hongjoong’s eldest. “What do you two want to do?”

“Flowers?” Sumin questioned.

“You want to pick flowers?” Seonghwa raised an eyebrow.

“Yes please eomma” Sumin answered.

Seonghwa gave a small nod. He glanced at Junyoung. “Junnie, would you like to pick flowers as well?” he wondered. “If not we can do something else you both will like.”

“Sure” Junyoung gave a small shrug with a smile. “I’m fine with flowers.”

Taking hold of each of the pups' hands Seonghwa guided them over to the nearby garden area. There were several wild flowers growing. Although most had died off after the passing of summer, there were still some to select from. Seonghwa took a seat and began to pick, not caring that his jeans were certainly getting dirty.

Sumin quickly busied himself moving back and forth between the flowers. The youngest had grabbed at nearly every flower he passed. Junyoung however responded much calmer. He had moved slowly, between the plants. He inspected each flower carefully, picking some but leaving most untouched.

Seonghwa was watching the two, with his gaze occasionally shifting to the other pups with Hongjoong. The alpha was moving up and down the playground with the ease and excitement of a child. He had gone down the slide with the pups and held them on his shoulders to go across the monkey bars. Seonghwa felt himself smiling at the thought of how they were sharing the activities. It wasn’t easy to interact with both Minjae and Sumin at the park when they had two different interests. Minjae was go and do, but Sumin preferred a slower pace. It was nice knowing both got what they wanted today.

“What are you doing?” Junyoung questioned sitting down beside the omega.

“Hmm?” Seonghwa questioned. He tore his gaze away from the alpha in favour of looking at Junyoung.

“The flowers” Junyoung pointed to the flowers in Seonghwa’s hands. “What are you making?”

“A flower crown” Seonghwa’s nibble fingers spun the stems together. He wasn’t one for crafts and he certainly wasn’t like Hongjoong. But his eomma had taught him as a child how to make them, and it was the one thing that stuck with him.

“It’s pretty,” Junyoung stated.

“Would you like to make one?” Seonghwa asked.

“Can you teach me?” Junyoung wondered.

“I can,” the omega nodded with a smile.

“Yes please” Junyoung smiled in return.

“Me too!” Sumin came towards the two and settled himself into Seonghwa’s lap with a content sigh.

The omega groaned slightly at the sudden added weight, but adjusted the way he was seated to accommodate. “Okay” he nodded and began showing the two pups how to twirl the stems together so that they would be bound. The process was slow moving; it took several attempts before Junyoung could get the hang of it. But Seonghwa had never grown frustrated or given up on teaching. He took all the time Junyoung needed. Sumin however required some hand over hand.

Seonghwa’s attention was resting on the two pups with him. He had trusted Hongjoong to keep Minjae and Youngseok safe so that he hadn’t felt the need to continue checking on them. Rather than giving quick glances in their direction he engaged with Junyoung and Sumin instead. Picking a couple more flowers he handed them over to Sumin.

“Eomma!” Sumin beamed holding up the completed, although messy flower crown. It had bright yellow flowers weaved into it and floppy green leaves that had seen better days. But Sumin was extremely proud of it. “Look.”

“It's an amazing puppy,” Seonghwa cooed. He reached forward to softly touch one of the petals. “Beautiful.”

“What about mine?” Junyoung held his out on display as well.

The elder boys were a little tighter and the flowers had been picked carefully to ensure they were the best options. Seonghwa gazed at the boy with a sweet smile. “It is beautiful Junnie,” Seonghwa answered fondly.

Maybe Seonghwa should’ve paid more attention to Hongjoong and the pups. Two could be a lot to handle, and they were both only three. He should’ve suspected something like this.

“Ah!” a high pitched scream sounded, followed by a thud.

Seonghwa’s head snapped up. He instantly locked eyes with Hongjoong that was standing on the top of one of the jungle gyms. Youngseok was at the bottom of the slide sat in a slump. The alpha began climbing down the staircase to reach the crying pup. Seonghwa jumped up from his seat on the ground. “Watch him” Seonghwa directed to Junyoung with a point to Sumin.

With a few quick strides he reached Youngseok around the same time as Hongjoong. “What happened?” he looked at the alpha.

“He was just going down the slide,” Hongjoong answered a little too quickly. He reached for his pup and wrapped his arms around him comfortably. “And landed badly.” His hand moved up and down his back. “It’s okay puppy,” he whispered. “Appa is right here.”

“What hurts a puppy?” Seonghwa reached forward to crease the little one’s cheek and wipe the tears away in the process.

Youngseok let out a little whimper as more tears flowed.

“Please tell me what hurts” Hongjoong encouraged. “Appa wants to help you but I need to know what’s wrong.”

“My knee,” Youngseok whimpered.

“Let's get you to the bench and we can take a look,” Seonghwa suggested.

Youngseok nodded and wrapped his arms tightly around his appa’s neck.

Hongjoong lifted Youngseok and walked them over to the bench where their items sat. Minjae, who had come down from the playground, followed behind the adults.

Seonghwa knelt down the moment Youngseok was seated. Gently he took hold of his leg and rolled up his pant leg above his knee. There was a slight scrape that was a faded red. It wasn’t terribly bad, nothing that a band-aid would solve.

“It’s okay Young” Hongjoong said taking a seat beside his son and looking at the scrape.

“Ah we can fix this right up for you” Seonghwa patted Youngseok’s leg gently with a warm smile. “I see the dye still hasn’t washed away,” he teased lightly with a glance at the purple marks still lingering, completely unaware of the wandering gazes. Reaching for his bag he began digging around in it.

“What are you looking for?” Hongjoong questioned, running his fingers through his pups hair. He glanced towards Junyoung and Sumin that had been patiently waiting near the flowers. He waved them over so that they could join him.

“This” Seonghwa pulled out a band-aid. Grabbing at his water bottle he carefully wet the tissue. He wished he had something better, but at least he could clean the cut. “It might sting a little but we need to clean it.”

Hongjoong held onto Youngseok ``Hwa is going to take care of you” he promised his pup.

With a gentle smile Seonghwa wiped at the scrape. He washed away the blood that had quickly dried and removed any dirt that had gotten into it. “That’s good,” he cooed. Peeling open the band-aid he pressed it into his knee. “Look at that” he beamed up at the little pup. “The scrape is all gone.”

“Kiss it better?” it was Minjae that questioned from his spot standing beside Seonghwa. He had always been raised that an eomma’s kiss could heal any cut or bruise. “Eomma’s kisses.”

Seonghwa flashed a warm glance at his pup. “Yeah eomma will kiss the cut better,” he promised with a firm nod. Leaning forward he pressed a gentle kiss to Youngseok’s knee. “It's all better now.”

Youngseok gave a small smile.

“Do you want to go play again?” Hongjoong asked his son.

Youngseok hesitated, before giving his small head a shake.

Hongjoong glanced nervously at Seonghwa, searching for answers. “We can go home. Maybe he’d like to rest.”

“No” Seonghwa gave his head a shake. “He and I can rest here for a couple minutes until he’s ready to play again.” Seonghwa knew how difficult it could be to balance and share between multiple children. He recognized Youngseok wanting a break but that shouldn’t come at disappointing the other three pups. They needed to meet each other halfway. “You should go and play with the others.”

Hesitating Hongjoong nibbled his bottom lip. “I don’t know, I wouldn’t want you…”

“I could do with the break anyways” Seonghwa insisted with a wink. “It’ll give me and Youngseok some time to relax.”

Taking the hint Hongjoong gave a small nod. He had arranged this entire day with the expectations that Youngseok would get to spend some time with the omega. Why was he taking that opportunity away? Youngseok had calmed down, he was no longer bleeding. Might as well let him rest until he felt like playing again.

“What two playing?” the alpha asked, looking at Minjae.

“Castle” Junyoung answered excitedly. “We made one.”

“We’re pirates,” Sumin added to the conversation.

“Oh” Hongjoong gasped out, he had bent to his knees so he could talk eye to eye with the pups. “Are you two protecting the castle?” he asked with curiosity.

“Nope,” Sumin giggled and wiggled slightly where he stood.

“Are you trying to attack it!” Hongjoong widened his mouth in shock as both pups laughed and nodded.

“That’s our ship,” Junyoung pointed towards the playground.

“Then we better get on board!” Hongjoong cheered, pushing himself into a standing position. “Otherwise the water will pull us away!” the alpha took off into a light jog as he moved towards the jungle gym. Grabbing the rope ladder he began to climb.

“Go” Seonghwa encouraged from where he was kneeling. “You can play. And Minjae goes with them. I’ll be here with Youngseok taking a break.”

They broke free of each other and ran after Hongjoong to the playground.

Gently the omega rubbed at Youngseok’s thigh. He hoped to give some form of comfort. “Feeling better?” he questioned, gazing up at the pup.

Youngseok’s eyes were still bright red; with some unshed tears in his eyes. But his head gave a small nod, his hand reaching up to rub at his nose.

“Oh sweetheart” Seonghwa cooed, stroking his thumb across the boy’s cheek reassuringly. He rolled down the pant leg and stood. “Come here” he sat on the bench beside the pup and wrapped his arm around his shoulder. “I know falling can be scary. But you got back up and that can be the hardest part! So it showed just how strong and brave you are.” His fingers started to play with the boy’s hair.

“I’m brave?” Youngseok looked up at the omega.

“You are such a brave puppy, '' Seonghwa smiled. When he was Youngseok’s age he knew he couldn’t handle half the stuff Youngseok had. He plays with whatever toys he wants regardless of gender norms, he regularly wears skirts, and has adapted to life without his eomma. Hongjoong’s pups were strong, just as Seonghwa were. All of them had experiences the omega wished they never had to face.

Youngseok flashed a small smile. He rested against Seonghwa’s side, settling in to watch the others play for a little time.

Seonghwa leaned back into the bench and watched as a small smile began to pull at his lips. With a warm gaze the omega watched the four play with a simple ease. The alpha was completely immersed in his telling of a brave pirate, he enthusiastically guided them across the playground to protect their pirate ship.

Sumin was practically hanging off Hongjoong, refusing to leave the alphas' side – to which Hongjoong seemed pretty proud of. He carefully, with a large smile, guided Sumin alongside him. Junyoung hung a little back more, however he often contributed to the story the four were quickly forming. Minjae was guiding the entire show with his loud opinions and input.

Much to Seonghwa’s surprise as families began arriving at the playground more pups had happily joined in with the group of pirates. Seonghwa leaned forward slightly with a stunned gaze as he noted Hongjoong instructing the pups to take turns down the slide – supposedly to take a quick cooling swim in the ocean before climbing aboard the ship again.

Hongjoong must have sensed the omega’s gaze on him as he snapped his head up. A large smile peeled across his lips and he gave a wave to the omega. Nibbling lightly on his bottom lip, Seonghwa considered ignoring the greeting. However he soon raised his hand and gave a small wave in return.

“Oh so you must be his mate” a feminine voice started from the nearest bench to Seonghwa. Turning his head slightly Seonghwa gazed at the two female omegas that were hunched seated together. They were both older than him – likely late thirties – one with natural black hair to her shoulders and the other with long platinum blonde. Based on how comfortable they looked they must have been there for some time.

Youngseok shifted slightly closer to Seonghwa, having heard the voices of strangers.

“Oh” Seonghwa straightened his back slightly and gave a firm shake of his head. “We aren’t mates,” he answered with ease.

“You aren’t mates?” the woman with the black hair asked with a stunned light voice. “But he behaves so well with your pups. I had assumed the three following him so closely must be his. I can’t imagine trusting my own pup with someone that wasn’t my mate.” She nodded towards Youngseok questioning.

Seonghwa’s eyes widened slightly and in that moment he was rendered speechless. He had a sense that he was being insulted or had his parenting skills questioned. However it hadn’t outright been said. He always disliked when other eomma’s would state such sentences. They would give their opinion on such matters – like not trusting their pups with another wolf – in a way to imply that Seonghwa had done something wrong in doing so.

“Oh now relax” the blonde laughed light heartedly. She reached over and patted her companion on the knee lightly. “Perhaps they are set to be mates shortly. Sometimes these mating ceremonies can be delayed. That would easily explain the closeness of the pups with the alpha.”

The two women had gone on to discuss Seonghwa as though he wasn’t even there.

“I suppose you are right,” the first woman stated. “Besides he could still be their appa. Although I personally have never been a big fan of that – delaying a mating ceremony only to conceive pups before it is conducted.”

“And four of them at that” there was a nod of agreement.

“One can be a mistake but four?” she shook her head. “That must be planned.”

“He’s not the pups appa, at least for two of them” Seonghwa answered, his temper was beginning to get the better of him. “Nor do we intend to be mates. We are friends. Our pups are friends.”

“You must have a mate at home then” Blondie started with a warm smile, “or at least their appa is awaiting your return.”

“I do not have a mate. '' Seonghwa's defence was beginning to act up. He forced himself to sit straighter on the bench, his gaze burned into the two women. The omega did not take kindly to accusations or comments that he required a mate within his life. It was one of the many reasons that he didn’t socialize with other eomma’s. He found them to be far too judgmental for the omegas liking. Wolves were supporters of mates. Many believe that they are a requirement to live a content life.

The omega rubbed at Youngseok’s arm soothingly, hoping that it might distract him. He would’ve preferred the pup wasn’t around for the conversation, but he felt a need to defend himself.

“As for their appa, they don’t have one” Seonghwa started with a strong voice. “They have me. I may be an omega, but I act in the role of eomma and appa. Anything they need I will find a way to provide. I do not – nor do the pups – require an appa around purely for the sake of supposed mating happiness.”

“Ah I see” the black haired omega started with a small nod. “You’re one of those omegas. The kind that believes they are superior to alphas. Whom believe they do not require one for true happiness.”

“You may say that now, but that is only because you do not know the feeling of living a life with a mate,” the blonde added. “If you were to have a mate you’d know what it truly meant. You might consider yourself happy and content at this moment – but eventually your wolf will begin to reject you should you fail to find a mate.”

“You won't be getting any younger,” the first added again. “If I was you I’d claim that young man of yours. At least he will tolerate having another alpha’s pups around. And he has two of his own. He likely has a need for you.”

The conversation had grown so heated that Seonghwa had easily failed to notice that his scent was quickly spiking. The fresh orange aroma that Seonghwa usually resonated had turned sour – almost as though it was overripe fruit. And it was beginning to make Youngseok light headed. However across the playground Hongjoong had noticed the change.

“Excuse me ladies” Hongjoong interrupted approaching the bench. Seonghwa jumped back slightly in surprise, he was so focused on the omega women the hadn’t noticed the alpha approach. The alpha bowed his head out of politeness. Glancing at Seonghwa he addressed the male. “We need a queen of the castle to rescue.” He held out his hand for Seonghwa to take.

The woman started to chatter beside each other, whispering about Hongjoong.

“Yes, an unmated alpha.”

“Just as we suspected.”

“And he has pups.”

“That’s inexcusable.”

“Exactly. If he was willing to have unprotected sex than he needed to me willing to mate.”

“Now he’s raising them alone.”

“And he still isn’t mated to his omega friend?”

“It would be so convenient.”

“It’s like fate.”

“You need both an alpha and omega for a proper family.”

“It would be best for the pups.”

“Yes, think about your pups.”

With slightly wide eyes Seonghwa gazed at him. “Me?” he asked in a low voice. Nonetheless he reached forward and accepted the hand.

Hongjoong assisted Seonghwa to his feet with a large smile. Gently, in a low voice, he spoke “there is no one else I’d rather rescue.” He helped Youngseok up from the bench. “Let's go play with your brothers,” he instructed. From the edge of the bench he grabbed at the flower crown Seonghwa had made earlier. He lifted it to Seonghwa’s head. “Now you look the part.”

The alpha glanced in the women’s directions and made it clear he had heard their earlier mumbles. “Oh and just for the record, if any alpha denies an omega based purely on the fact they are already an eomma, then they are not a true alpha. And I, am a true alpha.” Spinning on his heels Hongjoong guided Seonghwa to the sand pit, where the hand made castle stood. The alpha clenched the omegas hand the entire time causing Seonghwa to notice the force Hongjoong used to hold it. It was almost as though Hongjoong was afraid to let go. With a sigh Hongjoong stepped back once they reached the castle. The alpha opened his mouth to speak, but quickly thought the better of it as he closed it once again.

“Appa!” Junyoung called out from the jungle gym. The pup waved his hand excitedly to call the alpha back over.

“Just” Hongjoong eventually said in a low weak sounding voice, “just stay here.” Hongjoong gave Seonghwa a final glance before leaving the omega standing within his castle alone.

Seonghwa nibbled his bottom lip slightly. Taking a seat on the edge of the sandpit he noticed the array of sand toys. Grabbing at a shovel and bucket he began to fill it with sand. If this was set to be his castle, he might as well make it a little more royal.

“He is so sweet” his internal omega chose that moment to make a comment. “Look with pups. He is good with pups.”

Seonghwa had to agree. The alpha was surprisingly really good with the pups. Sumin and Minjae appeared to hang on to every word the alpha spoke. Plus the way Hongjoong’s own pups seemed so in love with him. What Seonghwa had found most interesting was the way that Sumin had been drawn to the alpha.

“He makes a good mate,” the wolf said again. “Lets mate him. Mate and pups. Have more pups.”

The omega quickly shook the thought away, easily denying the wolf’s request. Seonghwa had considered once in his life that he’d like to have several pups running around – he loved the idea of a large family. However he had pushed those thoughts away long ago – along with the idea of getting a mate. Park Seonghwa was happily single – and it was going to stay that way.

Hongjoong had returned to being fully engrossed with the pups. Sumin had latched back to his side and was holding onto Hongjoong’s pant leg as he guided the pups slowly across the playground. Youngseok and Minjae were now moving around hand in hand. It was as though Minjae was purposely helping Youngseok. “We need to save the queen!” Hongjoong called out the group of about eight pups. Hongjoong pointed excitedly towards Seonghwa. “We must get to the edge of our ship!”

The omega laughed lightly as he caught the eye of the alpha. With a small smile on his lips Seonghwa finished up with his sand castle.

The pirates moved forward to the edge of the ‘boat’ and came down the slide. With twists and turns and giggles, the pups had swum through the ocean to reach the queen. Hongjoong followed after them – his own deep laugher joining the group.

“Joong!” Minjae cheered “the queen.” Minjae had come up to his eomma and latched his hand onto Seonghwa. Smiling, he leaned his little face against Seonghwa’s jean pant leg.

“We got the queen,” Youngseok added with a smile of his own. He wrapped his small arms around the omega’s leg. His own big round eyes gazed happily at the approaching alpha.

“You saved the queen” Hongjoong states joining the group of excited pups. With a wink in Seonghwa’s direction he pushed his leg back and went down into a prince like bow. “My queen, I am but a lonely pirate. I have come to rescue you should you require it.”

Seonghwa giggled lightly. Playfully he gave a dramatic gasp. “Oh my! I am so thankful to have such strong pirates come and save me! I have been stuck here all alone for so long! Try as I might, I am a weak omega and have been unable to get free. I am so thankful to have brave and strong alphas like you.” Seonghwa had turned his gaze away from Hongjoong, instead choosing to speak the words to his pups. Lightly he tugged them closer for another squeeze.

Minjae smiled up at his eomma before glancing in Hongjoong’s direction. “Back to ship!” he cheered. Letting go of his eomma the pup began to move towards the playground, Youngseok was following close behind.

A small mischievous smile tugged at Hongjoong’s lips. Seonghwa had taken a confused step back with a raised eyebrow. He was about to ask the alpha what it was he was planning – however the question was quickly answered. Hongjoong reached forward and swiftly lifted Seonghwa into his arms bridal style. The omega released a deep gasp of shock as his arms slid around Hongjoong’s neck by impulse. “W-what are you doing?” Seonghwa stuttered out.

“Rescuing you of course” Hongjoong said with a cheeky smile. The alpha held the small male closer to his chest as he began moving across to the playground. That was the entire alpha was willing to say on the matter as he carried the omega up the small plastic staircase to board the ship. With the omega so close to his face, the alpha was able to make out the sweet strawberry scent. It was a reminder that summer would soon be dawning.

Much to Hongjoong’s surprise Seonghwa hadn’t fought against the hold – at least not as much as Hongjoong would’ve suspected. Hongjoong knew he was likely crossing a line when he lifted the omega into his arms – carrying an omega in such a form in some circles would be considered a courting method. However Hongjoong was living happily in the moment.

Gently Hongjoong set the omega down on his feet, but rather than stepping away Hongjoong reached his arms around the omega and grasped onto the metal railing. This successfully led to Seonghwa being pinned back against the bars. If Hongjoong were to take another step they’d likely be chest to chest. Lightly the alpha gave a low sniff, checking to see if there had been even a slight change in the omega’s scent. However as far as the alpha could tell the omega remained calm and open to the actions.

“I could’ve rescued myself,” Seonghwa breathed out lightly. The omega was glancing upwards to lock eyes with the alpha. He stood his ground with a straight back and a small smile on his lips. The wind lightly blew, brushing Seonghwa’s white blocks across his forehead – as well as increasing the soft berry aroma.

A small smile began to tug at Hongjoong’s lips. The slight worry Hongjoong felt that he had possibly overstepped began to fade. Taking that final step forward his own chest pushed against Seonghwa. “I know you could’ve” Hongjoong’s voice was low as he answered.

Softly Seonghwa took a breath in and found that he was quickly engulfed in the melted chocolate. Deep in his lungs the scent swirled around. Seonghwa had never thought he’d consider an alpha’s scent to be warm and welcoming – typically he’d be turned off by the aroma of an alpha male – however that wasn’t the case in regards to Hongjoong. The eucalyptus was familiarity and comfort.

Hongjoong glanced down Seonghwa, breathing in the omegas' own strawberries. Oranges had always been the alphas favourite fruit right? At that moment he felt like he was walking through a fresh orange orchard.

“ Omega” his internal wolf whispered, “kiss omega.”

And Hongjoong wanted to do just that.

Carefully, ever so cautiously Hongjoong bent his neck downwards. Pressing his body closer to Seonghwa – earning a small gasp from the omega – he locked eyes. The scent of oranges turned to nervous touch – however the omega still didn’t pull away. Nor did he appear to wish to stop Hongjoong. In fact the omega lifted his chin upwards to better face the alpha.

Leaning forward Hongjoong was a mere couple centimetre from Seonghwa’s lips. He could feel the omega’s warm breath. He sensed the beating heart. Hongjoong tightened his grip on the metal railing, his knuckles turning white. Now he was only a centimetre away. They were so close to touching but –

“Are we interrupting something?” a strong male voice sounded from the ground beneath the playground.

Hongjoong had never jumped back so quickly as he did at that moment. He pushed himself away from the railing – releasing Seonghwa from his cage. A slight blush began to form on Hongjoong’s cheeks and he couldn’t remember the last time he had ever blushed. He had never intended to pin Seonghwa up against the playground railing – especially not in public where people were constantly watching. The alpha was in a public setting, with children present. He should’ve had more control over his pheromones.

“Yunho” Hongjoong breathed out lightly.

Seonghwa pushed himself away from the playground. Running a hand through his hair Hongjoong could tell the omega was trying to entertain him and seem busy.

“You’re early.”

 “We thought we’d treat you all to lunch” Mingi started with a wide smile. He held up a woven picnic basket. “We bought your favourites.”

Seonghwa chuckled softly. “Does your pack have something against cooking?” he teased.

“Nothing against it” Hongjoong shrugged. “We just all suck at it.”

The omega nodded and looked at the two curiously.

“Ah” Hongjoong stated in realization. “Let me introduce you.’ He rested a hand low on Seonghwa’s back as he guided him closer to the other two men. “These are my pack members. Yunho” he pointed to the alpha. “And Mingi” a nod to the beta.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you” Seonghwa bowed slightly in greeting.

Hongjoong smiled softly. “And this is my friend Seonghwa. So please be nice to him. I don’t want you to scare him away.”

“Us?” Mingi scoffed. “Be nice? When are we anything but nice?”

“Well there was that time-“

 “Uncle Mingi! Uncle Yunho!” The two pups called from somewhere on the playground. Quickly both came running from the slide and ran into the two wolves legs. Laughing happily each of the uncles lifted one of the pups into their arms.

“Oh gosh you’re getting too heavy,” Yunho teased Junyoung on his hip.

“Look what we brought,” Mingi said, balancing Youngseok on one hip. With his free hand he held up the basket of food. “We are going to have a picnic. You still have time before work right Hongjoong hyung?”

Hongjoong gave a nod. “Yeah I got an hour.”

 “Perfect!” Mingi beamed.

“We better get going,” Seonghwa smiled softly and waved his pups over.

“What?” Yunho frowned slightly.

Hongjoong turned to Seonghwa with a matching look of confusion.

However the frown quickly left the beta face. “Oh I get it! You misunderstood” Mingi was soon laughing lightly. Setting Youngseok down he patted the top of the basket. “You’re joining us for lunch too.”

Mingi hadn’t worded it as a question. He didn’t ask if Seonghwa wanted to join, but rather he told him.

“I am?” Seonghwa’s eyebrows furrowed slightly, taken aback by the statement.

“You are,” Mingi confirmed with a nod. “Come on pups” he cheered to the two pups that were now firmly set on the ground. “Let's go to the picnic table!” joyfully the beta led the pups in the direction of the nearest table – ending all conversation of Seonghwa possibly leaving. Hongjoong glanced over his shoulder at Seonghwa, a warm smile tugging at his lips as he moved to follow them. He was ushering all four pups along with him.

“I would apologize for Mingi’s behaviour” Yunho said lightly, “however it wouldn’t actually be sincere, as I’m not sorry about the way he acts. It's part of his charm.” It was exactly the answer Seonghwa would expect from a loyal and dedicated mate. The alpha turned fully towards Seonghwa and held his hand out “Jeong Yunho.”

“Park Seonghwa '' Seonghwa answered. Firmly he took hold of the other alphas outstretched hand and gave it a shake. Now he had met all the members of Hongjoong’s pack. They were an interesting mishmash of a group, but somehow he figured that’s what made them work best.

Yunho nodded once towards the table that Mingi had taken over and that was all the indication Seonghwa needed to walk over and claim a seat. The beta had been handing plates out filled with food.

Seonghwa quickly found his plate to be filled with various foods. There was barbequed steak, rice, steam veggies and many more options. So this was the regular take out order for Hongjoong? At least he fed his pups some good food – although still would’ve been better homemade.

The conversation had quickly begun at the table – the pups retelling the fun they had with their parents. Seonghwa joined in the conversation ever so often with a comment of his own or a light laugh. However Hongjoong remained silent for the majority of the topic. He really wasn’t one for small talk. He enjoyed watching the way Seonghwa interacted with his pack rather than take over the conversation.

“How has work been going hyung?” Yunho asked Hongjoong. “Have you finally been able to find the right model?”

Hongjoong nearly choked around his chopsticks as he was expecting the question. Seonghwa’s eyes widened slightly at Hongjoong’s sudden discomfort. Carefully Seonghwa slid a glass of water with his pinkie towards the alpha – as though he didn’t want to make the action terribly noticeable. Hongjoong nodded his thanks and took a gulp of the water. Clearly his throat slightly he finally got the answer out. “Ah I’m still working on the designs,” he stated.

“Has Eden approved of them yet?” Mingi questioned.

Seonghwa silently listened to the conversation, reaching over absentmindedly to wipe some sauce away from Youngseok’s mouth.

“He has in a sense” Hongjoong nodded. “He likes the concept behind it but he would like to see it executed before he fully approves of them. We have several shows coming up that he wants it to be featured at. But I need to find my model first.”

“And you haven’t had any luck?” Yunho frowned. “Don’t you have models at KQ already?”

“We do have several” Hongjoong nodded. “Maddox and HLB being two of them. But one is a beta and the other an alpha. That’s not the vision I had in mind.”

“Models for what?” Seonghwa asked, joining in the conversation.

“Ah” Hongjoong smiled and turned to him slightly. “I’ve been working on a new design! My first with EDENARY. So I wanted to showcases the breakage of gender norms, that clothing shouldn’t be defined by your sub gender status. Similar to how I wear skirts, even as an alpha. I wanted to take that mentality and put it forward into my designs.”

“You want to design a skirt specifically for alphas to wear?” Seonghwa furrowed his eyebrows.

“Well no” Hongjoong shook his head. “Not specifically an alpha. A skirt for anyone and everyone. A completely gender neutral line of clothing. Not a single article is put aside for a specific gender.”

“And you need models?” Seonghwa wondered.

“I need primarily an omega model actually” Hongjoong shrugged. “Like I said I have beta and alpha models. They are already signed under EDENARY. But I’ve been having a hard time finding an omega willing to sign with us…”

“Why is that hyung?” Mingi asked, frowning slightly. “Why wouldn’t omegas sign with EDENARY?”

Hongjoong sighed softly. “I used to wonder that too. At first I had assumed omegas simply didn’t want to be models, but this was back when I worked with KQ and they had no omega models. But I suppose the more I’m in the industry the more I realize it isn’t only KQ but rather the fashion industry in general. It’s a world dominated by alphas and pheromones and scent. If you are not of the dominating gender they likely will not hire you.”

“So the industry just doesn’t hire omegas,” Mingi scoffed.

“Pretty much” Hongjoong nodded. “As far as I have seen they stick primarily to alpha models – actually I think its employees in general. I don’t recall the last time I ever saw an omega around – only the occasional beta.”

“God” Seonghwa mumbled under his breath and rolled his eyes slightly. “I hate people like that. People that believe they are better simply due to their sub gender. All people should be treated equally. How can you judge a person purely on their sub gender? Just because I’m an omega doesn’t mean I can’t model just as good – if not better – than many alphas.”

“I agree with you” Hongjoong stated as he glanced in Seonghwa direction.

“You do?” Seonghwa asked with a surprised sounding voice.

“I do” Hongjoong nodded firmly. “It isn’t fair for a company – for individuals in general – to judge others because they are an omega or alpha or beta. Everyone should have the right to apply for any position of employment. But unfortunately the fashion industry is built on the backs and blood of alphas. And it isn’t just KQ that holds those views. Omegas are below them. They don’t have the skills to be in the spotlight. They lack stamina supposedly, strength for the long work hours. Then their looks come into question. Omegas are considered cute. Whereas alphas are seen as sexy, and sexy is what sells.”

“I’m an omega,” Seonghwa said firmly, “but that doesn’t mean I’m not sexy.”

“I know that, '' Hongjoong answered back. He forced his eyes to remain locked with Seonghwa rather than gazing over his body – like he was so tempted to.

“Good” Seonghwa replied to the alpha with a force of tension built up between the two wolves.

Mingi cleared his throat lightly, forcing the two to break eye contact. The eldest didn’t say anything; rather he lifted a curious eyebrow in Seonghwa’s direction – clearly asking an unspoken question.

Awkwardly Hongjoong shifted in his seat. He had a feeling the silence fell because of something he had said or his behaviour. “Anyways I’m looking for an omega model for my fashion line. But most have turned me down. The industry has so tightly instilled in them that they can't be models or that companies don’t support them, it seems suspicious for me to suddenly reach out to them. Which I can understand. I probably wouldn’t trust the random alpha calling to hire you for a major runway show. It does seem suspicious. They don’t know me and I don’t know them. I could be planning their downfall.”

“And that isn’t the case?” Seonghwa questioned.

“Far from it” Hongjoong insisted. “I want to do the very opposite in fact. I want this to be an opportunity to showcase omegas into the industry. Help them to break through. Display how they can model and wear whatever clothes they want. I know my vision might not make sense to everyone yet, and society might not fully support it at first. But I do have ideas; I know how to execute this positively. I just need the models to support it. I need those willing to step out of their comfort zone.”

“Why not Seonghwa hyung?” Mingi asked. He glanced quickly at the omega. “I can call you hyung right?”

“Uh yeah sure” Seonghwa answered awkwardly, feeling a blush come at his face.

“So why don't hyung model for you?” Mingi offered. “He’s an omega after all.” The way he had cut into the conversation certainly decreased one difficult discussion that was growing in heat, but started another one.

“I’m not a model” Seonghwa waved the comment away.

“Well…” Hongjoong risked a sideways glance at the omega.

“Well what?” Seonghwa furrowed his eyebrows. “I’m not a model.”

“No” Hongjoong nodded slowly. “But you did attend university for acting. You will have the knowledge of facial expressions and posing. You probably have the patience for the industry.”

“And you’re not bad to look at hyung” Mingi added. When Yunho cleared his throat Mingi simply ignored him. “You’re hot. Who wouldn’t want you to model their clothing?”

“Mingi is right” Hongjoong shrugged one shoulder. “You do look stunning. And the clothing I’ve been designing will fit you perfectly style wise. I got some black leather pants and these velvet dress shirts that will look great on you. Actually I really can envision it. It’s almost like I made it specifically for you.”

“But I…” Seonghwa nibbled on his bottom lip. “But I’m an omega.”

“That’s exactly the point” Hongjoong smiled softly. He shifted in his seat so that he was closer to Seonghwa. Resting his hand on the elder’s chin he turned his face so their gazes locked together. Completely inside their private bubble it was like Mingi and Yunho weren’t they’re watching the entire scene. “You’re an omega. I need an omega to model my clothes. You recognize the stigma omegas face; you are aware how unfair it is. So why not be part of the change?”

“Because I…” the omega trailed off.

“Don’t allow what Woobin has said to you to affect the way you lead your life” Hongjoong insisted. “That alpha was a jerk and he has convinced you that you cannot achieve your dreams. Do not allow him to dictate how you live your life today. He has no power over you.”

“Who’s Woobin?” Mingi whispered.

“Hush” Yunho warned.

“I suppose he doesn't,” Seonghwa said in a small voice.

“Besides” Hongjoong reached up and tucked a stray piece of hair behind Seonghwa’s ear. “Imagine his face when he sees your photographs plastered on billboards and on magazine covers.”

“It’s just one fashion line” Seonghwa blushed. “I won't be in magazines.”

‘Don’t underestimate my designs Seonghwa” Hongjoong smirked slightly. “I have what it takes to go very far in this industry. And I need an omega like you by my side.”

“An omega like me or me?” Seonghwa’s voice was a little lighter as he responded.

Hongjoong chuckled softly, his hand moving along the side of Seonghwa’s cheek. “You.”

Seonghwa smiled. “I’ll think about it,” he promised. “I’m not saying yes, but it’s not known either.”

“That’s all I ask” Hongjoong nodded. “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.”

Kicking his leg around Hongjoong climbed off the bench seat. “I should probably get going,” he stated. “I have some work to take care of,” he added. “They’ll be expecting me at the studio any minute to work on my designs. I think HLB is coming by for a fitting today.” He glanced at Seonghwa. “Are you okay here? I don’t want it to seem like I’m leaving you with my pack.”

Seonghwa smiled, glancing at Mingi and Yunho across the table. Although he had only known them for an hour, he had grown to like them. They seemed warm and welcoming. He felt similar to them the way he did about his own pack. “It’s fine. Maybe we can hang around and the pups can play a little more.”

“Oh that’ll be fun,” Yunho nodded. “We don’t have any plans so we can stay with the pups a little longer if they want.”

Seonghwa nodded in agreement and stood from the table as well. “I’ll text you about hanging out again,” Seonghwa said softly. “Maybe sometime later this week.”

Hongjoong nodded “yeah that’ll sound good. We could just hang out at the apartments if you’d prefer. Or maybe we can go for a walk. The apple blossoms should start blooming soon.” Instantly Hongjoong regretted the words he spoke. The apple blooms were a couple activities – that wasn’t something you do with pups. What the hell was he thinking?

However Seonghwa didn’t seem to mind the offer, rather he nodded happily with a small smile. “That sounds like fun. We can talk more soon” he helped the pups get out of their seats. “Say goodbye to Joong.”

“We see him soon?” Sumin asked, glancing at his eomma with big round eyes, staying where he stood. The small pup had already grown so attached to Hongjoong – and Hongjoong honestly felt the same way.

“Of course you will” Hongjoong answered instead. He knelt down to his knee and smiled at the pup. “We will play another game soon” he promised. Holding his arms out towards the pup the alpha happily asked, “Can I get a hug before I go?”

Sumin nodded without hesitation and stepped forward into the alphas outstretched arms. He snuggled into the man’s right side of the body, fitting just perfectly. Minjae hung back a little, but when Hongjoong reached towards him with his left arm Minnie stepped forward as well. The two pups cuddled into the alphas side, nuzzling against his body.

Softly Sumin began to nuzzle at Hongjoong’s neck, sighing happily in relief. “Pretty scent,” he breathed out happily.

“Yeah?” Hongjoong answered bowing his head and giving the little boys cheek a light rub. It was a quick and soft scenting, but it was enough for Hongjoong to take on the gentle milky aroma. Leaning over he proceeded to complete the same action with Minjae, breathing in the second pup’s vanilla scent as well.

Smiling gently Hongjoong released the pups and stepped back “alright, you two behave for your eomma” he warned the pups lightly. “I’ll see you around” he nodded in Seonghwa’s direction. “If you need anything just let me know. I’m literally one door away.”

Seonghwa chuckled softly, “I’ll see you on our balcony later tonight” he promised.

Hongjoong nodded and moved around the table to his own pups. He lifted both Youngseok and Junyoung up from the table and gave them a big spinning hug. “And you two” he warned. “You better be good for uncle Mingi and uncle Yunho.”

“We’re always good,” Junyoung insisted.

This only earned a laugh from the appa. “I’ll believe it when I see It.” He planted a kiss on each pup’s cheek and set him or her down. “I’ll be home before you know It.” he glanced at Seonghwa and flashed one more smile before walking away.

“What was with that look?” Mingi whispered, watching the way Seonghwa gazed after Hongjoong.

“Mingi hush” Yunho stated.

“But Yunho.”

“Hush.”

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“Woo relax” Seonghwa spoke and rushed through the phone with a low voice. “You have nothing to worry about, I promise. The pups are here at work with me and they’re just colouring some pictures. Focus on yourself and San” Seonghwa reassures the other omega. Seated in the small bench he glanced across the table at his two pups huddled together over a paper and nibbling on grilled cheese sandwiches.

Unfortunately Yeosang had been held up in his home town and wasn’t able to return as soon as he had hoped. Wooyoung had been hopeful that his heat would be over by the end of the week. However the omegas heat was still going, and yesterday it had triggered San’s rut. The two mates are trying to get on schedule with each other. Leaving Seonghwa without a sitter still, and he really didn’t feel like imposing on his neighbour and his pack anymore than he already had. 

“I feel h-horrible Seonghwa” Wooyoung stated around a low moan. Seonghwa could hear the soft pants coming through the phone line followed by a soft vibration sound. “I was… supposed to babysit. I promised my heat would be over by the end of the week.”

“Woo, it's fine” Seonghwa reassured the omega once again. “The pups are here with me. I can watch them play at a table as I work.”

“After my shift is over I’ll come by your place” Seonghwa said chewing on his bottom lip. Carefully he passed a crayon over to his youngest son before looking down at his watch. His lunch break was nearly done. With both San and Wooyoung not of sound mind, somebody needed to bring them food and water. Typically it would be Yeosang, but again he was unavailable. 

“You don’t” Wooyoung released another low moan followed quickly by a gasp. The omega was clearly trying to hold him back from releasing the true noises he felt. “You don’t have to,” he panted lightly.

“I know,” Seonghwa answered softly, “I want to. I’ll see you soon Woo” he explained, “I need to get back to work. I promise everything is fine. Stop worrying and focus on yourself right now.”

With a final goodbye shared between the two wolves, Seonghwa hung up. The eomma smiled softly in the direction of his pups. All in all the two little boys had been behaving extremely well. Any other pup would likely have grown extremely bored or tired of having nothing to do – leading them to bother their parents. But Minnie and Su-Su had a way of entertaining themselves.

Seonghwa retrieved more blank paper and some boxes of puzzles from his bag. Setting them out around the table Seonghwa pushed himself up from his seat. “My sweet little pups. Eomma needs to get back to work.”

The two pups frowned and gave a deep pout. “But eomma” Sumin whined, “we play.”

“You two can keep playing,” he promised the pups. Reaching forward he gave their shaggy hair a small ruffle. “I’ll be right over there at the counter like earlier” he coached them, pointing in the front counter. “You boys can call if you need anything.” Collecting the dirty dishes and offering another warm smile he left the boys to play. Moving behind the cash register he relieved another staff member for their own lunch break.

Quickly Seonghwa began to serve the customers. The clock had struck on the typical college lunch hour. Naturally this meant that the amount of students coming through the door would greatly increase. Seonghwa was practically running himself ragged as he served the customers and continuously glanced over his shoulder at the small pups.

Never before had Seonghwa been forced to bring the pups to work with him. There had always been someone available to watch over them – or if worst case arose he would call in sick. However the cancellations of babysitters had occurred on such short notice – plus the fact Seonghwa had already taken a sick day the week before – the omega simply couldn’t afford to miss another day of work. At first he had been nervous regarding the pups reaction to the café. He had known them to be good pups, however all children can get bored from time to time.

Which is exactly what happened with the pups no less than twenty minutes after he left their table.

Minjae was the first to grow bored of simple colouring. He had pushed himself out of the bench and came skipping over to his eomma. The adorable little boy however paused when he noticed the line. Contemplating what to do next the pup moved towards the back of the line and stood behind a typical college student. Quickly spotting where his hyung had gone Sumin followed after him to join in line together. Calmly, they both waited for their turn.

Luckily for Seonghwa he had been watching when Minjae left his seat. He had naturally assumed the pup would come running towards the counter, however much to his amusement the pup moved to stand in line. Seonghwa’s heart nearly wanted to burst from the cuteness. He was blessed with the sweetest little pups.

Seonghwa worked through the line, keeping watch over the pups as they waited. With a beaming smile the pups finally came to be first in line. Seonghwa leaned over the counter slightly so that he could lock eyes with the little boys. “Hello customers,” Seonghwa greeted in a warm voice. “What can I get you both?”

Sumin and Minjae glanced at each other contemplating the question. It was clear that neither pup had put forth much consideration into what they actually wanted once they got to the front of the line. But who was Seonghwa to complain about? Seeing their cute little pouts was well worth the delay in the line.

“Warm chocolate” Sumin answered, his gaze shifting up to his eomma with a large smile.

Seonghwa’s head tilted slightly to the side as he considered what the pup was asking for. “Do you want hot chocolate?”

Sumin beamed and gave a firm nod as an answer.

Minjae excitedly pointed towards the display case where they kept the desserts, a large strawberry shortcake was on display – their specialty. “Cake please!” he cheered.

“Yah” Seonghwa reached over and playfully poked the younger son’s cheek. “You just had lunch! And you had cake last night!” but the pups had been doing so well that morning – having not caused any problems at all. Seonghwa figured they deserved a treat. Plus how could he say no when they gave those big round doe eyes?

“Please?” both pups begged in perfect sync.

The eomma chuckled lightly and caved with a small nod, “alright fine. Hot chocolate and strawberry shortcake.” The omega turned to fill the order with ease. With his back to the pups he hadn’t noticed who joined them recently in line. But rather he heard Minjae happily call out “Cookie!”

“Yah!” Seonghwa mumbled under his breath. “I thought you wanted cake. Not a cookie. You are not having both. No matter how cute your doe eyes are. You’ll need to pick one treat.” The omegas warning had likely fallen on deaf ears as he turned to find his pup lifted into the broad arms of an alpha. “You’re not a cookie” Seonghwa stated in an airy sounding voice – a statement he had meant to say only in his mind.

Hongjoong chuckled lightly, balancing the pup on his hip slightly. “Maybe not” the alpha shrugged slightly “but personally I think I’m a much better than any cookie.” He lowered his voice and leaned slightly over the counter “plus I’m far more yummier.”

Seonghwa’s eyes widened and he choked back a gasp. What the hell was this alpha implying? There are children present! How dare he say something as vulgar as this! Seonghwa opened and closed his mouth several times, unable to form any solidworks. However this reaction only increased the alpha’s laughter. “I’m joking hyung” he insisted with a smile. “I am certain that the cookies you make here are by far the greatest cookies ever to be baked.” He nodded towards Youngseok, who was standing off to the side with a cookie in hand. One that was obviously bought from a convenience store. “But of course my pups appreciate the cheap food.” So that’s where Minjae saw a cookie. 

“Don’t let Wooyoung hear you saying that” Seonghwa answered, “plus I don’t do the baking. I only do the selling.” Seonghwa began setting out the hot chocolates on the counter and added an iced coffee with extra milk to the order. “Anything else I can get you? Or the pups?”

“Just those slices of cakes the pups wanted, but make it four. Mine will want some too” Hongjoong reminded the omega with a teasing smile. The eomma turned to get the cake with a slight eye roll. “So is today take your pups to work day or what?” Hongjoong asked curiously.

“Unfortunately my babysitter wasn’t able to make it today again” Seonghwa answered, being careful to avoid any personal information regarding his soulmate. “Yeosang still couldn’t make it home and Woo had been hopeful that his heat would end but it didn’t. So they came to work with me,” Seonghwa explained. With a smile he glanced at the boys. “And they have been behaving so well, right boys?” he cooed at them with loving eyes. 

“Why didn’t you take a sick day?” Hongjoong suggested sounding slightly confused by the actions Seonghwa had chosen.

“Same reason as before. Because I have bills to pay,” Seonghwa insisted. “Any day that I miss work means an extra struggle to make rent or buy food. I’d rather ensure my pups get to have dinner three nights in a row rather than miss work.” The omega was being harsh – and likely over exaggerating how hard his economic stance was. However he didn’t take kindly to judgment regarding the choices he made.

“Woah” Hongjoong raised his free hand, the one that was not currently supporting Minjae on his hip, in defense. “I’m not judging I swear. I didn’t mean anything by it other than simple curiosity.”

“Yeah alright” Seonghwa nodded, but didn’t say much more on the topic. He didn’t feel like getting into a deep argument today with anyone.

“Hey uh” Hongjoong started softly. He was bouncing Minjae slightly on his hip. Clearly more so out of nervousness than actual enjoyment of the pup – although the child certainly enjoyed it. “What if I took care of the pups this afternoon?”

“What?” Seonghwa’s eyes widened in surprise. “You want to babysit the pups?”

“Well I mean yeah” Hongjoong gave a slight shrug. “I’m working from home today. I already have Youngie and Junnie with me. What difference will two more pups make?” 

Seonghwa slightly began to nibble on his bottom lip. He truly contemplated saying no. He hadn’t known Hongjoong long enough to fully trust the alpha with his pups completely alone – even if it was only for a couple hours. But on the other hand he knew the pups were likely getting restless and weren’t going to remain distracted here much longer. It’ll only be a couple hours before his shift ends. Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. 

Giving the alpha a small nod Seonghwa began to shift the slices of cake into little bags to take with them. “Alright. I suppose that’ll be alright” the omega caved lightly. He was very possibly making a terrible mistake. But Hongjoong was an appa. He was sure the alpha would care for Minjae and Sumin just as he would for his own pups. 

Hongjoong smiled softly at that requirement “I promise I will not run away to New Zealand with the pups, nor will I do anything that could possibly put them in a harmful situation.”

Seonghwa nodded in agreement “I swear if anything happens to my pups I will not hesitate to hunt you down and kill you with my own bare hands.”

“I’m certain you will” Hongjoong chuckled lightly.

“You pups are staying with Hongjoong for the afternoon, alright?” Seonghwa came around the counter to address the pups directly. “I’ll be home in a couple hours for dinner.” He pulled each of the pups into a warm embrace and hugged them close. Quickly his nose moved over their necks giving them a light scenting. Stepping back reluctantly from the pups he noticed the line was starting to grow again. “Their things are in the booth over there” he nodded in the direction. “Has some toys and everything it in” the omega rushed to retrieve his keys from his pocket, unhooking the house key he handed it over. “This is the key to the apartment. I uh guess that’s everything.”

Hongjoong accepted the key with a firm nod, “you can always text me if you think of anything else I might need” he insisted. Happily he smiled at the pups, "alright Su-Su and Minnie, let's get you both filled with snacks and then head home.” He accepted the tray of drinks that Seonghwa prepared for them before moving towards the booth. The alpha assisted all four of the pups to take a seat allowing them a chance to drink their hot chocolate.

Seonghwa continuously glanced in the direction of the pups and alpha. The five seemed to be enjoying their snacks together, Hongjoong assisted the pups in finishing the puzzle they had started before getting bored. It was less than twenty minutes when Sumin had finally finished his drink that Hongjoong gathered the bags. The eomma forced a warm smile as he gave a wave to the pups, blowing a kiss as he did so. Then they were gone.

With a deep sigh Seonghwa struggled with focusing on his work. He had sent a text to Wooyoung to ensure that everything was taken care of and he would be by soon. For the remainder of his shift the omega had simply gone about the motions. He completed his tasks to the best of his ability but his heart wasn’t fully in it. 

Seonghwa’s worry relaxed when he finally received a message from Hongjoong stating that he had gotten to the apartment with the pups. It was shortly after the message from the alpha that Seonghwa’s shift ended at the café. He gathered his personal items and was out the door in a flash.

The omega had paused only for a moment on his way to the apartment at a local convenience store to buy some chocolate and other treats. He also got a few packs of microwavable ramen knowing he won't have much time to cook this evening, and already planning for Hongjoong to stay with his pups. 

Approaching the apartment, Seonghwa unlocked the door with his key and entered the small apartment that Wooyoung, San and Yeosang all shared together. The apartment usually was a safe haven of all three scents mixed together. Kicking his shoes off he took the extra time to place them on the proper mat.

“Wooyoung?” Seonghwa called out into the apartment. He couldn’t hear any groaning, so he figured one of them was likely sleeping at the moment. Soon the omega emerged from his bedroom with a silk robe tight around his body. “Feeling better?” Seonghwa smiled and waved him over. 

“Yeah. I’m not as hot anymore,” Wooyoung stated. He lowered  himself into a seat at the small kitchen table. “Hey, I really am sorry about bailing last second. Twice. I had no idea my heat was coming and then San’s rut was triggered. It’s been such a mess. Plus Yeosang is still stuck wherever he is.”

“You couldn’t help it,” Seonghwa answered in an understanding tone. He knew that Woo had no control over when his heat came. He can predict it, but guesses will never be perfect. Seonghwa had been put in similar situations as well where his heat hit suddenly and needed to reach out to others for help.

“I should’ve sensed it coming” Wooyoung sighed slightly.

“Woo” Seonghwa smiled softly. “It's fine I promise. Now how about having some food? I’m certain you’d be hungry by now. Especially if you didn’t have lunch.” He carefully began to move around the small kitchen – that Seonghwa knew he needed to leave in perfect condition if he didn’t want to be murdered by Wooyoung later. “What are you in the mood for?”

“Something sweet” Wooyoung stated. Leaning his elbows on the tabletop he rested his chin in his hands. “Something like… ice cream.” The younger one gave a cheeky smile at that thought.

Seonghwa only gave his head a shake. “You can have some ice cream. But that won't be your main meal mister. I’ll make you something else – with more sustenance.” The male moved to the freezer and removed the tub of Neapolitan ice cream. Placing a spoon on top, he sets it in front of Wooyoung.

The younger of the two barked out a laugh as he opened it. Digging his spoon in, he took a bite as the giggles continued. Seonghwa glanced at him with a curious raised eyebrow. But the omega only responded with another laugh. 

“And you are heat drunk” Seonghwa chuckled a little, brushing the comment aside with ease. The omega was clearly delusional from his day of overstimulation. Taking out a pot he filled it with water.

The younger omega pushed himself out of the chair – leaving his ice cream aside - and crossed the small kitchen. He wrapped his thin arms around Seonghwa’s waist, pressing his body forward.

Seonghwa hummed lightly in reply, feeling the heat from the other omega warm his skin. The omega was likely entering another wave of his heat. He felt the man rest his chin on Seonghwa’s shoulder and turn his nose towards Seonghwa’s neck. Wooyoung  nuzzled in close. Omegas would often search each other for support. Especially ones of the same pack. And Seonghwa was his pack omega, Wooyoung needed to be able to rely on the elder during times like this for comfort. 

“What are you cooking?” Woo asked in Seonghwa’s neck.

“Ramen” Seonghwa answered with ease. Sticking the chopsticks into the boiling pot he removed a few of the noodles. Raising them to his lips he lightly blew on them to cool it down. “Open wide,” Seonghwa instructed, lifting the noodles over his shoulder.

Wooyoung turned his face away from Seonghwa’s neck and accepted the offered food. “Hmm tastes good,” he said. Stepping back from Seonghwa slightly, he moved to take a seat on the counter top.

“What are you? A puppy?” Seonghwa teased. “You know better than to sit on the counter like that.”

“You always say our pack is like overgrown puppies that you need to take care of,” Wooyoung answered with a small smile. 

“Here” Seonghwa reached over and grabbed more noodles on the chopsticks. After blowing lightly he raised them to Wooyoung’s mouth. Seonghwa was able to coax a few more mouthfuls of ramen into the other male before Woooyung was completely distracted.

Woo had leaned forward completely and rested his forehead against Seonghwa’s shoulder. For a moment they remained frozen, breathing in each other’s scent. Wooyoung purred slightly, “I’m feeling hot again.”

“Okay Woo,” Seonghwa answered. “It’s time for you to return to San. He is probably getting hot again too. And I need to head down to see my own pups.” 

Spending his Friday afternoon running after four rambunctious pups was the last thing Hongjoong expected himself to be doing. Sure, he knew he’d have his two, but four was a lot. He clasped the two of the pups' hands as he moved down the surprisingly calm street. There was a point where Hongjoong felt his heart race as they walked a busy road in fear that one might get away from him – as Youngseok did when he ran to Seonghwa that one day. However once the street lessened in bodies, he felt himself relax.

Walking with two pups hanging off of him was something Hongjoong was accustomed to. But keeping track of two walking ahead of him was not. He feared that if he looked away for even a second they’d be gone. Junyoung and Minjae had walked ahead of him. The two children seemed distracted and interested in nearly everything they passed. Junyoung would point towards the occasional food stand with sweet aromas. Minjae appeared to prefer storefronts with bright eye-catching colouring.

“Joong!” Sumin excitedly tugged on Hongjoong’s hands. “Look!'' The pup was pointing towards yet another store. This one appeared to be a children’s cartoon themed shop with both clothing and toys. “Go in?”

Hongjoong nibbled on his bottom lip slightly, unsure of if he should actually agree or not. He doubted the pups simply wanted to go in and look around. But on the other hand a little toy wouldn’t hurt right? He was spending the entire afternoon with the pups; maybe a new toy to play with would keep them distracted.

“Would you like to go in?” he asked, eyeing downwards at Sumin smiling. He wanted to encourage the pup to interact with him as much as possible. His hopes were to make him more comfortable around him. “There’s clothing and some stuffed toys if you’d like to see.” Hongjoong pointed towards the toys stacked in the window.

Sumin curiously looked at the store. Tilting his head slightly to the side, he appeared to be deeply contemplating it. “Yeah” he nodded in agreement. “Let's go.”

“Alright” Hongjoong beamed with a smile “let's head inside.” He glanced at Minaje and Junyoung. “Come on you two. We are going to check out the store!” Leading the pups to the pastel coloured store, he slid the door open and allowed the pups to enter. “Stay close,” he warned the four boys. Watching the four pups move around the store together, the alpha followed at a short distance. Smiling softly, he watched the pups interact. Youngseok and Minjae had come to each other’s side and were happily giggling about something. Junyoung was taking the trip much more serious 

“Oh” Sumin glanced at a table with a wide variety of pastel sweaters with multiple different characters printed on them. “Look. A dragon" Sumin stopped to view the sweaters. Smiling he grabbed at a pastel purple sweater with a set of pointy ears on the hood – not to mention the silky tail on the back.

Hongjoong walked up behind the pups and watched them gaze at the clothing. Much to his surprise Sumin spun to face him. Finally directing a question to the alpha.

“This fit?” the pup asked, shoving the clothing item into the alpha’s hand. Once Hongjoong had stumbled while grasping the small sweater the pup stepped back. Sumin repeated, “this fit?”

Holding the sweater in his hands Hongjoong twisted it until he found each sleeve. Pressing forward he held the sweater up to the pup's body. It appeared slightly on the larger side – but it was likely better that way rather than out growing it too quickly. Especially considering winter was dawning and sweater weather was only just beginning. This was something he could hold onto the entire season.

“Yeah,” Hongjoong nodded, answering the pup’s questions. “This will fit you just fine.” It actually suited the pup well. The colour would look good on the little boy. And the dragon was beyond adorable.

“Can I get?” Sumin looked up at Hongjoong with a large set of doe eyes that Hongjoong knew he’d never be able to deny. How was it possible to say no to these pups?

“Sure” Hongjoong nodded again. He pulled the sweater back and folded it over his arm. A sweater certainly wasn’t going to hurt right? What was one sweater? He wanted to treat the pups today anyways. Maybe he can think of it as a thank you gift to the boys for being such amazing little models.

“Eomma calls us dragons. Little dragons. Because we look like them,” Sumin explained his love for dragons.

The alpha smiled softly. He couldn’t help but think how it was Seonghwa that looked like a dragon. Specifically Toothless. 

Sumin smiled at the alpha before swiftly turning and glancing at the table again. Reaching across the table he launched forward for a distant pink sweater. Grunting lightly he grabbed it by the edge of the sleeve and gave a tug. Although the pup retrieved the sweater, the action caused a domino effect, knocking all sweaters off the table.

Hongjoong’s jaw fell slack. A pile of sweaters were now mixed at his feet. And the pup seemed none the wiser regarding it. Sumin turned back to Hongjoong and laid the pastel pink dragon sweater across Hongjoong’s arm. “For Minnie '' Sumin beamed without a care in the world. “He loves pink.”

“Sumin” Hongjoong sighed softly. “Look at the mess you made.” The alpha pointed to the discarded clothing items. Hongjoong tilted his head slightly and raised a questioning eyebrow.

The pup frowned in confusion as he gazed at the mess around him. He gave a firm shake of his head as he answered with “but I didn’t do that.”

“Yeah you did pup” Hongjoong provided.

Sumin shuffled his feet slightly gazing at the floor. Hongjoong expected the pup to throw a temper tantrum but rather he looked ashamed and disappointed at himself. The pup sighed a little sadly. “I didn’t” the pup whimpered out in a small voice. The toe of his shoe pushed against a green sweater. If the alpha looked closely enough he could just notice the tears beginning to form in his eyes.

Hongjoong sighed softly as he tried again to explain to the confused pup. “You might not have meant to. But you did by accident.”

This only caused the tears in Sumin’s eyes to grow in strength. Unable to control them as they began to flow down his already naturally puffed cheeks. The pup let out a sad little whimper. He looked up at Hongjoong with wide confused eyes.

“Hey now” Hongjoong offered a small reassuring smile when he noted the pup’s change in scent. The vanilla had grown weak – likely a sign of his sadness. “It’s easy to fix. We just need to clean it up.”

“Clean up?” Sumin whimpered in a small voice.

“Yeah” Hongjoong nodded encouragingly. “We clean up messes we make.” Hongjoong tossed the chosen sweaters to purchase over his shoulder then bent at his knee and began to pick up the knocked over clothing. Pushing himself back up he began to fold them.

Sumin watched the alpha for a moment before he bent to the floor and began to pick up the remaining sweaters. Nibbling his lip nervously he set them in front of Hongjoong. “Eomma folds," he said in a small voice.

Hongjoong glanced down at the pup “well eomma isn’t here” he answered with ease. Playfully he jutted his hip to the side and bumped it against Sumin’s side – having to bend slightly to not knock him in the face. “But I am. Maybe I can't fold as good as eomma, but I think I do just fine.” This earned a low laugh from the pup as Hongjoong finished the last of the sweaters. During his time of refolding he had grabbed a blue and yellow sweater for his own pups, knowing what colours they would choose. He wasn’t sure if it was the smartest idea buying the four puppies matching sweaters, but it was certainly the cutest. 

“Alright puppies. Lets go check out and-“

“Minjae isn’t here” Junyoung had walked over to join his appa calmly, having looked at a couple racks of clothes and found nothing of interest. 

“What?” Hongjoong’s head snapped up so quickly he sensed he’d likely have a pain in his neck the next morning. He swiftly looked from side to side and realized why the pups had surprisingly been so quiet during the entire incident. Minjae was nowhere to be seen. And neither was Youngseok. How could this have happened again?

“Minjae! Youngseok!” Hongjoong called out. His entire body stood on high alert. This is exactly what he feared happening. He lost a pup. He had lost two pups actually. And one of them wasn't his. 

Deep inside he could sense his alpha claiming more control. All his senses had been heightened. His focus shifted to listening for the sound of a pup and smelling the warm vanilla. This should’ve been an easy enough task. However with a brother it became a struggle. Hongjoong could now easily recognize a vanilla aroma – but he was certain if it belonged to Sumin or Junyoung that were standing so close by.

“Minjae! Youngseok!" Hongjoong called again. With ease he lifted Sumin into his arms and grabbed onto Junyoung’s hand. He needed to move with agility. Who cared if others were beginning to look at him due to his eucalyptus scent giving off a burning sense? With Sumin now pressed firmly against the alpha’s chest, Hongjoong began moving around the store, guiding Junyoung beside him. 

Balancing Sumin on his one hip he then retrieved his phone from his back pocket. The alpha began to feel like he was borderline losing control. His wolf was anxious to come out and take over. But Hongjoong needed to remain focused. He needed to stay calm.

He didn’t know whom he was supposed to call at this moment. He couldn’t call Seonghwa. The omega was working and he had barely trusted the alpha to begin with. Seonghwa surely wouldn’t respond well to Hongjoong losing one of his pups. It wasn’t like before. Rationally he knew that. Youngseok had run off in the street where anything could’ve happened. Ideally the two pups were still in the store. 

But with the two incidents so close together it put Hong Joong's alpha on high alert. How could be such a terrible appa that he lost his own pup twice? And now he is losing someone else's as well!

Instead he called one of the few people he knew he could trust.

“Hello?” Eden answered with the second ring. There was music blasting in the backdrop. A sure sign that the alpha was in the studio working today.

“I lost a pup.”

“Excuse me?” Eden stated  through the phone line. The voice had lowered slightly – appearing to be distanced. Likely the alpha had pulled the phone away from his ear to check who had called – doubting it could’ve been Hongjoong.

“I volunteered to babysit Seonghwa’s pups, my neighbour,  while he worked, and they wanted to come in this store that sold cute cartoon clothing and toys and well now one of them and one of mine have wandered off together and I can't find them” Hongjoong rushed all the words out in one breath. With Sumin pressed against his side he rushed through the aisles. Junyoung trying his best to keep up to his appa’s speed. 

“Which one?” Eden remained surprisingly calm. The music in the background died down slightly giving them both the chance to hear well. “Which of yours wandered off?”

Hongjoong didn’t exactly understand the relevance of the entire situation. What did it matter which damn pup it was? Hongjoong had just lost a child and he needed to focus on finding him. “Youngseok '' he answered through clenched teeth. He was seriously struggling to keep control.

“Youngseok” Eden repeated. “Okay go to the stuffed toys.”

“What?” Hongjoong questioned. But nonetheless he started for the back of the store where the entire wall was encased with shelves of plush toys.

“Youngseok has a thing for plush toys. He loves stuffed animals. And as his appa you know that. If he would’ve gone anywhere it’s likely to be with the stuffed toys” Eden showcased the knowledge he had on the pups after having only babysat them a couple times. Knowledge that Hongjoong never suspected he’d have. “Besides, I lost him at a toy store last christmas. He always ends up in the same spot.”

“Did you just admit to losing my pup in a toy store?” Hongjoong frowned. 

‘I found him didn’t I?” Eden counters. “And I think you are missing the point. Go find the pups.”

Hongjoong weaved through the aisles, checking back to ensure Junyoung was keeping up. “Found them,” Hongjoong sighed into the phone. “Thanks Eden hyung.” The alpha didn’t give the elder male much of a chance to respond before he pulled the phone back up and ended the call.

Standing in the large aisle gazing up at the filled shelves of toys were the lost puppies. Minjae’s mouth was parted in a small circle and his eyes wide with awe. The gaze would’ve been fairly adorable had Hongjoong not just experienced a heart attack. Youngseok was talking to the other, his hands moving excitedly as though he was telling a grand story. “Minjae” Hongjoong stated sternly as he approached the pup.”Youngseok.”

“Joong” Minjae beamed as he turned to look at the alpha with a beaming smile. 

“Hi appa” Youngseok stopped his story to focus on his parents. The pup appeared completely unaffected by the fact that he had wandered off and made the alpha concerned. He was standing before the alpha with a warm smile. “Look at the toys.”

“Minjae, Youngseok” Hongjoong started with a sigh. He lowered himself to his knees and set Sumin down to his own feet, Junyoung coming up behind him to take Sumin’s hand. “You cannot wander off like that pump. You terrified me. I thought I lost you both.”

“We’re not lost” Youngseok tilted his head to the side in confusion. “I’m right here.”

“But I didn’t know you were right here Youngseok” Hongjoong explained again. “You need to tell me where you’re going. I need to know where you are. And where you take Minjae. Otherwise I get scared. ”

“Eomma always knows,” Minjae answered, still clearly confused regarding what he did wrong.

“I’m not eomma” Hongjoong clarified. The pup didn’t seem to understand completely why the alpha was so concerned. With a small sigh the alpha reached forward. He wrapped his strong arms around the boy’s slender body and held them both to his chest. Gently he breathed in the soft vanilla aroma. “I was so scared puppies.”

“We scared you?” the child gazed at the alpha with wide eyes. The pup happily embraced into the alpha however. Leaning deeper into his chest. “But you alpha.”

“Alphas can get scared” Hongjoong started leaning his cheek against the pups softly wanting some indication the boy was safe other than simple looks. His alpha needed to feel it. And the best way to do this was through scent. “Please, please don’t wander away again. I don’t want to lose any of you.”

He wasn’t certain the pups understood just how serious it was, but nonetheless Minjae and Youngseok both  nodded in agreement. “Alright” he smiled and stepped back from the hug. Now standing beside his brother, Minjae pointed at the shelves of stuffed toys. “Can I have?” he asked, directing towards a plush pink dragon with a long tail – the toy version of the sweater he was getting.

“Me too?” Sumin glanced at Hongjoong hopefully, pointing to the purple dragon.

Sighing softly the alpha nodded. “Yeah, yeah everyone can get them.” he had half a mind to deny the pup’s request after the fright he went through. But the last thing he wanted right now was a tantrum in the middle of the store. Plus Minjae and Youngseok hadn’t done it with ill intentions. They had clearly not known better. Reaching up Hongjoong grabbed a large purple and a pink dragon before handing them off to the boys. He waved Youngseok and Junyoung forward to select some toys as well. Just as he had predicted with the sweaters, Junyoung grabbed the blue dragon and Youngseok the yellow. 

“Hold on tight to the dragons. Don’t want them getting dirty.” He then directed the puppies towards the front of the store to pay – the alpha walking just behind them to keep his eyes on them.

“Joong” Minjae stopped midway to the line. He had locked his eyes onto a black adult sized sweater hanging on a hook. It appeared to be an adult version of the dragon sweater the pups had selected. “For eomma.”

“He likes black,” Sumin added. He appeared to be just as smitten with the sweater as his brother.

“Can we get it?” Minjae asked, turning to gaze at Hongjoong with pleading and hopeful eyes.

Hongjoong hesitated. Giving such gifts could be considered walking a thin line of courtship. Alphas would present omegas with gifts of comfort – such as sweaters that can be used for scenting or blankets to be set in a nest. Hongjoong was concerned Seonghwa might take it the wrong way. However, it was the pups picking out and begging for the clothing. It wasn’t like it was Hongjoong selecting the gift – it wasn’t even a gift. Seonghwa would understand the difference, right?

Sighing softly Hongjoong found himself yet again caving to the pup’s large round eyes. “Yeah we can get it.” he’ll just ensure he makes it clear that it was the pup’s idea. 

“And you?” Junyoung questioned coming up next to his appa with a white sweater in hand. 

Hongjoong glanced at his pup. His eldest had selected the adult sized white version of the dragon sweater. Did the pups want them all to match? A small smile was on his lips as the alpha nodded. With the six sweaters in hand and the pups with the toys Hongjoong went to pay for everything. The alpha swiftly denied the toys being bagged knowing the pups would likely be carrying them home.

Thankfully their unexpected and rather difficult shopping trip had come to an end. Hongjoong could begin to understand why parents rarely took their puppies shopping with them. They either got lost or convinced the parents to buy them everything. Who thought it was a good idea to give children such big round eyes? Those eyes likely should’ve been considered a dangerous weapon.

With the focus shifting on returning home, Hongjoong found the journey to be rather quick. The five boys reached the apartment in no time. Retrieving the key from his pocket Hongjoong unlocked the door to let the pups in.

“Home!” Minjae and Sumin cheered as they nearly ran into the apartment kicking their shoes off. Sumin made a B-line for the living room carpet where a few toys likely from that morning were tossed across the floor. Minjae on the other hand disappeared down the hallway with of course Youngseok following behind him. Junyoung on the other hand had calmly moved to sit on the couch and relax a little. 

Hongjoong was tempted to call out and ask the pups what they were doing in the bedroom, but Minjae quickly returned with his arms filled with stuffed animals, Youngseok following close behind. Stunned, Hongjoong watched as the pup dropped the toys on the couch before he carefully began to sort them into a neat little row. Tilting his head to the side the situation didn’t appear to become any clearer.

“Minnie? Youngseok?” Hongjoong asked lightly as he took off his shoes and set them on the mat. He put the kids shoes beside his own before shaking off his jacket. “What are you doing?”

Minjae glanced at Hongjoong, "We have class."

“Ah” Hongjoong nodded slightly in understanding now. The pup was playing a game of pretend. Minnie appeared completely unaffected by the curiosity of the alpha as he returned to his little game, instructing Youngseok to participate and trying to get Junyoung’s attention as well. In an upbeat voice and the new dragon in hand, the pup introduced the newest toy as a new student.

Smiling slightly to himself and satisfied that both pups were successfully entertaining themselves, Hongjoong began to take in his new surroundings. He had been here before, a couple times now, but he didn’t exactly have the time to experience the appearances. Overall the apartment appeared to be a similar size and design to Hongjoong’s, however it was certainly far more run down. The cabinets still appeared to be falling apart and the walls were in desperate need of a paint job. The carpeting was an ugly shade of brown and the mustard couch wasn’t really Hongjoong’s taste. But what caught Hongjoong’s attention the most was the warm and welcoming scent. It smelt like home – even though it wasn’t his home.

The apartment was filled with a mixture of warm vanilla and oranges, almost like a cream-scicle. There was sweetness but also a hint of calming, likely from the cream of the pups.

There were also the touches of family and the pups in every corner of the apartment. First there were the toys naturally across the living room and a toy box tucked away in one of the corners under a window. There were hand drawn and coloured pieces of artwork pinned to the fridge. A variety of family photos set out across the shelving in the living room.

It was the photos that drew Hongjoong in. stepping across the apartment he moved into the living room. Standing before the shelving unit he eyed the photographs. There were clearly recent ones with Seonghwa taking a photo of him with the pups. Hongjoong eyed the friend's photographs with Seonghwa, Wooyoung, San and Yeosang all huddled together. Several of Seonghwa with Wooyoung and the pups were scattered everywhere. And even a couple photographs of the pups with what seemed to be their grandparents.

Reaching forward Hongjoong grasped at the eldest photo from the shelf – and the one that pulled at his heartstrings the most. It was a photograph taken in the dim lighting of a hospital room. Seonghwa was seated in the centre of the bed looking exhausted but absolutely glowing. In his arms was the new born pup bundled in blankets. Seated to Seonghwa’s left were Wooyoung, with San hovering above him, facing the camera and beaming as the moment was captured. To Seonghwa’s right was Yeosang. The beta wasn’t looking at the camera, but rather down at the pup in Seonghwa’s arms liking cooing at them. 

“Appa?” Junyoung called. When Hongjoong looked towards him with a questioning gaze the pup pointed towards the balcony. “Can we play outside?”

“Uh yeah sure” Hongjoong forced himself to snap out of his dream world. Setting the frame back into its rightful spot on the shelves Hongjoong glanced at it one final time. 

The alpha forced a smile as he moved towards the balcony doorway. Unlocking it he stepped outside to take a seat in one of the chairs Seonghwa had set out. Junyoung came up to take the free seat beside him with a beaming smile. After only a moment, the other three came out as well, filling the space with chatter. Sumin had a bunch of toy cars clenched in his hand and both Youngseok and Minjae had an armful of plushies. 

Min claimed a seat on the flooring, resting his back against the railings as he began to talk to the stuffed dragon in his lap. Youngseok claimed a spot beside him and positioned the plushies happily around them in a circle. 

Sumin on the other hand appeared to be more on the busy side. He was rarely ever sitting still. If Hongjoong hadn’t been watching the pup so closely he likely wouldn’t have noticed. One second Sumin was moving the car along the cement ground making zooming noises and the next he was sticking his arm through the railings to make the car fly above the city.

“Yah” Hongjoong jerked forward with a small gasp. He lowered himself to his knees beside Sumin. “Don’t do that,” he instructed the pup lightly tapping on the boys arm to indicate what he was talking about. “You could get stuck.”

The pup pouted slightly and gave the alpha big round eyes. “Don’t try it” Hongjoong warned, but his voice sounded weak even to the alpha. “I don’t want you getting hurt. No arms through the railings.”

“That’s why Seonghwa rarely let’s them play out here,” a light voice said from behind in the doorway. “He’s always terrified they’d either get a body part stuck or drop something on a poor bystander down below.”

Hongjoong rotated slightly to find an unknown young adult standing in the doorway of the balcony. He was dressed in a relaxed pair of jeans and an old sweater, his hair shaggy across his face. Hongjoong had seen many models in his lifetime, but none compared to this man in front of him. Based on the scent, Hongjoong figured it must be a beta. 

The beta stepped out and took the open chair that had been abandoned by Junyoung beside Hongjoong – Seonghwa’s chair. “Thanks for watching the pups today. I know Seonghwa would appreciate it.”

“Of course” Hongjoong nodded “You must be Yeosang. I’ve heard a lot about you.” Hongjoong can only assume that the beta was a member of Seonghwa’s pack. He had a key to the apartment after all. 

The beta nodded. “Kang Yeosang” he held his hand out for Hongjoong to shake. “You must be Hongjoong-ssi right? Seonghwa has told me a lot about you lately.” 

Hongjoong accepted the hand with a firm shake and small smile.

“I was supposed to be back earlier this week when I heard about Wooyoung’s heat starting. But personal matters kept me away. I am happy to see that Seonghwa had somebody around to assist him, '' Yeosang explained lightly. “I rushed here straight from the train station. I was worried there was nobody around today. I didn’t even have time to drop my luggage off.”

“Uncle!” Sumin beamed and pushed himself off the floor. He quickly crossed the small space and hugged one of the boy’s legs.

“Hey Su-Su” Yeosang smiled and hugged the little boy. Carefully he lifted him up onto one of his knees. That’s when Minjae came over to show off his stuffed dragon.

“Look at my dragon” Minjae stated happily. “Joong got it.”

“Oh I love it” Yeosang cooed, leaning forward slightly to show he was looking at the toy. “It’s so cute. But not as cute as you.” He reached and tapped the boy’s nose.

“Is Byeol here?” Sumin asked with an excited voice.

“No,” Yeosang said with a dramatic sigh. “She’s at home with San and Wooyoung.”

“Who’s Byeol?” Hongjoong questioned. 

“Uncle San’s cat” Minjae answered for the beta.

“He owns a cat,” Sumin added as to not be left out.

Yeosang chuckled lightly, “We live with a cat” he clarified. “One does not own a cat. It’s all about cohabiting.”

Hongjoong gave a small laugh at that explanation. It was interesting how quickly you can gain an understanding of another person. San didn’t strike him as the type to ‘own’ another animal – and neither did Seonghwa for that matter.

“Uncle” Minjae smiled excitedly and grabbed at Yeosang’s hand. “You need to meet our new friends.” 

“Oh?” Yeosang smiled. “You made new friends?” 

“Yes” Sumin nodded as Minaje tugged Yeosang to his feet and guided him the two steps towards Youngseok and Junyoung. 

Hongjoong’s own pups were seated within the stuffed toys, watching the unknown beta curiously. Sitting at attention Hongjoong offered his pups a reassuring smile. He didn’t know Yeosang, but he was taking Seonghwa’s word on him being a good person. 

“This is Youngseok and Junyoung,” Minjae introduced with a bright smile. 

“Hello Youngseok. Hello Junyoung” Yeosang smiled. “I’m uncle Yeosang.” 

“He’s our pack” Minjae told Hongjoong's pups. 

“Hwa’s pack?” Youngseok tilted his head to the side curiously. 

“Yes, I am part of Seonghwa’s pack” Yeosang straightens back into a standing position.  “Alright pups” Yeosang beamed at the four boys.. “It’s Friday afternoon. So what does that mean? What should we do?”

“Cook!” Minjae and Sumin cheered together and clapped their hands excitedly.

“That’s right! Once you finish cleaning up your toys out here we can head inside to cook” Yeosang explained. The pups swiftly began to gather their cars and stuffed toys before rushing inside. The beta watched the two go with a smile. 

“Seonghwa hyung always cooks with them on Friday afternoons” Yeosang explained when he spotted the alpha watching him. He offered up a warm smile. “So if anyone needs to watch them on a Friday we all sort of stick to it. Try to keep some consistency and tradition.”

“Consistency is good,” Hongjoong nodded. “I try to maintain that with my pups as well. Although it has been difficult lately.”

“Well I better head inside” Yeosang started grabbing at his discarded jacket from the flooring.

Hongjoong gave a nod of understanding. However his scent soured a little. He had been enjoying the day with the pups. He could clearly see the way his pups were benefiting from the time spent with Seonghwa. They had become more engaging and active. “The pups and I better head home now that you’ve returned.” 

Yeosang tilted his head to the side slightly in curiosity. “Do you have plans?”

The alpha chuckled lightly “No, not really. I’ll likely spend the rest of the night chilling with my pups. Maybe order in some take out and we can watch a movie together or something. Why?”

“Oh” the younger answered with a small shrug “Alright. I was going to suggest that if you didn’t have any plans you could stay and hang out with the pups and I. I’m sure we have more than enough food to serve you as well. The pups love cooking.”

Hongjoong’s jaw fell slack a little. What was with Seonghwa’s pack being so welcoming? Yeosang didn’t know the alpha, shouldn’t the beta have just closed the balcony door in his face? “I uh… I don’t know if I should.”

“The pups seem to enjoy your company. Personally I’m not the largest fan of cooking. I’m pretty good at reading the recipe from a book but actually completing the task – yeah, not so much.” Yeosang offered up a final warm smile. “Besides, I can tell your pups enjoy being with Minnie and Su-Su. Why not let them play a little longer?” With that final statement the beta didn’t wait for a response. Rather he turned on his heels and headed inside the apartment. Leaving the door open for Hongjoong to follow.

The alpha’s eyes widened in a stunned fort of silence, but shortly after he released a breathy laugh. Was Seonghwa’s entire pack so bold and vocal? Was that something they had learnt from Seonghwa? Nonetheless Hongjoong turned towards his pups. “Do you puppies want to stay and play with Minjae and Sumin some more with uncle Yeosang? Or are you ready to head home?” 

“Can we stay?” Junyoung looked up at his appa with big round eyes. 

“I wanna stay,” Youngseok added with a firm nod. 

Hongjoong chuckled slightly and nodded. “Yeah we can stay. I think they’re going to cook something together.” with a smile he ushered his pups inside, closing the balcony door behind him.

“Alright puppies” Yeosang had unbuttoned his dress shirt to reveal a black t-shirt underneath. Tossing the dress shirt into his luggage he rubbed his hands together in an excited motion eyeing the pups. “What shall we make today?”

“Cookies,” Minjae answered, going in the direction of sweets.

“Fruit” Sumin started with a smile.

Yeosang chuckled a little and ruffled Sumin’s hair “you certainly take after your eomma” he teased lightly. “I can cut up some fruit for a snack later. And cookies are good. But you made cookies with uncle Wooyoung last week. Maybe we can make something for dinner.” The beta glanced towards Junyoung and Youngseok. “Is there anything the two of you want to make?” 

Youngseok and Junyoung glanced at each other, sharing some unspoken thoughts. “What about soup?” Junyoung questioned looking between Hongjoong and Yeosang. It was rare that Hongjoong could cook something worth eating, meaning they often relied on takeout and leftovers. Whenever they had the chance for a home cooked meal, all the Kim’s appreciated it.  

“Soup it is,” Yeosang nodded. The beta moved through the kitchen and began opening the cupboards to gather the needed ingredients. 

Hongjoong watched in slight confusion and stunned silence as he noticed the limited amount of food on the shelves. It wasn’t that the omega was left with nothing; it was just clearly the bare minimum. Hongjoong thought of his own cupboards that were filled with cans of food or dry goods that he likely will never be able to use in its entirety.

“Ah look what eomma bought” Yeosang beamed as he tugged out a pack of ready-made dumpling wrappers. “Mandu! This is perfect for dumpling soup.”

“Mandu!” Minjae cheered and did a happy little dance in the kitchen.

“Dumpling soup!” Junyoung smiled. 

Sumin cheered and clapped. His little face had broken out into a wide smile. “I love dumplings.”

“Me too puppy” Yeosang answered by setting the package onto the small dining table. The teen moved to the fridge and started to remove some veggies to slice and mix for the filling.

“Let's wash our hands” Hongjoong instructed as he stepped forward. Tapping the pups on their shoulders he took them to the kitchen sink. Lifting them one by one he helped them wash up.

Yeosang head chopped off a chunk of the ground beef – likely only a third of the packaging and set it in a bowl. “My puppies I need you to start grounding this up with your hands. Break it apart. Make it nice and soft.” The pups nodded their understanding and both stuck their hands in the bowl.

Hongjoong chuckled lightly and came to the table “what can I help with?”

“The big bad alpha can help with this," Yeosang rolled an onion in Hongjoong’s direction.

“Like that’s hard,” Hongjoong mumbled picking up a knife. But he likely underestimated himself as within the first two minutes his eyes started to water. Hearing a deep sniffle, the beta looked up and chuckled lightly. “I’m fine” Hongjoong grumbled tossing some of the diced onions into the bowl the pups were mixing.

“Eomma coming soon?” Sumin asked, glancing in Hongjoong’s direction.

The alpha offered up a smile, “He’ll be here for dinner. That’s why we’re making the dumplings,” Hongjoong explained around the forming tears.

Yeosang chuckled a little at the alpha’s distress as he added his own chopped zucchini into the bowl. He grabbed at a mushroom before rolling a cabbage in Hongjoong’s direction to cut. “Great job puppies.”

The four worked quickly after that. The pups were telling stories about games they played and what it was like at the café before Hongjoong had come. By the time they actually formed the dumplings the pups were in deep need of assistance. For his first attempt Youngseok just rolled the dumpling into a ball.

“You help them and I’ll get the oil boiling” Yeosang instructed, pushing himself away from the table to get the stove started.

Hongjoong shifted closer to the boys and hand over hand began instructing them on what to do. The alpha leaned in close to the pups, bowing his head slightly near theirs. Soon he was surrounded by the scent of a calming vanilla and soft cream.

“Pups” his internal alpha almost purred. “We should have more pups.”

Choosing to ignore the internal wolf Hongjoong leaned deeper into the pups' scent. He lightly nuzzled his nose along Minjae’s hair before shifting to lean his forehead against the top of Sumin’s head.

“Great job pups” Hongjoong congratulated, eyeing the folded dumplings. He grabbed the tray and handed it over to Yeosang at the stove. “Do you want me to take over?” he offered to fry the dumplings.

“I got it,” Yeosang insisted with a smile.

“Banana milk?” Sumin had gotten off his chair and was now tugging at Hongjoong’s pant leg. The pup was looking up at him with wide begging eyes.

“Yeah sure” Hongjoong nodded and crossed to the fridge. He retrieved the drink and poured four small glasses for the pups. “Here you go Sumin” Hongjoong handed it over.

Holding the glass carefully in his hands the pup moved towards the living room couch.

“Youngseok? Minjae and Junyoung?” Hongjoong held one of the glasses up. “Would you like some too?” he offered.

“Yes please,” Junyoung answered, sliding off the chair. He grabbed the glass in his hands.

Rather than joining the other pups  in the living room Minjae went to Yeosang’s side. “Dumpling please?”

“You want a dumpling instead of the milk?” Yeosang appeared to be thinking it over before he gave a small shrug “Sure, all right” he answered. 

“Me too?” Youngseok looked up with a bright smile. 

Yeosang glanced at Hongjoong curiously. When the alpha nodded in agreement, Yeosang caved to the pups. Taking two of the first cooked dumplings – that had now cooled – he grabbed them in a napkin and handed them over. “There are two. you need to share one with Youngseok. Understood?”

“Yes uncle” Minjae nodded in agreement. With a dumpling in each hand he made his way into the living room.

Hongjoong began to collect the dishes from the table and the leftover vegetables to be set aside. With the dishes in the sink he began to clean, humming slightly under his breath. Lightly he began to sing a few lyrics. It was a soft song that he hadn’t heard – or sung – in many years.

“You can sing” Yeosang started with a soft tone of voice.

Glancing to the side he caught Yeosang watching him. “What?” Hongjoong asked having missed the words the beta said – only knowing that he had spoken something.

“I said you can sing,” Yeosang repeated. The beta flashed a bright smile.

“Yeah” Hongjoong shrugged a little. “I guess I’ve kind of dabbled in it. It’s a hobby at most. Something I do more absentmindedly than anything else. I once thought I would be a producer.” 

“And you didn't want to chase that dream?” Yeosang wondered. 

“Well fashion was my other dream” Hongjoong smiled. “I made a choice and I am happy with it. What about you? Are you chasing your dreams?” 

“I suppose, in a sense” Yeosang shrugged. “I had a general idea of what I wanted to do. I wanted a stable corporate job. Either in business and law. Which I knew would also make my parents proud of me. But I didn’t settle on one decision until I met Wooyoung. He had this dream of opening his own restaurant, and he would never stop talking about it. The passion and drive he had for his dream was motivating. I wanted to be part of it, I wanted to be there for that dream to come true. 

“I knew he would need somebody that could support the business side of him opening a restaurant. And rationally if he had gone to school for it, that would’ve taken him out of the kitchen. Which is where he really wanted to be. He wanted to cook for people. I wanted to help him achieve it. So I began school for business.

“Then of course San came along and he became part of the dream. He likes interacting with customers and wanted to be a barista at one point. So he fit right in. The three of us have been saving money and I continue school so that when the time is right, we will open that restaurant with Wooyoung as the chef, San as the host and me as the manager.” 

“I would love to be your first customer when the doors finally open” Hongjoong answered with a beaming smile. 

“You’ll have to get in line behind Seonghwa” Yeosang chuckled. “He’ll fight you for the front of the line.” 

“He and I will just wait together” Hongjoong rationalized. With that the conversation came to a crashing end. Hongjoong’s head snapped up when he heard a slight bang. “Yah!” Hongjoong called setting the dish down and crossing into the living room in three large strides.

The pups were rolling on the couch together. Growling could be heard deep in their throats. Minjae was practically climbing on top of Youngseok with a fistful of his hair tightly in his grasp. Youngseok was shoving his knee up against Min’s chest in hopes of pushing him off. His own fingers were latched and digging into Minjae’s arms. 

Sumin had nervously moved to Junyoung and was sitting in the elder boy's lap. The little one clearly did not like the idea of confrontation. 

“What do you think you’re doing!” Hongjoong grumbled lifting Minjae off Youngseok and setting him on his feet. The alpha was glaring slightly as he glanced between the two boys. “Explain yourselves. Right now.”

“Minjae ate my dumpling!” Youngseok cried as big fat tears formed in his eyes.

“I did not” Minjae called back with a glare. He crossed his arms and pouted deeply.

“I didn’t eated it!” Youngseok insisted. “You did!”

“No I didn’t!” Minjae had his own set of tears forming too.

“It was mine!” Youngseok stomped his little foot.

“Well you hit me!” Minjae fought back.

“You hit me!” Youngseok added.

“You hit first!” Minjae cried letting the tears fall.

“No!” Youngseok shook his head firmly “you did!”

Hongjoong watched the two pups like a ping pong match, snapping his head back and forth as they argued. His eyes were wide as he was overwhelmed by the entire behaviour. “Okay, stop. Who hit who first?”

This proved to be a question that was easier asked then answered. Both pups turned to each other and pointed. Glares were set on their faces and tears were falling. “He did!” they both said at the same time.

The alpha resisted the urge to groan. Trying to go in a different direction he asked, “Minjae did you eat the two dumplings?”

“No” Minjae stood tall and gave his head a shake insisting he hadn’t eaten it.

“Then what happened to the second dumpling?” Hongjoong frowned. He wasn’t an idiot. He had watched Yeosang give the pup two dumplings. He had seen it with his own two eyes and heard the beta order Minjae to share with Youngseok.

“Poof,” Minjae said with a shrug. “It's gone.” But the pup seemed to shift into sheepish behaviour. His feet were rubbing against the carpet, as he was unable to stay still. He was also no longer making eye contact, choosing rather to glance to the side.

Hongjoong sighed softly. Kneeling down Hongjoong locked eyes with Minjae. “Min'' he said softly, “did you eat Youngseok’s dumplings?”

“I was hungry” Minjae whimpered with a trembling lip. Tears rolled off his cheeks and down his chin. With his little fists he rubbed at his eyes.

“I understand” Hongjoong spoke softly. “I get hungry too Minnie. But you shouldn’t have eaten what is not yours. You should’ve asked uncle for another dumpling,” Hongjoong explained lightly to the pup.

“But he hit me,” Minjae sniffled.

Hongjoong turned his attention the second child “Youngseok, did you hit Minjae first?”

“He ate my dumpling,” Youngseok stated rather than answering the question.

“I asked you a question,” Hongjoong repeated. “Did you hit him first?”

Youngseok looked down at the floor and gave a small nod of his head.

The alpha gave another sigh “Youngseok, you never ever hit anyone. No one likes to hurt. It's not nice.” The boy’s face seemed to turn red from embarrassment. “What could you have done instead?”

“Get you or uncle,” Youngseok mumbled.

“That’s right” Hongjoong said. “No matter how upset you are, do not hit. Come get a uncle or appa to help you.” The alpha wanted to pat him on the back. He felt as though he was handling this fairly well. “Now you two need to say sorry to each other.”

Both pups refused to glance in each other's direction. Which only made Hongjoong huff a disappointed sigh. “Minjae and Youngseok,” he said with a slightly more stern tone. “Turn to each other and hug.”

Minjae glanced in the other pup’s direction and was the first to make a move. He turned slightly and opened his small arms for the hug. Youngseok eyed the older man carefully before eventually stepping forward and hugging the puppy. They gave each other a tight squeeze and lightly rubbed their cheeks together for a scent.

“Good” Hongjoong nodded proudly. “Now Minjae you can go ask uncle for something.”

Minjae nodded and moved towards Yeosang. “Uncle” he said in a soft low voice. He gazed up at the beta with begging eyes. “Can I have a dumpling?” he asked, but then quickly added, “two please?”

Yeosang nodded and held out a paper towel with two cooled dumplings wrapped inside. As the alpha was talking to the pups he had gone to the kitchen to retrieve the snack knowing the pup would want it. “All you needed to do was ask Minnie,” he encouraged gently.

Minjae then turned away from the beta and came towards Youngseok. “For Youngie,” he said, handing the two dumplings over. 

Hongjoong sighed softly when the conflict appeared to be resolved. He took a seat on the couch and leaned back to relax for a second. Junyoung had returned to the floor and was now focusing on completing a puzzle.

Much to the alpha’s surprise Sumin however came and took the seat beside him. Sumin pushed himself up onto the couch and slumped in his seat holding protectively to his sippy cup of banana milk.

Hongjoong held back a small chuckle. The pup was clearly being careful around Youngseok and Minjae. There were food snatchers around and he didn't want to risk losing his milk. “Yummy?” Hongjoong asked in a light tone as he leaned down to whisper in Sumin’s ear.

Sumin glanced upwards and nodded happily “it’s the best!” he cheered brightly.

With another chuckle Hongjoong playfully ruffled the pups hair. “Oh yeah?” he teased. “Hmm maybe I want to try some.” Hongjoong leaned towards the cup as though he was going to take a drink from it.

“No!” Sumin squealed. He leaned away from the alpha and gave a weak puppy glare. “My milk.”

“Your milk” Hongjoong beamed out a smile. “I won't drink your banana milk” Hongjoong answered. “I promise.” He leaned back into the couch to relax. “Is banana milk your favourite?”

Sumin gave a firm shake of his head to that statement. “No” he answered. “Eomma’s milk is.”

Hongjoong barked out a cough – feeling as though he was about to choke on his own spit. What? Oh god. That was not a thought Hongjoong needed. Not again. Not after last time. He gave his head a firm shake, forcing himself to ignore the inappropriate thoughts that were building in his mind. He shifted uncomfortably on the couch, awkwardly crossing his legs.

“Seonghwa should be coming soon. He gets off work around this time” Yeosang stated coming to join the others in the living room. “I put on some building water with the dumplings for dinner since the pups wanted soup. And the leftover veggies.” Yeosang knew the dumplings took a major chunk of the meat and veggies for that day – meaning he couldn’t cook much else other than the requested soup. He knew Seonghwa needed to be careful with his resources.

“Eomma’s coming!” Sumin cheered pushing himself off the flooring. Minjae clapped excitedly as well. Climbing off the couch the two pups ran to the front door and waited for it to open. A few seconds later it did. “Eomma!” they cheered together jumping up to hug the omega.

“My puppies!” Seonghwa cheered lifting them both up into his arms. Happily, he spun around before planting a kiss on each of their foreheads. “Oh how I missed you.” He set them carefully back on the floor and glanced into the living room. “Thank you for watching them Hongjoong. Oh,” his eyes locked with Yeosang’s “You’re here.”

“I came straight here from the train station” Yeosang nodded towards his bags tucked away in the corner. “I was expecting to find a last minute babysitter. Instead I got to meet your alpha.” 

“He’s not my alpha,” Seonghwa grumbled, kicking off his shoes and putting them perfectly away. “Hongjoong came by the cafe and found the pups there with me. We figured it would be fun for them to spend the day with him and his own two pups. Since they’re all friends.” 

Yeosang however waved away the words with little concern. “I don’t need an explanation. It’s none of my business.” 

Seonghwa nodded and moved into the apartment to greet Hongjoong’s pups, who had been hesitantly watching the omega. “Hey Youngseok and Junyoung,” he cooed, kissing both of them on their heads and offering them a small hug. 

“Did you check on Wooyoung and San?” Yeosang asked. “If I knew Hongjoong was babysitting I would’ve checked on them before coming here.” 

“I did,” Seonghwa nodded. “They are doing well. I made them some food. Wooyoung ate a little and I saved some on the side for San. you can probably check on them again tomorrow. But for now they’re settled in.” 

“Good” Yeosang nodded. “In that case it’s time for dinner. Junyoung, Minjae, can you two get the table set?” 

The two boys ran off to grab the napkins and chopsticks.

“Are you staying for dinner?” Seonghwa directed towards Hongjoong. The alpha didn’t seem to comprehend what was being said at first, watching as his pup set the table for the Park family. “Hongjoong?” Seonghwa asked again, “Are you staying for dinner?”

“Oh uh” Hongjoong snapped out of his thoughts “I wouldn’t want to impose.”

“You’re not,” Seonghwa answered with a smile. “If you were, I wouldn't have offered. I’m sure eating here beats going back to that apartment and probably ordering takeout again. Wouldn't you and the pups enjoy a home cooked meal?”

Eventually Hongjoong caved and nodded “yeah. That’ll be nice. I’d love to stay.”

“Good” Seonghwa gave a firm nod “add three more place-setting puppies. Joong and Youngseok and Junyoung are staying for dinner.” The omega crossed into the kitchen and began collecting the plates and bowls. He worked around the pups as they grabbed extra chopsticks.

Hongjoong stood back and watched the scene in its entirety. Seonghwa was setting out the plates carefully and considerately. Junyoung and Minjae were each carrying a chopstick in their small hands as they brought them over to the table. Sumin settled into his seat and Youngseok put out the cups carefully. The beta was the last to walk over with a large tray of dumplings. Everything about the moment felt very domestic. It felt warm and comforting. It was the feeling of having a family.

“Dinner is served,” Yeosang answered.

“Come here puppies. Let eomma help wash your hands” Seonghwa called the pups over to the kitchen sink. One by one he lifted all four of the pups to his hips and began to assist them in soaping up and rinsing.

Hongjoong awkwardly walked up behind them, waiting in line to wash his own hands. The pups had run around his legs, but Seonghwa likely hadn’t heard the alpha approach. The omega finished washing his hands and spun quickly – only to come crashing into Hongjoong’s chest.

Reaching forward, Hongjoong steadied the male with a hold to his arms. “Sorry” he chuckled lightly “I didn’t mean to creep up on you.”

Seonghwa blushed slightly “its okay. Just not used to so many people in my kitchen, I guess.” He stepped aside to give Hongjoong access to the sink. With a small glance in Hongjoong’s direction a final time he moved to the table to take a seat.

Quickly Hongjoong washed his hands and headed off to take the only free seat – right beside Seonghwa.

“The pups helped make the dumplings,” Yeosang explained with a smile.

“Oh did you?” Seonghwa cooed in the pup’s direction. “I am so excited to try them.” he grabbed his chopsticks and reached forward to grab a dumpling. Taking a bite the omega dramatically moaned out – which wasn’t the greatest sound for Hongjoong to hear considering he was still running high from the eomma's milk comment and the omega pheromones.

“Oh puppies,” Seonghwa gushed. “This is absolutely amazing. I love them.”

The pups beamed and began telling Seonghwa about how they mixed it with their hands and it was gooey and felt strange.

“Such great helpers deserve a kiss” Seonghwa cooed, leaning over the table to plant light kisses on the four pups' forehead. This was likely a special tradition the eomma had with his pups, one that he was now sharing with Youngseok and Junyoung,  and it warmed Hongjoong’s heart to see it.

“Uncle helped!” Minjae started with a smile.

Seonghwa got out of his seat and moved around the table to the beta. At first the beta was squirming and trying to avoid the kiss. But he wasn’t quick enough as Seonghwa cornered him and planted a quick peck on the top of his head. “Come on now, Yeosang. You know the rules. Helpers get a kiss. It’s tradition.”

Youngseok then added, “appa helped too!”

“Did he?” Seonghwa asked in a surprisingly steady voice considering his face was heating up into a bright blush. All the pups nodded in determination.

Hongjoong gave a shrug “I helped them fold the dumplings.”

“Eomma '' Minjae whined looking at his parents. “He needs a kiss.” His brother was nodding with his own determined look. They were both gazing between Seonghwa and Hongjoong.

The alpha felt his own cheeks brighten with a blush. Quickly he waved the comment away. “No, no. I don’t need a kiss.”

“Kiss,” Minjae said with a stern look.

Youngseok crossed his arms, “Kiss.”

Hongjoong had opened his mouth to deny the request again. But Seonghwa beat him to it – and it wasn’t to deny it. The omega had rounded the table to reach Hongjoong’s side. Swiftly he bent slightly and planted a quick light kiss to Hongjoong’s cheek. To the elder it was as though it was nothing – a simple absent minded action. But to the younger one, he was stunned with bright eyes and a blushing face.

“Oh I-I” Hongjoong stuttered over his own words. It was a damn cheek kiss. It was nothing major. But why was he feeling so flustered with it? He could feel his heart racing within his chest. Over a cheek kiss! It was likely that his pheromones and scent spiked slightly from the shock as Seonghwa gave him a knowing look with a chuckle.

Returning to his seat Seonghwa flashed Hongjoong an innocent smile. “You best close your mouth” he warned Hongjoong. “Unless you’re planning on filling it with food.”

The alpha gave a simple nod to the comment, still unable to form any words. Rather he shut his mouth firmly. The conversation around the table shifted back into a relaxed manner. Yeosang told Seonghwa about school and the good grade he got on a recent test. The pups were begging Seonghwa for more banana milk. And before Hongjoong knew it the table was empty of all food.

“Joong” Minjae had lowered himself off the chair to come to Hongjoong’s side and started tugging on his pant leg. “Eomma’s gift?” he whispered – which wasn’t really a whisper at all considering the omega looked up from across the table with curious eyes.

“Oh yeah” Hongjoong nodded getting up from his seat. He grabbed the bag from the living room coffee table and brought it over to the omega. When he bought the sweater originally, he hadn’t thought of it as a gift. But now with the cheek kiss and the heavy orange pheromones messing with his head and dick – he wasn’t so certain about it anymore. With a deep breath he handed the bag over to the omega. “The pups picked this out for you.”

“Oh?” Seonghwa raised an eyebrow. Holding the bag in his lap he gazed at Hongjoong curiously before looking away. With a glance at Yeosang he unfortunately only received a shrug. The pups were seated with excited looks on their faces – clearly not wanting to give anything away. Holding back a small sigh Seonghwa pulled open the bag. “Oh my '' he breathed out, lifting the soft black fabric into his hands.

“Look eomma” both of Seonghwa’s boys got up from their seats and ran into the living room. They quickly returned with the matching sweaters Hongjoong had bought them.

“Us too!” Junyoung got up and ran to get his and Youngseok's sweaters as well. When he returned he handed one over to his little brother. 

“Aw you have them too?” Seonghwa gushed, “That way we’ll match?” The pups nodded and hugged the sweaters close to their chest. “And you picked it out for me?”

“We did,” Sumin nodded firmly. “See? It's Toothless.” His little hand reached forward and tugged at the wings of the dragon sweater.

“I see that my little puppy dragon,” Seonghwa cooed. Leaning forward the omega planted little kisses on each of the pup’s small noses.

Hongjoong watched the scene with caution. It was hard to read Seonghwa. The omega would appear pleased and thankful for the gift. However his scent was saying otherwise. There was a deep tone to the oranges – something that hadn’t been there before he opened the sweater. And Hongjoong was beginning to worry that Seonghwa was getting the wrong idea behind the sweater.

“It’s getting late, '' Seonghwa announced, standing from the table with the sweater still in hand. He flashed a smile in Hongjoong’s direction. “I’ll walk you back to your apartment.” And just like that the domestic dinner was over. It felt as though he was being kicked out now.

Reluctantly Hongjoong stood and moved to the doorway pulling his shoes on, giving the pups a chance to say goodbye to their friends. Seonghwa followed closely behind, still clenching the sweater. “Bye pups” Hongjoong smiled and gave Minjae and Sumin a warm hug. The pups jumped on him and practically started to purr. Laughing, Hongjoong picked them both up and spun them around slowly. Rubbing his cheek against the pups for a quick scenting, Hongjoong could sense the omega softened his attitude. But something still seemed off. “I’ll see you puppies soon” Hongjoong stated setting the boys down. Opening the door he stepped into the hallway after helping Youngseok and Junyoung into their shoes. 

“You pups can go get settled in for a movie” Hongjoong said opening the door to his own apartment and letting Youngseok and Junyoung inside. With a smile and a moment of pause to ensure they were settled, he closed the door slightly, already knowing Seonghwa had something similar to him. 

The moment Seonghwa pulled the door shut he jumped on the alpha. “You shouldn’t have done that” his voice was deep and clearly held a hint of anger. “You shouldn’t have bought this sweater. I didn’t need you to buy me anything.”

“Woah Seonghwa relax” Hongjoong raised his hands up in defense and started to explain. He was right. The omega had gotten the wrong idea regarding the sweatshirt. “You don’t understand.” But Seonghwa wasn’t having any of it. He swiftly cut the alpha off.

“I understand just fine,” Seonghwa hissed, pushing the sweater towards Hongjoong’s chest – forcing the alpha to grab hold of it. “I get it. I know I struggle in terms of finances. Yes, I work three different jobs. But I don’t need handouts. I can manage perfectly fine on my own. I don’t need anyone to go out and buy my pups' new clothing. That is something I do for them. And that person definitely doesn’t need to be an alpha. I might be an omega but I have been doing a damn good job on my own.”

Hongjoong’s eyes widened. He had feared Seonghwa would suspect he was courting the omega – but it appeared he thought something completely different. “Seonghwa” Hongjoong insisted. He took a small step forward towards the omega. He could feel the intense orange aroma swirling around him. “I promise you I never intended to upset you.”

“Well you did, '' Seonghwa argued. “I am not some helpless omega. I am strong. I work hard for everything I’ve earned in life. Every shirt the pups wear or a blanket they own is something I strived towards affording. It was me saving and putting aside just so I could see that smile on their faces. So that I can hear them purr.” The omega’s emotions were only rising. His shoulders were shaking now and Seonghwa was clearly struggling to breath. But the part that broke Hongjoong’s heart were the tears that had formed.

Without so much as a second thought Hongjoong closed the gap between them and pulled Seonghwa into his arms. Holding him against his chest Hongjoong found his hand slowly moving up and down Seonghwa’s back in a soothing manner. “Breath” Hongjoong whispered into Seonghwa’s ear. “Slowly. In for three. Out for three” he coached lightly. He began to release warm chocolate pheromones to surround them both – knowing the smell will comfort the omega in distress. “It’s okay. Everything is okay” Hongjoong leaned down slightly and pressed his cheek against Seonghwa. Softly, he began to scent him.

As the omega was calming down, Hongjoong gently spoke to him. “I didn’t mean to offend you omega. The pups wanted to go into the store. They spotted the sweater and toys and begged for them. They have such big round eyes I couldn’t say no to them. I promise you, in no way did I want to hurt your feelings, but I am sorry that I did. If anyone is weak than it is I because I was too pathetic to say no to two little pups.”

Seonghwa sniffed a little. “It’s hard saying no to them,” he whimpered softly. The elder didn’t step away from the embrace – rather he leaned forward and rested his forehead on Hongjoong’s shoulder.

“They asked me to buy the sweater for you,” Hongjoong further explained. “They saw it and picked it out. That is all Seonghwa” Hongjoong said softly into the omegas ear. He had never intended for it to be anything other than a sweet gift. “I’m sorry I offended you” the alpha apologized again.

“I’m sorry I overreacted,” Seonghwa answered slowly. Twisting his face towards Hongjoong’s neck he took a deep breath in melting at the scent of chocolate. The two were so close. They barely knew each other. But their scents, the closeness, were making each other feel incredibly relaxed and comforted.

“I can return the sweater. I can return everything if you want” Hongjoong stated.

Quickly Seonghwa shook his head. “No,” he gasped. The omega stepped back from the alpha and snatched the black sweater from the man’s hands. Holding the fabric close he raised it to his face and nuzzled against the soft fabric. “Don’t take my sweater. Please. I want it. I love it. The pups picked it out and you bought it for me. Please. Don’t take my sweater away.”

Hongjoong beamed a large smile and fought back at the blush that wanted to form again. “Of course” he cleared his throat lightly. “I won't take your sweater. It belongs to you Seonghwa,” he promised.

Seonghwa gave a small nod, “thank you.” Carefully he pulled the sweater over his head, encasing him in the large black fabric. Smiling up at the alpha he flapped his little sweater paws. “What do you think?”

“Hmm” Hongjoong paused and slowly looked over Seonghwa’s body. “Well I’m not sure,” he stated. Reaching forward he flipped the hood up onto Seonghwa’s head, with the ears of the dragon sticking up from the top of his head. Chuckling slightly, Hongjoong gave a firm nod “Yup. Now that’s perfection.”

“Thanks” Seonghwa blushed lightly. “Thanks for the sweater and for watching the pups today. I know it’s not how you expected to spend your Friday. So I really appreciate it.”

“No problem” Hongjoong answered. “I actually really enjoyed it. I mean, it wasn’t easy. But yeah it was fun. Anytime you need some help I’ll be there. If you still need a sitter or anything for the weekend, I’d be willing to watch them.”

“Thanks” Seonghwa smiled warmly. “But with Yeosang back in town now things should become more manageable. But if I need any help later on I’ll let you know. And we will definitely plan another pup date in the near future.”

“Definitely” Hongjoong agreed with a firm nod. 

“Hey uh” Seonghwa hesitated, nibbling his lip in a clearly nervous manner. His scent had shifted again. 

“Is something wrong?” Hongjoong frowned and stepped forward. He thought they had just settled everything. 

“I know we’ve mentioned it a couple times,” Seonghwa began. “Chuseok is coming up. And I was wondering if you have any plans for the holiday? I would assume you are going home to Anyang with the pups. I’m certain you miss your family, and the pups must miss their grandparents. And you all probably have friends there that you want to see again. But I thought I'd ask, just to check what the plan was. Maybe this was a stupid idea. Never mind. Forget that I asked anything. I’ll see you tomorrow.” 

“We don't have plans," Hongjoong rushed the words out just as Seonghwa was turning to walk away. 

“You don’t?” Seonghwa frowned slightly. 

“No,” Hongjoong shrugged. “I talked to my eomma the other day. They are heading out of the city to visit with my grandparents and extended family.” 

“And you’re not going with them?” Seonghwa frowned. 

“No” Hongjoong shook his head. “I haven’t gotten along well with the extended family since the birth of the pups. I prefer not to have them interact with each other. It’s not something I want to expose the pups to. My parents will come to Seoul for a visit once the holiday season has settled down. Or we will make plans for Christmas.” 

“Oh” Seonghwa nodded slowly in understanding. 

“Why do you ask?” Hongjoong wondered. 

“Ah, the pups and I are going back to Jinju for the holiday to be with my parents” Seonghwa awkwardly looked away. 

“Yeah?” Hongjoong leaned forward in curiosity. “I am sure you and the pups will enjoy seeing your family.” 

Seonghwa mumbled something, something that Hongjoong couldn't hear. 

“What was that?” the alpha questioned. 

“Do you want to come?” Seonghwa grumbled, unable to maintain eye contact. 

“Do I want to come to Jinju with you?” Hongjoong’s eyes widened. 

“Yeah” Seonghwa nodded slowly. ‘To Jinju. With your pups of course. For Chuseok.” 

“Ah” Hongjoong’s jaw fell slack in surprise. 

“I told my eomma that we aren’t together, I promise I tried to explain it to him. But he was instant on having you and the pups over for the holiday” Seonghwa stated in a small voice. “And I figured once he sees us together in person, he will understand that we aren’t together and we can explain it to him better. But aside from that. I think it’ll be fun. It’ll be like a little trip for you and the pups. I think they would like to spend the holiday together. And I wouldn't want you to spend Chuseok alone in your apartment. Don’t you want to have a large, home cooked meal with your family?” 

“You want Youngseok, Junyoung and I to come to your family's Chuseok celebration with you?” Hongjoong breathed out in a small voice. 

“I would,” Seonghwa nodded slowly. “Only if you want. I understand if I’m over stepping or if you’re not interested.” 

Hongjoong nodded slowly and nibbled his bottom lip. “Can I take some time to think about it?” 

“Of course!” Seonghwa was quick to agree. 

“Okay” Hongjoong stepped back. “I’ll let you know soon. But yeah, it might be fun for the pups.” 

“Sure” Seonghwa flashes his signature awkward but warm smile. “No pressure to say yes, take all the time you need.” 

Hongjoong stood there awkwardly. He didn’t want to walk away from the elder male but he knew that he needed to. They couldn’t stand in the hallway forever – regardless of how badly he wishes time could stop. “Well” he cleared his throat lightly. “I guess I better go,” he said, nodding towards the door of his apartment.

“See you around Hongjoong” Seonghwa smiled. He stepped away and went to grab the doorknob of his apartment. “Thanks again for the sweater.” He hugged his body with his free arm.

“You’re welcome Seonghwa,” Hongjoong smiled in return. 

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Hongjoong couldn’t believe he had actually agreed to this madness. When he had told Seonghwa that he would think about the offer to go home with him and the pups for Chuseok, he had meant he would think about a way to let the omega down easily. It’s not that he didn't find the invite to be incredibly sweet, and one that he knew his pups would likely enjoy. But he didn’t want to impose on the Park family. The holiday season was meant to be spent with family - and Hongjoong wasn’t. 

Seonghwa however had caught the younger in a moment of weakness. The other night they were seated out on the balcony together, bundled up in their oversized sweaters and sharing a couple glasses of wine chatting about their day. It was out there that Seonghwa looked at Hongjoong with the roundest, deepest brown eyes and said that he would like for Hongjoong to come home with him for Chuseok. Not the pups, but Hongjoong. 

How could the alpha turn down the omega with a soft voice and kind eyes? Who never asked for anything but was asking for this. He couldn’t. It was impossible. So he agreed. Hongjoong found himself saying yes to the holiday invite. And just like that he was committed to going home for the holiday. 

He could’ve subtracted the offer the next day, when his head was thinking more clearly. But he didn’t want to hurt Seonghwa that way. Besides, what really was the harm in going with them? The Park’s knew about the Kim’s coming, they invited them. There was nothing to worry about. 

Now, the alpha found himself seated on the train travelling to Jinju. He and Seonghwa had claimed two seats, and the four pups were seated directly across the aisle in a set of four. They had insisted on sitting on their own. Claiming they were old enough. Considering Seonghwa and Hongjoong would be a matter of two feet away, in the other set of four seats and could still see and speak with them, they saw no harm in it. 

“Thank you for coming with us” Seonghwa smiled at Hongjoong. “I really appreciate having you with me.” 

“Of course” Hongjoong nodded, although a little awkwardly at the attention he was receiving. “You wanted us to come. And we had nothing better to do anyways. A home cooked meal sure does beat the takeout I was planning to order.” 

Seonghwa huffed a sigh a that. “You really need to stop ordering so much take out for you and the pups Hongjoong” he criticised lightly. “You know they need better meals than that.” 

“I know” Hongjoong flashed a small smile. “I’m just not the best at cooking.” 

“‘Not the best at cooking’” Seonghwa rolled his eyes. “From what I smell through the walls, you’re really bad at cooking. It always seems like you’re burning something.” 

“That may be only slightly true” Hongjoong laughed. He had gotten used to Seonghwa’s teasing. Those comments that had been made a few weeks ago that sounded negative and like criticising, had taken a change of perspective now.

Hongjoong could see the humour behind it, and he didn’t get offended by a little joke. He actually had started to find it to be a tone of affection. Something they shared between each other to display their closeness now. It was interesting how close the two had gotten in such a short amount of time. 

“You should come over more often” Seonghwa said, breaking Hongjoong away from his thoughts. 

“I… what?” Hongjoong glanced back at him, a raised eyebrow of question on his face. 

“You and the pups' ' Seonghwa clarified. “You three should join us for dinner. We have the space at the table. And you seemed to enjoy it last time we were all together.” 

Hongjoong felt himself blushing slightly. There was no getting past Seonghwa, it would seem. The omega had a natural way of sensing these things about him. Even if they hadn’t known each other for very long. And if Hongjoong was being honest he’d say that he found that a little weird. Nobody had ever been able to read him easily, especially this quickly. “I’d appreciate that.” 

“But would you like it?” Seonghwa asked almost teasingly, he wanted Hongjoong to say it. He wasn’t going to let the alpha off so easily.

“Yeah” the blush only intensified. “I would really like it. You are a good cook. But it also felt nice to sit at the table all together. It felt…” 

“Like a family?” Seonghwa finished. 

“Yeah” 

“Then we definitely need to do this more often”Seonghwa nodded firmly, the decision ws now final. Hongjoong flashed a warm smile in return but it was cut short with a yawn. The omega giggled lightly and watched the other try to hide behind his hand. “Tired?” He asked. 

Hongjoong shrugged slightly. “I put off packing until last night. I hadn’t thought there would be so much to take with only a weekend away. But the list just kept growing. The pups needed everything packed for them. Right down to the bubble bath they like because Youngseok is picky about scents in a way that Junyoung never was. Although I can’t figure out why for the life of me. And then there were blankets. I had to make a blanket fit in my bag because Youngseok also likes certain fabrics. God I needed to account for everything.” 

Seonghwa giggled, lightly hiding behind his hand in amusement. But this caught Hongjoong’s attention, causing the alpha to raise a questioning eyebrow. “It sounds like Youngseok might present as an omega.” 

“Pups can present that early?” Hongjoong questioned, his teeth lightly tugging at his lips. 

“You likely presented that early too,” Seinghwa explained, “you’re just too young to remember. Most pups present around age three to six. At least in terms of scent. It’ll be finalised once they hit puberty and have a heat or rut. But scent glands will develop anytime now to give an indication of sub gender.” 

“But what about?” Hongjoong trailed off and glanced quickly towards Junyoung, seonghwa understanding the non verbal cue with ease. 

“Some are late bloomers,” Seonghw explained. “Some are also betas. They have a less prominent scent and their actions or behaviours don’t directly indicate a certain sub gender. Plus a lot of this is often inappropriately based on stereotypes. And you know how much I hate that. Just because a pup loves cuddling with blankets doesn’t mean that they are nesting and displaying omega tendencies.” 

Hongjoong nodded slowly considering the words. He felt a hand rest gently on his knee. A soothing gesture of reassurance. Hongjoong glanced up and met the eyes of the omega. It was nice to have somebody in his life outside of family that could understand what he was going through. He wanted what was best for his pups, just as Seonghwa did. 

“You look tired” Seonghwa pointed out, catching the way that Hongjoong was holding back a yawn. “You should get some sleep.”

The alpha glanced over at the pups. Junyoung was snuggled up with a book, Sumin chatted away excitedly with Youngseok and Minjae was watching the world speed by through the window. “I can watch the pups, '' Seonghwa added, as though he had read the alpha's minds. He patted the open seat beside him, the one nearest the window, encouraging Hongjoong to come over. 

With a heavy sigh of defeat Hongjoong stood and shifted to the seat beside the omega. He shot a final glance at his pups to ensure they were behaving before closing his eyes. He hadn’t gotten much sleep. Mixed with the need to pack and the unshakable feeling of nerves going to meet the Park family. He was going to meet the Park’s today. Seonghwa’s parents, parents that currently thought they were dating. And they weren’t. But still, Hongjoong felt drawn to the need to make a good impression. 

And he couldn’t do that if he was falling half asleep at their dinner table tonight. 

Seonghwa felt a small smile tug at his lips as Hongjoong’s head fell against his shoulder, the alpha peacefully asleep. The ride wouldn’t be terribly long, but it was likely to get busy as they made stops. It was the holiday season. People were bound to be coming home. 

Home. That's where Seonghwa was going… at least to his childhood home. Seoul had become his home for the past three years. It’s where he lives, it’s where he welcomed his babies, it's where his pack could be found. That was his home, as much as his parents thought he should come “home”. He couldn’t. He wouldn't be coming home, he’d be leaving his home behind. 

He had noticed on the brightside, recently his parents, especially his eomma, have decreased their worry regarding Seonghwa living in the large city. Naturally he knew what brought on this change. It wasn’t hard to piece together the cause and effect. They had been reassured with knowing he had an alpha in his life. To have an alpha that was willing to care for him and his pups. 

It had felt like a weight had been lifted from the omega's shoulders recently. Realistically he knew the reason Hongjoong was coming with him was to ensure his parents knew the truth. But Seonghwa couldn’t help but be thankful for the past couple weeks of freedom. To know that his parents hadn't been concerned about him. Regardless, the truth needed to come out. 

“Excuse me” a light voice sounded. “Are these seats taken?” 

Seonghwa snapped out of his daydream. Quickly, rather than responding to the voice, he glanced over at the set of seats across the aisle. Doing a quick head count he sighed when he confirmed all four pups were still accounted for. He wasn’t sure how long he had zoned out, but even just a minute would have resulted in one of them wandering off. 

“Excuse me?” the voice tried again. 

The omega finally focused on the couple standing beside the seats. They were young, possibly a couple years younger than him. Both wore a nervous smile. And suddenly it was looking in a mirror. Seonghwa gazed locked to the one male’s hand, resting on the round of his stomach. A young pregnant male omega. 

“I’m sorry” Seonghwa apologised. “What did you say?” 

“Are these seats taken?” the alpha of the couple said, pointing at the two openings across from Seonghwa and Hongjoong. 

“Oh” Seonghwa shifted slightly, moving his legs to the side to allow the couple to step inside. Although it had caused Hongjoong to stir slightly, he thankfully had remained asleep. 

“Thank you” the omega breathed a sigh of relief when he finally took a seat. 

Glancing around Seonghwa noticed how filled the train had become. He wondered just how long the couple had been searching for a seat, and why nobody had given up their seat for the pregnant omega by now. The two had settled into their seats and the alpha went about fussing over the omega, ensuring the other was alright. 

Seonghwa felt a smile tug at his lips thinking about his own pups that were just an arms reach away. “Going home for Chuseok?” Seonghwa found himself asking. Perhaps it would’ve been best if he kept his mouth shut and minded his own business. The younger omega seemed nervous enough on the train. But it was too late to take the words back. So instead he offered up a small smile of reassurance. 

“Yeah” the omega nodded. “I wanted to go home and see my family before it was too late to travel.” his hand moved to his stomach again. His voice was soft and laced with nerves. Seonghwa had been there, he knew the feeling well. Whenever he went into crowded public places just as transit, eyes were drawn to him. He looked young, he smelt young. And he was visibly pregnant. 

“Has this pregnancy been hard on you?” Seonghwa questioned, again not thinking things through. “I know my morning sickness acted up on long journeys. My already upset stomach was heightened.” 

“Your morning sickness?” the alpha glanced over at Seonghwa curiously. His eyes darted down quickly to Seonghwa’s stomach. 

“Ah” Seonghwa nodded towards the four pups seated across the aisle. “Those are my pups.” technically only two of them were his. But those details didn't matter right? 

“What…” the young couple’s eyes travelled towards the pups that were distracted with each other and didn’t notice the attention of strangers. 

“But you’re so young” the omega gasped lightly, his gaze turning back to Seonghwa. “You have four pups?” he seemed in awe. His eyes shone bright as he gazed at the elder omega. Just as Seonghwa earlier felt, it was like looking in a mirror. But in the case of the younger omega, it was like looking at everything he wanted and dreamed of. 

Seonghwa gazed a small nod, “I had my eldest when I was twenty” Seonghwa answered honestly. 

The omega nibbled on his bottom lip. “I’m twenty” he stated. 

Just as Seonghwa had expected. A young couple, possibly in the same position he was once: balancing school, a relationship and a pregnancy. However hopefully in this case the couple had a foundation built on love. 

“So even though you met so young and have had four pups,” the alpha’s eyes shone. He appeared to be the more blunt one of the relationship. Not hesitating to vocalise his thoughts. “You and your mate are still together?” considering the look on his face, the alpha was in search of reassurance. 

And again, Seonghwa had been there. He had been let down before by people closest to him. Ones that doubted him as a future eomma and as a mated omega. There were people that said he would fail. He wouldn’t be able to provide for his child the way established omegas could - ones that had a job and house. Bets were placed as to when his mating would end and who would break it off first. So Seonghwa could understand the younger couple wanting to feel validated. They found somebody that may be understood. And now they wanted to know if things would be okay. 

But Seonghwa was not a great liar. He didn't want to lie to the two. Not to the extent of saying he was still with his mate. At the same time, he didn’t want to break their hearts. Luckily for him, the lie didn’t come from his mouth. 

“Yeah we are” Hongjoong’s sleep lace voice sounded low. The alpha stretched slightly and lifted his head from Seonghwa’s shoulder. Holding back a yawn he rubbed at his tired eyes. 

“I’m sorry” Seonghwa’s face fell slightly. “Did we wake you?” 

“It’s fine” Hongjoong flashed a small smile. Turning towards the strangers in front of him he held out his hand. “Kim Hongjoong.” 

“Kang Taehyun '' the omega answered, taking Hongjoong’s hand first. 

“Hueningkai” the alpha smiled. 

“This is Seonghwa” Hongjoong nodded towards the elder. 

“How long have you been together?” Hueningkai wondered, leaning forward slightly. 

Hongjoong chuckled slightly towards the pups. His hand came up to his hair to fix it slightly. “I think you can guess based on how old the pups are.” he was keeping the lie going. 

“You had him when you were twenty?” Taehyun asked again. His eyes drifted over to Junyoung. 

Seonghwa gave a small nod of confirmation. 

“Were you both in university at the time?” Hueningkai wondered. 

“I was,” Seonghwa explained. “I had moved to Seoul to pursue my education.” 

The two then glanced at Hongjoong. 

“School wasn’t for me” Hongjoong replied with another small smile. “I did some night courses and online courses, but not a full program. Especially after Junyoung arrived. My primary focus was employment. I worked full time.” 

“Oh” Hueningkai nibbled on his bottom lip hesitantly. Hongjoong could already see the gears turning. The thoughts flashing across Hueningkai’s mind might as well have been played on a flat screen TV as they were beyond obvious. 

“Listen” Hongjoong leaned forward, seriousness flashing across his face. He didn’t know this alpha, all he had was a name and a general age. But suddenly he felt the same way he would about Yunho, Mingi or Jongho. He was a protective hyung that had words of wisdom to share. 

“Yeah I didn't attend college. I didn't go to daily classes or complete weekly assignments. I chose to go to work. I worked full time at a retail shop where I sold clothes and I would spend the evenings whenever I could at the convenience store. All in hopes of getting enough money to support myself and my family.”  Hongjoong flashed a bright smile. “And that's what worked best for me from my situation. That isn't going to be the case for everyone. I chose to work in the fashion industry and that is what I am currently doing now. I work designing clothing. I was thankful enough to have found a job that in some way caters towards that. Working at a thrift store selling clothing allowed me to contribute to my design-based experience. I also built on my social media accounts. I became known for my designs and for the reforming on clothes that I had purchased at the thrift store where I worked.

“That isn't going to be the case for everybody. Not everybody will have the opportunity I did to build onto their dream without attending school. I have been able to do what I love without going and sitting in a classroom. That isn't going to be the case for everybody and that might not be the case for you. Working was the right fit for me, but for you, school may be exactly what you need.”  his voice was firm in a way that indicated he wasn't actually looking for a response from the other. This wasn't meant to be a conversation. “So do not sit here on this train thinking that you need to quit University and enter the workforce to support you and your omega. You can do that as you attend school.”

“Hongjoong is right” Seonghwa added. “I continued school during my pregnancy.”  This caught the attention of both the alpha and the omega. Their head snapped up towards him. They had likely anticipated that he had dropped out when he learnt about his pregnancy. 

“You did?” Taehyun widened his eyes slowly. He leaned forward in his seat clearly displaying interest in hearing the omega’s story as well. Hongjoong had shared his and how he had chosen the direction of the workforce. It is only natural that they would be interested in any other alternatives, such as the one that the omega had selected. “How... How did you manage it?”

“I attended in person for as long as I could. Up until probably my mid eighth month. Which if you think about it is similar to when I would’ve gone on maternity leave from employment. I was able to finish out the year. so that was my second year of schooling. When I had my son I had decided to work from home. I wanted him to have my support rather than attending a daycare. And when I weighed the options of payment I figured that I would save money if I was home with my pup rather than relying on external services. My alpha of course had been working during this time and even I had as well up until it became too strenuous. It was a sweet and easy enough little job at a cafe that I am lucky to still work at actually. Regardless of what you asked about school.

“Once my pup was born I had decided to switch to part-time online learning. I took the majority of my classes online and went into the college only when needed for assessments and presentations. During that time I would have my alpha stay home to work that day or I would ask a friend to come and babysit. It took me an extra year of studies due to my decreased workload. however I do personally feel like it was worth it. I got my degree out of it, which I am so incredibly proud of. Other than my pups it is my greatest accomplishment. 

“And at the time I had recently formed a new pack. I'll be honest, having a reliable pack was one of the greatest blessings and forms of support that I could have asked for at that moment. I didn't have any family in Seoul. I was just a struggling University student that happened to fall in love with an alpha that now felt the need to financially support us. So a lot of that support when I was home did come to my pack and that is what I would suggest for you guys. Because this journey isn't going to be easy for you. The reality is I don't think it's ever easy, even for the parents that had planned everything out prior to pregnancy.”

Seonghwa glanced towards Hongjoong, a smile on his face. Gently holding out his hand palm up, Hongjoong took it as indication that he wanted to lock their fingers together - and so he did. “Hongjoong and I, none of our pups were planned. Neither of us were probably ready to be parents. We had other thoughts and focuses at the moment.

“But when I gave birth to my sweet little puppy” Seonghwa sighed out softly and squeezed Hongjoong’s hand tightly. “It didn’t matter how many hours I needed to work, or how long it would take me to complete school. I knew that having this pup was the right decision.” 

“What Seonghwa and I are trying to say” Hongjoong interjected. “Is that what worked for us, won't work for everyone. You need to find what is best going to support yourselves and your pups. Yeah, that might mean attending school, maybe it’s cut back hours, or maybe it’ll mean entering the workforce instead. It all depends on the two of you. But, with that in mind, you need to also realise that you cannot push your own wants and needs aside. You need to find some form a mid zone. Seonghwa recognized the need to be home with the pups, it’s where his heart was drawn. However he also knew his goal was to finish university, so he found a way to balance it both together. 

“So don’t overlook yourself in the process of becoming parents” Hongjoong glanced over at his pups with a soft smile. “Yeah, you need to put them first. But not at the expense of supporting yourself, because if you’re not okay, they will feel that energy.” 

“I want to finish school,” Taehyun said in a small voice. “I want to be able to continue my education…  but I also want to be involved with my pup. I want to be home to raise them, at least for the first couple years.” 

Seonghwa smiled. “Then you have options. You know what you want, so find what works for you. You can go part time like me, you can switch to online learning or you can defer a year.” 

“I can do all that?” Taehyun’s eyes widened slightly. 

“You’d be surprised at the options you have,” Seonghwa answered encouragingly. 

“I think part time would work best for me,” Hueningkai said. “If I leave university, even for a year of deferment I don’t see myself wanting to go back. But I also want to start making some money for the two of us.” 

Hongjoong found himself chuckling lightly. “You two don’t need to be making any big life decisions on this train” he warned. “We aren’t trying to instantiate that you need to. Just wanted to offer some encouraging words.” 

“We know,” Hueningkai smiled brightly. “And we appreciate it. We’ve been supported by our families, but of course they don't understand it the way somebody who has gone through it might. So your guidance means a lot to us.” 

Hongjoong flashed another smile. With the hard discussion out of the way, the advice given from one to another, it would seem Seonghwa had grown comfortable. Leaning forward in his seat with interest, eyes locking with Taehyun’s. “So how has your pregnancy been going? Any cravings? What about planning? Have any name’s picked out? Do you have the nursery design started?” 

Taehyun practically jumped forward with eagerness. It was almost a little sad to see how happy he was to share his experiences. It seemed as though he hadn't gotten the opportunity to do so yet. 

“Oh the pressure gets so much worse the later into your pregnancy” Seonghwa whined. “I never got a good night's sleep. I was always running off to the bathroom.” 

Hongjoong chuckled slightly and glanced over to check on his pups. All four were still content. Junyoung had discarded his book in favour of sitting cuddled up with Sumin, the younger nearly falling asleep. Minjae and Youngseok however were still chatting away. There was a colouring book opened between them and they were busy playing with that. The alpha felt a small smile tug at the corner of his lips. He had expected this three hour journey to be Hongjoong’s own personal form of hell. He really wasn't interested in the possible meltdowns he had envisioned due to boredom. But it seemed there was a difference in behaviour when you travelled with friends. There was always somebody to entertain and play with. 

“Yeah it does hurt '' Seonghwa sighed sympathetically. “You’re delivering a life into this world, of course it hurts. It starts with a preheat, just like every other. Almost as a little warning that the pup will be coming in the next few days. But it’s nothing different than what you’d have experienced before. Then eventually your heat starts. You’ll be drawn to your nest, and you’d long for your alpha. Perhaps not sexually, but in a sense that you want them present with you. You start getting hotter and the cramps become intense. That’s when you’d normally go to the hospital, at the beginning of your heat so you can prepare a nest to birth in.”

“Is that what you did?” Taehyun asked with wide eyes. 

Seonghwa gave a small nod. “Yeah it is. I think if I could do it again, I'd like to deliver my next pup at home. Home births are an option. And I think my wolf would prefer it. Also because that way I can have the scent of my pups around me as well.” 

Taehyun gave a small nod. “I might like a home birth. Does the heat last long?” 

“Once your heat starts, you’ll go into active labour shortly after” Seonghwa explained. “Everything after that just intensifies. Things were so rushed. You know there’s pain, but you don't really feel it. You’re burning up, but you don't recognize it. I heard that birthing is considerably easier for married couples that have a strong loving bond.” 

Taehyun’s gaze shot towards Hongjoong quickly. “You two must’ve had a some amazing birthing experiences.” 

“Especially if you’ve willingly done it four times,” Hueningkai added as a joke. 

Gently, as though absentmindedly Hongjoong rested his hand on Seonghwa’s thigh. Giving the omega’s leg a soothing squeeze he nodded once. There wasn’t much for the alpha to say. His birthing experience was nothing compared to what Seonghwa had gone through. 

Surprisingly, Seonghwa answered, and it was honestly. “My birth experience will be something I will never forget,” he explained. “That pain, emotional, physical and mental, that had been going through the months leading up to it - especially for my first - suddenly felt completely worth it. When my pup was laid on my chest, there wasn’t a single doubt in my mind. I was meant to be their eomma. And I am incredibly blessed and thankful for that. So yeah, the experience of giving birth to each of my pups is one that I will love and cherish forever.” 

“I hope I can have that too,” Taehyun said in a small voice. 

“You will '' Seonghwa smiled encouragingly. “I know you will.” 

“What do you-” Taehyun was cut off by the announcement of the next station coming up. 

Seonghwa glanced over at Hongjoong with a hint of sadness. “That’s our stop” Hongjoong answered to the others. 

“Oh” Taehyun deflated a little. “Well thank you!” he bowed his head. “Thank you so much.” 

“Wait” Seonghwa started digging into his bag, his beloved baby bag that had everything. “Let me give you my number.” he retrieved a crinkled napkin and quickly wrote down his name and number. “Text me. We can meet up once we are back in Seoul. Or you can text me with any questions. I know pregnancy can be overwhelming.” 

“Oh thank you” Taehyun happily accepted the napkin and held it close. “That means a lot to me.” 

“You’re welcome” Seonghwa smiled. He glanced over at Hongjoong, who had been gathering their bags. “Ready?” he questioned and stood. 

“Yup” Hongjoong nodded. “Just need to get the pups.” 

Seonghwa responded with a nod and stepped across the aisle to collect their pups - of course leaving Hongjoong with the bags. “Hey puppies," he cooed. “It’s time to get off. This is our stop.” the train would be rolling into the station at any moment. 

The three eldest let out a cheer, whereas Sumin released a low groan and rubbed at his tired eyes. 

“Is my puppy still tired?” Seonghwa beamed at him. Reaching down, the omega lifted the youngest pup up into his arms. Allowing the puppy to rest his head against the crock of his neck, Seonghwa breathed in the deep sweet scent of milk. A smile tugged at his lips. Holding one hand out he accepted Youngseok’s outstretched palm. “Junyoung, take Minjae’s hand please.” 

Junyoung nodded and took hold of the younger. Having stuffed his books into his backpack he moved to join his appa at the door, waiting for it to open. 

Seonghwa shot one last smile at the young couple they had met, to have found them staring at him in awe. Giving a small nod, he stepped away to join his family. He knew that the two young males would have a bright future ahead of themselves. 

“Harabeoji coming?” Minjae asked, glancing back at Seonghwa with his wide eyes of wonder. 

With a small nod Seonghwa answered, “Yes he is. He will be picking us up from the train station.” 

“Your appa is picking us up?” Hongjoong’s eyes widened slightly. The train had pulled to a stop at the station. 

“How did you think we were getting to their house?” Seonghwa questioned. 

“I was thinking a taxi? Or maybe we would walk?” Hongjoong nibbled his lip. 

“The doors are open,” Seonghwa chuckled and stepped around Hongjoong, guiding the pups out with him. 

With a deep sigh Hongjoong followed, barely able to make it out before the doors shut. He wasn't ready to meet Seonghwa’s appa. He wasn’t certain he’d ever be ready to meet any of Seonghwa’s family. But he thought he had a few more minutes to gather his thoughts and get prepared. 

“It’s fine, Joong.'' Seonghwa flashed him a reassuring smile. He was moving along the platform. He had a bag slung over his shoulder, and was keeping track of the pups as they ran along. Hongjoong trudged behind with his hands full of the bags. “My appa is going to love you.” 

“I don't know about that” Hongjoong mumbled. He was a single, unmated alpha with two pups. Who would love that? He was used to the judgement, especially from the older generations. There was the constant looks and questions about why he had abandoned his mate. And although Seonghwa was incredible, - and he knew his parents must be equally as great considering they raised him -  there was still that nagging feeling and recognition of alpha responsibilities. His deep internal instinct motivated him to make a good impression. 

“Oh stop worrying” Seonghwa chuckled softly. “There he is!” Seonghwa beamed and raised his free hand into the air and waved towards a man leaning up against an old minivan. “Appa'' he cheered. 

“Harabeoji!” Minjae broke free from Seonghwa’s hand and started running towards the older man. To which the elder responded by bending to a knee and lifting the pup happily into his arms. 

With a final deep sigh Hongjoong gathered whatever courage he could and approached the Park alpha. 

“Appa” Seonghwa put Sumin down and wrapped his slender arms around his appa. “I’ve missed you and Eomma so much.” 

The other man chuckled as he hugged his son back. “We have missed you as well Seonghwa” he gave a gentle squeeze. “We are so glad to have you home with us for the holiday.” 

“There’s nowhere else I would rather be, '' Seonghwa answered. Stepping back he waved a hand towards Hongjoong and the two pups that had hidden behind the alpha’s legs. “Appa, I want you to meet my friend. This is Kim Hongjoong and his pups, Junyoung and Youngseok.” 

A small knowing smirk tugged at the corner of the man’s mouth. “Ah yes the alpha that Haneul has spoken so often about.” he stuck out his hand. “I’m Jiho.” 

Hongjoong swiftly set one of the bags down and accepted the other’s handshake. “It’s a pleasure to meet you. And thank you for allowing my pups and I to spend Chuseok with you.” 

“Of course,” Jiho nodded. “My husband wouldn’t have had it any other way once he heard about Seonghwa’s potential mate.” 

“Appa” Seonghwa whined. He knew the comments would happen eventually, but he had been hopeful it wouldn’t occur until later. “Hongjoong and I are not mates.” 

“I didn’t say you were, '' Jiho answered with ease. “Now let's get back to the house. Haneul has been cooking all morning to prepare for lunch.” 

Seonghwa sighed softly as he assisted getting the pups settled into their seats, and Hongjoong went around back to put the bags in the trunk. “Eomma should’ve waited for me to start cooking” he insisted. “I would’ve been more than happy to help.”

“Oh I’m sure you will be helping plenty,” Jiho said as he settled into his seat. “Haneul has many dishes he wants to prepare for tomorrow. You know there needs to be plenty to eat.” 

Seonghwa was the last to get into the car, claiming the passenger seat as his own. The pups were placed in the third row, with only Hongjoong and Sumin in the second. “There’s only us and Sanghoon .” 

“Oh you know your eomma '' Jiho smiled warmly. “He needs to prepare enough food for you and your brother to take home. And now he wants to include Hongjoong in those leftovers. Plus Haneul mentioned something about somebody being unable to cook?” 

Seonghwa blushed slightly and glanced back at Hongjoong. ‘I’m sorry’ he mouthed with apologetic eyes. He had mentioned in passing how he had been meaning to help teach Hongjoong how to cook. His eomma must’ve taken that as Hongjoong couldn’t cook and was now interested in helping. 

“So how was your trip?” Jiho questioned. “No problems getting here?” 

“It was well” Seonghwa jumped into the conversation. “The pups primarily entertained themselves. Colouring and talking mostly to each other. Hongjoong and I met another couple on the train that were in a similar situation to what I was in. A young pregnant omega.” 

“I’m sure you were more than helpful,” Jiho smiled. 

Seonghwa nodded eagerly at that. “Of course. We both were. We gave as much advice as we could in the short ride.” 

Hongjoong unfortunately drowned the rest of the car. He knew the pups had said a couple things about the train ride and what they liked about it, but for the most part he remained zoned out. This was a lot to take in. Meeting Seonghwa’s appa, although he hadn’t had a chance to talk to him much, he still felt slightly overwhelmed. Plus he could sense that a deeper conversation would be coming eventually. 

“Hongjoong?” Seonghwa’s voice cut through his dreamworld. 

“Hm?” Hongjoong glanced towards the door that had now been opened. 

Seonghwa stood there with a playful smile. “Lost in your thoughts?” 

Hongjoong felt a slightly blush. “Oh sorry” he answered. “Are we here?” he looked to the side and found that the pups had already gotten out.

“Yup” Seonghwa nodded. “The pups went in with appa." he held a hand out to the alpha. “Ready to head in as well?” 

Nodding slowly he removed his seatbelt and stepped out. Absent-mindedly Hongjoong interlocked his fingers with Seonghwa. “What about the bags?” 

“We can come back for them, '' Seonghwa responded. Holding tightly onto Hongjoong’s hand, almost as though he feared the alpha would run away. They walked into the house. 

The two grandparents were bent at knees interacting with the pups, helping them to remove their shoes and jackets. 

“Seonghwa!” Haneul cooed, pushing himself up off the ground. Suddenly Hongjoong realised exactly where Seonghwa got his looks from. From his sharp jaw to his twinkling eyes, he looked exactly like his eomma. The elder omega wrapped his son into a warm embrace. “Welcome home my Shining Star.” 

“Eomma” Seonghwa’s voice crackled slightly when he returned the hug. “It’s been too long.” 

“I know” the parent breathed out. “Sumin has gotten so big. He was only a baby last time you were here.” Haneul stepped back. “And you’ve brought yourself your alpha.” 

“He’s not my alpha,'' Seonghwa insisted. “Eomma, this is Kim Hongjoong and his sons Youngseok and Junyoung” he made the introductions for the second time that day. 

“My aren’t you a handsome man” Haneul stepped towards Hongjoong and took hold of his face lightly. His eyes slowly gazed over his body giving the alpha a quick inspection. “You’ve done well with this one Seonghwa. But hopefully his personality is better.” 

“I’d like to think I am a better alpha than what Seonghwa has unfortunately been exposed to” Hongjoong huffed. “I understand what family loyalty and parenthood means.” 

A small smile tugged at the corner of Haneul’s lips. “Yes, I suppose you do.” he glanced at Seonghwa. “You’ve done very well my son.” 

‘Eomma” Seonghwa whined. “We’re not-” 

“Let me show you pups to your room!” Haneul ignored his son. “And then we can all have some lunch.” Haneul rushed off with Minjae, Sumin and even Junyoung following close behind him, but Youngseok remained behind. 

“Something wrong puppy?” Seonghwa asked, bending at the knee. 

“Our room?” he looked at Seonghwa with big eyes. “I can’t stay with appa?” 

Seonghwa smiled softly. “You will get to stay with Junyoung, Minjae and Sumin. Like a big sleepover” he encouraged. “And it’ll be in my childhood bedroom.” 

“Your bedroom?” Youngseok tilted his head slightly. 

“Yup” Seonghwa nodded. “When I was your age it was my room. Wanna see it?” He held his hand out for the little pup. 

“Okay” Youngseok hesitantly agreed and took the omega’s hand. 

“I’m going to go grab the bags from the car” Hongjoong stated. 

Seonghwa’s small nod was the only indication he heard the alpha. With Youngseok’s small hand he headed upstairs. 

“Ah there you are,” Haneul commented when the other entered the room. “I’ve been getting the pups settled.” 

Seonghwa nodded to the omega as a form of acknowledgement but remained focused on Youngseok. “What do you think?” he asked the pup. “You can have one of the top bunks.” he bent slightly and lifted Youngseok into his arms. “This was the bed I slept in,” Seonghwa explained, walking him over to one of the two sets of bunk beds. 

“There’s stars,” Youngseok pointed towards the ceiling above the bed. 

“Yeah” Seonghwa breathed out. “I put those there when I was Junyoung’s age.” he set him into the bed. “How does it feel? Think you’ll be okay sleeping up here?” he wrapped the blanket slightly around the pups shoulder. “Appa can scent the blanket for you.” 

“He can?” Youngseok asked. 

“Of course,” Seonghwa agreed. “In fact I think he brought you a couple blankets from home.” 

“Yeah?” Youngseok questioned. 

“Yeah puppy” Seonghwa smiled softly. 

“Okay” the pup nodded. 

“You’ll give sleeping in here with your hyung and friends a try?” Seonghwa wondered. 

“Yeah,” Youngseok agreed. 

“That’s my brave pup” Seonghwa leaned in and pressed a kiss to Youngseok’s head. 

“Youngseok!" Junyoung’s excited voice sounded. “Come look! There’s lego!” 

“Ah Seonghwa’s favourite toys” Haneul chuckled. “We have lots of that.” 

Youngseok gasped excitedly and climbed down the little bunk bed to go to his brother who was focused on digging through the old toy box. 

“Where’s Hongjoong?” Haneul asked stepping out of the children’s room and crossing the hall into the bedroom that Seonghwa had used since high school - his adult bedroom as his family called it. 

“Getting the bags” Seonghwa smiled, noticing how the room had changed since he had last been there. There was his white shelf, pushed up against the wall with his collection of kpop girl group albums. His desk along another lined with his figurines, one remaining half built. The closet is still filled with his clothes, and likely his high school uniform. 

Haneul nodded. “You and him can share this room.” 

“W-what?” Seonghwa’s voice cracked - how appropriate. He was standing in his teenage bedroom and his voice cracked like he was a teenager all over again. 

“I figured you and Hongjoong could share” Haneul frowned slightly. “Sanghoon is coming home tomorrow. We don’t have an extra room. Of course one of you could stay on the couch. But I had figured you were both adults.”

“I uh” Seonghwa shifted nervously. Sure they were both adults. But Hongjoong was an alpha. A single extremely attractive alpha that smelt like calming eucalyptus and treated Seonghwa’s own pups as if they were his own. “Well that’s true.” 

“Are you okay dear?” Haneul asked. “You look a little red?” 

“I’m fine, '' Seonghwa insisted, waving the concern away. It was fine. This was fine. What did it matter if the last time Seonghwa shared a bed with an alpha was with Woobin? Hongjoong was kind and respectful. He certainly wouldn't try anything. 

“Hey” Hongjoong’s soft voice sounded as he entered the bedroom, two bags in hand. “Where do you want the bags? Here or the pups room?” 

“Leave them here,” Seonghwa stated. Crossing the small space he grabbed one and carried it over to the bed. “You brought Youngseok a blanket right?” he asked, opening it, completely forgetting his eomma was watching him from the corner of the room with a knowing smile. 

“Yeah” Hongjoong came over with the other. ‘It’s probably near the bottom.” he opened the second bag, the one that contained Seonghwa’s pups clothes and started fishing out some clothes for them to wear now that they were home. “This is cute” he grabbed at a purple shirt with stars for Sumin. “Your clothes are in the backpack right?” he asked nodding towards the bags still at the doorway, 

“Yup. I didn’t bring much. I could always wear what’s here” he giggled slightly. “Even several years later and two pups my high school clothes still fit.” with the blanket in hand and changes of clothes stacked on top Seonghwa stepped back. “I’ll go get the pups changed and then I'll be back.”

“I’ll just get changed quickly and then I’ll help” Hongjoong promised, just as Seonghwa was stepping out. 

“I hope the room is to your liking,” Haneul finally spoke with a knowing smirk. 

Hongjoong jumped slightly, having not realised the older omega was in the bedroom at all. “I’m sorry?” he questioned. 

Haneul moved towards the doorway. “The bedroom. You’ll be staying here with Hwa. I hope you find it comfortable. Anyways, I need to finish lunch. Please let me know if there’s anything I can help you with.” With a nod the elder stepped out and headed downstairs. 

Hongjoong found himself taking a deep breath. Share the room with Hwa? That meant sharing the bed, being surrounded by Seonghwa’s sweet orange aroma. How was he supposed to survive that without popping a boner overnight? He wasn’t exactly sexually active! And now he was being tempted by the smell of an omega by sharing a bed with him? In the family home of said omega with his parents down the hall? Not to mention the omega was extremely attractive, with his sharp jawline, wide hips and slender waist. 

What the hell was wrong with him? 

Was his rut coming up and he hadn’t realised?

Raising his wrist to his nose he took a sniff, frowning. He didn’t smell any differently. And he didn’t feel strange in any way. So why was he suddenly thinking about what it would be like to run his fingers through Seonghwa’s hair?

The sound of his buzzing phone is what dragged away his attention. Giving his head a shake to clear his thoughts and reaching for the phone he had discarded onto the bed somewhere. But his eyebrows furrowed when he noticed the unknown number. It was rare for him to receive a call from somebody he didn't know - in fact calls in general were rare. His friends and pack knew that he preferred texting. 

Shrugging slightly Hongjoong denied the call. It was likely somebody trying to sell him something. 

With the call now declined he began to get changed, starting with the pants. Slithering out of the jeans, he selected another pair to put on, one’s that he’ll admit was a little tighter around the ass than he intended. But he paused at picking a shirt. It was a relaxed day… What was he supposed to wear that would also impress Seonghwa’s parents? A dress shirt was too formal - although he did bring one of those. But the t-shirt was too plain…

“Oh sorry!” Seonghwa gasped slightly as he entered the bedroom and found Hongjoong standing there shirtless. Although it was nothing he hadn’t seen before. Hongjoong was known for enjoying his morning coffee out on the balcony without a shirt. However there was something extremely intimate about it when they were in Seonghwa's bedroom . “I thought you would be done changing.” 

Hongjoong blushed slightly, wrapping his arms subconsciously around himself. “I can’t decide what to wear.” 

“You? Kim Hongjoong? The fashion designer? Can't decide what to wear?” Seonghwa raised an eyebrow. 

“In my defence” Hongjoong insisted. “This is lunch with your parents.” 

“My parents aren’t going to care what you wear” Seonghwa chuckled. But he stepped forward nonetheless and began searching through Hongjoong’s personal bag. He hummed to himself lightly when he removed a black t-shirt and a fluffy cardigan. “Here put this on. The t-shirt is shill but the cardigan adds some class and can be removed if you get too hot.” 

“I’m always hot” Hongjoong huffed. 

“Yes you are,” Seonghwa impulsively replied. “Not… Not like that!” he blushed deeply. 

“I- ah” Hongjoong accepted the t-shirt and quickly pulled it on. “Yeah. I’ll leave you to get dressed. Where are the pups?” 

“I sent them down to get settled for lunch,” Seonghwa answered. “All have been changed and washed up.” 

“Great. Thanks for that” Hongjoong smiled weakly. 

“No problem.” 

With that Hongjoong spun on his heels and left. Going downstairs he found the pups had easily entertained themselves with the help of Jiho. There was a board game spread out on the living room carpet and they were practically climbing over each other to grab the dice. 

“How’s it going?” he paused for a moment to bend down. 

“Appa we’re playing!” Youngseok beamed at him, obviously having settled down in the new environment. 

“I can see that puppy” Hongjoong smiled. “What are you guys playing?” 

“Candy land” Sumin looked up from his spot beside Hongjoong. “Look appa I’m winning.” 

“Joong can see that” Hongjoong corrected softly, resting his hand on top of Sumin’s head. Out of the corner of his eye he saw the look that Jiho was giving him. The other alpha had obviously caught the "appa" term being used but didn’t make a comment on it - at least not yet. 

“They’re all doing good,” Jiho stated reassuringly. “They’ve been behaving well.” 

Hongjoong nodded, “I’m glad.” Hongjoong  glanced back over at the pups. “However, it's time to put it away and go eat lunch. Junyoung and Minjae, can you go help halmeoni set the table. And Sumin and Youngseok can help put the game away.” 

 Minjae however let out a little whine of displeasure.

“Oh it's fine” Haneul insisted from where he stood in the kitchen. “I'm fine with setting the table on my own. The pups are here to have fun.”

“ They are,” Hongjoong agreed. “ but there are certain chores they can maintain even here.  Plus they’ll be able to recognize the need to help others. Go on you too, off to the kitchen.”

Junyoung, who was accustomed to Hongjoong’s tones and knowing when things were final, stood without complaint. Minjae however released a deep sigh, although he did get up nonetheless. With both pups having gone to the kitchen to help prepare, this left Hongjoong with the other two to clean up the game. “You four can play again after,” he promised. “You have all evening and afternoon.” 

“Are you two helping with the cooking?” Seonghwa questioned as he came downstairs now changed, instantly noticing the pups by the table in the kitchen. 

“We're setting the table,” Junyoung  responded.

“Oh my'' Seonghwa smiled wide with pride. “You two are such great helpers,” he flashed Hongjoong a knowing smirk as he crossed the living room into the kitchen. “I want to be a helper as well.” With that said he began to collect the plates that have been filled with food and set off to the side of the counter. He then carefully carried them over to the table. 

With the game now put away Hongjoong instructed the two pups to go wash their hands before joining the kitchen table. 

“The pups listen to you really well,” Haneul  pointed out. There was a slight look of awestruck to his face.

“I've gotten to know them fairly well over the past couple weeks” Hongjoong explained. He too stood and headed into the kitchen washing his hands at the sink, of course he needed to practise what he preached to his own children. 

 Once everybody was washed up they took their seats at the table. Surprisingly Youngseok  favoured remaining by Seonghwa’s side, claiming the open seat beside the omega.  This quickly earned a smile from Seonghwa. He carefully began to serve the food out for Minjae, who was on his other side. 

“So what is it that you do exactly Hongjoong?” Jiho asked. He had been expecting these questions to occur. He anticipated that at some point an interview would begin. He hadn't expected it to be when they were seated around the  kitchen table together with the kids present for the meal. But then again this question proved to be nothing too intense,  perhaps this is what the Park Family considered to be small talk. 

“I'm a fashion designer”  Hongjoong answered with ease.  He wasn't one to lie about his career.  Although it wasn't a popular career path for alphas it will never be something he was ashamed of.  he was proud of what he did in the art he created. 

“Really?” Haneul seemed intrigued with this, which Hongjoong  will take as a partial win.  at least he wasn't being outright disrespectful - which Hongjoong had experienced more than once. “Have you designed anything I might recognize? Are you signed with a company I may know?”

“I'm currently with the brand EDENERY,” Hongjoong  responded. “We're only just starting out,  we are definitely on the smaller side.  However, the other designers do  have connections with popular models and entertainment companies.  Some of the current idols in the industry have worn their designs on stage. So we are hopeful that their clientele will be interested in us.” 

“And that allows regular income?” Jiho  wondered. 

“Appa” Seonghwa gasped in a warning tone with sharp eyes . 

“Hush pup,” Jiho stated sternly. “I need to ensure that this alpha would be capable of providing for you.” 

“ I can provide for myself,” Seonghwa  responded. 

“I'd have to agree with Hwa on that,” Hongjoong  interrupted. “My career, although it may seem unpredictable, does offer me more than enough funds for myself and my family,  however big my family might be. We are comfortable in our apartment,  we do not have to worry about needs such as food and clothing.  There is a lot that happens behind the scenes that allows me to live a comfortable lifestyle. I have a strong following on social media,  and that brings in some form of income. I have a personal online custom shop that I do on occasion, where I sell my reformed clothing. And again although it doesn't bring in much it brings in something extra.  On top of that, EDENARY is not only a fashion design company. They also currently own a storefront with the clothing that has been designed. It also allows our customers to not have to wait for a fashion show or a large company release. We create every day as well. 

“ However, my chosen career aside, Seonghwa  does not need somebody that can provide for him. He has been doing an amazing job on his own. He is strong and resourceful. He has jobs that he does extremely well at and has been able to balance parenthood in with that. 

“If you are trying to ask if he has an alpha that can be dependable and supportive, then word it as such.  He doesn’t need somebody to  provide for him.  He can do that on his own. And he has been doing extremely well. However, you are more than welcome to ask if I can support him. Or even wonder if I can provide assistance.  And for that the answer is yes. I am more than stable enough to work alongside him and be supportive. Neither one of us would be carrying the weight alone. We will depend on each other.” 

Seonghwa, who sat directly across from the alpha, gazed at him with round sparkly eyes of wonder. He seemed completely overwhelmed by the response that had come entirely unexpected.  Based on the spike of orange aroma the alpha assumed he had said something well. 

Haneul also looked at the alpha with happiness. Not only did the answer win over Seonghwa but his eomma as well. “Now that is pleasantly a surprising and equally amazing answer.” 

“I'll admit I hadn't anticipated a response like that from you,” Jiho nodded along. “But I am pleased with the reply. Being mates is about a partnership. You need to be able to work together. The weight of everything does not fall on one's shoulders, regardless if they are an alpha or omega.” 

“That can be said also when it comes to raising pups," Haneul added. “ It's not the job of the eomma alone. It shouldn’t be expected of them to stay home and raise babies. Pups need their father to be present as well. I am certain you know that as well as anybody. We can already see you are an active parent.”

“I try to be,” Hongjoong smiled. “My pups mean the absolute world to me.”  he watched as Seonghwa  grabbed a clean napkin in white  and wipe some sauce away from Youngseok’s cheeks. 

“We can see that,” Jiho smiled. 

The next question came from Haneul. “Have you ever considered having any more pups?”  Hongjoong could easily sense that the statement was free of judgement. It was coming from a place of pure wonderment and honest curiosity. To be fair, Hongjoong had also been expecting a question such as this eventually. If Seonghwa’s parents were focussing on the idea of him being an alpha that could provide for him, that would include the expectations of having more children. Simply because Seonghwa was an omega with two pups of his own.  you wouldn't necessarily want your son to mate with somebody that didn't like the idea of accepting the pups Seonghwa already had. 

 Although he also recognized that it was none of the other’s business, he was still willing to answer. “I can see myself having more in the future. I wouldn't necessarily want to close that possible chapter so soon. However I also don't see myself actively going to search now. In order for me to have more pups I would need to have a partner,”  a soft smile pulled at the corner of his lips. “And for me personally I have found that being a single parent isn't the easiest in terms of dating and expanding relationships.  So just where I'm currently at in life, I want my primary focus to be on the two pups that I do have and allowing them to grow and develop. I strive to put my attention into them.” 

“I can see what you mean,” Haneul nodded. “ Parenthood is not something to be taken lightly. It requires a lot of your time and attention. It is important to remain focussed on your pup's but that sometimes unfortunately means being unable to do things for yourself, such as making time to date. And I recognized how your generation is. A lot more dating occurs now.”

“Was that not the case for you?” Hongjoong wondered. He was turning the conversation back on to the other omega. Reclaiming some form of control over it. “ How did you and Jiho end up together? Did you not date for long prior to meeting?” 

Seonghwa released a deep groan as he glared slightly at Hongjoong from across the table -  although of course he also would have no idea what exactly earned that response. “You shouldn’t have asked that,”  he sighed. 

Hongjoong raise the curious eyebrow in confusion. “Why?”  he questioned. 

“They love telling the story of how they met,” Seonghwa explained. “They'll never let you hear the end of it.” 

“Oh hush puppy,” Haneul warned his son playfully. “ You act as though we tell this story constantly.”

“Well you have,” Seonghwa insisted. 

“You only feel that way because you've heard it so many times” Jiho inputted. 

“ Now let me tell my story.'' Haneul smiled. He turned and faced Hongjoong. “We actually met during college. I worked at a cafe near the school where Jiho  attended and he often came in at the start of the day prior to his classes to grab a coffee. At first I didn't think anything of it. He was just another customer in my eyes.”

“Oh that is such a lie,” Jiho  chuckled. “Don't act like you weren’t giving me extra pastries the entire time I had known you.”

“ So maybe my omega found him attractive at the beginning,” Haneul agreed. “but that's how it went. Every morning he placed an order, I would slide him an extra pastry as a way to indicate that I was interested in him. And we would just chat a little as he placed his order. It really wasn't anything major, there wasn't a huge moment or anything such as that.” 

“Then how did you to start going out?” Hongjoong questioned with furrowed eyebrows. 

“I requested the court,” Jiho stated. 

“Just like that?” Hongjoong glance at the other Alpha in container . 

“Things were a lot simpler in our time,” Jiho explained. “Courting  was seen as dating back then but with a lot more seriousness. It gives you the opportunity to learn about the other person and to develop a relationship with them, that also maintains the understanding and expectations that you were doing this with the want to be mates.”

“But doesn’t dating give you the chance to get to know the other person?” Hongjoong argued. “Dating does essentially the same thing.”

“It does,” Haneul agreed. “ However, it is seen as a lot easier to leave. It's rarely considered as finalised as courting is.  It also requires you to rely a lot more on your wolf than on your instincts as a human. Which is again very fundamental to how our ancestors lived.” 

Hongjoong glanced over at Seonghwa with interest.  it was something that he had mentioned previously. A conversation they once had on the balcony. Seonghwa  had insisted and explained that if he was to ever mate again he would want it to be with somebody that his wolf picked.  That sounded very familiar to what his eomma was currently describing. The idea of relying on feelings. 

 Now that Hongjoong thought about it more,  the best way to describe that would be courting.  It sounds similar to what his parents have done. They relied primarily on their initial feelings, using that as guidance. although the courting methods are fairly old fashioned,  as well as the gifts that went along with them.  But Hongjoong figured that  they would be able to find a new modern-day medium with it. 

“I think it's sweet,”  he explained. “The two of you knew almost instantly that you were mates and wanted each other.  We don't get a lot of that nowadays.  I find it to be something extremely special.” 

“I'm glad you see it that way,” Haneul smiled. 

“How about you tell us a little more about yourself Hongjoong?” Jiho requested  turning the conversation back around to the younger Alpha. 

“I don't think there's much to tell” Hongjoong  insert unsure of exactly where this conversation is going on.  He was expecting and eventually asked a question to address what happened between himself and the pup's mother, although that conversation had yet to come.

“We know you are a single appa of two amazing puppies," Jiho pointed out. With the mention of the pups, Hongjoong was reminded that they were still present at the table currently. Swiftly he glanced around the table to check on them. All four seemed interested in their food, sharing only the occasional word with the adults beside them. “And we know that you are a fashion designer,  which you obviously worked very hard to get to that point.  Were you able to attend school?  Did you rely a lot on your parents?’ 

“ I have lived in Anyang up until recently when I moved to Seoult.  When I was back at home we lived with my parents, who gave us a lot of resources and support. I was able to rely on them a lot more than probably I should have.  I did attend online schooling to an extent.  I have some courses completed. Ones that are relevant towards my chosen career. However I don't necessarily have any finalised program or degree that I attended a graduation ceremony for. All courses that I took do relate to fashion design and contributed towards my experiences and career growth. Most of what I have been doing for the past few years has been related to employment. My focus at this point is to be able to provide economically for my family.” 

“Junyoung is around five or six is he not?  You must have been fairly young when you had him. I was under the impression that you are similar to Seonghwa's age. And he had Minjae during his second year of University,” Haneul stated. 

“You're asking if I had him when I was in high school?” Hongjoong questioned, with a small smile. 

“Eomma'' Seonghwa hissed. “You do not ask questions like that! Hongjoong, I am so sorry.” Seonghwa’s face was burning bright red. Haneul immediately appeared sorry for his questions and realised he had over stepped. 

Hongjoong laughed slightly. “It’s alright Hwa '' he smiled warmly at the eldest omega. “You remind me of my own eomma. She often asks many questions out of curiosity. As well as protectiveness. I understand how the two of you view my relationship with Seonghwa. You’re both thankful that he seems to have found a reliable alpha, one that loves children. However you are also concerned about what it means as I must’ve had a child during high school.” 

“I am sorry Hongjoong” Haneul apologised softly, regret lacing his tone. 

“Don’t be,'' Hongjoong chuckled lightly. “You’ve asked more politely than I probably would if this was about my own grown pups. Besides, most people are curious. In truth there’s not much to tell. She was my best friend during high school, everyone thought we would be together, that eventually the two of us would end up being mates . but that’s as far as it gets. Friendship. There was carelessness in terms of protection and it led to a pregnancy. 

“I am very lucky and thankful to have had a family that supported me so much. I know that both her and I wouldn’t have made it this far without them.” 

Haneul smiled at that, his shoulders lifted up, appearing very pleased with the response. “Speaking of your family, where are they spending the holiday?” 

“They actually decided to go celebrate the day with my hyung Beomjoong” Hongjoong explained. “He is currently training in America to be a modern dancer. Of course in the states the holidays aren’t celebrated the same way as it would be here.  so my parents are concerned that he would be spending the day alone and they didn't really want that. Plus it’s his first Chuseok away from home. 

“Which I can honestly understand.  They talked to me about it. They had asked if I would be okay with them flying out there. Beomjoong has been training since last semester.  We haven't seen him in a long time and he didn't get a chance to come home for summer vacation. I can't fault them for wanting to be with him.” 

“Even if it means that you were planning to spend Chuseok alone?” Haneul questioned. 

“But I'm not alone” Hongjoong smiled warmly. “I was never planning to be alone. I was always going to have my pups with me. Even if we didn't come here. Which I am extremely thankful for. Your generosity means a lot to me and my family.  I know that my parents wish they could repay you in some way for opening your door to us. they had been concerned about me remaining in Seoul celebrating, what they also viewed as alone.  But as I said I wouldn’t be on my own. I have my pups. We would have spent the day together. We would have been fine.” 

“ We are very happy that you joined us as well,'' Jiho smiled. 

“ You and your pup's seem like wonderful people,” Haneul added. 

“ I like to think that we are,” Hongjoong  laughed. 

“Appa” Junyoung’s soft voice interrupted the conversation. 

“Yes puppy?” Hongjoong glanced at the young child. He noted that Junyoung had finished his meal,  and it actually appeared that all of the children were done. “Did you finish lunch or did you want something more?”

"I'm done,”  the little voice responded. “ Can we go and play?”

Hongjoong glanced across the table at Seonghwa. He didn't want to  agree to anything without the omega also being on the same page.  He wasn't as familiar with Minjae and Sumin’s eating habits. Perhaps the eomma would want them to have more.  The omega responded with a quick nod, which allowed Hongjoong to dismiss the four pups so they could continue playing in the living room. 

“So” Haneul started. “ I was thinking Jiho and I could take the pups out for the day. Your old high school is holding a festival for today in honour of Chuseok.  There's going to be some street food and some games. It seems like something they might enjoy.” 

Seonghwa  was eager to nod along, “ I think you're right.  They would likely enjoy something like that. It sounds like it'll be fun and interactive.” 

“ Plus I'll get to see the high school that Seonghwa  attended” Hongjoong added with  a small smile. However the look of amusement was quick to fade. 

“Oh I think you misunderstood me” Haneul interjected. 

 This gained the attention from the younger omega. “What?”  he questioned. 

“Jiho and I, we'll take the pups alone. Not only will it give him and I time to bond with them, - specially the chance to get to know Junyoung and Youngseok more - but it also gives the two of you some much deserved time to yourselves.  As Hongjoong had put it earlier,  as a parent, especially single parents,  you don't get a lot of time outside of your pups.  There's rarely a free moment for you to be yourself.  Or for you to build onto relationships.” 

“Eomma '' Seonghwa hissed disapprovingly. “I don't need you to play matchmaker and set up some perfect date for Hongjoong and I. We don't need time away from the pups or anything like that. We didn't ask you to do that.” 

“We might not have asked for it,” Hongjoong interjected. “ but I think it's a great opportunity and honestly I thank you for it Haneul.” 

“Hongjoong” Seonghwa turned his disapproving gaze to him. “You seriously want to go out on a date this afternoon?” 

“Don't think it was referred to as a date” Hongjoong chuckled lightly. “But yeah,  I wouldn't mind going out and spending an afternoon alone with another adult. Without having our pups under foot needing our attention.  It is rare for us to get the time away from everything, Seonghwa. We shouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth.  If your parents are willing to watch them this afternoon then let's take them up on the offer.” He was holding this conversation as though the two grandparents were not currently sitting there hearing the entire discussion. 

“You can show me around Jinju. Take me to shops or wherever you used to go.  I'm sure there's restaurants and hangouts that you always enjoyed going to. Let's go out.  Let's enjoy the day” Hongjoong insisted. “It doesn’t have to be a date.  It is you and I hanging out as friends. As two single overworked parents that are in desperate need of a break.” 

Seonghwa hesitated. “ I suppose you're right.  It is rare for us to get a break. unless we are depending on the pack. And whenever I rely on them, I'm always in a rush to get home. I feel like I'm imposing too much on them.” He  glanced quickly towards his eomma. “Although I don't want you to see me so I'm imposing on you either.” 

“You're not,” Haneul insisted. “ What good is being a grandparent if they don't watch their grandchildren from time to time. You came here to be with family,  for us to see all the pups.  Let us have that opportunity.  You two go out and enjoy the day. do whatever you want. Call the outing whatever you want to call it. You two deserve the break.” 

“You know he’s right Seonghwa,” Hongjoong flashed a teasing smile. “Let's go out. Just for today, just you and I.” 

“ Okay” Seonghwa found himself agreeing. “You're right. Our time alone is rare.  And the pups do deserve an opportunity to bond with their grandparents.  I wouldn't want to stand in the way of that.” 

“ So it's a date?” Hongjoong’s smile had now fully turned into a smirk. 

Seonghwa gasps, his face turning a rosy pink almost instantly. “I-it's- n-not”  found himself stuttering. “ It's not a date.” 

“It's not a date” Hongjoong agreed.

“I have the perfect place to take you,” Seonghwa smiled. “You are going to love it.” 

“And where is that” Hongjoong  questioned now intrigued.  He was fascinated at what place could have changed Seonghwa's body language so quickly. Now that the omega knew where he wanted to go, he appeared to be completely at ease and comfortable. 

“Sorry” Seonghwa shrugged. It was his turn now to tease the alpha,  finally having an upper hand in the conversation, forgetting their audience yet again. “ I can't tell you,” Seonghwa smiled, “but I know you're going to love it.”

“As long as you're there” Hongjoong  responded,  walking a fine line of entering uncharted territories. “I know I will.” 

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“Why are you so good at this?” Seonghwa huffed, trying to glance over the alphas shoulder at the paper he had been so intently focused on. But Hongjoong swerved away slightly, allowing Seonghwa only a quick glance at the artwork. Although from what he had seen, the painting was amazing. Rationally he knew that Hongjoong was an artist, he sketched out designs for fashion as a living. It only made sense that he knew his art - although Seonghwa had assumed sketching was very different from painting a masterpiece.

“Art has always been something that I excelled at” Hongjoong answered, his head remaining bowed. He dipped the paint brush swiftly into the water. “How did you know about this?” he wondered. 

The two men were currently seated along the river bank of the Han River. Seonghwa had been true to his word when he said he knew of the perfect place to take Hongjoong for their day out. They had gone to a park, a little on the empty side as it wasn’t much more than an open green space with lots of trees. 

When they arrived Hongjoong had been surprised to be led over to a senior gentleman seated on a park bench with a sketch pad of paper opened and a stack of paints beside him. It was then that Hongjoong noticed the few people in the park all had paints and a couple sheets of paper - apparently the man handed them out. 

“I used to come here on the weekends during high school with a couple friends,” Seonghwa explained. “He has come here with his paint and paper every Saturday afternoon for as long as I can remember. I always come here to get a sheet of paper and a little pack of paints.  I found it to be really relaxing after a stressful week of school.” 

“He just gives away paper and paint for free?” Hongjoong asked in awe. He couldn't fathom how anybody was simply that kind. 

“Well we do give the paint back whenever we're done with them,” Seonghwa answered, smiling softly. “ But for the most part,  the majority of people that come here to paint leave some form of donation. A lot of the time people will buy the paintings he has on display. That's his primary focus, his own painting.”

“Does he ever give lessons?” Hongjoong  wondered.  If there's an opportunity such as this back in Seoul,  he knows he would have loved to participate in it with his pups. He was certain they would love an opportunity to  paint like this in the park. 

“ He does occasionally, for those who ask,” Seonghwa explained.  “But not anything major or specifically planned in terms of lessons.” 

“He really just does this out of the goodness of his heart” Hongjoong smiled warmly. He glanced over at the elderly man still seated at the bench. His own head was bowed,  focussing on the work he was currently completing.  When they had first approached him, Hongjoong  wasn’t able to get a clear scent from him.  Which perhaps only made the alpha more intrigued. 

“He does,” Seonghwa smiles back. “ Okay now stop changing the subject. Show me what you've been working on,” The omega practically whined. 

Hongjoong rolled his eyes. “Did you only bring me here so you could see my artwork?”

“To be fair I'm pretty sure that I see your artwork everyday in the clothes the pups wear,” Seonghwa chuckled lightly. “ You can't tell me that everything you put them in is not personally designed by you.”

“Majority of it might be” Hongjoong agreed with Seonghwa, he's not even trying to hide it. “But I was referring to my ability to paint. Sure you know that I can cut and sew the next greatest outfit. But I doubt you've seen any of my paintings.”

“I actually didn't know you could paint at all,” Seonghwa  responded. He retrieved his own wooden board that had a piece of paper placed down on it and several dozen little hearts painted across it. “I had assumed you would sketch, because I figured that's what's needed for fashion design. But actually painting, I didn't think you could do that.  I honestly just picked coming here because it was something that I always liked to do.  I wanted to share that with you.”

“You wanted to share one of your childhood enjoyments with me” Hongjoong now turned away from his own painting,  setting it down. “I'm flattered.”

“ You should be,” Seonghwa answered as he turned his body slightly so that he was now sitting across from the alpha rather than beside him. He leaned forward slightly with interest. “I prefer not to share a lot of sides of myself with people I barely know.”

“Oh?” Hongjoong raised an eyebrow. “ and who says we barely know each other?”

“ We only met a few weeks ago. '' Seonghwa's voice brightened.  It was obvious that he was teasing Hongjoong.  Both knew better than anyone that they had gotten extremely close in such a short amount of time. 

“That is true,” Hongjoong agreed. However the alpha also leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees and holding his face in his hands,  his eyes locked with the elder. “But if you rationally think about it,  I do believe that not just anybody will pick you up off the bathroom floor when you're drunk and had just finished vomiting. Nor would just anybody hold you out on the balcony as you cried.”

Seonghwa chuckled lightly. Closing off some of the space between them he pushed his hand playfully against the other’s shoulder. “I didn't ask you to do any of that,” he argued. 

“What did you want me to do?” Hongjoong said with a dramatic pout as he rubbed at his shoulder. “Would you have preferred I left you sitting out there all night cold and alone?”

“ I was not cold and alone,” Seonghwa rolled his eyes. But the strength in his action remained only for a moment as he considered what had really happened that night out on the balcony only a couple weeks ago. “ Okay I'll admit it,  maybe I technically was alone. But I certainly wasn't cold and alone.”

Hongjoong barked out a laugh. “If you weren't cold then why were you hugging me for the entire drama? At one point you were practically crawling into my lap mumbling about how warm I was.”

 A light blush appeared on Seonghwa’s cheeks. “It had nothing to do with you being physically warm” he mumbled, nearly going unheard by the alpha. 

 But nonetheless the alpha in fact heard him.  Although he didn't completely understand. His eyebrows drew together. “ What do you mean by that?”

“Nothing” Seonghwa gave his head a firm shake. Looking away from the alpha, that he had unconsciously been locking eyes with for the past few minutes, unaware of exactly how close the two were - their knees pressed against each other. He cleared his throat and grabbed at the set aside paper. “Let’s see that painting.” 

Taking all the extra paper,  he carefully collected the papers. Glancing down at the painting Hongjoong had completed, at first he noticed the vibrancy of the colours.  the way the blues and greens mixed together in a blend of calm. There were sharp lines of yellow and the occasional sprinkle with pink. In Seonghwa’s opinion it is the perfect definition of calm and pretty.  However,  the more time he got to look at it the more he began to realise that the abstract mixed of colours had actually been placed to form an image. 

Seonghwa's eyes widened slightly.  His head snapped up from the picture,  in favour of locking eyes with the alpha. He figured he already knew what it was, but he couldn't fathom why the alpha would select such an image to paint.  it's not as though he was anything that worthy of being photographed or painted. 

“Is this me?”  he asked, his voice just barely above a whisper.  his fingertips held lightly to the page. Fearing he may make a single bend to the paper. “ Did you paint me?”

 Hongjoong broke eye contact, a light tint of pink coming to his cheeks as he glanced away. He fiddled awkwardly with his fingers in his lap,  twisting one around the other. His scent also changed, displaying a hint of nervousness. Which to be honest Seonghwa couldn't completely comprehend. If the other was nervous about his reaction,  why would he have painted it in the first place. 

“It is,” Hongjoong answered in a voice equally as small as the other’s was. 

“Why?”  Seonghwa glanced away from the alpha in favour of looking back down at the image.  It was delicate,  although slightly rushed in terms of time frame to complete it,  it was still executed quite flawlessly. 

“ I don't know,” Hongjoong brushed the question off. “You told me to paint what inspired me, what I've felt in the moment.  and you were there.  I mean you were right next to me the whole time.  I figured if there's anything I should be painting right now, it is you.”  Quickly however Hongjoong reached forward grabbing at the page a little more roughly than Seonghwa would have liked. “ I'm sorry”  he apologised quickly. “ I shouldn't have painted you without your permission. I can just toss it in the garbage.  It was inappropriate of me.  I don't know what I was thinking.  You were just sitting there and the light from the sun was hitting you so nicely and the water was reflecting from behind you.  I just couldn't pass up the opportunity.  Like I said, I'll just throw it away.” 

 The omega however held tight to the artwork. He didn't want to release it so easily to the alpha.  How could he let go of something so beautiful,  Not when it was something created for him. It took him a couple of deep breaths before he was able to look up at the alpha in question. Seonghwa  wasn't sure what brought on these nerves,  but they were stronger than ever. He had talked to Hongjoong non-stop for what felt like weeks. Hongjoong had seen him at one of his lowest points.  So why was he suddenly concerned about the alpha’s opinions? 

“ Can I keep it?”  he questioned.  Although his voice was soft,  it had a certain strength to do it. One that indicated his determination of not letting go of the painting. 

“You want to keep it?”  Hongjoong’s voice grew a little in confidence. Perhaps he was also nervous about what Seonghwa would think of the image he created. Slowly he released the grip he had on the paper,  allowing Seonghwa to pull it closer to his own chest.  Hongjoong's fingers began to twist together again.  The more time Seonghwa spent with the alpha the more he had begun to realise that he rarely ever sat still,  he was constantly doing something, such as playing with his fingers, crossing and uncrossing its legs,  or sometimes tapping his foot on the floor. 

“ I do,” Seonghwa said, his own voice growing stronger as well. “It's a picture of me, one that you created. Why wouldn't I want to keep it?”

“ I…” Hongjoong felt a small smile tug at his lips. He gave a slight nod of approval. “You can keep it.”

  Seonghwa’s own smile now appeared on his face,  one that was beaming bright. He held tightly to the paper for another moment,  gazing at it happily. Seonghwa felt like he did when he held something that the pups had created. He felt inclined to post it on his refrigerator at home.  although this piece of artwork was worthy of going into a picture frame resting on his bedside table. Gently he placed it off to the side, where it could be kept safe. He then reached forward and claimed a hold on Hongjoong’s fidgeting hands nervously. 

“ Thank you,” Seonghwa  said with a gentle squeeze of reassurance. 

Hongjoong’s thumb slowly moved across the omegas' soft skin. The alpha was hyper aware that they were in a public park,  he wasn't foolish enough to believe that they were truly alone. But for a moment, as they sat there on the fresh grass with the Han River only a mere feet away,  he felt as though there was nobody else on this planet. Everything else had simply faded away.

Like the painting Hongjoong had created, Seonghwa sat in the sunlight directly across from him looking like the vibrant colours of a newly-created masterpiece. 

 Their knees pressed against each other,  leaving little space between them.  Their hands locked together, blending the paint they had on their skin making a rainbow.

“You're welcome”  Hongjoong responded.

“You were right,” Seonghwa smiled brightly.  Any tension he held in his shoulders upon noticing the painting had swiftly faded away by now.  Perhaps he had been feeling something similar to Hongjoong. There was no one else around them in the quietness of their own personal world. 

“ I often am.” Hongjoong teased lightly, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. Seonghwa released a breath of playful annoyance, pulling his hand free from the alpha in favour of giving the other a slight shove.  Which only earned a laugh. “Anything in particular that I am correct about this time?”

“ Well now I don't want to tell you,” Seonghwa rolled his eyes. He crossed his arms over his chest and pouted.  

“Awe,” Hongjoong cooed. He couldn’t help but think that Seonghwa looked like he was one of his pups with the way he pouted. “Aren't you just the cutest,”  he teased.  The teasing was something that they had grown accustomed to, especially over the past couple of weeks.  It was rare for Hongjoong to hold back such nature. However  it felt different today.  Perhaps is the knowledge that they were alone without the pups as chaperones. Or maybe it was recognizing what they had come to Jinju for.  Regardless of reasoning, the comment directed to Seonghwa’s cuteness earned a light blush. 

 Hongjoong found his smile softening. He raised his hand and gently rested on the omegas cheek. “ Come on now,”  he said lightly. “ Let's get rid of that pout shall we?” 

The blush on Seonghwa's cheeks,  which was conveniently hitting under Hongjoong’s hand, only deepened in redness. 

“Come on” Hongjoong tried again.  His finger lightly tapped against the skin of Seonghwa's cheek, a playful gesture to ease whatever tension was developing between them. “Tell me what I'm right about.  I love to hear it.”

Seonghwa scoffed and leaned away, broken free from his trance. “ It's only because you have a kink about it.”

Hongjoong barked out a laugh. “Did you just say I have a kink about being right?” 

The omega quickly realised what he had said,  which only caused the blush on his cheeks to heat up to an embarrassing level. He was pretty sure right now his entire face was beet red. Including his ears, a sure sign of his embarrassment. “ I, well…”

“ I assure you darling,” Hongjoong flashed a small smirk. “You know nothing about my kinks.”

 Seonghwa looked away to recover from the awkwardness. “ I thought I told you to stop calling me darling,” He argued, quickly changing the focus away from him. 

“Hmm” Hongjoong pretended to think about it for a moment. “Don't think I ever made such a promise.  I just simply stopped calling you it.  And now I have decided I miss it.  I think it's best that I start calling you darling again.” Although both knew this was only teasing. If Seonghwa truly did hate the name Hongjoong would stop. “However,” Hongjoong added. “ if you would be willing tell me what it is I was right about,  I would consider letting you off the hook.” 

 Seonghwa sighed in defeat. To be fair he was very much willing to tell the alpha at the beginning when he originally brought the comment up. But as the alpha’s teasing continued he had become more reluctant to do so. 

“ You were right about us needing a break,”  he explained softly. The alpha’s hand was still resting on his cheek,  a soft gesture that Seonghwa more than happily accepted. Turning his head slightly,  he allowed himself to lean into the gentle hand. His nose pressed lightly against the inside of Hongjoong’s wrist.  The alphas scent of eucalyptus was always so soft in his opinion. It could nearly go unnoticed unless you knew what scent you were searching for. However, today,  it seemed stronger,  and much more appealing to him. “I can't remember the last time I took a break away from the pups without fearing my need to rush home to them. It's nice.  To be able to breath for a moment.” 

“ I know the feeling,” Hongjoong agreed  with ease. “We put so much of our pups’ lives above our owns, that sometimes we forget we have one at all.”

“A life outside of my puppies” Seonghwa found himself shaking his head slightly. “ Sometimes it feels like I don't even have one.” 

“But you do,” Hongjoong smiled. “We both do. We simply need to find a way to balance it.” Slowly, almost reluctantly he withdrew his hand. “ I'm glad you brought me here.  I love art,  it has been so long since I've done it for fun. Most of my artwork has to be related to work these days.” 

“ I'm glad I picked this place too,” Seonghwa flashed a smile. “When I was a teenager it always allowed me to relax. Like the pressure was off even for only a short time.” 

“What else did you do when you came here?” Hongjoong wondered. 

“ What do you mean?” Seonghwa questioned with a slight forward to his brows. 

“I mean did you only come here on your weekends to paint?” Hongjoong explained. “Or did you do anything else when you came?”

“Oh” realisation flashed across Seonghwa’s face. “Mostly I came to paint. But sometimes I would walk along the river bank and grab some food. There’s a couple cafes around here I like to eat at.” 

“Alright” Hongjoong nodded and pushed himself up from the ground. Swiftly he dusted some of the dirt away from his pants. “Lets go” he held out his hand for Seonghwa with a bright smile. 

“Go where?” Seonghwa frowned slightly. He grabbed Hongjoong’s hand nonetheless and allowed the alpha to help him up off the ground. He bent slightly and took hold of the painting as Hongjoong gathered the rest of the supplies. 

“Is this what you made?” Hongjoong asked, holding the painting that Seonghwa had been working on. 

“Ah yeah” Seonghwa nibbled his lip. It was nothing compared to Hongjoong’s near masterpiece. It was several dozen hearts painted and overlapping each other, allowing the colours to blend and create new tones. “I was thinking I could cut them into little cards once we get home. Might be nice to give out tomorrow to family.” 

Hongjoong smiled and released a breathy little chuckle. “That is such a Seonghwa thing.”

“How so?” Seonghwa asked. Hongjoong had held onto his hand and began to cross the park, moving towards the elderly gentlemen. 

“It showcases how kind your heart is,” Hongjoong  lately explained. “You have one of the kindest hearts I have ever seen. That is something specific to you.” He approached the elderly man and carefully set down the paint next to the pile. “Thank you sir,”  He said with a bow of his head. “We had a wonderful time.” 

 Seonghwa bowed his head as well in thanks. “ Thank you,”  he said. 

 The man nodded in agreement. “ I'm glad you enjoyed it, '' he said. He reached through the pile of paintings  he had stacked beside him,  likely work that had been done during his stay at the park. He retrieved a single sheet and held it out towards Hongjoong. “ This is for you, '' he said. 

 With raised eyebrows, Hongjoong accepted the offer sheet, although confused.  Glancing down at it, Hongjoong was stunned. It was a painting of him and Seonghwa. The two of them sat as a silhouette with the water as a backdrop.  It was amazing. Hongjoong held it out to Seonghwa for him to view as well.

“Oh my, '' Seonghwa gasped lightly. “Did you paint this?” He looked at the man.  Just as carefully as he had taken Hongjoong’s painting,  he grabbed this one. “This is incredible, '' he breathed out. “Thank you.``

“ Young love is a beautiful thing to paint,”  the man smiled. “ You may keep it, of course. Hopefully you can find a place in your home. I am certain you have been together a very long time with how close you are.”

“ We aren't.”  Hongjoong bit his bottom lip quickly. “We aren’t… we haven’t been together for a very long time.”

“Really?” The man seemed taken aback by that statement. “ You look at each other the way I used to look at my mate. All kinds of love.  Something you don't see much of today.” 

 If it had been anybody else,  any of his friends or coworkers, Hongjoong likely would have argued about it,  tried to end the conversation. However the alpha knew he had to respect his elders. So instead he responded with a small smile. “Thank you.” 

“That's very sweet of you to say, '' Seonghwa agreed. “ I can only hope Hongjoong and I would have something as wonderful as you and your mate. And thank you again for the painting,  I will be sure to display it in our house.``

 The man gave another nod,  an indication that he was done with the conversation when he failed to provide any vocalised communication.  With that young couple parted ways from the painter. 

“What is it with everyone thinking that were together?” Hongjoong sighed slightly.  It was slightly tedious to continuously explain their relationship to strangers. He was growing more intrigued about what it was about them that made it seem as though they were together.  There's no way that their scents blended together the way that mates did.  They haven't known each other long enough it developed the level of friendship needed to be mates. 

“ I know right?” Seonghwa smiled. The two were walking so close that they brushed up against each other. He absentmindedly linked his arm around Hongjoong’s. “We've been getting a lot of that lately. But then again you haven't exactly been denying it.”

“Oh come on,” Hongjoong rolled his eyes. “You wanted me to deny that we were mates to that senior man? Crush his dream like that of seeing young love?”

“So you'd rather have him believing a lie?”  Seonghwa teased. 

“You could have told him that we weren't mates”  Hongjoong countered. 

“He made us a painting. '' Seonghwa  looked personally offended by Hongjoong’s offer. '' How could I possibly break his heart after that? Tell him we’re not actually mates when he painted us? Come on. I think when a painting is involved you earn a get-out-of-jail-free card for lying.” 

 Hongjoong barked out a laugh. “Get out of jail free card? What are we playing? Monopoly?”

“ I'm great at Monopoly,” Seonghwa laughed. “We wouldn't just be playing,  I'd be winning.” 

“Wow,” Hongjoong breathed out  lightly. “You are certainly a cocky one aren't you?” 

“Me?” Seonghwa smirked playfully. “I believe you're the alpha.”

Hongjoong’s  eyes widened slightly. “Did you just make a dick joke?”  he asked in disbelief. 

“ What if I did?” Seonghwa stated as though it was a challenge. “You are the alpha here. If we are going to talk about anybody's cock,  you're the only one worth discussing.” 

 The alpha’s jaw fell open in absolute shock. Had Seonghwa really just said that? He just made a comment about Hongjoong’s dick. 

It would seem that Seonghwa realised what he had said around the same time that Hongjoong did.  His eyes widened impossibly round and he raised his hand up to his mouth and completely stopped walking,  frozen where he stood only a few feet from the Han River. “Oh my god,”  he breathed out. “I didn't mean it like that.  I don't know what I'm saying.  I never say stuff like that, I swear. Something came over me. I am so sorry.” Seonghwa was rambling and he knew it.  But he needed to apologise for the literal high school level joke that he had just made about the alpha. Just because they had returned to the park where Seonghwa had been to so many in his high school years,  didn't mean he had the right to act like some horny sixteen year old again. 

 Whatever tension and awkwardness Seonghwa assumed would’ve formed with his inappropriate joke,  simply faded away when Hongjoong let out a deep laugh. “ oh my gosh.”  He stopped walking in favour of turning around. He stood across from Seonghwa now. “Is this what relaxed, taking a break Seonghwa looks like? When you aren't all tense being a mother? And the responsibilities that come with it?” 

Seonghwa blushed lightly. “This is me acting like a damn teenager again,” The omega mumbled. “Which I wouldn’t really consider a good thing.”

“And why not?” Hongjoong questioned. “What is wrong with letting loose and acting your age?” Absent-mindedly Hongjoong reached up and cupped Seonghwa's cheek. His thumb brushed against his soft skin, as he smiled lightly. “ I like it,”  he said. “ I like when you let your walls down. When you are able to be comfortable enough with me to allow yourself to show all aspects of your personality.”

“Doesn't mean I need to show you the side with my dirty jokes,” Seonghwa mumbled. 

“But I want you to,” Hongjoong insisted. His thumb continued moving in soothing circles. “ I want you to show all sides of yourself. From crazy clean freak that can't allow a single crumb on his table,  to caring mother that freats over his children, into the dirty minded omega that stands in a public park and makes a comment about my dick.” 

“Oh my god” Seonghwa groaned and tried to turn away from the alpha. “Don't word it like that,”  he warned.

“How should I word it?” Hongjoong challenged. 

“Don't word it at all,”  Seonghwa  stated. The blush became displayed on his high cheekbones. His scent changed slightly. Becoming increasingly sweeter.

“Okay,” Hongjoong agreed.  The alpha didn't step away. He remained within the omega’s personal space. Still feeling as though they were the only two people on earth. Hongjoong moved his hand down from Seonghwa’s cheek, resting it now on Seonghwa's neck. His hand brushing against the omega’s scent gland. The tension that was forming between them could not be missed. 

Seonghwa responded with his own hands coming up to rest on Hongjoong’s slender waist. He breathed in Hongjoong’s calming scent. “Okay” he verbalised a response. Perhaps both were in a trance. One that neither could break. The space between them only continued to close. Seonghwa, locking eyes with Hongjoong recognized what was happening.

Hongjoong leaned in, his head tilting towards the omega. Gently, the alpha’s plush, soft lips pressed against the omega’s. It was a fleeting touch, barely a kiss. It was as though the alpha snapped from his trance and pulled away almost instantly. 

However Seonghwa wasn’t going to allow that. He chased after Hongjoong as he tried to pull away. He reconnected their lips - this time in a proper kiss. He felt the way Hongjoong’s hand tightened slightly to his neck, acting as a way to ground them together. Their lips locked, holding onto each other. 

Their bodys melted together. Latching on and not letting go. It was Hongjoong that parted his lips for the omega first, releasing a small gasp as he did so. Seonghwa held himself back from deepening too much. It was their first kiss, one in public. He didn’t want to push anything inappropriate. So the omega held back. He only allowed his tongue to brush against Hongjoong’s bottom lip - testing the waters. 

They had come to the park for art. They were supposed to be having a relaxing afternoon as friends. In fact Hongjoong had promised this wasn’t a date. But neither could deny that they hadn’t been subtly flirting with each other all day. The way Hongjoong’s hand naturally found Seonghwa’s upper thigh on the train or how Seonghwa was checking out Hongjoong’s bare chest in their bedroom. There was no denying that Hongjoong had painted Seonghwa just minutes ago because he inspired him.  In fact this flirting went past today. They have had a connection since they met. There was always a tension between the two. Today was just the first time they had acted on it. 

Hongjoong leaned back to breathe for a moment. But it was only for a couple seconds as he couldn’t fight the pull that drew them together. Their lips met again. Kisses have often been described as fiery and passionate - at this point it felt like a cliche to Hongjoong. And the kiss he shared with Seonghwa only proved his point. He wouldn’t describe it as fiery. Hongjoong would say that the kiss was like the first dawn of   spring. Colours are returning to the world, heavy clouds have parted in favour of sunshine. It was refreshing. And expected. It was everything Hongjoong had expected it to feel. Just as how it is known that after winter comes spring. 

The alpha could’ve stood there kissing Seonghwa all day, he gladly would’ve. But when his phone rang he stepped back, breaking the kiss. He pulled it from his pocket assuming that it would’ve been a call regarding one of his pups. However it was the same unknown number from before. He sighed and denied the call.

Seonghwa had taken the chance to step back, to adjust his shirt and calm his thoughts. Did they just kiss? Had he kissed Hongjoong? His friend? Hongjoong, the incredibly hot alpha neighbour that adored his pups and had a stable job? Hongjoong who was home with him to meet his entire family and will be sharing his bed tonight? They kissed? “Holy shit” Seonghwa mumbled. 

“Did you say something?” Hongjoong questioned, although slightly awkwardly. He turned off his phone and slipped it into his pocket. 

“Just ah who was on the phone?” Seonghwa asked, not really wanting to talk about the fact they just kissed. 

“Oh” Hongjoong shrugged. “Unknown number. They called earlier today.” 

“You should probably accept the call if they keep trying” Seonghwa awkwardly put his hands in his pockets. 

“If they try again I will,” Hongjoong promised. The alpha shifted from foot to foot absentmindedly. “So uh how about we grab a little something to eat? We could get coffee?” 

“Yeah,” Seonghwa nodded. They needed to do something other than stand here thinking about the kiss they just shared. “Coffee sounds great right now.”

Hongjoong led him towards the nearest cafe situated close to the riverbend.  it was a cute little place, with bookshelves lining the brick walls and succulents scattered around in decorative pots. “Have you ever been here before?” Hongjoong questioned as he opened the door and held it for Seonghwa to enter first. 

“No,” Seonghwa gave his head a little shake. “At least not since it became this cafe. The last time I was here I believe it was a bookstore.” 

“ I suppose that explains the bookshelves” Hongjoong smiled to himself looking around the room. Resting his hand on the small of Seonghwa's back he headed towards a small table situated near the back of the shop, but still next to one of the large windows where they could overlook the river. “Anything in particular that you want?”

 Seonghwa thought about it for a moment, a playful look in his eyes. “Hmm”  he said almost dramatically. “ I suppose I'm fine with anything.  So long as you don't get me a bitter coffee.”

“ Almost every coffee is bitter to you,” Hongjoong huffed. “You drink sugar more than actual coffee.”

“ Nobody told you to drink my coffee that day.” Seonghwa waved an accusing finger at him. 

“You're never going to let me live that down are you?” Hongjoong questioned,  a laughing tone to his voice. 

“Nope” Seonghwa chuckled. “ If I did, where would the fun be?”

Hongjoong heaved a sigh. “ Okay, an extra large sugar-free coffee for you.”

“Hey!”  Seonghwa gasped. 

“I’m just joking” Hongjoong chuckled. “I’ll be right back.”  With that said Hongjoong turned and walked away, leaving the omega to sit there with his thoughts. 

 However Seonghwa was not left alone for long.  The sound of footsteps heightened as somebody walked towards the table. But they were far too heavy to be that of Hongjoong. Seonghwa looked up from where he had been playing temporarily on his phone. His eyes widened slightly when he recognized the alpha approaching him. 

“It is you” the alpha beamed excitedly. “ I thought it might have been. You look almost exactly the same as you did back in high school. As gorgeous as ever.” 

“ Hello Siwoo,” Seonghwa forced the greeting to appear polite. “Long time no see.”  The alpha hadn't changed much either.  Of course he appeared slightly older considering it had been several years.  His face was sharper,  and his hair had returned to its natural black rather than the  chocolate brown it had been dyed as a teenager. His eyes had remained as sharp as they always had. Almost overwhelmingly so. “ I didn't expect to see you here.”

“Here as in the cafe?” Siwoo chuckled. “ I didn't expect to see you here either. But if you mean in general I had been hopeful that I would be seeing you for the holidays,” Siwoo stated. “ Although I figured that considering we are neighbours my chances of running into you were fairly high. It has been a rather long time since you last returned home, right?”

“It’s been  a couple of years,” Seonghwa nodded. “ I can't say I expected to see you around though. I thought by now you'd have a high-class job at some skyrise building in the city. Wasn't that always your dream?”

“ I suppose in a way it was,” Siwoo  stated. “ I recently graduated for my masters.  I haven't gotten a chance to move and settle down in the city yet.  I've been looking at apartments in Seoul.  I believe that's where you currently live right?”

 Seonghwa sheepish nod,  hesitant as to where this was possibly going. 

“Oh how wonderful!” Siwoo practically cheered. “Maybe you could show me around the city. We would be able to spend much more time together.  Perhaps we could pick up where we left off back in high school.”

 That made Seonghwa let out a deep cough,  choking on the air.  Of course that's why the alpha’s scent was so prominent as he approached the table. He was trying to impress the omega. It doesn't matter whose heart he broke several years prior. “Where we left off? In high school?”

“ Yeah,” Siwoo nodded. “What do you think?” 

“I think it’s best that we leave our past behind us.” Seonghwa twisted uncomfortably in his seat. Siwoo was releasing more pheromones than would be considered acceptable. 

“Oh Seonghwa,” Siwoo chuckled. “You always played hard to get.”

“I’m not playing hard to get.” Seonghwa folded his arms around himself like protection.

“And why wouldn’t you want to pick up where we left off?” Siwoo questioned. 

“I have a life,” Seonghwa snapped. “I have a family, pups to care for. I am not interested in dating you.”

“Ah yes I had heard that you have pups. Two of them right?  I happen to love children.  I know you and I once talked about having a family together,  did we not? One of those nights we stayed up late texting each other even though we had school the next morning?  I would be more than happy to meet them.” 

“Yeah I don't think that's going to happen,” Hongjoong’s voice sounded as he approached the table, with a tray in hand that was decorated with drinks and pastries. 

“And who are you?” Siwoo turned to look at the other alpha. 

“Kim Hongjoong” Hongjoong stated in a strong tone. He firmly placed the tray of food down on the table. “Seonghwa?”  he glanced towards the omega. “Do you know him?”

“ He was an old friend from school. Siwoo.'' Seonghwa waved his hand toward the man in question. “He also happens to be my neighbour.” 

“Oh come on, tell him more Seonghwa.”  Siwoo huffed slightly in distaste. “You and I are much more than simply friends and neighbours. I was your first love after all.”

“ I wouldn't really call what we had love.” Seonghwa argued lightly. 

“Oh well isn't that sweet” Hongjoong forced himself to smile.  He slid into the open seat across from the omega and began serving out plates of food. “ I suppose your first love will always be special.  However it's nothing compared to that of a mate.  You know those bonds run much deeper and last a lot longer than a high school romance.”

“And how would you know that?” Siwoo questioned. 

Hongjoong gave a shrug in response. “ I suppose it's just things you simply learn with maturity,”  he made a subtle dig at the other alpha. “Similar to how you learn not to flirt and make a pass at omegas that are already being courted. That happens to be very high school level behaviour. Which personally I left behind when I graduated.  Although I suppose that's not the case for everyone.” His eyes fully gazed up and down the alpha, a judgement light to them. 

The other alpha seemed to realise this, his scent spiked with anger. “ Who do you think you are to talk to me like that?” 

“Who do you think you are to approach this table and imply that you want to date an omega that already smells like another alpha?” Hongjoong responded. “A claim has already been placed. What well respected alpha would’ve disregarded that? Not all alphas will be as forgiving as me.”

Seonghwa looked at Hongjoong with a slack jaw. Gone was the level-headed alpha that had grown to know so well over the past few weeks.  He doesn't recall ever seeing Hongjoong lose his patience,  not even when his pups spilled juice all across the table and nearly ruined several of his designs.  Although he seemed slightly annoyed and disappointed with it,  his temperament was never lost.  However, considering the way his own scent of eucalyptus turned to a burning sensation, he seemed really displeased with the attitude the other alpha had displayed. 

“ I suggest you move along,” Hongjoong warned. “Consider this a learning opportunity on who you should and shouldn't approach.”

Siwoo glanced towards Seonghwa, as though he expected the omega to take his side rather than the alpha who had obviously laid claim to him. He looked at him almost in disbelief when Seonghwa refused to stand by him. He huffed angrily. “Nobody is worth this effort,” he mumbled under his breath. “ You were supposed to be an easy lay.” He had turned on in his heels and started to walk away.  But Hongjoong heard  the comment nonetheless. 

“What,”  he stood up, fisted hands against the table top. “The fuck did you say?” 

“What?” Siwoo  turned slightly to look back at the other alpha who appeared to be challenging him now. 

“I don't like repeating myself,” Hongjoong hissed the words out dangerously low. “What did you say about Seonghwa being an easy lay?”

Siwoo snorted lightly at that. “He literally has two pups. And he's not even mated. If that doesn't seem like an easy lay to you,  then I don't know what does. Willing to spread his legs for just about anybody.  Alpha, beta, probably even other omegas. It doesn't matter to someone like him.” 

 Hongjoong closed the space between them in a matter of seconds. For someone so short he certainly took long strides. His  small fist grabbed onto the alpha’s shirt pulling him down so that they were at the same height. “No respectful alpha would ever dare say anything like that to an omega. Alphas like you are the lowest that come. Just two minutes ago you were talking about how you wanted to settle down with a family.  How much do you like pups? Claiming that you wanted to meet and get to know Seonghwa’s pups?  But then you go ahead and pull this type of bullshit?  Who do you think you are?” 

“Let go of me man,” The alpha warned, trying to tug free from Hongjoong. 

“Listen here” Hongjoong only held on tighter, pulling the alpha down to face level. “I genuinely don't give a fuck who you are and what you thought you meant to Seonghwa back in high school. You obviously don't mean anything more than the dirt on the bottom of his shoe right now. And I suggest you start to recognize that. He didn't ask you to come near him. In fact everything about his tone and body language indicated that he wanted you to leave him alone. However it seems you were so caught up with thinking about where your dick could go that you were a little preoccupied. How about I make this clear.  I'll tell you exactly where that dick of yours can go and it is straight up your own ass. 

“Learn to respect omegas. Otherwise you will never make it far into this life of yours.  We are equal. Regardless of who has and hasn't had a child. Don't you dare  think that the man sitting over there,  that had once attended the same school as you,  sat in the same classrooms and learned the same content as you, is any different than yourself. 

“Well” Hongjoong smirked. “I suppose I'm wrong actually. He's not worth the same as you.  Park Seonghwa is worth much more than you could ever dream of being.”  He released his hold on the alphas shirt collar pushing him back slightly without a single care. “Now keep walking.” Hongjoong stood his ground with his arms crossed. His body position in a way that protected Seonghwa from whatever threats could possibly come. “Silently.”

It appeared for a moment that the other alpha considered fighting back against Hongjoong.  However, like he said earlier,  he likely didn't consider Seonghwa to be worth the fight.  There were many omegas in this world,  and he believed he could easily find another. So he turned on his heels and continued to walk away. 

 Hongjoong huffed,  taking in a deep breath of air. Releasing some tension from his shoulders he reclaimed the seat across from Seonghwa.  he looked at him momentarily with an apologetic gaze to his eyes. “I'm sorry you had to witness that, '' he said in a small voice. “ I just couldn't let an alpha speak to you in such a way.  You're so much more than somebody to sleep with.  And to think that he would use your pups to get close to you,  that is beyond disgusting. But I'm sure you probably didn't want me to make a scene.  And I know that you could defend yourself. So I'm really sorry if I overstepped.  That genuinely wasn't my intention. I think my alpha just took a little bit too much control. And I wanted to protect you.“

  Hongjoong would have said more, in fact he was planning on it.  However his words were stopped by Seonghwa’s gentle hand interlocking his fingers with Hongjoong’s - that were currently resting on the table. Their slender fingers locked together,  his thumb brushing against the soft skin in a soothing motion.  It was then that Hongjoong also realised the omega was releasing sweet orange pheromones.  The omega was trying to not only calm the alpha down but to also reassure him. And Hongjoong found that to be incredibly sweet. 

 His words got caught in his mouth, there was nothing left to say. He gave Seonghwa’s hand a tight squeeze, willing his own beating heart to slow down. He became hyper aware of the attention that they had received.  The scene he put on attracted not only the attention of workers,  likely concerned that they might have to step in, but the customers seated around them as well. 

However it would appear that the unwanted attention had not bothered Seonghwa in the slightest.  His gaze was locked and focussed purely on the alpha. His round boba eyes watched him in wonder.  His pouty mouth was open slightly, as though he was mid word. 

“Thank you” Seonghwa said softly,  his hand giving a firm squeeze. “I can't recall the last time somebody defended me in such a way. I appreciate it.”

“ I don't want it to seem like I was overstepping,” Hongjoong hesitated. “ I know how strong you are.  You don't need anybody to defend you,  you've done well at doing that yourself.”

“ I have. And I appreciate it when people recognize that,”  Seonghwa smiled. “But sometimes it's nice to know that there's somebody that has my back,  who will stand in my corner when I need it the most. It's comforting, sometimes it's all you need.”

“ I'll always be a support for you,” Hongjoong promised. 

Seonghwa smiled sheepishly  and glanced away slightly awkward at the intensity of the recent events.  His gaze focussed on the tray of food set before him. Swiftly he changed the subject. “ So what did you order?”

Hongjoong brightened at that,  he seemed proud of the decision he had made regarding the food, and was happy to brag a little. “I got us some poached pear, honey pastry, sweet rice cakes, a mini bundt cake, red bean mochi and a donut. Plus your extra sweet coffee.” 

“Did you order one of everything?” Seonghwa teased. He had genuinely meant it a joke, but when Hongjoong twisted sheepishly in his seat, he quickly figured it was very much true. “Hongjoong” he said in a tone that made it sound like he was scolding one of their pups.

“Oh hush” Hongjoong waved the omega’s concern away. “Just enjoy.” The alpha reached for chopsticks and grabbed for one of the pears. 

Seonghwa sighed a little but couldn’t fight the smile tugging at his lips. Grabbing a fork he cut into the bundt cake for a bite.

“So you went to school with that jerk?”  Hongjoong asked curiously,  although aware that he didn't want to overstep into something that Seonghwa was uncomfortable with.

 However the omega only sighed in what could only be described as frustration. “Yeah. Like I said he's also my neighbour.  We used to walk to school together and study and hang out when we could on the weekends. He's actually the reason why I joined the dance club in the first place. He encouraged me to come along with him one day. However that changed after I presented as an omega.”

“Are you serious?” Hongjoong frowned. “ just because you presented as an omega he started to treat you different?”

“ He didn't see me as a friend anymore,” Seonghwa said softly. “ Perhaps more so he didn't see me as an equal.  Instantly I became somebody that was below him. He began to fit every possible cliche as alpha. He started hanging out with the popular crowd that shared time with being on the soccer field and checking out the newly presented omegas.  I became like a prize to him,  somebody for him to conquer.  And at the time,  I wasn't as strong as I am now. I fell for it,  for his advances.  Perhaps I was just desperate to get somebody who I considered my best friend back. He was more interested in my body.  Wanted to explore what it meant to be with an omega. 

“Anyways for a little while I gave in to it.  He was my boyfriend. My first one actually. And as you can see it didn't end very well.  I realised after I saw him with another omega that he and I were not to be. 

“ I guess you could say I have the worst luck when it comes to alphas. Most of those I interact with are assholes.”

“Does that include me?” Hongjoong questioned,  almost wanting to lighten the mood despite being the one to ask the question. 

  A smile tugged at Seonghwa’s lips. “I thought I had already made it clear to you Hongjoong. You're not like other alphas. You're special.” 

 Hongjoong also gave a smile in return. His heart warmed up at the mention of him being special. He could practically feel his internal alpha wanting to let out a howl of pleasure. “Special, ” his internal alpha pranced about. “I'm special!”

“Actually” Hongjoong  couldn't resist the urge to tease the other. “If I recall correctly you stated that you would want to mate with me.”

A hot blush appeared on Seonghwa's cheeks. The omega, unable to maintain eye contact, looked away becoming hyper-focus on the droplet of spilt coffee. “No,”  he insisted. “ I said somebody likes you.”

“Oh really?” Hongjoong raised an eyebrow. “Are you sure it wasn't me who corrected you to say that? Because my memory says otherwise.”

“ Your memory says that I said I wanted to mate you?” Seonghwa challenged. 

“ I happen to recall you wrapped in my arms looking up at me with your bright boba eyes telling me I am the alpha you would want to mate,” Hongjoong said confidently. “That even though you're not interested in mating, if you were, you'd want to be with me. An alpha that cares for his pups just as much as you do.”

 Seonghwa scoffed lightly. “ I have no memory of this,” He tried to play it off. 

“ I don't suppose you do” Hongjoong  found himself laughing. “You were pretty drunk that night.” 

“ I was not drunk!” Seonghwa gasped. 

“Oh you weren't? So you ran to the bathroom to vomit for fun? You made me carry you and tuck you into bed like a pup for fun, too?” Hongjoong felt a small smirk tug at the corner of his lips. 

“Whatever” Seonghwa huffed in defeat. Deciding to change the subject again he shifted the conversation to put the question on the alpha instead. “ You know what, you know quite a bit about my exes. You’ve even met one now. But you never mention yours.  Do you have any secret love affairs with an omega that you never speak of?”  his eyes twinkled. 

Hongjoong chuckled lightly. “Do I seem like the type that would have countless omegas at his beck and call?” 

“ Well,” Seonghwa shrugs. “ I mean you seem like the type that might have had a girlfriend or two.”

“There's a type for that?” Hongjoong raised his eyebrow. 

“You do have two pups,” Seonghwa  pointed out. “ I don't really think you got there by being celibate.”

Hongjoong chuckled at that.  The omega raised a valid point of course. Anyone that saw him with the two pups, would automatically assumed that he had a sexual relationship - at least at some point. “So you want to hear about my sex life,”  he teased. Gazing at the omega, he noticed that a strand of Seonghwa’s blond hair fell across his face. Gently he tucked it back behind his ears. His hand however lingering at the side of his face. 

“No,”  Seonghwa gasped. “ I hadn't meant it like that.” 

The alpha’s hand moved down the omega’s face until it brushed against his bright red cheek fondly. “ I know,”  he said. “Either way. Yeah I had a couple of relationships, majority of them were in high school of course.  Once I graduated and began to care full-time for the pups primarily on my own,  well I'm sure you know that is far from easy.  I have dated a couple of omegas. However I also had relationships with a couple bettas and an alpha.” 

“Alphas?” Seonghwa raised an eyebrow. He had heard of alphas that had relationships and mating with betas, but never with other alphas. 

“Yeah” Hongjoong smiled. “Don’t knock it till you try it darling. Even alphas can like the feeling of taking a knot. Although I’ve only done that once or twice. There’s not a huge variety of other alphas willing to lay with me.”

“ So you do have quite a few relationships” Seonghwa snorts,  at the prospect of him being correct.

“Not too many” Hongjoong  tried to insist. 

“Have you…” Seonghwa nibbled on his bottom lip almost awkwardly. 

“Have I what?” Hongjoong felt a small smirk tug at the corner of his lips. His food and drink had long since been forgotten. He rested his hands on the table and leaned forward,  closing off some of the space. 

“ Have you dated anyone since having the pups?” Seonghwa was by some miracle able to force the words out of his mouth. His own hands remain wrapped around the coffee iced coffee cup.  Despite the awkwardness, the omega refused to look away.  This was a question he truly wanted to know the answer to. He couldn't risk the alpha teasing him if he showed signs of nerves.

Hongjoong raised his eyebrow in a moment of surprise. Why would Seonghwa  be interested in such a question?  Was the omega considering the prospect of dating?  For some reason,  Hongjoong couldn't quite put his finger on it, he didn't like it.  He didn't  particularly enjoy the possibility that Seonghwa was interested in finding an alpha.  Something wicked bubbled in his stomach at that consideration. 

“ I haven't,” Hongjoong answered. “ I wouldn't consider the experience I have to be dating.  I will agree that I have interacted with my fair share of individuals over the past couple years. But very rarely did it go past more than one night.” 

“Oh” Seonghwa’s face filled with sadness. “ So you have one night stands?” 

“Not really” Hongjoong gave his head a firm shake. “ I'll admit  that I haven't been celibate since having the pups,  but I also wouldn't call it one night stands when majority of the time nothing sexual ever took place.  For the most part it was a date night here or there that just never expanded into anything more.” 

“Why not?” Seonghwa set his cup down and absentmindedly felt his fingers search for Hongjoong’s to interlock. 

“I'm sure you know how difficult dating can be” Hongjoong flashed a knowing smile. “ and that was before we even had pups.  What your eomma said today is true.  It is hard to get any form of alone time. We don't receive breaks so easily.  The time to go out and actively date somebody is a struggle.  You need to have a partner that would equally understand that your pup's come first. That I can't go out every Friday night to the club because I need to find a babysitter. Or how everybody I may feel a connection for can't come home with me and spend the night in my bedroom. And there is the aspect that my pups would need to approve of the person I am with. If they do not respond well the individual that I am seeing,  than I can't keep seeing them.  I know that I will not expose that to my family.”

“Yeah,” Seonghwa agreed with a small nod. “Dating certainly hasn't been the easiest to manoeuvre as a parent.”  he chuckled lightly. “ I barely have time to shower in the morning.  I highly doubt I can find the time to actually go out and meet somebody.”

“Thankfully my pups prefer to sleep in,” Hongjoong  laughed. “So I always get time for showering. Although I will admit that once they're awake they tend to become rather clingy.  Especially Youngseok. But how can I complain about that?” Hongjoong  gave Seonghwa’s hand a gentle squeeze. “But you're right. To be honest I don't even know where to begin the idea of dating. A lot of those that I had known and dated had been in the past, it was during high school.  I haven't needed to go out to meet anybody new.” 

“Exactly,” Seonghwa  laughed lightly. “ I don't even go anywhere. Am I supposed to find the next best date at the grocery store? I don't think that's very romantic.” 

“ I suppose you could do what your parents did,” Hongjoong offered. “You work at a cafe similar to how Haneul did. You could try his method and slip an extra pastry for a handsome, young alpha, who you so often speak with and regularly make coffee for.  I am certain he will greatly appreciate that.” 

Seonghwa only laughed at that. His eyes round with amusement, showcasing his true happiness in the moment. He couldn't recall the last time he had had such a carefree day with another adult alone. He greatly enjoyed the opportunity he had with Hongjoong. “Are you just saying that because you want me to give you free pastries?”

“I didn't say to me” Hongjoong  insisted,  his own smile as he fought back laughter gave his true intentions away. “ I just said there may be the occasional Alpha that comes into your establishment that you may wish to impress.”

“ Yeah,” Seonghwa nodded, deciding to play along. “ I suppose there might be. But a lot of those interactions would have been built on short forms of communication as he ordered a coffee or through looks. And I'd like to think that I can find an alpha that can provide me with a little bit more.  As you said,  it can be difficult to find somebody that can understand what it means to be a parent.”

“What if I told you at this alpha is more than just a handsome coffee addict” Hongjoong continued his elaborate scheme.

“Oh?” Seonghwa  tilted his head with interest. “ You seem to know this alpha fairly well. Tell me more. What is this alpha really like?”

“Well,” Hongjoong started, “He has two pups of his own, whom he loves and cares for more than anything. And it allows him to understand that time is precious, and there may not be much to spare. He is also a dedicated worker, who is more than willing to contribute to the development of the family. He's a little  stubborn,  but it's nothing a stern-talking omega can't  fix. So I suggest that the interested  partner should be rather strong-willed. The alpha can be spontaneous,  and some may view that as irresponsible. Try to keep in mind that he is trying his best. I think you would just do well as somebody to balance him out. He is incredibly caring. So although he will make mistakes, he really just wants to do what's best for his family.”

Seonghwa remained silent for a moment. He allowed the words to wash over him and he considered the meaning behind them. What was it that Joong was trying to imply? Did this have more meaning than a simple description of what an alpha could be like? Of course it was. Seonghwa would have to be an idiot not to recognize that the alpha had described himself,  particularly in a way that would please the omega. Seonghwa squeezed tightly Hongjoong’s hand. “Did you just describe yourself?” Seonghwa took the chance of being bold for once in his life. “The one I should be with?”

Hongjoong  fought the urge to pull his hand away. He had never been good with expressing his emotions and this was walking a fine line for him. One that made him want to get up and run out of that coffee shop at that very moment. But Seonghwa held tight to him,  not only keeping him in place from  leaving,  but also helping him to remain grounded and focused. He had to force the words out,  and he knew they weren't nearly as confident as he would have liked them to be. “Yeah”  he breathed out weakly. That was the best response he could come up with at that moment. 

 However, when it came to expressing himself Hongjoong always found that actions spoke louder than words.  He rested his hand from the table, keeping his fingers interlocked with Seonghwa, forcing the omega to raise it. He lifted it towards his mouth, placing a gentle kiss along the other's knuckles. 

 Giving a quick glance at the omega, he found that the elder was blushing. But Seonghwa  made no effort to pull away. He appeared content with this skinship. Hongjoong could feel how his heart was pumping at an abnormal speed inside his chest as he decided to take another risk.  Giving Seonghwa's hand a gentle tug he pulled him closer, forcing the omega to lean across the table lightly.  Hongjoong  was there to meet him halfway. 

Seonghwa  could barely feel the edge of the table digging into his abdomen.  The only thing he focussed on was the way Hongjoong’s lips perfectly melted into his own. This was only the second kiss they shared, but he already knew he would never get used to this sensation. The best way that he could explain the feeling was that of finding something he hadn’t even known he was missing. How could you be missing a part of yourself and not even realised it was gone? It made no sense to the omega, but that was the best way to describe it. It was the best way to describe Hongjoong. 

Their lips fit together with a familiarity that made no sense. It shouldn’t be familiar. 

The omega could simply lean into the kiss. Press his lips hard against the other's. Who cared about his aching abdomen? What did it matter that his other hand was currently covered in something sticky? He cared about nothing else other than Hongjoong’s soft lips. 

Reluctantly it was the alpha that pulled back with a small smile tugging at his lips. He remained leaning against the table. So close that Seonghwa could still feel Hongjoong’s breath against his lips. 

“You should probably get your hand off that plate” Hongjoong whispered. “I doubt the Yakgwa really appreciate being squished.” 

Seonghwa’s eyes widened and looked down. His hand had rested on a plate filled with the honey pastry. That explained the sticky sensation. A blush tugged at his cheeks as he pulled his hand back. “Sorry” he mumbled. 

“You’re so cute,” Hongjoong sighed. He reached forward again and tucked a stray piece of hair behind Seonghwa’s ear. The complement only made Seonghwa blush more, red all the way to the tips of his ears. 

“I’m not cute” Seonghwa mumbled with his lips forming a pout. 

Hongjoong giggled lightly, closing the space between them once more for a quick peck. It was barely a kiss. But it was affectionate. “You are the cutest omega I know.” he leaned back. Now a blush on his own cheeks, feeling the awkwardness creep up on him. “Hurry up and finish,” he waved his hand towards the food. “Then we can go see the pups.” 

“Yeah” Seonghwa nodded, grabbing at a piece of the semi crushed pastry. Maybe they needed some distance from each other, or at least have the pups as a barrier. This was not supposed to happen - ever. They were friends. Friends weren’t supposed to kiss each other when they hung out. “Let's go see the pups.” 

Chapter Text

“You know you don't have to help me with the dishes again,” Haneul said with a small smile towards his son.  Despite his words, he was pleased to see that Seonghwa had maintained the manners that Haneul had taught him.

“I know,” Seonghwa answered. “but I like doing it.”

“Still like cleaning, I see,” Haneul chuckled lightly. Of course, he knew about his son’s five-step cleaning process. Although how Seonghwa maintained it around the pups was beyond his comprehension. 

“Yes,” Seonghwa said. “but also because it gives me more time with you.  I'm rarely home. The time I do get to spend with you is of course precious.  I need to make the most of it.”

“And that means doing the dishes with me,” Haneul teased. 

“That means doing anything with you,” Seonghwa responded. He accepted another clean dish with his eomma and carefully dried it before putting it away in the cupboard. 

“The pups are sleeping?”  Haneul asked. 

   Seonghwa nodded. “They fell asleep almost right away. That festival must've tired them out. Which hopefully means they'll be well-rested enough for tomorrow.” 

“And where's Hongjoong?” Haneul wondered. 

“In our room,” Seonghwa responded. “He had a couple of things to work on. Some designs that needed to be completed before Monday.” Seonghwa smiled a little to himself. He wouldn't say the alpha was doing any work, but he figured Hongjoong possibly wanted a little time away to clear his mind and consider his thoughts.  Today had been a rather eventful day for the two of them. 

“I see. He must be a hard worker” Haneul pointed out. 

“ He is,” Seonghwa agreed with ease. 

“Nobody is as strong a worker as you thought,” Haneul complemented. 

“Eomma” Seonghwa blushed slightly.  He wasn't accustomed to receiving such compliments from his parents.  They were always so concerned about him they saw the strength he had to offer.  This wasn't out of spite or hatred, Seonghwa knew that.  It came from a place of concern and worry. One that indicated they wanted to be protective over their children. 

“I mean it, Seonghwa” Haneul stated. “ But I suppose I hadn't put much thought into it. You are staying in Seoul to raise your children the way you seem to fit. I don't necessarily completely agree with that.  But that isn't my place to judge. You did what was best for you and your pups. I should respect that.”

 Seonghwa’s jaw fell slack. Was his eomma apologizing for something? “What?”

“ After the conversation I had today with Hongjoong at lunch, I considered my behaviour towards you.  I am starting to realize over the past couple of years I probably haven't seen you as the strong independent omega I know I raised you to be.  You're my son.  I know the type of person you are.  I know what you have been taught.  I should have faith in your abilities. I raised you to be able to stand tall and be successful. Which you have done while taking care of the pups. I am so incredibly proud of you,” Haneul said. 

Seonghwa watched his eomma with wide adoring eyes.  This is everything he ever wanted to hear from his eomma. To know that his parents understood him and respected his decision to stay in Seoul. He could feel himself get emotional over the statement. Seonghwa sniffled slightly as he fought against the possible tears, wiping the back of his hand against his eyes. Swiftly his arms wrapped around his eomma’s body and pulled the other omega into a warm hug. Right now he wanted nothing more than to be in his embrace. 

Haneul responded with an equally tight hug. For a moment they stood in each other’s embrace. Welcoming the way their scents mixed. This had been something that had each been missing for so long - although it was something they hadn’t realized they were missing.

“You’ve done well for yourself Seonghwa.” 

“Thank you eomma.” Seonghwa leaned deeper into his embrace. 

“I am proud of you for raising your pups so well,” Haneul praised. “They are growing into fine young children. The work you have put in to support them is admirable. You balance parenthood, work and a pack in a way I don’t think I could. I am so glad you have surrounded yourself with a pack that truly supports you.” Haneul’s hand gently went through the young omega's hair. 

“And I am sorry for overstepping with Hongjoong,” Haneul spoke softly. “I am sorry for putting pressure on you and him. Especially if you are nothing more than friends. I should be concerned with what you want, and respect that. Not insisting you should take a mate.”

Seonghwa was stunned. He hadn’t expected his eomma to ever apologize. He always assumed it would just be something that was always part of their conversations. The omega’s response was to nuzzle closer to his eomma. “Thank you” he breathed out again. 

The two Park omega’s stood in silence. Simply enjoy the company of others. But Seonghwa felt the impulse to ask. He knew it may open another can of worms. Although he couldn’t bring himself to care. So much had happened today and he felt the need to talk about it. “Eomma?” 

“Yes, pup?”

“What do you think of Hongjoong?” Seonghwa questioned hesitantly. He could easily assume that his eomma liked and approved of Hongjoong but he felt the need to hear it. It was almost as though he wanted to be validated. 

Haneul looked at him with a slightly confused gaze. “What do I… Well, Hongjoong seems like a very kind young man. I think he has proven himself to be a wonderful friend to you.” 

“What if” Seonghwa nibbled his bottom lip. “What if he was more than a friend?” 

“Oh, Seonghwa'' Haneul gasped, his eyes widening. However, the omega didn’t say anything like ‘I told you so’. “Are you are Hongjoong together?'' His voice was light, laced with excitement. 

“Not really,” Seonghwa answered honestly. “But when we went out today… It felt like maybe there could be something more between us.” Haneul remained silent. Then, he nodded for Seonghwa to continue. He had guided his son over to the kitchen table. The two sat to continue their conversation. “I promised myself that the next time I search for a… mate… I would rely on my internal omega. I want to trust them to guide me the way you were guided to appa.” 

“And you feel as though your omega is directing you towards Hongjoong?” Haneul asked softly. His hands interlocked with Seonghwa, giving a soothing squeeze. 

“I do,” Seonghwa nodded. “I feel drawn to him. In a way I haven't been to any other person before. With Hongjoong I feel as though there is more of a partnership. I wouldn’t simply be a submissive omega that is expected to follow him around and obey his every word. We give and take with each other in a carefree way. I don’t feel pressured to be anyone but myself when I am with him.”

“That is how you should feel dear,” Haneul smiled. “You shouldn’t change yourself to be with somebody. The two of you should be able to connect and play to each other's natural strengths.”

“Hongjoong is nice,” Seonghwa said. “He treats me well and with respect. He is kind to my pups and loves them as though they are his own. I haven't had that before with alphas.” 

“Do not compare Hongjoong to Woobin,'' Haneul ran his slender fingers through Seonghwa’s soft blonde hair. “If you get so clouded by comparing Hongjoong to Woobin you will damage your relationship before it even starts. Woobin was an ass. I hate him with every fibre of my being.” 

“Gee thanks eomma” Seonghwa chuckled. “Glad to know you hated my husband.” 

“Well I did” Haneul huffed. “And Hongjoong doesn’t deserve to be compared to that. You need to ensure you see Hongjoong for his great self that he has been proving to be.”

Seonghwa smiled softly and leaned into his eomma’s touch. “So you like Hongjoong?” 

Haneul chuckled. “Not that it matters, '' he insisted. “But both Jiho and I adore Hongjoong. He has easily won us both over. Not to mention his pups are the sweetest little things!” 

“Aren’t they?” Seonghwa gasped excitedly. “Junyoung is so determined to be a good Hyung to the younger three and Youngseok clings to me like he’s never had an omega love - which perhaps is true. But goodness, I love them as if they are my own.” 

A smile tugged at the elder omegas' lips. “I think they are slowly becoming your own, Seonghwa. Sumin already calls Hongjoong appa. We did not miss that today.” a small smirk began to form instead. “And who knows. Maybe you’ll have some more pups after all.” Haneul reached forward and tickled at Seonghwa’s stomach. 

Seonghwa barked out a laugh and swatted him away. “Hey! It’s too early to be thinking about having more pups.” 

“But?” Haneul raised an eyebrow, knowing there was more to be said. 

“But” Seonghwa nibbled on his bottom lip. “If I was to find an alpha that could love me truly and treat me and the pups well… I wouldn’t be opposed to getting mated and having more pups.” 

“Oh, Seonghwa'' Haneul cooed and leaned forward to hug his son again. “You will have an alpha that loves you as deep as the oceans. One that you will feel comfortable in mating and having pups with. I am certain of it.” 

Seonghwa gave a small nod. “I think I will too.” 

“Eomma?” a small voice sounded from the kitchen doorway. Sumin stood there dressed in his fuzzy purple footie pyjamas and his dragon plushie in hand. 

Snapping his attention away from his eomma, Seonghwa stood and crossed the room. He swiftly lifted the small pup into his arms. “What’s wrong puppy?” 

“Can’t sleep,” Sumin mumbled. 

Seonghwa had expected this from Youngseok. The boy had seemed nervous when they first arrived and was rather hesitant when preparing for bed. He was surprised to learn Sumin was struggling. He gave him a warm hug. “Want to lay with eomma until you fall asleep?”

Sumin nodded, leaning into Seonghwa’s hold. “Eomma’s milk?” he requested in his sweet light voice. 

“Yeah,” Seonghwa smiled. “You can have some eomma milk.” he glanced at his eomma. “I’m going to take him back to my room and lay down with him.” 

“I’m heading to bed soon myself” Haneul smiled. “See you in the morning.” he stood and came over to Seonghwa and Sumin. “Sweet dreams puppy,” he kisses Sumin’s head. “And sweet dreams my pup” he kissed Seonghwa’s cheek. 

Happily, Seonghwa carried Sumin off to his room. He didn’t want to possibly disturb the other pups that had been sleeping so soundly. Instead, he would disturb Hongjoong’s work. He walked in to find Hongjoong seated cross-legged on the bed with his computer out. 

“Hey,” Hongjoong mumbled not bothering to look up from his work. 

“Hi, appa” Sumin’s little voice sounded. 

This caught Hongjoong’s attention. His head snapped up to gaze at the pup. “Hey” he repeated. Closing his laptop and putting it to the side he shuffled over to make room for Seonghwa to sit down. “Everything alright?” 

“Sumin couldn’t sleep, '' Seonghwa said, moving to the bed and sitting down. His back rested against the headboard and he settled Sumin into his lap. 

“Poor puppy,” Hongjoong turned onto his side slightly so he was facing Seonghwa and the pup with ease. Reaching out he began to rub Sumin’s back gently. “I have trouble sleeping in new places too,” he said. 

“You do?” Sumin looked at the big brave alpha with round eyes of wonder.

“I do” Hongjoong flashed a small smile. 

Seonghwa had taken this opportunity to unbutton his shirt and pull it open to showcase his chest. He watched the alpha and pup interact with each other. His heart tugged at the way Hongjoong was always gentle with him. With his chest now free, he softly coached his pup. “Come here puppy” he cooed. Holding onto his pup’s cheek he guided Sumin to latch on. 

The omega was so focused on his pup. His gaze locked on with Sumin as he slowly drank. He hadn’t noticed the way Hongjoong’s eyes had widened or that his jaw locked. Perhaps if he recognized the look, he would have been more cautious. 

However, Hongjoong was mature enough to recognize the necessity of breastfeeding. It wasn’t something that was meant to be a kink. Not when a pup was drinking - that would be a completely different issue of sexualization. So Hongjoong got his reaction of seeing a bare-chested Seonghwa swiftly in check. 

“How about a story, hmm?” he offered to Sumin. He knew the pup couldn’t respond. So he proceeded to tell the story nonetheless. “Once upon a time there was a pirate named Joong, who had a siren for a mate, let's call him Hwa.”

Seonghwa glanced at Hongjoong, a raised eyebrow of question. 

Hongjoong continued the story though, with a small smile tugging at his lips. “Joong loves Hwa, there’s no denying that. He recognized that the Sea brought them together. And he knows that she could tear them apart at any moment. Joong and Hwa have the agreement that they meet once a year on their anniversary. However, when Hwa fails to show up, Joong knows something is wrong. He can feel it in the air and the way the waves crash against his boat. The Sea is displeased with the Pirate King.” 

“The Pirate King?” Seonghwa chuckled. He tilted his head to the side so that he was facing towards. His fingers played with Sumin’s hair. “You think you’re worthy of being a king?” 

“I never said I was a king,” Hongjoong insisted. 

“Sure you didn’t,” Seonghwa rolled his eyes. “Joong.” 

“As I was saying” Hongjoong continued with the story. He needed to keep going to distract himself from the sweet creamy and orange scent filling the air. And so he wouldn’t look down Seonghwa’s exposed skin. “When Joong reaches the location of Hwa’s siren pod, he knows he’s too late. Joong is about ready to jump overboard, desperate to search for his mate. The only thing preventing him is his crewmates holding him back in fear of what’s in the water.” 

Seonghwa shot Hongjoong a warning glance. He was walking a fine line of making this story slightly too scary for a bedtime story. 

But Sumin seemed interested. The pup pulled back slightly from his eomma’s chest and asked in a tired voice. “More?” 

Hongjoong shot Seonghwa a wink. “Suddenly he begins to hear a siren song. A song of mourning. But it is a voice Joong would know anywhere. Hwa. Desperate, tears blinding his vision Joong cries out for the siren, begging him to come to the surface. And cautiously Hwa does, but fearing it was another trick. Upon seeing his mate has found him, Hwa pulls Joong into the water. Momentarily a happy reunion and celebration. With Hwa making his light chirping sounds of affection.”

Seonghwa wanted to play along. He bent his head slightly to nuzzle against his eating puppy and released a little chirp. Trying his best to copy the sound of a bird. 

“However this must be cut short as Joong starts to question what happened, fearing the danger of the Sea,” Hongjoong continued. “Hwa was quick to explain the attack. A ship, unlike anything he had seen before, attacked them with a crew whose strength surpassed even a siren. Hwa was one of the only survivors, though he doesn’t know why.” 

Sumin was still slowly drinking, but his eyes were starting to drift shut with the balance of his eomma’s milk, the scent of both alpha and omega, and the calming voice of Hongjoong.

“Joong insisted on Hwa joining the crew and climbing aboard the ship. He has seen it before, he knows Hwa’s tail can turn into legs. But Hwa refuses, very forcefully too. Joong argues he won’t leave Hwa without a pod. If Hwa doesn’t come then Joong will stay. With that Hwa disappears underwater. Reluctantly, Joong climbs back aboard his ship, preparing to anchor and wait for his mate. However Hwa reappears, hesitant in his explanation that he isn’t the only survivor. Joong says he is willing to accept any siren onto his ship,” Hongjoong spoke. The alpha paused for a moment. He glanced towards the pup to find he had detached himself from Seonghwa’s chest. The pup now curled up on a ball and fought what little he could against sleep.

Hongjoong reached over and proceeded to rub the pup’s back again. Just a few more lines and the pup would be fast asleep. “With a signal from Hwa, several sirens appear. But Joong is stunned. They aren’t the fully grown sirens that he was used to seeing in Hwa’s pod. They were children. Children sirens. The resemblance is impossible to miss. The little siren children are Joong’s. Seven of them. One for every anniversary spent with Hwa. Now Joong is certain he can’t leave them unprotected in dangerous waters. So he welcomes them on board.”

And with that, Sumin was asleep. The boy released low snores as he cuddled deeper into his eomma’s chest. Hongjoong watched him fondly. Practically wanting to coo. 

“Is there more?” Seonghwa whispered, ensuring he didn’t awaken the pup. 

“What?” Hongjoong mumbled back, pulling his eyes away from the sleeping pup and looking up at Seonghwa. 

“More to the story,” Seonghwa explained. “Or is that how it ends?” 

“There’s a little more” Hongjoong answered. 

“Tell me,” Seonghwa stated. It wasn’t a question. He was telling the alpha to continue. 

Hongjoong nodded and began to speak slowly again, “It takes serious adjusting. There are twice as many mouths to feed. Children run around the deck, some of which don’t speak the human tongue. Rooms need to be rearranged. And Joong to learn what it means to be a father. A role he had never planned on claiming. But only a few short days into their journey, Joong learns of another siren pod attack. This time leaving no survivors. And then comes a third. As Pirate King, Joong has to investigate these attacks and put an end to them. He must protect the people of the Sea. But he fears that it may only put his newfound family at risk. He wants to protect his mate and children more than anything. But he also knows they’re desperate to return to the sea.

“What is Joong going to do? How can he ensure his family’s safety? Who is attacking the siren pods? The end.” 

Seonghwa let out a whine, which only made Hongjoong’s heart skip a beat. “That’s it? That’s the ending?” 

Hongjoong smiled fondly. “That’s the end for tonight, '' he whispered. “Perhaps I’ll write more another time. But for now it’s getting late.”

Nodding the omega accepted that answer. It was late. And they all had a rather busy day. Seonghwa smiled and slipped Sumin off his chest, Hongjoong’s fingers falling free from Sumin’s back. “I’m going to go lay him back in bed” he whispered. Shifting carefully with Sumin in his arms, Seonghwa stood. “I’ll stop in the bathroom to get changed. Be right back.” 

Hongjoong will admit, he didn’t hear anything the omega just said. His senses were completely dulled as he looked at the omega. With his shirt still open and Sumin no longer covering the view, Hongjoong could see the omega’s chest in all its glory. Seonghwa’s tan chest displayed with his swollen breasts. A single trail of milk slowly slid down Seonghwa’s glistening skin. 

“O-okay” Hongjoong choked out a weak response. He shouldn’t be thinking about Seonghwa like this. He shouldn’t be considering what it would feel like to wrap his mouth around Seonghwa’s nipple and to suck. He can only imagine how disgusting Seonghwa would find that.

But yet he couldn’t fight the image that appeared in his mind. He could easily picture Seonghwa standing before him, free of all clothes. His chest was swollen with need. Droplets of milk run down his chest, causing Hongjoong to watch the milk move across his breast, to his abs and down his V line to the base of his cock. 

“Okay Woah,” Hongjoong practically jumped up from the bed. The scene he had envisioned led to his arousal. He noticed it by the scent he was giving off and the tingling sensation to his crotch. “I need to calm down” he ordered. Maybe he should go to the bathroom and rub one out? No, he couldn’t do that. Seonghwa said he was going there to change. 

Heaving a deep breath he moved towards the window and opened it. He took a few deep breaths. Not only did it help him breathe a little better but if he was lucky it would air out the bedroom. Maybe Seonghwa wouldn’t even know he was turned on. 

“Fuck” Hongjoong cursed. He ran his hands through his hair stressfully. What was wrong with him? He had these thoughts before. On more than one occasion even. It was like he had an obsession with Seonghwa’s chest. Fuck, did he have a breastfeeding kink? No. he wouldn’t call it that. He did however have a thing for wanting to suck Seonghwa’s nipples until he could hear the omega whimpering and begging beneath him. 

He took a few more deep breaths. Hongjoong was standing in Seonghwa’s bedroom with a growing boner. What was he? A teenager all over again? Worried that the omega’s parents could be down the hall possibly listening to him fool around with their child. He was better than this. He wasn’t a horny just presented alpha. Well… he was horny. But he should have a better grasp on himself and his pheromones! He shouldn’t be releasing such an enticing aroma right now. Now was not the time to seduce Seonghwa. 

He shouldn’t be trying to seduce Seonghwa at all!

What if he just rubbed it out? He knows Seonghwa was in the bathroom to change. But what if he had time? Maybe the omega wanted to shower or something. That would give him enough for a quick release. Yeah, that’s what he needed. A quick-release as he thought about Seonghwa’s breasts. 

With that thought heavy in his mind, he rested his hand over his crotch. His head now leaning against the cool window. Gently he pressed down on his crotch, adding pressure to his hold.

“Hongjoong?” Seonghwa’s light voice sounded from the doorway. “Are you okay?” the omega sounded cautious, worried.

“Fuck,” Hongjoong mumbled under his breath. Of course, Seonghwa was back to catch him like this.

“I just need a moment,” Hongjoong raised his hand, his back still turned to the omega. He was facing the window, thankful for the little air that was let in. But the reality was he knew it couldn’t hide the entirety of his overbearing scent. He should’ve gone to the bathroom and taken care of it.

Seonghwa frowned. He stepped fully through the doorway and carefully shut the door behind him. “Are you okay?” he cautiously asked as he slowly moved deeper into the room. The scent was strong. He would’ve been stupid not to have noticed it. 

“I’m fine,” Hongjoong said through slightly clenched teeth. “I’m fine.” he took a few more deep breaths. He needed to get his boner down. He was hyper-aware of the tent in his pants. If his scent didn’t give it away then the way his body was responding would. 

“Are you…” Seonghwa awkwardly stood in the centre of the bedroom, his bedroom. Where he had girl group albums on his shelves and posters of actors on the wall and a pile of laundry in the corner. He couldn’t even recall a time that this happened during high school. When was the last time he had an aroused alpha in his bedroom with his parents just two rooms away? “Are you turned on?” 

Hongjoong released a pathetic little whine. “Don't say that,'' he practically cried out. He weakly leaned his head against the window in an attempt to cool his heating body. 

“Why?” Seonghwa took another slow step forward. “It’s natural.” 

Something spiky in Hongjoong’s scent and he swiftly turned around. “What is natural about this?” Hongjoong practically hissed. He spun away from the window, showcasing himself off to the omega. His pants hugged tight to his groyne and shirt sticking to him slightly with sweat. “I am standing in a friend’s bedroom down the hall from his parents with a goddamn boner that I got because I watched him breastfeed his pup? What about that is natural? I’m fucking disgusting.” 

Seonghwa’s mouth opened slightly and a soft blush came to his cheeks. “You got turned on by watching me breastfeed?” 

“Okay yeah, so I’m going to go to the bathroom” Hongjoong mumbled. He moved to step around Seonghwa, but for whatever god-forsaken reasoning that Hongjoong couldn’t even begin to understand, the omega stepped in front of him to block him. “What the hell are you doing?” he hissed. 

“My breastfeeding turned you on?” Seonghwa repeated his question. 

Hongjoong fought the need to roll his eyes. “Will you stop saying that? What do you want me to say? Yes? Yes Songhwa, watching the milk drip from your nipple turned me on. Is that what you want to hear? That I would love for it to be my tongue on your chest getting that milk to release? Don’t you get how disgusting that is? What kind of damn kink is that?” 

Seonghwa stood there awkwardly, remaining in front of Hongjoong to prevent him from moving away. “Does that mean you find me attractive?” he asked, almost timidly. 

“Are you… are you serious right now?” Hongjoong’s eyes widened slightly. Why wasn’t the omega just letting him leave in peace? This was embarrassing enough for the two of them. They didn’t need to draw this out any further. Did Seonghwa want to hear Hongjoong simp for him? Slowly gazing at the omega, looking at the way he was shifting and how his cheeks had flushed. The realization hit Hongjoong most when he caught a whiff of the sweetened scent. Seonghwa liked it. He liked that Hongjoong was interested in him.

“Do you want a taste?” Seonghwa asked with more confidence in his voice than Hongjoong would’ve thought possible. 

“Do I… WHAT?” Hongjoong practically screamed in shock. This was the wrong response considering the way that Seonghwa reacted. 

The omega practically looked like a kicked puppy. His shoulders hunched and his arms wrapped tightly around his waistline for some form of comfort. He flinched slightly at the harsh tone the alpha used, his internal omega likely playing a role in that. “I… I’m sorry,” he nearly whimpered. 

“Oh my gosh,” Hongjoong’s expression softened. “I’m sorry Hwa. I didn’t mean it to be so harsh.” It was as though he had lost control over whatever rational part of his brain existed, the part that would’ve told him this was a very bad idea. He stepped forward, a little too quickly, and gently took hold of Seonghwa’s upper arms. It was all so careful, meant purely to be reassurance. “You just caught me by surprise is all.” 

“It was inappropriate of me to offer,” Seonghwa mumbled. “It’s just…it’s been…” 

“It’s been so long?” Hongjoong questioned a slight tilt to his head. 

“Yeah” Seonghwa gave a small nod. 

“Me too” Hongjoong nibbled his lip. Even though he could recognize the spike in pheromones that he was released, the offer Seonghwa had given him, was intriguing. He was interested in agreeing. 

“So,” Seonghwa shifted awkwardly. He nodded towards the bed as a non-verbal cue, a silent offering. 

“You were serious?” Hongjoong’s eyes widened, but he fought to keep himself stable in his responses. 

“I think it’ll feel good,” he mumbled. “And you kissed me today… so you must be interested in me right?” 

“I… that’s not a discussion to have to stand in your teenage bedroom with your parents literally down the hall” Hongjoong rationalized. 

“They won't hear us, '' Seonghwa insisted. 

“How can you be so certain?” Hongjoong felt himself facing slightly. 

“I’ve done it before,” Senghwa mumbled in a voice so low Hongjoong almost missed it. 

Hongjoong however did catch the words, and it made him raise a curious eyebrow. “Have you snuck alphas into your bedroom before?” 

“Betas” Seonghwa corrected. 

“You were a bad boy in high school weren't you?” Hongjoong teased lightly. He stepped forward, closing the little space between them. His hand rested on Seonghwa’s hip. 

“N-not really” Seonghwa blushed. “I was just interested in experimenting.” He subconsciously leaned towards the alpha, wanting to embrace his warmth. 

“Do you want to experiment now?” Hongjoong tilted his head up so that his mouth brushed against the omegas' ear. Seonghwa’s breathing hitched, his doe eyes widening bright. The alpha knew exactly what the other was going to ask. He started moving back towards the bed, pulling Seonghwa with him. “We are both consenting adults. We don’t have to go all the way,” Hongjoong whispered. “Let’s just take a moment to… feel.” 

“To feel?” Seonghwa breathed out. 

“Yeah” Hongjoong whispered. Laying back into the bed, he pulled Seonghwa down with him. “Let’s feel.” 

Hongjoong wasn’t a fool. He knew the two of them had been dancing around each other long enough. He could feel the tension that had slowly been building between them. Despite what he would say to friends or co-workers, insisting there wasn’t anything, he knew better. There was something heavy hanging between them that night out on the balcony when Seonghwa had climbed over him to retrieve the wine bottle. If he was being honest, he would say that he truly was trying to hold back from popping a boner. Then there was the almost kiss out on the playground. He should’ve kissed him. He regretted it ever since. 

Aside from sexual, he knew there was some form of a connection developing. Hongjoong had taken pride in the fact that Seonghwa entrusted him with his pups - whether it be for the day to babysit or simply to help them get ready for the day. His alpha had practically cried tears of joy when Seonghwa happily accepted the sweater that Hongjoong had bought him. And although it wasn’t a courting gift, to Hongjoong’s internal alpha, it still held significance. Not to mention how Hongjoong was currently at the Park family household to celebrate Chuseok. That alone spoke volumes as to how close they had come. 

The alpha swiftly positioned themselves so that he was on top, his knees resting on either side. Seonghwa lifted himself slightly to meet Hongjoong’s lips in a heated kiss. The kisses they had shared earlier today had started soft and sweet, almost fleeting in touches. However this one, this kiss held nothing sweet about it. It was hushed and heated and sloppy. 

Seonghwa was certain there was a point where their teeth knocked together due to how fast they had embraced. Hongjoong’s tongue had slid into the omega’s mouth, moving around the warm space with confidence that Seonghwa couldn’t fathom where it came from. 

Hongjoong’s hips pressed down against Seonghwa, laying the majority of his weight against the omega - not that he minded. Seonghwa’s hands went up to Hongjoong’s hair, twirling his fingers around the soft strands. 

He was overheating. The omega’s entire body felt as though he was one fire. However, he couldn’t quite guarantee if it was a physical or emotional response. Was that heat pooling low in his stomach? Or was he burning up from the alpha laying on top of him? If it was the former, well he couldn’t recall the last time his body responded in such a way. When had he last responded with such excitement? Impulsively his hips pressed upwards, softly grinding against the other. Seonghwa‘s tongue tangled with Hongjoong’s, fighting against it for dominance. He was hyper-aware of every touch that the alpha placed along his body. 

Hongjoong’s slender fingers moved across Seonghwa. He began to slowly unbutton the omegas pyjama shirt, revealing his chest in the process. His toned chest, which Hongjoong could already tell, led to a defined pair of abs. The shirt fell open in its entirety, putting his full torso on display. It was then that Hongjoong’s breath hitched. His hands slowly moved across Seonghwa’s hip bones, his fingers light as a butterfly's dancing wings. 

The alpha’s thumb moves momentarily in a circle, comforting motion. He had expected the omega to be nervous, almost hesitant. But that was far from the case. The omega’s sweet fruity scent had spiked in a way that indicated he wanted this. Hongjoong parted his lips from Seonghwa in favour of kissing along his jawline and neck. Simultaneously his hand guided up his waist, across his abs, heading straight for one place. 

Seonghwa released a low groan of anticipation. He arched his back slightly, wanting to be touched by the other. “Hongjoong” he breathed out. Why was he so breathless when they hadn't even done anything yet? He didn’t need to see Hongjoong to know he was smiling, he could feel the smirk against his skin. 

“Yeah Hwa?” Hongjoong questioned innocently. He pushed the shirt aside, tugging it slightly down Seonghwa’s shoulders. 

“Touch me,” the omega practically whimpered in want. 

A small smile tugged at Hongjoong’s lips. He could’ve teased the elder, made him beg for it. And perhaps another time he will. He’d go slow with the omega, but tonight wasn’t the time. 

His fingers glided across the omega’s nipple, brushing against it ever so softly. “Can I put my mouth on you?” Hongjoong questioned. He wanted permission. He wanted clear consent on what the omega was and wasn’t okay with. 

“Yes please,” Seonghwa gave a breathy answer. 

It took only a moment for Hongjoong to respond to the request. He leaned forward, feeling his body press down against Seonghwa. His mouth latched onto Seonghwa’s nipple. It was an unfamiliar feeling, yet something he wanted to experience for so long now. He slid his tongue across the sensitive bud., swirling slowly around. Sure it was maybe out of his comfort zone, but he was quickly getting used to it. 

Hongjoong gave a few quick sucks, his hand going to Seonghwa’s other nipple. Lightly he pinched and pulled with his delicate fingers. But his primary focus was on his mouth. It was the way his tongue flicked across the omega. How he sucked on the very tip of his nipple. 

Rationally, Hongjoong knew what would happen with the nipple stimulation. It’s what he had wanted to taste after all. But he was still caught off guard by the rush of the sweet liquid. His eyes widened slightly as the milk filled his mouth. It was sweet, incredibly so. The best way he could describe it was like melted french vanilla ice cream. It was smooth, warm and so good in every possible way. 

The alpha’s body responded naturally to it. It was as though whatever damn he had inside himself that he was holding back, burst. Hongjoong began to suck on the nipple. He accepted all the milk it had to offer, his tongue lapping at the omega’s nipple with a thirst he hadn’t thought possible. 

Surprisingly Seonghwa seemed just as eager to offer himself to the alpha. His body moved slowly beneath him. Pressing up against the other. His hands had found their way into Hongjoong’s hair again, tugging it gently. His hips made a slow grinding motion against the alphas. He needed more. Slick was already starting to form, soaking into his pyjama pants, making him awkwardly wiggle. 

“Seonghwa” Hongjoong groaned, pulling back from his breast slightly, to gaze up at him. His tongue slowly moved across his lip. Licking away whatever stray milk there was. 

Watching the action made Seonghwa whine deep in his throat. “More” Seonghwa whimpered. Pressing his hips upwards he gave another grind to the alpha. “Want more.” 

“What do you want?” Hongjoong asked. He moved his face over to Seonghwa’s other nipple. Latching on again, he began to suck, giving it the attention he had failed to do so before. His tongue flicked slightly. 

“More” Seonghwa cried out. He withered beneath the other. His whines only growing in strength. The slick slid down his leg almost embarrassingly fast. 

Hongjoong nipped lightly at the omega’s sensitive nipple as a warning. “If you don't tell me what you want I’ll stop, '' he threatened. 

The omega truly whimpered at that. He shifted his legs, starting to rub his thighs needing together. “Please” he begged lightly. But a quick flick to his nipple got him to stop. It was another warning, and Seonghwa knew that. “I want to touch” he breathed the words out, practically forcing himself to say it. 

“Touch what?” Hongjoong pulled back fully from the other’s chest. He remained straddling the other, however. His hips slowly ground down, building friction between the two. 

“You,” Seonghwa moaned. “I want to touch you.” 

“Seonghwa” Hongjoong stated, hesitating. “I don't know if I can stop,” he insisted. The way he was feeling, the ever-growing tent in his pants. He wasn’t sure he could stop if they continued. 

“Then don’t stop, '' Seonghwa begged. His round dark doe eyes locked with Hongjoong’s. “I want to cum. Please Alpha, please help me to cum.” 

With that thought in mind, Hongjoong practically growled. The thought was so tempting. He barely had time to register what the omega had said before he felt the other’s hands on his chest. Seonghwa was slowly peeling away Hongjoong’s clothes. Fingers hooking under the alpha’s shirt and lifting it. Which Hongjoong allowed him to do, he didn’t put up a fight as the omega removed and tossed the shirt somewhere into the darkness of the bedroom. 

“Hongjoong” the omega practically purred. His warm hands moved across Hongjoong’s torso. Lightly going over his pecs and down his flat stomach. His eyes were wide with wonder, looking over the alphas' exposed body. “Alpha” he breathed. His finger traced the fine line of Hongjoong’s abs. 

Hearing the omega, not begging, but to be requesting him in such a deep voice, made him shiver. He liked it. He was bursting at the realization that Seonghwa liked what he saw. But he was Hongjoong after all, he was cocky, and he couldn’t let the omega off without specifically asking him. “Do you like what you see?” 

Seonghwa’s eyes slowly gazed over Hongjoong in his entirety. His eyes are still wide. His tongue poked out slightly and brushed across his bottom lip in want. The omega’s hands went down to meet Hongjoong’s waistline of his pants. Eyes locked together, Seonghwa was looking for silent permission - which Hongjoong granted in the form of a nod. A small, nervous smile tugged across Seonghwa’s lips as he tugged down the black, worn pyjama pants that were less than flattering. 

Hongjoong responded to the action by moving his own hands down to Seonghwa’s waist. He hooked a single finger into his waistline and gave the omega’s pyjama pants a light tug. Slowly he peeled the pants away, adding them to the clothing pile on the floor. 

Now the two laid perfectly naked, the only source of light coming from the window. Hongjoong took a moment. He was still straddling Seonghwa. He was hyper away from his bare hard-on brushing against the others. The alpha couldn’t resist looking at the omega, watching the way his mouth opened slightly. The elder was more interested in looking down towards where their middles met. He was completely locked in on Hongjoong’s erect cock. A huge spike of pheromones filled the small room. 

“You want to cum right?” Hongjoong’s voice was husky. 

Seonghwa, with whatever strength he could find, tore his eyes away from Hongjoong’s member to lock eyes with the alpha. He gave a firm nod. “Yes please.” 

“Alright’ Hongjoong agreed. He shifted himself off the omega, giving him space to move around on the bed. “On your hands and knees” he ordered. The other however hesitated. He looked up at Hongjoong with nervous eyes. And suddenly Hongjoong released when Seonghwa likely last had any sexual stimulation. Sure Hongjoong had been in a dry spell himself. He rarely showed interest in finding an omega. But he had the occasional one-night stand over the past couple of years. Based on the way Seonghwa was reacting, Hongjoong concluded that Seonghwa hadn’t had that opportunity. He hadn’t been with an alpha since Woobin left him nearly three years ago. 

“Oh, Seonghwa” Hongjoong whispered. His entire behaviour shifted. He could feel it in the way his shoulders shifted. Gone was the confident alpha that was simply searching for a high. It was swiftly replaced with a caring man that only focus was to have his partner experience the feeling of want and pleasure. At that moment, Hongjoong’s wants and needs faded to the background. Tonight was about Seonghwa. 

“It’s okay,” Hongjoong coached lightly. “We don't have to do anything,” he promised. “We can stop right here. We can go back to kissing if you want.” 

But Seonghwa gave a firm shake of his head to that. “No,” he said firmly. “I want more… I just don't know how much more…” 

Hongjoong offered a warm smile. “That’s okay baby” he reached forward and rested a hand on Seonghwa’s cheek. “We don’t have to go all the way tonight. I think it’s been a while for both of us right?” Seonghwa gave a careful, hesitant nod. “Okay” Hongjoong nodded in return. “Then let's slowly learn each other’s bodies. How about that?” 

“Take it slow?” Seonghwa asked. 

“Yeah” Hongjoong agreed. “You and I will take it slow.” By now he knew his hard-on had likely faded. But that didn’t matter to him. Seonghwa was his primary concern now. “Sit higher up on the bed” Hongjoong instructed, carefully helping Seonghwa move into position. He would’ve preferred that Seonghwa was on his hands and knees, it’s what Hongjoong personally preferred for this, but it wasn’t about him. He figured Seonghwa would appreciate looking at the alpha tonight. “You wanna cum?” he confirmed. 

“Yes,” Seonghwa breathed out, relaxing against the pillows. 

“Okay, I’ll help you cum” Hongjoong leaned forward. “Just trust your alpha.” his mouth latched onto Seonghwa’s neck. His kisses were loving and calculated. He wanted Seonghwa to feel every emotion in each suck, holding the skin between his lips. He knew he was leaving marks, but right now who cared? It was a problem for the morning, but nothing makeup couldn’t hide. His nose brushed against the omega’s skin as he searched for another place to leave a mark. 

Quickly he was surrounded by the scent of oranges. Hongjoong was nosing against the omega’s scent gland. He knew he shouldn’t. He should’ve moved to another spot. But he was hooked. The sweet oranges had him. His teeth gently grazed across the sensitive skin. He latched on with his mouth and began to suck. His senses became overwhelmed with the oranges. His hands roamed over Seonghwa’s body, exploring what he felt now belonged to him. He left a mark. A bite red mark right where Seonghwa’s scent gland was. Pulling back he could see clearly where he nipped at the skin with his teeth. Slight indents, but not enough to leave any damage. 

He moved downwards, placing kisses in his wake. He kissed Seonghwa's chest again. Momentarily taking a nipple into his mouth. There was no milk flowing easily this time. He’d need to work for that again. But he didn’t mind. He was there simply to please the other this time. He sucked slowly, swirling his tongue around the tip of the nipple. Which earned a light moan from the omega. He found himself smirking. He lightly bit down on the sensitive nipple, tugging at it playfully with his teeth. 

“Hongjoong,” Seonghwa moaned out. 

“Hush omega” Hongjoong warned pulling back. “We can’t have you waking anyone up.” he trailed kisses down Seonghwa’s chest, down past his small waist and his wide hips. His lips moved across the omegas' thick thighs. With a lightly nuzzle of his head, he pushed Seonghwa’s legs open. He fit his face in between the spread legs. Gently he placed careful kisses along the inside of his thigh. 

“Can I use my mouth?” Hongjoong pulled back just enough to ask Seonghwa the question, lifting his face so the omega could see him. 

The response was hesitant, pausing for a moment. But the nod came nonetheless. “Yes,’' Seonghwa agreed, a deep blush on his cheeks. Which earned a smile from the younger. 

If Seonghwa expected Hongjoong to place his mouth on Seonghwa’s dick, that certainly wasn’t what he received. Hongjoong’s hands slid under Seonghwa’s thighs and lifted his one leg over the alpha's shoulder - Hongjoong was lucky the elder was so flexible. It wasn’t the easiest position, and it certainly used up Hongjoong’s strength. But when the alpha finally got him settled how he wanted him, he bowed his head down between Seonghwa’s legs. His lips pressed lightly against the plush ass. He licked the skin, bit lightly at it. Taking his time as he moved towards Seonghwa’s hole. 

Hongjoong practically purred as he got the first taste of Seonghwa’s slick that had slid down in droplets across his ass. The orange was so sweet, incredibly so. The freshest, most sugared orange juice he had ever tasted in his life. And tonight it was all his. 

Gently his hands took hold of Seonghwa’s butt cheeks and carefully spread them apart. The omega released a whimper at the exposure of his red, sensitive hole. His orange slick leaked out of him. Hongjoong growled low in his throat, his alpha instincts taking over once again. He launched forward, his mouth ready. 

His tongue slid across the omega’s hole. He was welcomed with the sweet slick, even more so than the mere taste he had received before. The omega let out a whimper beneath him, a whine, as he tried to shift away nervously. Hongjoong however held him in place. Holding his cheeks open he brushed his thumb soothingly against the skin. 

Hongjoong slid his tongue slowly against the entrance. He lapped up the slick that came free. The alpha hummed out his pleasure. This had been one thing Hongjoong enjoyed sexually. Although he didn’t give just anyone this experience. He truly enjoyed pleasuring his omega partner by eating them out. 

Gliding his wet tongue across the hole again, he pressed the tip of it into the entrance. This noticeably made the omega squirm and release a deep moan. Pressing his tongue deeper into the hole, he allowed Seonghwa the opportunity to adjust. 

Seonghwa reached down between his legs. One might think he was reaching for his dick, to pleasure himself. But instead, he grabbed at Hongjoong’s hair. He had proven to enjoy the feeling of the alpha’s hair considering he had rarely let go of it. His slender fingers twisted around the locks, giving it a gentle tug. 

The tug made Hongjoong groan, he liked the way the omega could be a little rough with him. He moved his tongue slowly, in a circular motion. He was becoming familiar with the space, exploring it. Also testing out what the omega liked. When the omega moaned again, tugging at the alpha’s hair, Hongjoong knew he could continue. 

Hongjoong’s tongue moved quickly now. He circled his tongue inside the hole. He began to suck, accepting the rush of orange slick into his mouth. It smelt amazing, he felt amazing. A flick of his tongue earned a shiver from the omega. He felt Seonghwa grind down against him, his ass rubbing against his face. 

If Seonghwa wanted the alpha deeper, Hongjoong would certainly give that to him. 

The alpha pressed onwards, moving his tongue as deep as it could reach, his nose pressing up against the omega’s entrance. He had been interested in teasing him before, extending the feeling of arousal. However now, he focused on getting the omega off. 

From the rush of orange slick, Hongjoong knew he was moving in the right direction and the omega was thoroughly enjoying it. Moans filled the air. And although Seonghwa tried to hold them back, he couldn’t resist letting his pleasure be known. 

Hongjoong arched his tongue, moving it slowly and controlled across the inside walls. He was in search, determined to find the omega’s prostate, where he knew he’d feel the most pleasure. Letting out a growl, slightly aggravated that he couldn’t find it easily. Shifting slightly he repositioned them. Had he put Seonghwa in the doggy position, he knew he’d have access to it now. But he wanted Seonghwa to watch. He pressed Seonghwa’s leg back, practically pushing it up against the omega’s chest. Thank god he was flexible. Hongjoong lifted the omega slightly, pulling his hips upwards to allow a new access point. Moving his tongue around, gliding against the walls. 

“Alpha!” Seonghwa released a dangerously loud moan. His hips thrust forward. The omegas' light hair was sticking to his forehead with sweat. Sweat that glistened down Seonghwa’s chest.  “Alpha please,” he begged, breathing heavily. His face was flushed, chest heaving. 

A growl was the only response Seonghwa received from the younger. Hongjoong was so deep into the omega’s hole, he couldn’t possibly word a response. Although his moan was risky, possibly alerting the elder couple down the hall, it was worth it. Hongjoong knew exactly where the omega’s prostate was. He had found the sensitive ball of nerves. 

Now his entire focus rested on that singular spot. His tongue pressed, flicked and sucked at the nerves. He felt the omega shake beneath him. The stimulation easily becomes too much. With each sensitive lick, the omega only became more undone. Releasing Hongjoong’s hair Seonghwa raised his hand to his mouth in favour of blocking out some of the pathetic moans he was releasing. 

“Alpha,” the omega cried out weakly. “I’m going…” he could barely get the words out. “I’m going to cum.”

Hongjoong was sure if he was an omega he’d be purring at the prospects of having pleased the other so much. He wanted the omega to cum. If he hadn’t needed to support the omega in this chosen position, he would’ve begun to stroke his shaft. But it would seem luck was on Hongjoong’s side today and the omega could come without being touched.

“Ah!” Seonghwa cried out, tears falling from his eyes as his entire body shook through his release. He painted his chest white with his orgasm. His hips rocked back against the alpha. He was just as needy as he rode out his high and gasped for air. 

The alpha however could only focus on the sweet orange pooling in his mouth. It was something Hongjoong had never experienced, and he was assuming Seonghwa hadn’t either - although chances are Seonghwa hadn’t even noticed at the moment what happened. The omega, as he came, also squirted. The overwhelming amount of stimulation had his entire body, including his hole, lose control. And so, Hongjoong was welcomed to a slick waterfall. Slick squirting out of Seonghwa and getting all over Hongjoong’s face. 

Pulling back after helping the omega ride out the orgasm, Hongjoong licked at his face, cleaning what he could of the slick. Overall the feeling was very similar to when his partner would cum on his face. However, this was much sweeter. He found himself wanting more. 

Finally, Seonghwa was able to calm his racing heart, willing himself to take a few final deep breaths. He moved his leg down from Hongjoong’s shoulder. Shifting himself up to sit back against the headboard tiredly. It was then that he got a good look at the alpha, kneeling on the bottom of his bed. The clear substance of slick trailing down his features. 

“Oh my god,” Seonghwa gasped. His hands raised to his mouth in disbelief. His eyes widened and he began to shift uncomfortably. At that moment his face was redder than he ever could’ve imagined possible. “I didn't… I didn’t mean to” he whispered. Despite the quietness of the room, Hongjoong could barely make out the spoken words. 

Nevertheless, Hongjoong did catch it - barely. A small smile tugged at the corner of his lips. Kneeling on the bed he crawled up towards the omega. “What?” he whispered back affectionately. “You didn’t mean to squirt slick on my face?”

Seonghwa gave a sheepish nod in return. He was peeking through his fingers, right now unable to form any sort of verbal response. 

“Well, I’m not sorry,” Hongjoong cooed. He laid down beside the omega. His hand reached up and grabbed the back of Seonghwa’s neck. “You taste amazing. Here you wanna try?'' He didn’t give the omega a chance to respond. Instead, he pulled him down into a kiss. Their lips met in a harsh, rushed embrace. Care and gentleness seemed to be long forgotten. 

Hongjoong knew the taste of orange slick was still on his lips and tongue. Seonghwa would be able to taste it. They shifted together on the bed. Hongjoong’s free hand grabbed onto Seonghwa's waist. Guiding the omega closer, pressing him up against his side. To which Seonghwa responded in favour, wrapping his leg around Hongjoong, clinging on. However, the shift also allowed Seonghwa to feel the hardness of Hongjoong against his inner thigh. 

Seonghwa reluctantly pulled back. But he remained mere millimetres away. Their breath dancing together. “You’re hard” he stated the obvious in a breathy tone. 

“It’ll go down,” Hongjoong reassured, his hand rubbing soothingly at Seonghwa’s hips. 

“I can help” Seonghwa started to shift away, moving to a new position. 

However, Hongjoong’s firm hand to his waistline held him in place. “It’s fine baby. Tonight was about you. You deserved to be pampered.”

“And you deserve it too,” Seonghwa pushed back. He slipped free from Hongjoong’s grip. Fully tossing his leg over the alpha, he pushed himself up so he was now the one straddling the other. “I’m sure it’s been a long time since you last had a blowjob right? A little too used to your hand?” A small smirk formed on his lips when he felt Hongjoong buck his hips up to grind absentmindedly against him. 

“Oh my god,” Hongjoong breathed out. “You don't have to,” His voice however was weak. Despite saying to the omega it wasn’t necessary - he did want it. 

“But I want to” Seonghwa licked his plump lips slowly. Seonghwa hadn’t been the greatest at giving blowjobs. He’ll be honest about that. He still had a lot to learn. But he was more than willing to explore to gain that experience. “May I?” he questioned. 

Hongjoong gazed his eyes slowly over the omega’s face. He needed to be sure that he was okay with going in this direction. When he noted the determination, he gave a nod. “Okay,” Hongjoong agreed. He settled back into the bed, resting against the pillows and spreading his legs slightly to allow Seonghwa the space to kneel between them.