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Life gives you pills that are tough to swallow, no matter how bright the sky is once you wake up or how your friends greet you with the most genuine smile reserved just for you. Life is hard and the hardest thing about it is that life never stops around you, you can scream and beg and cry, overthink everything or live in the moment not a single second will freeze for you. Life goes on with or without you. Every single person is different - and if you would listen closely - you could hear Jimin’s voice echo in the abyss using those pretty heart-shaped lips to tell you ’that’s the fun in that’ he is your exact opposite, he lives in the moment, you aren’t.

Even now, when people are intoxicated and drunk out of their minds they give you strange looks once you step foot into the house party lingering close to Jimin’s body playing with the hook on his jeans. It would be the understatement of the year if you simply said you’re not so fond of these kinds of gatherings. You like to keep a clear mind even though sometimes you’re tempted to just give in and taste the alcohol on your tongue and stop thinking for once but the sane part of you always resurfaces when the solo cup eventually gets handed to you, that’s mostly Jimin’s doings since he likes to play sin incarnate with you and corrupt you to enjoy the little things he does. He never succeeds but doesn’t stop trying either he is a seducer, after all, friendship or not.

At first, when he approached you out of curiosity on a rainy day his only intention was to take your virginity (everyone in campus seems to know about your lack of intimate private life that gives you an itch every time you catch someone talking about it as if it’s something casual to discuss during lunch break) but reflecting on the fact that you still have it his plan did not work out as he wanted.

The friendship was formed back there and since then Jimin is content with only being your friend (he can’t wrap his fingers around why he likes your company so much when the things the two of you do normally is nothing sort of sexual, he is known to not have female friends, however, you’re an exception, an enigma in his life but he wouldn’t have it any other way.)

Jimin is an ignorant bastard, he eats up girls like it’s his full-time job, no strings attached as his heart’s needs has nothing to do with the things his body desires. Sex is for his body and your relationship with him serves the peace of his heart. No one on campus could grasp the depth behind your budding relationship and some folks are even convinced that the two of you are in a ’friends with benefits’ kind of relationship but Jimin knows better than to propose something like that if he wants his reproductive organs intact.

Jimin thrives off the attention (fuckbuddies or not) as always while you busy your fingers, playing with a loose thread on his black tee, his touch calms you down as he places a hand on the curve of your hip playfully pulling you closer just to give everyone a show. Jimin is not a stranger with a scene like that and he easily accepts the alcoholic beverage someone hands to him gulping it down before reaching for the cup you hold to do the same.

”Can’t let it go to waste.” He winks his breath fans over your face smelling the alcohol he just drank more strongly because of the closeness of his body but you don’t shy away.

”Slow down, we just arrived Chim.” The name rolls of your lips and Jimin feels his stomach twist in delight, he likes it when you call him sweet names it shows how comfortable you grew with him. You know it’s a weakness of his so you use it to your advantage every time and this is no exception as he nods sweet and obedient resting his forehead on your shoulder, it was a strong drink and he can already feel it get into his head. You are the only one who can push his buttons without fearing the consequences, some fear your abilities because you can tame a beast like him and you like that little rumour more than you care to admit. He’s your little love puppy on a lease, not even the both of you could clearly describe the feelings you have for each other, it’s not love for sure, but something twistedly comforting a friendship like this so rare no one can wrap their minds around it. You know his dark secrets and unlived fantasies – he can proudly say you know him better than anyone in this world – and he likes the fact he can be vulnerable around you, not stripped out of his clothes but out of his layers beneath. You don’t judge him and he reciprocates the sentiment.

”Can you go home alone? I think I’ll be busy real soon.” The smirk touches the lobe of your ear as he whispers the words, leaning into his form you see a girl in your line of vision eye-fucking your friend shamelessly and of course, Jimin is not a man of holding his desires in. He can’t control his dick as it starts to come alive under his tight-fitting jeans, you feel him get aroused as he’s closely moulded against your body but it’s not you who he reacted so vulgarly. Yes, he gets aroused because of you too but you satisfy his heart’s needs more so he likes to keep you out of his desires. It’s big character development on his part, he started to get the hang of things once you become his friend. He always thought his desires and needs are something to be ashamed of until you told him it’s not something he should be afraid of. He has hypersexuality it’s not his fault he thinks about having sex all the time, someone finding out his ’disease’ was something he was so afraid of but once the secret left him he somehow felt relieved. You didn’t think he was disgusting, you merely nodded like it’s something you only needed to accept and move on.

”Have fun.” You caress his cheek with your palm before bidding goodbye, you stand in a corner away from the limelight as you watch people get wasted and grind against each other, occasionally you search for Jimin’s figure to make sure he’s safe and content and when you found him along the bodies having his hand in an unknown girl’s pants you know there’s nothing to worry about. He gets needy when his body is not well taken care of so you always make sure to accompany him to these parties even though you want nothing else than sleeping right now in your comfy bed with a thick duvet around your body.

This party looks like every other but something real soon makes it so different. Normally Jimin is the only one who gets choked up on his desires but tonight seems to be different as you suck in a ragged breath.

The first time you got a glimpse of Taehyung was at a nameless college house party, his eyes even met yours he beamed showing teeth with a seducing smile directed at you, going with the flow not overthinking anything, he looked into your eyes and licked his lips.

You frowned instead of encouraging his behaviour, you hated guys like that, and no not the way he was eating you up with his eyes what you despised about his character.

Head frizzy and throbbing because of the loud music his blown-out pupils found yours you could tell he wasn’t thinking things through, but when was a time that he did?

His breath reeked from the weed he inhaled and you stepped back to escape the smell. Staring into his absorbing eyes for long minutes trying to pull back from the depth of those almost pitch black orbs, swallowing you along with the dim lights, he was ready to drown you in his endless broken reflection of his soul that’s cruelly called eyes.

The ache in your heart wanted to save him, but the rational part of you knew, he doesn’t need a saviour, he wants something else entirely, the next second he looked at you like you were his prized possession. Taehyung recognised you, everyone knew who you were because of Jimin and Taehyung is as famous as the two of you are.

That night you ran. You spent a sleepless night head swimming with thoughts about him and you hated yourself to feel this way.

You knew about Jimin’s secret, his inability to commit to a healthy relationship as he needs to fuck constantly even if he truly loves someone the desire eats him alive as he can’t say no when a woman presents herself to him, he is physically unable to say no.

And there’s you.

He knew about your little dirty secret too. No one would guess your true feelings towards Taehyung, but Jimin knew, to everyone else the two of you are strangers, never talk, never mix in the same circles. As far as you’re concerned he always hangs around Hoseok and Jungkook, no one else.

They smoke weed together and there’s only a handful of rare occasions that none of them is high, even in school they indulge in their sweet past time activities during free period.

They don’t bother to small talk or entertain the rumours around them, the only time they open their mouths is when they’re about to make a girl cum. You heard that having sex while you’re high is a once in a lifetime thing, it makes every touch and feeling more pleasurable makes them sensitive to every touch and stroke. It would be a lie if you said that you haven’t thought about him like that, he’s the main character in every wet dream you had or ever will have for that matter. Your interest runs deep but he’s so painfully out of reach.

You don’t want to share him so that’s why you decided you’ll never have him at all. Having him for one night only would just tear your heart apart silently watching after you offer yourself to him he has his head between someone else’s legs the next night, it’s greater torture than not having him at all.

So you ran away that night when he finally had his eyes set on you. You imagine he was not so phased about it, he probably went for someone else like he always does. Despite the negative things that spiral around school girls form long lines to experience the feeling, and you can’t blame them. Taehyung can be charming when he sets his mind on the goal, that’s why you decided to turn around and cross the room searching for the entrance before he could even open his mouth to say something as insignificant as a hello. No one was ever able to say no to him and you already started with a disadvantage, well, you’re not sure how much of it is true because you only heard this as a rumour alongside other things and you especially know that some rumours are not to be trusted.

There’s so much that people have to say about you and Jimin that you long ago lost count. Taehyung, you and Jimin are an enigma and everyone is hellbent on finding out more.

But like in every good story you can’t avoid him forever even though you did a hell of a good job so far. You always sit in the middle with Jimin while Taehyung sits at the far back partially he sits there because he’s always almost ceremonially late for class every other day.

You eat lunch at the cafeteria and Taehyung doesn’t he rather smokes another joint behind the abandoned building that once served as the IT building before a new one was structured five years ago. You made sure he doesn’t know about your existence even if you paid close attention to him.

So why now? There were so many deferred opportunities to notice you, so why now that he approached you? You attended the same parties as him (you went because of Jimin whilst there was a big part of you that longed to see him as well) but you always looked the other way, walked away when he seemed too close to discovering your existence.

The inner conflict and constant turmoil he caused you unknowingly started to tire you out.

”You always encourage me to indulge in my desires? Why aren’t you start doing the same, huh?” You know Jimin means well with his words you were always supportive of him and he wants to do the same for you, but it makes things harder, making the same decision every time keeps getting harder and harder. Of course, you want to indulge, but can you really?

”I can’t.” You catch yourself whimpering into Jimin’s ears as you converse with each other faces mere centimetres away.

It’s another party in another shitty house but this time Jimin remained by your side for longer, hearing your innocent whimper even if he knows it’s nothing something sexual he can’t help as his boxer got tighter in his confines. You lowly curse when you feel him against your thigh and you shove him away playfully not straying too far away however before he pushes his body against yours, hoping it would divert his attention from your problem and begins to notice his not so ’little’ problem down there but he’s relentless as he chuckles into your ear.

”Yes you can!” He clumsily pats your ribs just nearly missing the underside of your boobs, what a coincidence you roll your eyes. It’s not something he can control so you don’t hold his touches against him, you know he likes physical affection not just sexual ones and you don’t mind it as much as you sometimes let him on. You wouldn’t be so close and comfortable with each other if it weren’t for the fact that the two of you knew each other’s little secrets.

”He’s watching you, you know.” Jimin smiles knowingly he caught him staring at you multiple times tonight but you refused to acknowledge it. He gets frustrated easily when he’s aroused so his patience is wearing thin with each passing second he has to argue with you on this matter. If you don’t start moving soon he will have to jerk off tonight and he’s tired of feeling his hands around his hard cock, he can’t have sex physically in every few hours so his hands are his only reliable friends and tonight is the night he gets to feel someone else’s touch. The only thing that holds him back from finding a possible partner for the night as he usually does is because you told him about last night he left with a chick and Taehyung suddenly approached you.

He can grasp the extent of how much this bothers you and he doesn’t have it in him to disappear when you only go to these things because of him. He would feel bad, the sex would be still great but as soon as he has a clear mind he would regret his actions so he ignores his needs and hugs you close. He even starts to feel smug about his self-control, he thinks it’s almost a record that he was able to silence his desires.

”You don’t have to dry hump me you know, you can always go and fuck someone’s brains out, no one is stopping you.” You arch a brow at his movements he didn’t realise how his hips started to move on their own accord but you certainly did. All that talk about self-control he huffs.

”What about you? What if Taehyung comes up to you once I leave again?” It was his time to whine into your ears, he’s torn between wanting to stay with you and go have some fun, he really wanted to be a good friend to you so he wanted to stay more than he wanted to get his dick wet. It’s a shocking realisation once he discovers how deeply the friendship the two of you created changed him for the better. His original plan was to wait out until Taehyung invites someone upstairs but he stubbornly stayed with his friends not even batting an eyelash at all those needy bitches who try to catch his attention. Taehyung normally is not a picky person so Jimin found that strange that he didn’t make a move yet and he’s sure if he noticed you noticed it too.

There’s a high possibility that Taehyung waits out so he can catch you alone without Jimin clinging to your side and by every passing minute he sees him glance your way he’s positive he has his eyes on you and only you. Jimin tells you his newfound discovery making your eyes appear bigger in surprise you want to deny it but when you look ahead catching him looking at you the words of denial got stuck in your throat.

Shit. He really is looking at you and not just looking, that dark orbs carry a glint of curiosity and perhaps anticipation like you’re a hidden present he wants to unwrap and learn every secret you behold.

”We can leave if you want.” It’s painful to even tell you those words but he means every single one of them, you’re far more important to him than some needed fuck. He can have sex every day but a friend like you is only born rarely out of opportunity and he cherishes what you two have. If you’re not ready to give in to your desires he won’t blame you.

”No. You really should go. I can tell you’re about to get blue balls, please don’t worry about me and enjoy the night. I can handle Kim Taehyung..it’s like, literally forever that I keep denying him one more night won’t make a difference.” You try to convince him and well, your point of view is valid but he still feels uneasy about letting you face him alone.

”How about you escort me to the back door and then you can come back to pick out tonight’s choice. Deal?” Ruffling his hair lovingly only just now that you realise how much thought Jimin put into this night, staying right by your side so you won’t face Taehyung putting you higher on his priority list than his need to have his much-anticipated relief.

”Deal.” He agrees easily and you’re out before Taehyung can realise the two of you are no longer standing at the same spot near the kitchen door. His face falls once he sees Jimin reappear but you’re nowhere in sight.

Taehyung leaves soon after your departure and Jimin half-heartedly notices it as he’s quite occupied with his tongue down someone’s throat by that time, he knows it’s a cute blondie but he never bothers doing introductions until he needs her to moan his name.

Hoseok and the ’object of your unyielding desire’ as Jimin like to address him in front of you, chats for a bit longer before Taehyung strides for the door his hand grabs a cigarette from his pocket and sees him fish out his lighter, it wouldn’t be enough to tell he’s indeed leaving if it weren’t for the fact that he never takes his jacket with himself unless he intends to do just that and that mostly happens after he comes down from upstairs hair dishevelled and neck full of purple marks, he smokes after sex and then leaves.

Jimin hums into the girl’s kiss and moves to nip at her collarbone an inaudible ’interesting’ spills from his occupied lips but the girl’s moan drowns out the noise even when his hand snakes down her torso to touch her intimate parts he thinks about that he has to tell you this new discovery after he’s done fucking. It can’t be a coincidence that Taehyung left without sticking his dick into some nameless pussy.

You wake up to your phone buzzing inside your pant’s pocket that you forgot to discard after you arrived home, you thought someone tires to call you but after blinding yourself when the screen lits up you see five missed messages from Jimin inspecting the time he texted you as soon as he was done with his ’mission’ and was about to head home and now he typed five more just this instant just in case you read them all as soon as possible.

You wonder what can be that important he wanted to tell you that cannot wait when it’s your next shared class or even after the sun came up, well technically the sun is up as he bombarded you with new messages.

You click on his messages to see what the fuss is about and your head spins due to the sudden motion of you sitting up on your bed in disbelief.

[today, 4:55] yoo

[today, 4:56] Y/N u up??

[today, 4:58] guess who left the party after you disappeared without fucking into tomorrow

[today, 5:00] ding ding diing correct it’s your Taehyung

[today, 5:01] he was so sad you didn’t try to fuck him that he left! ha

[today, 12:55] hey wake up you lazy biss

[today, 13:05] i know you’re online

[today, 13:08] i know what you think but i swear i wasn’t delirious when i typed that out!! taehyung really left after you left!! without fucking!!

[today, 13:09] i bet he got himself off while thinking about you under him!!

[today, 13:11] Y/N!! my bestie!! answer me pls it’s not fun to talk to myself i know you’re up

[you, 13:11] maybe he was just tired

[today, 13:12] no one says no to sex because you’re tired!!

[you, 13:12] it only applies to your case chim you would never say no to sex no matter what’s the situation

[you, 13:12] and stop with the exclamation marks you worsen my headache

[today, 13:13] believe me we fuck freaks know each other!! he totally wanted you under him just sayin’

[today, 13:13] fuck i’m hard again just thinking about that

[you, 13:14] i forbid you from thinking about us while you go and jerk off

[you, 13:14] i know you you freak !! and stop spouting your bullshit around

[today, 13:15] i bet he has a monster cock

[today, 13:15] you said you like to be on top taehyung would probably let you fuck yourself on his cock

[you, 13:16] stop sexing me!! we’re supposed to be friends you can’t just pleasure yourself to the thought of me and taehyung fucking while you share your fantasies with me!!!

[today, 13:18] you know i have to be creative nothing works anymore because i jerked off too many times!!

You grunt into the pillow letting out your frustration but you can’t be mad at him because he can’t control his actions, however, he’s responsible for his words and you will make him pay later. He planted the idea of you on top of Taehyung and that makes you yell into your pillowcase ten times harder. Your phone vibrates with new messages but you ignore them.

Your mind wonders instead to the texts he sent you earlier. Did he really leave because you left first?

Looking at the time you rolled off the bed, don’t have the time to dwell on the possibilities as you have to make yourself presentable enough to show up on your afternoon lecture, accompanying Jimin to every party that not only takes place on the weekends, drains you out of a lot of energy, but you promised him after he revealed his secret to always support him and when he’s super horny he can’t think straight so you always watch him for a little while longer before he leaves with his partner for the night making sure that he and his companion as well is comfortable with the situation. Seeing Taehyung once in a while there is just a nice bonus although you would rather forget the times you saw him come downstairs after fucking someone that’s not you, wearing fresh hickeys that cover the old ones because he always has new ones.

You have to give credit to Jimin because he might just be as much of a freak as he is. A sex freak. You know that weed makes him horny and he’s high most times that must mean he’s always horny. Even right now when he jots down notes he could be hard in his boxers can’t wait for the professor to dismiss the class to relieve himself. You try not to think about it but after that little talk, Jimin engraved the picture into your head.

The little devil on your shoulder whispering into your ear that awfully sounds like Jimin’s voice telling you that ’if he tries to make a move on you, maybe you should let him’. You shake your head because of the absurdness. You don’t want to think about his perfectly shaped mouth kissing or eating out someone when he smiles or laughs at something Hoseok or Jungkook tells him. You watch the back of his head oblivious to the lecturer speaking, even the back of his head is pretty. All that talk about sex with Jimin should have made you immune even bored because of the topic getting discussed more frequently than it’s probably healthy for a human being.

The same conclusion comes up every time but it seems to go into one ear and leave the other. No major impact.

You can’t have him. He won’t agree to only sleep with you and you’re unwilling to share. Jimin knows your reasonings but he still tries to make you give in to your wants and needs.

Taehyung sees you exit alongside Jimin once the class is over his eyes fell onto your figure as soon as the professor ends his lecture but he’s one step late like always.

Jimin’s hand already guides you out of the room as he places it on your lower back, he wonders if the rumours about the two of you are even remotely true. He has doubts because he can’t see you once the night is at its high peak and Jimin fucks different girls each night only to show up to class the next day with you, his neck is bruised from the kisses he received but yours are immaculate as a virgin’s. There are two kinds of beliefs circulating around campus, one states that you’re Jimin’s whore and some say you’re still an inexperienced virgin.

No one at this entire campus actively tries to avoid him to this extent and he keeps wondering why you run away every time he tries to get closer. When his eyes met with yours the first time he was just curious, he heard a lot of things floating about you, heard the hushed whispers in his class, as much as stuff are being said about him on a regular basis.

Now he’s bordering on being desperate. He wants to catch you alone but you’re always with Jimin but tonight he won’t let you slip through his fingertips, he’s going to corner you and finally have a taste.

”Why are you so interested in Y/N anyway?” Hoseok sloppily drinks from his cup he immediately saw the way his friend’s eyes started to search for someone in the crowd as soon as they stepped foot into the party. It wasn’t hard to notice how he left frowning the other day after ogling at Y/N standing so close to Jimin, seeing them in such a position is nothing out of the ordinary and he can’t seem to put a finger on why Taehyung looks so interested in you out of the blue. He has multiple choices each night because the campus’ female population is wide enough to leave with a new woman for at least four years straight and he decided to leave without choosing one.

”I don’t know. I just want her.” Taehyung shrugs, you appear with Jimin by your side, as usual, he has his eyes on you before you find him near one of the sofas at the far back. Your eyes only meet for a split second before looking away holding Jimin’s hand while you force your way through the mass of people dancing to get to the kitchen ignoring his presence once more. He captures his bottom lip between his teeth irritated that you avoid him yet again.

It irritates him more when he finds you chatting with Jungkook after exiting the kitchen door, the thought doesn’t even cross his mind to wonder about Jimin’s whereabouts. He already found a girl to take home as he felt especially needy today.

If you were not so hung up on Taehyung you would even consider giving a chance to Jungkook. He’s handsome and funny, muscular in a not overwhelming way that you found attractive.

”What do you want? I know you’re not here to befriend me.” Caught to the chase Jungkook starts to understand how Taehyung’s fascination with you started in the first place hearing you speak, cutting to the main course without an appetizer you’re one mouthful of snack he easily admits that. You’re an interesting little one and he can’t wait to see what will happen when the two of you finally fuck. Taehyung is not someone to pay much attention to a girl even if he wants to get into her pants, you must be different in a way.

”I think you’re a smart girl so I’ll just state my business and leave. You and Taehyung, I want you to consider fucking him.” You stop in your tracks and Jungkook does too, his pupils are larger than average so you’re positive he’s shitfaced as always. Is this a joke? Because if it is, it’s not a funny one. Your mouth hangs open and he’s tempted to push his tongue into your mouth in this vulnerable moment but he thinks twice about doing that. You’re pretty but a one night stand with you doesn’t worth enough to get a smack from Taehyung, he might even break his jaw.

Taehyung will skin him alive if he touches you so he simply pats your chin to close that temping cavern of yours before he changes his mind and goes for it. You stare into his eyes waiting for a signal that indicates he’s messing with you but when he stares right back you finally open your mouth to squeak out a ’what’. Jungkook thinks you’re adorable so he caresses your cheek for a few moments before he withdraws.

”He wants to fuck you but he said you avoid him like the plague. Is this about Jimin? You’re not interested because you’re his bitch?” You grab his collar and hiss at the name he used to describe you. No one can call you Jimin’s bitch, only Jimin has the authority to say that and you’re not his real bitch but like his sidekick bitch and you would be damned to let him disrespect you. Jimin has a condition and no one has the right to call him names either but you can’t say that without exposing his status so you remain quiet about that.

”Smoking weed must have killed your remaining brain cells so I’ll let it slide this time but call me a bitch again and I’ll make sure you leave with your balls shoved up your ass. I dare you to make another comment.” You let him go after you’re finished spitting out the words and he rearranges his clothes you pulled, his face as calm as before. That bastard is so high on drugs that he doesn’t even think he said something wrong. Jimin appears with a girl leeching onto his arms but he ignores her whines to head upstairs as he grabs your wrist.

”Is he bothering you?” Not wanting to make a scene you shake your head and tell him to go ahead. Jungkook watches the exchange and he realises that there’s something between you and Jimin, but that something is definitely not sex. There’s this especially interesting rumour about you being his best friend but after seeing the interaction he can’t help but see the validity.

”We’re just having a lovely chat, right Jungkook?” You insist when Jimin doesn’t seem to buy your excuse the girl looks like she’s running out of patience so you improvise you don’t want him to lose his sexy time because of this silly exchange and the boy before you nods with a grin.

You push your palm against his mouth before he could say something that hits a nerve and sets Jimin off so you pull him to the side but once you catch Taehyung and Hoseok looking at your direction curious looks thrown in your way as to why your hand is over their friend’s mouth you decided to confront.

”I think you shouldn’t let him smoke anymore tonight because he can’t stop speaking nonsense.” Jungkook rolls his eyes at you since your hand is still over his mouth. He licks your palm and you pull away immediately with a disgusted expression painted on your face. What the fuck.

”Speaking nonsense like what?” Hoseok is the first one to speak up and you meet his gaze while you rub your saliva-coated palm onto Jungkook’s shirt, he caused it so he must be the one to clean it.

”It’s not nonsense! Taetae does want to fuck you.” Both Hoseok’s and Taehyung’s eyes went to Jungkook’s frame, Hoseok bursts out laughing while Taehyung glares daggers into his friend’s body.

His word vomit doesn’t end there however and it’s your time to glare at him. ”Jimin left with his chick for the night so why not?”

”It’s none of your concern who I’m fucking Jungkook! We are not even friends!” He gags at the mention of friends, that’s when you know he’s really shitfaced even more than usual. Hoseok can’t stop laughing and Taehyung remains awfully quiet once you appeared.

Things are getting very awkward so you decided to turn around and leave the scene like you originally intended.

The following weeks are eerily quiet both you and Jimin can feel the shift in the atmosphere and it bothers you to no end. After Jungkook’s little show you swear you see Taehyung turning hot on his heel every time he gets a glimpse of you at one of the parties and Jungkook avoids making eye contact too. You wouldn’t have envisioned after that he can even feel shame but he must be less high on drugs and sober.

You avoided Taehyung because you were afraid you wouldn’t be able to say no to his advances although being the one that’s avoided hits a sour spot inside you. You thought you’ll be happy once he stops showing interest in you but you couldn’t be any more wrong.

He probably realised there’s no point in chasing someone when he can have anyone without any added effort.

You’re screwed either way so why not try right? Jimin was over cloud nine swimming in ecstasy (the feeling not the drug duh) when you told him you’ll make a move. He swears hearing you say that was an equivalent to one of the most mind-blowing orgasms he ever had in his sinful life and he lives a very sinful life. He felt so happy that he almost leaned in for a kiss but changed his mind at the last minute when you glared at him.

”So what’s the plan?” Jimin’s body shakes against you in sheer excitement, he’s more delighted than you at this point since tonight is the night when you’ll finally state your claim over that crack head. No pun intended.

”I’ll give him the best fuck of his life so he wouldn’t want anyone else to touch him only me. Sounds good?” You whisper into his ears and even though Jimin knows the words are not directed at him he can’t keep his reactions as his cock twitched inside his jeans. ”If you wanted me to say that you’re not worthy to be my best friend. What do you think? I’m a fucking virgin! What can I even do?” Your head rests on his chest while you try to regulate your breathing. You feel nervous all of a sudden, it’s unlike you to be this restless. You’re a virgin but it doesn’t mean you are clueless. Even if you were, being friends with Jimin would have corrupted you sooner or later.

”As your friend, I’m here to help you out! There’s literally no one that could give you better advice on how to make a man want you more than me! I have sex like every day!”

You narrow your eyes at him, he’s suddenly too eager to share you his fucking tips he must have thought about this kind of scenario and you can’t help but roll your eyes at that, but he does have a point. He probably made himself cum like a hundred times so far and you won’t admit this out loud but he really is creative and well informed about both man and woman’s body.

He knows what to do to have a woman fall on her knees before his feet and hearing the girls talk about him (heard it a few times when they think no one is inside the bathroom beside them) he must know what he’s doing with that body of his if their say in this is anything to go by and you don’t doubt him since he can always find someone to sleep with.

”Okay, this is the first and last time I’ll ask but tell me how can I achieve that? I give you permission to go to throughout dirty details.” He gets even more excited once you give him the green light and he wastes no time to give you the dirtiest details of all time. If you thought he was blunt when he was talking about sex prior to this you haven’t heard him tell you all these detailed descriptions that would even make a porn star turn into a blushing mess.

”You don’t have to go all the way the first time. I’ll tell you how to give him the blowjob of his life and I guarantee you he’ll be crawling back for more in no time! First, you just have to..”

You keep listening as you bury your face into his chest there’s no way you could keep steady eye contact with him while he goes into great detail how to play with a cock and get it hard like a rock without touching it and you have no desire to see the look on his face as he tells you all this, only hoping that no one is close enough to get bits of your conversation because it would be hella awkward. He keeps talking and sometimes you wonder how he even discovered some things he is talking about but you know better than to question him, some things are better left unanswered in your opinion.

”I’m actually scared now.” You murmur shyly into Jimin’s collarbone and he caresses your back soothingly, it’s a big step for you and he feels very proud that you decided to do it and he tells you this in order to make you smile. You nod once he was able to give you enough courage to pull away from him and search for Taehyung. All this talk about dick made Jimin very hard and uncomfortable down there so he’s relieved when you tell him he can go now and leave things to you he sends you a last wink before turning into his mission at hand.

You want to chicken out last minute when you spot Taehyung with Hoseok and Jungkook taking turns of inhaling out of a bong, girls are surrounding them but they pay more attention to the task at hand you have to act fast before other urges make them more interested in the girls. Thinking back to all the times Taehyung came downstairs with a new mark on his skin it gets easier to get your courage back and move on your own accord.

You linger close for a few minutes before you eventually invade their space, you waited until Taehyung is buzzed enough so that when you eventually get to touch him he’ll feel everything tenfold. Hearing others talk about it someone high on good shit can even cum from a single touch but you know Taehyung wouldn’t be a person like that. He’s always high so he’s always sensitive.

It fills you with anticipation when you imagine how good he’ll sound moaning out your name. You’ll make sure that’s the only thing he’ll remember for at least until the rest of the night fades away. Taehyung tenses up as he feels a hand wrap around his shoulder, the touch is nice and he almost leans into it but then he looks up and meets your gaze.

”Taehyung can I have some of your time?” Your voice is sweet and your gaze holds something in them that he can’t quite distinguish (he’s so fucked that he can’t recognise the nervousness radiating off of you in waves he wouldn’t be surprised if a unicorn would start floating around the space but nothing like that happens) you look ethereal when he watches as the lamp’s artificial light creates a crown over your head. You look like an actual angel and for a moment he’s at loss for words the only thing that came to his mind was to tell you how beautiful you looked right now even under this shitty lighting.

Taehyung made sure to have some good stuff today (he even paid twice the price for it) because he couldn’t stand anymore how humiliated he felt about the situation Jungkook created last week and he desperately needed something to keep his mind off of things. Even after seeing you glare at the three of them, he couldn’t stop thinking about fucking you and it made things even more difficult.

He still showed up to parties he knew you were attending too but went to extra miles to avoid you this time.

He picked out his girl for the night the way he usually does but when they went upstairs and got down to business he had to leave with a painful erection as your name slipped through his lips while another girl that he can’t even remember the name of sucked him off, she was drunk but not drunk enough not to care if someone she’s sleeping with calls out a different name. He jerked off in the showers that day touching himself to the thought of you and he came hard, harder than he would like to admit.

And now you’re standing before him, hovering over his body that sits crisscrossed on an old carpet while he was about to spend the whole night getting wasted with his friends since sex was out of the question because of last time. He wasn’t even going to try and get laid tonight because his mind is so full of you.

You wait patiently but you get anxious when Taehyung continues to observe you behind his half-lidded eyes.

You hope he’s not that wasted that he won’t even remember what happened tonight, insecurities started to fill your head and you begin to withdraw from his body removing your touch from his shoulder but that’s what shakes him out of his bliss and nods a little bit too eagerly. It slips your mind as you’re too caught up in your head relieved that he at least accepted.

Hoseok and Jungkook both give Taehyung a big thumbs up when he turns to them to announce his leave. Out of the three of them, it seems like only Taehyung is clueless about what’s going to happen when the two of you get behind closed doors and head somewhere more private.

”On a scale of one to ten, how high are you right now?” You ask out of curiosity when you close the door behind your frame, trapping Taehyung and yourself inside the room.

He didn’t see you lock the door because he was busy forming a reply as he sat down on the bed he felt a slight headache form behind his temporal lobe, he might have gone a little overboard with the ’good stuff’ he smiles dumbly when you place your palm on his forehead. He hasn’t realised when you got so close but you smell nice.

You start to get worried when you feel his skin burning up under your touch. Is this normal? You can’t tell, you were never high before. You move your hand to card your fingers through his silky hair and his eyes easily fluttered closed feeling your gentle touch massage his scalp a whimper leaves his lips involuntarily and he has the nerve to turn shy on you when he usually does more with girls than this innocent act of affection.

”Don’t play coy now. This is not what you wanted Taehyung? Do you not want me?” You decide to make the first move and put his hands around your waist his palm is warm against your skin, his head falls to rest on your breasts and inhales sharply at your words.

”You didn’t answer my question. How high are you?” You grab a fistful of hair at his nape and pull his head backwards leaving his neck exposed as his eyes meet yours, the bruises are almost fully healed on the skin of his neck and the fact makes you very happy, to say the least.

”E-eight.” Fuck, he’s really shitfaced then and it shouldn’t turn you on as much as it does right now but who can blame you, Taehyung looks so submissive that you want to make him cum so many times that he cries out of pleasure. He’s so sensitive and you haven’t even touched him properly yet but you can already see the outline of his cock and he keeps growing in size. It gets you excited and for once you can share the sentiment why Jimin is so into sex. The two of you are not even close to doing it but you like this already too much.

You trail your fingers down his clothed stomach and with every touch you can feel the muscles contracting under your fingertips. His breathing grows erratic with every passing minute that you decide to tease him with featherlight touches over his clothes. You want to make him so frustrated that he tears the garments off of his body on his own.

You place a palm where his heart beats rapidly under his skin and you lavish the way he reacts to you, his heart beats this fast against his ribcage because of you and you decided to make it race more by placing a small kiss on his covered shoulder. Taehyung groans when you keep kissing his chest but he can’t feel your lips on his skin because of his shirt in the way and he almost hits you on the head when he suddenly janks the barrier between your mouth and his stomach over his head and throws it to the floor. Leaving him a shirtless and panting mess under your fingertips.

His eagerness amuses you and he doesn’t feel an ounce of shame about it that’s how desperate he is for you to touch him and you don’t keep him waiting for long as you continue where you left off leaving kisses over his heated skin, Taehyung sighs into each and every one of your caress doesn’t matter if the nice feeling is coming from your hands, lips or his own imagination at this point. On his naked and exposed skin goosebumps slowly started to form under your ministrations, he’s so sensitive he has to bite onto his lips every time your lips meet with his feverish skin.

He starts to think this is probably one of those wet dreams he started to get once you made that eye contact with him all those weeks ago.

He wouldn’t be too surprised considering every touch and brush of skin feels like he’s going to combust from pleasure, he thinks he can cum just from one touch if only you would give him a touch wandering lower preferably under his jeans and underwear, trailing a finger up his base to the tip of his cock would be enough to make him come undone.

He must have slipped up because you giggled at that. He didn’t realise he was speaking the words out loud and not just thinking them but he has no time to feel shy as you thug at his jeans ready to make his dreams come true. You want to see him as much as he wants to feel your hands wrapped around his dick.

”How about I test it out? Wouldn’t you like to know?” Rubbing your hands up and down his thighs he nods eagerly, a relieved sigh escapes as you free him from the restraints of his jeans and pull his underwear down not long after you got rid of the first barrier that separates you from his cock.

You imagined he would be nicely packed down there pretty pink skin with prominent veins nice grith that would stretch you out so good you could see stars behind your eyes and he doesn’t disappoint once he’s freed from his confines and out in the open, displayed for you to salivate over.

Taehyung is pretty from head to toe looking like a god with his smooth skin and lean body, you don’t blame all those girls who wanted to have him, after all, he has a pretty cock and you’re sure he knows how to use it to his advantage.

You can see it twitch as you start to get on your knees the visual he gets once you’re nestled between his legs is almost enough to have him cum on your pretty face but he doesn’t want it to be over so soon.

He wants to feel your lips wrapped around his head and make you moan around his gritty length, want you to praise him and call him your good boy. On the other hand, Taehyung could die as a happy man if you would let him bend you over that desk at the corner and let him bury his cock inside your tight hole he probably would come fast so he would eat you out after he came inside to see you cum as well. He’s torn between wanting to let you pleasure him and taking control over yours.

Your touch is gentle as you take his cock into your hands he thinks you’re still teasing him but he can’t be even more off with his thinking, because now that you are finally face to face with his dick you feel shy and not sure how to start pleasuring him but Jimin’s words from earlier give you a sudden boost of self-confidence. He said Taehyung will like anything you do to him as long as you do it willingly, there’s nothing else that could turn on a man more than when a girl is enjoying her time while giving head. So you let yourself first ease into the motion, learning how it feels first to wrap your hands around him, you start with stroking his dick up and down every time you near his tip you collect his precum with your thumb and circle the fingertip over his sensitive head. Thanks to his high he enjoys your first attempts of pleasuring a man more than a sober man would you’re inexperienced and sloppy but he doesn’t seem to mind it at all, and you smile in triumphant when you see Taehyung’s eyes close tightly due to the overwhelming pleasure that seeps into every cell in his body while sweet noises erupt from the back of his throat, his breathy moans and groans as you apply sweet pressure seems to increase.

He bites his lip hard his lip ring is caught between his teeth and lips. Taehyung is embarrassed how easily you can bring him to the verge of blowing his load even though your mouth was never once close to his dick, he doesn’t remember when was the last time he came from a single handjob without any other added stimulus at some point but it was a long time ago that he liked someone’s touch this much.

He’s convinced that his heightened pleasure and fast approaching orgasm has nothing to with his state and has more to do with who is the one doing things to him.

”Fuck. Y/N. I’m going to cum.” Your name rolls of his tongue like a prayer and this time around you can feel how wet you got just by pleasuring him thriving off the obscene noises he produces for you, hearing him say your name so lewdly while squelching noises fill the air, you concluded it’s the right time to lean in and wrap your lips around the head.

Taehyung’s eyes opened once he felt your mouth envelop his throbbing cock and felt your tongue swirl around the tip collecting his bitter precum that lubricated his shaft mixing with your saliva. His entire body shivered and shook under your touch with the sensitivity that’s caused by his high state as you begin to bob your head slowly trying to accommodate his length to the best of your abilities it seemed to be his undoing as he felt himself cum down your throat without a warning.

He’s usually not like that caught up in the act, he always makes sure to tell his partner when he’s about cum but the euphoric feeling caught him off guard so suddenly that he couldn’t form any warning words, but you didn’t mind it, he did warn you before even if it was not directly before his orgasm, you tried to swallow as much of it as you could but some managed spill from your lips and slide down your chin.

The feeling was gross and sticky but so worth it, as you watch Taehyung lick his dry lips, his tongue sensually glides over his lip ring driving you crazy with the simple act.

You cleaned your lips and chin with the back of your hand whilst taking deep breaths to have your breathing return to normal. Witnessing Taehyung cum is the hottest thing you ever had the pleasure of seeing in your entire life and you felt content with watching him looking so wrecked by you.

His kiss takes you by surprise it manages to knock the air out of your lungs. Taehyung doesn’t wait for your approval before pushing his tongue past your lips and intertwine your wet muscles you don’t taste like expensive weed and alcohol like him, no, you have a sweet quality that reminds him of pink cotton candy flavours and mint chewing gum.

Feeling his cold metal ring press against your lower lips is a nice contrast with his hot mouth, cold and warm and wet mix in the shared kiss and you can’t help but moan into his awaiting mouth. You taste divine and he doesn’t think he will ever get enough of that sweet mouth of yours.

The two of you didn’t realise how much time passed while you were upstairs until a knock on the door and a voice that probably belongs to the host tells you it’s time to head home. You leave the bedroom after giving him a lingering kiss and open the door with a hopeful mind that he’ll remember you after today and he’ll want more.

Because you certainly want more.

Jimin greets you downstairs it’s the first time the two of you will head home together after doing nasty stuff. Well, speaking the truth he always does nasty stuff it’s only your first time, his face shows relief once he sees your shy smile and a comforting nod of your head telling him silently that things turned out great.

In fact, it was more than great it was amazing but you keep the details to yourself even though Jimin bugs you all the way to your apartment.

He sleeps on your couch because he didn’t want you to be alone his reasoning was that what if you suddenly regret it and no one is there to hug you and remove your tears but you would never regret making Taehyung cum. The only regret you might have is that you couldn’t linger and find out if he would have returned the favour either by eating you out or fingering you until you cum around his fingers.

If you were alone right now you would probably slip your fingers under your shorts and touch yourself imagining Taehyung’s hands instead of yours chuckle deep but knowing Jimin and his tendencies to sense when something sexual transpires you keep your hands to yourself.

Making Taehyung cum left you sexually frustrated and needy so you opted for a shower to remove every trace of your wetness dampening your underwear that by now uncomfortably started to stick to your folds.

Jimin and you spent the next day together huddled under blankets watching movies and ordering take out, there were occasional ’jerking off’ breaks since Jimin can’t say no to a body pressed up against him even though that body belongs to his best friend but you don’t get bothered by his antics it’s not something that he can control and he’s thankful he was able to find a friend like you who accepts him just the way he is without founding him disgusting. Both of you have separate friends apart from each other but neither of you can deny that Jimin feels the most comfortable around you and vice versa.

Jimin has close friends but none of them knows about his condition just like none of your friends knows about your attraction to Taehyung. Attraction makes it sound like it’s a silly high school crush but Taehyung is so much more than that.

You forgot that the movie you choose has a steamy sex scene so Jimin excused himself to use your bathroom yet again and you pulled out your phone from your pocket to see if you received any new text.

”Are you alright? You seem out of it.” Jimin gulps down his remaining pasta while his eyes are still glued to the screen to give you privacy, you don’t like when he ogles at you even if it’s him worrying about you. He could sense something was off with you the moment you started to look into the abyss, your eyes didn’t move an inch and remained fixated to one point of the television that’s how he knows you’re not following the scenes in the movie.

”Huh? Oh. Nothing.” You shake your head dismissing your thoughts your ears turning pink when Jimin forces you to face him. ”It’s embarrassing.” You tell him once he doesn’t seem to let go of the question.

”Oh, it can’t be more embarrassing than the things I always talk about so spill Y/N is this about the handjob you gave Taehyung that keeps bothering you?” You hate that Jimin seems to know you so well. It was your first attempt so who can blame you? It’s normal to feel insecure.

”What if he didn’t like it?” You play with your fingers looking down at your lap avoiding any eye contact with Jimin. Your best friend sighs disapprovingly nudging your knees with his to look at him.

”He cummed down your throat no? If you ask me it’s a sign when a guy likes something very much.” You squeal in your seat burying your face into your palms to hide your burning cheeks.

Jimin’s straightforwardness with words never fails to amuse you and make you a blushing mess at the same time.

It happened unexpectedly the next few days after spending the weekend together in your apartment when Jimin fell ill - you knew something was wrong when he told you he doesn’t even have the energy to jerk off - so you immediately grabbed your clothes and car key that morning and went to Jimin’s place to take care of him, he lived alone because of his ’needs’ so no one knew apart from you that he was ill. He didn’t attend classes that week and haven’t got around the parties the two of you usually frequented to have his fill so Jimin was a handful to handle.

Touch deprived and down in the dumps because of the flu he managed to get on every possible nerve inside your body and you felt this close to strangling him in a non-sexual way and it was only the middle of the week (and you know he would have still liked it that inflamed your anger more) when finally nearing the second weekend he started to get better.

You loved Jimin but after spending so much time together you desperately wanted to get away from him.

On top of that, you haven’t seen Taehyung after that fateful night so anticipation killed you when you and Jimin finally attended the parties next week, but your anticipation died soon.

You were not ready to see Taehyung. Not like this at least.

Your grip tightened on Jimin’s shirt and his eyes automatically searched for Taehyung since he’s the only one who can make you feel a spectrum of different emotions at all once and this time you felt betrayed even angry at what you have to witness.

Taehyung has his hands around a girl laughing at something that Jungkook told him, the girl looked equally as wasted as them and the way her hands wandered around his torso in public made you see red.

”Want me to beat him up?” You appreciated the sentiment but you had something else in mind. You shook your head and took a few deep breaths to calm your nerves down, Jimin’s fingers while he played with your hair helped you to relax and loose some of the stern posture and mould against his side.

”I’m going to make him regret that.” Your voice dripped with venom, jealousy bubbled up under your skin as your eyes focused on Hoseok flirting with a girl when the kitchen doors opened to let the newly arrived guests inside. Detaching your body from Jimin’s you tell him to not worry about you as you make your way to the kitchen tapping on Hoseok’s shoulder to divert his attention from the girl in front of him. Using someone is bad, but you don’t have any other options.

It has to be someone Taehyung is close with and you better put on a show with Hoseok than Jungkook considering the last encounter you had with him wasn’t the best.

”I’m here to make a deal.” You purred resting a palm on his wide chest making it look like you’re whispering seducing things into his ears and he was easily caught up with you that he totally forgot about the girl he started courting, he’s a sucker for beneficial deals.

”I heard you accept special requests to fuel your expensive hobby of not having a sane moment. The money you want, I’ll double it if you help me out a little.” He was intrigued after you mentioned the amount of money you’re willing to pay him and honestly he was ready to do anything you asked for. He has money but as you put it before his hobby is very expensive.

”What can I do for you?” You took his hand and guided him between the dancing bodies, normally it’s not something you do but during desperate times you need to take desperate measures.

You wind your hands around his neck and pull his body closer, he reeks of weed and alcohol but nothing’s new. ”I need information and your help too.” Hoseok is Taehyung’s friend so you couldn’t find someone better to direct your questions to they’re always high so they must talk a lot about different topics and as far as you’re informed weed makes one’s tongue lose.

”First question about last week. Did he get laid?” You arch an eyebrow in question waiting for Hoseok to process your inquiry before he shakes his head. Good. That’s a start.

”Then why is he wrapped up with that chick over there?” You don’t need to look over your shoulder to see she’s still clinging to him probably already hinting shamelessly to take things to the bedroom upstairs.

It makes your blood boil and you’re forced to lean into Hoseok’s neck to mask your expression, you can’t let anyone see how jealous you are.

Taehyung catches the motion and the way the two of you are firmly pressed against each other the girl’s voice gets drowned out by the blood pumping in his veins his expression hardens and he almost shoves the girl away with the sheer force of his step into the dance floor’s direction.

You first left him hanging and now you’re all around Hoseok when it should be him you’re all wrapped around.

After you haven’t shown up at all doesn’t matter how hard he looked for you and ghosted him for an entire week he wanted to forget you. Wanted to forget the feeling of your delicate fingers teasing him or how warm and wet your mouth felt around his needy cock. It doesn’t matter how hard he tried to get over you he just couldn’t cum.

Only if he thought about you he could find himself go over the edge and spill his semen all around his bedsheets and he found himself pathetic by it, humiliated even. He wanted to hate you, he doesn’t even know you outside of the rumours he hears so why is that you can make him so weak in his knees?

”That girl? She tries to take him upstairs for like an hour now, she’s fucking annoying.”

Oh. Interesting. You suppress a smirk from appearing on your face and the inducement to do so fades soon when you see Taehyung grab your forearm to separate you from Hoseok.

Hoseok whines because you haven’t told him what he needs to help you with and he wants the double money.

Oblivious to the scene unfolding before his eyes - that he already helped you - looking at Taehyung’s pissed off expression, you can’t deny the way your underwear started to dampen. You’re so going to have him tonight, maybe not all the way but preferably doing more than last week.

”Can I have some of your time Y/N?” You don’t fight the grin this time as he uses the same words you uttered last week before taking him upstairs and you didn’t miss the hidden implication when his eyes darkened seeing you smirk up at him, that a similar scenario might play out this time around as well.

You licked your lips first before agreeing just to rile him up more his hand is rougher than you expected as he pulled you away from Hoseok and headed for the stairs you placed your other hand over the ones that he intertwined and begin to draw small circles above his wrist, you heard him take in a sharp breath resulting in your smile widening because of this familiar sensitivity.

”So sensitive.” You mock him and he suddenly stops in the middle of the staircase you’re startled when he connects your mouths grabbing the railing to cage you between his body.

”Tae-hyung.” His name comes out separately as he dives back in every time you attempt to pull away. You manage to turn your head to the side so his lips land on your jaw but it doesn’t deter him as he nips on your skin and holds you in place with a bruising hand on your hipbone.

”N-not here.” Gripping his shoulders you pull away successfully this time before he can react you intertwine your fingers together and resume walking up the stairs. Opening the first door you luckily find it unlocked. Mere seconds is needed for the door to shut closed and your back collides with the hard door frame but Taehyung ignores your yelp of pain as he pushes his body flush against yours you could feel his hardening length pressing into your thigh and your eyes widen in surprise. His breath hits the side of your face as he shamelessly starts to rut against you groaning and hissing like an animal in heat.

”Fuck. Wait.” You call out to him breathlessly but your voice doesn’t reach him as he impatiently circles his hips right above your heat dragging your right leg upwards to curl around his waist the new angle lets him rub against your core directly that nearly makes your eyes roll to the back of your skull.

Foreheads pressed together, your breaths mix in the air sensually as both of your chest rises and fall erratically. You nearly forgot why you wanted to stop him in the first place but when Taehyung dips a hand under your jeans you’re fast to grab his wrist before he can touch your pubic bone.

”I said wait.” Your voice is firmer this time that finally catches Taehyung’s attention he freezes above you looking at you with wide doe eyes, the air feels cold once he’s not sandwiching you so tightly against the door. You don’t want him to create more distance between the two of you so you find the hair at his nape to pull him back not as tightly as before but closer. You rake your fingers through his messy hair and you feel him instantly melt into you.

”I’m a virgin. I thought you should know this before we go any further.” The woman that called him out on being sensitive with a lopsided smirk seemed to vanish and be replaced with a shy girl.

Taehyung almost got whiplash due to the duality of your character as he spent his days imagining you taking his cock into your mouth like you did last week or cum around his fingers simply just imagining him disappear between your velvety walls as you moan his name. The thought never crossed his mind that you might be a virgin.

”Are you…ok with that Taehyung?” You turn your gaze to inspect your shoes - while wondering aloud - rather than looking up at him but he places both palms on your cheeks to lift your eyes back and meet his stare.

”You ruined me and you’re telling me you haven’t even had sex yet?” You can’t quite tell what kind of emotion he displays that leaves you standing before him anxiously shaking slightly as you’re afraid to hear his rejection. Is he angry? You pout sadly when you realise he doesn’t want you anymore because you’re an inexperienced virgin and you hate yourself for telling him that when you would have enjoyed his hands inside your underwear if only you would have been smarter and keep your mouth shut.

”What about last week? Mine was the first cock you ever had in your mouth? I was the first to cum down your throat huh?” You nod bashfully looking away so you don’t have to see his face while you wait for his rejection. Taehyung has other things in his mind however as he presses his body back against you his cock is still hard under his jeans and you feel him start rutting against you again just like he did before you stopped him. You’re confused but you don’t dare to speak up again afraid that you’ll somehow jinx it.

”You shouldn’t start something you can’t finish Y/N if you want to stop tell me now or else I’m not going to stop until you cum around my fingers. I’ll eat you out so good you’ll beg me to do it again and again.”

Your eyes widen once you hear his vulgar words gaze locking with such black eyes like the night sky as his tone is darkly coloured and deeply affected by every word he said you feel him twitch inside his boxers that’s still pressed to your thigh, you feel as affected as him since you feel a new wave of arousal soak your underwear and you don’t have to think twice about your decision.

You want him so bad. You wanted him for so long that you nearly can’t believe this is happening right now.

”You didn’t touch me last time, I had to imagine my fingers were yours to cum. I want you to touch me. I don’t want you to stop-” A soft whine that fell from your lips spurred Taehyung on to rub you harder above your jeans the tiny friction was enough to feel some form of pleasure but Taehyung impatiently tugged on your pants dragging it halfway down before lifting you from the ground and throw you to the bed.

”Undress.” Your hands immediately move to undo the zipper of your jeans at the command and Taehyung rewards your eagerness with a satisfied hum he’s as eager as you to finally taste you.

Once you toss your jeans and shirt to the side Taehyung takes initiative and slides a hand under you to unhook your bra you don’t have to wait long to have your undergarment face the same fate as your other clothes piling up on the floor leaving you completely bare before him.

”What a sweet cunt you have.” His knee hits the bed beside your hip his form fully clothed and he uses two fingers to separate your pussy lips admiring the puffy pink petals satisfied how drenched you look watching as your virgin hole squeezes around nothing.

Taehyung’s touch is gentle as he flicks his thumb over your clit circling the bud lovingly observing your reactions as your face contorts into a pleasure drove expression you try to pull away from the feeling but Taehyung doesn’t let you as he pushes his unoccupied palm to rest on your belly. He can clearly feel your muscles clench and he’s tempted to just lean in and eat you up but he doesn’t want you to cum so soon.

”Will you let me show you all the dirty things I imagined doing to you while I jerked off to the thought of you in these last few weeks?”

Your hips move involuntarily bucking into his light touches nodding fervently as arousal paints the inside of your thighs happy to discover Taehyung touched himself while thinking about you.

He started pressing tight circles around your sensitive clit pulling moans out of you effortlessly, lowering himself to hover above you he takes a nipple into his warm mouth swirling the tip of his tongue around it until it’s heavily coated with his saliva. When it gets exposed to the cold air the bud hardens and Taehyung immediately dives back in to play with it a little bit more.

”Does this feels good?” He murmurs the question into your skin resting his left cheek on your belly loving the way your skin is so warm and smooth under him he kisses the spot below your belly button before he slots his mouth against yours seeking the taste of your mouth. ”Y-yes.” His saliva coats your lips once he withdraws and a deep moan follows as you lick your lips before answering pupils blown out and cheeks rosy red from embarrassment.

”Your skin is so smooth I wonder how good it would feel brushing the side of my face while I bury my face into your cunt.” Your body reacts to the words in delight telling him how much you like the idea he presented so he snakes down your body to do just that.

You’re dripping down the bed by the time he throws a leg of yours over his shoulder to get into position. The amount of arousal that leeks from your hole turns him on, your every reaction to him is a straight blow to his dick he’s so hard that it borders on to be painful to handle.

He had his fair share of girls and eaten out a dozen of them but neither one of them had this effect on him, eating you out doesn’t feel like a task to cross out from a list. He fantasied about you be in a position like this, legs spread wide for him to feast upon, body shaking in anticipation and overwhelmed with the desire to feel his tongue on your most intimate part.

Taehyung carefully separates your lips like he would unwrap his most awaited present the first flick of his tongue sends every nerve in your body overdrive the feel of his wet muscle dips into your folds and slurp on your essence the sounds your body makes alongside with the noises Taehyung grazes your ears with makes a new gush of arousal appear flowing through your entrance and Taehyung laps everything up without a complaint. He enjoys the time he gets to spend between your legs making those sinful moans against your opening that would indicate he enjoys the experience more than you but it’s impossible as you can almost see god.

His tongue suddenly probes at your opening parting your walls and you let out a ridiculously loud moan at the new feeling. His spit with your mixed juices is enough lubrication to have a finger slide inside without any problem your spine arches due to the pleasure of his digit slipping chuckle deep your walls throbbing around the single digit when he withdraws it just to push in again. A digit turns into two soon as he starts to scissor the fingers inside stretching your virgin pussy out for the first time. You grab the sheets under you to hold onto something while low moans and whimpers fill the air alongside with your heavy pants. His finger gets replaced by his tongue once more, his nose touches your swollen clit every time he dips his tongue between your sopping entrance.

The skilful way he pleasures you is making you reach a blissful state and when his fingers thrust back without the practice of easing one inside at a time you cum around his fingers hard squeezing the digits not letting him pull out as he mercilessly decided to suck on your clit circling the fingers inside to rub against your spot repeatedly.

You lay on the mattress entirely spent and tired your hair sticking to your neck with Taehyung’s fingers still inside you while he rubs calming shapes into your hips and thighs, he removes them when you manage to calm down and you watch him pop each finger that was in your cunt into his mouth cleaning them. You’re redeemed speechless whilst watching him, the silence is comforting but heavy with unsaid words. What does this exactly mean?

His fingertips brush your ribs as he rests his body weight on you his head is resting between the valley of your breast and a content sigh leaves his lips. Taehyung is still incredibly hard but doesn’t make a move to undress he simply rests with his head on you and it’s confusing.

”Y/N are you in there?” Jimin barges inside without a warning that makes both you and Taehyung jolt up on the bed. Is the door not locked?

”J-Jimin! What the fuck!” You squeal trying to hide your body by pulling Taehyung literally on top of you and Jimin still has the audacity to stare at you without any shame.

”Get the fuck out!” You yell this time that earns an eye roll from your best friend but he complies.

”Dress up and meet me outside it’s time to go home.” Jimin informs you yelling so you could hear him from the other side. You groan frustratedly and words that awfully sound like ’that fucking bastard’ leaves your lips as a shushed complain.

”See you next time?” You offer sheepishly while you pull your discarded shirt over your head to get dressed.

Taehyung nods and observes you as you put on your clothes but before you could twist the doorknob and leave him again he pulls you back to share an almost innocent kiss with no tongue or pressure just lips lazily brushing against each other but it still leaves you breathless at the end.

”You won’t disappear on me now right?” You answer with a firm shake of your head, leaning into his frame you card your fingers through his hair one last time pecking his lips feeling the cold metal ring melt into your plush lips. You peck his mouth a few more times before opening the door walking out together this time around.

”Don’t think only you have fantasies about us. How about we play out mine next time?”

You brush his hair to the side revealing his hungry bedroom eyes and you don’t even have to look to know Taehyung is still hard for you. He’ll jerk off as soon as he gets home while imagining your taste, it will probably still linger in his mouth so he only has to run his tongue over the roof of his mouth to savour the aftertaste by that time and think about how you squeezed his fingers and imagine you do the same to his cock.

Jimin has that shit-eating grin plastered on his face when you join him and take your place by his side inside the cab that will take the both of you home to your separate apartments. You turn to your right to gaze outside choosing the best moment to do so as you catch Hoseok Jungkook and Taehyung leaving together. You make a mental note to give Hoseok the money you promised - he looked so confused - that you almost felt sorry for him.

”So, how that dick appointment went for you?” Your eyes widen as he casually starts the conversation, not that you’re a prude (occasionally a bit shy - maybe) but judging by the driver’s awkward cough as soon as your best friend opened his big mouth he probably wanted to hear none of it (not that you are willing to share).

Not that you would ever want to share such details inside a taxi on your way home. After the initial shock wears down you pin his body to his seat with an exaggerated eye roll, spiced with a hard stare and put your index finger in front of your lips to get the message across and make him shut up.

But when was ever the time that he did as you wished for? Unfortunately for you, never.

”Come on girl. Did you use the techniques I taught you? Don’t be mean! I oh so generously shared with you my tips and tricks and you can’t even say something juicy?”

You tried to shoot an apologetic smile on behalf of your friend to the driver but he was hellbent on not making any accidental eye contact so you just shrugged and emphasised to your friend that the two of you are not alone and he should be more careful around strangers what he’s willing to say. His sudden smile confused you until you realised that he twisted your words thinking that if the two of you will be alone you’re going to share.

You had to agree to avoid any more weird interaction between the driver and you two, you sigh exasperatedly when you’re the one to exit the car (relief washes over you in thick waves) as your home is the first stop.

You love Jimin but honestly, he needs to learn how to filter his words. He can’t offend you in any way considering that you heard everything that filthy mouth can say but you’re more worried about the perception others have about him. They brush things under the rug using the excuse that he’s just another fuckboy but you know he’s more than that.

Jimin lets the people close to him perceive him as an object or a sex symbol rather than the person that’s more complex to understand that he can be more than what meets the eyes at first glance.

For example, he has a nice sense of humour but girls only talk about how good he is with his dick. He has interests out of the realm of sex, he likes music and has a great singing voice that you love hearing every time you catch him singing along to a song on the radio.

He seems ok with how things are going for him right now but you’re certain a day will come when he would want to become more than just someone good in bed, not that he will ever get bored hearing it since his condition doesn’t exactly let him forget about sex and he has a massive praise kink on top of that. You compliment him when you especially feel like he deserves it and it’s not even something sexual but you swear he always gets hard by simple words like that.

You often worry about him, you want him the best and want to see him express his thoughts to anyone the way he’s comfortable to share you and if that day ever comes he’ll be seen in a different light.

Hearing the door clicking closed behind your frame is the best sound in the world. Usually, you’re so tired after getting home that you barely go for a quick shower and take your makeup off in a hurry so you could finally close those heavy eyes and sleep until the alarm wakes you up.

You don’t drink like it’s typical for partygoers because most times they go just to do that but you go because of Jimin and nowadays it looks like you go to have a little taste of what Taehyung is ready to offer.

Going to school nursing a hangover is what typical college kids do but the only reason your head pounds is because you don’t get enough sleep lately because you always arrive back home late that night, that’s actually considered the next day so by the time you get yourself ready to bed after a few hours you need to wake up and show up in class.

It’s a packed schedule and you’re always behind school work as much as Jimin so the two of you sometimes skip days to study together at the library before big tests or final exams.

It’s a day like that. Both you and him are cramming in front of your textbooks trying to retain any information at this point.

”Do you want some coffee?” Jimin stands up absurdly his chair makes a loud noise as its leg scrapes against the linoleum floor.

Looking up with your tired and teary eyes because you can’t keep the yawns from escaping for a while, normally a cup of coffee would sound nice but instead of happily nodding as you would in any other situation you instead narrow your eyes on him.

”No if you will get coffee like last time.” Your nose scrunches up in frustration. Reliving the memory makes a bad taste appear in your mouth. You really wanted that coffee that never came.

”I waited for you for two hours Chim when you decided to fuck the librarian’s assistant instead of getting coffee like you said you would.”

”You can’t blame me for getting distracted.” You choose to close your eyes before you would change your mind and give him a black eye like you intended when he got back after two and a half hours later with hickeys all over his neck and with no coffee in sight. That accident happened roughly a year ago but you still have a sore spot for it. No one should joke about coffee.

”I don’t care what you do. I don’t need your coffee either.” Well, maybe you’re being dramatic but it’s late and your head hurts from all the information you tried to remember that it wouldn’t take much for you to have a mental breakdown in front of all these people in the library.

Jimin probably feels the same way that’s why he suggested the coffee but unlike him, you don’t have the option to relieve stress by fucking someone. There isn’t a cute librarian guy, not that you would be interested in him if that someone is not Kim Taehyung.

You could easily imagine him in cute circular glasses wearing a button-down shirt as he bites his lip ring while attentively reading a literature book. After all, reading is sexy to you at least. However, the daydream would be crushed as you never in your life witnessed his fine ass enter the public library or the possibility that he would read a book that’s not a comic book is close to zero.

Wearing a button-down is out of the question too as he wears out-worn tees and dark jeans all the damn time, not that you don’t find that sexy as hell but he always looks like a gang member wanted by the police that’s sometimes unsettling. Not that his love for weed can’t land him a sentence you merely try not to think about that possibility.

It’s not hard to forget the bad things about him when he’s above your naked body and what can you say. You’re only human and he’s charming.

”Ouch, what is your problem?” You jump in your seat as Jimin harshly pinches the skin on your wrist that sticks out of your hoody. You glare up at him but your eyes easily slid down to observe the cup in his hand you look back up and the malice in your orbs disappears as you reach for the lifesaving liquid. You didn’t even notice he left.

”I called your name like ten times Y/N. Do you forgive me now?” Oh. So that was his plan all along. You pretend to think about your answer to annoy him he made your life harder these past weeks so it’s time you take some revenge. A healthy relationship is about giving right? You will definitely give all the trouble he gave you back.

”I don’t know. I was abandoned for almost three hours Chim, you can’t buy my forgiveness with just one cup of cheap vending machine coffee.” Even though he remembered to get the latte macchiato that is one of your favourites. It’s nice to know not anything you say is going straight out of his head.

”I-It wasn’t that long.” He meekly protests but both of you know he gets carried away and can’t just have a quickie. You think he’s not physically capable of getting off that fast. That’s not his fault, but it’s definitely his fault that he promised you a coffee and didn’t proceed.

The only thing that can make you a real whiny bitch is if coffee is not delivered as it should have been.

A mop of dark hair appears in your peripheral vision but soon disappears behind a nearby bookshelf and you almost lost track of what you were about to say. The colour, the shiny texture even those curls that reach his ear line seemed awfully familiar even though you only glanced in that way for a fleeting moment and you memorised every part of him to commit to memory a long time ago. There’s no way he’s here.

You’re still in the library, right? You look around making Jimin look confused about your sudden abandonment of the topic (he expected your retort as soon as the lie left his sheepish lips) as it looked like to him at least that you were about to make him pay for his little mistake.

”You know what, I forgive you Chimmie! Why don’t you go and dick down that assistant? I know you want to.” You start rearranging your books and cheat sheets in a straight line to toss everything inside your unzipped bag as quickly as possible so you can catch that mop of hair before it gets too far away for you to track down. If it’s really Taehyung that is.

”What? I mean yes I want to but What? Why?” Jimin observes you dumping everything into your backpack not even making the effort to secure your pens inside your pencil case you just literally toss everything in as it is, it’s unlike you, you always like to keep your things organized school wise at least. You’re acting weird suddenly this late at night and Jimin and his single remaining brain cell that’s dick-shaped can’t deal with you.

”Just listen and don’t come back to find me. See you tomorrow Chim, have a great great night.” You almost knock your knee into the table as you stand hurridly mumbling your goodbye and even lean in to kiss your best friend’s cheek before you round the first bookshelf and disappear.

He’s not there anymore so you venture further when you turn to choose another isle you collide with a hard chest that was about to do the same and the smell of weed and heavily applied body spray – the owner tries to mask the scent with - penetrates your nose and your eyes widen when you see the face you were searching for.

”T-Taehyung?” His hand landed on your torso to make you avoid toppling over your own feet, he doesn’t look as surprised to see you as you are and it makes you think that if he perhaps wanted you to see him turning that corner. It can’t be sheer coincidence to see him here when you never have before. ”Uh. Thanks.” You place both hands on his chest to stand on your own but he forces your back to hit the bookshelf behind you - instead of letting your body go – he cages you between his arms. Peaking over his broad shoulders you make sure no one is witnessing any of this before looking back at him, the two of you are inside the fucking library if you get caught you could get banned and you come here to study so it’s not a favourable option.

”Not here. Are you crazy?” You half-whisper because you can’t yell right now, the least you want is to gain someone’s attention while you’re trapped in a position like this with no other than Kim Taehyung.

They will immediately jump into conclusions that the two of you were planning on fucking inside the library. You don’t know about Taehyung’s intentions but you’re definitely not going to lose your virginity inside the public library with at least twenty people to witness it.

”You bailed on me again Y/N. Don’t you think you deserve punishment?” Annoyance was clear in the texture of his voice, he sounded pissed and the realisation hits you that you didn’t show up at the next party when you told him you would.

To speak the truth Taehyung was the last thing on your mind when both you and Jimin become conscious of the fact the next day that exam week will start sooner than anticipated and you can count in one hand how many days were spent studying for them.

”I did not I swear! I will have exams soon and I need to study to maintain my grades so I can’t attend every party..” Taehyung didn’t find your excuse pleasing as he connected your mouths in a rough kiss it was full of teeth and tongue that’s not appropriate even on the street not to speak doing it inside a public library.

He pried your lips open to lick into your mouth and your legs almost gave out if it weren’t for the strong grip Taehyung had on your waist. Your excuses are legitimate so you don’t know why Taehyung is still so angry.

You breathlessly panted when he pulled away to have a lungful of air, you felt light-headed from the passionate kiss and he continued to nibble on your earlobe and suck a bruise just below your ear your hair can easily cover it but you didn’t want to risk to have more so you tugged his head back by pulling on his hair the sinful way his lips parted to let out a silent moan he’s really out there to drive you crazy.

”We really can’t do it here. Either let’s go somewhere else or go home Taehyung.” You made sure to show him a stern expression because if he tried enough he could probably talk you into it and you can’t let that happen.

Without saying anything Taehyung dragged you to the main entrance and you’re positive that every onlooker had the best view of you (who is supposed to be Jimin’s bitch) gets pulled out by the hand by none other than Kim Taehyung (who is considered as much of a playboy as Jimin) so to simply say you’re doomed is just not enough.

The outline of the new rumours that are about to spread will probably make your days harder, you’re already the hot topic in every lunch conversation and you would kill for a day when your virginity and relationship status is not discussed by strangers on a daily basis. Is it so hard to converse about the weather like a normal fucking person?

”Where are you taking me?” You stop walking when you arrive in front of Taehyung’s black Audi and said man fumbles around for the keys but he’s soon able to unlock his car and motions for you to get inside.

You don’t make any effort to move so Taehyung sighs tiredly and comes back to your side to open the car door for you.

”To my house of course.” He replies like he had to tell you something obvious. You suddenly start to grow nervous once you’re inside his car and you almost forget to buckle your seat belt but think otherwise when you remember he’s high all the time and he’s the one now behind the steering wheel. You’re not one to easily fear for your life but you should have been thinking about this twice before deciding to sit with him. The car will be expensive if it’s broken but if you’re broken you can’t be as easily fixed as a car.

”How high are you?” You ask nervously and he cruelly chuckles seeing your panicked face. This is not a time to find your scared face entertaining! After the line ’What a fucking jerk’ is murmured under your breath Taehyung grabs the thigh closest to him and squeezes you reassuringly, his palm stays there as he easily navigates the car with one hand mindful of the speed he is going at. He has a conscience after all.

”I won’t get us killed. I have better things to do.” Taehyung tried to lighten your mood. His voice relaxed you once he didn’t look angry.

”Yeah? Like what?” It was intended to be an innocent question to start up a casual conversation but Taehyung’s reply was anything but innocent. If you were drinking something you most probably would have choked on it.

”Fucking you of course.” You become uncomfortably aware of his hand that slipped closer to the apex of your thigh and you subconsciously squeezed your legs together that further seem to amuse your companion.

He didn’t try to touch you otherwise throughout the drive to his house and it surprised you but you were not complaining, at least he had his attention on the road. You wanted to exit this car in one piece.

”You believe me right?” Placing a hand on the one that rests on your thigh you had to break the silence. You don’t want him to think that you said you’ll show up and then just changed your mind. You meant it when you said that the two of you can continue whatever this is apparently, you had your eyes on him for a long time you’re not so foolish to back down.

”I’ll if you make it up to me.” Cheeks burning in a scarlet red hue by the implication of his words but you nodded nonetheless. Things couldn’t turn out better actually. You’re about to lose your virginity and it won’t be on a guest bedroom inside a nameless shitty house party you attend all the time.

The thought that Taehyung will fuck you on his bed makes a shiver run down the length of your spine and Taehyung squeezes your leg feeling you shake out of excitement sharing the sentiment.

It’s been a few days since he last ate you out and at this point, he’s desperate to have your sweet little cunt wrapped around his cock. He doesn’t give a flying fuck about the fact that you’re a virgin he would fuck you either way. He likes the reactions though because you’re so sensitive, girls were always vocal when he went down on them but your noises are just so arousing and rewarding that he would like to spend hours between your legs he can only imagine how good you will feel around him.

He doesn’t have to wait much to find out as his house comes into view - a little later than he anticipated but he had to drive slower than normal - because he didn’t want you to feel uncomfortable sitting beside him. It was a little sacrifice that he was willing to make.

He will not let you go easily this time and he plans on having you as many times as your little poor virgin pussy will let him.

”I will gladly tour you around the house but I suggest we make the first stop in my bedroom.” He speaks up as soon as he opens the door wide for you to enter. You haven’t seen someone opening their front door this quickly before that it’s almost comical but you don’t mention it because you don’t want him to think you’re any less eager as him.

”Girls come here often?” The question slips out before you can rethink it but Taehyung doesn’t seem to think much of it. He tosses his jacket on top of the shoe racks and helps you out of yours as well but this time he neatly places it on the coat hanger.

”No.” It’s a simple answer so you don’t question it even though you’re not one hundred percent convinced it’s the truth. It could be, you never saw someone leave with Taehyung other than his friends but it doesn’t mean he never does it. It only means you never witnessed it.

”You better have a clean bedsheet on..” You think aloud accepting Taehyung’s outstretched hand to lead the way. ”..and it better not smell of weed or I swear.” Your complaints are absurdly cut off by Taehyung’s lips on yours, the kiss itself doesn’t last long but it’s enough to shut you up.

”You’re such a princess.” He shakes his head but not an ounce of malice is in his words, he thinks you’re cute. You don’t know that but Taehyung never smokes inside his bedroom he does it in his bathroom with an open window, the bedroom is off-limits for him because the strong smell of weed worsens his headache and he can’t sleep unless the room smells clean.

If there’s one thing that he takes good care of and cleans every so often it’s probably his bedroom. You’re surprised when the room smells like laundry detergent and no stray clothes are hanging here and there, the bed is nicely made and free of any wrinkles.

”Wow. I would have never guessed this. I’m impressed.” You feel the bedsheet under your palm and it’s nice. Everything smells nice, you never thought about it as a possible kink but you actually feel turned on by the discovery. Is this even a legitimate kink?

”Thank you. Cleaning helps me relax so I take it very seriously.” The tiny fact slips as he never ceases to amaze you, there are so many things that you don’t know about him that makes you become more intrigued with him and not just attracted to his body but genuinely interested to find out about the boy behind all those layers and smoke of weed cigarette.

You know that half of the rumours about you are fabricated and the other half is heavily distorted so you wonder if that’s the case with the rumours that surround this specific boy.

Will he let you stay long enough to find out? Who knows. It’s not something that’s important now anyways.

”I think I have something for you to clean up.” You blurt out placing his hand to rest on the fabric that conceals your most intimate part yet both you and Taehyung start giggling suddenly. You swear it didn’t sound that weird when you said it in your head.

”That was awful. We have to work on your dirty talk doll.” Despite that, he can’t stop laughing as he buries his face into your neck and the simple gesture warms your heart the nickname easily slips either of your minds. He can’t see the playful eye roll you send him, it was not an attempt at dirty talk. You’re a virgin but not stupid.

”It was a joke admit it you liked it.” Taehyung seemed distracted and holed up in his mind after he said that cleaning makes him relax and that was the only thing that came to your mind to make him focus on you again. It worth the humiliation hearing him laugh so freely.

”Let me show you how much.” He grinned before making you face the bed while he pushed his chest against your backside. His semi-hard length surprised you a little gasp escaped your lips when he guided your hips to rut against his lower region. It’s confirmed if that joke turned him on Jimin was right all along, he really is a freak. Before you could say something else in regards to the topic you got sidetracked by his tongue slipping out and licking the length of your neck he angled your jaw to give him better access and he started nibbling on the skin leaving his mark all over you.

”Stop it’ll be hard to cover these.” Running a hand through his hair you let him give you one more mark before you pull him back the whine he lets out is music to your ears and makes your underwear dampen with your arousal. He doesn’t have time to complain though as you passionately kiss him passing the barrier of his lips to entangle your tongues in a messy kiss. His hand snakes down your body and encourages you to circle his waist with your legs holding you by your thighs without having to break the kiss.

”Fuck me, please Tae.” Everything moves so slowly and you’re feeling impatient. Your eyes close in pleasure when he cups your breasts over the fabric of your thin clothes his touches are uncoordinated as his full attention is occupied with making out your mouth. Taehyung is in no rush as he intends to savour every reaction he gets whilst he touches every curve and kisses every uncovered skin on your body. Even if everyone calls him a womanizer he’s not going to rush things with you he wants to prep you well so he can’t hurt you once he finally gets to enter your tight walls.

He might as well start as he undoes your jeans and pulls it down your legs he decided to keep your underwear in place for now much to your discomfort. With his index and middle, he feels you up over the soaked fabric altering between circling your clit and sliding his fingers up and down. Soft mewls and frustrated whines fall from your lips the feeling his light touches give you is great but it’s not enough.

”Please Taehyung.” His eyes are already set on you when you open them to directly beg for him to do something, anything at this point to lessen the ache between your legs.

He leans down to kiss your jaw while his busy fingers pull the ruined fabric down your legs, your face is turned sideways so it’s easy for him to whisper the words into your ear.

”Call me the way you did before.” Your eyes open again confusion is written all across your face when it suddenly clicks. Turning to face him you bury your fingers into his hair as you whisper the words.

”Tae please give me your fingers.” He can’t deny such a sweet request so he finds your opening easily using your slick to coat his finger in before he pushes the first digit inside you. You moan into the kiss he gifts you after he gifted you his slim but long fingers, he had his fingers inside you before so he knows you can handle one more with ease and he aligns it with the one he uses to push inside and out stretching you to prepare you for his cock.

Even if he introduces his third finger he knows it won’t be enough to stretch you out to comfortably take him but he slips inside the third one as well just to hear you moan out his name louder and hear as you beg for more. You had it in your mouth before it’s a fit that will leave you sore for days that’s for sure, not the size it’s ideal to start with but you know you can take it.

You will take everything Taehyung wants to give you. You cum around his finger when he separates the digits and opens you up more with a scissoring motion his finger is long enough to reach deeper parts that make you see stars before your tightly shut eyes.

You didn’t realise when did he manage to nestle his face between your legs but the visual almost throw you into another orgasm and his lips didn’t even touch you yet there. He continued to lazily finger fuck you through it but didn’t stop when you squirmed with oversensitivity he instead sped up again and attached his lips around your little nub to suck gently.

”Ah. Tae. I can’t.” He can’t possibly think you can cum again. You throw your head back mind clouded by so much pleasure your thighs started to shake as another orgasm approached. Taehyung pushed your legs further apart to open you wider for him, curling his fingers inside you relentlessly until he found the spot that forces a very high pitched moan from your sore throat. He intentionally hit your little spot a few times before he pulled his fingers out just before the second orgasm would have washed over you.

”Fuck.” You curse when you see Taehyung lick the remains of your arousal so sexily from his hand and grunts at the taste. Once he licked each finger clean he spreads your legs to admire as your essence is smeared on your inner thighs glistening on your pussy lips and watch it ooze out of your hole to dampen the freshly washed sheets.

Prepping you to take him made him ten times hornier than he was before the two of you started. Taehyung made quick work on his belt and pulled his t-shirt over his head to get as naked as you. You admired his wide shoulders and lean body he didn’t have a six-pack but he was muscular with the faintest lines of it.

His cock was pretty like the rest of him, pink tip and curved to rest heavily against his stomach, his size frightened you the first time you took it into your mouth but now you were just excited to feel him inside of you. You waited for this moment long enough you don’t want to waste any more.

”Sit back.” Your sudden commanding tone surprises him but follows your instructions and sits on the bed with his back resting against the headboard, affected by the orgasm you’re a little slow to change positions but Taehyung waits patiently for you to straddle his hips. The head of his cock parts your folds as you rock your hips back and forth grinding down on his hard on he’s less intoxicated than the last two times he got to feel you in some way and he likes it better this way.

His cock is still sensitive but his head is much clearer as alcohol is long out of his system and it’s been a couple of hours that he smoked with Jungkook near the abandoned building. He couldn’t control the way he moaned out each time you moved his head even hit the backrest hard but couldn’t feel the pain over the pleasure just rubbing on each other gives him.

Taehyung’s eyes open when he feels your hand holding the base of his cock to position yourself, you rub his head over your sensitive clit that earns airy moans you coat his member with your thick arousal and his dick twitches between your fingers it practically begs you to finally sink down on his length. You position his head to rest over your entrance and you lower your body down slowly to have enough time to adjust to his size.

Taehyung squeezes your hips with his hands, keeping you inside his bruising grip he can’t enjoy the feel of your velvety walls around his throbbing member as he had to restrain himself from slamming his full length inside you with one hard thrust he know that would definitely hurt you and he doesn’t want that. You watch yourself as you accommodate his length inch by inch the burn is there but you focus on Taehyung’s face as he tilts his head back in euphoria each time you take him deeper you feel his cock stir inside of you when you clench and unclench around him trying to take his full length.

It’s a slow process but you get his full member nestled inside you. You keep a strong grip on Taehyung’s shoulder as you try to relax, he’s so big you’re surprised all of him is inside.

”Fuck. So tight.” He grunts into your shoulder his cheek pressed to your collarbone as he tries hard to let you adjust, hearing his words make your muscles unintentionally clench around him and he lets out a guttural moan. ”Ugh. Don’t do that. Fuck.” He sounds like he’s in pain so you slowly start to circle your hips, it’s such a tight fit that there’s barely any space to move around, he reaches all the good spots and fills you up to the brim.

”I’m gonna move now.” You warn biting on your lip when you lift your hip withdrawing until his tip is the only part of him inside and slowly start to sink down again without stopping but keeping the slow pace. Every time his member reappears he gets more coated in your juices and it drives Taehyung crazy to watch himself disappear and emerge the sound of your mixed arousal is loud inside the quiet room the only other sound besides the lewd noises are the breathy moans and mewls leaving both of you and his mouths.

The agonisingly sluggish speed of your hips nearly makes him break his self-control as the only thing he thinks about is snapping his hips up and thrust into you until tears are streaming down your face in pleasure or in pain he doesn’t care. He continues where he left off with marking your skin with new hickeys to distract himself.

Your leg muscles start to burn and protest as you repeatedly ride Taehyung’s cock to the best of your ability but you slow down even more that makes Taehyung finally snap and roll the two of you over.

The change of the angle feels even better as he tries to thrust into you slowly mindful to ease you into a faster pace even though all he wants is to pound into you.

He can always fuck you hard and fast next time or the time after that, it’s not like you’ll disappear once your virginity is gone. At least he hopes so because he never felt so attached to someone before you came into his life. He thought sex is good with anyone as long as the girl has a cunt to fill but it feels different with you somehow, he feels alive when the two of you are together in the most intimate ways.

”I-It’s fine, you c-can go harder. I can-uh take it.” You encourage him breathlessly as your mind is about to go numb because of the intense pleasure. You loved his mouth and fingers but having his cock inside you takes everything into a new level. He goes harder and faster but you know he’s still holding back his face shows as his self-control slowly slips away as you encourage him to take you however he wants you.

His hips snap against yours as he pounds you into the mattress he doesn’t have to angle his tip to hit all the right spots and you’re again close to having your second orgasm and this time he doesn’t stop until you cum around his thick length your nails leave half-moon shapes all over his back as you try to ground yourself as the pleasure intensifies. Feeling how your walls squeeze him tighter once your orgasm approach you with full force when you were already such a tight fit he bites his lip so hard that it might draw blood.

”C-Can I cum inside baby? Please can I?” You nod your head but you realise he has his eyes closed firmly as he tries to keep himself from orgasming until he has your permission, you peck his forehead and run your hands through his sweat-drenched hair between moans you manage to answer your voice is worn out but Taehyung thinks your voice is sexy in this way.

”Y-You can cum inside.” You blurt out between moans, it’s getting too much but you want to see him cum too so you roll your hips in time with his thrusts to help him reach his high. ”Tae please fill me up.” It takes a few more shallow thrust for him to finally climax and collapse onto your body. His heavyweight is comforting as both of you try to regain your breaths it’s a few minutes before it eventually slows down to normal and he rolls over to lay next to your body. It’s silent again and you’re not sure what to do anymore.

He wants you to stay or wants you to go as soon as possible? You turn your face to the side to gauge his facial expression but his eyes are closed. He can’t fall asleep this fast, right?