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"Tú eres mío sin papeles.
Y así cero corazones rotos."

Felix’s POV

After three years being friends, Felix should have learnt that when Jeongin said they were going to have a few drinks and go home, what he actually meant was that they were going to have a few drinks and get absolutely shitfaced at a frat party.

All in all, Felix should have even guessed it that night. Firstly, because his friend Beomgyu was going out but most importantly, because Jeongin's forever-crush and frat member Chan was going to be gulping down shot after shot at his fraternity.

However, what the omega couldn’t have imagined at all was that after four beers, two glasses of gin and tonic and more shots than he could count with one hand, he would find himself playing Truth or Dare. 

Wait, worse than that.

Felix couldn’t have imagined that he would find himself in front of the famous alpha and also frat member Hwang Hyunjin, the latter sitting on a chair and staring at him with a raised eyebrow while he waited for Felix to start his lap-dance. 

He was going to kill his best friend.

Hyunjin was The Alpha. Not because he had the typical alpha body, far from that. He had a hot slim figure with toned arms and legs with no end. And not because of his attitude either, Jeongin had told him a few times that Chan adored his soft heart, always hidden under his cocky smile.

However… his dick spent more time buried in tight heat than tucked in his pants.

But who was Felix to judge him when Hyunjin was actually smoking hot and he would be likely doing the same if it wasn’t because he was either busy to go out or too lazy to find a hook-up.

Jeongin said his cock would fall off one day because of lack of use.

The fucking asshole.

Felix always replied that if he wanted to get fucked so bad he only needed to ask and his best friend, every time and without exception, grimaced and reminded him that his ass —and his heart— belonged to a bulky omega with cute dimples named Chan.

“Do you mind if I touch you?” Felix purred, leaning closer until his hands were resting over the back of the chair, his body towering over Hyunjin’s. 

Hyunjin grinned. “Go ahead.”

The omega ran a hand through his blonde hair and cursed his past self for picking the tightest leather trousers he had in his wardrobe. In his defence, Jeongin asked him to dress up with him so he didn’t feel self-conscious about his heavy make-up.

He was a fucking asshole but at times he was so cute too.

Felix caught a glimpse of Hyunjin’s scent due to their closeness and his omega keened at the smell of that dark coffee that would mix so well with his sweet honey. Shit. He wasn’t used to smelling other scents at parties unless he was hitting on someone.

Usually, to not overwhelm anyone with such an intense mix of scents, at the entrance of every party they were given a really mild scent blocker that simply made all the scents more subtle. However, since it wasn’t a proper scent blocker, the moment two people were near each other like Hyunjin and Felix were, it was easy to catch on their scents.

In fact, the omega didn’t miss how Hyunjin’s nostrils flared. 

His small hands closed around the alpha’s thighs to close his legs without breaking eye contact and Felix stepped forward until his own legs were on both sides of Hyunjin’s, straddling him but without sitting. 

Felix bent his knees until his body was brushing Hyunjin and swayed his hips purposely, his fingers trailing up his own legs and lifting up his see-through top, giving Hyunjin and everyone in the room a good view of his defined abdominals. His hands kept feeling himself up until his arms were stretched above his head, following the rhythm of the song alluringly. 

Even if Hyunjin was the alpha half of the campus dreamed about and a really famous fraternity member, Felix was still a dance major whose confidence barely fit in that room. 

He bent his knees more and more until he was practically rubbing his ass over Hyunjin’s thighs and when it seemed like Felix was about to plop down on top of him, his hands dropped to the alpha’s shoulders as the omega lifted one of his legs until it almost touched his head and then gracefully let it fall onto the back of the chair. 

Some people whistled at such a bold move and Felix smirked, not letting the moment last, his hips swaying again right in front of Hyunjin’s face before twirling with his leg still stretched.

Felix adjusted his position and gave Hyunjin his back as his hands flew to his ass and then moved lower, and lower, and lower until Felix could reach the floor and start the real show.

He was well aware that nobody was expecting him to take it so seriously but you know what they said — go hard or go home.

The swaying disappeared and the movement of his hips got deeper and faster, exhibiting the reason why his friends said that nobody shook their ass like Felix did. 

Out of curiosity, Felix turned his head to look for Hyunjin’s gaze above his shoulder and found his pupils blown out and his jaw slightly clenched. He looked so hot that for a brief second Felix wished he was one of those people that Hyunjin split in two. 

Or maybe it was just his sex deprived brain begging for something that wasn’t a toy.

Felix winked at him and stretched his back doing a full body roll to finally sit on top of him, his back almost meeting Hyunjin’s chest and his guts clenching when he felt Hyunjin’s cock throbbing inside his jeans. 

Shit. Was Hyunjin that horny or was that coffee scent affecting him more than expected and he was imagining things?

Felix halted, not wanting to make him uncomfortable, but a deep voice murmured close to his ear:

“You can keep going… if you want.”

Likely they both were so carefree because they were tipsy? Well. Yeah.

Hopefully, neither of them would regret the sensual performance the next morning.

Felix tilted his head whilst his hands took Hyunjin’s and moved them to his hips, considering this decision completely reasonable under those circumstances. 

“Guide me then.”

A low growl escaped Hyunjin’s lips and his fingers sank into the skin of Felix's hips, half guiding him like the omega asked and half letting him decide how he wanted to finish that lap-dance. 

The atmosphere was heated as Felix circled his hips and arched his back. Hyunjin cursed and Felix bit his lip when he realised that he was also getting hard inside his fucking tight trousers. He lolled his head back until it found Hyunjin’s shoulder and when his nose brushed the alpha’s scent gland, he whined quietly for the first time at the sensation of Hyunjin cumming untouched underneath him.

The coffee grew thick and Felix gulped as if he could actually swallow it. 

The song ended and everyone cheered as Felix got up and turned around to look at him.

The alpha looked wrecked but he wasn’t sure if he looked any better.

At least, the people around them were too wasted to even notice the tent in Felix’s trousers nor how awkwardly Hyunjin was shifting over the chair. 

Felix leaned down again until their faces were inches apart.

“It’ll be our secret.”

And he turned around to rush into the bathroom before he started leaking and made a mess in his panties. 

This was all Jeongin’s fault.

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"Te gusta el juego, yo soy la que empieza.
Pero recuerda que...
No soy ni mala ni santa."

Hyunjin’s POV

That omega broke him.

It had been… what? Three weeks? And Hyunjin couldn’t shake out of his head the smell of that honey getting sweeter and sweeter the more aroused Felix was. He hadn’t forgotten the way Felix had ridden him without actually sitting on his cock either.

Shit.

After that lap-dance, Hyunjin had gone upstairs to change clothes in his room and instead had bumped into his two best friends, Minho and Jisung, making out literally in his bedroom. Not in Jisung’s, that was at the end of the hallway. No. In his room.

The situation was bizarre just like that but when his friends’ eyes widened at the smell of his cum, Hyunjin realised he wouldn’t go back to the party any time soon. 

So sadly, by the time they released him, Felix was already gone. 

Minho knew who he was because he was a dance major too, though he was older than Felix, and he had been teasing Hyunjin every damn day since that party because he was seeing the omega while the alpha was longing for him like some kind of victorian lady waiting for her lover.

Desperate to move on because apparently it was easier to see ghosts than to spot Felix at a party, Hyunjin had made out with a couple of nameless people. Nothing important. Some quick fucks that only reminded him that the one he wanted to fuck was nowhere to be found. 

His alpha needed to get a grip. 

“Innie is coming tonight,” Chan commented casually whilst they stocked the fridge with different types of fizzy drinks, playing tetris in the process so they could fit even more bottles inside. 

“Huh?”

The omega snorted. “The beta I’ve been talking to for weeks. Pink hair? Eyebrow piercing? Black nails?”

“Oh.”

Why was he telling him that? Did he want a round of applause?

“Jesus, you are fucking dense,” Chan said, still laughing, and Hyunjin was about to snarl when the older omega patted his cheek as if he was a little pup. “He’s Felix’s best friend and he never goes out without him.”

“Oh.”

“Yes. Oh. You can stop sulking now.”

“I’m not sulking!” Hyunjin gave Chan the middle finger, huffing and tying the upper part of his long, red hair and leaving the kitchen whilst the omega yelled because he was abandoning him in the middle of a tough task.

Fuck him. 

(Everybody in that room, including the soda, knew that Hyunjin would go back to the kitchen in less than five minutes to keep helping him. He was just a bit dramatic.)

*

Let’s clarify something —Hyunjin had eyes.

He had seen Felix before the lap-dance. 

However, the omega always seemed to be more interested in having fun with his friends rather than meeting new people so Hyunjin never approached him. There were plenty of other people at all their parties to worry about a pretty face and a juicy booty.

But that night? Hyunjin hoped Felix was also looking for him.

“Your mental boner is poking my eye,” Jisung whispered in his ear as his arms swirled around the alpha’s waist to pull Hyunjin against his chest. “And he’s being eyeing you since he started dancing so I don’t know what the fuck you are still doing over here.”

Felix was grinding against Jeongin, his hands moving from the beta’s neck to his thighs whilst the latter blushed and grabbed Felix as if he was close to melting if the omega kept dancing like that.

If Hyunjin wasn’t so turned on by the movement of Felix’s hips, he would have found the interaction cute. Especially considering how deadly Jeongin looked with his dark clothes and his tattoos and piercings.

His tunnel vision was so concerning that he saw Chan’s figure walking towards the duo before either Felix or Jeongin did. The omega, who was many things but not dumb, took advantage of the way Felix was making Jeongin twirl to catch his hand before Felix could pull him in again. 

Hyunjin saw Chan muttering what seemed to be an apology and also how Felix’s face lit up as he grinned at whatever words the older omega had used. 

Jisung pushed him slightly, as if Hyunjin needed some encouragement or was a shy person, and the alpha chuckled as he demolished the distance between them in less than ten steps. 

Felix was sporting a cocky grin by the time Hyunjin stopped before him.

“Coming for another lap-dance?” He joked with that low voice that had Hyunjin’s guts doing somersaults. 

That omega was like a fucking drug. 

Hyunjin’s hands found Felix’s waist and he flushed their bodies together, his leg expertly sliding between the dancer’s as the latter tilted his head up. The honey in Felix’s scent burnt and his mouth watered whilst the omega’s arms circled his neck. 

“I came to show you that you are not the only one that knows how to move.”

“Oh, really? Because you’ve been only drinking since I saw you.”

Their bodies seemed to follow each other, dancing naturally. Hyunjin noticed how subtly Felix was guiding him and he couldn’t help but find it so hot, the confidence he exuded was worse than a magnet. 

Usually, he was the one that the rest followed but Hyunjin didn’t mind making little exceptions sometimes if that meant having his arms full of Lee Felix rolling his body against him. 

“And you’ve only been looking at me while you were dancing with your friend.”

Felix shrugged, leaning closer until his lips brushed Hyunjin’s ear.

Pressed together like that, Hyunjin could only smell his sweet honey. It was dripping down his throat and he only wanted more. 

“I was just waiting for you. I knew you would come sooner or later.”

Normally, not everyone was as bold as Hyunjin so the alpha smiled at how shameless the omega was. It wasn’t a surprise, of course. He ground against him like a fucking animal until Hyunjin was cumming inside his pants the first time they met after all. 

But damn.

Any possible retort died in Hyunjin’s throat when he heard the sharp intake of air and then felt the tip of Felix’s nose against his cheek.

“You smell so good.”

His fingers gripped Felix’s belt to not directly grip his ass. 

He still had some decency left.

Not much, though.

“But you smell even better when you cum.”

And there went that decency he thought he had left. 

Hyunjin cocked his head and smacked their lips together, a low rumble vibrating in his chest whilst he succumbed to temptation and let his hands conquer Felix’s ass. The blonde omega whined against his mouth and the sound went straight to his dick.

“I don’t think you could smell better,” Hyunjin mumbled, out of breath, trailing Felix’s jaw with his teeth and his lips. “Fuck. I’ve been wanting to do this since last time.” 

Felix tilted his head to give Hyunjin more room to kiss and his hand closed around the alpha’s nape hard enough to leave the mark of his nails. As though that was the only thing that was keeping him on his feet. 

“Me too,” Felix confessed, slowly rocking his hips over Hyunjin’s thigh and not hiding how his cock was hardening with each new bite and kiss. “I hoped I would find you here tonight.”

Hyunjin reached the beginning of Felix’s neck and the latter tilted his head further, giving him full consent to ravish his beautiful skin. Tentatively, Hyunjin’s tongue darted out of his mouth to quickly lick his scent gland.

Felix shuddered and Hyunjin smirked against his throat. 

“I was starting to think you were avoiding me.”

A high-pitched sound escaped the omega’s mouth and his honey got impossibly sweet. 

“I was doing two… Fuck . Two assignments. And studying for an exam.”

“That’s what you do when you are not giving lap-dances to strangers?”

Felix pulled back, his lidded eyes fixated on Hyunjin’s face and his side smile begging the alpha to get another kiss. He really needed to fuck all that tension out of his system before it drove him insane.

“I also finger myself thinking about sitting on top of you again.” His finger brushed Hyunjin’s scent gland just like his nose did a few weeks prior, right before Hyunjin orgasmed. “And I’m Felix, not a stranger.”

If this was the game Felix had with every person he took to bed, Hyunjin couldn’t understand why he didn’t have a long queue of people waiting for his attention. 

Did he really finger himself with that in mind?

Fuck.

“You should show me.” Hyunjin gently nipped the base of Felix’s neck, relishing the reactions he was getting from the omega. “And my name is Hyunjin.”

As if they didn’t know their names. 

Or as if they cared when they both had their minds somewhere else.

“Show you what?” Felix raised his eyebrows, faking innocence. 

Hyunjin’s nose trailed up the omega’s neck until he caressed his earlobe with his lips. 

“How you finger yourself thinking about us.”

Felix pressed down harder against Hyunjin’s thigh. Considering how sweet he smelled, his underwear had to be soaked with slick and precum. His body not only preparing for the possible intrusion but also willingly awaiting him, if that inviting scent was something to go by.

“Only if you fuck me afterwards.”

Felix kissed him, promising. And Hyunjin’s gaze locked on his double nostril and the million of freckles that adorned his face as if they were stardust. He must look even hotter bent over his bed and taking everything Hyunjin gave him. 

“Wanna go upstairs?”

Felix nodded, kissing him again, and Hyunjin wasted no time, grabbing his hand and dragging him across the huge living room to go to his bedroom. The journey was clumsy, since every now and then their free hands roamed each other’s bodies and Felix seemed determined to kiss and bite Hyunjin’s jaw while they walked.

Hyunjin shoved him against the wall next to his bedroom door and growled against Felix’s scent gland, sucking on it to get drunk on that honey. A weak whimper left Felix’s lips and his hands guided Hyunjin’s throbbing cock against his own. 

“Hyunjin,” the omega whispered. “Please.”

He was going to ruin him.

“I’m going to make you feel so good.”

The alpha stretched out to find the doorknob and turned it until he could push the door open, his face still buried in Felix’s neck as they both stumbled inside the room and Hyunjin slammed the door closed behind them.

Only then, Hyunjin noticed two completely different things that were, however, related to the same person —his room smelled like rotten lemons and oranges, the sour scent making him draw back with a disgusted expression on his face. Then, he heard the soft sobs. 

Felix darted his gaze towards Hyunjin’s bed and the latter didn’t need to turn around to know that it was Jisung. But not the happy Jisung he saw at the party some time ago.

He mouthed a quick sorry and kissed Felix one last time before carefully moving towards his bed. 

“Hey.”

Was he rock hard inside his jeans? Yes.

Was he so worried sick that he had forgotten about it even though he couldn’t be more uncomfortable? Also, yes.

Jisung was curled up in Hyunjin’s bed, clutching one of Hyunjin’s cushions and wrapped in a hoodie that smelled like roses; like Minho. 

“Sung-sung, what’s up?”

Hyunjin’s soft side wasn’t a secret and he wasn’t ashamed of it. An alpha wasn’t more of an alpha for repressing their feelings and acting like a fucking neanderthal, yet it was slightly embarrassing to swift so quickly from “I’m going to fuck you good” to “Hey, sweetheart, are you okay?” when Felix was still inside his room.

Shit.

Hopefully, Felix wasn’t one of those people that believed that bullshit and this didn’t turn him off because Hyunjin needed to continue what they had.

“M-minho.”

Hyunjin’s hand caressed his best friend’s arm. 

“What happened with him?”

Jisung rolled onto his back and made grabby hands until Hyunjin was pulling him onto his lap, wrapping his arms around him and letting the omega bask in his scent. Fuck, he had to smell so intense after making out with Felix for so long and rutting against each other. 

“He was dancing with his ex and I… and…”

“They are friends, baby. You know that. And Minho is down bad for you.”

Hyunjin craned his head ever so slightly to look at Felix.

What if he had a disgusted expression on his face?

Hyunjin would get so fucking pissed if that happened.

Instead, the sight gave Hyunjin some kind of whiplash —the omega looked absolutely wrecked against the wall, his hair dishevelled, his blouse half tucked into his jeans and half messily pulled out of them, the tent so obvious that Hyunjin could almost spot the head of his cock and yet… a fond smile curling his lips.

His eyes widened when he noticed that Hyunjin was staring at him and he motioned towards the door as if asking if he should leave. Hyunjin shook his head and begged for one second. Just one.

“But they are p-perfect together, Jin. The future lawyer and the f-future choreographer. The m-most beautiful omega and his g-gorgeous alpha. H-have you seen…?”

Hyunjin was carding his fingers through the waves in Jisung’s hair before he took a hold of his face, his palms pressed against the omega’s cheeks.

Jisung’s lips were trembling but his eyes seemed to finally catch on the marks on Hyunjin’s neck, the suffocating mixed scent of coffee and honey and Felix quietly leaning against the door.

“Oh, god. S-sorry. Sorry. I… Your scent comforts me and I was… Sorry.”

“It’s fine,” Felix assured, his voice as sweet as his scent was minutes ago. “I was leaving anyway. I need to check on my best friend to see if he’s still alive.”

Felix got closer to them and bent down until he was face to face with Hyunjin. He kissed his jaw with his fingers brushing Hyunjin’s thigh.

“See you next time? I still have something to show you.”

“Tomorrow? There’s a smaller party here to celebrate Hongjoong’s birthday.”

“Tomorrow then.”

His dark eyes looked at Jisung and Felix smiled.

“Hyunjin is right, by the way. I share a class with Minho and he talks a lot about you.” Felix straightened his back and tucked his blouse properly into his tight trousers. “Goodnight.”

The omega turned around and left without looking back. However, Hyunjin could still smell his scent in the room. 

Jisung sniffed and accommodated his head against Hyunjin’s shoulder.

“I like him. S-sorry for cockblocking.”

“It’s fine. I’ll see him tomorrow. And now scoot over and make room for me in my bed .”

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"Le pedí que me ayude con una misión.
Que me llene entera de satisfacción."

Felix’s POV

“You don’t need to try that hard for a man that can’t wait to eat your ass,” Jeongin pointed out, sprawled out in Felix’s bed with his laptop on top of his chest so he could keep re-reading his essay without changing his position. 

Felix checked his reflection in the mirror —the low-rise and ripped jeans exposed his skin strategically, flashing the tattoos on his thighs and showing the beginning of the one that started under his hip bone and ran down the side of his leg. His perfectly sculpted abdominals were in full display too. Though the cherry on top was his small long-sleeved crop top. 

“I wish he ate my ass.”

Because the truth was that Felix’s sexual experience was… limited, to say the least. Sure, he’d had many alphas, betas and omegas pounding into him, hands deep into his pants and hickeys that had lasted for weeks but they all had been hook-ups where the only goal was cumming. 

So Felix didn’t know how it felt to have someone down there , spreading his cheeks and diving into his wetness, nor how it felt to have a hard dick heavy on his tongue, pushing into his mouth with abandon. And many more things.

It didn’t make him self-conscious, it was what it was. 

But it had made him hesitate to suggest anything different from the usual get on all fours and look pretty for me, omega . At least, some of them had wetted his cock with their tongue if they finished and Felix was still halfway. 

Still, it had always been rushed. Rough. And sometimes, not even worth the soreness of the next morning.

“All you have to do is ask,” Jeongin suggested with a wink.

“I’m not going to ask him to eat me out, Innie.”

Jeongin sighed. It was a lost battle. Felix wasn’t going to give in.

His expectation was to have a good time with Hyunjin following the same steps he had followed several times and then to come back home satiated and exhausted enough to sleep nine hours in a row.

Perhaps, if he hadn’t rejected every alpha that had tried to court him, he would have known by now how all those things felt. 

“Did you invite Chan to come over like I told you?” Felix opted to ask with a shit-eating grin, looking at the beta through the mirror. 

Jeongin groaned and covered his face with his hands, his shyness coming to the surface whilst he babbled against his palms.

“What did you say?”

The beta moved his fingers so he could look at Felix through the space between them.

“I said that I did and that I’m nervous.”

“You should invite him to stay the night. I promise I’ll behave tomorrow morning if he’s still around.”

Jeongin whined, embarrassed.

“We’ll see…”

*

“Lixie!” San yelled from the other side of the living room, striding across the room to lift him up the floor and crush him against his chest. “Dude, you didn’t tell me you were coming. I didn’t know you were Hongjoong’s friend too!” 

San was part of his dance crew. They had shared almost all their classes since they were in their first year and funnily enough, it had been Felix who had introduced San to his current boyfriend, Wooyoung. 

“I am… not? But someone invited me. Hope the birthday boy doesn’t mind.”

“Bitch!” Another voice called in a shriek. 

Felix tilted his head and cackled when he saw Wooyoung sitting on Yeonjun’s shoulders with one tall glass on each hand. Beside them, the third dumbass of their chaotic friend group, Changbin, was walking-dancing in their direction with a plastic bottle of what seemed to be a mix of alcohol and a fizzy drink clutched to his chest.

“Going out two nights in a row?” Wooyoung questioned as he struggled to get down Yeonjun’s shoulders, handing his friend his glass and taking a long sip. “Is the dick that good?”

Felix stole Wooyoung’s drink and drank from it with a mysterious grin. 

“I’ll tell you when I see it.”

“So this hyena didn’t lie when he said he saw you with someone yesterday,” San pointed at Yeonjun.

“Yah, dickhead,” Yeonjun groaned. “Why would I lie?”

San rolled his eyes. “I didn’t say you lied but when your tongue is down the throat of your boyfriend, I take everything you say with a grain of salt.”

“He’s not my boyfriend.”

Changbin and Wooyoung almost fell to the floor from how hard they snorted after that. 

“And we are not talking about Beomgyu and me!”

Although his best friend was Jeongin, if Felix had to list the group of people he met up with the most besides the beta, he would name all of them, including Beomgyu, San’s childhood friend —Yeosang— and his dance crew.

So he had no reason to keep the details to himself when, likely, they would see him kissing Hyunjin in less than an hour.

Well, that was if the alpha dared to show up, because since he arrived, he had seen many faces except his. 

“So, no dick yet?” Wooyoung interrogated him as he threw his arm over Felix’s shoulders. 

Felix hugged the other omega’s waist, shaking his head. “Tonight, I hope.”

“Hongjoong will be delighted to know someone will get dicked down the night of his birthday,” San commented, with a expression that was too serious to be discussing Felix’s sex life. 

“Seonghwa is not coming?” Changbin frowned. 

San sighed. “He had a family emergency and doesn’t come back until tomorrow.”

“Oh, man, that sucks.”

“Yeah.” San poked Felix’s side. “So… Is he here?”

Felix scanned the living room again. It was less crowded than the previous day but still, there was no sight of Hyunjin’s red hair. Where the hell was he? 

“I can’t see him. Guess he’ll come later? I dunno.”

Changbin refilled the glass Wooyoung and Felix were sharing with a grin.

“We’ll adopt you until he shows up.”

*

“Do it for me. Please, please, please,” Wooyoung begged with glassy eyes from the alcohol and swollen lips from all the kisses he had given San in the past hour and a half. “I’ve only seen videos and I want to see it live.”

Felix raised his gaze to meet San’s eyes, asking the question without parting his lips.

Neither of them were precisely shy to give a performance to all the people that were at that party and Hongjoong went outside just some minutes ago to talk on the phone with his boyfriend, so they could play any song they wanted.

“What are we even talking about?” Yeonjun mumbled with his head on Wooyoung’s shoulder and a cig between his lips. 

“I’m talking about the samba choreography San and Felix did for an assignment.” Wooyoung batted his eyelashes. “My birthday is coming. Please?”

Felix nodded imperceptibly and San cracked a smile. 

The alpha couldn’t deny his boyfriend anything and Felix was too proud of that choreography to miss this opportunity. 

He still didn’t know where Hyunjin was but he was having so much fun anyway that he wouldn’t mind if he had to go home without getting laid. Toys were his best partners after all. 

“Fine,” Felix conceded as he motioned with his head towards the speakers. “Get the music ready.”

“Woo-hoo,” Wooyoung celebrated as he dragged Yeonjun and Changbin to the corner where Hongjoong had plugged in the phone all the frat members used to play music at their parties. Wooyoung paused the song that resonated in the background. “Everybody fucking move, my boyfriend and my friend are going to dance for me!”

San chuckled, endeared, and Felix took his hand to walk to the centre of the dance floor. 

“Wanna make it naughtier to tease Wooyoung?” Felix whispered with his head tilted in San’s direction. It wouldn’t be the first time that San asked him to touch each other too much and to let their lips brush casually while they danced just to rile Wooyoung.

Dancers were worse than demons when they were in their natural habitat.

“Did you read my mind?” San smirked.

Felix smirked back and stopped in his position whilst San moved some steps away from him. 

“Whenever you want, baby!” San shouted. 

The song started and Felix ran his hands up his legs as his body moved sinuously. San was walking towards him taking long steps as he unbuttoned the beginning of his shirt, tapping Felix’s shoulder when he was close enough.

The omega turned around sensually, his hands gripping the front of San’s shirt while the alpha’s palm pressed against his back. Felix raised his leg until his foot touched the other’s shoulder, letting his smirk stretch wider when San’s other hand closed around his shin. 

Between the lap-dance and this, Felix really was putting on show after show at the parties he attended lately.

His leg flexed, still supported by San’s hand, and Felix bent back. His hands slid up San’s chest as he stretched his back and leaned in more than they did for their assignment, their noses brushing and San’s fingers shoving him against him until Felix’s tongue brushed the corner of San’s lips for a brief second.

People gasped and Wooyoung whistled, more than pleased with the filthy performance.

“Your boy is here,” San muttered before they pulled apart, their hands laced and their bodies facing the same part of their improvised stage. “Wanna tone it down?”

Felix chuckled. “Let him see what he’s missing.”

After almost three years dancing together, for Felix San was like an extension of his own body. He trusted him wholeheartedly and he knew San trusted him back. Their bodies were in perfect sync and when the choreographies had elemented that required high skills dancing with a partner, they both had no doubt that they could do it.

Felix twirled under San’s arms, the genuine smile plastered to his lips. They got such a good grade for that choreography.

They seemed to be flying from one to the other of the stage , their arms stretching endlessly and their figures grabbing, bending and following the rhythm. 

Felix pushed San and the latter pretended to fall to the floor without actually doing it, his hand supporting himself and his body rolling before coming up again with his teeth sinking into his bottom lip and his hands trailing up Felix’s sides. 

The omega let his hand press over the expanse of bare skin of his chest and snapped his hips without letting their hips meet before going back to their quick steps, moving from one side to the other again. 

San knelt down in front of Felix and the omega kept dancing backwards whilst San followed him without standing up, making faces at each other whilst Felix’s arms moved over his head. They swirled and Felix sat on San’s leg briefly to pose with him, the loud applause making both of them laugh because they weren’t over yet.

They separated after San came back onto his feet and Felix took a few long steps in his direction before jumping into his arms with one of his legs stretched back while San spun over and over until his move halted. Felix wrapped his legs now around his waist, his hands framing his face and San’s supporting his ass instead of his thighs before letting him go not without rubbing his nose against Felix’s cheek. 

With their hands intertwined, Felix danced around San and when he was in front of him again, they both stretched their arms and Felix reduced the distance between them with one slow twirl. He gripped his dance partner and San curled his arm around him in time to catch Felix as he did half a split for their final pose.

They stayed like that as the applause and the whistles erupted again.

He really, really liked dancing with San.

Their chemistry on stage was so unmatched.

San helped Felix straighten up and they both bowed funnily while Wooyoung ran in their direction with a happy smile on his face. Felix kissed the same spot he had licked at the beginning of their choreography and San winked at him.

“That! Was! So! Hot!” Wooyoung proclaimed. “Fuck. I almost popped a boner.”

The brunette omega’s gaze stared somewhere behind Felix and the latter mouthed, “Hyunjin?”

But he didn’t need confirmation because the alpha was already sliding his arm around his waist and caressing his exposed abdomen. His coffee surrounded him and Felix turned around to look at him. 

The idea was making a joke because Felix had been waiting for him for almost two hours.

But Hyunjin’s hungry eyes left him speechless first.

And the alpha’s lips capturing his own left his mind blank after that. 

*

“I lost track of time editing some pics for a contest,” Hyunjin explained after many kisses, many bites and many moans muffled against each other’s skin. They had managed to get upstairs. That night his bedroom was actually empty but they were still pressed against the closed door. “But I’m glad I was so late because if not you wouldn’t have danced with San.”

“You liked it?” Felix purred while his hands undid the buttons of the short-sleeved shirt Hyunjin was wearing. It had multiple vivid red hearts bursting into flames and Hyunjin looked particularly hot in it but Felix wanted to feel his skin under his hands. 

Hyunjin growled over Felix’s collarbones, making the omega laugh.

“I wanted to fuck you right there, in front of everyone.”

The alpha’s hands peeled his crop top off the omega’s body and the omega slid the alpha’s shirt down his arms. Felix’s eyes dropped to the intricate ink that adorned Hyunjin’s chest —there was a huge moth on his sternum, a heart stabbed with different swords on his ribs, a snake swirling around his belly button and almost biting the moth, and the word love below one of his pectorals. 

But that wasn’t the only thing that shirt was covering.

He also had nipple piercings. 

Shit.

Felix squeezed his legs together at the sight, as if that could keep the wetness in his panties under control. Yet even if it did, nothing could prevent how sweet and inviting his scent got. 

“Don’t do that,” Hyunjin whispered, trying to push his leg between Felix’s so he couldn’t close his again. “You smell so fucking good. Your slick, too.”

Felix whimpered as he let the alpha make room for him between his legs and felt the wetness gushing out of him, his underwear likely dripping wet and his jeans barely surviving.

His omega was so fucking picky and extreme.

If Felix was with someone his omega didn’t like much, he struggled to get wet. He had the excuse ready to not make anyone feel upset. He justified it saying it was his medicine to control his heats and luckily nobody had ever accused him of lying.

They were too turned on to connect brain cells together.

However, the story was radically different if his omega liked what he saw. And if Felix was too aroused too, then it was a mess.

And he couldn’t say he actually enjoyed it. Because it was uncomfortable, sticky and it made him feel self-conscious. Why couldn’t he leak like a regular omega?

Felix grimaced, stressing over the state of his clothes, and Hyunjin seemed to notice it because his hands did quick work with his jeans, shoving them down his thighs, along with his ruined panties. 

It had been a couple of months since the last time he fooled around, but it had been even longer since the last time someone had him like that.

But Hyunjin looked and smelled delicious so he couldn’t blame his omega for having a normal reaction, despite how exposed Felix felt.

“Fuck, look at you,” Hyunjin muttered under his breath, taking a step back to check his naked figure from head to toes. 

His coffee was burning at the tip of Felix’s tongue, suffocating and heavy, and the adoration and sheer desire in Hyunjin’s eyes only caused more slick to stream down his thighs.

Unconsciously, Felix clenched his legs again, still not making any comments on the way his arousal was so fucking visible. And not because of his hard dick.

Hyunjin didn’t comment either, instead getting closer again and sliding a hand between Felix’s thighs from behind, collecting the sweet wetness and bringing it to his lips. The alpha’s eyes rolled and he hummed around his fingers.

“You taste even better.”

Felix lolled his head back, hooking his fingers into the hem of Hyunjin’s jeans to pull him against his heated body. Hyunjin circled his waist with his arm and his fingers now slipped between Felix’s cheeks whilst his mouth licked Felix’s collarbones.

“Use two,” the omega begged in a breathy whisper, holding onto Hyunjin’s shoulders. When he was that wet, one finger did nothing. “Please.”

Hyunjin cursed and Felix realised that with the alpha all over him, kissing him, licking his skin and praising him, it was easy to forget the slick that had just reached his ankles. 

He thrust with two fingers, like Felix asked, and the latter’s mouth latched onto Hyunjin’s neck, sucking on it harshly while one of his hands fumbled with the alpha’s belt and the button of his jeans.

Felix pulled Hyunjin’s jeans down and pressed the heel of his hand against the throbbing cock trapped in the alpha’s briefs. His fingers traced the underline of it and Hyunjin grunted against his shoulder, still pushing into Felix at a steady and deadly pace. 

“Do you even… know… how to use this?” Felix joked, biting his tongue to not say out loud that he couldn’t wait to have his guts rearranged. He was… huge . Thick. 

He shuddered when he imagined how Hyunjin’s knot might feel.

Fuck.

Felix leaked even more, dripping over Hyunjin’s fingers and down his legs.

“You’ll have to tell me later,” Hyunjin smirked before biting his earlobe, his tongue playing with the double helix. “You are so wet for me.”

Hyunjin added another finger and Felix moaned, his body too loose to care about the stretch. It didn’t even burn, just made his legs tremble and his lips part to let out broken sounds.

“It’s your fucking scent,” Felix explained, sliding his fingers up and down Hyunjin’s shaft after collecting part of the slick on his thighs to make the slide smoother. “I want it everywhere.”

Felix whimpered when Hyunjin began pressing into him with four fingers, his digits brushing his sweet spot every now and then and turning his legs into jelly. If it wasn’t because he was firmly pinned against the door and with an arm around Hyunjin’s neck, Felix was convinced he would have fallen to the floor.

“Maybe I should cum all over you so you have it everywhere,” Hyunjin suggested, though it sounded like a promise.

Their lips smacked as they panted, too worked up and drunk on their mixed scent.

“Do it. Mark me with it. Fuck.”

All of this had been Jeongin’s fault for dragging him to that party where he ended up giving Hyunjin a lap-dance but as Hyunjin pulled his fingers out to smear the slick on them over Felix’s lips, the omega mentally thanked his best friend for this.

Not every night he ended up with a snack on two legs, having the perfect scent, the perfect voice, the perfect demeanour and the perfect body. If Hyunjin had any flaw, Felix didn’t give a shit. 

“Where do you want it, baby?” Hyunjin murmured, sticking out his tongue to trace Felix’s mouth, cleaning the mess he had made and meeting Felix’s tongue in the process. 

“Bend me over your desk.”

Hyunjin drew back, as if looking for confirmation, and Felix grinned.

“You heard me.”

The coffee in the room intensified even more as Hyunjin manhandled Felix like a ragdoll, throwing to the bed every element on his desk that could make the omega uncomfortable and then bending him over it.

Felix accommodated his cheek against the wooden surface and spread his legs while Hyunjin kept his hands captive and pressed over his low back. He hovered over him, kissing his shoulder and also his nape. 

“Like this?” Hyunjin muttered against Felix’s jaw. 

“H-hm.”

It was obscene to see him over the desk, naked and vulnerable, while Hyunjin was towering over him, having only pulled down his jeans and briefs enough to free his cock. 

Felix could cum only looking at him.

Hyunjin circled Felix’s rim with the head after rolling down a condom and smearing part of the slick along his shaft. Felix closed his eyes when Hyunjin started pushing in. The stretch was so perfect that he could only moan after the alpha bottomed out. 

“Shit, you feel so good,” Hyunjin grunted. “Could stay like this forever.”

After that, he set a pace that was criminal. The desk shrieked with every thrust and Felix melted with the praises Hyunjin bit over his shoulder. He couldn’t even tell if he was close or just delirious. 

Both, perhaps?

Hyunjin was hitting his prostate dead-on, abusing it without giving him a break. It wouldn’t be a surprise if the next morning his voice was hoarse from moaning so loud, drooling slightly over the desk from the position but especially from not closing his mouth.

“Close,” Felix mumbled. “‘M close.”

Hyunjin pulled at his arms until Felix arched his back enough to allow Hyunjin to slip his other hand under his body, keeping him like that whilst he leaned in to nip at his scent gland.

The reaction was visceral after that. 

Felix barely recognised his voice as he babbled, “A-alpha.”

He was so out of it that he didn’t notice how Hyunjin and him reached their climax at the same time. The alpha crashed on top of him and caressed Felix’s arms after releasing them.

They panted, completely out of breath, and after a couple of minutes, Hyunjin pulled out and helped Felix straighten his back, his fingers now caressing the lower part of it.

“So? Do you think I know how to use it?” Hyunjin asked, amused and with a side smile. He hadn't even taken off the condom yet, his hands occupied massaging Felix’s back.

Felix grinned and blamed the post-orgasm bliss for making him tilt his head until their lips were inches apart. “What if this was just good luck?”

Was he confirming that he wanted to hook-up with him again? 

Well. He wasn’t a person who liked to lie. And Felix always suspected that his boldness would kill him. 

Hyunjin gave him a peck.

“Who knows.”

The alpha walked towards the private, small toilet that connected to his bedroom and came back with his jeans zipped again and a wet towel. Felix reached out to grab it but Hyunjin shook his head and knelt down in front of him to wipe the dry slick from Felix’s legs. 

And as if he hadn’t just blown his back, he handed Felix the towel before reaching his asscheeks, letting the omega spread them and clean himself thoroughly. 

They barely talked as Felix collected his clothes from the floor and got dressed again. 

Ignoring his ruined panties on the floor, Felix adjusted his jeans and his crop top, and then grabbed his boots. Was it wrong to leave his underwear there instead of throwing them into his pocket?

His omega snarled inside him at the mere thought of moving his panties from where they were. So Felix decided to not glance at them, as if it was normal to forget the underwear. 

Hyunjin was still shirtless when Felix finished with his clothes. 

They stared at each other and as though in sync, they stepped closer to each other. 

“Goodnight?” Felix said, hesitantly, sounding more like a question instead of a farewell. “Huh…”

Should he ask him for his number? His Instagram? 

Something?

“Goodnight, pretty omega.”

He had just missed his chance —that was what Felix thought as he closed the bedroom door behind him.

Wooyoung had asked him if the dick was that good and fuck, it really was.

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"No sé qué pasó, el sábado...
Pero comenzó, el viernes...
Y aquí seguimos, bailando.
Este party dura 24/7"

Hyunjin’s POV

Though the ones that were officially dating were Jisung and Minho, sometimes Hyunjin felt as if they were in a relationship of three. Perhaps, because they were his best friends before Minho asked Jisung out on a date for the first time so when they became partners, they kind of dragged Hyunjin with them into their new dynamic. 

So it was completely normal to him that Minho called him —and woke him up in the process— at ass o’clock in the morning because he forgot his lunch in their fridge and he really had no time that day to run back to the fraternity. 

Hyunjin, despite his sleepy state, knew damn well that the reason why Minho was calling him and not Jisung was because the latter had an exam that afternoon and it was a really terrible idea to talk to Jisung before any test or presentation.

That didn’t make leaving his warm and comfortable bed way before he should any more fun.

At least, he could go to the gym before his classes and then come back to the frat early. That wasn’t a bad plan. 

With his gym backpack hanging from his shoulder, Hyunjin entered the performing arts building and went straight to the floor where the dancers had most of their classes. He texted Minho to let him know he was already there and walked along the hallway to take a seat on one of the benches. 

However, he ended up forgetting about sitting down when he heard a low voice that was too familiar. It came from a room whose door was open so Hyunjin guessed it wouldn’t be that bad if he peeked around for a split second.

Just to…

Just to what?

“No, tell Wooyoung that he better have enjoyed that blowjob because it’s gonna be the last one he gives you since I’m going to chop your dick off when I see you. You should have been here ten minutes ago, asshole,” Felix was saying by the time Hyunjin reached the door. “Ugh. No. Don’t tell me I would understand if Wooyoung had sucked my dick before. That’s like… incest. Fucking hell, San.”

Innocent, as if he hadn’t been friends with Minho for years, Hyunjin had pictured Felix walking around the room whilst he talked through the phone.

Instead, he’s met with the privileged sight of Felix split in half. His legs were stretched on both sides of his body and he was bending forward until his elbows were pressed against the floor and his chin was resting on his hands.

“Yeah. Run as if your life depended on it. I’ll be here,” he grunted, his eyebrows knitted together and his lips pursed. “Bye.”

Felix’s scent was really intense, but not in the way it was while they were making out the last time. It grew thick and unpleasant when he was pissed, Hyunjin noticed. It wasn’t inviting, although Hyunjin’s alpha would have drowned in it happily either way.

Shit.

His fucking alpha was such a goner for that omega.

And he wasn’t doing much better, considering how he had just revealed himself by knocking on the door and clearing his throat loudly.

Felix looked at him through the mirror, a smile curling up his soft lips.

God, he wanted to kiss them again.

And to hear how high-pitched his usually low voice could get when he moaned Hyunjin’s name.

“Hi, stranger,” Felix whispered, not moving an inch. 

“Hi.”

“What are you doing in my building? Did you get lost?”

It was extremely dangerous for his health to see Felix putting the phone aside and supporting himself with his hands and elbows against the floor, rocking back and forth with his hips likely to stretch but also putting very non-family friendly images into Hyunjin’s mind. 

After repeating the motion enough times, Felix dragged his chest across the floor, his legs now stretched behind him until he bent his knees and lifted up his hips to do the frog position, giving Hyunjin the best view of his ass. 

Amazing. 

“I’m waiting for Minho. He forgot his lunch and I’m his new delivery guy.”

Felix hummed. “What a hot delivery guy.”

Hyunjin chuckled, leaving his backpack on the floor. It hit harder to experience Felix’s boldness when neither of them had a drop of alcohol in their bodies. 

“Services available twenty-four-seven,” Hyunjin whispered, and he wasn’t talking about bringing Felix his lunch if he forgot it like Minho did.

The omega grinned, getting up from the floor and walking in his direction. The honey was sweet again, too sweet for his own good , and it filled Hyunjin’s nostrils until it also reached his brain, drenching it in that sweet perfume.

How could someone smell so good?

“I would need your phone number for that, don’t you think?” Felix purred. 

Hyunjin grinned and shifted even closer, inhaling Felix’s scent and whispering over his lips, “Will you use it to ask me to give you your panties back or was that a gift?”

They were like magnets. 

It was irrelevant the place or how inebriated they were, it seemed safe to say that their bodies would find a way to breathe the same air, to press and touch and grip . The way Felix was closing his fingers around the front of Hyunjin’s hoodie was the confirmation.

The blush slowly crept up Felix’s neck, licking up his cheeks. 

“Do you want them to be a gift?”

Hyunjin’s fingers spread against Felix’s back and he had to crane his head and trace Felix’s jaw with his nose to not kiss the boldness out of him. 

What did that omega have that had Hyunjin like that? 

He had fooled around a lot, especially since he started his degree and joined the fraternity. He wasn’t a heartbreaker nor a fuckboy, just someone who liked to have sex. If he ended up fucking someone twice, nice. And if not, nice. 

He had never overthought it, because nobody had ever got under his skin like Felix had done after three fucking parties.

Three.

“I don’t know. Do you give your underwear to every person you hook-up with?” Hyunjin bit his tongue late, the question was already out in the world, exposing him like the territorial alpha he actually was. Well, Felix started it all by leaving his ruined panties on the floor of his room. 

The omega’s lips caressed his ear and he murmured, “I’ve only done that with you, alpha.”

If infatuation at first sight was real, Hyunjin guessed it would be something like this.

His other hand gripped Felix’s chin, forcing him to face him. He wasn’t going to expose himself further by commenting again on what he thought about those panties. Even after washing them, Hyunjin could still smell Felix’s scent faintly on them.

And that only reminded him of how he bent the omega over his desk, the slick pooling under his feet from how wet he was.

Shit.

Felix tilted his head up but didn’t resist him.

“Are you going out this weekend?”

Felix hummed. “I’m going to the fluor party with my friends.”

He could have not added anything else, but that would have been too easy.

“Why? You wanna see me?” Felix smirked.

“Want to try my luck and see if you give me another lap-dance.”

Felix’s gaze trailed down his face, locking on Hyunjin’s mouth while his tongue traced the seam of his own lips. 

“You just need to ask and I’ll say yes. Though I would like to repeat other things too.”

Where the fuck was Minho? Because at this rate, he would be shoving Felix against the wall and sucking his dick by the time either him or San arrived. 

“I’m going to kiss you if you keep talking like that,” Hyunjin warned.

The omega leaned on his tiptoes, sliding his arms around Hyunjin’s neck, and purred a low “yeah?” before slotting their lips together and making their bodies merge. Their clothed and half-hard dicks rubbed together and they both moaned quietly against each other’s mouths. 

Without the mild suppressants they wore at parties, Felix’s scent was so much sweeter. So inviting. So… addictive. 

Hyunjin’s palms moulded against his ass and pressed him harder against his body, earning another soft moan and the burning sensation of Felix’s fingers pulling at his hair. 

“Your scent,” Felix mumbled over his mouth. “Fuck. It makes me want to mark you up.”

“That makes two of us.”

It worked him up even more to know that Felix’s wolf lost his mind over his coffee scent as much as his alpha lost it over Felix’s honey. 

A fucking match made in Heaven. 

Felix rolled his hips against him and Hyunjin growled, mid-kiss.

“You hypocrite,” San’s voice startled them.

They pulled back. Not much. Hyunjin’s hands remained where they were and Felix didn’t loosen the grip around Hyunjin’s neck. The omega craned his head to look at his dance partner.

“Hypocrite? I arrived here on time. And I stretched while I was waiting for you.”

“I see how you stretch,” San joked, dropping his bag to the floor and walking to the windows to open a couple of them. “God, it smells as if you’ve been fucking for hours.”

“I’ve trained with you many times while you were reeking of Wooyoung’s slick.”

Hyunjin chuckled and San rolled his eyes.

“Whatever. I’ll be waiting for you with my headphones on.”

Felix turned his head in Hyunjin’s direction and their lips touched again.

“See you this weekend?”

Hyunjin nodded and bit his lower lip. 

“I’m going to find Minho.”

They were saying their farewells but their bodies were still glued together. Felix started removing his arms from around Hyunjin’s neck yet his mouth moved to Hyunjin’s jaw, kissing and biting. Kissing and biting. 

Kissing and sucking right behind his ear.

Hyunjin cursed and Felix took a step back, not hiding in any way the obvious bulge inside his tight leggings. The alpha stretched his arms and pulled him in one more time to latch his lips onto his exposed collarbones, sucking on the skin like Felix just did to him.

The dark mark bloomed underneath his mouth.

And he pulled back with a grin, giving Felix another peck.

“Have a good week,” he whispered, his voice so affected that it was lower than usual. 

“You too.”

And he escaped the room as if he was in a rush, locking himself in the bathroom to adjust his briefs and take a deep breath. Fuck. Did they just forget again to exchange phone numbers?

Chapter Text

“Tú me dejaste el cuerpo caliente, infierno.
Pero me dejaste el corazón frío, invierno.
Soñando que contigo es que duermo.”

Felix’s POV

Although Felix could have followed Hyunjin on Instagram, he wanted the alpha to ask him for his phone number first. He already reminded the fratboy that they hadn’t exchanged them when Hyunjin visited the performing arts building. 

So, yeah, it was Hyunjin’s turn to ask.

“Seonghwa and Jongho are out of their mind,” San muttered as they entered the party that the Performing Arts Club had organised. 

It wasn’t in a fraternity but the place that the club had rented for their rehearsals was big enough to compete with one and worked perfectly as a space to hold parties. It had two floors —on the first floor there was a huge open area where the party actually took place, a small kitchen and a toilet, whereas upstairs there were a few rooms where the members of the club usually left all the costumes, their instruments or their dance shoes, and a huge bathroom.

“Yeah but their parties are insane,” Wooyoung replied, clinging onto his boyfriend's arm and giggling when their neon make-up sparkled under the lights. “The neon theme is so cool.”

“What is cool is that I could finally use my new make-up,” Yeosang mumbled, proud of all the make-up looks he had given his friends that night. 

“Is Jeongin coming with Chan?” Yeonjun chimed in as he hugged Changbin from behind. 

Felix nodded, taking a sip from his beer. “I think they made it official but he doesn’t want to tell me yet. That bitch.”

His friends whistled and screamed, and Felix chuckled, shaking his head. Deep down, he was as happy as them, because Chan seemed to be a really good guy and Jeongin was so whipped it almost hurt to see him pining after the older omega, but Felix was also slightly upset. 

Jeongin and him were flatmates and best friends. 

Shouldn’t he have told Felix about his new boyfriend if they had started dating officially?

“What about you, Lixie?” Changbin wiggled his eyebrows whilst they walked towards the kitchen, where the drinks were. 

Felix shrugged and San snorted.

“They were sucking each other’s faces the other day when I got to our practice room.”

Felix shrugged again. “Said the saint that has never kissed someone in public before. And he’s coming tonight. I think.”

“Our Lixie is back,” Wooyoung joked, as if Felix was actually a person that used to fool around every night he went out, when in reality all of his group knew that he was the one who rejected more people among them.

“Your Lixie has found someone interesting.”

“And a good dick.”

Felix cackled. “And a good dick.”

*

Maybe it was because Felix was especially sensitive because of his suspicions regarding Jeongin and Chan, but when Changbin dipped earlier than expected, Yeosang started talking to some classmates and both San and Wooyoung, and Yeonjun and Beomgyu, began making out in the middle of the dance floor, he felt like screaming. 

Surely, it didn’t help that when Jeongin finally showed up with the blue haired omega, he only waved his hand at him, mouthing a fast “talk to you later”. Felix forced his lips to form a tense smile and turned around to not see his best friend ignoring him like he had been doing all that week.

Mingi and Yunho, who were also part of his dance crew, tried to cheer him up, offering a few shots and dragging him to the dance floor. Hongjoong and Seonghwa even made him laugh when the fratboy told him that he hoped he had fun on his birthday the previous weekend. 

But he was still pissed and felt… invisible. 

Was his heat approaching?

Shit.

Why couldn’t he enjoy the party like any other night? 

Jeongin would likely talk to him when he had the chance. And Wooyoung, San, Yeonjun and Beomgyu would dance with him if Felix actually voiced how he was feeling. 

In fact, he could happily spend the night with Mingi and Yunho, doing dance battles and shots competitions. 

But Jeongin .

“I’ll be outside,” Felix informed San as he threw his jacket over his body and took his cigarette pack. “Scream if they play one of my favs.”

San frowned, clearly reading through his unbothered expression, yet he only nodded and promised that he would be paying attention in case any of Felix’s songs started playing.

The chill air hit his face and Felix brought a cig to his lips, leaning his back against the wall of the building. He had walked around the building until he was leaning against the back wall, far from the main door, so hopefully nobody would find him getting lost in his thoughts, smoking in silence and subtly following the rhythm of the song playing in the background with his head. 

He took a drag and crossed his arms against his chest, exhaling the smoke and willing himself to calm down and stop overreacting. His group and him had been looking forward to that neon party for a couple of weeks. It wasn’t the moment to sulk over Jeongin’s romantic life. 

It was kind of funny how his bad temper had prevented him from getting drunk, despite all the shots and beers he had drunk that night.

“Are you playing hide and seek?” 

The voice reached him first, then, the strong black coffee got through the smoke and his clouded mind, making Felix tilt his head in his direction. 

Hyunjin had his red hair pushed back and his upper body was wrapped in a leather jacket that matched his ripped, black jeans and his stomping boots. He had a glass between his fingers and a half-smile hanging from his mouth. 

Felix scoffed. “Yeah, but I hoped nobody would actually find me.”

Why couldn’t he be in the same good mood he was the day of the practice room?

He was about to inhale again when Hyunjin stole the cig from his fingers to puff on it without breaking eye contact with the omega.

“Bad night?”

In some way, there was a silent agreement between them. There was something in the air that guaranteed Felix that if he asked Hyunjin to leave him alone, the alpha would disappear into the building. 

Yet it felt so nice to have his comforting scent surrounding him. 

And his presence didn’t disturb Felix.

After all, he really wanted to see Hyunjin that night.

“I guess. I got pissed over a silly thing.”

The smoke escaped Hyunjin’s lips and the alpha inhaled again, offering Felix his glass so he could take a sip. The latter sniffed it and raised an eyebrow.

“Vodka?”

“Jisung’s idea.”

Felix hummed and drank from the glass, keeping the liquid in his mouth for a couple of seconds to taste it before swallowing it. It didn’t seem to be one of those cheap vodkas capable of killing cockroaches and rats, at least. 

“I thought you would join our pre-party games too since Jeongin came to the frat,” Hyunjin confessed with the cigarette between his lips. 

The mention of his best friend made Felix sigh.

“I was with my friends,” he murmured, though his gaze darted away from Hyunjin’s face. “I’m not much into third-wheeling. I know I’m always between San and Wooyoung but that’s only an exception.”

Hyunjin’s fingers cupped his cheek and turned Felix’s head in his direction again. 

Their eyes met.

“You wouldn’t have been third-wheeling. You should come next time.”

Felix took the cigarette from Hyunjin’s lips and took the last drag before throwing it to the ground, exhaling the smoke over Hyunjin’s face and grabbing the pack again to place another one between his lips.

“Yeah?”

Hyunjin gulped down the rest of the drink. 

“H-hm. I bet we would have so much fun. I can teach you games that are way more fun than hide and seek.”

Perhaps, Felix was reading too much into it and Hyunjin just wanted to undress him again and bury himself into him but the omega preferred to think that the alpha was actually trying to make his night better by making him laugh and keeping him company. 

Their rampant attraction wouldn’t disappear just because Felix was pissed.

And Felix could put his bad temper aside to focus on how tempting Hyunjin’s plump lips looked. 

“Like ‘truth or dare’?” Felix commented, clearly referencing the first time they talked. When he gave the alpha the famous lap-dance that had led him to this moment.

Hyunjin smirked. “Sure. Though I was thinking more about how long you can stay quiet if I’m pressed against you and mouthing your nape.”

The hand Hyunjin had on Felix’s cheek trailed down the omega’s figure until the fingers curled around Felix’s hip and pulled him closer to the alpha.

“Or how long I can behave if you are on my lap, looking like you look now.”

Felix bit a smile whilst his cheeks burnt. 

Hyunjin let out a pleased sound and leaned in until they were inches away. Felix could exhale right into his mouth, sharing air and smoke. He could also feel Hyunjin’s breathing over his face. 

Though his attention was on his scent, now stronger than how it was when Hyunjin found him.

“I was starting to think I couldn’t make your scent get sweet tonight,” Hyunjin whispered. 

“You seem to like it too much, alpha.”

A low rumble escaped Hyunjin’s mouth. 

“And if I do?”

Felix craned his head to be able to take another drag and then let their noses bump. There was something about Hyunjin that pulled him in like nobody had ever done before. Felix couldn’t tell if it was that scent that erased any rational thought from his mind or if it was their crazy chemistry.

But Hyunjin comforted him and railed him equally.

He had almost forgotten why he was so pissed when he went outside.

Almost.

The smoke half-left Felix’s mouth, half-slipped past Hyunjin’s lips when the omega kissed him, keeping the contact chaste. Though the intention didn’t last long because Felix’s arms flew to Hyunjin’s neck, circling it, and his body shifted even closer while they kissed again.

“Wanna dance?” Hyunjin murmured. 

Felix shook his head. “Let’s hide a little bit more.”

Hyunjin pushed him against the wall with a devilish smile and Felix let the alpha tower over him, enjoying more than ever their size difference and how much their bodies resembled what people usually, and wrongly, expected from an alpha and an omega.

It wasn’t important that Hyunjin wasn’t bulky nor that Felix had a really toned body, even more than Hyunjin, when they were pressed like that; Hyunjin looked too big and Felix too small within his arms. 

And it felt good. 

“Hey,” Hyunjin mumbled a couple of hours later while they zipped their trousers and fixed their clothes. “Give me your number.”

Felix was leaning against the bathroom door, carding his fingers through his bangs and fighting his omega to not keen out loud. He knew Hyunjin would ask for it. 

“You know, so I can invite you to our pre-party games.”

“And also so I can use you as my delivery boy, hm? Or that’s not an offer anymore?”

Felix handed him his phone and Hyunjin added his contact, grinning. 

“I thought you wanted me to keep your panties.”

“What if I need you to give me other things?”

Hyunjin leaned in to slide Felix’s phone into his pocket and tilted his head to kiss the omega’s jaw. “Already thinking about my dick?”

“I just think you could help me relax after some rehearsals.”

Not so secretly, Felix wanted to be able to devour Hyunjin calmly, without thinking about the party waiting for them outside. Completely sober. Feeling every inch of his cock thrusting into him until Felix could feel him against his stomach.

He wanted to… try things he hadn’t done before.

If Hyunjin was into it.

They both had been pretty transparent about how much they enjoy hooking-up with each other so Felix guessed it wasn’t that crazy to want to repeat it in a different scenario. There wasn’t any double meaning behind his suggestion. Felix just thought they understood each other really well.

Inside and outside the bedroom.

Hyunjin licked his lips.

“Guess I could help you with that.”

They kissed again afterwards, and Felix discovered later that night, when he was already in bed, that Hyunjin had saved his contact as “delivery alpha 🫦”.

Chapter Text

“Si me caigo, que tú me sujetes.
Yo por ti, tú por mí, que me pongan los grilletes.”

Hyunjin’s POV

Exchanging phone numbers turned out to be the best and worst idea they had ever had. 

In almost three weeks, they had found excuses to drink some beers together countless times. Neither of them were even tipsy by the time they shared the first kiss of the day but, in some way, everything looked more casual and less serious like that. 

For Hyunjin, it was like knowing the result but having no idea on how they would reach it.

“I’m seeing a clear case of ‘friends with benefits’ here,” Minho commented, stretching on the floor beside Hyunjin while the alpha rummaged through his drawers to pick a good outfit. “When was the last time you did something like this? Oh, wait. Never.”

Hyunjin chuckled, throwing different blouses on top of his friend’s head.

“I’m not trying to put a label on this. But thank you for the suggestion.”

Hyunjin wasn’t actually scared of putting a name to the relationship he had with Felix. They talked a lot . He was hot, funny, smart and so sassy that Hyunjin would be a fucking idiot if he didn’t keep going with whatever they had. 

To be fair, he hadn’t thought much about it.

They had a good time every time they were together. 

Were they friends? Maybe. 

Were they something weird? Maybe.

Did that keep Hyunjin awake at night? No.

“I’m just…”

“I’m not like you, Minho. I don’t care about what we are while we are doing fine.”

Minho rolled his eyes, folding the blouses Hyunjin threw at him with one leg stretched on one side of his body and the other bent, his foot pressed to his crotch whilst his chest almost touched the ground. 

“You say that now.”

“If I have to change my mind about it, I’ll do it in the future, not now.”

Hyunjin wasn’t scared of… relationships or feelings per se. But he had never faced the possibility of actually getting to like someone enough to consider dating them. Some people thought he was some kind of fuckboy because he was always hooking up with different strangers when the truth was that Hyunjin was just being honest.

It was hard to click with someone at parties. 

He still didn’t know how Felix and him did it.

Was it because of their scents?

Was it because of their wolves?

Who knew.

*

“I wasn’t sure if you’d be free or if you’d like to meet again,” Felix confessed after three beers, shifting for the nth time on his seat since they both got to the bar that was close to the fraternity. 

Hyunjin reached out to squeeze Felix’s thigh. “Why wouldn’t I want to meet again? We always have so much fun together.”

And Hyunjin didn’t mean only with the sex. Even when they were only talking, the alpha had such a good time. He genuinely enjoyed the omega’s company. Although they always ended up making out, that wasn’t the only reason why Hyunjin met up with Felix so much.

It was… because of everything.

Felix drew a shy smile. “I don’t know. We saw each other yesterday. I wasn’t expecting you to suggest grabbing some beers after I told you that Wooyoung cancelled our plans.”

He didn’t overstep, right?

Felix had a tongue sharp enough to turn him down if he didn’t want to see him.

Hyunjin simply saw an opportunity and took it. He didn’t remember that they met the night before. He didn’t get tired of spending time with the omega.

“You told me you dressed up for nothing so I just…” Hyunjin shrugged and Felix closed his fingers around the hand he still had over Felix’s thigh.

“I know. I’m glad you offered because if not I would have spent the evening sulking and watching silly movies.” Felix took a sip from his beer and shifted on his chair again, crossing his legs. “Your company is better.”

*

Felix’s scent started getting bitter when Hyunjin closed the door of his room and his lips latched onto the omega’s jawline. It was subtle, but Hyunjin drew back anyway to check on Felix, just in case he wasn’t feeling fine anymore. 

They had only drunk three beers but, sometimes, the stomach got funny even with one.

“You okay?” He murmured, tracing patterns over the skin of Felix’s back with his fingertips. 

Felix nodded and slid their lips together as he clutched the front of Hyunjin’s black sweater. 

Hyunjin believed him right away, as always, yet that undertone didn’t leave Felix’s scent as he kissed down his neck and it got even more intense after his hands kneaded the omega’s ass, like he tended to do at any chance he had because he was a goner for that part of Felix’s body.

Could it be because he had something in his mind? Felix told him earlier that he had a really long day. He was planning to meet with Wooyoung because he needed some fresh air to disconnect. In fact, it was this confession that had spurred Hyunjin to ask Felix to meet that day.

Focused on making Felix feel good, Hyunjin took his sweet time undressing him, his lips closing around his throat, collarbones and nipples. And his words sewing a dress of praises as he trailed down the omega’s figure.

Felix got rid of Hyunjin’s blouse and shoved down his jeans, then Hyunjin came back to his lips while their bodies fell onto the bed. 

Everything seemed to be going as usual, despite that unpleasant undertone in Felix’s scent that seemed to be disappearing little by little the more Hyunjin kissed him.

It had to be stress.

Felix moaned, loudly, when Hyunjin bit the base of his neck, but the sound died in his throat at the feeling of the alpha’s fingers over the waistband of his briefs. His small hand snaked between their bodies and Hyunjin pulled back when those cute fingers gripped his wrist, stopping him.

“Something happened?”

What if it wasn’t stress? Shit.

“Your scent…”

“Can we…?” Any sweetness coating Hyunjin’s nostrils vanished whilst Felix stared at him. He looked… different. Less confident. He squirmed underneath him and Hyunjin leaned onto his heels to give him space. 

Was he making Felix uncomfortable?

He hadn’t done anything different.

Felix’s eyes widened, likely because his own coffee smelled rotten as he looked at the omega, confused and lost.

His hands took Hyunjin’s and he sat up on the bed, his eyes blinking as he winced for a split second. God, what if he got injured that morning while he was dancing and he was in pain? Maybe it wasn’t anything concerning hours ago but now it was getting worse.

“Did I do something wrong?”

Did I hurt you?

He would feel like shit if he hurt Felix for not asking enough.

However, the omega only shook his head, his gaze dropping to their linked hands and his teeth torturing his lower lip. 

“Can we not have sex today?” Felix ended up whispering. “I’m… really sore.”

It wasn’t stress.

Was Felix nervous?

Hyunjin raised his eyebrows but Felix kept talking before he parted his lips.

“Sorry for not telling you earlier. I thought… But I don’t really want to. Do you mind if we kiss and only touch each other?”

Felix was quite cryptic every time they talked about past experiences. As far as Hyunjin knew, the omega was like him —he had hooked-up at parties but never had a serious partner. But Hyunjin wasn’t stupid and knew that most of the time, the experiences of alphas and omegas couldn’t be compared.

So he didn’t know what to think seeing Felix so uneasy over something so… normal.

Even if he wasn’t sore, if Felix didn’t feel like it, they could do something else or nothing at all.

It was the fucking bare minimum to respect the person you were about to sleep with.

What was the point of doing anything if both parties weren’t having a good time?

“Not at all.” Hyunjin moved closer again to push Felix onto his back, hovering above him and letting their lips brush. “Sore, huh?”

The sweetness bloomed between them while the most beautiful blush covered Felix’s cheeks. 

It was unbelievable how attractive that omega was. As if his addictive scent wasn’t enough.

“Maybe it wasn’t our best idea to fuck twice yesterday when I had such a tough day today.”

“You seemed to like the idea,” Hyunjin murmured, mouth-to-mouth.

Felix ground against his body, their clothes cocks rubbing together while a soft chuckle left his lips. He didn’t reply, though, instead kissing Hyunjin properly and pulling him completely on top of his own body. 

And Hyunjin would have loved to just forget about it but he tilted his head after pulling back and mumbled, “Was that what was making you so nervous?”

Felix pursed his lips, scrunching up his nose adorably. “I wasn’t nervous, alpha. I just didn’t want to ruin the mood.”

Hyunjin smiled, the words “liar” painted all over his teeth before he nipped the omega’s cheek. 

“It’s kind of hot to think that you are so sore because of me, though.”

The alpha didn’t need confirmation to be completely sure that Felix was afraid of upsetting Hyunjin with that confession. Felix wore his feelings on his sleeve and his scent was as transparent as him. Yet the omega kept reaffirming his suspicions when he whispered:

“Is it? I feel like I teased you for nothing.”

Honestly, Hyunjin hoped nobody had ever insinuated that Felix was playing with them because for whatever reason he didn’t want to take a fucking dick up his ass. He really, really hoped so. 

People needed to tuck their egos and cocks into their pants and learn a little bit more about consent, which was, in Hyunjin’s humble opinion, one of the hottest things ever created.

Having someone clearly giving you permission to fuck them silly? Hot.

Having someone’s pleading eyes aimed at you while they ask you to keep going, to be rougher, to go faster? Fucking hot.

Having someone asking you to stop , whether it was a full stop or just a “please, stop, doing that or I’ll cum”? Also hot because it meant there was communication. It meant that the person trusted you, that they were comfortable with you. It meant that both parties were being transparent and getting equally pleasured and respected.

What the actual fuck.

“Even if you wanted me to stop altogether, you wouldn’t have teased me for nothing, Lix.”

Felix’s gaze softened for a second.

“Never think you are… doing anything wrong for telling me what you want.” Hyunjin licked his lips, wondering if he was explaining himself properly. “Never.”

The softness disappeared in a blink, soon replaced by a smug grin and by the sweet caress of Felix’s fingers along his scent gland.

“It’s kind of late to woo me, you know? No need to get all cute. I’m hard and leaking for you since you shoved me against your bedroom door.”

Hyunjin should have guessed that Felix wouldn’t like to show himself so vulnerable for long. He had already noticed how much he avoided opening up too much about his insecurities.

“Wet already?” Was his answer, not wanting to insist on the topic if Felix didn’t feel comfortable. His hand grabbed the waistband of the omega’s briefs again and that time, instead of bitterness, he was welcomed with a scent that could make any wet dream look pale.

At least, he hoped Felix voiced his thoughts more freely from now on.

Chapter Text

“Y es que cuando nos comemos.
Hacemos unas poses.
Que los dos desconocemos.”

Felix’s POV

Maybe it was because Hyunjin was the first person that Felix had let stick around for more than a couple of nights but it was so fucking easy to voice his sexual thoughts when he was with the alpha. 

Yeah, he should have been transparent about his lack of experience, but apart from that tiny slip that didn’t affect their relationship in the slightest, Felix was pretty much sincere. Even on days where he was so nervous of saying what he thought out loud that he felt breathless without speaking. 

He hadn’t forgotten that evening where he was sore and Hyunjin not only was understanding but also a freaking sunshine.

A really hot one.

But a sunshine regardless.

Shit, was he getting too attached?

Hyunjin seemed to be on the same page, so it was hard to tell.

What if they were both getting too attached?

It had been two months since the lap-dance and almost five weeks since they exchanged numbers and started talking on a daily basis as if that had always been their normal. As if not texting each other wasn’t even an option.

Felix sneaked into the fraternity using their back door after spending the past few hours exhausting his body at the dance floor of a nearby club with his dance crew. Hyunjin was having his own party at the frat so Felix thought they wouldn’t see each other that night.

Until Hyunjin sent him a pic of his outfit —the black cargo pants hanging too low on his hips and the tight long-sleeved and sheer top not only constricting all his muscles but also not hiding his nipple piercings nor the ink that covered his upper body.

Felix had never wanted to sink onto his knees so much.

So the only logical answer was sending him a mirror selfie from the bathroom of the club, his back to the mirror, the camera perfectly angled so his ass stood out —he was well aware of how much the alpha liked it— and his eyes subtly hooded as he tilted his head so Hyunjin could admire the expanse of his neck.

Not even five minutes later, Hyunjin was asking him to come to the fraternity if he got tired of shaking his body. 

So there he was, pressing his palm flat against the door of Hyunjin’s room and pushing it open with a quick movement. The alpha wasn’t there yet, of course. Felix hadn’t messaged him to tell him he had arrived. 

That’s why he used the back door.

He kicked his boots off his feet, removed his tight trousers and grabbed his phone to send Hyunjin another pic —this time of him all sprawled over his bed, waiting for him. 

Hyunjin read his message within seconds, but he didn’t reply.

Felix smirked and rolled onto his stomach to give Hyunjin the best possible view upon entering his room. 

It felt so good to act without thinking.

To be so unapologetically himself, even if that meant being bold and a fucking tease.

The room swung open, the black coffee boiling in the air whilst Hyunjin cursed under his breath.

“Fuck, Felix.”

Felix craned his head, putting the pillow under his body, hugging it with his arms and leaning against it as he lifted up his hips ever so slightly but enough for Hyunjin to see the thong he was wearing that night. 

“Fucking demon,” he kept cursing as he peeled his clothes off his body at a speed that would have made Felix snicker in any other context. 

Hyunjin smelled so good that Felix had to gather all his self-control to not rut against the mattress at the sight of the alpha half naked and walking towards the bed, his pupils so blown out that his eyes couldn’t be darker. 

“Hi,” Felix breathed, his gaze locked on Hyunjin’s body climbing onto the bed. 

The alpha’s big palms cupped his asscheeks, kneading them before pushing them apart and leaning down to bite one of them. The unexpected gesture brought a low moan to Felix’s lips, the omega jolting over the mattress.

“You can’t wait for me like that and expect me to behave, baby.”

The petname went straight to Felix’s cock and he blushed when he felt himself getting even more wet now that Hyunjin was all over him. Thankfully, the alpha didn’t seem to find it gross how much he leaked, his slick ruining Hyunjin’s bed sheets every time they had sex in his bed. 

“And you can’t send me those fucking pics with that fucking outfit and expect me to…” Felix whimpered when Hyunjin bit his other asscheek. 

“You liked it?”

Desperate, Felix rubbed his throbbing length against the mattress. “I almost came to the frat right away. You looked so good.”

Another needy sound escaped his mouth when Hyunjin pulled at the strap of his thong so harshly that it ripped between his fingers. Needless to say, instead of apologising, the alpha leaned down again and kissed down the omega’s thighs whilst his hands spread Felix’s legs.

Felix expected… their usual —Hyunjin fingering him until Felix was writhing underneath him and then slamming into him until the omega struggled to walk straight the next morning. 

Sometimes, Hyunjin had let Felix fall apart with only his fingers. And other times, Felix had wrapped his fingers around the alpha’s shaft and pumped it until he was cumming with Felix’s name on his lips. 

However, they had never used… their mouths . Not properly, at least.

Felix tried not to think much about it, because it wasn’t a big deal, but he would be the biggest liar if he said that he hadn’t got off at the thought of Hyunjin’s dick sitting heavy on his tongue. 

Hyunjin’s short nails dug into the flesh of his hips and Felix’s eyes rolled when he felt the first finger teasing his rim, circling it without sliding inside, likely waiting for Felix to beg for it. 

However…

Hyunjin licked his finger as if it was second nature, spread Felix’s legs further and… sucked on his rim, his lips softly closing around it like someone that had pictured himself doing that too many times to even hesitate. 

Felix’s hips bucked up, following that sensation, and a raw moan ripped through him. 

“What are you…” Felix mumbled, clutching the pillow underneath him. “What are you doing?”

That wasn’t the question he wanted to ask.

Felix wasn’t sure he wanted to ask anything at all.

It was just so… surprising.

A gut-wrenching move. God. It was almost embarrassing to feel the slick gushing out of him afterwards but any possible embarrassment disappeared when Hyunjin ran a finger along his crack and spread the wetness across his asscheeks.

“After seeing your pics and how you were waiting for me with that thong I just… couldn’t help it. Fuck. I’ve been wanting to taste you like that since I bent you over my desk and saw how wet you got.”

Felix moaned again. 

“I wanted to make you cum with my tongue but if you don’t like it, we can just…”

The omega shook his head. “I do. Shit. Do it again.”

And he did. 

Felix lost grasp of anything apart from the feeling of Hyunjin’s mouth between his legs, his tongue teasing his hole before he thrust inside shyly, letting Felix adjust to the sensation. 

Was that what he had been missing out on or was it just that Hyunjin was out of anyone’s league in bed? Because, maybe, he should be fuming about all of those times where people had only buried their dicks inside him and that was it.

“Jin,” Felix babbled when the alpha slid a finger alongside his tongue. 

“Hm?” 

Felix was rocking his hips, giving his cock the perfect amount of friction to climb a high that was almost intimidating. His thighs were trembling and he hadn’t even reached his climax yet.

“Imma cum if you… I can’t…”

He could feel him smirking down there. Against him. 

His tongue slid inside him with ease and the slurping sounds he was making to swallow his wetness without removing his tongue had Felix rolling eyes and tearing holes into the pillow.

“My slick,” Felix murmured, as if that explained what he was trying to say.

“Cum on my face.” He swallowed again. Loudly. “Let me choke on your honey.”

Shit .

Hyunjin only had to suck on his rim again whilst he thrust his finger inside to have Felix clenching around him, spilling over the mattress and leaking like never before. Yet Hyunjin didn’t pull back, his tongue catching every drop until Felix whined and pushed his hips away from him, his skin too sensitive to handle his lips any longer.

His eyes were closed as Hyunjin flipped his body over, Felix’s back hitting the bed and a quiet sound reverberating in his chest when he felt the alpha’s weight on top of him. 

“S-so good. Fuck,” was what Felix whispered. 

His eyelashes fluttered and his cock stirred between them at the sight of Hyunjin’s cheeks and chin coated in his slick. The alpha’s pupils were as blown out as before yet there was something almost feral sparkling inside them. 

He smelled like Felix’s honey so much that the latter didn’t speak as he pulled the alpha closer to lick his skin, tasting himself. Hyunjin moaned when Felix collected part of the sticky substance with his fingers and moved his hand between their bodies, taking Hyunjin in his palm and sliding his fingers up and down.

“Wish you could see yourself,” Felix growled like omegas barely did. “Reeking of me, with my slick all over your face. So fucking hot. Looking as if I just wrecked you for everyone else.”

Hyunjin grinned, closing the gap between them and exhaling into the omega’s mouth in the middle of one of the messiest kisses they had shared in the last two months. Though Felix couldn’t ignore how the alpha’s scent switched, as if it wasn’t black coffee anymore.

As if confirming, proudly, that Felix, indeed, wrecked him for everyone else.

By the time Hyunjin was loudly moaning against his skin, Felix was hard again, and the alpha replaced Felix’s hand to wrap his fingers around them both, driving them to their climax in no time after that. 

*

“Have you really been wanting to eat me out since our first time?” Felix asked as he cleaned himself with the wet cloth Hyunjin had handed him, genuine curiosity talking through him. 

Hyunjin shrugged. “Have you seen that ass?”

Felix giggled. 

He should have guessed the alpha wanted to do it considering how much he seemed to adore to either touch, kiss or bite his butt. But it wasn’t the norm. Or Felix thought it wasn’t. So he never considered it.

“I’ve been holding back because I thought you didn’t like it. I dunno. You seemed so self-conscious about your slick that I… never asked.”

Felix drew a mischievous smile as he tossed the towel aside and walked towards the alpha, wearing nothing but his cocky attitude, his fingers running up his chest until they brushed the scent gland, where he had proudly left a dark mark that seemed to scream mine .

Although they weren’t together like that.

But in the spur of the moment, Felix and his omega forgot it, and Hyunjin didn’t seem to care. If anything, he moaned louder when Felix marked him.

It didn’t feel like a confession when he whispered, sultry, “It’s not that I didn’t like it.”

A pause.

“Nobody has ever done it before.”

Hyunjin cocked an eyebrow, as though in disbelief. 

“Nobody?”

Felix shook his head, still smiling, noting how Hyunjin’s scent burnt yet again. 

“You were my first.”

The alpha’s hands slid down his spine until he was, obviously, gripping Felix’s buttocks again, flushing their bodies together to nose along his jaw. 

“With this ass? Nobody? What kind of idiots were you hooking-up with?”

Nobody like you.

“You just said it —idiots.”

“I’ll make up for it.” Another pause. “If you let me.”

Felix laughed. 

Did Hyunjin really think Felix would stop him if he tried to do it again?

“I will. Just try not to destroy my underwear next time.”

Hyunjin groaned and Felix shut him up with a kiss. 

If he was actually getting too attached, he didn’t give a single shit.

Chapter Text

“Y solo ten mi número telefónico.
Para cuando te sientas sola.
Y me llamas a mí, recuerda que yo estaré…
Para ti a todas horas.”

Hyunjin’s POV

Felix rolled his hips with abandon, his moans echoing around Hyunjin’s room while he rode the alpha’s tongue as if he had been doing it his entire life. The omega’s fingers were grabbing his hair, as if that was the last thread connecting him with the real world, his head tilted back and his mouth hanging open.

Hyunjin could stare at him like that until his eyes dried.

So consumed in his own pleasure he wasn’t talking anymore, just cursing and mumbling nonsense the closer he got to his orgasm.

“Jinnie, f-fuck.”

Hyunjin’s fingers were leaving bruises on Felix’s thighs from how roughly he was gripping him to not throw him over the bed and fuck him silly. 

Felix’s free hand wrapped around his cock and Hyunjin pressed him harder against his face, moaning against his hole when more slick washed his face. What a fucking sweet feast. 

“I’m so close,” Felix said in a breathy voice.

And when Hyunjin was about to draw back to ask him to let go, he blinked and the scenario changed around him.

Hyunjin groaned. 

It was a dream.

A very wet, very filthy but also very realistic dream. 

For a split second, and Hyunjin blamed his sleepy mind for the thought, he wished Felix was next to him in bed so he could confess his dream to him and then get lost in all his curves and freckles.

But since he wasn’t, the alpha reached out to grab his phone and opened the omega’s chat.

He chuckled as he read the new contact name Felix gave himself not even three days ago.

Messages:

hwang h. [16:22]: 

i dreamt about u

bootylix 🍑[16:22]:

yeah?

Hyunjin shifted, pulling down the waistband of his briefs to free his hardening cock. The fucking dream had him throbbing and wishing even more that the omega was beside him. 

What the hell happened to him?

He sniffed the faint honey scent on his pillowcase and wondered if that was what triggered his dream. 

Messages:

hwang h. [16:24]: 

you were riding my tongue

and you looked so hot doing it

bootylix 🍑[16:25]:

i can do that next time

what do u say alpha?

Alpha.

What a menace. 

Hyunjin shouldn’t be alone in that bed.

Messages:

hwang h. [16:25]: 

shut upppp

you are making me harder

His fingers circled around his shaft and Hyunjin sighed. He wouldn’t forget that dream until he had the real Felix sitting on his face. Hyunjin could taste the honey in his mouth if he focused enough; he could also visualise Felix with that soft crease that appeared on his forehead when he was getting close.

Messages:

bootylix 🍑[16:26]:

let me see

hwang h. [16:25]: 

???

His cock twitched.

Did he just…?

Messages:

bootylix 🍑[16:27]:

show me how much you want me to sit on your face hyunie

Honestly, ‘Hyunie’ was worse than ‘alpha’. 

Such a cutie nickname shouldn’t have him squirming under his blankets.

He re-read the message, just in case he was misunderstanding what Felix was requesting. Did he really want a pic of his dick out of nowhere? 

Hyunjin wasn’t shy but this was new territory for him. 

Giddy, he tucked himself into his briefs again, hissing at the contact of the fabric against his burning skin, and moved the blankets aside so the natural light fell over his body. His free hand pulled up his t-shirt and he made sure to include his abs and some of his tattoos in the pic.

It wasn’t a raw dick pic yet it was impossible to ignore the huge bulge in his underwear.

He sent it to Felix, swallowing, his heart beating in the middle of his throat. 

How could this be so exhilarating?

Messages:

bootylix 🍑[16:32]:

fuck

maybe i shouldn’t be in public rn

hwang h. [16:33]: 

where ru

bootylix 🍑[16:34]:

i’m at the changing room

i just finished my classes

are you touching yourself?

Hyunjin let out a low growl.

His intention wasn’t this when he texted Felix. 

He pulled out his cock again and pumped it a few times, his mind both thinking about his dream and also about Felix getting wet at the changing room of his building. 

Messages:

hwang h. [16:35]: 

yes

fcuk

bootylix 🍑[16:35]:

imagine that it’s my hand

imagine me going down your body until i can take it in my mouth

hwang h. [16:36]: 

felix

Just like Hyunjin used to think that Felix wasn’t fond of having anyone eat him out, the alpha was also convinced that he wasn’t a fan of blowjobs. But considering what Felix told him that day —that Hyunjin had been his first time—, Hyunjin puzzled over the possibility of Felix not commenting on it because he had never done that before either.

Messages:

bootylix 🍑[16:36]:

it’s so big that i’d gag around it

i bet i can’t even fit all of it into my mouth

i’d have to use my hand to grab the base

hwang h. [16:37]: 

hvbhjnlix

It was a difficult task to reply properly when Felix was putting all those images in his head. He was moving his hand up and down his cock so desperately that he would end up coming embarrassingly fast. 

It was Felix’s fault.

Messages:

bootylix 🍑[16:37]:

i’d swallow until the last drop

and i’d moan around you

shit

you prob taste so good jin

Hyunjin muffled a moan against his pillow and his hips bucked into his fist, his movements getting sloppy as he spilled onto his abdomen and hand at the thought of Felix on his knees, taking him in his mouth and sucking him dry.

Shit.

He heaved, now cursed by his dream and by that conversation.

Messages:

hwang h. [16:41]: 

ur even filthier through text

bootylix 🍑[16:41]:

does that mean i made u cum

hwang h. [16:42]: 

fck

yes

bootylix 🍑[16:42]:

show me

This time, Hyunjin didn’t make himself presentable. He took a picture of his spent cock and the mess on his stomach and hand, sending it to Felix before grabbing the box of tissues from one of the drawers of his nightstand. 

He cleaned himself until he could put on the briefs again and then sat on his bed. 

Messages:

bootylix 🍑[16:43]:

i wanna see your face too alpha

i want to ride my toys looking at it later

A demon was less dangerous than Lee Felix. 

He chuckled when he saw his fucked out expression on the screen of his phone. But instead of taking a quick picture, he put his degree to use, and removed his tee, leaning onto his elbow and tilting his head so Felix could enjoy not only his dazed eyes and mussed hair, but also his collarbones, his tattooed chest and his nipple piercings.

And, of course, all the marks that were still visible over his skin and that Felix left a few days prior. 

Messages:

bootylix 🍑[16:45]:

should have bitten you harder the other day

shit i wish i wasn’t busy later so i could go to the frat

im so horny

Hyunjin also wished Felix could visit him later.

Messages:

hwang h. [16:45]: 

send me pics later

i wanna see u too

bootylix 🍑[16:46]:

i will

Chapter Text

"No sé si es casualidad que yo me sienta así.
Siempre que tú estás cerquita de mí.
Dime qué me hiciste, qué droga me diste.
Que desde aquella noche no soy igual."

Felix’s POV 

This sucked.

Felix loved his mothers with all his being but it was low-key upsetting how little they cared about his plans when Christmas was near. If Felix didn’t have exams and could submit his assignments online, they would pick him up a few days before the rest went to their hometowns for the holidays.

In conclusion? He was missing all the funny Christmas parties.

So his phone was buzzing with messages from his friends and Hyunjin while he was stretching on his yoga mat with his cat judging him from his bed. 

It had been a few years since Felix left his hometown to go to college but his cat kept getting mad at him for abandoning her, although Felix always came back.

“Are you going to keep ignoring me all day?” He asked Odette, who tilted her head as if she wasn’t listening to her owner. “You know I can’t have animals in my flat and that Innie and I have been trying to find another place for months so I can take you with me.”

Odette’s big, green eyes glared in his direction and Felix pouted, crawling towards the bed and raising an arm to scratch between the cat’s ears. Odette huffed at first but then Felix’s nails reached a certain spot under her ear and the cat relaxed under the ministrations, purring softly.

The sudden ringtone of his phone made him halt and Odette jumped off the bed, running to the tree she had in the corner of Felix’s room. 

The omega sighed, grabbing his phone as he sat on his bed. He had forgotten to switch his phone to mute mode after getting to his hometown. He only had it with sound because his mothers liked to call him to let him know that they were on their way to pick him up and that they had arrived.

In fact, they loved to call him whenever they could, but that was another story.

“Yeah?”

He was used to his friends calling him when they were drunk so he didn’t read the name of the contact that was calling. Maybe it was Jeongin. Or Wooyoung. 

“Lixie,” a deep voice slurred. 

Felix furrowed his eyebrows, ignoring the way his heart had just jolted in his chest, and looked at the screen of his phone to confirm that Hyunjin was the one on the other side of the line. 

“Hey,” Felix murmured. “Having fun?”

Jeongin sent him a pic with Hyunjin a few hours ago and Felix had felt equally happy and silly. Happy, because he liked to see them both together, and silly, because he couldn’t believe he threw such a tantrum over his best friend dating Chan and not telling him when it was obvious that Jeongin always had him in his mind.

In fact, he confessed to Felix days after that tragic night that he hadn’t told him anything because he couldn’t believe he was Chan’s boyfriend. 

“Yeah. But it’s so early and I’m so fucking hammered,” Hyunjin laughed. 

“Mingi told me you were doing shots with them.”

His dance crew was the most dangerous company at a party. If they were in party hard mode , it was over for them and for everyone around. And as far as Felix knew, since Jisung was sick and Minho was taking care of him, Chan and Hyunjin had joined Felix and Jeongin’s friends. 

“Shots?” Hyunjin snorted. “They did their own version of the beer pong and I swear,” he hiccupped. “I swear. Oof.” The shriek of Hyunjin’s bed followed. 

“Hey. Don’t lie down.” 

Hyunjin hummed.

“You are going to get dizzy, Hyunjin. Sit with your back against the wall.”

Hyunjin groaned but Felix caught the sound of his body moving over the mattress. Then, he heard the alpha taking loud sips of what Felix hoped was water. He stayed silent afterwards and the omega feared he had literally passed out from the amount of alcohol he had in his body.

“I… Shit,” Hyunjin mumbled.

“Are you okay?”

Hyunjin laughed, too softly to be so drunk.

He laughed for too long, although Felix couldn’t tell what was so funny.

“I called because I wanted to hear your voice.”

An unknown warmth spread across Felix’s chest at the admission and before he could prevent it, he was beaming widely and praying for his mothers to not come back home yet because they would find him blushing while his scent sweetened. 

I called because I wanted to hear your voice.

How could a person be the embodiment of lust and sweetness all at once? When Felix met him, he wasn’t expecting Hyunjin to be so open about his feelings. Fratboys had a certain fame. Especially the ones like Hyunjin.

But the alpha seemed to be an exception.

Hyunjin cleared his throat.

“I mean.”

Felix bit his lips to not smile even more.

“I’m used to seeing you at parties. You know. It’s weird to not see you here. Your friends are here.”

He would give anything to have Hyunjin in front of him so he could kiss him and stop his adorable rambling. The alpha seemed to get softer the more Felix got to know him and the omega couldn’t tell if that was a problem or not.

It was a good thing, he guessed. Because it meant that Hyunjin wasn’t an asshole, although Felix confirmed that the night they were kissing in his room and Hyunjin broke away to comfort his best friend.

“I wish you were here too,” Hyunjin added, incapable of closing his mouth to save his damn life.

And Felix was so fucking fond.

His cheeks were going to hurt if he kept smiling like that, but it was an automatic reaction.

Perhaps, Felix shouldn’t be afraid of his soft side but of the honesty that always covered everything he said. Hyunjin didn’t sugarcoat his words nor say what he thought the other person wanted to hear. He didn’t keep his feelings buried inside his ribcage either.

So when he said he wished Felix was there, the latter knew he meant it wholeheartedly. 

“I wish I could kiss you right now,” the omega confessed in a murmur. “I thought you only got horny when you drank. Didn’t know you could get sweet too.”

Hyunjin cackled. “Guess I just miss you, Lix.”

“Miss you too, Jin.”

How could his words be so real when they saw each other three days ago?

When did Hyunjin turn into someone so important to him?

Chapter Text

"Yo no quiero hacer lo correcto.
Pa' esa mierda ya no tengo tiempo."

Hyunjin’s POV

“This is Odette,” Felix said as he picked up the cat from the floor and dropped her on his lap. The calico cat stared at the screen and Hyunjin smiled. “She tried to hide but here she is.”

“Hi, precious.”

Odette raised her paw and hit the screen, making Felix and him laugh, and that shared joy only confirmed to Hyunjin that videocalling Felix in the middle of their Christmas break just because they wanted to talk and see each other at the same time had been a good idea.

Felix kissed Odette’s head and the cat jumped to the floor.

“Jeez, okay, princess. Sorry for trying to kiss you,” the omega huffed, falling onto his side and curling up in bed, keeping his phone close so he could see Hyunjin through the screen. “She’s a very cat cat, as you can see.”

“She enjoys her personal space,” Hyunjin joked.

“She also enjoys biting my ankles without reason. She’s the devil. But I love our toxic relationship.”

Felix was wearing a Christmas onesie and he seemed to be drowning in it, his cute face framed by a dark green hood with a Christmas bauble pattern. He didn’t seem to feel self-conscious about it. Actually, the omega sent a picture of the onesie to him the day before.

Something inside Hyunjin had been melting since then.

“Kkami judges me. All the time.”

At the beginning of their call, he had quietly shown Felix the sleeping form of his dog, who was curled up on the couch, and he had promised the omega that he would call him again another day when Kkami was awake.

“I would also judge my owner if he was an alpha,” Felix replied, scrunching up his nose and getting under the blankets. “An alpha and a fratboy. Poor Kkami.”

“Hey, you are supposed to be on my side.”

Felix rolled his eyes and Hyunjin laughed, also getting comfortable in his bed. After spending all day with his family, he was starting to feel the exhaustion clinging to his bones, but he did his best to focus his gaze on the screen.

He yawned, his hand covering his mouth. 

“Are you tired?” Felix whispered. “We can hang up. We’ve been talking for half an hour or so.”

Hyunjin shook his head and wrapped the duvet around his body.

“I’m tired but I want to keep talking to you.”

Felix smiled and despite his tiredness, Hyunjin could see how much his words had affected him. It was so sweet —he liked to portray himself like a tough, sassy and confident omega, and he was. Hyunjin lost it with his sharp tongue and the way he batted his eyelashes when he knew he had everyone wrapped around his little finger. 

But soft, tiny and emotional Felix was just… a privileged sight. 

Even when he masked his feelings with funny comments or switched topics when something got too intimate for him, Hyunjin found him to be one of the most captivating and beautiful people he had ever met.

“To see if you dream about me again?” Felix murmured with cocked eyebrows.

See?

There he was, avoiding topics again.

And fuck, Hyunjin would love to get into his parents’ car, drive to Felix’s hometown and snuggle next to him, shooting one sweet confession after another until Felix’s walls fell and he couldn’t keep his smile under control.

However, he behaved and jumped into the train of jokes. 

Because some nights, the real win was seeing Felix quickly joking or talking about something else.

“Guilty. I want to see which position we are in next time.”

Felix chuckled and Hyunjin burrowed his head into his pillow while they started contemplating the different dreams he could have about Felix. 

The omega’s voice was so low and soothing that Hyunjin barely noticed his eyes fluttering closed nor how his body was relaxing.

When Hyunjin woke up in the middle of the night, he was still clutching his phone. He unlocked it to message Felix, apologising, and his fingers gripped the device tighter when he read the text the omega sent him while he was asleep.

Messages:

bootylix 🍑[00:12]:

did you know that you pout in your sleep?

you looked so comfy and cute

goodnight jinnie

sweet (and spicy) dreams 

hwang h. [2:48]: 

shit sorry

your voice is like asmr

haven’t dreamt about you yet tho

sweet dreams baby

Chapter Text

"Estaba loca por probarte.
Darte los besitos yo.
Ojalá puedas quedarte.
Porque así me quedo yo."

Felix’s POV

Saying that Hyunjin and him barely shared a few words after Felix opened the door of his flat to let him in was an understatement. Their attraction seemed to be through the roof that night. It was something that went beyond anything Felix had ever experienced before.

He wanted to feel Hyunjin beneath his skin. 

He wanted to take a shower and wonder how the fuck he could still smell his coffee on his wrists.

“So…” Felix stuttered, breathless, straddling Hyunjin and pressing kisses down his neck. “Did you have fun at home?”

God, Felix needed to devour him. 

Why did Hyunjin dress up so fucking much to go to his flat if they both knew damn well that he wouldn’t last with his outfit on?

Hyunjin lolled his head back, resting it against the back of the couch, and hummed, his chest heaving with every kiss and drag of Felix’s teeth along his skin. 

“My little cousins were… so excited. And Kkami seemed to like the costume we bought him.”

“How old are they?”

Felix was paying attention to the conversation but his main goal was distracting Hyunjin enough to make him throb in his briefs when he realised what Felix was about to do. 

Before Christmas, he had pictured himself doing it a bunch of times . He had even sucked on his own fingers while he jerked off, feeding the fantasy that he was blowing Hyunjin instead. The only problem was that he had no idea if he would be able to do it well.

It didn’t seem like a complex task, but Hyunjin was thick and Felix could feel his nerves boiling in his stomach. 

“Minji is eight and… Sunoo is six. Fuck, your mouth.”

Hyunjin’s long fingers got lost between Felix’s blonde strands and the omega smirked around the alpha’s nipple piercing whilst his hand unbuckled Hyunjin’s belt and then unzipped his trousers, gripping him through his underwear. 

Felix kept kissing. Sucking. And biting.

Kissing. Sucking. And biting.

Getting lower, and lower, until his knees slid to the floor and his hands were spreading Hyunjin’s legs so he could fit comfortably between them. Felix licked his own lips whilst he tilted his head to stare at Hyunjin, his fingers pulling his briefs down to free his cock.

Hyunjin gulped, his Adam’s apple bobbing, and his scent grew suffocating, the black coffee overpowering to the point that Felix was sure his legs would wobble if he stood up.

Felix's fingers wrapped around the base and he gave Hyunjin his best doe eyes.

“Can I?”

If he was a fucking loser at sucking dick, at least he could drive the alpha insane with his attitude. 

“Hm?”

Hyunjin exhaled, sharply. God. He smelled as if Felix had just sat on his cock. 

“It’s all yours, baby.”

Felix had the theory that if he concealed his nerves with rampant confidence, he would be able to sell ice in the middle of a snow storm. So he smirked, parting his lips as he leaned in, and licked the tip teasingly. 

It slipped past his lips as Felix sucked on the head and, surprisingly, when Hyunjin moaned, all those doubts and nerves faded away and Felix focused on stealing more sounds from the alpha’s mouth.

He needed all the moans and growls. Hyunjin’s fingers tangled in his short strands. His hips struggling to not buck into Felix’s wet mouth. 

His tongue circled the tip and ran down the underside whilst his hand tugged at the base.

“Shit, Lix.”

After watching an insane amount of porn videos and reading an even more insane amount of articles about blowjobs, the only conclusion that Felix had reached was that every person was different, that most times it was better to not use the teeth and that although deepthroating could be awesome, it wasn’t necessary to give anyone the best blowjob of their life.

So, to be his first time, Felix didn’t focus on feeling Hyunjin hitting his throat. Instead, his attention was on his reactions —his body tensing when Felix sucked on the head. His broken moans filling the living room when Felix bobbed his head at the same pace as he pumped his hand. The delirious way in which he said Felix’s name when he hummed around his length.

“Do that again. God.”

And Felix did, his lips barely moving from the tip whilst his hand slid up and down Hyunjin’s cock. 

“So good,” Hyunjin whispered. “Where do you want me to…”

Felix didn’t wait until he finished the sentence, pulling back with a loud, wet sound and tilting his head up to stare at him as he replied, “In my mouth. Let me taste you.”

If Hyunjin had been dreaming about eating Felix out, then Felix had been dreaming about this exact moment. 

“Fuck.” The alpha nodded. “Okay. I’m close. Just so…”

“Don’t warn me.”

Hyunjin cursed one more time and it was as if he only needed Felix to say those words to let it go. His fingers tightened around Felix’s hair and his body got tense for a split second right before he spilled down the omega’s throat.

The sudden climax made Felix moan around the length whilst he helped him ride his orgasm, his fingers still moving up and down and his lips sucking on the head until there wasn’t anything left.

It pooled on his tongue and when he pulled out, he raised his gaze to look at Hyunjin as he swallowed it. It tasted slightly bitter but the coffee undertones were so intense that Felix would suck him off again to keep it longer in his mouth.

With dark, hooded eyes and parted lips, Hyunjin dragged him onto his lap, wrapping an arm around Felix and pressing their bodies together. 

“Was that a late Christmas present?” He questioned, his voice strained whilst he put on his briefs again and accommodated Felix over his legs. 

Felix shrugged, processing only then what he had just done. 

Fearing that it wasn’t that good.

Wanting to know if Hyunjin actually liked it or…

The alpha thumbed his lips and the omega smiled, shy as he hadn’t felt since Hyunjin arrived. 

Hyunjin frowned. “What’s up?” 

Stupid scents .

“Huh…” Felix hesitated. “Did you really like it?”

The question seemed to catch Hyunjin off guard.

“What? Are you joking? I don’t even know how I lasted so long. When I saw you on your knees, I thought I would cum the moment I felt your lips on my dick.”

Hyunjin leaned forwards to kiss Felix, the contact reassuring and sweet.

“I should have guessed you were good at sucking dicks the first time I saw you licking your food before eating it,” Hyunjin half-joked and Felix moved closer until he could hide in the alpha’s neck, pressing his tiny hands against his chest. “Hey. Are you going to tell me what’s on your mind? We don’t need to do it again if you didn’t enjoy it or…”

Felix wasn’t embarrassed of admitting how inexperienced he was. However, it did worry him what Hyunjin could think. Or if he judged him, in some way. Or maybe what actually made him shift over the alpha’s lap was showing himself vulnerable and less confident. 

Because Felix hated to look like a helpless omega that was waiting for someone to take care of him.

Not that he had anything against omegas that were like that. He just… wasn’t. And due to his small body and his pixie-like face, many people had misjudged him throughout his life. 

It made him so uneasy.

“I was nervous,” Felix whispered. “I wanted to make you feel good and I was scared I just… you know. Sucked .”

Hyunjin drew back until he could lock eyes with him and Felix hated even more how it seemed like the alpha could read through his bullshit. How in just a few months he had turned into a fucking professional in the art of understanding what Felix wanted to say in situations like this one.

“Had you ever blown someone before?”

Felix pouted and craned his head to the side, his head shaking ever so slightly as if it was too much effort to say ‘no’. 

Hyunjin snorted.

“Never?”

Felix raised a hand to cover part of his face.

“I know it’s hard to believe considering all the people I’ve fucked at parties but no, okay? Before you, my sexual life was pretty much jacking people off in tiny toilets and spreading my asscheeks so whoever was with me could fuck me properly.”

He didn’t regret it. For real. Some experiences were mediocre and some others only taught him where his limits were, but Felix also got some good orgasms from those nameless faces. 

“So you are telling me.” Hyunjin carefully gripped Felix’s chin to make him look at him. “That you just sucked me off like that and it was your first time?”

Confused, Felix only bit his lip, still covering part of his face with his hand.

Hyunjin grinned. “I really thought you’d done that before. It was so fucking good.”

A proud smile bloomed on Felix’s lip and the hand covering his face moved to brush part of his bangs back.

“Now I can only get even better.”

Was it actually that good? Hyunjin didn’t lie, so Felix only hoped he wasn’t blushing as much as he felt his cheeks and neck burning. 

“I really want you to fuck my mouth someday. I’ve… thought about it. A lot.”

Felix heard Hyunjin’s breath hitch and how his cock twitched under his body. 

“Don’t put ideas in my head, omega.”

Felix slid their lips together, his fingers framing Hyunjin’s cheek.

“Not even if I mean them?”

Hyunjin threw him over the couch and climbed on top of him, pulling at the clothes covering the bottom part of Felix’s body whilst he kept kissing him. 

“Where the fuck have you been hiding all this time?”

It was the type of question that anyone would have liked to keep inside their mouth, curled around their tongue. It was a pretty concrete type of confession —the type that didn’t sound like one because the context forced it to look more sexual than intended. 

But Felix could tell that it wasn’t.

Because he felt exactly the same when it came to Hyunjin.

Chapter Text

"Vuela que vuela que se perdió.
Si hay un culpable, esa no soy yo.
Si digo que no es porque no quiero.
Pero al indicado no le pongo un pero."

Hyunjin’s POV

Hyunjin was screwed.

Whipped.

Down bad.

Call it what you want, the meaning would be the same —he had caught feelings.

The thing was that he was content . Every time he saw Felix, he understood why he had fallen for him and why he only got deeper and deeper. But everything was so new to him that when he was alone, his mind became a huge mess.

Hyunjin suspected that Minho and Jisung could see his feelings all over his face when he talked about Felix but his best friends were clearly waiting for him to open up about it, and Hyunjin appreciated it with all his being. 

He wasn’t ready yet to talk aloud about his alpha growling mine inside his head when he nipped Felix’s scent gland nor about how giddy he got when Felix curled up against him in bed after having sex, instead of rushing to the bathroom to clean himself up.

After just a few months, Hyunjin couldn’t say that he was in love with him, yet it wouldn’t take him long to reach that state if their relationship kept evolving like this. 

Especially since lately not every time they met did they end up moaning against each other’s mouths. 

Yeah, there were kisses and teasing and those flirty comments that made Hyunjin combust. There was also that mild scenting that Felix had started doing since they came back from the holidays. But nothing else.

And those days were also so… good .

Despite how exhausted Hyunjin was after spending the day studying for his exams, the moment the tip of Felix’s nose brushed his scent gland he melted within his arms, tilting his head further so the omega could leave his scent over his neck.

It was strange, though. 

Hyunjin’s friends and him only scented each other on special occasions, whether they were good or bad; they scented each other to celebrate and to comfort, but not without any reason. 

The consequences would be terrible if one day Felix vanished between his fingers and he couldn’t smell that honey again.

*

“Thirty! Thirty-one!” Wooyoung was counting loudly as he stood in front of Changbin and Felix, who were doing push-ups on the floor to see who had to drink a whole glass of rum and coke in one go.

Hyunjin was sitting on a couch nearby with his drink in one hand and Felix’s in the other. It was, officially, the first time that Felix and his friends joined them for their pre-party games. The omega even showered there and ended up wearing the tight trousers he had picked for that night and a blouse with funny patterns he borrowed from Hyunjin’s wardrobe. 

Felix asked for it nonchalantly, as if it wasn’t a big thing to wear the clothes of the guy you had been sleeping with for a few months, and Hyunjin’s mind had been spinning since the omega tucked the blouse into his trousers and told him that it was going to be amusing to see Hyunjin holding back to not pin him against a wall while they were having fun with their friends.

“Forty!” Wooyoung shrieked when Changbin’s arms started trembling.

Considering their physical forms, it was kind of predictable that Felix would last longer but it was especially hot to see him not even sweating as he flexed his arms effortlessly. 

“Shit,” Changbin cursed, doing the push-up number forty-three. “Why can’t we lift weights?”

“Are you suffering, Binnie?” Felix purred, teasingly, his voice slightly strained but not as much as someone would have expected considering all the push-ups he had done. 

“Fucking dancers,” the beta cursed again, falling to the floor after doing two more push-ups. 

However, Felix didn’t stop afterwards, he kept going until he reached the number fifty and then he rolled onto his back to laugh at Changbin, who was groaning next to him because he hated drinking rum.

Felix was still cackling when he got up to walk towards Hyunjin and plop down on top of him, throwing an arm around his neck and stealing his glass to take a long sip after raising it in Changbin’s direction.

“In your honour,” he mocked his friend, but Hyunjin could only notice how much he smelled of honey and coffee with his clothes. As if his real scent was the mix of both.

His mouth watered if he focused on that smell.

Felix turned his head and Hyunjin realised too late that it wasn’t because he wanted to say anything but because he wanted to kiss him. He had a dreamy smile on his lips and his irises sparkled after all the glasses and beers he had drunk, yet he leaned in as if he was completely sober and he had been thinking about kissing him since he woke up that morning.

He didn’t consider that their friends were there.

And he wasn’t trying to tease Hyunjin.

It was… a short kiss.

Something that shouldn’t feel like muscle memory; familiar.

Hyunjin’s free hand moulded around Felix’s nape so he could deepen the contact, keeping it still chaste for them, their tongues barely brushing.

“Are you having fun?” Hyunjin murmured, quietly. He wasn’t worried about the answer, Felix hadn’t stopped talking to other frat members or to his friends and Hyunjin had seen him laugh so loud that probably the whole campus had been able to hear him too. 

Felix nodded, his fingertips running up Hyunjin’s scent gland, making the alpha shiver.

“I think it’s a bit dangerous, though. Because I’m not sure I want to go to the party later.”

Hyunjin chuckled.

“Me neither.”

The alpha swallowed the lump in his throat and with his lips against Felix’s cheek, he admitted:

“Though I’d love to see how everyone looks at you wearing my clothes.”

It was a very alpha-ish thing to say, Hyunjin was aware. Also a thought he hadn’t quite understood until he had seen Felix wrapped in his blouse, looking especially small in it and not hiding how his hickeys peeked out of the collar of it.

“They will wonder what spell I cast on you,” Felix joked, still caressing Hyunjin’s neck.

Hyunjin smiled, but not because he found the comment funny. Felix was really the first person that had stuck around long enough for everyone to notice that this wasn’t a casual thing for him. 

Whereas Minho and Jisung hadn’t made any comments, he couldn’t say the same thing about other frat members or other people he had met at parties. 

Hyunjin still had engraved in his head the comment of an omega that had been hitting on him for months. He had approached him at a random party while Hyunjin was smoking outside and  had asked him since when he was an alpha that liked commitment. 

The fucking audacity.

As if Hyunjin was that type of asshole.

As if they both didn’t know that the omega was just butthurt because Hyunjin was never interested in him.

“It was the lap-dance,” Hyunjin murmured to Felix. 

Felix giggled. “Then what should I say? That I stayed because of your dick?”

“Did you?”

Wooyoung cackled next to them, having a total amount of zero shame as he rested his head on Felix’s legs. Hyunjin raised his eyebrows, looking at the other omega while Felix shook his head, likely imagining what Wooyoung was going to say.

“In his own words, you have a really big and thick dick that fills him up so well that he feels you inside for hours. So I vote ‘yes’.”

Felix groaned and pressed his palm over Wooyoung’s mouth but Hyunjin’s gaze was locked on Felix’s face. The comment drew a smirk on his lips.

“I can’t tell you anything,” Felix complained.

“Let him speak his truth, baby,” Hyunjin begged, sweetly, removing Felix’s hand from over Wooyoung’s mouth.

“What else do you want to know, big boy?” Wooyoung asked, cackling again when his friend slapped his arm. “I know about the dick sucking, the ass eating, the Christmas calls and also about the ‘delicious scent that makes me want to cum every time I kiss his neck, Woo’.”

Defeated, or perhaps simply not embarrassed at all about the things he told his friend, Felix sighed and leaned against Hyunjin’s chest, letting Wooyoung disclose the thoughts he had shared with him.

“Is this your sweet revenge?” Felix asked.

Wooyoung batted his eyelashes. “I told you it’d come.”

“I should have told San so many more things back then.”

As if he had felt the mention of his name, the alpha plopped down next to them, grabbing Wooyoung’s legs and putting them on his lap. 

“What things? Tell me what Wooyo said about me at the beginning.”

Wooyoung pointed a finger at Felix and Hyunjin chuckled at the interaction. 

He thought his dynamic with Minho, Jisung and the rest of the frat members was funny but Felix and his friends were also a whole circus. 

In a really positive way. 

“I think I never told you that a very drunk Wooyoung told me he felt in his sore ass that you were the love of his life after literally having sex with you twice.”

“You bitch,” Wooyoung whined, proceeding to explain to Hyunjin other things Felix had said about him while Felix talked over him to keep talking to San at the same time.

That was, without doubt, one of the funniest pre-party nights of his fraternity life.

Chapter Text

"Ya no sé lo que me pasa.
Ahora nada te reemplaza.
Tu boca es como mi casa."

God, they were wasted.

But the kind of wasted where laughter was always hanging from their lips, everything was really funny and the feelings that were usually under control were now all over the place.

Felix didn’t even feel dizzy, although the world around him had been spinning for hours, and he was completely sure that he would pass out the moment he fell onto his bed.

Though, for that, he first had to enter his building, get into the lift and reach his floor. 

“Hyunjin,” Felix moaned, tilting his head back whilst the alpha sucked on his collarbones. “It’s cold outside. We should…” His voice got cut off when Hyunjin’s teeth sank into his skin. 

The alpha drew back, his lips swollen, his hair dishevelled and his eyes turning into black pools.

“Sure. Sure,” Hyunjin mumbled, though his hands stayed glued to Felix’s waist. “I should get going. Just one kiss.” Their lips brushed. “Or two.” Their lips touched again. “How can you smell so good all the damn time, god.”

Felix grinned as his eyes fluttered closed. 

Hyunjin also smelled heavenly. Their regular mild scent blocker for parties had worn off and his coffee seemed to have coated Felix’s tongue and also part of his skin. 

“Don’t leave,” the omega replied. “The frat is far.”

And I want you here.

“The sooner I leave, the sooner I’ll get there, baby.”

Felix looked at Hyunjin through his eyelashes, his lips forming a pout.

“Don’t you want to sleep with me?”

The alpha licked his lips, not reacting at first, and Felix’s stomach twisted, and not because of the alcohol. Was he the only one that had been wanting to spend the night together? Felix had been trying to invite him to sleep over for a few weeks but he tended to chicken out when Hyunjin got to his main door and turned around before leaving to kiss him goodbye.

He liked that alpha so much. 

Their relationship was so… different. Special, even.

Felix realised he was falling for him during the holidays, when he started looking forward to their next video call because seeing his face on the tiny screen of his phone lit up even his worst days.

However, he didn’t pay any mind to the revelation until Hyunjin invited him to the pre-party games and his omega begged to wear the alpha’s clothes. Neither Hyunjin nor him made any comments about it but his omega couldn’t be louder —he wanted to look claimed.

And when Hyunjin confessed a couple of hours later that he wanted everyone to see Felix wearing his blouse, Felix truly believed he would purr for the first time in months.

His omega rarely felt content enough to make that sound.

But that night? That night his omega would. 

If it wasn’t because Wooyoung interrupted them, Felix was sure he would have curled up against Hyunjin and purred into his ear.

“Sorry to tell you this but…” Hyunjin shook his head, as though embarrassed. “I’m too smashed to fuck you like you want.”

Felix giggled, cupping Hyunjin’s cheeks. “I meant sleeping. In my bed. No sex. ‘M sleepy.”

Hyunjin’s eyes widened and he kissed the omega again. “Waking up smelling your honey? As if I could say no to that.”

“I could say the same about your coffee.”

*

They stumbled towards Felix’s bedroom, giggling quietly and hitting the wall with their bodies because they refused to turn on any lights. Jeongin was visiting his family that weekend so luckily they couldn’t wake him up with all their noises.

Felix finally turned on the lamp he had on his nightstand and opened his wardrobe to search for some clothes that could fit Hyunjin’s bigger body. He tossed multiple pyjamas to the floor, only earning cute cackles from the alpha, who was already in his underwear and waiting for Felix in bed.

“I swear I have some sweatpants that San forgot here months ago but I can’t find them.”

Felix continued throwing clothes to the floor, pursing his lips and scrunching up his nose.

He was close to losing his faith when he spotted them in a drawer where he didn’t stock sweatpants nor pyjamas. Who knew why his past self thought it was a good idea to put them there. 

Felix squealed, happily, kicking off the rest of his own clothes and throwing the sweatshirt he slept in over his head before turning in Hyunjin’s direction to hand him the sweatpants.

However, instead of finding the alpha smiling at his funny show, Hyunjin had tucked his hand under one of his pillows, his red hair falling over his cheek, his chest rising and falling steadily and his eyes closed. 

The omega cooed to himself.

Hyunjin was subtly pouting again, like that night when they were doing the video call and he fell asleep in the middle of their conversation.

Felix guessed that his thick blankets and their own body heat would keep them warm enough. Hyunjin didn’t need the sweatpants. 

“Jinnie,” Felix mumbled, brushing the long strands back and then grabbing the blanket. “Scoot over so I can get into bed.”

Hyunjin hummed and Felix beamed.

Was that what people felt when they fell in love or was this only the path that led to that moment? Felix couldn’t tell because his heart burst over the silliest details and all the butterflies locked inside his ribcage made his stomach flutter. Jeongin also said that his scent grew crazily sweet when he talked about the fratboy, in a way it had never done before.

Felix pulled at the blankets and Hyunjin rolled over the mattress, somehow understanding what the omega was trying to do and slipping under the warm fabric whilst he clutched the pillow.

God. Felix wanted to scatter kisses along the expanse of his back, nuzzling against his nape and wrapping his arms around him so tightly that Hyunjin couldn’t move without dragging Felix with him.

After lifting up the blankets to get into bed, Felix’s heart skipped a bit when Hyunjin rolled onto his back, mumbling the omega’s name.

“Yeah?”

“C’mere.”

He couldn’t tell if Hyunjin was still sound asleep or not but Felix crawled on top of his body regardless, one of his hands pressed against Hyunjin’s chest and the other over his arm whilst his nose brushed the alpha’s scent gland.

Hyunjin was right —it was a fucking dream.

“G’night,” Hyunjin babbled, nuzzling lightly against Felix’s hair before going quiet again.

Honestly, if it wasn’t because he was so sleepy, Felix would have fought his tiredness to stay awake for a bit longer so he could bask in the feeling of Hyunjin’s body beneath him and the soothing sound of his breathing.

“Goodnight, pretty alpha.”

*

The sun still wasn’t up in the sky when Felix woke up because of the sound of his own whine. Disoriented, it took him a few seconds to remember that Hyunjin spent the night at his place, which meant that the hands gripping his waist were obviously his. 

Not that Felix usually took people home after the parties, but he had shared a bed with some of his friends in the past and Wooyoung and San were the cuddly type, so he wouldn’t have found it weird if he had raised his head to find either of them pressed against his body.

They hadn’t moved one bit —Felix’s face was still tucked in Hyunjin’s neck, although his fingers were now closed around the alpha’s shoulder. 

Surprisingly, the big bottle of water Hyunjin and him shared on their way to Felix’s flat seemed to have kept the hangover away but Felix couldn’t tell if he would have preferred it instead of waking up with his underwear soaking wet and his cock aching for something .

Fuck.

He should have considered what could happen if he fell asleep inhaling Hyunjin’s coffee.

Although Felix wasn’t as self-conscious as before about leaking profusely because of Hyunjin, all his embarrassment came back full force at that very moment. Had he been rocking his hips against Hyunjin’s body in his sleep?

Had Hyunjin noticed how wet he was?

Felix swallowed and shifted over the alpha’s body to try to get up and go to his bathroom but Hyunjin’s hands held him tighter, his fingers sinking into his skin until Felix was whining again.

“Where are you goin’?” Hyunjin asked in a hoarse voice.

Felix bit his lip and one of Hyunjin’s hands slid down his figure until it could touch the fabric of the omega’s panties. It was so wet that it was sticking to Felix’s buttocks in a way that had him blushing and biting his lip even harder.

It was so embarrassing.

He was still half asleep but also so damn horny.

“I can smell you, Lix.”

Of course he could .

“I was going to change my underwear. Sorry for waking you up. You can go back to sleep.”

Hyunjin’s reply was the swift roll of his hips against Felix’s body and only then the latter snapped out of his misery and realised that the alpha was also rock hard in his briefs. 

Felix didn’t cum on the spot because he was still slightly embarrassed.

“Do you want to sleep?” Hyunjin whispered.

Felix let out a soft moan when Hyunjin rolled his hips again.

“N-no,” he stuttered, guiding the hand Hyunjin had on his waist to his butt too, seeking the warm contact of his palms over his cheeks. “I want you. Shit. You are making me so wet.”

Felix mouthed Hyunjin’s scent gland while the alpha pulled at the fabric of Felix’s panties with one hand, fingering him with the other with lazy movements, likely as sleepy as Felix also felt. 

It was such a strange and new mix —the arousal boiling at the tip of his tummy whilst his brain was still waking up.

Felix liked it. It was intimate. Something that wouldn’t have happened if they hadn’t slept together the night before.

It reminded him of his own feelings for the alpha yet it also seemed to show him that those feelings were requited. 

“My alpha was going insane because you didn’t wake up but you didn’t stop whining in my ear.” Hyunjin directly slid three fingers, used to Felix’s body loosening easily when he was like this. 

Felix mewled.

“It was… Ah , your scent. It always… is.”

He could hear Hyunjin smile before the alpha craned his head to slot their lips together, his fingers thrusting inside and out of the omega.

“Fuck me already,” Felix begged, breathing him in. 

“But…”

“I want it to burn a bit.”

Hyunjin pinned him to the bed, nearly ripping Felix’s panties as he peeled them off his body.

“How can you be such a dream,” he muttered over his lips before reaching over for a condom. He rolled it down his shaft, smearing part of Felix’s slick over his cock. “As if you were made for me.”

And he slammed inside.

They barely lasted, despite how sloppy and lazy Hyunjin’s movements were. Their climax ripped through them like a whole hurricane, leaving them breathless and even more sleepy than before.

Felix checked the time while Hyunjin discarded the condom before cleaning them with a wet cloth, and he rolled onto his side when he saw that it wasn’t even eight in the morning. Not even one minute later, Hyunjin had his arms around his waist and was holding Felix’s figure against his chest.

“Did you set an alarm? I promised Minho we would have lunch together,” The alpha murmured.

“I have one at eleven.”

He kissed Felix’s shoulder. “H-hm. Good. I love your bed. Smells like you.”

Felix giggled, lacing their fingers together. “I like it more with you in it.”

They passed out within seconds afterwards, enveloped in sweet honey mixed with the most exquisite black coffee that had ever existed.

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"Dije que solo sexo una vez, no repito.
Y ya quedarme en tu cama es mi plan favorito."

“Fucking fantastic,” Hyunjin scoffed, harshly closing his laptop and sliding down his chair, his head tilted back and his hands massaging his temples. “Fucking. Fantastic.”

Behind him, Felix put his tablet aside and rolled onto his side to look at Hyunjin. 

The idea was to have dinner together since they hadn’t had time to meet that week due to different assignments, but what was supposed to be a quick photo editing had turned into a long torture.

“What happened?”

“I was about to save the last changes when Photoshop decided to stop working so maybe I just lost everything I’ve done in the last forty minutes. Shit. I don’t want to check.”

Felix got up from the bed and walked towards Hyunjin, turning on the laptop again and motioning to the device when it asked for the password. Huffing, Hyunjin typed it but turned his head to the side.

He didn’t want to know.

He had been struggling with that pic for a couple of days and just when he found something that might work, the shitty programme had betrayed him. 

Usually, that was the reason why Hyunjin clicked on “save” every now and then, even if he hadn’t changed anything, but he was so focused that he didn’t notice he hadn’t done it in a while until he finished.

“How is it supposed to look?” Felix asked whilst Hyunjin kept staring at the backpack Felix left on the floor of his bedroom.

That was way more interesting than hearing the omega tell him that he was an idiot for not saving it sooner.

“The model’s skin should look less… human-ish.”

“Did you do something to the eyes too?”

Hyunjin nodded and Felix clicked on something on the screen, not saying any more words. If he had mentioned the eyes, that should be a good sign, though he had been editing the eyes for a couple of hours so perhaps he was talking about the previous changes.

“Okay. I saved it with another name just in case but… it sounds like, for once, Photoshop behaved and was just loading. I’m not sure.”

Felix’s fingers caressed Hyunjin’s nape and the alpha noticed how tense he was when his muscles relaxed under the warm and soft contact. He let out a sigh but his eyes stayed locked on Felix’s backpack.

That assignment was such a headache. He'd started it a week prior and he still didn’t see the end yet. He didn’t need Photoshop to be against him too.

The omega took a seat on his lap when he noticed that Hyunjin hadn’t looked at him and he kissed the alpha’s jaw, the laptop set on the table and Felix’s hands tucking red strands behind Hyunjin’s ears.

“Hey. Look at me.”

Hyunjin turned his head to meet Felix’s eyes and something inside him did a somersault when he saw those big, brown eyes staring at him so… fondly. As if he had all the patience in the world to deal with Hyunjin’s frustration.

No.

As if he didn’t mind one bit spending the night calming Hyunjin down, scattering kisses across his cheeks and caressing his skin. 

Was it possible to fall faster every day?

“Do you want me to scent you?”

Secretly, Hyunjin had been wondering if Felix would eventually ask for his permission to scent him thoroughly one day. The mild scenting was comforting and the alpha had even got used to it after some weeks, but he was craving more. 

Because it felt so different to get scented by Felix.

Hyunjin had noticed that his friends and him didn’t even scent each other much. When they did it, it was almost rushed, as if they were scared of overstepping their boundaries.

Shyly, he nodded, the lump in his throat preventing him from uttering a single word and his fingers unconsciously gripping Felix’s sweatshirt.

“Tell me to stop if you get uncomfortable, yeah?” Felix whispered, and Hyunjin recalled all the previous times where the omega had left his scent over him. 

Was he so transparent for Felix that he had guessed that Hyunjin wasn’t used to scenting sessions?

“Okay,” the alpha mumbled, blushing for no reason at all. God. Felix made him feel like a flustered teenager at times.

Softly, Felix moved closer until the tip of his nose could brush Hyunjin's jaw whilst his palm curved around his nape, keeping the alpha in place. Then, his nose slid down his neck purposefully, tracing his entire scent gland before he rubbed his cheek against it. 

His alpha melted inside him after Felix let out a really quiet purr as he did it.

It was barely noticeable but considering what Felix told him —that his omega barely did typical omega things , such as nesting or purring—, for Hyunjin it meant a lot.

It kind of showed that for both of them this was a moment of pure bliss.

Felix kissed Hyunjin’s throat as he moved to the other side of his neck to repeat the same process, first dragging his nose along the skin and rubbing his cheek over the area afterwards. He took his sweet time with it, relishing in the way the alpha’s body relaxed underneath him.

Hyunjin rumbled when Felix nuzzled against the base of his neck and sighed against the skin as if he had never been more content. The omega smiled and pressed his cheek against the scent gland again, another rumble resonating inside the tiny room.

Felix’s scent seemed so different then. 

As sweet as before but also… so warm that it almost burnt. Comforting and protective. Like a bubble that would keep Hyunjin safe while he smelled like that.

It didn’t smell like the classical comfort he had caught in the scent in the past. 

This one was vehement and so raw that it felt like a confession too.

Like confirming that Felix was as lost as Hyunjin was.

Soft kisses covered Hyunjin’s neck until the tip of the omega’s nose returned to his jaw, his tongue shyly leaving a wet path along Hyunjin’s scent gland and his cheek rubbing against the skin as though burying the honey under his epidermis.

He could spend the rest of the night like that.

Hyunjin rumbled again. 

Their lips slid together.

“Better?”

Hyunjin shifted closer and tucked his head in the curve that connected Felix’s shoulder to his neck. His arms hugged him properly and the alpha nuzzled against all that honey.

“H-hm.”

Felix’s arms circled around his neck and his fingers massaged his scalp whilst he pressed another kiss to the top of his head.

Hyunjin wanted that omega all to himself.

*

“I didn’t know it could feel so… like that ,” Hyunjin confessed after making sure that his project was safe and sound. They were cuddling in bed, his head leaning on Felix’s chest whilst the latter ran his fingers between his red strands. “The scenting I mean.”

“Like what? Soothing?”

Hyunjin hummed. “And special. I don’t know. My body is still tingling or something like that. It’s weird.”

“Good weird or bad weird?”

Hyunjin smiled.

“Good weird. It helped.”

“You don’t scent your friends?”

Hyunjin adjusted his arm around Felix’s waist, reflecting on how to reply to that question. How could he explain without addressing his feelings that, probably, it wasn’t only that it was his first time doing something like this but also that he was so head over heels for Felix that everything was too much ?

“Only on certain occasions. And not like this. It’s faster. No kisses or tongues, y’know.”

More platonic .

Less couple-ish.

“It’s my first time doing it like this and I’m so calm now. You should do it more.”

Felix didn’t answer right away, though his fingers kept playing with Hyunjin’s hair, sending more shivers down the latter’s spine.

“Do you want to smell like me, alpha?”

“I want to feel like this again. Smelling like your honey is a bonus.”

Felix’s fingers trailed down Hyunjin’s back until they could slip under his hoodie to touch his bare skin, massaging that part of his body too in soothing motions. It was new to completely drop their jokes, their teasing and their normal banter, but that safe quietness could stay as long as it felt that good.

“It has become one of my favourite things,” Felix murmured after a long silence.

“H-hm?”

“Scenting you.”

What if Hyunjin asked him out on a date?

What if… he got him a courting gift?

Hyunjin lifted up his head to look at Felix, sporting a small smile on his lips. This was new territory for him and although his own feelings didn’t keep him awake at night, the possibility of ruining whatever they were building together did.

“Because I become a pliant alpha?” Hyunjin questioned, even though he imagined that wasn’t what Felix meant.

Felix’s palm pressed flat against the middle of his back and the omega cutely shook his head, as though he didn’t believe Hyunjin didn’t know why he had said that. 

“Because I forget everything but you when I scent you.” Felix laughed. He fucking laughed , with his eyes turning into crescents and all. And he didn’t do it in a mocking way, the sound too soft for that. “Good weird, I guess.”

Hyunjin clenched his jaw for a split second, his heart jumping to his throat, beating too loudly to be in a quiet room, and eventually, he let out a chuckle. 

“I’d do it every day if I could,” Felix confessed.

And Hyunjin decided to risk it all whilst they kissed —he was going to court the omega.

Soon.

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"Será la magia que tienen tus ojos.
Y esos truquitos para enamorar.
Tú me seduces a tu antojo.
Y de tu hechizo no puedo escapar."

If Paradise could exist on Earth, Felix was sure that it would look similar to this —his body lying over Hyunjin’s, the duvet covering them and the alpha’s fingers perfectly secured around his waist.

The posture wasn’t the best to watch a movie but Felix felt so tired and clingy that night that when he had gently pushed Hyunjin onto his back to crawl on top of him, the alpha had chuckled, endeared, and pressed play again.

“Do you think she’s the killer?” Hyunjin asked when the police officer of the movie found another corpse.

“I hope so. We’ve seen too many scenes of the police officer with his wife. It has to mean something.”

“I think so t-. Oh shit.”

The shadow of the killer flashed from behind the trees and Felix squirmed over Hyunjin’s body, shrieking at the jumpscare. Hyunjin giggled at his reaction and Felix tilted his head to make a remark that promptly vanished when the officer got a message from his wife asking him if he was coming home for dinner.

“It’s her! It’s her!”

Felix rested his head again over Hyunjin’s shoulder and the latter began unconsciously moving his fingers up and down Felix’s side. 

At first, it was just a caress that didn’t catch his attention. Hyunjin was doing it out of habit, just like Felix did it with him too.

However, between comments and more jumpscares, his omega got more and more affected. He keened inside Felix, making him shiver a couple of times. It felt so intimate and relaxing that Felix couldn’t help but focus on the motion of his fingers.

The long drag of the fingertips along his ribs. 

The softness drenching it all when Hyunjin slid under his sweater to touch his lower back.

It wasn’t the first time they watched a movie but, maybe, it was the first time they did it in that position. Their scents were still mixed from the kisses they shared earlier, Felix’s nose casually sniffing Hyunjin’s collarbones and smiling when he noticed the undertones of his honey hidden in the intense dark coffee.

Hyunjin let out a sound that seemed to be a chuckle but didn’t stop Felix, instead subtly turning his head so Felix could keep breathing in their combined scent.

It felt so nice to be like that with him.

Felix hummed as he nuzzled against Hyunjin’s neck and the alpha now chuckled properly.

“You are gonna miss how he finds out that it’s his wife.”

“I’m paying attention,” Felix pouted.

But was he? Because those long fingers were leaving rivers of warmth along his back and that scent was like another blanket that was enveloping them. 

And why did Hyunjin’s figure seem to be made to match with his own? Felix’s leg was stuck between Hyunjin’s and their bones were tangled together as if they were part of one body.

Hyunjin reached Felix’s blonde hair and scratched his scalp with his short nails, still unconsciously, likely not only relaxing Felix but also himself.

Another shiver licked down his spine.

And then…

He purred. 

Not quietly, like other times. Not shortly, either.

He purred loud enough to stop Hyunjin’s movements and the sound surprised himself so much that he raised his head to look at Hyunjin, wide-eyed. Felix’s hand flew to his mouth, still in shock. 

What the fuck.

Did he just…?

Hyunjin scratched his nape and Felix purred again.

“You like it?” The alpha asked; too softly, too quietly. As though scared of not hearing that sound again.

But his omega didn’t seem to mind and neither did Felix.

“Feels good.”

In the last twenty-one years of his life, Felix had purred that loud only a few times. He used to feel self-conscious about it, just like he used to feel self-conscious about his omega leaking too much at times or about the lack of urge to nest when he approached his heat. 

His mothers even encouraged him to visit an omega specialist while he was a teenager and the doctor assured him that just because a majority of omegas had certain instincts or behaved in a certain way, it didn’t mean Felix’s omega did 

Back then, the doctor also told him that some wolves only did certain things when they felt completely safe to be vulnerable. And that, many times, that happened when they met their mates.

Felix cackled so much when he was a teen.

And perhaps, for laughing so much this was happening to him now.

Although his omega also felt really safe with Jeongin. 

But it wasn’t the fucking same .

Hyunjin pulled him in until he could kiss him and Felix beamed into the kiss, noticing how despite Hyunjin’s unaffected face, his scent was filling the room as if they just made coffee.

“Your alpha is not subtle,” Felix chuckled as he rubbed his nose against Hyunjin’s cheek. “Do you like it?”

“I didn’t know you could purr like that.”

“I knew I could. It’s just… kind of like a comet. Make a wish,” he joked with his nose still caressing Hyunjin’s face. He smelled even better when his alpha was excited. “I don’t know when it’ll happen again.”

“I know. But I’m a patient man. I’ll wait years if I have to.”

Years .

The purr returned and Felix blushed. 

Fucking omega.

Thankfully, a loud shot came from the laptop and they both turned their heads in time to see the police officer falling to the ground, a bloody wound on his abdomen, whilst the killer approached him. She took her husband’s gun from the floor and crouched down beside him before she whispered in a sweet voice if he was coming home for dinner.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck.” Felix smacked Hyunjin’s arm and the alpha gasped beneath him.

That saved him from explaining that the prospect of spending a long time together in the future was the reason why he had purred again. Though Felix guessed Hyunjin figured it out and liked the idea too, judging by how prominent his scent still was.

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"Que todo lo he ignorado por ti.
Todo ha sido por ti.
Mi cuerpo sin saber te llama."

Hyunjin's POV

“Is courting an odd thing?” Hyunjin blurted out as he pushed open Jisung’s bedroom door, a towel rubbing his hair to dry it and his body wrapped in a hoodie and some comfortable old sweatpants he used to sleep in. 

Minho and Jisung were sprawled out on the latter’s bed, laughing at a video that they were watching on one of their phones, and it took them a good amount of seconds to react to what Hyunjin had said.

In fact, the first thing that Minho said was, “Odd? I courted Jisung.”

Hyunjin walked towards the bed and squeezed himself between his friends’ bodies, not paying any mind to how comfortable they might have been. Minho and Jisung were used to Hyunjin’s existential crises. 

“Felix has a performance in ten days and I got us… huh…” Hyunjin pursed his lips. It sounded ridiculous when he said it out loud. Cheesy. An idea that anyone else could have had. “Matching rings. Nothing fancy.”

Jisung pinched his ribs, startling Hyunjin, who groaned and slapped his friend’s hand.

“Nothing fancy? You got him matching fucking rings but it’s nothing fancy ?” Jisung retorted, pinching Hyunjin’s ribs again. “Do you actually listen to yourself when you talk?”

“That’s not helping, Sungie,” Hyunjin whined as he covered his face with his hands, trying not to think again about his decision.

He had been looking for a courting gift for days and suddenly he had bumped into that matching set and it was as if Heaven’s door had opened for him. He could picture both Felix and him wearing them without actually catching people’s attention. 

It was discrete and at the same time loud .

It was a clear I want this .

“I think courting is really personal,” Minho whispered. “When our parents were our age, it was the norm, but nowadays it’s… symbolic. You know? Doing it or not doesn’t mean that your feelings are more or less real but I think that it’s… thoughtful. It’s about pampering your future mate before asking them to actually date you.”

Your future mate .

The mere thought made his toes curl and the room around him got blurry. 

Hyunjin couldn’t tell if Felix was going to be that important to him but he wanted to try; he needed to give his all. To bet everything he had. 

“I think I just want to show him how committed I am.” Hyunjin snickered, finding his own words funny. “I’m so screwed. But I like him so much.”

He bought matching rings .

And he was starting to develop the terrible habit of wishing Felix a good night, even if they hadn’t talked in a couple of hours. Wishing him a good night . And the worst of it all was that Hyunjin did it unconsciously —he thought about the omega when he got into bed, grabbed his phone and messaged him. 

Chan once told him that he was convinced that if he searched the word simp in a dictionary, he would find their pictures. 

Hyunjin couldn’t deny it.

“I saw you two together last time we went out and I think Felix is as fucked as you,” Jisung pointed out. “And Hongjoong told us about him wearing your clothes.”

“Hongjoong gossips with you?”

Minho snorted and Jisung patted Hyunjin’s head.

“My sweet, silly alpha,” he said as he kept patting his head. “All the frat talks about Felix and you. And now that he scents you so much, we were wondering when the fuck you’d make it official.”

Hyunjin squinted his eyes, completely sure that he hadn’t mentioned their scenting sessions.

“What?” Jisung said. “I swear you really are so alpha sometimes. Did you think we wouldn’t notice you smell like him because he’s scenting you? That’s not the old honey-because-we-fucked. This one is… different.”

Minho nodded. 

“He’s claiming you and yet you came and asked us if courting is odd when Felix is pulling one of the oldest courting moves in existence,” Minho laughed. 

“Felix is not… It’s because it’s comforting. I like it. It’s…” Hyunjin frowned, recalling all the times Felix had crawled on top of him and rubbed his cheek against his scent gland without any particular reason. 

Just because he had permission. 

“Is he…?”

The couple cackled in perfect sync and Jisung cooed.

“It’s the first time in many days that I can smell your real scent and it’s because you’ve just showered, Hyun.”

“But that’s because he scents me. That doesn’t mean…” Hyunjin groaned for what felt like the nth time since he got there. 

“So fucking dense,” Minho muttered through his teeth. “Maybe for other alphas and betas it’s not that noticeable, but I can assure you that every omega you cross paths with knows that there’s an omega in your life that wants you to be his.”

Hyunjin didn’t stop the whipped grin from blooming on his lips and fortunately, Minho and Jisung behaved and didn’t tease him (much). 

Had he been going around smelling like a claimed alpha and he had no idea about it?

Fuck.

*

Felix moaned, the sound muffled against the pillow whilst he clutched at the sheets underneath him. Hyunjin pressed his fingers again over the same sore spot and the omega tensed ever so slightly before relaxing under the touch.

“There?”

“H-hm. And on the other side.”

Controlling the pressure, Hyunjin traced circles with his thumbs again, smiling when Felix sighed and his body seemed to melt over the mattress. Compared to how he was when he arrived, the omega was much more relaxed now.

He moved to the other shoulder blade and repeated the process, drawing circles across the skin until he found the sore spot that was bothering Felix. When he was satisfied, Hyunjin trailed down Felix’s back, focusing on soothing the omega until his stress disappeared completely and he was putty under his hands.

Since his performance was so close, he was rehearsing a concerning amount of hours —concerning for Hyunjin, of course, because Minho was rehearsing just as much and when the alpha asked about it, his best friend said that they weren’t overworking themselves. Just doing what they had to do to assure a good performance.

“Feels so good,” Felix mumbled when Hyunjin reached his lower back and pressed the heel of both his hands against it. 

Hyunjin dug his thumbs on the lowest part of Felix’s spine and dragged his fingers up his back until he reached the omega’s nape, the low moan escaping Felix’s lips making Hyunjin shudder. 

Softly, he lifted his hips and flipped Felix’s body until he was on his back. 

Hyunjin sat over his hips again and leaned down until their bare chests brushed, his lips caressing the omega’s jaw and falling down his scent gland. He had never reciprocated the omega’s scenting, too shy and taken aback to be able to scent him thoroughly. 

However, after talking to Jisung and Minho, and particularly after seeing the state in which the omega was, his alpha craved it.

He needed Felix reeking of him; he wouldn’t stop until the honey was sinking into pools of coffee.

Hyunjin tilted his head to rub his cheek against Felix’s neck, drowning in all the sounds that the omega let out. He kissed and nipped the skin, and eventually, driven by the need of comforting him —driven by the need of claiming him back— Hyunjin parted his lips and his tongue darted out to draw a path along the scent gland.

Felix’s nails scratched Hyunjin’s nape and when the latter moved to the other side of his neck, sucking on the base of his scent gland, a quiet purr resonated inside Felix’s chest. 

It wasn’t like the purr of the movie night.

Hyunjin wasn’t sure Felix even had energy for that.

But inside his head it was so loud .

Hyunjin nuzzled against Felix’s throat, his self-control tripping the more the omega purred. 

The honey sweetened, the characteristic undertone of Felix’s slick reaching Hyunjin’s nostrils and bringing a raspy growl to his lips. 

“A-alpha,” Felix whined. 

And he tilted his head even more, as if he wasn’t presenting his scent gland to him enough.

“Touch me. Please.”

Hyunjin’s response was a longer growl whilst one of his hands pulled down Felix’s underwear to slide his fingers between his legs, following the smell of that wetness that one more day would ruin his sheets.

God. It drove him crazy how much Felix leaked because of him .

Sliding a finger, Hyunjin licked the skin again. Reverently. As if drinking that honey that couldn’t be swallowed. As if drunk already; delirious and as gone as Felix was. 

“Baby,” Felix moaned, rocking his hips to meet Hyunjin’s finger. “A-another. Add another.”

The high-pitched voice made Hyunjin’s cock stir and the alpha caught the skin of his neck between his lips again to suck harder than ever before, his teeth scratching the area and then soothing it with his tongue whilst the squelching sounds seemed to echo inside his tiny room.

Shit.

“You are so perfect,” Hyunjin grunted. “So fucking perfect.”

Felix writhed and Hyunjin thrust with three fingers, pulling back only to see Felix’s face —his half-closed eyes, his mouth agape, his chest heaving and the hand that wasn’t around Hyunjin’s neck, gripping the sheets as if his life depended on it.

“You look so good I want to mark you up and keep you all to myself,” he blurted out in the heat of the moment, not processing what had just slipped through his lips. 

But something in Felix did, because the omega pulled him close and smashed their mouths together, cumming over his abdomen in the middle of the messy kiss and not pulling back until he had to take a deep breath.

Hyunjin retrieved his fingers, sucking them like he always did, and winked at Felix.

“Better?”

His eyes locked on Felix’s neck and Hyunjin had to bite his lips to not growl possessively at the state of his skin. At the sight of his teeth there. At how… taken Felix looked. 

If Felix felt like that without even marking him every time he scented him, Hyunjin understood more than ever why he did it so much.

Felix nodded.

“I think I’m going to pass out.”

Hyunjin kissed Felix’s cheek. “Then I did a good job.”

“But my flat…”

“Sleep here.”

Felix’s eyes were already closed whilst the sweetest smile curled his lips.

“Yeah?”

Hyunjin kissed the tip of his nose and the omega giggled. 

“Yeah. Let me clean you up and set the alarm.”

He grabbed the box of tissues he had in one of his drawers, having no will to leave the bed when Felix looked so content and sleepy. He wetted a handful of tissues with the bottle of water he had on his nightstand and cleaned not only Felix’s stomach but also between his asscheeks.

Felix’s briefs were soaking in slick so Hyunjin removed them completely and chuckled to himself when he noticed that Felix’s underwear wasn’t the only pair that was uncomfortable .

Did he fucking cum whilst he was scenting and fingering him and he didn’t notice it?

How could he get so lost in Felix ?

Hyunjin threw his own briefs, and his sweatpants, to the floor too and took his phone to set the alarms. He turned off the lights and pulled at the duvet to cover their naked bodies. The nights were especially cold those weeks and it wasn’t the best time to get sick considering Felix should perform in a week.

“Kiss,” Felix babbled when Hyunjin wrapped his arms around his figure. 

The omega craned his head and Hyunjin smiled as he slid their lips together.

“Goodnight, baby,” the alpha murmured.

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"Te toco y hasta el mundo deja de girar.
A nosotros ni la muerte nos va a separar."

Felix’s POV

Felix’s fingers traced the marks that Hyunjin had left on the back of his neck and his collarbones, feeling the swollen skin under his fingertips and squirming lightly as he recalled how intensely the alpha had scented him a couple of days prior. 

“It’s fucking funny to see how he tried to respect your scent gland but failed,” Wooyoung pointed out as he set the tray with the teapot and mugs on the coffee table. “Do you think he’ll court you soon?”

Felix shrugged, biting the inner side of his cheek. 

“I’m not sure he’s into that. Innie says he will but I… don’t need it.”

Wooyoung rolled his eyes. “Nobody needs it but I would personally kick his ass if he asks you out on a date or asks you to be your boyfriend without courting you first. Do you know how special it feels to be courted?”

The bathroom door swung open at those words and a shirtless San with a towel wrapped around his waist stepped out of it with a smug grin hanging from his lips. 

“I should have courted you longer.”

Wooyoung chuckled, his gaze roaming the alpha’s body and how his wet hair was causing multiple drops to fall down his muscles. Felix didn’t even flinch when Wooyoung’s vanilla burnt as he kept eye-fucking his boyfriend.

“But you had barely met a few times when San courted you. This is different.”

“Why? Because you’ve been like a couple since you came back from the holidays?” San asked as he went into the bedroom to change clothes. “When I asked Woo if I could court him I was pissing my pants. Hyunjin would be an idiot if he didn’t know how into him you are.”

“And he knows what you like,” Wooyoung added. “It’s… a different type of courting. Instead of courting you to see if you work together, he’d do it to spoil you. To cherish you.”

“ Yup ,” San reappeared from the bedroom, plopping down beside Wooyoung and pouring the tea into their mugs. “You both are head over heels. We all see it. Courting you now is like saying ‘hey, I don’t want to rush this. I want this to last’. Two?” San asked as he pointed at the sugar.

Felix nodded and leaned back against his seat.

“Why are you assuming he’ll court me? Maybe he’ll disappoint you.”

The couple looked at each other as if they were hiding a secret from Felix, mischievous smiles adorning their lips. 

“He casually dropped the topic a couple of days ago while he was talking to Hongjoong. He asked him about Seonghwa,” Wooyoung explained with his eyebrows raised. “He didn’t say your name but Hongjoong read between the lines.”

Felix tilted his head down, biting the inner side of his cheek again. 

“Hongjoong was so brave when he courted Seonghwa, though.”

An omega courting an alpha.

San let out a soft giggle. “And yet, nobody blinked when Seonghwa told us Hongjoong was courting him. It was so them.”

“Remember how cute Hwa looked, wearing the necklace Hongjoong gave him everywhere? Please,” Wooyoung recalled. 

San stretched out his arm and squeezed Felix’s knee.

“You’ll be like that soon.”

*

Soft fingers caressed his cheek, slowly pulling Felix out of dreamland. The omega curled up on the mattress and burrowed his head into the pillow. For once, he could sleep in because he had rehearsals during the afternoon and those days he had no classes, only rehearsal after rehearsal, so he groaned when those fingers caressed his skin again.

“No,” he murmured in a quiet voice. “It’s early.”

Felix didn’t open his eyes, the prominent smell of dark coffee filling his bedroom was enough to tell him who the person trying to drag him out of the bed was.

“It’s half past ten, Lix,” Hyunjin murmured whilst his fingers trailed the side of Felix’s face until they were brushing his blonde hair. “Come on. I bought cinnamon rolls for breakfast.”

Felix’s eyelashes fluttered and he looked at the alpha through them.

“Did you?”

He could hear Hyunjin’s smile when he said, “You’ve been working so much lately. I thought you deserved a sweet treat.” The mattress dipped when the alpha sat on it and hovered over Felix’s body, nuzzling against his jaw. “Though for a second I almost forgot the idea when I woke up and saw you snuggling against me.”

Felix giggled, his arms circling the alpha’s shoulders to pull him fully over his body. 

“I was so tired I didn’t notice you left.”

“You whined a bit when I stopped holding you,” Hyunjin confessed, pressing a kiss against Felix’s cheek. “I’ll be making coffee, hm?” He kissed the omega’s face again and walked out of the bedroom. 

Hyunjin bought him cinnamon rolls because he had been training non-stop.

He could have worked on an assignment he had yet to finish but Hyunjin decided to change clothes, leave Felix’s place and go to the bakery that’s fifteen minutes away just to get Felix something sweet for breakfast.

Stupidly, Felix had to contain the urge to kick his feet. 

Was this person even real?

He thought that Wooyoung was the luckiest omega alive when he started dating San but, maybe, Felix was wrong and there were more exceptional alphas out there. Alphas that pretty much looked the part but left aside all that toxic mentality and behaviour.

Alphas who growled, marked and looked intimidating when necessary.

But also alphas who weren’t ashamed of being soft too. 

Yawning and drowning in his hoodie, Felix dragged his feet to the kitchen after brushing his teeth and washing his face, where Hyunjin was expertly preparing their coffees. He even added whipped cream to Felix’s after adding some caramel syrup to the latte. 

Felix's arms locked around Hyunjin’s waist as he leaned onto the tip of his toes to kiss the alpha’s nape. 

“Thank you for the breakfast,” he mumbled in a thin voice. “You are the best.”

And then, a statement escaped his mouth for the first time, loud and clear. Felix didn’t stutter as he rubbed his nose against Hyunjin’s shoulder. 

“My cute and hot alpha.”

Hyunjin trembled between his arms but he kept preparing his Americano as if he hadn’t listened to what Felix said. The latter didn’t get worried about his silence because his scent was still as inviting as it had been when he entered the kitchen.

Felix caught Hyunjin’s earlobe between his teeth.

“I’m sure everyone wants to be me,” Felix murmured.

A long growl left Hyunjin’s lips and Felix smirked.

“You are a menace,” Hyunjin muttered through clenched teeth. “Stop saying those things while I’m making breakfast.”

“When do you want me to say them then, baby?” Felix purred.

Hyunjin growled, louder , and Felix thanked his omega for keeping his shit together and not getting wet despite how much he wanted to present himself and get his guts rearranged for breakfast. 

Fuck the cinnamon rolls.

Fuck the coffees.

And fuck getting to the dance studio early enough to warm up calmly.

“Felix. I’m making your breakfast so you can get to your rehearsal on time.”

How could Hyunjin be so adorable and irresistible, all at once.

“And I asked you a question, alpha.”

Hyunjin sighed, as though calming himself and gathering his thoughts, and he turned around in Felix’s embrace to cup his cheeks with his huge palms. 

“You and me both know I would love to carry you to bed and fuck you till you can’t walk but I’ll feel like shit if you're late to your rehearsal. So can you, please , stop teasing me?”

Felix gave him a peck and drew his most innocent smile.

“Fine. I’ll behave.”

For now .

*

During the next few days, Felix called Hyunjin his alpha a few more times while they were alone. He did it in the middle of normal conversations, relishing in the way Hyunjin pressed his lips in a thin line to not growl like a feral animal.

It soon turned into some sort of private joke that also hid a deeper meaning. 

Neither of them talked about it. And in some way, that was more exhilarating. 

Because it was like saying that there was nothing to talk about, because Hyunjin was, in fact , his alpha. So why would they have to sit down and comment on it?

However, Felix wasn’t ready for the whole effect it would have when he blurted it out in a completely different context, without teasing Hyunjin, just because he meant it.

“Did you think you could go around my bedroom wearing only my hoodie and nothing else, and that I wouldn’t snap? Hm, darling?” Hyunjin whispered into his ear as he dragged four fingers along Felix’s wet walls. 

His free hand was pushing Felix’s stretched leg against his chest so he could have better access to his ass, and the omega couldn’t feel more split in two. 

“You were even releasing pheromones like a needy omega in heat.”

Felix was needy, especially after the last rehearsal before the performance. He hadn’t seen Hyunjin in a couple of days because of it and although he had missed simply scenting him or cuddling or talking, the moment he had knocked on Hyunjin’s door and the alpha had opened it with his tied hair, shirtless —showing all those mouth-watering tattoos and nipple piercings— and wearing those sweatpants that always slid down his hips until his briefs were showing, Felix was gone.

He thought that the shower would calm his omega down but he was soaking wet by the time he went back to Hyunjin’s bedroom. That’s why he didn’t put on his underwear. Hyunjin couldn’t resist him when Felix was like this.

Funnily enough, Hyunjin pretended to not notice it for longer than Felix expected. 

He scrolled through his folder and kept compiling the selection of pictures he would analyse for his assignment. 

Then, Felix had released his pheromones like he rarely did.

And that had led them to that moment.

“You were ignoring me,” Felix moaned. “And I needed you.”

Hyunjin nipped at Felix’s neck, driving the omega insane by only brushing his sweet spot, never giving it enough attention. 

“I’ve been so pent up and you looked so hot when you opened the door. A-and your scent.” Hyunjin crooked his fingers and grazed his prostate again before retrieving his fingers. “Ah, fuck. You are so mean. And I only wanted…”

Felix arched his back, rocking his hips and focusing his gaze on the way Hyunjin’s long fingers filled him up. 

Hyunjin’s dark gaze landed on him.

“What did you want? To distract me? To work me up?”

Felix shook his head, the pleasure clouding all his senses and erasing his inhibitions. 

“I wanted my alpha to fuck me.”

Hyunjin’s pupils blew out and the alpha licked his lips, pulling out his fingers and grabbing the condom he left beside them on the bed. The smirk of a freaking hunter curled his lips and Felix shivered when their eyes locked. 

“You will regret your words tomorrow while you perform,” Hyunjin warned him, his voice deeper than usual. 

Felix curled his fingers around his thighs to bend his legs and kept them pressed against his chest, exposing his hole that was clenching around nothing, wanting nothing more than taking everything Hyunjin gave him.

“It wouldn’t be the first time I dance while my body aches because of you.” 

He didn’t remember a day he had needed Hyunjin more .

“Please.”

The head caught onto his rim and Felix’s eyes rolled, his nails sinking into the skin of his legs whilst the alpha filled him to the brim. Though Hyunjin didn’t seem to be happy like that, manhandling Felix’s body until he was perched on Hyunjin’s lap, his cock sliding deeper into the omega with that new posture.

A broken moan ripped through him.

“Fuck,” Felix mewled. “So full. F-fuck.”

It was like being impaled. He couldn’t even move, although he was sure that Hyunjin’s body would also ache if he didn’t help him, but it felt so good to have his legs and arms wrapped around him while the alpha lifted him up his length to then slam inside. 

Their foreheads knocked while countless moans left the omega’s lips.

“Is this how you wanted your alpha to fuck you?”

At that moment, Felix learnt something —he didn’t give a shit if Hyunjin called him “his omega” but something inside him snapped if Hyunjin referred to himself with those fucking words .

“Hm? Is this how you wanted me?” He insisted, his voice hoarse from the physical exertion. 

“ Yes ,” he slurred, gasping over Hyunjin’s lips. “Fuck. So close. S-so deep.”

He could barely keep his eyes open whilst Hyunjin proved to have a stamina that many dancers wished they had. Felix couldn’t tell how Hyunjin hadn’t slowed down one bit since he sat the omega on his lap. 

However, in the middle of the heated moment, Hyunjin disarmed Felix when he grabbed his chin with his fingers to make Felix look at him, his movements now growing sloppy since he couldn’t manhandle the omega properly with only one hand.

“Let me see you while you cum.”

The deep pools Hyunjin had for eyes bored into him and he grinned, devilish. 

“Let me see how I make you feel like nobody else can.”

Felix let go, rutting against him despite his posture, spurring between their bodies as if he hadn’t orgasmed in months . His vision blurred and for a split second he felt as if he was blacking out from the intensity of his climax. 

The aftershocks made him shudder against Hyunjin’s figure but before he could make a sound, the alpha was pinning him to the mattress, pulling out, removing the condom and jerking himself off on top of him. 

“On my face,” Felix begged, his raspy voice and his plea making Hyunjin grunt.

His eyes fluttered closed again and he dared to stick his tongue out of his mouth, driven by a lust that seemed to be never-ending. The alpha cursed above him and didn’t need to touch himself for much longer afterwards, promptly spilling over Felix’s tongue, mouth, nose and cheek. 

“Fuck, baby,” Hyunjin groaned as he rode his orgasm. “Wish I could take a pic of you right now.”

Felix looked at him with a wicked and fucked-out expression. 

It took him a few seconds to reply.

God. 

He really had no idea about sex before meeting Hyunjin.

“Take it,” he finally uttered when Hyunjin collapsed on top of him, framing his cheek with one hand. “And look at it when you forget who you belong to.”

Felix almost missed the low growl vibrating on Hyunjin’s lips.

His omega loved to be the reason why the alpha made that sound.

Hyunjin retrieved his camera and gripped Felix’s chin between his fingers to tilt his face like he wanted, sliding his thumb over Felix’s glistening lips and snapping the first picture. Slipping the digit into his mouth and snapping another. Removing his hand and snapping the third one when Felix collected part of the cum on his cheek and licked his finger afterwards without breaking eye contact with the camera.

The shoot didn’t last long because two pictures later Hyunjin was putting the camera aside to crawl on top of Felix and kiss him too sweetly for someone that had left the omega boneless on the bed.

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"Take my hand.
Take my whole life, too.
For I can't help falling in love with you."

Hyunjin’s POV

Hyunjin was sweating. 

He had a bouquet of flowers on his lap and the tiny box with Felix’s ring safely tucked into the inner pocket of his jacket. 

At first, the idea was giving Felix the box with the two rings inside, but after what had happened the previous days and all the times the omega had stated that he was his alpha , Hyunjin had been confident enough to assume Felix would accept his courting.

So he was wearing his ring on his middle finger. 

“Stop with the leg,” Jisung muttered as he closed his fingers around Hyunjin’s knee. “He’s gonna say yes.”

“Aw, are those flowers for Lixie?” Another voice chimed in. Wooyoung peeked over their shoulders and gave them a wide smile while the rest of Felix’s friends took a seat behind them. “He’s gonna love them.”

Jisung craned his head in Wooyoung’s direction with the smile of someone who’s about to betray his best friend.

“And a ring!”

“And a ring?” Wooyoung cooed. “I knew you would court him soon. Can I see it?”

Well.

If one of Felix’s friends was so excited about him courting the omega, Hyunjin guessed it meant he had the blessing of the rest of them? He was usually a really confident person but all of a sudden, the possibility of not getting along with Felix’s friends was making him even more nervous. Uneasy.

Jeongin didn’t say a word but pressed himself against Wooyoung to wait for the ring and stretched out his arm to caress the petals of one of the flowers.

Hyunjin was losing his mind under the scrutiny.

“It’s similar to this,” he mumbled, surprising himself at the shy tone of his voice as he raised his arm to show them the black and thick ring adorning his finger.

It had a pattern in the central part that matched the one Felix’s had. However, the omega’s ring was thinner and instead of having the pattern embedded into the material, as though someone glued it to the surface, it was as if the central part of the ring was only the pattern. It would be as if someone had painted said pattern over Felix’s skin since people would be able to see Felix’s finger underneath. 

So contrary to Hyunjin’s thick one, Felix’s looked more delicate. 

The decision had nothing to do with their subgenders or with the fact that he was the one courting Felix. Hyunjin simply preferred bigger rings and the pattern was beautiful. 

It suited them.

“It doesn’t have any deeper meaning or anything like that. I liked the design and I got them. I can picture Lix with it,” Hyunjin explained, although nobody had asked. 

He was so freaking nervous .

And he couldn’t even tell why because he was sure that Felix wouldn’t reject him.

“He would wear anything you gave him,” Jeongin stated, matter-of-factly, as he nodded and inspected the ring on Hyunjin’s finger. 

“Chan didn’t know what he was missing when he told you he preferred to skip the courting and go out on multiple dates,” Beomgyu pointed out, ruffling Jeongin’s hair, who groaned and rolled his eyes whilst the rest of the group laughed at him.

“Where the hell is Changbin?” Yeonjun asked.

Wooyoung stood up again to find their missing friend and Hyunjin let out a relieved sigh when he stopped being the centre of attention. It was so funny how he had attended those shows several times because of Minho, which meant that he had seen Felix dance many times before, but it was as if this was the first one.

He could feel his skin breaking into goosebumps just picturing the omega on stage.

Thankfully, he remembered to take his strong scent blockers pills before going to the theatre so nobody could smell his emotions at all .

*

Hyunjin was used to how long the entire dance exhibition was —all the students wanted their more than deserved moment of glory, after all. Some of them, like Minho, had worked as choreographers, others were doing solos, duos or dancing with groups. 

Time started running fast, performance after performance.

His nerves eased too with Jisung and Felix’s friends’ quiet comments. 

Dance majors made their movements look so easy, so hypnotising, that Hyunjin felt as if he had been clapping since the lights turned off and the first performers showed up. And the ones that had the imagination to link one movement to another until they made an entire choreography were completely out of the world to the alpha.

He had always admired his best friend for that.

Minho usually replied that he also had a special eye to see the world, referring to the lens of his camera and the photographs and videos he took.

“This choreography of Minho is my favourite so far,” Jisung commented, leaning in Hyunjin’s direction to almost whisper into his ear. “That contemporary solo was so beautiful. I could feel the pain the dancer was exuding from here.”

Hyunjin nodded, his eyes fixed on Yeji, the dancer that had been working with Minho all these past months to develop such an impressive performance. The blonde alpha tilted her head and stretched out her arm, revealing the presence of Minho, who bowed with her.

Jisung and Hyunjin stood up at the same time at the sight of the older omega, whistling and screaming whilst the duo bowed one more time before getting off stage.

Hyunjin relaxed into his seat again, his fingers tingling from how hard he had clapped when Minho appeared on stage. He smiled at the next two performances, both routines fun yet difficult. Eye-catching. Heart-warming, contrary to what Yeji had done.

The stage got dark again and Hyunjin’s heart jolted when he recognised Felix’s silhouette. San and him were standing face to face and when the lights fell over them, Hyunjin held his breath —they were blindfolded. 

Can’t Help Falling In Love began playing.

Promptly, Hyunjin realised that their choreography wasn’t about doing the most complicated combinations. It wasn’t about bragging about how good their technique was, either. It was, simply, about trust . About being so used to feeling the body of your dance partner as an extension of your own that you didn’t need to see them to know where they would be.

Behind him, he heard Wooyoung sniffing when they flexed their legs while they bent their backs, their hands laced so neither of them lost their balance. Felix stretched his body even further and in a swift move, instead of holding each other with their right hands, they switched the hands they had intertwined. All of that without falling to the floor, without hesitating, their fingers wrapping naturally around each other before going back to their feet.

It was so impressive.

Breathtaking, even.

The alpha guessed that it was a metaphor of love, too. 

Of that love that made you trust whole-heartedly. Of that love that made you feel safe while you were in your partner’s embrace.

Jisung gasped when Felix lifted his leg, stretching it back until San was holding it, to then step onto San’s thigh and sit on his shoulders while the alpha spun before Felix slid down to the floor. 

Not even a second after, San was jumping to the floor, his hands falling on both sides of Felix’s head and the omega’s palms flying to his cheeks. Wooyoung sobbed louder when they both smiled at the same time, Felix’s body smoothly rolling under San’s until his back was pressed to the alpha’s. The latter helped them both to stand up again with a delicate movement and Felix twirled away from him to then run .

He fucking ran in San’s direction and jumped into his arms with his legs stretched on both sides of the alpha’s body. But that wasn’t what left Hyunjin’s mouth hanging open, it was the way San wrapped his arms around Felix afterwards.

Tightly.

As if he had been waiting for that moment for centuries.

San threw him onto his shoulder, carrying him around the stage, though Hyunjin guessed the verb float suited them more. 

Felix’s feet reached the floor and Hyunjin tensed in his seat when San took a step forward in order to catch his dance partner one last time as Felix literally let his body fall back . As if he was a feather. As if he weighed nothing. 

With not even one ounce of doubt in his body, despite how close his butt had been from hitting the floor. San pulled him into his arms and they went back to the position they had at the beginning of the choreography —face to face.

Their hands removed the blindfold over each other’s eyes and they smiled again before moving into their last pose, with their lips touching and their arms holding onto each other.

Hyunjin felt stuck to his seat while everyone around him stood up to give them an ovation. 

He was already fucked, he didn’t need that .

God.

Was that sensation vibrating inside him…?

Felix and San hugged each other before facing the audience. They bowed at the same time and there was a second where Felix locked eyes with him. 

He was in love with him, wasn’t he?

That’s why he was smiling as if he had seen a fucking angel.

Right?

*

Hyunjin was waiting for Felix to finish talking to his friends. San and him were being showered in praise by all of their group and Wooyoung seemed to be close to bawling his eyes out again as he described to them how their performance had made him feel. 

The alpha tilted his head in the opposite direction to not feel like a creep, although they were talking so loudly that it was impossible to not hear them.

He clutched the bouquet against his chest and swallowed a couple of times in a futile attempt at ignoring the lump that had made a house in his throat. Or was that his fucking heart? 

Courting people, catching feelings and all of that was going to give him a heart-attack one day.

Someone cleared their throat beside him to catch his attention and Hyunjin flinched when the sweetest honey reached his nostrils. 

Felix was staring at him with a tiny smile on his lips, looking drop dead gorgeous even just wearing his purple hoodie and sweatpants. His eyes seemed to be resisting the temptation of dropping to the flowers Hyunjin was holding, yet they glanced at them a couple of times before the alpha murmured:

“Hi.”

“Hi,” Felix giggled.

It was ironic to think they were the same people that were fucking like animals the night before in Hyunjin’s bed. The same ones that took very compromising and filthy pictures afterwards. 

“You were…” 

Did his brain just abandon him? Because he couldn’t form a single sentence in his head.

What a fool.

What. 

A freaking.

Fool.

Hyunjin, the famous fratboy that had everyone’s legs shaking. The one and only whose rumours never did him justice. The alpha that never backed off from a challenge and was always wrapped in an extra layer of confidence.

That Hyunjin was now speechless in front of a Felix that only smiled wider whilst he struggled to not look like a loser.

Yeah, maybe he should have watched more romantic movies to take notes on how to do all of this.

“You blew my mind. Like… You didn’t tell me that San and you were going to be blindfolded and it was so… crazy to see. I’m sure I’d be so clumsy if I couldn’t see and you both were dancing . It was insane. And I don’t know any professional term to praise you like I wish I could, y’know. Fuck.”

Felix rubbed his cheek, his smile softening around the edges. 

“I guess that’s why I’m a dance major and you are a photography one,” the omega joked. “But thank you. For liking it and for coming.” He blushed at his own words. “Well. You would have come anyway because of Minho.”

The thief that took his brain seemed to have stolen Felix too and they both sounded like idiots.

It was something, at least.

The bouquet of flowers was pretty visible and even the most oblivious person would guess that it wasn’t just a casual gift because he finally performed after weeks of hard work. 

Felix stepped closer and raised his arm to brush Hyunjin’s scent gland.

“I miss your coffee. Why aren't you wearing a mild scent blocker like the rest?”

The last thing Hyunjin needed after processing the depth of his feelings was seeing Felix pouting because he missed his scent.

“I didn't want the entire place to know I’m this close ,” he formed a small gap between his thumb and index finger, “to having a meltdown because of you.”

The shy joke was like the catalyst to bring back their usual confidence because Felix’s hand slid up his scent gland again, as though that could erase the effect of the scent blocker, when they both knew Hyunjin had taken pills.

Unlike him, Felix seemed to have removed the mild cream they applied to perform, so his honey was running free between them. It was so intense that it made him dizzy for a split second, but he shook his head slightly and took Felix’s free hand to place it on top of the bouquet.

“I know you are going to grab some beers with your dance crew so I’ll be quick.”

His longer fingers closed around Felix’s.

“I don’t want us to be just friends. And… yeah, I’m not a fan of labels but… when you say that I’m your alpha, I want you to know that it’s true. I want you to know that I’m courting you and taking you out on dates and that eventually I’ll ask you to be my boyfriend.”

“H-hm, that’s if you are fast enough,” Felix murmured. “Maybe I’ll ask you to be my boyfriend first. I’m not much into the idea that the alpha has to do everything.” He rolled his eyes in a funny manner. “I mean. You can’t trust alphas so much.”

Hyunjin snorted and took the tiny box that was in his pocket to hand it to Felix.

“Your fucking Alpha Slander Agenda.”

“My? The president of that agenda is your dog.”

“Can you stop teasing me and open the box?” Hyunjin practically begged, and Felix giggled as he did as Hyunjin told him. 

Instantly, his first reaction was raising his gaze from the gift to Hyunjin’s eyes.

Afterwards, Felix looked at his hand; at the one with the matching ring. 

“You are ‘so nervous’ yet you are wearing part of the gift,” the omega pointed out, talking through his cute pout whilst he took out the ring and slid it along his index finger. “Is it because I’ve called you ‘my alpha’ too much lately? What gave away that I’d accept?”

“I had a feeling.”

Felix showed Hyunjin how the ring looked in his finger and the latter pulled him impossibly closer, his alpha taking over him when he trailed Felix’s jaw with his nose to inhale Felix’s honey. 

He smelled… different after that conversation.

The change was barely noticeable. 

Maybe, it was in Hyunjin’s mind and it hadn’t actually changed at all.

But it was hot . 

Yes. A smell. Hot. But not hot like a duvet or like a tight hug. It was hot like fire licking bones and leaving ashes behind. Hot like a summer morning at the beach.

Hyunjin wondered if it would burn his tongue. 

And Felix answered his question by tilting his head until he could slot their lips together, letting their tongue tangle as if they weren’t in public.

“I don’t know if I’m horny or if I want to cry,” the omega confessed between kisses, with Hyunjin’s arm around his waist and his other hand still holding the bouquet. “Can we meet later? Want to sleep with you,” he said whilst their noses brushed.

Hyunjin kissed him again.

“Come to the frat later. I’ll be up till late.”

“‘Kay.” Another kiss. And Felix’s soft laugh. “God, I’m so happy. I didn’t know my omega wanted you to court me so much.”

Hyunjin hummed, pressing his lips once against Felix’s scent gland.

“Your honey doesn’t hide it.”

Felix lightly rubbed his nose over Hyunjin’s neck, covering his non-existent coffee with his own scent. 

“Wish people could tell by how I smell the reason why I’m so happy,” the omega confessed, nuzzling against Hyunjin’s skin one last time. 

It was such an intimate gesture to do it out in the open, surrounded by so many people, but neither of them paid any mind to it. They were too happy to remember to have any decency. And it was pretty on brand to be like that considering how they met. 

“I should get going.”

Hyunjin gave him a peck.

“See you later?”

Felix pulled back, taking the flowers with him, and when it looked like he was going to walk towards his dance crew, he turned around again to kiss Hyunjin with fervour. 

How could a kiss set his skin on fire like that?

Hyunjin squeezed Felix’s ass. “Leave, you demon.”

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"Porque desde que estás aquí.
Aquí cerca de mí.
Que tú eres mi baby."

Felix’s POV

Felix was floating. 

His dance crew had been mocking him since he told them that Hyunjin had given him a courting gift. Mingi had said that he would go home smelling as if Felix had been kissing him all night from how strong his scent was and Felix had given him the middle finger before chugging down his beer. 

All of them were exhausted after all the rehearsals and the stress of delivering a good performance so after four drinks, a bunch of snacks and too many jokes about Felix and his new ring, they had walked back to their buildings, that were close to campus and to Hyunjin’s fraternity.

“Wooyoung will feel disappointed when I get to his place smelling so much like you but with the sad news that you still don’t want to join our relationship,” San sighed, dramatically, whilst they both walked together down the street. 

Wooyoung, Yeonjun and Changbin’s flat was less than ten minutes away from Hyunjin’s fraternity so San offered to walk Felix there first since he didn’t really need to change his own path too much.

Felix wrapped his arm around the alpha’s, shaking his head.

“He needs to understand that I’m also getting courted now. Our throuple dream will never happen.”

San craned his head in his direction and Felix looked back at him.

“He looks so whipped. Hyunjin, I mean. Youngie told me he was super nervous about the courting.”

Felix nodded and whispered through a smile, “He took scent blocker pills and all because he didn’t want anyone to smell his panic.”

“You look whipped as fuck too.”

Felix shrugged, still smiling and looking at his friend.

“I am.”

*

He had messaged Hyunjin before leaving the bar so Felix didn’t knock before pushing his bedroom’s door open, kicking off his boots, leaving his backpack on the floor and throwing his jacket onto his desk chair. 

“I feel like I could sleep until next Sunday,” Felix sighed, dragging his feet to the bed, where Hyunjin was watching TikTok videos. 

The alpha put his phone aside and shifted over on the mattress so Felix could curl up next to him. However, after performing and then going to the bar, Felix felt too gross to get into bed right away. 

He didn’t want to imagine how he smelled.

The mix of scents likely changing his natural honey.

“Do you mind if I take a shower first? I think I left some clean sweatpants here last week.”

Hyunjin pulled him in with one hand until Felix had to press his knee against the mattress to not fall on top of the alpha. Their faces got dangerously closer and Hyunjin smirked as he twirled some blonde strands around his fingers.

“Or you could wear my hoodie like you did last time. Have I ever told you how good you look on my clothes?”

Felix’s tongue darted out of his mouth to trace the seam of Hyunjin’s lips.

“I’ll think about it.”

After taking his towel and his underwear from his backpack and one of Hyunjin’s hoodies, Felix left the room to walk down the hallway until he reached the bathroom Hyunjin shared with Jisung and another frat member named Taehyun —the small, private toilet he had connected to his room didn’t have a shower. And Felix still wondered what Hyunjin did to get that luxurious room. After all, neither Chan nor Jisung had a private toilet. 

The alpha told him that the couple were spending the night at Minho’s and that Taehyun was partying with some friends so Felix could take his good time with the shower because nobody would interrupt him. 

His muscles needed that warm water so much .

Hopefully, he wouldn’t pass out the moment his whole body relaxed.

He couldn’t forget to take a painkiller before going to bed or his body would be unbearable the next morning. The pain was starting to get to the surface and Felix didn’t want to imagine how bad it would be in less than twelve hours.

Leaning his head against the tiles, he made sure he was under the shower head and let the water fall over his spent body. His eyes fluttered closed and Felix hummed, feeling as if his limbs were too heavy to even think about grabbing the shampoo.

Felix shouldn’t have dismissed Jeongin when the beta told him he was pushing himself too much and he would have to pay for it after the performance.

It always happened.

And the omega never learnt.

The door of the bathroom opened and Felix turned off the shower tap. 

“Hyunjin?”

The alpha’s head peeked out from behind the shower curtain. 

“I was thinking that I haven’t showered yet either and we could save some water if we shower together.”

Felix drew a tired smile.

“You just want to see me naked.”

Hyunjin undressed with harsh movements and got into the shower in less than thirty seconds, his hands roaming Felix’s figure whilst a mischievous grin curled his lips. 

“I don’t need excuses for that, babe. Come on.”

He took the shower head instead of getting under it like Felix did and turned on the tap again. He focused on the omega’s body first, the water falling on top of Felix’s head and running down his spine. 

Hyunjin massaged Felix’s scalp in the process, softly; sweetly, even. 

He did it… without expecting anything in return.

Felix turned around to face him and leaned his cheek against Hyunjin’s shoulder, feeling a low and quiet purr escaping his lips. Obviously, it couldn’t be compared to the night he purred loudly while watching the horror film with Hyunjin, but that shy purr was something strange too.

Not as much, that was for sure.

But not all his friends had heard him purr. 

Not even like that.

Hyunjin kissed the top of his head, still massaging his scalp, and turned the spray in his direction while Felix hummed against his skin, nuzzling against his neck and smiling to himself when he could finally smell his coffee.

Fucking scent blockers.

“You are going to fall asleep,” Hyunjin commented in a whisper, as though scared of actually waking Felix up.

Felix smiled. “No. But I like to be like this.”

Hyunjin grabbed the shampoo, starting with his own hair before pressing his fingers again against Felix’s scalp. He took longer than necessary but not enough to get cold in the shower. The warm water ran over their skin again as the alpha washed their hair and Hyunjin gently pulled back to guide Felix towards the wall. 

Felix blinked, confused, and Hyunjin shook the bottle of gel in front of him. 

“I can do that,” the omega murmured, but the alpha was already pouring some onto his palm.

“Let me.”

His hands traced every inch of Felix’s body —his feet, his knees, his abdomen, his chest, his shoulders, his nape… 

There wasn’t any teasing, not even when he was touching Felix’s cock. He seemed to be devoted to the task of removing every scent from Felix’s body that wasn’t his own honey. And he was so concentrated while doing so, his lips tightly pressed and his eyes locked on Felix’s figure.

It wasn’t like being drunk or sick and getting dragged into the shower by someone else. 

Perhaps too late, Felix realised that this moment was a very vulnerable one, because he was letting the alpha take care of him without restrictions, relying on him with all his being. 

At times, vulnerability wasn’t just in the words someone spoke, Felix guessed.

Hyunjin was trailing Felix’s arms when the omega took his hand between his fingers. 

“You didn’t take it off,” he noticed, referring to the matching ring. 

Hyunjin slid his thumb over the black material around Felix’s index finger.

“You didn’t take it off either.”

Leaving the shower head in its place, Hyunjin turned the tap on again, the water falling over their heads whilst Hyunjin closed the gap between their mouths to whisper promises against Felix’s lips. 

Again, there weren't any words. The promises were kiss-shaped; sweet and too delicate to be them. It was the joy and the surprise of falling so fucking hard in less than five months. It was the lack of fear and the thrilling need of betting everything because they were sure that they would last.

Felix wrapped his arms around Hyunjin’s neck and the latter rumbled into the kiss when Felix playfully bit his lower lip. 

“I’m kidnapping you this Saturday,” Hyunjin murmured against his mouth.

“Where are you taking me?”

The alpha winked at him, turning the tap off to not waste more water.

“I’m taking you out on a date.”

Chapter Text

"People like you and me were born to run.
So where we going when the dancing's done?"

Hyunjin’s POV

“What?” Felix asked through a knowing smirk as he leaned against the frame of the main door of his flat.

Hyunjin’s gaze was travelling his figure on loop, engraving into his mind every detail of the outfit Felix had put together for their date. He hadn’t said a single word since Felix opened the door but by the way the omega’s smile was growing wider, Hyunjin guessed it wasn’t necessary.

“You told me to pick my best clothes and Yeo gave me some make-up advice,” Felix explained, not hiding how much he was enjoying having left Hyunjin speechless. “Do you think you’ll be able to keep your hands to yourself?”

Hyunjin snorted. “I won’t.”

Felix was wearing a short, dark, sleeveless crop top that almost looked like a bra. The central part of it, that ran over his sternum, had different straps running from one side to the other, as though sewing it together whilst also creating a beautiful spider web. The lower part of his arms were covered in some kind of sheer, black gloves that started around his wrists and ended above his elbows. His fishnet stockings peeked from under his ripped, leather trousers and his feet were hidden inside his chunky sneakers.

He had some dark eyeshadow around his eyes and Hyunjin also spotted a subtle winged eyeliner. If there was more make-up on his face, his brain was unable to process it. It was already a lot to see those tattoos that Felix had on his thighs through his trousers. 

“You look so hot I don’t know if I want other people to see you,” Felix murmured, stretching his arm until he could hook his fingers around the thick necklaces that fell over Hyunjin’s chest, pulling him closer. “With that ponytail and that leopard print shirt and all those rings and…”

Hyunjin cut him off with a kiss.

The alpha didn’t need anyone praising him to know how hot he was, yet not even his extensive cleavage, his rolled-up sleeves, his jewellery or his black nails could compete with Felix. 

“You covered your hickeys,” Hyunjin murmured over the other’s mouth, his fingertips trailing Felix’s collarbones and the base of his neck, where a couple of days before Hyunjin left a couple of beautiful bites.

“Not all of them.”

The omega craned his head to the side and Hyunjin inhaled, sharply, the honey infesting his lungs, bones and brain. 

There was a single mark on Felix’s skin.

A bright love-bite right on his scent gland. 

“You are a tease.”

From afar, it could be easily mistaken as a mate bite, but Hyunjin didn’t dare to comment on it, his alpha growling enough at the sight of that mark on Felix’s beautiful neck. Leaving a hickey right there only showed how happily taken someone was. Whether the mark was temporary or permanent didn’t matter.

The message was the fucking same.

“Your fault for biting me so much.”

Hyunjin grinned. “Or yours for not biting me enough.”

Felix’s fingers caressed the few hickeys adorning the base of Hyunjin’s throat and then he also touched the alpha’s shoulder and his chest.

“I did bite you enough. It’s not my problem only you can see them.”

Hyunjin shuddered, recalling for a second how Felix had played with one of his nipple piercings before sucking on the skin below it. His entire upper body had so many marks. More than he had ever had since they started fooling around.

It was as if something had switched inside them after Hyunjin’s courting gift.

The need of marking, marking, marking getting stronger every day.

Their lips touched in a soft peck.

“You ready?” Hyunjin asked.

Felix nodded, eagerly, like a child that had been waiting for too long to get his presents, and gave Hyunjin another peck before taking his jacket and closing the door behind them.

*

It wasn’t the typical place for a first date, Hyunjin was aware of that.

But he didn’t give a shit.

He adored that restaurant —he celebrated his mother’s birthday there a couple of years ago, Minho and Jisung took him there the first time someone paid him for a photoshoot, Minho told him he wanted to court Jisung while they waited outside to get a table…

Only good memories came to his mind when he thought about that place. Because of that, Hyunjin came to that place only when something good happened. So why should he take Felix to a fancy restaurant when that one was so special to him?

Hyunjin wanted to add his first date with the omega to the list of good memories he linked to that grill.

“Oh my god, the decoration,” Felix commented as they followed the waiter to their table, that was in a corner next to a wall filled with multiple framed movie posters. “It’s so…”

“Hollywood-esque?” Hyunjin supplied. 

It mixed all the elements that came to someone’s mind when picturing a vintage American diner. At least, the ones that Hyunjin had seen in movies like Grease or TV series like Stranger Things . 

Instead of chairs, there were couches on either side of the tables. The walls and most of the furniture were red and white, except for the black and white floor tiles and the large counter, that was white at the bottom and black on the top.

There were a bunch of movie posters everywhere, but also vinyls and a jukebox beside the counter.

It was like getting teleported.

“Like a western movie, yeah.”

“The menu is all movies, TV series and famous character names. Minho always orders a burger that’s called Han Solo.”

Felix’s eyes sparkled as he listened attentively to what Hyunjin was saying and the latter could only smile, endeared, at how the omega didn’t seem to expect anything . He looked content. Happy to be with Hyunjin, regardless of the place.

It was pretty on brand, he guessed.

Norms had never been their thing. 

They did what they liked; what they wanted to do.

Perhaps, for many people it was special to go stargazing on a first date but Hyunjin preferred to eat a burger and drag Felix to a club the omega once told him he hadn’t had the chance to visit yet.

“What do you usually order?” Felix asked after the waiter handed them the menu, his gaze wandering all the pages. “There are so many things.”

“My mum says that the lasagna is really good and Jisung is obsessed with the pizzas but I usually stick to the burgers because it’s what they do best.”

“Okay.” Felix nodded, adorably, his freckles drawing Hyunjin’s attention every time the omega shook his head and the lights of the restaurant hit his skin. “Beer?”

“Yeah.” Hyunjin swallowed. “Do you like the place then?”

Felix’s lips curled in the sweetest smile. “It’s perfect.”

*

“You are kidding me,” Felix muttered, his fingers intertwined with Hyunjin’s as they walked towards the VIP area of the club, where a couch was waiting for them. “When…? How…? Jin, that’s expensive!”

Felix sat on the leather couch and stared at the table in front of him, where the bartender would set the drinks they ordered.

Hyunjin rubbed his nape, shrugging.

“I used some of my savings. Don’t think about it.”

It was, indeed, expensive. And Hyunjin didn’t even pay for the option where they had limitless free drinks for the rest of the night. They only had two and they couldn’t order any crazy brand, just the average. 

As if Hyunjin cared about the gin he was about to drink.

Felix pulled him in, forcing Hyunjin to sit next to him, and his free hand tucked a red strand behind the alpha’s ear. His eyes seemed to talk so many languages at once and somehow, Hyunjin understood all of them.

He recognised the joy, the realisation of how much effort Hyunjin had put into that date, the silly nerves that were actually just unbearable excitement. And also the affection.

Or was it love?

“Thank you,” Felix murmured. He glanced around, caressing the back of Hyunjin’s hand with his thumb. “You’ve been saving for so long to get a new lens. I feel so…” Felix’s thin voice could only be heard by Hyunjin and just because he was inches apart. 

Hyunjin tilted his head, waiting for their eyes to meet again, and when they did, he whispered, “I don’t need the lens right now. But I needed this date to be amazing. We are not into typical romantic shit so I thought…”

He wasn’t into typical romantic shit but if Felix asked him to bring him the moon, Hyunjin would do it. So well, perhaps they were simply romantic in their own way. 

“You’ve told me many times that you wanted to come to this club and I wanted to dance with you without feeling anyone breathing down my neck. Y’know. Like a private party.”

Felix beamed, and Hyunjin did his best to ignore how his heart fluttered at the sight.

His tiny hand framed Hyunjin’s cheek and he shifted closer to be able to talk even lower.

“Your reputation is so… wrong and right at the same time,” Felix said, letting out a chuckle. “Yeah, sure, you are a hundred percent fratboy material. Always going to parties, hooking up with whoever you want, moving as if you own the place. Hot as fuck. You have everything. But then there’s so much more behind it.”

Hyunjin stayed silent, his eyes glued to Felix’s face.

“I’m not saying you are faking it. I know you aren’t. But you are also… so attentive. And caring. And hard-working. And smart, and funny, and…” The air was heavy between them. Filled with feelings that could almost be touched. Feelings that stopped being invisible a long time ago. “I’m so fucking glad I let Innie drag me to the frat that night.”

Felix bit his lip for a second and Hyunjin waited for him to keep going, not wanting to interrupt him.

“This is so cliché but you really are the best thing that happened to me last year.”

Simple, clear and honest. With no space for misunderstandings. 

They had never been the type of people that spoke their minds in confusing ways. 

Their raw honesty was one of the things that Hyunjin cherished the most.

Hyunjin let go of Felix’s hand to curl his fingers around the omega’s waist and flush their bodies together. His heart was stammering as their noses brushed. Their mixed scent danced in the space between their lips, challenging that mild scent blocker that made them unable to catch their coffee and honey unless they were this close.

“You are mine too,” Hyunjin said.

Felix erased the distance between their lips and kissed him, smiling against his mouth and drawing back a few seconds later to stare at him.

“But next time I’ll pay too.”

Hyunjin rolled his eyes.

“Fine.”

Another kiss. Felix’s index finger mysteriously tracing Hyunjin’s scent gland while he tilted his head to murmur in the alpha’s ear, “By the way, I also picked my best lingerie but I won’t let you see it until you’ve danced to enough songs with me.”

Hyunjin’s fingers pressed down harder into the skin of Felix’s hip.

“Or until you are so hard you will only be able to beg for it.”

With a mischievous smirk hanging from his lips and the heat starting to boil in his stomach, Hyunjin drew back.

“I bought new panties for this. So maybe you’ll beg first.”

*

Having fun with Felix was part of his daily routine almost since day one.

However, there was a special magic around them when they were having fun at a party . Maybe because that was how they met, maybe because of the music and the alcohol, maybe because they both liked to tease and dance and rile the other up until one of them snapped. 

“This is a fucking banger,” Hyunjin commented when Dancing’s Done by Ava Max started blasting through the speakers of the club. 

The music that night, like most nights at that place, was a mix of pop songs and Hyunjin had learnt thanks to them that Felix could also dance that genre sensually. Even if he was singing Bad Romance . Any song, bang , automatically hot if Felix was swirling his body around his and whispering the lyrics over his lips like some kind of siren. 

Of course, Hyunjin had struck back promptly —his hands touching Felix’s figure, his eyes dropping to Felix’s lips for a second before going up again, his ass rubbing Felix’s cock when the omega hugged him from behind to make their bodies swing together.

“Do you know this song?” 

Hyunjin shrugged. “Spotify added it to my Daily Mix.”

Felix cocked an eyebrow.

“Theatre kids are really convincing, okay? Seonghwa dragged Hongjoong into the Ava Max void a couple of years ago and he dragged Jisung and me.”

“Are you explaining to me why you like Ava Max?” 

Hyunjin took a sip from his glass. “I’m saying that Seonghwa is a dangerous man and half of my Spotify recommendations are influenced by him.” 

His fingers closed around Felix’s and Hyunjin pulled him closer, kissing his lips.

“And that you should add this song to one of your playlists. It’s… relatable. Pay attention.” He leaned in until he could whisper against his jaw. “I wanna give in to your dark temptation. I wanna touch you like nobody does.”

From that close, Hyunjin could smell all the undertones in Felix’s honey; all the emotions that scents never hid, not even under the influence of mild scent blockers. It was mouth-watering and almost suffocating. 

But he resisted, his hand trailing down Felix’s back until he could cup his ass with his palm, still whispering the lyrics against the omega’s skin just like Felix had done with him earlier.

Revenge .

“I wanna taste the secrets that you hide. And make 'em mine.” His knees bent as he kept singing, descending along Felix’s body with his hands until he was gripping his thighs and brushing Felix’s bare abdomen with his lips. “Come take me to the edge of afterlife. And take your time.”

Hyunjin tilted his head up and locked eyes with the omega, keeping him in place, and he dared to nuzzle against his navel. Felix’s fingers clutched onto his ponytail, lifting his head up again.

And Hyunjin replied, “Oh, I'm never going home if you're not there.”

Obviously, he wasn’t Felix or San. He didn’t dance as if music was what filled his veins but he fixed his lack of skills with his cockiness. Hyunjin was hot and he had always known how to use that to his advantage. 

Felix had played with his sanity on countless occasions at past parties. It was time to give him a taste of his own medicine. 

Time to show how well he could also play that game, even if he did it in a different way. 

Slowly, Hyunjin went up again, dragging his palms across Felix’s figure until he grabbed the blonde omega’s hands to guide them up his legs, onto the front of his cargo trousers and gliding over the tent pressing against the fabric. 

His idea was making no stops, which told Felix enough about his current state.

But Felix never played fair, so he brought one of Hyunjin’s hands to his lips —the one with the ring— whilst the fingers of his other hand pretended to pump his length over the fabric.

Hyunjin licked his own lips and Felix smirked, pressing a kiss on the alpha’s knuckles, before murmuring, singing, “So where we going when the dancing's done?”

The omega took a step closer, forcing Hyunjin to take one backwards, and he didn’t stop walking until the alpha fell onto the couch, crawling onto his lap with their fingers still intertwined. Felix straddled Hyunjin and raised his eyebrows whilst his free hand palmed Hyunjin through his trousers again and their lips collided.

“I wanna ruin you,” Felix muttered between kisses, his nails grazing the button of Hyunjin’s trousers. 

The VIP area where they were had different couches and tables for each group, and it was separated from the rest of the club so, in some way, they weren’t in the middle of everyone, catching people’s attention here and there, but they weren’t safe either.

If the groups from the couches beside theirs tilted their heads in their direction, they would see how tangled their limbs were. How their tongues were more interested in exploring each other’s mouths rather than staying where they should be. How Felix’s arm was mysteriously stuck between their bodies. 

“Lix,” Hyunjin breathed out, feeling the omega’s tiny fingers unzipping his trousers.

“Yeah?”

Their eyes locked, their scents getting thick.

“We can move to the toilets if you want,” Felix offered, nonchalantly, as though they both weren’t throbbing in their panties and holding onto each other as if the world was ending. 

Hyunjin’s throat got dry. 

The situation was so out of his dreams that he felt like he was floating, electricity running through his body and making him shiver under the omega’s gaze. He wasn’t even sure of why he stopped Felix —to encourage him to keep going? To make sure they both were well aware of where they were? To tell him he was so fucking horny that it was taking all his self-control to not bend him over the couch?

“We will get kicked out of this place,” Hyunjin whispered with a grin, spreading his legs so Felix could take him in his hand more easily. 

“Do you think I care? I just want to touch you.”

“You know it’s yours.”

Felix shifted as close as possible to hide what he was actually doing and pulled down Hyunjin’s underwear enough to free his cock. His thumb slid over the slit and his fingers wrapped the head, without moving more. 

Meanwhile, the alpha’s hands were roughly gripping his thighs, opening Felix’s legs more and more until he was not just sitting but almost merging with his lap. Hyunjin could feel the omega’s arousal even through his trousers and it was driving him mad to smell how much he wanted him.

They both were out of their minds, that was a given. 

Too caught up in the moment to even lock themselves in the nearby toilets. 

Or high on the possibility of having someone else looking at them. Someone wishing they were having such a good time too. 

It was delirious and so intense to have Felix moving his hand up and down his shaft when he could hear the laughter of the group of friends occupying the couch close to theirs.

Felix mouthed along his jaw, letting out a quiet moan when Hyunjin’s hands squeezed his ass. 

“I’m so wet you won’t even need to prep me,” he confessed, his eyes rolling when Hyunjin bit his scent gland. 

“I’m going to cut out that filthy tongue of yours. Shit.” He kneaded Felix’s asscheeks, relishing the subtle wetness that was starting to reach the trousers, impossible to be contained in the omega’s panties. “If you were wearing a skirt I would make you sit on my dick.”

“Fuck.”

Hyunjin caught Felix’s lower lip between his teeth, pulling at it as he made the omega rock his hips against his cock. They both moaned and Hyunjin gave him a peck.

“Zip up my trousers or I’m going to throw you over the couch.”

Clumsily, Felix tucked him into his panties again and poorly buttoned the trousers, skipping the zip and standing on his wobbly legs to take Hyunjin’s hand and drag him to the toilets that were upstairs. 

They didn’t even get into one of the stalls. Hyunjin slammed the door shut, turned Felix around and pushed him against it, the omega’s chest pressed to the door whilst the alpha undid his trousers and pulled them down his legs.

Hyunjin even forgot to admire the delicate lingerie, his mind too clouded to think about anything else. 

He circled Felix’s rim with one finger and they both moaned at how wet it was. No wonder his trousers were getting damp too. Teasingly, he slid three fingers into the heat, the movement making his cock pulse when Felix clenched around him.

“Nngn, Jin,” Felix babbled, pulling out a condom from the pocket of his trousers and handing it to him. “Told you I didn’t need fingers.”

“Someone is desperate for my cock,” Hyunjin murmured as he rolled the condom down and collected some slick to spread it over his length, like he always did. “So desperate I thought you would beg me to fuck you on the couch.”

“I wouldn't have needed to beg.”

Hyunjin chuckled.

True .

The omega spread his asscheeks and arched his back, looking at him over his shoulder. 

“What are you waiting for?” 

Hyunjin didn’t waste another second, aiming his shaft towards Felix’s rim and rolling his hips ever so slightly, breaching in steadily, not wanting to bottom out in one single thrust since Felix hadn’t got fingered. 

One of the omega’s hands pressed flat over the door while the other stayed on his buttock, the nails sinking into the skin the more Hyunjin pushed inside.

“So good,” Felix mumbled. “You…” A moan parted his lips when Hyunjin’s pelvis met his body. “You’ve ruined me for everyone else.”

Hyunjin buried his head in Felix’s neck, inhaling the intoxicating honey blooming all over the skin. 

“You ruined me our first night. I remember… Fuck .” Hyunjin took a breath as he pulled out to push back inside, still slowly. “I remember looking for you for so many days. And hooking up with other people but no one was like you.”

Felix smiled. 

“I felt… crazy,” the omega confessed, moving his hand from his asscheek to the hand Hyunjin had over his stomach, intertwining their fingers. “I hoped you were also thinking… about us. That you also wanted to see me… again.”

Hyunjin built a deep pace, rocking his hips and sucking love marks over Felix’s scent gland. 

Was that what people called love at first sight? He had always wondered that. Because they were down badly since the lap-dance. Since they smelled each other’s scents and discovered that their bodies fit like two pieces of the same puzzle.

A loud knock on the door made them gasp.

“Dudes, come on,” someone called out from outside. 

“One second!” Felix replied before letting out a moan when Hyunjin found his sweet spot. “Shit. Right there.”

“Some of us want to piss!”

“I said…” Felix whined. “One sec- God !”

Hyunjin’s body was burning hot as he heard the guy knocking over and over and yelling at them. He knew he could drag Felix into one of the multiple stalls but instead he thrust faster, hitting Felix’s prostate each time and feeling his own orgasm starting to boil in his guts. 

There was something so… thrilling in having someone outside knowing what they were doing. Likely even listening to them.

“I’m close, baby,” Hyunjin mumbled against Felix’s shoulder. 

Felix only hummed, guiding their laced hands towards his leaking cock and palming himself for a second before making Hyunjin take him in his palm properly. He tilted his head, searching for Hyunjin’s lips, and the alpha complied, kissing him messily, more teeth and tongues twirling than real kissing, moaning down each other’s throats.

They reached their climax almost at the same time, Felix spilling over the door while Hyunjin stayed inside for a couple of seconds before pulling out, still shaking, to discard the condom and fix his clothes. 

Felix adjusted his trousers and looked at the dirty door, giggling to himself, his hand cleaning part of it but leaving it still in a suspicious state. 

He washed his hands afterwards and kissed Hyunjin one last time before opening the door and flying outside, ignoring the fuming guy yelling at them for fucking against the door instead of using one of the stalls.

The bar was set pretty high for a first date.

That was the last thought Hyunjin had that night, after having sex with Felix again —slow, tender and sweet sex. Not like what they did at the club— and commenting on his panties. The omega made him promise to buy more lingerie from now on and curled up against him, wrapping his arms around him and throwing a leg over his body.

Felix thanked him for the date, leaving a feather-like kiss on his cheek, and wished him a good night, nuzzling lightly against his scent gland.

Hyunjin kissed the top of Felix’s head and let the warming sensation in his chest spread across his limbs. 

Yeah, the bar was really high. But Felix didn’t deserve anything less.

Chapter Text

"Tú me robaste el corazón como un criminal.
Bebé yo no puedo negarlo.
Esto que siento por ti no puede ser legal."

Felix’s POV 

They never had enough.

Felix had never felt so insatiable before. 

In fact, he had never enjoyed sex so much before. But he guessed it was because it meant so much more when it was with Hyunjin. It wasn’t even about how good it felt nor how intense his orgasms were. 

It was intimate. And special. 

And every time they did it particularly slowly and taking their time, with their hands laced over the mattress and Hyunjin whispering sweet nothings in his ear, Felix seemed to remember —as though he could even forget it— how in love with the alpha he was.

“Ah, fuck,” Hyunjin groaned, closing the drawer of his nightstand. “I forgot to buy more condoms yesterday.”

“We ran out?”

Hyunjin nodded, sitting on the bed next to Felix, both of them naked and so turned on that the entire room smelled like lust. 

Felix grabbed Hyunjin’s hand and pulled him closer. 

“Maybe we could…” He didn’t get to finish the sentence, instead closing his mouth and blushing like an idiot the moment Hyunjin looked at him. 

Before the courting, Felix had already thought about asking Hyunjin to stop using protection. They had been exclusive since the beginning, after all. But now that Hyunjin was also courting him, it was almost stupid to not bring it up. 

Felix bit his lip.

“I want to stop using them, if you feel okay with it,” the omega said.

Hyunjin caressed Felix’s hand with his thumb. “I’ve been wanting to ask you about it for a few weeks.”

“But you didn’t.” 

Hyunjin shrugged. “I dunno. I’ve never done it before and it felt… important.”

Felix had to make a physical effort to not beam. Because if time had taught him anything, it was that Hyunjin was both the most confident person he had ever met and also someone who panicked easily when it came to their relationship and taking big steps. 

It was so adorable.

“We could go to the doctor together to get checked. See if everything is okay…” Felix suggested, tilting his head to kiss Hyunjin’s shoulder. “What do you say?” He kissed a spot closer to Hyunjin’s neck. “Hm?”

“I’m kinda nervous,” Hyunjin confessed right before Felix brushed his cheek with his lips.

“Do you think they will tell you something’s wrong?”

They kissed, the softness of the contact leaving Felix feeling fuzzy inside.

“No. I meant nervous about not using them anymore. It’s… fuck. I feel silly telling you.”

Felix cupped his cheek and kissed him again. “But I want to hear what you want to say.”

Hyunjin’s coffee got subtly sour, his nerves biting the edges of the scent and turning it less delicious. Felix couldn’t even tell what was making him so nervous about the conversation —the fact that he had never done it before? 

“It’s just that… to me there are three things that mean a lot. Like… a lot, lot, lot. And those things are not using protection, knotting and spending my ruts with someone else. And lately I’ve been feeling like I want all of them with you and it’s…” He shook his head. “It’s scary. But like… not just because this means you are important to me. It’s scary because it’s new. And because I don’t want to mess this up.”

Felix’s stomach did a somersault at Hyunjin’s words. 

Thinking about spending his rut with him made his omega so happy. Felix also hoped Hyunjin would spend his next heat with him, although due to his strong suppressants he only dealt with them twice a year. Maybe three times, if his hormones felt like it.

And since he changed to a new brand that seemed to give him less side effects some months ago, his body had been adjusting and pushing back the date of his next one. Felix wondered if Hyunjin’s rut could trigger it.

The idea of getting knotted made his cock throb, though. But it wasn’t the moment to get all flustered and bothered by that.

Not when Hyunjin was opening up to him.

“It’s scary to me too, but I know we will talk everything out all the time and that you want this as much as I do so…” Felix nuzzled against Hyunjin’s cheek. “And for the record, I also want to spend my heats with you. I hadn’t told you before because I wanted to talk to my doctor about it first.”

The omega got onto the alpha’s lap, both of them hissing when their hardening cocks brushed, and framed his face properly, pressing his palms against Hyunjin’s cheeks.

“But one thing at a time. We can talk about heats, ruts and knots any other day.”

Hyunjin drew circles over Felix’s hips with his fingers as he closed the gap between them to kiss him, closing his eyes for a few seconds and kind of sealing the deal. 

*

Messages:

lixie pixie [17:11]: 

i got the results

my alpha 👅[17:11]:

i was going to message u

i got them too

lixie pixie [17:11]: 

and…?

my alpha 👅[17:12]:

everything’s perfect

u?

lixie pixie [17:12]: 

same

my alpha 👅[17:12]:

so

lixie pixie [17:13]: 

so now i’ll spend the rest of the day thinking

my alpha 👅[17:13]:

thinking?

lixie pixie [17:13]: 

yeah thinking about you cumming inside me

<3

*

Despite how excited and nervous they were to take that step, their respective degrees decided to make them wait two whole days before they could meet without feeling like passing out in bed —so they set a date for it, not wanting to do it for the first time in a rush.

The result of that decision had been dangerous, to say the least. 

They had been lazily kissing and feeling each other up for half a century; for an entire lifetime, even. Felix’s lips were swollen and he was scared of reaching his climax unexpectedly if Hyunjin touched him too much or muttered against his ear how good he was going to make him feel.

His whole body was more sensitive than usual and his senses could only see, hear, feel and smell Hyunjin beneath him. 

Felix pressed his palms over Hyunjin’s chest and the latter caressed his thighs, smiling at him in that sweet way that made Felix’s heart skip a few beats. They were still wearing their underwear but Hyunjin had fooled around with him enough times to notice what was different .

Not necessarily wrong. Not that night, at least.

Just different.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” The alpha whispered, bringing one of Felix’s hands to his lips to kiss his fingers. “You are not…”

Dripping wet.

The omega tilted his head to the side, darting his gaze from Hyunjin’s face whilst the blush crept not only across his face but also down his neck. Before he met the alpha, Felix was used to this. It was part of his life to deal with his picky omega.

However, this time it had nothing to do with his omega, who was eager and almost begging to have his alpha all over him.

This was Felix. His nerves. The expectations. His feelings. 

“I guess I’ve had too much time to overthink since we got the results.”

Hyunjin kissed his knuckles. “So…? We can use condoms again, baby.”

Felix leaned down until he could nuzzle against Hyunjin’s neck. “No.”

“No?” The alpha whispered through his smile, his voice soft like his caresses. 

“I want to do it. But I’m kinda freaking out. We’ve been looking forward to this and what if… we don’t like it? Or what if you are grossed out? You know how I get. Or…”

Hyunjin craned his head until he could rub his nose against Felix’s cheek before pinning the omega to the bed, his eyebrows cocked and a half smirk hanging from his lips.

“Have you just insinuated that I might get grossed out because I’ll feel how wet you get because of me? Did you just do that?”

Felix’s eyes widened when Hyunjin’s voice dropped a whole octave. Just like the omega didn’t use his pheromones much, Hyunjin rarely used the alpha voice. It didn’t affect people —particularly betas and omegas— like it did in the past, they had luckily evolved, yet it could still relax and arouse someone if they were in the correct state.

Especially if said someone had a relationship with the alpha in question. 

In the past months, Felix had heard it just a few times, mostly when they were already having sex, Hyunjin practically growling against his ear as he pounded into him.

“Hm, omega?”

A whine escaped Felix’s mouth and he clenched his legs when all of a sudden his body reacted to the low voice, the slick sticking to his crack and threatening to make a mess.

“I told you I’ve been overthinking.”

Hyunjin pressed their lips together. “What if you don’t like it?”

Felix’s arms flew around the alpha’s neck. “I’ve dreamt about you filling me up more than enough times to know I’ll like it.” He pulled Hyunjin on top of him to lick his scent gland. “The fucking voice, god.”

Hyunjin chuckled.

“For once, it was an accident. My alpha lost it,” he confessed while his fingers hooked around the waistband of Felix’s briefs. “I know I’ll like it, too. I’m just scared I’ll bottom out and cum. Bye. Game over. Best experience of your life.”

Felix giggled as he scattered kisses along Hyunjin’s neck, lifting up his hips so the latter could toss his underwear aside. 

“If that happens, keep it inside and suck on my scent gland. I don’t know how I’m holding back when I’m so sensitive. Shit.”

Hyunjin’s fingers circled his rim and he whimpered when two of them slid inside after collecting part of the wetness coating his buttocks. 

“Did you finger yourself before coming here?”

Felix arched his back, nodding with his eyes closed. “H-hm. I was overthinking but I was also so horny.”

Hyunjin added two more fingers, avoiding Felix’s sweet spot at all cost, focusing on loosening him enough to not hurt him afterwards. They both talked about it —Hyunjin would take his good time fingering him to make sure the experience was surreal for them both.

“It’s a shame your cute fingers can’t make you feel like mine.”

Felix’s nails scratched Hyunjin’s nape as he squirmed underneath him.

“ Fuck. Shut up.”

Felix’s free hand pulled at Hyunjin’s briefs and after a clumsy second, they were out of the way too. His fingers gripped the alpha’s shaft and Felix couldn’t help but moan at the thought of having that inside soon. 

Skin against skin.

“What about your dildos? Do they make you feel like I do?”

Knowing that Felix had been lost in his thoughts, Hyunjin was using all of Felix’s weaknesses against him —the dirty talking, the alpha voice, the teasing…

“They don’t. You know they don’t.” 

Only then did Hyunjin crook his fingers and brush his prostate. 

“Stop. Stop. Asshole, fuck.” 

Felix pressed his legs together, trapping Hyunjin’s hand between them, and did his best to not think about the unbearable pleasure that was nearly exploding in his stomach. Air filled his lungs and his nails sank deeper into the skin of Hyunjin’s nape. 

“You are lucky I didn’t cum,” Felix hissed through clenched teeth, still feeling on the verge of losing control of his body. 

Hyunjin retrieved his fingers and took his cock in his hand whilst Felix spread his legs and pulled them against his chest. Yet Hyunjin, not happy with that position, threw Felix’s legs over his shoulders to lace their fingers over the bed, on either side of the omega’s head.

“As if you haven’t cummed more than once before.”

“But tonight-.” Felix gripped Hyunjin’s hand when he felt the tip brushing him, teasingly. “Hyunjin.”

“Are you still overthinking it?” Was Hyunjin’s reply.

Felix shook his head, the ‘thank you’ implied in the smile curling his lips. 

“Good,” he growled before pushing inside.

Hyunjin bottomed out and the overwhelming sensation of doing it raw washed over Felix. The omega couldn’t say that it physically felt too different but emotionally it was something else. For him, it meant trust. It meant a compromise. And that did affect his body, whose arousal built up as swiftly as Hyunjin had slid inside. 

He wasn’t going to last.

“Oh, god,” the alpha grunted, leaning his forehead against Felix’s. “Fuck.”

Felix tilted his head to kiss him, softly. 

The love confession scratched his throat, yet Felix kissed him again instead of letting it escape his mouth. For no reason at all, or maybe because he didn’t want to say his first I love you like this. 

He needed to do it when they weren’t overwhelmed. When he could hold Hyunjin’s face with his hands and whisper it as if he was just saying “hello”. Felix wanted it to be special but normal. He wanted to say it before falling asleep. Or in the middle of a phone conversation. 

And then, they could say it while they fucked. 

Every morning and night. 

Whenever they could. 

But not now.

Not yet.

“Shit, I’m going to cum. If I move. I can’t. You are so…” Hyunjin growled, inhaling through his nose loudly and caressing Felix’s thigh with the hand that wasn’t holding the omega’s. “I could pop a knot like this.”

Felix moaned, accidentally clenching around Hyunjin’s cock.

“Don’t.”

“Sorry.” Felix swallowed. 

I could pop a knot like this.

They needed to talk about that too. 

“It’s your fault, t-though,” he added, his fingers brushing the alpha’s face. “Why are you holding back? Don’t you want to claim me like that? Don’t you want me to reek of you even after showering?”

Felix hoped he could smell Hyunjin’s coffee all over him after this. 

Many people opted for pulling out right before reaching their climax to avoid cumming inside because it was too personal, the scent sewed to the other person for days. It only got worse if there was some courting in the middle, the claim even stronger. 

Just thinking about it made Felix scream.

“I do,” Hyunjin breathed, tense. “But I also want to make you feel good. Like I feel.”

Felix kissed him again.

“Nothing will make me feel better than you marking me like that.” His nose pressed right against Hyunjin’s scent gland. “Please, alpha.”

Hyunjin growled before rolling his hips ever so slightly, barely pulling out before thrusting again, the movement of his hips shallow and growing desperate within seconds. Felix couldn’t decipher what was pushing him so fast towards his limit —not using protection or seeing Hyunjin so close to losing all self-control. 

His fingers closed around the red strands at Hyunjin's nape and he craned the alpha's head even more to be able to part his lips and bite down into his scent gland without breaking the skin. The claim in theory temporary, but in reality as serious as a mating bite.

High-key saying that I love you that he didn’t want to say earlier. Felix knew that Hyunjin loved him back, after all. 

Hyunjin cursed when Felix’s teeth grazed his skin and his hips stuttered. He moaned and before he could say a thing, he was spilling inside Felix without pulling out. 

Still buried inside him, the alpha tilted his head to be the one biting kisses along the omega’s scent gland after dropping the latter’s legs to the bed. Felix held him against his body and closed his eyes whilst his entire being trembled in a new way. 

“For real, you can’t imagine how hard it is not to knot you every time you smell like this,” Hyunjin kept growling, his voice getting possessive; his fingers marking and gripping; his cheek rubbing Felix’s scent gland as though the omega wasn’t smelling of him enough.

Weeks ago, Hyunjin told him that he hadn’t knotted anyone before. That it was a blatant lie that alphas couldn’t control it. That the only moment where knots had a life of their own was during ruts. And that yeah, at times his alpha nudged him to do it, especially when he was too caught in the moment, but that he had always held back.

That day, they both tiptoed around the possibility of doing it and Felix told him that, obviously, he hadn’t been knotted before either. But that was it. 

The next time one of them mentioned knots was a few days ago when they talked about stopping using condoms and, since then, Felix had been obsessed with it.

“Jinnie,” Felix whined with a hoarse voice. “D-don’t…”

Hyunjin pressed their bodies together even more, pretending his cock was also sliding further into Felix when that was physically impossible, but the intention had the omega writhing underneath him.

“I wouldn’t want to pull out. Not even hours later,” Hyunjin murmured again against Felix’s throat. 

And Felix wondered how he hadn’t fallen apart yet when every new intake of air was a punch of tempting and addictive coffee. It was their feelings and their sexual attraction and the way he was claiming Felix as his own. 

God.

“Y’know, maybe that day I should just cum again while we are locked. Until you feel me here.” One of his hands snaked between their bodies and Felix felt his eyes roll when the alpha’s palm pressed down against the lower part of his stomach. 

“Shit.”

Hyunjin’s fingers trailed down his navel and caressed the skin of his inner thigh whilst he moved to the other side of his neck, lapping at his scent gland with his tongue. 

“Nobody else would even dare to look at you because they’d know you are mine after that.”

The alpha’s lips closed around a spot he tortured earlier on Felix’s neck and the omega arched his back, holding Hyunjin even tighter as his lips parted in a broken moan and he spilled over his abdomen.

Felix cursed whilst he came down from the high and drew a smile when Hyunjin rubbed his nose against his scent gland before lifting up his head and locking eyes with him. 

“I…” Hyunjin trailed off, blushing within seconds.

“Got all alpha?” Felix snickered, brushing Hyunjin’s long hair off his face. “It was hot. Really hot. Everything.”

“And I haven’t pulled out yet.”

Felix licked his lips, picturing himself leaking afterwards. He shuddered. “Do it.”

Hyunjin bit Felix’s cheek playfully. “Only if I get to taste you first.”

Asshole .

“Are you going to eat me out so I don’t ruin your bedsheets?” Felix teased as he fluttered his eyelashes.

And Hyunjin’s response was a smirk that had him almost reaching his climax again.

Chapter Text

"Tú eres mío sin papeles.
Y así cero corazones rotos."

Hyunjin’s POV

“How can you be so fucking clumsy,” Jisung groaned as he guided Hyunjin down the stairs of the fraternity, the alpha having his eyes covered by a blindfold. “One foot after the other, Hyunjin. For the love of god. Is it because of your third leg? Your balance is so shitty because of that?”

Hyunjin snorted and almost stepped onto nothing. 

“I should have told Minho to film you.”

“I don’t even know why you are doing this. Do you think it’s funny to kill me on my birthday?”

Jisung shushed him and slapped his ass. 

“It’s because I don’t want you to see the decorations, idiot. Now keep walking and use your single brain cell to not die.”

Hyunjin rolled his eyes behind the blindfold. “Fine.”

When they reached the living room, he recognised the voices of other frat members and friends. He could already tell that Hongjoong, Minho and Chan were there, he didn’t know who else got invited to his party since Jisung told him he would organise everything and that he just had to look hot.

“You really blindfolded him,” Minho commented before letting out a giggle. 

“I didn’t want him to see the decorations!”

“What the fuck did you do?” Hyunjin finally asked, crossing his arms against his chest and wondering why the hell his best friends hadn’t removed the blindfold yet since they were in the living room. 

“Well…” Minho trailed off. “Remember when you made that selection of your favourite pictures and then never sent them anywhere? You didn’t even post all of them on social media.”

Hyunjin scrunched up his nose, lost. 

What did that have to do with his birthday party?

“I… do? Does that explain why I still can’t see a thing?”

Minho smacked his head. “Yah. Let me finish. You are getting older but not more patient, huh?”

“I’m just asking!”

Jisung’s fingers grabbed the sleep mask they were using to cover Hyunjin’s eyes and move it out of the way, the alpha’s eyes slowly adjusting to the party lights of the living room. 

“Jisung and I made some kind of exhibition with your pictures. We thought you might like it.”

“Yeah. And all of us have left comments below. As if we knew a single shit about photography.”

Around them, all his friends were gathering, ready to start the birthday party like they always did .

“Anyway…”

“Happy birthday, Hyunjin!”

*

“Felix told us he would be late because he had a late meeting with his dance crew to talk about a couple of assignments,” Minho murmured while they both stared at a picture of Felix with a cigarette between his lips, looking out of the window of his bedroom wearing nothing but his underwear and a long t-shirt that roughly reached the middle part of his thighs. 

He was half-drawing a smile yet his eyes were forming crescents regardless.

Hyunjin loved that picture because it showed, at the same time, the natural and unbelievable beauty of the omega and also the beauty in doing the most regular things. 

Secretly, Hyunjin also loved how Felix had allowed him to take that picture, when he was feeling particularly vulnerable, frustrated over a bad grade after working his ass off and trying to smoke all his negative thoughts away.

The comment under that picture said:

I didn’t know you liked this one so much. I didn’t know that’s how you see me through your lens either. It’s gorgeous. You should send them somewhere next time. 

Felix.

“I told him we could just meet at his flat after the party.”

“And I told you I didn’t want to miss your birthday party,” another low voice said. 

Felix’s low voice.

Hyunjin craned his head in his direction with a silly smile already hanging from his lips, the subtle honey enveloping him and making Hyunjin want to remove the scent blocker so he could smell Felix’s scent properly.

“Happy birthday, Jin.” The omega looked at Minho and his smile got slightly less confident, but not much. “Hi, Minho.”

“Hi,” the older omega replied. “And see you later,” he added before walking down the rest of the stairs.

Hyunjin shook his head at the blunt behaviour of his best friend and focused his gaze on the omega standing beside him, a box carefully held between his arms and his smile widening again now that they were alone.

“Sorry I’m late,” Felix murmured as he leaned in, pressing his lips against Hyunjin. “For these assignments we are also working with a couple of classmates that are not part of our dance crew and San can’t stand one of them so it’s been… intense .”

Hyunjin raised his eyebrows, unable to imagine San not getting along with anyone. 

“What the fuck did that person do?”

Felix shrugged. “It’s because of something that happened at a party last year.”

For some reason, Felix’s mysterious answer only fueled his curiosity. 

“With Wooyoung?”

The omega cackled, shaking his head and letting out a loud and long sigh. 

“He thought San and I were fooling around behind Woo’s back so he approached me to tell me that I didn’t have to share an alpha with someone else. That he was single.” Felix rolled his eyes as he recalled the event. 

An unpleasant sensation sat at the top of Hyunjin’s stomach whilst he listened to him. 

Was that why he always was so cryptic about past experiences, because he didn’t want to talk about the gross ones with him? 

“I got pissed and for some fucking reason the idiot found it hot. Alphas. I dunno. He’s been chasing me since then and San is kinda waiting for him to do something so he has an excuse to punch him.”

Slowly, Hyunjin traced his lips with his tongue.

“Chasing you.”

Felix pursed his lips. 

“Yeah, but it’s nothing. And now that I’m with you he’s keeping his distance.” Felix laughed again. “Your presence means more to him than me asking him to go fuck himself, I guess. But anyway. It’s fine. I haven’t told you because I don’t care and because if he goes to any party, San always has an eye on him.”

Involuntarily, the only sound that left Hyunjin’s lips was a growl and the alpha closed his mouth right away, his eyes widening. 

“Sorry.”

“Are you mad?”

“What?” Hyunjin shook his head. “I’m mad but not at you. I hate those kind of alphas so much. You are not… mine .” His neck burnt as the blush conquered the area. “I mean. You are not my possession. You… God.”

Felix tilted his head until he could lean it against Hyunjin’s shoulder, wrapping one of his arms around the alpha’s body and holding the box with the other.

“I know.” He kissed Hyunjin’s jaw. “I’m yours, though. Even if it’s not like that.”

This time, a completely different type of growl vibrated on the alpha’s lips and the omega giggled adorably at the sound, rubbing his nose against Hyunjin’s cheek.

“I’m glad San is there for you,” Hyunjin whispered after a long moment in silence. “I know you could kick his ass but I bet that prick behaves a bit more with another alpha around.”

“We wonder if he still thinks that we have a thing.”

Hyunjin snorted. “Is it because of your choreographies?”

Felix nuzzled against Hyunjin’s cheek again, humming. 

“ Yup. Apparently he could feel our sexual tension from afar.”

Hyunjin slid his hand into the back pocket of Felix’s jeans, keeping the omega’s body pressed against him and moving his head so he could trail his nose down Felix’s scent gland, finally inhaling his honey properly.

“Oh, really? Are you hooking up with San when you tell me you are rehearsing?” Hyunjin asked, nonchalantly, while his nose kept drawing patterns along Felix’s neck. “Is that why you sometimes smell like him?”

In certain contexts, Hyunjin knew that his alpha could get very territorial and possessive. That’s why he marked Felix so much and why his knees buckled when Felix stated, proudly, that he was his alpha. But as someone with two omega best friends who’d had to deal with some weird and gross rumours in the past, he knew damn well what a platonic relationship was. 

There were different types of friendships. Sure. But anyway, that’s what they were —relationships between friends .

Getting jealous because Felix smelled like San after dancing together would be as silly as Felix getting jealous because he liked to steal Jisung’s hoodies when he was stressed and wanted to be surrounded by a comforting scent.

“Guilty. I can’t believe it took you so long to figure it out.” 

Hyunjin smirked against the smooth skin. 

“I was lying to myself. I wanted to believe this was as good as it felt.”

A kiss on Felix’s cheek. Another on his temple. On his nose. 

“I wish you didn’t have to deal with people like that,” Hyunjin ended up murmuring before placing a kiss on the omega’s lips.

“It’s okay.” Felix kissed him again. “I’m not here to talk about the assholes that have hit on me in the past years.” He raised the arm that was holding the box. “It’s your birthday, remember?”

Hyunjin beamed and took the box, ripping the wrapping paper and waiting for a couple of seconds before taking a look inside. 

Honestly? He was going to love whatever was in that box. 

The first thing that caught Hyunjin’s attention was the soft cushion on top of everything. It seemed like a regular one. Plain black. However, Hyunjin was well aware of the person he was courting so he pulled out the cushion and glanced at the other side.

His eyebrows shot up.

“I had to do it,” Felix explained, smiling innocently.

Little shit. 

The other side of the cushion had a big picture of Felix’s face and the caption below was sit (can’t stress this enough) on my fucking face xxx . 

“You spend many hours editing pictures so I thought you might need one extra cushion. And you can also hug it and pretend it’s me when you miss me.”

Hyunjin’s gaze dropped to the cushion again.

How could a gift be so perfect?

“And these?” Hyunjin asked as he pointed at the pair of slippers that was hidden under the cushion. 

Those ones didn’t have a funny design. They were navy blue with white clouds.

Felix bit his lower lip, tilting his head ever so slightly to the side.

“Those ones are for my flat. Because… you are always… welcome?” Felix groaned and covered part of his face with one hand. “Why do things sound better in my head? I meant… that you are not temporary to me. I want you to have slippers and a toothbrush and whatever you want so every time you stay over you don’t need to bring a backpack.”

Hyunjin could imagine how fucking whipped he looked as he stared at Felix without blinking, his fingers holding the slippers tenderly whilst Felix’s words squeezed his heart. Were they moving too fast? 

Who decided what was fast anyway?

“Are you courting me, omega?” Hyunjin let out, barely finding the strength to not giggle like an idiot, struggling to keep a straight face when he only wanted to scatter kisses across those freckled cheeks. 

“And if I am, alpha?”

Hyunjin moved closer to sink his teeth into Felix’s cheek. “Then it’s one hundred percent working.”

Felix gave him a peck and turned around to walk down the stairs, swinging his hips exaggeratedly and totally on purpose, tilting his head to look at him over his shoulder and wink. 

“I know.”

*

Hyunjin walked into Felix’s flat and the omega closed the door behind them, leaning against the wooden surface and staring into Hyunjin’s soul. Hyunjin turned in his direction, his lips stretching in the happiest smile.

“Thank you for coming today,” Hyunjin murmured. 

“I wanted to be with you and your friends,” Felix replied, softly. “And don’t thank me. It’s your birthday.”

His arms circled around Hyunjin’s neck and Felix pulled him in until their bodies were flushed together and their lips brushing. 

“I have… a surprise for you,” the omega confessed shyly, giving him a peck and pulling back whilst he tortured his lower lip with his teeth. “I don’t want to chicken out so…” Felix pushed him gently and Hyunjin walked backwards, curious. “Why don’t you… sit down here and wait for me?”

Hyunjin furrowed his eyebrows. 

Felix had left a single chair in the middle of his living room and pushed aside the coffee table so there was more space.

Not wanting to ruin his surprise by trying to guess what it could be, Hyunjin removed his jacket, throwing it to the couch, and waited like Felix asked him. Curiosity was nipping at his toes but he didn’t call Felix, waiting patiently for him.

The omega came back a couple of minutes later with a different outfit.

He was wearing some leather trousers and a jacket with only a couple of buttons done, so Hyunjin could admire those sculpted abdominals that he had traced with his tongue so many times before.

Felix’s honey was so intense .

Hyunjin couldn’t tell if it was because he was nervous or just excited.

Maybe both.

“I’m only going to give you one hint,” Felix warned him as he pulled his phone out of his pocket. He clicked on the screen and a song started playing.

At first, Hyunjin just thought that it was one of those reggaeton ones that they played at the fraternity during their parties. Then, the memories flowed into his mind —memories of a party, some months ago. Memories of a game. But not just any game, Truth Or Dare. Memories of the sexiest ass he had ever seen and a grin that now was engraved deep inside his brain. Memories of sweet honey dripping over his skin whilst he cummed in front of everyone.

His eyes widened, realisation hitting.

Hyunjin cursed under his breath.

Felix smirked and set the phone on the couch, pausing the song.

“I was going to use another song but… I thought… what if I try to make you cum untouched again with the same song?”

Hyunjin could only swallow the saliva pooling in his mouth.

“But…” Felix bit his lip again. That fucking honey. “I’m changing the setting a lil’ bit this time, yeah?” He pulled a ribbon out of his pocket and moved to the back of the chair, bending down and taking Hyunjin’s hands until they were pressed against his back. “I don’t want you to touch me today. Can I?”

The question slipped past his lips as the ribbon caressed the skin of Hyunjin’s wrists and the alpha exhaled. He was already rock hard in his briefs and Felix hadn’t even started with the lap-dance.

He was so screwed.

So gone.

“Yes. Shit.”

Felix chuckled behind him as he tied him up and Hyunjin shuddered when the next thing he felt was the lips of the omega brushing his ear, “Happy birthday, alpha.”

Yeah. He was fucking gone.

Felix came back to the couch to play the song again from the beginning and walked towards Hyunjin swinging his hips. Swinging his hips like he did at the party earlier . Like the menace he also was that first night but worse, because now Hyunjin was wrapped around Felix’s little finger and a lap-dance was a very dangerous gift. 

What if this was his last birthday?

Fuck.

What a way to leave the world.

Felix placed his hands on Hyunjin’s thighs and spread his legs, stepping into the space between them whilst he bent his knees, his face getting close to Hyunjin’s hardening length and his body bouncing on nothing .

Between his legs.

While Felix stared at him with sultry eyes and the smirk of a demon curling his lips.

He was surely going to cum so soon.

Hyunjin couldn’t even feel embarrassed about it.

But it got worse. Of course it did.

Felix’s hands travelled to the buttons of his jacket and Hyunjin let out a gasp when it fell to the floor and revealed what Felix was wearing underneath. His arms moved by instinct and Hyunjin groaned when he remembered he was tied. 

He couldn’t touch him .

Felix was wearing a silky, strapless, crimson top. Hyunjin also noticed a suspender belt peeking shyly out of his high-waisted trousers. And he couldn’t touch him yet.

Was that a birthday present or a torture? 

“Fuck, Lix.”

The omega chuckled, darkly, and threw his ass back, arched his back and slowly stood back on his feet whilst his hands trailed up his own legs until they were over his own ass. He turned around and Hyunjin’s breath hitched when Felix began removing his trousers at the same pace.

Tempting. Too slowly. Sliding them down his legs at the rhythm of the music, still dancing. Hyunjin was shamelessly looking at his ass, so he felt like someone who had a front row seat to the best concert of his life when the trousers were tossed aside and he found himself face to face with the suspender belt, which was attached to some black stockings and some crimson cheeky panties that hugged his butt in all the perfect places.

“You are so fucking hot,” Hyunjin praised in a whisper.

Felix turned his head to smile at him and he proceeded to plop down on his lap. He ground against Hyunjin’s hardness like he did the first time and he bent back until Hyunjin’s chest was pressed against Felix’s back. 

Hyunjin tried to free himself again and Felix’s honey boiled. 

He tilted his head in Hyunjin’s direction and whereas the first time he was careful, this time he sucked Hyunjin’s scent gland and mouthed at it, riding him as though they were naked. 

Hyunjin moaned against Felix’s mouth when the omega gripped his chin to smash their mouths together, licking into his mouth like a starved man and rolling his hips just right . 

His body twitched, his hips bucking up as though he was actually fucking him, and Hyunjin made no sound as his eyes rolled and his orgasm slammed through his entire being. 

Felix turned around and straddled him again, cupping his face with a smile that was too sweet for the clothes he was wearing and for what he had done to him. Hyunjin hadn’t even come down from his high, yet he managed to smile back.

“It drives me crazy when I make you cum like this.”

“Untie me.” 

Felix stretched his arm and got rid of the ribbon. In less than a second, Hyunjin was running his hands along Felix’s stockings and kneading his asscheeks like he usually did. Yet instead of finding the panties wet and the omega leaking, they were dry. 

And that was… weird.

Felix smelled too fucking good to not be dripping wet. 

This wasn’t like the first time they did it raw.

He pulled at the strap of the panties, more intrigued than worried, and his fingers froze the moment he ran it along the crack. 

“Are you…” His fingertip was literally touching it , so Hyunjin didn’t actually need an answer. 

And yet…

“Are you shy now?” Felix teased.

“I’m getting hard again and I just came,” Hyunjin confessed, catching Felix’s lip between his teeth. “A fucking plug. When did you even…?” 

Felix snickered. 

“Earlier. When I changed… Shit .” His voice trailed off when Hyunjin pulled at the plug, sliding it out ever so slightly before pushing it in again. “When I changed clothes. I didn’t want to ruin the panties and I wanted you to fuck…” Felix moaned. “I wanted you to fuck me. After the lap-dance. Without prepping. I wanted to… sit on it. Fuck, Jin.”

That was the last straw for him. 

Hyunjin pressed the plug in and grabbed Felix’s thighs, lifting him up and sitting him on the table where they usually had their meals and that Felix and Jeongin had in the corner of the living room. 

It seemed to fit.

Because Hyunjin was going to devour him.

“I’m the luckiest alpha,” Hyunjin mumbled over Felix’s scent gland, pulling out the plug and unzipping his jeans to pull them down his thighs along with his briefs. “The luckiest.”

“Me,” Felix babbled, gripping Hyunjin’s hair. “That’s me.”

Hyunjin’s fingers clumsily moved over the suspenders and the panties, feeling as if he was facing an enigma. He sucked on the skin behind Felix’s ear and the omega whimpered.

He was losing his goddamn mind.

Hyunjin’s nails scratched the fabric of the panties over Felix’s hips and the latter closed his fingers around his wrist, likely realising that Hyunjin was avoiding at all costs tearing another set of lingerie to pieces. 

“Rip it. I want you inside.” 

He barely registered the sound of the fabric as he tore it under his fingers. 

People couldn’t be feral anymore but Hyunjin felt like it. 

He wanted to mark Felix up. To have him covered in hickeys and reeking of his coffee. To claim him in ways he hadn’t claimed anyone before. In ways that were permanent and too serious for two people that were in their early twenties and hadn’t started officially dating yet.

Hyunjin bottomed out in one go and bent down to kiss Felix whilst the omega adjusted around him, the slick making the slide so smooth that Hyunjin could cum on the spot. 

Felix wrapped his legs around Hyunjin.

For a second, the time slowed down.

It was weird, new, and a bit like a fucking movie.

But the seconds seemed to be… longer, somehow, when he drew back to look at Felix and he found the omega’s cheeks flushed and his lips swollen and his honey already melting inside his coffee. 

He looked so gorgeous.

“I like you so much.”

Well. It was a lot like a fucking movie, not a bit.

Hyunjin closed his eyes after saying those words, not because he was ashamed but because he was balls deep into Felix when his brain had decided to get corny. 

“I…” The alpha stuttered, his eyes opening as he braced himself. 

Felix pressed their lips together, rolling his hips against him and making Hyunjin’s cock move inside him, stealing moans from them both. 

Was the omega going to ignore it?

Hyunjin’s moves faltered.

But Felix didn’t seem to notice at first, because he kissed Hyunjin again —on his lips, on his jaw, on his neck. Sucking on his scent gland and biting on it. Rubbing his cheek against the skin as if he was scenting him thoroughly.

No.

How did Minho call it?

Claiming him .

“I like you too,” he murmured, suddenly, grinding against him desperately and with his cheek still against Hyunjin’s scent gland. “God. You make me feel so…”

Why the fuck did he always panic when it was obvious Felix was as screwed as him?

Hyunjin pulled back and slammed in again.

“Feral?”

Felix arched his back, nodding. “Yeah. I want to mark you up. Want to tell everyone that you are mine. That you are… with me.”

The confession set a fire in Hyunjin’s body and the alpha set a pace that really looked animalistic. His nails scratched Felix’s skin as he kept him pinned on the table and his teeth sank into the flesh multiple times, leaving a path of dark hickeys as he slid his lips from the beginning of Felix’s neck to his shoulder.

“Say that again,” Hyunjin asked through gritted teeth.

Felix was clinging onto him whilst Hyunjin manhandled him over the surface to thrust even deeper. He looked completely out of himself, as if he was drowning so deep in his pleasure that he could barely pay attention to what Hyunjin was saying.

He was such a vision.

All sprawled out, letting Hyunjin do whatever he wanted to him. Only taking, taking and taking, insatiable. 

Felix’s eyelashes fluttered, beautifully.

Beautifully . How, Hyunjin wondered. 

How could he look so devastatingly hot, sinful and beautiful? 

The omega’s lips stretched in a delirious grin, as if Felix had just read his mind. 

“Mine,” he whimpered, breathless. Stuttering, even. “You are mine.”

His arms tightened around Hyunjin’s neck before he could reply, bringing their bodies together, and Felix whispered into his ear, “Let me ride you and cum all over you.”

Although Hyunjin wasn’t looking for any proof, that murmur kind of cleared his mind, Minho’s words louder than ever inside his head. Since when had Felix been so possessive —and not in a bad, toxic way? Since when had he been openly marking Hyunjin, renewing his sweet scent when it was starting to wear off? 

It was a miracle that he didn’t reach his climax as he stared at Felix, mouth agape and wide-eyed. Everything was so different since he started courting the omega.

It was as if they couldn’t keep anything to themselves. Confessing one thing after the other, almost scared of forgetting what they carried inside. 

God. Love was something else.

Felix kitten-licked the seam of Hyunjin’s lips.

“Sit on the table, alpha.”

Hyunjin gulped, his guts twisting; his fingers gripping Felix harder.

“Gimme…” Hyunjin was tense from head to toes, holding back his own orgasm. “Fuck.”

As harshly as he had been moving since Felix untied him, Hyunjin pulled out and got onto the table, helping the omega to get on top of him, his long legs covered in those tempting black stockings on both sides of Hyunjin’s thighs whilst Felix’s hand reached between them to take Hyunjin’s cock. 

The tip brushed Felix’s slicked rim and the moment it slipped inside, the omega bounced . 

Dancers had the stamina of the devil.

And for a split second, that thought, and maybe many other thoughts, gave birth to a new one. Or it was simply that the vague idea that had been haunting him for weeks had finally decided to catch Hyunjin’s attention.

Whilst the omega rolled his hips almost violently, Hyunjin wondered if Felix would look and feel so fucking good if his cock was the one buried in Hyunjin’s heat.

He imagined how it would feel to have Felix hovering above him, teasing him, bending his knees and thrusting inside.

Would Felix fuck him so good that he would be sore the next morning?

Hyunjin’s throat dried.

He had never considered the possibility of bottoming. 

Never.

Yeah, he had joked about it with Minho and Jisung. Yeah, he had fingered himself out of curiosity more than once. And yeah, he knew of some alphas who even preferred that position —he had even talked to Seonghwa about it. Many times. And nothing the other alpha said had ever made him want to experience it with anyone. 

At least, not with a stranger. Not with a hook-up.

“Fuck,” Hyunjin grunted. “‘M close. Lix.”

Would Felix like that?

The omega had insinuated that he had done that before but they hadn’t talked properly about it, Felix always staying as mysterious as possible about his past hook-ups. But now Hyunjin couldn’t shake the image from his mind and it didn’t make it any better to focus his gaze because right in front of him was Felix, with his gorgeous lingerie and his mouth-watering scent.

Felix tilted his head and dragged his tongue along Hyunjin’s scent gland, his moves growing deeper, less precise. His fingers gripped Hyunjin’s hair and when he nipped the skin he had been marking with his lips, Hyunjin felt the world blurring around him.

His arms tightened around Felix and his forehead knocked against the omega’s while the latter kept circling his hips to help him ride his orgasm. 

His entire being was shuddering when Felix pushed him onto the table and closed his hand around his shaft. A smirk bloomed on the omega’s lips and the alpha craned his head, presenting his already bitten scent gland.

“Here,” Hyunjin mumbled whilst Felix pumped his cock.

The omega spilled messily over his neck, collarbones and part of his jaw, and Hyunjin whimpered as if he had cummed again. Especially when Felix pressed his fingers over his skin, smearing the substance before bringing his fingers to his own lips. 

Though Felix never got to taste himself because Hyunjin took his wrist and guided it towards his own mouth, sucking his fingers clean and licking them lazily.

“I won’t make it to my next birthday,” Hyunjin declared when Felix curled on top of him.

Felix giggled. “Lingerie, a plug and a lap-dance. The combo to kill a fratboy.”

It’s just you.

Hyunjin chuckled. “My kryptonite.”

Chapter Text

"Si te llevo a otro universo.
Y después te pido un beso."

Felix’s POV

“H-hm,” Felix hummed as he held Hyunjin tighter and snuggled against him. “You are telling me I’ll wake up with you next to me for three more days? Did I accidentally sell my soul to a demon in my dreams for this to happen?” 

Hyunjin chuckled, his fingers caressing the omega’s bare back.

“That or Chan was really convincing when he asked Jeongin to spend the week camping.”

“It’s thanks to an angel, then,” Felix nodded, solemn. 

Although the omega doubted Chan had to do anything remotely special to convince Jeongin. The beta was willing to spend all his time with him. Considering how long he was pining after the omega, Felix was so happy to see his best friend so smitten and happy . He had been glowing since Chan became his official partner. 

“Did you rest?” Felix whispered after brushing Hyunjin’s collarbones with his lips. 

“Yeah. I sleep so well when you are with me.”

“Do you remember how horny I got the first time?” Felix laughed. 

He had been so embarrassed back then. He even woke up because of his whines and Hyunjin himself confirmed that he had been whining for a while by the time he opened his eyes. And yet, Felix couldn’t say he didn’t sleep like a baby. Especially after having sex the next morning and cuddling Hyunjin to sleep again.

“Do you think I can forget that? I thought I was dreaming, but no. It was you. On top of me. Leaking and making those sounds.” The alpha shivered next to him. “I can’t believe it happened.”

“I still wake up a bit… bothered sometimes.”

Hyunjin pulled him on top of his body to be able to run his fingers properly along Felix’s spine. The latter accommodated his head against the alpha’s shoulder and closed his eyes again, drowning in the pleasing sensation of Hyunjin’s fingertips dancing over his skin.

“And every time I think I’m dreaming.”

*

“Your hair is so long now,” Felix commented as he separated Hyunjin’s red strands in sections. “When I met you it didn’t reach your shoulders and now it’s longer than that.”

It wasn’t much longer, true, but it gave Felix the opportunity to do hairstyles he couldn’t do to himself since his hair was really short.

“I’ve been thinking about dyeing it again. I’ve been with the red for so long but it’s a bitch to get rid of it and I don’t want to get broke at the hairdresser’s.”

Felix was doing two braids on the top part of Hyunjin’s head and the idea was that those braids ended in two half ponytails. Then, he would add some waves here and there.

He was ambitious, he was aware, but Hyunjin would look so beautiful.

“Can’t you go black or something like that?”

Hyunjin groaned. “I could but that’s boring.”

“Then, what? Silver? Peach? Purple?”

“Pink, maybe. Spring time.”

Felix pursed his lips as he did the first braid, grabbing the transparent hair tie when he got to where he was planning on doing the ponytail and trying not to laugh at Hyunjin’s comment. He didn’t want to mess the hairstyle up. 

Only when the first braid was secured, he giggled.

“Is it too tight?”

“No, it’s fine.” Hyunjin craned his head to look at Felix. “Would you like it?”

“Hm? What?” Felix asked, confused, with his nose scrunched up.

“The pink hair.”

Felix’s lips parted in surprise. 

Did he really just ask that?

“Will my answer change anything? I want you to get the colour you like. I mean, you know I don’t fancy green or neon yellow, but those are not options. Pink sounds perfect to me. You’d look so hot.”

“More than now?” Hyunjin joked.

“You’d go from ‘I’m going to fuck your son in his bed while you are at home’ to ‘I’m your mums’ favourite boy and they don’t mind if we spend the night alone’.”

“Like a wolf in sheep’s clothing?” 

Felix grabbed Hyunjin’s chin to turn his head to the front again so he could do the next braid.

“Yeah. No more fuckboy vibes. Or not this much.”

“If it means becoming your mums’ favourite boy, then it’s worth it.”

The omega didn’t say anything for a couple of seconds, debating on whether to tell Hyunjin what he actually talked to them about a week ago or not. They had only shared their wish and the last thing he wanted was to stress the alpha out, but since they were talking about his mothers… 

He secured the second braid and grabbed the hair comb to separate the section of hair he would use for the first ponytail. 

“They actually want to meet you.”

Hyunjin’s coffee intensified, a sour undertone making Felix get tense behind him. 

“But not now! Just… someday.”

“What did they say?”

Felix sighed. 

It had been such a funny conversation. 

They had come to a city nearby so they had picked Felix up to have dinner all together and when it seemed that they were going to ask him about the new semester and his classes, one of them pointed out that he smelled like someone else.

Since Felix was a child, he had always been really open with them. He found out that he was gay at a very young age, and the first people he opened up to about it were them. He also asked them pretty blunt sexual and romantic questions throughout his high school years and when he was still a minor, his mothers were the ones who bought him the alcohol for his parties since they preferred to know what their son was going to be drinking all night.

And that went both ways, because the moment Felix was old enough to be able to talk about certain topics, they also shared many things with him. As many as a mother could share with her child.

So, to be fair, Felix kind of expected it. 

Because he got his sharp tongue from them both.

“His name is Hyunjin,” Felix had confessed as he rubbed his nape. “I told you about him at Christmas but I haven’t found the moment to tell you anything else.”

“Is that the alpha you were doing so many videocalls with?” 

“Mum!”

“I just want to know who the person dating my son is!” Iseul retorted before taking a long sip of her wine. “Say something, love,” she prompted her wife.

Daeun rolled her eyes, like every time Iseul forced her to join a conversation when she could have been peacefully enjoying it in silence.

“You seem happy.”

Felix hid behind his palms, groaning embarrassed.

“I am. He’s courting me and we are going out on dates and he’s just like us. Like… he’s transparent and talks everything out, even the smallest things. He makes it easy.”

“When do you say we are meeting him?” Iseul said, her lips still pressed against the glass.

“Mum, I swear to god.”

“I already told you that I want to know who the person dating my son is! And nothing’s better than meeting him in person!”

The omega adored the blind support. The lack of unnecessary questions and the way they were just supportive and genuinely curious about meeting Hyunjin. But it was such a big step that Felix knew they couldn’t take it all of a sudden.

His mothers were particularly intense, so it would be better if they visit them in summer. 

“But he only started courting me a few weeks ago!”

Daeun laughed at the interaction, giving her wife’s hand a few warning taps on the hand. 

“Don’t stress him out.” Her eyes bored into Felix. “No visits yet but show us a picture and tell us better how you met because if I recall correctly, on Christmas you told us that you met at a party.”

Well.

“Yeah…? He’s part of a fraternity and we met at a party they were organising.”

And although Felix had always been as sincere as possible with them, that night he decided that a little lie wouldn’t hurt anyone. Not because he thought they would judge him, but because eventually Hyunjin would be in the same room as them and Felix could already picture the jokes they could make.

Big no.

That wasn’t going to happen.

“We talked a little bit and we got… hooked. I don’t know. Something switched. I thought it was his scent but I’m not so sure anymore.”

His mothers cooed.

“Tell him we want to meet him when he feels ready, yeah?” Iseul insisted, squeezing her son’s hand. 

“I will.”

“But show us a picture.”

Felix still wasn’t sure how he didn’t show them a nude by accident when he opened his gallery and clicked on the folder he had with pictures of Hyunjin or with him.

The omega shrugged as he looked at Hyunjin. “So I showed them a picture we took at the restaurant you took me for our first date and they said you were really handsome and that we looked happy together.”

“You told them I was in a fraternity,” Hyunjin murmured, mortified.

“Do you know how many times they have seen me throwing up after a party? Or just so wasted I couldn’t walk straight? They don’t give a shit about the fraternity, Jin.”

Hyunjin formed a line with his lips and added in a soft whisper, “My parents know about you, too. Well. My parents, my step-mum and my sisters.”

Some time ago, when they talked about their families, Hyunjin explained to him that his parents had divorced on friendly terms when he was really young and that during the next ten years, Dae and him kept living in their house while their parents took turns to spend a month with them. 

It was then when his father, Sanghun, met his current wife, Minjun, whose daughter was Hyunjin’s sister’s age. 

Luckily for everyone, Minjun always treated them like another mother, just like Hyunjin’s dad always did the same with Jiho. And what was even better —Minjun and Eunae got along from day one. Which ended up with Hyunjin’s mother also taking care of Jiho from time to time.

Now that all of them were adults, Dae and Jiho lived in their own flats, and Hyunjin spent most of his holidays with his father and his step-mum because his mother usually travelled quite a lot due to her job. 

“Then why were you so shocked?” Felix nudged, punching the alpha’s shoulder softly.

“I don’t know!” Hyunjin punched Felix’s knee. “Dae actually invited us to spend a weekend with her and Jiho so you didn’t have to meet my parents first but…” Hyunjin sighed. “My sisters are scarier than my parents, to be honest.”

“Because you are their baby,” Felix supplied, now pinching the alpha’s cheek.

“A baby that’s a head taller than them both.”

“Well, they are many years older than you.”

“Only seven!”

“Baby,” Felix sang-song.

*

Felix leaned onto the tip of his toes to be able to look over Hyunjin’s shoulder whilst he wrapped his arms around the alpha’s waist. Their height difference wasn’t so noticeable when they were wearing shoes because Felix adored wearing boots and sneakers with platforms but the moment they were barefoot, the omega felt so tiny beside him.

“I want to help,” Felix pouted with his chin propped over Hyunjin’s shoulder. “Why can’t I help? You are my guest!”

Hyunjin kept chopping the red peppers, barely tilting his head in Felix’s direction to be able to cook while he talked to the omega.

“Yeah. But I’m also your boy-.” Hyunjin bit his tongue and Felix leaned even more onto his tiptoes.

“My what? I didn’t hear you.”

“I’m not gonna say it. I already said it enough with my sisters when they visited me for my birthday last week.”

The evening Felix told Hyunjin that his mothers wanted to meet him, he had also kind of admitted that he had used the B word with them. However, neither of them made any comments about it.

Likely because although they both were smart enough to see that they were boyfriends , they were waiting until the other said it out loud. Or asked the question. Or talked openly about it. 

And not because they were scared or nervous. It seemed to really have turned into some kind of game to them.

“Oh, really?”

“You’ve said it too, darling.”

“But not in front of you, darling .”

Hyunjin rolled his eyes, putting the minced red pepper and onion in a bowl and grabbing the green pepper to resume chopping. 

“I won’t be the first one.”

“You kinda were,” Felix retorted, rubbing his nose against Hyunjin’s nape. “Why can’t you say the whole word?”

“Thought you said you didn’t hear me.”

Felix huffed and Hyunjin giggled, grabbing a piece of green pepper and offering it to the omega since the latter seemed to like almost every vegetable both cooked and raw. Felix still laughed at the face Hyunjin put on the day he took a piece of potato right after Hyunjin added the seasoning and bit it absent-mindedly, commenting in a murmur how mediocre that potato was.

“ Please , let me help you cook. What am I supposed to do while you are chopping veggies? Look at you?”

“You can keep back-hugging me.”

“But that’s not cooking,” Felix groaned, faking a cough when Hyunjin shut him up by stuffing some red pepper into his mouth. “Fuck you!” He grabbed the vegetable and bit on it again. 

“Dinner first. Sex later.”

This idiot.

“Someone ate clowns for breakfast today,” the omega grumbled, as though he was offended by the conversation when he was actually holding back his laughter. “Maybe you’ll sleep on the couch. No sex and no honey for you.”

Hyunjin faked a sniff and wiped his nonexistent tears with the back of his hand.

“How can you do that to me… Just because I didn’t want to let the person I’m dating cook with me.”

The person I’m dating.

Felix was going to murder him.

“Are we playing synonyms now?”

“Say one and we will be.”

The omega smacked the alpha’s arm, their giggles unable to leave their lips when Felix rested his chin again on Hyunjin’s shoulder and suggested:

“‘My alpha’ counts?”

“Definitely no.” He pointed at the bowl with his knife. “Is that enough for the chicken fajitas?” 

Felix pressed his lips together, trying to come up with more synonyms.

“It’d be nice if you didn’t forget the chicken,” he said, still thinking, and Hyunjin chuckled.

“Maybe I wasn’t the only one who ate clowns today.”

“‘The alpha courting me’?”

Hyunjin nodded. 

“An easy one but valid. Can we get corny?”

Felix untangled himself from around the alpha to retrieve the chicken they —Hyunjin— had previously seared and cut into strips from the kitchen counter, handing the plate to the alpha and turning on the stove after adding some oil to the pan.

“Go ahead. Scare the shit out of me.”

Hyunjin turned his head in Felix’s direction and brought a hand to his chest, dramatically.

“‘The sun in my sky’.”

“I thought you were going to say ‘the love of my life’ but this one is… low-key cute. Gross. But cute.”

“Oh. Do you think I’m the love of your life?” Hyunjin fluttered his eyelashes, walking towards Felix with the bowl where he had mixed the vegetables with the chicken. 

Felix darted his gaze to look at the pan with a smile that wasn’t amused anymore but endeared. Because although he wasn’t a fan of those kinds of terms, he couldn’t say it didn’t come close to reality. 

Or to the future —it was too soon to have such a strong idea about Hyunjin.

“Maybe I hope that you are.”

The alpha added the ingredients to the pan and kissed the omega’s temple. 

“Maybe we’ll say the word ‘mate’ before we get to say the B word.”

A soft purr vibrated in Felix’s throat and the latter instantly blushed, his cheeks and neck burning even more than the pan he had in front of him.

“Shit,” Felix muttered. “Fucking omega.”

Hyunjin beamed, pressing another kiss against Felix’s temple while his coffee got as intense as the one that was freshly made.

Chapter Text

"Así que acércate, déjame...
Entender el porqué cada vez...
Que nos vemos siento que se para el tiempo.
Aunque nos comamos rápido o lento."

Hyunjin’s POV

“I want you to fuck me,” the alpha blurted out the last night of the long weekend they were spending together. They were already under the covers, leaning on their sides, his back against Felix’s chest and the omega’s arms secured around his waist.

The honey intensified, his arms held him harder and Hyunjin heard the sharp intake of air behind him.

“What?”

“I said… I want you to fuck me. If you want. Lately when we make out, I can only think about that. I don’t know why. The thought popped up one day and it’s fucking haunting me.”

Felix’s nose brushed Hyunjin’s nape.

“You’ve never done that before,” the omega stated, though it sounded like an open question. Like prompting Hyunjin into elaborating a little further.

Hyunjin hummed.

“I think I didn’t feel comfortable enough with anyone to consider it. Maybe if I had hooked up with an alpha before, I’d have to talk about it, but usually at parties people just… assume I was going to top and I was okay with that. I like to… do the fucking.”

Felix giggled, the melodic sound floating around them.

“What did you just say?” He questioned, still laughing.

“You understood me,” Hyunjin groaned, his nerves making his stomach twirl and his voice stutter slightly. “I’m curious. And I trust you and I really want to know how it feels to have you inside like that. Happy now?”

Felix’s hand trailed up Hyunjin’s body until his palm was pressed against his chest so he could make the alpha roll onto his back. Despite the joking tone in the air, the omega’s eyes were serious as he glanced down at him. 

“Are you sure? I can just finger you if you are curious. We don’t need to go all the way.”

Hyunjin sighed, lacing their fingers atop his chest and scratching Felix’s ring with his short nails. 

“Felix. It turns me on to picture you bending me in half and filling me up. Maybe ‘curious’ is not the best word to use for that,” he confessed, blushing madly at the admission. 

Despite all the conversations he’d had with Seonghwa about this, Hyunjin hadn’t talked so clearly about this matter in his entire life. It wasn’t embarrassing to admit that he wanted to try it, but it made him feel terribly exposed and vulnerable. Especially in a society where certain things still weren’t widely accepted.

Not that Hyunjin was worried about Felix thinking differently about him but it was… weird to feel like trying something that many people would call a monstrosity. 

An alpha? Wanting to get fucked ? 

Nowadays, it wasn’t something that many people dared to say proudly out loud, most people wearing that mask of acceptance that wasn't always real, but the prejudice ran wild under the surface anyway. It was hidden behind the not so subtle glances people took at alpha-alpha couples or at couples like Seonghwa and Hongjoong. 

In fact, Seonghwa himself had talked to him about a couple of tense conversations he’d had with some classmates about it. 

“I swear I’ve talked about it so many times with Hwa. And back then, I was like ‘sure, sounds nice but not for me’. Then you came and I’m so comfortable with you that I wonder if…” Hyunjin tilted his head to the opposite side, torturing his lip with his teeth.

“What do you wonder?” Felix brought his free hand to Hyunjin’s face, caressing his cheek. 

“I wonder if I was making excuses or if my alpha was waiting for someone like you. Or if I was in denial and…”

Felix nodded, softly gripping Hyunjin’s face and turning his face in his direction so he could look at the alpha in the eye when he talked again.

“Even if you were in denial, you’ve made up your mind now, haven’t you? And you can always find out that it’s not for you. Who knows. There’s no right or wrong here, Jin.”

What had started like a comment that couldn’t be contained inside his mouth anymore was quickly turning into a conversation that Hyunjin wasn’t sure he could have without breaking eye contact and wanting to give Felix his back. Because it was a lot . 

Because although Hyunjin had always been open-minded, the truth was that he had always fit the standard. He was the typical fratboy stereotype after all. Until Felix had accidentally forced him to sit down and look inside himself. 

He had discovered that he was a fucking mess when they made big decisions together. That he could still blush like a teenager if Felix was near. That love wasn’t scary at all, what was scary was thinking about letting Felix down. That he liked to be taken care of. A lot.

“Hey, talk to me,” the omega murmured, sweetly. “What are you thinking?”

Hyunjin’s voice cracked when he tried to talk again, yet no tears reached his eyes.

He was so overwhelmed. So stressed .

Since when had all those thoughts, concerns and feelings been piling up at the back of his head?

“Shit.” 

His palm covered his eyes and Hyunjin sighed. 

Felix’s fingers traced his scent gland and his body shifted closer until he could trail that part of the alpha’s body with his nose too, pressing his cheek against Hyunjin’s afterwards and then nuzzling against his jaw. 

“It’s okay. Sorry if I made you feel cornered or pressured.”

“You didn’t,” Hyunjin replied as he caressed the ring adorning Felix’s index finger again. “It’s just that so many things are changing lately that it’s hard to cope? Somehow? It’s not like… bad changes. Just changes. But it’s so overwhelming.”

Felix seemed to hesitate before climbing fully over Hyunjin’s body, so the alpha pulled him until his free arm was around the omega’s waist and his honey was enveloping him. Neither of them hid this time, their eyes locked and Felix’s digits still touching Hyunjin’s scent gland.

“Because of what we talked about the other day? Y’know, getting rid of the condoms and the ruts and all of that.”

Hyunjin swallowed. Why were they talking about this?

“It’s everything. I thought I wouldn’t date anyone while I was in college. It’s not that I was looking for it nor running away either. It was just a thought. But now we are here and you were just… inevitable. I don’t think I could have stayed away from any of this even if I had tried.”

It was comforting to smell how warm Felix’s scent got the more agitated Hyunjin looked. His eyes hadn’t stopped staring at him either and the omega seemed to be waiting until Hyunjin was done with his rambling, no signs of discomfort on his face. Only that soft patience that flourished in the form of a tiny smile every time Hyunjin opened up.

“And all those things that I thought I would have to consider in the future are no longer a future-thing . And now there’s this. When I was really, really, really convinced that I’d never want to try bottoming. God.”

Hyunjin groaned.

“I’m a mess.”

“I’m a mess too,” Felix confessed with a thin voice. “For different reasons, yeah. Because I’m not scared of my feelings. I’ve accepted that they will only grow because it’s impossible to not fall more and more for you every fucking day.”

Hyunjin swallowed, although his throat still felt dry as Felix’s turn to open up began.

Their honesty was like a dagger with conversations like this. Everything so raw and unadulterated that it hit with more force than it should, no matter how good the things they were sharing were.

“I guess I’m scared of… you waking up one day and realising that the spell is broken. I don’t know. You are so good that some days it’s hard to not sabotage it all. Just because it’s hard to believe this is happening.” Felix chuckled at himself. “We can take all the time you need to do anything. We can… see what works best for us. I told you when we decided to get tested and now I’m telling you again. There’s no need to rush.”

Even with the lack of light, Hyunjin could see how Felix’s blush was making his freckles glow. His fingers were nervously touching his scent gland and the honey had that familiar undertone that always confirmed to Hyunjin that Felix was making a big effort to say all of this without cutting himself off.

It was as though their sharp tongues always encouraged them to lay their feelings bare for the other to see. Although every time they started talking about their feelings and their relationships they were only blurting out new synonyms to not say that they were deeply in love.

Utterly fucked.

Whatever worked best.

It was reassuring. Also funny. But mostly reassuring.

“Thank you,” Hyunjin said, raising his hand to cup Felix’s cheek and pull him in until their lips touched. “I wish I could do something to make you understand that I won’t wake up anytime soon and decide to leave. Like… no. You should be concerned if I do. Drag me to the hospital or something.”

Felix laughed before kissing him again.

“You are doing something . Every day. When you stay. It’ll pass,” he assured. “Are you feeling better?”

Hyunjin made them roll over until he had Felix pinned to the bed, his nose soon burying in the omega’s scent gland and their legs getting tangled once again. He nodded and hummed against the sweet skin.

“But I meant it anyway. Forget the meltdown.” Hyunjin raised his head to look at Felix. “I want all those things with you. And to have more long weekends together. And… holidays? I don’t know. But I want them all.”

Felix curled his fingers around Hyunjin’s nape, their noses bumping from how close they were. They couldn’t even look at each other properly but they could surely smell how strong their scents had got throughout the entire conversation.

“Me too.” The air grew thick.

And in the silence, Hyunjin knew that they both could hear those three words.

How could they not when they were everywhere.

However, they turned them into soft kisses and caresses again when Hyunjin devoured the space between their mouths and pushed them further into the void. 

Did it even have an end? He wondered as his lips parted to let their tongues twirl. 

Was there a moment where someone stopped falling or was this just a never-ending thing?

*

It was like a seed.

Six days after the night where Hyunjin shared his wish with Felix, they brought it up again. Or better said —Felix decided to test the waters when they both were fully relaxed and lazily making out in bed.

Hyunjin was on top of him, his bigger frame almost burying the smaller omega into the mattress, and despite them having removed their briefs long ago, they hadn’t done anything more than rutting against each other. 

Then, the omega shifted, his hand moving between their bodies without touching Hyunjin at all and when Hyunjin was furrowing his eyebrows to ask him what he was doing, he felt Felix’s other hand spreading one of his asscheeks before the other one joined it.

His wet middle finger brushed his rim and Hyunjin’s body got tense.

Air got stuck in his throat. 

It wasn’t the first time that Felix’s fingers teased him down there, the omega liked to use them when he was eating him out, but that was it . He had never tried to do it in any other context. In fact, he had never actually thrust inside with them. 

Hyunjin stared at him with his jaw clenched and his fingers tightening around Felix’s shoulders, and the latter rubbed his cheek against his neck and pressed a soft kiss over his collarbones.

“Do you want me to stop?”

Hyunjin relaxed his hand around Felix’s shoulder and bent down until his face was buried in the crook of the omega’s neck, inhaling his scent until he felt suffocated. 

“N-no. Keep going.”

Felix craned his head to kiss Hyunjin’s head.

“I’ll only play a little bit, yeah? Until you relax and really start feeling it. Tell me if you feel uncomfortable or if you are in pain or just if you want me to stop and never do any of this again.”

Hyunjin nodded against the omega’s neck, his soft “okay” getting muffled against the skin. 

He didn’t know why he was so nervous when it wasn’t the first time Felix touched his ass. Sure, he had always eaten him out in a really certain way and when he added his fingers he had barely thrust one in, but Hyunjin had actually fingered himself properly a few times in the past. 

He knew what was coming. 

But fuck, did it feel different from anything else.

Likely because this had a purpose that wasn’t Felix fingering him for the first time. 

It was more than that.

“Breathe,” Felix coaxed him whilst his finger simply circled his rim. “It’s just me.”

“I’m trying.”

Felix’s hand moved between their bodies again and Hyunjin whimpered when he processed that the reason why his finger was already wet was because he was collecting his own slick.

Shit.

His legs stretched further, his back arching slightly while he nuzzled against the omega’s scent gland and took a deep breath.

“Yeah, like that,” Felix mumbled before kissing his shoulder. “You smell so good, Jin.”

That was what he said right before sliding the tip of his finger inside. Not much. Just enough for Hyunjin to feel it before going back to circling his rim. A shaky sound escaped the alpha’s lips but he focused on Felix’s honey. 

On his body beneath his. 

On his voice.

On how safe he felt when he was with the omega.

Hyunjin let out a sigh, the air he didn’t know he was holding finally leaving his lungs, and the action encouraged Felix to thrust deeper, his finger sinking until the second knuckle and shooting a cold shiver down the alpha’s spine.

It was so fucking weird to feel someone else’s fingers.

Not bad. Not painful.

Weird .

Nobody had ever even tried it before. Nobody had suggested it, either. And thank god , because Hyunjin couldn’t tell how he would have reacted with someone who wasn’t Felix.

“Does it hurt?” the omega whispered against his temple when he finally pushed his full finger in.

“No. It’s fine.”

Carefully, Felix built a steady pace, leaving Hyunjin all the time he needed to get used to not only the intrusion but also to that new position. Because, as the alpha was learning whilst the omega fingered him, this situation could certainly make anyone feel so exposed and vulnerable. 

Or maybe it was his shitty alpha mentality. 

Yeah, maybe it was all the ideas that had been put in his head throughout the years, making him briefly question himself, his sub-gender, his beliefs. 

He gripped Felix’s shoulder again to ground himself and accidentally clenched around the latter’s finger. 

Hyunjin gulped. “S-sorry.”

Felix chuckled, too softly . “Tilt your head, baby. Let me scent you a little bit.”

What if he had never considered this before because he was scared of getting judged? What if it wasn’t about being in denial but about being too afraid of the unknown to even consider it? As if something would change forever if he discovered something unexpected about himself.

Light-headed, Hyunjin did as he was told and soon Felix’s cheek rubbed along his scent gland, the honey shushing his loud thoughts and injecting the most soothing sensation into his veins. He noticed then that Felix was breathing really slowly, the sound of it reverberating inside his ear and kind of inviting him to follow it.

To repeat the same notion .

So he let go a bit more, and Felix pushed back in faster; deeper.

“So fucking good,” the omega praised him, scattering kisses over the expanse of his neck he could reach. “Do you like how your omega takes care of you?”

Hyunjin hummed, drunk on the intense scent of the other.

He really could have never done this without Felix.

“Yeah?”

Tentatively, Felix crooked his finger after adjusting the position of his arm and Hyunjin had to take another deep breath to not clench again, involuntarily. 

A wet tongue trailed his scent gland and when Felix did the same movement again, crooking his finger just right this time, he fucking felt it. 

And his first reaction was emitting a weak whine.

The chuckle that hit Hyunjin’s ear afterwards wasn’t soft like the previous one. It was low and had the alpha’s short nails scratching the skin of Felix’s nape as he tilted his head further, giving the omega full access to his neck.

Submitting completely to him , his brain supplied. Something that he had felt before when they were caught in their long scenting sessions and his body got pliant under Felix’s ministrations. 

But this night, with Felix as his only anchor to not get lost in his mind, it wasn’t the same. After all, despite the context, it was true that the omega was taking care of him, his only goal becoming the alpha, his pleasure and his comfort.

“Shit, so hot,” Felix cursed under his breath, hitting the same spot inside Hyunjin and getting a broken moan in response. 

However, the unplanned and overwhelming sensation fueled him and tensed him at the same time. It was indescribable and although it was incredibly good, Hyunjin was starting to feel… slightly uneasy. 

The fear of feeling something so visceral and new ruining the mood in a blink.

“Shh. Baby.” Felix pulled out and moved his other hand to Hyunjin’s face. “Did I hurt you?” 

Biting his lip, Hyunjin shook his head but couldn’t find any words to explain that it felt so good that he freaked out. Imagine having such a stupid and irrational reaction when Felix was being so careful and attentive. 

“Okay,” he murmured, caressing Hyunjin’s jaw. “Did it feel good?”

Hyunjin nodded.

“I just…” The alpha cleared his throat. “I wasn’t expecting…”

“It feels different when someone else does it.”

“It was too much . I was so… God, sorry.”

Felix pulled him in until they could kiss. “You can let go, y’know? If it felt good and you were enjoying it and the problem was that it was so new and intense that you got overwhelmed, you can just let go. I’m here to catch you.”

Hyunjin felt so silly . 

He’d had sex so many times that he lost count a long time ago yet here he was —trembling from head to toe, feeling small and vulnerable in Felix’s embrace, unable to articulate a complete sentence and suddenly worried about what Felix might think about him after this.

“I don’t want to bother you with this. We’ve been… We can stop, Lix.”

Felix took one of Hyunjin’s hands and guided it downwards until the alpha’s fingers could touch the bedsheets. They were soaking wet, just like Felix’s inner thighs, and now that Hyunjin took his time to analyse his scent, there wasn’t a single hint of annoyance in it. 

Quite the opposite.

“I’m losing my mind fingering you and tearing you apart like this. I could keep doing it all night.” Another caress along his jaw. “What do you want?”

Somehow, the answer came easily to his mouth, “I want to try again.”

Felix didn’t say anything else, his coated finger sliding into Hyunjin’s heat purposely, aiming for the alpha’s sweet spot yet alternating the movements this time to not hit it each time he pushed back in. 

Obviously, his nose was again trailing Hyunjin’s scent gland and his tongue soon was drawing a wet path across it, giving the alpha too many stimulus to process how embarrassingly fast his orgasm was building underneath his layer of nerves.

“Do you want to try with another finger?” Felix asked with his lips over Hyunjin’s shoulder, without pushing. It was a mere question to decide what to do next. 

Hyunjin nodded. “But I’m not sure if…”

Now that he recalled it, the times he fingered himself, he wasn’t as patient as Felix was. The moment he started relaxing and feeling his climax building, he wrapped the fingers of his free hand around his shaft and forgot that he was trying to orgasm in a different way.

Perhaps, that was also another reason why he felt like this.

Because he had never had only that. 

He had never focused solely on how it felt.

“You are not sure if it’ll fit or you don’t think you want that tonight?”

Hyunjin giggled at the question.

What the hell happened to him.

“Add another.”

Felix caught the skin of Hyunjin’s neck with his teeth and the latter surprised himself when his body sucked the two fingers in, smoothly, as if he was used to getting loosened up like this every week.

“Shit, Felix,” he whimpered. 

The omega was brushing his prostate with his digits with ease, as if he had been training for this moment for his entire life and he didn’t have time for any mercy. The overwhelming sensation clouded his senses again, yet Hyunjin didn’t bolt this time, instead inhaling their mixed scent and pressing himself further against Felix’s comforting form.

“Is that how you are going to mewl when you sit on my cock?” Felix asked, sultry, while his free hand spread his buttocks again.

Hyunjin moaned.

“Lix,” he called in a hoarse voice, shyly rocking his hips against Felix’s fingers. “Please.”

The omega kissed his cheek. “Please, what, baby?”

“Make me cum.”

He needed to let go but doubted he could do it only with Felix’s fingers. Maybe in the future, when he was used to it. Tonight it was already a lot for him to relax and let the newly found pleasure fill his being. 

Felix cursed for the nth time and his hand moved to the front of Hyunjin’s body to fist his shaft. That’s all he did —closing his fingers around Hyunjin’s length. 

The back and forth of Hyunjin’s hips did the rest, because no matter what he did, he was either thrusting into Felix’s fist or meeting his fingers. And… well, he really had never felt like this when he fingered himself and got off at the same time.

So Hyunjin guessed he had rushed it every time and also lacked the skills Felix had in this matter.

God.

Fuck everyone that had ever said that short fingers couldn’t reach the prostate.

He would never be able to joke about it again after this .

It was as though Hyunjin was chanting the omega’s name, the word escaping his lips over and over the closer he got to his climax. His eyes closed when he felt the tears threatening to break free from the unbearable emotions and his hands gripped Felix again.

The omega kissed his scent gland.

“So gorgeous and all mine.”

That was Hyunjin’s last straw.

His body twitched as he spurred on Felix’s stomach and he turned his head, searching for the omega’s lips and sighing against them in the middle of a long kiss laced with his remaining nerves and his euphoric post-orgasm bliss.

Felix kept his fingers inside him and removed his hand from around his sensitive cock, accidentally making Hyunjin realise that there was something extremely pleasing in not feeling completely empty after coming down from the high.

“Thank you,” he babbled, their lips close to touch again. 

Felix gave him a peck. “How do you feel?” He asked after carefully pulling his fingers out. 

Hyunjin whined. “I miss your fingers already.” It wasn’t a lie. “But good. It was good. Sorry I was so… antsy. I hope you had fun anyway and… huh.” He licked his lips. “I c-can… touch you. If you give me a few minutes, I can. Yeah.”

His invisible capacity to form coherent sentences when he was nervous was so fucking embarrassing. Thankfully, Felix didn’t seem to mind, his hands caressing the alpha’s back and his lips kissing Hyunjin’s cheeks repeatedly but really, really slowly. Treating Hyunjin as if he was a stray animal that could get startled if he moved too fast.

“Forget about me. You can touch me tomorrow if you want. I’m fine like this.”

“You sure? You are so wet.”

Felix nodded. “I just wanted to make you feel good, Jin.”

*

They worked through it together .

“I didn’t know I had all these thoughts,” Hyunjin confessed some days later after having Felix’s between his legs, alternating his tongue and his fingers, and fucking him with them until Hyunjin unfolded for him and Felix could fit four fingers inside. 

Four.

“Bottoming thoughts?”

“Sucky thoughts,” he sighed, looking at Felix while the omega took drags from his cigarette and shared a beer with him since the other cans were still too warm and neither of them wanted to drink something that tasted like bullshit. “About myself and about alphas bottoming and…”

“What about omegas topping?”

“What do you mean?”

“That doesn’t trouble you?” Felix questioned as the smoke escaped his lips with every syllable. 

Hyunjin shook his head, sighing. 

“And alphas bottoming doesn’t trouble me either. It’s just… me.” He shrugged, too numb after thinking deeply about this matter for a bunch of days. “When I’ve talked about this with Seonghwa I’ve been okay with it. I’ve always supported him for being so honest about what he likes and how he wants to carry himself, no matter the things people say to him and behind his back.”

Maybe he should message the other alpha and share his concerns but Hyunjin didn’t feel prepared to open up about this with anyone that wasn’t Felix. And even with the omega it was so complicated to find the strength to not break down, because all of this felt like sticking his hand in the darkest part of his mind and throwing everything that had been tenderly tucked in there around.

It was so unpleasant. It made him want to crawl out of his skin.

“But I’m not like him, y’know? I’ve always been… the fratboy. Nobody has used the term fuckboy with me but it has always been implied. It didn’t bother me, because it was true that I used to hook up with someone new at every party I went to, but now I don’t know if I…”

“If you are still that same fratboy?”

“ Yeah? ” Hyunjin groaned, frustrated. People that opened up and could articulate their heart easily were fucking heroes. God. “Like, I’m still that person, but at the same time I’m not what they think I am? I’ve never given a shit about it because I only care about my people but now I’m so conflicted and I’m spiralling so much and-.”

Felix stretched out to pull him onto his lap, embracing him in a hug that soothed the loud sound of his heartbeat and the whispers resonating inside his head. 

“To me, you are that and so much more,” Felix mumbled. “And not because you want to take a dick up your ass.”

Hyunjin laughed.

“I’ve told you before: you are caring, thoughtful, smart, hard-working, funny and so many other things that can’t be summed up with the word ‘fratboy’. I’m with you because you are far from the typical alpha stereotype, despite your looks. Because you are in touch with your feelings and you always tell me what’s on your mind.”

Hyunjin took the cigarette from Felix’s fingers to fill his lungs with something that wasn’t nerves.

Felix pulled back and cupped his face with his hand.

“I’m not an expert because I still panic sometimes and I’m not really that gentle with myself as I pretend I am but I think… that it’s good that you are reflecting on it and you talk about it.” A smile curled the omega’s lips. “One of my mums told me once that people can’t be put in boxes. That just because I got an attitude that didn’t make me a bad omega, nor the typical bratty one that was waiting to be tamed.”

Hyunjin smiled too.

“We are much more. You can be the tough alpha who likes to claim his omega and bend him over the bed to fuck him silly, or the alpha that wakes up fucking early to get cinnamon rolls because I’ve been rehearsing too much, but also the alpha that sometimes wants to get on all fours so you are the one who gets fucked silly.” 

Felix tilted his head to kiss him.

“You are all of them. And that’s why I…”

The alpha swallowed at the implication of that unfinished sentence.

“Do you want to have me on my hands and knees?” Hyunjin raised his eyebrows.

“I want to fuck you so good you can’t hold yourself up, but we can talk about that in a few weeks if you really like my dick that much. Because maybe you try it and decide it’s not for you.”

Felix inhaled again, the smoke dancing around his face while Hyunjin chuckled.

His fucking filthy tongue .

“Sorry for dumping all of this on you. You are so patient with me.”

Felix rubbed his nose against Hyunjin’s cheek.

“What’s the point of accepting your courting if I’m not here when you need me the most? Sex is awesome, but I like this too.” 

Hyunjin stared at him.

I’m so in love with you.

“I really am so fucking lucky to have found you, Lix.”

*

Hyunjin lolled his head back, his long, red hair like a waterfall over his pillowcase while he struggled to keep eye-contact with the demon situated between his parted legs.

Having that conversation with Felix had lifted part of the weight off his shoulders, allowing the alpha to enjoy the experience even more. The doubts and insecurities weren’t completely gone but he had carelessly kicked them to the back of his mind to get consumed to the core by the omega that had been fingering him until his body couldn’t stop squirming. 

His chest heaved, his mouth hanging open and the moans echoing throughout Felix’s room.

“Innie is going to hear you if you keep screaming like this,” Felix warned him, as though the beta wasn’t blasting techno music through his headphones in his bedroom, too concentrated on an assignment to notice what was happening in Felix’s room.

“I don’t care,” Hyunjin mumbled. “God. You could have… told me…”

“Told you what ?” Felix smirked, towering over him and brushing his damp strands off his forehead. 

“What I was missing out on.”

They hadn’t been undressing each other to do only this lately, but Hyunjin couldn’t say that he wasn’t giddy to go back to them warming him up to take Felix fully. If the omega’s fingers felt so freaking delirious, the alpha couldn’t imagine how his cock would feel.

He should have paid attention to Wooyoung during that pre-party games night. The omega had been proudly explaining, without an ounce of shame, how no big hands had ever compared with the game San had with his small ones. 

He had admitted that big hands had their thing too, of course. But that he would never change San’s for anyone else’s. 

After that, his boyfriend had shoved his tongue down his throat and the explanation had been completely forgotten. 

“Wait until I fuck you and you’ll see what you’ve been missing out on.”

Hyunjin gulped and Felix caressed his thigh, his fingers moving up the skin until they gripped his leg and he was face to face with him. His mischievous expression broke into a sweet one and Felix brushed their noses together.

“Tell me to stop if it doesn’t feel okay, yeah? And don’t get scared if at first you think that it’s too much. I’ll go slow.”

“Have I ever told you how hot your voice gets when you talk to me like that?”

“ The omega voice .”

Hyunjin snorted and Felix bent down to slip his tongue into the alpha’s mouth, grunting against his lips when their throbbing lengths brushed. They tilted their heads to deepen the contact and Hyunjin whimpered the moment he felt Felix’s slick-coated fingers accidentally caressing his lower abdomen as he lubed himself up.

And for the first time, Felix gently pressed the head of his cock against Hyunjin’s rim, without pushing in yet. 

The omega ran his fingers back and forth along the alpha’s thigh.

“Breathe, baby,” he whispered.

But Hyunjin was already losing it at the certainty that it was happening . 

He exhaled and the tip caught onto his rim. 

“Fuck, f-fuck.”

Too late, Hyunjin realised that the one who had cursed wasn’t himself but Felix. The omega’s Adam’s apple was bobbing and his gaze landed on Hyunjin as his hips moved forward ever so slightly.

“I forgot I’ve never done it raw before. Fuck.”

Hyunjin chuckled. “You get me now.”

Felix bit his lips. “And you get me too, big boy,” he muttered as he started rolling his hips carefully, pulling out to then sink back in a little deeper, allowing Hyunjin’s body to adjust to the bigger stretch.

His eyes closed and Hyunjin breathed as deep as possible, remembering what Felix had told him and doing his best to not get tense. The last thing he wanted was to feel any pain because of his own nerves. Felix wouldn’t hurt him and they would stop if he asked the omega to. 

They had discovered many bedroom things together, this wasn’t any different.

“Wait. Nngh. One second.”

Felix pressed his free hand next to his head and hovered above him again, craning his head to invite Hyunjin to get drunk on his scent if that would help him to get used to the fucking burn. 

Hyunjin’s arms wrapped around the omega’s shoulders and he tilted his head until he could press his nose against Felix’s scent gland. 

Their pelvis flushed together and they both moaned.

The sensation wasn’t unpleasant . It wasn’t weird either. It was as if it was supposed to be painful but, at some point, everything had blurred and mixed with a pleasure that had him clenching around Felix, and not because he was nervous.

“Hyunjin.” The omega muttered through gritted teeth. “Fuck. You okay?”

“Yeah.” His whisper got glued to the skin of Felix’s scent gland from how close he still was to it. “Just lemme… some more seconds.”

Not wanting Felix to strain himself by holding back and waiting for him to adjust, Hyunjin craned his head and rubbed his cheek against the omega’s neck, scenting him lightly and growling at the smell of the honey dripping into the dark coffee.

“You feel insane around me,” Felix confessed whilst Hyunjin drew a path of kisses across his throat. 

Some days ago, while cooking dinner together, Felix had confessed to him that he had only topped a few times with some omegas and a couple of betas but that he had never felt so excited about it before. 

Hyunjin felt fuzzy inside at the memory of the omega circling his waist with his arm and leaning his cheek against the alpha’s shoulder to add that he was a bit nervous because he really wanted Hyunjin to have fun with him.

Now, the alpha only felt fond because the omega had been so worried about him that he dismissed how intense and intimate this would also feel for him.

“I feel full,” Hyunjin admitted in a whisper. “And so sensitive.”

“Do you think I can make you cum untouched again ?”

Hyunjin growled quietly at the question. “Try.”

Only then did Felix push out until only the head of his cock was pressed inside to slam back in, rocking his hips at a steady pace that made Hyunjin writhe underneath the omega’s body. He kept his arms around Felix’s shoulders, his moans getting muffled against his skin until Felix murmured, his voice low and wrecked:

“I want to see you.”

Hyunjin shuddered at the command, his head dropping onto the pillow again and sinking into it when he locked eyes with Felix and only found a dark, hungry gaze staring back at him. He couldn’t say Felix was hotter like this because he was also a fucking wet dream when he was falling apart in his arms, but this was a completely different vision.

“I wish you could see you too,” Felix murmured, breathless, rocking his hips without giving Hyunjin a single second to catch his breath.

Hyunjin could only stare at Felix whilst he mewled, not recognising his own voice every time the latter filled him to the brim and his alpha only felt claimed. 

Not grossed out or uncomfortable, claimed. 

Like he did when Felix was scenting him or when he jerked himself off on top of Hyunjin to cum all over his body or when the omega simply called him “his alpha”.

It was the same fulfilling and intoxicating feeling.

And fuck, if that didn’t spur him on to the point of feeling on the edge of blacking out.

“Fuck, Hyunjin,” Felix snarled, burying his face in the alpha’s neck whilst his hands trailed down Hyunjin’s body to grip his hips, lift them up ever so slightly and dragged him closer to him, changing the angle in which he was thrusting into him. 

“I-imma cum. I’m close. Felix. Shit .”

The new angle made Hyunjin remember how strong Felix actually was, manhandling him as though he wasn’t way smaller than the alpha, and that simple thought was enough for him to climb the rest of the high surprisingly fast.

Why hadn’t Felix thrown him around in the past?

Why hadn’t Hyunjin even considered it before?

“‘M close too,” the omega said, snapping his hips at the perfect pace, with the perfect angle, smelling like Paradise and looking like the most dangerous demon that had just crawled out of Hell. “But I won’t fill you up until you cum.”

What. The. Fuck.

That’s what Hyunjin thought when Felix purred that in his ear, his own body jolted and a broken moan parted his lips, spilling between them and wondering how his orgasm could be lasting so much.

It was so different, too.

Felix thrust one more time and Hyunjin held him close whilst the omega rode his own orgasm, softly rocking his hips until he was satiated. 

His honey seemed to have conquered the entire room by then.

Hyunjin traced patterns across Felix’s back and chuckled when the first word the omega muttered was another curse.

Their gazes met again and Felix framed Hyunjin’s cheek with his palm.

“Tell me you’ve liked it, at least, half as much as I did. I didn’t know you would feel like this. And your scent? Fuck. Some days I wish I had a knot too.”

Hyunjin’s cock twitched.

“You have no right being so hot after fucking me like that,” the alpha whined, throwing an arm over his eyes and groaning. 

Felix’s lips ghosted over his cheek. “Was it good, then?”

Hyunjin hummed, tracing patterns across Felix’s back again.

“Better than I thought. Thanks to you. I… think that I still prefer to top but I want to do it again.” The alpha licked his lips. “I hope next time you fuck me from behind like you promised.”

Felix grinned.

“Took you one night to be hungry for my cock.” He carded his fingers through Hyunjin’s red hair. “My ass will feel jealous.”

“I love your ass too. And your tongue. And your fingers.”

And everything you do, whether it’s sexual or not.

“Greedy alpha,” Felix joked, their lips slotting together. “I knew I could make you cum untouched.”

They both chuckled.

“I knew it too.”

And they kissed again, all grins and caresses and raw trust.

Chapter Text

"Tú mismo te lo buscaste.
Y ya mi corazón no te ruega, se volvió ateo."

Felix’s POV

“That bitch is hitting on him when Hyunjin can’t smell more like me and he wears his fucking couple rings everywhere,” Felix muttered through gritted teeth, crossing his arms against his chest and following his best friend with his gaze. “I’m fuming.” 

Jeongin was cleaning the kitchen while Felix was leaning against the doorframe.

“Hi! You must be Felix! I’m Shuhua! Hyunie’s sisters will lose it when I tell them I met you first,” he repeated what she said upon seeing him.

He was going to strangle her. 

And he wouldn’t bat an eye if Hyunjin suffered afterwards. 

He didn’t have eyes or what?

Because Felix saw very clearly how that girl was getting into Hyunjin’s space more than once, linking their arms together, teasing him in a way that had Felix’s stomach twisting and wanting to fucking leave the bar where they met, and who the fuck was Hyunie anyway?

H-y-u-n-i-e.

God.

What a freaking whiplash. 

Felix was so excited to meet her. He really was.

Until he wasn’t anymore.

Hyunjin had told him about her on a random day, many weeks prior —Shuhua was the little sister of Dae’s best friend. They met when they were children and went together to school and high school, their ways parting the day Shuhua decided to go to a college in another city. 

She also was the first person Hyunjin had sex with and that little detail had never bothered Felix as it did that evening. Because, in some way, it was obvious that they had seen each other naked. That they had kissed before. That she wanted to do it again.

Okay. Maybe the last bit was a product of his imagination.

But what if it wasn’t?

The worst part was that Felix trusted Hyunjin, so he wasn’t concerned about it. But he was so upset because the alpha didn’t seem to see what the omega saw. 

As though the signs weren’t everywhere.

“Didn’t you tell me they were childhood friends?” Jeongin asked whilst he fought for his life to leave their oven sparkling as though it was new. “Maybe that’s just their dynamic, Lix. San and you have confused many people in the past and it’s still strictly platonic. And don’t call her ‘bitch’, you’ll feel bad about it.”

“I haven’t sucked San’s dick!”

“San and you dance together as much as you can. You kiss in almost all of your choreographies and always perform love or heartbreak stories. He touches you like someone who knows your body too well to have never taken your clothes off and your chemistry is pretty crazy off stage too. It’s not about sucking dicks, Felix!”

Jeongin took a deep breath.

“What I’m trying to say is that even if they hooked up in the past, that doesn’t mean anything. And if she’s really hitting on him… So what? Hyunjin has only eyes for you. She has no chance.”

Felix’s lips formed a pout. 

“He was laughing so much at her jokes and I hate that he couldn’t smell how pissed I was because of the fucking scent blockers.” Felix groaned into his hands. “And she’s staying at the frat tonight. I swear .”

“It’s kind of endearing to see you so jealous.”

“You didn’t see them!” 

Felix tilted his head to look at his socks. 

“Do you think he would have noticed it if I wasn’t wearing the scent blockers?”

Jeongin finally stood up and walked towards his best friend, removing his gloves and leaving them on the table beside him to be able to take Felix’s hands. 

“I think you should talk to him and tell him how you are feeling. Hyunjin and you have always been honest, that’s what you’ve told me. So tomorrow, grab your phone and call him. Or visit the frat.”

“Tomorrow he’s spending all day with her. They are meeting some of Shuhua's friends and then they are going to take a walk so Hyunjin can take some pictures he needs for a class.” Felix shrugged. “And I feel too fucking stupid to talk to him, anyway. I’ve never felt like this before and I hate it. ”

“Well…” Jeongin squeezed Felix’s hands one last time before resuming the cleaning. “That’s not a bad sign? Your relationship with him is important to you. You see a future with him. It’s… okay to feel bad when something like this happens.”

Was it, really?

Felix would like to remove all that absorbing jealousy from his brain to look at the situation from a different perspective. What if Jeongin was right and that was just their dynamic? He wouldn’t have got like this if it had been any other frat member or one of his best friends. It was unfair to react like this with Shuhua.

But he couldn’t avoid it.

There was something in the air.

A different connection. 

Or just the bond of two people who had known each other for nearly twenty years. 

Ugh.

“I just wish he would have been more… territorial? Like, making it clear who he was dating.” Felix groaned again. “But that’s nonsense because we have never been like this. We wear our rings and we smell like each other and we have our hickeys and…” He sighed. “He’s gonna think I’m an idiot.”

“I think he will appreciate it if you tell him how you feel. He can’t read your mind.”

Felix pouted.

He was so upset. So much . That wasn’t the outcome he had expected from that evening. 

“I wanted us to be friends,” he murmured, his head still tilted down, although his vision was now unfocused and he was slowly losing all strength and energy to keep talking about this.

“You still can be.” Jeongin pointed at him with the cloth he was using to clean the kitchen counter. “Get some good rest and think about it again tomorrow, yeah? I can wake you up if you want so we have breakfast together before I leave.”

Felix nodded, still pouting. 

“I would love that.”

***

“Hello?” Felix said as he picked up the phone. 

It was the day after the Tragic Event and he had barely chatted with Hyunjin because the latter had been out all day, without checking his messages much. He seemed to be having a good time, judging by the stories he had posted on Instagram and the ones he had reposted from Shuhua and her friends.

But it stung. 

Especially because he had confessed to Hyunjin that morning that he had a really bad night and he wasn’t having the best morning either. 

Sure, that didn’t mean that the alpha should be texting him non-stop nor spending the day worried sick, but selfishly, Felix wished that Hyunjin did something else apart from offering to have dinner and sleep together that day.

“Hey, baby,” Hyunjin murmured, the sigh he left afterwards announcing that the call wasn’t solely the alpha checking on him. “Did your day get better?”

Felix straight up ignored the question. “What happened?”

“I asked first.”

But something happened.

The omega fidgeted with the soft fabric of his sweater, not paying attention to the way his stomach was twisting at the sound of Hyunjin’s voice when usually the alpha made him feel safe and comforted. 

Any other day, the first “hey, baby” would have made his day so much better.

“My day was… meh . And the last two classes were long and boring so I feel like I wasted most of my afternoon. But the gym helped a bit.” Felix bent his knees and pulled his legs against his chest, sitting with his back pressed against the headboard of his bed. “Are you going to tell me what happened now? Are you okay?”

“I’m sorry. Those classes always bite your ass, but I’m glad the gym helped and that you are at home now.” Hyunjin took a second to keep talking and Felix felt like screaming . “And yeah, I’m fine. It’s just that… I was wondering if you’d mind if Shuhua has dinner with us today.”

Of fucking course it was about her.

“I thought she left and was at her best friend’s again.”

Hyunjin let out a dry chuckle.

“That was the plan, yeah. But today during lunch the friend that lives with her best friend decided that it was a good moment to tell everyone that she was dating Shuhua’s ex.”

If Felix wasn’t so fucking pissed, he would have likely understood that Hyunjin was just trying to be a good friend. But he could only think about his boyfriend —yeah, he was stupid enough to refer to the alpha like that in his brain every now and then— quickly ditching their plan, knowing that Felix wasn’t doing well, to prioritise Shuhua.

Well .

“Nobody knew. Not even Shuhua’s best friend. Apparently they were keeping it a secret because she wanted to tell Shuhua in person.”

“I don't think I’m following you.”

Hyunjin groaned. “True. You don’t the story. Sorry.” The alpha sighed again. “He was an asshole. To be fair, he was a piece of shit even before they started dating but basically after months telling her that she had to lose weight to be ‘healthier’, Shuhua found out that he had been cheating on her for months.”

Felix tilted his head back, resting it against the headboard and pinching the bridge of his nose with his fingers.

He got it . That sucked and he wouldn’t want to sleep at the flat of a friend who knew his background and yet decided to mingle with his ex.

But…

“Apparently he started talking to Shuhua’s friend some weeks before the break-up.”

“I’m not coming.”

“What?”

The idea of going to the fraternity to have dinner with Hyunjin and Shuhua when he knew all of this and surely couldn’t pretend like he cared one bit about her was far from appealing. 

“It’s fine. I’m sleepy anyway so I think I’ll make some soup and get into bed.”

“But I don’t want you to sleep alone if you aren't feeling okay, Lix.” Felix could imagine Hyunjin’s face as he said so, his lips pursed and the crease across his forehead. “I want to see you.”

“You’ll see me tomorrow at the party,” he replied, softly. Tired. “It’s fine, really. I bet she'd prefer to be alone with you tonight.”

“Yeah, but…”

“Hey. Really. Don’t worry. We’ll have many more days to have dinner and sleep together.”

To have promised Jeongin that very same morning that he was going to be honest with Hyunjin, Felix was spitting mostly lies every time he opened his mouth. But what was he supposed to say? That he expected them to be alone so he could tell him how shitty his relationship with Shuhua made him feel? 

Felix wasn’t a mean person.

It wasn’t the moment.

It would have been wonderful if Shuhua’s best friend had offered to have dinner with her so Hyunjin and Felix were alone but he guessed the alpha really thought the omega was just having a bad night/day. Nothing important.

He felt like crying.

“Try not to miss me, hm?” Felix joked, his voice surprisingly stable despite how sad he felt.

“I’ll hug the cushion you gifted me,” Hyunjin whispered. “Call me if you can’t sleep.”

“I will. See you tomorrow, Jin.”

“See you tomorrow, baby.”

Felix cursed when his eyes filled with tears, but before any of them could break free, he got up from his bed and locked himself in the bathroom to take a long, warm shower, blasting the music as loud as possible to not think about the conversation nor about how Hyunjin had accidentally made him feel like a second option. Or like someone that wasn’t that important.

Wasn’t he supposed to know him better?

Didn’t he see that something was off?

***

Messages:

lixie pixie [19:41]: 

can i still join the pizza night?

sannie ⛰️ [19:42]:

sure

bring beer

***

“Are you going to tell us now what the fuck happened with Hyunjin?” San asked as he opened another beer. 

“Yeah. We didn’t buy that excuse of ‘I don’t want to third-wheel with Innie and Chan’. We know something happened,” Wooyoung added, nodding and taking another slice of pizza. “You told us you were having dinner with him tonight.”

A sick smile curled Wooyoung’s lips.

“Do I have to cut his dick off?”

San snorted and leaned towards his boyfriend to take a bite from the slice the omega was holding, pressing a kiss on his cheek before going back to his position. 

“No,” Felix pouted from the other corner of the long sofa, taking a long sip of his beer. He had drunk so fast and so much in less than an hour that he wasn’t sure how it was possible to feel just slightly tipsy. “It’s just… his friend was having a bad time. We cancelled the dinner.”

“That’s why you smell like a rotten cake?” San questioned, his eyebrows raised.

“I don’t want to offend you but I bet Sangie went to his bedroom already because of that,” Wooyoung pointed out.

“Wooyoung!” San slapped him.

Felix made himself smaller against the corner of the couch.

“Sorry. You could have told me earlier. I have some scent blocker cream in the pocket of my jacket.” The omega glanced at the main door, where he had hung his coat. “I can apply it now. Sorry.”

“Or you could talk to us?” Wooyoung offered. “Listen. I love you to pieces and I don’t want to push you but you bottle up when you are really upset and that sucks, buddy.”

Wasn’t that exactly what was happening with Hyunjin? He was biting his tongue because he felt stupid opening up about this, despite how hurt and upset he was. 

Why did his friends know him so well and why was it always Wooyoung who said those words Felix didn’t want to hear but needed anyway?

“I… got jealous.”

“Of his friend? Shuwhatever?” Wooyoung asked.

“Shuhua, yeah. I met her yesterday and I felt… weird. Left out, I guess? I don’t know. She seemed to be hitting on him so much and he was okay with it. Like… he was laughing a lot while I was there feeling so fucking uncomfortable.”

The scents of his friends grew warmer after Felix’s words.

“Didn’t you tell us that they have grown up together?” San took another piece of pizza. “And did you tell any of this to Hyunjin?”

Felix nodded. “They met when they were… four? Five? Something like that.” He shook his head then. “I was going to tell him tonight but then he called me and I just… couldn’t do it via phone.”

He gulped down the rest of his beer and stood up to grab a new one from the fridge, not wanting to feel San and Wooyoung’s eyes on him any longer. He was well aware of how dumb he sounded. And apparently he smelled just as bad.

Amazing.

“So he turned you down because of her,” the alpha said.

Felix sighed, not replying right away.

Hyunjin never asked Felix not to come . 

“Something happened to Shuhua so he called me to ask me if she could have dinner with us after spending the whole day with her and barely replying to my messages after I told him I was having a shitty day.”

“Ah, man,” Wooyoung grumbled. “That’s messed up.”

“Why do I feel like he doesn’t imagine how bad you are feeling now?” San added. 

Felix plopped down on the couch again, pressing his lips against his bottle.

“You alphas are fucking dense sometimes,” was Wooyoung’s response to San’s question. “Or have you forgotten how sensitive I was during courting?”

“I’m just saying that I doubt Hyunjin would have done that if he had known how Felix is actually feeling.”

The couple’s mixed scent settled Felix’s stomach and the omega crawled across the couch until he could lean his head against Wooyoung’s shoulder, seeking his friend’s body heat and the comforting effect they both had on him.

“Maybe?” Felix murmured. “We are always so honest that… I don’t know.”

“That maybe he didn’t try to read too much into how you’ve been behaving?”

“Or he believed me when I said I was having a bad day and that I was going to have some soup and go to bed.”

The lump in his chest climbed up his throat and Felix’s voice cracked when he tried to talk again.

He was making such a drama out of this.

“Sorry,” he hid his head in the crook of Wooyoung’s neck, inhaling his vanilla, and the other omega circled his arm around him, protectively. 

“It’s okay,” they both whispered at the same time while San stretched out his arm to be able to ruffle Felix’s hair. 

*

Felix was hammered by the time San and Wooyoung guided him to San's king size bed. They gently helped him to change clothes and then got into bed with him.

“Sorry for drinkin' so much,” Felix slurred as he rolled onto his side, moving closer to Wooyoung's back and rubbing his nose against it. “Your mixed scent smells like a dessert.”

Tiramisu and vanilla.

“H-hm. Like it.”

San let out a soft laugh, shifting closer to them both too.

“Thank god you do because I was going to spoon you anyway.”

Felix drew a small smile when the alpha wrapped his muscular arm around him and the familiar scent of his friends enveloped him completely.

“And don't apologise for drinking. Think about how good you are going to sleep,” Wooyoung interjected. 

“Do I still smell bad?”

Half-asleep, Felix heard San cursing Wooyoung before promising him that his honey smelled good. That it wasn't that bad before anyway.

“G’night,” San whispered, but Felix had already passed out, with a mix of tiramisu and vanilla around him but the strongest coffee stuck in his mind.

*

Messages:

my alpha 👅[21:37]:

i just finished having dinner

do you want me to come and sleep there?

or are you already sleeping

i don’t want you to sleep alone after a bad day

my alpha 👅[21:50]:

guess you are sleeping ):

hope you rest baby

sorry about the dinner

my alpha 👅[09:10]:

i came to your flat w cinnamon rolls

i think i accidentally woke innie and chan up

anyway

he told me you slept at san’s

i left the breakfast in your kitchen

i’m worried? like…

can you call me or smth?

my alpha 👅[09:17]:

maybe i’m just overthinking

***

Felix barely had time to reply to his messages that day. He gave Hyunjin a poor excuse, arguing that San called him a little after they ended their call to tell him that they had too much pizza for only three people and that the possibility of not hearing his best friend having sex while also getting free dinner was too tempting to skip it.

He also assured the alpha that he was doing better. That he had a good night. 

And never commented on how wasted he was by the time the couple tucked him in.

“I feel uneasy,” Felix confessed as they walked towards the party they were attending that night. It was at another fraternity who got along pretty well with the members of Hyunjin’s so it wasn’t strange to see them helping each other to organise parties or even bringing some drinks or ice if they needed it. “I don’t know why I dolled myself up so much. I’m so stupid.”

“You are just whipped,” Wooyoung replied, throwing his arm over Felix’s shoulder. “Hyunjin’s jaw will be on the floor the moment he sees you.”

“But I don’t want that, I just want him to pay attention to me and to tell me that everything’s fine and…” Felix sighed. “I’m so stupid.”

“Stop saying that,” Jeongin murmured before taking a sip of his beer. “You are a bit of a mess these days? Okay. You are. I’ve never seen you avoiding talking to him so much. But you are not stupid.”

Felix took a look at his heeled boots, the tight fishnets wrapped around his legs, the leather shorts and the long-sleeved top he was wearing with a harness. He really was so stupid, putting on some of his best clothes to feel more confident next to Hyunjin and Shuhua.

At this point, he felt like not talking clearly about what happened had only made the issue worse in his mind when it wasn’t really that bad.

“I don’t even know how to talk about it anymore,” Felix admitted.

“I feel like saying ‘hey, it made me feel left out when I met you and Shuhua last time’ could be a great start,” San suggested whilst Yeonjun nodded next to him.

“I’m going to sound so toxic.”

Wooyoung smacked him.

“May I repeat to you that omegas are very sensitive during courting? Don’t beat yourself up.”

Felix’s movements halted when he spotted Hyunjin waiting for them at the entrance while he smoked and scrolled through his phone. He had his hair tied, like Felix liked it, and the omega wanted nothing more than running towards him and pressing his nose against his scent gland.

“Our cue to go,” Jeongin whispered, and the whole group waved quickly to Hyunjin before rushing inside. 

Felix stopped in front of the alpha and Hyunjin didn’t waste a second admiring his outfit, instead wrapping his arms around the omega’s shoulders to pull him closer.

“Hey.” His nose brushed Felix’s temple. “I was dying to see you.”

“Sorry.”

Hyunjin cupped Felix’s cheek, staring right into his eyes. “You okay? You smell… nervous.”

Right. Since he hadn’t entered the party yet, he hadn’t applied the mild cream that blocked his scent. Nice .

“I’ve had a lot on my mind lately. It’s nothing.”

How was Felix supposed to talk about what happened when he was closing off more and more? 

“Baby.” Hyunjin caressed Felix’s face with his thumb. “What’s up? You’ve been acting weird for a couple of days and I wonder if… Y’know. Did you get mad at me because of the dinner?”

Although Hyunjin was already wearing the scent blocker, from that distance Felix could notice the sour undertone covering his coffee. He could notice the worry and also the regret. And he felt so stupid again, because Hyunjin truly sounded so lost and willing to fix whatever happened. 

Felix looked away from his face.

“I’ve been… needy, I guess. Sensitive.” The omega shrugged. “I did feel upset because of the dinner, but I’m sure it’s just because I've been feeling weird anyway. It’s nothing.”

Fucking tell him .

“I should have told you when we were on the phone but you said your friend wasn’t feeling okay so…”

Hyunjin bit his lower lip, taking one last drag before throwing the cigarette to the ground. 

“I… asked you if she could join us because I thought it was just a bad day, nothing too serious. If I had known that you really needed to be alone with me, I would have never asked.”

“But what about Shuhua?”

Hyunjin frowned. “We would have figured it out so she didn’t have dinner alone.” The alpha took Felix’s hand and grazed the ring with his nail. “Was that…? Was she the reason why you didn’t come?”

Felix blushed.

“Low-key? When you explained to me why she wasn’t feeling well I felt like… I don’t know. I didn’t feel welcome there. And I knew I wouldn’t be able to pretend that I was comfortable when I only wanted to be with you.”

It was deeper than that —the problem was Shuhua and the relationship she had with Hyunjin. But he had done enough by sharing with Hyunjin some of his feelings regarding all of this. He could explain himself further any other day. 

Not when they were about to go into a party.

It wasn’t the moment.

“You are always welcome,” Hyunjin promised. “I’m sorry I didn’t insist enough and just let it slide when you told me you were going to sleep soon. I should have…” He shook his head. His coffee was so bitter . “I was worried because Shuhua was crying but that’s not an excuse. I should have paid more attention. Sorry.”

Was this enough to settle both him and his omega? Not really.

But it was such a good start.

Felix stepped closer and circled Hyunjin’s waist with his arms to lean his head against the alpha’s shoulder, closing his eyes and basking in his warmth. He had needed that closeness so much. 

“It’s okay,” Felix murmured, his nose brushing the base of Hyunjin’s neck. “I should have told you and I didn’t. I ended up sleeping between Wooyoung and San.”

Hyunjin chuckled. “I’m glad you weren’t alone, though. I’m still sorry.”

Felix rubbed his nose along Hyunjin’s scent gland. 

“I said it’s okay,” he repeated, kissing Hyunjin’s jaw. “Missed you.”

I’ve missed being alone with you, like nothing else mattered.

“Missed you too,” Hyunjin whispered, giving Felix a short peck. “I was so fucking worried after this morning. I knew something was wrong when Innie said you were at San’s.”

They kissed, longer this time but with closed mouths, drowning in the illusion of being by themselves when they were, indeed, in the middle of the street. 

“I drank so much that San and Woo had to take me to bed,” Felix confessed against the alpha’s mouth. 

Hyunjin’s scent got bitter again.

“Sshhh. Forget it.”

Felix pressed their lips together.

“You can make up for it by sleeping next to me tonight.”

Hyunjin trailed Felix’s jaw with his nose, letting out a soft rumble. 

“Deal.”

*

At first, everything was perfect —Hyunjin’s friends, including Shuhua, joined them and they were laughing, drinking and dancing together. With more people around, Felix didn’t have time to feel left out and, anyway, the blonde girl really seemed to be different in comparison to the person he had met a couple of days prior. 

Then, when Felix was coming back from the restroom, he got intercepted by the last person he wanted to see at a party.

And it wasn’t precisely Shuhua.

“Hwan,” Felix muttered, his eyes unable to stop looking at the bright, red hair the alpha’d had for the past ten days. 

Red fucking hair.

Exactly like Hyunjin’s.

It was sickening.

“Lixie. I thought I wouldn’t find a moment to talk to you alone.”

Why.

W.H.Y.

“Scared of talking to me when my friends are around?” 

Felix crossed his arms against his chest.

Hwan snickered. “Not really. But I prefer when it’s only the two of us.”

Felix rolled his eyes. “Do you always need to be so fucking creepy? Listen. I’m still not interested. Stop with this…” He moved his hands around the alpha’s head, motioning at his hair. “Stop it. Find another person and move on.”

“But he doesn’t deserve you.”

What the actual fuck was this idiot saying.

“Leave me alone, Hwan,” was the last thing Felix said before merging with the sea of people to search for his friends since he had been gone for almost twenty minutes due to the long queue to go to the bathroom.

When he finally spotted San’s short hair, he also noticed a couple of details —the first one was that Chan had dragged Jeongin to the dance floor, the second was that Yeonjun and Beomgyu were already in their famous horny-hours and the third one was that neither Shuhua or Hyunjin were there anymore.

Felix wasn’t sure he was capable of asking where they were.

Not after having such a good night. Not after having Hyunjin promise him that they would sleep together. Not after opening up a little bit to the other alpha.

“I’m back.”

San handed him his glass and Felix grimaced, the ice had melted completely and it tasted like water with alcohol and a hint of strawberries. He should have taken his drink with him to the toilets. 

His eyes travelled around the area, just in case Hyunjin and Shuhua were simply dancing and he hadn’t seen them, but the only red-haired person he saw was Hwan.

“They are looking for Shuhua’s best friend,” Changbin said before Felix could open his mouth. “I didn’t get what happened but she saw… her ex? Or something like that. And suddenly she wanted to leave so she asked Hyunjin if he could help her to find her best friend. Something like that.”

The fucking ex again.

The fucking Shuhua having a problem again.

And the fucking Hyunjin choosing her above everything.

Again.

Felix sighed.

He was being so selfish and cruel. Hyunjin probably thought they would find her in just a few minutes. He wasn’t choosing anyone.

But…

“I guess he’ll be back soon then.” Slightly pissed, Felix gulped down the rest of his nasty drink. He felt bad for Shuhua but he wished everything was different so Hyunjin was here. With him.

Far from a person that seemed to have the power to take all of Hyunjin’s time and attention without even trying.

“Yeah. No sad faces,” Changbin said, pulling Felix towards him while San and Wooyoung turned in their direction too. “Time to dance, round two.”

Sadly, the trick of dancing worked until Felix checked the time. 

It had been thirty minutes since he came back from the toilets and Hyunjin still hadn’t rejoined them. 

In fact, Felix couldn’t see him anywhere. 

He couldn’t see Shuhua either.

And again, he wasn’t concerned . He knew they were friends and most importantly, he knew that Hyunjin respected him and would never betray his trust, but after Felix told him how needy he was, he expected something different.

He didn’t even have a single message telling him why Hyunjin was still gone.

Nothing.

“You know what? I’m going to check the rooms to see if I find them and whether they are or not, I’m leaving afterwards. I’m done with this night.”

“Lix, wait,” Wooyoung grabbed his arm. “We can go with you.”

Felix shook his head. “No. No. It’s fine. I’ll go by myself and I’ll say goodbye before leaving. Promise.” He leaned in until he could kiss Wooyoung’s jaw. “Try not to get lost if you start making-out while I’m upstairs.”

Changbin faked a gag sound and the couple and Felix laughed before the latter disappeared again.

He hated so much to feel this way. To be so paranoid and jealous when he should actually appreciate how good of a friend Hyunjin was. How much he cared for them and how he could put everything aside to make sure they were well.

But his omega couldn’t. 

And neither could Felix.

It was like being trapped and finding no exit. When he was starting to believe that he was feeling better, dang , not anymore. 

Why couldn’t he handle all of this as peacefully as he always did?

Did omegas really get that sensitive during courting?

Because it was awful.

Luckily, or sadly, he didn’t have to search much when he got upstairs. There were only two doors that were ajar so he decided to try his luck by peeking around them without making a single sound. 

It wasn’t the best plan, but it could have been worse.

The first room was empty.

However, he recognised Shuhua’s body sitting on the bed in the second. 

She seemed to be alone, which was weird , considering what Changbin said. Yet that wasn’t what had him clenching his jaw and turning around on his heels. 

It was the familiar jacket she had around her shoulders. 

The same jacket he had worn a couple of times in the past because it wasn’t Shuhua’s. 

That was a jacket that smelled like coffee.

The pang of pain going through his ribs was kind of the last proof he needed to confirm that Wooyoung was right —he was especially sensitive and it was probably because of the courting. Or because he wanted to protect his relationship.

But, fuck, the explanation to his feelings didn’t make them better.

It still hurt.

It still made his omega feel underappreciated. 

It still had his eyes filling with unshed tears. 

Why couldn’t he have a normal reaction?

Messages:

lixie pixie [00:17]: 

i’m leaving

couldn’t find you

i’ll be at my flat in case u still wanna sleep together

gnight

Felix remembered he was supposed to say goodbye to his friends before leaving almost ten minutes after leaving the fraternity. He was too pissed to even consider going back to do so, but since he made a promise, he took his phone out of his pocket and opened San’s chat.

Messages:

lixie pixie [00:32]: 

i left

sorry

forgot to say goodbye

i’ll text the gc when i’m home

ily

sorry i’m a mess these days

His nails scratched his scent gland, as though that could take away the subtle coffee sewed to his skin. He had to talk to Hyunjin as soon as possible. Keeping all of this to himself would only bring more secrets and more days feeling upset.

They had always been completely honest.

This time it had to be the same.

Hyunjin would listen to him. 

There was nothing to fear. Literally nothing .

The alpha had never judged him and he wouldn’t do it because of this.

Felix let out a loud sigh and his nostrils flared, the overwhelming sandalwood scent bringing a disgusted expression to his face.

He stopped walking and turned his head in time to look straight into Hwan’s eyes while the alpha dropped his arm around the omega’s shoulders, pressing him against his broad chest.

“Don’t you think it’s kinda dangerous for an omega as pretty as you to walk home alone?”

Fuck .

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"I've been tryna call.
I've been on my own for long enough.
Maybe you can show me how to love, maybe."

Hyunjin’s POV

Between his phone deciding to die all of a sudden, Shuhua’s best friend not replying to the omega’s messages and Felix nowhere to be found, Hyunjin was losing his mind. 

“Guys.” He was breathless by the time he approached Felix’s friends and he didn’t miss the way Beomgyu’s eyes widened when he saw him. “Have you seen Felix?”

“Shit. Shit. Shit,” Beomgyu cursed under his breath, clutching Yeonjun’s arm while the latter glanced at the rest of the group. “I thought you left with him.”

“He left?”

It was then when San showed up, already wearing his jacket and gripping his phone. His eyes were like daggers boring into Hyunjin’s chest when he looked at him and the red haired alpha could only tilt his head down, although he didn’t understand what was happening around him.

“The fucking asshole is following Lix.”

“Piece of shit,” Jeongin muttered. 

The flashback hit Hyunjin harder than all the drinks he gulped before he had to take Shuhua upstairs to see if that could calm his friend down. He remembered Felix commenting on a classmate who had been chasing after him for a long time but seemed to have calmed down since their relationship got more serious.

It sounded like the typical dick who respected another alpha more than the person they were actually hitting on.

Apparently that wasn’t true anymore.

As if Hyunjin wasn’t openly courting him.

“He sent me his location a few minutes ago. I’ll call you when I find them.”

“Wait. San. I’ll go with you,” Jeongin said.

“No, no. I prefer that you stay here and make sure that Changbin and Wooyoung get home in one piece. Also, try to find Yeosang. I bet he’s either fucking or passed out in one of the rooms.” San reached out until his free hand was grabbing Hyunjin’s shoulder. “ You are coming with me. I don’t even know what the fuck Felix saw earlier to leave like this.”

“What he saw when ?” Hyunjin questioned, offering no resistance while the other alpha dragged him to the main door. 

Shuhua had his jacket so he stepped outside wrapped in only a black shirt. However, he was so confused and pissed at the same time that his body didn’t complain much as it adjusted to the temperature.

“Dude. Do you have a single brain cell up there? Felix went upstairs to see if he could find you and Shuhua. And he must have seen something because the next thing I know is that he’s outside and Hwan is following him.”

Hyunjin furrowed his eyebrows, only understanding half of the things San was saying. 

“I’d been looking for him for a while so… I guess he saw Shuhua in one of the rooms? I don’t…”

San groaned, half-walking-half-running the moment they were finally outside, checking his phone to get close to where Felix was just some minutes ago, based on the location he sent him.

Hyunjin didn’t even know how to feel.

He had gone from looking for his boyfriend to suddenly having his heart in his throat because, apparently, something Felix saw caused him to rush out of the party without saying a word and now the asshole of his classmate was following him.

What the hell.

“Can you fucking explain to me what happened?” Hyunjin asked, walking faster and faster the closer they got.

He only hoped that Hwan didn’t bother Felix much in the time it took them to get there.

“What the fuck did Felix tell you when we arrived? I thought you literally talked it out?” San grunted, his jaw clenched and his posture rigid, clearly tense from the situation.

Hyunjin felt more and more lost.

“He said that his bad day was shittier than he told me and that he really would have wanted to be alone with me. And I told him that if I had known, I wouldn’t have suggested having dinner with Shuhua.”

“Fuck, Felix,” San muttered to himself. “That’s it?”

“Yeah?”

“Shit.” 

“What, San?”

The other alpha was murmuring more curses as they sprinted down the street, Felix still out of their reach despite how fast they were moving. Hyunjin was livid, avoiding picturing any possible scenario.

“For real?” San cackled with a mocking tone. “You really haven’t noticed shit, have you?” 

Honestly, even if he had, his brain was spiralling too much while they tried to find Felix to remember anything he had thought in the past hours and days.

“The only thing I’m going to tell you is that Felix has been messing up a lot in our classes. To the point where Hwan noticed it too and decided to try again. That piece of shit.”

In which fucking universe could someone who’s in their right mind consider that the best moment to hit on someone again, despite having being rejected in the past, was while they were going through a rough patch? 

As though Felix hadn't told Hwan more than once in the past that he wanted him away.

“I should have paid more attention tonight. I saw him at the party but when Felix went upstairs I really thought he would find you and that was it,” San whispered, his lips pressed in a line. “But since Hwan dyed his fucking hair it’s so hard to tell if it’s you or it’s him in the middle of a party with so many people.”

Why hadn’t Felix told him about that?

It was… concerning to dye your hair exactly like Hyunjin had it.

“Are you out of your fucking mind?!” They finally heard, Felix’s low voice loud and clear in their ears.

The alphas shared a quick look and sprinted faster in the direction where the voice was coming from. 

The night was really quiet in that area, the parties away from those roads, so it was painfully easy to understand what they were saying. 

“I’m just saying you deserve someone better.”

For a split second, Hyunjin only saw his own hands closing around that alpha’s neck. 

“You know shit about my relationship!” 

After a couple of minutes not knowing where exactly to look, Felix walked out of an alley, huffing and taking glances behind him. It was further than Hyunjin expected, considering how clear they could hear them from where they were, but San and him didn’t say a word as they approached them.

However, the sight of a buff alpha with red hair leaving the alley too had Hyunjin stopping in his tracks. It really was the same fucking hair . Although Hwan seemed to be slightly taller and broader than him.

“I know that you are alone now and he’s not even here! Not even your friends are!”

“Felix!” San and Hyunjin yelled at the same time.

But Felix didn’t dart his gaze from Hwan, who was towering above him again and had pinned him against the wall of the building. 

The omega tilted his chin up, muttering something that Hyunjin couldn’t hear, and when they were only a few steps away, Hwan leaned in to try to steal a kiss.

“You piece of shit!” San kept yelling.

Before their lips could touch, Felix hit the alpha with the heel of his hand on the jaw and before the latter could react, Felix kicked his balls too with his knee, sliding under Hwan’s arms and taking a few steps away while the alpha looked at him with a hand over his crotch.

“You really prefer to be treated like shit,” Hwan let out. 

San and Hyunjin were already there, ready to grab the alpha if he tried to touch Felix again.

The omega gave the alpha the middle finger. “You wish I could ever love you like I love him. I’m going to fucking report you on Monday, like I should have done the first time.”

Hyunjin’s heart ached when Felix stared at them, his shoulders visibly relaxing but his feet guiding him in San’s direction, his face burying in his friend’s chest while San hugged him and apologised for arriving so late.

“It’s okay,” Felix murmured. “It’s okay.”

Hwan looked at them and Hyunjin growled, “Leave.”

Surprisingly, the other alpha only snorted before turning around and walking away from them. It seemed like he still had some intelligence left to see that it was a lost battle to go against three when he was only one.

But fuck.

Why…?

How could someone even…?

Hyunjin glanced at Felix still gripping San’s jacket while his body started trembling, likely catching up on what had just happened.

“I think… I t-think he was high. F-fuck. I thought… I really…”

“You are safe now.”

San’s theoretically reassuring comment only made Felix tilt his head in Hyunjin’s direction and if Hyunjin hadn’t felt completely lost before, he sure did when the omega said:

“What are you doing here.”

It didn’t even sound like a question.

It was… sharp. 

It stung, even if Hyunjin didn’t understand where the rage came from.

“I… was worried. I’ve been trying to find you.”

Felix rolled his eyes.

“Really? When? When you disappeared for who knew how long and couldn’t even send me a message to tell me where you were despite me telling you I’ve been feeling needy and clingy?”

San didn’t know where to look, the alpha still holding Felix and behaving like a statue while the omega bit one comment after the other.

“My phone died,” Hyunjin whispered. “I thought that I could leave you with your friends until Shuhua calmed down. I didn’t even think that it would take me that long to go back to the party because her best friend was supposed to be there too.”

Felix laughed. “Shuhua this. Shuhua that. How can you have your head so far up your ass?”

San cleared his throat then and Felix looked at his friend.

His demeanour softened and he even drew a small smile.

“Sorry. You can leave, Sannie. Thank you.”

“You sure?”

Felix nodded and San kissed his head. “‘Kay. I’ll go check on the rest. Text me when you are home.”

“Promise.”

San made a gesture and started walking back to the fraternity, leaving them alone in the middle of the street, at almost one in the morning, and apparently with many things to talk about.

Hyunjin’s stomach twirled.

If they were always so open and honest, how had they reached this point?

“Felix,” Hyunjin whispered, not getting closer yet. He didn’t want to make him uncomfortable. “Do you have a problem with Shuhua?”

It was that, wasn’t it?

It had to be, judging by his previous comment.

Although he hadn’t seen his friend do or say anything to him but, maybe, Hyunjin missed something in the past days. 

Felix shrugged.

“Something like that.”

The omega turned his head to the side, his posture as tense as San and his were as they were running, and his jaw clenched in a way that looked even painful. His honey turned from bitter due to the situation with Hwan to… something new.

Something that he didn’t recognise but his alpha did.

And it clicked.

“Baby, are you jealous of her?”

Felix pouted and Hyunjin stepped closer, slow enough to let the omega decide if he wanted Hyunjin near or not.

“It feels so awful,” Felix confessed in a murmur. “And I hate it and I’ve tried to ignore it but I’m…”

“Can you look at me?”

“No.” Felix bit the inner side of his cheek. “I’m so stupid and I can only smell Hwan’s scent on me and I’m so disgusted. I just wanted to go home to not think.”

“Let me fix that at least, please. I can help.”

His alpha was eating him alive seeing his future mate so distressed. And Hyunjin felt like crying, his mind wondering if all of this could have been avoided if they had talked properly before.

Felix nodded, subtly, and Hyunjin embraced him right away, the omega safe and sound in his arms.

An exhale left Felix’s lips and Hyunjin tilted his head so the other could trail his scent gland with his nose if he needed.

“Even when I’m pissed, your scent is…” Felix mumbled. “Feels so good.”

Felix hummed and rubbed his cheek against Hyunjin’s neck.

“Can you…?” He practically begged as he pulled back ever so slightly to present his scent gland to Hyunjin. “Please.”

Hyunjin didn’t waste a second, he caressed Felix’s neck with his nose and then pressed his cheek against the skin vehemently. His arms were holding the omega as if the world was ending but his lips were scattering kisses along his scent gland as if they actually had infinite time for just this. As if he couldn’t think about anything better than scenting Felix until he only smelled like a mix of coffee and honey.

Felix emitted a pleased sound and Hyunjin rumbled, accidentally pushing Felix against the wall and pulling back instantly, his face burning from embarrassment. After what Hwan did, he guessed Felix wasn’t willing to have anyone repeating the same motion. Even if Hyunjin was just scenting him.

“Sorry,” he babbled, shyly. “Got a bit carried away.”

Felix’s expression broke into a smile and the omega pulled him in again, tilting his head further.

“A bit more?”

A quiet growl escaped the alpha’s mouth and Felix whined, holding onto Hyunjin’s body like someone who was scared of being unable to stand on his own feet if he let the alpha go. It felt so reassuring. 

It was like putting everything where it belonged, despite the problems, the miscommunication and the fucking Hwan thinking he had anything to do with Felix.

Hyunjin rested his forehead against Felix’s shoulder and the latter carded his fingers through his long strands.

“Thank you,” Felix said, still quietly. “God, I really am such an idiot.”

“Why?”

“Because when I’m like this, I know I was overreacting. And I wasn’t honest but somehow I expected you to read my mind when that’s… We are not like this. I’ve been a mess since I met you at the bar a few days ago and I think that if I had told you back then, we wouldn’t be like this now.”

“H-hm. But we are talking now and that’s what matters, right? I could have paid more attention and I didn’t. It’s fine, Lix.”

“No.” He took Hyunjin’s face between his hands to make the alpha look at him. “ I was the one who got jealous and I should have told you. I wanted to have dinner with you and to sleep with you and I didn’t tell you either. And tonight I kinda expected you to be all over me after talking when I was the first one who was dancing with my friends too instead of giving you all my attention.”

Felix sighed.

“Woo said that it’s because of the courting. That omegas get very sensitive and do things we’ve never done before but I think it’s because I’m so happy and so in love with you that I get defensive if I feel like something is threatening what we have.”

“But Shuhua wasn’t threatening anything. She’s actually so done with me because I can’t stop talking about you . And I was… well , y’know. When all the shit with her ‘friend’ and her ex happened, I wanted to scream, because this was not the week I planned for us.” Hyunjin shrugged. “Don’t get me wrong. It sucks and I feel so mad on her behalf. But I wanted us to do things together because I was so excited for you both to meet. Instead, I’ve been worried sick and Shuhua’s best friend is not helping at all.”

Hyunjin leaned his forehead against Felix’s.

“I hope you know I would never hurt you on purpose. I’m so sorry.”

“I know.” He caressed Hyunjin’s cheeks with his fingers. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you everything sooner. I really should have.”

Hyunjin shushed him. Thinking about what they could have done wouldn’t change anything. 

“I love you, Lix,” he murmured, the heavy confession filling his body with relief and joy because he had been meaning to say it for weeks, and yet Felix had already said it twice in the past minutes.

Even if he didn’t use exactly those words.

“And I can promise you that there’s no one else for me. I’ve never… considered courting anyone. I’ve never loved anyone before. It’s just you.” 

His heart, instead of beating loudly in his chest, slowed down, finally at peace.

He placed his hands over Felix’s hands, that were still against his cheeks. 

“If you ever need me to repeat this to you, tell me and I will. Because I won’t stop telling you until you believe me.”

Felix tilted his head to slot their lips together in a soft kiss.

“I love you too. Thank you for listening to me and reassuring me and just… being here.” Felix rubbed their noses together. “Thank you for not judging me. That too.”

“Why would I judge you?” Hyunjin craned his head to caress Felix’s cheek with his nose. “I haven’t got jealous. At least, yet. But I get more territorial than it seems. It’s easier now because you always wear our couple rings. So… I understand. And if I didn’t, it wouldn’t matter. I wouldn’t judge you.”

Felix’s hands glided over Hyunjin’s skin until his arms were circling the alpha’s neck, their lips brushing again.

“How can you be so good to me?” the omega murmured over his mouth. “Stop or I’ll fall harder.”

Hyunjin beamed.

“Trust me, you’ll never fall harder than me.”

Felix scrunched up his nose.

“Is this a competition?”

Hyunjin kissed the wrinkles and the freckles over that pretty, button nose.

“If it is, you will lose, darling,” the alpha warned.

“You sure?”

“I am.”

After a few tense days, Felix finally kissed him like he always did, his lips parting, their tongues twirling and his arms securing the alpha so he couldn’t move one inch. The omega only pulled back ever so slightly to murmur, “Can we sleep at the frat? I want to be in your bed and only smell you when I wake up.”

Hyunjin laced their fingers together, his characteristic whipped smile already stamped on his face.

“Only if you kiss me one more time first.”

They would have time to talk properly about Felix’s jealousy and how he felt after what Hwan did the next morning. Now it was time to lock eyes when they both touched the other’s ring at the same time and to stop every few steps to kiss again.

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“Yo sé yo sé lo que te gusta yo te lo hago bien.
Yo sé yo sé cómo amarte y vos a mí también.
Yo sé tus fantasías, sé lo que querías.
Que sin mi te morías.”

Felix’s POV

As though their bodies had finally caught up with the tension and misunderstandings from the previous days, they crashed into Hyunjin’s bed after changing clothes and brushing their teeth, their make-up only half-removed by the time Felix crawled on top of Hyunjin to bury his nose in the crook of his neck.

“Are you okay?” The alpha asked in a whisper, his fingers moving along the omega’s spine. “Y’know, after what happened with that asshole and…”

Felix let out a long sigh, not knowing how to reply to that.

“I don’t know? I’m not surprised but I feel like I’m more shaken up than I think. I’m… not sure I’ll be able to walk home by myself for a couple of months.”

Hyunjin let out a low sound similar to a snarl. “I’m so fucking pissed.”

Felix rubbed the tip of his nose against Hyunjin’s scent gland.

“It’s fine. I should have listened to San when he warned me. I thought I had the situation under control. And I… did? Because I would have run like a bitch back to the frat if you hadn’t showed up but it’s…” He shrugged. “It’s unfair. I’ve been turning him down for months.”

The omega could smell how the alpha’s scent grew thick with rage, the coffee becoming slightly unpleasant whilst Hyunjin’s anger took control.

“If I had been with you at the party…”

Felix shushed him, pressing two fingers over his lips.

“Sshh. Nothing happened and I’m here with you now.”

“I can’t even understand how you can be so… nonchalant about it.”

Their eyes locked and Felix drew a sad smile.

Although Hyunjin was one of the best alphas he had ever met, he was still a privileged alpha that didn’t have to face certain situations that were almost part of the daily life of many omegas.

“Because it’s… not unusual. Some alphas are walking pieces of shit and I’ve dealt with tons of them.”

It took Hyunjin a couple of seconds to utter another word, his eyes widening for a second and his jaw clenching.

“Is that why…?” He trailed off, clearing his throat. “Is that why you’ve barely told me about past hook-ups? Have any of them…?” 

Now it was Felix’s eyes’ turn to widen at the implication.

“God, no. No, no.” The omega promptly assured. “I’ve had some shitty encounters. And some alphas have called me nasty names just because I wasn’t interested. But nothing has ever happened.”

Felix caressed Hyunjin’s cheek.

“Sorry to worry you. I have barely told you about other hook-ups because they were nothing compared to you. Ever since day one, you’ve been so different.”

Hyunjin’s gaze softened at the reassurance, yet the hand moving along his spine settled over his hip and gripped him as if Felix could disappear at any given moment. His nails softly grazing the skin under Felix’s hoodie.

“And I’m kinda embarrassed, not gonna lie.”

“Embarrased?” Hyunjin furrowed his eyebrows. 

Felix nodded, biting the inner side of his cheek.

Hyunjin was always so open about all his past experiences —what he had done, what he had not. His limits. What made his curiosity sparkle. He had even shared a good amount of funny and catastrophic hook-ups. 

But what was Felix supposed to say when the majority of his memories happened in questionable bathroom stalls? 

“I mean… The first time I had sex it was because I was fed up with this idea that you had to ‘lose your virginity’ with someone you loved. I was at a club, I saw a cute beta and that was it. I don’t have… any memorable moments to share.”

If he could go back in time, he would do it again. No doubts.

But after meeting Hyunjin, he preferred to talk about his boyfriend bending him in half or sucking him off under the table while he’s on a videocall with other classmates —yes, this actually happened. Yes, Felix wanted it to happen again.

“I learnt to be shameless and confident, I guess, because I’ve pulled every person I’ve liked.”

Hyunjin raised his eyebrows.

“Every person?”

Felix smirked. “You included.”

The alpha chuckled.

“But yeah, I also learnt that some alphas think that they don’t have to do shit if they have a big dick. Others are super obsessed with tiny omegas that look like damsels in distress,” Felix faked a pout, as if he actually was one. “And overall, many people lose it when they see omegas kissing each other or dancing or whatever. You should have seen how they got over Woo and me.”

Hyunjin snickered. 

“What did you do, hm? Making out in the middle of the dancefloor to catch everyone’s attention?”

Felix giggled, devilish, leaning in until their noses were practically touching.

“You know us so well. It’s a shame we never worked out. It never even crossed our minds to fool around or anything.”

“Wooyoung and you would have been insufferable together.”

Felix closed the distance to give him a chaste kiss. 

“I don’t see you or San complaining about us.”

“We fell into the trap.”

Kiss.

“Poor you.”

Longer kiss.

“I love you,” Hyunjin whispered, his free hand burying in Felix’s hair to angle his face and deepen the kiss. “I’m sorry I wasn’t more careful with everything.”

Felix framed his face, his thumb tenderly moving across the skin like a painter drawing their muse by muscle memory.

“I should have told you how I felt since day one. It’s okay. I’m not mad.” A mischievous smile curled up his lips. “But if you want to keep saying that you love me… I won’t stop you… What if I forget it?”

Hyunjin pinned Felix to the bed after that, switching their positions, and straddled the omega’s hips before bending his back to leave a path of kisses all over his collarbones and neck whilst he confessed, over and over again, how in love with him he was.

How perfect Felix was.

How crazy over him he was.

And how much he hoped that their relationship lasted. 

For the first time in days, Felix fell asleep peacefully, clutching Hyunjin’s t-shirt and with a faint smile on his lips.

*

Felix woke up to the sound of low grunts and the smell of really intense coffee, the scent so strong that Felix could almost feel his skin burn. Hyunjin’s chest was pressed to his back and his arm was tightly wrapped around Felix’s waist. 

At some point during the night, they had moved to that position but his asleep self hadn’t remembered to accommodate the hand he kept under the pillow so his entire arm was numb.

The omega tried to relocate it but Hyunjin growled and pulled him harder against his body, a surprised moan escaping Felix’s mouth when the alpha’s hard cock got trapped between their figures, poking his asscheeks.

“Fuck,” Felix breathed, managing to finally slide his hand from under the pillow and closing his fingers around the hand Hyunjin had around his waist.

The result? Hyunjin growling against his nape this time whilst he pressed his palm flat against Felix’s stomach.

“Jinnie?”

He couldn’t even tell if the alpha was awake or asleep.

But for sure what Felix was after this display of alpha energy was wet .

Was Hyunjin dreaming about them?

“Baby,” Felix tried again, but the alpha only stretched his neck to be able to breathe in his morning honey, which made the omega leak even more.

“Mhmne.”

Unconsciously, the omega made room for him, craning his head and moving his shoulder so Hyunjin could smell him properly. 

And the alpha repeated, louder, “Mine.”

Felix moaned, wondering how the fuck the situation had escalated so much in less than two minutes, but it wasn’t like he was about to complain about it. Quite the opposite. After all the pent-up tension and the long conversation they had before falling asleep, he wanted nothing more than to have Hyunjin all over him.

“Hyunjin,” Felix called.

The alpha chuckled against his ear.

There he was .

“Morning,” his hoarse voice replied as he made Felix roll onto his back so Hyunjin could get even easier access to his neck.

“Getting all alpha first thing in the morning?” 

Hyunjin parted his lips and sucked a bruise on the base of Felix’s neck, humming over the skin. He wasn’t blushing, like he usually did when this happened. Instead, he seemed to be embracing his instincts. 

Could Felix get even more wet? Shit.

“Do you want me to stop?” The alpha questioned, his nose against the omega’s jaw. “I don’t think I can physically get away from you without losing it but I can… lay down again. And calm down.”

Felix’s hand snaked between their bodies and another moan filled the room when he palmed the alpha through his briefs. He was so damn hard considering he had just woken up and they had barely touched each other. 

“I want you to do what your alpha tells you to.”

Hyunjin let out half a chuckle and half a sigh, shaking his head.

“Don’t say that.”

Felix took him in his hand, squeezing Hyunjin’s clothed length and barely managing to not squirm over the mattress at the feeling of his heavy shaft between his fingers.

“Why? Don’t you want to fuck me stupid?”

Hyunjin slowly traced his own lips with his tongue, as though grounding himself ever so slightly before giving Felix an answer. 

“The only thing I’m thinking right now is how fucking good you’ll smell when I knot you but we haven’t talked about knotting you yet so I’m not sure I can actually fuck you today.” 

Felix gave him another squeeze and the alpha moaned.

“Then do it,” the omega murmured.

“I’m serious, Lix.”

“I’m serious too. I want you to do it. There’s nothing else to say. I trust you. So you better finger me real quick and do something with this,” he said as he gave the alpha’s cock one last squeeze before moving his hands to the waistband of his briefs to get rid of them.

Hyunjin leaned his forehead against Felix’s temple.

“I can’t promise I’ll last. I don’t know what’s got into me. God.”

Felix kissed Hyunjin’s jaw.

“Guess your alpha has decided to show how territorial you can be.” Felix trapped Hyunjin’s earlobe between his teeth. “Touch me, Jinnie.”

“And you love it, don’t you?” Hyunjin teased whilst his hand got lost between the omega’s legs, testing Felix’s rim at first and then resuming the task with three fingers.

Three.

No warning.

Just the instant sensation of Hyunjin’s long fingers caressing Felix’s walls.

“Fuck,” Felix writhed under Hyunjin’s weight. 

“Too much?” Hyunjin asked, his lips pressed against his cheek.

The omega circled the alpha’s shoulders with his arm and shook his head, spreading his legs to give the latter more space to move. 

“Feels so good,” Felix explained in a weak whisper. “I think… I won’t last either.”

Hyunjin attached his tongue to Felix’s scent gland and licked up a stripe from the base to the jaw of the omega, his fingers still pumping as if instead of loosening Felix up, Hyunjin was trying to make him cum like this.

“Imma add another,” the alpha warned, his fourth finger sliding alongside the rest, stretching the omega beyond limits.

Felix couldn’t say it hurt in any way, he was so pliant under Hyunjin’s mercy that he didn’t doubt he could take the whole fist if the alpha had the patience for that. 

He couldn’t wait to feel Hyunjin’s knot inside, locking them together for who knew how long.

Felix stretched his arm to grip Hyunjin’s briefs, pulling at them harshly until the latter stopped what he was doing to help Felix undress him. Needless to say, the moment they threw it aside, the omega ran to take him in his hand, spreading the precum down the shaft and whining at how the alpha’s fingers didn’t fill him up like his cock did.

“Jin,” Felix babbled, his mouth agape, his back arched off the bed, his legs impossibly spread open. “Fuck me. F-fuck me.”

The alpha coated his length with the slick adorning his fingers and hovered above Felix without resisting, both of them too lost in each other to properly think. Felix still couldn’t get how they seemed to always be on the same page. Always sharing the same state of mind. Always walking by each other’s side.

Even if, in this context, that meant that they both were drunk on instincts and lust and would probably kick the remaining crumbs of their self-control once Hyunjin pushed inside.

They locked eyes and the alpha rolled his hips, bottoming out smoothly after adjusting Felix’s legs over his shoulders. He grabbed the omega’s thigh with one hand whilst the other pressed against the pillow next to Felix’s head.

“Shit, Lix,” he breathed out, his voice dangerously low. 

Their mouths crashed, Felix meeting each snap of Hyunjin’s hips.

Not even on their wildest nights had they fucked like this.

With abandon, with a feeling that seemed to be nipping each one of their bones from the inside, roughly, marking with their teeth and their nails. 

Claiming, claiming, claiming .

If someone asked Felix, he wouldn’t be able to pinpoint why .

Was it because of Hwan? Was that the reason why Hyunjin had been so territorial that his omega had lost his mind? Or was it because of their love confession?

Or was it a mix of both?

The alpha voice took over Hyunjin when he growled over Felix’s lips, “After I knot you, no alpha will ever think they have something to do with you and you’ll only think about me inside you.”

“Shut up,” Felix hissed between breathy moans. “S-shut up or I’ll cum and I want to cum on your knot.”

Hyunjin leaned even closer, bending Felix’s legs further, and sucked another mark behind Felix’s ear.

“I wanna see you cum twice.”

His fingers dug deeper into the skin of Felix’s thigh and his thrusts turned shallow, hitting the right spot each fucking time and leaving Felix completely wrecked even before the omega could reach his climax.

Choked-up sounds escaped Felix’s lips when he spurred between them and Hyunjin gave him a few seconds to catch his breath.

“No.”

It was like a desperate plea.

“Keep going,” Felix begged. “D-don’t stop.”

“But…”

Felix had to fight his aching muscles to rock his hips against Hyunjin’s cock, still buried inside him. Thankfully, the alpha took the hint and came back to the pace he set earlier. 

Soon enough, the oversensitivity had Felix squirming, the tears that were pooling in his eyes breaking free and kissing his freckled cheeks. He couldn’t even hold onto Hyunjin, his arms loosely wrapped around the alpha’s neck whilst he sobbed and moaned.

It was so much and yet Felix felt like he would tear apart if Hyunjin slowed down the pace. 

“Don’t,” he begged again when Hyunjin wiped off some tears with his thumb, the worry concealing his face. “‘S good. I swear. Please, don’t.”

So instead of asking, the alpha bent down and kissed the tears away, changing the angle and grunting, the sound raw in Felix's ear. 

And then, he felt the knot forming and catching on his rim every time Hyunjin pushed inside.

Felix cursed, turning his head to kiss Hyunjin while the knot grew, although it still slid into the omega’s heat as though it was nothing. 

“A-are you…” Hyunjin gulped. He was holding himself back so much to talk. “Are you still sure?”

Felix grimaced as he dropped his legs from Hyunjin’s shoulders to wrap them around his waist. He hugged him closer. 

Then whispered with his lips brushing the alpha’s ear, “Stop thinking and knot me.”

The command seemed to be Hyunjin’s last straw because the alpha only had to roll his hips one last time, his body tensing as he orgasmed, the rhythm at which his knot was inflating skyrocketing and locking them together.

The sudden stretch sent shivers down Felix’s spine but the omega was lucky enough to not feel an ounce of pain, just an overwhelming sensation of belonging. 

It was almost unbearable. 

Hyunjin shifted above Felix to not suffocate him, his knot brushing Felix’s walls and making the omega moan again. 

It really was indescribable. 

Wooyoung told him once that knotting was like another kind of claim. That it was like building a bridge between his omega and San’s alpha. That it felt like nothing else. That it was addictive and also something he could only do from time to time.

And Felix now understood why.

His feelings seemed to have developed a voice. A mind of their own. 

His omega tip-toeing the edge of sanity. 

Many seconds later, he noticed the faint kisses Hyunjin was leaving along his neck. The promises whispered over the skin. Yet he still felt so far away. Drowning in an unknown place where nobody could find him.

His head was spinning and his hands clutched at the alpha harder. 

He never imagined knotting like this .

Felix thought it would be… special. That’s it. 

A physical way of proving to each other that their bond was real.

But this? This was unadulterated madness, control slipping through the fingers and words disappearing from the tongue.

This was part scary and part like coming home.

Felix couldn’t say he adored it but it did make him wonder how people could do it with someone they didn’t love. With mere strangers.

His eyes closed and he breathed in Hyunjin’s coffee, that was perfectly mixed with his honey. The strong smell enveloping him like another pair of arms. His fingers carded through the alpha’s long hair and the latter sighed, his cheek pressed to Felix’s shoulder.

“Mine,” Felix mumbled, though Hyunjin only hummed back, half asleep, rubbing his nose against the omega’s collarbones before getting still.

Felix fell asleep a few seconds later, convinced that what had lulled him to this state wasn’t the knot but Hyunjin’s body against his own.

*

“Don’t pull out yet,” Felix whispered, still sleepy, when he felt Hyunjin moving atop him. 

“Not even if I need to piss?” Hyunjin kissed the omega’s neck. “And we should take a shower if we still want to have lunch at the japanese restaurant.”

“H-hm, I know,” Felix groaned. “Take a shower with me, then?”

Hyunjin kissed his lips. “Deal.”

Felix hadn’t properly gathered his thoughts when they stepped into the shower, previously locking the door so they didn’t have any new episode of Jisung walking in on them in the bathroom. It had happened twice in the past couple of months and Felix had enough for the rest of his life. 

Especially because the last time the omega still got in the shower, ignoring that they were getting changed, arguing that he was running late and he didn’t want Minho to cut his balls off. 

“How are you feeling?” Felix asked first, avoiding the moment he had to reply to that same question.

His head was a fucking mess.

Hyunjin drew a small smile. “Weird?”

Felix’s stomach twisted. 

“Bad weird?”

“Just weird. I didn’t… imagine that it would be like this and I can’t stop thinking… I don’t know. It was so different. It caught me off guard, I guess.”

After that, Felix’s stomach settled, his eyes searching for the alpha while he let out a soft chuckle.

“What’s so funny?” 

“Thinking that we felt the same again. I also thought it was going to be so different and now I’m kinda… Processing, somehow?”

Hyunjin traced circles across Felix’s scalp whilst he applied the shampoo, biting his lips.

“You cummed again after I knotted you so I thought that you were liking it much more than me.”

Felix closed his eyes for a second, sighing. He hadn’t actually realised nor noticed that he came again after the knot from how stunned he was. 

“I was liking it but I also felt so powerless. Like I had no control over anything. It wasn’t scary but it wasn’t the crazy shit I thought it was going to be.” Felix poured shampoo onto his hand to then press his fingers against Hyunjin’s head. “It’s like… I wanna do it again but only on special occasions and when I’m in the right mood. I’m not sure how I’d feel if you knot me on a bad day. And I don’t wanna find out.”

Hyunjin nodded.

“Me neither.” The alpha rinsed their hair and Felix stretched out to grab the colour hair mask he bought Hyunjin some weeks ago. “But I’m also thrilled to knot you while we are on our rut or heat, y’know. It’s so… fucking weird . Knotting you made me dumb or something.”

Felix giggled. 

“I know. But it feels right, I think. I’ve never wanted to get knotted while in heat but I’m sure I’ll ask you to do it next time.”

Hyunjin gave Felix’s cheek a playful bite. “Knot me, alpha,” he imitated Felix’s voice. 

The omega smacked his arm, his smile still plastered on his lips. “Shut the fuck up! I don’t sound like that!”

“It’s due soon,” Hyunjin confessed.

It took Felix a good amount of seconds to catch on to what the alpha meant.

“Your rut?”

“Yeah. My last one was at Christmas and my doctor told me that courting you would alter my cycle so I’ve been expecting it for like… ten days?”

Felix raised his eyebrows. “So maybe you got so territorial this morning because of it?” 

Hyunjin blushed, saying through a cute pout. “Maybe. Don’t remind me. I didn’t even remember gripping you so hard but I can see my fucking fingers on your waist. And your neck… Shit.”

“I liked it.” 

Felix grabbed the body soap and washed the rest of his body before handing it to Hyunjin. Usually, they only did each other’s hair because it was relaxing but then focused on their own bodies because they were faster and the bathroom got cold rather quickly if they took too long inside.

“I don’t know when my heat will kick in. It could be next week or in two months.” Felix shrugged. “If I had known I was going to meet you I wouldn’t have changed my meds literally a few weeks before our first party. My cycle is so fucked up.”

“What did your doctor say?”

“She said that it was normal. And…” Felix rubbed his cheek with his knuckles. “That some things could trigger it, like the courting or your knot or even your rut. So if your rut is due very soon, maybe my heat is too? I don’t know.”

Hyunjin rinsed his hair mask whilst Felix stepped out of the tub to grab their towels, wrapping himself in one and giving the other to the alpha.

“I thought it took longer to sync cycles,” Hyunjin commented.

“Well, our alpha and omega were super whipped since day one. I can’t say I’d be surprised if it happens.”

Hyunjin snorted. It was almost funny to remember how obsessed they were after a mere lap-dance.

“And the knots?” The alpha questioned after they moved to his bedroom again. 

“During our heat and rut?” Felix replied, opening Hyunjin’s wardrobe as if it was his own to look for one of his favourite t-shirts. 

“No. I meant whenever.”

Felix rummaged through one of the drawers until he found a pair of panties he left on purpose in Hyunjin’s room so he could find some of his clothes here for occasions like this one, where they were supposed to go to a restaurant but he didn’t want to go to his flat to get dressed first.

“I liked it,” Felix started, sliding his underwear up his legs and tossing the towel aside. “I don’t want to do it all the time because it was a lot but we can… talk about it if we feel like it? Like this morning.”

Hyunjin nodded. “Yeah. I guess some days we’ll want it and other days we’ll want to avoid it at all costs. We’ll see.”

Half naked, Felix approached Hyunjin, who was sitting on his bed to tie his boots. 

“But during your rut and my heat I expect you to knot me as if you could knock me up.”

Hyunjin’s hands flew to the omega’s thighs, shoving him onto his lap whilst the smirk of a predator curled his lips.

“Don’t rile me up when we are supposed to leave in fifteen minutes.”

“That’s a you problem, baby.” Felix winked at him. “We were just talking about knots and I shared my opinion.”

Hyunjin rolled his eyes and Felix giggled.

Long forgotten was his jealousy from all these past days. 

He was on cloud nine after spending some hours with the alpha.

“But…” Felix tucked some damp strands behind Hyunjin’s ear. “Now for real. Even if it wasn’t what I expected, I would do it again for the first time. Because it’s something I only share with you.”

His small fingers caressed the alpha’s scent gland.

“I was so scared of hurting you that I didn’t realise what I had done until you touched my hair,” the alpha muttered. “Your honey got so sweet. More than ever.” He added, letting out a quiet ramble when Felix kept caressing his scent gland. “I’m not sure I’ll be able to control myself if you smell like that during your heat.”

Felix rubbed their noses together.

“I’ll lose it first when your rut hits. The marks I have now will be nothing compared to the ones I’ll leave on you.”

Hyunjin moaned against Felix’s mouth.

“Make that sound again and I’ll have to blow you,” Felix warned between short kisses.

Getting knotted wasn’t the experience he was expecting but for sure it had him hungrier than usual, the need to make the alpha feel good again consuming his entire being whilst he kissed Hyunjin with all those feelings that filled his head while they were locked together.

Chapter Text

“Baby, me he dado cuenta que te amo.
Que no sé lo que hago sin ti.
Yo sé que unos cuantos te hablaron.
Pero me prefieres a mí.”

Hyunjin’s POV

“I have a crisis,” Hyunjin announced as he entered the huge frat living room, where Jisung, Minho and Chan were talking animatedly while Hongjoong worked on his laptop and Seonghwa made quiet comments about it. 

He threw himself over his best friends and earned a slap right on the ass from Minho. 

“Spill,” The older omega said whilst Hongjoong put his laptop aside to join the conversation too.

Hyunjin couldn’t believe his luck —he was expecting to find only his two best friends, not two more omegas and an alpha who was used to what he was going to say. 

“How do I know if Felix is nesting?” Hyunjin asked, accommodating his body over Jisung and Minho, grabbing a cushion and putting it over Jisung’s lap to be more comfortable. “Serious question. No jokes.”

Seonghwa cooed. 

And then…

“Is he doing weird things with clothes again?” Another voice chimed in.

Hyunjin could feel all colour leaving his face when Wooyoung came into sight, a refilled bottle of water pressed against his chest and his body hidden under layers of sport clothes. The omega jumped onto the couch and squeezed himself against Seonghwa, who hugged his waist like it was second nature.

Shit.

Sometimes Hyunjin forgot how close some of Felix’s friends were to Hongjoong and Seonghwa. 

“Hm, big boy?” Wooyoung insisted after taking a sip from his bottle.

“Huh.”

He wanted to die.

“Thanks for reminding me that he’s actually kinda shy when he’s not with us,” Minho commented, slapping Hyunjin’s ass again and kneading it as if he was a cat. “Spill, you silly alpha.”

Wasn’t this… strange?

Wooyoung was one of Felix’s best friends. Was it okay to talk about his boyfriend with his friend? It wasn’t anything bad. Far from that. But Hyunjin wasn’t sure it was the right thing to do. 

Although, on the other hand, no one was better than Wooyoung to confirm his suspicions. 

“Well… Lately he’s always finding excuses to grab sweaters that I’ve been wearing all day. And…” He blushed. This was so embarrassing. He had six pairs of eyes set on him and Hyunjin only wanted to cover his face with his hands. “He has insisted a lot on washing my gym clothes but it’s been ten days and he hasn’t given me anything back.”

In any other context, or with the wrong company, that admission would have caused a storm of laughs and jokes but luckily, the people surrounding him knew damn well how… effective gym clothes were for a nest.

“Maybe I’m just overthinking it but I swear there’s something.”

Wooyoung let out a giggle. “You are so cute.”

“Youngie!” Seonghwa reprimanded him, and the omega giggled louder.

“What? He could have asked Felix but is having a full meltdown with us. It’s cute!”

“It wouldn’t be Hyunjin if he didn’t have a previous meltdown before talking to Felix,” Jisung pointed out.

“Eh!”

“What? Don’t you remember how you got with the courting?”

“Can you stop?” Hyunjin groaned, regretting coming to the living room. He should have just confronted Felix about it. 

It was something completely normal, even though Felixʼs omega barely did it. 

“Iʼm sure he hasn't noticed it,” Wooyoung murmured before Hyunjin could start bantering with Minho and Jisung. 

The alpha tilted his head in Wooyoungʼs direction. 

“You think so?” 

The omega nodded. 

“That happens to me too,” Hongjoong commented whilst he stretched his arm to place his hand on Seonghwaʼs thigh. 

“I still remember when we met and you were convinced you couldn't nest.”

“Is that possible?” Chan questioned, his lips pursed as though he had just found  a new topic to dive into. 

Hongjoong nodded, his fingers now quietly playing with Seonghwaʼs as if nobody else could see them. 

“It's not that we can't nest. We can, but we feel nothing. There's no sense of belonging. We don't feel safe or comforted, so we don't do it.”

Felix told him that it wasn't a secret that his omega didn't tend to do the ordinary so Hyunjin considered that he could share a little more of their experience. 

Perhaps, he should even tell the omega to talk to Hongjoong. 

“But anyway, no matter how you feel about it, everything changes when you meet your mate.”

Hyunjin couldn't help but notice the adorable blush kissing Seonghwaʼs cheeks afterwards. 

“It fucking does,” Minho chuckled.

Apparently, without planning it, he had started some kind of open-mic about different omega experiences when it came to nesting. 

It wasn't his place to make any comments, his head sinking further into the cushion while he listened to the exchange. 

Though there was one single question he needed to say out loud:

“When you say mate…” His voice trailed off. How was he going to finish that sentence without sounding cheesy? 

“I mean mate,” Hongjoong clarified. “I can't explain it but your omega knows it and something shifts. I bet it's not too different for alphas? Hwa said that his ruts changed after we started courting.”

Shit.

“Changed?”

Seonghwa nodded, an endeared smile curling his lips whilst he finally closed his fingers around Hongjoong’s.

“Yeah. They used to be less intense. I didn’t like them because I felt really out of it. Now I’m really grounded but Hongjoong needs to be with me all the time or I get really angsty.”

Hongjoong smirked, elbowing Seonghwa, and the latter darted his gaze, avoiding to look at any of them.

“I’m also very… possessive. But I don’t like to talk about it.”

“It’s adorable,” Hongjoong stated. 

Hyunjin bit the inner part of his cheek. Would his ruts also change quite a lot? He had never dived much into the future but, at the same time, when he thought about his life after college, he pictured Felix by his side.

It might be crazy to think so big after almost half a year, yet for Hyunjin it was as if there was no other option.

He clicked with Felix in a way he had never clicked with anyone before and although he wasn’t sure if that meant that his alpha considered the omega his mate, one thing was obvious —they were happy together. 

It was easy to love Felix.

And it seemed that for Felix it was also easy to love him back.

Hyunjin cleared his throat.

“So… What do I do?”

“With what?” Jisung asked, patting Hyunjin’s head.

“With Felix.”

“Oh. I don’t think you should do anything. Just let him be,” the omega nodded.

“Or you can ask him,” Wooyoung commented with a side-grin. “He gets so flustered every time this happens.”

Hyunjin pouted. “But I don’t want to… annoy him or whatever. He rarely nests.”

Wooyoung shrugged. “From what Felix has told me, you are pretty much like Sannie and me, and I would literally lose it if San notices I’m nesting and asks me what he can give me or if he can help.”

“Or you can be like Minho and just casually drop clothes in his room. Or the blanket you’ve been using lately,” Jisung pointed out.

“I don’t do that,” Minho muttered.

Chan giggled beside them and Wooyoung shrieked.

“Innie apologised the other day because he didn’t notice I was nesting and took a seat on it. He was so embarrassed, saying ‘sorry’ over and over while his face was super red,” Chan confessed. 

“He looks so intimidating with his piercings and his dark clothes and then he’s such a baby,” Minho said before turning to Jisung again. “But anyway, I don’t do that. I just know that you will steal them eventually so I… save time.”

Jisung smiled. “Then when you are the one nesting, you just seem out of your mind, going into my room unannounced, filling a bag of the things you want and dragging me with you because you like to have me there too.”

“That’s not true either.”

The group chuckled at Minho.

“If I know you are going to give me that stuff anyway, why would I ask? And you like my nest. You’ve told me.”

“You are gross,” Hyunjin mumbled, loud enough for his best friend to hear.

“Says you, having a meltdown because your boyfriend is nesting and you don’t know what to do.”

Hyunjin was so used to his best friends talking about Felix using that term that he didn’t realise what they had done until he heard Chan gasping and Wooyoung letting out another one of his characteristic shrieks. 

“I’m not going to tell him I heard you calling him ‘boyfriend’ but I swear you two are fucking idiots,” Wooyoung said, giddy, kicking his feet for a second against the couch where he was sitting. 

Hyunjin felt mortified.

Again.

“We have some kind of game with it, okay?”

Wooyoung snuggled against Seonghwa. “Oh. I know. We call you ‘boyfriend’ too when we talk about you. Don’t worry, darling.”

Hyunjin emitted a low sound similar to a rumble and groaned against the pillow below his head. 

Being mortified was not enough to describe how he felt. 

And his alpha seemed to have got the best news of his life.

They laughed at his reaction and Minho pinched his ass.

“Anyone want some coffee? Smells delicious. Hm, Hyunie?”

He groaned again.

Boyfriend .

He was so in love.

***

Hyunjin couldn’t tell if he was making the biggest mistake of his life or if this was one of his best ideas, but it was too late to go back to the frat once Felix opened the door and he walked inside, dropping the bag hanging from his shoulder to the floor and leaning in to kiss the omega.

“What’s that?” Felix asked, smelling like the sweetest honey ever created.

Hyunjin pulled back with an expression of panic crossing his face.

He had been going through different options for days and after Felix kept another one of his hoodies, the alpha had been convinced that this was the correct answer. 

But what if he offended Felix.

Or if he overstepped a boundary.

Nests were so personal and every omega was so different, Jisung and Minho had rightfully told him so countless times.

“It’s… like a gift?”

Felix scrunched up his little nose, his gaze locked on Hyunjin although he could tilt his head and see what was hidden inside the bag by himself. 

“Like a gift?”

“H-hm. I’ve noticed that you are… keeping some of my stuff so I thought that… maybe you would like to keep the blanket I use when I’m working at my desk and the second pillow I use to sleep when you are not there.”

Felix narrowed his eyes and Hyunjin’s stomach dropped.

Shit.

He took too many liberties, didn’t he?

He should have asked first.

“I can take them back to my room!”

“N-no. No,” Felix took his hand and Hyunjin smelled the same panic he was feeling in the omega’s scent. “Shit. I’m so dumb.”

Now it was Hyunjin’s turn to narrow his eyes.

“You what.”

Felix blushed under the palm of his free hand, that was covering part of his face.

“I can’t believe you noticed it and I didn’t. ” Felix stepped closer and the next thing Hyunjin felt was the tip of his nose caressing his scent gland. “I’m so fucking embarrassed and at the same time so woozy because I couldn't possibly have a better alpha.”

Hyunjin’s arms automatically wrapped around the smaller omega’s frame, pulling him even closer. 

“So I didn’t overstep or misinterpret the signs or anything?” He whispered, his fingers drawing circles against the skin of Felix’s back.

“No.” Felix left a trail of open-mouthed kisses along Hyunjin’s neck. “I’ve been struggling so much to wash your clothes. And I’ve been doing… weird things with them. God. I thought it was just your scent. Again. Or a symptom of pre-heat.”

A rush of different kinds of warmth ran through Hyunjin’s veins.

“What weird things?”

Felix whined.

“ Weird things .”

Hyunjin bit Felix’s earlobe. “I wanna know.”

“It’s embarrassing. My omega was so loud and I didn’t see it.”

The alpha kissed his jaw. “Please. I won’t laugh.”

“Stop with that voice. I’m getting so soft and you are making me wet,” Felix confessed in a mutter, as though he wasn’t leaving even more kisses over Hyunjin’s neck. “I’m so happy. You brought your pillow and your blanket. For me.”

Too enthusiastic, Felix shoved Hyunjin against the closed door, rubbing his nose and cheek against Hyunjin’s scent gland, renewing his honey when Jisung already told him that very same morning that he couldn’t smell more like the omega.

“I’ve been keeping two of your sweaters on my bed. They are under my pillow when I sleep.”

Hyunjin hummed, still tracing patterns over the skin of Felix’s back.

“That’s not weird.”

“ Of course not . What’s weird is that…” Felix swallowed. “I swear if you laugh I’m going to kick you out and block you everywhere,” he whispered. “I’ve been sniffing your clothes. The gym ones. And some of your hoodies. And some days it just makes me feel so comforted but also so horny that I’ve had to take a shower to calm down.”

Hyunjin’s nails went from softly drawing to scratching .

Felix whimpered.

“Maybe I’ve been getting off wearing some of your t-shirts too.” Felix pulled back, blushing but with a scent that couldn’t smell better. His omega seemed to be so happy sharing all of this. “I’m so sorry. I swear I’ve been convincing myself to wash everything but I can’t . I’ve felt so filthy and strange and… safe. I’m sorry, Jin.”

This had to be a joke.

Hyunjin switched their positions until he was the one pushing Felix against the door, his nostrils flaring and his pupils blown out. It was as if he couldn’t tell who was about to speak —himself or his alpha.

Had he been cumming on his t-shirts too, leaving them marked until he could wash them? Had he slept with them on? Had he woken up in the middle of the night, drunk in Hyunjin’s scent and wished the alpha was there with him?

“You felt so good with all my clothes that you got wet?” Hyunjin inquired, his voice hoarse as though he hadn’t spoken in many hours. 

Felix nodded, torturing his lower lip with his teeth.

“I like to keep them on and all over my bed because they make me feel so… at peace. So good. So…” The omega’s voice cut off, a high-pitched moan parted his lips when Hyunjin dropped to his knees and pressed his lips against his bare thigh.

How the fuck was Hyunjin supposed to behave when Felix was confessing all those things while wearing knee-high socks and an oversized sweater? It was a lost battle from the beginning.

“Alpha,” Felix shivered like a leaf against the door, his fingers carding through Hyunjin’s long, red strands.

Hyunjin was throbbing in his jeans.

“These past days when I’ve visited you, there weren’t clothes on your bed,” the alpha noted, biting into the flesh. “Did you hide them when I was here?”

“That’s because…” Felix sighed, his fingers gripping Hyunjin’s hair stronger when the latter sucked a mark close to the waistband of his briefs. “Because I didn’t get to build my nest properly. I think that my omega was so pissed because I wasn’t noticing what was happening, that’s why I felt so strange and all.”

Some days ago, when Hyunjin talked to his omega friends, all of them forgot to warn him about the effect of having the omega he was courting admitting out loud the effects that his clothes and his scent’d had on him and his own nest.

He vividly remembered Felix telling him that his nests didn’t look like standard ones.

That they had clothes scattered here and there, sometimes more and sometimes less, and that they never lasted long because his omega was never completely satisfied with them, as if something was missing but Felix couldn’t pinpoint what was.

Hyunjin recalled the definition Felix gave him back in the day — my nests are like the people I love but in tiny. They smell like my friends but not enough to be perfect.

The alpha didn’t ask why the omega never borrowed more clothes. Or why he didn’t try to build his nest in a different way, feeling like he might intrude on a personal ritual or hurt Felix’s feelings.

However, this time he felt greedy. He needed to know more, until he ran out of questions to ask.

“Your omega is not pissed anymore then?” Hyunjin bit on Felix’s other thigh, leaving a twin mark and dragging his tongue above the area to soothe it.

Felix grinned. “Not at all.”

Hyunjin had to focus on Felix’s face to not press his nose right against his crotch and forget about their conversation. 

“I feel like doing my nest properly so you can fuck me in it.”

Hyunjin snickered. It was such a sharp sound that it could be misinterpreted, as if the alpha was mocking the omega for wanting to ruin a nest he had just built.

But the truth was that Hyunjin had just lost the loose grasp he had on his self-control.

His hands gripped Felix’s hips and turned him around, his ass facing the alpha and Hyunjin’s eyes looking at the wet patch covering part of Felix’s baby blue underwear.

“And I feel like you are going to cum on my tongue first.”

*

Hyunjin leaned against the doorframe of Felix’s bedroom, his eyes silently following the omega’s movements —how Felix grabbed some of the gym clothes and threw them on the bed, covering them with the blanket Hyunjin brought. The omega also replaced his regular pillow with Hyunjin’s and put his own in the middle of the bed. 

The alpha also noticed that Felix wasn’t content with the first arrangement that crossed his mind, his hands moving clothes here and there until he seemed happy with the result.

In his own opinion, the difference was nonexistent but nests weren’t something that followed any logical rules. It was about a feeling that only the omega could understand. 

So he kept staring for almost half an hour, endeared by the way Felix tilted his head every time he added a new hoodie to his bed and by his pursed lips when he didn’t like what he had done.

It was relaxing to see, and it filled his alpha with a very special sense of pride .

With the thought of his nest smells like me .

Hyunjin guessed that, eventually, Felix would add some of his friends’ clothes too but this time his omega was too focused on Hyunjin’s coffee to remember anything else.

The omega added a couple of cushions to the bed, building a fort of cushions and pillows around the mattress, and took off the hoodie he was wearing —that had a stain right above the hem because Felix didn’t pull at it fast enough earlier while Hyunjin was eating him out.

He tucked his hoodie below one of the pillows and crawled over the bed, curling up in the middle of it, surrounded by Hyunjin’s stuff, pillows and his own sweaters and hoodies.

Felix let out a short, soft purr and rubbed his cheek against one of the cushions.

Hyunjin smiled.

It felt intimate, too. To see Felix preparing his nest and getting in it for the first time.

It was as if Hyunjin thought he wasn’t worthy of that view. 

“Jinnie,” Felix called.

Hyunjin raised his gaze from the floor, locking eyes with Felix.

The omega stretched out his arm and wiggled his fingers to invite him to come closer, though Hyunjin’s feet seemed to be glued to the ground. Not even one portion of his body moved.

“Really? It’s your nest. I don’t want to intrude.”

“I want you here.”

Okay.

Okay.

“You want me there.”

Okay he sounded like a fucking idiot.

Imagine having people saying you are the hottest and most confident fratboy ever and then you go and make a fool of yourself because your omega is asking you to join him in his nest.

“Yeah. It won’t be completely perfect until you are here with me.”

Felix wiggled his fingers again and Hyunjin nodded to himself, taking a couple of steps before pressing his knee against the mattress.

However, before he could crawl in Felix’s direction, the omega grabbed his arms and manhandled him like he rarely did. It took him so off guard that he almost face planted, making Felix giggle, but soon he regained confidence and let Felix move him wherever he wanted.

The omega made Hyunjin fall onto his back and tangled their limbs together, wrapping an arm around his chest and caressing the alpha’s cheek with his nose right after covering them with the blankets.

Hyunjin inhaled their mixed scent and felt as if he could melt over the mattress, merging into it. 

He had slept on that bed so many times and it had never been like that night.

He got goosebumps, his mind catching up with the fact that his omega had invited him to his nest. 

A nest that only had their clothes.

His hand cupped Felix’s cheek and the latter tilted his head to look at him. 

They both beamed at the same time and their eyes turned into crescents right before their lips could touch in a kiss that was more about the physical contact rather than anything else. It was the personification of all the feelings that nest made them feel.

It was long, and deep, and tender, and Hyunjin believed he could write long-ass essays about how a simple kiss could leave him breathless but full of joy.

“I feel like I could cry if I think for too long about where I am,” Hyunjin confessed, almost ashamed of being so sensitive but it truly meant so much .

Felix slotted their lips together again.

“Nesting has never been like this,” was his answer.

The omega licked his lips.

“It used to be pleasant too but I’ve never felt that my nest is better with someone else in it with me. I’ve always thought that something was missing and that’s why they weren’t perfect and I kinda hate how cliché it is to say that… what was missing was… you.”

He chuckled, shaking his head as if he couldn’t believe what he had just confessed.

As if he hadn’t noticed that Hyunjin was now breathless and speechless.

“When my doctors said that some omegas only felt completely safe after meeting their mate I really didn’t think it would be like this.”

Hyunjin’s heart jumped to his throat, stammering so loudly that it was impossible that Felix wasn’t hearing it.

“I know that we are really young and we have been together only for a few months and I don’t want to pressure you or stress you or anything. It’s just… I… My omega… When you…” Felix trailed off, and whereas it might seem like he was getting anxious opening up about this, the truth was that his scent was sweetening the more he talked.

Hyunjin wished he could drink it.

“I’m going to say it and if it’s too much, you can pretend we never had this conversation.”

Couldn’t Felix smell his own coffee? Because Hyunjin bet it was as mouth-watering as his honey was.

“I really think we will say the word ‘mate’ before we say the word ‘boyfriend’. In my head, that’s what you are. It feels like I was waiting for you somehow. Or maybe it was my omega. But I just know it. You are it for me.”

There was a long silence afterwards.

But not an awkward one.

It wasn’t tense either.

It was just silence. Some time to let the words sink in and the feelings bloom further.

Hyunjin blinked to hide the tears that had suddenly filled his eyes and his fingers caressed the omega’s scent gland. He would only rumble if he tried to utter a sound. 

“Judging by your scent, should I guess that you agree?”

Hyunjin nodded, his vision blurry and his fingers curling around the omega’s nape.

“I want you to be my first one and my last,” the alpha finally whispered. “It scares the shit out of me and I don’t like to say it out loud much to not jinx it, but ‘boyfriend’ doesn’t do justice to… everything . Us. This. I don’t know.”

Felix kissed him.

It really was so fucking easy to love and to be loved.

“My alpha.”

Hyunjin rubbed their noses together.

“My omega.”

Chapter Text

“Todavía recuerdo ese día que en la pista me lucía
Me miraste y ya sabíamos como esto acabaría
Vos y yo, vos y yo juntos en la habitación
Haciendo maldades y de fondo un reggaeton.”

Felix’s POV

“You are burning,” Felix noted as he palmed Hyunjin’s forehead and neck, the alpha still half asleep whilst his coffee seemed to be boiling. 

Not even two days ago, Hyunjin asked him to meet up to discuss certain things regarding his rut because he was one-hundred percent sure that it was going to kick off soon. Felix found it endearing and took notes of every aspect he found important —insisting on drinking water and not skipping meals, forcing him to take baths if the fever got too high and only giving him meds the first day because if not he would feel dizzy for days.

Felix had shared with Hyunjin his basic needs during his heat, just in case they were right and Felix’s omega had been waiting for the alpha’s rut to start the heat. 

Hyunjin also told him that his rut usually lasted around three days, depending on how intense it was, and Felix sighed and confessed that he didn’t know if his new medication would affect how long he was in heat, but that normally it was four mild days. 

“The fucking pre-rut,” Hyunjin muttered, curling up under the blankets. “I knew it would start soon.”

“Do you want to sleep a bit more? I can send an email to the coordination department to tell them you’ll be out this week.”

Hyunjin turned around and crawled on top of Felix’s body.

“No. I want you here. With me.”

“At least, let me find your meds, hm? Can I do that?”

“They are in my bag. No need to find them. Stay.”

Felix pulled the blanket over their bodies and touched Hyunjin’s neck again.

“Okay. But when we wake up again, you are taking the meds.”

Hyunjin was already asleep by then.

*

They decided to spend Hyunjin’s rut at Felix’s flat. Jeongin said that he would crash at Beomgyu’s place and at the frat during that week, and that he wouldn’t come back until they were completely sure that Felix’s heat wouldn’t begin too. 

The beta made them promise that they would call him if they needed anything but Felix hoped that, if his heat did surprise them, this would be the first time that Jeongin could sleep peacefully without feeling worried about him. 

Felix had never spent a heat physically with anyone but his friends had kept him company in other rooms multiple times. Especially Jeongin. 

When his doctors finally found the type of medication that turned Felix’s heat into four unpleasant days where he at least didn’t want to pass away from how painful everything was, he stopped spending them in clinics to be at home, where his omega was way more relaxed and less shaky. 

Clinics were nice for the pain but fucking awful for omegas that only wanted to feel safe and comforted.

“Minho and Jisung just dropped all the groceries I asked them to buy,” Felix informed, feeling the smile bloom on his lips at the sight of Hyunjin resting in his nest, surrounded by pillows, a couple of blankets and all the clothes Felix added some days ago.

The alpha groaned and lifted up his head to focus his gaze on Felix.

“I don’t want to eat. I want you to kiss me.”

“One kiss now and many, many kisses after you have lunch?” Felix suggested, slowly walking towards the bed. “You need to eat as much as possible before the real rut begins, baby. You told me so, remember?” 

His fingers brushed some damp strands off Hyunjin’s face, the alpha pressing his nose against the omega’s wrist whilst he pouted.

“But I’m not hungry. I just want you.”

“And you’ll have me as much as you want once your rut starts.” Felix leaned down, giving the alpha a soft peck. “It’s a promise.”

***

The day of pre-rut had been the perfect way to get ready for the real rut.

Hyunjin hadn’t been too much to handle but Felix was still surprised by how clingy the alpha was, whining like a child if the omega had to leave him alone for more minutes than he considered necessary and scenting every inch of skin he could reach when Felix cuddled him.

It had been endearing. 

However, towards nighttime, Hyunjin’s behaviour began turning… possessive . He asked Felix if he minded using his clothes. If he could leave some visible hickeys on his scent gland. If he could kiss him breathless instead of preparing meals for the upcoming days.

He had pressed his hard-on against Felix’s ass while the omega was cooking, his chin on Felix’s shoulder and his arms gripping his smaller body as though that was his only purpose in life.

It had been fucking challenging to keep cooking instead of turning around and succumbing to the effect Hwang Hyunjin had on him. 

“You are a tease, aren’t you?” Felix questioned as he snuggled against Hyunjin. “Is this how we are going to spend the next few days?”

Hyunjin nuzzled against Felix’s hair.

“It seems so. I’m so obsessed with you,” he confessed, unprompted, his tone low, close to sounding like his alpha voice. “More than usual. And I thought that was impossible.”

Felix chuckled, letting their lips brush.

“How conscious are you during the first day?”

“I think I’ll be too horny to talk much,” Hyunjin muttered, rolling his hips so Felix could feel his bulge against his leg. “I’m not sure. It’s different with you.”

“Even the pre-rut?” 

Hyunjin groaned as he snaked his hand between them to adjust his briefs around his cock.

“H-hm. Everything. You smell even better to me.”

Felix pressed his palm flat against the alpha’s forehead.

“You sure it’s not the fever talking?”

Hyunjin kissed Felix’s hand. “If it is, I want to have a fever forever.”

***

Felix had woken up to a sweaty Hyunjin still sound asleep. Like with every alpha in rut and every omega in heat, his scent now had a new and special undertone that indicated that Hyunjin had entered his rut.

In his case, his black coffee also smelled like coconut. It wasn’t as intense but it was easily noticeable, especially for someone like Felix, who was so used to Hyunjin’s scent.

The alpha was still hard, so before the rough part officially began, Felix sneaked out of the bed to go to the bathroom and the kitchen. He needed to brush his teeth and grab their bottles of water.

He was opening the fridge when he heard a loud growl followed by the sound of footsteps.

Soon enough, a very much naked —if he ignored his tight briefs that did nothing to hide the alpha’s dick— Hyunjin was leaning against the kitchen door, his lidded eyes fixated on Felix’s body and his scent filling the entire room.

The smell made Felix clench his legs, his underwear already wet. 

The sight didn’t help either. 

All those tattoos on display, the multiple half-faded hickeys, the nipple piercings…

Hyunjin was a fucking deity on earth.

A creature brought to that world to drive Felix mad. 

Felix pressed himself against the kitchen counter, gripping it with his fingers to restrain himself from jumping into Hyunjin’s arms like a desperate omega. 

Why did he have to smell so heavenly?

“You left me alone,” Hyunjin mumbled.

The. Fucking. Voice.

Again, it wasn’t the alpha voice but it was so freaking close that Felix had to take a deep breath to stop himself from leaking even more. He was supposed to be the one in control. The one that could think straight. 

And yet, his omega was begging to drag the alpha into the room to sit on his cock.

“I was grabbing our water,” Felix murmured as he motioned at the fridge. 

“You left.”

It was going to be a wild ride to learn how to deal with Hyunjin like this.

“Baby, if we have water, we can stay in the room for hours. Don’t you want that?”

Hyunjin walked towards him, cornering Felix against the kitchen counter as he rocked his hips against the omega’s thigh. Felix’s hands trailed up his chest and locked around his shoulders.

“Don’t you want to fuck me for hours until you can’t cum any more inside because I’m full?”

The smirk hanging from Hyunjin’s lips widened and Felix barely had time to register the alpha removing the gap between their bodies. His long fingers gripped Felix’s chin and his tongue pushed between the omega’s lips, the moan that Felix had been keeping inside flowing out of his mouth beautifully and falling down Hyunjin’s throat.

“I want to knot you.”

Felix got goosebumps.

“After I’m full?” 

Hyunjin nipped Felix’s lips. “All the time. Want to be inside you all the time. Locked together. So you don’t forget-.”

“Forget what?” Felix exhaled when Hyunjin’s hands kneaded his asscheeks. 

The alpha, seeming to have no brain-to-mouth filter at the moment, leaned in again and murmured against the omega’s scent gland, “So you don’t forget that I’ll mate you one day.”

One thing was talking in whispers with the alpha while they both were completely conscious and another was having Hyunjin so fervently promising a future together. A life next to each other.

Felix’s short nails dug into the skin of Hyunjin’s neck.

“Bend me over the kitchen counter, alpha.”

Like the first time.

Hyunjin bit the beginning of Felix’s scent gland, leaving a couple of feather-like kisses against the skin afterwards whilst he growled.

Then, he turned Felix around and shoved his underwear down his legs, spreading his buttocks to collect the slick and thrust inside with two fingers. 

If that coconut kept conquering his nostrils, Felix would reach his climax before Hyunjin could pull his cock out of his briefs.

He should have never said out loud that he doubted Hyunjin could smell even better.

Because he had been so damn wrong.

***

Before the rut began, Felix and Hyunjin went through an extensive list of scenarios that might happen and the omega admitted, less ashamed than he thought, that there were certain things that he had never considered in the past but that seemed appealing at the moment because he trusted Hyunjin.

Needless to say, Hyunjin had also admitted that he shared the same feeling. 

So, they added even more scenarios to the list, and Felix fell asleep with Hyunjin’s arms around his waist and his cock buried deep inside him. 

However, when during the first night of the rut Felix passed out in exactly the same position, he kind of forgot that this Hyunjin wasn’t really the same Hyunjin he was used to. Not because he was less disrespectful or anything like that.

But because he was more feral.

More like a fucking animal claiming what was his.

Who was his.

Felix woke up in pure bliss, his skin tingling, his guts clenching and his lips parting in a soft moan while Hyunjin held him firmly against his body. The alpha’s lips were against his nape and he was letting out grunts.

The coconut merged into the coffee and twirled around his own honey.

Hyunjin cursed, his hips snapping harder, and Felix’s nails sank into the back of Hyunjin’s hand when he finally realised why he had woken up feeling like this. Why he was so hard. Why he felt so hungry. 

“You can use me,” Felix had said. “Not like ‘use me’. But I mean. If I’m asleep and you are horny, you can fuck me.”

Hyunjin had stared at him for a very long second, blinking.

“For real?”

“During your rut? Yeah. Just don’t touch my dick or put yours in my mouth or stuff like that. But you can have my ass if you want.”

Felix had seen Hyunjin’s Adam’s apple bobbing whilst his scent grew thick.

“And if I cum and you haven’t woken up yet?”

“With the way your scents get?” Felix had purred, devilish. “I’ll wake up and ask you to go harder.”

Hyunjin had groaned and Felix had giggled before kissing him.

“Morning,” Felix whined in a raspy voice, his head craning as further as possible so Hyunjin could nip his scent gland whilst he guided their intertwined hands towards his shaft.

“Hi, baby,” Hyunjin muttered in his ear, his palm engulfing Felix’s cock. “You felt so good around me when I woke up. Shit. And you look so hot all naked in your nest with me. I couldn’t… I…”

Well.

Perhaps, Felix should have considered the silly, little fact that he would be so fucking into waking up with his alpha fucking him through the mattress. For some reason, when he had suggested it, he did it out of curiosity, ignoring how much he had been unconsciously fantasising and, ironically, dreaming about it. 

Only perhaps.

Because, perhaps, he would, then, have been prepared to feel so turned on by everything. 

But no.

He wasn’t.

And his brain was still too sleepy to form any coherent sentence more complex than short whines and quiet pleas. 

“ You are hot. Doing what I told you,” Felix mumbled, raising his arm to grip Hyunjin’s hair so he didn’t dare to move away from his neck. “Fuck. ‘M so close and I just woke up.”

“Yeah?” Hyunjin inquired, his hips thrusting harder after Felix had opened his eyes and his hand moving up and down the omega’s length. “I’ve barely fucked you.”

Felix moaned when Hyunjin sucked on the base of his scent gland.

“You like me that much?” 

Nodding, Felix whispered. “You know I do. Are you close too?”

Hyunjin chuckled. “Yeah.”

“Even… if you’ve barely fucked me?” He teased.

And Hyunjin chuckled again. “I could cum just by looking at you, love.”

Good fucking morning to him, Felix thought before falling into a void of orgasms and naps that kept them pretty busy until lunch time.

***

“Stop pouting,” Felix asked, again, whilst he held the clean towels against his chest with one arm and stretched out the other to take Hyunjin’s hand. “Come on, baby. It’ll be quick.”

“No.”

“Don’t you want to come back to bed smelling like my soap?” Felix stepped closer to Hyunjin and tucked a long, sweaty red strand behind his ear. “I can give you one of my big t-shirts too. Would you like that?”

Hyunjin had his arms crossed against his chest and his eyes looked glassy as he stared at Felix.

“Yeah but I don’t want you to change the bedsheets and if I get up, you’ll do it. You said earlier that the nest looked gross.”

Because it did.

They had been having sex like wild animals since the rut began and although Felix had done his best to clean any stain with tissues, that didn’t remove them fully. So despite how damn good the nest smelled, Felix was well aware of the real state of it.

His omega wasn’t particularly keen to change the sheets but they would ruin them again in less than two hours anyway. 

“Let’s do something ,” Felix suggested, sitting on Hyunjin’s lap. “I promise to keep the same pillowcases and blankets until the end of your rut but I’ll change this,” he pointed at the sheets covering the mattress. “Today and tomorrow night.”

Hyunjin whined.

“The nest will still smell like us,” Felix assured, rubbing their noses together. “And when you get out of the shower, I’ll scent you again so you only smell like me.”

The whine turned into a rumble, making Felix beam.

“You like that?”

“A little bit,” Hyunjin mumbled.

“Only a little bit?

With furrowed eyebrows, the alpha nodded again and tried to steal a kiss, which brought a giggle to the omega’s mouth.

“Eh. I’m talking to you, big boy. No kisses yet.”

The pout came back to Hyunjin’s lips.

Why was he so adorable during his rut?

Weren’t alphas supposed to turn into sex machines or something like that? Felix was expecting a very demanding, dominant and wild Hyunjin. Someone that would growl more than talk and would mostly think about knotting him.

Instead, the alpha was very needy and very clingy. He was more possessive than usual, that was true, but Hyunjin wasn’t obsessed with marking him, his attention focused on scenting Felix at any given chance.

As though Felix hadn’t been reeking of him for months.

It had been like whiplash to find a completely different Hyunjin, and his attitude was way more exhausting than it would have been to simply fool around with him every time a new wave hit. 

However, Felix liked this side of him too.

Because Hyunjin rarely showed it out of his rut.

And it was so cute.

“Would you be happier if I take a bath with you?”

“Would you do that?” Hyunjin’s eyes sparkled with a different light, his voice getting slightly lighter. Sweeter.

Felix nuzzled against his cheek. “I would love that.”

The break between each wave didn’t last long —an hour and a half, at best. More if Hyunjin fell asleep— so Felix didn’t have much time to spare. He needed Hyunjin to get up and get in the bathroom as soon as possible so they still had some time to eat before Hyunjin tried to devour Felix instead.

Felix laced their hands together and led the way to the bathroom, giggling and jokingly rolling his eyes when Hyunjin used his free arm to grip his waist and kept him firmly glued to his body.

Apparently, the alpha couldn’t handle the idea of having the omega too far from him during the rut, not even if their hands were intertwined.

That was so adorable, too.

Or, maybe, Felix just found anything Hyunjin did adorable. 

“What?” Felix asked after closing the door of the bathroom and removing his sweatpants, Hyunjin’s eyes locked on him as if he didn’t understand why they were there. 

“Help me?” Hyunjin replied in a really thin, sweet voice as he raised his arms over his head.

The omega smiled. “You are getting too used to me taking care of you, hm?”

He didn’t resist, though, soon taking the hem of Hyunjin’s t-shirt between his fingers and pulling it up his body until he could toss the clothes aside. His palms caressed the heated skin of the alpha’s chest and relished the way Hyunjin trembled under his touch. 

Hyunjin mumbled unintelligibly and Felix tilted his head up whilst his fingers brushed his spine.

“Hm?” The omega hummed. “What did you say?”

“I like to be like this with you,” Hyunjin repeated, a bit louder yet still too quietly; shyly even.

Felix frowned. “You don’t let your friends take care of you?” His fingers circled Hyunjin’s waist, moving over the waistband of his shorts.

This reminded him of the conversation they had the first time Felix scented him.

Hyunjin craned his head to the side but Felix cupped his cheek so the alpha had to look at him again.

“Don’t hide from me.”

“It’s stupid.” Hyunjin pouted.

Felix leaned onto the tip of his toes and nuzzled against Hyunjin’s jaw.

“I bet it’s not,” he assured, softly, his arms wrapped around the alpha’s waist.

Hyunjin’s coffee grew mildly bitter whilst he circled Felix’s shoulders with his arms to hug him back. He tilted his head to make their noses bump and exhaled over the omega’s lips.

“You are gonna laugh.”

“I won’t.”

Hyunjin exhaled again.

“I used to think that alphas… shouldn’t . Especially alphas like me. Y’know. In a frat and with the rumours and…” 

At times, Felix forgot that secret baggage that Hyunjin was carrying. 

The first time he saw it properly was when the alpha confessed he would like to bottom and, stupidly, Felix thought that he wouldn’t need to look those insecurities in the eye again. But he was obviously wrong.

Because, at the end of the day, they were still there. Waiting. 

And although Hyunjin could live a fulfilling life with them, Felix despised the fact that those ideas were so beautifully placed in his head. 

He couldn’t say he didn’t understand where those thoughts came from.

“You can be however you want,” Felix murmured. “And you can do whatever you want too.”

Hyunjin shrugged, hiding his face in the crook of Felix’s neck.

“I’ve tried. With Minho and Jisung. But it’s easier with you.” Hyunjin paused for a second. “I thought I felt safe with them, and I know I do. But it’s so much more with you.”

A rush of joy made Felix hold Hyunjin tighter, his lips pressing kisses over the alpha’s head.

“I’m glad I can be that for you.”

“Can I have a kiss now?”

Felix pulled back, cradling his face in his hands.

“You can have all the kisses you want, pretty alpha.”

***

Hyunjin shifted in Felix’s lap, making himself smaller in the omega’s arms while they were still inside the tub, the warm water and bubbles surrounding them.

It felt even more special to be like that with him after what the alpha had said. 

It felt like a moment Felix should cherish, because nobody else had got the chance to see Hyunjin like this —completely vulnerable, folding until his big frame could fit in Felix’s small embrace, with his nose brushing the omega’s scent gland and his eyes closed.

“It’s coming again,” Hyunjin mumbled, shifting again.

“You are burning up,” Felix commented before kissing the alpha’s shoulder. “Are you in pain again?”

Hyunjin groaned. “No.” His fingers dug into Felix’s thighs. “Just horny. Shit. I wanted to enjoy the bath with you. I don’t want another wave yet. This morning was so long.”

Felix could relate to that feeling so much . 

Heats and ruts had no mercy. You turned into a slave of your emotions and it was impossible to ignore what your wolf needed. 

Felix always ended his heats feeling so sore. Sometimes he had even cried during the last day from exhaustion and because he needed to feel full but his body was too spent already.

It sucked.

“Maybe this one is shorter because you are closer to the end.”

“Maybe it’s more intense then.” Hyunjin curled as much as he could inside the tub, grunting against Felix’s neck. “And you haven’t rested enough. I don’t want to hurt you. Fuck.”

Felix slid their lips together, nipping his lips softly.

“You can fuck my mouth if you want,” he murmured without pulling back. “But you don’t need to be so worried about me. I know you won’t hurt me.”

“I can’t fuck your mouth, Lix.”

He was starting to sound tense. 

“Why not?”

“Because,” Hyunjin grunted again. “Because of my knot. I can’t control it.”

Felix licked his lips. “I’m giving you permission to knot it.”

“Lix, you won’t be able to talk. You’ll be… there .”

His tiny fingers trailed Hyunjin’s scent gland. “I know. I still want to do it. Sounds kinda hot, admit it.”

“It does and that’s not helping.”

They kissed.

“Your scent doesn’t help either.”

“Sorry. Maybe I got a bit excited.” Felix giggled after giving Hyunjin another kiss and dragging the alpha out of the bathtub.

They would have time to change the bedsheets and take another long bath later.

*

Although Hyunjin was the one dealing with the rut, Felix felt as feral as him at times.

Especially when the alpha was about to knot his mouth .

Something they talked about before the rut but never had time to do.

“My knots last so long because of the rut,” Hyunjin reminded him after Felix situated himself between his legs, pressing wet kisses down his navel. “You don’t have to… Felix . Ah, fuck. I’m saying…”

Innocently, batting his eyelashes, Felix took Hyunjin’s throbbing cock between his fingers and licked the head without breaking eye contact with the alpha.

“Talk to me while we are locked. Stroke my hair. Y’know.”

“The view will make me cum again.”

“And…?”

“And you should be the one stopping me from doing this.”

Felix sucked on the tip. “That won’t happen.”

Enough talking.

The omega parted his lips and swallowed Hyunjin’s shaft, his jaw relaxing and adjusting to the girth. He gagged around it when it hit the back of his throat but Felix composed himself and focused on breathing through his nose whilst his fingers held the base.

He wasn’t the type of person that liked to deepthroat his partner, always preferring to play alternatively with his fingers and tongue, but in certain circumstances, there was nothing more arousing. 

“Every time I remember I’m the only one that has fucked your mouth, I swear I feel so lucky,” Hyunjin mumbled, resting on his arms and lolling his head back while his chest heaved. “Because your mouth seems to be made for this.”

Felix pulled out with a wet sound.

“Tell me how much you like it.”

His tongue slid down the underside of Hyunjin’s length and his fingers squeezed it ever so slightly, Felix’s lips curling in a smirk when the alpha grunted underneath him.

“I like it no matter what you do with it,” Hyunjin admitted. “I like it when you use it to kiss my neck and also when you bare your teeth and suck marks on my scent gland. I like it when you take me down your throat and I feel you gulping around me.”

Honestly, Felix should be thankful. If they had changed the bedsheets, he should be looking again for some clean ones because he was leaking as if he had never heard Hyunjin dirty talking to him.

But he was so turned on.

Something inside him had stopped simmering and started boiling and Felix couldn’t decipher if he needed to finger himself, to touch his cock or just to focus on Hyunjin’s pleasure. His skin was singing, his eyes rolled and his lips easily wrapped around the alpha’s length again.

“How can you be so fucking good at this,” Hyunjin groaned, his back falling to the bed and his hand flying to Felix’s hair to guide him.

Felix shrugged, still bobbing his head and shivering inside because he could feel the knot growing under his hand. 

Hyunjin’s fingers caressed his sore jaw and Felix took the growing knot in his mouth too, staying still so he didn’t gag or feel the instinct of pulling out. Hyunjin kept caressing his jaw and Felix let his eyes flutter close, sucking as much as his position allowed.

“Baby,” Hyunjin warned. 

So Felix bobbed his head one last time, barely letting the length slide out of his mouth before going all the way down again.

Hyunjin moaned, squirming over the mattress, and Felix pinned him to the bed with one hand and without opening his eyes. He spilled and Felix gagged for a second, not expecting the alpha to release so fucking much considering how intensely they had fucked just a couple of hours ago.

The knot locked Hyunjin’s cock inside his mouth and Felix only relaxed again when Hyunjin’s fingers buried into his head to scratch the skin. 

“You good?” Hyunjin asked, his voice hoarse.

Felix raised his arm to give him a thumbs-up and Hyunjin chuckled, resuming his caresses and talking in whispers until he could finally pull out and drag Felix on top of him. 

By then, the omega had no energy to open his eyes again and his jaw hurt so much that he was considering applying some ice. He basked in Hyunjin’s coconut-coffee and nuzzled against his scent gland.

“I think this whole ‘knot my mouth’ thingy has been so much that this wave is over already,” Hyunjin announced, covering their spent bodies with one of their blankets. He kissed Felix’s head. “Thank you.”

Felix beamed. “I like taking care of you.”

However, Felix would appreciate it if he could also have calmed down. His skin was still tingling and he felt as though he was going to explode but, at the same time, he didn’t want to move because there was nothing that could make him feel like Hyunjin holding him while his nose was pressed against the alpha’s scent gland.

Felix huffed, annoyed at his own body. 

“You okay?”

“I feel gross and wet and horny and weird .”

Hyunjin kissed his head again.

“Maybe this was too much for your omega too.”

“I guess.”

It was annoying anyway.

Luckily, it didn’t take them long to fall asleep like that —in each other’s arms. 

But Felix woke up an hour later feeling dizzy and thirsty. 

He peeled himself off Hyunjin’s body and walked to the kitchen to heat up their dinner and pour a glass of water. They hadn’t had a proper meal in hours, so most likely he would feel better after feeding himself.

The second day of Hyunjin’s rut was almost over and the entire experience had turned out to be a whole rollercoaster, so Felix wasn’t actually surprised.

He would sleep for two days straight after the rut was over.

Felix was going back to the bedroom to tell Hyunjin that it was time to have dinner when a pang of pain dug into his lower abdomen, making him gasp out loud. 

His eyes widened and soon another pair of hands was holding his shoulders.

Shit .

Hyunjin parted his lips, likely to ask him if he was okay, but his eyes ended up widening too. 

“You smell different.”

Shit. Shit. Shit.

Felix leaned against the wall behind him.

“Like honey with cinnamon?” 

He didn’t need to hear the answer.

Hyunjin closed the gap between them to kiss his neck, humming against it.

“I like it.”

Why the hell was he behaving as if he didn’t know why Felix suddenly smelled different?

Because the omega didn’t think it was quite safe to stay together unless Hyunjin’s rut was close to ending.

“Jin.” His palm settled over the alpha’s chest. “It’s my pre-heat.”

A low growl escaped Hyunjin’s mouth. “I know.”

“But your rut…”

“I think it’ll end tomorrow.” Hyunjin sucked on Felix’s throat, absently. “Let me take care of you like you’ve taken care of me.”

Felix scratched Hyunjin’s nape when he lifted up his arm to grip his neck. 

“But what about tomorrow?”

“We’ll survive.”

Chapter Text

“Desde ese momento supimos que iba pa’ largo.
Yo solo te bailo a ti.”

Hyunjin’s POV

The first night dealing with Felix in pre-heat while he was still in rut had been eventless. The omega stuffed himself with painkillers and Hyunjin took advantage of the break his alpha was giving him after knotting Felix’s mouth to eat as much as possible and rest.

However, it was freaking hard to ignore the delicious smell of his boyfriend. 

He didn’t stop waking up every hour because the heat scent was so heavenly that his alpha only wanted to claim, claim, claim. No words. No questions. Just crawl on top of Felix and sink his teeth in his soft neck.

God.

Just when he thought nothing could compete with his possessiveness while he was in rut.

Apparently, it was going to be harder to keep himself under control during Felix’s heat.

Felix groaned behind him, nuzzling against Hyunjin’s nape and getting rigid.

It had to be eleven in the morning and judging by how intense Felix’s scent had got in the past two hours, Hyunjin wasn’t expecting any kind of confirmation to be sure that now they both were in heat and rut. 

Officially.

“Do you want me to grab more painkillers?” Hyunjin murmured, caressing the hand Felix had curled around his waist.

Felix had explained to him that thanks to his strong suppressants, usually the pain was only unbearable during his short pre-heat. Afterwards, it was like a mild sensation that got easily ignored under layers of whines, moans and sweat.

“‘m fine,” Felix muttered, and Hyunjin shivered between his small arms because he had never heard his voice so deep and low. 

If he had to stick to stereotypes, he would say that it didn’t sound like the classical omega in heat he had heard about. It seemed like he was going to growl in his ear instead.

Hyunjin didn’t find words when the omega pushed him onto his back and hovered above him, his lidded eyes and his half-smirk making him squirm.

“But I’m so empty without you.”

Enough.

Felix couldn’t look like that. Talk like that . And expect Hyunjin to behave when he was also in rut. 

He really couldn’t.

Did they make a mistake when they decided to only message their friends and assure them they would figure everything out? 

Felix straddled his hips and leaned down until they were face to face.

“Alpha?”

Their bodies wouldn’t suffer much if they didn’t remember to eat and drink water for many, many hours.

Right?

Hyunjin raised his arm to frame Felix’s cheek.

“What do you need?”

Felix took Hyunjin’s wrist and craned his head to wrap his plump lips around the alpha’s fingers, sucking on them purposely as he adjusted his posture on top of Hyunjin, their cocks rutting while he hummed around the fingers.

“Wanna feel you,” he mumbled. 

He snapped when Felix’s pleading eyes landed on him before sucking his fingers again.

His back hit the headboard as he sat up and he thanked their past selves for deciding to sleep completely naked, because he doubted he would have the patience to undress either of them when Felix hadn’t stopped rolling his hips, spreading his buttocks with one hand so Hyunjin’s throbbing length caught between them from time to time.

“Fuck. How can you be so wet,” Hyunjin commented almost to himself, his fingers caressing the inside of Felix’s thighs, that were covered in slick. “I want to eat you out.”

Felix shook his head. “Later.”

“Later, when? When you are filled with cum and it’s leaking out of you? Want me to lick you clean?”

Felix moaned and Hyunjin traced the omega’s lips with his damp fingers before thrusting inside again, pressing down on his tongue to get another long moan.

“When, Lixie?”

“Shh,” Felix slurred, his eyes closed. “Sshh.”

Hyunjin flushed their chests together to kiss one of his cheeks. 

“Since when are you so shy?” 

Felix pulled Hyunjin’s fingers out of his mouth, rolling his hips again, his breath hitching when the alpha’s shaft brushed his fluttering hole. 

The slide was going to feel insane with that much slick.

“I’m not. It’s just that I don’t wanna cum until you are inside.”

The alpha sneaked a hand between their bodies to prepare the omega but the latter smacked him and took Hyunjin’s cock in his hand, giving it a few pumps before sinking down on it in one fucking go.

One. Fucking. Go.

And the fucking demon only rolled his eyes, parted his lips and let out a satisfied sigh.

Hyunjin was going to ruin him.

He wouldn’t have energy to leave the bed until the next week.

The omega set a violent pace right as he smashed their mouths together, his fingers getting tangled in Hyunjin’s long hair while they both angled their heads to be able to deepen the contact. Their tongues twirled and fought for dominance until Felix sucked it between his lips, the wet sound echoing in Hyunjin’s ear.

“I forgot…” Felix whined. “Forgot to tell you. Shit . That I cum so many times.” He let out a low laugh that ended in another moan. “I can feel you in my stomach. God.”

Yeah, maybe that day was going to get wild if they both were equally insatiable. 

Maybe Hyunjin wouldn’t have energy either when they were done.

“So I should keep fucking you after you cum the first time?” 

With their foreheads pressed together, Felix let out a quiet whimper when Hyunjin met his movements, thrusting up to get even deeper. 

“Y-you must.”

Hyunjin didn’t need to be told twice —he held Felix down and met each one of his thrusts, feeling a possessive pride in the way the omega was touching his lower abdomen, as though he could actually feel under his pads how Hyunjin’s cock was sliding inside him.

The sight made his mind explore unknown territory.

At least, for a split second.

It made him picture the omega touching his stomach for a different reason.

As if they weren’t taught in high school that omegas like Felix could rarely conceive. Most of them were infertile and the ones that weren’t usually dealt with risky pregnancies.

It was a sensitive topic for many people. 

Minho himself admitted to him some time ago that, as someone who did want to become a parent one day, he couldn’t help the jealousy that ate him alive when he remembered his older sister’s pregnancies. 

Hyunjin wouldn’t make Felix go through something that could put his life in danger. 

But in his imagination nobody got hurt.

If this was a consequence of their heat and rut synchronising, Hyunjin hoped it passed soon because he was getting even more railed picturing the omega’s belly slightly swollen. And that was a whole fucking lot to unpack for someone that had never thought about that part of his future in detail.

Shit.

Was this the breeding kink people talked about?

Was it?

Hyunjin moved one of his hands to settle it on top of the one Felix had over his abdomen and the gesture seemed to send the omega down the abyss because he spilled between them with a long high-pitched sound. 

Felix got limp as he recovered and Hyunjin, not wanting to break his promise, grabbed the omega’s thighs and pinned him to the bed, bending his knees and pushing inside again whilst he buried his head in Felix’s neck.

“Oh my god.” Felix writhed, letting out a pant. “Don’t stop.”

“No?” Hyunjin mouthed the omega’s neck, almost trying to catch his new scent between his teeth to taste it properly. “Want me to keep going until you are full?”

Felix nodded, his back arching and his arms wrapped loosely around Hyunjin’s shoulders.

“I want to keep it inside,” he admitted in a shaky voice.