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Third POV

"Jungkook! Please stop!" Jin complained as he was sitting on the couch, Jungkook clinging to him.

Jin was trying to relax and watch tv but Jungkook kept bothering him. He wasn't in the mood for cuddles or being with anyone. Lately, he had been having a busy schedule. The oldest was trying to release a new song with Chris Martin, so he was working really hard on that. Not only that, he had to prepare for his enlistment. Today was the only day off he had in a while.

"Hyunggggg~" Jungkook whined, "I haven't spent any time with you lately." 

The youngest had been trying to hang out with Jin for the past week. But every time, the oldest would say no, being too busy working on his song. Jungkook understood Jin was busy, but this was the first time in a while his hyung had decided to spend his free time at the dorm. He wanted to take the opportunity while it was there especially since he had limited time...

"Yah! I just wanna relax. Can you please go away?" Jin groaned. 

The younger pouted and practically whispered, "Hyung... I just wanna spend time with you." 

"And I don't wanna spend time with you!" Jin snapped aggressively. "I just want to relax and take a nice break alone, but you keep interrupting. So, for the love of RJ, will you stop bothering me?! All you ever do is bother your hyungs!" 

Jungkook shrank back, pout increasing. Granted, he nodded and shuffled to his room to find something to do as the other members were busy doing their own things. He shut the door quietly as to not disturb his hyung more than he already had. He just wanted to be with his oldest hyung... was that too much to ask for? Even for a few minutes? His hyung was leaving soon. JK wasn't sure what he was gonna do with him gone, but Jungkook supposed he couldn't rely on his hyungs to always entertain him. He had to start being more responsible since Jin wouldn't be around for a few months. Besides... he would eventually see all his hyungs off... therefore, his other hyungs would be busy and getting ready to leave...

God... I'm not a kid anymore... why am I bothering my hyungs still? Jungkook scolded himself bitterly. I need to stop relying on them. They must be annoyed by all the years I constantly bothered and relied on them, all the years they've had to entertain me. God, I'm so selfish. I need to be able to take care of myself... they'll all be leaving me soon.

Jin huffed and continued watching his show, grateful for the peace and quiet.

The next few days passed by; however, the members noticed a change in the atmosphere. Jungkook stopped pestering the members in his free time. At first, the hyungs supposed it was because Jungkook became immersed in working on his solo album, but as days passed, nothing changed. He spent more and more time in his room, less time bickering with Jin, and didn't hang out with the hyungs unless asked. The other maknaes started to become really pouty because of this.

"Jungkookie?" Taehyung asked as he knocked on the maknae's door. 

Jungkook was laying on his bed reading a book which was very unusual for him, "Yes, hyung?"

He didn't look up from his book. It was a fictional story about a boy's life that was changing too quickly. It hit too hard at home, but Jungkook was really liking it.

Jungkook decided to stop bothering all his hyungs and spend more time doing his own things. Better get used to it now, right?

Tae scrunched his brows, "Are you reading a book?"

Jungkook raised a brow as he looked at the older and nodded, "Yes? Is there a problem with that?"

Taehyung's eyes widened, "No-no! No! I'm just surprised. I didn't know you were into reading lately."

The other shrugged, going back to reading, "I was bored so I picked it up."

The older's eyes changed slightly to worried ones. Usually, when the youngest was bored, he'd go bother his hyungs until one of them decided to hang out with him. He usually preferred something more hands-on when it came to entertainment; hence why he loved video games and being with hyungs. The members liked teasing him by saying he was annoying, but they always caved. They enjoyed hanging out with their maknae because he knew how to have a good time. Despite what people might think, he never acted childish. In fact, he was very mature, probably more mature than all of them combined.

"You know you could've asked me to hang out? I came in here because I've been bored for the last three hours."

The maknae shrugged again. Taehyung sat on his bed.

"Are you okay, maknae?" 

Jungkook looked at him, his expression not conveying any emotions, "Of course, why wouldn't I be?"

Tae pouted, "You just haven't really been yourself. You know you can always talk to me, bug me to hang out, right?" 

Jungkook shrugged for the third time. That frustrated Taehyung, but he didn't want to push the maknae.

"Do you want to hang out with me?"

The younger smiled slightly as he shut his book with a bookmark, "Sure. Overwatch?"

Moments like those occurred frequently within the next few days. Eventually, Jimin brought the concerns up after Jungkook was the first to leave the dinner table, something that also started occurring more. On a typical day, Jungkook was the last one at the table as he could eat enough food for all seven of them. 

"I'm not the only one who noticed Jungkook's behavior change... right?" Jimin asked suddenly after a few beats of silence.

Everyone looked at Jimin. Jin looked the most concerned. Everyone knew Jin worried the most over their maknae. 

"Yeah... now that you mention it..." Yoongi supplied slowly. "He doesn't really hang out in the living room as much."

"He was reading a book yesterday," Taehyung commented incredulously. "I went into his room after being bored for a while and found him on his bed reading." 

Namjoon furrowed his brows, "He doesn't usually read."

"I know," Tae agreed.

"I asked if he wanted to work on choreo with me one day," Hobi started. "He said no which was really strange because I always ask him to help me with choreo. He's never said no before."

Jimin nodded, "I went into his room to ask for Kookie's cuddles. He was just sitting on his bed, staring at the wall. He seemed to be contemplating very deeply." 

Jin sighed, "He hasn't bothered me in days. I miss bickering with him."

Namjoon looked concerned, "We should keep an eye on him."

And that they did. There were a few things they figured out. One, he didn't hang out unless asked. Two, he seemed to be trying to entertain himself more. Three, he would not tell hyungs what was wrong no matter how much they pestered him. This worried the hyungs even more. The only time he never told anyone how he was feeling was when the group as a whole was struggling. He would become distant and not talk because he hated feeling like he was burdening someone even though he wasn't. 

One night, Jin decided to cook. Usually, when this happened, Jungkook would be around and immediately start helping him. Jin always loved when Jungkook helped him, no matter how much he loved teasing his maknae. The maknae always did as asked and always knew how to do everything properly. The oldest had a specific way he liked things done, and Jungkook knew this. He adapted to the way very quickly, so Jin decided anytime he cooked, the maknae and Yoongi were the only ones allowed to help him. Jungkook was his favorite, but Yoongi didn't need to know that. In fact, he'd probably agree since the second oldest sometimes cooked too. The others tried their best, but no one compared to Jungkook. 

Jin furrowed his brows with a frown, looking around the room for where Jungkook was. He usually loved spending time in the living room when the hyungs were around. Biting his lip, the oldest hyung started cooking, thinking Jungkook might hear him and join later. 

This was not the case. Instead, Taehyung and Jimin came instead. Both asked if he wanted help to which he accepted until the soulmates got too wrapped up in each other to get the jobs he asked done. So, he ended up kicking them out.

Seokjin sighed, Where is Jungkook? He'd usually join me by now...

"Jungkook-ah?" Jin shouted as he mixed some veggies up. 

He heard footsteps before hearing a quiet, "Yes, hyung?" 

The older smiled slightly at the sight of Jungkook. His hair was slightly messy, and he was wearing an oversized shirt with sweatpants.

"I'm cooking and could use some help," the hyung replied with a small smile. 

Jungkook nodded, "What do you need me to do?"

"Can you chop some of the onions?"

"Sure, hyung."

Jungkook silently got to work. Jin was happy his maknae came, but he could tell something was off. Jungkook's aura was usually lighthearted, silly, and confident. It's why Jin and Jungkook got along so easily. Jin practically raised JK to be as confident and silly as him. Maybe even more. Granted, the maknae gained Hobi and Namjoon's modesty and humility which made Jungkook slightly more mature. The current aura, however, was more timid and unsure which is unusual for their maknae. It reminded Jin of their trainee days. 

Jin watched the maknae as he cut the onions quietly, not even attempting to make jokes. The oldest and youngest loved joking around, even while cooking.

The older cleared his throat, "Jungkookie? Are you okay?"

Jungkook didn't stop his chopping as he answered as if annoyed, "I'm fine, hyung." 

Jin slowly got back to making the pork, turning away from him, "It's just... you're awfully quiet." 

Jungkook rolled his eyes slightly, moving to chop the third onion, "Maybe I want to be." 

"It's not a bad thing, don't get me wrong... I'm just... concerned. You usually like joking around with me." 

"I'm not in the mood." 

This was when Jin knew something was desperately wrong. He was always in the mood to joke around.

Jin wasn't a bragger. Yes, he liked to brag about his looks and other things, but that was all in good fun. However, he did take the biggest pride in usually figuring out when one of the members was lying to him. Being the oldest, he assumed the role of caretaker. It was a natural instinct for him; therefore, he learned pretty fast all his dongsaengs' lying, nervousness, anxiety, sick, and mental health decline tells. 

So when Jungkookie was being distant with him, he knew somebody did something to upset the maknae. He usually did this when one of the members upsets him but didn't want the other to know. The only issue with this was... Jungkook always came to him when this was the case. 

Jin and Jungkook may be the oldest and youngest, but the two were actually one of the duos who were the closest. Jin- don't get him wrong- he loved all the members, but he actually considered Jungkook his closest member with Yoongi following in close second. The two always told each other everything, even when they had a problem with each other. They never ever felt the need to keep secrets. None of the members ever felt like keeping secrets, and when they did, they always had one of the other members help them figure it out. 

Jungkook hated keeping secrets. Not that he was a bad liar, he was just a pure, honest man, only lying when necessary (which was usually to win a game or keep something for his hyung). So Jin easily figured out he wasn't lying, but Jungkook was also not telling him the complete truth. The maknae was good at finding loopholes like these.

"Are you sure?"

Jungkook dropped the knife he was using and turned to Jin.

"Yes, hyung. Can we just... cook?"

Jin looked concerned but nodded. They continued cooking in silence. Jungkook was glad his hyung stopped questioning him; however, Jin felt uneasy. His maknae was upset and didn't feel like he could tell his hyung about it... when they've told each other everything before. Which meant only one thing... 

Jin somehow made the maknae upset. 

This worried him. Jin hated making his dongsaengs upset, but even more so Jungkook. Kook was his best friend and loved him more than life itself. He was especially fonder of him because he watched him grow up into an incredible human being with an even greater personality. How could he not be proud of JK? He played a part in making JK into the man he is today, but of course, he was not bragging.

Seokjin replayed every moment in his head from the last few days. What did he do? 

Then it clicked. His day off...

Oh god... oh god. I was so rude... and he was right... I hadn't seen him in a few days... wait... oh my god... the enlistment... oh no... oh NO... I must've hurt him. 

"Kook-ah?" Jin asked gently. 

Jungkook inhaled but answered calmly, "Yes, hyung?"

"Is this about the other day on the couch?"

Jungkook stayed silent which answered Jin's question. 

"Jungkookie, I'm sorry, I didn't realize-"

That's all it took for Jungkook to snap. He was so over pretending like his life wasn't about to change for the next few months. He was so done acting like he wasn't the youngest. God, he was so done thinking about the next few months, but that's all his brain would think about. How could he not think about it? His brothers were leaving him and he felt like he'd be left all alone with no help.

"Oh yeah?! You didn't realize that, 'Hey. I'm leaving soon which means I'm leaving my maknae behind who I've watched grow up ever since he was thirteen- hell I went to his entrance and graduation ceremonies- and I've been too busy writing a song for ARMYs about how I'll miss them while I'm gone to even realize my maknae might be really sad and will miss me even more than ARMYs that maybe I should go check up on him and spend more time with him before I leave'?!" 

Jin was left taken aback. He didn't expect Jungkook to be so blunt. Jungkook wasn't done though. His mouth opened and he just couldn't stop himself. He'd been stuffing his feelings down ever since he found out enlisting was official. The worst part, he'd cried himself to sleep enough times, but he didn't have to energy to start crying again. So instead, he just yelled at Jin with ferocity. 

"You didn't realize, huh? You didn't realize how much this whole enlistment thing affected me?! Of course not. God, I don't know what to do with myself! I don't know how I'm gonna do this by myself! Hyungs are my life. And I know... I know this is mandatory. I know we need to do this, but god... I hate being the youngest. I don't fucking want to be left alone! It's like my worst nightmare is coming true! Every fucking time I feel like I have control of life, I lose the grip! I lose the wheel! And now with enlistment being official, feels exactly like that again! God, I fucking hate everything!

And to lose you first?! I've spent so many years with you, I can't even imagine spending a few months without you! I grew up because of you! Now I have to say goodbye?! It's not that long but still! Not only that, I have to do this six other times- six!- and I have the least time with you! I don't know what's gonna happen. I don't know how I'm gonna survive without any of the hyungs, but especially you!  You're my best friend and oldest brother! So I'm sorry I wanted to be with you on your day off! I'm sorry I bothered you. I won't do it again!"

Jungkook slammed the knife on the cutting board and ran out of the kitchen, slamming his bedroom door behind him before locking it. 

Jin watched him go past, too shocked to comprehend what just occurred. Tears made their way to his eyes until he was full-on crying. 

Jungkook was right. He didn't think about how his enlistment would affect the group's dear maknae. Jin didn't think about how the maknae would have to watch all his hyungs leave before him, and then end up going all alone with none of the members to see him off. 

How long has he had to think about this? How long has he been suffering? Jin thought miserably. I just made it worse...

Namjoon heard the commotion and peeked around the corner to see the oldest crying. 

"Hyung!" the leader shouted in worry. "Are you okay? What happened?"

Jin wiped his eyes with a few sniffs as Namjoon took the other in his arms.

"I hurt Jungkookie..." the older muttered quietly. "I hurt him, Joonie."

Namjoon furrowed his brows, "How? Did you accidentally cut him?"

Jin sniffed, "No. I hurt him emotionally. I pushed him away when he wanted to hang out with me." 

"Oh... when was this?" 

"On my day off a couple of days ago." 

"You've been really busy, surely he understands that...?" the leader reasoned.

"He does... but it's more than that Joon."

Namjoon looked at the older, "How so?"

"The enlistment..."

It took a moment before the leader realized.

"Oh no... he's not taking it as well as he's led on... has he?"

"No... he wanted to hang out with me and I pushed him away. I know... I've been busy and having some time to myself would be nice. But god... Jungkookie just wanted to spend some time with me. It had been a few days since I saw him for more than an hour. And I just pushed him away. He needed me and screamed at him."

"You can't blame yourself. You couldn't have possibly known."

"But that's the thing, Joonie," Seokjin sighed. "We should've known this enlistment would hit him the hardest. He's spent over a decade with us. Nearly all of his life! And now we're gonna leave him. You know how he gets. He hates being alone and dealing with things by himself. And that's what he has to do before he goes off to enlist by himself with no member to see him off... God... I feel terrible I didn't think about it more."

Joon's eyes widened. He didn't think about that either. Jungkook was their maknae. Of course, he'd take it the hardest. 

"Oh my god... I feel so stupid now that you say it like that..."

"I know... I have to apologize," the older cried, wiping more tears.

"Maybe give him a little space," Namjoon suggested. "Then go apologize. Anger doesn't solve anything and by the sounds of the shouts, he wasn't exactly fond of you."

"I know. I know..." 

"It'll be okay hyung. You two always solve your problems." 

Jin sniffed but agreed. The oldest and youngest never let their problems last very long. They loved each other too much for that. 

Jungkook slid down the door after he slammed the door. His eyes began to water. He tried wiping them, but he eventually left it be.

God. I just made his life more difficult. How could I be so selfish and just dump all my emotional baggage? God, Jungkook. You're so stupid, he scolded himself, banging his hand against his head.

He stayed there, letting his mind take over with self-deprecation. He didn't cry, but his eyes were glistening with unshed tears. Jungkook pulled his legs up as he hugged his knees. 

He has enough to deal with. Of course, I had to take it and make it even harder. Now he has my baggage on top of his... I'm such an asshole. Why can I never keep my mouth shut? Stupid, stupid, stupid.

Jungkook sat there for who knows how long until he heard a knock on the door, making his spine vibrate a little. 

"Maknae?" Jin asked.

Jungkook stayed silent. Jin slid his back down the door and matched Jungkook's position on the other side of the door.

"I know you're mad. You have every right to be. Your life is changing and there's nothing you can do to help it," Jin said after Jungkook didn't say anything. "You're going from knowing one thing to being told it's disappearing. I can't imagine what that's like." 

Jungkook hugged his knees tighter but still didn't say anything, resting his cheek on his knees.

Jin sighed, "Jungkookie... hyung needs to apologize... I didn't realize how hard this enlistment hit you. None of us realized and we should've... because you're our maknae... of course, this would be hard for you. Hyung is sorry he didn't realize sooner. You're very right. You will miss hyungs even more than ARMY. I was so tired and exhausted that day, but that doesn't excuse my behavior. You had every right to want to hang out with me. I should've made more time for you. I made a mistake, and I'm so sorry. I'm sure you've spent a lot of time thinking about your enlistment, how we won't be able to see you off... I'm so sorry maknae... I'm sorry I haven't been around to help and talk you through this change."

Jungkook sighed, "I'm sorry for getting angry and yelling... you've been so busy, and I just added onto the stress I'm sure..."

"It's okay, honey. I kind of deserved it. I have some time this week. If you want... we can spend those days together."

There was silence before the door unlocked and opened. 

"I'd like that," Jungkook replied with a smile.

The oldest smiled back and gave his maknae a hug who hugged back. After some silence, Jin spoke again. 

"Why did you stop bothering all of us?" the older wondered as he pulled back slightly

"Because..." Jungkook reasoned, "I figured if I was bothering you, I was bothering everyone else. Besides... imma be alone for a while. Might as well find things to entertain me without hyungs."

Jin pulled Jungkook into a tighter hug, "You don't have to worry about that yet. You'll have plenty of time to figure that out. For now, keep bothering us. We may tease you for it, but we love when you do it. It shows us you care."

Jungkook hugged tightly back, "Okay." 

"Now, come on. I have a lot of time to make up for!" the older grinned.

JK giggled but let Jin drag him wherever he wanted to go. 

Eventually, the dorms filled with the sound of Jin and Jungkook's laughter. Namjoon smiled at the two. 

Jin and Jungkook really couldn't live without each other.

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Jungkook's POV

The members and I got out of the car, greeting the camera crew along with our oldest hyung. Everyone gathered around Jin as we prepared to say goodbye. The moment I stepped out of the car, it felt like I was in a fever dream almost. I decided not to participate in the jokes being made or the silliness going on. I wasn't really in the mood for much if I was being honest.

As the cameras rolled, the jokes and silliness continued, but I sort of zoned out and went through the motions, following whatever the hyungs and staff told me to do.

"Kook-ah," Jin muttered as the members were talking to the cameras, "are you doing okay?"

I nodded in response, not really up for talking. Despite having masks on, I could tell Jin gave me a sad smile of understanding. I gave one back.

After I shared how I felt about the enlistment during the little argument we had a few weeks ago, Jin always made sure to check in on me. I appreciated the sentiment. He and I got a lot closer to each other- even more so than before.

"Aish, baby. You know I love you," the older continued quietly, putting his hand on Jungkook's jaw and squeezing it gently.

The maknae gave a tight smile behind his mask before joining the members in rubbing the oldest's freshly shaved hair.

I sighed a few times as I watched what was going on. I stood more in the back, letting my hyungs take most of the camera's attention. I wished I could be happier and more like my cheerful self for this, but I couldn't fake it. Not this time. I didn't have the energy for it.

I was deep in thought when Jin broke me from it by calling me over to take a group picture. I nodded and went over next to him, putting a hand on his head. We did another one with all of us touching his head. After the pictures were done, I returned to standing in the back. Eventually, we moved on to individual pictures. Jin once again called me over and, standing next to him, I gave a "fighting" fist to the camera with him.

It came time for Jin to run over with the other people getting enlisted. The members and I watched as the ceremony went on. I stood in the back once again. I wanted to be out of sight.

As I watched Jin walk away, I could feel my eyes begin to water.

He'll be fine. I'll be fine. It'll be okay... I had to keep reminding myself. It's only a year and a half.

I watched as the trees and buildings flew past. I was currently in my own company car, driving back to HYBE. I watched out the window, not saying anything even though the members were chatting amongst themselves in the group chat.

What was left for me to say? I'm going to miss Jin. Everyone knew that.

We just went to drop off Jin and watched his entrance ceremony. We all rubbed his buzz-cut head. The members were talking to him. I kinda did just silently. We took some pictures and that was it. He saluted and we watched as he left. It seemed so long yet it went by so fast. Too fast for my liking.

I didn't really say a word. I didn't want to say anything. I mean... everything I wanted to say was said already. I got to spend time with him a lot before he left. We had our private goodbyes already. That was enough for me... I suppose. But was it though? It should be...

It wasn't goodbye... just see you later.

"Ahhh, Jungkook-ah," Jin smiled as he entered the maknae's apartment.

It was the day before Jin's entrance ceremony and he was making his rounds to everyone's apartments to say private goodbyes.

"Hi, Jin-Hyung," the maknae smiled sadly back as he entered the living room.

"Aish, don't get all sad on me already! You know how bad I am with this," Jin pouted jokingly.

Jungkook laughed, looking down slightly, "Sorry, hyungie."

"You know I love you, yeah?" Jin said, getting serious now.

"Of course."

"And I know you'll be able to handle yourself. I mean, look at you!"

Jin dramatically gestured to Jungkook as if to show him off to some invisible person. The younger laughed again.

"You're a World Cup performer with a tattoo sleeve and piercings like a badass," the older sighed, shaking his head in disbelief but with clear pride in his eyes. "Where did my baby bunny go? What happened to you?"

Jungkook smiled fondly, "Ah, I grew up, hyung. I'm twenty-five, now, not fifteen."

"That you did. You've grown up into a mature, selfless, young man. I'm so proud of you, maknae. I hope you know that."

"That's because you of, Jin-Hyung," Jungkook replied, his eyes beginning to water.

"No, no, no, maknae. Don't start the waterworks! If you cry, I cry," Jin joked, trying to keep the mood light.

He didn't want this goodbye to seem like it was the last time he would see him. They would see each other again. He would make sure of it.

"I'm sorry. I can't help it," JK began crying. "I'm gonna miss you so much."

Jin brought the younger into a hug. The younger buried his face into Jin's neck. The older knew Jungkook's goodbye was gonna be the hardest for him. That's why he chose to do it last. After all... he raised his own best friend.

"Shhh... it's okay, baby," Jin replied, eyes starting to water now too. "I'm gonna miss you a lot too."

"I don't want you to leave... I don't want any of you to leave."

"Oh, honey, we're not leaving you. Think of it as a long break, okay?"

"I have to do this five other times... I don't know if I'll be able to handle that."

"Kook-ah," Jin said seriously, pulling back and putting his hands on the younger's shoulders, "you are the strongest person I know. I know you'll be able to manage. I'm so sorry it had to happen like this."

"It's not your fault, hyung," Jungkook said quietly as he wiped his tears and went back to hugging his hyung. "I'll be okay. I'll do my best like I always do."

"I don't doubt it, maknae. I don't doubt it. You always do," Jin smiled. "You are the best. Remember... this isn't goodbye, just see you later. As the song says."

"Yeah..." Jungkook said quietly before he took in a shaky breath and replied, "Can you sleep with me tonight?"

It had been years since Jungkook asked. How could Jin say no?

"Of course, my maknae."

What more could I want? I just had to do this five other times. Six including myself. In fact, I wouldn't even get members to see me off. No big deal. Not at all.

~Third POV~

The members would have to be oblivious if they didn't notice the fact there was a voice missing in all the joking they did with Jin. In fact, they slightly expected the maknae to be talking the most the entire time; however, that clearly wasn't the case. The members were slight- no, very- worried about him.

Jimin was in his own car (as were all the members), chatting with the members through their group chat; however, he noticed the youngest was absent from the conversation.

Jimin and Taehyung noticed almost immediately the silence of the maknae, the two making eye contact consistently throughout the meeting.

Hello, we are... BTS!
(A/N: this gc is without Jin)

Short Mochi
Hey Jungkookie?
You there?

Tae Tae
I haven't heard from him in a while...
It's kind of worrying...

Rrrrrap Monstaaaa
Kook-ah?

Actual Sunshine
me neither ☹️

Yoongles
I wonder if he silenced his phone

Tae Tae
Maybe... I hope he's okay...

Actual Sunshine
he was pretty silent during the whole thing 😕
perhaps he's at the company already?

Short Mochi
Yeah... Tae and I noticed that...

Yoongles
Aish... maybe Hobi
We'll have to talk to him when we get to the company.

Rrrrrap Monstaaaa
For sure.

The members weren't wrong. Jungkook had silenced his phone. He really didn't want to talk to anyone, but he knew he couldn't avoid it when he arrived at the company.

He was apparently the first to arrive back at the company. So, instead of waiting in the car for the other members, he said goodbye to the driver and locked himself into his own personal studio to hide.

The other members all arrived around the same time, each waiting for the rest to arrive.

"Hey, is Jungkook here?" Jimin asked the others as he saw the rest of the cars and got out of his own as he was the last to arrive.

Taehyung shook his head, too anxious to actually answer. Jimin pulled him into a back hug. Jimin knew Taehyung was more sensitive to what would go on with Jungkook because JK and Tae were two peas in a pod.

"I don't think so," Hoseok answered first.

"We haven't seen him," Namjoon shrugged worriedly.

"Yeah, I didn't see him come in," Yoongi replied, trying to hide his worry.

"Maybe he's already here?" Jimin suggested.

Namjoon nodded and took his phone out, picking the youngest's number to call.

It rang a few times before it was declined.

"He declined my call," the leader said quietly.

"Damn..." Yoongi muttered.

Yoongi couldn't lie and say he wasn't anxious because he was. The rapper didn't want to assume or jump to any conclusions, but he knew these symptoms well. He was a very knowledgeable person when it came to mental health having dealt with it himself. All though he didn't like talking about it, he never declined one of his dongsaengs if they needed help with that sort of stuff. The signs Jungkook showed were obviously grief (even if no one died, he did lose someone in some sense) and depression. The older recognized some of the younger's behaviors from himself. The older's favorite thing to do was shut and push people out when he was in a depressive episode and that was exactly what Jungkook was doing.

"We should go find him," Taehyung finally said after some silence.

Yoongi and Jimin agreed.

The members walked into the company building and were met by the receptionist who waved at them.

"Hey," Namjoon greeted kindly.

"Hi, Namjoon-ah," she replied with a smile. "How can I help you?"

"You didn't see Jungkook come through by chance, did you?"

"Actually I did," the receptionist answered. "I think he went in the direction of his personal studio."

"Thank you, ma'am," Namjoon bowed, the others following the gesture.

"Of course," she smiled. "Have a good day."

"You too."

The members made their way toward the direction of JK's studio. Once they made it, Taehyung took the lead and went to open the door- only to find it was locked.

Now... Jungkook was a pretty private person. When they all got keypads to unlock and lock their studios, he didn't tell any of the members what he was setting the password to even though the other six told everyone. The members respected his wishes and didn't pester him further by asking him to tell everyone. That was a battle they weren't willing to fight. Besides, their personal studio should be a safe place for the members and if that meant not telling the password, it was fine by them; however... it was times like these when the hyungs wished they fought harder with Jungkook.

"Damn, the door is locked," Tae muttered.

"Knock," Yoongi demanded, "the faster we get through to him, the faster we can help him."

So, as Yoongi said to do, Taehyung knocked loudly on the door.

Inside the studio, Jungkook was just staring at his computer screen. He had a song up that he was writing for his solo album, but his brain was wandering around too much with thoughts on his and the others' enlistment.

Fuck. Why are you still thinking about this? You're going to be fine. Why are you so fucking annoying? You're overreacting.

I'm going to be lonely. You know how I get.

Well, fucking suck it up. You're hyung has it worse. He's the first to go- by himself- and here you are worried about being lonely after all the members leave. Pathetic.
But-

Shut the fuck up. Your hyungs and you will be fine.

Jungkook groaned, closing the song tab, and put his head on his desk.

Why couldn't his mind shut up?

He tried to calm himself down, but nothing was working. Spinning his chair around, he stared at the group picture he had on his shelf. It was a picture from one of their Run BTS! episodes.

He missed the days when he didn't always worry about the future of BTS, the future for himself. He knew BTS wouldn't disband for a long, long while (maybe even never) despite the situation with the mandatory enlistment. BTS' goal had always been to be able to make music for however long they could. The problem was there were just so many unknowns that it scared Jungkook.

Jungkook was broken out of his thoughts by a loud knock. He sighed. He knew this was coming. Even with knowledge, he decided not to answer and see what happened. Maybe they'd leave him alone.

But did he really wanna be alone?

"Jungkookie," Taehyung said, even though he knew the studio was soundproof and knocked again.

Yoongi knocked repetitively, successfully achieving his goal: annoying the maknae.

On the other side of the door, Jungkook was groaning at the annoying sound. He knew exactly what his hyungs were doing. JK just had to decide whether or not he was in a stubborn enough mood to endure it. He decided he was not.

Sighing in defeat, the youngest sluggishly lifted himself out of the chair and typed his code in to unlock the door. With a click, the door unlocked.

Once the members heard the click, Taehyung and Yoongi flung the door open to see Jungkook collapse back in his chair, staring at the picture again.

"Jungkook?" Namjoon asked.

The younger slowly turned his head towards his hyung, "Hmm...?"

The members shared a look. Their maknae's eyes were emotionless and visibly tired.

"Are you okay?" the leader continued with an undertone of worry. "You were awfully quiet during the ceremony."

We know something is wrong, but we want you to feel like you can tell us.

Jungkook inhaled sharply before monotonously replying, "I'm fine."

I'm not fine, I just don't know what to say.

"Bullshit," Yoongi called out instantly. "You don't have to lie to us."

We've known you for X years. Do you really think we don't know you by now?

The younger rolled his eyes, turning his back to the hyungs to rest his elbows on the desk, "Just go away, will you?"

He didn't know why he felt the need to hide away. It wasn't like his hyungs were all gone. It wasn't like his hyungs had bad intentions either. Maybe... he wanted to pretend like they were already gone so he could get it done and over with already. But deep, deep down... Jungkook knew that was the complete opposite of what he wanted.

I don't know what or how to express what I'm feeling.

"We're not going anywhere until you tell us what's wrong," Jimin testified with clear determination.

Stop being stubborn, and tell us what's wrong.

"Jungkookie, please tell us what's the matter," Taehyung begged.

Why won't you let us help you?

Taehyung hated to see Jungkook so distraught. Granted, all the members hated seeing any one of them distraught, but when it came to Jungkook, Taehyung had the most sympathy for him.

"Nothings the matter," the younger declared suddenly sounding irritated. "Just leave me alone."

Please don't leave... I don't know what to do.

"Jungkook, it's not good to push us away at a time like this," Namjoon stated, trying not to get worked up.

Stop hiding away. Can't you see we're here for you? Talk to us.

"We understand what you're going through," Hoseok said.

We'll all miss Jin too. Let's get through it together.

Jungkook scoffed lightly, "There's nothing left to say."

This isn't about Jin.

Yoongi, Namjoon, and Jimin seemed to be the ones to catch what was said between the lines of what Jungkook said. The three shared a knowing look.

"This isn't about Jin, is it?" Jimin asked cautiously.

This is about you.

Jungkook had always been super private with his feelings. He hated expressing what he thought because he often found it hard to say the right words. Jungkook always knew what to write for songs, but when it came to talking... he was useless. So when he gave those small indications of sharing what was truly on his mind, the members always tread lightly, knowing the wrong words would make the maknae clam up and embarrassed.

"Whoever said this was about Jin?" Jungkook remarked with an unintentional snark.

When did I ever say this was about Jin?

"You're right. We just assumed," Yoongi agreed with slight caution.

We shouldn't have assumed. We're sorry.

"This is about a few weeks ago, again, isn't it?" Namjoon wondered quietly, remembering a few bits from the argument.

This is about what you said in the argument, isn't it?

The members looked confused and the leader shook his head, indicating they'd find out.

Jungkook stiffened and shrugged.

Yes. It is about that.

Namjoon knew the answer, "Jungkook-ah, you can always talk to us about that, you know?"

I'm not going to share the contents of what was said unless you want me to.

"I find it hard to," Jungkook admitted slowly as he put his head in his hands.

I can't find the right words!

"Okay, then, why don't you just say what you're thinking, hmm?" Namjoon suggested softly.

Why don't you start from the beginning?

Jungkook stiffened again.

Yoongi and Namjoon shared worried looks.

Shit. Namjoon said the wrong thing.

"I don't want to," Jungkook replied emotionlessly, steeling himself up.

I. Don't. Know. How.

"That's okay," Jimin consoled quickly. "We just want to help you."

We're trying to understand you.

Jungkook sighed, rubbing his eyes. He couldn't escape this talk, no matter how hard he tried, but he also didn't know what the right words were. It frustrated him beyond belief as he was sure it also frustrated his hyungs.

"Please, maknae," Taehyung whispered.

We  know you're struggling. We trust you, now please trust us.

The younger groaned in frustration, "I- just please shut up," he snapped without thought.

Please stop. I'm trying okay?

The members looked even more worried if possible, but as asked, they shut their mouths.

Jungkook suddenly had an idea and pulled out the sketchbook he kept on his desk. The hyungs looked curious but didn't question it. Taking a pencil, JK started drawing.

He always found that drawing helped him organize his thoughts because drawings didn't need words. It could be abstract and based on feelings, not technicalities or logic. So he let his drawing help him figure out what he couldn't say.

"You know that feeling... when you just dread what's coming next?" He asked as he began drawing a person.

The hyungs nodded.

"That's what I felt with Jin and how I feel with... my enlistment," Jungkook explained slowly as he added details to the person, making it look more like himself in the middle of the page. "Like... Jin's wasn't an overwhelming feeling because I knew it was coming. In fact, the enlistment itself wasn't an overwhelming feeling either because... I knew the enlistment was coming. However, I know mine's coming, but it feels... scary. Scarier than anyone else's.

With the plans changing so much, I thought it was happening in 2020, but obviously, that didn't happen. I dunno if it was better or worse it got held off. Worse for BTS because we were stuck in a weird position. And for us personally... it was bittersweet but it was bound to happen. I would've rather it had happened earlier as we all did. And I'm mad. And frustrated. But more importantly, I'm just... dreading it. That's the only way to describe what I'm feeling: anger, frustration, and dread."

Yoongi nodded, understanding where the maknae was coming from. Namjoon and Jimin seemed to understand to a lesser extent but enough. Hoseok was slightly lost but tried his best to follow along the maknae's train of thought.

Taehyung, however, 100%, completely understood where JK was coming from. As the second maknae himself, he could imagine how he was feeling. Not only that, Taehyung was Jungkook's partner in crime. Of course, he'd understand his best friend of over ten years the best.

"Why are you dreading it?" Hoseok decided to ask.

Jungkook sighed as he drew a shadow behind himself, "I'm dreading it... because I know what's coming. I'm gonna be alone... and that's scary. The goodbyes will be hard, yes. But it's the fact it's one step closer to me being left alone for a while. I won't have any members to see me off and that's fine. I understand I'm the youngest. That's just the way it worked out. But god. My life is changing in a lot of ways. And I'm not quite sure how I feel about it.

It exhausts me. The thought. Living is exhausting too... especially the thought of living without you all for a little while. That's the only way to describe it. I'm sure it's because I have some depression or whatever but tired or exhausted are the only words that seem to make sense with how I feel. But even then, I feel like it doesn't cover it."

The members shared a look again as Jungkook continued to draw. Behind the shadow, JK began drawing what looked like a tornado.

Members did understand what Jungkook was saying and broke their hearts. Their poor maknae had to endure a lot for someone his age.

"I'm sorry, maknae," Namjoon said sincerely. "Is there anything we can do to help?"

Jungkook shrugged as he set aside his book and looked at the members again. He wasn't sure what he wanted, or how to fix this situation because it was inevitable.

"I just... feel weird... feeling like this. Like... so many people have it worse and here I am... complaining about something that's probably minuscule to someone else..."

"Your feelings are just as valid as everyone else's," the leader preached. "Sure... it may not be as hard or big as someone else's... but it's valid all the same."

Jungkook nodded.

"Let us know if there is anything- anything at all- we can do. Whatever we can do to help you with this transition," Yoongi told the younger. "Don't push us away. We're here to help you and even if we don't understand, we know how to listen."

The members nodded in agreement.

"Okay..." Jungkook responded quietly.

Hoseok, Yoongi, and Namjoon nodded in satisfaction and left the studio. Taehyung and Jimin stayed behind.

Jimin walked forward and moved Jungkook's chair so he could stand behind it.

"How about we sleep together tonight?" Jimin muttered as he hugged JK around the shoulders and kissed his forehead. "You can come to my apartment."

The maknae took in a shaky breath before nodding, "I'd like that."

Jimin smiled, "Good. You didn't have a choice."

Taehyung laughed while Jungkook let out a chuckle. With one final kiss on the forehead, Jimin left the room, knowing Taehyung wanted to have a one-on-one conversation with his only dongsaeng.

Once Jimin left, Taehyung took a chair he found in the corner and placed it in front of Jungkook so the older could also sit down.

"Okay, talk to me, Kookie," Taehyung said, not afraid to be direct.

"There's nothing left to say," Jungkook sighed. "I said everything I wanted."

"Kook... I know you have more you're holding back."

The younger bit his lip, "I- well... it's just... my life feels like it's out of control. Even though I have a lot of control, the biggest thing happening is losing you guys... and I have no control over that. You guys have been my life forever... and even with just a year and a half for each member... I have to be alone for a good while. I don't want to be alone..."

Taehyung knew exactly how Jungkook felt. He thought about it a lot too.

"I understand. You're not sure how to live life without hyungs. They're gonna be taken away from you. Everything you've ever known, taken. You're angry. You're frustrated. You have every right to be mad. The government toyed around. The people who raised you are gonna be gone. Who are you gonna turn to?"

Jungkook nodded, not making eye contact.

"Kookie... I'm going to be honest here," Tae began sincerely, "but you don't need us."

JK looked up at that, clearly confused, "What? I will always need you."

Taehyung laughed, "Perhaps, in some regards, yes. But realistically, you don't. Kook-ah, you're the most mature and independent out of all of us. You were the person who understood the importance but the difficulty of our situation with the enlistment so much that you went as far as being the only one to know how to explain how we all felt in simple yet mature words for Festa. You have the mind, spirit, heart, and talent to hold your own for solo projects. You have it all. And maybe, yeah, you lose some people to guide you, but you're twenty-five now. Whatever happens, while we're gone, we trust you to make good decisions and we know you'll make good decisions. You've never let us down, and we know you won't even when we're not there to guide you. As you said, we raised you. That's why we're not worried about what decisions you make while we're gone. The problem you have, Jungkook," Taehyung paused for effect, "is you don't trust yourself. You are way more capable than you give yourself credit for."

The older stopped talking to let what he said sink in.

Taehyung had one thing right: Jungkook really didn't trust himself. He had too much self-doubt for that. Yes, he had gotten better over the years, but that didn't mean he was one hundred percent sure all the time or had amazing self-confidence. He wished he could see what his hyungs saw, how they could trust him with BTS' reputation. That was a lot of fucking pressure...

"I know... it's a lot of pressure," Taehyung began again, almost like he was reading Jungkook's mind, "especially for a maknae; however, you can handle it. You have the strongest mind, strongest spirit, and strongest heart of anyone in this industry. Let yourself trust yourself as we trust you. You are dependable. There's a reason Hobi-Hyung said you're the one he values the most, okay?"

Jungkook looked down, "Like I said... I'm scared to be alone, that I'll make a big mistake."

Taehyung smiled sadly, "I know. We won't be there to help you if it does happen, but even if it does, I trust Bang won't let anything bad ever happen. Nor would ARMY. You know how they are. They're the FBI. They'll have your back. Even if you somehow do wrong, I know you enough to know... you'd make it right."

"Thank you, hyung..."

"Trust yourself, maknae. You are dependable."

Jungkook gave Taehyung a hug, the other easily returning it.

"You feeling better now?" Taehyung asked as the two pulled away.

"Yes... I am. Thank you," Jungkook sniffed.

"Did Jin's enlistment become the catalyst for all these feelings?"

"I've been thinking about it for a while... Jin was tired one day on his day off and he snapped at me and told me I was annoying. That's when it started... granted, I thought about it before that~"

"It just stuck in your mind the most after the scolding," Taehyung finished.

"Yeah..."

"Is that when you started to stop bothering us?"

JK smiled sadly, "Yeah. I thought I was bothering everyone when he said that."

Taehyung pulled the maknae into another hug, "You could never bother us, no matter how much we jokingly complain."

"Jin said the same. We fixed it up a few weeks ago. The ceremony just brought the feelings back, I guess."

Jungkook hugged Tae tighter after admitting that. They stayed there for a moment before Taehyung pulled back.

"I'm sorry you have to go through this. I wish we could take it all away, but you are strong. I know you can handle this," the older declared with clear confidence.

"I can and I will," the younger repeated with a small smile.

"That's my maknae."

Taehyung left the personal studio. JK decided he wanted to try and get some stuff done before going to Jimin's apartment for the night. Apparently, nobody left the company building as he saw the hyungs sitting in the lobby, clearly waiting for him.

"Ah, that was a long talk," Hoseok commented with a smile.

"Yeah, we thought you'd be in there all night," Yoongi joked.

Taehyung laughed, "No. I just got him to talk about his feelings more."

Namjoon nodded in satisfaction, "Anything we should know?"

"He's scared. Really scared to be alone. Mostly because of being in the public eye alone and not having any guides. I told him we have full confidence in him. That seemed to lift his spirits better. I think this whole thing brought old feelings up," Taehyung explained vaguely.

"That makes sense," Jimin nodded. "God, I feel bad. I can't imagine what he must be feeling."

The others agreed.

"If anyone can handle it, it's Jungkookie. He's strong," Taehyung stated.

"I have no doubt, he'll do great things," Yoongi agreed.

"He's extraordinary. I have no doubt either, Yoongi-hyung," Namjoon chuckled.

The other two members nodded. The five members trusted each member with their lives. Jungkook was no different. If anything, they trusted him the most. Not because he was better or was the ultimate person to go to, but because they raised him. They saw all his changes, his growth, and his maturity over the years. Not only that, Jungkook proved it time and time again. Of course, they'd trust him. Their reputation would be in his hands for a little bit, and they had no doubt he'd work it out just fine.

They just hoped the youngest could trust himself as they trusted him.

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Third POV

It had been two years since Jin went off and got enlisted. During this time, the members talked to Jin on the phone. They visited him and he'd sometimes make comments on Weverse or have something posted on Instagram. Jin even planned monthly videos for ARMY while he was gone. While everyone missed Jin, the members soon adapted and became accustomed to the new way of life. After Jin enlisted and the whole situation with Jungkook, the rest of the members decided it may be best to enlist closely together in near pairs. 

Hoseok enlisted first after releasing Jack in the Box, performing at MAMA 2022, releasing his Disney+ documentary on Jack in the Box, releasing his song with his dream idol, J Cole, and becoming a brand ambassador for Louis Vuitton. 

Namjoon followed Hoseok soon afterwards once he was done releasing his album, a few collaborations, being a brand ambassador for Bottega Veneta, and other side projects. 

Jimin and Yoongi left around the same time. Jimin left first. He released his solo album, performed at Music Bank and Jimmy Fallon, and had an interview on Jimmy Fallon. Not to mention, became a brand ambassador for Dior and Tiffany & Co before he announced his enlistment. 

Yoongi went after Jimin. Yoongi debuted his talk show, Suchwita, went on tour, released his album and Disney+ documentary, D-Day, became a brand ambassador for Valentino, did a performance and interview on Jimmy Fallon, did numerous TikToks, collaborated with a few artists, and went on the Agust D tour before enlisting himself. 

The two maknaes of the group enlisted last as they had the most solo projects planned out of all the members; therefore, needing more time to pursue their projects. Taehyung went first. He released a few shows to further progress his acting career, went on variety shows, released a solo album, went to fashion shows, and became an ambassador for Celine; meanwhile, Jungkook was last. He was majorly active on Weverse Live, released a solo album, did a little work on Jimin's album, collaborated with other artists, and became a brand ambassador for Calvin Klein before he enlisted.

And then... every member of BTS were enlisted all together for a few months. Of course, throughout the entire the enlistment process (from beginning to end), the members were able to talk to their fellow members who enlisted. Every member made sure to keep ARMY updated as much as they could for any member. That was until every member was enlisted; then, the company and their fellow label friends managed all the updates. The members were able to see each other while in the military, all though, it was for short periods of time. 

Jin, of course, was the first member who returned. When Jin came back, he did a few solo projects since he wasn't able to do much before leaving. Excitedly, he greeted the eager ARMY who were waiting for the official announcement that the oldest returned. 

"ARMYYYYYYY!" was all he said on Weverse, Twitter, Instagram, and YouTube. And like he was expecting, the fans went absolutely nuts. He was absolutely ecstatic to be back and had a lot planned since he wasn't able to do any solo projects. Some of the projects included more collabs with Coldplay. 

Slowly but surely, all the members began returning home from their enlistments. All the members made sure to celebrate each member's return. Even though Taehyung and Jungkook went around the same time, they came back at separate times as Jungkook's area went a little bit longer than Taehyung's area. It was only a six month difference. Regardless, everyone was super excited to their maknae. 

"Guys! C'mon! Jungkookie is coming home today!" Jin exclaimed while jumping excitedly, rushing his members to finish their breakfast. 

All the members laughed.

"Calm down, hyung!" Jimin giggled. "Jungkookie won't even get to the drop off area for another three hours." 

"I know! I just don't want to be late! I would hate to let him down after not seeing him for nearly two years," Jin explained with a sigh. 

"It's okay, hyung," Namjoon comforted. "We understand. We'll make sure to leave thirty minutes early to ensure we get there on time."

Everyone smiled in agreement.

Jin, having gone the longest without seeing his maknae, had the most energy that morning. Considering how he left the maknae, he was worried Jungkook wouldn't do well without him; however, from what the other members said, he struggled at first, but Jungkook eventually started thriving. He went to a few premieres, went live multiple times, did a few performances and interviews, and released a bomb ass album. Then, the older saw the amazingly handsome Calvin Klein photo shoots. Jin never felt prouder as a hyung, but he also never felt readier to see JK in his life than right now. 

While his time in the military didn't go horrible- in fact, it was a great time!- and he missed all his members, he missed the maknae the most. He had been with the maknae since he was thirteen. The older raised JK as his best friend. They were brothers who loved to tease, mock, make fun of, bicker, and joke around with each other, and Jin missed that energy. He did that with his military friends but it just wasn't the same. The oldest also missed the late night, deep talks he had with the youngest. They shared everything together, every thought, every idea, every moment. They knew each other better than any other member which made sense considering they practically grew up together. 

"That sounds great. I would love that," the oldest conceded with a small grin. 

"He's going to be so excited to see you, hyung," Taehyung grinned. 

"I can't wait to see his reaction," Hobi commented.

"Oh, he's gonna pass out from excitement, for sure. I'm betting right now," Yoongi joked with a gummy smile. 

"Oh I'm betting he's gonna be bawling within the first ten seconds," Namjoon laughed. 

"Probably two seconds, actually," Jimin corrected with a laugh. 

About two and half hours later, the six members arrived at the pick up. Jin was a jumping ball of energy waiting for Jungkook to come out. 

As all the different soldiers were coming out, the oldest was in the front making sure he didn't miss Jungkook walking out. The members watched him fondly. 

To the outsider, it looked like Jin was the youngest with how much he was shaking with excitement, but to the members, they loved when their hyung showed how much he loved each member especially their youngest. 

"What's taking him so long?" Jin pouted. 

"Calm down, hyung. I'm sure he was just in the back of the vehicle," Namjoon reasoned.

"Well, if he's not fast enough, Jin might just explode from anticipation," Taehyung joked in a purposefully flat voice. 

The five members laughed as Jin still looked around in anticipation. 

"And you guys say I'm the energetic one," Hoseok laughed. 

"Most days you are, Hoba," Yoongi replied. 

"True."

The members waited for a few more minutes before the voice that Jin was so anxiously waiting to hear was heard.

"Hyungs?" the voice said tentatively.

Jin gasped and flipped around as he was talking to Namjoon with his back to Jungkook previously.

"JUNGKOOKIE!"

"JIN-HYUNG!"

The oldest and youngest ran to each other at full speed, quickly jumping into a hug which caused Jin to be lifted off the ground before they both fell on the ground, laughing and crying. They were still hugging super tight as if they were afraid the other was gonna disappear if they let go. 

With tears rolling down and a happy smile, Jungkook pulled back and said, "Hyung, I missed you so much!"

"I missed you too, maknae," Jin replied squeezing the other's hands before pulling him into another tight hug, tears also streaming down. 

The members watched, their own eyes collecting a few tears. Hobi was recording the reunion as always. 

"I love you so much, hyungie. I never want you to leave again," Jungkook mumbled in Jin's shoulder.

"You can't leave either, baby," the said person replied, squeezing the maknae tighter. 

"Never ever, hyung." 

The two sat for a few more minutes before pulling away again.

"Gosh, your hair grew back so fast!" Jin laughed as he ran his hand through the younger's hair.

"I know! So did yours. Still as handsome as before," Jungkook replied, giving a wet laugh.

He was just so happy to have his hyung back. Not to mention, the whole band was back together. JK never felt happier. The tears just kept coming except this time it was for a good reason. 

"Yah! I am always handsome, young man!" 

"Keep telling yourself that, hyung!" 

"Why you-" Jin laughed with a ruffle of the younger's hair, loving how easy it was to fall back into their typical, sibling banter. 

"What are you going to do about it, huh?!" Jungkook giggled also super happy how quick they jumped into their banter. 

“You’re gonna be sleeping on the couch with that attitude!” The older threatened jokingly as he began to wrestle the maknae.

Jungkook slapped Jin playfully in response. After a few more minutes of wrestling, the younger gave the older one more tight hug, taking in the scent of his hyung, before getting up and greeting the other members.

"Finally! Is it our turn?" Taehyung joked. 

"Shut up, hyung," the younger laughed. 

The other members each took turns giving their youngest a tight hug. 

Of course they didn't take Jungkook's greeting to Jin to heart. They knew the reunion between the oldest and youngest was gonna be more dramatic compared to theirs. Besides, the all the other members saw Jungkook not too long ago. 

The five members knew the connection the two had and how the relationship was a lot deeper than what ARMYs saw- and deeper than what even the members themselves saw. All the members knew was that they loved watching Jinkook’s interactions. It was always so entertaining and wholesome.

“And now we’re seven again!” Hoseok cheered into his phone’s camera.

“Yayyyyy!” Everyone cheered as well. 

As the members drove home together in the same car, they all caught up, talked about their experiences going solo, and listened to each other’s albums on the car drive home (maybe even taking a few detours to make sure they listened to every song each member released since Jin enlisted to now). When they got home, they made a celebratory dinner with lots of food and a little bit of alcohol. 

“To BTS’ chapter three!” Namjoon toasted.

“To chapter three!” The rest shouted happily.

Everyone was so happy to be back together. Jin and Jungkook never left each other’s side, taking in all the affection from each other they could. Now, don’t judge them. They had two fucking years to make up for!

“Oh! Hyungs! You owe me money!” Taehyung suddenly shouted while they were watching TV.

Everyone looked confused.

“I won the bet!” Taehyung clarified with a grin.

The five hyungs groaned as they remembered while Jungkook looked even more confused.

Snuggling into Jin’s side as the oldest pulled some money out, “What bet?”

“The bet on how long it would take you to start crying after reuniting with Jin,” Yoongi explained nonchalantly.

Jungkook let out an “oh” with an embarrassed laugh and flush.

“Yeah, I guessed five seconds,” Hobi replied with a “tsk”.

“I guess ten,” Namjoon said.

“I guessed two,” Jimin added.

“I guess seven,” Yoongi shrugged. “Thought seven would be the lucky number.”

Everyone laughed at the logic. It wasn’t far fetched, though. The members knew the power of that number. 

“I guessed three seconds,” Jin sighed.

“And I guessed right away,” Taehyung grinned almost evilly. 

Another round of laughter rang through the room. Jungkook leaned his head back into Jin’s chest. He looked around the room. Namjoon and Yoongi were laughing at something while Hoseok and Jin were watching Jimin and Taehyung fight over money. The movie they had on was completely forgotten as everyone was bonding as if nothing ever changed in the past two years. Jungkook smiled to himself.

It was good to be home.