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1. john, my beloved by heauxseoks

   Fandoms: Far Cry 5, Far Cry (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   12 May 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Female Deputy | Judge/John Seed
   • Deputy | Judge/John Seed
   • Female Deputy | Judge (Far Cry)
   • John Seed
   • Joseph Seed
   • Jacob Seed
   • Faith Seed
   • Mary May Fairgrave
   • Grace Armstrong
   • Sharky Boshaw
   • Jerome Jeffries
   • Pastor Jerome Jeffries
   • Joey Hudson
   • Staci Pratt
   • Eli Palmer
   • Tammy Barnes
   • Adelaide Drubman
   • Earl Whitehorse
   • Wheaty (Far Cry)
   • Richard "Dutch" Roosevelt
   • Peaches (Far Cry)
   • Nick Rye
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Blood and Violence
   • Gun Violence
   • Obsessive Behavior
   • Eden's Gate
   • Religious Cults
   • Stabbing
   • Biting
   • Shooting
   • Guns
   • Knives
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Child Abuse
   • Torture
   • Swearing
   • Hallucinations
   • Sexual Tension
   • Kidnapping
   • Emotional Manipulation
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Self-Harm
   • Daddy Issues
   • Mommy Issues
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Religious Fanaticism
   • Murder
   • Pining
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • Weapons
   • Nuclear Weapons
   • Eventual Smut
   • Eventual Romance
   • Slow Burn
   • Rook is FUCKED UP
   • If you thought the Seeds were crazy wait till you meet Rook
   • John’s a sad little man-child
   • Everyone seems to hate John even his siblings
   • Peaches is in this
   • Rook needs a break
   • John needs a BREAK
   • Story references key portions of the game
   • Rook is so very tired
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • they’re all idiots
   • Rook takes ‘wrath’ a little too seriously

   Summary

   Anger, hunger and obsession are all interwoven. Rook's been starving for years.

   ***

   Rook looks in the mirror and doesn’t recognise herself. She looks in the mirror and wonders who she’d been before coming to Hope County, before having to arrest Joseph Seed, before everything fell apart. Rook looks in the mirror and sees herself clearly, sees herself for the gaping wound that she is.

   The problem is: so does John.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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