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Leo wouldn’t say he’s a violent man. He used to be pretty rebellious in his teens and would often get in a bit of trouble with the authorities and sometimes his own mother. But, as he had gotten older in life and has learned of life’s many lessons that came his way, he learned how to control his internal frustrations and anxieties by just knowing when he needed to just go off and be alone for the time being. His family understood that, his friends sure did, and of course, he too understood that he just needed some time to just go and chill out. And that’s what he was currently doing, especially after filming such a scene that involved some really heavy screaming and arguing and too much venom that he interjected to get the scene right on the, thankfully, final take.

Granted, he being an actor has done pretty serious scenes that involved him damn near drowning or freezing to death in Titanic or intense, action scenes for The Departed, so he was no stranger to doing weird or crazy shit on camera. But, this movie was really taking a toll on his being, emotionally that is. He hasn’t had a movie affect him this way in a while and Leo had to inhale a puff from his 2nd cigarette to calm himself down, sighing as he released the smoke through his nose like an exhausted dragon, feeling the nicotine coursing through his nerves to calm down his shaking knee that he kept bouncing in an effort to soothe himself.

Jeez, get a grip and chill the hell out he mentally told himself, to which he didn’t have the energy to respond to at this current moment, only having the mental energy to flip off his nagging thoughts as he took another drag. Yeah, he wasn’t in the most cheerful of moods now.

Why, one might ask as to what could be troubling Leo so much that he needed to go to his trailer to take a much needed rest after a long day of shooting? Mainly because he and Kate had a fight. Er, rather, Frank and April had a fight. One of many in this damn movie. These poor characters and their inability to find a middle ground and actually have a sit-down conversation with each other without fighting. Why they stayed married is a question that has gone through both his, Kate’s, Sam’s, and everyone else's mind who has read the book to prepare for the film. It was a depressing movie to film and dealt with actual, real life issues that all couples go through, whether they plan on getting married and having kids or not. And the multiple fights both he and Kate had done as the characters only proved that these characters were just too incompatible beings who should’ve never tied the knot as doing so has only strained their relationship completely. 

But, not between him and Kate though. No, he and Kate have never fought. Well, that’s a lie. They have, but they very quickly figured out that being upset with one another was the last thing they could ever do to the other. They meant far too much to each other to hold onto whatever hostile feelings they had for each other, mainly because deep down they loved each other way too much to hold grudges. Leo loved Kate so damn much and he knows he’s not supposed to. She’s married, on husband number 2 at that and her husband was the fucking director of this very movie. He knows those feelings he’s always had for her all these years shouldn’t be rearing their beautiful heads and announcing his undying love for her every time his eyes locked on the most gorgeous, amazing woman in the world or his ears caught the sweet sound of her soothing voice that made his heart swoon for her. She was the most amazing woman in his life and it irked him that he couldn’t have her like that. All because she didn’t want to ruin the relationship they already had and Leo understood that, really he did. He knows that despite the myriad of kisses and sexual touches they’ve given to each other in secrecy unbeknownst to her two husbands, she valued him as a dear, good friend that she couldn’t bear hurting in any kind of way. Leo understood her reasoning, truthfully, he does. He respected her enough to back off when she felt things were getting too intimate between them, and though he felt hurt whenever she told him to ease up, Leo made sure to give her space when she needed it between them. He loved her enough to respect her wishes, but god-fucking-dammit, was filming this movie making it so damn hard to ignore his feelings for her. 

Every scene they had where they had to touch the other only made him want to hold her tight and never let go, even during scenes where their characters were in various stages of conflict. But, she herself was no different and Leo could feel how much her touches on him seemed to want to linger for much longer than the scene demanded it, and when they kissed neither could tell who started it nor who didn’t want it to end. All those loving scenes, including the extremely intimate scene in the kitchen (that they had to reshoot because things got very sexual both on and off-camera), were enough to make Leo want to drop to his knees and confess his heart to Kate. But, he knew he couldn’t, and it devastated him to know that after this movie, Kate might go back to that cheating husband of hers and Leo would just have to accept that Kate didn’t want to be his in that sort of way. Or rather, she does, but she wasn’t ready just yet. Well, neither was he and that’s why this was so damn upsetting. Leo groaned in frustration and took another long drag from his cigarette, holding in the smoke to really take in the drug’s effects to settle his anxious mind. His fingers wouldn’t stop tapping against his pants and he couldn’t stop bouncing his leg, and his hands shook as he took another much-needed smoke.

“Dammit, what is wrong with me?” he grumbled aloud, breathing out the smoke and as he rubbed his face and the back of his neck to calm down his shaky nerves. 

What the hell was wrong with him? Why was he so damn anxious? And if he was, about what? Facing Kate again after their in-character fight? A completely fictional fight where they acted their asses off and though the tension was high by the time he left according to what the scene directed him to do, he could tell that there was a tense air between him and Kate, but…why was he so affected by it? He rehearsed the lines again and again for the screaming match scene and he knew he was prepared to act his ass off, but why was his nerves on an all-time high right now fresh after finishing said scene? He didn’t know what these emotions were that circled his brain, but whatever they were sure as hell had him feeling so…defeated right now. Yeah, that was the emotion he was feeling now. Like a warrior after a fierce fight to defend his honor, Leo just felt so emotionally drained right now as he let his cigarette fall to the carpeted floor, only really having enough physical energy to smush it into the floor with the heel of his shoe. The fact that he didn’t have the energy to take off his costume so he didn’t get cigarette smoke on his outfit was telling as to how much he just didn’t care right now. He just needed to sit here and just…relax.

He leaned his head back against the top of the couch, closing his eyes, and proceeded to take deep, calming breaths. A deep breath in till his lungs nearly burst from the effort (he blames it on the addiction), and then a slow breath out to release. In…and out…in…and out…in-a knock soon came to his door, disrupting the peaceful meditation he was trying to force upon himself. Dammit, who the hell was-

“Leo, are you in there?” he heard an all too familiar British voice say through the door.

Of course, he knew who it was. There were only two British people on set, and one of them happened to care about him a lot. Clearly, she had come to check up on him since he had disappeared once the director announced the end of the day’s filming. How caring she truly was, but…Leo didn’t have the energy to get up and go greet her. Normally, he’d be jumping for joy at the fact Kate decided to come to hang out with him instead of the other way around. All those times before when they were younger and had more life left in them, Leo was always so excited when Kate barged through his trailer door to both hang out with him and share funny/stupid jokes with each other, and for sexual purposes of course because again, they were young and full of life. But, right now, Leo didn’t have the mental capacity to do just about…anything right now.

“Leo? Leo, I’m coming in, alright?” he heard her say in a tone that was already laced with concern and care for his well-being. 

Leo didn’t pick his head up to even acknowledge her when she opened the door, hearing her heels click on the floor as she entered and heard her shut the door behind her. He didn’t acknowledge her when he heard her let out a soft ‘oh, honey’ at the sight of his defeated state. He didn’t acknowledge her when he heard her slip her heels off and heard her walk closer to him, feeling her presence getting near until he felt her step between his legs, clearly uncaring that she was invading his personal space while he was like this. He could feel her eyes staring down at him, already sensing that she just needed to see him and make sure that he was okay. She was so incredibly concerned about him that it made Leo’s heart ache for her and wanted to acknowledge her. But…he kept his eyes closed, unable to meet those no doubt caring eyes of hers that only looked at him with nothing but love and warmth for him. He felt honored, but he couldn’t look at her. Not after that fight, even if it was scripted. Hell, all their on-screen fights had him down and defeated like this, and he couldn’t bear to look in this kind woman’s eyes so she could get a look as to how numb he felt right now. Fighting with Kate, whether real or not, was the one thing that can easily break him, it seems.

Fortunately, she didn’t make him talk about what was going on in his head, knowing he was a bit inconsolable even if he shed not a single tear. He heard clothing being messed with and next thing he felt was Kate putting her hands on his shoulders and suddenly, Leo could feel her straddling his lap, still in her pretty blue housedress. The very dress she wore while they had their heated fight, and Leo’s mind flashed back to grabbing Kate’s arm in such a rough manner and Kate backing up against that lamp in trepidation while he bitterly yelled back at her in her face. It was mostly to capture the essence of fear that April displayed, but unfortunately it worked too well on Leo and now, he couldn’t look her in the eye, even though he could hear her sweetly shushing his worries away and feel her gentle hands softly squeezing his tense shoulders to soothe him and whisper that she was here and that everything was okay. But, when she could tell that wasn’t enough to pull him from the headspace he put himself in, he felt her warm hand press against the side of his neck, her tender thumb caressing him with a touch so loving it nearly broke him apart at how such a gentle touch could make him love her more than he already does. 

But, then Kate surprised him as she dipped her head down and Leo internally gasped as he felt her press a sweet kiss against his neck, knowing she felt his Adam’s apple bob when he felt her lips at his throat. Her lips alone were more addicting than cigarettes, honestly, and to feel them peppering the column of his neck with kisses that were laced with tenderness and longing affection she’s always had for him made his heart swell. He could tell what she was trying to do, and with the way her hands rubbed his shoulders in reassuring motions that made him honestly want to cry right then and there, Kate, his wonderful Katy, wanted to let him know that she was always going to be here whenever he needed to be loved or comforted about anything. She knows his heart like the back of her hand and knew that something was bothering him immensely, and she wasn’t dumb to not know what it was. He almost hated that she knew so much about him that she could read him clear as day, but right now, all he wanted was for her to keep showering him with love. Because that’s all he wanted at this moment, and when she gently urged him to pick his head back up to look at her, he let her raise his head up with those insistent hands of hers, feeling her thumbs lovingly caress his cheeks to alleviate whatever was hurting him.

“Are you okay? You’re not mad at me…are you, my love?” she murmured in such a sweet voice, and gosh, Leo’s heart nearly melted at how worried and concerned she sounded about him and their relationship. She was so worried about the things she too had said that could’ve been taken seriously, and thus she just needed the reassurance that they were gonna be okay.

At that, Leo opened his eyes finally and was shocked at the intense, deep look in Kate’s eyes. Her gorgeous, blue eyes shined with utter love she had for him, and Leo could see just how much that scene destroyed her too. She was never good at hiding her emotions despite being a phenomenal actress that he couldn’t help but be incredibly proud of. Yet, her eyes were just oceans of remorse and sadness at how defeated he looked right now. But, Leo knows he could never be mad at her, especially when she gently brushed his cheek and crooned at the broken look in his eyes. Never at her, and he let out a shaky sigh and closed his eyes as he shook his head, leaning in to press his face in the crook of her neck, feeling her arms wrap around his neck in a loose hold, hearing her softly shush him and gently rock him back and forth and stroke his hair affectionately. He nuzzled against her and pressed a soft, trembling kiss there as he moved his shaky hands just enough to place them on her hips, his thumbs caressing her there to reassure her.

“Never at you, Kate. It’ll never be you that I get mad at. Especially not like that. Not ever” he practically vowed to her with such seriousness in his voice it shocked him as he pulled back to look at her with such intensity, “you mean way too much to me for me to ever be that mad at you.” His voice sounded so broken and hoarse from all the yelling, he watched a blush come to her cheeks and a soft gasp leave her at how much his internal pain affected her.

So much he wanted to say right now about how he was feeling, and yet he couldn’t even form the correct words to say to put her at ease. Plus, she could read his eyes, and could already understand what was wrong even as he sighed in defeat and closed his eyes again, nearly hanging his head down in shame to hide the windows into his aching heart if not for the gentle hands keeping his heavy head up. Leo’s broken mind, body, and soul were all at a crossroad and neither of them knew what to do even when Kate pressed a searing kiss to his forehead, running a calming hand through his hair, her thumbs rubbing his cheeks soothingly to calm him down and whispered sweet reassurances and softly shushing his worries away against his face with every kiss she gave him. Of course, she could never hold back on her urges to hold his hand, murmuring that they were gonna be okay and Leo felt her take his hand off her waist and Leo had to take a shaky breath to stifle his emotions as he felt her fingers intertwine their fingers together in a hold that made Leo truly feel the amount of love she had for him.

Honestly, he felt as if he didn't deserve her love or any of this, almost wanting to look away when she sweetly looked him in the eye as she raised their conjoined hands up to her lips and kissed all of his fingers and almost wanted to recoil away from her other hand that came up to stroke his cheek. She was much too pure and kind-hearted for him, a beautiful ray of sunshine that often he just wanted to bask in her warmth. She was a tender soul, and Leo didn't want to disrupt this woman and her way of bringing a warm energy to everyone she meets. But, Kate was never one to give up on him, especially him, and Leo let her press her lips against his own, smashing through any sort of doubts or fears that he had about their friendship/friends with benefits/whatever the fuck their relationship was as her gentle hands slid down his face and neck, rubbing up and down his tense shoulders in slow massaging circles to ease Leo's spirits. 

“I love you so much, Leo. I know, baby, I know, it’s alright now. Please” Kate said with so much sincerity in her voice, and kissed his lips, so tenderly it nearly melted him, pressing their foreheads together and staring deep into Leo’s eyes searching within them for some kind of emotion or truth she was trying to find to understand what Leo was going through right now, “please always know how much I love you, I truly mean it. Nothing’s gonna ever change that. I promise, my sweet love.”

At that, Leo swore he could cry from just how genuine she was being and he had to blink back tears that threatened to fall, her gentle thumbs rubbing against his cheeks certainly weren’t helping in keeping his tears at bay. Now that they were out of character despite still wearing their clothes, Kate was full on letting her heart speak for her through her actions and words to reassure each other that they were gonna be okay. She wanted him to truly feel and understand the great amount of passion and love she had for him, and Leo knew full certainty that what she said was 100% all her. For the words she spoke were said to him neither in friendly jest or during times of passion when they had sex. No…she truly meant what she said, and the kisses she pressed against his lips and the way her hands took the time to touch every part of him that was available to her made Leo tear up a little at the confession and suck in a shaky breath. He didn’t care that she might be saying it just to get on his good side after fake fighting with him, but in this current moment with her showering his face and neck with kisses that made his heart skip a beat, Leo couldn’t help the fond smile that graced his face at just how loving she was being towards him.

But, then he felt her fingers begin to play with the top button of his shirt. He looked down at her and met her eyes with a curious look of his own. Was she…was she trying to…his question was then answered as she stared back at him with a determined look in her passionate half-lidded eyes as she undid the top button. Leo didn’t stop her nor break eye contact with her as more of his shirt came undone, swallowing thickly when the surrounding air shifted when her breathing slowed against his neck when her hands met his slightly hairy stomach, feeling her wanting hands part his shirt a bit wider so she could truly feel him up. Oh…Leo could see what she wanted to do. That look in her eye only darkened and he watched as her hands slid up to his bare chest to feel and squeeze him there, Leo’s breathing hitching a little when she ran her thumbs over his nipples. She was really serious about doing this, wasn’t she? With the way she was staring intently back at him so intensely it startled him that such a look could come over her eyes, he knew clear as day what Kate wanted to do for him.

“B-Baby, you don’t have to-” “shh” she whispered and pressed her fingers against his lips, rising up on her knees to look down at him, her hair falling over her shoulder as she stared deep into his eyes and gripped the back of his hair, “let me love you, my heart. Let me show you how much I love you, okay?” 

She removed her fingers and captured his lips again and immediately deepened the kiss, wrapping her arms around his neck and surprising him when she slipped her tongue into his mouth. Leo was so astonished by her determination to do what she vowed to do, finding it so rare when she took the reins and made him obey her. Of course, he would be glad to let her take the lead as he heard her moan as she claimed his mouth, hearing her whisper her love for him against his lips, and Leo was all too happy to let her do as she pleased. He softly moaned into her mouth in return, his hand sliding up from her waist and to the back of her head where he returned the grip to her hair with one hand while the other gripped her hip to keep her close to him. He then sucked in a surprised breath when he felt her rock against his tented erection, feeling her smiling lips and the soft giggle when he let out a groan when she began grinding against him. 

Holy hell, this woman was going to be the death of him, he swears. This felt almost wrong for her to be wanting him this much. She was a married woman, and her husband was probably still on the grounds. Leo sometimes felt guilty sneaking around with her for this long, giving her pleasure and love while Sam was nearby, probably. But, with the way she just drives him so crazy, it made it damn near impossible to stop. He groaned into her mouth, rocking against her, tonguing her throat in an effort to take control. But, he was gonna let her be the victor and was the one to break away with a soft ‘fuck’ leaving him, their lips attached together by saliva before Kate pulled him back in. He was going to let her use him how she wanted, and he was more than happy to deliver.

Kate then pulled away, and Leo nearly whined at the loss of her perfect lips that were already starting to swell. But, when he met her eyes, the amount of lust she had in her eyes was honestly enough to make him cease all talking as he watched a heated look come to her eyes. Oh god, what was she going to do to him now, he wondered as he watched her crawl off of him and stand in front of him? The look she was giving him begged of his attention, and Leo swallowed thickly, shifting his gaze from her beautiful face to those enchanting eyes of hers. 

He then watched as she undid the buttons to her dress and pulled the top of her dress apart, and Leo’s eyes widened a bit as he gazed upon her bare breasts. He’s always admired her body from the top of her head, all the way done to her feet that he loved to tickle. But, there was something about her baring her all to him without a single trace of hesitation that just made him fall for her again. It was like the trust she had in him was so permanent and immense, that she didn’t have to be nervous or ashamed to show off her body to him as she let the dress fall to her feet in a way that was similar to their infamous scene together in their first movie. There she stood in front of him in all her glory, and Leo was shocked that she was fully bare underneath her costume. Honestly, though, he half expected this of her and oh so desperately wanted to reach towards her and touch her in ways that made her moan and call his name. God, he was damn near drooling already at the want to kiss her and lick her till she clawed his back.

But, Kate was quicker than him as she crawled back onto his lap again, staring into his seductive eyes as she rocked against his tented crotch again. Leo swore and leaned his head back, only for her to slip her hand to the back of his head and forced him to look back at her. It was clear that she wanted his eyes on her right now. She couldn’t bear seeing him so defeated and wanted him to look at her so he could see how much Kate wanted to love him. The urgency to look at her made him smile a little, but his smile was taken from him as she crushed her mouth against his again, threading her fingers through his hair and kissing him so passionately it almost took his breath away. Fuck, she really wanted him and he could tell as her hands took hold to his and guided them to her bare body where she let him rub and squeeze at her bare back and down to her plush rear where he squeezed her cheeks, able to feel her taunting hips rocking against the bulge in his pants. 

“Katy, sweetie. You don’t have to do this” he murmured against her lips and let her trail those kisses down his neck, hissing a little and felt his erection throb in his pants when he felt her teeth bite into his skin and suck a claiming mark into his skin. 

“Let me make you feel good, Leo” she whispered against his skin as she slid her hand down his tan and plush body, pausing to tickle his gut that made him breathe out a little laugh, “I know you want me just as much as I want you now.” This woman was truly trying to kill him with all the passion and desire she had for him, and well, Leo was foolish/horny enough to let her because of course he’d do anything for the woman who knew how to touch him and sex him up in a way that drove him mad for her.

That hand then made its way down to his crotch and Leo moaned and closed his eyes, leaning back against the couch to let her take control. Pleased with the reaction, she then groped and squeezed at his erection, making Leo grip at the couch to steady himself. The way she touched him always made him a bit squirmy. She was the first woman he’s given his virginity to and every time she touched him sexually, it was like he was an excited young man all over again. It made him feel so elated whenever she would grip onto him in the throes of him hammering her a good one, letting him know that he was giving it to her so well he was her only life support. And when she slipped her hand into his pants and smiled when he arched into her hand, he had a feeling it was going to be her he was going to be holding onto while she worked her magic.

“Katy, please, baby. Nngh, need you, baby girl, please” he murmured against her neck, sucking into her skin and uncaring if he was going to leave a mark. 

Kate merely giggled and pecked his lips as she thankfully rewarded his begging by slipping her hand into his boxers and followed his happy trail down to his thick girth. Leo groaned out loud, hanging his head against the back of the couch as Kate stroked him as best as she could. He was a bit too thick for her to do it one-handed, but she made it work much like now and Leo was certainly not complaining. The way she touched him already made him feel like his body was on fire and she was in no hurry to put him out. She watched his face intently with a heated lip-biting smile as he moaned and gasped out Kate’s name as Kate alternated between slow strokes to tease him and make him crave for more and a quickened pace that had him digging his fingers into her bare hips.

“Yeah, you like it don’t you, love? Love it when I touch you like this, don’t you, my heart?” she practically purred and Leo loved the lust and desire dripping from her tone. 

“Fffuck. Katy, ah, hah. Sss, baby, please, keep going” he moaned out, accepting her lips against his again, her swallowing the groan he wanted to let out when her teasing thumb ran circles around his drooling, plump tip. Fuck, she was making him so damn hard, and he knows she could feel him throbbing for her.

Kate let out a soft chuckle at how needy he was sounding, and it was the truth honestly. That scene really threw his entire being out of whack and he just needed to go off and be alone for a bit. He just needed some time to clear his head and not have to think about the rage and anger he had to summon up to pull off just how upset his character was with Kate’s character. It took a lot out of him as one would imagine, and having to scream at his best friend/friend with benefit/love of his life truly crushed him on the inside. 

He just needed…he just needed her, and he made that statement known as he wrapped his arms around her waist, holding her tightly to him and burying his face in her neck. He closed his eyes as he inhaled her divine scent that he’s long since familiarized in his brain and let a soft, content sigh leave him. She paused her erotic movements once she caught onto the way he was holding her. He knew he was kind of ruining the moment by putting his heart between them, but Leo couldn’t help but show her just how much he needed her comforting warmth that she was more than happy to give to him, and he let her know how thankful he was by dipping his head low and kissed right where he could feel her heart beating. He didn’t say how much he loved her, but when he looked back up at her and saw her eyes shimmering with adoration for him, all he could do was smile back at her with a fond look in his eyes, pulling her in for a sweet, longing kiss. Words of affection didn’t need to be said half the time, and he just wanted her to feel his love instead. 

The tender gesture made her breathe out a little sigh and a warm smile to grace her perfect face. “Dear, I truly appreciate and love you, you know that, right? Heh, but, darling” she paused to breathe out a laugh as she kissed him square on the mouth and playfully slipped her tongue in, causing Leo to recoil back in surprise, “I’m trying to bloody sex you up right now. Stop being lovey dovey and let me fuck you, dammit!”

At that, Leo’s face broke into a laugh that had him tossing his head back against the couch, his worries rapidly fading away in an instant. This woman and her way with words never seemed to catch him off guard from time to time. But, she didn’t mind him laughing at crude words she said and Leo felt her smiling lips press against his to stop his laughter. Fine, he was going to be a good boy now and let her do her bidding to him. This was about him he could tell and he wasn’t going to stop her any time soon.

Their kissing soon turned intimate again and Leo moaned into her mouth as her impatient hand tugged on his pants. He raised his hips a bit and assisted her by tugging his pants and boxers down to his ankles, leaving them bound there when she pushed him back against the couch, gripping the back of the couch as she rocked against his length with a moan. Leo grunted in arousal when he felt her hand slip between them, rutting her crotch against his hard girth, making Leo almost whine with the want to have her in any way possible now. He didn’t care what they did now that they were done shooting for the day, so long as he left without worry in his heart, he didn’t care what she wanted to do to him.

“How do you want me, Leo? Hmm, talk to me, baby” Kate murmured, staring lustfully into his eyes, her breath fanning his face as she rocked against his hardness to entice his decisions, but she wasn’t going to pry. She wanted this to be all his choice in the matter and he loved her even more at how she valued his input when they were like this.

Leo closed his eyes to concentrate, but damn was it hard to focus when those lips of hers returned to his neck. Fuck, her mouth was going to fucking kill him one of these days and the very feeling of them on his flesh made him incredibly eager and begging for more. Her lips were always what attracted him the first time he kissed her all those years ago, and he wanted to feel them on every part of him. Every part of him.

“Want your mouth on me, baby girl” he breathed out, grunting when she squeezed his dick just enough to make him curse at the feeling, “please, let me feel your pretty mouth on me, Katy.”

Kate let a lustful smile grace her face at the hot request he practically demanded of her. She granted his wish thankfully as she kissed his swollen lips and led them down his marked neck, those perfect lips sliding down to his chest where she returned the over the heart kiss. Leo swore he fell in love with her again at how sweet she could be in the midst of delivering pleasure to him in the loving yet sexual way that she knew how. He then watched as she sank to her knees and assisted Leo in helping him take his pants and boxers completely off, both passing heated giggles in the process of disrobing him. But, once he was bare as she was albeit his socks and his shirt that was just left draped around his elbows, Leo’s face grew hotter than it already was as she settled between his legs, staring up at him with heated eyes that melted him. He could see the pure want in her eyes and he could only reach down and run his fingers through her blonde hair, loving how she seemed to lean into the touch with a content smile like a house cat. 

It was a tender moment they shared for a bit, but it was soon disrupted by her sliding her hand around his cock and Leo moaned at the feeling of her warm hand around him. Right, he was supposed to be letting her guide this he soon remembered and leaned back against the couch, removing his hand so she didn’t have to feel the pressure. But, Kate, the kind soul that she was, just returned his hand back to her head, gazing up at him with a look that told him she wanted him to have some control if he wanted to. Right, this was about him. 

“So, tell me what’s wrong, darling?” she asked in a husky voice as she began to stroke him with movements that made Leo’s eyelids flutter and grow heavy from the arousal, “haven’t ever seen you like this before and I’m truly worried about you right now. So, talk to me, Leo, tell me what’s going on?”

W-Was she…was she seriously trying to have a therapy session in the middle of her pleasuring him like this? Sure, they’ve done this many times before during their early days when they were youngins, but really? She wanted him to vent in the middle of her leaning in and licking a line up his length to his head where she swirled her tongue around him enough to make his toes curl in his socks? She was wholeheartedly serious about him opening his heart to her while her lips wrapped around his head, suckling on him till he couldn’t hold back the breathy moans as her lips and tongue did sinful things up and down his throbbing cock? This damn woman and her bratty way of getting what she wanted, and Leo was whipped enough by her to let her have anything she wanted especially with the way she was gazing back at him with that heated gaze of hers.

“I-It’s just, mmm, it’s just this scene’s got my brain all jumbled, is all. It’s nothing to, sss, ffuck Katy, it’s nothing to worry about, baby” he breathed out trying to reassure her worries, trying to keep his hazy eyes open and the ability to form coherent words. 

But, it was a bit difficult to speak when her mouth slid down him a couple inches, pausing there to bob her head and let her hand stroke what she wasn’t ready to take in just yet. Meanwhile, her other hand paid special attention in fondling his hefty balls and she could no doubt feel the pent up frustration from that scene. Well, that and also…he didn’t know if he was ready to open up about what was bothering him. He knew she wouldn’t laugh at him or make fun of him, but he was still a bit nervous about breaking down his wall and letting her in.

He heard Kate let out a little whine and felt her pull off of him, a shudder of her name falling from his lips when she ran her tongue all over his cock that was just throbbing for her attention. “C’mon, don’t give me just that, love. I know your heart, and you know mine, don’t you?” she asked in a breathy voice, and yet her tone was mixed with a layer of fondness and sincerity that he’s always heard in her voice whenever she spoke to him.

Leo opened his eyes at that and he couldn’t help but look down at her and was surprised at the level of intensity that shined bright in her hazy eyes. It was as if she was trying to get him to understand how much she knew about him without even needing to say anything to him. She knew everything about him through the many, many secrets they’ve shared amongst each other and not a single soul knew about his deepest, darkest secrets, not even his closest friends or his own mother. Kate was the only one who truly knew so much about him and likewise, he knew all the things she refused to tell anyone, even stuff her two husbands never knew about her. They held so many of the others secrets, and Leo would rather die than tell any of Kate’s dark secrets and he knows she’d do the same for him. They were a bonded pair for life, and much like now with her gazing up at him with clear worry in her eyes, Leo could always open up to her anytime and anywhere. Sighing and nodding in agreement, he ran his fingers through Kate’s hair to both calm himself and her worries, reminding himself that she was here and wasn’t gonna leave any time soon. 

“This scene, Katy, and all the fight scenes between us. I-I just…I just can’t handle yelling or getting angry with you. I’ve, hell, we’ve never fought like that before and yeah, before you say it’s just a movie we’re filming, i-it’s just…” Leo trailed off, looking off to the side and tried not to meet her caring eyes so she couldn’t see the emotional turmoil that began to roll back into view, like dark clouds rolling in for an upcoming storm. 

She had since stopped her arousing touches to which Leo didn’t mind really. His mind was still plagued with the mental image of Kate’s character crying in front of him, Kate’s character flinching and cowering when he made to strike her but hit the car instead, Kate’s character spitting such hostility and venom towards him, and they weren’t even close to finishing the movie. They still had more scenes to film between them and Leo’s heart didn’t know how much it could take hurting his sweetness like this, even if it was scripted or directed. His heart and mind couldn’t separate Kate from April, and it didn’t matter that Kate was far more different than April. To him, Kate was Kate, and Leo’s mind had to do mental gymnastics whenever they acted together in their spacious claustrophobic 2-bedroom home. 

“Is it different because it’s me?” she asked softly, reaching up to gently touch his face to get him to look at her. 

Fortunately, Leo returned his gaze back down to her and she gasped at the heartwrenching, destroyed look in his own eyes. Leo had to close his eyes to hide the pinpricks of tears, taking a shaky breath to stifle his want to cry. This was not the time to be crying, even though she literally opened the floor to allow him to vent to her. He was stronger than this and knew he could power through this, and he was certain of that fact. Even if his spirit was a bit crushed and weak right now and all he wanted was her undying love for him.

“Y-Yeah, it’s different, way different. If it was anyone else, then I wouldn’t be freaking out this much. Hell, we could have done it in one take if it were anyone else. B-But because it’s you that’s making this so damn difficult for me. Like, you’re an amazing actress, so fucking incredible and I can’t express how proud of you I am. But, you…I-I just can’t…I-I love you too damn much and all these feelings I have for you are just, I don’t know how to describe it, but whenever Sam makes us scream at each other over and over because I’m not putting enough anger into my voice, I just get so caught up in my feelings for you and, fucking hell…” Leo trailed off on a defeated groan as he leaned back against the couch, covering his blushing face with his hands as he could feel his ears burning at the confession that was pouring out of his mouth, “it’s like my brain can’t seem to understand that I’m not the one screaming at you, Frank is, and yet m-my love for you won’t let me tell you and April apart. That’s why this is hurting me so damn much because you just…you just mean so much to me and that’s why I’m all fucked up right now.”

Leo finished his rambling and his heart felt as if it was going to burst out his chest. He had just confessed his feelings about filming such intense, fighting scenes to the woman he loved to the ends of the earth. He’s never felt more embarrassed at how stuck in his feelings he was for one woman who has told him time and time again that they aren’t together in that sort of way and respects that. But, his heart wasn’t trying to hear any of that and couldn’t help but love this woman regardless, and the fact he was legitimately having a mental breakdown over filming their fight scene again and again until he sold his performance well enough to make Sam “congratulate” him after the 5th take was screwing him up on the inside. He still didn’t feel too good that he performed well enough that captured the director’s image perfectly, and he hated that he did a “fantastic job” according to said director. Honestly, he felt like this was revenge on Sam’s part for all the times Leo slept with his wife, and well Leo was now paying the price for interfering on a “happy marriage.”

He heard nothing from Kate and he slightly feared he expressed way too much about him in a way that made her uncomfortable. Oh God, here he goes making things awkward between them again. Every time he gets so caught up in his feelings for her, Leo has to let her push him back when she wants him to ease up. They were just friends, really close friends…with benefits of course, and she has to be the one to remind him that every time, even though he could tell it hurt her so to tell him that. But, then he felt her presence return as she crawled back into his lap. He felt her hands grasp his own and felt her gently tug them off his face. She cupped the side of his face, urging him to look at her again. Though he was nervous about meeting the eyes of the woman who he loved so very much, Kate was all about eye contact and Leo couldn’t hide his gaze from her forever. Leo slowly opened his eyes and looked back into Kate’s own and his heart was nearly caught in his throat at the overwhelming amount of emotion she had welling in her eyes for him. 

It touched him deeply and he tried to look away, but Kate just leaned in and kissed him so roughly it took his breath away and he was forced to hold onto her to regain his breathing again. He could tell that there were things that she too wanted to say to reassure him of her love for him, and much like him earlier, she opted to just show him through her touches and kisses. He knows there are things that were left unsaid between them and those things were the reason that held her back from loving him more than just a side fling she has huge feelings for. Hell, there was still a very good reason he himself wasn’t truly ready to commit himself to this woman through marital vow just yet. But, in this moment as she led his hands down to her ass and slipped her tongue into his mouth, they could just leave certain things between them unsaid until either of them were ready. Well, he was more than ready, but she still needed some time to be sure. And when that day comes, Leo would be more than ready to sweep her off her feet and into a life with him…forever. 

With the return of their lips and tongue, Leo ran his hands all over her perfect body, loving the cute moans she let out into his mouth as she wrapped her arms around his neck as she rocked against his length to bring back the mood. Now that their hearts have been poured out to each other to mend the other’s aching spirits, they could now focus on making the other feel good. Or rather, she could and Leo could feel her intensely rocking against his hardening cock and he moaned and gripped her rear as her lower lips rocked against his dick in movements that made him so eager to be inside her. He could feel her swollen clit rubbing against him and the sensation of that plus knowing that her body was incredibly turned on for him only made him crave her more than he already was. Course, he had to pay special attention to her breasts and he slid his hands up her waist to her perfect breasts that just fit so perfectly in his hands. He heard her moan and pulled away to voice her pleasure, gripping Leo’s shoulders and hanging her head back as Leo kissed down her neck and groped and squeezed her chest, pinching her hard nipples just the way she loved it and loved the breathy moan she let out.

“Your tits have gotten so big since you’ve had kid number 2, babe” he teased with a heated smile and playfully licking at one of her perky nipples, loving his name falling from her lips as he suckled on her nipple while his free hand groped and squeezed the other before giving the other the same attention with his mouth, “so nice and beautiful. Hell, you just keep getting so damn beautiful and hot day by day now. So perfect, so beautiful and all mine for now.”

“You’re such a dirty man, Leo. Mmm, baby, ah, don’t stop. Nngh, make me feel so hot when you do that” Kate breathed out on a heated moan that shuddered out of her when Leo slowly ran his tongue around her swollen nub, “fuck, love.”

But, it seemed the action only snapped her back to what she was trying to do to him, and he watched her head snap back and a fiery look came to her eyes as she shoved him back against the couch. Oh, he has seen that look in her eyes many times. That look, and when she began to rock more intensely against him till he could feel her wetness dripping on him, Leo could tell that she wanted to do more than just share her heart with him. Kate wanted to fuck him, and he was absolutely gonna let her take over him as she mauled his mouth, gripping his hair with one hand while her other went back down to stroke him off. Ooh, this aggressive side of Kate was coming out and Leo swore he grew harder in her hand at the realization that a side of her that only he has seen come out of her. A side that Leo was oh so elated to know that Sam will never get a chance to see such a fierce side descend upon her and turn her into a being that wanted nothing but pleasure and lust delivered to her and only he and only he could satisfy her the way she wanted right now.

“I’m all yours, baby girl. Do what you want to me, Katy” he breathed out against her lips, rubbing her ass cheeks and playfully swatting one to encourage her naughty side to come out.

The growl she let out sent a shiver down Leo’s spine as she captured his lips again. Fuck, he hasn’t heard her do that in a while, and from the way she was rocking against his dick with intent to slip him inside, Leo could already tell that the only thing on her mind right now was having him inside her. She needed him, and just knowing she came in here to comfort him both emotionally and sexually, Leo was only more than happy to let her take him however she wanted.

She stared deep into his eyes as she rose up a little and Leo could see her aligning her dripping and puffy center with his tip. She went to push in, but Leo could see something swimming in her eyes. A deep, unknown emotion soon came over her and made her eyes darken if that were even possible. What was this look and why did it make Leo so much hornier than he already was for her? His curious thoughts ceased as he watched her lean in close till her lips barely grazed his own, feeling her breath against his lips. Leo couldn’t help but swallow thickly at the desire that was just dripping from both figuratively and literally, and he knew it was all meant for him and him now.

“Been thinking about you inside me all day, love” she murmured huskily against his lips, biting his lip to lock in her fate for the evening. 

Without giving him a second to process her words, Kate sank down onto him, gripping his shoulders, sucking in a hiss and releasing a shuddery moan from her being and Leo tossed his head back against the couch and groaned out loud as her tight heat wrapped around him. Christ, he could never get over just how fucking tight she was. After two pregnancies, he was always elated and shocked him to no end, but he always chalked it up to her two husbands not giving her any. Whichever the case may be, he sure as hell wasn’t complaining and especially now when she took him all the way down, a shaky curse leaving her lips as she tried to compose herself.

“Ffuck, love, oh god, you make it hurt so damn good” Kate breathed out with an eye rolling moan as she rolled her hips to force herself to adjust to the stretch, Leo moaning out a curse at the movement around him.

“Damn, Katy, fuck, I can tell you needed this too. Ooh, baby, squeezing me so damn much, holy shit” he groaned out, gripping her hips tight as he tried to focus on not cumming too soon. She was just damn tight and combined with how wet she was, sex with her always left him begging and craving for more and he was glad he had her wrapped around his finger this entire production. 

Kate then looked back down at him, her eyes still taken over by that unknown look that made his dick twitch inside her as he gazed back at her. What was she planning on doing to him, he wondered? She had already pretty much given her heart to him (not yet anyway), her utmost love to him, and has essentially put her entire trust in him which Leo could say that he felt incredibly honored to have all three from her. But, what was-she captured his chin and pulled him into a searing kiss before he could even ask as she trailed her kisses to his ear where she playfully flicked his earlobe, causing a shiver to run down his spine at the feeling.

“I want you to put a baby in me, Leo” she whispered in his ear, and purposely tightened around him to make him understand the want in her voice.

Fuck…d-did she really…did she really say she wanted me to… Leo asked himself, his mind trying to fully comprehend the wild request of hers as she gazed back at him with that wild look in her eye, Was she really asking me to…wait, b-but I can’t…

Before he could ask what she meant by that, he watched as she rose up with a soft moan leaving him at the feeling of her walls dragging around him. She then sunk back down with an ‘oh shit’ trembling from her lips as her walls stretched around him again, and Leo swore as she rolled her hips again to tease him. She did these slow movements over and over again, rising and falling on his cock, moaning out his name and tossing her head back and groaning out loud when his tip struck something deep. Leo let out his own breathy moans and praises as she rocked up and down his length. Fuck, she felt so damn good, and he could only sit back and let her go at her own pace. Though he so desperately wanted to lay her down and give it to her the way she wanted, he let her do as she pleased to get comfortable.

"Ooh, damn, baby girl. Nngh, he hasn’t been giving you any attention in a while, has he?” he teased with a shit-eating grin, hissing when she dragged her nails down his chest in response, feeling the stinging sensation that felt so good to receive.

“You know damn well that rotten bastard’s sleeping around with some tramp. I’ll be damned if I let him touch me like you do while he’s whoring around” Kate spat back at him bitterly, and Leo chuckled breathlessly at the fire that returned to her eyes at the thought of her second husband betraying her too, “and besides, yours is so much better than that cheating, lying fucker!”

Leo snickered at the venom and leaned in to press a kiss to her lips to soothe her only for her to shove him back and surprise him by slamming down on him with a growl. Hard. Leo grunted in surprise and had to hold onto Kate’s hips as she snarled through her teeth as she began fucking down on him with fierce slams of her hips, truly intending on using him to fuck her feelings out now. Oh yeah, he struck a little nerve there and he knows it’s the reason why Sam and her have been having disagreements and arguments lately. All of which Leo got an earful when Kate would call him and he was more than happy to listen to what was aching her. But, as of right now, she had another need that needed to be fulfilled and he was going to let her take her frustrations out on him.

“Go for it, Katy, fuck me. Show me how much you love me” Leo puffed out, letting her hips free to let her ride him at her own pace. But, much like earlier, she grabbed his hands and gently placed them back on her hips. Though she had quite a feral look in her eyes and wanted to fuck his brains out, Kate still cared too much about him to let this be all about her needs.

“I always do, y’know” she rasped out, and Leo could see the hearts in her eyes as she rocked on top of him, gripping the couch and staring down at him with a loving look, raising one of his hands up to rub against her cheek and kissing the back of his hand lovingly as she began quicken her pace, “mmm, I love you so fucking much, Leo. Sss, a-ah, God, I love you so much, ah, fuck!”

Leo groaned as he watched Kate ride him faster and a bit harder, gripping her hips in ecstasy at the feeling of her walls massaging him. Gods, she was so perfect in every way to him, and she looked so damn beautiful with the way her body bounced on top of him. The way she touched him, the way she talked to him, and of course the way she fucked him all made it easy for him to fall head over heels for her again and again. He loved her so damn much and when he pulled her head down to claim those perfect lips of hers, he could only ever be so thankful that she still chooses to love him even if she knew she wasn’t supposed to. And with the way her heated moans were sounding so desperate and needy, he was glad that only he was making her feel this good.

“Good girl, baby. Sss, that’s it, mmm, ride daddy’s cock just like that, yeah, so good, Katy” Leo praised her, shifting lower into the seat to plant his feet firm on the floor, grunting as he began thrusting up into her with the same hardness she was slamming down on him with and loved the way she bit her lip to hide her whimpers, “yeah, you like it, don’t you? Hehe, that’s a good girl, ah, you’re a wet little thing aren’t you? Sss, goddamn Katy, ah, baby.”

Kate couldn’t even respond as she hung her head back, her eyes closed in utter bliss as she crashed down hard on Leo’s hips and welcomed him plunging deeper into her with breathy moans and grunts leaving her as she diligently bounced up and down his cock. Gods, she indeed sounded so fucking wet and Leo groaned and could feel her wetness trickling down his length and staining the couch when it dripped off his balls the more she enjoyed the feeling of him stuffing deep inside her. And he knew he was deep inside her and peered down and swore as he saw his length bulging through her pelvis. Fuck, it never ceased to amaze him that he was the only lover she’s ever slept with that took her breath away with each deep thrust just from his size alone, and Leo was more than happy to let her take all of it, just the way she loves it.

With that, Leo growled and dug his nails into her ass cheeks as he really began to pound up into her dripping mess, loving the loud cries she let out as he fucked her in a way that he knew damn well she loved. Indeed, as his thrusts turned rougher and more out of control, Kate couldn’t help but loudly moan out to the heavens and any nosey people listening nearby as she had no choice except to cling onto the couch and take it. Despite the fact that she was the one who was supposed to be in control here and was the one who wanted to fuck him silly, once Leo began to truly lay into her with a pace that she herself could not reach, she was more than happy to let Leo take the lead.

“Oh god, Leo, a-ah, ffuck, hah, more, ah! Hah, d-don’t stop, fuck, daddy, yes!” Kate cried out, her mouth having to be covered by Leo’s hand the louder she was getting from the intense movements, “yes, yes, yes, oh god, Leo, yes!”

Leo grunted and snarled through his teeth as he fucked her harder and harder, thoroughly intending on fucking his feelings out into her and she was more than happy to receive said feelings. With a firm hand over her mouth courtesy of Leo, she let her muffled screams and her loud moans be heard, unable to control her voice at this point while Leo was destroying her. She unfortunately then lost her balance and fell on top of him, but Leo merely snickered and gently bundled her in his arms and laid her down on the couch and shared a breathy kiss with her before he resumed his brutal pace that had her screaming into his mouth and clinging tight to him as she took the pounding. Soon, the sounds of their intense sex filled the air of his trailer. A place where he had come to be alone and wallow in his troubled thoughts and was now a place where his sweetness was treating him to a wonderful time with her tight heat. Obscene sounds of their flesh smacking together filled his trailer as did the creaking of the couch and their lustful sounds of ecstasy and pleasure. Honestly, ever since they’ve started filming this movie, his and Kate’s trailer had been thoroughly tarnished and desecrated by their constant need to have each other sexually. 

Granted, he did start it when he cornered her in her trailer their first morning in their trailers, and despite how much she acted like she didn’t want to “play” around like that and used that pathetic excuse of hers being that her husband was outside, it took little to no effort to kiss her and pin her to her couch, and fuck her until only screams and cries left her mouth while Leo grunted and pounded away into her. Although it might’ve looked like he was violating her with her wrists pinned over her head with one of his hands and one of her legs forced open by a firm hand on her inner thigh, Leo knew full certainty that she was enjoying every second of him dominating her that very first morning in her trailer by the way she screamed out in utter euphoria and the way she moaned for him to fuck her harder. Yeah, her will was easy to break that day, and from then on, it has been non stop going to the others trailer for fun or pleasure while they were able to be close to one another yet again. And much like now as he barreled towards a fire that he could feel building in his heavy balls, he was going to keep giving her a reason to keep crawling back to him again and again, even long after this movie is over and they go on their separate ways. He knows Kate wants him even if she doesn’t want herself to believe that. 

“Say my name, Katy. C’mon, baby girl, say daddy’s name, c’mon” Leo gruffed down at her, laying on top of her and biting into her neck as he slammed into more, welcoming her nails digging into his back and her legs tightening around his waist as he drilled down into her with impressive speed, “what’s my name? C’mon, lemme hear your pretty voice.”

Kate struggled to find words with how hard he was fucking her now. He could feel his hair flopping over his forehead and could feel sweat dripping off his forehead as he let out strained grunts as he hammered into her. He hovered over her and breathed out a laugh at just how fucked out she looked. Her hair had become all disheveled and out of place with some blonde strands sticking to her sweaty forehead, her cheeks likewise were all red and sweaty and tears of bliss streamed down her face, her eyes clenched so tightly he slightly feared they stayed like that, and he could see her jaw quivering as she struggled to even breathe, let alone let out breathy cries and shaky moans from the ecstasy she was receiving. Clearly, he was truly giving it to her pretty damn good if he had her like this, and gods the amount of times he’s made her look like this never failed to turn him on immensely so and was always elated that he made her do that. But, he was a gentleman at heart, especially when it came to her, and he forced himself to pause for a bit. He panting breathlessly as he stared down at her lovingly to let her catch her breath, gently wiping her tears and sweat away with the backs of his fingers.

“You alright, sweetheart?” he murmured down at her, bending his head down to press breathy kisses against her red face and pressing a longing kiss at her lips to bring her back from wherever she lifted off to, “need me to ease up on ya?”

Thankfully, that seemed to bring her back down to him with shaky breaths leaving her as he felt her wrap her arms around his neck and softly laugh into his mouth to which he responded with his own husky laugh, her sexed out eyes lazily gazing back at him looking as if she was still gone. She responded well to the kisses with her own, breathlessly moaning into his mouth as she rocked her hips against his, putting a tight grip in his hair as she kissed him back though hers were a bit on the lazy side. Leo didn’t mind though and moaned into her mouth as he softly thrust in and out of her wetness and his ears were on fire and a sense of pride came over him at the fact she sounded this damn wet from him and only him.

“K-Keep going, mmm, please keep going. Sss, ooh, Leo, please, don’t stop, Leo, please” she practically begged against his lips and Leo chuckled against her desperate lips as she kissed him again and again, “please, harder, fuck me harder, Leo, fuck me, please, don’t stop!”

Yeah, she was truly lost now and when he shifted his hips and sucked in a breath and grunted out a growl-mixed groan as he slammed in again. Leo hotly watched her big, blue eyes widen and her arch her back and toss her head back against the couch as a stuttery groan fell from her trembling lips. With the way he could see the hearts in her eyes and the shudder run through her body, Leo smirked as he knew he struck something good and deep. Striking it again only proved his theory right when she closed her eyes and a lazy smile stretched across her face and a shaky ‘daddy’ fell from her lips as Leo struck that spot again and again. Oh, Leo knew just what to do to push his, yes his, gorgeous beauty over the edge. Growling, he hovered over her and gripped the couch as Leo made it his mission to fuck her there as he increased his thrusts to their earlier brutal pace, not stopping now as he barreled towards a destination that would leave them both satisfied in every possible way. 

“Oh my god, Leo!” Kate cried out loudly, a euphoric scream leaving her as she dug her nails into his shoulders for dear life in the midst of him fucking her silly as Leo laid into her with deep, strained grunts leaving him as he powered through his own physical exhaustion, “oh my god, I-I can’t, a-ah, ffuck, s-slow, fuck, Leo, slow, oh my god~!”

“Yeah, come on, baby girl. Take that dick, come on, take it, baby” Leo snarled out breathlessly, his hurried breathing coming out faster as he gave her his everything, “not gonna stop till you fuckin cum all over my dick. C’mon, better take that dick, Katy. Fuckin take it just like that, c’mon.”

True to his word, stopping wasn’t in his vocabulary right now as he bore down on that spot that had Kate grow hoarse from how loud she was moaning. He shook the couch with his rough pounding and he feared it might actually break under the weight of his intense movements, but he refused to stop now. No, not when he had Kate crying out as if she was a cat in heat, not when Kate was gushing so much around him he feared he might slip out of her delicious wetness, not when she was gazing up a him with that sexed out look in her teary, half-slitted eyes and that dopey smile on her face as if she were gazing back at the most amazing being her eyes had ever laid upon. And Leo couldn’t be happier at the fact that only he could make her look like this and have her looking back at him like that. Oh, the feeling of him being able to do such filthy things to her always made him feel giddy as hell and he couldn’t help but bend down and sink his teeth into the side of her neck, growling along with the sharp cry she let out as he imprinted a claiming mark on her beautiful flesh and he knew Kate loved nothing more than for him to claim her as his every now and then.

Finally, she couldn’t hold it in anymore. Her cries turned desperate and breathier, choked cries escaping her as she flew head first into her earth-shattering orgasm. Leo groaned as he lustfully watched her convulse and throw her head back against the couch, dragging her nails down his sweaty back as she came gushing around him. Fuck, she was cumming so hard and Leo loved the cracks in her voice as she came just for him and only him and choked out his name as best as she could. He was never gonna get over the fact that he was one of the first men to make her do this and the tightness she squeezed around him combined with how much wetter she was only pushed him closer with deep, strained grunts leaving him as he shuddered and ground his hips against hers to push himself further inside her.

“God, I fucking love you so much, Katy! God, ffuck, hah, a-ah, cumming, Katy!” Leo grunted out, tossing his head back and growling as he came balls deep inside her, grunting as he rocked his hips with each hearty pump that had her gasping out shuddering breaths at the feeling of him cumming inside her. He might not be able to put a baby in her like she demanded him to, but he sure as hell knew how to fill her up like he was trying, though she never seemed to mind getting filled like this by the tell-tale sign of that blissful smile on her face.

He rocked against her with breathy grunts leaving him as he pumped his load into her, uncaring about the mess that spilled out onto the couch as he pressed sloppy kisses to her face to show her how much he loved her and appreciated her in this moment. The fact that she had come to him is what still made his love for her grow so strong. The fact that she knew that he was hurting so much after the screaming and fighting and the intensity of their rage at one another; it was all too much for her as well and she just needed to come here and make sure he, no, they were alright. It hurt so much to be that violent with her and even though he hated the fear in her eyes, Leo felt incredibly, oh so incredibly honored that she trusted him so much even after all these years. 

But, when he felt her pull his head down and sweep his damp hair back and pressed tender kisses to his sweaty brow the way she’s always done to him after-sex much like all those times before, he felt his eyes well up with the promise of tears that he had been holding back for this long. He didn’t want to cry, he was too strong to do such things. Even if he had to do it in movies, he felt he was too strong to cry over such intense feelings welling within him right now. But, her tender strokes to his head, her nails scratching ever so gently against his scalp, the feel of her lips against his forehead only made him want to sink further on top of her as his shoulders shuddered with the effort to hold back his emotions. He didn’t know why he was feeling so emotional right now and why he was hurting so much right now, but all Leo could do was deliver choked kisses to her lips, becoming more unstable with his emotions the more he thought about how much it hurt to yell at the love of his like that. It hurt so much, and Leo couldn’t stop the tears from dripping off his face and onto hers, feeling embarrassed when he heard her softly gasp and he immediately shut his eyes to hide the pain from within his being streaming down his face in rivers, his back shuddering as he let said pain be known to her.

“Oh, my sweet love. You’re hurting so much right now, aren’t you?” she cooed ever so softly as she pulled him to fully lay on top of her, wrapping her arms around his neck and tenderly pressing her lips to his head again, “it’s alright now, Leo, shh, I’m here, I’m here.”

Leo slipped his arms around her as he, with her gentle encouragement, rolled them onto their sides and let her pull him closer to her, entangling their limbs together to feel closer to one another. Despite them still being sexually connected to one another, Leo buried his face in her chest and let his tears flow free, uncaring that he was letting his cries and sniffles be heard by her. He didn’t care that he was releasing all the pain that had been festering in him the first time he yelled at her and his heart cracked every time he was scripted to strike at her, but thankfully a blow to her was never given and he was thankful he didn’t have to. God only knows how much more broken he’d be, both physically and emotionally, if he were to actually…gods, he couldn’t even fathom the idea of harming his Kate like that, and just the thought of it made a shudder run through his body at the idea. 

But, she once again proved that he indeed needed her comforting presence as she tightened her hold around his head and stroked his hair ever so sweetly. Her kisses returned to his forehead where she murmured her undying love to him and graciously encouraged him to keep crying, because that’s all he needed to do now. Just let it all out and let her love the way he’s been needing this entire time. Because like she said, everything was gonna be okay, especially between them as he felt her lips press against his own, sweetly kissing his fears and anxieties away as best as she could, while also trying to fight back her own tears that he could hear in her voice that sounded as if she were choked up.

“I’m so sorry, Kate. I-I’m so sorry. I’m sorry, please, I-I’m so sorry” he cried out, holding onto her tightly as he couldn’t help but apologize to her. This movie was crushing him immensely, and the pain he was causing this woman, real or not, hurt so goddamn much and he just had to let her know just how sorry he was. 

Kate didn’t say anything and honestly, no words needed to be shared now as Leo continued to weep his heart out, nuzzling more into her chest and holding on tight to her like his life depended on it, but also being mindful as to not squeeze her too tightly. They both needed this closeness and he could hear her softly sniffling as she tried to hold back her own tears as she dropped watery kisses to the top of his head. They needed each other so damn much right now and the only thing they could do now was hold each other and share each other's warmth and unyielding love for each other, relishing in the sweet kisses they passed between each other that served as the only means of communication between them. Yeah, they were definitely going to be okay, Leo was sure of it and he let a soft smile spread across his face as they laid together on his couch, unable to leave or pull away from each other any time soon. And honestly, he wished they stayed like this forever. 

Yeah, they were gonna be okay.

~FIN~