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Dear Diary,
Yesterday I traveled to a human kingdom as an envoy due to the order of Lord Ainz. It was a tough trip because I couldn't meet my beloved Lord for a while. Thus I had to lower myself and interact with the insects called humans. Among them, there was one named Philip. He really wanted the death wish when he touched my bare shoulder without my permission. Nothing I wanted more at that moment was tearing that insolent human into pieces. But because my Lord told me not to harm any human, I held back my anger and continued my job as an envoy.
Then later on that day, the vermin asked if he could spend a night with me. My blood boiled after I heard that but I quickly calmed down and explained that it was indecent for a noble like him to do such things to an envoy of another country. But it seemed his stupidity took the majority of his brain and said it was just a one-night stand. He even had the guts to say that no one would ever know and he would make me feel good for the entire night.
I wanted to kill him so badly but when I took a deep thought about it, I realized that I could use a fool like him for my Lord's grand plan. So against my will, I reluctantly agreed to his offer. He cheerfully screamed like an idiot before excitingly taking me to his room.
I know it was unfaithful of me to have sex with another man before Lord Ainz and I married each other. But this was for the greater good. Of course, I did warn him not to take my virginity because it was my last shred of dignity. But the moment I took off my clothes, the vermin launched at me like a hungry animal.
He did touch my body again and I was supposed to hate it. But when he shoved his big human cock inside my ass, I couldn't stop moaning like a slut. He was completely different from the incompetent man at the party as he looked more like a feral animal in the breeding season. I tried to take back control but every time he railed his cock deeper inside of me, my mind just went blank and he wasn't lying about the part making me feel good. He then told me how beautiful I was at the moment and how sweet my moans were before asking me to become his wife and promising that he would do this every day with me.
Luckily, my mind was still tough at the time so I declined him in between my moans. But that didn't stop him from clapping my cheeks even harder, seemingly angry by the fact that I rejected him. And then after a few more thrusts, he buried his cock deep in my ass and stuffed his inferior human cum inside until it was filled to the brim.
After that, I told him to stop but he insisted and rubbed my body with his hard cock. My memory went blurry from this moment but I believe that we did about ten more rounds that night…When I woke up, the bed and my body were coated with cum, and that lowly human slept nicely next to me. I then immediately checked my pussy in a panic only to sigh in relief after finding out it was still safe. After a few cleaning, I was finally able to get out of that place but before I left, that human didn't forget to flirt with me one last time by grabbing my ass and whispering to me that he would always welcome me in his property. All I could do was just smile and take my leave back to my accommodation at the Re-Estize Kingdom.
The memory from yesterday was still imprinted in my head, making my pussy wet as I was writing these lines. The way he brutally used my body like a plaything was something new and it gave me an odd feeling. My body trembled as I remembered how he slapped and clapped my ass with his fat cock and drew moans out of my mouth. My point of view about that human named Philip slightly changed after that night. He was no longer an incompetent man, at least not when he was on the bed. Perhaps he could be more useful than a pawn in Lord Ainz's plan. Maybe I could use him as a tool to release my sexual drive. This is not me cheating on my Lord. I am doing this just for the benefit of him. That is right, I am doing this for the sake of Lord Ainz and Nazarick~ I will write a letter and send it to the human later, telling him that I will visit his residence again tomorrow and I hope that he will prepare everything for my arrival~
-Albedo-