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This story contains:

M-preg

TopTae

BottomKook

Homophobia

Sexual Content

Betrayal

Angst 

Physical and mental abuse

Male Lactation

Coldness

Cringe

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"I, Kim Taehyung, I am sure that I love you, Jeon Jungkook, not because you are perfect but because you are perfect for me," Taehyung whispers as his lips graze mine. He then, with a teary smile, staring into Jungkook's eyes, murmurs, "lets meet in another time, in a happier place for the first time."

Jungkook cries as Taehyung walks away and, with a final smile, starts to fade in front of him. 

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Short Story

Always remember------I AM NOT DISNEY

NOT PAYING FOR THERAPY OR TISSUES---CRY

Happy Ending? Lets see what you all think first, then decide.

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April 30, 1913

London, England

A beautiful smile spreads across the face of a nineteen-year-old boy, as he reads the secret letter of the love of his life. In addition to the letter, their relationship was also a secret. After all, two men in love is a horrible thing to think about.

Jeon Jungkook and Kim Taehyung had been friends since the diaper days and couldn't help but fall in love with each other.

For Jungkook, Taehyung was his first kiss, his first time, and his only love. He knew it was the same for Taehyung, as they were inseparable. No one questioned how much time they spent together. In the eyes of the world, they were the best of friends. 

Lately, something has changed in Jungkook. He's afraid that Taehyung will leave him. Why? He is pregnant.

Jungkook can still remember the day Taehyung's older brother Kim SeokJin announced his pregnancy. He was rejected by the family, then by society. The hatred he and his lover Kim Namjoon received forced them to leave London. Although male pregnancy was rare and heard about, the thought of having sex with a man was something that the homophobic society was not willing to accept.

Taehyung was devastated and didn't want his older brother to leave him. However, SeokJin saw that there was no other option. They lost touch as early as this happened three years ago. 

Jungkook became suspicious of his pregnancy due to the nausea and vomiting he began to have. Now, his stomach began to grow, his chest was now puffed, and he began to lactate. Taehyung just thought he was getting chubby and found it cute. He and Taehyung, of course, never used protection, they were men. They never thought that Jungkook might get pregnant.

How the hell would they explain it to their parents? Jungkook knew that he wanted his baby, there was no way he would get rid of the fruit of love between him and Taehyung.

Just as how knew that his and Taehyung's parents would never accept the baby. But Taehyung would, right? He thinks he's about to turn four months and has thought about how to tell Taehyung. He's not sure why he's so scared. Taehyung would support him, right?

Excited and confused, Jungkook walks through the rainy streets of London towards Taehyung's house. Their parents are out of town and it's best to deal with this topic already.

Taehyung loves him and would never leave him. He laughs at his insecurities. He needs to start thinking about his parents' reactions. Possibly they would also have to leave London. Jungkook sighs sadly at the thought of leaving his loved ones behind.

As he approaches Taehyung's house, his heart races. The eldest will be upset because he kept this secret for sure, but love conquers everything in the end. Love makes everything simple.

With a deep last breath, Jungkook knocks on the front door of his beloved's house. Your baby is more important than fear. Ready or not, today marks the first day of my happy ending or my sad truth.

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Kim Taehyung

Age 20

Heir to the Kim's Family Oil Business

Jeon Jungkook

Age 19

Studying to Become a Lawyer 

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Have you ever had an orgasm without touching yourself? Well, Kim Taehyung had the ability to do that to anyone.

My life's love is in front of me. Taehyung gazed at me with a deeper gaze and pursed lips, indicating discontent. Taehyung must be furious that Jungkook has been avoiding him. However, he looks as handsome as ever.

"Can I go in? It's starting to rain," Jungkook whispers at Taehyung, who doesn't even bother to answer his question. Taehyung only sees him for a few more moments and slowly grabs his hand. In the next instant, he pulls Jungkook towards him, slamming the front door shut. 

Believing Taehyung would kiss him Jungkook smiles, but the smile is soon gone as Taehyung drags him to the living room holding his wrists way too tight. "Why are you here?" Taehyung harshly asks, letting Jungkook go and looking at him in anger.

Taehyung's question confuses Jungkook, who hesitates. Why is he behaving in this way? Did he make a mistake? Whispering, "I-um have news, it's important," Jungkook says as he settles in. The look of rage on Taehyung's face made his heart race.

"You could have told me ahead of time. What do you need? I have plans." Gritting his teeth, Taehyung asks as he just stands in front of Jungkook. His expression turned glum, clearly unhappy at Jungkook's presence.

Jungkook asks, clearing his throat, "What plans? I'm constantly with you in your plans. I assumed we would spend time together as usual as your parents are out of town." He responds angrily as well, saying, "How dare Taehyung talk to him like this?" Though he acknowledges that Taehyung must be upset, he has no place speaking to him in this manner.

"What I do all day, every day, is not relevant to you. Why do you feel that I should justify my whereabouts to you?" With rolling eyes, Taehyung inquires.

Jungkook opens his mouth, trying to think of the right response. Taehyung is correct; what he does all the time isn't important to him. They are free to do as the please as their relationship was built on trust and understanding. The manner Taehyung is speaking to him does, however, make him unhappy. Taehyung has been the one to whine about not seeing each other for a long time, claiming he can't go more than a second without seeing him. "I missed you. Didn't you miss me?" With a sorrowful tone, Jungkook inquires.

"Obviously, I ought to have understood why you were here." Jungkook feels a chill go down his spine as Taehyung murmurs, "come here." Taehyung is squinting at Jungkook, who is seated on the couch, pausing occasionally to lick his lips. "You just needed to ask," Taehyung remarks as he approaches Jungkook in the manner of a tiger about to devour its victim.

Jungkook feels as though an alien creature is attacking him when Taehyung abruptly reaches out for him. Hovering over Jungkook, Taehyung smacks his lips on his, causing Jungkook to scream. With a lustful groan, Taehyung's hand sneaks inside Jungkook's shirt and pinches his nipple hard. Taehyung nearly stumbles over when Jungkook shoves him away with his full strength. "You should not have done that bitch." Between his clenched teeth, Taehyung adds, "Come on, stop pretending get undressed and spread your legs for me."

As Taehyung's remarks take in, Jungkook gasps and snaps, "I'm not a bitch! I am your unborn child's mother!" He shouts as he gets off the couch. "What is wrong with you?" With tears threatening to spill out of his eyes, Jungkook queries.

"What the fuck did you just say?" Taehyung let out a hiss. "No way."

Ignoring his harsh words, "we need to have a calm and rational conversation about this," adds Jungkook. Why is he behaving in this way?

Taehyung states icily, "there's nothing to talk about."

"There is, I'm-"Taehyung holds Jungkook by the shoulders and shakes him, interrupting him.

Taehyung exclaims, "I know what you are," taking hold of Jungkook's chin and forcing him to gaze up at him. "You are an idiot and reckless, ho!" He gives Jungkook such a strong slap that he shouts out in pain and can hear the bones in his neck crack.

"ARE YOU CRAZY?" shouts Jungkook, weeping and clutching his cheek. "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU TODAY? WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS?" He has never once received a raised voice or even a finger from Taehyung. As his heart breaks repeatedly, Jungkook finds it hard to believe what is happening. This Taehyung seems like a completely different person; he cannot even recognize him.

Taehyung strikes Jungkook once more, but this time he lands a blow to the stomach. Taehyung kicks Jungkook's leg, causing him to tumble to the ground and groan in agony. Shouting for him to stop, he covers his stomach to keep his baby safe. He can't believe what's occurring right now, so he starts choking on his saliva as tears fall down his cheeks. "I believe what you say, Jeon Jungkook; I've known you for a long time," shouts Taehyung. "Your tiny bastard, though, could be from any man in this town."

Feeling degraded and used Jungkook looks up at Taehyung from the floor as he has stopped his actions and stepped back away from him. Jungkook wanted to crawl away from him, this is not how he imagined the conversation would go. He thought Taehyung would comfort him and tell him that they'll find a solution together. This is not the Taehyung he has known and with whom he fell in love with.

Jungkook finds himself getting up and pleading with Taehyung to accept responsibility. At least Taehyung has consistently claimed that they are in love. "What do you want from me?" At last, Taehyung queries.

His words threw me off and Jungkook blabbered, "Maybe.........maybe we could get married? I know we would have to leave this place. Taehyung, we have always known if we wanted to be together, we would have to leave this place."

How pathetic am I? Jungkook wonders. Taehyung just hit and humiliated him, yet he is still begging. 

Taehyung flew into a deeper rage saying, "I'm 20 years old, you slut. You think I'm going to stifle my life for you and your slimy bastard? We arere men, you should have known that we were just having fun. Do you really think I am going to marry you? My family will disown me! I am the heir to the Kim Empire, and you expect me to give that up? You probably got pregnant trying to trap me!"

"It is planned that I wed Minnie Mouse, the prime minister's daughter. Are you seriously suggesting that I would reject her in favor of someone as insignificant as you?" As he looks at the broken, sobbing youngster in front of him, Taehyung laughs mockingly. "You're pathetic."

"Fun? You said you loved me! I didn't even know I could get pregnant!" Jungkook yells as he stares at Taehyung in disbelief. "Marriage, since when are you getting married? Why didn't you tell me before?" Is this who he really is? He is trying so hard to not break down even more. Did Taehyung really not love him? He always said he did. Was it all an act to get Jungkook to sleep with him, then? 

Grabbing Jungkook by the arm, Taehyung dragged him to his house's door, saying, "You're just a piece of white trash attempting to deceive a rich man. You handle it; it's your problem, bitch. I don't owe you an explanation on my upcoming wedding."

Jungkook wiggles out of Taehyung hold and falls to the ground landing on his butt as he does. Scared out of his mind and mentally wounded and bleeding, Jungkook says, "I'll.............. have an abortion if that's what you want."

Taehyung picks him up by one arm and with all his strength pushed him out the front door. "Try your sorry act on some other guy you've done it with. Love? It's Just an illusion, darling," then he closes the front door leaving a broken Jungkook crying in the rain. 

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