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Summary:

As the daughter of one of the world's wealthiest men, Charlie Morningstar runs a luxury hotel inherited from her mother with little passion to maintain the family legacy. Fortunately, she has a loving and humble partner, Vaggie, whom she met while working as a social worker. Together, they help manage the hotel while handling various responsibilities that Charlie's father assigned to prepare her for inheriting the family enterprise in the future.

Then, everything changes when a deadly virus sweeps across the globe, turning people into decaying monsters that crave human flesh. Now, Charlie must navigate a world gone mad, where the dead are more alive than the living while challenging her and Vaggie's relationship.
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I: Cascade (01-09)
II: Wildfire (10-22)
III: Mourning Dove (23-35)
IV: Garden of Eden (36-??)

Chapter 1: Prologue

Summary:

Within the white walls...

Notes:

Vol. 1 summary: Charlie and Vaggie lead a monotonous life filled with responsibilities at the Happy Hotel until a virus brings the world to its knees. Determined to change their circumstances, Charlie seeks to escape the unwelcoming confines of New York City and reunite with her father, with Vaggie accompanying her on this journey.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Charlotte Morningstar?” the nurse called out with her voice echoing slightly in the busy hallway.

“That’s me,” The response came with a nervous chuckle. “But, uh, please—just Charlie.”

Unfazed by the exchange, the nurse slid a crisp white vest across the counter. Standing a head taller than most with her light blonde hair, Charlie accepted it with a grin that didn’t quite reach her eyes. She shrugged off her blazer (the final piece of her chosen casual business ensemble) and draped the vest over her red dress shirt. Her folded blazer joined the sea of personal items in the lounge area.

Vest donned, Charlie rejoined the group of volunteers. They gathered around a staff member delivering the day’s briefing with the seriousness it deserved. Charlie listened intently, her mind latching onto every word about the patients they were about to meet. The words ‘special needs,’ ‘sensitivity,’ and ‘patient experiences’ settled in her mind next to a resonant thought: empathy as a cornerstone of social work.

Post-orientation, the volunteers dispersed to their assigned stations. With a manila folder clutched in her hand, Charlie found a quiet corner to review the scant details of her patient. The file was thin from its scarce details except for the lengthy medical description unlike the others she’d glimpsed. The profile unveils the following:


NAME: RODRÍGUEZ, VALERIA AGATHA
SEX: F
AGE: 30

BLOOD TYPE: O+
PATIENT ID: ███████
FILE ID: █████████

██████, NEW YORK, NY 10010, UNITED STATES
VA NY HARBOR HEALTHCARE
FOR STAFF AND MED STUDENTS' EYES ONLY

PHYSICAL TRAUMA ASSESSMENT:

    The patient presents with injuries consistent with severe physical trauma, highly suggestive of sustained assault with significant blunt-force mechanisms. Key findings include:
  1. Periorbital Trauma: The left orbital region exhibits extensive swelling, ecchymosis, and soft tissue damage involving the eyelid and underlying structures. Compromised vascular perfusion and suspected neuropathic impairment are evident, raising concerns regarding long-term functional recovery of the affected eye. Further ophthalmologic evaluation is warranted to assess optic nerve integrity and potential for visual preservation.
  2. Dorsal Injuries: Multiple linear and patterned lacerations across the posterior thorax and back, consistent with repetitive blunt-force impact and abrasive injury. The distribution and depth suggest prolonged, deliberate infliction. Radiographic and soft tissue imaging (e.g., MRI/CT if indicated) is recommended to evaluate for occult fractures or deep tissue damage.
  3. Given the extent of injury, immediate priorities include wound management, infection prophylaxis, and analgesia. Long-term rehabilitative care will be necessary to address potential musculoskeletal and sensory deficits.

PSYCHOLOGICAL EVALUATION:

    The patient displays profound psychological distress, with observable symptoms aligning with acute stress reaction and trauma-induced dissociative behaviors:
  1. Mutism: Persistent nonverbal responsiveness, likely trauma-related selective mutism. Patient demonstrates minimal verbal engagement despite structured attempts by clinical staff.
  2. Social Withdrawal: Marked avoidance of interpersonal interaction, including refusal of group therapy and recreational activities. Patient isolates consistently, exhibiting behaviors suggestive of hypervigilance and emotional shutdown.
  3. Differential considerations include PTSD, dissociative disorder, or depressive catatonia, though further psychiatric assessment is required for definitive diagnosis.

CONCLUSION & TREATMENT PLAN:

    The patient’s condition necessitates a multidisciplinary approach:
  1. Physical: Serial monitoring of injuries, specialist consults (ophthalmology/neurology), and phased rehabilitation.
  2. Psychiatric: Trauma-focused therapy (e.g., CBT/EMDR), possible pharmacotherapy for anxiety/depression, and a safe, controlled environment to mitigate retraumatization.
  3. Social Work Intervention: Given the evident pattern of inflicted harm, involvement of appropriate protective services is imperative to ensure post-discharge safety.
  4. Prognosis remains guarded pending response to initial interventions. Close follow-up is essential.

After reading through the medical record, Charlie's breath caught in her throat, her heart sinking like a stone in her chest.

Anger bubbled up inside her, hot and fierce, as she struggled to comprehend the brutality of the patient’s injuries. Who could do such a damn thing to another human being? The thought churned in her mind, fueling a fire of righteous indignation.

Her hands clenched into fists at her sides, nails digging into her palms as she fought to contain the emotions threatening to overwhelm her, leaving a bitter taste in her mouth.

Charlie's mind raced with questions, each more futile than the last. Who was responsible for those injuries? How could they be brought to justice? And, most importantly, how could she help the Sergeant heal from the trauma she had endured?

With a steadying breath, Charlie then focused on the photograph pinned to the corner of the folder, not to let herself be more stressed out than already is. It was a military portrait, showcasing a woman whose black uniform stood in sharp relief against the stark white background. Charlie couldn't help but be drawn to the tanned woman in the photo with a commanding presence, her determined amber eyes piercing through the lens. The blonde noted the strong jawline and defined cheekbones.

Her short black hair framed her face, with a fringe almost covering her left eye. Her gaze had seen and experienced things that most people couldn't imagine. Yet, despite the stern exterior, her eyes also showed a sense of vulnerability.

As Charlie studied the photo, she couldn't help but wonder about the woman. What had she been through? What had led her to this moment? And most importantly, how could Charlie be there for her, to offer compassion and understanding in the face of whatever demons she was battling?

However, she found that woman quite… attractive. Huh.

Charlie then secured the manila folder under her arm and navigated the maze of corridors to where she hoped to find her assigned patient. Yet, she is absent, prompting Charlie to seek out a nurse.

Right, self-isolation is one of the patient’s challenges.

“Looking for her?” The nurse glanced at the document, then gestured vaguely towards the end of the room. “Room 444. As you read the records, she’s not one for mingling, even avoiding the routine med checks.”

As Charlie turned to leave, the nurse’s voice dropped to a whisper, “Good luck.”

Puzzled but undeterred, Charlie stopped at the supply room for a first aid kit, a precaution suggested by the nurse’s cryptic comment. She followed the sequence of numbers down the hallway until she reached Room 444. The nameplate read simply:

Sgt. Rodríguez

Inhaling deeply, Charlie knocked softly against the wood. "Hey, is anyone there?"

The corridor offered no reply save for the muted bustle of life somewhere far off. Charlie, persistent, rapped on the door again firmer. "Just checking in. All good in there?"

No answer came.

A crease formed between Charlie's brows as she grasped the doorknob, surprised to find it’s unlocked. A moment's hesitation, then the knob turned under her hand. "I'm coming in, okay? No need to freak out," she declared, pushing the door open.

As the door swung wide, Charlie's gaze fell upon the figure seated by the bed, her eyes drawn to the woman's profile. The patient's hair was slightly longer than in the photo, falling just above her shoulders in dark waves. But what caught Charlie's attention were the bandages that adorned her head with a gauze patch over her left eye.

Approaching cautiously, Charlie took in the woman's motionless form, her gaze fixed on something beyond the window. "Um… Sergeant?" She called out softly, unsure if the woman would even acknowledge her presence.

There was still no response, the woman seeming lost in her thoughts. With a sinking feeling in her chest, Charlie took another step forward, her instincts urging her to reach out. She closed the distance between herself and the patient. "Sergeant... Valeria?" she tried again. "I'm here for you.”

At the sound of her name, the woman finally turned her attention towards Charlie, her expression troubled and tense. The blonde could feel the gaze like assessing her in some way, but Charlie still offered her a reassuring smile, trying to ease the tension.

"It's all good," Charlie murmured, edging nearer. "Just wanted to see how you're holding up. Need anything?”

The patient's lone right eye observed Charlie from head to toe, seeming to size her up. Charlie tried to remain calm under the scrutiny, waiting for some sign of recognition or response from the woman before her.

Breaking the silence, Charlie introduced herself. “I’m Charlie,” she said, her tone inviting and friendly. “I’ll be working with you while you’re here. Got a name you prefer?”

The patient's gaze lingered on Charlie, silently appraising her with her lone eye. Charlie waited patiently for a response, but none came. Instead, the woman's gaze drifted down to her clenched fists resting in her lap, her expression unreadable.

A flicker of disappointment crossed Charlie's features, but she quickly shook it off. Noticing the frayed edges of the bandage over the sergeant's eye, she spied an opportunity.

Charlie settled into the metal chair beside the bed, the first aid kit in hand. "This patch has seen better days," she observed. "Do you mind if I change it?"

The patient's initial reaction was to tense, a natural defense against the anticipated touch. Yet, as Charlie unfolded a fresh bandage, the woman's resistance seemed to dissolve, leaving a sense of ease in its place, seeing how gentle the blonde’s movements were.

With careful and practiced hands, Charlie began to unwind the old dressing, her movements carefully to avoid discomfort. The patient remained still, her gaze fixed on some distant point beyond the window as Charlie worked.

After removing the worn bandage, Charlie was drawn to the bleeding near the patient's eye. She gently cleaned the area, revealing the tender skin marred by scabs beneath. Judging by the injury and the records that have already been told, the nature of the injury does suggest a violent cause with repeated harm left the eye socket swollen and severely damaged.

Her brain screams to hunt down whoever caused this.

With a gentle touch, Charlie began to clean and dress the wound in light and tender touches. The other woman flinched at the touch, pain crossing her features before she forced herself to remain still. Charlie paused, her heart aching at seeing the patient’s silent suffering. She wished she could ease her pain and offer her some semblance of comfort in this sterile, unfamiliar environment.

"I'm sorry, this might sting," Charlie’s tone is apologetic. "But it'll start feeling better soon.”

She continued carefully cleaning the wound. While doing so, the patient's tense demeanor began to soften even further. Charlie couldn't help but feel a sense of satisfaction, even feeling her cheeks flush as she watched the woman relax under her touch.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, Charlie finished cleaning the area around the other woman's eye. She carefully applied a fresh bandage, tucking it snugly into place to protect the tender skin underneath.

"There we go," Charlie said softly, smoothing down the edges of the bandage. "All done.”

The patient remained silent, her gaze fixed on some unseen distant point. But there was a subtle shift in her demeanor, a slight easing of the tension that had been present.

As Charlie's gaze wandered over the woman's form, she noticed a full-sleeve tattoo winding its way down the woman's right arm until her wrist. The intricate design danced across her skin, weaving swirling patterns and figures. Charlie hadn't noticed it before, perhaps obscured by the hospital lighting, but now that she saw the entire forearm, she couldn't make out the entirety of the tattoo. She found herself utterly captivated while the hospital scrubs covered the upper arm sleeve.

The tattoo appeared to depict a series of religious-looking angelic figures (that Charlie is unfortunately clueless about), their graceful forms adorned with intricate details. Each figure seemed to exude a sense of divine serenity with their outstretched wings. Yet, interspersed among the angels were darker, more enigmatic symbols.

When the patient's voice finally came, it was a soft, gravelly whisper. "It's... Vaggie," she said. "That's what everyone calls me. Sergeant isn't necessary."

Charlie's response was instinctive. Her voice warmed as she echoed the name. "Vaggie," she said, a smile in her tone. "It's a beautiful name..." Realizing her slip, Charlie coughed a feigned interruption. “I mean, thank you for letting me know.”

A small smile tugged at the corners of Vaggie's lips, a flicker of gratitude in her lone eye. It was a subtle gesture, but it filled Charlie with a sense of relief, and it even fluttered her chest, knowing that she had made a connection with her patient.

Vaggie nodded, and her hand instinctively went up to her bandaged eye. "And... thank you for helping me replace it.”

Charlie returned Vaggie's smile. Her heart felt lighter, knowing she had comforted the woman before her.

Notes:

this is an important reminder to PLEASE read the tags carefully before diving into this fic as it contains graphic depictions of common triggers. not to worry, i tried my best to put in necessary warning in respective chapters.

also, this whole fic centers around Charlie & Vaggie and their relationship, so dont expect much development w other characters and bg ships.

not-really-a-fun-fact: the title of this fic is based from a song by Gossip with the same title.

Chapter 2: Before Life Falls (pt. 1)

Summary:

The couple lived a normal, domestic life before the world fell.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

07:32 am

The first hints of dawn cast a soft glow through the sheer curtains, gently coaxing Charlie from her slumber. She groaned as consciousness seeped back. The sunlight played across her face, urging her eyelids to part. As the remains of her dreams faded, she found herself nestled within the familiar comforts of her bedroom, the queen-sized bed covered in plush pillows and soft blankets.

Hm. Perks for owning a luxurious hotel with a penthouse to live in, so much for being the daughter of one of the wealthiest men in the world.

However, a furrow creased her brow as she took in the expanse of the room, her gaze settling on the space beside her. A pang of longing pulled at her heartstrings, only soothed by the rich scent of freshly brewed coffee. She turned toward the aroma, finding Vaggie there. A warm smile adorned Vaggie’s lips, and in her hand, she offered a steaming mug.

“Morning, hun,” Vaggie’s voice was a tender caress for the blonde, she then brushed a stray lock from Charlie’s forehead, sealing the greeting with a kiss upon her temple.

“Mornin’,” Charlie hummed just from getting woken up sloppily. She welcomed the coffee mug into her palms and take a sip.

As she lowered the mug, her gaze met Vaggie's. “Thanks,” Charlie murmured, her fingers brushing Vaggie’s hand. "I wish we’d made this together, though.”

Vaggie chuckled. “You know I’m an early bird,” she teased. “Wanted to treat you to breakfast in bed.”

Charlie’s brow arches in mock surprise. “You did catch me off guard,” she admitted, then took another sip of her coffee before returning it to her partner. "Next time, wake me up first, chef.”

Their laughter mingled as Vaggie perched on the bed’s edge. “It’s a deal,” she agreed, only to be pulled into an unexpected embrace, Charlie’s lips pressing a trail along her cheek.

“Why not… cherish this moment?” Charlie whispered, her kisses a soft exploration along Vaggie’s neck. “Breakfast can wait.”

Vaggie’s giggle was a melody, even as she playfully protested, “But it’ll get cold…”

Charlie’s response is her touch tracing Vaggie’s features. “We’ll just warm it up later,” she declared, sealing her intent with kisses that spoke like a hundred... kisses?

With a soft sigh of surrender, Vaggie set the mug of coffee down on the bedside table, careful not to spill a drop. She turned back to Charlie, melting into the blonde's embrace.

Their lips met in a gentle, lingering kiss. They got lost to the point they forgot about the outside world, focusing only on each other as they reveled in the simple pleasure of being together. The morning sunlight cast a golden glow, illuminating their tangled limbs and hair as they shared lazy kisses.

Charlie is first to pull back between them, letting her blue eyes linger across her lover’s face. She couldn’t help but admire Vaggie's amber eye sparkle that drew Charlie in like a moth to a flame. Her skin, kissed by the sun, glowed with a natural radiance and Charlie couldn't help but gently run her fingertips over along with the fading scars around her exposed limbs.

Speaking of her limbs, Charlie was a bit bummed that Vaggie’s tattooed right arm was buried down the mattress to the point she couldn't fully see through the ink’s design despite just wearing her tank top. However, it still rewards the toned arms that Charlie still touches through.

Vaggie's dark lips, full and inviting, curved into a soft smile that reached her eye. Her black hair framed her face and cascaded down her shoulders, absolutely finds the other woman attractive and even gets fun in playing and strokes it on how ridiculously soft it is.

Charlie then digs her face by the crook of Vaggie’s neck. “I’ve dreamt about you, baby,” she abruptly spoke while planting a soft kiss, making the other woman hums in contentment.

“Oh?” Vaggie subconsciously raises a brow, “What’s it about?” She questions as she smooths out the blonde strands inbetween her fingers.

Charlie let out a sigh as she felt her hair being pulled gently. “Back when we first met in the hospital four years ago.”

“Huh…” Vaggie slowly nodded, and as the two fell silent momentarily, Charlie could not help but raise her head to gaze up at her girlfriend, “What’s wrong?”

Vaggie hesitates a bit before replying weakly, “I just… it surprised me that out of all the times we spend our time together, the one you dreamt about is the… lowest of the low, y’know?”

Before Charlie opens her mouth to apologize, Vaggie places her finger by her lover’s lips to silence her. “Hey, don't worry about it. I know you didn't mean anything by it," she murmurs. "But it's… still hard to think back sometimes.”

Charlie's heart clenched in guilt at the hint of pain in Vaggie's voice. She reached up, covering Vaggie's hand with her own in a silent apology. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to dredge up those memories.”

Vaggie shook her head, a small smile playing at the corners of her lips. "It's okay, babe," she reassured, her fingers tracing patterns on Charlie's skin. "Like I said, no se preocupe por eso. We've come a long way since then, haven't we?"

Charlie's smile was wistful, her gaze locked with Vaggie's as she nodded, remembering the slow bonds they had with each other when they first met in the hospital. "I'm not sure what that means, but yeah, we have," she agreed. "And I wouldn't change a thing.”

“It means ‘don’t worry about it’.”

Ever since they started dating, Charlie couldn’t help but regret not trying to learn Spanish classes back in high school. “Right.”

Their eyes met and with a contented sigh, Charlie buried her face in Vaggie's neck, breathing in the familiar scent of her skin not until the other woman gently got up from bed. “As much as I would love to stay in bed and cuddle,” Vaggie brushed the blonde strands off Charlie’s face. "There's a reason why I made that coffee strong.”

Charlie let out a playful groan. Her disappointment was shown in the pout that graced her lips. “Fine,” she conceded, though her tone was playful. “But you owe me extra cuddles tonight.”

Vaggie chuckled. “Sure,” she leaned in to steal a quick kiss before pulling away. “Now, get dressed, sleepyhead.”

With a playful roll of her eyes, Charlie pushed back the covers and swung her legs over the side of the bed, her feet finding the cool hardwood floor beneath. She stretched, feeling the satisfying pop of her joints as she reached for her clothes, already planning the day.


Vaggie and Charlie found comfort in the morning routine, the aroma of reheated breakfast wafting through the air as Vaggie’s culinary efforts graced the table. With a flick of the remote, Charlie brought the television to life, letting the hum of morning news fill the background just to keep up with worldly events.

“... the headlines today are dominated by a baffling viral outbreak,” the news anchor’s voice echoed. “Health officials and scientists are scrambling as hospital admissions skyrocket, all due to this mysterious illness.”

"That's right, Tom," chimed in a feminine voice, "Patients have been presenting with severe flu-like symptoms; high fevers, fatigue, and respiratory issues. Doctors initially thought it was a typical flu season, but the rapid spread and traditional treatments weren't working have left them baffled and causing concern. Authorities are reminding people to practice good hygiene, wash their hands frequently, and avoid close contact with those who show the symptoms."

Charlie, her curiosity piqued, glanced over her shoulder at the screen. A blonde reporter stands by the sterile backdrop of a hospital, "While they are yet to determine the exact origin of this virus, some experts believe it may have jumped from animals to humans back in Europe, but nothing’s off the table yet."

The screen returned to the male anchor, who offered a final note on the situation, "Caution is the watchword, Katie. We’ll keep you updated on this evolving crisis. In the meantime, health agencies are in overdrive to better understand this mysterious virus and find a way to contain it."

Charlie pondered, her fork idly chasing scrambled eggs around her plate. “A virus, huh…”

Vaggie sighed, a shadow crossing her features as she rose to clear her dishes. “Explains the medical leaves last week. But honestly, it all sounds like nonsense to me.”

Charlie’s brow creased, her eyes searching Vaggie’s. “You mean our staff falling ill?”

“Not that,” Vaggie leaning back against the counter, arms folded. “It’s the news—they spin these wild conspiracy theories. Makes it hard to believe.”

“Still, caution wouldn’t hurt,” Charlie countered, a forkful of eggs pausing at her lips. “Didn’t you notice how unwell the staff on leave seemed?”

Vaggie pinched the bridge of her nose, a frown creasing her brow. “I need to double-check those medical notes…” she murmured, more to herself than to Charlie.

Their conversation was abruptly interrupted as the different news anchor’s solemn tone announced a shift in coverage. “We now turn to a breaking story,” the screen declared, capturing their undivided attention. A mugshot filled the frame; a brown-skinned man with slicked-back hair and a disarming grin, the bold caption ‘Alastor Hugh arrested’ splashed below.

"Notorious serial killer Alastor Hugh, also known as the 'Radio Demon,' has been apprehended by authorities in New York City." The anchor reported, "Once a beloved radio host in Louisiana, he’s been linked to a string of gruesome murders spanning several states and will end with a trial for the death penalty back in his home state.”

Charlie’s gaze was glued to the screen as the anchor detailed Alastor’s chilling legacy. The screen displayed images of crime scenes with decapitated and buried bodies, police tape, and grieving families of the victims.

Vaggie's lips pressed into a thin line as she listened to the broadcast. "Good riddance," she muttered with contempt, "He's been all over the news for years. Sick bastard got what he deserved.”

Charlie slightly nodded, though she couldn't shake the unease at the mention of such an infamous criminal. She had heard of Alastor before among true crime enthusiasts alike. The thought of a lone man like Alastor capable of such heinous acts sent a shiver down her spine.

Gathering her thoughts, Charlie addressed Vaggie. “About the medical records from our staff—I think it’s best to review them,” she said. “You have plenty to manage already, and I don’t want to overburden you.”

Vaggie's eyebrows shot up in surprise. “But Charlie,” she countered, “your days are already filled with the hotel. I can’t let you do more.”

Charlie rose, her movements instinctive as she reached for Vaggie’s hand, offering comfort. “It’s Sunday, remember? I’ve got the time today,” she reassured, her smile gentle. “You’ve got your duties, especially as head of security today and manager tomorrow. We can’t forget to take care of ourselves.”

Vaggie hesitated, her gaze searching Charlie's face for any sign of hesitation or doubt. When she found none, she sighed in defeat, knowing that Charlie wouldn't back down once she made her mind up. "I just want to be useful," she confessed quietly.

Charlie’s response was immediate, her hold on Vaggie’s hand firm. "You are useful, baby," she reassured. "You’ve done so much for us. But right now, I need you to trust me on this. It’s part of my responsibility as the owner of the hotel."

Vaggie searched Charlie's blue eyes for a long moment, seeing the sincerity shining brightly within them. Finally, she nodded, a small smile tugging at the corners of her lips. "Okay, hun," she relented softly. "I'll let you handle it. But only because I know you won't take no for an answer."

Charlie grinned, relief flooding through her at Vaggie's acceptance. "Thank you," she expressed earnestly, leaning in to kiss Vaggie’s lips. "I promise it won’t affect your incentives."

Vaggie let out a playful scoff, “Oh? Have you forgotten that—”

“That you couldn’t care less about them? I’m just teasing, babe!” Charlie interjected with a laugh.


12:17 pm

Three hours had ticked since Charlie and Vaggie split up to tackle their respective duties. Managing a hotel was no joke, and Vaggie’s dual role as manager and head of security proved monumental. Despite Charlie’s numerous attempts to persuade her to lighten her load, Vaggie remained steadfast. Slumped in her chair, Charlie couldn’t suppress a groan, her heart heavy with concern for her overworked partner.

The digital pile of documents on the company server was enough to make anyone’s head spin, and Charlie was no exception.

As she sifted through a barrage of emails from her staff pleading for medical leave, the weight of the situation settled in. The symptoms listed in the doctor’s notes were a mirror image of the virus that had been dominating the news cycle: crippling fevers, bone-deep fatigue, and labored breathing. The virus was leaving its mark on her team, and Charlie’s worry for them has resurfaced. One particular email caught her eye—a housekeeper requesting time off to care for her ailing child, struck down by the same symptoms.

With each click, Charlie’s mind raced with contingency plans. Should they close the hotel? But there was no word of a lockdown from the authorities yet. Maybe they should ramp up the hygiene protocols? That seemed like a start.

She leaned back, the chair's creak loud in the quiet office. How she wished Vaggie was here to help steer the ship.

Little did Charlie know, management was a heavier burden than she’d ever imagined. The nuances between owner and manager were lost on her; her days were filled with hiring HR and attending high-profile meetings—preparations laid out by her father, Lucifer, for the day she’d inherit the massive enterprise.

Speaking of him, the blonde’s phone rang her Dad’s circus ringtone and vibrated by the other end of her keyboard. Anticipating more of his favors to lighten up his load, She dragged a hand down her face, a long sigh escaping her lips before she answered.

“Hey, Dad,” she said, her voice brighter than she felt.

“Charlie!” Lucifer’s voice boomed with warmth. “So, uh… how’s the hotel life treating you?”

“Just the usual hotel hustle,” Charlie replied, flicking through emails with a practiced detachment. “Just like the last time we called last month.”

“Right.” Lucifer hums, “Right, right… so, I trust everything is under control?”

Charlie couldn't help but roll her eyes. "Smoothly enough," she replied sarcasticly. "But you know, if you ever want to help with my hotel, I wouldn't say no.”

There was a pause on the other end of the line, and Charlie could almost hear Lucifer's amused chuckle. "Ah, but Char," he said, his voice smooth as silk, "I have my own… stuff to run. Besides, I have full faith in you.”

Charlie gritted her teeth, her frustration bubbling to the surface. "Right, because you've always supported me," she muttered, though she knew Lucifer could still hear her.

There was a softness in Lucifer’s reply that caught her off guard. "Charlie, I might not be the cheerleading type, but damn, am I proud. You’re nailing it, meetings and all. Just… keep your head in the game, okay?"

Charlie's anger ebbed slightly at her father's unexpected words, though she still couldn't help but feel a twinge of bitterness. "I… appreciate that, Dad."

Lucifer's tone turned lighter as if sensing his daughter's discomfort. "Well, enough of the sentimental talk," he said briskly, then his voice turned more serious as he continued, "There’s something we need to talk about, Charlie. Have you been keeping an eye on the news?”

Charlie's brow furrowed slightly at the change in tone. "Yeah, I've heard about the virus," she responded cautiously. "It's all over the news.”

"Well, there's been some developments," Lucifer said gravely. "The feds have set up a spot in D.C., calling it a safe zone. They’ve asked me—and a few others—to come.”

Charlie's heart skipped a beat at her father's words, a sinking feeling settling in her stomach. "Wait, what?" she exclaimed, her voice rising alarmingly. "You mean… they're evacuating us? For this little virus?”

"Sort of," Lucifer admitted, his tone neutral. "And this ‘little virus’ has the government pulling out all the stops for us.”

“So you buy into their bullshit?” Charlie replied without thinking, cringing to herself for cursing her father, “Christ, Dad…”

Lucifer sighed on the other end of the line, his tone tinged with exasperation. "Charlotte…" he chided gently, though his voice had an underlying edge. "And no, I don't 'buy into their bullshit,' as you put it. But I do think it's wise to consider their offer. After all, when the government acts like this, it’s usually for a reason.”

Charlie couldn't help but feel a surge of frustration at her father's calm demeanor, his willingness to go along with the government's plans without question. "What about everyone else? The ones who can’t just hop on a chopper and leave?" she argued, her voice rising in intensity as she thought about ordinary people like Vaggie and the rest of the hotel staff.

"I hear you, Charlie, but... sometimes, we’ve got to look out for ourselves first. We can’t help everyone.” He paused, then sighed, “They’re sending a helicopter for you tomorrow. It’s about keeping you safe.”

Charlie gritted her teeth, her frustration boiling over at her father's indifference to the plight of others. "I’m not leaving," she stated flatly. "I can’t just ditch people who need us for some elite hideout.”

There was a pause on the other end of the line, and for a moment, Charlie feared she had gone too far. When Lucifer spoke again, his voice was softer. "I… get it, Charlie," he said softly. "Just think about what you’re doing. You’re my daughter, and I need you safe.”

"I understand, Dad," Charlie replied firmly, yet bitter. "But I can’t be part of this—not this time just to have this special privilege from this virus.”

There was a long silence, and Charlie held her breath, waiting for her father's response. When he spoke again, his voice was resigned. "Okay, Charlie," he said quietly. "It’s your life. Just… take care of yourself, please.”

"I will, Dad," Charlie promised, her voice softening slightly. "And… thanks.”

After their farewells, Charlie ended the call and flung her phone onto the desk, not giving two fucks about damaging the phone judging by the thud against another assortment of objects strewn around her desk.

“Shit. Breathe, Charlie…” she whispered to herself, fighting the urge to succumb to the stress that threatened to engulf her. She shut her eyes, focusing on her breathing—inhaling deeply, exhaling slowly—trying to steady her mind. As she gradually regained control of her racing thoughts, she peeled off her maroon coat to leave only her rose-colored vest over her white dress shirt, feeling the beads of sweat forming on her forehead despite the coolness of her air-conditioned office.

"You’ve got this,” she muttered, her voice shaky. “Just breathe. Handle one thing at a time. The hotel matters, not Dad’s talk of some haven getaway…” Her hands shook as she grabbed her water bottle, gulping down water to quench her dry throat. “He’s not leaving; he’s staying put in Hamptons—”

Regaining composure, Charlie opened her eyes and glanced at her computer screen, only to be greeted by a new source of anxiety: an email notification from her work inbox. She let out a weary sigh and clicked it open, discovering a summons to a stockholders’ meeting scheduled for the following day.

Her mind erupted yet again as she read through the details of the meeting. The thought of facing a room full of expectant investors, expecting answers and solutions from her, made her sink further into her chair in exasperation.

"Of course," she muttered bitterly as she ran a hand through her blonde hair. "Just add it to the pile, why don’t you?”


05:46 pm

“Boiler room’s all clear,” Vaggie’s voice notified through the hand radio as she swung the door shut. The dank, moldy air nipped at her senses, making her question the effectiveness of her N95 mask against the invisible threats it was supposed to block. Glancing at her watch, she realized she was 46 minutes into overtime. Time just slipped away, she sighed, but it was all for Charlie.

With the rest of the security team long gone, her radio remained silent. Vaggie shrugged it off and went upstairs, ready to clock out and drop off her gear.

The building had been unusually silent all day, the 43 floors hauntingly still, save for the occasional staff members passing by. Vaggie’s mind wandered to the current worldly crisis and its eerie impact, her skepticism shown in the crease of her brow.

The lounge-storage room greeted her with order and quiet, save for the small radio that sat dormant on the communal table—a modest distraction, as the head of security herself suggested. Alone with her thoughts, Vaggie flicked the radio on to fill the silence and headed to her locker.

The radio sputtered, a reporter’s voice emerging from the static: "... hospitals are struggling to keep up with the influx of patients, and the situation has led to extraordinary measures being taken. In response to the outbreak, authorities in Texas and California have taken the drastic step of imposing quarantine measures in several affected areas. These measures are aimed at slowing the spread of the virus and protecting the health of the residents. But with these containment efforts come a new set of challenges. Reports of protests and civil unrest have erupted in some quarantine zones. Local law enforcement, supported by the National Guard, have been deployed to maintain order."

The reporter's voice took on a concerned tone. "One of the most significant challenges faced by authorities is the rampant circulation of rumors and misinformation about the virus on social media platforms. These unverified claims are causing panic and confusion among the public. We urge all our listeners to rely on trusted sources for information and to refrain from spreading unconfirmed reports...”

Her tone shifted to reassurance, "Medical experts are working tirelessly to understand the virus better and develop effective treatments. Until then, it is crucial for everyone to follow the guidelines provided by health officials, practice good hygiene..."

Vaggie’s frown deepened. The crisis was escalating, far beyond what she’d heard that morning. She stowed her baton, closed her locker with a soft clang, and switched off the community radio.

She pondered the oddity of it all—the virus spreading, selective quarantines, yet nothing about New York. Worried, she fished out her phone to check in with her mom, who lived a state away. Dialing, she expected the usual quick pick-up, but it went to voicemail this time.

Huh, weird. Mama is usually on the ball with calls.

Leaning against the cool metal of her locker, she left a message, “Hola mamá, soy Valeria. Acabo de salir del trabajo y no he podido evitar pensar en todos los que estáis en casa, contigo y los niños.” Vaggie let out a weary sigh, “Espero que estéis sanos y salvos de esta locura del virus que se extiende por América. No estoy segura de si está llegando a todas partes como dicen las noticias, pero definitivamente me tiene preocupada.” She bit her lip, unsure what else to say except ending the message, “Llámame cuando puedas, ¿vale? Te quiero, mamá.”

The call ended, and she locked her phone, ignoring the barrage of news alerts. Later, she thought, shelving her worries for now.

At least tonight, she’d be back in the arms of her love.


6:21 pm

As Charlie closed her office door, she tapped her Hotel ID against the lock, the door clicking shut. She sighed heavily, leaning against the door before sliding down to sit on the floor, her eyes wandering to the ceiling.

Until now, she wasn't sure if she could keep maintaining her status or the efforts involved in working for her father’s business. It was exhausting, especially since it wasn't her passion in the first place.

She missed working as a social worker and being a philanthropist. Those were the days she felt fulfilled. Resentment bubbled up from her choice to take over her mother’s hotel.

Speaking of her, Charlie quickly covered her face with her hands, trying to hold back the grief. She couldn't afford to break down in the hallway where the other staff could see her.

“Hey Char, mind if I join you?”

Without waiting for an answer, Lucifer sat beside Charlie on the curb, pulling out his black umbrella to cover them from the rain. His fatherly instincts no longer surprised her; he started smoothing her soaking wet suit as if grooming could change anything.

“Not going home yet?” Lucifer asked gently.

Charlie shook her head, slumping further. “I don’t know.”

In mutual understanding, Lucifer sighed. “I see. Sorry, I wasn’t very good at this.”

Charlie glanced at him, noticing him absentmindedly stroking his golden wedding ring. A question crossed her mind. “Say, Dad…” She swallowed. “How long has Mom been suffering?”

“Way too long,” Lucifer closed his eyes. “No amount of money or brilliant doctors could do anything about it.”

“Then why didn’t you tell me?” Charlie’s tone hardened. “All this time, you and Mom could’ve fucking told me instead of wasting four years in college when I could’ve spent more time with her!”

“It wasn’t my decision, Charlie!” Lucifer shouted back, then softened as he saw her reaction. “I didn’t mean to shout. Your mother decided to keep her condition quiet.”

“Why?”

“She said it was to keep you safe and focused on your ambitions.”

“Safe...” Charlie’s eyes narrowed down the road. “... right.”

Lucifer’s posture slumped in defeat, unsure if he could continue the conversation. Sighing, he pulled a white envelope from his black coat and handed it to Charlie. “Here.”

She perked up at his sudden voice, eyeing the envelope suspiciously before grabbing it. It was thick, sealed with their family crest. Flipping it over, she saw the familiar, elegant handwriting in black ink: “To Charlotte, from Mother.”

Before she could ask, Lucifer spoke up. “It’s her gift to you. She said you can’t open it yet.” Noticing Charlie’s raised brow, he clarified, “Lillith—your mom—said you should open it only when you’re unsure about what to do with your life. Have patience, she said.”

Charlie stared at the envelope. She wanted to scream at the unfairness, the resentment bubbling up inside her despite her father’s presence. How could her mother trust her with this damn envelope when she hadn’t even been honest with her?

She wanted to tear it open and defy her mother’s wishes, but something held her back. Some of her still wanted to honor her mother’s last request, even if she wasn’t sure what it meant to be “unsure what to do in your life.”

Charlie clenched the envelope tightly in her hand, the paper crinkling under the pressure of her grip. She could feel her anger boiling beneath the surface but forced herself to stay composed. The rain continued to fall around them, rattling against the umbrella and providing the only sound of the heavy silence between her and her father.

"I don’t get it," Charlie muttered, her voice low and tense. "Why wait until now to tell me? After she’s gone? You had years to tell me, Dad."

Lucifer didn’t meet her gaze. He was still absently stroking his wedding ring, his face pained as if he were reliving his regrets. "It wasn’t my choice, Charlie. I wanted to—believe me, I did. But your mother... she was stubborn." His voice cracked slightly at the mention of Lillith. "She didn’t want you to see her like that."

Charlie shook her head, her bitterness bubbling over. "That’s bullshit! She kept me in the dark, and now she’s gone, and I—" She stopped, the lump in her throat too big to speak around. "I didn’t even get to say goodbye properly."

Lucifer finally looked at her, his expression stricken. "You think I don’t regret that? Every day I wanted to tell you. I wanted you to know. But your mother... she thought it would break you. She thought if you knew, you’d lose focus on your life and dreams."

Charlie barked out a humorless laugh, staring at the ground. "Dreams? What dreams? I don’t even know if any of it matters anymore." Her hand clenched around the envelope, the pressure started to tear at the edges of the seal. "She didn’t trust me enough to handle it. To handle her."

"That’s not true." Lucifer’s voice was firm but soft, almost pleading. "She trusted you more than anyone, Charlie. That’s why she left you that letter. She knew you’d need it when the time came. She didn’t want to burden you with her suffering while she was alive."

"Burden me?" Charlie’s voice rose. "I was her daughter, Dad! I would’ve been there for her! I should have been there for her! And now I get to hold onto this stupid envelope like it’s some consolation prize?"

Lucifer recoiled slightly at her words. "It wasn’t like that. She... we thought we were doing what was best for you."

"You thought you were protecting me," Charlie said bitterly. "But you weren’t. You kept me out like I couldn’t handle the truth. Like I was still a f... a kid."

Lucifer rubbed his temples, the weight of the years pressing down on him. "I didn’t want to lose both of you. I thought if I could keep you focused, keep you moving forward... I was trying to save you in my way."

Charlie’s anger flared, her eyes narrowing. "Save me? From what? From feeling? From hurting? Congratulations, Dad. It worked. Now I get to feel everything all at once, and she’s not even here for me to ask her why."

The rain seemed to fall harder now, matching the moment's intensity. Lucifer opened his mouth, but no words came out. What could he say? He had kept the truth from her; now it was too late to make it right.

After a long, strained silence, Charlie’s voice came out in a shaky whisper. "She should’ve trusted me. I could’ve handled it, Dad. I needed to handle it."

Lucifer’s shoulders sagged as he looked at her, his face full of sorrow. "I’m sorry, Charlie. I’m so, so sorry." His voice trembled, the weight of his guilt crashing over him.

Charlie stared down at the envelope in her hand, feeling the emotions swirling around her—the anger, the hurt, the confusion. She didn’t know what to do with it, just like she didn’t know what to do with herself anymore. All the dreams and ambitions she had once felt so sure of now seemed distant like they belonged entirely to someone else.

She took a shaky breath and let the envelope rest in her lap. "I don’t know if I’ll ever forgive either of you for this," she whispered, her voice so quiet the rain almost drowned it out.

Lucifer’s heart broke a little more at her words, but he nodded. "I know," he said softly. "I know..."

Charlie shook herself from the memory, her fingers tracing the edges of her hotel ID. She looked up at the ceiling, her vision blurring with unshed tears. "Am I even doing it right, Mom?" she whispered, her voice cracking. "Why did you trust me to run your hotel? Why me?”

Her questions echoed in the empty hallway, unanswered. She pressed her hands against her face again, willing herself to find the strength to keep going, even as doubt gnawed at her.

Charlie's phone vibrated, pulling her back to the present. She fumbled for it, her fingers still trembling. The screen lit up with a message from Vaggie.

Vaggie: mi amor, whats for dinner tonight? i thought we could cook something together

A small smile tugged at Charlie’s lips. She typed back the reply.

Charlie:How about pasta? We can make that creamy mushroom sauce you love.

A reply came almost instantly:

Vaggie: sounds perfect! i'll prepare the ingredients and cookware in the kitchen. have you finished approving the paid leaves?

Charlie:I haven’t, but only a dozen left to sort through.

Vaggie: okay, but my manager shift tomorrow is by opening so I’ll handle the rest.

Charlie held the phone close. Even with all the weight of her responsibilities and the lingering grief, she had Vaggie. She had someone who understood her and stood by her side. It felt like her worries faded, replaced by the simple joy of cooking dinner with her love.

She put her phone away and stood up slowly, brushing herself off. The doubt still lurked in her mind, but it didn’t seem as overwhelming now.


“You’ll have a meeting tomorrow?” Vaggie asks casually as she slowly stirs the boiling pasta noodles in the large pot.

Charlie nods, focusing on grating a wedge of Parmesan cheese into the aromatic creamy sauce. “Mhm.”

“... with those business people?”

“Mhm,” Charlie confirms, adding the cheese slowly. She glances at Vaggie, wearing her signature “besar al cocinero” apron and a mischievous grin.

“Big day ahead, huh?” Vaggie hums. “Is it the same location as last time?”

“Replace big with boring shit,” Charlie chuckles softly. “And nope, it’s at the Stock Exchange this time. Quite a drive from here in Midtown.”

Vaggie’s eyebrows shoot up. “Wow, fancy stuff. What’s on the agenda?”

“Discussing some new investment opportunities, I guess,” Charlie replies, stirring the sauce gently. “Maybe trying to expand this hotel chain? Not sure.”

Vaggie nods, her expression thoughtful. “Sounds intense. You nervous?”

“A little,” Charlie admits, her gaze drifting back to the simmering sauce. “But I’m used to it. Just hoping it goes smoothly.”

“Hey,” Vaggie says softly, stepping closer and placing a reassuring hand on Charlie’s arm. “You’ll nail it like you always do. I’ve seen you handle tough situations.”

Charlie smiles gratefully, feeling a warmth spread through her. “Thank you. Your confidence means a lot.”

Vaggie leans in, pressing a quick kiss on Charlie’s cheek. “Anytime, mi amor. Now, let’s focus on making this dinner perfect.”

They worked in comfortable silence for a while, the kitchen filled with the clinking of utensils and the aroma of cooking food. Charlie watched Vaggie expertly drain the pasta and add it to the sauce; their movements synchronized from countless evenings spent cooking together.

The meal came together seamlessly, and soon, they set the table, plated the creamy mushroom pasta, and poured glasses of wine. Charlie felt a sense of contentment wash over her, a welcome break from the day’s stress.

They sat down to eat, clinking forks against plates, the only sound for a while. Charlie absentmindedly twirls the pasta with her fork, her mind wandering. She glanced at Vaggie, who was focused on her food, occasionally looking up with a small, satisfied smile.

Charlie's thoughts drifted back to the call from her father earlier in the day. The government priority orders for evacuation to D.C. due to the worsening virus had sounded severe, but Charlie had shrugged it off. She didn’t want to worry, Vaggie, not tonight.

But the thought nagged at her. Should she tell Vaggie about the call? What if it was more severe than she thought? She sighed inwardly, feeling the weight of the decision pressing down on her.

She looked back at her phone, scrolling through the mundane updates of distant friends and acquaintances. A picture of a friend's new puppy, a post about someone’s engagement, random memes—none of it seemed to matter compared to the looming crisis.

But then she saw a video that looked out of place, with over a million reactions. Charlie squinted. Was that Times Square?

Vaggie noticed Charlie’s distraction and reached across the table, lightly touching her hand. “Everything okay?”

Vaggie noticed Charlie’s distraction and reached across the table, lightly touching her hand. “Everything okay?”

Charlie forced a smile. “Yeah, just... thinking about tomorrow.”

Vaggie studied her for a moment, then glanced at the phone. “The virus?”

“Huh?”

“No, I mean,” Vaggie corrected herself, “The video. Open it.”

Charlie hesitated but then tapped on the video. It started with a cop trying to pull an attacker off an old woman, but then the attacker turned on him, biting his shoulder, blood spilling everywhere. The cop's partner shot the attacker dead, leaving his wounded colleague trembling on the ground.

So much blood…

Charlie's horror grew as she scrolled further, finding more posts about people getting bitten and even their family members getting infected. The pictures were horrifying, some showing usual bites that bled, while others depicted extreme cases where flesh was torn off and muscle exposed. Videos showed people attacking others and biting them like animals.

How come social media moderators weren't taking down this damn gore content?

Feeling sick, Charlie locked her phone and sat it on the table.

Vaggie couldn’t help but worry (and blame herself for making Charlie look through that). She tried reaching out, “Char—”

“No, no, it’s fine.” Charlie rubbed her forehead, then sighed. “Let’s just… finish our dinner, then we can cuddle on the bed like I owe you. I need some time to process.”

Vaggie nodded silently, understanding that Charlie needed some space. They finished their dinner in quiet, the atmosphere heavy with unspoken concerns. Vaggie quickly cleared the dishes, glancing at Charlie, who seemed lost in thought.

After dinner, they settled into their evening routine. Vaggie organized some paperwork for the hotel while Charlie tidied up the kitchen and the rest of the cookware that couldn’t be washed in the dishwasher.

An hour later, they found themselves in the living room. Vaggie was curled up with a book on the couch while Charlie absentmindedly flicked through channels on the TV, the low hum of background noise soothing her nerves.

Eventually, they made their way to the bedroom. Vaggie changed into her nightgown, which Charlie had always loved. Charlie followed suit, slipping into comfortable sleepwear before joining Vaggie in bed.

Vaggie slid to her side, pulling Charlie close. The warmth of their bodies pressed together was a comforting reminder of their stability in each other. They lay there in silence, the weight of the day’s events pressing down but made bearable by their shared presence.

Charlie checked her phone one last time. The screen read 10:17 p.m. She set it aside to charge, taking a deep breath as she tried to push the disturbing images from earlier out of her mind.

Snuggled against Vaggie, Charlie closed her eyes. Her final thoughts drifted to the hope that tomorrow would be uneventful, the virus would be contained, and nothing terrible would disrupt their lives.

It’ll never happen, right?

Notes:

big thanks to my former co-worker who speaks decent spanish in helping out with vaggie's dialogue in her mother tongue lmao.

and yes, it'll be split in two parts because this whole chapter is hella lengthy.

Chapter 3: Before Life Falls (pt. 2)

Summary:

By the next day.

Notes:

tw: body horror.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

7:43 am

With a final small spray of her apple-scented perfume, Charlie smoothed down her maroon coat and stepped out of the bathroom. Vaggie was waiting just outside, ready to take her turn.

"Morning," Vaggie greeted, looking up to her partner with a hand on her hip.

"Morning," Charlie replied with a small smile, adjusting the collar of her coat.

Vaggie stepped closer, her hands hovering near Charlie's lapel. She adjusted it mindlessly, more an intimate gesture than anything else. Then her expression turned serious. "Hey, remember to stay safe today, okay? Follow all the health protocols. Use sanitizer, and keep your distance from people."

They’d already run through this a hundred times earlier, and Charlie chuckled. "I will, I promise. Don't worry too much.”

“You know I can’t help it sometimes,” Vaggie gave her a small smile, her eye still reflecting worry. "I just want you to be okay.”

"And I love you for it," Charlie said softly. They leaned in, sharing a tender kiss that lingered longer than usual as if to draw strength from each other.

"Love you," Vaggie whispered against Charlie's lips.

"Love you too," Charlie replied, stepping back reluctantly.

She grabbed her briefcase, the leather handle warm in her grip, and headed towards the door. She glanced back again, seeing Vaggie watching her with some worried smile. With a final wave, the blonde walked out of their penthouse and entered the elevator.

Stepping into the elevator, Charlie pressed the button for the lobby. The doors closed with a soft whoosh, and the elevator descended. Charlie took deep breaths, trying to steady her racing heart. “Relax,” she whispered to herself. “Just relax. It’s going to be okay.”

Her mind raced with thoughts of today’s meeting, the ongoing virus situation, and especially leaving her girlfriend to run the hotel for today. The elevator's soft hum and the floor indicator's rhythmic ticking provided a strange sense of calm. She repeated the words in her mind, willing herself to believe them.

"Fucking… relax, Charlie. You’ve done this a million times already," she took another deep breath. "Vaggie will be fine… she’ll be fine.”

With each floor passing by, she felt more grounded as she gripped the metal railing behind her, the knots in her stomach slowly untangling.

Everything will be fine.

The elevator ding! and slides open the doors. Charlie steps out of the elevator, straightens her coat, and smiles most confidently. She greets the hotel staff warmly as she makes her way through the lobby.

"Good morning, Ms. Morningstar," a bellhop called out with a smile.

"Good morning, everyone," Charlie replied, nodding to each staff member she passed. The staff always appreciated her friendliness, something they didn't often see in their high-profile boss.

One thing Charlie noticed is that every hotel staff member put on face masks despite the fact that the virus isn’t airborne at all. At least safety protocols are taken seriously here.

I guess extra precautions are nice. Charlie pushed open the hotel's heavy glass doors and stepped outside. The usual hustle and bustle of Midtown Manhattan seemed more chaotic today. Pedestrians rushed past, their faces masked and eyes wide in a quick rush (maybe with panic, too). The presence of NYPD officers (are they in the riot uniforms? Charlie thought) was noticeably higher, patrolling the streets and keeping a close eye on the surroundings. Normally, Charlie barely saw any police in the central NYC area, so today felt distinctly different.

She noticed the streets were eerily quiet, with fewer cars than usual. The absence of the usual honking and engine roars, except for the shouting from the police, made the blonde squeeze the handle of her briefcase harder until her knuckles were white. She took a moment to observe the scene, feeling the familiar knot tighten in her stomach.

"Ms. Morningstar!" a voice called out, snapping her out of her thoughts.

She turned to see Razzle, her older driver, approaching with a friendly wave. Razzle was a nickname he'd earned from Charlie back when she was a child (of course, she’s terrible at names). He was always punctual and reliable, making him one of the few Charlie's trusted personal driver.

"Good morning, Razzle," Charlie greeted him warmly.

"Morning, Ms. Morningstar," Razzle replied with a grin. "Let me grab that for you." He easily took her briefcase, securing it in the backseat of the sleek, black Idua A8 L parked nearby.

Charlie slid into the backseat opposite where her briefcase lay, appreciating the luxurious comfort of the vehicle. The leather seats and spacious interior always made her feel more at ease during her travels.

Then she remembers the hidden compartment in the middle of the seat that elevates where she keeps her handgun, but she shakes off that thought for now.

Hopefully, she’ll never use that for the time being. Hopefully.

Charlie faced to the front as she heard Razzle get into the driver's seat and start the engine. Then, he buckled his seatbelt and glanced at her in the rearview mirror. "Busy day ahead?”

"Very busy," Charlie admitted with a sigh, buckling her seatbelt. "Meeting with other investors. Either they have new investment opportunities to discuss or talk about their favorite golf club brand, I don’t know."

Razzle nodded knowingly. "You can handle it like a pro, Ms. Morningstar.”

"Thank you," she said, her voice sincere. "And please, call me Charlie."

Razzle chuckled. "Sure thing, Charlie. So, anything special on the agenda today?”

"Honestly, not sure…" she glances by the window. "But I'm more worried about this virus situation. It seems to be getting worse."

Razzle's expression turned serious. "Yeah, it's been all over the news. Just keep your distance and stay safe. We can't have anything happening to you.”

Charlie nodded, feeling grateful for his concern. "I'll do my best.”

As the Idua smoothly pulled away from the hotel, Charlie took another deep breath, trying to center herself—the cityscape blurred by, a mixture of towering buildings and bustling streets. Further south, things were getting more chaotic, with sirens wailing, smoke rising, and people screaming.

People ran away while the NYPD cleared the streets, and some were in their riot gear, fending off the similar-looking attackers that Charlie had seen in that video last night. She did not get a closer look at them as the driver maneuvered his way around.

Then they drive by some sort of military checkpoint (maybe not, Charlie thought because they were by a random street, not at the end of the freeway? But still, they’re in their uniforms…), where the soldier carefully scrutinizes both Razzle and Charlie with their rolled-down windows. Then, the military lets them through.

After that, Charlie requested the driver to tune in to the radio by the news station.

"Reports are pouring in from across the country of worsening attacks, with individuals exhibiting alarming and aggressive behavior, including biting others."

"Local authorities are struggling to contain the attacks, and unfortunately, the police have been unable to apprehend the attackers. Hospitals are now overwhelmed with casualties from these bizarre and violent incidents. The military presence has been deployed in various cities in a desperate attempt to control the outbreak. Our sources tell us quarantine measures are being implemented, escalating the situation rapidly."

"We're receiving reports that authorities in New York City have initiated quarantine measures, with strict isolation protocols in place. This includes restrictions on movement in and out of the city. Smaller areas across the country are following suit. You must stay indoors and avoid any contact with individuals displaying aggressive behavior. Ensure you have necessary supplies, such as food, water, and medical essentials, and follow the guidelines issued by local authorities…”


9:17 am

Two hours after Charlie went out for the meeting, Vaggie couldn't help but think about her partner. As she meticulously arranged the fresh flower bouquets in the lobby, her mind drifted back to Charlie’s reassuring smile that morning before leaving the penthouse.

Vaggie went to the front desk and checked in with the receptionist about the upcoming VIP arrivals. “Do we have everything prepared for the guests arriving from Dubai?” she asked, scanning the reservation list.

“Yes, Manager Rodríguez,” the receptionist replied, “Their suite is ready, and we’ve coordinated with the kitchen for their special dietary requests.”

“Great, thank you,” Vaggie said with a smile, but her thoughts quickly returned to Charlie. She sighed softly, reminding herself that Charlie was capable and would stay safe.

Besides, Charlie had already dealt with arrogant, rich old people before Vaggie came into her life.

Vaggie moved on to her next task, overseeing the housekeeping team’s schedule for the day. She ensured the high-profile suites got the attention they needed and checked in with the head of housekeeping about any issues.

“Everything going smoothly?” Vaggie asked, her tone professional but warm.

“Yes, everything is on track,” the head of housekeeping confirmed. “No major issues today.”

“Good to hear,” Vaggie replied. She glanced at her phone, hoping for a message from Charlie, but there was nothing yet.

Vaggie continued her rounds, inspecting the newly renovated conference rooms to ensure they met the hotel’s luxurious standards. She adjusted a few chairs, straightened a piece of art on the wall, and made notes about some minor improvements that could be made.

As she was making her way back to her office, one of the security staff approached her, a serious expression on his face.

“Manager Rodríguez, mind if I have a word with you?” he asked, his tone respectful but urgent.

Vaggie’s heart skipped a beat. “Of course, what’s the matter?” she asked, leading him to a quieter corner of the lobby.

The security officer, Michael, glanced around to ensure they were not overheard. “There's been an incident in Room 2708. A guest in one of the suites has become very agitated and is causing a disturbance. We’ve received multiple complaints from neighboring rooms. We might need your assistance to handle the situation.”

Vaggie frowned, “Mierda…” her mind quickly shifted to problem-solving mode. “What kind of disturbance?”

“Hmm… loud shouting, throwing things. We’re concerned it might escalate further,” Michael explained.

“Alright,” Vaggie said decisively. “Let’s handle this calmly. I’ll come with you to speak to the guest. Have you tried contacting them through the room phone?”

“Yes, but they didn’t answer the phone,” Michael replied, a hint of frustration in his voice.

One of those cases… “Lead the way,” she said, following Michael towards the elevators.

As they ascended to the 27th floor, Vaggie’s thoughts raced. She couldn’t help but feel a growing sense of unease. What could be happening in Room 2708? She hoped it was something mundane, like a noise complaint or a guest with too much to drink.


Charlie couldn't believe the traffic was that intense on Broad Street, but at least the meeting didn't start for another hour, and they finally made it to the Stock Exchange.

She exited the car and leaned down to knock on the passenger window. Razzle rolled it down with a smile. “All set, Charlie?”

“Yeah, thanks for getting me here on time,” Charlie replied. “Our rendezvous point will be right here. I’ll give you a call when the meeting’s over. In the meantime, you can park in the underground lot.”

“Got it. Good luck with your meeting,” Razzle said, giving her a thumbs up.

She gave him a grateful smile and stepped back. Razzle drove off, and Charlie took a deep breath, trying to steady herself. She could feel the day's weight pressing down on her, but she knew she had to stay focused.

Exhaling slowly, she turned and made her way towards the entrance of the building. The grand architecture of the New York Stock Exchange loomed above her, and there was an imposing facade of Corinthian columns and intricate carvings. The sight alone was enough to make her pause, square her shoulders, and walk confidently towards the entrance.

As she stepped inside, the lobby unfolded in a spectacle of opulence. The high ceilings were adorned with ornate chandeliers that cast a warm, golden glow across the polished marble floors. Walls of white marble veined with gray, but for some reason, Charlie spotted large murals depicting historical financial scenes stretched across the upper walls, telling some stories of economic triumphs and market crashes. Strangely looking out of place.

Charlie raises her brow. That’s… a weird way to show the bullshit called economy.

Despite the grandeur, the atmosphere was far from serene. The lobby buzzed with activity, the usual hustle amplified by the current crisis. Groups of people huddled in urgent conversation, some with worried expressions, others gesticulating animatedly, and security guards stood at key points.

Charlie was drawn to a large digital ticker board mounted on one wall, flashing the latest stock prices and news updates. The numbers scrolled relentlessly, a visual representation of the market’s pulse as if reacting to every ripple of news about the virus.

Charlie wasn't sure if her guess about the virus affecting today's events and the fear and uncertainty it was spreading along with it was correct.

Her observations were interrupted by a woman who looked like someone’s secretary, approaching her with a clipboard. “Ms. Morningstar?” she asked calmly but efficiently.

“Yes, that’s me,” Charlie straightened up.

“Please follow me. I’ll escort you to the meeting room,” the woman said, turning on her heel and leading the way.

Charlie followed her through the lobby, her eyes catching glimpses of the ongoing activity. They moved towards a set of escalators by the side of the lobby, and the escalator ride was brief but felt longer for Charlie. They entered a more tranquil, carpeted hallway lined with glass-walled offices when they reached the top.

The secretary led her to one of the upper loft offices where the meeting would occur. Through the glass walls, Charlie could see a few investors seated around a large table, engaged in quiet conversation. She noted how these meeting rooms lacked privacy, with everything visible to passersby.

“Here we are,” the secretary said, opening the door and gesturing for Charlie to enter.

Charlie thanked her and stepped inside, nodding politely to the present investors. She took a seat at the table and placed her briefcase beside her.

The investors were already engaged in conversation, their voices a blend of confidence and casual banter that spoke of years spent in boardrooms and high-stakes negotiations.

“Did you see the latest numbers from Shanghai? Brutal,” one of the men remarked, adjusting his cufflinks.

“Tell me about it. This virus situation is wreaking havoc on the global market. But, as they say, where there’s chaos, there’s opportunity,” another replied with a wry smile.

Charlie nodded along, offering a polite smile as she listened. One of the women at the table turned to her. “Ms. Morningstar, what’s your take on the current market volatility?”

Oh, fucking great. Charlie bit her inner cheek, choosing her words carefully. “It’s a challenging time, but I believe some sectors will survive and thrive amidst this chaos. Tech companies, for example, are seeing increased demand with more people working remotely with these lockdowns implemented.”

The woman nodded approvingly. “Exactly. Adaptability is key in times like these.”

Another investor chimed in, “Ms. Morningstar, I hear you’ve been making some interesting moves in renewable energy. Would you care to share your strategy?”

It wasn’t even my idea! Charlie panics internally. But of course, I can’t mention Vaggie because she’s a nobody to them.

Charlie gave a modest smile while her fists curled tightly, letting her nails dig into her palms in irritation. “With the Morningstars, we’ve been focusing on long-term sustainability and investing in innovations that can make a significant impact. It’s about balancing profitability with responsibility.”

She’s bullshitting. Internally, Charlie is detached from the conversation. These topics felt extraordinarily irrelevant compared to the personal concerns weighing on her mind. She glanced at the large clock on the wall; it read 9:27 am. The meeting was set to begin in a few minutes.

Just then, the door opened, and the last investor walked in. “Apologies for being late,” he said, his voice strained.

Charlie’s eyes were drawn to his right wrist. She noticed a bleeding bite mark that he quickly tried to cover with the sleeve of his business suit. His skin appeared paler than usual, with a grayish tinge creeping across his face.

The man sat at the table, casually adjusting his sleeve to conceal the wound. Charlie’s concern grew, but she kept her expression neutral. The other investors greeted him with nods and smiles, seemingly oblivious to his condition.

Charlie’s mind raced. Was this man infected? The implications were serious, but she had to remain calm and focused. She made a mental note to monitor him and address the situation carefully if necessary.

The meeting then started, with the investors exchanging pleasantries and settling into their seats. Despite her internal turmoil, Charlie forced herself to focus on the conversation.

One of the investors, a man with a sharp suit and salt-and-pepper hair, started. “Let’s get down to business. We must discuss our strategy in light of the current market disruptions.”

Another investor, a woman with a bun and glasses, nodded. “Absolutely. The virus has thrown a wrench into many of our plans, but we can still turn this to our advantage.”

Charlie’s attention returned to the latecomer, who looked increasingly uncomfortable. His skin grew paler by the minute, and he occasionally dabbed at his forehead with a handkerchief.

“What we need to do is diversify our portfolios,” one of the investors said. “We can’t rely on traditional sectors alone. Just like Ms. Morningstar with renewable energy, tech, even pharmaceuticals—they’re all worth considering.”

The older woman nodded, “I agree. We need to think long-term. The market will eventually stabilize, and we should be positioned to benefit from that recovery.”

The latecomer coughed a harsh, wet sound that drew the attention of everyone in the room. “Apologies,” he muttered, his voice raspy. He took a sip of water that had been provided by the secretary earlier, his hand trembling slightly.

The conversation continued, but it was clear the others were becoming distracted by his condition. One investor leaned over and whispered to another, casting worried glances at the man.

“Are you alright?” the woman with the bun asked, her tone more concerned now.

The man nodded, but it was a weak gesture. “Just a bit under the weather,” he replied, his voice barely above a whisper. His breathing was labored, and he was visibly sweating despite the air-conditioned room.

Charlie’s unease grew. She had seen news reports about the virus, and the symptoms were unmistakable: high fever, crippling fatigue, and labored breathing. The man in front of her was displaying all of these.

All it takes is a bite… just like those attackers do from videos last night?

“Perhaps we should take a short break,” Charlie suggested, trying to calm her tone. “It… looks like you might need some fresh air.”

The man shook his head vehemently. “No, I’m fine. Let’s continue.”

Another investor, clearly uncomfortable, interjected. “Maybe you should see a doctor. You don’t look well.”

The man’s demeanor changed abruptly. His bloodshot and wide eyes fixed on Charlie with an unnerving intensity. “I said I’m fine!” he snapped, his voice louder and more aggressive.

The room fell silent. The tension was palpable.

Charlie took a deep breath and decided to address the issue head-on. “Lift your right sleeve,” she said firmly.

The man stared at her, his expression furrowing his brows but confused. “What are you talking about?”

“Lift your right sleeve,” she repeated.

The other investors looked between Charlie and the man, their concern growing. The man hesitated, then slowly rolled up his sleeve, revealing the bite mark, now an angry red and oozing slightly. His skin around that wound had now turned yellowish-gray, and his veins were dark.

There were gasps and mutters around the table.

“Oh lord…” one of them mutters, “Just like those nasty bites from social media!”

“We need to get him help,” one of the investors said, still trembling. “And we need to make sure none of us are infected.”

The room buzzed with nervous energy as the investors processed what they saw. The woman with the bun and glasses stood up, her face pale. “I’ll… I’ll get medical attention,” she said, heading for the door. “Stay with him. Try to keep him calm.”

The infected investor's breathing grew labored, and his eyes darted around the room as if searching for something. The others exchanged anxious glances, unsure of what to do.

“We need to keep our distance,” one investor said, moving back slightly. “We don’t know how contagious this is.”

“But we can’t just leave him like this!” another exclaimed, wringing his hands. “He needs help.”

The woman returned, followed by two security guards and a man in a white coat who looked like a doctor. The doctor knelt beside the infected investor, quickly assessing his condition. “Tsk, he has that virus… He needs to go to a hospital immediately,” he said, looking up at the security guards. “Help me get him on a stretcher.”

The security guards moved in, carefully lifting the man out of his chair. As they did, he suddenly convulsed and fell to the floor with a thud. The investors gasped and stepped back.

“Stay back,” the doctor commanded, trying to stabilize the man. The convulsions stopped, and the investor lay still, breathing shallow and rapid.

Charlie watched, and her heart was pounding. She remembered the videos she had seen the night before of people with similar symptoms suddenly turning violent. She instinctively reached for the seam of her slacks, where she usually holstered her concealed handgun.

Her fingers met empty fabric, and she felt a jolt of panic. She had left her Glock in the car.

Fuck, I gotta call Razzle soon.


When they reached the 27th floor, the sounds of the disturbance were evident even from the hallway. Muffled shouting and the occasional thud echoed through the corridor.

They stepped out of the elevator and walked briskly down the hallway. Michael stopped in front of Room 2708 and knocked firmly on the door. “Hotel security. Is everything alright in there?” he called out.

There was no response, only a low, unsettling, growling noise from the room.

Vaggie glanced at Michael, then stepped forward and knocked again firmly. “Excuse me, this is Ms. Rodríguez, the manager. Can I come in and speak with you?”

The growling continued, but there was still no verbal response. Vaggie felt a chill run down her spine, but she only scowled, getting impatient. “We’re going to have to open the door,” she said, reaching for her ID badge.

With a swift swipe, the door unlocked, and Vaggie cautiously pushed it open. What she saw inside made her blood run cold, and the wretched stench hit her like a physical force. Instinctively, she recoiled and covered her nose and mouth with a sleeved arm.

A man stood in the middle of the room with his back turned from Vaggie, but his clothes were disheveled and drenched in blood. Further observation revealed a yellowish-gray tint to his skin, and his right arm was a gruesome sight, a mangled mess with blood oozing from a savage bite wound that had torn through the fabric. Vaggie’s gaze traveled across the suite, where a gruesome mix of vomit and blood had inundated the bed, streaming onto the floor.

Fuck, this is horrid. Grimacing, Vaggie cautiously made her way into the office. Suppressing the urge to retch, she slowly approached the patron. "Sir, are you alright? You look sick. I can help you get to..." As the patron turned toward her, her words trailed off, unveiling a visage that seemed plucked from a gory horror film.

His mouth yawned wide, revealing blood-soaked teeth and gums, with crimson bile still dribbling down his bearded chin. His eyes, both pupils and irises, had turned a milky white, his skin appeared parched with cracks and bulging veins, and his hair was a tangled mess as if he'd suffered a meltdown. When his milky eyes locked onto Vaggie’s lone amber eye, his mouth stretched wider, making the guttural growling noise they had heard earlier.

Instead of responding, the man began advancing towards Vaggie, causing her hand to instinctively hover over her baton holster.

"Sir?" She called out firmly, stepping back into the hallway again.

As both of his arms reached out and his pace quickened, his inhuman snarl grew louder. Vaggie drew her baton, flicking it to its full length. "Sir, please stand down!" She maintained an authoritative tone.

In an instant, the man lunged at Vaggie, his mouth gaping wide.

The impact force knocked Vaggie against the hallway wall, the air rushing out of her lungs. The man, his eyes wild and unfocused, pinned her with surprising strength.

“Get off!” Vaggie shouted, trying to push him away. She used all her strength, but he was relentless, his growling growing louder. Michael, seeing Vaggie in danger, sprang into action. He grabbed the man by the shoulders, trying to pull him off. “Get back!” he shouted, but the man only snarled.

Michael redoubled his efforts, finally managing to yank the man away. However, the man turned his attention to Michael, his teeth sinking into the side of Michael's neck with a horrifying crunch. Blood sprayed from the wound as the man pulled back, a chunk of flesh torn from Michael’s artery.

Vaggie’s heart pounded in her chest. She knew that verbal commands were useless against this relentless attacker. She gripped her baton tightly and delivered a sharp blow to his temple. The impact made a sickening thud, but he didn’t even flinch.

Of course, he didn't stay down. The man just rose and continued his advance toward Vaggie. It became evident that there was no reasoning with him, no stopping his relentless pursuit.

Vaggie then kicked the man’s shin using the stiletto heel, and he mindlessly kneeled. “Stand down!” Vaggie yelled again, her voice echoing through the hallway. Michael, now slumped against the wall, convulsed as blood gushed from his neck. The sight fueled Vaggie’s rage and unleashed a barrage of strikes to his temple, each one punctuated by a sickening thud before the man had the chance to try to grab onto Vaggie. Blood sprayed with each impact, staining her hotel uniform.

The graphic image of the video from last night, showing an attacker biting down on a police officer, fueled her frenzy. She continued to rain blows upon the man until he lay motionless, his snarling silenced.

Vaggie stood upright, her chest heaving, and surveyed the aftermath. The patron's head was a pulpy mess. Glancing down at her blood-spattered hand gripping the baton, Vaggie noticed bits of gore clinging to the weapon, smearing down to her wrist, where her once-pristine red blazer was now a gruesome sight.

The bile rose in Vaggie’s throat, but she swallowed it down as she dropped to her knees beside Michael, where she shifted her focus.

“Stay with me, Michael,” she urged, her voice trembling. She ripped open his first aid pouch, her hands fumbling with the supplies.

Vaggie tried to stem the blood flow by applying pressure to the gaping wound. She tore open a bandage, pressing it against the torn flesh, but the blood kept seeping through. Michael’s breathing was shallow, his skin pale.

“Hold on,” Vaggie whispered, her hands slick with blood. She wrapped the bandage around his neck, trying to secure it as best she could. She felt helpless, knowing the severity of the injury.

Vaggie fumbled her holster for her hand radio, shaking her hands. She turned the channel to all hotel staff, her voice urgent. “This is Manager Rodríguez. We have a situation on the 27th floor. We need immediate medical assistance.” She paused to glance at the fallen patron.

Would this be the cause of the virus? If so, was this the final stage of the infection? The media had warned about the virus, but they never said anything about people turning into rabid beasts. How many more were there? How fast was it spreading?

And most importantly, is the yellowish-gray tint of the skin a dead giveaway?

Vaggie swallowed before pushing the button again, “Possible infection... it’s bad.”

She holstered the radio back and looked at Michael, “Help is on the way,” she assured him, though she wasn’t sure if he could hear her. “Just hold on a little longer.”

Michael’s eyes fluttered open for a moment, his gaze unfocused. He tried to speak, but only a gurgling sound emerged. Vaggie tightened the bandage, her hands shaking with fear and frustration.

The hallway was eerily silent, the only sound being the ragged breaths of the wounded security officer. She had to protect her staff and guests and, most importantly, find out what was happening.


Checking her wristwatch, she saw that it was 9:45 AM. Although only fifteen minutes had passed since the meeting started, it felt like eons.

“We need to clear the room,” the doctor urgently said. “Everyone, please step back.”

The investors hesitated, then slowly began to move towards the door. Charlie stayed where she was, her eyes locked on the man on the floor. She couldn’t shake the feeling that something terrible was about to happen.

As the doctor and security guards tried to lift the man onto the stretcher, he suddenly opened his eyes, a low growl escaping his lips. Before anyone could react, he lunged at the doctor, his teeth sinking into the man’s shoulder. The doctor screamed in agony, and the security guards struggled to pull the infected investor back.

“Get him off me!” the doctor yelled, his voice filled with panic. The security guards yanked the infected man away, but not before he managed to tear a chunk of flesh from the doctor’s shoulder (with layers of clothing?! How fucking strong is that investor?). Blood spurted from the wound.

Before Charlie knew it, the room erupted into chaos.

The investors rushed for the door, pushing and shoving to escape. Charlie followed closely behind, her heart pounding. As she entered the hallway, she pulled out her phone and called Razzle to get out of there.

“Charlie, what’s going on?” Razzle’s voice came through the phone, filled with concern. “How was the meeting?”

“No time to explain,” Charlie pants, then turned to the left and saw a horrifying sight: a few investors had been tackled to the ground by familiar infected people. One investor was calling for help while holding up the infected secretary on top of him. The secretary spat out dark, foul-looking blood onto his face, causing him to react violently and try to wipe it off. But the other infected people around him quickly overpowered him, devouring him as he screamed.

Charlie’s heartbeat thundered in her ears. She couldn’t tear her eyes away from the grisly scene until Razzle’s voice snapped her out of her trance, “Charlie? Are you there?”

“Shit, sorry,” Charlie shook her head and sprinted in the other direction down the escalator, her phone clutched tightly in her hand. “I need you to start the car and meet me by the rendezvous—”

She immediately froze as she reached the bottom of the escalator. The lobby had become a nightmare. Bloodied, infected people in formal suits chased down the healthy, their eyes wild with a rabid hunger. Some infected were already feasting on their prey, tearing into flesh ravenously.

The air was thick with screams and inhuman snarls. People were running in every direction, some slipping on the slick, blood-streaked marble floor, and desperate cries for help echoed through the cavernous space.

Charlie’s gaze swept the lobby, taking in the horrifying scene. A man in a once-immaculate business suit was tackled to the ground by two infected, their teeth gnashing at his arms and neck. His terrified screams turned into gurgles as they tore into his throat. Nearby, a woman in heels stumbled and fell, only to be pounced upon by another infected, its mouth smeared with a mix of bile and blood.

Security guards were trying to fend off the attackers, but their batons were proving useless against the sheer ferocity of the infected. One guard swung his baton at an advancing figure, only for the infected to grab his arm and sink its teeth into his wrist. He screamed, dropping his baton as he struggled to break free, but the infected only bit down harder.

Another guard, cornered near the entrance, was using a metal barrier to push back a group of infected. The barrier shook violently as the infected rammed into it, their hands clawing and grabbing at the guard through the gaps. His face was fearful but determined. However, it was clear he couldn’t hold them off for long.

Charlie’s heart raced as she realized the lobby was a death trap. She spun around and sprinted back up the escalator, knowing she couldn’t afford to get caught in the melee below. Her mind raced as she tried to think of a way out.

She needed to get to the basement where Razzle was waiting.

“Razzle, change of plan,” Charlie said quickly. “The lobby and outside is a warzone. Stay in the car in the basement parking lot. I’ll meet you there.”

“Understood,” Razzle replied, though his voice was hesitant. “And… be careful, Charlie.”

Charlie dropped the call and reached the top of the escalator. She looked around frantically for the easier way down without crossing through the lobby, knowing her time was limited. The infected in the hallway had already noticed her, their snarls growing louder as they caught her sight (and scent, obviously). She had to move quickly.

Then, Charlie spotted arrows on the walls pointing towards the fire exit. With buildings like this, they must’ve taken designing for safety seriously. Fire exits were designed for emergencies and would likely lead to the basement.

She sprinted down the hallway, the infected hot on her heels. Her breath came in ragged gasps as she followed the arrows, her mind racing. Don’t think about it, just fucking run. The door to the fire exit was just ahead by the end of the hallway. She reached it, flung it open, and darted inside, slamming it shut behind her.

The stairwell was dimly lit, but it was empty. Thank God.

Charlie took a moment to take a breather and gently massage her aching thighs, internally nagging herself not to join Vaggie’s daily jogs.

Regarding her girlfriend, Charlie quickly pulled out her phone and navigated to Vaggie’s number. While doing so, she was startled by the infected suddenly banging against the fire exit door behind her, but she knew they wouldn’t get through easily.

Well, hoping the infected aren’t as smart to open the door anyway.

Shaking her head, Charlie quickly dialed someone’s number. The phone rang and rang, each second stretching out painfully. Her heart sank when it went to voicemail.

“Hey, it’s Valeria. Sorry, I couldn’t answer your call, but leave me your name and message. I promise I’ll get back to you as soon as I can. Have a great day. Hola, soy Valeria…

Taking a deep breath, she tried to keep her voice steady. 

“Vaggie, it’s me, Charlie,” she said, trying to keep her panic at bay. “I’m at the Stock Exchange, and it’s— it’s bad. It seems the virus got worse, with people attacking each other and shit... I’m heading to the basement parking lot to meet Razzle and head back. If you get this, please stay safe with the rest of the hotel staff. I love you.”

She momentarily ended the call and stared at her phone, wishing Vaggie to call back. The banging on the fire exit door grew louder, snapping her out of her thoughts. She couldn’t afford to stay put any longer.

Charlie hurried down the steps, and she glanced at her watch. It was now 10:02 am. She had to reach Razzle and leave the building before things worsened. The basement parking lot was her best bet.

She reached the bottom of the stairwell and pushed open the door to the basement. The cool air with a distinct foul stench hit her face, causing her to flinch.

She quickly scans the area to find the car, then stops as she hears a loud growling echoing, a similar noise to when the infected investor started attacking. In that scenario, that reminds her of the shitty zombie movies that Charlie and Vaggie watched before.

Yet Charlie still hesitates, knowing such things are a myth.

“Charlie!” the blonde heard the familiar voice echoed by the far corner of the lot.

Charlie’s eyes darted in the direction of the voice and saw Razzle waving his arms outside of the car. Relief washed over her as she sprinted toward him, her footsteps echoing in the silent parking lot.

As she ran, the growling grew louder, and she couldn’t help but glance over her shoulder, half-expecting to see more of the infected lunging at her. But the only thing behind her was the dimly lit stairwell, its door now firmly shut.

“Razzle!” she called out, her voice cracking with urgency.

Razzle jogged towards her, his face a mix of relief and worry. “Charlie, thank God you’re okay. Are you hurt?”

They hurried to the car, and Razzle opened the passenger door for her before jumping into the driver’s seat. Before hopping to the front seat, Charlie reached by the backseat and clicked the button by the middle, opening a compartment that neatly stores a Glock G43X with seven magazines.

Unsure if getting herself armed is even necessary, but seeing the chaos earlier… she's not taking any chances to protect herself and the people she loves.

Charlie grabbed the pistol, her hands shaking slightly as she remembered the gun safety lessons Vaggie and the gun safety instructors had drilled into her. She took a deep breath.

Finger off the trigger until you're ready to shoot.

She inserted a magazine into the Glock and cocked the gun, the sound loud in the confined space of the car, then engaged the safety. It felt surreal, holding a weapon like this outside the range, but the shit she had just witnessed left no room for hesitation.

Charlie then pocketed the remaining magazines, ensuring they were secure and easily accessible in her coat. She closed the compartment and tossed her briefcase onto the backseat, where it landed with a dull thud. She rushed herself to the front seat and quickly buckled up, her eyes scanning the parking lot for any sign of movement.

"Alright, I'm ready," she said, her voice more confident than she felt.

Razzle glanced at her, his eyes widening slightly at the sight of the gun. "You're serious about this, huh?”

Charlie met his gaze. "I saw what happened up there. I'm not taking any chances."

Razzle started the engine, and the car roared to life. "Good. We'll need every bit of protection we can get.”

As they pulled out of the parking spot, Razzle turned the car toward the main path of the lot. Just as they were about to accelerate, they saw a teenage boy in formal attire, his clothes marked with a few blood stains, darting out from among the parked cars. He was waving his hands frantically, his face contorted in fear and desperation.

“Stop!” Charlie shouted, her hand instinctively reaching for the dashboard.

Razzle hit the brakes hard, and the car screeched to a halt. The boy ran toward the driver’s side, his eyes wide and pleading. Razzle glanced at Charlie, silently asking if they should roll down the window.

Charlie quickly assessed the situation, her eyes scanning the boy. The blood stains on his clothes didn’t appear severe, like getting mauled by the infected, and his expression was one of pure desperation. He didn’t look like a threat, more like someone terrified and needing help.

She let out a small nod to Razzle. He rolled down the window just enough to talk, keeping a cautious distance.

The boy leaned in, panting heavily, his breath in ragged gasps. “Please, help me,” he begged, his voice cracking. “My mom… she got attacked. I can’t reach the hospitals. No one is answering 911. I… I don’t know what to do!” His words came out in a rush, nearly tripping over each other in his haste.

Razzle held up a hand to calm him. “Whoa, whoa, slow down, kid. Breathe. We need to understand what’s going on.”

Charlie glanced around the parking lot, her eyes wary for any signs of the infected. She knew they couldn’t stay here long. “What’s your name?” she asked the boy.

“Frank,” he said, his voice trembling. “I’m Frank.”

“Frank, listen to me,” Charlie said, trying to keep her voice steady. “Where’s your mom now? Is she safe?”

Frank shook his head, tears welling up in his eyes. “No, she’s hurt. She’s back there,” he pointed toward a darker corner of the lot. “I hid her, but she’s bleeding badly.”

Charlie looked at Razzle, who was waiting for her decision. She took a deep breath, weighing their options. Deep down, she knew they couldn’t just leave the kid and his mom behind, but they also needed to get out of there fast.

I have to get back to the hotel and Vaggie. But… ugh, God dammit!

She holstered her pistol by her belt underneath the coat.

“Alright,” Charlie exhaled, making up her mind. “Razzle, we’ll help them. Frank, take us to your mom. We’ll see what we can do.”

Frank nodded frantically and led them to where his mother was hidden. Razzle drove slowly, keeping pace with the boy as he guided them through the maze of parked cars.

They reached a darkened area of the lot, and Frank pointed to a car where a woman in a business suit lay slumped against the tire, blood seeping from a wound on her leg. She looked pale and weak, but she was conscious.

Observing the wound further makes Charlie slowly instinctively reach for her pistol.

“Mom, I found help,” Frank’s breaking voice snaps Charlie out, making her leave the car and approach the woman instead. “Ma’am, we’re here to help. Can you move?”

The woman nodded weakly. “I think so. T-Thank you.”

Yellow-grayish skin.

Charlie turned to Razzle. “Help me get her in the car.”

Razzle quickly hopped off his seat, and together, they carefully helped the woman into the backseat. Frank climbed in next to her, holding her hand tightly.

As Razzle sets up the GPS to the nearby hospital, Charlie glances in the rear mirror at the strangers, watching Frank buckle the seatbelt for himself and his mother, who looks much worse for wear.

Charlie discretely pulls her gun from her belt and grips it under her coat.

Notes:

my apologies for the four month long hiatus, been busy working with the mafia fic (thats been finished, thank God) and dealing w other irl stuff too so updates been hella slow. i'll be going back and forth editing this whole fic to do some fixes as i no longer have any beta readers to go thru this lmao.

parody brand names;
Idua = Audi

Chapter 4: Bleeding

Summary:

Each of their first dilemmas.

Notes:

tw: Vaggie suffering PTSD. There are lots of character deaths, particularly the death of an underage character. Charlie is having a (127-hour-movie) moment.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

10:03 am

She couldn't pay attention to the surge of nausea to survey the bloody scene. She doesn't care that she had just killed a man, the hotel’s patron, with a damn baton. All these years Vaggie’s been through, she hasn't dealt with shit like this. This was something out of a horror movie.

He had changed, somehow. The virus spreading across the world had mutated him into something else. Something monstrous. He had attacked one of her staff with a feral growl, his eyes glazed over, and his arm appeared to be bitten by another creature like him.

Vaggie had no choice but to defend herself and Michael, but it felt wrong.

Was this the final stage of the infection? The media had warned her and everyone else about the virus, but they never said anything about people turning into rabid beasts. How many more were there? How fast was it spreading?

However, that infected patron managed to check-in. Possibly before safety sanctions took place…

Vaggie shook her head and hurried her steps while carrying over a hundred-pound man down the hallway. It's a challenge, especially when no one’s responding to her radio call to do a heavy lifting with her.

Finally reaching the available elevator, Vaggie carefully lowers Michael by the corner and pushes the button to the lower first floor. As the doors closed, the confined space seemed to amplify her racing thoughts and heart pounding.

“Fuck, please stay with me…” she muttered, glancing at his pale, unconscious form. His breathing was shallow, and the blood soaking through his uniform wasn’t slowing down despite the quick first aid using her blazer to staunch the bleeding. “Come on, just hang in there.”

The elevator descended slowly, the digital floor numbers ticking with agonizing slowness. Vaggie had to get Michael to safety and patch him up, and then… what? Call Charlie? Find more help? Vaggie leaned against the wall, her breath quickening as she forced herself to focus.

The elevator felt suffocating, not just from the stench of blood but from the weight of Vaggie’s thoughts crashing against one another.

What if Michael’s infected? She wondered, her breath quickening. No, no, he can’t be. It was just an open wound, right? But what the fuck? He pulled the chunk out of him…

She glanced down at his pale, lifeless form again. His chest barely rose and fell, and his skin had taken on a sickly gray pallor. If I can stop the bleeding… if I can get him to the staff lounge, maybe—

The elevator jolted as it came to a stop. The doors slid open to the dimly lit lower first floor. Vaggie glanced out cautiously, scanning for any sign of danger before rushing into the corridor, half-dragging, half-carrying Michael’s limp body toward the staff lounge.

She fumbled with the key card to unlock the door, swearing under her breath as her hands trembled. Finally, the door clicked open, and she pushed through, the sterile, too-bright lights of the lounge glaring Vaggie eased Michael onto the worn-out couch, her mind racing through every first-aid technique she’d learned over the years.

She untie and re-apply her blazer to press it against the missing chunk on Michael’s neck. Blood soaked through almost immediately.

Goddammit, why won’t it stop? Her hands were slick with blood now, shaking as she worked to stop the bleeding. She grabbed a med kit from the corner shelf, ripping it open and fumbling through its contents. But Michael’s breathing became more shallow and ragged every second that passed.

"Come on, Michael. Don't do this to me. You’re just hurt. Just hurt…" Her voice cracked, and she shook him lightly as if trying to shake him awake, but he remained still.

And then, nothing. 

His chest stopped rising.

Vaggie froze, staring at his lifeless body. No, no, no… Her hands hovered uselessly over him, her breath coming in shallow gasps as she realized it was over. He was gone. She had lost him.

Oh, Dios mio, what now?

Her mind whirled, grief mixing with a bone-deep terror. She couldn't stay here. She had to get out, get her gun, and call for help. Anything. She wiped her bloody hands on her pencil skirt, leaving streaks of red as she bolted into the adjoining locker room.

The phone in her locker lit up, startling her. She snatched it up, fumbling with her fingers to unlock it. 

A missed call from Charlie.

Her stomach dropped. Charlie… shit. She quickly typed out a message, hands still trembling: “call me. It’s urgent.” But just as she was about to press send, she heard it.

A long, low groan.

Vaggie’s blood turned to ice. Her body froze every hair on the back of her neck standing on end. Slowly, she turned toward the open door of the staff lounge, the sound growing louder.

It was unmistakable—Michael’s voice. Or what used to be his voice.

Another groan, followed by a raspy, labored breath. Then, the sound of something heavy shifting, shuffling.

No. It can't be. He’s… he’s dead.

She grabbed the holster where the pistol was kept from her locker, with her mind screaming at her to run, to leave him behind. But her legs wouldn’t move. She had to know.

Clutching the gun in one hand, phone in the other, Vaggie edged toward the lounge, her heart hammering so loudly she thought it might drown out the sickening sound coming from inside.

As she peeked around the door frame, her worst fear was realized.

Michael was moving. His twisted and contorted body slowly rose from the couch. His skin was yellowish-gray pallid, and his eyes were glazed over with a milky film. The wound on his neck oozed, but he didn’t seem to feel it. His head jerked upward, and those empty, soulless eyes locked onto her.

Vaggie gasped, stumbling back into the locker room, her hands shaking as she raised the gun. “No…”

He let out a low, animalistic growl, his body lurching forward with unnatural strength.

Vaggie’s breath hitched, the sight of Michael—no, the thing that used to be Michael—triggering memories she had long buried. Her vision blurred as images of the desert came rushing back: the roar of gunfire, the smell of burning sand, the screams of her squad. The last time she had seen eyes like that—soulless, empty—was on the battlefield. She had looked into the face of death before, but not like this.

Not someone she knew.

Pull the trigger. You’ve done it before. It’s just another hostile.

But her hands wouldn’t stop shaking.

The sound of groaning yanked her back to reality. Michael—or what was left of him—was advancing on her, his twisted, gray body lurching forward with a jerky, unnatural gait. His head lolled to one side as if the muscles couldn’t quite remember how to function. His hands twitched, fingers curling into claws.

Vaggie backed into the lockers, her pulse hammering against her skull. “Michael, stop,” she firmly ordered, knowing it wasn’t him anymore. Her gun was raised, her grip unsteady, and her mind screamed at her to shoot, to put him down like she had so many enemies before.

But this wasn’t war. This wasn’t an enemy combatant. This was Michael. A civilian. Her friend. Her colleague.

Images of the infected patron lunged, teeth bared, the sound of his growl low and guttural. Vaggie’s breath caught in her throat as the nightmare became real, her military instincts kicking in a split second too late.

Move, damn it!

With a guttural scream, Vaggie snapped into action, her reflexes honed from years of combat. She sidestepped the lunge as Michael’s body crashed into the lockers behind her with a deafening thud.

For a split second, she saw him—really saw him—his twisted form scrambling to rise, his movements like a broken marionette’s. The sight twisted her gut into knots. This isn’t Michael anymore. He’s gone.

Her vision tunneled as the flashbacks hit harder, blending with the present: the dusty streets of a war-torn city, the sound of a door being kicked open, and the rapid gunfire that followed. Her unit had cleared buildings just like this. Civilians turned threats. A friend turned foe. She had pulled the trigger before when she had to.

You don’t have a choice now, either.

The infected stumbled to its feet, growling low, the hunger evident in its dead eyes. It charged again, faster this time.

Vaggie gritted her teeth. I’m sorry.

Her hands steadied, fingers curling around the pistol grip as her arms locked in place. The infected lunged at her once more, and in that instant, everything went silent. The air stilled, her heartbeat stopped, and time slowed.

Vaggie squeezed the trigger.

The sound of the gunshot exploded in the room, reverberating off the metal lockers and filling the confined space with a deafening crack. The recoil jarred her arm, but she held steady.

The bullet found its mark, striking the infected right between the eyes. Chunks of blood matter sprayed behind him as his body jerked back with the force of the shot, collapsing in a lifeless heap at her feet.

Vaggie stood there, breathing hard, the gun still raised in her trembling hands as the echoes of the shot slowly faded. For a moment, all she could hear was the ringing in her ears, the adrenaline coursing through her veins making her limbs feel like lead.

She stared at Michael’s body, her heart breaking all over again. Tears welled up, but she forced them back, taking a shaky breath.

He was gone.

But so am I, she thought, lowering the gun. Her mind was numb, a mixture of shock and guilt crashing within her. She couldn't think, couldn't breathe. Everything felt too loud—the hum of the lights, the lingering echo of the gunshot, her heartbeat pounding in her ears. 

But then, through the haze, a faint crackling sound broke the silence. Her hand radio, clipped to her belt, sputtered to life with static.

"—Manager Rodríguez, we need you! There’s more of them—someone’s injured on the third floor—where are you?!"

The voice was frantic, with fear. Her team. The hotel staff.

Realization came crashing back like a punch to the gut. She wasn't just in some horror movie, fighting for her survival—there were people relying on her. The hotel, the staff, everyone still inside, trapped with those things roaming the halls. She was their head of security. She was supposed to protect them.

She told herself, you can fall apart later, then forcing a deep breath. Right now, you have to hold it together.

Her grip tightened on the pistol as she holstered it. Vaggie glanced at Michael’s body one last time, a dull ache forming in her chest. There would be time to grieve later. But for now, she had a job to do.

She hurried to her locker, shoving it open more forcefully than necessary. The steel door clanged against the wall, and she grabbed her head security garb hanging inside—black tactical pants, a heavy-duty vest, and a dark dress shirt. The uniform starkly contrasted with the blood-smeared pencil skirt and blouse she was still wearing. It was almost a relief to get out of the manager's uniform.

Her hands moved with methodical precision, pulling off her bloodstained shirt and skirt and replacing them with the familiar weight of her gear. As she tugged on her tactical pants and fastened her belt, she felt a strange sense of clarity settle over her.

This wasn’t the first time she’d been in a crisis. It wouldn’t be the last.

She pocketed her phone into her pants, glancing down at it briefly. With that voice message from that missed call… No, she can listen to it later. She trusts that Charlie is safe for now, and that is all that matters.

But Vaggie couldn’t let her guard down. She clipped her radio back onto her vest and took a deep breath, her mind racing through the following steps. The hotel was a maze filled with panicked, snobby, wealthy guests and staff. Who knew how many more of those infected were roaming the halls?

She had to lock down the building, secure the exits, get the remaining staff to safety, and then… figure out how to get everyone out of there.

This is for Charlie, she reminded herself. She would protect the hotel from falling apart because that’s what Charlie would want. Vaggie had sworn she would protect this place, and she wasn’t about to break that promise now, no matter how bad things got.

Her radio crackled again as she fastened her vest and adjusted her pistol. “Ms. Rodríguez, where are you? We need backup!”

“I’m on my way,” she said, her voice steady. 


As the car exited the basement parking lot, Razzle swerved onto the street, carefully maneuvering around debris and abandoned cars. Charlie’s grip on the pistol under her coat tightened as they sped through. The city she knew was unraveling fast. People were running in all directions—some screaming, some dazed, and others, terrifyingly, attacking each other.

“Jesus,” Razzle muttered, his eyes darting from side to side as he navigated through the mess. "It’s like a war zone out here."

Charlie’s gaze flickered to the rearview mirror, where Frank clutched his mother’s hand, his face pale with worry. The woman was drifting in and out of consciousness, her skin taking on an unsettling shade of gray. Charlie tried to push away the gnawing suspicion clawing at her mind.

Not yet. Just hold on.

It's been hours since the last time they've passed by this street, yet the streets were barely recognizable now. Piles of broken glass glittered on the asphalt, cars were overturned or smashed into storefronts, and people—those still alive—were fleeing aimlessly. Charlie's eyes darted between the chaotic streets ahead and the strangers in the backseat, her mind racing.

"How far is the hospital?" she asked, trying to keep her voice steady.

Razzle glanced at the GPS. "About two minutes if the roads clear up, but with this mess… I’ll have to take some different routes."

Charlie nodded, knowing full well that nothing about this would be easy. "Just keep driving. Don’t stop for anything."

The car jerked as Razzle swerved to avoid another group of people stumbling into the road. His knuckles whitened on the steering wheel as he gritted his teeth. “I’m trying, Charlie, but—”

Suddenly, a loud thud hit the side of the car, and Razzle jerked the wheel instinctively, barely managing to keep control. Charlie whipped around in her seat, gun half-raised, expecting to see another infected barreling toward them. Instead, it was a panicked pedestrian banging on the car, screaming for help.

Razzle kept driving, eyes wide. “We can’t stop,” he muttered, more to himself than to anyone else.

The car careened through a narrow walkway, the tires screeching as they took a hard turn. “Razzle!” Charlie snapped, gripping the door as they barely missed colliding with a stack of overturned crates. “You trying to kill us before the infected can?”

“I’m trying to keep us alive!” Razzle shot back as he narrowly avoided another abandoned vehicle, this one with shattered windows and blood smeared on the hood. He dodged around it with a skill that surprised even Charlie.

More people flooded the streets, cars crashed, and smoke rose from distant fires. The unmistakable sound of distant gunfire echoed between the buildings.

Razzle swerved to avoid another car wreck, his eyes scanning the road for any clear path forward. “We’re close to the main road,” he said, glancing at the GPS. “But if it’s blocked—”

“Then we’ll have to find another way,” Charlie finished for him. Her eyes shifted to Frank and his mother in the backseat. The woman was barely conscious now, her breathing shallow. Sweat dripped from her brow, and her skin was taking on a worrying pallor. Frank watched her closely, his hands trembling as he gripped her arm.

“We’ll get her to the hospital,” Charlie muttered under her breath, trying to reassure herself as much as Frank. But deep down, she wasn’t sure how long the woman had left.

As they approached Wall Street, the road ahead became even worse. Traffic was at a standstill, with cars jammed together in a tangled mess. People abandoned their vehicles and fled on foot, pushing and shoving to escape the carnage unfolding around them.

“Shit,” Razzle cursed under his breath. “We’re not getting through this.”

Charlie glanced out the window. The road was packed with people—some running, some screaming, others in bloody fights. With their jerky, unnatural movements, more infected were spreading through the crowd.

“We can’t go forward,” Razzle's voice is tight with frustration. “We’ll have to backtrack.”

Just as he started to reverse, a screeching sound ripped through the air—a car barreling toward them from behind, out of control. Razzle slammed the gas, accelerating forward to dodge the oncoming vehicle. They narrowly avoided the collision, the speeding car smashing into the wreckage before them with a deafening crash.

“Go! Go!” Charlie shouted. They sped through a gap between two smashed cars, just barely squeezing through.

Razzle floored it, taking another hard turn down a side street. The sounds of death slowly faded behind them as they left the worst carnage on Wall Street. Charlie exhaled a shaky breath.

They drove in silence for a moment, the engine humming as Razzle weaved through backstreets, trying to put as much distance between them and the chaos as possible.

“We’re almost there,” Razzle muttered, glancing at the GPS. “Couple more blocks.”

Charlie nodded, though her eyes flicked back to the rearview mirror again. Frank’s mother was barely moving now, her breaths shallow and uneven. And that color—Charlie couldn’t ignore it anymore. She knew what was happening, even if she didn’t want to admit it.

They didn’t have much time.

Her fingers tightened around the grip of her gun.

Charlie turned in her seat, her voice softening as she addressed Frank’s mother. “Ma’am, how are you feeling?” She waited for a response, but the woman didn’t stir. Her head was slumped against the car window, her breaths barely perceptible.

“Ma’am?” Charlie repeated, louder this time, but still nothing.

Frank’s eyes widened with panic. “Mom? Mom!” He frantically shook her arm, his voice trembling as he tried to rouse her. “Mom, please wake up. Mom!” His hands gripped her shoulders, shaking her harder now, but her body remained limp, her chest no longer rising or falling.

Charlie’s heart sank as she watched the scene unfold. She slumped back in her seat, a wave of defeat washing over her. Frank’s desperate cries echoed in her ears, but she couldn’t bring herself to say the words yet. She had seen this before.

Razzle’s hands were tight on the wheel, his eyes focused on the road ahead, dodging more wreckage and scattered debris. “We’re almost there,” he muttered, his voice tense but steady. “The hospital’s just a few blocks away.”

Charlie stared out the windshield, her mind racing as flashes of what she had witnessed earlier back in the Stock Exchange Building this morning came flooding back—the infected investor, the moment he collapsed, only to rise again moments later, twisted and ravenous to immediately bite down the doctor’s fully-clothed shoulder. She swallowed hard and spoke, “I saw someone turn… earlier.”

Razzle glanced at her, confused. “What do you mean, ‘turn’?”

Charlie’s eyes stayed on the road ahead, but her grip on the gun tightened. “The moment they went unconscious... they changed. Fast. One minute, they were human, and the next...” Her voice trailed off. “It happens so quickly.”

Frank froze his hand still on his mother’s shoulder. “What are you talking about?” His voice wavered, filled with both fear and disbelief. “My mom’s just unconscious. She’s... she’ll be fine once we get to the hospital, right?”

Charlie took a deep breath. She didn’t want to do this, not like this. But the truth was staring her in the face. “Frank... your mom... she’s not going to the hospital.” Her voice was firm now, with no room for hope. “She’s... she’s going to turn.”

“No!” Frank shook his head violently, tears streaming down his face. “You’re wrong! She’s just hurt—she’s not like them!” His voice cracked with desperation. “She’s not!”

Charlie turned to look at him, her heartbreaking at the sight of his anguish, but she couldn’t let denial blind the reality. Especially when the mother is about to turn in any moment. “I’ve seen it happen, Frank. Once they stop breathing... it’s only a matter of minutes. We can’t risk it.”

Frank’s face crumpled in disbelief. “No, no, no!” He looked back at his mother, her skin now an unnatural gray, her body eerily still. She looked more like a corpse than a person now. His hands trembled as he reached out to touch her face. “Mom... please…”

Charlie glanced at Razzle, her voice low. “Razzle... renavigate. We’re not going to the hospital anymore.”

Razzle hesitated, his fingers hovering over the GPS. “Charlie, are you sure? The hospital might still have—”

“I’m sure,” Charlie interrupted, her tone leaving no room for argument. “Head back to the hotel. Now.”

Razzle swallowed hard but nodded, changing course. He didn’t want to argue with her, not when her voice carried that edge of finality. The car made a sharp turn, heading away from the hospital and back north towards the hotel.

In the backseat, Frank’s panic was spiraling. His wide eyes darted between his mother’s body and Charlie's. “No, we can’t just leave her like this! She’s not one of them! She’s not dead!” His voice broke, raw and ragged.

But even as he spoke, a low, guttural sound began to rise from his mother’s throat. Her fingers twitched. Charlie’s stomach churned, her hand instinctively reaching for her gun. It was already happening.

“Frank, don’t look,” Charlie warned. But Frank couldn’t tear his eyes away. His mother’s body jerked unnaturally, her head lolling to the side as a rasping breath filled the small space of the car. 

“No… no, no, no...” Frank whimpered, backing away in the seat, his terror growing as his mother’s eyes snapped open, cloudy and empty.

“Razzle!” Charlie barked, her hand on the gun now. “Step on it!”

Razzle slammed on the gas, the car lurching forward as it sped through the narrow street, the tires screeching against the pavement. The world outside blurred, but all Charlie could focus on was the sound behind her—the rasping breath of Frank’s mother as she stirred, the low, guttural growls filling the car.

“Mom…” Frank’s voice cracked, disbelief and terror mixing as he shrank back into his seat, eyes wide with horror. His mother’s head jerked unnaturally, her once limp body now twitching with eerie, unnatural movements. Her hands clawed at the air, her mouth opening and closing in a grotesque, inhuman rhythm.

Charlie’s hand tightened on her gun, her heart pounding in her chest. “Frank, stay back!” she ordered. She couldn’t afford to lose control now. Not with things spiraling so quickly.

“No, no, she’s just—she’s just—” Frank stammered, but the truth was impossible to deny. His mother was gone. What was left was something else, something far worse. “Mom, please!”

Her body convulsed, the growling growing louder, more vicious. Once warm and filled with life, her eyes were now empty, void of humanity. She was no longer the woman Frank knew—just another one of the infected, and she was turning fast.

“Razzle, drive faster!” Charlie shouted, her eyes darting between Frank and the creature that had once been his mother.

“I’m going as fast as I can!” Razzle snapped, weaving between the wreckage on the streets. His knuckles were white on the steering wheel, sweat dripping down his face as the car jerked through narrow gaps, barely avoiding collisions.

Frank’s mother lunged, her fingers clawing wildly, and before anyone could react, she latched onto Razzle’s shoulder. Her grip was terrifyingly strong, pulling herself toward the front seat with a guttural growl. Razzle's face twisted in pain as her nails dug into his skin.

"Razzle, watch out!" Charlie screamed, but it was too late.

The car swerved violently, and Razzle lost focus as he tried to pry the infected woman off. His foot pressed harder on the gas, not out of intention but sheer panic. The speedometer climbed, and the world outside turned into a blur.

Frank screamed, frozen in shock, his hands clutching the back of the seat as his mother snarled inches from Razzle’s face. "Mom, no! Please!"

Charlie aimed up her gun, but the swerving in the front seat made it impossible to get a clean shot. "Razzle, you have to let go of the wheel!"

“I can’t—!” Razzle’s voice was strangled, his body contorting as he struggled against the infected woman’s inhuman strength.

The car hurtled forward through an intersection—straight through a red light.

A blaring horn split the air, instantly cutting through. Charlie’s eyes snapped to the window over Razzle just in time to see it: another car barreling toward them from the cross street, moving far too fast to stop.

Time seemed to slow.

“Razzle!” Charlie’s scream was swallowed by the deafening sound of impact.

The car smashed into them with a thunderous force, slamming directly into the driver’s side. Metal twisted and crunched with a sickening screech, the glass exploded outward, and the entire vehicle was violently spun. The force of the impact sent Charlie’s head crashing into the passenger window, and for a split second, everything went black while her body slammed hard into the door, the breath knocked from her lungs.

The world outside blurred—the crunching sound of metal, the screech of tires, and then a terrible silence. The car flipped once and twice before finally slamming into a building and coming to a dead stop, crumpled like a tin can.

For a long moment, there was nothing but stillness.


“Charlie… wake up…”

The voice was familiar, painfully so. It echoed through the void, a distant memory rising to the surface. Her younger self—innocent, untouched by the horrors she had seen—was calling to her. The voice was clear and bright, like a child pleading with her.

“Wake up… You can’t stay here…”

Charlie felt heavy, like her body was rooted down. But the voice grew louder, insistent.

“You have to wake up. You’re not done yet. It’s not your time.”

The steady sound of her blood dripping onto the metal floor of the car grew louder, each drop like a ticking clock counting down. Her heartbeat pounded in her ears, sluggish but steady, pulling her back, urging her to open her eyes. 

“I know it hurts… but you have to wake up.”

She could almost see her child self standing there in the distance, waiting for her. Waiting for her to open her eyes.

With a sudden surge of panic, Charlie gasped for air. Pain shot through her body, but her eyes flew open to a scene of devastation.

The front of the car was completely crushed, the roof caved in, and the windshield shattered into jagged shards. Razzle’s side of the car had taken the brunt of the hit, the impact having collapsed the entire left side. His body was slumped forward, motionless, blood smeared across his face and chest. Frank was tangled in the backseat, unmoving, his eyes wide open, staring blankly ahead.

Charlie groaned, her vision swimming as she tried to sit up. Pain shot through her body, radiating from her leg. She glanced down, her breath hitching, when she saw the nasty gash running down her thigh. Blood soaked her slacks, and her leg was pinned awkwardly against the twisted metal of the seat. She tried to move, but agony rippled through her body, sending a fresh wave of nausea through her.

For a second, the pain was all-consuming. But then the adrenaline kicked in, pushing through the fog in her mind. She was alive. Somehow, she survived. But she wasn’t safe. Not yet.

The rasping sound of shallow breaths snapped her attention to the backseat. Frank’s mother—or what was left of her—was twitching in the wreckage, her body pinned but still moving, jerky and unnatural. Her milky, lifeless eyes rolled toward Charlie, a guttural growl rising from her throat as she reached out with one clawed hand, fingers scraping at the air between them.

Charlie’s stomach lurched. The infected woman’s movements were slow, restrained by the wreckage, but she wasn’t going to stay that way forever.

Grimacing, Charlie reached for her gun, her fingers trembling as they wrapped around the handle. She pointed it toward Frank’s mother, forcing her hand to steady.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered.

The shot echoed through the car, and the growling stopped.

Charlie slumped back in her seat, her chest heaving as the pain in her leg flared again and the ringing noises echoed due to the gunshot being so loud and close to her ear. She had to leave the car and move before anything else found them. But when she tried to shift, the agony in her leg was too much; her body protested every movement.

Her eyes blurred as she looked out through the shattered windshield. The street outside was eerily quiet now, save for the distant sound of sirens and the crackling of nearby fires. The other car that had hit them was overturned, its driver’s side crumpled against the pavement. Whoever had been inside wasn’t moving either.

A few minutes passed in a haze of pain and exhaustion before Charlie’s survival instincts kicked in again. Charlie gritted her teeth, her breath coming in shallow gasps as she braced herself against the twisted remnants of the dashboard. Every movement sent a wave of searing pain radiating from her leg, but staying stuck in the car was a death sentence. She had to get out. Now.

Her leg was pinned beneath the jagged metal of the seat, twisted awkwardly, the deep gash oozing blood. She could feel the sticky warmth of it pooling beneath her, the wound throbbing with every heartbeat.

“Okay… okay,” she whispered, her hands trembling as they gripped the twisted metal. She pulled as hard as possible, but the seat didn’t budge. Her muscles strained, the sharp edges digging into her palms, drawing thin lines of blood. 

"Come on!" she gasped, panic creeping into her voice as she tugged again, this time with all the strength she could muster. 

The metal groaned but didn’t move. Her leg, trapped beneath the sharp edge, felt like it was on fire. White-hot pain shot through her body, making her vision blur with tears. Her fingers shook, slipping against the blood-slick metal, and a cry of frustration tore from her throat.

She leaned back, breathing heavily, her mind racing. There had to be another way. Maybe she could slide her leg out and twist it just enough to escape without freeing the metal. She glanced down at the gash, her stomach churning at the sight of the raw, jagged flesh. The skin was torn wide open, exposing muscle and tissue beneath. Blood continued to pour from the wound, dark and thick, staining her slacks and pooling around her foot.

Biting down hard, Charlie reached for her leg, her fingers hovering over the torn flesh for a moment before she pressed down on it. A strangled scream escaped her lips as pain exploded up her thigh, but she didn’t let go. She pushed harder, feeling the sickening shift of bone and muscle as she twisted her leg, trying to slide it free.

The metal grated against her skin, tearing it further as she moved. Her vision swam with spots, her breaths coming in shallow, ragged bursts. The pain was unbearable like someone was driving a hot blade deeper into her leg with every millimeter she managed to pull free. 

“Almost… there…” she grunted through clenched teeth, her face slick with sweat and tears. Inch by agonizing inch, her leg slid out from under the metal. The sharp edge cut more profound with each movement, but she kept going, knowing there was no other option.

Finally, with a sickening squelch, her leg came free. Charlie fell back against the seat, gasping for air, her body trembling with exhaustion and pain. Her hands were slick with blood—her blood—her heart pounding so hard she thought it might burst from her chest.

She looked down at her leg. The gash was worse than she had imagined. Flesh hung in ragged strips, blood flowing freely from the open wound, soaking her slacks even further. She could barely feel the limb anymore, just a dull, throbbing numbness where the pain had been moments ago. The shock was setting in.

But she wasn’t dead yet.

Looking through the dashboard screen with the GPS opened (surprisingly, it is still working despite the cracked screen), Charlie presses the point for the navigation to expand.

Holy fuck. She’s still in Lower Manhattan. 38 minutes of driving or over an hour of walking on foot.

Gritting her teeth again, she grabbed the door frame and pulled herself out of the wreckage. Every movement was a fresh agony, her body screaming in protest as she dragged herself free. Her leg, useless and bleeding, trailed behind her, leaving a slick trail of blood on the cracked pavement.

Charlie collapsed onto the ground outside, her breath coming in shallow gasps as she lay there, staring up at the smoke-filled sky. The world spun around her, the sounds of distant chaos a dull roar in her ears. She didn’t have long before the pain and blood loss took her. She needed to move, needed to find help, but her body felt heavy, like lead.

Help… of course!

With a groan, she forced herself to sit up, her hands trembling as she pressed down hard on the gash, trying to stem the flow of blood. The pressure sent another wave of agony through her, but she held on, gritting her teeth as she ripped a piece of her coat and wrapped it tightly around her thigh.

It wasn’t much, but it would have to do.

Through the haze of pain, Charlie constantly told herself she wasn’t dead yet, and if she could just keep moving, maybe she could find shelter—something, anything to buy her time.

But was she able to walk in this condition?

Charlie’s trembling hand reached into her coat pocket, fumbling for her phone. Her fingers were slick with blood, and it took several tries before she managed to pull it out. The cracked screen flickered to life. With a shaky breath, she tapped Vaggie's number, praying she’d answer this time.

The ringing seemed to go on forever, each second dragging out painfully long. Charlie’s body ached, her leg a dull throb beneath the hastily tied coat fabric. Sweat dripped down her forehead, mixing with the grime and blood on her face. The world was spinning, narrowing into a tunnel of pain and exhaustion. Her vision blurred, but she didn’t dare close her eyes.

Come on, Vaggie. Please. 

The ringing cut off. 

“Charlie?!” Vaggie's voice came through the crackling line. "Oh my God, are you okay? Charlie, where are you?"

Charlie exhaled a ragged breath. “Vaggie… sweetie…” she whispered, her voice hoarse and weak. “I—”

“Charlie? What’s wrong? News has broken out shit’s gotten worse especially by the Financial District—where are you?”

“I… I’m still in Manhattan,” Charlie managed between labored breaths. Her muscles screamed in protest as she tried to shift, to stand. “Car crash… I’m—ah, fuck!” She cried out as she put weight on her injured leg, a sharp bolt of pain shooting through her body.

Vaggie gasped on the other end. “Charlie, what happened? Are you hurt? Baby, talk to me!”

“I’m fine… I mean, no, not really…” Charlie groaned, her free hand gripping the car door for support as she pulled herself up, the phone pressed against her ear. The world tilted, and for a moment, she thought she’d pass out. “I’m trying… trying to get up. My leg… it’s bad, Vaggie.”

“Stay still, don’t push yourself!” Vaggie’s voice was shaking now. “Where are you? Tell me where you are. I’ll come find you!”

“Vaggie, you can’t… leave the hotel. You need to stay safe.” The blonde swallows, “I-I’ll figure something out.”

“No! Stop it, Charlie! Don’t you dare try to be a martyr right now,” Vaggie snapped, her tone laced with frustration. “I’m coming to get you. I don’t care about the hotel right now. You’re more important. The staff are fine, they can handle themselves. They know how to protect the place, but I’m not leaving you alone.”

Charlie winced, guilt and pain washing over her in equal measures. She didn’t want to pull Vaggie away from the hotel's safety, but she could hear the determination in her girlfriend’s voice. There was no use arguing.

“I… I don’t want you getting hurt,” Charlie whispered, her voice trembling as she pressed the phone to her ear, her hands slick with blood.

“I’ll be fine. Just tell me where you are, babe. Please.”

Charlie glanced around, blinking through the pain and exhaustion as she took in her surroundings. The cracked pavement beneath her was littered with debris from the wreckage, the car half-crumpled beside her. The street stretched ahead, the familiar storefronts of Soho looming in the distance, partially obscured by smoke. The graffiti-covered walls, the burnt-out husks of cars, and the eerily abandoned storefronts starkly contrast with what she remembered of this once-bustling neighborhood. She could make out the cracked sign of a nearby deli she used to visit with Vaggie. She knew this place, even when the world was ending.

“Soho…” Charlie breathed into the phone. “I’m in Soho. The street—" She squinted, trying to make out a sign through the haze. "Prince Street. I think… near West Broadway. By that old deli, we used to go to. The one with the mural on the side.” Charlie’s voice was barely more than a whisper, but she knew Vaggie would recognize the spot.

“Okay, I know exactly where that is. Hold on, I’m coming for you, Charlie. Stay with me, okay? Just… stay awake.” Vaggie said, her voice tight with fear. “Charlie, please hang in there. Don’t move, just stay on the line with me.”

Charlie’s head swam as she leaned against the car, sliding down until she sat on the pavement again. She let out a low groan, the pain in her leg radiating up her body. Blood soaked through the makeshift bandage, pooling beneath her.

“I don’t know how long I have, Vaggie,” Charlie whispered. Her voice cracked as the adrenaline started to wear off, replaced by the total weight of her injuries. “It’s bad.”

“No, no, you listen to me,” Vaggie’s voice was firm, cutting through the haze. “You are not dying on me, Charlie. I swear to God, I’ll kill you myself if you do.” Her voice wavered at the end. “I’m coming to get you. You hear me? I’m coming for you.”

Charlie let out a shaky laugh despite the pain. “Yeah… I hear you.”

Her body was growing heavier, the edges of her vision dimming. She could still hear Vaggie’s voice, frantic and desperate, but it was starting to feel far away like she was underwater. She fought to stay awake, to hold on just a little longer.

“Charlie, talk to me!” Vaggie’s voice broke through again, louder this time. “Please, just stay with me. Tell me what you see, okay? Keep talking.”

Charlie blinked, trying to focus. The world was a blur of smoke and shattered glass, but she could still make out the faint outlines of the Soho buildings she knew so well. 

“I see… Prince Street. It’s quiet… too quiet.” Her voice slurred, her thoughts slipping as her body struggled to hold on. “I… I love you, Vaggie. Just… in case—”

“No! Don’t you dare!” Vaggie’s voice was fierce, trembling. “You’re going to say that to me in person, okay? You’re going to hold on, and we’re going to get out of this mess together.”

Charlie smiled weakly, her eyes fluttering closed as she rested her head against the cool pavement. The distant sirens grew louder, mingling with the fading sounds of Vaggie’s voice in her ear. She wasn’t sure how much longer she could hold on.

But she wasn’t ready to give up. Not yet.

Charlie’s grip on the phone slackened, but Vaggie’s voice kept her tethered to reality, even as her body screamed for rest. She clenched her jaw, focusing on each word from her girlfriend, the desperation in Vaggie’s voice grounding her, keeping her awake.

“Charlie, please, stay with me,” Vaggie said, her voice tight and pleading. “Talk to me. Anything. Just keep talking.”

Charlie forced her eyes open again, blinking through the haze of pain. Her vision swam, but she could still see the distant outline of the deli’s mural—faded now, but still there. She swallowed hard, her throat dry and raw.

“The mural,” she whispered, her voice barely audible. “Remember? You always loved that stupid mural…”

Vaggie let out a shaky laugh, relief and anxiety mingling in her voice. “Yeah, I remember. It was a mess of colors—never really made sense. But you said it looked like a mess in motion. I never really got it, but you did.”

Charlie’s lips twitched into a weak smile. “Yeah… mess. That sounds about right.”

Another wave of pain washed over her, and she hissed through clenched teeth. Her hand instinctively pressed down on the makeshift bandage around her leg, but it was soaked through with blood, barely doing anything to stop the flow. She could feel herself fading, the energy draining from her limbs.

“I don’t… know if I can stay awake much longer, Vaggie,” Charlie mumbled, her head lolling to the side as the world tilted again. The darkness at the edges of her vision crept in further, making it harder to focus. 

“No, no, no, don’t say that!” Vaggie’s voice was frantic now. “Just hold on a little longer. I’m almost there, okay? You’re strong, Charlie. You can do this.”

Charlie wasn’t longer sure, but she didn’t want to say that. Vaggie was holding on to hope, and Charlie didn’t want to be the one to shatter it. 

“I’ll try,” she whispered, her voice barely a breath now.

She tried to focus on her surroundings, the sounds of distant sirens and crackling fires barely registering over the pounding in her head. The world felt far away like she was drifting, and no matter how hard she fought, her body wanted to let go.

But then, through the fog, she heard it.

A car. Tires screeching on pavement. 

Charlie’s heart skipped a beat. Was it Vaggie? Or someone else?

The noise grew louder and closer, and Charlie’s hand tightened around the phone again. She tried to sit up, but her body was too weak, her limbs refusing to cooperate. She groaned, her head lolling against the pavement as her eyes fluttered shut again.

Her grip on her loosens, causing it to drop onto the pavement.

“Charlie!” Vaggie’s voice shouted through the phone. “Charlie, I’m almost there! Please, stay with me!”


Vaggie’s heart pounded in her chest as she drove through the eerily abandoned streets of Soho, her hands gripping the steering wheel with white-knuckled intensity. The surrounding street already looks like a damn wasteland—burnt-out cars, debris scattered across the roads, and the distant echoes of sirens creating an ambiance. Her phone lay on the passenger seat, silent now for the past few minutes. That silence was more terrifying than anything she had faced back at the hotel.

“Come on, Charlie, stay with me,” she muttered under her breath, her voice tight with fear as she glanced nervously at the phone.

The last thing she heard was Charlie’s weak, fading voice, followed by a soft thud as the phone had fallen. And then… nothing. No more labored breaths, no more whispers. Just silence.

“Fuck!” Vaggie cursed, slamming her foot harder on the gas pedal. Her car weaved through the abandoned vehicles littering the street, the tires screeching as she barely avoided a crumpled taxi. “Hold on, babe. I’m almost there.”

Her eye darted to the GPS, tracking her position. She was close—just a few more blocks. Her mind raced, thoughts spiraling. What if she was too late? What if Charlie was already—

No. She couldn’t let herself think like that. Charlie was strong. She was a fighter. She wouldn’t give up, not without a fight. Vaggie clung to that thought, using it to keep the panic at bay.

As she approached Prince Street, her heart skipped a beat. Up ahead, she could see the outline of a car wreck, twisted metal and broken glass scattered across the road. Her breath caught in her throat as her eye locked onto the familiar shape of an Idua.

“Charlie…” she whispered, fear curling tight in her chest.

Without hesitation, Vaggie slammed her foot on the gas, her car surging forward. She barely registered the screech of the tires as she braked hard, skidding to a stop just a few feet from the wreckage. The luxury car was crushed, the front end completely mangled, its windshield shattered into a spiderweb of cracks. Her hands shook as she fumbled to shut off the car, barely able to control her trembling fingers as she shoved the door open.

She bolted toward the wreck, her heart pounding so loudly she could barely hear anything else. The first thing she saw was Razzle slumped forward in the driver seat. His body was twisted, motionless, blood smeared across his face. Vaggie’s stomach twisted, but she couldn’t stop to process it. She forced herself to keep moving, her eye scanning the wreckage for any sign of Charlie.

“Charlie!” she shouted, her voice hoarse with desperation as she circled the car. “Charlie, where are you?”

No response.

Her breath came in ragged gasps as she reached the back of the car, her hands shaking as she pulled open the rear door. Inside, she found a teenage boy—his lifeless eyes staring blankly ahead, his body twisted at an unnatural angle. Vaggie’s throat tightened, tears stinging her eye. He was just a kid. And Charlie… she had probably tried to save him like she always did. Even in a moment like this, Charlie would never stop trying to protect others.

But the passenger seat… it was empty.

Blood trails streaked across the seat and out the door. Vaggie’s pulse quickened as she followed the trail, her chest tight with panic.

“Charlie!” she yelled again, her voice cracking as she rushed to the car's other side.

And then she saw her.

Charlie was lying on the pavement, her body slumped against the side of the car. Blood soaked through her maroon slacks, pooling around her leg. Her head was resting on the cool pavement, her face pale, her eyes closed. Vaggie’s heart clenched painfully in her chest, her knees almost buckling beneath her. Eye scanning the extent of her injuries. Blood continued to seep from the wound in her thigh, darkening her maroon slacks and spreading in a widening pool around her. Vaggie pressed her trembling fingers to Charlie's neck, searching for a pulse. 

It was faint, but it was there.

"Gracias a Dios," Vaggie whispered, a mix of relief and terror overwhelming her. But she couldn't let herself fall apart, not now. She had to act fast.

She quickly assessed Charlie's condition—unconscious, bleeding heavily, possible internal injuries. Vaggie knew if she didn’t stop the bleeding soon, Charlie wouldn’t make it.

“You’re not dying on me today,” Vaggie muttered, her jaw clenched as she stood. She bent down, hooking her arms beneath Charlie’s limp body. 

Charlie’s height had always towered over Vaggie, but now it felt like nothing. Adrenaline surged through her, giving her the strength she needed. Vaggie hoisted Charlie over her shoulders in a fireman carry. Despite Charlie's lanky frame, Vaggie moved with a determination.

The sound of Charlie’s blood dripping onto the pavement sent chills down Vaggie’s spine. She could feel warm and sticky seeping through her clothes, but she didn’t stop. Every second was precious. Her breaths came in short, controlled bursts as she sprinted toward the car, her feet pounding against the asphalt.

"Hang in there, babe," Vaggie gasped between breaths. "Just a little longer."

When she reached the car, she flung open the back door with her free hand and gently lowered Charlie onto the seat. Charlie's legs hung out of the door awkwardly, but there was no time to adjust her. 

Vaggie’s mind raced as she dashed to the trunk. Her fingers fumbled momentarily before finding the emergency medical kit and a trauma bag she recently packed before leaving the hotel. She yanked it open and her hands moved quickly, pulling out a suture kit, medical shears, and disinfectant. Hospitals weren’t an option anymore—hell, nothing was certain anymore with the infected putting this city in a damn chokehold.

Vaggie stood between Charlie’s lanky legs, taking a deep breath to steady her nerves. She cut through the bloody fabric of Charlie’s pants to get a clearer view of the wound with a blade. The gash in Charlie’s thigh was deep, dangerously close to the femoral artery. Blood was still oozing out, slower now, thanks to the shitty tourniquet using a scrap of Charlie’s coat.

"Okay, you’re going to be fine," Vaggie murmured to herself as much as to Charlie.

She grabbed a bottle of saline from the trauma bag and poured it over the wound, washing away some blood and debris. Then she reached for the antiseptic, dousing the wound liberally. Charlie didn’t flinch—still unconscious, her body limp, pale. Vaggie swallowed hard, her hands steadying as she reached for the needle and thread.

This wasn’t the first time she’d had to stitch someone up in the field, but it was the first time it had been someone she loved. The thought tightened her chest, but she shoved it aside and focused.

The curved needle threaded through, pulling the suture tight. She bent over Charlie’s thigh, and she began to close the wound, stitch by careful stitch. Her fingers moved deftly, the needle puncturing the torn skin, pulling it back together in a tight line.

Halfway through, Charlie let out a soft groan, her body twitching slightly. Vaggie froze for a second, her heart skipping a beat before she resumed her work.

"It’s okay, Charlie. I’ve got you. Just hang on a little longer."

Once the wound was stitched closed, Vaggie grabbed a roll of gauze and wrapped it tightly around Charlie’s leg, securing the dressing with medical tape. She then checked the tourniquet again, loosening it slightly but keeping it in place to make the bleeding under control. Finally, she gave the area one last look to make sure the wound was properly dressed and stable.

Vaggie exhaled, leaning back against the car door for a moment. The hardest part was over, but Charlie was still in critical condition. She grabbed a small flashlight from the kit and checked Charlie’s pupils—they were responsive, but her breathing was still shallow.

“You’ll make it,” Vaggie whispered, brushing a strand of blood-matted blonde hair from Charlie’s forehead.

With the immediate threat of blood loss dealt with, Vaggie quickly assessed Charlie’s other injuries. A bruise was forming on her temple along with a cut by her forehead, and her arm had a nasty scrape with layers of clothing torn apart. However, nothing else seemed life-threatening.

Vaggie quickly packed the medical supplies, wiping her hands clean on her already bloodstained pants. She carefully adjusted Charlie’s body to keep her long legs inside the car, and then she moved to the driver's seat, adjusting the rearview mirror so she could keep an eye on Charlie as she drove. She took one last deep breath, gripping the steering wheel tightly as she started the car again.

The streets of Soho stretched out ahead of her. Sirens echoed distantly, but nothing moved. Vaggie floored the gas pedal, her eye flicking between the road and Charlie in the backseat.

“You’re going to be okay, Charlie. I promise.”

Notes:

thats the end of the initial/start outbreak thing. the next chapter would be a timeskip.

and dont worry, Charlie is alive. for now.

Chapter 5: Her Willow Tree

Summary:

Vaggie is determined to save her girlfriend at any cost.

Notes:

This chapter is hella condensed from different events before the main story sets in.

and a special cameo.

Chapter Text

For the first week since the virus mutated, the U.S. government threw every ounce of its remaining power into containing the outbreak. At first, their response was quick and calculated, deploying military forces to major cities like New York, Los Angeles, Chicago, and Miami. National Guard units were activated, checkpoints were established at city borders, and quarantine zones were set up in stadiums, schools, and other extensive facilities to isolate the infected from the healthy. The government used martial law to maintain order, implementing curfews, restricting travel, and cutting off access to major highways to stop the spread.

But the virus was unlike anything they’d ever faced.

Initially, the infected were treated like any other outbreak victims; quarantined, monitored, and cared for. Doctors and scientists scrambled to understand the virus, working around the clock to find a cure or at least slow it down. But as the infection spread through the brain, turning victims into violent predators that containing the virus would be far more complicated than anyone had anticipated.

In New York, the National Guard set up blockades across bridges and tunnels to prevent people from escaping the city. They broadcast emergency messages, instructing citizens to stay indoors and wait for help. However, as the infection rate skyrocketed, the number of infected people overpowered the military’s efforts. Entire neighborhoods were overrun, and the infected moved with an almost animalistic ferocity, overwhelming soldiers and spreading panic faster than the government could respond.

In Los Angeles, things took a different turn. The government tried to coordinate evacuation efforts, using military helicopters to airlift citizens out of the city and into makeshift camps outside urban areas. But the desperation of survivors complicated things. People fought tooth and nail to get onto the evacuation lists, bribing officials, lying about their health, and even resorting to violence to secure a spot on a helicopter. Chaos erupted at every evacuation site as crowds of desperate civilians overran soldiers, trampling each other to death in their attempts to escape. The infected, drawn to the chaos, only added to the carnage.

In Chicago, volunteer programs were launched to distribute food, water, and medical supplies to the survivors trapped in the inner city. However, as the number of infected people grew, those distribution centers became death traps. Panicked mobs and infected hordes overran volunteers, and what was meant to be an organized relief effort quickly dissolved into anarchy. Greedy survivors hoarded supplies, violently pushing others aside to take whatever they could carry. The infected poured into the streets, drawn to the noise and desperation, turning once-calm areas into battlegrounds. 

The same story played out in major cities across the country. Washington, D.C., fell into chaos as the virus breached the city limits, leaving government officials scrambling to secure themselves in fortified bunkers and safe zones. Miami initially thought to be isolated by its geographic location, turned into a bloodbath as the infected spread from the northern parts of Florida, overrunning military checkpoints within days.

No matter how hard the government tried, the combination of the infected’s numbers and the survivors' greed and fear broke down every attempt to contain. Those who had once counted on their government for protection found themselves abandoned, left to fend for themselves in a crumbling society.

Meanwhile, back in the Happy Hotel, the once-vibrant halls had become a tense, makeshift sanctuary for survivors, staff, and patrons alike, all clinging to the thin thread of hope that they could outlast the apocalypse happening beyond the hotel's walls.

Vaggie moved through the halls, looking determined, but her mind was split inside. Every moment she wasn’t by Charlie’s side felt like an eternity. Charlie, unconscious in the hotel’s penthouse, was pale and fragile. The wound on her thigh was deep, and though Vaggie had done her best to stitch it up and prevent infection, she knew it wasn’t enough. Charlie needed real medical supplies to stabilize her condition, but those things were no longer accessible to come by.

The hotel's dwindling supplies couldn’t meet the needs of the injured and sick, and Vaggie knew it. Her solution, though flawed, was the only one she could accept: send people out on supply runs, no matter how dangerous. The streets were overrun with the infected, and the military efforts to contain them had collapsed, but Vaggie couldn’t let Charlie die. Not after everything they’d fought for.

A few days in, the cracks started to show.

The hotel staff and some volunteers among the patrons were tasked with keeping the place in lockdown. Vaggie had made it clear that no one could leave without her permission (too risky, she said). The infected were everywhere, and venturing out meant almost certain death. However, as the days passed, food supplies ran low, and the number of patients in the hotel clinic worsened. People started to question her decisions.

“Why do we have to go on these runs?” one of the staff members muttered as they prepared to leave. “We’re risking our lives for medical supplies that should go to everyone, not just Ms. Morningstar.”

“She’s the one who founded this hotel. None of us would have a chance without her,” Vaggie snapped back. The truth was, she couldn’t bear to lose Charlie. But that wasn’t something she could afford to admit.

The patrons, on the other hand, were growing increasingly restless. Some still believed the government would come through and that help was coming. They argued that Vaggie was paranoid and too quick to dismiss the potential for rescue. 

“She’s keeping us locked up in here like prisoners,” a man named Trevor, a patron who’d been vocal from the start, ranted to anyone who would listen. “How do we know the government isn’t planning an evacuation? Or is the military ain’t organizing somewhere nearby? Hell, there’s probably a convoy just waiting for a signal. And we’re stuck in here, dying while she sends people out on suicide missions for her girlfriend!”

His words stirred discontent among the others. The hotel was a powder keg, and Vaggie knew it wouldn’t take much to set it off.

One afternoon, the tension finally boiled over.

In the lobby, patrons gathered in hushed groups, tense and nervous. The staff, spread thin between tending to the hotel’s needs and managing the supply runs, struggled to keep everyone calm. But Trevor wasn’t interested in calm anymore.

“This is insane!” Trevor shouted, stepping to the center of the lobby. “She’s sending people out there to die! We should be finding a way out. I’m not waiting around to be someone else’s collateral damage!”

A few patrons murmured in agreement, while others looked worriedly toward the staff, unsure what to believe.

Before anyone could stop him, Trevor stormed toward the front doors, pushing past the staff on guard duty. 

“We’re leaving!” he declared. “If you want to stay here and die, that’s on you, but I’m not wasting another day.”

A few others stood to follow desperately. But before Trevor could open the doors, Vaggie appeared, stepping between him and his escape. 

“Nobody is leaving,” she said firmly. Her exhausted eye locked onto Trevor. “You walk out there, and you’re as good as dead. I’m not losing anyone else.”

“We’ve already lost people, Rodríguez,” Trevor spat, anger radiating off him. “And you’re sending more to their deaths every day, so that you can save her.”

Vaggie clenched her jaw, trying to keep her temper in check. “We’re all doing what we can to survive.”

“No, you’re doing what you can to save Ms. Morningstar,” Trevor steps closer. “But what about the rest of us, huh? What about our lives?”

The crowd grew silent, watching the confrontation unfold. Trevor’s eyes were wild with frustration, and before Vaggie could react, he pulled a gun from his waistband, pointing it directly at her.

A collective gasp rippled through the crowd.

“Step aside,” Trevor growled. “I’m not asking again.”

Vaggie’s heart pounded in her chest, but she didn’t flinch. The sight of the pistol barrel hones her instincts. In one motion, she lunged forward, grabbing Trevor’s wrist and twisting it sharply. The gun clattered to the floor, and in the next second, she had him pinned against the wall, his arm twisted behind his back.

“Don’t you ever threaten me,” Vaggie hissed, her voice ice cold as Trevor winced in pain.

She released him, and he stumbled back, clutching his arm. The lobby was dead silent as Vaggie turned to face the crowd.

“No one is leaving this hotel,” she said, her voice loud and unwavering. “Not until the government lifts the curfew policies.”

Some patrons looked at her with uncertainty, others with outright fear. But no one moved to challenge her. They still believed the government was out there, somehow things might get better.

Only Vaggie knew the truth that the government wasn’t coming.


Later that day, Vaggie found herself pacing outside the penthouse door, her nerves on edge. For days, she had kept Charlie’s condition a secret from the others, keeping everyone at arm’s length not letting anyone near her. She couldn’t risk it, not with how vulnerable Charlie was. But now, things had gotten worse. The stitches Vaggie had put in were barely holding, and Charlie’s fever had spiked overnight. Her breathing was shallow, her pulse faint. Vaggie had no choice but to let someone help.

Dr. Levy, one of the hotel’s patrons and a former emergency room doctor, stood beside her, his medical bag clutched in one hand. He had offered to help more than once, but Vaggie had refused, too wary of letting anyone get close to Charlie. Now, though, she had no other option.

“I’ll be quick,” Dr. Levy said quietly, sensing Vaggie’s hesitation. “And discreet.”

Vaggie nodded tightly and unlocked the door. “She’s in here,” she muttered, leading him into the penthouse.

The air inside was thick and stifling, the windows drawn shut to keep out any prying eyes. The room was dimly lit with the soft glow of a bedside lamp casting a warm halo over Charlie’s unconscious form. Charlie lay on the bed, barely stirring, her skin pale against the sheets. The wound on her thigh was neatly bandaged but still visibly swollen. Vaggie had done what she could, using the limited supplies they had scavenged, but it was clear Charlie needed more than just basic care.

Vaggie hovered near her, every muscle in her body tense as she watched the doctor kneel beside Charlie and begin his examination.

Dr. Levy worked silently, his brow furrowing as he carefully removed the bandages on Charlie’s thigh. The wound was deep, red, and swollen, and the edges were angry with infection. He glanced up at Vaggie, his expression grim, but said nothing as he continued his assessment, checking her vitals and pressing two fingers against her neck to feel her pulse.

Vaggie stood by the foot of the bed, her arms crossed, her gaze locked on Charlie’s face. The tension in the room was suffocating.

After what feels like an eternity, Dr. Levy finally stood up, wiping his hands on a cloth. He turned to Vaggie, his face drawn with concern. 

“She’s stable... for now,” he began, choosing his words carefully. “But she’s in a critical state. The infection is severe. If we don’t get it under control soon, it’s going to spread further, and she could go into septic shock.”

Vaggie’s fists clenched at her sides. She knew it was wrong, but hearing it out loud made the reality even more challenging. “I’ve been doing everything I can. We’ve had people out there risking their lives for supplies.”

“I know you have,” Dr. Levy said, his voice softer now. “And you’ve done a good job keeping her alive this long, Ms. Rodríguez. But without proper medical equipment, we’re only delaying the inevitable. We need fluids to keep her hydrated and stronger antibiotics to clear the infection. She’s also malnourished, which is slowing her recovery. She needs more than the rationed food we’ve been getting—nutrients, vitamins, something to give her strength.”

Vaggie leaned against the wall, her arms crossed tightly over her chest, trying to keep the panic from creeping into her voice. “Can she make it?”

Dr. Levy looked back at Charlie, then met Vaggie’s gaze. “If we can get the right supplies, she has a chance. But if her condition worsens… she won’t last much longer. The infection is serious, taking a toll on her body.”

Vaggie clenched her fists. She had already known how dire it was, but hearing it aloud made it real in a way she wasn’t prepared for. “I’ll send more people out,” Vaggie said, her voice hard. “We’ll get what she needs.”

Dr. Levy shook his head slightly. “You’ve sent enough people out, and many haven’t returned. We need to be more strategic about what we’re risking. This isn’t sustainable, Ms. Rodríguez. I understand you want to help her, but we must consider the others here. They need medical attention, too.”

Vaggie’s jaw tightened. She understood the logic, but logic wasn’t what was driving her. Charlie was her priority. “I’m not losing her.”

Dr. Levy sighed, sensing the futility of pushing further. “I understand. I’ll do what I can with what we have. But if we don’t get more supplies soon, we’ll lose more than just Ms. Morningstar.”

Vaggie quickly glances at Charlie, remembering the last time she heard her voice and her dimples forming whenever she smiles. “What do you need to save her?” Vaggie asked, her eye never leaving Charlie

Dr. Levy exhaled, rubbing the back of his neck. “First, I’ll need stronger antibiotics—preferably IV, but at this point, any broad-spectrum antibiotic will help. She also needs fluids. Dehydration is making her fever worse, and if we can’t bring her temperature down, it’s going to put more strain on her heart.”

“And if I can get you all that?” Vaggie asked, her voice tight and impatient. She was already thinking of the next supply run.

“Then there’s a chance we can get her through this,” Dr. Levy said, meeting her eye, “But it won’t be easy. She’ll need constant monitoring, wound care, and time... time to heal and regain her strength.”

Vaggie swallowed hard. She had already pushed the staff and volunteers to their limits, sending them out into the streets filled with infected to keep Charlie alive.

Dr. Levy took a step closer, lowering his voice. “Listen, I know you care about her, but you must be realistic on what to do moving forward... but I’ll still do everything possible to help.”

Vaggie closed her eye. “Whatever it takes, I’ll bring everything what she needs.”

Dr. Levy nodded, sensing that there was no arguing with her. “Alright,” he said softly. “But you need to be careful. Don’t make the same mistake as the others out there, trying to be a hero and ending up in a worse situation. I’ll get started on what I can with what we have.”

Vaggie clenched her fists again. Charlie was the heart of the Happy Hotel, and none of this mattered without her.

Vaggie nodded firmly, dismissing the doctor. “Thank you for your help, doctor. I’ll figure it out.”

Dr. Levy stood there momentarily, his expression looking concerned as he packed his medical bag. He could see the strain in Vaggie’s posture, the exhaustion in her eye. But he also knew there was no talking her out of this, not regarding Charlie. 

Sensing no further discussion would be welcome, Dr. Levy nodded once making his way toward the door. He moved quietly, leaving the penthouse with the same calm pace he’d entered.

As the door clicked shut behind him, Vaggie’s shoulders sagged when the tension of the last few hours catching up. She let out a slow breath before returning to the bed where Charlie lay motionless. The room was silent, save for the soft sound of Charlie’s shallow breathing.

Vaggie pulled a chair closer to the bed and sat down beside her. Her fingers trembled as she reached out and gently brushed the strands of blonde hair from Charlie’s face. Her fingers lingered there for a moment, tracing the curve of her cheek and the softness of her skin. 

Charlie’s face was pale, far too pale, and her lips were dry and cracked. Her breathing was labored, each breath coming slower than the last. Vaggie watched her chest rise and fall, the rhythm too faint for comfort.

“I miss your blue eyes,” Vaggie whispered, her voice barely audible in the room's quiet. She leaned in closer, her thumb gently stroking the back of Charlie’s hand. “I miss that smile, the way you light up the room… You promised me you’d stay, remember? You promised we’d get through this together.”

Her voice cracked, and she swallowed hard, pushing down the rising tide of emotions threatening to break free. She couldn’t afford to fall apart now. Not when Charlie needed her more than ever.

“You’ve always been the strong one,” Vaggie murmured, kissing softly against Charlie’s forehead. “So don’t you dare give up on me now… I’m not letting you go, okay? I’ll get what you need. I’ll make sure you’re safe. You need to hold on a little longer.”

She pulled back slightly, her eye scanning Charlie’s face, hoping... praying... for some sign of life, some flicker of recognition. But there was nothing. Just the steady, too-weak rise and fall of her chest.

Vaggie closed her eye for a moment, trying to gather herself. When she opened them again, they were hard. She couldn’t stay here any longer, waiting, watching helplessly. If Charlie was going to survive, Vaggie had to act.

Her gaze shifted to the bedside table, where Charlie’s pistol sat, still polished and gleaming from the last time she had cleaned it from Charlie’s blood since she saved her. Vaggie reached for it, her fingers closing around the familiar grip. She checked the fully loaded chamber and then grabbed the extra magazines, tucking them into her waistband.

Standing, Vaggie took one last look at Charlie. “I’ll be back soon,” she whispered softly with a vulnerability that only Charlie would ever see. “I’ll bring you everything you need. Just… hold on.”

With that, she turned and made her way to the door. The weight of her pistol and the Glock at her hip was comforting, and she could still fight for Charlie, the hotel, and everything they had built together. 

She reached for the door handle, hesitating momentarily before turning back to look at Charlie one last time. The sight of her lying there was almost too much to bear. But Vaggie squared her shoulders, forcing herself to focus on what must be done. 

She locked the door behind her with a click as she exited the penthouse. The sound echoed in the empty hallway, sharp and final, like a promise. She couldn’t afford to lose anyone else. She wouldn’t lose Charlie. 


Vaggie crouched behind an abandoned car, her breath slow and deliberate as she scanned the street ahead. The nearby pharmacy loomed just a few blocks ahead. The entire city had fallen into a nightmarish ruin since the outbreak. New York, once a city of endless noise and life, was now a graveyard of shattered buildings, debris-strewn streets, and shambling infected. She had been out here before, but this trip felt different. The streets were quieter—too quiet, as if the infected were waiting just out of sight.

She gripped a crumpled piece of paper in her hand, folded it, and refolded it so many times that it started to tear at the edges. On it were scrawled the names of prescription pills, antibiotics, and medications for the sick back at the hotel, hastily written by Dr. Levy earlier this afternoon. Most names were for the hotel patrons: painkillers, antibiotics, insulin, antivirals—basic but life-saving medications quickly running out. And then, at the very bottom of the list, separated from the others, were the names of the drugs that Dr. Levy had prescribed specifically for Charlie—Her medications were more critical, more urgent. IV antibiotics. Fluids. Vitamins. Anything that could help bring Charlie back from the brink with names Vaggie is extremely unfamiliar with.

Vaggie squeezed the paper in her fist, her jaw tightening as she recalled the conversation with Dr. Levy.

Earlier that day, Vaggie approached Dr. Levy for the list. Initially, He was reluctant, assuming she would send more people out on another supply run. When Vaggie told him she would be going alone, his eyebrows shot up in surprise.

“Alone?” Dr. Levy had asked, his voice low but filled with concern. “You can’t be serious, Ms. Rodríguez. It’s suicide.”

“I don’t have a choice,” Vaggie replied firmly. “Too many people have already died for this. I can’t keep sending them out there.”

He hesitated, unsure whether to argue with or admire her resolve. But when Vaggie’s expression didn’t change, he reluctantly wrote down the medications she needed, handing her the list with a sigh. “Be careful out there.”

Now, standing on the edge of 6th Avenue, Vaggie’s eye narrowed as she focused on the rundown pharmacy in the distance. She was determined to make it there and back, but the streets between her and her target were crawling with infected. The shambling forms of the undead were more numerous than she had ever seen before, their guttural moans carrying on the wind as they wandered through the wreckage.

Getting across the street wouldn’t be easy. She couldn’t risk using a car—she had learned the hard way that the infected were drawn to noise. The last time she had ventured out with a vehicle, the engine had roared to life, sending half a block’s worth of infected swarming toward her within minutes. She had barely escaped with her life that day.

Now, Vaggie moved like a ghost through the ruins, her movements deliberate and careful. She slipped from shadow to shadow, always keeping a sharp eye on the infected around her. Some were clustered in groups, scavenging through trash or lurching through the rubble, their twisted forms hunched and grotesque. Others roamed alone, their glazed eyes searching for any sign of life to tear apart.

She reached the corner of the street, crouching behind the wreck of an overturned car. From here, she could see the pharmacy more clearly. The front windows were shattered, the glass glinting dangerously in the fading afternoon light. The doors were ajar, but that only made her more cautious—there was no telling what might be inside.

Her breath hitched as she scanned the street again, noticing a group of infected stumbling dangerously close to the entrance. They'd be on her in seconds if she moved too quickly or made the wrong noise.

Vaggie gritted her teeth, her hand instinctively going to the Glock holstered at her side. She couldn’t afford a shootout—not here, not with the infected already on high alert. The streets were too open, too exposed. Stealth was her only option.

Slowly, she reached into her backpack and pulled out a small stone. She weighed it in her palm momentarily, her mind calculating the angle. Then, with a swift flick of her wrist, she sent the stone flying across the street, which clattered against the remains of a rusty fire escape.

The sound echoed through the empty street, immediately drawing the infected’s attention. They groaned and turned toward the noise, their decaying bodies lurching toward the distraction.

It was just enough.

Vaggie moved quickly, slipping from her hiding spot and darting across the street. Her heart pounded in her chest, her muscles coiled with adrenaline as she ducked into the alley beside the pharmacy, pressing herself against the cold brick wall. The infected hadn’t noticed her yet, still shambling toward the fire escape, but she knew it wouldn’t take long for them to lose interest.

She took a deep breath, steadying herself before slipping into the pharmacy’s broken front entrance.

Inside, the air was stale and thick with dust. The shelves were bare primarily, ransacked by looters in the early days of the outbreak, but Vaggie wasn’t deterred. She knew that the real treasure would be in the back—in the storage rooms where controlled substances and prescription medications were kept.

Her boots crunched softly against broken glass as she made her way deeper into the building, her eye darting around for movement. The place was eerily silent, the only sound the faint groaning of the infected outside.

She reached the back of the pharmacy and found the storage room door slightly ajar. Swallowing hard, Vaggie pushed it open and slipped inside.

The shelves here were still somewhat intact, though the chaos of last week had left them disorganized. Her flashlight swept across bottles and boxes, her pulse quickening as she spotted familiar labels—antibiotics, fluids, painkillers—everything Dr. Levy had asked for.

She quickly went to work, stuffing her backpack with as much as she could carry, her mind racing through the list as she checked each item off. Every second she stayed here was a second closer to being caught by the infected outside, but she couldn’t leave without everything she needed.

As Vaggie stuffed her backpack with antibiotics, fluids, and painkillers, her pulse quickened. The silence around her was oppressive, making every slight sound feel magnified. She didn’t let it distract her, though—every second counted. She was nearly done, reaching for the last of the IV fluids, when she heard it.

Rapid footsteps.

Before she could process the sound, the storage room door swung open wide with a metallic screech. Instinct kicked in. Vaggie’s hand flew to her Glock as she whipped around, gun drawn and aimed at the figure in the doorway.

A man stood there, his short frame framed by the dim light filtering through the dusty air. His blonde hair was messy and matted with sweat, and his fair skin was pale against his dark clothes. He looked as though he'd been through his share of hell. The man’s eyes widened at the sight of Vaggie, and in a flash, he pulled out his pistol, leveling it at her.

For a moment, the world seemed to hang on a thread. Vaggie’s finger hovered over the trigger, her heartbeat pounding in her ears. The man stared back at her, his weapon trained on her chest. Neither of them spoke, the room thick with tension.

But the man moved first. He slowly raised his hands, still holding his gun but no longer pointing it at her. “Whoa, whoa! Don’t shoot!” His voice was steady but urgent, his eyes flicking to her weapon.

Vaggie didn’t lower her Glock, and her muscles coiled tight. “Why are you here?” she demanded, her voice sharp.

The man gulped, keeping his hands up. “I’m not here to cause trouble. I just… I’m here for meds, okay? I’m trying to get some for my mother-in-law. That’s it, I swear.”

Vaggie didn’t lower her gun. Her eye narrowed as she took in his appearance, searching for any signs of deceit. “What meds exactly?”

He looked at her, baffled as if the answer was obvious. He then glanced nervously at the shattered door behind him. “We don’t have time for this,” he protested, his voice rising with panic. “If we stay here talking, those things outside will swarm us. If you shoot, it’s over.”

“I don’t care,” Vaggie replied coldly, stepping closer, her Glock unwavering. “Tell me what medication you’re looking for.”

The man hesitated, clearly reluctant, but something in Vaggie’s eye told him she wasn’t bluffing. He sighed, his shoulders sagging slightly. “Fine. Nitroglycerin. I need nitroglycerin tablets. My mother-in-law… she’s had heart problems. Need them for a heart attack.”

Vaggie’s gaze didn’t soften, but she gave a small nod. The answer sounded legitimate, but she still wasn’t sure. Her grip on the Glock tightened, though she didn’t fire.

The man glanced at the gun still pointed at him, then back to Vaggie. “What, are you a doctor or something?” he asked, trying to break the tension. His voice was lighter now, less defensive.

“No,” Vaggie answered honestly, her tone flat. “I’m not a doctor. I only know enough about medicine to get by.”

The man tilted his head, studying her. “Military, then? You move like it.”

Vaggie’s eye flickered with surprise at the observation. She hadn’t expected him to catch that. After a brief pause, she nodded. “Yeah. Marines.”

He looked at her with new understanding, his tense posture easing slightly. “What unit?”

“Thirteen,” she answered, her voice flat. “Deployed in Haiti.”

His eyes widened slightly, a flicker of recognition in them. “Army. Deployed in Iraq. But… that was a long time ago.” His voice softened as if recalling a past life, one far removed from the nightmare they were now living in.

“Same,” Vaggie murmured, her gaze still hard but the threat slowly dissipating between them.

The tension that had been suffocating the room loosened just a little. The man, sensing the shift, slowly holstered his pistol. “Name’s Moxxie,” he said, offering a small nod.

Vaggie hesitated for a beat before responding. “Valeria,” she replied, using her first name instead of the usual nickname she gave others.

Moxxie gave her a weary smile, the kind that comes after surviving too many close calls. “So, what now? Seems like we’re after the same thing.”

Vaggie finally lowered her Glock, though she didn’t holster it. “We loot, and we get out of here before they figure out where we are.”

Without another word, they quickly returned to their task. Vaggie kept her gun in her holster but remained on edge, her eye flicking toward the pharmacy’s shattered entrance every few seconds. Together, they began looting the shelves, stuffing their backpacks with whatever they could find.

As they worked in silence, the sounds of the infected outside grew louder, their groans and shuffling steps inching closer. They both knew time was running out, but neither spoke about it. They just focused on grabbing as much as they could carry, both driven by the urgency of the loved ones depending on them.

As they finished looting the shelves, Vaggie and Moxxie's tension settled into a tenuous understanding. They worked quickly, grabbing as many medications and supplies as possible into their backpacks. The sound of the infected outside grew louder by the minute, a grim reminder that time was running out.

Together, they slipped out of the pharmacy. The infected lingered near the fire escape, distracted for the moment, but Vaggie knew it wouldn’t last. The air was tense as they crept through the alleyways, avoiding the wandering dead as they escaped.

At the end of the alley, Moxxie stopped, turning to Vaggie with a faint smile. “This is where we part ways. I’ve got to get back to my family.”

Vaggie gave a curt nod, her expression unreadable. “Good luck.”

“You too.” Moxxie hesitated momentarily, as if he wanted to say more, but then turned and jogged down the street, disappearing into the maze of ruined buildings.

Vaggie watched him go for a moment, then turned and headed in the opposite direction, making her way back to the hotel. She kept her Glock at the ready, her senses sharp as she slipped through the empty streets, navigating the quiet chaos of the fallen city. Her exhaustion began to set in the closer she got to the hotel, but she pushed through it. There was no time for weakness, not yet.

She trudged through the hotel's entrance, her body heavy with exhaustion but her mind sharp with purpose. Inside, the atmosphere was tense but alive—a stark contrast to the desolation outside. People moved purposefully, tending to the sick, fortifying the building, and keeping each other alive. It was a fragile existence, but it was all they had.

Vaggie handed the backpack full of medical supplies to the nearest staff member, who took it with a look of relief. The supplies were quickly distributed among the survivors who needed them most—painkillers for the wounded, insulin for the diabetic, and antibiotics for those battling infections. The hotel’s makeshift medical team wasted no time getting the right meds to those whose lives depended on them.

Dr. Levy appeared as the rest of the supplies were carted off, his face lined with exhaustion but filled with gratitude. “You did it,” he said quietly, eyes scanning the precious cargo. “This will help a lot of people.”

Vaggie nodded, but her mind was elsewhere. “Charlie,” she said, her voice hoarse. “I got everything she needed.”

Dr. Levy nodded, already motioning for his team to gather the supplies. “I’ll head to the penthouse and start the treatment immediately.”

Vaggie followed him up the stairs, her legs feeling like lead as the adrenaline that had carried her through the day began to wear off. When they reached the penthouse where Charlie had been resting, Vaggie felt the weight of her exhaustion fully settling in. The room was dimly lit, and the sound of a soft breeze from the broken windows was the only noise.

Charlie lay motionless on the bed, her face pale and drawn, her breathing shallow. Dr. Levy moved quickly, setting up the IV and preparing the medication as Vaggie stood by the door, her arms crossed, watching with hope and worry.

“She’ll need a few days,” Dr. Levy said as he worked. “But with these supplies, I’m hopeful. This could turn things around.”

Vaggie didn’t respond, her eye fixed on Charlie’s frail form. She wanted to believe him, but hope felt dangerous after everything they had been through.


Over the next few days, Charlie’s condition slowly began to improve. The antibiotics started to work, battling the infection that had ravaged her body. Dr. Levy administered fluids and vitamins, carefully monitoring her recovery. Every day, Vaggie checked in, often standing in the doorway for hours, watching and waiting.

Charlie’s color began to return, her breathing became steadier, and the fever that had threatened to consume her finally broke. She was still weak, but the worst seemed to be over. Vaggie sat by her bedside one evening, and Charlie blinked slowly, her eyes struggling to adjust to the room's dim light. It was disorienting at first, the days blurred together, the pain and fever that had once gripped her finally easing. She shifted slightly in the bed, her body aching but no longer consumed by the illness. Her mind felt sluggish, like trying to walk through the fog.

"V-Vaggie?" Her voice cracked, barely a whisper, but it reached the person she most needed.

Vaggie leaned forward, her face still, though her eye softened at the sound of Charlie’s voice. She had been waiting for this moment—praying for it—but now that it was here, she wasn’t sure what to say. Her emotions warred, relief and exhaustion tangling in a silent battle.

"Yeah, I’m here," Vaggie said softly, leaning closer to the bed. Her voice, usually sharp and certain, was now low, almost tender. She reached out, brushing a lock of Charlie’s light hair back from her forehead, her fingers lingering for a moment longer than necessary.

Charlie’s lips curved into a faint, tired smile. "You… you didn’t have to—"

"Don’t," Vaggie interrupted, shaking her head. "Don’t say I didn’t have to. I did. You know I did."

The air between them hung heavy, thick with unspoken words, with the fear and desperation that had colored the last few weeks. Vaggie had fought so hard and risked so much, but all of it had been for this—to have Charlie alive.

Charlie swallowed, her throat dry. “How long was I out?”

“Two weeks,” Vaggie replied, her voice rougher now, betraying the toll those days had taken. “You almost didn’t make it.”

Charlie’s eyes widened slightly. Two weeks. The words sank in slowly, their weight almost too much to comprehend. Her gaze flickered across the room, taking in the familiar but somehow distant surroundings. She had been so close to death, and yet Vaggie had been there, pulling her back.

Vaggie sat quietly beside Charlie, her gaze fixed on the woman who had spent the last two weeks teetering on the edge of life and death. Seeing Charlie awake now, even if just barely, felt surreal. Vaggie’s tough exterior held firm, but the relief was almost overwhelming beneath it. She had been holding her breath for days, waiting for any sign that Charlie would make it through.

Charlie’s eyelids fluttered as she struggled to focus on Vaggie. Her voice was hoarse, barely more than a whisper, but it was there. “Vaggie...”

“I’m here,” Vaggie repeated, her voice steady despite the flood of emotions inside her. She gently brushed a strand of hair from Charlie’s face. “You’re okay. Just rest.”

Charlie blinked slowly, her eyes drifting around the familiar bedroom before finally settling back on Vaggie. For a moment, her face softened, and there was a hint of the old warmth in her eyes. But then, a flicker of something darker crossed her expression, and her breath hitched.

Vaggie noticed the shift immediately. “Charlie?” she asked, her voice low, careful.

Charlie’s gaze unfocused again, and her breathing quickened. “Razzle... the boy, Frank... I-I remember...”

Vaggie’s heart sank. She had known this moment would come when the memories would crash down on Charlie like a wave. The car accident, the terrible morning that had led them here—it had been lurking in the back of her mind ever since. She leaned forward, her hand gently resting on Charlie’s arm, ready to support her.

Charlie’s body trembled as the memories flooded back, her voice shaking with panic. “The crash… oh God, Vaggie, they’re gone… Razzle and Frank… fuck, he was just a kid. And his mom… she was bitten, but we couldn’t—" Her voice broke, tears welling up in her eyes. “We couldn’t save them. We couldn’t do anything.”

“Charlie…” Vaggie murmured, her voice low and soothing. She squeezed Charlie’s hand, grounding her in the moment. “I know.”

Tears streamed down Charlie’s face, her breathing turning into ragged sobs. “I—I tried so hard to keep him safe. I thought… I thought we could make it to the hospital for his mom before she turns, but the crash—God, it was my fault! I couldn’t protect him, Vaggie. I couldn’t protect Frank.”

Vaggie’s grip tightened slightly as Charlie’s grief spilled out. “It wasn’t your fault,” she said firmly, though her voice remained soft. “You did everything you could. We all did. That boy… his mom… you did your best, sweetie.”

Charlie’s sobs shook her fragile body, and Vaggie moved closer, wrapping her arms around her gently but firmly, pulling her into a comforting embrace. “It’s not on you, Charlie. The world did this. It’s been cruel and unfair, and it’s taken so much from us. But you’re here. You survived. That’s what matters now.”

Charlie buried her face in Vaggie’s shoulder, her tears soaking into the fabric of her shirt. Her hands clutched at Vaggie desperately, as if holding on to her could keep the memories from drowning her. “I should’ve done more,” she whispered brokenly. “I should’ve saved them…”

Vaggie ran her hand over Charlie’s back, soothing her with slow, gentle motions. “There wasn’t more you could do. It’s okay to feel this, but you’re not alone, Charlie. I’m here. I’ll always be here.”

For a long time, Charlie wept, letting out the grief and guilt she had been holding inside. Vaggie stayed with her, unwavering, letting her cry until the tears eventually slowed and her breathing became steadier.

When Charlie finally pulled back, her face was flushed, her eyes red from crying, but there was a fragile peace in her expression. She looked up at Vaggie, her voice soft but filled with quiet, aching gratitude. “Thank you… for being here. I don’t know what I would’ve done without you.”

“You don’t have to thank me,” Vaggie said, her voice gentle but firm.

Charlie’s eyes softened, her gaze locking onto Vaggie’s. “I’m here because of you.”

A long silence followed the kind that holds years of unspoken feelings, of shared experiences too profound to put into words. Vaggie looked down at Charlie’s hand, lying weakly on the blanket, and after a moment’s hesitation, she reached out, taking it in her own.

“You scared the hell out of me,” Vaggie murmured, her thumb brushing lightly over Charlie’s knuckles. “I thought I was going to lose you.”

Although weak, Charlie squeezed her hand as tightly as she could. “You won’t. Not yet. Not if you’re here.”

Vaggie let out a breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding. The vulnerability in Charlie’s words, in the quiet way they acknowledged how fragile things had been, made her heartache. She wanted to tell her how hard it had been, how the supply run had nearly cost her everything, how terrified she had been. Instead, she squeezed Charlie’s hand back, letting the warmth of their touch say everything she couldn’t.

For a moment, the two of them sat in silence, the only sound the faint rustle of the wind outside. Vaggie watched as Charlie closed her eyes again, too tired to stay awake for long but too stubborn to fully let go of consciousness. Even in her weakened state, she was fighting, and Vaggie couldn’t help but feel a deep swell of pride mixed with affection.

“Get some rest,” Vaggie said softly, brushing her thumb across Charlie’s cheek. “I’ll be here when you wake up.”

Charlie smiled, her eyelids fluttering closed as exhaustion overtook her once more. “Don’t leave me.”

“I won’t,” Vaggie whispered, settling back in the chair beside the bed, her hand still wrapped around Charlie’s. “I promise.”

As Charlie drifted back to sleep, her breathing deep and steady for the first time in what felt like an eternity, Vaggie sat in the quiet room, her heart full but heavy. There would be more fights ahead—more moments where survival hung in the balance—but for now, this was enough.

They were together. Charlie was alive.

And Vaggie would be damned if she ever let her go again.


Days turned into weeks, Charlie’s recovery continued with slow but steady progress. Dr. Levy monitored her closely, adjusting medications and treatments as needed, The antibiotics had worked their magic, and with each passing day, her strength returned. Vaggie stood by her side throughout, celebrating the small victories—when Charlie first managed to sit up without assistance and when she took her first steps, albeit shaky, around the penthouse.

But outside their sanctuary, the world was crumbling. Once a refuge for a dwindling group of survivors, the hotel became increasingly unstable. Supplies ran low, tensions rose, and whispers of despair echoed through the halls. Vaggie could feel the weight of it all, the heavy cloud of hopelessness hanging over the residents like a thick fog.

One afternoon, as Charlie rested against the pillows, Vaggie settled into a chair beside her, the world's weight pressing down her shoulders. It was time to fill Charlie in on what had happened while she’d been lost to sleep.

“Hey, Charlie,” Vaggie began, her tone light but serious. “You’re probably wondering what’s been going on out there.”

Charlie’s brow furrowed, the shadows of worry creeping back into her eyes. “I’d rather not think about it.”

“I get it, but you need to know.” Vaggie took a deep breath. “The world… it’s changed. A lot.” She launched into the grim details—the city's fall, the escalating chaos, how supplies had dwindled, and how the hotel had become a sanctuary for a while, but it was only a temporary refuge.

As Vaggie spoke, Charlie’s expression darkened. “What do you mean, ‘overrun’? What happened to everyone?” Her voice wavered with panic.

“People are scared,” Vaggie admitted, her gaze steady. “Some of the survivors we had here… they left. Others couldn’t handle it. The infected have become more aggressive. The hotel has had to lock down more often.” She hesitated, then added, “We lost some good people, Charlie.”

Charlie’s eyes widened, the weight of the news settling heavily on her chest. “I can’t believe it… I was gone for all of that?”

“It’s a lot to take in,” Vaggie said, trying to soften the blow. “But you’re here now. You’re safe.”

The truth hung between them, unspoken but understood. Charlie struggled to process it, her emotions roiling beneath the surface. “How can things have fallen apart so quickly?” she whispered, her voice thick with disbelief.

Vaggie reached out, squeezing Charlie’s hand gently. “It’s the world we live in now.”

Days continued to pass, each marked by small milestones in Charlie’s recovery. She gained strength, and her laughter gradually returned, though it often felt bittersweet. Vaggie took it upon herself to keep Charlie engaged, sharing memories, playing games, and planning their future—even if it felt like a fragile dream amidst the ruins of their reality.

Then, one fateful afternoon, a distant thrum reached their ears as Charlie sat by the window, gazing at the sprawling chaos of the city below. The sound grew louder, cutting through the tense silence of their penthouse.

“What’s that?” Charlie asked, her brow furrowing.

Vaggie glanced toward the window, her heart racing as the unmistakable sound of a helicopter approached. “Stay back,” she warned, her instincts kicking in.

But it was too late. The helicopter soared overhead, casting a dark shadow over the hotel. Almost instantly, a chorus of guttural moans erupted from the streets below. Infected, drawn by the noise, began to stir from their slumber, shuffling toward the sound like moths to a flame. Vaggie’s heart dropped as she watched the chaos unfold outside.

“Vaggie!” Charlie’s voice trembled, fear creeping into her tone as she stepped back from the window. “What’s happening?”

“Lock the door,” Vaggie ordered, her voice sharp and urgent. She rushed to the entryway, securing the deadbolt and barricading it with furniture. “We need to stay quiet.”

As the helicopter passed, the infected surged toward the hotel, their numbers swelling with every moment. Their moans grew louder, a grotesque symphony of desperation and hunger that sent chills down Vaggie’s spine.

“Do you think they’ll come in?” Charlie asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

Vaggie turned to her, trying to mask her anxiety. “We’ll be fine,” she assured, though her heart raced. “We just need to stay hidden.”

The walls of their sanctuary felt like they were closing in as the infected gathered outside, drawn to the commotion. They could hear the chaos escalating—shouts of other survivors, the sound of breaking glass, and the horrific cries of the infected. Vaggie pressed her back against the door, willing it to hold, her mind racing with thoughts of what might happen if it didn’t.

Hours passed, though it felt like days. The sounds outside became a terrifying cacophony of survival and fear. The infected were relentless, their moans constantly reminding of the dangers lurking just beyond the door. Vaggie and Charlie huddled together in the corner of the penthouse, their breaths shallow, waiting for the inevitable crash.

But they remained undetected, the barricade holding firm against the onslaught. As the night stretched, Vaggie’s adrenaline faded, replaced by exhaustion. Charlie leaned against her, their shoulders touching, silently agreeing to endure this together.

When morning finally broke, the sounds of chaos outside had quieted. Cautiously, Vaggie peeked out from behind their barricade. The hallways lay in ruin—furniture overturned, remnants of their fellow survivors scattered like debris. The hotel had fallen. They were among the few who had managed to survive the night.

“Do you think anyone else made it?” Charlie asked, her voice small as she glanced around the destruction.

Vaggie felt a pang in her heart at the question. “I don’t know,” she replied honestly, eyes scanning the dimly lit space. “Staying here isn’t an option, we’ve seen what happens when the noise draws them in. We’re sitting ducks.”

Charlie nodded, her gaze distant. “I know. But I have a plan.” 

Vaggie raised an eyebrow, skepticism etched on her face. “What kind of plan?”

“I want to go to my dad’s place in the Hamptons,” Charlie said, her voice firm. “It’s secure, and he’s alone out there. We can hold up in the mansion, and there’s plenty of room to breathe.”

Vaggie hesitated, weighing the options in her mind. “It’s a risk. What if the infected are there too? Or what if we run into other survivors who aren’t friendly?”

“Those are valid concerns,” Charlie acknowledged, her eyes steady. “But my dad’s property is big, with thick walls and a gated entrance. If we get there and it’s too dangerous, we can figure something else out. But I’d feel better knowing he’s safe—and I can’t just leave him out there alone.”

Vaggie took a deep breath, feeling the tension between hope and fear tighten in her chest. “What if we run into more infected along the way? This city is crawling with them.”

“I’ve thought about that,” Charlie replied, her tone earnest. “We can take back roads and avoid the main streets. It’ll be slower, but it’ll keep us under the radar.”

Vaggie studied Charlie, seeing the determination in her eyes. She’d watched Charlie fight to recover, and now that fire was returning, they faced a new challenge together. “Okay,” she finally said, her voice softer. “If we’re going to do this, we’ll need to gather supplies and figure out the safest route.”

A small smile crept onto Charlie’s lips, relief washing over her. “Thank you, Vaggie. I promise we’ll get through this.”

“Just so you know, I’m not going to let you out of my sight,” Vaggie said, a playful edge to her voice.

Charlie’s heart swelled at Vaggie’s words. They began to list what they would need: food, water, weapons, and any medical supplies they could scavenge. They spent the next few hours gathering what little they had left in the penthouse, packing their backpacks with essential supplies.

When they were ready, they took one last look around the penthouse, knowing they might never return. “Let’s go,” Vaggie said, determination etched on her face as she took Charlie’s hand.

Chapter 6: Days Gone By

Summary:

Charlie and Vaggie navigate their way to their haven, not until they encounter the living for the first time in three months since the apocalypse.

Notes:

tw. verbal threats about SA.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

11:32 pm

It's quiet… way too quiet lately.

Charlie sighs as she leans forward against the balcony's metal railing, overlooking the deserted streets of Brooklyn. The only sounds are the low, throaty groans of the undead roaming mindlessly below. Despite being on the top fifth floor, the stench of decay still reaches her nostrils, making her scrunch her nose.

She wonders how the street lights and room lights from scattered apartments are still lit up as if nothing has changed. She assumes that the power grid and the water supply are still active. But for how long? She doesn't want to think about it. From the room they're in right now, they can't risk using any light source except for the moonlight that filters through the windows. They had to run and hide from the horde that overran their penthouse back from the Happy Hotel, and they barely made it to this place alive.

Thank fucking God that Charlie’s leg is fully healed before breaking a run from overrun Manhattan.

Based on their observation, the undead, or what Charlie calls zombies, will most likely leave the premises overnight. That means they have to wait until dawn to make their next move. Charlie groans under her breath and rests her head against her arm on the railing, knowing that their journey gets increasingly difficult, especially having to travel on foot across New York City.

Sighing, she surveys the furnished studio room they crashed into temporarily. It's painted in a boring beige color that Charlie finds dull and depressing. On the white couch that's been unfortunately stained by blood and grime, Vaggie sits and wipes her stained makeshift spear. It's been made using a hunting knife and a metal rod that's been duct-taped tightly. Seeing how deadpanned and quiet her lover is, Charlie can't help but walk over to Vaggie and sit by her side.

"Hey," Charlie says casually and places her pale hand on Vaggie's left thigh. Vaggie pauses on the task and holds her hand, letting their fingers intertwine.

Vaggie immediately sets her spear aside by the table and squeezes the blonde's hand. "Hey," she says back, but her tone is much huskier, betraying her exhaustion. Charlie softens her gaze and brushes her thumb across Vaggie's brown hand.

"You alright?" the blonde asks.

Vaggie looks contemplative for a bit. "It's just…" she then lets out a long exhale. "It's been a long day, hon.”

Of course. Charlie snorts to herself, realizing how tired they both are, especially after navigating the streets sneakily. Manhattan is notorious for lacking alleyways for the couple to take shortcuts. Not only that, but the store they were supposed to scavenge for non-perishable food had a damn alarm system that they accidentally triggered, causing them to attract the attention of the horde.

It was a miracle that the number of zombies wasn't as high as in Times Square, but Charlie and Vaggie had to make a sprint for it. They had to abandon some of the supplies on the way to lighten their load and run faster. It was a bad idea, as necessities are scarce, but they'd instead not get eaten by the infected.

And that's where Vaggie exhausted herself further by stabbing through the zombies who got in their way. The spear was effective, especially for Vaggie's short height, but constantly raising her arms to stab through the brains while sprinting took a toll on her stamina. It's understandable why she's extremely drained even three hours later.

Charlie reaches up her lover’s hand to kiss it (that's been cleaned, thankfully) and hums, “And you’ve done well, baby.”

Vaggie chuckles lowly, “Charlie…” She gently brushed the blonde fringes off to expose Charlie’s blue eyes, then her tone went somber, “Fuck, I got so worried shit earlier that we might—”

Charlie gingerly wraps her slender fingers around Vaggie’s neck to pull her in for a kiss, shushing her. Of course, Vaggie submits to the warm kiss and hands tangled into her lover’s blonde locks.

As their lips part, Charlie holds Vaggie close, their foreheads touching. "We made it through, Vaggie. We always do," she reassures, her voice soft but firm. "We're a team, remember?"

Vaggie nods, her eyes closing briefly as she leans into Charlie's touch. "Yeah, we're a team," she echoes, her voice a little more robust now. "I just... I hate seeing you in danger, Charlie. It scares the hell out of me.”

Charlie brushes her thumb across Vaggie's cheek, wiping away a stray tear. "I know, babe. But we've got each other.”

They sit in silence for a moment, the only sound the faint hum of the city outside and their steady breaths. For Charlie, everything seems peaceful despite their world-ended situation as long as she has Vaggie on her side. She was about to drift off to sleep until Vaggie let out a small laugh, shaking her head. "Dios mio, we're such a mess, aren't we?”

Charlie chuckles, pressing a kiss to Vaggie's forehead. "Maybe.”

The two settled by the couch, still holding hands and intertwined fingers. Charlie leans back against the cushions, pulling out her cracked phone from her pocket to check for any messages. She unlocks the screen and sees that there's still a signal for reception, but her heart sinks as she notices the empty notifications.

Vaggie glances over, noticing Charlie's expression. "Got anything from your dad?" she asks softly.

Charlie sighs and shakes her head. "Nothing," she admits, her voice tinged with disappointment. "I keep hoping he'll reach out while we still have the signal before it shuts down, but..." Her words trail off, the worry for her father evident in her eyes. “Damn it, Dad, where are you?”

Vaggie squeezes Charlie's hand reassuringly. "I know he's tough, just like you," she says, offering what little comfort she can muster.

Charlie manages a weak chuckle, grateful for Vaggie's support. "Thanks, hon," she murmurs, leaning her head against Vaggie's shoulder. "Even though we weren't that close before this whole thing, or being old, or he has tons of resources to live, I’m still worried and... I miss him, you know?”

Vaggie hums, running her fingers through Charlie's hair soothingly. "That's why we stick to our plan and find him.”

The blonde sighs and leans into her lover’s embrace, finding solace in the warmth of her presence. Unsure if more people survived so far, as they haven't encountered other survivors in a long time, Charlie can't help but open her phone again to check social media for further updates from basically anyone.

In a non-surprised fashion, still nothing despite the internet still being active.

All she can find are the posts and videos back when the first wave of infection kicked in, with people being mercilessly mauled by bloodied and frenzied people. One of the most popular videos was an old lady getting tackled by a bloodied police officer with greyish skin and a bloodied face leaking out from his nose and mouth, he— no, not he, that's it, it's not even a human anymore on how the infected kept biting down an old lady after her screams overwhelm Charlie’s speakerphone—

Then, a brown finger pushes the home button to return to the home screen, showing a picture of Charlie and Vaggie smiling together in casual outfits with a beach as a backdrop.

Charlie looked up to Vaggie, whose expression was extremely concerned just from watching the former reviewing the disturbing video repeatedly. Of course, Charlie tries to excuse herself, “Sorry, just looking for any updates or news," Charlie says, trying to downplay the effect the video had on her. "But it's all the same... just more fucked-up shit."

Vaggie remained silent, except her grip on Charlie's hand tightened slightly. The blonde continued wistfully, “Sometimes I wish we could escape from all of this, you know?”

Vaggie shifted slightly, her expression softening as she gazed at Charlie, her thumb gently brushing against Charlie's knuckles. “I know, babe. Believe me, I think about it all the time,” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. “I dream about us being anywhere but here. Somewhere quiet, somewhere safe.”

Charlie sighed, leaning further into Vaggie’s embrace. She felt the weight of the day pressing down on her and the despair of their situation. "Maybe on a beach somewhere, like in that picture," she said, her voice tinged with longing. "We could just... disappear, you and me. No more running, no more fighting."

Vaggie chuckled softly, the sound warmed despite the darkness surrounding them. “Yeah, somewhere with soft sand and waves... no muertos.”

Charlie lifts her head slightly, her brow raised. "Muertos?" she repeats, a teasing smile forming. "That’s what you call them?”

Vaggie smirks back, a little playful glint in her eyes. "Yeah. You got a better name for them?”

Charlie chuckles, poking Vaggie’s arm. “I mean, I’ve been calling them zombies. But muertos... it has a nice ring to it. Sounds more… dramatic."

"Or accurate," Vaggie counters with a grin. "You’re the one with the flair for dramatics, theatre girl. I’m just calling them what they are—dead."

"Touché," Charlie admits with a laugh. “But I like it. Muertos. Has a certain… badass vibe. Kinda suits you.”

Vaggie chuckles, shaking her head. “Oh yeah? Well, I think ‘zombie’ is kind of lame. Feels like we’re stuck in a bad horror movie.”

Charlie gasps in mock offense. “Excuse me, zombies are iconic! It’s tradition. What, you’re telling me you’ve never seen ‘Night of the Living Dead’? It’s a classic!”

"Maybe once, back when the world made sense,” Vaggie teases. “But fine, I’ll give you zombies if you admit that muertos sounds cooler.”

Charlie grins and relents. “Alright, alright. Muertos it is. You win.”

Vaggie leans in, kissing Charlie’s temple. “Damn right, I do.”

They both laugh softly, the day's tension easing just a little more as their playful banter continues. Charlie smiled faintly at that, her hand brushing a strand of hair away from Vaggie’s face. “I don’t know if I even remember what it feels like to be normal anymore,” she admitted quietly. "It feels like forever since we just... existed without the world falling apart."

Vaggie tilted her head slightly, studying Charlie’s face with a soft, reassuring gaze. “Well… we’ll find a way to get that back,” she whispered. "Maybe not the old normal, but something... better. We’ve survived for three months, haven’t we?"

Charlie let out a shaky breath. “I just… I’m scared we won’t make it. Every day, it feels like we’re hanging by a thread.”

Vaggie squeezed her hand tightly, leaning in closer until their foreheads touched. “Hey… we’ve been through hell and back already, and we’re still here,” she whispered, her tone firm but gentle.

Charlie closed her eyes, feeling the warmth of Vaggie’s presence, grounding her, even as the world outside remained cold and hostile. “You’re right…” she whispered. “We’ll get through this. We have to.”

They sat there in silence for a while, the hum of the undead below and the distant sounds of the city blending into the background. For a moment, they let themselves be wrapped in the comfort of each other’s presence, allowing the exhaustion of the day to settle in.

Vaggie shifted, pulling Charlie closer until they were lying back on the couch, tangled in each other’s arms. The room was quiet except for their breathing, soft and steady, as the tension slowly ebbed away.

"Get some sleep, Charlie," Vaggie whispered, gently stroking Charlie’s back in slow, soothing circles. "We’ll figure out our next move in the morning."

Charlie nodded, her body finally relaxing against Vaggie’s, the soft rhythm of her breathing starting to slow. She let her thoughts drift, imagining the beach, the sound of waves, and Vaggie by her side, away from all the chaos.

“I love you,” Charlie whispered, her voice barely audible as sleep began to claim her.

“I love you too,” Vaggie murmured back, pressing a soft kiss to Charlie’s head.

They held each other close. Slowly, the weight of exhaustion took over, pulling them both into a deep, much-needed sleep. Their fingers remained intertwined, even in their dreams.

For now, at least, they had each other.


10:02 am

The morning sun filters through the cracks of the studio apartment’s blinds, casting long slivers of light across the floor. Charlie stirs first, blinking awake, her body still sore from days of running and fighting. She shifts slightly, careful not to wake Vaggie, still curled beside her, breathing softly in her sleep.

Charlie leans over, gently kissing Vaggie’s forehead before slipping out of the couch. The room is still quiet except for the occasional distant groan of the undead outside. She peers out the window, looking down at the nearly deserted streets of Brooklyn below. The undead are scattered, but the numbers are still overwhelming. They’d need to be careful. Very careful.

After a few minutes, Vaggie wakes, her amber eye bleary but alert when she remembers where they are. "Morning," she mutters, sitting up and rubbing her face.

Charlie smiles weakly. "Morning. We should move soon. There's not much time before they start gathering again.”

Vaggie nods, stretching her arms before grabbing the spear. “Mhm.”

They gather their few belongings—just enough to keep them moving quickly—and prepare to head out. Charlie tucks her knife into her belt, her expression grim as she surveys the streets from the balcony. “We stick to the plan. Move quietly, stick to walkways where possible, and hit the freeway if we need to cover the distance.”

Vaggie tightens her grip on her spear, nodding firmly. “You’re on a lead, city girl. Let’s just hope the freeway isn’t swarming.”

They go down the fire escape, moving as quietly as possible. The streets below are eerily silent except for a nearby zombie's occasional shuffle or groan. The city that once never slept is now a crumbling, desolate ruin. Broken glass litters the sidewalks, storefronts have been ransacked, and cars sit abandoned at every intersection. Some are still smeared with blood, while others have long since been overrun by nature, vines creeping through the cracks in the asphalt.

Holy fuck… three months and nature has taken over?

Charlie and Vaggie stick close to the walls, staying low and keeping to the shadows. They avoid the main roads as much as possible, ducking into walkways and moving in a zigzag pattern to avoid detection. The tension in the air is thick, and every small noise makes both women freeze, listening for signs of movement.

After an eternity of creeping through the city, they finally reach the freeway.

It’s a haunting sight.

The long stretch of road is packed with a miles-long traffic jam of abandoned cars. Most have been left as they were when the city fell—doors flung open, personal belongings scattered across the asphalt. Some of the cars have been crushed in desperate collisions, while others have broken windows or bloodstains smeared across their hoods. The sun reflects off the metal, casting an almost surreal glow across the wreckage.

Zombies wander between the cars, slow and lumbering. The sheer number of abandoned vehicles provides Charlie and Vaggie with a strange kind of cover as long as they move carefully.

Vaggie crouches down beside a minivan, scanning the area ahead. “We can use the cars for cover. Stick close and keep low. We’ll move from car to car.”

Charlie nods, her eyes scanning the surrounding area. “Holy shit. Okay.”

They begin their slow crawl through the freeway, keeping as quiet as possible as they move between the cars. Occasionally, they stop to pry open a door, searching for anything useful. Charlie finds an old first aid kit in the back of a sedan, and the supplies inside are still intact. Vaggie discovers some canned food in the trunk of an SUV, grabbing as many as she can carry without weighing herself down.

It’s a painstaking process—each car is a potential jackpot, but it’s also a risk. The longer they linger, the more danger they’re in. Every so often, a zombie stumbles too close, and they’re forced to duck behind a car, holding their breath as the undead shambles past.

The sun climbs higher in the sky as they continue their search. They’re careful to keep an eye on the horizon, always watching for any signs of movement. The distant moans carry through the air, reminding them of the ever-present danger. But for now, they’re managing to stay one step ahead.

As they approach a huge traffic jam, they find an overturned truck blocking the road. Its cargo—crates of bottled water—has spilled across the freeway. Charlie’s eyes widened in surprise. "Looks like we just hit the jackpot," she whispers, grabbing one of the bottles and handing it to Vaggie.

Vaggie grins, nodding in agreement. “Hell yeah, we did.”

They quickly fill their bags with as much water as they can carry, taking only what they need to avoid slowing themselves down.

With their bags now heavier but their spirits slightly lifted, Charlie and Vaggie continue navigating through the endless sea of abandoned cars. 

As they continue down the Long Island Expressway, the eerie quiet is broken only by the occasional zombie shuffle or the dead's low moans. The sun is now high in the sky, beating down on the miles of abandoned cars, creating an oppressive heat that clings to their skin. Charlie wipes the sweat from her brow, her eyes scanning the horizon ahead.

“We’ve got to be close to the main road,” she murmurs, primarily to herself, her eyes darting from one wreck to the next. Vaggie, still crouched beside her, doesn’t say much. She’s on high alert, her spear gripped tightly, ready to strike at the first sign of trouble.

Then, just beyond the next overpass, Charlie catches sight of something.

A massive warehouse is in the distance, nestled between towering buildings and half-collapsed structures. Its faded sign is barely visible but still legible enough to read "BigCo Wholesale."

Charlie’s eyes light up with sudden realization. She grabs Vaggie's arm, pointing. “Hey, look! That’s a BigCo down there,” she whispers excitedly. “I bet there’s a parking lot full of cars down there. And if we’re lucky, one of them might still work.”

Vaggie looks at the warehouse and then back at Charlie with a skeptical frown. “And if we’re not lucky, it’ll be crawling with muertos,” she mutters.

“I know, I know,” Charlie says quickly, anticipating Vaggie’s concerns. “But look at the freeway. We’ll be here forever if we have to keep checking car after car. If we can find just one working vehicle down there, we could be out of the city by nightfall.”

Vaggie bites her lip, her amber eye narrowing as she considers the plan. “I don’t like it, Charlie. That warehouse looks like a deathtrap.”

Charlie sighs, running her hand through her messy blonde hair. “I know it’s risky. But we need a car, Vaggie. Walking won't cut it, not with how many zombies are out here. I’m not saying we take unnecessary chances. We’re careful, and we’re smart about it.”

Vaggie glances back at the endless stretch of the highway behind them. She knows Charlie is right—they’re running out of options. But something about heading toward such an obvious location gives her a bad feeling. She swallows her doubts, though, and nods reluctantly. “Alright. Let’s do it. But we don’t stick around if things go south, agreed?”

“Agreed,” Charlie replies, her expression softening as she sees Vaggie’s hesitation. She gives her a quick kiss on the cheek before standing up. “Let’s figure out how to get down from here.”

The problem now is getting off the expressway. Several stories above the main road and piles of wrecked vehicles block the overpasses. There’s no easy way down, and with zombies roaming freely below, making too much noise or taking the wrong route could spell disaster.

Charlie scans the area, her mind racing for a solution. The overpass is too cluttered, but as she looks over the edge of the expressway, she notices a narrow section where the guardrail has been broken off, leaving a steep but manageable slope leading down to a side street.

“There,” she points to the spot, her voice low. “We can slide down that embankment. It will get us to the street level without having to backtrack too far.”

Vaggie eyes the slope warily. “You sure about that? One wrong move, and we could break something.”

“Better than staying up here and running into more zombies,” Charlie argues, already moving toward the edge. “It’s steep, but we can manage if we take it slow.”

Vaggie sighs, her grip on her spear tightening. “If you’re wrong, I’m saying ‘I told you so’ for next week.”

Charlie smirks, giving Vaggie a playful nudge. “Deal.”

The two women approach the broken guardrail, peering over the edge at the slope below. It’s a steep incline, covered in patches of dirt and rubble, but it seems passable. Below, the street is mostly clear, with only a few scattered zombies roaming in the distance.

Charlie goes first, carefully lowering herself over the edge and sliding down the embankment. The loose dirt shifts beneath her feet, and for a moment, she struggles to keep her balance, but she manages to control her descent, landing in a crouch at the bottom.

“See? Easy,” she calls up to Vaggie, though her heart is racing that she thinks she’s gonna fall over and break her damn skull.

Vaggie hesitates for a second before following suit. She moves more cautiously, her eyes never leaving the surrounding area, ready to fight if needed. When she finally reaches the bottom, she lets out a breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding.

“Next time, I choose the route,” she mutters, dusting herself off.

Charlie just grins, grabbing Vaggie’s hand and leading her down the side street toward the looming BigCo warehouse. As they approach the massive parking lot, their hearts race with hope and dread. It’s a vast expanse of asphalt, rows of cars stretching out in every direction. Most are abandoned, their windows cracked or shattered, but a few look surprisingly intact.

They crouch behind a nearby car, taking stock of their surroundings. The parking lot is eerily quiet, broken only by the occasional wind scrape against metal. But they know the zombies are never far away.

Charlie glances at Vaggie. “Let’s start with the ones closest to the entrance. We’ll check for keys or if any are already unlocked.”

Vaggie nods, her face grim but determined. “Just stay sharp, Charlie. This place gives me the creeps.”

With their goal in sight, the couple moves cautiously into the parking lot, weaving between the cars, every sound amplified by the tense atmosphere. Charlie and Vaggie move swiftly through the sea of abandoned vehicles, checking each one for signs of life—or at least something functional. The silence in the BigCo parking lot feels wrong as if the world is holding its breath and waiting for something terrible to happen. Every car they try is locked, missing keys, or already stripped for parts. The further they go, the more tense the atmosphere becomes.

Charlie crouches beside a silver sedan, gripping the handle and pulling it gently. It’s locked. “Damn it,” she mutters under her breath.

Vaggie is a few cars ahead, checking the trunk of a beat-up station wagon. She shakes her head when Charlie glances her way. No luck there, either.

Just as Charlie starts toward another car, suddenly, the silence is shattered by a distant sound—sharp and unmistakable gunshots echoing from inside the warehouse.

Both women freeze, their eyes wide. Charlie instinctively ducks behind a nearby car, and Vaggie crouches low beside her, spear in hand. The gunfire isn’t close—yet—but it’s coming from inside the building. They can’t tell how many people are involved or if the shooters are hostile, but they know one thing for sure: gunfire means people, and people are unpredictable.

It’s distant but unmistakable, coming from the direction of the warehouse. The sound reverberates, bouncing off the concrete walls and broken-down cars. Charlie freezes, her eyes snapping to Vaggie, who’s already crouched low, her expression hardening.

“We need to get out of here,” Vaggie whispers urgently, her eye scanning their surroundings for any movement.

Charlie’s heart races. People. She hasn’t seen a living person outside of Vaggie in months, and now survivors are in that warehouse. They could be armed scavengers or desperate survivors like them, but there’s no way to know. The distant gunshots echo again, followed by what sounds like raised voices—shouting, though it’s impossible to make out the words.

Charlie nods. “Yeah, we need to move. Now.”

Without another word, they start to move, creeping away from the warehouse's entrance, trying to stay low and quiet. But as they make their way through the lot, the gunfire grows louder, and it’s clear that things inside are escalating. The noise is drawing attention. Previously scattered and aimless, zombies begin to shuffle toward the sound, their groans low but rising in intensity.

Charlie’s pulse quickens. “Shit—come on, let’s go!” she hisses, and the two break into a sprint.

Charlie leads the way, dashing through the rows of cars, zigzagging between them to keep out of sight of any wandering undead. She makes a beeline for the exit toward the road she spotted earlier, 62nd Drive. But after a few seconds, she notices something’s wrong—Vaggie isn’t beside her.

She whirls around, her chest heaving. “Vaggie?” she whispers, her voice barely audible over the thundering of her heart.

Her eyes darted across the parking lot, searching for any sign of her. Then she sees her—Vaggie’s running in the opposite direction, toward the far side of the lot, heading toward what looks like an old alleyway.

“What the—” Charlie stops dead in her tracks, panic flooding her chest. “Vaggie! Vaggie, wait!” she yells, but it’s too late. The noise of the gunfire, the moaning zombies, and her ragged breathing drowns her voice.

She takes a step to follow, her instincts screaming to go after Vaggie, to stay together, but before she can make a move, the distinct sound of more gunshots pierces the air. This time, they’re much closer and accompanied by voices—human voices. Shouting, angry, and getting louder.

Charlie’s feet stop moving, her body going rigid as she hears the unmistakable sound of men shouting orders, followed by more gunfire. She can’t tell how far away they are, but they’re close enough to make her blood run cold.

Survivors.

Her heart pounds in her chest, torn between going after Vaggie and the overwhelming need to stay alive. If those voices catch her out in the open, there’s no telling what might happen. Her mind races—What if Vaggie heard them too? What if she’s trying to lure them away from me? The thought makes her stomach churn, but there’s no time to dwell on it.

Charlie bites her lip, her eyes darting in Vaggie’s direction one last time. The distance between them is too great now, and the voices… they’re getting closer.

“Damn it,” she whispers and forces herself to turn away.

She sprints down 62nd Drive, her legs pumping, carrying her farther from the parking lot and the gunfire. The streets are mostly empty now, but she doesn’t slow down, not even when her lungs start to burn. She keeps running, past rows of abandoned shops and boarded-up windows, over the crosswalk and toward a narrow path she remembers seeing earlier—Kavish Path. It’s quieter here, tucked away between buildings, offering some semblance of cover.

Charlie ducks into the path, her breath coming in ragged gasps as she keeps running, barely aware of her surroundings. Her mind is a blur of fear and confusion. Vaggie. Vaggie’s going the other way. Why did she run the other way?

The world around her blurs as her feet pound the pavement, but even as she runs, her thoughts keep circling back to the same question: What if she’s in trouble?

But there’s nothing she can do about it now. Not with those voices—and those guns—still out there. Charlie grits her teeth, her mind racing for a plan, though there’s no apparent escape. She has no idea where she’s heading, no idea if she’ll run into more survivors—or worse, a dead end. But she keeps going, refusing to stop.

Three months, she thinks, her mind reeling. Three months without seeing a soul, and the first people we find might be more dangerous than the dead.

She turns a corner, cutting through a narrow alley that brings her a few blocks down. The streets are more cluttered now—overgrown bushes, scattered debris, the signs of a world that’s been left behind.

Charlie slows her pace, her breath coming in shallow gasps, but she doesn’t stop moving. She can’t stop—not until she’s sure she’s out of range, not until she figures out what to do next.

There are people alive out there.

And for the first time in three months, Charlie feels a cold, terrifying realization: surviving the dead may not be the most challenging part after all.

“Fucking shit.” She cursed under her breath.

Charlie kept walking until she reached the end of the street, her breath ragged, legs aching. The heat and adrenaline were catching up, and she needed a moment to rest. Ahead, she spotted a building—an old law firm, or what was left of it. The front windows were shattered, and the door hung loosely on its hinges, swaying with the breeze. It wasn’t much, but it would give her some cover.

She slipped inside, wincing at the creak of the door. The place was a wreck. Desks were overturned, papers scattered everywhere, and a musty smell of decay clung to the air. Charlie glanced around quickly, taking in the scene. There was blood on the floor, dried in dark streaks, and just beside a fallen bookshelf, a zombie in a fancy suit was pinned against the wall. Its legs were crushed beneath the shelf, leaving it stuck but groaning.

Charlie tried to ignore it, moving deeper into the office, but the sound of its moans grated on her nerves. The zombie’s empty eyes stared at her, its mouth gaping open in a grotesque imitation of speech. She clenched her jaw, gripping the knife at her side. She didn’t want to waste energy on this thing, but the noise—it would attract attention if she didn’t deal with it.

Sighing, she approached it carefully, knife in hand. The zombie snapped at her as she got close, its arms flailing uselessly. Charlie plunged the knife into its skull. The groaning stopped instantly, and the office again plunged into silence.

“Sorry,” she muttered, yanking the knife free. “I did you a favor, okay?”

She wiped the blade on her slacks, trying to shake off the unease creeping up her spine. Killing zombies wasn’t something she’d ever get used to.

Charlie found a small office at the back of the building, the door hanging ajar. She slipped inside and leaned against the wall, sliding to the floor with a heavy sigh. She needed to regroup and figure out a plan. Her mind raced back to Vaggie, the panic of seeing her run in the opposite direction. They weren’t familiar with Brooklyn, but they had to meet up somewhere, some landmark.

A school. That could work.

She fumbled for her phone, the cracked screen flickering to life. The battery was running low, so she cursed again for not charging it last night. However, she didn’t have time to worry about that now. She pulled up a map of the area, searching for a nearby school. Her eyes scanned the map until she found it—a small elementary school a few blocks away, beyond the 63rd drive.

“Okay,” she whispered to herself, trying to calm her nerves. “We’ll meet there. We’ll—”

Suddenly, a sound outside made her freeze. Voices. Familiar voices.

Charlie crept to the broken window, peeking out carefully. Beyond the street, back toward the park she had come from, she saw them—multiple men, moving through the debris with unsettling precision. They were dressed in a hodgepodge of clothes, but there was something uniform about them—gang colors, bandanas, balaclavas. One of them was pointing in her direction.

Shit. They had seen her.

Charlie’s heart leaped into her throat, and before she could think, her body reacted. Fight or flight.

She ran.

She bolted toward the back office, not bothering to look back, not waiting to see if they were following. Her dress shoes pounded against the cracked linoleum as she pushed open a door at the back leading into an alleyway. She didn’t care where she was going—she just needed to get away. To get to that school, to find Vaggie. To survive.

The voices grew louder behind her, but she didn’t stop. The only thing she could focus on was the rhythm of her steps, the pounding of her heart, and the sound of her breath in the stifling, suffocating air.

She had to keep running. She had no other choice.

Charlie’s legs burned as she sprinted down the street, her mind fixed on the school. She knew it was only a few blocks away, but with the sounds of those voices getting closer, it felt like an eternity. Her chest heaved, lungs aching for air, but she didn’t stop. She couldn’t stop.

Gunshots rang out behind her, a rapid burst that sent her heart into overdrive. Panic surged through her veins, pushing her to run faster, her feet barely touching the ground as she tore down the street. She risked a glance back, but it was impossible to see much through the chaos of the alleyways and crumbling buildings. All she knew was that they were behind her and getting closer.

“Come on, come on,” she whispered, her breath ragged as she glanced down at her phone again. The map was still there, the tiny blinking dot showing her location—just two more streets and she’d be at the school. She could make it. She had to make it.

The road opened up ahead, and there it was—a small, dilapidated elementary school nestled between two overgrown lots. But something stopped her in her tracks. Several black pickup trucks were parked outside the main entrance; their matte finishes stood like a beacon against the dull, overgrown landscape. They didn’t look abandoned like most of the vehicles scattered around Brooklyn. They were parked too neatly, too purposefully. And they were all the same make, model, and jet black.

Her pulse quickened as her mind pieced it together. The gang. It had to be. There was no way it was a coincidence, not with the same trucks all lined up like that. Charlie swallowed hard, feeling the weight of her earlier assumptions crashing down on her. Hostile survivors. A gang. Armed and organized.

Shit. This was worse than she’d imagined.

For a split second, she considered turning back, retreating into the shadows, but the sound of another gunshot snapped her back to reality. She didn’t have time to think. She had to get off the street and fast.

She darted toward the side of the school, her eyes scanning for another way in. There—an old playground, the equipment rusted and falling apart, but it led straight to a set of doors. She could use the cover of the swings and slides to make her way inside. Without a second thought, she ran for it, her feet barely making a sound as she wove through the overgrown grass and shattered concrete. The trucks were still there, and she could hear muffled voices—someone giving orders, someone else laughing—but they didn’t notice her.

Not yet, at least.

Charlie reached the side of the building, ducking behind the rusted shell of an old jungle gym. Her heart pounded in her chest as she glanced over her shoulder. The men from the trucks hadn’t spotted her, but they were getting closer. She had to move now.

The cafeteria doors were slightly ajar, hanging on their hinges like the rest of the dilapidated building. She slipped inside, wincing at the creak of the metal. The air inside was stale, thick with the smell of decay and old food, but it was quiet—for now.

The cafeteria was just as wrecked as the rest of the city—overturned tables, broken chairs, and shattered glass scattered across the floor. Charlie moved carefully, her eyes darting around for any sign of movement. She couldn’t shake the feeling that she wasn’t alone here.

But Vaggie. Vaggie could be close.

Her fingers tightened around the knife at her side as she crept through the room, her breath shallow and her steps light. Charlie crouched behind the counter, her back pressed against the cold, cracked tile of the cafeteria serving line. Her breaths were shallow as she tried to steady her heartbeat, gripping the Glock tightly. She'd only used it a handful of times, but the weight in her hand was oddly comforting—reassuring her that she could fight back if it came to it. Her pulse thudded in her ears as her mind raced. Vaggie. Where the hell are you?

Suddenly, a door slam echoed through the cafeteria, making her flinch. Multiple footsteps followed, heavy and deliberate. They were inside. Her grip on the Glock tightened, and she took a quick, silent breath to steel herself.

“¿Dónde está la rubia? ¡La vi correr hacia aquí!” one of them shouted, his voice rough and commanding.

Charlie’s blood ran cold. She had no idea what he just said, but she recognized a single word that she can translate to English. Rubia. Blonde. They were looking for her.

Damn it. She cursed herself again for not making effort in learning Spanish, even with her Spanish-speaking girlfriend. Her mind raced, trying to make sense of the few words she caught, but it was useless. She could only hear the anger in their voices and the frustration in their footsteps as they searched the cafeteria.

“¡Encuéntrenla! No debe estar lejos,” another voice barked out, this one deeper and more composed.

Charlie flattened herself even more against the counter, her heart hammering in her chest. The group was spreading out, their boots scraping against the linoleum, chairs scraping as they moved them. She clenched her jaw, focusing on the noise around her, every fiber of her being urging her to stay still.

“¡Joder, apúrense! No quiero estar aquí toda la noche en esta maldita escuela.”

“Cálmate,” a third voice said, this one quieter but dripping with annoyance. “Primero la encontramos. Luego podemos divertirnos.”

Charlie’s breath hitched. She didn’t need to understand Spanish to grasp the threat laced in that last sentence. Fun. Sweat started to bead at the back of her neck. The thought of what they could mean sent a fresh wave of terror coursing through her, but she couldn’t let it show. She had to stay hidden. 

A few feet away, one of the men knocked over a chair, sending it clattering to the ground. Another kicked it out of his path and kept moving. They were getting closer, their voices growing louder and angrier.

“¡Maldita sea! Registren este maldito lugar de arriba a abajo.”

Charlie’s mind raced. She needed to think of a damn plan. She could hear the shuffle of footsteps coming closer, the men clearly on edge. If she stayed here, they’d find her. But if she made a break for it, she risked getting caught. 

Suddenly, one of the men slammed a fist against a table, clattering silverware to the floor. 

“¡Mierda! ¡Muévanse más rápido!”

The noise startled Charlie, but she didn’t move. She could hear their frustration mounting.

They wanted her, and they were willing to tear the place apart to find her.

Suddenly, amidst the rustling and muttered Spanish, a loud yawn cut through the tense silence. "Geez, can we just wrap this up already?” Charlie stiffened; didn’t expect an English speaker to cut in like that. She noticed a voice heavy with an American-Italian accent. “I mean, seriously, what’s the big deal with this blonde chick? Is this even necessary?" the man said, his voice thick with impatience.

One of the men responded in heavily accented English, sharp and impatient. “Shut up, Angel. We haven’t had any chicks in a while, and we find the blonde.”

Another one muttered something in response. “Si la encontramos primero, seremos los primeros en la fila.” His tone was sly, almost smug.

Before the men could move any closer, a sudden crack rang out—a gunshot, sharp and deafening. One of the men crumpled to the ground, blood pouring from a clean headshot. The rest of them immediately raised their guns, spinning in the direction the shot had come from, their eyes wild and panicked.

“¿Qué carajo?” one of them shouted, his gun shaking.

A voice echoed across the room, fierce and unrelenting, a woman’s voice dripping with anger. Her words were in rapid Spanish, but Charlie didn’t need a translation.

“¿Qué planean hacer con la rubia, imbéciles?” the woman shouted, her voice carrying through the cafeteria with terrifying authority.

Charlie’s breath caught in her throat. That voice—Vaggie. But something about it was different. Harder. Angrier.

The men barked orders to each other, their voices frantic now as they scanned the area for the shooter. One of them, the one with the thickest accent, shouted back, “¿Y tú quién diablos eres para amenazarnos?”

There was a pause, a thick, tense silence as the woman—Vaggie—responded, her voice cold and dangerous. “Soy la última persona que verás si no dejas de buscar a esa mujer.”

One of the gang members laughed nervously, trying to mask his fear. “¡Vamos! No puedes enfrentarte a todos nosotros, estúpida!”

Charlie swallowed hard, her mind racing. What the hell is happening? Vaggie was out there, alone, but the cold, calculated edge to her voice made Charlie realize something. Vaggie wasn’t just out there to defend herself. She was out for blood.

The gang members continued shouting back and forth with Vaggie, the tension in the room palpable. Charlie’s grip on her gun tightened. She could only hear parts of the exchange, but it was clear that Vaggie wasn’t backing down.

“Sal de donde estás,” one of the men taunted. “No duras ni un minuto más.”

Another gunshot rang out, and the man’s taunt was silenced as his body hit the ground with a thud.

What the fuck! Charlie then thought to herself as gunfire erupted, the sharp cracks of Vaggie’s pistol cutting through the air, interspersed with the rapid bursts of automatic rifles from the hostile survivors. The shots reverberated through the cafeteria, the clatter of bullets hitting metal and shattering glass filling Charlie’s ears. She kept herself low behind the counter, her breath catching with every shot. Her heart pounded furiously, but she forced herself to stay calm, gripping her Glock, waiting for an opening.

“¡Mierda! ¡Nos está matando a todos!” one of the gang members screamed, his voice high-pitched with panic. 

“¡Sigue disparando!” another barked back, returning fire. But Vaggie was fast, her movements swift and calculated. Every time they seemed to get a lock on her position, a new gunshot rang out from another direction. 

Charlie could barely keep track of it all. The sounds of boots scuffling, bullets whizzing through the air, and the angry shouts in Spanish were overwhelming, but she focused on surviving. Her hand shook slightly as she held her Glock, the weight of the moment bearing down on her.

Suddenly, she heard heavy footsteps retreating. The gunfire outside was subsiding, replaced by muffled shouts. The gang members were pulling back.

“¡Vámonos, ya!” one of the men yelled. “¡Es una maldita emboscada!”

More footsteps followed, heavy and rushed, as the remaining gang members scrambled toward the exits. The roar of engines igniting outside told Charlie they were making a quick getaway.

But just as the chaos seemed to ebb, Charlie felt something cold press against the back of her neck.

Her body went rigid as she realized she’d been grabbed. A lanky arm snaked around her torso, pinning her in place, and when she twisted to get a look, all she saw was a pair of green and blue eyes peering at her through the slits of a balaclava.

“Gotcha,” the man whispered in a voice Charlie instantly recognized with the American-Italian accent. It was the same guy who had complained earlier—the one who hadn’t been thrilled about hunting her down in the first place.

Before she could react, he tightened his grip, pulling her closer. “Hey! How about ya stop squirming, huh?”

But Charlie wasn’t going to give in that easily. With her free hand, she elbowed him hard in the ribs, grunting as she tried to break free. The man let out a grunt of surprise but didn’t release her.

“Ya are one feisty little bitch, aren’t ya?” he growled. “Should’ve known the fucking blondie would be trouble.”

Charlie gritted her teeth and shifted her weight, frantically scanning her surroundings. Her eyes landed on a metal tray lying nearby. Without a second thought, she grabbed it and swung it as hard as she could, smashing it into the side of the man’s head.

The tray connected with a sickening thud, and the man’s grip on her loosened instantly. He staggered back, dazed, his balaclava slipping down to reveal more of his face just as he slumped to the ground. 

He didn’t move after that, collapsing into an unconscious heap.

Charlie stood momentarily, panting, the tray still clutched in her hands. The roar of the trucks outside faded as they drove off, leaving the cafeteria eerily silent once more. Her legs wobbled, but she forced herself to stay upright, glancing down at the unconscious man.

“Son of a bitch,” she muttered, her chest heaving as she tried to steady herself.

The gunfight had ended, Charlie stood still, her breath ragged as she surveyed the cafeteria. The bodies of the men who had been hunting her lay scattered across the floor, their lifeless hands clutching illegal AK-47s. The sight of the guns made her pause—how did these guys get this firepower? She wiped the sweat from her brow, still feeling the tremors of adrenaline coursing through her system. Her heartbeat pounded in her ears as she took in the mess—the wrecked tables, broken glass, and bullet-ridden walls. She wasn’t sure if it was over, but at least, for now, she could breathe.

Just as her breathing began to steady, Charlie’s ears caught faint footsteps from the hallway, growing louder with each passing second. Her grip tightened on the Glock, and she aimed it toward the doorway. Her body went rigid again, every muscle tensing in anticipation.

The door creaked open slowly, and Charlie’s finger hovered over the trigger, her eyes focused, ready to fire.

Then she saw her. Vaggie.

Without a second thought, the two women rushed toward each other, the relief and desperation to be together overwhelming any sense of caution. Vaggie’s arms wrapped around Charlie tightly, and despite Charlie’s towering height, Vaggie yanked her down and pressed their lips together in a long, passionate kiss. It was fierce, almost frantic—both silently reassuring the other that they were okay, that they had made it through this alive.

When they finally broke apart, Vaggie immediately grabbed both sides of Charlie’s face, her eye scanning her over as if checking for injuries. “Are you okay? Please tell me you’re okay,” she demanded.

Charlie nodded quickly, her heart still racing but not from the fear anymore. “I’m fine, sweetie. I’m fine.”

Vaggie didn’t seem convinced, her hands still gripping Charlie’s face, her expression torn between relief and panic. “When I noticed you weren’t behind me, I saw those assholes moving down the street like they had a damn mission. I followed them, and then I heard them talking about doing... about doing horrible things to you. I couldn’t—I—”

Charlie cut her off with another kiss, silencing her worries. When they finally parted, she rested her forehead against Vaggie’s, her voice soft but firm. “I’m fine because of you. You saved me.”

Vaggie let out a breathless laugh, her lips trembling. “We both made it. We're safe.”

For a brief moment, they allowed themselves to laugh, the tension breaking as they held each other in the ruined cafeteria. But the reality of their situation quickly settled in again. They weren’t out of danger yet.

“We need to move,” Vaggie said, her voice more serious now. “The gunfire will attract the muertos. They’ll be here any minute.”

Charlie nodded but didn’t move just yet. She glanced at the unconscious man on the floor—the same guy who had grabbed her earlier. “Wait,” she said, tightening her grip on Vaggie’s hand. “We’re taking him with us.”

Vaggie’s brow furrowed, her eye narrowing in confusion. “Why?”

“We need answers,” Charlie said, her gaze hardening as she looked down at the man. “He’s with them. He knows things. And I’m willing to bet he knows much more than we think.”

Vaggie stared at the man briefly before sighing, her hands sliding down to Charlie’s waist. “Fine. But we move fast, okay? We don’t have much time before more of them show up—or worse.”

Without wasting a second, she crouched down beside the dead bodies, her movements quick and efficient. Her hands moved over the bloodied corpses, prying the illegal weapons from their cold fingers and rifling through their pockets for anything useful. Extra magazines, a few knives, and a bundle of pills—she grabbed everything that looked even remotely valuable. Time was ticking, and they couldn’t afford to leave anything behind that might help them later.

“Damn,” Vaggie muttered as she inspected one of the rifles. “How do they even get these? We’re talking military-grade.”

“Exactly what I was thinking,” Charlie grunted, bending down to hoist the unconscious man onto her shoulder. He was lean but heavier and taller than she expected, and she had to adjust her balance as his head lolled to the side. 

"At least we know they have connections," Vaggie continued, strapping one of the AKs across her back and stuffing the magazines into her pockets. She glanced at Charlie, her eyes scanning the unconscious man. "And he's the one who's going to tell us all about it."

Charlie nodded, her grip tightening around the man’s arms as she dragged him toward the door. Every step felt heavier, her muscles aching from the earlier fight and the weight of the man pressing down on her. “Let’s just hope he wakes up and feels chatty.”

Vaggie zipped open one last jacket on a corpse, retrieving a map with several red-marked areas. “This might help us figure out what they’re planning next,” she said, tucking it into her waistband. Her head snapped up as a low, distant moan echoed through the hallway—a sound both had grown all too familiar with. The zombies were closing in.

“Charlie, we gotta go—now.”

Charlie gritted her teeth, pulling the man more quickly toward the exit. “I’m moving as fast as I can!”

With one final glance at the dead men sprawled across the cafeteria, Vaggie stood up and sprinted toward Charlie. Together, they made their way out of the building.

Outside, the night was dark and heavy. They could hear the distant groans and the shuffling of feet as the zombies were drawn toward the sound of the earlier gunfight. Charlie huffed under the weight of the unconscious man, but she didn’t stop. Vaggie stayed close, eye scanning every shadow for threats as they headed toward the safer part of the city—or at least, what passed for "safe" in this hellhole.

As they ducked into an alleyway, Vaggie glanced at Charlie, her brow furrowing with concern. “You sure we need him? We could be faster without him.”

Charlie met her gaze, her expression hardening. “He’s coming with us. If we’re going to figure out about these guys with this kind of firepower, he’s our best shot. And if he knows anything else about what they’re planning…”

Vaggie sighed but nodded, wiping some of the grime off her face. “Alright.”

Charlie adjusted the man over her shoulder again, her breath coming in sharp, shallow bursts.

Notes:

parody brand names;
BigCo = Cosco

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plus, fun tidbits abt how zombies function in this au:

1st stage: During the first 24–72 hours since the person is infected and succumbed to the virus, the body appears relatively intact. Rigor mortis sets in after brain death, followed by a slight bloating from internal gases. This early stage of infection barely changes the looks as the infected still looks human, with only minor signs of death like pallor and stiffness. However, this stage is the most dangerous as they still have their muscles and tissues are still mostly intact, making them the fastest and most agile infected.

2nd stage: In 3-5 days post-infection, the body swells as bacteria break down tissue, releasing gases like methane and hydrogen sulfide. The skin may become discolored—greenish or purplish unlike the usual yellowish-gray as the main symptom of the virus—and there is a noticeable odor of decay. Fluids start to seep from body orifices. Zombies during this stage would likely still be dangerous, but their movement would become less agile as bloating sets in. They might stagger more but could still be aggressive like the first stage.

3rd stage: 5–10 days post-infection, tissue breakdown is rapid, and the body’s internal organs begin liquefying. Maggots and insects may infest the corpse. The skin tears easily, and muscle tissue begins to decompose. The body deflates as gases escape. This time, zombies would be slower and more fragile. Limbs could break more easily, and they may begin to lose coordination as muscles degrade. They would have trouble sprinting but could still pose a threat in large numbers.

4th (and maybe a final) stage: 10–25 days post-infection and beyond, most soft tissues have broken down, leaving exposed bones and skeletal remains. The smell of decay might lessen as the body dries out. The majority of muscle mass has been consumed by bacteria and insects. Zombies would be mostly skeletal or desiccated. They would be slow-moving, shambling creatures aka the most common type. They would be far less dangerous individually but still pose a threat in groups (obviously). 1 month and beyond post-infection, all soft tissues decompose, leaving only bones. Insects and environmental conditions clean the skeleton until it is bare. In theory (or technically in real life), without soft tissue, these zombies would no longer function, as they would lack the necessary muscles and tendons for movement.

However, since this is a gay ass chaggie zombie au, the partially decomposed zombies are still active as the virus or infection slow the decomposition process, preserving them in a semi-functional state for longer than normal. For instance, this unknown ass virus might prevent the bacteria that normally decompose bodies from taking full effect.

Chapter 7: 7 Miles Out

Summary:

Charlie is conflicted with Vaggie about whether to trust this lone man after the heavy encounter.

Notes:

the introduction of our best man. expect him to be an asshole to Charlie and especially to Vaggie lmao.

Chapter Text

09:12 pm

Hours had passed, and Charlie worked silently in the dim light of the master bedroom. The room was spacious enough for them to make it through the night. A tall dresser was shoved against the only doorway in the corner, blocking any unwanted entry. It wasn’t perfect, but it would have to do.

Charlie crouched by the window, fingers deftly knotting together the makeshift escape rope—strips of clothing she and Vaggie had scavenged from the bedroom’s closet. The fabric felt worn under her hands, but it would hold. She tested the strength of the final knot before securing it to the window frame, pulling on it a few times to make sure it wouldn’t give way. The last thing they needed was for their escape plan to fail.

She let out a low, tired sigh, her muscles aching from the shit she had dealt with that day. From her vantage point, she could see the city sprawled out below. The streets were eerily quiet, but further in the distance, she spotted movement—hordes of zombies shuffling toward the school where they had fought off the gang earlier. It was only a few blocks away, and Charlie could make out the figures stumbling aimlessly in the moonlight.

“Looks like they’re still drawn to the school,” she muttered, watching the undead shuffle closer to where they had barely escaped. Her breath fogged up the window momentarily before she wiped it away with her sleeve. “Good. At least they’re not heading this way.”

With a final tug on the rope, Charlie tied it off securely, satisfied they’d have an easy exit if things went south. She straightened up, glancing over at the man they had captured earlier. He was bound tightly with ropes—Vaggie had made sure of that—and sat slumped in the corner of the room. He was still unconscious, his head drooping slightly, the side of his face bruised from where Charlie had hit him with the metal tray.

“Still out cold, huh?” Charlie muttered, wiping her hands on her slacks as she stepped away from the window. She crouched beside him, checking the ropes to make sure he couldn’t slip free. The man’s chest rose and fell steadily but hadn’t stirred since they brought him here.

Closely observing his face since Vaggie took off the mask that he's been wearing. A fair-skinned man is disheveled with messy, short, platinum blond hair. Across his face, scattered with freckles and framed with an angular jawline. However, they noticed his long eyelashes and plump lips. Huh, they did not even expect a feminine-looking man to work with horrible people.

Behind her, Vaggie was pacing, her hands nervously twitching at her sides as she glanced toward the barricaded door. “You think he’ll talk when he wakes up?”

Charlie stood up, her fingers brushing through her tied-up hair as she sighed. “He’ll have to. We don’t have a lot of options here, and if we don’t figure out who these people are or how they got those guns… we’re in deeper shit than we thought.”

Vaggie paused for a moment, her eye narrowing as she watched Charlie. “And what if he doesn’t? What if he’s more of a problem than he’s worth?”

Charlie met her gaze. “Then… we deal with him.” She said it calmly. Her words lingered in the air as tension began to creep into the room. Vaggie’s pacing stopped abruptly. Her posture stiffened as she turned to face Charlie fully, her jaw clenched tight.

“You’re kidding. We won’t try to reason with him, are we?” Vaggie’s voice was sharp, edged with frustration. “He’s one of them, Charlie. You know damn well the kind of people they are—the things they do.”

Charlie could feel the weight of Vaggie’s words pressing on her, but she didn’t waver. “I know what they’ve done,” she said calmly, though her tone carried an undercurrent of exhaustion. “But that doesn’t mean we just kill him without trying to talk first. What if he was forced into this? We checked him earlier—he was only carrying a pistol, while the others had fucking assault weapons. Doesn’t that seem off to you?”

Vaggie threw her hands up, clearly exasperated. “I don’t care if he had a slingshot, Charlie! He grabbed you! He could’ve killed you if you hadn’t fought back. You can’t forget that because he has a baby face and a smaller gun!”

Charlie breathed, willing to stay calm as she tried to deflect Vaggie’s anger. “What if he didn’t have a choice? What if he was forced to do it, just like so many others are forced into these groups? You saw the way he hesitated back there. He wasn’t thrilled about coming after us. That’s got to mean something.”

Vaggie shook her head, her expression hardening as she crossed her arms. “You’re too damn forgiving, Charlie. This world isn’t the same anymore. People aren’t the same anymore. You know that better than anyone. We can’t trust anyone, especially not someone who’s already proven he’s willing to hurt you.”

Charlie could see the pain and fear in Vaggie’s eye, but she pressed on. “Do you remember when we first met? In that hospital? You didn’t trust me. Hell, you barely even spoke to me. You were recovering, scared, and unsure of everyone around you. But I didn’t give up on you, did I?”

Vaggie’s expression faltered slightly, but she didn’t respond, her arms tightly crossed over her chest.

Charlie stepped closer, her voice softening. “I did everything I could to show you that you were safe with me. That you could trust me. And eventually, you did. I gave you a chance, Vaggie. All I’m asking is that we do the same for him.”

For a moment, Vaggie was silent, her gaze flickering as if she were fighting an internal battle. Charlie could see the conflict written across her face—the way Vaggie’s protective instincts warred with her sense of reason.

“You don’t know him like you know me,” Vaggie finally said, her voice quieter now but firm. “You don’t know what he’s done or capable of.”

Charlie nodded. “You’re right. I don’t. But that’s why we talk to him first. We find out who he is and what he knows. And if we don’t like what we hear, we deal with it then. But we give him a chance. That’s all I’m asking.”

Vaggie looked away, letting out a long, defeated sigh. She rubbed a hand over her face, clearly torn, but she knew Charlie wouldn’t let this go.

“Fine,” Vaggie muttered, her voice tinged with reluctance. “You want to lead this? Go ahead. But I’m telling you right now, the moment he tries something, I’m not holding back.”

Charlie offered a small, tired smile, relieved that Vaggie was willing to meet her halfway. “Thank you,” she said quietly, knowing how much Vaggie needed to relent, even if just a little.

Vaggie didn’t respond, and her jaw still clenched as she turned back toward the unconscious man, her gaze hardening once again. “Just don’t expect me to be warm and fuzzy about this, okay?”

Charlie chuckled softly. “I wouldn’t dream of it.” 

As Vaggie returned to watching the bound man, Charlie stood by the window again, glancing at the approaching zombies in the distance.

The man stirred moments later, and a small groan escaped his lips as his head lolled to the side. Charlie’s attention snapped back to him, her eyes narrowing as she knelt beside him. Vaggie also stopped pacing, turning to face him with arms crossed tightly over her chest.

“He’s waking up,” Charlie whispered, more to herself than anyone else.

“Finally,” Vaggie muttered under her breath, already stepping closer.

Charlie considered for a moment. “Maybe a little splash of water will help wake him up.” She reached for her water bottle, thinking just a few drops might do the trick. But before she could unscrew the cap, Vaggie snatched it from her hands.

Without hesitation, Vaggie squeezed the bottle, drenching the man’s face with an abrupt splash. His eyes shot open in shock, sputtering as he tried to shake off the water.

“Vaggie!” Charlie protested, wide-eyed, with her tone a mix of frustration and disbelief. “That’s not what I meant! We don’t need to be inhumane about it.”

Vaggie, unfazed, gave Charlie a look that was equal parts irritation and amusement, pointing at the now fully awake man. “Inhumane or not, he’s up, isn’t he?”

Sure enough, soaked and disoriented, the man blinked rapidly, trying to process what had just happened. “What the fuck…?” he muttered, looking around the room with tired green and blue eyes, clearly confused.

Charlie sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose for a moment before kneeling to his level. “Hey, it’s okay. You’re safe. No one’s going to hurt you, we just—”

The man interrupted with a low, smug chuckle, his lips curling into a sly grin. “Safe? Babe, I’ve had one hell of a day, and now I’m tied up in some shitty bedroom with two chicks bathing me. If that’s your idea of safe, I’m dying to know what dangerous looks like.”

Charlie’s brows furrowed while Vaggie’s eye twitched in irritation. She crossed her arms even tighter, her patience already wearing thin. “We didn’t drag your sorry ass here for jokes. We want answers. Now.”

The man licked his lips, raising an eyebrow as his grin widened. “Answers? Sweetheart, I didn’t know I was signing up for twenty questions. But since ya asked so nicely…” He paused dramatically, leaning his head back against the wall. “Go to hell.”

Vaggie immediately stepped forward, her fists clenching at her sides. “Why, you fucker—"

Charlie quickly raised a hand, cutting her off. “Vaggie, wait.” She turned back to the man, trying to remain calm. “Look, we don’t have time for games. We want to know who you’re working for and how you got all those weapons. That’s it.”

The man’s eyes glinted with amusement as he looked Charlie up and down. “Oh, I see what’s happening here. Good cop, bad cop. Lemme guess—she’s the bad cop, and you’re the sweet one trying to butter me up.” He smirked, clearly enjoying himself. “Hate to break it to ya, but I’m not falling for it.”

Charlie sighed deeply, her shoulders sagging as she looked over at Vaggie, who glared at the man. “This isn’t a game. We just need information.”

The man tilted his head, mockingly pouting his lips. “Aw, honey, you’re breaking my heart. But I’m not in a chatty mood, especially after your girlfriend here decided to go all firehose on me.”

Vaggie’s patience snapped. “I swear to God, if you don’t start talking, I’m going to—"

“—Going to what?” he interrupted, his voice dripping with sarcasm. “Throw more water at me? Please, I’ve had worse.”

Charlie could sense Vaggie’s temper boiling over, so she quickly stepped before her. “Let me handle this,” she said softly, giving Vaggie a pleading look. Vaggie let out a frustrated huff but stepped back, her gaze fixed on the man.

Charlie knelt closer to the man, trying to soften her expression. “Look, I know you don’t want to be here, and we don’t want this to drag out any longer than it has to. Tell us what we need to know, and we’ll let you go.”

He snickered, the corner of his mouth twitching upward as he tilted his head toward her. “Oh, I’m sure you’ll let me go. After you’re done playing house with me.”

Charlie’s calm demeanor faltered momentarily, but she forced herself to stay composed. “We don’t have to make this harder than it already is. You could help us, and we could figure something out. It doesn’t have to end badly.”

He gave her an exaggerated look before letting out a mock gasp. “Wow. Ya believe that, don’t you? How cute. But here’s the thing, dollface—I don’t owe ya shit.”

Vaggie couldn’t hold back any longer. “That’s it, I’m done.” She pushed forward, fists clenched as she glared down at him. “You’ve had your fun. Now start talking, or I swear I’ll—”

Charlie stood firmly on Vaggie’s shoulder to stop her from lunging forward. “Vaggie, please,” she whispered, her voice low and urgent.

Vaggie let out a shaky breath, her hands trembling as she stepped back, clearly restraining herself from hitting him. “You’ve got five minutes,” she muttered under her breath, pacing to the far side of the room, though her gaze never left the man.

Charlie turned back to him, now more frustrated than before but still trying to maintain her calm. “You’re not making this any easier.”

The man leaned his head back, rolling his eyes as if this was the most boring conversation of his life. “Easier? Honey, if you’re looking for easy, you’re in the wrong business.”

Charlie clenched her jaw, trying not to let his taunts get to her. She crouched down again, lowering her voice. “What’s your name?”

He raised an eyebrow at her as if genuinely surprised by the question. “You wanna know my name? Gee, I didn’t know we were on a first-name basis. Tell ya what—I’ll give you my name if you give me yours. Fair?”

Charlie sighed, rubbing her temple. “It’s Charlie. Now, your turn.”

The man stared at her momentarily, clearly weighing his options before flashing a toothy grin. “Angel Dust. But ya can call me whatever ya want, babe.”

Vaggie groaned audibly from the corner. “Oh, for fuck’s sake…”

Charlie exhaled slowly. “Alright, Angel. Now, can you just—”

“—Sweetie, ya think that’s my real name?” he interrupted with a laugh. “Please, you’re too much fun.” He winked at her, his entire demeanor oozing smug satisfaction.

Vaggie’s fists clenched again, but Charlie sighed, exhausted by the conversation. “We’re getting nowhere with this.”

Angel snickered, clearly pleased with himself. “Yeah, and whose fault is that, hmm?”

Vaggie started toward him again, her face set in a stern glare, but Charlie stepped in front of her again, holding her back with a gentle but firm hand.

“We’ll try again in a few hours,” Charlie muttered, shaking her head. “Hopefully, you’ll be a little more cooperative by then.”

Angel just smirked as they walked away, his voice dripping with amusement. “I wouldn’t count on it, sweetheart.”

Vaggie stormed out of the room, muttering curses under her breath, while Charlie lingered a moment longer, her hand pressed to her forehead. This was going to be a long night.


Moments had passed, and the tension in the room had settled into a more manageable quiet. Charlie and Vaggie were crouched at the other side of the bedroom, preparing a modest dinner of corned beef mixed with canned vegetables—corn, peas, and carrots. Vaggie had pulled out a tiny stovetop used for camping, which caught Charlie's attention.

Charlie raised an eyebrow, impressed. “Didn’t know you had this.”

Vaggie gave a slight shrug, and her eye focused on stirring the makeshift stew. “Picked it up from some supply run a while back. Figured it might come in handy.”

Charlie couldn’t help but smile. “You’re… full of surprises, sweetie.”

Vaggie allowed herself a brief smirk. “Survival teaches you to be crafty.” She paused, her voice lowering slightly. “You know, after… everything. You pick up a few things.”

As the smell of food filled the room, Angel Dust stirred from his spot in the corner, still bound tightly by the ropes. His stomach growled audibly, and he glanced toward the two women. “Hey, what’s a guy gotta do to get a bite around here? Ya gonna feed me, or just let me starve in this cozy little prison of yours?”

Neither Charlie nor Vaggie answered him, focused instead on plating their portions. Vaggie, in particular, didn’t even look in his direction as she set a portion of the food on Charlie’s plate. Her eye narrowed as she took in the unconscious jab of guilt from her companion, but she stayed quiet for now.

“Seriously, though,” Angel protested, his tone shifting from casual to annoyed. “What, you’re just gonna eat in front of me? Not even gonna give me a scrap? C’mon, I’m starving over here!”

Charlie looked down at her plate, the meager portion she’d set aside for herself. She hadn’t even considered increasing the portion size for him. Her stomach tightened with guilt, but she remained silent momentarily, glancing at Vaggie, who was more than ready to leave Angel out of their dinner plans.

Vaggie shot a glare toward him, her voice sharp. “We’re not sharing with prisoners. Do you think we’re just going to waste good food on someone who could’ve killed us earlier? Dream on.”

Angel scoffed, rolling his eyes. “Waste? Oh, sure, like I haven’t been through enough already. Ya tied me up, splashed water in my face, and now you’re gonna make me sit here and watch ya eat? Real classy.”

Vaggie opened her mouth to snap back, but Charlie suddenly stood, her plate still in hand.

“Charlie, don’t,” Vaggie warned, her voice edged with frustration, but it was too late.

Charlie knelt before Angel, her plate and two separate metal utensils in one hand. “Here,” she said, her voice softer as she handed him a fork and spoon. “You’re not going to get much, but it’s something.”

Angel stared at her, momentarily stunned. His usual cocky smirk faltered as he took the utensils, not sure whether to be grateful or to make another smart-ass comment.

Vaggie groaned from behind, her arms crossed tightly over her chest. “You’re making a mistake, Charlie. You can’t trust him.”

Charlie glanced back at her, holding up a hand. “I’m not saying I trust him. But he’s still a person.”

Angel, for once, didn’t have a snide remark ready. He eyed the food cautiously as Charlie offered him her portion, then handed him an extra bottle of water she had pulled from her bag.

“Seriously?” Vaggie muttered, shaking her head. “You’re too fucking soft.”

“Maybe,” Charlie said quietly, “but I can’t just sit here and let him go hungry.”

Angel’s eyes flicked between the two women before settling on the food before him. He hesitated momentarily before taking a small bite, the tension in his shoulders loosening slightly. “You’re not as dumb as I thought,” he muttered, chewing slowly. “I wasn’t exactly getting fed where I came from, either.”

Charlie looked at him, her curiosity piqued. “What do you mean?”

Angel swallowed another bite, shrugging. “The group I’m with? They don’t exactly share. It’s a fight for scraps half the time. Ya think I volunteered to chase you down? I’m as hungry as ya are, toots.”

Charlie’s expression softened slightly. She didn’t say anything, but the small gesture of sharing her meal seemed to shift something in the air between them. Angel continued eating, though he never lost his usual sarcastic edge.

“Don’t expect me to start singing your praises or anything,” he added, taking another bite. “But… thanks, I guess.”

From across the room, Vaggie shook her head in disapproval, though her gaze remained on Charlie, a mixture of exasperation and reluctant admiration. “This better not come back to bite us in the ass, Charlie.”

Charlie didn’t respond, her eyes still on Angel as he finished his share. The last few bites were consumed in relative silence, save for the occasional scrape of a utensil against the plate or the faint rustling of clothing as the three shifted in their spots. Charlie sat beside Angel, having remained by his side long enough for him to finish the small portion she had given him.

Vaggie cleaned her plate, her movements sharp and precise, still irritated by Charlie’s decision. She glanced sideways toward the two, catching Charlie about to rise from her spot. Though far from filling, the makeshift dinner had at least quieted their stomachs for now.

Holding her plate and silverware in one hand, Charlie stood up when she felt a tug on her dress shirt sleeve. She looked down to find Angel’s hand gripping the fabric, holding her back just slightly. His expression, for once, was devoid of its usual arrogance.

“What?” she asked, raising an eyebrow, already bracing herself for another sarcastic comment. “You still hungry or something?”

Angel shook his head, his grip tightening momentarily before loosening again. “Nah, I just… I got something to say.”

Charlie blinked, clearly taken aback. “Okay?” Her voice filled with suspicion. The expectation of another one of his smart-ass remarks lingered.

Angel’s lips twitched, but instead of the usual smirk, there was a flicker of something else, something more sincere. “No, not my usual asshole crap,” he said, voice softer than usual. “I just… Look, I know I’m a piece of shit, but ya didn’t have to do what ya did. Ya didn’t have to treat me like I’m still a person.”

Charlie’s expression shifted, her eyes narrowing slightly. “You are a person,” she said slowly as if the thought was apparent. “Being an asshole doesn’t change that.”

He huffed, shaking his head. “Yeah, well, after all the shit I’ve thrown at ya? Ya should’ve just left me to starve.”

For a moment, Charlie didn’t say anything. She stared at him, unsure how to react to this unexpected moment of honesty. “I’ve dealt with worse,” she finally said, her tone casual, almost dismissive. “You’re not the first person to throw shit at me. Hell, you’re not even the worst. Before all this, I got my fair share of assholes, trust me.”

Angel’s brow furrowed, his eyes flicking toward her as if he was trying to gauge if she was being serious. “Ya mean… before the apocalypse?”

Charlie nodded, her voice softening. “Yeah. This whole thing didn’t make people assholes. It just… made it harder to hide.”

Angel’s mouth opened as if he wanted to respond, but no words came out. Instead, he looked at her momentarily before muttering, “Huh. Never really thought of it like that.”

Charlie gave him a faint smile, a mixture of sadness and acceptance in her eyes. “You’re not as hard to figure out as you think, Angel.” She stood up again, shaking her head. “Now, I’ve gotta put this away.”

She returned to the tiny camping stove where Vaggie was cleaning up. She set her plate and silverware aside, exchanging a glance with her girlfriend, who was watching her with a raised eyebrow.

“Still think I’m too soft?” Charlie asked, her tone light, but a more profound question was hidden in it.

Vaggie sighed, the frustration in her gaze softening just a little. “You’re too soft, but…” She glanced at Angel, still seated on the floor. “I get it.”

Charlie nodded, not needing to say more. She knew Vaggie understood, even if she disagreed. Then, with one last glance toward Angel, she returned to finish up.


Charlie settled down next to Angel again, her eyes flicking to Vaggie in the background, who was tidying up the remnants of dinner. She was cautious, knowing how quickly things could shift with Angel. Despite the rare vulnerability he'd just shown, his default mode was still antagonistic, especially when Vaggie was around.

Angel stretched his legs out, glancing over at Vaggie with a sneer. "So, when are you gonna get rid of her?" he asked Charlie, his voice dripping with his usual cocky attitude.

Charlie frowned, confused. "What?"

Angel rolled his eyes. "Her," he said, jerking his chin in Vaggie’s direction. "Ya don’t need her around. Just ya and me, we can talk. Get her out."

Vaggie’s body stiffened from across the room, and she turned to face them, glaring. "Excuse me?"

Charlie shot Angel a stern look. “No. She stays.” Her tone left no room for negotiation. “Vaggie’s my girlfriend. You don’t get to talk like that."

Angel raised his hands mockingly, a smirk spreading across his face. "Oh, girlfriend, huh? That’s cute. Didn’t peg you for the type to settle down.” 

Vaggie’s glare intensified, her patience wearing thin. “Watch it, Dust,” she spat, stepping closer.

Angel, unphased by the rising tension, tilted his head with an infuriating grin. “Well, that explains a lot. The way ya two stick together like glue. Settle a bet for me, Charlie. Who’s the top, and who’s the bottom? Or do ya two take turns?”

Vaggie’s face twisted with anger, her fists clenching as she stepped forward. "You’ve got about two seconds to shut your mouth before I shut it for you, asshole."

Seeing the tension rising, Charlie quickly put her hand on Vaggie’s arm, holding her back. "Okay, stop," she said firmly, her voice severe but low. "That’s not nice, and we’re not doing this. If you’ve got something to say, say it and cut the crap."

Angel chuckled, clearly amused by the reaction he’d provoked. "Oh, come on, sweetheart. I’m just having a bit of fun. No need to get all wound up." He exhaled dramatically, the humor in his eyes dying as he leaned back against the wall. "Alright, alright. Let’s cut to the chase, then."

Charlie raised an eyebrow, still on guard but relieved he was finally getting to the point. "Go on."

Angel stretched his arms out lazily, glancing between Charlie and Vaggie before his smirk faded slightly. “Okay, fine. You wanna know why I’m here? Why was I sent after you?” His tone dropped, becoming more serious. “The group I’m with… they’re a cartel. A real nasty bunch who think they can take over Brooklyn.”

Vaggie, arms still crossed, frowned. "A cartel? Why the hell would a cartel want to take over Brooklyn in a zombie apocalypse? What’s the point?"

Angel pointed at her with his finger like she’d hit the nail on the head. "Exactly!" He laughed bitterly. “It’s insane, right? The world’s gone to shit, but they’re still playing the same old power games. Trying to carve out territory like it’s business as usual.”

Charlie blinked, trying to process his words. “So… why are you with them? Why would you even run with a cartel?” 

Angel sighed, running a hand through his hair. “Before all this, I already had connections with them. Most of them were my regular clients.”

Charlie leaned in, curious. "What do you mean? Why would they have all those weapons? What kind of business were they doing before all of this?"

Angel snorted, looking at her like she’d just asked the dumbest question. "Business? Sweetheart, you don’t get it, do you? I wasn’t exactly running some corner store before the world went to shit."

Charlie blinked, still not catching on. "So… what? You mean… like drugs?"

Angel let out a sharp laugh, shaking his head. "No, honey. Sex. I’m a prostitute. Always have been. Most of those cartel guys? Regular clients of mine." He said it so bluntly, as if it were the most normal thing in the world.

Charlie’s mouth snapped shut, her face flushing with embarrassment. "Oh…"

Angel chuckled, clearly enjoying her discomfort. "Yeah, now you’re getting it. They were regulars, and they knew I could be useful. I know how to handle myself. They’ve got access to weapons you wouldn’t believe. Automatic rifles, grenades, stuff they shouldn’t even have.”

Vaggie, who had been quietly fuming in the background, looked intrigued now, her arms loosening from their crossed position. “And they want to use those weapons to take over Brooklyn? For what?”

Angel shrugged. “Power, territory, whatever. They’re obsessed with control. Even in a world full of zombos, people still want to be at the top of the food chain. Doesn’t matter if the world’s burning down around them.”

Charlie nodded. “So, they sent you after us because…?”

Angel raised an eyebrow. “Because you’re in their way. They’re looking for anyone who might be competition. They think they’ll be the last ones standing when the dust clears if they can take out groups like yours. It’s all about survival, sweetheart.”

Vaggie let out a bitter laugh. “Survival? They sound like they’re just making things worse.”

Angel’s smirk returned, but it was more subdued this time, with a touch of bitterness behind it. “Welcome to the world, babe. Even before the apocalypse, it was always like this. Now it’s just out in the open.”

Charlie remained silent for a moment, processing everything Angel had just said. Her fingers absentmindedly traced her arm as she finally voiced the question gnawing at her.

"Why would the cartel think we’re competition?" she asked, her voice tinged with confusion. "It’s just the two of us. We’re not a threat. Why come after us?"

Angel shrugged, leaning back again with a casual air that didn’t match the gravity of the situation. "Cartel’s paranoid like that. They see anyone outside their little kingdom as competition. Besides..." He paused, his eyes flicking over to Charlie with a grim smirk. "It’s not always about competition. Now that law and order’s gone? They can do whatever they want. And you… well, you’d make a real nice trophy for them." 

Charlie felt her stomach twist at his words. The cafeteria at the school flashed in her mind, that moment when she realized how vulnerable she was, how quickly things could go from bad to worse. She forced herself to meet Angel’s eyes, trying to steady her breathing.

Vaggie, however, wasn’t having any of it. Her jaw clenched, and she stormed to the corner of the room where the stolen AK-47 leaned against the wall. "We’ll see about that," she muttered, grabbing the weapon and slamming a magazine into place. "I’ll shoot down every last one of those bastards."

Angel snorted, casually picking at his nails. "Yeah, genius. Because taking on a cartel that’s got way more numbers and weapons always works out great."

Vaggie’s hands tightened on the rifle, and she glared at him. "They’re not exactly sharpshooters themselves," she snapped, her voice a low growl. "I’ve seen how they operate. It’s brute force and spray-and-pray tactics."

Charlie’s head snapped up, her discomfort turning into alarm. "Vaggie, no! We can’t just start killing people. I’m not—" She hesitated, searching for the right words. "We’re not animals. We can’t just kill whoever we want because law and order collapsed."

Vaggie turned to face her, disbelief flashing in her eyes. "Are you serious, Charlie? These are horrible people. They would kill us in a second, and you’re talking about not killing them?"

Charlie stood, her hands shaking slightly as she faced Vaggie. "That’s not who we are!" she exclaimed, her voice rising. "We’re not like them! We don’t kill people just because we can!"

Angel chuckled darkly from his spot on the floor. "You’re cute when you’re all righteous, dollface. But I gotta say, I agree with shortie on this one. Those cartel guys? They’re scum. Killing them would be doing the world a favor."

Charlie shot him a look, her expression one of bewilderment. "You’re on board with this? I thought you were one of them!"

Angel’s smirk faded, replaced by something more tired, more resigned. "I wasn’t exactly treated like royalty, sweetheart. Especially as a gay guy. Valentino—the asshole who’s running the whole operation? Let’s just say he’s done things that make me very open to the idea of him getting a bullet in the head." His voice was bitter, the casual tone he used before gone.

Charlie’s throat tightened. She hadn’t expected that. "Valentino… did he…?"

Angel met her gaze, his eyes hard. "Yeah. And not just me. Plenty of others. But me? I was his favorite little plaything." His words hung in the air like a toxic cloud, and the room felt colder for a moment.

Charlie swallowed, struggling to find the right words. "I’m… I’m sorry, Angel."

He waved a hand dismissively. "Don’t be. Just saying, your girl’s crazy plan? Not the worst idea I’ve heard."

Charlie’s pacifist nature reared its head again, though now, it felt more conflicted. She understood Angel’s pain, but she couldn’t bring herself to agree with killing—even if they were people who did terrible things. "I… I can’t condone killing anyone, even if they’re as bad as Valentino. There has to be another way."

Vaggie, meanwhile, glanced at Angel with a raised eyebrow. "So you’re suddenly on board with taking out the cartel?"

Angel shrugged. "Look, I don’t have much left in this world, but if you’re gonna take down the guy who made my life hell, I’m not stopping you. Hell, I’ll even help, as insane as it sounds."

Charlie shook her head. "I’m not comfortable with this…"

Angel chuckled again, though it lacked his usual edge. "I get it. You’re the nice one. But look, sweetheart, the world’s different now. It’s them or us. And I’m guessing you two have a plan, right? Some safe place you’re heading for? I can help with that."

Vaggie stiffened slightly, her eye narrowing in a silent warning. She didn’t say anything, but her body language spoke volumes. Charlie caught the look and nodded, understanding Vaggie’s concern.

"We’re still figuring things out," Charlie said carefully, not wanting to reveal too much. "But once this is all sorted, we’ll let you know what’s next."

Angel raised an eyebrow, his curiosity piqued, but he didn’t push further. "Alright, princess. I’ll hold you to that.”

Chapter 8: Cruelty

Summary:

In a world where law and order no longer exists, it is way more unsafe than before.

Notes:

tw. valentino's appearance, along with SA attempt. you can skip the SA scene that is inbetween the "**" if you're extremely uncomfortable.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

09:37 am

The morning sun filtered weakly through the clouds, casting a grayish hue over the abandoned streets of Brooklyn. Charlie’s dress shoes crunched against the rubble-strewn sidewalk as she shoved Angel forward, her face twisted into an expression of discomfort. The balaclava she wore itched against her skin, and every time Angel glanced back at her, grinning behind his restraints, she wanted to roll her eyes so far back she could see her brain.

“I could get used to this, y’know,” Angel teased, his voice lilting. “You playin’ the rough captor, me as the helpless damsel in distress? Feels like one of those trashy movies. What’s next, sweetheart? Gonna toss me over your shoulder like a sack of potatoes?”

Charlie grimaced, tightening her grip on the back of his jacket, and pushed him harder. "Shush, Angel. You're supposed to be my prisoner, remember?"

Angel laughed, entirely too at ease for someone supposedly being held at gunpoint. "Yeah, yeah, I know. But you’ll have to work on your tough guy act, doll. You look like you’re about to apologize for this bullshit."

“I am about to apologize for this,” she muttered. “This whole plan is insane!”

They approached a corner, and Charlie instinctively scanned the area for movement. Her eyes darted toward the rooftops, hoping Vaggie had already found a vantage point. Her heart raced. Vaggie had taken off hours ago, heading for a higher spot where she could cover them with her stolen assault rifle. They hadn’t heard from her since, and that gnawing uncertainty sat heavy in Charlie’s chest.

Angel’s voice broke through her thoughts. “Don’t worry, toots. If this whole plan blows up, at least you get to say you escorted the prettiest prostitute in Brooklyn.”

Charlie’s face burned behind her mask. “Jesus, Angel. Stop saying that! You’re not helping.”

He winked over his shoulder, utterly unfazed by the situation. “Just trying to lighten the mood. You look like you’ll faint, and we can’t have that. You gotta stay in character. Besides...” He leaned in close, lowering his voice dramatically. “I bet they’ll think you’re one of them. I mean, look at you. That suit? Killer. If I didn’t know better, I’d think you were some mob boss with that towering ‘I-don’t-take-shit-from-anyone’ thing you’ve got going.”

Charlie sighed, exasperated. "They're going to think I'm a guy, Angel. And I’m not exactly thrilled about that either."

“Well, at least you look the part! You know how many idiots out there think size means power? Your height alone's enough to make them piss themselves. Even I’m still way taller than you!" Angel’s grin faded slightly as they neared the New York Hall of Science. The building loomed ahead of them, and reality seemed to settle in. The once-renowned museum, now repurposed by the cartel, was guarded by makeshift barricades and sentries.

Charlie’s grip on Angel tightened as her nerves caught up again. “This is it.”

“That’s their base. Valentino and his fuckers run everything from here. You want to take them down, and you’ll need to get inside—quietly.” Angel, who’d pointed to the museum on the looted map, his finger tracing the streets they’d have to take. “ We need to get inside quietly,” Angel had corrected, raising a brow.

“You’re the only one who knows the layout,” Charlie had pointed out. “But if you try anything, Angel—”

“Relax, babe. I’m on your side. I want that bastard dead as much as you do.”

Now, standing just streets away from the base, Charlie still didn’t trust him entirely, but this was their best shot. The plan was simple: sneak in under the guise of bringing in the prisoner—Angel—while Vaggie provided cover from a distance. The fact that Angel had even joked about Charlie escorting him as if he were still a prostitute had nearly derailed the plan entirely. She’d blushed furiously, protesting at his bad joke.

“Charlie,” Vaggie had warned, her tone solemn, “Stay focused. Angel might be useful, but don’t forget—this is a cartel. They won’t hesitate to kill both of you if they figure it out.”

Now, in the present, as they approached the barricade, Charlie had to force her hands to stop shaking. She adjusted the balaclava again, hoping her 6’1" frame, broad shoulders, and choice of maroon slacks, vest, and dress shirt would sell the disguise as some hulking, unnamed cartel enforcer (even though that's her usual outfit in the damn apocalypse). Her dark clothing soaked slightly from the morning fog, clung to her form, adding to the illusion. With the balaclava concealing her face, she could almost pass for one of the brutes the cartel hired.

Angel, meanwhile, was practically skipping despite his tied wrists. He threw Charlie a sideways glance, his smirk firmly back in place. “Hey, when this is over, maybe you could try out a career in hostage negotiation. You’ve got the look down—suit, gun, the whole badass package.”

“Angel,” Charlie warned, “shush.”

They were close enough now to see two cartel guards lounging by the barricade, their weapons slung lazily over their shoulders. One of them straightened up as he noticed them approaching.

Charlie’s pulse quickened as she pressed the barrel of her pistol against Angel’s back a little harder than necessary. “Just stay cool,” she muttered.

Angel, true to form, threw her a wink. “Always am, babe.”

As they approached the guards, Charlie squared her shoulders, assuming a stern stance, trying her best to look intimidating. The taller guard, a skinny guy with a cigarette dangling from his mouth, looked them over suspiciously.

“What’s this?” he grunted, eyeing Angel.

Charlie deepened her voice, the mask muffling her already low tone. “Prisoner,” she said shortly, giving Angel a shove.

Angel stumbled forward dramatically as if he were in some cheap action flick. “Please!” he cried out, putting on an over-the-top performance. “Don’t hurt me! I swear, I didn’t do anything!”

Charlie cringed internally at his theatrics, barely suppressing the urge to groan aloud. This is so fucking embarrassing.

The guards looked between Charlie and Angel, clearly confused. The one with the cigarette squinted. “You caught him?”

Charlie’s throat tightened as the guard squinted at her. The smoke from his cigarette curled lazily in the damp morning air, but his eyes were sharp, taking in every detail. His partner shifted slightly, the butt of his rifle tapping against the barricade. 

“Escapee,” Charlie grunted, shoving Angel again. She lowered her voice even further, hoping to mask any hint of nervousness. “This idiot tried to slip out after the fiasco at the school last night. Caught him during patrols this morning.”

Angel gave an exaggerated yelp, stumbling forward with such dramatic flair that it nearly made Charlie’s stomach churn. "I didn't mean to! Please, I’m just trying to survive!" he cried, high-pitched and pleading. “I don’t want any trouble, I swear!”

Charlie’s face burned under the mask. God, he’s really milking this, she thought. Forcing herself to stay in character, she jerked her thumb in Angel’s direction. "Dumbass thought he could run," she growled, trying to sound annoyed, like a seasoned cartel goon dealing with a hassle.

The two guards exchanged a suspicious glance. The one with the cigarette took a long drag, eyeing her up and down. “What patrol?” he asked, his voice dripping with doubt. “Ain’t heard of any patrols in this sector. Who sent you?”

Charlie's heart skipped a beat, and a cold sweat trickled down her spine. Shit. She hadn’t anticipated this. Her mind raced for a response, grasping for anything that would make sense. Movies. She’d seen movies about criminals, right? Think, think!

Suddenly, a line from No Country for Old Men popped into her mind. It wasn’t perfect, but it was better than freezing up.

“New orders,” she said, her voice tense but trying to sound gruff. “You know how it is. Valentino’s pissed after what happened at the school. He wants us on patrol, sweeping the area for stragglers and... potential threats.” She held her breath, hoping that would do the trick.

The guard raised an eyebrow, still not convinced. His partner, shorter and stockier, narrowed his eyes. “What are you talking about? Patrols ain't something we usually do. Valentino doesn’t waste time with that kinda shit.”

Charlie’s heart pounded. Fuck, fuck, fuck. She quickly tried to salvage it, bullshitting with as much confidence as she could muster. “He’s changing it up,” she grunted, sounding like this was old news. “Wants tighter control now. Said something about how he doesn’t trust anyone. Sent some of us to sweep the area for anyone suspicious.” She shrugged, trying to play it cool. “Y’know how he is. Doesn’t want anyone pulling a fast one on him.”

There was a tense silence. Charlie could feel sweat beading at her hairline, her fingers tightening around the grip of her gun. Please, let this work.

Finally, the stocky guard scratched his head. “Actually… come to think of it, Valentino did send some of the guys out to look for this one specifically.” He jabbed a finger in Angel’s direction. “Valentino ain’t happy about him slipping through.”

Seeing an opportunity to add fuel to the fire, Angel upped his performance. “I didn’t mean to escape! I swear, I just wanted out! I didn’t know I was that important!” His voice cracked dramatically, and he even threw in a little sob for good measure. “Please! I don’t wanna go back!”

Charlie cringed hard under her mask but nodded as if Angel’s nonsense was legitimate. “Took some effort to track him down,” she said, her voice steady despite her fraying nerves. “Valentino’s been real clear. He wants him back alive. Made it real clear that... well, let's just say the boss ain’t in a forgiving mood.” She gave Angel a shove for added effect.

The taller guard frowned, exhaling a long puff of smoke. He eyed Charlie repeatedly, but this time, there was a grudging sense of acceptance. “Alright,” he muttered. “If Valentino wants him alive, you’d better bring him in. But I’m telling you now, if you’re fuckin’ with us, it’s not gonna end well for either of you.”

Charlie nodded, trying to suppress her relief. “Got it,” she replied, nudging Angel forward again. “Let’s go. Don’t wanna keep the boss waiting.”

Angel, ever the showman, shuffled forward with exaggerated reluctance. “I didn’t mean it! I swear!” he cried again, but Charlie gave him a more brutal shove this time. 

“Move it, Angel,” she muttered through gritted teeth.

Angel, still playing up his role, put on his best pitiful expression. “Please, just take me to Valentino. I’ll explain everything!”

The taller guard waved them through. “Fine, fine. The boss’ll want to deal with him personally.”

As they passed the guards and moved toward the barricade, the tension in Charlie’s shoulders didn’t ease. The guards let them through, but she couldn’t shake the feeling that they’d be watched. Angel glanced over his shoulder, flashing her a mischievous wink. 

“See?” he whispered. “Told ya you’d make a great captor.”

Charlie glared at him, though he couldn’t see it under her mask. “Angel, if you don’t shut it, I swear to god I’ll—”

“You’ll what?” Angel whispered back, smirking. “Escort me some more?”

Charlie stepped through the barricade, her pulse racing as the cartel’s stronghold came into full view. The New York Hall of Science, once a place for education and exploration, now stood as a crumbling fortress in the middle of a devastated Brooklyn. The central dome was riddled with bullet holes and graffiti, and its glass panels shattered and replaced by hastily erected sheets of metal. Armed men and women—grimy, scarred, and dangerous-looking—patrolled the grounds with assault rifles slung across their shoulders.

Inside, the museum had been gutted, its once-sterile halls now serving as makeshift barracks and storage rooms. A thin layer of grime covered everything—counters, walls, floors, all scarred by the apocalyptic chaos. Where there had once been exhibits on space exploration and scientific discovery, now there were crates of stolen goods, weapons, and drugs stacked haphazardly. Some areas still had remnants of the old museum; faded banners for exhibits on physics or biology dangled limply from the ceiling.

The smell of sweat, stale smoke, and unwashed bodies filled the air, mixing with the tang of rusting metal. In one corner, a group of cartel members were loudly gambling around a table, their laughter echoing through the gutted halls. Others were in deep conversation, their voices low, sharp, and serious, punctuated by the occasional bark of orders.

Charlie kept her hand firmly on Angel’s back, but as they walked deeper into the building, she made him take the lead. "Alright, you know the way," she muttered, voice low. "Get us to Valentino without drawing any more attention."

Angel straightened up slightly, the playful grin never entirely leaving his face. “As you wish, toots,” he whispered, taking the lead with a calm air like a man used to navigating dangerous territories. Despite his seemingly carefree attitude, Charlie knew he had to be as tense as she was. No one strolled through a cartel base without their nerves on edge.

They passed through what was once the main exhibit hall, the walls now adorned with crude posters of gang symbols, bullet-riddled old televisions, and makeshift lighting systems powered by scavenged generators. Armed men leaned against pillars or sat on overturned crates, watching with lazy suspicion as Charlie and Angel moved past. Some recognized Angel and gave knowing smirks, but none stopped them.

The center of the room held a cage—a metal box where two men fought for sport, surrounded by jeering cartel members. Blood slicked the concrete floor beneath their feet, and Charlie quickly turned her head, trying not to let the sight or smell of the violence unnerve her. She glanced at Angel, wondering if he felt anything seeing this.

“Getting nervous, doll?” Angel teased over his shoulder. “Don’t worry, it’s only a couple more turns.”

She rolled her eyes behind her mask but didn’t say anything. The further they went, the more the tension in her gut wound tighter. The men here didn’t look like your average thugs—they were hardened, dangerous, the kind that didn’t hesitate to kill at the slightest provocation. One wrong move, and they could both be dead.

Finally, they reached a pair of heavy double doors guarded by two more heavily armed cartel members. The men nodded at Angel, eyeing Charlie with wariness but not stopping them as Angel approached confidently.

“We’re here to see Valentino,” Angel said with a casual wave. “Got a present for him.”

The guards exchanged a glance, one of them speaking into a radio in Spanish strapped to his chest. A few tense seconds passed before he nodded, pushing the doors open and gesturing them inside. “He’s expecting you,” the guard said gravelly. “But don’t try anything stupid.”

Charlie’s grip on her pistol tightened as they stepped inside. 

The room was dimly lit by a chandelier that dangled precariously from the ceiling, swaying slightly as if it might collapse at any moment. Valentino’s office was a grotesque mix of luxury and decay—a massive wooden desk with gold trim dominated the center of the room. Still, everything else was a patchwork of stolen wealth. Velvet chairs with stuffing poking out, a massive painting of a battle scene, a chandelier from what must have been a high-end restaurant. It was all there, contrasting with the peeling walls and the cracks in the ceiling. Valentino was leaning casually in a high-backed chair behind the desk at the room's far end.

He was dressed impeccably despite the chaos around him. A white suit, gleaming shoes, and a blood-red tie caught the light in the dingy room. His long coat, hanging over the back of his chair, had fur-lined shoulders. Everything about him was slick and polished, from his neatly styled hair to the ever-present smirk that curved his lips and contrasted his dark skin. His greyed eyes, though—sharp, calculating, and cold—betrayed the smooth charm of his appearance.

“Ah, Angel,” Valentino purred, his voice like silk laced with poison. “I was wondering when you’d show up.” He leaned forward slightly, his fingers steepled as his gaze flicked to Charlie. “And you brought a friend. How... interesting.”

Angel chuckled, tilting his head toward Charlie. “Yeah, I’d say we make a pretty good team, don’t we?”

Charlie stayed silent, her gaze fixed on Valentino, every muscle tense. Valentino leaned back in his chair, his smirk widening as he studied her.

“Not much of a talker, huh?” He waved a hand dismissively. “No matter. You’re here, and that’s what counts.” He shifted in his chair, lounging with the ease of someone who knew he was in control. “So, Angel,” he drawled, “where the hell have you been? You’ve disappeared on me from yesterday, and fuckers told me there has been a shootout.”

Angel stepped forward, unfazed by Valentino’s chilling presence. “Oh, we just thought you might wanna hear about the school thing that went down. This one here”—he nodded toward Charlie—“played a big part in making sure things didn’t get worse. Figured that’d be worth something to you.”

Valentino’s grin widened, revealing a row of perfectly white teeth. He stood, slow and deliberate, crossing the room with a lazy grace until he was face-to-face with Charlie, towering over her slightly.

“Is that so?” he murmured, his voice low and dangerous. “You know, I don’t like to be kept waiting.” He tilted his head, studying her with a curious glint in his eye. “But since you’re here, let’s see if you’re really worth my time.”

Charlie forced herself to stay still, resisting the urge to shrink away from his intense gaze. She could feel the weight of his authority pressing down on her, but she didn’t waver. Not now. Not when they were so close.

Valentino circled Charlie like a predator sizing up his prey, his gaze lingering on her with an unsettling curiosity. He was too calm, too controlled, like someone who enjoyed stretching out the tension just to see how far things could be pushed before they snapped. His smirk grew, but there was nothing friendly about it.

“And this... friend of yours,” Valentino mused, glancing at Angel. “You trust him enough to bring him here?” His voice was smooth, but there was an underlying edge—something dangerous simmering beneath the surface.

Angel shrugged, his usual cocky demeanor wavering ever so slightly under Valentino's scrutiny. "He’s got skills. Figured you'd appreciate someone with a bit of backbone."

Valentino's eyes darkened. "Oh, I appreciate backbone, alright." His voice dropped to a near-whisper as he stepped closer to Angel, his fingers brushing lightly over Angel’s jaw. "But I appreciate loyalty even more."

Charlie’s stomach twisted, her hand inching toward her concealed pistol. Something in the way Valentino’s fingers lingered on Angel sent alarms blaring in her head. This wasn’t just about power—this was personal. Obsessive, even.

Valentino’s gaze never left Angel’s as his fingers trailed down, and for a brief moment, the room felt suffocating as Valentino’s smirk became more predatory. “You’ve been running for too long, Angel. And while I find your little games amusing, I’m starting to lose patience.”

Angel’s jaw clenched, his usual swagger faltering. He was good at playing things off, but something about Valentino—his quiet intensity, the dangerous undercurrent—unsettled him in ways Charlie hadn’t seen before. “Come on, Val,” Angel said, sounding casual. “You know me. I’m always lookin’ for the best deal.”

Valentino’s fingers tightened on Angel’s jaw, his grip firm but not enough to bruise—yet. “You always think there’s a better deal out there, don’t you?” Valentino’s voice was deceptively soft, like a coiled snake ready to strike. “But I’m tired of chasing you, Angel. You belong to me.”

Angel flinched, trying to pull back, but Valentino’s grip held firm. Charlie’s pulse quickened, her hand steadying on her pistol grip, but she held off—for now. Valentino hadn’t done anything overt yet, and if she made a move too soon, it could cost them their lives.

Valentino’s gaze flicked toward Charlie briefly, his smirk widening as though he could feel the tension rolling off her. “And you,” he purred, finally addressing her directly. “You’re either incredibly brave or incredibly stupid to bring him back here.” He released Angel, turning his full attention to Charlie. “Do you know who you’re dealing with?”

Charlie swallowed hard, forcing herself to meet his gaze without flinching. “I know enough,” she growled, her voice low but steady. “I know you're dangerous. And I know this isn't going to end the way you think.”

Valentino laughed, the sound rich and dark. He strolled toward his desk, his fingers idly trailing along the edge as he spoke, almost as if bored. “Oh, sweetheart, you have no idea how this will end. But don’t worry—you’ll learn soon enough.”

Before Charlie could respond, a loud BOOM rocked the building, shaking the walls and sending dust raining down from the ceiling. The explosion sent a shockwave through the room, shaking the chandelier above and causing the walls to tremble. Dust cascaded from the ceiling, and the faint sound of groaning—like the distant cries of the undead—grew louder, mixing with the muffled chaos from outside. Zombies. Holy shit, Vaggie’s signal.

Valentino’s head whipped toward the door, his eyes narrowing. “What the hell was that?”

In the moment of distraction, Angel saw his chance. He lunged for a heavy brass lamp sitting on Valentino’s desk and swung it with all his strength, aiming for Valentino’s head. The lamp struck with a dull thud, but Valentino barely flinched. His smirk widened as he straightened, shrugging off the blow like it was nothing. Angel, his eyes wide with disbelief, stepped back, but Valentino was already on him.

With the strength of a man used to assert his dominance, Valentino grabbed Angel by the collar, and his expression twisted into pure, sadistic delight. “You think you can take me down with a fucking lamp?” he snarled, his voice low and menacing. Without hesitation, he slammed his fist into Angel’s face, sending him crashing to the floor.

“You’re nothing, Angel,” Valentino hissed, his eyes flashing angrily. “I gave you everything, and this is how you repay me? By trying to take me down? Pathetic!”

Charlie’s heart pounded in her chest as she watched Valentino rain blows down on Angel, his punches brutal and precise. Blood sprayed from Angel’s mouth, and his arms flailed, trying to shield himself from the assault, but it was no use. Valentino was too strong.

“No!” Charlie shouted, drawing her gun and taking aim, but before she could fire, Valentino’s eyes snapped toward her. With terrifying speed, he abandoned Angel and charged at her. Charlie squeezed the trigger, but Valentino was already on her. His hand shot out, grabbing her wrist with brutal force. He yanked her toward him, twisting her arm until the gun fell from her grasp and clattered to the floor. The next moment, he had her pinned against the desk, his massive hands gripping her wrists like steel cuffs.

**

“Brave, but foolish,” Valentino hissed, his face inches from hers. His breath was hot against her skin, his eyes gleaming with dark amusement. In one swift motion, he yanked off her balaclava, exposing her face. “Ah, there she is,” he murmured, his voice dripping with malice. “Look at you. I thought you were some hulking brute all this time, but you’re just a little girl playing dress-up. Much prettier than I imagined.”

Charlie struggled against his grip, her heart racing in her chest. “Let me go, you sick—”

Valentino cut her off with a cruel laugh, pressing her harder against the desk. “I don’t think so, sweetheart. You came into my world. Now you’re mine.” His hands roamed down her body, and Charlie’s stomach twisted in disgust as his fingers dug into her waist.

Desperation surged through her as she struggled, her legs kicking out uselessly. Valentino’s sheer size and strength overpowered her completely, his weight pressing her down as he leaned in close. “I think you’re gonna learn what happens to people who cross me.”

Charlie’s vision blurred with panic, her mind racing for a way out. She tried to scream, but Valentino clamped a hand over her mouth, muffling her cries. Just as his other hand began to wander lower, a loud BANG echoed through the room.

**

Valentino froze. His body went rigid, and his eyes went wide with shock. For a moment, he looked confused, as if he couldn’t comprehend what had just happened. Then, slowly, his grip slackened as his body jerked slightly. Blood began to trickle down his forehead, and he swayed for a moment before collapsing to the floor with a heavy thud.

Behind him, Angel stood, battered and bloody, a fierce determination burning in his eyes. In his hand was Charlie’s Glock, the barrel still smoking from the shot. He stumbled forward, wiping blood from his mouth with the back of his hand, and pointed the gun at Valentino’s lifeless body, breathing heavily.

Charlie, trembling, pulled herself off the desk, her heart still racing. She stared at Valentino’s corpse, her mind struggling to process what had just happened. Angel, his voice hoarse and weak, broke the silence.

“Told ya... I’m always lookin’ for the best deal,” he muttered, a shaky grin tugging at the corners of his lips.

Charlie’s knees buckled, and she sank to the floor, breathing heavily. She stared at Angel, then at the gun in his hand. Her pulse was still pounding in her ears, but the room was eerily silent now, save for the distant groans and screams outside. For a long moment, they just sat there, bloodied and shaken, both barely holding onto consciousness.

Finally, Charlie managed to find her voice. “Holy shit,” she gasped, pushing herself off the desk and staring at Valentino’s lifeless body. “You… you did it.”

Still leaning heavily on the desk, Angel let out a shaky laugh, “Y-Yeah, I did…” He then lowered the gun. “Didn’t plan on dying today. Besides... couldn’t let that asshole touch you.”

Charlie rushed to his side, helping him stay upright as the reality of what had just happened settled in. The explosion outside still rumbled in the distance, but for now, inside this room, it was over.

“We need to get out of here,” she whispered, forcing herself to stand despite the exhaustion weighing her down.

Angel nodded weakly, wincing from the pain. “Lead the way, dollface.”

With one last glance at Valentino’s body, Charlie helped Angel to his feet. Together, they moved toward the exit.


Charlie wasted no time. She rushed to Angel’s side, slinging his arm over her shoulder, helping him to stand upright. His weight leaned heavily against her, and she could feel him wincing with every step, but they didn’t have the luxury of resting. Not now.

“C’mon, Angel, stay with me,” she muttered.

Angel grunted, his usual cocky demeanor reduced to pained gasps as they moved. “I’m... I’m good,” he rasped. “Take the next hallway to the left... it’ll lead to a staircase... back way out.”

They staggered forward, their footsteps eerily quiet compared to the muffled sounds of chaos outside. The distant groaning of zombies echoed through the building, growing louder by the second. They needed to move fast, but Charlie couldn’t help but notice the occasional flicker of shadows outside the windows—zombies shambling closer.

They reached the hallway Angel had mentioned, and Charlie quickly peeked around the corner. To her horror, two cartel members were standing guard near the staircase, their guns slung casually over their shoulders as they talked in low voices. For a brief second, Charlie’s heart froze—until both men dropped to the ground, headshots clean and precise.

Charlie blinked in shock, her eyes darting to the windows where she saw the glint of an iron scope in the distance. Her heart swelled with relief. Vaggie.

Angel gave a weak chuckle. “Looks like your guardian angel’s here,” he muttered, barely able to stand straight. 

“Let’s not waste her effort,” Charlie tightened her grip on Angel, pushing forward. 

They reached the dead cartel members, and Charlie quickly scanned their bodies, finding a few magazines and a pistol. But Angel’s eyes lit up when he spotted a familiar case next to one of the corpses—a heavy, black case with scratches.

“My baby,” Angel breathed, crouching down and having difficulty opening it. Inside was his prized Tommy gun, polished and ready. He grinned despite the blood trailing down his face. “Never thought I’d see you again.”

Charlie rolled her eyes, though the tension in her chest eased slightly. “You’re gonna be lugging that thing out of here while bleeding everywhere?”

Angel loaded the Tommy gun with a magazine, the grin not leaving his face. “You’d be surprised what adrenaline can do.”

They moved cautiously, sticking to the shadows and avoiding the windows. The groans of zombies grew louder outside, but Vaggie’s cover fire kept any human threats at bay. Cartel members who ventured too close to the windows were taken down with expert precision before they could even see Charlie and Angel.

At one point, they ducked behind a toppled display case as a group of cartel soldiers rushed past them, guns raised. Angel tensed beside her, but Charlie whispered for him to stay still. Sure enough, two of the soldiers dropped dead, rounds ripping through their skulls. The others scattered, shouting in panic, which gave Charlie and Angel enough time to slip by unnoticed.

After a few more tense minutes, they finally reached the fire escape Angel had mentioned. The metal stairs led down the side of the building, overlooking a dark alley filled with debris and the occasional wandering zombie. Charlie held her breath as she helped Angel down the steps, the clanging of metal echoing through the night. Her pulse raced, every noise sounding louder than it should’ve been. One wrong move and the zombies would be on them.

“Almost there,” she whispered, her voice barely audible.

They reached the bottom of the fire escape, ducking behind a rusted dumpster to catch their breath. Angel slumped against the wall, his breathing ragged but steady. He clutched the Tommy gun tightly, his fingers trembling slightly from the pain, but he still managed to give Charlie a lopsided grin. “Told ya I’d make it out.”

Charlie smirked, shaking her head. “Not yet, we haven’t.”

Angel grunted as he pushed himself upright, wincing with the effort. “Yeah, well, close enough.”

They moved through the alley, staying low and avoiding the wandering zombies. After what felt like an eternity, they finally reached the rendezvous point—an abandoned storefront just a few blocks away. The windows were boarded up, and the door barely hung on its hinges. Charlie pushed it open, guiding Angel inside.

Once they were safely behind the cracked, dusty counter, Charlie allowed herself to breathe. “We made it,” she muttered, slumping against the wall next to Angel.

Angel grinned weakly, his eyes half-closed as he leaned back, cradling his Tommy gun. “Not bad for a day’s work, huh?”

Charlie leaned her head against the wall, the adrenaline finally ebbing away, leaving a heavy ache in her bones. The weight of everything—Angel’s injuries, the zombies, the cartel, all of it—settled onto her shoulders. For a moment, the world was just the sound of their ragged breathing and the distant, muffled gunshots beyond the storefront walls.

“You look like you’ve been through hell,” she murmured, her gaze shifting to Angel, who was still cradling his Tommy gun like it was his baby.

Angel chuckled weakly. “You should see the other guy.”

Charlie leaned against the wall, trying to slow her breathing. The room was quiet—way too quiet.

She glanced over at him, her mind heavy with the things he’d mentioned. Now seemed like the time to ask. “Angel,” she started softly, hesitant, “about Valentino…”

Angel’s cocky smile faltered just for a second. He sighed, his fingers tightening around the gun. “What about him?” His voice was bitter, laced with something darker, more complicated.

Charlie shifted slightly, feeling the tension between them. “I don’t know the whole story. But… what you’ve said. It sounds like he had a hold on you, like he—”

“Like he owned me?” Angel’s voice was sharp, cutting her off. His usual humor, the devil-may-care attitude, was replaced by something raw. “Yeah, that’s one way to put it. Pimp, boss, whatever. He thought I was his body and soul.” He let out a slow breath, tilting his head back against the wall, eyes closing for a beat too long. “It started with business—drugs, connections, all that crap. Then it turned into something else.”

Charlie didn’t say anything. She just waited, watching as Angel seemed to retreat inward, his voice a little hollow.

“It got to a point where I couldn’t tell if I was more than his property. He’d say he cared, but...” Angel’s laugh was harsh, brittle. “You know, I almost believed him. But he made sure I knew my place. Made sure I felt like I wasn’t worth a damn thing.” He shook his head, his eyes distant. “Kept me in line with the usual—fear, control. Threatened me, hurt me. Said I couldn’t survive without him.”

Charlie’s heart ached to hear the anger behind his words. “He controlled you… made you feel like you were nothing without him.”

Angel snorted, the sound more bitter than amused. “Yeah, well, he was good at that. Valentino liked having power. Over people, over me. Made sure I knew I was nothing without him. Worthless.”

For a moment, neither of them spoke. Charlie swallowed, trying to find the right words. “Angel, you’re not worthless. Not by a long shot.”

Angel didn’t respond immediately. He stared at the floor, his fingers drumming lightly on the Tommy gun. “I know that now, at least, I think I do. But when you hear it enough… you start to believe it.”

Charlie felt a lump form in her throat. “He’s dead, Angel. He can’t hurt you anymore.”

Angel blinked, his eyes distant. “Yeah. I know.”

Before Charlie could say more, the back door creaked open. Charlie and Angel stiffened, their eyes snapping to the entrance—only to relax when Vaggie stepped through, her AK-47 slung over her back. Her eye scanned the room, hard and sharp, but the moment she spotted Charlie, her expression softened.

Without thinking, Charlie rushed to her, wrapping her arms tightly around Vaggie. The relief, the fear, the adrenaline—all of it crashed down on her in that single embrace. “I missed you,” Charlie whispered, her voice trembling. “Fuck, the shit back in that museum… Vaggie… you should’ve seen him. Valentino was… he was a monster. He had Angel by the throat, tossing him around like he was nothing. Then he—he came for me.” She tightened her grip on Vaggie, her breath shaky as the words tumbled out. “I tried to stop him, but he was so strong. He pinned me down, and he… he was touching me, Vaggie, like I was some fucking toy. If Angel hadn’t—”

Vaggie’s body went rigid in Charlie’s arms, her jaw tightening. Slowly, she pulled back, her hand finding Charlie’s cheek, her thumb brushing away the tears that had formed in her eyes. “Where is he?” she asked, her voice low and lethal. “Valentino. Where is he?”

Before Charlie could respond, Angel’s voice, hoarse and weak but laced with dark satisfaction, answered from behind her. “He’s dead.” His usual cocky grin was back, though it was tempered with exhaustion and pain. “Put a bullet right between his eyes. The bastard’s not hurting anyone anymore.”

Vaggie’s gaze flicked to Angel, then back to Charlie, her eye still simmering with rage, but there was relief, too. She let out a long, slow breath, her fingers curling into fists before she forced herself to relax. “Good. He deserved worse, but that’ll have to do.”

Charlie nodded, her whole body still shaking, but her chest tightened just a little. She felt Vaggie’s grip on her shoulder tighten before Vaggie turned her attention to Angel. “You look like hell,” she muttered, pulling her backpack off her shoulder and kneeling beside him. “Let’s get you patched up.”

Angel chuckled weakly, wincing as he shifted to let Vaggie get a better look at his wounds. “Careful, dollface. I’ve had worse.” He winced as Vaggie prodded a particularly nasty bruise on his ribs. “Okay, maybe not that much worse.”

Vaggie’s lips twitched, though her expression stayed focused and severe as she cleaned the blood from his face and started bandaging him up. “You’re lucky you’re still breathing,” she said, wrapping a gauze around his arm. “Next time, try not to get yourself beaten half to death.”

Angel flashed his usual grin, though it was crooked from the split in his lip. “What can I say? I’ve got a knack for pissing off the wrong people.”

Charlie leaned back against the wall, watching them, the tension slowly easing from her body. She didn’t say anything for a while; she just listened to the sound of Vaggie’s efficient movements and Angel’s occasional winces. Finally, though, she broke the silence.

“So, Angel,” she asked, her voice a little lighter now, though still tinged with exhaustion, “what now? You sticking around, or are you gonna disappear on us again?”

Angel shrugged, wincing slightly as Vaggie tightened the bandage around his torso. “Cartel’s gone. Valentino’s gone. Don’t really have anywhere else to be. Figure I might as well hang around, see what kind of trouble you two get into.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at the corner of her lips. “You sure about that? Vaggie and I aren’t exactly the easiest people to keep up with.”

Angel grinned, his usual swagger creeping back into his voice. “Sweetheart, if I can survive Valentino, I can handle anything. Besides, someone’s gotta watch your back.”

Vaggie rolled her eye but couldn’t hide the slight smile on her face. “Just don’t make me patch you up every time we get into a fight.”

Angel chuckled. “No promises.”

Charlie sighed, leaning her head back against the wall. For the first time in what felt like forever, a tiny flicker of hope sparked inside her, making her feel giddy.

Oh, Dad… you’re going to like Angel.


A week had passed since the brutal encounter with the cartel, and Charlie, Vaggie, and Angel found themselves deep in Queens, having trekked through the quieter streets between Brooklyn and their destination after Angel’s injuries were healed enough for him to be able to walk on his own. Most of the zombie population had been drawn to the cartel base, allowing them to navigate without much hassle, but the journey had been far from easy. 

Angel, as much as he complained, had been invaluable. He had an uncanny knack for unlocking cars, which allowed them to loot supplies and occasionally find shelter for the night. Even more impressive, he could hotwire a vehicle faster than Charlie could reload her Glock (a skill Charlie couldn’t begin to comprehend and didn’t want to know the history of how Angel got this knowledge in the first place). But as valuable as his skill was, it had become a sore point. Each time they found a car, it was the same story. Empty tank. Other survivors had siphoned the gas weeks ago, or they were unlucky.

"Fucking seriously? Another one?" Angel grumbled, leaning against the latest car he'd hotwired. He wiped the sweat from his brow, and his face twisted into a scowl. "I swear, if I have to do this one more time—How the hell is every single car in this city bone dry? This is ridiculous.”

Charlie stifled a laugh, giving him a sympathetic look. “Maybe people got to them before us. Gas was the first thing people probably went for when all this started.”

Angel shot her a sour look. “I’m not asking for an excuse, I’m just saying this sucks. Why is it always me who has to get these things open?”

“You’re the one with the skills, Angel,” Vaggie teased, her voice laced with mock innocence. “You’ve got this whole criminal mastermind thing going on.”

“Yeah, well, this criminal mastermind is getting tired of it,” he grumbled, tossing the crowbar he’d been using to the side.

Charlie sighed, sharing a look with Vaggie. “Alright, we’ll stop asking you to hotwire every car we see.”

“We’ll save it for when it matters,” Vaggie agreed. “Like a gas station or parking lot. Hell, maybe even a dealership if we’re lucky.”

Angel’s mood didn’t lighten much, but at least he looked less annoyed. “Fine.” He huffed, slamming the door of the car shut. “I’m getting real tired of doing all this work for nothin’. You two don’t know how hard it is to keep cracking these things open. My fingers are cramping, dollface. But if I find a car that actually has gas, I’m calling dibs.”

Charlie smirked. “Deal.”

Vaggie scans the empty street ahead. “If you want to keep riding in style, we need gas, and if we find a car with it, your magic touch is our best bet.”

Angel grunted but didn’t argue. He knew they needed his skills, and despite his constant griping, Charlie and Vaggie realized just how much easier Angel had made the journey. Without him, they would’ve been stuck on foot the entire time, hauling supplies like pack mules.

"Still," Charlie added with a sympathetic smile, "we’ll give you a break. No more unnecessary hotwiring unless it’s critical."

Angel shrugged, his usual cocky demeanor slipping back into place as he tossed his hair back. “You better. Otherwise, I’m filing a complaint with management.”

“Come on,” Vaggie said, retaking point. “Let’s find a spot to camp for the night. Preferably one that doesn’t involve Angel picking another lock.”

Charlie nodded in agreement, and the three moved forward, their footsteps the only sound in the quiet streets.


8:14 pm

The sky had begun to shift into deep purples and blues, the fading light casting long shadows across the abandoned streets of Queens. The trio moved cautiously through the neighborhood, the day's exhaustion creeping into their bones. That was when they saw it.

"Queens College," Angel muttered, squinting through the dim light at the sign. "City University of New York."

The campus stretched out ahead of them, its gates boarded up with haphazard wooden barriers. From the looks of it, someone had tried—unsuccessfully—to turn the place into a survivor base. Tents were scattered across the grounds, some of them collapsed or torn. Rusty nails barely held together the wooden planks across the gate. It was eerily silent, the quiet that made Charlie's skin crawl.

"Looks like a failed base," Vaggie said, eye scanning the area. "Think anyone’s still in there?”

Charlie shook her head, her brow furrowed in thought. "No way to know for sure. Could be abandoned. Could be crawling with zombies.”

“Or worse,” Angel added, his voice low, “could be people who aren’t too friendly.”

They stood silently for a moment, the weight of the decision hanging over them. The campus offered shelter—albeit a questionable one—and the thought of wandering the streets all night, trying to find something better, seemed exhausting.

Vaggie broke the silence first. “We could stay here for the night. If it’s empty, it might be our best bet.”

Angel looked around, his eyes narrowing. “Yeah, but if it’s not empty, we could fall into a trap. Or a nest.”

Charlie bit her lip, weighing their options. They were all tired, and she could feel the strain in the group. The idea of pressing on to find somewhere else was daunting. But staying here... it came with its own set of risks. Still, they needed rest. 

“We don’t need to clear the whole place,” she said. “Let’s just find one room. We can secure it for the night, get some rest, and leave first thing in the morning. If something’s here, we’ll deal with it as it comes. But we can’t keep walking around like this.”

Vaggie nodded, her face drawn with fatigue. “Yeah. One room, one night.”

Angel shrugged. “Fine by me. Just don’t expect me to be the one playing hero if something goes sideways.”

With the decision made, they approached the gate. The wooden barricade looked like it had been thrown together quickly, pieces of plywood and old signs nailed sloppily across the entrance. Angel cracked his knuckles and reached for the crowbar he’d been carrying. 

“Well, let’s see what I can do,” he muttered, wedging the crowbar between the boards. It took a few tries, the wood creaking and groaning as he pried at the nails. The whole thing felt like it could collapse with a stiff breeze, and Angel worked quickly to unhinge the gate without making too much noise.

With a final pull, the barricade gave way, and the gate swung open just enough for them to slip through.

“After you,” Angel gestured, feigning a gallant bow.

Charlie rolled her eyes but led the way, her senses on high alert as they stepped onto the deserted campus. The place was dead—at least, it seemed that way for now. The trio crept close together as they scanned the area for signs of life or worse.

Charlie took the lead, gripping her flashlight as she clicked it on. The beam cut through the encroaching darkness, sweeping across the abandoned campus. Behind her, Vaggie followed, holding her spear in a firm grip. Angel brought up the rear, his pistol in hand, the makeshift silencer—a plastic bottle taped to the barrel—giving it a strange, uneven appearance. His finger hovered over the trigger, ready for anything.

As they walked, Charlie’s light illuminated the remnants of a once-organized camp. Tents were scattered across the grounds, some still standing, others collapsed or torn apart by weather, or worse. Crates and plastic storage bins were stacked in uneven piles, their lids hanging open, exposing empty food wrappers and discarded supplies. It was clear that survivors had been here, trying to make a stand. But they were long gone now.

What gnawed at Charlie, though, was the absence of bodies.

Not a single one.

She shook her head, trying to brush off the unease creeping up her spine. Maybe they’d left in a hurry. Perhaps they’d all made it out alive. 

But that didn’t sit right with her. 

Her dress shoes crunched on the gravel as they neared the main building, the looming structure dark and uninviting. It was a typical college building—glass doors at the entrance, an expansive brick facade, and tall windows stretching into the night. Charlie stopped shy of the doors and turned back to Vaggie and Angel.

"You two good?" she whispered, her breath visible in the cool evening air.

Vaggie nodded once, adjusting her grip on the spear. "Let's just get inside, sweetie. The longer we stand out here, the worse I feel."

Angel didn’t say anything, just gave a tight-lipped nod. His expression was tense, and Charlie could tell he wasn’t thrilled even in the dim light. He hated places like this—too many corners, too many places for something to hide. But he kept his gun up, his eyes scanning the area behind them, covering their backs.

Charlie returned to the double doors, their glass panes smeared with dust and dirt. She eased them open with a slow, deliberate push, wincing at the faint creak that echoed through the space.

They stepped into the lobby, and the beam of her flashlight revealed a stark, eerie emptiness. The room was large, with a reception desk at the far end and long hallways stretching out on either side. Desks were overturned, and chairs were scattered. Papers littered the floor, rustling slightly as the night breeze seeped through the cracked windows. The stale, dusty air of the college greeted her, the faint scent of mildew and decay still lingering in the halls. It had been months since anyone had properly occupied the building, but now it felt like a forgotten tomb, barely holding together as the world outside collapsed.

She paused, holding the door for Vaggie and Angel to slip in behind her. When they were all inside, she let the door shut softly, the noise barely registering in the building's oppressive silence.

"Do you think this place is clear?" Charlie asked, her voice steady but low.

"No," Vaggie replied. "But it doesn’t matter. We need somewhere to sleep."

Angel scanned the area again, the flashlight he had strapped to his belt casting a dim glow that complemented Charlie’s. "Just don’t get us killed in our sleep," he muttered. "I’m not in the mood to go out like that."

But as they moved forward, carefully navigating the debris scattered across the floor, Charlie couldn’t shake the nagging thought in her mind.

Where were the bodies?

The survivors had been here. They’d set up their camp, made a base, and tried to carve out some safety. But now... nothing.

She shook her head again, pushing the thoughts aside. There’d be time to worry about that later. 

Charlie moved cautiously toward the reception desk, her flashlight sweeping across the disorganized mess of papers and debris. Her eyes caught a large laminated map pinned against the back wall behind the desk. She stepped around it, careful not to make too much noise, and pulled the map free from its rusted nails.

“Found something,” she called softly, waving it over to Vaggie and Angel, who were still checking their surroundings. They both turned and approached, curiosity piqued.

Charlie spread the map on the desk, the edges fraying slightly, and studied the campus layout. "Alright, looks like we’ve got options. The main lecture halls, some offices, and a few dormitories are in the back. We could either hit the dorms or find a classroom off the beaten path.”

Vaggie frowned, glancing at the map as if it were in a foreign language. "I’ve… never been in a college before. Aren’t classrooms full of windows? Doesn’t seem like the safest option.”

Angel snorted, leaning in to look closer. “Same here. College wasn’t exactly my scene. What’s the best place, genius?”

Charlie sighs, shaking her head at their cluelessness. “Most college buildings are structured pretty similarly. Lecture halls tend to have fewer windows than classrooms, especially the bigger ones, so that we could go there. Offices could work too, but they’re usually smaller and exposed.”

She tapped the map, pointing to a lecture hall just a short distance from them. “This one’s tucked toward the middle of the building. Big doors mean less chance of anything breaking in overnight. We can hole up there, and it should be far enough from the main entrance to avoid anything wandering in.”

Angel raised an eyebrow. “So what, you’ve been to this place before?”

“No,” Charlie replied, “but I went to NYU, and I’m guessing this place isn’t all that different.”

Angel let out a low whistle, nudging Vaggie with a smirk. “NYU, huh? Fancy. I didn’t know you were sleeping with a scholar here.” He then nudged to Charlie, “Fucking Ivy Leaguer leading us to safety.”

Charlie rolled her eyes. “NYU isn’t Ivy League.”

Angel waved his hand dismissively. “Whatever. You’re still smarter than us regarding this stuff, so lead the way, Miss NYU.”

Charlie smiled, “You got it.”

With the decision made, they gathered their things and prepared to move. Charlie tucked the map under her arm, her flashlight still in hand, and led them toward the hallway that would take them to the lecture hall. Angel, ever watchful, kept his gun raised while Vaggie held her spear close.

The trio tiptoed down the darkened hallway, Charlie leading the way with her flashlight, the map tucked under her arm. The walls were cold and damp, and a few rustling papers were the only sound apart from their cautious footsteps. The lecture hall wasn't far now, and though the building felt eerie and abandoned, the silence still hung too heavily in the air, putting Charlie on edge.

Then, from ahead, a faint noise made them freeze in their tracks. 

Shuffling. 

It came from the far end of the hall, just beyond the reach of their light. Charlie’s heart skipped a beat as the unmistakable sound of shuffling footsteps echoed from the far end of the hallway. She quickly gestured for Vaggie and Angel to press against the wall, and they did so in unison, their backs pressed tight against the cold concrete. Angel held his pistol, ready, while Vaggie gripped her spear tightly, her eye scanning the shadows ahead.

Then, they heard voices—low, almost a murmur—and the faint clinking of chains dragging along the ground.

Charlie squinted, peering into the dim light at the end of the hall. Three figures emerged from the shadows, their silhouettes barely visible. The tallest of the trio walked in front, his posture upright and composed, his steps precise. Behind him was a shorter, burly man, his movements heavier, more sluggish. And last, a smaller, almost petite figure trailed behind. The dim lighting makes it impossible for Charlie to see their faces or details. She narrowed her eyes and realized that something—chains, cuffs, or some restraint—was attached to the strangers' ankles and wrists.

The tallest figure stopped abruptly, his voice cutting through the silence like a knife. It was smooth and deep, with a strange, old-fashioned transatlantic accent that sent a chill down Charlie’s spine. "Well, well, well," he said, his tone eerily calm. "It appears we’re not alone in here, are we?" His words echoed in the hall, carrying an unsettling certainty.

Charlie’s heart raced. She could feel Vaggie tense beside her, and Angel let out a low, quiet curse under his breath.

“We shouldn’t let them see us,” Vaggie whispered urgently, her voice barely audible. “We don’t know who they are—”

But before she could finish, Angel, always impulsive, stepped away from the wall, his gun raised. “I’ve got a gun!” he called out, his voice sharp, filled with defiance.

The strangers immediately froze. 

From the shadows, the second figure—a deep, gravelly voice—growled in response. “Shit! They’ve got a fucking gun!” His tone was laced with frustration and fear.

The tallest man, however, seemed unfazed. His voice remained calm, almost amused. “Now, now. There’s no need for such hostility. We’re unarmed, I assure you. My, my... it seems we’ve all found ourselves in a bit of a predicament, haven’t we?”

Charlie cursed under her breath, giving Angel an exasperated glare, but it was too late now. She had no choice but to reveal herself. With a glance at Vaggie, who nodded reluctantly, Charlie stepped forward, her flashlight illuminating the space just enough to make herself known.

“Who are you?” she demanded, keeping her voice steady as she looked toward the three figures, still unable to make out their whole appearance.

The man with the transatlantic voice chuckled, the sound light and almost theatrical. “Ah, names—such trivial things. But if it’s introductions you seek, I am more than happy to oblige. We are but humble travelers like yourselves. Unarmed, as I’ve mentioned. Merely trying to survive this lovely little apocalypse.”

He spread his arms wide as though presenting himself as harmless. "So, what say you? Are we friends... or something else entirely?"

Charlie didn’t lower her flashlight, her eyes narrowing as she tried to gauge their intentions. Behind her, Angel kept his gun trained on them, his posture tense.

She glanced at Angel and whispered, “Keep your gun on them, but don’t shoot unless I say so.”

Angel gave her a tense nod, his finger still hovering over the trigger.

Charlie took a deep breath and raised her voice again. “Alright, listen carefully. We don’t want trouble, but we’re not taking chances either. Keep your hands where we can see them, and walk toward us. Slowly. No sudden movements.”

There was a tense silence as the three strangers stood frozen, their shadows flickering in the low light. Then, slowly, the tall man raised his hands, the chains clinking with the movement.

“As you wish,” he said smoothly, slowly stepping forward. The others followed, their hands raised as well, though the burly man muttered a few choice curses.

Charlie’s grip tightened on her flashlight, her pulse quickening. This would either go smoothly, or things were about to take a turn for the worse.

Notes:

here it is, the gang is almost complete and was met in interesting circumstances woot

Chapter 9: Walk With Me

Summary:

The trio encountered a group of strangers who were unexpectedly “friendly,” but should they be trusted?

Notes:

its gonna be a lengthy chapter, and yeah, shit tons of trust issues in this too lmao

plus a little spicy chaggie moment in a middle.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The three strangers began to walk toward Charlie, their chains rattling with every step. The dim beam of Charlie’s flashlight flickered across their figures, revealing more details as they approached. The tallest man led the way, his hands raised but his posture still somehow confident, a small, unsettling smile tugging at his lips.

Now that they were closer, Charlie could see them more clearly. They were all dressed in orange prison fatigues, the kind that instantly told her where they'd come from and why chains bound them together. Their wrists and ankles were locked in heavy iron cuffs, and the chains connecting them rattled loudly with each step.

The tall man leading the group had a composed, almost unnerving demeanor. His brown skin had a slight pallor, and his face bore the lines of age (somewhere in his early fifties? Charlie guessed), with short brown hair and hazel brown eyes gleaming. His frame was thin, but a certain sharpness to his posture made Charlie uneasy.

Behind him, the burly man grumbled under his breath. He had the dark, weathered skin of an older man (probably in his sixties?). His face was etched with experience, the kind that told stories of challenging years with his untrimmed beard, and his short afro was speckled with gray. He moved heavily as each step cost him effort, his thick arms and dad-bod physique straining slightly against the ill-fitting prison fatigues. His black eyes darted nervously, but Charlie could tell he was sizing them up as if ready for something to go wrong.

Lastly, the woman. She was tiny, even shorter than Vaggie that Charlie thought, and had delicate Asian features (I guess due to her slanted eyes… okay, that’s a bit racist?). Her peachy skin contrasted with the orange jumpsuit. Though she looked significantly younger than the others—early twenties at most—something was unsettling about how she carried herself. Her short brown hair framed her face, and her hazel eyes were wide and alert, flicking between the group as if she were a cornered animal. Despite her petite frame, her movements were calculated and cautious.

The three stopped a few meters away from Charlie and her group. The tall man was still holding his hands up, his eyes calmly fixed on her.

“Well,” he began in that same smooth, transatlantic tone, “as you can see, we’re in no position to cause trouble. My associates and I—” He glanced back at the burly man and the young woman. “—are simply trying to survive, much like yourselves.”

Angel kept his gun trained on them, his jaw clenched, but Charlie could tell he was watching the tall man closely. Vaggie’s grip tightened on her spear as she stood next to Charlie, her gaze shifting between the strangers.

“I’m gonna ask you again,” Charlie stepped forward slightly. “Who are you? Why are you chained up like that?”

The tall man raised an eyebrow, his smile widening slightly. “Ah, that’s quite the story, isn’t it?” His eyes flicked to Angel’s gun momentarily before returning to Charlie. “But for now, suffice it to say we’re unarmed and uninterested in unnecessary confrontations.”

The burly man let out a low grunt. “Could you put that thing down, kid?” he growled, his deep voice rough and irritated. “It’s makin’ me nervous.”

Charlie ignored the request, turning her attention to the young woman at the back, who had been silent so far. Her wide hazel eyes met Charlie’s, and she quickly looked down, her shoulders hunched as if trying to make herself smaller.

Without taking his eyes off the strangers, Angel muttered, “You sure about this, toots? I don’t trust these guys.”

“Well… we first see where this goes,” Charlie whispered, then raised her voice to address the strangers. “I asked for your names.”

The tall man opened his mouth to respond, but before he could, a faint but unmistakable sound echoed from the far end of the hallway—the groaning and shuffling of the zombies. The chain-bound strangers stiffened.

“Shit,” Vaggie muttered. “The noise from those damn chains must’ve attracted the muertos.”

Shit. They were too close to risk a fight here. "Alright," she said quickly, her voice steady despite the rising tension. “Move, now. Get inside the lecture hall.”

She grabbed the door and heaved it open, the weight of the massive thing groaning against its hinges. Without hesitation, the tall man took a brief, appraising look at Charlie, something unreadable before he ducked inside. The burly man and the young woman followed quickly, their chains clattering as they shuffled in.

Charlie, Angel, and Vaggie turned to look down the hallway. Their flashlight beams caught the shadows of the zombies moving faster than they’d seen before, bodies lurching and stumbling with unnatural speed. She gritted her teeth and waved for Angel and Vaggie to get inside.

“Move!” she barked.

They all slipped into the lecture hall, Charlie pulling the door shut behind them just as the zombies reached the far end of the hallway. The heavy thud of their bodies crashing against the other side of the door sent vibrations through the thick wood. Wasting no time, they grabbed whatever furniture they could find—desks, chairs, and a few loose pieces of debris—to barricade the entrance.

The zombies pounded relentlessly against the door, a sickening rhythm echoing through the lecture hall, but the barricade held—for now.

Breathing heavily, Charlie stepped back, her heart still racing. She turned to check on Vaggie, leaning against one of the desks, catching her breath. Charlie reached out for Vaggie, her hand finding hers as they both caught their breath. The brief touch between them was grounding, like a reminder with I’m still here, still alive. Vaggie gave her a small, tight-lipped smile, her fingers squeezing Charlie’s hand for reassurance.

But the burly man’s voice cut through the tense silence before they could linger.

“For fuck’s sake, can you please tell him to lower that damn gun?” He complained, glaring at Angel. “I get it, alright? We’re strangers. But that thing is making me more nervous than the dead fuckers outside.”

Angel didn’t budge, his finger resting just a little too close to the trigger for comfort. “Don’t give me a reason, then,” Angel's eyes still locked on the group of prisoners. “I don’t trust any of you, and I’m not about to let my guard down because of some sob story.”

The tall man remained calm, his hands still raised. His gaze moved between Angel and Charlie as though waiting for someone to intervene. The younger woman shrank further into the shadows behind the burly man, her wide hazel eyes darting nervously from Angel to the rest of the group.

Charlie stepped forward, gently pulling Vaggie with her. “Angel,” she started calmly. “I get it. I don’t trust them either, but we can’t keep that gun on them forever. They’re chained up. They’re not going anywhere.”

Angel’s jaw clenched, his eyes flicking briefly to Charlie before returning to the prisoners. “I’m not lowering it, dollface,” he snapped, his voice low. “Not until I’m sure they’re not gonna try something.”

Charlie could feel the tension between them rising, and the thuds of the zombies against the barricade only made it worse. “Damn it,” she stepped in closer, lowering her voice so only he could hear. “I need you to trust me, okay? Pointing that thing at them the whole time won’t make this situation better.”

Angel hesitated, his grip on the gun tightening, but after a long moment, he exhaled sharply and finally lowered the weapon. “Fine,” he muttered through gritted teeth, though he held the gun ready. “But I’m not letting them out of my sight.”

The burly man exhaled loudly, a relieved grunt escaping him as he shook his head. “Finally,” he grumbled. “Thank you.”

The tall man gave Angel a slight nod, the corners of his lips twitching into a half-smile. “A wise choice,” his tone carried an undertone of amusement. “We appreciate the, uh, vote of confidence.”

Charlie ignored the remark and turned back to Vaggie, her eyes asking the silent question: Are you okay? Vaggie gave a quick nod in response, her lips pressing together. They still had to figure out who these strangers were and, more importantly, what they wanted.

“Alright,” Charlie’s voice cut through the room. “We’re safe for now. But this doesn’t mean we’re friends. What are your names?”

The tall man’s smile returned, though it seemed more measured now. “I believe it’s time we introduced ourselves properly, then, wouldn’t you agree?” He glanced at the other two before speaking again. "My name is Alastor. This—" he gestured to the burly man, "—is Husker, and the young lady is Niffty. As for why we’re chained… well, we’ve come from a nearby prison bus. Escaped, if you will. As you might imagine, the dead are far less forgiving than the living."

Vaggie stepped forward, her eye narrowing as she stared at the tall man. “Alastor?” she repeated with a suspicious tone.

Alastor tilted his head slightly, the smile on his face unwavering. “Yes, that’s correct.” His voice was almost too calm for this shitty situation.

Charlie watched Vaggie closely, noticing how her grip on the spear tightened. Something about that name had struck a nerve with her, and it wasn’t their usual wariness toward strangers.

“And… where are you from, Alastor?” Vaggie’s voice was steady, but Charlie could sense the growing intensity behind it, like a boiling kettle.

“Louisiana,” Alastor answered with a cheerful tone as though they were discussing something trivial. “A lovely place, though I doubt it’s as charming as it used to be in this new world—” He was interrupted as Vaggie suddenly lunged forward, her spear in hand, and then pinned Alastor to the ground. The movement was so fast that everyone froze for a split second. Before Alastor could react, the sharp tip of the spear was pressed against his throat, and Vaggie’s eye were blazing with fury.

“What the hell are you doing?!” Charlie shouted, rushing over to grab Vaggie’s arm.

Not far behind, Angel unholsters his gun, his face twisted in confusion and anger. “Shit, Vags, what the fuck is going on?”

Husk and Niffty stayed where they were, their eyes wide but silent, as if waiting for the situation to explode.

“He’s the fucking Radio Demon,” Vaggie hissed through clenched teeth, her spear trembling as she glared down at Alastor. “Alastor… the radio host serial killer from the news!”

Charlie froze. She suddenly remembered the broadcast from months ago, before the world fell apart. Alastor, the radio host, was arrested for multiple counts of murder across the states. The details were vague, but the name and face were unforgettable—the charming voice that had hidden a darkness beneath.

Alastor didn’t struggle beneath the spear. Instead, his smile remained, though it had lost some of its cheerfulness. “Ah,” he said lightly, his voice almost mocking. “You’ve heard of me.”

Vaggie pressed the spear closer to his throat, her voice shaking angrily. “I should’ve killed you the moment I heard that name.”

Charlie pulled harder at Vaggie’s arm. “Vaggie, stop! We don’t know for sure—”

“I know,” Vaggie shot back, her eye still locked on Alastor. “I know what he did. He slaughtered people, Charlie. He’s a fucking monster.”

Angel kept his gun trained on Husk and Niffty, but his eyes flicked nervously between Charlie and Vaggie. “What the hell? Is she serious?”

Charlie didn’t answer right away. She could barely think straight, torn between trusting Vaggie and needing to control the situation before it spiraled out of hand. She looked down at Alastor, the calm, unsettling way he gazed up at Vaggie, even with the spear at his throat. He wasn’t afraid. Not even a little.

“Vaggie,” her voice is more measured now. “If he really is who you think he is… we still need to keep our heads on straight. Killing him won’t solve anything.”

Alastor chuckled softly. “She’s right, you know,” he said, his voice a low murmur. “What can I say? I’ve changed since then. But if you want to finish me off, I won’t stop you. I’ve always admired a decisive woman.”

Vaggie’s grip on the spear faltered momentarily, her rage battling with the logic in Charlie’s voice. She looked down at Alastor, her face mixed with fury and disgust, then back at Charlie.

“We can’t trust him,” Vaggie whispered harshly. “We can’t let him walk out of here alive.”

Charlie glanced at Angel, then back to the prisoners. They were in the middle of a zombie-filled hellscape, and now, apparently, they had a notorious serial killer in their midst.

“Then we don’t let him out of our sight,” Charlie spoke firmly. “But we don’t kill him. Not yet.” She gently but firmly pulled Vaggie back, raising the spear from Alastor’s throat.

Vaggie hesitated, then reluctantly stepped back, gazing at Alastor with hatred. “If he so much as breathes wrong, I’m killing him.”

Charlie nodded, but inside, she wasn’t sure how they would handle this.

Obviously, Charlie needed to regain control of the situation before things worsened. She turned to Angel, who still had his gun trained on Husk and Niffty. “Put the gun away,” she voiced, her voice firm but calm. Thankfully, Angel just huffed and lowered the gun.

Charlie knelt before Alastor, who had sat himself up, rubbing his throat where Vaggie’s spear had been pressed moments ago. He flashed that same unsettling smile as if the near-death experience hadn’t fazed him in the slightest.

Charlie locked eyes with him, trying to make sense of the man before her. “Alright, Alastor,” her voice was steady as if carrying the weight of command. “I need you to be honest. Tell me your story—everything.”

Alastor’s smile softened slightly, a hint of amusement glinting in his sharp brown eyes. “Honesty? Well, that’s quite the request,” he chuckles. “But since you’ve asked so nicely… Your lovely New York Police Department apprehended me. They were kind enough to inform me I was being sent back home to Louisiana—something about the death penalty. Such an honor, isn’t it?”

Charlie’s stomach twisted at how casually he spoke about it as if it were nothing more than a trivial inconvenience, but she stayed silent, letting him continue.

“I was to be transported in a charming little prison bus, but the apocalypse does tend to throw a wrench into such well-laid plans.” Alastor gestured toward the others with a tilt as though they were mere traveling companions. “Husker and Niffty here were passengers on the same fine bus. Husker for reasons of his own, and Niffty…” He glanced at her, his smile growing, “well, let’s just say she’s quite the character.”

Charlie turned her attention to Husk, her voice cautious. “And you? What’s your story?”

Husk shifted uncomfortably, clearly not as eager to talk as Alastor. He sighed, crossing his thick arms over his chest. “Manslaughter,” he muttered, his voice gruff and tired. “Life in prison. I was on my way to Nevada to rot in some desert cell.”

Angel raised an eyebrow. “Manslaughter, huh? What’d ya do, throw a guy off a roof?”

Husk snorted, shaking his head. “Something like that.”

Charlie nodded slowly, processing the information. Husk seemed more worn down than anything, like a man who had accepted his fate long before the world ended.

Finally, she turned to Niffty, who had been eagerly listening to the conversation, practically bouncing on her feet despite the chains. “And you, Niffty?” Charlie asked though she felt that she wouldn’t like the answer.

“Oh! My story? Well!” Niffty began, her voice unnervingly chipper for the situation. “I used to work as a housekeeper in a lovely little hotel! Loved it there—cleaning rooms, keeping everything nice and tidy… But some of the… male guests weren’t so nice.” Her eyes narrowed slightly before her grin returned, wider than ever. “So, I poisoned a few of them! Just a little something to make them stay longer, you know? I liked the company.” She giggled. “And once they… well, died, I found some other uses for their bodies. Kept things interesting!”

Charlie, Vaggie, and Angel stared at her in stunned silence, each struggling to process the cheerful and disturbingly casual way Niffty described her crimes. Her cheerful demeanor made her confession even more disturbing.

Angel, in particular, blinked in disbelief, his voice low and almost incredulous. “You… poisoned men? And you’re happy about that?”

Niffty’s smile only grew wider. “Oh, absolutely! They weren’t good men, so it’s not like they’d be missed!” She giggled again. “Besides, I like things clean and orderly. And dead people don’t make a mess—well, after a bit of cleanup, anyway!”

“Okay… what the actual fuck?” he cursed under his breath.

Vaggie, who had just been on the verge of killing Alastor, now seemed speechless. She shot a look at Charlie, silently asking if they were seriously going to keep these people around.

Charlie ran a hand through her hair, trying to gather her thoughts. This was worse than she’d imagined. Not only were they dealing with a notorious serial killer, but now they had a poison-happy housekeeper and a man convicted of manslaughter chained along. This was becoming a nightmare, yet she somehow felt they had no choice but to keep them close for now.

“If you don’t mind me asking…” Husk started eyeing the three, “Why won't you tell us your names too? To make things fair.”

“Oh. Right,” Charlie clears her throat, then gestures to herself, “I’m Charlie, and this is—” She points to Vaggie, “Vaggie and—”

“Angel Dust, at your service,” Angel quickly interrupted.

“Okay,” Charlie enunciated, her voice a little unsteady as she stood back up. “This… this isn’t what I expected.” She glanced at Vaggie and Angel, her mind racing as she tried to think of the best way forward.

It is suffocating. These people were dangerous, and she knew Vaggie, in particular, wouldn’t take this lightly. But at the same time, Charlie wasn’t one to resort to violence if she could avoid it. They had enough threats out there, and turning on each other inside was the last thing everyone wanted.

“We need to talk,” Charlie stated softly, nodding toward the far corner of the room where they could speak without the convicts overhearing. Vaggie and Angel exchanged glances but followed her.

Once they were out of earshot, Vaggie crossed her arms, her frustration bubbling. “You’re not seriously considering letting them come with us, are you? Charlie, they’re killers. We can’t trust them, Charlie. Especially not Alastor. You know what he’s done—what all of them have done.”

Angel crossed his arms, his brow furrowed, but there was a hint of a smirk on his face. “Look, I ain’t sayin’ they’re angels—no offense, Vags—but they’ve got skills especially being able to survive for months in that garb. Especially Alastor.” He glanced over his shoulder at the group, keeping his voice low. “The guy’s a freak, but did you see how calm he was? He’s been through worse than a couple of zombos. If he can kill them with ease… I’m just sayin’ he could be useful.”

Vaggie shot Angel a stern look, her voice sharp. “Useful? He’s a serial killer, Angel. Just because he’s good at taking out zombies doesn’t mean we let him follow us around like some sort of ally. And Niffty—she's insane. You heard her! She enjoyed killing people.”

Charlie remained quiet for a moment, weighing her options—the idea of abandoning—or worse, killing—the convicts is almost unbearable. But Vaggie was right. These weren’t just ordinary survivors; they were dangerous criminals. Yet… Angel had a point, too. In this world, where the dead outnumbered the living, having people around who knew how to handle themselves—no matter how morally dubious—might keep them alive longer.

Charlie sighed, rubbing her temples as she tried to think clearly. “Fuck, I know,” she said softly. “I get it, baby. They’re dangerous. But…” She hesitated, glancing at the convicts again. She knows survival often means making impossible choices. “We’re in the middle of the city. They don’t have anywhere else to go; if we just leave them behind, they might not survive. Or worse—they might survive and come back after us.”

Vaggie opened her mouth to respond, but Charlie affectionately held onto her cheeks to stop her. “I’m not saying we trust them, but we don’t have to kill them either. If they’re willing to cooperate, we can keep them close. Watch them. Alastor might be able to help us, and if we need to get rid of them later, we’ll cross that bridge when we get there.”

Angel shrugged, looking more relaxed now that Charlie seemed to be leaning in his direction. “You’re talkin’ sense, dollface. Might as well get what we can outta them before they turn on us, right?”

Vaggie’s eye flared with frustration, but gently removed Charlie’s pale hands from her face. “You’re talking like this is just a game, Angel! There’s no ‘might’ about it—they will turn on us.”

Charlie met Vaggie’s gaze. “And if they do, we’ll deal with it then. But right now, we can’t afford to make any more enemies. We’re running low on supplies, the city’s crawling with zombies, and God knows if the fucking gang’s still out there. Alastor and Husk look like they can pull their weight. As for Niffty…” She trailed off, unsure how to even approach Niffty’s chaotic nature.

“She’s creepy as hell,” Angel shakes his head. “I don’t know if I wanna be sleepin’ anywhere near that one.”

Vaggie crossed her arms, clearly unsatisfied. “You’re making a mistake, Charlie. Keeping them with us is just as dangerous as leaving them behind.”

Charlie looked at her lover, her expression soft but determined. “I know it’s a risk, Vaggie. But if they can help us survive a little longer… then I’m willing to take that risk.”

Vaggie let out a frustrated breath, but after a moment, she nodded stiffly. “Fine. But I’m not letting my guard down. Not for a second.”

“Me neither,” Angel added, though there was still a trace of amusement in his voice. “But hey, if Alastor can take out a few zombies for us, I won’t complain. Also…” he glanced back at the prisoners, then at the chains around their wrists and ankles. “But those chains make a hell of a lot of noise. That’s what almost got us killed earlier.”

Charlie nodded. “That’s why I need you to unlock them.”

Vaggie’s eye widened in disbelief. “Charlie, are you insane? You want to free them?”

“I want to make sure they don’t attract more zombies,” Charlie sighed. “The chains are loud. If they stay shackled, we’re as good as dead. But if we let them loose—and they behave—then we can at least get out of New York City in one piece.”

Vaggie shook her head, the frustration clear on her face. “And if they don’t behave?”

Charlie’s gaze softened. “Then we’ll do what we have to do.”

Angel sighed exaggeratedly, rubbing the back of his neck. “This is a bad idea, but… fine. I’ll lockpick the chains.”

Charlie nodded and smiled faintly, feeling a bit more in control now. “Alright. Let’s see how this plays out.”

She turned back toward the convicts, still sitting quietly, watching the trio from their place on the floor. Charlie approached them cautiously, and Vaggie and Angel were close behind her.

“Okay,” Charlie began, addressing the group. “Here’s… the deal. We’re willing to let you stick around—for now. But there are conditions. You stay in line, follow our lead, and don’t try anything. If you prove you can help us survive, we’ll figure out the next steps. But if any of you step out of line…”

Vaggie tightened her grip on her spear for emphasis, her gaze fixed on Alastor.

“... you’re on your own. Do we have a deal?”

Alastor’s smile returned, this time with a touch of amusement. “Why, of course, dear. We wouldn’t dream of causing trouble.” His tone was light and almost playful, but something was unnerving in how he spoke as if he were already calculating his next move.

Husk just hummed in agreement while Niffty beamed, bouncing slightly in her chains. “Deal! This’ll be fun!”

Charlie swallowed, hoping she hadn’t just made a terrible mistake.


The room had quieted down after the confrontation with the convicts. Alastor, Husk, and Niffty eventually settled on the far side of the room. Charlie, Vaggie, and Angel took up a corner on the opposite side, keeping their distance while trying to get comfortable for the night.

Charlie sat against the wall, her mind still racing. Angel had already dozed off, his back resting against the cold wood. He snored lightly as if the tension from earlier had melted away in his sleep. Alastor and his crew were quiet, too, either asleep or pretending to be.

As time passed at 11:23 pm, the silence was broken only by the occasional groan of zombies outside the lecture hall. The darkness of the night crept in through the cracked windows, making the world outside feel even more distant.

Charlie stayed awake, watching out the window from her position in the corner, sitting by the lone wooden chair. The moonlight illuminated the empty campus beyond, casting long shadows from the abandoned tents and debris. Her thoughts wandered as she slowly unbuttoned her filthy dress shirt to expose her cleavage, feeling sweaty. Her decision to keep the convicts with them gnawed at her. Was she making the right call? Would they regret this?

Footsteps softly padded toward her. Charlie glanced up, startled out of her thoughts, and saw Vaggie approaching. She was missing her usual Henley shirt and left in just her black sports bra, revealing the toned muscles of her tattooed arms and abdomen. The dim light played over her skin, and for a moment, Charlie felt her heart skip.

Vaggie’s expression softened as she sat on Charlie’s lap, facing the blonde. A small, teasing smile tugged at her lips. “You’re staring,” she whispered, her voice playful yet low, trying not to wake Angel.

Charlie felt the heat rise to her cheeks, and she quickly averted her eyes, looking back out the window. “I-I wasn’t… I’m just—”

“I’m just messing with you,” Vaggie teased, scooting closer. Her presence was warm, the soft brush of her shoulder against Charlie’s arm sending a familiar, pleasant shiver.

Charlie swallowed, her mind suddenly too occupied with how close shirtless Vaggie was. “Shouldn’t you be sleeping?” she asked, trying to steer the conversation somewhere safer.

Vaggie shrugged lightly, her voice dropping to a more intimate tone. “Couldn’t sleep. Thought I’d check on you. Seems like you’re having trouble, too.” She leaned a little closer, her breath warm against Charlie’s ear. “Besides, it’s been a while since we’ve had any time alone.”

Charlie’s pulse quickened. She could feel Vaggie’s gaze lingering on her, making her feel dizzy in the best way. She turned her head slightly, meeting Vaggie’s eye—that sharp, beautiful amber eye now looking at her with that same intensity they always had.

“Yeah,” Charlie breathed softly, her voice almost a whisper. “It has.”

Vaggie smiled, her fingers grazed lightly against Charlie’s arm. “You’ve been holding everything together, hon,” she said softly. “But you don’t always have to be the strong one.”

Charlie blinked. “I just want to protect all of us,” she admitted quietly, her voice wavering just a little. “I don’t… want to lose anyone.”

Vaggie cupped Charlie’s cheek gently, her touch grounding. “I know. But you’re not in this alone.” Her thumb brushed lightly over Charlie’s skin, and then, before Charlie could think or say anything else, Vaggie leaned in and pressed her lips softly to hers.

The kiss was tender at first, a gentle lips meeting that sent warmth flooding Charlie’s chest. But as the seconds passed, the day's bullshit seemed to melt away. Charlie responded, kissing Vaggie with more desperation, the pent-up emotions from days of stress and fear finding release in that moment.

Vaggie shifted closer, her hands moving to Charlie’s waist, pulling her in just enough to make Charlie’s breath hitch. The intensity of their closeness faded everything else—the zombies outside, the convicts on the other side of the room… The two of them were wrapped in the quiet, fragile intimacy they’d been missing for so long.

When they finally broke apart, they were breathing a little heavier. Vaggie rested her forehead against Charlie’s, and her eye half-lidded as she smiled. “I’ve missed this,” she whispered.

Charlie could only nod, her heart still racing from the kiss. “Me too.”

After Charlie's soft response, Vaggie’s smile deepened, her gaze flicking down briefly before she darted, straddling Charlie’s lap further. The shift caught Charlie off guard, and she instinctively gripped Vaggie’s hips, feeling the warmth of her body pressed close. The brunette leaned in again, but her kiss was far from gentle this time.

It was hungrier—demanding, raw. Charlie gasped against Vaggie’s lips as her hands moved instinctively, sliding up Vaggie’s sides, her fingers finding the edge of her sports bra.

Vaggie’s hands were on Charlie, too, quick and unrelenting as she tugged at the front of Charlie’s bra, the fabric still damp with sweat from the long day. Charlie’s breath hitched when Vaggie’s fingers brushed against her breasts, her body responding with nervous excitement and need.

Charlie’s hands trembled slightly as her long, pale fingers slid beneath Vaggie’s sports bra, her touch grazing Vaggie’s breasts. Vaggie let out a muffled moan against Charlie’s lips, her own hands wandering lower, pressing firmly against Charlie’s hardened nipples. The sensation made Charlie arch into her, the layers of fabric between them suddenly feeling too much, too restricting.

Vaggie pulled away briefly, just enough to catch her breath, her chest rising and falling with the same quickened pace as Charlie’s. Her lone eye was dark in desire. She then leaned back in, her lips brushing against Charlie’s ear as she whispered in a husky voice, “You’re so fucking beautiful like this.”

Charlie could only respond with a soft whimper, her fingers curling deeper into Vaggie’s bra, feeling the warmth of her tits, the beating of her heart. Vaggie’s own hands were bolder now, exploring, teasing, as she caressed Charlie’s breasts beneath the thin fabric, each touch sending waves of heat and electricity through Charlie’s body.

But as Vaggie’s lips found Charlie’s neck, leaving soft, heated kisses along her skin, a faint sound from the far side of the room brought Charlie back to reality.

Angel’s snoring had stopped.

Suddenly, the room felt more petite, the darkness closing in as Charlie’s senses came crashing back. The quiet was loud now, the faint breathing of the convicts barely audible on the other side of the room.

Charlie froze beneath Vaggie, her heart still racing for a different reason. Her fingers, still entwined with Vaggie’s, stilled their movements. “V-Vaggie,” she whispered, her voice shaky. “Wait…”

Vaggie, still hovering close, pressed one last lingering kiss against Charlie’s neck, clearly reluctant to stop. But the sound of Angel stirring, a slight shuffle from his corner of the room, forced her to pull back just enough to catch Charlie’s blue eyes. Her gaze was heated, but there was a flicker of understanding there, too. They couldn’t afford to let their guard down—not entirely.

Vaggie sighed, her breath warm against Charlie’s flushed skin. “Always at the worst times,” she murmured with a soft smile.

Charlie swallowed hard. “We should…” she began, her voice trailing off as her gaze flicked toward Angel’s form, slumped in the corner. He was still asleep, as far as she could tell.

Vaggie followed her gaze, her smile softening into something more tender as she leaned forward again, resting her forehead against Charlie’s. “I know,” she whispered, her hands still resting on Charlie’s sides. “We’ll pick this up later.”

Charlie exhaled slowly, trying to calm the heat still coursing through her. She nodded, though part of her ached at the thought of stopping now. At this point, they needed to be careful. With everything going on—they couldn’t afford to lose focus, no matter how much she wanted to get lost in Vaggie’s touch.

Vaggie lingered for a moment longer, her thumb brushing gently across Charlie’s jawline before she leaned back and settled beside her by the chair, one arm casually draped over Charlie’s thigh as they quieted down.

“Are you okay?” Vaggie asked softly as she looked at Charlie, her fingers still lightly tracing patterns on her leg.

Charlie nodded. “Yeah,” she whispered, her gaze dropping to the floor before she looked down at her. “I just… needed this.”

Vaggie smiled. “Me too,” she leaned in to kiss Charlie’s cheek softly, this one slower, filled with quiet reassurance. “We’ll have our time. I promise.”

Charlie returned the smile, her hand resting lightly on Vaggie’s. “I’m holding you to that.”

Just as they shared that quiet moment, Angel groaned from his corner, stirring in his sleep. He mumbled something incoherent, shifting slightly, but his snores soon resumed their rhythmic pattern, signaling that he hadn’t fully woken up.

Vaggie chuckled softly. “Guess we’re safe… for now.”

Charlie sighed in relief, drumming her fingers against Vaggie’s shoulder, and repeated, “For now.”


5:48 am

The pale light of dawn crept in through the cracks in the windows, casting a dull glow over the room. Charlie sat where she had been all night, her back still against the wall, eyes tired but alert as she watched the convicts on the far side of the room.

Alastor, Husk, and Niffty stirred groggily, shifting their positions. They were still chained, with barely enough room to stretch out. Even with their defiance the night before, Charlie noticed how uncomfortable they seemed now, confined to the cold floor without any sense of privacy or dignity.

Alastor caught her watching and flashed a sly grin. Charlie quickly looked away, her attention drifting to the barricaded doorway where Vaggie and Angel were already working, prying away the makeshift barriers they’d set up for the night.

Vaggie had stripped down to her tank top again, her tattooed muscles flexing with every push and pull as she worked to loosen the debris. Angel, next to her, mumbled something under his breath, probably a sarcastic complaint about the early morning, though he helped in his begrudging way.

Charlie tried to figure out their next move and how they would deal with the convicts once unchained, but her thoughts kept returning to Vaggie. Watching her work, sweat already glistening on her skin as she moved, Charlie couldn’t help but feel a mixture of admiration and apprehension.

Lately, it felt like they weren’t always on the same page. Vaggie was decisive, sometimes too much, making quick calls that seemed harsh to Charlie. Like with the convicts—Vaggie didn’t want them around and made no secret of it. Conversely, Charlie couldn’t shake the feeling that leaving them behind might only create more enemies or lead to their deaths.

Was she being too soft? Too idealistic?

Charlie exhaled softly, her gaze lingering on Vaggie’s sharp movements. She admired her strength and fierce protectiveness over their small group, but she couldn’t ignore the unease in her chest. Lately, Vaggie’s decisions felt colder, more ruthless. She’d been making calls that Charlie struggled to align with, and the weight of that disagreement pressed harder on her than she liked to admit.

She wasn’t sure if she was the leader she thought she was (hell, Charlie wasn’t even sure if she deserved to be a leader). Vaggie had been right so many times—about the dangers, about staying tough. And yet, the more Vaggie seemed to push in one direction, the more Charlie found herself pulling in another.

Was she doing what was best for everyone? Or was she just too afraid to make the hard choices?

Her fingers absentmindedly fidgeted with the edge of her filthy shirt as her mind spiraled into self-doubt. Was she being a bad leader? Worse, was she being a bad girlfriend? Shouldn’t they be in sync, especially now, in the middle of all this bullshit? She had always admired Vaggie’s strength and clarity of thought, but sometimes that clarity made Charlie feel… small. Like she couldn’t keep up.

“Hey.” Angel’s voice cut through her thoughts. He leaned against the doorframe, puffing out the smoke with the cigarette dangling from his lips. “You’re spacing out again.”

Charlie blinked, realizing she had been staring at the same spot for too long. “Sorry,” she muttered, shaking her head slightly.

“Ya alright?” Angel asked, flicking ash onto the floor. His tone was casual, but his green-blue eyes showed a hint of concern. “You’ve been looking real… intense, staring at everything like you’re in another world.”

“I’m fine,” Charlie replied automatically, but even as she said it, she knew she wasn’t. She felt fractured—torn between what she wanted to be, what she thought was right, and the brutal reality of surviving in this fucked-up world.

Angel raised an eyebrow, clearly unconvinced, but he didn’t push. “If ya say so,” he muttered, stepping back toward the barricade. “But we need ya with us. Don’t go all zombie-brained on me.”

Charlie managed a weak smile at his half-hearted joke. She turned her attention back to Vaggie, who was still working steadily, not glancing back as if she knew Charlie was watching. Maybe Vaggie didn’t feel the same disconnect. Perhaps it was just Charlie overthinking everything as usual.

But as she sat there, watching the convicts stir and Angel smoke, she couldn’t shake the growing knot in her chest—the gnawing feeling that, somehow, she was losing touch with herself, with her relationship, and with the leadership she had taken on.

What if she couldn’t balance it all? What if she lost the most important person to her in trying to protect everyone?

Her gaze shifted again, this time back to Vaggie, and the weight of her indecision pressed down even harder.

“Am I really doing the right thing?” Charlie whispered to herself, then took a deep breath, forcing herself to push aside the self-doubt, at least for the moment. There wasn’t time to sit and spiral; they had to keep moving. They couldn’t afford to stay here much longer—her Dad was calling (not literally, but Charlie hopes he calls these days), and with it, the promise of supplies, shelter, and, hopefully, safety.

She stood up, her legs stiff from sitting too long. Glancing at Angel and Vaggie, who were still dismantling the barricade, she walked across the room toward the convicts. Alastor, Husk, and Niffty were fully awake now, eyeing her with varying degrees of curiosity or indifference. Alastor, as usual, wore his trademark smirk.

Charlie stopped a few feet from them, doing her best to stand tall, to project some semblance of confidence. “We’re leaving soon,” she said. “We’re heading into the city. You can come with us if you want—but only if you behave. No funny business, no violence. We’ve got enough to worry about without adding more chaos to the mix.”

Alastor tilted his head, the chains rattling slightly as he shifted his position. “My, my,” he drawled, his tone smooth and almost mocking. “How generous of you, leader. To extend such an invitation to the likes of us.” He looked sideways at Husk, who did not comment, and Niffty, who flashed an eerie grin. “But tell me, what exactly do you expect us to do once we’re out there? You think we’ll just follow along like good little puppies?”

Charlie stiffened. What the fuck does he mean by that? “I expect you to do… whatever it takes to survive,” she replied firmly. “But if you want to stick with us, there are rules. We protect each other, and we don’t turn on each other. Simple as that.”

Alastor chuckled, and he sounded amused. “And what happens if we… test those rules?” He looked her tall frame up and down. “Surely you can’t expect everyone to play by your rules forever. It’s a harsh world out there, darling. Morality… well, it tends to fade in the face of survival.”

Charlie clenched her fists, trying to keep her calm. She could feel Vaggie’s eye on her from across the room and imagine her girlfriend’s posture squaring up even without looking. Vaggie had never trusted Alastor, and in moments like this, Charlie understood why.

“We’re not animals,” she replied. “We’re not going to survive by turning on each other. If you want to go out on your own and do whatever you want, that’s your choice. But if you stay with us, you follow the rules.”

Alastor’s grin widened, his filthy teeth flashing. “Oh, I’m sure we’ll be on our best behavior, dear Charlie.” He leaned forward slightly, the chains rattling as he did. “But perhaps we can be useful to you. After all, we’ve been here a while. We know this campus—what’s left of it, anyway. I’m sure there’s plenty of loot to be found, supplies hidden away in the main building, maybe even a few weapons if you know where to look.”

Charlie hesitated. The idea of scavenging the main building wasn’t entirely unreasonable—they could use whatever supplies they could find before heading deeper into Queens. But something about the way Alastor said it made her uneasy. He was testing her, probing for weaknesses, trying to see how far he could push her.

Before Charlie could respond, Vaggie’s voice cut in. “We don’t need you leading us into some fucking trap, Alastor. We’ve survived this long without you, and don’t try to manipulate us into doing something stupid.”

Alastor turned his gaze toward Vaggie, his smile never faltering. “My, my, such hostility. I merely offered a suggestion, my dear. No need to bite my head off.”

Vaggie stepped closer in her protective stance. “We’re not falling for your games. You’re still chained up for a reason.”

Charlie could feel the tension rising, the air in the room growing thicker with each word. She glanced at Angel, who had paused in his work, watching the scene unfold with narrowed eyes. Even he could feel that Alastor was pushing boundaries, testing them all.

Charlie took a deep breath, stepping between Vaggie and Alastor before things could escalate further. She needed to regain control of the situation to show them she could lead without shit falling apart. “Enough,” she said, her voice firmer now. “We’ll scavenge the main building for supplies. But we’re doing it on our terms, not yours. And if you even think about trying something, I’ll make sure you regret it.”

Alastor’s grin remained, but his eyes flickered with something darker—something calculating. “Of course, Charlie. We’re all in this together, after all.”

Charlie didn’t respond, instead turning to Vaggie and Angel. “We need to move out soon,” she said, trying to keep her voice steady. Let’s get this over with.”

Without thinking, she turned toward the final piece of barricade—a heavy, old wooden desk—and kicked it with all the force she could muster. The desk screeched across the floor, sliding away from the door with a loud bang that echoed in the lecture hall. Her leg ached instantly, sending a sharp pain shooting up her calf, but she didn’t care. She let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding, the raw release of energy momentarily satisfying.

Vaggie and Angel paused at the sound, their eyes flicking toward Charlie, surprised. Even Alastor raised an eyebrow, his grin faltering for a split second, though it quickly returned as if he found her outburst amusing.

“Door’s free,” Charlie muttered, her voice tighter than she wanted. She avoided their eyes, hoping they wouldn’t notice the slight limp in her step as she moved toward the entrance. Her body wasn’t built for brute strength, after all. But for once, it felt good to let something out.

She gripped the door handle, pulled it open with a grunt, and stepped out into the corridor. The familiar stale, dusty air of the college greeted her once again. Charlie didn’t look back as she moved into the hallway, not wanting the others to see the faint grimace on her face from the pain in her leg. She needed to keep her composure, especially in front of Alastor. She couldn’t afford to show weakness—not when he was testing her like this.

Behind her, she could hear the others filing out of the lecture hall. Vaggie was probably watching her with concern, but Charlie knew she had to push forward. There was no time to dwell on feelings or second-guessing herself.


Charlie unfolded the crumpled map she had gotten from the lobby. Although yellowed, it was still legible enough to guide them through the building. She traced her finger over the faded lines, following the route from their current location in the lecture hall to the cafeteria. That was their next target. Supplies—food, maybe even weapons—could make the difference between surviving another week and starving out.

As they walked, she focused on the map, her brow furrowed in concentration. Behind her, the rest of the group shuffled along quietly, though she could still hear the faint murmur of conversation between Alastor and Husk.

“...heard the military occupied the school when the outbreak hit,” Husk said in his gravelly voice. “If that’s true, the cafeteria might’ve been a stockpile. We’d be stupid not to check.”

Alastor responded with a low chuckle. “Indeed, my friend. I’d wager there’s more than just spoiled cafeteria lunches waiting for us there.”

For Charlie, what they were saying made sense. She remembers Vaggie telling her that the military had used the school as a temporary base during the early days of the outbreak, and the cafeteria could’ve been turned into a supply depot. And given how well-barricaded the place had been, it wasn’t out of the realm of possibility that something useful was still inside.

They made their way through the darkened halls, the air thick with the stench of rot and decay. The silence was suffocating, broken only by the occasional shuffle of debris underfoot. Angel and Vaggie moved in sync behind her, their weapons at the ready, while Alastor, Husk, and Niffty trailed behind, their chains by their wrists now unlocked but still clanking faintly by their ankles.

The cafeteria loomed ahead, its large double doors slightly ajar, as if something—or someone—had recently passed through. Charlie swallowed her nerves and signaled for the others to stop.

“Be careful,” she whispered, glancing over her shoulder at the group. “We don’t know what’s inside.”

They pushed the doors open slowly, the hinges creaking ominously as they stepped into the large, open cafeteria. Dust hung in the air, and broken tables and chairs were scattered around the room. The shelves that once held food trays were empty, but the storage rooms and kitchens might still have something valuable beyond the cafeteria counters.

As they moved deeper into the room, Charlie felt the weight of every step, as if shit was about to go down in each passing second. Angel and Vaggie spread out, scanning the area for immediate threats, while the convicts exchanged glances with each other.

That’s when Charlie heard it—a faint, almost imperceptible shuffle. Her heart skipped a beat, and she stopped, motioning for the others to be still.

It was too late.

Snarls echoed from the back of the cafeteria, followed by the unmistakable feet scraping against the tile. There were zombies—lots of them. They had been hiding, likely drawn by the noise or movement, and now they were stirring.

Before Charlie could react, the doors at the room's far end burst open, and a flood of the undead poured in. Their eyes glazed over with hunger, their mouths twisted in feral snarls.

“Shit!” Angel cursed, drawing his gun as Vaggie whipped out her spear.

The horde was moving fast, faster than they’d expected. Charlie barely had time to raise her pistol before the first zombie lunged at her. She fired off a shot, the bullet tearing through its skull, but more were already swarming. The cafeteria had turned into a death trap.

Chaos erupted. Vaggie sliced through the nearest attackers while Angel unloaded round after round, his Tommy gun barking at rapid speed. Alastor and Husk were fighting, too, but Charlie couldn’t spare a glance to see how. She had her hands full just trying to stay alive.

Her pulse hammered in her ears as she moved, dodging one zombie’s outstretched arms before shooting another square in the chest, but didn’t budge. She was starting to sweat, her muscles aching from the frantic pace. Her pistol clicked—jammed. She fumbled to rack the gun, but her fingers were trembling. Then one of the zombies lunged for her, its hands grabbing at her shirt.

Charlie stumbled backward, and her legs tangled in the debris of trash. The zombie was on her in an instant, its rotten breath hot on her face. Her heart pounded in her chest as she struggled, her mind racing, knowing she didn’t have enough time to reload and shit! She’s not holding her Glock—

A gunshot rang out.

The zombie collapsed on top of her, its head blown clean off. Charlie blinked in shock, her vision blurred by adrenaline. When she looked up, Alastor stood above her, a smoking Glock in his hand.

“I believe this is yours,” he said smoothly, flipping the gun around and offering it to her, handle first.

Charlie’s hand trembled as she took the pistol, her mind reeling. She had dropped it, and now here was Alastor, saving her life.

The chaos around them continued—zombies were still swarming, but the group held their own. Husk and Niffty were fighting with a surprising level of skill, fending off the undead with whatever they could find (Was that a damn fork that Niffty is using to stab?! What the fuck!). Angel and Vaggie worked like a well-oiled machine, back-to-back, as they slashed and shot their way through the horde.

Everything was a blur—gunshots, snarls, the smell of decay. But slowly, the numbers began to dwindle. Charlie scrambled to her feet, her heart still pounding in her ears as she rejoined the fight. The remaining zombies fell, one by one, until the cafeteria was finally still.

Silence followed, broken only by the ragged breathing of the survivors.

Everyone was alive. Battered and bloodied but alive.

Charlie stood there, clutching her gun, staring at Alastor. The man who had just saved her life, the convict she hadn’t trusted for a second, had just proved that—at least for now—they were on the same side.

“Thanks,” she muttered, her voice barely audible.

Alastor just smiled with that same unsettling charm. He held her gaze for a moment, then glanced down at the Glock she was still clutching, her knuckles white. "You know," he began casually, brushing imaginary dust from his sleeve, "it’s all about keeping a steady hand. Panic gets you nowhere in situations like this… when you’re under pressure, your body tends to fight you. Hands shake, breathing quickens... heart pounds." He tapped his chest lightly for emphasis. "All perfectly natural, but what you need to do is control it. Breathe in through your nose... slowly... hold it for a second, then let it out through your mouth. It’ll steady you enough to aim without trembling."

Charlie absently nodded, her mind still racing. Breathe. Right. She hadn't realized how shallow her breaths had become until he pointed it out. She took in a slow breath, trying to follow his instructions.

“And as for the gun,” Alastor said smoothly, reaching over to adjust her grip ever so slightly, “hold it firm but not too tight. You want control, not a death grip. You’re not trying to strangle it; just guide it.” He tilted slightly, his voice lowering, “And always know where your spare rounds are. You were so focused on the horde that you didn’t even realize you dropped your gun, hm?”

Charlie blinked, glancing down at the gun in her hand. Since when had she dropped it? She didn’t even remember when it had slipped from her grasp.

"Situational awareness," Alastor added, his voice almost a purr now. "If you’re aware of your surroundings and your own limitations, you’ll never be caught off guard again."

For a moment, Charlie stood there, stunned. His advice—while unsolicited—was good. In any other context, she might have scoffed at the idea of taking lessons from a convicted murderer, but right now? He had saved her life, and she had to admit… he wasn’t wrong.

“Yeah… okay,” she mumbled, nodding absently, more to herself than to him. The absurdity of taking advice from a serial killer briefly flashed through her mind, but she pushed it aside. She didn’t have the energy to question how Alastor knew so much about firearms. It was obvious, after all. Of course, someone like him would be familiar with guns and panic situations. He'd probably been in far more violent, controlled situations than she could imagine.

Charlie quickly holstered the Glock, shaking off the unnerving sensation between them. She felt exposed under his gaze, but Alastor didn’t press further. He simply nodded and walked past her, back to Husk and Niffty.

The group finally had a moment to breathe. The heavy silence in the cafeteria was only broken by the occasional rustle of debris beneath their feet. Blood splattered across the walls, the floor, and their clothes—just an average day in the fucking apocalypse. Charlie leaned against a nearby table, her gun still gripped tightly in her hand, as she scanned the room. Angel was inspecting his gun, muttering to himself, while Vaggie paced near the doors as if expecting another wave of undead to crash through at any second.

Charlie noticed movement out of the corner of her eye. Alastor, Husk, and Niffty were moving purposefully toward the kitchen. Her curiosity piqued, she pushed herself off the table and quietly followed them.

The three convicts moved strangely in the dimly lit kitchen, its lightbulb flickering as if they knew exactly where to look. Charlie watched as Husk knelt and pulled a crate from under a counter. When the lid came off, the contents revealed themselves—supplies. Not just any supplies—National Guard crates filled with rations, medical kits, and some folded civilian clothes.

Angel had followed her, standing just behind Charlie. His eyes narrowed suspiciously as he took in the scene. "How the hell do you know about that?" he asked, his tone more accusatory than curious.

Before Husk could respond, Niffty chimed in, her voice bright and cheery. “Oh, that’s easy! Husk knows a thing or two about military contingency plans. Y’know, where they usually stash their important stuff. He might not look it, but he’s got brains up there, doesn’t he?”

Husk grunted but didn’t bother to correct her. He was busy rummaging through the crate, pulling out what looked like a fresh pack of cigarettes—a rare luxury these days.

Charlie exchanged a glance with Angel and Vaggie, who had now joined them. Clearing out the cafeteria had been a group effort, and the fact that the convicts had gone off on their own to claim the supplies wasn’t surprising, but Charlie couldn’t help but feel the weight of mistrust hanging heavy in the air again.

“Looks like you guys hit the jackpot,” Angel muttered, his voice edged with suspicion. “You planning on keeping all that to yourselves?”

Niffty, still wearing her eerie grin, looked up from the crate she was inspecting. “Well, we did find it first,” she said with a small giggle, but there was no malice in her tone. She seemed almost amused by Angel’s skepticism. “But that doesn’t mean we can’t share.”

Charlie blinked, taken aback. “You… you’re offering to share?”

Niffty nodded enthusiastically. “Of course! You guys helped us clear this place out. Would’ve been swarming with freaks if it weren’t for you three. Right, Husk?”

Charlie’s gaze flicked to Husk, who lit one of the cigarettes with a flick of his lighter and took a long drag. He shrugged, blowing smoke out of the side of his mouth. “Yeah, sure. Doesn’t bother me. You earned your share.”

Charlie stared at him for a moment, half-expecting there to be a catch. But Husk’s disinterested expression didn’t change. He really didn’t care.

Vaggie crossed her arms, still wary. “You’re just going to… give us some of your supplies? Just like that?”

“Finder’s keepers don’t mean shit if you’re dead,” Husk muttered, taking another drag of his cigarette. “Besides, we all contributed. No point in hoarding everything. It’ll just get us killed faster.”

Angel looked skeptical but seemed to relax a bit, his posture loosening. “Well, damn. Didn’t expect that.” He glanced at Charlie. “Guess this whole ‘working together’ thing ain’t a total loss.”

Charlie felt the weight in her chest eases slightly. The tension from the fight and their previous mistrust was still there, but it wasn’t as suffocating. The convicts had proved themselves, at least for now. They weren’t just deadweight or potential traitors. They had fought to survive alongside her, Vaggie, and Angel.

Charlie finally allowed herself to relax just a little. She turned to Niffty, who was now digging through another crate with excitement. “Thanks,” she said quietly, the word feeling strange in her mouth, directed toward people she still wasn’t sure she could trust.

Niffty’s grin widened. “No problem! You’re lucky we found clothes too! I’m done with this prison uniform, honestly. You should grab some too, Charlie. You’ve earned it.”

Before Charlie could respond, Alastor kneels in between them. "Well, well, well!" he declared, his voice oozing theatrical delight. "It appears fate has bestowed upon us the perfect opportunity for a change of attire. And I must say, there’s a rather crisp-looking suit in here that’s calling my name."

He moved beside the crate and held up a neatly folded vest jacket—black, pristine, and in far better condition than anything they had worn in months. "Ah, impeccable tailoring!" he continued, smoothing out the jacket with a flick of his wrist. "Now, if you’ll excuse me, I simply must change. This drab prison uniform no longer suits my... exalted tastes."

Charlie, barely batting an eye, shrugged. "Knock yourself out." Her tone was flat, indifferent to his theatrical antics. She gestured loosely to Husk and Niffty. "In fact, all of you should change out of those prison outfits. You guys stick out like a sore thumb in those things."

Behind her, Husk gave a low grunt of approval, exhaling a stream of smoke. "Good riddance," he muttered, tapping ash from his cigarette onto the floor. He didn’t bother looking down at his jumpsuit—his disdain for it was obvious. "If I gotta wear this shit one more day, I swear I’m gonna burn it off myself."

Alastor, now examining his reflection on a cracked metal surface, smirked. "Indeed, dear Husk. One must always look the part, and these uniforms simply scream ‘incarceration,’ don’t they?" He pulled on the vest with a satisfied sigh, smoothing the lapels. "There. Much better."

Niffty giggled, twirling a floral dress she’d fished out of the crate. "Ooh, this is cute! Definitely better than that ugly orange, don’tcha think?" She slipped into the dress with quick efficiency, her movements jittery but precise, like she’d been waiting for this moment. "Don’t you want to change too? There’s plenty of clothes in here."

Charlie looked down at her worn-out set of business clothes with her rose-colored vest, white dress shirt, and dark slacks that she had worn since the early weeks of the apocalypse, stained with blood, dirt, and god knows what else. She hadn’t thought much about changing since the outbreak. But now, seeing everyone else slip into something new, she hesitated.

"Maybe later," she said, pushing the thought aside as she looked at the pile of supplies. Civilian clothes, medical kits, food—everything they needed to survive another day. She took a deep breath, realizing they were all on the same side now. They were far from allies, but maybe, just maybe, they could survive as something more than enemies.


After the convicts had swapped out their prison garb for more practical civilian attire, the group decided to explore the college further. The atmosphere was still tense—temporary alliances, no matter how necessary, never came without friction—but the pressing need for supplies overshadowed any lingering doubts.

Charlie, Vaggie, and Angel took the lead, with the convicts following closely behind. The group fanned out through the darkened hallways, methodically checking each classroom and storage room they passed. They were on the lookout for anything useful—backpacks, more food, weapons. The initial discovery of National Guard supplies had renewed their hope, even if just a little. Carryable storage, however, was scarce, and Charlie knew they couldn’t haul much without proper bags.

It took about an hour of searching before they stumbled upon a particularly unsettling sight. The hallway they entered was filled with rotting corpses, some stacked against the walls, others sprawled across the floor in gruesome poses of death. The decay stench hit them immediately, even worse than the blood-drenched cafeteria. Most of the bodies were young, college-aged, dressed in what remained of hoodies, jeans, and university shirts. The walls were riddled with bullet holes, the dark stains of dried blood splattered over posters advertising events that had long since passed.

 

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Charlie slowed to a stop, her stomach tightening as she took in the scene. "Jesus…" Angel muttered under his breath, gripping his gun a little tighter.

Vaggie, her face pale but composed, stepped carefully through the bodies, her eyes scanning the ground. "Looks like they were caught by a military patrol or something," she whispered. "A horde, maybe."

For a brief moment, that explanation seemed plausible—this apocalypse had forced desperate measures on everyone. But as Charlie crouched beside one of the bodies, something gnawed at her. None of the corpses bore the usual signs of infection: no yellowish-gray skin or decayed flesh that signaled a person had turned. She looked closer and realized most of the bodies hadn’t been shot in the head, either. There was no evidence of the brutal efficiency soldiers often used when dealing with the undead—zombies had to be killed with a shot to the head, after all. But these people… they hadn’t been put down like zombies.

They’d been executed.

"This wasn’t a zombie attack," Charlie murmured, her voice tight as she stood up. "They were alive when this happened. None of them show symptoms of the virus."

Vaggie knelt down next to Charlie, her brows furrowed in thought as she ran her fingers over a bullet-riddled wall. "You’re right. The military did this… to students."

Angel scanned the scene and gave a low whistle. "What the hell was this? Some kind of massacre?" His words hung heavily in the air, the uneasy silence wrapping around them.

Alastor, however, seemed unfazed. While the others stood frozen in horror, he began casually rummaging through the pockets of the bodies, humming a haunting tune under his breath. He lifted an intact backpack from one of the corpses, inspecting it with the same indifference he might show picking fruit from a tree. "Hmm," he hummed, discarding the textbooks and other miscellaneous stuff, then slinging the bag over his shoulder. "Seems they had some useful belongings after all. It would be a shame to let these supplies go to waste, wouldn’t it?"

The others looked at him with a mix of disbelief and revulsion. Charlie’s stomach churned at the sight of him rifling through the bodies, but the pragmatism of the situation wasn’t lost on her. They needed backpacks, and this hallway—this massacre—was the only place they’d found them.

With a reluctant sigh, Charlie knelt down beside a body, gingerly unhooking the straps of a bag slung over a girl’s shoulder. "You guys needed this," she whispered, as if justifying it to herself. "But this… this is wrong."

"Dead is dead," Alastor said casually, as if reading her thoughts. "We must take advantage of what the fallen no longer need."

Charlie shot him a cold glare but said nothing. She unzipped the backpack and checked its contents—some notebooks, a water bottle, and a phone with its dead battery. Useless. She tossed it aside, her throat tight as she moved to another body. The others began to do the same, albeit with far more reluctance.

Angel swore under his breath as he yanked a backpack off a boy no older than eighteen, his face still twisted in pain, even in death. "I don’t know, man… this ain’t right," he muttered, his voice thick with disgust. "These kids didn’t deserve this."

Vaggie pragmatically picked up a backpack of her own but refused to search the bodies any further. "We don’t have to like it," she said quietly. "But we don’t have a choice. Let’s get what we need and get the hell out of here."

Charlie nodded numbly, her hands trembling as she fastened a new backpack onto her shoulders. The weight of the supplies felt heavy—too heavy—but they needed them. Still, as she moved through the carnage, she couldn’t shake the overwhelming guilt settling over her like a dark cloud.

What had these students done to deserve this? And if the military could gun down innocent people like this, what kind of world were they really trying to survive in?

Charlie stood up, her knees aching slightly as the weight of her new backpack settled on her shoulders. She glanced at Vaggie, who was staring blankly at the bodies with indifference. Something about how Vaggie carried herself—so composed and unaffected—made Charlie’s stomach twist.

She knew Vaggie’s past, at least some of it. Vaggie had served in the military and was deployed overseas in some of the worst conflict zones. Charlie didn’t know the details, and Vaggie rarely talked about it. But now, at this moment, the sight of those bullet-riddled students seemed to affect Vaggie far less than it did the others (besides Alastor). Charlie could feel the distance between them, an unspoken chasm created by the memories Vaggie carried that none could fully understand.

Does this remind her of her past? Charlie thought. Has she… been through something like this before? Did she ever…?

The thought crept into her mind before she could stop it, an uncomfortable image of Vaggie, rifle in hand, standing over civilians lined up against a wall. She quickly pushed it away, disgusted with herself for even entertaining the idea. No. Vaggie’s not like that. She wouldn’t… she couldn’t.

But still, the question lingered. Vaggie had seen things, done things, in her past life as a soldier. Things she might never talk about, things that might have hardened her in ways Charlie couldn’t fathom. Maybe that was why this whole ordeal didn’t seem to bother her—or maybe she had just learned to hide it better than the rest of them.

Charlie didn’t want to think about it anymore. Vaggie was a good person. She’d been the one to keep them safe when things got bad. She’d stood by Charlie’s side when others had faltered. That was all that mattered now.

As she shifted her focus back to the present, she saw that Angel had finished securing his own bag, though his face was still etched with discomfort. Alastor, of course, was completely unfazed, humming to himself as he adjusted his new backpack like a man preparing for a leisurely hike.

"Let’s move on," Charlie said, her voice a little hoarse. "We’ve got what we need."

The group began to walk again, moving down the darkened hallway in silence. The air was thick with the lingering scent of death and decay, but now they were equipped with something—anything—that could help them survive a little longer.

Vaggie took the lead this time, her movements swift and efficient. Charlie watched her for a moment, wondering if this whole ordeal had stirred any memories for her. But she couldn’t bring herself to ask. Some things were better left unspoken.


The search through the college had felt like an eternity, the silence only broken by the occasional scrape of shoes on the floor or the faint rustle of backpacks being adjusted. As they neared the exit, Charlie focused on their next step. Supplies were essential, but so was the strategy. They couldn’t stay here—this place, full of death and memories of what had just happened, was no longer an option.

Before they left the building, Charlie turned to Angel. “Unlock the last of their chains,” she said, nodding toward the convicts. The tension between them had loosened ever so slightly, but she still felt the weight of this decision. Freeing them completely felt like an enormous risk, but keeping them chained didn’t sit right with her.

Angel hesitated momentarily, glancing at the convicts before looking back at Charlie. "You sure about this?"

Charlie nodded. "They won’t get far like this. Besides, we agreed—if they behave, they can stick around." Her tone was firm but measured, balancing leadership and the uncertainty of trusting dangerous people.

Angel sighed but did as she asked. With his two bobby pins, he picked the lock on the last of the chains, the metal clattering to the ground. The convicts rubbed their wrists and shook their ankles, grateful for the release.

As the group prepared to leave, Charlie’s heart skipped a beat when she heard Alastor’s voice. “You know, darling, I do believe we’ll be coming with you.” His tone was casual, almost too casual, given the circumstances.

Charlie’s brow furrowed. "What do you mean by we?"

Alastor gestured toward the other two, who were standing behind him, both seemingly unbothered. "Husker and Niffty will join us as well. We've proven ourselves rather capable, don’t you think?"

Charlie blinked, momentarily stunned by his audacity. The idea of traveling with a known serial killer and a couple of convicts wasn’t exactly the plan she’d had in mind. She opened her mouth to protest, but Angel cut her off.

“Look, I know it sounds crazy,” Angel said, stepping forward. “But they survived the cafeteria, right? Without them, we'd be dead. We could use them—strength in numbers and all that. I mean, this world is fucked-up insane. Might as well have some fucked-up people on our side."

Charlie paused, weighing Angel’s words. Alastor and his group had survived here, navigating through zombie-infested territory. And in this world, every person, no matter their past, could be useful. More people means a better chance of survival, she reminded herself. Still, the idea felt dangerous, like she was making a deal with the devil.

After a deep breath, she finally nodded. "Okay. You can come. But if any of you step out of line—if you endanger any of us—you’re out."

Alastor’s grin widened. "Darling, you won’t even know we’re here. Well… until you need us."

Vaggie stood silently by Charlie’s side, her jaw tight. Charlie could feel the tension rolling off her in waves. But Vaggie wasn’t one to argue in front of the others, not when a decision had been made. "You really think this is a good idea?" she muttered under her breath, low enough for only Charlie to hear.

"I don’t know," Charlie whispered back, "but we need them right now. We’ll be careful."

Vaggie let out a quiet sigh, nodding reluctantly. "Fine. But I’m keeping an eye on them."

As they left the building, Husk squinted, flicking a cigarette butt to the ground and stepping on it. “So, what’s the game plan? You’ve got some grand idea, or are we just wandering off until something kills us?” His tone was blunt, but his gaze was steady as if sizing up the weight of Charlie’s leadership.

Charlie glanced at Vaggie, feeling a sudden surge of anxiety. This wasn’t just a question of survival anymore—it was about trust, and not just from the convicts. Even Angel, who had been with them since the week before, didn’t fully know what she and Vaggie had planned.

“Is it okay to tell them now?” Charlie asked, keeping her voice low as she turned toward Vaggie. “Even Angel doesn’t know everything.”

Vaggie’s expression softened slightly, and she gave a small, almost imperceptible nod. “It’s time. They need to know.”

Charlie took a deep breath, trying to steady her nerves before addressing the group. “Alright, listen up.” She shifted her weight, trying to make eye contact with the others. “I… we’ve known about a place for a while now. A safe one. It’s not just a random house or some abandoned building. It’s secure—really secure. High fences, reinforced gates, and a huge house big enough to keep all of us safe. We’ve been planning to get there, but it’s not close. It’s far away from here… way out beyond Long Island.”

Angel cocked his head, intrigued. “A safehouse? And you’re just telling us now?”

Charlie rubbed the back of her neck, feeling the weight of her decision. “We weren’t ready before. We were still dealing with… everything else. I didn’t want to make promises I wasn’t sure we could keep. But now, with the supplies we’ve found and all of us here… I think we can do it.”

Alastor’s grin never wavered. “Long Island, you say? Sounds positively charming. A vacation from this dreadful city.”

Husk raised an eyebrow. “And you’re sure this place exists? You’ve been there?”

Vaggie stepped in, her voice firm and steady. “She’s been there. It’s real and safe—at least, it was when Charlie left. If we can make it there, we’ll have enough resources and space to build something. Maybe even live in some kind of… peace.”

Charlie nodded, adding, “It’s not going to be easy. The journey is long unless we find a working car, and the area between here and there is crawling with zombies and… well, people like the ones we’ve dealt with. But once we’re there, we can stop running.”

Niffty, who had been eerily quiet, piped up with a wide, unsettling smile. “Sounds like a dream! I’d love to see a big house! Maybe I can even clean up the place—make it all nice and tidy!”

Angel crossed his arms, thinking it over. “A safehouse sounds good to me. But we’ve gotta be realistic. It’s gonna be a nightmare getting out there. We can’t just waltz through zombie land like we’re on some road trip.”

Vaggie nodded, her jaw tight with the weight of their reality. “We know. It’ll be dangerous, but we’ve made it this far, haven’t we? The most important thing is that we have a destination now, a goal.”

Husk exhaled a puff of smoke, his eyes narrowing as he considered the offer. “Fine. I’m in. I don’t have a better option, and this place is a death trap anyway.”

Angel shot Husk a sideways glance. “Well, looks like we’re all in agreement then. A magical safehouse that dollface knew or bust.”

Charlie felt a rush of both relief and dread. The plan was out in the open now, and they were all committed. Every step they took from this point forward would bring them closer to safety—or deeper into danger.

“We’ll head out now.”

Notes:

holy shit it's finally done. i guess the og hazbin gang is officially complete wooo. i hope I did justice in writing the character dialogues and personalities close to their canon counterparts... if not, I can dreadfully rewrite again just so I don't cringe whenever I reread this lmao

Chapter 10: Arizona

Summary:

Charlie tries to restore order for the group while Husk takes up an old habit and disappears.

Notes:

Vol. 2 summary: Charlie and Vaggie have a handful of survivors willing to go along to the Morningstar Residence in New Hampton. But little did they know that something far more dangerous than the lurking undead was waiting upon the doorstep.

another lengthy chapter, and its time to split this fic into multiple volumes as its getting hella lengthier (maybe even longer than my chaggie mafia au lmao).

(re-edited Dec 2, 2024)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Charlie glanced at her watch, the familiar apple insignia catching the light as she tilted her wrist. The hands ticked steadily toward 09:37 am. It was such a simple thing, the mechanical watch her dad had given her as a college graduation gift. Even now, she could picture his proud smile as he handed it to her, a piece of her life before all of this. Her family was obscenely wealthy, and she could’ve had a designer timepiece encrusted with diamonds if she wanted. But that wasn’t Charlie.

With its understated elegance, this watch meant more to her than any expensive accessory ever could. It wasn’t about flaunting wealth; it was about the thought behind it, the care her dad had put into choosing something that would last. It was still ticking strong over a decade later, maybe because her dad had insisted on something with a spring watch or something. He always thought ahead like that.

She smiled faintly, her fingers brushing the face of the watch. In a world falling apart like shit, it was a small comfort to know that some things still worked and that not everything broke down.

As the thought passed, Charlie lifted her gaze, scanning the expressway towering above them, casting long shadows over the cracked asphalt. The structure stood as a crumbling monument to a world gone four months ago, its once mighty expanse now weathered and broken. Debris from the decaying city littered the ground, remnants of a life none would ever get back. The sun was already high, but the silence weighed on them more than the heat, save for the occasional distant growl of zombies.

She could feel it, the exhaustion settling into her bones. It had been hours since they last stopped, and every step felt like it carried the weight of a thousand more. Their breaths were shallow, and each footfall echoed in the stillness. It’s like each little haunting reminder of the fucked-up reality with zombies and people’s drive to kill one another.

Behind her, Angel muttered something under his breath, but Charlie didn’t respond. Then, his voice cut through the thick air. “Seriously, how much longer are we gonna keep walking? My feet are about to fall off,” he griped with frustration. He kicked at a small piece of debris on the ground, sending it skittering ahead of them.

Vaggie, walking just ahead, glanced over her shoulder and shot him a glare. “As long as it takes, Angel. Complaining won’t make it go any faster.”

Angel rolled his eyes, the sarcasm thick in his voice as he replied, “Oh, great, thanks for that nugget of wisdom. I feel so much better now.”

Charlie didn’t engage; her eyes focused on the road ahead, but she could feel the irritation bubbling beneath the surface. They’d been walking for hours without a break, and the strain was starting to show on all of them.

Angel let out an exaggerated groan, dragging his feet slightly. “Fucking hell. Are we sure this place even exists? Or is it some fantasy you and Vags cooked up to keep us moving?”

“It exists,” Charlie said. “It’s just… farther.” She didn’t meet his eyes, keeping her gaze straight ahead.

Angel huffed, clearly unsatisfied with the answer. “Yeah, well, my feet would appreciate some specifics, you know? A ballpark figure, maybe? Couple more hours? Days?”

Vaggie shot him another withering look. “If you keep whining, I’ll give you something to complain about.”

A tense silence followed, broken only by the shuffling of their feet and the occasional snap of a twig underfoot. Angel grumbled under his breath, but he didn’t push further. The group continued in strained silence, the weight of their exhaustion settling over them like a heavy blanket. Every step felt like a monumental effort, but they had no choice but to keep moving.

The silence between them didn’t last long.

“I’ve been thinking, hon,” Vaggie’s voice cut through in a low voice. “I still don’t understand why you trust those convicts. Letting them travel with us…”

Charlie could hear the exhaustion in Vaggie’s voice as this had been simmering for a while. Vaggie had kept quiet until now, but she was clearly at her breaking point.

Charlie didn’t turn around, keeping her gaze locked on the crumbling horizon. “We needed them, Vaggie. We wouldn’t have made it out of the cafeteria without their help. You know that.”

“But at what cost?” Vaggie snapped. “Alastor’s a serial killer, for god’s sake! And the other two? Convicts! How do we know they won’t turn on us the second they get a chance?”

Charlie felt her stomach twist. She understood Vaggie’s fears—hell, she shared them—but they couldn’t afford to turn people away in a world like this. “I’m not saying I trust them completely, but we need every able body we can get right now. They’ve been useful so far.”

“Useful,” Vaggie muttered under her breath, shaking her head. “You sound just like Angel.”

“I’m right here, you know,” Angel interjected, annoyed. “And for the record, I stand by what I said. In case you haven’t noticed, we’re running on fumes here. Our supplies are almost gone. We’re walking into God knows where for three damn days, and it’s only a matter of time before one of us screws up and gets us all killed.”

Charlie’s patience was wearing thin. “We’re going to the safehouse,” she repeated, for what felt like the hundredth time. “Once we’re there, we’ll be safe. We can regroup, rest, figure things out.”

“And what if it’s not there?” Angel shot back. “What if we’re walking toward nothing? We’re down to our last few cans of food, we’re low on water, and we haven’t seen a safe place in days. How long do you think we can last like this?”

The bickering between Angel and Vaggie continued, their voices rising with each passing moment. It was as if the cracks in their group were widening, threatening to split them apart at any moment. The convicts—Alastor, Husk, and Niffty—kept their distance, but Charlie could see the restlessness in their eyes. They weren’t part of this argument, but they were clearly getting impatient.

Alastor’s smile had faded into a contemplative frown as he adjusted his bowie knife, his eyes shifting between the others. Husk and Niffty lingered nearby, quietly exchanging glances, their usual banter absent. The weight of the situation was pressing down on everyone.

Charlie clenched her fists. The exhaustion, the hunger, the relentless walking—it was wearing on all of them. It felt like they were one wrong step away from falling apart. She could feel her own frustration bubbling beneath the surface, threatening to spill over.

She hasn’t felt overstimulated in a long while.

“Enough!” Charlie’s voice rang out, sharp and loud, cutting through the argument like a knife. Angel and Vaggie fell silent, startled by her outburst. Even Alastor raised an eyebrow in surprise.

“We’ve been walking for hours,” Charlie continued, her voice calmer now. “Everyone’s tired. Everyone’s frustrated. Arguing isn’t going to get us to the safehouse any faster, and it sure as hell isn’t going to solve anything. We need to take a break.”

The group looked at her. She knew the cracks were there and how close they were to splintering. But they couldn’t afford that—not now.

“Let’s rest,” Charlie said. “We gotta find a temporary shelter first. Get some water, sit down, clear your heads. We can’t keep walking like this. We’re losing our minds.”

Angel muttered something under his breath but didn’t argue, dropping his pack to the ground with a sigh of relief. Vaggie crossed her arms, her jaw clenched, but she didn’t say anything more. Even the convicts seemed to relax slightly, though Charlie could still see the tension lingering in their movements.

Charlie rubbed her temples, trying to push the headache forming behind her eyes away. This was supposed to be the start of something—something better, something safer. Instead, it felt like they were falling apart before they’d even begun.

Charlie couldn’t help but glance at her watch again. 09:47 am. Just ten minutes since she last checked, but it felt like hours had passed. She rubbed her eyes. They had been walking for far too long, and even she couldn’t deny that they needed to rest, to gather themselves before exhaustion pushed someone into a fatal mistake.

Her mind was already racing with possibilities. Staying under the expressway wasn’t an option; it was too exposed, too open to threats, both human and otherwise. They needed shelter.

She glanced off to the side of the expressway, where a residential neighborhood stretched out, mostly obscured by the slight overgrowth of nature reclaiming what was once a suburban sprawl. It was quiet. Too quiet, perhaps. But the fact that there weren’t any zombies stumbling through the streets felt like an opportunity—a rarity.

Charlie gestured to the others, catching their attention. “We’ll head into the neighborhood, see if we can find somewhere to rest. It looks clear.”

Angel raised an eyebrow, skepticism written all over his face. “Clear? This place?” He motioned at the stillness around them. “Doesn’t feel right. Since when do we get a free pass like this?”

“We don’t,” Vaggie replied, already moving toward the overgrown path that led away from the expressway. “That’s why we’ll be careful.”

Angel sighs under his breath but follows anyway, his shoulders slumped with fatigue. Alastor, Niffty, and Husk followed in silence, though Charlie could see the weariness in their movements.

As they descended into the neighborhood, the silence grew heavier, but not with the distant moans of zombies they had grown accustomed to. No, this silence was unsettling in a different way—like the calm before a storm. Houses stood in varying states of decay, their windows shattered or covered in grime. The streets, once teeming with life, were now empty.

The group moved cautiously, their footsteps muffled by the overgrown grass that cracked through the pavement. Charlie kept her hand close to the weapon strapped to her side, her eyes scanning the windows of the houses for any sign of movement.

After a few minutes of walking, they came upon a house that stood out from the others. It wasn’t pristine by any means, but it looked… less destroyed. The windows were still intact, the paint only slightly chipped, and the front door was slightly ajar, as if someone had left in a hurry.

“Looks clean,” Charlie murmured, looking narrowly at the slightly opened door.

Vaggie stood beside her, her expression serious. “You sure it’s safe?”

“No. But it’s the best we’ve got.”

The group gathered at the front of the house, their eyes on the slightly open door. Vaggie adjusted her spear. “I’ll go in first, check it out.”

Charlie nodded, stepping to the side to give Vaggie room to enter. “I’ll be right behind you.”

Vaggie gave a curt nod and pushed the door open slowly, the hinges creaking loudly in the eerie silence. She stepped inside cautiously, her spear raised as she moved through the small hallway that led into the main living room.

Charlie followed close behind, scanning the room for any signs of danger. The house was eerily quiet, but there was no immediate sign of any threat. Dust covered the furniture, and old, faded family photos hung on the walls. It felt like stepping into the remnants of someone else’s life, frozen in time.

Vaggie moved silently, sweeping the room with her eye before turning to Charlie. “Clear.”

Charlie exhaled, though the tension in her body didn’t ease entirely. “Let’s check the rest of the downstairs. The others can handle upstairs.”

She motioned to the rest of the group, and Angel, Alastor, Niffty, and Husk moved toward the staircase, ready to clear the upper floors.

Vaggie and Charlie split off, moving through the ground level of the house. They checked the kitchen first—empty, except for the scattered long-expired food and broken dishes. Cabinets hung open, ransacked, but there were no signs of recent activity.

Next was the dining room. It was a mess of overturned chairs and broken glass, but again, no sign of danger. Vaggie glanced at Charlie, her expression grim. “Whoever was here left in a hurry.”

“Or worse,” Charlie muttered, her grip tightening on her weapon.

They moved toward the back of the house, checking the final room on the ground floor. It was a small office, cluttered with papers and old magazines, but aside from the disarray, it appeared untouched.

Vaggie let out a breath. “Looks clear.”

“Good,” Charlie replied, her eyes scanning the room one last time. “Let’s head back to the others.”

They regrouped at the foot of the staircase, where Angel was leaning against the wall, his arms crossed. “Upstairs is clear. No zombos, no people.”

Niffty, standing beside him, gave a quick nod with a hum. “Looks like it’s been abandoned for a while.”

Charlie glanced around at the group, sensing the exhaustion that weighed heavily on them all. “Alright. Let’s take a break. We’ll rest here for a bit, but stay on your guard. I don’t trust how quiet it is around here.”

Angel let out a tired sigh of relief, slumping down onto the floor. “Finally.”

Vaggie stayed standing, her eye still scanning the house as if she couldn’t fully relax. “We should take shifts. Just in case.”

Charlie nodded in agreement, though her body was screaming for rest. “Yeah. We’ll take turns keeping watch.”

They settled into the house, each of them finding a corner to rest in, but even as they sat down, Charlie couldn’t shake the feeling that something was off. It was too quiet. Too still.

Charlie had barely settled into the old, creaky dining chair when Husk called her name from the corner of the kitchen. She blinked, surprised, and met his gaze. His expression was unreadable, but there was something in the way he stood, like he’d been sitting on something for a while and it was finally about to come out. Wordlessly, she followed him, weaving through the dusty furniture until they reached a small nook by the table, partially hidden from the rest of the group.

“Sit,” Husk said, pulling out another chair and plopping down into it casually. Charlie lowered herself onto the seat, her body already on edge. She trusted Husk, at least enough to have kept him around, but the way he was acting now—something was up.

Husk didn’t say anything at first. Instead, he tossed a crumpled magazine onto the table between them. It slid across the dust-covered surface, stopping just in front of her. She frowned and glanced down.

TIME magazine. The cover was worn and bent, but the headline was still clear enough to read: Person of the Year: The Billionaire Philanthropist Changing the World.

And the cover photo—her. Charlie, standing tall and confident in a pristine maroon suit, her blonde hair styled neatly in a low ponytail, and a big, warm smile on her face. A piece of her past life. Before inheriting the hotel. A life that felt like a million years ago.

Her heart sank. Shit.

For a few seconds, Charlie couldn’t speak. She hadn’t seen this magazine in… hell, since everything went to hell before and after the zombies existed. The sight of who she used to be, and the last thing she wanted was for anyone in this group to know about it.

“I’ll be damned,” Husk muttered, breaking the silence. His voice was low, more to himself than to her. “Wasn’t expecting this.”

Charlie swallowed hard, her fingers itching to shove the magazine off the table and bury it under something. “Where’d you find that?” she asked quietly than she intended.

Husk leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest. His eyes were narrowed, not with anger, but with something closer to curiosity. “In one of the bedroom drawers upstairs. It’s a bit of a relic now, isn’t it?”

Charlie’s mouth felt dry, but she forced herself to speak. “Yeah. A relic.”

There was a long pause before Husk finally spoke again, his voice even but carrying a weight of something darker. “You know, I never liked rich people. Especially the ones that pretend to care about the rest of us. All that philanthropy bullshit… just a cover, right? Makes them look good, feel good, while they sit on their piles of money, never really understanding what it’s like down here.”

Charlie’s stomach twisted. She could feel the accusation, even if it wasn’t directly pointed at her. “Husk—”

“I’m not finished,” he interrupted. “People like that, they always have an angle. Maybe some of ‘em actually believe their own hype. Maybe they think they’re doing something good. But in the end, it’s always about them, about staying on top. Keeping the world running in their favor.”

He paused again, his eyes locking with hers. “And then there’s you.”

Charlie tensed, her hand instinctively brushing against her watch. She didn’t know where this was going, and she wasn’t sure she wanted to find out.

“If I had known,” Husk continued, “that you were the Morningstar’s kid—before all this, I mean—I would’ve had some choice words for you. Probably would’ve thought you were just another spoiled rich kid, playing at being a hero.”

Her throat tightened. “And now?”

Husk shrugged, his expression softening just a little. “Now? Now I’m glad I didn’t know. ‘Cause I got to know you first—the real you. Not the shiny, polished version they put on a magazine cover.”

Charlie exhaled slowly, the tension in her chest loosening just a fraction. Husk didn’t look angry. Frustrated, maybe. Bitter, definitely. But not angry.

“I’m… not that person anymore,” she said quietly. “Its not like I wanted to be born in a rich family. I mean, I did what I could to help, but… it wasn’t enough. It was never enough. And now… none of it matters.”

Husk leaned forward, resting his arms on the table. “Maybe it doesn’t matter like it used to. But it matters now. Out here? It’s who you are that counts. And so far, you’ve been solid. Hell, if I’d known back then who you were, I might’ve written you off. But you’re not like the rest of ‘em.”

Charlie didn’t know what to say. She had spent so much time trying to leave her old life behind, trying to be someone different, someone better. But it was all still there, lurking in the shadows, ready to remind her of the person she once was.

She swallowed, searching for the right question, even though she wasn’t sure she wanted the answer. “How am I different?” she asked. “How am I not like the rest of them?”

Husk didn’t hesitate. He leaned back in his chair, his arms still crossed, but the edge in his expression had softened just a bit. “You gave me a chance. Hell, you gave all of us a chance. Me, Niffty, even Alastor for fuck’s sake. And you don’t think we know what your friends want? They are itching to leave us behind. To cut the dead weight.”

Charlie winced. She couldn’t deny it. Vaggie had made her opinion clear, and Angel, even though he agreed to let the convicts join, but she knew he wouldn't hesitate to shoot them down if he wanted. Still, she had held her ground. Husk wasn’t wrong.

“They’re right to be cautious,” Charlie said slowly. “You three… your pasts, the things you’ve done…”

“Yeah, we’re a rough bunch,” Husk interrupted with a small, bitter laugh. “Convicts, criminals, monsters in your eyes, I’m sure. But you… you’ve got that bleeding heart of yours. You could’ve left us behind. Hell, Valeria was ready to ditch us at the first sign of trouble, but you didn’t let her. You looked at us and saw something more. Something worth saving.”

Charlie looked down at her hands, the weight of those words pressing on her. She had always tried to see the good in people, even in the worst circumstances. But it hadn’t been easy to convince the others that taking the convicts along was the right choice. She wasn’t even sure it was the right choice herself sometimes.

“I just… I just don’t believe anyone is beyond saving,” she said quietly. “I don’t believe anyone’s life is worth less because of their past mistakes.”

Husk let out a low grunt, not quite disagreeing, but not convinced either. “Maybe. Or maybe you’re just naive. But either way, you didn’t have to give us a chance, and yet here we are. Still alive. Still part of this little group, trying to make it to your safehouse.”

He paused, his gaze steady on hers. “You want to know how you’re different? That’s how. You could’ve taken the easy way out, left us to fend for ourselves. But you didn’t. You offered to let us join you. You didn’t just spare us, kid. You let us in.”

Charlie felt a lump form in her throat. She wasn’t sure if Husk meant it as a compliment or an accusation. Maybe it was both. Either way, she couldn’t help but feel the weight of the responsibility she had taken on. Keeping them with her was a risk, and every day it felt like a gamble she wasn’t sure she could win.

“We’re all just trying to survive,” she said after a long pause. “And I think… I think maybe we have a better shot if we stick together.”

Husk chuckled, a dry, humorless sound. “Maybe. But hey, I’ll take what I can get.”

He stood up then, his chair scraping against the floor as he pushed it back. “Just know this, kid—you’re playing a dangerous game, trying to save everyone. Not all of us are worth saving. But for now, you’ve given us a lifeline. I won’t forget that.”

Just before he stepped away, Husk glanced over his shoulder and added, “For what it’s worth, I hope you’re right about us. About me… and you’re different. You actually give a damn.”

Charlie felt a strange mix of relief and guilt wash over her. She wanted to believe that was true—that she was different. But she knew she had a long way to go before she could fully shed the weight of her past.

“Thanks,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. “That means a lot.”

Husk gave a half-hearted shrug, his usual gruffness returning. “Don’t get too sentimental on me. I still don’t like rich people.”

Charlie smiled faintly, the tension between them easing just a little. They sat in silence for a moment longer, the dusty dining room around them feeling less oppressive than before.

Eventually, Husk stood up, pushing his chair back with a small grunt. “I’ll get back to the others. The boy’s probably making a mess of things.”

Charlie nodded, watching as he walked away. Her gaze dropped back to the magazine, the smiling, polished version of herself staring back at her. She couldn’t help but think about how much had changed—and how much hadn’t.

Looking at the year when that edition was published… yep, it’s definitely way back when she first met Vaggie.

With a deep breath, she folded the magazine in half and tucked it into her pack.


11:27 am

Charlie rejoined the group, her mind still spinning from the shit that happened in the last few hours. But the present demanded her attention—people were tired, hungry, and morale had been slipping steadily.

“Let’s make a decent meal,” Charlie suggested as she rummaged through their dwindling stash of canned food. “Something hearty. We’ve been running on fumes for days.”

Vaggie shot her a look. “Charlie, we don’t have the supplies to waste. We’ve got enough for small portions. Stretch it out.”

“I know,” Charlie replied, keeping her voice level. “But look at everyone. We need more than just food right now. We need… something to feel good about, even if it’s just for today.”

There was a brief silence before Vaggie relented with a sigh, waving her hand as if to say, Fine, but this is your call. Angel smirked at Charlie, giving a small nod of approval before leaning back and taking a drag from one of his stolen cigarettes.

In the end, they made a meal—simple, just canned beans, some preserved veggies, and a bit of mystery meat they’d scavenged along the way. It wasn’t much, but it was enough to fill everyone’s bellies for once.

The group sat together around the small dining table, eating in quiet relief. The occasional clink of spoons against tin cans echoed in the otherwise silent room, and for a brief moment, it almost felt normal. Almost.

But Charlie noticed the way Vaggie barely touched her food. She picked at it absently, her eye distant, as if her mind were miles away. Once she had eaten just enough to be polite, she stood up from the table without a word and slipped away, her footsteps barely audible as she headed upstairs.

Charlie hesitated, her gaze lingering on Vaggie’s empty seat. She could feel the tension in the room, everyone too tired to say much. After a moment, she quietly excused herself, leaving her pack with the others as she carefully made her way upstairs.

As she ascended, the creaks of the old wooden stairs under her feet seemed unnaturally loud in the stillness. The house had the feel of an ordinary suburban home, with faded wallpaper peeling at the edges and a few dusty family photos still hanging on the walls. The second floor was cramped, with narrow hallways and doors leading to small, dimly lit rooms.

“Vaggie?” Charlie called out softly, just loud enough to be heard but not loud enough to disturb the eerie quiet of the house. Her voice seemed to bounce off the walls, swallowed by the emptiness.

She walked cautiously, her steps light as she passed one room after another. It wasn’t until she reached the end of the hall that she saw her.

Vaggie was standing in the corner of a small room. The nursery, Charlie realized with a sinking feeling. The wallpaper here was faded, but it was clear it had once been decorated with cheerful designs—little animals and stars painted on the walls. There were old toys scattered on the floor, covered in dust. And in the center of the room, a small wooden crib.

Vaggie stood over it, motionless. Her hands were resting on the edge of the crib, her head bowed. As Charlie stepped closer, she saw the splatter of dried blood staining the pale sheets inside the crib, the crimson marks contrasts against the soft fabric.

Charlie froze, her breath catching in her throat. She didn’t need to ask what had happened here. The scene spoke for itself—the family must’ve brought their sick baby to the hospital as there wasn't an abandoned car by the driveway and a lack of bodies in the house. A child, lost to the fucking virus.

Vaggie didn’t move, didn’t speak. She just stood there, staring down at the crib, her expression unreadable. But Charlie could feel the weight of it—the grief, the anger, the exhaustion that had been simmering under the surface for days.

Charlie swallowed hard, her voice soft as she approached. “Vaggie…”

Vaggie didn’t look up, but she spoke, her voice low and tight. “I… I just needed a moment.”

Charlie stepped closer, her hand gently brushing against Vaggie’s shoulder. “You didn’t eat much.”

“I wasn’t hungry,” Vaggie replied flatly, her gaze still fixed on the crib.

A long silence stretched between them. Charlie didn’t know what to say. She couldn’t offer comfort, not really. Not when the world was like this. Not when the reality they faced every day was filled with so much loss.

“I keep thinking…” Vaggie finally said, her voice barely above a whisper. “About how easy it is to forget. How we just… keep moving. Keep fighting. And then you see something like this, and it all comes back. The cost of it all. The things we’ve lost.”

Charlie stood there, her hand gently rubbing Vaggie’s shoulder, trying to offer comfort without words. She could feel the tension in Vaggie's body, the way her muscles tensed beneath her touch, as if she were holding everything in, unwilling to let go.

Vaggie’s voice broke the silence again, quieter this time. “This place… it reminds me of him. My baby brother.”

Charlie hummed softly, letting Vaggie know she was listening, her hand moving in slow, reassuring circles on her partner’s back.

“I miss them, Charlie,” Vaggie continued, her voice wavering slightly. “My family. I don’t even know if they made it through the outbreak. For fuck’s sake, I wasn’t there when—” Her words caught in her throat, and she took a shuddering breath. “Fuck, I never got to find out what happened to them. I just keep hoping that somehow… they’re alive. That they made it.”

Charlie felt her chest tighten, knowing there was nothing she could say to fill that void, to ease that pain. She just stayed close, letting Vaggie speak, letting her unload the weight.

“The last time I held a baby,” Vaggie said, her voice growing distant, as if she were reaching back into some long-buried memory, “was my little brother. Way before my deployment years ago. He was so small, you know?”

Charlie swallowed hard, her fingers gently squeezing Vaggie’s shoulder in response. She wanted to tell her that maybe her family had survived, that there was still hope, but the world they lived in now made that hard to believe. Instead, she stayed quiet, offering comfort through her presence rather than empty reassurances.

For a moment, the two of them stood in silence, the weight of the nursery and its dark history pressing down on them both. It was Vaggie who broke the quiet again, her voice small and raw. “I’m sorry.”

Charlie blinked, surprised by the apology. “For what?”

“For being an asshole today,” Vaggie muttered. She let out a harsh sigh, her hands gripping the edge of the crib tightly. “I’ve been on edge all morning. Snapping at you, acting like a—” She stopped, exhaling in frustration. “I don’t know. I’ve just been an ass. And you’re just trying to keep us together, trying to take care of everyone. I shouldn’t take that out on you.”

Charlie felt a small smile tug at her lips. She took a deep breath and shook her head. “It’s okay, honey. It’s been a long couple of days. We’re all tired and hungry. I get it.”

Vaggie turned her head slightly, glancing at Charlie from the corner of her eye. “That doesn’t make it right, though. I shouldn’t be a jerk to my girlfriend, especially when she’s doing everything she can.”

Charlie’s smile softened. She could see the guilt in Vaggie’s eye, the way she was struggling to reconcile the hardness she’d built around herself with the vulnerability she rarely let show.

Without a word, Charlie leaned down and wrapped her arms around Vaggie from behind, resting her chin lightly on her shoulder. The embrace was warm, grounding. Vaggie tensed at first, but then slowly relaxed into it, letting Charlie’s presence calm her.

“You’re doing the best you can, too,” Charlie whispered. “We’re in this together, remember?”

Vaggie closed her eye, leaning her head back slightly against Charlie’s. “Yeah… together.”

For a moment, Vaggie didn’t move. But then, slowly, she leaned into Charlie’s arms, letting the weight of the world fall away, if only for a moment.


Vaggie and Charlie made their way back downstairs. The others were already packing up the cooking supplies, preparing to move out again soon. Vaggie immediately set to work, gathering the carriable pots and utensils they had used for the shared meal, while Charlie took over at the sink, washing the remaining items with the still-working tap water (what a miracle! or maybe the State’s water pumps are still working).

As they regrouped, folding up tarps and dividing the supplies, a noise came from the backyard—distant, but enough to make everyone stop. The soft murmur of conversation died away, replaced by silence. Each person instinctively reached for their weapons, their gazes flickering between one another, uncertain of what was waiting outside.

Angel rolled his eyes, breaking the silence with a half-hearted joke. “Well, it’s probably not the Girl Scouts selling cookies.”

The corners of Charlie’s lips twitched into a brief smile and Angel was already on his feet, sauntering toward the backdoor. His hand hovered over the knife at his hip. He opened the door, stepping outside with an exaggerated casualness, like this was just another routine check.

Seconds passed. Then minutes.

The noise continued, low and unsettling, but Angel hadn’t come back.

Charlie exchanged a worried glance with Vaggie, her heart beginning to pound in her chest. Slowly, the rest of the group followed Angel outside, moving cautiously but unable to suppress their growing unease. As they stepped into the backyard, they saw Angel standing still, his knife drawn but his body rigid, like he was frozen in place.

Charlie’s eyes followed Angel’s line of sight, her breath catching when she saw what he was looking at.

It was a child—a painfully thin, gaunt figure standing at the edge of the yard, its small frame barely supported by skeletal limbs. Its skin, mottled and gray, stretched tight over bones, and its eyes were clouded with the unmistakable glaze of the infected. It let out a low, guttural noise, its body jerking awkwardly as it sensed the group’s presence.

Charlie’s stomach twisted violently, her heart racing in her chest. She couldn’t move. She couldn’t breathe. The sight of the child, of what it had become, reminded her too vividly of the teenage boy she had tried to save at the very start of the outbreak—four months ago. He had been so full of life, desperate to survive with his mom, and she had sworn she would protect him. But then the car crash… the blood… his broken body.

Her mind flashed with the memory of his corpse, mangled and unrecognizable after the accident. And now, staring at this infected child, she felt that same helplessness crash over her like a wave.

The group stood frozen, caught completely off guard. No one moved. No one knew what to do.

It wasn’t just another zombie.

It was a child.

Before anyone could react, Alastor stepped forward, his face impassive with his usual smile. He unsheathed his bowie knife, the blade glinting for a moment before he plunged it into the infected child’s head. The sound of steel sinking into bone and flesh was disturbingly intimate. The child fell instantly, collapsing in a heap on the ground, lifeless once more.

The group remained frozen, stunned by the brutal efficiency of the act. No one spoke. No one moved.

Charlie felt her knees weaken, her mind reeling from the moral cost of what had just happened. It wasn’t just survival anymore. It was the weight of every life they took, even the infected ones—especially this one.

Alastor stood over the child’s body, his smile still in place as he casually flicked the blood from his bowie knife. His voice broke the silence with a detached nonchalance that felt disturbingly out of place. "Well, that was inconvenient. Should’ve packed up sooner."

The others didn’t react. They were all still frozen, processing what had just happened. Husk stood apart from the group, his face pale. He’d been holding it together for so long, the tough exterior, the gruff comments, the walls he built around himself. But this… this was too much. His hands were shaking ever so slightly, and he couldn’t stop staring at the small, lifeless body.

The group slowly trudged back into the house. No one spoke. They were all too drained to form words, too overwhelmed by what had just happened. The lifeless body of the infected child lingered in everyone’s minds, a dark shadow cast over the fragile peace they’d carved out for themselves in this dying world.

Charlie led the way, her feet moving automatically as she tried to focus on the next steps—packing up, getting out of here, moving on. But her mind kept replaying the scene over and over, the flash of Alastor’s blade, the sickening crunch of bone, the child collapsing in a heap. It was too much, all of it. How were they supposed to keep going after something like that?

The others spread out in the small, worn-out living room, sitting on the faded furniture or slumping against the walls. The weight of exhaustion pressed down on them, both physical and emotional.

Vaggie sat down heavily next to Charlie, her face pale and drawn. Charlie wanted to reach out to her, to offer some kind of solace, but the words stuck in her throat. What was there to say?

Minutes passed, and the group still wrapped in silence, when Charlie’s eyes darted around the room. She frowned, her brow furrowing as she counted the faces around her.

Husk was missing.

Panic fluttering in her chest. He had been with them when they returned from the backyard, hadn’t he? She’d seen him walk away from the child’s body, pale and shaken but still with them. And yet now… he was gone.

She stood abruptly, her stomach knotting as she scanned the room again, hoping she’d just missed him. But Husk wasn’t there.

"Where’s Husk?" she asked, her voice a little louder than intended, breaking the fragile silence that had settled over the group.

Vaggie glanced up, her brow furrowing as she too looked around. Angel shifted uncomfortably on the couch, casting a glance toward the doorway as if expecting Husk to walk back in at any moment.

“He was here a minute ago,” Angel muttered, rubbing the back of his neck. “I don’t know. Maybe he went for a smoke or something.”

But Charlie knew better. She had seen the look in Husk’s eyes after the child was killed—the raw, unfiltered horror that had flashed across his face. He wasn’t just out for air. He had walked away because he couldn’t handle what had happened.

Her pulse quickened. She felt the weight of leadership press down on her like never before. Husk was part of her group. He was her responsibility. She needed to find him, to make sure he was okay.

Charlie took a deep breath, trying to center herself. She looked at Vaggie, who was watching her closely, worry etched in her expression.

But before she could say anything, Vaggie stood up beside her, placing a hand on Charlie’s arm. Her touch was gentle, but there was a firmness to her gaze that reassured Charlie, even if only for a moment.

“I’ll go look for him,” Vaggie said softly, her voice steady despite the tension in the room. “You need to stay here. They need you.” There was no question in her words that left no room for argument.

Charlie hesitated, torn between the responsibility of staying with the group and the growing fear gnawing at her about Husk. But Vaggie understood her too well, saw the worry etched in her face. It was more than just loyalty driving Vaggie; she was worried about Husk, too. Vaggie had her own history with trauma and breaking points, and she understood better than anyone what Husk might be going through.

“I’m coming, too,” Angel interjected suddenly, pushing off the couch and standing up with a nonchalant stretch. “Can’t leave the big guy to wander off by himself, now can we?”

Charlie shot him a look, knowing that Angel wasn’t the type to admit he cared, but deep down, Charlie knew he understood Husk’s situation better than he let on. Maybe that’s why he wanted to help.

Vaggie gave a small nod, her face tight with resolve, and Angel grinned, already heading for the door like it was just another day. Just as the two were about to head out, Alastor’s voice broke through the silence, “You know,” he began, “it’s no surprise that Husk wandered off like this. Man’s been running from his demons long before any of this apocalypse business.”

He leaned back against the wall, arms crossed, that eerie smile still fixed in place. “Used to be a bartender. Spent most of his days drowning other people’s sorrows in liquor… and his own. Funny, really, how people think alcohol can make the pain go away.” His eyes gleamed as he continued, speaking with a kind of detached familiarity that made Charlie’s skin crawl. “But the weight of those regrets? They don’t stay buried. Not for long. And today, well… I imagine the sight of that poor little child was enough to push Husker right over the edge.”

The room was quiet, Alastor’s words hanging heavy in the air. Something was chilling about the way he spoke, so casually dissecting Husk’s pain as if it were just another mundane fact. But surprisingly, he knows more about Husk’s past, just enough to know he was carrying more than his fair share of guilt and regrets. But now, the idea of Husk wandering off into the city, alone and trying to escape the weight of everything…

“He’ll drink himself into oblivion if he finds a stash,” Angel muttered, his usual sarcasm gone. “Seen it before.”

Charlie’s chest tightened. She didn’t know how to fix this. Every time they made progress, something pulled them back into the darkness. She nodded at Vaggie and Angel, trying to find her voice. “Just… find him. Bring him back. I don’t care how long it takes.”

Vaggie placed a reassuring hand on Charlie’s hand before turning to follow Angel out the door. As they disappeared, Charlie stayed behind to watch over Alastor and Niffty. How could she lead them all through this when even the quiet moments were enough to make them unravel?

She sat down slowly, her hands trembling as she ran them through her hair. Husk wasn’t just wandering off to clear his head. He was lost, drowning in a sea of guilt and memories he couldn’t escape from. And somehow, Charlie had to find a way to bring him—and the rest of them—back from the edge.


Vaggie and Angel walked side by side down a quiet alley, the bright, narrow passageway was different from the open streets. The silence between them wasn’t like back at the house. Vaggie was focused, scanning their unfamiliar surroundings for any sign of Husk, her hand gripping her spear tightly.

“Fucking hell,” Vaggie clicks her tongue in frustration. “I’m not familiar with this area,” she muttered, more to herself than Angel, who was walking a few paces ahead.

Angel glanced back at her, raising an eyebrow with a smirk tugging at his lips. “You don’t know your way around here? Thought you were supposed to be the brains of this shit.”

Vaggie shot him a look, not in the mood for jokes, but Angel just shrugged, his smirk widening. “Lucky for you, I’m familiar here and I know a bar down the street. If Whiskers is looking to drown his sorrows, that’s probably where he’ll end up.”

Vaggie blinked, a bit surprised. “You know your way around Long Island, really?”

Angel’s grin widened, clearly enjoying her reaction. “Oh, you know,” he began with an exaggerated shrug, “when you’re working the streets as a sex worker, you tend to learn every corner of the city. And trust me, I’ve been to corners you wouldn’t expect.”

Vaggie rolled her eye, muttering, “Of course. Should’ve expected that.”

“You always should.” Angel’s grin widened, pleased with himself.

As they reached onto Suffolk Avenue. The street stretched out before them, littered with overturned cars and debris. Further down the road, where the sight that greeted them wasn’t encouraging—zombies were shambling all over the road, some wandering aimlessly, others drawn by the faint sounds of movement in the distance. Vaggie cursed under her breath, pulling Angel back into the shadows of a nearby storefront.

Angel’s eyes scans the scattered group of infected. “Well, this looks like fun,” he whispered with a smirk, hand resting on his knife.

“Don’t even think about it,” Vaggie warned, tugging him back again before he could make any sudden moves. “We’ll have to do this quietly. Stealth, remember?”

“Stealth, huh? I don’t know, Vags, that’s more your thing. My feet don’t hurt, but—”

“Angel!” Vaggie hissed, cutting him off before he could finish his joke, clearly not in the mood for his usual innuendos. “I swear to God if you make another joke… and I really don’t want to hear more about your old job.”

“Fine, fine,” Angel chuckled softly, throwing his hands up in mock surrender. “Lead the way, stealth master.”

Vaggie sighed, crouching low as she gestured for Angel to follow her lead to show him how to stick close to the walls, avoid loose gravel, and use the sounds of the wind and distant noises to mask their footsteps. He wasn’t new to dangerous situations, but stealth in a zombie-infested city is out of his league.

Angel does his best to mimic her movements, though his natural instinct was to rely on his speed and quick reactions. But he had to admit, Vaggie knew what she was doing. The two of them slipped from cover to cover, avoiding the larger groups of infected as they slowly made their way down the street, staying close to the walls and ducking behind broken-down cars.

They reached an old store, its windows cracked and dusted with grime, and Vaggie motioned for them to duck inside. The building offered temporary cover as the zombies shuffled past outside.

“I’m impressed,” Angel whispered, catching his breath. “Didn’t think you’d be this good at sneaking around.”

Vaggie gave him a sideways glance. “I’ve had practice. And if you don’t keep your mouth shut, I’ll get more practice sneaking away from you.”

Angel chuckled, but there was a hint of admiration in his eyes. He watched as Vaggie peered out of the window, gauging their next move. Her focus and determination were hard to miss, and despite his usual jokes, Angel respected her more than he let on.

Once the coast was clear, they slipped out of the store then Angel took the lead, guiding them down side streets and through back alleys. Every so often, they’d pass a store with its windows shattered, and Angel would motion for them to check it for supplies. But each time, they’d move on quickly—Husk was their priority.

Finally, after sneaking past a particularly large group of zombies, they saw it—the bar Angel had mentioned. Across the street, Bar Las Palmeras stood with its once-vibrant neon sign now dim and flickering. The letters were barely legible, some missing entirely, but the outline of a palm tree remained. The building was squat and narrow, tucked between two abandoned shops. The exterior paint had peeled away, revealing rusted metal and chipped brick beneath. Broken glass littered the sidewalk from the shattered windows and looted supplies.

A few old barstools were scattered just outside, tipped over and coated in grime, and the front door was slightly ajar, creaking gently in the wind. The faint smell of stale alcohol and mildew wafted from inside, mixing with the unmistakable scent of decay.

Angel surveyed the scene and grinned. “Ah, brings back memories. Looks like my kind of place.”

Vaggie shot him a look. “Not the time, Angel.”

“Just saying,” he shrugged.

Vaggie gripped her spear tighter, her knuckles white as she readied herself. She kept her body low, scanning the area for any signs of movement. Angel’s hand hovered near his knife as he nodded for a go signal, falling in step behind her. Vaggie took the lead, moving across the street quickly but carefully as the distant groans of the infected still echoed from the far end of the street.

They finally approached the entrance of the bar and as they reached the door, Vaggie paused, taking a deep breath and holding up her hand to signal Angel to stop. She nudged the door open wider with the tip of her spear, the rusty hinges squeaking in protest.

“You ready for this?” Angel whispered, leaning in close.

Vaggie didn’t answer, her eye locked on the darkened interior. With her spear in hand and Angel following closely behind, she stepped inside. The door groaned as it swung open further and the air inside was thick with the smell of stale alcohol, mold, and something more acrid—like something had died and been left to rot. Dust clung to every surface, motes floating lazily in the faint light filtering through the shattered windows. The room was filled with overturned tables and chairs. Bottles and glass shards littered the floor, crunching softly under their boots as they moved deeper into the bar.

Angel followed closely behind, his eyes darting to every corner, hand never straying far from his knife. The long, narrow bar stretched across one side of the room, bottles still lined up behind it, some shattered, others untouched. A mirror, cracked and grimy, reflected their ghostly outlines as they made their way toward the back of the room.

Then they saw him.

Husk’s burly form was hunched down by the counter, his broad shoulders slumped, a half-empty bottle of whiskey clutched in one hand. He sat on one of the old barstools, his head bowed, staring at nothing. Several empty bottles lay discarded at his feet, and as they moved closer, Vaggie could see the glaze in his eyes, the dullness of a man who had been drinking to forget.

Vaggie hesitated. She knew this wasn’t just about the alcohol—it was the child, the blood on his hands, the world closing in around him.

Angel broke the silence first, his voice low but steady. “Husk, man, what the hell are you doing?”

Husk didn’t respond, instead, his hand tightened around the neck of the bottle to raise the bottle to his lips and took another long, slow drink. The sound of the liquid sloshing inside the bottle echoed in the quiet bar. His voice was rough, his words slurred slightly. “Who’s with ya?”

Angel nodded in Vaggie’s direction. “Vaggie.”

Husk squinted, turning his head just enough to glance at her from the corner of his eye. “Thought it’d be Charlie. She send you?”

Vaggie shook her head, stepping a little closer. “I volunteered.”

Angel smirked, trying to lighten the tension. “She’s good like that.”

As the two of them moved closer, Vaggie stepped up beside Husk, her eye locking onto his. She could see the weight he carried in his expression—the lines of guilt, the weariness in his face. She glanced at the whiskey bottle in his hand before quietly asking, “How many have you had?”

Husk chuckled, raising the bottle in a mock toast. “Not enough.”

Vaggie sighed, glancing back at Angel, who remained silent. She returned her focus to Husk. “Let’s finish this up back at the house, alright? We all need you—Charlie, the others… Hell, I need you. A guy like you, with your medical skills—you're not done here.”

Husk snorted, a bitter laugh escaping his throat. “Medical skills, huh? And here I thought we were all just walking corpses waiting to rot.”

Angel, leaning against a nearby table, added with a more serious tone. “You’re not wrong, but someone’s gotta keep the rest of us from getting there too soon.”

Husk set the bottle down on the counter with a hard thud, turning his bleary eyes to Vaggie. “Aren’t you military too? You were, weren’t you?”

Vaggie didn’t deny it, but her expression tightened. “Yeah. I was.”

Husk’s laugh was harsh, his eyes filled with a kind of pain only someone who had seen too much death could understand. “Then you should get it, Vaggie. You should understand. We’re fucking surrounded by death, every day, every hour. This virus—it doesn’t stop. There’s no cure. The kid… that damn kid and the nursery back at the house. There’s no hope, not for any of us.”

Vaggie’s jaw clenched. She stepped in closer, her voice lowering, but carrying an edge. “I do understand. I know what it’s like to lose people, to feel like there’s no way out. But Husk, we keep going because we have to. Because if we don’t, what’s left?” Vaggie leaned in. “Husk, you once talked about hope, remember? You said that when Me, Charlie and Angel showed up at the college, when you three were chained up… that felt like hope.”

Husk scoffed, slumping further on the stool. He repeated the word, his voice thick with sarcasm, “Hope…”

He stared into the bottle for a long moment, his mind drifting back. “You know, when I first saw you, Charlie, and Angel walk into that hallway… I didn’t have hope. Hell, I didn’t even think we’d make it through the day. I figured me, Alastor, and Niffty—we were goners. Not from the zombies, but from people. That’s usually how it goes, right? People kill each other long before the dead can get to ‘em.”

Vaggie stayed silent, letting him talk, letting him get it out.

Husk’s lips curled into a grim smile, remembering. “Then Charlie herself did something I didn’t expect. She gave us a chance. You could’ve killed us, and I would’ve understood it. But instead, Charlie tells Angel to unlock those damn chains, set us free. For the first time in a long time, I thought maybe, just maybe, there was a miracle left in this world. Maybe I’d been wrong. Maybe there was hope.”

He took a long, deliberate drink from the bottle, the alcohol burning down his throat. “Turns out it was a sham. A bait and switch. Get my hopes up, then rip the rug out from under me. I let myself feel something that day, and that makes me a fool. Everyone saw it.”

Vaggie’s eye softened as she looked at him, understanding where his bitterness was coming from but knowing he wasn’t beyond saving. “You’re not a fool, Husk.”

Husk chuckled a bitter edge to it. “Yeah? Well, you deserved better than that. Better than whatever broken mess I’ve become.” He took another swig of whiskey, his gaze dropping again as if he could disappear into the bottle itself.

Vaggie knew getting through to Husk wasn’t going to be easy, especially in his state. She could see it in his glazed eyes—the alcohol had done more than dull his senses, it had fortified his stubbornness. She stood there for a moment, realizing the futility of talking to him like this. With a huff, she turned and began walking toward the door.

Angel blinked, confused as she moved away. "Uh, Vaggie? What are we doing? Just gonna wait for him to pass out?"

From behind them, Husk’s voice rasped, rough with the slur of whiskey. “Just leave. Both of ya. I don’t need no babysitter.”

Vaggie paused near the door, her hand hovering on the handle. She didn’t look back as she spoke. “I promised Charlie I’d bring you back safe.”

Husk scoffed, his voice thick with bitterness. “Like how she promised she’d bring everyone to that so-called magical ‘safehouse’?”

Silence settled over the bar, heavy and uncomfortable. Angel glanced between them, his easy-going demeanor faltering as the tension thickened. Vaggie’s jaw tightened, and she took a deep breath. She shook her head and turned around, walking back to Husk with a brisk, determined pace. Her footsteps echoed on the creaky wooden floor, her patience visibly fraying.

“So what’s your plan, huh?” Vaggie’s voice was sharp. “Finish that bottle? Drink yourself to death while you fucking piss and whine like this?”

Husk’s eyes narrowed, his temper finally sparking. With a grunt, he stood up from the barstool, swaying slightly but finding his balance. His voice was low and full of anger. “Stop telling me how to give a shit about my life.”

He stepped closer, his burly form looming as he continued. “You wanna talk about whining? Don’t you fucking dare tell me I’m the only one losing it. Everyone else is doing the same thing, just in different ways. So don’t stand there pretending you’re all high and mighty.”

Vaggie’s face hardened, her hands tightening around the spear. “At least they’ve accepted it, Husk. The world’s already destroyed. We’ve all had to deal with it, just like you.”

Husk’s voice rose, the anger spilling over. “Accepted it? I never asked for any of this! Getting arrested, sentenced to life in prison, then the world turns to shit, and now what? I’m stuck here, having to bicker with some fucker who takes no responsibility—unlike your girlfriend.”

Vaggie’s voice came out in a shout. “Well, I’m here, aren’t I? I’m standing right here, trying to fix this, trying to get through to you!”

The tension hung between them, thick and bitter. The silence between them stretched. Husk's eyes were dark, his expression almost unreadable. Vaggie stood her ground, not backing down from the intensity of his gaze.

Finally, Husk broke the silence, his voice slow and deliberate, his words slipping out in between long pauses. “Yes… yes you are…”

For a moment, it felt like something was about to shift, but instead, Husk turned his back on her, trudging back to the bar. He grabbed the bottle, the last dregs of whiskey swirling at the bottom, and tipped it back, draining it completely.

Vaggie sighed, her frustration simmering beneath the surface, but she forced herself to walk back toward him. Standing next to him, her voice softened, trying a different approach. “Husk… Charlie needs you. We all need you. You’re more than just some prisoner we picked up. You’ve saved us, more times than you’ll admit.”

Husk wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, not meeting her eye. “I don’t want to believe that,” he muttered, his voice thick with bitterness. “Just like I didn’t want to believe my ex-wife when she told me she was leaving, taking my kid with her. Just like I didn’t believe it when I killed a man in a bar fight, when they told me I’d never see daylight again.”

Vaggie remained quiet, sensing he wasn’t finished.

“They put me in cuffs and sentenced me to rot in prison for the rest of my life. I didn’t believe that either. And then the world turns to shit—people eating each other while I’m being shipped to that hellhole.” Husk let out a bitter laugh. “Even then, I couldn’t believe it. I told myself it was just a sickness. People would get better. It couldn’t be real.”

His voice cracked slightly, and for the first time, he glanced up at Vaggie. “Not until I saw that kid. That’s when it hit me. The world wasn’t just sick. It was gone.”

The mention of the child made Vaggie tense up. Husk caught the shift in her expression, his sharp eyes narrowing. “You didn’t believe it either, did you? The way you looked at that zombie kid—hell, I’d bet you had a family member that age. Someone you lost.”

Vaggie’s breath hitched, but she remained silent.

Husk went on, his voice quieter but no less raw. “And that eye of yours… I’ve seen soldiers like you before. I’m guessing that’s how you got discharged, right? Something you couldn’t come back from. Same as me. We’re the same, Vaggie, you and me. We both know there’s no hope left.”

His words hung in the air like a death sentence, and for a moment, Vaggie couldn’t find the strength to argue. Husk’s pain was raw, his denial deep-rooted, and the weight of the world had crushed him long before they’d ever crossed paths.

“There’s no hope for any of us,” Husk murmured, his voice barely audible.

Vaggie clenched her fists, her knuckles turning white as she fought the urge to lash out, to scream at him, to tell him he was wrong. But deep down, she knew he wasn’t entirely off the mark. The world they lived in now… it was hard to hold on to hope when every day was a battle for survival.

But she also knew Charlie. Knew how hard she fought, how much she believed. And that belief, that stubborn hope, was what kept them all going. Vaggie wasn’t about to let Husk drown in his despair, no matter how close she felt to sinking herself.

Vaggie’s fists unclenched as she exhaled sharply, frustration flooding her voice. “Look, I’m done, Husk. I’m not doing this anymore. I’m not cleaning up after you, watching you drink yourself into shit. You know what the truth is?”

She waited, giving Husk a moment to respond, but his silence only fueled her determination. Her tone shifted, becoming sharper as she cut through the thick air between them.

“Nothing’s changed. Death has always been there, waiting. Car accidents, heart attacks, cancer, overdoses, murders, muertos. What’s the difference?” Her words were a challenge, daring him to come up with some grand revelation. “You didn’t think it was hopeless before, did you? When life was throwing every shitty thing at you—when your wife left when you were locked away—you kept going, didn’t you?”

Husk looked at her, but his expression remained stone cold, unreadable. Vaggie didn’t back down.

“There are people back at the house, people still alive in this hellhole, trying to hang on. They need us, Husk. Even if it’s just for some stupid reason to keep going. Even if we don’t believe in hope, we give them that reason. We give them something to cling to.”

Husk’s grip on the bottle tightened, and Vaggie noticed his jaw clenching.

“And you know what? This isn’t about what we believe anymore. It’s about them. Our families might be gone, but we have each other. And that’s gotta be worth something, right? It has to be.”

For the first time, Husk faltered. His gaze dropped, staring at the bottle in his hand. The words cut through the armor he’d built around himself, the armor he’d clung to so tightly since the world fell apart. Without a word, he tipped the bottle back and swallowed the last bit of whiskey, slamming the empty glass onto the bar.

Vaggie and Angel exchanged a glance, a flicker of relief passing between them. Husk stood, his large frame swaying slightly but steadier now, a weight seemingly lifted off his shoulders. Vaggie exhaled, feeling the tension start to ease as they prepared to leave the bar.

But just as they turned to the door, the creak of hinges and the sound of heavy footsteps stopped them in their tracks. The door slammed shut behind two men who had just walked in. One, a skinny man, held a revolver loosely in his hand. His eyes narrowed as he took in the scene.

“Son of a bitch… they’re still alive,” the man said, his voice dripping with disbelief.

The other man, larger and more imposing, had a two-handed gun strapped across his back, though Vaggie couldn’t make out the exact type. It didn’t matter—the danger was clear. The three of them froze, eyes locked on the intruders, the atmosphere in the room thick with impending violence.

Angel's hand inched toward his knife, his breath catching as he glanced at Vaggie and Husk. None of them moved, each waiting to see what would happen next.

The skinny man grinned, raising his revolver ever so slightly. “Looks like we’ve got ourselves a party.”


The skinny man sat at the bar, casually pouring himself a drink as if he owned the place. His revolver rested within reach, but he didn’t seem particularly concerned about using it—yet. He took a slow, lazy sip, a smirk spreading across his face. The larger man stood nearby, leaning against the bar island, his eyes scanning Vaggie, Husk, and Angel with cold amusement.

"Name’s Eddie,” the skinny man drawled, setting the glass down with a soft clink. He gestured lazily toward the larger man. “And that big lump over there? That’s Mason. Real sweetheart, don’t let the size fool you.”

Mason grunted in response, his voice a deep rumble as he crossed his arms. “Keep talking like that, Eddie, and I might just eat you alive.”

Eddie let out a bark of laughter, shaking his head. “Yeah, sure, like that time you almost bit your own tongue off chewing on a ration bar. The scariest shit I’ve seen all week.” He took another small swig of whiskey, clearly enjoying the banter.

Across the bar, Vaggie and Husk sat on stools, while Angel stood behind the counter, eyes darting between the two men, clearly calculating their next move. The three exchanged uneasy glances, but they remained silent, waiting for Eddie to make his point. Something was unnerving about how relaxed he seemed, even though they’d just walked in on them. It wasn’t clear yet if these men were a threat or just two survivors making conversation.

Eddie swirled the whiskey in his glass before setting it down again. “You wanna know how we met? Hell of a story, actually. Me and Mason, we crossed paths on the New Jersey Turnpike, heading into the city. I was driving a busted old truck, barely hanging on, and there’s Mason here, walking down the middle of the road like some kinda bear. Nearly ran his ass over.”

Mason chuckled from his spot at the bar island. “You probably should’ve run me over.”

“Maybe,” Eddie said, laughing. “But nah, I got out, asked if he needed a ride. He just looks at me and says, ‘You ain’t gonna eat me, right?’ I tell him, ‘Nah, I’m not into stringy meat.’” Eddie took another sip of whiskey, clearly enjoying his own story. “And that was it. Been stuck with him ever since. Hell of a partnership, though. We make a good team.”

Mason nodded in agreement, his gaze still fixed on the group. Eddie leaned forward slightly, his eyes narrowing with a sudden sharpness. “We were headed into the city, just like everyone else tryin’ to outrun this mess. Funny how you think you’re gonna find safety somewhere, but it’s all the same shit, just different streets.”

Vaggie exchanged a brief glance with Husk, who kept his face neutral, though his hands gripped the edge of the bar tightly.

Angel was the first to break the silence, flashing his usual cocky grin. “Well, it’s been a while since I met some new people. Nice to see we’re not the only ones alive out here. Name’s Angel.”

Vaggie followed her voice flat and measured. “Valeria Rodríguez.”

Eddie’s gaze shifted to Husk, a curious smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. “How about you, pal? Care to share your name?”

Husk grunted, his voice low. “I just quit.”

Eddie chuckled, swirling the whiskey in his glass again. “Got a unique sense of timing, my friend.”

Vaggie stepped in, her tone softening a little as she glanced at Husk. “This is Husk. We… lost someone.”

Eddie’s smirk faded for a moment. “I’m… so sorry about that.” He poured himself another shot of whiskey, raising the glass in a mock toast. “To better days and new friends.”

Mason, Vaggie, and Angel each took a shot glass, lifting them in unison. Husk stayed quiet, his hands gripping the bar tightly but not reaching for a drink.

Mason spoke up, his deep voice solemn. “And to our dead. May they be in a better place.”

The four of them downed their shots in silence. The burn of the whiskey settled in the air between them, thickening the tension just a little more.

After a beat, Eddie pulled out his revolver, twirling it casually in his hand. “Got this from a veteran, actually,” he remarked with a chuckle. His eyes glinted as he looked over at Vaggie, clearly testing the waters.

Vaggie’s eye narrowed, and she tilted her head slightly. “I’m a veteran too.”

Eddie’s grin widened, unbothered. “Well, this one’s already dead.”

He chuckled again, though Vaggie didn’t join in. She glanced over at Mason, who was still leaning against the bar, his expression unreadable. Something about the way he looked at her made her feel uneasy as if he were sizing her up.

Without missing a beat, Vaggie poured herself another shot and tossed it back. Her voice was steady as she spoke, though her eye never left Mason. “Must’ve been rough, coming all the way from New Jersey.”

Eddie set his revolver back down and sighed, leaning back on his chair. “Feels like a long way from anywhere these days.”

Vaggie nodded. “So what brought you two to New York City?”

Eddie shrugged, wiping his mouth again after a sip of whiskey. “Well, it wasn’t for the weather. Must’ve dropped 30 pounds in sweat alone down here.”

Mason grunted, “I wish.”

Eddie laughed, tapping the table with his finger. “Nah, first it was D.C. Heard there might be some kind of refugee camp there. But the roads were so jammed, we never even got close. Decided to get off the highways, into the sticks, keep hauling ass.” He leaned back, stretching his arms over his head as he continued, “Every group we came across had a new rumor about a way out of this thing. People talk, you know? Desperation makes folks believe anything.”

Mason chimed in. “One guy told us there was a Coast Guard center down in the Gulf, sending ferries to the islands. Whole safe zone out there, they said.”

Eddie snorted, tapping the table with his finger in a rhythmic pattern. “Yeah, but we didn’t buy it. Then the latest one we heard was about a rail yard in Montgomery. Supposedly, they're running trains west, takin’ people to the other side of the country… Utah, Arizona…”

Angel raised an eyebrow. “Arizona?”

Mason smirked, pushing off from the bar island a little. “Everyone’s got a gun there. You’re more likely to get shot than eaten by the freaks.”

Angel chuckled, running a hand through his blond hair. “Kinda makes sense.”

Eddie glanced over at Angel, an amused glint in his eye. “You ever been to Arizona, kid? There’s a reason they call 'em flyover states.”

Mason let out a hearty laugh at the joke, and even Vaggie, despite herself, cracked a small smile. It wasn’t much, but the bad joke helped ease just a little. She reached for another shot and tossed it back, letting the burn take the edge off her nerves. She set her empty glass down with a soft clink, her fingers lingering on the rim for a moment. “So, what’s your plan? You keep moving, hoping to find another rumor, or you settling down somewhere?”

Eddie leaned in slightly, his eyes darkening with something more serious. “Depends. What’s your plan?”

Vaggie hesitated for a split second, considering her options. There was no way she’d risk telling them about Charlie’s getaway location. Instead, she crafted a believable lie. “We’re headed to Fort Ticonderoga. Eventually.”

Eddie’s face twisted into a half-amused, half-pitying smile. “I hate to piss in your cornflakes, soldier, but… we ran into a grunt who used to be stationed at Ticonderoga. Said the place was overrun by lamebrains. Nothing left but ruins and the dead.”

Vaggie had expected something like that. The rumors about the fort had always been shaky, but it was the best story she could come up with on short notice. She didn’t flinch, but the slightest flicker in her expression was enough to show she wasn’t surprised.

Angel, however, couldn’t hide his reaction. He blinked in disbelief, his brow furrowing. “Wait, that place is gone? Are you for real?”

Eddie nodded, his voice lower, almost regretful. “Sadly, I am.” He paused, letting the weight of his words hang before continuing. “The truth is, there’s no way out of this mess. Just keep bouncing from one pipe dream to the next, praying one of those mindless freaks doesn’t get a hold of you while you sleep.”

Mason grunted. “If you sleep.”

The bleak reality of their situation settled in the room like a heavy fog. For a moment, no one spoke, the weight of survival hanging over their heads.

But Eddie, ever the one to keep things moving, quickly shifted gears, glancing at the three. “Yeah, doesn’t seem like you folks are setting down roots here either. So, where are you holed up? Got a base or are you just passing through like us?”

A silence filled the room as Vaggie weighed her response, feeling Eddie’s gaze on her. The seconds stretched long, but finally, she answered, her voice cool and vague. “Not really.”

Eddie leaned back, a knowing smirk playing on his lips. “That so?” His eyes flicked over them, assessing. “Y’know, I couldn’t help but notice… you three don’t seem to be carrying much. It’s impossible to travel long distances with so little, not if you’re moving from one place to another like you say.”

Vaggie crossed her arms, leaning back slightly, her face unreadable. “We travel light. Can’t get overburdened, or you won’t make it far.”

Eddie shook his head slowly like he wasn’t buying it. “That’s funny, ‘cause from where I’m sitting, you don’t look like people who’ve been scraping by. You look… well off, like you’ve got yourself a place to bunker down in.” His eyes narrowed slightly. “So where’s all your gear? Can’t be out here on just whiskey and hope.”

Before Vaggie could respond, Husk, who had been sitting quietly, finally spoke up, his voice rough and tired. “We’re with a larger group. Out scouting. Thought we could use a drink.”

Eddie looked momentarily baffled, blinking a few times as if he’d misheard. “A drink? Husk, I thought you quit.”

The room fell into silence again, the tension palpable. Everyone seemed to be sizing each other up, trying to decide if they were friends or foes.

Finally, Eddie broke the quiet, his tone shifting back to something more casual, though there was still a keen edge to his words. “We’ve been thinking of setting up around here, actually. It’s far enough from the main city where the dead overrun everything, but Long Island? Seems manageable. Might be a good place to start fresh.” He then leaned in slightly. "So… is it safe here?"

Angel, always quick to lighten the mood, grinned. “Safe? Sure, if you don’t mind killing a few zombies every now and then. Hell, I took out two on my way over here, one with a—”

As he kept talking, he caught Vaggie’s sharp glare from the corner of his eye—a clear, unmistakable "shut up" look. He trailed off, realizing he was saying too much.

Eddie raised an eyebrow, catching the moment. “Zombies, huh? That’s what you call ‘em?”

Angel chuckled, shrugging. “Yeah, what else would I call ‘em?”

Eddie nodded as if thinking it over. “Y’know, I never thought about it. ‘Zombies’... that’s good. Classic.” He glanced at Mason for his input.

Mason, ever the brooder, chimed in with a more profound tone. “It fits. The dead walking, devoid of thought… fitting label for the world we live in.”

Eddie smirked. “Listen to this guy. You sure you didn’t finish college, Mason?”

Mason grunted, cracking a half-smile. “Only two years. Then the world went to shit.”

Another silence settled between them, but this time, Eddie wasn’t content to let it linger. He leaned forward, eyes gleaming with curiosity. “But seriously now. You three set up somewhere on the outskirts, right? Got a little hideaway?”

Mason, never missing a beat, stood up, holding his shotgun loosely by his side. “What is it? Trailer park? Or maybe one of those fancy houses?” He walked casually to the other side of the room, positioning himself uncomfortably close to Vaggie, Angel, and Husk. His eyes glittered with something darker.

Vaggie didn’t answer, her jaw tightening as she tried to keep calm.

She turned to her right, noticing Mason standing off to the side, shotgun propped against the wall as he casually took a piss on the floor. The blatant disrespect sent a wave of unease through her.

As Mason relieved himself, he turned his head slightly, half-smirking. “So… is it safe where you are? Gotta be, right?”

Eddie, sensing the shift in the room, jumped in. “You got food? Water?”

Mason, without missing a beat, added with a crude chuckle, “You got cooze? Ain’t had a piece of ass in weeks.”

The comment made Vaggie’s skin crawl. Her discomfort was clear, but before she could react, Eddie raised his hands in a mock apology, his tone light. “Ah, listen, pardon my friend. City kids… they got no tact.” He flashed a grin, but there was a coldness behind his eyes. "So, listen, Angel—"

Before he could finish, Vaggie cut him off, her voice sharp and commanding. “We’ve said enough.”

Eddie raised his hands in mock surrender but didn’t stop. “Aw, how about a little hospitality? The kind New Yorkers are known for. Open arms and all that.”

Vaggie gazed to Mason, who was now uncomfortably close, hovering just to her right as he paced slowly. His presence was heavy, and threatening. Eddie continued, playing it casual. “See, we got buddies back at camp. Been havin’ a real hard time. I don’t see why you can’t make room for a few more. We could pool our resources… manpower.”

Vaggie shook her head, her voice firm. “Look, I’m sorry. That’s not an option.”

A heavy silence followed her words, Mason’s irritation clear as he shot Eddie an impatient look. Eddie’s smile faltered, replaced by something colder. “Doesn’t sound like it’d be a problem,” he said, his tone hardening.

Husk, who had been quiet up until this point, finally spoke up, his voice flat. “We can’t. We can’t take in any more.”

Eddie chuckled bitterly, shaking his head. “You guys… you’re something else. I thought—” he paused, a hint of hurt creeping into his voice, “I thought we were friends.”

Vaggie met his eyes, her voice steady but edged with tension. “We’ve got people to look out for, too. We don’t know anything about you.”

Eddie nodded, the weight of her words hitting him. His tone turned grim. “No, that’s true. You don’t know anything about us. You don’t know what we’ve had to go through out there. The things we’ve had to do.”

He let the words hang, watching her reaction. “I bet you’ve had to do some of the same things yourself, huh? Am I right?”

Vaggie remained quiet, her face pensive, trying to gauge where this conversation was heading. Eddie pressed on, desperation creeping into his voice. “Because nobody’s hands are clean in what’s left of this world. We’re all the same.”

He leaned forward, his voice softening, almost pleading. “So come on, let’s… let’s take a nice, friendly hayride to this base of yours with your other friends. We can get to know each other.”

Vaggie’s mind raced, analyzing the situation. It smelled like a trap. She didn’t trust Eddie’s story, let alone his intentions. Her thoughts immediately went to Charlie, to the Morningstar residence, to everything she’d risk if she let her guard down for even a second.

She glanced down at her hands, twiddling with the shot glass before setting it aside. Then, she looked up at Eddie, her voice cold, decisive. “That’s not gonna happen.”

Eddie’s expression shifted, his tone darker. “Valeria…”

Mason, on the other hand, spat on the floor, his patience clearly gone. “This is bullshit.”

Vaggie didn’t even look at him as she spoke calmly. “Calm down.”

Mason, his face reddening with anger, took a step closer, towering over her. “Don’t tell me to calm down. Don’t you ever tell me to calm down!”

Eddie stepped back slightly, sensing the tension explodes. “Whoa.”

Mason closed the distance between him and Vaggie, his shotgun slung but his posture threatening. “I’ll shoot you three assholes in the head and take your damn house!”

While he was threatening, Vaggie’s face darkened, her scowl deepening. She abruptly stood up and faced Mason head-on. Despite her smaller stature, she held her ground, standing tall and unflinching, her eye burning with a steely intensity that made Mason pause.

Eddie immediately stepped between the two, raising his hands in a calming gesture. "Relax, Mason. Relax." He glanced at Vaggie, his voice taking on a smooth, almost soothing tone. "Nobody’s killing anybody. Nobody’s shooting anybody, right, Valeria?"

Vaggie looked over to Eddie, watching closely as he began to climb over the bar counter. Her senses sharpened, and her hand instinctively hovered near her holstered pistol on her right side.

As Eddie landed on the other side of the counter, Vaggie heard the unmistakable sound of a gun cocking from behind her, where Mason stood. She didn’t turn, knowing it was likely his pistol. Instead, she kept her focus locked on Eddie.

Eddie, with a disarming grin, pulled out his revolver—but instead of aiming it, he gently set it down on the counter. “Just friends having a drink, that’s all,” he said, stretching his hands out wide, trying to diffuse the situation. “Now, where’s the good stuff, huh?”

Angel, sitting nearby, glanced nervously between Vaggie and Eddie, his eyes flicking to Mason in the foggy bar mirror in front of him. The big man was still standing, watching Vaggie intently, shotgun slung on his back, but his body language screamed that he was ready to pounce.

As Eddie reached down beneath the counter, Vaggie’s instincts kicked in hard. Her hand gripped the holstered pistol tightly, prepared for the worst. She didn’t break eye contact, not even for a second.

Eddie’s hand emerged with a fresh bottle of whiskey. He set it on the counter, pouring himself a drink. “You gotta understand,” he said in a low voice, his tone almost pleading. “We can’t stay out there. It’s like—”

“Yes, I do understand,” Vaggie interrupted, her voice sharp. “But the group’s too crowded as is. I’m sorry. You’ll have to keep looking.”

Eddie’s face twisted into a bitter expression as he repeated her words mockingly, “Keep looking.” He nodded slowly, his eyes narrowing. “But what do you suggest we do, huh?”

The silence followed. It was as if Eddie were daring her to respond. Vaggie’s eye narrowed. “I don’t know... I hear Arizona’s nice.”

Eddie let out a forced, sarcastic laugh, his smile growing twisted. “Arizona… this bitch…” His grin vanished in an instant. His hand disappeared beneath the counter again, but this time, Vaggie was faster.

In a blur of movement, Vaggie drew her pistol and fired. The gunshot echoed through the room, and Eddie staggered backward, clutching his chest as blood bloomed through his shirt. Mason reacted instantly, reaching to ready his shotgun, but Vaggie was already one step ahead. She pivoted and fired again, the bullet catching Mason in the shoulder, knocking the shotgun upwards as it discharged into the ceiling.

With a final shot, Vaggie aimed and fired directly at Mason’s chest, dropping him where he stood. The room fell into a deadly silence, save for the heavy breathing of those still standing.

Angel, eyes wide with shock, glanced at Vaggie, then back at the bodies on the floor. Vaggie lowered her pistol, her hand steady, though her mind raced with what had just happened.

Vaggie stood still for a moment, her gaze fixed on Mason's lifeless body. The room reeked of gunpowder, blood, and the faint scent of whiskey. The adrenaline pumping through her veins made her hyper-aware of everything—the silence, the tension still thick in the air, the weight of the pistol in her hand. She exhaled slowly, her mind racing as she tried to process the situation.

Angel and Husk stood beside her, both wide-eyed but composed in the aftermath. Vaggie turned to Angel, her voice steady, though there was an undercurrent of concern. “You alright?”

Angel blinked and nodded quickly. “Yeah… yeah, I’m fine. I just—” He let out a breathy laugh, disbelief still evident in his tone. “I can’t believe you quick-drew those two like you were straight outta Clint Eastwood.”

Vaggie’s expression didn’t shift, her eye scanning Angel for any sign of injury. When she was satisfied, she turned to Husk. “You good?”

Husk, who had been silent through the whole ordeal, gave her a brief nod. “I’m good.” His voice was gravelly, almost detached, as he gestured towards the dead bodies. “We need to head back. Now.”

Without a word, Vaggie knelt beside Mason’s body. She grabbed his shotgun, checking the weapon quickly before patting down his pockets. More shells—just what they needed. She stood and handed both the shotgun and the ammunition to Husk, who accepted them without hesitation.

Meanwhile, Angel had already started looting Eddie’s body. His movements were quick, almost instinctive, as he pulled the revolver from Eddie’s cold grip and then moved to the bar counter to retrieve the rifle. With a swift check of the ammo, he handed the revolver and spare bullets over to Vaggie. She took them wordlessly, sliding the revolver into her belt.

“Let’s go,” Vaggie muttered, her voice low, her eye darting to the front door.

As the three of them moved towards the exit, Vaggie stopped in her tracks. Something outside caught her attention—cars in the distance, growing closer. Her stomach twisted with a sudden sense of foreboding.

She whipped her head around, signaling the other two to get down. “Hold up,” she whispered urgently. “Cars. In the distance.”

Husk and Angel immediately dropped down behind the nearest cover, their eyes following Vaggie’s line of sight. From their position, they could see the cars slowly approaching, kicking up dust as they neared the bar. The rumble of engines echoed faintly through the desolate street.

Vaggie’s mind raced. If these were Eddie and Mason’s friends, they’d be in for a fight. She quickly checked the magazine of her pistol, counting the bullets left. Not many. If things went south, they’d have to be smart, precise, and fast.

She glanced at Angel and Husk, who were both readying themselves for whatever was coming. “Stay low,” she instructed, her voice tense but calm. “We don’t know what we’re dealing with yet. But be ready… for the worst.”

Notes:

nyc aint a friendly city.

i plagiarized the bar scene from the walking dead lol. i love that series ok, and i swear im not going for a carbon copy.

criticism and feedback are hella appreciated. it'll help me get better at my writing for future updates.

Chapter 11: Triggerfinger

Summary:

Vaggie, Angel, and Husk got trapped, fighting against another group of hostile survivors.

Notes:

MY APOLOGIES THIS CHAPTER TOOK A WHILE! the draft is super messy to work with + day job makes me more and more exhausted to the point i wasnt able to focus on this fic. luckily, i managed to finish it and the wait is worth it :0 (trust me)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Vaggie crouched low, her pistol steady, as she positioned herself just by the entrance. Her back pressed against the wall, and she could feel her pulse racing in her ears. Across from her, Angel mirrored her position on the opposite side of the door. Sweat dripped down his face. Husk was tucked behind a toppled table near Angel, gripping Mason’s shotgun tightly, his eyes trained on the door. The air inside the bar was thick with the suffocating quiet.

The bar was deathly quiet, except for their ragged breathing. Vaggie’s heart pounded in her chest as they waited for the first sign of movement outside, every second stretching out painfully.

Then, the faint crunch of gravel and heavy footsteps broke the silence, growing louder. Vaggie’s pulse quickened, her eye narrowing as she strained to hear. Voices followed, the unmistakable sound of multiple men approaching.

“Eddie! Mason!” a voice called out, gruff and impatient.

Vaggie’s stomach dropped. Her assumption was correct. The cars were part of Eddie and Mason’s group. She shot a glance toward Angel and Husk, both of whom were equally on edge.

“Shut the fuck up!” Another man hissed, his tone sharp with frustration. “There are roamers around here. You wanna bring in the noise?”

“We all heard the shots,” a third voice protested. His tone was panicked, desperate. “Are you fucking deaf? Something’s wrong, man.”

“Just stay close and keep quiet, dumbass. You don’t know what’s out here,” the second man snapped back, clearly trying to maintain control of the situation.

“They wouldn’t shoot without a reason,” the first man argued. “Eddie? Mason? You there?”

“Fucking Christ. Shut it, man. We’ll figure it out.”

Vaggie carefully raised her head just enough to peer through one of the cracked windows. The men were in the distance, their dark silhouettes creeping between the shadows, making their way toward the abandoned store next door. Most of the group had moved on, but one man stayed behind, lingering closer to the bar’s entrance.

“Mason! Eddie!” the straggler called again, but his voice was low this time.

Vaggie held her breath, her body still as a statue. The man was close, too close for comfort. Her grip tightened on her pistol, readying herself to fire if necessary. She could hear Angel’s breathing from across the room and the quiet shuffle of Husk adjusting his stance behind the table.

“Hey!” another voice called out from the direction of the store, just loud enough for the man near the bar to hear. “Stay close! You’re gonna get yourself killed.”

The straggler hesitated, his footsteps pausing as if debating whether to keep searching or follow the group. After a moment, he finally relented, turning away from the entrance and heading toward the others.

Vaggie let out a slow breath through her nose, her gaze flicking toward Angel and Husk. She gave a slight nod, signaling them to stay low. They were lucky—for now. But how long could they sit here before someone noticed the men’s absence?

As the footsteps faded toward the store, Vaggie’s mind raced, weighing their options. She then slowly straightened, her knees stiff from the crouched position, and carefully adjusted the curtain with two fingers, peering out into the street. She scanned the area, expecting to see more figures lingering, but the street was empty. No more men, just the faint glint of the setting sun reflecting off the parked cars in the distance.

She exhaled softly, then turned to sneak back across the room, where Angel and Husk waited. Angel broke the silence when she was close enough with a quiet, annoyed whisper.

“Why won’t these guys just fuckin’ leave already?” he muttered, glancing back toward the entrance with a frustrated look.

Husk gave a quiet grunt. “Would you?” he asked, his voice low and dry. The implication was clear—if it were their group, and two of their people had vanished, they wouldn’t leave either.

Considering Husk's point, Vaggie pressed her lips together, but time wasn’t on their side. She crouched beside them, keeping her voice barely above a whisper. “We can’t sit here any longer,” she said. “We need to head back to the kitchen and take the back way out. We make a run for the house.”

Angel and Husk exchanged glances, both nodding in agreement. Vaggie’s plan was their best shot. Staying here only made them sitting ducks.

Just as they were about to rise and move, the sharp crack of three gunshots echoed outside, freezing them in place. Instinct kicked in immediately—Vaggie, Angel, and Husk dropped back into their original positions, low to the ground. Vaggie crawled back to the window and cautiously peeked out again.

Through the dusty glass, she saw one of the men standing in the street, his pistol raised, still smoking. Another man jogged up to him, “What the hell, man? What happened?”

“Roamers,” the man with the pistol said. “Took care of ‘em.”

“There’s no sign of them. These people just disappeared,” one of the men said, his voice frustrated.

“Yeah, well, we’ve cleared every building but this one,” another man added.

The bickering grew louder, more frantic, as the men went back and forth. “What about the bar? Has anyone checked it yet?”

When one of them answered no, one man, the loudmouth, snapped, “We’re looking for Eddie and Mason, and no one’s even checked the damn bar yet!”

Vaggie’s expression tightened. Her fingers reflexively checked the chamber of her pistol, ensuring it was loaded and ready. She glanced at Angel and Husk, who were both poised and ready. The door creaked, a faint rustle signaling that someone was about to push it open.

Just as the handle turned, Angel sprang into action. With a sharp intake of breath, he flung himself against the door, using his back to slam it shut. The door rattled loudly, the force enough to keep it from opening, but it wouldn’t hold for long.

“Shit,” Angel hissed, pressing his total weight against the wood, trying to keep it from giving way.

“What the hell?” one of the men outside said, confused. “Someone just pushed that door shut! There’s someone in there.”

A pause followed, and another man’s voice broke the silence. “Hey! Is there someone in there?” His tone was less aggressive now, cautious even. “We don’t want any trouble. We’re just looking for our friends.”

Vaggie, still poised with her pistol aimed at the door. Her heart pounded so hard she could feel it in her throat. She could hear the faint whisper of one of the men outside.

“Bust the door open,” someone suggested in a low voice.

“No,” another quickly shot back. “We don’t know how many are in there. Relax.”

Vaggie’s gaze flicked toward the bar, catching sight of Eddie and Mason’s bodies, still and bleeding out. Her mind raced, her palms slick with sweat. They were running out of options.

“Look,” the man outside called again, his tone almost pleading now, “we don’t want any trouble. We just need to find our friends. If something happened to them, tell us. We just need to know.”

Vaggie felt a sickening dread settle in her gut. She could hear the group outside murmuring to each other, strategizing. “Guard the door,” someone ordered. “Whoever’s in there might know what happened to Eddie and Mason.”

Vaggie’s mind raced. Fuck. We are cornered. Still holding the door shut with his body, Angel shot her a look, silently pleading for her next move.

Vaggie cursed herself under her breath, her teeth clenched. Finally, her voice broke through the silence, loud enough to be heard outside. “They drew on us!”

The words echoed in the room. Husk’s head whipped toward her, his eyes wide—whether in surprise or silently screaming what the fuck, was unclear. Angel shot her a nervous glance, his lips pressed together in a tight line, unsure if that was the right move.

There was a heavy pause from outside, and then one of the men shouted back, his voice demanding. “Eddie and Mason—are they in there? Are they alive?”

Vaggie’s throat tightened, her mind racing, overthinking every possible outcome. She knew how these people operated—telling the truth could unleash a hail of bullets. They had the advantage in firepower: shotguns, rifles, while Vaggie and Angel were armed only with pistols. And then there was her lack of depth perception, a glaring weakness she couldn’t afford to forget. Husk’s drunken state was another liability. They were in no condition to fight like this, yet lying could escalate things just as fast.

Her mouth went dry, and she took a quick breath before answering. “No.”

A beat of silence followed, and then a low, grim voice echoed from outside. “They killed Eddie and Mason.”

One of the men muttered something under his breath, but another responded louder. “We have to leave.”

“No way!” someone shouted back. “I’m not leaving! And I’m sure as hell not telling Lydia. I’m not going back and telling them Eddie and Mason got shot by some assholes hiding in a bar!”

Vaggie, crouched low against the wall, could feel every muscle in her body tighten, a war raging inside her.

Shoot. Just shoot already, a voice in her head urged. Her finger twitched near the trigger, her body tense, ready to act. But something held her back—Charlie’s voice, whispering in the back of her mind. We don’t have to kill them all. There’s another way. Charlie’s way.

She’d tried that with Eddie and Mason before, and it failed spectacularly. They’d drawn first. They’d given her no choice, and now two bodies lay bleeding out just a few feet away. Charlie’s shit didn’t work, her mind argued. It’s not going to work now.

But still, Vaggie hesitated.

Her breath was shallow, her heart racing. She bit her lip hard enough to taste blood, her thoughts swirling in a storm of indecision. Just shoot! End this! But something deeper in her, something she shared with Charlie, fought back. Try. One last time.

Gathering her resolve, Vaggie shouted toward the men outside. “Your friends drew on us!” Her voice was loud and clear, though strained with desperation. “They gave us no choice! I’m sure we’ve all lost enough people. Done things we wish we didn’t have to. But it’s like that now—you know that!” She frowns but forces herself to be neutral before continuing, “So let’s all chalk this up to what it was. Wrong place, wrong—”

The deafening sound of gunshots cut off her plea. Glass shattered, raining down over Angel as he shielded himself beneath the window, covering his head as shards bounced off the floor. Vaggie flinched, ducking lower as she gritted her teeth.

Fuck, so much for that.

Vaggie’s body moved on autopilot, instinct overriding hesitation as she stood up, aiming her pistol over the shattered window. She fired back without a second thought, her shots aimed at the vague silhouettes of the men outside. “Get outta here!” she yelled, her voice barely audible over the gunfire. “Go!”

Angel and Husk didn’t need to be told twice. They scrambled toward the back exit, ducking low as bullets rained down around them. The sound of gunfire was deafening. Bullets tore through the bar, splintering wood and shattering bottles behind the counter. Glass rained like shards of ice, tinkling against the floor.

Angel nearly slipped as he dashed behind an overturned table, the sound of bullets whizzing past his head, making his heart pound in his ears. In his panic, he dropped his pistol, cursing under his breath as he dove for cover near an old piano, his hands shaking too much to grab the weapon in time.

“Shit, shit, shit!” he muttered under his breath, glancing toward the gun just a few feet away, knowing he couldn’t make a move without risking a bullet to the skull.

Husk crawled toward the dropped pistol, dodging gunfire as he moved. When he finally reached it, he slid the weapon across the floor to Angel, who snatched it up with trembling hands, relieved.

Vaggie, crouched low under the shattered window. She could feel the bullets ripping through the space around her, and she knew better than to expose herself. Firing back blindly wouldn’t help. Instead, she kept her head low, waiting, thinking.

The gunfire was relentless, but then, as quickly as it began, it stopped. Silence fell over the room. Vaggie’s ears rang, the sharp noise of gunfire replaced by an eerie stillness.

Why did they stop? Her mind raced. Slowly, she unloaded her pistol’s empty magazine, her fingers trembling slightly as she tried to keep herself calm. Why the hell did they stop?

Acting instinctually, Vaggie forced herself to take a deep breath, then yelled toward the men outside. “Hey! We all know this isn’t gonna end well! There’s nothing in it for any of us! Back off, and no one else gets hurt!”

She quickly reloaded, sliding a fresh magazine into her pistol and racking the chamber. There was no response from the men outside, just the faint sound of shuffling feet from the building next door. They’re flanking us.

She glanced at Angel, who had his gun raised and was positioned closer to the kitchen. Vaggie motioned for him to move.

Angel sprinted toward the back. His footsteps were quick as he approached the kitchen door, gripping the handle and carefully easing it open. The kitchen was dimly lit, shadows cast across the grimy tiles and broken countertops. The air was thick with the stench of decay, but Angel didn’t let it distract him. Every sound—his shoes on the tiles, the squeak of an old refrigerator—made him wince.

It was too quiet. The silence made the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. Every step he took felt like he was walking into a death trap.

As he neared the back exit, Angel heard the unmistakable sound of a voice. “Shit,” one of the men outside cursed. Angel’s eyes flicked toward the door as the doorknob began to turn slowly. Without thinking, his gun was up, finger on the trigger, and before he could second-guess it, he fired through the wooden door.

BANG!

The gunshot echoed in the kitchen, deafeningly loud in the confined space.

Back in the bar, the gunshot jolted Vaggie into action. “Angel!” she called, panic edging into her voice. She quickly got to her feet, moving toward the kitchen with her pistol raised. Still, by the long wall, Husk saw her movement and got to his feet, ready to follow.

Hearing Vaggie’s voice, Angel raised his arm in a silent signal. “I’m good!” he shouted back. “I’m good…” He crouched behind a metal counter, checking his pistol's chamber to ensure it was fully loaded.

Meanwhile, Vaggie reached Husk’s side. “I’m gonna hold them here,” she said. “You cover Angel. Tell him to pull back—we’re running for it. We’ve got to get the hell out of here.”

Husk, still slightly buzzed but surprisingly coherent, frowned. “You sure about this? You want me covering for him?”

A flicker of a smile crossed Vaggie’s face. “You still remember how to shoot, right? All those military days gonna come in handy?”

Husk grunted. “I know how to shoot. A little rusty, but…” He gave a nonchalant shrug, then started toward the kitchen.

Angel was still crouched behind the counter when he heard approaching footsteps. Instinctively, he turned, raising his gun—only to freeze when he realized it was Husk.

Unimpressed, Husk pushed the gun down gently, smirking. “Easy there. Vaggie wants you to make a run for it. Head around the street, back to the house.”

Angel let out a dry, sarcastic laugh. “Try?” he asked, one eyebrow raised.

Husk just gave him a tired smile. “You’re gonna try and succeed. I’ll cover you.”

Angel sighed, shaking his head slightly. “Great plan,” he muttered, adjusting his grip on his pistol. Angel gripped the back door handle, taking one last look at Husk before he cautiously pulled it open. The alley behind the bar was eerily still, illuminated only by the setting sunlight casting long shadows over the cracked pavement. Angel's steps were slow and deliberate as he edged forward, keeping low to avoid being an easy target.

Husk lingered behind at the doorway, shotgun in hand. It wasn’t long before something caught his attention—a flicker of movement near an abandoned car parked at the far end of the alley. A figure emerged, a gun raised, aimed directly at Angel.

"Angel, down!" Husk barked.

Angel dodged just as the shot rang out, the bullet narrowly missing him. Husk’s reaction was immediate. He fired his shotgun with a deafening blast, the spread hitting the man square in the chest. The distance dulled the impact, but the man collapsed, groaning in pain, clutching his torso where pellets tore through fabric and flesh.

Husk stepped into the alley, his gaze dropping briefly to the body by the doorway—the man Angel had shot earlier—before he turned his attention back to the groaning figure on the ground. Husk didn’t react; the man’s pained moans seemed to fall on deaf ears as he focused instead on the alley ahead.

Vaggie hurried out from the kitchen, eye darting between Husk and the downed man. “What happened?” she asked tensely.

“He fired,” Husk gestures toward the dumpster. “Angel must’ve been hit. He’s behind there, not moving. No smartass comments either, so he might be in shock.”

The man on the ground moaned louder, calling for help. Vaggie ignored him, and her focus was solely on Angel. Her back hugged the wall as she approached the dumpster. Both of her guns were raised, sweeping the alley in both directions.

“Angel!” Vaggie called with her low voice. “You hit?”

No response.

She inched closer. “Angel, talk to me. You hit?”

Finally, a shaky voice came from behind the dumpster. “No… I’m not hit.”

Vaggie released a relieved breath, holstering the revolver as she crouched beside Angel. He was pale, breathing shallowly, clearly rattled by the near miss. “You’re okay,” she said softly, touching his shoulder. “We’ll get out of this.”

Angel nodded weakly, his voice barely above a whisper. “Okay.”

Vaggie scanned the empty street, her senses on high alert. The silence was unnerving as if something far worse was lurking just out of sight. She turned to Angel. “We need to move.”

But as they stood to leave, gunfire erupted from across the street, sending them ducking back behind the dumpster. Bullets ricocheted off the metal, forcing them to huddle low. “Get back!” Vaggie yelled, pressing Angel down as the shots rang out.

Then, as suddenly as it began, the gunfire ceased, leaving only the distant rumble of engines and the frantic shouts of the men outside.

“Roamers are everywhere! We gotta get out of here!” one man yelled, his voice filled with panic.

Another voice called out desperately, “Is he with you?”

“He got shot!” another man replied, his voice strained with fear. The chaotic exchange continued as cars screeched into motion, their engines roaring to life.

Vaggie and Angel remained crouched, listening to the fading voices. “Hurry up!” one shouted. “They’re coming! We can’t stay here!”

One of the men from the rooftop yelled, “I’m jumping!”

A sickening thud echoed down the street, followed by a gut-wrenching scream. “Help! Help me!” the man’s cries were frantic, filled with agony.

The other men hesitated. “Shit. We gotta go! We can’t get him!”

Vaggie, who had heard everything from her position, winced at the man’s cries. She turned to Angel, her expression hardening. “Go get Husk.”

Angel nodded and sprinted back to the bar. He skidded to a stop at the alley’s entrance, breathless and rattled. He was about to call out to Husk, but something made him freeze. Just behind Husk, there is an unmistakable shuffling of zombies.

“Shit,” Angel whispered under his breath.

The zombies stumbled toward the downed man, the one Husk had shot earlier. His weak groans of pain turned into screams of terror as he realized what was coming. Standing right outside the back door, Husk watched with a grim, detached expression. He didn’t move or even flinch as the first zombie bent down, grabbing hold of the man's ankle.

The man thrashed, screaming louder, pleading for help, but it was too late. The zombie sunk its teeth into his leg, ripping flesh and muscle away in chunks. Blood splattered across the pavement as the man howled in agony, his fingers clawing at the ground in a desperate attempt to crawl away. More zombies descended on him, their growls low and guttural as they tore into him. One grabbed his arm, gnawing down to the bone. Another dug its rotten fingers into his chest, ripping at the skin with such ferocity that his ribs cracked audibly under the pressure.

The man’s screams reached a horrific crescendo as one of the zombies buried its face into his abdomen, tearing through his shirt and ripping out his intestines. The slick, gory coils spilled onto the pavement like wet rope, the zombies fighting each other to get at the fresh meat. His screams turned into gurgles as blood filled his mouth, and his head lolled to the side, his eyes wide and glassy in death.

Husk finally turned away, his jaw clenched tight. He strolled toward Angel and didn’t say a word as he approached. Angel’s eyes were wide, still processing the gruesome scene behind Husk.

“The gunfire must’ve drawn them in,” Husk muttered as he met Angel halfway. “Where’s Vaggie?”

Angel swallowed hard. “She… she ran across the street.” He pointed toward the other side of the street.

Husk stopped in his tracks, his eyes narrowing. “Hell, we can’t leave without her.” Without waiting for a response, he took off in the direction Angel had pointed, shotgun at the ready while Angel trailed close behind.

They reached the other side of the street, the narrow alley flanked by two small stores. In the distance, they could see Vaggie standing near the metal picket fence that separated the buildings.

As they approached, a voice interrupted the quiet, a desperate plea.

“Don’t leave me! Please, don’t leave me!”

The man’s voice was broken, barely audible over the distant sound of the zombies feasting. His leg was impaled on the sharp tip of the metal picket fence. Blood dripped down in steady streams. The man’s face was pale, twisted in a grimace of pain, his hands clutching the wall as he tried and failed to free himself.

Husk was the first to reach Vaggie’s side, his breath heavy. “We gotta move. Now,” he said urgently, glancing down at the impaled man but making no move to help.

The man on the fence groaned, his face contorting with pain. “Please... don’t leave me... I can’t... I don’t wanna die.”

Vaggie hesitated, her gaze flickering between Husk, the man, and the distant sound of approaching zombies. Angel finally caught up to them, panting as he saw the man hanging on the fence, his body trembling from blood loss and shock.

Vaggie bit her lip, her resolve faltering. “We can’t just leave him like this,” she muttered, her eye darting between Husk and the wounded man. “He’ll bleed out. We could—"

“Are you kidding me?” Angel interrupted. “This asshole and his buddies shot at us, toots. We barely made it out alive, and you wanna save him?”

Vaggie stood her ground, her expression hardening as she ignored Angel’s rising temper. “We’re not leaving him to die like this, Angel. We can tourniquet his leg, pull him off the fence, and staunch the bleeding. If we’re quick, he might survive.”

“Survive?!” Angel shouted, throwing his hands up in exasperation. “The place is crawling with zeds! We don’t have time to play doctor, and even if we did, it’s not like we’re swimming in meds. We can’t save everyone!” His voice echoed down the alley as he pointed toward the darkness. “He’s dead weight, and you know it!”

Husk hummed in agreement, loading another shell into his shotgun. “He’s right. We don’t have enough medicine to save his ass, even if we managed to get him down from there. He’s as good as dead.”

Vaggie shot them both a fierce glare, and her fists clenched at her sides. “I’m not leaving him to die like this.”

Angel shook his head, pacing in tight circles as his frustration boiled over. “Damn it! This is exactly what Charlie would do—she’d try to save everyone, no matter what. And look where that’s gotten us!” He pointed back toward the alley they’d just come from, his voice growing angrier. “You’re acting like her, and it’s gonna get us killed! We need to leave now.”

Vaggie snapped. “Don’t bring Charlie into this, Angel! I’m not her; this isn’t about some naïve sense of morality. This is about not becoming like them. We’re not them!”

Angel clenched his jaw, glaring at the bleeding man before returning to Vaggie. “Charlie would’ve spared his ass no matter what,” he spat, folding his arms. “Always the saint, right?”

Vaggie bristled at the fact he kept talking about her. “Charlie knows how to read people. She wouldn’t spare just anyone.”

Angel shot her a sharp look, his frustration mounting. “Oh yeah? Then why don’t you read him like you read that shit between Eddie and Mason back at the bar?”

“That was different!” Vaggie snapped back. “They weren’t stuck on a damn fence, bleeding out!”

“It’s bullshit, is what it is!” Angel snarled, throwing up his hands.

Husk had enough. “Both of you shut the fuck up!” He yelled, then stepped toward the impaled man, who was now barely conscious, his eyes fluttering open and shut in pain. “Fuck it. We’re haulin’ him off this damn fence. Angel, help.”

Angel opened his mouth to protest, but Husk’s glare stopped him cold. Before he could argue, the distant sound of shuffling feet and groaning grew louder. Zombies were closing in from both sides of the alley.

“Shit!” Angel cursed under his breath, his face twisting in frustration. “Fine! But if we get eaten alive, don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

Vaggie’s eye darted between the man on the fence and the approaching horde. “We need a stick or something,” she muttered, turning to Angel and Husk. “To tourniquet his leg before we pull him off. Otherwise, he’ll bleed out faster.”

Angel frantically looked around until he spotted a broken piece of wood nearby. He grabbed it, tossing it to Vaggie. “Here, use this.”

Without wasting a second, Vaggie quickly wrapped the stick and her handkerchief around the man’s thigh, tying it tightly to cut off the blood flow. The man groaned weakly, his body trembling from shock.

“Hold still,” Vaggie ordered. She gripped the man’s leg near the wound and looked at Husk and Angel. “On three, we pull him off.”

“Great,” Angel muttered, his face tight with dread.

“One... two... three!” Vaggie shouted, and all three of them yanked the man’s leg off the fence. The metal scraped against bone and flesh, and the man let out a blood-curdling scream.

Before the sound could attract even more attention, Vaggie clamped her bare hand over his mouth, muffling the noise. “Shut up!” she hissed as she fought to keep the man quiet.

The man's muffled screams continued, his face contorted in agony, but Vaggie pressed harder, her hand slick with blood as she held him down. The zombies’ groans were getting louder, echoing from both ends of the alley.

“Hurry up!” Angel urged, his eyes darting between the injured man and the approaching zombies. “They’re almost on top of us!”

Vaggie tightened the tourniquet as best she could. Husk lifted his shotgun, covering one side of the alley. “You two, get him up! I’ll buy us some time.”

Angel grabbed the man’s arm, pulling him to his feet, and together with Vaggie, they started dragging him down the alley as fast as they could. The man was barely conscious, his legs wobbling beneath him as they hauled him along.

Husk fired a round into the oncoming horde, the blast echoing through the alley. “Move!” he shouted, stepping back to cover their retreat.

As they moved as quickly as they could through the narrow alley, the weight of the bleeding man slowed their pace. Vaggie’s sharp breaths came faster, and she glanced at Angel, his face tight with strain. “Let him go, Angel,” she ordered. “I’ll carry him. You’ll move faster without him.”

Angel hesitated, his brows knitting together, but Vaggie’s gaze was steely. He let go of the man, stepping aside as Vaggie expertly hoisted him over her shoulder in a fireman’s carry. The man groaned weakly, but Vaggie kept moving.

Husk fired another round at the approaching zombies before turning to Vaggie. “What’s the plan now?” he asked, reloading quickly. “We can’t drag him back like this.”

“We’ll head back to the neighborhood,” Vaggie replied, her voice strained under the man’s weight. “But first, we must find a nearby house to treat his leg properly. He won’t make it if we don’t stop the bleeding soon.”

Husk gave a sharp nod. “I hope you know what you’re doin’.”

Angel sprinted ahead, not saying a word. He was frustrated but knew better than to argue when things were falling apart.

Vaggie gritted her teeth, trying to keep up with the others. The man was heavier than he looked, and every step sent a fresh wave of pain through his body, causing his leg to bleed more. The sticky warmth of his blood-soaked through her clothes, and she felt the slickness of it against her skin.

The three veered off from the main street, darting into a side road with tightly packed houses. Vaggie’s legs trembled as she carried the man, feeling the hot pulse of blood dripping from his leg. “We need to stop soon,” she grunted, her eye scanning the houses ahead. “His leg’s getting worse.”

Husk glanced at the surrounding area and pointed to a similar suburban house ahead. “There! We’ll take him inside.”

Angel was already by the door, frantically checking for any signs of movement inside. “It’s clear!” he called back.

Vaggie staggered forward, her breath ragged as she carried the barely conscious man into the house.


Inside the abandoned house, Husk, Vaggie, and Angel barged in. Angel slammed the front door shut behind them, quickly sliding an old, heavy bookcase in front of it as Husk scanned the windows. He moved around the room, yanking the dirty, moth-eaten curtains shut, blocking any street visibility.

Meanwhile, Vaggie guided the barely conscious man toward the filthy couch in the living room. His weight made her knees buckle slightly, but she lowered him carefully, setting him down with surprising gentleness.

Vaggie crouched beside him, pulling a grimy blanket from the back of the couch as a makeshift cushion for his head. She tore off the blood-soaked bandage she had used earlier and examined the man’s leg. The wound was deep, but fortunately, the tourniquet had slowed the bleeding more than she’d expected.

Husk crouched beside her, his voice low. “How bad is it?”

“He’s in shock, but he hasn’t bled out as much as I thought,” Vaggie said, wiping sweat from her forehead. “We’ve got a chance to save him.”

She dug into her bag, pulling out a small first-aid kit they’d scavenged days earlier. It wasn’t much—just some gauze, tape, and antiseptic wipes. There are not enough severe injuries, but it’d have to do. “Angel, hand me that jacket,” she called out.

Angel, pacing by the window, grabbed an old jacket off a nearby chair and tossed it to her. Vaggie tore it into strips, fashioning a more secure tourniquet around the man’s thigh, pulling it tight to stem the blood flow further.

“Hold him steady,” she ordered, and Husk braced the man’s shoulders as Vaggie cleaned the wound with one of the antiseptic wipes. The man stirred briefly, his face twisting in pain, but he didn’t wake. His dark skin was pale, his breathing shallow, but he was still alive. That was all that mattered for now.

After she cleaned the wound as best she could, Vaggie packed the hole with gauze and wrapped the leg tightly with the jacket strips, securing it with tape. She tied off the tourniquet again, checking the pressure to ensure it would hold.

Husk watched her work in silence, impressed by how quickly she moved. He exhaled, nodding. “That should hold for now.”

Vaggie sat back on her heels, wiping her hands on her pants, exhausted. “We’ll need more supplies if he’s going to make it, but at least we’ve stopped the bleeding. He just needs time to recover.”

Angel stopped pacing and leaned against the wall, crossing his arms. “And what if he doesn’t? We’re out of meds, and this place crawls with those things. What then?”

Vaggie shot him a tired look and leaned back against the couch, her muscles aching from carrying the man. “We’ll deal with that if it happens. For now, he’s stable, and we rest.”

Husk grunted, settling into an old chair beside the couch. “He’s in shock, but if he makes it through the night, he’s got a shot.”

Angel ran a hand through his hair, pacing in frustration as he shot a glare at the man lying unconscious on the couch. "I can’t believe we wasted our time and energy on this fucking guy," he muttered, shaking his head. “We should’ve just left him to die. What if this gets us killed?”

Vaggie was about to snap back, her temper rising, but Husk spoke up first. “None of us liked it, Angel. You think I wanted to save him? Hell no. But you gotta remember, we’ve all been through some messed-up shit before Vaggie and Charlie showed up. You were working with the cartel, and I was a convict, same as Alastor and Niffty—chained up in our prison uniforms when they found us.”

Angel stopped pacing, turning toward Husk, who sighed and rubbed his eyes. “Everyone’s been fucked up in one way or another. That’s just the world we live in now. And Charlie? Miss Bleeding Heart herself? She’s the one who decides how we handle this bullshit. It'll be her call when we bring this guy back to the house.”

The room fell silent for a moment. Angel scowled, but his shoulders slumped in reluctant agreement. “I hate that you’re right,” he grumbled, kicking at the floor. “Still, this guy better wake up by the time we get back to start questioning him.”

Vaggie rolled her eye, sitting beside the man to keep an eye on his condition. “Question him? What’s the point? His people abandoned him. They left him to die.”

“Yeah? And that’s supposed to mean something?” Angel shot back, leaning against the wall by the window with crossed arms. “Eddie and Mason were begging to meet up with the rest of our crew, and their whole group screams bad news. Armed to the teeth, and they had no problem shooting at us, just like they were about to shoot you back there.”

Vaggie bristled, her eye flashing as she snapped back, “Did you even notice that this guy didn’t fire a single shot? He wasn’t part of the gunfight. He didn’t look like he wanted to be there. Just because someone’s caught up with a bad group doesn’t mean they signed up for all of it. Or have you forgotten your fucking situation with the cartel?!”

Angel’s jaw clenched, his hands curling into fists at his sides. He opened his mouth to retort, but Husk stepped between them, cutting the argument off before it could escalate further.

“Alright, enough! Both of you!” Husk sharply interrupted as he fixed them both with a stern look. “We’ve wasted enough time here already.” He looks at Vaggie, “You’re carrying this guy back to the house while Angel and I will cover you.”

Vaggie and Angel exchanged frustrated glances, but no room left for protest. Husk’s authority, even in his usual semi-intoxicated state, was undeniable. They both sighed, nodding reluctantly.

“Fine,” Angel muttered.

Vaggie bent down, hoisting the unconscious man onto her shoulder once again. “Let’s move,” she said.


The trio slipped out the backdoor of the abandoned house, stepping into the cool night air. The sun had long since set, and the only light now came from the flickering streetlights that barely illuminated the dark streets. They knew this would be risky; the night was always more dangerous, but they had no choice. The distant groans of zombies echoed through the alleys, the moaning growing louder near Suffolk Avenue, but they weren’t the only threat.

Vaggie gritted her teeth under the weight of the unconscious man on her shoulder. Husk, slightly swaying, followed close behind, his grip tightening on his gun while Angel took point.

They slipped out the back and into the narrow alley, crouching low as they maneuvered between the houses. The night air was cool, and they needed to return to Charlie and the others, yet the streets were far from safe.

Vaggie adjusted her grip on the unconscious man slung over her shoulder, her muscles aching under his weight. The man was tall, heavy, and dead weight. She could feel her legs burning with each step as they began their careful descent down the street.

Angel took the lead, creeping, his eyes constantly scanning their surroundings. He was tense, frustrated, and annoyed with the whole situation. But Angel couldn't help but glance over his shoulder, his eyes catching hers as he whispered, “You good?”

“Just keep moving,” Vaggie hissed, her voice tight with effort.

Behind him, Husk staggered slightly, his intoxication evident in the way he struggled to keep his balance. He grumbled under his breath but did his best to stay focused, shotgun in hand, ready to shoot at any sudden movement. He reeked of alcohol, but the adrenaline of the situation was keeping him on his feet—barely. His boots scuffed the pavement occasionally, earning sharp glances from Angel, but Husk just muttered, “I’m fine.”

As they snuck down Fulton Street, the shadows from the buildings stretched long across the ground, making the path ahead feel more claustrophobic. They stuck close to the walls, moving in short bursts between cover. Aside from the faint groaning in the distance, the streets were eerily quiet.

Despite the relative quiet, the challenge of sneaking while Vaggie carried the unconscious man was growing harder by the minute. Her steps were becoming heavier, and she could feel her body starting to strain under the weight. “Angel,” Vaggie hissed, her breath labored, “I can’t carry him much longer. We need to move faster.”

Angel glanced back, his frustration clear, but he nodded. “Almost there, just a couple more blocks. Hold on.”

Vaggie gritted her teeth and adjusted her grip again, forcing herself to keep moving.

Finally, after an eternity of sneaking through darkened streets and alleys, they reached the block where Charlie, Alastor, and Niffty were holed up in a suburban house. The house came into view, its windows dark but the front door faintly visible in the dim light.

Angel darted forward, checking the perimeter before motioning for the others to follow. Vaggie staggered behind him, finally reaching the door as Angel opened it. Husk raised the rear, his shotgun still in hand, though his steps were unsteady.

The inside of the house was a massive contrast to the danger outside. It was quiet, almost peaceful. Charlie looked up from where she was sitting, her expression shifting to concern as she saw Vaggie struggling under the man's weight. Alastor was by the window, keeping watch, while Niffty busied herself sorting the group’s inventory as if they weren’t living in the middle of an apocalypse.

Charlie’s face softened with relief when she saw the three enter the house. “You guys made it back. Husk, you good?” She asked, noticing his swaying stance. Her eyes quickly shifted to the unconscious man Vaggie was struggling with. “Who’s that?”

Vaggie carefully lowered the man onto the floor, finally freed from the burden. She stretched her arms and took a deep breath before answering. “Found him while we were dealing with some… other guys. He’s injured but still alive. Barely.”

Charlie knelt beside the man, examining the makeshift bandages and torn fabric holding the wound together by his left thigh. Observing him, he has dark skin and his black hair is tied in a messy bun. Basing the wrinkles on his face, must’ve been slightly older than Charlie. “And you brought him here?” Her tone wasn’t judgmental, just a bit surprised.

“Yeah,” Vaggie exhaled, sitting back and rubbing her sore shoulder. “We couldn’t just leave him to die. He’s not one of them… at least, not willingly.”

Angel leaned against the door, his arms crossed. “That’s what Vags thinks, but we don’t know for sure as shit. We risked a lot dragging this guy back here, dollface. He better have some answers when he wakes up.”

Charlie glanced up at Angel, her brows knitting together. “You think he’s a threat?”

Angel shrugged. “I think we’ve got enough problems without adding another stranger to the mix. But hey, it’s not my call.” He shot a look at Husk. “You good, old man? It looked like you were about to pass out back there.”

Husk grunted as he dropped heavily into a chair. “Ain’t dead yet, am I?” He slumped, wiping sweat from his forehead. “But dragging this guy back was a real pain in the ass.”

Niffty bounced over from the corner, her usual energy at odds with the tense atmosphere. “At least the bad boy’s not a zombie, right? I’ll grab some more bottled water for everyone.” She zipped off to the kitchen, leaving the group in a moment of silence.

Charlie’s eyes softened as she looked down at the man, her hand resting on his arm gently. “If he wakes up, we’ll find out who he is. But for now, let’s give him a chance. We’ve all needed one at some point, haven’t we?”

Vaggie nodded, wiping her brow. “He’s in shock, but I patched him up as best as I could. We’re low on meds, but… he should pull through the night.”

Angel sighed, pacing the room, his nerves still on edge. “Fine. But we better get something useful out of him. The last thing we need is another fucking asshole.”

Alastor, silently watching by the window, finally spoke, his tone light-like in a singsong voice. “Trouble seems to have a way of finding us, regardless of who we drag along, doesn’t it?”

Charlie gave a small smile, stood up, brushed dust off her slacks, and adjusted her folded sleeves. “We’ll handle it,” she said.

Vaggie sat back on her heels, looking between the group. “Just… something about him felt different.”

Angel scoffed but didn’t push it further. “Let’s hope you’re right.”

Niffty returned with bottled water, passing it around before glancing at the unconscious man. “I could clean him up a bit, make him more comfortable?”

Charlie smiled at her. “Thanks, Niffty. But for now, let’s just watch and wait.”

Vaggie, Angel, and Husk each took long gulps from their bottled waters like they hadn’t had a proper drink in days. Husk, in particular, drained half the bottle in one go, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, letting out a satisfied sigh as he leaned back in the chair.

Angel, finishing his drink, broke the brief silence. “That hit the spot.”

The room was quiet for a moment. Charlie, watching the unconscious man, finally broke the silence. She turned her gaze toward the group. “We’re not hitting the road again until he wakes up. We’ll stay put for now, rest up. No use pushing ourselves any further tonight.”

There were no protests. Everyone seemed to agree with the plan, even Angel, who simply nodded. Husk didn’t say anything, just leaned back in his chair, trying to shake off the exhaustion. Alastor, as always, remained indifferent as if nothing held his interest. He gave a slight hum, acknowledging the decision, and returned to gazing out the window.

After a moment, Charlie walked over to Vaggie and lightly tapped her shoulder. “Hey, can we talk?” she asked, a little quieter and more personal. Vaggie, still drained from the day, nodded.

She took Charlie’s extended hand, allowing her to help her up from the floor. The exhaustion from the bullshit of the day’s events weighed heavily on her, but there was something comforting about Charlie’s presence.

Charlie led her toward the guest room on the other side of the staircase. Once they were inside, Charlie quietly locked the door behind them. Vaggie sat on the edge of the bed, setting her water bottle aside, curious about what Charlie wanted to discuss. “What’s on your mind—” Vaggie began, but before she could finish, Charlie stepped closer to kneel and pressed her lips against hers in a sudden, soft kiss.

Vaggie’s eye widened in surprise, her body tensing for a moment. But as the shock wore off, she leaned into it, her exhaustion melting away in the warmth of Charlie’s touch. The kiss grew deeper, more passionate, as Charlie’s hands slid up to cup Vaggie’s face, pulling her closer. Charlie’s breath was hot against Vaggie’s lips, and the latter responded in kind, her arms wrapping around Charlie’s shoulders, drawing her in as if she’d been craving this connection for longer than she realized.

Finally, Charlie pulled back, her face flushed, breathless from the kiss. “I missed you,” she whispered, her voice shaking slightly. “God, I’ve been so worried about you—about all of this. When you and Angel went after Husk, I couldn’t stop thinking about what could’ve happened. I—” Her words were cut off by Vaggie’s gentle finger pressing against her lips.

Vaggie touched Charlie’s lips gently, shushing her with a soft, affectionate smile. “Shhh,” Vaggie murmured, her voice tender. “You don’t have to say anything right now. I get it. I’m here.”

Charlie’s eyes softened, and she leaned her forehead against Vaggie’s, letting out a shaky breath. “I just… I didn’t know how to say it.”

Vaggie smiled, her thumb brushing over Charlie’s cheek. “You just did.”

Charlie pulled back slightly, just enough to gaze into Vaggie’s eye, though it was clear she had to consciously stop herself from glancing away after a moment. “What happened… when you went after Husk?” she asked softly, her fingers lingering on Vaggie’s arm.

Vaggie hesitated, her gaze dropping to the floor as if weighing how much to say. She took a deep breath and finally spoke, her voice low. “When Angel and I found Husk, he was… well, he was drinking himself to death in some rundown bar.” Her lips pressed into a thin line. “Took a while to convince him to come with us.”

Charlie frowned, concern etched across her face as she listened closely. “But you got him back. That’s what matters, right?”

Vaggie nodded, but her shoulders tensed slightly. “Yeah, but… then…” She trailed off, her voice faltering. It was clear that whatever had happened next weighed heavily on her.

Charlie’s frown deepened, her brows knitting together. “Vaggie, what is it?” she asked gently, though the concern in her voice was unmistakable. “You can tell me.”

Vaggie sighed, glancing up at Charlie. She knew Charlie wouldn’t let it go, and honestly, keeping things bottled up didn’t seem like the best idea these days—especially when death seemed to linger around every corner. “We… we met two strangers,” Vaggie finally said, her voice softer now. “Just as we were about to leave the bar after convincing Husk to come along, they walked in.”

Charlie’s eyes widened slightly. “Strangers?” she asked, her concern deepening. “What happened with them?”

Vaggie hesitated again before giving the vaguest answer she could muster. “They didn’t make it.”

Charlie blinked, her mouth opening slightly to ask more, but she stopped herself. Instead, she just took a steadying breath, trying to process it. “I’m sorry, Vaggie,” she whispered, reaching out to take her hand, squeezing it gently. “I know it’s hard…”

Vaggie nodded, her expression tight as she squeezed Charlie’s hand back, but she was grateful Charlie didn’t press for details. The memory of what had happened wasn’t something she was eager to relive right now.

After a pause, Charlie asked, “And the injured man? How did you find him?”

Vaggie exhaled, shaking her head. “His group attacked us. Out of nowhere—a gunfight broke out. We didn’t even see them coming.” She paused, remembering the chaos of bullets flying through the air. “There were several casualties, and… the man? He got injured trying to escape. He jumped off a rooftop to avoid getting shot, but when he got hurt, his people just left him behind like he was nothing. That’s when we found him.”

Charlie’s face tightened with a mix of sympathy and frustration. “They abandoned him?”

“Yeah,” Vaggie muttered. “Didn’t even look back.”

Charlie shook her head in disbelief. “We’ll take care of him. We’ll figure out what to do when he wakes up, but… at least he’s got a chance now.”

Vaggie gave a slight nod. “Yeah… he does.”

Charlie sat back, processing everything Vaggie had just told her. She gently brushed a strand of hair behind Vaggie’s ear, her touch soft.

“You’ve had a hell of a day,” Charlie said quietly.

Vaggie let out a tired sigh, her body slumping just a little. “You could say that.”

Charlie shifted, sitting beside her on the bed. The warmth between them felt like an anchor, a rare moment in a world that refused to slow down. “I wish I could make all of this easier for you,” Charlie whispered, her fingers grazing Vaggie’s wrist. “For all of us.”

Vaggie leaned her head against Charlie’s shoulder, closing her eyes. “Just being here helps,” she admitted. “It’s more than I can say for most things right now.”

They sat silently for a few moments, the sounds of the outside world muffled through the house's walls. For now, at least, they were safe.

Charlie’s mind wandered back to the man they had brought back, still unconscious downstairs. “When he wakes up,” Charlie murmured, “I’ll… talk to him. See if there’s anything we can do to help. He’s had enough of being left behind.”

Vaggie nodded against her shoulder. “You’re always thinking about how to help people,” she said softly, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “Even in all this bullshit.”

Charlie gave a small, self-deprecating laugh. “I guess I can’t help it.”

Vaggie sat up slightly, turning to face Charlie. “It’s what makes you… you,” she stated, filled with tenderness. “That's why I love you.”

Charlie’s eyes flickered with a soft vulnerability, her lips parting slightly as if to respond, but no words came. Instead, she reached out, cupping Vaggie’s face again, letting the silence speak for her.

Vaggie leaned into the touch, feeling the world's weight lift just a little. “We’ll get through this,” she whispered, more to reassure herself than Charlie.

Charlie nodded. “Yeah…” she trailed off.


11:32 pm

After what felt like an eternity, Vaggie eventually fell asleep on the dusty bed. Charlie had taken the time to dust off the sheets beforehand, happy to make her partner as comfortable as possible after all the bullshit throughout the day.

Now, with Vaggie breathing softly beside her, Charlie quietly slipped out of the bed, careful not to wake her. She paused for a moment, watching Vaggie’s peaceful expression. It was rare to find moments like these—moments of peace—and Charlie cherished them when they came.

She tiptoed out of the guest room with a soft exhale and gently closed the door behind her. The house was eerily quiet now. As Charlie returned to the living room, she noticed everyone else had already dozed off.

Husk was sprawled out with his jacket draped haphazardly over him on the couch, one arm hanging off the edge as he snored softly. Even in sleep, Charlie can imagine his brow remained furrowed even in sleep, but at least he was getting some rest (and possibly getting hungover by the following day). Over by the window, Alastor had rested his head on the sill, his eyes closed, and Niffty curled up at the dining table, using her bag as a makeshift pillow. Her petite frame looked almost childlike as she slept, her body fitting perfectly on the table’s surface.

But then Charlie spotted Angel standing off to the side, his gaze fixed on the unconscious man they had brought back. Despite the exhaustion etched into his face, he hadn’t allowed himself to rest. His body swayed slightly, and his posture was slumped, but his green-blue eyes remained locked on the man as if ready to act at a moment’s notice.

Quietly, Charlie walked over to him, her footsteps barely sounding on the wooden floor. Angel didn’t move as she approached, but she knew he had noticed her.

“Hey,” Charlie whispered. “You should get some rest.”

Angel turned his head slightly, his eyes heavy with exhaustion. “Can’t,” he muttered, his voice low and husky. “Someone’s gotta keep an eye on him.”

Charlie glanced at the unconscious man, her brow furrowing slightly. “I get it,” she said gently. “But you’re gonna collapse if you don’t rest soon.”

Angel snorted softly, shaking his head. “I’ve been through worse. Ain’t my first rodeo, doll.”

Charlie offered him a small, understanding smile. “I know. But you don’t have to do it alone.”

For a moment, there was a silence between them. Angel’s eyes flickered toward the others, watching their peaceful slumber, and for just a second, a flicker of vulnerability passed over his face.

“I don’t trust him,” Angel said quietly, gesturing toward the man on the floor. “But I don’t want anyone else gettin’ hurt either.”

Charlie reached out and placed a hand on his arm, her touch light but reassuring. “We’ll handle it,” she whispered. “But you need to take care of yourself, too.”

Angel let out a long, tired sigh, his shoulders slumping slightly more. “Yeah… maybe.”

“Come on. Let me keep watch for a while. You’ve done more than enough.”

After a pause, Angel finally gave a slow nod. “Alright,” he muttered, his voice barely above a whisper. With that, Charlie gave Angel a slight squeeze on his arm before carefully kneeling beside the unconscious man. She hesitated momentarily before reaching toward his jacket pocket, her fingers lightly brushing the fabric as she began to search.

Behind her, Angel shifted in the loveseat, watching her with half-lidded eyes. “I already searched him, y’know,” he said. “He only had a pistol.”

Charlie paused, glancing over her shoulder at him. “That’s not what I’m looking for,” she replied quietly, her focus returning to the man. Her hands continued their search, more methodical now as they moved to the pockets of his jeans.

Angel gave a slightly tired shrug, leaning back against the seat. “What, hopin’ for a love letter? A secret treasure map?”

Charlie ignored him as her fingers eventually brushed something solid in the back pocket of his jeans. She pulled it out carefully, revealing a weathered wallet. The leather was scuffed and worn, but it seemed intact. She sat back on her heels, turning the wallet over in her hands before opening it.

Inside was the usual—some folded bills, a couple of credit cards, and a laminated ID card tucked into the corner. She pulled the ID out and studied it closely, narrowing her eyes at the faded text. It was hard to make out in the dim light, but the man’s face was clear enough. He looked younger in the photo, smiling even.

“Bingo,” she whispered, pulling out the card.

Angel tilted his head, intrigued now. “What is it?”

Charlie studied the ID closely. “It’s a special engineer’s license,” she murmured. “Pentious… Sir Pentious.” She furrowed her brow. “But his real name’s… Xavier Bennett.”

Angel snorted. “Sir Pentious? Please. What, is he some kind of steampunk supervillain?”

Charlie rolled her eyes. “It’s just a name, Angel.” She thumbed through the rest of the cards, frowning slightly when she found a few business cards, all worn and smudged with grime. Nothing seemed particularly out of place.

“Yeah, well, sounds like he named himself after a bad comic book villain.” Angel leans back again. “What’s next? He’s got a secret lair under the subway? Betcha he even wears a top hat.”

“Maybe he’s a mad genius,” Charlie shot back, a smirk on her lips. “You ever think about that?”

Angel snickered. “Oh yeah, sure. A mad genius, engineer, and a guy who jumped off a fuckin’ roof. Real genius move, that one.”

Charlie shook her head, but there was curiosity in her eyes as she tucked the ID back into the wallet. “At least he’s certified. We could use someone like that.”

“Certified crazy, more like,” Angel muttered, but his smirk didn’t fade. He glanced at the man, now known as Xavier Bennett—Pentious. “So what, you think he’s gonna wake up and build us a bridge or somethin’?”

“Maybe,” Charlie teased. “Or maybe he’ll fix all those cars we keep running into.”

Angel rolled his eyes. “Yeah, if he doesn’t blow himself up first.”

Charlie smiled, sliding the wallet back into the man’s pocket. “Guess we’ll find out soon enough.” She glanced back at Angel. “Say, did he say anything before he passed out?”

Angel shook his head. “Nah, just a lotta whining and begging when he fucked up his leg. Didn’t tell us a damn thing before he blacked out.” He shrugged again, this time more nonchalantly. “Guess we’ll have to wait till he wakes up.”

“Huh,” Charlie hummed thoughtfully, sliding the wallet back into Pentious’ pocket. Her fingers lingered momentarily before she quietly muttered, “Vaggie was right. He was probably forced into this mess. He’s a engineer… a civilized guy before all this.”

Angel, who had been lazily listening, raised an eyebrow and sighed exasperated. “You agree with that nonsense?” he scoffed. “Doll, we’re in the apocalypse. Ain’t nobody ‘civilized’ anymore. The second the world fell apart, people let out their inner demons, stopped givin’ a shit about civility. Mister Engineer Pentious over there? He’s probably got as many skeletons as the rest of us.”

Charlie frowned, mulling over his words. “I don’t know, Angel. Some people didn’t have a choice in the matter.”

Angel snorted. “No one’s innocent when the world goes to hell, Charlie. Not anymore.”

There was a moment of quiet before Charlie, her voice softer, almost too innocent, asked, “Angel, what was your life like before you… you know, became a prostitute?”

Angel’s face immediately twisted in irritation. His jaw clenched, and he gave her a hard stare. “What the fuck kinda question is that?” he snapped. “I’ve always been one! For more than a decade!”

Charlie froze, her eyes widening. “Wait… always?” She hesitated, her voice lowering even more. “Are you saying… you started when you were a minor?”

Angel stared at her, his eyes flashing in disbelief. “What the hell are you talkin’ about? No! I started when I was 18, okay? Been doin’ it for at least 12 years now.”

Charlie blinked, processing the information before offering an awkward, almost sheepish, “Ohhhh.”

Angel gaped at her, completely baffled. “Hold up, how old did you think I was?”

Charlie blushed, stumbling over her words. “I-I don’t know. I thought you were younger… like… way younger.”

Angel stared at her for a long moment before bursting into laughter. “Jesus Christ, Charlie. I’m not some spring chicken! I’m 30, alright? Hell, I wish I was still 20.”

Charlie covered her face with her hands, the embarrassment radiating off her. “I didn’t mean it like that!” she mumbled.

Angel shook his head, a grin tugging at the corner of his lips despite himself. “Yeah, well, next time, maybe don’t assume shit. I might look fabulous, but I’ve been through the wringer more than you know.” He crossed his arms, his earlier irritation fading slightly. “Alright, I gotta ask—why are you askin’ me all this in the first place?”

Charlie shifted her weight, sitting back on her heels and thinking momentarily before responding. “I guess… I’m trying to prove something,” she admitted. “I don’t think the world falling apart brought the worst out of people. I think it brought out desperation. People change when they don’t have the resources they need. When you’re fighting for survival every day, it messes with your head. It’s not always about morality; it’s about scarcity.”

Angel watched her, his grin fading.

Charlie continued. “When I was doing social work… I saw it all the time. Good people—just… pushed into bad decisions because they were out of options. It’s not that they were evil or ‘letting out their inner demons.’ They were just trying to survive in a world without caring about them. I think that’s happening here, too.”

Angel tilted his head, intrigued despite himself. “So you’re sayin’ Pentious is desperate, not evil?”

“Maybe,” Charlie replied with a slight shrug. “Look at what happened to you, Husk, and Vaggie by the bar. He could have been forced into doing terrible things, just like many people. We can’t jump to conclusions about him until we hear his side. I want to hear him out.”

Angel sighed, leaning his head back against the seat. “You really don’t let this stuff go, do ya?”

“Nope.”

There was a brief pause before Angel shook his head, a small smile tugging at the corner of his mouth again. “Fine, fine. You win, Miss Sunshine. You always gotta give people the benefit of the doubt, huh?”

Charlie gave him a soft, grateful smile. “It’s how I see the world, Angel. We don’t know what he’s been through.”

Angel rolled his eyes, though it was more amusement than exasperation. “Well, you’ll be disappointed if this guy ends up tryin’ to bite our heads off when he wakes up.”

“Maybe,” Charlie shrugged. “But I have to try.”

Angel sighed long, his tiredness creeping back into his voice. “Alright, whatever you say. But don’t come cryin’ to me if he turns out to be some psycho.”

“I won’t,” Charlie promised.

After a brief silence, Charlie stood up, glancing over at the rest of the group, who were still sound asleep. She turned back to Angel, her voice softening. “Go get some rest, Angel. I’ll take it from here.”

Angel blinked, then narrowed his eyes at her. “What about you?”

Charlie’s smile turned a little wry. “I’ve got trouble sleeping, remember? I don’t mind taking the night watch this time.”

Angel gave her a long, skeptical look, but then he shrugged, too tired to argue. “Fine, but don’t say I didn’t warn ya if you pass out on your feet.”

Charlie chuckled softly. “I’ll be fine.”

Angel settled back into the loveseat, letting out a soft groan as he shifted, trying to find a comfortable position. Despite his earlier protests, his exhaustion quickly caught up to him, and within moments, his breathing evened out, signaling he’d finally dozed off.

Charlie watched him for a beat, her expression softening. Angel could be a handful, but she understood where his wariness came from. Like the rest of them, he’d been through hell, and it was only natural for him to keep his guard up—especially around strangers like Pentious. She hoped she was right, that Pentious wasn’t as bad as Angel thought. Angel’s instincts were sharp; if something felt off to him, there was usually a reason for it. Still, Charlie had to believe there was more to the story.

Turning her gaze back to Pentious, she knelt beside him once more. His face was still slack with unconsciousness, his breathing shallow but steady. He didn’t seem like a monster, but she knew appearances could be deceiving. She could only hope that when he woke up, he’d have answers—and that he wasn’t just another dangerous wildcard.

Charlie sighed quietly, leaning back against the wall. Even if Vaggie had already explained most of it, she couldn’t imagine what had happened in the bar where they first found Husk. Who were those strangers? What had led to that gunfight? Was Pentious really an unwilling participant, or was there something else? She wanted to hear it from him—to know what had happened before she could make her own judgments.

It wasn’t that she didn’t trust Vaggie’s account of the events. Something was nagging at Charlie—a need to piece it all together for herself, to understand the whole story. She wasn’t sure why it mattered so much, but it did. Maybe it was because this world had taught her that nothing was ever black and white. People were complicated, and so were their choices.

Charlie let out a long, slow breath. She leaned her head against the cold wall, her eyes drifting toward the window where the moonlight filtered faintly through the cracks. It was quiet now, the only sounds being the distant wind and the occasional creak of the old building settling.

She allowed herself to relax for a brief moment, her gaze fixed on the dark horizon.

Notes:

i know this is a shittier version on how they first encounter Pentious, but let me live pls

also, this chapter is originally atleast 20k words long. i then split the chapter in half to not get super lengthier and have to publish the first half asap.

Chapter 12: Auld Lang Syne

Summary:

Charlie and the group are trying to figure out the mysterious stranger and his intentions.

Notes:

the prev chapter's other half, and it starts with the gays fighting (uh oh)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

THUD! THUD!

Charlie was jolted awake by a sudden burst of noise. Her eyes flew open, the remnants of sleep falling away as she took in the surrounding scene. The living room was eerily quiet now, utterly vacant except for herself. Disoriented, she blinked a few times to shake off the grogginess. Her muscles ached from sitting against the cold wall all night, her neck stiff as she slowly turned her head. The last thing she remembered was taking the night watch. Now it was morning—she could tell by the light filtering through the cracks in the not-so-stable barricaded window.

To make sure, she checks the time with her wristwatch, which shows 08:31 am.

As she sat up, her eyes instinctively flicked to the spot where Pentious had been lying. Her stomach dropped. The space was empty, the blanket draped over him haphazardly thrown to the side.

Charlie rubbed her eyes, trying to push through the lingering fog of sleep. Where the hell was everyone? Her pulse quickened as she noticed the distant commotion—muffled voices, hurried footsteps, and the occasional shout echoing through the house.

A creeping sense of panic quickly replaced her sleepy disorientation. She ran a hand through her blonde hair, trying to push down the rising dread as her mind raced. Why didn’t anyone wake me up? Why was Pentious gone? And what was all that noise?

Charlie stood, her movements clumsy at first. Her legs felt stiff from sitting against the wall for hours, but she forced herself to move. The house was alive with activity, the sounds growing louder. She felt a sense of dread claw at her chest as she feared that all the noise might attract nearby zombies.

She checked the living room first, scanning every corner, but there was no sign of anyone. The kitchen was next, but it was empty aside from the stashed supplies they’d been rationing. Everyone was missing, and the noises grew louder, and Charlie’s pulse quickened further. Could they be fighting? With everything that had happened, the last thing they needed was for Pentious to cause trouble and turn the group against each other.

She moved from room to room on the first floor, especially by the guest room where Vaggie was supposed to sleep, but it was vacant. Where was Vaggie? She was always the first to wake Charlie, especially if something went wrong. The fact that Vaggie was nowhere to be found only added to the rising tide of anxiety in Charlie’s chest.

She was about to move toward the staircase when a loud shout echoed through the house, stopping her cold.

“CHARLIE SHOULD BE THE ONE WHO’LL JUDGE, NOT YOU!”

The voice was sharp and angry—Vaggie’s voice.

Without wasting another second, Charlie sprinted up the stairs, the panic settling. She bounded up the steps two at a time, the floor creaking beneath her as she ascended. Whatever was happening, she had to get there and figure out what had gone wrong before it spiraled out of control.

Charlie burst onto the second floor, her breath coming fast as she entered the narrow hallway. The noises from before were louder, the sound of raised voices unmistakable. She could hear Vaggie’s angry tone, intense as she was back in the school against the cartel, and then Angel’s muffled voice as if he responded.

The hallway stretched out in front of her. At the very end, the door to the master bedroom stood closed. She made her way toward it, not wanting to think about what she might find behind that door, but her mind raced through the worst-case scenarios. Had Pentious done something? Or had Angel and Vaggie taken matters into their own hands? Neither option sat well with her, but she had to know.

Ignoring the throbbing in her head, Charlie reached for the door. She didn’t bother knocking as she pushed it open.

The room beyond was damn tense, just as she feared. The rest of the group was there—Alastor leaning against the wall, Husk sitting by the edge of the bed with his arms crossed, and Niffty seated on the floor, staring hard at the scene unfolding in front of them. But the most alarming sight was at the center of it all: Vaggie, standing toe-to-toe with Angel, flushed with anger as she glared at him. Despite Angel being a foot taller, Vaggie showed no signs of backing down.

Angel, for his part, stood there with his arms crossed, his expression somewhere within defiance. Whatever they were arguing about, it was clear things had escalated.

But what drew Charlie’s eyes next was at the far end of the room—Pentious, bound to a love seat with ropes, his brown eyes are wide with fear. His chest heaved with panicked breaths. His expression looked similar to a damn terrified hostage, as if expecting the worst while his face was pale and his body trembling slightly.

Charlie blinked, from the sight of him tied up like that and the makeshift ropes digging into his arms… she struggled to make sense of the situation. This wasn’t how it was supposed to go. She thought as she strode further into the room.

“Charlie should be the one to decide!” Vaggie’s voice was harsh, her gaze not leaving Angel’s. “Not you!”

Angel rolled his eyes. “I’m just sayin’, we can’t be soft on him! You want to coddle the guy who could’ve gotten us all killed last night? You think he deserves sympathy?”

Vaggie took a step closer, her finger jabbing into Angel’s chest. “I’m saying we don’t get to make that call! That’s for Charlie to decide, not you! We don’t need your impulsive fucking vigilante justice.”

Angel’s expression hardened, his voice dropping slightly, but the anger simmered beneath the surface. “Oh, right, because Charlie’s always right, huh? Just let Miss Sunshine here wave her magic wand and fix everything. Wake up, you bitch, this isn’t some fairy tale!”

Vaggie’s face flushed red, her fists clenching. “What the fuck did you just say?!”

Before anyone could react, Vaggie’s fist came up, connecting with Angel’s jaw in a sharp, precise right hook. The force of it made Angel stumble back, a mix of shock and anger flashing across his face.

The room exploded in chaos. Husk sprang up from the bed, moving toward Angel before things worsened. Still reeling from the punch, Angel started to lunge forward, his eyes blazing with fury. But before he could make another move, Husk grabbed him, holding him back with surprising strength for a man who seemed perpetually half-asleep and hungover.

“Enough!” Husk shouted, his grip firm on Angel’s sleeves. “You’re not helping.”

Meanwhile, Charlie sprinted across the room, closing the gap between herself and Vaggie. Without thinking, she wrapped her arms around her girlfriend from behind, pulling her into a tight, restrictive embrace. Vaggie struggled at first, still vibrating with anger, but Charlie held firm.

“Valeria, stop!” Charlie’s voice was sharp, a tone she had never used on her before. “This is not how we handle things!”

Vaggie froze, the weight of Charlie’s words sinking in. She stopped struggling, her breathing ragged as she stayed in Charlie’s arms. It was the first time Charlie had ever scolded her like this.

Charlie held her a moment longer before loosening her grip slightly. “What the hell were you thinking? You can’t just hit him!”

Vaggie’s frustration boils over. “I’ve had enough, Charlie! He’s been provoking everyone, acting like he’s the only one who knows what’s best. He was about to scare the hell out of that man!” She gestured toward Pentious, still bound and trembling on the loveseat.

Still held back by Husk, Angel spat angrily, “I was trying to get him to talk! We don’t know what this guy’s planning!”

Charlie released Vaggie and whirled on Angel. “We don’t know anything yet! That’s why I wanted to handle it calmly. But all of this—" She gestured around at the scene. "This isn’t helping anyone.”

Vaggie, still bristling, snapped back, “How can you stay so calm when he’s doing this? You know what happens when people like him take control—he’s gonna push us into danger!”

“I’m not taking control of anything!” Angel shouted, his voice rising. “I’m trying to keep us safe! You think you can just talk your way out of everything?”

The noise, the shouting—it was all too much. The tension in the room, the raised voices, the panic in Pentious’s eyes, the hostility—it all pressed down on Charlie, suffocating her. She could feel herself spiraling, flooding her senses, and even making it hard to focus.

“SHUT THE FUCK UP!” Charlie’s voice erupted louder than anyone had ever heard it before. The room fell silent, everyone freezing at once.

Charlie stood there, her hands shaking, her breathing uneven. The overwhelming combination of anger, fear, and exhaustion had pushed her to the edge. She rubbed her temples, trying to bring herself back under control.

“Everyone… just… stop,” she muttered, her voice hoarse. “This isn’t helping. None of this is helping.”

The room remained tense, but at least now, it was quiet.

Vaggie lowered her gaze, guilt flickering in her eye, while Angel, though still defensive, said nothing. Husk let go of Angel, and Pentious shifted uncomfortably, his wide eyes fixed on Charlie, waiting for what would happen next.

Charlie took a deep breath. She stood in the heavy silence of the room, her body trembling as she fought to regain control of her breath. Her gaze swept from Vaggie to Angel and finally to Pentious, still bound on the loveseat. She couldn’t let this continue any longer.

Letting out an exhale, Charlie spoke, her voice calmer now. “Alright… can someone tell me what happened here? From the beginning.”

Angel opened his mouth, ready to launch into his version of events, but Husk beat him to it, stepping forward with a tired sigh. “Let me handle it, Angel,” Husk said, his voice gruff but steady. “I’ll tell it straight.”

Angel scoffed, crossing his arms as he leaned back against the wall, clearly irritated but choosing not to argue. Charlie gave Husk a nod, signaling for him to go ahead.

Husk rubbed the back of his neck, glancing briefly at the others before starting. “So, this morning, after we got up, this guy here—” He jerked his thumb toward the man tied up on the love seat, “—was acting all suspicious. Kept hanging around the windows, muttering about something. We didn’t know if he was planning on sneaking out or what.”

He paused, casting a glance at Angel. “Angel thought it’d be a good idea to, y’know, get some answers out of him. That’s when the idea came up to tie him up. Figured he wouldn’t get anywhere if we kept him locked down.”

Charlie’s gaze flickered between Husk and Angel, her face a mask of concentration as she listened.

“Angel’s idea,” Husk continued. “He grabbed the ropes and started tying Pentious up before the guy could even say anything. I was sittin’ there, just watchin’—didn’t seem like the worst plan at the time. But then Vaggie came in.”

He glanced at Vaggie, who had calmed somewhat but still looked agitated, her arms crossed tightly over her chest. “Vaggie wasn’t havin’ it. She stormed in and stopped Angel before he could start questioning the guy. Thought we were gonna spook him into doing something worse. That’s… when things got heated. Vaggie wanted to untie him, said he didn’t deserve to be treated like some prisoner, but Angel thought if we let him loose, he’d try to run or get us into more trouble.”

Charlie’s eyes flicked to Angel, who clenched his jaw but remained silent.

Husk finished with a heavy sigh, “That’s when the bullshit argument started. I didn’t think it’d come to blows, but Vaggie and Angel kept pushing each other’s buttons until… you saw the rest.”

The room was silent for a beat. Charlie took it all in, feeling the pressure of being the one who had to mediate.

Before anyone else could speak, Vaggie added, her voice tense but softer than before, “I wasn’t just going to sit there and watch him tie up someone who didn’t deserve it. I tried to untie the guy, Charlie. But every time, Angel stopped me, like he thought I was making everything worse.”

Angel snorted a bitter sound. “You were.”

Charlie raised a hand, silencing him before the argument could flare up again. “I get it, Vaggie. I understand why you were upset.” Her voice was gentle but firm. “But that doesn’t excuse you punching Angel. We can’t just resort to violence like that, not against each other.”

Vaggie bit her lip, her eye lowering. “I know… I just—” She struggled to find the right words. “I lost my patience. I couldn’t stand the way he was acting.”

Angel started to speak again, but Charlie cut him off with a sharp look. “Both of you need to stop,” she said, her tone more serious. “We can’t keep fighting like this… we’re a team, and we’re supposed to trust each other for fuck’s sake. Tying people up, throwing punches—that’s not how we handle things.”

Charlie let out a long exhale, rubbing her face with her hands as if she could physically wipe away all the frustration built up within her. "Alright," she started softly. "I’ll handle the rest of this. You all stand back—unless I need you, just let me take it from here."

Vaggie was the first to respond, nodding curtly as she stepped back toward the doorway. Her arms were still crossed tightly over her chest, and though she had calmed down, Charlie noticed she didn’t move to her side as usual. Instead, Vaggie lingered at the door, ready to step in if things went wrong. A small knot of worry twisted in Charlie’s stomach at Vaggie’s distance, but she pushed it aside for now.

Still frustrated but exhausted from the confrontation, Angel exchanged a glance with Husk before he moved toward the bed. Husk gave a nonchalant shrug as if to say he was over the whole ordeal and sat down on the edge of the bed, lighting up another cigarette. Angel stayed close to Husk, leaning against the bedpost but keeping his eyes locked on Pentious.

With everyone finally calm and giving her space, Charlie turned her attention back to the man tied up on the loveseat. His eyes were wide, darting between each of them like a cornered animal, fear etched into every line of his face. She took a slow, steadying breath as she approached him.

She knelt beside him, moving with deliberate care, making sure her actions were slow and nonthreatening as she reached for the ropes around his wrists. “Pentious,” she noticed. He looked startled as if questioning how the fuck do you know my name?! “I’m going to untie you, okay? We just want to talk. No one here is going to hurt you.”

Pentious didn’t respond at first, his body still tense, but Charlie could see how his breathing slowed ever so slightly. She carefully untied the ropes, her fingers working with quiet precision.

She spoke again as she loosened the final knot, keeping her tone gentle. “I know you’re scared. But I promise, this isn’t about punishing you. We just… we need to understand what’s going on. That’s all.”

Pentious flexed his hands slightly as the ropes fell away, rubbing at his sore wrists but keeping his eyes on her. He still hadn’t spoken, but Charlie could sense a shift—a softening of the rigid fear that had gripped him moments ago.

She sat back on her heels, giving him space. “Look, I don’t know what you were thinking earlier,” she continued, “but we’re not here to play judge and jury. We’re all just trying to survive, same as you.”

Pentious swallowed, his throat dry as he shifted uncomfortably, eyes darting back to the window as if contemplating his next move. His voice, when he finally spoke, was shaky but low. “I… I wasn’t trying to hurt anyone. I was just—looking for a way out.”

Charlie narrowed her eyes slightly. “You wanted to escape?”

Pentious hesitated, rubbing his wrists. “Yes. I wanted out… I didn’t think I could stay here much longer. I needed to get away.”

Charlie’s mind worked quickly, sensing the shift in the room. Behind her, she could feel the group’s eyes on them—it was all a mask. They were all paying closer attention now, though none said anything.

But Charlie ignored their reactions for the moment, turning back to Pentious. “Were you planning to go back to your group?” Like the one Vaggie mentioned last night?

Pentious shook his head slowly, his face tight with a mix of resentment and something more—something more profound. “No. I wasn’t going back to them… They left me behind. Abandoned me.” His voice grew bitter, the memory of it raw. “I don’t have anyone now.”

Charlie’s eyes softened with a hint of sympathy. “I’m sorry about that. But what were you planning if you weren’t going back to them?”

He hesitated again before answering. “I was hoping… to get back to their camp. Just to grab my stuff. I left some things behind, but I know it’s too late for that now.”

Charlie nodded, understanding. “I get it. But who are they, exactly? This group you were with?”

Pentious shifted in his seat, glancing toward the floor as if picking his next words carefully. “It’s just a small camp over by Bay Ridge,” he said quietly, but the information made Charlie’s brow furrowed in thought.

“Bay Ridge?” she asked. “What were you doing so far out here in Long Island?”

For a moment, Pentious seemed unsure, reluctant to continue. His fingers fidgeted in his lap, and Charlie watched his expression twist in hesitation. “It doesn’t matter now,” he muttered, almost too low to hear. Then, with a resigned sigh, he looked up at her. “We were… looking for a place to settle. Somewhere sustainable. The cities… Manhattan, Brooklyn—they’re overrun. We needed somewhere less crowded with… them.”

Charlie’s thoughts churned, understanding some of that logic. It wasn’t an unfamiliar story—groups moving from place to place, desperately searching for something better.

Pentious took a deep breath, his eyes darting nervously toward Vaggie and Angel. His voice wavered slightly as he continued, “While we were scouting… we saw people. Alive.” His gaze lingered on Vaggie and Angel as if trying to convey something unsaid.

Charlie noticed the subtle implication, her suspicion growing as she narrowed her eyes slightly, but she held her tongue, letting him continue.

“There were two guys from our group—Eddie and Mason. They thought it was a good idea to, uh, approach them. Talk to them. See if we could figure out where they were staying.” Pentious’ voice started to trail off, his expression turning bitter as he spoke. “But that wasn’t all they had in mind…”

Charlie leaned in slightly, encouraging him to continue.

“They… they weren’t planning on just talking,” Pentious muttered. “Once they found out where their base was, the plan was to return the info to the rest of the group. Then, they’d…” He hesitated, his jaw clenching before finishing. “They’d kill everyone. Take everything. Supplies, weapons, whatever they could find. And then… take over.”

A heavy silence blanketed the room. Charlie’s stomach churned as what Pentious had revealed settled in. The air grew thicker, and she felt the unease spreading to the rest of the group. They remained still, but she could feel the tension rolling off them like waves.

Pentious, feeling the sudden shift in the room’s energy, started to stammer nervously, his hands trembling in his lap. “I—I wasn’t part of it,” he stuttered, panic rising. “I swear. I never agreed to it. That’s why they left me behind! I didn’t want any part of what they were planning.”

Charlie studied him closely, weighing his words. The bitterness in his voice and the fear etched into his expression felt genuine. But still, the implications were heavy.

Pentious swallowed hard, his voice barely above a whisper now. “I just… I didn’t want to die for something like that. I was only with them because I didn’t have a choice.”

Charlie sat back slightly, her mind racing through the possibilities. Whoever these people were, it sounded like they had no problem resorting to violence to get what they wanted. And if Pentious's words were valid, their small group could be in danger.

But first, Charlie needed to know how much of this was the truth. She glanced at Vaggie and Angel, noticing the stiff set of their shoulders and the guarded look in their eyes. They were quiet, too quiet, and that alone made her uneasy. She knew there was something more here—something neither had mentioned.

She inhaled deeply, her mind racing to keep control of the situation before things spiraled. “Look, I appreciate you telling me this, Pentious, but… I need you to be completely honest with me now.” She kept her voice calm but firm. “If you weren’t part of their plan, why didn’t you leave sooner? Why wait until now?”

Pentious shifted uncomfortably, rubbing the back of his neck as he avoided her gaze. “I didn’t know where else to go,” he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. “I thought maybe I could get out quietly, find my way. But Eddie and Mason were… persistent. I couldn’t just leave them without putting a target on my back. And after they decided to come out here, I figured I’d wait for a better chance. But when they… when they started talking about killing people, I knew I couldn’t stay.”

Charlie nodded, her brow furrowed. “And these people… the ones they wanted to kill. You said you saw them.” She paused, squinting slightly in suspicion as she caught the way Pentious glanced nervously toward Vaggie and Angel’s direction. “You mean them, don’t you?”

Pentious didn’t answer immediately, but his silence was all the confirmation Charlie needed. He nodded slowly, his eyes darting between the two of them again. “Yes… them.”

Angel released a slow, exasperated breath, shaking his head but saying nothing. Vaggie, on the other hand, looked more tense than ever, her jaw clenched as her gaze locked on Pentious.

Charlie’s suspicion deepened, but she decided not to push it. She still needed to hear the rest. “Alright,” she said, her voice measured. “You said they were planning to kill… was that always the plan?”

Pentious’ expression twisted in bitterness again, a sour taste in his mouth as he recalled the moment. “Yes. It was Eddie’s idea. After we saw them, he said he and Mason were gonna act friendly, ask where their base was, and gather as much info as we could. Then… when they least expected it, we’d ambush them. Take what we needed, and leave no one alive.” His voice cracked slightly at the last part as though the memory of those words haunted him.

“And you didn’t agree to it,” Charlie pressed, her tone still even.

“I swear, I didn’t,” Pentious answered quickly, almost desperate. “I never wanted that. I told them it was wrong, but Eddie’s the type who doesn’t care. He made it clear that if I didn’t go along with it, I’d end up dead too.”

The room fell into a heavy silence again. Charlie glanced back at Vaggie and Angel, gauging their reactions. Vaggie looked as if she wanted to say something but was holding back—her jaw tight, her eye locked on the floor.

Pentious then continued willingly. “Eddie and Mason… went off to try and find the people they saw—those two.” He nodded slightly toward Vaggie and Angel again. “It was only supposed to be a quick scout, nothing major. They thought it’d be easy just to talk their way in.”

Charlie leaned forward slightly, her gaze intent. “And what happened next?”

Pentious let out a shaky breath. “We waited for them to come back. An hour passed… then, out of nowhere, we heard gunshots. Not just one or two—several. I knew something had gone wrong, so we rushed over to see what was happening. When we got there, we searched for them… and when one of the guys tried to get in the bar, it got closed or something, and they tried to talk, asking what happened to Eddie and Mason. We then heard this woman say… ‘They’re dead.’ That’s when I knew… it was over.”

Charlie’s heart sank. She turned to Vaggie, who had been standing tensely in the corner. Her expression was stony, but Charlie could see the weight in her eyes. Vaggie let out a slow exhale, uncrossing her arms.

“I didn’t have a fucking choice,” Vaggie said abruptly. “Those two men—came into the bar as we were about to leave, acting all friendly at first. But it didn’t take long for their real intentions to show. They kept asking too many questions about where we were staying, pushing for more details than we were willing to give. It was fucking obvious what they were after.”

Vaggie lets out a shaky sigh. “I thought maybe I could talk our way out of it, but then… then they positioned themselves like they were about to go for a damn gunfight. I had no choice, Charlie. I had to shoot them first. If I hadn’t, they would’ve killed us on the spot.”

There was a beat of silence as her words settled over the room. Charlie took it all in, her mind racing. She turned her attention back to Pentious, who sat nervously on the loveseat.

Pentious’s hands trembled as he spoke, still rattled by the memory. “After Eddie and Mason were shot, the woman… she tried to reason with the rest of us. Told us to back off and said we didn’t have to make this worse. But of course, the others didn’t listen. They were furious after finding out Eddie and Mason were dead. There was no stopping them. They wanted revenge. Hell, one of them told me to go up to the rooftop to get a vantage point in case we needed to—”

Before he could finish, Charlie interrupted him gently. “It’s okay, Pentious. You can stop. I believe you.”

Pentious blinked, looking up at her in surprise. “You… you do?”

Charlie nodded. “Yeah, I do. I don’t think you wanted any part of this. And… now that the two men from the bar are dead, there’s a good chance that group won’t come looking for us. Especially if they’ve already written you off.”

Pentious’s relief was almost instant, his shoulders slumping slightly as if a weight had been lifted. But a new voice cut through the tension before he fully settled into that comfort.

Well,” Alastor started, his voice dripping with eerie amusement. “Quite the tale, my friend. But I do have a burning question.” He stepped forward, his tone as charming as it was unsettling. “How exactly did you end up with such a delightful group of miscreants in the first place?”

Pentious visibly tensed, his discomfort at Alastor’s presence clear. He glanced nervously at the others, unsure if he should answer. Alastor’s grin widened slightly, the gleam in his eyes making it impossible to tell whether he was being genuine or simply playing with the poor man.

Charlie noticed Pentious’ hesitation and leaned in slightly, reassuringly nodding. “It’s okay, Pentious. You can tell us. Let’s shift the focus here—how did you meet them?”

Pentious hesitated, but the gentle prompting from Charlie seemed to help ease his nerves. He swallowed hard and finally spoke, his voice quieter now. “I… I met them over a month ago. I was all over Manhattan, trying to get out. Ever since the start, I have been looking for my wife and son. I thought maybe they’d made it to the outskirts or somewhere safer. I didn’t know what else to do.”

“And… that’s when you found the group?”

Pentious nodded slowly. “I was wandering through Brooklyn, and I ran into them. They had supplies, food, weapons… I didn’t have a choice. I joined them because I thought maybe, just maybe, it’d help me survive long enough to find my family…” He trailed off, his voice thick with regret.

"Did you… ever find them?" Charlie asked softly, her tone gentle. She seemed almost reluctant to know the answer.

Pentious shook his head, his gaze falling to the floor. "No. I never found them. Every time I thought I was close… I’d hit a dead end. My group was more interested in looting, fighting, surviving… I was the only one who ever asked about missing people."

The silence that followed was thick and heavy with unspoken grief. Alastor’s unnerving grin had faltered slightly, though his demeanor remained calm. He shifted his weight, hands clasped behind his back, his curiosity not yet sated.

“Fascinating,” Alastor murmured. “A man driven by the most noble of goals—family. And yet, you find yourself entangled with the most unsavory of characters. Quite the paradox, wouldn’t you say?”

Pentious swallowed, clearly uncomfortable under Alastor’s gaze. Charlie shot Alastor a warning look, and he raised his hands in mock surrender, his grin returning in full force.

“I’m just curious,” Alastor said with a shrug. “Survival brings out the most interesting traits in people, wouldn’t you agree?”

Charlie ignored him, turning her attention back to Pentious. “You don’t have to explain yourself to him,” she said firmly. “But you’re not with those people anymore. You chose to leave, and that’s all that matters now.”

Pentious nodded slowly, though he still looked uncertain. "I just... I don’t know what to do now. I have no one left. No purpose, no direction. It’s like I’m just... floating."

For a moment, the room was still. Even Angel, who had been relatively quiet throughout the exchange, glanced at Pentious with something almost like sympathy.

"You have a choice now," Charlie said gently. "You can move forward and not have to be stuck in the past… or still try to look for your family. I mean, the military's been evacuating people ever since the outbreak started. Your wife and son could be in one of the safe zones, or maybe they were taken to a shelter before things got terrible.”

Pentious looked up at her, his expression full of doubt. “You think they could still be out there? Alive?”

Charlie nodded firmly. “It’s possible. There are so many places they could have gone. Some of those military safe zones… were kept secret for a reason. They wanted to protect people, not just from the infected, but from others who might try to take advantage.”

Before Charlie could continue, Niffty shouted, “Oh! Speaking of military evacuations!” she chirped, her eyes wide with excitement. “Do you guys still remember when you were back at Queens College? You know, where we first met?” She didn’t wait for anyone to answer and looked at Pentious. “From what we’ve seen, the campus was a safe zone at one point and is left abandoned, and everyone’s dead. It’s nothing new that the government messes things up.” She giggles, “Then, we ran into a hallway full of dead students! Full of bullet holes, and they weren’t even infected! Can you believe it?”

Niffty laughs as if it’s the funniest joke she ever said, “They said they were ‘controlling the situation’ or whatever, but it was more like a massacre!”

The room froze. Everyone fell silent except for Niffty’s laughter. Pentious paled, his hands trembling again as the uncomfortable reality of what Niffty had just described sank in. The possibility that his family could have met a similar fate twisted painfully in his chest.

Even Alastor’s ever-present grin remains. He seemed more intrigued than disturbed, as expected.

Charlie blinked, taken aback by Niffty’s version of the story and the oblivious way she recounted it. Realizing how much her words had affected Pentious, she cleared her throat and smiled gently. “Well, uh, thanks for sharing, Niffty… but let’s not recall that, okay?”

She turned back to Pentious, trying to steer the conversation more positively. “There’s… still a good chance your family’s in a safe place, maybe evacuated by the military… and even if things are bad in some areas, it doesn’t mean they didn’t make it out.”

Angel then chimed in with his typical bluntness. “Or, you know, we can confirm they’re dead when we see their corpses. That’s always an option, too.”

Charlie shot him a sharp look, but Angel simply shrugged as if his comment was reasonable.

Charlie let out a slow breath, trying to regain her composure. “Well… yeah, sure, I guess. But let’s focus on the hopeful part for now, okay?” She forced another awkward smile, trying to bring some lightness back to the conversation.

Pentious managed a weak nod. Charlie could only hope that somewhere, somehow, his family was still out there—alive and waiting to be found.


As the atmosphere in the room eased a bit, Charlie glanced around at the group. It was clear that the tension still felt heavy. Pentious sat quietly, fidgeting with his hands, still looking uncertain. Charlie knew they needed to break the ice and help him feel more comfortable—and maybe give the group a chance to start trusting the newcomer.

She cleared her throat and gave a soft smile. “Alright, since we’re all here and we’ve got some time, how about we do a quick round of introductions? Get to know each other better, yeah?” She glanced at each person in turn, daring them to refuse.

Vaggie gave a soft sigh, but after a pause, she nodded. Angel, meanwhile, just smirked. Husk groaned, clearly not thrilled, but Charlie’s firm look left him no room to argue. Alastor remained disturbingly entertained by the idea, his sharp grin ever-present, and Niffty was excited.

Charlie turned to Pentious first. “You already know a little about us, but we’ll go around so you can hear it straight. I’ll start.” She adjusted herself, straightening up a little. “My name’s Charlie. I… used to own a hotel here back in Manhattan. You know, casual business activities before everything… well, before things fell apart.” She avoided mentioning her eccentric family background, keeping her story simple.

Pentious nodded politely, though his eyes showed interest.

Vaggie went next, crossing her arms and speaking in her usual no-nonsense tone. “I worked under Charlie at the hotel, handling management, security, and… other things.” She wasn’t about to reveal more before that, keeping it as vague as possible. Her eye flicked briefly to Pentious, studying him as she spoke.

Angel leaned forward with a mischievous grin, clearly enjoying his turn. “Angel Dust, baby. I used to be a sex worker, and let me tell you, I was good at my job. Still am, if anyone’s interested.” He winked dramatically, earning an eye-roll from Husk, who muttered something under his breath.

Husk took a drag from his cigarette and grumbled when it was his turn. “Husk. I was a bartender. That’s it. That’s all you need to know.”

Alastor chuckled softly, ever the entertainer. “Alastor! You might have heard of me. I was a radio host, spinning tales and tunes on the airwaves before all this mess. People loved my shows. Maybe one day, I’ll start again—if we can get this world back on its feet, that is.” He delivered it as if he was still performing for an audience.

Finally, Niffty chirped, “I’m Niffty! I used to be a housekeeper. Cleaned all sorts of places, from big houses to hotels. I’m great with keeping things tidy!” She beamed at Pentious, her energy as bright and unrelenting as always.

Pentious blinked, processing all the various personalities in the room. When the group turned their attention to him, he hesitated before speaking.

“Uh… well, my name’s Pentious. I worked as a mechanical engineer for a big company, but I also spent much of my spare time inventing things. Mostly weapons.” His cheeks flushed a little, clearly embarrassed by how unusual that sounded. “I, uh… got inspired by comic books when I was younger. Loved the idea of building gadgets, so I started making some of my own. It’s a bit of a hobby, but, uh… I guess it’s come in handy now.”

There was a moment of stunned silence as the group took in what Pentious had just said. Charlie and Angel are well aware already that he’s a mechanical engineer but a part-time inventor who also happens to craft weapons inspired by comic books? He was clearly more valuable than anyone had expected.

Charlie’s eyes lit up with a newfound sense of opportunity. She leaned forward, her voice encouraging. “That’s… really impressive, Pentious. I think you’ll fit right in with us.”

Her mind quickly filled with reasons to keep him around. A registered engineer was an invaluable asset—someone with practical knowledge who could help them survive in ways the others couldn’t. Not to mention, he had nowhere else to go. The idea of sending him off alone was risky and unthinkable for Charlie’s sympathetic heart. And despite his awkwardness, Pentious didn’t seem like a bad person.

“You’re staying with us,” Charlie decided without second thoughts, “You’ve got potential skills, and you’ll be safer with us than out there on your own. Besides…” she smiled gently, “we could always use more company.”

Pentious blinked, surprised but grateful, and then he nodded quickly. His lips trembled, and before anyone could react, he stepped forward and extended his hand. “Thank you, Charlie. I… I don’t know what to say. You’ve given me more than I could’ve asked for.” His gratitude was palpable, and his grip, though a little shaky, was firm as he shook her hand.

Charlie smiled warmly, gently squeezing his hand. “You don’t have to say anything, Pentious. Just stick with us, and we’ll make it through.”

Before Pentious could say more, Angel chimed in with a smirk. “So, Pentious, since you’re all about those fancy weapons and gadgets… do you even know how to use a gun?” He raised an eyebrow. “I mean, you had one when we hauled your ass here.”

Pentious flushed again, rubbing the back of his neck. “Uh… yes. I know how to use it. But… I’m not exactly the best shot. I don’t get a lot of practice,” he admitted, clearly uncomfortable with the attention.

Angel looked at Charlie. “So, doll face, what do you think? Should we return the guy's gun or keep it locked?”

Before Charlie could answer, Vaggie cut in. “Give him his gun back. He needs something to defend himself.” Her tone left little room for debate, though her eye flicked briefly to Pentious as if assessing him further.

Angel’s eyebrows shot up in surprise. “Wait, you’re just gonna trust him like that? You’re the one always being cautious about new people.”

Vaggie shrugged. “If Charlie vouches for him, I vouch for him too.” The confidence in her voice left no room for argument.

Angel sighed, his shoulders slumping slightly in defeat. “Fine, fine.” He reached into his pack and pulled out Pentious’ Beretta, flipping it so the handle faced out. “Here you go, genius. Just don’t accidentally shoot yourself.”

Pentious carefully took the pistol, holding it like it was precious yet dangerous, as if afraid to touch it. “Thank you,” he mumbled, still a little unsure.

But before the conversation could continue, a soft, rhythmic knocking echoed from downstairs. The group immediately froze. The distant groans that followed made it clear: zombies were near, possibly drawn by the noise from their earlier argument.

Charlie’s expression tightened. “That’s… not good.”

Vaggie and Angel exchanged guilty looks, knowing full well their heated exchange earlier might have drawn the undead closer. However, Charlie quickly whispered to them. “It’s not your fault.”

She turned to the group, her mind already working through a plan. “We need to barricade the door. Angel, Alastor—help me move the dresser.”

Without another word, Angel and Alastor moved into action. The three carefully slid the heavy dresser across the room, positioning it against the door. As they worked, the knocking downstairs grew louder, the groans more insistent, making it clear that the zombies had found their way inside the building.

Charlie glanced over her shoulder, watching as Vaggie stood by with her hand on the handle of her sheathed Bowie knife while Pentious clutched his pistol tightly, his knuckles white, clearly anxious but trying to stay composed.

After the dresser was firmly in place, blocking the door, Charlie immediately began rummaging through the drawers. The worn, moth-eaten clothes inside were perfect for what she had in mind. She tossed them onto the bed, her hands working swiftly to tear strips of fabric and knot them together, forming an improvised escape rope.

As Charlie worked, Niffty’s voice cut through the tense silence. “Uh, guys… most of our supplies are still downstairs in the kitchen.” Her words made everyone freeze for a second.

Charlie’s brow furrowed. She hadn’t considered that in the rush to barricade the door. They couldn’t abandon their supplies; they had a long way to go before reaching her house. Leaving behind food, water, tools, and other weapons could be detrimental.

“We can’t just kill the damn muertos,” Charlie overhears Vaggie muttering, thinking out loud. “We don’t know how many are down there, and my spear is missing.” Oh. Charlie hadn’t noticed until now that Vaggie’s trusted weapon was gone. Had she discarded it somewhere yesterday when she and Angel searched for Husk?

Angel frowned. “You lost your spear?”

Vaggie gave him a look that shut down any further comment. “It’s not like I had a damn choice. It’s probably still in that alley back in the bar.”

“Well, we can’t just start firing guns,” Husk added, flicking his cigarette as if he’s irritated, “The noise will bring even more of the fucking freaks, and we’ve got limited ammo. We’re not turning this into a domino effect of disaster.”

Charlie paused her knotting, her mind racing through the options. They couldn’t abandon the supplies, but trying to fight their way through the zombies would be a suicide mission. Using firearms was a last resort—they were already low on ammo, and the risk of drawing more attention was too high.

“Then what do we do?” Angel asked as he used his fingers to brush through his blonde hair nervously. “We can’t just sit here until they bust through the door.”

The group fell into a heavy silence; the only sound was the muffled groans from downstairs. Charlie continued knotting the rope, her thoughts spinning. They were running out of options, and time was ticking. She was about to speak when Pentious silently observed and moved toward the windows.

He glanced outside, first at the street, then at the backyard. His eyes darted between the two, calculating something. Before anyone could ask what he was thinking, he returned to the room and walked to the bedside table. He opened the drawer and searched it briefly before pulling out an old analog alarm clock.

Everyone stared at him, puzzled.

“What are you doing?” Vaggie asked suspiciously.

Pentious didn’t answer immediately. He sat on the edge of the bed, adjusting the dials and knobs on the alarm clock. His fingers moved deftly. “I’ve got an idea,” he murmured under his breath, more to himself than anyone else.

Angel cocked an eyebrow. “Care to share with the class, genius?”

Pentious looked up briefly. “It’s… a distraction. I can set this alarm to go off in a few minutes. We drop it out the window and let it go down the backyard. The noise will lure the zombies away from the house, allowing us to slip downstairs, grab the supplies, and get out.”

The group blinked, considering the plan.

Charlie stopped knotting the rope, her mind clicking into place. It wasn’t a perfect plan, but it was clever—probably their best shot at getting out with the supplies intact. “It could work… huh, shit.”

Vaggie then spoke up. “Alright, we need a few people fast enough to get in, grab the supplies, and get out. Niffty,” she pointed to her, “you know exactly where everything is downstairs. You’re in.”

Niffty grinned, more than ready. “Okay!”

Vaggie turned toward Angel and Pentious next. “Angel, you’re going with her. You’ve got speed and strength to carry the heavier stuff. And you,” she gestured to Pentious, who immediately tensed up, “are going too.”

Pentious’ eyes widened, and he shook his head, panic creeping into his voice. “Me? No, no, I—I’m not built for this. I mean, I’m more of a behind-the-scenes type…”

Vaggie gave him a sharp look. “You’re capable enough to dodge through zombies. You’ll be fine.”

Angel smirked, leaning casually against the wall. “Yeah, genius. Consider this your first trust-building exercise.” He winked, clearly enjoying Pentious’ discomfort.

Pentious looked between them, exhaling sharply. He hesitated momentarily, then took a deep breath and nodded, resigned. “Okay… fine. I’ll do it.”

Charlie, still working on the rope, chimed in. “We’ll first escape through the window.” She gestured toward the rope. “I’ll go last and use this to make sure everyone gets out before the alarm goes off. It’ll lead to the street, and we’ll have enough time to slip away.”

The group collectively nodded. Charlie tied off the last knot, pulling the rope taut to test its strength. “Okay. It’s ready.”

Pentious, still holding the alarm clock, swallowed nervously, then approached the window overlooking the backyard. He hesitated for a second, silently praying the clock wouldn’t break. With one final deep breath, he tossed the clock out the window.

It landed softly in the dirt and grass below, safe from damaging impacts.

Angel peeked out, grinning. “Lucky toss.”

Charlie cracked open the window that faced the street. The cool morning air rushed in, and Alastor stepped forward, agilely slipping out. He moved to the roof’s edge, carefully attaching the rope to the gutter of the porch overhang.

Charlie leaned out the window and whispered, “Alastor, is the street clear?”

Alastor glanced at the street below and gave her a thumbs-up, confirming it was safe.

With the plan in motion, Charlie looked to the others. “Alright, everyone, one by one.”

Niffty, quick on her feet, was the first to climb out, sliding down the rope gracefully. Angel followed her next, dropping with ease, while Vaggie kept an eye on Pentious, silently urging him forward.

Pentious paused to compose himself before he grabbed the rope, looking down nervously. “Okay… here goes nothing.” He slid down the rope, slower than the others but safely to the ground.

Charlie was the last, watching as the rest of her group landed quietly below. Once she confirmed everyone was in place, she slipped out the window and descended the rope.

As Charlie’s feet touched the ground, she exhaled a breath of relief. But that relief was short-lived. Her eyes widened in alarm when she noticed a zombie standing mere feet away, just beyond the porch, its back to her.

Instinctively, Charlie crouched down as low as she could, her body tensing to avoid detection. She barely breathed, eyes darting around to see where the rest of the group was. To her relief, they were already moving toward the side of the house, except for Vaggie, who lingered nearby as if she were waiting for her.

Vaggie made eye contact with Charlie, giving her a quick, understanding nod. Together, they moved quietly and slowly, and their footsteps muffled against the soft dirt. Every creak of the house or distant groan from the zombies seemed louder than it was.

As they reached the side of the house, Angel whispered in a low voice, “Where are we meeting up?”

Vaggie pondered a bit before responding, “Back at the Suffolk Avenue intersection.”

Angel gave a nod, accepting the plan. Husk, who had been silent until now, cleared his throat. “I’ll hang back. Make sure the three of them can get the supplies.” His words were casual, but there was a slight edge in his voice that Charlie couldn’t ignore.

Charlie frowned, her concern obvious. “Are you sure, Husk? You’re still hungover. I don’t want you—”

Husk waved her off with a dismissive hand. “I’ll be fine. I’ve done worse while drunk. Besides, someone’s got to make sure they don’t screw up.” His grin was crooked, but his eyes were clear, showing he was ready.

Charlie hesitated, then nodded. “Alright… just be careful.”

Husk tipped his head in acknowledgment, his usual nonchalance masking any lingering doubts. “Good luck to you too, kid.”

Charlie, Vaggie, and Alastor started down the street, crouching low to avoid drawing attention. The groaning and shuffling zombies faded as they distanced themselves from the house. Once they were far enough away and out of sight of the house, they slowly stood up, stretching out from their tense crouches.

The morning air was cool against their skin, and she kept herself alert as they hurried toward the intersection, hoping Husk, Angel, Niffty, and Pentious would return with the supplies unscathed.


“HOLY FUCKING SHIT!

Charlie, Vaggie, and Alastor immediately turned their heads at the familiar whine-yell behind them. What greeted their eyes was nothing short of confusing. Angel stood there, looking slightly winded but with his usual flair, while Husk and Niffty also seemed relatively okay, though with a few bloodstains on their clothes. But Pentious…

Charlie’s eyes widened. Pentious was a complete mess, his body bloodied and clothes tattered, as if he’d just fought through a war zone. Slinged over his shoulder were an AK-47 and Angel’s Tommy gun, both of which seemed to weigh him down. His face was smeared with grime and blood, a mixture of (hopefully not) his own and—Charlie feared—something else entirely.

They all stood by the side of the empty road, an odd sight in the cool morning light.

Of course, Charlie’s concern immediately bubbled over. “What the hell happened?” she took a few steps forward, her gaze shifting from Pentious to the others, looking for clues.

Angel laughed exhaustedly, letting the backpacks drop heavily onto the ground with a dull thud. He strode forward, though his movements seemed more sluggish than usual. “Oh, you would not believe the bullshit we just went through, babe,” he said, running a hand through his disheveled hair before throwing his arms up in dramatic exasperation. “So we go by the living room, right? Everything’s chill, and dead guys stumble around the backyard; it's no big deal. Kitty and a lil doll are grabbing supplies, and I’m just standing there, minding my own damn business.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow, unsure of where this was going.

Angel smirked, his voice rising in pitch as his story gained momentum. “Then, outta nowhere, this guy”—he pointed a thumb at Pentious—“started to fucking panic!”

Pentious shot him a glare but said nothing, too tired to argue. Charlie’s gaze shifted between the two, her concern deepening.

Angel crossed his arms, leaning in toward Charlie like he was sharing some juicy gossip. “We’re all fine, minding our business, grabbing what we need, when suddenly, Pentious here grabs the guns—just the guns, mind you—and completely forgets to use them! Doesn’t fire a single shot. Nope! He’s just standing there, holding onto them for dear life like they’re some kind of his fucking blanket.”

“I mean… it’s good he didn’t use them, right? But…” Charlie’s mouth fell open slightly as she looked at Pentious. “... why?”

Pentious’ face reddened. “I don’t know! It was the first time I saw that many roamers at the same time! I—there were too many of them, and I didn’t—”

Angel interrupted with a laugh, clearly not done yet. “And then, guess who the zombos decide to go after? Not me, not Husk, not Niffty—oh no, they went straight for our new guy because, well, he’s the one flailing around like a fucking fish!” He mimicked Pentious’ panicked movements with exaggerated gestures, making Vaggie snicker.

Niffty chimed in, bouncing slightly on her feet. “It was impressive how fast they swarmed him! But it’s okay; we handled it.”

Husk grunted, flicking ash from his cigarette. “Handled it, alright. We were the ones slicing up the damn zombies while he”—he pointed at Pentious—“just stood there. I swear I’ve never seen someone freeze that hard.”

Charlie’s eyes widened, her mind racing. “Are you all okay?” she asked, scanning them for any visible injuries.

Angel, still grinning, wiped some blood from his cheek. “Yeah, we’re fine. Good thing we all had our knives—‘cause this dumbass didn’t fire a single bullet! It's a part of the plan, but come on! We had to do all the work, stabbing at those straggling fuckers and all.”

Pentious’ expression turned sheepish as he looked away. “I… I didn’t expect them to come at me like that…”

Husk gave a half shrug. “We only took out the ones that mattered, grabbed what we needed, and dipped. No point in wasting energy on the rest.”

Angel chuckled, “At some point, I had to grab Pentious by the arm and yank him out of there ‘cause he was still standing there. Look, toots, the guy’s got guts, and I’ll give him that—just not the kind that’s useful in a zombie fight.”

Pentious sighed, wiping some of the grime off his face. “Next time, I’ll… actually use the guns. Even if it’s risky.”

Angel snorted. “Yeah, you better. Next time, we won’t be pulling your ass out of there.” He smirked, but his tone carried a trace of fondness. Despite the bullshit, they’d made it out.

Gracias a Dios, carajo. It's a good thing none of you got bitten,” Vaggie rubbed the bridge of her nose as they all nodded in agreement.

Charlie finally relaxed, “Well…” She tugs her sleeve like a tic rather than adjusting it. “Let’s not push our luck next time.”

With the supplies in hand and everyone still standing, the group grabbed their respective backpacks and supplies, rationing everything evenly as they prepared to move on. Charlie quietly observed as Pentious, still looking shaken, returned the AK-47 to Vaggie and handed the Tommy gun back to Angel. He seemed bummed, avoiding eye contact, clearly rattled from the ordeal back at the house.

Angel, ever perceptive, sauntered over to Pentious, his tone surprisingly softer. “Hey, are you good?” He cocked his head, his typical grin playing on his lips.

Pentious glanced at him, hesitating before offering a small, almost embarrassed smile. “Yes… I just wanted to thank you for pulling me out of there. I would’ve been screwed without you.”

Angel laughed, patting Pentious on the back with exaggerated force. “Ah, don’t sweat it, babe! That’s what we do—keep each other alive, even when you’re being a dumbass.”

Pentious flinched at the smack but appreciated the gesture, his tense shoulders relaxing slightly. Just then, Husk wandered over, flicking away his cigarette with a casual smirk. “Gotta say, kid, the plan worked. You did good.” He gave Pentious a solid pat on the arm, reassuring but firm, as if letting him know he’d earned his place despite everything.

Pentious nodded, a small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, the first relief he’d shown since their escape. Charlie, who had been watching the exchange from the corner of her eye, couldn’t help but smile. She bent back over her bag, finishing packing up, but her attention drifted toward Vaggie, who was busy securing her supplies.

Charlie moved closer, lowering her voice so only Vaggie could hear. “It was a good move… not leaving Pentious behind. I’m glad you didn’t.”

Vaggie paused, her hands still momentarily as she looked at Charlie with mild confusion. “Why are you thanking me for that?”

Charlie’s smile softened as she spoke affectionately, “For having a good heart.”

Vaggie’s eyebrows shot up in surprise. She opened her mouth to respond, then closed it again, her expression unreadable. After a brief silence, she nodded slowly as though trying to convince herself of Charlie’s words. “I’m glad, too,” she finally said, her voice low, before turning back to her bag, her movements deliberate but quieter now.

As Charlie finished packing and stood up, Vaggie’s hands slowed, the motion of tightening her bag straps faltering as Charlie’s words echoed in her mind.

For having a good heart.

Her lone eye drifted downward, gazing at her rough, calloused hands—hands that had done things and made choices she wasn’t always proud of. Could someone with a “good heart” have literal and metaphorical bloodstains on their hands? Could someone like her even be that?

Memories came flooding back, uninvited and unwanted—over a decade ago, long before the outbreak existed. Way before Charlie had appeared before Vaggie had ever entertained the thought of hope. Back when no one had ever told her she had a good heart. No one would have dared.

The pools of blood, the restrained wrists, the blurred faces she left behind, the violence she didn’t flinch from—the people who had crossed her, who had begged for mercy. A good heart, she thought bitterly. Would someone with a good heart make those kinds of choices?

Then, her voice nudged in. Reawakened.

“Fucking Christ, Valeria. Stop being such a wuss and deal with it.

It jolted her back to reality. Her lone eye flickered as she glanced sideways at Charlie, who was already shouldering her bag. She looked calm and content as if she genuinely believed Vaggie was someone good.

It made her feel both exposed and guilty.

Vaggie’s fingers tightened around the straps of her bag, and she quickly shook her head, forcing the thoughts away. This wasn’t the time to question herself. The past was the past, and whatever Charlie saw in her… that was something to think about later. If there even was a later.

She then rushed the rest of her packing.

Notes:

gotta admit, i wasnt a big fan of this chapter as it is mostly dialogue and i hated writing dialogue lmao. the following chapters rarely focus on fillers so yay.

Chapter 13: Better Angels

Summary:

On their way to the nearby car dealership for transport, Charlie noticed Vaggie was acting not like herself.

Notes:

flashback chapter. jk, its only for the intro and a mid part lmao

tw; really detailed violence and vaggie going sicko mode because she has to release her rage against the world, yknow?

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The room was alive with laughter and clinking glasses. Marines in their formal blues gathered around round tables. A newly promoted sergeant sat among them, her messily styled bob cut with a swept fringe across her forehead as she leaned back in her chair.

Her fingers traced the rim of her glass, eyes drifting over the lively scene before her, but her thoughts were miles away—back to the recent grueling deployment in Haiti. It had been the most stressful period of her life, days that blurred into nights, moments where she wasn't sure if she'd make it through. But now, there was a break. The conflict had settled, at least for now. The relief of knowing she wouldn’t have to return to that damn war zone just yet settled over her, but the relief was tempered with a pang of sadness.

She wasn’t going home next week like she’d hoped. Her mamá and hermanos were expecting her, and the thought of missing them again gnawed at her. Still, she forced herself to focus on the present. She was here with her fellow marines, and she should be celebrating. But her heart wasn’t quite in it.

Her thoughts were interrupted when a figure slid into the seat beside her. A fair-skinned woman with a similarly styled bob, though much shorter—almost an undercut—leaned close.

“Hey,” Lauren’s voice was raspy but soft with concern as she peered at her. “How’re you holding up?”

The newly minted sergeant turned, blinking as if pulled from a distant world. She smiled faintly, the corners of her mouth tugging upward in that subtle way Lauren always recognized.

“I’m fine,” she replied, though her voice didn’t carry the usual conviction.

Lauren narrowed her eyes slightly. "You sure about that?" she asked skeptically. "You’ve got that look. The ‘I’m pretending everything’s fine’ look.”

The sergeant let out a small chuckle, shaking her head. "I'm serious. It's just been... a long couple of months, you know? But I’m fine now, really."

Lauren didn’t seem convinced, leaning in closer and lowering her voice so the others couldn’t overhear. “You don’t have to keep it all in, Valeria. You can talk to me. You know that, right?”

The sergeant—Valeria—kept her smile in place, her fingers still tracing the glass, but her amber eyes shifted away. “I appreciate it, Lauren. But I’m good. I just… need a little time to process everything, that’s all.”

Lauren observed her, her gaze softening as she realized Valeria wouldn’t open up yet. “Alright,” she said finally, leaning back in her chair, though the concern in her hazel eyes didn’t fade. “But you know where to find me when you’re ready. Whether it’s tonight or whenever.”

Valeria’s smile grew a little, touched by Lauren’s persistence. “Yeah, I know. I’ll keep that in mind.”

But inside, Valeria wasn’t ready to talk about Haiti. Not here, not tonight. The party was a distraction, a way to forget for a little while, and that was precisely what she needed. Sharing everything she was carrying would break that illusion, and she wasn’t ready.

For now, she’d keep pretending she was okay to hold herself together a little longer.

The party went on in a blur for Valeria. The laughter, clinking glasses, and music all melded into background noise, not quite penetrating the fog in her mind. The distraction wasn’t working, while her fellow marines were quickly loosening up. She couldn’t shake it, and it left her mostly sober, unlike the rest of her unit, who were now laughing loudly and toasting to anything and everything.

Lauren, sitting beside her, seemed to pick up on it. "Looks like it's just you and me holding down the fort," she muttered with a smirk, glancing at their increasingly inebriated comrades.

Valeria raised an eyebrow, amused. “You’re… surprisingly sober for someone who’s had just as much to drink as them.”

Lauren chuckled. “High tolerance. I could probably drink this whole place dry and still be fine.”

Valeria couldn’t help but laugh. “Well, I’m glad one of us is watching the kids.”

Lauren shot her a mischievous grin. “Speaking of kids… I’ve got an idea. How about we take them on an adventure? Times Square via subway. Ever done it before?”

Valeria blinked. “The subway? No… I’ve only ever seen it on TV. Isn’t it, like… chaotic?”

Lauren shrugged. “Depends on the day, but it’ll be more entertaining than sitting here babysitting drunk marines. C’mon, when’s the next time you’ll get to ride a New York City subway?”

Valeria hesitated momentarily but nodded, figuring it’d be an excellent way to stay occupied. “Alright. Let’s do it.”

Gathering the rest of their unit was easier said than done, but after some coaxing, Valeria and Lauren managed to herd them out of the venue and toward the nearest subway station. Valeria was still unsure about the whole thing—New York City seemed like such an expensive, glamorous place from what she’d seen on TV and the internet, where people paid through the nose for a coffin-sized apartment.

Of course, it wasn’t glamorous at all. The station was grimy, with chipped paint and flickering lights, but it was alive with activity. People of all kinds hurried past them—commuters, tourists, performers setting up for an impromptu show in the corner. Valeria had never seen anything like it.

They boarded the train, which was just as crowded and chaotic as the station. Valeria found herself pressed between her unit and strangers, one loudly chatting on his phone about stock prices while another played the saxophone like a private concert.

A few stops in, a man dressed in medieval knight armor stepped onto the subway. Valeria blinked in surprise, but no one else seemed to bat an eye.

As the ride went on, Valeria noticed more of the quirks she’d only heard about—the guy breakdancing in the middle of the train car while everyone just shuffled to make space for him, the street preacher loudly proclaiming the end of days (“The plague will end it all!”), and the group of tourists with giant backpacks struggling to figure out where to get off.

The train had rattled through a few more stops, dropping off some locals and picking up others, and it was time to hop onto a different subway line to head into Manhattan, just as Lauren had planned. Each station they passed through had a distinct feel—some grimier than others, some with chipped tiles and ancient advertisements plastered over the walls. But as they got closer to Manhattan, Valeria noticed a shift. The subways began to look… nicer, cleaner even. Brighter lights, less graffiti, and more tourists mixed into the usual crowd of commuters.

She quietly observed it all; it was strange how different parts of the city seemed like separate worlds. The parts further out felt worn down and forgotten. But as they neared the heart of Manhattan, it seemed more polished and cared for, as if the city prioritized what it showed to the world.

Finally, they arrived at the Times Square stop. The unit poured out of the subway car, loud and rowdy from their drunken antics. Lauren kept a loose eye on them, her casual, almost amused demeanor masking how closely she was watching over everyone. On the other hand, Valeria slowed down, letting the others move ahead as she took a moment to absorb the scene around her.

The station was bustling, filled with people rushing in and out. The ceiling above was crisscrossed with beams and signs pointing in different directions. Despite the late hour, it was alive with energy, like the city's pulse was strongest in the belly of Manhattan. The neon lights from above ground seeped through the grates, casting a strange glow in certain station parts. Street performers played just beyond the turnstiles, their music echoing in the vast, cavernous space.

Valeria couldn’t help but feel a bit out of place, her marine blues standing out in the sea of people dressed for the night or even for work. It was surreal to think that she had been at a formal event just hours ago, and now here she was, at the heart of one of the busiest cities in the world.

Up ahead, her unit was still loud and energetic, drawing glances from passersby, though no one seemed to mind too much. This was New York, after all. But Valeria couldn’t help but stay a step behind, her eyes flicking around the station, watching people rush to their next destination. She wasn’t sure what she was looking for—maybe nothing.

Lauren glanced over her shoulder, noticing Valeria lagging, but she didn’t call out. She simply gave her a knowing smile before turning her attention back to the unit and guiding them toward the exit.

Valeria’s gaze wandered as they moved through the subway station. The station’s walls were lined with sleek, LED billboards flashing advertisements that tried to outdo each other for attention. Vibrant colors, catchy slogans, and fast-moving graphics bombarded her senses. It was just a blur of consumerism—luxury brands, fashion lines, tech gadgets—until one particular billboard caught her eye, standing out from the rest like it was dominating the entire platform.

The image that greeted her was glaringly polished, featuring the grinning face of a woman she vaguely recognized. A billionaire? Who else could afford to rent a damn NYC Subway billboard? The name below the picture—Charlotte Morningstar—sounded familiar, though Valeria couldn’t place exactly why. She wasn’t exactly up to date with the ultra-rich and had little patience for how wealth seemed to ruin any ordinary person’s day. But it was unavoidable, plastered across the billboard in bright, glaring colors.

“Inside of every person is a rainbow. – The Morningstar Enterprises,” the bold quote beside the image read as if it was meant to inspire the masses. Valeria rolled her eyes at the sentiment. The last thing she needed was a billionaire telling her where to find fucking rainbows.

She studied the advertisement for a moment longer, her eyes narrowing slightly at Charlotte’s face. The woman’s wide grin seemed forced in its perfection, showcasing prominent dimples on either side. Her striking blue eyes, not even looking directly at the camera, gave the impression that she was glancing off into some invisible horizon. Her maroon vest and pink dress shirt, accented by a sharp black necktie, clashed oddly against the soft blue background. It was a strange mix of colors, meant to stand out but making her feel oddly disconnected.

Valeria found herself staring longer than she intended. There was something oddly magnetic about the billboard. Charlotte’s blue eyes, the confident grin, the effortless way she seemed to radiate power and control—it was hard not to admire, even if Valeria hated everything the woman stood for. She wondered what it would be like to wield that kind of influence, to have people hang on your every word, to be able to shape entire industries with a mere smile.

A slight sense of envy crept in, though Valeria quickly dismissed it. She had never been one to fantasize about wealth or power, yet here she was, lingering on the image of a woman she barely knew.

“Valeria!” Lauren’s voice cut through the haze, yanking her back to reality.

Valeria blinked, her gaze snapping away from the billboard. In the distance, she saw Lauren standing at the bottom of the staircase leading up to the street, her hand on the railing, waiting patiently. The rest of the unit had already made it outside. Lauren tilted slightly, smirking as if she knew precisely what Valeria had been thinking.

“You coming?” she called out, the casual tone masking her underlying concern.

Valeria glanced at the billboard, taking in Charlotte Morningstar’s perfect smile and unreadable eyes, then sighed softly to herself. She wasn’t sure why she felt the need to linger, why the woman’s face seemed to stir something in her. But whatever it was, it would have to wait. She wasn’t about to get lost in a daydream here, not with Lauren and the rest of her unit waiting.

“Yeah, I’m coming,” Valeria finally responded, shaking off the strange feeling as she started walking toward the rest of her unit.


A week had passed since Pentious joined their group, and they had made surprising progress. They traveled by foot and reached Bohemia in the middle of Long Island. Unlike the cities they had navigated in the more populated towns back on the western side, the zombie presence here wasn’t nearly as dense. However, the roads were cracked, overgrown with weeds, and dotted with abandoned houses and shops, but the group could pass by without much hassle.

The relative quiet allowed for easier conversation. Pentious, who mainly had been reserved in his first few days with them, finally spoke up as they took a break under the shade of a decaying gas station.

“Do you mind for a suggestion…” he began, hesitating slightly, “if we found a working car, we could get to the safe house faster. Traveling like this…” He trailed off, motioning to their weary legs and heavy backpacks. “It’s fine for now, but I can fix up a car if we find one. I just need the right tools.”

Everyone exchanged glances, considering the suggestion. They had been walking for days, their energy stretched thin.

“I like the sound of that,” Husk grumbled. “Walking’s good and all, but I wouldn’t mind sitting behind the wheel again.”

Without another word, Charlie pulled out her phone. Miraculously, they still had a connection, though how much longer that would last was anyone’s guess. She quickly searched for a nearby hotspot for cars, and after a few moments of scrolling, Angel peered over her shoulder and grinned.

“There’s a dealership,” he said, pointing to the screen. “We’re not too far from one, and a shit ton of cars to choose from.”

Charlie nodded. “Sounds like a plan. Let’s head there and see if we can find something that works.”

The group moved in a tight formation, with Charlie leading the way, her phone in hand as she checked the map. Despite the miraculous persistence of a working internet connection, she knew they couldn’t rely on it forever. Behind her, Vaggie kept her eye alert, her hunting knife in hand, while Angel and Husk flanked Pentious, who was still adjusting to the group’s pace. Finally, Alastor walks confidently while Niffty skips her steps, the two side by side.

The quiet of Bohemia was eerie, even by post-apocalyptic standards. Four months into the collapse, the once-bustling streets had become a wild, overgrown landscape. Houses that once had well-maintained lawns were now half-hidden behind ivy walls and uncut grass. The cracked pavement was crisscrossed with weeds, some tall enough to reach their ankles. Many of the storefronts they passed were either shattered or boarded up, but it was clear that nature was winning the battle for control—vines snaked their way over brick walls, through broken windows, and across doorways that had long been abandoned.

Once confined to parks and backyards, some more giant trees had spread their seeds onto the sidewalks and roadways, sprouting young saplings that would likely grow into forests if left unchecked. A few buildings showed signs of former human occupation, with barricades and “Stay Away” signs painted in bold, red letters on the front of houses or stores. They passed an old coffee shop, its outdoor seating now rusted and covered in moss, the windows too filthy to see through. Yet, despite all of the overgrowth and decay, the group encountered only a few stray zombies—most were slow (thank fucking God). They walked past what had once been a grocery store, its parking lot nearly unrecognizable beneath the layer of tall grass and shrubbery that had overtaken it.

A few more minutes passed, and they reached a small residential block. Some houses were gutted by fire or looting, while others stood eerily intact, their doors closed and windows dark. Occasionally, they caught glimpses of movement inside—a figure lurking, watching, though it was hard to tell whether it was human or otherwise. None of them wanted to find out.

Meanwhile, Charlie glanced back at Vaggie, her brow furrowing in quiet concern. Vaggie had been unusually quiet for the past few days. Sure, when they were alone, Vaggie would still initiate tender moments—cuddling, stealing kisses, those little gestures that told Charlie her girlfriend was still there, still present in some way. But when strategizing or leading the group, Vaggie had become more withdrawn, leaving much of the decision-making to Charlie. That shift was unsettling.

Usually, Vaggie was the one to figure out their formations and suggest which direction to take. Now, it seemed like Charlie was pushing them forward, glancing at the map, and taking charge. She wanted to ask what was wrong—was it the constant stress, the weight of the responsibility they’d taken on? Maybe Vaggie just needed space to think. But there was a lingering fear that maybe, just maybe, Charlie was being too clingy, that her worry would smother Vaggie’s need for independence.

Charlie understood all too well the desire to withdraw—she had done it herself countless times in social situations, going non-verbal when shit became too overwhelming. Was Vaggie feeling that now? Was this just her way of processing everything?

Charlie’s thoughts spiraled, but she didn’t voice them. She didn’t want to push, didn’t want to invade Vaggie’s space. Maybe when they found somewhere safe, she’d find a quiet moment to talk—without making Vaggie feel cornered.

Her internal debate was abruptly cut short when Angel’s voice broke the silence.

“Is that it?” he asked, pointing ahead.

Charlie blinked, refocusing her attention. Just a little down the road, she saw the signs hanging above a lot filled with rows of cars. The words “LEASE FOR LESS!” “#1 AUTO BROKER!” were plastered in massive, fading fonts on banners that hung crookedly from the building. It was unmistakably the dealership they’d been heading for.

“Yeah, that’s the place,” Charlie said, squinting at the lot. If they could find a working car, they’d be one step closer to their goal—and maybe, just maybe, they could rest a little easier.

“Let’s check it out,” she added, adjusting the strap of her backpack and giving Vaggie one last glance before leading the group toward the lot.


The group stepped cautiously into the car lot, the rows of vehicles stretching before them. Charlie observed the cars as they walked between them. Dust and grime covered the windshields, and some of the cars had dents and scratches that had no doubt occurred during the early days.

Angel, growing restless, broke the silence. “Hey, Pentious,” he called over his shoulder, “mind checking some of these out? See if we’ve got anything usable?”

Pentious, his brow furrowed in concentration as he examined a nearby sedan, shook his head. “Cars that have been exposed like this for months, without any maintenance… they’re most likely broken down beyond quick repair. The engines could be seized, and the batteries would be dead. Tires may be dry-rotted, too.”

Angel's frustration was immediate, and he threw his hands up in exasperation. “Are you kidding me?” He let out a rough laugh, more out of disbelief than amusement. “I’ve been hotwiring every car we’ve come across—me, Charlie, and Vaggie—and none of those pieces of shits worked either! We wasted so much time on that.”

Charlie winced, rubbing the back of her neck sheepishly. “Sorry about that,” she mumbled. “We thought maybe one of them would eventually work. But yeah… none of them even started.”

Pentious hummed. “That’s not uncommon. Like I said, cars out here are exposed to the elements, and without regular maintenance, they’re probably beyond saving.”

“Well, that’s just great,” Angel muttered, kicking a rock on the ground in frustration.

Pentious raised his hands to calm him down. “W-We still have options! There could be cars inside the building—those would have been protected. If we’re lucky, we might find something in better condition.”

The frustration in Angel’s expression slowly faded as Pentious’s words sank in. They continued moving through the lot, heading toward the entrance of the dealership’s main building, a looming structure with large glass windows smeared with dirt and grime.

Charlie glanced back at Vaggie, who had been silent throughout the exchange. Her girlfriend’s typically sharp, analytical mind hadn’t contributed to the conversation, which worried Charlie more than she wanted to admit. Vaggie’s quietness wasn’t just strange—it felt off.

The dealership doors creaked open as Pentious pushed them forward, revealing a dimly lit showroom. The air was still heavy compared to the wild, overgrown lot outside. Inside, everything seemed preserved. Cars lined the floor in neat rows, their surfaces coated in a thin layer of dust but otherwise untouched. Some still had “New!” signs slapped on the windshields, as though waiting for buyers who would never come.

“Well, this is weird,” Husk muttered, peering around the space. “It’s like nobody even thought to loot this place.”

Angel whistled low, impressed despite himself. “At least it’s not trashed. Maybe we’ll get lucky after all.”

Pentious walked over to one of the pickup trucks, trying to pop the hood but kept stubbornly closed. He tugged at the pickup truck's door handle, but it didn’t budge. His brow furrowed in mild frustration as he gave it another yank. “Of course, it’s locked,” he muttered, letting out a breath. “We’re gonna need keys for these.”

Before anyone could respond, Angel stepped forward, grinning mischievously. “Hey, no problem. I can probably get this thing unlocked in no time—”

Alastor’s smooth voice cut him off. “No need to waste time fiddling with it. We’re in a dealership, effeminate fellow. The keys are bound to be in the office somewhere.” He gestured towards the back of the showroom, where several closed doors led into what appeared to be a row of offices. “They likely kept spares for the cars they were trying to sell.”

The group exchanged glances and murmurs of agreement. It made sense. Charlie nodded and turned to the others. “Sure, let’s check the offices.”

As they prepared to follow Alastor, Charlie scanned the room, her gaze landing on Vaggie, who was unmoving by the reception desk. She looked lost in thought, her arms crossed tightly over her chest. It was a position Charlie had seen before—one that meant Vaggie was wrestling with something inside, something she wasn’t ready to share yet.

Charlie’s heart tugged with worry. She debated whether to approach her, knowing Vaggie’s quiet demeanor was unusual. Finally, she turned back to the group. “You guys go ahead. I’ll catch up.”

Pentious gave her a brief nod, Angel shrugged, and Alastor’s eyes glanced between the blonde and Vaggie in the distance, then tipped his head in acknowledgment, all of them heading towards the offices without further question.

Charlie lingered for a moment before quietly walking over to Vaggie. She sat beside her, careful not to break the silence too quickly. “Hey,” she said softly, keeping her tone gentle.

Vaggie didn’t look up, her gaze fixed on the floor as though trapped in whatever thoughts weighed her down. The silence between them was thick, and Charlie felt its ache in her chest. Carefully, she reached over, gently taking Vaggie’s hand. Her pale thumb stroked lightly against the calloused surface of Vaggie’s smaller hand, hoping the simple gesture would ground her partner and pull her back from whatever was holding her so tightly.

Vaggie’s fingers twitched slightly at the touch, and she closed her eye, letting out a slow, controlled exhale. For a moment, Charlie wasn’t sure if she was going to say anything at all. But then, in a voice quieter than Charlie was used to hearing from her, Vaggie spoke.

“You haven’t given up on me,” she said abruptly.

Charlie blinked, tilting her head slightly, confused. “What do you mean?”

Vaggie’s grip on her hand tightened just a little like she was holding on for stability. She took another breath, still not looking at her. “Back at the hospital,” she continued, hesitant, “when I was… hostile to you—trying to make you leave. I was so angry. Broken. And yet, you stayed. You kept coming back. Why?”

The question hung between them. Charlie felt her throat tighten. They had never really discussed their time at the trauma hospital in detail—when Vaggie was still recovering, and Charlie was just a volunteer social worker. It was one of the most stressful periods in both their lives, and the fact that they had ended up together afterward still felt, at times, like a fragile miracle.

Charlie’s mind raced for an answer, but she struggled to form the words. She knew that Vaggie deserved more than a quick, thoughtless response. She had to dig deep, past the discomfort, and give her something real.

After a long pause, Charlie finally spoke. “Because…” she started softly, still stroking Vaggie’s hand, “you deserved a chance. I saw you, Vaggie. The real you, not just… who you were in that moment.” She swallowed, steadying herself. “I knew you were hurt and lashing out. But I also knew that wasn’t all there was to you. I knew you had a fire in you, something worth fighting for. And I wasn’t going to walk away from that.”

Vaggie’s eye remained closed, but her breathing had slowed, her shoulders less tense than they’d been moments ago. She didn’t respond immediately, but Charlie could feel their subtle shift.

Vaggie’s silence stretched on, but when she spoke again, her voice was rough. “Is that why you said I had a good heart?” she asked, her words spilling out quickly as if they had been bottled up for too long. “Even after all this time? Even when I’ve been nothing but a fucking mess?”

Her eye flickered, filled with a turmoil that Charlie recognized all too well. Vaggie’s words grew more erratic as she ranted, not giving Charlie a chance to interrupt. “You say I have this ‘good heart,’ but I’ve hurt you, I’ve hurt others… so, so, so many others! I’ve been angry and reckless and—”

As Vaggie rambled, her free left hand crept up toward her eyepatch. Slowly, almost unconsciously, Vaggie’s fingers dug into the edge of the patch, her nails scraping against the skin beneath it as if trying to hurt herself.

“No—Vaggie, stop!” Charlie quickly reached over, grabbing Vaggie’s wrist and pulling her hand away, holding both hands firmly between hers. She held her tight, grounding her with her touch, her voice gentle but firm. “You’re not a mess. Don’t do this—”

Charlie’s words died on her lips as she noticed Vaggie’s trembling hands, once gripped in Charlie’s, began to shake harder. Her body had gone rigid, her eye unfocused. A quiet, desperate whisper escaped her lips.

“I’m sorry…”

Charlie’s jaws clenched, realizing Vaggie wasn’t here anymore—reliving something trapped in the memories. Charlie squeezed her hands gently, trying to ground her girlfriend, but Vaggie’s voice was barely audible as she continued to mutter, “I didn’t mean to… I didn’t mean to…”

Her breathing grew shallow, and her trembling worsened. She flinched slightly, her gaze distant, staring past Charlie as though she was seeing something terrible that had already happened and couldn’t be undone.

Charlie’s heart sank, a familiar helplessness settling over her. This wasn’t the first time she had seen Vaggie like this—most of the time, it happened at night when the darkness pressed in and Vaggie’s terrors surfaced in her sleep. But seeing it now was even more heartbreaking in the cold light of day.

She tightened her grip on Vaggie’s hands, her voice soft. “Hey… it’s okay. You’re here with me, Vaggie. You’re safe.”

Charlie kept her movements slow and controlled, remembering how, in moments like this, sudden actions could pull Vaggie deeper into the spiral. She shifted closer, her hands still holding Vaggie’s as she whispered reassurances, “You didn’t do anything wrong. You don’t have to be sorry. I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere.”

Vaggie’s muttered apologies continued. “I didn’t mean to… I’m sorry…” She was stuck in the loop, her breaths coming faster now.

Charlie then remembered that Vaggie needed the most gentle, grounding contact to remind her that she wasn’t alone.

She hesitated momentarily, knowing how fragile Vaggie could be in these moments. She didn’t want to touch her without asking, without making sure Vaggie was aware of her presence.

Valeria,” Charlie whispered, leaning in just enough so her voice could cut through the fog of her partner’s panic. “Can I touch you? Just to help, okay? You’re safe, I promise.”

Vaggie didn’t speak but gave a small, almost imperceptible nod. It was all Charlie needed—confirmation that Vaggie was aware and was still there somewhere.

With infinite care, Charlie began tracing slow, gentle strokes along Vaggie’s arms, starting at her hands and working her way upward. Her touch was featherlight, a deliberate effort to keep it non-intrusive. “You’re here, Vaggie,” she murmured. “With me. You’re safe.”

Charlie took her time, running her fingers along Vaggie’s toned arms. She could feel Vaggie’s muscles gradually start to loosen, though her gaze remained distant, her apologies slipping out occasionally.

Charlie then worked her way up, resting her hand gently on Vaggie’s cheek, brushing a strand of hair from her face. She traced her fingers along the curve of her jaw. “I’m here,” she repeated softly, her thumb brushing Vaggie’s cheek in slow, soothing circles. “Stay with me.”

She knew it would take time, just as it had in the past. When Vaggie slipped into these states, Charlie had learned that patience was key and that she would stay right by her side no matter how long it took. There was no rushing this, no easy fix.

Hopefully, the rest of the group will still be back at the offices so as not to witness this vulnerable moment, although Charlie hopes none of them will try to do something stupid like pull a fire alarm or something.

For fuck’s sake, don’t jinx it, Charlie.

As the minutes passed, Vaggie’s trembling slowly started to ease, though her breathing was still shaky and uneven. Her eye blinked rapidly, like she was trying to hold back something, but it was clear that the emotions were breaking through. And then, finally, a tear slid down her cheek.

“I’m so sorry…” Vaggie’s voice cracked, the tight control she had been holding onto crumbling. She then held on to Charlie’s slender arms and faltered as she let out a broken sob.

Charlie felt her own throat tighten, but she didn’t let go. She wrapped her arms around Vaggie, pulling her into a tight embrace. “It’s okay,” she whispered, her voice barely above a breath as Vaggie’s tears soaked into her chest. “You’re not alone. I’m here, and I always will be.”

Vaggie’s sobs came in waves now, deep and raw, as though the pain she had tried so hard to bury was finally spilling out. Charlie held her close, rocking her gently, her hand running through Vaggie’s hair as she murmured comforting words. She didn’t need to say anything profound—just being there, holding her, was enough.

Vaggie’s sobs gradually quieted, her breathing slowing. She stayed nestled in Charlie’s arms, letting the warmth of her embrace soothe the raw ache inside. After a few deep breaths, Vaggie pulled back slightly, just enough to look up at Charlie, her face still wet with tears. She opened her mouth to speak, but before the words could come, Charlie leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to her lips.

Vaggie exhaled, her eye fluttering closed as the tension seemed to melt away. She kissed Charlie back, a quiet, grateful sigh escaping her as she let herself sink into the moment and comfort of her partner’s love.

When they pulled back, Charlie kept one hand resting on Vaggie’s cheek, her thumb brushing away the last traces of tears. Her voice, tender and careful, broke the silence.

“Listen to me,” Charlie began softly, her gaze locked with Vaggie’s. “You… you have a good heart, Vaggie. You’ve always had one… and I’ve seen it in how you care for people and protect the people you love. How you took care of me and how you still do.”

Charlie’s left hand squeezed Vaggie’s a little tighter. “You’re… not a mess. You’re strong, and… you’ve been through hell, but you still care. You still fight for others.”

Vaggie’s gaze softened. She blinked, her breath hitching slightly as if she didn’t know how to respond, but Charlie wasn’t finished yet.

“And I want to take care of you, too,” Charlie continued, her voice lowering. “You don’t have to carry all this on your own. I’m here. I’ve always been here, and I’m not going anywhere.”

Vaggie remained quiet, her breath coming in slow, deep waves as if absorbing the weight of Charlie’s words. She didn’t respond immediately; she just rested there, looking at Charlie with a pensive expression. Charlie waited patiently, her thumb absently stroking Vaggie’s cheek, allowing her to process everything. She could feel Vaggie’s hand tighten just slightly on hers, a subtle signal that she was grounding herself.

Then, with a quiet exhale, Vaggie shifted, her arms coming up to wrap around Charlie again. She nestled her head into Charlie’s chest, burying her face there.

“Thank you,” Vaggie murmured, her words muffled by the fabric of Charlie’s shirt.

Before Charlie could respond, a distant, high-pitched whistle echoed. Charlie instinctively tensed and turned slightly, still holding Vaggie in her arms. Then she saw Angel strutting ahead of the group.

As Charlie’s gaze traveled over the rest of the group, her eyes landed on Pentious, who was flushed and visibly uncomfortable. His eyes quickly darted away as he caught sight of the intimate moment between her and Vaggie. Without saying a word, he snatched the car keys from Angel’s hand and hurried toward the pickup truck.

Angel, of course, noticed the whole exchange and couldn’t resist. With a wide grin, he waved at Charlie and Vaggie. “Well, well, well, look at you two lovebirds. Should I give you some privacy? Or maybe a little mood music?”

Charlie just shot him a deadpan look, unamused. She didn’t even bother with a verbal response, her eyes narrowing slightly as if to say, Not now, Angel. But of course, Angel just chuckled.

Vaggie, still resting against Charlie’s chest, let out a tired but amused huff. Her hold on Charlie tightened as if silently acknowledging the situation's absurdity. Charlie gave her a soft squeeze, a silent reassurance.

Angel’s teasing didn’t stop as he sauntered closer to the pair, a smirk still plastered across his face. “You know,” he began, “it’s no wonder you two didn’t bother coming along to check out the loot. I mean, why bother when you’re clearly ‘occupied’ with more… important things?” He wiggled his eyebrows suggestively, his grin widening.

Charlie didn’t flinch, though. Her deadpan expression remained firmly in place as she released a slow, exasperated sigh. “Angel,” she said, her tone flat, “did you even find anything useful, or was it just a wasted trip besides the car keys?”

Angel’s grin didn’t falter, though he shrugged nonchalantly. “Oh, you know, just the usual. Lots of rotted dead bodies—real pleasant. A few guns that Alastor found tucked away in the main office. No clue how that creep knows where to look for this stuff, but hey, I’m not complaining. Got ourselves a decent haul, I guess.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “Rotted bodies and guns. Fantastic.”

Angel chuckled. “Hey, don’t look at me. I didn’t ask to play detective in a goddamn office full of corpses. But, on the bright side, we’ve got a working truck. Or at least, almost working.”

Pentious’s voice echoed through the spacious showroom as if his British accent carried across the room on cue. “The truck is nearly in perfect condition! Just a few more adjustments, and we’ll be ready to go.”

Charlie glanced at the truck where Pentious was fussing over the engine, a toolbox spread open next to him. She gave a slight nod, and her arm draped protectively around Vaggie, who had gone quiet but stayed close, listening intently to the exchange.

Angel, noticing Charlie’s gaze shift, gave a mock salute. “Looks like Pentious is taking this mechanic gig real seriously. Who knew the guy had it in him?”

Charlie hummed to herself. “As long as he gets it running…”

Angel laughed, leaning against a nearby wall. “Fair enough. So, you two lovebirds ready to rejoin the group, or do you need a few more minutes of ‘personal time’?”

Before Charlie could even think of a reply, Vaggie’s usual firm tone returned, though it was a bit weary. "We should probably rejoin them before Angel makes an even bigger deal out of it."

Charlie glanced down at her, surprised but relieved to hear her voice sounding more like herself again. Vaggie’s resolve had returned, even if not entirely. A small, appreciative smile touched Charlie’s lips as she quickly nodded.

“Yeah, you’re right,” Charlie murmured, grateful that Vaggie was okay for now or at least holding steady. She leaned in slightly, her voice softening in brief intimacy. “I’m glad you’re alright.”

Vaggie offered a faint smile, her hand gently squeezing Charlie’s arm in silent thanks before pulling away, both standing up straight and ready to face the group again.

Charlie shifted her focus to Angel, still lounging against the wall with a mischievous smirk. She exhaled slowly, giving him a look that clearly said, Drop it, but knowing Angel, that was wishful thinking.

“Well,” Angel said, clearly not dropping it, “about time! Let’s get back to the show, huh?” He winked at Vaggie, though his tone was less teasing than before. He even ignored Charlie’s long, pointed look towards him.


With Charlie and Vaggie rejoining the rest of the group, they gathered around the pickup truck that Pentious had been inspecting. Everyone was in anticipation and seemed to focus on him, waiting for his evaluation of their newly acquired vehicle.

Pentious, still crouched by the open hood, wiped his hands on a rag as he stood up. He cleared his throat, glancing around at the expectant faces before speaking. “Right, everyone. I’ve got both good news and bad news.”

Angel, of course, was the first to chime in. “Oh, start with the damn good news. Always best to soften the blow, right?”

Pentious nodded, apparently taking Angel’s suggestion at face value. “Very well. The good news is that the truck’s engine is in decent condition—quite the surprise, actually, considering the state of everything else around here. I’ve inspected the basics and can perform some little maintenance right now. Shouldn’t take too long before it’s ready to run.”

A ripple of relief seemed to pass through the group, though Charlie’s expression remained cautious. “And the bad news?” she asked.

Pentious glanced at her, then back at the truck, his lips pressing into a thin line. “The bad news,” he began with a sigh, “is that the truck’s completely out of gas. Not a drop in the tank.” He hesitated before adding, “And the battery’s dead. It’ll need a proper charge before we can get it started.”

Charlie felt her stomach drop. Of course, she thought. Nothing could ever be that fucking easy. “Can we do that here? Charge the battery, I mean.”

Pentious nodded slowly. “Yes, that’s the one bit of good news. The country still has electricity, and I spotted a few working outlets by the office earlier. We can get the battery charged within an hour or so. But we’ll still need to find gas, which could be tricky.”

Angel clicked his tongue, leaning against the truck with a shrug. “Well, that’s not so bad. Just a little scavenging run for gas, right? We’ve done worse.”

Vaggie crossed her arms, glancing at Charlie. “We should figure out where to search for fuel while charging the battery. Then, we’ll split up and scout for gas stations.”

The group huddled around, and Charlie pulled out her phone. The screen was faintly glowing as she opened up the map app. The satellite images were spotty, but she managed to zoom in on the surrounding area. With a few swipes, she found what she was looking for: a gas station. It was about a 30-minute walk from the dealership, nestled on the outskirts of a small, desolate-looking neighborhood.

“There’s a gas station not too far from here,” Charlie announced, her finger hovering over the pin on the map. “It’s a bit of a hike, but if it’s still stocked, it could work.”

The group nodded in agreement, and just as Charlie was about to volunteer herself for the trip, Vaggie spoke up. “I’ll go,” she said, her tone steady, though subtle determination was behind it.

Charlie looked at her. “Vaggie—”

“I can handle it, sweetie,” Vaggie cut her off gently but firmly. “I know you’re worried, but we need this, and I’m fine. I can help Angel.” She shot a glance at him with a firm expression.

Charlie hesitated, the protective instinct in her flaring up. But Vaggie’s resolve was clear—she wasn’t asking for permission. She was volunteering because she knew she was capable. At that moment, Charlie knew she had to trust her.

With a small sigh, Charlie relented and handed her phone to Vaggie. “Alright,” she said, her voice softer now. “Take this, it’s for… navigation.”

Vaggie took the phone, her fingers brushing lightly against Charlie’s hand in a brief, silent exchange. “We’ll be back before you know it,” Vaggie reassured her.

Charlie watched them both momentarily, her worry lingering but pushed aside by necessity. “Be careful,” she called after them as they started toward the exit.

Vaggie turned her head slightly, giving Charlie a small but confident nod. “Always.”


Vaggie and Angel approached the gas station. Their walk had been surprisingly uneventful, the streets quiet save for the occasional distant moan of a stray zombie or the rustling of debris in the wind. They’d been lucky so far, only encountering a few stragglers easily avoided by ducking behind cars or cutting through narrow alleyways.

But now, standing at the edge of the gas station’s lot, things had taken a turn.

Vaggie’s eye caught sight of the danger first—a dozen zombies clustered near a black van that had crashed into the side of the gas station’s convenience store. Glass was shattered all over the pavement, and the vehicle’s front end was crumpled against the brick wall. It was clear that whatever had happened here had attracted many of the undead, and now they wandered, occasionally bumping into each other as they shuffled around the van and the gas pumps.

Vaggie quickly crouched, instinctively pulling Angel down with her. They pressed themselves against the side of an abandoned car haphazardly parked by the sidewalk, half-covered in dirt and grime, its windows shattered.

“Shit,” Angel muttered under his breath as he peered through the gaps in the wreckage. “That’s a whole party of ‘em.”

Vaggie took stock of the situation. Her eye flicked from the group of zombies to the gas station's pumps, assessing their surroundings quickly. “We need to stay low and find another way in,” she whispered. “If we can avoid them entirely, that’s our best bet.”

Angel nodded. “Got any brilliant ideas on how to do that? ‘Cause I’m all ears.”

Vaggie scanned the area. The gas station was surrounded by abandoned vehicles, some overturned and others merely rusting. A narrow alleyway beside the store led to a back entrance. It was risky, but it might offer a way to get closer without alerting the horde.

She pointed toward the alley. “There, we can sneak around the back and see if there’s a way in through the store. If we’re quiet, they might not notice us.”

Angel glanced over, his brow furrowing. “You sure about this?”

Vaggie gave him a firm nod. “We don’t have much of a choice. We need that damn gas.”

Angel frowned, still crouched beside Vaggie. His eyes scanned the horde milling around the crashed van. “I don’t know, Vags,” he whispered. “Even if we sneak around, how are we gonna loot this place with all those zombos looking so… pissed? That’s a lot to handle.”

Vaggie narrowed her eye, assessing the scene more carefully. Her gaze lingered on the van for a moment. The engine was still faintly smoking, and the zombies seemed more agitated than usual, bumping into the vehicle like they were drawn to it. She followed the clues in her mind, piecing together a theory.

“The van,” Vaggie muttered, pointing. “The engine’s still smoking, which means it hasn’t been there long. And look at how the horde’s acting—they’re more aggressive than usual, like something’s keeping them agitated. My guess? A survivor recently owned it.”

Angel’s eyes widened as he took in her assessment. “You think someone was driving that thing before it crashed?”

“Exactly,” Vaggie confirmed. “From what we’ve seen, muertos have shitty attention spans. If that van’s engine was running not too long ago, it means whoever was driving it might’ve left supplies inside—or something valuable.” She glanced at him. “If we can take out the horde, we can loot the van and the gas station. It’s worth a shot.”

Angel still looked uncertain. “Okay, but how do we even deal with that many without getting torn apart?”

Vaggie formulated her plan quickly. “We don’t take them all at once. We sneak around the back, split up, and slowly draw them away—one by one. We can lure a few into the alley and take them out quietly.”

Angel glanced between Vaggie and the horde. “So you want us to play whisperer, huh? Sounds like a risky date, but I’m in.”

Vaggie gave a firm nod, and they moved cautiously toward the narrow alley Vaggie had pointed out earlier. The shadows provided some cover from the wandering zombies, and they kept low, and their movements slow to avoid drawing attention. As they crept toward the back of the convenience store, Vaggie signaled for Angel to stop. She pressed her back against the rough brick wall. The moans of the undead echo, but they are farther off for now, giving them a small window to breathe.

She glanced up at Angel. “We split up here. You take the left side. I’ll circle around to the right. We’ll lure them away, one or two at a time.”

Angel’s grip tightened on his blade. "How many do you think we can handle before this turns into a mess?"

Vaggie hummed. "Let’s… keep it to five or less at a time. We’ll get their attention slowly, take them out in the alley where we’ve got room to maneuver."

Angel gave a confirmed nod and peeled off to the left while Vaggie took the right side of the building. She approached cautiously, eyeing the horde clustered around the van.

Taking a deep breath, Vaggie spotted her first target—a lone zombie stumbling slightly behind the rest. It was far enough from the leading group to be isolated but still close enough that any sudden noise could bring the entire horde down on them.

She waited for the perfect moment, crouched low and watching how the zombie moved. When it was turned away, she slipped out from behind her cover, closing the distance. She then buried her knife into the base of its skull, catching it before it could fall to the ground with too much noise.

One down, she thought, already scanning for the next.

Angel had taken out one on his side as well. She could hear the faint shuffle of another being dragged into the alley behind him. So far, their plan was working.

But the group near the van was still large, and they hadn’t noticed the missing zombies yet. Vaggie knew they’d have to continue this slow, methodical process if they wanted any chance of looting without drawing the horde's full attention.

She signaled to Angel from across the lot, pointing at two more zombies they could target next. Angel gave her a quick nod.

As Vaggie watched Angel take down another zombie, she slipped toward the back door of the convenience store.

Reaching the back door, she pressed her ear against it, listening for any signs of movement inside. Satisfied that it was quiet, she gently pushed the door open. It creaked slightly but not loud enough to catch the zombies' attention outside. She stepped in, immediately hit by the stale, musty air of the abandoned store.

Inside, the convenience store was a scene of chaos. Shelves had been overturned, their contents scattered haphazardly across the floor. Broken glass crunched under her boots, and the dim light filtering through the windows cast eerie shadows over the disarray. Empty snack bags, cans, and bottles littered the floor, and the faint scent of gasoline mixed with rot hung in the air. The power was long gone, leaving the place eerily silent except for the occasional groan from outside.

As Vaggie crept through the aisles, she reached the main area where the van had crashed into the front of the store. The vehicle had plowed through the brick wall, shattering glass and leaving a gaping hole. The front of the van was crumpled against the bricks, its headlights flickering dimly. Dust and debris covered everything.

Her eye shifted to the driver’s seat, where a man lay slumped against the steering wheel, his body limp and lifeless. His head had caved in from the impact, blood pooling around him. His hands still gripped the wheel, but it was clear he hadn’t survived the crash. The door was closed, but she could see the zombies outside, desperately clawing at the windows, their bloodied hands smearing the glass as they tried to reach the fresh corpse inside.

Vaggie’s gaze flicked to the passenger side of the van. The door was wide open, and something about it caught her attention. Someone else had been in the van. Whoever it was had escaped before the horde arrived, leaving the driver behind, which explained the zombies' frenzy—they hadn’t been drawn by the crash alone. Whoever had been sitting in that passenger seat had fled.

She crouched low, making her way closer to the front of the store. The zombies outside were still focused on the van, oblivious to her presence inside. From her vantage point, she could see Angel still moving through the lot and killing off more of the horde.

As Vaggie crept toward the front of the store, her eye locked on the nearest group of zombies. She tightened her grip on her knife, her muscles tense. She was about to make her move—silently open the door and start thinning the herd from behind.

But just as she reached for the handle, something slammed into her from the side with the force of a freight train.

Her back crashed against the counter, sending a sharp pain up her spine. The impact rattled her, and her knife flew out of her hand, sliding across the filthy floor and disappearing behind an overturned display shelf. She gasped, her vision momentarily blurring.

Vaggie instinctively reached for her sidearm, but before she could react, her attacker had her pinned against the counter. She strained against his weight. Her eye shot up, locking onto the face of the man who had tackled her.

She found herself face-to-face with a man—bloodied, wild-eyed, and panting heavily. His face was a mess. Blood dripped from his broken nose, and a deep gash cut across his forehead, still leaking blood down his face. His camouflage uniform was torn, streaked with dirt and gore. His breathing was ragged, his eyes wild with desperation, but as Vaggie stared at him, something flickered in her mind—something unsettlingly familiar.

She blinked, her breath hitching. For a moment, the present faded, replaced by flashes of the past. The man’s face—those features beneath the blood—dragged her back to the clamor of military drills, the dirt and sweat of long missions, a flash of tropical heat, and the sound of gunfire. She could see him standing beside her in formation—part of her unit. And this man… he’d been there, hadn’t he? A soldier she’d fought alongside. His name skittered on the edge of her mind, just out of reach.

Vaggie’s body tensed as the memories threatened to overwhelm her. His familiarity sent a wave of confusion crashing over her, but she forced herself to focus, to snap back to the present.

“Rodríguez,” the man rasped. His hand tightened around her wrist, pressing her harder against the counter, and his face twisted into a deranged grin. “I thought Adlon killed you off for good,” he snarled, his laughter low and menacing. “Guess she didn’t finish the job.”

The sound of that name—Adlon—was like a spark igniting old memories she had tried to bury. The image of this man, his face younger, laughing cruelly in the shadows of an alley. He was part of that group—part of the hazing that nearly cost her everything. They had left her there, bleeding and broken, thinking she’d never get up again.

But she did.

That familiar rage—the same fire that had fueled her survival all those years ago—roared back to life, burning away the shock. She was no longer frozen, confused.

Her muscles tensed, and she drove her knee upward into the man’s ribs, but his grip held firm. She needed to go lower. Her free leg shot down, slamming into the side of his knee with brutal force. There was a sickening crunch as his leg buckled, and he let out a pained grunt, collapsing just enough to loosen his hold.

Freed, Vaggie didn’t hesitate. She launched herself toward the knife that had fallen behind the overturned shelf. Every muscle burned as she sprinted, her mind racing—her pistol was useless now. One shot would bring the horde down on them, and she knew it.

Behind her, she could hear him scrambling to his feet, dragging himself after her despite the injury. He wasn’t giving up, his breath ragged and furious.

Just as her fingers closed around the handle of her knife, a weight crashed into her from behind again, sending her sprawling forward onto the broken glass-littered floor. She barely caught herself, the jagged pieces biting into her palms. She twisted, rolling onto her back just in time to see the man bearing down on her.

His bloodied face twisted with a sick mixture of rage and satisfaction as he lunged. Vaggie thrust the knife upward, but he knocked it aside, sending it skidding across the floor once more. His hand wrapped around her throat, squeezing hard enough to choke the air from her lungs. She clawed at his arm, but his grip was iron.

Desperate, Vaggie jabbed her thumb into the deep gash on his forehead. The man screamed, his grip slackening just enough for her to twist free. She slammed her elbow into his jaw, the impact jarring her entire arm. He staggered back, and Vaggie rolled to her feet.

Before he could fully recover, she moved in again, this time ducking under his wild swing and delivering a swift, brutal punch to his injured knee. He howled in pain, stumbling forward. Vaggie followed it up with a kick to his gut, sending him crashing into one of the shelves, the metal frame toppling over as he fell.

But still, he didn’t stop.

The man dragged himself back up, his body shaking with pain, but his eyes still burning with a feral rage. Blood trickled from the corner of his mouth, and he spat it out before charging at Vaggie again, his movements more desperate and erratic.

Vaggie braced herself as he closed the distance, his fists swinging wildly. She ducked under the first blow and felt the second graze her shoulder, the force behind it enough to sting. She twisted, using the momentum to drive her elbow into his ribs again, but he responded with a sharp punch to her side, knocking the wind out of her.

Gasping, Vaggie staggered back, trying to shake off the pain. The man lunged at her again, this time slamming his body into hers and driving her back against the counter once more. The impact sent a jolt of pain up her spine, but she gritted her teeth, refusing to let him see her falter.

He grabbed her by the throat again, squeezing hard. Vaggie clawed at his wrist, trying to break free, but the pressure blurred her vision. Desperation clawed at her chest, but she forced herself to stay calm, her mind racing for a solution.

Her free hand fumbled at her belt until her fingers closed around something solid—her utility knife. Without hesitation, she flicked it open and drove it into his arm. The man let out a guttural scream, and his grip faltered, blood dripping from the fresh wound.

Vaggie used the opportunity to twist free, gasping for air as she shoved him back. He stumbled, his balance thrown off by the injury. He wiped the blood from his arm with a snarl and came at her again, though his movements were slower now, his body starting to wear down.

She sidestepped him, pivoting with precision, and brought her fist down on the back of his neck, sending him crashing to the floor. He groaned, but even then, he was trying to push himself up again.

Vaggie wasn’t about to give him the chance.

Before he could regain his footing, she brought her boot down hard on his injured knee. The sickening crunch of bone and cartilage echoed. The man howled in agony, collapsing completely as his leg gave out beneath him. He clawed at the ground, his bloodied face twisted in pain and fury, but he couldn’t stand anymore.

Breathing heavily, Vaggie stood over him, and knife still clutched tightly in her hand. She could see the fight draining from him, the realization that he’d lost creeping into his eyes.

“Should’ve stayed dead,” he muttered, spitting blood on the floor.

Vaggie stood over the man, her chest heaving as she caught her breath. The utility knife in her hand felt heavier than ever, its small blade smeared with blood.

He was done—his body broken. She could see it in his eyes. This fight was over.

And yet, something dark simmered beneath her calm exterior, twisting her thoughts. The man lying before her wasn’t just a nameless attacker—he was a reminder. A ghost from her past. One of the people responsible for that night. The night they had left her for dead.

Her fingers flexed around the knife as her mind battled itself. Part of her wanted to show mercy. She could hear Charlie’s voice in her head, urging her to be better, to let go of her anger. Spare him. Be a better person. It was what Charlie would’ve done—leave him alive, broken but alive, to let him rot in the hellish world outside.

But then came the memories—the taste of blood in her mouth, the agony of being beaten senseless. And him. The man lying before her, holding a nailed plank, driving it into her back with brutal force, laughing as she crumpled to the ground. Her fingers twitched, her knuckles whitening around the blade and shards of glass digging into her palms.

She knelt beside him, gripping a fistful of his hair and yanking his head back, forcing him to look at her. He grunted in pain, his wild eyes flickering with both fear and defiance.

“Where’s the lieutenant?” Vaggie hissed, her voice low and icy. Her chest was tight with the weight of the question. She needed to know if she was still alive out there. She needed closure.

The man smirked, blood staining his teeth. “You think I’m giving you anything?” he sneered, his voice filled with bitter satisfaction. “Surprised you even made it this far, Rodríguez. Figured you’d be worm food by now like the little bitch you always were.”

Her grip tightened in his hair, the old rage boiling beneath the surface. She had survived, fought harder than anyone, and still… still, people like him spat in her face. The hate in his eyes, the twisted grin—it was like he was proud of what he’d done, of who he was.

She then noticed a weird gray armband he was wearing on his left arm. Huh.

Vaggie’s breath hitched. She could hear her heartbeat echoing in her ears, each thud louder, more insistent. Charlie’s voice grew fainter, the plea for mercy fading as something darker took over. Her mind screamed for revenge. The kind of revenge that no apology could undo, no words could heal.

Without another word, she stood up and dragged him by his collar across the filthy floor. He grunted, trying to fight back, but his strength was gone. Vaggie’s was not. She hauled him toward the counter, her mind blank except for the anger surging through her veins, drowning out everything else.

What the hell are you guys doing?!

She slammed him down on the other side of the counter, his head bouncing off the hard surface. He groaned, barely conscious now, but Vaggie didn’t stop. She gripped his hair again, forcing his face against the cold metal of the cash register.

I’m sorry, but… I’m going to report—wait, what the fuck—get your hands off of me!!

His breath came out in short, shallow gasps. Her grip tightened, her eye hardening as the sound of metal meeting flesh filled the air. The old register creaked under the weight, but Vaggie didn’t stop.

No! Stop!!

The first impact was followed by a dull thud, a grunt of pain escaping his lips, but she barely registered it. All she felt was the surge of anger that had festered for years. It roared up like a beast, untamed and insatiable, drowning out every other thought.

She slammed his face again. The sound was sharper this time, wetter. Her knuckles were white, trembling with the force she exerted, but she didn’t stop. His body went limp beneath her, but the satisfaction she thought she’d feel didn’t come. Instead, all she felt was the endless churn of rage, old wounds ripping open inside her as she kept going.

Each strike was harder than the last, each slam punctuated by the sound of flesh meeting metal. The old cash register creaked under the force, but it held firm. The man’s face, however, did not. Vaggie could hear bones cracking and blood splattering across the counter, but she didn’t care. Her vision blurred with tears—tears of frustration, of anger—and her breathing became ragged.

A guttural yell tore from her throat, louder with each strike. It was a primal scream of release, years of pain and trauma bubbling to the surface, all the rage she had kept buried, all the love she had tried to let heal her. None of it had worked. No matter how hard she tried, no matter how much Charlie loved her, the anger never really went away. The world had never stopped being cruel.

Her hands shook as she slammed his face down one last time, the sound of bone and metal reverberating through the small, filthy store. Silence followed, but it was thick, suffocating except for the faint moans of the undead outside. She stepped back, her breath coming in short, uneven bursts. Her hands were slick with blood, her chest heaving with exhaustion.

She stared down at what was left of him—his face nothing but a bloody pulp, barely recognizable. Her heart pounded in her chest, but her mind was numb. There was no satisfaction, no relief—only an empty, hollow silence.

Vaggie stepped back, her voice barely a whisper as she muttered, "Should’ve finished the job."

The weight of what she’d done pressed down on her like a vice, but she pushed it aside, forcing herself to move. She holstered her utility knife, then bent down to retrieve her Bowie knife from the floor.

Her hand closed around the hilt, and she just stood there for a moment, gripping it tightly. But she couldn’t rest yet. The zombies outside were still a threat, and Angel was out there. She needed to finish this.

With a final glance at the lifeless body at her feet, Vaggie pushed through the store’s front door, her chest still heaving as the rush of cold air hit her face. The world outside was eerily quiet, save for the low groans of the few remaining zombies shuffling around the crashed van. Her hands were slick with blood, her clothes stained from the fight inside, but none of that registered anymore. She wasn’t thinking—just moving.

Her grip tightened around the Bowie knife as she approached the first zombie. Without hesitation, she swung, the blade slicing clean through the decayed neck, sending the head tumbling to the ground with a dull thud. The body collapsed soon after, but Vaggie didn’t pause.

She was on to the next one. And the next.

Each kill was methodical and swift, but the usual focus that came with clearing out the dead was gone. Her movements were wild, angry, and reckless. She wasn’t being careful anymore. Why would she? What did it matter?

Another zombie lurched toward her, its arms outstretched, and Vaggie lunged forward, driving the knife into its skull with a wet crunch. The creature slumped to the ground, lifeless. The rest came just as easily—Angel had done his job thinning them out, so there weren’t many left.

But Vaggie kept going, her arms moving on autopilot, her body fueled by the leftover adrenaline and rage. She barely registered the danger anymore. She didn’t care if they got too close or if she missed a step. Her mind was still in that store, with that man, with the blood on her hands.

The last zombie fell to the ground with a heavy thud. Vaggie stood over the body, her knife still lodged in its skull. Her breath came out in ragged gasps, and for the first time, she felt her body tremble—not from fear, but from the sheer exhaustion that was now hitting her all at once. Her hand shook as she yanked the knife free, blood and gore dripping from the blade.

She staggered back a step, her vision blurring at the edges. The gas station was quiet now. She’d done it. But why did it still feel like nothing?

“Vags?”

Angel’s voice cut through the fog in her mind, startling her. She blinked, turning to see him stepping out from behind the van he’d used as cover. His eyes were wide, his expression somewhere between concern and confusion as he approached her cautiously.

“What the hell happened?” he asked, his voice softer now as he took in her disheveled appearance. His gaze dropped to her hands, still slick with blood—far too much blood for just the few zombies she’d killed.

Vaggie didn’t respond at first, her mind still catching up. She looked down at her hands, realizing for the first time just how bad they looked. The blood smeared across her skin in thick, dark streaks. It dripped from her fingers, pooling at her feet, and that’s when she saw them—the glass shards embedded deep into her palms. She hadn’t even noticed. Her mind tried to register the pain, but it was distant, numb like her body had shut down all feeling just to get through it.

She flexed her fingers slightly, watching as more blood oozed from the cuts, and it wasn’t all from the undead. The pain was supposed to ground her, to pull her back into reality, but it didn’t. Her thoughts were still stuck on what she’d done—on the man’s face, his taunts, the sickening sound of his skull caving in under her hands.

“Vaggie,” Angel said again, more urgently now. She felt his presence closer and saw his hand reach out toward her, but she stopped short and hesitated. “You… you okay?”

She blinked, finally meeting his gaze. The concern etched into his features, the confusion in his eyes, made her stomach twist. What could she say? That she’d lost it? That the rage had consumed her, hollowing her out until there was nothing left but this mess?

The words wouldn’t come. Her throat tightened, and for a moment, she thought she might break, might let the sobs out that had been clawing at her chest. But instead, there was just silence. Thick, suffocating silence.

Angel glanced down at her hands, taking in the blood and the glass. “Shit, man, you’re hurt,” he muttered, his voice softening. He reached out again, this time more carefully, as if afraid she’d shatter like the glass stuck in her palms.

But she didn’t move. She couldn’t. Her chest felt like it was in a vise, the weight of everything pressing down on her all at once. Angel stepped closer, his hand hovering just above hers, waiting for any sign of resistance. When none came, he gently wrapped his fingers around her wrist, guiding her toward the van. Vaggie moved mechanically, her body numb as if on autopilot. She didn’t fight him, didn’t say anything. Just a small nod, barely perceptible, was all she could manage.


“Let’s get you cleaned up,” Angel muttered, his voice softer now, a little more tender, as he led her to the side of the van. He opened the back door, rummaging through the supplies until he found an old, tattered first-aid kit. His hands worked quickly but carefully, pulling out gauze, disinfectant, and tweezers.

Vaggie sat on the dusty ground, leaning against the van, watching him. Her hands lay limp in her lap, blood slowly dripping onto the concrete below. The pain still hadn’t registered fully.

Angel knelt beside her, gently taking one of her hands into his. He turned it over, frowning at the glass shards embedded in her palm. She watched as he began working, pulling out the pieces of glass one by one, wincing every time the tweezers gripped another shard.

But she didn’t flinch. She just stared as if watching from somewhere far away.

Angel cleaned the cuts with disinfectant, dabbing away the blood with a grimace. “You’re a fucking mess,” he mumbled under his breath, though there was no judgment in his voice. Only concern.

Vaggie didn’t respond. She let him work in silence, feeling the sting of the alcohol but still not fully present.

When Angel finally finished wrapping her hands in gauze, he sat back, wiping his brow with the back of his hand. Vaggie glanced down at her bandaged hands, white and clean now.

Angel let out a long exhale, finally breaking the silence. “Place is cleared now. We can loot it without worrying about those bastards for a while,” he said, nodding toward the van.

Vaggie blinked as if waking from a long trance. Her bandaged hands still stung, but the pain was distant, like the rest of her thoughts. She hadn’t said a word since Angel started patching her up, but now, something stirred inside her, a flicker of focus returning.

“Yeah,” she murmured, her voice hoarse. “Let’s do it.”

Angel shot her a sideways glance, gauging her mood, but he didn’t press further. He stood up, offering her a hand. Vaggie hesitated momentarily before accepting it, pulling herself up from the ground. Her legs felt weak, but the movement helped her shake off some numbness.

Together, they started combing through the van. Inside, they found a decent number of supplies—mostly canned food, some medical kits, a few bottles of water, and a few gas cans. Angel opened a small compartment at the back, revealing a few weapons—mostly small arms, but nothing that stood out too much.

As Vaggie packed the supplies into a duffel bag, her gaze drifted to the side of the van. There, plastered in fading paint, was a symbol she didn’t recognize at first glance—something that resembled a cross but more intricate. It reminded her of something… though she couldn’t place it. Another one was painted on the rear bumper, which was smaller but still clear.

She frowned but shrugged it off. Symbols meant nothing out here. She wasn’t about to waste time worrying about it.

Angel, meanwhile, had set the two gas cans down by the pump. He fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a familiar plastic card—Vaggie’s credit card. He waved it at her with a smirk. “Hope you don’t mind. Lucky for us, the town still has some juice. Let’s fill ‘em up.”

Vaggie raised an eyebrow but didn’t argue. “Do what you have to,” she said, watching Angel insert the card and fill the cans.

Meanwhile, Vaggie set the supplies they’d gathered into the back of the van, stacking everything neatly to grab later. Once done, she made her way around to the front, where the lifeless body of the previous driver still occupied the driver’s seat.

The windshield was cracked, and the man’s face was slack, his eyes half-open—his body twisted awkwardly in the seat.

Vaggie’s eye narrowed as she noticed something on his arm. A gray armband, barely visible under his torn sleeve, with the same symbol plastered on the side of the van. Next to it was a private military insignia.

It wasn’t the first time she’d seen it—back at the convenience store, to the man whose blood still clung to her hands. She remembered now—he’d worn the same gray armband with the same intricate symbol and private insignia.

She stared at it for a long moment, the pieces coming together. The van, symbol, and insignia all made sense now.

Her gut tightened. It was a rank she knew all too well, back when things made more sense before the world had crumbled. Back when order still meant something. The rank was meaningless, just like the uniforms and symbols these people still clung to. It was the apocalypse—none of it mattered anymore. Still, the realization unsettled her. Whoever these people were, they’d kept some kind of military structure intact, at least enough to have privates like the ones she’d killed today.

A part of her wondered just how large this group was and what kind of resources they had. But in the end, it didn’t matter. These groups came and went. It was how things worked now. Nothing lasted for long.

Vaggie took a slow breath and stepped back from the van, walking away from the driver’s seat. She didn’t have time to dwell on this—not with everything else they had to worry about.

“You good?” Angel asked, glancing up at her.

“Yeah,” Vaggie muttered. “Just thinking.” She grabbed the duffel bag, slinging it over her shoulder. She then walked away from the back of the van. Her mind still buzzed with unease, but she pushed it down.

It didn’t matter. Not anymore.

Vaggie let out a slow breath and turned away from the body, heading back to Angel, who was just finishing up with the gas cans.

“Ready to go?” he asked, glancing up at her.

“Yeah,” she said, wiping her hands on her pants. “Let’s get out of here.”


Charlie jolted awake, her heart racing as the shrill sound of an alarm pierced through the silence of her apartment. The red emergency light from her bedside console flickered sporadically. No time to waste. She knew what that alarm meant—it was from the hospital. Something had gone very, very wrong.

Throwing off the covers, she scrambled to her feet, quickly dressing in the clothes she’d set out the night before. Her hands moved automatically—pulling on a pair of black slacks, slipping into a clean pink dress shirt, and lacing up her dress shoes with a speed that only came from years of muscle memory. The alarm continued to blare as she grabbed her coat.

Within minutes, she was out the door and into her car. The streets were quiet, the city still in the early morning hours, but that did nothing to ease the tension in her chest. She drove through the darkened roads, her fingers gripping the wheel tightly as the hospital came into view.

As she stepped into the hospital lobby, the alarm was still ringing, though it sounded distant here as she left it in the car. But what caught her attention wasn’t the scream, not the alarm. Faint and unfamiliar, it echoed from somewhere down the hall. The noise was brief, muffled behind a door, but it was enough to remind her that something had gone wrong tonight.

Charlie straightened up, hastily tugging on her white vest as she passed a row of abandoned wheelchairs and empty gurneys. Her name tag hung crookedly from the vest, and she adjusted it without slowing her pace. Cold and sterile hallways stretched out before her, the fluorescent lights flickering above her.

Her footsteps echoed loudly as she approached the nurses gathered by room 444. They were waiting for her, their faces tense, eyes darting nervously from one another.

One of the nurses, a woman in her forties with deep lines of exhaustion etched into her face, stepped forward as Charlie arrived. "Ms. Morningstar, it’s happening again."

Charlie’s breath hitched as the nurse’s words settled over her. It’s happening again. The weight of responsibility pressed hard on her chest, and she’d volunteered for it, thinking she could handle the patients—but this was different.

The nurses were no longer working. The dim hallway stretched behind her, reminding her that she was alone in this now.

She swallowed hard, her mouth dry, and forced herself to take a step forward. Then another. She could hear her breathing as she reached for the door handle, gripping it tightly before pushing it open.

The room was dark, save for the faint light from the flickering bulb above. It cast jagged shadows across the bed, where the patient lay tangled in the sheets. Vaggie’s face was slick with sweat, her body writhing violently as if she were fighting something. Her hands gripped the blanket, knuckles white, her breath coming in harsh, ragged gasps.

Charlie froze momentarily, watching Vaggie’s head jerked to the side, her lips parting in a silent scream. She thrashed, the bed creaking beneath her, her legs kicking out wildly as though trying to fend off something unseen. The sound of the sheets twisting, the labored breathing, the desperate movement was all too familiar.

Vaggie’s eye were squeezed shut, her brow furrowed in agony. Every few moments, she muttered something incoherent, her voice low and frantic, words spilling out like pieces of a nightmare she couldn’t escape.

Charlie’s heart clenched. She’d seen this before—people trapped in terror, where no one could reach them. Slowly, she stepped closer and closed the door behind her, her shoes making soft sounds against the floor, barely audible over Vaggie’s gasps.

She took a deep breath, steeling herself, knowing that waking her too suddenly might make it worse. But she had to do something. "Vaggie," she said softly, despite the nervous flutter in her chest. "It’s Charlie. You’re safe.”

Vaggie's body continued to jerk, the bed creaking with each thrash. Charlie could see the muscle tension in Vaggie's shoulders, the way her fists clenched and unclenched.

Charlie moved closer cautiously. She reached out, gently placing her hand on Vaggie’s shoulder, hoping the contact would draw her back.

“Vaggie,” she repeated, firmer this time, “focus on my voice. You’re not in that place anymore. You’re here with me.” She kept her tone warm and reassuring.

Vaggie’s movements faltered for a moment, her head turning slightly toward Charlie’s voice. A quiet whimper escaped her lips, but she still seemed trapped in her nightmare.

“Look at me, Vaggie,” Charlie urged softly, shifting closer to meet their eyes. “You’re safe. I’m right here. Remember? We talked about this.”

The mention of their past conversations seemed to resonate. Vaggie’s breathing began to steady slightly, though it was still rapid and shallow. Charlie watched, focused, as the frantic gaze shifted slightly.

“Take a deep breath with me,” Charlie instructed, demonstrating as she inhaled deeply, filling her lungs, and then exhaled slowly, letting the air out gradually. “In… and out. Just like that.”

Vaggie hesitated, her brow still furrowed, but slowly, she mirrored Charlie’s actions. With each inhale, she seemed to regain a fraction of control, and as she exhaled, some of the tension in her muscles began to ease.

“Good,” Charlie encouraged. “You’re doing great. Just keep breathing. You’re in the hospital room, and it’s just me. You’re safe.”

Charlie continued guiding her through the breathwork, watching Vaggie’s eye slowly flicker open, though the panic still lingered in her gaze.

“Charlie?” Vaggie’s voice was barely a whisper.

“Yes, it’s me,” Charlie replied, her heart swelling with relief. “You’re okay. You had a bad dream, but it’s over now.”

With one last deep breath, Vaggie finally seemed to return fully, her gaze settling on Charlie as reality washed over her. The frantic movements subsided, and she relaxed against the pillow, though her brow still glistened with sweat.

“Charlie,” Vaggie murmured again, her voice trembling. “I—I couldn’t wake up.”

“I know,” Charlie said softly, brushing a damp strand of hair away from Vaggie’s forehead. “But you’re safe now. I’m here.”


04:19 pm

Vaggie and Angel trudged back toward the dealership, the weight of the gas cans slowing their pace. They switched who carried them every few blocks, though Vaggie took on most of the burden. Angel grumbled about it, his usual sarcastic remarks punctuating the silence, but he didn’t complain too much, knowing better than to push Vaggie when she was in this kind of mood.

By the time they reached the dealership, the sun was starting to dip lower in the sky. The group that had stayed behind looked up as Vaggie and Angel approached, getting relieved.

"You're back," Husk called out from where he stood by the truck. "And you didn’t come empty-handed."

Angel dropped the gas can beside him with a grunt. “Oh, don’t worry, we got more than just fuel. Found some supplies, too.”

Vaggie set her gas can down, rolling her shoulders to ease the tension from carrying the heavy load. Everyone gathered around as they unpacked the duffel bags, inspecting the canned food, medical kits, and water bottles with grateful eyes. Husk took the gas cans and passed them to the others, who immediately started fueling the truck.

Pentious was already busy attaching the newly charged battery to the truck’s engine. Charlie and Vaggie made their way to the back of the truck, where they began loading the supplies they’d scavenged. The others, eager to get moving, are preparing for the journey ahead.

As they packed, Charlie glanced over at Vaggie, her brow furrowing. “Wait... what happened to your hands?”

Vaggie glanced down as if noticing the bandages for the first time. Dried blood had seeped through the gauze in several places, and the earlier deep cuts now crusted over with dirt from their trek back.

“It’s nothing,” Vaggie said, waving it off. “I’m fine.”

But Charlie wasn’t having it. “Nothing? Your hands are covered in blood, baby.” She stopped what she was doing and reached out, gently taking Vaggie’s wrists to inspect the bandages more closely. “Let me check them.”

Vaggie sighed, knowing there was no point in arguing. Charlie’s concern was evident, and there was no change once she’d made up her mind. “I told you, I’m fine. They’ll heal on their own.”

Charlie gave her a pointed look, her grip firm but not forceful. “Maybe. But you’re not doing yourself any favors by letting them get worse. Let me take care of it.”

There was a beat of silence before Vaggie relented, the tension in her shoulders loosening just a little. “Alright, fine. But don’t make a big deal out of it.”

Charlie offered a soft smile, pulling out a fresh roll of gauze and disinfectant from one of the bags they’d packed. “I won’t. But I’m not letting you go untreated either.”

As Vaggie sat on the back of the truck, Charlie knelt beside her, carefully unwrapping the dirty bandages. The cuts were deep, small shards of glass still visible in a few places that Angel couldn’t pull off earlier. Charlie winced as she saw the damage but said nothing, focusing entirely on helping Vaggie.

“You should’ve told me earlier,” Charlie muttered as she dabbed the wounds with disinfectant from the packed bag, cleaning away the grime. “You don’t have to hide this from me, you know.”

Vaggie laughed quietly, though there was little humor in it. “Old habits, I guess.”

Charlie didn’t respond immediately, but she glanced up, her eyes soft. “You don’t have to do everything by yourself anymore.”

For a moment, Vaggie just watched Charlie using the tweezer to pull out the rest of the shards and stitch up the wounds. Maybe there was some truth to that. She didn’t have to carry everything alone. And in that moment, as Charlie wrapped the fresh bandages around her hands, Vaggie realized how comforting this was.

“Thanks,” she said quietly.

Charlie smiled, securing the last of the bandages. “You’re welcome.” She gave Vaggie’s hand a soft kiss before standing up and returning to packing the supplies. “Come on, let’s finish up.”

As Charlie stood up and went back to packing, Vaggie couldn’t help but smirk a little, watching how Charlie moved with excitement in her eyes. She had been like this for the past few hours, ever since they talked about reaching her old residence—hopeful, almost giddy, like a kid waiting for a long-promised trip.

“You know,” Vaggie said casually as she hefted another duffel bag into the truck bed, “you’re starting to look more excited about this truck ride than anything else. Is there something you’re not telling me?”

Charlie paused, blinking as she turned toward Vaggie, a faint blush creeping up her neck. “What? I’m not—” She laughed nervously. “I mean… it’s not the truck. I’m just… I guess I’m excited to see my dad. It’s been months.”

Vaggie raised an eyebrow, her smirk deepening. “Yeah? I figured as much.” She leaned against the side of the truck, crossing her arms as she watched Charlie try to maintain her composure. “You’ve been… pretty quiet about him lately. You miss him, huh?”

Charlie’s smile softened, and she nodded. “I do. A lot.” She glanced away, her voice quieter now. “I just… I want to know if he’s okay. I’ve been worried and with everything going on…” She trailed off, her hands lingering on one of the duffel bags.

Vaggie’s expression softened too. “I get it. Family’s important, especially now.” She gently brushed her newly bandaged hand against Charlie’s arm. “We’ll get there. And we’ll make sure he’s alright.”

Charlie looked back at her, gratefulness shining in her eyes. “Yeah. Thanks, hun.”

Vaggie gave a small nod, her gaze drifting down to her hands. The fresh bandages were wrapped neatly around the cuts, her fingers no longer stinging with each movement. Things were falling into place for the first time in what felt like forever. The truck was fueled up, the supplies were packed, and they had a clear destination—maybe, just maybe, they could finally catch a break.

As Vaggie flexed her fingers, testing the tightness of the bandages, she shot Charlie another look. “Let’s just hope your dad’s ready for your big, excited reunion,” she teased lightly, her smile returning.

Charlie chuckled. “Yeah… I hope so too.”


Pentious wiped his brow as he stepped away from the front of the truck, a satisfied grin on his face. “Alright, folks, she’s good to go. Everything’s been double-checked, and the fuel’s all filled up.”

Angel shot forward before anyone else could react, practically bouncing on his feet. “Dibs! I’m starting her up!” Without waiting for approval, he climbed into the driver’s seat, rubbing his hands together in anticipation.

With a turn of the key, the engine roared to life, sputtering for a second before settling into a smooth purr. Angel leaned back in the seat with a smug smile, raising his arms triumphantly. “Hell yeah! Told you I’d get us a ride!”

The group breathed a sigh of relief, and a few scattered cheers broke out. Husk clapped Pentious on the back. “Good work, man. We’d still be hoofin’ it if it wasn’t for you.”

Pentious gave a modest shrug, but his grin widened. “Just doing my part.”

As the others started to pile into the truck, Alastor stepped forward, his usual grin plastered. “Now, now, let’s not get too carried away, Angel,” he said smoothly. “I believe Charlie should be the one to drive. After all, she’s the one with the directions to this supposed safehouse.”

Angel’s smile dropped instantly, his eyes narrowing. “Whoa, hold up. Charlie and I made a deal over a month ago. I get dibs on driving the first working car we find.” He shot a glance at Charlie. “You gonna back me up here, sweetheart?”

Charlie looked between them, biting her lip. She knew Angel had been looking forward to this moment, and she wasn’t about to break her word. “He’s right. We did make a deal,” she said, shrugging apologetically at Alastor. “Angel drives. I’ll be on the passenger side to navigate.”

Alastor’s grin didn’t falter, and he gave a mock bow, stepping back from the driver’s side. “Fair enough,” he said smoothly, already moving toward the backseat. “By all means, follow through on your little arrangement. I’ll be keeping an eye out from back here.”

Angel shot Alastor a victorious grin before giving Charlie a wink. “Thanks, babe. Knew you wouldn’t let me down.”

Charlie rolled her eyes but smiled, hopping into the passenger seat as Angel scooted over. She started scanning the map on her phone, mentally plotting their route. “Just make sure you don’t get us lost,” she teased.

“Pfft, with you guiding me? We’re golden,” Angel replied confidently, tapping the steering wheel.

Husk made his way toward the back of the truck, glancing at it. “I’ll sit back here. Someone’s gotta keep an eye on things outside.” Niffty followed behind him, offering to help as she climbed beside him.

Once everyone was settled and the truck was packed, Charlie momentarily slid out of the passenger seat. She jogged over to the dealership entrance, pulling the large metal door open with a creak, giving them a path to drive out. The fading sunlight streamed into the dimly lit space, casting long shadows across the ground.

Charlie hopped back into the passenger seat, shutting the door beside her. “Alright…” she said, giving him a quick nod. “Let’s get this show on the road.”

With a grin, Angel revved the engine again, shifting into gear as the truck slowly rolled forward, out of the dealership and into the open street. The truck rumbled smoothly down the road, the rhythmic hum of the engine steady as Angel maneuvered them onto the Sunrise Highway. For once, luck seemed to be on their side—the highway was clear, a welcome contrast to the congested, ruined streets they’d been used to navigating on foot. Angel smirked as he glanced out at the open road, enjoying the rare peace of it all.

Behind them, the rest of the group had settled in, exhaustion finally catching up after the long days and nights of work and stress. Pentious was the first to give in, his head slumping against the side window, soft snores escaping him. Alastor was leaning back in his seat, eyes closed but still, as if only pretending to rest. Husk had taken the back of the truck with Niffty, both lulled.

In the front, Charlie glanced at Angel, who tapped the steering wheel absentmindedly, clearly feeling at ease. She pulled out her phone from lying by the cup holder and connected it to the truck’s AUX. A familiar tune began to play, the soft melody filling the truck’s interior. It wasn’t long before the stirring guitar and slow setting the mood for the ride.

As the song played, Charlie’s gaze wandered to the rearview mirror, catching Vaggie’s eye from where she sat in the backseat. Their eyes met, and the world outside seemed to fade for a moment. It was just the two of them, wrapped in the music and the rare calm surrounding them.

Without thinking, Charlie reached out her hand, extending it toward the space between the front seats. Her arm barely twisted, her fingers feeling for something familiar. She didn’t have to wait long. Vaggie’s hand, bandaged but warm, wrapped around hers. The contact was steady and grounding.

Charlie’s heart swelled as she gave Vaggie’s hand a soft squeeze. Even through the bandages, the warmth of her touch was enough to soothe the constant knot of worry that had been sitting in her chest for days. She felt Vaggie squeeze back, and that simple gesture was all Charlie needed.

A small smile tugged at her lips as she leaned back against the seat, her head resting against the window as the song reached its chorus.

I wanna know what love is…

I want you to show me…

I wanna feel what love is…

I know you can show me…

Notes:

the song at the end is "I Want To Know What Love Is" by Foreigner

FINALLY THEY HAVE A WORKING CAR FOR FAST TRAVEL (thanks Pentious!) now onto meet Dad :D (would they tho?)

also, this chapter requires a shit ton of research abt PTSD and how the US military works... i hope i did justice here and let me know if there are some bullshit inaccuracies to fix em asap

ps; Charlie is our girlfriend of the year

update: i just find out marines are not allowed wear their dress blues off base...... well fuck it this is all just in a stupid fanfic anyway

Chapter 14: Tell It To Them

Summary:

On their way to the Morningstars’ Residence, Charlie still hopes to find her father.

Notes:

finally updated the fic's summary to fit the overall premise of this fic. nonetheless, enjoy this less than 7k word chapter before getting bombarded w overwhelming 10k+ word future chapters lol

Chapter Text

09:49 pm

"Hey, Dad…”

Her voice came out softer than she expected. Clearing her throat, she tried again. "It’s Charlie. I know it's been a while, but, uh, things have been... well, things have been crazy."

She paused, glancing out the window at the group outside, grunting and shuffling as they worked to clear the highway. Vaggie, Alastor, and Pentious (he looks like he doesn't do much, but he’s trying his best) pushed at a rusted, long-abandoned car blocking their way. "We’re… on the road. Found a truck that works, so that’s something… We’re heading toward our house, hoping that I’ll be able to meet you, and maybe that place would be more secure than back in Manhattan…”

Charlie trails off as she watches Vaggie press her shoulder against the car, giving it everything she has. “Well, I still did my best to stay optimistic, so I’m trying. Really trying."

Her voice wavered slightly, and she gripped the phone much harder than expected. She squeezed her eyes shut briefly, pushing the lump in her throat back down. "I’ve been… thinking about you a lot lately. About what you’d say if you were here. I... I wonder if you’d be proud of me. Or if you'd be mad about all the things I’ve had to do just to survive in this fucked up place."

She let out a breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding. "I’m trying to take care of everyone, you know? Vaggie, Angel... even Alastor. God, I can’t wait for you to meet them later—but anyway… I still remember you and Mom encouraged me to help others, no matter what. To be kind, to stay hopeful. It’s… hard sometimes, though. So fucking hard these days. I wish you were here to tell me I’m doing the right thing."

"I… I miss you, Dad. I think I’ll always miss you," she whispered, blinking back tears that threatened to spill. "But I’m going to keep going. I’ll keep fighting. For you. For everyone."

The car outside finally gave way, the rusted metal groaning as the others successfully pushed it out of the road. Vaggie placed her hands on her hips as Alastor said something that provoked her with a frown while Pentious leaned on the car while heaving heavily.

Charlie momentarily ended the voicemail, staring at her phone before hitting ‘send.’ It was out of her hands now.

With a deep breath, she wiped at her eyes and pushed the door open, stepping out into the cool evening air. As she approached the group, Vaggie smiled, her cheeks flushed from the effort. Charlie returned it, her heart feeling a little lighter.

"All clear," Vaggie said, catching her breath. "We’re good to go."

"Yeah," Charlie said softly as she glanced at the open road ahead. She was still lost in thought when Husk's gruff voice pulled her back to reality.

"So, how far are we from this safe house?" Husk asked, crossing his arms as he leaned against the side of the truck.

Charlie blinked, momentarily caught off guard, before quickly pulling out her phone. "Oh, right, let me check." She unlocked her phone and opened her map app, her finger tracing the route they had been following. A small red marker blinked, indicating their destination. "Looks like we’ve got about ten miles left," she said, squinting at the screen.

Angel, who was about to hop back into the driver’s seat, froze. "Ten miles? That’s nothing! I can get us there in no time." He flashed a cocky grin, one foot already inside the truck.

Before he could climb in, Husk stepped forward and stopped him with a hand on his shoulder. "Whoa, slow down there. Look, I get it, you’re eager, but driving through the night ain’t smart. We’ve already had one close call," Husk said, gesturing to the recently cleared wreckage behind them. "Who knows what else we’ll run into if we keep pushing our luck."

Angel’s grin faded into a scowl. "You kidding me? We’re so close!"

Still holding her phone, Charlie glanced at Husk and then at Angel. She could see both sides, but Husk had a point. "He’s right, Angel," she said gently. "It’s risky. And… we don’t know what’s waiting for us up ahead in the dark like this."

Angel groaned but didn’t argue further. "Fine, fine. Guess we’ll play it safe."

Charlie gave Angel a small smile as she patted his arm. "Just drive a little farther and park us somewhere safe. We’ll pick it up tomorrow."

"Yeah, yeah," Angel muttered as everyone hopped back in the truck. He slid back into the driver’s seat, revving the engine before slowly driving the truck down the road for a few more minutes. They eventually found a small clearing by the side of the highway, partially hidden by trees, where Angel pulled over and shut off the truck.

The engine went quiet, leaving only the soft rustle of the evening breeze. Everyone climbed out of the truck, stretching their sore muscles. Husk and Niffty wasted no time getting to work. They pulled out two small tents they had looted earlier on their trip and set them up at the back of the truck.

"Better than sleeping in that cramped cab," Husk muttered as he set up the tent. Angel joined him, peering into the small space before nodding in agreement.

"No way I’m squeezing back in there," Angel said, tossing his jacket into the tent. "I'll crash here."

Vaggie, meanwhile, had climbed into the driver’s seat, pulling her jacket over her like a makeshift blanket. She shot Charlie a look, and Charlie gave her a knowing nod. Vaggie preferred being upfront—mostly being close to Charlie, if ever.

Alastor and Pentious had already claimed the backseat, each finding their spot. Pentious stretched out as much as he could, clearly exhausted, while Alastor leaned back, his eyes closed but still wearing that grin.

Still seated in the passenger seat, Charlie sighed as she glanced around at her friends. Despite everything they had been through, a quiet calm settled over the group. She shifted in her seat and leaned against the window.

As the night deepened, she closed her eyes, letting the soft murmur of the wind from the slightly opened window lull her into sleep.


07:23 am

The soft glow of dawn filtered through the truck's windows as Charlie stirred in the passenger seat. She opened her eyes to find the world outside bathed in a gentle morning light, the air crisp and cool. The others, who had slept outside, were already up and about, quietly packing away the tents they had used.

Husk rolled up his tent while Niffty, always quick and cheerful, finished packing her belongings and stretched her arms.

Charlie sat up, rubbing the sleep from her eyes as Vaggie, who had slept in the driver’s seat all night, climbed out of the truck to stretch. She looked well-rested, though a bit stiff from sleeping in the cab. "I’ll take the wheel today," Vaggie said, rolling her shoulders and cracking her neck. “Angel, you can ride in the back this time."

Angel snorted but nodded, clearly not upset about giving up his spot. "Fine by me."

Vaggie then took her place behind the wheel. Angel hopped into the backseat, squeezing in beside Husk, who had already settled himself comfortably. Niffty, small as she was, found herself sandwiched between Alastor and Pentious, though she didn’t seem to mind. Alastor nodded politely as she climbed in. Pentious glanced around awkwardly, clearly still waking up.

With everyone settled, Vaggie started the engine, and the truck rumbled to life. The clear, open highway stretched ahead, with the occasional car scattered along the way. The road felt quieter in the morning; the only sounds were the engine's hum and the faint rustling of wind through the trees.

The journey went smoothly this time. Unlike the obstacles of the previous night, the abandoned cars they encountered were quickly cleared. Vaggie maneuvered the truck carefully, occasionally stopping so that Charlie or Angel could hop out and help move the smaller vehicles blocking their path. With teamwork and the fresh energy that came with morning, they cleared the way without too much trouble.

The sun continued to rise, casting long shadows across the asphalt as they made steady progress. Now and then, Husk or Angel would mumble something to each other from the back, but for the most part, the group rode in companionable silence, each focused on the road ahead.

Charlie leaned her head against the window, watching the scenery blur by. It was peaceful in a way that felt almost unnatural. She then glanced at her wristwatch, noting the time. Two hours had passed since they’d started moving again, and though traveling ten miles shouldn’t have taken that long, the frequent stops to clear obstacles explained the delay. It wasn’t ideal, but they were making progress nonetheless.

As they continued down the highway, Charlie noticed the landscape beginning to change. The houses they passed by were getting larger and more elaborate, and tall iron gates marked the entrances to sprawling estates. She knew this area well, even though it had been over a year since she'd last visited.

Here we are… she thought, Hamptons.

A pang of nostalgia hit her as she stared at the familiar scenery. The towering mansions seemed to mock the group’s current state of disarray. The contrast between this world of wealth and her current reality was almost jarring. She used to visit these homes with her family, where they would spend summers hosting extravagant gatherings. Now, those homes felt like ghosts she wasn’t sure she belonged to anymore.

Just as her thoughts drifted further down memory lane, she heard a loud knock coming from behind. Startled, she twisted around to see Angel knocking insistently on the back window of the truck’s cab. His expression was one of growing discomfort.

Pentious leaned over and slid the small rear window open, letting Angel speak to Charlie directly.

“Hey, Charlie!” Angel’s voice came through. “Where the hell are we? This place gives me serious rich-people vibes, and I’m not feeling it.”

Charlie blinked at his bluntness, though she understood where he came from. The lavish estates around them probably did seem out of place in the post-apocalyptic world they were now living in. "We’re in the Hamptons," she explained with a tone that is something more bittersweet. "This is… where I grew up."

Angel blinked, his eyes narrowing in suspicion as he glanced around at the opulent surroundings. "This? You grew up here?" He let out a low whistle, shaking his head. "No offense, but this place is fancy as hell. No wonder I’m getting the ‘I don’t belong here’ vibes.”

Charlie chuckled softly. "Yeah, it’s a bit much, I know. But trust me, it’s not like it used to be. Most of these houses are probably empty now… just like everything else."

Angel huffed, still looking uneasy as he leaned back. “You’re right about that,” he muttered. “I was half expecting this place to be crawling with zombies, but it’s just… empty. Too empty.”

He peered out the back window, eyeing the massive homes that lined the road. “Guess all the rich folks got out of here easy, huh?”

Husk, quietly listening from his spot, let out a bitter chuckle. “Yeah, they probably had private helicopters or some fancy underground bunkers,” he said, nodding toward one of the gated mansions. “And look at this—luxury ass cars just sitting there, abandoned. It’s like they didn’t even need ‘em.”

Charlie glanced out at one of the driveways, where a sleek black sports car sat behind an ornate iron gate, its tires collecting dust. The sight stirred something complicated in her—resentment mixed with guilt. Hell, she used to be one of those people.

“Yeah,” she sighed. “They probably didn’t even look back.”

Husk grunted in agreement. “Figures.”

Angel sighed, rubbing the back of his neck as he glanced around again. “Well, at least we don’t have to worry about running into anyone here… except maybe some overgrown lawns.”


As the truck rumbled down the road, the houses grew even more elaborate, each sitting behind iron gates designed to keep trespassers out. Charlie’s heart began to beat a little faster as they neared a road she knew all too well.

Vaggie slowed the truck as they approached the turn. Charlie leaned forward, eyes fixed on the looming gate in the distance. Draped in ivy and flanked by stone pillars, it guarded the entrance to a massive estate with apple insignias. The red-bricked mansion behind it was barely visible from the overgrown front lawn. Grass and weeds had overtaken the once-pristine driveway, making it look wild and abandoned. Yet, despite the disrepair, the place still held an imposing presence.

Vaggie pulled the truck to a stop directly in front of the gate, her eyebrows furrowing as she glanced at Charlie. “This it?” she asked.

Charlie nodded. “Yeah. This is the place.”

Angel leaned forward, craning his neck to get a better look. His eyes widened as he took in the mansion and the sprawling grounds behind the gate. “Wait, this is the safehouse you’ve been talking about?” he asked, disbelief clear in his voice.

Charlie turned toward him and nodded again. “It is.”

Angel let out a low whistle. “Looks more like a fortress than a safe house. Fancy as hell, though.” He leaned back against the seat, eyes still fixed on the gate. “So, uh… how exactly are we getting in? That gate doesn’t look like it’s got hinges or anything. What are we supposed to do, scale it?”

Charlie shook her head and pushed the door open, stepping out of the truck. “There’s another way,” she said, walking toward the small shed near the gate where the guard used to sit. It was now covered in dust and overgrown with vines, the glass window cracked, and the door slightly ajar.

Charlie peered inside, half-expecting to see a corpse who once guarded the estate. But the shed was empty, long abandoned. She stepped closer to the wall and looked at the scanner built into the structure. To her surprise, the small screen still flickered with a faint glow, powered by some hidden generator, or the state’s power grid was still active.

She yelped as a crisp yet eerie automated voice chimed from the speaker. “Welcome to the Morningstar Residences,” it said. “Please scan your hand and eye for identification.”

Charlie hesitated momentarily as she glanced back at the group still waiting in the truck. Everyone except Vaggie and Husk was still in the dark about who she was—who she used to be. Using the scanner would change that.

She swallowed hard and sighed, the tension coiling in her chest. With a resigned shake of her head, she wiped the dusty surface of the scanner with the sleeve of her dress shirt. The fabric was smeared with dirt, but the panel beneath was clean enough to use.

Without giving herself time to hesitate further, Charlie pressed her palm to the scanner. The glass felt cool against her skin. She leaned down, bringing her eye level with the machine’s sensor. A thin red light swept across her iris, the scanner whirring faintly as it processed her data.

After a tense pause, the automated voice returned, warmer and more personal. “Welcome back, Charlotte Morningstar,” it said, the name ringing loud enough for everyone to hear. “It has been 551 days since your last visit.

Charlie froze as the automated voice continued, "You have 1,032 unread emails. Would you like to open them now?"

Her eyes widened in panic. “No,” she muttered, pressing the scanner again to decline. But the voice persisted, “Are you sure you do not want to review your messages, Charlotte? Some may be urgent.”

“No!” she said louder this time, frantically jabbing the panel. “Decline! Close! Whatever!”

The scanner beeped, finally accepting her command, but not without one final prompt: “Would you like to schedule a reminder for later?”

“No, no, no!” Charlie groaned, slamming her palm down on the scanner. Finally, with a mechanical hum, the iron gates began to slide open, ivy rustling as they revealed the overgrown driveway beyond.

Charlie released a shaky breath and returned to the group, her face flushed from the exchange. She raised her arms in a gesture that was somewhere between awkward and apologetic, forcing a nervous smile.

“Well… welcome to my family home.”

Angel blinked, clearly amused by her discomfort. "Damn, Charlie. Over a thousand fucking emails? They sure didn't let go of you easily, huh?"

Husk just shook his head with a dry laugh. "Rich people's problems," he muttered under his breath.

Charlie sighed, stuffing her hands into her pockets as they passed through. "Yeah… home sweet home.”

She then climbed back into the passenger seat, her hands still stuffed into her pockets as she avoided eye contact with the others. Vaggie shot her a worried glance before starting the truck again, guiding it down the long, overgrown driveway. The red-bricked mansion loomed larger as they approached, and for a moment, there was a tense silence in the truck.

It didn’t last long.

“So,” Angel started, leaning forward from the back, “Charlotte Morningstar, huh?” His voice was laced with curiosity, but there was an edge to it that made Charlie wince. “So you’re like… a daughter of the big dick Morningstar himself?”

Charlie felt a sinking feeling in her stomach. She’d been dreading this. The questions. The assumptions. “Yeah,” she said quietly, her gaze fixed on the windshield. “I guess I am.”

Angel wasn’t letting it go that easily. “So, is that why we’re here?” He gestured toward the mansion ahead. “To see your family?”

Charlie swallowed hard, her heart pounding in her chest. She’d been thinking about this the whole ride back. "Yeah," she admitted after a moment. "I want to see if my dad’s okay."

There was a beat of silence, and then Husk, who had been unusually quiet, let out a low chuckle. “Knew it,” he muttered, leaning back against his seat.

Angel turned to him, eyebrows raised. “Wait, you knew? And you didn’t bother telling us?”

Husk shrugged, utterly nonchalant. “Figured it out a while back. Thought it didn’t matter, so why bother?”

Angel looked baffled. “You’re telling me you knew Charlie was a freaking rich bitch this whole time, and you just… kept that to yourself?”

Husk met his gaze with a lazy smirk. “Exactly. Not my business. Plus, look how much fun we’re having now.”

Angel groaned, throwing his hands up in frustration. “You’re unbelievable.”

Vaggie’s grip on the steering wheel tightened as she glanced into the rearview mirror. “Drop it, Angel,” she said, her tone sharper than usual.

Angel blinked, his mouth half-open as if he was about to launch into another barrage of questions. “Wait a minute,” he said, narrowing his eyes. “You knew, too? Since when?”

Vaggie sighed, her voice losing its edge as she glanced at Charlie. “Of fucking course, I knew. Charlie and I have been together for more than three years. You think that wouldn’t come up?”

Angel leaned back, throwing his hands up in disbelief. “Okay, so everyone knew except me? I mean, what else am I missing here?”

“None of this should fucking matter,” Vaggie cut in. “Not now. Everyone’s past, what we did before this bullshit, who we were—it doesn’t change anything anymore.”

Angel was silent, looking between Vaggie and Charlie, before muttering, “I guess you’ve got a point. But still… rich kid, fancy mansion, family with a shit ton of connections—that’s a hell of a secret.”

Charlie pressed her palms against her thighs, trying to calm herself. “I didn’t mean it to be a secret,” she said quietly. “I just… didn’t want it to define me here.”

Vaggie reached over, briefly resting her hand on Charlie’s knee before returning it to the wheel. “It doesn’t define you, Charlie. Not to us.” Her voice was firm, but Charlie could feel a softness in her gaze, even without looking at her.

Angel leaned forward again to speak through the back window. “So, what’s the deal with your old man? You think he’s still holed up there, living the high life?”

Charlie shrugged. “I… don’t know, honestly.” Her voice softened. “Look, me and him aren’t that close, and I have no idea what he’s been up to… I just want to make sure he’s okay.”

The truck rumbled up to the front of the mansion, and Vaggie stopped it.

Angel glanced at the mansion, then back at Charlie. “Sooooo, what now? You gonna knock on the door and say, ‘Hi, Dad, it’s been a while’?”

Charlie felt her stomach twitching, but she forced herself to nod. “Yeah. I guess I am.”

Vaggie turned off the engine and gave Charlie a steady look. “We’re with you.”

“Thanks.” She took a deep breath, opened the door, and entered the overgrown driveway.

Charlie took a deep breath as she stepped out of the truck and looked up at the mansion looming ahead. Usually, by now, someone would have come to the door. The gate opened, and the truck rumbling up the driveway was loud enough that her dad or one of the housekeepers should’ve noticed. Her father’s security was always on high alert, but now, there was nothing—just silence.

She shook off the uneasy thoughts and approached the massive front door. Vaggie and the others trailed behind her, but Charlie could barely feel their presence. Her mind was focused solely on what she might find—or not find—inside.

Knocking on the door, she called out, her voice uncertain. “Dad? It’s me. Charlie.” She hesitated, then added, “I, uh, brought some guests. I promise they’re cool. We’ve been together for over a month, and, well, they’ve saved my ass more than a few times.”

She glanced over her shoulder at the group, then added more awkwardly, “Except, uh, Pentious. We’ve only known him for a week, but he’s cool too. And Vaggie’s been with me for quite some time. She’s my girlfriend. Sorry, I didn’t introduce her sooner.”

Her voice faded into the silence that pressed in from all sides. There was no response. There was no movement inside. Her heart thudded in her chest, a growing dread creeping in. She knocked again, more forcefully this time, then called out louder. “Dad! It’s me!”

Still nothing.

Charlie knelt, her hands shaking slightly as she lifted the welcome mat and felt underneath. Her fingers brushed against the cool metal of the spare key. She let out a breath. She didn’t realize she was holding it, so she pulled it out and fitted it into the lock.

The front door creaked open, revealing a dark, dusty interior. The air smelled stale, and there were no signs of recent activity. Ignoring the heavy feeling sinking into her stomach, Charlie stepped inside, and her voice echoed through the interior.

“Dad? I’m home. Are you here?” She quickly crossed the foyer, her eyes darting around, but everything was eerily still. She didn’t bother looking at the dust-covered furniture or the half-drawn curtains. Her focus was singular. “Dad, where are you?”

Her footsteps echoed on the wooden floors as she moved deeper into the house, her pace quickening. She threw open doors, her voice growing more frantic with each call. “Dad! Please, say something!”

Charlie moved quickly from room to room, her voice growing more desperate with each step. "Dad? Anyone?" Her words echoed back at her.

She checked the living room, the dining area, and the kitchen, hoping to find a sign of life—anything. But every room was empty, untouched for what felt like months. She even called out for the housekeepers, their names slipping from her lips in a last-ditch effort, but there was no response. There were no footsteps, no faint shuffling in the background, just emptiness.

Panic prickled at her skin, but she forced herself to keep moving. When she reached the foot of the grand staircase, she turned and looked back at the others. Vaggie stood by the door, worry etched across her face.

"Charlie, wait—" Vaggie called.

But Charlie barely heard her. Her pulse roared in her ears, and she bolted up the stairs, two at a time, without responding. Her hand skimmed the railing as she sprinted toward her father’s bedroom, ignoring the others trailing behind her. He’ll be there, she told herself. He has to be.

She burst into the bedroom, opening the door more forcefully than necessary. But it, too, was empty. The bed was made untouched, and the room was eerily pristine, as though no one had set foot in it.

“No… no, no, no…” she whispered, backing away before turning sharply toward the hallway. Her father’s office. That was always where he spent his time, buried in work, focused on something more important than her. It was where he’d always be, hunched over the desk, too preoccupied to notice her. He had to be there.

Charlie pushed forward, her breath coming in sharp bursts as she sprinted down the hallway. When she reached the large double doors of the office, she didn’t hesitate. She slammed them open, the sound echoing through the house.

Empty.

The room was as dusty and abandoned as the rest of the house, her father’s desk sitting untouched, papers scattered, but no sign of him.

Charlie’s heart sank, a cold weight settling in her stomach. The realization hit her like a punch—her dad wasn’t there. No one was. Only her and the group are in her family home.

The overwhelming emotions she’d been holding back surged all at once. Without thinking, she grabbed the wooden chair by the desk and, with a guttural scream, hurled it across the room. It crashed into the wall with a sickening thud, splintering on impact. Charlie didn’t bother looking at the damage. It didn’t matter.

She stormed to the balcony, shoving the doors open with a force that rattled the glass in its frame. The cool air hit her face as she stepped outside, her chest heaving with each breath. She gripped the railing tightly, leaning forward until her head rested against her arms.

The world seemed to stand still for a moment, the silence around her more deafening than ever. She squeezed her eyes shut, her knuckles white as she gripped the iron bars.

Meanwhile, the group stood in the doorway, watching Charlie in stunned silence. Her outburst had shocked all of them, but seeing her now—broken, vulnerable—hit even harder. Angel shifted uncomfortably, glancing between the others, unsure what to say. Husk remained quiet, arms crossed, observing the scene with an unreadable expression.

"She's been through a lot," Pentious murmured, his voice barely audible. "Losing her dad might just be too much for her."

Angel sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "Yeah, but what do we do? We can’t just stand here and watch her fall apart."

Vaggie narrowed her eye at the group, her mind racing. She hated seeing Charlie like this, but more than that, she hated feeling powerless. The silence stretched as they whispered amongst themselves, all eyes occasionally darting back to the blonde leaning over the balcony railing.

Vaggie’s jaw tightened. "I’ll talk to her," she said firmly, stepping forward before anyone could object. She knew Charlie better than anyone. If anyone could get through to her, it had to be her.

Slowly, cautiously, Vaggie approached the balcony. The wooden floor creaked beneath her feet, but Charlie didn’t react. Her shoulders were hunched, her face buried in her arms, and it was as if she could shut out the world that way. Vaggie could see the tension in every line of her body.

"Charlie," Vaggie called softly, her voice barely above a whisper. She stopped just a few feet behind her, careful not to startle her. "Hey, it's me."

For a moment, Charlie didn’t respond. Her chest heaved as she took in shaky breaths, her grip on the railing tightening. Vaggie hesitated but moved closer, her hand hovering over Charlie’s shoulder before resting it gently on her back.

Vaggie felt the shudder of her uneven breaths beneath her fingers. She could sense how close to the edge Charlie was. But Vaggie knew there was more to Charlie than this moment of despair.

"Baby," she whispered gently, leaning closer. "Look, I know this feels like the end of the world right now. But maybe… maybe your dad’s out there somewhere. Maybe the staff went back to their homes. I mean, it’s empty here, yeah, but it’s not… it’s not like we found any bodies. That’s a good sign, right?"

Charlie didn’t answer, but Vaggie could see her grip on the railing loosen slightly.

Vaggie stepped up beside her, leaning against the railing as well, looking out at the sprawling overgrown garden below them. "Remember what you told Pentious back then?" she continued softly. "When he was worried about his family and wanted to give up hope? You told him to keep fighting. You said not to lose hope until you’ve seen them, either alive or…"

"Or their corpse," Charlie muttered, lifting her head just enough to look at Vaggie from the corner of her eye. Her voice was hoarse, barely audible, but there was something in it—something that told Vaggie she was getting through.

"Exactly," Vaggie nodded, offering her a reassuring smile. "You believed it then, and you were right. We can’t just assume the worst. Your dad’s not here now, but that doesn’t mean he’s gone. He could be out there, surviving like the rest of us. We’ve all made it this far, haven’t we?"

Charlie’s breathing slowed, and she leaned her forehead against the cool iron bars again, closing her eyes. "I know, I just… it’s different when it’s your own family. I’ve been telling myself the same things I tell everyone else, but it’s harder to believe it when… when it’s like this."

Charlie let out a shaky breath, her voice catching as she spoke. “I barely coped when my mom passed away seven years ago… I was a wreck for fucking months. And now… I don’t even know if my dad’s alive. I don’t know where he is, or if he’s okay, and he’s—he’s an extreme introvert, Vaggie. He always kept to himself and barely left the house unless he had to. I don’t know how he could survive out there in this… this world.”

Her voice cracked, and she buried her face in her hands. “He’s not built for this. I know he’s not.”

Vaggie tilted her head, watching Charlie with empathy and thoughtfulness. She let the silence linger for a moment before speaking again, her tone soft but challenging. “Are you sure about that? That you don’t really know your dad?”

Charlie hesitated, lifting her head to meet Vaggie’s gaze, her eyes wide and uncertain. “I… what do you mean?”

Vaggie arched an eyebrow. “Charlie, come on. From all the stories you’ve told me about your dad—your childhood, growing up with him—I don’t think you’re giving him enough credit. He might’ve been an introvert, but that doesn’t mean he’s helpless.”

Charlie frowned, her mind racing through the memories she’d shared. Vaggie pressed on, her voice steady and reassuring.

“Remember how you used to tell me about his hobbies? How he was always in his office, painting or fixing stuff around the house. And what about that gun collection he kept? You’ve mentioned it a few times, how he always kept it in top shape. He was always prepared for something.”

Charlie blinked, her lips parting as if to say something, but the words didn’t come. Vaggie smiled gently, squeezing her hand.

“He might not be the outdoorsy, survivalist type, but you know he’s resourceful. I wouldn’t be so quick to assume he couldn’t adapt to this new world. Just because he kept to himself doesn’t mean he’s incapable of handling it.”

Charlie swallowed hard, her chest tight with emotions she couldn’t quite name. She wanted to argue, to say Vaggie didn’t understand how different her dad was from the others, but… deep down, she tried to believe Vaggie was right.

“Maybe…” Charlie murmured, her voice wavering.

Vaggie stepped closer, her arm wrapping around Charlie’s shoulders in a warm, reassuring embrace. “Listen, whatever happens, we’ve got each other’s backs. No matter what. We’ll find him; if we don’t, we’ll figure it out together. You’re not alone in this, Charlie.”

Charlie let out a slow breath, leaning into Vaggie’s embrace, her head resting against her shoulder. For the first time since they’d entered the mansion, the knot of fear in her chest began to loosen just a little.

“I don’t know what I’d do without you,” Charlie whispered, her voice barely audible.

“You won’t have to find out,” Vaggie replied, her voice soft but persistent. “I’ve got you. We all do. We’ll get through this together.”

Charlie nodded against her shoulder, her grip on the railing easing as she leaned fully into Vaggie's comfort.

Charlie pulled away from Vaggie’s embrace, the warmth of the hug still lingering between them as they stood side by side. Vaggie, ever the pragmatic, turned her gaze outward, her expression thoughtful as she scanned the vast estate that stretched before them. The overgrown gardens swayed slightly in the breeze, and beyond them, the tall iron fence encircled the property like a protective wall.

Vaggie's eye narrowed as she took it all in, a plan already forming in her mind. “You know… your family’s estate… it’s like a fortress,” she said quietly, her voice tinged with admiration. “Look at it. High fences, plenty of room, sturdy structure. This place—it’s a damn safe house. We could hold out here. It’s perfect for a base.”

Charlie blinked, momentarily taken aback. She hadn’t considered it like that. Her mind had been so consumed by the emptiness, by her father's absence, that she hadn’t thought of what this place could offer them. She turned to look out over the property, taking in the layout from a new perspective.

Vaggie was right. With its grand walls and secluded location, the estate was built for security—perhaps unintentionally but undeniable. The idea started to settle in her mind, and as she thought about it more, a sense of relief began to wash over her.

“This… this is the safe house,” Charlie muttered, almost to herself. “It’s exactly what we need.”

She stepped forward, her gaze shifting from the fence to the sprawling mansion that had always felt too big, too empty. But now, it represents more—protection and survival. This wasn’t just her family’s home anymore. It could be a sanctuary for all of them.

“I’ve always known this place was secure,” Charlie continued. “It’s been… sitting here all this time, just waiting for us. We could make it work—really make it work.”

Vaggie nodded, a small smile tugging at her lips. “Exactly. This place has everything we need to survive, and it’s familiar to you. You’d know every corner, every hiding spot.”

Charlie turned back toward the group, still standing patiently by the doorway—they were all waiting for her to make the next move. She could feel the weight of their expectations, but it didn’t feel so crushing this time. They needed her, and she needed them. Especially now, in this place that was all too familiar to her. The responsibility of leading them here felt like a puzzle piece finally sliding into place. Her eyes met Vaggie’s again, and she could see the confidence in her partner’s gaze.

“Okay…” Charlie exhales. “We’ll turn this place into a safe house as it is built to last. I’m sure Dad wouldn’t mind…” She then turns to Vaggie, “How do you keep coming up with good ideas like this?"

Vaggie shrugged. "Honestly, it’s everyone’s idea. You’re the one who kept talking about coming to the safe house for everyone’s sake. I just pieced it together."

Charlie slowly nodded, relieved to know she’d been right to lead them here. As she and Vaggie turned back toward the group, she could feel the weight of their eyes on her with expectation. She didn’t want to let them down.

Chapter 15: Seed

Summary:

Discovering the residence vacant, the group decides to begin building the sanctuary they had longed for.

Notes:

back to the saga of 10k+ word chapter lmao
also after a million yrs, we finally got ourselves a chaggie smut (thus raising the rating to Explicit)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Alastor was the first to speak as Charlie and Vaggie approached. "Ah, so it seems our one-eyed lady was able to put you back together?" he asked with a chuckle.

Charlie’s cheeks flushed with embarrassment. She hated that everyone had seen her vulnerable, but at the same time, there was something almost comforting in knowing that they’d waited patiently and been understanding. Still, Alastor’s laugh—whether genuine or mocking—made her shift uncomfortably.

Alastor then added with a raised brow. "What’s the next action plan then, fearless leader?"

Charlie hummed thoughtfully while ignoring his teasing tone. The mansion was big—too big for seven survivors to assume it was entirely safe. She and Vaggie had devised plenty of survival strategies in the past few months, ever since they’d escaped Manhattan. Those rules had kept them alive this long, and now wasn’t the time to abandon them.

Although… Charlie couldn't help but bite her lip as she thought about searching her father’s office for more clues regarding his whereabouts.

But unfortunately, knowing that others are looking up to her, she has to put that at the bottom of her priority list.

"We’ll need to… double-check the rooms in the house," Charlie finally spoke. "No matter how massive this place is, we must make sure it’s safe before settling in. We need to know what we’re dealing with, and surprises aren’t ideal either."

The group exchanged glances, nodding in agreement. Husk grunted, already shifting his weight as if ready to move and Angel flashed a quick thumbs up.

"Sounds good," Vaggie affirmed, standing beside Charlie.

"Alright then," Charlie said, looking at each of them in turn. "Let’s start with the ground floor and work our way up. We’ll split into pairs to cover more ground. Be thorough. And if anything seems off—anything at all—let us know immediately."

The group agreed and split up as Charlie instructed, each pairing off to cover different sections of the mansion. The air inside was heavy, the kind that hadn’t been disturbed for what felt like years. The dust had settled on the ornate furniture and grand fixtures.

Charlie moved cautiously with Vaggie by her side as they began to sweep the ground floor. As they moved through room after room, Charlie’s gaze occasionally flickered to familiar spots—corners of the mansion that held good and bad memories.

They went through the west wing, and Charlie’s eyes caught on a framed photo on an ornate side table. She paused, seeing a picture of her as a child, no older than eight or nine, beaming at the camera with wide, innocent eyes. She was sitting in her father’s lap, her mother standing behind them with one hand resting gently on her shoulder. The sight of their happy faces made her chest tighten.

Oh, mom…

Charlie spotted a framed photograph on one of the dusty mantels in the drawing room. She stepped closer, brushing the dust off with her sleeve, and revealed a younger version of herself. It was yet another simple snapshot—Charlie was grinning with a gap-toothed smile and her blonde hair falling messily over her face. Her father stood beside her, looking stiff but proud.

She swallowed hard when suddenly, Angel’s voice broke the silence from the doorway behind her. "Aww, would you look at that? Little Charlie, all smiles and innocent. Who would've guessed?"

Charlie’s face flushed as she turned to see Angel leaning against the doorframe, his arms crossed and a smirk playing on his lips.

"Knock it off," she muttered, feeling the heat rising to her cheeks.

Angel grinned, clearly enjoying himself. "Come on, you’re like… what? Teeny tiny in that picture? You can’t blame me for being curious. You’re so serious now. What happened?"

"Life happened," she shot back, quickly turning the picture frame down on the mantel. Angel just chuckled, but a softness in his eyes told her he didn’t mean any harm.

They moved on, continuing their sweep through the mansion. Now and then, Charlie would pause as they passed familiar objects or spaces from her childhood. But nothing could prepare her for the sight that awaited them at the grand central staircase, which she missed when she first frantically sprinted up the same stairs earlier.

There, hanging proudly on the wall above the sweeping stairs, was a massive oil painting—Charlie, around in her late 20s, dressed in her maroon suit, sitting stiffly in a chair, her expression neutral. Beside her stood her father in his white and red suit, one hand resting on the ornate cane with its apple-shaped handle. He had the same neutral expression as Charlie, the kind of look that exuded quiet power and control.

Angel whistled low under his breath. "Well, damn. You and your big daddy sure know how to make an impression."

Charlie couldn’t stop herself from cringing. Seeing herself depicted like that felt so out of place, especially now in this crumbling, apocalyptic world where power suits and formal portraits are nothing but damn relics.

She shook her head. "It’s ridiculous."

Angel walked beside her, studying the painting like a snob art critic. "I don’t know, I kinda dig it. Very ‘rich family dynasty’ vibe. Where’s the portrait of you riding a horse or something? Don’t tell me there’s a room for that too."

Charlie groaned, rolling her eyes. "There’s no horse."

He grinned, clearly enjoying her discomfort. But Husk’s voice echoed down the hall before he could press further. "Find anything?"

Charlie glanced at the painting, then turned and continued with Vaggie and Angel toward the main hall, where the others gathered. As they reached the entrance, her steps faltered once more.

Another oil painting loomed large in the hall's center, even more intricate and imposing than the last. It was a whole family portrait—her father and mother seated regally, her father’s cane in hand, and young adult Charlie sitting between them, her hands folded neatly in her lap. It was a formal, composed image, almost too perfect.

The sight of it made her groan internally. She remembered when the painting had been commissioned and how uncomfortable she’d felt being told to sit still for hours, wearing the white frilly dress, unlike in the other painting.

Her younger voice groans, “Dad, please take these paintings down. It’s weird seeing my face like a dozen times whenever I go around in this house.”

“Why? I always thought they’re pretty neat!” Lucifer chuckles nervously, “And I always thought having your face plastered around would say it is your house.”


"Alright," Charlie started, clearing her throat. She turned to the group, her eyes scanning each face. “Did… anyone find anything out of place?”

Alastor was the first to speak. "Nothing out of the ordinary except that your picture is practically plastered everywhere. I don’t think there’s a single room without you or your parents staring back at us. Quite charming, really."

Charlie groaned. She had completely forgotten about that. “Right… I’m sorry about that. I didn’t think about how many there were…”

“Yeah, it’s… a lot,” Husk added gruffly, though his tone had no malice.

Niffty giggled, bouncing on her feet. "Oh, I love it! It’s like we’re in a museum!"

"Well, I certainly didn’t find anything dangerous," Sir Pentious said, sounding relieved. "But I do have an important question." He paused, glancing around nervously before continuing, "Does this mansion happen to have a working heater? I, uh, tested the water earlier, and it’s still running. I was hoping we could, you know, have a hot shower?"

Charlie blinked in surprise, then mentally hit herself for not thinking about that sooner. It had been months since any of them had a proper shower, with the world shitting on them. Although Charlie occasionally cleans herself at a bare minimum using bottled water or filthy public bathroom sinks, she does not have as much basic hygiene as she’d been so focused on survival.

“Actually, yes. We do have a heater…”

“Hot showers?” Angel perked up. “Oh, hell yeah! Count me in. I’m tired of smelling like a fucking sewer rat.”

Niffty clapped her hands together excitedly. “A hot shower would be amazing! I can’t even remember the last time I felt clean.”

The rest of the group seemed equally enthused, and Charlie couldn’t blame them. Even she had to admit that the idea of a hot shower sounded like heaven after everything they’d been through.

Charlie rubbed her temple, acknowledging the sudden collective excitement. "Shit, okay, the showers are a priority, but before we all rush off, we need to start packing up our belongings and finding a guest room to settle into. The mansion has plenty of rooms to pick one for each. Just… avoid my old room and the master bedroom. Those are off-limits.”

The group murmured their agreement, with Sir Pentious looking particularly eager about finding a good room. Angel shrugged. “Oh, I’m gonna get the best guest room here.”

Charlie shook her head but smiled slightly. “Once you’re settled in and packed, we’ll meet back and deal with the heater situation. If it’s working, then… well, each guest room has its bathrooms, so…”

The group began heading toward the front door, where the pickup truck was still parked with their supplies. Each seemed eager to grab their belongings and find their designated guest rooms, especially with the promise of the hot shower.

Charlie turned to Vaggie, who had already grabbed her backpack. “Come with me?” Charlie asked quietly. “I figured we could share a room. My old room is big enough for both of us.”

Vaggie glanced at her, a small smile tugging at the corners of her lips. “Of course.”

Charlie nodded, relieved. She didn’t want to sleep alone in her old room anyway, so she followed Vaggie and the others outside to the truck. Everyone began unloading their belongings and supplies, gathering what little they had, and heading back inside to find their rooms.

Angel whistled as he grabbed his duffle bag. “Man, I’m gonna pick the nicest damn room in this place. You think there’s a room with a mini-bar?”

“If there was, I doubt the drinks are any good by now,” Husk muttered.

As the others disappeared down different hallways, Charlie and Vaggie went upstairs. It took a while to walk through the hallways, the sense of vastness pressing down on them as they passed old family portraits and antique furniture.

Finally, they reached the door to Charlie’s old bedroom. She hesitated momentarily before turning the handle and pushing it open.

The room was almost exactly as she remembered it—large and spacious, with high ceilings and tall windows that let in the rays of sunlight. The walls were painted a soft, muted green. Her bed was on the far side of the room, still neatly made with dark, embroidered sheets. A heavy oak desk sat against one wall, covered in books and papers left undisturbed for years. There was a tall bookshelf filled with novels, most of them classics her father had insisted she read growing up. The floor was covered in a thick, expensive rug, and there was even a small sitting area with two armchairs by the window.

It was a beautiful, elegant room, but to Charlie, it felt surreal stepping back into this damned place.

Vaggie glanced around as if taking in the space. “Wow… this room is—”

“—big,” Charlie finished for her, sighing. “Yeah, I know. It’s a lot.” She tossed her bag onto the dusty bed, her shoulders slumping as she looked around. “It feels weird being back here.”

Vaggie moved closer to Charlie, giving her a reassuring look. “We don’t have to stay here if you don’t want to.”

“No, it’s fine,” Charlie replied, shaking her head. “I’m okay. It’s just… shit, how the fuck am I gonna explain this—” She forced a small smile. “Never mind that it’s probably the safest room in the house. It’s got a good view of the courtyard, and there’s plenty of space for both of us.”

Vaggie squinted her eye as if sensing something was wrong from what Charlie had said. But instead, she nodded, dropping her bag onto one of the armchairs. “Alright. We’ll make it work.”

Meanwhile, Charlie stepped further inside. Her gaze shifted toward the small shelf near her desk, where her old vinyl collection sat neatly arranged. On top of the shelf, there was a record player, still in perfect condition despite the years of disuse. The records, a mix of classic pop, jazz, and even some modern albums were exactly as she had left them a year ago.

Next to the shelf, hanging proudly on the wall, was Charlie’s college diploma, framed in dark wood. Below it, a set of smaller shelves displayed her medals and trophies—achievements from as far back as primary school. There were academic awards and debate competition trophies, all neatly polished and proudly displayed, which Charlie believed were still maintained even after she moved out many moons ago.

But one item stuck out more than the rest. On the middle shelf, sitting beside a few of her high school awards, was a bright pink sash with “Prom Queen” embroidered in silver thread, and a bouquet of plastic flowers was draped across it. Right next to the sash was a framed photograph of her as a teenager, dressed in a pale pink prom dress, smiling wide as she stood beside a much taller, dark-skinned young man in a sleek black and green suit. The two hugged in a classic prom pose, their smiles bright and carefree.

She couldn’t help but stare at the photo. It had been one of those moments in her teenage years when everything had felt simple and happy.

Vaggie, noticing Charlie’s gaze linger on the photograph, stepped beside her. “That was prom, huh?” she asked, her eye flicking over the sash and the photo.

Charlie nodded. “Yeah. That’s… Seviathan. My date. We had such a good time that night.” She chuckled softly, then her chuckle faded into a soft sigh, her expression shifting from melancholy to something heavier—sadness. Her eyes stayed fixed on the photo, the smiles of her younger self and Seviathan tugging at memories she’d kept buried. Seviathan had been more than just her prom date; he had been her childhood friend. Their fathers had been close, so it felt natural that she and Seviathan had grown up together, eventually becoming a couple in high school. It was almost expected that they would be together.

She thought about those years after high school, especially after college when everything was laid out in front of them—plans, dreams, and their whole future. It had all seemed so clear back then, but life had a way of complicating things.

Charlie trailed off, her thoughts pulling her deeper into memories she hadn’t revisited in a long time. Vaggie, noticing her silence, stepped closer. “Are you okay?”

Charlie blinked, pulled back into the present by the question. She smiled faintly, though it didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Yeah, I’m fine. It’s just… Sev and I had a wonderful relationship. We were together for eight years, believe it or not.”

Vaggie’s expression didn’t change much, but there was a flicker of curiosity in her eyes. Charlie hesitated, unsure how Vaggie would react to hearing about her past with a man. There was a brief moment of uncertainty—would Vaggie feel jealous? Would she be upset? But instead, Vaggie simply seemed… curious.

“What happened?” Vaggie asked gently. “Why did you break up?”

Charlie laughed nervously, rubbing her fingers along the sleeve of her dress shirt. “It wasn’t just one thing. It was a lot of things piling up over time.”

She took a deep breath, her eyes drifting away from the photo as she spoke. “The day after my mom passed away, I… I changed. I became bitter. Angry. I pushed people away, including Sev. He tried to keep up, tried to help me, but I was so wrapped up in my bullshit that I… I couldn’t see it. And then, our careers took us in different directions. We were both so busy with our lives that we drifted apart, I guess.”

She paused, her voice quieter now. “Eventually, we just… stopped talking. It wasn’t like we had a big fight or anything. It was more like… adulthood? We weren’t the same people anymore.”

Vaggie listened quietly, her expression thoughtful. She wasn’t angry or jealous—just empathetic. “That’s… that’s rough. I’m sorry, Charlie.”

Charlie smiled sadly. “Thanks. It was tough, but I’ve made peace with it. What surprised me was how shocked my dad was when he found out we broke up. He had always thought Sev and I would end up together, but even he understood. Life just… happens.”

Vaggie nodded, reaching out to squeeze Charlie’s hand. “I’m glad you told me.”

“Well…” Charlie squeezed her hand back, “I’m also glad you understand. I mean, it’s not something I talk about often, you know?”

Vaggie nodded, her thumb gently rubbing the back of Charlie’s hand. Then, for a moment, they let go of each others’ hands to occupy themselves in silence while unpacking.

“Do you… ever wonder what happened to him?” Vaggie asked after a moment.

Charlie shrugged. “... Sometimes, although we don’t keep in touch. He’s probably busy with his life, just like I’ve been with mine. It’s funny, though… we ended things on decent terms, and I’ve always wondered if we could’ve made it work.” She sighed long, “But in the end, I think we were just… meant to go our separate ways.”

“Yeah… sometimes, shit just doesn't work out.”

The blonde’s gaze shifted back to the brunette. “I’m lucky, though,” she said softly. “I have you now. And that’s more than I could’ve hoped for.”

Vaggie finished packing her bag and walked over to Charlie, leaning in to kiss her cheek softly. “We should probably head back to the living room,” she murmured with a playful smirk. “Before Angel starts making up some bullshit about why we’re taking so long.”

Charlie’s cheeks flushed at the thought, her mind racing with what Angel might say. She let out a nervous laugh, trying to suppress her blush. “Y-Yeah, you’re probably right,” she stammered, faking a cough to cover her embarrassment.

Vaggie raised an eyebrow, clearly amused by Charlie’s reaction, but didn’t say anything. Instead, she gave Charlie’s hand a light squeeze before stepping back.

Charlie quickly patted the dust off her bed, straightening the covers as if trying to compose herself. Once satisfied, she stood up straighter and gave Vaggie a nod. “Okay, let’s get back.”


Moments later, Charlie and Vaggie met up with the rest of the group in the kitchen, where everyone had started to gather. Charlie approached the kitchen sink first, testing whether the water pumps were still functional. She turned on the faucet, and after a brief sputter, water began flowing steadily. She let it run for a few seconds, testing the temperature. The hot water switch, however, remained cold.

"Looks like the pumps are working," Charlie announced, returning to the group. "But the hot water’s not coming through. Pentious was right—something’s off with the heater."

Husk, leaning against the counter, crossed his arms. “So, where’s the heater? Shouldn’t it be down here?”

Charlie shook her head, an uncertain frown crossing her face. "To be honest, I’m not sure. This place is huge, and… fuck, it’s been years since I lived here.”

Pentious, rummaging through a nearby cabinet, chimed in, “Given the size of the estate, I’d wager it’s either in the basement or the garage. Somewhere accessible but out of the way.”

With that, the group followed Charlie toward the garage. As soon as she opened the door, Angel let out a low whistle. "Holy shit, this is like the size of a parking lot," he commented, staring at the vast space.

The garage stretched before them, large enough to fit at least ten cars. Despite its size, it was dimly lit, with only slivers of light coming from the windows high on the walls. The rest of the room was plunged into darkness.

"Lights are out," Husk muttered. "Guess that means the breaker’s down, too."

"Even with the backup generators, it looks like the breakers aren’t fully working," Charlie said, squinting into the shadows. “Let’s find the breaker box first.”

They ventured into the garage, their footsteps echoing against the concrete floor. Eventually, after what felt like an eternity of searching in the dark, they came across a breaker box secured with a rusty padlock.

“Piece of cake,” Angel smirked as he stepped forward, pulling out his trusty screwdriver and bobby pin. After a few deft twists and clicks, the lock snapped open.

Charlie opened the breaker box and carefully flipped the necessary switches. Almost immediately, the garage lights flickered on, flooding the space with bright, artificial light.

"There we go," Charlie said, satisfied as the rest of the garage lit up. The massive room was now fully visible—rows of old vehicles, workbenches lined with tools, and storage shelves filled with equipment. But there was no sign of the heater.

Husk glanced around. “So… no heater here?”

“Fucking hell,” Charlie sighed, rubbing the back of her neck. “Yeah, looks like it… Pentious, what exactly does the water heater look like? I’m guessing it’s in the basement, but I don’t know what to look for."

Pentious straightened up. “A standard water heater would be a large propane tank, shaped cylindrical! Probably about five or six feet tall. You’ll see pipes connected to it, most likely copper or steel. Some older models might have a dial or thermostat on the front to control the temperature. There could be digital controls if it’s a more modern unit, but don’t count on that here.”

Charlie exhales, mentally preparing for another search. “So, we’re looking for something that size in the basement.”

“Precisely,” Pentious said. “It’ll most likely be near other utility areas. Electrical wiring, maybe some old boiler systems. It should stand out once we get down there.”

Vaggie stretched and went ahead. “Guess our next stop is the basement, then.”

The group made their way toward the basement, descending a narrow staircase that led to an oddly industrial-looking door. As Charlie opened it, they were greeted by cold metal walls and floors, the entire basement constructed out of what seemed like steel, making it feel more like a factory than part of a mansion.

“This… doesn’t look right,” Husk muttered, eyeing the surroundings warily.

“No kidding,” Angel said, arms crossed as he stared down the long metal grates and pipes hallway. “Where the fuck are we? This doesn’t look like a normal basement. Feels like we just walked into a damn sewage plant.”

Charlie, just as confused, looked around with a frown. “I don’t remember it being like this. Then again, my dad mentioned upgrading the water filtering system a few years ago, but I had no idea it’d be this… extra.”

The group continued cautiously, their footsteps clanging against the metal as they ventured deeper into the basement. After a few minutes, they found themselves at a dead end—a steep drop down to a tunnel with a red metal ladder leading into murky, waist-high water.

“Uh, yeah… no thanks,” Angel said, disgustingly eyeing the flooded tunnel. “I didn’t sign up for a swim.”

Vaggie frowned, peering over the edge. “That looks dangerous as hell. And we have no idea how deep that water goes.”

Charlie stepped up to the edge, observing the tunnel. “There’s no way my dad would’ve built this without a purpose… but I’m pretty sure the basement didn’t used to look like this. The upgrades must’ve been part of some water purification system he had installed.”

Before heading down into the flooded tunnel and risking their lives, the group decided to split up and search the basement for clues about the heater's location. Charlie led the way, flashlight in hand, while Husk, Vaggie, Angel, and Pentious fanned out to explore the various rooms off the main hallway.

Each room they entered was more disappointing than the last—storage spaces filled with dusty old boxes, unused equipment, and forgotten junk. Angel kicked at one of the boxes in frustration, sending a cloud of dust into the air. “Nothing but crap in here. How the hell are we supposed to find anything useful?”

Vaggie, rummaging through another pile of junk, coughs out the dust, “If this heater was installed down here, it’s fucking well hidden.”

After about twenty minutes of fruitless searching, the group reconvened at the entrance to the flooded tunnel. Just as they were about to call it quits, Niffty came running over, waving something in her hand like a rolled piece of paper. “Guys! Look what I found!”

Charlie unrolled the paper on the ground, spreading it out so everyone could see. The yellowed paper depicted a detailed basement floor plan, but this was no ordinary basement—it was a complex labyrinth of tunnels, pipes, and utility rooms. At the far end of the layout was the key to their problem: a room marked as the water purifier and, right next to it, the water heater.

Vaggie knelt, inspecting the notes scribbled along the margins. “What’s this?” she asked, pointing to handwritten annotations. Pentious crouched beside her, squinting at the text.

Pentious leaned over, inspecting the notes scribbled in the margins. “It’s maintenance notes,” He explained. “Whoever the last engineer was, they wrote down instructions. It looks like this place was set up for yearly maintenance… probably to keep the filtration system and heater from getting damaged. Judging by the flooding, I’d say maintenance is long overdue.”

Charlie scanned the blueprint, noting the location of the water purifier and heater. “It’s all the way at the end of that tunnel,” she said, pointing to the farthest section marked on the map.

Angel sighed, shaking his head. “Of course it is. Why wouldn’t it be at the end of a creepy, flooded tunnel? I’m not swimming through that.”

Charlie smiled grimly, handing the blueprint to Pentious, who gestured to hand it over. “Well, unless someone wants to risk swimming through that.”

Pentious studied the blueprint more closely, then clicked his tongue in frustration. "No sign of any pumps to drain the flooded tunnel," he muttered. "Looks like we're out of luck on that front. Someone’s gonna have to head down there and manually turn on the heater and the purifier, or this flooding won’t stop."

He pulled out a measuring tape that he found from searching the basement earlier and crouched down at the tunnel’s edge, lowering the tape into the murky water. After a moment, he clicked it back and sighed. "Three feet. That’s deeper than I thought."

Vaggie snorted. “That’s too deep for some of us. I’m not letting Niffty or Husk go down there. They’d barely keep their heads above water.”

Husk scoffed, leaning against the wall. “Yeah, no thanks. Not my kind of adventure.”

Vaggie crossed her arms. "Angel, you’re tall. You should go down there."

Angel’s eyes widened in protest. "Whoa, whoa, whoa! Hell no. I’m not wading through that shit." He pointed at Alastor, standing nearby. "What about him? He’s only a few inches shorter than me."

Alastor chuckled, but it was hollow and insincere. “Oh, darling, no. That is not going to happen.”

The group started bickering, everyone trying to avoid being the one to go down into the water. Pentious threw in his objections. "I’m not going down there either. Who knows what could be in that tunnel? The sewer system’s connected to this place—there could be anything down there, including roamers."

The tension rose as no one wanted to risk it. Finally, Charlie stepped forward, her expression resolute. "I’ll do it."

Vaggie’s eye immediately widened in alarm. "Charlie, no. That’s too dangerous."

Charlie shook her head. “We can’t stand here all day arguing about who will do it. This is just a flooded tunnel and a water heater. I can handle it.”

"But what if—" Vaggie began, but Charlie cut her off.

"I don’t want to risk anyone else’s life for something this simple. I’ll be fine."

Vaggie clenched her fists, visibly torn from her concern and their situation. Then, she sighed, shaking her head. "Fine… but we’re not sending you down without a plan."

Vaggie quickly retrieved some ropes they had found earlier in one of the storage rooms. “We’ll wrap this around you as a support. If anything happens, we can pull you back up. And don’t try to be a hero, okay? If it looks bad, get out of there."

Charlie nodded, appreciative of the precaution. “I got it. I’ll be quick.”

The group helped Vaggie secure the rope looping around Charlie’s torso like a backpack, making sure it was tight but not too restrictive.

Charlie handed her phone and wallet to Vaggie, who pocketed them with a tight-lipped expression. “Just in case,” Charlie said with a small smile.

Vaggie frowned, but before she could say anything, Charlie held her gaze and leaned in, pressing a reassuring kiss to her lips. “I’ll be back safe,” Charlie whispered, her breath warm against Vaggie’s cheek.

Vaggie sighed, still uneasy but nodding. “You better.”

Charlie pulled out the flashlight and gave it a test flick before placing it in between her teeth. With a deep breath, she made her way to the metal ladder, her dress shoes clanging against the rungs as she descended into the tunnel. She paused a bit before her feet hit the water to unholster her pistol.

Her shoes landed on the flooded ground, and as expected, the water came up below her waist due to her height. The coldness seeped through her clothes, but she pushed the discomfort aside. With the pistol in her left hand and the flashlight in the other, she pressed forward into the tunnel.

The flashlight beam cut through the darkness, illuminating the passageway's metallic walls. Her heart pounded in her chest as each step sent ripples through the murky water. Every noise seemed amplified—the soft splashing of water, the creaking of pipes, and her breathing.

The further she ventured into the tunnel, the stronger the metallic tang of the air became, mixed with a faint, stale odor. It was hard to tell if the stench came from the stagnant water or something else.

A distant clanging sound echoed through the tunnel, causing Charlie to stop abruptly. Her heart raced as she swung the flashlight toward the noise, but the beam revealed nothing—just more water and rusted pipes. She gritted her teeth, forcing herself to keep moving.

Each step felt like an eternity, the water resisting her every movement. Suddenly, a faint splashing sound behind her caught her attention. Charlie turned around, her flashlight scanning the tunnel for the noise source. Nothing. Just the ripples from her movement.

She couldn’t shake the feeling that she wasn’t alone.

Shaking it off, she pressed forward, muttering, “It’s just your imagination, Charlie. You’re not fucking insane...”

Then, she finally reached the end of the tunnel, where a rusted door loomed in front of her. The label above it read “Filtration Room.” She exhaled in relief and quickly placed the flashlight between her teeth, using her right hand to pry the door open. It was a struggle as she only used one hand, but it screeched as it moved, the sound grating in the silence.

The room was dimly lit by emergency lights, revealing a massive tank connected to an intricate network of pipes. The heater was there, as Pentious described and the blueprint had shown. With a long exhale, Charlie allowed herself a brief moment of triumph before refocusing on the task at hand and holding the flashlight again.

She spotted the heater's control panel, its dial covered in grime. “Okay… let’s get this done.”

Just as she was about to approach, the door behind her creaked again—this time louder, as though it was being pushed. Charlie spun around. She raised her Glock, her flashlight trembling slightly in her hand.

The door swung wider, revealing the source of the noise. At first, there was nothing, just more darkness—until she noticed a shadow shifting in the corner, something moving just beyond the light.

“Shit,” Charlie whispered, bracing herself.

From the darkness, a low, guttural growl echoed through the tunnel.

Of course, a fucking zombie.

The faint outline of the zombie became clearer in the beam of her flashlight. She quickly returned to the heater, fumbling with the dials and switches. The sooner she got the damn thing running, the faster she could get out of this place.

The heater rumbled to life with a click, sending a low hum through the walls. But as the machine powered up, it was louder than she expected—metallic clanks and rattles echoed through the small room, reverberating through the tunnel like an epicenter for every zombie nearby.

“Shit,” she muttered under her breath, glancing nervously back at the door. The zombie was moving closer, sloshing through the waist-high water.

No time to lose.

Charlie rushed to the filtration system next, but her mind paused when she saw the control panel. Unlike the heater, this one was a mess of buttons, gauges, and dials labeled with technical jargon she didn’t understand. Emergency Override, Pressure Regulation, Backflow Prevention—what the fuck does any of these mean? Desperately, she looked around the walls, hoping there might be some kind of guide or instructions. She spotted a worn-out poster with faded text, but it was so smudged that it was barely legible.

"Great," Charlie muttered. "Come on, there’s gotta be something simple…"

Her thoughts were cut short as a wet, guttural moan echoed closer this time. She turned just in time to see the zombie lumber into the doorway, its face half-decayed, one arm hanging at a grotesque angle as it moved toward her. The worker's coveralls it wore were filthy, the name tag hanging half-off. It had been trapped down here long before, waiting for anyone unlucky enough to stumble in.

Charlie raised her pistol, but before she could aim, the zombie lurched forward, its waterlogged arms reaching for her. She stepped back, her legs dragging through the murky water, slowing her down. She fired once, but the shot went wide, splashing into the water.

"Dammit!"

The zombie closed in fast, its bloated body pushing through the water with surprising force. Charlie shoved it with both hands, trying to create distance, but it was like pushing against a wall. The water made every movement slow and sluggish, and the zombie’s weight was hard to manage in such tight quarters.

With a grunt of effort, she shoved the creature back again, her hand fumbling to bring her pistol back up. The zombie groaned, its jaw snapping hungrily as it approached her again. Charlie cursed under her breath, her arms straining against its strength, desperately trying to gain enough space to aim properly.

The water splashed violently as they struggled, and for a terrifying moment, Charlie thought she might lose her balance and fall backward. She planted her feet, gritted her teeth, and pushed with all her strength, getting just enough space to line up a shot.

She pulled the trigger.

The sound of the gunshot echoed through the tunnel, and the zombie collapsed into the water with a sickening splash, its body floating lifelessly in front of her.

Charlie stood there for a moment, panting heavily. She wiped the sweat from her brow and turned at the cluttered control panel in front of her, her mind racing. "If I were smart like Pentious, which of these buttons would I press? Come on, Charlie, think!" She scanned the options again, her frustration rising as the heater’s clanking grew louder, echoing in her ears. Time was running out, and the distant noises outside the door told her the zombies were closing in.

Her eyes landed on the Emergency Override button again. "It’s called ‘emergency’ for a reason, right?" she muttered, hoping it would be the solution. She slammed the button with her palm, expecting the system to kick into gear. But nothing happened. No hum of machinery, no change in the lights—just the oppressive silence mixed with the ominous sounds of the heater and distant growls.

“Damn it!” She banged her fist against the panel. "Come on, you useless piece of shit. Work with me!"

The noise outside the door grew louder, making her stomach twist. Charlie could almost hear the shuffle of footsteps and the low, inhuman groans beyond the walls. She couldn’t waste any more time. Turning back to the control panel, she desperately looked for another option, her mind racing through all the possibilities. Her hand hovered over the Pressure Regulation dial. "Does that… release pressure? Or build it?”

She glanced at the old, worn poster on the wall, squinting to read the faded text. No luck—it was too far gone to be useful. "Okay… fuck it. Guessing it is."

Charlie grabbed the Pressure Regulation dial and turned it, feeling the system whirr slightly to life beneath her fingers. Encouraged, she flipped the next switch labeled Backflow Prevention, praying it wouldn’t flood the place worse than it already was. The control panel hissed, the filtration system groaning as it sputtered back to life.

A deep rumble shook the room as the filtration system engaged, the sound of water being pulled through the pipes mixing with the roar of the heater.

“Okay… okay, that’s something,” Charlie muttered as she looked toward the exit, and holy hell, it was too fucking loud. The filtration system was drawing so much water the clanking and hissing echoed through the tunnel like a siren.

Charlie then slipped through the doorway. As soon as she was outside, she shoved it shut with all her strength. The thick metal now muffled the loud clanking of the filtration system, but the distant groans and splashes from the zombies were getting closer. She pressed her back against the door for a moment, sucking in deep breaths, then wiped her brow and shined the flashlight down the other passages.

Her heart sank. The tunnel branched into multiple directions, each leading deeper into the public sewers. “Great,” she muttered, fighting the rising panic. She could not find her way out if she wandered in there. She had to stick to the plan—get back to the mansion basement, back to Vaggie and the others.

But first, she had to make it back alive.

The growls were getting louder. Charlie whipped her flashlight down the tunnel she had just come from. The beam illuminated the murky water and the walls, but something else caught her attention—movement. The zombies were much faster than she expected, already splashing toward her, their bodies thrashing through the waist-deep water with surprising speed.

“Shit!” she cursed under her breath. These weren’t the slow, stumbling zombies she was used to dealing with. This horde—whatever it was—was moving too fast. Maybe they were freshly turned, or maybe she was just extremely unlucky. Either way, she didn’t have time to dwell on it.

Turning on her heel, Charlie bolted toward the main tunnel to the mansion’s basement. Every step felt heavier and heavier as if her legs were pushing through the water like cement, the cold liquid slowing her down. Her flashlight bounced in her hand, sending frantic beams of light ahead of her, barely illuminating the path. The splashing behind her grew louder and closer. She could almost feel them breathing down her neck.

"Come on, come on," Charlie muttered, her breath in ragged gasps. The mansion basement was close—if she could make it a little further, she’d be safe. But with the zombies closing in, she wasn’t sure if she had enough time.

The moans grew more guttural, more frenzied, and she risked a glance over her shoulder. The horde was right behind her, their decaying faces snarling, waterlogged hands reaching out. They were too close. Too fast.

Panic shot through her as she pushed harder, forcing her legs to move through the water. She had to make it back. She had to get to the others.

Up ahead, the familiar light of the ladder came into view. There was no way she’d make it to the ladder in time unless she got help.

“Vaggie! The horde’s on me!” Charlie shouted, her voice echoing off the tunnel walls. Her feet splashed through the water, her breath ragged and desperate.

Almost immediately, she heard a commotion above, voices shouting and overlapping. Vaggie’s commanding voice echoed through. “Get ready! Pull her up, now!”

Suddenly, the rope wrapped around Charlie’s waist tightened, jerking her forward slightly as the group above began to pull. Charlie stumbled toward the ladder, holstering her pistol as she reached it. She grabbed the cold metal rungs and started to climb. As she pulled herself up, she felt something graze her ankle—a hand. One of the zombies had almost grabbed her.

Heart hammering, she scrambled up the ladder, water dripping from her soaked clothes as she ascended, but she pushed through while her muscles burning. Below, the splashing grew more frenzied. The horde below sloshed wildly as they were nearly on top of her, their hands clawing at the ladder's base.

The ladder groaned under her weight, and just as she was halfway up, one of the supports creaked and gave way with a sharp crack. The entire structure shuddered, causing Charlie to lose her balance slightly. Her hand slipped, and her flashlight dropped from her grip at that moment, falling straight into the mass of zombies below. It vanished into the horde with a splash.

Shit!” Charlie yelled, feeling her body sway as the ladder lurched, on the verge of collapsing entirely. She clung desperately to the remaining rungs, her body jerking as the rope around her waist tightened, catching her from falling completely.

Above her, the group was pulling with everything they had, the rope taut as they heaved. Charlie looked up and saw Vaggie and Husk leaning over the edge, their hands reaching down for her.

“Come on, Charlie! Grab!” Vaggie shouted, her fingers outstretched.

Charlie swung one hand up, her grip slipping as the ladder shook beneath her, but she managed to grab Vaggie’s hand, her fingers locking around her partner’s. Vaggie gritted her teeth and pulled, with Husk reaching out to grab Charlie’s other hand.

With a final grunt of effort, Charlie heaved herself up, her legs scrambling off the ladder just as it gave a final groan and collapsed beneath her. The metal structure clattered into the water below with a deafening crash, the horde surging over it like a wave.

Charlie was pulled onto the platform, gasping for breath as she collapsed onto the cold concrete floor, gasping for breath next to Vaggie and Husk.

Charlie lay there for a moment, her chest rising and falling rapidly as she tried to catch her breath. Every muscle in her body screamed in exhaustion, but she was alive. She had made it. The echo of the ladder crashing into the water below still rang in her ears, and the horde splashing and growling grew distant, drowned out by her racing pulse.

Vaggie knelt beside her, scanning Charlie for any injuries. “You okay?” she asked. She was trying to keep calm, but the way her hands hovered over Charlie’s arms and shoulders betrayed her worry.

Charlie gave a weak nod, trying to sit up. “Yeah... yeah, I think so,” she rasped, her voice shaky. “Just… fucking tired.”

While catching her breath, she noticed Angel, Alastor, Pentious, and Niffty all standing nearby, looking just as exhausted as she felt. The rope that had saved her was still wrapped tightly around her waist, and Angel was busy untying it, his face flushed from the effort of pulling her up.

“Fucking damn, doll face,” Angel said, wiping sweat from his brow. “I was gonna call you a pussy for being scared of killing zombies, but after seeing what you went through? That was hardcore.” His usual teasing tone was there, but it had a hint of genuine respect this time.

Charlie gave him a tired smile. “You can still call me a pussy later,” she said, her voice hoarse. “But I got the heater turned on. And... I think I managed to get the filtration system running, too. Not sure how much it’s gonna help, though.”

Pentious looked over at her, still heaving from the strain of pulling the rope. “The filtration system?” he repeated. “That’s... that’s more than just a small help. It’ll keep the basement from flooding, and the water quality in the mansion should improve drastically.” He wiped his forehead with the back of his sleeve, still trying to catch his breath. “I... I should’ve explained it better. My apologies for leaving you to figure it out on your own.”

Charlie waved him off. “It’s fine, Pentious. I just... I guessed. Turned a bunch of stuff and hoped for the best.” She let out a weak chuckle. “Not exactly genius-level problem-solving, but hey, it worked.”

Niffty, who had been quietly fussing over some supplies nearby, turned around and chimed in with her usual cheery voice. “Well, I’m just glad you’re not zombie chow! We would’ve missed you!” She gave a quick wink before bustling off to check on something else.

Charlie relaxed a little as she looked around at the group, each showing their signs of exhaustion. Vaggie still had her hand resting protectively on Charlie’s shoulder, and her jaw clenched like she was processing the close call. Husk had his arms crossed, feigning indifference, though his eyes lingered on her a second longer than usual. Standing back a bit, Alastor seemed to find some grim amusement in the whole ordeal, while Angel, despite his teasing, still had a hand hovering near her, just in case. Even Pentious, always so meticulous, looked a little worse for wear, and Niffty’s usual energy seemed just a touch more subdued.

Charlie gave a weary smile, taking in the small but real relief she felt with each of them here, still standing—and all because they’d worked together. She cleared her throat, looking around at each of them. “So, uh,” she said, her voice hoarse. “Who’s ready for a hot shower?”


The group dispersed to their rooms, eagerly seizing the rare luxury of a hot shower. After months without one, the mansion’s long-abandoned stockpile of bath necessities suddenly felt like buried treasure. Soap, shampoo, and towels waited in the storage closets—a small damn miracle.

Back in Charlie’s bedroom, she and Vaggie stepped into the steamy warmth of her bathroom. The hot water cascaded over them, washing away layers of filth, grime, and exhaustion. Charlie grabbed a bar of soap, lathering her hands before gently running them over Vaggie’s shoulders and down her scarred back, her fingers tracing each tense muscle.

Vaggie leaned into Charlie’s touch, a soft sigh escaping her lips. “You know,” she murmured, her voice low and almost drowned out by the sound of the shower, “you gave us all a scare back there. I don’t know what I’d do if…”

Charlie’s arms wrapped around her waist, pulling Vaggie close. “Hey, hey… I’m right here, baby,” she whispered, pressing her cheek against Vaggie’s shoulder. “Thanks to you and the others, I’m safe. You’ve… saved me.”

They stayed close, their hands exploring familiar paths as they lathered soap onto each other’s skin. Charlie’s fingers traced along Vaggie’s back, where the faded outline of angel wings spread across her shoulder blades, barely visible through the heavy scars. The ink was worn, softened over time, yet still beautiful in a way that seemed to hold Vaggie’s resilience.

Charlie took her time, her thumb brushing along the delicate edges of the tattoo. “I always loved these,” she murmured, pressing a soft kiss between Vaggie’s shoulder blades.

Vaggie let out a soft chuckle as she reached up to cup Charlie’s face with wet hands. “You can also say you’re my wings now.”

Charlie smiled at Vaggie’s words, pulling away to reach for the shampoo, squeezing a decent amount into her hands. She began to work the lather through Vaggie’s long hair, her fingers gentle but thorough as they massaged her scalp. Vaggie’s eye closed, a soft, contented expression crossing her face as Charlie’s fingers traced over her temples, moving carefully through each strand. The water flowed in rivulets, rinsing the soap away and leaving her hair smooth and clean.

Vaggie turned to return the favor, running her hands through Charlie’s hair with the same tenderness (and insisting the blonde sit on the damn stool). Her fingers brushed through the tangled knots and the grime from months of travel with care.

Charlie felt a peacefulness settle over her as Vaggie’s hands moved over her shoulders, rubbing the soap into her skin in slow, soothing circles. Vaggie’s hands drifted down Charlie’s arms, tracing the dirt-streaked lines she was washing clean and covering each freckle that felt reverent. She guided the washcloth down Charlie’s arm, over her shoulder, and across her collarbone, where she could feel the thrum of Charlie’s heartbeat like she memorized every part of her.

They took turns lathering soap over each other’s legs, moving slowly, taking care to scrub away the filth that had settled deep into their skin. They shared soft, amused smiles at the ticklish moments, small laughs escaping between the calming sounds of the water.

When they finished, they lingered under the shower a little longer, letting it wash over them, feeling cleansed and renewed. Finally, Vaggie reached over to turn off the shower, and as the water slowed to a trickle, they stayed close with their fingers entwined.

After drying off, Charlie and Vaggie stepped out of the shower, wrapped in thick towels.

Charlie crossed to her walk-in wardrobe, which still held a few of her old clothes despite the dust and disarray. She pulled out a crisp white dress shirt and slipped it on, buttoning it slowly and rolling the sleeves to her elbows. Her fingers felt the smoothness of the fabric, the feeling of familiar stitches oddly comforting. She then tucked it into a pair of high-waisted black slacks. She chose a pair of (slightly dusty) designer dress shoes, different from her usual worn dress shoes—her old shoes, reliable as they’d been, had finally reached their limit.

Vaggie rummaged through her bag, finding a sturdy jacket and fresh jeans. She checked her pockets, ensuring she had the essentials, and then glanced over to where Charlie was straightening the collar of her shirt. The blonde then adjusted the belt to attach the holster to her slacks.

Side by side, they made their way out to the living room and saw the others gathering. One by one, the group appeared, looking cleaner, fresher, and more relaxed than in weeks. Still drying his hair with a towel, Angel was scanning the room for anything potentially valuable. Though freshly shaved and in new clothes, Husk still held onto his usual gruff expression. Niffty bounced in place, excitedly glancing around the room. Pentious didn't look that nervous for the first time in a while, and Alastor leaned against the wall with his usual unsettling grin.

Charlie cleared her throat, drawing everyone’s attention. “Okay. There are places in this mansion that should have hidden supplies. Some might be locked, but I know where to find most of the keys—or where my dad hid them. It might take some searching, but food, medical supplies, and even weapons could be stored away. We’ll need to split up to cover more ground.”

The group broke apart, pairing up and heading to different parts of the mansion. Angel moved confidently through the halls with Pentious close behind. Husk and Alastor trailed behind them, ready to haul anything worth bringing back. Meanwhile, Niffty darted through tight nooks and crawl spaces.

Charlie and Vaggie took the hallway leading to her parent’s old bedroom. As they entered the dusty bedroom, Vaggie raised an eyebrow. "With your ground rules laid out… Why are we in your parents' room?"

Charlie brushed a layer of dust from the desk as she considered her answer. "My dad... he was a bit of a gun enthusiast," she explained with a faint grimace. "It always made me uncomfortable, you know? I’d tell him, but he'd just shrug and go on collecting them, treating it like some strange hobby." She paused, glancing over at Vaggie. "Sometimes, he’d even go to the backyard to test a few. I hated the noise."

Charlie moved to the desk and stopped at the globe perched on the corner. She turned it slowly, aligning it until the mark for “Germany” faced her, then tilted it at just the right angle. A quiet click sounded, followed by a soft hum as part of the wall beside the wardrobe shifted, revealing a hidden door.

The door creaked open, revealing the faint smell of gun oil and leather. Inside, an expansive armory stretched before them, lined with neatly organized firearms of every kind: handguns, rifles, shotguns, and even a few larger weapons that made Vaggie’s eye widen slightly. Her gaze moved from shelf to shelf, taking in the seemingly endless rows of weapons. "How... did your dad even manage to collect all of these?" she murmured, her voice tinged with awe and a touch of disbelief.

Charlie let out a humorless chuckle, crossing her arms as she surveyed the vast collection. "I asked him the same thing once. Told him he had enough firepower here to arm a small country." She sighed. "I tried suggesting he stick to something like vinyl records, but he just shrugged it off. Said guns were ‘cool.’"

Vaggie shook her head, looking a bit exasperated. "Huh…"

Charlie shrugged. "Apparently, he wasn’t always like this. The collecting, the hoarding—he got into it in phases. Guns were just one of the later ones. Before that, it was vinyl records, and then there were random antique radios. He even tried to get me into it and gave me a few records to start my collection. I didn’t get it at the time.”

Vaggie listened quietly, glancing over as she picked up a box of ammunition, but didn’t say anything. She watched Charlie’s face carefully, sensing the weight behind her words.

After a pause, Charlie reached for a rifle, her hands running over the polished wood. Something in her expression shifted, and she hesitated, her voice barely above a whisper. “Did… you ever find anything from him? Like… a letter or something?”

Vaggie furrowed her brow, setting down the box she’d been holding. “You mean, like a letter addressed to you?”

Charlie shook her head. “Anything. I just thought there might be something he left behind—a note, or… I don’t know, a journal maybe.”

Vaggie’s face softened as she took a step closer to her. “Charlie… I haven’t found anything like that. But maybe… maybe it’s somewhere else in the mansion, right?”

Charlie nodded slowly, though there was a shadow of worry in her eyes. Vaggie moved closer, reaching out to rest a reassuring hand on Charlie’s arm. "Hey, maybe one of the others will find something. They’re all over this place, checking every corner. And if your dad had something important to leave behind, I have a feeling he’d make sure we’d find it."

Charlie managed a small smile. "Maybe you’re right.” She slowly nodded as if trying to convince herself. "Well… at least his collection is ours now. If it helps us get through this, maybe his obsession wasn’t for nothing."

After a while, Charlie and Vaggie made their way back to the main hall, their arms loaded with firearms and a canvas bag filled with ammo boxes. As they approached the living room, they were surprised to see Niffty and Pentious already there, busily sorting through an impressive array of supplies that looked as if they could last for months, if not years.

Charlie let out a low whistle as she set down the bag and helped Vaggie carefully arrange the firearms on a sturdy table nearby. Vaggie dusted off her hands and gave Charlie a nod. “I’ll go back and grab the rest,” she said, already heading toward the hall.

Charlie nodded, watching her leave before turning back to the supplies. Niffty glanced up, catching her eye with a bright smile. “Oh! By the way, Angel’s looking for you,” she chirped.

“Angel?” Charlie tilted her head, curious. “Did he say why?”

Niffty shrugged, shaking her head. “Not really. He’s over by the kitchen, though.”

“Alright. Thanks, Niffty,” Charlie said, then glanced around. “Do you know where Alastor and Husk went?”

“Oh, they’re hauling something in from the left wing,” Niffty replied with a quick nod. “Looked pretty heavy, but I think they’ve got it covered.”

With a final look at the supplies, Charlie made her way toward the kitchen. As she entered, she noticed that most of the cabinets had been emptied, with a stockpile of preserved foods and other essentials now gathered neatly around the large kitchen island. Amidst it all, she spotted Angel, focused and intent as he fiddled with the lock on a tall wooden cabinet.

“You rang?” she called, stepping into the room.

Angel didn’t look up immediately, his concentration still fixed on the lock. “Give me a sec,” he muttered, a hint of satisfaction creeping into his tone as the lock clicked open with a soft snap. He straightened up and turned to Charlie, flashing a grin. “Had a hunch this cabinet might have something good. Thought I’d give it a try.”

Charlie smirked. “You and your hunches.”

Angel swung open the cabinet doors, and Charlie’s eyebrows shot up as she took in the sight before them: shelves packed with a meticulously curated collection of wines, spirits, and even a few rare bottles she hadn’t seen before. Expensive labels stared back at them, each bottle lined up neatly as if waiting for a grand occasion.

Angel let out a low whistle, his eyes wide with delight. "Jackpot! Looks like your dad knew his liquor."

Charlie chuckled, shaking her head. "Yeah, he had a taste for the ‘finer things.’ Though I’m not sure he ever intended for these to be, uh… end-of-the-world rations."

Angel laughed, grabbing a bottle and inspecting the label. "Apocalypse or not, I’d say we’re living pretty fine tonight. Imagine the look on kitty’s face when he sees this stash!" He then clicked his tongue, “Although he did mention about quitting back then…”

"We might as well make use of it.” Charlie also grabbed the bottle of unopened wine. “And after all the bullshit we’ve been through, I think we’ve earned a drink or two."

As they began pulling bottles from the cabinet, Angel glanced over at her. “Betcha there’s some history behind these, huh?”

Charlie nodded, smiling wistfully. "Probably. My parents… well, mostly Dad, used to go on these ‘adventures’ for rare bottles whenever they traveled. Said it was a way to ‘capture a piece of the world.’" She chuckled softly, then lowered her voice as if mimicking her dad. "Most of y’all kids got souvenirs or postcards; I got stories about bourbon and scotch."

Angel let out a laugh, shaking his head as he took down a dusty bottle of whiskey. "Gotta admit, your dad had style."

Charlie’s gaze softened as she traced a finger along the glass. "Yeah. He did."

Angel and Charlie carefully unloaded the bottles, setting each one on the counter. They handled the bottles with the precision of a heist, Angel occasionally muttering, “Don’t want to shatter any of these beauties.” Finally, as Angel set the last bottle—a rich bourbon encased in a dark green glass—down beside the others, he glanced over at Charlie with a gleam in his eye.

“So,” he began, his fingers tapping the top of the bottle. “What do you say we crack this open? Take the first shots of the night?”

Charlie hesitated for a moment, feeling the weight of the past weeks and the tension that had knotted in her shoulders for as long as she could remember. After all they’d endured, a small, well-deserved break felt almost foreign, yet more than tempting. “You know what?” She grabbed two shot glasses from one of the cupboards, rinsing the dust off with a quick splash of water. “Why not?”

Angel poured the amber liquid, its rich, smoky scent filling the air. He handed her a glass, and they lifted them in a silent toast. As they threw back the shots, Charlie felt the familiar burn trailing down her throat, spreading warmth through her chest.

She closed her eyes briefly, letting the feeling in. It’d been so long since she’d felt that heat—anything that wasn’t just survival or the cold, gnawing adrenaline that came with every day.


Later that evening, the dining room buzzed with laughter and chatter as everyone gathered around the table, each member looking more relaxed than they had in weeks. The dining table was lined with plates of hearty, makeshift meals that Charlie and Angel had whipped up from preserved foods they’d found in the mansion’s stores: cans of beans, preserved meats, even a few jars of olives, and pickled vegetables. He also had taken to arranging the bottles of wine, whiskey, and rum with a flair, like he was setting up a bar for a messy, high-end party.

Alastor had already poured himself a drink while Husk was drinking from a soda can, their glasses clinking as they toasted to some joke only the former radio host found funny. Niffty, seated between them, sipped from a glass almost as big as her hand. Vaggie was nursing a glass of wine, while Pentious told an exaggerated story that had Niffty nearly falling out of her chair with laughter.

Pentious raised his glass with a flourish, still caught in the thick of his story. "And so there I was," he declared, gesturing wildly, "presenting my grand design to this absolute buffoon of a client who couldn't tell a blueprint from a takeout menu! He had the audacity to suggest adding—wait for it—a moat. A moat! As if it were the 13th century and he was expecting knights on horseback to storm the place!" He shook his head, theatrically exasperated. “All I could think was, ‘Is he trying to keep out intruders or build a damn fish tank?’

Angel nearly choked on his drink, laughing. "I feel you, man. Some clients just... lack perspective. Back in the day, I had this one client who insisted he wanted the ‘full boyfriend experience’ but couldn't commit to buying me a decent dinner." He smirked, glancing around the table. “Some people want castles but don’t wanna pay for the bricks, you know?”

Niffty giggled beside them, her cheeks flushed from downing glasses of wine. She raised her glass, wobbling slightly. “I think... I think the whole room’s spinning!” she said, swaying. Husk reached over with a long-suffering sigh, plucking the glass from her grasp before she could spill it.

“Alright, you’ve had enough,” he muttered, sliding the glass over to Angel. “We don’t want to be pulling you off the floor by the end of the night.”

Niffty got up and reached toward Angel, her tiny frame making a feisty attempt to snatch her drink back. "C’mon! Gimme, gimme! I wasn’t done!" she whined, stretching her arms as Angel held the glass just out of reach, a teasing grin on his face.

“Niffty, you look like you’re about to turn as red as that wine,” he said, chuckling as he held it a little higher. “Maybe I’ll give it back once you’ve cooled off a bit. Don’t need you toppling over just yet.”

Alastor, taking a slow sip from his glass, clicked his tongue disapprovingly. “Now, now, let’s not let this evening devolve,” he chided, his tone slightly dejected. “A drink is fine, but we should all maintain our composure, hmm?”

Before the back-and-forth could continue, Vaggie tapped her spoon against her glass, drawing everyone’s attention. “Before anyone gets any more… tipsy,” she called, raising her glass and casting a warm look toward Charlie. “I think we all owe our thanks to our host tonight. For bringing us here, for keeping us safe… Charlie, this night wouldn’t be happening without you.”

Glasses lifted around the table, a murmur of gratitude echoing as everyone drank, though Husk and Niffty clinked their soda cans instead. The cheers settled, and the chatter picked up again, but Alastor glanced around the room with a curious expression.

“One wonders, though,” he began, “where the rest of the household staff might be. A place of this size—surely there must have been others?”

Vaggie raised a hand in gentle protest. “Tonight is for relaxing, Alastor.”

Alastor, however, seemed undeterred, swirling his drink thoughtfully. “And yet, it’s why we’re here, is it not? After all, Charlie’s journey wasn’t solely to bring us here—she’s still hoping to find out what happened to her family.”

The lighthearted atmosphere dimmed slightly, and Charlie glanced down, her fingers running along the rim of her glass. After a moment, she sighed. “Well… since there were no bodies in the house, it’s safe to assume my dad sent the staff home when things first started going to shit. He… he mentioned a phone call, a while back, asking if I’d ride with him to a chopper heading for the safe zone in D.C.” She hesitated. “But… I turned him down.”

Husk raised an eyebrow, curiosity sparking. “Why didn’t you go with him? Seems safer than staying here.”

Charlie’s eyes grew distant. “I couldn’t shake the feeling that it was… suspicious. That the elite, people like me and my dad, were getting evacuated somewhere special the moment the virus made headlines.” She paused, her voice softening. “I just hope he’s okay in D.C., wherever he is. But… I don’t know.”

A somber quiet hung in the room. Angel broke it with a dramatic sigh, shooting Alastor an annoyed look. “And there he goes, ruining the mood. Thanks a lot, pal. Thought we were supposed to be having fun tonight.”


11:18 pm

The mansion had settled into an eerie silence, the faint creaks and groans of the old house filling the space where laughter and clinking glasses had once been. One by one, everyone had drifted off to their rooms, contentedly hazy from the night’s drinking.

In the soft glow of Charlie’s bedroom, she and Vaggie lingered a half-finished bottle of bourbon between them. Charlie took a sip from her glass, savoring the warmth rushing down her throat, while Vaggie set hers down on the desk, watching Charlie with a look.

Vaggie began, “I’ve been… thinking—”

But before she could finish, Charlie leaned forward, her hand reaching up to cradle the side of Vaggie’s face as she pressed a heated, somewhat sloppy kiss to her lips, tasting of warm bourbon. The kiss was raw, the kind that spoke more than any words. Charlie’s hand slid down to Vaggie’s shoulder, her fingers pressing gently as she drew her closer. The room felt warmer as if the glow from the bedside lamp had deepened, wrapping around them both.

Vaggie responded to the kiss with a soft sigh, her hands finding their way to Charlie’s waist. The intoxicating scent of bourbon mixed with the faint traces of Charlie’s scent drives her insane.

The warmth of their shared drink mingled with the heat between them, their touches growing bolder. Charlie slowly led Vaggie closer to the edge of the bed. They sank into the soft comforter and Charlie pulled back slightly, her lips just a breath away from Vaggie’s as she murmured, “Fuck, you’re beautiful…” She trailed gentle kisses along Vaggie’s jawline, her touch delicate, as though she were savoring every moment. “I’m so lucky to have you… to be here with you.”

Vaggie giggled softly, her cheeks warm from both the bourbon and the affection. “Querido, estás borracho.

“I’m a dumb American, babe.”

“You’re drunk.”

Charlie smiled, unbothered, brushing a stray lock of Vaggie’s hair behind her ear. “Maybe I am… but I mean every word.” Her hands moved with care as she undid the first button of Vaggie’s blouse, her eyes never leaving hers. She took her time, fingers tracing gentle patterns along Vaggie’s collarbone as each layer came undone.

As the fabric pooled at Vaggie’s waist, Charlie’s hands glided over her bare skin, tracing gentle patterns along her toned arms and shoulders. She pressed a lingering kiss above Vaggie’s heart, feeling its rhythm beneath her lips, then another at the curve of her shoulder.

Charlie eased the pants down, letting it fall away as her hands drifted lower. She glanced up, her gaze meeting Vaggie’s, a small smile playing at her lips as she slipped the last layers aside. Now, with Vaggie sitting in her bra and underwear, Charlie took in every detail, her hand reaching up to cup Vaggie’s cheek, thumb grazing her skin.

“You didn’t have to do that toast earlier,” she murmured. “I mean… this house, the supplies, the alcohol—it's all just stuff. Nothing special.”

Vaggie tilted her head, giving Charlie a gentle, knowing look. “Baby, don’t discredit yourself. You’ve given us more than just a roof over our heads. You’ve given us hope, a safe place—even if it’s just for a while. That means something. It means everything.” Her hand lifted to cover Charlie’s, squeezing it reassuringly.

Charlie’s face softened, a small smile curving her lips as her fingers traced along Vaggie’s cheek. She leaned forward, capturing Vaggie’s lips in another tender kiss. The kiss deepened, her mouth trailing down along Vaggie’s jawline, then to her neck. Her lips brushed softly over the delicate skin before she found a spot just below Vaggie’s collarbone, her lips lingering there, pressing gently before suckling slightly, intent on leaving a faint mark.

Vaggie’s breath caught, her fingers threading into Charlie’s hair, pulling her just a bit closer. A soft sigh escaped her as Charlie worked slowly. A quiet moan escaped her lips, “Charlie…”

Charlie couldn’t help but smile against Vaggie’s skin, a soft chuckle vibrating from her as she continued to press kisses to the spot. She drew back slightly, her eyes meeting Vaggie’s. “Hmm… you like that?” she murmured, her voice teasing, almost daring.

Vaggie’s fingers tightened in Charlie’s hair as she leaned in closer, her voice coming out in a breathless plea. “Please… don’t stop.”

Charlie’s eyes softened, a flicker of warmth and intensity in her gaze. Her hand found its way to Vaggie’s waist, fingers pressing into her skin as she trailed a line of gentle kisses down Vaggie’s neck, lingering at each new spot. She took her time, tasting the warmth of her skin, savoring the way Vaggie’s breaths grew shorter with each soft bite.

Vaggie’s hands roamed along Charlie’s back, fingers pressing into her, pulling her closer until there was barely a breath between them. Her hand drifted down, settling between Charlie’s thighs, and pressed gently, earning a soft gasp from Charlie. The touch was enough to make Charlie pause, a breath caught between her lips as her body responded, leaning into Vaggie, her own need mirrored in Vaggie’s gaze.

She unfurled her arms and placed her hands on Vaggie’s shoulders. She was compelled by a powerful urge to speak, to tell Vaggie everything over and over again. Before she could marshal her thoughts together, Vaggie’s lips brushed hers. The whimper that escaped her throat was muffled as they came together; lips and tongue feeding a fire that shimmered through Vaggie’s body to her very core.

Charlie pressed her body against her own, and it was like she was filling in all of Vaggie’s gaps. It was intense and it was staggering; all of her body pinpricks of electricity; raw desire stretched her physical limits and ripped a high, keening whimper out of her lungs.

Vaggie suddenly found herself on her back; Charlie was straddled above her with fire in her eyes. The blonde flung away their clothes, and when Charlie kissed her, it was with her entire body. Skin and muscle and bone writhed against her, finding purchase on the sharp planes of her own body, the jut of her hips, and the sinewy cords of her thighs.

Charlie’s hands were grasping, twisting, and smoothing all over her skin. Heat built painfully in Vaggie’s core and scorched her flesh, and Charlie’s mouth blazed fire as she swept their tongues together. Charlie’s slender fingers sought the wet heat between her thighs, stretched into her, and began to hammer out a beat with her heart; her cries tore from her lungs with every pounding thrust.

Vaggie drew her knees up and dragged her nails down Charlie’s back, her body opening up even as she was terrified of being so exposed. She heard a sobbed wail escape her lips, and she brought her teeth down hard against Charlie’s shoulder. Her climax was fast and hard and unrelenting; her entire body arched back, shoulders indenting the mattress below her, while Charlie clung onto her and continued her unyielding pace.

It was as if she was being taken outside of herself – away from who she thought she was and pulled right back into her body. Charlie was forceful and she was intent, and it was that intention that comforted Vaggie even as she teetered on the edge of overwhelm, pleasure bordering on pain bursting behind her eyelids as she was pitched right into her second orgasm. Hitched sobs and whining moans tumbled out of her mouth as her body shuddered and shook around Charlie’s hand, in Charlie’s arms.

Her chest heaved and her body trembled. She couldn’t breathe, and panic flooded her senses. Then Charlie’s arm was cradling her head and there were soft, comforting words swirling around her. She took great shuddering breaths as tears ran down her cheeks and she was released. She wrapped her arms around Charlie; her hitched breathing turned into full-blown sobs that wracked her body anew. She buried her face into Charlie’s shoulder, her body shaking in her arms as she cried through all of her guilt, shame, and feelings of inadequacy. She cried out her grief, and she cried out her gratitude.

Charlie’s arms were solid around her, anchoring her as she gently rocked them back and forth, murmuring soft words into her ear. The smells of bourbon, sweat, sex, and something unique to Charlie wrapped around Vaggie like a blanket, holding them close amidst the tempest of her release. Her sobbing made way to soft whines, and all the while, Charlie held her with stability and care.

When Vaggie’s heaves finally stilled and her body unfurled, Charlie arranged herself around Vaggie’s bulky frame with her slender arm and leg draped firmly across the brunette. Her face pressed into Vaggie’s neck as she continued to murmur comforting words to her.

Vaggie felt so small in Charlie’s embrace, but it wasn’t frightening. It was like a weight had been lifted from her very spirit, and she had an odd sensation that she would just float away without Charlie’s body keeping her grounded. She trailed light fingers along her back, tracing delicate skin and hard bone; she felt as if she were drifting and yet completely anchored.

Their even breathing was the only thing to interrupt the silence cocooning them.


The room had settled into a comforting silence, the only sound the steady rhythm of Vaggie's breathing as she lay beside Charlie, her head resting on Charlie's chest. Vaggie had drifted off, her hand still loosely intertwined with Charlie’s, a faint, peaceful smile lingering on her lips. But as the warmth of the evening faded, Charlie was left awake, her head beginning to throb with the dull ache of a hangover just waiting to hit full force.

Charlie’s mind kept wandering back to a moment earlier—a flicker of sadness that had crossed Vaggie’s face. Midway through, Vaggie had choked up, her eye glossy with sudden, unexpected tears. Charlie had almost paused, worried it might have been a panic attack, but the softness of Vaggie's voice, her arms wrapped around Charlie tighter than before, suggested something else, like maybe it was as the alcohol kicked in.

Still, Charlie couldn’t shake the feeling that something was on Vaggie’s mind.

Letting out a soft sigh, Charlie pressed a gentle kiss to Vaggie’s forehead. She carefully eased her hand from Vaggie’s grasp, slipping out of bed as quietly as possible. She reached for her usual dress shirt hanging off the back of a chair and slipped it on, followed by a pair of loose pajama pants that she grabbed from the dresser. Her gaze drifted to the half-empty bottle of bourbon on the nightstand, and she decided she’d take it downstairs—maybe another drink or two would help ease her nerves enough to get some sleep.

With the bottle and two shot glasses in hand, she made her way quietly down the hallway, the floorboards creaking softly beneath her bare feet. Instead of feeling the dust, it seems that Niffty started to clean this place (in which Charlie expected it). She made her way to the kitchen, her fingers brushing the walls for balance as the buzz of the evening slowly faded.

As she entered the dim kitchen, she noticed someone sitting by the island, carefully inspecting and cleaning a pistol. The figure glanced up briefly, his brow furrowing as he took in her slightly disheveled state.

“Pentious,” she greeted softly, feeling an odd comfort in the familiar face.

He looked at her with mild surprise, then offered a nod, his expression unreadable as he continued to clean the weapon. "Couldn’t sleep, Morningstar?" he muttered, his eyes flickering over to the bourbon in her hands.

Charlie offered a slight smile, setting the bottle and glasses on the counter. "No, not really." She glanced at the pistol in his hands, noting how his focus never seemed to waver as he carefully polished the barrel. "Could say the same for you, I guess… and please, just call me Charlie."

Pentious gave a low chuckle, his gaze briefly meeting hers. “Habit, I suppose. The quiet hours… they’re good for reflecting,” he replied, his voice steady, almost meditative.

Charlie poured a shot, sliding it in his direction. "Then here’s to the quiet hours." She took her shot, feeling the familiar warmth settle in her chest yet again. “Do you… ever wonder how long we can keep this up?” she asked quietly, almost more to herself than to him.

Pentious took the shot she’d poured him, his gaze drifting off into a distant thoughtfulness as the burn of the bourbon settled. He let out a small sigh, almost as if the drink had coaxed something out of him. Turning the glass in his hand, he looked up at Charlie with a faint, wistful smile. "I think about it a lot, actually," he admitted, his voice quieter now. "Whether I’ll ever find my family, or if they’re… you know."

He reached into his pocket and pulled out a worn leather wallet, flipping it open with a sort of reverent care. Inside was a small, faded photograph with Pentious standing beside a smiling woman, his arm draped protectively over her shoulders. Beside them was a boy in his teens, dark-haired and grinning. They looked familiar—eerily so.

"This here," Pentious pointed to the woman, his voice softening, "is my wife. We first met in college, believe it or not. She was tough as nails, and kept me grounded." A warmth touched his expression as he traced his thumb over her image. "And that," he added, pointing to the young boy, "is my son, Frank. Kid had a heart of gold. I promised myself I’d find them when all this mess began. Just… haven’t gotten that chance yet."

Frank.

Charlie’s heart stilled as she took in the photograph, realization settling heavily in her chest. She knew these faces. The woman and her boy had been among the first she’d encountered in the outbreak.

She remembered Frank’s determination to save her mom at any cost, a determination that hadn’t been enough. She’d watched as the virus claimed the mother and Frank… Frank had later died in a tragic accident.

With his lifeless eyes wide open…

But here, looking at Pentious, she found herself unable to say any of that. The hopeful way he spoke of his family, the way he held on to that thin thread of possibility… she couldn’t take that from him, not here, not now. For all this, Pentious was still clinging to something worth fighting for.

So instead, she forced a small smile, nodding as if she was learning of them for the first time. "They look like wonderful people, Pentious," she said softly. "I really hope… I really hope you find them."

A flicker of gratitude softened his expression. “Thank you, Charlie. Just knowing there’s a safe place like this helps a lot. If I ever do find them, I hope they can stay here as long as we can manage. A place where we could plan a future.”

Charlie forced herself to nod, her fingers gripping the edge of the counter as she tried to keep her thoughts from spiraling. "Yeah, absolutely. They’ll be welcome here."

Pentious sighed, his gaze drifting back to the photograph as he rubbed his thumb along its faded edge. “I was supposed to meet them at the Stock Exchange that day,” he murmured. “But I had this client meeting. Thought I could finish up and join them later. I’m not even a finance guy, you know? Just… wish I’d canceled. Could’ve been there with them, seen them safe before… before everything happened.”

Charlie swallowed, nodding as if she didn’t already know how that day had ended for his family.

Pentious took a moment, his gaze holding hers a little longer, as though he could sense a depth of unspoken understanding between them. Finally, he broke away, glancing down at his pistol. He started packing up the pieces, methodically putting each one back in place with the ease of someone who’d done it a thousand times. “I’m glad we talked, Charlie. It’s good to know there’s someone… well, someone I can count on.” He nodded toward the hallway. “Get some rest. We’ll need it for tomorrow and it’s going to be a busy day ahead.”

She mustered a small, tight smile. "You too, Pentious."

When he was gone upstairs and no footsteps were being heard, Charlie leaned on the counter, her hands gripping the cool edge of the island. She felt a pressure building inside, her heartbeat pounding in her ears, the memory pressing down on her.

Her hand flew to her mouth, clamping down as a surge of grief broke through, twisting in her chest with a brutal ache. She could see Frank’s face in her mind, those wide, lifeless eyes staring up at her, and the mother’s succumbs to the virus with Frank’s desperate voice begging Charlie to keep going to the damn hospital.

She remembered her desperate attempt to help them—how she’d been too late, how her own choices had led to even more loss; Razzle, who’d helped her, was gone.

Charlie leaned forward, pressing her forehead to the cool marble of the kitchen island; her mind seemed to deepen as she replayed Frank’s last moments—those lifeless, unblinking eyes, the desperation that had colored his voice, his words echoing in the back of her mind: Mom, no! Please!

She clenched her hands into fists, a hollow ache twisting through her chest, like something fragile inside her was splintering with each breath. It felt like she was trapped in a silent whirlwind, a crushing weight of regret she couldn’t shake off. Frank had counted on her, had believed she could get them to safety, and she had failed him. And that failure hung on her shoulders, sharp and unrelenting.

The worst part was, she knew Pentious was still clinging to hope—hope she didn’t have the heart to shatter. The thought of telling him, of watching that hope die in his eyes, left her feeling hollow and sick. But could she keep hiding it? Could she look him in the eyes tomorrow, the next day, knowing that she was keeping the truth from him?

For a moment, the idea of searching through her father’s message or letter struck her. There might be something there, some thread that could lead to a better answer than the one that clawed at her now. And there was Manhattan too—the place Frank and his mother had spent their last moments. The fucking Stock Exchange. She’d have to find a way to retrieve anything Pentious’s family might’ve left behind, to honor their memory somehow. Maybe, just maybe, it would bring him some kind of closure.

Straightening up, Charlie pressed her hands to her temples, as if she could get rid of the gnawing ache that had taken root in her chest (and it doesn’t help a lot when she’s tipsy as hell). She’d have to tell Vaggie. Vaggie was the only other person who knew, who’d seen enough to understand what she’d lost that day. Charlie needed her for this—to figure out a plan, to get through the memories without unraveling completely.

She took a deep breath. The truth felt inevitable, but it would come on her terms, not as an unwelcome bombshell. For now, she’d hold the pieces of that truth close, taking her time to decide when—if—she could bring herself to share them with Pentious.

While that, she has other responsibilities to tackle first.


The three figures moved in silence, their military gear blending into the shadows of the convenience store as they advanced toward the gas station. The air was thick with the metallic tang of blood, and the broken glass crunched softly beneath their boots. Out in the lot, stragglers shuffled near a crashed black van, their heads low and shoulders hunched, lingering like vultures around a kill that had long since grown cold. The ground was slick with remnants of their old meal, blood-soaked and grim, marking where bodies had been torn apart.

The squad raised their M27s, silencers muting the gunfire to a sharp whisper. The sound wasn’t quite enough to go unnoticed, but it wouldn’t draw the horde. One by one, the stragglers fell, each bullet landing cleanly, efficiently. The echo of the last suppressed shot faded, and silence fell over the gas station once more.

“Spread out. Check the area,” the leader ordered as she signaled to the other two. They nodded, moving to flank the lot as they checked the perimeters and empty storefronts. She made her way to the black van, keeping her automatic rifle raised as she approached the driver’s side door.

The corpse slumped in the driver’s seat was barely recognizable, the face ravaged, chunks of flesh missing and scattered across the seat. A private. He wore their uniform with the gray armband, the remnants of it torn and bloodstained. She clenched her jaw, taking in the gory scene, and then her gaze drifted over to the passenger seat. Empty.

She cursed under her breath, her mind racing as she processed the implications. One of them had been taken out here, but the other… he was gone.

“Ma’am!” one of the squad members called from the back of the van. “The van’s empty. Someone else has already been through here.”

She clicked her tongue, irritation crossed her amber eyes. “Damn it,” she muttered, scanning the distance as if she might catch sight of whoever had scavenged before them. Long Island was supposed to be all but abandoned, yet it seemed someone was still holding on, surviving out here despite the odds.

Just as she thought, there are survivors still remaining in this damned State.

“Keep searching,” she ordered. “If someone’s out there, they can’t have gone far.”

As one of the squad members moved further into the lot, she remained by the van. Survivors. It was hard to believe, but if they were resourceful enough to clean out a van under the noses of the infected, then they might be more than just remnants. They might be worth finding, worth watching. And if they had access to supplies, well... maybe they’d have something to take.

Then, the other squad member called out, “Lieutenant! Over here!” His voice was tense, coming from inside the convenience store.

She looked up sharply, catching a glimpse of his silhouette through the shattered, grimy store window. He was standing over something near the counter. With a low sigh, she stepped through the glass-strewn doorway, her eyes adjusting to the dimness inside. The stench hit her first, that heavy scent of rot mixed with copper. But this was different from the usual decay—the smell was somehow sharper, fresher.

There, slumped against the cash register, was another private. His uniform and armband marked him as one of theirs, though his face was beyond recognition. Blood and fragments of skin were smeared across the cash register, the flesh on his face crushed rather than torn, his features mangled almost methodically. The sight was brutal, and there was a twisted sense of purpose to it. This wasn’t the work of the undead.

The squad member beside her spoke in a low, almost nauseated tone. “It’s sick, Lieutenant. Who the hell would do this? And why?”

Her jaw tightened as she took in the scene, trying to piece together the fractured details. No average survivor would have done this—not in the middle of an outbreak, not in a place where shooting or stabbing would have been easier. Whoever had done this had been close, deliberate. She took in the blood patterns, the angle of the blows. This had been personal.

She felt a shiver of something she rarely acknowledged: a dawning realization that this act of mutilation wasn’t random or mindless. It had intent behind it. But only one face came to mind when she thought of that sort of vindictive edge. Her gaze drifted back to her squad member.

“Who’d have a reason to do this?” he asked, his voice a mix of fear and revulsion.

Her face darkened, a slow, growing scowl etching its way into her features. She didn’t want to say it, not yet. But as her mind connected the pieces, the implications were impossible to ignore.

There was only one person she knew with that kind of vendetta. Someone who would go to this length to make a point, to leave a warning carved in flesh. She’d thought she was gone—buried along with the others.

But if this was her

“Lieutenant?” the squad member pressed, catching onto her change in expression.

She let out a slow breath, forcing the name back down, and then turned to her squad member. “Take Gerard’s armband. Retrieve the dog tag if it’s still there. We’ll need identification for the report.”

The squad member nodded, grimacing as he knelt down to remove the bloodstained armband. “Understood, Lieutenant.” He carefully searched the private’s chest, eventually finding the metal chain that held the tag and yanking it free with a soft, hollow clink.

“Relay the order to the other outside,” she added coldly. “Tell him to recover Anderson’s tag and armband too.”

The squad member didn’t hesitate, lifting his hand radio to his mouth and issuing the command to his teammate. Once the radio crackled with a confirmation, she gave a sharp nod, stepping back outside.

The night pressed down heavily, shadows pooling between the broken streetlamps and the empty, hollowed-out buildings lining the road. Her mind, however, was locked on the thought of one person—that damned person she’d convinced herself was long gone.

After all these years, it seemed impossible that she could still be out there, much less that she’d made it this close. Yet the brutality of the private’s death was undeniable, and the twisted familiarity of it set her on edge.

Her grip tightened on her rifle as the implications swirled in her mind. If this was truly her handiwork, the consequences were vast, and their next moves would have to be calculated. She took in a slow, calming breath, forcing the worry to harden into resolve. No matter what, she would report this back to the General. If they were dealing with a damn ghost, then changes had to be made, steps taken to secure the territory before their operations expanded further.

She couldn’t afford to hesitate now.

Notes:

OKAY. apologies for the update delay thing, but atleast the gang finally reached by the main goal..... as well as the upcoming antagonists 👀

also, Cherri is NOT Pentious's wife btw. she'll be appearing soon

additional tidbit with charlie's vinyl collection, click this playlist link

Chapter 16: 84 Days (pt. 1)

Summary:

Their sanctuary is secured, for now...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Charlie took a deep breath, steadying herself as she moved from one shadowed building to the next. The intersection ahead was littered with car wrecks that once seemed catastrophic but now felt like just part of the landscape—like moss on a fallen tree. Soho had turned into a green graveyard, plants crawling through every crack in the concrete.

She glanced back, catching Vaggie’s gaze as she followed with her new spear held steady. Pentious had outdone himself with that thing. He’d fashioned it from some displayed artifact in the mansion—made fresh with a little metalwork magic (that smart bastard). This one could collapse into a knife, a sleek upgrade compared to her last.

Bringing her attention back to the street, she noticed the stragglers—few and far between, just decaying bodies trying to remember what walking was like. One of them, its face barely holding together, was weakly crawling in her direction, one hand lifting toward her as though reaching out for help. She didn’t hesitate, pulling her knife from its sheath and drove it through its skull. Wiping the blood on its tattered shirt, she moved on as she neared the crash she’d been dreading.

The Idua A8 L, her old car, was barely recognizable, crumpled, and decayed like everything else. She swallowed and drew closer. Inside, she saw them—the skeletal remains, the clothing faded but familiar. Razzle’s suit still clung to the bones in the driver’s seat, a deep crack across his skull marking what had ended him. In the back, two more skeletons—a woman in business attire, a bullet hole piercing her skull, and beside her, a smaller, younger skeleton.

Frank. God, I’m so sorry.

Charlie’s breath hitched, her thoughts slipping into a spiral she couldn’t seem to catch. They unraveled, falling into an aching place where guilt hadn’t let herself touch in months. She looked at the skeletal remains in the backseat, the ones she was about to disturb, and something in her chest twisted. Pentious’s family. They’d been people, not just bones held together by scraps of cloth. She ran her fingers along the cool metal of the crowbar strapped to her pack, feeling its weight as if it might anchor her.

She glanced back at Vaggie, who was also eyeing the car.

“This is going to be loud,” Charlie said, keeping her voice low. “Be ready.”

Vaggie nodded, gripping her spear a little tighter. “I’ve got you covered.”

Turning back to the wreck, Charlie steadied herself, then swung the crowbar into the backseat window. The glass shattered, falling inward with a brittle crash. She reached inside, quickly finding the woman’s hand. Her fingers were oddly preserved, skin papery but still whole, as though death hadn’t dared to take all of her. A gold wedding ring glinted on her left hand, catching the stray light from above. Charlie slipped it off, the metal cool against her fingers, and tucked it away.

She moved around to the other side, taking in a shaky breath before smashing the glass again. The smaller skeleton lay curled, still and small, like he was sleeping. Frank. She bit down on the sadness clawing its way up and searched the pockets of his tattered clothes, her hands trembling just slightly. At last, she found a small pendant around his neck, a scratched little trinket shaped like a serpent. After a bit of hesitation, she took it.

Then she heard it—the shuffle of feet, the soft groans drawing near. Vaggie’s spear moved in a series of deadly arcs as if she were following the notes of a silent, familiar song. The tip sliced through the decaying flesh with a sickening ease and the zombies slumped lifelessly to the ground. Charlie kept watch from a step behind, clutching the items she’d collected and hoping she wasn’t putting Vaggie at unnecessary risk.

One of the undead—a particularly bloated figure whose shirt was nearly glued to his decaying body—lurched forward, his rotting hands reaching out. Vaggie jabbed the spear’s tip into his forehead, the weapon retracting back with a slick, grotesque noise. Another zombie came from the side slower. Vaggie pivoted and thrust her spear straight into its temple.

But for every one she brought down, two more seemed to stagger into view from the ruined buildings. The street was thickening with them, their aimless groans growing louder, the stench of death clinging to the humid air.

Charlie could see the sheer numbers threatening to overwhelm Vaggie. It was time.

“Babe!” she called. “We’re done here—let’s go.”

Vaggie didn’t hesitate. With one final strike, she drove her spear through the forehead of the last straggler in her path, giving the weapon an almost dismissive flick to shake off the bits of gore. She turned and sprinted to catch up to Charlie, the two of them ducking low as they made their way out of the intersection.

Only then did Charlie allow herself to breathe, casting one last glance over her shoulder before leaving the intersection behind.


The old Rich-Royce Ghast drove through the ruined streets. The engine hummed quietly under the hood, and Charlie leaned back against the worn leather seat, letting the small bit of comfort soothe her as they headed back to New Hamptons. She glanced over the supplies piled in the backseat—cans, a few water jugs, some scavenged meds. It wasn’t much. Lower Manhattan was drying up fast, the shelves turning as empty as the streets, but they’d managed to scrape together enough to make this trip worthwhile.

And then there was the other reason—the real reason. Lying in her bag were a gold wedding ring and a Frank’s pendant, and every time she thought about handing them over, her chest tightened.

Vaggie, hands steady on the wheel, kept her eye on the road, her jaw set in that focused way she had. Charlie watched her for a moment, wondering if Vaggie felt the same, then took a breath.

“You think… telling him is the right thing?” Charlie’s voice was soft, almost lost in the low hum of the car, but Vaggie’s right eye quickly flicked over to her.

Vaggie didn’t answer right away, and Charlie could sense she was picking them like she was choosing which weapon to use. Finally, she said, “Closure’s a double-edged sword, Charlie. He deserves to know, but knowing doesn’t always mean peace.”

Charlie’s gaze drifted out the window, the ruined cityscape blurring by. “But how much worse would it be if he found out on his own?” Her fingers tracing invisible patterns on the leather seat. “If we keep it from him… it feels like we’re just letting him live a damn lie.”

Vaggie’s expression hardened as she tightened her grip on the wheel. “Sometimes… lies are softer than the truth. But I don't know, Charlie. This isn’t a man who’s gonna look at a wedding ring and feel… ‘closure.’ He’ll see it and think he could’ve done something different. You see how much he talks about finding his family.”

Charlie turned, watching Vaggie’s profile as she spoke. “But maybe that’s what he needs. He deserves a choice, doesn’t he? To decide what to do with this—whatever’s left.”

“Maybe.” Vaggie sighed. “But once we open that door, there’s no shutting it again. The way I see it… you’re giving him grief on a silver platter and hoping it’ll turn into peace. It might not. It could turn into anger, revenge… or worse.”

“I don’t think he’s like that…” Charlie was quiet for a moment as if doubt creeping in, her fingers brushing over her bag where the ring and pendant sat. “You think he’ll take it out on us?”

“No. But the world—it might turn darker for him, and we’re the ones handing him the map.” Vaggie is idly tapping the wheel lightly with her thumb. “It’s just… I don’t want this to turn him into a fucking ghost. Not while he’s still got a fight left in him.”

Charlie bit her lip, letting the silence settle around them for a moment before speaking. “What if it helps him remember who he’s fighting for, instead of what he’s lost? What if it gives him something real to hold onto?”

Vaggie gave a slow, reluctant nod. “Guess that depends on Pentious. On whether he’s got a piece of himself that can handle this. We can’t decide for him. Just… be ready, Charlie. This isn’t something you come back from.”

Charlie leaned back in her seat, letting her head rest against the cool glass of the window. Outside, the expressway stretched out where the abandoned cars had been cleared to make a makeshift path. She wasn’t sure who had done it—or how long it had been like this—but she didn’t dwell on it. The quiet between her and Vaggie felt like a third passenger in the car, and it was the kind of quiet that pressed on Charlie’s nerves. She could feel Vaggie’s disapproval hanging.

After a few minutes, Charlie couldn’t stand it anymore. “You… don’t think I’m making the right choice, do you?”

Vaggie kept her eye on the road, her jaw tight. “It’s not that, Charlie. I just want you to know what this might mean. Sometimes we think we’re helping someone by giving them the truth, but all we’re doing is handing them a burden they’re not ready to carry.”

Charlie bit her lip, nodding slowly. “But hiding it… doesn’t that just keep him in the dark? Like he’s living a lie?”

Vaggie’s expression softened. “Living a lie, sure. But maybe it’s one he can live with, it’s about survival. You think that’ll help him move forward, and maybe it will, but there’s also a chance it drags him backward.”

Charlie looked down. “It just feels wrong to keep it from him. Like I’m deciding what he can and can’t handle. He deserves more than that.”

Vaggie opened her mouth as if she was trying to say something, but immediately closed it as if her expression turned resigned.

They fell into silence again, but this time, it felt different—more understanding than before.

The car ride stretched on, the miles blurring together in a mix of old roads, cracked pavement, and silence. After an hour and a half, the shape of the mansion’s gates came into view. As they drew closer to the roadway leading to the closed gate, Charlie could see a handful of straggler zombies pressed up against the fence, their arms outstretched as if reaching for something that would never reach back.

Without a word, Vaggie grabbed her retractable spear, unhooked her seatbelt, and slipped out of the car. Charlie watched as Vaggie extended the spear and approached the fence. As soon as Vaggie’s door closed, Charlie slid over to the driver’s seat, ready to guide them through once the gate opened.

Meanwhile, Vaggie killed off the zombies and cleared them away in moments. She then moved toward the gatehouse, positioned beside the fence, and pressed her palm to the scanner. A soft light swept over her hand before she leaned in, and with a brief pause, the scanner flicked to her iris.

Watching her, Charlie felt a sense of relief knowing her brain remembers that she could register the rest of the group as authorized guests, sparing herself the need to scan in every single time whenever they go off for supply runs. Hell, she’d even managed to mute the automated system, disabling those endless, annoying announcements that would draw more attention than they needed.

With a confirming beep, the gate’s mechanisms whirred to life, and the heavy iron bars slid open. Vaggie quickly returned to the car, hopping into the passenger seat as Charlie pulled forward, the gates closing automatically behind them. The quiet slammed down again, though the sounds of distant moans reminded them of what lay outside.

Charlie eased the Rich-Royce up the cracked driveway, taking in the sight of the courtyard that had grown out of necessity. Rows of vegetables filled the handmade planter boxes, each one crafted from whatever scraps and wood they could salvage. A few cars from the mansion were parked haphazardly to one side, some up on blocks, others with their hoods popped open as if they'd been left mid-repair.

On the opposite side of the driveway, stacks of storage boxes were neatly piled, though a few lids were ajar, suggesting someone had recently rummaged through them for supplies. Just beyond the boxes was a crude woodcutting area, complete with a makeshift crafting bench for woodworking.

Her gaze lifted to the mansion’s balcony, where a rope of tattered, knotted clothes hung over the railing—courtesy of her handiwork, tied for a quick descent in case they needed a fast exit. Up on the balcony, Husk was using the scope of his sniper rifle like a pair of binoculars, peering into the distance.

Charlie parked the Royce by the edge of the driveway and hopped out, with Vaggie following suit. They began unloading the supplies from the back, but Charlie couldn’t help noticing how strangely quiet the courtyard was. Usually, people bustled around at this time, tending to the garden or sorting through supplies, but now, it was empty.

Looking up at Husk, she raised her voice, “Hey, Husk! Where is everybody?”

Husk lowered the scope, looking down at her with a shrug. “Shooting range,” he called out, sounding casual enough. But as if on cue, a loud gunshot rang out from the back of the property, the sound echoing through the yard and answering her question with emphasis.

Charlie squinted up at Husk, who was now casually watching her from above. “So… everyone’s back there?” she asked, crossing her arms as if to add a playful suspicion.

Husk scratched his scruffy chin. “I’m sure Pentious and Niffty are there, probably blowing through rounds or something.” He paused, his brow furrowing a bit. “But Angel and Alastor? Couldn’t tell you… maybe on a spontaneous supply run?”

Charlie gave a small nod, mentally filing away the information. She didn’t want any surprises, especially not from Angel and Alastor. As she glanced over to Vaggie, she caught the slight tilt of her head and the familiar look that said Vaggie was already one step ahead.

“I’ll finish unloading and get this stuff put away,” Vaggie offered, motioning to the supplies in the back of the car. “You go check on them.”

Charlie felt a small smile tugging at her lips as she leaned over and gave Vaggie a quick peck, her hand lingering on Vaggie’s arm for a moment. “Thanks, sweetie. I’ll try not to be too long.”

With that, she turned and started toward the courtyard’s edge, following the path that wound its way around the mansion to the backyard.

As Charlie made her way along the winding path, the sharp crack of gunfire echoed through the air. She recognized the rhythm immediately—single shots, carefully spaced, no rapid spray of bullets. Whoever was back there wasn’t playing around with automatics; it almost made her feel reassured… if only because it meant fewer resources burned through in the name of target practice.

She finally reached the shooting range and observed the structure looked like something out of an amateur construction book—bits of salvaged wood and metal pieces patched together to create a shaded awning for the shooters. Not exactly luxurious, but it got the job done. Underneath the shade, she spotted Pentious and Niffty. The former had his focus through the iron sight using the Mini-14 rest against his shoulder, his brow creased with concentration as he lined up his next shot.

To the side, a row of empty glass bottles lined up along a rickety wooden plank, each one catching the light in a way that made them look almost decorative. They were set up as targets, though, and one jagged remaining suggested that Pentious had been having some luck with his aim.

Niffty hovered nearby, practically bouncing on her toes as she watched Pentious squeeze off another shot. She clapped softly when he hit his mark, though it was unclear whether Pentious even noticed.

Charlie took a few steps closer, hands tucked into her pockets as she called out, “You’re having your daily practice again, Pentious?”

Pentious glanced over his shoulder then lowered the rifle. “Well, trying to get better,” he replied, voice a little quieter than usual. “It’s good to rely on each other, to trust everyone to do their part… but there’s only so much others can do. I don’t want to be the one who just stands by, hoping the people I care about can cover for me. I want to hold my own if things go south.” He paused, adding, “Don’t want to be… useless anymore.”

Charlie’s brow furrowed, and she shook her head. “Pentious, you’re not useless. You’ve done more for this safehouse than anyone else. The courtyard garden? The barricades? Even this range?” She gestured around. “That’s all because of you.”

He nodded, but there was a glimpse of frustration in his eyes. “That’s not what I’m talking about. Those things—they’re good, yes, but when it comes down to it, they’re not what’s keeping us alive out there.” He looked back toward the range, his fingers tightening on the rifle’s grip. “My combat skills… they’re just nowhere near where they should be. Not compared to some of you.”

He hesitated, his eyes scanning the ground before he looked back up, meeting her gaze. “I mean, who else here has as little combat experience as I do?”

Charlie blinked, then slowly raised her hand, a self-deprecating grin pulling at her lips. “I think I’m way up on that list. Just ask anyone who’s seen me try to take down a newly-infected—one zombie, and I’m struggling like it’s a whole horde.”

Pentious huffed out a laugh. “Guess that makes two of us, then,” he said.

Niffty let out a bubbly giggle, her eyes darting between Charlie and Pentious. “Well, you two better keep at it! Wouldn’t want the zombies or people thinking they’ve got easy targets!” She gave a little wink, then hopped down from the stool she’d been perching on. “I’m going to see if Alastor’s back from his run. He promised he’d bring something exciting this time,” she added, and then she headed back toward the mansion.

As she disappeared around the corner, Charlie turned back to Pentious. “Alright, um… finish off that magazine. I’ve got something important to talk to you about once you’re done.”

Pentious raised a brow but nodded, returning his focus to the rifle. He took his time with each of the last ten shots, though his frustration grew with every missed bottle. Nine shots went wide, the glass standing as before. Finally, he lined up his last bullet, taking a slow breath before squeezing the trigger. This time, the bullet hit dead center, shattering one of the bottles.

Charlie gave a small, approving nod as Pentious set the rifle down. “See? You’re already getting better,” she said, offering him a smile before her expression turned a bit more serious. She motioned for him to join her on a nearby log where they could talk without distraction.

Once he settled next to her, she leaned forward, hands clasped tightly inside the pockets and her gaze dropping to the ground. “Look, Pentious, I… I wanted to talk to you about…” Her voice trailed off, the words catching in her throat. She could feel the wedding ring and necklace pressing against her palms, cool and solid, but they felt impossibly heavy.

Her fingers tightened around them in her pocket, and she pulled them out, fists clenched. She’d meant to give him these small mementos—things she’d managed to find when she’d gone back to what was left of the car wreck. She’d wanted to tell him… to tell him everything.

For fuck’s sake, Charlie… spit it out!

But the words just wouldn’t come.

After a moment, she exhaled and slipped the trinkets back into her pocket, her hands now empty but still clenched as she looked at him. “Actually, I… I was thinking about the barricades,” she said, forcing her voice into a steadier tone. “We might want to reinforce the eastern side, and add more support beams. Maybe even set up some additional lookout points. Just… to be sure.”

Pentious studied her, as though he sensed what she wasn’t saying. He nodded slowly. “You’re… probably right,” he answered. “I’ll start working on that as soon as we’re done here.”

She felt a swell of guilt that he hadn’t asked more, hadn’t pushed. “Thanks, Pentious…”

After a beat of silence, Pentious unloaded the rifle and stood up, brushing off his hands as he looked back at her. “Alright, I’ll get this rifle back to the armory and start gathering what we’ll need for the barricades. Reinforcements should keep us better prepared, anyway,” he said with a small, reassuring smile, though something in his eyes suggested he’d caught her hesitation.

Charlie managed a nod, forcing a faint smile of her own. “Good idea.”

He gave her a short nod in return, his gaze lingering on her for a moment longer before he turned and headed back toward the mansion, rifle slung over his shoulder. She watched him disappear down the path, each step fading into the distance.

As soon as he was out of sight, she let out a shaky breath, hands coming up to cover her face. Why didn’t you just tell him, Charlie?! she berated herself in silence. He deserves to know… about the accident, about everything.

She dropped her hands, staring out over the range, frustration tightening her jaw. All that time was spent thinking about how to break the news, and she’d still frozen. He’d trusted her enough to talk about his fears, his desire to protect everyone—and all she’d managed was some deflection about the fucking barricades.

“Coward,” she muttered under her breath.


Charlie dropped her bag as soon as she stepped into the mansion’s front hall, letting it fall with a thud. She shoved her hands into her pockets and lazily snagged the trinkets in the bag into the seams, as if pushing hard enough might somehow sink them out of existence.

But that wasn’t going to happen, and she knew it. So she did the next best thing: find anything—everything—to keep her hands busy. She tracked down Pentious in the backyard, knee-deep in salvaged metal, and wordlessly joined him in carrying heaps of sheet metal back and forth, one armload at a time. Her muscles strained and complained, but it was the sort of feeling that kept her mind blissfully blank.

Next, she found her way to the ammo stash, loading round after round into the magazines with mechanical precision. Click, slide, press. Click, slide, press. Her focus narrowed to the bullets, the grooves where they slid into place.

Gardening with Niffty was next, her hands digging into the soil as they worked side by side. Something was grounding about the smell of damp earth and the feel of leaves beneath her fingertips. It was calmly repetitive.

And then, right as her mind was beginning to quiet down, Angel and Alastor came barreling through the courtyard with their supply haul—a sight that made Charlie do a double take. The stash they’d returned with was disappointingly light, considering they’d made the trek out to the Water Mill, and Angel’s face looked tight, more agitated than usual.

“What happened?” she asked as they unloaded what little they’d brought back.

“Not much worth bringing back,” Angel replied grimacingly. “But we did notice something fucking weird—symbols painted on storefronts, houses, almost like someone’s been marking territory or something.”

He pulled out a scrap of paper where Alastor had sketched the symbols: a crude circle with an X slicing through it, surrounded by what looked like a jumble of nonsensical numbers and shapes in between the spaces of the circle.

Charlie stared at the drawing, a frown creasing her forehead. “This… doesn’t make any sense. There hasn’t been any activity for months. Who would be marking things all of a sudden?”

Angel shrugged, though his jaw clenched in a way that gave him away. “I don’t know, but I’ve got a bad feeling about it,” he said. “Look, just… keep an eye out, yeah? These kinds of markings don’t usually mean anything good. If it’s an organized group, they could be trouble, and we’d never see it coming.”

Charlie nodded, half-agreeing, though her gaze softened. “I get it, Angel, but maybe they’re just people trying to survive like us. Not everyone out there is looking to make enemies. We don’t know anything yet.”

Angel huffed, his skepticism clear, but he didn’t argue. Instead, he just gave her one last look, as if to say, Just… be careful.

As the hours ticked by, Charlie kept herself busy, burying the uneasy feeling that had settled in her stomach. She could feel it, but she pushed it aside, focusing on tasks, on anything that kept her hands moving and her mind quiet.

When night finally crept over the mansion, casting the last rays of sunlight through the windows, Charlie slipped away from the others and made her way back to her room. She closed the door behind her, leaning against it as a strange mix of exhaustion and restlessness tugged at her.

Fucking Christ.

Crossing the room, she trailed her fingers along the edge of her dusty record collection, pausing when her thumb caught on a familiar sleeve.

Skeeter Davis. The End of the World.

She pulled out the vinyl, the single album cover faded from age, and slid it from its sleeve. As she blew the dust off and placed it on the turntable, the silence in the room seemed to lean in, waiting, ready to be filled.

The needle crackled as it touched the record, and then, softly, almost as if it were coming from somewhere deep in her mind, the first few notes drifted.

Why does the sun go on shining?

Charlie closed her eyes, letting herself sink into the song as it filled the room. She wasn’t sure why she’d chosen this one—it was old and wistful, the kind of song her mother used to hum in the mornings while making coffee.

Why does the sea rush to shore?

She sank onto the edge of her bed and suddenly lay down with her long legs hanging out, her gaze drifting out the window.

Don't they know it's the end of the world?

'Cause you don't love me anymore…

A soft knock sounded at the door, breaking through the song’s sad lullaby. Charlie shifted her eyes to the ceiling, calling out, “Come in.”

The door creaked open to reveal Vaggie, who took one step in before stopping, her gaze catching on the record player as the song drifted. She hesitated, glancing at Charlie on the bed, and quietly shut the door behind her.

Why do the birds go on singing?

Why do the stars glow above?

“Didn’t mean to interrupt,” Vaggie started, “I was gonna ask if you were coming down for dinner, but… Are you okay?” She moved toward the bed, her movements careful, and settled onto the edge beside Charlie, studying her in the way Vaggie always did.

Charlie sat up a little, drawing her knees to her chest, glancing at Vaggie as the record goes on with the melancholy tones.

Don't they know it's the end of the world?

“I’m alright,” Charlie said softly. “I just needed a minute.” She paused for a moment before adding, “Did you hear what Angel said? About his last supply run?”

Vaggie nodded. “Yeah, I did. It’s… worrying. Especially since we haven’t seen anyone out there in like… almost three months.” Her words were soft, but there was tension in them as if she was trying to hold back the same anxieties Charlie felt creeping in as she studied her partner carefully.

Charlie took a small, thoughtful breath, nodding to herself, almost as if taking mental notes. She listened to the faint strains of the song.

I wake up in the morning, and I wonder…

Why everything's the same as it was…

“There’s something else,” Charlie’s gaze shifted to her hands. “I… I haven’t been able to tell Pentious… about his family. I just—” She cut herself off, looking away, a mix of frustration and guilt flickering across her face.

Vaggie’s brows drew together in surprise, and she tilted her head, her voice softening further. “Wait… Why haven’t you told him?”

Charlie pressed her lips together, searching for the words. “Because, I just… I don’t know. I don’t know if he’s ready. Or maybe it’s just me who isn’t. The last thing I want is to hurt him more, and if I’m wrong about what happened…”

Her voice grew softer. “Fuck, I’m scared, Vaggie. He’s… he’s so gentle. Even with everything that’s happened, he holds onto his hope. He talks about his family with this… with this warmth, like they’re the one that’s kept him going. And the way he talks about them… he’s so excited to see them again, to… bring them here and keep them safe.”

Vaggie’s expression softened, and she let her hand rest on Charlie’s. “That’s… what makes it hard, huh? Knowing he’s holding onto something you can’t give him?”

Charlie nodded, her gaze dropping to the floor. “Yeah. I know it would crush him if he found out… It’s one thing to lose someone.”

I can't understand, no, I can't understand…

How life goes on the way it does…

Vaggie squeezed Charlie’s hand. “You know… I used to think it was better to keep the truth buried. I thought it’d just… spare him, save him from something he didn’t need to know. I mean, I practically told you as much before.” She paused, letting a soft sigh escape, as if reliving her earlier certainty. “But I was wrong.”

Charlie looked up, surprised. “What changed?”

Vaggie’s eye softened. “I guess I did some thinking while I was working today. It hit me—he’s stronger than I gave him credit for. Maybe even stronger than we realize. And I think a man like Pentious… he’d appreciate the truth. Closure, however it comes, might be better than this… this silence. Because, Charlie, the longer you hold onto it, the more it’s going to hurt both of you. The guilt—it’s only going to keep growing.”

Charlie exhaled, her shoulders slumping as she absorbed Vaggie’s words. Those three months, each day carrying the damn lie…

Then, she remembered her parents.

Her mind drifted back to memories she’d spent years trying to bury. It was the same room she remembered—the drawn curtains, the whispers behind closed doors… Her parents had kept it all hidden: her mother’s illness, the endless doctor’s visits, the test results that didn’t come back with any hope. They’d shielded her, thinking it would protect her, right up until her mother was gone.

She swallowed hard, her throat tightening as she recalled the aftermath. The endless "what if" scenarios, the accusations she’d hurled at herself: What if I’d known? Could I have done something? Could I have spent more time with her? The anger that followed, was directed not only at herself but at her father, who’d kept the truth locked away out of some misguided attempt to spare her. She remembered him trying to explain after the funeral.

“You think I don’t regret that? Every day I wanted to tell you. I wanted you to know. But your mother... she thought it would break you. She thought if you knew, you’d lose focus on your life and dreams.”

Break? Charlie thought bitterly. It had been anything but. That choice of his had left her feeling blindsided, betrayed, and so alone. And the resentment that followed… it had widened a rift between them that never really healed. To this day, her father struggled to connect, unable to open up, walled off by the same decision he’d made out of love.

Or was it fear?

She took a shaky breath. In a way, she understood him now more than ever. She was in his shoes, facing a decision with no clear answer. And that realization scared her.

Charlie glanced at Vaggie, her voice trembling. “I never thought I’d be like my dad in this way. After my mom passed… I hated him for it. I hated that he’d let her go without letting me know, without giving me a chance to… to say goodbye.” She looked away, her voice soft. “He thought it’d be easier, that he was sparing me. But it tore us apart.”

Vaggie listened, giving Charlie the space to work through the tangled mess of emotions.

“But with Pentious,” Charlie continued, “it’s different, isn’t it? We don’t live in that world anymore—one with time to heal, laws to protect, or people to lean on. It’s just us, surviving day by day. And… I don’t know how he’d react. Would he be grateful to know, to have closure? Or would he hate me for holding onto it, like I hated my dad?”

Vaggie’s gaze was gentle. “Maybe it’s both. Maybe he’ll be grateful and angry. It’s complicated, Charlie. There’s no way to know exactly how he’ll take it. But the truth? The truth’s always better than a lie that lingers, festers. And if he feels even half the way you did… it’ll only hurt more the longer it stays hidden.”

Charlie closed her eyes, the guilt gnawing at her. She knew Vaggie was right; the lie would only grow heavier, especially in a world that didn’t promise them a future. But that didn’t make it any easier.

After a moment, she opened her eyes, meeting Vaggie’s. “Maybe you’re right,” Charlie whispered, almost to herself. “But… fuck, I was the one who caused their deaths. What if it’s too much for him? What if it destroys him?”

Vaggie hesitated with a faint nod. “It might. There’s no way to know for sure, and it scares me, too. A man who’s lost everything… that kind of pain can turn dangerous. He might even hate you for it, at least at first.” Her voice grew softer. “But he deserves to decide for himself. And no matter what, you won’t be alone in this. I’ll be right there beside you.”

For a long moment, the only sound in the room was the soft crackle of the record player as it moved through the end of the song. Charlie felt her heart beat in sync with it, steady but aching.

Don't they know it's the end of the world?

It ended when you said, "Goodbye”...

“It’s been over three months,” she murmured finally. “Three months of keeping this inside, convincing myself it was better this way. But you’re right… the lie is hurting him just as much as it’s hurting me. And if there’s even a chance it might bring him peace, then… I owe him that.”

Vaggie’s hand remained warm in hers, grounding her. “Then, when you’re ready, we’ll do it together.”

Charlie looked over at her, feeling the tension in her chest loosen just a bit. “Thank you,” she whispered, her voice barely audible but laced with gratitude.

Vaggie smiled, her thumb brushing over Charlie’s knuckles. “Always.”

Charlie leaned over, pressing a soft kiss to Vaggie’s cheek. It lingered, warm and gentle as a quiet thanks for everything Vaggie was offering—her support, her steadiness, the courage Charlie hadn’t quite found on her own.

“Come on,” she whispered, pulling back just enough to meet Vaggie’s gaze. “Let’s go down for dinner. And… after that, I’ll tell him. I’ll tell Pentious everything.”

Vaggie’s lips curved in a small, reassuring smile as she nodded. “Alright, missy.”

Charlie felt her heart ease, if only a little, as they stood (the blonde also turned off the record player) and made their way to the door. Vaggie stayed close as they walked side by side down the creaking stairs, heading toward the soft hum of voices and clinking dishes that awaited them in the kitchen.

When Charlie and Vaggie entered the hall in between the dining room and the kitchen, the remains of dinner sat on the table, dishes mostly empty. The faint clinking of dishes came from the sink where Niffty scrubbed away, humming softly to herself. Alastor was still seated at the dining table, calmly finishing his meal, his eyes flicking up as the two women entered.

Charlie and Vaggie took their seats, and as Charlie filled her plate, she glanced at Alastor. “Where’s Pentious?”

Alastor’s grin widened slightly. “Our dear friend is out on watch duty by the balcony.” He took a measured sip of his drink. “Though, before he headed off, he seemed to… notice something peculiar.”

Vaggie squints her eye, suspicious. “Notice what?”

Alastor tapped his fingers against the table. “That bag on the kitchen island. Pentious asked who owned it as if something inside caught his eye.”

Charlie glanced to the side and noticed her backpack still lay by the counter but noticed its main zipper was opened.

From the sink, Niffty piped up cheerfully, not even turning around. “I told him that it’s yours, Charlie! Must’ve forgotten you left it here before dinner.”

Alastor then continued. “It was rather interesting, per se…” he said, his voice soft. “It seems he took something from that bag. Headed straight upstairs after that, without another word. Quite out of character for him, wouldn’t you agree?”

Oh.

Charlie’s face drained of color. Her pulse hammered in her ears as she registered the implication—she’d left the trinkets in that fucking bag. How could she forget the important things to make it accessible to other people? Pentious must have seen them.

And if he recognized any of them…

Without another word, she shoved her chair back, the legs scraping sharply against the floor.

“I—excuse me,” she mumbled, already striding toward the stairs. Behind her, she heard Vaggie’s voice.

“Charlie, wait!” Vaggie called out, hurrying to follow. She turned briefly to excuse herself to Alastor and Niffty before catching up.

The sound of footsteps echoed as Charlie ascended, her fingers gripping the banister tightly. Her mind swirled with the dozens of scenarios that might unfold. She’d planned on telling Pentious, but not like this—not as a surprise he’d find on his own.


The door to her father’s office was open and Charlie stepped inside. The balcony door beyond it hung ajar, and she froze at the sight of Pentious standing out there, his back to her with the last remnants of sunset casting him in shades of gold and shadow. He looked down with his posture stiff, yet his shoulders slumped.

Behind her, she heard Vaggie’s footsteps catch up beside her, breathing softly. “Take a breath. We don’t know what he saw yet.” Vaggie said, but Charlie’s eyes stayed fixed on Pentious’s back, noting the subtle tension, the tilt of his head—the way his hands clenched something too familiar.

Charlie shook her head, her gaze fixed on the figure outside. “He definitely saw, Vaggie. Look at him.” She swallowed hard, hands trembling slightly as she told Vaggie, “I’ll tell him.”

Vaggie’s hand slid into hers, the quiet weight of it grounding, steadying. “I’m right here with you,” she said, a warmth in her words that made Charlie’s heart hurt a little less.

Together, they stepped into the office, closing the distance slowly. They stopped from the balcony, the cool air pressing into the room, the silence growing taut.

“Pentious?” Charlie’s voice was quiet, hesitant. “Are… are you okay?”

He didn’t turn around, his voice was soft but unmistakably clear. “It was thirteen years ago when I proposed to Diana. Made a ring myself, simple as it was. She was… surprised, and even laughed at it… then surprised me with one she’d had commissioned. She wanted to show me she cared, in her way.”

Charlie’s breath hitched as he continued, “And the serpent necklace—it’s a family heirloom, something I passed on to Frank. He… he loved animals, especially snakes. He cherished it. My son cherished it.” He held up something between his fingers—a delicate serpent necklace, its scales catching the light.

When he finally turned, his eyes met hers, grief-stricken. His fingers clutched the trinkets tightly, as if releasing them would risk losing it again. “How… how did you find these, Charlie? And… how long have you had them?”

Charlie swallowed her throat tight. “Today. During the supply run,” she managed, her voice barely steady.

Pentious took a deep breath, nodding slightly, but his eyes didn’t soften. “Then… tell me, Charlie. What happened to them?” His voice broke. “What happened to Diana… and Frank?”

Charlie’s hands tightened at her sides, the pressure pressing down so hard she felt like she couldn’t breathe. But there was no holding it back anymore.

No more excuses.

“We were just leaving the Stock Exchange as it got overrun,” she started. “Everything was already… falling apart. People shouting, alarms blaring. My driver and I, down in the basement parking. I just wanted to get back to the hotel, to figure out more about what was happening.”

Her gaze finding the floor, anywhere but Pentious’s eyes. “Then, out of nowhere, Frank was there. He ran up to us, desperate. He asked us to help get his mom to the hospital. I—I remember he looked so… scared.”

Charlie’s voice wavered, and she forced herself to look back at Pentious, his face unreadable yet heartbreakingly vulnerable. “She’d been bitten,” Charlie said finally, the words dropping like stones into the silence. “On the leg.”

Pentious closed his eyes, his shoulders seeming to sag even more. The sight twisted something deep in Charlie’s chest, but she pressed on.

“I tried, Pentious. I-I really tried to get them to a hospital. But… fuck, New York City was a mess. People, cars, everything—it was like the city had just… given up. We couldn’t get through.” She paused, knowing what she had to say next would either crush whatever respect he might still have for her or, maybe, just maybe, help him understand.

“Diana had passed out by then,” she continued. “She stopped responding altogether. I knew… I knew we couldn’t save her. So I told my driver to turn back, to head to my hotel.” She swallowed, forcing herself to meet his gaze. “I thought… maybe I could… end it for her there, put her out of her misery using my gun, and take care of Frank.”

She saw the way his hands gripped the trinkets, and every inch of her felt fragile as if one wrong word would shatter everything between them. Charlie’s throat tightened, but she forced herself to keep going.

“I made him drive faster,” she said. “I was so desperate to get us there, to just… end her pain, somehow, before Frank saw the worst of it.” She felt a tremor run through her. “But… she came back. Right there in the back seat.”

“Diana… she turned. And went straight for the driver. He didn’t have a chance—she just… lunged. We lost control, and the next thing I remember—”

Her voice faltered, the final moments of that drive flooding her senses. The screech of tires, the crushing impact as another car slammed into them at an intersection. And then, the plunge.

“We got hit by another car,” she whispered.

For a moment, silence swallowed them both. Pentious didn’t look at her, not fully, his eyes drifting somewhere beyond, as though searching for something he couldn’t quite find. Finally, his voice, low and hollow, cut through.

“What… happened to Frank?”

Charlie felt the question hit her harder than she’d expected, like he’d pulled the rug from under her, forcing her to stand bare on broken glass. But there was no point holding anything back now.

“He… he didn’t make it. The crash… it killed him. Killed the driver, too.” She pressed her lips together, trying to steady herself. “And Diana… after we crashed, she was… she was still moving. I… I had to…”

Her voice dropped, breaking off into silence. She didn’t need to finish the sentence. Pentious’s face was drawn, his expression masked but not entirely unreadable.

He knew.

He looked down at the trinkets in his hands and with a quiet, almost reverent gesture, he set them on the nearby chair. His gaze drifted to her again, and without a word, he moved toward her, each step slow and deliberate.

Charlie’s heart hammered in her chest, panic rising like a wave crashing against the shore. The words stumbled out of her, “Pentious, I’m… I’m so sorry. I—I tried to protect him, to save him. I swear, I did everything I could. If I could go back, I would—” Her voice cracked, her breath hitching as her chest tightened. “I’d give anything to change what happened. To give him back to you.”

She felt her hands tremble, her apology spilling over, frantic and desperate, words she knew couldn’t ever be enough. “Please… please believe me. I would’ve done anything—”

Then, without warning, Pentious moved forward, and before she could say another word, his arms wrapped around her, pulling her close. Charlie froze, caught off guard, her breath caught somewhere between a gasp and a sob. His hold was firm, grounding her in place, and for a moment, her words fell away, replaced by the solid warmth of his embrace.

Pentious’s voice broke the silence, soft and filled with a weight Charlie hadn’t expected. “Thank you, Charlie. I needed… I needed to know. You have no idea how… how important it is to have some kind of closure. You didn’t have to go back to that wreck… but you did.”

His arms tightened slightly around her, and Charlie let out a small, choked sob as everything crashed over her all at once. She clung to him, her fingers gripping his shirt as if he were the only steady thing in a world.

“I’m so sorry,” she whispered again, with her voice muffled against him.

He nodded gently, his hand soothing against her back. “Knowing Frank… he would’ve done anything to protect his mom, just like he did that day,” Pentious murmured. A bittersweet smile tugged at the edge of his mouth, though his eyes glistened with unshed tears. “And maybe, in some way… maybe it’s a mercy they don’t have to see how… fucked this world has become.”

Charlie’s tears came harder then, each word from him pulling down another wall she’d tried to keep up. She clung to him even tighter, unable to hold back the sobs wracking her chest.

Charlie's relief washed over her like a tidal wave, so powerful it nearly stole her breath. She’d expected resentment that would lash out and break what little was left between them. It was what she and Vaggie had both feared, that telling Pentious would mean reopening wounds that could never truly heal. But here he was, holding her, sharing the sorrow that had settled into her bones over these months.

She let herself grieve with him, finally allowing herself to feel the guilt and pain she’d been carrying since that day when Frank’s bloody face had been etched into her memory. For so long, she’d held onto that, replayed it in her mind like a punishment, and yet she knew, in some way, she was grateful to be carrying it.

Because a kid like him deserved to be remembered.

Tears flowed freely, her sobs blending with his quiet breaths, and for once, she didn’t try to stop them. She clung to him, feeling the warmth of him, letting herself unravel in the safety of it. She didn’t have to bear it all alone. Not here. Not with him.

The grief wouldn’t ever truly leave. But this—this moment of shared pain and understanding—it was the closure she hadn’t realized she needed, too. Pentious had listened, had understood, and he hadn’t turned away. For the first time, she felt the burden of these memories shift, just slightly. Not any lighter, but at least not hers alone to carry.

It felt nice.


"Fucking get her, you useless fucks!"

The shout rang out, echoing down the crumbling road of Brooklyn. She darted between rows of abandoned cars, her boots hitting the cracked pavement with sharp, rapid slaps as she clutched a gray duffle bag close to her chest. Blood dripped down from her right eye, blacking out half of her vision, but she grits her teeth, swallowing the hiss of pain that clawed at her throat.

Behind her, the heavy clunk of boots and armor beat out a rhythm. She risked a glance back—a dozen men, faceless in gray, their bodies clad in thick armor that slowed their chase just enough to give her a fighting chance. She could make it. She’d spent half her life in these streets, and they were her best shot now.

She ducked around the corner, narrowly slipping past the rusted shell of an old taxi, its doors hanging open. Her pursuers lumbered behind, weighed down by gear and guns, while she wove through easily.

Her heart hammered as she sped down the cracked asphalt, her grip on the duffle bag tightening. Every step sent fresh, hot pain searing through her side, but she pushed it down, letting adrenaline drown out the agony. She darted between an overturned sedan and a burnt-out delivery truck, pressing herself against the wreck’s rusted frame for a heartbeat, listening.

The men’s footsteps thundered closer, and she was running out of options. They were closing in, their shadows stretching around the corner, and she forced herself forward.

Ahead, she spotted an alleyway just wide enough to slip through. She veered left, ducking under a broken “One Way” sign that dangled overhead, and wedged herself into the narrow gap. The duffle bag scraped against her side as she twisted, forcing herself through while ignoring the scrape of concrete against her arms. The armored men, slowed by their gear, didn’t follow—they’d have to take the long way around.

But she knew it was only a few seconds’ advantage.

Emerging on the other side, she stumbled into a half-collapsed storefront, her boots kicking up layers of dust. She pressed herself against the shattered window frame, watching the alley entrance, her breaths shallow, quick.

Suddenly, a burst of gunfire shattered the tense silence, ripping through the walls like paper. She barely had time to duck as bullets tore into the crumbling plaster around her. One shot grazed her arm, sending a sharp sting of pain slicing through her skin. She clenched her teeth, swallowing down the yelp that bubbled up, knowing one sound could give her away.

She crouched low, then moved quietly toward the back of the store. The dust kicked up by the shots with the thin slants of light through the broken windows. She edged around the debris, her fingers grazing the wall as she moved, eye sharp for any sign of movement.

Finally, she slipped out through a side door, emerging onto the street again. Her breath hitched as she nearly collided with a zombie—a hollow-eyed husk, half its face caved in, skin hanging off in loose sheets. Its dead gaze locked onto her, hands reaching, but she shoved it back with a hard push, stumbling backward. Before it could stagger forward again, a stray bullet whizzed past her, striking it squarely in the skull. The zombie collapsed in a heap, and she exhaled, not wasting another second.

"Hold your damn fire!" one of the men yelled, then the barrage of gunshots gradually stopped. "They’re closing in!"

Zombies were sweeping in from all sides now, drawn by the gunshots, their moans echoing off the empty buildings. Her pursuers were starting to lose control of their perimeter, and she could see the panic flickering among them as they tried to decide where to direct their fire.

In a last-ditch effort to lose them, she dropped down behind a rusted-out sedan, hastily unzipping the duffle bag she just stolen. Her fingers fumbled through the contents—emergency supplies, maps, clothes—until they landed on something cold and metallic.

She pulled out the frag grenade, feeling its cold weight and her thumb grazing the pin.

A single idea popped up in her mind. She could use the explosion to draw every zombie in the area straight to where her pursuers were clustered, and in the confusion, she could slip away unseen. It was a risky move—but then, this whole chase had been nothing but one gamble after another.

With a quick breath, she yanked the pin free with a sharp metallic snap. She hurled the grenade back into the store she’d just escaped from, angling it through a broken window. For a brief second, she imagined the armored men fighting off the incoming zombies—right as the blast hit.

She didn’t wait to watch. She sprinted and put as much distance as possible between herself and the blast radius.

A split second later, a thunderous explosion echoed behind her, so loud it felt like it rattled her bones. The blast wave rolled out, shaking the ground as plumes of dust and debris billowed up, thick and black, filling the streets. She didn’t need to look back to know the zombies would be swarming toward the explosion, every shambling creature within miles drawn to the sound.

She pushed herself faster, ignoring the pain searing through her arm, the blood still trickling down her face. With each step, the sounds of gunfire and snarls faded behind her.


Charlie heaved the duffel bag into the trunk, feeling the dull weight of it settle against her muscles. She leaned back against the Royce, Vaggie at her side, both of them letting out an exhausted breath that fogged up in the chill.

Two days since she’d told Pentious the truth about what happened to Diana and Frank. Two days of Vaggie sticking by her, propping her up in ways she’d never asked but needed more than she’d known. But Pentious didn’t have that luxury. He bore the loss alone, steeling himself that only deepened her worry.

Pentious hadn’t spoken much to her since, and she understood why. He’d even told Charlie, as calmly as anyone could under that much pain, that there’d be no more talking about it. He’d asked her to leave it alone, and she had. But now every solo supply run he went on cut through her defenses a little deeper.

Charlie knew the group was uneasy, protesting every time he went out on his own, but she defended him all the same. She hoped that giving him the space he needed would somehow guide him back to them, whenever he was ready. Now, as she glanced down the empty road ahead, she knew Pentious was somewhere out there, scouting supplies in Southampton, just as they were.

“You notice how quiet it is?” Vaggie’s voice cut through Charlie’s thoughts, soft but enough to ground her again. “It’s weirdly peaceful. I mean, almost makes you wonder what the fuck’s going on.”

Charlie looked up, taking in the stillness that stretched out around them like an uncomfortable silence in a conversation. “Yeah… Not a single straggler out here.”

Vaggie nodded, a thoughtful look in her eye. “I figured maybe they’ve moved west, heading toward the cities. Probably more to feed on over there.”

Charlie tilted her head, considering it. “Makes sense…” she agreed. “... though maybe we should think about fortifying the safehouse a bit more. Just in case… It’s halfway through November now, and winter’s on its way.”

Vaggie crossed her arms, glancing around as if sizing up the invisible defenses in her mind. “We’re going to need to ration what we’ve got too, stretch everything as far as possible.” She looked back at Charlie, the hint of a wry smile breaking through her usual steady expression. “You know, just your typical prep-for-winter apocalypse edition.”

Charlie managed a small grin, though her eyes drifted across the street, settling on a broken jewelry store window. The sight tugged at a memory from last night—a quiet moment she and Vaggie had shared in the deep, drowsy hours when it was just them, curled up close.

Charlie’s voice had been soft, her words barely breaking through the haze of sleep. “You ever think about… getting married? I mean, if things were… different?”

Vaggie had laughed lightly, not the kind of laugh that came from amusement but something softer, gentler. “Oh, you’re pulling out the late-night talk, huh?” She brushed a strand of hair from Charlie’s face, studying her with a warmth that made everything else disappear, even if only for a moment.

Charlie had felt her smile grow. “I’m serious. Like, what if we could just have… normal things? A place to belong, people to come home to, you know?”

Vaggie’s eye softened as she murmured back, “If things were different, Charlie, yeah. I think I’d like that. I’d like that a lot.”

Marriage.

Of all things… It does feel strange for Charlie to think about it now. But there it was, surfacing in the oddest moments. It was almost ironic, really, to be daydreaming about a future they might never get. In a world like this, every day was a gamble. People getting shot and killed, torn apart, sometimes right in front of you, and zombies didn’t care who you wanted to come home to.

She straightened up, pushing herself off the Royce. “I’ll be right back,” Charlie said, her tone light as she looked at Vaggie. “Gonna see if there’s anything left worth grabbing from the storefronts.”

Vaggie raised a brow. “Yeah? And what exactly do you think you’re gonna find that we haven’t already stripped bare?”

“Who knows?” Charlie managed a shrug, not meeting her eye fully. “Could be… something we missed?”

Vaggie sighed, her gaze lingering on Charlie for a moment longer like she was trying to decide if she’d push it or just let her go. “Fine. But don’t take too long,” she said, crossing her arms as she settled back against the car. “I’ll keep an eye on the car and our stuff.”

Charlie flashed a grateful smile and nodded, then turned and started toward the nearest storefront. She kept her steps quiet as she slipped toward the jewelry store, her shoes crunching softly over shards of broken glass scattered across the entrance.

Display cases filled with an untouched array of rings and necklaces, the whole place coated in a film of dust. Sunlight filtered through the cracked window, catching on bits of broken glass like fractured stars.

She took a breath, almost hesitant as she let her gaze fall over the rows of rings. It felt strange, surreal even, to be here, to be thinking about something as fragile as a promise. But maybe that’s why she was here. Because if she had the chance—no matter how slim—to make a life with Vaggie, she wanted something real, something she could hold onto.

Hell, they’ve been together for three years. Why not?

Her fingers brushed over a few of the rings, glinting dully beneath the dust. They weren’t perfect. Not even close. But maybe that was okay. She could almost hear her dad’s voice guiding her, telling her how to find just the right one. He’d been the kind of guy who’d notice every little thing about a person, who could tell you exactly what they’d love. And right now, she wished more than anything he was here, looking over her shoulder (arm, mostly on how damn short he is), pointing out something Vaggie would love.

She swallowed. Maybe she didn’t need him here to help her choose. Maybe she knew Vaggie well enough on her own.

After a few moments, Charlie’s hand hovered over a simple diamond ring nestled amid a row of more elaborate pieces. The band was plain, unassuming—nothing like the grand, old-world designs her dad might’ve picked out for his collection. But it felt right. It felt like Vaggie.

Charlie slipped it off the dusty velvet display, turning it over in her fingers. She wasn’t sure where she’d find a box to keep it safe; half the counters here were already smashed or empty, and there was no telling what might still be tucked away behind broken glass. For now, she slid the ring into her pocket, tucking it carefully into the deep corner of her slacks.

The sound of a voice—a loud, unfamiliar, feminine voice. Her pulse jumped as she edged closer to the broken window, careful to stay out of sight, and peered through the jagged glass.

Across the street, she saw Vaggie, her hands raised, a tense line to her posture. In front of her was a figure clad in heavy, gray armor that looked almost military-grade? Complete with a visor and bandana that hid her face. She was aiming an automatic rifle directly at Vaggie.

Charlie’s mind raced. She didn’t recognize the woman—no one they’d run into before had come this heavily armed, this intimidating. Charlie clenched her jaw, her fingers itching toward her pistol, but she held back. Vaggie hadn’t moved, hadn’t even looked Charlie’s way, which meant she likely hadn’t seen her in the storefront.

Good. At least that gave Charlie a second to think, to figure out if there was any way to get the drop on this stranger without putting Vaggie in more danger.

I don’t want to do this, but if you ever fucking point your gun to my girlfriend…

Charlie sucked in a slow breath, fingers tight around her Glock as she slipped toward the jewelry store’s back door. She stuck close to the wall as she slipped out of sight, her footsteps muffled by the years-old layer of grime and dirt on the floor. She reached the edge of the storefront and hugged the rough exterior brick as she scanned the scene again.

The woman’s rifle was still fixed on Vaggie. Something about her gear—a gray armband with an insignia—caught Charlie’s attention. It was a symbol she didn’t recognize, though it was official enough to suggest an organized group.

Are those the same people who put those weird symbols that Angel and Alastor saw the other day?

Fucking hell.

Charlie crouched low and took a slow, deliberate step forward. Her Glock was drawn, held close as she crept across the street, inching closer to her target. She knew her aim was absolute shit, especially in tense moments like these. A clean shot would mean getting close enough to make it count.

Just a few more steps…

In the dim periphery of her vision, she caught Vaggie’s eyes, a fleeting millisecond of understanding flashing between them. Vaggie’s face was taut with defiance, readying herself.

Charlie straightened up, steadied her grip, and just as she brought her pistol up to aim—

A hard pressure struck the nape of her neck, sending a jolt of pain through her spine. The impact threw her off balance, and she staggered, her Glock slipping from her fingers as she was wrenched down onto the cracked pavement. A heavy weight pinned her down, hands gripping her arms with unyielding strength, a second figure in armor keeping her locked in place.

“Charlie!” Vaggie’s voice cut through. She twisted in the woman’s grip, her fingers reaching for the barrel of the rifle, clawing at the gun as she tried to wrestle it out of the woman’s hands.

Charlie struggled against the grip holding her, but the weight was crushing. She forced herself to look up, her vision clearing enough to see Vaggie’s fierce expression, eye blazing with fury as she fought back.

Vaggie twisted hard, her fingers digging into the barrel of the rifle, shoving it aside as she wrenched herself free from the woman’s grip. The woman staggered, and for a split second, Vaggie saw her opening. She lunged forward, ramming her shoulder into the woman’s chest, knocking her backward. They grappled, Vaggie’s hands clawing for any vulnerable part of the woman’s armor, her fingers finally hooking under the visor and bandana. With a fierce yank, she tore it off.

Wide hazel eyes glared back at her, framed by a pale face marked by dirt and shadows beneath the armor. But the woman’s lips twisted into a dark smile, a flicker of something almost like admiration in her gaze before she reached to her side.

The woman’s hand moved in a swoosh, and before Vaggie could react, she felt the cold press of metal against her side. A crackling burst of electricity surged through her, pain lancing through every nerve as the taser jolted her body. Her muscles locked, seizing uncontrollably, and she barely managed to bite back a scream. Her fingers slackened their hold on the woman’s armor, and her knees buckled.

“Vaggie!” Charlie’s shout tore through the haze of pain. She tried to fight it, to push through the electric grip of the stun gun, but her body betrayed her, collapsing until she sank to the ground.

Charlie’s pulse pounded in her ears, desperation crashing over her like a wave. She twisted under the weight of her captor, kicking out with everything she had. “Get off me!” she yelled, managing to shift her shoulder just enough to free one arm. She clawed at the ground, fingers grasping for her Glock lying inches away.

The woman turned around, hazel eyes narrowing as she noticed Charlie’s struggle. She muttered something to her partner, and in an instant, Charlie felt a fresh surge of weight pressing her down, a knee digging painfully into her spine to keep her pinned.

The woman then approached Vaggie, her footsteps slow and deliberate as she slung her rifle over her back. She leaned down, examining Vaggie with a twisted kind of satisfaction.

“Look at you,” she sneered, voice laced with a venomous amusement. “Four years out of the Marine Corps, and you can’t even handle a damn stun gun? What a fucking disgrace you are, Rodríguez.”

Vaggie’s jaw tightened, her breath labored, but she didn’t look away. The anger in her eye hadn’t dimmed, even as the woman raised her boot and kicked hard into Vaggie’s side. The impact sent a jolt of pain through her ribs, and she doubled over, gasping.

“Stop!” Charlie pleads. “Please, just—leave her alone!”

But the woman ignored her. She crouched down, gripping Vaggie by the collar of her jacket, lifting her just enough to get her in range. Vaggie tried to brace herself, to steady her breath and square her shoulders, but before she could gather her strength, the woman’s fist swung, knuckles connecting hard with Vaggie’s cheek.

Vaggie’s head snapped back, slamming into the side of the Royce parked behind her. A sharp, ringing pain echoed through her skull, and her vision blurred, stars flickering at the edges. She slumped back, sliding to the ground, her body sagging into a sitting position, her breaths shallow and unsteady.

Charlie’s voice cracked as she continued to plead. “Please, please, stop! You’ve done enough!”

The woman finally paused, turning her attention away from Vaggie and crouching down in front of Charlie, her face barely a foot away. Charlie tried to hold her gaze steady, fighting the urge to flinch under the cold, calculating stare. That close, she noticed a nametape stitched onto the woman’s armor near her right chest: ADLON.

Adlon’s gaze shifted between Charlie and Vaggie, and then, to Charlie’s horror, her lips twisted into an amused smirk. She let out a low, mocking laugh, almost as if she were genuinely entertained. “So, Rodríguez… is this little blonde your new plaything?”

Vaggie’s death glare cut into Adlon with pure venom. Her shoulders shook slightly, but her body was still taut, defiant, even as her strength wavered.

Adlon watched Vaggie, her voice turning sickly sweet. “Shh,” she taunted, pressing a finger to her lips in a mocking hush when Vaggie shifted, trying to raise herself. “Stay still now, Rodríguez. Wouldn’t want this to end too quickly, would we?” She reached to her side and smoothly drew a Beretta and pressed the muzzle squarely to Vaggie’s forehead.

Vaggie stilled her movements, her body tense. But she glared up at Adlon, eye flashing with pure contempt, unwilling to give her the satisfaction of breaking.

“Good,” Adlon murmured. She pressed the barrel of the Beretta just a fraction harder against Vaggie’s forehead before finally pulling it back. “We’re here for the Aussie woman who stole our supplies,” she said, her tone casual as if discussing a minor inconvenience. “But finding Sergeant Rodríguez and her new bitch? Now that’s a jackpot.”

Adlon straightened up, then turned her attention back to her partner. “Hoist her up,” she ordered, motioning toward Charlie.

Charlie felt her captor’s rough grip under her arms as he hauled her upright, forcing her onto her knees. Her muscles screamed in protest, aching from the struggle and the hard impact with the ground, but she grit her teeth, refusing to show the pain. She caught a glimpse of Vaggie behind Adlon, her head shaking ever so slightly—a warning, a plea to stay quiet. She wasn’t going to risk Charlie giving away anything, no matter what Adlon threatened.

Adlon tilted her head, narrowing her eyes at Charlie. “Where’s your base?” she asked deceptively softly. “Tell me, and maybe I’ll leave you and Rodríguez here, safe and sound.”

Charlie’s heart thudded, but she refused to let herself be baited by the obvious trap. Instead, she held her silence, meeting Adlon’s gaze. She wouldn’t give away their safe house, not for anything, especially not with Vaggie’s silent warning still fresh in her mind and even compromising the rest of the group.

Adlon’s lips pressed into a thin line, her eyes narrowing with frustration as she realized Charlie wouldn’t crack that easily. “Typical,” she muttered, annoyed but hardly surprised. She lifted her hand to her radio, “All units, pull back. I’ve got this under control.”

The static reply buzzed faintly in the background as Adlon lowered the radio. Her gaze shifted to the parked Royce, her fingers tapping idly against the grip of her pistol. She locked eyes with her subordinate and then looked back at Charlie.

“Tell you what,” she drawled, gesturing toward the car with her pistol, “we’re going to take a little drive. You’ll be behind the wheel.”

She then reached down, grabbing Vaggie’s arm, twisting it back in a harsh, unforgiving hold. A sharp cry slipped from Vaggie’s lips, her face contorted in pain as Adlon’s grip only tightened.

“Stop!” Charlie shouted. “I’m not taking you to our camp.”

Adlon’s gaze flickered to Charlie, and let out a short laugh. “Oh, don’t flatter yourself,” she replied. “We’re not going to your camp.” Her grip tightened on Vaggie’s arm, eliciting another stifled gasp of pain. “We’ll go elsewhere. A little... scenic drive.”

Before Charlie could muster a protest, Vaggie’s shaky but firm voice cut through. “Just… do what she says, Charlie. Please…” Vaggie’s face twisted in pain, her eye briefly meeting Charlie’s with a pleading edge. There was something in her tone—that went beyond the immediate danger. Something unspoken simmered between her and Adlon, a buried history that Charlie couldn’t decipher.

Charlie’s chest tightened, her mind wrestling with conflicting instincts. She wanted to fight back, to do something—anything—to protect Vaggie. But there was a caution in Vaggie’s gaze, a silent plea to submit and play along. Seeing Adlon and her subordinate’s equipment, it seemed enough to make resistance too dangerous to risk.

Swallowing hard, Charlie cast one last glance at Vaggie, searching for any sign of reassurance. But all she saw Vaggie was telling her that this was all for survival.

She had no choice. Not with Vaggie at Adlon’s mercy.

“Fine,” Charlie muttered, dropping her shoulders in forced submission. She stood up slowly, stepping toward the Royce. She could feel Adlon’s gaze drilling into her, every step weighed down by the knowledge that Vaggie was suffering for any resistance she might show.

Charlie slipped into the driver’s seat, her fingers trembling as they brushed against the steering wheel. She inhaled, steadying herself, while Adlon roughly guided Vaggie into the backseat, shoving her in without care and Adlon’s partner settled into the passenger seat, casting a watchful eye on Charlie as he adjusted his rifle.

With a glance in the rearview mirror, Charlie met Vaggie’s eyes one last time before turning the ignition. The engine rumbled to life, and with a tight, heavy feeling in her chest, Charlie gripped the wheel, guiding the car onto the cracked road as Adlon’s pistol stayed trained on Vaggie from the backseat.

Notes:

not apologizing for the cliffhanger :^)

parody brand names;
Rich-Royce Ghast = Rolls-Royce Ghost

Chapter 17: 84 Days (pt. 2)

Summary:

Shortly after the encounter.

Notes:

the first (and only) chapter where Charlie and Vaggie doesnt appear.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Oh no…”

Pentious pressed himself against the rusted frame of an abandoned car, his breaths coming out sharp and jagged. Across the street, watched the Royce disappear down the road, Charlie and Vaggie taken hostage by those self-styled "soldier boys" with identical armbands that gave them away.

Wannabe military, he thought, every one of them wore the same, eerily pristine armor, uniform and even equipment. He should’ve done something—could’ve, maybe. But there was no way his Mini-14 would stand a chance against that arsenal. These weren’t just any thugs; they moved in a disciplined rhythm that gave him flashbacks to the National Guard back at the beginning of the outbreak.

Guilt churned in his stomach as he debated his next move. He’d have to get back to the others and warn them, but the real trouble was… where had they taken Charlie and Vaggie? Were they heading to some base, some hidden stronghold? And if so, where? A dozen theories raced through his mind, each one a dead end, until—

A force slammed into him from behind, sending him sprawling before he even realized what had happened. He looked up to find a pale, wild-eyed woman with strawberry blonde hair and a fresh bandage wrapped around her right eye, smeared with dried blood. Instinct took over, and Pentious tried to defend himself, wrestling against her without any real intention of hurting her.

Pentious barely registered her weight before he felt cold steel press against his throat. He froze, his hands releasing their grip on her as he tried to make sense of the situation. She was stronger than she looked, her grip fierce as she kept him pinned. His breath came shallow, but as she quickly scanned his left arm, muttering something under her breath, she seemed to relax, just a fraction.

“You’re not one of the bastards,” she said, her accent unmistakably Australian, though her tone was about as warm as the knife at his neck. His eyes caught sight of her right arm, the jacket sleeve torn and soaked in fresh blood, hinting at a makeshift bandage beneath it.

“You’re… you’re hurt,” Pentious managed.

“Don’t give a damn about that,” she snapped, her eye narrowing as she leveled the blade just beneath his jaw. “You know those two women the Exorcists took?”

“Uh…” Pentious blinked, processing her words while his mind tried to catch up. “Exorcists?” He repeated, then nodded slightly, cautious of the blade. “You mean those wannabe soldiers?”

She pressed the knife a little harder, getting more irritated. “Yeah, genius, them. Now answer the fucking question.”

Pentious’s mind spun, torn between protecting the group and the faint hope that this woman might be an ally—or at least, not a threat beyond the knife currently pressed to his neck. Should he admit he was with Charlie and Vaggie? But hell, she could have her crew that would be just as dangerous.

But one look at her told him she wasn’t part of a coordinated force. Her bandages looked days old, unchanged, rough, and crusted over like she'd been making do on her own, lacking supplies or even the basic know-how to tend to her wounds. She looked like a mess—no, more like a tornado had torn through her and left whatever remained to fend for itself. It reminded him too much of the early days when he’d been with his last group.

Still, she had the kind of sharpness in her eye that said she'd fight anyone who got in her way, and if the Exorcists were after her, then maybe, just maybe, she was as desperate as he was to avoid them.

The woman’s jaw clenched as her patience thinned. “Don’t have all day, mate.”

His throat went dry. His brain screamed not to say a thing, to deny any affiliation with Charlie or Vaggie. But the knife against his throat…

He cleared his throat. “I—yes, I know them. The two women, they’re… they’re part of my group.”

She didn’t let up, her gaze narrowing with renewed interest. “So there’s a whole lot of you?”

He felt the edge of the blade move just enough that he didn’t feel like a breath away from getting his throat slit, but it stayed close enough to remind him not to get too comfortable. “Not exactly… There are only seven of us, just regular people. Not soldiers like those… Exorcists,” he added, hoping she’d pick up on the difference. “We’re just… surviving, helping each other out. Nothing more.”

The woman furrowed her brows, eye darkening with suspicion. “And your group,” she asked slowly, “are they… dangerous?”

Pentious hesitated, searching for the right balance of truth that wouldn’t cost him the thin strand of trust he hoped she’d grant him. Okay, pretend to be Charlie with her diplomatic self… “We… can be,” he admitted. “When we’re protecting ourselves, sure. But we’re not looking to harm anyone who’s just trying to survive.” He held her gaze. “We’re not… hostile. Not unless someone else gives us a reason to be.”

She raised an eyebrow, clearly not convinced. “And how do I know that?” she asked, tilting her head slightly as she lifted the knife just a bit, enough to make her point.

Pentious managed a thin, humorless smile, though his heart was still hammering against his ribcage. “Well, you’ve got a knife against my throat, and I’m answering your questions, aren’t I?” he replied quietly. He stayed still, careful not to give any impression he might resist. “You don’t need to take my word for it, but… it’s all I’ve got to give.”

The woman paused, her hard expression softening just a touch as if considering his words. For a moment, Pentious thought she might ignore everything he’d said and simply finish him off, but then she frowned.

With a sigh, she let go of his throat, and he gasped, only then realizing just how starved for air he was. He coughed, rubbing his neck as he tried to steady his breathing.

“Alright,” she said, lifting both her hands in a signal of caution. “I won’t fuck you up—as long as you don’t touch any of your weapons.” Her tone held a warning as she observed the slinged rifle behind him.

Pentious nodded, eyes wide. “Trust me,” he nervously laughs, “I’m not much good at threatening people anyway.”

Her lips twitched, not quite a smile, but something close. She holstered her knife. “Good. We understand each other, then.” She took a step back, crossing her arms as she looked him over, appraising. “Since you seem like you’re not with them, I’ll be honest—I’m the one the Exorcists are looking for.”

Pentious raised an eyebrow, unable to hold back his curiosity. “What for?”

She let out a dry chuckle. “I, uh… ‘borrowed’ some of their supplies. Only I underestimated how bloody persistent they’d be about getting it back. They’ve been hunting me down, all across Long Island, if you can believe it.”

Pentious blinked, trying to process that. “From… New York City to Long Island? Just for some supplies?”

“Yeah,” she muttered. “Apparently, they don’t take kindly to being robbed.” She adjusted the bandage on her arm, wincing slightly. “Guess I’ve pissed off the wrong kind of people.”

Pentious eyed her cautiously, sensing he might have a slim chance to turn this encounter into something mutually beneficial. "Sounds like you know these Exorcists pretty well—like maybe you know where their base is."

She gave him a suspicious look but didn’t deny it.

Taking a gamble, he offered, “Look, I’ll… um, I’ll make you a trade. You help us find where they’re keeping our people, and in return… I’ll bring you back to our place. We can clean that wound up for you, and give you a few supplies to get you back on the road. After that, we part ways. No strings attached.”

She considered his offer carefully. “Do you have someone who knows what they’re doing with… this?” She gestured at her bloodied arm and then her bandaged eye.

Pentious hesitated. “Not exactly. One person has enough medical know-how to keep you from, uh… bleeding out, but we don’t exactly have a licensed doctor. The other with decent skills is one of the women taken by the Exorcists.”

She gave a thoughtful nod, still looking doubtful. “Fine. But if this is all a load of bullshit, I’ll kill you and the rest of your group without a second thought.”

He swallowed, nodding earnestly. “You have my word.”

For a moment, they held each other’s gaze, as if testing the truce between them.

Pentious managed a small smile. “So… what should I call you?”

She raised an eyebrow. “Let’s start with your name first.”

“Pentious.”

She rolled her eye at that. “Fucking fancy pants,” she muttered dryly. “Well then, Pentious, you can call me… Cherri.”


The drive back to the safehouse was quiet in a way that felt like silence had found a way to be loud. Pentious kept glancing over at Cherri, thinking about how, if he were a different person, he might've made a little small talk—something light, something that wouldn't land with a thud in this forced silence between them. But he wasn’t a different person, and the silence in the car was thick enough that he knew any words he threw at it would just bounce back, unwelcome and uncomfortable. So he let it lie, his focus bouncing between the empty road ahead and Cherri’s steely gaze fixed out the window.

But the curiosity gnawed at him. Here she was, this stranger who held a knife to his throat just minutes ago, now sitting in his passenger seat, trusting him—or at least willing to pretend to. He took a breath, tried to sound casual. “So… are you, uh… with a group right now?”

Cherri didn’t even look at him as she answered, her voice sounded so flat that he couldn’t quite read. “Not these days, no. The last place I holed up at… it got overrun.” She paused, glancing down at the crude bandage on her arm. “Had to run for it before I became part of the buffet.”

Pentious nodded, feeling a pang of empathy for her. He knew what it was like to be on the run, to lose people and places you’d relied on. But he stayed quiet, sensing she’d probably had enough sympathy to last a lifetime. Instead, he just focused on the road.

Minutes later as the car finally pulled up to the gated entrance, Pentious parked and slipped out, placing his hand to the screen and letting the light hover by his iris to trigger the scan by the gate. The familiar click of gears echoed and the gate slid open. He quickly hopped back into the driver’s seat, nudging the car forward and following the winding path up to the safehouse.

Once they reached the driveway, Pentious put the car in park and glanced at Cherri. “Stay here,” he muttered before getting out and darting toward the front of the house. He craned his neck up toward the balcony, where he spotted Niffty on watch duty and scanning the grounds below.

Pentious cupped his hands around his mouth, calling up toward the balcony. “Niffty!”

Niffty’s head snapped down, eyes squinting to catch his expression. “Yes?”

“Gather everyone in the living room. It’s an emergency!” he yelled.

She gave him a quick nod, her eyes widening as she disappeared through the balcony door. Pentious didn’t wait to see her go; he spun on his heel, making his way back to the car.

He opened the passenger door and nodded to Cherri. “Come on, follow me. I’ll take you inside.”

Cherri glanced around warily as if she couldn’t believe this man brought her to a damn mansion, but slid out of the seat. Her hand rested instinctively near her hip, where her knife was tucked. She eyed him, skeptical yet resigned. "This better be worth it."

“Trust me,” he said, though the words felt thin even to his own ears. “You’ll want to meet them.”

Pentious led Cherri to the front door, casting the occasional glance back at her, hoping she wouldn’t bolt—or worse, regret coming in the first place.

Inside, he guided her down the main hall until they reached the living room. Everyone was already gathered, faces painted with concern and confusion as they murmured amongst themselves, waiting for an explanation. But before Pentious could even open his mouth to speak, there was a sudden, explosive reaction from the couch.

“Holy shit, Cherri?!”

The voice rang out, loud and incredulous, and Pentious stopped dead in his tracks. He turned, eyes widening as he saw Angel standing up from the couch, staring at Cherri in disbelief.

Cherri’s head snapped toward the sound, her eye going wide as recognition dawned. “Angel? Was that you?!”

Angel and Cherri stood by, gazing at each other with their faces a swirl of shock and relief that crackled like static. The others exchanged wary glances, caught between the unexpected reunion.

But before either could say anything, Alastor’s voice cut through. “And who exactly is this?” His gaze flicked from Pentious to Cherri with suspicion.

Pentious shifted awkwardly, clearing his throat. “This is… Cherri. Look, before I explain everything, she needs to be patched up.” He glanced toward Husk, nodding to Cherri’s crude bandage. “Husk, could you—”

Husk crossed his arms, raising a skeptical eyebrow. “So this is the big ‘emergency’ you dragged us all in here for?” he asked in annoyance.

Pentious hesitated at first, but he took a breath, forcing himself to meet everyone’s eyes. “No… that’s not the reason.” He swallowed. “Charlie and Vaggie—they’ve been taken. Kidnapped by a group out there. And Cherri”—he nodded to her—“she has information about where they are.”


Of course, no one takes the news lightly.

The room changed. Concern hardened into anger, coiling up in everyone like springs pulled too tight. Angel’s fists clenched, and whatever emotion had flickered across his face when he first saw Cherri was gone now, buried under what Pentious had just said.

Husk, sensing the shift, finally uncrossed his arms with a reluctant sigh. “Alright,” he muttered, stepping toward Cherri. He gestured for her to sit down, then grabbed the trauma bag from a nearby shelf. “Let’s get that eye looked at.”

Cherri perched on the edge of a chair, her usual steeliness softened by exhaustion. She winced as Husk examined the crude bandage on her arm, peeling it back to check the extent of her injuries. When he reached her eye, his hand was gentler than his gruff tone suggested, tilting her chin up to get a better look.

Meanwhile, Pentious drew in a deep breath, letting the details unspool from his mind, like he could lay them out in front of the others to make sense of everything.

After the retelling, Husk shot him a dark look. “So you just stood there and watched?”

Pentious flinched but didn’t look away. “I knew I couldn’t take them on alone. They were armed to the teeth! But I knew I could make it back here and tell you all. That had to be worth something.” His gaze shifted to Cherri, now patched up and sitting quietly.

Cherri looked up from where she sat, meeting the skeptical, wary eyes aimed her way. She didn’t flinch, though; instead, she squared her shoulders, gathering whatever scraps of pride were left after everything she’d been through.

“This wasn’t his fault,” she said. Everyone turned to look at her, even Angel, his fists unclenching ever so slightly. “If you’re gonna be mad at anyone, be mad at me. I’m the one who dragged those bastards all the way over here.”

Husk raised an eyebrow, still unconvinced. “And you expect us to believe you just… happened to lead them into our backyard?”

She gave a dry laugh, leaning back in her seat. “Look, old man, I didn’t know there was anyone left out here. You think I would’ve come running straight into another group’s hideout if I did?” She paused, her eye darting around the room. “I’m desperate, just like everyone else. The cities are stripped dry, scavenged to the bone. Those guys—Exorcists, they call themselves—have taken everything worth having and hoarded it. It’s like they’re prepping for the end of the world while pretending to save it.”

The room fell silent, and Husk hesitated, his skepticism shifting into something closer to pity as he wrapped a clean bandage over her injured arm. “If they’re hoarding supplies, that means they’re not sharing it or running a damn charity.”

“Exactly,” Cherri replied. “And don’t ask me why, ’cause I don’t know. But they’re not some refugee center, that’s for sure. They have like… like too few people and too much power. You can’t fight them alone. Trust me, I tried.” Her voice softened, a hint of frustration seeping in. “I didn’t mean to bring them here. But now that they’re in your way by taking your people, you’re gonna need every advantage you can get.”

Angel crossed his arms. “So, why Charlie and Vaggie? Doesn’t sound like they’re out looking for recruits.”

Cherri gave a half-hearted shrug, though there was a flicker of something like doubt in her expression. “Honestly? I don’t know why they went after them specifically. But…” She paused, chewing on her lip, then glanced around as if gathering the courage to piece it together. “The lieutenant in charge—she had this way about her. Like she was holding onto something personal.”

Alastor tilting his head. “Do you mind explaining further?”

Cherri sighed, thinking back. “Look, I don’t know what kind of history they have, if any, but the way she beat the hell out of that woman with the eyepatch? There was something more there. Like she was getting back at her for something, not just following orders.”

Angel leaned in, his gaze darkening. “And Charlie?”

Cherri ran a hand through her tangled hair, her voice low. “She was just there. Wrong place, wrong time, I guess. The blonde got dragged in.”

Angel let out a frustrated sigh, rubbing the back of his neck. “So they’re definitely bad news. God knows what the fuck they’re gonna do with Charlie and Vaggie now.”

Cherri’s gaze dropped to the floor, her expression grim. “They don’t usually leave survivors alive, at least not from what I’ve seen. If they didn’t kill them on the spot, they’re probably planning to… you know, get whatever information they can out of them.”

Pentious, his voice low and cautious, looked at her. “Information? What could they possibly need to know about our place?”

Cherri took a deep breath, seeming to brace herself. “They want supplies, and they’ll take it by any means. The reason they have so much isn’t because they’re lucky or resourceful—they hoard because they rob and kill any survivors they come across. It doesn’t matter if you’re willing to join them or beg for mercy. They don’t hesitate to pull the fucking trigger.” She looked around the room. “That’s what happened to my last group… We were holed up in a bar in Brooklyn, thought we were safe enough. But when they found us, they didn’t even try to negotiate. Just gunned us all down. I barely made it out alive. Those fucking bastards.”

Angel’s jaw clenched, and he hesitated before asking softly, “That… include our mutuals too?”

Cherri’s face softened, a faint sadness clouding her expression. “Yeah, Angel. I lost them all. You’re the last friend I’ve got left who’s still breathing. And as much as I wish things were different, I’m thankful you’re still here.”

Angel swallowed, the reality of her words twisting something in his chest. He then straightened. “We have to get Charlie and Vaggie back. Whatever it takes, we’re not leaving them with those fucking psychos.”

Husk looked at him, worry etched into his face. “And how exactly are we supposed to do that? If what Pentious and Cherri say is true, we’d be walking right into a death trap. We don’t stand a chance against these chumps.”

Alastor finally spoke up. “Well, then don’t go in guns blazing, my dear Husk. People like them… they expect confrontation. But if we slip in and out—quietly, carefully—we may just get away with our little rescue mission without so much as a scratch.” He raised an eyebrow, his grin widening. “All we need is a little subtlety.”

The room fell silent as the idea took root, and the group exchanged looks of tentative agreement. It was risky, but it was their best shot.

Pentious cleared his throat, nodding toward Cherri. “That’s actually why I brought her here. She knows a thing or two about their base. Thought she might be able to give us a bit of an edge.”

All eyes turned to Cherri, and she sighed, reaching for the gray duffel bag she’d brought with her. “Yeah, since we’re talking plans…” She unzipped the bag and pulled out a folded piece of paper, laying it open on the table. “Take a look.”

The room leaned closer as she smoothed out the paper, revealing a rough hand-drawn floor plan of Fort Hamilton. She tapped her finger on the map, tracing a few paths. “It’s not perfect, but it’s enough to get you around. They’re based here. They’ve fortified the place, set up guards along the main entrances and exits, but… there are weak spots.”

Angel’s eyes widened while he examined the map. “How the hell did you get this?”

Cherri gave a small, humorless smile. “It just happened to be included in this duffel bag. I actually thought about throwing that shit away, but figuring it might be useful someday.”

Pentious studied the floor plan closely, his brow furrowing as he considered the layout. "Alright… but if they’ve taken Charlie and Vaggie, where would they be keeping them? We don’t exactly have the luxury of wasting time searching every room."

Alastor leaned forward, a finger tapping idly on the sketched outline. He then pointed to the basement area marked on the map. "If they’re really after information, they’ll need somewhere to get… messy. And nothing says 'messy' quite like a basement, wouldn’t you agree?”

Husk shifted uncomfortably, a grimace crossing his face. “Yeah, yeah, we get it. You’re not exactly breaking news here, Alastor,” he muttered. “Torture dungeons don’t tend to be set up in the guest lounge.”

Alastor chuckled, clearly amused. “Ah, Husker, your sense of humor truly brings a smile to my face.”

Angel exchanged a look with Cherri, both of them reaching the same grim conclusion. Angel cleared his throat. “If they’re holding them for interrogation, then yeah… the basement makes sense. And if they’re keeping them down there, they’re not planning a pleasant stay. We’ll have to go in quietly and quickly.”

Cherri nodded, her gaze focused on the map. “Then that’s where we start. We’ll search the basement first, get in, grab them, and get the fuck out. If we’re lucky, they’ll never even know we were there.”

The group fell silent, each member weighing the stakes. Finally, Cherri’s gaze sweeps the room. “Alright, so… who’s coming with me?” She turned to Angel, raising an eyebrow. “You down for this?”

Angel smirked, crossing his arms. “Hell yeah, I’m in. Like I’d let you go off without me.”

Alastor’s grin only widened as he watched the exchange. “Count me in as well. I’ve learned a trick or two about staying unseen.” He looked to Angel and Cherri, who exchanged an uncomfortable glance, but neither argued.

Pentious straightened, his eyes shifting to the map again. “I’ll go too. Charlie’s done more for me than I can ever repay. Least I can do is try and return the favor.”

They all looked over at Husk and Niffty, who both immediately raised their hands in protest. Husk shook his head. “Don’t even look at me. Someone’s gotta keep an eye on this place while you’re out playing heroes.”

Niffty nodded quickly, clutching her hands together. “Yeah! We’ll make sure everything’s running smoothly on this end. You guys handle the bad boys.”

Cherri gave them both a nod, appreciating their honesty. Then, looking around at the men, she took a deep breath. “Alright, then.”

Notes:

yay cherri is now in the story, although she wont be a part of the squad (YET)

and i know splitting the chapter isn't all that necessary, but i thought it'll be a nice buildup for the upcoming shitstorm lmao

Chapter 18: Ain't No Mountain High Enough

Summary:

Ex-lovers' bitter reunion.

Notes:

chapter title is based from a 1970 song by Diana Ross

vaggie-centric (filler) chapter, and she is definitely not having a good time lmao

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Inhale. Exhale.

Vaggie blinked, struggling to anchor herself to something familiar as the car jostled and rattled through streets she didn’t recognize. From what she could make out before the sack was yanked over her head, they were deep in Brooklyn—a maze of decaying storefronts, cracked roads, and empty sidewalks that seemed to close in the further they went. All she could do now was listen. The hum of the engine. The faint rattle of loose metal somewhere under her seat.

And somewhere to her left, she could hear Charlie, her voice muffled yet unmistakable, escalating from grumbles to sharp, protesting shouts.

"Hold her down," came Lauren’s voice—sharp and cold. Vaggie heard a scuffle, a shuffle hands grabbing onto fabric. Charlie’s voice was cut short by a grunt and the sound of fists hitting something solid.

Vaggie’s mind sparks with worry, then anger, and then the hollow, unshakeable certainty that they weren’t leaving this car unscathed.

As they drove, the vehicle’s sharp turns and sudden stops, each one followed by a shove that pushed her head against the car’s hard interior. She focused on her breathing—steady inhales, careful exhales—keeping herself grounded as they dragged them deeper and deeper.

It felt like hours, maybe more. She couldn’t tell. All she knew was the push and pull, the violent yank on her arm when she was forced to stand up, staggered by shoves that jabbed her forward into a labyrinth of unknown spaces. Footsteps and orders blurred together. She strained to make sense of voices, fragments that fell just short of meaning.

Another scuffle, and this time, she caught a whisper of something that twisted her curiosity: “Lute.”

Is that how they refer Lauren?

When they finally stopped, someone yanked her out. The ground beneath her was uneven, cracked. She heard shouts, footsteps scuffing the pavement as hands forced her forward. She was pushed along, each step heavier than the last as the stale air closed around her, thick with the sour stench of old dust and mold. She clenched her jaw, resisting the urge to dig her heels in, to push back. She couldn’t risk it—not here.

The unmistakable chill of underground air hit her skin, settling over her shoulders like a damp weight. This was it. A basement, probably.

“Sit,” a voice commanded, and a hand pressed down on her shoulder, hard. Vaggie dropped onto something rough, her shoulders tensed as another set of hands forced her wrists together. The scratch of duct tape reached her ears, layers wrapping tight, too tight, pinning her arms against her torso as if they thought that any bit of slack would give her the strength to break free. The tape bit into her muscles, each wrap feeling deeper, tighter than the last. Her fingers tingled, already going numb.

She flexed her fingers, or tried to. The tape cut so tightly into her wrists that it felt like her skin was fusing with it. Vaggie bit down on a grimace, forcing herself to keep her breaths steady, trying to ignore the pins and needles beginning to creep up her hands.

The sack over her head made everything feel muffled and too close, like she was trapped inside her own skin. She could still hear faint sounds around her—shuffling footsteps, low voices exchanging orders or maybe just muttering. No one addressed her directly, not since they’d shoved her down and secured her arms as if she were some beast waiting to thrash out at them.

“Where the fuck is Charlie?”

It took her a second to realize the voice was her own, sharper and more demanding than she meant it to be. But her question went unanswered, absorbed by the hollow silence of the basement. She waited, but the silence stretched out, heavy and unmoving.

She heard a soft chuckle nearby, a familiar man’s voice, amused and almost lazy. “The blondie? Oh, she’s here, don’t worry about that.”

She ground her teeth, the anger inside her simmering under the surface, held back only by the restraints digging into her skin. She had to know Charlie was okay. She tried to listen for any hint, any sound, but there was nothing—just that voice echoing around her, smug and mocking.

“Hope you’re comfortable,” the man’s voice continued, and he sounded like he had a grin even though she couldn’t see it. “You’re gonna be staying awhile.”

Her jaw clenched. Inhale. Exhale. She would save her strength, bide her time. She and Charlie would make it out of here—she had to believe that.

A shuffle of footsteps echoed through the room, growing louder. Then a door creaked open, its hinges squealing before slamming shut. The sound bounced off the walls, followed by approaching steps that seemed to drag on, each one drawing nearer.

She braced herself as a rough hand suddenly grabbed the top of the sack over her head. In one swift, violent tug, it was pulled away, flooding her senses with a harsh, blinding light that forced her to squint. Her lone eye fluttered, blinking rapidly as she adjusted to the glare, the sting of it making her vision swim.

As her sight settled, Vaggie took in her surroundings. The room was dim, barren except for a single bare bulb dangling above her, casting its clinical light over her. Everything felt sharp and exposed in its glow, from the splintered wood of the floor to the cracked walls.

Directly in front of her, a worn, scratched-up wooden table sat like some centerpiece. Her gaze shifted down, and she saw her arms—strapped tight with duct tape to the wooden arms of the chair. Her fingers tingled, prickling with the numbness that had started to creep up her forearms.

She flexed her wrists, testing the restraints, but they held fast, biting into her skin. Her legs, however, were left free, as if they wanted her to think she had some small chance of movement. Or maybe they thought she wouldn’t try.

With a steadying breath, Vaggie shifted in the chair, her eye scanning the room for anything she could use to her advantage. The table was empty, save for a small stack of papers and a pen off to the side. She cataloged every inch of her surroundings, forcing herself to ignore the pounding of her pulse.

Another shuffle sounded to her right, drawing her gaze. A figure stepped forward into the light, her face finally coming into view.

The last time she’d seen this woman years ago, she’d had a head of messy brown hair. Now that her visor is missing, her hair was bleached to a ghostly platinum white, the sharp cut still the same length. The absence of her usual rifle was the only other notable change; in its place, she wore a simple holster with a knife and a Beretta.

Vaggie clenched her teeth, her mind spitting out the woman’s name with disdain. Lauren. But she couldn’t ignore what she’d overheard earlier, the other goon calling the name Lute—would it be an alias, a title, a nickname?

Lute—Lauren—strolled over and perched herself on the edge of the table, casually crossing one leg over the other. She tossed the crumpled sack across the table, letting it land with a heavy, empty thud.

“You know,” Lute drawled, “it’s no surprise you’re still alive. I mean, I can’t count how many times my own people told me to just finish you off already. Or, better yet, to let you bleed out—nice and slow.” She tilted her head, studying Vaggie’s face like she was trying to solve a puzzle. “Make it easy for you. Quick, simple.”

Vaggie met her gaze, biting down the urge to spit at her. “Then why didn’t you?”

Lute shrugged, letting out a short, hollow laugh. “Well, let’s just say, I figured I’d give you the chance to do the job yourself. I mean, look at you.” Her eyes ran over Vaggie, unbothered and unblinking. “After all the hell you've been through—getting your brain scrambled, racking up a nice, fat medical debt just to stay alive—it’d only be a matter of time before you took care of it for me. Seemed… predictable, really.”

Vaggie’s hands flexed against the restraints, her fingers itching with the urge to fight back, to get even a little piece of this monster in front of her. But Lute just smirked, like she could see exactly what Vaggie was thinking and found it pathetic.

At the end, Vaggie felt her jaw clench, forcing herself to keep her breathing steady.

“Thing is…” Lute’s voice softened, her expression darkening as she leaned forward, her gaze now as cold as the steel in her holster. “You’re still here. Still breathing, despite everything.”

Vaggie narrowed her eye, holding Lute’s gaze, refusing to flinch.

Lute’s hand slipped into her pocket, and when it reemerged, it held something small and metallic. She dangled it in front of Vaggie’s face, letting it swing slightly. A military dog tag, stained with old, dried blood.

“You remember Gerard?” Lute asked, her voice low, almost taunting. “That wide-eyed little rookie? The one who looked up to you like some kind of war hero? I swear, that kid thought you hung the stars, just like the rest of your unit… Guess you didn’t do him much good in the end, though, did you?”

Vaggie kept her face carefully blank, her jaw tight. She wouldn’t give Lute the satisfaction of a reaction, wouldn’t let her see any flicker of recognition or emotion. Lute noticed, though, the tiny stiffening in her posture, the way her fingers curled tighter against the armrests, and her smirk deepened.

“Oh, don’t get all sentimental on me now,” Lute sneered. “Gerard was nothing special. Just another naïve kid, putting all his faith in someone who couldn’t even save herself. Hell, he practically worshipped you, you know. You were his sergeant, his guiding light,” she sneered. “And now? Now he’s just a mangled corpse with his face smashed in by a cash register.”

Lute paused. “Apparently, you proved his skull didn’t hold up too well.”

Vaggie bit down on her reaction, forcing herself to stay steady, to keep her breathing even. Every muscle in her body screamed to lash out, to do something to stop that smug look on Lute’s face, but she kept herself locked down.

The silence stretched between them, thick and heavy. Lute’s smirk faltered, just a fraction, but she covered it quickly, leaning back, twirling the bloodstained dog tag between her fingers like a toy.

“Guess you don’t have much to say about that, huh?” Lute taunted lightly, trying to needle at Vaggie’s silence. “Or maybe you just don’t care. Left him to die, and now you’re pretending it doesn’t bother you.”

Vaggie’s restraint cracked. Her jaw unclenched just enough for her voice to slip out.

“Why the fuck would I care about him?” Her voice shook with barely contained rage, and she was glaring, her eye narrowed. “He was a part of it. Just like the rest of them. He was there that night! Contributing to the hazing like it was just another game. Laughing while I—”

She stopped.

That night—when you left me there, when you made sure every single one of them saw it—I came because I thought I was meeting you for something real. I thought you wanted me there. Fuck, I wasn’t expecting a pack of grinning soldiers ready to watch me suffer. That’s what I remember about my unit. And you were at the center of it, with that same shitty grin on your face!

Lute’s expression flickered, surprise breaking through her cold mask for a split second before she regained her composure. For the first time, she seemed to actually consider Vaggie’s words, letting them settle uncomfortably between them. Lute’s fingers tightened around the dog tag, but she quickly pocketed it, her face hardening again.

“Still pretending you don’t care, huh?” Lute scoffed. “You care, Valeria. You care too damn much, especially about people who don’t deserve it.” She study Vaggie as if peeling back her defenses layer by layer. “Your own unit, all those soldiers who turned on you… and yet here you are, seething like I just insulted family.”

She continued, “Guess it makes a difference, doesn’t it? I’m talking about the night you swore you’d report me—the night you, the one person I ever thought…” She trailed off, her expression faltering. “The one person who could’ve actually ruined everything for me.”

Vaggie let out a humorless laugh. “That ‘career’ you’re so proud of? All those dirty deals, all the ways you used your rank to line your pockets?” She shook her head, disgust twisting her features. “You really think I was going to let you keep getting away with it?”

Lute’s smirk returned. “You really have no idea, do you?” She leaned in. “People will do just about anything if there’s money involved. You wave a little cash under their noses, and suddenly, they’re bending over backward to please you.” Her fingers tap against the table in a rhythm. “I managed to get them to turn on you. Your whole unit, Valeria. They fell right in line with me, helped make that hazing happen. All I had to do was convince them you were the threat—the one who’d ruin everything for us all.”

Vaggie’s mouth twisted in anger and disbelief. “You’re sick, Lauren. You made them all think I was the enemy, just to save your own skin?”

Lute shrugged, unbothered, her tone almost casual. “I wasn’t about to let some goody two-shoes bring me down. Not for a second.” She tilted her head, her gaze softening, though the coldness never left her eyes. “And definitely not you. Not the woman who I thought…” She let the words linger, but her face betrayed just a flicker of hurt, of something long buried and bitter. “The one person I thought actually cared. But you didn’t, did you? You were ready to throw it all away for what? A moral stand?”

Lute's face faltered, and for a moment, the hardened exterior cracked. Her gaze dropped, and the sharpness in her voice softened, taking on a tone almost vulnerable. “You know, Valeria… we were supposed to have a future together. I actually thought we’d get out of this mess someday, maybe retire early, live our lives somewhere away from all this.” She swallowed, her eyes distant as if lost in a vision only she could see. “I wanted that with you, even if it meant shortcuts, even if it meant making compromises. That’s how reality works, you know. It’s messy, it’s dirty—but…”

But then her words trailed off, the softness replaced by something darker, angrier. Her jaw clenched, and the distant look in her eyes twisted into pure resentment. Her hand moved automatically to her belt, and before Vaggie could react, Lute had unholstered her knife, her grip on it tight and unsteady.

No more weakness!” Lute screamed. She lunged forward, pressing the cold blade against Vaggie’s neck, her hand trembling as she pressed harder and harder, her breaths coming in ragged bursts. “I let myself care about you. I let myself believe in… in us. And look where that got me!” Her voice cracked, her eyes blazing with a wild, unhinged rage as she pressed the edge of the knife harder against Vaggie’s skin.

“You ruined everything. I was weak because of you. But not anymore. No more softness, no more pretending. I’m done with it!”

Vaggie’s breaths came slow and measured. She swallowed as she tried to hold Lute's gaze. "Lauren… we don’t have to do this," she whispered, almost pleading. "Let me and Charlie go. We walk out of here, you never have to see me again. We can just… end this. For good."

Lute's expression shifted, her grip on the knife loosening as if considering Vaggie’s offer. But the moment passed, her face hardening, twisted by a hatred that went deeper than anything Vaggie had ever seen in her. Without a word, Lute pulled the knife away—only to drive her fist into Vaggie’s jaw with brutal force. The impact made Vaggie’s head snap to the side, but Lute wasn’t finished. She grabbed a fistful of Vaggie’s hair, slamming her face down onto the table’s wooden surface.

Vaggie gasped, blood trickling down from her nose as Lute pulled her up just to slam her down again. A sharp, throbbing pain exploded across Vaggie's face as the table smeared with her blood. Her vision blurred, spots of black flashing across her sight, but she could still hear Lute’s labored breaths, the ragged edge of her rage as she pulled back, cracking her bruised knuckles.

“Next time we talk, you better cooperate, Valeria. Because if you don’t…” Lute tilted her head. “This little reunion will look like child’s play.”

With that, she straightened, dusting herself off like she hadn’t just attacked someone she once claimed to care about. She turned her back, pausing only to glance over her shoulder, one last warning hanging before she disappeared from the room, leaving Vaggie bloodied, disoriented, and alone.

Vaggie spat blood onto the floor, feeling the sting of each cut and bruise as she straightened herself against the restraints. Her eye throbbed painfully as she closed it, focusing on the bitter taste of iron on her tongue rather than the sharp ache radiating through her face. Her mind drifted, grasping onto a thought she couldn’t shake—Charlie. Was she safe? She clung to the hope that, somewhere in this hellhole, Charlie was untouched, unharmed.

But hope felt like a fragile thing here. Especially in a place ruled by people like Lute, people who had long since discarded any shred of decency, any regard for right or wrong. They lived by twisted loyalties, broken morals…

With a deep, trembling breath, Vaggie pushed down the panic gnawing at her insides. She couldn’t let herself fall apart here. If she wanted to get Charlie—and herself—out of this, she’d need every ounce of resolve left in her.

Dios, por favor, perdónalos.


He didn’t look up as he spoke, busy lighting the cigarette that dangles at the corner of his mouth. “Were you able to get anything out of Rodríguez, Lute?”

“No sir. She kept her mouth shut the whole time,” Lute replied smoothly as if it was the truth. Not a single question about the base had actually left her lips earlier, but he didn’t need to know that. For now, she could play the game her way.

He frowned, his mouth pressing into a thin line. “Fucking hell… I guess that leaves me to start questioning the blonde,” he muttered then puffs out the smoke. “She doesn’t seem nearly as… resilient as the one-eyed bitch.”

Lute nodded, her face an unreadable mask. “Understood, sir. I’ll keep questioning Rodríguez too.”

He finally looked up, taking a drag of his cigarette as his gaze fell on Lute’s bruised knuckles. His eyes lingered there, studying the way her hand flexed and then tightened at her side.

“Is that from going rough on Rodríguez?” he probed. The cigarette smoke curled between them, thick and heavy, as Lute’s expression flickered with something between frustration and weariness.

“It’s nothing, Adam,” she replied. “No need to check up on me.”

But he didn’t drop it, his tone softening just slightly. “Maybe not, but humor me.” He stood up, closing the distance between them in a few quick steps. She let out a barely audible sigh, but she held out her hand, a silent surrender. Adam took another slow drag, then held out his cigarette, gesturing for her to take it.

Lute hesitated, then took the cigarette, bringing it to her lips and letting the smoke calm whatever was still simmering beneath her skin. The shared silence felt strangely grounding.

When she handed it back, Adam’s gaze stayed steady. “Take a break from interrogating Rodríguez. Won’t be worth your time or your energy for now.”

Lute’s jaw tightened. “I can handle it,” she insisted. “Hurting someone, even a little, is part of the job, you know that as well as I do.”

“Fuck, I know. But you’ve been pushing yourself for a while now.” Adam placed the cigarette between his teeth, freeing his hands to rest on Lute's shoulders. He pressed his thumbs into the tense muscles, working at a knot he felt near her neck. "Look, just take a damn break. I’ll handle the rest. I'll even assign some of the boys to take care of the Sergeant.”

Lute tensed up under his touch but didn’t pull away. She knew she'd been pushing herself hard lately. It felt like every day was another fire to put out—claiming territories, dealing with survivor camps nearby, and chasing the bitch who had stolen from them. Her life had become a string of desperate moves, pushing further every day. Even thinking about the last few weeks made her feel like she’d been holding her breath.

But here was the General himself, telling her to step back. Somehow, that sank deeper than any internal command she could give herself.

She let out a long breath, her body finally easing under his hands. “Alright,” she said quietly, almost as if she didn’t believe it herself. “I’ll take a break.”

Adam’s lips curled into a faint smile as he puffed out a smoke, clearly relieved. “Fucking good. You deserve it.”

As he turned to leave, he added with a playful glint in his eye, “And danger tits, you’re free to use my bedroom whenever you please.” With that, he walked out, his footsteps echoing down the hallway, leaving Lute in the quiet solitude of Adam’s office.

The air felt heavier now, but she didn’t mind. Lute sat down at Adam’s desk, staring at the empty space he’d just vacated. She reached into her pocket and pulled out Gerard’s dog tag, the metal cool against her fingers. With a flick of her wrist, she lazily tossed it onto the desk, the dull clink of it landing barely registering in her mind. She leaned back into the leather chair with a tired sigh, her gaze flicking to the ceiling.

"Fucking shit," she muttered under her breath. The outbreak, the constant responsibilities, the stress—it all pressed down, and now it was just her, the silence, and the dull thrum of her own thoughts.

Notes:

next chapter wont be a filler + its gonna be lengthy as it sets with multiple POVs.

but yeah, fuck the Exorcists lmao

Chapter 19: Hounded

Summary:

While others go for a rescue mission, the Exorcists press for information between the lovers.

Notes:

this chapter took tons of revisions and grammarly abuse to make it cohesive. now prepare for the rising action of this volume :^)

ps, both charlie and vaggie are gonna be in *PAIN* here lmao

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Click. Snap. Spin.

The sound was sharp and metallic, a harsh little click as the man across the table spun the revolver’s chamber and then snapped it shut. And then he’d flick his thumb, spinning it open again, watching the chamber whirl, like he had nothing better to do. Click. Snap. Spin. Repeat.

The man was hard to ignore—large, olive-skinned, with a messy scruff and a goatee that looked intentionally grown in but not exactly cared for. His brown hair stuck out in all directions, and the whole look was somehow made worse by the fact that he didn’t even try to contain it.

Unlike most of the people Charlie had encountered recently, this man had his version of a uniform: black tactical pants and a gray button-up shirt left open, probably for fashion. Or maybe he just couldn’t be bothered. Beneath it was a white tank top that did nothing to hide his beer belly.

And through it all, he kept spinning that fully-loaded chamber, like it was a toy he was bored of already.

The man caught Charlie’s gaze, a glint of amusement in his eye as he gave the revolver one last spin and finally stilled it in his hand.

“Like my toy, blondie?” He tilted his head, rolling the Colt Python around as if showing off a prized possession. “This beauty here—got a six-inch barrel, stainless steel, handles recoil like a dream. Can’t beat the classics, y’know?” He held it up to the light, turning it with a bit too much pride, as though she might be impressed.

Charlie didn’t respond. She stayed as she was, barely blinking. The man waited, his grin slipping just a fraction when her silence stretched a little too long.

“Don’t you want to know the stopping power on this thing?” he continued as if her indifference was part of some game they were playing.

Christ, if he wanted me to bite, he’d have to try a lot harder.

The man narrowed his eyes, squinting at her like he’d just figured something out. Slowly, he set the revolver down on the table. Then he let out a low chuckle, raising both hands in a pretend gesture of surrender.

“Fucking hell, I’m being rude, aren’t I? No introductions and all that shit.” He extended a hand across the table. “Name’s Adam. What about you?”

Charlie didn’t move. She kept her eyes locked on him, refusing to acknowledge the outstretched hand. Adam’s mouth twitched, a smirk taking shape as he withdrew his hand.

“Oh, right,” he snorted. “I almost forgot—you’re all tied up, aren’t you? Can’t exactly shake hands and shit.”

Charlie’s gaze dropped, following his amused look down to her wrists. They were bound tightly with duct tape to the point where it dug into her skin. She flexed her hands experimentally, feeling the constriction, while her legs, oddly enough, were left unbound beneath the table.

She glanced back up, catching him as he pulled a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and slid one out for himself. Adam looked at her with a lazy grin as he lit up. Smoke curled lazily between them, and he took a drag.

Charlie wrinkled her nose at the cigarette smoke drifting across the table. The sharp, acrid scent filled her nostrils, and she forced herself not to cough. Cigarette smoke had always turned her stomach—a visceral reaction she couldn’t suppress, even if she tried. So she sat there, lips pressed into a tight line, eyes fixed somewhere past Adam’s shoulder.

But she must have given herself away because Adam suddenly chuckled, his eyes lighting up with a smug sort of glee.

“Of course,” he sneered, taking another drag. “Bitches like you would hate this kind of thing, huh?” His grin widened as he watched her, clearly pleased with the flash of disgust she hadn’t managed to hide.

Charlie’s face burned, and she shifted, refusing to look directly at him, but Adam just kept talking. “You know, when my boys brought you and your girl Rodríguez in…” he paused, flicking ash off the end of his cigarette, “…they couldn’t help but notice how clean you both looked. I mean, surviving out there in the damn apocalypse and all, and here you are—fresh as a daisy.”

He tilted his head, studying her with a look that was half-curiosity, half-contempt. “Makes me wonder if you’ve been hiding somewhere nice and cozy, getting treated well.”

Charlie abruptly asked, “Where’s Vaggie?”

Adam exhaled, blowing out a puff of smoke as he rolled his eyes like he’d heard this question a dozen times already. “For the last time, your precious Sergeant is fine and well,” he drawled with mock sympathy. “Hell, we’re treating her like she’s at a five-star hotel. Room service and everything.”

“That’s bullshit.”

Adam’s lazy grin faltered, a glint of irritation flashing across his face. He pushed himself up from his chair, his movements slow and deliberate as he reached for the revolver and holstered it on his belt. With a casual, almost leisurely stride, he started making his way around the table toward her, all the while keeping that smug gaze fixed on her.

“See, that’s what I’m curious about,” he murmured, his voice dropping to a low rumble. “For two people who claim to have been roughing it in the apocalypse, you and your girlie look suspiciously… untouched.” His eyes narrowed with a strange mix of amusement and suspicion. “Makes me think your little base must be a real fucking paradise, huh? Wonder what it takes to keep a place like that so nice and cozy when the rest of us are out here crawling through hell.”

As he reached her, he leaned down, close enough that she could smell the stale cigarette smoke on his breath. “So, blondie, where’s this base of yours?” His tone was deceptively soft, but there was a dangerous edge beneath it.

Charlie’s eyes didn’t waver as she met his gaze. In one movement, she spat directly in his face.

Adam’s expression froze, and for a moment, his smug grin vanished, replaced by a deep scowl. He let out a hollow chuckle, wiping the spit off his cheek with the back of his hand. When he straightened up, his gaze was colder, the humor gone from his eyes.

“You just made this real fun, fucking bitch,” he muttered. He reached down to his belt and grabbed his walkie-talkie. Holding it close to his mouth, he switched it on, his thumb hovering over the button as he kept his eyes locked on Charlie, savoring every second of her reaction.

“Do it. Over.”

The silence that followed seemed to stretch forever, but then, from beyond the wall behind her, came the sharp crack of something striking flesh, followed instantly by a yell—a raw, unmistakable cry of pain.

Charlie’s blood ran cold. That voice—it was Vaggie’s.

Another crack echoed through the room, louder and somehow worse than the first. Vaggie’s cry rang out, jagged and filled with agony. Charlie’s heart clenched as the sounds of her lover’s pain reverberated through her, like a jagged knife digging into her.

“Stop!” Charlie’s voice cracked, panic tightening around her words as she looked back at Adam, all her composure shattered. “Stop it, you fucking bastard!”

Adam watched her, a thin smile spreading across his face as he let her desperation settle in. For a long, agonizing moment, he seemed content to watch her squirm, savoring the power he held. Then, with a lazy flick of his thumb, he clicked the button again.

“That’s enough. Stand down. Over.”

The walkie-talkie crackled, and the noises from the other side of the wall faded into silence. Charlie’s pulse hammered, her ears straining for any sign that Vaggie was still okay, still conscious. But the quiet that filled the room was heavy, suffocating, and all she could do was cling to the hope that the silence meant a good thing.

Adam leaned back, looking pleased with himself as he slid the walkie-talkie back into his belt. “That wasn’t so hard, was it?” he stated as if they’d just finished a routine negotiation. Adam folded his arms. “Now, here’s the thing, blondie… every time you get it in your head to defy me, every time you think it’s cute to spit or act like fucking King Arthur—” he paused—“I can just have one of my boys or girls hurt Rodríguez. You know, keep things… interesting.”

Charlie’s jaw clenched, but she didn’t say a word.

“And I’ll give her credit—your gal’s one tough woman.” He nodded, almost admiringly. “Very high pain tolerance. So, breaking a few fingers here, making her bleed there—it might take a little extra work to get a scream out of her. But don’t worry, my crew’s resourceful. And patient.”

Charlie’s mind raced through the possibilities—the cracked knuckles, the bruises, maybe worse. Vaggie held a strong front, but if they pushed far enough, even she wouldn’t be invincible to it. And they’d do it, too—not because it would break Vaggie, but because it would break her.

“That’s the beauty of it,” Adam continued. “I don’t have to touch you to make you feel it. All I have to do is let them loose on her, over and over again, until you get your priorities straight.”

The horrid image filled her mind. She’d seen what they could do; now they were laying it out in vivid detail—all for Charlie to hear and to suffer without them needing to lift a finger against her.

“So,” Adam said, leaning forward until he was inches from her face. “You ready to start cooperating? Or should we pay Sergeant Rodríguez another visit?”


Pentious pulled the car to a quiet stop by the edge of the park, right where Cherri had marked on the map. The headlights cut out, leaving them in near-total darkness, save for the occasional glow of streetlamps in the distance.

Cherri leaned forward from the back seat, glancing over the paper in her hands. “This is as close as we’ll get without getting spotted. Patrols get stricter around the entrance this time of night,” she murmured, pointing to the back entrance sketched out on the floor plan. “We sneak in through here.”

Angel nodded, leaning over to make sure everyone could see him. “Alright ladies, we stick to the plan. We’re here to find the dolls and get out. That’s it. No killing anyone unless we have to.”

Pentious already pulled out his pistol, probably half-expecting to start unloading the second they stepped foot inside. Angel turned, his voice tight. “Quietly, snake-face. Guns are loud as hell and draw attention from… well, fucking everything. People. Zombos. You name it.”

Pentious sighed, reluctantly slipping the pistol back into its holster. “Fine. But how are we supposed to kill if we have to? Close-range isn’t exactly my specialty unless it’s the roamers.” He looked over at Cherri, who shifted uncomfortably. “And I’m not saying I’m a pacifist,” she mumbled, “I’ve never exactly gone in planning to kill someone.”

From the far side of the car, Alastor’s voice broke the awkward pause. “Killing with a blade is… straightforward. It’s like an undead, but with a little more strategy.” He gave them a thin smile. “In any case, I’ll handle it. If anyone needs to be dealt with, just give me the signal.”

Angel, Cherri, and Pentious shared a quick, uneasy glance. Angel’s jaw clenched, but he knew, out of the four of them, Alastor was the one most capable of doing what none of the others wanted to.

The perks of being a damn serial killer, that is.

“Okay then,” Cherri slipped the paper back into her jacket. “Now, follow my damn lead,” she muttered, pushing open the car door and stepping out. The others followed, easing themselves out and closing the doors with gentle clicks as if even the tiniest noise could tip off every Exorcist in a mile radius.

The park stretched around them, vast and silent. They moved cautiously along the edge of the trees, sticking to the shadows. The atmosphere was thick with eerie stillness that always seemed to settle after sunset, broken only by the occasional rustling of leaves. But there were no zombies. Not even a stray groan in the distance. It was as if something—perhaps the Exorcists’ doing—had killed off the undead within their territory.

The four continued, weaving through brush and ducking behind patches of overgrown shrubs, until they finally reached the backside of a hospital. The building was in better shape than most, with walls still mostly intact, though streaked with dirt and dark stains. Broken windows gaped, and what glass remained was thick with grime. Rusted medical gurneys and old IV stands lay discarded near the rear entrance.

Cherri led the way up a small incline toward the hospital’s back wall, gesturing for the others to follow. “We climb over here,” she whispered, pointing to a place where the fence was bent down, almost as if others had snuck through before. One by one, they scaled the fence, careful not to make a sound. They dropped down quietly on the other side, ducking low as they moved forward.

And there it was: Fort Hamilton.

Once a military stronghold with its massive, concrete walls stretched high and jagged, with barricades of twisted metal and broken stone heaped up around the perimeter. Patches of rust crept across the structure’s surface, and vines climbed the walls, twisting through cracks. Floodlights perched on tall poles flickered dimly, casting a glow over the outer edges of the building, while sandbags and barbed wire lay haphazardly along the base.

In the distance, they could make out the faint figures of patrolling guards, casting long shadows as they moved.

Angel leaned closer to Cherri, his voice a low whisper. “So, where’s this access to the back entrance with the whole wall situation you mentioned?”

Cherri shot him a sideways glance. “Oh, you’re just gonna have to trust me and stop with the bitching, alright?” she muttered back half-jokingly.

Angel rolled his eyes, but he couldn’t help the tiny grin tugging at his lips. “Yeah, yeah, lead the way, princess.”

They crouched low as they continued while creeping along the edge of the wall. They were shielded by the remains of an old overgrown hedge and the hollowed-out shells of old vehicles littered around the perimeter. Occasionally, one of them would freeze, holding their breath as the beams of floodlights swung close. But each time, they evaded detection.

Except one time when Pentious tripped on his steps, but Angel managed to haul his ass out from the exposed area before being detected by the floodlight.

Cherri led them around to the far side of the base, stopping at a section of the wall where age and neglect had left deep cracks and patches of crumbling concrete. She ran her hand over a barely visible metal grate set low in the wall, almost hidden by a thick cover of ivy.

“This is it,” she whispered. “A drain, maybe. It should open into an old maintenance tunnel that runs close to the inner walls. It’ll get us close to the back entrance.” She grabbed the edge of the grate, fingers slipping a little before Pentious leaned in to help. Together, they eased it off, setting it aside with barely a sound.

One by one, they crawled through, Angel casting a wary glance behind them before slipping into the narrow, damp space. Inside, the tunnel was pitch-dark and smelled of stale air and mildew, every sound magnified by the narrow concrete walls. They moved in a single line, close enough that Angel could feel Pentious’s breath just behind him, everyone trying not to scrape or stumble in the tight passage.

The tunnel wound for a good hundred feet before finally opening up near the rear wall of the base. When they emerged, Cherri gave a quick signal, directing them to huddle close to the building. Above them, the rough outer wall loomed, with vines and cracked brick offering a decent cover as they edged toward their entry point.

Cherri pointed toward a small service door nestled between two large storage units. Angel pulled a set of thin, well-used lockpicks from his jacket pocket, crouching by the door.

The lock clicked, and Cherri slowly eased the door open, peeking inside before motioning them forward. Angel slipped in first, his knife ready as his eyes adjusted to the dim interior. The room was filled with old equipment, dusty shelves, and medical supplies. Emergency lights are still faintly glowing in the halls. The smell was stale, almost metallic like it hadn’t been disturbed in years.

He turned to Cherri. “Alright, so where the hell are we?”

Cherri rolled her eye, reaching into her pocket and pulling out the floor plan. She spread it out on a nearby counter, her finger tracing over the lines. “Okay, so if I’m reading this right, we’re in… the medical supply storage.” Her finger landed on a tiny square toward the north wing. “Which is great and all, but the cells are on the opposite side of the basement.”

Angel huffed, glancing over her shoulder at the floor plan. “Great. So we’re still on the wrong side of the damn building.”

“Relax, drama queen,” she shot back, a smirk creeping onto her face as she folded the paper. “It’s just a bit further. Besides, we needed a way in that wouldn’t get us caught before we even got close, remember?”

Angel gritted his teeth but nodded. She was right, even if he didn’t want to admit it. The detour meant they were safer from the guards—and their supplies.

“Lead on.”


Vaggie couldn't tell how long she’d been in this room, on this hard, splintering wooden chair that seemed designed specifically to make you feel like every second stretched into a year. Maybe it had been hours. Maybe days. All she knew was that time here wasn’t measured by the clock on the wall (if there even was one) but by the cycle of faces that appeared in front of her, all familiar, all unwanted. Each one took their turn, asking the same questions, spinning them like new angles in some fucking guessing game, hoping they’d trick her into revealing something about the base.

But Vaggie never answered. Not the first time. Not the tenth. Not the twentieth. The silence was her one small power, as meaningless as it probably seemed to them. So she held onto it, even as their patience thinned.

At some point, the hand radios crackled with a new order, vague but clear to start “getting physical” with her. And that’s when her world turned to fists, sharp, breath-stealing blows to her stomach, her jaw, her ribs. The table in front of her grew slick with her blood, its wood grain swallowing up streaks of red like a sponge. Her face went numb from the hits, her vision splintering and swimming with each one. Her right hand—the one they’d paid special attention to—was twisted and broken, each finger mangled and taped tight to a thick roll of duct tape around her wrist, binding her arms and pressing her nerves into a dead, tingling silence.

And still, she didn’t talk. She couldn’t afford to.

Vaggie forced herself to focus on each breath. One after the other to keep her mind from slipping into the haze of pain that threatened to swallow her whole. She was still here, still grounded, still holding on by some fraying thread.

Then, the door creaked open.

She didn’t look up right away. But when she did, she saw them: Lute walked in first, and behind her, a subordinate stepped in, each of them holding a leash pole. On the ends of those poles were the ragged, lumbering forms of zombies dressed in mismatched tattered combat fatigues, mouths snapping and hands clawing the air like wild animals scenting blood.

Lute stepped forward, her eyes sweeping over Vaggie with frustration. “You’ve managed to drag this out longer than anyone else has,” she began, “I’ll give you that. But for fuck’s sake Valeria, this is getting…well, tiresome.” With each step, she brought the two snapping, growling zombies closer.

The subordinate kept silent, moving in sync with Lute as they inched the zombies toward her, their jaws clicking, and arms outstretched as if they could already taste the blood that covered Vaggie’s tank top.

Lute paused a breath away, her hazel eyes never leaving Vaggie’s. “You’re strong. I’ll give you that, too,” She took a step back, gesturing to the subordinate, who did the same.

“Let’s see if you’re still feeling fucking stubborn.”

She and the subordinate released the latch on each leash pole. The metal clasps clicked open, and the poles dropped from their hands as they turned and slipped back toward the door, closing it behind them.

The door clicked shut, leaving Vaggie alone with the two zombies, and the only sounds in the room were their low, animalistic growls and the scrape of their boots against the cold, concrete floor as they shuffled toward her.

The first zombie lunged, fingers clawing at her face, and she threw her head back, feeling its nails graze her cheek as she twisted in the chair. Her legs (thankfully still free) shot out in reflex, driving her heel into the creature’s knee with every ounce of strength she had. The joint buckled with a sickening crunch, and the zombie stumbled sideways, giving her just a moment’s reprieve.

The second one was already advancing, though, its empty eyes fixed on her as its jaw hung open, snapping in fits. Vaggie’s fingers screamed with pain, each one twisted and useless, but she dug her heels into the floor and kicked hard, launching herself backward in the chair. The old wood groaned under the sudden force, tipping her just out of the zombie's reach as it lunged forward, fingers clawing air.

But the move didn’t buy her much time. The first zombie was already scrambling back, dragging its broken leg as it steadied itself, mouth stretching into a guttural snarl. Vaggie’s mind raced, her gaze darting around the small room for anything—anything—that could help defend herself. She gazed at a table in front of her, and in one blurred, desperate thought, she wondered if she could use it somehow.

The second zombie lunged again, and she ducked low, feeling the sharp bite of duct tape cutting into her skin as she struggled against her restraints. In one last ditch effort, she braced her legs and slammed her shoulder into the side of the table, tipping it over just as the zombie swiped at her. The table’s edge caught it mid-air, driving it back with a thud, and in that heartbeat of space, Vaggie twisted her foot under her chair leg, trying to wedge herself free.

The first zombie was almost on her again, and she wrenched her knee upward, ramming it into the chair leg with enough force to loosen one of the nails. She could feel the give, the small splintering of wood, but time was running out. Her legs strained with every kick, finally cracking a piece of the chair arm free just as the first zombie reached her again, its breath hot and foul on her face.

With one hand finally freed, her skin shredded from the wood splinters, she reached back and grabbed at the cracked piece of wood, twisting it free. The second zombie had righted itself.

She didn’t have time to think and even hesitate.

She plunged the jagged wood forward, driving it into the first zombie’s eye with a wild shove. It jerked back, its skull still attached to the wood, and fell sideways.

Vaggie barely had time to register the first zombie’s collapse before the second one was on her, lunging forward with its mouth open wide. She tried to pull her hand back, but her reflexes were dulled by pain and exhaustion, and she barely managed to raise her right forearm, still bound with duct tape and splintered wood. The zombie’s jaws clamped down on it, and for a split second, terror tore through her—she could feel its teeth pressing through the thick tape, scraping close to her skin.

Holy fuck.

The zombie’s teeth were uselessly grinding against the layers of tape and wood, unable to puncture through, but its desperate chewing left her arm pinned, trapping her in place as she struggled to wrench it away. The creature’s decayed fingers clawed at her, snapping closer with each violent jerk, inches from her face.

With her free left hand, still raw from splinters and numb with pain, she reached down to the shattered edge of the chair, fingers fumbling over the sharp wood. She twisted her wrist, wrangling a jagged piece free as she braced herself against the searing pain. In one swift movement, she swung her hand up, driving the sharp wood directly into the zombie’s throat.

The creature convulsed, its jaw tightening momentarily before the shock of the blow caused its head to jerk back, freeing her arm from its mouth. She managed to scramble sideways, her leg shot out to shove the zombie back with a kick. It staggered, mouth still gnashing, but the wooden stake lodged deep in its throat made each movement slower, each growl gurgling with black blood as it struggled to regain its balance.

Vaggie saw her opening, forcing herself to her feet. Her mind was a blur of pain and adrenaline, taking advantage of every inch of space she could create between herself and the thrashing creature.

The zombie took one lurching step toward her, but it was too late—Vaggie brought her knee up, slamming it into the creature’s chest, throwing it off balance. The force of her shove sent it stumbling back, tripping over the fallen table as it crashed to the floor, struggling to right itself.

Breathing hard, Vaggie staggered and, with one last burst of strength, stomped down on the zombie’s head, crushing it into silence.

Vaggie took a stumbling step back, her breaths sharp and raw, each one tearing through her chest as she looked down at the mangled corpse beneath her. The blood on her skin felt cold now, the adrenaline ebbing, leaving only the bone-deep ache in its place. She wiped her face, smearing a line of blood across her cheek, and finally let out a sound that was somewhere between a gasp and a laugh.

She was still here.

She’d survived.

Then, she straightened, glaring at the door through a half-lidded, bloodshot eye.

“Is that all you’ve got?” Her shout echoed off the walls, ringing in the dead silence of the room. "You hear me? You think this is enough to kill me?”

The defiance surged through her, hot and consuming, burning away every shred of exhaustion, every ounce of pain. “Well, guess what, cabrones,” she hissed, her voice low and seething. “I’m still here. You can try a hundred times, bring me more of them! Bring every fucking muertos you can dig up—We can be here all fucking day!”


Cherri peeked out the door, squinting hard at the hallway that stretched ahead. Everything past a few feet looked like a single smudged line. She tried to focus on any hint of movement or shadows, but with only her one good eye, it was like trying to gauge depth by staring into the fog. She blinked, willing her vision to sharpen, but the hallway refused to cooperate, and the whole world was reduced to this strange, flat perspective.

She sighed and closed the door softly, slipping back into the dim bathroom where the others waited. Angel was leaning against the sink, his arms crossed, watching her with that look of patient concern that made her feel weirdly safer than she’d admit.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

Cherri exhaled as she unfolded the floor plan. “Nothing… well, sort of nothing.” Her fingers ran over the paper as she bit her lip. “It’s just… I can’t tell distance right anymore. Ever since, you know…” She gestured vaguely to her injured eye. “It’s like my depth perception’s been fucked through a meat grinder. Hallways all look the same to me now, flat and weird.”

Angel nodded, glancing down at the floor plan before looking back up at her. “No one’s out there, though?”

“Not that I could tell,” she said, shrugging. “But with this…” She tapped the edge of her bandaged eye, smirking a little to cover up how helpless it made her feel. “I mean, you could park a bus halfway down that hall, and I’d still think it was just part of the wall.”

Angel watched her, then smiled—just a little. “Let me take the lead, then. You keep hold of the plan.”

She hesitated, but something about the way he stood there, calm and almost amused in a way that said he’d been here a hundred times before, relaxed her. Out of everyone, he was the one she trusted to pull this off, the one who seemed to understand when to push and when to just be there.

Finally, she nodded. “Yeah, all right.” Her grip on the floor plan relaxed, her hand dropping it into his with a little more ease than she’d felt in days.

Angel took a glance at Pentious and Alastor, eyebrows raised. They both gave him a steady nod, with that look of readiness that said they'd been waiting on him. Angel squared his shoulders, pushed open the door, and took a cautious step out.

But as Angel pushed the door open, he froze—the glint of a visor caught his eye just in time. An Exorcist patrol, close enough that he could hear her steady breathing behind the glass.

She barely had time to reach for her radio before Alastor was on her. He swooped in with a startling swiftness, driving his blade up straight into her chest, slipping between her ribs and piercing her heart, while his free hand clamped firmly over her mouth to muffle the sound.

“Angel, darling, close the door,” Alastor ordered calmly over his shoulder. Angel obeyed, pulling the door shut and watching as Alastor dragged the Exorcist’s body fully inside, her breaths coming in fast, panicked gasps that caught on the edges of the pain.

Alastor yanked the visor off her face, revealing wide, terrified eyes and a mouth frozen in a grimace of shock. She was still fighting, still clinging to some sliver of life, her gaze darting around the room, taking in each of them with frantic, shallow breaths.

Alastor tilted his head, studying her as if she were some sort of fascinating specimen. His voice dropped to a chillingly calm tone. “Can you hear me, darling?” he asked, his lips curving into a polite, almost gentle smile.

The Exorcist glared up at him, and despite her shaking, her voice came out strong. “Fuck you.”

Alastor’s smile widened, almost pleased by her defiance. Without missing a beat, Alastor twisted the blade still embedded in her chest, sending a jolt of pain through her that made her eyes squeeze shut and her whole body lurch. Her muffled scream escaped against his palm, her resistance briefly faltering as the pain pulsed through her.

Alastor leaned in, his voice soft, almost sympathetic. “Now, now, such language.” He shifted his hand from her mouth just enough to let her gasp for breath. "Here’s the deal: if you cooperate, I’ll leave the blade right where it is. You might even make it, if your friends happen to be a skilled surgeon to fish it out. But refuse…” He gave the hilt a slight tug, enough to remind her of what little time she had. “I’ll pull it out. You’ll bleed out here, and it’ll be quick. Efficient. My favorite kind of solution.”

The Exorcist looked up at him, but there was hesitation now, mingling with the agony and the panic. Her breath came in uneven shudders, her gaze locked onto Alastor’s, weighing her options.

Finally, through gritted teeth, she whispered, “What… do you want to know?”

Alastor’s smile widened, and he gave a small, satisfied nod. "That's the spirit.” He shifted his grip. “Angel, would you be so kind as to show our guest the floor plan?”

Angel quickly unfolded the floor plan and held it out just behind Alastor, tilting it toward the Exorcist so she could see. Alastor didn’t even glance at the map; his focus stayed entirely on her, his free hand moving to guide hers.

“Now,” he said, his voice warm with false reassurance, “I need you to point out where you’re keeping the captives. Nice and simple.” His fingers closed around her gloved hand, pulling it slowly toward her chest until her fingers brushed against the blood soaking through her uniform. “A bit of a marker, if you don’t mind.”

Her eyes widened as he pressed her hand further into the wound, the blood seeping into the fabric of her glove. Her breaths were shallow, every rise and fall of her chest catching on the blade still embedded there. She looked down at her stained fingers and then back at the floor plan, clearly weighing her options.

With a shaky hand, she lifted her bloody finger toward the map Angel was holding and hovered over a section on the map, finally pressing it down by the basement on the west side. A small smear of blood marked the spot, like a crude map pin.

Alastor’s eyes narrowed, his smile fading as he studied her face. "The basement… west section, you say?” He leaned in close, twisting the blade just enough to send another wave of agony through her body. Her face twisted, and her mouth opened in a silent scream.

“Is that truly where they are?”

“Yes! Yes, please!” She gasped, the desperation raw in her voice, her fingers digging into the cold tiled floor as if she could somehow escape the pain. “They’re there, Sergeant Rodríguez and her blonde bitch, I swear! Please—just stop!”

Alastor watched her a moment longer, weighing her words as her breaths came fast and ragged. Then, with an almost delicate flick of his wrist, he loosened his grip, letting her feel a brief, dizzying relief as the pressure eased.

Alastor’s smile deepened. “Was that so difficult?” He glanced over his shoulder at Angel, the satisfaction in his eyes unmistakable. “See, cooperation always makes things easier.”

He looked back at the Exorcist, his fingers resting on the hilt of the blade, as if ready to make good on his earlier threat should she decide to double-cross them. “Any more surprises we should know about, dear?” he asked as if discussing the weather.

The Exorcist’s gaze darted from Alastor to Angel and back again. After a pause, she gritted her teeth and muttered, “No… that’s it.”

Alastor nodded, as though he’d expected nothing less, and finally released his grip on her hand. For the first time, his smile slipped just a little, his voice adopting a softer edge, one that almost—almost—sounded like gratitude. “Good. You’ve been very helpful.”

As Alastor gave a final satisfied nod, Pentious let out a sigh, rubbing the back of his neck and glancing away. "Was that really necessary, Alastor?"

Alastor’s laugh was low, almost amused, as he pulled himself upright. “Necessary?” he echoed, arching a brow. “Oh, my dear Pentious, these are our enemies. They’ve made that quite clear.” He didn't wait for a response, and before anyone else could react, he yanked the blade from the Exorcist's chest. She let out a choked, wet gasp, her body convulsing once as more blood pooled beneath her, dark and spreading fast. Her eyes stared, empty now, as she slumped to the floor.

Angel released a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding, feeling the tension drain out of him. He took a steadying inhale, resisting the urge to react, then returned his focus to the floor plan, tracing his fingers across the paper. If she’d told the truth, they had a long way to go—the far west of the building, likely through areas crawling with Exorcist patrols.

“Right,” Angel said finally, his voice a little steadier. He glanced over at the others, forcing his unsettled thoughts aside. “We need to head out, but let’s see if she has anything useful on her first.” He crouched by the Exorcist’s body, patting her down with efficient movements, searching for supplies or anything that might give them an advantage.

Pentious nodded, joining in to help search the body, while Alastor stood back, wiping his blade clean with a handkerchief, looking distinctly unbothered by the whole scene. Cherri found a few spare rounds, a small flashlight, and a keycard, pocketing them quickly.

“Let’s move,” Angel said, his voice firm as he straightened up. He gave the others a look that reminded them they couldn’t afford to waste time here.


Charlie took a long, slow breath, counting to four as she inhaled, holding it, then releasing it. Another inhale, a little shakier this time, as she tried to ignore the tight, uncomfortable pinch of duct tape digging into her forearms. The restraints held her so firmly against the worn wood of the chair that she could almost feel the grain through her skin.

She blinked up at the ceiling, squinting against the harsh, yellow light spilling down from a single dangling bulb. The glow gave everything in the small room a grim, washed-out look, like the last scene in some old, abandoned theater. She scanned the corners again as if hoping maybe someone else would appear there, but it was just her—her, the buzzing light, and the four walls that seemed to shrink in around her with every breath.

Being alone should’ve been better than being stuck with Adam for more grueling hours listening to his shitty voice and inhaling more of his shitty cigarettes… but in this silence, the emptiness felt almost louder. She forced another slow inhale, then glanced down at her wrists, flexing her hands just to feel some movement, any movement. The duct tape bit back.

The damp fabric of Charlie's shirt clung to her skin, making her itch and shiver at once. She shifted, trying to ease the slick, uncomfortable feeling of her sweat-drenched clothes against the chair. The weight of her legs pressed down awkwardly, her knees cramping. She adjusted, trying to find some relief, and felt something hard press against her thigh, wedged in her pocket.

Her heart gave a tiny, surprised jolt. The ring.

The small, ring-shaped object suddenly felt heavy, like it carried the weight of every decision she’d made in the past twenty-four hours. The ring she'd picked up for Vaggie. The one she’d been so desperate to get, so focused on planning a damn proposal, that she’d taken a detour earlier today to a jewelry store. She glanced at her watch, thankful it was still in place and visible as she pieced the day together.

A wave of guilt hit her. Leaving Vaggie out there on the street alone, all because she wanted to do this one thing. To surprise her. But now? Now she was here, tied to a chair in some windowless room, with no way of knowing where Vaggie was or if she was safe. Her chest tightened as her mind twisted around the what-ifs, circling back to that choice: Would things be different if they’d just left then? Would they have been anywhere near these Exorcists?

And yet, the bigger question gnawed at her, the one she couldn’t shake: How did they know so much about Vaggie? They’d called her by her rank—referred to her like she still belonged with them. Vaggie had been discharged, hadn’t she? She wouldn’t just… she wouldn’t still be involved with people like them, not the ones who hunted them now. She wouldn’t keep something like that from her.

Right?

Charlie’s heart pounded harder like her brain was clinging to that impossible question just to distract her from the reality she was in, from the endless, nagging worry of where Vaggie was right now. No, she told herself. There’s no way Vaggie would ever be part of something like this.

A sudden, jarring clang rattled through the room, shaking Charlie from her spiraling thoughts. Her head snapped up, breath catching as the heavy metal door swung open. Adam’s bulky figure filled the doorway, his silhouette looming before he stepped inside.

“Wake up, princess,” he drawled. “I’m not done with you yet.”

Charlie clenched her teeth, willing herself to keep her gaze steady, to mask any flicker of fear or anger that might give him satisfaction. But then, she saw another figure being shoved roughly into the room behind Adam. The shape was small, frail-looking—her heart dropped.

Vaggie.

Lute came in, dragging Vaggie by the arm. Vaggie stumbled forward, barely able to keep her footing, and was forced into the chair across from Charlie.

Charlie’s heart plummeted. Vaggie’s face was a mess of blood and bruises, her lip split and her nose swollen, with thin trails of blood trickling down from both. Her eye, darkened by smudged, painful-looking bruises, blinked dully at Charlie as if she barely registered her surroundings. She was dressed in just her tank top, exposing mottled bruises that mapped across her arms and shoulders, evidence of blows that had already begun to purple and swell. When she lowered her arms onto the table between them, Charlie’s stomach lurched at the sight of her hands. Her right hand—every finger bent at odd angles, twisted and broken.

Vaggie’s gaze met Charlie’s, a fleeting look of apology flickering in her bruised, swollen eye, as if she were sorry for being here like this, for having been dragged down to this.

No. No! There's nothing you’ll apologize for…

Adam laughed, glancing back and forth between them. “Look at you two—held out this long without spilling a fucking word. Impressive, really,” he sneered, and he even slow-clapped. “I thought one of you would’ve cracked by now.”

Adam smirked as he settled himself onto the table between Charlie and Vaggie, looking between them. His movements were slow, and deliberate, as if he wanted every second to drag.

“You know, blondie,” he began, his voice dripping with amusement, “after all these hours of our little chat, I just realized I haven’t even mentioned the most interesting thing about how we know Sergeant Rodríguez here.” He glanced at Vaggie, his smile widening as he caught the slight shift in Charlie’s expression—a flash of surprise, maybe a hint of confusion.

Vaggie kept her head bowed, her gaze fixed on the table, but her shoulders seemed to sink even lower as if she were bracing herself.

Adam leaned back, stretching his arms as if preparing to tell a long story. “See, before the Exorcists even existed, Sergeant Rodríguez wasn’t just some ordinary soldier. Oh, no.” He gestured at Vaggie mockingly. “Back in our Marine Corps days, she was an exceptional soldier—the type who didn’t just follow orders but knew how to lead. Hell, she practically ran her platoon herself after the fucking conflict in Haiti.”

Charlie felt a prickle of unease. "What are you even talking about?" she asked, her voice harsher than she'd intended. Adam just laughed, a dry, humorless sound that filled the small, stale room.

“Oh, don’t tell me she didn’t share her whole war-hero background with you, princess,” he sneered, turning to Vaggie. “Does your bimbo girlfriend not know?” He leaned toward Charlie, his voice low and taunting. “I mean, I’m honestly baffled. You didn’t even know who she really was.”

Charlie’s heart twisted. She looked at Vaggie, hoping for some kind of reassurance, some denial, anything—but Vaggie only lowered her head further, her jaw tightening, a look of shame flitting across her battered face.

“That’s why I’m telling you this, blondie,” Adam continued. “Because you clearly have no idea who you’re dealing with.” He tilted his head, regarding her with feigned sympathy. “You told me earlier that she’d never killed anyone in her service, and I just—” He chuckled, shaking his head. “I almost felt bad for you. So naive.”

He waved his hand, and Lute stepped forward, pulling something from her pocket—a pristine photograph. She slapped it down on the table between them, right in front of Charlie.

Charlie looked down, her eyes locking onto the image. It was a younger Vaggie, dressed in full combat gear, standing alongside her unit in some barren, war-torn landscape. The hard lines on her face, the steel in her eyes, and the worn look of her comrades told a story she’d never heard before.

“Go ahead, take a good look at your real girl. The one who’d put a bullet in a man without question” Adam leaned forward, his elbows resting on the table as he grinned, savoring the moment. “You ever wonder why she made sergeant so damn fast after Haiti?”

Charlie’s stomach churned, her gaze flickering between the photograph and Vaggie. Her voice felt like sandpaper, “What are you trying to say?”

Adam’s smirk widened. “I’m saying, princess, that your darling girl here isn’t as spotless as you think. Hell, no one in her line of work comes out clean. When the Marines hit the field, they do whatever it takes to win. And I mean whatever. You think orders like ‘kill the enemy’ stop there? Think they skip the part where there are witnesses?” He leaned closer, his eyes gleaming. “I hate to break it to you, but sometimes, civilians end up on the wrong side of a barrel.”

Charlie’s pulse roared in her ears. She turned to Vaggie, her breath hitching. “That’s not true,” she said, the words spilling out before she could think. “Tell me that’s not true.”

Vaggie didn’t move. Her head stayed bowed, her lips pressed tightly together, blood still dripping sluggishly from her swollen nose.

Adam chuckled. “She won’t deny it because she can’t. Rodriguez here knows damn well what she’s done. They sent her and her unit into Haiti to ‘stabilize’ the conflict in that region, right? You’ve remembered the news back then—the shootouts, the starvation, the riots. And when her CO gave the order to shoot anything that moved, you think she hesitated? No. None of them did.”

Vaggie flinched, her fingers curling into fists on the table, but she still didn’t speak.

Adam slapped the table, making Charlie jump. “And when it wasn’t just rioters or looters? When it was families? Kids? Witnesses who saw something they shouldn’t?” He shrugged, his tone almost bored. “They pulled the trigger. She pulled the trigger.”

“Shut up,” Charlie hissed, her voice trembling.

But Adam wasn’t done. “You ever wonder why she’s so damn good at surviving? Why she can handle herself like she’s been doing this her whole life? Because she has. She was trained to kill anything, anyone, without a second thought. And she didn’t just do it—she excelled at it. That’s why she’s a sergeant, blondie. Honest work, sure, but no one—no one—keeps their hands clean.”

“Stop!” Charlie’s voice cracked as she stared at Vaggie, her chest heaving. “Tell me he’s lying. Tell me you didn’t—”

Vaggie slowly raised her head, her one unbruised eye locking onto Charlie’s. Her voice, hoarse and barely above a whisper, cut through the tension like a knife. “I… I followed orders, Charlie.”

Charlie’s heart felt like it had been ripped out of her chest. She wanted to scream, to deny everything, but the haunted look in Vaggie’s eye told her it was true. Every word.

“I didn’t want to,” Vaggie whispered, her voice trembling. “I swear I didn’t, but… but when you’re out there, and they tell you to pull the trigger…” Her breath hitched, and her gaze dropped again, shame weighing her down.

Adam let out a low whistle, leaning back. “See? I told you. She’s not the hero you think she is. None of us are.”

Charlie’s vision blurred, tears stinging her eyes as she tried to reconcile the woman she loved with the stranger sitting across from her. “But… civilians?” she managed. “You… you shot innocent people?”

Vaggie’s jaw tightened, her lips trembling. “Orders.”

Adam snorted. “That’s the excuse they all use. ‘Just following orders.’ Convenient, huh?” He glanced between them, his grin returning. “So, what now, princess? Still think you can trust her?”

Charlie felt a thousand emotions wrestling inside her—shock, disbelief, anger. But beneath it all was a sharper, more biting feeling. Betrayal.

But then she caught herself. Her gaze shifted from the photo back to Vaggie, still hunched over, staring at the table like the world was against her. Bruised, battered, looking more broken than Charlie had ever seen her. And in that instant, a sense of clarity settled over Charlie, something beyond Adam’s explanation or the photograph.

Because this was still Vaggie. No photograph or story or whatever bullshit from Adam would change that. The woman who’d fought alongside her, who’d saved her life more times than she could count, who loved her so fiercely it left her breathless—that was Vaggie. Whatever she’d done before, whatever secrets she’d kept from me…

Beneath it all, a small voice whispered that it wasn’t Vaggie she hated. It was them. The ones who turned her into this. The ones who stole her soul piece by piece and left her drowning in guilt.

She remembered back at Queens College, and their conversation back at the dealership…

“I didn't mean to.”

“I don’t care what you say,” Charlie said firmly. “She’s not like you. She’s better than you. And no matter what she’s done, she’s still better than you’ll ever be. Whatever game you’re playing here, it doesn’t matter. So either let us go or…” Her voice trailed off, though her eyes held steady. She didn’t have a follow-up. Not one she could act on, anyway.

Adam’s laugh was sharper this time. “Jesus fucking Christ! You’re as naïve as you look, blondie. You think I don’t know that bond between you? But it’s not going to save her.” He gestured at Vaggie.

He turned to Vaggie, leaning down until his face was inches from hers. “You gonna keep hiding the truth, Sergeant Rodríguez? Or are you ready to show her who you really are?”

Silence, and not even Vaggie return the eye contact to Adam. His smirk twitched, the lack of reaction from Vaggie starting to chip away at his patience. "You think staying quiet makes you stronger? Makes you tougher?" He tilted his head, mockingly inspecting her battered face. "It just makes you stubborn. And I fucking hate stubborn people."

Charlie’s jaw clenched, her fists tightening on her lap, but she stayed silent. Adam caught her glare and chuckled darkly. "Oh, don’t look at me like that, blondie. It won’t matter anyway. None of this does." He straightened and gestured to Lute with a flick of his wrist.

Without hesitation, Lute stepped forward, grabbing a handful of Vaggie’s hair and yanking her head up. Vaggie grunted in pain, her teeth gritted as her bruised face was forced into the light. Charlie flinched at the sight, her heart lurching.

Adam pulled his revolver from its holster, spinning it once before pointing it directly at Vaggie. The cold barrel gleamed as Adam stood against the table.

"Let’s skip the small talk, shall we?" Adam started. "I’ll make this fucking simple. Where is your base?"

Charlie opened her mouth, her heart pounding in her chest, but before she could form a single word, Vaggie’s voice cut through, "Don’t tell them anything!" Her voice cracked but didn’t waver, her gaze locking on Charlie despite the pain wracking her body. "No matter what they do, Charlie. Don’t—"

“Shut her up,” Adam barked, and Lute responded immediately, yanking Vaggie’s hair so hard that she cried out, her voice choking off into a pained gasp.

Adam clucked his tongue, shaking his head as he aimed the revolver down and pulled the trigger. The deafening crack of the gunshot echoed through the room as the bullet struck the floor just inches from Vaggie’s chair leg.

Charlie let out a strangled cry, her nails digging into her thighs as her body jolted from the sound. Vaggie flinched but kept her composure, though her chest rose and fell with uneven breaths. Her good eye flicked to Charlie, pleading silently, Don’t do it.

Adam’s expression twisted into something more menacing as he brought the gun back up, aiming it squarely at Vaggie’s head. "I’m not fucking around, sweetheart. If you think I’m bluffing, you’re dumber than I thought. I’ll paint these walls with her brains if you don’t start talking. Now." He jabbed the gun in Vaggie’s direction for emphasis. "Where. Is. Your. Base?"

Charlie’s chest heaved as her mind raced. The room felt suffocating, every second stretching unbearably long. She glanced at Vaggie, whose swollen, bloodied face was set in a fierce determination even as she struggled against the hold on her hair. Charlie’s breath caught—she couldn’t lose her.

Adam sighed, his grip on the revolver tightening as he adjusted his aim. "You’re testing my patience, blondie," he muttered. Without warning, he squeezed the trigger again.

The crack of the shot rang out, deafening in the enclosed space. The bullet hit the ground just to the right of Vaggie’s chair, the splinters grazing her leg.

Adam let out a low laugh as he stalked to Vaggie’s side. "Still nothing? Fine. Let’s see how brave you are when the barrel’s a little closer."

He crouched beside her, roughly jamming the cold barrel of the revolver against her temple. The pressure made Vaggie wince, but she still refused to look at him. Instead, her one unbruised eye locked onto Charlie’s, pleading silently. Begging her.

Charlie froze. Her entire world narrowed to the scene before her—the bruises on Vaggie’s face, the gun pressed to her head, and Adam’s twisted grin.

"Last chance," Adam said, his voice dangerously soft. "Where’s the base? You don’t answer, and she dies. Simple as that."

Vaggie shook her head weakly, her voice hoarse as she whispered, "Don’t tell them, Charlie. Please." Her eye were desperate, not for her own life but for Charlie to keep their home safe.

Adam leaned closer to Vaggie, his lips curling into a snarl. "You’re making this harder than it needs to be," he hissed. He turned to Charlie, gesturing with the gun still pressed to Vaggie’s temple. "Tick-tock, blondie. Choose. Her life? Or your precious little safe haven? Clock’s ticking."

Charlie’s chest heaved, her breaths shallow and uneven. Her vision blurred as tears welled up, spilling over and streaking her face. She could feel Vaggie’s silent plea bearing down on her, but Adam’s presence and his fucking revolver aiming at her lover’s head crushed her ability to think clearly.

Her old mansion. Her friends. Their home. The place they’d built so hard to protect.

But then there was Vaggie. The love of her life. The one who’d stood by her, fought for her, and bled for her.

Charlie’s chest heaved, and for a single, unbearable second, everything fell silent except for the pounding of her heart. Her gaze locked on Vaggie’s, who looked back with a mixture of desperation and unrelenting loyalty, silently begging her to not give in.

Charlie’s lips trembled as she choked on a sob.

She couldn’t lose her.

"East Hamptons!" She shouted, the words tumbled out before she could stop them, and the decision tore her apart even as it left her lips.

Adam raised an eyebrow, his grin returning.

"Our base... by Water Mill," Charlie continued, her voice cracking as tears streamed down her face. "Rose Road. The red mansion…" Her voice faltered. The room fell silent except for Charlie’s ragged sobs as the truth hung like a noose tightening around her. Vaggie’s head jerked, her good eye wide with disbelief, then a flicker of devastation.

Adam let out a low whistle, finally pulling the revolver away from Vaggie’s temple. "Now that’s what I wanted to hear," he said, straightening up and holstering his gun.

Lute released Vaggie’s hair, letting her slump forward. But her gaze stayed fixed on Charlie, and in her shattered expression was a pain far deeper than the bruises on her body.

Adam’s grin widened as he looked over his shoulder at Lute. “Well, well, look at that. We finally got ourselves a destination,” he said, clapping his hands once mockingly. “Lute, get the patrols ready. I want boots heading for Water Mill within the hour. Just in case our little songbird here isn’t full of shit.”

Lute straightened, her expression cold and calculating as she adjusted her rifle strap. “On it, sir,” she said curtly, stepping away from Vaggie and heading toward the door. “I’ll make sure the patrols are prepped and ready.”

Adam gave her a quick nod before turning his attention back to Charlie and Vaggie. His smirk remained plastered on his face, smug and unrelenting. He crouched again, leaning in so close to Charlie that she could feel his breath. “See? Wasn’t that easy? A little cooperation goes a long way. You two are gonna start treating us a hell of a lot nicer now. You know why?”

Neither Charlie nor Vaggie responded. Vaggie’s head hung low, her breaths shallow but steady, while Charlie’s tear-streaked face remained fixed on the table, her lips pressed tightly together.

Adam chuckled, the sound low and menacing. “Because you,” he gestured at Charlie, “just bought yourselves a little mercy by cooperating. And you,” he leaned down, his lips near Vaggie’s ear, “are still alive because of her. So maybe start saying thank you, huh?”

Vaggie flinched but didn’t respond, her jaw clenched as tightly as her fists tightened on the table. Charlie glared at him through tear-filled eyes, her body trembling as a mix of anger, despair, and guilt overwhelmed her. She didn’t say anything, couldn’t say anything, her throat tight as if the weight of her betrayal had physically lodged there.

Adam chuckled, his tone dripping with mock sympathy. “Oh, don’t look at me like that, sweetheart. You made the right call. And because I’m such a nice guy, I’m going to start treating you both a little better now that we’re on the same page.” Adam snorted, straightening and stepping away.

He pivoted toward Vaggie, who was slumped in her chair but still glaring up at him despite the pain etched across her face. “Don’t worry, tough shit. You’ve got your girlfriend to thank for keeping your pretty little head intact. For now.”

“Don’t get too comfortable, though,” he added, turning to Charlie. “If we find out you’ve been lying? You won’t just lose your base. You’ll lose her. And this time, I’ll make sure you watch.”

Charlie remained quiet, while Vaggie’s one good eye turned toward her again, glassy and pained, and in that gaze was a mix of anguish and forgiveness that broke Charlie’s heart all over again.

Adam clapped his hands. “Now, sit tight, ladies. We’ll be paying your little red mansion a visit soon enough.”

With that, Adam turned on his heel and walked toward the door, motioning for a guard to follow him out. Lute gave one last, lingering glance at Charlie and Vaggie before she disappeared after Adam, her boots echoing ominously down the corridor.

The door slammed shut, leaving the two women in suffocating silence. Charlie’s shoulders shook with quiet sobs as she buried her face in her hands, her entire body trembling. Vaggie turned her head, wincing at the movement but keeping her gaze locked on Charlie.

Vaggie closed her eye, leaning her head back against the chair as her breathing steadied. For a moment, neither of them spoke, the tension and despair in the room so heavy it was almost unbearable.


“Wait!”

The group froze mid-step, their collective breaths catching as Angel raised a hand after he whispered, his usually sarcastic tone replaced by something serious. Ahead of them, the sound of a door creaking open echoed faintly through the hallway. Two figures in their gray uniforms emerged from the room across the corridor.

Damn it!

Angel’s eyes flicked toward the others, then to the tiny nook on their left—the one with a rusted fire exit sign above. “There!” he hissed, jerking his head toward the narrow space. “Go! Go!”

No one questioned him. They hurried into the nook, pressing themselves against the cold wall. The space was tight, barely wide enough to fit all of them, and the air grew stifling in their cramped formation. Angel held up a finger to his lips, signaling silence, as the Exorcists’ voices carried down the hall.

“Man, my back’s killing me,” one of them grumbled. “I swear, if I have to organize one more crate of bullshit prisoner belongings, I’m gonna lose it.”

The second Exorcist snorted, a lazy, mocking laugh. “You’re whining over that? God, it’s not like they’re asking you to scrub toilets. Just stick some shit in a box and call it a day.”

“Yeah, easy for you to say. You don’t have the lieutenant breathing down your neck whenever you leave a speck of dust behind. Lieutenant Adlon’s got a freakin’ microscope for mistakes,” the first Exorcist shot back defensively.

“Please,” the second one replied. “You should be thankful. General’s not as bad as those psychos running things back in South Carolina. Remember Commander Barton? That guy made us count grains of rice during inventory checks. At least here, it’s just boxes of junk.”

Angel’s ears perked up at that. Prisoner belongings? He glanced at the others, their faces tense and pale. He didn’t need to say it; they all thought the same thing. Charlie and Vaggie.

“Yeah, well, the lieutenant’s still a pain in the ass,” the first Exorcist grumbled, though his tone was less biting now. “Even after the dead freaks took over, commanding officers are still commanding officers. Nothing changes.”

“Tell me about it,” the second Exorcist said, letting out a long-suffering sigh.

The walkie-talkies suddenly crackled to life, filling the air with a burst of static followed by garbled voices issuing rapid commands. Angel strained to decipher the messages, but the words were unintelligible amid the noise. Judging by the confused expressions on the others' faces, they struggled to understand it as well.

Then the Exorcists exchanged a glance and laughed.

“Well, that’s a relief,” the first one said after a moment. “Looks like the general and the lieutenant are handling the prisoners tonight. I guess I can finally catch a break.”

“Lucky you,” the second one muttered, though his voice had a note of disappointment. “I was hoping to see Sergeant Rodríguez.”

The first Exorcist let out a low chuckle. “What’s your deal with Rodríguez? Why’re you so excited to see her?”

Their voices began to fade, the sound of their footsteps growing distant. Angel exhaled slowly, his shoulders relaxing slightly as he realized they were moving away from the group.

As the exorcists' footsteps disappeared down the hallway, Angel finally let out a low, shaky breath. “Well, that was a fun little heart attack,” he muttered

Cherri was the first to exhale audibly, rubbing the back of his neck. “That was way too fucking close. We gotta move before they decide to double back.”

“Yeah,” Angel said, peeking around the corner. But Pentious cut in. “We need to check that room,” Pentious said, nodding toward the door the exorcists had come from.

“What?” Angel snapped, keeping his voice quiet. “You heard them—they’re using it as a storage room for prisoner belongings. You think Charlie and Vaggie’s stuff are just sitting in there with a bow on top?”

“Precisely,” Pentious’s voice tightened. “If there’s a chance their belongings are in there, we’d be foolish to leave without checking or even retrieving them out of courtesy.”

Angel clenched his fists, frustration flashing across his face. “And what if we get caught? You think those military fancy pants are just gonna let us off with a slap on the wrist?”

“We won’t get caught if we move carefully,” Pentious said firmly. “We can’t leave empty-handed. Not when Charlie and Vaggie might need whatever’s in that room.”

Alastor tapped his blade against the wall, his smile thin and sharp. “Our engineer makes a fair point. Risky, yes, but potentially rewarding.”

Angel gritted his teeth, glancing back at the others. “Fucking fine,” he muttered. “But we move quick, and we don’t split up. Got it?”

The group nodded in unison, though unease hung in the air like a thick fog.

Angel took the lead, slipping out of the nook and creeping toward the storage room door. The others followed close behind, their movements silent except for the faint creak of the old floorboards.

Angel reached the storage room door and paused, his hand hovering over the handle. He jiggled it gently, and a quiet clink confirmed his suspicion—it was locked.

“Of course,” he muttered under his breath, shooting a glance over his shoulder at the others. “Figures they wouldn’t make it easy.”

“Can you open it?” Pentious whispered.

Angel scowled, already digging into his jacket pocket. “I’m not a fucking magician, but yeah, I can probably open it.” He pulled out a paperclip shaped into a tension wrench and a pin.

“Hurry,” Cherri urged, her eye darting toward the end of the hallway.

“Yeah, yeah, no pressure,” Angel grumbled, crouching to get a better angle on the lock. He inserted the tension wrench first, applying just enough torque to keep the pins in place. His fingers worked quickly, deftly feeling for the telltale clicks that signaled success.

Behind him, the others stood like coiled springs, ready to bolt at the first sign of trouble. The hallway stretched eerily silent now, but the tension was suffocating.

“Any day now,” Alastor muttered.

“Do you wanna try, bro?” Angel snapped quietly, not looking up. “You guys are always so damn impatient whenever I fucking lockpick.” His focus was entirely on the lock, his brows furrowed in concentration.

“Keep your voices down,” Cherri hissed.

Angel’s frustration flared, but he bit his tongue. With a final, satisfying click, the lock gave way. He grinned triumphantly, standing and pushing the door open just enough to peek inside.

Inside, the room was dimly lit by a single fluorescent bulb, flickering weakly above rows of shelves and crates. Cardboard boxes were stacked haphazardly, some labeled with numbers and others with faded handwriting. Some rows of shelves lined the walls are also cluttered with boxes, bags, and scattered belongings. A faint musty smell hung in the air, mingling with the metallic scent of rust.

“There,” Pentious said, pointing toward a cluster of crates near the back, where a handwritten sign read 'Prisoner Intake'.

Angel rolled his eyes. “Subtle,” he muttered, stepping into the room and letting the door click softly shut behind them. “Alright, grab what you can. And be quick about it.”

Alastor moved to the nearest shelf, scanning the boxes for anything of value. Cherri and Pentious headed straight for the marked crates, with the former prying one open with a crowbar.

Angel stood by the door, keeping watch and tapping his foot impatiently. “I swear if we don’t find anything useful—”

Pentious cut him off, holding up the straps of the duffle bag that Vaggie used for the supply run earlier, her backpack, and Charlie’s leather satchel. “Found it,” he whispered triumphantly.

Angel blinked, then let out a quiet laugh. “Well, I’ll be damned. Let’s hope it’s got something we can use.”

The group worked quickly, grabbing what they could carry. Angel kept one ear trained on the hallway, his tension building with each passing second.

“Alright,” Cherri said, slinging the satchel over her shoulder. “We good?”

“Let’s move,” Angel said, already cracking the door open to check the hall. The coast was clear—for now.

Angel led the way, his steps fast and deliberate as the group crouched low, moving swiftly and silently out of the storage room. The hallway seemed impossibly long, the faint flicker of overhead lights casting shadows that danced with every step they took. Alastor and Cherri were close behind, while Pentious brought up the rear, his eyes darting to every corner as if expecting an ambush.

They made their way westward, sticking close to the walls and slipping between alcoves whenever the hallway widened. The air was damp, thick with the scent of mildew, and every creak of the floorboards beneath their feet made Angel wince.

Then, a thunderous crack echoed through the basement, stopping them all in their tracks. It was distant but unmistakable—the sharp bark of a gunshot.

Angel’s head snapped toward the sound, his eyes narrowing. The others exchanged tense glances, their collective unease thickening the air.

“What the fuck was that?” Cherri whispered sharply, her hand instinctively moving to her sidearm.

“Gunshot,” Pentious answered grimly.

“No shit, Sherlock,” Angel muttered. He crouched lower, scanning the dim hallway ahead. “It came from the west. Same direction as Charlie and Vaggie.”

Before anyone could respond, a second gunshot rang out, just as loud and ominous as the first. This time, it was followed by a faint, muffled shout—indistinct but unmistakably human.

“Someone’s having a hell of a party,” Alastor said softly, his grin sharp and unsettling.

Cherri snapped, “This isn’t the time for fucking jokes, meathead.”

“We have to keep moving,” Pentious’s voice was tight. “If they’re in trouble—”

“We know!” Angel snapped, his frustration bubbling over. He took a deep breath, forcing himself to focus. “But rushing in like idiots is gonna get us all killed. We need a plan.”

“Then what plan?” Pentious hissed. “We don’t even know what we’re walking into!”

“That’s exactly why we need to get our heads out of your asses, smart-ass,” Angel shot back. He glanced down the corridor, his eyes narrowing. “We stick to the shadows and get as close as we can without being seen. If shit goes south... we improvise. Got it?”

Pentious nodded grimly, his jaw set, while Cherri let out a reluctant grunt of agreement. Alastor, who had been uncharacteristically silent, gave a slow, deliberate smile. “A delightful strategy. Let’s see how fate treats us this time.”

Angel didn’t waste another second. He motioned for the group to follow and led them down the hallway, their steps quieter now, every muscle in their bodies coiled and ready to spring.

The distant sounds of muffled voices and the occasional metallic clatter grew louder with every step.


The silence between them was so thick it felt like a third person in the room—a heavy, uninvited guest Charlie didn’t quite know how to handle.

The room still smelled like sweat and fear—Vaggie’s fear, specifically, which she’d never admit to, but Charlie could see it in the way she flinched when the door creaked or how she kept flexing her good hand like she could punch her way out if she needed to.

Charlie didn’t blame her. She’d been stuck in this same room for hours, thinking about Adam and his stupid fucking hairy face and the way he pronounced irrelevant like it was a personal insult. Thank God that was over.

She sat cross-legged on the cold floor, the roll of bandages (Charlie had convinced the Exorcists to give her something. Firmly.) precariously balanced on her knee, carefully winding it around Vaggie’s splinted fingers. The makeshift wooden pieces dug awkwardly into her palm as she worked, but Vaggie didn’t flinch. Didn’t move. Didn’t blink.

Charlie had to stop herself from apologizing for the splints being uneven. It wasn’t like they had a professional first-aid kit here. And besides, Vaggie wouldn’t have responded anyway. Not with that stare—the kind that didn’t focus on anything in the room but somehow managed to see too much at the same time.

She swallowed and kept wrapping, feeling the weight of Vaggie’s silence pressing down on her chest like a stone. It wasn’t like Charlie expected a thank you—Vaggie wasn’t big on pleasantries even in the best of times—but the quiet? The quiet was a little too loud.

“Does it hurt?” she asked finally, her voice cutting through the stillness. It came out more tentative than she intended.

Vaggie didn’t look at her, just kept staring at the same spot on the wall, her expression unreadable.

Right. Dumb question. Of course it hurt.

Charlie glanced down at Vaggie’s fingers, adjusting one of the splints before securing it in place with another loop of bandage. Her hands weren’t trembling, but they felt like they should be. The tension between them wasn’t just a shadow—it was the room. It filled every corner, soaked into the cracked plaster walls, and made every breath feel like a test Charlie wasn’t sure she could pass.

She wanted to say something—anything—but what could she possibly say? Sorry I let them hurt you? Sorry I couldn’t stop this? Sorry we’re here at all? Each sentence felt heavier than the last, and none of them seemed enough.

The memory of Vaggie earlier—how they’d dragged her into this room, limp but still conscious, blood dripping from her fingers—flashed uninvited into Charlie’s mind. The raw anger she’d felt then bubbled up now, settling hot and acidic in her stomach. But anger wasn’t going to help either of them right now.

She secured the last of the bandages and sat back on her heels, finally letting herself exhale. “Okay, that should hold for now,” she said softly.

Vaggie blinked then, just once, her eye finally breaking away from that fixed point on the wall. She looked at her hand, at the splints and bandages, and then up at Charlie. Her gaze was glassy, distant, but there was something else there too—something fragile, teetering on the edge.

“Thank you,” she murmured, her voice so quiet Charlie almost didn’t hear it.

It wasn’t much, but it was enough to make the weight in Charlie’s chest shift, just slightly. “Of course,” Charlie said, her voice just as soft. She hesitated, then reached out and rested her hand lightly on Vaggie’s knee.

The silence returned, but this time it wasn’t the suffocating kind—Charlie kept her hand on Vaggie’s knee, her thumb absently tracing a small, circular pattern. Vaggie’s gaze had drifted back to her hand, now wrapped in bandages and splints that looked more like a desperate art project than proper medical care.

And then, so quietly it almost didn’t register, Vaggie said, “I’m sorry.”

Charlie’s head snapped up. “You don’t have to—”

“I have to,” Vaggie cut her off, her voice still soft but firm in a way that made Charlie’s chest tighten. “I’m sorry,” she repeated, more to herself than to Charlie. “I didn’t mean to hide it. About Haiti. About… what I did when I was deployed there.”

Charlie blinked, caught off guard. The room seemed to shrink around them, the walls closing in as the air grew heavier. She opened her mouth to say something—anything—but no words came out.

The silence stretched for a beat before Charlie finally found her voice even though it felt clumsy. “What Adam said… was it true?”

Vaggie didn’t answer right away. Her gaze dropped to the floor, her shoulders hunching inward like she was trying to make herself smaller. “Not all of it,” she said finally. Her voice was so low that Charlie had to strain to hear her. “But… the part where I followed orders without question? That’s true.”

Charlie swallowed hard, her throat dry. She didn’t want to ask, didn’t want to know—but she also couldn’t look away.

“It’s protocol,” Vaggie continued. “As a Marine, you follow orders. Even when…” She stopped, her jaw tightening as her gaze flicked back to her bandaged hand.

Even when what? Charlie wanted to ask, but she already knew. The way Vaggie’s voice cracked, the way her shoulders tensed…

“When we were in Haiti,” Vaggie said, her voice flat now, almost mechanical, “we were ordered to… eliminate any civilians who were associated with the enemy.” She paused, her hands curling into fists despite the splints. “We lined them up. On their backs. And we gunned them down.”

Her voice cracked further, “That’s why I didn’t tell you. I know how much you hate these kinds of conflicts. These unnecessary, horrific wars… I know how much of a pacifist you are, Charlie. And I couldn’t—” She clenched her jaw, swallowing hard before continuing. “I couldn’t stand the thought of you knowing. Of you looking at me like… like this.”

Vaggie’s voice broke on the last word, and the room felt colder for it. Her gaze didn’t leave her hand, but the tremor in her shoulders was unmistakable now, her carefully constructed mask starting to crack. She squeezed her eye shut and whispered, “I didn’t mean to.”

Charlie’s breath caught. The phrase struck her like a slap, echoing in her mind, dragging her back to Queens College—the silent, still halls littered with corpses. The blood pooled around crumpled bodies, their faces frozen in shock and terror. Students. Kids. Gunned down by soldiers who were supposed to protect them.

And then there was Vaggie. She’d stopped dead when they turned the corner, her body going rigid. Charlie had said her name—once, then again—but Vaggie hadn’t moved. She’d just stood there, staring at the bodies with a look Charlie hadn’t understood at the time but did now.

And the dealership. God, the dealership.

Something rooted in guilt.

“I didn’t mean to. I didn’t mean to. I didn’t mean to.”

“Vaggie,” Charlie said softly, her hand still resting on her knee. She waited until Vaggie met her gaze, her eye glassy and full of pain. “I understand.”

Vaggie flinched, shaking her head. “No, you don’t—”

“I do,” Charlie firmly cut her off. “I understand why you feel this way. Why you… why you did what you had to do.” Her voice softened. “You didn’t want to. I know that. You were following orders, trying to do your job. Trying to provide for your family. You thought you were doing what you had to.”

Vaggie’s face crumpled, and Charlie could see the tears she was fighting to hold back. “But it doesn’t make it right,” she whispered. “It doesn’t undo what I did.”

“No,” Charlie agreed gently, leaning closer. “It doesn’t. But it doesn’t make you a monster either.”

Vaggie blinked, stunned into silence, and Charlie took the chance to lace their fingers together, careful not to hurt her injured hand. Vaggie shook her head again, but it was weaker this time, less certain. “You… hate violence, hate everything I’ve done—”

“I hate what it cost you,” Charlie interrupted, her voice breaking. “I hate that it’s taken so much from you. But I don’t hate you, Vaggie. I could never hate you.”

Tears spilled over, and Charlie didn’t hesitate to gently embrace her. Vaggie stiffened at first like she wasn’t sure she deserved it, but eventually, her good arm came up to clutch at Charlie’s back, holding on like she was afraid to let go.

Vaggie’s voice was muffled against Charlie’s shoulder, but the words were enough to send a chill down Charlie’s spine.

“I lied to you.”

Charlie froze, her hand still resting on the back of Vaggie’s head. She closed her eyes briefly, steadying herself before pulling back just enough to meet Vaggie’s gaze. “I know,” she said softly.

Vaggie’s good hand clenched tighter in the fabric of Charlie’s shirt, her knuckles going white. “I lied to you,” she said again, more insistent this time, her eye wide and searching Charlie’s face as though she couldn’t believe what she was hearing. “I—”

“I know,” Charlie repeated, her chest felt like it might collapse under Vaggie’s pain. She reached up to gently cup Vaggie’s face, her thumb brushing away a tear. “And I forgive you.”

Vaggie blinked, her lips parting as though to argue, but no sound came out.

“I forgive you,” Charlie said again, her tone firmer this time. “I forgive you for lying, for hiding it. For thinking you had to carry all of this alone.” Her thumb traced over Vaggie’s cheek, grounding her. “And I forgive you because I love you, Vaggie. And I know the person you are—the person who fights so hard for the people she loves, even when it costs her everything.”

Vaggie’s breath hitched, and she shook her head weakly, her voice trembling. “You don’t understand, Charlie. I didn’t just lie to protect myself. I lied because I was afraid. Afraid you’d see me the way I see myself.”

Charlie’s chest tightened at the admission, but she didn’t look away. “And how do you see yourself?”

“A coward,” Vaggie whispered. “A fraud. Someone who talks about doing what’s right but didn’t have the courage to—” Her voice cracked, and she looked down, ashamed. “Fight back when my own unit… when they…”

Her voice broke completely, but Charlie didn’t need her to finish the sentence. A cold dread began creeping up her spine.

Charlie froze. Her mind raced, connecting fragments of memories and details she hadn’t wanted to confront before—the overwhelming scars crisscrossing Vaggie’s back, the damaged socket where her left eye used to be. The surgical scars she’d caught glimpses of on Vaggie’s torso.

And then there were the medical records. Four years ago.

At the time, she couldn’t comprehend who would do such violence against Vaggie? But now… now it all made sense.

The scars. The injuries. The lingering trauma.

The pieces began falling into place, faster and faster until the picture became horrifyingly clear. Lieutenant Adlon. The exorcists. Adam’s cruel words. And now Vaggie’s confession.

Charlie’s chest tightened as her breathing grew shallow, anger bubbling just beneath the surface. Without thinking, the question tore from her lips, her voice trembling with barely contained fury.

“Was it Adlon?” she demanded. “Was it that Lieutenant? Is she the one who did this to you? The one who… who left you like that in the alleyway?”

Vaggie’s eye widened at Charlie’s reaction, and she immediately reached out, grabbing Charlie’s hands with both of hers—even the one in the splint. Her grip was firm despite her injuries, grounding Charlie in place.

“Charlie,” Vaggie said quickly. “Please. Please control your temper. I know what you’re feeling right now. I know you want to go straight to Lauren and—”

“You’re damn right I do,” Charlie snapped, her voice rising before she could stop it. “If she—if they—” She cut herself off, her breathing uneven as her vision blurred with unshed tears.

“Charlie,” Vaggie repeated, squeezing her hands tightly. “Listen to me.” Her voice softened. “As much as you want to confront her about it, you can’t. I have to handle this. Not you.”

Charlie’s jaw clenched, her entire body taut with tension. “Vaggie—”

“No,” Vaggie said firmly, cutting her off. “This… this is my burden. And I need you to let me deal with it in my way. Please.”

Charlie’s mouth opened as if to argue, but then she caught the look on Vaggie’s face. Soft but determined, an expression that said she wouldn’t back down, no matter how much Charlie protested. The tension in Charlie’s chest warred with the urge to honor Vaggie’s wishes, and for a moment, silence filled the space between them.

Charlie exhaled shakily, her voice barely above a whisper. “What could you have done?” She stared at Vaggie, her brow furrowed. “You’ve always been so loyal, so… obedient. What could you have possibly done to deserve that?”

Vaggie’s shoulders tensed at the question, her gaze dropping briefly to their joined hands. She breathed deeply, her chest rising and falling as if bracing herself for what she was about to reveal.

“I…” Her voice faltered before she found her footing again. “I suspected something.”

“Something?” Charlie prompted.

“Shady things. Corrupt things, whatever bullshit,” Vaggie admitted, her voice quieter now. “Lauren… and General Adam. There were… deals happening. Off-the-books operations. Things that didn’t add up, that didn’t feel right. I started noticing patterns, inconsistencies in reports, supplies disappearing.”

“I was supposed to investigate discreetly. Gather evidence, and file a report through proper channels. That’s what I was supposed to do.”

“What happened?” Charlie asked softly.

“I let my anger get the better of me. Lauren and I were… living together at the time.” She paused. “I confronted her instead of waiting. I told her I knew what she was doing and that I wasn’t going to stand by and let it happen. I… I broke things off, and told her I’d report everything I’d found.”

Charlie’s stomach turned. “You gave her a warning.”

“I gave her a chance,” Vaggie said bitterly, shaking her head. “The benefit of the doubt. I thought… I thought she cared about me. That maybe, if I threatened to go public, she’d come clean and make it right.”

“But instead… she set me up. The day after I confronted her, she told me there was an important meeting happening. Said I needed to be there to hear what was going on.”

Vaggie’s gaze grew distant, her expression tightening as she relived the memory. “But when I got there, there was no meeting. No agenda. Just… them. Her, Adam, and my unit. They said it was punishment for insubordination. For disloyalty. And Lauren…” She swallowed hard, her grip on Charlie’s hands tightening. “Lauren was the one who ordered it.”

Charlie felt her blood run cold, her entire body stiff with rage and disbelief to the point that made her clench her fists. “You did the right thing, and she—”

Vaggie interrupted her with an embrace, her movements a little flimsy from her injuries but no less earnest. Her arms wrapped around Charlie, grounding her before she could fully spiral.

Vaggie pressed her cheek against Charlie’s shoulder. “You can’t let your anger control you. Please. Don’t make the same mistake I did.”

Charlie’s breath hitched as she stood frozen in Vaggie’s hold.

“I’m telling you all this because you deserve to know. You deserve honesty from me. No more secrets. Ever again… And I know,” Vaggie pulled back just enough to meet Charlie’s gaze, “I know Adam would’ve told you eventually. He would’ve used it against me. My mistakes in Haiti, my failures, everything I’ve tried to forget.”

Charlie’s chest tightened further. “Vaggie—”

Vaggie shook her head, cutting her off again. “I can’t lose you, Charlie. I need you. You’re the only one who keeps me going right now. Please, don’t let this place take that from us.”

Charlie felt the fight drain from her, the fire in her chest dimming to embers. She let out a shaky breath, her shoulders slumping.

Vaggie seemed to sense the shift, her grip on Charlie’s arms softening. “For now, we need to focus on getting out of here alive,” she said gently. “And you… you need to keep being the leader our group deserves. The leader I need.”

Charlie let out a shaky laugh, the sound strained but genuine. “You’re right. You’re always right. I just…” She trailed off, exhaling deeply. “I’m sorry. It’s hard to let go. Especially knowing how much you’ve already suffered.”

Vaggie’s smile was faint. She reached up with her good hand and brushed a strand of hair from Charlie’s face. However, her faint smile didn’t last and her expression turned serious, her brow furrowing as if bracing herself for something she didn’t want to say but had to. She dropped her hand from Charlie’s face and looked her directly in the eye. “Can I ask you something?”

“Of course,” Charlie said cautiously.

“If I had a chance to kill any of the Exorcists,” Vaggie began, “would you let me do it?”

The question hit Charlie like a gut punch. Her breath caught in her throat, and for a moment, all she could hear was the sound of her own heartbeat thundering in her ears.

She bit her lip, trying to gather her thoughts, trying to reconcile the impossible. “I—” Charlie stopped herself, closing her eyes briefly. When she opened them again, she met Vaggie’s unwavering gaze.

“Killing is wrong,” Charlie said finally. “I’ve believed that for as long as I can remember. It doesn’t matter who it is, what they’ve done—taking a life should never be the answer.”

Vaggie’s jaw tightened, but she didn’t speak, letting Charlie continue.

“But,” Charlie looked down at their hands, still loosely joined, and exhaled a slow, shaky breath, “we’re not in a world where peace is always an option anymore. The people out there—those Exorcists—they’re not just hurting you. They’re hurting everyone they can get their hands on. And if it comes down to a choice between protecting you, protecting our group, and sticking to my ideals…” Her voice cracked, but she pushed through it. “Then, yes. I’d let you do it.”

Vaggie’s expression didn’t shift, but her grip on Charlie’s arms tightened slightly.

Charlie took a shaky breath, forcing herself to be fully transparent. “It doesn’t mean I think it’s right. It doesn’t mean I won’t hate myself for letting it happen. But we’re people, Vaggie. And people are… messy. Flawed, and we’re bound to be more screwed up than we’d ever want to admit. If peace isn’t an option, then killing them is… the second one. The last resort.”

Vaggie nodded slowly, her face unreadable. “You’d hate yourself for letting it happen, but not for doing it yourself.”

Charlie flinched at the quiet observation, feeling as though Vaggie had peeled back the layers of her. “I don’t know if I could live with myself if I killed someone. Not even them. I think it would break something in me that I couldn’t put back together. But if it were you, or Angel, or anyone else in the group who had to do it…” She hesitated, her voice dropping to a whisper. “I could live with that. Because it would mean you’re still here.”

The room felt unbearably still, the weight of their conversation pressing down like a physical force.

Finally, Vaggie let out a long, slow breath. “Thank you,” she said, her voice soft but steady. “For being honest with me.”

Charlie looked at her, searching for any trace of judgment, but found only understanding in Vaggie’s eye.

“I’m not saying I’d do it lightly,” Vaggie continued, her voice tinged with sorrow. “But I needed to know where you stand. Because if it ever comes to that—if we’re forced to make that choice—I need to know we’re on the same page.”

Charlie nodded, her throat tight. “We are. Even if that page is a little torn up.”

Vaggie smiled faintly at that, a flicker of humor breaking through the heaviness. “Torn, bloodstained, and barely holding together. Sounds about right.”

Before Charlie could respond, a sudden noise from outside the room shattered the tense silence. The muffled sound of voices—low, urgent, and unintelligible—filtered through the walls. Both Charlie and Vaggie froze, their bodies instinctively tensing.

Then came a loud thud against the wall, so violent it made the floor beneath them tremble.

“What the hell—” Vaggie whispered, barely audible.

Another sound followed—wet and visceral—accompanied by a sharp, choked gasp. It wasn’t just a sound; it was a visceral, unmistakable expression of pain.

Charlie and Vaggie locked eyes. Both of them remained still, straining to hear what would happen next.

Then there was silence. A long, oppressive silence that stretched on, each second more unbearable than the last.

Charlie’s heart pounded in her chest as she glanced at the door before them. Her hand instinctively reached for Vaggie’s, squeezing it tightly.

Suddenly, the door creaked open, the sound too loud in the eerie quiet. Charlie braced herself for the worst, her mind racing through every possible scenario.

But instead of an enemy or some unknown terror, Angel Dust stepped into the room.

He stood in the doorway, his usual bravado dimmed, his clothes disheveled and streaked with dark smears that might have been blood. His eyes darted between Charlie and Vaggie, and then he smirked, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes.

“Well,” he lets out his usual chuckle, “looks like we made it just in time. You two miss me?”


Charlie never thought she’d find herself in this situation—not the part where she was trapped in some godforsaken basement, not the part where Vaggie could barely stand without wincing, and not the part where Angel, Pentious, and Alastor showed up to rescue her. She hadn’t expected them to come. Not really. But the fact that they did? That was the kind of thing she’d never forget, no matter how this ended.

She was eternally grateful, though she’d never say it aloud right now, not when every second counted.

“We need to help Vaggie,” Charlie said firmly as they regrouped. “Her ribs are bad, and she’s struggling to keep up.”

Angel glanced at Vaggie, his eyes narrowing with concern. “What the hell happened?”

“I’ll explain later,” Charlie replied quickly, shutting down the conversation before it could start. “Right now, we just need to move.”

Pentious stepped forward to assist, his arm already around Vaggie’s waist to steady her. On Vaggie’s other side was someone Charlie didn’t recognize—a pale woman with a bloodied bandage wrapped over her right eye. The stranger didn’t say a word as she slipped her arm under Vaggie’s other shoulder.

Charlie didn’t know who she was or where she’d come from, but something about her told Charlie she was on their side. Maybe it was the way she moved, calculated and purposeful, or the way she avoided meeting anyone’s gaze, as though she knew she wasn’t ready to be part of the conversation. This wasn’t the time for introductions, Charlie thought. There would be time later—if they got out of here alive.

Angel is already moving toward the door and Charlie steps behind him. Her eyes caught on the two bodies just outside the door—Exorcists, judging by the armor they wore. They were slumped in unnatural angles, their blood staining the hardwood floor.

She looked away quickly, a wave of nausea rising in her throat. She wouldn’t ask what happened. Maybe it’s for the best.

Instead, she focused on Vaggie’s staggering movements, on the way the stranger and Pentious half-carried their injured companion. She focused on the fact that they were moving, that they still had a chance.

The stranger broke the quiet first. “Are we heading back the way you came in?”

Charlie’s ears perked at the distinct lilt in her voice—Australian. She turned her head slightly, glancing at the woman, her curiosity sparking despite herself.

Angel threw a glance over his shoulder, his brows pinching together. “Yeah,” he said, dragging out the word suspiciously. “Why?”

The woman adjusted her grip on Vaggie, her gaze sweeping ahead as though calculating something. “Because if we are, we might want to pick up the fucking pace. The Exorcists won’t be happy about their friends back there.”

Angel scoffed, though Charlie caught the faint twitch in his jaw. “You’re assuming they’re smart enough to realize we’re leaving the way we came in.”

“They are,” she replied without missing a beat. “Trust me.”

That caught Angel off guard, and he raised a skeptical brow. “Now you got some kinda inside scoop on how these guys work, Cherri? Or are you just guessing?”

Before the woman—Cherri—could reply, Vaggie responded instead. “She’s right. The Exorcists don’t leave things to chance. The second they realize a few of their comrades are missing or aren’t responding to their pagers, they’ll start working on the clock. And when they do, they won’t stop until they find us.”

The group fell into a heavy silence, every word sinking in like a stone in still water.

Angel’s skeptical expression faded, replaced by a narrow-eyed curiosity. His gaze flicked to Vaggie, his lips pressing into a thin line. “How do you know that?” he asked, his voice measured but laced with suspicion.

Charlie could feel it, the subtle shift in the air, as if everyone had simultaneously started asking the same question. Charlie felt her stomach twist as realization dawned on her—no one in the group knew a whole lot about Vaggie’s past. And now it was clear that Vaggie’s knowledge of the Exorcists wasn’t just any educated guesswork.

But this wasn’t the time for that conversation.

“If Vaggie and Cherri say we need to hurry, then we hurry,” Charlie interjected sharply, her voice cutting through the brewing tension. She shot a glance at Angel, her tone leaving no room for argument. “We can ask questions later—when we’re not being hunted.”

Angel held her gaze for a moment longer than necessary, then sighed and threw up his hands in mock surrender. “Fine, fine. Don’t say I didn’t warn you when we get cornered by some other Exorcist assholes. I’m gonna be real pissed.”

Cherri smirked faintly but said nothing as she and Pentious adjusted their grip on Vaggie, who gave Charlie a small, grateful nod.

The group picked up the pace, their hurried footsteps echoing down the dimly lit corridor. Every creak of the old wooden floorboards seemed to echo through the narrow hallways. Charlie’s heart pounded in her chest, adrenaline flooding her veins, but she couldn’t shake the feeling that something was off.

Angel was at the front, his eyes scanning ahead, but even he couldn’t hide the unease that flickered across his face. Behind him, Pentious and Cherri moved in a tight formation, supporting Vaggie as she stumbled with every step. Vaggie’s breath was shallow, the pain visible on her face, but she didn’t make a sound, didn’t ask for help. She just kept moving, grim determination on her face.

Alastor brought up the rear, his eyes darting from side to side, ever watchful. Charlie didn’t need to look back at him to know he was scanning for threats. Alastor always thought he wasn’t worried at all, but Charlie knew better.

The moment they rounded the corner, Charlie’s eyes caught movement—fast, too fast. An Exorcist, his armor clanking as he shifted position in the dim light. His eyes through the visors locked onto them.

“Shit!” Angel hissed, his instincts kicking in before anyone else could react. He surged forward, slamming into the Exorcist’s chest with enough force to knock him off balance. The sound of their bodies crashing into the wall echoed through the narrow hallway.

But before the Exorcist could recover, Alastor was on him. The Exorcist barely had time to raise his rifle before Alastor thrust the knife up, aiming for the small opening at the side of the helmet where the visor didn’t quite meet the plating. The blade sunk deep, and the Exorcist let out a strangled gasp, his hands twitching before his body went limp.

Charlie stood frozen for a fraction of a second, unable to comprehend what had just happened. The Exorcist crumpled to the floor, his body slack as blood pooled beneath him, the metallic scent filling the air.

Angel was already on his feet, his eyes wild. “Let’s go!” he yelled, grabbing Charlie and urging her forward. “No time for this, we need to fucking move!”

Charlie didn’t need to be told twice. She was already backing up, her heart hammering in her chest. As the group shuffled, they heard distant footsteps, and shouts echoing through the hallways. They didn’t have much time.

The shouts grew louder as if the Exorcists realized what had happened.

They rounded another corner, and the metallic door of the medical storage room loomed ahead. Angel slapped his hand against the door’s handle and forced it open.

Pentious and Cherri were already guiding Vaggie in, while Charlie followed closely behind. Angel and Alastor were last before the door slammed shut behind them. A few seconds of frantic breathing passed as they gathered themselves. The medical storage room was sparse but useful—metal shelves lined with first aid supplies, crates of antibiotics, and bandages stacked haphazardly against one wall.

Charlie didn’t waste a second. The moment the door slammed shut, she was already rifling through the first-aid boxes. Tossing bandages, antiseptics, and gauze into her bag (courtesy of Pentious for giving it back).

Behind her, Angel crouched by the maintenance tunnel door, his lockpick kit in hand. The faint click-click-click of his tools working against the lock was almost drowned out by the muffled shouts from down the hallway.

“Hurry,” Charlie muttered under her breath, throwing another roll of medical tape into the bag. Her fingers trembled as she grabbed a pack of antibiotics, stuffing it in alongside the rest.

“I am hurrying,” Angel shot back without looking up. “This isn’t exactly a dollar-store padlock, princess.”

Cherri gave a low chuckle from where she stood by the door, her hands resting lightly on the hilt of a crowbar. “Funny, I thought you were supposed to be good at this.”

Angel shot her a glare. “You wanna try?”

“Nope,” Cherri said simply, leaning against the wall and keeping one ear toward the hallway. “You’re doing great, champ.”

“Guys,” Pentious hissed, his voice tight. He had lowered Vaggie onto a crate, keeping her upright as she fought to stay conscious. “Maybe less banter?”

Charlie zipped up her bag and turned to Vaggie, quickly kneeling by her side. “Hold on,” she murmured, pulling out a bottle of painkillers and a roll of gauze. “We’ll get you patched up as soon as we’re out of here.”

Vaggie gave her a faint, strained smile. “I’m fine. Just...get us out of here.”

“Working on it,” Angel muttered, and then there was a soft click. He grinned triumphantly, standing up and pushing the door open to reveal a dark, narrow tunnel.

“Finally,” Cherri said, moving to help Pentious lift Vaggie.

Charlie grabbed the bag and slung it over her shoulder, stepping into the tunnel. The air was damp and stale, the faint smell of mildew hitting her nose.

Angel took the lead, flashlight in hand, the beam cutting through the darkness. The group filed in behind him, their footsteps echoing faintly against the concrete walls.

“Where… does this even go?” Charlie asked softly.

“Maintenance tunnels lead to the back of the fort,” Pentious explained. “If we’re lucky, we’ll avoid the Exorcists’ main patrols.”

Charlie lets out an exhale, “I hope that’s the case.”

Angel glanced back over his shoulder with his smirk. “If not, then I hope you’re good at running.”

“Wonderful.”

The tunnel stretched on, curving slightly before splitting into two directions. Angel paused, shining his flashlight down each path. The left tunnel was collapsed, rubble blocking the way entirely. The right tunnel seemed to slope upward slightly, a faint draft of fresh air wafting through.

“This way,” Angel said, motioning for the group to follow.

Then a faint sliver of light appeared ahead, the glow of the outside world filtering through a metal grate. Angel quickened his pace, dropping to one knee as he inspected the grate.

Charlie glanced back down the tunnel. The faint sound of footsteps echoed in the distance—too distant to pinpoint, but close enough to make her mind not shit bricks.

The hinges gave way with a soft click, and Angel pushed the grate open, revealing the overgrown remains of what used to be the fort’s rear entrance. Tall grass and weeds obscured the view, but the fresh air was a relief after the stifling tunnel.

Pentious and Cherri helped Vaggie through first, Charlie following close behind. She turned to help Alastor out, then Angel.

Charlie froze as the faint sound of voices drifted through the cool night air. She ducked lower into the tall grass, signaling for the others to stop. Angel, crouched beside her, turned his head slightly—Exorcists, no doubt, searching the area.

"Spread out. They're close," one of them barked.

"Orders are shoot on sight," another said, his voice gravelly with authority, “Including the escaped prisoners.”

Shoot on sight. No warnings, no chances.

She glanced back at the others. Pentious and Cherri were crouched with Vaggie between them, her head resting heavily against Pentious’s shoulder. Alastor hovered near the rear of the group, his knife gripped tightly in one hand.

“They’re looking for us,” Charlie whispered, her voice barely audible over the distant hum of the floodlights.

“No shit,” Angel snapped. He peeked above the grass, squinting toward the glow of the floodlights ahead. “They’ve got the whole damn place lit up like a football game not like before.”

“We’re not getting out of this without them spotting us,” Pentious muttered under his breath.

“Yeah, no kidding, genius,” Angel then glanced to others. “Any brilliant ideas, or do we just keep waiting for them to roll out the welcome mat?”

Before Pentious could snap back, Alastor chuckled softly. “I might have an idea.”

“Is it an idea that won’t get us killed?” Cherri questions sharply.

“Now, now, my dear,” Alastor replied, his grin audible even if Charlie didn’t look at him directly. “I assure you, this is nothing short of brilliant. Our dear Angel happens to have a stash of smoke grenades, doesn’t he?”

Angel blinked, caught off guard. “How the hell do you know about that?”

Alastor’s grin widened. “A gentleman observes. Now, if you’d be so kind as to hand them over, I believe we can provide our dear pursuers with a bit of a distraction.”

Angel hesitated, then sighed, pulling two smoke grenades from his bag. “Fine, but if this blows up in our faces—literally—I’m blaming you.”

“Duly noted,” Alastor said with a mock bow. He turned to the group. “Here’s the plan. I’ll deploy these grenades along the western edge, drawing their attention away from the crumbled wall we’re aiming for. Once their focus is elsewhere, you all slip through and make your way to the hospital. I’ll meet you there.”

“No way,” Charlie said immediately, shaking her head. “We’re not splitting up.”

“We don’t have a choice,” Alastor replied smoothly, his grin softening into something almost reassuring. “If we all try to sneak out at once, we’ll be spotted. Someone has to keep their eyes away from you or your love. And frankly, who better than me?”

Charlie’s gut churned with unease, but the logic was sound. She looked to Angel, then Pentious and Cherri, searching for someone to object, but their silence spoke volumes. Even Vaggie, leaning heavily against Pentious, managed a faint nod of agreement.

“Fine,” Charlie said at last. “But if you don’t make it back—”

“Oh, I’ll make it back,” Alastor interrupted with a sly wink. “You have my word.”

He plucked the grenades from Angel’s hand and disappeared into the shadows before Charlie could argue further.

Moments later, a plume of thick gray smoke erupted in the distance, spreading rapidly across the western side of the fort. Shouts from the Exorcists followed, their orders growing frantic as they directed squads toward the disturbance.

“That’s our cue,” Pentious whispered, adjusting his grip on Vaggie.

The group moved quickly, keeping low as they navigated through the courtyard. Charlie noticed the floodlights swept dangerously close (causing her to shit more bricks), but each time, they managed to stay just out of view. The smoke provided just enough cover to mask their movements, though the acrid scent stung Charlie’s nose as they passed through the edge of it.

Finally, the crumbled wall of Fort Hamilton came into view, a jagged gap barely wide enough for a person to slip through. Beyond it lay the overgrown fields leading toward the similar structure of a hospital—safety, or at least as close to it as they could hope for.

Angel gestured for the group to stop as he inspected the wall. “Looks clear,” he murmured. “One at a time, and keep quiet.”

Pentious and Cherri maneuvered Vaggie through first, carefully easing her past the sharp edges of the rubble. Charlie followed, her breath hitching as she felt the cold night air on the other side. Angel slipped through last, casting a glance back toward the fort.

“They’re still distracted,” he said, a faint note of surprise in his voice. “Alastor actually pulled it off.”

Angel’s voice had barely finished carrying the faint note of surprise when the sharp crack of gunfire pierced the night. Several shots in rapid succession, followed by the unmistakable sound of shouting—urgent, frantic commands. Charlie and Angel locked eyes, both freezing in place as they thought the same thing.

Alastor!

Pentious and Cherri, a few paces ahead, halted abruptly, their heads whipping back toward the sound.

Angel’s hand shot up, signaling them to keep moving. “Go. Get to the hospital,” he whispered harshly. “We’ll catch up.”

Cherri hesitated, glancing at Pentious, who shifted Vaggie’s weight against his shoulder. “Let’s go,” Pentious muttered, though his eyes betrayed a flicker of concern.

Vaggie struggled faintly, her feet dragging as if her body refused to obey. Her gaze locked onto Charlie, pleading silently.

Charlie took a deep breath, steadying herself as she crouched near the crumbled wall. She could feel Vaggie’s eyes on her, weak but filled with concern. She hates to be helpless, Charlie reminded herself. But if you falter now, it’ll shatter her completely.

She turned to Angel, who was already about to make his way in the direction of the noises, his expression unreadable. “I’ll meet where Alastor’s supposed to be,” she whispered.

Angel arched a brow. “I hope you convince your girl enough,” he muttered, sliding away into the shadows before she could respond. Charlie then made her way quickly to Pentious, Cherri, and Vaggie. The three were huddled close, Vaggie leaning heavily on Pentious as they prepared to move.

“What’s wrong?” Pentious asked suspiciously.

Charlie hesitated for only a moment before responding. “Alastor might be in trouble. Angel and I are going back to help him.”

Cherri frowned, her gaze flicking toward the distant glow of the fort. “That’s suicide.”

“Where’s the rendezvous point?” Charlie asked instead, ignoring her comment.

“The car,” Pentious answered reluctantly and even resigned. “It’s parked by the park, not the hospital.”

Charlie nodded briskly. “Okay. Pentious and… Cherri, right? Please bring Vaggie back to the car. We’ll meet you there.”

“Wait!” Vaggie’s voice, though weak, carried a sharp edge of desperation. She struggled against Pentious’s hold, her splinted fingers twitching toward Charlie. “Charlie, no. It’s too dangerous! They’ll kill you. They don’t take chances, not with—”

Charlie cut her off, standing in front of her and gently cupping her cheeks. Vaggie’s skin felt cold under her touch, her expression pleading.

“I’ll be back,” Charlie said firmly while feeling the storm raging in her chest. “Angel, Alastor, and I will all come back. I promise you, okay? You need to get to safety.”

“It’s not worth it,” Vaggie murmured, her breath hitching as tears welled in her eyes. “Please, Charlie. You can’t—”

“I have to,” Charlie interrupted softly, brushing her thumb over Vaggie’s patched cheek. “I have to keep us together. I have to lead us through this. And that means I can’t leave anyone behind.” She forced a small, reassuring smile. “Trust me, I’ll be careful. I’ll keep my promise.”

After a beat, Vaggie closed her eye, her body trembling against Pentious as though the act of nodding in defeat took every ounce of strength she had left. “Be careful,” she whispered.

Charlie felt the ache in her chest deepen, but she pushed it aside, leaning in to press a brief, tender kiss to Vaggie’s lips. It was grounding, fleeting, and filled with every ounce of reassurance she could muster.

“I will,” Charlie promised softly as she pulled back, meeting Vaggie’s gaze one last time. Her hand lingered on Vaggie’s cheek for a moment before she forced herself to let go, her fingertips brushing away an invisible tear that slipped down. “I’ll see you soon, okay?”

With that, she turned on her heel and strode back toward the crumbling wall, her movements quick and deliberate. The cool night air seemed sharper now, filled with tension and the faint echoes of the Exorcists’ commands in the distance.

She glanced over her shoulder just once to see Pentious and Cherri helping Vaggie toward the park, their figures already blending into the shadows. Vaggie glanced back too, her face pale and stricken, but she didn’t call out again.

She digs her hand into the pocket where the ring hides, rubbing her thumb across its surface to reassure herself that they’ll make it out alive from this fucking mess.

For her. For them.

With a final glance in the direction Vaggie had gone, Charlie steeled herself and ducked low as she slipped through the crumbled wall, where the distant shouts grew louder.

Notes:

lil rant: for other writers, it is tempting to add fucked-up nasties between Adam and Charlie BUT.... im not one of them lmao.
to be transparent, the og draft had the *implied* scenes between them but i got rid of them as it is unnecessary. as dark as the themes in this fic may be, i refuse to make any of the non-con bullshit just to add the additional layer of torture because fucking hell, i rather die than writing that.
so instead, imma made vaggie take all the hit to get charlie tortured too as well.

on the other note, i hope the conflict w "gasp vaggie is an angel?!?!?! not clickbait gone sexual" is translated well in this fic since thats where i struggle the most. but instead, i handpicked some of the elements from the show to keep the conflict and shit

take note for the following chapters: vaggie's current condition hinders her combat A LOT, so dont expect her to be in peak by the upcoming fight scenes

Chapter 20: Phenacyl Chloride

Summary:

“We’ll get him back… hopefully no bloodshed.”

Notes:

continuation from "Hounded"

the alternate chapter title would be "queer ass blondes share a single braincell"

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Charlie sighed to herself as she crouched her way back, her shoes crunching softly against the gravel. Angel was just ahead, hunched near a rusted barrel that looked like it had once been part of a poorly planned bonfire. Beyond him, the floodlights carved bright toward a distant cluster of shouting figures.

She slid in behind him, careful not to make a sound, but Angel still managed to sense her. Without looking, he muttered, “Took you long enough. Thought you might’ve decided to retire or something.”

Charlie rolled her eyes, keeping her voice low. “Retire? From this glamorous lifestyle?” She gestured vaguely to the crumbling concrete around them. “Never.”

Angel turned his head slightly, enough for her to catch the flicker of his grin. “Glad you’re still breathing. I mean, you and your girl. Though she looks like shit.”

“She’s alive,” Charlie shot back, more sharply than she intended. “That’s all that matters.”

Angel leaned against the barrel, raising a brow at her. “Whoa, easy there, Sunshine. Just saying she looks like she went through a fucking blender. Didn’t say I wasn’t rooting for her.”

Charlie huffed and crouched lower, peering past the barrel toward the floodlights. “Okay. Where’s Alastor?”

Angel shrugged. “Somewhere past the light show. Hopefully not full of bullet holes.”

“Helpful.”

“Hey, I’m not the one who told him to play distraction for the Exorcists.” Angel flicked a glance toward her, his grin softening. “But seriously, Charlie… before you start thinking I’m some genius tracker or something, you should know it wasn’t just me. Cherri— the strawberry blonde, with bandaged eye? She’s the reason we found you and Vaggie.”

Charlie frowned, glancing at him. “Cherri?”

He nodded. “Yeah. She’s familiar with the Exorcists already. If it weren’t for her, or even Pentious telling us shit about it, we’d probably still be wandering around like idiots. You owe her, dollface. Big time.”

Charlie bit her lip, her mind replaying the blur of events that had brought them here. “I’ll keep that in mind,” she murmured. “If we make it back to the rendezvous, she and Pentious’s getting the biggest ‘thank you’ speech of their lives. Maybe even a hug. If Cherri is also into that.”

Angel snorted. “If she allows you in the first place.”

Before she could retort, a faint noise carried through the air—shuffling footsteps and low voices beyond the floodlights. Both of them stiffened, eyes darting toward the sound. Charlie slowly peeked over the barrel, Angel mirroring her motion.

The glare of the floodlights revealed over a dozen Exorcists stood in formation around a flagpole at the center of what appeared to be a front courtyard. Their gray armor is exposed under the lights, rifles slung across their backs or held loosely in their hands.

Near the base of the flagpole, a figure emerged from the shadows, dragging someone across the gravel. Charlie’s breath caught as the floodlights illuminated the familiar, lanky frame of Alastor, his face bruised but still unmistakably defiant.

“Shit,” Angel hissed under his breath.

The figure dragging Alastor—Lute, Charlie also couldn't help but feel the burning hatred for this woman—hauled him forward. When they reached the flagpole, Lute forced Alastor to his knees and roughly zip-tied his wrists behind him, securing him to the pole.

Charlie’s mind raced. This wasn’t just a capture; it was a display. The Exorcists stood like an audience, their postures tense, their attention fixed on the flagpole.

“What the hell are they doing?” she whispered.

Angel’s jaw tightened, his hand instinctively brushing against the pistol at his side. “Something tells me we’re not gonna like the answer.”

Lute raised her hand in a sharp gesture, and the Exorcists responded immediately. Rifles were drawn and aimed toward Alastor, their collective movements eerily synchronized. The barrels were all trained on the man kneeling at the base of the flagpole.

Instead of flinching or showing fear, Alastor smiled. It wasn’t a comforting smile; it was almost like predatory. He leaned back as much as the restraints allowed as if daring them to fire.

Lute stepped closer, her boots crunching over the gravel. “Well, well,” she began. “You’ve been quite the thorn in our side, haven’t you?”

Alastor tilted his head, his smile widening. “A thorn? Oh, darling, I was aiming for a chainsaw. I’m a little disappointed, honestly.”

Lute ignored his quip, crouching slightly to meet his eyes. “You freed the prisoners from the Fort. Do you even understand what you’ve done?”

“Freed some unfortunate souls from your lovely hospitality?” Alastor drawled. “Yes, I’d say I have a pretty good understanding of that.”

Lute’s expression didn’t waver. “How many of you are there? Where are they hiding?”

Alastor feigned a thoughtful hum, glancing up at the flagpole as if he hadn’t heard her. “What a fascinating choice of décor. A flagpole. So classic, so… authoritarian.”

Lute’s patience visibly thinned. She straightened, her hand twitching slightly at her side. “Stall all you want. It won’t change how this ends.”

From behind the barrel, Charlie and Angel exchanged panicked whispers.

“What do we do?” Charlie hissed, her eyes darting between the Exorcists and Alastor.

“I’m thinking,” Angel muttered. His fingers hovered near his pistol, though he made no move to draw it. “We can’t just run out there guns blazing. They’ll mow us down.”

“Then what? We can’t let them kill him. He’s—”

Angel cut her off, his tone sharp but quiet. “I know. Just… give me a second.”

“We don’t have a second,” Charlie snapped, her gaze returning to Alastor. Despite his defiance, she could see the tension in his shoulders and the way his fingers flexed behind his back.

“Maybe a distraction,” Angel said, almost to himself. “Something big enough to pull their attention off him.”

Charlie frowned. “And what? Hope they all run off so we can untie him?”

Angel shot her a quick glare. “You got a better idea?”

She opened her mouth to argue, but movement from the courtyard silenced her. Lute had raised her hand again, and one of the Exorcists stepped forward, his rifle raised and his aim steady.

Alastor’s smile didn’t falter. If anything, it widened. “Ah, escalation. Always the hallmark of those who fear losing control.”

Charlie’s breath hitched. Her hands darted to her bag without thinking, fumbling through the mess of supplies she already stored. Her fingers closed around her holster belt, the familiar weight of her Bowie knife and Glock still attached. She exhaled a quick, shaky breath of relief, then looped the holster around her waist and buckled it back on.

Thank God, she thought. If they were about to pull off something reckless, she couldn’t afford to be unarmed. For protection.

Next to her, Angel was rummaging through his bag. The sound of clinking metal caught her attention, and she glanced over just as he pulled out a small cylindrical canister.

“Is that—”

“Tear gas,” Angel confirmed with a smirk, holding it up like it was a prize. “Picked it up from your Dad’s armory. Thought it might come in handy.”

“You’re just…” Charlie arched a brow. “Carrying tear gas around like it’s a protein bar?”

“Hey, who knows how many problems this little guy can solve.” Angel glanced toward the courtyard, his smirk fading as he caught sight of the Exorcist taking another step closer to Alastor. “Speaking of which… you ready to do something incredibly stupid?”

Charlie tightened the strap of her holster, her Glock now resting snugly against her hip. “Define ‘stupid.’

Angel’s grin returned, though it was weaker this time. “We toss this baby in, stir up some shit, and hope we can grab our creepy old man before they all start shooting.”

Charlie scowled. “That’s not a plan; that’s a fucking suicide note.”

“Got any better ideas?”

“I’m thinking,” she muttered, her mind racing. Her eyes darted back to Alastor, who was now taunting the armed Exorcist. He was stalling, she realized, buying them time.

“Well, think faster,” Angel shot back, his fingers twitching around the tear gas canister.

Before Charlie could retort, a familiar raspy voice echoed from the courtyard.

“Oh, what a fucking surprise,” the man called out, his words dripping with exaggerated charm. Charlie peeked over the barrel to spot him: Adam, striding toward the flagpole. Unlike his usual lazy assembled uniform, he looked more like a General in his gray formal uniform.

Adam stopped just shy of Alastor, his dark eyes gazing down at him. “You’re quite the showman, aren’t you? Always with the quips, the fucking smug grins... God, do you ever take anything seriously, or is life just one long, dull comedy to you?”

Alastor grinned wider, blood trickling from the corner of his mouth. “Life is comedy, dear boy. Tragedy is just a matter of perspective.”

Adam’s smile thinned, his patience waning. “Perspective, huh? Let’s test that theory.” He turned sharply toward the Exorcist with the rifle. “Take the shot. Let’s see how amusing he finds a fucking bullet.”

The Exorcist hesitated for a fraction of a second before following orders, his rifle cracking like thunder in the courtyard. Charlie flinched at the sound, her heart leaping into her throat.

Alastor grunted as the bullet slammed into his shoulder, his body jerking back against the flagpole. Blood seeped through his shirt, but his grin remained.

“Oh… darling,” he wheezed. “I’ve had mosquito bites that hurt worse.”

Adam’s lips curled into a sneer. “You’re smug for an asshole who’s about to bleed out.”

He closed the distance between them in a single step, his hand darting out to seize Alastor by the hair. With a sharp yank, he forced Alastor’s head back, exposing his neck.

“What do you think fuckers, hm?” Adam mused, loud enough for the Exorcists to hear. “Should I carve a confession out of him, or do you think he’ll start talking after a bit of… encouragement?”

Charlie’s nails dug into the gravel, her entire body taut as a wire. Angel nudged her shoulder gently, pulling her attention back to him.

“We don’t have much time. Here’s the deal. We toss this,” he held up the tear gas canister, “and this,” his other hand revealed a second canister, smoke this time, “at the same time. Maximum bullshit, minimum chance they’ll aim straight.”

Charlie stared at him, her mind racing through the possibilities—and the dangers. “This is the stupidest plan I’ve ever heard.”

Angel smirked. “Good. Then let’s make it work.”

The sound of Adam striking Alastor snapped her focus back to the courtyard. Adam’s fist collided with Alastor’s jaw, a sickening thud that made Charlie’s stomach churn.

Angel tapped her arm, snapping her out of her paralysis. “On my count,” he said.

Charlie nodded, her grip tightening around her Glock. “Ready.”

Angel held up three fingers. Then two. Then one.


Chaos descended instantly.

The canisters went flying, arcing through the air toward the cluster of Exorcists. Time seemed to freeze as they hit the ground, smoke and gas billowed up and engulfed the courtyard in a suffocating haze. The air turned thick and heavy, the kind of thick where each breath felt like inhaling a thousand tiny, invisible daggers.

Even crouched behind the barrel, Charlie wasn’t spared from its wrath. Her eyes burned instantly, like someone had thrown a handful of sand directly into them, and her lungs revolted as she sucked in the foul air. The first breath was a mistake—her throat seized, sending her into a violent coughing fit that felt like it might tear her apart from the inside.

This was the stupidest plan. Absolutely, unequivocally, the dumbest thing Angel had ever done.

And now she was going to throw herself into the middle of it.

Shadows flailed in the floodlit haze as the Exorcists shouted in confusion. Weapons clattered. Commands were barked—sharp, panicked orders that were almost impossible to follow through the choking fog. Somewhere amidst the chaos, Alastor’s raspy laughter rang out, alongside coughing fits.

Charlie blinked rapidly, trying to clear her vision, but the tear gas only made it worse. Her eyes watered uncontrollably, tears streaking down her cheeks as though her body was trying to purge the toxins. Her nose streamed, her sinuses burning like she’d inhaled molten lava, and every cough felt like shards of glass grinding against her lungs.

“Goddamn it,” she wheezed, fumbling for the edge of her dress shirt to cover her mouth and nose. The fabric muffled the worst of the gas, but it was useless and way too late.

Beside her, Angel wasn’t faring much better. He was swearing between coughs, his hands pressed over his mouth as if he was trying to keep his lungs from escaping. “Fucking—cough—genius idea, huh?”

“You’re the—cough—one who brought the fucking gas!” Charlie hissed, barely able to speak through the burning in her throat.

“And you—cough—agreed to this shit!”

“I DON’T AGREE ANY—cough cough—FUCKING SHIT!”

Their bickering dissolved into more coughing. Through the stinging haze, Charlie’s thoughts scrambled to make sense of their next move. The smoke and gas were supposed to be their distraction, but now it was a living hell times ten.

Her brain screamed at her to stay down, stay hidden, wait it out. But her heart—stupid, reckless, maddeningly determined—told her to move.

“Let’s go,” she croaked, her voice barely audible over the chaos.

Angel turned to her, his red-rimmed eyes wide with disbelief. “You’re fucking serious?”

“Do I look like I’m joking?” she snapped, though the words lost their edge in another fit of coughing.

She didn’t wait for his response. Unholstered and clutching her Glock tightly, Charlie rose to her feet and plunged into the scene.

It was a nightmare. The courtyard was a swirling, suffocating maelstrom of shouting voices, choking gas, and disoriented shadows. Every step was a gamble—one wrong move, and she could stumble straight into the line of fire. Her vision was a watery blur, her eyes stinging so badly she could barely see more than a few feet ahead.

The tear gas worked fast on everyone, Charlie included. For an average person like her, the effects were overwhelming. Her chest felt like it was caving in, her breaths shallow and labored as if she were trying to inhale through a straw. Every inhale brought fresh pain, the acrid burn invading her sinuses and settling deep in her lungs. Her skin itched where the gas clung to her, and she fought the urge to claw at her face, knowing it would only make it worse.

The nausea (dear fucking God!!!!!!) added to another pile of misery, her head spinning as she wiped at her face, her fingers shaking. Just keep moving. Keep going. Her body screamed against the command, but she forced herself to take another step forward.

“Alastor!” she managed to choke out, her voice lost amidst the cacophony.

Through the fog, she caught glimpses of Exorcists stumbling and coughing, their rifles forgotten in favor of wiping at their burning eyes. Some were retreating, others blindly firing into the air, their discipline shattered by the gas.

“Charlie, wait!” Angel’s voice came from behind her, hoarse and panicked.

But she couldn’t wait. Couldn’t stop. Somewhere in this hell, Alastor was still tied to that damn flagpole, and if she didn’t reach him soon, the Exorcists would recover—and then it’d be over.

Her pulse pounded in her ears as she pressed forward, her body moving on sheer adrenaline. The floodlights loomed like ghostly halos in the mist, their harsh beams cutting through the gas just enough to give her a sense of direction.

“Hang on,” she muttered, more to herself than anyone else. “Just hang on…”

Her foot caught on something—a piece of debris or maybe an abandoned weapon—and she stumbled, barely catching herself before she hit the ground. The jolt sent a fresh wave of pain through her chest, and she doubled over, coughing so hard she thought she might vomit.

A hand grabbed her arm, steadying her. Angel. His face was a mess of sweat, tears, and irritation, but his grip was firm.

“Don’t you fucking dare die on me,” he rasped, pulling her upright.

Charlie nodded weakly, her head swam as she leaned on Angel’s support, forcing one foot in front of the other. Her body begged her to stop, to collapse right there and give up, but she shoved the thought down.

Not here. Not now.

Through the choking haze, a blurry shape began to solidify ahead of them—a tall silhouette. The flagpole.

“There!” she croaked, clutching at Angel’s sleeve to steady herself.

“I see it!”

They pushed forward together. The floodlights overhead flickered ominously, their harsh glow slicing through the smoke in broken shafts. The sight of the pole became clearer with each agonizing step. And there, slumped against the base like a discarded marionette, was Alastor.

“Jesus Christ,” Angel muttered.

Alastor was a mess—his usually pristine vest was torn and filthy, his head lolled forward, and his wrists were twisted awkwardly behind the pole, bound tight with thick zip ties. His shoulders looked wrong, like they’d been yanked too far back for too long, and even through the fog, Charlie could see the raw, red marks cutting into his skin.

“Alastor!” Charlie rasped, dropping to her knees beside him. Her Glock clattered to the ground as she reached for his face, tipping his chin up. His eyes fluttered open, bloodshot and glassy, and a weak, rasping chuckle escaped his lips.

“Took you long enough,” he managed, though his voice was barely a whisper.

“Shut up,” Charlie said, her voice trembling as she fumbled at the zip ties binding his wrists. They were thick and tight, biting into his skin, and her fingers were too slick with sweat to get a good grip.

“Knife,” Angel coughed. “Use the fucking knife.”

Right. Of course. Her mind was a mess as if the tear gas was already melting her brain. She reached for her Bowie knife and unsheathed it.

“Hold still,” she said, her voice breaking as she positioned the blade against the zip tie.

Alastor wheezed, “No promises.”

The blade bit into the plastic, and Charlie sawed frantically, her hands shaking with effort and adrenaline. The zip tie was stubborn, refusing to give, and her heart pounded louder with every second that ticked by. She could hear the Exorcists shouting in the distance, their voices growing sharper, more coordinated. They were regrouping. Time was running out.

“Hurry it up,” Angel hissed, his back to them as he scanned the courtyard.

“I’m trying!” she snapped, her frustration boiling over.

Finally, with a loud snap, the zip tie gave way, and Alastor’s arms fell free. He groaned in pain, his hands fumbling weakly to support himself as he slumped forward. Charlie caught him, her arms wrapping around his shoulders as she tried to pull him upright.

“Can you stand?” she asked.

Alastor coughed, a harsh, rattling sound that made her wince. “Do I… look like I can stand?”

Angel grabbed Alastor’s other arm, throwing it over his shoulder. “Guess you don’t have a fucking choice.”

Together, they hauled him to his feet. Alastor swayed dangerously, his knees buckling, but between the two of them, they managed to keep him upright.

“Now what?” Angel asked, his voice strained as he glanced around.

Charlie’s mind raced, the thick, acrid air making it impossible to think clearly. She tightened her grip on Alastor and steeled herself.

“Now we run,” she said.


The world outside the hospital was mercifully quieter, save for the rasp of their labored breathing and the occasional shuffle of debris beneath their feet. The three of them had put as much distance as they could between themselves and the mess of the Exorcist’s base, but the sting of tear gas still clung to their skin, their eyes, their lungs—still lingering.

The plan was to head straight to the park to put this whole nightmare behind them and regroup with Pentious, Cherri, and Vaggie as initially planned. But plans had a way of falling apart when your lungs felt like they were lined with sandpaper and your vision was a watery blur. Charlie had been the first to cave, slumping against the side of the hospital with her water bottle in hand, her resolve crumbling like wet cardboard.

“We can’t—” she wheezed, tearing the cap off and splashing water onto her face with shaking hands. “We can’t do this. Not—” Her voice broke into another coughing fit, sharp and raw.

Angel leaned against the wall beside her, his water bottle dangling uselessly at his side. He looked as wrecked as she felt, his face streaked with tears and grime. “Well, somebody had to say it,” he muttered, his voice hoarse and flat. “Guess we’re doing the world’s saddest car wash now.”

Alastor, for his part, stood a few feet away, swaying slightly like a drunk man trying to convince himself he could walk straight. His normally immaculate appearance was in shambles—his vest torn, his hair disheveled, and his expression unreadable beneath the soot and sweat.

“I seem to have misplaced my holster,” he spoke with that maddeningly casual tone. He glanced down at his empty hip as if just noticing the loss.

“Seriously?” Angel barked a humorless laugh. “Now you notice?”

Charlie barely spared them a glance, pouring the last of her water into her hands and scrubbing at her face with a desperation that bordered on frantic. It wasn’t enough—nothing was enough—but it was all they had.

“There’s… there’s an extra holster at the safe house,” she rasped, the words tumbling out between gasps. “And—cough—we have blades there too. Just… hang on till then.”

Alastor gave a faint hum of acknowledgment, though his attention seemed elsewhere, his gaze fixed on some indeterminate point in the middle distance.

Angel dropped down to a crouch beside Charlie, shaking his head as he took a swig from his bottle and spat it onto the ground. “This is so fucked,” he muttered, running a hand through his sweat-matted hair.

“You think?” Charlie snapped, her frustration flaring as she wiped at her face again, more futile than productive. “I thought we were being subtle—sneak in, get him, sneak out. Instead, I—” She gestured vaguely toward her tear-streaked, gas-burned face. “I look like a goddamn mess.”

“You are a goddamn mess,” Angel’s lips twitched into something resembling a smirk.

“Shut up,” Charlie muttered, but there was no real heat behind it.

Above them, the clear sky twinkles with countless stars. It was a cruel thing, Charlie thought, for the world to look so peaceful while her insides still felt like they were on fire. She closed her eyes for a moment, letting the chill of the water on her skin anchor her.

The water helped, but only just. The sting in their eyes and lungs clung stubbornly. Charlie screwed the cap back onto her empty bottle, glancing at the others with red-rimmed eyes. “Alright,” she croaked, pushing herself upright. “Let’s go before zombies or whoever the fuck finds us.”

Angel rose more slowly, his legs wobbling like a newborn fawn’s. “I like how ‘whoever the fuck’ is a separate category,” he muttered, brushing at his face one last time before turning to Alastor.

“Can you walk?” Angel asked, eyeing Alastor’s unsteady frame.

Alastor managed a faint smile, though it didn’t reach his eyes. “I’ve had worse nights.” He took a tentative step forward, nearly stumbling as his balance faltered.

“Yeah, no. You’re not convincing anyone.” Angel stepped closer, slinging Alastor’s arm over his shoulders and steadying him with a grunt. “You’re lucky I’m such a good friend.”

Charlie fell into step beside them. The park wasn’t far, but every step felt heavier than the last. The three of them moved in silence, save for the occasional cough or muttered curse as they navigated the uneven terrain.

When they finally reached the edge of the park, the sight of the car waiting there was almost enough to make Charlie cry again—though she wasn’t sure her body had any tears left to give. Cherri was leaning against the passenger door, her eye scanning the tree line. The glow of her cigarette painted her face in faint orange tones as she straightened at the sight of them.

“Took you long enough,” she called out impatiently. “Thought you were dead for a second there.”

Pentious was in the driver’s seat, his hands gripping the steering wheel like it was the only thing holding him together. Vaggie was perched in the back seat, her forearms wrapped in fresh bandages—Pentious’s handiwork, judging by the folds. She leaned out the window as they approached, her brow furrowing. “What… the hell happened to you three?”

“Tear gas,” Charlie rasped, collapsing against the side of the car as Angel and Alastor followed suit. “We’ll… we’ll explain later.”

“Later?” Cherri flicked her cigarette away, her boots crunching over gravel as she approached. “You and Angie look like you got hit by a fucking train. We’re not driving off till I know you’re not about to keel over.”

“Noted,” Charlie muttered, her voice barely above a whisper. She was too tired to argue, too tired to do anything but sink into the relative safety of their group.

Angel eased Alastor into the back seat, muttering something about “old man priorities” before climbing in after him. Cherri offered Charlie a hand, and for once, she didn’t have the energy to refuse.

As the car doors closed around them and the engine rumbled to life, Charlie allowed herself a moment to breathe—shallow and painful as it was.

At least she and Vaggie got to hold hands again.

Notes:

not every rescue mission would end up "smooth" than the usual lmao.

Chapter 21: Arrow on the Doorpost

Summary:

The rising preparation between the zealous general and a billionaire’s daughter.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The mansion looked like hell. Not the good kind, either—the kind where you could still imagine there was something salvageable, something worth fighting for. No, this was the kind of hell where you stepped back and thought, Maybe we just let the place burn and start over.

But to Charlie, it was home. A shitty, patched-together fortress of barricades, half-rotted boards, and amateur renovations that made it look more like a squatter’s paradise than the luxury estate it once was. And when she saw it from the driveway, glowing dimly in the pale morning light, she wanted to cry. Not that she would.

Who knew seeing the sight of the mansion would make Charlie unbelievably happy?

The joy, however fleeting, was immediately cut short as her face reminded her that oh yeah, you’re still dying from the fucking gas.

The moment the car stopped, car doors popped open in staggered bursts. Charlie barely waited for Angel to help drag Alastor out of the back seat before she bolted toward the house, swaying as her legs threatened to buckle.

“Jesus Christ,” Angel grumbled, one arm braced under Alastor’s shoulders. “At least pretend you care about teamwork, Charlie!”

Charlie ignored him, nearly tripping when she flung open the front door, waving off Niffty’s cheerful greeting as she careened toward the nearest bathroom. She fumbles with the faucet. Cold water spilled over her trembling hands as she splashed it onto her face, scrubbing with a violent desperation.

God, this is as bad as being stuck in a room with Adam and his stupid shitty cigarettes.

After what felt like hours—but could only have been minutes—Charlie finally dropped her hands, letting the water drip off her face into the sink. Her reflection stared back at her from the cracked mirror: red-rimmed eyes, streaks of soot and dirt she hadn’t managed to wipe away, and the hollow exhaustion of someone who’d had to make far too many compromises in far too little time. She looked like hell, and that felt fitting.

By the time she stumbled into the living room, everyone had already begun to gather. Vaggie sat stiffly in one of the armchairs, her fingers now encased in proper splints courtesy of Husk, who lingered in the corner with a cigarette smoldering between his fingers. Pentious lounged on the arm of a couch right beside Niffty. Cherri leaned against the wall, tapping her foot impatiently. Angel was sprawled on the floor, still rubbing at his irritated eyes with a damp towel, while Alastor settled into a chair with his shoulder wrapped with a blood-soaked bandage.

“Good of you to join us,” Husk muttered from the corner. “Figured you’d be in there scrubbing your face until your skin came off.”

Charlie didn’t rise to the bait. Instead, she moved to stand next to Vaggie, her gaze flickering over her splints before settling on her face.

“You okay?” she asked quietly.

Vaggie nodded, but her jaw was tight. “I’m fine. We need to talk.”

That was the understatement of the century.

Charlie turned to the others, taking in the exhausted, expectant faces around the room. Her stomach churned, but she pushed the feeling down. They deserved the truth—even if it wasn’t going to go over well.

She then started to tell them how they were first ambushed by the Exorcists as they're about to head home after the supply run, although they were originally searching for the “Aussie woman” as Lute says it. Cherri apologized for that, even explaining herself about how she got involved with the Exorcists themselves… but both Charlie and Vaggie forgive her as she contributed with the rescue to owe them.

Then continued with Charlie saying that she and Vaggie were getting forced to use their car to drive to their base (well, the good ol’ Royce is unretrievable at this point), and went straight into the interrogation.

It was also during the time where both Charlie and Vaggie are well aware how the Exorcists themselves operate. Mainly their leader, Adam, is the one calling the shots while his subordinate, Lute, also acts as a leader? That's what Charlie observes anyway.

For transparency's sake, Charlie let Vaggie continue on the rest about her past connection with the members of the Exorcists themselves (you can imagine how relieved everyone was when Vaggie clarified she wasn't part of the Exorcists back then).

But the part when Charlie admitted that she told the safehouse’s location? That’s when everyone got the equally disappointed glare between the two.

“So,” Husk finally said, his voice flat. “We’ve been compromised.”

And so, the room tipped the glass.

Cherri, the outsider, was the first to protest. “So you’re telling me… you told them where you guys lived? To the group of psychopaths who are known to kill anybody to reap the shit only for themselves? Are you kidding me?”

“Cherri…” Pentious warned.

“No, don’t Cherri me! Do you know what you just did, Charlie?” Cherri’s hands flailed. “I’ve seen what these bastards have done! They’ll polish their fucking rifles and started to gun all of you down—”

“Enough!” Vaggie snapped, but the damage was done.

Angel sat up, towel dangling from his hand. “I mean, she’s not wrong,” he muttered. “Now we’re just sitting ducks. How long do you think we’ve got before the Exorcists roll up here, huh? A week? A day? They’ll find us in our sleep and—”

“You think I wanted to do it?” Charlie’s voice cracked as she stepped forward, her fists trembling at her sides. “I didn’t have a choice! He was going to kill her!” She pointed toward Vaggie, who stiffened in her seat but said nothing.

“Oh, yeah, sure,” Husk drawled from his corner. “Great trade. One life for all of ours. Real solid leadership.”

Charlie flinched like she’d been slapped, but Husk didn’t stop.

“You’re supposed to protect us,” he continued, voice rising. “Not sell us out because you can’t handle a little pressure. What happens when they get here? What’s your plan then, huh? Gonna beg them to spare us?”

“Shut up!” Charlie shouted, her voice raw and louder than she intended. It caught everyone off guard, the room falling silent save for the echo of her outburst.

Her breath came in ragged bursts, her chest heaving as she looked around the room. “Do you think I wanted this? That I don’t know how badly I screwed up?” Her voice cracked again, softer this time, but still heavy with emotion. “I didn’t have a choice. I couldn’t just… let them kill her.”

“You should’ve thought about the rest of us,” Angel said, his tone colder now.

“I was thinking about all of you!” Charlie shot back. “Do you know what they’re capable of? What they would’ve done if I said nothing?”

“Yeah,” Husk muttered, grinding his cigarette into an ashtray on the table. “We’re about to find out.”

“Hey,” Vaggie interjected, rising from her chair despite the splints on her fingers. “That’s enough.”

She moved to stand beside Charlie, her gaze sweeping over the group. “You don’t have to like it. I don’t even like it. But Charlie did what she thought was right, and that’s more than I can say for most of you.”

The room shifted. No one spoke for a moment, the silence thick and uncomfortable.

Pentious broke it, leaning forward from his perch on the couch arm. “Arguing about it… it isn’t going to help,” he said, his voice surprisingly calm. “What’s done is done. What we should be doing is preparing.”

“And how exactly do you propose to do that?” Cherri snapped. “Roll out the red carpet and hope they don’t blow you all to pieces?”

“I say we fortify the defenses. Set traps. Train each other on how to fight back. I don’t know—do something instead of standing here shouting at each other like idiots.”

For once, no one had a snarky reply.

Charlie swallowed hard, “He’s right. We… we don’t have time to waste.” She glanced at the group, meeting each of their gazes in turn, though her resolve faltered under the weight of their disappointment.

“I know I messed up,” she continued. “And I’m going to fix it. I’ll go back out there if I have to. Talk to them, fight them—whatever it takes to keep all of you safe.”

“Talk to them?” Angel repeated incredulously. “Are you hearing yourself? These aren’t people you reason with, Charlie!”

Charlie took a shaky breath, squaring her shoulders though her voice was quieter now. “I know you think I’m naïve, but you know what happens when we stop trying to talk. When it’s all just fighting and killing and… surviving without living.” She glanced at Angel, then at Husk. “You’ve all lost people. So have I. I’ve been doing everything I can to keep us together because I don’t want to lose anyone else. Not like that.”

Angel scoffed, his arms crossed, but there was less venom in his expression now. He looked away, muttering something under his breath, and Charlie pressed on.

“I didn’t ask for any of this,” she admitted with her voice trembling. “I didn’t ask for a mansion turned into a bunker, or a group of people who didn’t sign up for this mess to follow me. And if any of you want to leave—if you want to find somewhere safer, quieter—I won’t stop you.”

She closes her eyes, feeling the honesty weigh her throat further and further. “I’ll… I’ll even help you pack.”

Vaggie stepped closer. “Charlie, why would you even say that? After everything we’ve been through, after everything you’ve done for us? This place, this group, it’s not just about your dad anymore.”

Charlie’s throat tightened, and she looked down. “Isn’t it, though? I thought if I could find him, if I could hold onto this place, maybe everything would make sense again. But I’m not sure I ever stopped to think about what all of you needed. I wanted to protect you because I thought that’s what he would’ve done, but maybe I was just using you to chase something that doesn’t even exist anymore.”

The group exchanged glances, but it wasn’t the accusatory glare Charlie had braced herself for. It was softer, almost pitiful, as if they were seeing her for the first time as someone just as lost and desperate as they were.

Vaggie’s hand brushed against Charlie’s, grounding her. “Charlie,” she said firmly, “none of that is true. You didn’t drag us into this. We chose to stay.”

Angel cleared his throat, breaking the moment. His tone was unusually subdued. “Look, for what it’s worth, the reason I stuck around after fucking up the cartel was… well, I didn’t have anywhere else to go. No home, no group, just me and my damn tommy gun.” He let out a humorless laugh. “And even during the rescue, I got it. How much pressure it is to keep three people alive, let alone… whatever this is.” He gestured vaguely around the room. “I couldn’t imagine doing what you do. Not without snapping.”

Charlie blinked, taken aback. “Angel—”

“Don’t make a big deal out of it,” he interrupted, waving her off. “I’m just saying. It’s a lot. And you’re not doing as bad as you think, okay?”

Charlie blinked, glancing at Angel with a mix of surprise and gratitude. Slowly, murmurs of agreement rippled through the room.

“He’s right,” Husk muttered, leaning back in his chair, his cigarette smoldering between his fingers. “This place might be a mess, but it’s better than being out there with nothing. You’re doing what you can, kid. Hell, probably better than most of us would.”

Pentious nodded thoughtfully, his fingers steepled under his chin. “I suppose even the best-laid plans crumble under this… chaos. But holding it together at all? That’s commendable.”

“I mean, yeah,” Cherri added reluctantly, her tone softer than usual. “You’re not perfect, mate, but who the hell is? You’ve kept them alive this long, and that’s more than I can say for most people.”

Charlie’s eyes darted across the group, their tentative support easing the weight in her chest.

Vaggie broke the silence, looking at Cherri with an arched brow. “Wait a minute. I thought you said you were leaving? Didn’t you tell us you were done with this place?”

Cherri shifted uncomfortably, her arms crossing as she looked down. “I was,” she muttered. “I mean, I am… or I was going to be.” She glanced at Pentious. “You did promise me a stash to take with me, remember? For helping out with the rescue.”

Pentious nodded, rising from his perch on the couch arm. “Of course. I nearly forgot.” He adjusted his jacket and moved toward the door. “I’ll gather the supplies. You’ve earned them.”

Before he could leave, Cherri raised a hand. “Wait.”

Pentious froze mid-step, turning back to her with a quizzical look.

Cherri sighed, her gaze flickering briefly to Angel. “Maybe I’ll stick around a bit longer. Seeing him actually willing to protect this place… I don’t know, maybe it’s not as hopeless as I thought.”

Angel raised a brow, clearly caught off guard. “Me? What the hell did I do?”

“You didn’t run,” Cherri shot back. “Even when things were looking bad. That’s something.”

Charlie looked between them all, her throat tight as she struggled to find the right words.

“Thank you,” she said finally, her voice soft but steady. “All of you. I know I’ve made mistakes, and I’m probably going to make more, but… I’ll keep trying. For all of us.”

Vaggie squeezed her hand gently, offering a small, reassuring smile. “We’re in this together, Charlie. No matter what.”

Pentious sat back down. “So, what’s the plan then? If we’re doing this, we need to be prepared.”


“Well? What’s the report?”

Lute stopped studying the map, one hand rubbing the back of her neck as she exhaled sharply. “The blonde wasn’t bullshitting, sir.” she said finally. “Big mansion, already fortified by their group. High metal fence around the perimeter. Only way in is through a sliding gate.”

Adam raised an eyebrow, waiting for her to continue.

“And the area,” Lute added, gesturing vaguely to the map. “It’s not like Brooklyn. This is one of those towns for rich people. Massive houses all over. Hardly any freaks straggling around. Place is practically deserted.”

That caught Adam’s attention. He leaned forward slightly, resting his elbows on the table. “No stragglers? Not even near the mansion?”

“Not many, sir.” Lute admitted. “A few here and there, but nothing like the mess we’ve got here. If we're looking for an ideal base, this is it.”

Adam didn’t reply immediately. He just stared at the map, his fingers tapping lightly against the wood of the table. Ideal. That was a dangerous word, especially now. Nothing was ever ideal.

But he couldn’t deny it. The description sounded… promising. A gated mansion in a quiet town with few undead? It was leagues better than their current setup on the old military base of Fort Hamilton on the edge of Brooklyn, constantly under threat from both the dead and the living. And yet, the risks were obvious. Moving from one base to another wasn’t as simple as packing a bag and hitting the road.

“We’d have to transport fucking everything,” Adam said slowly, half to himself. “Supplies, ammo, gear. That’s not a quick bullshit trip. We’d be vulnerable as hell out there.”

“We’ve got the extra car, sir.” Lute pointed out, crossing her arms. “The one we took from Sergeant. It’s not like a humvee, but it can hold more.”

“Sure,” Adam shrugged. “What about the roads? Cleared out, or are we looking at another goddamn pile-up situation?”

Lute shook her head. “Surprisingly clear, sir. I checked it out myself. Almost eerie how open it is. It’s like the place was a ghost town before the outbreak even hit. Either that, or the rich fucks packed up and left early while everyone else was losing their heads.”

Adam leaned back in his chair, the smirk lingering. He didn’t trust a lot of people, but Lute wasn’t one to bullshit him, and her reports had yet to steer him wrong. “Well, that’s something, I guess,” he muttered, tapping a rhythm on the table’s edge. “Fine. I’ll trust your word on it.”

Lute tilted her head slightly, studying him. “What’s the game plan, then? How are we taking this place?”

Adam’s smirk widened into something colder. “The usual,” he said casually. “We roll in, shoot the survivors, dump the bodies, and start settling in. It’s clean, efficient, no room for loose ends.”

Lute nodded, her expression professional as ever, though she didn’t miss the glint of amusement in Adam’s eyes when he continued.

“But,” he added, leaning forward slightly, “I might take the lead on this one. You know, just in case they try to negotiate or some shit. Not that I’d entertain it—hell no—but I wouldn’t mind poking at whatever delusions they’ve got about diplomacy like the previous groups we’ve dealt with. Could be fun, seeing how desperate they are to hold onto their little slice of paradise.”

Lute’s brow furrowed slightly. “Understood, sir. I’ll start preparing.”

Adam held up a hand, stopping her in her tracks. “Hold onto that for now. We’re not moving just yet. Use this time to get everyone refreshed. Training, drills, the works. If the prisoners really did escape, the survivors are going to put up a fight. I want our people ready for it.”

Lute’s nod was immediate, but her expression darkened slightly as she thought aloud. “Understood, sir. Though… that means the survivors were going to be trained by Rodríguez herself.”

Adam chuckled dryly. “Yeah, well, it’s her own damn fault for being so good at what she does. Besides, if anyone can whip those braindead cunts into shape, it’s her.”

Lute nodded again, her grim expression softening into something almost amused. “I’ll see to it.”

“Good,” Adam said, standing up and stretching. “Because when we roll into that mansion, I want it to feel like a goddamn holiday for the Exorcists. Fancy digs, maybe even some good shit left behind by the rich assholes who bailed. Consider it an upgrade from this shithole.”

Lute allowed herself a small smirk. “Yes, sir.”


It had been four days since the bullshit with the Exorcists, and Charlie could feel the unease settling over everyone like a second skin. Conversations were shorter, laughter quieter, and every creak of the floorboards sent hands reaching for weapons. It wasn’t fear—not exactly—but the kind of tension that built when you realized the stakes were higher than you’d ever planned for.

In that time, Vaggie had taken charge, leading everyone in basic training with a ferocity that reminded Charlie why her girlfriend used to be a drill instructor as a Sergeant. Injuries be damned, Vaggie was relentless, barking orders and pacing the makeshift training grounds like a hawk. She pushed the group hard, but not too hard, always knowing when to pull back. This wasn’t boot camp, and they weren’t here to become damn Marines.

Still, Charlie had learned more in those four days than she thought possible.

She also learned something else: she was terrible at this.

It wasn’t the marksmanship. That, she was slowly getting better at (thanks to Vaggie’s guidance)—her aim had gone from laughable to passable, and sometimes, on good days, even impressive. But the physical training? The sparring? The pushups that left her arms trembling? The sit-ups barely counted unless someone held her feet down? That was another story entirely.

By the second day, Charlie was painfully aware of just how weak she was. And, of course, so was Vaggie.

“Breathe, mi amor,” Vaggie had said one afternoon as Charlie collapsed onto the grass after running laps. Her tone was gentler than it was with the others, but the underlying critique was there all the same. “You’re not going to outrun the Exorcists or muertos if you stop every five seconds.”

And Charlie had tried. She’d thrown herself into the drills, determined to catch up with the others. Which was how, on the fourth day, Vaggie called everyone into a loose circle around the laid out training mat. There was a subtle limp in her step, and her splinted hand twitched occasionally, but her voice carried the same commanding weight it always did.

“All right,” she said, crossing her arms. “You’ve been through the drills. You’ve worked on your endurance. Now it’s time to see how good your hand-to-hand combat skills really are.”

Angel groaned audibly, muttering something about “another excuse to get us killed,” but a single glare from Vaggie was enough to shut him up.

“Hand-to-hand combat is essential. When you’re dealing with humans—real, living, breathing people—they’re smarter, faster, and stronger than the muertos. They’ll do whatever it takes to put you down and take what’s yours. And if you’re not ready? You’ll lose and possibly get killed.”

“And the Exorcists? They’re a whole different story. These aren’t desperate scavengers or untrained thugs. These are Marines. Professionals. They don’t take bullshit, and they don’t make mistakes. If you go up against them, you better know what you’re doing—or you won’t get a second chance.”

The group exchanged uneasy glances.

“To prepare for that,” Vaggie did a single clap, “you’re going to spar with each other. Pair up. I want to see what you’ve got, and I’ll give you tips based on your style.”

There was a moment of hesitation before everyone started pairing off. Husk reluctantly teamed up with Angel, who grinned and immediately started making inappropriate jokes about close contact. Pentious ended up with Niffty, whose speed and unpredictability were already making him nervous. Charlie, meanwhile, lingered awkwardly at the edge of the group, unsure who to approach.

“Charlie,” Vaggie called. “You’re with me.”

To say the group was surprised would’ve been an understatement.

“Wait, hold up,” Angel lowered the knife he’d been practicing with. “You’re sparring her? Like, with your broken fingers and fucked up face?”

“You can’t be serious,” Husk muttered, shaking his head.

Even Pentious looked concerned, glancing between Vaggie and Charlie as if he were trying to figure out if this was some kind of test.

But Vaggie ignored them, standing across from Charlie with her splinted hand on her hip. Her presence alone was intimidating, injuries or not. Amongst the group, there was a silent consensus: Vaggie was not someone you wanted to face in hand-to-hand combat. Ever.

Charlie, on the other hand, was less concerned about herself and more about her girlfriend. “Are you sure?” she asked cautiously, her eyes flicking to the bandages on Vaggie’s hand. “Your injuries—”

“I’m fine,” Vaggie interrupted. “And don’t look at me like I’m about to collapse. I wouldn’t suggest this if I wasn’t confident.”

“But your hand—”

“Broken fingers don’t stop me from kicking your ass,” Vaggie smirked. “Besides, you’re supposed to have the advantage here. I’ve only got one good hand and one eye. If you can’t beat me in this condition, then we’ve got a lot of work to do.”

Charlie’s cheeks flushed, both at the confidence in Vaggie’s words and the fact that everyone was watching now. “That’s… not exactly comforting”

Vaggie stepped closer, her voice dropping so only Charlie could hear. “I’m not trying to offend you, hun. But you need this. If you can’t hold your own, it puts you and all of us at risk. Understand?”

Charlie swallowed hard, her throat dry. “Yeah,” she said softly, though she didn’t feel any more confident.

“Good.” Vaggie took a step back, raising her hands in a defensive stance. “Don’t hold back on me.”

Charlie squared her shoulders and mirrored Vaggie’s stance—or at least, she tried to. Her movements were stiff and hesitant, more like someone playing at fighting than someone who knew what they were doing. She shuffled forward, throwing a wild punch that missed by a mile as Vaggie sidestepped effortlessly.

The group watched in silence, and it is tense.

Charlie gritted her teeth, trying again. This time she swung faster, aiming for Vaggie’s shoulder, but Vaggie ducked, her good eye tracking Charlie’s every move.

“Keep your balance,” Vaggie stepped back as Charlie stumbled slightly from the momentum. “You’re telegraphing too much. I can see every punch coming before you even throw it.”

Charlie huffed, her cheeks burning. She lunged again, this time trying a clumsy combination of a feint and a jab. But Vaggie was faster, twisting to the side so smoothly it was like she hadn’t even moved at all.

“Good try,” Vaggie commented in a maddeningly casual manner. “But you’re overcommitting. You leave yourself wide open every time.”

Charlie’s frustration mounted. She rushed forward again, throwing a desperate swing that Vaggie dodged easily. Another, and Vaggie stepped back. Another, and Charlie was sure she’d connect—but Vaggie ducked low, so quick it made Charlie’s breath hitch.

And that was when Vaggie saw her opening.

Before Charlie could recover from her last missed strike, Vaggie closed the gap between them in a single movement. She grabbed Charlie’s wrist with her good hand, twisting it just enough to disrupt her balance, and then hooked her foot behind Charlie’s ankle. A heartbeat later, Charlie felt the world tilt, and before she could react, she was on her back, pinned to the mat.

Her body hit the ground with a thud, the air rushing out of her lungs in a surprised yelp.

“Gotcha,” Vaggie leaned over Charlie, one knee pressing into her shoulder and her splinted hand carefully bracing Charlie’s wrist. It wasn’t painful, but it was immobilizing, and Vaggie was holding back—because she could’ve made it hurt if she wanted to.

Charlie blinked up at Vaggie, her chest heaving as she struggled to catch her breath. “What the hell was—”

“You don’t just lay there, Charlie.” Vaggie interrupted. “This is the last position you want to be in during a fight. This is where you’re most vulnerable.”

Charlie squirmed under Vaggie’s weight, trying to free her wrist, but Vaggie tightened her grip just enough to keep her pinned without hurting her.

“You fight back,” Vaggie’s good hand pressed down on Charlie’s shoulder to keep her grounded. “Every second you stay here is another second your enemy can take advantage of you. They’re not going to wait around for you to figure it out.”

“I’m trying,” Charlie huffed in frustration as she twisted her hips, attempting to buck Vaggie off.

“Not hard enough.” Vaggie’s splinted hand came up, and she lightly patted both of Charlie’s cheeks in quick succession, the featherlight taps felt humiliating. “This? This is what they’ll do while you’re figuring out your next move—only worse. They won’t just slap you, Charlie. They’ll knock your teeth out.”

Charlie flushed, partly from embarrassment and partly from the realization that everyone was still watching. She grit her teeth, bucking her hips again, harder this time, but Vaggie’s balance didn’t falter.

“And another thing,” Vaggie continued, her tone not softening in the slightest. “You don’t talk to the enemy unless they talk to you first. This isn’t a friendly sparring match, mi amor. It’s survival. Your words won’t stop them, and you sure as hell won’t charm them out of kicking your ass.”

“But—” Charlie started, only for Vaggie to interrupt with another light slap to her cheek.

“No buts,” Her eye narrowed. “Focus. You’ve got options here, but you’re wasting time complaining. Think, Charlie. What can you do? How do you get out of this?”

Charlie blinked up at her. “I don’t know! You’ve got me pinned!”

“Wrong answer.” Vaggie’s voice dropped an octave. “Figure it out. You’re smart. Use that brain of yours before it gets you killed.”

Charlie’s breath hitched, and something clicked in her mind. She stopped struggling for a moment, her gaze darting to Vaggie’s splinted hand. Then, without warning, she twisted her wrist sharply, using the angle of Vaggie’s weakened grip to slip free.

Vaggie grunted in surprise as Charlie bucked her hips again, this time managing to throw her off balance enough to roll out from under her. Charlie scrambled to her feet, her heart pounding as she spun around to face Vaggie, her fists raised defensively.

“Better,” Vaggie said, rising to her feet with a small, approving nod. “Still slow, though. If I’d been serious, you’d already be dead. Now, let’s try again.”

Charlie groaned but squared her stance. This time, she wasn’t going to let Vaggie take her down so easily.

Vaggie settled back into her stance. She raised her guard, her weight shifting slightly onto the balls of her feet. She gave a sharp nod as a go signal.

Charlie inhaled sharply and moved in, but her stance was still too rigid. This time, she tried to keep her distance, circling cautiously as she replayed scenes from old movies in her mind, hoping muscle memory would somehow kick in.

She threw a quick jab, testing the waters, but Vaggie barely flinched, her good eye tracking the punch. The moment Charlie overreached, Vaggie stepped in close, delivering a swift knee strike against Charlie’s thigh with just enough force to disrupt her balance.

Charlie staggered back, catching herself just in time to avoid falling. She clenched her fists tighter, launching into a flurry of wild strikes, her movements fast but undisciplined.

Vaggie blocked the punches with her forearms snapping up to deflect or absorb each blow with ease. She didn’t retreat this time; instead, she pressed forward, slipping inside Charlie’s reach. Her elbow came up in a smooth arc, stopping just shy of Charlie’s jaw—a warning shot.

“Keep your guard up,” Vaggie instructed as she stepped back again.

Charlie growled under her breath, resetting her stance. This time, she feinted with a right hook before pivoting and attempting a clumsy kick aimed at Vaggie’s side.

It was an opening too obvious to ignore. Vaggie caught Charlie’s leg mid-kick, her grip iron-tight, and swept Charlie’s standing foot out from under her in a single move. Charlie hit the mat again with a grunt, her body jolting from the impact.

“Creative,” Vaggie commented, releasing Charlie’s leg as she stepped back. “But your balance is still off. If you’re going to kick, you better be damn sure you’ve got a follow-up plan, or someone like me will send you straight to the ground every time.”

Charlie pushed herself up with a groan, sweat beading on her forehead. Her limbs ached, and her pride stung worse. She couldn’t give up now.

She stood, her breath uneven, and this time, she didn’t rush in. She circled Vaggie again, her movements still clunky but slightly more measured. Charlie darted in with a low punch aimed at Vaggie’s ribs, only to be met with another deflection.

But this time, she didn’t retreat. Instead, she grabbed at Vaggie’s arm, trying to imitate a grapple she’d seen in an old action flick. It was messy, her grip too loose and her stance too open, but it forced Vaggie to shift her footing.

Vaggie twisted her arm free, spinning behind Charlie. In the blink of an eye, she hooked an arm under Charlie’s, locking her in place, and swept her leg out from under her again.

Charlie yelped as she hit the mat, but this time she reacted faster, twisting her body and swinging her legs to knock Vaggie’s feet out from under her.

Vaggie stumbled but caught herself before hitting the ground. She straightened, a flicker of surprise in her eye, followed by a small, rare smile. “Not bad. You’re learning.”

Charlie’s chest heaved as she pushed herself up once more, her arms trembling. “You make it look so damn easy,” she muttered, brushing hair out of her face.

“It is easy,” Vaggie said bluntly, though there was no malice in her voice. “Once you stop overthinking and start trusting your instincts, it’ll come naturally.”

Charlie wiped sweat from her brow, nodding. “One more round.”

Vaggie tilted her head, clearly debating whether to push Charlie further. Then she nodded, resetting her stance. “One more round. Show me what you’ve got.”

Charlie took a deep breath, her fists raised. She circled Vaggie with more focus this time, her steps lighter, her stance looser. Her muscles ached, but her mind buzzed with determination. She had to land something—anything—just to prove to herself she could.

Vaggie remained calm, her weight shifting fluidly with Charlie’s movements. She didn’t attack; she didn’t need to. Her patience only added to the pressure weighing on Charlie.

Finally, Charlie darted forward. This time, she kept her punches tight and aimed for the center, hoping to close the gap before Vaggie could react. But Vaggie didn’t react the way Charlie expected.

Instead of stepping back, Vaggie surged forward, cutting off Charlie’s momentum. She caught Charlie’s wrist mid-swing and pivoted sharply, pulling Charlie off-balance and slamming her down onto the mat with a force that made the group wince.

For a moment, all Charlie could do was lie there, staring up at the ceiling, her breath knocked out of her.

“You’re rushing again,” Vaggie said, her tone sharper now. She knelt beside Charlie, leaning close. “You need to think. You’re strong, but strength means nothing if you don’t use your brain.”

Charlie groaned, rolling onto her side. “Yeah, well, thinking isn’t exactly working out for me either.”

Vaggie’s eye narrowed. “You’re frustrated. I get it. But frustration won’t save you. Strategy will.” She stood, offering Charlie a hand. “Get up. This time, you’re not going to rush me.”

Charlie hesitated before taking Vaggie’s hand, letting herself be pulled to her feet. Her entire body felt heavy, but she nodded, squaring her stance again.

This time, Charlie didn’t charge in. She moved more deliberately, watching Vaggie’s posture, trying to read her movements like Vaggie had done to her so many times.

“Better,” Vaggie murmured as Charlie shifted her weight, feinting with her shoulder to see how Vaggie would react.

Charlie threw a quick jab—not to land a hit—and pulled back before Vaggie could counter. She followed it with a cautious step to the side, circling again, forcing Vaggie to move with her.

“Good,” Vaggie said, her voice low. “Keep watching me. Keep your guard up.”

Charlie lunged, this time aiming low. When Vaggie stepped back to dodge, Charlie shifted her weight mid-movement, swinging her leg around in an awkward attempt to sweep Vaggie off her feet.

It wasn’t perfect, but it was enough. Vaggie stumbled—not much, but enough for Charlie to press the advantage. She threw her weight forward, tackling Vaggie in a messy heap that sent both of them to the mat.

The group let out a collective murmur of surprise.

Charlie scrambled to pin Vaggie, her heart racing as she pressed her forearm to Vaggie’s shoulder. She wasn’t strong enough to keep her there for long, but for the first time, she felt like she had the upper hand.

Vaggie grinned—a rare, genuine grin that caught the group off guard. “Not bad,” she said, her voice almost... proud.

Then, Vaggie shifted her hips and rolled them both over, pinning Charlie beneath her once again. “But not good enough,” she added playfully.

Charlie groaned, but she couldn’t help the small smile tugging at her lips. She was exhausted, bruised, and still very much a beginner, but for the first time, she felt like she was getting somewhere.

“Alright,” Vaggie said, standing and offering Charlie a hand again. “That’s enough for today.”

Charlie took her hand, letting Vaggie pull her up once more. “Next time, I’m taking you down,” she said, breathless but determined.

Vaggie smirked. “I’ll believe it when I see it, sweetie. Now, please hydrate before you collapse on me.”

Charlie nodded, limping toward the kitchen, her muscles screaming but her spirits a little higher. For the first time in a long time, she felt like she might be able to hold her own. Someday.


It’s been a week since the capture.

Charlie sat slouched in the old wicker chair on the balcony of her dad’s office, the cool night air prickling her skin. The chair creaked faintly with every shift of her weight, just like most things in her life and herself, it wasn’t built to withstand this kind of pressure.

She should’ve been keeping watch, scanning beyond the metal gate for any potential threats. Instead, her gaze was fixed somewhere in her mind, as it churned through the past week like it was stuck on an endless, miserable reel.

Fucking hell.

She leaned forward, elbows resting on her knees, rubbing her face with both hands. The stress seeped into every part of her, making her head throb. The mansion had turned into a fortress almost overnight, with everyone reinforcing walls, enclosing the hallways using overturned unused furniture, and building barricades like the shittiest DIY project. And then there was the training—hours of Vaggie drilling everyone on survival, teaching them how to fight back. Not to escape. Not to negotiate. To fight.

Charlie didn’t agree with the plan. She didn’t agree with any of it.

Violence wasn’t the answer. It never had been. But that was easy to believe when the problem wasn’t a group of relentless, armed pseudo-military men who didn’t spare anyone to get what they wanted. Cherri and Vaggie made sure everyone knew that much.

And now, here they were, exhausted, paranoid, and itching to pull the trigger at the first sign of trouble. Every tense conversation, every loaded glance, every creak of the mansion’s floorboards felt like it might be the spark to blow it all apart.

And what was Charlie doing? Sitting on the sidelines, clinging to the frayed edges of her principles while everyone else prepared to fight for their lives. She didn’t want this. She didn’t want any of it. But her desire to protect her old home, the place that still smelled faintly of her childhood, of her mother’s cologne, was pulling her into a war she didn’t believe in.

She let out a low, frustrated groan, leaning back in the chair and staring up at the sky. It was too cloudy to see the stars, just an expanse of darkness pressing down. “What the hell am I supposed to do?” she muttered to herself, her voice barely audible over the rustling of the trees.

The question left unanswered in the air, as she sank deeper into her thoughts, letting the night watch become just another excuse to sulk in her own indecision.

“Hey.”

The voice cut through her thoughts. Charlie turned around, startled but relieved, and saw Vaggie standing in the doorway, carrying a chair in her left hand and a plate of food balanced precariously on her splinted right hand.

Despite the strain of the past week, there was something grounding about Vaggie’s presence, something that Charlie clung to more than she cared to admit. She felt her lips twitch into a ghost of a smile—small, tired, but real.

“I brought dinner,” Vaggie said, a soft lilt in her voice. “Mind if I join?”

Charlie shook her head. “Not at all.” She rose halfway, taking the plate from Vaggie before she could tip it and setting it on the small table by the chair. “You should’ve just asked me to come inside.”

“And let you brood out here all night?” Vaggie teased, settling the chair beside Charlie’s with a light thud. “Nah. Someone’s gotta make sure you eat.”

Charlie chuckled, a rare sound lately, and sat back down. She picked up the plate, her stomach grudgingly reminding her that it had been hours since she’d eaten. The food wasn’t much—leftover canned beans, crackers and some kind of jerky—but it was enough.

Vaggie dropped into her own chair with a sigh, stretching out her legs. For a moment, they both sat in comfortable silence, the sounds of the night filling the space between them: the rustle of leaves, the distant groan of a zombie somewhere near the tall fence, the occasional creak of the balcony floorboards.

As Charlie slowly picked at her food, Vaggie broke the silence. “See anything?”

Charlie shook her head, chewing a bite of jerky before answering. “Nope. Just the usual. Empty streets, straggling zombies clawing at the gate like they’re trying to figure out how to climb.”

Vaggie nodded, her expression thoughtful but unsurprised. “Figures. Quiet’s good, though. Gives us time.”

“Time for what?” Charlie asked curiously.

Vaggie gestured vaguely with her splinted hand. “To keep everyone ready. To not die horribly. You know, the usual.”

Charlie snorted, finally feeling a bit of the tension in her shoulders loosen. If anyone could make this bleak situation bearable, it was Vaggie.

Charlie scooped some beans onto a cracker, pressing it together like a messy sandwich before taking a bite. The salty, slightly stale flavor mixed with the earthy taste of the beans wasn’t pleasant, but it wasn’t awful either. She chewed slowly, giving herself a moment to form the question nagging at her.

“How are the others?” she asked casually.

“They’ve been busy,” Vaggie replied, shifting in her seat to face Charlie more directly. “The final fortifications are done down the main hall. We blocked off the side rooms and cleared out extra cover. If they come, we’ll force them to navigate through the central staircase.”

Charlie raised a brow, swallowing her bite. “And that’s supposed to help?”

Vaggie gave her a knowing look. “It gives us the high ground. Everyone will be positioned upstairs. If the Exorcists attack, we’ll have the advantage to shoot down at them. It’s not perfect, but it’s the best we’ve got.”

Charlie hummed in response, a low, neutral sound that didn’t betray much. She pushed the remaining beans around on her plate, her appetite already waning.

Vaggie tilted her head, studying her. “This is about the plan, isn’t it? The violent option as you worded it?”

Charlie didn’t answer right away. She set her plate down on the table and leaned back, letting the cool night air settle over her again. “I just don’t know if this is the right call,” she finally said. “I get why you’re doing it. Why everyone is. But I can’t shake the feeling that we’re losing something in the process.”

“Losing what?”

“Everything that makes us better than them,” Charlie’s gaze is distant. “I know we need to survive. I know what you guys said about the exorcists and how they don’t spare anyone. But turning this place into a kill zone? Training everyone to shoot to kill? It feels like we’re giving up on something important.”

Vaggie was silent for a moment. Then she reached out, her hand resting lightly on Charlie’s. “I know you hate this, and I hate it too. I hate what I’ve been doing, barking orders and making people drill like soldiers. It’s like stepping back into a part of myself I tried to leave behind.”

Charlie looked up at her, surprised.

Vaggie’s lips pressed into a thin line, her gaze shifting to the darkened yard beyond the balcony. “Back when I was in the military, that part of me had a purpose. But now? It just feels like I’m becoming someone I don’t want to be. Someone cold, ruthless. And yet…” She cleared her throat, forcing the words out. “It feels like a necessary evil. Fighting back, preparing for them—it’s the only way I see us surviving.”

Charlie’s brow furrowed as she processed Vaggie’s words.

“And you,” Vaggie continued, her eyes flicking back to Charlie’s. “You’re the reason I keep pushing. I hate having to teach you to fight back, Charlie. I hate it more than you probably know. You’re not like me. You shouldn’t have to be. But the truth is—” Vaggie hesitated, gripping the edge of her chair as if steadying herself. “The truth is, I won’t always be here to protect you.”

“I don’t say that to scare you, but it’s something I think about every day. The way you are, the way you see the world—it’s beautiful, Charlie. But it also makes you a target. There are people out there—horrible people—who will see your kindness as weakness, who will take advantage of you without a second thought. I can’t let that happen.”

Charlie finally found her voice, though it was quiet and unsure. “I… I don’t want to lose who I am, Vaggie. I don’t want to become someone who only sees violence as the answer.”

“You won’t,” Vaggie squeezed Charlie’s hand. “That’s not who you are, and it never will be. But knowing how to fight doesn’t make you a bad person.”

Vaggie sighed, the sound heavy and weighed down by exhaustion and a thousand unsaid things. Her hand dropped from Charlie’s, and she leaned back in her chair, staring out into the darkened yard. “Do you remember what I asked you? Back at their base?”

Charlie tensed, her grip tightening on the edge of her plate. She knew exactly what Vaggie was referring to, the memory as clear as if it had happened minutes ago.

“If I had a chance to kill one of them,” Vaggie continued, “would you let me do it?”

Charlie swallowed hard, her throat dry. “I’m not saying I’d let you. I’m saying I’d understand why you might feel like you have to. But, Vaggie…” Her tone shifted, the words almost pleading. “I don’t want that for you. For either of us.”

Vaggie turned to look at her, her eyes searching, scrutinizing. “Why not? What makes them worth saving after everything they’ve done? After everything they’ve taken from me?”

Charlie’s chest tightened, the weight of Vaggie’s words pressing down on her. She set the plate aside, leaning forward to meet Vaggie’s gaze head-on. “It’s not about them,” Charlie said, her voice steadying. “It’s about us. Who we are. Who we want to be after this nightmare is over.”

She reached up, hesitating for a moment before resting her hand gently on Vaggie’s cheek. Her thumb brushed against her skin, and she held the contact, forcing Vaggie to look at her. “I don’t want you to lose any more of yourself to this world. You’ve already had so much taken from you. If you kill them, I’m afraid it’ll take even more.”

Vaggie’s jaw tightened. For a moment, she didn’t say anything, her eye locked on Charlie’s. Then, she exhaled slowly, a bitter laugh escaping her lips.

“And if they come for us again? If they put you in their sights, Charlie? You’re telling me I should just stand there and let it happen?”

Charlie’s expression softened. “I’m not asking you to stand there and let it happen—”

“Then what are you asking me to do, Charlie?” Vaggie interrupted, her voice sharp and strained. “Because it sure as hell sounds like you want me to just stand there and watch them take you. Or worse.”

Charlie flinched but held her ground. “No, Vaggie, that’s not—”

“Then what?” Vaggie stood abruptly, the chair scraping against the wooden floor. “You think your ideals are enough to keep us safe? That kindness will make them change their minds? We’re not dealing with people who can be reasoned with, Charlie. These aren’t just desperate survivors—they’re monsters.”

Charlie’s eyes glistened, but her voice stayed firm. “I know that. I know how dangerous they are. But if we become like them, if we let that darkness in, then what’s the point? What are we even fighting for?”

Vaggie’s fists clenched, her breathing heavy. She paced a few steps, the strain in her body visible with every movement. “You talk about not becoming like them, but you don’t understand what it takes to survive out there. I’ve seen it. I’ve done it. And I’m still here because I didn’t have the luxury of second-guessing myself.”

Charlie stood up, meeting Vaggie’s intensity. “I’m not asking you to second-guess yourself. I’m asking you to believe that there’s still something worth saving in us. That we can be better.”

“Better?” Vaggie’s voice cracked, her eye blazing with a mix of anger and pain. “Better doesn’t mean anything if we’re fucking dead.”

“You talk about surviving, Vaggie, but all you ever want is the easy way out!” The words erupted before Charlie could stop them. No! Please shut up! “Killing each other, killing anyone who gets in our way—it’s just another escape. Like how easy it is for you to pull the damn trigger on civilians who’ve done nothing wrong!”

The moment the words left her mouth, she froze, her breath catching as she realized what she’d just said. Silence stretched between them, heavy and suffocating. Vaggie’s expression shifted, her eye widening with something deeper than shock—it was hurt, raw and unfiltered, as if Charlie had just reopened a wound that had barely begun to heal.

Vaggie’s lips parted, but no words came. She looked at Charlie as though she were seeing a stranger. She stopped, pressing her lips into a tight line, her eye dark and unreadable.

“Vaggie, I…” Charlie’s voice cracked, the apology forming too late. “I didn’t mean—”

Don’t,” Vaggie cut her off. The sharp edges of anger were gone, replaced by something far colder. She shook her head, not in disbelief, but as if she were forcing herself to stay composed. “You don’t need to say anything else.”

Slowly, she picked up Charlie’s plate, then her own chair, the movements mechanical, almost detached. Her gaze lingered on Charlie, the intensity in her eye replaced by a cold familiarity—the same guarded, hostile look she’d had when they first met at the hospital four years ago.

Espero que tengas razón.

Without another word, Vaggie turned and walked out from the balcony until the office door slammed shut behind her, leaving Charlie alone in the silence of the balcony.

Charlie stood there, rooted in place, the echo of the door slam reverberating through the hollow spaces in her chest. The night air felt way colder now, the silence deafening. She sank back into the chair, her hands shaking as she ran them through her hair. Stupid. Fucking stupid! The words repeated in her mind, a relentless loop of regret.

It really is fucking hell at this point.


Adam’s fingers drummed against the steering wheel, a rhythm born of anticipation rather than nerves. The humvee’s engine growled beneath him, harmonizing with the distant roar of the military truck behind them, its massive tires crunching over cracked asphalt and long-abandoned debris. Fort Hamilton was already a shithole they’d willingly left behind in Brooklyn, trading its rusted gates for the open road to Long Island. The Hamptons awaited, and with it, the promise of conquest—or carnage. Honestly, Adam preferred the latter.

He glanced in the rearview mirror, the Exorcists following in disciplined formation. Faces hardened by too many nights under siege, too many days soaked in blood. Soldiers, zealots, or something in between. It didn’t matter what you called them. They were his.

The humvee’s headlights cut through the morning fog as they approached the tall metal gate, its iron bars flanked by fences that stretched around. The apple insignias, stamped into the metal, glinted dully. The red mansion loomed in the distance, its windows boarded up.

But it was the courtyard that caught Adam’s attention. Clear. Too fucking clear. No scattered debris or whatever scraps, nothing that Lute’s reports had led him to expect. It was pristine, like someone had swept the slate clean. The parked cars were gone, the usual mess of a hurried evacuation suspiciously absent.

He frowned, suspicion settling like a stone in his gut. “They didn’t just leave it like this,” he muttered, more to himself than to Lute next to him.

The Exorcists behind him waited, their collective breath held in the tense quiet. Adam’s eyes narrowed, his grip on the wheel tightening. There was only one way to know for sure what lay beyond that gate.

“Let’s find out,” he said, a slow smile spreading across his face.

Adam reached for the walkie-talkie clipped to his vest. He pressed the button. “Corporal, you see that gate?”

“Affirmative,” came the response.

“Good. Ram the fucking thing. I want that gate on the ground.”

“Copy that.”

Adam shifted the humvee to the side, its tires grinding over loose gravel as he made way for the military truck. The massive vehicle roared forward, its engine bellowing like a beast unleashed.

The truck hit the gate with a deafening crash, metal screeching and buckling under the force. The gate groaned, the iron resisting for a heartbeat before giving way, splintering and crumpling as the truck forced its way through. The fence rattled. It wasn’t clean—the truck struggled, tires spinning and engine straining, but the gate finally gave in, folding like paper.

For a moment, there was silence. Then, the Exorcists erupted in cheers, a cacophony of hollers and laughter filling the air. Adam leaned out the window, his grin feral as he raised a fist.

“This is it!” he shouted, his voice cutting through the noise. “This place is ours! No more hiding, no more running. We take this sweet ass mansion, and we own this fucking world!”

The cheers grew louder with their fists pumping and weapons raised.

Adam ducked back into the humvee, eyes blazing. “Let’s move!” he barked, slamming the gas pedal. The humvee shot forward, leading the charge through the shattered gate, the truck lumbering behind like a loyal beast.

The vehicles rolled to a stop in the courtyard, engines cutting out one by one, leaving only the faint groans of the gate settling back into silence. Adam swung the humvee door open and stepped out, his boots crunching on the gravel. He stretched, his spine cracking, and took a deep breath, as if tasting the air of victory already.

Lute hopped out on the passenger side. Without a word, she strode towards the Exorcists, who had already begun to disembark from the truck, falling into formation with practiced ease. Rifles up, eyes sharp—battle-hardened machines ready to unleash hell.

Adam smirked. They were good—his good.

“Stay sharp,” Lute called out. She weaved through the formation, inspecting the line. No one slacked under her watch.

Adam took the lead, walking towards the mansion’s front porch. The Exorcists followed, a silent, lethal procession. The red mansion loomed larger with each step.

He climbed the porch steps, casual as ever, rolling his shoulders before unholstering his revolver. The wooden double doors, flanked by tarnished brass fixtures, stood closed. He reached out, twisting the knob—it didn’t budge.

He clicked his tongue in annoyance. “Of course it’s fucking locked.”

Lute raised an eyebrow, her rifle slung across her back. “Permission to kick it down?”

Adam shrugged. “Sure. Knock yourself out. I don’t give a shit.”

Lute drew back her leg, planted her stance, and drove her boot against the door with precision and force. The wood groaned under the impact, splintering at the lock before flying inward, slamming against the wall with a hollow thud. She moved quickly, rifle unslung, eyes darting through the dimly lit interior as she crossed the threshold.

The main area unfolded before her, vast and eerily quiet. To the left, the remnants of a living room—furniture outlines on the floor where couches once stood, their absence screaming louder than their presence might have. To the right, an open kitchen, stripped bare, its cabinets yawning emptily. Dead center, a grand central staircase split into two wings, its polished banisters leading to shadowed hallways above.

The scent of mildew hung heavy in the air, mingled with something sharper, more metallic.

“Empty,” Lute muttered and she lowered her rifle slightly.

Adam followed Lute inside, revolver in hand, his eyes narrowing as he surveyed the space. Cabinets with doors ajar, shelves stripped of anything valuable. Even the rugs had been pulled up, leaving bare floorboards. He’d expected something—someone—but the mansion was as lifeless as a tomb. No valuables, no scavenged trinkets, not even a misplaced chair. Just... emptiness.

“Where the fuck is everything?” Adam started to get frustrated. His eyes flicked to the barricades blocked off the extended rooms and at the far end of the ground floor. Furniture—desks, chairs, shelves—had been shoved against them in a haphazard wall of wood and fabric, blocking off the unknown.

Adam approached one of the barricades, brushing a hand over the back of a toppled chair that had been used to fortify it. He frowned, his fingers curling into a fist. “They closed these off,” he said, more to himself. “Why?”

He ran a hand through his hair, the tension in his shoulders growing. “Of course, they knew we were coming.”

He turned back to the Exorcists. “Alright, fan out!” he barked. “Search every corner of this place. Every room, every closet, every fucking corner. I want to know what happened here.”

The Exorcists moved without hesitation, rifles raised as they spread out into the house, their boots thudding against the floorboards. Some headed towards the side rooms that weren’t bothered to block off.

This wasn’t what he’d been expecting. And Adam hated surprises.

Lute lingered for a moment, watching Adam. “Something’s off,” she whispered.

Adam’s jaw clenched, his eyes fixed on the barricaded rooms. “Yeah,” he said. “And we’re gonna find out what.”

The Exorcists swept through the open rooms, their boots echoing through the hollow mansion. Adam and Lute moved together, their steps synchronized as they approached the grand staircase. Adam’s revolver stayed loose in his hand, his eyes scanning every corner with a predator’s instinct.

As they neared the base of the steps, a sudden shout shattered the quiet:

“ADAM!”

The entire group froze.

The Exorcists snapped their rifles up in unison to aim at the top of the staircase. Lute’s finger hovered over the trigger, her eyes scanning the shadowed landing above them.

Adam, however, his smirk never faltered as he instinctively waved a hand to stop the soldiers.

“Hold your fire,” he commanded.

Lute’s eyes narrowed, her rifle still aimed, but her expression softened with something like recognition—or at least suspicion. She didn’t lower her weapon but gave a slight nod to Adam, as if silently asking him whether this was a threat or not.

At the top of the stairs stood a familiar figure. Tall, poised, with blonde hair tied into a neat high ponytail. Her hands were raised in surrender, but in her left hand, she held a small, black device—something like a remote.

Her blue eyes locked onto Adam’s.

The silence stretched between them. Adam took a step forward, not flinching in the face of whatever this woman had planned.

“Well, blondie,” Adam called up to her, his voice mocking, "it's been over a week. Did you miss me?”


The nagging voice in the back of Charlie’s head sounded a lot like Vaggie. This is a bad idea, Charlie. Especially with over thirty rifles aimed in her direction—enough firepower to turn her into confetti. And yet, here she stood, fingers wrapped around a remote that felt both too small and too heavy, like it might shatter if she squeezed too hard.

The weight of the moment pressed on her chest, each breath like inhaling concrete dust. Hold your ground, Charlie told herself. If this plan falls apart, everything we’ve built turns to ash.

She took a deep breath, steadying her voice as she called out, “Took you long enough. Thought you got lost on the way.”

Adam shrugged, as casually as if they were old friends meeting for coffee instead of potential enemies staring down the barrel of a standoff. “Had to pack and shit. You know how it is.” His eyes flicked to the remote in Charlie’s hand, curiosity sparking. “So, what’s that? A goodbye gift, or are you just happy to see me?”

She ignored the bait, her voice steady. “I’m here to negotiate.”

The Exorcists shifted, their eyes flicking between Adam and Charlie, fingers twitching over triggers. She pressed on. “If you stand down—if your people agree to work with us instead of against us—I’ll give you whatever supplies you need. Food, medicine, ammo.”

She lifted the remote slightly, the implication hanging heavy in the air. “But if you attack, if you threaten my friends or my home—this place becomes a crater. There’s enough C-4 or whatever explosives under the floorboards to take out everyone standing on the ground floor.”

Silence. Tension coiled like a spring, ready to snap.

“Nobody fucking move,” she warned with her voice sharper now. “One wrong step, and we all go up in flames.”

For a heartbeat, no one breathed. Then Adam leaned against the banister, his laugh cutting through the tension like a blade. Low, mocking, dangerous.

“Nice bluff, Blondie.” His eyes sparkled with something too wild to be just amusement. “But I don’t think you’ve got it in you.”

He thinks I’m bluffing. The nagging voice in Charlie’s head screamed louder. Maybe he was right. Maybe this whole thing would implode in the next breath. But her grip on the remote didn’t falter.

She couldn’t let it.

Charlie’s fingers trembled slightly, a ripple of nervous energy she fought to keep from spreading. She clenched her jaw, forcing herself to breathe evenly. Steady, steady. Every instinct screamed to run, to get out of the line of fire, but that wasn’t an option. Not now. Not ever. She had to be the leader Vaggie believed she was—the one who could pull them through this chaos with nothing but stubborn resolve and a remote that might be their salvation or their doom.

Vaggie. The name echoed in her mind, a bitter mix of guilt and longing. Charlie couldn’t even believe that the last real conversation they’d had was on the balcony that night. They hadn’t spoken beyond cold, clipped acknowledgments since. Vaggie had even stopped sleeping in their room, opting for the couch or the armory instead.

Charlie’s chest tightened. Focus. The time to unpack that was later—if there was a later.

Adam’s laughter echoed, but it was losing its edge. He was watching her more closely now, searching for a crack in her armor. She met his gaze, steady and unyielding, though her heart hammered like a drum in her chest. The room felt like a pressure cooker, every second stretching into an eternity.

Then, with a deliberate calmness she didn’t feel, she pressed one of the smaller buttons on the remote. Please let this be the right one.

A muffled explosion rocked the building, shaking dust loose from the ceiling. The blast came from one of the smaller rooms they’d already sealed off—a calculated loss, just in case. The shockwave rolled through the air, sharp and sudden, and the Exorcists flinched. Rifles wavered, fingers twitching on triggers.

Charlie didn’t flinch (she would have jumped too). She couldn’t afford to. She let the silence stretch, the scent of smoke and scorched wood filling the room, thick and acrid.

Adam’s smile faltered, a thin crack spiderwebbing through his confidence. He straightened, eyes narrowing. “You’re serious.”

“Of course I’m fucking serious.” One wrong word, one wrong move, and everything would come crashing down. “This is your only warning. Walk away. You don’t want to find out what happens if I hit the big red button.”

The mention of the button—Pentious’s last-resort safeguard—She didn’t even know exactly what it did, only that it was their last resort.

Adam’s eyes flicked to the remote again. For the first time, she saw uncertainty there. He didn’t believe her. Not entirely. But now, he wasn’t sure he could risk calling her bluff.

One of the Exorcists shifted, the movement slight but enough to draw Charlie’s attention. She snapped her gaze to him, voice like a whip. “I said nobody move.” The man froze.

Adam’s smile returned, but it was thinner now, stretched tight. “You think you’ve won, blondie? You’re playing with fire. You don’t know what you’re dealing with.”

“Neither do you.”

Charlie felt the weight of every eye on her, every rifle trained and ready. But the remote in her hand might as well have been a lifeline, fragile as it was. She couldn’t falter now—not when so much was at stake.

“Listen to me!” She shouted. “Look around you. We’ve all lost people. We’ve all seen the world turn to hell. The zombies outside don’t care who we are, where we came from, or what flags we used to fly. They only care about tearing us apart. And if we let ourselves do their job for them, then we’ve already lost.”

“We have a choice,” Charlie pressed on. “We can keep fighting each other until there’s nothing left but ashes. Or we can stand together. Build something better. I know people have the potential to grow—if we give them a chance. We’re stronger together.”

For a moment, silence hung heavy in the air, like the room itself was holding its breath. Adam’s eyes bored into her, a mix of amusement and calculation. He leaned forward, his smile fading into something harder, more serious. The room felt like it might shatter under the weight of what he’d say next.

Then, he chuckled. It was low, bitter. “That’s a nice speech, Blondie. Really. Almost convincing. But here’s the deal.” His voice dropped, each word a threat. “You hand over everything—your supplies, this mansion—and you and your little band of loser cunts walk away. Maybe you make it out there. Maybe you don’t. Either way, this place is ours.”

Charlie’s grip on the remote tightened. “That’s not an option.”

Adam’s laughter grew louder. “You think you’re in a position to negotiate?” He spread his arms, gesturing to the Exorcists. “You’ve got one button. I’ve got an army. Either you hand it over, or we take it.”

“Then you walk away empty-handed,” Charlie shot back, her voice firm. “Work with us, or leave. Those are your choices.”

Adam’s laughter died, replaced by a cold, unsettling silence. He leaned forward, eyes locked on hers, like he could see straight through her. “You want the truth, blondie? You think lowlifes like you can work with us? You think Rodríguez wouldn’t slit my throat—or Lute’s—the second we turned our backs? Hell, she’d probably enjoy it.”

Charlie’s heart twisted at the mention of Vaggie, but she didn’t let it show. She couldn’t.

Adam’s eyes narrowed, his voice dropping to a dangerous murmur. “You wouldn’t question it, would you? Because you’re still clinging to your old-world values. Hoping for some happy ending that doesn’t exist anymore.” He lifted his revolver, leveling it at her. “But this is the real world now. It’s kill or be killed. Take what you want, or rot with the weak and the pathetic.”

The room held its breath. Charlie didn’t move, didn’t blink. Her mind raced, but her voice was steady. “If you really believed that,” she said quietly, “you wouldn’t be standing here trying to make a deal. You’d have shot me already.”

Adam shrugged lazily, like they were arguing over a bad poker hand. “You know what I love, blondie? Messing around with bullshit negotiations like these.” He leaned closer, voice dropping to a menacing whisper. “But don’t get it twisted. The endgame? Always the same. Gunning down every single one of you sorry fucks.”

Charlie opened her mouth to retort, to keep the tenuous balance of power tilted just enough in her favor, when she heard it: the unmistakable metallic ping of a grenade pin being pulled, followed by the soft click of a safety being unlocked.

The sound froze the room.

For a split second, no one moved. Then, from somewhere on the ground floor, a shout shattered the silence. “Grenade!”

The world seemed to slow down. Panic exploded faster than the grenade itself. Charlie’s mind raced, but her body couldn’t keep up. She barely had time to register the chaos—rifles clattering, bodies diving for cover—before the blast hit.

The explosion ripped through the air, a deafening roar that seemed to collapse the world around her. Heat and shrapnel tore past, and the shockwave staggered her, forcing her back a step. She gasped, trying to stay upright, but the force of it sent her stumbling. Her thumb slipped against the remote—

The big red button clicked.

For a heartbeat, nothing happened. Then the second explosion erupted, more powerful than the first. The floor shuddered, and the air turned into a wall of force throwing her like a ragdoll. Charlie’s back slammed into the wall with a sickening thud, the impact knocking the air from her lungs.

Pain exploded through her back, and her vision blurred. The edges darkened as the world tilted and swirled around her. She tried to push herself up, to hold onto consciousness, but her body refused to obey.

The last thing she registered was the scent of smoke, the distant flicker of flames—and Vaggie’s voice, somewhere in her mind, calling her name.

Then, silence.

Notes:

not apologizing for another cliffhanger :^)
next chapter is gonna be a intense finale of volume 2 so..... stay tuned!

incase anyone asked, vaggie's preferred martial arts is a fusion of judo and muay thai. for training charlie, vaggie thought the best martial arts for her tall ass gf is kickboxing or muay thai.

and unfortunately, charlie and vaggie werent able to reconcile from their argument back at the balcony so... :^(

Chapter 22: Headlock

Summary:

Reduced to ashes.

Notes:

chapter title is based from the 2005 song by Imogen Heap

tw; very VERY graphic depictions of mutilation, amputation and really bloody fight scenes.

and of course, character death.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Charlie had always imagined this moment would feel like the crescendo of a symphony—like the last notes would swell, the crowd would erupt, and her heart would finally feel lighter, not heavier.

Instead, she was counting steps. One, two, three. Don’t trip. Four, five. Smile like you mean it.

The gown felt too heavy, the fabric stifling in the May heat. Rows of graduates in purple caps and gowns stretched like an endless sea, the stage looming closer with every carefully measured step. It wasn’t loud, exactly, but the murmur of the crowd—the families packed into Yankee Stadium, the proud smiles, the occasional burst of applause—felt like static in the back of her mind.

When it was her turn, the voice over the microphone called out: “Charlotte M. Morningstar.”

She wondered, for a split second, if she’d even heard it right.

She walked up the ramp, feeling every eye on her, though none of them saw her. The university’s insignia glinted on the podium, and the dean, a blur of academic robes and polite smiles, extended the diploma.

“Congratulations,” he said like he’d said a thousand times already that day.

Charlie smiled back, a reflex more than anything. “Thank you.”

The diploma felt too light in her hands. For something that was supposed to symbolize years of work, sleepless nights, and the quiet, nagging voice that had gotten her through every moment of doubt, it felt almost...insubstantial. Like if she held it too tightly, it might crumble.

She descended the other side of the stage, rejoining the endless procession of graduates, each one clutching the same piece of paper, each one already half-lost in the noise of the next name being called.

Charlie’s eyes scanned the stadium, searching through the blur of faces until she found them—her parents, unmistakable even at a distance. Lucifer’s platinum blonde hair caught the sunlight, and next to him, Lilith’s hat tilted at just the right angle to shield her from the midday sun. But it was Seviathan who drew her gaze the longest. He stood out effortlessly in his emerald green suit, clapping with the kind of enthusiasm that belonged to someone who believed in her more than she believed in herself.

She couldn’t help it—a wide, unguarded wave broke through the polished calm she’d practiced all morning. Lilith raised her hand in return, a small, proud motion, while Lucifer’s wave was more exuberant as if trying to send love across the distance. Seviathan added a playful salute to his wave, and for a moment, the weight on her shoulders lifted.

She returned to her seat, the ceremony continuing like a well-rehearsed play. Names flowed from the speakers, applause rising and falling in waves, punctuated by the occasional cheer. The speeches resumed—something about perseverance, about being the architects of the future. The words blurred together in a numbing haze.

Charlie glanced around, catching glimpses of the other graduates. Some were whispering to each other, caps tipped back. Others sat stiff and still, hands clutching their diplomas as if they might evaporate. A girl a few rows ahead wiped tears from her eyes, while a guy in the row beside her had already dozed off, head tilted at an awkward angle.

She looked back toward the stands. Her parents and Seviathan were still watching, Lilith’s hand clasped over her heart, Lucifer leaning slightly forward as if afraid to miss a moment. Seviathan caught her eye again and winked, mouthing something she couldn’t quite catch. It didn’t matter. She knew what it was. Probably something about how proud he was, how he knew she could do it, how they’d celebrate tonight.

The dean's final words snapped her attention back to the stage, a cue for the end that everyone had been waiting for. The sea of purple moved as one, tassels shifted from right to left. Cheers erupted, a thousand futures unfurling at once.

The graduates spilled out into the aisles, some crying, some laughing, most just trying to find their way to the people who had been waiting for them. Charlie’s steps were lighter now. She weaved through the crowd, past clumsy hugs, photo flashes, professors shaking hands, and friends clinking imaginary glasses.

When she finally reached them, Seviathan pulled her into a hug that was all warmth and familiar cologne. “Told you you’d make it,” he murmured, his voice a low hum against her ear.

Charlie lay her head onto Seviathan’s broad shoulder. “I swear, I’m never going through college again,” she half-laughed, half-sighed as if the last four years of hell were catching up to her.

Seviathan pulled back just enough to meet her eyes. “Agreed. Though, honestly, last week’s graduation was a breeze compared to watching you pace the room, rehearsing your speech for the fiftieth time.”

She rolled her eyes, nudging him playfully. “I wanted it to be perfect. Not everyone can coast through it like you.”

“I didn’t coast,” he shot back, feigning offense. “I just didn’t lose sleep over it.”

“Must be nice,” she teased, but before he could reply, a pair of strong arms wrapped around her from behind.

“There's my baby girl!” Lucifer exclaimed, his voice brimming with pride. He tried, poorly, to lift her off the ground, but the difference in their heights made it more comical than triumphant.

“Dad!” Charlie laughed, effortlessly scooping him up instead. She spun him around while both of them were laughing. When she finally set him down, he looked up at her.

“Fully grown,” he whispered, almost to himself. “I still remember your first day of school.”

Lilith appeared beside them, dabbing at her eyes with a lace handkerchief, careful not to smudge her expensive makeup. Her lips trembled into a smile. “We’re so proud of you, sweetheart.”

Charlie pulled both of them into a hug, and the three of them held together in a moment that felt too big for words. Seviathan stood nearby, watching with a fond smile, his hands tucked in his pockets like he knew this wasn’t his moment.

Charlie slowly pulled back from the hug and then gently handed her diploma to them. Lucifer took it with a kind of reverence, his hands careful as he flipped open the cover.

“Let’s see what this piece of paper looks like,” he joked.

Lilith leaned in, reading the embossed words aloud. “Charlotte M. Morningstar, Bachelor of Fine Arts in Theatre, with honors!”

Lucifer nodded. “I always knew you were smart, but seeing it in print makes it official.” He glanced at Charlie with a teasing grin. “We should frame this and hang it right next to your kindergarten finger-painting masterpiece. Remember that?”

Charlie rolled her eyes, laughing. “Dad, you promised you wouldn’t bring that up today.”

Lilith chuckled, gently nudging him. “Let her have her moment, dear.” Then, turning back to the diploma, she traced the gold lettering with her fingertip. “It’s beautiful. Just like you, sweetheart.”

Charlie’s heart swelled. “I… I couldn’t have done it without you guys. Seriously.”

Lucifer’s eyes softened, and he wrapped an arm around her shoulder. “We always knew you could. From the very start.”

Seviathan, standing just behind them, chimed in with a grin. “You should’ve seen her in the library at 3 a.m., though. Determined doesn’t even begin to cover it.”

Lilith’s eyes widened. “Three in the morning?”

“Sev!” Charlie laughed. “Why’d you have to tell them that?”

Lucifer leaned in conspiratorially. “Because he’s right. You’ve always been a force to be reckoned with, Charlie.”

Lilith smiled, wiping away the last remnants of her tears. “You know, you can be stubborn too,” she teased. Then, with a playful swat to her husband’s arm, she added, “Just like her father.”

Lucifer raised his hands in mock surrender. “Guilty as charged!” his eyes crinkling at the corners.

The laughter swelled, wrapping them that felt like sunlight. But as it continued, the edges of Charlie’s world began to blur. The faces in the crowd, once clear and vivid, melted into indistinct shapes. The distant hum of conversations and bursts of joy warped, fading into something harsher, more fractured.

Shouts.

Gunshots.

Charlie’s breath caught in her throat. The air thickened, heavy with a scent that wasn’t there before—smoke, blood, gunpowder. Her chest tightened, each breath shallow and desperate. The laughter, once ringing like music, now sounded distant, muffled, as if she were submerged underwater.

She staggered back, her surroundings warping into a distorted haze. The stadium, her family, the diploma in her hands—they all fragmented, slipping away like grains of sand through her fingers. Her pulse hammered in her ears, a deafening drumbeat that drowned everything else.

Then—

Charlie’s eyes snapped open.

The hardwood floor beneath her was cold, pressing against her spine. Her chest heaved, breaths coming in short, frantic bursts. The sound of the explosion still echoed in her ears, a low, distant roar that vibrated through the building’s bones.

Dust hung thick in the air, settling in her hair, her eyes, the back of her throat. She coughed, each spasm against her ribs. Her mind struggled to catch up—to piece together the fragments of the present, shattered by the blast.

The main area was barely recognizable. Furniture that blocked across the doorways had been tossed, the once-pristine walls now fractured, gaping wounds exposing brick and splintered beams. Light streamed through a jagged hole where the window used to be, the sky outside a furious haze of smoke and ash.

Move, Charlie. Move!

She forced herself upright while limbs trembling and muscles protesting. Splinters of wood dug into her palms, unnoticed in the flood of adrenaline. The memory of the graduation—so vivid, so full of warmth—faded like a mirage.

This was reality now. Harsh. Brutal. Immediate.

“Vaggie!” she croaked. She scanned the area, heart hammering in her chest. There was no answer. Only the distant gunshots and the groaning of the building made it seem like it might collapse at any moment.

Think.

She pushed herself to her feet, swaying as the room tilted and spun. One step. Then another. Her body moved on instinct, every nerve screaming for survival. She stumbled through the wreckage, eyes darting, searching for any sign of Vaggie or Angel or anyone in her group.

Charlie’s breath caught as she saw a silhouette approaching through the haze. For a moment, panic surged—friend or foe? Then, the shape solidified, the figure stepping into the fractured light. Alastor.

His assault rifle was slung against his back, the barrel still smoking. He moved with that usual unnerving calm. But something was off—no magazine was loaded in the weapon.

He crouched beside her, extending a hand. “Quite the welcoming committee, wouldn’t you say?”

Charlie gripped his hand, letting him pull her to her feet. “Where’s Vaggie? The others?”

“The others are still in position. Your lover, however…” He tilted his head, eyes scanning the wreckage as if contemplating the answer himself. “She moved elsewhere. Can’t say where. She has a habit of slipping away.”

Charlie’s heart twisted. “We need to find her. We need—”

A noise from the staircase cut her off. Both of them turned, their gazes falling on a figure slowly rising from where he’d collapsed at the base of the steps.

Adam.

Blood streaked his face, a gash above his brow where the explosion had thrown him. His eyes, however, were clear and sharp—filled with seething anger. He locked eyes with Charlie, and his expression darkened further.

He started to ascend, and his gaze never left her.

Alastor’s posture shifted, predatory stillness giving way to something colder. He leaned toward Charlie. “You need to retreat. Go to your father’s office.”

“No,” Charlie whispered, realization dawning. She grabbed his arm. “You can’t. You can’t fight him.”

Alastor’s lips curled into a smile that didn’t reach his eyes. “Who said anything about can’t?” He gently but firmly pulled her hand away, his eyes fixed on Adam as he continued his slow ascent.

“Alastor, please!” Charlie’s voice cracked, panic rising.

He didn’t answer. He stepped forward, placing himself between Charlie and Adam, his shoulders relaxed but every muscle taut, ready.

Charlie took a step back, heart pounding. She knew she couldn’t stop him. All she could do was watch as Alastor faced Adam, or run off as suggested.

Alastor’s steps were slow, deliberate, his eyes never leaving Adam. His smile widened. “Well, well. Look who’s managed to stay in one piece. I’d almost be impressed if you hadn’t made such a mess of things.”

Adam’s glare darkened, muscles tensing as he continued his slow ascent. He said nothing, but his jaw clenched, the veins in his neck standing out against the blood-streaked skin.

Without warning, Alastor lunged, driving a boot square into Adam’s chest. The force sent Adam sprawling back to the ground, skidding across the shattered floorboards. Adam hit the ground hard, a grunt escaping through gritted teeth.

Alastor leaned over him, the barrel of his unloaded rifle pointed mockingly. "How spectacularly your little coup has failed," he drawled. "Did you really think you could waltz in here, claim our home, and walk away unscathed? Tsk, tsk, Adam. Amateur hour.”

Adam scowled. Blood dripped from his brow, but he pushed himself up with his teeth bared. “You talk too much.”

However, Alastor’s boot was on his chest again, pressing him down. “Stay down, won’t you? It’s embarrassing to watch.”

He surged to his feet, but Alastor was faster. The butt of the unloaded rifle cracked down, aiming for Adam’s face. Adam twisted, the weapon narrowly missing, splintering the floor instead. Alastor swung again, relentless. This time, Adam ducked low, driving a fist into Alastor’s side.

The impact staggered Alastor, but he barely flinched, his grin unyielding. “Is that all?” he taunted.

Adam’s knuckles cracked across Alastor’s cheek, sending a spray of blood into the dust-choked air. Alastor stumbled back a step, laughter bubbling from his throat, almost delighted by the fight. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. “Feisty.”

They clashed again—fists and elbows, each blow more vicious than the last. Adam’s strikes were fueled by rage, desperation, while Alastor moved with deliberate movements. Blood spattered across the splintered floorboards as the fight raged, neither willing to give an inch.

Adam landed a brutal knee to Alastor’s gut, but Alastor retaliated, slamming the butt of his rifle into Adam’s ribs. The weapon cracked against bone, and Adam grunted in pain, but the fury in his eyes only intensified.

They grappled, sweat and blood mingling, until Adam twisted, using his strength to force Alastor’s arm back. With a savage roar, Adam drove his foot down, connecting squarely with Alastor’s kneecap. There was a sickening crack.

Alastor cried out, his leg buckling beneath him while Adam drove his shoulder into Alastor’s midsection, slamming him into a fractured support beam. Wood cracked, splinters flying, but Alastor’s hands were already around Adam’s throat squeezing hard.

Adam didn’t hesitate. He drew the Colt Python from his holster, the metallic click of the hammer echoing through the ruined hall.

Charlie’s scream pierced the air. “No!”

Too late.

A gunshot thundered through the room.

Alastor’s body jerked.

The Colt Python in Adam’s hand smoked, the bullet tearing through Alastor’s abdomen. For a moment, time seemed to slow. Charlie’s breath caught, her scream lodged in her throat.

The smile on Alastor’s face faltered, his eyes flicking down to the crimson bloom spreading.

He staggered, the rifle clattering to the ground. His hand went to the wound, blood seeping through his fingers. But his eyes never left Adam.

For a moment, silence stretched, heavy and suffocating. Alastor’s eyes flickered, but the smile never left his face. “You... got lucky.” His voice was soft, almost amused, as he stumbled back, blood pooling at his feet.

Charlie’s heart pounded, her body frozen. She wanted to run to him, to pull him back…

But she couldn’t move.


The smell of smoke and gunpowder was sharp in Vaggie’s nostrils, mingling with the metallic tang of blood and the frantic cries echoing through the mansion. She ducked behind an overturned dining table, her fingers fumbling to reload the pistol in her hand. The cover wasn’t ideal, but it was better than nothing with the chaos spiraling out of control.

Another shot rang out, splintering wood inches from her head. She swore under her breath, leaning against the table’s edge to catch her breath.

Her mind raced, and not just from the heat of battle. What the hell is going on? She replayed the sequence of events in her mind for the hundredth time, trying to make sense of it. The massive detonation by the main area—Charlie’s doing, obviously. Or was it? Vaggie clenched her jaw, her thoughts twisting.

She couldn’t believe it. Charlie detonated early? That wasn’t the plan, let alone Charlie won’t obviously touch that damned button. The confusion gnawed at her. Charlie must’ve slipped, but… that wasn’t like her.

But then who had thrown the damn grenade that started it all?

It wasn’t the exorcists—that much was clear. The blast had taken out part of their formation, leaving their surviving members scattered and disoriented. And it definitely wasn’t her plan to watch the mansion spiral into a literal blaze of glory.

Questions swirled, but there was no time for answers. Not when a burst of flame from a nearby tapestry licking at the edges of the furniture reminded her of the fire spreading fast. Too fast. The place was a death trap, and the current plan is useless now. She had no choice. They needed to regroup.

Vaggie popped her head over the table just long enough to assess the wreckage of the main hall. The once-grand space was unrecognizable—smoke filled the air, mingling with debris and flames. Across the loft, she caught a flash of Angel’s dirty purple jacket and Alastor’s tall silhouette. They were pinned down behind another pile of furniture, both aiming carefully downrange, picking off exorcists one by one.

She didn’t wait. Crawling low, Vaggie moved toward them, sliding into cover beside Angel. “Change of plans,” she hissed, her voice barely audible over the gunfire.

Angel’s head whipped around, a mix of disbelief and annoyance on his face. “Wait, you mean…?”

“Yes,” she snapped, not bothering to elaborate. “Spread the word. Everyone needs to head to the garage. If anyone finds Charlie, get her to her father’s office. The balcony there—”

She never finished. A blinding flash erupted in front of them, white-hot and searing. The world went silent, vision reduced to a blur of white and shadow. Her ears rang, a high-pitched whine drowning everything else.

She heard Angel curse loudly, heard the clatter of Alastor’s rifle hitting the floor, but her body moved on instinct. Vaggie forced herself to blink through the haze, adrenaline roaring in her veins. Shapes started to form again, the chaos snapping back into focus just in time for—

Impact.

An exorcist tackled her with full force, driving her backward. Vaggie’s shoulder hit the banister behind her, and the wood groaned under the weight of both their bodies.

“Fucking damn it!” she snarled, her fists swinging wildly to try and break free. But before she could land a solid hit, the banister gave way with a loud crack.

For a brief, weightless second, she and the exorcist plummeted through the air, and then the floor rushed up to meet them. The impact was a dull roar in her body, knocking the air from her lungs and sending a sharp jolt of pain through her side.

The mansion groaned around her, firelight flickering in her peripheral vision. She gasped for air, trying to push herself up, everything a blur of heat, noise, and distant shouting. Somewhere above, Angel’s voice shouted her name.

She gasped, rolling onto her stomach, her vision spinning as she tried to push herself up. The exorcist groaned nearby, struggling to their feet. Vaggie’s hand shot to her holster, her breath ragged as she forced herself upright.

Vaggie’s eye darted to the central staircase through the smoke and flickering flames. Her breath caught in her throat. A familiar figure lay sprawled at the base of the stairs—blonde hair tangled and matted.

Charlie.

“Charlie!” The word tore from her throat desperately. She pushed herself upright, ignoring the dull ache in her ribs, and staggered forward. Each step felt like dragging herself through quicksand, but she focused on that crumpled figure, every muscle in her body straining toward her lover.

But she didn’t make it far.

The exorcist hit her like a freight train, their armored shoulder slamming into her side. Vaggie’s back crashed against the floorboards, the impact knocking the wind from her lungs again. Before she could react, a pair of gloved hands wrapped around her throat, squeezing tight.

Panic surged through her veins. She clawed at the exorcist’s wrists, legs kicking out wildly as she tried to break free. Black spots danced at the edges of her vision. Her left hand shot up, fingers scrabbling at the smooth visor obscuring the exorcist’s face. She gripped it hard and yanked, the visor coming free with a sharp snap.

The exorcist’s eyes widened, momentarily disoriented. It was all Vaggie needed. Twisting her hips sharply, she planted her feet and heaved, using their weight against them. The exorcist’s grip broke, and Vaggie rolled free, gasping for air.

She scrambled to her feet, chest heaving. The exorcist rose too, and for the first time, Vaggie saw their face.

Lauren.

Recognition flared—along with anger. Lute’s eyes were cold, calculating, even as a thin trickle of blood ran from a cut on her forehead.

The two circled each other, the firelight casting jagged shadows across the floor. Vaggie’s heart pounded in her ears, her body tensed like a coiled spring.

Lute moved first, lunging with a sharp jab. Vaggie sidestepped, barely dodging the blow, and countered with a quick elbow strike to Lute’s ribs. Lute grunted but recovered fast, driving a knee toward Vaggie’s midsection. Vaggie blocked it with her forearm, the impact sending a shockwave up her arm.

They grappled, bodies colliding in a blur of limbs. Vaggie hooked her leg behind Lute’s knee, trying to destabilize her, but Lute twisted out of the hold, landing a sharp kick to Vaggie’s thigh. Pain flared, but Vaggie didn’t let it slow her. She ducked under a wild swing and slammed her splinted right fist into Lute’s stomach.

And Vaggie regretted every single thing as she felt the finger bones misaligned.

Lute staggered, but then she was back, throwing a series of rapid punches. Vaggie blocked most, but one caught her jaw, the taste of copper filling her mouth, but she didn’t let it distract her. She couldn’t afford to. Every muscle in her body ached, especially her splinted fingers, sending sharp daggers of pain through her hand with every movement.

Lute came at her again, this time faster. Vaggie barely managed to deflect the oncoming blow, her injured hand screaming in protest. She pivoted on her good leg, sending a low kick aimed at Lute’s knee. Lute anticipated it, sidestepping just enough to avoid the brunt of the impact, and retaliated with a vicious elbow strike toward Vaggie’s temple.

Vaggie ducked, barely missing the bone-shattering blow, and drove her shoulder into Lute’s midsection. The force sent them both stumbling backward, but Lute recovered faster, twisting like a snake and locking her arm around Vaggie’s throat. The pressure constricted instantly, cutting off her air.

Desperation flared. Vaggie clawed at Lute’s arm. She shifted her weight and slammed her heel down onto Lute’s foot, hard. Lute grunted, her grip loosening just enough for Vaggie to twist free, gasping for air.

The world spun. Vaggie staggered back a step, her body screaming at her to stop. But she couldn’t. Not with Charlie somewhere behind her, motionless. Not with fire licking at the walls and time running out.

Vaggie’s hand trembled, blood-slick fingers fumbling with the pistol as she aimed it at Lute’s torso. Her splinted right hand screamed in protest as she pulled the trigger—once, twice, the Beretta kicking hard against her fractured fingers. Bullets slammed into the armored vest with dull, brutal thuds. The shots echoed, reverberating through the burning mansion.

Lute staggered, her body jerking back with each impact, but the vest absorbed the rounds, leaving only the promise of deep bruises. Her expression didn’t even flicker, cold eyes locked on Vaggie.

The click of an empty magazine echoed like a death knell.

Lute’s hand shot out, lightning fast, knocking the pistol from Vaggie’s grip. The weapon clattered to the floor, lost in the debris. Vaggie barely had time to register the loss before Lute’s shoulder crashed into her, driving her backward.

The drywall splintered on impact, crumbling under their combined weight. Vaggie felt herself being slammed through it, shards of plaster raining down around them as they tumbled into the next room. They hit the floor hard, both of them momentarily stunned, gasping for breath amidst the wreckage.

Vaggie struggled to roll away, her body screaming in protest, but Lute was already on her.

Lute’s hand seized a fistful of Vaggie’s hair, yanking her head back with a savage jerk. “Get up,” Lute hissed. “I said, get the fuck up!”

Vaggie’s body protested every movement, muscles burning, but she was hauled to her feet anyway, dragged like a broken doll across the debris-strewn floor. Her boots scraped against splintered wood and shattered plaster, but her strength was fading, the fight draining out of her with every ragged breath.

They reached the window, firelight casting jagged shadows across the glass. Vaggie’s mind barely registered the danger before Lute slammed her head forward. The impact shattered the windowpane, the world exploding into a rain of splintered glass. Stars burst in her vision, and hot blood trickled down her face.

Lute didn’t stop. She pressed Vaggie’s head down toward a shard still lodged in the sill, aiming it directly at her remaining eye. The jagged edge gleamed, inches away, blurring as tears and blood filled Vaggie’s vision. Desperation surged—a raw, primal instinct. She pushed back, muscles straining, every fiber in her being resisting the downward force.

Her strength wavered, but she wouldn’t let it happen. She couldn’t.

With a sudden shift, she twisted her hips, driving her elbow back into Lute’s ribs. The angle was perfect, and she managed to strike. Lute grunted, and Vaggie used the opening. She pivoted, hooking her good leg around Lute’s and sweeping her off balance.

Lute recovered as she twisted and used Vaggie's momentum against her. Before Vaggie could react, Lute's leg hooked around hers, sweeping her off balance, and with a brutal yank, she slammed Vaggie to the floor. The impact knocked the air from her lungs, the sharp crack of her injured hand barely registering.

Lute was on her instantly, straddling her, one knee pressing down hard on Vaggie’s chest. Before Vaggie could catch her breath, Lute’s thumb shot under the edge of her eyepatch, prying it up with a rough, cruel twist. Vaggie’s scream ripped through the burning room as Lute’s thumb found the hollow space of her missing eye, pressing into the sensitive flesh around the socket.

“You fucking like that, huh?” Lute twisted her thumb deeper. “Experiencing this shit for the second time?” She then pulled outward, stretching the skin and scar tissue painfully. The leather strap of the eyepatch dug into Vaggie’s temple, making the pain sharper, rawer.

Vaggie’s screams mixed with ragged gasps, her muscles locking as she fought against the searing agony. Her right hand flailed, finding the retractable spear hidden at her holster. With a grunt of pure, desperate fury, she triggered it, the blade shooting out in a flash of steel. She thrust it upward, the spear’s tip plunging through Lute’s left bicep.

Lute’s scream was sharp and guttural, her grip loosening. Vaggie didn’t hesitate. She twisted the blade, using the leverage to wrench Lute’s arm back, tearing through muscle. Lute’s eyes widened in shock and rage, her strength faltering.

Vaggie seized the moment, twisting her body sharply. She hooked her leg around Lute’s and threw her weight into the motion, flipping them both. Lute hit the ground hard, rolling away to clutch her wounded arm. Blood seeped through her fingers, staining her uniform.

Vaggie’s breath came in ragged gasps. She ripped the eyepatch off, the leather strap pulling free with a sting, but she barely registered it. Her fingers trembled as she wiped the blood away, the exposed socket aching. She needed to keep the wound from aggravating further—she couldn’t afford any more weaknesses.

Vaggie’s blood-slick hand trembled, muscles screaming as she pulled herself up.

The firelight danced between them, both battered, both bleeding, the fight far from over.


Charlie snapped out of whatever haze she’d been in as a hand brushed against her shoulder. She blinked hard and turned her head, seeing Pentious crouched beside her. “Come on, we have to go,” he said, gripping her arm and pulling her to her feet before she could process anything.

She stumbled to her feet, still disoriented, everything loud and hot and too close. “Wait—Alastor,” Charlie stammered, her knees threatening to buckle. “We have to help him—please—”

Pentious shook his head, his grip steady but gentle as he helped her move. “I’m sorry, Charlie,” his tone softened while he pulled her toward the other set of stairs, “He’s a tough man. He’ll make it through this. Right now, we need to go. Vaggie’s orders.”

“Vaggie?” Charlie’s voice cracked. Her pulse thudded in her ears, drowning out the fire’s distant roar and the echoes of the chaos. “Where is she? I—”

She didn’t get to finish. A yell cut through the air like a whip. “GET THE FUCK OVER HERE, BLONDIE!” Adam’s voice was unmistakable—loud, guttural, and far too close for comfort.

Pentious didn’t need to say anything. He grabbed Charlie’s hand and bolted toward the left wing, pulling her along with him. She stumbled to keep pace, her breath hitching as her shoes slipped on the debris-littered floor. The pounding of boots behind them spurred her forward.

The air grew thicker, the scent of smoke and burning wood clawing at Charlie’s lungs.

They hit the top loft, the charred wood creaking under their weight, and Charlie’s heart sank further. The overturned furniture they’d used for cover was abandoned, the positions empty. No one was where they were supposed to be. Her stomach twisted as realization dawned: Plan B was already in motion.

But there was no time to process it.

“Keep going,” Pentious urged, tightening his grip on her hand. Charlie forced herself to move, her legs screaming with every step as Adam’s shouts echoed closer, the sound of his pursuit closing in behind them.

Charlie and Pentious reached the office door, breathless, when the sharp crack of a gunshot split the air. Pentious staggered, a guttural shout escaping his lips as his grip on Charlie’s hand fell away. She spun around, eyes widening in horror. His right hand was a mangled mess, blood streaming from where the bullet had torn through.

“Pentious!” she gasped, reaching for him.

He gritted his teeth, cradling his shattered hand against his chest. “Go, Charlie,” he rasped, his voice strained with pain. He glanced over his shoulder, and she followed his gaze. Adam was striding toward them, calmly reloading his revolver, the click of metal on metal like a death sentence.

Pentious drew his pistol with his left hand, fumbling slightly. He aimed, hands shaking, and squeezed the trigger. The shots went wild, ricocheting off the walls and sending splinters flying. His aim was poor—he wasn’t left-handed—but it was enough to buy a few precious seconds.

“Get in the office!” Pentious shouted, forcing Charlie to stumble backward toward the door.

Charlie hesitated, torn between the command and the sight of him, but survival instincts kicked in. She turned and scrambled toward the office, her heart hammering.

Behind her, the unmistakable click of Adam’s revolver being holstered sent a fresh jolt of fear through her. She turned just in time to see him pull a hatchet from his belt, the blade catching the flickering light of the flames.

“Pentious!” she cried.

Adam swung the hatchet in a wide, brutal arc. Pentious ducked, barely avoiding the blow, but the weapon found its mark—slicing into his right arm.

The scream that tore from Pentious’s throat was raw, animalistic. His knees buckled, and he staggered backward, blood pouring from the deep gash. The hatchet lodged briefly, and Adam wrenched it free, a cold, merciless smile curving his lips.

Adam tilted his head, eyes narrowing as he watched Pentious struggle to stay upright. “Well, what an unfortunate, really,” he drawled, his tone almost casual. “Losing an arm like that. But don’t worry—” he raised the hatchet— “I’ll do you a favor. Make sure you bleed out quick.”

He grabbed Pentious by the collar, wrenching him forward and extending his mangled right arm. Without hesitation, Adam swung the hatchet down, striking the open gash. The blade bit deep, and Pentious cried out, full of agony. Adam didn’t stop. He brought the hatchet down again. And again. Each brutal strike sent more blood splattering onto the scorched floor.

The arm, now barely more than shredded sinew and shattered bone, gave way. With one final, sickening crack, it fell, a useless limb landing with a dull thud. Adam shoved Pentious back, the engineer collapsing to his knees, staring in shock at his own severed arm. His eyes were wide, uncomprehending, his breath coming in shallow, panicked gasps.

Charlie’s world blurred. Sounds became muffled, distant. Time slowed. She saw Adam raise the hatchet again, saw the cruel anticipation in his eyes as he prepared to bring it down on Pentious’s head.

Something broke inside her.

A chorus of voices echoed in her mind, pleading with her: Fight back. Protect him. Flashes of memories pierced through the haze—the way Pentious’s eyes had lit up as he’d explained Vaggie’s new spear design, his gentle smile when he comforted her, the warmth of his embrace after she’d told him the truth about his family.

“LEAVE HIM ALONE, YOU ASSHOLE!”

The scream tore from her throat. She didn’t think. Didn’t hesitate. Her hand flew to her belt, unholstering her bowie knife, the blade gleaming in the firelight. She ran, the world narrowing to Adam.

Before he could react, she drove the knife into his side, the blade sinking deep. Adam staggered, eyes widening in shock and pain as he twisted to face her.

Charlie ripped the knife from Adam's side. She aimed to strike again, to end it, but Adam’s reflexes were faster than she expected. His boot connected with her abdomen, a kick that sent her sprawling backward into the office. She hit the ground hard, the breath knocked from her lungs as she skidded across the floor, her knife clattering out of reach.

Adam followed, stepping over Pentious’s crumpled form without a second glance, his eyes locked on Charlie. The firelight from the hallway cast his looming figure in flickering shadows, his bulk filling the doorway. He cracked his neck, a cruel smile playing on his lips. “Feisty bitch, eh? I like that.”

Charlie’s eyes darted to the knife, inches away. She stretched her arm, fingertips grazing the hilt. Adam’s shadow loomed, closing the distance. She could feel his presence, the weight of impending violence pressing down.

The hatchet swung down, aimed at her head. She rolled aside just in time, the blade sinking into the floorboard with a dull, splintering thunk. The impact jarred Adam’s arm, a split-second distraction that gave her the opening she needed. Charlie’s hand closed around her knife, the cool metal grounding her.

She scrambled up, heart pounding, knife clenched tight. Adam yanked the hatchet free, turning toward her with a snarl. Charlie didn’t wait. She lunged, blade aimed for his chest, but he was ready. He caught her wrist, his grip like iron. They struggled, the knife wavering between them, trembling with their effort.

Adam’s strength was undeniable, his hands like vises crushing her bones. Slowly, he forced the knife’s point toward her, the cold edge biting closer. Sweat stung her eyes, adrenaline roaring through her veins. He pushed her back and before Charlie could react, the blade suddenly nicked the skin by the middle of her right eyebrow, a shallow cut that sent blood trickling down into her eye.

Think, Charlie. Remember.

Vaggie’s voice echoed in her mind, memories of countless training sessions flashing through her consciousness. Use their strength. Redirect it.

Charlie’s grip loosened slightly, just enough to shift. She pivoted, her body twisting and using Adam’s own force against him. His momentum carried him forward, off-balance, his grip faltering.

In an instant, she freed herself, stumbling back but on her feet. Her eyes swept the room, seeking something—anything—that could give her an advantage. The heavy mahogany desk, the bookshelves lining the walls, the polished globe in the corner—everything could be a weapon, a shield, anything.

Adam recovered, retrieving his hatchet from the floor, his bloodied hand gripping the handle as he stood tall again.

He was coming for her. But that gave Charlie an idea.


The room smelled like blood, sweat, and splintered wood. Vaggie’s back slammed into the coffee table, the impact rattling her bones, her vision flickering at the edges. The retracted spear she’d clung to skidded across the floor, clattering to a stop just out of reach. She tried to scramble for it, but a boot pinned it down.

Lute’s boot.

She stood there, like a predator savoring the fight. “Tired yet?” Lute’s voice dripped with mockery, her lips curving into a smirk.

Vaggie wiped the blood trickling from her split lip, muscles screaming as she forced herself upright. Every movement hurt—her right shoulder throbbed, her legs burned—but surrender was never an option. She steadied herself, eye locked on Lute’s. “Not even close.”

Lute lunged first. Vaggie deflected the first punch, her forearm meeting Lute’s, the shock reverberating through her already-bruised limbs. The second strike came faster, a knee driving toward her ribs. Vaggie twisted, barely evading it, countering with an elbow to Lute’s jaw that snapped her head back.

Lute staggered but recovered quickly, her eyes narrowing. She swept low, aiming to take Vaggie’s legs out from under her. Vaggie jumped back, her breath ragged, anticipating the follow-up. It came—a twisting kick, aimed high. Vaggie ducked, her body moving on pure instinct, and drove her fist into Lute’s midsection.

Lute grunted, doubling over for a heartbeat. Vaggie seized the moment, grabbing the back of Lute’s head and driving her knee up. Lute’s head snapped back, blood splattering from her nose.

But she didn’t go down. Instead, she grinned, a wild, dangerous glint in her eyes.

She feinted left, then spun, her fist crashing into Vaggie’s already sore right shoulder. White-hot pain shot through her. Vaggie stumbled, her arm nearly useless, but she gritted her teeth, refusing to fall.

Lute’s eyes flicked to the blade. Vaggie saw it a split second too late. Lute kicked it up from the ground, catching it mid-air. With a flick of her wrist, the weapon extended, the sharp tip glinting as it aimed straight for Vaggie’s face.

Vaggie barely reacted in time. Her injured right hand shot up, and the blade pierced clean through her palm. A scream tore from her throat, raw and instinctive, but she didn’t let go. The pain was blinding, radiating up her arm like fire, but she gripped the shaft of the spear, using the agony to anchor her.

Lute's eyes widened, momentarily stunned by Vaggie's sheer defiance. “You’re insane,” she hissed, trying to yank the weapon free, but Vaggie held on, blood dripping from her clenched fist.

“Maybe,” Vaggie ground out, voice strained, eye blazing. She twisted her body, using the spear’s leverage to pull Lute closer, their faces mere inches apart. Then, with a guttural cry, she wrenched the weapon sideways, forcing Lute’s grip to falter.

Vaggie let go of the shaft, the blade slick with her own blood, and with her good hand, she drove an uppercut into Lute’s jaw, the impact reverberating through her arm. Lute stumbled back, her balance faltering, eyes wild with both pain and fury.

Before Lute could recover, Vaggie grabbed the spear with her left hand despite the trembling in her limbs. She swung it low, sweeping Lute’s legs out from under her. Lute hit the ground hard, the air leaving her in a gasp.

Vaggie staggered back, her breath ragged, blood dripping from her wounded hand. She steadied the spear as she leveled it at Lute, eyes hard. “It’s over.”

Lute laughed, a bitter, broken sound that echoed off the splintered walls. She pushed herself up, wiping blood from her mouth with the back of her hand. “That’s it? ‘It’s over’? Why don’t you just finish it?” Her voice was sharp, cutting through the thick air. “Just slice my throat, Valeria. Get your revenge. End it.”

Vaggie’s grip on the spear tightened, but she didn’t flinch. “It’s over,” she repeated.

Lute’s eyes narrowed, her lip curling. “What, you think you’ve won? The Exorcists aren’t done. Adam’s not dead.” She spat the words like poison. “You think degenerates like you could kill him?”

Vaggie’s eye flicked past Lute, just for a moment, catching the movement outside the shattered window. Shadows, bodies shuffling closer. The low, guttural groans were faint but growing louder. The zombies were coming, piling against the broken glass, their hollow eyes fixed on the room.

Vaggie looked back at Lute, her expression unchanged, though her heart hammered in her chest. Lute was still ranting, oblivious. “Even now,” she sneered, “after everything, you won’t do it. I ruined your life, and you still won’t end me whenever you have a chance. You’re a coward. Always have been.”

Vaggie’s gaze didn’t waver. She took a step forward, retracting the spear, the blade sliding back with a soft, metallic hiss. Her steps were slow, deliberate. “You’re right,” her eyes never leave Lute’s. “I am a coward. I’ve shown mercy.”

Lute’s laughter faltered, her eyes narrowing. “What are you—”

Vaggie took another step, close enough to see the flicker of confusion, the first hint of fear in Lute’s hazel eyes. “This is the last time I show mercy to you, Lauren.”

Before Lute could react, Vaggie harshly shoved her backward. Lute stumbled and her back crashed into the broken window. Hands shot through the shards of glass, pale and grasping. Lute’s scream tore through the room, raw and desperate, as the zombies latched onto her arms, pulling her toward the shattered frame.

“Valeria!” she shrieked, eyes wild with fury and terror. “You—you bitch! You—”

Her words were cut off as the hands dragged her through the window, her body disappearing into the mass of undead. Her screams echoed, then faded, swallowed by the moans and shuffling outside.

Vaggie stood still, the room heavy with silence, save for the distant groans of the undead outside. Her breath came in slow, ragged gasps, the adrenaline fading, leaving behind only the sharp ache of her wounds. Blood dripped steadily from her pierced hand, staining the hardwood floor. Her eyes remained fixed on the shattered window, where only moments ago, Lauren—Lute—had disappeared into the horde.

“It’s over,” she whispered, as if saying it out loud would make it real. Her gaze softened, the steel in her eyes giving way to something more fragile. “I’m sorry, Lauren.” The words barely escaped her lips, a ghost of a confession lost in the wind.

The moment lingered, stretching thin, until—

Gunshots cracked through the air, sharp and urgent, snapping her out of the moment. The noise was distant, but it echoed through the mansion’s halls, growing louder. The other exorcists were still alive. The realization hit her like ice water.

Her eyes darted to the window again, and she saw them—zombies, pouring through the broken gate, stumbling and clawing their way across the courtyard. The mansion was being overrun.

Vaggie clenched her jaw, holstering the retracted spear. Every movement sent shocks of pain through her arm, but she forced herself forward, her muscles obeying through sheer will. She stepped over splintered wood and scattered debris, reaching down to pick up Lute’s M24 rifle.

She checked the magazine, sliding it back in with a satisfying click. Almost full. Good.

Her heart pounded in her ears, the distant moans growing louder, more insistent. Without another thought, she headed toward the hole in the drywall, slipping through the jagged opening. The main area was just ahead—a war zone waiting to erupt.

Vaggie slipped into the shadows behind the grand staircase. The mansion’s once-elegant interior was now a battlefield, the air thick with smoke and the acrid scent of burning wood. Flames licked at the walls, their crackling mingling with the chorus of distant gunfire and desperate screams.

Peering through the gaps between the balusters, she spotted the Exorcists clustered near the main entrance, their focus trained on the zombies pouring through the shattered double doors. Muzzles flashed in rhythmic bursts, bullets tearing into the horde, but it was like trying to hold back a flood with sandbags.

“Where the hell is General Adam?!” one of them shouted, his voice tinged with panic.

“And the Lieutenant?!” another bellowed, reloading frantically.

Their confusion was Vaggie’s chance. She tightened her grip on the M24, steadying her breath. One shot. Two. She squeezed the trigger, the rifle’s recoil slamming into her shoulder. The first Exorcist dropped, blood spraying across the hardwood floor. The second didn’t even have time to shout before a bullet tore through his temple.

She barely had time to line up a third shot before one of them spotted her. “There!” he yelled, pointing frantically. The others whirled, their guns swinging toward the staircase.

Vaggie ducked back behind the railing, heart hammering. Bullets ricocheted off the wood, splinters flying. She gritted her teeth, sweat mixing with the blood on her face. The Exorcists were divided now, torn between fending off the advancing zombies and hunting her down.

A strangled scream echoed from the entrance as a zombie tackled one of the soldiers, teeth sinking into his neck. Chaos erupted—the line they’d held so desperately crumbled as the undead broke through. Exorcists turned, firing in all directions, torn between enemies living and dead.

Vaggie steadied herself, ready to fire again, when she felt a presence behind her. Adrenaline surged, and she spun, weapon raised—

“Easy there, sweetheart.” Angel’s voice was low, almost amused. He held his hands up. “Miss me?”

She let out a shaky breath, relief washing over her. “Angel, thank God.” she muttered, lowering the rifle.

“Thought you could use a hand,” he said, sliding his pistol from its holster. His gaze flicked toward the chaos below, taking in the horde of zombies and the scattering Exorcists. “The rest of the gang’s back at the garage. They’ve loaded up the usable cars, ready to roll. Alastor’s banged up pretty bad, but whiskers patched him up. Should be good enough to keep him breathing.”

Vaggie nodded, absorbing the information quickly. “Charlie and Pentious?”

Angel’s expression darkened slightly. “No sign of ‘em. Last I saw, Pentious was with Charlie. I relayed the escape plan to him, so he’s probably taking her to the office. You remember—the one with the escape rope.” He raised an eyebrow. “Bet you he’s trying to play the hero.”

Vaggie’s heart tightened. Charlie. She has to be okay. She nodded, more to herself than to Angel, already forming a plan. “I need to get to them. Now.”

Angel grinned. “Thought you’d say that. I’ll cover you.”

“You need to get back to the others,” she shot back, eyes hard. “Make sure they’re ready to drive off. The perimeter’s already overrun.”

Angel’s smirk softened into something more genuine. “You don’t have to tell me twice. But I’m not leaving you to go solo through that.” He gestured toward the burning mansion and the waves of undead. “I’ll get you to the stairs. After that, you’re on your own, got it?”

Vaggie hesitated for half a second, then nodded. “Got it.”

Angel winked, cocking his pistol. “Let’s make some noise.”

Together, they moved out from behind the staircase, Angel firing controlled shots, each one dropping an Exorcist or slowing a zombie. Vaggie then approached the grand staircase. The fire was spreading, smoke thickening in the air, but her focus was unshakeable.

As they reached the base of the stairs, Angel ducked behind an overturned table, reloading. “Go!” he shouted, his voice barely audible over the din.

Vaggie didn’t need to be told twice. She sprinted up the staircase, every muscle in her body screaming, but she pushed through, driven by the singular thought: Find Charlie.


What is worse than a crazed, psychotic man?

The same crazed, psychotic man with a damn hatchet.

Adam lunged, swinging the hatchet in a downward arc. Charlie sidestepped just in time, the blade burying itself in the edge of the desk. She seized the moment, grabbing a crystal paperweight and smashing it against his temple. It barely phased him. He roared, ripping the hatchet free and swinging again.

She ducked, rolling to the side, the blade whistling inches from her head. Her speed was her only advantage. She darted behind the desk, using it as a barrier but Adam rounded the desk, cutting off her escape. She grabbed a leather-bound book from the shelf and hurled it at his face. It didn’t stop him, but it bought her a split-second to dive for the knife.

Her fingers closed around the hilt just as Adam reached her. He kicked again, but she anticipated it, twisting away. His boot smashed into the bookshelf behind her, splintering wood. She slashed upward with the knife, catching his arm, blood welling from the wound.

He growled, grabbing her wrist, his grip like iron. Charlie gasped, struggling against him, but he forced her backward, slamming her against the desk. The knife clattered from her grip again. His weight pressed down, his free hand reaching for her throat.

Adam’s fingers wrapped around Charlie’s throat, tightening like a vice. The air vanished from her lungs, replaced by a burning panic. She clawed at his face, nails raking across his skin, leaving red, jagged lines. He snarled, his eyes wild and unhinged, but his grip only tightened, his thumb pressing deeper into her windpipe.

Desperation turned to instinct. She drove her hand toward his face again, fingers aiming for his eyes, but her right index and middle finger slipped into his mouth. For a heartbeat, time froze—her fingers against his teeth, his hot, ragged breath on her skin. Then, his jaw clamped down.

Agony detonated through her hand. She screamed, or tried to, but the sound choked off in her crushed throat. Blood spurted as his teeth sank into the flesh and bone above the knuckles, grinding, tearing. With a sickening crunch, he bit through.

Her vision blurred, and white-hot pain radiated up her arm. The severed stumps of her fingers throbbed, blood gushing, dripping onto the desk and pooling on the floor. Adam spat out the mangled digits, a crimson smear across his lips.

Charlie’s mind screamed in pain and fury, her body surging with adrenaline. She drove her knee up, catching him hard in the groin. He grunted, his grip faltering for a split second—just enough for her to wrench free, stumbling backward, clutching her bleeding hand to her chest.

The world tilted, pain threatening to consume her, but she forced herself to stay upright. Move. Fight. She grabbed the first thing within reach—a broken shard of the crystal paperweight—and faced him again, her vision swimming.

Adam grinned, blood dripping from his mouth. “You think you can stop me?”

Charlie didn’t answer. She couldn’t. Her breath came in ragged gasps, her vision blurred by sweat and blood. The shard in her hand felt fragile, almost useless. Yet, she gripped it tighter, forcing her pain to the edges of her mind.

Adam lunged, and she twisted sideways, his bulk just missing her. He spun around, faster than she expected, and his fist connected with her side. She staggered, her ribs screaming in protest. Before she could recover, his other hand closed around her arm, wrenching her forward.

The shard slipped from her grip as she twisted, her movements fluid despite the blinding pain. She drove her elbow into his jaw, the impact jarring through her body. It barely fazed him. His hands shot out again, fingers aiming to wrap around her throat.

She ducked, pivoting low, and landed a kick to his knee. He grunted, his balance wavering for half a heartbeat—just enough for her to slide away. But his strength was relentless. He grabbed her by the collar, yanking her backward. She twisted, teeth gritted against the agony from her mutilated hand, and slammed her knee into his stomach.

He barely reacted, his grip iron-like as he dragged her closer. “You’re fucking tough, I’ll give you that,” he sneered. Blood ran from his temple and down his face.

Charlie then slipped free of his grasp, nimble and quick, darting around him. Her eyes scanned the room, searching. Her vision snagged on a familiar glint—her father’s flare gun, half-hidden beneath scattered papers near the bookshelf.

She lunged for it, fingers stretching.

But Adam saw it too. His eyes darkened, and he moved, faster than she thought possible. His hand closed around her shoulder, fingers digging into bruises already forming. He spun her around, driving her back into the wall.

The impact knocked the air from her lungs. Adam’s hand clamped around her injured wrist, squeezing. Fresh pain exploded through her, but she didn’t cry out. She couldn’t give him that satisfaction.

Instead, she twisted, her movements honed from endless hours of Vaggie’s drills. She slipped beneath his arm, wrenching her wrist free. He stumbled forward, momentarily off-balance.

Charlie didn’t hesitate. She dove for the flare gun again, this time her fingers closing around the handle.

But Adam was already on her. His hand clamped over hers, his strength threatening to pry the weapon away. Their grips battled—hers fueled by desperation, his by sheer brute force.

Their eyes locked, each daring the other to falter. Blood smeared across their hands, mixing in a grotesque tableau like an oil painting that portrays the situation between them and this world.

The room was a whirlwind of fire and blood, the flare gun caught between them like the deciding thread of fate. Charlie’s fingers, slick with blood, trembled around the grip. Adam’s strength bore down on her, his hand forcing the muzzle away.

Both are desperate to control the weapon.

Her mutilated hand throbbed and her body screamed at her to stop, to collapse, but she fought on. Adam twisted the gun slightly, inching the barrel away from his chest.

“Give it up, you fucking bitch,” he growled, voice strained.

“Never,” she spat through clenched teeth.

His grip intensified, the flare gun shaking between them. Charlie’s muscles burned as she fought against his brute strength, her injured hand a fire of raw nerve endings. Her feet scrambled for leverage, her back against the bookshelf, the pressure crushing. The muzzle wavered, swinging wildly.

Then she saw it: a flicker of doubt in his eyes, the briefest slip in his focus.

Instinct took over. With every ounce of strength left in her, she drove her knee upward to strike him square in the groin once again.

Adam’s eyes widened, a strangled grunt escaping his lips. His grip faltered, his body doubling forward, momentarily disarmed by pain.

With a desperate shove, Charlie forced the barrel upward, jamming it under his jaw. Her mutilated hand slipped, her ring finger instinctively tightening on the trigger on top of her left index finger.

The flare exploded, the shot erupting from the barrel and tearing through the bottom of Adam’s jaw. The flare ignited inside his mouth, a blinding burst of light and fire. His scream was muffled, choked by the inferno consuming him from within.

Charlie told herself to look away—to turn her head, close her eyes, anything—but her body refused to obey. She watched, paralyzed, as the flare turned Adam’s mouth into a furnace, the bright, crackling light escaping through his clenched teeth and nostrils. Smoke curled from his throat, a grotesque mix of scorched flesh and molten blood. Adam staggered backward and his eyes wide with terror, locked onto hers, pleading for a mercy she couldn’t offer.

Each second stretched into eternity as Adam’s body convulsed, his hands clawing at his face, his screams reduced to a wet, gurgling choke. The flare’s glow cast eerie shadows across his face, highlighting every contortion of pain, every raw, blistering inch of skin.

Look away, she begged herself. Don’t watch this. But her eyes remained fixed, wide and unblinking. Her fingers trembled, still locked around the flare gun’s grip, slick with blood—his and hers. The scent of burning flesh filled her nostrils, a metallic, acrid stench that would haunt her forever.

Adam’s knees buckled, his body folding to the floor, but the light in his mouth still burned. The fire consumed him from the inside out. Even as he collapsed, even as the last breath rattled from his scorched lungs, Charlie couldn’t tear her gaze away.

Her heart pounded, the adrenaline fading into something raw and hollow. The room was quiet now, the only sounds the crackling of the flare and the ragged wheeze of her own breath. She stood over him, staring down at what was left—the light of the flare casting twisted shadows on the walls.

You had to do it, she told herself, but the words felt empty, meaningless. Her fingers, bloody and trembling, released the flare gun, letting it clatter to the floor.

Her hand throbbed, the mutilated stumps of her fingers dripping blood, but she barely felt the pain. All she could see was Adam’s face—the way it had twisted, the light that had burned behind his eyes before it vanished forever.

The silence was suffocating. Her breath came in ragged gasps, each one a struggle against the knot tightening in her chest. She stared at the flare gun on the floor, its barrel still smoldering, and then at Adam’s lifeless, twisted form. Smoke curled from his mouth, the scent of scorched flesh filling the room. Her hands trembled, the blood still fresh, still warm, dripping onto the floor.

She forced herself to look away from him, but her gaze only found the streaks of blood on the desk, the shattered crystal paperweight, the leather-bound book she’d thrown. Everything in the room felt stained, corrupted. Her mind raced, trying to stitch together fragments of reason, to build some kind of explanation that could make this... bearable.

He was a monster. You had to do it.

“He would’ve killed me,” she whispered. “He would’ve killed all of us.” Her friends—Angel, Husk, Pentious, Alastor, Niffty—they needed her. Adam had torn through the fragile safety they’d built, leaving nothing but ash and ruin. He’d tried to take everything. Destroy everything

He hurt Vaggie. The memory crashed into her with brutal clarity. Vaggie’s scars, the jagged lines that marred her back. Charlie clenched her fists, or tried to. She glanced down at her mutilated hand, the blood still seeping from the torn flesh, and a fresh wave of nausea hit her.

“You had to,” she whispered again, but the words were losing their grip. Tears welled in her eyes, blurring the edges of the room. Her heart ached, an unbearable weight pressing against her ribs. She staggered back, her knees buckling as she slid down the bookshelf.

Her mind screamed with the contradictions. Adam was a monster. He deserved this. But beneath it all, beneath the rage and the fear, there was a deeper truth—he was still human. Like her. Flesh and blood. A man who had once been a child, who had once laughed and cried and loved. And now he was gone, the light behind his eyes extinguished.

The scream tore out of her, raw and jagged, filling the room. She covered her face, her fingers digging into her skin, but the absence—the missing digits—forced her to confront it, to stare directly at what she’d done. Her hands shook, blood streaking across her face, her vision a haze of red.

Why?!” She yelled. Tears streamed down her cheeks, hot and relentless. She wanted to turn away, to unsee it, to wipe the memory from her mind.

He was a monster. She tried to hold onto it, to anchor herself in the truth of it. He had destroyed her home. Threatened her family. Hurt Vaggie. He had deserved this. But the words were breaking apart, crumbling under the weight of her grief.

She pressed her back against the bookshelf, staring at Adam’s lifeless body. The room felt like a tomb, the air heavy with death. She wanted to run, to scream until her voice was gone, to claw the memories from her mind. But all she could do was sit there, the ache in her chest growing deeper, the hollow space inside her expanding until it felt like it might swallow her whole.


Vaggie ran through the corridors, her boots thudding against the wooden floorboards like a heartbeat—loud, relentless, terrified. Her mind raced with possibilities, but nothing could have prepared her for what she saw when she reached the office.

Pentious lay crumpled on the floor, his body twisted, motionless. Blood pooled around him in a dark, spreading halo, and for a moment, Vaggie couldn’t move. Couldn’t breathe. Her eye locked on the worst of it—his right arm, or what was left of it. The jagged wound where his forearm should’ve been, bone and muscle torn away, the stump raw and exposed. It felt like the whole room held its breath with her.

“No, no, no,” she whispered, dropping to her knees beside him. Her hands trembled as she touched his neck, fingers pressing into the hollow just beneath his jaw. Please, she begged silently. Please.

A pulse. Faint. But it's there.

Relief crashed over her like a wave, but there was no time to let it carry her away. She tore off her shirt, hands moving on autopilot, instincts honed from too many close calls. She wrapped the fabric around the stump, pulling it tight, tighter, every fiber in her body screaming at her to work faster, to be stronger. She grabbed a splintered piece of wood from the floor, wedging it beneath the makeshift bandage, twisting it into a tourniquet.

“Stay with me,” she whispered. “You hear me? Stay with me.”

Blood soaked her hands, warm and slick, but she didn’t let go. Couldn’t. This world took too much already. Pentious wasn’t going to be another name on that list. Not today.

A scream cut through the silence, sharp and jagged, echoing off the walls. Vaggie’s head snapped up, every nerve in her body firing at once.

She bolted to her feet, her heart pounding in sync with the rapid thud of her boots as she sprinted to the office. The door was ajar, the faint light from inside flickering like a dying breath. She pushed it open, and the sight hit her like a punch to the gut.

The room was a disaster. Papers scattered like fallen leaves, furniture overturned, the air thick with the metallic scent of blood. Adam’s corpse lay crumpled on the far side of the room, his lifeless eyes staring at the ceiling, a flickering light dimming in his mouth—like a candle snuffed out.

And then, there was Charlie.

She stood against the bookshelf, her body rigid, her eyes wide and distant. Her bloody hands trembled. Are her fingers missing?! Vaggie’s breath caught in her throat.

“Charlie,” she called softly, stepping forward, making her presence known.

Charlie’s panicked eyes snapped up. In an instant, she was across the room, throwing herself into Vaggie’s arms. The sobs came in waves, shaking her tall frame.

“I—I killed him,” she choked out, the words breaking on every syllable. “I killed him, Vaggie. I… I didn’t want to… but I had to.”

Vaggie’s mind raced, the pieces falling into place, but she pushed the questions aside. Her arms tightened around Charlie, steadying her. “It’s okay,” she murmured, stroking Charlie’s hair. “You did what you had to do. I’m here. I’ve got you.”

Charlie pulled back just enough to look at her, eyes searching, desperate for something—absolution, maybe. “But… it’s different,” she stammered. “I’ve never… I didn’t think I could…” Her voice broke again, and tears welled in her eyes.

Vaggie cupped her face, meeting her gaze, steady and unwavering. “Listen to me,” she said, her voice firm but gentle. “You did what you had to do to survive. People like you… you don’t take that lightly. That’s what makes you different. That’s what makes you good.”

Charlie opened her mouth to respond, a flicker of defiance and anguish in her eyes, but before the words could come, a distant explosion thundered through the mansion. The walls trembled, dust and debris raining down from the ceiling.

Vaggie’s head snapped toward the sound. “We have to go. Now.”

Charlie hesitated, glancing at the ruined room around them, the chaos and blood staining every corner. “What about—”

“We don’t have time!” Vaggie cut her off, grabbing her by the shoulders. “You need to get out through the balcony.” She pointed to the open doors, the cool night air drifting in. “There’s a rope. Angel’s waiting at the bottom. He’ll catch you.”

Charlie’s eyes widened, realization dawning. “Pentious—”

“He’s alive,” Vaggie interrupted. “I’ve got him. Don’t worry about that. You focus on getting out.”

Charlie’s gaze darted to the balcony, then back to Vaggie. “Is this… is this Plan B?”

Vaggie’s expression hardened. “This is Plan B.” Her bloody hands cupped Charlie’s face. “We have to leave. The fire’s spreading, and muertos are swarming the ground floor. There’s… there’s nothing left to save here.”

For a moment, the weight of it all pressed down on them—every loss, every sacrifice, every moment that had led them here. Then, finally, Charlie nodded, taking a deep breath that seemed to settle something deep within her. Acceptance. Resolve.

“Okay,” she whispered.

Vaggie’s eye softened, and she leaned in, pressing a quick, desperate kiss to Charlie’s lips. “Go,” she whispered against her. “I’ll find you. I promise.”

Charlie’s eyes searched hers one last time before she pulled back, turning toward the balcony. Vaggie watched her for a heartbeat, memorizing the curve of her silhouette, the determination in her steps.

Without wasting a second, she sprinted to where Pentious lay, still unconscious, his face pale but chest rising and falling—just barely. Blood soaked through the makeshift bandage, and every instinct screamed at her to move faster.

She dropped to her knees beside him, muscles burning as she lifted his limp body into her arms. Every step sent jolts of pain through her battered body, but she didn’t stop, gritting her teeth and hoisting him up.

As she reached the doorframe, she paused for a breathless moment, glancing back over her shoulder into the office. The faint glow of firelight flickered through the shattered windows, casting long, desperate shadows across the room.

Charlie is making her way down the balcony, the rope swaying with every step. Angel’s figure was barely visible below, arms outstretched, ready to catch her.

Then, Charlie disappeared from view, and Vaggie forced herself to focus. She shifted Pentious’s weight, every muscle screaming in protest, and turned back into the corridor. Flames licked at the walls, smoke curling around her like a living thing.

“Almost there,” she whispered, more to herself than to Pentious. “We’re getting out of this.”


The world blurred at the edges, hazy and slow, like looking through a fogged-up window. Charlie was vaguely aware of movement, of the steady rhythm of footsteps beneath her, of the warmth of Angel’s arms holding her close. Each step jostled her, but the pain was a distant thing, a muted throb drowned out by exhaustion. She knew, in some vague corner of her mind, that they were heading for the garage. The scent of smoke clung to everything, mingling with the metallic tang of blood.

Angel settled her into the passenger seat of the pickup truck, his movements careful, almost gentle. Charlie slumped back against the seat. Everything felt distant, like she was floating just above reality, detached and numb.

She felt hands—Husk’s, she thought, and Angel’s too—working on her right hand, wrapping the stump, bloody mess where her index and middle fingers used to be. The bandage pulled tight, and somewhere deep down, she knew it should hurt. Should make her flinch. But she didn’t react. Couldn’t. She just stared ahead, her eyes unfocused, her breathing shallow.

The world outside the truck didn’t matter. The mansion could have been crumbling around her, the flames devouring everything they’d fought to protect. Maybe it was. She didn’t know. Didn’t care.

At some point, Husk must have left, taking another vehicle. The door creaked as it closed. Angel climbed into the driver’s seat, the engine rumbling to life. The vibrations hummed through her, grounding her to the moment in a way nothing else could. She didn’t look at him, didn’t ask if Vaggie or Pentious had made it back. Didn’t have the strength to hope or the heart to fear the answer.

The truck rolled forward, the tires crunching over gravel, then pavement. The mansion faded behind them, swallowed by smoke and shadows. Charlie didn’t look back. She couldn’t.

The only thing she knew for certain—the only thing that cut through the haze—was that they were leaving it all behind. Letting it burn. Letting it be swallowed by the dead.

As they reached the street, the last threads of consciousness slipped away. The world dimmed, the edges of reality folding in on themselves, until there was nothing left but the soft hum of the engine and the darkness pulling her under.


Waking up felt like surfacing from the bottom of a dark, deep lake. The world was muffled, heavy, like reality itself needed time to sharpen back into focus. Charlie’s eyes fluttered open, the moonlight light spilling through the windows of the pickup truck. She wasn’t in the passenger seat anymore. No, this was the backseat—stretched out, tucked into a cocoon of old blankets and a frayed jacket that smelled like smoke and oil.

Her right hand rested on her stomach, bandaged and still. She tried to lift it, the effort almost monumental, and when she finally saw it—soaked in blood, dark and seeping through the rough cloth around the stump—it hit her like a punch to the gut.

Fingers. She’d lost fingers.

The memory flickered, with Adam’s face flashed through her mind like a sickening afterimage. His eyes, wild and feral. The gurgling sounds he made, the smell—oh god, the smell—of burning flesh. It churned in her stomach, rising up like bile. She squeezed her eyes shut, forcing it back, locking it away before the spiral could take hold.

Not now. Not here.

Charlie lifted her bandaged hand, pressing it to the cut just above her right eyebrow, feeling the thin line of medical tape holding it together. It was almost clinical, the way she traced the edges, grounding herself in the small, sharp sting. Proof that she was still here. Still breathing.

Her eyes drifted to the left, to the driver’s seat that had been folded down, repurposed as a table. There was a small bottle of isopropyl alcohol, cotton balls scattered like tiny clouds, a roll of bandages, and—folded neatly in the center—a piece of paper with two words scrawled across it: for Charlie.

Vaggie’s handwriting.

Charlie reached out with her good hand. Her fingers trembled as she picked up the folded paper, the creases soft from being handled, the edges slightly smudged with dirt. She unfolded it carefully, the inked letters slanting across the page in the familiar neat handwriting.

Charlie,

We didn’t want to wake you. You need rest more than anything right now. But when you see this, the first thing you need to do is take care of your hand. There’s alcohol and fresh bandages here—use them. I know it hurts. Dios, I can’t even imagine how much it hurts. But you can’t let the wound fester. None of us can afford that right now.

What happened back there—what we had to do to stop the bleeding for both you and Pentious—it wasn’t fair. I know how much it must have taken out of you, and I hate that we had to put you through it. Husk was the one who held you down, but it might as well have been all of us. We all made that call. You need to know that. You need to know we had no other choice: better to live with the scars than not live at all.

We’re on Sunrise Highway now, middle of Long Island I think. Far from the mansion. Of course, it’s too dangerous to keep moving at night, so we’ve made camp for the night. Angel’s keeping watch, and I’m here too—just a few steps away. When you’re ready, come find us. Take your time, though. No one’s rushing you. Not after everything.

There was a pause in the writing, a gap like Vaggie had hesitated, or maybe just gathered herself before finishing.

Charlie, I know you feel like you’ve lost too much—your home, pieces of yourself—but you’re still here. We're here for you, and you're strong. You’re stronger than you think. You always have been.

Please. We need you. I need you

—Valeria

Charlie let the note fall into her lap, her throat tight. She swallowed hard, her gaze drifting to the makeshift table again, to the supplies Vaggie had left for her. The ache in her hand throbbed in time with her heartbeat, but somehow, the pain felt quieter now.

She slowly sat up and leaned her head back against the seat, staring up at the truck’s roof. For a moment, she just breathed. In. Out. Slowly, she began gathering the supplies, her good hand steady even as her chest tightened.

Charlie stared at the bandaged hand in her lap, breath shallow as she began to unwind the rough cloth. Each layer peeled back slowly, the blood-stiffened fabric tugging at the tender skin beneath. She clenched her teeth, refusing to make a sound, even as the pain radiated up her arm.

The last of the bandage fell away, and there it was—the stump where her index and middle fingers had once been. The skin around the wounds was charred and raw, the edges darkened from the cauterization. The burns formed jagged, uneven lines, a stark contrast against the pale, almost translucent skin of her hand. The flesh had sealed grotesquely, but a faint, angry red traced where the healthy tissue met the cauterized wound.

She inhaled shakily, forcing herself to look. To see. This was hers now, part of her. A scar she couldn’t ignore, no matter how much she wanted to.

With her good hand, she reached for a cotton ball, soaked it in the isopropyl alcohol, and brought it to the edge of the stump. The sharp scent filled the cabin, clean and sterile, almost out of place in the damn truck. She pressed the cotton gently against the wound and the sting was immediate. Her whole body tensed, muscles locking as she fought the urge to pull away.

Breathe.

She focused on the rhythm of her breath, grounding herself as the alcohol bit into the damaged flesh. The pain was a wildfire, burning through her nerves, but she held it back.

When she finished cleaning the wound, she let the spent cotton ball fall to the floor and reached for the fresh bandages. Her movements were slow as she wrapped the clean cloth around her hand, securing it with practiced care. The bandage was tight, snug against the wound.

Charlie pushed open the door of the pickup. The cool air hit her like a wave, sharp and clean compared to the stale, metallic scent inside the truck. She eased herself out, her bandaged hand cradled against her chest, and closed the door behind her with a muted thud.

The highway stretched out in both directions, empty and silent, a ribbon of cracked asphalt under the pale moonlight. Two other cars were parked side by side, their hoods facing the road like they were positioned to drive off at any moment.

Beyond the cars, just before the tree line, the campfire flickered. The group was gathered around it, seated on the grass and makeshift seats of logs and lawn chairs. The low murmur of voices mixed with the soft clinking of ceramic bowls and utensils.

The pot over the fire simmered, steam rising in lazy curls. Angel was stirring it with a ladle, his movements almost absentminded. Vaggie sat nearby, her rifle propped against her shoulder, eyes distant and thoughtful. Cherri leaned back against a log, her face partially shadowed but the lines of exhaustion clear even from a distance. Husk, as always, was slightly apart, his eyes scanning the perimeter even as he ate.

Charlie took a step forward, then another. Her shoes crunched softly against the gravel. Each step felt heavier than the last, like the ground was pulling her down, but she kept moving, the warmth of the fire drawing her in.

As she approached, the quiet conversations faded. One by one, they looked up, their faces illuminated by the flickering firelight. Angel’s hand stilled, the ladle halfway to the pot. Vaggie’s eye met Charlie’s, a flicker of relief crossing her face along with Cherri, while Husk gave a small, almost imperceptible nod.

No one said anything. For a moment, the only sound was the crackling of the fire and the distant rustle of leaves in the wind.

Charlie swallowed, her throat tight, and forced a small smile. “Hey,” she said, her voice rough and quieter than she intended.

Angel was the first to move, setting the ladle aside. “About time you woke up, dollface. We saved you some stew, made by yours truly.”

Charlie nodded, her eyes scanning the circle. “Thanks. I... needed a minute.”

Vaggie stood, moving to make space next to her. “Sit,” she said. “You shouldn’t be on your feet.”

Charlie didn’t argue. She crossed the remaining distance and lowered herself onto the grass, the warmth of the fire seeping into her skin.

Angel ladled the stew into an empty bowl. He then placed a metal spoon inside and handed the bowl to Charlie with a small, genuine smile. “Hot and fresh, just like me,” he teased softly.

Charlie managed a soft “Thanks” and reached out with her good left hand to cradle the bowl. The scent of the stew—some combination of canned vegetables, beans, and something vaguely meaty—but her stomach twisted with nerves instead of hunger.

She shifted the bowl to her lap, then awkwardly brought her bandaged right hand to the spoon. It was a struggle, her remaining thumb, ring, and pinky fingers clumsy and uncooperative as she tried to grip the handle. The spoon wobbled, nearly slipping from her grasp. Her breath quickened, and the world seemed to close in as she fought to keep her composure.

When she finally managed to lift a trembling spoonful of stew, she realized everyone was watching her.

“I’m sorry,” Charlie mumbled as she set the spoon down, her gaze dropping to the ground.

“You don’t have to apologize,” Vaggie said softly. “Not for this. Not for anything.”

Charlie glanced up, her chest tight. She shifted uncomfortably under the weight of their stares. “I... I replaced the bandage,” she said, her voice still shaky.

Vaggie nodded. “And… you read the letter.”

“Yeah.” Charlie’s throat tightened further. She wanted to say more but didn’t trust herself to.

The silence between them lingered for a moment before Charlie looked at Vaggie, her brows furrowing. “I’m sorry,” she whispered.

Vaggie tilted her head slightly. “For what?”

“For what happened back at the balcony that night, when I said mean shit to you.”

“Charlie, it’s okay—”

“No,” Charlie cut her off, her voice rising just slightly. “You were right. About everything.” Her hand trembled, the spoon clattering against the edge of the bowl as she struggled to hold it steady.

Vaggie reached out, gently grasping Charlie’s left arm, steadying it. “Hey, breathe. What’s going on?”

Charlie drew in a shuddering breath, her shoulders curling inward. “It’s my fault,” she said, her voice cracking. “It’s my fault Alastor’s hurt. I had the chance—so many chances—to stop Adam. To pull my Glock and—” Her voice faltered, the words catching in her throat.

The fire crackled softly as the group listened, their silence a mix of empathy and helplessness.

Charlie’s gaze dropped to her lap. “Pentious... he tried to protect me. He put himself between me and Adam. And I couldn’t even protect him back.”

Her grip on the spoon tightened, her knuckles white beneath the bandages. The tremble in her voice was matched by the tremor in her hands. “I just froze. And now—now Alastor’s barely hanging on, and Pentious... he’s—”

Her words dissolved into silence, her chest rising and falling in uneven breaths.

Vaggie’s hand stayed firm on Charlie’s, grounding her. “Charlie, listen to me,” she said, her tone steady but gentle. “You can’t carry all of this. You did what you could. None of this—none of it—is on you alone.”

Charlie shook her head, her jaw clenching as tears threatened to spill. “But I—”

“You did what you could,” Vaggie repeated firmly. “And you’re here. You’re alive. They’re alive. That matters.”

Charlie swallowed, glancing up with wide eyes. “Alastor… did he make it?”

Husk, leaning against a log, crossed his arms and gave a small, incredulous snort. “Surprisingly, yeah. Tough bastard pulled through. Bullet’s still in there, though—no exit wound.”

Angel, twirling the ladle absentmindedly, added, “Niffty’s watching over him. She’s doing her best to keep him stable, but it’s touch and go.”

Vaggie squeezed Charlie’s shoulder. “Charlie, you’re the only one here with real medical experience, especially with... procedures like this. We couldn’t risk botching the surgery to get the bullet out.”

Charlie’s eyes flicked between them, her mind racing. “Did you… clean the wound? Stop the bleeding?”

Husk nodded. “Yeah, we did everything we could to stabilize him.”

Charlie took a steadying breath, her voice regaining a bit of strength. “Then… then it’s better to leave the bullet where it is, for now. Trying to remove it without proper tools could cause more damage—lead to infection, internal bleeding. We’ll only risk it if... if there’s poisoning or something worse.” Her voice trailed off, knowing the situation’s limitations.

Silence hung for a moment, then Charlie asked. “What about Pentious?”

Cherri piped up. “He’s okay, too. Barely. Lucky for him, we share the same blood type. We gave him a transfusion, although it's messy.” She then crossed her arms. “Honestly, he should thank me for being his personal blood bank. We’re practically keeping him alive with my blood alone.”

Angel raised an eyebrow. “You saying you’re the miracle cure, Cherri?”

Cherri grinned. “Damn right. They should bottle me up and sell me.”

Vaggie rolled her eye, though there was a hint of a smile. “Pentious won’t last long, though, if we can’t keep him stable. He needs nutrients, IV fluids. We’ve done what we can, but without proper treatment, the infection could still get him.”

Angel tilted his head. “How do you know all this?”

Vaggie glanced at Charlie and winked. “Let’s just say I’ve dealt with something similar before.”

Charlie’s face flushed, and she quickly took another spoonful of stew, avoiding eye contact. The warmth of the fire did nothing to hide the pink creeping up her cheeks.

Husk snorted, leaning back. “Plus, Pentious is an organ donor, you know.” He gestured vaguely. “Says so on his driver’s license.”

Vaggie shot him a look, her brow furrowing. “Husk…”

“What?” Husk raised his hands defensively. “I’m kidding! Well... half kidding. It does say that on his license.”

The banter quieted, fading into the crackle of the fire and the soft rustle of the wind. Charlie kept sipping her stew, her eyes fixed on the flames as if they held answers she couldn’t find elsewhere.

Angel’s gaze drifted to her bandaged right hand. He hesitated for a moment, then spoke softly. “Hey, uh... How’s your hand? If you don’t mind me asking.”

Charlie paused, the spoon halfway to her mouth. Her eyes fell to her lap, to the bandages wrapped tightly around what remained of her fingers. She flexed what was left, the movement awkward, the absence obvious.

She took a breath, choosing her words carefully. “It’s... strange, and tingly…” she began, her voice quiet, thoughtful. “Like reaching for something that’s no longer there, but your mind insists it should be. You forget, sometimes. Until you don’t.”

Her thumb traced the edge of the bandage. “I… I guess I have to learn to adjust shit. Find new ways to hold things, new ways to move.”

Charlie’s gaze drifted down to the stew, her eyes searching the murky surface. Her reflection stared back at her, distorted and vague, like a memory slipping through her fingers. Without a word, she lifted the bowl and drank the rest, the warmth settling heavily in her stomach. She set the empty bowl in her lap, her thumb absently running along the bandages on her hand.

She let out a long, weary sigh, the sound almost swallowed by the crackling fire. “So… what’s our next move?”

Vaggie exchanged a glance with Husk, who leaned forward, arms still crossed. “We talked about it while you were out,” Vaggie began. “Husk and I figured the best bet is to head to that military checkpoint near the New York-New Jersey border. Should be stocked with supplies, maybe even some medical supplies. It could help us get through the winter.”

Charlie nodded absentmindedly, her eyes still on the fire. “Makes sense,” she murmured, then paused. “But… what about D.C.?”

Cherri raised an eyebrow, shifting where she sat. “D.C.? You’re serious?” She scoffed, shaking her head. “That’s a long-ass drive to Maryland. You think the highways are clear? They’re probably clogged with abandoned cars. Hell, who knows what’s waiting out there?”

Charlie’s eyes flicked up to meet Cherri’s. “My dad mentioned something once,” she explained. “The government set up safe zones across the city to protect important people. If there’s anywhere that’s densely secured, it’s D.C. There might be more than just supplies there. Maybe… maybe a chance.”

Cherri crossed her arms tightly, her frustration bubbling just beneath the surface. “A chance? We can’t afford to go chasing hope, Charlie. Supplies are scarce enough as it is. We don’t even know if those safe zones still exist.”

The air grew tense, the firelight casting sharp shadows across their faces. Vaggie’s eye narrowed as she turned to Cherri. “Then what do you suggest?”

Cherri opened her mouth, but no words came. She glanced away, her jaw clenched, the silence heavy with unspoken thoughts.

Angel twirled the ladle between his fingers, his expression darkening as he stared into the fire. “Look, I get the logic, but heading out of state? That’s risky as hell.” He tossed the ladle into the pot with a clatter. “You remember the Exorcists fucks, right? Who’s to say there isn’t another group out there, worse than them? Those freaks were more dangerous than any zombie we’ve faced.”

Angel glanced to Charlie. “But…” he sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “If we don’t have any other options... maybe we roll the dice. Take whatever chance we’ve got left.”

The crackle of the fire was abruptly interrupted by the sound of footsteps, light and quick. Niffty appeared, her cheerful energy almost out of place amidst the somber atmosphere. “Hey, everyone!” she chirped.

Husk raised an eyebrow, his rough voice cutting through the quiet. “Niffty. How’s Alastor?”

Niffty’s smile dimmed a bit. “He’s… doing okay,” she replied, her tone softer. “His right knee, though—it’s not so good. It’s broken. He’s trying to keep it together, but you know how he is.”

Charlie’s eyes dropped to her lap, fingers tracing the edges of the bandages. But then Niffty’s gaze brightened a little as she turned to Charlie. “Oh! You’re finally awake!” She smiled, almost relieved. “Alastor wants to talk to you. In private.”

Charlie’s brows furrowed. “What for?”

Niffty shrugged, hands spreading in an exaggerated gesture. “No clue. But you know him—probably something important.”

Charlie sighed and set her empty bowl aside. She looked to Vaggie, who was already watching her with quiet understanding. Charlie’s left hand reached for Vaggie’s splinted right hand, squeezing it gently. Vaggie returned the pressure.

As Charlie stood, Niffty added quickly, “Oh! He’s by the back of the pickup truck.”

Charlie gave a small nod, mentally noting the location. She walked away from the fire, the cool night air biting at her skin.

When she reached the truck bed, she saw Alastor lying on a sleeping bag, his eyes fixed on the night sky. Despite his injury, he looked calm, almost lost in thought.

Charlie knocked gently on the side of the truck. “Hey,” she greeted softly.

Alastor’s eyes shifted, meeting hers. A ghost of a smile played on his lips. “Evening, Charlie.” He let out a sigh as he focused back on the stars. “I wish I could join you all by the campfire, the cold out here is relentless. But no—Husker and Valeria insisted I lay here. ‘The sleeping bag will do the same job,’ they said.” He scoffed, a mischievous glint in his eyes. “Clearly, they’ve never experienced the warmth of good company.”

Charlie leaned against the rear panel of the truck near Alastor’s head, her arms crossed but relaxed. “They’re right, though,” she replied softly. “You need rest. That wound and your knee isn’t going to heal if you’re up and about.”

Alastor turned his head slightly with a faint smile. “Yes, yes. Always so sensible, Charlie.”

Her expression darkened, a shadow of guilt flickering in her eyes. She took a breath, her voice heavy with remorse. “Alastor… I’m sorry.” She looked down at her bandaged hand, fingers tracing the fabric’s edges. “I should’ve done something. I let Adam hurt you. I… I didn’t stop it.”

A soft, unexpected chuckle escaped Alastor’s lips. “Oh, Charlie. There’s nothing to apologize for. I was the one who decided to challenge the General.” He shifted slightly, wincing as he moved his injured knee. “I must admit, I underestimated his strength. Quite a ‘massive’ figure, wouldn’t you agree?”

Charlie shook her head, frustration tightening her features. “I should’ve prevented it,” she protested. “I should’ve—”

“Should’ve, could’ve, would’ve,” Alastor interrupted gently. “It was my fight, Charlie. One that I, unfortunately, lost. I got shot, broke my kneecap—it happens.” His eyes softened. “Besides… you’ve already dealt with Adam, haven’t you?”

Charlie stiffened, her eyes widening slightly. “How do you know that?” she whispered.

Alastor’s smile turned sly, his gaze drifting back to the stars. “Your dear Valeria mentioned it when the others asked what happened.”

Charlie’s shoulders slumped, a weary sigh escaping her lips. “Of course Vaggie knew,” she mumbled to herself. “She fucking saw it…”

“Does it matter, though?” Alastor hummed. “It’s the unfortunate reality we face now, Charlie. These days, you have to kill to protect yourself and the people you love. It’s just how it is.”

Charlie’s jaw tightened, her eyes darting away. “I know that, but—”

“But what?” Alastor cut in. “Why do you hesitate, Charlie? Why do you always try to find a resolution that leaves everyone unscathed?” He turned his head slightly, studying her. “No choice you make will satisfy everyone. Isn’t that something you learned in your line of work before the outbreak? As a billionaire, you had to make tough calls. Immoral ones, even. To keep yourself afloat.”

Charlie’s eyes snapped to his with sudden indignation. “That’s not true!” she shot back. “I’ve never done anything awful to take advantage of my position. I’ve always been fair. I didn’t care about sales or profits or any of those… fucking finance terms. I just wanted to help people!”

Alastor chuckled softly. “Oh, Charlie,” he said, almost wistfully. “We’re humans. And as humans, we’re all bound to show the worst of ourselves when the stakes are high. Just like that General. He’s doing everything he can to take over the mansion, to seize power. And you—” he paused, “—you detonated those explosives. Ones that weren’t meant to go off. What an irony.”

Charlie’s breath hitched, her shoulders tensing. “That was different,” she whispered, almost to herself.

“Was it? In this world, where law and order no longer exist, we’re all bound to have bloody hands, Charlie. No matter what. You can try to stay clean, but the stains will find you.”

Charlie’s gaze dropped again, but this time, her mind wasn’t on Alastor’s words—it was on him. Adam. Fucking Adam. The flash of the flare gun. The way it soared upwards through his jaw, tearing his face apart from the inside out. His wide, desperate eyes burned into her memory, locking on hers as if to ask, Why? His body crumpling to the ground, lifeless, was her answer.

Her first human kill.

Her breath hitched, and she blinked hard, forcing the memory back. She dragged in a deep breath, her hands curling into fists at her sides. “Just because I had to kill Adam doesn’t mean I’ll start killing whoever I see fit,” she said finally, “I did what I had to do, but that’s not who I am.”

Alastor tilted his head slightly as if he's started to get amused.

“You said it yourself—we’re humans. And as humans, we’re not like animals. We don’t just… take and destroy because it’s easier. We don’t have to be like this—taking advantage, destroying each other. We’re better than that.”

For a moment, Alastor didn’t respond, his gaze locked on hers, studying her in that unnerving way of his, as if he were peeling back the layers of her soul.

Then, he shrugged.

“Fair enough,” he said lightly, a faint smirk tugging at his lips. “Whatever you say, Charlie.”

It wasn’t dismissive—at least, not entirely. There was something else there, something deeper, but Charlie couldn’t name it. She didn’t want to try.

Charlie's brows knitted as Alastor shifted slightly under the sleeping bag, grimacing at the effort. His hand fumbled for something beneath him, the rustling fabric cutting through the silence.

“Speaking of humans,” Alastor began, his tone suddenly lighter, almost teasing, “I suppose I’ve been hoarding something you might find interesting. Thought it might brighten your night—or, at the very least, make you cry. Either reaction will suffice, really.”

Charlie tilted her head, her arms uncrossing as curiosity took hold. “What are you talking about?”

With a dramatic flourish that was somewhat diminished by the confines of his sleeping bag, Alastor pulled out a phone—a sleek, unlit device—and a folded piece of paper. He extended them toward her with a peculiar smile. “For you, my dear.”

Charlie blinked, momentarily stunned, before reaching out. Her fingers brushed the phone first, cold and unfamiliar, and then the paper, its edges soft and worn. A sense of foreboding settled in her chest as she stared at the items in her hands.

Alastor watched her with keen interest, his smile unwavering. “Go on,” he urged, his voice lilting. “Don’t keep me in suspense.”

Charlie hesitated, her thumb hovering over the phone’s home button. A flicker of familiarity whispered at the edges of her mind, though she couldn’t yet place it. When she pressed the button, the screen lit up, casting a faint glow over her face.

Her breath hitched.

The lock screen displayed a photo of her—years younger, standing proudly in a deep purple graduation gown, clutching her college diploma. Her parents flanked her, their arms wrapped around her shoulders, their smiles radiating pride and warmth.

“This… this was my dad’s…”

Her fingers trembled, her eyes refusing to leave the screen. Her mind raced, memories colliding in a chaotic swirl. She could feel the haunting realization pressing down on her, suffocating.

His phone… it’s in the mansion the entire time…

Alastor watched her carefully. “I thought you might recognize it.”

Charlie looked at him, wide-eyed and unsteady. “How… where did you find this?”

Alastor folded his hands behind his head, leaning back with an air of nonchalance. “Ah, yes, that.” He chuckled, though it lacked its usual sinister edge. “Do you remember your little tantrum when we first arrived at the mansion? You were quite the sight—storming around, shouting for your father, sulking on the balcony like a tempest in human form.”

Charlie’s cheeks flushed at the memory, but she remained silent, gripping the phone tightly.

“Well,” Alastor continued, “while you were busy lamenting your woes to the morning sky, I took the liberty of poking around. Your father’s office, as it happens, was a treasure trove of… curiosities. Among the stacks of paperwork and knick-knacks, I spotted this unlit phone and that little piece of paper.” He gestured lazily toward the folded note in her other hand. “They seemed out of place, and I had a hunch they were meant for you.”

Charlie unfolded the paper with shaking fingers, her heart pounding in her chest. The handwriting was instantly recognizable—her father’s, but hurriedly scribbled:

Charlie—For the love of God, why won’t you listen to fucking reason?!!

I know you’re angry. I know you think you’re doing the right thing. But for once, listen to me—really listen. The helicopter will be here at dawn, and you need to be on it. D.C. is secure. The federal government arranged everything. You’ll be safe there, with me. You have no idea how bad this will get. I’ve seen the projections. New York isn’t just a hotspot; it’s ground zero.

I can’t… I won’t lose you to this fucking shit of a fucking virus that those fuckers failed to contain.

Why do you always have to be so stubborn? You inherited that from me, didn’t you? I thought it was something to be proud of—now it’s going to get you killed. Damn it, Charlie, this isn’t about pride or bravery or whatever the fuck!!

I’ve made arrangements. You won’t be alone. There’s a team waiting for you. Trust them. Trust me.

Please.

They’re reporting riots now. Time’s Square is a fucking mess, and the bridges are being locked down by the National Guard. The CDC says evacuation is no longer guaranteed. You’ve always seen the best in people, but that kindness will get you hurt. Killed!!!! This city—███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████I can’t even finish that sentence. You love this city. But it won’t love you back, not like this.

Why won’t you understand?

I’ve failed you. I don’t know how else to say it. Every plan I’ve made, every step I’ve taken—it all falls apart when you refuse to go. Do you know what it feels like, watching the world crumble, knowing you could’ve stopped it for the one person who matters most?

You’re my daughter, my light. I would burn this entire fucking world to keep you safe. But I can’t make you go. You have to choose. And that… that’s killing me. Your mother—she can’t bear to lose you too. I can’t bear to lose you. I can’t I can’t I can’t

I’m not a good man, Charlie. You know that. I’ve made… choices. But you—you're the only thing I got right. And I can’t protect you from this. Not this time.

(The handwriting is frantic, almost illegible)

Lilith,

I failed.

I’m sorry.

Please tell Charlie… tell her hi for me. Fuck, I’m so sorry██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

The words trailed off into a mess of crossed-out sentences and ink smudges, as if he’d been gripping the pen too hard, frustration bleeding onto the paper. A few tear-stains blurred the final line.

Charlie’s fingers clenched the paper, the last words blurring as her vision misted. Her father’s desperate scrawls carved an ache deep in her chest, each frantic line pressing harder than the last. She swallowed, but no words came. Her throat felt like it had closed shut.

Alastor sighed with a dramatic stretch. “Ah, well, since you’re too absorbed in familial sentimentality, allow me to provide some context. When I first found that little trinket—your father’s phone, dead as a doornail, mind you—I was quite intrigued.”

He raised an eyebrow, gauging her reaction. “And, lucky for you, the mansion is a veritable labyrinth of forgotten treasures. Why, there’s an entire room—dusty, neglected, filled with electronics and all their little cables. Quite the collection your dear father had.”

Charlie finally looked up, her voice barely a whisper. “Why… why are you giving me this now?”

Alastor’s smirk faltered, just for a moment. Then, with a casual shrug, he returned to his usual flippancy. “Timing, my dear. Everything is about timing. And, well,” he gestured vaguely at their surroundings, “our current circumstances seemed to call for a little… reflection. After all, we’re nomads now. No grand mansion to return to. No sanctuary.” His smile sharpened. “What better moment to unearth ghosts?”

She stared at the phone, the lock screen still glowing—her family, frozen in a happier time. Her voice was thick. “You waited. Until we had nothing left.”

Alastor spread his hands wide, eyes glinting. “Appropriate, wouldn’t you say? After all, it’s in the void where the past feels the most… poignant.”

Oh. This motherfucker…

Charlie let out a slow breath. “Thank you, Alastor.”

He tilted his head and his grin widening. “No need for sentiment, my dear. It was nothing.”

Charlie turned to leave, the phone and letter clutched tightly. She had taken only a few steps when Alastor called after her, his voice teasing yet pointed. “Oh, and Charlie?”

She paused, glancing back over her shoulder.

“I do hope you can guess the passcode. Would be such a shame if all that effort was wasted.”

Charlie didn’t respond. She continued walking as she made her way to the front of the pickup truck, where the empty highway stretched out in front of her—a barren, endless expanse of nothingness.

She stopped, the vastness of the road mirrored in the hollow ache in her chest. With one last glance at the letter, she folded it carefully, tucking it into her slacks pocket, the worn edges now smoothed by her touch. Her eyes shifted to the phone, its dark screen reflecting a distorted image of her own face.

A six-digit passcode.

She stared at the glowing prompt, the numbers blurring together as a dozen possibilities raced through her mind. But then, a guess popped up in her head.

Her birthday.

Slowly, she typed in the numbers—each tap reverberating.

The screen blinked, and then—unlocked.

Charlie’s fingers hovered over the phone screen, trembling slightly. God, it feels like she almost didn’t want to open it. But at the same time, her brain nagged for answers—or closure, at least.

The home screen was a strange mix of banal professionalism and whimsy? Finance apps were tucked neatly into folders with labels like Projections and Logs. Then there was Fun Duck Games, nestled incongruously between Expense Tracker and Calendar.

Charlie blinked at the game folder, seeing the icon of a cartoon duck in a ridiculous top hat. Fun duck games? Really? She tapped the folder and was greeted by an array of cartoonish icons—games with absurd names like Duck Hunt Royale, Quack Quest, and Duckling Dive.

“God, Dad,” she muttered in disbelief. “You were running a multi-billion-dollar empire and somehow still had time for this?” She shook her head with a small laugh. “Guess everyone needs an escape.”

She could picture him, maybe late at night, squinting at the screen, tapping away at cartoon ducks. The thought felt both ridiculous and strangely humanizing.

Shrugging it off, she navigated to the phone app. Her breath caught as the missed call count stared back at her—a glaring red 102.

All from her.

The ache in her chest deepened, sharp as a knife twist. She scrolled through the list, the dates marching backward in painful clarity, each one a memory of desperate hope. November 14. October 7. July 25. May 12. Voicemails followed with her voice, pleading, cracking, sometimes angry, all pouring into a void.

Her breath hitched, sharp and sudden. She remembered every one of those calls, the words tumbling out of her, pleading, accusing, hoping. But now, staring at them, she realized the truth that had been quietly clawing at her this whole time—she hadn’t been reaching her father. She’d been screaming into silence.

Her chest felt tight, like it might implode, and her hands trembled as she backed out of the phone app before she could spiral any further. The messages. Focus on the messages.

Her finger hovered over the messages icon. Slowly, she tapped it.

The list of conversations was long and chaotic, but her eyes went straight to the starred contacts at the top: Lilith, My Beloved and Charlie.

Charlie’s throat tightened. Her finger hovered over the messages with her mother, Lilith. It felt wrong, like she was prying into something private.

Her gaze lingered on her mother’s name, a fragile whisper escaping her lips. “You don’t mind if I take a peek, right, Mom?”

As if seeking permission, she glanced up at the empty sky before finally tapping her mother’s name.

The conversation history stretched back seven years. Each bubble was a snapshot of warmth, frustration, and familiarity—her mother’s way of nagging her father through text.

Lilith: Don’t forget to eat today. And no, whiskey doesn’t count as lunch.

Lucifer: It’s aged enough to count as sustenance.

Lilith: You’re insufferable. I love you.

Then she reached the last few messages. Her heart sank.

Lilith: Lucifer, please. Come to the hospital. It’s important.

Lilith: I want to see you.

Lucifer: I’m on my way.

Her thumb froze, trembling as she read the exchange again and again. The date at the top of the last message thread struck Charlie like a blow: November 3rd, seven years ago—the night before her mother passed.

He hadn’t starred this because it was mundane or convenient. He’d starred it because it was a thread he likely returned to countless times, reliving that night, reading her words as if she might speak to him again. As if holding onto this conversation would somehow keep her alive.

Charlie swallowed hard, a lump in her throat forming as she backed out of her mother’s messages. Her finger hovered over her own name at the top of the list.

For a moment, she hesitated, the same sense of intrusion gnawing at her, but curiosity outweighed her guilt. She tapped her name.

The message thread was… odd. Disjointed. The first thing she noticed was that the most recent texts weren’t sent. In fact, none of them were. A pale banner beneath each message read: Not Delivered.

Her eyes widened as she started reading, the ache in her chest morphing into something else—confusion, then shock.

Lucifer: Charlie, are you safe? Please let me know you’re okay.

Lucifer: I gave everyone at the mansion leave to go home to their families. It’s just me here now.

Lucifer: I know you refused the offer to be sent to D.C., but I still sent a personal helicopter to Manhattan for you—look for it at Pier 26, Wednesday at 3 p.m. I don’t care what’s happening. I’ll wait as long as it takes.

Charlie’s heart skipped a beat. A helicopter. Wednesday at 3 p.m. She thought back, her mind reeling. Months ago, a helicopter had buzzed over Manhattan, a sound she had barely registered while chaos erupted around her. The timing lined up.

She kept scrolling. The messages were a mix of check-ins, reassurances, and plans. But what stood out the most was how desperate they sounded, like he was throwing words into a void in the hope they’d reach her.

Lucifer: I know I failed you. I know I haven’t been the father you needed. But I’m trying. Please, Charlie, give me a chance to prove it.

Her breath caught in her throat. The words felt like a punch to the gut.

Then, at the very bottom of the thread, she found the final message. It was dated on the first day of the outbreak.

Lucifer: I’m in the Echo Safezone in D.C. Please, get here as soon as you can—blockades are being set up on major highways, and NYC is likely next. When you’re being questioned by the National Guard, let them know you’re being vouched for by Lucifer Morningstar and present your State-issued ID.

Her thoughts spiraled, pieces of the puzzle snapping into place. The helicopter, the mansion being empty, the overrun Happy Hotel—he’d been planning to reach her all along.

Charlie’s hands trembled as she read and reread the message. Her mind screamed as the final words burned into her vision. He’s alive.

Her chest heaved, the ache that had hollowed her out for months suddenly giving way to a flood of overwhelming relief. It was like oxygen rushing into lungs that had been starved for far too long. Her hand flew to her mouth, muffling the cry that escaped her. Her knees buckled, and she slid down to the dusty asphalt while clutching the phone.

Her bandaged right hand pressed tighter against her lips as her body shook. Tears pooled in her eyes, spilling over as a small, choked laugh escaped her throat. She wasn’t crazy. She wasn’t wrong. For months, she had held on to the slimmest shred of hope that he might still be out there, and now, she had proof.

She’d spent so long convincing herself that all she had left was an empty mansion, and unanswered questions. But this—this was a thread she could hold on to, one she could follow.

Her father had been begging her to come to D.C., pleading in every unsent message for her to find him, to stay safe. If he’d told her to come to D.C., he would have stayed put. He wouldn’t risk leaving, not if there was even the slightest chance she might arrive.

He is stubborn, just like his daughter.

Her breathing steadied as the sobs gave way to a fragile sense of clarity. She wiped at her eyes, smudging dirt across her cheeks. Obviously, traveling to Maryland wasn’t fucking close, and the road ahead would be dangerous—blockades, chaos, whatever had turned the world into this fucking apocalyptic wasteland. But it was something.

A chance.

“I was right,” she whispered. “I knew you wouldn’t leave me.”

The road stretched out before her, barren and endless, but for the first time in months, Charlie didn’t feel lost. Her father was out there—alive, waiting.

I’ll… I’ll get to you, Dad.

Notes:

and thus concludes Volume 2! holy shit, it is such a monstrocity of the chapter due to switchage of character POVs and shit ton of violence that i went out of the way in writing them in detail lmao.

additional tidbits:
-originally, the entire fight between the hazbin crew and the exorcists would take place by the mansion's front courtyard like in TWD w rick vs governor prison thingy. but i scrapped it to favor inside the mansion to give the hazbin crew the advantage w the covers and stuff
-pentious was supposed to be amputated by adam like how the governor did shit to hershel, but of course, scrapped it.
-in the original draft, adam supposed to choke charlie almost to death until he got shanked by niffty. i thought that was fucking bad bc one, same fucking thing like in TWD (seeing the patterns?). and two, its very predictable that niffty would kill adam like in the show. then a scrapped scene w the final version, charlie uses adam's hatchet to mutilate his dead body, and it was the same draft when adam r-ped charlie back at Fort Hamilton. so yeah, it wouldnt make sense in the published version since adam is more like an inconvenience asshole and a killer lol.
-in original draft, lute and vaggie's fight lasted more than 10k words total my fucking god lmao. im glad i nerfed vaggie prior because this chapter would be unreadable because of it
-the explosives were crafted by cherri, and pentious helped connecting them to the remote

questions:
- Why isnt Pentious got killed like in the show? first of all, hes my best boi and i aint gonna kill him just yet (jk, he'll live) and i dont want to further develop Charlie from witnessing shit ton of horrors in the apocalypse YET, so i soften the blow by amputating him lmao.
- So you killed off both Adam and Lute? looking into the canon show.... hmmmm
- Does Charlie started to understand how fucked up people are in the apocalypse? kinda? somewhere 70%-ish, since our girl is still optimistic about seeing the good in people (that, unfortunately, will fucking bite her AGAIN ass in Vol 3 lmao)
- Damn, Charlie lost two of her fingers? Just like that? Just like that. Her fave fingies for *pleasing* Vaggie are gone ;^(
- Is Vol 3 gonna set during winter? Yep, they'll experience the winter during the apocalypse for the first time (and on the road too, adding more difficulty factor for our hazbin crew rip)
- Is Lucifer still alive??? YES HE IS 100% ALIVE! now stop complaining or asking abt luci being dead lmaooo
- Is there gonna be CherriSnake/HuskerDust developing in the future? Yes yes yes as background ships, but its not gonna be super obvious unless you squint on how they interact one another by upcoming chapters
- CHAGGIE PROPOSAL???? you'll see hehe

Chapter 23: Line Without a Hook

Summary:

Their first confession.

Notes:

Vol. 3 summary: After a month of fighting the Exorcists and losing everything they called home, Charlie, Vaggie, and their ragtag group are on a desperate journey to D.C. and leave New York behind. Winter bites at each step weighed down by what they’ve lost and what they still have to lose. Along the way, they’ll meet allies they didn’t expect and enemies they didn’t see coming.
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chapter title is based from a 2016 song by Ricky Montgomery
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edit (jan 30, 2025); the smut by the half of this chapter is finally finished. so enjoy :^)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The city lights outside her penthouse stretched across with neon veins of yellow, red, and white threading through Manhattan. Inside, the air was still and heavy, the only source of light coming from the glass wall overlooking the skyline. Charlie lay sprawled on her oversized couch, the glow of her phone screen bathing her face in a cold, unnatural blue.

Insomnia had been her unwelcome roommate for as long as more than eleven fucking years, and tonight was no exception. She’d tried everything. She’d scrolled through social media until her brain felt like a soggy piece of toast, watched enough cat videos to form an anthology, and even opened the work group chats with stockholders and financial advisors. That last one could send a person into unconsciousness faster than "urgent synergy updates" at 2:00 a.m. but alas, sleep remained stubbornly elusive.

Charlie sighed and turned her phone over, letting the screen dim. If she had the courage, she’d text someone, anyone, just to hear another human’s voice in this strange, lonely hour. Her thumb hovered over the message thread with Vaggie, her gaze lingering on the contact photo: Vaggie in her leather jacket, caught mid-laugh in a moment that wasn’t meant to be photographed but was perfect because of it.

It wasn’t like Charlie to hesitate, not with Vaggie. They’d lived together for five months now, in this penthouse that had somehow become less hers and more theirs. Five months of shared dinners, shared space, shared lives. Five months of her trying (failing) to ignore the strange fluttering feelings that rose whenever Vaggie brushed past her in the kitchen or collapsed on the couch beside her after a long day.

Feelings that were definitely not platonic.

She swallowed hard and stared at the dark ceiling. When had this started? Maybe the first time Vaggie leaned on her, exhausted after moving all her things in. Maybe the night they split an expensive bottle of wine, Vaggie teasing her about her awful taste in music. Or maybe (that made Charlie wince) it was when she’d offered to cover Vaggie’s medical debt. That felt like a logistical necessity. Vaggie had needed help, and Charlie had wanted to give it as that barely dented her over a billion dollar net-worth. Simple as that. Right?

But then there was the ID thing. That hadn’t been simple at all. Vaggie’s New Jersey ID wasn’t enough for her to get by in Manhattan, so Charlie had spent hours filling out forms and navigating bureaucracy until Vaggie was officially a New Yorker. And the whole time, she’d been grinning like an idiot because it felt so good to help her. Too good.

And now here she was, unable to sleep, staring at a city that never did, and wondering why she’d never noticed how beautiful women were before. Not just women. Her. Miss Valeria Agatha Rodríguez herself.

Did she just think of her full name like it's nothing?

Damn it.

It was like she’d flipped a switch in her brain and rewired everything she thought she knew about herself. It was messy, confusing, and terrifying that made her stomach flip (not in a bad way).

Her thumb brushed the screen again, and she sighed. It was probably too late to text. Vaggie was almost definitely asleep. But still, the thought lingered, pulling her closer to something she wasn’t sure she could name yet.

Charlie groaned into the cushions, pressing the heels of her palms against her eyes. Seriously, you’re thirty-one, not thirteen. Get a grip, woman. It was absurd, getting butterflies over someone like she was a high schooler rehearsing how to ask someone to prom. But, in her defense, it had been years since she’d had a significant other. That’s all this is, she told herself. You’re out of practice. That’s why you’re acting like a complete idiot.

Still, she couldn’t shake the fluttering in her chest or the tiny thrill of seeing Vaggie’s name on her phone screen. With a sigh, she gave up the internal debate and tapped out a quick message:

You awake?

She hesitated for a beat before hitting send, then immediately dropped her phone onto the couch like it had burned her.

“Ugh,” she muttered to herself, standing abruptly. She stretched like a cat, her arms reaching high overhead and her back arching until she felt the satisfying pop of her spine. She shoved her feet into a pair of fluffy slippers and shuffled toward the open kitchen, her dress shirt fluttering lazily around her thighs.

The fridge hummed softly as she opened it, the faint chill brushing against her legs. Grabbing the carton of oat milk that is supposed to be used for her morning coffee and tipped it back for a quick drink. The cool liquid was soothing, but halfway through her sip, she froze. Through the corner of her eye, she noticed a familiar figure outside on the penthouse balcony, silhouetted against the city lights.

It was Vaggie.

The carton snapped shut with a soft click as Charlie returned it to the fridge. Her heart was already pounding for reasons she couldn’t entirely blame on the oat milk. Through the glass door, she saw Vaggie leaning forward against the railing, the wind teasing her shoulder-length hair. She was only wearing a tank top and a pair of cycling shorts, the city lights catching the curve of her ass—Charlie felt her face heat and mentally slapped herself. Seriously, stop staring. You're embarrassing yourself in your own head.

She stood there, frozen, torn between retreating to the couch and pretending she hadn’t seen anything or stepping out onto the balcony to talk to her. A small voice in her head pointed out that the latter was probably the polite thing to do. But then she glanced down at herself; an unbuttoned dress shirt barely covering her bare chest and no fucking pants. Although she had her black laceless underwear, it wasn’t exactly a picture of dignity.

Grimacing, she hastily buttoned her shirt, fumbling a little in her hurry. There. Presentable enough. She made her way to the sliding door, pausing for a moment before giving it a quick knock. The sound was soft, but enough to catch Vaggie’s attention. When she turned slightly to look, Charlie slid the door open, stepping out onto the balcony.

“Hey,” Charlie said, her voice quieter than she intended. She cleared her throat and tried again. “Couldn’t sleep?”

Vaggie paused for a moment, her eye subtly scanning Charlie’s hastily buttoned shirt and bare legs. She tilted her head, lips twitching into a barely-there smirk. “Nice... nightwear,” her tone is dry but playful, as if she was cataloging every detail of Charlie’s half-dressed, lazily-undone state.

Charlie felt heat rush to her cheeks. “I... it’s just... comfortable,” she stammered, running a hand through her blonde hair, as though that would somehow make her look less disheveled. Vaggie’s gaze lingered for a moment longer before she turned back to the cityscape.

“Yeah,” Vaggie finally said, her voice quieter and distant. “Couldn’t sleep. Been thinking about a lot of things.” Her eye fixed on some distant point in the maze of lights below, lost in thought.

Charlie slid the door closed behind her. “I know what you mean,” she replied, walking slowly across the balcony. “Insomnia’s been kicking my ass for years.” She came to stand beside Vaggie, leaning against the railing, careful to keep a bit of space between them.

Vaggie glanced sideways at her. “Don’t you still have those sleeping pills?”

Charlie groaned, letting her head drop forward to rest on her forearms. “Yeah, but I’m scared of getting hooked on them,” she admitted, her voice muffled against her forearms. “Knowing me, I’d go from ‘occasional use’ to ‘pill-popping insomniac’ in no time.”

Vaggie let out a soft laugh. “How are you gonna explain that to your therapist?” she teased.

Charlie lifted her head, turning just enough to give Vaggie a mock glare. “Why are we bringing my therapist into this?”

Vaggie shrugged. “Because she’d probably have a field day with whatever’s going on in that head of yours,” she replied, tapping her temple for emphasis.

Charlie couldn’t help but laugh. “You’re not wrong,” she admitted, her gaze drifting back to the skyline. For a moment, they stood there in comfortable silence, the city stretching out before them.

Vaggie broke the silence wistfully. “I never thought New York City would look like this. I mean, it’s all steel and glass, but... there’s something about it at night. Beautiful in a way I didn’t expect.”

Charlie glanced over, surprised. Vaggie’s tone had shifted to more open, more vulnerable. “Yeah?” she prompted, gently. “Did you… have a different picture in mind?”

Vaggie’s eye stayed fixed on the skyline. “Maybe,” she admitted. “Growing up in El Salvador... we didn’t have anything like this. Dusty streets, shitty houses, power lines tangled like spiderwebs. Nothing that glittered like this.”

Charlie leaned a little closer. “What was it like back then?”

Vaggie hesitated. For a moment, Charlie thought she’d retreat, as she always did when the conversation edged toward her past. But Vaggie sighed softly. “It’s… hard to compare,” she said. “Feels unfair, you know? I was younger then, seeing everything through a kid’s eyes. The U.S. was different—I was already working my ass off when I got here. No time to just... look at things.”

Vaggie’s gaze drifted downward, her fingers brushing the edge of the railing as if searching for something to hold on to. She exhaled, voice quieter now. “I should’ve done better,” she murmured, her hand lifting to touch the eyepatch covering her left eye. The gesture was soft, but it lingered.

Charlie’s chest tightened. She wanted to reach out, to offer some fragment of comfort, but felt clumsy. “Vaggie, you—”

Vaggie shook her head, cutting her off. “It’s okay,” she said, her voice steadier now, though her eye remained fixed on the city below. “This is just… how I cope. I’ve made my peace with it.”

The words hung heavy between them, but Charlie couldn’t shake the feeling that there was something more. Vaggie’s words carried a quiet implication, a hint that Charlie couldn’t possibly understand. She felt it like a ripple under her skin. Vaggie didn’t think she knew what it was like to lose.

Charlie’s mind flashed to the open casket. Her jaw tightened with her lips pressing together, the words dying before they could form. Instead, she swallowed and said, softly, “I’m sorry.”

Silence settled between them, except Vaggie broke it, her voice laced with something close to disbelief. “Why?” she asked, her tone almost bitter. “Why do you care so much for a lowlife like me?”

Charlie blinked, caught off guard. “What?”

Vaggie pushed off the railing, turning to face her fully. The city lights framed her silhouette, making her expression shadowed. “Out of all the people you could spend time with, you chose me,” she said, her voice low and intense. “The woman who lost everything. Who was discharged from the trauma hospital with nothing but fucking anger and scars. You stayed, even after your social work was over. Even when I was supposed to go back to Jersey. You made me move in with you, here, in this damn penthouse.”

Charlie opened her mouth, searching for the right words, but nothing came. Vaggie’s gaze bore into her, unrelenting. “Why, Charlie? What do you see in me?” Her voice cracked. “The woman on the subway billboards, always smiling, always perfect... she... you… you cared more about me than I cared about myself. Why?”

Charlie’s heart was pounding. “I…” she started, but the words faltered, crumbling before they reached her lips. She didn’t know how to explain it anout the connection that had formed, how Vaggie had quietly become a constant in her life. It wasn’t something she’d planned.

“I…” Her voice wavered, the truth so close it felt lodged in her throat. “I don’t know how to explain it.” Her eyes darted away, embarrassed, before finding Vaggie’s again. “But I care. I care so much it scares me.”

Vaggie’s expression softened, the anger fading like mist. “Charlie—”

“No, let me finish.” Charlie took a shaky breath, her hands gripping the railing. “It’s not about fixing you, or charity, or… or some savior complex. You think I don’t know what it’s like to lose everything? To feel like you’re nothing but a series of broken pieces held together by sheer force of will?” Her voice cracked. “You think you’re the only one haunted by ghosts?”

Vaggie’s eye widened, her mouth opening to speak, but no sound came out.

Charlie swallowed hard, her gaze dropping to the floor between them. “When I look at you… it’s like seeing someone who refuses to be defined by what’s happened to them. Someone who fought, who still fights. And I—” She laughed bitterly, shaking her head. “God, Vaggie. I’m in awe of you. I’ve been in awe of you since the day we met.”

The silence that followed felt like the calm before a storm. Vaggie’s eye searched hers, trying to read deeper. And then she asked, the words falling like stones into the space between them:

“Then, tell me, Charlie… what am I to you?”

Charlie’s throat tightened, refusing to let the truth come out. Her heart was racing with an erratic drumbeat that echoed in her ears. She wanted to answer, to say something, but how could she? How could she put into words everything she felt for this vulnerable woman standing before her, baring her soul against the glittering backdrop of the city?

Her lips parted, but the words tangled in her chest, caught somewhere between fear and yearning. The truth wasn’t easy, not when it felt so enormous, so terrifyingly real. But her silence spoke volumes, and she could see the flicker of pain in Vaggie’s lone eye, the way her shoulders tensed, as if bracing for the worst.

Charlie swallowed hard. No, she thought, I’m not letting you think that. Not tonight.

She turned fully to face Vaggie, her feet shifting slightly against the cool tiles of the balcony. The world around them seemed to blur and fade, the neon lights of the city smearing into soft streaks of color, the hum of the city below melting into silence. It was as if they were underwater, suspended in a bubble. The only thing clear was Vaggie's sharp, angular face, the curve of her lips pressed into a faint line, her amber eye locked onto Charlie’s baby blues with doubt.

Charlie’s chest ached with the need to close the distance between them, but she kept herself still, steadying her voice as best as she could. “You’re not… just anyone to me, Vaggie.”

Vaggie blinked, her brow furrowing slightly, but she didn’t look away. Charlie took a shaky breath, her heart hammering against her ribs. “You’re… everything I thought I didn’t deserve,” she admitted, her voice trembling slightly. “You’re brave, and selfless, and kind in ways that… that honestly blow my mind. You give so much of yourself to others, even when you’re breaking inside. You fight for what’s right, no matter how hard it gets. And...” She trailed off, her gaze dropping to Vaggie’s hands, which were gripping the railing so tightly her knuckles were white.

“And you make me feel alive,” Charlie continued. “After everything... the noise, the pressure, the… emptiness of my life before... I see you, and I feel like I can breathe again. Like I finally see the world, and it’s… it’s beautiful because you’re in it.”

Vaggie’s breath hitched, her lips parting slightly as her expression softened, her guard slipping just enough for Charlie to catch the raw emotion beneath it.

Charlie’s fingers curled against the cool metal of the railing, steadying herself as she finally met Vaggie’s gaze again, her blue eyes glistening with unshed tears. “You asked me what you are to me, and... you’re the person who reminds me that the world isn’t just about money and power. That there’s still good in people. That there’s something worth fighting for.”

Their eyes met, and for a heartbeat, the world outside the penthouse seemed to fade, replaced by the electric pull between them.

Without thinking, without planning, Charlie took a step closer, closing the space between them until she was just inches away. Her heart thundered in her chest as she reached up, hesitating for only a moment before brushing a strand of Vaggie’s hair behind her ear. The gesture was tender, and it left her fingertips tingling where they’d touched skin.

Then her thumb traced the edge of the eyepatch.

“You’re not just someone I care about,” Charlie murmured, her voice low and steady now. “You’re someone I—” She paused, the word catching in her throat, but then she saw the way Vaggie was looking at her with hope and fear mingling... and she knew there was no turning back.

“You’re someone I love,” Charlie finished.

For a moment, the world seemed to hold its breath. Vaggie stared at her, unblinking, as if trying to process what she’d just heard. Then, slowly (almost hesitantly) she reached up and cupped Charlie’s cheek with one hand, her calloused fingers warm against her skin.

“You mean that?” Vaggie asked, her voice barely audible.

Charlie leaned into the touch, her own hand rising to rest over Vaggie’s. “With everything I have,” she whispered.

The distance between them disappeared, and before Charlie’s brain could catch up with her heart, she leaned in, their lips meeting in a kiss that was as soft as it was inevitable. It tasted like two people who’d been walking parallel paths for too long, finally crossing.

When they pulled apart, Vaggie’s gaze searched Charlie’s. “Are you sure about this? About me?”

Charlie’s thumb brushed against Vaggie’s cheek. “I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life.”

Vaggie’s breath hitched, her chest rising and falling with unsteady rhythm. Her hand, still cradling Charlie’s cheek, slid into her hair, fingers tangling in the golden strands.

“Good,” Vaggie murmured, before she closed the distance again, pulling Charlie in with a fierceness that stole the air from her lungs.

The kiss was deeper this time, more desperate, like Vaggie was pouring everything she couldn’t say. Her lips moved against Charlie’s that made Charlie’s knees weak. A soft moan escaped her, unbidden, and Vaggie swallowed the sound, her other hand sliding to Charlie’s waist, pulling her even closer.

Charlie gasped against her mouth, her own hands finding Vaggie’s shoulders for balance. She’d never imagined Vaggie would kiss like she was starved, like Charlie was the only thing keeping her grounded. It was overwhelming in the best way, leaving Charlie’s head spinning and her heart pounding in her chest.

Vaggie’s fingers curled against the curve of Charlie’s waist. The press of their bodies together sent a jolt of electricity through Charlie, and she melted into the kiss, her lips parting instinctively to allow Vaggie’s tongue to brush against hers. The sensation drew another soft sound from her, one that made Vaggie’s hand tighten slightly on her hip.

When they finally broke apart, both of them were breathing hard, their foreheads pressed together. Vaggie’s thumb traced along Charlie’s jawline, her gaze intense and something Charlie couldn’t quite name, but it made her heart ache in the most beautiful way.

“I’ve wanted to do that for months,” Vaggie admitted. “But I didn’t think… I didn’t think you’d ever feel the same.”

Charlie let out a shaky laugh, her fingers brushing against the back of Vaggie’s neck. “Are you kidding me? I’ve been losing sleep over you for months.

Vaggie smirked, her lips brushing against Charlie’s in the barest hint of another kiss. “Well, I guess we’re both idiots,” she murmured, before claiming her lips again, slower this time.

For once, the constant hum of self-doubt in Charlie’s mind was silent. The damned nagging voice that usually dissected her every move wasn’t whispering about how she might ruin this, or how she’d said too much, or how she’d never be enough.

This wasn’t so bad after all.

In fact, it was...good. Better than good. Perfect, maybe. The thought sent a wave of warmth through her chest, and she let herself smile against Vaggie’s lips before pulling back just enough to meet her gaze.

She didn’t feel like an idiot. She didn’t feel like she’d ruined everything, or like she was somehow a fraud for daring to reach for something (or someone) that made her happy. For the first time in what felt like forever, her brain wasn’t screaming at her to retreat, to apologize, to fix something that wasn’t even broken.

Vaggie was still holding her, her thumb tracing lazy circles at the curve of Charlie’s hip. Her expression was softer now, but no less intense, her eye searching Charlie’s as if trying to commit every detail of this moment to memory.

“You’re quiet,” Vaggie said after a moment.

Charlie blinked, realizing she’d been staring. “I just... I guess I’m not used to this.”

“This?” Vaggie arched an eyebrow, her lips curving into a small smile.

“Feeling like I didn’t just mess everything up,” Charlie admitted, her cheeks flushing. She dropped her gaze for a second, only to feel Vaggie’s fingers under her chin, gently tilting her head back up.

“Charlie.” Vaggie’s tone was soft but firm, grounding. “You didn’t mess anything up. You couldn’t if you tried.”

The words settled over Charlie, warm and reassuring. She wanted to believe them, and for once, she almost did.

Her lips quirked into a shy smile. “That’s... new for me. Not being my own worst enemy.”

“Well,” Vaggie said, her hand slipping from Charlie’s chin to trail down her arm, lacing their fingers together, “maybe that voice in your head finally realized it’s wrong.”

Charlie huffed out a laugh, a genuine one, and squeezed Vaggie’s hand. “Maybe.”

For a moment, pulled in an embrace and remained there while the world outside fading into a distant blur. Charlie’s heart, usually a chaotic drumbeat of doubt and anxiety, now felt steady and synchronized with Vaggie’s that made her feel grounded.

“I guess,” Charlie whispered, her lips curling into a soft smile, “I’m not so bad at this after all.”

Vaggie’s laugh was low and warm. “Took you long enough to figure that out… But I’m glad you did.”

Charlie closed her eyes, letting the moment wash over her. For once, she wasn’t overthinking. She wasn’t planning her next move or bracing for something to go wrong. She was just… here. With Vaggie. And it was enough.

More than enough.


Charlie couldn’t possibly have imagined herself in a situation like this—her pulse thrumming in time with the city’s lights, her mind a muddled mess of desire and disbelief. She’d never been the type to get caught in the whirlwind of a moment without meticulously analyzing every aspect of it first. But here she was, pressing Vaggie into the soft expanse of her queen-sized bed, her knees bracketing Vaggie’s hips as her hands hovered just above her.

“Is this okay?” Charlie whispered, her voice barely more than a breath, but loud enough in the stillness of the room.

Vaggie’s lone amber eye gleamed in the low light, her lips curling into a faint smirk that didn’t quite mask the softness underneath. “If it wasn’t, I’d have said something by now.” Her tone was teasing, but her hands found Charlie’s, guiding them down that made Charlie’s breath hitch.

Charlie nodded—too eager, maybe, but she couldn’t help herself. She hooked her fingers under the hem of Vaggie’s tank top, her heart pounding like a warning bell in her chest. She paused, her blue eyes meeting Vaggie’s. “I mean it, though. Tell me if you—”

“I won’t,” Vaggie interrupted. “Keep going.”

And so Charlie did, pulling the fabric up slowly, like unwrapping something too precious to rush. The tank top slid over Vaggie’s skin, revealing inch by inch the toned curves of her stomach, the soft rise of her ribs, and finally the plump, dusky curves of her breasts, her nipples already hardened. Charlie couldn’t help but stare, her lips parting in awe.

“God, Vaggie,” she murmured, her fingers grazing the warm skin of Vaggie’s waist, where an intricate tattoo curved over her stomach. She hadn’t noticed it before—not like this. The ink was dark, swirling into patterns that she couldn’t fully understand but desperately wanted to. “You’re…”

“Don’t say beautiful,” Vaggie cut in, and there was the faintest hint of a blush spreading across her cheeks.

Charlie smiled despite herself. “I was going to say breathtaking.”

Vaggie rolled her eye, but the smirk tugging at her lips betrayed her. “Dios mio, you’re unbelievable.”

Charlie leaned in, her lips capturing Vaggie’s in a kiss that was consuming, her every movement hesitant yet driven by an unstoppable pull. She’d kissed Vaggie already, sure—but not like this. Not with this fervent, unspoken need coursing through her veins like wildfire.

The heat of Vaggie’s mouth against hers was intoxicating, a taste Charlie hadn’t expected to crave so desperately. Her hands, trembling but determined, found their way to Vaggie’s chest. Charlie hesitated for just a moment, her fingers grazing the soft, warm skin before settling over Vaggie’s breasts. They fit snugly beneath her palms, her larger hands almost engulfing them, but it was the way Vaggie arched into her touch that made Charlie’s breath hitch.

She let her thumbs trace slow circles over Vaggie’s hardened nipples, earning a muffled moan that reverberated through their kiss. The sound—soft, needy, and undeniably wanton—sent a shiver straight down Charlie’s spine. She hadn’t expected this, hadn’t expected the rush of heat and satisfaction that came from hearing Vaggie like this, from being the cause of it.

“You like that?” Charlie murmured against Vaggie’s lips, her voice low with a newfound confidence that surprised even her.

Vaggie’s response was a breathless, “Don’t stop,” her hands fisting in the sheets as if grounding herself.

Charlie didn’t plan to. She pressed harder, her thumbs teasing in steady circles that had Vaggie gasping into their kiss. The sound was addictive, each moan and gasp like fuel for the fire burning low in Charlie’s belly. She deepened the kiss, her tongue brushing against Vaggie’s, exploring, tasting, claiming.

Unable to resist any longer, Charlie gently pushed Vaggie back onto the bed, her lips breaking away to trail kisses down the length of Vaggie’s neck. Each press of her mouth leaves a warm, tingling trail. She paused at Vaggie’s collarbone, her lips brushing over the delicate skin before she continued her descent.

Vaggie’s breathing grew heavier as Charlie kissed her way down, her hands following the curve of Vaggie’s waist. Her lips hovered just above Vaggie’s chest, her gaze flicking up to meet Vaggie’s. “Still okay?” Charlie asked softly.

Vaggie didn’t answer with words. Instead, she nodded, her hands coming up to tangle in Charlie’s blonde hair, urging her closer. That was all the confirmation Charlie needed. She pressed her lips to the swell of Vaggie’s breast, her kisses slow and reverent, as if she were savoring every second.

When her mouth closed over one taut nipple, her tongue flicking lightly against the sensitive bud, Vaggie let out a sound that sent a surge of pride and desire straight to Charlie’s core. Vaggie’s fingers tightened in her hair, her back arching slightly off the bed as Charlie lavished attention on her, kissing, teasing, and tasting with growing hunger.

Charlie’s tongue moved with newfound confidence, swirling firmly around Vaggie’s nipple before closing her lips over it and sucking gently. The warmth and texture against her tongue sent a thrill coursing through her, a sensation that somehow felt as much hers as it did Vaggie’s. Her free hand moved with instinctive grace, cupping Vaggie’s other breast and rubbing slow circles with her thumb. She relished the way the soft skin gave under her touch, how the hardened peak beneath her thumb drew another sweet, needy sound from Vaggie.

The moans spurred Charlie on. She began to suck harder, flicking her tongue against Vaggie’s nipple in rhythm as her hand squeezed and kneaded the other breast. Vaggie arched into her touch, her breath coming in shallow gasps, and Charlie couldn’t help but smile against her skin.

She pulled back for a moment, her lips just brushing the flushed, damp peak she’d been lavishing attention on. Her blue eyes lifted to meet Vaggie’s, and her voice came out soft, almost hesitant. “Do you… do you love this?”

Vaggie’s amber eye glimmered, half-lidded. Her voice, though breathy, carried no hesitation. “Yes,” she whispered, her hands still tangled in Charlie’s hair. “You’re doing so good, Charlie. Don’t stop.”

The praise ignited something in Charlie. Her lips quirked into a small smile before she shifted to lavish her attention on Vaggie’s other breast. “I won’t.”

Her mouth closed over the second peak, and she gave it the same reverent care, her tongue lapping and teasing as her lips worked it into a hardened, sensitive point. Her free hand returned to the breast she’d left behind, fingers kneading the soft flesh as her thumb resumed its circular motions. This time, her movements were firmer, as if every sound that spilled from Vaggie’s lips was a step deeper into a song only Charlie wanted to hear.

Vaggie’s breaths came quicker, her nails grazing against Charlie’s scalp as she pulled her closer. Each sigh, each whispered plea, only encouraged Charlie to keep going—to love her as deeply and thoroughly as she could.

Just then, Charlie's left hand then descends to Vaggie's crotch. She gently rubs against the wet core that seeps through her cycling shorts, causing Vaggie to arch her back and starts begging more.

"Please... please don't stop.”

Charlie pulls away from Vaggie's breast and she asks gently, "What do you want?"

Vaggie reaches out a trembling hand and touches the fabric of Charlie's dress shirt. Her fingers brush against the buttons.

"I want you to take it off," Vaggie whispers urgently.

Charlie hesitated a bit before her hands rose to the buttons of her dress shirt. Vaggie’s fingers brushed over hers as she helped unfasten the small buttons. With each one undone, Charlie felt her heartbeat quicken, the room growing warmer.

When the last button slipped free, Charlie shrugged off the fabric, exposing herself. Her cheeks burned with embarrassment as she caught sight of her bare chest. Her breasts, larger than Vaggie’s, rose and fell with her uneven breaths. The soft golden hair dusting her chest and the happy trail leading down from her navel only served to heighten her self-consciousness.

Instinctively, she moved to cover herself, but Vaggie was quicker. Sitting up, Vaggie grasped Charlie’s wrists gently but firmly, guiding her arms back down to her sides.

“Don’t,” Vaggie said softly, her lone amber eye gazing at Charlie with an intensity that made the blonde shiver. “Don’t hide from me.”

Charlie swallowed hard, her lips parting to say something—anything—but no words came. Instead, she watched as Vaggie’s gaze roamed over her, lingering on every curve and line as though committing them to memory. There was no judgment in Vaggie’s expression, only admiration.

“You’re…” Vaggie began, her voice trailing off as her eye drifted lower, stopping at the golden trail of hair that disappeared beneath Charlie’s waistband. A faint smirk tugged at her lips as she looked back up at Charlie. “How is it that a hot woman like you has been single for so long?”

Charlie blinked, her blush deepening. “I—I don’t know,” she stammered. “No one really wants to date a billionaire, I guess. Except, uh… gold diggers—”

Vaggie let out a soft laugh, shaking her head. “That was a joke, Charlie.”

“Oh.” Charlie’s sheepish smile appeared, her blush intensifying as she nodded. “Right. Sorry.”

Vaggie’s smirk softened into something more tender. She reached up, cupping Charlie’s cheek before pulling her in for another kiss.

As the kiss deepened, their bare chests pressed together, the friction of skin against skin sending shivers coursing through both of them. Charlie gasped into Vaggie’s mouth at the sensation, the softness of their bodies melding together in a way that felt both electrifying and intimate.

Their breaths grew heavier, mingling between kisses as Vaggie’s hands slid down to Charlie’s waist, pulling her closer. Charlie responded in kind, her arms wrapping around Vaggie’s back as she surrendered.

Charlie couldn’t help but marvel at the sensation of Vaggie beneath her—the warmth of her skin, the firmness of her body tempered by an undeniable softness that left Charlie utterly captivated. Gently, she guided them both down to the bed, Vaggie lying on her back while Charlie settled atop her. Their legs tangled and Charlie braced herself with her forearms on either side of Vaggie’s head.

For a moment, Charlie simply stared, her blue eyes tracing the delicate curves of Vaggie’s face. Her lips—full and pink—were slightly swollen from their earlier kisses, and the way they curled into a faint, knowing smile. She leaned down, brushing her lips against Vaggie’s in a kiss that started tender and exploratory.

Charlie couldn’t believe she’d never touched another woman before—never felt the delicacy that left her utterly breathless. It was overwhelming in the best possible way, and she wondered how she could have gone her entire life without experiencing this.

Breaking the kiss, Charlie pulled back just enough to meet Vaggie’s gaze. Her cheeks burned with a blush that matched the vulnerability in her eye. She opened her mouth to speak but hesitated, her nerves catching up with her.

Vaggie’s amber eye softened as she waited patiently, her hand coming up to brush a stray strand of blonde hair from Charlie’s face. She didn’t push or question, simply letting Charlie find the words on her own.

“I…” Charlie began. She swallowed hard, then tried again. “I’ve never… I mean, I’ve never been with another woman before. Like, in this way.” Her confession came out rushed, and she bit her lip nervously, unable to meet Vaggie’s gaze.

For a moment, there was silence, and Charlie braced herself for a laugh or some teasing remark. Instead, Vaggie leaned up, pressing a soft, reassuring kiss to her lips. That gesture made Charlie’s heart ache in the best way.

Vaggie pulled back, “That’s okay, Charlie. We’ll go at your pace.”

Charlie blinked, surprised by the lack of judgment. “You’re… you’re not going to laugh at me?”

“Why would I?” Vaggie replied with a small smile, her hands running soothingly along Charlie’s back. “Everyone starts somewhere. Besides…” Her tone turned teasing. “You’re already doing great.”

Charlie let out a nervous laugh. “Thanks,” she murmured.

Vaggie’s hands drifted lower, her fingers grazing the waistband of Charlie’s underwear. She paused, her eye meeting Charlie’s again. “Do you want me to help?”

Charlie tilted her head, her brow furrowing slightly. “Help?”

Vaggie smirked, her fingers hooking lightly under the elastic. “I’ll teach you how it’s usually done.”

The way she said it—calm, confident, and entirely unpressured—sent a wave of warmth through Charlie. She nodded, her blush deepening. “Okay,” she said softly.

Vaggie leaned up to kiss her again, her hands slowly tugging at the fabric of Charlie’s underwear. Her touch was unhurried, hands guiding the soft fabric of Charlie’s underwear down inch by inch. The gentle scrape of her nails against Charlie’s skin left goosebumps in their wake, and Charlie shivered, a nervous excitement coiling in her chest. She instinctively clutched at the sheets beneath her, feeling as though she might float away if she didn’t ground herself somehow.

When Vaggie had slid the garment free, she tossed it aside without fanfare, her gaze flicking back to Charlie. The softness in her amber eye was unwavering, her lips curving into a small, reassuring smile. “You’re beautiful.”

Charlie’s cheeks flushed a deeper red, and she let out a nervous laugh, tucking her hair behind her ear. “You… you don’t have to say that.”

“I’m not saying it to make you feel better,” Vaggie replied. “I’m saying it because it’s true.”

Vaggie’s hands moved with the same care, sliding up Charlie’s thighs until her fingertips rested just shy of the heat between her legs. She paused there, her gaze flicking up to meet Charlie’s once more. “I need you to tell me if you’re ever uncomfortable,” Vaggie said gently. “Promise me.”

Charlie nodded, her heart pounding. “I promise.”

“Good.” Vaggie’s fingers pressed lightly against Charlie’s skin, teasing the edges of where her thighs met. The sensation was electric, sending sparks shooting up Charlie’s spine. She gasped softly, her hips shifting instinctively toward Vaggie’s touch.

“Easy,” Vaggie murmured, her tone soothing. “Let me show you.”

Charlie watched in awe as Vaggie’s fingers brushed through the soft golden hair before gliding lower, exploring with a practiced tenderness. The first touch against her most sensitive spot sent a jolt of pleasure through Charlie, and she couldn’t stop the quiet moan that escaped her lips.

“Just like that,” Vaggie whispered, her fingers working in slow circles. Charlie’s head tilted back, her blonde hair fanning out against the pillow as her breaths came faster.

“Relax,” Vaggie murmured, her voice low and soothing as her fingertips brushed along Charlie’s jawline.

Charlie nodded wordlessly, her chest rising and falling with shallow breaths. Her hands instinctively reached for Vaggie, settling on her hips as if to anchor herself. Vaggie leaned down, her lips capturing Charlie’s in a kiss that was unhurried and tender.

When Vaggie’s lips left hers, they traveled downward, pressing kisses along her jawline and the column of her neck. The sensation sent tingles coursing through Charlie, her head tilting back to expose more of her skin to Vaggie’s lips. She let out a soft moan when Vaggie nipped lightly at the base of her neck, the slight sting followed by a soothing flick of Vaggie’s tongue.

“Vaggie…” Charlie breathed, her hands tightening on Vaggie’s hips as she struggled to process the wave of sensations crashing over her.

Vaggie smiled against Charlie’s skin, her kisses trailing lower until she reached the swell of Charlie’s chest. She paused, her gaze lifting to meet Charlie’s as her hands cupped the blonde’s breasts. “Still okay?”

Charlie nodded quickly, her voice catching in her throat. “Y-Yeah. Please, don’t stop.”

Vaggie’s smirk deepened as she leaned down, capturing one of Charlie’s nipples in her mouth. Her tongue flicked against the sensitive peak, and Charlie arched into her touch, a breathless moan spilling from her lips. Vaggie’s free hand kneaded the other breast, her thumb rubbing slow circles over the hardened bud.

“So cute,” Vaggie murmured. She shifted her attention to the other breast, her lips and tongue working with the same care.

Charlie felt like she was on fire, her body thrumming with an unfamiliar but addictive pleasure. Her hands roamed over Vaggie’s back, her nails grazing against the soft skin.

When Vaggie’s kisses began to descend lower, Charlie’s breath caught. The realization of where this was heading sent a mixture of nerves and anticipation spiraling through her. Her thighs tensed slightly, and Vaggie noticed, pausing her descent.

“Hey,” Vaggie said softly, lifting her head to meet Charlie’s gaze. Her hands settled on Charlie’s hips, her touch grounding. “Are you okay? Do you want me to stop?”

Charlie hesitated, her blue eyes searching Vaggie’s face. The concern and patience in her expression melted away some of the tension in her chest. “No,” she said finally, her voice soft but steady. “I’m just… I'm nervous…”

“I know,” Vaggie’s tone is in gentle understanding. She pressed a small kiss to Charlie’s stomach, just above her navel. “We’ll take it slow. You’re in control, okay?”

Charlie nodded, her trust in Vaggie giving her the courage to relax. “Okay,” she whispered.

Vaggie resumed her journey downward, her lips brushing over Charlie’s hips before settling between her thighs. Her hands gently parted them, and she glanced up one more time for confirmation.

Charlie met her gaze, “I…” her cheeks flushed. “I trust you.”

The words sent a surge of warmth through Vaggie, and she smiled before lowering her head, her lips pressing a soft, lingering kiss to the sensitive skin of Charlie’s inner thigh. Each kiss sent ripples of warmth through Charlie’s body, her nerves beginning to melt under the gentle, loving care of Vaggie’s touch.

Charlie’s breaths grew heavier as her anticipation mounted. She felt herself surrendering fully, her fingers clutching the sheets beneath her as her thighs instinctively parted wider, inviting Vaggie closer.

Vaggie paused just before the apex of Charlie’s thighs, her warm breath brushing against the sensitive skin there. She looked up, her amber eye meeting Charlie’s, silently asking for final confirmation.

Charlie’s heart thudded against her ribs. “Please,” she whispered.

That was all Vaggie needed. She leaned in, her lips pressing a soft kiss to Charlie’s most intimate place. The touch was light at first, exploratory, but it was enough to draw a quiet gasp from Charlie’s lips, her hips shifting slightly in response.

Vaggie’s movements were slow, her tongue gliding against the sensitive flesh. The first stroke drew a sharp intake of breath from Charlie, her back arching slightly off the bed. Vaggie’s hands rested on Charlie’s thighs, her thumbs tracing soothing circles as she worked to unravel her with careful attention.

“Oh, God…” Charlie breathed, her head tilting back against the pillow.

Vaggie smiled against her, the sound of Charlie’s voice spurring her on. She adjusted her movements, alternating between soft, teasing licks and firmer, more focused strokes that had Charlie’s thighs trembling. She paid close attention to every sound Charlie made, every twitch and shift of her body, using them as her guide to bring her the most pleasure.

Charlie felt like she was floating, her body overwhelmed by sensations she hadn’t even known were possible. Her hands released the sheets, moving instead to tangle in Vaggie’s hair. The silken strands felt cool against her fingers, a stark contrast to the heat building between her legs.

“Vaggie,” Charlie gasped, her voice breaking as her hips began to move instinctively, seeking more of the pleasure Vaggie was giving her. “That feels so—ah—good. Please don’t stop.”

Vaggie hummed softly in response, the vibration sending a fresh wave of ecstasy through Charlie’s body. She shifted slightly, her lips and tongue finding the most sensitive part of Charlie and lavishing it with focused attention.

The pressure built steadily within Charlie, her moans growing louder as her body tensed and her breaths came in shallow, erratic bursts. “I—I think I’m…” she began, her voice trembling.

“Let go,” Vaggie commanded. Her hands gripped Charlie’s thighs more firmly, anchoring her as she continued her ministrations.

Charlie’s body obeyed before her mind could catch up. The tension within her snapped, and a powerful wave crashed over her, leaving her gasping and trembling beneath Vaggie. Her cries filled the room, raw and unrestrained as she rode out the intense sensations coursing through her.

Vaggie didn’t stop until Charlie’s body began to relax, her movements gradually slowing until she finally pressed a soft, lingering kiss to Charlie’s trembling thigh. She looked up, her amber eye filled with pride as she took in the sight of Charlie’s flushed, blissful face.

Charlie opened her eyes slowly, her cheeks still pink and her chest heaving as she tried to catch her breath. She gazed down at Vaggie, a soft, disbelieving smile tugging at her lips.

“That was… incredible.”

Vaggie climbed back up the bed, settling beside Charlie and brushing a strand of blonde hair from her damp forehead. “You were incredible,” she replied, leaning in to press a gentle kiss to Charlie’s lips.

Charlie melted into the kiss, her body still tingling from the aftershocks of her release. She wrapped her arms around Vaggie, pulling her close as a contented sigh escaped her lips. “I didn’t know it could be like that,” she admitted softly.

Vaggie smiled, resting her forehead against Charlie’s. “At least you didn’t miss out on the fun.”

Charlie’s heart swelled at the teasing words, her eyes fluttering closed as she let herself bask in the warmth and comfort of Vaggie’s embrace.

The blonde’s hands fidgeted against the sheets, her heart pounding as she processed the moment. She felt an intense mix of emotions: gratitude, exhilaration, and curiosity. But mostly, she felt a desire to reciprocate—to make Vaggie feel just as adored and cherished as she’d just been made to feel.

Charlie turned her head to look at Vaggie, her blue eyes filled with determination despite the flush lingering on her cheeks. “I want to… I mean, I want to try… for you,” she said softly, her voice trembling slightly but carrying an unmistakable sincerity.

Vaggie’s amber eye softened, her lips curling into a gentle smile. “Are you sure?” she asked, her tone patient and understanding.

Charlie nodded firmly, though her blush deepened. “I—I’ve never done this before, but I want to. I want to make you feel good.”

Vaggie reached out, tucking a stray strand of blonde hair behind Charlie’s ear. “Take your time,” she said softly. “There’s no rush.”

Charlie swallowed hard, her heart pounding as she propped herself up on one elbow. She leaned down, pressing a tentative kiss to Vaggie’s lips. The kiss was sweet and unhurried, a way to calm her nerves as much as it was to show her love. Slowly, she let her lips travel from Vaggie’s mouth to her jawline, then down to her neck, planting soft kisses along the way.

Her hands trembled slightly as they moved to Vaggie’s waist, her fingertips grazing the soft, warm skin there. She paused, looking up at Vaggie for reassurance.

“You’re doing great,” is what Vaggie say.

Encouraged, Charlie let her kisses drift lower, her lips brushing over Vaggie’s collarbone before descending to the swell of her chest. She hesitated for a second, her gaze flicking up to meet Vaggie’s again. When Vaggie gave her a reassuring nod, Charlie leaned in, pressing her lips to one of Vaggie’s breasts.

The softness beneath her lips was both exhilarating and nerve-wracking. She let her mouth explore tentatively, her kisses growing bolder as she gained confidence. When her tongue darted out to tease the hardened peak of Vaggie’s nipple, she was rewarded with a soft gasp that made her lips curled into a small, nervous smile against Vaggie’s skin.

She alternates between soft, teasing licks and gentle suction. Her hands, no longer trembling, explored the curves of Vaggie’s waist and hips, marveling at the way her skin felt beneath her fingertips.

As her confidence grew, Charlie allowed her kisses to travel lower, her lips tracing a path down Vaggie’s stomach. Her heart raced as she reached the waistband of Vaggie’s shorts, her hands pausing there as she looked up once more.

“Is this okay?”

Vaggie’s smile was soft but encouraging. “It’s more than okay,” she said, her hand coming up to gently cup Charlie’s cheek. “I trust you.”

Charlie nodded resolutely. With careful hands, she began to slide Vaggie’s shorts down, her breath hitching as more of Vaggie’s skin was revealed. When the garment was finally discarded, Charlie found herself staring, her cheeks burning with both admiration and nervousness.

“You’re… holy fuck, you’re so fucking hot.”

“You’ve already said that, remember?”

“I mean it every time.”

Summoning her courage, Charlie leaned down, her lips pressing a soft, reverent kiss to the inside of Vaggie’s thigh. She took her time, letting her kisses explore the sensitive skin there as she adjusted to the new and unfamiliar sensations.

When she finally allowed her mouth to venture closer, Charlie’s breath hitched as she found herself face-to-face with Vaggie’s pussy for the first time. Her eyes traced the soft, dark curls that framed it, her heart pounding so loudly she was sure Vaggie could hear it. She had seen Vaggie in various states of undress before, but this was different—this was raw, intimate, and entirely new to her.

A wave of self-doubt crept in, and she couldn’t help but internally scold herself. Why am I acting like a nervous teenager again? She bit her lip, her hands trembling slightly as they rested on Vaggie’s thighs. I should know what I’m doing. I should be more confident. Vaggie deserves that.

But then she glanced up, her blue eyes meeting Vaggie’s amber gaze. The soft, encouraging smile on Vaggie’s face immediately eased some of her anxiety. Vaggie’s hand reached down, gently brushing a strand of blonde hair from Charlie’s forehead. “Just take your time.”

Charlie nodded, swallowing hard as she turned her attention back to the pussy. She let her eyes roam over the soft curls, marveling at how they framed the delicate, glistening folds beneath. It was beautiful, she realized—Her cheeks burned at the thought, but she pushed aside her embarrassment.

Okay, Charlie, she thought, steeling herself. You can do this. You’ve read about it, you’ve heard about it, Vaggie just demonstrated… now just… do it. For her.

With a deep breath, she leaned in, pressing a soft, tentative kiss to the inside of Vaggie’s thigh again. She felt Vaggie shiver beneath her lips, and the small, breathy sound that escaped Vaggie’s mouth sent a jolt of confidence through her. Slowly, she let her kisses trail closer, her lips brushing against the soft curls before finally reaching the sensitive skin just above the clit.

Her heart raced as she hesitated, her mind briefly spiraling again. What if I mess this up? What if I’m not good enough? But then she remembered Vaggie’s words—I trust you—and the way Vaggie had looked at her with such warmth and patience. Charlie couldn’t let her own insecurities ruin this moment.

She closed her eyes before leaning in again. This time, her lips found the folds, and she pressed a soft, lingering kiss there. The taste and scent were unfamiliar and salty, but not unpleasant—intimate and earthy.

Her tongue darted out tentatively, tracing a slow, careful line along the slit. The reaction was immediate: Vaggie’s hips twitched, and a soft, breathy moan escaped her lips. Charlie’s heart leapt at the sound, and she repeated the motion, this time with a little more confidence. She alternated between soft licks and gentle suction, her hands gripping Vaggie’s thighs for support as she explored.

As she continued, Charlie found herself growing more comfortable, her initial nervousness giving way to a sense of awe and determination. She wanted to make Vaggie feel good—no, she wanted to make Vaggie feel incredible. And as Vaggie’s breathing grew heavier and her moans more frequent, Charlie knew she was on the right track.

Still, her mind couldn’t help but wander. How is it that I’m 34 and only just now doing this? she thought, a small, self-deprecating laugh bubbling up inside her. But then she pushed the thought aside, focusing instead on the way Vaggie’s body responded to her touch. Who gives a shit how old I am, she realized. What matters is that I’m here now, with her.

Charlie then deepened her movements, her tongue pressing more hard as she listened to Vaggie’s reactions. The other woman’s hand found its way to the blonde’s hair, her fingers tangling gently in the blonde locks.

Charlie then redoubled her efforts, her lips and tongue working in tandem to bring Vaggie closer to the edge. She could feel the tension building in Vaggie’s body, the way her thighs trembled and her breath came in short, ragged gasps. And when Vaggie finally came undone, her back arching and a cry escaping her lips, Charlie felt a surge of pride unlike anything she’d ever experienced.

As Vaggie’s body relaxed, Charlie slowly pulled away, her cheeks flushed and her lips glistening. She looked up at Vaggie, her blue eyes wide. “Was that… okay?” she asked softly.

Vaggie’s response was a soft, breathless laugh as she reached down to pull Charlie up into her arms. “Okay?” she repeated, her voice warm and teasing. “Charlie, that was amazing. Are you sure this is your first time?”

Charlie’s cheeks burned at Vaggie’s teasing question, her mind racing as she tried to formulate a response. “I—uh… well, I mean…” she stammered, her voice trembling slightly. She glanced away, her fingers fidgeting nervously against the sheets.

As she struggled to find the right words, her mind flashed back to the countless hours she’d spent alone in her room, scrolling through porn pictures and videos of woman-to-woman “action” during her free time. She had always been curious, but more than that, she had been determined to learn—to understand what it might be like to be with someone like Vaggie. She had taken mental notes, imagining how she might touch, kiss, and please a woman if she ever got the chance.

Oh god, she thought, her face flushing even deeper as the memories surfaced. I can’t believe I’m actually doing this now. With her.

She swallowed hard, her heart pounding as she slowly crawled up the bed to lay beside Vaggie. The other woman’s amber eye was soft and encouraging, her lips curled into a gentle smile, “You don’t have to be nervous.”

Charlie nodded, though her blush deepened. “I just… I want to make sure I’m doing it right,” she admitted softly. “I don’t want to disappoint you.”

Vaggie’s smile widened, and she reached out to gently cup Charlie’s cheek. “You could never disappoint me,” she said, her tone firm but loving. “There’s no right or wrong way to do this, okay? It’s about us, together.”

Charlie then took a deep breath, trying to calm herself as she leaned in to press a soft, lingering kiss to Vaggie’s lips. The kiss was sweet, a way to calm her racing thoughts.

As they pulled apart, Charlie’s mind began to wander again, this time imagining all the things she had seen in those videos—things she had secretly fantasized about doing with Vaggie. Her cheeks burned at the thought, but she couldn’t help the small, nervous smile that tugged at her lips.

“What’s that smile for?” Vaggie asked playfully as she brushed a strand of blonde hair from Charlie’s forehead.

Charlie’s blush deepened, and she glanced away, her fingers tracing small circles on Vaggie’s hip. “I… uh… I was just thinking about… you know… stuff,” she mumbled, her voice trailing off.

Vaggie raised an eyebrow, her lips curling into a teasing grin. “Stuff, huh?” she repeated, her tone light and teasing. “Care to elaborate?”

Charlie’s face turned an even deeper shade of red, and she shook her head quickly. “N-no, not really,” she stammered. “It’s… it’s embarrassing.”

Vaggie’s smile softened, and she reached out to gently tilt Charlie’s chin up, forcing her to meet her gaze. “You don’t have to be embarrassed with me,” she said, her voice warm and reassuring. “Whatever it is, you can tell me.”

Charlie hesitated for a moment, her heart pounding as she tried to find the courage to speak. “I… I used to watch… videos,” she admitted softly. “You know… lesbian stuff. And I… I used to imagine doing those things with you.”

Vaggie’s eye widened slightly in surprise, but her smile never wavered. “Oh? And what kind of things did you imagine?”

Charlie’s face burned, and she buried her face in Vaggie’s shoulder, her voice muffled as she spoke. “I—I can’t say it out loud,” she mumbled, her fingers gripping the sheets tightly. “It’s too embarrassing.”

Vaggie chuckled softly, her hand gently stroking Charlie’s hair. “It’s okay,” she said, her voice warm and reassuring. “You don’t have to say it. But if you want to try any of those things… I’m all for it.”

Charlie’s heart leapt at the words, and she slowly lifted her head to meet Vaggie’s gaze, “Really?”

Vaggie nodded, her smile soft but encouraging. “Really,” she replied. “I trust you, Charlie. And I want you to feel comfortable exploring this with me.”

Notes:

edit (jan 30, 2025); if you see this, imma kiss your forehead for making this far

Chapter 24: Solomon

Summary:

Vaggie and Husk are trying to navigate through a medical supply run but encounter a dilemma.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The Atlantic City skyline was once a monument of bright lights and bigger promises. Now, it was just a hollow silhouette against the pale winter sky, its casinos and resorts standing like tombstones. Snow covered the streets in uneven patches, dirty and churned where footprints or something worse had disturbed it. The air smelled of salt and decay. Although the ocean wasn’t far, no one with half a brain dared go near it anymore.

The zombies moved sluggishly in the cold, their rotting joints and stiff muscles struggling against the icy wind. They drifted aimlessly down the empty streets. Still, every so often, one would snap its head toward a noise like a scrape of shoe or the echo of a distant clang, their dead eyes would light up with hunger.

Vaggie and Husk tore down the street through this frozen city within Venice Park, their boots crunching against the snow. Husk clutched a crowbar in one hand, his other arm weighed down with the worn-out duffel bag that bounced against his hip. Vaggie ran ahead, another duffel bag in hand, her breath coming out in visible clouds that disappeared almost as quickly as they formed.

“Humane Society’s just past the next block,” Vaggie commented over her shoulder. She didn’t look back to see if Husk heard her.

“Yeah, yeah, I’m coming,” Husk grumbled. Unfortunately, he wasn’t built for running and the cold wasn’t helping. Still, he kept up, his crowbar swinging loosely at his side, ready for whatever waited around the next corner.

Behind them, a zombie let out a low, guttural moan, its shuffling steps quickening as if it had suddenly remembered how legs were supposed to work. Others joined in, the sound swelling into a mournful chorus that made Husk’s stomach twist.

“Shit, they’re picking up speed,” Husk then forced his legs to move faster.

“Then we fucking run.”

The animal hospital came into view; a squat, beige building with boarded-up windows and a faded sign hanging crookedly over the entrance. Vaggie reached the double doors and gripped the knob, twisting it with a sharp yank. It didn’t budge. She tried again, harder this time, but the door held firm, locked tight against their desperation.

“Damn it,” she hissed under her breath, slinging the duffel bag over her shoulder. She turned, eye narrowing as she spotted Husk just a few steps behind. “Husk! Crowbar. Now.”

Husk nodded, already moving to the door, the crowbar slipping into place between the frame and the latch. “You better cover my ass,” he muttered, his breath fogging in the cold.

“Always do,” Vaggie clicked her tongue. She unholstered and swung her retractable spear free, the blade snapping into place with a metallic hiss.

The zombies were closer now, stumbling through the snow, their moans growing louder. Vaggie took a step forward, positioning herself between Husk and the oncoming horde. Her grip tightened on the spear as she observed; four of them, maybe five.

“Almost there…” Husk grunted, levering the crowbar with all his strength. The wood creaked, splintering slightly.

The first one lurched forward, its bony hand reaching out, fingers blackened with frostbite. Vaggie didn’t hesitate. She lunged, the spear driving through the creature’s forehead. It let out a wheezing moan, collapsing as she yanked the blade free.

Another one was on her before she could reset. She pivoted, swinging the spear in a tight arc. The blade caught it just above the jaw, cutting deep. It crumpled, twitching as it fell.

Two down.

“Almost—” Husk gave the crowbar one final heave, and the door gave way with a loud crack. “Got it!”

“Go!” Vaggie barked, stepping back toward the door as the remaining zombies closed in.

Husk didn’t need to be told twice. He slipped inside, holding the door open just enough for Vaggie. She backed toward him, spear still raised.

One of the remaining zombies lunged, and she spun, slashing it across the face. It stumbled but didn’t fall. Another one was right behind it.

“Valeria!” Husk called.

She didn’t answer. She shifted her weight, swept low, and the spear cut through the zombie’s legs, sending it crashing into the snow. Another quick thrust and it was still.

The last one was almost on her. Vaggie raised her spear, ready, when—

“Fucking move!” Husk grabbed her arm and yanked Vaggie inside, and he reached up for the metal shutter of the door with his other hand. He pulled it down, the rusty mechanism screeching in protest as it unrolled. The shutter slammed shut with a loud bang that echoed through the small entryway, cutting off the moans and shuffling feet outside. Husk didn’t bother locking it—zombies weren’t smart enough to do anything more than claw mindlessly at the metal.

For a moment, the two of them stood there, staring at the blocked entryway. Their breath came in heavy, ragged gasps, clouds of condensation fading into the dim air of the hospital’s entrance. The cold inside felt almost comforting compared to the bitter wind outside.

Vaggie finally lowered her spear, the handle retracting with a soft click. Her shoulders, still tense, slowly eased. She let out a breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding and shot Husk a sideways glance. “Took you long enough,” she commented.

Husk wiped the sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand then let out a dry, humorless chuckle. “You’re welcome.”

Vaggie let out a small, breathless chuckle. She shook her head, wiping a smudge of dirt from her cheek. “I’d give you a medal for that.”

Husk snorted. “I rather you give me a warm drink and a fucking nap.” He shifted the duffel bag on his shoulder, his eyes flicking warily toward the darkened interior of the animal hospital.

Vaggie turned to face the main area, her eyes narrowing as she scanned the shadowy room. The dim light seeping through cracks in the boarded windows barely touched the interior, leaving the far corners drenched in darkness. She holstered her retracted spear, slipping it securely into her belt, and pulled out a flashlight from her jacket pocket. The beam cut through as she clicked it on, casting long, jagged shadows across overturned chairs and dusty counters.

“Let’s see if we can get some light in here,” she muttered, stepping over debris toward a wall-mounted switch panel. She flipped a switch experimentally, but nothing happened. No hum of power, no flicker of fluorescent lights. Just the persistent silence, broken only by their breathing and the distant scratching of zombies outside. She flicked the switch a few more times, her expression grim. “Looks like New Jersey’s tapped out for good.”

Husk sighed, his breath fogging in the cold air. “Maybe it’s not just Jersey,” He pulled out his flashlight, the beam sweeping in tandem with Vaggie’s. “Could be the whole damn country’s dark by now. No power, no grid…”

“Then we’re back to paper maps and guesswork to get to D.C.,” Vaggie replied. She slid her bowie knife from its sheath and kept it ready in her right hand, her eyes scanning every shadow for movement.

“We need to scout the place first,” she continued. “Can’t get fucking comfortable until we know what’s lurking. Then we find the meds.”

Husk nodded, gripping the crowbar tighter. “Lead the way, boss.”

Vaggie gave a small nod, sweeping her flashlight across the room again. The main reception area stretched out ahead, desks overturned, papers scattered like fallen leaves. A faint, metallic smell hung in the air, and the dark stains on the floor hinted at past violence.

Vaggie’s breath was slow and steady, her eyes darting through the flashlight’s beam. The beam flickered over the reception desk—papers scattered, a tipped-over mug, a dried pool of something dark.

She noticed Husk had already disappeared down a side hallway and she tightened her grip on the flashlight, slipping past the desk into a narrow corridor. Exam rooms lined either side, their doors ajar and hung half-open. She swept her flashlight into the first room: a metal examination table, overturned cabinets, and a rusted surgical tray. Nothing moved. Just shadows and dust.

The second room was the same—emptiness stretched tight with tension. In the third room, she paused. Her flashlight caught something—a flicker of movement in the corner. She froze, her pulse spiking.

But it was only a curtain, shifting slightly in a draft she couldn’t feel. She exhaled, annoyed with herself. Focus. Every room was a potential death trap, and there was no room for false alarms.

The flashlight’s beam landed on a pile in the corner. Vaggie stepped closer, heart hammering. It was a corpse. Or what was left of one? Torn clothes, dried blood, a contorted face locked in a final, silent scream. She swallowed hard, nose wrinkling at the smell—less pungent now, but sharp enough to sting.

The next door led to a supply closet, its shelves half-empty, ransacked by survivors who had come before. She swept the light along the walls—nothing.

As she turned to leave, her foot caught on something. A soft, rustling sound beneath the shelves. Her breath hitched and her muscles tensing. She crouched, flashlight low.

A rat darted out and scurried past her boot.

Que carajo.” She let out a breathless, relieved laugh, shaking her head.

She moved on, to the last room at the end of the hall. The door was locked, a flimsy wooden sign hanging crookedly: Employees Only. Vaggie frowned, tugging at the handle. Nothing. With a grunt, she raised her foot and kicked it hard. The door shuddered but didn’t give.

A second kick splintered the wood, and she forced it open, stepping inside. It was an office—a small desk, a filing cabinet tipped over, and a broken chair.

Her flashlight landed on another body slumped in the corner, a faded animal shelter uniform clinging to its skeletal frame. No threat. She turned to leave but paused, her beam catching something on the desk—a small, half-empty bottle of painkillers. She grabbed it and stuffed it into her bag.

One less thing to worry about.


She found Husk back in the reception area leaning against the desk, flashlight beam drifting.

“All clear?” Vaggie asked, slipping her blade back into its holster.

Husk nodded. “Couple of stiffs. Nothing moving.”

“Same here.” She tapped the duffel bag. “Got some painkillers.”

Husk tilted his head, eyeing the duffel bag curiously. “What kind?”

Vaggie pulled the bottle out, shining her flashlight on the label. “Hydrocodone,” she read, then turned the bottle slightly, “looks like there’s about half left. Better than nothing.”

Husk nodded, a flicker of relief crossing his face. “Good. That might actually help Alastor for a bit.” He gestured with a quick tilt of his head, leading her down the hallway he’d come from. “I found something you’ll want to see, though. There’s a locked medical cabinet in one of the back rooms.”

They then navigated past the overturned chairs and faded posters of smiling pets. The narrow hallway opened into a smaller room, once a staff break area. A row of empty lockers stood against one wall, their doors ajar, some hanging off their hinges. In the corner, half-hidden behind a knocked-over filing cabinet, was a metal medical cabinet bolted to the wall. Its glass front was cracked but intact, the contents inside barely visible through the grime and dust.

“There,” Husk pointed. “Looks like it’s still stocked, but it’s locked tight.”

Vaggie approached the cabinet and then ran her fingers over the keypad above the handle, its surface worn smooth from years of use before the outbreak. She frowned. “Of course, it has a fucking code. Why wouldn’t it?” She leaned in closer, peering through the cracked glass, but her stomach sank as she realized there was metal wiring embedded behind it. Breaking the glass wouldn’t be enough.

She straightened, running a hand through her hair. “Shit,” she muttered under her breath, turning to Husk. “Did you see anything while you were scouting? Papers, notes—anything that might have a code on it?”

“You really think the staff here wrote the code down on a sticky note or something?” Husk gestured vaguely toward the hall they’d come from. “Best bet is that one of those stiffs in a uniform knew it, but good luck asking them.”

Vaggie pressed her lips into a thin line. He wasn’t wrong, as much as she hated to admit it. The chance of finding the code written down somewhere was slim, and the people who might’ve known it were long past offering help.

She glanced at Husk’s crowbar. “Let me borrow that,” she said, nodding toward it. “I’ll try to pry it open.”

Husk hesitated. “You sure about that? Might take a while. And it’ll make a hell of a lot of noise.”

“Got a better idea?” Vaggie shot back, her tone sharper than intended. She softened slightly, rubbing her temple. “Look, I know it’s not ideal, but we need what’s in there. Charlie wrote down a damn list for Alastor, for Christ’s sake. So, unless you’ve got a code tucked up your sleeve…”

Husk sighed, muttering something under his breath before handing over the crowbar. “Fine, but you owe Angel if you bend it.”

“I’ll add it to the tab,” Vaggie replied dryly, gripping the crowbar with both hands. She braced herself against the wall beside the cabinet, wedging the curved end under the metal door’s edge. The muscles in her arms strained as she pushed, the crowbar creaking against the stubborn latch.

Vamos, maldito bastardo,” she grunted, adjusting her grip and throwing her weight into it. The cabinet groaned in protest, but the door didn’t budge.

Behind her, Husk leaned casually against the wall, watching. “You sure you don’t want me to try? Not to brag, but I’m a little more… built for this.”

“Keep your ‘helpful’ comments to yourself, el viejo.” Vaggie snapped, pausing to catch her breath. She adjusted the crowbar again, this time angling it closer to the lock mechanism. “This is just like cracking a stubborn door, right? Except this time, the door can’t fight back.”

“Yet,” Husk muttered.

Vaggie ignored him, tightening her grip and shoving the crowbar harder. The metal around the latch began to warp, a faint crack echoing in the quiet room.

“There we go,” she murmured, sweat beading on her brow. “Just a little more…”

Vaggie dug her heels into the tiled floor, bracing her body as she threw her full weight into the crowbar. Her arms strained, muscles burning with the effort. The groaning metal grew louder, the latch finally starting to give way, but it wasn’t fast enough.

Vaggie grits her teeth. “¡Vamos, pedazo de mierda testaruda!” she yelled, her voice shaking with effort. Her breath came in sharp bursts, fogging in the cold air of the room. She adjusted her grip, sweat-slicking her gloves, and pushed harder, twisting the crowbar in short, violent jerks.

The cabinet creaked louder, the sound reverberating in the quiet space, but the latch still held firm.

Husk shifted his weight, watching her with a mix of amusement and unease. “You’re gonna pull something if you keep this up. Maybe we—”

“Don’t fucking start, Husk,” she cut him off. She adjusted her stance, one boot pressed firmly against the cabinet to keep it steady and yanked the crowbar upward with all the strength she could muster.

The latch finally gave with a deafening crack, the sound echoing like a gunshot. The door swung open a fraction, its hinges screeching in protest. Vaggie stumbled back, panting, clutching the crowbar tightly in one hand as her chest heaved.

“Damn,” Husk muttered, stepping forward to inspect the damage. “Remind me not to piss you off when you’ve got one of these.”

Vaggie shot him a tired glare but didn’t respond. She handed the crowbar to Husk and wiped the sweat from her forehead. “It’s open. That’s what matters,” she said, her tone curt as she stepped forward to examine the contents.

Inside the cabinet, rows of neatly labeled bottles and boxes gleamed faintly in the beam of her flashlight. Bandages, antiseptics, antibiotics—it was a goldmine.

Vaggie pulled out a folded piece of paper from her jacket pocket. She unfolded it and brought it closer to the flashlight's beam.

"Charlie’s list," she murmured, holding it up for Husk to see. "We start grabbing what we need and stick to the list, then we get the hell out of here before something finds us."

Husk gave her a quick nod and stepped forward, began sorting through the supplies. The two of them moved quickly, snatching bandages, bottles of antiseptic, gauze rolls, and pills, stuffing them into their duffel bags until the shelves were nearly bare.

As Vaggie checked off the final items on the list, her brow furrowed. “Wait…” she scanned the list again. "Morphine. There’s supposed to be a vial of morphine here.”

She turned back to the cabinet, searching the now-cleared shelves. Her hands moved faster, pushing aside empty boxes and checking every corner, her frustration mounting with every second. “No, no, no—dammit!”

Husk glanced over his shoulder. “Maybe it’s tucked in the back or—”

“It’s not here!” She straightened abruptly, slamming the cabinet door shut with a loud metallic clang. The force echoed in the small room as she paced a step away, muttering under her breath. “¡Hijos de puta! ¿En serio? Of all the things to be missing—this one thing!”

Husk leaned against the lockers. “Christ, it’s not the end of the world. We’ve got most of what we need. We can improvise if we—”

“Improvising doesn’t fix this!” Vaggie whirled on him, the flashlight beam shaking in her hand. “That morphine was for him. You know it’s the one thing that’ll keep him out of everyone’s hair while we patch him up.”

“Yelling about it isn’t gonna make it appear,” Husk replied evenly, raising his hands in mock surrender.

Vaggie clenched her fists. She turned back to the cabinet and slammed her fist against its already dented surface. The impact rattled the cabinet, sending a few loose shards of glass falling to the floor. “¡Maldita sea! ¡No podemos tener ni una cosa sin problemas!

She exhaled sharply, her breath ragged as she leaned against the wall for a moment, trying to collect herself while Husk watched her in silence.

After a long pause, Vaggie spoke again, her voice quieter. “I… I know another place where we can find morphine.”

She shoved the list into her pocket and adjusted her bag on her shoulder. “Let’s go. We’ve wasted enough time.”


The car idled in front of Wallrins—or at least what the sign suggested. The cold air outside was eerily still, the kind of silence that made your ears strain for sounds that weren’t there. Snow swirled through the empty street, drifting in lazy spirals where zombies had once staggered. For now, the silence felt like a fragile truce.

Vaggie and Husk didn’t plan to test it.

Vaggie sat in the driver’s seat, fingers drumming impatiently against the wheel, her eyes darting from the rearview mirror to the store entrance. Husk, meanwhile, slouched in the passenger seat, picking at a loose thread on his coat. He finally glanced over at her, one brow raised. “You’re thinking it’s too quiet, right?”

Too quiet,” she replied, already cutting the engine and pushing the door open. The creak of the hinges sounded obscenely loud in the dead street. “Let’s get this over with.”

Husk grumbled something under his breath—something about her jinxing things—but followed her lead, stepping out and slamming the door shut behind him. He adjusted the crowbar slung over his shoulder, his eyes scanning the street. Still nothing. No moans, no shuffling feet. Just the faint hum of their car engine and the distant whistle of the wind.

The two of them approached the entrance cautiously. Unlike the animal shelter, this entrance gaped wide and unboarded—just an empty threshold inviting them in.

Broken glass crunched underfoot as they stepped inside. The interior was dim, lit only by the weak daylight spilling in from the windows. Most of the shelves were still standing, though many were bare, their contents long since looted: empty pill bottles, crushed snack wrappers, and stray cans kicked into shadowy corners. Some aisles had been upended, metal frames twisted and toppled.

Vaggie pulled out a flashlight and clicked it on. The narrow beam revealed more chaos—splintered wood, and dark stains on the tile that everyone preferred not to identify. Husk followed suit, his flashlight beam flickering to life, casting long, jittery shadows.

They moved cautiously toward the back, where the pharmacy counter loomed. The door leading into the restricted area hung ajar, swinging slightly as if it had been opened recently. That was never a good sign.

At the threshold, Husk stopped, glancing sideways at Vaggie. “We splitting up again?” he whispered, the words almost lost in the cavernous space.

Vaggie nodded, her eyes scanning the darkened shelves behind the counter. “Faster that way. Yell if you find anything. Or if... you know.” She didn’t finish the sentence. She didn’t need to.

“Yeah, yeah. Just don’t get yourself eaten.”

They slipped inside the pharmacy, splitting off in opposite directions, their flashlight beams carving separate paths through the shadows. The air was heavy with dust and the ghost of medicinal chemicals. Each shelf was a gamble: knocked-over pill bottles, empty boxes, labels torn and faded.

Vaggie navigated the maze of empty shelves, her flashlight sweeping over half-crushed boxes and spilled bottles. She clicked her tongue, frustration simmering just beneath the surface. Luck hadn’t been on their side lately—not with food, not with supplies, and not with safety.

She crouched low, shining the beam into the crevices beneath a shelf, finding only dust and disappointment. Just as she stood to move on, a sharp voice shattered the silence.

“Get the fuck off me!” Husk’s yell echoed from somewhere deeper in the pharmacy. It was followed by a loud, metallic clatter—his crowbar hitting the floor.

Vaggie’s blood ran cold. She killed her flashlight with a click and slipped her pistol from its holster. Heart pounding, she moved toward the sound, each step deliberate, her breath shallow and silent. Her eyes darted through the dim aisles, every shadow a potential threat.

Rounding a corner, she spotted a flicker of light—Husk’s flashlight lying on the ground, casting a skewed beam against the far wall. She followed it, her grip tightening on the pistol.

There, in the narrow gap between towering shelves, she saw them: a brunette taller man with a messy, unshaven scruff holding Husk in a chokehold. The muzzle of a handgun was pressed firmly against Husk’s temple. Husk struggled, his eyes wide with fury and fear, but the man’s grip was unrelenting.

Vaggie didn’t hesitate. She leveled her pistol, feet planted firmly, arms steady, and sight aligned.

“Let him go!” Vaggie barked. She kept her aim trained on the man’s head, her finger resting just shy of the trigger. The words weren’t a request—they were a command.

The man’s grip on Husk tightened for a brief second, enough to make Husk let out a strangled grunt. Before he could respond, another voice called out from deeper in the pharmacy, soft and trembling.

“Solomon? What’s going on?”

The man—Solomon, apparently—glanced toward the source of the voice without loosening his hold. “It’s nothing, baby. Just two fucking bandits. Gonna take their shit and send them packing.”

“We’re not bandits!” Vaggie snapped, somewhere within the flashlight beam flicking over to the shadow of a figure—a woman, barely visible at the edge of the aisle. “We’re just here for medicine. That’s it. We don’t want trouble.”

“Medicine?” Solomon let out a sharp, humorless laugh, the sound verging on hysterical. “Oh, you mean this?” His eyes darted to a nearby shelf, where a lone box of morphine vials sat. His voice cracked as he spat out, “You mean that, right? That’s what you’re here for?”

Vaggie’s breath hitched. Damn it. Of all the things that had to survive the looting, why did it have to be morphine?

Solomon’s voice wavered now into desperation. “We need that. She needs that. My girlfriend’s pregnant, okay? Baby’s due any day now. She’s already in pain, and I—I can’t just let her suffer.” His hand trembled slightly, the gun still pressed firmly to Husk’s temple. “Please.”

Vaggie’s stomach twisted. She had heard desperation before, seen it etched into the faces of survivors clawing to hold onto whatever shred of humanity they had left. But this—this was different. A baby. A fucking baby is involved. She pressed her lips into a thin line, her mind racing.

Someone in her group needed that morphine too. Alastor needs it. Charlie needs it. The thought anchored her, though it didn’t make her decision any easier.

“Listen to me,” Vaggie said, her voice steady but quieter now. “I get it. I do. But you’re not the only one trying to keep someone alive. Someone in my group—”

“I don’t give a shit about your group!” Solomon cut her off angrily. He pressed the gun harder against Husk’s temple, eliciting a sharp wince. “I don’t care who’s hurting on your side. I’m not losing her—or my baby—because you think you need it more.”

“Solomon, please,” the woman’s voice wavered from the shadows.

He ignored her, his eyes narrowing at Vaggie. “Drop the gun. Both of you hand over your gear—and your car.”

Vaggie blinked, her composure threatening to crack. “Our car?”

“That piece of junk you parked out front,” he hissed. “I saw it. You’re gonna hand me the keys, or this guy’s brains are painting the floor.”

Vaggie’s jaw clenched, and she spared a glance at Husk. His eyes met hers, a silent don’t do anything stupid written across his expression. But his life—or his patience—wasn’t something she could gamble with.

Vaggie took a slow breath, steadying her aim. Her mind was racing, every scenario spiraling into disaster. Solomon’s hand was shaking, but the gun was still steady enough to end Husk’s life in an instant. She could see the desperation in his eyes—raw, unfiltered, and blinding. Reason wasn’t going to come easy, but it was all she had left to try.

Charlie’s voice echoed: Be kind.

“Solomon,” she said, softening her tone but keeping her aim locked on his head. “I understand why you’re scared. You’re trying to protect your family—I get it. But killing him, killing us isn’t going to solve anything. It’ll just leave you with blood on your hands and no guarantee you’ll make it out of here alive.”

He barked a laugh, short and bitter. “You think I give a damn about blood on my hands? You think I’ve made it this far by worrying about that? I’ll do whatever it takes, lady. Whatever. It. Takes.”

The woman in the shadows spoke again, her voice trembling. “Solomon, please. Don’t—”

“Stay out of this!” he snapped, his voice cracking as he whipped his head toward her. His hand twitched, the barrel pressing deeper into Husk’s temple. “I’m doing this for you. For us. You think these people care? You think they’d do the same for us? No one gives a shit about anyone anymore!”

“We’re not your enemy,” Vaggie cut in sharply, her tone firm enough to pull his attention back to her. “We just need the morphine. That’s it. We’ll leave everything else behind and walk the fuck out of here. You can keep the rest. Hell, we’ll even help you—”

“Help me?” Solomon interrupted, his voice thick with disbelief. “Help me? You think I’d trust you? You’d take the meds, drive off, and leave us to die like everyone else!” He shook his head, his grip tightening on Husk. “No. You’re giving me the keys to that car, and you’re walking out of here with nothing—or you’re not walking out at all.”

The gun wavered, just slightly, as his desperation climbed into a frenzy. Husk grimaced, his voice strained but calm. “Valeria, whatever you’re thinking, don’t do it. He’s not gonna—”

“Shut up!” Solomon barked, jamming the gun harder against Husk’s temple.

Vaggie clenched her jaw, her finger twitching against the trigger. She could feel the weight of the decision crushing her chest. Every instinct screamed to act, to do something—anything—to tip the scales in their favor. But the stakes were higher than ever.

Her mind reeled with possibilities. She could try to talk him down again, but his nerves were already fraying. She could take the shot, but she’d be gambling with Husk’s life. And even if she succeeded, there was still the woman to worry about. Two against one was manageable. Three—including the unborn baby…

Is this how you feel, Charlie?

“You think this is easy for me?” Vaggie said, her voice breaking slightly despite her efforts to keep it steady. “You think I don’t care about what happens to you, to her, to the baby? But I’ve got people too. People who need me. People who are counting on me to come back with that morphine. So tell me—what the hell am I supposed to do? Leave them to suffer so you don’t have to?”

Her words hung in the air, heavy and suffocating. For a brief moment, Solomon faltered, his gaze flickering toward the woman again.

“Solomon…” the woman pleaded, her voice barely a whisper now.

But then his jaw clenched, and his resolve hardened. “I don’t care about your people. I don’t care about your sob story. If it’s her or you, I’m choosing her every damn time.”

Vaggie’s heart thundered in her chest as she kept her aim trained on Solomon. Charlie’s voice echoed in her mind, urging her toward mercy. Be kind. Be human. Humanity first. But what did it mean to be human in a world that had already fallen apart? Could mercy survive when survival demanded sacrifice?

Her breathing quickened as Solomon’s words rattled through her skull. If it’s her or you, I’m choosing her every damn time. The weight of Husk’s life, Alastor’s suffering, Charlie’s hope—it all crushed her beneath its unbearable weight. Her hands trembled, but her grip on the gun stayed firm.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered, more to herself than to him. The apology felt like a prayer to something long gone.

Solomon’s eyes widened as her expression shifted, steely resolve hardening her features. “Don’t—” he started, but the words were cut off.

The gunshot cracked like a thunderclap in the suffocating silence, the sound ricocheting through the empty pharmacy. Solomon’s head snapped back, and his body crumpled to the floor in a lifeless heap. Husk staggered forward, wrenching the gun from Solomon’s slack hand as Vaggie lowered her pistol, smoke still curling from the barrel.

“Shit,” Husk muttered, scrambling to his feet, his chest heaving. He glanced at her, eyes wide with a mix of gratitude and something else—something closer to fear. “Valeria, I—”

Husk stopped himself as Vaggie strode forward, her gun still in her hand. She didn’t look down at Solomon’s body, didn’t let herself think about what she’d just done. There wasn’t time.

“Solomon?” The woman’s trembling voice came from further down the aisle. “What’s happening? Are you okay?”

Vaggie didn’t answer. She didn’t stop. Her boots crunched against the broken glass, her shadow stretching long and distorted in the flickering light. Husk’s hurried footsteps followed close behind, but he didn’t try to stop her—not yet.

Rounding the corner, Vaggie froze for half a heartbeat. The woman sat on the floor, her back pressed against a toppled shelf. One hand rested on her swollen belly, rubbing it in slow, nervous circles. Her wide, tear-filled eyes darted to Vaggie, then to the gun in her hand.

“No,” the woman gasped, shaking her head. “Please, no. I—I didn’t do anything. I just—”

Her pistol rose, her arm rigid, her aim unshaken despite the quivering in her heart.

The woman sobbed openly now. “Please… I’m pregnant. I just want to live. My baby—my baby needs—”

“Valeria!” Husk’s voice snapped through the haze. “What the fuck are you doing?”

Vaggie’s breath came in sharp, shallow bursts as she stared down the woman. Her trembling hands threatened to betray her, but the weight of her decision pressed heavier than the gun in her grip. Be human. Be kind. Charlie’s words clawed at her thoughts, a desperate plea for something better than the violence that surrounded them.

But this isn’t mercy. Vaggie’s mind raced, she wouldn’t survive. Not like this. Pregnant, alone, clinging to hope where there was none.

She closed her eye for the briefest moment. Charlie wouldn’t want this, she would take the woman for the sake of the baby.

But Charlie wasn’t here. Charlie wasn’t staring down the barrel of a gun in the name of mercy. Charlie didn’t understand how burdening it is to have someone like a liability in the group while keeping everyone alive. To keep her alive.

Vaggie’s breath caught in her throat as her thoughts drifted to her baby brother. Emiliano. She remembered his small, warm body cradled in her arms, his tiny fingers reaching out to touch her face with innocent curiosity. His laugh—a soft, breathy sound—still echoed in her mind, a reminder of a time when things were simpler. Safer. A time before the world crumbled.

He was so small, so fragile. She could still feel the weight of him, hear the soft coos he made as he tried to grab her hair or press his hand against her cheek. Her heart clenched painfully at the memory, and for a moment, she couldn’t breathe.

“Valeria,” Husk’s voice broke through the fog in her mind, making her open her eye. “Don’t fucking do this.” His tone was different now—no longer sharp or angry, but pleading. “She’s not a threat. Look at her. She’s defenseless. Pregnant, for fuck’s sake.”

The woman was sobbing openly now, her hands trembling as she clutched her swollen belly. “Please… please don’t kill us,” she begged, her voice cracking with desperation. “I don’t have anyone else. He was all I had. I—I just want to live. My baby… my baby deserves a chance.” Her words were choked. “Don’t take that from us. Please.”

The way she begged—raw, hopeless as if everything in her world had shattered—she had already lost her boyfriend, the father of her child. Now she was on her knees, begging for her life, begging for the life of her unborn child.

“She’s not gonna make it,” Vaggie said coldly, her eye still locked on the woman. “Without access to a hospital, proper care… she’s as good as dead. You know that, Husk.” Her grip on the gun tightened. “Killing her now… it’s mercy. Mercy for her, and mercy for the baby. A clean death is better than starving. Better than freezing. Better than being torn apart by the muertos.”

Husk shook his head. “You don’t know that. You can’t know that.” His voice was rough, desperate as if he could see reason. “There’s a chance. Maybe not a good one, but a chance. Hell, Charlie would—”

“Charlie isn’t here!” Vaggie snapped. “And even if she was, what would you suggest? Bringing her with us? Another mouth to feed? We’re already running low on supplies. Every day we’re struggling to keep ourselves alive. We don’t have a permanent base. We’re still traveling to D.C. through the dead of winter, Husk. How long do you think she’ll last? For how fucking long?”

Husk opened his mouth to argue, but Vaggie didn’t give him the chance. “We can barely keep ourselves alive. We have people counting on us—And bringing her with us? It’s suicide.”

The woman sobbed harder, her hands trembling as she continued to beg. “Please… I’ll do anything. I can help. I—I don’t need much, just enough to keep the baby safe. Please… don’t kill us.”

Vaggie’s mind twisted, her logic battling against the gnawing guilt clawing at her chest. It wasn’t supposed to be this hard. But then, her mind whispered cruelly, What would you do if it was Emiliano? If he were here, small and vulnerable, reaching for you with those trusting eyes… would you still choose logic? Would you still justify it as mercy?

The thought made her scowl, her heart wrenching painfully. This isn’t about Emiliano. She forced herself to focus, to silence the voice in her head. This woman wasn’t her brother. This baby wasn’t her responsibility.

“For fuck’s sake!” Husk shouted. “Speaking as a father, we can find another way. We always do.”

Vaggie’s lips pressed into a thin line, her grip steady but her mind wavering. “There isn’t another way,” she whispered, more to herself than to him. Her finger hovered near the trigger.

Be kind. Be human. Charlie’s voice echoed again, but it felt distant and unreachable. Be kind. But kindness had no place here. Not anymore.

Her breath was shallow, her heartbeat thundering in her ears. She glanced at the woman again, seeing the terror in her eyes, the sheer desperation in every breath she took. And for one agonizing second, Vaggie wondered—Would Emiliano forgive me for this?

Would Charlie forgive me for this?

Vaggie’s finger twitched on the trigger, her breath frozen in her chest as she stared down the sobbing woman. Every instinct screamed at her to finish it, to make the “logical” choice and walk away. But then, through the pounding in her head, she heard it—a voice.

Charlie’s voice.

“You talk about surviving, Vaggie, but all you ever want is the easy way out!”

Her teeth clenched, her hands tightening around the gun as if she could crush the voice out of existence.

Easy? Vaggie thought bitterly. There’s nothing easy about this.

But the voice didn’t fade. It lingered, persistent, accusing.

“Surviving isn’t just about making it through another day. It’s about how you survive. Who you become.”

Vaggie’s eye flicked to the woman again—frail, terrified, clutching her belly as though sheer willpower could shield her unborn child from the world’s cruelty. She looked at Husk, the pragmatic man who usually doesn't give a shit, and is now silently pleading with her to stop.

Her hand trembled now, the grip of the gun suddenly became unbearable. She could hear the faint echoes of Emiliano’s laughter again, then her mother… her eyes full of trust.

Would Mamá understand? Would she see and recognize the daughter who once cradled her son, who once promised to keep him safe?

Her jaw clenched, her teeth grinding together in frustration, pain, and something dangerously close to shame. The easy way out.

Vaggie growled low in her throat, a sound of defiance not at the woman, not at Husk—but at herself.

“Damn it,” she hissed as she wrenched her gun away from the woman, the barrel pointing toward the floor.

The woman gasped, her sobs hitching into a sudden, shaky silence. Husk exhaled audibly, his shoulders sagging with relief.

Vaggie was about to say something when a loud crash reverberated from the front of the drugstore. The sound of shuffling feet and guttural groaning followed, growing louder with each passing second.

Husk cursed under his breath. “Damn it! Must’ve heard the gunshot.”

Vaggie muttered. "Of course.” Without hesitation, she turned to Husk. “Grab the morphine. Now!”

Husk didn’t need to be told twice. He darted toward the shelf, yanking the box of vials and stuffing it into his bag. Meanwhile, Vaggie aimed her pistol at the door, her eyes narrowing as the zombies drew closer.

“You,” she barked, directing her words to the woman still huddled on the floor. “Get up. Now.”

The woman flinched, her body trembling, but she obeyed, staggering to her feet as her hands clutched protectively over her belly.

“You’re coming with us,” Vaggie said, her tone leaving no room for argument. “If you stay, you’re dead.”

The woman’s eyes darted between Vaggie, Husk, and the darkening shadows outside the pharmacy, where the first of the zombies began to press against the broken glass doors. Her lips trembled, but finally, she gave a small, frightened nod.

Vaggie didn’t waste time. Her gaze shifted back to the pharmacy entrance as she upholstered her bowie knife with her free hand. She spoke without looking back. “Husk, grab her stuff—whatever she came with—and be ready to run.”

Husk swept his eyes over the area and spotted a battered backpack near the aisle where Solomon had been standing. Snatching it up, he slung it over his shoulder before returning to the woman’s side.

“What about you?” Husk asked.

“I’ll cover you,” Vaggie said firmly, her pistol trained on the door as the first of the undead began to push through, their grotesque faces pressing against the glass. “Get her to the car. Don’t stop, don’t look back. I’ll be right behind you.”

The door creaked ominously, the undead pressing harder as cracks spiderwebbed across the glass.

Husk clenched his jaw, nodding reluctantly. “Fine. But if you don’t make it—”

“I’ll make it,” Vaggie snapped, cutting him off. “Just follow me and wait for my signal.”

She then stepped out of the pharmacy, her boots crunching against shattered glass. The cool afternoon air hit her like a slap, mingling with the sickly stench of decay and rot. The dim light from outside illuminated the shambling forms staggering toward her. Their guttural groans grew louder as they spotted her, their dead eyes locking on the living prey.

She didn’t hesitate.

Bang! The first shot rang out, the bullet tearing through the skull of a zombie at the forefront.

Bang! Bang! Two more headshots followed, clearing the entrance of the drugstore.

"Go!"

Husk grabbed the woman’s arm, pulling her into a sprint toward the exit. The woman stumbled but kept pace, her breathing ragged with fear and adrenaline.

As they bolted through the shattered entrance, a zombie lunged from the side, its decayed arms reaching for the woman. She screamed, stumbling backward as its rotting hands swiped inches from her face.

Bang! Vaggie fired through the broken store window, the bullet finding its mark in the zombie’s temple. The creature’s head snapped back, and it collapsed in a heap, lifeless once more.

"Keep moving!" Vaggie barked, her eyes scanning the street for more threats.

Husk and the woman sprinted toward the waiting car parked a short distance away. Vaggie lowered her pistol for a moment, her fingers tightening around the grip of her bowie knife then followed behind.

A zombie lunged at her from the side, its mouth agape, teeth yellowed and broken. Vaggie dodged to the left, twisting her body as she drove the knife deep into its skull. The creature let out a low gurgle before collapsing at her feet.

Another zombie staggered closer, its grotesque face leaning dangerously close to hers. She felt the rancid breath against her skin, the cold, dead hands reaching for her throat.

With a grunt, Vaggie aimed her pistol upward, pressing the barrel against the zombie’s chin. Bang! The last bullet in her magazine fired, blowing through the top of its skull in a spray of blood and bone.

The zombie collapsed backward, its body twitching briefly before going still. Vaggie exhaled sharply, her chest rising and falling with each breath as she wiped the blood from her face with her sleeve.

She glanced toward the car. Husk was already throwing open the back door, shoving the woman inside.

He turned to look back at Vaggie. “Move!” He shouted, waving her forward.

No need to remind me, old man. She sheathed her knife, ejected the empty magazine from her pistol, and loaded a fresh one as she sprinted toward the vehicle.


The silence in the car stretched longer than the road ahead of them, heavy and suffocating, like the snow pressing against the windows. Vaggie watched it fall, soft and deliberate, each flake tumbling lazily from the sky before dissolving into the dark stretch of asphalt beneath them. For a moment, it reminded her of peace, or at least something close to it.

Husk drove with one hand on the wheel, the other occasionally tapping a rhythm against his knee, though the beat didn’t seem tied to any song in particular. The woman in the backseat hadn’t said a word since they left the drugstore. Not even after they shoved what was left of her life into the back seat. Vaggie hadn’t looked back at her once.

And then, Husk spoke.

“So,” he said, voice breaking the quiet like a cracked windshield, “what made you spare her? After… you know.” His words hung in the air, and for a second, it was as if he were asking about someone who wasn’t sitting a few feet behind them. As if the woman hadn’t heard every syllable.

Vaggie grimaced. Of course, Husk wouldn’t sugarcoat it. He wasn’t the type. Subtlety wasn’t his style, and delicacy wasn’t something the world rewarded anymore. But still, something was jarring about how easily he could say it—after you killed her boyfriend while holding me hostage—like it wasn’t the kind of thing that could haunt a person.

She didn’t respond immediately, just kept her gaze fixed on the snow, watching it swirl and disappear. Husk didn’t press her, and didn’t fill the space with more words. He knew her well enough to wait.

Finally, she exhaled a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. “I remembered my little brother,” she said quietly, almost like the words had slipped out by accident.

Husk’s expression went curious. “What about him?”

Vaggie’s fingers tightened in her lap, the memory of Emiliano tugging at something soft and tender inside her that she hadn’t touched in a long time. “He was small. Fragile. I guess I always had a soft spot for him.” Her voice lowered, more thoughtful now. “That woman… she reminded me of my mamá. The way she held her stomach like it was the only thing keeping her alive.”

Husk nodded absently. “Yeah,” he said after a pause. “I get it.” He tapped his fingers again, slower now, as if matching the rhythm to his thoughts. “I’ll try to convince the others. I mean, you know Angel will make a dumbass joke about it, but… we can manage. Hopefully, you’re on the same page. Especially after… well, after why you were going to pull the trigger in the first place.”

Vaggie sighed heavily. “Charlie will be on your side.” Her voice softened, less certain than she wanted it to be. “She always sees the best in people.”

Husk didn’t reply right away. He just gave a small nod, as if agreeing with something neither of them had said out loud.

And then, for the first time in what felt like hours, the woman in the backseat spoke. Her voice was quiet, tentative, as though testing the air for permission to exist in it. “How… how is your group?”

Vaggie blinked, turning slightly to glance back at her. “What do you mean?”

Vaggie studied the woman’s reflection in the rearview mirror. She was leaning forward slightly like she was about to whisper a secret. Her eyes flicked from Vaggie to Husk and back again, unsure if she was allowed to keep talking.

“I mean…” The woman hesitated, her fingers nervously twisting a loose thread from her sleeve. “Are you… scavengers? Or bandits? You know… the kind that’ll steal from others?”

Husk raised an eyebrow and glanced at Vaggie, confused. Vaggie met his gaze briefly before turning her attention back to the woman.

“I’m not sure we have a ‘type,’” Vaggie said carefully. “But if I had to put a label on it… we’re scavengers. We don’t assault people for supplies.”

Husk scoffed softly, a bitter sound that lingered longer than it should have. “Yeah. Not like some people we’ve run into.”

Oh, of course. Can’t forget about them.

The woman noticed Husk’s reaction and offered a weak smile. “I figured as much. You… you don’t seem like the bandit type.” She paused, watching the way Vaggie’s hands rested calmly on her lap, and the way Husk’s fingers continued their rhythm against the steering wheel. “But it’s just… I’ve seen things. Every group I’ve come across has had their way of doing things. Their mindset. Their own… goals.”

Her voice grew quieter. “Solomon and I… we were with a group once. College friends. We all thought we could stick together, you know? Make it through.” She laughed softly, though there was no humor in it. “Turns out, surviving together is harder than surviving just the two of us…”

Vaggie shifted in her seat, her eyes still on the woman. “What happened?” She asked softly, her voice low, careful not to push too hard. “With your group?”

The woman hesitated, her lips pressing into a thin line as if weighing whether to open the door to memories best left locked away. She inhaled slowly, then exhaled, as if bracing herself.

“It started with Solomon and… Robin, my ex-boyfriend… They never agreed on anything. Always fighting. Disagreements about food, about routes, about who we could trust. Robin wanted to take more risks and thought we needed to be more aggressive to survive. Solomon… he was always more cautious. More protective.”

Her voice wavered, and she glanced down at her hands, twisting the frayed fabric between her fingers. “Things got worse when… when they found out I was pregnant.” She swallowed hard as if the memory still tasted bitter. “I’ve never experienced fear like that in my life. They told me—no, threatened me—that I had to abort the baby. Said it would be a liability, tand hat it would put everyone at risk. They even… they even talked about killing me.”

The woman’s voice broke on the last word, and for a moment, the only sound in the car was the hum of the engine and the soft tap of Husk’s fingers against the steering wheel. “But, Solomon… he defended me. Defended the baby. He stood up to them when no one else would. He kept me safe. But… what he did to protect us… it was despicable.”

The woman took another shaky breath. “There was… a siege. Zombies breached the university where we were staying. Chaos. Screaming. People running in every direction. Solomon and I made it to one of the science labs—the only place we thought was secure.”

She paused, her hands trembling now, her knuckles white. “The others… our friends… they were right behind us. But Solomon… he locked the door. He locked it before they could get in, and… it was glass. We could see them. See their faces. See them banging on the door, screaming for us to let them in.” Her voice grew quieter, more distant. “We watched… as the dead things found them. As they were devoured.”

The silence in the car was suffocating now, thicker than the snow falling outside. Husk’s hand tightened on the steering wheel, the rhythm he’d been tapping forgotten.

“Since then,” the woman continued, “it was just the two of us. Solomon wouldn’t let us join another group. Said we couldn’t trust anyone. That everyone else would turn on us, just like Robin did. He grew… paranoid. Every survivor we came across… he assumed they were bandits. Or worse. Always assumes the worst and thinks everyone’s out to take what little we have.”

A pause.

“I’m sorry,” Vaggie said softly.

The woman shook her head, a sad smile tugging at the corners of her lips. “No,” she said, her voice quiet but steady. “I understand. I know why you had to do it. Why you had to pull the trigger on Solomon.” Her gaze drifted toward the window, eyes lost in the swirling snow outside. “He was… he was a good man once. But after everything we went through… after what he did… he changed.”

Vaggie nodded, understanding more than she wanted to admit.

The woman’s smile faltered, and she looked down at her hands, the frayed thread in her sleeve forgotten. “He shouldn’t have gone out of his way. Not just for a damn vial of morphine.”

Husk’s eyes flicked to the rearview mirror, a frown pulling at his features. “Look, we get it. Not bearing the fact your love is suffering and shit,” he asked, his confusion clear. “But why the hell was he risking his life for that?”

The woman hesitated, then glanced at Vaggie, a resigned look in her eyes. “Because… he couldn’t accept it. What you said back there—about me not being able to survive without access to hospitals. You were right.”

Vaggie’s stomach twisted, but she kept her expression neutral, waiting for the woman to continue.

“I have hemophilia,” the woman admitted. “It’s mild, but… it’s enough. Enough to make giving birth dangerous. Solomon knew it. I told him over and over that morphine wouldn’t change anything. It wouldn’t save me. It would just… make the pain easier. But he couldn’t stand the thought of me suffering.”

Husk’s frown deepened. “Hemophilia,” he repeated, his voice incredulous. “And he still thought you could—” He stopped himself, shaking his head. “Damn.”

The woman nodded slowly, her eyes distant again. “He wouldn’t believe me. He thought… he thought I could survive it. That I could beat the odds. He didn’t want to believe that I’d die when I gave birth.” Her voice wavered, filled with a quiet grief. “He thought he could save me.”

Husk was silent for a moment. “And you? Why… why do you want to keep going? If you know…”

The woman met his gaze in the mirror. “Because I want my baby to live,” she said simply. “I want my baby to be born. Alive. Healthy.” Her voice softened, filled with a fragile hope. “I want to hold them. Even if it’s just once.”

Vaggie felt a lump form in her throat, but she swallowed it down. Husk glanced at her as if searching for something to say, but the words seemed to evade him.

The woman leaned back against the seat, her hands resting on her stomach. She closed her eyes for a moment, exhaling.

“If I’m lucky…” she whispered, “maybe I’ll get to hold my baby. Just for a little while.”


The car pulled into the parking lot, the snow crunching beneath the tires as they slowed to a stop. Around them, the townhouses stood in quiet rows, arranged like a motel. The perimeter was already fortified with a wooden barrier that are roughly constructed but sturdy enough to suggest that another group of survivors had been here before. Their fate? Who knows, like so many others these days.

Husk guided the car toward the far end of the lot, parking it near one of the townhouses the group had claimed as their temporary base. It wasn’t much. Nothing like the mansion they’d once called home, where the walls had been thick to keep them warm. But in winter, any place with a roof and four walls was better than nothing.

Vaggie’s eyes flicked to the pickup truck parked a few spaces down. Its engine was cold, the snow already beginning to settle on its hood. Charlie and Angel were back from their supply run. Husk noticed it too and grunted softly, killing the engine with a twist of the key.

“Looks like they made it,” he said, mostly to himself, before stepping out into the biting cold.

Vaggie stayed in her seat for a moment longer, watching as Husk circled to the trunk, already pulling open the back to grab the bags of supplies they’d scavenged. The woman in the backseat stirred, her movements slow and careful.

Husk paused, glancing back toward the woman. “Come on,” he held his hand out. “Let’s get you inside.”

The woman nodded, her breath fogging in the air as she stepped out into the snow. Vaggie followed, her boots crunching against the frozen ground as she helped steady the woman. Together, they moved toward the townhouse.

It wasn’t grand. It wasn’t safe in any permanent sense. But for now, it was a shelter, and it was enough.

Notes:

god, i cant thank my friend Zobat enough to be willing to have a *insightful* discussion w me abt Vaggie's dilemma whether she'll kill the preg mom or not.
i actually have a full scene of vaggie straight up killed the mom and husk crashes out on her lol, and im not sure if anybody's interested enough to read the alt thing so...

but why husk gives a shit?
-hes a dad in this au
-similar w vaggie, he has a soft spot for babies (incl preg women lmao)

next chapter would be a shitshow for everyone lmao.

Chapter 25: Be My Baby

Summary:

The group’s divided opinions regarding what to do with the pregnant woman’s fate.

Notes:

chapter title is based from 1963 song by The Ronettes

(edit: dec 21, 2024) finally added the smut at the end so.... enjoy :0

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"Fuel should be enough to reach Philadelphia," Charlie announced, setting the gas can onto the battered dining table with a thud. "Maybe even cross into Baltimore if we're lucky."

Angel sighed as he sifted through a stack of canned food, flipping each one over to double-check the expiration dates. "I didn’t expect Jersey to be stripped so damn clean," he muttered. "Not even a can of Spam left. Like, who eats Spam, let alone steal it?"

"Maybe someone with lower standards than you," Charlie quipped, a small smile playing at the corners of her mouth.

Angel ignored her, tapping a can of peaches against the table thoughtfully. "Y’know, there’s gotta be some old refugee camps we haven’t hit yet. Places where they dumped supplies when things went to shit. Hell, I bet there’s a whole stash just waiting for us to stumble on it."

Charlie paused, her gaze drifting toward the window where snow continued to fall in lazy flakes. "Maybe," she said slowly. "If there were camps, they might’ve set them up by the casinos. You know, down by the pier of the city. It’s close to water, and they could’ve used the buildings for shelter."

Niffty, who had been quietly sorting through a box of mismatched supplies, perked up at the mention of the pier. "We could ask Husk about it!" she suggested brightly, tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear. "He might know if there’s anything left around the casinos."

"Or Vags," Angel added, dropping the can of peaches and leaning back in his chair. "She’s military, right? And this is her hometown. Gotta figure she’d know where the government stashed people when things went to hell."

Charlie nodded. "Yeah, we can just ask when they get back from their run. Shouldn’t be long now."

Angel gave a lazy shrug, surprisingly without complaint. He shifted in his seat, turning to Niffty with a curious tilt of his head. "Where are Pentious and Cherri, anyway? Thought they were supposed to help with inventory."

"They’re in the bedroom," Niffty replied, not missing a beat as she lined up a row of cans. "Checking on Alastor."

Angel’s eyebrows rose. "Oh, right. Radio Boy’s still playing sick, huh? Christ, it's been a week since he’s fucking bedridden like that."

Charlie sighed softly, leaning against the edge of the table. "Hopefully, Vaggie and Husk got everything on the list. If they did, we can start treating Alastor properly."

Angel glanced at her, his eyebrows knitting together in mild confusion. "Treat him? What do you mean by that?"

Before Charlie could respond, the front door of the townhouse creaked open, letting in a gust of cold air that smelled faintly of snow and damp asphalt. Vaggie stepped inside first, two duffel bags slung over her shoulders, her expression as unreadable as ever. Behind her, Husk followed, steadying a young woman who clung to his arm, her other hand resting protectively over her swollen belly.

Angel's eyes widened, and he was on his feet in an instant. "Who the fuck is that?" he demanded, pointing a finger toward the woman like she was some kind of intruder.

Vaggie didn’t break stride. She walked straight to the kitchen counter, setting the duffel bags down with deliberate care before turning to Charlie. "Charlie, we need to talk."

Charlie opened her mouth to respond, but Angel beat her to it. "If this is about that fucking woman," he snapped, gesturing toward the couch where Husk was now settling the stranger, "this should be a discussion with everyone. We don’t just bring in random people without a goddamn vote."

Vaggie turned to him. "That’s not what this is about."

Angel scoffed, folding his arms across his chest. "Oh, really? Sure as hell looks like it."

Husk, having helped the woman ease into the couch, stepped up beside Angel and placed a hand on his shoulder firmly. "It will be discussed with everyone," he said. "But not right now. We’ve got other shit to handle first."

Angel’s mouth opened like he had another sharp retort ready, but Husk’s tone left little room for argument. He closed it again, though his eyes flicked toward the woman, still suspicious.

Meanwhile, Charlie moved closer to Vaggie, her brow furrowed with concern. "What happened out there?" she asked quietly, glancing from Vaggie to the duffel bags and then back to the woman on the couch. "Who is she?"

Vaggie sighed, her shoulders visibly tense. "It’s complicated. I’ll explain everything… just give me a minute." She glanced briefly at Husk, then back to Charlie. "But we need to talk first. Privately."

Charlie hesitated, casting another glance toward Angel, who was now pacing near the kitchen, muttering something under his breath. Then she nodded. "Okay. Let’s talk."

Vaggie led Charlie toward the small laundry room tucked into the corner of the kitchen, leaving Husk to keep an eye on Angel and on the woman, who sat silently on the couch.

Vaggie quietly shut the door behind them and leaned against the washer, arms crossed over her chest. "How was the run with Angel?"

Charlie exhaled, rubbing her temples as if the mere thought of the run exhausted her. "Difficult, like always. Angel being Angel who complained most of the time, but… we were lucky. The gas station still had its emergency generators running, and we managed to siphon enough fuel." She paused, glancing at Vaggie. "Honestly, I didn’t think we’d find anything."

"That’s good to hear, but… it’s safe to say the power in Jersey is as good as dead. The animal shelter Husk and I looted outside Atlantic City?" Vaggie’s expression darkened. "Completely out of power too."

Charlie’s lips pressed into a thin line. "Fucking figures. That’s probably why the cell service is gone. And if Jersey’s dead, it might mean the entire East Coast is out."

"Or worse, the whole country," Vaggie added quietly. "We need to start collecting paper maps. If the power’s out everywhere, GPS isn’t coming back. We’ll have to navigate the old-fashioned way if we want to make it to D.C."

Charlie nodded, but her mind was already racing. "Angel and I were talking about looking in the hotels and casinos down by the pier. If there were any refugee camps set up, they’d be there. Maybe we can find something. Supplies, maps, fucking anything."

Vaggie’s brow furrowed in concern. "Those places could be death traps, Charlie. Casinos? Hotels? They’re perfect places for people to hole up, but that also means they could be crawling with God-knows-who."

"I know. But we don’t have much of a choice. Most of the city’s stripped clean. We’re running out of options. If there’s even a chance we can find something down there, we have to take it. One big shot, Vaggie. It could mean more supplies… for everyone."

Vaggie stared at her for a long moment, then gave a reluctant nod. "Then we’ll take the risk."

Charlie nodded, relieved that they were on the same page. But there was still the matter weighing on her, reaching out and squeezing Vaggie’s hand briefly. "Now… who is she? That woman Husk brought in. What happened out there?"

Vaggie’s jaw tightened, her eye momentarily flicking toward the door, as if wary of being overheard. "We couldn’t find the morphine at the animal shelter. So, we took a gamble and hit a drugstore closer to the city. That’s where we ran into her. The woman… and her boyfriend."

Charlie’s brow furrowed. "Her boyfriend?"

"Yeah." Vaggie’s voice hardened. "I don’t know if they’re already inside when we got there. Husk spotted the last box of morphine behind the counter, but… so did they. Her boyfriend was armed and desperate. He put Husk in a chokehold.

"Fuck’s sake, I tried to reason with him. Told him we were just looking for medicine for a sick friend. Tried to make him see we didn’t want trouble or even negotiate. But… he wasn’t listening. All he cared about was getting that morphine and even tried to rob the fucking car."

Charlie’s heart sank. "So… what did you do?"

"I had to make a call. He wouldn’t let Husk go, and if I didn’t act, Husk would’ve..." Vaggie stopped, inhaling sharply. "I had to take the shot. I didn’t have a choice."

Charlie glanced toward the door as if picturing the woman sitting on the couch in the other room. "And she has no one now."

"No one," Vaggie confirmed. "She told us her boyfriend had been protecting her since the outbreak started. He was the reason she made it this far. She doesn’t have a group. No family. Nothing. And…" Vaggie clicked her tongue. "She’s pregnant, Charlie. She won’t survive out there on her own. Not like this."

Charlie was quiet for a moment, processing everything. "Does she even want to stay with us?"

"She didn’t say much," Vaggie admitted. "Shock, maybe. Or grief. But I think she knows she doesn’t have a choice. Not anymore."

Charlie pursed her lips before asking, "How far along she’s pregnant?"

"Maybe seven, or eight months. It’s hard to tell, but… far enough. It looks like it’s about to be due anytime soon."

Charlie sighed, running a hand through her hair. "This… this changes things. We’re already stretched thin, Vaggie. Supplies, food, space… another mouth to feed, especially a pregnant one…"

"I know," Vaggie is frustrated, her hands gripping the edge of the washer as if steadying herself. "I know, Charlie, I’ve already thought about it. Every risk, every complication. We’re barely scraping by as it is. We don’t have enough food. Medicine’s just restocked but it’ll be gone again. And if she makes it to childbirth…" She trailed off. "Without a hospital, without proper care, she could die. The baby could die. Hell, both of them might not survive. And even if they do…"

Vaggie’s gaze lifted, her eye locking with Charlie’s. "What kind of life is that for a newborn? No warmth, no safety. Just… survival in a world full of fucked up people and muertos. Day to day."

Charlie swallowed hard, the weight of leadership pressing down on her like a physical burden. She knew Vaggie wasn’t exaggerating.

"She wants the best for her baby," Vaggie continued, her voice softening. "Even out there, with nothing, she still hoped. Hoped for a chance... any chance... that her child could be born alive, healthy… even if it meant risking everything."

Vaggie’s hand reached out, fingers gently stroking the smooth, scarred skin of Charlie’s healed stub. The touch was grounding. "What’s your call, Charlie?"

Charlie closed her eyes briefly, inhaling deeply as she gathered her thoughts. Her mind raced, weighing the options, the risks, the inevitable fallout. Angel would be furious, and Husk, despite his gruff exterior, might side with the woman, same with Pentious as he is a father himself. Niffty would likely follow whatever decision kept the group together. But others? Alastor, Cherri… they might not be so understanding.

The silence stretched, tension thick in the small room as Charlie wrestled with the burden of leadership. She pressed her fingers against her temple as if trying to will clarity into existence. Finally, she opened her eyes again and met Vaggie’s steady gaze.

"Not everyone is going to be happy about this. Hell, some of them might hate me for it. But…"

She glanced toward the door, imagining the woman sitting quietly in the other room, vulnerable and alone. "We can’t leave her out there, Vaggie. Not in winter. Not with a baby on the way. I know it’s a risk. I know we’re stretched thin. But if we turn her away… what kind of people does that make us? What kind of leader does that make me?"

Vaggie didn’t respond immediately, her fingers still resting gently on Charlie’s hand. She understood the impossible balance between survival and humanity. "You’re thinking about everyone," Vaggie said softly. "You always do. Even when it’s not easy."

Charlie’s gaze softened. "It’s never easy. Not anymore. Every choice costs something. But I have to believe… that some things are worth the cost."

Vaggie nodded slowly, squeezing Charlie’s hand before releasing it. "Then we take her in," she said. "But we need to be smart about it. No promises. No guarantees."

Charlie exhaled a long, slow breath. "We need to get ready for everyone’s arguments. Angel’s already on edge, and if anyone else has doubts, he’ll be the first to stir them up."

Vaggie gave a short nod, her expression hardening in anticipation. "He’s going to make a scene, for sure. But I’ll handle him if it gets out of hand."

Charlie allowed herself a brief, tired smile. "I know. And I’m grateful. But still… we need to be prepared. We have to make them see why this matters. Why she matters."

As they moved toward the door, Vaggie glanced at Charlie. "If they can’t see it… well, they’ll just have to trust us. Like they always have."

Charlie paused her hand on the doorknob. "I hope you’re right."

As the couple stepped out of the laundry room, they were immediately met with raised voices echoing from the common room. The tension is overwhelming, thick as the winter chill still clinging to their clothes.

"You're telling me she's staying here? Just like that? No vote, no nothing? We’re already stretched to the breaking point. You think we can just start collecting strays like we’re some fucking charity? Are we taking in anyone who knocks on our door?"

"Angel, calm the fuck down," Husk shot back. "She’s not a stray. She’s a person. A survivor—just like us."

"Calm down?!" Angel snapped, his boots pacing across the worn floor. "Well, unlike her, we didn’t come knocking with a sob story and a baby bump expecting a warm welcome. We barely have enough food for ourselves, and now we’ve got a pregnant chick to babysit?”

"We can make it work," Husk replied. "We always do."

"Make it work?" Cherri’s voice rang out. "You mean until we run out of food or get ambushed by some desperate assholes following her scent? ‘Cause let’s be real, that’s a real possibility."

"Exactly!" Angel gestured wildly toward Cherri. "Thank you! Finally, someone with some fucking common sense."

"You two are overreacting!” Pentious voiced in. “We haven’t even heard from Charlie or Vaggie yet. They’ll make the call, and we’ll figure it out together."

Angel barked out a laugh, "Oh, I know exactly what dollface’s gonna say. She’ll do what she always does; play the bleeding heart. Take her in, no questions asked."

Vaggie and Charlie exchanged a glance. No time for subtlety. They quickened their pace, moving down the short hallway and into the common room.

As they entered the room, Charlie’s voice rang out. "Enough!"

The room fell silent. Angel was in front of Husk, arms crossed, his face flushed with anger. Husk, standing between them and the woman on the couch, looked like he was one step away from losing his patience entirely, while Pentious is sitting right beside the woman as if he was comforting her while his eyes flicked between Angel and the newcomers. Cherri was leaning against the far wall, her expression neutral but her arms crossed in agreement with Angel’s earlier tirade.

The stranger sat quietly on the couch, and shrank into herself, her hand protectively resting over her belly. Her wide eyes flicked between the arguing survivors, clearly aware she was the cause for discord but too overwhelmed to speak.

"We’re not doing this," Charlie said as she made her way to stand beside Husk. "Not tonight. Not like this."

The group’s attention shifted toward her, some expressions softening, others hardening in defiance.

Angel opened his mouth to argue, but Charlie cut him off with a sharp look. "I heard everything. And yes, Angel, you’re right about one thing... I am going to take her in. And I’m doing it because we’re more than just survivors scavenging through a world that’s falling apart. We’re better than that."

Angel scoffed, crossing his arms tighter across his chest. "Better than what, Charlie? Being realistic? We all pulled our weight. Every single one of us. She—" He pointed to the woman on the couch. "—is a liability. She can’t fight. She can’t run. She’s not one of us."

"One of us?" Charlie’s eyes narrowed, and she took a step toward Angel. "Do you even remember where you came from, Angel?"

Angel blinked, his mouth opening to protest, but Charlie didn’t give him the chance.

"Back at Brooklyn, you worked with the fucking gang. You were cocky, sure. But you were desperate to get the fuck out of them and even initiated to sabotage their base. We took you in. No vote. We didn’t know if you’d stab us at the back or if we’d make it because of you. But we gave you a chance. And look where you are now."

Angel’s jaw tightened, his eyes flicking away from hers for a moment before returning.

Charlie continued. "Do you remember how Alastor joined us? Husk? Niffty? We found them chained and dangerous in their own ways. But we didn’t turn our backs on them. We trusted... cautiously, yes, but we trusted. And because of that, they’re here now. With us. Helping us survive."

"That was different!" Angel snapped. "We knew they could handle themselves. We saw it. We gave them a chance because they could do something."

"And you think she can’t?" Charlie shot back, gesturing toward the woman. "Maybe she can’t fight like you. Maybe she can’t shoot or run or grab supplies. But that doesn’t mean she has nothing to offer. She’s survived this long. And she has a reason to keep going. Isn’t that what you told us, Angel? That people fight harder when they have something worth protecting?"

Angel fell silent, his lips pressing into a thin line, but Charlie didn’t stop.

"We bought Pentious in, and even Cherri joined us after we were kidnapped by the Exorcists. Do you remember that? Fucking hell, we didn’t know if we’d ever make it out. She could’ve killed Pentious and run off with the supplies she stole from them. But she fought for what she owed us. Even when it was risky. Even when it was dangerous."

Cherri’s eye flicked toward Charlie, her expression softening slightly at the memory, though she didn’t say anything.

"And look at all of us now! We’ve been through fucking hell. We’ve faced the worst this world has to offer. This fucking winter, starvation, attacks from the dead and the living. And yet, we survived. Not because it was easy. Not because we had guarantees. But because we trusted each other. We gave each other a chance when no one else would."

Her gaze swept over the room, landing on each member of the group; Pentious, Niffty, Cherri, Husk, Angel, and finally, the woman on the couch. "That’s what we do. That’s who we are. We don’t turn away people who need us. Not if we have even the smallest chance to help them. Because one day, it could be us. Again."

The room fell into a heavy silence. Angel looked down, his fingers drumming nervously against his arm as he processed her words. Husk stood quietly by the couch, watching Charlie with a calm, knowing gaze. Cherri shifted uncomfortably but didn’t voice any more objections. Pentious gave the woman a reassuring pat on the shoulder.

Finally, Angel broke the silence, his voice softer, but still holding a trace of frustration. "And if she doesn’t pull her weight? If it costs us more than it saves us?"

"Then it’s on me," Charlie said firmly. "I’ll take responsibility. I’ll make sure we all survive. Just like I always have."

Angel looked at her for a long moment, then sighed, throwing his hands up in reluctant surrender. "Fine. But if this backfires, don’t expect me to say ‘I told you so.’"

Charlie’s lips curled into a small, tired smile. "I wouldn’t expect anything less from you, Angel."

The tension in the room eased slightly, though the uncertainty still lingered. Charlie turned toward the woman on the couch, her expression softening. “What’s your name?”

The woman hesitated, her hand still resting protectively over her belly. “Claire,” she said quietly. “My name is Claire.”

Charlie smiled a small but genuine gesture. “Welcome, Claire. You’re safe here.”

For now, she thought.

Claire nodded, her voice barely above a whisper. “Thank you.”

Charlie offered a small, encouraging smile. “Do you need anything? Aside from food, of course. We’re rationing.”

Claire glancing around the room at the worn, tired faces of the group. She seemed reluctant to ask for anything, knowing how hard they were all struggling. But the shiver that ran through betrayed her discomfort. “I… I’m cold,” she admitted softly, her voice almost apologetic.

Without missing a beat, Vaggie stepped forward, her expression softening. She shrugged off her winter coat and draped it gently over Claire’s shoulders. “Here,” she said. “It’s not much, but it’ll help.”

Claire blinked in surprise and opened her mouth to protest, but Vaggie shook her head. “Don’t argue. Just take it.”

Pentious, who had remained seated beside Claire, stood and helped her slip the oversized coat over her shoulders. His movements were gentle, almost careful, as if he understood how fragile she felt in that moment. Claire whispered another “Thank you,” her hands clutching the coat tightly around herself.

As she settled into the warmth, her eyes drifted downward, and she noticed Pentious’s right arm, or rather, where it ended in a healed, cauterized stump just below the elbow. Her gaze lingered for a moment, then shifted to Charlie’s hand, where two of her fingers were missing as well.

Claire’s brows furrowed in concern and curiosity, though she quickly realized how her stare might be interpreted. She glanced away, embarrassed.

“I—I’m sorry,” Claire stammered. “I didn’t mean to… Were you...” She trailed off, choosing her words carefully. “Were you attacked? By people?”

The room fell into a tense silence. The air grew heavier as the group exchanged knowing glances.

Charlie exhaled slowly and nodded. “Yes. We were.”

Claire’s face fell, her hands tightening around the edges of the coat. “I’m sorry,” she whispered, her gaze dropping to the floor. “I didn’t mean to— I just… I understand now. Why you’re cautious. Why… strangers aren’t exactly welcome.”

Charlie’s expression softened. She could see the sincerity in Claire’s eyes, the understanding that came from someone who had likely faced her share of horrors. “It’s… not easy,” Charlie admitted. “Trust doesn’t come cheap in a world like this. But we’ve learned that sometimes, it’s worth the risk.”

Claire nodded, still visibly uneasy. Sensing the lingering discomfort, Charlie offered a small smile, determined to shift the mood. “How about we introduce ourselves properly? You’ve met most of us already, but let’s make it official.”


Maybe luck is on their side again.

While Claire is following Charlie, Vaggie, and Pentious up the stairs, Charlie can’t help but recall their conversation earlier after the introduction.

“There is… one more person,” Charlie said. “Alastor. He’s not up and about right now. He’s still… badly injured.”

Claire, still bundled in Vaggie’s coat, perked up slightly. “Injured?” Her fingers curled nervously against the fabric. “What happened?”

“He’s… well, he’s still recovering. A gunshot wound to the abdomen, and a bad leg that’s slowed his healing for some reason.”

Claire bit her lip, her eyes flicking between Charlie and the others. “I—I’m a medical student. Third year… I’m not a licensed doctor or anything, but… if you’d let me, I could take a look. Maybe I can help.”

Charlie then exhales. Finally, a fucking doctor! Only a student, though. But…

The old wood creaked underfoot as they ascended. The air upstairs was colder, but it’s a good thing that they mostly bundle Alastor up in blankets and coats. Although, it would be a funny sight for Claire that her first impression of Alastor is he’ll be like a cocoon or something.

“Can’t hurt to have a fresh set of eyes, right?” Pentious thoughtly said while walking up. “Especially one that knows more than we do.”

Vaggie sighed, “Well, we’ve done all we can, but if there’s something we missed…” Her voice trailed off, the implication clear: They couldn’t afford to miss anything.

Pentious fell into step beside Claire. “He’s a stubborn one,” he said, a hint of a smile tugging at his lips. “Doesn’t like being fussed over.”

“I’ll keep that in mind,” Claire replied, her voice steady now, though her hands were still clenched tightly around the coat.

At the top of the stairs, Charlie paused before the door to the master bedroom. It was slightly ajar, the light inside dim and flickering from the old lantern on the nightstand. “He won’t like this,” she said, half to herself, half to Claire. “But if you can help… it’ll mean a lot.”

Claire nodded, the weight of the moment settling on her shoulders. “I’ll do my best.”

Charlie pushed it open gently, and Claire stepped inside, her gaze immediately landing on the tall figure lying in the bed.

Alastor lay motionless under a mound of mismatched blankets and coats, his figure barely discernible beneath the layers. His face was pale and gaunt, his usually sharp features dulled by the weeks of illness and injury. Even in the dim light, the dark circles under his eyes and the sheen of sweat on his forehead were hard to miss. His chest rose and fell in shallow, uneven breaths, each one accompanied by a faint wheeze.

Claire hesitated at the threshold, taking in the sight before her. “He’s… taller than I expected,” she muttered, more to herself than anyone else. Her eyes darted to his hands, which were sticking out from the blankets like pale, skeletal branches.

“He’s been through a lot,” Charlie said softly, stepping aside to let Claire in fully. “But if anyone can pull through, it’s him.”

Claire took a breath, steadying herself, then glanced back at Charlie. “Let me see what I can do.”

Charlie nodded, and Vaggie placed the duffel bag on the floor beside the bed. Pentious leaned against the doorway, watching quietly, while Charlie stayed close, her gaze never leaving Alastor.

Claire knelt beside the bed and set her bag down on the floor, her fingers already fumbling to pull a pair of gloves. “Um, could you—” She gestured to the lantern. “I need more light.”

Charlie stepped forward and adjusted the lantern, tilting it to cast a warmer glow over Alastor’s face. He stirred faintly at the change, a low, incoherent murmur escaping his lips. Claire froze, glancing up nervously.

“Relax,” Charlie assured her. “He’s not awake. Not really.”

With a small nod, Claire leaned closer, peeling back the top layer of blankets to get a better look. The distinct coppery tang of blood and sweat hit her, but she didn’t flinch. She worked quickly, her hands steady as she examined the bandages wrapped around his abdomen. “Who dressed this wound?” she asked.

“Me,” Vaggie said from the doorway. “Is it bad?”

Claire didn’t answer right away. She pulled a small flashlight from her bag and clicked it on, her fingers carefully undoing the layers of gauze. The blood-soaked cloth resisted slightly, clinging to Alastor’s skin. “It’s... not the worst I’ve seen,” she said after a moment. “But it’s not great. This should’ve been stitched better—how long ago did this happen?”

“Over a month ago,” Charlie replied, her voice tight. “Maybe a little more.”

Claire frowned, her fingers prodding gently around the wound. Alastor stirred again, his head turning slightly, but he didn’t wake. “The wound itself looks like it’s healing, but slowly. It’s the infection that’s worrying me. His fever’s probably been burning through his strength.”

Claire's brow furrowed as she leaned in closer, carefully slipping her hand behind Alastor’s abdomen to feel for any abnormalities. Her touch was gentle, but even the slight pressure made him groan softly, his body tensing beneath the layers of blankets.

She bit her lip, eyes narrowing in concentration. “No exit wound,” she muttered, mostly to herself. Her fingers traced the area around the injury and turned to the others. “You… you didn’t pull the bullet out, did you?”

Charlie and Vaggie exchanged a glance, guilt flickering across their faces.

“No,” Charlie admitted. “We didn’t have the tools. And he was already losing too much blood. We… I thought... it was safer to leave it.”

“I… I understand. Removing it without proper tools or sterilization would’ve been risky. But…” She trailed off, her eyes fixed on the wound. “His body is rejecting the bullet, and it’s causing a deeper infection. That’s why his healing has been so slow. The fever, the swelling... they’re all signs of his body fighting against it.”

Pentious shifted uncomfortably. “What are our options?”

Claire ran a hand through her hair, her mind racing. “Best-case scenario? We find a proper surgical kit, maybe even a clinic with supplies, and I remove the bullet. We clean the wound thoroughly, get him on a strong course of antibiotics, and pray the infection hasn’t spread too far.” She glanced at Charlie. “Without antibiotics, though… it’s going to be tough. The infection could reach his bloodstream, and if it does…” She didn’t finish the sentence.

Charlie’s jaw tightened. “And worst-case?”

Claire swallowed hard. “Worst-case… if the infection isn’t controlled, it could lead to sepsis. His body would shut down, and lose him.”

Vaggie moved closer, setting the duffel bag down beside Claire with a small thud. “We managed to get most of what we needed,” she said, her voice low but steady. “Including the antibiotics. They’re in here.”

Claire immediately unzipped the bag, rifling through its contents. “Thank God,” she murmured, pulling out a small vial and setting it aside before continuing her search. “What about a surgical kit?”

Charlie pointed toward the bedside table. “There. We’ve been holding onto it since Husk and Vaggie’s supply run. I was hoping…” Her voice faltered, her expression tight. “I was hoping we wouldn’t have to use it.”

Claire’s hand froze momentarily before she turned to look at Charlie. “You knew this would come to a head eventually,” she said softly. “If you had the kit, why didn’t you try earlier?”

Charlie hesitated, her eyes flickering to Alastor’s still form. “I thought about it,” she admitted. “But I… I didn’t want to make things worse. I thought it would be safer to wait until we had more supplies, more… more options. The run you all just made was supposed to change that.” She exhaled, her voice barely above a whisper. “Maybe I waited too long.”

Claire regarded her for a moment, then her curiosity got the better of her. “You talk like you’ve done this kind of thing before. Do you have medical experience?”

"Uh..." Charlie nodded hesitantly. “Some. I’ve volunteered at clinics and worked with social outreach groups. I’ve treated injuries, helped with triage.”

Claire tilted her head. “Including surgeries?”

“Not like this,” Charlie admitted. “I’ve assisted with sutures, removed glass from wounds, cleaned burns, things like that. But removing a bullet? That’s…” She trailed off, glancing at Alastor.

Claire’s eyes followed hers. “That’s a different level,” she finished, her voice quiet. She placed a hand on her belly, the slight curve of her swollen abdomen more noticeable now as she shifted her position. “I want to do this... I know I can, but my movements are limited. I can’t risk straining myself or making a mistake.” She turned back to Charlie, her gaze firm. “Which is why I’m asking you to do it. I’ll guide you every step of the way.”

Charlie’s eyes widened, and she took a small step back. “Me? I—”

“Yes, you. You have the hands-on experience. You know him, and I can tell you care enough to do this right.” She glanced briefly at Vaggie and Pentious, then back to Charlie. “I don’t see another option right now. If we wait, he could…” She didn’t finish.

Charlie swallowed hard, her gaze darting to Vaggie, who gave her an encouraging nod. Pentious, arms crossed, said nothing but held Charlie’s gaze with an expression that said he trusted her.

After a long pause, Charlie let out a shaky breath. “Okay. I’ll do it. Just… tell me what to do.”

Claire smiled faintly, relief softening the tension in her face. “First, let’s prepare the area. We’ll need to sterilize everything... tools, hands, the wound. And then we’ll start.”


There’s something oddly ceremonial about sterilizing a space for surgery in a room that smells like old wood and despair. Charlie wiped down the bedside table with an alcohol-soaked rag while Vaggie boiled water in a battered steel pot. Claire sat nearby, gloves on.

“Make sure the tools are laid out in order,” Claire said, nodding toward the master bedroom’s dresser, now converted into a surgical station. “Scalpel, forceps, gauze, antibiotics. If we don’t keep this organized, we’ll waste time.”

Charlie glanced at the scattered array of tools and supplies, her hands hovering over a pair of scissors before moving them an inch to the left. It felt ridiculous to obsess over the alignment of medical instruments, but somehow, the neatness made it easier to breathe.

“Pentious,” Charlie said, her voice cutting through the soft bustle of preparations. “I need you to call up Husk for help. And while you’re at it, let everyone else know what’s happening. Tell them to stay downstairs.”

Pentious nodded. “On it.”

“Thanks,” Charlie muttered, already turning back to the dresser. She didn’t watch Pentious leave, but she heard the soft creak of the stairs as he made his way down. She hoped he’d take his time explaining things to the others. The last thing they needed was panic seeping upstairs.

The room fell into a strange quiet once Pentious was gone. Charlie glanced at Claire, who was inspecting the surgical kit with the kind of focus that made it seem like she’d forgotten the world outside even existed.

“Obviously, this room has not been this clean in a while,” Charlie said, more to herself than anyone else.

Claire didn’t look up. “Let’s hope it’s clean enough.”

The sound of footsteps on the stairs broke the fragile silence, each step a soft reminder that time was ticking down. Husk finally appeared in the doorway, a cigarette tucked behind his ear, his usual weary expression barely hiding a flicker of concern.

“Alright, what’s the deal?” he grumbled, eyeing the makeshift surgical setup.

“Charlie’s going to remove the bullet,” Vaggie started. “We’ll need you to assist—keep pressure on the wound when Claire says so, and help with the tools.”

Husk raised an eyebrow, glancing between the three women. “Great. No pressure.” He shrugged nonchalantly, though his eyes betrayed the weight of the situation. Without another word, he walked over to the basin of boiled water and dipped his hands in, mimicking the meticulous sterilization process Charlie and Vaggie had gone through.

Charlie watched him. “You sure you’re up for this?” she asked, her voice softer than usual.

Husk shot her a lopsided smirk. “I’ve seen worse. And I’ve had worse hangovers. Let’s get this done.”

Vaggie gave a small nod of approval, then turned her attention to the medical supplies. She pulled a fresh needle and drew a full vial of morphine.

“This should help keep him under,” she muttered, more to herself than anyone else. Her eyes flicked to Alastor, who still lay motionless under the blankets. She knelt beside him, her movements careful as she found a vein and slid the needle in.

Alastor didn’t stir, but his breathing seemed to ease, the tension in his brow softening slightly.

Claire watched, her hands fidgeting against the fabric of her coat. “Can’t afford to waste more morphine,” she said. “Once it kicks in, we need to move fast.”

They gathered around Alastor, and Vaggie clicked on the flashlight and angled it downward, illuminating Alastor’s abdomen. The stitched-up wound, swollen and tinged with an angry red, stood out starkly against his brown skin. Even with the morphine taking effect, the tension in Alastor’s muscles lingered beneath the surface.

Charlie exhaled slowly, her breath shaky as she picked up the surgical scissors from the dresser. Her right hand hovered for a moment before she shifted awkwardly (For fuck’s sake, Charlie. Did you forget about your missing fingers?), gripping them with her left instead. The scissor blades felt clumsy, and uncooperative. She frowned.

"Why aren’t there scissors for left-handed people?" she muttered, the frustration slipping into her voice.

Vaggie glanced at her. “Maybe in another life.”

Claire, seated across from her, gave a small, encouraging smile. “You’ll manage. Just take it slow. Cut each stitch carefully—one at a time.”

Charlie nodded, her fingers trembling slightly as she positioned the scissors over the first stitch. The thread is stained with dried blood and faint traces of pus. She closed the blades slowly, feeling the slight resistance as the thread snapped. One down.

Her heart raced. This wasn’t like back in social work years ago, she’s doing a full-blown, home surgery with Alastor. She couldn’t afford to mess up.

The next stitch came easier, and then the next. Each snip peeled back another layer of their efforts to hold him together. Vaggie kept the flashlight steady, the beam unwavering as Charlie worked. Husk stood nearby, silently observing, ready to step in if needed.

“Almost there,” Claire murmured, though her eyes remained fixed on Charlie’s hands.

Charlie cut the final stitch and carefully set the scissors aside. She took a breath, then used the forceps to gently lift the edge of the gauze. The adhesive clung stubbornly to Alastor’s skin, pulling slightly before giving way. Beneath it, the wound was raw, the edges jagged and inflamed, the center still a vivid, angry red.

Claire leaned forward, her gaze sharp and assessing. “Good. Now we need to irrigate the wound. Vaggie, the saline.”

Vaggie handed over a small bottle of saline, and Charlie unscrewed the cap, pouring the clear liquid over the wound. Alastor’s body twitched involuntarily, a soft groan escaping his lips, but he didn’t wake. The saline washed away dried blood and debris, revealing the true depth of the injury.

“That bullet’s deep,” Husk commented. “Looks like it’s lodged against something important.”

“Likely the abdominal muscle,” Claire confirmed, her fingers gently pressing around the wound’s edges. “We’ll have to be careful not to nick any blood vessels or organs while extracting it.”

Charlie swallowed hard. Her left hand trembled slightly, but she steadied it against her thigh. “Okay. What now?”

Claire points to the forceps that Charlie is currently holding. “You’re going to retrieve the bullet. It’s embedded deep, but you can do it. I’ll guide you.”

Charlie stared at the forceps in her hand. Her stomach twisted with doubt. “What if I—”

“You won’t,” Claire interrupted gently. “Trust yourself. I’ll be right here.”

Charlie nodded, gripping the forceps tightly as she leaned over Alastor. Her fingers trembled slightly, but she pressed on, inserting the forceps into the wound as delicately as possible. The metal slid in slowly, parting the swollen tissue with careful pressure.

“Good,” Claire murmured. “Now, you’ll feel resistance when you hit the bullet. Don’t force it. Use the forceps to gently maneuver around it.”

Charlie’s breath hitched as she felt the first hint of resistance; a hard, foreign object lodged deep in the flesh. Her mind screamed to stop, to pull back, but Claire’s calm voice grounded her.

“Almost there. Angle the forceps slightly to the left. The muscle is tight around it—you’ll need to ease it out without tearing the surrounding tissue.”

Charlie adjusted her grip, the tension in her fingers sending a dull ache up her arm. She angled the forceps, feeling the bullet shift slightly, resisting her efforts like a stubborn shard of metal that refused to let go of its host.

“Got it,” she whispered, the words barely audible.

“Good,” Claire said softly. “Now, steady. Slowly… One wrong angle, and it could hit an artery.”

Charlie’s hands moved with painstaking care, each millimeter feeling like an eternity. Sweat beaded on her forehead, and her knuckles whitened as she gripped the forceps. Husk stepped closer, his hand on Charlie’s shoulder.

Another shift. Another inch. And then, there it was. The bullet emerged from the wound, clamped tightly between the forceps. It was a .357 Magnum round, its copper jacket dented and twisted. Charlie held it up, the distorted slug dripping with blood.

“Got it,” she said, her voice trembling with a mix of relief and exhaustion.

Claire immediately reached for a small metal tray. “Drop it in here,” she instructed.

Charlie let the bullet clink into the tray, and for a moment, everyone in the room exhaled in unison. But the reprieve was short-lived.

“Husk,” Claire started, already moving to the next step “keep pressure on the wound while we clean and close it.”

Husk stepped in, pressing a clean piece of gauze against the open wound.

Vaggie handed Charlie a syringe filled with antibiotics. “We’ll start the injection while we suture,” she said. “We can’t risk an infection.”

Charlie nodded, her hands steadier now as she swapped the forceps for the needle. She injected the antibiotics slowly, ensuring the medication would spread through Alastor’s system as they worked.

“Claire, sutures ready?” Vaggie asked.

“Right here,” Claire replied, pulling a curved needle threaded with purple silk from the kit. She handed it to Charlie, who hesitated for a second before taking it.

“Deep breaths,” Claire said. “You’ve done the hard part. Just take it one stitch at a time.”

Charlie positioned the needle at the edge of the wound, then pierced the swollen skin and pulled the thread through. Each stitch drew the jagged edges closer together, closing the gap left by the bullet.

The room fell into a rhythm again, the silence punctuated by the quiet snick of the needle and the occasional murmured instruction. Husk kept steady pressure until Claire signaled him to ease off, and Vaggie handed Charlie fresh gauze and disinfectant when needed.

Finally, after what felt like hours but was only minutes, Charlie tied off the last suture and cut the thread. She stepped back, her shoulders sagging with relief as she surveyed their work. The wound was neatly closed, the swelling already beginning to subside under the steady application of antibiotics.

Claire inspected the stitches closely. “Good. The sutures are clean and tight. Now we just have to keep an eye on him and make sure there’s no internal bleeding or infection.”

Charlie wiped her forehead with the back of her hand, leaving a faint smudge of blood. “What are his chances?”

“Better than they were thirty minutes ago. But he’s not out of danger yet. The next 48 hours are critical.”

Husk let out a low whistle. “It’s a fucking miracle he didn’t wake up through all that.” He glanced at Alastor’s still form. “Thought for sure he’d snap up and start cracking jokes or somethin’.”

Vaggie hummed. “Thank the damn morphine for that.”

Charlie exhaled, then turned to Claire. “Claire… I don’t even know how to thank you. You didn’t have to do this. You could’ve said no, and I wouldn’t have blamed you.”

Claire pulled off her gloves, flexing her fingers as if to release the tension built up during the procedure. She gave Charlie a small, tired smile. “It’s nothing, really. I’m just a med student. This is way beyond what I’ve trained for.”

Charlie’s eyes softened. “Yeah, but you didn’t hesitate. You were calm, focused… I couldn’t have done it without you.”


Hours later after the impromptu operation, the news spread quietly but insistently through the house like a rumor that refused to be ignored: Alastor was alive, and it was working. Not just alive; stable, breathing, stitched together by hands more accustomed to textbooks than scalpels, with a little help from whatever gods watched over wayward med students and desperate friends.

It became a collective triumph, one split unevenly between the people who made it happen. Claire, the accidental hero, her knowledge stretched thin but held firm when it mattered most. Vaggie and Husk, the quiet saviors who returned from their supply run with just enough meds and luck to make it possible. And Charlie, who had held steady through trembling fingers and missing ones, learning in real time how to piece someone back together.

Now, the house exhaled in cautious relief, its rooms settling back into a semblance of uneasy quiet. Niffty was on watch perched on a chair beside Alastor’s bed, her notebook open with neat, tiny scribbles marking each scheduled medication. Claire had written it all down on what to give, when to give it, and how to respond if things took a turn. Claire had thought of everything, or as close to everything as anyone could in a place where the walls still creaked with secrets.

“Two more hours,” Niffty murmured to herself, glancing at the clock. She adjusted the blanket over Alastor’s chest as if tucking in a guest rather than a patient who had narrowly sidestepped death.

Meanwhile, Pentious guided Claire up the narrow staircase to her own empty room, a space left unused and impersonal but quiet enough for rest. She stumbled once, exhaustion finally catching up with her.

Then finally in the shared room, Charlie stood by the sink, her hands raw from scrubbing. The sink was filled with water (rationed carefully) and it was murky now, pink-tinged with diluted blood and soap, but it was cleaner than Charlie felt. She scrubbed her hands again, raw from the cold water and the harshness of the makeshift antiseptic, watching as the crimson-streaked liquid swirled lazily.

A single candle flickered beside the sink, its soft light casting long, wavering shadows across the bathroom walls. The candle sat on a chipped plate that once held dinners (maybe) or a collection of trinkets no one cared to remember anymore.

Charlie splashed water on her face, the cold shocking against her skin. The water clung to her in uneven streaks, trickling down her cheeks and dripping from her chin into the basin below. For a moment, she simply stood there, hands braced on the sides of the sink, her eyes closed as she listened to the faint crackle of the candle flame.

Finally, she looked up.

The mirror above the sink was dusty, its surface speckled with age and neglect, but it reflected enough. Enough to show her what she didn’t want to see. The dark circles under her eyes were deeper than she remembered, hollowing out her once-bright gaze into something more haunted. A strand of blonde hair clung to her cheek, and she pushed it back with a hand that still trembled, just slightly.

Speaking of that, her cheeks were thinner now, more sunken, the sharp line of her jaw more defined than it had ever been.

Her eyes drifted upward, catching the jagged scar that split through the middle of her right eyebrow; a souvenir from Adam. It hadn’t healed cleanly with its skin raised and uneven.

Charlie raised her right hand slowly, her movements deliberate. Her pinky and ring fingers trembled slightly as she reached up to touch the scar. The tips of her fingers brushed against the rough skin, tracing the path of the wound as if memorizing it all over again.

She sighed softly. “Fucking hell, Charlie,” she whispered to her reflection. “You’ve been through a lot, huh?”

Her fingers fell away from the scar, resting limply at her side. The candlelight flickered again, casting her reflection into brief shadow, as if the person in the mirror wasn’t quite real.

Charlie’s gaze lingered on the reflection, her tired eyes tracing the person she barely recognized anymore. But then, something shifted—movement in the glass. Her gaze flicked upward, catching sight of Vaggie leaning against the doorway behind her. Arms crossed, lips curved into the faintest hint of a smile, Vaggie watched Charlie like she was the most interesting thing in the room.

"Are you done admiring yourself?" Vaggie teased softly.

Charlie exhaled a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding, a small, tired smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. "You could’ve said something. How long have you been standing there?"

"Long enough." Vaggie stepped forward. "You look like you were deep in thought. Didn’t want to interrupt."

Charlie turned around slowly, leaning back against the sink, her arms crossing over her bare chest as if to shield herself from the moment. "Just… thinking about how much has changed. How much I’ve changed."

Vaggie’s eye softened as she stopped a few steps away, close enough for Charlie to see the flicker of concern hidden beneath her usual calm exterior. "Yeah. I see it too."

Charlie’s gaze fell to the floor. "Sometimes, I don’t even recognize myself anymore. The things I’ve done. The shit I had to do."

Vaggie reached out, her hand brushing lightly against Charlie’s cheek, forcing her to meet her eye. "You’ve changed because you had to. But you’re still you, Charlie. You’re still the person who tries to save everyone, even when it tears you apart."

Charlie’s breath hitched at the touch, the warmth of Vaggie’s fingers grounding her in the present. "I don’t know if that’s a good thing anymore. It feels like… like no matter what I do, it’s never enough."

Vaggie’s thumb brushed over Charlie’s cheek, wiping away a stray drop of water—or maybe it was a tear. "You saved Alastor tonight. That’s enough."

Charlie searched Vaggie’s amber eye, finding something there—something steady, unshakable. "And what if I can’t save the next one?" she whispered.

Vaggie’s hand slid from Charlie’s cheek to her shoulder, a steadying touch. "Then we’ll face it together. Like we always do."

Charlie’s lips parted as if to respond, but the words caught in her throat. She glanced down, suddenly hyperaware of the hand Vaggie had rested on her shoulder, warm and grounding. Vaggie’s fingers slid down her arm with deliberate gentleness, finding Charlie’s right hand—scarred, trembling, and incomplete.

The hand that had once been steady, strong, capable of holding the weight of the world… Charlie instinctively tried to pull it back, but Vaggie held it firmly.

“Don’t,” Vaggie whispered insistently. “You don’t have to hide from me.”

Charlie swallowed hard. “It’s just… fucking hell, a part of me is gone, and I can’t get it back.”

Vaggie guided the hand closer, her thumb tracing the edges of the healed stumps, careful and reverent. “It’s still yours. Every part of you is yours.”

Before Charlie could respond, Vaggie lifted the hand to her lips. She pressed a tender kiss to the spot where Charlie’s index finger used to be. Then another, softer still, where the middle finger had once been. And another, trailing along the length of her palm, as if each kiss could stitch together the invisible wounds Charlie carried.

Charlie’s breath caught, a shiver running down her spine. “Valeria…

Vaggie looked up. “You’ve lost pieces of yourself, Charlie. But you’re still whole to me. Every scar, every missing piece… they’re part of who you are. And I love all of it.”

Charlie’s heart clenched at the words, at the honesty in Vaggie’s gaze. She had always been the one to hold others up, to be the unyielding pillar in a crumbling world. But here, now, with Vaggie—she felt seen. Truly seen.

Charlie then leaned forward, their foreheads gently touching. The warmth of Vaggie’s breath mingled with her own, a shared space where the cold world outside didn’t matter. Where they could just be.

“I don’t know how to let go,” Charlie admitted. “Of the guilt, the fear… it’s like it’s all I have left.”

Vaggie’s hand tightened around Charlie’s. “Then hold onto me instead.”

The simplicity of the statement, the quiet conviction behind it, unraveled something inside Charlie. She closed the distance between them, her lips brushing against Vaggie’s in a kiss that was soft and searching, like a question asked without words.

Vaggie answered with the same tenderness, her free hand finding the curve of Charlie’s waist, anchoring her. Charlie felt the warmth of Vaggie’s hand on her waist, grounding her as the kiss deepened, becoming slower, more deliberate. Each touch, each movement, spoke of longing—not just for comfort, but for connection, for something real.

Vaggie’s fingers traced a path from Charlie’s waist upward, grazing the curve of her ribs before resting just beneath her collarbone. Her touch was light and reverent, as though she were memorizing each fragile inch of Charlie’s skin, learning her all over again.

Charlie shivered beneath the touch, her body leaning instinctively into the warmth Vaggie offered. The uncertainty, the doubts she had moments ago, began to blur, drowned out by the sensations flooding through her. She reached up, her right hand and cupped Vaggie’s face, pulling her closer.

Their lips met again, this time more urgently, the soft, tentative exploration giving way to something more fervent. Vaggie’s hands slid down Charlie’s body, her palms pressed against bare skin.

Charlie gasped softly into the kiss, the sensation of Vaggie’s hands on her skin igniting something deep within her. Her own hands moved, fingers threading through Vaggie’s hair, tugging gently as she pulled her closer, wanting—needing—more.

Vaggie responded in kind, her lips leaving Charlie’s to trail a path along her jawline, then lower, to the sensitive spot just beneath her ear. She paused there, her breath warm against Charlie’s skin, before pressing a kiss that made Charlie’s breath hitch and her body tense with anticipation.

“Vaggie…” Charlie whispered, her voice a breathless plea.

“I’m here,” Vaggie murmured against her skin. “I’ve got you.”

Charlie’s hands moved to Vaggie’s shoulders, gripping tightly as Vaggie continued her slow exploration. Her lips traced a path down Charlie’s neck, lingering at the hollow of her throat before trailing lower.

Charlie let out a soft, trembling sigh as Vaggie’s lips followed the path her hands had traced, each kiss sending shivers through her body. The room seemed to shrink around them, the flickering candlelight casting long, wavering shadows on the walls as they lost themselves in each other.

Vaggie paused, her amber eye meeting Charlie’s gaze, searching for any hesitation, any uncertainty. What she found instead was trust—a silent, unspoken permission to continue.

Charlie reached for Vaggie, her fingers trembling slightly but steady enough to grasp the hem of Vaggie’s shirt, pulling it upward. Vaggie helped her, the fabric slipping away, leaving them both exposed and bare.

Vaggie pulled back for just a moment, her gaze locked on Charlie’s flushed face, the candlelight casting a warm glow over them both. Her hand lingered on Charlie’s waist, fingers tracing lazy circles over her skin.

“Come with me,” Vaggie murmured, her hand sliding down to entwine with Charlie’s, pulling her gently from the bathroom toward the bedroom.

When they reached the bedroom, the soft glow of an old lantern greeted them, its light flickering gently from the bedside table. The bed, modest but inviting, waited for them, the sheets slightly rumpled but warm.

Vaggie led Charlie to the edge of the bed, turning to face her once more. Her hand rose to cup Charlie’s cheek. “Are you okay with this?” Vaggie asked softly. “If this isn’t—”

Charlie silenced her with a gentle kiss, her lips warm and sure against Vaggie’s. When they parted, she met Vaggie’s gaze. “I’m more than okay,” she whispered, her fingers tightening around Vaggie’s hand. “I want this. I want you.”

The words hung in the air for a heartbeat before Vaggie’s resolve gave way. She leaned in, capturing Charlie’s lips in a deeper kiss, one filled with hunger. Her hands slid down Charlie’s body, guiding her gently but firmly onto the bed.

Charlie sank back against the mattress. Vaggie followed, hovering above her for a moment, taking in the sight of Charlie’s slender form beneath her.

Vaggie’s hand found Charlie’s again, their fingers interlocking as she leaned down, her lips tracing a path from Charlie’s neck downward. She paused at the hollow of her throat, pressing a soft kiss there before continuing, her mouth trailing lower, leaving a path of warmth in its wake.

Charlie arched slightly beneath her, a soft gasp escaping her lips as Vaggie’s kisses reached her bare chest.

Vaggie’s breath hitched as her lips hovered over the soft curve of Charlie’s chest. She paused, her amber eye drinking in the sight of Charlie beneath her—the soft rise and fall of her chest, the faint flush spreading across her pale skin, her parted lips trembling with anticipation, and the way the flickering lantern light seemed to caress her curves.

Her smaller, scarred hands moved with deliberate care, brushing lightly over the soft skin of Charlie’s chest. The contrast was striking—Vaggie’s brown skin against Charlie’s fair complexion, her fingers trembled slightly as they traced the gentle slope, her calloused palms a stark contrast to the smooth, supple flesh beneath them.

“Charlie…” she murmured. “You’re so—” Her words caught in her throat, replaced by a soft exhale as her hands stilled, resting over the fullness that spilled slightly beneath her touch.

Charlie’s breath hitched, her body arching slightly into Vaggie’s hands, her blue eyes half-lidded and hazy. “Don’t stop,” she whispered, her voice barely audible.

Vaggie nodded. Her mouth found the soft skin just above Charlie’s heart, pressing a tender kiss there before trailing lower. Each kiss was slow, her lips savoring the warmth of Charlie’s skin, the faint tremble in her breath.

When her lips finally reached the pink bud of Charlie’s nipple, Vaggie paused, her breath warm against the sensitive skin. She glanced up, searching Charlie’s gaze for any sign of hesitation. What she found instead was a silent plea, Charlie’s chest rising and falling with shallow breaths, her hands gripping the sheets beneath her.

Vaggie’s lips closed around the bud, her tongue flicking gently over the sensitive peak. Charlie gasped, her back arching as a shiver ran through her body. Vaggie’s hands moved instinctively, one steadying the curve of Charlie’s waist while the other cupped the fullness of her chest, her thumb brushing over the untouched bud.

“Vaggie…” Charlie’s hands reached to tangle in Vaggie’s hair, holding her close.

Vaggie responded with a soft hum, the vibration sending a jolt of pleasure through Charlie. She alternates between gentle kisses and teasing flicks of her tongue, her free hand kneading the soft flesh.

Charlie’s breaths grew heavier, her body trembling beneath Vaggie’s ministrations. Her fingers tightened in Vaggie’s hair, urging her closer, her soft moans filling the quiet room.

Vaggie’s lips moved to the other bud, her tongue tracing lazy circles around the sensitive skin before taking it into her mouth. Her hands pressed firmly against Charlie’s chest as if she were learning every curve, every shiver, every gasp.

Charlie slides down her hands to grip her lover’s shoulders. “Don’t stop,” she whispered again. “Please, don’t stop.”

Vaggie had no intention of stopping. She continued her slow worship, her lips and hands exploring every inch of Charlie’s chest with a mixture of tenderness and hunger, as if she were committing every detail to memory.

Charlie’s breaths grew shallower, each sensation from Vaggie’s lips and hands sending ripples of warmth through her body. The gentle pressure of Vaggie’s mouth on her breast made something coil deep within her abdomen. Her fingers trembled as they slid down, fumbling with the buttons of her slacks.

She bit her lip, desperate to relieve the ache, to shed the barrier between them. But just as her fingers worked at the final button, Vaggie paused. The warmth of her lips left Charlie’s chest, and a knowing look flickered in her amber eye as she took in what Charlie was trying to do.

Vaggie’s lips curled into a soft, teasing smile. “Impatient?”

Charlie’s cheeks flushed, her blue eyes meeting Vaggie’s gaze. “I… I just need more,” she whispered, her voice barely audible.

Without another word, Vaggie’s hands moved to cover Charlie’s, gently guiding them away from the waistband of her slacks. She leaned in, pressing a lingering kiss to Charlie’s lips as her own fingers deftly undid the remaining button and slid the zipper down.

Vaggie’s fingers brushed over the exposed skin of Charlie’s hips as she peeled the fabric away, the cool air a stark contrast to the heat radiating from her body.

When the slacks were finally discarded, Vaggie took a moment to take her in. Charlie’s slender legs, the slight quiver in her thighs, the way her body trembled—it was all laid bare for her. And in that vulnerability, Vaggie saw nothing but beauty.

“You’re perfect.”

“I… feel like I’m falling apart.”

Vaggie shook her head, leaning up until their foreheads touched. “Then let me hold you together.”

She kissed Charlie deeply, her hands sliding down to cup the curve of her hips, thumbs brushing along the slit just above the waistband of her underwear. The touch was light, almost teasing, but it set off sparks that coursed through Charlie’s veins.

A soft whimper escaped Charlie’s lips as her body arched toward Vaggie’s touch, her hips instinctively seeking more. Vaggie responded with a quiet hum, her fingers hooking into the edges of Charlie’s underwear, tugging them down with deliberate care.

As the last barrier slipped away, Vaggie’s eyes roamed over Charlie’s exposed form. She leaned down, pressing a kiss to the hollow of Charlie’s hip, her lips trailing inward.

Charlie’s fingers curled into the sheets, her body taut with anticipation. Each kiss, each whisper of Vaggie’s breath against her skin, sent tremors through her.

“Baby…” she breathed, her voice trembling. “Please…”

Vaggie’s lips curled into a smile against Charlie’s skin. “I’ve got you,” she whispered.

Vaggie’s touch was deliberate, her index and middle fingers gliding over the sensitive curve of Charlie’s inner thigh before finally reaching her folds.

Vaggie’s fingers brushed over the warmth of Charlie’s folds. She took her time, tracing the edges, exploring the soft skin with deliberate care. Her lips pressed to Charlie’s thigh, lingering there as she let her fingers slip between, finding the wetness that had already begun to gather.

Charlie let out a shaky breath, her hips lifting slightly toward Vaggie’s touch. Her body trembled. "Valeria…" she whispered, the sound of her lover’s name like a plea on her lips.

“I’ve got you,” Vaggie pressed a kiss to the curve of Charlie’s hip as her fingers dipped lower, slipping carefully between her folds. Her touch was like testing, learning, before pressing just slightly deeper.

Charlie gasped, her back arching off the mattress as the sensation coursed through her. “God…” she breathed, her voice trembling. “More… please.”

Vaggie’s amber eye flicked upward, her gaze locking onto Charlie’s face. “You’re so beautiful like this…” Her fingers moved with more confidence now, pressing deeper, her thumb brushing lightly over the sensitive clit.

Charlie let out a low moan, her body responding instinctively to the touch. Her hips rolled against Vaggie’s hand, seeking more, needing more. “Don’t stop,” she begged.

“I won’t,” Vaggie promised, her lips trailing upward to press a kiss to the curve of Charlie’s stomach. Her fingers moved with purpose now, each stroke coaxed more sounds from Charlie’s lips.

As she slid a single finger inside, she paused, her gaze flicking back to Charlie’s face, searching for any sign of discomfort. But what she found was nothing but trust and yearning. Charlie’s blue eyes met hers, breath hitching as she nodded.

“Please…” Charlie whispered. “Don’t make me wait.”

Vaggie pressed forward, her finger slipping deeper. She felt Charlie tense, then relax beneath her touch, the soft sound of her lover’s gasp filling the room.

“You feel incredible,” Vaggie murmured, her lips pressing a tender kiss just below Charlie’s hairy navel. She added a second finger, moving slowly, carefully, her thumb circling over the clit in time with her movements.

Valeria,” Charlie gasped, her voice trembling. “More… I need more.”

Vaggie’s fingers thrust faster now, her lips trailing kisses up Charlie’s torso until they found the curve of her neck. “I’m here,” she whispered against Charlie’s skin, her free hand sliding up to cup her lover’s face, grounding her. “I’ve got you, baby.”

Charlie’s moans grew louder, her hands tangling in Vaggie’s hair as her hips moved to meet each thrust of Vaggie’s fingers. She was lost in the moment, in the rhythm of their bodies, in the way Vaggie seemed to know exactly what she needed.

Vaggie’s fingers found a deeper rhythm, her movements coaxing Charlie closer to the edge. She could feel the way her lover’s body tightened around her, the way her breaths came faster, shallower.

Charlie’s breath hitched as Vaggie’s fingers continued their rhythm, her hips lifting to meet each thrust. But something inside her ached for more intimacy. She let out a soft, trembling moan, her hand sliding down to grasp Vaggie’s wrist.

“Valeria… please,” she whispered, her voice thick with need. “I need you. Your tongue… please…”

Vaggie stilled for a moment, her amber eye locking with Charlie’s. The raw vulnerability in Charlie’s plea sent a shiver down her spine. She leaned forward, brushing her lips softly against Charlie’s. “Anything for you,” she murmured, her voice low and steady.

Slowly, Vaggie withdrew her fingers, her touch lingering as if reluctant to leave. She pressed a kiss to Charlie’s trembling stomach, trailing downward with no rush.

Charlie’s legs parted instinctively, her breath catching as Vaggie’s lips brushed against the sensitive skin of her inner thigh. The warmth of Vaggie’s breath sent a jolt through her body, anticipation coiling tightly in her core.

“Relax,” Vaggie whispered, her hands sliding beneath Charlie’s thighs to steady her. She pressed a tender kiss to the crease where Charlie’s thigh met her hip, her lips lingering there before moving inward.

Without hesitation, Vaggie’s tongue darted out, parting Charlie’s folds with a slow, deliberate stroke. Charlie let out a shaky gasp, her hips bucking slightly at the sensation. Vaggie’s hands tightened their grip on her thighs, holding her steady as her tongue explored.

She started slow, her tongue tracing gentle, languid circles around Charlie’s clit before flicking over the sensitive bud with a featherlight touch. Each movement was deliberate to draw out every gasp, every moan, every shiver.

Charlie’s head fell back against the pillow, her breaths coming in shallow bursts as Vaggie’s tongue worked its magic. “Oh god…” she moaned, her fingers tangling in her lover’s hair, guiding her closer. “Don’t stop… please, don’t stop…”

Vaggie’s tongue pressed more firmly now, her movements becoming more confident as she found the rhythm that made Charlie gasp and writhe beneath her. She alternated between teasing flicks and slow, steady strokes, her lips sealing around Charlie’s clit to suck gently.

Charlie’s thighs trembled, her body arching as waves of pleasure coursed through her. “Valeria… oh, fuck…”

Vaggie responded by sliding her hands further beneath Charlie to lift her hips, giving her better access. Her tongue dipped lower to explore, tasting every inch of her lover.

Charlie’s moans grew louder as her body trembling from Vaggie’s tongue delved deeper, her lips pressing kisses between each stroke. The sensation was overwhelming, a perfect blend of tenderness and hunger that left Charlie teetering on the edge.

“I’m… I’m so close…” Charlie gasped, her hands tightening in her lover’s hair.

Vaggie hummed softly against her, the vibration sending shockwaves through Charlie’s body. She focused her attention on Charlie’s clit now, her tongue circling and flicking, her lips sealing to suck the sensitive bud to draw her closer and closer to the brink.

Charlie’s body tensed, her back arching as a cry tore from her lips. “Vaggie!” she gasped, her entire body trembling as the wave of pleasure crashed over her, leaving her breathless and spent.

Vaggie didn’t stop, her tongue continuing its strokes as Charlie rode out the aftershocks, her breaths coming in rapid, shallow gasps. The tension coiled tighter and tighter in her core, until it finally snapped.

A wave of pleasure crashed over her, her body trembling as she cried out Vaggie’s name. Her pale thighs clenched around Vaggie’s head, her hands gripping the sheets as her orgasm consumed her.

Vaggie didn’t stop, her tongue moving gently now, easing Charlie through the aftershocks. She kissed her lover softly, reverently, her hands caressing Charlie’s thighs as her body slowly relaxed beneath her touch.

When Charlie finally opened her eyes, her chest rising and falling with each labored breath, she found Vaggie’s amber eye gazing up at her. There was a softness there, a quiet devotion that made Charlie’s heart ache in the best way.

Vaggie pressed one last kiss to the clit before crawling up to lie beside her. She brushed a strand of blonde hair from Charlie’s damp forehead, her fingers lingering on her cheek.

“You okay?” Vaggie asked softly.

Charlie turned to her, her blue eyes shining with unshed tears. “Never been better.”

Notes:

next chapter is gonna be hella important.... you'll see why :^)

Chapter 26: Four Words

Summary:

On their way to the riskiest supply run, Vaggie takes the opportunity to make her way to her family’s home with Charlie's help.

Notes:

chaggie-centric chapter, and it is definitely the most important chapter for the chaggie nation. :^)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It had been three days since Vaggie and Husk dragged Claire to the group and three days since Alastor was stitched and left to heal. The group had settled into a routine: tending to Alastor, monitoring his progress, and passing meds.

But now, the morning air smelled faintly of salt and decay as Charlie and Vaggie drove through the desolate outskirts toward the city’s pier. Hopefully, they’ll be lucky with abandoned camps and forgotten supplies dangled ahead this time.

Vaggie had both hands on the wheel, her eye fixed on the cracked asphalt stretching endlessly before them, but her mind was somewhere else entirely.

Charlie broke the silence. “Are we just going to the pier?” she asked curiously, her fingers tracing circles on the fogged-up window. She turned to look at Vaggie. “Or… are we going to your family’s place?”

Vaggie sighed. “Yeah,” she said finally. “We’ll check on the house. It’s been a while.”

Charlie straightened in her seat. “Do you think... maybe... your family could still be there?”

Vaggie’s grip tightened, her knuckles whitening against the cracked leather. “To be honest, I’m… not expecting that, Charlie. Not really.”

“But you want to check anyway?” Charlie pressed gently.

“Yeah. It's...” Vaggie admitted. “It’s fucking stupid, I know. But I need to see if it’s still standing. If there’s anything left.”

Charlie didn’t think it was stupid. In fact, she thought it was brave to reconnect, even if it meant facing ghosts. But she didn’t say that. Instead, she reached across the console, her hand resting lightly on Vaggie’s thigh.

That gesture is enough for Charlie saying hey, I’m here for you no matter what.

The road stretched ahead and the car veered left at the rusted sign that read N Connecticut Ave, barely visible under a layer of snow and grime. Charlie’s eyes flicked to it. Huh. An avenue named after a whole state. Like it couldn’t decide what it wanted to be.

As they rolled down the street, the road ahead was unexpectedly clear. The only obstacles were the husks of abandoned cars parked haphazardly along the curb, their windows shattered and metal frames rusting under the weight of snow. Ruined houses stood forgotten, ivy and weeds draped over their walls, clawing their way through cracks.

The silence stretched between them, filled with the soft hum of the engine and the crunch of tires on frostbitten pavement. Charlie watched the houses pass by, wondering how many stories had ended behind those broken windows, how many had never really begun.

Vaggie’s grip on the wheel tightened as they neared the end of the street. Without a word, she pulled into a narrow driveway, the tires leaving shallow tracks in the snow. The house was simple, its white siding dulled by time and neglect. A set of stairs led up to the front door, the wood splintered and sagging at the edges. To the right, the garage door stood closed, its surface cracked and faded, the driveway leading to it littered with weeds poking through the snow.

For a moment, neither of them moved. The engine’s rumble faded into silence as Vaggie cut the ignition. She stared at the house and tracing the familiar lines, searching for anything that might feel like home.

Charlie broke the silence. “Looks… solid. Considering.”

“Guess so.” Vaggie’s lips pressed into a thin line.

Charlie nodded, her hand slipping from Vaggie’s thigh as she reached for the door handle.

Charlie and Vaggie swung open their car doors, the cold air biting at their faces as they stepped out, backpacks slung over their shoulders. Vaggie strides as she made her way up the snow-dusted stairs and boots crunched against the wood.

Charlie, however, took her time. Her eyes wandered, absorbing the quiet desolation of the place. She stopped beside the staircase, brushing off a thick layer of snow that had piled up on the mailbox. The metal was cold beneath her gloved fingers as she revealed the name etched in bold letters: Rodríguez.

Curiosity tugged at her, and she tugged open the mailbox, peering inside. Empty. She wasn’t sure what she had expected; maybe a forgotten letter or an unopened bill before everything went to shit. But there was nothing.

Vaggie was already at the door, her posture stiff, her eyes fixed straight ahead. Charlie trotted up the steps to join her, the wood groaning slightly beneath their weight. Vaggie reached out, opening the creaky screen door, and then tried the knob of the wooden door behind it. It didn’t budge. She twisted harder, frustration flickering across her face.

“Locked?” Charlie asked, half-surprised.

Vaggie clicked her tongue. “Figures.” Without missing a beat, she lifted her boot and kicked the door beside the knob. The wood splintered with a crack, and the door swung inward, creaking on its hinges.

Vaggie stepped inside first, her silhouette swallowed by the dim interior. Charlie followed, her fingers brushing the frame as if grounding herself before crossing the threshold.

Charlie’s boots echoed softly as she stepped inside, the air heavy with a cold and an absence that made the house feel heavier than the snow outside. Her eyes adjusted to the dimness, taking in the home long abandoned.

The interior was a mess. The shared space between the living room and kitchen felt both lived-in and lifeless. Dust coated every surface, and the air carried the stale scent of decay. Her gaze swept to the right, where the kitchen was divided from the living room by a small, cluttered island. The foul smell hit her something rotten. Food, maybe.

She turned her head to the left, where the living room opened up. It was almost too easy to picture Vaggie’s family here, even in the disarray. A crucifix hung crooked on the wall, surrounded by faded portraits of Jesus and other Holy figures that Charlie isn’t familiar with. Little statues of saints dotted the shelves clouded with dust.

But it was the toys that caught Charlie’s attention. Scattered across the floor with bright plastic blocks and a worn playmat.

Vaggie’s silence was heavy beside her, and Charlie didn’t ask. There were no words that could fill the spaces where people once lived.

Beyond the shared space, a dim hallway stretched out. It led to doors of the master bedroom, a shared room where Vaggie and her younger brothers once slept, a single bathroom that probably hadn’t seen water in a while. At the end, a narrow staircase descended into the garage.

Vaggie’s eye traced the room. “They’re gone.”

Charlie’s heart sank. Instinctively, she whispered, “I’m so sorry.”

Vaggie shook her head, turning to face Charlie. “No, not like that,” she corrected gently. “I mean… they made it out.”

Charlie’s eyes widened, the weight in her chest lifting. “Wait, they’re alive? You think they’re alive?”

Vaggie walked over to a small, dust-covered table near the wall of the living room, her fingers brushing lightly across its surface, leaving streaks in the dust. “There used to be a photograph here,” she murmured. “Me and Mamá… from my promotion ceremony when I made sergeant.” Her voice softened, almost wistful. “All the family photos are gone. They must’ve taken them before they evacuated.”

Charlie’s face lit up. “That’s amazing! They could be safe, somewhere out there.”

Vaggie nodded slowly, looking distant as she absorbed the thought. She closed her eye and murmured softly, “Gracias a Dios.

When she opened her eye again, determination had replaced the distant sadness. Without another word, she turned toward the hallway. “Come on,” she said, her voice steadier now. “I need to check my room. There’s something I need to find.”

Charlie followed. The hallway was dim, shadows pooling in the corners.

As they passed the first door, Charlie’s gaze flicked to something on a small side table nestled against the hallway wall. A dusty, framed photo stood there, slightly askew, barely visible beneath layers of grime. Curious, she reached out, brushing away the dust with her gloved fingers, revealing the image beneath.

“Vaggie,” Charlie called softly.

Vaggie stopped, turning back to see what Charlie had found. Her eye widened slightly as she stepped closer, the photo pulling her in like a magnet.

It was a family portrait taken in a professional studio, judging by the plain, neutral background and the soft lighting that seemed out of place.

Vaggie looked at least a decade younger, both of her eyes staring directly at the camera. There was a small, almost shy smile on her lips, a rare softness that Charlie had only seen glimpses of. Her full-sleeve tattoos on her right arm were striking, the dark inks fresh and vivid. In her arms, cradled gently, was a baby; her youngest brother, his tiny face peeking out from the folds of a blanket.

Beside Vaggie stood her mother, her resemblance to Vaggie striking. The same fierce eyes, the same set of the jaw, though softened by age. Her brown hair was streaked with gray, and her arm wrapped protectively around the young boy who stood in front of her.

That boy, maybe around ten at the time, had a mischievous glint in his eyes, one foot slightly forward as if he couldn’t stay still even for a photo and posing for a family portrait was the last thing he wanted to do. His gaze held the same fire that Vaggie’s did, though softened by youth.

Behind them all, towering over Vaggie and their mother, stood another young man, probably in his late teens. He had the same dark hair and strong features, his broad shoulders hinting at the man he was becoming except his gaze softer than the others. His hands rested lightly on Vaggie’s shoulders, a protective gesture.

Charlie’s eyes lingered on Vaggie’s face in the photo, taking in the unspoken history captured there. “You… look so different,” she whispered, almost to herself.

Vaggie’s fingers traced the glass, following the outline of her mother’s face. “That was… back when I was a little less fucked up,” she murmured, a bitter edge in her voice.

Charlie’s eyes hardened, her voice firm. “Vaggie…”

Vaggie let out a low chuckle, shaking her head. “What? It’s true.” She took a deep breath. “Let’s keep moving,” she added, her voice quieter now.

Charlie watched her for a moment, concern and understanding in her gaze. She didn’t push further. Instead, she followed as Vaggie turned and continued down the hallway.

Vaggie reached out, her hand hesitating on the doorknob for just a moment before pushing it open.

The room was smaller than Charlie had expected. The walls were lined with posters of bands Charlie didn’t recognize, a few tattered motivational quotes in Spanish (of course Vaggie’s mom is the one who plastered these). Three small beds sat against the far walls, the blankets rumpled and faded. A nightstand, a cluttered desk, and a closet with one door hanging slightly ajar.

Vaggie stepped inside, scanning the room as if cataloging every detail. She walked over to the dusty desk, fingers trailing along the surface.

Charlie hovered near the doorway, her eyes drawn to a corkboard on the wall above the bed. It was filled with old photos, notes, and scraps of paper. Some had yellowed with age, others were pinned with colorful pushpins that had lost their vibrancy.

Vaggie approached the corkboard. Her eye lingered on an old photo of her and her brothers, their faces youthful and carefree. She pulled the picture free, staring at it for a moment before tucking it into her jacket pocket.

Her eye flicked across the room, but her focus narrowed on the closet, the slightly ajar door inviting her attention. Charlie’s curiosity etched across her face as she watched Vaggie pull the closet door open fully.

Inside, it was almost bare. A few empty hangers dangled from the rod. The base of the closet was littered with fallen hangers and a thin layer of dust, evidence of a hasty departure.

Charlie took a step closer, peeking over Vaggie’s shoulder. “Not much left,” she murmured.

Vaggie didn’t respond. Instead, she crouched down, running her fingers along the back panel of the closet. She pressed against a specific spot, and with a soft click, a hidden compartment popped open. Vaggie’s lips twitched (a ghost of a smile) as she reached inside.

She stood slowly, her hands carefully lifting a garment from the compartment. It was a full combat camouflage uniform, neatly hung, untouched by the decay around it. The fabric was stiff but well-preserved, the patches sewn proudly: U.S. MARINES on one side, RODRÍGUEZ on the other. Between them, the small sergeant insignia patch sat.

Vaggie chuckled softly with both relief and pride. “They didn’t even bother touching it,” she said, more to herself than to Charlie. She pulled the uniform out and draped it carefully over her arm. Her gaze softened, and with a quiet exhale, she spoke. “I kept my old uniform here. My dress blues, too.” She reached further into the hidden compartment, pulling out a second garment that's neatly covered by a canvas cloth. “Didn’t want to bring them to the penthouse when I moved in with you.”

Charlie’s brow furrowed with curiosity. “Why not?”

Vaggie’s eye flicked to the uniforms, then back to Charlie. “It felt like… leaving them here was a way to leave the past behind.” Her voice was low, contemplative. “The good parts, the bad parts. All of it.”

Charlie reached out, her hand gently resting on Vaggie’s arm. “Are you sure about seeing them again? After everything that’s happened… with the Exorcists, I mean. I can’t imagine how much—”

Vaggie’s jaw tightened, but she shook her head firmly. “No trauma and no bullshit is going to stain what this meant to me.” She tapped the insignia with her finger. “I earned this. Every stitch, every scar. And it gave my family a future. I’d do it all again.”

Charlie’s eyes softened. “You don’t have to bury it, then,” she said gently. “If it’s part of you… embrace it.”

Vaggie’s lips curved into a small, wry smile. “You sound like a fucking motivational poster.”

Charlie chuckled. “Well, I’m your girlfriend. You know how it goes.”

Vaggie shook her head, a rare laugh escaping. “Yeah, well, it’s also practical.” She held up the camouflage uniform. “Winter’s not exactly warm, and this’ll do a better job keeping me from freezing my ass off than anything else I’ve got. Might as well put it to use.”

Charlie watched Vaggie carefully remove the hanger of the camouflage uniform, her eyes drifting to the dress blues beneath the canvas cloth. “So… when are you going to wear those?” she asked, trying to sound casual.

Vaggie raised an eyebrow. “Why? You that eager to see me in them?”

Charlie’s cheeks flushed, and she laughed softly. “Maybe,” she admitted, her voice warm. Internally, her mind flashed to the photographs she’d seen with the ones of Vaggie in her dress blues, standing tall, eyes fierce and proud. The uniform had fit her like it was made for her, each line crisp, each detail immaculate. It felt like a glimpse of future Charlie couldn’t help but dream about where they made it through all this, maybe even standing together at some wedding, Vaggie in those very same dress blues—

She shook the thought away with a quiet chuckle. “Maybe you’ll wear them for some future occasion. When we make it to D.C., maybe?”

Vaggie’s smirk softened, her brows furrowing skeptically. “In D.C., huh?” She sighed, glancing down at the dress blues, still neatly folded. “Not sure how we’re gonna carry these without folding them. Since the world’s gone to shit… it doesn’t exactly leave much room for proper uniform care.”

“Well, since when do you care about rules these days?”

“Fair point.”


Charlie’s hands trembled slightly as she shoved another can of beans into her backpack, the metal clinking against the others already inside. She could feel the heat in her cheeks, frustration bubbling beneath her skin. Marrying Vaggie? Seriously, Charlie? She huffed quietly, half at herself, half at the universe for its shitty timing. It wasn’t like she had said it out loud, but the words had been there, hovering dangerously close to her lips.

The ring in her jacket pocket felt heavier than the entire pack of supplies she was gathering. The question wanted to escape (needed to escape) but not here. Not in Vaggie’s abandoned family home. No, this place deserved a different kind of reverence. A proposal here would be... less than ideal.

Charlie shook her head, forcing the thought down as she focused on her task. She knelt by an overturned cabinet, brushing aside broken glass to pull out a few more cans. Tuna, corn, green beans, and more green beans.

Less than five minutes after Charlie left Vaggie alone to change, and she was halfway through stuffing another can into her bag. The bedroom door creaked open and heavy footsteps echoed down the hallway.

Charlie straightened, turning toward the sound. When she saw Vaggie, the breath she didn’t realize she was holding escaped in a soft rush.

Vaggie stood on the threshold between the living room and the kitchen, the dim light casting shadows over her figure. She was focused, her hands adjusting the straps on her combat vest, testing the fit. The uniform hugged her frame and her movements were practiced, but there was something vulnerable in the way she tugged at the sleeves.

Charlie’s breath caught in her throat. It was the first time she had seen Vaggie in full combat gear, and she felt her cheeks warm involuntarily. The camo uniform seemed to sharpen every edge of Vaggie, making her look even stronger, even more… captivating.

Vaggie adjusted her belt, tugging it a little looser, a small frown forming on her lips. “Didn’t think this thing would still fit,” she muttered, twisting slightly to check the straps. “Except these pants… They’re a hassle.” She glanced over her shoulder, giving the waistband a sharp tug. “Looks like my ass got bigger.”

Charlie didn’t even think before the words tumbled out. “That’s not a bad thing.” The second she said it, her eyes widened, and shut her mouth, heat flaring up her neck.

Vaggie froze mid-adjustment, turning to look at Charlie with a raised eyebrow. “Oh?”

Charlie’s brain scrambled for damage control, but her mouth was already running. “I—I mean… it’s just… you look good.” She cringed internally, wishing she could rewind the last five seconds. “Really good.”

Vaggie coughed out a laugh. “Glad to know this shitty winter and muertos hasn’t completely destroyed your sense of priorities,” she teased.

Charlie’s heart did that complicated thing again, a mix of embarrassment and affection twisting in her chest. She ducked her head, busying herself with another can of beans that didn’t need more organizing. “Just stating the obvious,” she muttered, trying and failing to hide the smile tugging at her lips.

Vaggie laughed and shook her head subtly as she finished adjusting the last strap. “Before you go on about how attractive I am,” she teased, leaning against the doorway, “we should probably finish gathering what we can and head out to the pier.”

Charlie’s face burned hotter. “Right. Priorities.” She shoved another can into her pack, trying to focus on anything but the way Vaggie was looking at her like she’d just won a secret game neither of them had admitted to playing.

Vaggie’s gaze lingered a moment longer before she pushed off the doorframe. “Muertos won’t wait for us to finish blushing.”

Charlie nodded, forcing herself back into the rhythm of packing and zipped her backpack. The ring pressed against her side (damn it Charlie). But as she looked at Vaggie, she was also busying herself gathering as much supplies. Charlie knew the moment would come.

Just… not here. Not yet.


The car sat idle in the snow-dusted parking lot, the only place near the pier untouched by the labyrinth of blockades crisscrossing the streets like forgotten game pieces. Vaggie leaned forward in the driver’s seat, her hands gripping the wheel even though the engine had been off for a while. She exhaled slowly, her breath fogging the windshield.

“I didn’t think the National Guard would go this hard,” she said, half to herself, half to Charlie.

Charlie followed Vaggie’s gaze. Through the windshield, the edge of the boardwalk stretched out in a series of hastily abandoned blockades—concrete barriers, rusting chain-link fences, and military trucks left to guard nothing that were deliberately positioned to say No further.

“Guess they thought it was worth defending,” Charlie replied.

Vaggie didn’t respond. Instead, she popped open the car door, the cold air rushing in, sharp and biting. Charlie followed suit, stepping out into the brittle morning. The two of them grabbed empty duffel bags from the back seat—and without another word, they sprinted across the snow-covered park, their breaths forming quick, white clouds behind them.

The park was eerily quiet, the kind of quiet that made you second-guess every footfall. They weaved past rusting swing sets and frozen picnic tables, their boots crunching against the frost. The stone war memorial loomed ahead and they darted past it.

When they reached the blockade, they didn’t hesitate. Vaggie was the first to slip through a gap between two concrete barriers and Charlie followed.

On the other side, the world opened up into a different kind of desolation. The boardwalk stretched out before them. Scattered tents lay in ruins, their fabric torn and flapping weakly in the wind. Lawn chairs, some folded neatly and others upended.

Charlie scanned the scene, her eyes flicking to the store fronts that lined the boardwalk. Every window was sealed shut with planks or shutters, nailed down shittily that suggested the barricades hadn’t been enough. Stay out, they seemed to say.

Vaggie’s boots scuffed against the wooden planks of the boardwalk as they moved forward, slow and cautious. Charlie glanced up at the signs painted across the storefronts in jagged, desperate letters:

ATLANTIC CITY IS DEAD!

THE MILITARY FUCKED US OVER

GET OUT OF HERE WHILE YOU CAN

Charlie stopped in front of one of the messages, the red paint stark and violent against the weathered wood. She didn’t say anything, but her grip on the duffel tightened, and Vaggie’s eye darted from sign to sign, like she was trying to decipher a language she hoped she’d never understand.

Vaggie stopped walking, then her lips pressed into a thin line as she took it all in, like she was seeing something that Charlie wasn’t.

“Angel’s assumption wasn’t wrong,” Vaggie said finally. “There used to be a camp here.”

Charlie glanced around again, the desolation sinking deeper. “But no bodies,” she said, more to herself than to Vaggie. “Not even skeletons.”

Vaggie nodded. “Exactly.” She knelt down beside a torn tent, fingers brushing against the frayed fabric, and then stood again, glancing over at Charlie. “Doesn’t that seem off to you?”

Charlie tilted her head, confused. “Why would we need to see a body?”

Vaggie turned to face her fully, her amber eye narrowed in thought. “Look around,” she said, gesturing to the empty street, the barricades, the abandoned military trucks. “If the military controlled this place, we’d expect something. Bullet casings, craters, even corpses. You don’t just set up a camp like this and leave it spotless.” She paused, letting the thought settle. “But here? There’s nothing. No signs of a fight. Just... gone.”

Charlie chewed on that for a moment, her brow furrowed. “Maybe they packed up and left in a hurry. Maybe they… escaped.”

“Maybe,” Vaggie said, though her tone wasn’t convinced. She scanned the edges of the boardwalk again, the distant buildings and rooftops, the dark gaps between storefronts. “Or maybe something else happened. Maybe they didn’t leave. Maybe whatever happened to them is still here.”

Vaggie’s eye lingered on the distance, where a weathered hotel loomed against the pale, wintry sky. It stood at the far end of the boardwalk. She narrowed her gaze, the unease in her chest deepening.

“Come on,” she said quietly, motioning for Charlie to follow. “We’re checking that out.”

Charlie nodded without question, tightening her grip on the duffel bag slung over her shoulder. Vaggie lowered herself into a crouch. Charlie mirrored her, and the two moved silently down the boardwalk, their footsteps muffled against the snow-dusted planks.

Every creak of the wood beneath their boots sounded louder than it should have. They passed more barricaded storefronts, more graffiti scrawled in desperation and anger, but neither of them stopped. Their eyes remained fixed on the hotel ahead.

When they finally reached it, they paused in the shadow of the building, taking it in.

The front of the hotel was a fortress of barricades. Thick wooden planks crisscrossed the windows, hammered in with rusted nails. The front door, too, was boarded up heavily, reinforced with layers of wood that had weathered under the elements. But it wasn’t the barricades that caught their attention—it was what adorned them.

Pinned to the wooden planks were photographs. Hundreds of them.

Charlie took a step closer to observe the images. They were photographs of life before the shitshow—smiling families at the beach, children with ice cream cones, couples posing under the bright lights of the boardwalk, and even with birthdays, weddings, and anniversaries.

Above the door, painted in large, bold letters:

REST IN PEACE

Below it, the message repeated in Spanish:

DESCANSE EN PAZ

Charlie’s eyes dropped to the smaller text beneath, written in careful handwriting:

Inside this hotel were people from the camp who died from the virus. Please let them rest.

And again, in Spanish:

Dentro de este hotel había gente del campo que murió por el virus. Por favor, déjenlos descansar.

Vaggie stood beside her, silent, her gaze fixed on the message. Her lips pressed into a thin line, and for a moment, neither of them spoke.

Charlie was the first to break the silence. “It’s a graveyard.”

“Yeah…” Vaggie’s gaze still fixed on the photographs pinned to the barricade. “And we’re not going to find any supplies here. If they sealed it up like this, they didn’t leave much behind. Not worth the effort to tear it open.”

“Maybe they locked the infected inside.”

As if on cue, a faint scratching noise emanated from behind the door. It was slow at first—just a soft, repetitive scrape against the wood. Charlie’s breath hitched as she took a cautious step back. Then came the groaning—a low, guttural sound, like something had sensed their presence. Another scratch followed, this one more insistent.

Vaggie immediately stepped back. “We’re not sticking around to find out. Let’s check the other hotels. Maybe one of the casinos. There’s got to be something left somewhere.”

Charlie lingered for a moment, her eyes still on the barricaded door as the scratching continued. The groaning shifted, joined by more—distant, but unmistakable. A chorus of the dead. Her fingers tightened around the strap of her duffel bag, but she didn’t move.

“Charlie,” Vaggie said, her tone firmer now, pulling her attention away from the door. “Let’s go.”

Charlie tore her gaze from the door, exhaling slowly. She gave the barricade one last glance, a fleeting moment of sympathy for the dead trapped inside. Then she turned and followed Vaggie, their footsteps light and quick as they moved beyond the hotel and back onto the boardwalk.

The two walked several blocks in silence, their eyes scanning every shadow, every boarded-up building and abandoned camps. Their breaths puffed into the cold air as they approached a towering resort-casino looming in the distance.

As they drew closer, they noticed a street corner with an abandoned Humvee sat angled on the sidewalk, its door ajar, while an army truck, its windshield cracked, rested against a lamppost. Both were left to rot under a thin layer of frost.

Vaggie motioned for Charlie to stay low as they crouched and crept closer, using the vehicles as cover. They moved silently, their breaths quick and controlled, until they reached the last bit of open road. Without hesitation, Vaggie gave a quick nod, and the two broke into a sprint.

Their boots pounded against the asphalt as they made their way to the resort’s entrance. As they neared, they slowed, their attention drawn to a figure near the door. It was a decaying zombie, slumped on the ground. Its combat uniform was tattered. The patches on its sleeve were faded, but the insignia was unmistakable—National Guard. Its face was twisted in a grotesque snarl, and a dented helmet clung to its rotting skull.

The creature groaned, its decayed hands clawing feebly in their direction but it couldn’t move. Thick straps from a massive military backpack pinned it to the ground, rendering it immobile.

Charlie’s eyes flicked from the zombie to the entrance of the resort. Like many of the other buildings they’d passed, it was barricaded with wooden planks, though not as heavily fortified as the other buildings they had passed. Some of the boards were already loose, suggesting it wouldn’t take much to pry them free.

“Looks like the National Guard might’ve holed up here,” Vaggie assessed. “Could be worth checking out.”

Charlie unslung the crowbar from her back, gripping it tightly. She nodded, stepping toward the door, ready to pry open the planks but Vaggie held up a hand.

“Wait.”

Charlie paused, watching as Vaggie approached the pinned zombie. Without a word, Vaggie unholstered her knife and crouched down to its level. The creature’s groans grew louder, more frantic as its milky eyes locked onto her and snapped its jaws uselessly.

Vaggie plunged the knife up under its jaw, driving it deep into the soft tissue and through its skull. The zombie’s groans cut off abruptly, its body going limp. Vaggie pulled the knife free, wiping the blade on the corpse’s tattered uniform.

Charlie opened her mouth to ask what Vaggie was doing, but stopped herself when she saw Vaggie working quickly to unbuckle the straps of the military backpack.

The heavy pack fell away from the corpse with a dull thud. Vaggie unzipped it and began rifling through its contents. Her hands moved confidently, as if she knew exactly what she was looking for. After a moment, she pulled out a handheld radio.

“Looks like today’s our lucky day,” she said with a small, satisfied smile.

Charlie watched as Vaggie flipped the radio over and checked the battery compartment. She nodded in approval, switched it on, and a burst of static crackled. Without missing a beat, Vaggie tossed the radio to Charlie, who caught it midair.

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “How did you know where to look?”

Vaggie continued rummaging through the pack, tossing out items she deemed useless—ration wrappers, old papers, and broken equipment. She didn’t even glance up as she answered. “Because that muerto was pinned to the ground and couldn’t move. Easy to assume the pack would still have something useful.”

Charlie considered that for a moment and nodded. “Makes sense.”

Vaggie pulled out another handheld radio from the depths of the pack and turned it on. Static greeted her again, and she adjusted the knob until the sound cleared slightly. She held it up to her ear, listening for any signs of life, then turned to Charlie. “Go to channel four.”

Charlie switched the dial on her radio to channel four, a faint hum of static still present but quieter. She turned it off and holstered the radio on her belt.

Vaggie, meanwhile, had moved on to the zombie itself. She searched its uniform pockets methodically, pulling out a few crumpled notes and an old photograph before setting them aside. Finally, her hand closed around something more substantial—a SIG Sauer P320 pistol holstered at the zombie’s side. Vaggie unsnapped the holster and pulled the gun free.

She clicked her tongue in mild frustration as she tried to rack the slide. It was jammed. “Figures,” she muttered, setting the pistol aside for a moment to unsling the assault rifle from the corpse’s back. She checked it quickly, but the empty magazine and absence of spare rounds earned another click of her tongue. She laid the rifle down beside her and returned to the pistol.

Without a word, Vaggie tossed the SIG Sauer to Charlie. “Check the rounds and clear the jam if you can.”

Charlie caught the pistol and quickly ejected the magazine. She counted the rounds. “Seventeen,” she announced. “Fully loaded.”

Vaggie’s eyes flicked to Charlie, her expression serious. “Good. Keep it.”

Charlie blinked, surprised. “You sure?”

Vaggie stood, brushing snow off her knees. “You’ll need it more than I will. Besides, a loaded gun in the right hands is better than one sitting in a corpse.”

Charlie slid the magazine back into the pistol with a satisfying click, chambered a round, and gave a nod of thanks. She holstered the gun at her side and glanced over at Vaggie, who had slung the heavy backpack over her shoulder. It didn’t even seem to faze her.

Curious, Charlie asked, “How heavy is that thing?”

Vaggie shifted the weight effortlessly and gave a thoughtful tilt of her head. “If I remember right? Somewhere around… 60 pounds, give or take.”

Charlie blinked, momentarily speechless. She watched as Vaggie moved with the burden like it was just another day at the gym. “Sixty pounds?” she echoed in disbelief.

“Yep.” Vaggie’s lips curved into a sly grin as she caught Charlie’s expression. “Not too bad once you get used to it.”

“Not too bad? You’re carrying it like it’s a bag of groceries.”

“What can I say? I’ve got a little practice.” Vaggie paused, then added playfully, “Maybe I should make this a training tool. You know, get everyone to work on their upper body strength.”

Charlie gave her a skeptical look. “Everyone?”

“Especially you. Imagine how badass you’d look hauling this around. I could have you doing laps with it.”

“I… think I’ll pass.”


Charlie wedged the crowbar beneath the last stubborn plank, gritting her teeth as she worked it loose. The wood groaned in protest before giving way with a crack. The board fell to the ground, landing in the frost-covered rubble and Charlie stepped back, letting the faint winter light illuminate the now-exposed doorway.

She exhaled slowly then pushed the doors in. She returned the crowbar to the sling on her back and pulled out a flashlight, clicking it on. The beam cut through the darkness inside, revealing little more than the outline of a vast, empty lobby with dust particles danced in the light.

Vaggie followed close behind, reached to the flashlight clipped to the strap across her chest and clicked it on. Its broader, harsher light illuminated the vast, cavernous lobby in patches, revealing flashes of disrepair: the crumbling edges of marble pillars, overturned furniture, shattered chandeliers still hanging from the ceiling.

The two moved forward, their footsteps slow and deliberate. The air inside was cold and stale, heavy with the scent of mildew and abandonment. The silence was the kind that didn’t just linger—it pressed in, thick and suffocating.

Charlie swept her flashlight over the faded remnants of luxury: a grand piano in the corner, its keys yellowed and missing, a tattered rug sprawled across the floor, and ornate sconces lining the walls, their bulbs long dead.

“It’s quiet,” Charlie murmured, her voice low, as if speaking too loudly might wake something better left undisturbed.

Vaggie’s light caught a sign hanging askew over the reception desk, the once-elegant lettering now barely legible: Welcome to the Atlantic Monarch Resort!

“Too fucking quiet,” Vaggie replied in a whisper as well, like the way you’d talk when you weren’t sure if you were alone.

Charlie’s flashlight lingered on the reception desk, the wood warped and cracked from months of neglect. A guestbook lay open, its pages yellowed and curling at the edges, names scrawled in faded ink.

Vaggie moved past her, stepping carefully over the shattered remnants of a chandelier that had fallen long ago. The glass crunched softly beneath her boots, and the sound seemed too loud in the oppressive silence. She scanned the room, her eye darting to every dark corner and shadowed alcove.

They reached the center of the lobby, where a once-grand fountain stood. Its stone basin was dry now, filled with nothing but dust and debris. A cracked statue of a mermaid looked down on them with hollow, unseeing eyes, her once-flowing hair now chipped and broken.

Vaggie’s flashlight swept across the far end of the room, landing on a set of double doors leading to what had once been the resort’s main ballroom. The doors were slightly ajar.

Charlie hesitated. “Think there’s anything worth checking in there?”

Vaggie didn’t answer immediately. She tilted her head, listening for something—anything—that might betray the presence of life, or worse, the dead. But there was nothing. Just the quiet, stretching and pulling at the edges of their nerves.

Finally, Vaggie nodded. “Only one way to find out.”

They moved together toward the ballroom doors, their footsteps muffled by the dust-coated carpet. Charlie reached out first, fingers brushing against the cold brass handle. She exchanged a glance with Vaggie, who gave a curt nod, signaling readiness.

Charlie pushed the door open, slowly, carefully, the hinges letting out a long, low groan that echoed into the cavernous space beyond.

The beam of their flashlights cut through the darkness, revealing a ballroom transformed into something far from the grandeur it once held.

Rows upon rows of body bags lined the floor, stretching from wall to wall like a morgue. Some were neatly arranged, others haphazardly stacked, as if whoever had been here last had run out of time or care. The dull black fabric reflected the light in uneven patches, making the scene look even more surreal.

Then the smell hit them.

Charlie recoiled instinctively, covering her nose and mouth with the crook of her elbow. The scent was a sickening blend of decay and chemicals—a sharp, metallic tang beneath the overwhelming stench of death. It was the smell of rot poorly masked by disinfectant.

Vaggie stopped beside her, eye narrowing as she took in the scene. She didn’t flinch, but her jaw tightened, the only visible sign of her discomfort. Her flashlight swept across the ballroom, revealing more details that made Charlie’s stomach churn.

In the far corners of the room stood several large tents, each marked with a faded red cross. The canvas was stained and weathered, some sections torn and sagging. Medical equipment—stretchers, IV stands, and biohazard containers—lay scattered around the tents, abandoned in haste.

Charlie’s light passed over a nearby body bag, its zipper partially undone. A pale, skeletal hand protruded from the opening, the skin stretched tight over bone, the fingers frozen mid-clutch as if the person inside had been trying to escape even in death.

Charlie swallowed hard, the metallic taste creeping up the back of her throat. “What the fuck…”

Vaggie crouched near one of the tents, carefully pulling back the flap with her knife. Inside, she found more stretchers, each occupied by a body. Some were still covered with thin, blood-stained sheets, while others had been left exposed, their faces hollow and eyes sunken.

As Charlie also observed, she could see it—the makeshift hospital, the hurried attempts to treat or isolate the infected. But it had failed. Miserably.

“A quarantine… this looks like quarantine or a triage center.” She held back a cough, “They must’ve tried to contain an outbreak.”

Charlie then took a hesitant step forward, her flashlight sweeping across the ballroom again—the makeshift hospital, the hurried attempts to treat or isolate the infected. But it had failed. Miserably.

Vaggie stepped back from the tent, wiping the blade of her knife on her pant leg as she rose to her full height. Her gaze lingered on the orderly rows of body bags. “Does this look familiar when you used to volunteer?” she asked, her tone careful but curious.

Charlie nodded, her eyes never leaving the grim scene before them. “Yeah. It’s… definitely similar,” she said quietly, her voice muffled behind her forearm, which she kept pressed against her nose and mouth. The stench of death and disinfectant was thick, clawing at her senses. “But don’t expect any supplies to be stored in this area. Triage sites like this usually keep their main supplies in a separate location—out of the contamination zone.”

Vaggie’s flashlight swept across another cluster of body bags. “Still, we’d be better off not touching anything here. Just in case.”

Charlie glanced at her, then nodded in agreement. “I’m thankful that the damn virus isn’t airborne.” She took a shallow breath through the fabric of her sleeve, the sour scent of mildew cutting through the chemical tang. “We should find a kitchen. Or a storage room. That’s our best bet. Husk guessed the same when we asked where the National Guard would’ve stashed their supplies.”

Vaggie scanned the far end of the ballroom. “It’s a gamble, but it’s our only shot.”

Charlie’s flashlight flickered slightly as they started moving again, their footsteps cautious on the dusty, debris-covered floor. They navigated around the clusters of body bags and broken equipment.

The double doors at the far end loomed ahead, slightly ajar, leading deeper into the resort. Each step toward them felt like venturing further into the unknown—a calculated risk that might lead to survival or something far worse.

Together, they pushed the doors open and stepped into the darkened hallway beyond. The hallway stretched long and narrow, its faded wallpaper peeling away in jagged strips, revealing cracked plaster beneath.

The air was colder here.

Charlie swept her flashlight down the corridor. The beam revealed a series of doors lining the hallway, most of them ajar or hanging off their hinges. A few had faded plaques indicating what lay beyond: Conference Room A, Laundry Services, Employee Break Room. None of them promised supplies.

Vaggie moved ahead. Her flashlight flickered across the walls, catching glimpses of old photographs—a time when the resort was filled with guests, their faces frozen in moments of laughter and joy.

At the end of the hallway, a larger set of double doors came into view, different from the others. The brass plaque above read Kitchen.

Vaggie reached the doors first, placing a hand on the cold metal handle. She hesitated, listening for any sound beyond. But there was nothing.

With a shared glance, they pushed the doors open.

The kitchen was a cavernous space, its industrial appliances looming in the dark. Stainless steel counters were covered in a layer of dust, and the air was thick with the scent of stale grease and spoiled meals. Pots and pans hung from overhead racks, swaying slightly as the draft from the open door disturbed them.

Charlie swept her flashlight across the room, her eyes scanning for any sign of supplies. “If the National Guard used this place as a staging area, there should be something—”

“There.” Vaggie’s light landed on a set of metal shelves at the far end of the kitchen. Crates and boxes were stacked haphazardly, some with the familiar markings of military rations and emergency supplies.

Relief flickered across Charlie’s face. Looks like we got lucky.

They moved cautiously toward the shelves, navigating around overturned appliances and broken glass. Vaggie reached the first crate and pried it open with her knife. Inside were vacuum-sealed packets of food, water purification tablets, and basic medical supplies.

“Enough to last us a while,” Vaggie muttered, inspecting the contents.

Charlie opened another box, finding flashlights, batteries, and a few thermal blankets. She exhaled slowly. “This is good. Really good.”

As they worked, a distant sound echoed through the resort—a low, metallic clang that reverberated through the empty halls. Both women froze, their eyes meeting in silent understanding.

They weren’t alone.

Vaggie’s hand tightened around her knife. “We need to move. Now.”

Charlie grabbed as many supplies as she could fit into her duffel bag, her heart pounding in her chest. “Back the way we came?”

Vaggie shook her head. “No fucking idea. If someone—or something—is out there, they’ll expect that.”

Charlie’s eyes darted around the room, landing on a service door near the back labeled Delivery Bay. “There. It might lead outside.”

Vaggie nodded. “Let’s go.”

They moved quickly. The clang echoed again, closer this time, accompanied by the faint scrape of something metallic against the floor.

Charlie yanked the service door open—and froze.

Her flashlight’s beam illuminated a massive garage space beyond, filled with the staggering forms of the dead. Zombies, hundreds of them, shuffled aimlessly among rusted vehicles and abandoned crates. Their hollow eyes reflected the light, and a few heads began to turn toward the door, responding to the sudden brightness.

Charlie’s breath caught in her throat. She instinctively pulled the door shut, the heavy metal slamming with a reverberating clang that echoed through the kitchen and beyond. She winced, knowing the sound would attract more of them.

From behind them, the faint, unmistakable scrape of nails or claws against the floor grew louder.

“Fucking shit,” Charlie whispered under her breath.

Vaggie caught the look in Charlie’s eyes. “What did you see?”

Charlie pressed her back against the door. “A horde. We can’t go through there.”

The scraping sound from the kitchen grew closer, joined by faint, guttural moans. Vaggie spun, her flashlight catching movement in the shadows—a figure dragging itself across the floor, its face half-missing, eyes locked onto them.

“We’re boxed in,” Vaggie muttered, her knife at the ready.

Charlie pointed back toward the hallway. “We go back. Now.”

They bolted through the kitchen, retracing their steps into the hallway. But as they rounded the corner, their flashlights revealed a new horror: another horde of zombies, staggering toward them. Their movements were slow, the dead eyes fixed on the two women as they groaned and shuffled forward, blocking the path to the ballroom.

Charlie’s pulse raced. “Not good.”

“Fucking hell,” Vaggie cursed. “This way!”

She turned, leading Charlie down an adjacent hallway where no zombies had yet appeared. They ran, their boots thudding against the dusty floor. The moans and shuffling footsteps of the undead grew louder behind them, but for now, the path ahead remained clear.

They passed more decrepit rooms, their doors ajar, but neither dared to stop. Charlie and Vaggie sprinted down the hallway, their breath ragged, hearts pounding. The stairwell loomed ahead, and without hesitation, they dashed up the steps two at a time.

They burst onto the landing at the top of the staircase, gasping for air. The sight that greeted them made both women pause.

The casino floor stretched out before them, a vast expanse of overturned slot machines, shattered poker tables, and piles of debris. Dim emergency lighting cast a sickly yellow glow over the scene, making the broken glass on the floor glint like tiny, malicious stars. Scattered zombies in military fatigues wandered aimlessly, their heads twitching at the sudden intrusion.

Together, they sprinted across the casino floor, weaving between broken machines and overturned furniture. The zombies reacted sluggishly, turning their heads with jerky, unnatural movements at the sound of footsteps. One stumbled into their path, its face a grotesque mask of decay, but Vaggie drove her knife into its temple without breaking stride.

As they neared the far end of the casino, a sudden movement to the side caught Vaggie off guard. A zombie lunged out from behind an overturned craps table, tackling her to the floor with a wet snarl. Her knife skittered across the ground, and she struggled against the creature’s weight, its rotting hands clawing at her shoulders.

A gunshot cracked. The zombie’s head jerked back violently, the top of its skull blown away. Its body went limp and collapsed onto Vaggie. She shoved it off and glanced up, breathless.

She see Charlie standing a few feet away, pistol in her left hand, the barrel still smoking. Charlie rushed over. "You okay?"

Vaggie nodded, accepting Charlie’s outstretched hand as she stood. "Yeah… yeah, I’m okay."

They reached the far end of the casino, where another staircase descended. From the top, they could see the familiar lobby below—but between them and escape, several zombies were slowly ascending the staircase

Charlie’s eyes darted around, landing on the body of a zombie sprawled near a toppled roulette table. It wore riot gear, its face obscured by a cracked visor, and beside it lay a riot shield. Without hesitation, Charlie ran over and grabbed the shield, hefting it with her right arm.

She turned to Vaggie. “Here’s the plan: I’ll ram them back down the stairs, buy us some time. You make a break for the entrance. Don’t stop, don’t look back.”

“That’s fucking insane, Charlie!” Vaggie hissed. “You could get killed!”

Charlie stepped closer, the riot shield angled protectively in front of her. Her free hand reached out, cupping Vaggie’s face. “I’ll be fine. I promise.”

Before Vaggie could protest further, Charlie leaned in and kissed her—a quick, fierce press of lips that left no room for argument. When she pulled back, her blue eyes were steady and determined.

“Go. I’ll cover you,” Charlie said, her voice soft but resolute.

Vaggie exhaled shakily, her grip tightening on her knife. “You better come back to me, Charlie.”

Charlie nodded. “Always.”

The moans of the undead grew louder as the first of them reached the top of the staircase.

Charlie stepped in front, raising the riot shield. She braced herself, muscles coiled. With a fierce yell, she charged, slamming the shield into the undead, driving them back against the banister. The force sent several toppling over the edge, their bodies crashing to the lobby floor below.

“Run!” she yelled.

Vaggie ran, darting past the scuffle and down the staircase, dodging through the gaps in the advancing horde. Her knife flashed, slashing at grasping hands that got too close. She reached the bottom and glanced back up, her eyes locking with Charlie’s for a brief, intense moment—a signal.

Charlie didn’t hesitate. She pushed back, using the riot shield to force her way through the throng, deflecting the zombies’ grasping arms. The shield took the brunt of their weight as she pressed forward. She descended, each step a calculated maneuver, the dull thuds of undead bodies against the shield echoing around her.

As she reached the bottom of the stairs, she looked up just in time to see Vaggie reach the entrance. Vaggie turned, throwing the doors wide open, her eyes scanning the room anxiously for Charlie.

Charlie broke into a sprint, the riot shield still raised. Her pistol was in her left hand, firing at any zombies in her path. Each shot echoed like a thunderclap in the cavernous space, dropping the closest undead. She could hear the moans growing louder behind her—the horde she’d knocked down was regrouping.

“Come on, come on!” Vaggie urged.

You don’t need to tell me thrice!

Charlie reached the entrance just as the first of the pursuing zombies appeared at the far end of the lobby. She burst through the open doors, and Vaggie slammed them shut behind her. They pressed their backs against the glass, the thudding of zombie bodies on the other side shaking the frame.

Charlie’s eyes darted downward, spotting a wooden plank lying nearby. She grabbed it, wedging it between the door handles. The pounding grew more intense, but the plank held firm, the doors rattling but not giving way.

Both women stood there, breathless, hearts pounding in sync. The glass door shuddered under the weight of the zombies, their decaying hands smearing the surface as they clawed and pounded desperately. Their hollow eyes stared through the glass, mouths open in groaning frustration.

Charlie leaned against the barricaded window, panting, her face flushed from exertion. She turned to Vaggie, a weary but triumphant smile tugging at the corners of her lips. “Told you I’d be fine.”

Vaggie shook her head, her chest rising and falling with each breath. “You scared the fucking shit out of me.”

Charlie’s smile softened, and she reached out, gently brushing a stray strand of hair from Vaggie’s face. “But we made it.”

Vaggie’s grip on the knife finally loosening. “Next time, no more hero stunts.”

Charlie chuckled. “No promises.”


Charlie drove with one hand on the wheel, the other drumming a rhythm against the cracked dashboard. The streets were empty, save for the skeletal remains of cars and the scattered debris. She let out a long, relieved sigh as she glanced in the rearview mirror at the supplies piled in the back seat. A successful run—no small feat these days—and they weren’t going back empty-handed. Small victories, she reminded herself, were still victories.

Plus, most of the infected in this city were confined to the resorts and casinos.

At the same time it was odd—Vaggie’s sudden request to be dropped off here. Charlie had raised an eyebrow when she asked, but the logic was clear enough. A 60-pound backpack full of supplies would make walking back to the park a punishing trek. Vaggie didn’t say it, but Charlie knew her well enough to understand: this was her way of protecting Charlie from exhaustion, from breaking down out there in the cold.

She parked the car discreetly near a blockade, the engine dying with a cough that echoed too loud in the stillness. Stepping out, she slipped through a narrow gap in the barricade, the metal scraping against her winter jacket. She sprinted down the street, boots hitting the cracked pavement with a steady, rhythmic beat.

The boardwalk came into view, shrouded in mist that rose from the winter-chilled ocean. She was about to call out when she noticed Vaggie, standing still at the edge of the pier. Her backpack and duffel bag lay beside her, forgotten for the moment.

Charlie slowed, the wind tugging at her coat. Vaggie stood with her back to the world, staring out into the fog, a lone figure against the vast, empty sea.

Charlie watched Vaggie, her figure silhouetted against the mist, and wondered what was going through her mind. Why here? Why now? Did she need a moment to breathe, to shake off the weight of everything they’d just been through? Maybe it was the close call back at the resort—the way the plan had felt more like a desperate gamble than anything else. It had been nerve-wracking for both of them, but especially for Charlie. She had no idea if that half-formed, out-of-her-ass plan would work at all.

But it had. Somehow.

A miracle, maybe, but that didn’t make the heaviness in her chest any lighter. Because the truth was, she hadn’t been sure if she’d make it out of that mess alive. And what weighed on her more than anything wasn’t fear for her own life—it was the thought of never being able to tell Vaggie everything she’d been carrying in her heart.

Her thoughts stumbled, then stopped.

Charlie reached into her coat pocket, fingers wrapping around the small, cool metal. She pulled out the ring and held it in her palm, staring down at it. A simple band, but it meant everything.

Would this be the right moment? After a supply run and a near-death experience? It seemed absurd. But then again, what wasn’t absurd in this world? Death was always around the corner, a shadow trailing their every step. There was no perfect time—not anymore. The reality was harsh and unforgiving, but it was the only one they had.

She hated it. Hated the uncertainty, the constant edge of survival. But at the same time, it made one thing crystal clear: she couldn’t wait. Didn’t want to wait. Vaggie was her anchor, her hope in a world that felt increasingly hopeless.

She had to ask. She needed to.

Charlie closed her left fist around the ring, feeling its weight—small, but impossibly heavy with everything it meant. She drew in one more breath, steeling herself, then walked onto the boardwalk, each step deliberate, the wind tugging at her coat as if trying to hold her back.

“Vaggie!” she called, her voice cutting through the mist.

Vaggie turned her head, a small smile flickering as she spotted Charlie. “Hey. Did you park the car on Pacific Street?”

Charlie nodded. “Yeah. Just like you said.”

“Good.” Vaggie turned back to the ocean, her eye distant. “I missed this place, you know? As much as I liked New York City, nothing beats the sounds and smell of the ocean.”

Charlie chuckled softly, a wistful smile playing at her lips. “You always preferred the beach whenever we went on vacation.”

Vaggie grinned, unabashed. “Shamelessly.”

Charlie stepped closer, closing the distance between them. “Hold out your hands,” she said, her voice softer now. “And close your eye.”

Vaggie shot her a skeptical look, one eyebrow raised. “What are you up to?”

“Trust me.”

With a small, amused shake of her head, Vaggie obeyed, extending her gloved hands and closing her eye.

Charlie carefully placed the ring in Vaggie’s palms, then gently held her hands, covering the ring as if to shield it from the cold wind. Her heart pounded as she searched for the right words, the right way to say everything she’d been holding back.

“Vaggie… back at the resort, I wasn’t sure we’d make it out. Hell, I wasn’t sure I would make it out. And all I could think about was everything I hadn’t told you yet. Everything I still want to share with you.” She swallowed, her voice trembling slightly. “This world’s a mess. We don’t know what’s coming tomorrow, or even the next hour. But the only thing I know for certain is… I want to face all of it with you. You’re my hope, my strength.”

She paused, her eyes searching Vaggie’s face, though her eyes were still closed.

Charlie’s voice softened. “These past three years… they’ve been nothing short of divine. Even with everything falling apart around us, you made it feel like there was still something beautiful to hold onto. And now, our fourth year is just a few months away.” She smiled. “I want to share it all with you. Even in this shithole of a world, I can’t imagine anyone I’d rather face it with.”

Then, with infinite gentleness, Charlie raised her right hand—her hand that was no longer whole. She stroked Vaggie’s closed right eyelid with the soft pad of her thumb, the touch a silent invitation.

“Open your eye,” she whispered.

Vaggie’s amber eye fluttered open, meeting Charlie’s gaze. The mist, the sea, the ruins—they all faded into the background. It was just the two of them, standing on the edge of a broken world, but whole in each other’s presence.

Charlie’s voice trembled. “I guess what I’m trying to say is…” She took a deep breath, her eyes never leaving Vaggie’s. “Valeria Agatha Rodríguez, will you marry me?”

She gently released Vaggie’s hands, her fingers slipping away like a quiet promise. The ring, a simple diamond on a plain band, lay nestled in Vaggie’s open palms—small, yet luminous, catching the muted light through the mist.

Vaggie stared at it, her lone amber eye widening as the realization settled in. For a moment, the world seemed to still, the ocean waves quieting, the cold air forgotten. Her gaze lifted back to Charlie, her expression a mixture of shock, joy…

“Charlie…” Vaggie whispered, her voice barely audible over the soft crash of the waves. Her hands trembled slightly, the ring held as if it were the most fragile thing in the world.

Charlie’s eyes softened, a nervous smile tugging at her lips. “I know it’s not the best time. I know this world is… well, what it is. But you make it worth fighting for. You make it worth surviving.” Her voice cracked, but she pressed on. “I want to spend whatever time we have left—days, years, it doesn’t matter—right here. With you.”

Vaggie’s breath caught, her eye shimmering with unshed tears. She closed her fingers around the ring, holding it close to her chest. “Yes,” she whispered, her voice firm despite the tears. “A thousand times, yes.”

Charlie’s heart soared, the weight of every unspoken word and fear suddenly lifting like a heavy fog. A wide, almost disbelieving smile spread across her face, and without thinking, she closed the gap between them. Her arms wrapped around Vaggie in one swift, joyous motion, pulling her close.

Before Vaggie could say another word, Charlie lifted her off her feet, spinning her around in a giddy, breathless circle. Laughter bubbled out of her—free, unrestrained, the kind she hadn’t felt in months, even years. The mist around them blurred into a whirlwind of gray and white, but all Charlie saw was the brightness of Vaggie’s smile, the warmth in her eye.

Vaggie gasped, then laughed, the sound pure and clear against the muted roar of the ocean. “Charlie!” she protested, though she clung to her tightly, her own laughter breaking through. “You’re going to drop me!”

“Never!” Charlie declared, spinning one more time before setting Vaggie gently back on her feet. She kept her arms around her, cheek resting against Vaggie’s head, her breath coming in quick, happy gasps. “You said yes,” she whispered, almost in disbelief. “You really said yes.”

Vaggie’s eye shimmered with tears, but her smile was radiant. “Of course I said yes, you idiot. How could I not?”

Charlie’s hands cupped Vaggie’s face, her thumbs brushing away the tears that traced cold paths down her cheeks. “I love you,” she whispered. “More than anything. More than this fucked-up world, more than… I don’t know. Everything.”

Vaggie’s hands covered Charlie’s, grounding them both in the moment. “I love you too, Charlie. I always have.”

“Fuck, I didn’t think it was possible to feel this happy anymore.”

“Well, I’ll add that as one of the plans in making that future together.”

Charlie pulled her into a kiss, the wind and the ocean roaring around them, but all she could feel was Vaggie—solid, real, and hers.

As their kiss broke, the world seemed to exhale with them—their foreheads still pressed together, breathless smiles mirrored on their faces, Charlie’s eyes searched Vaggie’s, as if to reassure herself this wasn’t a dream.

Vaggie’s fingers tightened gently around the ring, then she pulled her gloved left hand free, the fabric slipping off with a quiet rustle. She extended her bare hand to Charlie, palm up, her amber eye shining with unspoken trust. “You should do the honors.”

Charlie’s heart pounded, her hands slightly trembling as she took the ring from Vaggie’s outstretched palm. She didn’t rush, as if each moment deserved to be etched into memory. Carefully, she slid the ring onto Vaggie’s left ring finger, the diamond catching faint glimmers of light from the misty surroundings.

When it settled into place, she brought Vaggie’s hand to her lips, pressing soft, hot breaths against her knuckles to warm them. She lingered there for a moment, eyes glancing up. “If the world hadn’t gone to shit, I’d have pulled off the fanciest proposal you could imagine. I’m talking about candlelit dinners, a beach at sunset, probably a live string quartet.” She chuckled softly, shaking her head at the thought. “You’d have hated the fuss, but it would’ve been worth it just to see your face.”

Vaggie laughed, her voice rich and genuine. She tilted her head, her free hand brushing against Charlie’s cheek. “A string quartet, huh? You really were planning on going all out.”

“Of course. Nothing less for you.”

“In all honesty, I wouldn’t say no to that. It sounds a hell of a lot better than being proposed to in this.” Vaggie gestured down at herself, the combat uniform and boots standing in contrast to the delicate ring now on her finger. “A little fancy dress would’ve been ideal…” She raised an eyebrow, teasing. “You in a… suit, maybe?”

Charlie’s eyes widened, then she laughed, shaking her head. “God, you would’ve loved that, wouldn’t you?”

“Absolutely.” Vaggie’s grin softened, and she squeezed Charlie’s hand. “But honestly? This… this feels right. Perfect, even. Fancy proposals are nice, but this? Just us, out here… It’s enough.”

“You always know exactly what to say.”

“I’ll remind you of that next time we’re arguing over something stupid.”

Charlie laughed, pulling Vaggie into another tight hug. “Deal.”

Notes:

FINALLY CHARLIE PROPOSED AAAAAAAAAA
charlie struggled a lot when she'll ask the important question to vaggie as ofc, they went thru fucking hell and no right time to propose :^(
so yeah, over a month and a near death experience makes charlie think "yknow what? fuck it"

and dw, vaggie will also find a ring for charlie as well :^)

behind the scenes:
*vaggie shows off her ring*
hazbin gang: hOLY SHIT-

Chapter 27: The Grove

Summary:

Charlie has to face with a hard choice when she, Pentious and Alastor take refuge in a vacant house.

Notes:

tw; graphic depiction of child birth.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Charlie lay on the common room couch, eyes fixed on the worn ceiling, tracing the spiderweb cracks like they held answers she couldn’t quite grasp. The air in the damned townhouse smelled faintly of mildew and dust, something that she started to get used to at this point.

It had been a week since she’d proposed to Vaggie, and the feeling in her chest had lightened, like a storm finally passing. Small joys, she thought, were still joys.

Announcing their engagement to the group had been an exercise in vulnerability she hadn’t anticipated. Everyone had been supportive, in their own way. Angel and Cherri had cheered like they’d won the fucking lottery (Angel also made some inappropriate joke about zombie apocalypse honeymoon destinations, which made Vaggie roll her eye so hard Charlie thought they’d stick), Alastor offered a polite nod that somehow felt like a blessing, and Claire—well, Claire’s reaction had been a little different. Not that Charlie minded; the girl’s quiet warmth had always been welcoming. But Claire’s question, when they were alone, had lingered in Charlie’s mind like an unsolvable riddle.

“Are you guys planning to have a kid?”

The words had landed like a pebble dropped into deep water, ripples spreading in all directions. Both she and Vaggie had been caught off guard, exchanging a glance.

Charlie then blinked at the younger woman. “What?”

“You know,” Claire continued. “A kid. Someday. Are you thinking about it?”

Vaggie had answered first. “I’d love to take care of our child someday,” she said, her gaze flicking to Charlie. “But… I’m not sure if Charlie feels the same.”

Charlie, who had never in her life considered herself “kid material,” hesitated. The very idea of being responsible for another person—someone small and vulnerable and entirely dependent—felt as distant as the life they’d lived before the world went to hell.

Plus, even before the world went to hell itself, her life had always been a damn mess between her line of work and fucked mental health, and having a kid felt... indulgent.

But seeing the way Vaggie’s face softened when she spoke about it. That soft, wistful look in her eye. The unspoken hope… maybe the idea didn’t seem so outlandish.

“I don’t know,” Charlie had said at first. Then, almost without thinking, she added, “Maybe someday. If you’d want that.”

That had been enough for Vaggie to smile, and Charlie had felt her heart swell, even if her brain was still lagging a mile behind.

Now, lying on the couch, Charlie sighed again, more forcefully this time, the sound echoing faintly in the quiet room.

Claire’s question is still pressing on her mind. Why had she asked? It didn’t seem like idle curiosity (because Charlie and Vaggie are both women for fuck’s sake). Claire was protective of her own unborn child, fiercely so. There was no way she’d consider giving her child up. Unless... unless she thought she wouldn’t make it.

The thought struck like ice water. Vaggie had mentioned Claire’s hemophilia before, and it felt like cracks in the ground anyone pretended not to see. It was easier that way, easier to believe they could outrun reality.

A condition like that, combined with childbirth, wasn’t exactly… safe.

No. Fuck no. Charlie shook her head, as though the motion could physically shove the thought out of her brain. She refused to go there. Claire was strong, insistent even, about keeping her baby. There was no way she was thinking about giving it up—or worse, that she might not survive to raise it herself.

Claire would be fine. They all would be. No one else was allowed to die—not on her watch.

“Charlie?”

The voice cut through the fog of her thoughts and she jolted so hard she almost rolled off the couch. Spinning around on the couch while her heart slamming against her ribs, she spotted Pentious standing in the doorway.

Her heart got to live another day.

“Jesus fucking—what?” she snapped, a little sharper than intended. Pentious didn’t seem to mind, though; he never did.

“Relax,” His expression is faintly amused. “Didn’t mean to scare you.”

Charlie blinked, trying to steady herself. “What do you want?”

Pentious held out something familiar—a wristwatch with the apple insignia. Her wristwatch.

“You asked me to fix this, remember?” he said.

“Oh.” Charlie sat up, reaching for it. “Yeah. What happened?”

“The good news—” Pentious began, handing it to her, “I was able to get it working again. Bad news is, I couldn’t replace the cracked glass. You’ll have to live with the crack for now.”

Charlie turned the watch over in her hands, running her thumb over the fractured glass. The crack spread across the face like lightning frozen mid-strike and it distorted the clock face a little, but the hands ticked steadily beneath it.

“Thanks, Pentious. Really.” She slipped the watch onto her right wrist. It read 10:24 AM—Pentious must have already adjusted the time. “I thought it was done for after the explosion.”

“Least I could do,” Pentious said, shrugging with his left shoulder. “Besides, it was a good exercise—getting used to tinkering with one hand.” He held up his left hand for emphasis.

Charlie’s gaze shifted, almost without thinking, to his right arm—or rather, the place it used to be. The stump was well-healed by now, but she still felt a pang of guilt every time she looked at it, even though she knew he didn’t blame her.

Not wanting to seem rude, she glanced back up at him. “Hey… have you thought about, you know, making a prosthetic or something?”

Pentious raised an eyebrow, then chuckled. “I figured you’d ask eventually. And no, it doesn’t bother me that you did.” He flexed his left hand absently, watching the motion. “To answer your question, yeah, I’ve thought about it. Over a month since I lost it, and I’m still adjusting. Especially since I’m not a leftie like you.”

“Fair,” Charlie hummed then leaned back slightly. “So… you think you’ll make one?”

“Maybe when we get to D.C.,” Pentious replied thoughtfully. “By then, I’ll have the tools and materials I need. Plus, I’ve been kicking around some designs in my head. A basic prosthetic arm at first, just to get back some function. Then, maybe…” He glanced at her right hand. “Some prosthetic fingers for you, if you’re interested.”

Charlie’s eyes widened. “Wait, that’s a thing?”

Pentious smirked. “Absolutely a thing. Won’t be easy, but it’s doable. You’re not the only one who misses the way things used to be.”

She looked down at her wristwatch, the ticking sounded louder than usual, somehow comforting. “Hell, I guess I’ll owe you another favor,” she said, smiling faintly.

“You already do,” Pentious quipped.

The quiet hum of the room was shattered by a sudden crackle of static from the hand radio on the nearby table. Charlie immediately grabbed the radio and flicked it on, Vaggie’s voice cutting through.

“Charlie? You there?”

“Vaggie?” Charlie tightens her hand around the device. “What’s going on?”

“Everyone needs to pack their shit,” Vaggie’s voice crackled. “We need to leave the city. Now.”

Charlie’s eyes shot up to meet Pentious’s, the unspoken question hanging between them. He frowned, his expression immediately hardening.

“Why?” Charlie demanded into the radio, already on her feet.

“There’s—surge—muertos—the pier—” Vaggie’s voice cut in and out, distorted by static. “They’re spreading—Atlantic City—”

The blood drained from Charlie’s face. “Vaggie, you’re breaking up. What surge? How many are we talking about?”

Silence. Only static. Charlie twisted the dial, hoping to clear the signal, but it was useless. “Vaggie? Vaggie!”

Nothing.

“Shit.” Charlie turned to Pentious, her heart pounding in her ears. “Did you catch any of that?”

Pentious nodded. “Something about a zombie surge at the pier… sounds like a horde’s coming this way.”

Charlie’s pulse quickened, her mind already calculating their next move. She turned to Pentious, “Check the car,” she ordered. “Make sure it’s ready to go.”

Pentious nodded, already moving toward the door. “On it. You think we have time?”

“Let’s hope so.” Charlie’s eyes flicked to the radio. “Just be quick.”

As Pentious reached the doorway, a sharp scream pierced the air from upstairs. Both of them froze, eyes wide.

“Claire,” Pentious muttered, already turning back.

Charlie grabbed his arm. “No. Go. We need that car ready.” Her grip tightened, eyes locked on his. “I’ll check on Claire. Trust me.”

Pentious hesitated, torn, but nodded. “Be careful.” With one last look over his shoulder, he slipped out the door, the sound of it closing echoing in the hallway.

She felt a pang of guilt for sending him away, knowing he was just as worried about Claire as she was. But she needed to be sure their escape plan was solid.

As soon as the door clicked shut behind him, Charlie took a deep breath and started upstairs. She was grateful they’d packed most of their gear earlier, anticipating a quick exit after Vaggie and the others returned from their loot run. Still, this felt too rushed, too sudden.

Another sharp cry snapped her out of her thoughts as she reached the top of the stairs. Her pulse quickened as she turned toward the hallway, only to stop short.

Alastor was already there, crouched beside Claire, who was leaning heavily against the wall. Her face was pale, and there was a sheen of sweat on her forehead. It didn’t take long for Charlie to realize what had happened—her water had broken, the dark stain on the floor making it unmistakable.

Alastor glanced up at Charlie as if sensing her presence. “Well, this complicates things,”

Claire clutched her belly, breathing heavily with her eyes wide. “Charlie… the baby…”

Charlie knelt beside her, squeezing her hand. “We’re getting out of here. Now.” She looked up at Alastor. “Can you help her down the stairs?”

Alastor nodded, already moving to support Claire. He didn’t ask questions, didn’t argue, and Charlie was grateful for his unflappable demeanor. Claire winced, clutching her belly, but managed to nod.

Charlie took a deep breath, forcing herself to steady her racing thoughts. Her heart was pounding, but she couldn’t afford to lose focus now. As Alastor helped Claire down the stairs, each step slow and deliberate, Charlie turned on her heel and headed straight for Claire’s room. The door creaked as she pushed it open, the room dim in the waning light filtering through the boarded windows.

Claire’s backpack was leaning against the wall, half-unzipped, with some of her belongings scattered across the floor. Charlie moved quickly, shoving clothes, medical supplies, and a few personal items into the bag. Her hands moved almost automatically, but her mind was a storm of thoughts—plans, worries, hopes. She couldn’t let herself linger on any of them. Focus. Just keep moving.

Once Claire’s backpack was packed tight, she slung it over her shoulder and moved to the next room—Alastor’s. The door was slightly ajar, and she glanced inside. It was surprisingly empty. His belongings were gone. Charlie allowed herself a small sigh of relief; Alastor had already moved his things to the car. One less thing to worry about.

Satisfied, she turned and hurried back downstairs, her boots echoing on the wooden floorboards. She grabbed her own backpack by the couch in the common room, her fingers curling tightly around the worn straps.

Charlie pushed open the front door and stepped outside, immediately met by the harsh sting of the blizzard. The wind howled around her, icy flakes whipping against her skin, but she didn’t falter. The world was a blur of white, the snow already beginning to pile up on the ground, making it hard to see more than a few feet ahead.

She trudged through the snow until she reached the car. The engine was already running. Pentious was in the passenger seat, his eyes scanning the surroundings like a hawk. Alastor and Claire were in the back, Claire leaning heavily against the seat, her face pale and tense with pain.

Charlie yanked open the driver’s side door and hopped in, slamming it shut beside her. She handed Claire’s bag over her shoulder, her eyes flicking to the rearview mirror. Claire clutched the pack tightly against her belly, her face contorted with pain.

“The baby’s coming, Charlie.” Pentious’s tone was steady, but there was a tightness in his jaw that betrayed his concern.

A million thoughts exploded in Charlie’s mind. Routes out of the city, medical supplies, zombie surge patterns—each one clamoring for priority. Focus. She gripped the wheel, forcing herself to breathe.

“We need to get away from Atlantic City first,” she said. “There’s no way we’re delivering a baby in the middle of this mess.”

Pentious frowned. “What about the others? Vaggie, Angel, Cherri? We can’t just leave them.”

Charlie’s stomach twisted, but she didn’t hesitate. She reached for the hand radio by her belt and shoved it into Pentious’s lap. “Try to get them on the radio. I couldn’t reach Vaggie earlier, but maybe you’ll have better luck.”

Pentious took the radio, his left hand already adjusting the dials. Static crackled, filling the tense silence, but no voices came through. He cursed under his breath, his fingers fiddling with the controls. “Nothing. Signal’s too weak.”

Claire groaned in the back seat, her breathing ragged. Alastor gently placed a hand on her shoulder, his expression unreadable but calm. “Not to rush despite the circumstances, but we need to move.”

As if on cue, Charlie looked up through the windshield and her heart stuttered. More zombies were emerging through the mist, their silhouettes wavering like shadowy wraiths against the blizzard’s fury. Their slow, shambling movements were deceptively relentless, the horde growing thicker by the second.

“Buckle up!” Charlie sharply commands. Her hand is already throwing the car into gear. “Now!”

Everyone scrambled to obey. Claire winced but managed to click her seatbelt into place, Alastor steadying her as best he could. Pentious braced his left hand against the dashboard, his eyes narrowing as he scanned the encroaching figures. Charlie’s fingers tightened around the steering wheel, her knuckles turning white as she fastened her own belt.

She took one last breath, then floored it.

The engine roared as the tires spun, struggling for purchase against the snow-covered ground before finally catching. The car shot forward, the force of acceleration pinning them briefly to their seats. The townhouse receded in the rearview mirror, swallowed by the swirling white curtain of snow.

The first zombie hit the front bumper with a sickening thud, the body crumpling and rolling off to the side. Charlie barely flinched, her eyes locked straight ahead, scanning for a clear path through the chaotic maze of undead. The car jolted as she swerved around debris, her muscles coiled tight with focus.

“Stay with me, Claire,” she muttered under her breath, glancing at the rearview mirror. Claire’s face was pale and slick with sweat, but her eyes were open, determined. Alastor’s hand was a steadying presence on her shoulder.

Pentious clutched the radio tightly, still trying to get through. “Come on, come on… Vaggie, answer!” Static crackled back, empty and cold. “Damn it.”

“We’ll find them,” Charlie said, more to herself than anyone else. Her eyes darted between the road and the growing horde around them.

The mist thickened, the blizzard obscuring their view as they approached the outskirts of the city. Charlie’s mind raced. Focus. Plan. Remember the fucking plan, Charlie. Execute. She mentally mapped the roads, trying to recall the least obstructed route.

Charlie tightened her grip on the steering wheel as the car skidded slightly around a bend, slush kicking up behind them. Her mind raced, replaying memories of the surrounding areas, trying to recall something—anything—that could give them an edge. A place to regroup. To breathe.

“Pentious,” she said. “Check the glove box. There should be a map of New Jersey in there.”

Pentious reached over with his left hand and yanked open the glove box. Old papers, a flashlight, and a crumpled pack of cigarettes tumbled out. He sifted through them quickly.

“Come on…” he muttered, finally pulling out a folded road map. It was worn, creased from years of use, but still legible. He wrestled with it, struggling to unfold it with one hand.

Charlie glanced over, watching his progress for a heartbeat before returning her eyes to the road. “You got it?”

“Yes, I got it,” Pentious replied. He spread the map awkwardly across his lap, using his knee to hold down one corner. His eyes scanned the highways and backroads, darting over town names and landmarks.

“Look for something… a park or a grove,” Charlie instructed. “Something past Pleasantville, I think. I remember there being a spot—it’s a bit off the beaten path.”

Pentious traced his finger along the map, following Route 9 north past Atlantic City. His brow furrowed as he scanned the small towns and green patches denoting parks and wooded areas. Then, his finger stopped.

“Birch Grove Park,” he announced, tapping the map with his finger. “It’s about ten miles west of here, past Pleasantville and through Northfield.”

Charlie’s eyes flicked to the rearview mirror, catching a glimpse of Claire, her face taut with pain but alert. Alastor murmured something to her, his voice low. There wasn’t much time. They needed to get out of Atlantic City before the horde overwhelmed the area.

“Birch Grove Park…” Charlie repeated, the name sparking a faint memory. She’d been there once with Vaggie before—it was quiet, tucked away from the main roads, surrounded by dense trees. Far enough from the city that, hopefully, the zombie activity would be minimal.

Pentious continued, his eyes still on the map. “It’s mostly residential between here and there. Less crowded than the main roads. We might be able to avoid the worst of the horde if we stick to the back streets.”

“Good,” Charlie said, nodding. She adjusted her grip on the wheel, her mind already plotting the route. “We’re going that way. Hold tight.”

She veered onto a side street, the tires crunching over ice and snow. The mist thickened, turning the world into a swirling blur of white and gray. But she trusted her instincts. Left at the next intersection. Then straight for three blocks. The memories of these streets came back in fragments, guiding her through the labyrinth of abandoned cars and debris.

Pentious folded the map as best he could and slid it between the seats. “I’ll keep it handy, just in case.”

Another thud against the side of the car, a smear of dark red spreading across the frosted window. She didn’t slow down.

From the back seat, Claire let out a sharp cry. “Charlie… I don’t know how much longer…”

Charlie glanced in the rearview mirror, her heart tightening at the sight of Claire's pain-stricken face. "Hey, you’re okay. We’re almost there," she said softly. "Just hang on a little longer. We’ll get through this—"

Claire suddenly gritted her teeth, a sharp cry tearing from her throat as another contraction gripped her. Her hands clawed at the seatbelt across her lap, her knuckles white. Alastor, ever calm, adjusted her position slightly.

Charlie’s heart lurched, and for a second, the responsibility felt crushing. She wasn’t just driving them to safety—she was driving toward a moment she had no idea how to handle. Delivering a baby in the middle of a fucking blizzard, with zombies swarming, wasn’t something she had ever prepared for.

"Shit," Charlie muttered.


The car finally pulled up to the grove, sliding slightly on the snow-covered road before coming to a stop near a small cabin nestled between skeletal trees. It wasn’t much—a weather-beaten structure with shutters hanging half-off their hinges—but it stood solid against the blizzard, and for now, that was enough.

Charlie turned off the engine, “Pentious, Alastor,” she started, “get Claire inside. Now.”

Neither of them hesitated. Pentious popped open the passenger door, the wind immediately slamming against it as if trying to force him back inside. Alastor was already moving, reaching over to help Claire, who clutched her belly with one hand and the seatbelt with the other.

Charlie watched as they half-carried, half-walked Claire through the swirling snow, their figures quickly disappearing into the haze. The cabin door creaked open before swallowing them whole.

For a moment, Charlie just sat there, gripping the steering wheel like it might offer some kind of answer. It didn’t. It never did. She exhaled, pulled herself from the driver’s seat, and moved to the trunk. The duffel bag of medical supplies was heavier than she remembered, the weight pressing into her shoulder as she slung it over her back.

A glance toward the cabin showed that Pentious and Alastor had already gotten Claire inside. The door swung shut behind them.

Charlie took one last look around, scanning the horizon for any movement. Nothing but wind and snow and the branches of the trees bending under the storm. She slammed the trunk closed then turned toward the cabin.

Each step toward the cabin felt heavier than the last, as if the wind itself had a vendetta, pushing her back with invisible hands. The snow swirled in chaotic patterns, clinging to her boots and latching onto the hem of her coat. Charlie tightened her grip on the duffel bag, its strap digging into her shoulder.

The cabin stood waiting—her footsteps crunched through the snow. She counted each step, as if doing so might ground her in the present, might keep the cold from seeping further into her bones.

Finally, she reached the small set of stairs leading up to the front door. The wood creaked under her weight, brittle and worn, but it held. Charlie paused, her hand resting on the worn brass handle.

She pushed the door open.

Warmth hit her like a physical force, a wave of heat rolling out from the fireplace in the corner of the room. The light was soft and flickering, shadows dancing on the wooden walls. Alastor was by the hearth, removing his coat.

The room smelled faintly of wood smoke. Her eyes flicked to the couch where Claire lay, her face ghostly pale against the rough fabric, strands of damp hair clinging to her forehead. Pentious had wrapped her in a thick blanket, the edges tucked tightly around her like a cocoon.

Charlie shut the door behind her and crossed the room. Kneeling beside the couch, she set the duffel bag on the floor.

“Any changes?” Charlie asked in her low voice, directed at Pentious.

“Not yet. She’s stable, but...” Pentious trailed off as a sharp, guttural cry tore from Claire’s lips, her body curling inward.

"Pentious! Charlie!" Claire’s voice was strained, every syllable forced out between ragged breaths. "Check... check if I’m dilated!"

Pentious stiffened, glancing from Claire to Charlie. "Claire," he began cautiously, "are you sure? Maybe—"

Another scream cut him off, louder, raw with pain and desperation. Claire’s hands clawed at the blanket, knuckles white. "Just do it!" she shouted, her voice breaking.

Pentious hesitated, his hands twitching toward her, then pulling back. Charlie didn’t wait. She dropped to her knees beside Claire and reached for the edge of the blanket. "I’ve got it," she said. "Pentious, help her sit up a little."

Charlie pulled down Claire’s sweat-soaked pants, exposing trembling legs. Her eyes darted to Pentious. "Hold her steady."

Pentious nodded, sliding his arms behind Claire, propping her up as gently as he could. Claire gritted her teeth, another contraction ripping through her.

"Alastor," Charlie called out without looking up. "Watch the door and the windows. Now."

From across the room, Alastor let out an exaggerated sigh, leaning casually against the wall. "Really? Me?" He gestured to himself. "You do remember I just healed up from that lovely infection, right? And now I’m back to taking orders like a—"

"Alastor," Charlie snapped. She lifted her head, eyes locking onto him with a fiery intensity. "Do you want to be swarmed by the fucking zombies?"

The room hung in silence, save for the crackling fire and Claire’s labored breaths. Alastor’s brown eyes narrowed, the usual smugness dimming for a heartbeat. Then, as if flipping a switch, he shrugged, his cocky grin sliding back into place. "Fair enough."

Without another word, he pushed off the wall and moved toward the windows. He drew the curtains shut, casting the room in a dim, flickering glow. He approached the front door and leaned against the doorframe, one hand resting on the hilt of his cane, eyes scanning the room and the shadows beyond the curtains.

Charlie’s hands moved carefully, fingers trembling slightly as she checked Claire’s dilation. Her heart pounded in her chest, every second stretching unbearably as she tried to focus. She exhaled sharply, shaking her head.

“It’s not wide enough.”

Pentious, still supporting Claire, let out a breath of relief. “Then she’s not ready,” he said, as if trying to reassure himself. “We have more time.”

Before the words could settle, another guttural scream tore from Claire. Her body convulsed, and she clutched at Pentious’s arm, her nails digging into his sleeve. Her face twisted in agony, eyes wide and desperate. “I can feel it coming!” she cried. “It’s coming, Charlie! So why isn’t it dilated?”

Charlie’s mind raced, trying to piece it together, searching for some kind of explanation. “Pentious,” she said, her voice more a command than a request, “check the duffel bag. We need a fresh needle and morphine. Now.”

Pentious nodded and moved toward the duffel, unzipping it with quick, frantic hands. Just as he began to search, Claire’s hand shot out, stopping him. “No... no morphine,” she gasped. Her face was pale, lips trembling. “Angel... Angel took all of it.”

Charlie froze. “What?” She turned toward Claire, confusion darkening her features. “Why the fuck would Angel take the morphine? And the needles?”

“I don’t know,” Claire whispered, her breath ragged. “I saw him one night… going through the bag. He didn’t take anything else. Just the morphine and needles.”

From the other side of the room, Alastor let out a soft, sardonic chuckle. “Well, isn’t it obvious?” He leaned casually against the doorframe, peering out the window as if the chaos behind him was just another scene in a play. “He’s hooked. Addicted. That stuff’s like liquid gold when you’re spiraling.”

Charlie’s jaw clenched. A flicker of rage ignited in her chest, threatening to consume her. Angel, you fucking bastard, she thought, her mind flashing back to moments that suddenly made more sense—the jitteriness, the late nights, the quiet disappearances. Since when?

She shook her head, forcing the thought away. Not now. “Pentious,” she said tightly, “forget the morphine. See if there’s any other painkillers. Anything.”

Pentious dug through the duffel, hands moving with increasing urgency, pulling out rolls of gauze, disinfectant, bandages—everything but what they needed. He shook his head. “Nothing,” he muttered. “No painkillers.”

Charlie’s stomach twisted. The room felt like it was closing in, the flickering firelight casting long, distorted shadows. This isn’t how it was supposed to go. Not here. Not like this.

“Charlie.” Claire’s voice was faint but insistent, pulling her back. “Charlie, come here.”

Charlie moved without thinking, kneeling beside the couch once more. Claire’s hand trembled as she lifted her shirt, exposing her swollen belly, the skin taut and glistening with sweat. Her breaths were shallow, each one a struggle. “If we wait any longer,” Claire said, her voice barely above a whisper, “the noise I’m making… it’ll bring them. The dead. And they’ll kill all of you and the baby.”

Charlie’s heart dropped. “What are you saying?”

Claire didn’t answer immediately. Instead, her hand reached for the sheath strapped to Charlie’s side. With a shaking grip, she pulled out the Bowie knife, its blade catching the firelight, and placed it in Charlie’s left hand, handle first.

Charlie stared at the knife, her heart sinking. “Claire… no.”

Claire’s eyes met hers. “You have to make a horizontal incision.” she said, pointing to a spot just below her belly button. “Just below the—”

“Stop,” Charlie cut her off, her voice breaking. “No. We’re not doing this.”

“You need to go in deep,” Claire continued. “Cut through the skin and muscle—careful, but fast. Any slower—”

“No,” Charlie snapped. “Stop it, Claire. We’ll—we’ll find another way.”

“There is no other way!” Claire gasped, her face contorting with another contraction that left her shaking. “The baby isn’t coming naturally. If you don’t... if you don’t cut me open now, it’s over—for me, for the baby, for all of us in this damn cabin!”

Charlie’s chest tightened, her breaths coming fast and shallow. She glanced at Pentious, who stood frozen, eyes flicking between Claire and Charlie, as if hoping someone would come up with a miracle. But there was no miracle—not in this frozen grove, not when they were miles from any help.

“We’ll figure it out!” Charlie pleads. “Maybe… maybe the dilation will come in time. Or we’ll—”

“There’s no time!” Claire interrupted, her voice breaking. “You hear me, Charlotte? There’s no time!” Her hands trembled as they gripped Charlie’s wrist, pulling the knife closer. “There are only three of you here capable of fighting off the freaks, but won’t be enough with the horde… if we wait for the baby to come naturally, they’ll be lured in…”

Charlie’s vision blurred as tears welled up, her heart pounding so hard it hurt. She shook her head again, as if it could help deny the reality in front of her. “I can’t… I can’t do that to you.”

Pentious, standing to the side, swallowed hard. “Charlie,” he whispered, voice barely audible, “If we wait any longer, we’ll lose them both.”

Charlie shot him a glare. “I’m not going to kill her!”

“You’re not killing me,” Claire said softly, her fingers brushing against Charlie’s hand where the knife rested. “You’re saving my… my baby.” She locked eyes with Charlie, a desperate plea shining through the pain.

Claire’s hand, trembling but firm, tightened around Charlie’s wrist. Her eyes—glassy with pain but still fierce—bore into Charlie’s. She could see the war raging inside Charlie, the refusal to accept what seemed inevitable.

“Charlie,” Claire whispered, “you have to listen to me.”

Charlie shook her head again, tears threatening to fall as she tightened her grip on the Bowie knife. “No, Claire. I’m not going to let you die like this. We’ll find another way. There has to be another way.”

Claire managed a weak smile, even as another contraction wracked her body. Her grip on Charlie’s wrist remained steady. “You… you have so much potential, Charlie. You don’t even realize it.” Her breath hitched, and she forced herself to continue. “You’ve always been so passionate about helping people. Always the first to act, always the one to care… even when the world went to absolute hell.”

“Claire, please don’t do this.” Charlie’s voice cracked. She was on the edge, her hands shaking. “You’re going to make it. You’ll see your baby. You’ll survive. I won’t let this be how it ends for you.”

Claire reached up with her free hand, brushing a strand of damp hair from Charlie’s face. Her touch was gentle. “In my bag… there’s a notebook. I wrote down everything I could remember from med school… everything that might help. It’s not perfect, but it could save someone. It could help the group.”

Charlie’s eyes widened. “No… Claire, you’ll use it. You’ll teach us more yourself. You’re not leaving us.”

Claire’s smile turned bittersweet. “I’ve already accepted it, Charlie. This is the unfortunate reality we live in. I’m… I’m not scared anymore. I made peace with it the moment I realized… I wouldn’t make it out of this.” Her eyes softened, filled with a kind of peace that made Charlie’s heart ache. “But you… you have to keep going. For everyone.”

Charlie bit her lip, shaking her head. “No. I can’t lose you. I won’t let this happen.”

Claire’s gaze didn’t waver. “That’s why I asked you… and Valeria. Back at the townhouse, remember? I asked if the two of you ever thought about raising a child.” Her eyes flicked briefly to the firelight before returning to Charlie’s tear-filled eyes. “Because I knew, if something ever happened to me… you two would be the best people to raise my baby. You’d be… great parents.”

Charlie’s breath caught in her throat. “Claire, no… please…”

“You and Valeria have something rare in this world. Kindness. Compassion. You give people hope when there is none. That’s what this baby needs.” Claire squeezed Charlie’s hand one last time. “Promise me… you’ll take care of my child. Raise them to be good. To be strong. Like you.”

Charlie’s heart shattered into pieces. She wanted to scream, to argue, to deny every word. But deep down, she knew Claire was right. The baby’s survival—and the survival of the group—depended on her making this impossible choice.

“And don’t stop being a good leader, Charlie. You… you have a heart big enough for all of us, but you’re also capable of making the hard choices. The ones no one else can make. That’s what makes you… different. Special.”

Charlie swallowed hard, her throat tight. She gripped the knife so tightly her knuckles turned white, her hand trembling. Slowly, she lowered it to her side, her head bowing as a sob escaped her lips. “You… you could’ve come with us. To D.C. You could’ve made it, Claire.”

“Maybe… but I’m glad I stayed. I stayed because I was with good people. People who cared. And that’s more than most can say in this world.”

Charlie’s mind was a storm—grief, rage, fear—but beneath it all was a small ember of resolve. Claire had given her one final task: to protect what mattered most.

With tears streaming down her face, Charlie leaned in, wrapping her right arm around Claire. “I promise,” she whispered. “I’ll take care of your baby. And I won’t stop being the leader you believed in.”

Claire’s lips curved into a faint smile. “Thank you… Charlie.”

Charlie pulled back from the hug, her trembling hand still gripping the handle of the knife. She wiped her tears hastily with the back of her right hand, trying to steady her breath.

Then, with a deep breath, Charlie gripped the knife once more. This time, her hand was steady. For Claire. For the baby. For the future.

Because sometimes, being a leader meant doing the hardest thing of all: letting go.

Claire leaned back against Pentious for support, her face pale and glistening with sweat. Her breathing was shallow, each inhale rattling in her chest as she mustered the last of her strength.

Charlie knelt beside her, positioning herself near Claire’s swollen belly. Her hand hovered for a moment, hesitating. Her lips moved silently, whispering, "Pray for me, Vaggie."

Then, she made the first cut.

Claire’s body convulsed instantly, a raw, guttural scream tearing from her throat, filling the small cabin. Pentious stiffened, his eyes wide with alarm, his hands instinctively tightening around Claire’s shoulders to keep her steady. “Charlie,” he said, voice taut with panic, “she’s—”

“I know!” Charlie snapped, her voice cracking under the pressure. Blood welled up from the incision, warm and sticky, staining her hands as she worked. The coppery scent filled the air, thick and metallic, mingling with the smoke from the fire.

The blade sank deeper, slicing through layers of skin and muscle. Claire’s screams grew louder, her body thrashing against Pentious’s grip. “Hold her still!” Charlie barked, her own hands shaking as she dropped the knife to the floor with a dull thud.

Pentious shifted, locking Claire in place with his arms, his face pale but resolute. “I’ve got her,” he muttered, though the strain in his voice was evident.

Charlie didn’t waste a second. She plunged her hands into the open wound, the warmth of Claire’s blood searing against her freezing fingers. Her heart raced as she felt around, searching through the slick, torn tissue for any sign of life.

Claire’s body writhed beneath her, another agonized scream ripping through the room. The sound was almost inhuman, a cry born of unimaginable pain. Charlie clenched her jaw, trying to block it out, her focus narrowing to the task at hand. “Claire,” she whispered, “stay with me. Just a little longer.”

The blood was everywhere, pooling beneath them, seeping into the floorboards. Charlie’s hands slipped, her fingers trembling as she struggled to find the baby. Her mind raced, panic threatening to overtake her as every second stretched into an eternity.

“Pentious!” she called out. “I need you—now! Pull the skin back. I can’t do this alone.”

Pentious hesitated before nodding. He released one arm from holding Claire steady and reached down, gripping the edges of the incision. His hands slipped on the blood, but he gritted his teeth and pulled, exposing more of the opening.

Charlie’s fingers sank deeper, her breath catching as she searched blindly. The warmth, the wetness, the chaos—it all threatened to overwhelm her. Then, beneath the flood of blood and trembling flesh, she felt it.

Something small. Something alive.

Her heart stopped a bit, then pounded harder. “I found it,” she whispered, her voice trembling. Her fingers curled around something soft, delicate—a tiny limb.

Claire’s screams had subsided into weak, ragged sobs, her body trembling violently against Pentious. He looked down at Charlie, his eyes filled with a mixture of fear and hope. “Is it—?”

Charlie didn’t answer. Her focus was absolute as she gently but firmly grasped the baby, carefully maneuvering it through the incision. Blood coated everything, her hands slipping as she worked, but she held on, refusing to let go.

“Almost there,” she muttered, more to herself than anyone else. “Come on. Come on…”

Finally, with one last careful pull, she felt the baby’s body slide free from the womb. It was warm, wet, and eerily silent. Charlie’s heart leapt to her throat as she cradled the tiny form in her hands.

Pentious immediately shrugged off his coat and thrust it toward Charlie. "Here," he said, voice urgent but steady. "Wrap it up. Keep it warm."

Charlie hesitated for a fraction of a second before taking the coat. Her hands shook as she gently swaddled the baby in the rough fabric, her breath coming in shallow gasps. The newborn was small, fragile—so impossibly fragile—and far too quiet.

Pentious watched intently, his sharp gaze shifting between Charlie and the baby. “Is…?”

Charlie swallowed hard, her throat tight. She glanced down at the tiny face, flushed and smeared with blood, and opened her mouth to speak. "I think—" Her voice cracked, her breath hitching. "She’s... it’s a girl. She’s a girl."

The words were barely more than a whisper. Charlie’s heart pounded in her chest as she stared at the baby, willing her to move, to make a sound. But the newborn remained still, her chest rising and falling in shallow, uneven breaths.

Pentious crouched beside Charlie. "Charlie, tap her back. Gently. Just enough to get her lungs going."

Charlie’s eyes widened. "I—" She shook her head, panic flickering in her eyes. "What if I—"

"You won’t hurt her," Pentious interrupted firmly. "Trust me. Just do it."

Charlie’s fingers trembled as she shifted the baby in her arms, supporting the tiny head with one hand while positioning her other hand against the baby’s back. She took a shaky breath, her heart thundering in her chest, and began to tap—lightly at first, then with a bit more pressure.

Nothing happened. The cabin seemed to hold its breath, the fire crackling softly in the hearth, casting flickering shadows across the blood-soaked floor. Pentious leaned in, his jaw tight with tension.

Then, a sound—a small, fragile whimper—broke the silence. It was soft at first, barely audible, but it grew louder, stronger, until it swelled into a full, piercing cry. The baby’s lungs filled with air for the first time, and her cries echoed through the cabin.

Charlie let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding, her shoulders sagging with relief. “She’s breathing,” she whispered, her voice trembling with a mix of awe and exhaustion. “She’s okay.”

Pentious exhaled sharply. “You did it,” he said softly. "You saved her."

But the moment of relief was short-lived. Claire, pale and weak, shifted on the couch, her trembling hands reaching out toward Charlie. “Let me… let me hold her,” she whispered, her voice barely audible over the baby’s cries.

Charlie glanced at Pentious, who nodded silently. Without hesitation, Charlie leaned forward, carefully placing the newborn in Claire’s outstretched arms. “Here.”

Claire’s arms trembled as she cradled the baby against her chest, her fingers brushing over the soft, downy skin. Tears welled in her eyes, spilling over as she gazed down at the child she had fought so hard to bring into the world. “You’re… beautiful,” she whispered. “So… so beautiful.”

The baby’s cries softened, her tiny fingers curling instinctively around the fabric of Claire’s shirt. Claire pressed a kiss to the baby’s forehead, her tears mingling with the blood and sweat that still clung to her skin.

Claire’s arms began to weaken, her hold on the baby loosening as her strength waned. Her breathing grew slower, even more shallow. She blinked slowly, her glassy eyes lifting from the newborn to meet Charlie’s gaze.

“Charlie…” Claire’s voice was faint, barely audible, yet filled with a profound gratitude. “Thank you… for letting me… hold her.”

Charlie swallowed hard, the words catching in her throat. “Claire—” She knelt beside her, grasping Claire’s hand, cold and trembling. “I… I’m sorry, we can still—”

Claire shook her head ever so slightly, a serene smile forming on her lips. “It’s… okay. I held her. I… I got to see her.” Her eyes drifted down to the baby once more, her expression softening with a bittersweet tenderness. “She’s… perfect.”

The baby shifted in Claire’s arms, letting out a soft, sleepy whimper. Pentious, sensing the inevitable, moved closer. His hands, stained with Claire’s blood, were gentle as he reached down, carefully lifting the infant from her fading grasp.

Claire’s fingers lingered, brushing against the baby’s cheek one last time before her hand fell away. Her eyes remained open, fixed on the child with a final, loving gaze.

Charlie felt a cold wave of dread settle over her as she squeezed Claire’s hand tighter, willing her to stay. “Claire?”

But there was no response. Claire’s chest no longer rose and fell. Her features, once tense with pain, had softened into a peaceful stillness. The life that had fought so fiercely only moments ago had slipped away, leaving her body motionless.

Pentious cradled the baby close to his chest. He looked down at Claire, his voice low and filled with reverence. “She’s at peace now.”

Charlie’s breath hitched as she refused to let tears welled in her eyes again. She reached up, gently closing Claire’s eyes with trembling fingers. “It’s worth it to let her know she has a daughter.”

Charlie crouched, picking up the knife from the blood-smeared floor. Carefully, she cut the umbilical cord, severing the final connection between Claire and her child. The baby let out a soft whimper, and Pentious gently adjusted his hold, cradling the infant.

“Here,” he murmured, handing the baby to Charlie. She hesitated before taking the child, her arms instinctively wrapping around the small, fragile form.

Charlie pressed the baby close to her chest as they moved toward the duffel bag near the corner of the room. Before they reached it, a crackle of static erupted from the hand radio on Pentious’s belt. Both froze as Vaggie’s voice broke through, faint and garbled.

“—Charlie? Are you there?—”

Pentious unholstered the radio with his left hand, holding it up to his mouth. “We’re here! What’s your status? Over.”

The static hissed, but Vaggie’s voice came back, strained but clear enough to understand. “—Meet up point—West White Horse Pike—close to—Atlantic City International Airport—”

Vaggie’s voice broke through again, repeating, “West White Horse Pike—Near the—airport! Hurry—” Then the transmission cut off abruptly, static filling the air once more.

Pentious adjusted the dials and called into the radio. “Vaggie! Vaggie, come in!”

No response. Just static.

“Damn it,” Pentious muttered, clipping the radio back onto his belt. He glanced at Charlie, whose eyes had dimmed with a mixture of grief and exhaustion.

Charlie’s mind spun. The timing of the radio’s resurgence felt like a fucking joke, with Claire’s loss still pressing down on her. She clutched the baby tighter, her thoughts spiraling. Why now? After all this? The radio fucking worked now—after Claire was gone, after the baby— The newborn stirred slightly, pulling her attention back to the present.

Alastor’s voice cut through the haze. “Not to interrupt this tender moment, but we’ve got a growing audience outside.”

Charlie snapped back to the present, following Alastor’s gaze to the window. Shadows loomed in the mist, figures stumbling closer—zombies, drawn by the noise and the scent of blood. Their guttural moans grew louder.

Pentious grabbed the duffel bag and Claire’s backpack, slinging them over his shoulder. “We need to go.”

Charlie’s gaze shifted to Claire’s still form on the couch. The pang of guilt hit her like a hammer. “What about Claire?”

Alastor glanced at the door, then back at her, his expression impassive. “What about her?”

Charlie’s jaw tightened, and her voice dropped to an angry whisper. “We can’t just leave her out in the open. She’ll be zombie food, and she deserves better than that.”

Alastor sighed, a flicker of something—understanding, maybe—crossing his face. “Fine. After we’re out, I’ll jam the door. If we’re lucky, it’ll hold long enough to keep them out.”

Charlie nodded, a silent agreement passing between them. With one last glance at Claire, she followed Pentious and Alastor towards the door.

Alastor stepped to the door as Pentious and Charlie prepared to move. The former radio host muttered something to himself, likely a sarcastic remark, as he fiddled with the knob and wedged a piece of metal into the lock mechanism.

“Done,” he said, turning back to them. “Let’s go before our fans decide to come in uninvited.”

Charlie was the first to step outside, the sharp wind biting at her face. She cradled the baby protectively, her eyes scanning the misty streets ahead. The zombies were closer now, their forms emerging through the haze. She gritted her teeth, her grip on the child tightening.

Behind her, Pentious and Alastor followed. Alastor lingered for a brief moment, glancing back at the cabin before shutting the door firmly behind him.


3:52 pm

Charlie stared out the window, the landscape blurring into a white haze as Alastor carefully navigated through the blizzard. The wipers scraped rhythmically. Her breath fogged the glass, and she traced a finger along the condensation absentmindedly, her mind unraveling in a hundred directions at once. How had she stayed calm through all of it? Through Claire's final moments, the desperate run through the horde, the sickening crunch of feet on snow-packed gravel?

Charlie’s fingers tightened around the baby (she’s clean now unlike the blonde’s dried bloody hands), sleeping soundly in her arms, wrapped snugly in her coat that replaced Pentious’s.

Meanwhile, Alastor was at the wheel, his grip steady, his humming low and almost unnervingly cheerful given the circumstances. Pentious sat beside him, leaning forward slightly as if sheer willpower could make the windshield wipers clear more than they were capable of. Their voices were a low murmur, arguing over the best route to the meet-up point, their tones tinged with the frustration of men trying to navigate a storm with no patience. Directions, plans, things she should be focusing on, but instead, her mind spiraled.

It felt unfair. After everything, shouldn't there be more... drama? More finality? But no, there was just this baby, this tiny, perfect, oblivious miracle, breathing softly against her chest.

Alastor’s voice cut through the fog in Charlie’s head. “We’re approaching White Horse Pike. If Valeria’s directions were correct—”

If?” Pentious interrupted while kept his focus on checking the radio with his left hand adjusting the dials. “She’s never given us bad intel before. You’re just bitter because you weren’t the one who got through on the radio.”

Alastor let out a theatrical sigh. “Oh, Pentious, always so quick to defend. It’s charming, really.”

Charlie tuned them out again, her attention shifting back to the baby. The baby stirred, and her heart clenched, arms instinctively tightening. She lowered her gaze, watching the peaceful rise and fall of the tiny chest, the soft, unburdened features.

"You're safe now," she whispered, though she wasn’t sure if it was for the baby or for herself.

Charlie’s gaze drifted to the empty car seat beside her. Claire’s backpack sat there, stained and weathered. Shifting the baby carefully in her right arm, she reached out with her left, her fingers brushing over the cold fabric before gingerly tugging the zipper open.

The first thing she pulled out was a small, leather-bound notebook, the cover smooth from use. She just stared at it, her breath catching in her throat. It felt too personal, too intimate—a piece of Claire’s life she wasn’t sure she had the right to touch. But curiosity, or maybe something deeper, propelled her to open it. She flipped the notebook open with trembling fingers, careful not to jostle the baby, who slept on.

The pages were filled with dense, meticulous handwriting, the ink smudged in places, the edges worn. Charlie’s eyes skimmed the lines—advanced medical terminology, complicated procedures, notes that made her head spin, and even words she barely understood.

Claire had mentioned it once. “In my bag… there’s a notebook. I wrote down everything I could remember from med school… everything that might help. It’s not perfect, but it could save someone. It could help the group.”

Every scribbled note, every diagram—Claire had fought to remember, to survive, and to help others do the same. Charlie’s throat tightened as she turned the pages. There were no grand declarations, no journal entries full of fear or hope—its just all medical notes.

Charlie scanned past meticulous diagrams of sutures, hastily sketched organs, and notes on field triage, absorbing only fragments as her mind wandered. Yet, in the midst of these clinical entries, something caught Charlie’s eye: a page that didn’t quite fit.

Tucked between pages on emergency procedures, a polaroid photograph peeked out, its edges worn. Charlie’s fingers trembled as she carefully pulled it free. Claire stood in the center of the frame, beaming, her blonde hair catching the sun. Beside her, a brunette olive-skinned man with an easy smile had his arm draped casually around her shoulders. There was joy in their eyes. Scrawled in thick marker beneath the image were the words: Claire and Solomon, first day in college!

Charlie’s breath caught, her chest tightening. Claire had never mentioned anyone named Solomon, would that be her boyfriend that she and Vaggie talked about?

Her gaze dropped to the bottom of the page, where handwritten notes trailed beneath the photo. The ink was fainter here, the script looser, more hurried.

List of baby names.

Charlie’s heart clenched. The list itself was a mess—names scribbled and scratched out, entire sections blacked over in thick, angry lines. It was as if Claire had agonized over every choice, second-guessing, erasing, rewriting. But beneath the crossed-out names, one phrase remained untouched:

Let Charlotte or Valeria decide.

Charlie’s breath hitched. The words felt like a punch to the gut, a final whisper from a friend who had trusted her with more than just a life—she had entrusted her with a future. Claire hadn’t just given up; she had planned, hoped, and in her quiet way, left a piece of that hope in their hands.

She glanced down at the baby, still sleeping peacefully in her arms. “We’ll decide,” she whispered, her voice trembling. “I promise, we’ll decide.”

Charlie closed the notebook gently, her fingers lingering on the leather cover. For the first time in what felt like hours, she felt a sliver of something beyond grief.

Responsibility. Purpose.

And maybe, just maybe, hope.


Vaggie stood by the side of the road, her breath forming little clouds in the calm winter air. The blizzard had passed, leaving behind an unsettling calm. Snowflakes clung to the tips of her hair, melting too slowly, like everything else today. The world felt muted, wrapped in layers of cold silence. She glanced down both ends of the empty road, hoping to see headlights appear, or a familiar voice crackle through the walkie-talkie hanging loosely from her hand.

Behind her, the others huddled near the pickup truck, trying to keep warm. Angel was leaning against the tailgate, cigarette smoke curling lazily around him, while Husk crouched nearby, lighting his own with a half-empty matchbook. They didn’t talk much, just exchanged glances that said more than words could: tired, worried, resigned.

Angel exhaled one last puff, then flicked the cigarette to the ground, crushing it under his boot as he made his way over to Vaggie. “Anything yet?” he asked, hands shoved deep into his coat pockets.

Vaggie sighed, the walkie-talkie crackling with nothing but static. “Nothing.” Her tone was clipped, frustration bleeding through the calm facade she was trying to maintain. The silence stretched between them, thick and heavy.

Then, abruptly, she spun around to face him. “This was a fucking bad idea, you know. Splitting up when the blizzard hit? What the hell were we thinking?”

Angel’s brows furrowed, a flicker of defensive anger rising in his eyes. “You questioning whether we could handle taking care of a pregnant lady?”

Vaggie didn’t back down. “It would’ve made a hell of a lot more sense to keep more people with Claire. You left her with just three people—Three. And one of them was my fiancée, for God’s sake! And now we don’t even know—” Vaggie takes a sharp inhale, “Did you want them to fend for themselves? Is that it? Were you hoping they wouldn’t make it back?”

The accusation hung in the air, heavy and bitter. Angel’s eyes widened in disbelief. “Bullshit,” he spat, the word like a slap. “You really think I’d—”

“You knew how dangerous it was, but you pushed for it anyway. If they don’t come back…” Vaggie trailed off as if she’s thinking a millions things with a threat.

Angel’s mouth opened, a retort forming, but before he could get it out, “Enough!” Husk yelled, rough and gravelly. He stepped between them. “We can’t fucking have this right now. Save it for when we’re not freezing our asses off, waiting for people who might still be fighting their way back to us.”

Vaggie’s gaze hardened, her eye fixed on Husk. “We need to go back,” she said, the words coming out like a command.

Husk blinked, his brows knitting together. “Go back?” He gestured toward the distant skyline, barely visible beyond the snow-covered landscape. “Do you even hear yourself right now? The city’s gonna be crawling with zombies. It’s a death sentence.”

“I don’t care,” Vaggie shot back. “They need help, and we’re sitting here doing nothing. The radio’s useless—it’s just fucking static! If they’re in trouble, we’ll never know until it’s too late.”

Before Husk could respond, the truck door creaked open, and Niffty hopped out, snow crunching beneath her small boots. She looked from Vaggie to Husk with her usual wide-eyed energy, though there was a flicker of concern in her expression. Cherri followed, her arms crossed and her posture tense. “What the hell is all this yelling about?” Cherri demanded. “And is there any word from Pentious or what?”

Vaggie turned to face them, her determination hardening. “We’re going back. Niffty, Cherri, you’re coming with me—”

A low rumble cut her off, faint at first but growing louder by the second. Everyone turned to the east, the sound of an approaching car breaking the winter stillness. The group tensed instinctively, hands inching toward weapons. But then, through the haze of snow, they saw it—a familiar car, its front stained dark with blood, likely from plowing through zombies. It slowed as it approached, finally stopping a few yards away.

The vehicle slowed, pulling up beside the pickup truck, and the engine sputtered to a stop. Everything was silent—eerily so. The driver’s door opened, and Alastor stepped out and he didn’t say a word, just simply brushing off his coat.

Pentious exited next from the passenger side, his left hand gripping the door for support as he scanned the group, his face unreadable.

Then, from the back seat, the door creaked open. Pentious moved quickly to help, and Charlie emerged, cradling something wrapped tightly in her red winter coat. Her hands, trembling and caked with dried blood up until the rolled sleeve of her blue dress shirt, contrasted starkly with the soft bundle in her arms.

But it wasn’t the blood that drew their eyes—it was what she held.

Cradled in Charlie’s arms, wrapped in her red winter coat, was a baby. The tiny bundle stirred slightly, letting out a tiny, almost imperceptible noise, the only sound breaking the tense quiet.

Everyone watched, waiting for another figure to follow. Claire. She had to be there. She had to step out next. But the door closed, and the silence stretched.

Charlie’s footsteps crunched softly in the snow as she approached, her arms wrapped protectively around the baby. Vaggie’s eye locked onto her, every muscle in her body tensed. Something was wrong—more wrong than usual. She could see it in the way Charlie’s shoulders hunched, the way her eyes stayed fixed on the ground, as if looking up would shatter her completely. The closer she got, the more visible the trembling became, the way her breath hitched, the tears she was trying—and failing—to hold back.

“Charlie?” Vaggie’s voice was tight. She took a cautious step forward. “Where’s Claire?”

Charlie’s steps faltered, her knees buckling as if the question had struck her physically. She sank into the snow, still cradling the baby, her arms shaking. The silence that followed was filled with an unspoken answer, heavy and cold.

“Charlie?” Vaggie dropped to her knees beside her, her hands reaching out but unsure where to touch. The baby stirred, letting out a tiny whimper, but Charlie didn’t look up. Tears streamed down her face, her breath coming in short, gasping sobs.

“She… she didn’t make it.” Charlie’s voice broke on the last word, barely audible. “We tried. God, Vaggie, we tried everything. I—” Her voice cracked, and she clutched the baby tighter, as if it could anchor and keep her from falling apart completely. “There was… there was nothing else we could do. We looked for other options, we—” Her words dissolved into sobs.

Vaggie’s own breath caught in her throat, the shock crashing over her like a wave. She pulled Charlie into a fierce embrace, careful not to jostle the baby. “It’s not your fault,” she whispered, her voice shaking. “You did everything you could.”

Charlie clung to her, tears soaking into Vaggie’s coat. “She… she told me both of us will take care of the baby. She made me promise. I couldn’t—I couldn’t leave the baby—”

“I know. I know.” Vaggie forced herself to stay steady, for Charlie’s sake. For all of their sakes.

Behind them, the others stood in stunned silence. Angel’s face is pale and tight with grief. Husk rubbed a hand over his face. Niffty and Cherri exchanged a glance, their expressions hollow.

Vaggie pulled back from the embrace, her hands lingering on Charlie’s shoulders before her gaze dropped to the bundle cradled in Charlie’s arms. She was speechless, her breath catching in her throat as she took in the baby’s face nestled within the folds of the coat.

Charlie’s hands shook slightly as she gently handed the baby to Vaggie. “She’s a girl.”

Vaggie’s eye widened, her own voice soft, barely more than a breath. “A girl…” She instinctively cradled the baby, her arms moving with a gentleness that seemed to surprise even herself. The baby stirred, a tiny sound escaping her lips. It felt like the world seemed to shrink down to just this—the quiet miracle of life in her arms.

She barely noticed when Charlie stood, wiping her tears with the back of her hand. By the time Vaggie glanced up, Charlie was already striding away, her eyes fixed on Angel.

“Charlie—” Vaggie started, but the rest of her words caught in her throat. Charlie didn’t slow down.

Without warning, her arm shot out into a grip and she pivoted, pulling Angel off balance, sending him staggering before he could react. The sharp crunch of boots in the snow echoed as he stumbled back, only to be met by the blur of Charlie’s fist connecting with his jaw, a raw, visceral force behind it.

Angel barely had time to recover before another strike landed. He stumbled again, hands coming up instinctively to shield himself, confusion and shock flickering across his face.

“Charlie, stop!” Vaggie’s voice was frantic, her arms tightening around the baby. She took a step forward but froze, the helplessness of her situation pressing down on her. She couldn’t intervene—not while cradling this fragile life in her arms.

The others reacted faster. Husk and Cherri rushed forward, their hands gripping Charlie’s arms, trying to pull her back. “Enough, Charlie!” Husk shouted, straining against her fury. Niffty darted to the other side to grip Charlie’s coat.

Vaggie’s mind raced, a storm of thoughts colliding and scattering like shattered glass. Charlie isn’t violent. She’s never been violent. Especially not toward their own. Unless… Her grip tightened instinctively around the baby, her heartbeat thudding in her ears.

She’s grieving. Vaggie’s first thought was simple. Losing Claire had ripped something out of Charlie, something fundamental. The guilt, the helplessness—it had to be eating her alive. Maybe Angel had become the easiest target for some fucking reason.

But no, Vaggie’s thoughts snapped back. That’s not Charlie. She’d grieve, she’d cry, but she wouldn’t lash out like this.

Angel had fallen to one knee, stunned but not fighting back. Husk, Cherri and Niffty were struggling to restrain Charlie, their voices blending into a blur. Charlie’s face, contorted with fury and anguish, was almost unrecognizable. Vaggie’s breath caught in her throat. There has to be something more. Something we’re missing.

Did Angel do something? The thought flared intrusively. Had he made a call that cost Claire her life? No, Vaggie knew better. Angel had flaws—plenty of them—but betrayal wasn’t one of them.

Her eye darted to Pentious, who was still watching, silent and unmoving, his expression unreadable. What happened out there? Whatever it was, it had to be more than they knew—not just Claire’s death, but something else. Something worse.

Did Charlie blame herself? Had she made a choice she couldn’t live with? Something that tore her apart so deeply that, now, she needed an outlet—any outlet—to keep from breaking completely?

“Charlie!” Vaggie’s voice cracked, desperate. “This isn’t you! Please—tell us what happened!” Charlie’s breath was ragged, tears streaking down her face, but she didn’t respond. Didn’t even seem to hear.

She’s protecting something. The realization hit Vaggie like a punch to the gut. Or someone. Her gaze fell to the baby, cradled tightly in her arms. The tiny girl had survived, but at what cost? Had something happened that Charlie couldn’t bring herself to say? Had she seen—or done—something so terrible that it twisted her inside out?

Vaggie’s mind spun through the possibilities, each more chilling than the last. Maybe it wasn’t just Claire. Maybe someone betrayed them. Maybe something happened on the way back. Something none of us could’ve imagined.

“Charlie!” Husk’s voice was strained, his grip faltering. Angel’s lip was split, his eyes wide with shock—but also something else. Recognition? Understanding? What does he know?

“Charlie, please!” Vaggie’s voice broke again, the helplessness clawing at her. “We need you. We need to know what happened. We can’t help if you don’t tell us!”

Whatever it is, it’s tearing her apart. And we’re all caught in the fallout.

Notes:

rip in pieces Claire, you will be missed
(its also intentional that i dont include her in the chapter summary as a foreshadowing to her death)
but yeah, charlie is crashing out and shit on angel (all this will be tackled on the next chapter dw)

the group now has a shared responsibility in taking care of a baby (still no name for her yet) but the main parents are Charlie and Vaggie as Claire requested. basically, a literal chaggie fankid lel

Chapter 28: Fallout

Summary:


“I’LL KILL YOU! I’LL FUCKING KILL YOU!!”

Notes:

continuation of "The Grove".

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It was one of those deceptively peaceful days—the kind where the snow fell in delicate, half-hearted flurries. The air was crisp, cold enough to sting, but not enough to bite. Under different circumstances, maybe Charlie would’ve noticed the way the pale light played off the icy branches, the way the snowflakes melted the moment they touched warm skin.

But right now, she couldn’t see anything beyond the haze of red clouding her vision.

Her breath clouding the air in short, furious bursts.

Her body twisted violently, muscles straining as she fought against the arms holding her back. Husk’s gruff grip on her shoulders, Cherri’s insistent hands grasping her forearm, Niffty’s small but surprisingly strong hold on her waist—all trying to anchor her in place. But it wasn’t working. It couldn’t work. The anger in her veins was molten, hotter than any furnace, and she was seconds from combustion.

Angel Dust sat just beyond their reach, that infuriatingly hollow look in his eyes, and it was him—his fucking selfish theft of the morphine and painkillers—that had lit the match.

She hadn’t felt anger like this since that fight with Seviathan, when words had turned to shouting and shouting to silence. Not when she and Vaggie were kidnapped by the Exorcists. Not when Adam sneered death threats at everyone she loved. Not even when Adam butchered Pentious’s arm like it was nothing more than a faulty gear to be discarded.

But this—this betrayal, this fatal screw-up—had unshackled something feral in her.

Her teeth ground together, and she tasted copper from biting the inside of her cheek. The cold gnawed at her exposed skin, but her blood was boiling. She wasn’t shivering. She was shaking.

With a sharp intake of breath, she remembered the training with Vaggie. And then she moved.

She twisted her hips sharply, slipping free from Husk’s tired grip. Her elbow jerked back into Cherri’s hold, loosening it just enough to wrench away. Niffty yelped as Charlie pivoted, leaving nothing but air where her waist had been. Before they could react, she was free, her boots crunching over snow as she lunged.

Her fingers curled around Angel’s collar, the fabric bunching in her fist. A snarl ripped from her throat as she slammed him against the side of the pickup truck. The metal shuddered on impact with a hollow clang echoing. His head snapped back, but he didn’t resist. He didn’t even raise his arms to defend himself.

Which was fine. She didn’t need him to fight back.

Her knuckles met his cheekbone with a crack that shot through her wrist, pain singing up her forearm. She didn’t care. She drew back and hit him again, the skin of his face splitting, blood smearing her fist, hot and slick. Her breath came in ragged bursts, steam curling into the cold air. She struck him again, and again, until her own skin split. Blood—his or hers—spattered the snow in dark, vivid streaks.

Somewhere in the periphery, she heard Vaggie’s voice. Desperate. Pleading. But it was muffled, like it was coming from underwater. Her vision tunneled, narrowing to the broken lines of Angel’s face. The swelling. The red. The dull acceptance.

Her fist ached. Her shoulder burned. But the rage still clawed for release.

Then, just as she drew back for another blow, something shifted behind her—a pressure against her center of gravity, a sweep against her legs. Before she understood what was happening, the world tilted. Her body hit the snow, her breath punched from her lungs as her limbs were pinned, locked in place. Her arms were trapped, her own momentum used against her, and the fight drained from her muscles like air from a punctured tire.

The world snapped back into focus. The snow was cold, melting against her feverish skin. Angel was still slumped against the truck, blood dripping from his nose and mouth. And above her, Vaggie’s face hovered—her jaw clenched.

Vaggie’s grip was iron, her knees digging into Charlie’s shoulders, pinning her down with unyielding pressure. Her amber eye blazed in fury and desperation, her breath misting the cold air.

Stop,” Vaggie hissed, her voice low and tremulous. “Charlie, you need to stop.”

Charlie’s body tensed, every muscle straining against the weight holding her down. She thrashed once, twice, but Vaggie’s grip didn’t falter.

“Get off me!” Charlie yelled. She twisted her wrists, trying to find leverage, but Vaggie tightened her hold, fingers digging into Charlie’s arms just enough to send a warning.

“No.” Vaggie’s jaw clenched, her breath coming in quick, shaky bursts. “Not until you calm the fuck down.”

Charlie bucked again, but still no use. Then, Vaggie leaned closer, her face mere inches away, and her voice dropped to a dangerous, low register.

“If you want to keep going,” Vaggie whispered, “you’re going to have to go through me.” Her fingers tightened just a fraction. “Y juro por Dios, I won’t hold back.”

The words landed like a slap, cold and shocking. The threat cut through Charlie’s haze of rage, lodging itself in her mind. Vaggie had never spoken to her like that before. Never put herself between Charlie and the violence threatening to spill over. Never hinted that she might fight her.

Something inside Charlie twisted painfully.

She met Vaggie’s eye, and for the first time, she registered fear. Anger.

Vaggie’s grip loosened just a bit, though her eye didn’t soften. “Is this what you want? You wanna take this out on me now? You really think that’s gonna fix anything?”

Charlie’s breath caught in her throat. It all pressed down on her like an avalanche. Her body sagged and the fight bleeding out of her limbs.

“No,” she croaked. “I don’t…”

Vaggie let out a shaky breath. “Then talk to me, sweetie… Or do you want to go the hard way?”

Charlie’s body went limp beneath Vaggie’s hold, the last embers of her fury snuffed out like a candle. Her breath shuddered in her chest, sharp and shallow, tears threatening to spill over her cheeks. Vaggie hesitated for a moment, her fingers still curled around Charlie’s arms, as if waiting for another surge of fight. But when none came, she finally released her grip and eased off.

“Come on,” Vaggie murmured, offering her hand.

Charlie took it, her fingers trembling as she let Vaggie pull her to her feet. The world felt unsteady, the snow shifting beneath her boots. Her muscles ached, her knuckles throbbed, and the cold gnawed at her damp clothes, but none of it registered fully. The fury had drained away, leaving her hollow.

Vaggie’s hands reached up, cupping Charlie’s face, her thumbs brushing over tear-streaked cheeks. Her voice softened. “What’s wrong, Charlie?” she whispered, her single eye searching Charlie’s for answers. “Please… talk to me.”

Charlie’s breath caught, a ragged, broken sound. She blinked hard, glancing past Vaggie’s shoulder to where Angel slumped against the pickup truck. Husk and Cherri hovered beside him, Husk’s hand steadying Angel while Cherri fussed with a torn piece of cloth, probably trying to stop the bleeding.

The sight reignited the simmering embers of her anger, but this time, it was cold. Her gaze fixed on Angel. “Why won’t you just tell them?”

Angel’s eyes widened in confusion, a flicker of panic breaking through the dull resignation. “Wha—what the hell are you talkin’ about?” he mumbled, wincing as his split lip pulled painfully.

Husk’s brow furrowing. “What’s goin’ on, kid? Tell us what?”

Charlie’s fists clenched at her sides, her raw knuckles protesting the movement. “The morphine,” she said. “The morphine in the bag, Angel. The morphine we were saving for Claire. The morphine that was supposed to buy us time—to let her give birth naturally, without worrying about the fucking zombies being drawn in by her screams.”

A stunned silence fell over the group. The wind whispered through the trees, the snowflakes spinning lazily to the ground, indifferent to the storm of emotions unfolding below.

Angel’s mouth opened and closed. He looked away, his jaw trembling.

Husk’s eyes narrowed, realization dawning. His grip on Angel’s shoulder tightened. “You didn’t,” he muttered, his voice low, dangerous. “Tell me you didn’t take it.”

Angel swallowed hard, the guilt etched into every line of his bruised face. “I didn’t mean to…” he whispered, his voice breaking. “I—I just… I needed it. I thought I could handle it, that I’d be okay, but—”

But you weren’t!” Charlie’s voice cracked like a whip. “You weren’t, and now Claire is gone!”

Angel flinched as if she’d struck him again, his shoulders curling inward, his eyes glossy with tears he refused to let fall. Cherri’s gaze darted between them, her eye wide, hands shaking as she clutched the bloodied cloth.

Charlie’s shoulders heaved as the pieces finally clicked into place. “It all makes sense now,” she whispered, her eyes narrowing at Angel. “Ever since back at the mansion, every time we had meds with opioids, they just magically disappeared. No one knew how. No one wanted to believe there was a problem.” Her voice rose. “We just thought maybe we miscounted, maybe supplies got misplaced. But it wasn’t that, was it?”

Angel’s eyes darted away, shame etched across his bruised face.

Charlie’s laugh was cold and hollow. “Even when we were running out of everything—when supplies were so fucking scarce we were scraping the bottom of every bag, every bottle—this was still happening. We needed to find anything, anything to get us through. And we had it!” Her hands clenched into trembling fists. “We used one vial for Alastor’s operation. Just one. There were nine left. Nine vials of morphine that could’ve saved lives.” Her voice cracked. “And now they’re gone.”

She took a shaky step back, her face twisted in disbelief. “I can’t believe this. I can’t believe we’ve got a fucking junkie who’s been ruining everything for everyone.”

Angel’s head shot up at that. “Don’t you fucking dare call me that!” he snapped. “You think I wanted this? You think I’m just having a fucking party every time I take a hit?” His hands curled into fists, his body trembling. “You don’t know what it’s like! You don’t know how bad it gets in my head. How bad it hurts. How hard it is to shut it out!”

Charlie’s face was a mask of barely restrained fury. “I don’t give a single shit how bad it gets, Angel! You think Claire doesn’t hurt? You think the rest of us don’t suffer? We all hurt! But you stealing from us—you stealing from her—she fucking died, for fuck’s sake!”

Angel flinched, his breath hitching. He wiped at the blood on his face, his fingers trembling. “I didn’t mean for it to get this bad,” he whispered. “I didn’t mean to hurt anyone. I—I…”

“So all that was true, huh?” Cherri turned toward Angel. Her hands rested on her hips, fingers twitching as if resisting the urge to grab something—anything—to throw. “You really did take it. You really let us all believe it just vanished into thin air.”

Angel opened his mouth, desperation flickering across his bruised features. “I didn’t—Cherri, come on. You don’t know how hard it—”

“Shut it!” she snapped, cutting him off before he could say another word. “Don’t you fucking dare, Angel. Don’t you dare. I thought you quit. You remember that? I do.” Her voice wavered, just barely. “I remember you being so proud, saying, ‘That’s it, Cherri Bomb, I’m done! No more of that shit for me!’

Angel’s lips parted, but the words seemed stuck in his throat. His gaze dropped to the blood-speckled snow.

Charlie’s eyes narrowed. “You knew?” Her gaze darted between Cherri and Angel.

Cherri’s jaw tightened. She glanced at Angel, her expression a mixture of anger and disgust, before finally meeting Charlie’s gaze. “Yeah,” she said bitterly. “I knew. Not about… not about this, not about him stealing from the stash. But back before the world went to shit? Yeah, I knew.”

Angel’s shoulders hunched as if trying to make himself smaller, but Cherri wasn’t done. “It started before all this. Way back when he was still stuck with that bastard Valentino. It’s not like it’s hard to understand why, considering everything that prick put him through.” Her voice dropped. “And I believed him. Even when withdrawals kicked his ass, even when he was miserable and snapping at everyone, I still believed he’d pull through. I mean, Angel’s stubborn like that, you know? I thought he’d tough it out. And he did. For a while.”

She crossed her arms over her chest, glaring at him. “But now? Now I find out he’s been sneaking fucking opioids like some desperate little thief, putting all of us at risk? Putting Claire at risk? Fuck, Angel, I thought you were better than this.”

Angel’s head snapped up at that, his face crumpling. “I am better! I—I didn’t mean for any of this to happen!” His voice cracked, raw and desperate. “I thought I could handle it. I thought—”

“You thought,” Cherri snapped. “You thought, but you didn’t stop to think about the rest of us. About Claire, or her baby, or any of us trying to survive this shitstorm. You didn’t think about how we’d deal without the meds you were stealing to chase some goddamn high!”

Angel flinched as if she’d slapped him, his breath coming in shallow gasps. “It’s not like that…” he whispered, but the words sounded weak even to him.

Charlie took a step closer, her voice cold and biting. “Then what is it like, Angel?” She gestured to the blood on her hands, the swelling on his face. “Because from where I’m standing, it looks exactly like that. You lied. You stole. You let Claire die.”

Then, a thin, wailing cry pierced through the tension.

Charlie’s head snapped to the side. The baby’s cry grew louder, desperate and insistent.

There, standing a little ways off, was Pentious. His right arm trembled ever so slightly as he cradled the newborn in the crook of his embrace. His eyes flicked between the crying infant and the group before him. He bounced the baby gently, his long fingers trying to adjust the coat while whispering soft reassurances.

But the cries only grew louder.

Pentious glanced up. “I… I apologize,” he said. “I didn’t mean to interrupt, but… she must be hungry.”

The baby’s wails reverberated in Charlie’s chest, pressing against the hollow ache left by her anger. She exchanged a glance with Vaggie. They didn’t need words. A single, weary nod passed between them, an unspoken agreement.

There would be time later for anger, for grief, for whatever the fuck they have to deal with the fractures within the group.

But right now, the baby needed them.

Charlie stepped toward Pentious, her boots crunching softly in the snow. Her hands, raw and bloodied, reached out.

“Here,” she whispered, her voice barely audible over the baby’s cries. “I’ll take her.”

Pentious carefully transferred the baby into Charlie’s arms. The baby squirmed, her tiny fists flailing, but as Charlie held her close, her cries ebbed just a little.

Charlie’s heart clenched. The baby’s warmth seeped into her—with the soft, broken rhythm of her breaths.


Charlie shook the baby bottle with a rhythm —back and forth, the faint sound of formula mixing with water filling the otherwise quiet cab. It was, she figured, one of those monotonous tasks you didn’t have to think about, which was good, because thinking right now was dangerous.

It was easier than focusing on everything else.

It was good, she told herself again, that Vaggie and the others had managed to scavenge supplies. Formula, bottles, diapers, and the like. And it was good, wasn’t it, that she and the others had gone out for the supply run during the blizzard and not by the grove—

Charlie shook her head and the thoughts away. No. That wasn’t the point of now. The point of now was the little girl bundled against her chest. The baby’s face, soft and curious despite the hunger in her wide eyes, brought Charlie back to the present.

“Hey,” Charlie whispered while she leaned forward, cradling the infant a little closer. “I got you.” She eased the bottle into the baby’s searching mouth. Her lips latched onto it immediately, and Charlie couldn’t help the soft exhale that left her chest.

She glanced to her left. Vaggie sat nearby, Claire’s worn notebook open in her lap, her brow furrowed as she flipped through its pages. Her eye moved over the page with an old polaroid tucked into the crease.

Charlie kept her voice low, careful not to disturb the baby. “Vaggie?”

Her partner didn’t look up. “Hmm?”

“Thank you,” Charlie said. She glanced at the bottle in her hand, watching the formula swirl. “For… earlier. For snapping me out of it.”

Vaggie stilled, her fingers pausing over the page. She didn’t look up as she spoke. “I should’ve let you keep going. After the bullshit Angel pulled, I think he deserved it.”

Charlie blinked, surprised. “What?”

At last, Vaggie closed the notebook with a soft thud, her amber eye finally meeting Charlie’s gaze. Her expression was calm but serious. “But… then again, he’s human.”

Charlie’s brow knitted together. She shifted the baby slightly, careful not to disturb her feeding. “What do you mean?”

Vaggie leaned back in her seat, folding her arms over her chest as her gaze dropped momentarily to the baby. “I mean, violence isn’t the answer, Charlie. We all know that.” She sighed, her voice softening. “But what Angel did? What he’s been doing? It can’t keep happening. We have to figure out what to do about him.”

Charlie swallowed hard, the bitter taste of reality settling on her tongue. Her eyes wandered to the window, the glass fogging slightly from the warmth of their breath inside. Outside, the rest of the group milled around the fire pit they’d hastily set up earlier. Husk and Cherri were deep in conversation, their words punctuated by sharp gestures while the rest were either listening or didn't bother to contribute to the conversation.

But Angel… Angel was nowhere among them. He sat alone in the pickup truck, his figure barely visible through the frost on the windshield.

Charlie leaned back against the seat. She watched the baby’s eyelashes flutter in drowsy contentment. Her voice was cautious, almost hesitant.

“What do you think we should do about him?”

The question lingered between them, and Vaggie didn’t hesitate.

“We leave him behind.”

Charlie’s head snapped to the side, her eyes wide and disbelieving. “You’re serious?”

Vaggie’s gaze was unflinching, her jaw set tight. “What’s the alternative, Charlie? Are we gonna kill him instead?” Her voice had a hint of frustration and exhaustion honed over days, weeks, months of tension.

“No,” Charlie’s answer came quickly, too quickly. Her throat felt tight, the word escaping more like a plea. “Of course not.”

“Then there’s your answer.” Vaggie’s shoulders slumped slightly. “You asked for my opinion, and that’s it. We leave him. Before he screws us over even worse.”

Charlie swallowed, the back of her throat dry. “That’s… harsh,” she murmured carefully. “We can’t just—he’s part of this group. Part of us.”

Vaggie’s lips curled into a bitter line. “Was he thinking about the group when he pulled that last stunt? When he kept whatever else he’s been hiding?” Her eye narrowed. “How long before he takes something we really need? Or makes a mistake that costs us more than we can afford?”

Charlie’s fingers tightened around the bottle, her knuckles going white. She didn’t have an answer for that. Not one that felt honest, anyway.

Vaggie let out a long, weary sigh, pinching the bridge of her nose between her fingers and draining what little patience she had left.

“Day by day,” she muttered, “shit just keeps getting worse and worse. And now we find out Angel’s a fucking addict.” She dropped her hand, her eye narrowing as she turned to Charlie. “Are you seriously thinking about keeping him around, Charlie? Even after everything? After he’s proven to be a goddamn waste?”

Charlie’s jaw clenched. “Don’t call him that.”

Vaggie’s gaze hardened. “Why not? It’s true, isn’t it?”

“No.” The word came out firm, but the edge of doubt wavered behind it. Charlie’s shoulders sank, the tension coiling tighter around her spine. “He’s sick, Vaggie. He’s not just… he’s not just a waste.”

Vaggie’s expression twisted with something caught between anger and disbelief. “Since when did you start empathizing with the guy who you just beat the hell out of him?”

Charlie’s chest tightened. She squeezed her eyes shut for a moment, drawing in a shaky breath. “I know that,” she whispered. “And it was a mistake.”

The baby stirred slightly in her arms, the bottle now empty. Charlie carefully pulled it away, setting it aside with trembling fingers. Her free hand lifted to her face, rubbing her eyes.

“God, this is so fucked,” she murmured. Then stared at her hands, the bandages wrapped tightly around her knuckles, stiff and stained.

“I…” Her voice came out low. “I was going to kill him, Vaggie.” She didn’t look up. “After my knuckles were fucked up… I was ready to end it. I’ll reach for my gun. I thought about putting a bullet in him right there, one after another. Just… finishing it.”

The confession felt suffocating. Vaggie didn’t say a word, didn’t breathe.

Charlie exhaled shakily, her eyes glassy. “But I didn’t.” She forced herself to look at Vaggie. “I didn’t because… because I made a promise to Claire. I promised her I’d be better. That I’d be a good leader. The kind of leader who can suck it up and make the hard choices. Even when they hurt.”

She swallowed, the knot in her throat barely budging. “And one of those choices is letting Angel stay.”

The cab was still, the only sound the baby’s soft, even breaths. Vaggie’s face was unreadable, her amber eye searching Charlie’s for something that made sense of this mess.

After a long moment, Charlie went on. “But that doesn’t mean we have to tolerate his bullshit anymore.” Her jaw tightened. “Maybe it’s time he feels the consequences of what he’s done.”

Vaggie’s brow lifted slightly. “What consequences?”

Charlie took a steadying breath, choosing her words carefully. “He broke my trust, Vaggie. He broke all of our trust. So maybe I stop treating him like he’s part of this family. Maybe we all do. We treat him like a stranger—like someone who hasn’t earned the right to be here.”

Vaggie’s gaze lingered on Charlie, considering. Her fingers traced the edge of the closed notebook in her lap, her expression thoughtful. She opened her mouth, then closed it, turning the idea over in her mind.

The fire of anger behind Vaggie’s eyes dimmed, just a little. She let out a slow breath. “So we keep him at arm’s length. Make him prove he’s worth keeping around.”

Charlie nodded, her fingers brushing the bandages on her knuckles. “Yeah. Until he does… he’s just another risk we’re managing.”

Vaggie’s lips pressed into a thin line, her eye meeting Charlie’s. “And if he doesn’t change?”

Charlie’s gaze drifted to the frost-covered window, where Angel’s silhouette still sat motionless in the truck. “Then… we leave him behind.” Her voice trembled, but she didn’t pull back from the words. “For good.”

Vaggie leaned back, considering Charlie’s plan. It wasn’t perfect. It wasn’t easy. But maybe it was the only thing that made sense right now.

“Alright,” Vaggie said finally. “We’ll do it your way.”

Charlie let out a shaky breath, “I’m not sure the others will agree, though.”

Vaggie leaned forward. “They’ll get used to it, Charlie. They have to.” She gave a small shrug. “You’re the one leading us when no one else dared to step up. And even if they don’t always like your choices, they know you’re the one holding us together.”

Charlie’s throat tightened at the words. She nodded, more to herself than to Vaggie. “Yeah.”

Vaggie returned Claire’s notebook into the backpack and zipped it shut. With a steadying breath, she opened the cab door, the cold air rushing in like a slap to the face.

She climbed out first. Charlie adjusted the baby carefully in her arms, then slid out after her, the chill biting at her skin. The campfire ahead flickered in the wind, casting long shadows over the weary faces gathered there.

Vaggie waited just outside the door, her amber eye softening as she looked at Charlie. Without a word, she reached out and took Charlie’s left hand in her own. She then gave Charlie’s hand a gentle squeeze.

Charlie looked down at their joined hands, her lips pressing together as she drew in a deep breath. Then the two walked side by side toward the campfire.

The flickering fire illuminated the weary faces gathered around it. The others glanced up as they approached, their eyes heavy with unspoken questions and fatigue.

“So, we have decided on what to do with Angel…” Charlie began.


Well, it ended up better than expected.

That was a thought Charlie kept circling back to, though she wasn’t sure she believed it. She gripped the wheel a little tighter, her eyes fixed on the cracked, frost-rimmed highway stretching endlessly ahead. The low winter sun hung somewhere off to the left, turning the sky a dull, exhausted shade of gray. Philadelphia loomed in the near distance like a half-remembered nightmare.

Beside her, Vaggie squinted at a faded East Coast map, the paper edges curling as if they, too, were worn out by this whole ordeal.

“Just keep going straight,” Vaggie said, tracing her finger along the tangled web of lines.

Charlie nodded and glanced at the rearview mirror. The pickup truck rumbled behind them, the rest of their group packed inside. The cold air swept through the gaps in the tarp they’d hastily tied down by the truck bed.

The baby’s soft cooing broke the hum of the engine. Charlie’s eyes flicked to the backseat, where Husk sat with the baby swaddled tightly in a cocoon of mismatched blankets. His fingers, normally curled around a cigarette, now cradled the fragile bundle with surprising gentleness. The contrast was almost absurd: a grizzled, perpetually irritated man with his sharp-edged features softened by the weight of a sleeping infant.

Charlie almost smiled. Almost.

It was strange, this fragile calm, especially when she thought of what came before. Of the conversation with Angel. His hollow eyes, the way his shoulders slumped as if his own skeleton couldn’t bear the weight of him anymore.

“I don’t think I’ll ever forgive you, Angel,” she’d told him.

And Angel, his face pale and gaunt, just nodded slowly. His voice, when it came, was thin and empty.

“I know.”

He didn’t fight it. Didn’t argue or plead. He accepted his fate with the same resignation someone accepts a storm they know is going to drown them. That haunted her more than anything.

Charlie shook off the memory, forcing herself back to the present — to the road, to the frost.

The baby let out a small sigh, and Husk adjusted the bundle with a rough tenderness. He caught Charlie’s gaze in the mirror and gave her a look that was half a scowl, half a shrug.

“Don’t say a damn word,” he grumbled.

“Well, if you keep this up,” she teased. “People might start thinking you have a heart.”

Husk’s scowl deepened, and he shifted the baby slightly, though his touch remained careful. “You wanna drive off the damn road? Keep talking like that.”

Vaggie chuckled quietly, her eye still on the map. “I’ll admit, it’s a little surreal. Who knew the old man had a soft spot?”

From the corner of the backseat. “I, for one, am utterly astounded.” Pentious added. “Never thought I’d see you playing babysitter.”

Husk huffed, his gaze fixed on the little face peeking out from the swaddle. “Used to have a kid. A son. Long time ago.” He sighed, his eyes distant. “Cradled him just like this. He was tiny, loud as hell, and somehow always managed to piss on me during every diaper change.” His lips curled into a smirk. “Good times.”

Pentious blinked, surprised. “You? A father? I can only imagine the volume of complaints lodged against you during that era.”

A corner of Husk’s mouth twitched. “Kid didn’t complain much. Screamed his head off, though. Especially when he figured out sleep was optional.”

Pentious let out a long-suffering sigh. “Oh, don’t remind me. My boy was the same. Strong lungs on that one. Feisty little Frank acted like the world owed him a nap that he refused to take.”

Husk grunted. “Sounds about right. The endless crying, the feeding, the shitting… never stops until they’re old enough to tell you they hate your guts.”

“Charming,” Pentious muttered, though his eyes softened at the memory.

Vaggie glanced up from the map. “I used to help take care of my little brother when he was a baby. He wasn’t much quieter… I wasn’t always around, though. Deployment kept me away more than I’d like.”

Husk snorted. “At least you missed out on the constant cycle of wailing and dirty diapers. Consider yourself lucky.”

Vaggie rolled her eye. “Yeah, but I also missed out on all the firsts. First steps, first words. The good stuff.” Her voice softened. “You can’t get that back.”

Charlie’s fingers tightened on the steering wheel as the conversation lulled. Babies. Family. All these experiences traded like war stories between her friends — but not her. That was a world she’d never stepped into.

Vaggie seemed to sense the shift. Her gaze flicked toward Charlie. “Well, maybe now’s your time to shine, babe.” She jabbed a thumb back at Husk, who was adjusting the baby’s blanket like he’s defusing a bomb. “You’ve got the perfect mentor right there.”

Husk grunted, his eyes narrowing like he was already bracing for whatever dumb joke was coming. “Yeah, sure. Being a mom won’t be so bad, Charlie. Just make sure you keep the kid quiet so it doesn’t lure every damn zombie within a ten-mile radius.”

Charlie let out a humorless laugh. “Oh, is that all it takes? Silence the baby and survive. No pressure.”

Vaggie’s teasing smile softened into something gentler. “You’d… be a good mom, Charlie.”

Charlie’s eyes stayed fixed on the horizon. “I don’t know if that’s true.”

Pentious leaned forward slightly, his fingers drumming a thoughtful rhythm against his knee. “There’s a reason Claire trusted you to adopt the baby, Charlie,” he said. “She saw something in you—No mother in this world is perfect. Hell, none of us are perfect. But you’ll figure it out. We all do.”

Charlie’s grip on the steering wheel relaxed just a little. She didn’t know if she believed in herself, but maybe it was enough that someone else did.

Without a word, she reached out her right hand toward Vaggie. It hovered in the space between them before Vaggie’s fingers closed around it. Vaggie gave her hand a reassuring squeeze, her thumb brushing gently across Charlie’s stump.

“At least I’m not alone,” Charlie murmured.

For a few moments, the only sound was the hum of the engine and the rhythmic crunch of the tires over patches of frost-bitten asphalt. The road ahead seemed to stretch endlessly, but with her hand held tightly in Vaggie’s, the miles felt a little less impossible.

Charlie’s focus snapped back to the present when she spotted something in the distance. The horizon ahead shimmered with the cold, the sunlight reflecting off hundreds of metal shells. As they drew closer, the shapes took form: a long, twisted line of abandoned cars, all crammed together, as if every driver had given up at the exact same moment. The skeletal remains of a traffic jam stretched toward the toll gates that marked the border between New Jersey and Pennsylvania.

“Shit,” Charlie muttered, her foot easing off the gas as the car slowed to a crawl.

Vaggie squinted, scanning the wreckage for any sign of movement. “We’ll have to find a way around.” She then flipped the map open wider, muttering under her breath as her finger traced a new route. “The closest alternative is another bridge, about nine miles out… But I can’t tell if it’s clear. If it’s anything like this, we could be wasting gas, or worse…”

Pentious leaned forward and observed the far right side of the tollgate’s blockade. He pointed toward what looked like a narrow gap between two overturned cars. “What about over there? It’s tight, but it seems clear enough to squeeze through.”

Charlie’s gaze followed his direction. “Good eye.”

With a quick glance in the rearview mirror to confirm the pickup truck was still close behind, she shifted into reverse. The car crept backward, snow crunching beneath the tires. The pickup mirrored her movements, its engine grumbling faintly in the distance. With a sharp turn of the wheel, Charlie maneuvered them toward the far-right side of the tollgate.

“Hang on,” she warned, her hands gripping the steering wheel tightly. She adjusted her speed, threading the car carefully through the tight gap Pentious had pointed out. The metal of the car scraped faintly against the edge of an abandoned sedan, but they made it through. In her side mirror, she saw the pickup truck following suit, with Alastor as the driver carefully navigating the same path.

They cleared the tollgate, but the bridge loomed ahead like a labyrinth. Snow drifts piled unevenly across the lanes, some spots almost impassable, others littered with abandoned cars half-buried under frost.

“This is going to be tricky,” Charlie murmured but her focus still locked on the road ahead. She gritted her teeth, her hands steady as she steered around a collapsed truck that blocked most of one lane. The car slid slightly on a patch of ice, and everyone tensed, but she quickly regained control by correcting the wheel.

The pickup truck followed closely, its tires spinning for a moment before gaining traction. In the rearview mirror, Charlie saw Angel leaning out of the passenger window, gesturing wildly for the truck to slow down. He was ignored.

The bridge stretched on, its snow-covered expanse broken by occasional clear patches. Charlie navigated around an overturned minivan, then eased the car up a small incline where the snow was particularly thick. The engine groaned, but the vehicle pushed through.

Finally, after what felt like hours but was likely only minutes, the bridge gave way to the outskirts of Philadelphia. The city rose ahead of them, its skyline jagged and broken, but unmistakably there. Snow blanketed the streets and the air felt eerily still.

Charlie eased the car to a stop at the edge of the bridge, her breath visible in the icy air. The pickup truck rolled up beside them, its engine idling loudly in the otherwise quiet street.

Charlie’s eyes caught something at the corner of her vision—a sign, weathered and warped, jutting out at an odd angle from a lamppost half-buried in snow. It stood out not just for its condition, but for what seemed to be an attached laminated map, fluttering slightly in the icy breeze. Her curiosity pricked.

“Hey babe,” she said, glancing over at her partner. “Take the wheel for a bit. I need to check something.”

Vaggie didn’t question it, nodding as she unclipped her seatbelt. “Please be quick. It’s freezing out there.” She slid into the driver’s seat as Charlie climbed out into the biting wind.

Pulling her coat tighter around her shoulders, Charlie braced herself against the chill and trudged toward the sign. The cold air stung her cheeks, and her breath billowed in short bursts, but she pressed on. As she got closer, the sign became clearer—a faded blue background with white lettering, the paint chipped and scrawled over in places.

She squinted at the text. Despite the weathering and a layer of graffiti, she could still make out most of the message:

WELCOME TO PHILADELPHIA!

Underneath, in newer paint that seemed hastily added, were bold letters:

SAFE REFUGE IN WILLOWBEND!

Join our growing community! Warm beds, food, safety!

Below the message, a laminated map was stapled to the wooden board. Its corners were curled, and the plastic covering had gone cloudy in some spots, but it was legible enough. A bold red circle marked the neighborhood of Willowbend, with arrows pointing the way. From the looks of it, it wasn’t far—just several streets south of their current location.

Charlie’s brows furrowed as she read the sign again. The words “safe refuge” gnawed at her. Would it be even safe? But the map itself could be useful.

She turned, scanning the street for any movement, then glanced back at the vehicles. Vaggie had the car idling, watching her carefully. Beside them, the pickup truck’s passengers seemed restless, but they waited.

Charlie pulled her left glove off with her teeth, reaching up to tear the laminated map free from the sign. She folded it as neatly as her stiff fingers allowed, then shoved it into her coat pocket. With one last look at the sign’s hopeful yet ominous message, she trudged back toward the car.

Climbing back into the passenger seat, she exhaled sharply, her breath fogging the already cold interior. “You’re not going to believe this,” she said, handing Vaggie the map. “Apparently, there’s a community nearby. They’re calling it Willowbend.”

Vaggie unfolded the map, her gaze flicking between the drawn paths and the red circle. “Think it’s legit?”

Charlie shook her head slightly. “I don’t know. Could be a ghost town or something. But either way…” She glanced out the frosted windshield toward the desolate city streets ahead. “It’s the first sign of life we’ve seen in miles. Might be worth checking out.”

Husk’s gravelly voice chimed in from the back. “Or it might be full of people ready to shoot us on sight.”

“Could be,” Charlie admitted. “But we’ve got to take chances somewhere. We’re low on everything—food, gas, meds… we can take a bit of break from traveling to D.C.” She looked to Vaggie. “What do you think?”

Vaggie frowned at the map for a moment, tracing her fingers over the paper one last time before folding it and glancing at Charlie. “We need to let the others know about this first,” she said. “If we’re going to decide anything, it should be together.”

Charlie nodded. “Let’s loop them in.”

Vaggie rolled down her window. She leaned out slightly, waving toward the pickup truck. The passenger window of the truck followed suit, lowering to reveal Niffty’s cheerful yet curious face.

“Hey, what’s the holdup?” Niffty chirped, her breath puffing in the cold air. Her eyes darted between Vaggie and Charlie, then down the road ahead. “Did something happen?”

“We’re finally in Philadelphia,” Vaggie replied, handing the map across the gap. “And we found this—some kind of message about a community called Willowbend nearby. It’s marked on the map.”

Niffty’s gloved hands took the map eagerly, her eyes scanning the markings as her brow furrowed in concentration. She twisted around, holding the map up for Alastor, who was at the wheel. “What do you think, Al?”

Alastor leaned in slightly, his gaze flicking over the details of the map with measured interest. His ever-present grin stretched wider, though whether from genuine interest or mischief, it was hard to tell. “How charming,” he said. “Shall we knock on their door and see if they have tea ready?”

“Let me see,” Angel piped up from the back, leaning forward and craning his neck to get a better look. Cherri, seated beside him, did the same, squinting at the small red circle that marked Willowbend’s location.

Cherri frowned. “You think it’s legit? Or are we walking into some cult or other bastards who’ll kill us?”

Angel snorted. “Sounds like a coin toss.”

Niffty tilted the map slightly so everyone could see. “It doesn’t look too far!”

Alastor chuckled, tapping a gloved finger against the steering wheel. “Oh, it’s never that simple, my dear Niffty. But I do enjoy a good mystery.”

Vaggie then turned back to Charlie. “Should we check it out, or are we better off steering clear? Your call.”

Charlie glanced between the faces peering at the map, her jaw tight with thought. The group was restless, on edge from the constant travel and dwindling supplies. A stop—any stop—might be what they needed, even if it carried risks.

“We’ll check it out,” she said finally. “Carefully. If it looks bad, we leave. No second chances.”

Vaggie nodded. “Then let’s move.” She turned back to the truck. “Follow close. We’ll lead the way.”

Niffty gave a small salute before passing the map back to Vaggie. “Got it!”

The windows rolled back up, sealing out the bitter cold, and the two vehicles rumbled back to life.


Charlie watched the road stretch ahead, her gaze fixed on the faint lines barely visible under layers of frost and debris. The city loomed closer, but every mile felt heavier than the last. Beside her, Vaggie gripped the wheel tightly, her careful maneuvering more deliberate than usual. Unlike New York City, where the streets were chaos but navigable, the roads here were worse—clogged with abandoned cars, barricades, and snowdrifts that reached waist-high.

The car jolted as they rolled over a patch of broken asphalt, and Vaggie let out a frustrated sigh. “For fuck’s sake, these roads are impossible. If we get stuck—”

“We won’t,” Charlie said quickly, though the dwindling gas gauge told a different story. It hovered just above halfway now and they didn’t have enough fuel to make it through another state, let alone out of this one. Every wrong turn, every detour, shaved off precious miles they couldn’t afford to lose.

They reached what should have been an expressway entrance, only to find it completely blocked—vehicles piled haphazardly, snow packed between them, with no sign of an opening.

Charlie leaned forward, peering past the mess of steel and ice. She could feel Vaggie’s frustration radiating like the biting cold seeping into the car. “Okay,” she said, trying to keep her voice even. “No point wasting more gas here. Look for an exit—anywhere that gets us down to the streets. We’ll figure it out from there.”

Vaggie didn’t respond, just pressed her lips into a thin line and turned the wheel, easing the car into a sharp loop back toward the exit signs. They found a narrow ramp leading downward, barely visible through the snow, and followed it until the city streets swallowed them whole.

At first, the streets were just as bad as the expressway—abandoned, blocked, and treacherous. Every turn seemed to lead to another dead end, until finally, they emerged onto Benjamin Franklin Parkway. And suddenly, everything changed.

The road stretched wide and empty. Not a single blockade, no wrecked cars, and, most unsettling of all, no zombies.

“Doesn’t feel right,” Vaggie muttered, her knuckles white against the wheel. “Why the hell would the parkway be clear if everything else is a mess?”

From the back, Husk’s gravelly voice broke the tense quiet. “Hate to interrupt the paranoia, but I think we’ve got a bigger problem.” He shifted slightly, glancing toward the baby he’s holding. “The kid’s colder than usual. We need to find somewhere to settle down and build a fire—soon.”

Vaggie frowned, glancing back briefly before pulling the car to a stop at the side of the street. Charlie unclipped her seatbelt. “Stay here. I’ll tell the others what’s going on.”

Charlie stepped out into the biting cold and trudged toward the pickup truck idling just behind their car.

With Charlie telling everyone about having to stop temporarily and needing to find somewhere warm for the cold baby, everyone bundled up and stepped out of their vehicles. Charlie scanned the silent, snow-covered of the parkway. She was about to suggest a direction when a flicker of movement caught her eye.

North of the parkway, in the distance, a figure emerged, barely more than a silhouette against the pale, wintry backdrop. They were moving cautiously, as if unsure of their surroundings.

“Hide,” Charlie hissed. The group froze for a moment, but her tone snapped them into action. Each person scattered, ducking behind the nearest cover—abandoned cars, overturned dumpsters, anything that could shield them from view.

Charlie crouched low, slipping behind a rusted sedan half-buried in snow. Her breath quickened, her heart thudding in her ears as she peeked over the hood. The figure moved closer, as though they weren’t used to being out in the open like this. They stopped just a few feet from Charlie’s car, their head tilting slightly as they studied the vehicles in the convoy.

It looks like they were drawn to the working cars—eyes darting between the fresh tire tracks in the snow and the still-warm hoods. Charlie couldn’t make out much else about them. Their coat was heavy, patched in places, and their head was wrapped in a scarf that obscured their face. They weren’t charging in or attacking; they were curious, hesitant.

Charlie’s fingers curled tightly around the cold metal of the car hood, ready to spring up or shout a warning—but then she saw Vaggie.

Silent as a shadow, Vaggie slipped from her cover, eye locked on the stranger.

The stranger’s head turned slightly, as if sensing something, but Vaggie was already there. She shot forward, her arms looping around the figure’s torso while her leg swept beneath them. The figure let out a muffled cry of surprise as they were pulled off balance and driven into the snow. Vaggie’s knee pinned them down, one arm wrapped tight across their shoulders, locking them in place.

“Don’t move,” Vaggie hissed.

The figure froze beneath her, their breath misting in quick, shallow puffs. The scarf slipped slightly, revealing wide eyes, full of shock and fear. Their gloved hands twitched, but they didn’t struggle — they knew they were trapped.

Charlie let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding and slowly stood up, her hands raised in a gesture of peace as she approached. The others emerged cautiously from their hiding spots, watching the scene unfold with wary eyes.

Vaggie glanced up from the figure she was restraining. Without a word, she lifted her chin and made a sharp gesture—a silent order for the rest of the group to arm themselves.

The response was quick. Everyone raised their weapons in unison, the familiar clink of metal echoing like a death knell. Seven barrels pointed unwaveringly at the stranger pinned beneath Vaggie.

The figure’s eyes widened in pure terror, darting between the array of firearms aimed at him and Vaggie’s unyielding grip. His breath hitched, puffs of steam dissipating into the cold air. He swallowed hard, his throat bobbing visibly.

“Do you have any weapons?” Vaggie’s voice was low, dangerous.

The man’s response was panicked. “I-I have a gun! It’s in my coat, right side. Please, I’m not going to use it!”

Vaggie’s grip tightened. “Slowly. Pull it out with two fingers and toss it away. No sudden moves.”

A tremor ran through the man’s body. “You don’t have to do this,” he protested. “I’m not a threat—”

Now,” Vaggie snapped, cutting him off.

He winced as her knee pressed harder into his back. His gloved hand moved gingerly to his coat, his fingers barely visible as he tugged the pistol from the holster. The gun slipped out, a dull black shape against the snow, and he held it up briefly before flicking it away with a resigned motion. The weapon landed a few feet off, half-buried in the frost.

Vaggie’s gaze followed the gun for a moment, then returned to the man. “Good,” she said flatly. “Now, do you have anyone with you? Are you alone?”

The man’s eyes flicked to her face. He shook his head vigorously. “I’m alone, I swear. No one’s with me.”

Vaggie’s gaze drilled into him, searching for any hint of deception. His words came out in gasps, with panic stripping away any composure he might have had. After a tense moment, she slowly eased back, though she kept one hand firmly planted on his shoulder.

Charlie stepped forward while her glock still aimed at the stranger. “We need you to stay calm. If you’re telling the truth, you’ll be fine. Just… don’t give us a reason to think otherwise.”

The man nodded, his shoulders sagging in relief even as he remained still. The wind swept over the group, the cold biting at their faces, but no one moved, weapons still trained and eyes hard.

Finally, Vaggie shifted her weight and stood, pulling the man up with her. “Keep your hands where we can see them,” she ordered. “No sudden moves.”

He complied with his hands raised. The fear in his expression didn’t dissipate. The stranger’s words spilled out in a desperate babble. “Look, I don’t want any trouble, okay? I was just coming from the museum to drop off supplies for the army. M-My community’s waiting for me to come back and depending—”

“The army?” Husk cut in with skepticism. He adjusted his grip on the revolver, eyes narrowing. “What the hell are you talking about? What army?”

The stranger’s eyes darted to Husk, pleading. “The U.S. Army. They’ve been stationed here in Philadelphia since the beginning of the outbreak. They’re still fighting, still trying to hold things together.”

Vaggie’s expression darkened, and her fingers dug painfully into the man’s shoulder. “Bullshit,” she spat. “The government collapsed months ago. The military’s gone. There’s no one left to keep things running, and everyone knows it. Don’t feed us lies.”

“No, it’s not a lie!” the stranger choked out, wincing under Vaggie’s iron grip. His breath came in short, frantic bursts. “They’re—They’re still there! Please, you have to believe me!”

Vaggie’s jaw clenched, her knuckles white. She leaned in closer. “You think we’re stupid enough to fall for that? We’ve been out here long enough to know—”

“Vaggie, stop,” Charlie said sharply, stepping forward. Her tone wasn’t loud, but it carried the weight of authority. She reached out, placing a steadying hand on Vaggie’s arm. “Let him talk.”

Vaggie’s shoulders were rigid, her body a coil of barely restrained anger. For a moment, it seemed she might ignore Charlie’s plea, but then she exhaled sharply through her nose and eased her grip.

Charlie looked at the man, her expression softening just enough to encourage him. “I apologize,” she said. “We’ve had to be careful. It’s hard to know who to trust these days. And… we’re not from Philly. We’re just travelers passing through. It’s been... rough lately.” She glanced back at the group, their weapons still at the ready, then returned her gaze to the stranger. “What’s your name?”

He hesitated for a moment, his breath misting in the cold air. “Travis,” he finally said, his voice shaky. “My name’s Travis.”

“Okay, Travis,” Charlie said, her tone softening. “We don’t want trouble, and we’re not looking to make enemies. But you mentioned the army, and that’s... hard to believe.”

Travis licked his lips nervously. “If you’re new around here, you must’ve seen the signs about Willowbend, right?”

Charlie’s eyes narrowed slightly. “Yeah, we saw them,” she admitted cautiously. “Are you from there?”

Travis nodded quickly, relief washing over his face. “Yeah, I’m from Willowbend. I act as a runner, trading supplies between Willowbend and the army. We’ve been keeping each other going.”

Charlie’s eyes widened slightly as she processed his words. She turned to Vaggie, whose expression was replaced with confusion.

That changes things, Charlie thought. She looked back at Travis. “So, you’re saying the army is real, and they’re working with your community?”

“Yes,” Travis insisted. “They’re not as strong as they used to be, but they’re holding on. We help each other. They provide protection when they can, and we share supplies when we’ve got extra. It’s the only reason we’ve made it this long.”

Charlie and Vaggie exchanged a glance once again: This shit just got a whole lot more complicated. The possibility of the army still functioning—and an allied community nearby—was something they hadn’t dared to consider. But right now, they didn’t have time to untangle the truth from the fiction. The cold was biting harder by the second, and the baby’s faint shivers were yelling at them about their top priority.

This day got more and more interesting.

Notes:

you know the moment in stardew valley when theres one dialogue that drains all of your relationship points w a specific villager? that had a similar bullshit w angel and charlie lmao.

even though angel's the first guy who joined charlie and vaggie (and hes close w them), doesnt mean hes forgiven from the bullshit :^)

also next chapter is gonna be plot progression yay

Chapter 29: Semper Fidelis

Summary:

Vaggie, Charlie, and the group find themselves in the Philadelphia Museum of Art, now controlled by what's left of the U.S. Army.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“There.”

Travis extended his gloved hand to point the fortified museum ahead.

Charlie peered around the empty shell of the Army truck they were crouched behind. Her eyes widened in surprise. The perimeter was, for lack of a better word, intact. Pre-existing blockades, rusted Humvees, and hulking Army trucks formed a wall that stretched along the rest of the parkway. And it was working—at least for now. Two soldiers stood on guard by the museum entrance, clad in full combat uniforms, their faces half-hidden behind helmets and the kind of boredom that only comes from a long shift of nothing happening.

This explained the eerie emptiness of the parkway. No zombies. Just this strange pocket of order where things hadn’t completely fallen apart.

Travis shifted his weight, his breath misting in anxious bursts. “We trade with them,” he said quietly. “Food, ammo—whatever we can spare. In return, they keep us safe. Their patrols keep the area clear, and when things get bad, they’ll send a squad out to help. That’s how we’ve lasted this long.” He glanced at Charlie. “My job’s just hauling the supplies, passing messages between Willowbend’s leader and the Captain in there. That’s all.”

Charlie let the information settle, the gears in her mind turning. She studied Travis carefully, her brow furrowing. “Why are you telling us this? You don’t even know us.”

Travis sighed, running a hand over his face. “Because you’re not a bunch of savages. If you were, you’d have shot me back there instead of listening. And—” his gaze flicked to Husk, who was cradling the baby—“you’ve got priorities that don’t involve robbing me and running off into the snow.”

Husk snorted, adjusting the blanket wrapped around the baby. “Priorities or not, we need a way inside. The kid’s turning blue, and I’m not about to sit here debating while she freezes.”

Charlie’s jaw clenched. The promise of shelter, warmth, and safety was tempting, but just out of reach. She turned to Travis, her expression torn. “As much as we’d love to come with you to Willowbend, we don’t have the time to travel that far. The baby won’t make it.”

Travis’s face fell, his frustration bleeding through. Of course he’s upset, Charlie thought. They had him at gunpoint, wrung him dry of intel, and now they were backing out. He raked a gloved hand through his black hair, eyes darting toward the soldiers standing guard.

He exhaled sharply. “You’re just going to stroll up there and hope they let you in? I told you— the Captain doesn’t trust strangers. Hell, I’m not even allowed inside, and I’ve been running supplies for months.”

“We don’t have a choice,” Charlie said. “If there’s a fire inside and a chance to keep the baby alive, then we’ll take our chances.”

Travis took a step back, shaking his head slowly. “Fine. Do what you want. But don’t say I didn’t warn you when they tell you to piss off or worse. They don’t play nice.” He turned, glancing over his shoulder one last time. “I’ll let Willowbend know about you, and I’ll tell you already that our leader is more than willing to take you in when the Captain doesn’t.”

Charlie nodded, a heaviness settling in her chest. “Thanks, Travis.”

He didn’t reply. He turned away, his boots crunching in the snow. The wind swallowed him up, his figure blurring into the white expanse.

“We’re just gonna let this dude walk away like that?” Angel gestured at the disappearing figure, his brows knitting together in disbelief.

Vaggie didn’t even glance up. Her gaze stayed locked on the soldiers ahead. “He’s not gonna do anything. He’s the type who runs and hides. And besides, the Army’ll hear us coming. From what I’ve heard, they’re not the type to talk first.”

Cherri snorted. “Great. So, anybody got a plan?” Her eye drifted to Charlie, who was frowning, her mind clearly working overtime.

Charlie took a deep breath. “I can talk to them—”

Husk’s voice cut in before she finished. “No offense, Miss Bleeding Heart, but—” He shifted the baby in his arms. “We’re talking about the Army. They don’t hand out trust like candy, especially to strangers. Even if we parade the baby around for sympathy points, there’s no guarantee they’ll let us in. Hell, they might just see us as another problem to shoot.”

Angel shifted uneasily. “What if they’re like the Exorcists all over again?”

Cherri nodded. “He’s got a point. We can’t afford to be reckless.”

Husk let out a frustrated growl, his breath a cloud of mist. “The kid’s getting cold, dammit. We don’t have time to stand here second-guessing everything.”

“Then let’s do what we’ve always done,” Cherri suggested. “Find a half-decent building, hole up, and build a fire. We’ve survived worse.”

A silence settled over the group, the wind whistling through the gaps in the barricades. Then Pentious cleared his throat. “Why not let Vaggie do the talking? She’s a sergeant, isn’t she? And she’s wearing her full uniform. Might get us a foot in the door.”

All eyes turned to Vaggie. Her jaw tightened, and she took a step back.

“Two things,” she snapped. “First, just because I was a soldier doesn’t mean they’ll give me a warm welcome. And second—” she jabbed a finger at the patch on her chest—“I’m from the fucking Marines. I’m not with their Army division. You think they care about that distinction? They’ll see an outsider in a uniform and nothing more.”

Pentious retorted. “It still won’t hurt to try. If you act like a real soldier, it might sway them. Play the part, and maybe they’ll give us a chance.”

Vaggie narrowed her eye at him. “Act like a real soldier? That’s your brilliant plan?”

“You still have your wallet, don’t you?” Pentious pressed. “Show them your ID. Prove you’re actually military. Hell, Husk can back you up.”

Husk let out a bitter laugh. “Yeah, except I don’t have my damn ID with me. And I’m not exactly dressed for the occasion.” He gestured vaguely at his winter coat and the baby bundled tightly against his chest. “I doubt they’d believe I’m anything but another lost soul.”

Vaggie frowned, her gaze dropping to the patch on her sleeve. Pentious had a annoying point. And maybe—just maybe—it would work. She chewed on the inside of her cheek for a moment before sighing, her breath escaping in a cloud of mist.

“There aren’t any better suggestions, are there?” she muttered with a resigned voice, looking at the group. “Fine. But I’m telling you right now—I don’t know if I’ve still got it in me to pull rank and bark orders like I used to.”

A warm hand slid into hers. Vaggie looked up to see Charlie with her soft gaze. “You’ve got this,” Charlie said, giving Vaggie’s hand a gentle squeeze. “I’ll come with you if you want—”

“No,” Vaggie cut in firmly, her tone leaving no room for argument. “You need to stay here. It’s safer. If shit goes wrong, the last thing I want is more of us getting dragged in the crossfire.” She forced a smirk. “Besides, I’m enough of a target as it is.”

Charlie hesitated, her lips parting as if to protest, but her eyes dropped to the baby cradled in Husk’s arms, the tiny face flushed with cold, lips trembling. Her heart twisted painfully. Every rational part of her screamed against letting Vaggie walk into potential danger for the sake of shelter, but they were out of options. The baby wouldn’t survive much longer in this cold.

Her thumb absently brushed over Vaggie’s ring. She squeezed her lover’s hand one last time. “Be careful, okay? And remember, we’ve got your back—no matter what.”

Vaggie’s eye softened. She squeezed Charlie’s hand back. “I’ll be fine,” she said, forcing a small smile. “I’ll do my best to convince them, especially the Captain. Just… stay ready, in case things go sideways.”

Charlie nodded, swallowing the fear building in her throat. She stepped back, reluctantly letting Vaggie’s hand slip from her grasp.

Husk adjusted the baby, his voice low and gruff. “Don’t take any unnecessary risks. We need you coming back in one piece.”

Vaggie snorted. “You worry too much, old man.” She turned to the others. “Keep your heads down. If this works, we’ll be inside and warm before you know it.”

With a final glance at the group, Vaggie squared her shoulders, took a breath, and stepped out from behind the truck.

Let this be worth it.


“Let’s get this over with,” Vaggie muttered to herself, her breath visible in the freezing air. Her voice was steady, but her mind screamed: This is a bad fucking idea while she strode toward the museum.

The courtyard stretched out before her, an expanse of open space with barely enough cover to hide behind. If things went south like the soldiers on guard decided to start shooting, there wouldn’t be a damn thing she could do except hope their aim sucked ass. But she kept walking anyway, her boots crunching softly against the snow.

Out of practice didn’t even begin to cover it. She was rusty—not just with the formalities of being a soldier, but with the mindset itself. She’d tried so hard to leave it behind, to bury the memories of barked orders, sleepless nights, and the constant bullshit of responsibility. Yet here she was, reaching into that part of herself she thought she’d locked away for good.

She wasn’t doing this for herself. This wasn’t about the past. This was about the now. Her friends. Her family. Charlie. And the baby… Vaggie exhaled sharply, forcing herself to focus. The museum loomed closer, and as she stepped into view of the two soldiers on guard, she saw their heads snap toward her.

They were quick to react, rifles swinging up with an efficiency that made her heart slam against her ribs. The barrels were pointed straight at her, like they knew every mistake she’d ever made.

“Stop right there!” one of them barked.

Vaggie froze mid-step, her hands shooting up, palms out. The air around her seemed to freeze too, every breath and movement suddenly magnified. She felt how heavy their eyes were on her, the barrels of their guns trained on her chest, and fought the instinct to bolt back toward cover. There was no cover to bolt to anyway.

“I’m unarmed,” she called out. “Just here to talk.”

“Then speak. State your business,” the soldier commanded. Vaggie noticed the corporal insignia patch on his chest.

Vaggie took a steadying breath, letting the cold air fill her lungs. She raised her voice just enough so it would carry—not just to the soldiers, but to her group, hidden and waiting. “We need help,” she started. “We have a baby with us. She’s freezing to death out here—”

“Restricted area,” the corporal snapped, cutting her off. His tone was rigid as the rifle he held. “Turn around and leave. Now.”

Vaggie’s jaw clenched. The frost-bitten patience she’d been gripping onto started to fray, her frustration flaring hot beneath the cold. We don’t have time for this. Her fingers twitched slightly, but she kept her hands up with her stance rigid and disciplined. She let the soldier’s words settle into the silence, then took a step forward, making the soldiers’ stance stiff again.

“Get your officer,” she responded firmly. “I’m not leaving until I speak to someone in charge.” Her eye locked onto the corporal’s. “You can try to stonewall me, or you can follow protocol and let me talk to whoever’s leading this operation.”

The corporal’s eyes narrowed, his grip on the rifle tightening. Vaggie could almost see the conflict behind his eyes—the tug-of-war between suspicion and procedure. Come on, she thought, her heart pounding. Make the call. Play by the fucking book.

For a moment, the only sound was the wind slicing through the courtyard, cold and merciless. Then the corporal’s jaw tightened, and he muttered into the radio clipped to his vest. His distrustful eyes never left hers.

Vaggie let out a slow, controlled breath. Step one: done. Now she just had to hope she could survive step two.

The corporal then lowered the radio from his mouth. “Disarm. Now.”

Vaggie didn’t flinch, but her brows knit together. “What about your officer?”

“The Captain is on her way,” the corporal replied bluntly but irritated. “But I’m not going to ask again, Sergeant. Weapons. On the ground. Now.”

The way he said her rank made her pause. It wasn’t just a formality—it carried a weight she didn’t like. Suspicion. Contempt, maybe. But she didn’t press him. Calling attention to it wouldn’t do her any favors. Instead, she inhaled slowly, her breath a puff of white mist, and nodded.

“Alright,” Vaggie said, though her fingers felt frozen in more ways than one. She reached behind her shoulder, unhooking the strap of her M24 rifle. The weight slid off her back, and she held it carefully as she crouched, setting it down on the snow-dusted pavement. She straightened, moving to her hip holsters next.

One by one, she unbuckled the pistols: first the Beretta, then the Glock. She placed them beside the rifle with deliberate slowness, ensuring the soldiers could see every motion.

Finally, she pulled the Bowie knife from its sheath, holding it by the blade as she lowered it to the pile. She stepped back, raising her hands again, palms outward.

“That’s everything,” Vaggie said evenly, meeting the corporal’s eyes. Her posture was straight, shoulders squared, as if some dormant muscle memory had kicked in.

The corporal took a step closer. His gaze flicked between her and the weapons on the ground. “Appreciate the cooperation,” he said, though his tone isn’t appreciative.

As if on cue, the sound of boots crunching against snow filled the air, and more soldiers poured out from the museum’s entrance. Rifles raised, they moved in a coordinated formation, fanning out to surround Vaggie in a semi-circle.

Vaggie’s heart thudded against her ribs, but she stood her ground, hands still raised. Her breath misted in the frigid air as she mentally counted at least ten soldiers, all aiming their rifles at her.

Then, from the museum’s entrance, a tall, older woman emerged. She walked with deliberate authority, her green winter coat swaying slightly with each step. Beneath the coat, Vaggie glimpsed the sharp edges of a service uniform, and strapped to the woman’s torso holster was a polished revolver.

The woman’s brown hair, streaked with white, was neatly pinned into a bun, and her piercing brown eyes locked onto Vaggie. She moved with the kind of confidence that could silence a room—or a battlefield—and stopped at the top of the staircase, surveying the scene.

Vaggie’s eye flicked to the captain insignia pinned to the woman’s collar. It glinted against the dull gray of the overcast sky, though her last name, embroidered on a patch, was obscured by her coat.

The soldiers around the captain adjusted their aim, their barrels unwavering, but the captain lifted a hand, signaling them to hold. The woman stepped forward, just to the edge of the stairs, and her voice cut through the tension like a blade.

“Name and business,” she commanded.

“Sergeant Rodríguez, United States Marine Corps,” Vaggie replied immediately despite the dozen rifles trained on her. “I’m here because we need help. We’ve got seven civilians with us—” she hesitated briefly before continuing—“including a baby, and one of us is a veteran. We’re out of options. The baby won’t survive the night if we stay out here.”

The captain’s gaze didn’t waver as she listened, her expression unreadable. When Vaggie finished, the older woman’s lips pressed into a thin line.

“We don’t take in civilians,” the captain said bluntly, her voice cutting through the bitter wind. “Not here. Not anyone. This perimeter is a secure zone, and bringing in outsiders compromises that security.”

Vaggie’s jaw clenched. “We don’t need long-term shelter. Just enough time to warm up and stabilize the baby. Please.”

The captain raised a hand, silencing her. “If you’re looking for shelter, there’s a community called Willowbend, south of here. They take in survivors, and their leader is more than willing to help those in need. My suggestion? Head there. But as for this museum, it’s not an option. This isn’t the place for you or your people.”

Vaggie’s mind raced. The baby’s soft, wheezing cries echoed in her ears, even from this distance. Willowbend wasn’t an option—not with the child in this state. But pushing further might tip the scales against them. She forced herself to take a slow breath. “We don’t have the supplies or time to make it to Willowbend. The baby—”

“The baby is not my responsibility,” the captain interrupted, though a flicker of something softer crossed her features—a trace of regret, perhaps. “Our purpose here is clear: hold this position, protect the personnel under my command, and maintain order. Shelter for civilians is not part of that mission.”

Vaggie felt the cold sink deeper into her bones, but she kept her composure. “Why does the mission still matter,” she asked, “when the chain of command is already broken?”

Her words landed heavily, rippling through the silence. Vaggie saw the soldiers shift slightly, their fingers tightening on triggers, rifles inching up. She moved slowly, deliberately, her hand reaching for the insignia patch on her arm.

The soldiers snapped to attention, barrels rising with alarming speed. A chorus of clicks filled the air as safeties disengaged.

“Stand down!” the captain barked. She raised a hand, her sharp gaze locking onto the unit. “Hold your fire.”

The soldiers froze, their rifles still aimed but no longer advancing. The captain turned back to Vaggie, her piercing eyes narrowing. “Careful, Sergeant,” she warned, her tone low but pointed.

Vaggie stopped, her fingers brushing the edge of the insignia as if it were a fragile relic. “I’m from New York,” she said. “We lost the chain of command a week after the outbreak. My unit, my commanding officers—they all died trying to follow orders from higher-ups who were already dead.”

The captain’s expression didn’t change. Vaggie seized the moment, leaning into the white lies she’d spun just enough to strike a nerve.

“People are dying out there,” she continued. “Good people. They’re following orders that don’t matter anymore—orders from leaders who aren’t coming back. I’ve seen it. Hell, I lived it. And now I’m standing here, asking you—begging you—to think about what you’re fighting for. Is it really just this museum? These walls? Or is it something more?”

Vaggie’s fingers tightened on the patch as she met the captain’s gaze head-on. “Because if it’s just the orders, Captain, then you’re no different from the officers who led my unit to their graves.”

The captain’s jaw clenched, her gaze burning into Vaggie as if she were weighing every word, every implication. For a moment, the bitter wind was the only sound. Then, finally, the captain exhaled, long and slow, her shoulders relaxing ever so slightly.

“Hold your positions. Stay alert and rifles on target. If I give the order, you fire.”

The soldiers stiffened, their grips on their rifles tightening, but they didn’t move. Their unwavering aim remained fixed on Vaggie while hands were already raised. The captain began descending the stone steps.

Vaggie took an instinctive step back as the captain came to stand directly in front of her. Up close, her presence was even more commanding. The lines on her face spoke of a life lived with purpose, but the sharpness in her eyes reminded Vaggie of a predator sizing up its prey. The captain’s piercing gaze swept over her, taking in every detail of her posture, uniform, and expression.

“Military ID,” the captain demanded.

Without hesitation, Vaggie reached into her jacket pocket, moving slowly enough that the soldiers didn’t react. She pulled out the worn, laminated card and held it out. The captain took it, her leather gloves creaking faintly as her fingers closed around the card.

The captain studied the card in silence, her brow furrowing slightly as she inspected the faded details: Rodríguez, Valeria Agatha, her rank, and the embossed Marine Corps insignia. After a moment, the captain glanced back at Vaggie, her expression unreadable.

“What unit were you with, Sergeant?”

Vaggie hesitated, her heart pounding. This was the kind of question that could unravel everything. She swallowed hard, then forced herself to answer. “Unit Thirteen.”

The captain raised an eyebrow but didn’t respond immediately. Instead, she nodded slowly, handing the ID back. “Unit Thirteen,” she repeated, almost to herself. “I remember hearing about that deployment… in Haiti. You’ve been through your share of hell, Sergeant.”

Vaggie said nothing, simply pocketing her ID and keeping her hands raised.

The captain sighed. “I’m well aware the chain of command is broken. Believe me, I learned that the hard way when none of my superiors and higher-ups responded to my distress signals, emergency calls…” Her voice softened. “So, I compromised. I brought in my two daughters and what was left of my soldiers’ families, hoping that other divisions across the country were still holding on. But if what you’re saying is true—that the Marine Corps is gone—then that confirms my worst fears.”

Vaggie didn’t dare move or speak as the captain continued.

“You’re not the first civilians I’ve had to turn away, Sergeant,” the captain said. “Every day, people come to this courtyard, desperate, begging. Every day, I have to look them in the eye and tell them to keep walking. It’s not a choice I make lightly. But this position, this museum, they’re all we have left. And the only reason we’ve lasted this long is because we’ve held firm, having to follow our protocol.”

The captain met Vaggie’s eye again, her expression hardening. “Willowbend has been a blessing. Without them, I don’t know what we’d do. They’ve taken in more survivors than I ever could. I thank God every day that they’re there, because it means I can focus on keeping this place secure.”

Vaggie listened intently, her hands still raised, her breath visible in the icy air. She could feel the unspoken grief and guilt from the captain's words.

The captain took a step closer. “But I understand loyalty, Sergeant. I see it in your eyes. That overwhelming need to protect your own, no matter the cost.” She paused, her voice dropping to a softer, almost maternal tone. “And for what it’s worth, I admire that. Loyalty like yours? It’s a rare thing these days.”

The captain’s eyes flicked toward the museum behind her, then back to Vaggie. “Let’s talk,” she said finally. “I’ll hear you out. But understand this: if I think for one second you’re compromising my people, you’re gone.”

Vaggie nodded slowly, lowering her hands slightly as the tension in the air began to ease, though the soldiers’ rifles remained trained on her. “That’s all I’m asking, Captain.”

The captain extended a gloved hand. “Carmilla Carmine,” she said. “But just call me Carmilla. No need for formalities.”

Vaggie glanced at the hand for a fraction of a second before taking it, her own grip steady despite the cold numbing her fingers. “Valeria,” she replied.

Carmilla nodded then turned sharply to her soldiers. “Stand down! Weapons on safety.”

The unit obeyed immediately, the mechanical clicks of safeties being engaged echoing in the courtyard. The tension in the air began to lift, though the soldiers’ guarded stances remained.

Carmilla turned back to Vaggie, her eyes briefly scanning the horizon beyond. “Bring your people in. Slowly. I want my medic to check the baby immediately. And my daughters—they’ll help stabilize her.”

“Thank you,” Vaggie said, her voice barely above a whisper but filled with genuine relief.

“Don’t thank me yet,” Carmilla replied briskly. “I’m giving you a chance. What you do with it determines how long you stay.”


Vaggie couldn’t believe it. Somehow, she had managed to convince an officer who looked like she could snap her neck without hesitation—or remorse, for that matter. There was something in Carmilla’s gaze, especially the way her eyes narrowed like it could see straight through every lie or doubt. It made her wonder if this woman had always been that sharp or if the apocalypse had honed her into someone you didn’t dare cross.

And yet, here they were. Vaggie was eternally grateful, even if part of her brain hadn’t caught up with the fact that they weren’t being shot at or sent packing. Carmilla’s agreement didn’t just feel like a victory—it helped, of course, that the captain was a mother herself. The way she’d softened, even just a fraction, at the mention of the baby—it made sense. And for that, Vaggie was grateful all over again.

After Charlie handed the baby to a young woman with dark skin and an afro tied up in a neat bun (Vaggie guess she might be one of Carmilla’s daughters), Carmilla allowed them to drive their vehicles down to the courtyard instead of hauling everything by hand. That small concession felt like a miracle after the initial standoff.

The rest of the group followed suit, unloading their belongings and carefully stacking them near the entrance to the museum. No one spoke much. There was too much to process, too many what-ifs still hanging.

“Inside,” Carmilla called out. She stood at the top of the museum steps, her presence still commanding. “Bring everything. No stragglers.”

Vaggie slung her rifle over her shoulder and grabbed a duffel bag from the truck. She glanced back at Charlie, who had already started to organize the others, her natural optimism bleeding into the moment despite everything. Charlie smiled faintly at Vaggie, and for a second, the world felt a little less bleak.

The group made their way up the broad, cracked stone steps. Vaggie adjusted the weight of the duffel bag on her shoulder, her muscles aching from the day’s exertion, but she kept pace with the others. The massive doors at the top loomed ahead, reinforced with rusting steel plates and crisscrossed chains that looked like they’d been salvaged from an old shipyard or something.

Carmilla pushed one side of the door open with a single shove. She stepped inside without waiting for anyone, and the group followed, their steps tentative as they crossed the threshold.

Inside, the temperature shifted from biting cold to a damp chill that clung to their skin with floodlights and candles littered around as the only source of light. The foyer stretched out before them, a cavernous space that seemed impossibly grand compared to the world outside. Above, massive chandeliers hung from vaulted ceilings, their crystals long dulled by grime. What was once polished marble flooring was now scuffed and stained with patchwork of footprints.

The walls, painted with sprawling murals, told stories of gods and myths—some cracked and peeling, others marred by smoke or bullet holes. What should have been pristine columns were now wrapped in fabric and rope, likely reinforced to keep the structure sound. On either side, grand staircases curved upward.

Vaggie’s gaze drifted to the center of the room, where a towering sculpture stood. Its subject—a man on horseback—was missing pieces. One arm lay toppled nearby and the horse’s face pockmarked as though it had been used for target practice.

“Keep moving,” Carmilla’s voice rang out, jolting Vaggie back to the present.

They followed her across the vast space toward what must have once been a grand gallery. The thick doors had been removed, replaced with patchwork curtains that fluttered faintly in the draft. Beyond them, beds lined the walls that made the room looked like the barracks, fashioned from salvaged materials—wooden pallets, foam cushions, even an old sofa with its stuffing spilling out. Blankets and quilts, all mismatched, gave the space an odd kind of comfort.

Carmilla turned to face them as she took in the group one last time. “Set your things over there,” she said, motioning to a corner where several beds lay unoccupied. “Those are yours for now. Keep to yourselves, and don’t go wandering. The medic room is open if you want to check on the baby, but the rest of the museum is off-limits unless you’re told otherwise.”

Her voice carried an authority that made it clear this wasn’t a suggestion. The message was just as clear: stay out of trouble, and you’ll be fine.

As the group began to move toward the corner, Carmilla’s attention fixed on Vaggie. “Valeria,” she called, her tone softening just enough to be less commanding, “once everything’s settled, find Odette in the medic room. She’ll bring you to my office. We’ll talk then.”

Vaggie straightened instinctively, adjusting the strap of her duffel bag and giving a brisk nod. “Understood, ma’am,” she replied respectfully. Carmilla’s expression didn’t change, but there was a flicker of something like an approval—before she turned and walked out of the gallery without another word.

The sound of her boots echoed faintly until it faded completely.

As soon as the door swung shut behind her, the room exhaled collectively. For a moment, no one spoke and they just stood there.

“Is it me,” Angel finally muttered, breaking the silence, “or does she make every teacher I ever had look like a total pushover?”

A soft chuckle rippled through the group, though it was more from relief than humor.

“She’s intense,” Vaggie said, setting her bag down near one of the beds and glancing at Charlie. “But fair. At least she didn’t send us packing.”

Charlie nodded. “We should be grateful for that.”

Everyone began settling their belongings, felt oddly safe. Outside, soldiers were likely patrolling or tending to their duties, but in here, they were alone. For the first time in what felt like days, there was no immediate threat looming over them.

Meanwhile Vaggie, talking to the captain’s daughter would be easy enough, but what exactly Carmilla wanted to discuss still hung heavy in her thoughts.

“Guess we’re staying put,” Husk muttered as he claimed a spot near the edge of the corner.

Once their belongings were neatly stowed in the corner, it was time to head to the clinic. Charlie led the way. The hall they entered was dimly lit by candles that glow casting long shadows against walls adorned with tarnished golden frames. The artwork inside—landscapes, portraits, abstract pieces—were faded and cracked.

Every footstep echoed faintly in the vastness of the corridor, and Vaggie couldn’t help but glance up at the ornate ceiling, where intricate molding intertwined with faint traces of soot.

The air carried a faint metallic tang, mingling with the lingering scent of wax from candles and the unmistakable musk of unwashed bodies. They passed rows of doors, some open to reveal storage rooms filled with scavenged supplies: crates of canned food, rolled-up tarps, stacks of ammunition. Others were sealed tight, their locks rusted but functional, a clear sign that certain areas were still off-limits.

As they rounded a corner, the corridor opened into what must have once been a sculpture gallery. Statues of ancient figures stood silently in a semicircle. Some had been damaged, their limbs missing or torsos shattered, but they still held a certain dignity. In the center of the room, a skylight overhead let in a faint beam of pale, natural light.

“This place gives me the creeps,” Pentious muttered under his breath.

Charlie couldn’t help but respond back, “It’s not that bad.”

Further down, the hallway grew narrower, the walls less adorned and more utilitarian. Faded directional signs were plastered here and there, their words scrawled over with new ones in crude handwriting: BARRACKS, MESS, CLINIC.

Finally, they stopped in front of a door marked with a large red cross painted directly onto the wood. Above it, someone had taped a laminated sheet of paper with MEDIC ROOM written in bold black letters, and below it, the faint scent of antiseptic seeped out through the cracks in the doorframe.

Charlie hesitated for a moment before turning the handle, the door creaking loudly as it swung open. The room beyond was dim and had once been a sleek administrative workspace that was now a doctor’s office. A large oak desk—scarred with scratches and missing a corner—stood against one wall, its surface buried beneath stacks of medical supplies: gauze rolls, half-empty bottles of antiseptic, mismatched syringes, and a dented metal tray holding instruments. Beside it, a tall filing cabinet had been repurposed to store neatly labeled jars and boxes, though some drawers had been forced open, their locks broken.

The centerpiece of the room was a padded examination table that looked like it had been salvaged from an actual hospital. Its vinyl covering was cracked in places, patched over with duct tape. A hanging IV stand stood next to it, a clear bag of fluid swaying gently in the draft as its tubing dangled.

Fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, though one of the bulbs flickered intermittently. A pair of folding chairs sat against the far wall, flanked by a second-hand shelving unit that held an odd assortment of items: medical textbooks, canned food, a dusty microscope, and a teddy bear missing one eye.

“Come in,” a voice called from behind the desk, startling them.

From behind the tall filing cabinet stepped a young woman, probably in her early twenties. Her brown hair was tied up in a messy ponytail, strands sticking out in every direction, as though she'd been too busy to care. Pale skin, lined faintly with marks of stress and sleepless nights, peeked out from behind rectangular eyeglasses perched on her nose. She wore a faded lab coat over a turtleneck and cargo pants, the latter tucked haphazardly into scuffed boots. Blue nitrile gloves covered her hands, though the thumb on one was torn, revealing chipped nails beneath.

She gave the group a quick once-over before her eyes landed on Charlie. "You must be the newcomers Mother mentioned," she said. "Are you here for the baby?"

Before Charlie could respond, another voice called from behind a curtain on the other side of the room. "Would you keep it down, Odette? The baby's asleep!"

The curtain rustled, and a head peeked out—belonging to the same young woman who had taken the baby earlier, and her afro looked slightly frazzled now unlike the time when they first saw her.

The first woman—Odette, if the conversation between them so far was any clue—sighed and mumbled something like “Oh, por el amor de Dios” under her breath. She shot a glance toward the woman at the curtain. "I’m talking to the people whose baby you just hauled off, Clara. You know, the ones who are kind of important right now?"

Clara’s brow furrowed as she slipped through the curtain entirely, her arms crossed over her chest. "And you couldn’t do that quietly? Not everything has to be a damn production."

Odette scoffed, tugging at the torn thumb of her glove. "I wasn’t the one slamming around like an elephant earlier when you got the formula."

"That’s because someone misplaced the bottle warmer—again," Clara shot back, jabbing a finger toward the cluttered shelves.

"First off, we don’t even have a bottle warmer," Odette retorted. "Second, maybe if you stopped hiding supplies behind your bedside books—"

"Okay," Charlie interrupted gently, her hands raised in a calming gesture. "I think we’re all a little tired."

Both women paused, their irritation melting slightly as they exchanged a look. Clara shook her head, muttering something under her breath before heading back toward the curtain.

Odette exhaled and adjusted her glasses, focusing back on Charlie. "Sorry about that," she said, though she didn’t sound entirely apologetic. "So… the baby? Is that what you’re here for?"

"Y... yes," Charlie said. "We just wanted to check in, make sure everything’s okay."

Odette nodded, gesturing toward the curtain. "She’s fine—Clara might lose her mind if she hears one more cry, but the baby’s doing great. Mother said you’d probably want updates, so I’ll give you the whole rundown. Just… give us a second to stop bickering like old hens."

From behind the curtain, Clara’s voice floated back, both amused and exasperated. "Old hens? Really? You wish you had my energy, Odette."

Odette snorted, muttering, "Keep dreaming, hermana." Then, louder, she added, "Come on in if you’re ready."

The group hesitated for a moment, glancing at one another before following Odette toward the curtain. She pulled the curtain aside, revealing a small alcove that had been transformed into a nursery. The centerpiece was a bassinet cobbled together from a wooden crate, its rough edges sanded smooth and painted white with what looked like leftover house paint. Inside, clean, folded blankets lined the bottom, creating a soft bed. An oil lamp sat on a low table beside it, its flickering flame casting warm temperature in the area.

Clara knelt beside the bassinet, her posture surprisingly gentle as she leaned over the baby. She was cooing softly like the little bundle before her was the most precious thing she had ever seen. Her hands moved delicately, adjusting the blankets and smoothing the baby’s tiny cap.

Eres la cosita más mona,” Clara murmured, her tone full of wonder. The baby gurgled in response, its tiny hand waving as if trying to grasp the sound.

Odette sighed as she motioned for the group to come closer. “As you can see, your little one is in… good hands. Clara’s acting like she’s auditioning for sainthood.”

Clara glanced over her shoulder. “Oh, please. Like you don’t check on her every twenty minutes.”

“I’m thorough.”

Charlie stepped forward first, her hands clasped in front of her as she peered into the bassinet. "Is she okay? I mean, really okay?"

Clara nodded. "Surprisingly, yeah. Given how cold she was when I got her, it’s a miracle she pulled through. She did develop a fever—probably from the cold exposure—but we caught it early. Good thing we had extra baby clothes to keep her warm." She glanced at Odette and added teasingly, "And credit where it’s due, Odette here was the one who gave her fluids."

Odette crossed her arms. "You say that like I wasn’t just doing my job."

Charlie gave a relieved nod, her shoulders relaxing as she watched the baby shift slightly in her sleep. Vaggie stepped up beside her, concern still etched on her face. "How long until she’s back to normal?"

Odette shrugged lightly, adjusting her glasses. "From what the doctor said back at the clinic, three to five days at most, as long as we keep up with her care. Babies bounce back fast when you do everything right." She cast a glance at Clara. "And this one’s practically hovering over her 24/7, so I think we’re covered."

"Maybe if you paid attention more, I wouldn’t have to."

"Excuse me, I’m the one who gave the diagnosis in the first place.”

Charlie held up a hand before their banter could spiral again, a small smile on her face. "Thank you, both of you. I can’t tell you how much it means to know she’s in such good hands."

The two women exchanged a glance, their playful squabbling softening into something more genuine. But Clara’s expression shifted, her earlier warmth giving way to something more careful as she glanced between Charlie and Vaggie. Her voice softened as she asked, “Who… who are the parents?”

The question hung in the air like a gust of cold wind. Charlie’s gaze dropped to the bassinet, her hands tightening slightly where they rested. Vaggie shifted uncomfortably beside her, and Angel—hovering near the curtain—sucked in a slow breath.

Charlie took a deep breath, “The mom… didn’t make it. And the dad…” She hesitated, her throat tightening as she glanced at Vaggie.

Vaggie stepped in, “That’s a long story. A sad one.”

The room fell silent, save for the soft gurgle from the bassinet and the faint hum of the flickering light overhead. Clara’s face fell, her shoulders slumping. “I’m sorry for asking,” she said. “Our mother… she also wanted to know what happened.”

Odette, standing off to the side, shifted uncomfortably, rubbing the back of her neck. Her gaze flicked to Clara, then back to the group, before she cleared her throat and stepped in to steer the conversation. “Well,” she said, her tone deliberately lighter, “what’s her name? The baby, I mean.”

Charlie blinked. “Her name?”

Odette raised an eyebrow. “Yeah, you know, what people usually call babies? Something to yell at them in five years when they’re drawing on the walls?”

Charlie and Vaggie exchanged a quick glance, and Charlie let out a soft, almost embarrassed laugh. “We… we haven’t really talked about that yet. Surviving out there in the winter didn’t leave much room for, uh, brainstorming.”

Clara huffed a small laugh. “Fair enough. I guess naming isn’t exactly top priority when you’re running from the cold and the dead freaks out there.”

Odette shot her a look. “Oh, give them a break, Clara. They’ve been a little busy saving her life.”

Clara held up her hands in mock surrender. “Fair point. But now that she’s warm and safe, you’ve got no excuse. Better start making a list before Odette’s gonna come up with something ridiculous. She once named a stray cat 'Bucket.'”

“Bucket was a solid name.”

“Sure, because cats totally understand human names.”

Meanwhile, Vaggie, standing near the edge of the alcove, felt a light tap on her shoulder. She turned to see Odette standing behind her, gesturing with a subtle nod toward the curtain.

“Come on,” Odette murmured, her voice quiet so as not to disturb the conversation. “Leave them to handle this for now.”

Vaggie hesitated, glancing at Charlie. Their eyes met briefly, and Vaggie gave her a meaningful look—a silent assurance that she’d be back soon. Charlie gave a small nod, understanding, before turning her attention back to Clara and the baby.

Following Odette out of the alcove, Vaggie stepped into the main medic room. Odette stopped just a few steps ahead and turned to face Vaggie, her expression shifting to something more serious.

“You’re Sergeant Rodríguez, aren’t you?” Odette asked in a low whisper.

Vaggie nodded. “I am. Is this about your mother?”

Odette glanced toward the alcove, as if ensuring they wouldn’t be overheard, then nodded. “Yeah. She’s been waiting to talk to you.”

Without further explanation, Odette headed toward the door leading out of the medic room and Vaggie followed. As they reached the door, Odette glanced back at her and added, “Don’t worry about Clara. She’s got the baby covered.”

The reassurance was delivered casually. Vaggie gave a small nod in return before the two women stepped out into the hall.


The central staircase was massive. Vaggie’s boots scuffed lightly against the marble steps as she followed Odette. The walls stretched high around them, lined with faded banners and dusty portraits that stared down with the sort of solemn disapproval only dead people could muster.

Odette walked a step ahead. “So, your group,” she began without looking back.

Vaggie raised an eyebrow, though Odette couldn’t see it. “What about us?”

Odette shrugged, her hands slipping casually into the pockets of her lab coat. “Just curious. You don’t look like the kind of people who usually stick together.”

Vaggie hummed softly. “You mean we look like a damn mess.”

Odette glanced over her shoulder, one eyebrow quirking up. “I mean you look like you’ve all walked out of different stories.” She turned back. “The brooding guy with a mysterious past, the one who makes jokes to hide the fact that they’re scared out of their mind, the overachiever trying to hold everyone together. And then there’s you.”

Vaggie’s steps slowed slightly as she frowned. “What about me?”

Odette reached the landing at the top of the stairs and paused, leaning against the railing as she waited for Vaggie to catch up. “You… look like someone who’s used to being in charge but doesn’t really want to be.”

Vaggie didn’t answer right away. She let the words hang there, filling the space between them as she reached the top of the stairs. The air was colder up here, or maybe she just noticed it more now.

“Leadership isn’t exactly a choice these days.”

Odette tilted her head, studying her like she was trying to solve a puzzle. “Fair enough. But it’s not just about stepping up, is it? It’s about why you’re stepping up. And I’m guessing your reasons are… complicated.”

Vaggie exhaled through her nose. “Well, Charlie’s the one who leads, not me.”

Odette arched an eyebrow. “The blonde?”

Vaggie nodded. “Yeah, that’s her. She’s the one holding us together. I just… keep things moving, I guess.”

“Interesting. She didn’t strike me as the ‘in charge’ type.”

“She’s got this way about her, makes people believe things can get better and take care of each other. Even when everything’s falling apart.” Her voice softened as she added, almost to herself, “Even when it’s stupid to hope.”

Odette glanced sideways at her. “And what about you? Do you believe her?”

Vaggie hesitated, her gaze flicking to the faded tiles underfoot. “Most days. Some days, I just try to keep up.”

They continued walking in silence for a few steps before Odette glanced at Vaggie again, her smirk returning. “So… you and Charlie. Are you two… you know?”

Vaggie stopped mid-step, her eye narrowing slightly as she gave Odette a sidelong glance. “If you’ve got a question, you can just ask it.”

Odette chuckled. “Fine, fine. Are you two a couple?”

Vaggie sighed, her shoulders relaxing slightly. “Yeah. We are.”

Odette grinned, clearly delighted by the answer. “Well, that explains a lot. And Clara owes me a chocolate bar.”

Vaggie blinked, her expression shifting from faint amusement to mild irritation. “Wait… were you betting on whether Charlie and I are a couple?”

Odette shrugged, clearly unbothered. “We were bored, okay? Sitting around the office, taking care of the baby… there’s only so much cooing and blanket folding you can do before your brain starts to melt. A harmless bet seemed like the least destructive option.”

Vaggie crossed her arms, her brow furrowing. “And what exactly was the bet?”

Odette smirked, clearly enjoying herself. “I said you and Charlie were a thing. Clara said you were just really, really close friends.”

Vaggie lets out a dry chuckle. “Friends? Really?”

“Mhm. She was convinced you were the ‘ride or die’ type, but strictly platonic. You know, like soldiers in the trenches or something.”

“That’s… oddly specific.”

Odette shrugged again. “Clara gets these ideas sometimes. But I knew better.”

“And why’s that?”

Odette’s grin turned sly. “Because you’ve got the look.”

“The look?”

“You know.” Odette waved her hand vaguely. “That slightly overprotective, slightly exasperated, ‘I will literally fight a zombie if it so much as looks at her wrong’ kind of vibe. It’s not hard to spot.”

Vaggie huffed, shaking her head as they resumed walking. “You’re ridiculous.”

“Maybe,” Odette replied breezily. “But I’m also one chocolate bar richer. So, who’s really winning here?”

Vaggie folded her arms across her chest, her gaze flicking to the dusty skylight overhead. “You ask a lot of questions for someone who hasn’t even told me why your mom wants to see me.”

Odette chuckled softly. “Hey, in my defense, we haven’t had an outsider around here in months. Naturally, I’m curious.”

Vaggie gave her a sidelong glance but didn’t interrupt.

“And as for why Mother wants to talk to you?” Odette continued, her hands back in her lab coat pockets. “I have no idea. She’s tight-lipped about this sort of thing. If I had to guess, though, it’s probably something important. Mother doesn’t pull people aside for small talk.”

Vaggie nodded, her expression neutral as she followed Odette down a hallway. This part of the museum felt different—quieter, colder, almost abandoned. The polished marble floors were dulled by layers of dust, and the faint hum of distant activity from the ground floor had faded entirely. The space had the eerie stillness of a place people no longer passed through, unlike the bustling ground floor with its stations and constant movement.

As they walked, Vaggie broke the silence. “What about you? What were you doing before all this?”

“Before the virus?” Odette’s tone shifted slightly, like the question had caught her off guard. She glanced back at Vaggie, then turned her gaze forward again and let out a thoughtful hum, her footsteps slowing slightly. “I was a civil engineer.”

Vaggie blinked, her steps faltering just a little. “A civil engineer?”

“Yup,” Odette said, popping the “p” for emphasis. “Not exactly what you’d expect, right? I know. I still surprise myself sometimes.”

“You don’t seem… I mean, no offense, but you don’t seem like the engineering type.”

Odette chuckled. “What’s that supposed to mean? I’ll have you know I was damn busy with blueprints and construction sites. Bridges, roads, water systems—But yeah, I get it. Everyone here assumes I’ve always been the ‘medic type.’ Truth is, I just kind of… picked it up along the way. Someone had to.”

Vaggie considered that for a moment. “So, no formal medical training?”

Odette shrugged. “Necessity’s the mother of invention, right? Turns out, you can learn a lot when survival’s on the line. The human body’s not that different from a load-bearing structure. You patch the weak points, brace the supports, and hope it doesn’t all come crashing down.”

“Not… sure how comforting that analogy is, but I’ll give you points for creativity.”

Odette grinned, her pace slowing as they neared the end of the hallway. “It’s not about comfort—but results. And so far, I haven’t had anything collapse on me. Yet.”

They reached the end of the hallway, where a large oak door loomed in front of them, a brass plate affixed to it that read Director’s Office. The edges of the plate were worn, as if countless hands had brushed against it over time.

Odette stopped a few feet short, resting her hands on her hips as she tilted her head at the door. “Well, this is it.”

Vaggie glanced at her, one eyebrow raised. “Anything I should know before I go in?”

“Depends. Have you gotten the captain-status yet? What do you think Mother’s like?”

“I’ve already dealt with my fair share of strict officers. If she’s anything like them, it’s nothing I can’t handle.”

Odette nodded approvingly. “Fair assessment. She’s definitely a hardass. But,” she added, her voice softening slightly, “she’s got a heart of gold under all that and she’s willing to listen. If she’s called you up here, it’s not to waste your time. Just… be honest with her.”

Vaggie thoughtfully glanced at Odette. “That supposed to be advice?”

“Call it what you want. Good luck in there.” Odette pushed off the wall and turned to leave, giving Vaggie a light clap on the shoulder. “And please try not to get yelled at too much. I like having you around.”

Vaggie rolled her eye and shook her head, her hand hovering over the doorknob. She glanced back once more, but Odette was already walking away, her footsteps echoing faintly down the empty hallway.

After a moment’s hesitation, she raised her hand and knocked firmly. A muffled voice from the other side called out, “Come in,” and Vaggie pushed the door open, stepping into the room.

Vaggie stepped into the dimly lit office. The room felt heavy, weighed down by the oppressive silence and the dark, boarded-up windows that kept the outside world at bay. The only source of light was an oil lamp, its faint, flickering glow casting long shadows that made the room seem even more somber than it already was. The air smelled faintly of dust and aged leather.

At the desk sat Carmilla, her silhouette barely visible in the dim light. She was hunched over a modified HAM radio. The radio’s speakers crackled with nothing but static as she twisted the dial, searching for something through the endless noise. Each station change was met with more static, an endless hum that seemed to fill the room, until she clicked her tongue in frustration and scribbled something down on a piece of paper beside her.

Vaggie lingered for a moment, observing the scene. The room had the kind of cold, detached feel that only someone with authority and experience could create. The clutter on the desk, the worn edges of the papers scattered around, the tools and notes—everything had a sense of purposeful disarray.

With a quiet breath, Vaggie closed the door behind her. She stood for a moment, watching as Carmilla continued her search through the static.

“Carmilla?” Vaggie called out. "I hope I’m not interrupting."

Carmilla didn't immediately respond, her fingers still twisting the dial on the radio, eyes fixed intently on the static as if she could pull some kind of signal out of it by sheer force of will. But then, with a final frustrated turn of the dial, she stopped and slowly turned her head toward Vaggie.

“Not at all,” Carmilla replied in a low, gravelly voice, her eyes narrowing slightly as she studied the new arrival. “Just… trying to get someone. But we all know how that goes.” She exhaled slowly then sat back in her chair. Her hands rested on the desk, fingers tapping lightly against the wood. “How’s the baby?” she asked.

“She’s recovering,” Vaggie replied. “Thanks to your daughters. They knew what they were doing.”

Carmilla’s lips curled into a faint, fleeting smile. “They’re good like that.” She paused, her gaze drifting to a spot on the desk, her fingers idly tapping the wood. “Seeing a baby in this fucked-up world... it feels like a metaphor, doesn’t it? A flicker of something good, even when everything else is falling apart.”

Vaggie nodded slowly. “Yeah. I thought the same thing.”

For a moment, the quiet crackle of the radio filled the space between them. Then Vaggie took a step closer. “No disrespect, but… why am I here, Carmilla?”

Carmilla’s eyes snapped back to Vaggie, the softness gone, replaced by that steely scrutiny. “We’ll get there,” she said. “But first, I need to know something.” She leaned forward, her elbows resting on the desk. “How did you and your group stumble across this museum?”

Vaggie met her gaze head-on. “Willowbend’s runner, Travis, led us here. Saying something about trading goods with the Army, and… we didn’t believe it until he led us here.”

At the mention of Travis, Carmilla let out a long, weary sigh and pinched the bridge of her nose. Her eyes closed briefly, as if she were wrestling with a headache that had been building for years. “That man… just won’t keep his mouth shut.”

She shook her head, exhaling through her teeth. “I should’ve known. Travis means well, but he’s got a habit of running his mouth before thinking things through.”

“You don’t seem too fond of him.”

“I’m not,” the captain admitted, her eyes narrowing slightly. “He’s too naive. Too soft. In a world like this, that kind of softness gets people killed.” She sighed again, a note of reluctant apology slipping into her voice. “But… I know he’s just trying to help, especially with the distance when the baby is suffering.”

“That’s the reason, ma’am.”

Carmilla studied Vaggie for a moment, then nodded. “Fair enough.” She leaned back in her chair. “I’m not here to judge your choices, and I’m going to be transparent with you. If your group wants to stay here, there are some ground rules.”

Vaggie crossed her arms, nodding slightly. “I appreciate honesty.”

“Good,” Carmilla said, her voice firm. “First thing: you and your group won’t be expected to share your rations. Food and water are tight here, and I’m not about to stretch our supplies any thinner than they already are.”

Vaggie’s brow furrowed. “We understand. But what about everything else?”

Carmilla’s expression softened just a fraction. “Weapons, ammo, tools — those, we can share. We’ve got a surplus of them, more than we know what to do with. But food is different. Our trades with Willowbend are rationed down to the last can and loaf of bread. It’s the only way we make it through winter.”

Vaggie’s gaze sharpened. “Winter’s been that rough?”

Carmilla exhaled, the exhaustion clear in her posture. “It’s not just winter. The city’s been stripped clean. Every warehouse, every store, every kitchen pantry — looted and emptied over time. My soldiers did what they could, but every scavenging run took its toll. We started out with over a hundred troops when the outbreak began. Now we’re down to thirty.” Her voice tightened on the number, and she looked away for a moment before continuing. “I’m not willing to lose any more of my people chasing scraps that aren’t there.”

Vaggie’s expression softened, her voice thoughtful. “So that’s why Willowbend is so important for you.”

Carmilla nodded. “Exactly. They supply us with food, and in return, I send out two of my soldiers to help protect their settlement. Those two can handle more than most — enough to keep Willowbend safe and keep this trade alive.”

Vaggie considered this, her fingers tapping lightly against her arm. “So, they’re growing their own food?”

“Yes. Their runner mentioned they’re raising cattle, too. Apparently, they managed to get their hands on a truckload of cows meant for a slaughterhouse before everything went to hell.”

Vaggie blinked. “Cows? They’re raising livestock in a place like this?”

“Believe it or not,” Carmilla said, “yes. It’s a hell of a gamble, but it’s paying off for them. Meat, milk, whatever they can get from those animals — it’s keeping them alive. And by extension, us.”

Vaggie let out a low breath, processing the situation. “What’s the second thing?”

Carmilla’s gaze hardened, her fingers steepling on the desk. “Second thing: with supplies running dry, once the baby recovers, you and your group will need to move on to Willowbend.”

Vaggie’s jaw tightened, her shoulders going rigid. “Wait—”

“I know,” Carmilla interrupted gently, raising a hand. “This isn’t what you or your group wanted. I get that. But we can’t afford to take care of civilians, especially not through winter. My unit is barely holding together as it is. Willowbend, though—they’ve got the infrastructure, the supplies, and the willingness to take you in. They’ll welcome you with open arms.”

Vaggie exhaled sharply, her eye narrowing as she processed the words. “So, when are we supposed to leave?”

“By the end of the week,” Carmilla confirmed. “I hate doing this, but it’s the hard reality we’re dealing with. I won’t sugarcoat it. Staying here means risking more lives — yours, mine, and my soldiers’. And that’s a price I’m not willing to pay.”

A heavy silence settled between them. Vaggie’s gaze drifted to the floor, her mind racing through the possibilities. Stay put and hope they could ride out the winter in this shelter? Or hit the road after the baby recovered, facing whatever dangers lay ahead?

Finally, she looked up, her voice low and measured. “We were heading to D.C. before all this. We heard there was a safe zone there.”

Carmilla’s brow furrowed, skepticism shadowing her expression. “Where’d you get that information?”

Vaggie hesitated, then straightened her spine. “Charlie’s…” she paused, correcting herself, “my wife’s father. He was supposed to be in that zone. It’s the last place we know to look.”

Carmilla went silent for a moment, her gaze distant and thoughtful. Then she reached into the drawer beside her and pulled out a piece of paper, worn and creased from repeated handling. Without a word, she slid it across the desk toward Vaggie.

“Take a look at this,” Carmilla said, her voice low.

Vaggie took the paper, feeling the rough texture between her fingers. Her eye skimmed the contents: a meticulously detailed list of radio channels, each entry accompanied by dates and times. Most of them had the same notation: no signal or dead channel. But her attention snagged on two exceptions.

Two entries stood out:

Channel 241.6 MHz — Location: Somewhere in Maryland. Last Broadcast: 8 months ago.

Channel 326.4 MHz — Location: Atlanta, Georgia. Last Broadcast: 2 weeks ago.

Vaggie’s brow furrowed as she absorbed the information. “These two channels… they’re still active?”

Carmilla leaned back in her chair, arms crossed tightly over her chest. “I wouldn’t call them active, exactly. But they’re not dead. The Maryland signal was faint and intermittent, but it was there. Eight months is a long time, though. No telling if whoever ran it is still alive.”

“And the one in Atlanta?”

“That one’s more recent.” Carmilla said. “It wasn’t much, just a garbled broadcast. But it was clear enough to know someone’s still out there, trying to reach others. That’s more than most channels can say.”

Vaggie’s mind spun, weighing the information. “If there’s still a signal in Maryland, maybe D.C. isn’t a lost cause.”

Carmilla nodded, though her expression was cautious. “Maybe. The fact that the Maryland signal was picked up at all means there’s a chance. If someone managed to hold out there, D.C. could still have a safe zone.”

Vaggie’s gaze returned to the paper. “Why civilian channels? What about military frequencies?”

“Dead,” Carmilla said flatly. “Every single one I tried. It’s like the official networks just… blinked out. But civilian bands are a different story. Smaller groups are trying to find others. And sometimes, they manage to stay hidden just long enough to survive.” She paused, her eyes softening slightly. “These two channels are all I’ve got so far.”

Vaggie looked up from the paper. “I appreciate this, Carmilla. But… why tell me all this?”

“Because the moment you mentioned D.C., I knew it was worth sharing. If you and your group are heading that way, knowing the status of the other states could make the difference between survival and a dead end. Human activity is rare, and knowing where people might still be alive is crucial. Maybe it’ll help you make better choices.”

Vaggie considered the information in her hand. Finally, she nodded and handed the paper back. “Now that I know we’re moving out soon… what do you think is the best course of action?”

Carmilla’s fingers drummed lightly on the desk as she thought. After a moment, she spoke carefully. “Here’s what I suggest: split your group. Send half of them to Willowbend as soon as possible. They can check out the settlement, see if it’s as safe and reliable as you see fit. That way, if anything goes wrong, you’ll know before committing everyone.”

“And the rest of us?”

“The other half stays here, at the museum. Keep an eye on the baby until she recovers enough to travel. It’s not ideal, but it gives you a foothold in two places. You’ll have a fallback option no matter what happens.”

It wasn’t perfect, but it was better than nothing. It gave them a chance — two chances, even — and that was more than they’d had hours ago.

“Alright,” Vaggie said quietly. “We’ll do it. Half to Willowbend, half here. We’ll regroup when the baby’s ready.”

“Good. I’ll make sure my people know you’ve got safe passage to Willowbend. Just… stay sharp out there.”

“We always do,” Vaggie replied. Her shoulders squared, determination hardening her features. “Thanks, Carmilla. For the chance.”

“Don’t thank me yet,” Carmilla said. “Just get your people through this.”

Vaggie gave a firm nod, then turned toward the door. She walked out of Carmilla’s office and closed the door softly behind her.

Her thoughts spun, a tangled mess of worries, strategies, and half-formed plans. There was so much to process — the radio channels, the split group plan, the departure…

But she refused to let it overwhelm her.

This wasn’t going to be easy to explain, but they deserved the truth, and Vaggie was going to give it to them straight.


No one likes bad news, but there’s a particular quiet that follows it. Vaggie had just finished explaining the necessary information the group deserved to know. In the cold light filtering through the museum’s boarded windows, everyone was still processing it, like they’d all received a letter in a language they couldn’t quite read.

Pentious was the first to speak. He didn’t look angry—that might’ve been easier to deal with—but he sounded like there's somesort of sinking sadness. “So… we’re really leaving by the end of the week?”

“Yeah,” Vaggie replied softly. “We are. That’s what the captain wants, and this is still her base. We don’t have a choice.”

No one nodded. No one agreed or disagreed. They just existed in that gray space between acceptance and despair, where reality is too fresh to be molded into hope or rage.

Pentious looked down at his hand, curling into a fist like he was trying to hold onto something—maybe an argument, maybe just himself. “It feels like we just got here,” he muttered. And he wasn’t wrong. Safety, or the illusion of it, had barely settled over them before it was being stripped away.

Vaggie took a breath, trying to draw in some of the strength she knew they all needed. “We don’t have to like it, but we have to do it. Willowbend’s our best shot right now to wait out until the end of winter before we head out to D.C.”

The silence stretched, then Husk broke it with his low, gravelly voice. “But how do we know we can trust the captain’s word? That Willowbend’s even worth it?”

Vaggie met his eyes. “Because the army already took the risk. They made an alliance with Willowbend, and they wouldn’t have done that if they didn’t trust the settlement to hold up their end of the deal. Willowbend’s willing to take in survivors the army can’t — that’s us, this time.” She paused, her voice softening just a little. “We don’t have a lot of choices left, Husk.”

Husk exhaled sharply, rubbing the back of his neck. “Yeah. Figures.”

Charlie raises her hand. “We were going to drive to Willowbend anyway. Maybe this is worth a shot. We need somewhere stable, somewhere we can regroup and breathe for a minute. And if Willowbend’s that place, then… maybe we give it a chance.”

Vaggie nodded. “It’s not all of us at once,” she clarified. “Half the group will go to Willowbend and check it out. The other half stays behind with the baby here at the museum until she’s strong enough to travel.” Her eye flickered across the group. “The captain already knew we’re leaving Philadelphia eventually. This way, we don’t put all our hopes in one place.”

Of course, no one is still happy about it, but no one argues either.

Vaggie turned to Charlie. “It’s your call. We follow your lead on this.”

Charlie looked around at their ragged group, her eyes lingering on each face. Finally, she nodded. “We go with the plan and make it voluntary who’ll go to Willowbend and who’ll stay here.”

Notes:

yay the Carmines are finally in the story, and you can guess whos the next appearance by the next ch ;^)

anyways, the hazbin crew is hella tired at this point lmao

Chapter 30: Strangers

Summary:

The group makes their way to Willowbend, wishing to hold off throughout the winter.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

10:28 am

It had been three days since Charlie and her group first found their way to the museum. Three days of settling into a space that wasn’t really theirs, under terms they hadn’t set. By the end of that first day, Captain Carmine had drawn up the terms that divided survival and obligation: no long-term stay, no extra rations, and absolutely no bending the rules.

Charlie thought about those terms now as she trudged along the parkway, her boots crunching softly against the thin layer of snow dusting the asphalt. She’d spent the last three days resting as much as she could, doing her best to help Odette and Clara care for the baby while keeping the group grounded. But it was a relief—an immense relief—that Vaggie had taken on the brunt of the negotiations with the captain. Carmine seemed to prefer Vaggie anyway—her sharpness, her directness, her refusal to waste time on pleasantries. And that was fine by Charlie. Better than fine, actually. She liked seeing her wife step up to lead, to let that fire inside her burn brightly for everyone to see.

At least she finally embraced herself fully.

Now, here they were, walking toward Willowbend. Well, half of them—her, Vaggie, Alastor, Angel, and Niffty. Two of Carmine’s soldiers strode ahead with rifles slung across their backs, leading the way down the parkway. The weather was… nothing special. Overcast, with a few lazy flakes of snow drifting down, just cold enough. Maybe.

She glanced at Vaggie, whose expression was fixed in that determined look she always wore when she was holding more inside than she let on. Charlie reached out and slipped her hand into Vaggie’s, giving it a light squeeze.

Vaggie glanced over, her sharp gaze softening just a little when their eyes met. She didn’t say anything, but she didn’t need to. Charlie could feel the reassurance in the way it said, I’m here. We’ve got this.

The sound of Alastor’s voice broke the quiet, his tone cheerfully incongruous with the bleak surroundings. “Well, isn’t this a charming little stroll? A lovely scenic path through the horrid, urban landscape! Delightful, don’t you think?”

Angel groaned, rolling his eyes. “Yeah, delightful. If by ‘delightful’ you mean freezing my ass off. Couldn’t these army guys have brought a bus or something? My feet are killing me already.”

Well, Angel’s getting comfortable to be a complainer with the obvious withdrawals he’s experiencing. Tough luck.

Niffty skipped a few steps ahead, her small frame practically vibrating with energy despite the cold. “At least it’s not raining! I hate it when it’s all wet and slushy—makes everything so slippery!”

Vaggie looked over at Niffty. “It’s a good thing Philly mostly gets snow in the winter,” she said. “At least we don’t have to worry about freezing rain on top of everything else.”

Niffty grinned. “Exactly! Snow’s so much nicer. It’s pretty, and you don’t get soaked to the bone. Plus, it’s way easier to clean up.” She twirled once, tiny flakes catching in her hair, before skipping ahead again.

Vaggie turned her attention to Angel, her sharp gaze narrowing slightly. “And you—don’t forget, you volunteered to come along. So maybe try not to complain every ten minutes, alright?”

Angel sighed dramatically, his breath fogging in the cold air. “Yeah, yeah. I know, I know. I’m here by choice, okay?” He hesitated, shoving his hands deeper into his jacket pockets. “I just… figured I should start pulling my weight. Y’know, after all the bullshit that went down back in Jersey.” His voice dropped slightly. “Thought maybe it’d help… build up the trust again or whatever.”

Charlie glanced at him, a flicker of surprise passing over her face before it softened into something gentler. “I appreciate that, Angel. Really, I do.” She paused, her expression turning apologetic. “And I’m sorry for… punching your face.”

Angel blinked. For a moment, he looked almost vulnerable. Then he shrugged. “Eh, don’t worry about it, dollface. I deserved to get hit in the face, if we’re being honest.”

There was a quiet beat between them, the sound of their boots crunching against snow filling the space. Then, in a quieter voice, Angel asked, “But… do you still forgive me?”

Charlie’s steps faltered slightly, and she squeezed Vaggie’s hand instinctively, as if grounding herself in the question. She looked at Angel, her gaze conflicted, and thought about it. Forgiveness. How easy it was to say, but how hard it was to feel.

Finally, she took a slow breath, the air crisp and cold in her lungs. “I don’t forgive you, Angel,” she said softly. “And… I don’t think I will. At all.”

Angel nodded slowly at once. His expression didn’t change much like he’d been expecting that answer all along, but there was something almost resigned in the way he adjusted the scarf around his neck. “Yeah. Fair enough.”

No anger. No bitterness. Just understanding, shaped by regret. He looked away again, his eyes focusing on the snow-dusted path ahead.

Alastor watched the exchange with his usual interest. He held that gaze a second too long, like he was savoring the tension, before he turned away and resumed humming an old, lilting tune.

Vaggie’s voice then interrupts the silence. “How much further?” she asked one of the soldiers ahead.

The soldier closest to them, a wiry man with dark eyes and a perpetual five o’clock shadow, glanced back briefly. “Five more minutes,” he replied with his matter-of-fact tone. “We’ll be at the wall soon.”

Charlie frowned. “The wall? What wall?”

The soldier didn’t slow his pace. “Over ten feet tall,” he said bluntly. “Scraps of metal, reinforced by the people in Willowbend. Used to be a refugee camp, believe it or not. Philly’s mayor ordered the walls put up when the outbreak first hit. Meant to be a temporary solution.”

Charlie’s brow furrowed deeper. The image of hastily built walls, patched together with whatever people could find… “And they’re still standing?”

He gave a half-shrug. “Yeah. Reinforced over time. Better than nothing, I guess.”

Her curiosity gnawed at her. “What else do you know about Willowbend?”

The soldier sighed, the sound a thin cloud in the cold air. “Not much. Not as much as Captain Carmine does, anyway. And, to be honest, I’m not sure she knows a whole lot either.”

That didn’t exactly fill Charlie with confidence. She exchanged a glance with Vaggie, who’s eye narrowed slightly, processing that bit of information.

The soldier’s voice softened just a little. “If you want real answers, ask Willowbend’s leader when we get there. She’ll tell you more than I can.”

Charlie nodded, the gears in her mind turning. More unknowns, more half-truths, and more risks. But maybe—just maybe—there was something solid behind those walls. Something worth trusting.

Vaggie’s eye remained fixed on the soldier ahead. “Thanks for the answers, Corporal, but let’s not bother you further.”

The soldier chuckled dryly. “Your missus started it. So… don’t hesitate, Sergeant.”

“Alright then.” Vaggie didn’t react to the jab, instead cutting right to her next question. “Have any of you besides the Captain actually met Willowbend’s leader? Other than the runners?”

The Corporal exchanged a glance with his younger comrade. After a moment, the Corporal replied, “Yeah, we’ve met her. I used to patrol and guard Willowbend as part of the trade agreement. She’s friendly. Way too friendly for my liking.”

The other soldier spoke up. “Too friendly? I don’t think so. There’s an advantage in that. She’s known to throw welcome parties whenever newcomers arrive. Keeps morale up.”

“Welcome parties?” Vaggie’s brow arched. “Seems like a waste of resources, especially with food being scarce.”

The Corporal nodded quickly. “Exactly what I said. It’s ridiculous.”

The younger soldier shook his head. “Willowbend grows its own food. They’ve got greenhouses, and there’s even cattle. If you’ve got the resources, you might as well use them. And trust me, their chef—whoever they are—is good. Like, high-tier, fancy-restaurant good. The meat they cook? Best I’ve had in months.”

The Corporal let out a huff, clearly annoyed. “You were just lucky you’re in the shift on the last welcome party. That’s the only reason you got the fancy meal.”

The younger one smirked. “What can I say, Corporal? Timing’s everything.”

Vaggie gave them a long look, filing away the information. “Fancy meals or not, we’ll see soon enough.” She kept her tone neutral, but Charlie could tell she was turning over the implications in her mind. A leader who threw parties and fed newcomers well—it sounded generous, almost overly so, but in times like these, it was hard not to wonder what the catch might be.

The younger soldier glanced over his shoulder, a half-smile on his face. “Speaking of Willowbend, here we are.”

Charlie lifted her gaze. The rusted walls loomed closer, patched together with rusted scrap metal and debris, blocking off the upcoming street. The barrier used the surrounding buildings as corner anchors, their windows and doors heavily boarded up with layers of wood, metal, and anything else that could be repurposed for protection.

As they drew near, Charlie spotted a chain-link fence running along the perimeter. The cold steel was reinforced with barbed wire that curled along the top.

Two women stood flanking the gate, clad in thick winter clothing, their breath fogging in the cold air. They weren’t dressed like soldiers—no uniforms, no standard-issue gear—but they held their assault rifles with the weapons slung in front of them, ready at a moment’s notice. Their eyes scrutinize the approaching group.

One of the women, a brunette with a fur-lined hood framing her face, reached down to her holster and pulled out a hand radio. She pressed the button and spoke into it. Though Charlie couldn’t make out the exact words, it was clear she was notifying someone inside of their arrival.

The second guard, a blonde with a scar along her jawline, sized up Charlie’s group as they approached. Her gaze lingered on Vaggie and Alastor a moment longer, as if mentally cataloging them.

The Corporal raised a hand in greeting. “It’s just us, Veronica. Escorting the new group, as notified and ordered by the Captain.”

The brunette—Veronica—nodded. She muttered something into the radio again and her eyes narrowed slightly as she lowered the hand radio.

"I thought you were bringing nine people," she said skeptically. "Where are the rest?"

The Corporal's jaw tightened, his tone turning steely. "Do I need to repeat Captain Carmine's orders, Veronica? She already briefed you about the other four staying back. This is the half we’re bringing in now."

Veronica's lips pressed into a thin line, looking irritated. She exhaled sharply through her nose, then glanced back at Charlie and the others, her gaze assessing. For a moment, the air felt heavier, the cold biting just a little harder.

Charlie kept her posture relaxed, but she felt Vaggie’s fingers tighten slightly around hers. Alastor’s ever-present grin hadn’t faltered, though clearly entertained by the rising tension. Angel shifted his weight, muttering something under his breath, while Niffty’s eyes darted around, taking in every detail with unnerving focus.

Veronica sighed, finally looking back at the Corporal. “Fine. This is more than enough, I guess. Are you and Smith taking over the shift?”

The Corporal shook his head. “No, we’re just here to escort the newcomers. Nothing else.”

Charlie noticed Smith’s face fall slightly, his shoulders slumping just a bit under his jacket as if he’s disappointed he’d never got to stay for one of those welcome parties. But the Corporal’s answer left no room for doubt.

Veronica then stepped aside, signaling to the blonde guard. “Open it up,” she instructed.

The scarred woman nodded and moved toward the gate, sliding it open just wide enough for Charlie’s group to pass through. The metal groaned in protest, the sound echoing off the buildings. The opening revealed a glimpse of the settlement beyond—rows of reused and makeshift buildings and the faint buzz of activity.

“Alright,” Veronica firmly said, “follow me in, and keep your hands off your weapons. We don’t want any misunderstandings.”

She turned on her heel and started through the gate. The group fell in behind her and Charlie took one last glance back at the Corporal and Smith.

The Corporal offered a curt nod. “It was nice meeting you all.”

“Take care in there,” Smith added, though his eyes lingered wistfully on the gate, as if wishing he could follow.

Charlie nodded back. “Thank you.”

Vaggie gave them a brisk nod of acknowledgment, and then the gate clanged shut behind them. With that, the two soldier turned and walked away from the gate.

The group walked in silence for a few steps, taking in the sight of Willowbend. The streets were a patchwork of old pavement and snow-dusted dirt. Small fires burned in barrels, around which people huddled for warmth.

Charlie’s gaze swept over the buildings as they walked deeper into Willowbend. The streets were lined with storefronts that had once offered coffee, hardware supplies, or clothing were now converted into homes and workshops. Hand-painted signs replaced shattered glass windows: "Tailor," "Repair Shop," "Tool Depot." In one window, she noticed a row of hand-sewn blankets hanging for display.

Further down, a former café now served as a communal gathering spot. The faint scent of burning wood and something savory wafted from within, momentarily breaking through the crisp winter air. Few people milled about, bundled tightly in layers, their faces etched with exhaustion.

At the center of the settlement, a large generator hummed. The machine was surrounded by a wooden fence, cobbled together in a shitty attempt at security. A man in a heavy coat and knit cap sat next to it, his rifle propped against his knee. His expression was one of pure misery. He glared out at nothing in particular, clearly displeased at being assigned the watch.

Veronica glanced back to make sure everyone was still close. “Welcome to Willowbend,” she said, her tone neutral. “Stay close, and don’t wander off. Our leader’s eager to meet you, and we’re heading straight to her now.”

The group tightened their formation instinctively. Angel stuffed his hands deeper into his jacket, muttering, “Hope she’s got a damn heater.”

Alastor’s grin widened, his eyes flitting everywhere with interest. “It’s amusing how they’ve repurposed everything… like a little city inside a city. Quite resourceful.”

Charlie exchanged a glance with Vaggie, whose expression remained guarded. They knew better than to judge a place by first impressions.

Veronica led them down a wider street, and the settlement’s largest building came into view, the South Philadelphia High School loomed ahead. Its solid stone walls weathered, massive entrance doors were reinforced with steel plating. The upper windows glowed with warm light, while thin streams of smoke curled from the vents on the roof. Surely, the heart of Willowbend’s operations clearly takes place within these walls.

In front of the school, people bustled around stations—some carrying crates, others chopping old furniture for wooden scraps or tending to fire barrels.

Veronica pushed open one of the heavy doors, motioning the group to follow. Warm air rushed out, tinged with the scent of cooked food and old building materials.

The group stepped into the school and the entrance hall was spacious, with tall ceilings and faded linoleum floors. Rows of lockers lined the walls, their once-bright paint dulled by time. Some had been repurposed into storage units, their doors removed to reveal shelves stacked with supplies—canned food, tools, and neatly folded blankets.

Overhead, strings of old Christmas lights twinkled faintly, casting a warm, inviting glow across the room. A large wooden table stood in the center, surrounded by mismatched chairs. On it sat an assortment of items: a map of the settlement, a half-empty coffee pot, and several hand-drawn diagrams pinned down by various odds and ends.

Three older people stood near the table, their postures relaxed. Charlie’s eyes immediately landed on possibly the oldest woman standing at the center of the group. Her ash-blonde hair, streaked with white, was pulled back into a loose bun, and her kind brown eyes crinkled slightly at the corners as she smiled. She wore a long dress with a wool coat over that looked both practical and elegant with its edges worn.

Her smile widened as she stepped forward, a touch of a Southern accent coloring her voice as she greeted them. “Well, don’t y’all look like a sight for sore eyes,” she said warmly. “Name’s Rosie. I reckon you’re the newcomers Captain Carmine mentioned?”

Charlie exchanged a glance with Vaggie before stepping forward slightly. “That’s us.”

Rosie chuckled softly, folding her hands in front of her. “I’d like to apologize for the inconvenience,” her gaze sweeping over the group with a hint of genuine regret. “Normally, we’d greet folks right at the gate—proper welcome and all—but with this gloomy winter, we figured it’d be better to do things here, where it’s nice and warm.”

Angel muttered under his breath, “Finally, someone gets it.”

Rosie caught the comment and let out a soft laugh. “I take it the cold wasn’t treatin’ y’all kindly out there?”

Vaggie spoke up. “We’ve… managed. Thank you for having us.”

Rosie’s warm smile didn’t waver as she nodded toward Vaggie. “Well, it’s no problem at all, Sergeant Rodríguez. The Captain mentioned you’d be comin’, but I believe she also mentioned a woman named Charlie as the leader of your group? Is that right?”

Charlie raised her hand halfway, giving a small, almost apologetic wave. “That’d be me.”

Rosie’s warm gaze lingered on Charlie a beat longer, her brow furrowing slightly as though she was trying to place something. “Huh,” she said softly, taking a small step closer. “You look awfully familiar.” Her gaze shifted then, landing on Alastor, whose ever-present grin widened as she studied him too. “And so does he.”

Charlie let out a nervous laugh, quickly reaching for humor to deflect. “Yeah, well, most white people with blonde hair and blue eyes kinda look the same, right?”

Alastor chuckled at her attempt to deflect and took the opportunity to step forward with a theatrical flair. Limping slightly but with no less drama, he placed both hands firmly on Charlie’s shoulders. “My dear Rosie,” he said with exaggerated enthusiasm, “does the name Charlotte Morningstar ring any bells?”

The reaction was immediate. Rosie’s eyes widened, and her mouth parted in a soft gasp. “Charlotte Morningstar,” she repeated, her voice tinged with awe. Her gaze snapped back to Charlie, a mixture of astonishment and admiration in her expression. “You’re that Morningstar? The daughter of the CEO of Morningstar Enterprises?”

Charlie winced slightly at the recognition, her cheeks coloring faintly. “Uh, yeah… that’s me,” she admitted, her voice quieter now.

Rosie’s face lit up with an almost motherly pride as she hurried forward and clasped Charlie’s hand in both of hers, shaking it vigorously. “Well, my stars!” she exclaimed. “Oh, Ms. Morningstar, it’s such an honor! I always admired the way you went above and beyond, and I’ve read about all the charity work you’ve done, hosting those fundraisers and community events—especially the clean water projects overseas. You’ve helped so many people and are a real inspiration, young lady.”

Charlie shifted uncomfortably, clearly unused to being praised so openly these days. “Ah, thank you. That’s... really kind of you to say.” She glanced over at Vaggie, whose expression was unreadable but whose grip on her pistol tightened slightly.

For a brief, disorienting moment, she’d forgotten. Forgotten that, once upon a time, her face had graced charity galas, billboards, commercials and fucking magazine covers. That she was, in some circles, considered famous.

Of course.

“I, uh…” Charlie began, fumbling for words, “guess I don’t really think about that stuff much anymore.” She let out a nervous, self-deprecating laugh, rubbing the back of her neck. “Different priorities these days, you know?”

Rosie seemed oblivious to Charlie’s discomfort, her admiration shining brightly. “Of course, of course. But I have to say, it’s mighty inspiring to see someone like you out here, doing what you’re doing. It’s a testament to your character, Ms. Morningstar.”

“Just Charlie,” she corrected gently. “And trust me, I’m just trying to get by like everyone else.”

Rosie laughed, a warm, pleasant sound. “Well, I reckon that’s easy to do and forget who you used to be in times like these. But it’s a real pleasure to meet you, Charlie—truly.” Her eyes flicked to Alastor again, and she raised a curious brow. “And you, sir…” she trailed off, tilting her head slightly as though trying to place him. Her brow furrowed for a moment before her eyes lit up in recognition. “Wait a second… Were you the radio host for Louisiana’s Devilish Talks broadcasts? Your voice—oh my stars, it’s unmistakable!”

Alastor’s grin widened into a theatrical, almost wolfish smile, and he gave an elaborate bow. “But of course, my dear Rosie! None other than yours truly, the one, the only, Alastor! Bringing the finest jazzy tunes and devilishly delightful commentary straight to your ears.” He straightened (with a wince), hands clasped behind his back. “I do hope my broadcasts were a bright spot in your otherwise drab daily routine.”

Rosie’s face lit up with excitement as she clasped her hands together. “Well, I’ll be! Alastor, I loved your noon talk shows! You always had the most interesting stories—and oh, the music! Those jazzy, classic tunes you played were my absolute favorite. You don’t know how many afternoons I spent just listening to you while working in the kitchen. It was like having an old friend keep me company.”

Alastor chuckled, clearly basking in the praise. “Ah, it warms my heart to know my humble little show brought some joy to your day, Rosie. A host is nothing without a loyal audience, after all.”

Rosie beamed at him. “Oh, you had more than a loyal audience—you had a devoted one! I remember my husband and I would even dance in the living room to some of those songs you played. You really don’t get music like that anymore.” Her expression softened with a hint of nostalgia. “And the way you’d weave your stories into the music—it felt like you really cared about keeping people’s spirits up.”

“Well,” Alastor said, placing a hand over his chest, “one must do what one can to lighten the burdens of the weary masses. If that means a little jazz and a touch of devilish charm, who am I to deny my calling?”

Rosie laughed, shaking her head in disbelief. “I can’t believe it—two wonderful, well-known people right here in Willowbend. Ms. Morning—Charlie, I mean—and Alastor, the voice of Louisiana radio! This old heart of mine hasn’t felt this starstruck in years!” She gestured toward the hallway behind her. “We’ve got some tea brewing, and I think this calls for a proper welcome. You both have to tell me more about your stories—if you’re willing, of course.”

Charlie exchanged a glance with Vaggie, who gave her a slight nod. Alastor was already moving toward the hallway like an excited old man, and Charlie let out a small sigh. “Sure,” she said. “Why not?”


The hallway smelled faintly of old books and bleach, the kind of smell that felt like it had soaked into the walls over decades of schoolchildren and janitors. The floors were scuffed, and the faint smell of chalk lingered, though Charlie was sure there hadn’t been a functioning piece of chalk here for a long while. The group’s footsteps echoed off the floor, an odd rhythm of boots, sneakers, and Alastor’s uneven shuffle. Rosie led the way, her coat swishing softly as she walked, her voice warm and melodic as she pointed out landmarks like we were on some sort of post-apocalyptic field trip.

“That’s Franklin’s domain,” she said, gesturing to a room with the door slightly ajar, revealing what looked like a workshop cluttered with tools and half-finished projects. “He’s our man for material gathering, and even makes sure we’ve got enough supplies to patch roofs, fix fences, all that fun stuff. If it’s out there, Franklin’ll find it. Has a real knack for spotting the useful in the useless.”

Charlie nodded along, though she wasn’t entirely sure what qualified as useful these days. Vaggie stayed quiet beside her, eye darting to every open doorway like she was cataloging the exits.

“And Susan,” Rosie continued, “bless her heart, she’s in charge of food. Runs the kitchen and manages the inventory like she was born to it. If you’re not careful, she’ll have you peeling potatoes or shelling beans before you know it.”

Angel snorted. “Sounds like a dream job.”

Rosie either didn’t catch the sarcasm or chose to ignore it, because her smile remained intact as she added, “Susan’s got a tough shell, but she’s a sweetheart once you get to know her.”

When they reached the next door, Rosie paused, her hand hovering over the handle. “Now, this here’s one of my favorite spots.” She pushed it open, revealing a classroom that had been repurposed into what could only be described as a patchwork lounge. Mismatched furniture filled the space—an armchair with a floral pattern straight out of the seventies, a sagging couch that looked like it had seen better decades, and a couple of folding chairs that didn’t even try to pretend they belonged.

Rosie motioned the group inside, and as they settled in, she busied herself with a teapot that had been left on a small side table. “Chamomile,” she said with a proud smile as she poured the tea into chipped mugs. “Best drink for warming up on a day like this.”

Charlie took the cup Rosie handed her and wrapped her hands around it, grateful for the warmth. When she took a sip, the tea was surprisingly good. Not just good considering the circumstances good, but actually, genuinely nice. It tasted like the kind of quiet her brain hadn’t known in damn months.

Rosie sat down across from them, her hands folded neatly around her own cup. “So,” she began, “tell me about yourselves. How’d y’all end up out here?”

Charlie hesitated, glancing at Vaggie, who offered her a slight shrug. The kind of shrug that meant, You’re the leader—this one’s on you. Charlie sighed softly, leaning forward to place her mug on the table.

“It’s… a long story,” she started, her voice quieter than she meant it to be. “But I guess the short version is, we’ve been on the road for a while. Trying to find some place to rest up.”

Rosie nodded, her expression as gentle and patient as ever. “Well, you’ve certainly come a long way. And you’ve got quite the group with you. Strong personalities, I’d say.” She glanced at Alastor, her smile turning amused. “Especially you.”

Alastor’s grin widened, and he gave a slight bow from his seat. “Oh, my dear. I do aim to leave an impression.”

Charlie didn’t want to leave the lounge. The tea was warm, the chairs were reasonably comfortable, and for a moment, it felt like the world wasn’t as broken as it actually was. But Rosie stood up with that same unshakable cheer, brushing nonexistent dust off her coat as she spoke.

“All right, then,” she said, setting her empty mug on the table. “Veronica, be a dear and head back to your post. Let Captain Carmine know our newcomers have arrived safe and sound, would you?”

Veronica, who had been leaning against the wall and watching the group with a quiet, assessing gaze, gave a curt nod. “On it,” she said, pushing off and heading for the door.

Rosie turned back to the group, clasping her hands together. “Now, before we move on, there’s just one little thing we need to take care of.” Her tone was light, but the words made Charlie sit up straighter.

“Little thing?” Vaggie asked.

Rosie nodded, gesturing toward the door. “Weapons. It’s our policy here in Willowbend that only the guards and the Captain’s soldiers carry them. It’s how we’ve kept things peaceful and safe within the walls. You’ll follow Veronica to the front desk, where we’ll keep them secure elsewhere for you.”

Angel sat up, his eyes narrowing. “Wait, you’re telling us to hand over our weapons? The ones that have literally kept us alive out there?”

Rosie’s smile didn’t waver. “I understand your concern, truly. But I promise you, this place has proven itself safe time and again. We’ve kept the peace by sticking to this rule. No exceptions.”

Charlie felt the tension ripple through the group. Her gaze darted to Vaggie, who looked like she was already calculating the odds of talking their way out of this—or fighting their way out, if it came to that.

“Look,” Rosie continued, her voice softening, “I know it’s a lot to ask. Trust isn’t easy to come by these days. But if y’all want to stay, this is how we do things. You can always leave, of course, but I’d hate to see you go before you’ve even had a chance to rest properly.”

Charlie exchanged glances with Vaggie, Angel, Niffty and finally Alastor, whose expression was unreadable behind his ever-present grin. It wasn’t an easy decision, but it’s clear for Charlie that Rosie wasn’t implying a suggestion—it was a rule.

She let out a slow breath. “Fine,” she said reluctantly. “We’ll… surrender our weapons.”

Rosie’s smile returned in full force, warm and reassuring. “Thank you. I promise, your weapons will be kept safe and returned to you if you decide to leave.”

The group followed Veronica out of the lounge and back through the halls, the earlier comfort of the tea fading with each step. The main area by the reception desk was quiet, save for the faint sound of voices echoing from somewhere deeper in the building. Veronica stopped by a desk and gestured toward it, “Go ahead.”

Charlie hesitated before unhooking the crowbar from the loop on her pack followed by her holster belt that carries her pistol and a knife. It felt wrong—like giving away a piece of herself. She placed it on the counter with a quiet thud, stepping aside to let the others do the same.

Angel took longer, eyeing Veronica like she might try to double-cross them. “This better not come back to bite us,” he muttered, reluctantly handing over his Tommy gun.

Vaggie was the last to surrender her weapons, her hand lingering on the hilt of her retracted spear for just a moment before she set it down.

“Thank you,” Veronica started to arrange the array of weapons. “Now, Rosie’s waiting for you by the stairs. Don’t keep her waiting.”

Niffty lingered by the desk, her eyes narrowing slightly as she tilted her head. “So, uh, where exactly are you keeping all these weapons? Just curious, you know. For peace of mind.” Her voice was sweet but there was an edge of suspicion beneath it.

Veronica didn’t even blink. “That’s none of your business.”

Angel bristled immediately, stepping forward with a sharp laugh that wasn’t entirely friendly. “None of our business? These are our weapons we’re talking about. I think we’ve got every damn right to know where you’re stashing them, sweetheart.”

Veronica’s gaze locked onto Angel, unflinching. “Your rights stop at the edge of our walls. You want to stay here, you follow our rules. You don’t like it? Then get the hell out.”

The tension in the air thickened like a storm cloud. Angel’s hands twitched at his sides, and Charlie recognized the look in his eyes—frustration that usually led to trouble.

“Angel, don’t,” Charlie stepped between him and Veronica before the situation could spiral. She placed a hand on his chest, firm enough to stop him in his tracks.

He glanced down at her, his expression hard.

“Look,” Charlie continued, keeping her voice calm. “I know this sucks. I don’t like it either. But we’re in their territory. If we want to stick around, we have to play by their rules. Just… don’t do something stupid, okay? Please.”

Angel’s jaw tightened, and Charlie thought he might brush past her anyway. But then he exhaled sharply, his shoulders sagging as he took a step back.

“Fine,” he muttered. “But I’m not happy about it.”

“I know,” Charlie said quietly, giving him a small, grateful nod before turning back to Veronica.

Veronica’s stance hadn’t changed, though her eyes flicked to Charlie with a hint of acknowledgment. “Smart move,” she flatly said as she started to gather up their weapons in a police bag.

Charlie glanced back at the group, her gaze lingering on Angel for a moment longer before she motioned for them to follow.

Rosie was waiting at the base of the staircase, her expression calm and patient as though she hadn’t heard a word of the exchange. Her hands clasped together as they approached. “Ah, there you are! I hope that little process didn’t sour the mood too much. I know it’s not easy parting with your weapons, but I promise, you’ll sleep better knowing everyone here is on even footing.”

Charlie offered a tight smile, but her thoughts lingered on the exchange with Veronica. Vaggie, however, remained expressionless, her gaze analytical as Rosie turned and began leading them up the staircase.

“Now, as I was saying earlier, Willowbend is a place built on community,” Rosie explained as they ascended. “We look out for each other, and we each contribute in our own way. No freeloaders here, no sir. Everyone pulls their weight.”

Vaggie then politely asked. “How many people live here?”

Rosie glanced back over her shoulder, her expression not faltering but her pause just noticeable enough to feel intentional. “Oh, we’ve got a modest little community. At least more ir less twenty people, give or take. Folks come and go, of course, but we’re always happy to welcome new faces.”

“A few dozen?” Vaggie’s brow furrowed. “Seems like a big place for so few people.”

Rosie chuckled softly, her boots clicking against the scuffed floor as they reached the top of the stairs. “Well, we’re not cramped, that’s for sure. Plenty of room to grow. And trust me, a smaller group’s easier to manage. Don’t you think?”

Vaggie didn’t answer immediately, her lips pressing into a thin line. Charlie shot her a look—reminding her not to push too hard—but Vaggie’s focus remained on Rosie.

“How do you keep it so organized?” Vaggie pressed. “With so many people coming and going, I mean. Don’t you ever worry about resources running out?”

Rosie stopped at a door and pushed it open, leading them into another repurposed classroom. This one had been turned into a communal sleeping area, a spacious room lined with rows of neatly arranged cots and personal belongings. Each had a folded blanket at the foot and a pillow that looked far cleaner than anything Charlie had seen in months. The air has a faint scent of the damn bleach.

“We’ve got good systems in place,” Rosie replied lightly, walking into the room and motioning for the group to follow. “Susan keeps meticulous records of our food supplies, Franklin’s a wizard when it comes to finding what we need, and everyone knows their role. It’s a well-oiled machine.”

She gestured toward the cots. “This is where most of our newcomers stay until they settle in. Nice and cozy. And just through there,” she pointed to a door at the far end, “you’ll find the washrooms. Hot water’s limited, but we make do.”

Charlie stepped into the room, her eyes scanning the space. The cots were clean, almost too clean, and the faint scent of bleach lingered in the air again. It was unsettling in a way she couldn’t quite place—like the cleanliness was hiding something. But from what?

“Do you have rules about leaving?” Vaggie asked suddenly, her arms crossed as she leaned against the doorframe.

Rosie turned to her, her smile unwavering. “Rules about leaving? Not at all. Folks are free to come and go as they please. We’re not a prison, dear.”

“And yet, no one ever seems to leave.”

“Well, why would they want to? This is a safe haven, after all. Safer than anything out there.”

Charlie stepped in. “Vaggie just means it’s… unusual. Most places we’ve come across don’t have this kind of stability.”

Rosie nodded, her expression turning sympathetic. “I can understand why it might seem that way. But trust is the foundation here, and trust builds stability. We’re all working toward the same goal—survival. When you’ve got that kind of unity, everything else falls into place.”

Vaggie didn’t look convinced, but she didn’t press further as Rosie gestured for them to follow her out of the room.

“Come now,” Rosie said cheerfully. “There’s still more to see. I haven’t shown you the dining hall yet. Susan will be setting up for lunch soon, and let me tell you, you’re in for a treat.”

As the group filed out, Charlie caught Vaggie’s eye and gave her a small shake of the head. Vaggie exhaled sharply through her nose, but she relented, falling into step beside Charlie as Rosie led them farther down the hallway.

Rosie continued leading the group down the hallway, her voice lilting with a storyteller’s cadence that made her words feel like pieces of a long-treasured history.

“Now, Willowbend,” she began, “used to be just an ordinary refugee camp thanks to the mayor, bless his soul, when the world went to hell in a handbasket. It is a beacon for folks in Philadelphia. Lord knows it wasn’t an easy time—people scared, hungry, no clue what tomorrow might bring.”

They turned a corner, and Rosie gestured toward a large set of double doors, though she didn’t open them. “This used to be where everyone crammed together, shoulder to shoulder, trying to figure out what to do next. It wasn’t fancy, but it was shelter. And sometimes, that’s all you need to hold on a little longer.”

Her voice softened slightly, almost reverent. “Course, that was before we got the news that the government had fallen. Two weeks in, and suddenly, there wasn’t anyone left to call for help. We realized then that we only had each other.”

“Months went by,” Rosie continued, leading them toward another set of stairs. “And, Lord, we lost so many good people in those early days. Hunger was the worst of it. It gnawed at folks, made them desperate. Loot runs were a gamble—sometimes you’d come back with supplies, sometimes you wouldn’t come back at all.”

She paused at the top of the stairs, turning to face the group with an almost somber expression. “We had to get creative, had to be resourceful. Started planting crops out back—corn, beans, potatoes, you name it. Even managed to rescue some cattle before the infected got to them. Took a while, but we got ourselves self-sustaining. No more famine, no more wondering where the next meal was coming from.”

“That… must’ve been quite the operation,” Charlie said, her voice soft.

Rosie nodded, a hint of pride returning to her smile. “It was. Still is. But we didn’t do it alone. Captain Carmine and what was left of the U.S. Army came through during those early months. They gave us the manpower we needed to secure this place, shared what supplies they could spare, and when we started growing our own food, we made sure to give back. Kept them well-fed so they could keep protecting us. Dear God, Captain Carmine and her crew have been a massive help.”

The group followed her into a wide hallway lined with more doors, some open to reveal storage rooms, others closed and silent.

Rosie led the group down a narrow staircase, her chatter still flowing as they descended. The faint hum of voices and the distant clatter of dishes grew louder with each step. When they reached the bottom, Rosie pushed open a set of heavy double doors, revealing the gymnasium.

Charlie blinked, momentarily stunned by the transformation. What might have once been a place of squeaking sneakers and echoing shouts was now a dining hall. A long, polished table stretched through the center of the room, surrounded by an assortment of mismatched chairs—some ornate and cushioned, others plain and wooden. The table itself was set with a surprising attention to detail: mismatched plates, shining silverware, and folded napkins.

The gym’s high walls were draped with colorful fabric, softening the harshness of the space. Overhead, strings of twinkling fairy lights illuminated the room, casting a warm glow that almost made it feel like a banquet hall.

The scent of something savory wafted through the area—meaty, maybe—and Charlie felt her stomach rumble despite herself.

“Welcome to our dining hall for newcomers,” Rosie announced proudly, stepping into the room. She gestured toward the table with a flourish. “This is where we welcome every soul who finds their way to Willowbend. Your first two meals here are special—an introduction to our little slice of civilization.”

Charlie’s eyes wandered over the space. It was undeniably beautiful, but something about it felt... off. The table wasn’t nearly big enough to seat an entire community. The gym itself, despite its size, had been partitioned with folding dividers, cutting off parts of the room. It felt like a space designed to impress rather than accommodate.

Rosie noticed Charlie’s lingering gaze and smiled knowingly. “We started this tradition months ago when Captain Carmine brought in the first wave of newcomers. After everything people endure out there,” she said, her voice softening, “what better way to show hospitality than a warm, welcoming meal? Susan and her chefs outdo themselves every time.”

“Do you do this for everyone?” Vaggie asked skeptically as she traced a finger along the back of one of the chairs.

Rosie’s smile didn’t falter. “Of course. Every newcomer gets their first taste of Willowbend here. It’s our way of setting the tone. Survival may be our goal, but dignity and kindness are how we achieve it.”

“And after the two meals?” Charlie glancing around the limited seating again.

Rosie clasped her hands together, her expression brightening. “After that, you’ll join the community meals in the main dining hall. But tonight—ah, tonight is special. Dinner comes with a toast, led by yours truly, to formally welcome you into our fold.”

“A toast?” Vaggie raised a brow.

“It’s tradition,” Rosie replied, her tone light but firm. “We believe in marking the moments that matter. Joining us here is the beginning of something new, something better.”

Charlie exchanged a brief glance with Vaggie, who looked unimpressed. Vaggie’s arms crossed again, her body language guarded as Rosie ushered them toward the table.

“Now,” Rosie continued, her voice brightening again, “why don’t you take a seat? Susan and her team should be bringing out lunch any moment now. I guarantee you’ll be impressed.”

Charlie hesitated but eventually moved toward one of the chairs, her fingers brushing against the polished wood as she sat. Something about all this felt too polished. But for now, her curiosity outweighs her unease.

Charlie settled into a chair near the middle of the table, the wood smooth and surprisingly comfortable under her touch. She dropped her pack to the floor beside her, the thud muffled by the thick rugs that covered the gym floor. Vaggie slid into the seat next to her, her own pack resting at her feet.

Charlie glanced at her, catching the tight line of her mouth and the way her arms stayed crossed even as she sat. Vaggie’s gaze flitted around the room, like she was cataloging every detail for later.

Leaning in slightly, Vaggie whispered, her voice low enough that only Charlie could hear, “I need to tell everyone something after lunch. When we’re alone.”

Charlie straightened a little, her pulse quickening at Vaggie’s tone. It wasn’t panic exactly, but something told Charlie this wasn’t minor. She nodded, keeping her expression neutral so as not to draw Rosie’s attention.

“We’ll talk,” Charlie whispered back. “After lunch. I’ll ask Rosie if we can have some time alone in the sleeping quarters.”

Vaggie exhaled slowly, her tense shoulders relaxing just enough to be noticeable. She reached out under the table and gave Charlie’s thigh a quick squeeze—a small gesture of reassurance.

“Thank you,” Vaggie murmured, her lips barely moving.

Charlie placed her hand briefly over Vaggie’s, giving her a soft smile. “We’ll get through this.”

Vaggie nodded, her guarded demeanor cracking just enough to let a flicker of trust show. She settled back in her chair, her eye still scanning the room, but her hand lingered briefly on Charlie’s thigh before withdrawing.

Rosie returned to the table, her smile as bright as ever. “Ah, here comes the first course!” she announced, stepping aside as a pair of servers appeared pushing metal carts into the room, their wheels squeaking faintly against the polished gym floor. On the carts sat steaming bowls of soup, the aroma of roasted tomatoes, herbs, and a medley of vegetables. Glass pitchers of water, their surfaces beaded with condensation, rested beside stacks of mismatched ceramic soup spoons.

Charlie straightened in her seat, her attention shifting toward the food. Her stomach tightened in anticipation just how long it had been since she’d had anything resembling a proper meal.

The servers moved carefully on placing bowls in front of each person at the table. The tomato-base soup was a deep red, its surface dotted with flecks of herbs and floating pieces of diced vegetables and small bits of dark looking meat. The portions were carefully measured—rationed, Charlie realized—but the presentation was undeniably inviting.

Rosie, ever the gracious host, stood at the head of the table, her hands clasped together as she watched the servers distribute the bowls. “This soup,” she began, “is made with fresh tomatoes from our greenhouse, carrots, and celery from our gardens, and a touch of rosemary for that extra layer of flavor. The meat? That’s chicken thighs, courtesy of our wonderful butcher. We try to make every meal here both nourishing and satisfying. Susan and her team are true artists in the kitchen. I think you’ll find this soup to be a welcome change from the... less appetizing meals you may have endured out there.”

The servers finished setting down the last bowl and poured water into mismatched glasses before stepping back toward the carts. Rosie motioned for everyone to begin, her smile encouraging.

“Go on,” she urged. “We want you to feel at home here, and there’s no better way to start than with a warm meal.”

Charlie glanced around the table. Vaggie hadn’t touched her spoon yet; her arms were still crossed, and her gaze flicked toward Rosie before settling on Charlie. Angel, seated a few chairs down, was staring at the soup with a mix of suspicion and longing. Even both Alastor and Niffty, uncharacteristically quiet, seemed hesitant to make the first move.

No one seemed willing to take the first sip.

With a small sigh, Charlie reached for her ceramic soup spoon. She dipped it into the soup, scooping up a small amount of broth along with a piece of carrot and a tiny bit of meat.

She lifted the spoon to her lips and took a cautious sip. The warmth spread across her tongue, and to her surprise, the soup was… good. Really good. The flavors were rich and savory, the tang of the tomatoes balanced perfectly by the sweetness of the vegetables and the earthiness of the rosemary. The chicken was tender, adding a satisfying heartiness to the dish.

Charlie blinked as she swallowed and set the spoon back into the bowl, glancing down at the soup as if to confirm what she’d just tasted.

“It’s... good,” she confirms, her voice quiet but genuine. She look up to find Rosie beaming at her. “It’s delicious.”

Encouraged by Charlie’s reaction, the others at the table began to tentatively lift their spoons, each of them testing the soup in their own way while Charlie took another spoonful, the warmth of the soup chasing away some of the tension in her chest.

Rosie beamed, clearly pleased. “See? A little taste of Willowbend’s hospitality. Go on, eat up. There’s more to come.”

Moments later, the group finished their soups. Every bowl was empty, scraped clean of even the smallest vegetable morsel. Hunger had overtaken hesitation, and the freshly cooked meal had been a much-needed reprieve from days of scavenged scraps and canned goods.

Rosie clapped her hands together, her excitement almost tangible. “And now,” she announced with a flourish, “for the best part: the main course!”

The double doors opened again, and the same servers from before entered, pushing carts laden with new dishes. This time, it was ceramic plates. But what caught everyone’s attention was the centerpiece: a large platter of grilled pork, its edges perfectly seared and glistening with juices. The aroma of smoky meat mingled with the buttery scent of something else—potato gnocchi, Charlie realized, as her gaze fell on the accompanying dishes.

Rosie gestured toward the platter as the servers began their tasks. One carefully collected the empty soup bowls and returned them to the cart, while the other took up a carving knife, slicing the grilled pork into five even portions. Each slice was laid over a bed of golden-brown potato gnocchi, which was dotted with flecks of fresh parsley and drizzled with what looked like a creamy garlic sauce.

“This,” Rosie said, “is a meal that showcases the very best of Willowbend’s resources. The pork comes from our herd—raised right here, of course. The gnocchi, made fresh by Susan’s team, is crafted from potatoes we harvested just last week. It’s a rare treat, I assure you.”

Charlie’s plate was the first to be set down in front of her. The presentation was stunning: the pork slice was arranged at an angle atop the gnocchi, with a small sprig of parsley nestled against the meat like it was posing for a culinary magazine.

For a moment, Charlie just stared, her mind flashing back when she and Vaggie would go out for fancy dinners in New York City. Charlie could almost see herself again, sitting across from Vaggie in a dimly lit restaurant, candlelight reflecting in Vaggie’s amber eye as she teased Charlie about always ordering something too expensive. She always paid for those dinners, of course, brushing off Vaggie’s protests with a smile and a “Why not?”

Now, sitting in a repurposed gymnasium with mismatched plates and the faint hum of generators in the background, the memory felt like its from a distant world. Yet, the familiarity of the beautifully presented food brought a bittersweet warmth to her chest.

Vaggie, seated beside her, seemed to notice the shift in Charlie’s expression. “What?” she whispers, leaning in slightly.

“Just… thinking about those dinners we used to have,” Charlie replied equally soft. “Back when we didn’t have to ration every fucking bite.”

Vaggie smiled faintly. “Yeah,” she murmured. “Except this time, we’re not the ones paying for it.”

Charlie picked up her fork and knife, hesitating for only a moment before cutting into the pork. The meat was really tender, her knife sliding through it with ease. She speared a piece of pork and a pillow of gnocchi onto her fork, lifting it to her mouth.

The flavors hit all at once: the smoky richness of the pork, the buttery softness of the gnocchi, and the subtle hint of garlic in the sauce. For a moment, Charlie closed her eyes, letting herself savor it.

It was incredible.

As Charlie chewed, the savory flavors grounded her in the present. For the first time in weeks—maybe months—she let herself relax, even if it was just for a moment with the swallow.


1:21 pm

The servers swept through the dining hall reclaiming empty plates and used utensils. Glasses of water were refilled without a word. Charlie leaned back slightly in her chair, her stomach full for the first time in what felt like ages.

Rosie clapped her hands together. “Well, it seems everyone is quite satisfied with lunch. And let me assure you, dinner will be even more special. We like to make every meal a little celebration here at Willowbend.”

The group exchanged glances, their expressions a mix of wary curiosity and quiet exhaustion. Charlie finished the last of her water and set the glass down, the coolness lingering on her fingertips.

“Rosie,” she started, “is there a place where we can rest for a bit? It’s been… a long road.”

Rosie’s smile softened. “Of course,” she said, nodding. “You’ve all been through so much to get here. Rest is the least we can offer.” She gestured toward the door. “Come with me. I’ll guide you back to the sleeping quarters.”

With that, Rosie led the group out of the dining hall and back up the staircase they had descended earlier.

“As you noticed, it’s quiet during the day,” Rosie explained, leading them to a corner of the sleeping quarters, “Most of our people are working or finishing their lunch breaks. You’ll have the space to yourselves for now.”

Charlie set her pack down beside the nearest cot and the others followed suit. Angel flopped onto a cot dramatically, his arms spread wide like he’d just finished running a marathon. “If this is what exhaustion feels like, sign me the fuck up for a nap competition,” he muttered, his voice muffled by the pillow.

Once everyone was settled, Rosie excused herself with a gentle reminder to take their time and rest. As the door clicked shut behind her, Charlie exhaled, the tension she hadn’t realized she’d been holding loosening ever so slightly.

Vaggie moved closer to her, her steps deliberate. “Okay,” she said, her voice low but firm, “we need to talk. Now.”

Charlie nodded, glancing at the others. Alastor, Niffty, and Angel instinctively shifted into a loose circle. Charlie crouched on the floor, folding her legs beneath her as Vaggie sat down beside her.

Vaggie folded her arms across her chest, her expression tight. Her single amber eye flicked between the group, settling briefly on Charlie before she spoke.

“I’m gonna be straightforward,” she began. “I don’t trust Willowbend. Not one bit.”

Charlie tilted her head slightly, her brows knitting together. “Why?”

Vaggie gestured vaguely around the room. “Do you not find it strange? A place this big, with resources to spare, but barely any people around? This is a massive settlement—big enough to house an entire town—but we’ve seen, what, a handful of people tops?”

Angel sat up, rubbing his face. “Okay, yeah, I noticed that too. It’s like a ghost town but with better interior decorating.”

“And surrendering our weapons,” Vaggie continued. “They didn’t just ask us to keep them holstered like Captain Carmine or leave them outside the dining hall—they confiscated them. What kind of place that claims to be all about dignity and kindness feels the need to disarm everyone?”

Alastor tilted his head. “A cautious one, perhaps.”

Vaggie’s lips pressed into a tight line. “And the smell. The whole fucking place reeks of bleach. You noticed that, right? It’s not just the sleeping quarters—it’s everywhere. Like they’re trying too hard to keep this place clean. Almost like they’re covering something up.”

Charlie frowned, leaning forward slightly. “Maybe they’re just careful? I mean, sanitation’s important, especially with so many people living in close quarters.”

Niffty perked up. “Oh, it’s true! Bleach is great for cleaning, but you know what else it’s great for? Covering up blood.”

The room fell into a brief, uncomfortable silence. Charlie blinked at Niffty, her brain trying to process the remark.

Niffty didn’t seem fazed. In fact, she leaned forward, her hands animated as she continued. “That’s actually how I got caught, you know. The bleach. It was my fatal mistake! I used way too much, and the investigators knew right away something was off. If I’d just dialed it back a bit—”

“Whoa, whoa, whoa,” Angel interrupted, holding up his hands. “Are you seriously saying we should be worried because this place smells like your fucking crime scene?”

Niffty shrugged, unbothered. “I mean, I’m just saying it’s weird. It’s really weird. And it’s not just the smell. Did anyone else notice that Rosie keeps steering us away from certain areas? Like the kitchen? Or that greenhouse out back?”

Charlie’s brow furrowed as she considered it. Now that Niffty mentioned it, Rosie had always seemed to lead them on a specific path—never deviating, never inviting them to explore.

“I did notice,” Charlie admitted. “She didn’t even mention the greenhouse when we passed by it earlier. It’s like… there are parts of this place she doesn’t want us to see.”

“Exactly!” Niffty snapped her fingers. “I wanted to see their gardening setup—they’re growing all that fresh food somehow, right?”

Alastor chuckled softly. “Ah, the art of misdirection… it does make one wonder what secrets this place may be hiding.”

Vaggie let out a frustrated groan, rubbing her temples. “This just keeps getting damn worse. Between the bleach, the empty spaces, and now this… I don’t like it. Not one bit.”

Charlie exhaled, her gaze dropping to the floor. Her instincts told her to give people the benefit of the doubt, to believe in the good in others. But the mounting evidence with the strange gaps in Rosie’s hospitality, the eerie cleanliness, the lack of transparency… it was hard to ignore.

“So what do we do?” she asked.

Alastor chuckled lightly. “My, my, what an unnecessary fuss over such a lovely woman and her charming settlement. I see no reason to unravel this hospitality with needless investigation. Rosie has been nothing but gracious, and it would be terribly rude to repay her kindness with suspicion.”

Vaggie narrowed her eye at him, her lips tightening. “We’re talking about our safety, Alastor. What happens if we don’t investigate and something goes wrong? We don’t have our weapons. If this place turns out to be a trap, we’ll be sitting ducks.”

Alastor smiled, but there was a sharpness to it. “And what happens if you do get caught snooping? No dinner for us, perhaps. Or worse, an unceremonious exile for everyone. Wouldn’t that be a shame after all we’ve endured?”

Vaggie’s jaw tightened. “You, of all people, should know better. Out of everyone here, you know more than a thing or two about manipulating people with flowery bullshit.” She jabbed a finger at him. “You can recognize it when you see it.”

Alastor gave an exaggerated shrug, clearly unbothered. “Oh, I recognize it just fine. But do recall, dear Valeria, that we’ve been trudging through a harsh winter for nearly two months now. A warm place with a roof, food, and drink isn’t something to be squandered just because you’re feeling paranoid.”

Vaggie clicked her tongue, leaning forward. “Right. Just because Rosie’s sucking your dick doesn’t mean you should let your guard down and get us all killed.”

The room went utterly still.

Alastor’s smile faltered for the briefest moment, his discomfort is obviously clear.

“Enough!” Charlie’s voice rang out, startling everyone. She looked between them. “This isn’t helping. We’re all fucking tired even though its just early afternoon. We’re all on edge. Fighting with each other isn’t going to make this place safer, or clearer, or anything.”

Vaggie leaned back slightly, crossing her arms, though her expression remained tense. Alastor smoothed his jacket, as if brushing off the comment, but his silence spoke volumes.

Charlie took a deep breath, steadying herself. “We’ll keep our eyes open. Stay alert, but don’t act impulsively. If we see something that really doesn’t sit right, we’ll handle it together. Agreed?”

Vaggie hesitated, then gave a reluctant nod. Alastor simply inclined his head, his usual theatrical flair muted.

Angel lets out his exaggerated sigh, lying back on the cot again. “Can we all just take a nap now? This drama is exhausting, and I haven’t even left the damn room.”

Notes:

the decision in making the dinner sequence in a next chapter is last minute as the pacing is a bit too fast, so :^)

Chapter 31: The Last Supper

Summary:

Their once-in-a-lifetime, exquisite dinner experience in the apocalypse.

Notes:

chapter title is based from the renaissance painting by none other than Leonardo da Vinci

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

It was almost dinner time, and the air inside the sleeping quarters was thick with the kind of silence (and fucking bleach) that only came after exhaustion had settled in. Most of the group had given in to their fatigue, sprawled across the cots and lost in a dreamless, heavy sleep. But at the far end of the room, past the thick curtain acting as a divider, Charlie and Vaggie were quietly keeping to themselves in the washroom.

The washroom was surprisingly well-equipped—by post-apocalyptic standards, anyway. A large basin with a shiny, recently-installed faucet sat against the wall. Someone must built an entire piping system throughout the school, an impressive feat considering classrooms weren’t supposed to have sinks in the first place.

Vaggie dipped her hands into the cold water, her fingers tightening reflexively against the chill. She scrubbed at her face, her mind wandering to Pentious and Odette back at the museum. They would’ve appreciated this setup, she thought. Pentious would’ve probably launched into some long-winded explanation about how the piping worked, while Odette might’ve just marveled at the sheer absurdity of it.

As she switched places with Charlie, letting her take her turn at the basin, her thoughts turned darker. Surrendering our weapons was a mistake, Vaggie told herself for the hundredth time. She wiped her face with the edge of her short sleeve, her eye narrowing as she considered the consequences. Hell, Charlie even handed over her holster belt, and with it, the damn hand radio—the only way they could communicate with Husk and the others back at the museum.

Her grip on the edge of the basin tightened, but her brooding thoughts were abruptly cut off when a pair of cold, wet pale hands wrapped around her waist. She jolted slightly, but the embrace was familiar, and when she looked up, she saw Charlie’s reflection in the surprisingly clean mirror above the sink.

Charlie stood behind her, her chin resting lightly on Vaggie’s head. Her arms tightened, pulling Vaggie closer, as if she could physically will away whatever troubled her.

“What are you thinking about?” Charlie asked softly, her voice warm and worried.

Vaggie hesitated, her gaze flickering between their reflections and the faucet still dripping faintly. “The others,” she admitted finally, leaning back slightly into Charlie’s embrace. “Pentious, Cherri, Husk, the baby… everyone back at the museum. I hope they’re okay.”

Charlie’s reflection frowned, her eyebrows knitting together. “They’ll be okay,” she said, though the uncertainty in her voice betrayed her.

Vaggie sighed, her breath fogging up the mirror slightly. “I keep thinking about that radio. If something happens, we can’t even warn them. Or check in. It was stupid to give it up.”

Charlie didn’t argue. Instead, she pressed a kiss to the top of Vaggie’s head, her arms never loosening and adjusting to make her cheek now resting against the top of the brunette’s head.

“Well, I’ve been thinking,” she started softly, “that after dinner… we should leave.”

Vaggie turned her head slightly, her gaze snapping up to meet Charlie’s reflection in the mirror. “Wait, what?” she asked in surprise.

Charlie didn’t flinch, though her grip around Vaggie’s waist tightened. “I trust your instincts about this place,” she admitted. “You’ve been saying it’s sketchy as fuck since we got here, and I think you’re right. Something doesn’t sit right with me either. It’s too clean, too perfect, too… curated. Like it’s all for show.”

Vaggie blinked, caught off guard by the confession. “You think Rosie would just let us go?”

“That’s the plan,” Charlie replied with a small, forced laugh. “Hopefully, they’ll even throw in some food for the road. They’ve been so ‘generous’ so far; it’d be rude not to, right?”

Vaggie’s eye narrowed slightly. “Rosie doesn’t know about D.C., though… right?”

Charlie shook her head, her cheek brushing against Vaggie’s hair. “Nope. And she doesn’t need to. It’s not about trusting or not trusting her—it’s just none of her business. Who gives a shit where we’re going except for us?”

Vaggie hummed in agreement, her thumb absently stroking over Charlie’s stump by her right hand. The skin there was soft but roughened at the edges. She glanced down, her gaze catching on the contrast between her own hand, adorned with a modest diamond ring, and Charlie’s bare one.

The sight sparked a memory, and she reached into the small pouch at her hip. She pulled out a gold ring, simple but polished to a gentle shine, and held it up for Charlie to see.

“Hey,” Vaggie said, turning slightly in Charlie’s embrace so she could meet her eyes directly. “Remember how I said I’d get you a ring one day? To make it official for both of us?”

Charlie’s gaze dropped to the ring in Vaggie’s fingers, her eyes widening. “You didn’t,” she whispered, a soft, disbelieving smile tugging at the corner of her mouth.

“Oh, I did,” Vaggie replied, smirking. “Well, technically, I had a little help.”

Charlie tilted her head. “What do you mean?”

Vaggie glanced at the ring in her hand before chuckling softly. “The captain noticed. You, always gesturing around with your bare hand while mine’s flashing this little diamond.” She lifted her left hand slightly in emphasis, the ring catching the dim washroom light. “She said if you two are really married, you should at least look like it. So, she gave me this.”

Charlie blinked. “You’re kidding.”

“Not even a little,” Vaggie said, grinning. “She just slipped it off her own finger and handed it over, like it was no big deal. Said it was ‘too plain’ for her taste anyway. Which, honestly, tracks.”

Charlie laughed, her smile spreading wide. “So what, does that make her our ring bearer? Should we call her to officiate the next time she’s around?”

“I’d say she’s more of a backup jeweler than a ring bearer. But sure, next time we see her, I’ll hand her a bouquet and let her announce us for old times’ sake.”

Vaggie held the ring delicately, then reached for Charlie’s right hand, her thumb brushing gently over the pale skin near her stump.

"Let’s make it official," Vaggie took Charlie’s hand, carefully aligning the ring with her right ring finger. As she started to slip it on, Charlie hesitated, her brows knitting together.

“Wait,” Charlie blurted, her voice catching just slightly. “You know… wearing a ring on your right hand like that can sometimes mean… um…”

Vaggie paused, her hand still holding Charlie’s, “Mean what?”

Charlie shifted nervously, her grip on Vaggie’s waist faltering slightly. “It’s, uh, just this random thing I noticed. When someone wears their wedding ring on their right hand, it usually means they’re… a widow. Or a widower. Like, uh… I noticed my dad started wearing his on his right hand after Mom… you know.”

The words hung in the air for a moment, and Vaggie froze, her expression shifting from confusion to clarity. Without a word, she pulled the ring back and gently reached for Charlie’s left hand instead.

Charlie’s eyes widened. “No, it’s okay,” she said quickly. “I didn’t mean— It’s just something I remembered. You don’t have to—”

“Why would you say it’s okay,” Vaggie interrupted, “when you’re the one who brought it up in the first place?”

Charlie opened her mouth to respond but stumbled over her words, her thoughts spilling out in a hurried stream. “I—I don’t know, I wasn’t saying it has to mean that! It just… crossed my mind! Like, I remembered seeing it, and it stuck, you know? Like how my dad… after Mom passed, he—uh—he’d just wear it there because—”

Vaggie cut her off with a soft kiss to the back of her left hand, grounding Charlie instantly. “I don’t want anyone thinking you’re a widow, Charlie. Ever.”

Charlie’s nervous babbling faded, her eyes softening as Vaggie slipped the ring onto her left ring finger. The simple gold band settled perfectly into place, and Vaggie held Charlie’s hand for a moment longer, her thumb brushing over the ring.

“There,” Vaggie said. “That’s where it belongs.”

Charlie stared down at their hands, her mouth opening slightly as if to say something, but no words came out. Instead, her gaze softened, her lips curving into a quiet, almost shy smile.

“Yeah,” she murmured finally, her voice low and full of warmth. “It is.”

Vaggie lifted their joined hands slightly so they could both see the matching rings. “Now it’s official. No mismatched signals. No misunderstandings.”

Charlie laughed softly. “I think you just wanted to make sure everyone knew I’m taken.”

“Damn right.”

Vaggie pressed a soft kiss to Charlie’s left hand, lingering for a moment before meeting her wife’s gaze with a small, satisfied smile. But just as the moment settled into something comfortable and serene, a sharp, tinny brrrring from across the room shattered the quiet.

The sound of the analog alarm clock ringing out was sudden and jarring. Both women jumped slightly, their heads snapping toward the source of the noise.

From beyond the curtain came the unmistakable groggy voice of Angel. “For fuck’s sake, someone kill that thing!” he groaned, his voice muffled and heavy with sleep. This was followed by a loud, clumsy slam of what sounded like a hand hitting wood—or maybe the clock itself—as Angel’s exasperated protests carried on. “I’m tryin’ to sleep here! Who the hell set it for now?”

Charlie stifled a giggle, her hand instinctively moving to cover her mouth. Vaggie, on the other hand, sighed deeply, her shoulders sagging as she turned back to her wife.

“Well,” Vaggie said dryly. “I guess it’s dinner time.”

Charlie shook her head as she reached for the small hand towel hanging by the basin. “And our cue to join the others.”


Vaggie tugged her field shirt straight before slipping into her jacket. Beside her, Charlie was pulling on her coat. The action was casual, mundane even.

They didn’t say much as they filed out of the sleeping quarters, following the faint stir of voices and footsteps down the hallway. The air carried the scent of something vaguely edible, though “edible” was a generous term these days. As they stepped into the dimly lit corridor, Charlie brushed her hand against Vaggie’s—a small gesture, almost imperceptible, but enough to tether them together.

And there she was. Rosie.

She stood in the center of the hallway, her back straight and her posture impossibly composed, like she was preparing to deliver a monologue or something. Her dress—a floral number that flowed all the way to her ankles and of course, Rosie had a thing for making things feel intentional like the flowers on her dress weren’t just flowers; they were a damn statement, Vaggie thought.

“Ah, there you are,” Rosie greeted warmly. Her eyes swept over the group, pausing briefly on Charlie and Vaggie. “I trust you’ve had a chance to rest?”

Charlie offered one of her signature smiles—soft, careful, and just the right amount of polite. “We did, thank you.”

Rosie’s lips curved into something that wasn’t quite a smile. “I’m glad to hear that. Dinner’s already prepared for our lovely newcomers. I do hope y’all enjoy what we’ve put together. It’s not every day we get such fine company.”

She turned on her heel, gesturing for the group to follow. The soft floral fabric of her dress swayed. Vaggie exchanged a quick glance with Charlie before falling in line, their boots echoing faintly against the tiled floor as they walked down the hallway.

They descended a narrow staircase, the faint hum of conversation growing louder with each step. When they reached the bottom, Rosie paused briefly, smoothing her dress before leading them toward the double doors of the gym. Vaggie’s attention was immediately drawn to the two armed guards stationed on either side of the doorway.

The guards stood stiff, their eyes scanning the group with the kind of detachment that made Vaggie’s stomach twist. Each carried an M27 rifle slung across their chest, a holstered pistol at their hip, and—because apparently that wasn’t enough—a machete strapped to their thighs. Vaggie’s eye narrowed slightly as she assessed them. Fucking overkill, she thought. Whether it was meant to intimidate or “protect,” it was overreacting.

Rosie, as if reading Vaggie’s mind, glanced back over her shoulder and said, “I know what you’re thinking, dear. But it’s better to keep this dinner as protected as the gates themselves. We wouldn’t want any unnecessary harm, now would we?”

Vaggie didn’t respond, her gaze lingering on the guards a moment longer. The residents of Willowbend didn’t seem to give two shits about this level of security, but apparently, Rosie did. Whatever.

With a flourish, Rosie pushed open the double doors, revealing the gymnasium interior. At first glance, it looked nearly identical to how it had been at lunch—long table, neatly arranged chairs, and the faint scent of something vaguely appetizing. But the lighting was different. Warmer. Three ornate candelabras were spaced evenly across the table, their flickering flames casting a soft, golden glow that contrasted with the neutral light from earlier.

Vaggie’s eye caught on something else: small name cards perched atop the larger plates. It wasn’t random. Seats had been deliberately assigned.

Her gaze swept over the table, immediately noticing the distribution. Charlie and Alastor were placed near the end of the table closest to the door, while Vaggie, Angel, and Niffty had been grouped together at the opposite side.

Vaggie frowned slightly. Strategic, huh?

Vaggie’s eye continued to scan the table. Aside from her own group, other name cards caught her attention. Rosie’s was at the far end, naturally, positioned as if she were presiding over this little gathering. Franklin’s name was slotted beside Alastor’s, which felt like an odd choice, though maybe Rosie had a reason. Across from Rosie was Susan, her name neatly written in a flowing, almost exaggerated script.

Strategic didn’t begin to cover it.

Vaggie glanced at Charlie, who was also looking at the arrangement. Her expression was soft but pinched in a way only Vaggie could read. Charlie’s discomfort wasn’t about the situation—it was about the seating. Vaggie could tell, just as Charlie would’ve known if their places were reversed, that Charlie hated the idea of sitting so far from her. Vaggie felt the same way, though she tried to bury the feeling.

“Please,” Rosie’s voice rang out, “take your seats, everyone.”

The group hesitated for a moment, then began to move. Rosie watched them with a smile. Vaggie reluctantly made her way to her assigned seat, her boots dragging just slightly against the polished floor. She settled into the chair between Angel and Niffty, her gaze flicking back toward Charlie, who was now seated near the door beside Alastor.

As Vaggie sat down, the double doors behind Charlie creaked open. She raises her head just enough to see two elders entering—a man with dark skin dressed in a finely tailored suit and a pale woman in a rich purple dress. Franklin and Susan, Vaggie recognized them when they first arrived at the school. As Rosie’s henchmen, they carried themselves with the same air of authority as the former.

The pair moved to their respective seats, Franklin beside Alastor and Susan across from Rosie. Once seated, all eyes turned back to Rosie, who remained standing by her place at the far end of the table.

“I’m so glad we’re all here,” Rosie began gently. “It’s not often we get to share a meal like this, and I’m proud of us for coming together tonight.”

With that, she clapped her hands—three times that echoed through the room. The doors behind Vaggie opened, and three servers entered, each pushing a metal cart.

The scent hit Vaggie immediately, warm and savory. As the servers began placing steaming plates in front of each person, Vaggie caught sight of the dish before her: a perfectly cooked steak, creamy mashed potatoes swirled with a rich gravy, and a bundle of asparagus spears glistening with butter.

Her stomach growled involuntarily, though she masked it by shifting in her seat.

Rosie, of course, took the moment to speak again, her voice lilting as if she were presenting an art piece. “Tonight’s dinner,” she said with a flourish of her hand, “is a wonderful celebration of what we’ve built here in Willowbend and for our newcomers. Every ingredient you see before you was carefully chosen, prepared with care, and served with gratitude. The steak is seared to perfection, the potatoes whipped to a silky smoothness, and the asparagus—well, I dare say it’s the best you’ll find this side of the state.”

The servers finished setting down the plates. Without missing a beat, they returned to their carts and began placing wine glasses in front of each person. The sound of glass clinking against the table echoed faintly through the gymnasium.

Vaggie kept her gaze steady, though her eye darted briefly toward the others in her group. Angel leaned back in his chair, his expression unreadable, while Niffty adjusted her napkin, utterly unfazed. Across the room, Charlie offered a small, polite nod to the server as her glass was placed in front of her.

One by one, the servers retrieved wine bottles from their carts, uncorking them. As they moved down the table, pouring ruby-colored wine into each glass, Vaggie’s attention fixed on the bottle nearest her.

The server beside her tilted the bottle, letting the wine stream smoothly into her glass. Vaggie’s brow furrowed slightly as she noticed something odd: a strip of white tape was wrapped around the neck of the bottle. No label, no markings, just the tape. Her gaze shifted subtly to the other side of the table, where another servers was pouring wine. That bottle had no such marking.

Her suspicion prickled. Why the hell is this one different? she thought, squinting slightly. She didn’t say anything, though, letting the server move on to Angel’s glass and then Niffty’s.

The faint creak of the double doors behind Charlie interrupted the quiet routine. The room seemed to tense as three figures entered.

There was Veronica flanked by two guards who were dressed differently from the ones at the gym door. These guards were bulkier, clad in darker clothing that stands out Veronica’s brown coat. Their weapons were slung low, and their faces were obscured by medical masks.

Rosie’s face lit up as she gestured toward Veronica. “Well, look who’s finally graced us with her presence! Veronica, darlin’, so glad you could join us.”

Veronica offered a faint nod, her expression unreadable as always, and moved to stand near the far wall behind Rosie. The two guards silently stationed themselves at opposite ends of the room.

The wine service continued uninterrupted. Each glass was filled halfway and evenly. The servers stepped back in unison once their task was done, retreating toward the door behind Vaggie with empty carts.

Rosie, now with a glass of wine in her hand, slowly rose from her seat. “Now, before we dig into this fine meal, I’d like to take a moment to express my gratitude. To our residents, for your steadfast commitment to Willowbend, and to our honored guests, for sharing your presence and trust with us tonight.”

She raised her glass higher, her smile widening. “This toast is for all of us. For resilience in the face of hardship, for the bonds we’ve built, and for the hope of a brighter tomorrow.”

The room followed her lead, glasses rising as murmured agreements rippled through the crowd.

“To Willowbend,” Rosie declared.

“To Willowbend,” the room echoed, though Vaggie’s voice was notably absent as she kept her eye on the glass in her hand.

Vaggie lifted her glass, her eye narrowing as she brought it closer. The scent of the wine hit her immediately—grapes, sure, but something sharp lingered beneath it. She hesitated, glancing up to see Angel and Niffty already taking sips without a second thought. Across the table, Charlie raised her glass, her expression calm, though Vaggie caught the slight tension in her hand.

“Something wrong, darlin’?” Rosie’s voice cut through her thoughts.

Vaggie lowered the glass, her jaw tightening slightly. “Not in the mood for alcohol tonight,” she said, keeping her tone even.

Rosie tilted her head. “Oh, surely just a sip won’t hurt,” she said, her smile deepening. “After all, this is a celebration, and it’d be a shame not to partake. I promise, it’s a fine vintage.”

Vaggie’s grip on the glass tightened, her lips pressing into a thin line. “I’m fine, really.”

Rosie leaned in slightly, her tone dropping to something softer. “You know, appearances matter at a dinner like this. Everyone’s watching, and it’s important to show unity, especially as our special guest.”

The words twisted in Vaggie’s gut. She opened her mouth to retort, but before she could, Charlie’s gentle voice cut through the rising tension.

“Honey,” Charlie said softly, her smile calm but her eyes pleading. “It’s just one glass. Maybe... for tonight?”

Vaggie exhaled sharply through her nose, glancing at Charlie. She could see the unspoken message there, the subtle request to let it go—for now.

With a resigned sigh, Vaggie lifted the glass. “Fine,” she muttered, tilting her head back and downing the wine in one go. The liquid burned slightly as it slid down her throat, leaving a lingering bitterness.

“See? That wasn’t so bad,” Rosie said cheerfully.

As the last of the glasses were emptied, Rosie clapped her hands together. “Veronica, would you mind setting the mood?”

Veronica moved wordlessly to a small table in the corner of the room, where an old stereo sat. The device was perched on a surface clearly intended for a flower vase, the only decorative touch being a lace doily beneath it. Veronica pulled a CD from beneath the stereo, inserted it, and pressed play.

The room filled with the opening notes of Tchaikovsky’s Piano Concerto No. 1. The powerful chords swelled, the orchestra’s dramatic intensity echoing through the space.

Rosie smiled contentedly, lifting her fork. “Nothing sets the tone for a fine meal quite like Tchaikovsky,” she said. “Such a masterpiece deserves to accompany a masterpiece, wouldn’t you all agree?”

The room murmured in agreement, though Vaggie barely heard them. She set her glass down with a soft clink, her gaze flicking briefly to Charlie across the room. Charlie was smiling, but Vaggie could see the faint crease in her brow, the subtle tension in her shoulders.

Vaggie’s gaze lingered on Rosie, who wasted no time slicing into her steak. The Willowbend leader’s movements were oddly enthusiastic, as if she hadn’t eaten in days. Franklin and Susan followed suit, their knives and forks moving in synchronized motions. The faint sound of metal against porcelain filled the room as they began to eat with gusto.

Across the table, Vaggie’s attention flicked to Charlie. She watched as Charlie picked up her steak knife and fork, carefully slicing into the meat. Her movements were slow and intentional, the way she always was with new situations—testing, observing. Charlie brought the first bite to her lips, chewing thoughtfully before nodding slightly, her expression neutral but not displeased.

The rest of their group seemed to take Charlie’s lead. Angel shrugged and grabbed his utensils next, followed by Niffty, who was already halfway through cutting her first piece before Angel even started. Even Alastor seemed to eat with the same enthusiasm as the Willowbend people. The group seemed to relax ever so slightly, though Vaggie wasn’t entirely convinced.

With a quiet sigh, Vaggie picked up her own knife and fork. She held the steak in place with the tines, the knife pressing into the meat with a slice came away cleanly, the seared crust giving way to a pink, tender center. She speared the piece of steak and brought it to her mouth, chewing slowly.

The first thing that hit her was the salt—just enough to enhance the natural flavors of the meat without overwhelming it. A smoky, charred crust followed, giving way to a tender, juicy center. If she hadn’t been so suspicious of everything around her, she might’ve admitted it was the best steak she’d had in a while.

Vaggie swallowed and took another bite, this time with a forkful of mashed potatoes. The texture was smooth, almost velvety, with just the right amount of butter and cream. The gravy added a savory richness, its flavor complementing the steak perfectly. Despite herself, she let out a small, involuntary hum of approval.

She glanced around the table as she chewed. Angel seemed to be enjoying himself, his fork already halfway to his mouth with another bite. Niffty had cleaned nearly half her plate, her small frame somehow housing an impressive appetite. Across the room, Charlie was still eating carefully, her posture relaxed but her eyes darting every so often toward Vaggie, as if checking in.

Vaggie stabbed a piece of asparagus next, the buttered vegetable snapping slightly as she bit into it. The flavor was bright and fresh, a sharp contrast to the richness of the steak and potatoes.

But something felt… off.

Her vision blurred slightly as she reached for her water glass, the room’s edges softening as if the candlelight had grown too bright. She blinked and took a sip, the coolness of the water grounding her—if only briefly.

Her gaze returned to Rosie, who was gesturing animatedly with her fork as she spoke to Franklin. Whatever conversation they were having seemed to amuse them both, though Vaggie couldn’t hear the details over the faint hum of other voices and the swelling notes of Tchaikovsky.

She took another sip of water, letting the cool liquid wash away the lingering bitterness of the wine.

As the meal continued, Vaggie found herself finishing more of the plate than she intended. The food was good, well, almost, as the unease in her stomach hadn’t entirely dissipated. She set her utensils down for a moment, her fingers curling lightly against the edge of the table as she surveyed the room.

Rosie caught her eye from across the table, her smile widening ever so slightly. “Enjoying the meal, dear?” she asked, her tone as sweet and syrupy as ever.

Vaggie forced a polite smile, nodding once. “It’s... impressive,” she said carefully.

“I’m so glad to hear that,” Rosie replied, lifting her glass for another sip of wine. “We pride ourselves on making every meal memorable.”

Vaggie returned her focus to her plate, picking up her utensils again. She sliced another piece of steak but fingers trembled slightly as she picked up another piece of steak. She bit into it, but the flavor that had been so striking earlier now felt muted, distant, as if her senses were dulling.

Her head felt heavier, and the warmth from the meal began to shift into something denser, pressing against her temples. She blinked again, her eye narrowing as she tried to shake the fog creeping into her thoughts.

She set her fork down carefully, her hand brushing against the tablecloth. The fabric felt strange—too rough, or maybe too smooth? She couldn’t quite tell.

The hum of conversation around her grew softer, replaced by the steady thud of her own heartbeat in her ears. Her gaze flicked toward the others. Angel was leaning back in his chair, his eyelids drooping slightly. Niffty was still upright, but her movements were slower, her usual energy dimmed.

As the meal wound down, the servers returned, silently clearing away empty plates and refilling glasses. Rosie dabbed at her lips with a napkin before standing once more, her presence commanding as she addressed the room.

“I trust everyone is satisfied,” she said, her voice lilting with practiced warmth. “And it is a marvelous evening this has been. It’s not often we have such distinguished guests join us, and I must say, it warms my heart to see you all enjoying our hospitality.”

Vaggie barely registered the murmurs of agreement that rippled through the room. Her eye flicked toward the stereo, catching the familiar shift in melody that signaled the final movement of Tchaikovsky’s Piano Concerto No. 1. The crescendo was approaching, the music soaring toward its dramatic end.

Rosie continued. “After a thorough discussion with Franklin and Susan earlier, I’ve decided to appoint our two most capable representatives for negotiations with their group moving forward.” She turned her gaze, her smile broadening. “Charlie and Alastor!”

“I…” Charlie blinked in surprise. “Uh, appreciate the opportunity,” she said, glancing briefly at Vaggie before refocusing on Rosie.

Alastor, on the other hand, leaned back with an almost theatrical flourish, his grin widening. “Why, I’m honored! Such trust in little old me.”

Vaggie’s grip on the table tightened, her fingers pressing against the wood. The fog in her mind was thickening, dulling the edges of the room. Every word Rosie spoke felt distant, like it was traveling through water.

Rosie moved between Charlie and Alastor, placing a hand on each of their shoulders. “Let’s discuss the finer details in my office, shall we? I’m sure the rest of your group will be well taken care of.” She gestured toward Veronica, who stood silently by the door. “Veronica will guide you all to the sleeping quarters for the night.”

Charlie hesitated, her gaze flicking to Vaggie once more. For a moment she noticed there's concern? Unease?—in her eyes. But Rosie’s hand on her back propelled her forward, and Franklin and Alastor flanked her as the four of them disappeared through the double doors.

Vaggie tried to rise, her legs trembling beneath her. “Charlie—” she called, but the words came out weaker than she intended.

The room swayed, the edges of her vision blurring as Tchaikovsky’s concerto reached its climactic finale. Across the table, Angel slumped forward without warning, his face landing against his empty plate with a dull thud. Niffty followed seconds later, her small frame crumpling in her chair like a discarded doll.

Panic shot through Vaggie’s haze, adrenaline momentarily cutting through the fog. She stumbled to her feet, her balance precarious. “Angel! Niffty!” she rasped.

Her knees buckled, and she caught herself on the edge of the table, the cool wood grounding her for an instant. She looked up, her blurred gaze locking onto Susan, who was barking orders at Veronica. The words were unintelligible, drowned out by the pounding in her ears and the swelling orchestra.

The concerto blared, a cacophony of sound that drowned out everything else. Vaggie’s chest heaved, frustration and fear clawing at her as the weight in her limbs grew unbearable.

Except she makes out something from Susan:

“... take care of this! The wine must have enough sedatives to knock out a damn horse!”

Something snapped inside her, a fiery surge pushing past the clouding vision. Her hand shot out, fingers wrapping around the cool handle of her steak knife.

Vaggie turned sluggishly, and lunged at the nearest figure. The blade plunged into the server’s throat with a sickening squelch. The man’s eyes went wide, his hands clawing at the knife as blood spilled down his collar.

The room erupted into chaos, but Vaggie’s focus narrowed. Her breaths were ragged, her vision swimming with every step she tried to take. The knife felt heavier in her hand and the grip faltered.

Her legs gave out, sending her collapsing to her knees. The world tilted violently, and the sound of Tchaikovsky’s final triumphant notes melded with the frantic shouts around her.

Susan’s loud, cranky voice erupted through the haze, but Vaggie couldn’t make out the words. Her head lolled, her body refusing to respond as the weight in her limbs became unbearable.

The music swelled one last time, and a burst of applause erupted as the concerto ended.

Then, darkness.


I don’t know how long I’ve been here. Time doesn’t make sense anymore. Everything feels like it’s all happening at once—voices in the room, the hum of something mechanical, the clinking of silverware, the faint scrape of chairs against the floor, and the loud, loud voice that doesn’t belong to anyone I know. It’s like a memory that doesn’t belong to me. I can hear it, but it feels like it’s coming from inside my head, or maybe it’s all just noise.

“...the meat had a flavor, you see, like—”

"Who’s going to clean up after? You can't just—"

“—a good cut, tender enough, yes, but you can’t ignore—”

And then, the voice I can’t place. It’s so loud, like it’s coming from some old, broken loudspeaker, but it never stops. It’s the tone, the way it stretches out over time, the repetition of it. It’s scratching at the inside of my skull, and yet, I can’t quite tune it out. Every time the voice says, “Boots—boots—boots—boots—movin' up and down again!” my skin prickles. It’s fucking annoying.

“Seven—six—eleven—five—nine-an'-twenty mile to-day—Four—eleven—seventeen—thirty-two the day before—”

I blink, but it doesn’t shift. It’s all... floating. Floating and swirling and slipping. The voices are getting louder, mixing together, layering over one another like a bad song, with that fucking voice cutting through at the center, always the center.

It doesn’t make sense. It doesn’t make sense.

“—shouldn’t have left the bones out like that—”

“Just a little bit, you can’t—”

“Men—men—men—men—men go mad with watchin' em—”

I don’t care

i dont care i dont care

But do I? Do I care about the things they’re saying? Or should I care? Why are they talking like this? Why are they talking about things like this? There’s something, something thick, something that smells like... like something I can’t quite put my finger on, but it makes my stomach turn. It’s not the food. It’s not the wine. It’s something else, something older, something that doesn’t belong here.

And then there's the sound of chairs shifting again, the scrape of metal against porcelain. More voices, but they’re all saying the same thing, just in different ways, like they’re trying to convince me of something, trying to break through to me.

“There's no discharge in the war!”

“...what happens after? You know—”

“...it doesn’t matter, we’ll see it through—”

And then, more of that voice again, that damn loudspeaker.

“Boots—Boots—Boots—”

I’m trying to focus. Just focus. I just need to focus.

But then I realize: I can’t feel my hands. I can’t feel anything, really. It’s like the world’s gone soft, like it’s all made of cotton and I’m floating, floating away from everything that makes sense. Where are they? Where is Charlie? Where is—?

“Boots—boots—boots—boots—movin' up an' down again—”

The words blur together against my brain. It’s like a pulse now, like a heartbeat in the back of my skull, thumping and thumping, until it feels like it’s vibrating through me.

I try to stand, but my feet don’t obey. My body doesn’t obey. I can’t stop hearing the voice, can’t stop hearing them talk about shit. The thing that doesn’t belong in the conversation, the thing that’s too heavy to name, like something you bury and then pretend you never noticed, pretend you never even knew.

“Try—try—try—try—to think o' something different—”

This bullshit is starting to fracture everything inside my head. It’s like I’m falling into the cracks, and every time I try to climb back out, I slide further down. My skin feels too tight. My head feels too heavy. It’s all too much, and yet, I can’t stop listening. I can’t stop hearing it. The words are sharp, but they’re soft, they’re soft, like the dull edges of a blade you forgot existed.

“Oh—my—God—keep—me from goin' lunatic!”

Descending. Descending.

“Boots—boots—boots—boots—movin' up an' down again!”

I can’t breathe. I can’t see.

“There's no discharge in the war!”

And then, just as it’s getting too loud, just as it’s too much, the voice stops. The silence is louder than anything, the absence of noise filling the room like a thunderclap, rattling my bones.

But then, just as quickly, it starts again. Same words, same voice.

“We're foot—slog—slog—slog—sloggin' over Africa—”

And I’m slipping. Slipping... slipping…

Notes:

the loudspeakers were played with a 1915 recording of Taylor Holmes reading Rudyard Kipling's poem. i highly encourage you to give it a listen here to get a taste on what our poor Vaggie has endured lmao

Chapter 32: Belshazzar's Feast (pt. 1)

Summary:

Daniel 5:25-28

Notes:

chapter title is based from the baroque painting by Rembrandt

tw; explicit and uncomfortable cannibal stuff + references

another thing, please dont take any of the religious stuff seriously in this fic and i apologize in advance if these offends you. i want to set you some expectations that i always fiddle around the religious symbolisms and conversations between fictional characters' beliefs. then again, i take feedbacks and criticisms seriously so expect revisions in future edits.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Charlie wasn’t sure what she expected from Rosie’s office, but it wasn’t this. She can tell this used to be the school principal’s workspace with the dark wood paneling, high ceilings, windows framed by heavy curtains, the faint smell of old varnish... but everything else had been reshaped to suit Rosie’s taste.

The desk was a centerpiece, its wood polished to a mirror shine, cluttered with neatly arranged papers and a silver inkwell. The walls were lined with bookshelves, each shelf crammed with worn hardcovers and trinkets: porcelain figurines, a small globe with peeling paint, and an old clock that ticked just a little too loudly. In the corner, a floor lamp cast a soft, golden glow that made the whole room feel like it was trying too hard to be inviting.

Charlie sat stiffly in one of the armchairs across from the desk, her hands clasped tightly in her lap. Alastor lounged beside her, his posture casual. Rosie, of course, was behind the desk, her fingers steepled beneath her chin and her smile as fixed as ever.

“I wanted to thank you both for joining me,” Rosie began.

Charlie forces a polite smile. “We appreciate the hospitality,” she said, though the words tasted strange in her mouth. “But, uh, about that—”

“Yes, dear?” Rosie tilted her head, her smile widening.

"I think there’s been some misunderstanding." Charlie cleared her throat. “We, uh, my group, I mean, we’ve agreed to move on after dinner. We’re grateful for everything, truly, but we’re not planning to stay permanently. We’re just passing through.”

Rosie’s smile didn’t falter, but something in her eyes shifted in disapproval. Alastor, however, chuckled softly.

“Did we?” he asked, turning his head toward Charlie with his eyes narrowing. “And when exactly was this decided? I don’t recall being consulted.”

Charlie glanced at him, fidgeting slightly. “I mean… I told Vaggie,” she admitted. “She and I discussed it. She’s really good at analyzing places like this, and she doesn’t trust—” She stopped herself, correcting mid-sentence. “She’s cautious. And I trust her. She’s good at reading places like this.”

Alastor’s grin widens that never reached his eyes. “Ah, so this grand decision was made between you and your better half, with no input from the rest of us. Delightful.”

“It wasn’t like that,” Charlie started to get defensive. “I was going to talk to everyone after dinner. But we agreed, Alastor. This place isn’t permanent. It’s not home.”

Rosie had been silent through the exchange, her gaze shifting between the two of them with patience. She exhaled softly, the sound barely audible, then leaned forward, resting her elbows on the desk.

“Sergeant Rodríguez’s a sharp woman,” Rosie's tone is warm. “And it’s good to see you trust her so much. Trust is... a precious thing.” She leaned forward slightly, her smile softening at the edges. “But, Charlie, don’t you think it’s important to consider the bigger picture? You and your group has been through so much. You’ve fought, struggled, survived. Wouldn’t it be nice to finally have a place to breathe? To rest?”

Charlie frowned, her fingers curling tighter in her lap. “That’s not... it’s not about not wanting to rest. It’s about—”

“Safety,” Rosie interrupted gently, her gaze locking onto Charlie’s. “I understand. Truly, I do. But look around you. Willowbend is a community. A chance to build something lasting. Something real. You’re strong, Charlie. Your group is strong. You could thrive here.”

Charlie opened her mouth to argue, but Rosie’s voice pressed on.

“And Alastor,” Rosie shifted her attention to him now, her tone brightening. “Surely you see the value in staying. Imagine what you could accomplish and contribute. You’re an asset, both of you. Your group needs you, and Willowbend... well, we need people like you too.”

Alastor chuckled softly. “Flattery will get you everywhere, dear Rosie,” he said, his grin widening. “But I must admit, you make a compelling case.”

Charlie straightened in her chair, her hands unclasping as she forced herself to meet Alastor’s gaze. “If you’re so eager to stay, Alastor, then be my guest,” she said firmly. “No one’s stopping you. But the rest of us are leaving first thing in the morning. That’s already been decided.”

The room seemed to hold its breath. Alastor’s grin twitched, his amusement flickering like a candle in a draft. His eyes darted to Rosie, who, for the first time, didn’t have a quick response ready.

Rosie sat back in her chair, her fingers lightly tapping the desk. Then, after a beat of silence, her smile returned, warm and unbothered as if a patch of sunlight broke through a passing cloud. She nodded slowly, the faintest drawl slipping into her tone. “Well now, I certainly understand your position, Charlie. A leader’s first responsibility is to their people, after all. And if you believe leaving is what’s best, then I won’t stand in your way.”

Her words were calm, even soothing, but there was a tension beneath them, subtle enough that Charlie couldn’t quite pinpoint it.

Charlie let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding. “I appreciate that, Rosie. And I’m sorry for the inconvenience, but I have to prioritize my group’s safety. Always.”

Rosie inclined her head, her smile never wavering. “Of course, darling. You’re doing what any good leader would, is it? Making the tough calls, taking the risks, all for the sake of your people. I admire that.”

Charlie blinked, caught off guard by the sincerity (or at least the appearance of it).

Rosie glanced toward the door. “I’ll have Veronica see to it that your weapons are returned as soon as possible. No sense in keeping you folks waiting.”

“Thank you,” Charlie's voice softened despite herself.

Rosie folded her hands on the desk and leaned forward slightly. “You take care of your group, Charlie. And if you ever find yourselves needing a place to rest again… well, you know where to find us.”

Charlie hesitated, then nodded. “I’ll keep that in mind.”

Rosie’s smile widened just a touch. “Good.”

The conversation seemed to settle then, though the atmosphere felt charged between the three. Charlie glanced at Alastor, whose expression was as unreadable as ever, and then back at Rosie.

“Well,” Rosie clapped once, “I’ll leave you to your preparations. Don’t let me keep you any longer.”

Charlie stiffly stood and offered a small, polite nod. “Thank you again, Rosie. For everything.”

Rosie waved a hand dismissively, her smile now almost playful. “Oh, it’s nothing, darling. Just doing what’s best for everyone.”

Charlie didn’t respond to that, didn’t trust herself to. Instead, she turned and walked toward the door with her shoulders tight. She didn’t have to look back to know Alastor’s gaze followed her.

Charlie closed the door softly behind her. She leaned back against the wood with her chest rising and falling with the exhale she finally let go. Her right thumb brushed across the gold band on her left ring finger.

She stood there longer than she meant to, the hallway stretching out ahead of her, dimly lit by a series of sconces that cast long shadows on the walls. The air was still... it was quiet. Too quiet.

Pushing off the door, Charlie started walking down the sleeping quarters on the other side of the hall. Her hand dropped to her side, fingers brushing the seam of her jeans as her thoughts swirled.

“Just doing what’s best for everyone.”

Charlie frowned, her jaw tightening as she walked. Rosie’s words had sounded kind, but there was something behind them…

She rounded a corner, the faint hum of voices from the main hall fading into the distance. The sleeping quarters were quiet with the residents sleeping. Meanwhile, the corner where she and her group were supposed to stay is empty. They were likely still eating or milling around.

Charlie didn’t mind. She needed a moment to herself.


Vaggie’s eye fluttered open, and for a moment, the world was a smear of gray and white. Her head throbbed in time with her pulse, and everything felt… wrong. The air was sharp, biting against her skin, the kind of cold that settled into her bones and refused to let go. She shifted, or tried to, but her body felt heavy, dangling like a marionette with its strings tangled.

Her arms hung limp below her head—no, not limp. They were bound. She tugged experimentally, but whatever was holding her didn’t give. She blinked hard, the blurry edges of her vision sharpening just enough to make sense of the pale, sterile surroundings. The walls glistened faintly, frosted over, and her breath puffed out in little clouds that dissolved almost as quickly as they appeared.

The chill gnawed at her skin that prickled violently, goosebumps rising across her bare limbs. It was only then she realized how exposed she was, just the thin scrape of her bra and underwear. Her chest tightened at the thought, her instincts screaming at her to shield herself, but her arms didn’t move. Couldn’t.

She sucked in a shallow breath, and the air burned, sharp with a metallic tang. Her left eye felt too exposed and raw. She didn’t need to touch her face to know her eyepatch was gone with the empty socket out to the frigid air.

Her teeth chattered as she tried to focus, her mind sluggish but beginning to churn. The faint hum of machinery buzzed in her ears, and with it came the unmistakable smell of metal, ice, and… meat? She squinted at the floor beneath her. Tile, cracked in places, with a faint sheen of condensation glistening under the dim fluorescent lights.

Steel racks lined the edges of the room, their contents blurred and indistinct, but she could make out shapes. Hooks. Bags of something red.

Where am I?

She braced herself to try again, her legs trembling as she attempted to pull herself upright. Then, the sharp screech of metal grinding against metal tore through the silence. She froze, heart pounding, and let her body go limp. Her head dropped down, forcing her muscles into stillness.

“Let’s get this over with,” a cranky voice snapped. “I’ve got better things to do than babysit you two.”

“Always in a rush, aren’t you, Susan?” came a deeper, calm voice.

“I don’t have time to waste playing games, Jeffrey,” Susan shot back. “Some of us actually care about standards.”

“Care?” The man, Jeffrey, let out a low chuckle. “That’s rich, coming from you. You’re just picky. Nothing’s ever good enough for you.”

“Shut your fucking trap,” Susan hissed. “You want a proper inspection or not?”

The third voice was quieter, hesitant. Younger. “Do we really have to...” He stopped short, mumbling something else that was too soft to make out.

The footsteps drew closer, their voices growing louder with each step. She swallowed hard, her pulse thundering in her ears as she fought to keep still.

“Let’s see what we’ve got here.” Susan said sharply, then the footsteps stopped just in front of her.

There was a shuffling noise, the unmistakable rustle of paper. Then Jeffrey began to speak.

“Name… Valeria Agatha Rodríguez,” he began. “Former sergeant in the marines. Thirty-four years old. Five foot four. One-hundred and sixty pounds.” He hummed thoughtfully. “A little on the dense side, aren’t you?”

Susan snorted. “Dense? That’s just your way of saying sturdy.”

Jeffrey ignored her. “Born in El Salvador. Military at eighteen. Hmm, quite a fighter, this one. Not the usual scrap from the street. Just look at her… broad shoulders. Strong arms. A soldier’s build. Enough muscle to work with but not lean enough to be stringy.”

There was a pause, then the sound of boots scraping against the tile as he moved. The air shifted as he leaned closer, his voice dropping to an almost clinical murmur.

“Even distribution across the torso. And those thighs…” He clicked his tongue. “Thick, but not too much fat. Just enough to keep it tender.”

Susan let out a sharp breath, sounding unimpressed. "Tattoos and scars all over. Ugly ones, too. Look at this mess; old burns, stab wounds, bullet scars. You’d think we dragged her out of a scrapyard instead of the field. And the tattoos? God, some of these are just…” She trailed off with a scoff. “Makes you wonder how pretentious she is being Catholic with all this ink.”

Jeffrey sighed. “And yet, here she is. Still standing. I’ve butchered plenty who looked worse, Susan. Scars don’t ruin the meat. If anything, they’re proof it’s been… seasoned by life.”

“That’s—” The younger man sounded uncomfortable. “Uh… that’s one way to look at it, I guess.”

“Stick around, kid,” Jeffrey replied. “You’ll learn to appreciate the finer details. Quality isn’t about surface damage. It’s about the foundation underneath.”

“God, would you stop waxing poetic shit like this is art or something,” Susan snapped. “Let’s move on. We’ve got more to check before the day’s out.”

Jeffrey chuckled softly but didn’t argue. “Fine. Your loss if you don’t see the beauty in it.” He straightened, his boots echoing against the cold tile as he stepped away.

Susan let out a grunt of agreement. “Remember to check the restraints this time. Last thing we need is a repeat of last week.”

The footsteps receded, then stopped in just a bit of distance away. The process is the same: the heavy rustle of papers, and Susan’s sharp, no-nonsense voice leading the way.

“Name… Anthony DePierro,” Jeffrey began smoothly. Is that Angel? “Thirty years old. Six foot five. One-hundred and seventy-two pounds.” He paused, then let out a low chuckle. “Quite a unique find, wouldn’t you say?”

Susan snorted derisively. “Unique? Try ‘high-maintenance.’ Look at him. Too tall, too lean. All limbs and no substance.”

Jeffrey ignored her, his voice turning clinical again. “Uncommon body type, I’ll give you that. Long legs. Narrow waist. Not much in the way of upper body strength, but there’s a certain symmetry to the build. And the scars are manageable... nothing like the last one.”

Susan snorted. “Manageable? He’s practically a patchwork quilt. Look at his arms, his chest. He’s got track marks, for fuck’s sake. You don’t think that’s going to be a problem?”

Jeffrey shrugged audibly. “He’s not the worst I’ve worked with. At least the tattoos are subtle. Roses, tally marks, some stars. Nothing glaring. Once you clean him up, he’s fine.” Jeffrey hummed thoughtfully. “Look at the definition here; lean muscle, low fat content. Not much to work with, but what’s there is prime.”

The shuffling of papers signaled the end of their inspection with Angel. Susan grunted. “Let’s move to the last body.”

The voices drifted away. Vaggie’s muscles screamed at her to move, to fight, but she held herself still, fear and survival instincts locked in.

Then, the footsteps stopped again. The rustle of paper came, and Susan’s voice rang out.

“Name… Niffty. No idea what her last name is,” she said flatly. “Twenty-three years old. Four foot eleven. Ninety-eight pounds. Christ, she’s tiny.”

Jeffrey’s voice carried an infuriating calmness. “Petite, not tiny. The smaller ones have their… charm. You just have to know how to handle them.”

“Yeah? Handle this,” Susan retorted. “She’s so scrawny, I don’t know why we’re even bothering. Not much meat on these bones.”

Vaggie forced herself to listen, her pulse thudding painfully in her temples.

Jeffrey’s tone turned analytical again. “True, there’s not much in terms of mass, but the muscle tone is remarkable. Her arms, her legs... she’s wiry, like a dancer or a gymnast. And despite her size, there’s a surprising amount of strength here.”

Susan grunted, unconvinced. “Wiry doesn’t mean durable. She looks like she’d snap in half with the right pressure.”

“Snap, perhaps,” Jeffrey mused. “But not before giving you a fight. Look at her hands. Calloused fingertips, small scars. She’s used them for work. Probably nimble, fast with her fingers. There’s a lot more potential here than you give credit for.”

Another rustle of papers, and Susan’s impatience flared again. “Whatever. Let’s wrap this up. Noah!” she barked.

The younger man stutters, “Y-yeah?”

“Start prepping the drains. In an hour, you’re going to slit their throats.” Her tone was cold. “Make sure the blood drains clean. I don’t want any mess left over.”

Noah swallowed hard. “All of them?”

“All of them,” Susan confirmed. “But make sure you’re thorough with the first one. Valeria, right? That bitch killed Nathan. We’re starting with her.”

Jeffrey let out a low, thoughtful hum, stepping closer to Vaggie. “Ah, yes. Plenty to work with here. The kind of body that promises a good yield.”

Susan goes on. “I want her butchered slow. Nathan was a good man, and she took him out like he was nothing. She deserves to every slice and every cut.”

Vaggie’s stomach twisted, a surge of nausea colliding with the pounding in her head. She fought to keep her breath even, to suppress the tremors that threatened to reveal her consciousness. The restraints cut into her wrists, and the cold gnawed relentlessly at her skin.

Jeffrey hummed. “I’ll make sure she’s taken apart properly. It’ll be a good show.”

“See that you do, Jeffrey.” Susan started to walk away. “And get it done, kid. You’ve got sixty minutes to get everything ready. Don’t fuck this up.”

Noah stutters. “What if… what if we didn’t—”

“Don’t start,” Susan snapped. “You knew what this was when you signed on. Either you’re with us, or you’re meat on the table. Choose.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Good.” Susan continues on walking away. “I’ll be back in an hour to make sure it’s done right.”

Jeffrey chuckled, low and satisfied. “Time to sharpen the knives.”

The footsteps faded once more followed by the loud grating noise, leaving only the hum of machinery and the distant drip of condensation. The chill seeped deeper, but Vaggie’s mind burned. Her pulse quickened, fury boiling beneath the surface.

An hour.

Her fingers twitched against the restraints. She clenched her jaw with the cold biting at her exposed teeth. They had to get out. And when they did... Susan, Jeffrey, everyone in Willowbend would regret thinking of them as meat.


Charlie drowsily woke up, the world around her swimming in a haze of grays and muted light. She blinked, slowly piecing together where she was: the cot, the cold air pressing down, the low murmur of movement outside the canvas walls. She hadn’t meant to fall asleep (God knows she hadn’t) but sleep had a way of sneaking up when you were stuck waiting for a little while.

She shifted, the thin blanket slipping off her shoulders, and noticed Alastor in the cot beside her. His head was turned slightly away, chest rising and falling. But the other three cots? Empty. Not just empty but they’ve been abandoned for good. Their packs were gone, stripped away like they’d never existed, except for hers and Alastor’s still there. The morning light slanted in just enough to make her squint, suspicion gnawing at the edge of her mind.

Where the hell are the others?

The question wrapped itself around her thoughts as she swung her legs over the side, her feet brushing the cold floor. She stood and let out a stretch to ease the stiffness in her spine. The main sleeping quarters stretched out before her, rows of cots still occupied by a handful of people, their breathing deep and dream-heavy. The others must’ve already gotten up and already left... off to whatever awaited them beyond the flap of the tent.

Then she saw her, Rosie, moving through the quarters. Rosie’s eyes caught Charlie’s, her lips tugging into a small smile as she lifted a hand in a lazy wave. Charlie returned the gesture and Rosie closed the space between them.

“Morning,” Rosie drawled.

Charlie ran a hand through her hair, trying to shake off the remnants of sleep. “Morning. You, uh… you seen the others?”

Rosie’s smile widened a notch. “Weather’s not too bad this morning. Bit of sun peeking through, though not enough to melt all that snow. Shame, huh?”

Of course, she ignored Charlie’s question entirely.

Charlie’s brows furrowed, confusion sparking beneath her tiredness. Where are they? The question itched at the back of her throat, but before she could repeat it, Rosie’s hand lightly gripped her wrist.

“Anyway,” Rosie continued, her gaze holding Charlie’s like a magnet, “I’ve got something to show you. It won’t take long.”

Charlie blinked, the suspicion in her mind sharpening. “Rosie, I just—”

Rosie’s grip tightened, but her smile remained fixed. “Come on, now. Don’t make me wait.” There was a lilt to her voice that left little room for argument.

Charlie hesitated, her mouth dry, but she nodded slowly. “Let me grab my coat.”

“Don’t take too long,” Rosie replied, releasing her wrist. Her eyes stayed on Charlie for a beat longer than necessary. Then, Rosie took a step back, folding her arms and leaning casually against one of the tent poles, watching with a patience that felt anything but patient.

Charlie turned away. She crouched by her cot, the red winter coat lying where she’d left it. She picked it up, the fabric cold against her fingers.

Her hand moved to her pack, her eyes flicking once over her shoulder. Rosie was still there, still watching. Not like a hawk. No, more like a cat, lounging and lazy until the moment wasn’t. Charlie’s fingers curled around the backup pistol hidden beneath her spare clothes, the metal smooth and cold. The grip steadied her, even as her mind churned. Just in case.

She slipped the gun into the waistband at the back of her pants and pulled on her coat with the thick fabric settling over her shoulders and masking the weapon’s outline

Turning back to Rosie, she forced a small, tight smile. “Ready.”

Rosie pushed off the tent pole, her smile spreading again, all teeth and cheer. “Good girl. Let’s not keep the day waiting.”

Both Charlie and Rosie made their way out of the school. The cold air nipped at her cheeks, but Rosie hadn’t lied. The sun was out, casting a pale, golden light over the snow-draped world. The brightness was a gentle shock to her tired senses. For a moment, she let herself stand still, closing her eyes and feeling the sunlight soak into her skin with the warmth that softened the bite of the winter morning.

When she opened her eyes, Rosie was already moving, a figure in dark, fitted clothes against the stark whiteness of the snow. Her pace was unhurried, and Charlie fell in beside her, glancing around as they walked through the heart of Willowbend.

It was alive. People were already busy at their stations: a group clearing paths, others repairing wooden fences or restocking supplies. The place buzzed with the energy of constant, relentless progress. No matter what, it seems Willowbend kept moving forward.

Charlie tried to shake off the unease clinging to her thoughts. The others, especially her wife, were still gone. That fact clung to her, no matter how picturesque the settlement looked under the morning sun.

Up ahead, Rosie veered left. Charlie’s eyes followed the turn and landed on a simple church. Its structure was plain, wood and stone patched together. A cross, weathered but sturdy, stood above the entrance. Rosie paused just before the steps, one hand on the door.

“This place,” Rosie said, “is busier than the school most days. Turns out, a lot of folks here find comfort in the Lord’s faith.”

Charlie nodded. Admittedly, faith wasn’t something she’d thought much about. But in a world like this, where survival felt like a gamble each morning, she supposed it made sense that people clung to whatever stability they could.

Rosie pushed open the door, the hinges letting out a faint creak. Warmth greeted them, a sharp contrast to the cold outside. Charlie stepped inside, the scent of wood polish, candle wax, and faint traces of incense meeting her nose.

The interior was simple but welcoming. Wooden pews lined the space, worn smooth by countless hands and bodies. Stained-glass windows cast muted splashes of color across the walls, the light filtering through images of religious figures and symbols. At the far end, a modest altar stood beneath a wooden cross, a few candles flickering gently. Despite the sparseness, there was a sense of peace here.

Charlie’s eyes flicked to the front pews, where a few figures sat in silence. Their heads were bowed, hands folded loosely in their laps. But despite the serenity of the setting, there was a jarring contrast that caught Charlie’s attention: rifles slung across their backs, the matte steel of the barrels catching the colored light filtering through the stained glass. Willowbend guards, finding solace in scripture while keeping their weapons close. It was a juxtaposition that Charlie found oddly funny, though she didn’t let the smirk touch her lips.

They walked a few more steps in silence before Rosie asked, “You a Christian, Charlie?”

Charlie’s steps slowed slightly, her breath puffing out in the cool interior air. “No,” she replied. “Never really had a religion. My wife though… she’s Catholic.” Her voice softened as she said it, the weight of absence pressing just a little harder on her ribs.

Rosie nodded. “It’s like that for a lot of people. Some believe. Some just… stand next to those who do.” She smiled. “Despite the fact that there are worse things out there.”

Charlie didn’t reply. The unease gnawed at her, but she followed Rosie as they moved down the center aisle. Their footsteps were muffled by the threadbare carpet runner that stretched toward the altar.

The air here felt heavier, quieter. Each step brought them closer to the flickering candles and the weathered wood of the altar. Above it, the statue of Christ loomed, his figure crucified, arms outstretched in resignation or mercy; it was hard to tell. Head also bowed in an expression that was somehow both serene and sorrowful. The stained-glass window behind the statue cast hues of red and gold across the figure, the light refracting like blood and grace mingled together.

Rosie’s voice dropped to a near-whisper. “I’m thankful this place still stands. The world outside may fall apart, but these walls… they’ve seen a lot. People come here, kneel down, and pray for God that things can get better.”

Charlie’s gaze remained fixed on the statue. The suffering etched into the carved features, the crown of thorns pressed deep. It felt strange, standing here, with that silent, pleading figure looking down. Like being judged and forgiven in the same breath.

She swallowed, her fingers curling tighter around the edges of her coat. “Does it help?”

Rosie turned to her, her eyes softening just a little. “Yes. It does. When you’re out there, and it feels like the world is pulling apart at the seams, praying helps me keep it together. Gives me something bigger to lean on.”

Charlie nodded slowly, but inside, the words stuck in her mind. Something bigger to lean on. Her gaze drifted back to Christ, the shadows of red and gold painted across his bloody face.

It didn’t make sense to her. A supreme being, if there ever was one, just letting this outbreak happen. Letting everything unravel that made lives ruined, families torn apart, bodies left cold and forgotten. And yet, people like Rosie still believed.

The contradiction gnawed at her. How could anyone believe in a God who let it get this bad? How could they trust some invisible force when the world outside these wooden walls had become so merciless?

Her jaw tightened. Vaggie believes too, she thought. And that was another thing she couldn’t quite wrap her head around. It wasn’t that she resented it, she just couldn’t understand it. The faith, the hope, the prayers whispered into the void… what did they really do?

Charlie sighed through her nose, her fingers grazing the edge of a pew. “I wish I could understand that,” she admitted quietly. “But I don’t.”

Rosie’s unjudging eyes held hers, but before she could reply, a hand tapped her lightly on the shoulder. Rosie turned, her posture shifting, and there stood Veronica so sudden that Charlie didn't notice. How long had Veronica been there?

Veronica’s eyes flicked between Rosie and Charlie. “Am I interrupting something?” she asked.

Rosie shook her head, her smile barely slipping. “Not at all. We were just—”

Charlie wasn’t listening. Her gaze had dropped to Veronica’s side, where a pistol sat snug in its worn leather holster. But it wasn’t the weapon that caught her eye. It was the glint of metal on Veronica’s fingers; multiple rings of varying shapes and designs. One of them, nestled between the others, was familiar in a way that punched the air from Charlie’s lungs.

No. Her mind recoiled, disbelief clawing at her thoughts. It can’t be.

She squinted, her heart hammering in her chest. The ring was gold, simple, with a small diamond on top of the band. Her brain finally caught up, the pieces snapping together with a sharp clarity that left her cold.

Vaggie’s ring.

A fire ignited in Charlie’s chest, searing away the confusion and hesitation. Her body moved before she could think. Her hand shot out, yanking Veronica’s pistol from its holster.

Before Veronica could react, Charlie surged forward. Her left arm wrapped around Veronica’s throat, pulling her into a tight chokehold. Her height gave her the advantage, and she used it ruthlessly, forcing Veronica’s head back while shoving the barrel of the pistol up beneath her jaw.

A sharp gasp escaped Veronica’s lips, her hands clawing instinctively at Charlie’s arm, but Charlie’s grip was ironclad.

“Where the hell did you get this?” Charlie hissed.

She seized Veronica’s right hand, yanking it up so they both had to look at the ring, the ring that shouldn’t be here, the ring that belonged on her wife’s finger. Her knuckles went white, and for a moment, the world narrowed to the circle of metal glinting accusingly in the dim light.

Veronica's eyes widened in confusion and fear, her lips parting as though searching for words. Her voice trembled, breathless.

"I... I don’t know what you’re talking about," she stammered, her gaze flicking to Rosie and then back to Charlie. "I just—this ring? It’s just a damn ring—"

Charlie’s eyes blazed with a fury that made her vision sharpen to a pinpoint. Her hand didn’t waver, the cold steel of the pistol pressed harder beneath Veronica’s jaw, making her tilt her head back further.

"‘It’s just a ring,’" Charlie echoed mockingly. "Sure it is. So let’s see how well you can read."

She twisted Veronica’s hand, forcing her fingers to splay open. The gold band caught the dim light as Charlie’s jaw clenched tighter. Her voice turned to ice.

"Take it off," she commanded.

Veronica’s breath hitched. Her fingers trembled as she slowly slid the ring from her finger.

"Now read it," Charlie ordered, her voice dangerously calm.

Veronica’s mouth quivered. "I told you, I—"

Charlie didn’t let her finish. The barrel of the gun dug deeper into Veronica’s jaw, making her eyes squeeze shut in a grimace of pain.

"Fucking read it!" Charlie shouted, her furious voice echoed through the church.

Veronica’s eyes flickered open, a bead of sweat trailing down her temple. Her voice was barely more than a whisper as she relented, "‘My lovely angel.’"

Charlie’s stomach twisted, the pain so sharp it felt like a blade carving into her. Her free hand trembled slightly before it clenched into a fist. She knew the engraving by heart (courtesy of Pentious for doing this in the first place), but hearing it from Veronica’s mouth was like poison spreading through her veins.

Rosie stepped closer, her voice low, cautious. "Charlie... what are you doing?"

Charlie’s eyes snapped to Rosie, feral and blazing. "Shut up!” Her teeth bared in a twisted grin that held no humor. "Unless you want me to turn your fucking sermon into a bloodbath."

The room seemed to freeze, time suspended by the tension crackling through the air. The two guards who had been praying now had their rifles trained on Charlie, their fingers twitching on the triggers.

Rosie’s eyes widened, her hands lifting slightly in a gesture of caution. "You don’t want to do this, Charlie."

Charlie’s lips curled into a snarl. "I don’t?" Her gaze swept to the guards, the madness of grief and rage swirling behind her eyes. "If you don’t lower those rifles, I’ll paint this fucking aisle with her brains."

The guards hesitated. Rosie’s voice tightened. "You’re making a mistake."

Charlie’s fingers flexed on the pistol grip, the barrel never leaving Veronica’s jaw. Her voice dropped to a low growl. "The only mistake was trusting any of you. Vaggie was right about this place. She said it was sketchy as fuck, and I didn’t listen. I thought maybe you people were different. But you’re just another pack of fucks!”

Her grip on Veronica tightened, fingers locking like a vice. Her eyes shot to Rosie, the desperation, rage, and fear boiling beneath the surface. “Where is Vaggie?!” she shouted, her voice cracking. “Where the fuck is she, Rosie? Because if you don’t tell me right now, I’ll kill every single one of you motherfuckers in this goddamn town, and I’ll make sure you watch me smash your skull in last.”

Rosie’s face paled, her usual veneer of calm slipping into unease. Her eyes darted to the guards, whose fingers trembled on the triggers. One wrong twitch, one panicked move, and the air would explode with gunfire. The tension was a razor wire pulled taut, ready to snap and cut everyone to ribbons.

“Charlie, you need to think about this,” Rosie said, her voice thin, strained. “You don’t want to—”

“Don’t,” Charlie growled, her eyes burning into Rosie’s. “Don’t tell me what I want. I want my wife back. I want my friends back. And all I have is her ring in my fucking hand!” Her voice broke on the last word, a tremor of anguish bleeding through her fury.

Veronica whimpered beneath Charlie’s arm. The feel of her wife’s ring against her palm was like a splinter driving deeper into her heart. The world blurred at the edges, everything turning to a haze of red and black. Her thoughts were a whirlwind of grief, rage, and panic, and for a horrifying moment, she wasn’t sure who she was anymore. The threats, the violence... they didn’t even feel like Charlie. But the pain was real, the fear gnawed at her, and the burning need to find Vaggie overpowered everything else.

Her voice dropped to a dangerous whisper. “What did you do to her?”

Rosie’s mouth opened and closed, indecision flickering in her eyes. “Charlie… we didn’t—”

“Don’t lie to me!” Charlie’s shout ricocheted off the walls. Her vision narrowed further, every beat of her heart a drum of impending violence. “You think I’m bluffing? You think I won’t blow her fucking brains out right here, right now?”

The guards’ hands shook, their barrels wobbling as sweat beaded on their brows. They looked to Rosie for direction.

Rosie’s eyes were locked on Charlie. “We can figure this out, but you need to let her go—”

“Wrong answer.” Charlie jammed the barrel harder into Veronica’s jaw, making her cry out in pain. “I’m done figuring things out. You’ve got three seconds to tell me where Vaggie is, or I’ll decorate this church with her blood.”

“One,” Charlie hissed, her finger tightening on the trigger.

Rosie’s hands shot out, her voice desperate. “Wait! Wait, we—”

“Two.”

The guards shifted, panic flaring in their eyes, but they didn’t dare fire. Not yet. Not with Veronica’s life hanging in the balance.

Charlie’s vision tunneled, everything else falling away, the thrum of blood in her ears drowning out reason. “Three—”

“Okay!” Rosie’s voice cracked. “Okay! I’ll tell you where she is.”

Charlie remained silent, her knuckles white on the pistol grip as her gaze bore into Rosie. Her breaths came fast and shallow, and her heart hammered in her chest. She said nothing—she didn’t need to.

Rosie’s throat bobbed as she swallowed hard, her face betraying the struggle of someone trying to find the right words (or at least words that wouldn’t result in a bullet). She drew in a slow breath.

"Charlie," she began, her voice quieter now, almost apologetic, "you have to understand... it is difficult, especially the winter is cruel. The soil’s frozen, crops barely grow, and supply lines don’t always hold up. People here… people are starving. We have to do what we can to survive."

Charlie’s eyes narrowed. "Spit it out, Rosie. Where. Is. She?"

Rosie's lips pressed into a thin line. She glanced at Veronica, then back to Charlie. Finally, she sighed, a tired, resigned sound.

"When resources get thin, we’ve got to look out for the ones who can contribute the most," Rosie said carefully. "Not everyone makes the cut."

Charlie’s jaw tightened, her teeth grinding. "The cut? What the hell does that mean?"

Rosie’s voice softened, almost as if she pitied Charlie. "It’s... a process. The new arrivals are watched, evaluated. The strong, the useful—they stay. The others..." She trailed off, glancing toward Veronica, whose face had turned pale as death. “We have to make the use of their meat, and of course, we hate leaving waste.”

It hit Charlie like a punch to the gut. Her mind reeled, and bile burned at the back of her throat as her stomach twisted.

"You’re killing people…" she said, her voice a mix of disbelief and fury. “You… you murder people. You butcher them like livestock? And you call that survival?”

Rosie didn’t flinch at the accusation, but her face hardened. "We do what we have to. I don’t expect you to understand. We choose carefully. People who come here, newcomers...” She hesitated, her gaze flicking to the pistol in Charlie’s hands. “They’re strangers. They don’t belong to us. It’s them or us, Charlie.”

Charlie’s vision blurred with red. Her hands trembled with rage so hot it felt like it would consume her.

The bile rose in her throat, bitter and burning. Her grip on the gun tightened. "And Vaggie?" she demanded. "What the fuck did you do to her?"

Rosie hesitated again, and that was all the confirmation Charlie needed.

"You’re monsters," Charlie hissed, her voice trembling with rage. "Fucking monsters."

Rosie took a step back, her hands raised in a placating gesture. "Listen, Charlie. We didn’t have a choice. Susan, Franklin, and I—"

But Rosie didn’t get to finish.

Charlie pulled the trigger without hesitation. The gunshot cracked like a thunderclap in the church. Veronica’s head snapped back, a spray of blood painting the altar and Charlie’s face. Her body crumpled to the ground, the ring slipping from her cold fingers and clinking against the wooden floor.

Charlie didn’t stop to think. Her body moved as if possessed, fueled by a fury hotter than any fire. She swung the gun toward the guards, who stopped for a split second too long, their rifles faltering in their grips. She fired twice, the first shot caught one guard in the shoulder, the second punched through his throat. He crumpled to the floor, his rifle clattering out of his grasp.

The second guard scrambled back, his weapon jerking as he tried to aim. Charlie didn’t give him the chance. She fired twice more, the bullets tearing through his chest in a spray of blood. He dropped, gasping, his body twitching as life drained from him.

“Rosie!” Charlie bellowed as she pivoted, searching for her next target.

But Rosie was already running. She darted toward the back of the church, her boots echoing against the wooden floor as she slipped through a door near the altar.

“No!” Charlie roared. She fired again, the shot shattering a stained glass window as Rosie disappeared through the door.

The sound of the escape only fueled the inferno inside her. Charlie screamed, ripping from her throat like the howl of a wounded animal. It echoed through the church, shaking loose dust from the rafters. Her knees buckled, and she collapsed onto the cold floor next to Veronica’s corpse.

Her hands trembled violently as they reached for the ring lying beside the bloodied hand. She snatched it up, clutching it so tightly her knuckles went white. The small diamond, smeared with red, winked mockingly up at her.

“Vaggie…” Charlie whispered, her voice breaking. Tears blurred her vision as she stared at the ring, its weight unbearable. Her chest heaved, and a sob tore free, raw and jagged.

The world around her faded, the guards’ shouts and the distant sound of running footsteps muffled as though underwater. All that remained was the bitter taste of failure, the heavy ache of loss, and the burning question she couldn’t escape: Was I already too late?

The blood on her hands felt like it wasn’t Veronica’s. It felt like Vaggie’s, like every second she’d wasted had pushed her one step closer to losing the person she loved most. She slammed her fist into the floor, the sharp pain barely registering through the storm of emotions tearing her apart.

Her breath hitched, her shoulders shaking as she tried to pull herself together. She wiped at her face with her sleeve, smearing blood and tears as her mind raced. Vaggie had been taken, marked for slaughter like livestock. The thought of her wife, her fierce, courageous, loving wife... reduced to a meal for these monsters was more than she could bear.

She staggered as she stood up, her boots slipping slightly on the blood-slick floor. Veronica’s body lay crumpled where Charlie had left it, her lifeless eyes staring at nothing. The guards were dead too, their blood pooling around their bodies. The faint smell of iron mingled with the lingering incense, turning the once-sacred space into a macabre scene.

“I’m coming for you,” she whispered to the bloody ring on her hand. “I’ll find you. I swear I’ll find you.”


Vaggie forced herself to stay steady, even as her shoulders screamed in protest. She could feel every ounce of tension, every crack and creak in her joints as she tried to shift. Her arms were stiff, practically numb, and there was this awful static crawling up and down them, the kind you only get from keeping your limbs in one position for far too long. She bit down on the inside of her cheek, hard enough to taste blood, and forced herself to breathe through it. In and out. One breath at a time.

Managed to twist her arms up and she took a mental note that her wrists were tied together with zip ties. She twisted her hands experimentally, but they didn’t budge. No give. No slack. No way to rip them apart, not like this.

She let her head fall back, her breath puffing out in white clouds in the freezing air. The cold was everywhere, sinking into her skin, her muscles, her bones. She could feel it numbing her already weak limbs, but she knew she couldn’t stop. Stopping meant dying here, and she wasn’t about to let that happen. Not when she knew Charlie was out there. Somewhere.

Vaggie gritted her teeth and shifted again, this time pulling herself up. Her muscles screamed in protest, every movement a battle, but she ignored it. Curling her body upward, she managed to lift her head enough to see her feet, which were bound tightly with rope around a steel hook.

The hook’s tip was sharp. Sharp enough, if she angled the zip tie just right.

Her breathing quickened, partly from exertion, partly from hope flickering in the back of her mind like a match in a hurricane. She reached her arms up, shakily, her bound wrists trembling as she tried to line them up with the hook.

It wasn’t easy. The cold gnawed at her fingers, making them sluggish and clumsy. Her body ached, her strength all but spent. But she kept going. She had to. She pressed the edge of the zip tie against the hook’s tip and began to slide it across slowly.

The plastic didn’t cut right away. It resisted her, stubbornly refusing to break, and every failed attempt felt like a brick dropping into her stomach. She kept sliding it, over and over, her teeth clenched so hard her jaw ached.

Her arms felt like lead, and the freezing air bit at her exposed skin, but she didn’t stop. Not even when her vision blurred from exhaustion and her breath came in short, ragged gasps.

It took longer than she expected (longer than it should have) but eventually, the zip tie began to weaken. The plastic frayed, splitting little by little, until finally, with a sharp snap, it broke apart.

Her hands fell free, the sudden lack of resistance making her nearly lose her balance. She caught herself, barely, her hands gripping the hook as she hung there for a moment, her head spinning.

She exhaled shakily, her breath visible in the icy air. Her wrists were raw and red, the skin rubbed painfully where the zip tie had been, but they were free. And that was all that mattered.

Now, she thought, her eye narrowing as she looked at the rope around her feet. Now comes the hard part.

Vaggie let out a steadying breath, her focus shifted to the rope around her feet.

It was thick, tightly wound, and (her stomach sank as she took a closer look) nylon. There was no way she could slice through it the same way she had with the zip tie. The material was too damn sturdy.

Her options narrowed, and none of them looked good. She studied the hook again, the way the rope was looped over it. Maybe, just maybe, if she could get the right angle, she could force the rope to slip off.

She winced, already dreading what she had to do. Her abs were screaming from the effort of curling up earlier, and the thought of doing it again made her stomach churn. But there wasn’t any other choice.

Taking another deep breath, she braced herself and curled upward, her muscles trembling under the strain. She managed to lift her upper body enough to hook her arms around the rope for support. Then, with a sharp jerk, she tried to hop her body, forcing the rope to slide along the hook.

Nothing.

She sagged slightly, letting her body hang for a moment to catch her breath. Her abs felt like they were on fire, the freezing air doing nothing to soothe the ache. She closed her eye and counted to three before trying again.

Another hop. Another sharp jerk. The rope shifted just a fraction this time, but it was enough to make her grit her teeth and push forward.

She kept at it, pausing between attempts to let her muscles recover. Each time, the ache in her core deepened, spreading across her ribs and back. Her breath came in short, uneven puffs, and her hands trembled as they clung to the rope for balance.

Hop. Pause. Breathe. Try again.

The rhythm became a mantra, something to keep her mind focused even as her body threatened to give out. Slowly, painfully, the rope began to loosen just a few centimeters at a time, feeling it shifting and sliding closer to the edge of the hook.

She let out a shaky laugh that sounded more like a gasp.“Come on,” she muttered under her breath, her voice hoarse from disuse. “Just a little more.”

Another hop. Another shift. The rope was closer now, teetering on the edge of the hook. Her abs screamed in protest, her entire body trembling from the effort, but she didn’t stop. She couldn’t.

One more. Just one more.

She curled upward again, using the last of her strength to jerk the rope hard. For a terrifying moment, everything held still; the hook, the rope, her breath caught in her throat.

And then the rope slipped free.

Vaggie hit the ground hard, the cold tiles knocking the wind from her lungs. The drop wasn’t far, but the impact rattled her already sore body, sending fresh waves of pain through her shoulders and back. She winced, groaning as she rolled onto her side, her breath puffing out in shaky clouds.

The cold seeped into her, sharper than before, now that her almost bare body was splayed out against the icy floor. Every nerve screamed in protest, but she gritted her teeth and forced herself to push up onto her elbows.

Her eye scanned the room, adjusting to the dim light. It was just as she’d guessed; a massive, walk-in freezer. The walls were lined with industrial metal shelves, most of them empty, though she could spot a few scattered boxes and frost-covered bags. This must’ve been a storage space for large stockpiles of perishables, though it looked long abandoned now.

Then her gaze snapped to her left, and her stomach dropped.

Angel hung upside down from a hook, his wrists bound just like hers had been. Similar to Vaggie, he was stripped down to his underwear with his arms dangling below his head. His face was pale, lips tinged a faint blue, and his breathing looked shallow.

Next to him, Niffty hung in the same position, bound and barely dressed, wearing just her bra and underwear. She was smaller, her body appearing even more fragile in the harsh, icy light. Her head lolled slightly, as though she were either unconscious or on the verge of waking.

Vaggie’s heart kicked into overdrive, adrenaline surging through her veins despite the numbing cold. Ignoring the sharp sting against her bare feet, she pushed herself upright and staggered toward them.

The tiles burned her soles, the freezing temperature biting deep, but she didn’t stop. Vaggie’s eye darted around the room, searching desperately for anything she could use to cut through Angel and Niffty’s bindings. She spotted a metal table a few feet away, its surface frosted over with a thin layer of ice. Stumbling over to it, she ran her hands across it, her trembling fingers slipping over the cold surface.

Nothing.

Her heart sank. The table was bare with no tools, no knives, not even a shard of metal she could use to pry at the ropes. She pressed her lips into a tight line, forcing herself to think, but the freezing air gnawed at her concentration, every breath making her chest ache.

Out of options, she turned back toward the room and scanned it again. She couldn’t free Angel and Niffty on her own, not without something sharp. That left one option, dangerous as it was: wait for someone to come in and take them by surprise.

Her gaze settled on a shadowed corner near the far end of the freezer, close to the metal door she guessed was the main point of entry. It wasn’t much of a hiding spot, but it would have to do.

Vaggie moved quickly, her bare feet slapping against the icy tiles as she crossed the room. Reaching the darkened corner, she crouched low, pressing her back against the wall.

Her breath came in shallow gasps, every puff visible in the frigid air. She adjusted her position, tucking herself as tightly as she could into the shadows.

The plan was simple, at least in theory. Whoever came through that door would have to step into the room before they noticed anything was wrong. If she timed it right, she could tackle them and catch them off guard before they had a chance to react.

Simple. But far from easy.

Her fingers curled into fists, her nails digging into her palms as she tried to steady herself. The cold was relentless, sapping her strength with every passing second, but she couldn’t afford to falter. Angel and Niffty’s lives depended on her.

A sudden noise broke through the stillness, a faint metallic clank from the other side of the door. Vaggie’s breath hitched, her body going rigid. The sound grew louder, closer, until she could hear the groan of the door’s hinges.

She pressed herself further into the shadows, her heart pounding so loudly she was sure whoever was on the other side would hear it. The door creaked open, and heavy boots thudded against the tile as someone stepped inside.

Vaggie’s pulse quickened. She forced herself to stay still, waiting for the right moment. The figure moved further into the room, their breath fogging the air in front of them.

Closer.

She clenched her fists tighter, her muscles coiling like a spring. The figure paused, their head turning slightly as if scanning the freezer.

Now.

Vaggie lunged, throwing every ounce of her strength into her attack. She slammed into the figure, the impact sending both of them crashing to the ground. The cold bit at her exposed skin again, pinning them down as they thrashed beneath her.

She reached blindly for their face, her fingers fumbling for their mouth to muffle any cries for help.

“Shut the fuck up,” she hissed through gritted teeth. “Don’t make this harder than it has to be.”

Vaggie’s eye flicked down, catching the glint of something sharp in their hand; a knife. The blade’s edge was jagged, like it had been hastily sharpened, but it was still dangerous enough to end her if she wasn’t careful.

The figure squirmed beneath her, their grip shifting on the knife as if preparing to stab. Vaggie shifted her weight, slamming her knee into their wrist with all the force she could muster. The knife clattered to the floor.

The figure let out a muffled yelp, their struggles growing weaker as Vaggie pressed down harder. “Don’t even think about it,” she hissed, her breath fogging in the frigid air. “Try to kill me, and I’ll be the first to snap your neck. Is that clear, cabrón?”

The figure froze, their wide eyes staring up at her with a mix of fear and disbelief. Their muffled pleas came out in broken, panicked whimpers. Vaggie leaned in closer. “Got it?

They nodded frantically, head jerking up and down.

“Good.” She grabbed the knife, its blade cold against her palm. Vaggie held her grip a moment longer, her eye narrowing as she made sure they understood the threat. When she felt their body go still beneath her, she eased her hand away from their mouth, but not without a warning glare.

Now that she wasn’t fighting for her life, she took a better look at the young man pinned beneath her. His features were sharp but youthful, his wide green eyes darting around the room in panic. Freckles dotted his pale skin, and his curly hair was disheveled.

Her gaze dropped lower, noticing the holster strapped to his side. It wasn’t the kind meant for guns... no, this one carried a mix of cooking knives. Long blades, serrated edges, and even a cleaver. Besides the hand radio, Vaggie didn’t miss the ring of keys clipped to the belt loop of his worn cargo pants.

Her grip on the knife tightened as she shifted her weight slightly, still keeping him pinned. Her lips curled into a grim smile. “Lucky for you, you’re exactly what I need right now.”

The young man opened his mouth to speak, but Vaggie cut him off by pulling the knife closer to his face. “Here’s how this is going to go. You’re going to get those keys,” she ordered. “And you’re going to unlock my friends over there. No sudden moves, no funny business. If you try anything stupid, I won’t hesitate to fucking gut you like a pig. Got it?”

The man nodded again, his eyes wide with fear. “Got it,” he croaked, his voice trembling.

He had the familiar voice, must be Noah as Vaggie recalled.

She shifted off of him slowly, her body still coiled like a spring, ready to react if he tried anything while keeping the knife pointed at him the entire time. “Good. Now get up. And don’t even think about reaching for those knives, or you’ll regret it.”

The man, Noah, scrambled to his feet, his hands trembling as he unhooked the ring of keys from his belt. Vaggie stayed close, her sharp glare boring into him as he fumbled with the keys. He shot a glance at her, then quickly looked away when he saw the hardness in her expression.

“Start with him,” Vaggie said, jerking her chin toward Angel. “Move. Now.”

Noah hesitated for a fraction of a second before shuffling toward Angel’s unconscious form. Vaggie trailed behind him, keeping a careful eye on every movement. She watched as he worked the keys into the lock on Angel’s bindings, his hands shaking so badly that he nearly dropped the ring.

“Stop trembling and get it done,” Vaggie snapped. “You don’t want me losing my patience.”

Noah nodded mutely, his fingers finally finding the right key. With a soft click by the wall, the hook that hung Angel up came loose, and his body sagged down. Vaggie reached out instinctively, catching him before he hit the ground.

“Now her,” Vaggie ordered, nodding toward Niffty. “And hurry up.”

Noah didn’t argue. He moved to Niffty, unlocking her bindings with the same shaky speed. Vaggie kept her attention locked on him, her hands still supporting Angel as she glanced between the two. Once Niffty was free, Noah stood back, his hands raised in a gesture of surrender.

“Good,” Vaggie said, her voice cold as ice. “Now step back—against the wall.”

Noah obeyed, pressing himself against the metal shelves. "I-I swear, I didn’t want to hurt anyone! I’m just following orders, okay? They made me! I don’t—"

“Shut the fuck up,” Vaggie snarled, slamming him against the shelf with enough force to rattle the metal. The impact silenced him, his eyes wide with fear as she leaned in, her knife hovering dangerously close to his throat. “You think I care who told you what? All I see is another goddamn cannibal who doesn’t mind stringing people up like fucking livestock. You’re as much a monster as the rest of them.”

Noah’s mouth opened and closed, his breathing coming in shallow gasps. Before he could muster a response, the crackle of static broke through followed by an impatient voice of Susan from the radio clipped to his holster.

“Noah,” the voice snapped. “What the fuck is taking so long? You’re supposed to be done by now.”

The sound froze both of them. Vaggie’s grip on the knife tightened as her eye darted toward the radio. A tense beat passed before she reached down, yanking the radio from his holster. She held it up, her gaze snapping back to Noah’s panicked face.

“Answer her,” Vaggie hissed, her tone low and venomous. The blade of her knife hovered close to the soft skin of his neck. “And make it convincing. You know what happens if you fuck this up.”

Noah swallowed hard, his Adam’s apple bobbing against the cold steel of the blade. His voice shook as he spoke, but he managed to keep it steady enough to sound almost normal. “Y-yeah, Susan,” he said into the radio, his breath hitching as Vaggie’s knife pressed slightly closer. “Everything’s fine. Just, uh… t-taking a little longer than expected. You know how it is.”

There was a pause on the other end, followed by a frustrated sigh. “Noah, if you’re screwing around, I swear—”

“I’m not!” he interrupted quickly, his voice rising a pitch in panic. “I’ve got it under control. I’ll be done in a couple minutes, I promise. Just… don’t come in here, okay? Freezer’s cramped enough without you breathing down my neck.”

Another pause. Vaggie’s eye narrowed, her focus locked on Noah’s face. Susan’s voice finally crackled through again. “Fine. But hurry the hell up. You’ve got five minutes, or I’m coming in there myself.”

The radio went silent with a hiss of static. Vaggie didn’t move, her knife still poised at Noah’s throat. His chest rose and fell rapidly, his entire body trembling under her glare. She waited, counting the seconds in her head, before pulling the knife back just enough to let him breathe.

“You bought yourself five minutes,” she said coldly. “Now, stay like that. Don’t move, don’t talk, don’t even fucking breathe louder than I want you to. Do you get me?”

Noah let out a garbled, shaky sound that might’ve been an agreement, but it wasn’t clear enough for her liking.

Vaggie’s eye narrowed dangerously. “I said—do you get me?”

“Y-yes!” Noah stammered, his voice cracking. “I-I get it!”

Vaggie lingered a second longer, waiting to make sure he wouldn’t do something stupid before spinning on her heel. She rushed back to Angel and Niffty.

Wasting no time, she knelt beside Angel first, gripping his wrists and sawing through the zip tie with the stolen knife. The blade was sharp enough that it didn’t take long, but her hands trembled slightly as exhaustion and adrenaline warred within her.

The zip tie snapped free with a clean snap, Angel’s arms falling limply to his sides. Vaggie barely had time to check him before she turned to Niffty, repeating the process.

“Come on, come on,” Vaggie muttered under her breath as she worked. Finally, Niffty’s bindings gave way, the zip tie falling to the icy ground.

Niffty stirred, a soft groan escaping her lips as her head lolled slightly. Slowly, her eyes fluttered open, blinking against the dim, freezing light. “Wh-where—” Her voice was scratchy and thin. “Where are we? Why is it so cold?”

Vaggie gripped her shoulders lightly, keeping her steady as she leaned closer. “Listen to me, Niffty. Willowbend’s filled with fucking cannibals. That’s why we’re in a goddamn freezer and they were about to butcher us.”

Niffty’s eyes widened, snapping fully open as the words registered. “Cannibals?” she repeated, her voice rising in alarm. Her gaze darted wildly around the room before landing on Noah, who was still pressed against the metal shelving, exactly where Vaggie had left him.

In an instant, Niffty’s fear turned to fury. She surged forward, her small frame moving faster than Vaggie expected. “You!” she shrieked. “You sick bastard!”

Before Vaggie could react, Niffty lunged at Noah, her fists swinging as she tried to tackle him. Noah flinched, panic flashing across his face as he pressed himself further into the shelves, his hands raising defensively.

“Niffty, stop!” Vaggie barked, grabbing Niffty around the waist and yanking her back before she could make contact. Niffty squirmed in her grip, her small but surprisingly strong body thrashing against Vaggie’s hold.

“Let me go!” Niffty shouted, her voice shaking with rage. “He’s one of them! He—he’s—”

“We need him!” Vaggie cut her off sharply. She tightened her hold just enough to keep Niffty still. “I know what the fuck he is, but we don’t have a choice. We need him to get out of here alive. Do you understand me?”

Niffty froze, her breaths ragged and uneven as she stared at Vaggie. Slowly, the anger in her expression gave way to reluctant understanding. “But—”

“Do you understand me?” Vaggie’s tone left no room for argument.

Niffty’s shoulders slumped, the fight draining out of her as she nodded reluctantly. “Yeah… I understand.”

“Good,” Vaggie said, releasing her. She turned her glare back toward Noah, who was still frozen against the shelves, his wide eyes darting between the three of them. “Because he’s the only thing keeping us from freezing to death in this hellhole.”

Noah swallowed hard, his face pale as he nodded quickly, as if agreeing would stop them from turning on him again.

Vaggie clenched the knife tighter, her mind racing. “Now, we’re getting out of here,” she said. “And you’re going to help us. Do you get me?”

Noah nodded frantically. “Y-yeah. I get you.”

Vaggie’s eye scanned the room, lingering on the door. “We don’t have much time before your friends come looking. So let’s move.”

She motioned for Niffty to grab Angel, who was still unconscious, before turning back to Noah. “You’re leading the way out. And don’t try anything.”

Noah didn’t argue. He turned toward the door, his steps hesitant as Vaggie and Niffty followed close behind while carrying Angel.


Charlie was crouched under the reception table in the lobby of the school, knees pressed awkwardly into the scuffed linoleum, her breath slow and careful as if the air itself might give her away. The lobby smelled like dust, stale gum wrappers, and the fucking bleach.

She flicked the magazine out of Veronica’s Beretta, counting eight rounds plus one in the chamber. Nine bullets. Not enough. She reached for her backup pistol. Seventeen rounds in the magazine. Twenty-six bullets in all.

Make every bullet count, she thought as she slipped the backup gun into the waistband at the back of her pants, though the phrase tasted sour.

Because the thing was, just almost an hour ago, she hadn’t even thought herself capable of pulling the trigger on a living person. She could still see their faces... Veronica’s look of shock as she fell, the blood sprayed across her face. Her chest constricted, nausea rolling through her.

She had already shot three people. Three human beings. Like it was nothing.

Because they weren’t just people, she reminded herself. They were cannibals. Everyone in Willowbend is a cannibal.

But still. Three lives, three bodies, the deafening gunshots echoed in the church that she couldn’t unhear.

Her fingers tightened around the baretta’s grip as the loudspeaker crackled to life, and Charlie flinched with her back hitting the underside of the table.

“Attention all residents:” came the voice, syrupy and artificial, like Rosie was trying too hard to sound calm. “Charlotte Morningstar is now considered dangerous to Willowbend. I repeat, if you see a tall blonde woman with blue eyes in a red winter coat, capture her immediately. Alive.”

Charlie’s fists curled around the pistol. Of fucking course, she thought, as her blood turned to ice. Leave her alive. Capture her like some prize deer for Rosie to parade around. She was furious, furious at Rosie, at Willowbend, at fucking everything.

Everyone in Willowbend had turned against her, that much was clear. But Alastor... Charlie’s mind snagged on his name for a second. Would he be one of them? Would he turn her in? The thought made her stomach twist. He’s an asshole, sure, and he would really stay in a damn place where Rosie stays.

The question is… would he really betray me?

The slam of the school’s front doors jolted her out of her spiral. The sound reverberated through the lobby, followed by the unmistakable rhythm of multiple sets of boots hitting the linoleum floor. Charlie stilled completely, holding her breath.

“Where the hell is Veronica?” one of the guards snapped anxiously.

“Rosie said Ms. Morningstar killed her,” another replied, sounding unsure like he didn’t want to believe it himself. “Veronica and the two others.”

Killed. That word again. Charlie squeezed her eyes shut, pressing her forehead against the cool wood of the desk. Will Alastor also believe that? she wondered. He liked it here. He liked the order, the illusion of safety. Maybe he’d pick Willowbend over her. Maybe she couldn’t blame him for that, either.

It didn’t matter. None of it mattered. What mattered was the boots stomping closer, the pistol in her hand, and the fact that Rosie’s voice was still lingering in the air like a bad taste.

Capture her alive.

She could hear the faint rustling of weapons being adjusted, the occasional hiss of a radio. There were at least five of them, maybe six. Too many. She couldn’t fight them head-on; she’d barely make it past the first shot.

She forced herself to think. They don’t know where I am yet. If she could wait them out, maybe they’d split up, spread themselves too thin. Or maybe—

Her thoughts were interrupted by the sharp scrape of a chair leg against the floor. Someone was checking under desks.

Charlie’s heart slammed against her ribs. She curled her knees tighter to her chest, left hand around the grip of the pistol. Her thumb hovered near the safety, ready.

“Check everywhere. She’s here somewhere,” a third voice barked.

The footsteps were closing in. She could see their shadowed outlines through the gap between the desk and the floor. Another chair screeched.

Closer.

Charlie’s finger itched against the trigger guard. She didn’t want to shoot again. Could she incapacitate them? Was there time to—

A muffled voice crackled through a guard’s radio, drawing their attention. “Report in—any sign of her?”

“Not yet,” one of the men replied, his voice lowered. “We’re sweeping the lobby now.”

Charlie exhaled silently, her head spinning with escape routes. She needed a distraction. Something to draw them away. She scanned her immediate surroundings: a few scattered papers, a tipped-over coffee mug, a pencil sharpener... nothing useful.

Think, Charlie. Think!

Her gaze fell to Veronica’s Beretta again. Charlie’s thoughts drifted to the grim reality of her situation: it was just her and the gun. There was no one coming to save her this time. No Angel cracking a joke while picking locks. No Vaggie pulling her back from the brink with a sharp word and a hand on her shoulder…

It was just her.

And the truth was, this wasn’t the first time she’d been in a situation like this. Cornered, alone, with nothing but adrenaline and a weapon to get her through. But there’d always been that slim chance, that maybe someone would have her back. This time, there was nothing. If she didn’t move, she was dead.

Her hands were already stained, her soul already tangled in the mess of what she’d done. What were a few more?

Charlie’s knuckles went white around the Beretta’s grip.

I don’t have a choice.

She didn’t let herself think any further. Thinking would get her killed.

Charlie rose from her crouch in one motion. The first guard saw her, his mouth opening to yell but too late.

She squeezed the trigger.

The Beretta kicked in her hand. A gunshot exploded through the lobby, deafening and violent. The guard’s head snapped back, his body crumpling like a marionette with its strings cut.

“Shit! She’s here!” someone shouted, but Charlie wasn’t listening.

She ducked low and fired again, two quick shots that punched into the chest of a second man as he fumbled to raise his rifle. He staggered back into a chair, knocking it over in a clatter before slumping to the ground.

The room erupted into chaos.

Gunfire cracked through the air, rounds slamming into walls, shattering glass, and ricocheting off metal. Charlie dove behind the reception desk as bullets splintered wood above her head. She fired blindly over the top, the Beretta barking twice before she dropped back down.

Four rounds left.

Her chest heaved as she scanned for her next move. One guard was advancing on her left, crouched low, his rifle trained on the desk. Another was yelling into his radio, calling for reinforcements.

Charlie popped up just enough to see the first guard. She fired. Missed. He ducked for cover.

Her shoulder burned as a bullet pierced through, slicing the edge of her coat. She bit back a cry, her mind screaming at her to move. Don’t stop. Don’t think.

She darted out from behind the desk, sprinting toward a row of lockers along the wall. Bullets chased her, pinging off metal and sending sparks into the air. She slid into cover, her breath ragged.

One of the guards shouted, “Flank her! Go!”

Charlie’s mind raced. They were spreading out, trying to corner her. She couldn’t let them. She glanced at the hallway leading deeper into the school, but it was too far. She’d be gunned down before she made it ten steps.

I can’t run.

Her fingers brushed the backup pistol at her waistband. Seventeen rounds. She could make this work.

Charlie pulled it free while switching out the baretta, then pivoted out of cover and opened fire. The rapid pop-pop-pop of her shots filled the room as she advanced.

The first guard didn’t have time to react; three rounds took him down, his body sprawled against the lockers.

The second guard, the one with the radio, shouted something as he raised his rifle. Charlie aimed, fired, and the shot punched into his stomach. He crumpled, gasping as his radio slipped from his hand and crackled uselessly on the floor.

Only one left.

She switched the backup pistol to her left dominant hand while flexing her remaining fingers by her right hand from the damn recoil she endured.

Charlie could hear him breathing somewhere to her right, short and panicked.

A shadow moved.

She turned sharply, firing two shots. The first missed. The second didn’t. The guard let out a strangled cry before collapsing against a filing cabinet, his weapon clattering uselessly beside him.

Then... silence.

The lobby, once echoing with gunfire, was now eerily still. The air was thick with the stench of gunpowder, sweat, and something metallic and awful that Charlie didn’t want to name.

She stood there, pistol hanging loosely at her side, her breath coming in short, shuddering bursts.

It was over.

Her body caught up to the pain all at once. Her right shoulder screamed where a bullet had torn through. She stumbled back a step, pressing a hand to the wound. Blood seeped hot and wet through her fingers, darkening the fabric of her coat.

Charlie let out a bitter, shaky laugh. Twenty-six bullets, she thought distantly. She didn’t know how many she had left, but she didn’t think she’d made every one count.

She swayed slightly on her feet, her vision blurring at the edges as adrenaline began to ebb. The bodies were still there, the echoes of gunfire still ringing in her ears, and she could feel something fraying inside her, some part of her that didn’t think she could keep doing this.

But she had no choice.

Charlie’s hands trembled as she shoved the pistol back into the waistband of her pants.

Her boots scuffed across the blood-slick linoleum as she stumbled to the nearest body. The guard lay crumpled against the lockers, his eyes staring blankly at the ceiling. Charlie ignored the bile rising in her throat as she dropped to her knees, yanking at his shirt with both hands.

The fabric tore with a harsh, grating sound. She wasn’t gentle about it. The ripped cloth would do for a bandage, but first...

Her gaze darted to the Beretta still clutched in his limp hand. Same model. A stroke of luck. She pried the weapon free, fingers slick with blood, and hit the magazine release. Seven rounds left. She chambered a fresh round and pocketed the magazine.

She moved to the next body, repeating the process. Tear fabric, check the weapon, extract the magazine. One of the guards had already gone through half his ammo with six rounds left. Another was nearly full, and she chambered that one, too.

By the time she reached the last body, Charlie’s hands were sticky with blood, her shoulders aching from effort, and her wound screaming for attention. She ignored it, sucking in a sharp breath as she yanked the final magazine free and shoved it into her coat pocket with the others.

Four extra magazines, plus her backup pistol. Thirty-some bullets total. Enough to get her out of this fucking place.

But her right shoulder was on fire, the bullet wound seeping steadily down her arm, and she could feel her strength draining with every second. She couldn’t waste time.

Charlie’s eyes darted to the hallway leading deeper into the school.

Paper towels.

The thought barely formed before she was moving, feet dragging as she slipped past the corpses and toward the hallway’s paper towel dispenser. The beige plastic casing was cracked, yellowed with age, but it didn’t matter. She wedged her fingers into the edge and popped it open with a sharp pull.

Paper towels tumbled out, rough and thin, but they were better than nothing. She grabbed as many as she could hold, shoving them under her arm and into her coat.

Her pulse thudded in her ears as she scanned the dim hallway, her vision still swimming slightly. She needed cover. A classroom. Somewhere she could hole up long enough to stop the bleeding.

She pushed into the first door she found, slipping inside and quietly shutting it behind her.

The room was dark, the faintest sliver of light bleeding through the cracked blinds.

Charlie didn’t waste time. She dropped into the corner of the room, out of sight of the door, and braced her back against the wall. Finally still, she allowed herself to groan softly, the sound wrenched from deep in her chest. Her right shoulder throbbed in time with her heartbeat.

She dug out the scraps of cloth she’d torn earlier, teeth gritted as she unzipped her coat and pulled it down off her right side. The fabric stuck where the blood had begun to dry, and she hissed sharply as she peeled it away.

Her hands trembled as she fumbled with the buttons of her dress shirt, each one a cruel test of patience as her blood-slick fingers slipped against the fabric. The shirt finally came undone, and she shrugged it off her right shoulder, exposing the raw, ugly wound beneath. The bullet had passed through with a clean exit, but the damage it left behind was brutal. The skin was torn and bleeding, the flesh an angry, dark red surrounded by bruises already beginning to bloom.

Charlie grimaced as she examined it, her chest rising and falling in shallow, uneven breaths. At least it’s not still in there, she thought, though it was small comfort. The pain was a living, snarling thing, and every slight movement made her vision threaten to go white.

Keep moving, she told herself, reaching for the torn scraps of fabric and paper towels she’d salvaged. Don’t stop. Don’t think.

With shaking hands, she folded the paper towels into thick layers, pressing them hard against the front of the wound. The rough texture scraped against her skin, and she hissed in agony, her head tipping back against the wall. The pressure was unbearable.

Her breath came in ragged bursts as she held the scrap cloth in place with her left hand, her fingers clamped tightly around the wadded-up towels. With her free hand, she grabbed one of the long strips of cloth. It was stiff with blood, but she didn’t care. She folded it lengthwise, bunching it just enough to hold the paper towels in place, and then carefully began wrapping it around her shoulder.

The first loop was the hardest, stretching her injured arm forward sent white-hot pain lancing through her body, and she nearly blacked out. She stopped for a moment, panting through gritted teeth, sweat slicking her forehead. Don’t stop. Don’t stop.

She leaned against the wall for balance, forcing herself to keep going. She wound the fabric around her arm and across her chest, pulling it tight enough to hold everything in place. Each tug made her nerves scream in protest, but it was better than bleeding out on the dirty linoleum floor of a darkened school classroom.

When she tied the last knot (clumsy and uneven, but secure), she finally let her head fall back against the wall. Her chest heaved as she closed her eyes, willing herself not to pass out. The room spun faintly, and she could feel the sweat cooling on her skin, mixing with the blood still seeping sluggishly beneath the bandage.

The shitty dressing wouldn’t hold forever. She knew that. But it was enough to keep her alive long enough to figure out her next move.

She tilted her head back and stared at the ceiling, her breathing slowing, the sharp edges of pain beginning to blur as exhaustion crept in.

Charlie swallowed the bitter taste of exhaustion as she blinked herself back to focus. One breath at a time, steady and slow.

With effort, she grabbed one of the paper towels she hadn’t used yet, the rough texture biting against her skin as she wiped at the blood smeared across her chest and stomach. It wasn’t perfect, but it was better. She struggled to button her shirt again.

Her coat came next, another fight against her body’s limits. She pulled it carefully over her injured shoulder, wincing with every inch. When it was finally back in place, she allowed herself a brief second to feel secure again, wrapped in its familiar weight.

The Beretta sat on the floor where she’d set it. Charlie picked it up with her left hand, and thumbed the magazine release. She dropped the almost-empty mag and replaced it with the full one she’d pocketed earlier. She chambered the next round, the slide snapping back with a satisfying clack.

Charlie pushed herself up, her legs trembling beneath her weight, but she stayed upright. The world swayed for a moment before steadying, her breathing even despite the dull roar of pain in her shoulder.

She started toward the door.

The sound of a revolver hammer clicking froze her in place.

“Don’t move, Morningstar.”

The voice was deep and worn from age. Charlie stilled, blood pounding in her ears as she raised her hands carefully, the Beretta dangling loose between her fingers.

“Easy,” she said softly.

She turned her head first slowly, then her body, pivoting to face the voice.

The man standing across the room was dark-skinned and elderly, his lined face hardened with suspicion, though his deep-set eyes betrayed a flicker of hesitation. His revolver (a well-worn .357) was pointed straight at her, though his grip trembled slightly.

Charlie took him in quickly: the grease-stained apron slung over his button-up shirt, the shelves stacked with tools and bits of machinery, the workbench cluttered with scavenged electronics and half-finished projects.

Her stomach sank.

She was in someone’s room. His workshop.

“Franklin.”

“You’re bleeding all over my floor,” Franklin mutteredwith warning.

“Sorry about that.” Charlie’s voice stayed calm, almost conversational, though her heartbeat drummed like a war march. She didn’t lower her hands. “Didn’t realize I was trespassing.”

Franklin’s revolver didn’t waver. “You’re not supposed to be here.”

Charlie’s mouth tightened.

“Where’s Rosie?” she asked evenly.

Franklin’s jaw tightened. His finger hovered near the trigger, but he didn’t pull it. Instead, he asked, his voice low and direct, “Are you gonna kill me after I tell you?”

Charlie hesitated. Her mind scrambled for an answer that wouldn’t make this situation worse. She could lie, try to bluff her way out, but something in Franklin’s eyes warned her against it. He wouldn’t buy a lie.

After a beat, she let out a breath and nodded. “Yes.”

Franklin’s eyes narrowed, and his grip on the revolver didn’t waver. “Why?” His voice carried no anger, just curiosity, like asking for clarity more than justification.

“Because you’re all sick,” Charlie replied bitterly. “You, Rosie, everyone in Willowbend... you’re all selfish, cannibalistic bastards who don’t give a shit about anyone but yourselves.”

Franklin didn’t flinch. If anything, his expression softened, just a little. He exhaled slowly, his shoulders sagging.

“You’re not wrong,” he said quietly, his voice rough. “World’s gone to absolute shit, and all we’ve got is each other. But this… this way we’re livin’? It’s gonna burn Willowbend to the ground.”

Charlie’s brow furrowed at his sudden candor. “Why do you say that?”

Franklin lowered the revolver slightly, though it was still loosely pointed in her direction. “Because there’s always someone out there stronger than us,” he admitted. “Someone who ain’t afraid to take us down. Someone with a will sharper than anything we’ve got left. Someone like you.”

Charlie watched him carefully as he let out another slow exhale. He seemed calm now, almost resigned.

“I warned Rosie,” Franklin continued. “Told her there’d be consequences. Told her to lean on the greenhouse instead, grow what we could, find another way. But she’s stubborn. Thinks her way’s the only way.”

He let the revolver drop to his side, no longer aiming it at her. “So here we are.”

Charlie stared at him, her grip on her pistol tightening even as she listened. He wasn’t begging for his life, wasn’t even trying to talk her down. He was just… accepting it.

“Rosie’s on the second floor by her office,” Franklin said finally, meeting her gaze. “That’s where she does the announcements in the school. If she’s not there, she’ll be in the church.”

Charlie nodded slowly, processing the fact that Rosie’s right-hand man had just handed her this information without a fight. She glanced away briefly, her lips pressing into a thin line, before asking, “Do you have a family?”

Franklin’s expression darkened, and he responded with a heavy, “Had.”

Charlie stayed silent, letting him continue.

“Watched ’em get devoured,” he said bluntly. “My wife. My daughter and her own family. Couldn’t do a damn thing but run. By the time I got out, there wasn’t enough of ’em left to bury.”

The room fell into an oppressive silence. Charlie didn’t look away, but her throat felt tight.

Franklin looked away, his eyes distant. “I’m sorry about your wife—”

The words caught in his throat as Charlie moved. Her body acted before her mind could argue, her left hand snapping up the Beretta. Her finger squeezed the trigger instantly.

The sound of the gunshot ripped through the room. Franklin staggered back, his revolver clattering to the floor as crimson bloomed across his chest. The dull thud of his body hitting the floor muffled by the pounding in Charlie’s ears.

Her arm fell to her side, the weight of the Beretta suddenly unbearable. She closed her eyes, forcing herself to breathe, to shove down the whisper of guilt that tried to claw its way forward.

There was no room for sympathy. Not here. Not anymore.

Charlie opened her eyes, the icy edge of vengeance seeping back into her veins. She refused to let her thoughts linger on the man’s lifeless form. Franklin had been a part of this place, a part of what they’d done to her.

She turned her head, catching sight of a sledgehammer propped against the wall. The tool was battered, its metal head nicked and scraped from years of use.

She crossed the room, her boots echoing against the floor, and grasped the sledgehammer with her uninjured arm. It felt solid in her grip, and must've been a comforting alternative to the Beretta.

Without sparing another glance at Franklin, Charlie pushed the workshop door open and stepped into the hallway.

Notes:

unfortunately, i have to split this massive chapter because it is a fucking lot

note: charlie thought vaggie died and butchered up, thus shes going thru a really violent phase and determined to kill everyone in willowbend (lets fucking go)

Chapter 33: Belshazzar's Feast (pt. 2)

Notes:

tw; lots and LOTS of violence + graphic gore, and character death.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The warm air hit Vaggie like a slow sigh escaping from a clenched jaw. She almost let herself exhale, almost let her shoulders ease away from her ears. But almost wasn’t enough. Not when she was standing in nothing but a bra and underwear, her skin still crawling with the memory of the cold freezer air.

Noah pushed the door shut behind them with a hollow thunk, sealing them away from the frost-laden nightmare they’d just fled. The dull clang echoed in the narrow space of the room as Vaggie and Niffty eased Angel’s unconscious body to the floor. His back met the wall, his head lolling to one side before he let out a soft, broken-sounding groan. His eyelids fluttered and then opened, bleary and unfocused. It took him a second to register where he was and who was there.

His eyes sharpened, the edges of a grin pulling at his mouth. “Well, shit,” Angel rasped. “Did I miss the memo about having an orgy, or…?”

Vaggie’s jaw tightened, her knuckles pale against the strap of her bra as she resisted the urge to smack him upside the head. Instead, she shot a glance at Niffty. “Explain it to him,” she muttered. “I’m gonna talk to the kid.”

Niffty gave a brisk nod.

Vaggie turned away, crossing the dimly lit room to where Noah stood with his back against a shelf stacked high with crates of dubious contents. His hands fidgeted like they were trying to find a place without touching his knife belt. Vaggie grabbed his wrist, not gently, and pulled him in closer until their faces were a breath apart.

Her voice was low, “Where the hell are we?”

Noah bobbed in his throat. He darted a glance at the door they hadn’t opened yet on the far side of the room. “We’re um… in the storage room,” he said, his voice shaky. “Out there… that’s the butcher shop’s main room.”

Vaggie’s eye narrowed. “Where’s the armory? Where do they keep the weapons?”

Noah’s mouth opened and closed, his lips forming words he didn’t seem sure he wanted to say. “I—I don’t know,” he stammered. “I work under Susan. Food prep, handling all the freezer stock.” He glanced away. “The armory’s probably in the school, Veronica would know for—”

A blur of movement cut him off.

Angel tackled Noah to the ground, the impact sending a dull thud reverberating through the room. Noah’s head hit the concrete floor with a sickening smack. Angel’s hands were on his throat, fingers curling like claws, eyes wild with a fury that had been caged too long.

“You little shit!” Angel’s voice was a snarl, his breath hot and ragged. “You fucking drugged us. Kill us. String us up like a goddamn sack of meat! You think I’m just gonna let that slide?!”

Noah’s eyes bulged, his mouth opening in a silent gasp, the whites of his knuckles glaring against Angel’s grip.

“Angel!” Vaggie hissed, her hands on his shoulders, trying to pull him back. “Shut the fuck up and let him go!”

Angel’s grip didn’t loosen. His jaw was clenched so tightly she thought his teeth might splinter.

“We don’t know if we’re alone in the next room, you idiot!” she whispered fiercely, her breath hot against his ear. “You wanna get us all killed?”

For a second, she thought she’d lost him. That the rage had drowned out every other sound, every other thought. But then Angel’s breath stuttered, his fingers loosening just enough for Noah to suck in a ragged, shuddering gulp of air. Angel’s shoulders slumped, his body trembling, and he finally let go.

Noah rolled to the side, coughing, tears streaking down his face as he sucked in shaky breaths while clutching at his bruised throat.

Vaggie hauled Angel back, her own hands shaking. Their eyes met, both full of shadows and frayed edges. Her fingers dug into Angel’s shoulders as she steadied him. “I want to kill them too, Angel. Every single one of those cannibal fucks.” Her words trembled. “But we can’t afford to kill him right now. Not when we’re half-naked and empty-handed.”

Angel’s eyes stayed locked on Noah, the spark of rage still flickering in his gaze, but Vaggie tightened her grip until his focus snapped back to her.

“The kid’s an asset,” she continued. “As much as I want to rip his throat out, he’s the only one who knows the layout. We need him.”

Angel’s jaw worked, the tension in his neck visible beneath his skin, but after a moment, he exhaled sharply and nodded. “Fine,” he muttered. “But if he twitches wrong, I swear—”

“Yeah, yeah,” Vaggie cut him off. “I’ll help you tear him apart. But later.”

She turned away from Angel, and Noah is still on the floor, his chest heaving, eyes glossy with fear and pain. Vaggie crouched down and reached for the holstered hand radio clipped to his belt. He flinched, but didn’t resist as she unhooked it and held it in her palm.

She turned the dial, her thumb steady, tuning past static-filled channels. Her mind was a blur of numbers and codes, trying to sort through the latch onto the right one. She needed Carmilla. She’d know what to do, where to go. Vaggie had to believe that.

Vaggie’s jaw tightened. Remember, damn it.

“Angel. Niffty.” She didn’t look back. “Keep an eye on the kid. And try not to fucking kill him.”

“Don’t worry,” Niffty responded. “I’ll keep him breathing!”

Angel grumbled something unintelligible, but the scrape of his feet as he stood was enough for Vaggie. She didn’t have time to babysit his anger.

She flicked through the channels, each burst of static gnawing at her patience. The emergency frequency was burned into her brain, but in the haze of cold, it danced just out of reach.

Come on, come on… The sequence of numbers was there, somewhere in the back of her mind.

The static hissed in and out, each crackle eating away at Vaggie’s thinning patience. Her thumb moved carefully over the dial, her heart thudding in her chest like a trapped animal. The numbers blurred together, a jumble of half-remembered frequencies. But then, just when the panic threatened to claw its way up her throat, a flicker of clarity—a faint, pulsing signal.

And then, finally, a break in the void—a sputter of static that gave way to faint, pulsing silence. A frequency that wasn’t dead.

Vaggie’s heart thudded in her chest. She drew in a breath.

“This is Sergeant Rodríguez,” she said, her voice tight, almost shaking. “Coming in for Captain Carmine. Please respond.” She released the transmit button, the radio trembling slightly in her grip.

The silence that followed stretched out, thin and brittle. Vaggie’s jaw clenched. She was about to repeat herself when the speaker crackled to life.

“Valeria?” The voice was low, clipped, and edged with static, but it was unmistakable. “This is Carmilla. I read you.”

Relief hit Vaggie like a punch to the gut. Her knees nearly buckled, but she locked them in place, squeezing the radio tighter.

Gracias a Dios,” she muttered. “Carmilla, it’s bad. It’s fucking bad. Willowbend is crawling with cannibals. Angel, Niffty, and I barely got out of the freezer alive. But I don’t know where Charlie and Alastor are.”

There was a beat of dead air, and then Carmilla’s voice crackled through the speaker in disbelief. “Cannibals? Valeria, what the hell are you talking about?”

Vaggie’s fingers dug into the radio, her knuckles white. “I’m not exaggerating, Captain! They’re butchering people. Turning them into fucking food. There are—there are bodies, hacked up, hanging in the freezer. Fresh ones. Christ, I’m standing right outside the damn room where they’re processing them!” Her breath hitched, her mind flashing back to the frost-covered limbs and vacant, frozen eyes.

“That can’t be—” Carmilla began, her voice started to sound in denial.

“It is,” Vaggie snapped. “There’s evidence everywhere. They butcher anyone who shows up here. The new settlers, the people who got lost on the roads—This place is a goddamn slaughterhouse.”

A sickening silence followed, the static on the line hissing like a whisper of dread. Vaggie’s chest felt tight, each second stretching too long, every moment an opportunity for something worse to happen.

“You have to believe me, Carmilla,” she pushed on. “We need backup. We need out of here. Now.”

“I—” Carmilla’s voice faltered, caught between confusion and dawning horror. “This is… how did we miss this?”

“It doesn’t matter how!” Vaggie’s frustration bled. “They’re good at hiding it, okay? They put on a friendly face, but behind it, they’re all monsters. We’re trapped, and we don’t have weapons. If you don’t get here soon, we’re dead.”

Carmilla’s voice sharpened, the hesitation evaporating. “Alright, I’ll get a squad moving. Just—”

A burst of static swallowed her words. Vaggie’s heart seized. “Carmilla? Carmilla!”

The line crackled, a hiss of white noise, the connection flickering like a dying lightbulb.

“No, no, no!” Vaggie twisted the dial frantically, trying to catch the signal again. The radio spat nothing but static back at her. She shook it, as if sheer force could bring the connection back. “Come on, please!

The static roared louder, mocking her desperation. Vaggie’s jaw clenched, her teeth grinding together. Her vision blurred with frustration and fear. The cold dread in her gut coiled tighter, squeezing her lungs.

“Damn it!” she snarled, slamming the radio against the shelf.

The others looked at her. Angel’s hands curled into fists at his sides, his jaw twitching. Niffty’s usual cheer was gone, replaced by a wary unease. Noah’s eyes were wide, darting between them like he was waiting for the explosion.

Vaggie took a shaky breath, her shoulders rigid. “We’re on our own for now,” she muttered. “But they’re coming. Carmilla’s coming.”

Angel’s voice was low. “They better hurry the fuck up.”

“We just…” Vaggie dragged a hand down her face, the tremble in her fingers betraying the calm she tried to project. Her breath came sharp and uneven, her one good eye locking onto Angel’s. “We just have to survive. That’s it. Until Carmilla gets here, we survive.”

Angel’s jaw tightened, the anger in his eyes flickering, but he gave a small nod.

Without another word, Vaggie turned on her heel and stalked over to Noah, who was still crumpled on the floor. She grabbed him by the arm and yanked him to his feet with a roughness that made him yelp.

“Is there anyone in the other room?” she demanded, her grip like iron as she glared at him.

Noah flinched, avoiding her gaze. “Y-yeah,” he stammered. “There’s usually two people in there… but with the attack in the main area, the schedule’s all messed up. I don’t know for sure.”

Vaggie’s brow furrowed at his words, but before she could process them, Angel’s voice cut in.

“Wait, what attack?” Angel’s head snapped toward Noah, his eyes narrowing. “Main area? You mean the school and shit?”

Noah hesitated, glancing nervously between them, but before he could answer, Vaggie shot Angel a sharp look.

“We don’t have time for this,” she hissed. “Susan and whoever the fuck else is out there are going to come looking for us any second. We need to move. Now.”

Angel opened his mouth to protest, but Vaggie didn’t give him the chance.

She pulled the knife from Noah’s belt and pressed it to his side, just enough for him to feel its edge, her eye cold and steady.

“You’re going first,” she said grimly. “You walk out there, keep it casual, and distract anyone in the room. Got it?”

Noah swallowed hard. He nodded quickly, his breath coming in short gasps.

“Good,” Vaggie muttered, shoving him toward the door. “And again, don’t even think about trying anything.”

Noah stumbled forward, his steps hesitant as he reached for the door handle. His hand trembled as he turned it, glancing back at them one last time.

Vaggie gave a sharp nod, the knife still in her hand. “Go.”


The magazine clicked into place with a satisfying snap, and Charlie tightened her grip on the Beretta in her left hand. Her right hand, awkwardly clutching the sledgehammer, compensated for her missing fingers with her grip less assured but no less firm. She flexed her shoulders, rolled her neck, and let out a quiet breath.

The school loudspeakers buzzed again, sputtering out yet another fucking warning about her being “dangerous” and other bullshit. Charlie tuned it out, her focus steady, until the announcement cut off mid-sentence. The sudden silence was replaced with a burst of music—ABBA’s Dancing Queen, of all things, spilling into the empty halls.

“Nice choice,” she muttered to no one, a faint smirk curling her lips.

Charlie started humming along, her boots scuffing lightly against the worn linoleum as she ascended the stairs to the second floor. The faint echo of her steps was soon joined by the crisp beat of the song, her movements syncing to the rhythm.

She spotted them—three guards at the top of the stairs, their rifles raised and ready. For a split second, their eyes met hers.

And then she raised her gun.

Five shots.

The guards hit the ground in a heap, their weapons clattering beside them. Charlie didn’t even blink. She stepped over their bodies, still humming, and crouched to rifle through their gear. One by one, she ejected the magazines from their pistols, slipping them into her coat pocket.

You can dance… you can jive,” she sang softly, as she stood and chambered the pistol.

The pounding of boots on the stairs behind her cut through the song. Charlie didn’t bother looking back. She swung the Beretta up, turning as she fired into the stairwell. “Having the time of your life… ooh, see that girl…” The guards coming up didn’t stand a chance—two shots for the first, one for the second, a clean double-tap for the third. Their bodies crumpled like marionettes with their strings cut.

Watch that scene… diggin’ the dancing queen.

The magazine clicked empty, the slide locking back with a metallic clink. Charlie lowered the gun, her voice unbroken as she slid the spent magazine out and reached for a fresh one.

Charlie strode down the hallway, her steps steady and her voice unwavering. Then two guards appeared at the far end of the corridor, their boots clattering against the floor as they raised their rifles.

Charlie fired before they had the chance.

Two quick shots, center mass. The guards crumpled to the ground, their weapons slipping from their hands with a clatter. She didn’t even slow down.

Friday night and the lights are low…” she sang, her voice light and carefree, as though she weren’t surrounded by death and destruction that she willingly caused in the first place.

From her left, a classroom door burst open. Four more guards surged out, their weapons aimed and ready.

Charlie’s aim was faster.

She squeezed the trigger. One guard fell, then another. She pivoted slightly, shooting the third through the chest. The fourth guard hesitated just long enough for Charlie to finish unloading the magazine into him.

Looking out for a place to go…” Her voice didn’t falter even as the Beretta clicked empty, the slide locking back.

But one guard was still standing.

He raised his rifle, his hands steady, his eyes wide with panic but locked on her.

Without hesitation, Charlie dropped the gun and shifted her grip on the sledgehammer. She swung it upward with all her strength, the heavy head arcing toward the man’s face.

The sledgehammer connected with a sickening crunch, the force slamming his head into the wall. Blood splattered across the chipped paint as his body crumpled lifelessly to the floor.

Where they play the right music, getting in the swing…” Charlie sang with her breaths heavy.

She kicked the guard’s rifle aside, her good hand retrieving another magazine from her pocket. Sliding it into the Beretta, she chambered the next round.

You come to look for a king…

Charlie wiped the back of her hand across her brow, smearing a streak of soot and blood. The music carried her forward, its beat as steady as her pulse. Her boots thudded against the floor, muffled slightly by the scattered debris and spent shell casings.

Anybody could be that guy…

At the intersection up ahead, more guards appeared, their boots pounding against the linoleum. This time, they were smarter—spreading out into a line, rifles raised and ready. Charlie ducked behind an overturned desk, the Beretta in her left hand pressed against her chest.

Night is young and the music’s high…” The guards opened fire, bullets peppering the desk and sending shards of wood splintering into the air. Charlie didn’t flinch. Instead, she waited for a break in the storm, her fingers tightening on the pistol grip.

As the firing slowed, she leaned out just enough to get a clean line of sight. Her first shot dropped the guard in the middle of the line, the bullet punching through his chest. She adjusted her aim, taking down the one on the left with a double-tap.

The remaining guard fired wildly, his shots pinging off the walls and ricocheting into the ceiling. Charlie stepped out from cover. One shot to his shoulder sent his rifle flying, and a second to his leg dropped him to his knees.

With a bit of rock music, everything is fine…” she sang as she approached him, her Beretta trained on his head.

The guard looked up, his eyes wide and pleading, but Charlie didn’t hesitate. She pulled the trigger, the sound of the shot blending seamlessly with the music.

You’re in the mood for a dance…

More doors burst open further down the hall. Five guards this time, their faces grim and their weapons ready. Charlie sighed, ejecting the spent magazine and sliding in another.

And when you get the chance…

The Beretta barked again. Three guards fell before they could get a shot off. The fourth managed to squeeze the trigger, his bullet grazing her already-injured shoulder before she put him down with a shot to the head.

The fifth guard lunged at her, his rifle swinging like a club. Charlie ducked the wild swing, her sledgehammer already in motion. She brought it down in a brutal arc, the head smashing into his chest with a sickening crunch. He crumpled, clutching his chest and wheezing as blood dribbled from his lips.

You are the dancing queen,” Charlie sang and stood over the wheezing guard, her shadow cast long against the blood-splattered wall. She adjusted her grip on the sledgehammer. The guard gasped, his hands weakly clawing at the floor, trying to push himself away.

Young and sweet, only seventeen…” Charlie sang softly, almost tender.

She raised the sledgehammer high above her head, pausing for just a moment as the song’s chorus swelled through the loudspeakers. The guard looked up at her, his eyes glassy with pain and fear.

The first swing connected with his skull, the sickening crunch of bone shattering under the hammerhead reverberating down the hall. Blood sprayed across her boots and the floor, but she didn’t stop.

Dancing queen…

She swung again, the hammer smashing into what was left of his head. The guard’s body twitched violently, then went limp. The sledgehammer came down one more time, embedding itself in the ruined mess of blood, bone, and brain matter.

“Feel the beat from the tambourine… oh yeah…”

Charlie pulled the sledgehammer free with a grunt, her chest rising and falling heavily. She took a step back, wiping a streak of blood off her face with her sleeve. Around her, the hallway was littered with bodies, the air thick with the metallic tang of blood and gunpowder.

You can dance… you can jive…

Charlie ejected the magazine and counted eleven rounds. Satisfied, she loaded it back with a click, slinging the bloodied sledgehammer over her injured right shoulder. The weight of the weapon bit into her bruised flesh, but she barely noticed, her left hand gripping the Beretta firmly.

She made her way down the hall, her boots crunching over the spent shell casings. The muffled echo of “Dancing Queen” played on, faint now but still audible in her ears.

When she reached the community sleeping quarters, the air inside was suffocatingly still. Huddled together on the far side of the room, the remaining Willowbend residents watched her with wide, terrified eyes. Most were women, some elderly. A few frail-looking men stood scattered among them.

One man, middle-aged with thinning gray hair and a trembling frame, stepped forward. His hands were raised high, his palms out in surrender. “Please,” he stammered, his voice cracking as he tried to find his courage. “Please… we’re unarmed. We don’t want any trouble.”

Charlie stopped just inside the doorway, lowering the sledgehammer so its metal head rested heavily on the ground. She tilted her head slightly, her gaze sweeping over the group. Fear radiated from them—sharp, tangible, and pathetic.

The man took a hesitant step forward. “We didn’t know,” he said quickly. “We… we had no choice. Please spare us.”

Charlie’s eyes narrowed, her posture rigid. “You didn’t know?” she echoed, her tone flat and cold. “You’re telling me you didn’t know what your people were doing? Didn’t hear the screams? Didn’t see the blood?”

The man paled, his mouth opening and closing like a fish gasping for air.

She took a step closer, her voice rising with quiet fury. “Why the fuck should I spare people who stood by and did nothing while their own ate another human being?”

The man’s hands shook as he stammered, “It… it was survival! We had no other choice. They—they would’ve killed us too if we—”

Charlie didn’t let him finish. Her Beretta snapped up, the muzzle level with his forehead, and she pulled the trigger.

The man’s body dropped to the floor with a heavy thud, blood pooling beneath his head.

A woman screamed in anguish. “Harold! No!”

Charlie’s eyes flicked to the source of the scream, a woman clutching her chest in despair. Without hesitation, Charlie squeezed the trigger again. The shot struck the woman squarely, silencing her cries instantly.

The room erupted into chaos. Cries of terror and pleas for mercy filled the air, but Charlie didn’t falter. She moved through the room with her Beretta barking out round after round.

Women fell clutching at their wounds, elderly men crumpled to the ground, and the once-silent sleeping quarters became a cacophony of desperation and death. Charlie’s face remained expressionless and her movements mechanical.

When the magazine clicked empty, she paused. Blood spattered her face and hands, and the metallic stench of death was thick in the air. She ejected the spent magazine, letting it clatter to the floor, and reached into her pocket for another.

Charlie slid the fresh magazine into the Beretta. She didn't hesitate as she chambered the next round, her footsteps carrying her deeper into the room.

Those who still stood had begun to scatter, their panicked movements chaotic as they sought any escape. The fit ones, the ones who could run, bolted for the door. But Charlie was faster.

She raised the pistol, her aim steady, and fired.

Shots rang out, echoing sharply through the room. Knees exploded in sprays of crimson, tendons snapping as legs buckled beneath fleeing bodies. The runners fell screaming, clutching at their shattered limbs as they writhed on the blood-slicked floor.

Charlie advanced, her expression unchanging as the chaos unfolded around her.

One young man, barely out of his teens, dragged himself toward an open window, his mangled leg trailing behind him. His fingers clawed at the wooden frame, desperation fueling his futile escape.

Charlie reached him in three strides. She crouched, her Beretta aimed squarely at his head. The boy froze, his wide, tear-filled eyes locking onto hers.

“Please,” he begged. “I didn’t do anything. I swear—”

The shot silenced him mid-sentence.

Another woman lunged at Charlie, a pair of scissors clutched tightly in her trembling hand. Charlie sidestepped the attack, her left hand grabbing the woman’s wrist and twisting sharply. The scissors clattered to the floor, and before the woman could react, Charlie swung the sledgehammer in a brutal arc.

The impact sent the woman flying backward, her body crumpling against the wall with a sickening thud.

As the magazine clicked empty again, Charlie let the Beretta fall to her side, the slide locked back. Her breaths came heavy, her chest rising and falling as she surveyed the room.

The survivors lay scattered, their groans and cries of pain filling the air. Blood pooled on the floor, mingling with the fragments of bone and tissue that littered the room like grotesque confetti.

Charlie adjusted her grip on the sledgehammer, her gaze falling on a middle-aged man dragging himself toward the door, his hands slick with blood. His breathing was ragged, his face twisted in agony, but he refused to stop.

Charlie slowly approached him. She raised the sledgehammer high above her head, her shadow falling over his trembling form.

“No… please…” he croaked.

The hammer came down with a deafening crack, silencing him instantly.

Charlie moved through the room like a grim reaper, her sledgehammer rising and falling. Those who still clung to life, who begged and pleaded, found their voices drowned out by the sickening crunch of bone and the wet splatter of blood.

One woman, her leg shattered, tried to crawl beneath a bunk bed. Charlie spotted her easily, reaching down to drag her out by her ankle. The woman screamed, clawing at the floorboards, but Charlie didn’t falter. She swung the hammer down, and the scream cut off abruptly.

When the last survivor fell silent, Charlie stood in the center of the room, the sledgehammer hanging limply by her side. Blood dripped from its head, pooling at her feet. Her chest heaved as she looked around, her eyes scanning the carnage she had wrought.

The room was still now, save for the faint crackle of the loudspeakers as the music faded away. Charlie closed her eyes for a moment, the ghost of the song lingering in her mind.

She exhaled slowly, letting the weight of the sledgehammer pull her arm down. Without another glance at the bodies, she turned and walked out of the quarters, her boots leaving bloody footprints and dragging the sledgehammer along beside her.

“I’m coming for you, Rosie.”


The door creaked open, the warm light from the next room spilling into the storage area. Noah stepped through, his movements stiff and awkward, his voice cracking slightly as he called out, “Hey, uh… everything okay in here?”

Vaggie followed close behind, keeping her body pressed to the wall as she moved. Her knife was raised, her muscles coiled like a spring. She could only hope Noah was smart enough not to get them all fucking killed.

As Vaggie stepped cautiously into the room, the first sound that struck her wasn’t the shuffle of feet or murmurs of conversation—it was ABBA’s “Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! (A Man After Midnight)” playing faintly from a crackling radio. The upbeat tune felt grotesquely out of place, a jarring contrast to the coppery tang of blood and the wretched scent of raw meat.

She squinted through the warm light, her remaining eye taking in the room. The walls were tiled white, but many of the tiles were stained with red streaks, some fresh, others faded into dark brown smears. The floor was slick in places, puddles of what she didn’t want to imagine reflecting the light above.

Across the room, a narrow staircase led upward, and with a careful squint, Vaggie could just make out rows of empty glass meat displays at the top. That must be the butcher shop’s storefront.

Noah hesitated near the outer corner of a tiled wall, keeping himself half-hidden. Vaggie’s knife remained pressed against his back, hidden beneath his coat. She gave him a sharp nudge.

“Keep moving,” she whispered, her voice low and firm.

From deeper in the room, there was a familiar voice startling her. “Noah? What are you doing here? Are you done draining the blood from the meat?”

Vaggie’s grip on the knife tightened, her pulse quickening. She stayed behind Noah, her body tense, ready to act if things went south.

Noah’s breath hitched, but he responded quickly, his voice wavering only slightly. “Y-Yeah, I’m done. Drained it all, just like you asked, Jeffrey.”

That name. Jeffrey. Vaggie’s memory jolted. When she’d first woken up in the freezer, she’d heard someone mention Willowbend’s butcher or that same sick man who talked about them like they’re fucking meat. This must be him.

Jeffrey let out a low, satisfied hum. “Good. But why the hell are you still here? You should’ve gone to report back to Susan or helped deal with the others.” He paused. “Especially Ms. Morningstar.”

The mention of Charlie made Vaggie freeze. Her chest tightened, her mind racing through a dozen horrifying scenarios. What did they mean by ‘deal with’?

Noah hesitated, his voice nervous. “You mean the tall blonde woman?”

Jeffrey sighed, exasperated. “Yes, of course, that’s her! How do you not know who Ms. Morningstar is by now?”

There was a short pause before Jeffrey shrugged the question off. “Never mind. Rosie’ll make sure everyone here’s pulling their weight to take her down. That woman’s a menace.”

Vaggie’s jaw clenched, her mind racing. Charlie is alive. She must be fighting back and knows the truth. Relief and fear warred within her, but she forced herself to focus on the immediate danger. She needed to keep Jeffrey distracted, figure out a way to get to Charlie.

She leaned closer to Noah, her breath hot against his ear. “Keep him talking,” she hissed. “Ask about Charlie. Do it.”

Noah’s shoulders stiffened, but he obeyed. “Uh, Jeffrey… what’s this Ms. Morningstar done to get everyone so riled up?”

Jeffrey chuckled, the sound low and almost conversational, as if discussing the weather. “What hasn’t Ms. Morningstar done? Let’s see…” He wiped his hands on a blood-streaked apron. “She’s killed Franklin—poor old man didn’t even have a chance to draw his weapon. And Veronica? Got shot while she was unarmed, if you can believe it. And that’s just the ones I can name off the top of my head. There’s a whole pile of others, but I stopped counting after the first dozen.” He sighed dramatically. “You’d think she was running out of people to kill for self-defense, hm? But no, she’s making sure to pick us off.”

Vaggie froze, her hand tightening involuntarily on the hilt of the knife. She could feel the pulse of her own heartbeat pounding in her ears, drowning out the rest of Jeffrey’s words. Her eye widened in disbelief, her mind reeling.

Charlie? Killing unarmed people? The words felt like acid, burning through her thoughts. This wasn’t the Charlie she knew—the kind-hearted, pacifist woman who would always try to find a peaceful solution, even when it seemed impossible.

Vaggie exchanged a glance with Angel and Niffty. Angel’s lips were pressed into a thin line, his usual sarcasm replaced by a rare and uncharacteristic unease. Niffty’s wide eyes darted between them, her expression a strange mix of concern and confusion.

Vaggie’s grip on the knife trembled. Her mind raced, desperate to make sense of the revelation. This had to be a misunderstanding, a lie meant to rattle them. But... Jeffrey’s tone wasn’t defensive. It wasn’t angry. It was almost casual, like he didn’t even care that people had died—just that Charlie was responsible.

Her chest tightened, a sickening thought creeping into her mind. What if it’s true? What if Charlie really has been killing them? Not just the armed ones. Not just in self-defense.

But then she forced herself to breathe, to think past the horror. If Charlie had killed them, if she’d gone that far, there had to be a reason. There had to be. These people were cannibals—monsters who butchered others like animals. Maybe… maybe Charlie saw something. Learned something. Maybe she had no choice.

Vaggie’s mind flashed back to the freezer—the hanging bodies, the shitty stench of death. It was enough to make her stomach churn, even now.

But still... Charlie killing anyone, let alone unarmed people? It was a truth Vaggie couldn’t fully reconcile.

“Vags,” Angel’s low voice broke her from her spiraling thoughts. She turned to him, meeting his sharp gaze. His expression was tight, a storm of emotions swirling behind his eyes. “You think it’s true?”

Vaggie hesitated, her throat dry. She looked at Niffty, who shook her head slightly, as if trying to deny the possibility.

“I don’t know,” Vaggie admitted. “But you and Niffty stay on the cover.”

She sucked in a steadying breath, her fingers tightening around the hilt of the knife. She couldn't afford to hesitate. Not now. Without a word, she hooked her arm around Noah's neck, locking him in place. His breath hitched, a startled whimper escaping as she pressed the cold edge of the blade to his throat. His body stiffened, his feet scuffling against the blood-slick tiles.

Before Jeffrey could fully process the movement, Vaggie shoved Noah out from cover, her own form emerging into the butcher’s light. The contrast hit her like a slap—casting sharp shadows on the blood-slick tiles. Her eye narrowed as she took in the scene in front of her.

Standing beside a metal table was the man Noah had been speaking to—a relatively tall figure with pale skin, his brown hair slightly unkempt, rectangular glasses framing cold green eyes. His casual clothing was obscured by a grotesquely stained apron, fresh splatters of crimson smeared across the fabric. The smell of iron hung is heavy and nauseating.

Must be that Jeffrey guy.

The blade of Vaggie’s knife pressed against Noah’s throat just enough to keep him still, her own heart pounding with controlled fury. Her gaze flicked past Jeffrey to the chopping board behind him, where a dismembered limb lay half-butchered. The meat was disturbingly fresh, the jagged edges of the cuts still oozing. Next to the table, a cart piled with more severed limbs and body parts sat as if waiting their turn.

A sick wave rolled through her stomach, but she crushed it down.

Let's also not forget the radio that’s still playing ABBA.

Jeffrey looked her up and down, lips twisting into a grimace of disapproval. “Well,” he muttered, his voice dry, “Today really is the day everything goes bad, hm?”

“Don’t even think about moving,” Vaggie growled, her voice ice-cold. The knife pressed harder into Noah’s neck, a thin bead of blood appearing against the blade. “Or I’ll bleed this kid dry right here.”

Jeffrey’s response was unnervingly casual. He glanced at her over the rim of his glasses, looking annoyed. He let out a long, disappointed sigh like a teacher dealing with a disruptive student while raising his gloved hands, both slick with blood, his fingers curling and uncurling in irritation. “Do you know how much of a headache this is going to be? Honestly, I thought the worst part of today was going to be cleaning the grinder.”

Vaggie’s grip tightened. “Where the fuck are my clothes?” she snapped, her voice coiled with rage and desperation.

Jeffrey’s eyes flicked to her, and he shrugged, his bloody gloves flexing lazily. “Upstairs in the store,” he drawled. “Not that it’ll make much difference.”

Vaggie’s jaw tightened. Her grip on Noah didn’t falter. Every second felt like an hour, her pulse a frantic drumbeat in her ears.

Jeffrey continued flexing his gloved fingers, the slick sound of the blood squelching in his palms. His gaze shifted to Noah. “I’ll send my condolences to your grandmother in advance,” he said condescendingly.

The flexing of his fingers wasn’t just a nervous tic—it was calculated. Vaggie realized too late what was coming. Jeffrey’s right hand darted down in a blur. From a holster beneath his apron, he drew a revolver.

The barrel swung toward her.

Her instincts screamed.

Vaggie’s grip shifted, jerking Noah in front of her just as Jeffrey’s finger squeezed the trigger.

Bang!

Noah’s body jerked violently, a strangled scream escaping his lips as the bullet struck his chest. The force of the impact staggered him, but Vaggie held tight, the smell of burnt powder biting her nose.

“Fuck!” Jeffrey spat, his expression twisting in frustration as he tried to realign his aim.

But Vaggie didn’t give him the chance.

She surged forward, driving Noah’s weight ahead of her, the boy’s shocked body crashing into Jeffrey. The butcher staggered back, his glasses askew, the revolver slipping slightly in his grip.

Vaggie rammed Noah’s body into Jeffrey again, the momentum knocking the butcher against the blood-slick metal table. The revolver clattered from his grasp, skidding across the tiles with a metallic scrape.

Jeffrey’s glasses slipped down his nose, his eyes wide with startled fury as he tried to recover, but Vaggie didn’t give him the chance. She let Noah drop to the floor, the boy collapsing with a pained whimper, his blood pooling beneath him. With a savage snarl, she lunged at Jeffrey, the knife in her hand and she drove it toward his chest.

Jeffrey’s bloody hands shot up, catching her wrist just in time, the blade hovering inches from his throat. His teeth bared in a grimace, his muscles straining against hers.

Jeffrey’s grip on her wrist was like a vice, stronger than Vaggie expected, his fingers digging into her skin. She twisted sharply, her body angling to drive her knee toward his ribs. The blow landed with a dull thud, forcing a grunt from him, but his grip didn’t loosen. Instead, he pivoted, slamming her back against the metal table. The cold edge bit into her spine, and the impact sent a jolt through her body, momentarily stunning her.

She grit her teeth, her free hand snapping up to grab the nearest object—a heavy cleaver perched on the table’s edge. She swung it wildly, forcing Jeffrey to jerk back, his grip faltering just enough for her to break free.

She dropped low, her leg sweeping out in a tight arc. Her shin collided with Jeffrey’s knee, buckling it. He stumbled, his balance momentarily lost, and she sprang up, aiming a crushing elbow toward his jaw.

Jeffrey caught the strike mid-air, his other hand shooting up to shove her back. She staggered but recovered quickly. Her eye darted around, noting the slick tiles, the scattered tools, the grotesque pile of limbs.

Jeffrey lunged, his blood-slick hands reaching for her throat. She sidestepped, trapping his arm and twisting sharply, the motion forcing him to turn with her. His teeth bared in pain, but he countered with a brutal headbutt. The impact sent stars dancing in her vision, and she stumbled back, her foot skidding on the bloodied floor.

He pressed the advantage, reaching for her again, but she dropped into a low stance, her hand finding a steel tray from the nearby cart. She swung it upward in a fluid arc, catching him under the chin. The metallic clang reverberated through the room, and Jeffrey reeled, blood dripping from his split lip.

Jeffrey’s hand searched through the table wildly until his fingers closed around a paring knife, his eyes wild with desperation. He then drove the blade deep into Vaggie’s thigh.

A searing pain exploded through her leg, and she gasped, her vision blurring. Her knee buckled, and she crumpled to the floor, her hand clutching around the paring knife still stuck in her thigh. Jeffrey's lips curled into a victorious snarl. He loomed over her, his hand darting for a heavy cleaver on the table.

He lifted the cleaver high, ready to bring it crashing down.

Bang!

A gunshot rang out, shattering the air. The bullet grazed Jeffrey's forehead, a crimson line splitting his skin. He reeled, his expression contorting in shock and pain.

Before he could react, another shot cracked through the room.

This time, the bullet tore through his hand, the cleaver falling from his grip with a deafening clatter. He screamed, clutching his mangled hand, his eyes wide in disbelief.

Vaggie blinked through the haze of pain and looked up.

There, standing at the other side of the room, was Angel out from his cover. He held Jeffrey’s revolver, smoke curling from the barrel. His eyes were narrowed, a deadly focus in his gaze. “Didn’t think I’d let you hog all the fun, did ya?” he drawled, the faintest smirk on his lips.

Jeffrey staggered back, his strength failing him. Seizing the moment, Vaggie’s fingers wrapped around a dropped chef’s knife on the floor. A surge of adrenaline drowned out the pain as she lunged forward, tackling Jeffrey to the floor.

They hit the cold tiles hard, Jeffrey’s breath whooshing out in a stunned grunt. Vaggie landed on top of him, the knife poised inches from his throat. His eyes widened, panic overtaking fury, but his bloody hands shot up, gripping her wrists, muscles straining to keep the blade at bay.

His strength was fading, but he held on, teeth bared in desperation. Vaggie’s arms trembled, the knife wavering, but her resolve hardened like steel. Her lips curled into a snarl.

In a burst of ruthless determination, she released the knife with her right hand, leaving her left to grip it tight. Before Jeffrey could react, she brought her right hand down in a brutal slap to the butt of the handle.

The knife’s tip punched into his throat.

Jeffrey’s eyes bulged, a choked gurgle escaping his lips.

But Vaggie wasn’t done.

She slapped the handle again. And again. Each strike drove the blade deeper, puncturing flesh and cartilage, blood spurting with each impact. His hands flailed, fingers slipping with his strength draining away.

She didn’t stop until the knife was buried to the hilt.

Jeffrey’s body went limp, his eyes glassy, mouth frozen in a silent scream. Blood pooled beneath him, soaking into his clothes.

Vaggie panted as the adrenaline finally ebbing away. She looked down at Jeffrey’s lifeless face, her fingers still curled around the knife.

“Holy shit…” Angel’s voice broke the silence. “Y’know, remind me never to pick a fight with you when you’re barely naked.”

Vaggie, still straddling Jeffrey's lifeless body, let her grip on the knife loosen. The blade stayed embedded in his throat as she sat up, her chest heaving. She glanced down at herself—her almost-bare torso, tattooed and scarred, was smeared with blood splatters and fresh bruises. Her thigh throbbed with the paring knife still sticking out.

“I’ve… been through worse,” she muttered as she brushed a stray lock of damp hair out of her face.

From her hiding spot, Niffty peeked out, her wide eyes darting around the room. She whispered, “Holy moly…” as she took in the butchered limbs, the blood-soaked tiles, and the two corpses.

Angel stepped forward and extended a hand to Vaggie. “C’mon. Let’s get you up before you pass out or something.”

Vaggie hesitated for just a moment before taking his hand. His grip was firm but careful as he pulled her to her feet. She winced, her injured leg trembling under her weight, but she steadied herself with a sharp exhale.

The three of them stood in grim silence for a moment, their gazes falling on Jeffrey’s crumpled body and Noah’s bloodied, lifeless form nearby.

“What the hell happened to the kid?” Angel asked.

Vaggie’s expression hardened. “The butcher already took care of it,” she replied flatly. Her voice carried an edge of bitterness as she jerked her chin toward Noah’s corpse.

Angel’s brow furrowed, but he didn’t press further.

Vaggie pointed toward the stairs tucked into the corner of the room. “Our clothes are up there. Let’s grab them and get the fuck out of this meat locker.”

Angel nodded, glancing at Niffty, who was still wide-eyed and holding her breath. “You good to move, Niff? Or do you need a minute to process… all this?”

Niffty blinked rapidly, snapping out of her daze. “I’m good, I’m good! Just, um… wow. That was a lot.”

“Yeah,” Angel snorted. “A lot’s kinda the theme today.”

The three of them climbed the short flight of stairs. Vaggie pushed open the glass door at the top, wincing as the motion sent a sharp jolt through her injured leg.

They stepped into the shop, its emptiness almost surreal compared to the carnage below. The glass display cases stood empty, their shelves barren except for a thin layer of dust and streaks from past cleanings. Along the walls, rows of boxes were stacked haphazardly, their labels denoting clothes, shoes, and other miscellaneous items.

Vaggie’s sharp gaze scanned the room until it landed on a box near the counter that seemed freshly disturbed. Her heart gave a small, relieved thump when she recognized the contents: her combat uniform, Angel’s purple coat, and Niffty’s floral blouse folded neatly inside.

“This is it,” she said, her voice flat but firm.

Without hesitation, the three of them moved to the box and began sorting through their belongings. Vaggie pulled out her uniform. She set it aside for a moment, her eyes drifting to the glass storefront.

The night had fully descended, the butcher shop bathed in faint grayish light from the snowy streets outside. The weather had calmed; the snow was no longer a blizzard but a steady, delicate trickle that blanketed everything in a serene hush.

And then, movement.

Vaggie froze, narrowing her eye as figures in camouflage uniforms emerged from the shadows. The flashlights mounted on their rifles illuminated their path, the beams cutting through the darkness like searchlights. Her pulse quickened as she counted three, four, five soldiers moving in formation.

One of them broke off, their flashlight beam sweeping toward the butcher shop.

Vaggie turned sharply toward Angel and Niffty, her voice hushed. “Get dressed. Now.”

As she spoke, the doorbell jingled, the glass door swinging open. Vaggie’s breath hitched as a familiar pale face stepped inside, her rifle raised but not aimed. The woman—Odette—froze mid-step, her wide eyes taking in the sight of three nearly naked people amidst the cluttered butcher shop through her eyeglasses.

For a moment, the two women locked eyes. Vaggie’s breath came in shallow bursts, her hand itching toward her knife despite the paring blade still embedded in her thigh.

Odette didn’t lower her weapon, but she didn’t raise it further either. Instead, she pressed a hand to her radio.

“Mother, uh… this is Odette,” she said, her gaze never leaving Vaggie. “I found the sergeant.”

Her words hung in the air, heavy with implication. The faint crackle of static from her radio was the only sound as the soldiers outside began to converge on the shop.

Odette’s gaze flicked to the paring knife sticking out of Vaggie’s thigh, her brows knitting together in genuine concern. Slowly, she slung her rifle across her chest, lowering it completely.

“What the hell happened to you?” she asked.

Vaggie didn’t answer right away. She straightened her posture, though her injured leg trembled under her weight. Her hand, still bloodied from the earlier fight, lifted slowly to point toward the back door that led to the butcher’s room below.

“You and Captain,” Vaggie said, her voice low and steady, “need to take a look down there. See for yourselves what the hell Willowbend’s been up to this whole time.”


It was almost poetic, the way the sunlight streamed through the hallway, painting the door to Rosie’s office in stripes of gold and shadow. Charlie paused at the door, her Beretta still warm against her waistband and the sledgehammer cool in her left hand. She took a shallow breath, then lifted her boot and slammed it hard beside the knob. The door splintered with a crack and swung inward, ricocheting off the wall.

Inside, Rosie and Alastor stood by the desk, their faces illuminated by the dying light of the sun. Rosie’s hands fumbled with the HAM radio, her movements frantic, but she still managed to look up at Charlie with that irritatingly chipper expression plastered across her face. Alastor, on the other hand, looked far too amused, his eyes flicking between Charlie and Rosie like he’d bought a ticket to a show.

“Evening, Charlie!” Rosie chirped, her voice a little too bright and forced. “You… you mind putting that sledgehammer down so we can talk like civilized folk, hm?”

Charlie tilted her head, her grip tightening on the hammer. Her voice was eerily soft. “Cut the bullshit, Rosie. You know why I’m here.”

Rosie blinked, her painted-on smile faltering for a split second before she stepped back, her hands raised in mock surrender. “Oh, Charlie,” she said, her voice trembling just enough to betray her nerves. “What could possibly drive you to such… outrageous violence?”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “Funny,” she said sarcastically. “I was just about to ask you the same thing.”

The air shifted, tension thickening as Alastor finally straightened from his spot by the desk. He stepped forward, his frame blocking Rosie’s path.

“Now, now,” Alastor started. “Let’s not do anything rash, Charlie. Whatever grievance you have with her, I assure you, killing our lovely Rosie here isn’t going to fix it.”

Charlie’s expression darkened, her gaze locking onto his. “Move,” she said. “This isn’t your fucking business.”

Alastor tilted his head, a ghost of a smile tugging at his lips. “Ah, but you see, it is my business. I’m in this room, after all. And besides,” he added, “murder rarely solves anything.”

Charlie let out a bitter laugh. “Oh, that’s rich coming from a convicted serial killer. You’ve been murdering people since long before the fucking outbreak, Alastor.”

For a moment, Alastor’s smile vanished completely, his expression unreadable. Then, with a quick step forward, he reached for the sledgehammer.

Charlie shoved him back with her free hand, her strength catching him off guard. “Out of my way,” she snarled. She broke into a sprint, heading straight for Rosie, who had just enough sense to start moving.

But Alastor was faster. He tackled her just as she reached the desk, the force of the impact slamming her into its edge. The sledgehammer clattered to the floor as the two of them grappled, their movements a blur of desperation and adrenaline.

Rosie didn’t waste a second. She darted around the desk and bolted for the door, her footsteps echoing down the hallway.

NO!” Charlie shouted, her voice raw with frustration as she thrashed against Alastor with her fists pounding against his chest.

Alastor’s grip tightened around Charlie’s arms, pinning them to her sides as she thrashed against him. His voice, calm and unsettlingly steady, barely rose above the sound of her ragged breathing.

“Let’s not make this worse than it already is,” he said, his tone tinged with a morbid sort of amusement. “I can see it in your eyes—you’ve already left a trail of bodies back throughout Willowbend, haven’t you? That wild look suits you, but it does make me wonder how much further you’re willing to go.”

Charlie didn’t answer. She wasn’t in the mood for his cryptic musings or taunts. Instead, she shifted her weight, her knee shooting up against his bad knee. Alastor yelped, his grip faltering as pain shot through his leg. He stumbled back, collapsing onto one knee, his face contorted into a grimace.

Charlie didn’t hesitate. She spun and grabbed the sledgehammer handle, her fingers curling tightly around the wood. But as she turned and made a break for the door, something yanked her backward with startling force.

Her ankle.

She hit the floor hard, her face slamming against the wooden boards with a sickening thud. Pain exploded behind her eyes as she gasped, twisting to see Alastor gripping her ankle, his knuckles white and his expression twisted with determination.

“Not so fast,” he said through gritted teeth, pulling her toward him with a strength that made her stomach flip.

Charlie twisted her body, kicking out with her free leg. Her boot connected with his shoulder, sending him reeling, but his grip didn’t loosen. Instead, he used the momentum to drag her closer.

With a snarl, Charlie reached for the sledgehammer, swinging it in a wide arc. The head of the hammer missed his face by inches, but it was enough to force him to release her ankle. She scrambled to her feet, her movements sharp and desperate.

Alastor was slower to rise, his bad leg buckling slightly as he pushed himself up. Charlie lunged, her fist aiming for his jaw. He caught it mid-swing, his hand wrapping around hers like a vice.

Charlie countered with her other fist, landing a solid punch to the side of his head. His grip faltered again, and she pressed her advantage, swinging the sledgehammer at his ribs. He twisted just in time, the hammer grazing him but still sending him stumbling.

She didn’t stop. She couldn’t stop. She brought the hammer down again, aiming for his shoulder, but this time, he caught the handle mid-swing. His strength dwarfed hers, and for a moment, they were locked in a struggle, the sledgehammer suspended between them.

Then, with a sharp twist, Alastor wrenched the hammer from her hands and tossed it aside.

Charlie reacted instantly, slamming her knee into his midsection. He grunted, doubling over slightly, but his hands shot out, grabbing her by the right shoulder and giving it a tight squeeze.

She felt his slender finger digging into her bullet wound, making her let out a pained yell.

“Enough,” he growled, his calm demeanor cracking just enough to reveal the frustration beneath.

But Charlie wasn’t done. She drove her elbow into the side of his face, the impact forcing him to let go. She pivoted, aiming another kick at his bad leg. He staggered, his balance failing him for a split second, and that was all she needed.

Charlie launched herself at him, her fists flying, her strikes fueled by rage and desperation. Alastor blocked most of them, his arms moving with ease, but the hits that landed were enough to bruise.

And yet, he didn’t retaliate—not fully. His movements were restrained, calculated, as if he were holding back.

“Why aren’t you fighting me?” Charlie snarled, her voice hoarse as she threw another punch.

Alastor caught her wrist, his grip firm but not crushing. “Because I don’t want to kill you, Charlie.”

She twisted free, her breath coming in short gasps. Charlie glared at Alastor, her chest heaving as she wiped blood from the corner of her mouth. “Why the hell do you care so much about protecting Rosie? What’s it to you?”

Alastor straightened slightly, his bad leg trembling beneath him. He tilted his head with an almost lazy shrug, though his eyes betrayed a flicker of something deeper. “It’s nothing personal,” he said simply.

Before Charlie could respond, his fist shot forward, catching her square in the face. The force of the punch sent her sprawling backward onto the floor. Pain bloomed around her eye, sharp and immediate, and she knew she’d be sporting a nasty bruise—maybe even a black eye. She hissed through her teeth, clutching at her face.

Her gaze darted to the side, and there it was again—the sledgehammer, lying just out of reach. Something hot and primal reignited within her, a rage that coursed through her veins like wildfire.

Rosie was still out there.

Still alive.

Charlie didn’t think. She moved. Her fingers wrapped around the handle of the hammer. She rose in one motion, swinging the hammer up.

The sickening crack that followed was deafening. The head of the hammer collided with Alastor’s bad knee, and the sound of his kneecap shattering echoed through the room. He let out a strangled cry, collapsing to the ground as his leg buckled beneath him.

Charlie stood over him, gripping the hammer tightly, her chest heaving as she stared down at his crumpled form. Her knuckles whitened around the handle as a storm brewed within her—rage, vengeance, and the haunting memories of the people she’d lost.

Alastor’s voice broke through the haze. “She reminds me of my mama,” he said, his accent thicker now, weighted with pain. “Back in New Orleans. Rosie… she’s got that same motherly, fiery spirit. Doesn’t mean I like her much, but Mama’s gone now. She’s been gone a long time.”

Charlie froze, her breathing uneven. Her grip on the hammer tightened, her mind battling between the logic of his explanation and the raw emotion clawing at her chest.

Alastor coughed, his voice softening. “I know she’s a monster, Charlie. But as a monster myself, I’ve seen enough of them as well to know that killing her won’t bring anyone back… and certainly not Valeria.”

At Vaggie’s name, Charlie’s jaw clenched, and her grip on the hammer faltered. Her wife. Her anchor. Her light. Her memory burned brighter than ever, and with it came the agony of her absence.

Charlie’s voice was low, almost trembling. “I won’t give Rosie the benefit of the doubt because you’re attached to her. I won’t forgive her because she reminds you of someone you lost. She doesn’t deserve that.” She stepped closer, her shadow falling over him. “She took advantage of the desperate. She killed Angel. She killed Niffty. She killed… her.”

Her voice broke on the last word, but she steadied herself. Her gaze hardened as she echoed his words. “Then again, it’s nothing personal.”

Alastor didn’t respond, his face pale from the pain radiating from his shattered knee.

Charlie exhaled sharply, as if forcing herself back to reality. The weight of the hammer in her hands was unbearable now, the rage it fueled teetering on the edge of consuming her. Without another word, she turned and stormed out of the office.

She didn’t look back.

Her boots echoed through the empty halls of the school, her mind already piecing together where Rosie might be hiding. She didn’t need Alastor’s cryptic justifications or his pain-clouded conscience.

Rosie would pay for what she’d done.


Vaggie let out a long, relieved exhale, the kind that comes after surviving something awful and realizing the worst isn’t over yet. The metallic tang of blood and the faint, nauseating scent of rotting meat still clung to her uniform like a fucking souvenir from the butcher shop. The scene replayed itself in her head, almost tauntingly: severed limbs discarded like leftovers, bodies hanging like twisted ornaments, and the sound of soldiers losing their lunch in perfect, but tragic unison.

Now, in the relative quiet of a vacant house, she sat with her thigh throbbed with every subtle movement. But Husk's steady hands, despite his gruff demeanor, were working methodically to stitch up the stab wound. She couldn’t bring herself to look, not with the dull ache grounding her in the present.

She flexed her hand absently, the absence of Charlie’s ring on her finger gnawing at her like a phantom pain. Her thumb brushed over the empty spot for what felt like the hundredth time today. It didn’t help.

“Hold still,” Husk muttered, not looking up from his work.

“I am still,” Vaggie snapped back, though her voice lacked bite. She was too drained for being her usual self right now.

When she first saw Husk, Cherri, and Pentious again—God, how long had it been? It hasn't been over two days? What the fuck?—she didn’t realize how much she missed them until that moment. Pentious had immediately assured her the baby was safe, back at the museum under the care of the soldiers’ families, but it was little comfort when the world outside seemed to be spiraling faster and faster out of control.

Somewhere out there, Carmilla’s squad was combing through Willowbend, sweeping the school, checking every shadow and corner. Vaggie couldn’t shake the unease of how empty the streets had been. It wasn’t just eerie; it was a warning.

Vaggie exchanged a look with Carmilla earlier, both silently acknowledging how wrong it all felt. But Carmilla had bigger questions—questions she was planning to shove directly down Rosie’s throat. If Rosie’s distress signals were the spark that lit this mess, then Vaggie figured Carmilla was more than ready to fan the flames.

Still, Vaggie couldn’t focus on that. Her thoughts were on Charlie. Worry gnawed at her stomach in the way only love and loss could. What good was surviving if the person you needed to survive for wasn’t there?

Husk tied off the last stitch and stepped back, wiping his hands on a rag. “You’ll live. For now.”

Vaggie offered a small, dry smile. “Thanks, old man.”

Before Husk could reply, the door creaked open, and one of Carmilla’s soldiers stepped in, carrying Alastor. The sight of him sent a jolt through Vaggie’s chest—a mix of relief and fresh worry. His right leg hung at an unnatural angle, dislocated at the knee, and his face was a patchwork of bruises and swelling.

But he was conscious. That was the good news. The bad news was everything else.

“Jesus Christ,” Vaggie muttered, pushing herself up despite Husk’s protests.

Odette and Clara immediately took over, their hands steady and faces grim as they started working on the splint.

Carmilla stepped into the room with her usual commanding presence, her expression grim and her shoulders tight. The soldiers following her exchanged uneasy glances, and it wasn’t hard to see why.

"The school is empty," Carmilla began. "Completely. Except for the overwhelming number of corpses littering the hallways and the sleeping quarters."

Vaggie’s stomach churned. She caught Husk’s glance, his expression dark.

"No sign of Charlie or Rosie among the dead," Carmilla added, her voice softening only slightly.

Relief and dread crashed together in Vaggie’s chest. She wasn’t ready to find Charlie like that. She hadn’t been found. Not yet.

Alastor let out a sharp laugh, a sound so sudden and out of place it sent a ripple of unease through the room. It wasn’t a joyful laugh, though. It was bitter, sardonic, like he was privy to a joke no one else could understand.

“Is something funny?” Carmilla asked coolly, her gaze narrowing.

Ignoring her, Alastor coughed into his hand, the sound wet and painful. Clara continued cleaning the bruises on his face with care, while Odette tightened the splint around his dislocated leg.

Vaggie limped across the room, wincing as her freshly stitched wound protested. “What the hell are you laughing about, Alastor?” she demanded.

Alastor turned his bruised face toward her, a crooked grin pulling at his lips despite the pain etched in every line of his body. "Would it ever change the outcome?" he asked, his voice almost sing-song despite its hoarseness. “Whether you find Charlie or not, she’s already lost herself.”

The words hung in the air like the echo of a gunshot. Vaggie froze, her breath hitching in her chest. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

Alastor tilted his head. “Oh, my dear,” he said, his voice soft and almost pitying. “Charlie won’t be the same person when you see her again. That much I can promise.”

Carmilla narrowed her eyes at him, her gaze sharp and calculating. “And Rosie?”

Alastor shifted his attention to Carmilla, his expression unreadable. “She’s in the church,” he said simply, as though it were the most obvious thing in the world.

Carmilla’s lips pressed into a thin line, and she gave a single, decisive nod. Her gaze flicked to her squad, and she started barking orders. “Positions across the church. Find vantage points and target the sanctum directly.”

Her daughters moved immediately, nodding in unison as they began preparing their weapons and gear. She turned to Vaggie, her expression softening slightly, though her tone remained firm. “You stay here.”

“What?!” Vaggie’s voice rose, disbelief and anger flaring to the surface. “Why the hell can’t I come with you?”

Carmilla let out a weary exhale. She paused, her gaze flicking toward Vaggie as if weighing her response carefully. For a moment, it looked like she might say something else, but when her lips finally parted, her tone was steady and unyielding.

“You’re injured,” Carmilla said firmly. “And so is he.” She nodded toward Alastor. “Neither of you are in any condition to fight. You need time to heal.”

Vaggie opened her mouth to protest, but they caught in her throat. Carmilla’s hardened expression left no room for argument. It wasn’t just an order; it was a boundary, an immovable wall Vaggie couldn’t climb.

The tension in the room was palpable, the silence heavy as Vaggie clenched her fists at her sides. She wanted to scream, to demand that she be allowed to go, but everything pushed down on her. And then there was Carmilla’s expression, that quiet determination mixed with something else. Something softer.

Carmilla stepped closer, her voice lowering just enough for Vaggie to catch the undercurrent of reassurance in her words. “We’ll bring her back, Valeria. Charlie will be safe.”

Vaggie swallowed hard, her throat tight. She wanted to believe her. Needed to believe her.

Carmilla didn’t wait for a response. She turned on her heel, her cloak sweeping behind her as she addressed everyone. “Let’s move. No mistakes.” She then strode toward the door, her daughters and the others following closely behind. Vaggie could only watch them go, frustration and helplessness twisting inside her.

Vaggie sank back into her chair, her fingers trembling as she reached for the empty spot on her ring finger once again. Alastor’s cryptic words echoed in her mind, twisting her stomach into knots.

“She’ll be safe,” she whispered to herself, as if saying it aloud might make it true.


The church was bathed in darkness. Charlie checked her wristwatch, the cracked glass smeared with blood. She couldn’t even tell if it was hers anymore. Time felt meaningless here. She crouched in the shadowy corner behind the last pew, every muscle in her body coiled tight, waiting.

The smell of blood was thick, overwhelming, and she knew exactly where it was coming from—the front of the church. That’s where the bodies had been, the ones she’d first killed in Willowbend. The memory pressed heavy against her ribs, but she pushed it aside. Taking a quick, cautious peek down the aisle, she saw the bodies were gone now, but the blood remained, pooling dark and viscous.

Charlie’s breath was slow, controlled. She was waiting for the moment, the exact second Rosie would appear, and as if conjured by her thoughts, she heard it—a whispery noise reverberating through the sanctum. Rosie’s voice. It was low, anxious, blending with another—Susan’s. And footsteps. Too many footsteps.

Charlie craned her neck, taking another look. There they were, Rosie and Susan, standing by the altar. Rosie looked ragged, unhinged, her movements frantic as her words tumbled out. “Veronica’s dead. Franklin’s dead. Almost everyone in Willowbend is dead!” Her voice cracked.

Susan, in contrast and a massive surprise, was calm. “Then we leave,” she said, cutting through Rosie’s panic. “We take what we can, get the hell out of Philadelphia, and start over somewhere else.”

Rosie’s head shook violently, her hand gesturing wildly at the bloodstains around them. “We worked for this. For this. You want to just throw it all away?”

Charlie watched the exchange, her eyes narrowing as she took in the scene. Six guards stood scattered around the sanctum, their weapons loose in their grips, their postures tense but distracted. She quietly checked her Beretta’s magazine. Fifteen rounds. More than enough.

Taking a deep breath, Charlie steadied her aim. Her first shot cracked through like lightning splitting a tree. Susan’s head snapped back, and she crumpled to the ground, lifeless.

Rosie screamed, her voice shrill and echoing in the hollow space of the church. She turned to run, but Charlie wasn’t about to let her get away this time. She shifted her aim, fired twice, and both shots hit true—Rosie’s knees buckled as the bullets tore through them. She collapsed to the ground, screaming again, this time in agony.

Charlie rose from her hiding place, stepping out of the shadows, her silhouette framed by the dim light filtering through the stained glass. The guards spun toward her, but they were no match. Charlie’s movements were faster. She aimed for their legs and arms, incapacitating each one to not kill them yet or let them bleed to death.

The last guard fell with a grunt, and silence returned to the church, save for Rosie’s ragged breaths and quiet sobs. Charlie’s eyes locked on Rosie, who was dragging herself toward the altar, blood smearing across the floor.

Rosie’s trembling hand reached for her gun, raising it weakly toward Charlie.

Bang!

Rosie’s weapon clattered to the ground as a bullet tore through her right hand. She screamed again, clutching the ruined limb to her chest.

One round left.

Charlie walked slowly down the aisle, her Beretta at her side. In her other hand, she dragged a sledgehammer, its head scraping against the floor, the sound grating and ominous.

Rosie’s wide, tear-filled eyes met Charlie’s as she approached, her voice trembling. “Charlie... please...”

The scrape of the sledgehammer against the blood-slicked floor like a metronome to Charlie's steps. The crucifix loomed overhead, Jesus’ face still frozen in agony as if silently condemning everything that had transpired in this place. Charlie’s shadow stretched across the altar, finally reaching Rosie, who was sprawled on the floor, clutching her mangled hand against her chest.

Rosie trembled, her hands shaking as she pressed against the altar in a futile attempt to push herself up. Blood smeared across the wood, thick and dark, like an offering. She looked up at Charlie. “We can... we can just walk away,” she stammered. “We’ll never cross paths again. I swear it. You’ll never have to see me again.”

Charlie stopped a few feet away, her shadow falling over Rosie like a shroud. Her grip on the sledgehammer tightened, and she tilted her head slightly. “So what if we never see each other again, Rosie?” She gestured lightly with the hammer. “How about all the other people you’ve crossed paths with? The ones you’ve used. Chewed up. Spat out… the ones who didn’t get to walk away?”

Rosie’s breathing quickened, her wide eyes darting between Charlie’s blank expression and the bloodied weapon in her hand. Her lips quivered, her eyes darting to the guards, the blood, the empty, accusing space of the church.

She opened her mouth, but Charlie cut her off.

“You haven’t even told me where my wife is,” Charlie’s voice dropped lower. “And you think I’ll just stop after everything? After all the people you’ve turned into food for your sick little kingdom?” She crouched down slightly, just enough to meet Rosie’s eyes. “You’re going to watch me finish what I started. Every single one of you. And then, you get to be last before I smash your skull in.”

Rosie gasped, her breath hitching as tears streamed down her face. Before she could respond, the heavy sound of the church’s main doors slamming open filled the room.

Charlie’s head snapped toward the sound. Heavy footsteps followed, boots hitting the wood floor in synchronized movements. Charlie’s eyes flicked to the side as soldiers poured in, their rifles drawn and aimed.

Captain Carmilla strode down the aisle, her presence commanding. The rest of Charlie’s group followed close behind—but only Vaggie and Alastor were missing. The soldiers quickly secured the perimeter, aiming their guns at the incapacitated guards writhing on the floor.

Charlie’s grip on her sledgehammer loosened slightly, but instead of relief, a wave of irritation rolled over her. She barely acknowledged her companions. Seeing Angel and Niffty alive sparked no joy, only an acute annoyance at their timing and intruded on what was hers to finish.

Carmilla stopped midway down the aisle, her rifle trained on Charlie. “Drop your weapons,” she ordered.

Charlie’s gaze lingered on Carmilla for a long moment, then shifted back to Rosie, who was staring at her with a mix of fear and fury. Finally, with a small, almost careless shrug, Charlie tossed the Beretta to the side, the gun clattering across the floor like a discarded toy. She let the sledgehammer fall from her hand, the heavy metal head thudding.

Carmilla lowered her rifle, her jaw tight as she turned her attention to Rosie. “What the hell is this?” she demanded.

Rosie’s face twisted with desperation. “You have to fucking deal with her!” she spat, pointing her ruined hand at Charlie.

Carmilla’s expression hardened, “Shut up.” She cut Rosie off with a cold, sharp tone. “After everything, after all the people we brought here hoping for a better life… you turned them into meat. To be eaten.”

Rosie’s expression shifted, anger blooming across her features. Her voice shook with fury as she retorted, “I did it to help! To give everyone a chance to survive!” Her gaze darted around the sanctum, meeting the horrified stares of Carmilla’s soldiers and her own guards, who could do nothing but lie bleeding on the floor. “Y’all know what it’s like to be hungry, to starve. You have no right—none of you—to judge me!”

Her desperate words spilled out faster. “You’ve felt it. Every single one of you knows what it’s like to be hungry, to be starving. You have no right to tell me what I did was monstrous. I kept you alive. All of you. When you were weak and dying, I gave you the strength to fight, to live. Do you know what it’s like to kill someone you love for the greater good?” She let out a bitter laugh. “I killed my husband as the first meat in Willowbend. Then the mayor. And then... more and more. And look where it got us—strong, fed, able to survive!”

Silence fell, thick and suffocating. Everyone in the room was frozen, their faces pale with revulsion. Everyone except Charlie, who remained still, her eyes trained on Rosie with an eerie calm.

“You’re wrong. Fucking unbelievable,” Carmilla said finally. “I have never—would never—sacrifice someone else for my own gain. Every survivor I brought here, I took responsibility for. Trusted Willowbend with. I trusted you. And you...” She shook her head slowly. “You betrayed all of us. I’m done saving you, Rosie.”

Rosie’s breathing quickened, her chest heaving as her anger built again. Her gaze snapped to Charlie, her eyes blazing with hatred.

Charlie’s voice broke the tense silence. “She deserves to die, Captain.” Her tone was flat, unlike the rage simmering just beneath the surface. “You don’t understand what she’s done—what she’s taken from me.”

Carmilla’s expression hardened, but her voice remained calm. “She’s unarmed, severely injured. Killing her now doesn’t solve anything. Let her face her consequences properly.”

“Consequences?” Charlie’s voice rose, her anger bubbling over. “Did Vaggie deserve to rot in some hellhole because of her? Did she deserve to be someone’s meal while you stand here talking about justice?”

Carmilla’s eyes widened slightly, a flash of surprise crossing her face. Then, without hesitation, she replied, “Valeria is alive.”

The words hit Charlie like a bullet. For a moment, she froze, her breath catching. Her grip on her emotions faltered as doubt and confusion swirled inside her. “What… what did you just say?” Her voice wavered.

“Valeria’s alive,” Carmilla repeated firmly. “We found her. She’s alive and safe.”

Charlie’s mind reeled. It couldn’t be true. The image of Vaggie—cold, broken, and gone—had been seared into her soul for so long that hearing otherwise felt like a cruel joke. Her body tensed, caught between disbelief and a desperate hope she didn’t want to acknowledge.

Before she could process further, Rosie’s guttural snarl cut through her spiraling thoughts. In a flash, the injured woman surged forward, her hand gripping a hidden blade she’d pulled from her waistband. With surprising strength, she drove the blade into Charlie’s injured shoulder, the steel slicing through muscle and sinew as Rosie buried it deep, eliciting a choked gasp of pain.

Rosie wrapped herself around Charlie in a desperate, crushing bear hug, her weight and leverage pinning Charlie’s arms to her sides. “You think you’re better than me?” Rosie growled through gritted teeth, her breath hot and ragged against Charlie’s ear. Blood poured from Charlie’s wound, soaking her shirt, but the pain barely registered.

Everything seemed to slow. Charlie’s heartbeat thundered in her ears, muffling the shouts and footsteps around her. Her gaze locked onto Rosie’s exposed neck, the left side vulnerable, pulsing with the rhythm of her panicked breathing. The world narrowed to that single point.

Instinct took over. Charlie sinks her teeth into Rosie’s jugular. Flesh tore beneath her bite, and blood exploded into her mouth, hot and metallic.

Rosie’s scream echoed through the church, a guttural, animalistic sound of agony and terror. Her body convulsed against Charlie’s as blood spurted from her torn jugular. Charlie’s teeth clenched tighter, her jaw locking into ripping through flesh and muscle, tearing away a chunk of Rosie’s throat.

Rosie thrashed violently, her movements were disjointed as she gurgled on her own blood. The coppery taste filled Charlie’s senses, but she didn’t care. Rosie clawed at Charlie’s arms, her strength waning with each passing second as her blood spilled across both of them, pooling on the floor beneath their tangled bodies.

Rosie’s struggles grew weaker, her body trembling as her life drained away. Charlie finally released her hold, spitting the torn flesh onto the ground. She shoved Rosie’s limp form to the floor. Blood covered Charlie’s face, dripping from her lips and chin, but she didn’t flinch. She stared down at Rosie, her expression cold and unrelenting, as the other woman’s body convulsed.

Rosie’s wide, unblinking eyes stared up at the crucifix overhead, her mouth working soundlessly as she struggled to speak. Charlie staggered back while her breathing ragged. Her eyes flicked to Carmilla, whose expression had shifted from cold determination to something unreadable. It appears she has backed off in a reasonable distance to give Charlie a moment to breathe.

Good.

A heavy silence fell over the church except for the soft patter of blood dripping from Charlie’s face onto the wooden floor. No one moved, no one spoke. All eyes were on Charlie, who stood over Rosie’s lifeless body like a shadow of death itself.

Charlie lowered herself to the floor, her legs trembling slightly as her bloodied fingers wrapped around the handle of the discarded sledgehammer. Her right hand, slick and trembling, failed to maintain a grip, so she switched the weapon to her left hand. It felt heavier than before, but who gives a shit at this point.

Her eyes remained fixed on Rosie’s body, motionless and pale, still leaking blood into the growing pool beneath her. The crimson glistened in the dim light, reflecting shards of color from the stained-glass windows overhead. The crucifix loomed above them, its shadow casting long, jagged streaks over the carnage below.

Slowly, she raised the sledgehammer higher, the light catching on its bloodstained head.


The snow outside the church was a pale, unbroken expanse, save for the dark trail of blood that followed Vaggie as she limped her way forward. Each step was a battle, her breath clouding in the frozen air. She pressed a trembling hand against the wound in her thigh, feeling the rough stitching through her camo pants. The pain was sharp and unrelenting, but the sound of gunshots coming from the church gave her no choice but to keep going. Gunshots were never a good sign, especially when Alastor had said, almost casually, “Oh, I do believe Charlie’s in there.”

Her teeth clenched against the cold and the pain, Vaggie pushed open the church’s heavy double doors. The sudden warmth of the sanctum hit her, though it did nothing to ease the chill deep in her bones. The scene inside was stark: Carmilla stood near the aisle, her posture tense. Soldiers surrounded her, their expressions uneasy. The others in her group—stood in a tight cluster off to the side, their faces pale and unreadable.

But it was the sound that stopped Vaggie in her tracks. The wet, rhythmic slamming that echoed through the church, each thud a brutal punctuation. Flesh and bone being crushed into something unrecognizable. She staggered forward, weaving through the crowd of soldiers and survivors, ignoring the murmured protests and questions that followed her.

When she finally reached the front of the group, she froze.

Moonlight streamed through the stained glass windows, painting everything in fragmented hues of red and gold. The light fell over Charlie, her figure bathed in blood and shadow, her hands gripping a sledgehammer. She brought it down again and again on what remained of a body, the sound wet and sickening, each impact accompanied by an agonized yell that tore from her throat.

“Charlie,” Vaggie whispered, her voice catching in her throat. Her lone amber eye widened as she took in the scene. The corpse beneath Charlie’s hammer was unrecognizable, its head crushed into a pulp. Blood was everywhere—on the floor, on the walls, dripping from Charlie’s face and hair.

And yet Charlie kept going, as if the act of destruction was the only thing keeping her standing.

“Charlie!” Vaggie’s voice rose, echoing through the rhythm of flesh and metal.

Charlie froze mid-swing, her breath ragged, the sledgehammer trembling in her hands. Slowly, as if in a daze, her gaze lifted toward the aisle. Her bloodshot eyes locked onto Vaggie’s lone amber eye, and for a moment, the two women just stared at each other.

“Vaggie…” Charlie started, her voice barely more than a whisper. Her grip on the sledgehammer loosened, and it slipped from her fingers, clattering onto the floor. She swayed slightly, as if the act of letting go had robbed her of what little strength she had left.

Vaggie’s heart clenched at the broken sound of Charlie’s voice. She didn’t hesitate. Ignoring the pain screaming through her side, she began walking down the aisle slowly. Charlie’s eyes never left her, wide and haunted, as if she couldn’t quite believe Vaggie was real.

Vaggie’s footsteps echoed softly against the blood-soaked floor as she moved down the aisle. For a fleeting moment, her mind conjured an image she hadn’t allowed herself to revisit in what felt like an eternity—a wedding aisle, sunlight pouring through clean stained glass, the air heavy with the scent of fresh flowers. She could almost hear the faint murmur of a crowd, the soft shuffle of feet as her family and friends turned to watch her, their faces beaming with joy.

Charlie would have been waiting for her at the altar, standing tall in her finest suit, a nervous but radiant smile lighting up her face. Vaggie could imagine it so vividly—the bouquet trembling in her hands, the lace of her dress trailing behind her as she walked closer, closer to the woman she dearly loved, the woman she’d promised her life to.

But the illusion shattered with each breath she took, the sickly iron tang of blood overwhelming her senses. The warmth she’d imagined was replaced by the suffocating chill that seeped through her very bones. This wasn’t a wedding. There were no flowers, no music, no smiles. There was only the metallic stench of death and the faint, wet squelch of her boots on the blood-slick floor.

As she drew nearer, the moonlight streaming through the stained glass illuminated Charlie’s figure more clearly. Vaggie’s breath hitched as she saw the blade lodged in her lover’s shoulder. Blood trickled steadily down from the wound, mingling with the gore that stained Charlie’s clothes, soaking them into a deep, terrible crimson.

Charlie’s face was no better. Blood clung to her cheeks and hair, streaking her pale skin, her eyes rimmed with red and exhaustion. She looked less like the woman Vaggie loved and more like a ghost, hollowed out and barely standing.

When they were finally close enough to touch, Charlie reached out, her trembling hands cupping the sides of Vaggie’s face. Vaggie flinched, not at the touch itself, but at the sensation—Charlie’s hands were sticky, wet, her palms dyed a deep, bloody red.

Charlie’s breath hitched as her blue eyes searched Vaggie’s face, her voice cracking as she whispered, “Are you… are you real? Are you really here?”

Vaggie raised a hand to cover Charlie’s, ignoring the blood smearing her cheek as she gave her a soft, steadying nod. “I’m real,” she said firmly. “I’m alive. I’m here, Charlie.”

That was all it took. Charlie collapsed into Vaggie, her arms wrapping tightly around her as if she could anchor herself, to this proof that Vaggie hadn’t been taken from her. Her body shook with violent sobs, raw and loud, echoing through the hollow church.

Vaggie held her, her own pain forgotten as she buried her face in Charlie’s blood-matted hair. Charlie clung to her desperately, her grip almost painful, as though letting go would mean losing her all over again.

“I thought I lost you,” Charlie choked out between sobs. “I thought—I thought you were gone, Vaggie. I thought—”

“Shh,” Vaggie murmured, her voice soft but firm. “I’m here. I’m here now, and I’m not going anywhere.”

The two of them stood there, wrapped in each other’s arms, the chaos of the church falling away as if the world had paused just for them.


The snow crunched beneath Vaggie’s boots as she limped down the frozen street, her breath puffing out in soft clouds that dissolved into the winter air. Her hand brushed against the rough material of her camo pants, fingers brushing her thigh where the wound was no longer raw but it keeps reminding her every time. The events from the church replayed in her mind with clarity—Carmilla's cold, calculated orders for the soldiers to kill the remaining Willowbend residents and take everything they can find, her group’s gear finally recovered from the school, and Charlie’s blood-soaked figure getting the medical attention she’d so desperately needed.

It had been a massacre. When it was over, Willowbend was a ghost town, stripped of life and everything worth keeping. The eerie silence of the place lingered in Vaggie’s memory as much as the scent of blood and gunpowder. Even now, semi-recovered and walking among their group, she couldn’t shake the feeling of unease that had settled deep in her bones. It was no surprise Carmilla ordered everyone to head back to the museum to rest. No one wanted to stay in a place where cannibals had thrived, especially now, with the entire settlement reduced to emptiness.

Vaggie’s ring, finally back where it belonged, snagged lightly against her glove as her hand swung at her side. Her right hand, scarred but steady, was clasped tightly with Charlie’s left as they walked side by side. The group trailed behind them, a mix of weary survivors and soldiers, some ahead, some lagging just behind.

She glanced up at Charlie, her brow creasing in concern. Charlie’s new coat, a muted gray that replaced her signature red one, hung neatly around her shoulders. She looked clean, finally rid of the blood that had soaked her clothes and hair, but the expression on her face unsettled Vaggie. Charlie had been quiet—too quiet—even for someone as exhausted as she was. Her usual warmth had dimmed, leaving behind a distant, expressionless mask that made Vaggie’s chest tighten.

Despite Charlie’s repeated reassurances not to worry, Vaggie couldn’t help herself. Something lingered behind those tired eyes, something more than just physical exhaustion. She resolved to bring it up when they were back at the museum.

The silence between them shattered as Charlie spoke, her voice soft. “Maggie.”

Vaggie blinked, confused, turning her head toward her. “What?”

Charlie’s gaze stayed fixed ahead as she repeated, more firmly this time, “Maggie. That’s what we’re going to name her.”

It took Vaggie a moment to understand. Her heart stuttered, the faintest smile tugging at her lips despite everything. “Maggie,” she echoed, testing the name out loud. “I like it. It… suits her.”

Charlie nodded, her expression still unreadable. “Maggie,” she murmured again, like she needed to say it to make it real.

The quiet stretched between them until Charlie broke it again, her voice tinged with something heavier. “You… ever wonder what it feels like?”

Vaggie frowned. “What what feels like?”

“Killing people.”

The question caught her off guard, but she forced herself to keep walking, to hold Charlie’s hand just a little tighter. “Do you… want to talk about it?” she asked carefully.

Charlie went silent for a moment, her fingers squeezing Vaggie’s hand just slightly before loosening again. “I don’t know if I even remember,” she admitted finally. “It felt… empty. Not sure if it’s because they’re fucking cannibals,” she added, her voice quieter, “or because it’s just how it feels.”

Vaggie considered this, her thoughts drifting to the things she’d done, the people she’d killed throughout the years. “It… gets easier,” she said quietly. “Once you’ve killed enough people, you just… do it. Point, pull the trigger, dead. After a while, you realize you can kill anybody.”

Charlie looked at her, her face still unreadable. But she didn’t say anything.

The silence returned, heavier this time. Vaggie opened her mouth to say something, anything, but before she could, Charlie let go of her hand.

Vaggie froze for a moment, watching as Charlie walked ahead, her figure growing smaller against the snow-dusted street.

Notes:

surprisingly, this is not the end of volume 3 as there are two chapters left to go. but yeah, its no surprise that the hazbin gang go violent (especially charlie, her kill count slowly picking up) because who would want to spare the cannibals in the apocalypse?

side note, charlie is dissociating throughout this chapter, thus there isnt much usual inner dialogue during her perspectives which is fucking scary lmao

Chapter 34: Them

Summary:

Winter has passed and the group faces the harsh road to Washington, D.C., but Charlie is struggling through her distressful thoughts.

Notes:

just wanted to tell my lovely readers and chaggie nation to have a wonderful holidays :D

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Charlie tossed a scrap of wood into the fire pit, watching as the flames hissed and flared to life, licking hungrily at the new fuel. The warmth radiated outward, a small victory against the creeping chill of dusk. Around her, the group had settled into a loose circle, faces illuminated by the flickering light.

On a spit over the flames, skewered squirrels turned slowly. Angel was handling them as who’d never planned to be a campfire chef but had reluctantly accepted the role. He flipped the meat with a grimace, muttering something under his breath about how he never thought his culinary career would involve fucking rodents.

Charlie’s gaze drifted from the fire to the people around it. Vaggie sat nearby, arms crossed and her shoulders tense, as if even the warmth of the fire couldn’t quite reach her. Pentious fiddled with a piece of salvaged metal, his fingers moving with idle determination along with Cherri. Niffty and Husk stared into the flames, his expression unreadable. Alastor is just being… Alastor.

But one face was missing.

“Maggie?” Charlie asked, her voice breaking through the quiet crackle of the fire. She turned to Vaggie, her brow furrowed. “Where is she?”

Vaggie didn’t look up right away, but when she did, her expression was calm, almost too calm. “She’s in the cabin,” she said, gesturing vaguely toward a structure just barely visible through the trees. The cabin looked eerily familiar, though Charlie couldn’t place why.

“She’s safe,” Vaggie added nonchalantly. “Don’t worry.”

Charlie nodded slowly, though the pit in her stomach didn’t ease. She pushed herself to her feet, brushing stray ash from her jeans. The cabin seemed to call to her, its shadowed outline growing clearer as she took a few tentative steps toward it.

But the closer she got, the harder it became to move. Her boots sank into the forest floor as if she were wading through thick mud. She paused, looking down, and her heart stuttered.

The ground wasn’t muddy. It was flooded—flooded with blood.

Dark, viscous liquid surrounded her boots, rising steadily until it lapped at her shins. The sharp metallic scent clawed at her throat, and she stumbled back a step, her breath hitching.

She whipped around to call out to the others, but the clearing was empty. The campfire still burned, its flames casting long shadows on the ground, but the group was gone.

“Vaggie?” Charlie called, her voice trembling as it echoed through the now-silent forest. “Angel? Anyone?”

No answer came. Only the crackle of the fire remained.

“Shit,” Charlie muttered under her breath, steeling herself as she gripped the doorknob and twisted it open. The hinges groaned faintly, and the door swung inward to reveal a startlingly pristine interior. The cabin was clean, almost unnervingly so—gleaming wood floors, neatly arranged furniture, and a faint scent of lavender cutting through the metallic tang of the blood outside.

But the scene wasn’t entirely untouched.

Near the center of the room sat a couch, its cream-colored fabric soaked in dark, congealed blood. Seated on it was a woman, her figure slouched and fragile, with a gaping, ugly wound marring her abdomen. Despite the grotesque injury, she cradled a sleeping baby in her arms, her movements gentle.

Charlie’s breath hitched as recognition slammed into her like a blow to the chest.

“Claire?”

The woman’s head rose slowly, and her face—streaked with blood and tears—turned to meet Charlie’s gaze. Somehow, she managed a faint smile, her lips cracking at the corners.

“You’re just in time,” Claire said softly. “I was starting to think I’d be waiting forever.”

Charlie froze, her thoughts a chaotic jumble as she struggled to make sense of what she was seeing. This couldn’t be happening. Claire was dead. She had to be dead. And yet, here she was, sitting there like nothing was wrong, casually cradling Maggie as if nothing fucking happened.

Claire’s gaze dropped to the baby in her arms, her smile widening. “Maggie,” she continues, almost dreamily. “It’s a beautiful name. You chose well.”

Charlie’s stomach churned. She wanted to say something, anything, but the words refused to form. There was something deeply unsettling about this—about Claire’s bloody, broken body sitting there so calmly, speaking as if they were old friends catching up over coffee.

The silence stretched, thick and oppressive, until Claire’s expression shifted. The faint smile faded, replaced by something sad and distant. She lifted her eyes to meet Charlie’s again, and her voice softened.

“Does it hurt?”

Charlie frowned, her hands clenching into fists at her sides. “What are you talking about?”

Claire’s arms tightened around Maggie, and the baby stirred, letting out a soft whimper. Claire’s voice dropped to a murmur, her tone almost tender. “Does it hurt to be strong for everyone?”

Before Charlie could process the question, Claire’s grip on Maggie grew tighter, and the baby’s whimpers turned into sharp, frightened cries.

“Claire, stop!” Charlie’s voice cracked as she lurched forward, her movements sluggish and labored. The blood flooding the floor outside had seeped into the cabin, rising higher with every step she took. It clung to her legs, pulling her down as if the room itself wanted to trap her.

Claire stood abruptly, the motion so smooth it was almost unnatural. She turned toward the back door of the cabin, her movements light and effortless, as though the blood didn’t exist for her. Maggie’s cries pierced the air, echoing in the silent room.

“Wait!” Charlie called, her voice desperate as she struggled to follow. The blood tugged at her legs, thick and unyielding, but Claire moved like a ghost—untouchable, untethered.

Charlie pushed forward, her breath coming in ragged gasps. “Claire!” she shouted again, her voice breaking. “Come back!”

But Claire didn’t slow. She didn’t even look back. She strode through the back door with eerie ease, leaving Charlie behind in the rising tide of blood and Maggie’s fading cries.

Charlie finally reached the back door. She gripped the handle, pulling it open with trembling hands, expecting to find Claire just beyond it, cradling Maggie. But what lay on the other side was something else entirely.

The air hit her first—a suffocating wave of metallic tang and decay. She stepped through and froze.

It was a hallway, unmistakably from the school back in Willowbend. The walls were faded and peeling, the fluorescent lights above flickering erratically. The blood was still there, pooling thickly on the floor and seeping through cracks in the tiles, but it wasn’t just the blood that made her stomach churn.

Classroom doors lined either side of the hallway, each one barred shut with wooden planks. Scrawled across the planks in jagged, angry letters were the words:

MURDERER! MURDERER! MURDERER!

Some of the doors rattled faintly, as though someone—or something—was trapped inside, clawing at the wood from within.

Charlie’s breath caught as she forced herself to look down the length of the hallway. Corpses littered the path ahead—bodies in various states of grotesque ruin. Some had bullet wounds, dark holes punched through their torsos and heads. Others lay crumpled with their skulls crushed, blood and brain matter smeared across the tiles. And then there were those without heads at all, their necks ragged stumps.

Her boots splashed through the blood as she moved forward, each step sluggish and reluctant.

Maggie’s cries pierced the air again, distant and echoing down the endless corridor. The sound twisted into something more—a cacophony of voices, pleading, accusing, begging.

“Stop it!”

“Why didn’t you save us?”

“Please, no more!”

“Mommy? Why does this woman kill grandpa?”

The voices came from everywhere and nowhere, overlapping until they became an unbearable din. Charlie pressed her hands over her ears, teeth clenched, but the cries and accusations seeped into her skull.

She stumbled forward, her legs shaking beneath her. The hallway stretched endlessly before her, the corpses growing denser, the stench heavier.

And then, through the suffocating noise and chaos, she saw it—a door.

It stood out against the ruin around it, pristine and untouched. Charlie’s breath hitched as recognition slammed into her. It was the door to their penthouse back in Manhattan. The same polished wood, the same brass handle. The sight of it felt like a punch to the gut.

The cries softened for a moment as if waiting for her to make a choice.

Charlie hesitated, her hand hovering over the handle. The blood pooling around her feet seemed to thicken, rising higher, as if urging her forward. Maggie’s cries echoed louder now, sharp and desperate, and for a brief second, Charlie thought she heard Claire’s voice.

“Come on, Charlie,” it whispered, low and coaxing. “You’re almost there.”

Swallowing the bile rising in her throat, Charlie gritted her teeth and reached for the handle, her fingers trembling as they closed around the brass.

Charlie opened the door and stumbled forward, bracing herself for the familiar wet, sticky sensation of blood beneath her hands. But instead, she found softness.

Her knees sank into lush grass—vibrant, green, and impossibly soft. The metallic tang in the air was gone, replaced by the crisp, clean scent of earth and wildflowers. Warm sunlight spilled over her, wrapping her in a gentle embrace. For a moment, she forgot to breathe.

Charlie pushed herself upright, blinking as her eyes adjusted to the sudden brightness. She was standing in an endless meadow. The sky stretched out in a perfect expanse of blue, a few fluffy clouds drifting lazily by. The sun hung low and golden, its rays painting everything in a warm, ethereal glow.

And there, in the middle of the meadow, stood Vaggie.

She was cradling Maggie, who looked small and content in her arms, her tiny fingers curling and uncurling against Vaggie’s chest. Vaggie was dressed in her dress blues, the sharp lines of the uniform pristine against the softness of the field. Her long hair cascaded down her shoulders, loose and gleaming, and her missing eyepatch revealed the hollow socket where her left eye had once been.

Vaggie turned toward Charlie, her lips curving into a small smile. She raised a hand in a casual wave, and Maggie mimicked the motion, her tiny arm reaching out toward Charlie with a gurgle.

Charlie’s breath caught, her heart aching with a strange mix of longing and relief. She pushed herself to her feet, the softness of the grass cushioning her every movement. She took a tentative step forward, drawn by the warmth of the moment—the simplicity, the peace.

But then, her fingertips met something cold.

A glass wall.

It shimmered faintly in the sunlight, stretching upward and outward, invisible until she touched it. Charlie pressed her palm against it, the smooth surface cool beneath her skin.

“Vaggie!” she called, her voice trembling as she banged her fist against the barrier. “Can you hear me?”

Vaggie didn’t react. She was still focused on Charlie, her smile soft, her arms cradling Maggie protectively. She banged harder, the glass vibrating under her fists but refusing to give.

Then, something shifted at the corner of eye.

Charlie’s blood ran cold as she turned her head, her heart hammering in her chest. Emerging from the edge of the meadow, moving with an unnerving slowness, was a tall, bloodied figure.

It was herself.

No, not exactly her. This version of Charlie has her face obscured by a swirling mass of darkness where her features should have been. Blood dripped from her winter clothes, pooling and in her left hand, she dragged a sledgehammer.

The faceless Charlie’s movements were heavy and purposeful as she advanced toward Vaggie, who remained oblivious, still focused on the “real” Charlie.

“No,” Charlie whispered, her voice breaking. She turned back to the glass, slamming her fists against it with all her might. “Vaggie, look behind you! Please!”

Her cries were muffled by the barrier, the sound barely a whisper on the other side. She pounded harder, tears stinging her eyes as the faceless version of herself drew closer.

“Don’t you dare touch her!” Charlie screamed, her fists aching as she struck the glass again and again. “Vaggie, turn around! Please!”

But Vaggie didn’t move. She adjusted Maggie in her arms, humming softly, her smile serene.

Charlie’s gaze darted back to the faceless version of herself. It was closer now, the sledgehammer dragging through the grass, leaving a dark, bloodied trail.

Desperation clawed at Charlie’s chest. She turned back to the glass, leaning her forehead against it. Her reflection stared back at her, fractured and warped by her tears.

“Please,” she whispered, her voice cracking. “Don’t let this happen.”

The faceless Charlie stopped just behind Vaggie, the sledgehammer rising slowly. Charlie’s scream echoed through the meadow, raw and helpless as if the sound alone could shatter the glass. But it didn’t. The faceless Charlie stood poised, the sledgehammer raised high, its shadow falling over Vaggie and Maggie like a guillotine.

The voices came next, drowning out even the sound of her own anguish.

“It’s so easy, isn’t it? One swing, one blow, and it’s over. No rules anymore. No consequences.”

They throbbed in her skull.

“Does it even matter who dies? The world’s already ruined. People come and go like ash in the wind. Why not her? Why not them?”

“No!” Charlie screamed, slamming her fists against the glass again, her knuckles raw. Her voice cracked with desperation. “Stop it! Shut up!”

Her pleas were swallowed by the cacophony, the voices multiplying, overlapping, twisting into a chorus of accusation and temptation.

“You’re already a murderer. One more won’t change anything.”

“She doesn’t even see it coming. Just like the others didn’t.”

“No, no, no!” Charlie shook her head violently, her nails scraping against the glass as she clawed at it. “I didn’t—I'm not—”

The faceless figure’s hands tightened around the sledgehammer, and for a moment, time seemed to slow. The weapon hung suspended in the air, shimmering faintly in the golden light.

“Vaggie, move!” Charlie screamed, her voice hoarse, her throat raw. Her tears blurred her vision, but she didn’t blink. She couldn’t.

The sledgehammer began its descent.

And then—“Guys! We’re here!”

Niffty’s bright, sing-song voice echoed like a bell.

Charlie’s eyes flew open, her body jerking upright as if she’d been shocked. Her breath came in ragged gasps, her chest heaving as she struggled to orient herself. Her vision spun for a moment before settling into focus—the dim interior of the SWAT truck rattled to a slow halt.

She was drenched in sweat, her hair plastered to her forehead, her hands trembling as they gripped the edge of the bench she’d slept on. Her lungs burned, and her heart thundered in her chest, each beat so loud it drowned out the world around her.

Around her, the rest of the group stirred. Cherri, slumped against Pentious’s shoulder, mumbled something unintelligible as Pentious gently nudged her awake. She blinked sleepily, offering a faint smirk as she straightened herself.

To her right, Charlie caught movement—Vaggie, shifting uncomfortably in her seat as she tried to stretch without disturbing the peach-colored, 3-month-old bundle strapped to her front. Baby Maggie was still fast asleep in her carrier, her tiny chest rising and falling. Charlie could see the tension in Vaggie’s posture, her body stiff from trying to stay still for so long.

It’s just a dream, it’s just a fucking dream… Charlie internally nagged herself though the phantom feeling of the glass and the voices still clung to her. She clenched her fists, trying to ground herself in the feeling of the rough fabric of her pants beneath her palms.

Just... take care of your wife. She's okay. Maggie's also okay. Please be sane for them.

Charlie leaned over and pressed a soft kiss to Vaggie’s forehead. “Let me take her this time,” she whispered. Her voice was warm but insistent, her blue eyes meeting Vaggie’s groggy gaze.

Vaggie blinked at her, clearly still caught between sleep and wakefulness, but eventually nodded. “Fine,” she muttered with her exhausted, scratchy voice. She fumbled with the straps of the baby holder before handing it over to Charlie.

Sliding the carrier onto her chest, Charlie adjusted the straps carefully. Maggie didn’t stir as she settled into her new position, her tiny fists curled against her soft onesie. Charlie tilted her head down to study her daughter’s peaceful expression, her heart swelling at the sight.

The truck lurched one final time before coming to a full stop, jolting everyone into further wakefulness. Angel muttered something from the front seat—probably a complaint about the van running out of gas again—and Niffty immediately hopped out, her tiny frame disappearing out the passenger’s door.

The back doors of the truck swung open with a loud creak, sunlight flooding the dim interior. Husk immediately hopped off, squinting against the brightness and he motioned for everyone to hop out. “C’mon. Let’s get moving,” he grumbled.

Charlie glanced down at Maggie one more time, ensuring the baby was still snug and secure, before shifting her attention to Vaggie. “You okay?”

Vaggie groaned as she stretched, her joints cracking audibly. “I feel like shit,” she muttered, rolling her neck to work out the stiffness. “Sleeping in a truck is not my idea of rest.”

Charlie offered her a sympathetic smile. “You’ll feel better once we’re moving.”

With Maggie still secure in the carrier strapped to Charlie’s chest, the two followed the rest of the group out of the SWAT truck. The bright, warm sunlight hit them immediately, it is a welcoming change from the cold months they’d endured. The harsh winter had finally given way to spring, the snow and ice replaced by green shoots and overgrown vegetation creeping through the cracks in the pavement.

In front of them stretched an overgrown expressway, clogged with a seemingly endless line of abandoned cars. The remnants of panicked evacuations loomed in the form of broken-down vehicles and forgotten suitcases. It was clear the truck wasn’t going any further—not through this.

Charlie scanned the scene, her blue eyes narrowing at the blockades further down the road. Whoever had tried to hold this area had long since given up, but the barriers still stood as reminders of the chaos that had consumed the city.

From the army truck parked behind them, Carmilla hopped out of the driver’s seat. She strode over to the group, her boots crunching against the cracked asphalt. “This is as far as we can take you,” she announced, addressing Charlie and Vaggie directly. “The roads ahead are completely blocked off. You’ll have to go on foot, but if you stick to the main road through Baltimore, you’ll make it to D.C. eventually.”

Vaggie adjusted her stance, her expression skeptical. “Are you sure you don’t want to come with us to D.C.?”

Carmilla sighed, her gaze briefly drifting toward the horizon. “As much as I’d like to,” she began, “I got a response from Atlanta last night. Someone I know—an old friend—is still out there. I can’t just ignore that. They need help, and I’m in a position to give it.”

Before Vaggie could respond, Clara leaned out from the driver’s seat of the army truck. “Besides,” Clara added, “the southern heat sounds a lot more welcoming than the freezing cold we’ve been dealing with up here. You can keep D.C; I’ll take some sunshine, thanks.”

Carmilla smirked faintly at Clara’s comment but turned her attention back to Vaggie and Charlie. “We’ve given you everything we can—supplies, a map, and the route to follow. The rest is up to you.”

Vaggie took a step forward and she extended her hand toward Carmilla. “Thank you,” she said. “For everything, ever since back in Philadelphia. We wouldn’t have made it this far without you.”

Carmilla regarded her for a moment, then shook her hand firmly. A rare smile ghosted across her face—small, but genuine. “It’s the bare minimum,” she replied. “Just doing what I can.”

With her free hand, Carmilla reached into her jacket pocket and pulled out a neatly folded piece of paper. She handed it to Vaggie, her expression momentarily softening. “When you get to D.C. and find a working radio, don’t hesitate to reach out. My channel’s on here. Let me know you’ve made it.”

Vaggie nodded, her grip tightening briefly before she let go of Carmilla’s hand. “Yes, ma’am,” she replied.

Carmilla’s gaze shifted between Vaggie, Charlie, and the sleeping baby nestled against Charlie’s chest. “Take care of each other,” she said. “You’re a family now. Especially with her.” She nodded toward Maggie, her expression softening just a fraction more.

Charlie managed a small, grateful smile. “We will,” she promised.

Carmilla’s eyes lingered on Charlie for a moment longer. “I hope you find your father.”

“Thank you.”

With that, Carmilla turned and strode back toward the army truck. She climbed into the driver’s seat, casting one last glance at the group before starting the engine. The truck rumbled to life, and with a brief wave from Clara and Odette, the convoy took a turn and began its journey south.

Charlie and the others stood in silence, watching as the vehicles grew smaller in the distance before disappearing completely. The faint hum of engines faded into the breeze, leaving only the rustle of vegetation and the chirping of birds.

Angel groaned, dragging himself toward the back of the group as they stood by the line of abandoned vehicles. “Wait a minute,” he gestures vaguely at the blocked road ahead. “Are you saying we’re walking now?”

Charlie nodded without looking at him, her focus fixed on the overgrown expressway stretching into the distance. “Yep,” she replied, her tone matter-of-fact. “Back to the good old-fashioned way.”

Angel let out an exaggerated sigh, throwing his arms up. “Oh, fantastic. A scenic hike through a zombie-infested fuckland. Perfect way to spend my morning.”

Ignoring him, Charlie turned to Vaggie. “How many miles?” she asked.

Vaggie pulled the map from her pocket, unfolding it carefully. Her finger traced along the faded lines before stopping at their marked destination. “Fifty,” she replied flatly. “Give or take.”

A collective groan erupted from the group.

Charlie sighed, her gaze scanning the weary faces around her. She adjusted the baby carrier on her chest, glancing briefly at Maggie, who remained blissfully unaware of the complaints. “It’s going to be a long, painful journey,” she admitted softly. “But we’ll get there.”

As much as I want to talk to Vaggie about what that fucking dream… we can’t waste anymore time.


11:28 am

They started walking, the kind of walking that feels more like a countdown than a journey. The expressway stretched ahead of them: abandoned cars with doors flung open, cracked windows, and the occasional suitcase spilling its guts onto the asphalt. The air smelled faintly of rust and wet vegetation with nature fully took over.

Pentious, ever the tinkerer, had spent an extra ten minutes scrounging up engine parts from the SWAT truck (that they unfortunately have to leave behind), muttering something about "luck being a fool's friend." He tossed the salvaged pieces into his pack with the care of someone who hated wasting time but hated wasting potential even more.

Before they started their hike—a word that makes fifty miles sound far too recreational—Charlie reminded everyone to ration their supplies. "Stretch what we have as much as possible," she said. "We don’t know how long this will take, and we can’t afford to run out of food. Or water. Or anything, really."

Vaggie chimed in, tugging her camo jacket tighter around her as the morning breeze picked up. “There might be something left in the cars,” she offered, gesturing to the sea of vehicles lining the road like tombstones. “Food, water, anything useful. It’s worth checking whenever we can.”

It was a hopeful statement, but not the kind of hope that expects results. More the kind of hope that keeps anyone moving when stopping feels like giving up.

Now, it’s been an hour when Maggie started to coo softly from the carrier strapped to Charlie’s chest. The sound interrupted the silence that even in the ruins of everything, babies don’t give a shit about the end of the world. They care about food, and she was clearly hungry.

Good thing there aren’t any zombies in the area. Yet.

Charlie stopped mid-step, the group slowing around her like planets reluctantly orbiting a heavier star. She pulled out the baby bottle, its contents carefully rationed from what little formula they had left. Maggie’s tiny hands flailed for a moment before latching onto the bottle, her coos replaced by quiet, satisfied gulps.

The group watched with an odd mix of affection and exhaustion flickering across their faces. Then Angel broke the silence.

“Y’know, it’s kinda unfair how she gets a free ride while the rest of us are out here busting our asses.”

Dios mio, she’s a damn baby, Angel. You want to trade places?”

Angel snorted but didn’t respond, kicking at a loose piece of gravel instead.

Charlie kept her eyes on Maggie, her tiny face relaxed in concentration as she drank. For a moment, the world felt smaller, quieter—like maybe it wasn’t so broken after all.

But only for a moment.

Maggie finished the last few drops from the bottle, her tiny hands falling still as her eyes fluttered closed. Charlie sighed softly, tucking the empty bottle back into her bag. She adjusted the carrier, ensuring Maggie was snug and secure.

“Alright,” Charlie started with fatigue. “Let’s keep moving.”

The group resumed their trek down the expressway, their footsteps heavy against the cracked asphalt. The abandoned cars lining the road with doors hung open, trunks left ajar, and windows cracked or shattered.

They paused intermittently to check the vehicles, but luck wasn’t on their side. Most of what they found was unusable: tattered clothes bleached by the sun, spoiled food reeking of decay, and skeletal remains slumped in the driver’s seats.

Angel kicked at a rusted hubcap. “Everyone already picked these clean.”

“Doesn’t hurt to check,” Husk replied, though he sounded more resigned than convinced.

After another hour of walking, Charlie began to notice something in the distance. At first, she thought it was the city skyline—the jagged edges of buildings reaching toward the sky. But as they drew closer, she realized the outline wasn’t buildings at all. It was a wall.

A massive, concrete barrier surrounded the city of Baltimore, towering above the ruins of the outer edges. Even from this distance, the wall’s sheer scale was staggering.

Charlie slowed her pace, her blue eyes narrowing as she studied the structure. Around her, the others began to notice it too. The graveyard of abandoned cars stretched endlessly before them: the desperate need to escape and the equally desperate hope of sanctuary.

“Looks like everyone had the same idea,” Charlie muttered, half to herself.

Vaggie, walking a few paces behind, quickened her step until she was alongside Charlie. She followed Charlie’s gaze to the distant wall. “That’s got to be a quarantine zone,” she said.

Charlie glanced at her, frowning slightly. “A what?”

Vaggie hesitated, her expression softening. “Right. You… you were in a coma during the first two weeks. I never got the chance to tell you everything.” She sighed. “Sorry.”

Charlie shook her head. “Don’t apologize. Just tell me.”

Vaggie gestured toward the wall as they walked. “At the start of the outbreak, the government set up quarantine zones in some major cities. They were supposed to be safe havens—places to gather survivors and try to hold out.”

Charlie’s gaze lingered on the wall, her mind working to piece together what Vaggie was saying. “If that’s the case,” she asked, “why wasn’t New York part of it?”

Vaggie sighed again, her shoulders slumping slightly. “Best guess? New York got overrun too fast. The cities that managed to set up quarantine zones probably had more time—or fewer infected in the first wave.”

Charlie nodded slowly, her eyes still fixed on the wall. It loomed closer with every step. Whatever had happened inside that quarantine zone, she doubted it had gone according to plan.

Behind them, Angel let out a low whistle. “That thing looks like it could keep out a tank. Too bad it couldn’t keep out reality.”

“Let’s… not jump to conclusions,” Charlie said quietly and glanced over her shoulder at the group. The wall loomed closer, its size more daunting now that they could make out the details—the cracks in the concrete, the faded National Guard emblem painted near the top, and the discolored streaks running down its sides.

“We need to decide if we’re crossing into the city,” Charlie said.

Vaggie looked at her, brow furrowed. “Do we even know if there’s anything left in there?”

Charlie hesitated, her gaze returning to the wall. “We don’t. But if there’s even a small chance of finding supplies—it’s worth checking. Staying out here doesn’t guarantee us anything either.”

“What about survivors?”

“Then…” Charlie paused. “We first treat them as strangers until they’re worthy enough to trust them. The usual.”

Husk let out a low grunt from the back of the group. “And if it’s crawling with infected?”

“Then we turn around,” Charlie replied, though the words felt hollow. They didn’t have the luxury of turning around. Not really.

Angel snorted, adjusting his pack. “Great. So either we die out here, or we roll the dice on dying in there. Loving the options.”

“Angel,” Charlie's tone is sharp enough to make him quiet. “We’ll figure it out. But we can’t just stand here debating. Let’s keep moving.”

The group pressed on, the road sloping gently downward as they approached the city’s edge. The closer they got, the more the scene changed.

The abandoned cars thinned out, replaced by barricades—stacks of sandbags arranged as cover along the road. Some had been toppled, their contents spilling onto the cracked asphalt while others remained intact.

Army trucks, their faded green paint peeling, were scattered among the barricades. The vehicles were riddled with bullet holes, their tires flattened, and their interiors stripped of anything remotely useful.

And then there were the bodies.

Skeletal remains littered the area, some still clad in the tattered remnants of military uniforms, others in civilian clothes. Their positions told a grim story: soldiers huddled behind cover, rifles clutched in bony hands; civilians sprawled mid-run, their skeletal fingers still reaching for something that might have saved them.

Charlie’s stomach turned, but she forced herself to keep walking, her boots crunching over shards of glass and brittle bone.

“Looks like it didn’t end well for either side,” Pentious thoughtfully said as he stepped over a rusted helmet.

Charlie slowed as they neared the metal gate that marked the entrance to the city. It stood ajar, one side warped and leaning awkwardly on its hinges. The massive structure was reinforced with steel beams, but the months of neglect had taken their toll.

Charlie stopped short of the gate, her eyes narrowing as she noticed a cluster of weathered posters plastered haphazardly on the concrete beside it. The edges curled from exposure to the elements, but the bold text and grim images remained legible.

The posters were infographics—government-issued instructions on how to identify and avoid the infected. One poster showed a crude illustration of a person with yellowish-gray skin, bloodshot eyes, and a snarl that revealed unnaturally sharp teeth. Another listed symptoms in bold letters: “Skin discoloration. Aggressive behavior. Bleeding bite wounds. Avoid all contact.”

Below that, a warning was scrawled in faded red ink: “If bitten, quarantine immediately. Do not hesitate to neutralize.”

Charlie’s gaze lingered on the phrase “do not hesitate.” She reached down and unholstered her Bowie knife. Turning to face the group, she raised her free hand in a silent signal for them to get ready.

The others stopped in their tracks. Vaggie slipped her retracted spear from its sheath. Pentious pulled a wrench from his pack, gripping it tightly in his left hand. Husk unslung his shotgun from his shoulder, his fingers brushing the trigger—

Charlie immediately shook her head, her blue eyes locking onto Husk’s. “Not now,” she mouthed.

Husk frowned but got the message. With a resigned grunt, he swapped the shotgun for a well-worn combat knife strapped to his belt.

Beside him, Alastor let out a low, amused chuckle. “A bit dramatic, don’t you think?” he said in a hushed tone, though the grin on his face suggested he was enjoying the tension.

Charlie ignored him, her attention shifting back to the gate. She stepped forward, her boots crunching softly against the gravel. The world felt unnaturally quiet, the kind of silence that made every sound—a creaking hinge, a snapping twig—feel like a gunshot.

Vaggie moved beside her, her spear poised as they reached the gate together. Charlie glanced at her, and Vaggie gave a small nod.

With a steadying breath, Charlie placed her hand against the warped metal. Together, she and Vaggie pushed, the gate groaning loudly in protest as it slid open. The sound echoed through the empty streets beyond, making Charlie wince.

The gap widened, revealing the city within.

Shadows stretched long across the cracked pavement, the skeletal remains of Baltimore’s once-bustling streets. The buildings closest to the gate were pockmarked with bullet holes, their windows shattered and walls smeared with dark stains.

For a moment, no one moved.

Charlie’s grip on her knife tightened. She glanced over her shoulder at the group, her voice low but firm. “Stay close. And stay quiet.”

The group filed in cautiously, their footsteps muffled by debris and overgrown weeds. The air inside the city felt heavier, tinged with the stench of decay and something metallic, like rusted iron. Maggie stirred softly in her carrier, but Charlie gently rocked her back to sleep with a reassuring hand.

The streets stretched ahead in eerie stillness, littered with overturned dumpsters, abandoned bicycles, and barricades that had long since failed. A tattered banner hung limply from a nearby lamppost, its faded words barely legible: “Stay Indoors. Trust the System.”

Vaggie scanned the buildings, her spear ready. "How long do you think it’s been like this?" she whispered.

"Long enough for nature to start taking it back," Cherri replied, nodding toward the vines snaking up the sides of a nearby apartment building.

Angel lagged a bit behind, muttering under his breath, “You’d think there’d be at least one zombie rolling out the welcome mat by now.”

“Don’t fucking jinx it, kid.” Husk grumbled.

Charlie didn’t respond to their banter. Her eyes were locked on the street ahead, her senses hyper-aware of every sound—or lack thereof. The silence wasn’t just unsettling; it was wrong. Cities were never this quiet, even in the apocalypse.

They came to an intersection where a rusted city bus had jackknifed, blocking most of the street. The windows were smashed, and old bloodstains streaked the sides like some macabre graffiti. Charlie held up a hand to stop the group.

“Alastor, take a look,” she said, nodding toward the bus.

Alastor’s grin widened, the faint gleam of mischief in his eyes as he limped forward. “With pleasure, my dear.” He moved with his confident stride as he peered into the bus through a shattered window.

A moment later, he turned back. “Empty,” he said with a shrug. “At least, no living passengers.”

Charlie exhaled slowly, motioning for the group to keep moving. They stepped around the bus single file, careful not to make too much noise. As they passed, Charlie caught a glimpse of the interior: torn seats, scattered belongings, and skeletal remains slumped in the aisles.

“Guess this was their last stop,” Angel muttered, earning a sharp glare from Vaggie.

They pressed on, weaving through the city’s labyrinthine streets. Each corner they turned felt like a gamble. Every alley loomed with the threat of ambush. Yet, block after block, they encountered nothing but emptiness.

Finally, they reached a small plaza where the remains of a military checkpoint stood. Sandbags were piled high, forming a crude barrier around an overturned Humvee. A couple of rusted rifles leaned against the sandbags, their barrels bent and useless.

Charlie gestured for the group to fan out and search the area. “I guess we’ll start look for anything we can use.”

They scattered cautiously.

Vaggie sifted through a pile of discarded backpacks, pulling out a few canned goods that miraculously hadn’t been breached by time or scavengers. Pentious knelt by the Humvee, inspecting its engine with a hopeful glint in his eye. Husk rifled through a nearby ammo crate, grimacing when he found it empty.

While Charlie stopped to check on Maggie, she heard a faint noise—so soft she almost thought she’d imagined it. A whisper of movement, like fabric brushing against concrete.

Her head snapped up, and she locked eyes with Vaggie, who had heard it too. Vaggie’s grip on her spear tightened as she scanned the shadows.

“Did you hear that?” Charlie asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

Vaggie nodded, her expression tense. “It came from over there.” She pointed toward a crumbling office building to their left, its front doors hanging open like a gaping maw.

Charlie motioned for the others to regroup. “Stay close. We’re not alone.”

The group gathered quickly, their earlier banter replaced by a focused silence. Alastor’s grin hadn’t faltered, but even he seemed more alert, his eyes scanning the building with interest.

Charlie took a deep breath, adjusting Maggie’s carrier while the group moved as one in approaching the building. The shadows inside seemed to stretch endlessly, swallowing the light that filtered through the shattered windows.

Charlie hesitated at the threshold, glancing back at her companions. “Ready?”

Vaggie nodded.

With that, Charlie stepped into the darkness, her knife held steady. The others followed, their weapons at the ready. The air inside was thick with dust and the faint, sour stench of decay.

And then they heard it again—a faint rustling, somewhere deeper in the building.

Whatever it was, they weren’t alone.

Fucking damn it.

The faint rustling sound seemed to echo off the walls. It wasn’t loud or frantic—more like someone or something moving with deliberate care.

Charlie motioned for the others to spread out slightly but stay within sight of one another. Maggie stirred again, but Charlie instinctively rocked her without taking her eyes off the shadowy corridor ahead. Vaggie moved to Charlie’s right, spear in hand, her eyes darting to every corner.

“Could be a damn rat,” Husk muttered under his breath, though the tension in his posture suggested he didn’t believe that.

“Or it could be worse,” Angel whispered back, his eyes wide as he glanced nervously around.

The group advanced deeper into the building, their footsteps muffled by layers of dust and debris. Broken furniture and scattered papers littered the floor.

Then it came again—a soft scuffling, this time louder, closer.

Charlie raised a hand to signal the others to stop. She crouched slightly, her knife poised, and whispered, “Stay quiet.”

Vaggie stepped forward, her spear angled toward the shadows ahead. The faint light leaking through the cracked windows illuminated only fragments of the room—a desk overturned here, a filing cabinet tipped over there. But beyond that, the darkness remained impenetrable.

Suddenly, a figure darted out from behind a desk, moving fast and low.

“Hold!” Charlie hissed.

The figure froze in place, crouched low with hands raised defensively. It wasn’t a zombie. It was a person.

A young man, thin and ragged, his face streaked with dirt and his clothes torn. His wide eyes darted between the group, and he clutched a metal pipe in one trembling hand.

“D-Don’t shoot!” he gasped. “I’m not infected!”

The tension in the room shifted instantly, though no one lowered their weapons just yet.

Charlie stepped forward cautiously, keeping her knife low but visible. “We’re not here to hurt you,” she said. “But you need to put that pipe down.”

The young man hesitated, his grip tightening on the weapon. “How do I know you won’t kill me the second I do?”

“You don’t,” Vaggie interjected bluntly, her spear still raised. “But if we wanted you dead, we wouldn’t be talking right now.”

The young man’s eyes flicked between them, calculating his odds. Finally, with a shaky exhale, he dropped the pipe to the floor. It clanged loudly, the sound echoing through the building like a gunshot.

Charlie winced and shot a glance at the door behind them, half expecting something—or someone—to come running. When nothing happened, she turned her attention back to the young man.

“What’s your name?” she asked.

“Thomas…” he replied, his voice still unsteady. “I’ve been hiding here for… I don’t even know how long.”

Charlie nodded slowly, her grip on the knife relaxing slightly. “Are you alone?”

Thomas hesitated, his eyes darting toward the shadows behind him. “No,” he said finally. “My sister’s here too. She’s… she’s hurt.”

Vaggie’s expression softened just slightly, though her spear didn’t lower. “Where is she?”

Thomas gestured toward a doorway at the far end of the room. “In there. She’s been running a fever. I think she got scratched, but it wasn’t a bite. I swear, it wasn’t a bite!”

Charlie exchanged a look with Vaggie, her jaw tightening. Scratches weren’t always fatal, but they weren’t exactly safe either.

Vaggie leaned in closer, her voice low enough that only Charlie could hear. “Are you sure about this?” she whispered. “We’ve dealt with raiders before. This feels like a setup. Remember what happened with those assholes on Route 17?”

Charlie’s grip on her knife tightened at the memory. “That doesn’t mean we shouldn’t check,” she whispered back.

Vaggie frowned, her spear lowering just slightly. “Charlie, I get it. I do. But we can’t risk the group’s safety for someone we don’t know. What if he’s lying? What if there’s more of them waiting to jump us?”

Charlie glanced over her shoulder at the others. Angel was fidgeting, Husk looked ready to pounce at the first sign of trouble, and Alastor… well, Alastor was smiling like he always did, which never helped anyone’s nerves.

She exhaled softly, her gaze returning to Vaggie. “Let me handle this,” she said quietly, her voice carrying a quiet confidence.

Vaggie hesitated, her grip on the spear tightening for a moment before she gave a reluctant nod. “Just… be careful, okay?”

Charlie offered a faint smile, the kind she hoped would reassure Vaggie even if it did little to soothe her own apprehension. Then she turned back to Thomas, who stood frozen in place, watching their hushed exchange with wide, nervous eyes.

Charlie abruptly holstered her knife, then drew her Glock with its sleek silencer attachment (a wonderful gift from Carmilla). The sudden shift in her demeanor made Thomas flinch.

Her voice was steady but cold as she leveled the gun at him. “If you’re lying, now’s the time to come clean.”

The gesture was enough for the rest of the group. Vaggie lowered her spear and reached for the handgun holstered at her hip while the rest followed suit.

Thomas froze, his hands trembling in the air. “I’m not lying, I swear!” he stammered, his voice cracking. “My sister’s really sick, but she’s not one of them. She’s not!”

Charlie’s eyes narrowed, her Glock steady in her hands. “Then you won’t mind answering a few questions,” she said.

Thomas nodded quickly. “Anything—just please, don’t shoot.”

“First,” Charlie began, “how long has she been scratched?”

Thomas hesitated, and Charlie’s finger twitched closer to the trigger. “Three… maybe four days,” he finally admitted.

“Four days without turning?” Vaggie muttered, her tone skeptical. “That’s cutting it close.”

“Where exactly did it happen?” Charlie pressed.

“The, uh… gas station,” Thomas blurted. “We were scavenging, and this… this thing came out of nowhere. It wasn’t even a full zombie, just half of one crawling on the ground. She tried to kick it away, and it got her leg.”

Charlie exchanged a glance with Vaggie, who raised an eyebrow but said nothing.

“Did you clean the wound?” Charlie asked.

“Y-Yeah,” Thomas stammered. “I mean, as best we could. I found some rubbing alcohol in the station, but it’s not like we’ve got antibiotics or anything.”

Charlie took a slow step forward, her gun still aimed at his chest. “And you didn’t think to leave her behind? Scratch or not, you know how this ends.”

Thomas’ face twisted with a mixture of anger and desperation. “She’s my sister!” he snapped, his voice rising slightly before he caught himself. “I couldn’t just… just leave her!”

Before Charlie could respond, movement erupted in the corners of the room. Four figures—teenagers, no older than sixteen or seventeen—rose from behind overturned desks and debris, each armed with a mix of firearms and makeshift weapons.

The youngest of them, a girl with a baseball cap pulled low over her dirt-smeared face, had a shotgun that looked almost too big for her to handle. The others held pistols or battered rifles, their hands trembling but their eyes steely with determination.

“Drop your weapons!” barked one of the older boys, his voice cracking halfway through the command. His shaggy hair hung in his eyes, and his knuckles were white against the grip of a revolver.

“Or we’ll make you,” the girl with the shotgun added, her hands steady despite her youth.

Charlie’s heart sank. She closed her eyes for a brief moment, the grim realization settling over her. This isn’t going to end clean.

The rest of her group reacted instantly. Husk’s shotgun snapped up, aiming squarely at the boy with the shaggy hair. Angel stepped sideways to cover another angle, his tommy gun leveled at the girl with the shotgun while Cherri and Niffty aimed to the older boy. Vaggie, already tense, pivoted to keep her gun trained on a wiry kid clutching a hunting rifle.

Charlie kept her Glock aimed at Thomas, who flinched as the room descended into chaos. “Tell them to stand down!” she yelled.

Thomas’ eyes darted to the others, panic etched across his face. “I-I can’t,” he stammered. “They’re just trying to protect us!”

“Protect you?” Vaggie snapped. “By pointing guns at us? Robbing us? You’re the ones hiding in the shadows like cowards!”

“Shut up!” barked another boy, this one holding a makeshift machete. His hands were shaking so badly. “We’re not cowards—we’re survivors!”

Charlie’s gaze swept over the group, her mind racing. Four of them. Barely trained, but desperate. Just desperate enough to pull the trigger.

“Listen,” she calmly started. “Nobody wants this to turn into a bloodbath. We didn’t come here to fight you.”

“Then put your guns down!” the girl with the shotgun demanded, her voice rising.

Charlie didn’t flinch. “That’s not going to happen.”

“Bullshit!” the boy with the revolver spat. “You’re just like everyone else—you’ll kill us the second we lower our weapons!”

The argument raged on, words ricocheting off the cracked walls like bullets, each side growing more desperate. Charlie’s head throbbed—the accusations, the demands, the sharp-edged fear slicing through the room.

And then Maggie wailed.

The sound cut through the chaos like a knife. It was shrill, panicked, utterly helpless. From her carrier strapped to Charlie’s chest, the baby flailed, her tiny fists batting at the air as though she could fight off the tension suffocating the room.

Charlie’s breath hitched. She couldn’t comfort her—not now, not with so many guns pointed in every direction. She couldn’t even glance down at her daughter without risking the fragile thread holding the situation together.

Her ears began to muffle, like she was sinking underwater. The voices around her warped, distant and echoing, as if the world had slipped just slightly out of alignment. Her Glock stayed trained on Thomas, her fingers trembling against the grip. He looked like he was about to cry with his chest heaving in shallow breaths.

The sight of him—the fear in his eyes, the way his hands shook—brought back memories Charlie had worked so hard to bury.

Willowbend.

The last time she gave a stranger the benefit of the doubt, it almost cost her everything. Her group. Her friends. Vaggie.

She could still see it in her mind: the blood, the betrayal, the split-second decision that saved their lives but left scars she couldn’t erase.

And yet, her thoughts screamed at her now, warring between compassion and survival. These were just kids. Scared, desperate kids, like she had once been back in the early months of the outbreak. But fear made people dangerous. It made them reckless.

Her hands tightened around the Glock. The weight of Maggie against her chest was unbearable.

“Charlie?” Vaggie’s voice cut through the fog, sharp and urgent.

Her eyes stayed locked on Thomas. His lips moved, but she couldn’t make out the words, her ears still muffled. His knees looked like they might buckle, and she thought he’ll drop to the floor entirely.

The room felt like it was spinning, the tension mounting into a crescendo she couldn’t stop.

And then she yelled:

Fire!

The word tore out of her throat, a command driven more by instinct than thought. She didn’t wait to see the reaction. She didn’t dare.

Her finger squeezed the trigger.

The Glock kicked in her hand, the silenced shot snapping through the silence. Thomas staggered backward, his eyes wide with shock, as a dark stain bloomed across his chest. He crumpled to the floor.

The room erupted.

Vaggie’s gun barked sharply as she turned and fired at the boy with the revolver, dropping him before he could pull the trigger. Husk’s shotgun roared, sending the wiry kid with the hunting rifle sprawling. Angel’s tommy gun rattled as he aimed for the girl with the shotgun.

Charlie didn’t register the chaos, her body moving on autopilot. She fired again and again, each shot finding its mark even when they’re already dead.

When it was over, the room was silent again, save for Maggie’s wails and the pounding of Charlie’s heart in her ears.

Thomas lay motionless on the floor, his wide eyes staring at nothing. Around him, the others were crumpled in heaps, their weapons scattered across the bloodstained floor.

Charlie’s Glock hung limply at her side. Her chest heaved as she struggled to catch her breath, her ears still ringing. She couldn’t bring herself to look at Vaggie—or anyone else in the group.

Maggie’s cries grew louder, a sharp, agonizing sound that seemed to pierce straight through Charlie’s chest. With shaking hands, she reached down and cradled the baby against her, murmuring soft, broken apologies.

Vaggie approached cautiously, her spear now holstered but her expression grim. “Charlie…”

Charlie shook her head, her voice barely above a whisper. “Don’t. Just… don’t.”

The inhuman growls shattered the fragile silence, rising from the depths of the building. They were guttural and wet, reverberating through the walls with a feral intensity that made Charlie’s blood run cold.

Everyone froze. Even Maggie’s wails tapered off into hiccupping sobs, as if the damn baby instinctively understood the danger.

“Shit,” Husk muttered, racking his shotgun with a snap. “That’s what I get for saying it was too quiet.”

Vaggie’s eyes darted toward the shadows, her spear already in hand. “How many do you think?” she asked, her voice tense.

“Enough to make us regret sticking around?” Niffty chimed in.

The growls grew louder, echoing from deeper within the building. Whatever was coming, it wasn’t just one or two stragglers. The sound was layered—dozens of guttural snarls and the scraping of nails on concrete.

“They heard the shots,” Vaggie said grimly, moving closer to Charlie. “We need to move. Now.”

Charlie snapped out of her daze, shaking off the fog of guilt and exhaustion. She adjusted Maggie’s carrier, her eyes scanning the room. The group was already forming a defensive circle, their weapons trained on every darkened doorway and crumbling corner.

“We can’t outrun them in here,” Charlie said, forcing the words past the lump in her throat. “We have to get back to the street. Funnel them into a choke point.”

“Easier said than done,” Angel quipped. “They sound close, boss lady.”

The first infected burst into the room a second later.

It was fast—faster than anything that size had a right to be. Its yellow-gray skin stretched taut over unnaturally sharp bones, and its bloodshot eyes burned with feral hunger.

Husk fired first, his shotgun booming in the enclosed space. The creature’s head snapped back, but another took its place before the first even hit the floor.

“Move!” Charlie shouted, gripping her Glock and firing into the advancing horde.

The group fell back toward the doorway, their weapons blazing. Vaggie’s spear flashed in the dim light as she impaled an infected that lunged too close, yanking the weapon free.

Charlie’s heart pounded as more of the creatures poured into the room. They moved like a tide, their snarls deafening, their movements erratic but horrifyingly efficient.

“Alastor, seal the door behind us!” Charlie ordered as they reached the hallway.

The grinning man slammed the door shut and wedged a nearby desk against it. “That should buy us a few moments,” he said cheerfully.

“They’re not stopping!” Vaggie snapped, glancing back as the infected began pounding on the barricaded door.

“Then neither are we,” Charlie replied, her voice hard.

The group sprinted down the hallway, the growls and pounding growing louder behind them.

“Stairs!” Pentious shouted, pointing toward a stairwell door ahead.

They reached it just as the barricade behind them gave way with a deafening crash. The infected spilled into the hallway, their snarls echoing like a nightmare.

Charlie shoved the door open, ushering the group through as fast as she could. “Up or down?”

“Down,” Vaggie said firmly. “We need to get out, not trap ourselves.”

The group barreled down the stairs, the sound of their boots thundering against the concrete. The infected followed, their growls and screams amplifying as they closed the distance.

“Don’t stop!” Charlie shouted.

The stairwell opened into a parking garage, the dim light casting long shadows across the rows of abandoned vehicles. The air was thick with the stench of decay and fuel, a suffocating combination that made Charlie gag.

“This way!” Vaggie called, leading the group toward an exit sign glowing faintly in the distance.

The infected swarmed into the garage behind them, their screeches filling the cavernous space. The sound echoed off the walls, making it impossible to tell where they were coming from.

Charlie fired over her shoulder, the silenced shots dropping two infected that had gotten too close. Vaggie and Husk followed suit, their weapons cutting through the advancing horde as the group pushed toward the exit.

As they neared the door, a guttural roar erupted from the shadows ahead.

A larger infected barreled into view, its massive, bloated frame covered in grotesque growths that pulsed with a sickly light. Its bloodshot eyes locked onto the group, and it let out another bone-rattling roar before charging.

“Shit!” Husk barked, raising his shotgun.

Charlie’s mind raced as she fired at the beast, her bullets barely slowing it down.

What the fuck is this?!

Then the group unleashed a barrage of bullets, but the creature kept coming, its momentum terrifyingly unstoppable.

“Charlie!” Vaggie shouted, her voice filled with panic.

Charlie turned, her eyes locking onto Vaggie’s desperate expression. Time seemed to slow as the infected closed in, and for a brief, gut-wrenching moment, Charlie thought they wouldn’t make it.

Then, with a deafening boom, the creature exploded in a shower of gore, its bloated growths bursting like overripe fruit.

Alastor lowered the shotgun he’d taken from Husk earlier, a wide grin plastered across his face. “Well, that was messy.”

Charlie didn’t respond. She didn’t have time to.

“Keep moving!”

The group reached the exit seconds later, bursting into the open air just as the infected swarmed the parking garage behind them.

Charlie slammed the door shut, bracing it with her shoulder as she gasped for breath. The others quickly piled debris against the door, sealing it as best they could.

The group stumbled back onto the alleyway as the sound of the infected pounding against the door behind them.

Charlie scanned their surroundings. The narrow alley was cluttered with dumpsters and scattered trash. At the far end, the street was swarming with infected, their disjointed movements making it clear they were hunting.

“Damn it, they’re everywhere!” Husk muttered, gripping his shotgun tighter.

A few stragglers in the alley had already spotted them, their guttural snarls going louder. The undead stumbled forward, teeth bared and arms outstretched.

“We don’t have time for this!” Vaggie snapped, eye darting around for an escape route.

Then she saw it—a fire escape ladder bolted to the side of a nearby apartment building. It hung just low enough to jump and grab.

“There!” Vaggie pointed. “We can climb to the roof!”

The group didn’t hesitate.

“Cover me!” Vaggie shouted as she sprinted toward the ladder. Husk and Charlie opened fire, taking down the closest stragglers before they could close in.

Vaggie leaped, her fingers wrapping around the cold metal rungs. She hoisted herself up and began climbing, her boots clanging against the ladder. “Go, go, go!” she yelled down, motioning for the others to follow.

Alastor smirked. “Ladies first,” he said with a playful bow, motioning to Charlie.

“Not the time, Alastor!” Charlie growled, pushing past him and jumping for the ladder.

Niffty and Cherri were next, followed by Pentious and Angel. Lastly, Husk and Alastor were up, with Alastor humming a jaunty tune as he ascended (although he struggle a bit due to his fucked leg). “This is rather exciting, isn’t it?” he mused.

“Shut up and climb faster,” Husk snapped, glancing back to see the infected surging toward them.

The alley filled with the echoing moans of the undead, their numbers growing as more poured in from the street.

By the time the last of them, Husk, started climbing, the infected had reached the base of the ladder. One of the creatures lunged, clawing at his boots.

“Shit!” Husk snarled, kicking it away with a forceful shove before pulling himself higher.

“Keep moving!” Vaggie shouted from the rooftop, reaching down to help him the moment he was close enough.

Husk grabbed her hand, grunting as she hauled him onto the rooftop. The group collapsed in a heap, gasping for breath as the infected swarmed below, their grotesque faces turned upward, snarling in frustration.

The group sprawled across the rooftop, their breaths heavy, lungs burning as they tried to recover. For a moment, the world seemed to quiet, save for the muffled snarls of the infected below.

Charlie pressed her back against a crumbling vent, her Glock still clutched tightly in her hand. Her heart thundered in her chest, the adrenaline refusing to fade. She adjusted the baby carrier strapped to her chest and glanced down at Maggie.

The baby had drifted into a peaceful sleep, her tiny chest rising and falling in rhythmic contentment despite the chaos surrounding them. A small, bittersweet smile tugged at Charlie’s lips. At least one of them could find peace right now.

She turned her gaze to the edge of the rooftop, forcing herself to her feet. Peering over the ledge, Charlie’s stomach tightened. The streets below were a sea of infected, a relentless tide of snarling, shuffling horrors.

Yep. Baltimore was gone.

Every path they’d taken before was overrun, and the sheer number of undead made the idea of moving through the streets unthinkable. Her stomach churned with unease.

“We’re trapped,” she murmured to herself.

Behind her, the group was catching their breath. Husk was muttering curses under his breath as he checked his shotgun. Angel was trying to joke with Pentious, but even his humor sounded hollow.

Charlie turned back to them, her exhaustion mounting. Her eyes immediately landed on Vaggie, who was pacing near the rooftop’s edge. Something about the sharpness in her stride made Charlie’s stomach twist.

Before she could say anything, Vaggie abruptly stopped and strode toward her.

“Vaggie—”

Before Charlie could finish, Vaggie grabbed her wrist, her grip firm but not rough. “We need to talk,” she said in her low tone, yet brimming with tension.

“Can it wait? I—”

“No,” Vaggie hissed, cutting her off. Her grip tightened just enough to emphasize the urgency.

Without giving Charlie a chance to respond, Vaggie yanked her toward a secluded corner of the rooftop. The group watched but said nothing, too drained to intervene.

Once they were out of earshot, Vaggie spun to face Charlie, her amber eye blazing. “What the hell was that?”

Charlie blinked, momentarily stunned by the raw fury in Vaggie’s tone. “What are you talking about?”

“You know damn well what I’m talking about!” Vaggie snapped. “The kids, Charlie. You called the shots to kill them.”

Charlie’s brow furrowed, confusion giving way to defensive anger. “They were pointing their guns at us! What was I supposed to do, just stand there and let them shoot us?”

Vaggie shook her head, her voice rising. “You didn’t even try to de-escalate! You just—” She gestured sharply. “You didn’t say anything about shooting them! Nothing! And those kids—did you even look at them? They didn’t even know what the hell they were doing!”

“They had weapons!” Charlie snapped, started to sound guilty. “They were a threat! I had to make a decision, and I wasn’t going to risk any of you!”

“They were scared, Charlie! They didn’t even look confident holding those weapons! You didn’t think for a second that maybe they didn’t want to shoot? Like you usually do?”

Charlie flinched. She clenched her jaw, her voice quieter but no less firm. “And if I hesitated? What then? One of us could’ve been killed, Vaggie. I couldn’t take that chance.”

Vaggie’s voice rose. “That doesn’t mean you have to fucking shut off your humanity, Charlie! You’re not some—”

“I’m trying to keep us alive!” Charlie snapped, her voice breaking with the strain. “Do you think I wanted to do that?”

“You didn’t have to!” Vaggie shot back. “You could’ve found another way, like you always do! But instead, you pulled the trigger like—like it didn’t matter! Like they didn’t fucking matter!”

Charlie couldn’t take it anymore. Her fists clenched at her sides, and the words exploded out of her in a yell that echoed across the rooftop. “The last time I gave strangers a fucking chance, you almost got killed, Valeria!”

The sudden outburst silenced Vaggie, her expression shifting from anger to stunned disbelief while Maggie shifted awake.

Charlie’s voice wavered, trembling with pent-up fear and guilt. “Do you know what that did to me? Seeing you like that? Do you have any idea what’s been going through my head since then?”

Vaggie opened her mouth to respond, but Charlie didn’t let her.

“Every. Fucking. Night,” Charlie said, “I see it. I see everyone—Husk, Angel, Cherri, Pentious, Niffty, Alastor—you, Maggie. All of you… fucking dead. Got shot. Torn apart, screaming. And I’m standing there, helpless.”

Her breaths came in gasps, tears slipping down her face as her voice cracked. “And it doesn’t stop there. In my dreams… I—” She choked, shaking her head as if trying to will the memory away. “I’m the one who kills you. I wake up and—I can still feel it. Like it’s real. Like I did it.”

Vaggie’s expression softened, the anger in her eyes replaced by something more fragile—concern, maybe even regret. “Charlie…”

“I can’t bear it!” Charlie’s sobs broke free. “I can’t bear the thought of losing you. Of being the reason you die—because I hesitated, because I made the wrong call, because I trusted the wrong fucking people!”

She crumpled, her legs giving out from the emotions overwhelmed her. “I’m trying to be strong for you, for everyone. But I can’t think anymore. Not after everything that happened. Willowbend, those people, those screams—it’s all I hear. It’s all I see. For three. Fucking. Months.”

Charlie buried her face in her hands, her body shaking with frantic sobs. “I’m… I’m trying so hard, but I don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t lose you… I can’t lose any of you.”

Charlie’s surroundings blurred, the edges of the rooftop fading into an indistinct haze. The muffled snarls from below seemed to grow louder, sharper, until they mingled with phantom screams in her head. Her breaths came in short, rapid gasps, each one more shallow than the last.

Disjointed thoughts flooded her mind—a flash of Vaggie bleeding out, others getting pinned down by infected or guns misfiring. The chaos tightened around her like a vice. She couldn’t breathe. She couldn’t move.

Suddenly, a sensation cut through—fingers working swiftly at the straps of the baby carrier. In her haze, Charlie barely registered the shift, but the weight across her chest vanished, replaced by a faint, chilling lightness.

“Hey,” a voice broke through. “Charlie. Look at me.”

Her panicked eyes darted around, unable to focus, unable to latch onto anything real. A warm hand pressed against her cheek, turning her face gently. “Charlie,” the voice said again, closer now. “I need you to breathe with me, okay? Just… follow my lead.”

It was Vaggie. Her hands were firm but careful as they held Charlie’s face, her voice softening into something soothing. She wasn’t angry anymore—just focused.

“Breathe in,” Vaggie murmured, drawing a deep breath. She paused, waiting. “Come on, Charlie. In.”

Charlie’s chest heaved, her breathing still erratic, but Vaggie didn’t let go. Her thumbs brushed gently against Charlie’s cheeks, wiping away the dampness there.

“Good. That’s it,” Vaggie said when Charlie finally managed a shallow inhale. “Now out.”

Charlie exhaled shakily, her breaths faltering halfway, but Vaggie stayed with her. “Again. In—slowly.” She exaggerated the motion, her own breathing calm and steady, willing Charlie to mirror her.

Little by little, the roaring in Charlie’s head quieted. Her vision began to clear, the edges of the rooftop sharpening into focus once more. She blinked, disoriented, and found herself locked onto Vaggie’s amber eye. It held none of the earlier fury, only a steady determination—and something softer, something safe.

“You’re okay,” Vaggie murmured, her hands never leaving Charlie’s face. “You’re here. We’re here. No one’s going anywhere, I promise.”

Charlie’s chest hitched, and her breaths came unevenly, but they were deeper now.

“I’ve got Maggie,” Vaggie said gently, as if reading the flicker of panic in Charlie’s eyes. She shifted slightly, and Charlie noticed the baby cradled in Vaggie’s arms, still blissfully asleep.

“We’re okay,” Vaggie repeated, her voice softer this time. “But I need you to come back to me, Charlie. Can you do that?”

Charlie blinked rapidly, her tears slowing as her breathing began to even out. She nodded faintly, her hands trembling as they reached out, hesitating before brushing against Maggie’s onesie.

“There you go,” Vaggie’s lips curving into a faint, reassuring smile. “You’re okay. We’re okay.”

Charlie let out a shaky exhale, her head dipping forward until her forehead rested against Vaggie’s shoulder. Her hands clenched the fabric of Vaggie’s olive-green shirt, holding on like it was the only thing keeping her upright.

And for a moment, the snarls and screams faded, replaced by the sound of Maggie’s soft breaths and Vaggie’s steady voice.

Charlie’s trembling fingers tightened in the fabric of Vaggie’s shirt as the outburst settled in her chest. Her breaths were steadier now, but the guilt that gnawed at her remained sharp.

“I’m… I’m sorry,” Charlie whispered hoarsely, her voice barely audible against Vaggie’s shoulder.

Before she could say more, Vaggie pulled back just enough to meet her eyes. Her amber gaze was steady, her expression firm but kind. “No,” Vaggie said softly but with conviction. “You don’t have to apologize, Charlie. Not for this.”

Charlie swallowed hard, blinking against the sting of fresh tears. “But—”

“Shh.” Vaggie raised a hand to cup Charlie’s cheek, her thumb brushing away a lingering tear. “Listen to me. It’s been three months since Willowbend, right?”

Charlie hesitated, then nodded. “Yeah.”

“And in all that time,” Vaggie continued, “you’ve been carrying this. Alone. Haven’t you?”

Charlie’s lips parted, but she couldn’t find the words to deny it. Her gaze dropped, shame prickling at the edges of her thoughts. “I… I didn’t want to put it on you,” she admitted. “It’s not fair, Vaggie. You’re already dealing with so much, and here I am, being a little bitch about everything while you—”

“Stop.” Vaggie’s voice was gentle in cutting through Charlie’s self-deprecation. She leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to Charlie’s tear-streaked cheek.

When she pulled back, Vaggie’s gaze was unwavering. “Just because I’m fighting my own battles,” she continued tenderly, “doesn’t mean I don’t have time to help you fight yours. You’re my wife, Charlie. We’re in this together, no matter how fucking messy or heavy it gets. Do you understand?”

Charlie’s throat tightened, her breath hitching as she looked into Vaggie’s eyes. The love and determination she saw there made her chest ache in a different way—softer, warmer.

“I… I don’t deserve you,” Charlie whispered.

Vaggie shook her head, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “Don’t say that,” she said gently. “You’re the strongest, most stubborn, most compassionate person I know. And if you can keep believing in everyone else, then you damn well better believe in yourself.”

Charlie let out a shaky laugh, a hint of relief breaking through the weight of her guilt. She leaned into Vaggie, her forehead resting against hers as she closed her eyes.


The thing about talks like this—quiet ones, the kind you only get when the world stops screaming for five seconds—is that they remind you how rare they’ve become. Charlie sat cross-legged on the rooftop, the sunlight casting shadows over her face, and thought about how long it had been since she and Vaggie had really talked.

Not shouted, not argued, not strategized. Just… talked.

They didn’t have the luxury of moments like this anymore. Not when every second spent standing still felt like an invitation for disaster. But today, Vaggie had insisted, her hand firm but careful as it wrapped around Charlie’s wrist. And Charlie, still raw from the incident with the teenagers, knew better than to fight her on it.

“This is necessary,” Vaggie said as she leaned against the edge of the rooftop, arms crossed. “We can’t keep going like this. Not with you carrying all of the bullshit by yourself.”

Charlie nodded faintly, her eyes fixed on the cracked concrete between them. She knew Vaggie was right—of course she was—but admitting that didn’t make it easier.

“I’m sorry,” Charlie said quietly. “For earlier. For… for everything, really. I—”

“Stop,” Vaggie interrupted firmly. “We’re not doing that. This isn’t about blame, okay? This is about making sure we don’t let it happen again.”

Charlie swallowed hard and glanced up at her wife. Vaggie’s amber eye was steady, unwavering, and it struck Charlie how, even in the middle of all this, she could find so much stability in her.

“So, what do we do?” Charlie asked, almost hesitant.

Vaggie exhaled slowly, her gaze drifting out over the ruined cityscape. “We do this together,” she said simply. “No more of you making these calls alone, especially when shit gets messy. We’re a team, Charlie. That’s how we make sure what happened today doesn’t happen again.”

Charlie nodded again, this time more resolutely. “Okay,” she said, and for the first time in what felt like weeks, she meant it.

When they returned to the group, Angel was the first to break the quiet. “Well, someone looks like they just had a heart-to-heart,” he quipped.

Charlie rolled her eyes. “Bite me, Angel.”

“Babe, I’d be delighted, but I think the zombies already called dibs.”

“Yeah, yeah,” Vaggie barged in. “We’ve got more important bullshit to deal with.”

The group gathered near the rooftop’s edge, their eyes following Husk’s pointing finger down toward the street. The Baltimore quarantine zone stretched out before them and it was beyond a nightmare—a sea of infected crammed into every corner, the air thick with decay and the restless shuffle of the undead.

“Well,” Husk muttered, “that’s about as fucked as it gets.”

“It always is,” Cherri replied, her tone grim but unsurprised.

Vaggie glanced at Charlie. “Looks like we’re going rooftop to rooftop.”

The thing about rooftop travel, Charlie realized, is that it doesn’t leave much room for hesitation. You either leap or you don’t. The city below offered no second chances, just a sea of gnashing teeth and clawing hands waiting to claim whoever slipped.

Vaggie went first, as sure-footed as ever. Her movements were calculated—a leap over the gap between two rooftops, her boots landing silently on the other side. She barely paused to turn back and gesture for the rest of them to follow.

Cherri was next, vaulting the space with the ease of someone who’d used to navigating chaos. Her laugh, sharp and bright, carried back to them. “Come on, slowpokes! It’s not gonna kill you—unless you miss!”

“Real encouraging,” Husk muttered, his face lined with doubt as he stared down at the drop below.

The planks came next. Whoever had set this up before them had left crude bridges—long slabs of wood bolstered by scrap metal—spanning the wider gaps between rooftops. Vaggie tested each one before signaling Husk and Alastor to cross.

Husk shuffled across the first plank, muttering curses under his breath while Alastor followed behind.

Charlie brought up the rear, her chest tightening with every leap, every shaky landing. She could feel the strain in her legs, the weight of Maggie’s carrier strapped tightly to her chest. She tried not to think about what would happen if she missed—what would happen to Maggie if she fell.

But she didn’t miss. Not yet, anyway.

The group moved in tense silence. The gaps grew wider as they moved further into the city, the rooftops more uneven, the makeshift bridges more unstable.

At one point, Charlie’s foot slipped on a loose piece of metal, her heart lurching as she scrambled for balance. The world tilted—one hand grabbing at the edge of the roof, the other clutching the baby carrier instinctively.

She heard Vaggie’s sharp intake of breath, felt her wife’s hand close around her wrist, pulling her back to safety. Charlie didn’t look up; she couldn’t. Not yet.

“Careful,” Vaggie said, her voice tight. It wasn’t anger, not exactly—just fear, barely masked.

Charlie nodded mutely, her breaths shaky as she pushed herself upright.

The close calls piled up, but the group pressed on. At one point, Angel’s boot caught on a jagged piece of rebar, and only a quick grab from Cherri saved him from a fall. “Thanks,” he said with a nervous laugh, though his hands trembled as he adjusted his gloves.

A few rooftops later, one of the planks creaked ominously under Husk’s weight. The older man froze mid-step, his eyes wide. “This thing’s about to go,” he growled.

“Then move faster, Husker!” Alastor called from the other side, his tone chipper as ever.

With a low growl of frustration, Husk pushed forward, just barely making it across as the plank splintered and fell below.

By the time they reached a rooftop wide enough to catch their breath, Charlie’s legs were trembling, her body screaming for rest. She dropped to her knees, her hands gripping Maggie’s carrier as if anchoring herself to something tangible.

“You good?” Vaggie asked, crouching beside her.

Charlie nodded, though her chest still heaved with exertion. “Yeah. I’m good.”

Vaggie didn’t press further, just squeezed her shoulder briefly before standing and scanning the horizon.

The sun dipped lower in the sky as the group pressed on, exhaustion weighing heavily on their limbs. Every leap, every precarious crossing, had brought them closer to their goal, but it also left them battered and fraying at the edges. When they finally saw the quarantine wall looming in the distance, a collective surge of relief passed through them briefly.

The final obstacle stood between them and the other side of the wall: a fallen billboard jutting out from their rooftop toward the wall, its structure mangled and sagging. A news helicopter had crashed onto it long ago, its tail blade embedded in the billboard’s metal frame, tilting it precariously. The bridge was barely holding together, its surface littered with shattered glass, torn sheet metal, and jagged supports.

“We’ll… go one at a time,” Vaggie started. “Lightest first.”

That meant Niffty. She darted forward without hesitation, nimble as a cat, her tiny feet barely making a sound as she navigated the wreckage. She paused only once, crouching to inspect a creaking section of the billboard before continuing. In moments, she was across, standing safely on the wall’s edge and waving for the next person.

Vaggie went next, her movements careful. Each step tested the integrity of the bridge before she committed her weight. At one point, the frame groaned loudly, metal bending underfoot, but she shifted quickly, redistributing her weight and pressing on. When she reached the other side, she turned, her face tight with tension as she gestured for Cherri.

Cherri hopped onto the bridge like it was nothing, her arms outstretched for balance. Her pace was quicker than Vaggie’s, her confidence unshakable even as the billboard swayed. A sudden gust of wind rattled the structure, and for a heartbeat, her footing slipped. She froze, eyes darting to the helicopter’s mangled body for balance before steadying herself and continuing forward.

Angel’s turn came, and he made no effort to hide his unease. “Alright, Angelcakes,” he muttered to himself, stepping onto the bridge. “Just a quick walk across some wobbly death metal. Easy peasy.”

He moved cautiously, his foot brushed against a piece of broken glass, sending it skittering down into the void below, where it shattered with a faint, eerie echo. Angel’s face twisted in discomfort, but he kept going.

Pentious followed, slower than the rest as he’s trying his very hardest to balance with his one functional arm. He managed, but its weight shifted unpredictably, causing the bridge to creak and groan with every step. He focused in frustration, pausing several times to adjust his footing.

Then it was Charlie’s turn. She hesitated at the edge, her grip tightening on the baby carrier. Vaggie’s voice cut through the noise of her thoughts. “You’ve got this, Charlie. Take it slow.”

With a shaky exhale, Charlie stepped onto the bridge. The billboard groaned under her weight. She moved cautiously, her hands gripping the edge of the helicopter’s shattered tail rotor for balance.

About halfway across, the bridge shifted violently, a low metallic screech piercing the quiet. Charlie froze, the sudden movement nearly throwing her off balance. Her breath came in sharp gasps as the structure wobbled beneath her, the metal frame bending precariously.

Then it happened.

Her foot slipped on a shard of broken glass, sending her lurching sideways. The weight of the carrier threw her off-kilter, her arms flailing for something to grab. For a horrifying second, she was falling—her boots skidding across the tilted surface, the ground below rushing toward her.

At the last moment, her hand caught the edge of the helicopter’s cockpit, the jagged metal cutting into her palm. She dangled there for a heartbeat, her other arm clutching the carrier tightly against her chest as Maggie stirred with a small, frightened cry.

“Charlie!” Vaggie’s voice was panicked.

With a strangled grunt, Charlie swung her leg up, her boot catching on a twisted piece of the bridge. She hauled herself upward, the edge of the cockpit digging into her ribs as she scrambled back onto the billboard.

Charlie looked up and saw Vaggie stepping onto the bridge, her wife’s face tight with worry and determination. “No!” Charlie shouted. “Stop! I’m fine! Don’t risk adding more weight!”

Vaggie froze mid-step, her amber eye locking onto Charlie’s. For a moment, there was silence—just the distant groans of the infected below and the creaking protest of the bridge. Charlie’s chest heaved as she steadied herself, forcing conviction into her voice. “I can do this, Vaggie. Please. Just… let me get through it.”

Vaggie’s lips pressed into a thin line, her body tense as she hesitated. Finally, with visible reluctance, she stepped back to the wall, her hands curling into fists as she watched Charlie.

Charlie nodded, swallowing her fear, and focused on the path ahead. The bridge swayed beneath her as she moved.

At one point, her boot caught on a loose piece of wire, nearly tripping her, but she caught herself against the helicopter’s frame. Her breath came in short bursts, her muscles aching with every movement. The baby carrier felt heavier with each step.

Finally, she reached the end. Her trembling hands gripped the edge of the wall as she climbed onto the solid concrete, her knees giving out the moment she was safe. She cradled the baby carrier against her chest, her body shuddering with relief.

Vaggie was there in an instant, crouching beside her. “Let me see,” she said, her voice steady but laced with concern.

Charlie hesitated, but then she held out her left hand, revealing the gash across her palm. Blood smeared her skin, and small flecks of metal glinted in the wound.

Vaggie muttered something under her breath, her hands already moving to pull a clean strip of cloth from her pack. She worked quickly, cleaning the cut with water from her canteen and using a pair of tweezers to pluck out the bits of metal.

“You scared the living fuck out of me,” Vaggie said softly as she wrapped Charlie’s hand in the cloth, tying it securely.

“I scared myself,” Charlie admitted, her voice shaky but tinged with a faint smile. She glanced at the baby carrier, where Maggie had fallen back into a calm, quiet slumber. “But we made it.”

Looking up, Alastor is next, whistling a jaunty tune as he limped onto the bridge. The swaying didn’t seem to faze him in the slightest. Even when the tail rotor shifted dangerously underfoot, he simply skipped over it with grace.

Last was Husk. The older man stared at the bridge for a long moment, his shoulders slumping in resigned irritation. “This is a bad fucking idea,” he grumbled before stepping onto the unsteady structure.

The billboard protested loudly under his weight, metal bending and groaning with every step. Halfway across, a sharp snap echoed as one of the supports gave way, tilting the entire bridge dangerously to one side. Husk dropped to his knees, gripping the nearest stable beam, his fingers digging into the metal.

“Come on, whiskers!” Angel shouted, leaning over the edge of the wall. “You’re almost there!”

With a grunt, Husk pushed forward, crawling the rest of the way until Vaggie and Alastor each grabbed an arm, hauling him onto the wall.

When the entire group stood together on the other side, panting and shaken but alive, they shared a brief, heavy silence.

Charlie wiped her forehead with the back of her uninjured hand, her eyes scanning the landscape before her. The ladder leading down from the wall was rusted but intact, overgrown with vines and moss that had crept up its frame. Below it lay the other side of the quarantine zone.

The streets were eerily still and empty of the infected. Instead, wild overgrowth sprawled across the pavement, reclaiming the road inch by inch. Grass poked through cracks in the concrete, and ivy wound its way up abandoned cars and lampposts.

Charlie exhaled slowly, her chest easing for the first time in what felt like forever. They were out. Past the worst of it.


The thing about mornings like this one is that they almost trick you into thinking the world hasn’t ended.

Charlie stirred from the creaky bed in the master bedroom, sunlight spilling through the thin, faded curtains. The air carried a stillness she hadn’t felt in months, an unsettling quiet that made her wonder if Baltimore’s chaos had been nothing but a bad dream (spoiler alert, it's fucking real). She blinked against the light, her gaze sweeping over the dusty, overgrown room.

The bed beside her was empty save for Maggie, snug in her recently changed diaper—courtesy of Vaggie—peeking out from under the blanket and looking as content as only a baby who knows nothing of the world’s bullshit can look. Speaking of her wife, Vaggie wasn’t there, though the subtle lingering scent of her—told Charlie she hadn’t been gone long.

She sat up slowly, cradling Maggie in her arms as the bed groaned beneath her weight. Her movements were careful not to jostle the little one. But the moment fractured when she heard the voices outside—a murmur at first, before rising just enough to make her heartbeat quicken.

Charlie’s body moved on instinct as she reached for the Glock and blade on the bedside table. She tucked the blade into her belt, her hand tightening around the Glock’s grip before scooping Maggie into her right arm.

“Let’s see what all the fuss is about, huh?” she murmured to the baby.

She stride out from the bedroom and crept toward the front door. The voices grew clearer as she stepped outside into the cool morning air. The group stood gathered in a tight semicircle, each of them armed and tense, their weapons trained on a lone figure: a pale-skinned man with a neatly trimmed beard and dark, weary eyes. He had an average build, but the hiking pack slung across his back made him seem bulkier.

His hands were raised with palms open, a universal gesture of surrender.

Charlie’s gaze swept over him, cataloging every detail. Not much dirt except for sweat, wearing decently clean clothes, boots caked with dried mud. A sheathed machete hung from his side, untouched, a choice that struck her as deliberate. Anyone else in his position would’ve drawn their weapon by now, out of fear or desperation. But not him.

The man didn’t seem to notice her immediately. Instead, he focused on the others, his tone calm, almost patient. “Please, I’m not here to cause trouble…” He lets out a small smile, “I just need to know who’s in charge of this little group.”

The group remained silent, weapons still raised. The man shifted slightly, the small smile on his face meant to reassure rather than antagonize. “My name is Peter,” he said. “I’m not here to fight, and this?” He nodded toward the machete at his side. “It’s for self-defense. Against the infected, not you. Seriously—I just want to talk.”

Vaggie probes. “Where did you come from? Were you watching us?”

Peter hesitated, his hands still raised, before offering a slow nod. “Yes,” he admitted. “I’ve been following you since yesterday. Watching from a distance, listening. I needed to make sure you weren’t dangerous.”

That did it. The group tensed further, a ripple of unease passing through them. Angel muttered something under his breath, and Husk’s finger twitched near his trigger. Cherri’s eye narrowed, her stance shifting like she was ready to pounce.

“Hey!” Charlie’s voice rang out as she stepped forward, Maggie still cradled in her arm. She holstered her Glock and raise her free hand in a signal for the group to stand down. Her tone left no room for argument. “Back off. All of you.”

The group hesitated but lowered their weapons, though none of them fully relaxed. Charlie stopped a few steps in front of Peter, studying him closely. Her eyes narrowed as she took him in—the way he carried himself, the slight tremor in his hands that betrayed his nerves despite his calm exterior.

Peter watched her intently, his brow furrowing in what looked like a mix of confusion and something else—recognition, maybe?

“I’m the one you’re looking for,” Charlie said firmly.

Peter blinked, his eyes widening slightly as he studied her face, taking in her features like he was confirming something he’d only heard in stories. For a moment, he seemed lost in thought. Then, carefully, he asked, “Is your name… Charlotte Morningstar?”

Charlie stiffened, her suspicion flaring. Not this fucking bullshit again. “Who wants to know?”

Peter didn’t flinch, but his face softened in something close to relief. His hands lowered slightly, though they’re still raised. “Holy shit, Lucifer was right.” he said, almost to himself with awe. A faint smile crept across his lips. “Your father. He’s—he’s been looking for you.”

Notes:

would this be the last time they see carmilla? absolutely not :^) and uh oh, stranger danger (yes thats supposed to be st. peter and i refuse to make him a blonde twink like in the show lmao)

but anyways, updates are slow these days due to worsened mental health and i'm doing everything i could to stay motivated in writing as i want to finish vol 3 before new years.

Chapter 35: End of the Tunnel

Summary:

Charlie and the group find themselves mistrustful of a new survivor who promises them safety in a walled-off community.

Notes:

i would love to thank everyone for the lovely wishes on my recovery 🙏 it helped me a bit to push through my writer's block.

also, expect references from the bible lol

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The reporter sat still with her pen between her fingers, the notebook resting on her lap filled with shorthand scribbles and half-finished questions. The room buzzed with a restrained energy, the kind that always preceded a presidential address (the usual). Rows of reporters, journalists, and news anchors shuffled in their seats, whispering theories and observations to one another while camera crews adjusted their equipment.

She glanced at the clock above the podium. Late, as expected. The president had always been fond of timing his appearances for maximum effect, but today’s delay felt different. The outbreak had left the nation teetering on the edge of panic in the past week, and every moment spent waiting only stretched the tension in the room.

Then it happened. The right-hand door, previously guarded by two silent Secret Service agents, creaked open. A ripple of movement passed through the crowd as heads turned, cameras swiveled, and pens scratched against paper. The president emerged, and the room erupted into chaos.

Flashes burst from every angle, throwing harsh light across the president’s figure as questions fired like rapid gunshots.

“Mr. President, what’s the current containment status?”

“Is there any hope for a vaccine?”

“What about the reports of government involvement?”

The president didn’t flinch at the cacophony. He moved steadily toward the podium. His face was obscured by a high-grade respirator mask, its filters hissing faintly with each breath, and an oxygen tank rested heavily against his back, connected to the mask by a reinforced tube.

The reporter’s brow furrowed as she adjusted her glasses, focusing on the figure. She scribbled a quick note: Virus not airborne—why the gear?

The virus wasn’t airborne. That much had been confirmed by every reputable virologist still left to speak publicly. So why the mask? Why the tank? It wasn’t for show—this president wasn’t one for theatrics. And yet, the heavy gear suggested a reality beyond what the public had been told.

The Secret Service agents flanked the president as they began to push back the swarm of reporters pressing toward the podium. The reporter stayed seated, her pen poised. She watched as the president stepped up to the microphone, his gloved hands gripping the edges of the podium.

For a moment, the room stilled, cameras capturing the image of a nation’s leader encased in protective gear. The reporter leaned forward, her pen hovering over her notebook.

The president adjusted the microphone. The mask distorted his face, but his eyes were visible—tired, lined with dark circles. He inhaled deeply, the hiss of the respirator loud in the otherwise quiet room, and began to speak.

“Ladies and gentlemen,” he started with his voice muffled. “Today, I address you not as your leader, but as a fellow citizen of this country.”

The reporters scribbled furiously in their notebooks, knowing how it would carry in headlines tomorrow. The reporter’s pen moved instinctively, though her mind was already racing ahead. The opening sentence was always key.

“From the moment the outbreak began, we have been fighting a war on multiple fronts: a war against misinformation, a war against fear, and a war against the very thing that seeks to destroy us from within.”

He paused, scanning the room, his gaze meeting the lenses of countless cameras and the eyes of the journalists seated before him.

“Many of you have questions,” he continued. “And I understand. Questions about containment. Questions about survival. Questions about the decisions made and the sacrifices demanded. I wish I could stand here and give you all the answers you deserve.”

Another pause. The president reached for a piece of paper on the podium and unfolded it with care.

“The reality is, there are no simple answers. There never were.” His voice tightened, just enough for the reporter to catch it. “What we face now is unlike anything we’ve seen before, and what we do next will determine not only our survival but the kind of world we leave behind.”

The reporter noted the phrasing: no simple answers. It wasn’t just a dodge—it was a warning. She underlined it twice, her pen pressing harder with each stroke. The president straightened slightly, the paper trembling in his gloved hands.

“I know many of you are afraid,” his voice lowering. “Afraid for your families, for your communities, for the future. Believe me when I say that I understand that fear, because I feel it too. But fear alone cannot guide us. It cannot dictate our actions or define who we are in the face of this crisis.”

The room seemed to hold its collective breath again. Even the cameras, which had been snapping photos without pause, slowed.

“What I will say today is not easy to hear,” the president continued, the hiss of his respirator punctuating his words. “But it is necessary. The virus has spread further than we initially reported. Our efforts to contain it were compromised, not just by the nature of the outbreak, but by the fractures within our own systems. Trust was lost. Coordination failed. And now, we are facing the consequences.”

The reporter’s hand froze mid-sentence. Compromised? Fractures? This wasn’t a speech meant to reassure—it was a confession.

“For those of you watching at home, for those still in cities, towns, and rural communities, I need you to understand this: the government cannot do this alone. The survival of this nation—and humanity itself—will depend on the choices we all make in the days to come.”

His voice trembled slightly at the last word, though he masked it quickly with a firm grip on the edges of the podium.

“I have authorized new measures to provide resources to those affected. I have instructed federal agencies to release protocols for localized containment and care. And I urge every one of you to follow them. I urge you to look after one another. To find strength in each other when the institutions fail.”

The reporter’s pen moved again, the words flowing onto the page in shorthand: localized containment, institutions failing. Her heart sank.

“And now,” the president said, pausing once more, “I want to address a truth that we cannot ignore: this outbreak is not just a biological threat… It is a test of our humanity. In these moments, we are defined not by the horrors we face, but by how we respond to them.”

There was a flicker of something in his eyes—regret, maybe, or sorrow. The reporter wasn’t sure, but she underlined the word humanity anyway.

The president folded the paper in his hands and placed it back on the podium. “This will be my final address from this podium,” he sighs. “Because from this point forward… words will not be enough. What we need now is action. And for that, I must step away from this stage and into the reality we all share.”

The room erupted again—questions, protests, the rapid-fire click of cameras capturing his final words. But the president didn’t linger. He stepped back, his respirator hissing softly, and gestured to his Secret Service detail.

The reporter’s hand trembled as she wrote her final line: The president has left the stage—forever?


Hearing your father’s name in the middle of an apocalypse feels like someone ripping open an old wound you’ve spent months pretending didn’t exist. Charlie stood there, her face blank but her mind spinning. He’s nearby? He’s still alive? After all this time?

“Your father. He’s been looking for you.”

No. No, she couldn’t let her guard down. Not now. Of course, a guy like Peter would know about her and her dad. The Morningstars—legend, notoriety, call it what you wanted. They were practically household names before the outbreak, for better or worse. Fame like that didn’t just disappear because the world had gone to hell.

Mostly for the worse, because she can’t bear people using her damn name to manipulate her again.

Peter must’ve realized her silence had stretched a little too long because he cleared his throat, looking almost sheepish. “I’m sorry, Miss Morningstar—”

“Charlie.”

“Right,” Peter corrected himself quickly with an earnest nod. “Charlie. Look, I get it. This is a lot to take in, and I’m not here to force anything on you. I’m just doing my job as a recruiter. My job is to find survivors like you and do my best to convince them to come back with me to the community. I’ll admit, it’s not always an easy sell. There’s an interview process when you get there, handled by one of the leaders. But…”

“Where’s this community?” Charlie abruptly asked suspiciously.

Peter hesitated for a fraction of a second, gauging whether she’d believe him. “D.C,” he said finally. “I know how that sounds—everyone hears the same stories about Baltimore didn’t make it, and Alexandria in Virginia… well, you probably saw what was left of that. But D.C did. One of the original quarantine zones, and it’s still standing.”

The group exchanged wary glances, but Charlie’s eyes remained fixed on Peter.

“We’ve built something there,” Peter continued, his voice softening, trying to coax trust out of her. “A place where people are safe, where they have food, medicine, shelter. Where they can start over. We believe the best thing we can do is accommodate everyone. Find ways to rebuild, to create safety and opportunity for the people who’ve made it this far. You believe in that too, right? As a leader?”

Charlie’s chest tightened. Her breathing grew sharp, shallow.

“A leader’s first responsibility is to their people, after all.”

Rosie’s voice echoed in her head, and Charlie shut her eyes for half a second. Not now, for fuck’s sake.

Peter kept talking, oblivious to the storm brewing inside her. He wasn’t saying anything new. She’d heard it all before. Safety, security, community. The same bullshit Rosie had used back then, before everything had gone to shit.

Her breaths came faster, shallower. She wanted to snap, to tell him to shut the fuck up, but instead, she forced herself to breathe deeply. To steady herself.

Peter took her silence as a sign to continue. “Even in a fortified community, people are as valuable as walls. We need each other to survive—”

He didn’t see her move until it was too late.

Charlie strode forward, closing the distance in a heartbeat. She drew back her arm and threw a punch that landed squarely across Peter’s jaw in one motion. His head snapped to the side, and he staggered back before crumpling to the ground.

The group froze, their wide-eyed gazes darting between Charlie and the unconscious man at her feet. Maggie stirred in her arms, letting out a soft whimper, but Charlie barely noticed. Her hand stung from the impact, but it was nothing compared to the seething anger that bubbled just beneath the surface.

She stood over Peter’s crumpled form, her chest rising and falling as she tried to keep her rage in check. She stepped back and spared a glance at her daughter, her expression softening briefly before turning to face the group.

“Take all his gear,” she ordered.

“Christ,” Husk lowered his weapon first. “Didn’t take you for the sucker punch type, kid.”

“I’m not in the mood,” Charlie snapped, her voice cutting through whatever retort Husk had in mind. “Just do it.”

Cherri was already moving, her energy less cautious than Husk’s, her fingers quick as she worked to unfasten Peter’s pack and rifle through it. “Man carries too much shit anyway,” she muttered, pulling out a half-empty water bottle, some packets of food, and a folded map.

“And tie him up,” Charlie added, stepping back further. “We’re bringing him inside.”

Angel shot her a questioning look. “Uh… you sure about that? The guy might be trouble.”

“Everyone’s trouble until they prove otherwise,” Charlie said, glancing down at Peter’s unconscious form. “But I want answers. And we’re not getting them with him out here.”

The group worked quickly, stripping Peter of his gear while Cherri secured his wrists with a length of rope they’d scavenged weeks ago. When they were done, Vaggie and Angel hoisted him up, his head lolling slightly, and began carrying him back toward the house.


The hiking pack hit the floor with a dull thud. Charlie straightened up, brushing dust off her hands, and took a step back to survey the assortment of Peter’s belongings spread out in front of her. Flashlight, climbing tools, bottled water. The usual prepper fare. But it was the food that caught the group’s attention. Not the canned kind you’d expect—beans, tuna, or Spam—but candy bars, pudding cups, and applesauce packets. Even a couple of vacuum-sealed TV dinners.

Vaggie leaned over her shoulder, eyebrows knitting together. “Who the fuck packs like this? It’s like a kindergarten lunchbox exploded.”

Charlie shrugged, nudging a pudding cup with her boot. “Maybe he has a sweet tooth.”

“Maybe it’s spiked,” she shot back, crossing her arms.

“Spiked with what? Marshmallow fluff? It’s all sealed.”

Before Vaggie could respond, Alastor’s voice cut in. “If no one else is going to eat the pudding, I’ll—”

“Don’t. Touch. It.” Vaggie’s glare dared him to make another move toward the stash.

Alastor threw up his hands. “Fine, fine. But if I waste away to nothing, you’ll only have yourself to blame.”

“You’ll live.”

That’s when Niffty’s voice piped up from the other room. “He’s waking up!”

The living room shifted immediately. Vaggie tightened her grip on Maggie, instinctively stepping back a little, while others in the group hovering near the doorway, leaning against the wall, or they’re toying with the blade with eyes locked on the man stirring near the radiator.

Peter groaned as he came to, spitting off to the side and shifting his jaw with a wince. The bruising from Charlie’s punch was already darkening, and he let out a low chuckle that sounded more impressed than annoyed. He looked up, his gaze settling on Charlie, who stood looming above him.

“Well,” Peter said, his voice hoarse, “you’re… no-bullshit, I’ll give you that.”

Charlie didn’t waste time with pleasantries. “Here’s how this is gonna work,” she started coolly, her Glock resting loosely in her hand but perfectly visible. “You’re going to answer all of my questions. No exceptions. No bullshitting. And if you think I’m bluffing—” she leaned forward slightly, her voice dropping an octave, “—try me.”

Peter exhaled sharply. “That’s why I’m here. To talk. Honestly, we could’ve done this without the violence, but—” he shrugged, as much as his tied wrists would allow, “—I get it. Trust isn’t easy these days. I won’t hold it against you.”

Charlie studied him for a moment, her eyes narrowing just enough to make Peter’s smile falter. Then, she nodded and dropped to one knee, bringing herself closer to his level. “Good man,” she said evenly. “I appreciate that. So, let’s start simple.”

Her tone was calm, almost conversational. “How many people are in your group?”

Peter tilted his head, considering. “Not sure on the exact count. Fifty-seven, maybe? We’re still under sixty, last I checked.”

“Last you checked,” Charlie repeated, her voice carrying a faint edge.

“Yeah,” Peter replied, his tone easy. “We’ve been steady for a while, but things change. People pass or so. You know how it is.”

Charlie’s gaze didn’t waver. “And your leaders? How many of them are there?”

“Three,” Peter said immediately. “All elected. They keep things fair. No one person calling the shots.”

“That includes you?”

Peter chuckled. “Not even close. I’m just a recruiter. The people in charge? They stay in the community. I’m the guy who goes out and brings folks in—assuming they make it through the vetting process.”

Charlie leaned back slightly, her expression thoughtful. “This ‘vetting process.’ What’s that like?”

“It’s pretty straightforward,” Peter said. “They ask questions. What you’ve been through, what you’re good at, how you’d contribute. They want to make sure you’re not a threat, but they’re also not looking to turn people away for no reason.”

Charlie nodded slowly, her mind churning through his words, picking them apart for inconsistencies. “And this community—how is it you’ve managed to stay standing while other quarantine zones fell apart?”

Peter’s face grew more serious, his tone losing its earlier lightness. “Planning,” he said simply. “And luck. D.C. was fortified early on, and we’ve had our share of close calls, especially with the surrounding safe zones in D.C. met with similar fates. One of our leaders initiated recruiting tougher survivors out there and we believe it makes the difference. A community is only as strong as the people willing to hold it together.”

For a moment, Charlie’s grip on her gun tightened as her mind churned while measuring him. The way he spoke sounded like he’d rehearsed this speech a hundred times before. Maybe he had.

“You seem pretty sold on this whole people-as-strength idea,” Charlie said evenly, shifting her weight slightly. “But you don’t strike me as the kind of guy who’d stick his neck out for just anyone. Why us? Why now?”

Peter shrugged. “I’ve been keeping tabs on groups like yours for a while. It’s my job. Your group, though? Different story. You’re organized, smart. You’ve survived shit most people wouldn’t. That says something. You’re the kind of people we need.”

Charlie arched an eyebrow. “That so?”

“Look, I’m not blowing smoke,” Peter replied firmly. “Trust me, I’ve seen a lot out there. Desperate people. Dangerous people. People who’ve given up. Your group? You’re fighters. Survivors. I mean—” He glanced around the room, his eyes landing briefly on Vaggie holding Maggie in her arms. “You’ve got a baby with you, for crying out loud. You’re not just surviving—you’re trying to live. That’s rare.”

For a second, the room went still. No one said a word, though Charlie could feel her group’s attention on her.

She leaned in closer. “And what happens if we don’t fit into your shiny little utopia? What happens if we don’t pass this ‘vetting process?’”

Peter hesitated, and for the first time, Charlie saw the unease in his expression. “I won’t lie to you… not everyone makes it. But it’s not about being perfect. It’s about trust. Cooperation. If someone’s dangerous, or if they’re a risk to the community’s safety—yeah, we send them packing. But we don’t just throw people out for no reason.”

“And by ‘send them packing,’” Angel cut in from the doorway, “you mean what, exactly? A pat on the back and a map, or a bullet to the brain?”

Peter turned his head slightly, meeting Angel’s gaze with a steady look. “We’re not killers,” he replied firmly. “We don’t execute people for failing a test. If someone’s not fit, they leave with supplies, enough to get by. What happens after that… isn’t up to us.”

Angel snorted, but Charlie didn’t flinch. She stayed locked on Peter, her expression unreadable. “So, let me get this straight,” she said. “You want us to pack up everything we have, trust some strangers to ‘vet’ us, and hope they don’t decide we’re too much of a liability?”

Peter exhaled slowly. “I know it’s a gamble,” he admitted. “But staying out here? That’s a gamble too. You’ve seen what’s out there. Sooner or later, no amount of smarts or firepower is enough. You need a real community as much as we need you.”

Charlie didn’t respond immediately, but her eyes fixed on him as though she could see straight through him. “People like you have a way of making promises that don’t hold up,” she said finally, her voice cold. “So tell me this, Peter. What happens if your perfect little community falls apart? What happens when the walls come down?”

Peter didn’t answer right away. When he finally spoke, his voice was quieter, almost resigned. “Then we pick up the pieces and try again. Because that’s all we’ve got left.”

Charlie’s jaw tightened. She glanced at her group. They were watching her, waiting.

She shifted her gaze to Vaggie, who was still holding Maggie. Vaggie met her eyes and gave a small, almost imperceptible nod, her silent way of saying, Keep probing.

Charlie turned back to Peter, her jaw set. “Let’s talk about my dad,” she said. “You brought him up. Why? Have you met him personally?”

Peter winced, rolling his shoulders against the radiator. “Yeah, I’ve met him.”

“And?” Charlie pressed.

Peter tilted his head as if searching for the right words. “Shorter than any man I’ve met in my life—uh, no offense,” he added quickly, glancing at her with a sheepish grin.

Charlie didn’t laugh.

He cleared his throat and continued, “He’s… a massive, stubborn asshole. The kind that doesn’t care if you like him. Says what he thinks, does what he wants, and makes damn sure everyone knows he’s the smartest guy in the room.”

“That sounds about right,” Charlie muttered, her voice sounded disdain, maybe, or nostalgia.

“But,” Peter added, holding her gaze, “he gives two craps about planning for the people. Everything he does, every asshole move, it’s always about what’s best for the group. And there’s one thing he cares about more than anything else—”

“My mom,” Charlie guessed dryly, her expression unchanging.

Peter shook his head. “No. You.”

Charlie blinked.

“He never stops talking about you,” Peter said, his voice softening. “At first, I thought he was just grieving. Figured he’d lost you, like most people out here have lost someone. But no. He talks about you like you’re still alive. Like he’s sure of it. And every time I head out on a run, he’s there, reminding me to keep an eye out for you. Telling me not to come back to him without news, good or bad.”

The words hit Charlie harder than she expected. She looked away for a moment, her gaze dropping to the floor as she tried to process it all. This was her dad, all right. The asshole planned everything to the last detail and thought he could outsmart everything. But it wasn’t just that. If Peter was telling the truth—and there was something in his tone that made her believe he was—then her dad had spent over a year hoping, maybe even desperate, that she was alive.

Like her.

A part of her, buried deep under the layers of anger and mistrust, wanted to see him. To know if he’d really turned into the kind of man Peter was describing, or if he was still the same complicated figure she’d left behind when the world went to hell.

When she looked up again, her expression was carefully neutral. “This whole recruiting thing,” she said slowly, “is it just you? Or do you have someone out there with you?”

Peter’s expression looked like he’d been waiting for this question. “I’ve got someone,” he admitted. “My little brother, Andrew. We work as a team.”

That earned the group’s attention. Uncertainty passed through them as their eyes flicked between each other.

It was Vaggie who broke the silence. “And where’s your brother now?”

Peter hesitated at Vaggie’s question, his jaw tightening as he glanced around the room. “Why do you need to know where my brother is?” he asked cautiously. “You’ve got me tied up here. Isn’t that enough?”

Vaggie didn’t miss a beat. “Questioning two separate people from the same community is the best way to make sure your answers aren’t complete bullshit,” she shifted Maggie in her arms as her eye bore into him. “It’s called cross-referencing.”

Peter opened his mouth to retort, but Charlie cut in, stood up and turned to Vaggie. “Is this a good idea?” she asked quietly, “We don’t know if this is a setup. What if it’s a trap?”

“I can hear you, you know,” Peter interjected, raising his voice slightly. “And no, it’s not a trap. It’s just me and Andrew out here. No one else. We’re scouting outside Baltimore. That’s it.”

Vaggie turned her attention back to Charlie, her expression firm. “We have to take this chance. If he’s lying, we’ll find out. And if he’s telling the truth, we’ll have real leverage.” She glanced at Peter. “I’ll take two people with me to deal with his brother, just in case.”

Peter’s expression twisted with panic. “No! Don’t hurt him!” he blurted.

Charlie stepped closer, cutting off his protests with a calm but commanding tone. “We’re not going to hurt him,” she sighs. “Here’s how this is going to work: my wife’s gonna find Andrew, question him, and make sure his answers match yours. If everything checks out, we’ll make him page you on this—” she reached over and grabbed Peter’s pack, pulling out his hand radio and holding it up for him to see, “—and you’ll answer. After that, we’ll regroup outside the house. Then, maybe, we’ll consider your offer. But we’re doing this on our terms, not yours.”

Peter let out a long, frustrated sigh, his shoulders slumping. He closed his eyes tightly and muttered something under his breath, cursing himself. When he opened his eyes, he looked directly at Charlie. “If that’s what it takes to make you believe me, then do it. He’s heading south from here. But I’m begging you—don’t hurt Andrew.”

Charlie studied him for a long moment, then nodded. “That’s up to him.”

Vaggie handed Maggie to Charlie and she stepped forward with arms crossed. “What does Andrew look like?” she asked bluntly. “We didn’t see any photos in your stuff, so we need something to go on.”

Peter furrowed his brow, struggling to piece together the right description. “Andrew… he’s got slightly longer hair, kinda messy,” he began, his voice uneven. “Thin goatee. Younger than me by about five years. And… a lot skinnier. Always has been. He’s got this look, though—like he’s thinking about a hundred things at once. Hard to miss.”

Charlie nodded subtly before turning to Vaggie. Their eyes met, and Vaggie offered a small, confident smile. “That’s enough to get by,” she said calmly, adjusting the strap of her rifle.

Before she could step away, Charlie reached out and grabbed her hand. “Please…” Charlie started quietly, “Stay safe.”

Vaggie’s expression softened. She nodded, then pulled Charlie’s left hand up to her lips, planting a gentle kiss on the gold band of her ring. “Always.”

Vaggie then straightened and turned to face the others. “Angel, Cherri, you’re with me,” she said briskly, her tone back to its usual no-nonsense sharpness.

Angel glanced at Cherri, who smirked and cracked her knuckles. “‘Bout time,” Cherri muttered, already moving toward the door while Angel falling in step behind Vaggie.

The three of them moved out and as they filed out of the room, Vaggie cast one last glance over her shoulder at Charlie.

Once the door closed shut, the silence hung heavy. Peter slumped against the radiator, his head bowing slightly as he let out a long, weary sigh. “Goddamn it, Andrew,” he muttered under his breath. “You better not screw this up.”

Charlie glanced back at him. “If he’s anything like you,” she said, “we’ll see.”


The trail was a mess of overgrown vines and roots that grabbed at their boots like the hands of ghosts. Vaggie led the way, using Cherri’s machete carving through the brush. Behind her, Angel and Cherri muttered about the futility of paths that weren’t actually paths, but they kept pace, their footsteps crunching noisily through the undergrowth.

It was impossible to move quietly. Every step was an announcement, the brittle snap of branches and the rustle of leaves like a radar for anyone—or anything—that might be lurking. Vaggie winced with every sound, her head constantly on a swivel, scanning the dense forest for movement. The noise was an insult to the silence, and the silence was dangerous.

But the woods, for all their noise, seemed strangely empty. It was disconcerting in its own way, the absence of moaning, dragging feet, or the guttural hiss of something long dead. Vaggie’s mind wrestled with the quiet as much as the terrain. No stragglers, no groups. Just... nothing.

“Not that I’m complainin’,” Angel started, his voice just loud enough for the two women to hear, “but where the hell’s all the rotters? I mean, not that I miss ‘em or anything, but still. Weird, right?”

Vaggie didn’t look back. “They’re probably all inside the quarantine zone,” she answered, then adjusted her grip on the machete. “Walls like that don’t just keep people in—they keep the dead in too. Most of them, anyway.”

“Yeah, great,” Cherri stepped over a tangle of roots and frowning at the dirt clinging to her boots. “But what about the ones that aren’t in? They just vanish into thin air?”

“Maybe they’re scared of you,” Angel said with a grin. “Can’t say I blame ‘em.”

Cherri didn’t dignify that with a response.

Vaggie cut through another tangle of vines and paused, holding up a hand to stop them. The silence pressed down around them like a held breath. Her knuckles tightened on the machete’s hilt. She didn’t say anything, but her posture screamed vigilance, her head tilting slightly as if listening for something the others couldn’t hear.

Nothing. Not a groan, not a shuffle, not a whisper of something unnatural. Just the wind stirring the leaves and the distant creak of branches swaying under their own weight.

“They’re not here,” Vaggie said, more to herself than to them.

“Which is good, right?” Angel prompted, raising an eyebrow.

Vaggie lowered the machete slightly, but her shoulders didn’t relax. “Good, yeah. Until it’s not.”

“Real uplifting,” Cherri muttered, pushing past a low-hanging branch.

Angel shot her a look. “You’d rather have a horde?”

“No,” Cherri snapped. “But I’d rather know what the hell’s going on than walk around waiting for the other shoe to drop.”

Vaggie exhaled through her nose, glancing back at the two of them. “Stay sharp,” she said, her voice quieter now. “Just because we don’t see them doesn’t mean they’re not out here. And we don’t know what we’re walking into.”

She didn’t wait for a reply, turning back to the trail and resuming her steady march forward. Angel and Cherri exchanged a look—part frustration, part agreement—and followed.

The forest seemed to close in tighter the farther they went, branches and vines weaving together above them. The sunlight filtering through the leaves was dull, gray-green, casting shadows that danced at the edges of their vision. Every so often, Vaggie stopped and scanned the surroundings, her hand twitching toward the knife holstered at her side.

Angel, trailing a few steps behind, kicked at a fallen branch, sending it skidding noisily across the ground. “So, what’s the plan if little bro decides to throw a hissy fit? You think we can scare him into cooperating, or are we gonna—”

“Angel,” Vaggie interrupted. She didn’t look back. “Shut up.”

Angel raised his hands. “Geez, sorry for tryin’ to make conversation.”

Cherri, bringing up the rear, shot him a glare. “She’s right. You’re too loud.”

Angel scoffed but didn’t argue, and the three of them pressed on, their pace quickening as the path widened slightly. The air grew heavier, the damp smell of earth and decay filling their lungs. Vaggie tightened her grip on the machete, her eye narrowing at the trail ahead.

“Think about it, though,” Angel whispered after a long stretch of silence. “If there’s no freaks out here, doesn’t that mean we’re practically safe? Like, what’s the worst that could happen? The brother’s got a slingshot?” He snickered.

Vaggie stopped abruptly, and Angel nearly collided with her. She turned her head just enough to give him a look that could have stopped a charging rhino. “You don’t get it, do you?” she hissed. “No muertos doesn’t mean safe. It means something else scared them off—or there’s something worse waiting. Either way, running your mouth isn’t helping.”

Angel opened his mouth to respond, but Cherri beat him to it. “For once, just listen, Angie.”

Angel sighed dramatically but kept quiet.

They continued in silence, the only sounds now the crunch of their boots and the occasional snap of a twig. The tension hung thick in the air, every movement and shadow showed a potential threat.

As they rounded a bend, Vaggie raised a hand again, signaling them to stop. She crouched low, motioning for the others to do the same, and pointed ahead. Through the trees, barely visible, was a campsite—a small clearing with a smoldering fire pit and a tarp strung between two trees.

“Someone’s here,” Vaggie murmured, her voice barely audible.

“Could be the brother,” Cherri whispered, her hand resting on the pistol at her hip.

“Or it could be someone else,” Vaggie said grimly.

Angel leaned closer, squinting at the clearing. “Well, whoever it is, they’re not winning any awards for hospitality. That camp looks like it’s been there for a while.”

Vaggie ignored him, her eye scanning the edges of the clearing. “No movement,” she said softly. “Stay close. Weapons ready.”

They moved cautiously now, their footsteps as quiet as they could manage on the uneven ground. Vaggie took the lead, the machete raised, while Cherri covered her with the pistol and Angel followed behind, his crossbow drawn.

As they approached the campsite, it became clear that whoever had been here had left in a hurry. The tarp was torn, and the fire pit was nothing more than ash and damp wood. A backpack lay discarded near one of the trees, its contents spilling out—a couple of empty cans, a water bottle, and a crumpled map.

Vaggie gestured for them to spread out, her eye darting between the trees. “Check the perimeter,” she whispered.

Angel picked up the backpack, turning it over in his hands. “You think this is Andrew’s?” he asked, his voice low.

“Maybe,” Vaggie replied, glancing back at him. “But don’t touch anything else. If this is a trap—”

The sound of a twig snapping cut her off, sharp and sudden. All three of them froze and they scattered instantly, disappearing behind the tree line. Vaggie pressed her back against a thick trunk, gripping the machete tightly as her heart pounded in her chest. She peeked out just enough to catch a glimpse of the intruder.

He stepped into the threshold of the abandoned campsite with slow, deliberate movements. A tall man, olive-skinned, with a lean build framed his figure. His features matched Peter’s description almost perfectly—sharp nose, dark hair curling at the edges, thin goatee, and a wary, calculating look in his eyes. A hiking pack was slung over his shoulders, its weight barely noticeable on his frame.

Vaggie’s eye narrowed as she saw him unholster a pistol. Her grip on the machete tightened.

Then he spoke, his voice steady but loud enough to carry through the trees. “I know you’re out there,” he called, his tone neither aggressive nor welcoming, just matter-of-fact. “Three of you, right? It’s okay. You can come out. I’m not here to hurt you.”

Vaggie stayed still, her gaze flicking to her left where Cherri was crouched behind another tree, her pistol already drawn. Their eyes met briefly, and Cherri gave a slight nod.

The man took another step into the clearing, lowering his gun slightly but keeping it ready in his hand. “Look,” his tone shifted to something softer. “We’ve got a walled-off community several miles from here. It’s safe. We’ve got food, water, shelter... all of it.”

Vaggie pressed her lips together, weighing his words. She glanced over to the right looking for Angel, but he’s nowhere to be found. She guessed that he must be on the other side of the camp hiding somewhere.

The man continued, his gaze sweeping the forest line. “I know you’re scared. Hell, I’d be too if I were in your shoes. But if I wanted to hurt you, I wouldn’t be standing here talking, would I? We can just talk.”

Cherri shifted slightly, drawing Vaggie’s attention again. Her eye is questioning, waiting for a signal. Vaggie gave a subtle shake of her head. Not yet.

The man sighed and holstered his gun, raising his hands to show he meant no harm. “I’ll make this easy for you,” he said. “You can stay hidden, keep wandering around out here until you get lucky or you don’t. Or you can take a chance. Come with me. See what I’m offering.”

Vaggie watched him carefully, her mind racing. Was this Andrew?

She leaned slightly toward Cherri’s position, catching her attention again. With a quick glance back at the man, Cherri motioned toward him with the faintest tilt of her head. Keep him talking.

The man stood in the clearing, hands raised and expression calm, but his eyes flicked across the treeline like a predator hunting movement. Vaggie watched him closely, noting how his posture remained guarded despite his open gestures. It was a calculated performance, she realized—designed to coax them out.

Vaggie exhaled slowly. She lowered the machete to the ground with care, letting it fall with a dull thud, then reached for her Glock, unholstering it and holding it in a loose but ready grip. She stepped out from her cover, her lone eye locked onto the man in the clearing.

The man’s gaze snapped to her instantly, his hands still raised. He didn’t flinch, but his posture shifted ever so slightly, a hint of tension running through his frame.

“You’ve got a lot to say,” Vaggie said evenly, her voice cutting through the heavy silence. “But talking’s easy when you’re the one with the plan.”

The man’s lips twitched in what might have been relief, though his wariness didn’t waver. “Thank you,” he said, lowering his hands just enough to appear less threatening. “Like I said, I’m part of a community just south of Baltimore. It’s safe. Walled off. Food, water, shelter, medicine—everything you’d need to get by. We’re looking for people who can contribute, people who want a chance to start over.”

Vaggie didn’t move, her Glock steady in her grip but aimed at the ground for now. “Why risk coming out here for strangers?”

The man nodded slightly, as if expecting the question. “Because the more good people we have, the better chance we all have. Our community’s strong, but we’re not invincible. We need people who can fight, work, build—whatever they can bring to the table. That’s why I’m out here, scouting for survivors.”

Behind him, Vaggie caught a flicker of movement—a shadow shifting in the undergrowth. Angel. He was silent, almost unnervingly so, creeping toward the man’s blind spot with his crossbow slinged behind.

“Convenient,” Vaggie said, keeping her tone skeptical. “But that doesn’t explain why you’re here alone. No backup? Seems risky for someone who’s just trying to help.”

The man shifted his weight slightly, his expression flickering between cautious and candid. “You’re not wrong. It… it is risky. But going in with a group spooks people—makes them think it’s a trap. We’ve found that one person, unarmed, works better.”

Vaggie raised an eyebrow. “Unarmed?”

His smile was faint and humorless. “Okay, mostly unarmed. But I’m not looking for trouble. I’m just trying to survive, same as you.”

The tension in the air was almost palpable now, the silence pressing in on all sides. Vaggie kept her gaze locked on the man, her body language relaxed but ready. “And what happens if we say no?” she asked.

The man’s expression softened slightly, though there was still a guarded edge to his eyes. “Then I leave you alone—”

Angel had surged forward, his arms wrapping under the man’s own, locking them in place.

“Gotcha,” Angel muttered through gritted teeth, holding the man tight as he squirmed against the sudden restraint.

That prompted Vaggie to dart forward, her Glock now trained on the man’s midsection. She grabbed the pistol from the man’s holster, flipping it out of his reach before handing it off to Cherri, who appeared at her side, her own weapon still drawn.

The man, now thoroughly outnumbered, thrashed against Angel’s hold, his breaths coming quick and panicked. “What the hell are you doing?!” he shouted.

“Stop struggling, Andrew,” Vaggie ordered, demanding attention. “We don’t want to hurt you, but we will if we have to.”

The man froze, his eyes widening in shock. “How—how do you know my name?” he stammered.

Vaggie didn’t give him time to think. “We’re here on Peter’s behalf.”

The mention of Peter’s name sent a jolt through Andrew, his face twisting with a mix of panic and disbelief. “What did you do to him?” he demanded, his voice rising. “If you hurt him—”

“Peter’s fine,” Vaggie interrupted. “He’s with the rest of our group, under watch. He told us where to find you. That’s why we’re here.”

Andrew’s breathing quickened, his expression shifting from confusion to realization. “Hostage,” he muttered, his voice barely audible. “You’re holding him hostage.”

Cherri raised Andrew’s own pistol and pressed the barrel against his temple. “And you’re gonna stay nice and calm, or things get ugly.”

“Easy,” Vaggie said without looking at her, keeping her focus on Andrew. “He gets the message.”

Angel tightened his grip slightly. “Now, let’s see what goodies you brought to the party.” With a grunt, he unshouldered Andrew’s hiking pack, yanking it off and tossing it toward Vaggie.

She caught it, dropping it to the ground and unzipping it quickly. Inside, she found several packets of vacuum-sealed food, a thermos, and a compact water filter. She pulled each item out carefully, inspecting them before setting them aside.

Then her hand landed on something strange—a sleek, dish-like object with a set of headphones coiled around it. She held it up, frowning.

“What the fuck is that?” Cherri asked abruptly.

Vaggie turned the device in her hands, her fingers brushing over its smooth surface. “A parabolic microphone,” she said flatly. “Used to pick up distant sounds. Weirdly high-tech for someone just trying to survive.”

Cherri’s eye narrowed. “So, what? He’s been listening in on us?”

Vaggie’s lips pressed into a thin line. “Probably. If he and Peter had this, they could’ve been spying on us from miles away.” She shot Andrew a pointed glare, but he avoided her gaze, his lips pressed tightly together.

“Figures,” Cherri muttered, crossing her arms. “Shady little creeps.”

Vaggie put the microphone aside and continued digging through the pack. She paused when her hand brushed against something solid and rectangular. She pulled it out—a hand radio, its antenna partially extended.

“Perfect,” Vaggie turned to Angel, who still held Andrew in a vice grip. “Hold him steady. He’s about to make a call.”

Andrew squirmed slightly, panic flashing across his face. “Wait! You don’t understand—”

“Shut it,” Cherri snapped, her pistol still trained on him.

Vaggie adjusted the radio’s dials, testing the frequencies until she heard a faint crackle. She glanced up at Andrew. “Here’s what’s going to happen,” she said coldly. “You’re going to talk to Peter. Like it’s a normal day. Like this isn’t happening. And you’re going to tell him whatever I tell you to say. Got it?”

Andrew hesitated, his breathing quick and shallow. “If I don’t?”

Vaggie stepped closer, her Glock raised to emphasize her point. “Then you’ll find out how patient I’m not feeling today.”

Cherri smirked. “You’re lucky she’s the nice one.”

Andrew swallowed hard, nodding reluctantly. “Fine.”

“Good,” Vaggie said, switching the radio on. She held it out, close enough for Andrew to speak but far enough that he couldn’t grab it. “Now, tell your brother you’re safe. That you’re… negotiating with the other three of the same group that your brother himself is dealing with. No warnings. No funny business. Just keep it calm.”

Andrew licked his lips, his voice trembling as he leaned toward the radio. “Peter? It’s me. Are you there?”

A moment passed before a faint voice crackled through the speaker. “Andrew? Oh my God! Where are you? Are you okay?”

Andrew glanced at Vaggie, who gave him a slight nod. “I’m fine,” he said, his voice steadier now. “I ran into three people out here. They seem... okay. We’re talking. They might let me join them.”

The radio crackled again, Peter's voice tinged with both relief and urgency. “Thank God. Okay, whatever they’re asking you to do—just do it. Don’t argue, don’t try anything.”

Andrew hesitated, glancing between Vaggie, Cherri, and Angel. His lips parted as if to speak, but Peter’s voice cut through again.

“They haven’t hurt me, okay? I’m fine, but I’m telling you, these aren’t the kind of people you can fight your way out of. Trust me on this.”

Vaggie’s expression remained cold and unreadable, though a flicker of something—perhaps approval—crossed her face at Peter’s words.

“Okay, fine,” Andrew said into the radio, his voice low and reluctant. “I’ll… I’ll cooperate.”

Peter sighed in relief. “Just… hang in there, okay?”

Vaggie cut the radio off, lowering it but keeping her gaze locked on Andrew. “Good,” she said, her tone devoid of praise. “Now, you’re going to tell us everything.”


The news van reeked of stale coffee and desperation, with a faint scent of hand sanitizer that had long stopped pretending to make a difference. Outside, the Baltimore Quarantine Zone loomed, its concrete barriers and razor wire casting jagged shadows under the dull orange glow of floodlights.

For a place meant to keep the infected out, it felt more like a prison for the uninfected.

Inside, the reporter sat slumped in the passenger seat, her head resting against the cold glass. The notebook she’d been clutching earlier sat abandoned on the dashboard, pages filled with notes and transcripts that now felt utterly meaningless. At least she had handed everything over to the station, every word of the president’s supposed final speech.

Her gaze drifted to the soldiers outside, their faces blank beneath helmets and visors. The blood tests awaited, as if the results would be any different this time. The process was always the same: a needle, a drop of blood, a machine that beeped its approval or condemnation. Another blood test. Because apparently, being cleared three hours ago wasn’t enough. The guards didn’t look at her—just another body to process, another number to clear.

She hated it. She hated everything about this bullshit.

“You good?” The cameraman’s voice broke the silence. He glanced at her from the driver’s seat, one hand on the wheel, the other drumming lightly against the gearshift.

She stared out the window, taking in the chaos of the camps inside the quarantine zone. Families huddled around. A woman clutched a child to her chest, staring blankly at the razor wire. Beyond the barriers, the city’s crumbling skyline stood still.

“Oh, yeah,” she said flatly. “Totally fine. Everything’s great. The government’s completely lost control of the infection, there’s no word on a vaccine, and the apocalypse is basically here. So yeah, Peter, I’m doing just fine.”

The cameraman—Peter—smirked, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “Sarcasm. Got it.”

“Yeah. Sarcasm.” She leaned her head back against the seat, closing her eyes for a moment. The familiar ache of exhaustion pressed against her temples.

Peter tapped the steering wheel, his voice softening. “Look, as long as we keep positive—”

“Positive like the infection test we’re all terrified of getting?” she shot back, her tone sharper than she intended. She sighed, shaking her head. “Sorry. I’m just... tired.”

“Yeah,” he said quietly, his smirk fading into something gentler. “I know.”

The van rolled forward, the gates of the quarantine zone creaking open to swallow them whole. She watched as the world outside shifted into something harsher, something smaller.

The van rolled forward, its tires crunching over gravel as they passed through the first checkpoint. The heavy gates clanged shut behind them with a sound that felt more like a tomb sealing than a barrier closing. Inside the quarantine zone, the streets were lined with camps—families huddled under tarps, children clutching stuffed animals, and the occasional fire pit flickering.

Peter glanced at her, his hands steady on the wheel. “Anything from the station?”

She sighed deeply. “The last thing I heard from my manager was a plea to transcribe and leave notes about the presidential address. Nothing about when we’re getting relieved. Nothing about whether we’re alive or dead. Just make sure the notes are legible and on their desk.”

Peter snorted, the sound dry and unsurprised. “Typical news management. They’d probably ask for your notes while you’re bleeding out.”

A bitter laugh escaped her before she could stop it. “Probably.” She shook her head and adjusted her glasses, her gaze drifting to the grim scene outside. A little boy played with a broken toy car near the gutter. A woman paced back and forth, clutching her phone as if it might miraculously connect to someone, anyone.

Peter broke the silence again, his voice lighter, almost too casual. “How’s Immanuel?”

Her head snapped toward him, eyebrows raised. “Seriously?”

“What?”

“You’re asking about my love life now?”

Peter shrugged, grinning faintly. “What can I say? I’m curious. Plus, he’s my best friend. I haven’t seen him in months. I miss fishing with him and Andrew. Maybe James and John, too, if they’re free.”

She rolled her eyes, shaking her head at him. “Men and your thing with fishing. It’s like some primal bonding ritual or something. Sit in silence for hours, occasionally grunt at each other, and call it fun.”

“Hey,” Peter said, mock-offended. “It’s not about the silence. It’s about... you know, catching stuff. And the beer. And the silence. Okay, fine, maybe it’s a little about the silence.”

She chuckled softly, the tension in her shoulders easing just a bit. Outside, the van slowly came to a stop near another checkpoint. The guards approached, their movements brisk and impersonal, and she braced herself for the next round of blood tests.

“Fishing,” she muttered under her breath. “Only men could make boredom sound like a sport.”

Peter parked the van, putting it into neutral as two soldiers approached with clipboards and syringes. The floodlights above cast harsh shadows, making their faces look even more hollow behind their helmets.

“Names?” one guard asked, his tone clipped.

Peter leaned out the window slightly. “Peter Yonah and... uh, Mary Magdalene,” he said, gesturing toward her in the passenger seat.

“Blood test again?” Mary muttered, already rolling up her sleeve.

“Standard procedure,” the soldier replied, not looking up from his clipboard.

“Standard,” she echoed under her breath, her tone bitter. She held out her arm, wincing as the needle pricked her skin. Another drop of blood, another machine whirring to life. Peter, next to her, went through the same process with an exaggerated shrug, as if to say, Well, what can you do?

When both machines gave their blessed green lights, the guards waved them through without so much as a nod. Peter started the van again, pulling into a narrow side street where tents spilled onto the road.

“So,” Peter started, breaking the silence as he maneuvered around a group of kids chasing a soccer ball, “you gonna answer the question, or what?”

“What question?” Mary asked, feigning ignorance as she stared out the window.

“Immanuel. How’s he holding up?”

She exhaled sharply. “He’s fine, I guess. We talk when we can, but it’s not exactly easy to stay connected these days, especially with the damn outbreak.” Her voice softened, almost to herself. “Last time I heard from him, he said he was working as a volunteer nurse at the shelter near Annapolis. Said it was safer there. I told him I wasn’t so sure.”

Peter nodded, his expression thoughtful. “Makes sense. He always liked playing it safe. Not like Andrew—Andrew would’ve gone straight into the chaos just to prove he could handle it.”

Mary smirked faintly. “Yeah, Immanuel was always the level-headed one. Probably why he puts up with me.”

“Definitely why,” Peter teased, earning a glare from her. He held up his hands. “Hey, I’m just saying. You’re not exactly the easiest person to deal with.”

“Coming from the guy who picks fights with vending machines?” she shot back, her tone dry.

“Those machines had it coming,” he said with a grin, then grew quiet for a moment. “I do miss him, though. Fishing trips aren’t the same without him.”

Mary rolled her eyes, though her lips twitched upward. “Fishing trips. God, you guys really know how to party.”

“Don’t knock it till you try it,” Peter said, his grin returning. “We’ll take you one day. You, me, Immanuel, Andrew... hell, even James and John too.”

“Yeah,” she said softly, her gaze drifting to the window again. Outside, a little girl stared back at her, her face pale and gaunt.

Mary swallowed hard, the humor in her voice fading. “Maybe one day.”


Charlie sighed, her fingers tightening on the hand radio as Peter (tried) reached for it, desperation etched across his face. “I need to talk to him,” Peter pleaded, his voice cracking. “Just one more second, please—”

“No,” Charlie cut him off. She turned the dial, silencing the faint crackle of Andrew’s voice. “That was more than enough. The plan’s in motion. We stick to it.”

Peter stared at her, his shoulders tense before they relaxed in defeat. He exhaled sharply, his gaze fixed on the floor.

Meanwhile, Maggie stirred, her tiny fists pressing against the fabric of the sling that held her snug against Charlie’s chest. She let out a soft, unhappy whimper, her face scrunching up in the universal language of hungry babies.

“She’s hungry,” Pentious muttered from behind, concerned.

“I know,” Charlie replied, brushing her fingers over Maggie’s wispy hair. Her voice softened just slightly. “But we’re out of formula. Completely. I checked twice.”

Pentious swore under his breath, pacing a few steps before spinning back around. “That’s bad news. We can’t keep her like this—she’s barely eaten today.”

Peter looked up. “Wait,” he said quickly. “I—I have some. In my pack. A small tin. It’s not much, but it’ll last a bit if you stretch it.”

Charlie froze, her eyes narrowing as she turned to him. “You have baby formula? Why didn’t you mention that sooner?”

“I didn’t think you’d believe me,” Peter admitted, his voice dropping. “But it’s there. Bottom of the pack, wrapped in a cloth. I swear.”

“Check his pack,” Charlie ordered, not taking her eyes off Peter.

Alastor was already ahead of him. He rummaged through the pack and pulled out one item after another until he found it—a small tin, marked simply with Baby Formula in neat, handwritten letters. He turned it over in his hands, inspecting the seal, then popped it open with a faint hiss.

Inside was a fine white powder.

“Well, well,” Alastor murmured. “It seems he wasn’t lying. But—” He looked up sharply, his grin widening into something more sinister. “—how do we know it’s safe?”

Charlie blinked, caught off guard. “Safe?”

“For the baby,” Alastor clarified. “We wouldn’t want to poison her, now would we? And forgive me, but our dear Peter here doesn’t exactly ooze trustworthiness.”

Peter bristled. “It’s fine. I wouldn’t carry poison in my pack, for God’s sake. It’s formula. That’s it.”

“Perhaps,” Alastor said, his grin never faltering. “But we’ll never be too sure unless someone tastes it first. Wouldn’t you agree, Charlie?”

Charlie stared at him, momentarily speechless. It wasn’t like Alastor to bring up the baby at all, let alone voice concern about her well-being. But the logic of it hit her like a slap—he was right. They couldn’t take any chances.

She turned to Peter. “You heard him. If it’s so safe, then taste it.”

Peter’s eyes widened. “You can’t be serious.”

“Dead serious,” Charlie replied. “You said it’s fine. Prove it.”

Alastor handed Peter the tin, his smile razor-sharp as he tilted his head. “A spoonful should do. You wouldn’t deny a starving child, now would you?”

Peter hesitated, his gaze flicking between them, stares pressing down on him like a physical force. Finally, he exhaled, his shoulders slumping. "Fine," he muttered. "If that’s what it takes."

Charlie exchanged a glance with Alastor, then reached for a plastic spoon from her pack. It was worn but clean. She dipped it into the tin, scooping a tiny amount of the white powder.

“Open.”

Peter grimaced but complied, parting his lips slightly. His hands were still bound tightly behind him, the rusted radiator biting into his wrists as he shifted uncomfortably against it. Charlie leaned closer, carefully tipping the spoon into his mouth as if she were feeding Maggie instead of a full-grown man.

Peter’s jaw clenched as the powder hit his tongue. He swallowed awkwardly, coughing faintly as the dry texture stuck to the roof of his mouth. His face twisted in discomfort.

“Well?” Alastor asked, his grin unwavering as he leaned in, watching Peter with a fox-like curiosity. “Still breathing? Feeling any… tingling sensations, perhaps?”

Peter shot him a glare. “It’s formula,” he spat. “Like I said. Perfectly fine. Tastes awful, but it’s fine.”

Charlie straightened, her gaze unwavering as she studied Peter for any signs of deception. After a moment, she seemed satisfied, though her expression remained guarded.

“Then we get some water boiling,” she said, glancing over her shoulder. “We need to mix this for Maggie.”

Pentious nodded, already moving to gather supplies alongside Niffty. Meanwhile, Maggie let out another soft cry, her small fists waving impatiently against Charlie’s chest.

“Happy now?” Peter questions with defiance.

“Not about happy,” Charlie replied, slipping the spoon back into her pack. Her tone softened slightly as she added, “It’s about Maggie. We can’t take risks when it comes to her.”

Peter said nothing, his gaze dropping to the floor as his jaw tightened.

From the corner of the room, Alastor chuckled quietly. “A wise choice, Charlie. Though I must admit,” he tilted his head, studying Peter with unsettling amusement, “it’s rare to see such… selfless dedication. Fascinating.” He then pulled out a small plastic cup of pudding. “And a delightful little treat. It’s been a while since I’ve seen one of these. Tell me, Peter—may we partake?”

Peter, still licking the remnants of powder from his teeth, glared at him. “The food in my pack isn’t for me. It’s for the survivors we find. The ones starving.”

Alastor raised an eyebrow, clearly entertained by the moral conviction. “How noble of you,” he said. “But you see, my dear boy, we can’t just go around trusting seals and labels, can we? We wouldn’t want to risk anyone falling ill.”

Peter groaned, his head tipping back against the radiator. “Oh, come on. All the food in my pack is safe. It’s sealed. It’s not like I’m carrying a ticking time bomb of spoiled goods.”

“Perhaps,” Alastor peels back the pudding lid. “But as we’ve already established, safety comes first.” He dipped a spoon into the pudding and held it out toward Peter. “Open wide.”

Peter scowled. “I hate pudding.”

“Even better!” Alastor said cheerily. “That’ll make you impartial, won’t it? Now, do be a good sport.”

Peter muttered something under his breath but ultimately relented, opening his mouth just enough to let Alastor spoon in the pudding. He swallowed it with visible disgust, his face scrunching as though it were the worst thing he’d ever tasted.

“There. God, I hate the texture…” he snapped. “It’s safe. Eat it all if you want.”

Alastor grinned, clearly enjoying Peter’s irritation. “Why, thank you. Don’t mind if I do.”

Meanwhile, Pentious had successfully boiled water in an old kettle, and Charlie moved swiftly to mix the formula. Her movements were careful and steady despite the tension in the room. The faint scent of warm milk filled the air as she swirled the powder into the water, shaking the bottle until the liquid turned smooth and white.

Maggie, sensing relief was near, fussed louder in her sling, her tiny hands curling into fists. Charlie unslung her carefully, cradling the baby against her arm as she tested the bottle on her wrist. Satisfied with the temperature, she pressed the nipple to Maggie’s lips.

“There you go,” Charlie murmured as Maggie latched on, her cries fading into soft, contented suckling.

For a moment, the room stilled. Even Alastor quieted, his gaze briefly flicking to the baby, then back to Peter.

“You see?” Peter muttered, breaking the silence. “I’m not the monster you think I am.”

Charlie didn’t look at him, her focus entirely on Maggie. “You’re not off the hook yet,” she replied. “But if this keeps her fed, it’s a start.”

Peter sighed and Alastor chuckled. “Oh, don’t be so dour, Peter. This little taste-testing gig might just earn you a promotion to ‘moderately tolerable.’”

Meanwhile, Husk, who had been silently observing the exchange from the corner, let out a raspy chuckle. He leaned back against the wall. “Y’know, Alastor, for all your chatter, I think Peter’s already more tolerable than you—bum leg and all.”

Alastor froze, his ever-present grin faltering for just a fraction of a second before he erupted into an overly exaggerated laugh. “Ah-ha-ha! Oh, Husk, always the comedian. How droll! But alas, I must remind you that charm such as mine is irreplaceable.”

“Yeah,” Husk muttered. “Real charmer.”

Charlie ignored the banter, her attention fixed on Maggie, who was still feeding, her small hands grasping weakly at the bottle. With a sigh, Charlie glanced at Peter. “None of this is personal.”

Peter met her eyes, his expression neutral but not unkind. “I know,” he replied. “Like I said, I get it. I’m a stranger walking into your group… If I were in your shoes, I’d be doing the same thing.”

Charlie studied him for a moment, her posture relaxing slightly. “You’re from D.C.?” she asked. “Is that where you were when the outbreak hit?”

Peter shook his head. “No. Baltimore, actually.”

That answer caught Charlie off guard. Her brows furrowed, her lips parting slightly in surprise. “Really? Here?”

Peter nodded, his voice steady as he continued. “Yeah. Me, my brother, and a few others were there. We managed to escape before the whole zone was overrun.”

Charlie’s eyes narrowed slightly, the wheels turning in her mind. “When was it overrun?”

“Three months after the first outbreak,” Peter replied. “It… wasn’t pretty. But I was lucky—blessed, really. The people in D.C. took us in. They’ve always been open to survivors who can prove their worth, even some from Alexandria. A lot of us found refuge there.”

Charlie tilted her head, her expression skeptical. “They took in survivors from other zones? That’s a big risk.”

Peter exhaled, his shoulders slumping slightly. “You’re not wrong. It’s risky. Two of the leaders, including Lucifer—are still skeptical about the whole thing. But one of them... she gets it. She knows how important it is to open the doors to people who can contribute. That understanding saved lives.”

Charlie’s jaw tightened at the mention of her father’s name. “It’s not just risky; it’s dangerous. People can lie. They can be desperate. Bringing in the wrong person could mean the end for everyone.”

Peter nodded solemnly. “I understand. And the skeptical leaders think the same way. But Andrew and I... we’ve gotten good at reading people. We’ve turned away the ones who didn’t feel right. We’ve made mistakes, sure, but we’ve never let in anyone who would put the community at risk.” He paused. “But we won’t cross the line to killing them. That’s not human. Even desperate people deserve a chance to survive—just not with us.”

Charlie’s eyes narrowed, her voice quieter now. “Have you killed someone?”

Peter’s jaw clenched, and he looked away for a moment before answering. “The infected, yes. Plenty of them. But a living person...” He swallowed hard, his voice dropping to a near whisper. “She was infected... I… I made the call. And I regret it every single day.”

Charlie fell silent, her gaze dropping to the floor as she considered Peter’s words—the choice, the act, the endless replay in his head. For her, taking a life had always been the last option, something to avoid at all costs. But she’d learned the hard way that not everyone had that luxury.

But you still have a choice to spare them, but you chose not to.

“I’m sorry,” she said finally. “For your loss.”

Peter glanced up, surprise flickering across his face before softening into something quieter. “Thanks,” he murmured. “I... appreciate that.”

The room lapsed into an uneasy stillness, broken only by Maggie’s rhythmic sucking at the bottle. Then, the crackle of static from the hand radio cut through the silence. Charlie straightened, her fingers tightening around the device as Vaggie’s voice came through.

“Charlie, you there?”

“I’m here,” Charlie replied instantly, holding the radio close. “What’s the update?”

There was a brief pause, followed by Vaggie’s calm voice. “We’re heading back to the house now. And... both Peter and Andrew are telling the truth.”

Charlie exhaled slowly, relief mingling. “Good to know.”

Peter’s head shot up at the mention of his brother. “Wait—Andrew? Is he okay?”

Charlie hesitated, glancing at the radio. Before she could answer, Vaggie’s voice came through again. “He’s fine,” she said firmly. “And we’ll be bringing him along. No harm done.”

Peter’s shoulders sagged in visible relief, and he nodded, whispering, “Thank God.” He slumped back against the radiator and eyes closed.

Charlie eyed him, her grip on the radio loosening slightly as she switched it off. “We’ll talk more when they get back,” she said, not unkindly.

Peter nodded again but said nothing, his focus somewhere far away, likely on his brother.

In the corner, Alastor leaned against the wall, arms crossed, watching the scene with an unreadable expression. “Well,” he said lightly, breaking the silence, “this is shaping up to be quite the family reunion, isn’t it?”

Charlie shot him a look. “Not now, Alastor.”

He smirked but said no more, his attention shifting to the nearly empty pudding cup in his hand.


Untying Peter from the radiator felt like the symbolic end of a very long day. The rusted metal groaned as Charlie worked the knots loose, her fingers aching against the rough rope. Peter, to his credit, didn’t say much—just a quiet “thanks” when his wrists were finally free, followed by an awkward roll of his shoulders like he wasn’t sure what to do with them now.

His pack was next, every item tucked back where it belonged. Flashlight, climbing tools, bottled water, the suspiciously sweet assortment of food. All accounted for. Charlie handed it to him, and he took it carefully, his expression somewhere between relieved and wary.

Outside the house, the air was warm. The group spread out, waiting, the tension settling over them. Alastor hummed some unrecognizable tune under his breath with Niffty sitting beside him, while Husk leaned against the porch railing, lighting a cigarette with shaky fingers.

Charlie stood off to the side, cradling Maggie against her chest. Her tiny breaths puffed against the blonde's shirt.

Then she saw them.

Vaggie was the first to come into view, her familiar determined stride cutting through the distance. Beside her, Cherri kept pace, her expression alert as usual. And there was Angel, a little behind them, pushing a man forward—a man who, even from this distance, Charlie could tell must’ve been Andrew. Something about the slope of his shoulders, the way his head turned toward Peter like he already knew he was here.

Peter must’ve felt it too, because he stood suddenly straighter beside Charlie, his eyes locking on the group as they closed the distance. “Andrew,” he murmured.

When they were close enough to see the details—the tired lines in Andrew’s face, the dirt on his clothes—Angel stepped forward and made quick work of the binds around his wrists. “There,” Angel said, snapping the last knot loose. “Free as a bird.”

Andrew didn’t even hesitate. The second the rope hit the ground, he was moving—running—straight toward Peter.

Peter met him halfway, and they collided in a hug that was more desperation than grace, their arms locking around each other like they’d been holding their breath for months and could finally exhale.

Peter and Andrew pulled back from their embrace, though Peter’s hands lingered on Andrew’s shoulders, his gaze scanning him like he was cataloging every detail. His eyes caught the bruises circling Andrew’s wrists, a mirror of his own, but otherwise, Andrew looked clear. Tired, but unharmed.

The brothers exchanged a look, and Andrew gave Peter’s shoulder a firm squeeze before stepping back.

Meanwhile, Vaggie approached Charlie, her hand reaching out for Maggie. Without a word, Charlie handed the baby to her wife, who adjusted Maggie carefully against her chest. Vaggie brushed a hand over Maggie’s wispy hair, her expression softening for just a moment before she turned her attention back to Charlie.

“Is it no bullshit?” Charlie asked.

Vaggie gave a single nod, her expression firm. “No bullshit. Andrew showed us the cars they’ve been using—they’re organized, Charlie. Well-equipped.”

Charlie crossed her arms, her gaze drifting toward the clear road. “They’re prepared,” she murmured, half to herself. “More than we are.”

“Exactly,” Vaggie replied. “It’d be stupid not to take the offer. But—” She hesitated, her tone softening. “Even my gut doesn’t trust them fully. Not yet. Not until we step foot into D.C.”

Charlie’s jaw tightened as she absorbed Vaggie’s words. She glanced at her wife. “You think we’ll see him?”

Vaggie knew exactly who Charlie meant. “Your dad?” she asked quietly. “Probably… Peter’s mentioned about him more than once already. You looking forward to it?”

Charlie let out a deep breath, her shoulders slumping slightly. “I’m not sure I’m ready to see him again.”

Before Vaggie could respond, Peter stepped forward, his gaze fixed on Charlie. “I had a talk with Andrew,” he began. “And we’ve come to a conclusion—your group, you’re dangerous. But not recklessly so. You only act when it’s necessary, and you didn’t try to use that against me or Andrew. That tells us a lot.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “And?”

“And,” Peter said, “it means you’re not a threat to the community. At least, not in the wrong way. So, the question is—are you coming with us?”

Charlie hesitated, her gaze flicking back to her group. Husk stood with a cigarette hanging loosely from his lips, his expression unreadable. Pentious adjusted his pack with a sharp nod in her direction. Cherri gave her an encouraging grin, and Angel’s usual smirk tempered by exhaustion. Even Alastor and Niffty, who were often wildcards, gave her a nod of approval.

Finally, Charlie looked to Vaggie, who cradled Maggie protectively. Vaggie gave a small nod, her expression saying everything Charlie needed to hear.

Letting out a long sigh, Charlie turned back to Peter. “We’ll come with you.”

Peter’s face broke into a smile, a genuine one that softened the weariness in his eyes. “Good,” he said. “We’ve got vehicles just a short walk from here. Enough to get everyone back to D.C.”

He extended his hand, waiting.

Charlie glanced down at it for a moment before reaching out and clasping it firmly. “Lead the way.”


The freeway stretched out before them, an endless ribbon of cracked asphalt and faded lines that seemed almost too quiet, too still. Charlie leaned back against the passenger seat, the hum of the car’s engine filling the silence. The faint, rhythmic bump of the tires against uneven pavement matched the dull ache behind her eyes. Beside her, Peter gripped the steering wheel, his fingers drumming against it every so often, a quiet habit she assumed he wasn’t even aware of.

Behind them, Vaggie sat with Maggie cradled against her chest, the baby’s small form rising and falling with each soft breath. Pentious was beside her, absently flipping a knife in his hands, the blade catching stray bits of sunlight that peeked through the car’s grimy windows.

The rest of their group trailed behind in the family van, Andrew at the wheel. Charlie had glanced at them once in the rearview mirror—Husk leaning against the window, Angel gesturing animatedly about something, and Cherri rolling her eye—but now she let herself settle into the present, the quiet thrum of the road beneath them.

The silence stretched on until Charlie broke it. “How’d the D.C. quarantine zone hold out?” she asked. “Unlike everywhere else, I mean.”

Peter didn’t look at her, his eyes fixed on the road ahead, but she could see the tension in his jaw as he thought about it. “Best guess?” he said finally. “It’s not so much about holding out. It’s about what happens when the ones in charge lose their grip.”

“What do you mean?”

He exhaled, the kind of sound people make when they’re recounting something they’ve tried to forget. “Baltimore was fine, at first. A little chaotic, sure, but the National Guard was there. Kept things under control. Until they couldn’t.” His fingers tightened on the wheel. “Once the chain of command broke, everything went to hell. Raiders moved in, infected followed, and the people who were supposed to protect us started shooting anyone they saw as a threat. Infected or not.”

Charlie blinked, trying to picture it. “They shot your people too?”

Peter nodded, his expression grim. “That’s what happens when fear takes over. People revolted, but with no protection, the place fell apart. Overrun in weeks. Guessing Alexandria was the same story.”

“And D.C.?”

“That’s… a special case.”

“What makes it special?”

Peter glanced at her briefly, then back at the road. “Most zones were built around entire cities. Baltimore, Alexandria—everything inside the perimeter was the zone. Surprisingly or not, D.C. wasn’t like that. It was divided into four: Alpha, Bravo, Charlie, and Echo. Some experiment, I guess, to see if smaller, controlled zones worked better.”

“And?”

He shrugged, the movement subtle. “They didn’t. Three of them fell pretty quickly, just like everywhere else. Echo’s the only one that made it.”

The safezone where Dad’s in. Charlie frowned. “Why?”

“Still trying to figure that out myself,” Peter admitted, his voice quieter now. “Maybe they got lucky. Maybe whoever was left decided they weren’t going to make the same mistakes as the others. Like I said before, I’m not from there at first. Either way, it’s standing.”

The car hit a small pothole, jostling them slightly. Maggie stirred in Vaggie’s arms but didn’t wake, her tiny face scrunching briefly before relaxing again.

Charlie stared out the window, her thoughts tangling like vines as she tried to piece together everything Peter had said. Echo Safezone. Divided zones. Three fallen. Her dad. The words rattled in her mind like loose screws, and she couldn’t help but latch onto the one thread that made her chest tighten. Her dad had stepped forward after everything crumbled. That much was clear. But the rest—the part Peter wasn’t saying outright—felt heavier, like there was more she’d have to unravel when they arrived.

“So my dad…” she trails off. “He stepped up after the other zones fell?”

Peter glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, his expression unreadable. “From what I’ve heard, yeah,” he said simply. “Stepped forward when it looked like Echo was going to fall apart, too. Figured someone had to take charge, keep things running.”

That tracked, Charlie thought. As expected, her dad was the kind of person who couldn’t stand sitting still while chaos unfolded. He always had to do something, even if it meant shouldering the weight of the bullshit.

“And he’s still in charge?”

Peter hesitated. “One of them, yeah. Echo’s got a council now—three people. Your dad’s one of ‘em. But…” He trailed off, like he was searching for the right words. “He wasn’t exactly on board with the whole survivor recruitment thing.”

Charlie frowned. “Right.”

Peter exhaled through his nose, his grip tightening on the wheel. “Echo—sorry, Eden—isn’t like other zones. It’s not open doors. Your dad’s more… cautious, let’s say. Not too keen on letting outsiders in unless there’s a damn good reason. The recruitment push? That wasn’t his idea. That came from one of the other leaders.”

“Eden?” Charlie repeated, latching onto the name change.

Peter nodded. “That’s what they’re calling it now. One of the council members—same one who pushed for recruiting—proposed the name. Said it’d make the place feel more… I don’t know, homely? Like it’s not just a safezone but somewhere you could build a life.”

Charlie let the words hang in the air for a moment. Eden. It sounded nice enough on the surface, but there was something about it that didn’t sit right. Too idyllic. Too neat.

The car hit another bump, jolting Charlie slightly. Maggie stirred again in Vaggie’s arms, letting out a tiny whimper before settling back into sleep.

“Eden,” Charlie murmured to herself, the word tasting strange on her tongue.

“You’ll see it soon,” Peter said, his voice quieter now. “And… look, your dad’s tough. I won’t sugarcoat that. But he’s not unreasonable. You’ve got a good group. That’ll count for something.”

Charlie gazed out the windshield, the dull ache in her chest growing heavier as the scenery began to change. The horizon shifted, the empty freeway giving way to the looming silhouette of a reinforced concrete wall that stretched far into the distance. It was a massive, imposing structure, with jagged edges where the concrete had been patched haphazardly over time. Faded letters painted in black marked one side near the gate: BRAVO

Peter slowed the car slightly, his eyes scanning the wall as they approached. The gate labeled CHARLIE on the other side was barely intact, its steel frame twisted and mangled. It looked like it had been ripped apart from the inside, the kind of destruction that didn’t happen overnight.

As they passed through the broken remains of what was once Charlie Safezone, the scene was unsettlingly quiet. Straggling infected wandered aimlessly, their heads lolling as if the act of moving was a struggle. None of them reacted to the car rumbling past, and Peter didn’t seem particularly worried. Still, Charlie tensed, her hand instinctively brushing against the knife strapped to her thigh.

“This used to be it?” she asked softly, the silence feeling too sacred to break loudly.

Peter nodded, his expression unreadable. “Yeah. What’s left of it.”

The desolation of it all hit Charlie harder than she expected. Empty streets lined with overturned cars, shattered glass glinting in the sunlight, and skeletal remains of barricades long since abandoned. She could almost imagine what it must have been like—people running, screaming, trying to survive as the walls closed in around them.

But then, as they moved deeper, another wall came into view. This one was much smaller, its structure less imposing but somehow more purposeful. It was patched together with sheets of metal, concrete and sections of chain-link fencing, held steady by wooden beams and reinforced with sandbags. A watchtower rose above it, with a lone figure visible through the slats of its roof.

Painted across the metal in bold, black letters was a single word: ECHO

Peter slowed to a crawl as they neared the gate. The figure in the tower noticed them immediately, disappearing down a ladder. Moments later, the gate creaked open, revealing more guards standing behind it. They were armed, but their weapons weren’t raised; they looked cautious but not hostile.

Then, she hears children’s voices and laughter beyond those walls.

Oh.

Peter glanced over at Charlie with a small smile. “Welcome to Eden.”


The light through the stained-glass windows of the cathedral painted the office walls in fractured blues and reds, a kaleidoscope of quiet beauty that didn’t match the tension hanging in the room. The three of them sat around a battered wooden table in what had once been the vestry, maps and papers scattered across its surface.

“I'm saying we take the risk,” the older man said, his voice low but firm, the kind of voice that had learned over years how to cut through noise without shouting. He leaned forward, his hands splayed out on the table like they could anchor his argument in place. “There's no other way. We’ve scoured every inch of Echo—we’re scraping the bottom of the barrel here. Those other safezones? They were stocked before they fell. You know they were.”

The older woman shook her head, her silver hair catching the weak light. Her face was a map of weariness, the lines etched there by too many nights without enough sleep and too many losses she couldn’t name. “And they were overrun, Lucifer. Overrun.” Her voice carrying the patience of someone who had repeated herself more times than she cared to count. “You think the supplies just sat there waiting for us? If anything, they’re a deathtrap now. The Alpha safezone had what, thirty thousand people packed into it? You know what that means? It means thirty thousand infected.”

Lucifer leaned back in his chair, running a hand through his graying blonde hair. “I know what it means, Sera. But what are we supposed to do? Sit here and ration scraps until we run out? Wait for a miracle?”

“You’re suggesting we risk lives on a gamble,” Sera shot back. “It’s reckless. There’s no guarantee we’d find anything worth the risk. And if we send people out there, we’d be sending them into a death trap. You’ve read the reports.”

The younger woman, barely in her mid-thirties, sat back in her chair as she watched the argument unfold. She looked like she wanted to speak but was holding back, her hazel eyes flicking between Lucifer and Sera. Her fingers tapped rhythmically against the edge of the table, the only sound besides the back-and-forth volley of the two older leaders.

The others might have had decades of experience on her, but what she lacked in years, she made up for in an intensity that bordered on unsettling.

“What about the small teams?” Lucifer continued. “We send a group of three, maybe four. Hit Bravo or Charlie first. Those were smaller zones in terms of population, less likely to be crawling with infected. We’re not talking a full expedition here. Just a scouting run.”

“And if they don’t come back?” Sera asked coldly.

“Then we’ll know,” Lucifer replied. “But at least we’ll have tried. This community doesn’t survive if we’re too scared to take risks.”

Sera opened her mouth to retort, but the younger woman finally spoke. “We’re going in circles.”

The other two turned to look at her, surprised. The woman leaned forward, her fingers brushing against the edge of the D.C. map spread across the table.

“Lucifer’s right about one thing,” she said. “We need to expand our options. But Sera’s right too—it’s a huge risk. Alpha and Bravo were densely populated zones if I recall… The odds of running into infected are high. So, we compromise.”

Lucifer arched a brow. “Compromise how?”

“We don’t start with Alpha or Bravo,” she said simply. “We hit Charlie first. It was the smallest zone, and most of the population moved to Eden before it fell so the risk is lower.” She leaned forward, tapping her finger on the section of the map labeled Charlie.

“Charlie had three fully operational medical facilities. If even one of them is intact, it could mean a supply of antibiotics, equipment, even bandages. Doctor Bell would be more than happy to finally have the abundance of right tools.”

“Even if there are supplies, the infected will be swarming that area.” Sera’s expression softened, “Emily, this isn’t just about taking a risk—it’s about taking a stupid risk.”

Emily didn’t flinch. “It’s not stupid if it’s calculated. We need those supplies, Sera. You’ve seen the infection rates. You know what we’re up against. If we keep ignoring the fact that our people are dying because we can’t treat them, this whole community is going to collapse, with or without infected at our gates.”

Sera’s expression darkened, but she didn’t interrupt.

Emily continued. “We send a small team—experienced people who know how to get in and out without drawing attention like Peter and Andrew. We prioritize the medical centers. If we’re lucky, we come back with enough to stabilize things here.”

Lucifer folded his arms, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “This is going well.”

Sera turned to him, her glare sharp enough to cut glass. “Oh, of course you agree. This is your idea to begin with.”

“True,” Lucifer said, shrugging lightly, “but Emily’s the one making it sound convincing.”

Emily sighed, brushing a strand of dark hair out of her face. She opened her mouth to respond, but the sharp knock at the door pulled everyone's attention. The sound was brisk and polite, followed by the door creaking open just enough for Peter to step inside.

“Apologies,” his tone is measured, though his eyes scanned the room quickly. “I hope I’m not interrupting.”

Lucifer leaned back in his chair, his expression flat. “You are interrupting.”

Peter gave a faint smile, the kind that said he’d expected the reaction but was going to push through anyway. “Right, sorry about that,” he said. “But this is important. We’ve got newcomers—eight survivors. Nine if you count the baby.”

That last word hung in the air like a stone dropped into a still pond, the ripples visible in both Sera’s and Emily’s expressions.

“A baby?” Sera repeated, her eyebrows lifting in surprise.

Peter nodded. “Yeah. But it’s not just that. These people… they mean business. Good people, from what we’ve seen. They could be wonderful additions to Eden.”

Emily’s brow furrowed as she exchanged a glance with Sera. Survivors were rare enough, but the mention of a baby made her stomach twist with a strange mix of hope and unease. “Where did they come from?” she asked, her voice careful.

“More importantly,” Sera added, folding her arms, “why do you seem so certain about them already? They haven’t gotten an interview yet.”

Peter’s gaze flicked to Lucifer. He hesitated for half a second before speaking again. “Because… there’s someone you’ll want to meet.”

Lucifer’s eyes narrowed slightly in suspicion. “You mean…”

Peter cut him off with a slight shake of his head. “It’s best if you come see for yourself.”


The cars sat idling on the street, their engines silent now, save for the occasional tick as they cooled in the stillness. Charlie leaned against the driver’s door of Peter’s car, the faint metallic warmth of it seeping into her back. Around her, the rest of the group had spread out in loose clusters, their movements aimless and quiet as they waited.

Peter had disappeared into the towering cathedral that loomed ahead of them, its spires cutting sharply into the overcast sky. From where she stood, it seemed almost surreal—untouched by the chaos outside the walls, the kind of place that made you feel small just by looking at it. That’s the centerpiece of Eden, she thought. It had to be.

Charlie’s gaze drifted. The community sprawled out around them, and the more she looked, the more surreal it felt. The houses were pristine, free of the creeping vines and shattered windows that seemed like a standard feature in the apocalypse. The streets were clean, not a single piece of debris or scorched asphalt in sight.

And then there were the people.

She watched them from a distance, trying not to stare. They looked… fine. Normal, even. There were women chatting on porches, men unloading crates from a cart at the corner, and kids—actual kids—chasing each other down the street, their laughter ringing out like it belonged to a different world entirely.

It didn’t make sense. Not entirely. After so much time out there, in the dirt and blood and ruin, this place felt more like a dream than reality. And dreams always ended.

Her chest tightened as she glanced over her shoulder at the rest of the group. Vaggie stood close to Maggie, adjusting the baby’s blanket while Pentious leaned against the side of the van with Cherri knelt to tie her boot laces. Husk muttered something to Angel, who rolled his eyes in response, while Alastor and Niffty are in a similar observing mood as Charlie. All of them were there, but none of them felt entirely at ease.

They didn’t belong here. Not yet. Maybe not ever.

Charlie’s thoughts broke when she caught movement in the distance. Her eyes snapped back to the cathedral, and there he was—Peter—walking out first, his stride brisk as ever. Behind him, two women emerged.

The first was older, her dark skin framed by a halo of graying curls, her expression one of calm authority. She looks like she’s in charge. A leader of Eden?

The second was younger, her features sharper but still strikingly similar, as though the two women were cut from the same cloth. She might’ve been around Charlie’s age, maybe a few years older. Sisters, maybe?

But then the last figure stepped out, and everything else in Charlie’s mind blurred.

He was way shorter than Peter, his shoulders hunched slightly. His pale face was framed by unkempt blonde hair streaked with gray, and his beard was wild, untamed, but somehow familiar.

It was his eyes that did it. Blue, piercing, unmistakable.

The world slowed.

Charlie felt her breath hitch, her feet moving before her mind could catch up. “Dad?” she whispered, the word barely audible, trembling on the air.

She saw his lips move, mirroring hers. “Charlie?”

The world around Charlie vanished, swallowed by the sight of him. Her dad. Her dad.

Her feet moved on their own, hesitant steps carrying her forward as if she were afraid the moment might shatter if she moved too quickly. He mirrored her movements, his own steps slow and uncertain, his eyes wide with disbelief.

Her heart pounded in her chest, each beat echoing like thunder in her ears. The distance between them felt impossibly vast, even as it shrank with every step. Her voice caught in her throat, the lump there too big to swallow.

And then, as if some invisible thread snapped, the hesitation fell away.

“Dad!” she cried, breaking into a run.

His pace quickened, his arms opening wide, his expression crumbling into something raw and unguarded. “Charlie!” he called back, his voice cracking.

They collided in the middle, the impact fierce but full of love. His arms wrapped around her, pulling her in like he never wanted to let go, and Charlie buried her face in his shoulder. His beard scratched against her cheek, but she didn’t care. The smell of him—sweat, earth, and something achingly familiar—brought tears streaming down her face.

“I thought—” she choked, her words muffled against him. “I thought—fuck, I looked for you. I looked everywhere.”

“Me too, sweetheart,” he murmured. He held her tighter, his hand cradling the back of her head like she might slip away. “I thought I’d never see you again.”

“I’m here,” Charlie whispered, her voice trembling. “I’m right here.”

For a moment, nothing else existed. The chaos of the world, the survival, the uncertainty of everything—they all melted away. It was just her and her dad, holding on to each other like the universe had finally given them something back.

Behind them, the group watched in silence. Vaggie had Maggie perched on her hip, her expression softening as she glanced at the others. Even Alastor, usually smug or detached, stood quietly, his eyes narrowed in thought.

But none of that mattered to Charlie. She clung to her dad, her tears soaking into his shirt, and for the first time in a long time, she felt something she hadn’t dared to believe in.

Home.

Notes:

END OF VOLUME 3! it is quite a massive contrast between "headlock" and this chapter, but hey, charlie and luci finally reunited :^)
and the massive question is: would those two broken ppl be able to rekindle their relationship after over a year of hell?

anywho, im very aware that the pacing of this chapter is dogshit and this needs fixing in the future.

in case youre curious, this is what the washington qz map looks like.

Chapter 36: Ribs

Summary:

Charlie's poor attempt to rekindle the feeling of 'love'.

Notes:

Vol. 4 summary: Arriving in Washington, D.C. is just the beginning for Charlie as she mends her fractured relationship with her father and going to the next step of “marriage” with Vaggie. Yet, the mutating infected, hostile outsiders, and discord within the community itself leaves her no room to breathe.
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prologue in volume 4. charlie-centric flashback chapter WAY before when vaggie exists in her life. also tw with sexual assault, i suggest skipping inbetween ** if youre uncomfortable (hell, this entire chapter is uncomfortable by itself lol)

chapter title is based from 2013 song by Lorde

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The gala reeked of extravagance—perfume so expensive it probably required its own security detail, champagne that tasted like guilt in a crystal flute.

Charlie sat hunched on the edge of the barstool, nursing her third shot of something that tasted vaguely like regret and licorice. The grand ballroom around her shimmered with the kind of opulence that only the Goetia family could conjure—dazzling chandeliers, golden filigree, and a sea of designer gowns and tailored suits. The air buzzed with the chatter of the elite: politicians, celebrities, tycoons… It was a symphony of status and wealth, and Charlie felt like a lone wrong note, jangling and off-key.

She tapped her fingers against the glass, the sound barely audible over the swell of orchestrated laughter and clinking champagne flutes. Billionaire or not, she didn’t belong here. Not really. Not when the room shimmered too brightly, the air smelled too strongly of fucking roses and money, and every conversation felt like an audition for a role she didn’t want.

Her gaze wandered past the crowd, each face a collage of too-white teeth and practiced smiles, until she felt her chest tighten—a symphony of voices rising and overlapping until it became a single, deafening hum. She could feel it pressing against her skull, each word and laugh vibrating in her chest like a second heartbeat she hadn’t asked for. Too much noise. Too many people. Too many expectations.

The lights didn’t help. They sparkled and shimmered, bouncing off the crystal chandeliers and the polished floors until the entire room felt like it was on fire. Charlie took another shot, the burn in her throat a welcome distraction from the overwhelming blaze around her.

“Another?” the bartender asked through the haze.

Behind her, a brittle laugh cut through the noise, sharp enough to make her shoulders tense. She didn’t bother to turn around. Whoever it was, they were probably wearing something worth more than her entire wardrobe and laughing at a joke that wasn’t funny. She stared down at the empty glass in her hand, her reflection distorted in the clear liquid residue at the bottom.

If she drank enough, would the edges of the world blur enough to make it tolerable? Or better yet, would she disappear altogether?

Charlie hesitated, the empty glass cool against her fingertips. “Yeah,” she said finally. “Might as well.”

The bartender nodded, pouring another shot that suggested he’d seen this before: wealthy guest, expensive gala, something to drown. The amber liquid shimmered in the low light, promising distraction, if not solace.

Charlie didn’t need distraction, though; she needed quiet. The kind of quiet that didn’t exist in places like this, where laughter echoed too sharply and every glance felt like an assessment. She hated that she could feel their eyes lingering—some curious, others calculating. Wasn’t that the daughter of the Morningstar? The prodigy billionaire who somehow managed to stay scandal-free?

She could almost hear their whispered thoughts. What was she doing sitting alone? Was she bored? Drunk? Or just too peculiar to bother with company?

The truth was simpler, if less glamorous: she was overstimulated. The glittering crowd, the blazing lights, the orchestra that seemed to play at the exact frequency to set her teeth on edge—it was all too much. The world was a kaleidoscope tonight, spinning too fast and too brightly for her to keep up.

She shot back the drink, the alcohol cutting through her thoughts like a scalpel. For a moment, there was relief. Not peace, exactly, but something close.

“Mind if I sit?”

The voice startled her, low and smooth, cutting through the haze. Charlie glanced up to find a dark-skinned man—the same age as her in mid-twenties, with dark hair slicked back and a confidence that didn’t ask permission. His emerald-colored suit was impeccable, the subtle shimmer of his tie suggesting he belonged here more than she ever would.

Oh. Of course he’s here.

“Depends,” she said, her voice sharper than she intended. “Are you going to try to sell me something?”

He smiled a little. “Nope. Just seemed like you could use some company. Or maybe someone to scare away the others.”

Charlie hesitated, weighing the offer. “You’re not with the press this time, are you?”

“Do I look like I write for Vanity Fair?”

“You look like you could own Vanity Fair, Sev.” she replied dryly.

He laughed, the sound surprisingly warm. “Fair enough.”

Saying Seviathan’s nickname tasted bitter in the back of Charlie’s throat. It didn’t help that he was smiling at her now, all easy confidence and practiced charm, as if they hadn’t burned their bridges three years ago.

He gestured to the empty stool beside her. “So, can I sit, or are you going to make me beg?”

Charlie raised an eyebrow, her fingers tightening around the glass. “You don’t seem like the begging type.”

“And you don’t seem like the type to drink alone at a party like this,” Seviathan countered, sliding onto the stool without waiting for her permission.

She sighed, too tired to argue. “What gave it away? The third shot or the fact that I’m actively avoiding everyone in this room?”

Seviathan chuckled softly, signaling to the bartender for his own drink. “Neither. Just a hunch. You always did like your space.”

“Careful. You’re starting to sound like you know me.”

His smile faltered for a fraction of a second, but he recovered quickly, leaning back against the bar as if this was just another casual conversation. “Maybe I do. Or maybe I’m just good at reading people.”

Charlie snorted. “Right. Because you’ve always been so perceptive.”

The bartender slid a glass of whiskey toward Seviathan. “Touché.” He took a sip, his gaze lingering on her a little too long.

“What the fuck do you want, Sev?” she asked, her tone sharper now. “Because I know you didn’t come over here just to keep me company.”

“Maybe I missed you,” he said lightly, though his eyes betrayed something deeper.

Charlie let out a dry laugh. “Missed me? You seemed fine the last time I saw you. Or rather, the last time I saw you on TV, talking about your latest business venture or something.”

He winced. “Ouch. I guess I deserved that.”

“You deserve a lot more than that,” she muttered, turning back to her drink.

For a moment, neither of them spoke, the tension between them thick enough to cut. The hum of the party filled the silence, but it felt distant, like background noise in a scene that was too intimate for its setting.

“Look,” Seviathan said finally, his tone softer now. “I wasn’t trying to start anything. I just… saw you sitting here and thought you might want some company. That’s all.”

Charlie studied him, her expression unreadable. “You really think you’re the kind of company I need right now?”

He met her gaze, and for once, his confidence wavered. “Seems not. But I thought I’d try anyway.”

She sighed, running a hand through her hair. “Fine. Sit. Drink. But don’t expect me to be… nice.”

“Noted.” Seviathan continue sipping his whiskey slowly, as if savoring both the drink and the silence.

Charlie tried to ignore him, focusing on the faint ring left by her glass on the bar’s polished surface. But Seviathan had always been good at filling the quiet, even when she wished he wouldn’t.

“You look good,” he said eventually, his voice soft enough to almost blend with the noise of the gala. “I mean, the suit—it fits you. Really well.”

Charlie paused mid-sip, the unexpected compliment catching her off guard. She set her glass down and glanced at him, her eyes narrowing slightly as she took a careful look at his suit in return. Emerald green, a shade that suited him almost too perfectly, with subtle modifications that gave it a modern flair.

Her brow furrowed as recognition flickered in her mind. “Wait a second. Is that the same suit you wore to my college graduation?”

Seviathan’s lips curved into a sheepish smile. “Caught me. Yeah, it is. Had it tailored recently. Thought it might be worth dusting off for an occasion like this.”

Charlie leaned back on her stool, folding her arms. “No shit. That was years ago. How does it still fit? What, did you start working out or something?”

His shy laugh was all the confirmation she needed. “Maybe a little.”

“A little?” she repeated. “Sev, you’re not exactly the gym type. What happened? Finally decided to impress the ladies?”

“Not exactly? It’s more of a… self-improvement thing. You know, trying to be better. For myself.” He held up his glass, a faint glint of humor in his eyes. “Tonight’s my cheat day, though. No kale smoothies, no protein bars. Just whiskey and whatever these people call hors d'oeuvres.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “Self-improvement, huh? That’s new.”

“What can I say?” he replied, leaning against the bar. “Even I can change.”

She didn’t respond right away, her gaze lingering on him as if trying to decide whether to believe him. There was something different about Seviathan tonight—softer, less polished, as though he’d let a few cracks show beneath the armor.

Charlie glanced at him again, noting the easy way they’d fallen into conversation—as if nothing had changed, as if they weren’t standing on the fractured remains of a relationship they both had a hand in breaking. For a moment, it was almost comfortable. Familiar, even. Like they were friends again.

They’d promised to stay friends, hadn’t they? After the breakup, after the arguments, the shouting, and the silence, they swore they’d keep in touch. And for a while, they had. Late-night texts that turned into sporadic phone calls, followed by even more sporadic replies until, eventually, Seviathan’s messages became another unopened notification on her phone.

It wasn’t that she didn’t care. It was that she cared too much, in a way that felt heavy and suffocating. Seeing his name pop up on her screen always brought a mix of emotions she wasn’t ready to unpack—guilt, nostalgia, and something that she couldn’t quite name. So she ignored him. Not because she wanted to, but because it was easier than facing whatever it was she was afraid of.

Now, sitting next to him, that guilt weighed heavier than the drink in her hand. The silence between them stretched, a thin thread waiting to snap. Seviathan broke it first.

“I’m sorry,” he said abruptly, his voice low.

Charlie blinked, startled by the sudden sincerity in his tone. “For what?”

“For… everything,” he began, his gaze fixed on the amber liquid in his glass. “For not understanding what you were going through. Back then. When your mom passed away.”

Her chest tightened, and she instinctively looked away, staring at the polished bar as though it might provide an escape.

Seviathan hesitated, as if choosing his next words carefully. “I know this probably isn’t the right time or place to bring it up, but… I’ve been thinking about it a lot. About how I handled things. Or how I didn’t handle things.” He exhaled sharply, a soft, humorless laugh escaping him. “I wasn’t there for you the way I should’ve been. I didn’t—” He paused, his voice dropping to a near whisper. “I didn’t know how to be open. Or how to understand what you needed. And I’m sorry for that.”

Charlie glanced at him, trying to gauge his sincerity. There was no pretentious charm, no polished mask. Just… him, stripped of the persona he wore.

For a moment, she didn’t know what to say. Was he apologizing because he meant it? Or because the whiskey had loosened his tongue?

But his expression told her everything she needed to know. He wasn’t performing. He wasn’t deflecting. He meant it.

“I…” Charlie started, then stopped, her throat tightening. She cleared it and tried again. “I don’t know if I ever gave you the chance to understand. I just—” She let out a shaky breath. “I shut you out. And I kept shutting you out, even after we said we’d stay friends. That’s on me.”

She looked down at her hands, the faint outline of the glass ring on the bar catching her eye. “I’ve been an asshole. Back then. And even now.” She gestured vaguely to the room around them. “I’m tired. Overwhelmed. And I took it out on you.”

Seviathan shook his head, his expression soft. “You don’t have to apologize for that. I get it. Really.”

The honesty in his gaze was almost disarming for Charlie.

“Thanks,” she said quietly, her voice barely audible over the hum of the gala.

Seviathan nodded, offering a small, understanding smile. “For what it’s worth,” he said, his tone lightening just a little, “I think we’re both a little better at this whole ‘being human’ thing than we used to be.”

Charlie let out a soft snort, the corners of her mouth twitching upward despite herself. “Speak for yourself.”

“Hey,” Seviathan raised his glass in a mock toast. “Progress, not perfection.”

She rolled her eyes but clinked her glass lightly against his. Charlie and Seviathan downed their shots in unison, the burn of the alcohol barely registering anymore. Charlie set her glass down with a soft clink, her gaze drifting toward the shimmering crowd. She could feel the tension between them easing, replaced by something lighter, something almost… nostalgic.

“Alright,” Seviathan said, breaking the silence. His grin was lopsided, his confidence still intact despite the whiskey warming his system. “Enough of these depressing shots. Let’s step it up.”

Charlie arched an eyebrow, her lips curving into a wry smile. “Step it up? You planning to break out the absinthe, or are you just trying to get me drunk enough to forget you exist?”

Seviathan laughed, the sound rich and unguarded. “Tempting, but no. I was thinking cocktails.” He turned to the bartender. “Two Manhattans, please.”

Charlie watched as the bartender went to work, pouring the whiskey and vermouth, followed by the clink of ice against glass. She glanced at Seviathan, who was still grinning like he’d just won a bet.

“You sure you can handle cocktails?” she asked teasingly. “You’re not exactly pacing yourself.”

“Please,” Seviathan replied, placing a hand dramatically over his chest. “I’m a professional. Besides, this is a celebration.”

“A celebration of what?”

He shrugged. “Of life. Of us not killing each other tonight. Take your pick.”

The bartender slid the Manhattans across the bar, and Seviathan handed one to Charlie. She accepted it, raising the glass to her lips. The cocktail was smooth, the citrus sweetness of the vermouth balancing the bite of the whiskey.

“Right. This is better than shots of plain old whiskey.” she admitted, tilting her glass toward him.

Seviathan smirked. “Told you. Stick with me, and you might even have fun tonight.”

They worked their way through the Manhattans, the tension between them loosening with each sip. The conversation shifted from sharp jabs to softer, more playful banter. Seviathan ordered the next round—martinis this time—and Charlie found herself laughing at one of his stories, the sound surprising even her.

The night blurred into a slideshow of clinking glasses and shared smiles. They downed whiskey sours, old fashioneds, and even a round of mojitos when Seviathan insisted they needed something “refreshing.” The cocktails flowed as easily as the conversation, their laughter rising above the hum of the gala.

Charlie felt the alcohol buzzing in her veins, but it was a soft hum rather than an obnoxious roar. Her German heritage afforded her a higher tolerance, a fact she was silently grateful for as Seviathan began to lose his composure.

Seviathan, for his part, was struggling. His emerald suit was still immaculate, but his posture had loosened, his head tilting slightly with each drink. He blinked more than usual, as though trying to focus through a haze that was quickly thickening.

“Still holding up, Sev?” Charlie asked lightly.

He straightened in his seat. “Absolutely. I’m fine. Better than fine, actually.”

“You look like you’re about two cocktails away from face-planting into the bar.”

“Hey, don’t underestimate me,” Seviathan countered, raising his glass in a shaky toast. “I’ve been through worse. And besides… I’m not about to pass out and miss this.”

“Miss what?”

“This,” he said simply, gesturing between them. “You. Me. Actually talking. Laughing. It’s… nice.”

Charlie hesitated, her smirk softening into something closer to a smile. “Yeah. It is.”

Seviathan’s grin widened, but his glass wavered in his hand, the liquid sloshing dangerously close to the rim. Charlie reached out instinctively, steadying it before it could tip over.

“Alright, lightweight,” she said, rolling her eyes. “Maybe we should switch to water.”

Seviathan laughed, the sound slightly slurred. “You’re probably right. But let me have one more drink. For old times’ sake.”

Charlie sighed, shaking her head. “Fine. One more. But if you pass out, I’m leaving you here.”

“Deal,” Seviathan said, raising his glass in a toast.

They clinked their glasses together, the sound ringing softly in the warm glow of the bar. The glittering chaos of the gala faded into the background, leaving just the two of them, sharing a rare moment of understanding.


The cool night air wrapped around them as Charlie and Seviathan stood on the balcony, the muffled noises of the gala fading into the background. The city stretched out below, a shimmering sea of lights that seemed to twinkle in rhythm with the stars above. The Goetia mansion’s vantage point atop the hill offered an unmatched view.

Charlie leaned against the stone railing, her eyes tracing the jagged city skyline. She hadn’t expected England to be this beautiful at night. There was something calming about it, the way the world seemed to slow down when she was this far above it all.

Beside her, Seviathan rested his elbows on the railing, his gaze fixed on the horizon. The slight chill in the air seemed to sober him a bit, though the faint flush on his cheeks betrayed the alcohol still coursing through his system.

“Did you come here with anyone?” Charlie asked suddenly, her voice breaking the comfortable silence.

Seviathan glanced at her, his expression soft. “No. Came alone. Figured it was easier that way.” He raised an eyebrow, a hint of a smile playing on his lips. “What about you? Anyone waiting for you inside?”

Charlie shook her head. “Just the drivers. They’re probably off somewhere killing time until I’m ready to leave.”

Seviathan nodded, his gaze lingering on her for a moment longer than necessary. “Guess that makes two of us.”

Charlie trailed off, her attention shifting from the city below to him. Up close, he looked different—less polished than she remembered, though no less handsome. The sharp line of his jaw, the faint stubble catching the moonlight, the way his dark eyes held a depth she hadn’t noticed before. She wasn’t sure why she was noticing it now.

Her heart fluttered unexpectedly, and she frowned slightly, unsure why she felt this way. Was it the alcohol? Or was it something else entirely?

Before she could second-guess herself, Charlie stepped closer, slipping her arms around Seviathan in a tentative embrace. His body tensed for a fraction of a second before he relaxed, his arms wrapping around her in return.

She pressed her face into the curve of his shoulder and neck, her breath warm against his skin. His scent was a mix of expensive cologne and whiskey, a combination that was oddly comforting.

“I miss this,” Charlie murmured, her voice muffled against him.

Seviathan tilted his head slightly. “Miss what?”

“This feeling,” she whispered, her hands tightening around him.

**

Before she could think twice, Charlie tilted her head and pressed her lips to the side of his neck. The kiss was hesitant at first, light and testing, but the warmth of his skin against her lips sent a spark through her. She kissed him again, more firmly this time, her breath hitching as she felt his body respond—a soft, involuntary whimper escaping him.

Seviathan didn’t pull away. He didn’t protest. But he didn’t move, either. Is his stillness both permission or hesitation?

Charlie knew she should stop. She knew that his silence didn’t necessarily mean consent, but the alcohol blurred the lines of her self-control. Her lips found his neck again, trailing kisses along his skin with increasing fervor.

“Wait, Charlie…” His voice was soft, breathy, and even uncertain.

But she couldn’t stop. Or maybe she didn’t want to stop. Each kiss felt like an unspoken confession, a release of everything she’d been holding back.

Her mind wavered between desire and doubt, but her body refused to listen. All she could focus on was the warmth of him, the way his scent filled her senses, the way her heart raced as if trying to outpace her thoughts.

Charlie’s thoughts slipped further out of reach as her lips traveled up Seviathan’s neck, trailing warm, lingering kisses over his skin. The rational voice in her mind—the one that told her to stop, to pull away before it went too far—grew quieter with every passing second.

Her kisses reached the curve of his jawline, and she paused briefly, her breath hitching as she felt the faint stubble scrape against her lips. Something about the roughness of it sent a shiver down her spine, urging her forward.

Seviathan’s grip on her waist tightened, his fingers digging into her sides as though anchoring himself.

He didn’t say a word.

Charlie tilted her head, her lips brushing along his jaw before finding their way to the corner of his mouth. She hesitated for the briefest moment, her heart pounding in her chest, before closing the gap entirely.

The kiss was messy, uncoordinated—a clash of lips and breath as desire overtook. Charlie’s hands moved instinctively, sliding up his chest and over the smooth fabric of his suit jacket. The sensation of the expensive material beneath her fingers only heightened the thrill coursing through her.

Seviathan responded with equal intensity, his lips parting against hers as he deepened the kiss. His hands left her waist, one sliding up to cradle the back of her head while the other pressed against the small of her back, pulling her closer.

The world around them seemed to fade away, the muffled sounds of the gala and the cold bite of the night air disappearing into the background. All that mattered was the heat between them, the way their breaths mingled and their bodies pressed together as though trying to close the space that still existed.

Charlie’s hands began to wander. They slid down from his chest, over the sharp lines of his torso, and along his sides. She could feel the lean muscle beneath his suit, the way his body shifted under her touch.

Seviathan let out a low sound against her mouth, a mix between a sigh and a groan, as her fingers explored further. His response only fueled her, her kisses growing more fervent, more insistent.

Her hands found their way to the edge of his jacket, her fingers slipping underneath to rest against the thin fabric of his shirt. The heat of his skin radiated through the material, a stark contrast to the coolness of the night air.

“Charlie… shit, wait…” he murmured against her lips, his voice low and strained.

She didn’t respond, too lost in the sensation of him, the way his hands roamed her back and his lips moved against hers with equal desperation. It was as if all the tension between them—the unspoken words, the lingering glances—had finally broken free, spilling out in a rush they couldn’t contain.

Her hands slid further down, tracing the curve of his waist and the sharp line of his belt. She felt him shiver under her touch, his breath hitching as her fingers grazed his hip.

“Charlie,” he said again, his voice firmer this time.

The sound of her name broke through the haze, if only slightly. She pulled back just enough to meet his gaze, her breath coming in shallow gasps. His dark eyes searched hers, a mixture of longing and hesitation flickering in their depths.

“I don’t think…” he began, but the words trailed off as Charlie leaned in, capturing his lips again in a kiss that silenced any further protest.

Charlie’s breath came in shallow gasps as she pulled back from the kiss, her lips swollen and tingling. Seviathan’s dark eyes locked onto hers, his pupils wide and dilated, his chest heaving as though he’d just run a marathon.

She didn’t say a word—she couldn’t. Words felt too clumsy for this. Her fingers gripped his wrist, tugging him toward the exit. He didn’t resist, his hand slipping into hers as they moved quickly through the dimly lit halls of the mansion, past guests who barely noticed their hurried departure.

The cool night air hit them as they stepped outside, but the chill did nothing to dampen the heat between them. Seviathan’s gaze darted to her, a flicker of hesitation crossing his face.

The streets were quiet, the city’s usual hum muted at this hour. They stumbled toward the nearest high-end hotel, their steps unsteady and hurried. When they reached the grand entrance, Charlie smoothed down her suit, her fingers trembling slightly as she handed over her credit card at the front desk. The receptionist barely raised an eyebrow, accustomed to late-night guests with disheveled appearances.

The elevator ride to their floor was agonizingly slow. Charlie’s heart pounded in her chest, her fingers fidgeting with the hem of her slacks as she avoided Seviathan’s gaze. He stood beside her, his jaw tight, his hands shoved into his pockets.

When the elevator doors finally opened, they stepped into the dimly lit hallway, their footsteps muffled by the plush carpet. The room was at the end of the corridor, and Charlie’s hand trembled as she slid the keycard into the door.

As soon as they were inside, the door clicked shut, and Seviathan barely had time to turn before Charlie grabbed him by the lapels of his suit jacket, pushing him against the wall. Her lips found his in a messy, heated kiss, her hands tangling in his hair as she pressed her body against his.

He groaned softly against her mouth, his hands gripping her waist, pulling her closer. The feel of him, solid and warm beneath her touch… Her fingers slid down to the waistband of his trousers, fumbling with the buckle of his belt.

Seviathan’s breath hitched, his hands tightening on her hips as she worked to unfasten his belt and undo the buttons of his trousers.

As her hand brushed against the fabric of his boxers, she felt the hardened boner through the thin material. He shuddered at her touch, letting out a low, shaky exhale.

Charlie’s lips brushed against Seviathan’s neck, her breath warm and uneven. Her fingers ghosted over the hard line of his belt.

“You’re already ready for me,” she whispered against his skin.

Seviathan let out a shaky exhale, his hands gripping her waist to steady himself. “Charlie… I don’t think this is a good idea.”

“None of this is a good idea, anyway.”

Before he could respond, Charlie tugged at his hand, guiding him to the edge of the bed. He sat down heavily, his dark eyes never leaving hers as she stepped back, her fingers moving to the buttons of her suit jacket.

She didn’t bother to take her time. Her hands worked quickly, unfastening the buttons and shrugging off the jacket in one motion. Her shirt came next, her fingers fumbling slightly as she undid the buttons, peeling the fabric away to reveal the smooth, pale skin beneath.

Seviathan swallowed hard, his gaze trailing over her as she worked. His hands rested on the edge of the bed, gripping the sheets.

Charlie’s movements were hurried, almost frantic, as if she couldn’t strip away the layers fast enough. She kicked off her shoes, the sound of them hitting the floor echoing faintly in the quiet room. Her slacks followed, sliding down her legs in a rush before she stepped out of them, leaving her in nothing but her underwear.

Her chest rose and fell with each ragged breath as she stood before him, her eyes locked onto his.

“Your turn,” she said, her voice a mix of command and plea.

Without waiting for him to comply, Charlie stepped forward, her hands moving to his suit jacket. She pushed it off his shoulders, letting it fall to the floor in a crumpled heap. Her fingers made quick work of his tie, pulling it free and tossing it aside before starting on the buttons of his shirt.

Seviathan’s breath hitched as her fingers brushed against his skin, her touch both firm and gentle. He didn’t resist, his body yielding to her as she undressed him piece by piece.

When his shirt joined the growing pile on the floor, Charlie stepped back for a moment, her chest heaving as she took him in. Seviathan sat there, his torso bare, his dark eyes fixed on her with an intensity that made her stomach flutter.

Charlie stepped closer, her hands trembling slightly as she reached for the waistband of Seviathan’s boxers and tugged them down. The fabric slid away, revealing his hard cock to her.

Charlie then hooked her thumbs under the waistband of her underwear, sliding them down, the soft fabric pooling at her feet.

She stepped forward, her knees brushing against his as she climbed onto his lap. Her hands found his shoulders, her fingers tracing the line of his collarbone as she leaned in, her lips brushing against his in a soft, lingering kiss.

Seviathan’s hands moved instinctively to her hips, his grip firm but gentle as he guided her closer. The heat of his skin against hers sent a shiver down her spine, her body responding to his touch in ways she couldn’t control.

Charlie straddled Seviathan’s lap, her legs on either side of his hips, their bodies pressed together in a way that left no room for doubt. Her breath hitched as she felt his length pressing against her.

Seviathan’s hands gripped her hips, his fingers digging into her skin as she shifted slightly, her body instinctively moving against him. Her folds sliding along his length sent a sharp jolt of pleasure through him, his head tilting back as a low groan escaped his lips.

“Charlie…”.

“Do you want me to stop?”

Her first fucking question of the night.

Seviathan’s breath hitched, his hands tightening on her hips. He didn’t answer, but the way his body responded—the way he arched into her, his hips rising slightly to meet her movements—spoke louder than words ever could.

Taking his silence as consent, Charlie began to move. Slowly at first, her hips rolling in a deliberate rhythm that sent waves of pleasure coursing through them both. The length of him slid against her, the friction perfect, each movement sending a delicious heat spiraling through her core.

Seviathan’s hands guided her, his grip firm yet tender, as if he were afraid she might disappear if he held her too tightly. His dark eyes locked onto hers, the intensity of his gaze making her shiver.

“You feel… so good,” Charlie murmured, her voice breathy as she increased the pace of her movements.

The sound of their breathing filled the room, mingling with the soft rustle of sheets and the quiet creak of the bed beneath them. Seviathan’s hands roamed her back, her thighs, the curve of her waist, his touch igniting every nerve ending.

Charlie’s fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him closer as their lips met in a heated kiss. The rhythm of her hips grew faster, more insistent, the pressure building between them driving her closer to the edge with each passing moment.

Seviathan groaned against her lips, his hands sliding down to cup her thighs, lifting her slightly to adjust their position. The angle intensified the friction, and Charlie gasped, her head falling back as a wave of pleasure tore through her.

“Seviathan,” she breathed, her voice a mix of desperation and ecstasy as she clung to him.

His name on her lips was his undoing. Seviathan’s control wavered, his hands tightening on her as he began to move with her, his hips meeting hers in perfect rhythm. Each thrust sent shockwaves of pleasure through them both, their bodies moving in perfect harmony as they lost themselves in each other.

Time seemed to blur, the world outside their embrace fading away as they surrendered to the moment. Nothing else mattered but the way they fit together, the way their bodies responded to one another…

It goes on.

And on.

And on.

**


Charlie woke slowly, the kind of waking that feels like climbing out of a deep, dark well with the sun glaring down at the top. Her head throbbed with a dull, insistent ache, as if her brain was punishing her for whatever she’d done last night. The room smelled faintly of expensive soap and something sweeter she couldn’t quite place.

Her eyes fluttered open, and the first thing she noticed was the bed: soft, white, impossibly big. Then, the ceiling, a high, ornate thing with crown molding that practically screamed old money. She turned her head, squinting against the filtered morning light pouring in through thick curtains.

And there he was.

Seviathan lay on his side, his black hair a mess, his face relaxed in a way that made him look younger and softer. The sheet barely covered his hips, and even in her hazy state, she could tell he was naked. A fact that, unfortunately, she realized applied to herself as well when the cool air brushed against her skin.

Her stomach flipped.

She sat up too quickly, and the room spun in protest. A groan escaped her lips as she pressed a hand to her forehead, trying to piece together the fragments of last night. The gala. The balcony. The kisses. The hotel? Her mind was foggy, like someone had taken an eraser to her memories and left smudges where the details should be.

She shifted her legs under the covers, and that’s when she felt it—a dull ache in her thighs, a foreign soreness that made her freeze.

And then, like a punch to the chest, the realization hit her:

We slept together.

Her heart raced as she turned her head away from him, desperate for something—anything—that would anchor her to reality. Her eyes landed on the nightstand. Her wallet, the keycard for the hotel, and her phone sat there in a neat little pile.

She grabbed her phone. Then, she pulled the sheet tighter around herself, slowly sliding out of the bed. Her bare feet met the plush carpet, and she winced as the ache in her legs flared up again.

The room was grand, a mixture of gold accents and deep mahogany furniture. But Charlie barely noticed as her gaze trailed across the floor. Her suit—tailored and pristine last night—was now a scattered mess. Her blazer was crumpled near the foot of the bed, her shirt halfway across the room, and her underwear… God, her underwear. She spotted it near the dresser, a tiny, crumpled piece of black fabric that seemed to mock her.

She swallowed hard, her throat dry as sandpaper.

Carefully, as though trying not to disturb the fragile silence of the room, she bent down and collected her clothes, clutching them to her chest like they might somehow shield her from the reality of the situation. Her heart hammered as she made her way toward the bathroom, her bare feet silent against the carpet.

The door clicked shut behind her, and she leaned against it, exhaling a shaky breath. The bathroom was every bit as luxurious as the rest of the room—marble counters, gold fixtures, a shower the size of her closet back home. But all Charlie could focus on was the mirror.

She caught her reflection, her blonde hair a wild, tangled mess, her face pale and drawn. And in her blue eyes, a mixture of panic and regret stared back at her.

Charlie set her crumpled clothes on the marble counter, her movements hurried and jerky. Her hands shook slightly as she unlocked her phone. She opened the Maps app, her fingers trembling as she zoomed out to pinpoint her location.

The map loaded slowly, or maybe it just felt slow because her mind was racing faster than her phone could keep up. A blue dot blinked to life, and there it was: the name of a luxury hotel, just a few blocks from the Goetia mansion.

She swallowed hard, her mouth dry as the realization sank in. They hadn’t just stumbled into any hotel. They’d stumbled into that hotel, the one in plain sight of everyone who’d been at the gala last night. If anyone had seen them…

Her heart sank, and panic bubbled in her chest.

Charlie backed up against the counter, staring down at her phone like it might offer her a way out of this mess. She quickly closed the Maps app and swiped to her contacts, scrolling until she found Razzle’s name (with two unread messages, but who gives a shit now). Her thumb hovered over the call button for a second before she pressed it.

The line rang twice before a familiar voice answered. "Ms. Morningstar! Good morning!” Razzle’s voice was bright, cheerful, as if he hadn’t been up late waiting for her call. "I was starting to worry when I didn’t hear from you last night after the gala ended. Everything alright?"

Charlie squeezed her eyes shut, her free hand clutching the counter. "I'm sorry, Razzle," she said softly. "I should’ve called. I—things got… complicated."

There was a pause on the other end, just long enough for her to picture his concerned expression.

"Complicated how?" he asked carefully.

"It’s nothing for you to worry about," she said quickly. "I need you to pick me up. Now. I'm at…” She glanced at the screen to confirm the hotel’s name. “I’m at The Franklin Hotel, and we need to go to the airport. Right away."

Razzle hesitated. "The airport? But what about your plans to explore the countryside, visit Stonehenge, and all the other stops you wanted to make? You were so excited about it."

Charlie closed her eyes. "They’re canceled," she said bluntly, her voice carrying an edge she didn’t mean to have. "I’m not feeling well, Razzle. I…" She paused, searching for the right words. "I think it’s best if I just head back home to New York."

There was another silence, this one heavier than the last.

"You’re not feeling well?" he repeated, getting more concerned. "Is it serious? Do you need a doctor?"

"No," Charlie replied quickly, gripping the phone tighter. "It’s not like that. Just… I’m not feeling great, okay? Not physically. Not mentally. I just need to leave."

Razzle sighed, though it was more resigned than disapproving. "Alright. I’ll be there in ten minutes. Are you packed, or do you need more time?"

"I’ll be ready," she glanced at the scattered clothes on the counter.

"Okay, Ms. Morningstar. But if you need anything—"

"I know. Thank you, Razzle." She ended the call before he could press further, the sound of the line disconnecting ringing in her ears.

Charlie set the phone down on the counter and stared at her reflection again. Her tangled hair, her pale face, the bruises scattered across her collarbone… She barely recognized herself.

Charlie braced her hands on the counter, staring down at the marble surface as if it could somehow offer her an explanation.

What the fuck happened last night?

She pressed her palms to her temples, her breath uneven. It was obvious what had happened. Her sore body, the scattered clothes, Seviathan sleeping beside her—all pointed to the same conclusion. They’d slept together. But the question wasn’t just what; it was how.

They were drunk. Both of them. Memories came in flashes: the cocktails, the laughter, the way their hands intertwined as they left the gala. Did either of them—could either of them—consent?

Or…

Her stomach churned, a cold, sinking feeling pooling in her gut.

Her gaze flicked to her phone, sitting innocently on the counter. Desperate for answers, she unlocked her phone again, her thumb hovering over the gallery app. Maybe there was something, anything, that could help piece together the night. A photo. A clue.

She tapped it open, and her breath caught in her throat.

Videos.

Dozens of them, timestamped throughout the night. Her thumb hovered over the first thumbnail, her pulse pounding in her ears. Against her better judgment, she clicked on it.

The screen lit up with dim, ambient light—the unmistakable glow of the hotel room. The camera shook slightly, as if held by unsteady hands. Then she saw herself. Saw them.

Charlie’s breath hitched as the video played, showing them tangled together on the bed. Charlie’s own voice—low, teasing, almost affectionate—filled the small bathroom. Seviathan's moans and whispered words followed.

She shut the video off, but her fingers betrayed her, scrolling down. Another thumbnail. Another video. Different angle. She tapped it, and her stomach twisted tighter.

This one was worse. Seviathan was holding the phone, angling it downward as he thrust into her. She was on her back, her head thrown back against the pillows with her face flushed and lips parted, her hands gripping the sheets.

"Keep it in," her voice said, breathless and raw. "I want to feel you."

And he had.

Charlie’s vision blurred, her heart racing so fast she thought it might burst. The phone slipped from her hands, clattering to the counter. She stumbled back a step, her breath coming in short, panicked bursts as it all crashed down on her.

She pressed a hand to her abdomen, and her reflection caught her eye.

Then, something inside her snapped.

"Fucking son of a bitch!" she screamed, her voice cracking as she grabbed the phone and with a force she didn’t know she possessed, she hurled it at the mirror.

The glass shattered instantly, a spiderweb of cracks spreading out from the point of impact. Tiny shards rained down onto the marble counter and floor. For a moment, there was silence, save for the pounding of her heart and the ragged sound of her breathing.

Charlie stood there, staring at the broken mirror, her chest heaving as the room spun around her. Her reflection was fractured now, pieces of her distorted face scattered across the jagged shards.

Charlie backed away, her legs weak beneath her. Her hands found the counter, gripping it as she sank to her knees. The cold marble bit into her skin, hoping it’ll ground her enough to keep her from spiraling further.

Her chest rose and fell erratically, and tears blurred her vision as her hands covered her face. She bit down on her lip, hard enough to taste copper, but it did nothing to stop the storm inside her.

A sharp knock on the bathroom door jolted Charlie from her spiraling thoughts. She froze, her breath caught in her throat, before the muffled sound of Seviathan’s voice broke through the heavy silence.

“Charlie?” His concerned voice was low, groggy, and with unmistakable exhaustion. “You okay in there?”

Her fingers curled into fists against the counter, trembling as anger surged through her like a wave. She didn’t answer. Instead, she pushed herself to her feet, her movements shaky but fueled by a growing fire in her chest.

The tears on her face remained untouched that she neither hid nor acknowledged. Her breaths were shallow, ragged, as she reached for her bra and underwear, slipping them on with hurried, jerky movements.

Another knock came, softer this time. “Charlie… talk to me.”

She didn’t respond. Instead, she stormed to the door, her heart pounding so loudly it drowned out the world.

The door flew open with a force that made it hit the wall behind it. Seviathan stood on the other side, his disheveled appearance making it clear he was just as hungover as she was. His black hair was a mess, his face pale, his eyes glassy with fatigue. A towel was wrapped loosely around his hips, barely clinging to his lean frame, and faint bruises and hickeys littered his neck and collarbone.

Charlie’s blue eyes locked onto his, her fury blazing like an inferno. “So,” she began, her voice low and trembling with suppressed rage, “we actually fucked.”

Seviathan blinked, his expression shifting from concern to guarded caution. “Charlie, I—”

“Answer me!” she snapped. “Did. We. Fuck?”

He hesitated, his Adam’s apple bobbing as he swallowed. “Yes,” he admitted reluctantly, his voice soft but steady. “There’s no denying it.”

The admission hit her like a punch to the gut, and before he could say another word, her anger exploded.

“Why didn’t you stop me?!” she shouted. “Why didn’t you protest or—I don’t know—push me away?!”

Seviathan’s tired expression hardened as he straightened, his voice rising to match hers, though it cracked under his distress. “I tried, Charlie!” he yelled, his frustration spilling over. “I said no! I said it so many fucking times!”

Charlie’s breath caught, her fury faltering for a moment. “What are you talking about?” she whispered, her voice barely audible.

Seviathan raked a hand through his hair, his movements frantic and filled with frustration. “Do you think I wanted this?!” his voice sounded with a mix of anger and pain. “Do you think I wanted to spend the night trying to fend you off while you ignored every fucking word I said?!”

Her jaw dropped as she stared at him, disbelief written all over her face. “I—I don’t remember—”

“Of course, you don’t!” Seviathan cut her off bitterly. “You were drunk, Charlie. So was I! But that doesn’t excuse what you did!”

She stumbled back a step, her legs weak beneath her as his words sank in. “I didn’t mean—”

“You didn’t mean what?” he snapped, his voice breaking. “You didn’t mean to push me into something I didn’t want? You didn’t mean to ignore me when I told you to stop? You think alcohol is a fucking excuse for what you did to me?!”

Charlie shook her head, tears welling in her eyes as her chest tightened painfully. “I—”

“All I wanted last night was to catch up, to have fun,” Seviathan continued, his voice trembling. “But you turned it into a one-night stand. Something I didn’t consent to. Something neither of us should’ve fucking done.”

The weight of his words crashed down on her, leaving her breathless and frozen.

Charlie’s mouth opened and closed, her voice faltering as she tried to form words. “I didn’t mean for—” Her voice broke, and she clutched her arms tightly around herself, as if holding herself together. “I… I swear, I wasn’t trying to hurt you. I—”

Seviathan didn’t respond. His silence was heavier than any words he could have spoken, his dark eyes fixed on her with a mixture of exhaustion and bitterness.

“I’m sorry,” Charlie said, her voice trembling. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t know—I didn’t think—I…” Her words trailed off, breaking apart like brittle glass. She took a shaky step back, her hands trembling at her sides. “Please believe me, Sev… I didn’t mean for this to happen.”

Still, no response.

Her breathing grew uneven, her chest rising and falling in quick, shallow gasps. She clenched her fists, her nails digging into her palms as she fought to keep herself from unraveling further. “I didn’t mean it. Any of it. I was stupid, and I didn’t think, and I—” Her voice cracked, and she swallowed hard, trying to force back the tears that threatened to spill.

Seviathan’s gaze didn’t waver. He stood rooted in place, his jaw tight, his expression unreadable.

Charlie’s apologies became more frantic, each word tumbling out in a rush. “I was drunk, and I didn’t know what I was doing, and I—God, I’m so fucking sorry. I didn’t want this, either. Not like this. Not… not like this.” Her voice broke on the last word, and she pressed a hand to her mouth as a sob escaped her.

The silence stretched between them, oppressive and unyielding.

Then, from the bathroom, the shrill ring of her phone cut through the tension.

Charlie froze, her wide eyes flicking toward the sound. Her chest heaved as she struggled to steady her breathing, her mind racing.

The ringing continued.

Seviathan finally spoke, his voice low and cold. “You should get that.”

Charlie flinched at the sound of his voice. She hesitated, glancing between him and the bathroom, before she turned and hurried inside.

The phone sat on the counter amid the shattered glass, its cracked screen glowing with an incoming call. She saw Razzle’s name flashing on the screen.

Her hands shook as she picked it up. She wiped at her tear-streaked face with the back of her hand, trying to compose herself, but the trembling in her voice betrayed her.

She answered, her voice barely above a whisper. “Razzle…”

“Ms. Morningstar, I’m here,” he said gently. “Are you alright? You don’t sound well.”

Charlie’s throat tightened, and she forced herself to nod, even though he couldn’t see her. “I’m… I’m coming down now.”

“Alright,” Razzle replied warmly. “Take your time. I’m parked just outside the lobby.”

“Okay.” Her voice cracked, and she quickly ended the call before he could press further.

She set the phone down, her hands gripping the counter as she stared at her fractured reflection in the mirror. Her face blurred in the jagged shards, and for a moment, she didn’t recognize herself at all.

I mean, who would recognize themselves after this?

Notes:

you can guess what happened with the unborn child.

"this chapter is so ooc for charlie"
i have to admit, yes. but to add further context why charlie is like this; still grieving for her mom and her lost 8-yr relationship with Sev, theater career didnt work out well due to deteriorated mental health in which she didnt take it seriously, her bullshit work for the morningstar enterprise... yeah, there are a lot of reasons why charlie's fucked up as she is during that time. however, that doesnt excuse her to take advantage of Sev just because shes fucking horny.

anyways, i love writing complex characters :^)

and a followup clarification for the peeps who knew much abt TWD, i wont be copying the alexandria arc since volume 4 is gonna be similar in concept so.... expect absolutely """original""" storyline but with the few elements i borrowed from the show and comics.

Chapter 37: Orientation

Summary:

“This video is classified for the eyes of designated workers in the D.C. Quarantine Zone. Unauthorized viewing is a federal offense. Proceed only if authorized.”

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Dad is alive.

Dad is alive!

Charlie’s thoughts tumbled over each other, a tangled mess of joy, disbelief, and a good bit of self-recrimination. Of course he was alive. She should’ve known better than to doubt it, even for a second. The signs had all been there: the phone call, those unsent messages on his old phone, and that absurdly shitty “letter” he’d left behind at the mansion—like he was more familiar with issuing decrees than crafting heartfelt goodbyes. And yet, she’d clung to those scraps like proof that he hadn’t completely disappeared.

And he hadn’t. Not really.

Lucifer, for all his faults and bullshit, hadn’t given up on her according to Peter. He’d been searching for anything—everything—that hinted her fate. And Charlie… well, she hadn’t given up on him either.

Her chest felt too full, like her heart was trying to make up for all the times it had felt hollow. He was here, alive, and suddenly the world didn’t seem quite so bleak.

What would she say to him first? How would she even start? There was so much to tell him, so much to ask, so much to fix.

She’d tell him about Vaggie, of course—her wonderful, utterly amazing badass wife. He’d need to know about Maggie too, their little miracle, his granddaughter. A grandfather, she thought with a small, incredulous laugh. Lucifer, being a doting grandpa.

The thought was absurd, and yet, it wasn’t.

She imagined him holding Maggie, his usual deadpan expression softening just a little as he looked at her tiny face. She imagined his quips, his inevitable “I was not made to change diapers, Charlotte,” and the way he’d still somehow be charmed into it by Maggie’s little smile.

And then there was everything else: the years they’d lost, the fights they’d never had the chance to resolve. They’d have to catch up, to sit down and actually talk, not just as father and daughter but as two people who had been through hell and back.

They’d have to repair what had been broken—not just the cracks in their relationship but the parts of Charlie herself that had fractured when he disappeared.

Charlie didn’t let go. Not yet. She stayed there, arms wrapped tightly around her dad, bending awkwardly to fully embrace him. He wasn’t as tall as she remembered—something about the weight of the years, maybe—but she didn’t care. It was him. He was warm, solid, real. Her dad.

For the first time in forever, she felt like she could breathe.

It wasn’t until she felt him shift slightly, his hands gripping her shoulders, that she realized how long they’d been holding onto each other. Slowly, they pulled back, the space between them still charged with disbelief.

Charlie’s eyes met his, and it was like seeing a ghost—except ghosts didn’t look this tired, this haggard. His face was thinner, his once perfectly-groomed hair now longer and streaked with gray, brushing just below his nape. His beard, wild and unkempt, was a jarring contrast to the polished image she’d always associated with him.

She opened her mouth to say something profound, something meaningful, but he beat her to it.

“You look like shit,” Lucifer declared dryly.

Charlie blinked, then let out a startled laugh. “I look like shit? What’s with the beard? And the hair—what’s happening there? It’s getting… long. Like, really long.”

Lucifer’s hand immediately went to his beard, rubbing it as if he could smooth it out. “It’s distinguished,” he said, his tone defensive. “And you’re one to talk. Your hair’s practically eating your face.” He gestured vaguely at her hair.

Charlie snorted, reaching back to tug at her high ponytail. “Yeah, well, forgive me for not being able to book a hair appointment these days. Unlike you, apparently. Eden looks like it’s got the kind of amenities where you could’ve gotten a trim, you know.”

He scoffed, his fingers still absently combing through his beard as though inspecting it. “I’ve been busy, Charlie.”

“Busy growing a beard?”

“Busy running this damn place, thank you very much.”

Charlie rolled her eyes but couldn’t suppress her grin. It was all so normal—so absurdly, painfully normal—that it almost felt unreal. After everything, here they were: teasing, bickering, and somehow falling back into the rhythm of being a father and daughter.

It was a start.

The sound of a polite throat-clearing broke through their bubble. Charlie glanced over to see the older woman—the one who’d walked out of the cathedral with Lucifer—standing a few feet away, her hands clasped in front of her.

“Apologies for the interruption,” the woman said, her voice calm and even. “But your daughter and her group will need to go through the vetting process before anything else.” She gestured subtly toward the group’s holstered weapons, her meaning clear even without spelling it out.

Charlie’s stomach twisted, her joy momentarily dimming as reality came rushing back in. Of course, there were fucking rules here. She knew what they had to do, even if it made her feel like she was shedding a layer of armor. Her expression faltered for a moment before she schooled it into the neutral, guarded look she’d worn so often outside these walls.

Lucifer’s posture shifted slightly, his face losing its earlier warmth. He nodded to the woman, his demeanor serious now, like a mask slipping seamlessly into place. Then he turned back to Charlie and her group, his sharp eyes scanning them all—assessing, calculating.

No. Not this time.


“Okay, let’s get this over with. Weapons in the trunk,” Andrew said, gesturing to the open back of the minivan where space had clearly been cleared for their arsenal.

Charlie didn’t miss a beat. Her gaze unwavering as she sternly replied, “That’s not an option.”

The group stood behind the van, each of them instinctively reaching for their holstered weapons or the packs slung over their shoulders as their silent but unanimous refusal to comply.

Andrew’s eyes narrowed. “This is standard procedure. No one gets to walk around with a gun. That’s how Eden works—”

“We’re not in Eden yet,” Charlie shot back, cutting him off. “And after all the bullshit out there, I’m not trusting anyone to lock up our weapons. That’s how we almost died the last time we followed ‘protocol.’”

Andrew threw up his hands, his patience snapping. “For God’s sake—”

“Andrew,” Peter interrupted calmly as he stepped between his brother and Charlie. “Enough.”

Peter turned to Charlie, his expression softer. “Charlie,” he began, and his tone was almost pleading. “I get it. I do. But this is how Eden keeps things safe. Nobody carries weapons except the guards and officers. It’s not about trust—it’s about making sure no one has the chance to misuse them.”

“Officers?” Angel interjected, raising an eyebrow. “What kind of operation are you people running here?”

Peter exhaled, visibly frustrated but trying to maintain his composure. “As much as I’d love to explain everything, this isn’t my call. Sera and Emily will guide you through orientation. They’ll answer all your questions.”

Charlie shook her head, her jaw tightening. “I don’t care about orientation. What I care about is my group’s safety, and the last time we surrendered our weapons, it almost got everyone killed. You think I’m going to let that happen again?”

The tension ratcheted up another notch. Peter hesitated, glancing back at Lucifer, who stood a few feet away, watching the exchange with a grim expression.

Lucifer let out a long sigh before stepping forward. “Charlie,” he said. “This isn’t up for negotiation. If you want to stay in Eden, you follow the rules. If you can’t, then you’re free to leave.”

Charlie’s gaze hardened, her guarded expression back in full force. “Fine by me,” she responded coldly. “At least I know you’re alive and thriving. If you’re content running this place, then great. But I’m not about to gamble with my group’s safety just to see if this community isn’t as sketchy as it sounds.”

Lucifer’s eyes narrowed, his shoulders tensing, but there was something else there too—conflict. “You can’t just leave, Charlie.”

Charlie didn’t flinch. “Watch me.”

For a moment, it seemed like the argument would reach a stalemate. But then Lucifer exhaled again, the sound heavy with resignation. “Fine,” he said slowly. “You can keep your weapons throughout the process. But once you’re through, they’ll have to be surrendered. That’s non-negotiable.”

Charlie’s mind raced. It was a tempting offer, but at the end of the day, they’d still have to give up their weapons, and she wasn’t sure she could accept that risk.

A gentle touch broke through her thoughts. Vaggie’s hand wrapped around hers reassuringly, while her other arm cradled Maggie, who was snoozing peacefully against her chest.

Vaggie leaned in, her voice barely a whisper. “Charlie, we have to take this chance. Look at everyone. We’re all worn out. If we don’t do this, we’re back on the road again.”

Charlie’s gaze shifted, first to Vaggie, then to the rest of the group. They looked worn, exhausted in a way that went beyond physical fatigue.

“Like I said,” Vaggie continued, “I’ll keep an eye out if shit’s sketchy.”

Charlie’s gaze then dropped to Maggie, her little chest rising and falling with each peaceful breath.

She closed her eyes for a moment, letting out a slow, steadying exhale before facing her father again. “Alright,” she finally replied. “We’ll take the offer.”

Lucifer nodded. “Good,” he said simply. “Just keep your weapons holstered at all times.”

A glance passed between Peter and Andrew. With a sigh, the latter stepped forward and closed the trunk of the van without saying a word.

Lucifer turned on his heel and began walking toward the massive cathedral. Charlie hesitated only for a second before motioning for the group to follow.

Charlie noticed that Lucifer didn’t bother with explanations or act like a tour guide, and even offered any sort of commentary about the towering structure they were approaching.

Charlie clenched her jaw, feeling the words bubbling up inside her—the questions, the desperate need to just talk to him—but she swallowed them all down. Now wasn’t the time. She glanced over her shoulder at the group. Even Alastor, who had been limping more noticeably lately, didn’t utter a single complaint. They all seemed to understand the importance of staying silent, at least for now.

She turned to Vaggie, their eyes meeting briefly. Vaggie gave her a small, reassuring nod, and Charlie returned it before they both let go of each other’s hands. Maggie stirred slightly in Vaggie’s arms but quickly settled again.

As they stepped inside the cathedral, Charlie couldn’t suppress a small gasp. The interior was breathtaking as its exterior, even in a world reduced to ruins. Sunlight streamed through towering stained-glass windows depicting scenes of saints, angels, and other holy figures, casting jewel-toned patterns onto the polished stone floor. High above, the vaulted ceiling seemed to stretch endlessly.

Massive stone pillars lined the central aisle, their surfaces etched with centuries-old designs. Flickering candles lined the walls, their soft glow adding a layer of warmth to the otherwise imposing space. The faint scent of wax and aged wood mingled with the cool, earthy aroma of stone.

Charlie’s boots echoed against the smooth marble floor as the group followed Lucifer up the central aisle. The rows of wooden pews on either side were eerily empty. The cathedral seemed untouched in the post-apocalyptic standards.

When they reached the altar, Lucifer didn’t pause or speak. Instead, he turned sharply to the right, leading them through a narrow side passage. The group followed, their footsteps muffled now by a worn but still vibrant red carpet.

The hallway here was different—more practical, less grand. The walls were lined with old tapestries depicting pastoral scenes and faded paintings of what Charlie assumed were past clergy or benefactors. The air grew warmer, carrying with it the faint hum of voices in the distance.

Finally, they emerged into the cathedral’s auditorium. The space was expansive, though it lacked the ornate charm like the ceiling was lower here, creating a more enclosed, almost suffocating atmosphere compared to the open expanse of the sanctuary. Rows of folded chairs were arranged in neat lines, all facing a raised platform at the front. Large dusty monitors hung from the walls, and the room was lit by the natural glow from high windows.

Charlie’s gaze swept the room, quickly locking onto two women standing by the raised platform to the left. She assumed they must be Sera and Emily.

Near them was a TV perched on a cart, its screen dark for now, with an extension cord snaking back toward an outlet along the wall.

Lucifer gestured toward the women. “Take a seat over there. They’ll handle the orientation.”

Without another word, he turned on his heel and strode back toward the door they had entered through. The heavy sound of it closing behind him echoed in the auditorium, signaling his departure.

Charlie’s jaw tightened as she watched him leave. Typical. Shaking off the thought, she turned to the group and nodded toward the platform. “Come on,” she spoke despite the frustration simmering beneath the surface.

The group followed her lead and they moved toward the front rows. Charlie stepped into the aisle, guiding them toward the seats nearest the platform.

As they approached, the freckled woman—Emily, presumably—clasped her hands together with a bright smile. “Hi! Please, come up front and take the first couple of rows. We want everyone comfortable and close so we can go over everything clearly!”

Her enthusiasm was almost jarring in contrast to the tension of the last hour, but Charlie decided to play along for now. She glanced at Vaggie, who gave her a small nod, and they both settled into the middle seats in the front row. Maggie stirred slightly in Vaggie’s arms but remained quiet, her little head resting against Vaggie’s shoulder. The rest of the group filed in, filling the rows directly behind Charlie and Vaggie.

The older woman, who Charlie assumed was Sera, stepped forward with a calm but commanding presence. Her eyes scanned the group before settling on Charlie for a fraction of a second longer than anyone else.

“Welcome,” she began. “My name is Sera, and this is Emily,” she said, gesturing to the younger woman still beaming brightly. “We’ll be walking you through what you can expect here in Eden. But before we get into the specifics, let me start by saying this: it is remarkable that you all—especially you, Charlotte Morningstar—have survived together out there. That is no small feat.”

Charlie felt the weight of Sera’s gaze settle on her again as the woman’s words hung in the air. She leaned back slightly in her chair, her arms crossing over her chest reflexively. The mention of her full name struck a chord, of course, she’s pretty much known here especially when her dad also runs this place, but she didn’t let it show. She could feel Vaggie’s eye on her, a quiet but firm reminder to keep an open mind. Charlie let out a slow breath through her nose but said nothing.

Sera continued. “What you’ll see here in Eden is unlike anything you’ve experienced since the world fell apart. And to help you understand how we’ve gotten to where we are, we’ll start with a brief video. This will give you insight into what the D.C. Quarantine Zone was originally designed for—and how it evolved into what we now call Eden.”

Emily stepped forward with a small disc in her hand, her enthusiasm undimmed. “Fun fact,” she added with a cheerful lilt, “the video you’re about to see was actually created by the government itself back when the quarantine zones were first established. Pretty cool, right?”

She moved toward the TV cart, and began setting up the video. The faint whir of the old DVD player filled the silence as she inserted the disc and grabbed the remote.

“Just a heads-up,” Emily said with a sheepish smile. “It’s a little dated, but it gets the point across.”

The screen flickered to life, displaying the intro screen showing the U.S. Department of Homeland Security logo with red WATCH FOR EYES ONLY text below.

"This video is classified for designated National Guard personnel assigned to the D.C. Quarantine Zone. Unauthorized viewing is a federal offense. Proceed only if authorized."

It cuts to a female narrator in service military uniform, standing before a map of D.C.

"Welcome, soldier. The D.C. Quarantine Zone is a critical containment area designed to preserve order, protect civilians, and maintain the continuity of governance during this unprecedented crisis. This briefing will provide an overview of the four safe-zones and your responsibilities within them."

Text overlay: "Alpha"

"Alpha is the nerve center of the quarantine zone, encompassing the White House, the Capitol Hill, as well as the Bolling Air Force Base as our main base of operations. It houses essential government figures, including the President, Cabinet members, and Congressional representatives from across the country. This zone ensures the continuity of government and critical decision-making operations. Access to Alpha Zone is highly restricted, with only pre-cleared personnel permitted entry. Your role here is to secure the perimeter, enforce strict access protocols, and assist with emergency response as directed."

Text overlay: "Bravo"

"Bravo is the largest safe zone, dedicated to housing uninfected civilians. It is the heart of our efforts to protect and sustain the general population even from the different states seeking refuge in D.C. Your responsibilities include patrolling residential areas, maintaining order, distributing supplies, and responding to emergencies. While Bravo Zone is under martial law, it is imperative to treat civilians with respect and humanity to maintain public trust."

Text overlay: "Charlie"

"Charlie is the medical epicenter of the D.C. Quarantine Zone. It includes three major medical centers tasked with treating the sick and managing those exposed to the H.E.L.L. pathogen. This zone operates under strict biohazard protocols. Soldiers assigned here must assist medical personnel, enforce quarantine measures, and ensure that infected individuals remain contained. Any breach in containment could endanger all zones, making vigilance in Charlie Zone paramount."

Text overlay: "Echo"

"Echo is an exclusive area reserved for individuals deemed critical to societal structure and recovery. This includes the country’s elites, corporate executives, high-ranking public service figures include, but are not limited to, health workers, state attorneys, federal judges, high-ranking police officials, fire chiefs, and elected officials such as governors and mayors. Members of Echo Zone may extend invitations to family members, friends, or acquaintances, provided they are listed in the official registry and present valid state-issued IDs upon entry. As a soldier, your duty is to enforce these entry requirements, manage the registry, and address any security concerns within the zone. While Echo Zone may appear to have privileges, its operation is vital for long-term recovery and maintaining essential networks."

It cuts to a wide map of D.C., highlighting the zones in distinct colors.

"Each zone serves a unique and essential purpose in maintaining order and safeguarding the future. Your vigilance, professionalism, and dedication ensure the success of this operation and the survival of our nation. Remember: the rules are in place to protect lives. Do not deviate from your orders."

The video cuts to the narrator looking directly at the camera.

"Thank you for your service and commitment. Together, we will preserve what remains and rebuild what was lost. Stay sharp. Stay disciplined. The nation depends on you."

Then, it now cuts to the still image with "For Official Use Only".

As the video ended with a burst of static, Emily quickly grabbed the remote and powered off the screen. She turned back to the group with a sheepish grin, clapping her hands together.

“Well, that was something, wasn’t it?” she said, clearly trying to lighten the mood. “A bit heavy on the government-speak, but, hey, it’s… modern with before-the-outbreak standards?”

Sera stepped forward again, her calm demeanor cutting through Emily’s cheerfulness. “Most of what you just saw no longer applies,” she said evenly. “The rules and structure from the initial quarantine zones dissolved after a month since the initial infection. What you need to know is much simpler.”

She paused, scanning the group before continuing. “You’re currently in what was once designated as the Echo Safe-Zone. Peter may have already mentioned this to you…” She trailed off a bit before continuing, “The purpose of the Echo Zone, as you saw, was originally to house individuals deemed ‘essential’ to the recovery effort. That classification doesn’t hold any… significance here anymore. Now, this place is what we call Eden—a sanctuary for everyone and are willing to contribute to building something better.”

Emily chimed in. “That’s actually my idea,” she said with a proud smile. “I mean, calling it the Echo Safe-Zone? So boring, right? I thought Eden sounded more... homely. Inviting.”

Sera allowed a brief smile to flicker across her lips before refocusing on the group. “The name may have changed, but the principles remain the same; Order, safety, and cooperation. It's not enough to survive here. To thrive, we have to maintain the structure of the old world—order, responsibility, and accountability. Outside these walls, it might feel like chaos has stripped society of its rules. But here, we hold onto them because they are the only thing keeping us from falling apart. That’s why the rules about weapons and conduct are so strict."

Charlie’s brow furrowed as she leaned forward slightly in her chair. “What exactly are we contributing to?” she asked, her voice sharp but measured. "Because from where I’m sitting, it sounds like you’re asking us to trade our freedom for your version of order.”

Sera met Charlie’s gaze without hesitation. “Fair question,” she replied. “In Eden, contribution means playing a role in the community. That can be anything from maintaining our agriculture, repairing infrastructure, teaching, or even guarding the walls. Everyone has a purpose here. It’s how we ensure that every person is fed, clothed, and protected. Without that collective effort, this place would collapse.”

“Sounds like a fancy way of saying manual labor,” Angel muttered from the back row, earning a quiet snort from Alastor.

Sera’s expression didn’t change. “If you consider survival in a world like this ‘manual labor,’ then yes. It’s hard work. But it’s also rewarding. It’s a life with stability, something I think we can all agree is in short supply out there.”

Charlie tilted her head, still skeptical. “And if someone doesn’t want to ‘contribute’? What happens to them?”

“It depends on the person,” Sera answers. “Elders, children, individuals with disabilities, or families with young children—these are people we prioritize keeping safe within the community. We don’t expect them to contribute in the same way as others, but they are still expected to abide by the rules.

“But if it’s a healthy adult—a capable individual who refuses to contribute in any way, refuses to engage, or outright defies the rules—then, unfortunately, they can’t stay here. Eden isn’t a place for freeloaders or people looking to exploit the hard work of others. That kind of attitude creates cracks in the foundation of everything we’ve built.”

Emily nodded. “That said, cases like that are incredibly rare,” she added with a warm smile. “Most people want to help. They want to belong, to have a purpose again. And we do everything we can to make sure everyone feels valued and supported. This isn’t about exploitation—it’s about giving people a reason to keep going, a chance to rebuild their lives.”

Sera gave a small, approving nod at Emily’s words before continuing. “That’s why our vetting process is so essential. Every survivor we bring in is evaluated—not just for their skills, but for their mindset and willingness to be part of a community. We’re not looking for perfection, but we do need people who understand what it means to work together. That’s the only way Eden survives.”

Charlie leaned back slightly in her chair, processing Sera’s words. She glanced at her group, noting their reactions. Angel, Husk and Cherri looked unimpressed, Pentious and Niffty were quite engaged as if they wanted to learn more, Alastor was unreadable as usual, and Vaggie was watching Sera with quiet intensity. Maggie stirred in Vaggie’s arms but quickly settled again, drawing Charlie’s gaze for a moment.

“I see,” Charlie said finally. “And how exactly does this vetting process work?”

Sera nodded, clearly expecting the question. “After this orientation, each of you will go through a one-on-one interview with me,” she explained. “That’s where we assess your mindset, values, and willingness to integrate into our community. We’ll discuss your experiences, skills, and what you can contribute to Eden. It’s also an opportunity for you to ask any questions or voice concerns.”

“And then?” Charlie pressed, her tone cautious.

“Following the interview,” Sera continued, “you’ll undergo a physical examination with our doctor to ensure you’re healthy enough to contribute. It’s not just about physical strength—there are many ways to help here—but we do need to know if there are any conditions or needs we should be aware of.”

Emily then chimed in. “Once the interviews and exams are done, I’ll be the one who notifies you whether you’ve been accepted into Eden or not!” She clasped her hands together, beaming. “Think of me as your friendly neighborhood welcome committee!”

Sera offered a faint smile at Emily’s interruption before refocusing on Charlie. “This process might seem rigid, but it’s necessary. We can’t afford to bring in anyone who might jeopardize the safety or stability of what we’ve built.”

The room fell silent for a moment as the weight of Sera’s words settled over the group. Charlie glanced at Vaggie, who gave her a small nod of encouragement.

Charlie exhaled slowly. “Alright. Let’s get this over with.”


Waiting had a way of seeping into Charlie’s nerves, not in the sharp, dramatic way of fear, but in a slow, restless buzz that made the minutes feel heavier than they were. Maggie cradled in her lap, the baby’s soft breathing grounding her in a way nothing else could. Vaggie was inside now, and it would soon be Charlie’s turn. Last, as usual. Not that it was a surprise—Charlie always seemed to be the one left holding the metaphorical (or literal) baby.

The rest of the group lingered in the auditorium, scattered across the rows of worn seats. Others lounged sideways in their chairs, eating one of the unopened granola bars Emily had handed out earlier. Pentious was a few rows back, hunched over while eating. Angel buzzed between them, chatting just enough to be distracting without being annoying.

The snacks were sealed, the bottles of water unopened, and there had been a collective sigh of relief when they realized they weren’t being poisoned—or, worse, drugged. Emily had disappeared shortly after the interviews began to go elsewhere or something, replaced by Peter, who stood by the door with his hands folded neatly in front of him.

Charlie had tried talking to him, mostly to pass the time. “Did you go through this, too?” she’d asked, shifting Maggie slightly to her other arm.

Peter smiled in his usual fashion and nodded. “Yep. It's the same process for everyone. As long as you’ve got nothing to hide, there’s nothing to worry about.”

It wasn’t exactly comforting. Everyone had something to hide, as Charlie and the others went through questionable shit that felt so out of place for Eden’s standards.

The interviews were strangely short—ten minutes at most—but maddeningly unique. Charlie had cornered Pentious after his and asked what the questions were like, hoping for some kind of roadmap. He’d answered enthusiastically, like he was dissecting a pop quiz, but when she’d asked Cherri and Niffty, their questions were so different they might as well have been interviewed by entirely different people.

The far door creaked open, and Vaggie stepped out. She spotted Charlie immediately and held out her arms for Maggie.

“It’s your turn,” Vaggie said simply.

Charlie stood, her legs tingling from sitting too long. She approached Vaggie, who shifted Maggie easily into her arms without needing to say anything more. Their hands brushed briefly—Vaggie’s firm and steady, Charlie’s faintly damp from gripping Maggie too tightly in her nerves.

“You’ll be fine,” Vaggie murmured, almost too soft to catch, her voice calm in that way that made Charlie believe it was true, even if she didn’t feel it.

Charlie nodded, her throat too dry to respond. She turned toward the open door and stepped through.

The room was smaller than she expected, more like a glorified closet than an official interview space. The lone light bulb hanging from a frayed cord above cast a harsh, uneven glow, leaving corners of the room steeped in shadow. A cheap plastic table sat in the center, its once-white surface scratched and stained, and two mismatched chairs faced each other across it.

In the far chair sat Sera, her expression unreadable as she flipped through a thick binder. She tore out a sheet of paper like someone who’d done this a thousand times before. On the table beside her rested a strange, compact machine, its keys arranged in a layout so foreign it took Charlie a moment to place it.

A stenotype machine. She remembered seeing one in an old courtroom drama back when watching TV was still a thing, though this one looked older, its keys slightly yellowed and edges worn from use. The compact keyboard had fewer keys than a typewriter, arranged in neat rows meant for shorthand—only vowels and combinations, designed for speed. Sera’s fingers brushed the machine briefly before moving back to the binder, as if to remind Charlie that every word and answer would be recorded.

“Take a seat,” Sera said without looking up, gesturing to the empty chair with a flick of her pen.

Charlie hesitated for a beat before pulling out the chair and sitting down. The plastic groaned faintly under her, and she folded her hands in her lap, trying not to fidget. The air in the room felt heavy, like it had been used up too many times already, and the faint buzz of the light overhead settled in her ears like a warning.

Sera set the binder down and finally looked up. She cleared her throat and spoke with a formal tone. “Before we proceed, I need you to vow to speak nothing but the truth during this interview. Do you agree?”

Charlie blinked, caught off guard by the sudden shift in tone. For a moment, she hesitated, but then she nodded. “I do.”

Sera’s fingers hovered over the stenotype keys, and she inclined her head slightly as if studying Charlie’s response for cracks. “Say it aloud, please.”

Charlie swallowed. “I vow to speak nothing but the truth,” she said, her voice steady despite the nervous flutter in her chest.

Satisfied, Sera gave a small nod and moved her hands swiftly, the keys clicking softly. “Good. Have you ever been to a courthouse before?”

The question made Charlie pause. “No,” she admitted, shaking her head.

“I thought as much,” Sera said with a faint, knowing smile. “But I did notice that three members of your group seem familiar with the environment.”

Charlie’s stomach tensed. Sera didn’t name names, but the implication was clear. She must’ve known about Alastor, Husk, and Niffty’s histories. It was a fact Charlie had come to terms with long ago, though it still made the back of her neck prickle when someone else brought it up. She said nothing, keeping her face neutral as Sera’s gaze lingered.

“This interview,” Sera continued, her tone slipping back into professionalism, “is going to be transcribed for evaluation purposes. Please place both of your hands on the table.”

Charlie hesitated again but complied, resting her hands flat on the table. Her left hand was steady, the fingers slightly calloused. Her right hand, however, incomplete as usual.

Sera’s eyes flicked to the hand for a split second, her fingers pausing over the stenotype keys. There’s a flicker of acknowledgement crossing her face before she looks back up. She didn’t comment, and Charlie was grateful for that small mercy.

“Let’s start with something simple,” Sera said, adjusting the paper in front of her. “Your full name and date of birth.”

Charlie inhaled, steadying herself. “Charlotte Magne Morningstar. June 6th, 1989.”

Sera’s hands moved quickly, the faint clicks of the stenotype filling the silence. “Thank you. And for the record, you prefer to go by Charlie?”

Charlie nodded. “Yes.”

Sera’s fingers danced over the keys again. “Noted.” Sera glanced up briefly. “What was your line of work before the outbreak?”

Charlie paused, her brow furrowing slightly as she sifted through the fragments of memories of herself that felt foreign now. It had been a long while since anyone had asked her that question. “I used to volunteer as a novice medic for NGOs,” she began. “Non-government organizations, social work, charities. That kind of thing. And… well, I had responsibilities with the Enterprise too.”

Sera’s hands moved fluidly across the keys, capturing every word. “The Morningstar Enterprise?” she asked.

Charlie nodded. “I… wasn’t exactly running the show like my dad, but I had my share of duties—fundraisers, outreach programs, some PR. But the volunteer work…” She paused, her gaze dropping briefly to the table. “It’s how I learned about first aid and medicine. I wasn’t a licensed doctor or anything, but I picked up more than a thing or two.”

Sera tapped a few keys on the stenotype, her gaze flicking up briefly. “That’s commendable. Medical knowledge is always valuable, especially now.” She paused. “What about after the social work? Did you pursue something else?”

Charlie hesitated again, this time for a different reason. She leaned back slightly, the plastic chair creaking faintly beneath her. “Yes, I… I re-opened a hotel.”

Sera arched a brow, intrigued. “A hotel?”

“It was… um, a luxury hotel I inherited from my mom, who also used to own in Manhattan. It was shut down for years after her death. I reopened it and made it something new as the owner.”

Sera’s hands paused over the stenotype keys, and she glanced up, her eyes thoughtful. “I’m sorry for your loss,” she said simply, her tone sincere.

“Thank you,” Charlie murmured, her gaze falling to the table.

“And that’s quite a leap.” Sera added, her voice more pointed now. “From social work and charity projects to owning and managing a luxury hotel. What made you decide to go that route?”

Charlie’s gaze softened as she searched for the right way to explain. “It was a massive leap,” she admitted. “But, at the time, I was in a dark place. Losing her… it felt like I was floating, unmoored, you know? I thought taking on something—something tangible—might help me.” She hesitated, fingers fidgeting against the edge of the table.

“And,” she continued, her voice quieter now, “there was also this… expectation. That one day I’d inherit dad’s company. I thought maybe running the hotel would give me a head start—show him I could handle responsibility, make my own decisions.” She shrugged, offering a faint, almost apologetic smile. “It wasn’t just about honoring her. It was about proving something to myself, too.”

Sera studied her for a long moment, her expression unreadable. Then she nodded, her hands moving briefly over the stenotype keys. “That makes sense,” she said, her tone even. “Thank you for sharing that with me. I know this isn’t easy.”

Charlie blinked, surprised by the sudden softness in Sera’s voice. She gave a small nod in response. “Yeah… thanks.”

Sera didn’t press further, instead leaning back slightly in her chair and folding her hands over the edge of the table. She exhaled, her expression softening just a fraction. “I hope you don’t think I’m prying too much. It’s just… we used to have the luxury of running proper background checks back when the internet was still functioning. That’s gone now, and we have to rely on people’s words and their stories to figure out who we’re dealing with.”

Charlie nodded slowly, her posture relaxing a bit. “I get it,” she said. “It’s not like you can just Google us anymore. I imagine you’re trying to be thorough.”

Sera gave a small, almost apologetic smile. “Exactly. It’s not personal, but we have to be careful. This community is built on trust, and every new face has to earn theirs.” She paused, her gaze briefly flicking down to the stenotype. “That said, I appreciate your openness. It helps.”

Charlie nodded again. Of course, she understood what it takes to be just as cautious.

However for Charlie, it is unsure why Sera bothered checking through people’s background before the damn outbreak. It’s like it matters anymore, right?

Sera inclined her head in acknowledgment before flipping to a new sheet of paper in her binder. Her tone shifted back to its professional edge as she continued. “Okay. The outbreak changed everything for all of us. Can you tell me what you’ve been doing over the past year?”

Charlie stared at the table as Sera’s question hung in the air, blinking with her mind starting to scramble for an answer. The room seemed to shrink around her, the walls pressing closer with every breath. The stale air felt thicker, heavier, as if it was trying to smother her.

What had she been doing over the past year?

Her thoughts swirled chaotically, pulling her into a slow, dizzying state. Echoes of voices—some familiar, some not—bounced inside her head. Screams tore through the silence. Gunshots rang out sharply, the sound reverberating in her skull. An explosion roared, the memory so vivid she swore she could feel the heat against her skin. Flesh being smashed, the sickening crunch of bone, and wet, squelching noises overwhelmed her senses.

Her gaze fell to her right hand, and her breath hitched. The healed stumps where her index and middle fingers had once been were gone, replaced by raw, bloody remains. It looked as though the mutilation had just happened, fresh and agonizing. Pain shot through her like a hot wire, phantom and yet so real it made her nails dig into the table to fight the urge to scream.

She tried to blink the nightmare away, but when she looked up, the horror deepened. Behind Sera, Adam stood by with his bloody face streaked with soot and ash, his nose and mouth blackened. On her other side stood Rosie, headless, her neck a gory stump, blood dripping steadily down her chest. The room began to crowd with nameless figures, their bodies riddled with bullet holes, skulls caved in, blood pooling at their feet. They pressed closer, filling the small space with their silent accusations.

Murderer. Murderer.

And then the sound of a baby crying cut through. Charlie’s head snapped to the side, and there was Claire, tears streaming down her face as she clutched her flat stomach. Her shirt was soaked with blood, and her womb gaped open, a raw, gory wound that made Charlie still vividly remember.

Charlie’s shoulders stiffened as cold, sticky hands gripped them from behind. She didn’t need to look to know whose they were. Her own voice—low and cold—whispered in her ear, “Why won’t you tell the truth? You vowed, didn’t you? Nothing but the truth.”

The voices grew louder, overlapping into a deafening roar. The cries, the screams, the whispers—“Murderer,” they hissed. “You’re a murderer.”

“I—” Charlie’s voice cracked as she tried to speak, her throat tight with panic. She squeezed her eyes shut, trying to drown out the noise, but it only louder. A maddening crescendo. She can feel the bloodied figures closed in, their lifeless eyes gazed through her.

“I’m sorry!” She choked out suddenly, her voice breaking as she snapped back into herself, barely aware of the sound of her chair scraping the floor. Her nails clawed at the fabric of her shirt, desperate to feel something solid, something real. “I just… I need a minute.”

Sera’s brow furrowed, concern flickering across her face. “Take your time,” she said gently.

Charlie focused on the sensation of the fabric beneath her fingertips, grounding herself in its texture. The texture was coarse, uneven, but it wasn’t enough to dispel the whispers. Her lips moved soundlessly at first, forming words that didn’t match the cold voice still echoing in her mind.

“A lot happened,” she finally managed to say aloud. “Since the outbreak.” Her hands trembled as she continued to grip her shirt. “There are… so many things. Horrible things. Things I can’t even begin to explain. Not just the zombies, but people. What people can do to each other…”

She trailed off, her gaze flickering to Sera’s face. “The people who’ve survived this long…” Her voice faltered, and she swallowed hard. “They’re dangerous. We’re dangerous.”

Her voice cracked, and for a moment, she couldn’t continue. The phantom grip on her shoulders tightened, and the echo of her voice broke through her thoughts again: “You’re dangerous.”

Charlie’s breath hitched, and she quickly corrected herself, her voice sharper now, almost desperate. “No—I mean… I’m…” Her voice was firm but hollow, as though she were confessing something she’d always known but never wanted to say aloud. “I’m dangerous.”

Sera’s gaze remained steady, her hands poised over the stenotype, but she didn’t type a word. “You’ve… been through a lot.”

Charlie nodded faintly, her lips pressed tightly together. “I’ve… I’ve killed people,” she said. Her eyes darted to her hands on the table, as though they might still be stained with blood. “I don’t even know how many. I’ve lost count.”

Sera’s expression didn’t change, but her hands moved slowly over the stenotype, recording every word.

“I tell myself it’s because I had to,” Charlie continued, her voice gaining a bitter edge. “Because it was the only way to keep everyone safe. My friends, my wife, my daughter…” She hesitated. “But how many times can you say that before it stops meaning anything? How many people can you kill before you realize you’re no better than the monsters you’re trying to protect them from?”

Her hands trembled as she clenched them into fists against the table. The room felt impossibly small, the air too thin. “I know the reason why I do what I do,” she paused. “I have to protect them. They’re my family, and I’d do anything to keep them alive.”

She looked up then, meeting Sera’s gaze. “But the truth is… I don’t know if that makes me a hero or a coward. If I’m brave for doing what’s necessary or just too scared to face the world any other way.”

Sera’s eyes softened, just a fraction, but she didn’t speak. The quiet clicks of the stenotype were the only sounds in the room, a steady rhythm that mirrored the pounding of Charlie’s heart.

“I keep telling myself I’m doing this for them,” Charlie went on, her voice quieter now, almost to herself. “That it’s worth it, no matter how much blood ends up on my hands. But sometimes… sometimes I wonder if I’m just lying to myself. If I’m just using them as an excuse to do things I never thought I’d be capable of.”

Her voice broke then, and she dropped her gaze back to the table. “I don’t know anymore,” she whispered. “I just don’t know.”

The silence that followed was deafening, stretching on for what felt like an eternity. Finally, Sera set down her pen and leaned forward slightly, her hands folded neatly on the table.

“Charlie,” she started. “You’ve been through more than most people can imagine. The choices you’ve had to make… no one can judge you for them, least of all me. But the fact that you’re questioning yourself, that you’re still searching for the right thing to do—that matters. It means you’re not one of the monsters.”

Charlie blinked. She wanted to believe them, but her guilt felt too heavy to lift.

Sera straightened, her tone softening just a bit. “This world… it changes us. It forces us to do things we never thought we’d have to do. But protecting the people you love? That’s not something to be ashamed of. I want you to remember something: whatever you’ve done, whatever you’ve been through, you’re still here. That says more about who you are than any of the mistakes you’ve made along the way.”

Charlie’s chest rose and fell steadily as she focused on her breathing, letting the slow rhythm pull her back to herself. Sera’s reassurance is oddly familiar. For a moment, it almost sounded like Vaggie’s. It was strange to hear something so similar from an older woman who, by all appearances, had probably been safe within Eden’s walls since the beginning of the outbreak.

You’d think someone like her would judge more harshly, Charlie thought. She’d expected condemnation or at least thinly veiled disgust, but Sera had only listened and was understanding. It was disarming, and Charlie wasn’t sure if that made her feel better or worse.

After a few more deep breaths, the tightness in her chest began to ease. Her trembling stilled, and her thoughts, though still heavy, settled into something that can make her think straight. She looked up at Sera, whose expression hadn’t wavered—still calm, still waiting.

“Thank you,” Charlie said softly, her voice steady now.

Sera gave a small nod, her hands moving over the stenotype’s keys again. “You’re welcome,” she replied simply, as if it were the easiest thing in the world to say.

The clicks of the machine filled the brief silence before Sera straightened, setting her pen down with a decisive motion. “That’s all for the interview,” she announced, her tone shifting back to its professional edge. “After this, you and your group will be escorted to the clinic for a physical examination.”

Charlie gave a small nod, her mind still catching up with the change in tone. She shifted slightly in her seat, the plastic creaking beneath her.

Sera glanced toward the door, her brows knitting slightly. “Is Emily still out there?”

“No,” Charlie replied, shaking her head. “She left since the interview started, and it was Peter standing by when I came in.”

Sera hummed thoughtfully, her gaze briefly distant before she refocused on Charlie. “Alright. When you leave, let Peter know to escort you and your group to the clinic.”

Charlie gave a small nod, already filing away the instruction in her mind. Sera picked up her pen again, scribbling something on the corner of her notepad. After a moment, she set the pen down and looked back up at Charlie.

“If you have any questions, now’s the time to ask,” she said, her tone softening slightly. “I’ll do my best to answer.”

Charlie hesitated. This was the first time since arriving in Eden that she’d had an opportunity to ask someone in authority anything substantial. One question had been nagging her ever since they’d arrived. She leaned forward slightly, her voice low.

“How is it that Eden is still standing when every other safe zones in D.C. has fallen? Alpha, Bravo, Charlie… all of them gone. But this place…” She gestured vaguely around her. “It’s like the outbreak barely touched it.”

Sera’s expression faltered for a moment, something unreadable flickering across her face. She sat back in her chair, her hands resting loosely on the table, and let out a slow breath.

“That’s… a fair question,” Sera admitted, her gaze dropping to the notepad in front of her. She tapped a finger on its edge, her thoughts clearly turning over. When she looked up again, there was a strange mix of resignation and caution in her expression.

“I’m not entirely sure myself,” she began. “But from what I’ve gathered from the survivors of the Alpha, Bravo, and Charlie zones… it seems to have been a combination of a security breach and negligence. That’s how the virus spread so quickly within those zones. Once it was inside, it was nearly impossible to contain.”

She paused, her brows knitting slightly. “Eden… we’ve been lucky. Or maybe it’s more than luck. It’s been a combination of quick thinking and strict protocols. It all started the day the National Guard stationed here left to help reinforce the other zones. That was… the beginning of the end for most of them.”

Charlie tilted her head, curiosity piqued. “What do you mean?”

Sera’s gaze darkened. “The soldiers left assuming Eden was secure enough to hold on its own. But that same day, the other zones started falling, one after another. The Alpha Zone was the first, overrun by infected. Word spread quickly—panic took hold everywhere. That’s when Lucifer stepped in… He took control, while others were still debating what to do, he ordered the gates to be covered—tarps, planks, anything that could block the infected’s line of sight. It wasn’t perfect, but it worked. It made Eden a less obvious target. And, thankfully, no one inside Eden had been compromised by the virus at that point. That was critical. Without any internal infections, we didn’t face the same chaos the other zones did when the virus spread within their walls.”

Charlie nodded slowly, her mind turning over the implications. “And the vetting process?”

“That was my idea,” Sera admitted, a hint of pride slipping into her voice. “As survivors began fleeing the other zones and making their way to Eden, it became clear that we couldn’t risk letting anyone in without being absolutely certain they weren’t infected. The process is strict for a reason—any slip could mean the end of Eden.”

She paused, her expression softening. “It hasn’t been easy. We’ve had to turn people away, and that… weighs on all of us. But the truth is, thinking ahead and taking action when it mattered made the difference. If we hadn’t done what we did when we did it, Eden would’ve fallen like the rest.”

Charlie sat in silence for a moment, taking in everything Sera had just said. It was a lot to process. The image of her antisocial father—stepping up and taking control felt surreal. She hadn’t expected to hear his name tied to something as vital as Eden’s survival. Yet, it made sense. His calculated nature, his ability to command… of course he’d find a way to keep this place standing while others fell.

And Sera—she was just as committed. It was clear from the way she spoke, the way her voice softened when she mentioned the people they’d had to turn away. Eden wasn’t just a safe zone to her; it was something more, a symbol of what humanity could cling to amidst the bullshit. Like everyone else here, she was doing her part to keep it running and safe.

Charlie let it settle in her chest. She didn’t agree with everything she’d seen or heard about Eden so far, but one thing was clear: these people believed in what they were doing. They were all in, for better or worse.

At least they weren't a bunch of cannibal freaks.

She considered saying more, maybe probing deeper into the cracks she’d already started to notice, but something held her back. Instead, she kept her thoughts to herself, her expression carefully neutral.

Finally, she nodded and straightened in her chair. “That’s all for now,” she said, her voice steady. “Thank you for answering my questions.”

Sera offered a small, polite smile. “Of course. If you think of anything else, don’t hesitate to ask.”

Charlie stood, her legs feeling heavier than they had before she sat down. The interview, with truths or half-truths Sera had shared, hung over her as she turned toward the door.

Peter and the others were waiting outside, just as Sera had instructed. Charlie glanced back one last time, meeting Sera’s calm, expectant gaze.

Charlie then shut the door behind her.


Peter was talking mid-sentence, gesturing animatedly toward a row of suburban houses that lined the street, their facades clean enough to look almost untouched by the apocalypse. “—these homes were part of a planned community before the outbreak,” he said, it seems he’s used to giving tours like this. “A lot of them still have functioning plumbing and electricity, thanks to the solar panels that were already installed when the QZ was first set up.”

Charlie shifted her gaze to the houses, each one spaced evenly apart with small yards and white picket fences, and felt a strange dissonance settle in her chest. They didn’t look anything like the crumbling ruins she’d used to—walls riddled with bullet holes, windows shattered, doors hanging loose on their hinges. No, these homes still had curtains. Real fucking curtains.

And then she remembered: this was D.C. Of course, the houses here would’ve been nicer, even in a post-apocalyptic world.

Still, she had underestimated just how massive Eden really was. Back at Baltimore, Peter had mentioned the population being fewer than a hundred. Fewer than a hundred. And yet, these streets alone could’ve housed hundreds, maybe even thousands, if they used every space creatively. The sheer scale of it was staggering.

Her eyes drifted down the road, taking in the trimmed hedges and swept sidewalks. Unlike the wild, overgrown streets she’d walked for months, Eden felt maintained—not perfectly, but close enough. There were cracks in the asphalt, tufts of grass pushing through the concrete, and vines creeping up some of the houses. But even the overgrowth felt controlled, as if someone had decided which parts were allowed to stay and which had to go.

It did feel… “homely,” she supposed, just as Emily had described. Maggie stirred slightly in her arms, cooing as her eyes followed the movements of a group of children chasing each other down the street. Even the damn baby seemed to recognize that this place was different.

Peter was still talking, his words fading into the background as Charlie’s attention shifted. She glanced at Vaggie walking beside her, who was watching Eden just as closely.

Charlie leaned in slightly, keeping her voice low. “What do you think?”

Vaggie didn’t look at her right away, her focus still on a pair of elderly couples pushing a cart up to their porch. Finally, she shrugged, her voice just as hushed. “I think they’ve managed to hold onto a lot for people who’ve never been outside these walls. More than I expected. But I don’t know if it’s a good thing or if it’s… unsettling.”

Well, even Vaggie noticed that the majority of the people here looked like they would shit their pants the moment they stepped outside Eden. “Unsettling how?” Charlie asked, bouncing Maggie slightly to keep her calm.

Vaggie’s lips pressed into a thin line. “Places like this… they’re either exactly what they seem or the opposite like Willowbend. Either way, we’ll have to keep our guard up until we know for sure.”

Charlie nodded slowly, her gaze sweeping over the street again. Vaggie then glanced at her. “Do you think they’d kick someone out for being too much of a risk? Like, not infected, but… just not fitting their idea of ‘safe’?”

Charlie hesitated, shifting Maggie slightly in her arms. The baby’s head rested against her shoulder now, but her eyes stayed wide, taking in the world around them. “I don’t know,” Charlie admitted quietly. “Sera didn’t exactly spell out the limits. Surrendering our weapons is one thing, but the vetting process itself sounds strict. I mean, it’s why this place looks like it does, right? They’ve kept out anything—or anyone—that could throw it off balance.”

Vaggie’s gaze lingered on a group of residents chatting with their contented smiles while tending to a somesort community vegetable garden. “It makes sense, I guess,” she murmured. “If they’re trying to keep this place running, they can’t afford to take every risk that comes their way. But still… it doesn’t sit right with me. What happens when someone who does belong here doesn’t meet their standards?”

Charlie glanced at her, catching the slight unease in Vaggie’s eye. “Meaning they’d turn away us?”

Vaggie’s jaw tightened. “We’ve seen what happens when people start drawing lines, honey. Out there, it’s survival of the fittest. But here? It’s survival of the most convenient. That’s dangerous in its own way.”

Charlie nodded slowly, her thoughts turning over. Eden was impressive, no doubt. But the more she looked around, the more it felt like an illusion. A community this clean, this organized—it didn’t just happen. It was built on choices, and those choices couldn’t have been easy.

Or, the Eden’s leaders would prefer to keep everyone sheltered as much as possible.

Which is… odd.

“Do you think we’ll be okay here?” Charlie asked quietly.

Vaggie looked at her, her expression softening just a fraction. “I think we’ll be okay as long as we play by their rules. But the moment we step out of line…” She didn’t finish the thought, but she didn’t have to. Charlie could see it in her eye—the same worry that had been gnawing at her since they arrived.

Charlie tightened her hold on Maggie, the baby’s small warmth grounding her. “We’ll figure it out,” she said, more to herself than to Vaggie.

Vaggie gave a small, almost imperceptible nod. “We always do.”

Their conversation fell into silence as Peter turned to address the group again. “The clinic’s just around the corner,” he said, pointing ahead to where the road curved. “You’ll see it in a second. It’s one of the bigger buildings here, so you can’t miss it.”

Charlie shifted Maggie’s weight in her arms, the baby fussing slightly as if she could sense the change in conversation. Before she could stop herself, Charlie blurted out, “So, uh… where’s dad?”

Peter hesitated, caught off guard by the abrupt question. His hand dropped from where he’d been gesturing, and he scratched the back of his neck awkwardly. “Uh, Lucifer’s… got errands,” he said, his voice faltering slightly. “Didn’t say what kind, of course. In his usual… cryptic way.”

Charlie narrowed her eyes, her lips pressing into a thin line. “Figures.”

Peter offered an apologetic smile. “Honestly, I thought—well, I thought knowing you were alive might’ve softened him up a bit, you know? But… nope. Still the same Lucifer.”

Charlie let out a sharp laugh, though there wasn’t much humor in it. “Yeah, that checks out. He’s a stubborn son of a bitch.”

Peter glanced at her, a mixture of sympathy and amusement on his face. “Well, you’re not wrong about that. But for what it’s worth, I think he’s… glad you’re here. Not that he’d ever say it outright, but…”

Charlie snorted. “Oh, he won’t. Trust me.”

Vaggie chuckled softly beside her, her gaze flicking between Charlie and Peter. “Sounds like he’s consistent, at least.”

“Consistently frustrating,” Charlie muttered, though there was a faint smile tugging at the corner of her mouth.

Peter relaxed slightly, his usual easygoing demeanor returning. “Well, stubborn or not, there it is. The clinic.”

Charlie looked up and squinted at the building in the distance. It wasn’t what she expected. The structure ahead was unmistakably a church, with its tall, arched windows and weathered brick exterior (but not as impressive as a cathedral). Attached to the church was a smaller, more modern wing that stretched down the side—a school, judging by the large rectangular windows and the layout.

As they approached, the yard came into clearer view. The grass was overgrown in patches but trimmed neatly enough to form a path leading to the entrance of the school wing. Peter led the group across the cracked walkway, Maggie cooing softly in Charlie’s arms as they moved closer.

The wooden door of the school’s entrance bore a sign that caught Charlie’s attention. It was old, its paint peeling in places, but she could still make out the faint lettering beneath the newer markings. “Annunciation Catholic School,” it read in faded serif font, followed by a tagline: “A Global and Faith-Based Community: PreK 3 - 8th Grade.”

Above that, however, someone had affixed a newer sign in bold block letters: EDEN CLINIC.

“This used to be the school attached to the church,” Peter explained as they walked up to the entrance. “When Eden was established, they repurposed the building. It’s got everything we need—classrooms make great patient rooms, and the cafeteria was converted into a lab. To be honest, I think it was first set up since the beginning just on how complete the facilities are.”

Charlie’s eyes lingered on the door, where a small wooden slider hung beside the sign. The words “Doctor is” were painted above it, and the slider itself could be moved between “In” and “Out.” It currently reads In in neat red letters.

Vaggie stepped closer to Charlie, her gaze flicking between the door and the building’s windows. “They really did make use of everything,” she murmured.

Peter smiled faintly, pushing the door open. “Come on in.”

Charlie glanced back at Vaggie, who gave a small shrug, then followed Peter through the doorway and into the clinic. The air inside was cooler, carrying the faint scents of disinfectant and worn wood, a strange but oddly comforting combination. The hum of faint voices echoed down the hall, mingling with the occasional creak of footsteps on the tiled floor.

Charlie’s eyes adjusted to the dimly lit interior as she stepped through the doorway. The clinic didn’t look much like the classrooms it used to be. Peter hadn’t been exaggerating about the repurposing—this place resembled an actual hospital. The walls were freshly painted in a sterile off-white, and most of the classroom furniture had been replaced with medical equipment. Beds lined the walls of a few visible rooms, each with neatly arranged supplies on nearby carts.

Yet, despite the effort to make it functional, it felt strangely empty. The faint hum of fluorescent lights echoed through the quiet halls, and the occasional creak of the old floor tiles under her boots only emphasized the stillness.

Ahead, a door at the end of the hallway stood partially open, spilling warm yellow light into the otherwise dim corridor. Peter led the way, his confident stride breaking the eerie quiet as he called out, “Hey Doc! We got some new arrivals for the exam!”

His voice bounced off the walls, and from the illuminated room, there was the sound of something being set down with deliberate care.

A moment later, a short pale-skinned figure stepped into view. He looked to be in his mid-twenties, with neatly combed black hair, round glasses, and a face mask covering the lower half of his face. He wore a crisp button-up shirt with rolled-up sleeves and dark slacks—a business-casual outfit that felt oddly formal compared to the normal garb of most people in Eden. In one hand, he held what appeared to be three small paper bags, which he deposited into a row of tiny lockers along the wall.

The doctor barely glanced in their direction before muttering, “Peter, I’ve told you a thousand times—stop yelling down the hallway like it’s a damn bazaar.” His tone was calm but irritated, like someone who’d repeated the same complaint too many times.

Charlie exchanged a quick look with Vaggie, who raised an eyebrow but said nothing. The doctor didn’t seem particularly thrilled to see them, though he didn’t seem hostile either.

Peter grinned, entirely unaffected. “I wouldn’t have to yell if you actually came out when I called the first time, Doc.”

The man sighed heavily, locking one of the small compartments and finally turning his full attention to the group. His green eyes swept over them briefly, lingering for a second on Maggie in Charlie’s arms before he adjusted his glasses and shifted his gaze back to Peter.

“You’re impossible,” the doctor said flatly.

Peter clapped a hand on the man’s shoulder, ignoring the exasperated look it earned him. “C’mon, don’t be like that. These folks need their physicals, and you’re the best we’ve got.”

The doctor huffed. “Fine. And Peter,” He then waved a hand toward the closed locker he had just locked. “Before you go strolling off again, please remind your brother to come pick up his month’s prescription. I’m not a babysitter, and I’m tired of having to chase grown adults to manage their own meds.”

Peter blinked, momentarily caught off guard. “Andrew? Oh, yeah, I can just bring it to him—”

“No,” the doctor interrupted, adjusting his glasses with a pointed look. “He has to sign the list himself.” He tapped the edge of the locker for emphasis. “How many times do I have to tell you that patients themselves have to come here to get their damn meds.”

Peter raised his hands. “Alright, alright, I’ll tell him. Geez, you’re worse than my old math teacher.”

The doctor didn’t dignify that with a response, instead turning his attention to Charlie and her group. “Follow me,” he said curtly, gesturing for them to continue down the hall.

Peter gave Charlie a quick, reassuring smile. “Catch you later. Don’t let him scare you too much.” With a lazy wave, he turned and headed back the way they had come, leaving the group to follow the doctor in silence.

As they walked, the doctor glanced over his shoulder, his eyes darting briefly to Charlie before focusing ahead again. “You’re Lucifer’s daughter, right?” he asked casually.

Charlie got caught off guard. “Uh, yeah. I am.”

The doctor nodded once, as if confirming something he already knew. “Thought so. You look just like him.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “That’s not exactly a compliment.”

“Didn’t say it was. Just an observation.”

They arrived at a small classroom, its door slightly ajar. The doctor pushed it open and stepped inside, revealing the space. It was sparsely furnished as an ordinary classroom. A blackboard stretched across the front wall, dusty but intact. In front of it sat an old TV on a metal cart like back at the cathedral. It was unplugged, its long cord coiled on the floor beside it.

Charlie’s eyes swept over the room, noting the mismatched chairs arranged in a loose semicircle. By the teacher’s desk, an unlabeled cardboard box sat slightly askew, its flaps folded loosely over the top.

The doctor motioned for the group to take seats. “Have a seat,” he said briskly, moving toward the TV.

As they settled into the chairs, Charlie adjusted Maggie in her arms, the baby squirming slightly but otherwise content. Vaggie sat beside her, her gaze flicking between the doctor and the room.

The doctor wasted no time. He bent down, plugged the TV into a nearby outlet, and straightened up, brushing imaginary dust from his hands. Turning to face them, he stood in front of the screen.

“I’m Dr. Baxter Bell,” he began with his flat voice. “You can call me Dr. Bell, Doctor, or simply Baxter. I don’t particularly care, as long as you don’t call me ‘Doc.’”

Charlie exchanged a quick glance with Vaggie, who raised an amused eyebrow but said nothing.

“Before the outbreak ruined everything, I was a licensed pharmacist. Now, I’m Eden’s doctor and pharmacist, as you’ve probably guessed.” Baxter gestured vaguely toward the hallway behind them. “I manage this community’s medicine, oversee distribution, and even create certain medications thanks to the clinic’s lab facilities.”

He folded his arms, his gaze sweeping over the group. “This orientation is mandatory for all newcomers. It was initiated by Emily and…” He paused, his eyes scanning the group. “You’ve encountered the infected before, right?”

Charlie glanced at Vaggie, then at Angel, who raised an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed by the question. Finally, she nodded slowly. “Yeah… we have.”

Baxter gave a curt nod. “Of course you have. Who hasn’t at this point?” He exhaled, then continued. “Let me ask you this: what do you know about the virus? About them?”

Angel leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms. “The zombies are fucking brain-dead and wanna kill us. What more do we need to know?”

Baxter tilted his head slightly, his eyes squinted that almost resembled amusement. “Fair enough. That’s the baseline knowledge, I suppose. Zombies—or the infected, if you prefer—are inhuman cannibals driven by a parasitic virus that hijacks their nervous system. And yes, it’s common knowledge that if you get bitten by one, you’ll turn into one of them.”

He paused, adjusting his glasses again. “But what most people don’t know—is what researchers are telling us more about the virus. Fortunately for you, I happen to have something that every living person deserves to see.”

Baxter stepped to the side, crouching slightly to switch on the TV and the DVD player below it. The screen flickered to life, displaying a blank blue background as the player whirred softly.

He straightened, gesturing toward the TV. “This video was created in the early days of the outbreak. It’s… outdated, of course, but the information remains vital. You might learn something.”

Charlie and the rest of the group exchanged wary glances, Maggie cooing softly as if sensing the tension in the room. Finally, the screen transitioned to black before the screen showed the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services logo with red WATCH FOR EYES ONLY text below.

"This video is classified for the eyes of designated health workers in the D.C. Quarantine Zone. Unauthorized viewing is a federal offense. Proceed only if authorized."

It cuts to a male narrator in a lab coat, standing in front of medical equipment.

"Welcome, and thank you for viewing the important instructional video on behalf of the Department of Health and Human Services. As a health worker, you are on the front line of safeguarding the citizens in this quarantine zone. The protocols outlined here are critical for maintaining public safety and your own survival."

Text overlay with "Section 1: H.E.L.L. Pathogen Overview"

"The Hematophagic Encephalitic Lytic Lentivirus, or H.E.L.L., is an aggressive pathogen that spreads through direct fluid exchange. That includes but not limited to; saliva, mucus, urine, and exposure to contaminated blood. While transmission via airborne particles remains unconfirmed, strict adherence to protective equipment protocols is mandatory."

It cuts to a diagram of the human body.

"Initial symptoms appear within two to four hours of exposure and include high fever, fatigue, and respiratory issues. Full necrotic transformation typically occurs within 12 hours alongside the symptoms of aggressive behavior, disorientation and skin turned yellow-grayish."

Text overlay: "Section 2: Handling Infected Individuals"

"If treating an infected individual, assume all fluids are contaminated. Use Level 4 biohazard suits when direct contact is unavoidable. Immediate isolation is required for anyone displaying symptoms."

It cuts to footage of a treatment ward with workers handling patients in full gear.

"Remember: compassion must never override protocol. Any breach in safety measures jeopardizes not just your life but the lives of everyone in the quarantine zone."

Text overlay: "Section 3: Emergency Evacuation and Triage"

"In the event of a containment breach, prioritize evacuation of uninfected individuals. Triage decisions must adhere to the CDC's H.E.L.L. guidelines, placing emphasis on civilians with the best odds of recovery."

It cuts to a worker sealing a quarantine chamber.

"Severe cases must be terminated humanely to prevent further spread. Use the provided sedation kits before administering a lethal dose."

Text overlay: "Section 4: Mental Health and Support"

"Your role is critical but physically and emotionally taxing. Psychological support services are available and strongly encouraged. Do not hesitate to seek help if you experience symptoms of trauma or burnout."

The video cuts to the narrator looking directly at the camera.

"Thank you for your courage, dedication, and sacrifice. Together, we can contain the spread of H.E.L.L. and protect this country. Stay vigilant. Stay safe. The future depends on you."

Then, it now cuts to the still image with "For Official Use Only".

As the video ended with a burst of static, Baxter calmly switched off the TV. For a moment, the room was silent except for the faint hum of the fluorescent lights. He stood with his arms crossed, his gaze sweeping over the group.

“I know,” he began, “it might seem redundant to explain how the virus works a year after it basically brought the world to its knees. But here’s the thing—you need to understand why it works the way it does. If you know that, you’ll have a better chance of avoiding infection. Or, at the very least, you won’t be as surprised when it happens.”

He walked over to the teacher’s desk, where the unlabeled cardboard box sat slightly askew. He flipped the flaps open and reached inside.

“The H.E.L.L. virus didn’t just come out of nowhere,” he continued. “It started small, like most pandemics. Early last year, reports began circulating out of Europe—mostly Spain and neighboring countries. The virus behaved like a typical flu strain at first. Think H1N1, SARS, or any of those other nasty little bugs we’ve seen before. Problematic, sure, but manageable.”

Baxter pulled out a single glass vial from the box, holding it up for the group to see. The liquid inside was clear, with a faint blue tint, and the label on the side bore faded Spanish text.

“Back then, the symptoms were rough—high fever, fatigue, respiratory issues—but it wasn’t the lethal nightmare we know today. European health agencies got to work, and within a few months, Spain finished developing this.” He held up the vial higher, turning it so the light caught the liquid. “The vaccine for H.E.L.L. Or, at least, what it was at the time.”

Charlie leaned forward slightly, her eyes narrowing as she studied the vial. “You’re saying they had a vaccine?”

Baxter nodded. “They did. And for a while, it worked. The virus was under control in Spain, with infection rates dropping rapidly. But…” His expression darkened, his voice dropping to a grim tone. “It mutated.”

He set the vial carefully on the desk. “When the virus mutated, it became something else entirely. Something far more aggressive, more contagious, and far deadlier. It wasn’t just targeting the lungs anymore—it went straight for the nervous system. And that’s when the reanimation started.

“By the time the mutation took hold, it was too late. The vaccine—the one that had been so promising—was rendered completely useless. Spain fell into chaos, and the virus spread across Europe like wildfire. The rest of the world didn’t even have time to react before it was knocking on their doors.”

He glanced at the group. “And here in the States? The news outlets didn’t even bother covering it until the first cases showed up here, three months later. By then, it was already too late to stop it.”

Cherri frowned, her brows knitting together as she gestured toward the vial on the desk. “Wait, you’re saying there’s been a cure this whole time? And no one bothered to—”

“Stop right there,” Baxter interrupted. “Vaccines and cures are two completely different things. A vaccine is preventative—it helps your body build immunity to a virus before you’re exposed to it. A cure? That’s what you use when you’ve already got the virus, to stop it in its tracks. The problem with H.E.L.L. is that a cure, in the traditional sense, is damn near impossible.”

“Why?”

“Because it doesn’t just attack one part of your body,” Baxter replied. “It goes straight for the nervous system. You know how diseases like ALS or meningitis work? Once they hit the brain or spinal cord, it’s game over for most treatments. Even before the world went to hell, medical science didn’t have cures for diseases like that. And H.E.L.L.? It’s worse. The mutation doesn’t just damage—it rewires. It’s like the person’s body is reprogrammed.”

The room fell silent, save for the faint sound of Maggie fussing in Charlie’s arms. Cherri shook her head, her lips pressed into a tight line. “So, there’s nothing we can do?”

Baxter sighed, his gaze falling to the vial again. “I didn’t say that. All hope isn’t lost.” He straightened, his voice carrying a subtle note of conviction. “Since the first month of the outbreak, there’s actually been progress—a lot more than people realize. The CDC in Atlanta was one of the last places to go dark, and for a good reason. They’d been working on a cure for H.E.L.L. since the beginning.”

“A cure?” Charlie’s eyes widened.

Baxter nodded. “My mom was one of the lead virologists there. She worked on the original vaccine back in Spain, and when things went sideways, she was called to Atlanta to lead the effort. She believed, and still believes, that it’s possible to find a way to reverse the damage, at least in the early stages of infection.”

“Your… mom’s at the CDC?” Pentious asked in surprise, hopeful even.

“She was,” Baxter replied quietly. “When the outbreak hit the States, she made arrangements for me to be vouched into the Echo Safezone. The D.C. Quarantine Zone was supposed to be one of the last strongholds—her words, not mine—and she wanted me safe while she went back to Atlanta to continue her work. She told me there was still hope, that if anyone could find a cure, it’d be her team. But…” He hesitated, his expression hardening. “It’s been eleven months since I last heard her voice on the radio. And Atlanta? It’s also one of the worst hotspots during the early days. The infection tore through that city like nothing I’ve ever seen.”

Charlie shifted, holding Maggie closer. “Do you… think she’s still alive?”

Baxter didn’t answer right away. His jaw tightened, and he rubbed the back of his neck. “I want to believe she is. If anyone could survive in a place like that, it’d be her.”

“Have you ever thought about leaving? Going to Atlanta to find her?”

“Of course I’ve thought about it… in the early days, when the walls here still felt more like a cage than a safe zone, I wanted to run. I wanted to pack up and head south, to find her…” He shook his head. “Look, I know how it sounds, but my mom didn’t risk everything to get me here just for me to throw it away. I’m valuable here—in Eden. People rely on me. Out there?” He gestured vaguely toward the window. “Out there, the world is gone. It’s chaos, it’s death, and it’s not worth leaving the safety she fought to give me.”

He paused. “She put me here for a reason. And the least I can do is honor that. Even if it means I never see her again.”

The silence in the room hung heavy, but after a moment, he cleared his throat and glanced away, running a hand through his hair.

“Apologies,” he said, his voice softer now. “I didn’t mean to get… personal. It’s not relevant to why you’re here.”

Charlie opened her mouth to protest, but Baxter raised a hand, cutting her off gently. “It’s fine. Let’s get back to the matter at hand—the virus. You need to understand just how insidious it is and why the mutation is such a game-changer for the worse.”

He crossed his arms, leaning back against the desk. “Most people think the bite is the only way to get infected. And yes, bites are the most common vector. But the H.E.L.L. virus isn’t that simple. As explained from the video, it spreads through fluids. If you have so much as a paper cut, and any of that gets in? You’re as good as bitten. And let’s not even talk about what happens if it gets in your eyes or mouth.”

He straightened, pacing slowly in front of the group as he continued. “There was a case here in Eden, early on. One of our residents—a guy named Marcus—went on a supply run. He was careful, experienced. Knew how to handle himself out there. When he came back, though, he started showing symptoms; fever, yellow-gray skin, difficulty breathing—the works. At first, we thought he might’ve been bitten, but there wasn’t a single mark on him. No scratches, no cuts—nothing. We were baffled. Then, as we questioned him, he mentioned something he’d dismissed at the time. While scavenging, an infected had pinned him down. He managed to fight it off, but not before it… vomited all over his face.”

A collective murmur of disgust rippled through the group.

“Yes, it’s as awful as it sounds,” Baxter said, his tone dry. “But that was all it took. The infected fluids got into his eyes and his mouth. Within hours, he was displaying full-blown symptoms. By the time we realized what had happened, it was too late to isolate him. He turned, and we lost two more people before we managed to put him down.

“So any time you go outside, you risk exposure, even if you’re not bitten. It’s not just the infected you have to worry about—it’s the blood, the saliva, the sweat, everything. This virus doesn’t play fair, and neither should you.”

Baxter stopped pacing and turned to face the group fully. “Now, I know you’ve probably heard it before, but let me stress something crucial: hygiene is important. Every time you go outside, every time you come into contact with anything even remotely contaminated, you’re bringing that risk back here."

He gestured toward their clothes. "It’s for the best that you change and wash your clothes whenever you have the chance. Eden has strict decontamination protocols for anyone coming back from the outside. Showers, clean clothes, and sanitation measures are non-negotiable."

Charlie frowned slightly. "We didn’t have to do that when we came in."

"Not yet," Baxter replied, holding up a hand. "Since you’re new and finished the interview with Sera, you’re about to undergo a mandatory physical exam. That’s why I’m sticking to my face mask and gloves for now. After your exam, you’ll all be required to shower and change into clean clothes provided by the community."

Angel leaned back in his chair with a skeptical look. "All this fuss, and for what? It’s not like we’re dripping in zombie juice or anything."

Baxter raised an eyebrow but didn’t rise to the bait. "It’s not just about visible contamination. You don’t know what microscopic traces you’re carrying. And I’m not taking chances—not with the people I’m responsible for."

He turned to the desk. "That brings me to the next part of your orientation. After the exam, each and every one of you, including the baby, will receive this." He held up the vial of vaccine again.

Husk furrowed his brow. "Wait a damn second. Didn’t you just say that vaccine doesn’t do jackshit against the mutation? What’s the point of taking it, then?"

Baxter’s expression didn’t waver. "Good question. Let me clarify: the vaccine doesn’t stop the infection from spreading once it’s in your system. That part’s true. But it does serve as a countermeasure. It boosts your immune response to early-stage exposure. Think of it like putting up a stronger line of defense. It won’t stop the virus entirely, but it might buy you enough time to make it back here."

"That’s not exactly reassuring," Husk muttered.

"It’s not perfect," Baxter admitted, "but it’s better than nothing. And there’s another reason we’re administering it: we have a stockpile of unshipped vaccines in the lab. They were sent here from Spain before everything went to hell. If we don’t use them, they’ll expire in a few years. Letting them go to waste would be foolish."

Charlie adjusted Maggie in her arms, her expression tense. "And the baby? Is it safe for her?"

Baxter gave a small nod. "Yes, it’s safe for all ages. Infants were among the first groups vaccinated in Spain during the initial outbreak. Your baby might cry for a bit, but she’ll be fine."


Charlie didn’t expect Baxter, who seemed like the type to get annoyed over a paperclip being out of place, to have so much to say. Judging by the way he talked down to Peter during their first encounter, she had him pegged as someone who grunted more than he spoke, all business and no patience for small talk. Yet, here he was, giving what amounted to a TED Talk on the H.E.L.L. virus, the vaccine and alleged cure, and Eden’s protocols during their mini-orientation.

But then again, it was called an orientation for a reason.

Now, as she stood in the lab waiting for her physical exam to begin, Baxter had reverted to what she assumed was his default state. He hadn’t said much beyond a series of curt instructions since she and Maggie stepped in.

“Step on the scale,” Baxter said, not looking up from his clipboard.

Charlie stepped on the scale, holding Maggie close. The baby squirmed in her arms, but Baxter didn’t seem to notice—or care. He jotted something down.

“Cover your left eye. Read the lowest line you can in the chart.”

Charlie obeyed, squinting at the letters on the wall. They blurred slightly, but she got through them without embarrassing herself. Baxter’s pen scratched against the paper.

“Height.” He gestured toward the wall-mounted stadiometer without a glance.

She shifted Maggie to her hip, stood as straight as she could, and waited for him to slide the measuring bar down to her head (funnily enough, he had to use a stool). Again, more scribbling.

The whole thing felt like a montage in some medical drama: stand here, look there, breathe deeply, turn this way. Baxter never spoke more than necessary, his focus entirely on the paper in front of him—the same form Sera had used during the interview, Charlie noted. Whatever he was writing, his penmanship was neat but in a doctor's-handwriting way.

The lab was bigger than she’d expected, and surprisingly well-equipped given the state of the world. Shelves lined the walls, packed with labeled vials, glass jars, and various instruments that looked far too complicated for Charlie to guess their purpose. There's a faint chemical smell in the air, but not as unpleasant as the overwhelming bleach situation like back in Willowbend. She remembered Baxter saying he was a pharmacist, and this space certainly fit the bill.

It was clear Baxter spent most of his time here.

Though Baxter hadn’t said much since the orientation, Charlie felt the need to fill the silence. She shifted Maggie in her arms, the baby gurgling softly, and glanced at the doctor. “So… you weren’t kidding about this place having a lab.”

Baxter didn’t look up as he scribbled another note. “No, I wasn’t.”

“You do everything here? Medicine, vaccines, all of it?”

“Yes.”

“Seems like a lot for one person.”

“It is.”

His responses made her feel like she was prying, but curiosity got the better of her. “How’d you even get into this kind of work? Before, I mean.”

Baxter paused, setting down a clipboard to look at her. “Before the outbreak, I managed a chain pharmacy. The job was dull, but the skills… they’re useful now.”

“Bet it’s not dull anymore.”

“No,” he admitted. “It’s not.”

He returned to his notes, and for a moment, silence fell between them again, save for the faint hum of equipment. Charlie studied him.

Finally, she ventured, “Do you ever get tired of it? Being the one everyone relies on?”

Baxter didn’t look up, but his pen stilled for a brief moment. When he spoke, his voice was quieter. “Yes.”

He then walked to the desk, setting down his clipboard and picking up a fresh needle from a sterilized tray. His movements were almost mechanical, as if he’d done this a thousand times before—and he probably had. Without looking at her, he gestured toward a chair by the desk.

“Sit,” he said. “Put the baby in the chair.”

Charlie glanced over and saw the baby chair Baxter must have set up before they arrived. It looked clean and sturdy, though its presence was oddly out of place amidst the rows of vials and medical equipment. She placed Maggie in it, tightening the straps to keep her secure. Maggie gurgled in protest, but Charlie gave her a quick kiss on the forehead before taking her own seat.

“Left arm out,” Baxter instructed, already snapping on a pair of gloves.

Charlie rolled up her sleeve and rested her arm on the desk, palm up. Baxter grabbed a tourniquet and wrapped it around her upper arm, pulling it tight with a precise tug.

“This will pinch,” he said, already swabbing the inside of her elbow with an alcohol pad.

“Not my first time,” Charlie watched him work. “You don’t waste time, do you?”

“No point in dragging things out,” Baxter replied, glancing at her arm to find a vein.

As he inserted the needle, Charlie winced slightly but kept her gaze on him. “So, Baxter… you said you worked in a chain pharmacy before all this. Did you ever think you’d end up, you know, running a lab in a place like this?”

“No,” he said simply, attaching a vial to collect her blood. “But that’s true for most of us, isn’t it? No one plans for the end of the world.”

“Fair point,” Charlie said, glancing down at the dark red liquid filling the vial. “Still, you seem like you know what you’re doing. Were you always the ‘fix it’ type, or is that new?”

Baxter switched out the first vial for a second one. “I’ve always been good at solving problems. The stakes are just higher now.”

“You ever miss it? The way things were before?”

He hesitated for a fraction of a second, and she caught the flicker of something—regret, maybe?—in his eyes. “Sometimes. But missing it doesn’t change anything.”

Charlie tilted her head, studying him. “You don’t seem like the nostalgic type.”

“I’m not,” Baxter replied, finishing the second vial and removing the needle. He pressed a cotton ball to the puncture site and handed her a piece of tape to hold it in place. “Hold that there. Don’t bend your arm.”

She did as instructed but kept her gaze on him. “So, no happy memories of family vacations or college shenanigans?”

Baxter’s expression tightened slightly, and he turned away to label the blood samples. “Not particularly.”

Charlie considered pressing further but decided against it. Instead, she leaned back in her chair, holding the cotton ball in place. “You’re a hard guy to crack, Doctor.”

“Good,” he said, setting the vials into a small rack.

Charlie smirked, but before she could respond, Maggie let out a soft babble, drawing both their attention. Baxter glanced at the baby, his expression unreadable.

“You’re good with her,” Charlie said, surprising herself with the statement.

Baxter frowned slightly. “I’m not sure what you mean.”

“She hasn’t cried once since we got here. That’s saying something.”

“It’s just a matter of environment,” Baxter replied, already moving to dispose of the needle. “Babies pick up on stress. This space is controlled. Predictable.”

“Not sure she’s old enough to appreciate the vibes.”

Baxter nodded slightly, an almost imperceptible acknowledgment of Charlie’s joke, before turning back to the desk. He pulled out two fresh needles and a pair of vaccine vials. He inspected each vial briefly, then set them down.

“This is the vaccine,” he said, holding one vial up briefly before setting it down.

Charlie nodded, rolling up her left sleeve as he prepared the syringe. Baxter swabbed the area with an alcohol pad and prepared the first needle. As he worked, Charlie kept her eyes on him. “So… have any health workers from the other safe zones in D.C. ever made it back here? To Eden, I mean.”

Baxter’s movements didn’t falter, but his face shifted—just a slight tightening of the jaw. “There used to be two who came from the Charlie Safezone,” he said, sliding the needle into her arm. “But they were the same people who got attacked before the stricter health protocols. They didn’t make it.”

Charlie frowned and glanced at the vial as he injected the vaccine. “And that’s why it’s just you now?”

“Exactly,” he said shortly, he then withdrew the needle and pressed a cotton ball to the site. He gestured for her to hold it there.

“You ever thought about finding someone to assist you? It’s got to be a lot, running this whole clinic on your own and Eden’s big enough. There’s gotta be someone.”

Baxter gave her a skeptical look. “And who would that even be?”

Charlie hesitated for a moment, then raised her free hand slowly. “Well… I could volunteer. You know, if I pass the vetting process.”

For a moment, Baxter just stared at her. Then he gave a small, almost imperceptible nod, though whether it was in consideration or simply acknowledgment, she couldn’t tell. Instead, he grabbed a tape and pressed it onto her arm himself. He gave it a firm pat before tossing the used needle into a “biohazard” container.

“Next is the baby,” he said, moving to prepare the second dose.

Charlie turned to Maggie, who was watching the exchange with wide, curious eyes. “Alright, Maggie,” she said softly, unbuckling her from the baby chair and pulling her onto her lap. “This might sting, but it’s for your own good.”

Baxter approached with the vaccine-filled syringe in hand. “Keep her distracted,” he instructed.

Charlie nodded, bouncing Maggie gently on her knee and making silly faces. “Hey, Maggie! Look at Mommy. Who’s a good girl, huh? You are!”

Maggie giggled, her tiny hands reaching for Charlie’s face.

Taking advantage of the moment, Baxter quickly swabbed the baby’s thigh with alcohol and injected the vaccine in one motion. Maggie let out a sharp cry, her little face scrunching up in protest.

“There we go,” Baxter withdrew the needle and covered the site with a small adhesive bandage.

Charlie rocked Maggie gently, murmuring soothing words as the cries subsided into soft hiccups. She looked up at Baxter, who was already cleaning up the supplies. “That’s it, then?”

“For now,” Baxter said, turning to jot something down on his clipboard and setting it down on the counter. He peeled off his gloves with a snap and tossed them into the waste bin. Turning back to Charlie, he gestured toward the door. “Emily should be waiting in the lobby with the others. She’ll guide you and your group to her house for the final part of the vetting process.”

Charlie shifted Maggie in her arms, who had calmed down and was now sucking on her fingers contentedly. “What’s that involve?”

Baxter raised an eyebrow, crossing his arms. “It’s not my department, but from what I understand, it’s more personal—gauging trust, compatibility with the community. That sort of thing.”

Charlie nodded slowly. “And after that, we’ll know if we’re in or out?”

“That’s how it works,” Baxter replied. He picked up the tray of used instruments and moved to a nearby sink, his back to her as he began rinsing and organizing. “Assuming nothing unexpected happens, you’ll have an answer by today.”

“Great,” Charlie’s tone held a hint of sarcasm. She glanced around the lab one last time. “Thanks for, uh… all this. Guess we’ll see you around.”

Baxter didn’t turn from the sink but gave a curt nod. “I’m sure you will.”

Taking that as her cue, Charlie adjusted Maggie on her hip and headed for the door. Before stepping out, she glanced back at him. He was fully focused on rinsing.

“Hey, Baxter,” she called softly.

He paused, glancing over his shoulder.

“You’re doing good work here. You might not hear that enough, but… you are.”

For a brief moment, Baxter’s expression softened, just slightly, as if he wasn’t sure how to respond. Then he nodded once before turning back.

Charlie smiled faintly and stepped out into the hallway, heading toward the lobby where the others were waiting.


The house looked like the kind of place where someone used to spend their evenings sipping wine worth more than Vaggie’s family car. It had the bones of old money—a wraparound porch, pristine columns that hadn’t crumbled under the weight of time, and windows that had somehow survived whatever chaos had hit the world outside. But the details told a different story. The perfectly manicured lawn was now a patchwork of overgrown weeds, and the once-bright paint on the shutters had faded into a color that could only be described as “apocalypse beige.”

Charlie followed Emily up the cracked stone pathway, Maggie settled against her chest and the rest of her group trailing behind. The baby gurgled softly, her tiny hands clutching the strap of Charlie’s bag like it was the most fascinating thing she’d ever encountered.

“This used to belong to one of those D.C. elite types,” Emily said, glancing back at them. “Senator something-or-other. Never met him, but I’d bet he had a collection of bourbon he never drank and a car he only drove on Sundays.”

Charlie smirked. “And now it’s yours?”

Emily shrugged, pausing at the front door. “We’re just borrowing it. Nothing really belongs to anyone anymore, does it?”

She pushed open the door, and Charlie stepped inside, immediately struck by how… normal it all felt. The grand staircase in the entryway had a faint layer of dust, sure, but someone had clearly tried to keep it clean. The polished wood floors gleamed faintly in the afternoon light, and the faint scent of lavender hung in the air—not from actual lavender, Charlie suspected, but from whatever remnants of civilization’s cleaning supplies Emily had managed to scavenge.

The walls were conspicuously bare, faint outlines where family portraits had once hung the only clue of their absence. Charlie spotted the frames stacked neatly in a corner by the stairs, the glass faces turned inward.

Emily caught her looking. “Didn’t seem right, keeping their faces up. Feels weird, you know?”

Charlie nodded, her gaze lingering on the stack of frames. “Yeah. I get it.”

Emily turned, gesturing for the group to follow her upstairs. They passed through a sitting room that looked like it had been decorated by someone who’d never actually sat down before. The furniture was big and impressive, but it didn’t look comfortable. Someone had made an effort to clear the space, though—throw pillows were neatly stacked in one corner, and a few mismatched chairs had been pulled around a low coffee table that bore the unmistakable scars of a hard life: scratches, water rings, and one corner that looked like it had been chewed on.

“You live here alone?” Vaggie asked.

Emily shook her head. “Sera and I share this house. We’ve tried to keep it functional. It works, for now.”

Emily paused as they walked through the hallway, her gaze lingering on a patch of faintly peeling wallpaper. “This place… it reminds me of home. Back in Colorado,” she admitted, her voice quieter now. “Big house, small town. Sera was obsessed with keeping it spotless, but her husband always made it feel warm. This house has… echoes of that, I guess. Even if it’s not the same.”

Vaggie glanced at her. “And you still live here with Sera?”

Emily nodded, a faint smile tugging at her lips. “Yeah. Not surprising when it comes to family, right?”

They reached a spacious room at the end of the hallway, its doors wide open to reveal what looked like a converted lounge. The room was brighter than the rest of the house, thanks to large windows that let the fading sunlight spill in. Plush rugs covered most of the hardwood floor, and mismatched couches and armchairs were arranged in a loose circle. A few stacks of books and board games sat in one corner, and a small fireplace framed by a cracked marble mantel hinted at what this room might have been used for once.

“This is where we’ll sit for now,” Emily said, motioning for the group to settle in.

Charlie adjusted Maggie in her arms before claiming a spot on one of the couches beside Vaggie, while the others filled in the gaps.

Emily remained standing, her hands clasped in front of her. “Before we go any further, I wanted to let you know the results of the vetting process.”

That got everyone’s attention. A few glanced at one another, and Charlie felt her stomach knot slightly.

“You’re all in the clear,” Emily said with a small smile. “Starting tomorrow, you’re officially members of Eden.”

For a moment, there was silence. Then, a collective wave of relief rippled through the group. Vaggie let out a quiet, disbelieving laugh, while Alastor exhaled sharply and leaned back in his chair.

“Wait, that’s it?” Charlie said, her brows furrowing. “That… felt fast.”

“It was fast,” Emily admitted, leaning casually against the edge of a nearby table. “But we’ve streamlined the process. Sera, Lucifer, and I evaluate each person collaboratively, so nothing gets overlooked. And Dr. Bell’s blood tests confirmed everyone’s in good health.”

“Well, that’s a first,” Charlie muttered, thinking back to the countless hoops they’d had to jump through in other places.

Emily chuckled softly. “We don’t believe in dragging things out. It’s better for everyone this way—less stress, fewer doubts.” She straightened, her expression growing a touch more serious. “But there’s one more thing before we wrap up.”

From a drawer in a nearby desk, Emily pulled out a small video camera. The group watched her in quiet curiosity as she set it up and tested the settings.

Vaggie raised an eyebrow. “What’s that for?”

Emily glanced up, a slight smile on her face. “Think of it as a documentary. This doesn’t affect the results of the vetting process—you’re all already in—but I like to get to know everyone on a deeper level. It helps me understand who we’re bringing into Eden and what they’ve been through. It’s something we do with every newcomer.”

Charlie tilted her head. “You’ve recorded everyone who’s joined Eden?”

“Every single one,” Emily confirmed. “It’s personal, but it’s also part of our history. These interviews let us preserve a bit of who people are, where they’ve come from, and what they’ve survived. The apocalypse may have taken a lot, but stories? Those we can keep.”

She finished setting up the camera and turned back to the group. “I’ll talk to each of you one-on-one in the other room. It won’t take long. Just answer honestly. No pressure.”

Maggie gurgled softly in Charlie’s lap, and Charlie ran a hand over her back, processing the idea. A personal interview in a post-apocalyptic community wasn’t exactly standard procedure, but then again, nothing about Eden was standard.

At this point, she’ll just get along with it.

“Okay,” Charlie said, leaning back slightly. “I’m game.”

Emily smiled, clasping her hands together. “Perfect. Who’s first?”

Notes:

idk if i should apologize for a shit ton of dialogue + exposition, but i hope these were enough to show what Eden is like.

"why is there a need to know more abt the stinky zombie virus 36 chapters later lol"
take it as a subtext that the virus is more deadly than charlie and the group initially thought (with the bite is the only transmitting factor but nope). idk, i thought it makes sense that Eden would take the virus (especially Baxter) seriously especially after their neighboring safezones collapsed.
plus, looking back at chapter "Before Life Falls (pt. 2)", we actually see one of the infected vomited all over the business dudes face and charlie didnt thought abt it :v

also, each person's interview would be shown by the next chapter, along with charlie and luci will have their bonding time since the vetting process is donezo yay.

Chapter 38: Canvas

Summary:

“Woe to you the day it is said that you are finished! To finish a work? To finish a picture? What nonsense! To finish it means to be through with it, to kill it, to rid it of its soul – to give it its final blow; the most unfortunate one for the painter as well as for the picture.”

Notes:

continuation from "Orientation", and the quote in the summary is from Pablo Picasso.

its gonna be a slow-paced and really lengthy chapter that focuses on the morningstar family so...

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“What’s been like? Well, I think we can all agree it’s been hell in the past year. Like, literally. Zombies, bad people, scavenging just to get by—it’s not exactly the life any of us signed up for. Survival alone is a full-time job, and there’s no clocking out. But… I’ll say this: I’m grateful. Grateful for the group I’ve found myself in. We’re not perfect, not by a long shot, but they’re amazing people—tough as nails and no-nonsense regarding survival. Especially Charlie.

“Charlie… I don’t know how I’ll ever repay her. She’s the one who had the guts to tell me what really happened to my wife and son… They didn’t make it. First day of the outbreak, they were gone. Charlie didn’t sugarcoat it, and as much as it hurt—still hurts—I needed to know. She didn’t owe me that truth, but she gave it anyway.

“I won’t lie… Charlie’s been… different. She’s not the same person she was when I first met her in New York. Back in Philadelphia, there was this… incident. Whatever happened there… it changed something in her. Like someone poured gasoline on a fire. At first, it burned brighter? She was focused, determined. But… it burned through all the wood too, left just embers. She’s still fighting, still leading, but there’s something—something’s missing.

“I hope… I hope reuniting with her father will help. I really do. I’m happy for her—she deserves some piece of her old life back. Maybe it’ll bring back some of the Charlie I used to know, though I know she’ll never be the same. None of us will, really.

“But, you know… I do think we can recover from all the bullshit we’ve been through. I hope we can. Not just Charlie, but all of us. Maybe even start over… I dunno. Maybe settle down somewhere… with someone… Yes, well, maybe… if she’ll have me.”


The balcony jutted out from the second floor of the house, its wooden banister polished to a shine that felt foreign against Charlie’s palms. She leaned over it anyway, her weight pressing into the railing as she stared down at the overgrown lawn. Behind her, Emily stood with her arms crossed, her posture upright but relaxed.

“I just wanted to say,” Emily began, breaking the stillness, “I’m sorry if I came on a little strong earlier. Meeting Charlotte Morningstar herself was… well, it was a bit surreal.”

Charlie didn’t move, but the memory resurfaced immediately. Emily in the clinic lobby, practically buzzing with excitement as she extended her hand with a grin so wide it looked like it hurt. Charlie had accepted the handshake, of course, but she’d also caught the way Vaggie had stiffened beside her, her expression unreadable. Confused? Jealous? Or just plain uncomfortable that anyone else would willingly shake hands with her wife so excitedly?

“It’s no problem,” Charlie replied, finally straightening up and turning to face Emily. “And, please, just call me Charlie.”

“Right. Sorry.” There was a beat of silence before Emily added, “I have to admit, though, I didn’t expect Lucifer’s daughter to be… well, as understanding as you are.”

“That’s… putting it lightly.”

Emily tilted her head, studying Charlie for a moment before speaking again. “Sera and I weren’t sure what to expect when we heard Peter about your group. But after the interview and exam with Dr. Bell, I feel… relieved.”

Charlie nodded, letting the words settle. “It seems like you guys got a good handle on things here. How did Sera end up stepping into leadership alongside my dad… and you?”

Emily’s gaze shifted out toward the horizon of the town, her expression softening. “It’s mostly experience,” she said. “Stuff we did before the outbreak gave us the advantage to manage this.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “Experience? Like what?”

Emily shrugged. “I’m a lawyer, and Sera was a state attorney back in Colorado. Not exactly apocalypse training, but it taught us how to handle people, systems, and, well, pressure.”

That brought Charlie up short. “Sera was a state attorney?” she asked, the words coming out more shocked than she intended.

Emily’s smile growing faintly amused. “Yep. A good one, too. It’s why the interviews probably felt more like court hearings than casual chats.”

Charlie blinked, recalling Sera’s professional tone, her sharp gaze, and the almost mechanical rhythm of her fingers on the stenotype. It all made sense now, but that didn’t make it any less surprising.

“That’s… not what I expected,” Charlie admitted, running a hand through her hair.

Emily chuckled. “She gets that a lot.”

“And you?” Charlie asked. “What kind of lawyer were you?”

“Civil law,” Emily replied easily. “Contracts, disputes, that sort of thing. Not as flashy as criminal law, but it kept me busy.”

Charlie hummed thoughtfully, her fingers brushing the smooth wood of the banister. “Have you…” she hesitated, choosing her words carefully. “Have you ever had to face the bullshit of the outbreak directly? I mean, outside the walls?”

Emily didn’t answer right away. Her gaze remained fixed on the horizon, her expression unreadable as the question hung in the air between them. For a moment, Charlie thought she might not answer at all.

Then Emily exhaled heavily. “Yeah,” she said softly. “I have.”

Charlie stayed quiet.

“It was before we made it to D.C.,” Emily began. “We were supposed to leave by helicopter—me, Sera, her husband, and her two teenage kids. We thought we had everything planned. We were ready to go, bags packed, helicopter waiting.” She paused, her fingers tightening around her crossed arms. “But then… they came. The infected broke through the gates of our neighborhood… It was chaos. Sera’s husband tried to hold them off, give us time to get to the chopper. The kids—” Her voice broke for a moment before she took a breath. “The kids didn’t make it. They were right there, but…”

Emily shook her head, swallowing hard. “I had to drag Sera into the helicopter. She was screaming for them, for her husband, but there was no time and no chance. If we hadn’t left when we did…”

She trailed off.

Charlie felt a lump rise in her throat, but she forced herself to speak. “I’m… I’m sorry, Emily. I can’t imagine how hard that must’ve been.”

Emily gave a small, bitter laugh. “Hard doesn’t even begin to cover it. Sera lost everything that day. Her family, her home… the life she’d built before all of this.”

For a moment, neither of them spoke. The silence was filled with the distant hum of cicadas and the faint rustle of wind through the trees.

“Why… are you telling me this?” Charlie asked softly.

Emily turned to face her, her expression resolute but tired, as though carrying the burden of the memory had aged her years in just a few minutes. “Because you need to understand why Sera is the way she is. Why she’s so determined to protect Eden. To keep everyone inside these walls safe. She doesn’t want anyone else to feel that kind of loss.”

Charlie frowned, her lips parting slightly, but Emily pressed on.

“She’s trying to protect what’s left,” Emily said. “Every decision she makes, every rule she enforces—it’s all in the hope that no one else will have to go through what she did. That no one else will lose their family to the infected.”

Charlie nodded slowly, the words settling into her like stones sinking in water. She thought of her own family, her dad, her wife, her daughter, and of how far she’d go to protect them. It wasn’t hard to see where Sera was coming from.

“I guess that makes sense,” Charlie said quietly, her voice thoughtful.

“It’s not an excuse, but it is the context.” Emily added. “And sometimes, that’s all you need to start understanding someone. Sera and I… we’re all that’s left for each other. The rest of our family is… well, who knows? Maybe they made it through. Maybe they didn’t. I keep hoping, though. Hoping that somehow, somewhere, they’re okay.”

“That’s what everyone thinks these days, isn’t it?” Charlie sighed. “When your family’s out of state or out of the country, you hope. But most people… they just accept it after a while.”

Emily tilted her head, considering Charlie’s words. “Yeah,” she agreed softly. “It’s the same with the people here, clinging to something—a memory, a hope, a promise they made to someone. It’s the only way they get through the day.”

Emily’s gaze shifted to Charlie’s belt, her eyes lingering on the holstered weapons strapped to her hips.

“Are you going to stay?” Emily asked, her tone careful but direct.

Charlie hesitated, the question hitting harder than she expected. She’d thought about it a lot, especially when they’d been asked to surrender their weapons upon arrival and a tedious vetting process. But the truth was, now that they’d made it to D.C. and knowing that Lucifer is alive, where else could they go? Especially with Maggie in the mix.

“I… don’t know,” Charlie admitted finally. “I mean, we’ve got nowhere else to go. And with Maggie…”

Emily’s brow furrowed slightly, a flicker of curiosity crossing her face. “Does Lucifer know about Maggie? That she’s your daughter?”

Charlie shook her head, a faint, almost self-conscious smile tugging at her lips. “No. And he doesn’t know I’m married to Vaggie, either.”

Emily’s lips parted in surprise, but instead of commenting, she placed a hand on Charlie’s shoulder. “This might be your chance to catch up with him, you know. To tell him everything.”

Charlie looked at her, the idea both comforting and terrifying. But before she could respond, the static crackle of a radio interrupted the moment, followed by Peter’s voice.

“Emily? You there?”

Emily reached for the hand radio clipped to her belt, pressing the button to respond. “I’m here, Peter. What’s up?”

“We’re by the yard,” Peter replied.

Emily glanced at Charlie, giving her a small nod. “Let’s go,” she said, her hand falling from Charlie’s shoulder as she turned toward the door.

Charlie followed Emily back inside, the faint creak of the wooden floorboards accompanying their steps. The house was quiet, save for the distant hum of voices from the living room below. They descended the staircase.

As they stepped into the living room, the group was scattered across the space, some sitting on the mismatched couches, others standing near the walls. Conversations dwindled as Emily and Charlie entered. One by one, heads turned, and a hush fell over the room.

Emily clapped her hands once. “Alright, everyone, let’s head out to the front yard. Me and the rest of the council have some final words for you.”

There was a moment of hesitation. Slowly, the group began to rise, stretching stiff muscles and exchanging wary glances. Charlie stayed near the door, her arms crossed, watching as they filed out. Vaggie caught her eye, offering a small nod of reassurance before following the others.

Outside, the warm air bit at Charlie’s skin. The group gathered near the porch, their breath visible in the fading light. Ahead of them, Sera and Lucifer stood at the front while Peter and Andrew flanked them, standing beside a metal cart.

When everyone had assembled, Emily moved to stand beside Sera. The latter stepped forward, her gaze sweeping over the group.

“Congratulations,” Sera began with her steady voice. “You’ve passed the vetting process and are now official members of Eden. But before we proceed with assigning roles, there’s one final requirement.”

She gestured to the cart. “All weapons must be surrendered.”

Charlie’s stomach tightened as she glanced at the cart. Its surface gleamed faintly under the sunlight, waiting to collect the tools of their survival.

Lucifer took a step forward, his eyes locking onto Charlie. “That was the deal, Charlie.”

Charlie’s jaw tightened, and she cast a glance over her shoulder at her group. Their expressions ranged from weary to resigned, but there was an unspoken agreement among them. They had no choice.

With a deep breath, Charlie unbuckled her holster belt, the familiar weight of her Glock and Bowie knife disappearing as she held it out. The lightness around her hips felt strange. “Fine,” she muttered, placing the belt onto the cart.

The others followed her lead, one by one adding their weapons to the growing pile. Muffled clinks and thuds filled the air as knives, pistols, a shotgun and even a crossbow joined the rest.

Charlie turned to Vaggie, who was holding Maggie close to her chest. Without a word, Charlie reached out, gently taking the baby from her arms. That prompted Vaggie to unfasten the holster from her waist. It joined the pile with a finality that made Charlie’s chest tighten.

Andrew’s eyes scanned the group and then the cart. He crossed his arms and addressed the group.

“Is that everything?”

Charlie sighed. “That’s all of it.”

For a moment, Andrew’s gaze lingered on her, as if weighing her words, but then he gripped one side of the cart and gave a curt nod and turned to Peter who took the other. They began pushing it toward the road where the parked van waited.

“Thank you,” Sera spoke, her eyes sweeping over the group. “We appreciate your cooperation. I know this isn’t easy and I understand how much it means to each of you to have something to protect yourselves with. It’s instinctual, especially in a world like this. But one of the first steps toward building a peaceful community is taking away the tools that could accidentally—or intentionally—cause harm.”

Sera continued. “We’re not saying you’ll never be able to defend yourselves again. We have trained security and designated roles for those who are capable and willing to take on that responsibility. But within Eden, we strive to resolve conflicts without violence. And that starts with trust.”

Charlie’s gaze flickering to Vaggie, who gave her a small, reassuring nod.

This’ll take time to adjust.


“What am I afraid of? Seriously? Look, I’ve seen some real fucked-up shit out there. Kids getting infected, turned, or worse—killing each other to survive. I’ve seen freaks rip a man apart, limb by limb, like it’s some kind of sick joke. Hell, I’ve seen entire cities swallowed by hordes. But afraid? Nah. I don’t usually feel afraid, especially with fuck-ass Alastor. I’m more… ‘oh fuck’ than ‘oh God, save me.’ Fear’s not exactly my first instinct anymore.

“You want fear? Fear isn’t the freaks or the hordes. Fear is being strapped to a table, knowing you’re dinner for a bunch of cannibals. Knowing they’re gonna carve you up, bite by bite, and keep you alive long enough to enjoy it. Rip you apart just enough to keep you breathing, so they can come back for seconds. Fear is looking at your own flesh and knowing it’s gonna fuel their nightmare, and you can’t do a damn thing about it.

“But even that? That’s nothing. And I thank every goddamn star in the sky I’ve never had to deal with that first-hand.

“You wanna know what real fear is? It’s the not knowing. It’s looking ahead and seeing this big, black void where the future should be. Knowing something bad is waiting in there, something worse than the freaks or the hordes or even the cannibals. Fear is knowing that the bad thing might not be out there—it might be inside you.

“That’s the kind of fear that gets under your skin. The kind that makes you wonder if you’re the real monster in all this shitshow… Between you and me? I’d rather take my chances swimming through a freak’s rotted guts than deal with that.”


The dining room was quiet except for the faint rustle of papers and the occasional creak of a chair as someone shifted. Charlie sat at the long table, Maggie cradled in her arms, her eyes scanning the rows of documents spread out before them. Each paper had a bold header printed at the top: Security, Agriculture, Maintenance, and so on. At the far end of the table, one sheet read Recruiter, and another—standing out in its pristine white—read Clinic Assistant.

“Okay,” Emily said, her voice breaking through the quiet, “Here is the next step in becoming part of Eden. These papers outline the roles available to you. Most are straightforward—security helps patrol the perimeter and the walls, agriculture works in the gardens, maintenance handles repairs, and so on.” She gestured to the papers as she spoke.

Charlie’s eyes drifted to the recruiter sheet. The name Peter Yonah was already listed at the top, his handwriting bold and clear. There was one empty line beneath it.

Emily’s gaze followed Charlie’s. “There’s one open spot for a recruiter,” she said. “Andrew is stepping back from that role for now, so Peter will need someone to partner with him starting tomorrow. It’s not an easy job—it involves bringing potential new members and scouting beyond D.C.—but it’s one of the most important roles in maintaining Eden’s growth.”

Vaggie leaned forward. “Why’s Andrew backing out?” she asked curiously.

Emily met her eyes and nodded, as if expecting the question. “Andrew has been assigned to a scouting mission tomorrow,” she explained. “Lucifer’s call. He’ll be heading out with two others to scout around the Charlie Safezone to gather intel before initiating a big supply run.”

She tapped the paper labeled Scout for Charlie Zone, which lay near the recruiter sheet. The names Andrew Yonah, James Adelman, and John Adelman were neatly written in a tight script.

“There’s one open spot for this mission,” Emily continued. “It’s a short-term role—just this scouting trip.” She then moved on, picking up the lone sheet that read Clinic Assistant and holding it up slightly. “Now, this is a rare one; Dr. Bell doesn’t usually take assistants as he prefers to work alone, so whoever takes this role will need to be serious about it. He’s picky, but if he’s asking, it means he’s open to teaching. You'd be working directly with him in the clinic, assisting with everything from routine check-ups to maybe creating meds for Eden. In a nutshell, it's a demanding job.”

Charlie thought back to her and Baxter’s conversation hours ago, when she’d tentatively offered to help.

“Well… I could volunteer. You know, if I pass the vetting process.”

Now, hearing Emily confirm the position…

Emily set the paper back down and looked around the table. “Take your time,” she said. “If you have questions about any of the roles, I’m here to answer them. Once you’ve decided, just write your name under the position you want.”

Charlie glanced at the Clinic Assistant paper again, the blank space beneath the header almost taunting her. She took a deep breath and shifted Maggie in her arms, her free hand reaching for the pen in front of her.

“Thinking about it?” Vaggie asked softly, her voice cutting through Charlie’s thoughts.

Charlie nodded, her fingers brushing the edge of the paper. “Yeah,” she said. “I think I am.”

The quiet contemplation around the table broke when Niffty suddenly sprang up. Without hesitation, she grabbed a pen and scribbled Niffty Glenn under Agriculture in neat, looping handwriting.

“I’m in!” she announced, her voice bright with excitement. “Gardening is so fun—I used to do it all the time back in the mansion. We had this tiny garden, but everything burned down before we could grow any of the tomatoes I planted.”

The group blinked at her, momentarily caught off guard by her enthusiasm.

“Well, that was quick,” Vaggie said with a chuckle.

Emily grinned, nodding approvingly. “You’ll fit right in, Niffty. They could use someone with your enthusiasm.”

While the group was still recovering from Niffty’s sudden burst of decisiveness, Pentious stood from his chair, less dramatic but no less determined. He reached for the Maintenance sheet and wrote Pentious.

Emily’s smile grew wider. “That’s a good fit for you, Pentious. With your background as an engineer, you’ll bring a lot there.”

Pentious set the pen aside, his expression sheepish. “I was curious about the structural integrity of the walls, to be honest,” he admitted. “I’d like to know how they’re reinforced, and… well, it seemed like a good place to start.”

Cherri snorted, leaning back in her chair with an amused grin. “A low-demand job, huh? Figures.”

Pentious shot her a glare. “Excuse me? I’ll have you know that—”

Before he could finish, Cherri grabbed a pen and scribbled Cherri Bomb under Scout for Charlie Zone. “Now this is a real job,” she said smugly, tossing the pen onto the table.

Pentious’s frown deepened, his eyes narrowing. “You do realize that’s dangerous, right? That zone is crawling with zombies. Scouting isn’t exactly a stroll in the park.”

Cherri rolled her eye, smirking at him. “Did you forget I survived in Brooklyn for months before I met your sorry ass? This is a piece of cake compared to that.”

Emily suppressed a laugh but didn’t intervene, letting the banter play out as the rest of the group watched in mild amusement.

Husk, who had been sitting silently with his arms crossed, finally uncrossed them and stood. He walked over to the Security sheet and signed Husker Jackson in quick, almost illegible handwriting.

“Guess I’ll be keeping the peace,” he said dryly.

“Great choice, Husk. Your experience will be invaluable out there—”

“Yeah, yeah,” Husk muttered, waving her off as he returned to his seat.

Angel followed suit, striding over to the Runner sheet with nonchalance. He wrote Angel Dust in big, flamboyant letters.

“Runner, huh?” Charlie asked, raising an eyebrow.

Angel grinned, spinning the pen between his fingers. “Figured I might rot in the walls, so I’ll put these long legs to good use. Plus, it sounds like a rush.”

Cherri squinted at the sheet Angel had just signed. “Okay, hold up. What the fuck is a Runner?”

Emily leaned casually against the table. “Supply runners are the ones who go out to nearby cities or ruins to scavenge for supplies. Food, clothes, tools—whatever we can use.”

Angel shrugged, still twirling the pen. “Eh, I’ll take it. Gives me an excuse to get outta the walls, and running around will keep me from climbing them outta boredom. Plus, getting out helps with the whole…” He trailed off, tapping his arm meaningfully. “You know.”

Charlie glanced at him. These days, Angel still wasn’t the type to open up about his struggles, but it was no secret that his withdrawals from his old addiction were still an uphill battle.

He’s changed. A lot. It’s a good choice to keep him around.

Cherri, however, raised an eyebrow, looking unimpressed. “So you’re just gonna, what, sprint through zombie-infested ruins and hope for the best?”

“Something like that,” Angel replied breezily, his grin widening. “I’ve got it covered, doll. Don’t you worry about me.”

Across the table, Alastor was still seated, humming a cheery tune under his breath as he scanned the papers with an air of detached curiosity. Finally, he gestured toward a sheet labeled Broadcaster. “And what, pray tell, is this?” he asked.

Emily tapped the sheet. “Ah, that’s a new one. We’ve recently managed to repair the radio equipment the National Guard left behind. It’s functional now, which means we can broadcast out to survivors, letting them know Eden exists and that we’re here to help.”

Alastor tilted his head, his grin stretching wider. “Fascinating. So you’re essentially calling out into the void, hoping to reel in the lost and desperate?”

Emily’s smile faltered for a moment before she nodded. “More or less. It’s a gamble, I’ll admit, but there are some days when the recruiters need to take a break, so the broadcast will compensate for it.”

Charlie couldn’t help but feel her thoughts spiraled to worst-case scenarios: What if the wrong people heard the broadcast? What if they lured in not just survivors but opportunists, raiders, or worse?

Her uneasy thoughts were interrupted by Alastor’s sudden laugh. “Oh, I love it,” his voice was rich with amusement. He grabbed the pen and wrote Alastor Hugh in elegant script beneath the Broadcaster heading. “Every other job here seems to involve an uncomfortable amount of physical labor, and I’m afraid my leg isn’t quite up to the task these days. But this?” He tapped the paper. “This is perfect. I used to be a radio host, after all—I know what I’m doing.”

Emily looked pleasantly surprised. “A radio host? That’s incredible. You’ll be a natural.”

Alastor inclined his head. “Indeed. And rest assured, I’ll make Eden’s name known far and wide.”

Charlie studied him carefully, unsure whether to feel reassured or uneasy. Alastor’s enthusiasm for his role was genuine, but there was something in his tone—that gave her pause.

Still, Emily seemed pleased with the group’s progress so far.

As the table grew quieter, Charlie and Vaggie found themselves the only ones who hadn’t yet written their names. Charlie shifted Maggie in her arms, glancing at the remaining papers while her mind raced with options. Before she could decide, Vaggie stepped forward.

Charlie’s eyes widened as Vaggie picked up a pen and, without hesitation, wrote Valeria Rodríguez beneath the Recruiter heading.

“Vaggie?” Charlie asked in surprise. “You’re signing up for recruiter?”

Vaggie capped the pen and turned to face Charlie. “Yeah,” she replied simply. “I think it’s the right fit for me. I’ve always been good at reading people, and if we’re going to bring new people into Eden, I want to make sure we’re bringing in the right ones. Peter’s a decent guy, and I don’t mind getting to know him better while we work.”

Charlie blinked, absorbing her partner’s words. “But… what about Maggie? If you’re out recruiting—”

Vaggie stepped closer, placing a gentle hand on Charlie’s arm. “That’s the other reason I chose this. Recruiters don’t work every single day, and when they do, it’s usually not for long hours as we see from Peter and Andrew. This way, I can work while you stay home with Maggie most of the time.”

Emily, who had been quietly observing, chimed in with a reassuring smile. “She’s right. It’s actually part of Eden’s policy. Since you and Vaggie are married and have Maggie, we encourage at least one parent to stay home for your child’s well-being. Of course, both parents can work if they choose, but in that case, you’d have the option of leaving Maggie with a close relative or at the community daycare.” She gestured to a paper labeled Educator. “The teachers here also run the daycare, so Maggie would be in good hands.”

Charlie hesitated, biting her lip as her gaze dropped to Maggie’s peaceful face. “That’s… good to know,” she murmured with her thoughts churning.

But then she lifted her head. “I can work too,” she said resolutely. “I’ve been thinking about it, and I’m going to tell my dad that we’re married and have a daughter. He’ll want to help—he can take care of Maggie while we both contribute to Eden.”

Vaggie frowned, concern flashing across her face. “Charlie, you don’t have to push yourself. You’ve been through a lot, and you’re still recovering. You should rest—”

“I want to help, Vaggie.” Charlie cut her off. “I need to help. I don’t want to just sit around while you’re out there working. My dad will be happy to watch Maggie for us, and this way, we can both do our part.”

For a moment, Vaggie looked like she was about to argue, but then she sighed, her shoulders relaxing as she gave a reluctant nod. “Okay,” she said softly. “I’m sorry. I just… I don’t want you to overdo it.”

Charlie smiled, reaching out to squeeze Vaggie’s hand. “I know. And I appreciate it.”

Emily watched the exchange with a thoughtful expression before speaking again. “If that’s the case, Charlie, have you decided which role you’d like to take on?”

Charlie glanced down at the remaining papers, her eyes lingering on the Clinic Assistant sheet. With a deep breath, she stepped forward and picked up the pen. Carefully, she wrote Charlie Morningstar in the empty space beneath the bold header.


“Oh, how do I feel about Charlie? Um… do I really have to answer that? I mean, she’s great! Really! She’s… she’s not going to see this, is she? Because I don’t want to say anything bad. Not that I would, but, you know… just in case! Okay, okay, focus, focus…

“Charlie is… scary. But not, like, in a “boo!” scary way! It’s more like… a “wow, she could do something really crazy and I wouldn’t even see it coming” kind of scary. I mean, she’s not a bad person! No, no, no, not at all! She cares so much. She cares more than anyone I’ve ever met! But… sometimes…

“Sometimes I think she’s a little… you know… crazy. Ever since Willowbend…

“What she did there… she killed everyone. Everyone. And she didn’t even hesitate! I mean, that’s not normal, right? But the really scary part? I think if she had to do it all over again, she would. No second thoughts, no “wait, maybe there’s another way”—just… bam! Done. And that’s… well, it’s kind of terrifying!

“But at the same time, it’s… kind of amazing? I mean, when something bad happens, Charlie doesn’t just stand there and go, “Oh no, what should we do?” Nope! She does something. Right away! She doesn’t sit around thinking or planning or second-guessing herself. She just… goes for it!

“And, sure, sometimes what she does is… um… a little crazy. Okay, maybe a lot crazy. But it’s better than doing nothing, right? At least she’s trying! And sometimes it works out! Other times… well… not so much. But you can’t say she doesn’t give it her all!

“So, yeah… Charlie’s scary and crazy and maybe a little unpredictable, but she’s also brave and caring and trying her best. And honestly? I’d rather follow someone who’s a little crazy but does something than someone who just stands around doing nothing at all.

“So… that’s how I feel about Charlie. Did I say too much? I hope I didn’t say too much! Oh, this room’s kind of dusty… can I clean it?”


Emily’s house was quieter now. Most of the group had already dispersed, following Emily and Sera’s lead to get their housing assignments. Charlie, however, stayed behind, standing awkwardly near the wooden front doors. Maggie rested comfortably in the sling against her chest, and Vaggie stood close by, her hand brushing Charlie’s.

Lucifer was just ahead by the yard, speaking to someone who quickly nodded and walked away. Charlie took a deep breath, trying to steady herself. She wasn’t sure how to start, but she knew she couldn’t let the moment pass.

“Dad,” she called, her voice a little firmer than she expected.

Lucifer turned, raising a brow as he tucked his hands into the pockets of his pants. His posture softened when he saw her. “Yes?”

Charlie stepped forward, her heart beating faster. “I, um… I need to talk to you. It’s important.”

Lucifer’s gaze shifted briefly to Vaggie and then to Maggie before returning to Charlie. His brows furrowed slightly, and Charlie could already tell he was about to ask why they were there. She didn’t give him the chance.

“Before you say anything,” she began quickly, “I just… I have something to tell you.” She reached out with her left hand, taking Vaggie’s left hand in hers and lifting them slightly, their rings catching the sunlight. “Vaggie isn’t just… traveling with me. She’s my wife.”

The words hung in the air. Charlie could feel her pulse in her ears, and she braced herself, not entirely sure what to expect.

Lucifer’s expression froze, his blue eyes widening slightly. For a beat, he said nothing, and Charlie felt her stomach twist. But then, his face broke into a wide smile, his entire demeanor shifting as if someone had flipped a switch.

“My daughter is married,” he said, his voice full of wonder, and then louder, as if he couldn’t quite contain himself, “My daughter is married!”

Before Charlie could react, Lucifer stepped forward and pulled both her and Vaggie into a tight embrace. Maggie let out a soft coo, squished slightly between them, but Lucifer didn’t seem to notice. “This is wonderful, absolutely wonderful!”

Charlie blinked in disbelief, but Vaggie was quicker to respond, gently patting Lucifer’s shoulder. “Um, thank you, sir.”

Lucifer stepped back just enough to release Charlie, but his hands shifted to Vaggie’s shoulders, pulling her into a hug of her own. “And you, my dear, are now officially part of the Morningstar family. Oh, this is amazing!”

Charlie watched as Vaggie stiffened slightly in Lucifer’s embrace. But then, slowly, she relaxed, her arms hesitantly reaching up to return the hug.

“Thank you,” Vaggie said softly, her voice formal but sincere. “That… means a lot, sir.”

Lucifer pulled back, his hands still on her shoulders as he grinned. “No need to be so formal around me,” he said with a dismissive wave. “You’re family now. Just call me ‘Dad.’”

Vaggie raised an eyebrow. “I think I’ll just stick with Lucifer, if that’s okay.”

Lucifer chuckled. “Fair enough. You’re as stubborn as my daughter; I can respect that.”

Charlie felt a mix of relief and mild exasperation settling in as the tension dissipated. But then Lucifer turned to her, his grin softening into something more playful.

“I have to admit,” he said, tilting his head, “I didn’t see this coming. I didn’t think my Charlie would also be into women. But honestly, I can’t blame you. Women are incredible. And your taste is consistent—dark-skinned, black-haired…”

Charlie’s face flushed instantly, her mouth opening in protest as Vaggie stifled a laugh behind her hand. “Dad!” Charlie said, her voice high-pitched and mortified.

“What?” Lucifer said innocently, spreading his hands. “I’m just saying, you’ve always had a type.”

Vaggie let out a soft snicker, clearly enjoying Charlie’s discomfort. “Well, at least he’s observant,” she teased, earning a side-eye from Charlie.

Lucifer laughed, his deep voice echoing warmly. “Anyway, you should’ve told me sooner,” he clapped his hands together. “I could’ve thrown a celebration! This is big news, Charlie.”

Charlie let out a nervous laugh, shifting Maggie slightly in her sling as she avoided his gaze. “Honestly, I wasn’t sure how you’d take it,” she admitted.

Lucifer’s face fell, his expression suddenly serious. “How I’d take it?” he repeated, sounding genuinely offended. “As if I wouldn’t celebrate my daughter’s happiness?”

Charlie blinked, caught off guard by the shift. “Well, it’s just… you’re always so—”

“Don’t finish that sentence,” Lucifer interrupted, holding up a finger. “I might be a bit dramatic sometimes, but if my daughter is happy, that’s all that matters to me.”

Lucifer’s smile lingered as his gaze drifted, his eyes catching on the small bundle resting against Charlie’s chest. For a moment, he seemed lost in thought, his brows knitting together ever so slightly. Then, realization dawned.

His gaze snapped back to Charlie, his finger raising slightly in question. “Wait… is the baby—”

“She’s our daughter,” Charlie cut him off before he could stumble over the words. Her voice softened as she looked down at the tiny face nestled against her. “Her name is Maggie.”

Lucifer stared, his mouth opening and closing as if trying to find the right words. “Maggie,” he repeated softly, as if testing the name on his tongue. His expression melted into something impossibly tender, and he stepped closer, his movements almost hesitant.

Charlie adjusted the sling, carefully pulling Maggie out and holding her securely in her arms. “Do you want to hold her?” she asked, her voice tinged with both nervousness and hope.

Lucifer didn’t answer with words—he just nodded, his hands already lifting slightly in anticipation. Charlie handed Maggie over, watching as her father took the baby with surprising gentleness. His scarred hands cradled her tiny body like she was the most fragile thing he’d ever touched.

For a moment, he simply stared at her, his face softening in a way Charlie hadn’t seen in years. The sharp edges of his usual demeanor seemed to vanish, replaced by something almost vulnerable.

“She’s beautiful,” Lucifer murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. Maggie let out a tiny coo, and his smile widened, a quiet laugh escaping his lips.

Charlie exchanged a glance with Vaggie, who watched the scene with a faint, amused smile. It wasn’t often you saw Lucifer Morningstar in full-on “gentle dad” mode, but here he was, swaying slightly as he cradled Maggie, his thumb brushing against her tiny hand.

Lucifer’s smile softened further as he gazed into Maggie’s green eyes. “She’s got Lilith’s eyes,” he said gently, almost to himself, his voice touched with a quiet reverence.

She has Claire’s eyes, Charlie thought achingly. But she swallowed it down, forcing a small smile as she replied, “Yeah, she does.”

Lucifer didn’t seem to notice the sadness flickering behind her words. Instead, he pulled Maggie closer to his chest, cradling her with ease, as if it was second nature. He swayed slightly, his expression one of pure adoration.

“Would it be alright,” he asked, his tone careful and hopeful, “if I carried her all the way to my house? I promise to be gentle.”

Charlie blinked in surprise. “Your house?” she echoed, glancing at Vaggie. “You have your own place here?”

“Of course,” Lucifer replied with a proud grin. “I’ve been preparing for something like this for a while now. And besides, I have something I want to show you both.”

Charlie hesitated, glancing at Vaggie again. Her wife met her gaze, studying her for a moment before giving a small, encouraging nod. It wasn’t hard to interpret what she meant—this was a chance for Charlie to spend more time with her father, and Vaggie didn’t want her to miss it.

Taking a deep breath, Charlie turned back to Lucifer, her hand resting lightly on Maggie’s sling as if to steady herself. “Okay,” she said at last. “We can go ahead.”

Lucifer’s grin widened, and he adjusted Maggie in his arms, holding her as though she were the most precious treasure in existence. “Perfect,” he said, his excitement unmistakable. “You’re going to love this.”

The three of them began walking down the quiet street, Lucifer leading the way with Maggie nestled against his chest. She had drifted off, her tiny breaths soft and steady against the fabric of his shirt. Charlie and Vaggie followed a few steps behind, their hands brushing occasionally as they walked in comfortable silence.

Lucifer glanced over his shoulder, his voice breaking the quiet. “So, how long have you two been together?”

Charlie exchanged a quick glance with Vaggie before answering. “Three years. Well, almost four now. In a few months.”

Lucifer raised an eyebrow, his pace slowing slightly. “Four years?” he repeated incredulously. “Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”

Charlie’s steps faltered, her gaze dropping to the ground. A wave of guilt washed over her, and for a moment, she couldn’t bring herself to answer.

Seeing her hesitation, Vaggie stepped in. “She wasn’t sure how you’d react,” she said. “When we started dating, she was worried you’d think I was… a nobody. So, she kept it a secret.”

Lucifer stopped mid-step, turning to face them fully. His blue eyes flicked between the two of them, confusion and a hint of hurt flashing across his face. “A nobody?” he echoed, his voice quieter now.

Vaggie hesitated, her words trailing off. “It’s not just that,” she admitted softly. “Charlie and I both knew it wasn’t just about me. It’s also about…” She trailed off again, glancing at Charlie for help.

Charlie exhaled slowly, her shoulders slumping slightly as she stepped forward. “It’s about us,” she continued in a whisper. “You and me.” She looked up at him, her eyes shimmering. “We’re… estranged, Dad. We’re not close anymore, and we haven’t been for ten years. And I… I don’t know how to bridge that gap, let alone bring something as big as this into the mix.”

Lucifer froze, his expression unreadable. For a long moment, he didn’t say anything, his gaze fixed on Charlie as if trying to process her words.

The silence stretched, heavy and uncomfortable. Even Maggie’s quiet breaths seemed louder in the stillness. Charlie felt her chest tighten as she waited for his response, unsure if she should say more or let him speak first.

Finally, Lucifer broke the silence, his voice low but steady. “Estranged.” He repeated the word like it tasted foreign on his tongue, his gaze softening as he looked at his daughter. “Is that really how you’ve felt?”

Charlie nodded, her throat too tight to form words. Vaggie reached out, gently taking her hand in support, and Charlie squeezed it gratefully.

Lucifer’s shoulders sagged slightly, and for the first time in years, he looked… vulnerable. “I didn’t realize,” he said softly, his voice tinged with regret. He glanced down at Maggie, still sleeping peacefully in his arms, and then back to Charlie. “I wasn’t sure how to bridge the gap, either. Every time we’d talk, I’d think, ‘This is the moment. This is when I’ll figure out how to just… be your dad.’” He let out a bitter laugh. “But it never worked. All those phone calls—when we’d find a really rare moment we were both free—it was always the same. Shitty small talk that eventually turned into me asking for help with the enterprise. I thought maybe involving you in the work would bring us closer, but it didn’t. It just… made it worse.”

Charlie’s breath caught, her fingers tightening around Vaggie’s hand.

Lucifer’s gaze dropped to the ground, his free hand running through his hair in frustration. “I thought giving you space was the right thing to do. Since that afternoon at your mother’s funeral, I told myself that was what you needed. That you needed to find your own path without me breathing down your neck.”

He paused, his jaw tightening. “But I didn’t realize that ‘space’ would last this long. I kept telling myself I was doing the right thing, but deep down… I didn’t know how to fix things. I didn’t know how to reach out without screwing it up even more.”

Charlie felt her throat tighten, a lump forming that she couldn’t swallow away. “I didn’t know either,” she whispered. “I thought you didn’t want to fix things. That you were content leaving things the way they were.”

Lucifer’s head snapped up, his expression stricken. “Charlie, no,” he said quickly. “That was never true. I’ve always wanted to fix things. I just… didn’t know where to start. And the more time passed, the harder it got. I thought if I waited long enough, maybe you’d reach out. But that was a mistake.”

Charlie let out a shaky laugh, “We both fucked up,” she brush away a tear that slipped down her cheek. “I didn’t know how to reach out either. I wanted to, but I was scared. Scared of what would happen if I did—what you’d say, or what I’d say. And then it just became easier to do nothing.”

Lucifer nodded, his own eyes shining with unshed tears. “Yeah,” he said softly. “That’s exactly it. And now…” He glanced around at the quiet street. “Now it feels like we’ve run out of time for excuses. There’s nothing left to keep us busy. No more enterprise work. No more endless meetings. Just us.”

Charlie swallowed hard. “Maybe that’s what we needed all along. For everything else to fall apart so we could finally… talk.”

Lucifer nodded slowly, his expression thoughtful. “Well,” he said after a pause, his voice lighter, “it seems like we’re finally talking now. That’s a start, isn’t it?”

Charlie let out a small, breathless laugh, and beside her, Vaggie gave her hand another reassuring squeeze.


“Homesick? For Australia? Hah! Yeah, sure, I miss it when the weather here freezes my ass off. But, really? Nah, I don’t miss it. Why would I? My family treated me like shit back in Melbourne. Moving to the States was supposed to be my grand escape or whatever… From their endless nagging about how I wasn’t ‘good enough.’ How my life choices were ‘disgraceful.’ You know, the usual family bullshit. So yeah, I packed up, crossed the ocean, and landed here. Started my so-called ‘corporate career.’

“Honestly, it was a mixed bag. On one hand, best decision of my life. On the other… oh my God, I thought I was gonna rot in some shitty office cubicle forever. And now? Now the whole world’s gone to shit. It’s like someone looked at my life and said, ‘You think that cubicle was bad? Here, have zombies. And while we’re at it, let’s throw in some shitty people with guns, because Americans love their guns more than anything else.’

“Do I miss anything about my old life? Sometimes, yeah. I miss when my biggest worry was paying rent on my Brooklyn shoebox or trying to squeeze extra pay out of my criminal-ass clients for the explosives I made them. But at the same time, I wouldn’t trade meeting Pentious for anything. Without him, I wouldn’t have been able to treat my fucked-up eye… well, Pent’s been a lifesaver in more ways than one. And I also wouldn’t have reunited with Angie. He’s, of course, Angie as usual but not as fucked up as before. So, yeah. Life’s a dumpster fire now, but at least I’ve got a few bright spots in the ashes.

“So, no, I don’t miss home. I’ve got my people here, and that’s good enough for me.”


The house was small and unassuming, the kind of two-story suburban home that might’ve belonged to a middle-class family in a more peaceful street in D.C. It wasn’t the kind of place Charlie would have imagined her father living in, but then again, everything about this moment was unexpected.

She and Vaggie followed Lucifer through the front door, their footsteps echoing softly on the hardwood floor. The first thing Charlie noticed was the smell—sharp and acrid, the unmistakable scent of fresh paint.

The second thing she noticed was the mess.

The living room, or what should have been the living room, was more of an art studio in progress. Canvases were propped against the corners of the room, some half-finished, their edges streaked with bold, chaotic strokes. Finished paintings were hung haphazardly on the walls, as if someone had decided they couldn’t bear to leave them lying around but also couldn’t be bothered to organize them properly.

Charlie paused just inside the doorway, her eyes sweeping over the mess of brushes, tubes of paint, and the occasional smudge of color on the floorboards. She’d almost forgotten this about her father—that beneath the layers of businessman, He was an artist. And a damn good one, too.

The paintings were mostly landscapes, vivid and dreamlike, with thick, expressive strokes that leaned toward Impressionism instead of the Baroque style he used to use, as Charlie recalled. Some were of ducks—different kinds, from mallards to wood ducks—rendered with almost comical precision. And then there was the family portrait.

It hung near the stairs, its canvas larger than the others. Charlie’s breath hitched as her eyes landed on it. It was unmistakably her family: Lucifer, Lilith, and a younger version of herself, standing together in a field of wildflowers. Lilith’s face was captured in exquisite detail, every strand of her blonde hair seemingly alive in the breeze. Charlie’s own face was equally vibrant, her eyes wide and full of life. But Lucifer’s face... it was blank.

The figure of her father stood in the center of the painting, but the face was an unpainted patch of canvas that stood starkly against the rest of the piece. Charlie’s mind twisted as she stared at it, the absence loud in a room otherwise overflowing with color.

“Sorry for the mess,” Lucifer gestured vaguely at the scattered supplies. “I’ve been… experimenting. Oil paint is harder to come by these days, so I’ve had to make do with acrylic paint as it is a good alternative too.”

Charlie tore her eyes away from the portrait, focusing instead on the easel in the middle of the room. A painting was in progress there, a portrait of Lilith. A small, worn photograph of her mother was clipped to the side of the canvas, clearly used as a reference. The strokes were less polished, as if Lucifer were still working through how to capture her.

The wall behind the easel was covered with smaller paintings, almost all of them of Lilith or Charlie. Some were vibrant and full of life, while others were darker, more subdued.

“Where do you even get all these supplies?” Charlie asked, finally finding her voice.

Lucifer turned toward her. “There used to be an art store by the main street of Eden. When the National Guard left us behind—I thought it was as good a time as any to get back to my roots. Figured I’d see if I still had it. Turns out, I’m a bit rusty.”

Rusty?” Vaggie repeated, her voice incredulous as she gestured toward the walls. “This is what you call rusty?”

Lucifer chuckled. “Well, I am out of practice,” he said, running a hand through his hair. “It’s been years since I’ve painted properly. My pieces lately haven’t been in my usual style. I used to favor realism, something emotional. Now…” He gestured at the walls. “Let’s just say it’s less Rembrandt, more Monet. You know how artists get when they grow older like Picasso—they start experimenting. Maybe it’s a midlife crisis.”

Charlie studied the paintings again, her gaze lingering on the vibrant landscapes and the slightly surreal portraits of her mother. She couldn’t deny it—his style had changed drastically. Gone were the meticulously detailed brushstrokes she remembered from her childhood, the kind that made every blade of grass or strand of hair come alive. These new works felt freer, more chaotic, as if Lucifer had taken all his emotions and thrown them onto the canvas without overthinking.

“I noticed,” Charlie said softly, her voice carrying an edge of nostalgia. She turned to Vaggie, a small, almost mischievous smile tugging at her lips. “Remember the oil paintings back in the mansion? All those ridiculously detailed ones?”

Vaggie nodded slowly, her expression still a mix of amazement and disbelief.

“He did all that,” Charlie jerked her thumb toward Lucifer.

Vaggie’s jaw dropped slightly as she looked back at the walls, taking in the sheer volume of artwork. “Wait, seriously? All of them?”

Lucifer chuckled, a low, self-deprecating sound. “Yes, yes. Shockingly, I’m good at something other than making grand speeches and questionable deals.” His smile faded slightly as he turned his attention back to the easel. “Though, these days, I find myself painting Lilith. And you.”

Charlie blinked, surprised at the admission.

Lucifer continued, his voice quieter now, almost as if he were talking to himself. “It’s strange. Some days, I can picture you so clearly—every detail, every expression. But other days…” He trailed off, his hand tightening slightly around the paintbrush. “Some days, I forget what you look like now. I end up painting you as a child because that’s the version of you that’s etched into my memory.”

Charlie opened her mouth to respond, but before she could form a single word, Lucifer shifted slightly, adjusting Maggie in his arms.

“Speaking of making myself useful,” Lucifer said, his tone suddenly brighter, though the sadness hadn’t completely left his eyes, “would you like some coffee? I can brew a fresh pot. Eden has running electricity, you know.”

Charlie exchanged a glance with Vaggie, who still looked a little overwhelmed by everything she’d just learned. “Coffee sounds great,” Charlie said, her voice steady, though her mind was still spinning.

Lucifer nodded and headed toward the kitchen, Maggie nestled securely in one arm. As he disappeared from view, the smell of paint seemed to grow stronger, filling the silence he left behind. Charlie exhaled slowly, her gaze drifting back to the blank face on the family portrait near the stairs.

Did it mean something?

Before she could tumble too far into that thought, the sound of quiet conversation pulled her attention. She turned toward the kitchen, where Vaggie and Lucifer were standing. Lucifer had just handed Maggie to Vaggie, the baby squirming slightly in her arms before settling.

Charlie couldn’t quite make out what they were saying. She strained her ears, trying to catch snippets of their conversation, but their voices were too low, muffled by the hum of the coffee maker.

Her hearing wasn’t what it used to be. Maybe it had gone worse after all the deafening gunshots over the past months—it had taken more than her peace of mind.

A faint ghost of a smile touched her lips as she decided not to dwell on it. Instead, she let them bond in their quiet corner of the kitchen. There was something oddly comforting about seeing Vaggie and Lucifer having a quiet chatter while the latter bustled around the counter.

Charlie turned back to the paintings, her feet taking her toward the easel almost on instinct. She carefully lowered herself onto the stool, her fingers brushing against its edge for balance. The unfinished painting of her mother loomed before her.

The strokes were rougher here than the other pieces, but they carried an undeniable intimacy. The photograph clipped to the side—a tiny, well-worn image of Lilith in a moment of laughter, her head tilted back, her eyes crinkled with joy. Lucifer’s attempts to recreate that in paint felt... hesitant. It was as though he couldn’t quite grasp the full picture anymore but couldn’t bear to stop trying.

Charlie’s fingers hovered near the canvas, as if she could touch the warmth of her mother’s smile through the layers of paint. Her chest tightened—it was like a reflection of what her father couldn’t say out loud.

Charlie pulled her hand back, letting it rest on her lap. Her remaining right ring and pinky fingers absently stroked the gold ring on her left ring finger. The familiar feeling was comforting, even as her calloused fingers traced its delicate curve.

Her gaze lingered on the unfinished painting of her mother. It felt like staring at a ghost, or maybe a memory that had grown blurry with time. What would Lilith say if she could see her now?

Would she be proud? Disappointed?

Or scared?

Charlie’s chest tightened at the thought. Scared of how much her daughter had changed. Of how much she had been damaged. The missing fingers, the scars that carved stories she didn’t want to retell, the bullshit she’d endured—it wasn’t the kind of life her mother would have wanted for her.

Would Lilith even recognize her now?

The question lingered like the faint smell of coffee in the air.

Her thoughts were interrupted by a voice, soft but clear, cutting through the haze.

“Charlie?”

She turned around, startled, to see Vaggie standing just behind her. Maggie was cradled in her arms, her small face peaceful and serene as she slept.

Vaggie’s brow furrowed slightly. “Are you okay?”

Charlie blinked, her hand still resting on her lap. She forced a smile. “Yeah,” she said, her voice quieter than she intended. “I’m fine.”

Vaggie didn’t look convinced, but she didn’t press. Instead, she shifted Maggie slightly, adjusting the baby’s weight in her arms. “Lucifer just finished brewing the coffee. Come join us when you’re ready, okay?”

Charlie nodded, her gaze flicking back to the painting for a moment before returning to Vaggie. “I’ll be there in a second.”

Vaggie hesitated, then gave her a small, understanding smile. “Take your time.”

As Vaggie turned and walked back toward the kitchen, Charlie let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding. She looked down at her hands, her calloused fingers still brushing the ring, and then back at the painting.

“I hope you’d still love me.”

With one last glance at the easel, Charlie stood up, steadying herself before following Vaggie toward the kitchen.


“Do I like Charlie? Oh, what a deliciously bold inquiry! Really, you’re just diving into the deep end with that one, aren’t you?

“Well, here’s the thing: I don’t just like people willy-nilly. No, no! Affection is such a fragile, fickle thing. And Charlie, dear, sweet Charlie, is... well, she’s a bit of a conundrum, isn’t she?

“Truth be told, I don’t like her. Not one bit. Every time I look at her, it’s like staring into a cracked mirror—a distorted reflection of times I’d rather forget. She’s a reminder of... oh, let’s just call it “unpleasantness,” shall we? A walking, talking, breathing monument to everything that tore me apart. A constant nagging echo of everything I despise. And oh, how she excels at dredging it all up, again and again! I think I’ll never be free of it. Not until she’s gone.

“But here’s the kicker, my friend: as much as she grates on my nerves, I can’t help but marvel at her... peculiar nature. She’s a veritable martyr in technicolor! A tragic, self-flagellating little thing who seems positively addicted to misery. She’ll throw herself into the flames to save others, even if it means reducing herself to ashes.

“And does she suffer for it! But here’s the part that truly gets under my skin: no matter how much she bleeds, no matter how much she breaks, she keeps going. It’s almost... admirable. Almost.

“But admiration? Liking her? That’s a bridge too far, my dear. Charlie doesn’t want to be liked. Oh no, she’s far too busy punishing herself for simply existing. And that, my friend, is a tragedy even I can’t stomach.

“So, no. I don’t like Charlie. She’s a fascinating little disaster, a whirlwind of self-destruction and misguided heroism, but she’s not someone you “like.” She’s someone you survive.

“Now, if that’s all, I do believe we’ve reached the end of this little tête-à-tête. Shall we call it a wrap?”


Charlie wrapped her hands around the warm mug of coffee, letting the heat seep into her fingers. She leaned against the kitchen island, her gaze flicking briefly toward Vaggie, who was gently rocking Maggie in her arms.

Without thinking, Charlie reached for the jar of sugar sitting in the middle of the counter. She scooped out a couple of teaspoons, the faint metallic scrape against the jar the only sound in the room for a beat. Stirring the sugar into her coffee, she glanced at Vaggie and held the spoon out to her.

Vaggie shook her head, “I’m good.”

Charlie shrugged and turned toward the sink, letting the spoon clatter into the empty basin. She took a careful sip of the coffee, the warmth spreading as much as the bitterness coated her tongue.

Lucifer moved beside her, pouring a mug of his own from the coffee maker. “Sorry,” his tone is somewhere between casual and apologetic. “I don’t have any milk in the fridge. I’d make you a latte if I could. You always liked lattes, right?”

Charlie paused, lowering her mug slightly. “No, I don’t.”

Lucifer blinked, his hand hovering awkwardly near the handle of his mug. He gave a nervous laugh, the kind that didn’t quite reach his eyes, and took a sip of his coffee. Charlie could almost see the effort it took him to swallow, as if he was trying to choke down more than just the drink.

Huh.

She looked away, focusing on the faint hum of the fridge.

Vaggie set her mug down on the counter, freeing her hands to adjust Maggie’s position. The baby stirred slightly but didn’t wake, her tiny fists curling near Vaggie’s chest. “So,” Vaggie said, her voice cutting into the awkward silence, “about the scouting tomorrow at the Charlie Safezone. Why bother now? Wouldn’t it have made more sense to do it back in winter when the muertos were slower because of the cold?”

Lucifer exhaled. He placed his mug on the counter, his fingers tapping against the ceramic rim. “Eden prioritize worrying ourselves,” he said, his tone edged with frustration. “Sera’s still paranoid. She’s convinced the infected population across D.C. is higher than ever. Nobody wants to risk a supply run unless we’re sure it’s safe.”

Vaggie frowned. “But why wait until now? Why not back then, when—”

“Because back then,” Lucifer interrupted, “nobody wanted to take the chance. And now that the snow’s melted and supplies are running low for the entirety of Eden, I took the initiative. Well, we first have to compromise with Sera and Emily.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow, her gaze flicking to Vaggie, who was still cradling Maggie and watching Lucifer with an expression Charlie couldn’t quite read. It wasn’t like Vaggie to press so much on a topic. But whatever was driving her questions, Charlie decided it was better to ask about it when they were alone.

The conversation lulled into an uncomfortable silence. Still, Charlie felt the need to break it. “So, Dad,” she started, setting her mug down, “what have you been doing here? You know, as a council member.”

Lucifer hesitated, his hand pausing mid-reach for his mug. His expression tightened, as if he were searching for the right answer—or the least incriminating one. “Mostly handling security,” he said after a moment. “Sorting supplies, making sure they’re distributed fairly. Overseeing patrols and perimeter checks. Stuff like that.”

“And?” Charlie pressed gently.

“I, uh… I don’t know,” he admitted with a sheepish laugh. “I don't remember everything I’ve done that’s significant. If I’m being honest, I’ve been more focused on keeping everyone safe.”

Charlie nodded slowly, her eyes narrowing slightly as she processed his words. “That sounds... like a lot.”

Lucifer gave her a small, grateful smile before his expression turned curious. “What about you?” he asked. “Your journey. From New York to here. What happened?”

Charlie inhaled sharply, the breath catching in her throat. She hadn’t expected him to ask so directly. Slowly, she set her mug down on the counter, the sound of ceramic against wood grounding her as she tried to organize her thoughts. “It’s... a lot,” she admitted.

But then, she started from the start of the outbreak back in New York. The miles of empty highways, the countless nights spent in abandoned buildings, the constant vigilance required to avoid both the infected and the desperate people willing to do anything to survive. She tried not to dwell on the details, skimming over the worst of it, but she could see how her words landed on her father. He was watching her intently, his brows furrowed, his hands gripping the edge of the counter as if bracing himself.

When she reached the part about their mansion, her voice faltered. “It… burned down,” she said quietly. “We had to leave it behind.”

Lucifer’s face darkened, his jaw tightening as he looked at her. “How?” he asked.

Charlie didn’t answer right away. Instead, she raised her right hand, letting him see the scarred stubs where her index and middle fingers should have been.

His reaction was immediate (Charlie couldn’t believe that he didn’t notice it in the first place). His eyes widened, his mouth opening slightly before closing again. “Who did this?” he asked, his voice low, trembling with barely-contained anger.

As much as she would love to talk about Adam, it’s for the best to not let him be remembered. “It’s not important,” Charlie replied flatly. “He’s dead.”

Lucifer’s hand twitched, as if he wanted to reach out to her but wasn’t sure if he should. “Charlie…”

“It’s done,” she said firmly, her tone leaving no room for argument.

The conversation shifted as Charlie continued her story, recounting the harsh winter. She spoke about proposing to Vaggie in the snow and Maggie’s birth in a cabin. She hesitated at Willowbend, the memory still raw. Her chest tightened as she considered how much to reveal.

The truth was a bloody, gorey mess—one she wasn’t sure she wanted to share. Instead, she glanced down at her hands, remembering the feel of a gun and the handle of a sledgehammer. “The zombies overran the place,” she said finally, her voice steady but hollow. “We barely made it out.”

She could feel Vaggie’s eye on her, a quiet intensity that made her stomach twist. When Charlie glanced her way, Vaggie’s expression was unreadable. Was she judging her for lying? Or did she understand why Charlie couldn’t admit the truth?

Charlie turned back to her father, forcing herself to meet his gaze. He was quiet at first, but then he broke the silence, probing. “Is that why you’re so against surrendering your weapons? Because of… Willowbend?”

Charlie hesitated, the question catching her off guard. She stuttered, “I—uh—no, not exactly. It’s not just that. Willowbend wasn’t…” She trailed off, her gaze dropping to her mug. “The place was crawling with cannibals. They wouldn’t have hesitated to—” She stopped, her chest tightening, the words too visceral to force out. “Let’s just say newcomers didn’t last long there. Not unless they were on the dinner menu.”

Lucifer’s expression hardened, his jaw clenching. “Then those fuckers got what was coming to them,” he said sharply. “When the infected devoured them, I’m sure it was no less than they deserved.”

Charlie let out a nervous laugh, the sound awkward and thin. “Yeah, I guess so,” she murmured.

Hoping to shift the conversation forward, she cleared her throat and continued after Willowbend, they kept moving. Winter didn’t make things easier, but with the help of what was left of the U.S. Army, they finally made it to Baltimore.

“And now, well…” Charlie gestured vaguely around the room. “Here we are.”

Lucifer nodded, his expression thoughtful. He didn’t press her for more details, which she appreciated. He picked up his mug, taking a slow sip as if to buy himself time to process everything.

“You’ve… been through a lot. More than I ever imagined.” Lucifer’s gaze lingered on Charlie. “You’re not the same.”

Not this again.

Charlie stiffened slightly, her fingers tightening around her mug. “Nobody is. The world’s not exactly kind to people who stay the same.”

He leaned forward, resting his elbows on the counter. “That’s not what I meant. You’ve… changed. Maybe. I don’t know, but it’s different.”

Charlie glanced at Vaggie, who was still rocking Maggie, and then back at her father. “I don’t know what you’re getting at,” she said, keeping her voice even.

“You’ve been through hell, Charlie.”

“Well, no shit. It is what it is.”

Lucifer frowned, clearly unsatisfied with her answer. “It’s more than that. You—”

“Dad,” Charlie interrupted, her tone sharper than she intended. “Can we not do this?”

Fuck.

Seeing how immensely tense the moment between the two, Vaggie cleared her throat gently, stepping forward with Maggie still cradled in her arms. “Lucifer,” she spoke politely, “you mentioned earlier there was something you wanted to show us.”

Lucifer blinked, as if pulled from his thoughts. “Oh, right!” He straightened, his face brightening slightly. “Yes, I did. Thanks for reminding me.”

After this, Charlie took a mental note to shower her wife with an endless amount of kisses.

He moved toward a corner of the room where a large, covered canvas leaned against the wall. “I’ve been working on something,” he began, his tone lighter now, almost sheepish. “At first, it was just going to be for Charlie, but, well…” He glanced at Maggie and Vaggie, his expression softening. “Now it feels right to make it for all of you.”

Charlie tilted her head, curious while internally thankful her father didn't push earlier. “What is it?”

Lucifer hesitated, then reached for the cloth covering the canvas. “A family portrait,” he said, pulling the cloth away to reveal a blank canvas with a few faint, penciled outlines. “Or at least, that’s the plan. I wanted to welcome you… and your family.”

Charlie stared at the canvas, her breath catching slightly. She wasn’t sure what to say, the gesture catching her off guard.

Vaggie smiled, stepping closer to look. “That’s… thoughtful,” she said softly. “Thank you.”

Does Vaggie have some sort of psychic powers today where she can sense shit? Charlie thought, Like… sensing that I wasn’t up for responses?

Lucifer smiled back, his expression mixed with pride and nervousness. “It’s the least I can do. Maybe this would be something worth keeping…” He trailed off, his gaze shifting back to the canvas. Fingers brushed the edge of the wooden frame before turning back toward Charlie and Vaggie. “Actually…” he sounded unsure. “I was wondering if I could ask a favor.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow, already bracing herself for whatever this might be. “What kind of favor?”

Lucifer cleared his throat, glancing briefly at Vaggie, who was still gently rocking Maggie, before his eyes flicked back to Charlie. “Would you… would you all mind being my references for this? Painting other than Charlie and my late wife isn’t really my forte, especially with details when it comes to faces. A quick sketch, nothing too special. Just to help me get things right.”

Charlie found herself glancing at Vaggie instinctively. Vaggie caught her eye and gave a small, subtle nod, clearly leaving the decision to her.

Of course, she is.

Charlie let out a soft sigh, setting her mug down on the counter. The coffee was still warm, half-finished, but suddenly it didn’t seem as important. She looked back at her father, who was watching her with an expression she couldn’t quite place. Was this a genuine attempt to connect, or was he coping with the awkward turn their earlier conversation had taken? Maybe both.

She didn’t want to ruin this—whatever it was.

“Alright. We’ll do it.”


"Old life, huh? You mean the life where I was raised in an Italian syndicate, tossed to the curb like garbage, and left to rot in Brooklyn as a junkie? That life? Yeah, no. I don’t miss it. Not one bit.

“Elaborate? Sure, why not? Grew up in a family that was all about loyalty and honor—until I wasn’t useful anymore. They threw me out like yesterday’s trash. Ended up in Brooklyn, strung out on whatever I could get my hands on, working my ass off as a sex worker to survive. And my boss? Valentino? That guy was a possessive piece of shit. Treated me like I was his property. I couldn’t breathe without him knowing.

"My addiction? Oh, that was the cherry on top of the dog shit sundae. Every hit was just me trying to escape the bullshit life I was stuck in. It got so bad I nearly overdosed in my apartment one night. I remember lying there, staring at the ceiling, thinking, ‘Maybe this is it. Maybe this is how it ends.’ But nah, I woke up the next morning, still stuck in the same hell.

"Now? I’d take this life over that one any day. Don’t get me wrong—the zombies, the constant fight to stay alive—none of that’s exactly a picnic. But at least now, I’m not on Val’s leash anymore. He’s dead. His whole shitty cartel is dead. And that’s thanks to Charlie and Vaggie… Man, we didn’t exactly start off on the right foot. Vags didn’t trust me as far as she could throw me. Can’t blame her. I was still a mess back then. But Charlie gave me a chance… through all the traveling, from New York to D.C., I learned a lot. About trust, about survival, about myself.

"But… I still fucked up. My addictions crawled back, like they always do. I thought I had it under control, but it cost someone else their life. And for the first time ever, Charlie snapped. The woman who believes violence is never the answer? She beat the shit out of me. I didn’t even fight back. Couldn’t. Her fists felt too much like Val’s, and I just… I went on autopilot. Took it all, because deep down, I knew I deserved it. Her anger was justified.

"Charlie… Charlie’s never forgiven me for what I did. No matter how much I’ve changed, no matter how much I’ve suffered through withdrawals or tried to make things right—she just won’t budge. And I get it. I really do. I don’t think I deserve her forgiveness anyway.

"But every fucking day, I regret it. Especially when I see Maggie. She doesn’t even know her bio mom is gone because of me. Every time I look at her, it’s like a punch to the gut. I love that kid, but I can’t ever forget what I did. And I don’t want to forget. Because if I do, then what the hell was the point of all this?

"I don’t know if there’s a way forward for me and Charlie. Maybe. Maybe not. But I’m still here, trying. That’s all I can do."


The light through the kitchen window was soft and golden that made dust motes look like tiny stars suspended in midair. Charlie sat with Vaggie at the small table, their chairs pulled close together. Between them, Maggie squirmed, her tiny hands swiping at the air as if she were conducting an invisible orchestra.

Lucifer stood across from them, his easel planted firmly on the floor, his pencil moving in quick strokes. Every so often, he would glance up at them, his eyes narrowing slightly as if the exact angle of Charlie’s shoulder or the way Vaggie cradled Maggie required precise calculation.

Charlie shifted slightly, careful not to jostle Maggie too much. The baby leaned forward, her weight tilting precariously toward Vaggie, who caught her with ease. A faint smile flickered across Vaggie’s face, one that Charlie mirrored automatically, though she quickly pressed her lips together to keep from laughing. It felt important not to ruin the moment, even if Maggie seemed determined to make it difficult.

“You’re doing great,” Lucifer said, though he didn’t look up from his canvas.

“Thanks,” she said, glancing at Vaggie, who raised an eyebrow as if to say, Sure, we’re doing great—if ‘great’ includes wrestling a baby who refuses to sit still.

Maggie let out a small, curious noise, her hands batting at Charlie’s sleeve. Her movements were unpredictable, a series of tiny, joyful interruptions that made Charlie’s grip tighten instinctively. “Do you think she knows she’s making this harder for him?” Charlie asked under her breath.

Vaggie smirked. “Absolutely. Babies are chaos incarnate. It’s their whole thing.”

Lucifer chuckled softly at that, finally glancing up. “She’s fine,” he said. “You’re all fine. Just keep holding her like that. It’s perfect.”

“Mhm.” Charlie hummed, though she wasn’t sure she believed him. Maggie squirmed again, her little face scrunching up with effort as if she was plotting her next move. Charlie adjusted her hold, her fingers brushing against Vaggie’s, and for a moment, their hands overlapped.

The pencil scratching against the canvas filled the silence, a rhythmic sound that felt almost meditative. Charlie watched her father work, his focus so intense it was almost startling. She couldn’t remember the last time she’d seen him like this, so absorbed in something that wasn’t about whatever business proposal he used to do.

For a moment, she let herself relax. The sunlight behind them cast faint halos around their silhouettes, and she wondered what Lucifer was seeing as he sketched. Did he notice the little things—the way Vaggie’s fingers curled protectively around Maggie’s back, or the way Charlie’s hair caught the light? Or was he too focused on the big picture to see the details?

Maggie let out a sudden, delighted squeal, breaking the quiet. Charlie and Vaggie both froze, then exchanged a quick glance without moving their heads before stifling their laughter.

Lucifer didn’t look up this time, though Charlie swore she caught the hint of a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “She’s got good timing,” he said dryly.

“Like I said,” Vaggie murmured, her voice low enough for only Charlie to hear, “chaos incarnate.”

Lucifer finally leaned back from the easel, his pencil pausing mid-air as if deciding whether one more stroke was necessary. After a moment, he let out a small, satisfied sigh and turned the canvas to face them. It was a rough sketch, the outlines faint but unmistakable—a family, bathed in light, with Maggie’s tiny hands reaching out like she could hold the whole world.

“Done,” he announced. “Well, done enough for now. It’ll be finished… who knows when. I’m not great with deadlines. Or timelines. Or any kind of lines, really, unless they’re on a canvas.”

Charlie’s eyes tracing the sketch. “It’s beautiful,” she said. “Even like this.”

“Thanks, kiddo. But… don’t get too attached to this version. Knowing me, I’ll procrastinate, and it’ll sit in my studio half-finished for weeks.”

“That’s okay. Art takes time, right?”

Lucifer’s expression relaxed into something almost tender. He set his pencil down on the easel’s edge and clapped his hands together lightly. “Anyway, enough about my questionable work ethic. Let me show you where you’ll be staying to take a rest for tomorrow.”

Vaggie shifted Maggie to her other arm as they stood, and Charlie grabbed the duffle bag. Lucifer led the way to the door, pausing only to lock up behind them before stepping into the sunlight.

While following Lucifer, the street was quiet with the neighboring suburban houses looking almost pristine. It felt too still, like the world had hit pause, but the faint rustle of leaves in the breeze reminded Charlie it hadn’t.

Lucifer stopped in front of a house directly across the street from his own. Its pale blue siding was faded but intact, and the porch swing creaked faintly in the wind. “This is it,” he said, gesturing to the house. “It’s been cleaned out. Should be comfortable for the three of you.”

He pulled a key from his pocket, unlocking the door and pushing it open with a soft creak. Turning back to them, he held the key out to Charlie.

She paused for just a second before taking it, the cool metal pressing into her palm.

Lucifer stepped aside to let them in. “It’s not much, but it’s yours,” he said. “Take your time settling in.”

Charlie stepped inside first and Vaggie followed, adjusting Maggie on her hip as she looked around. The interior of the house was familiar; the floor plan was almost identical to Lucifer’s—entryway leading to a modest living room, a small kitchen visible through an open archway, and a staircase tucked neatly in the corner. The difference was in the atmosphere. Where Lucifer’s space was sparse and cold, this house felt lived-in, even if it had been empty for who knew how long. The furniture was intact but coated in a fine layer of dust, the air faintly smelling of wood polish.

Charlie glanced around, taking it all in. The living room had a couch, a coffee table, and a couple of mismatched chairs. A bookshelf in the corner, and the curtains hanging by the windows were faded but serviceable.

“It’s a little dusty,” Charlie murmured, brushing her hand along the back of a chair and watching the thin layer of dust cling to her fingers. “But a little cleaning won’t be so bad.”

Vaggie hummed. “At Least it’s a lot better than the ruined houses out there.”

Lucifer lingered by the doorway, his hands in his pockets. Charlie turned to him, suddenly feeling what he’d done for them so far. The small talk, the house, the chance to stop running for now…

“Thanks,” she said softly. “For all of this. I mean it.”

Lucifer shrugged, though his expression softened. “It’s no problem, kiddo,” he replied, his voice as casual as if they were discussing the weather. “You deserve a place to catch your breath. If you need anything, you know where I am.”

Before he could step out, Vaggie suddenly spoke up. “Actually, where’s Eden’s radio located?”

Lucifer turned back, raising an eyebrow. “The radio?”

“Yeah,” she said, adjusting her hold on Maggie, who had started chewing on the collar of her shirt. “I’d like to broadcast to a friend.”

Lucifer tilted his head slightly, then nodded. “The radio’s in the cathedral. Top floor. If Emily’s there, you can just ask her where it is then she’ll bring you there or something.”

“Got it. Thank you.”

Charlie stepped closer to the door, her fingers tightening around the key in her left hand while her free hand gripping the frame. “We’ll… catch up more soon, dad.” she said, her gaze meeting Lucifer’s.

Lucifer gave her a small, knowing smile. “Please, rest up first,” he replied. He glanced at Maggie, who was now swiping at Vaggie’s hair, her tiny fingers tangling in the strands. “Looks like you’ve got your hands full anyway.”

Charlie laughed softly, a quick, nervous sound that she didn’t quite expect. “Yeah, we do.”

With one last look, Lucifer stepped out onto the porch, pausing to close the door gently behind him. The faint sound of his footsteps faded as he crossed the porch and descended the stairs.

For a moment, Charlie just stood there, staring at the door. The house felt big and quiet, but it wasn’t an uncomfortable silence. It was the kind of quiet that spoke of possibilities, of a new beginning.

A new beginning… where they can potentially feel human again.

Vaggie’s voice brought her back. “You know, this house…” She paused, her eye drifting around the living room. “It reminds me of those flyers they handed out in El Salvador. Back when I was considering the U.S. military. They’d talk about the ‘true Americana,’ show pictures of houses like this. Always so clean, so perfect. It felt like obvious propaganda.”

Charlie smirked, her fingers brushing the edge of the dusty coffee table as she moved toward the couch. “And now you’re here. Living the ‘true Americana’ dream.”

Vaggie chuckled dryly, lowering herself onto the couch and adjusting Maggie in her lap. “Like I’ve stepped into one of those damn ads.”

“Well,” Charlie said with a playful tilt of her head, “it’s definitely an upgrade from the places we’ve stayed in before Eden.”

Vaggie raised an eyebrow. “You mean those fucked-up shells of houses where the walls were falling in? Or the one where the rats were so bold they invited themselves to dinner?”

“Hey, they had character.”

“‘Character’ doesn’t count when the roof’s about to cave in, sweetie.”

Before Charlie could come up with a retort, there was a knock on the door. Both women froze, their smiles fading.

Vaggie was the first to speak, her voice low. “That can’t be your dad, right? He literally just left.”

Charlie shook her head, glancing toward the door. Her hand instinctively tightened around the key in her pocket like holding a knife. Just in case. “Maybe he forgot something,” she murmured, though her tone didn’t sound entirely convinced.

The knock came again, firmer this time. Charlie exhaled, forcing herself to stay calm. “I’ll get it.”

She crossed the room, her footsteps cautious but steady. Her hand hesitated on the doorknob for just a second before she turned it and pulled the door open.

Standing on the porch was a tall man, slightly taller than she remembered, with dark skin and a lean frame. His black hair, now streaked with thin lines of gray, was tied back into a half ponytail, leaving a few strands to frame his sharp features. His dark brown eyes, deep and intense, met hers, and Charlie froze, her breath catching in her throat.

She knew those eyes.

The man took a step forward, his expression shifting from uncertainty to shock. “Charlie?” he said, his voice low and trembling, as if he didn’t quite believe what he was seeing.

Her lips parted, the sound of his voice pulling her back in time. It couldn’t be… could it? The name slipped from her mouth before she could stop it. “Seviathan…?”

Seviathan’s eyes widened and his posture stiffening. “Holy shit…” he whispered. “It’s really you.”

Then something cracked.

Before either of them could think, Charlie took a stumbling step forward, her arms wrapping around him tightly. “You’re alive,” she murmured, her voice trembling as her cheek pressed against his shoulder. “You’re alive.”

Seviathan hesitated for only a moment before his arms came around her in return, holding her just as tightly. “I—” His voice caught. “I can’t believe it’s you. You’ve… survived.”

They stayed like that, caught in a moment that felt both infinite and too brief. Charlie’s heart pounded in her chest, the years of silence and unresolved pain momentarily forgotten in the relief of knowing he was alive. She pulled back first, her hands lingering on his arms as she studied his face.

It was him. Older, yes, and changed in ways she couldn’t fully articulate, but still Seviathan—or at least, the version of him she had once known.

Her voice broke the silence. “I thought I’d never see you again. After everything… after the bullshit back in the gala…”

Seviathan’s gaze softened with something like regret as he rubbed the back of his neck. “Well, I heard… from Lucifer. He said you were here in Eden. I didn’t believe it, not until I saw you.” He paused, his eyes trailing over her face. “You look… different.”

Charlie let out a nervous laugh, brushing her hair back with one hand. “I could say the same about you. I mean, you look much, much older.”

Seviathan huffed a quiet laugh. “Yeah, well… it’s been a long time. And, uh, being a father hasn’t exactly been easy. The stress, the sleepless nights—”

Before he could finish, a woman’s voice called out from behind him, cutting him off. “Sev? Is that… Charlotte?”

Charlie’s gaze shifted past Seviathan to see an olive-skinned woman walking up the porch steps. She was shorter than both Seviathan and Charlie, with dark, wavy hair that framed her face. In her arms, she carried a toddler who bore a striking resemblance to both her and Seviathan. The child’s wide, curious eyes darted around, taking in the new surroundings.

Seviathan turned, his expression a mix of surprise and mild exasperation. “Yidhra? I thought you were going to stay back at the house.”

The woman—Yidhra—just shrugged. “I wanted to meet the younger Morningstar as well. You know I was also there when Lucifer talked about her so much, I couldn’t just sit there and wait.” She adjusted the toddler on her hip, her gaze settling on Charlie with a polite smile.

Charlie blinked, caught off guard by the sudden appearance of the woman and child. Her eyes flicked between Seviathan and Yidhra, her mind racing to piece together what was happening. “Uh… hi,” she said awkwardly, her voice faltering slightly. “I’m Charlie. And you are…?”

Seviathan cleared his throat, stepping slightly to the side so he could gesture between the two women. “Charlie, this is Yidhra. She’s, uh… my wife.” He reached for Yidhra’s free hand, giving it a gentle squeeze as he introduced her.

Yidhra offered a warm smile, though there was a hint of nervousness in her eyes. “It’s nice to finally meet you, Charlie. Sev’s told me a lot about you.”

Charlie’s mind was still catching up, her gaze flicking to the toddler in Yidhra’s arms. The child was staring at her with wide, curious eyes, one tiny hand clutching at Yidhra’s shirt. “Oh,” Charlie said, her voice soft. “Uh, nice to meet you too. And…”

She trailed off, processing Seviathan’s words. His wife. The realization hit her like a punch to the gut, and she felt a wave of guilt crash over her. She hadn’t known. She hadn’t even considered that he might have moved on, built a life without going back to her life after the gala. And now, standing here, she felt like a stranger intruding on something she had no right to.

“You’re… married?” Charlie finally said. She tried to keep her tone neutral, but the shock was evident.

Seviathan’s expression softened. “Yeah,” he replied. “I… I tried to send you an invitation for me and Yidhra’s wedding four years ago. But the mail got sent back. I figured you’re busy, or… I don’t know. I didn’t want to push.”

Charlie’s stomach dropped. She remembered the letters she’d ignored, the ones she’d shoved into a drawer and told herself she’d respond to later.

Of course, later never came.

“Oh,” her voice was hollow. “I… I didn’t know. I’m sorry, Seviathan. I should’ve—”

He shook his head, cutting her off gently. “It’s okay, Charlie. You don’t have to apologize. I get it. Life… happens.”

But it wasn’t okay. Not really. Charlie could see it in his eyes, the way he looked at her with a mix of relief and lingering hurt. She had been the one to pull away, to shut him out when he’d tried to reach out.

Desperate to keep the conversation from spiraling into awkward silence, Charlie glanced at the toddler in Yidhra’s arms. The boy was staring at her with wide, curious eyes, his tiny fingers gripping Yidhra’s shirt.

“Is this… your little one?” Charlie asked, forcing a smile.

Yidhra’s face lit up, her smile growing as she glanced down at the toddler. “This is Joaquin. He’s two and a half, and already causing more trouble than Seviathan and I combined.”

Seviathan chuckled, though there was a hint of pride in his voice. “He’s a handful, but he’s got a good heart. Takes after his mom.”

Yidhra rolled her eyes playfully. “Don’t let him fool you. Joaquin’s got his dad’s stubborn streak.”

Charlie watched the exchange, her chest aching with a mix of emotions she couldn’t quite name. Her chest tightened as she looked at Seviathan, then at Yidhra and Joaquin. It was a lot to take in—Seviathan, alive and well, with a family of his own.

Joaquin, seemingly bored with the adults’ conversation, reached out toward Charlie, his tiny hand swiping at the air. “Mamá,” he babbled, his voice high-pitched and sweet.

Yidhra laughed softly, adjusting her hold on him. “No, cariño, that’s not Mamá. This is Charlie. Can you say hi?”

Joaquin tilted his head, his dark eyes studying Charlie with the innocent curiosity only a child could have. “Cha… Cha…” he tried, his little face scrunching up in concentration.

Charlie couldn’t help but smile. “Hi, Joaquin,” she said softly.

Yidhra seemed to sense the awkwardness, her smile softening as she shifted Joaquin in her arms. “I hope we’re not intruding. Sev just… he’s been so eager to see you again. He’s talked about you a lot over the years.”

Before Charlie could respond, Vaggie’s voice cut through the conversation. “Charlie? Everything okay?”

Charlie turned to see Vaggie standing in the doorway with Maggie balanced on her hip. Her sharp eye flicked between Seviathan, Yidhra, and Joaquin, her expression guarded.

“Yeah,” Charlie said quickly, stepping aside to let Vaggie join them on the porch. “Shit, I’m sorry. This is… Seviathan. You knew that we’re exes a long time ago. And this is his wife, Yidhra, and their son, Joaquin.”

Vaggie’s expression softened slightly, though her guard remained up. She stepped forward, adjusting Maggie in her arms. “Nice to meet you,” she said, her tone polite but reserved.

Seviathan nodded, his gaze flicking between Vaggie and Maggie. “You too. And this must be…?”

Charlie hesitated for a moment, then reached out to gently touch Vaggie’s arm. “This is Vaggie. She’s my wife.”

Seviathan’s eyebrows shot up in surprise, and for a moment, he looked genuinely taken aback. “Oh,” he said, blinking rapidly. “I… didn’t know you were interested in women as well. Congratulations, though. That’s… great.”

Charlie felt a flicker of irritation at his reaction, though she tried to keep her expression neutral. “Thanks,” she replied simply. She didn’t think it was necessary for him to bring it up, especially not in front of everyone. She shot Seviathan a quick glance, hoping he’d drop the subject.

Yidhra, ever perceptive, seemed to sense the tension and quickly stepped in, her gaze shifting to Maggie in Vaggie’s arms. “And this little one,” she asked, her voice warm and inviting, “is she your daughter?”

Vaggie nodded, her posture relaxing slightly as she looked down at Maggie. “Yes, this is Maggie. She’s… well, she’s our everything.”

Yidhra’s face lit up with a smile, and she shifted Joaquin in her arms so she could get a better look at Maggie. “She’s beautiful,” then, her eyes flicked back to Vaggie, and she tilted her head slightly. “You have an accent. ¿Es usted de América Central?

Vaggie blinked, caught off guard by the question. “Uh, ,” she stammered, her voice faltering slightly. “Soy de El Salvador.

Yidhra’s face lit up. “¡Ah, qué bonito! Soy de Guatemala. Prácticamente somos vecinos.

Vaggie’s eye widened in surprise, but she quickly recovered. “Sí, es verdad. Yo... no esperaba encontrarme con alguien de la región aquí.

El mundo es un pañuelo, ¿verdad? Aunque no estoy seguro de si eso es bueno o malo hoy en día.

Cierto. Es definitivamente... interesante.

Charlie watched the exchange. She was relieved that Yidhra and Vaggie seemed to be hitting it off, but the awkwardness of Seviathan’s earlier comment still lingered. She glanced at Seviathan, who was watching the conversation with a faint smile, though his expression was unreadable.

After a moment, Yidhra turned back to Charlie, her smile softening. “It’s really nice to meet you both. And Maggie is adorable. Joaquin could use a playmate, though I’m not sure he’d know what to do with one.”

“Yeah, Maggie’s… still a baby.” Charlie rubs her nape, “But maybe they’ll get along when the two grow up soon.”

Seviathan cleared his throat, breaking the brief silence that followed. “Well, we should probably let you two settle in. It’s been… a long day for everyone.”

Yidhra nodded, adjusting Joaquin on her hip. “Of course. We’ll let you get some rest. But if you need anything, don’t hesitate to ask. We’re just right beside Lucifer’s.”

Charlie nodded, her chest tightening as she forced a smile. “Thanks. We’ll… keep that in mind.”

Seviathan gave her a small, knowing smile, though there was a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes. “Take care, Charlie. It’s… really good to see you.”

“You too,” Charlie replied, her voice soft.

With that, Seviathan and Yidhra turned and made their way down the porch steps, Joaquin babbling softly in Yidhra’s arms.

Vaggie stepped closer, her free hand brushing against Charlie’s. “You okay?” she asked softly.

Charlie exhaled, her shoulders slumping as she leaned into Vaggie’s touch. “I don’t know,” she admitted. “It’s… a lot.”

Vaggie nodded, her gaze following Seviathan and his family as they disappeared down the street. “I can’t imagine running into an ex in the middle of the apocalypse. That’s… something else.”

At least Sev isn’t the ex who’s going to fucking kill me. Unlike…

Charlie let out a nervous laugh, her fingers fidgeting with the edge of her rolled sleeve. “Yeah, it’s… definitely not something I expected.” She hesitated for a moment, then glanced at Vaggie, her voice tentative. “You’re not… jealous or anything, are you?”

Vaggie blinked, her eye widening in surprise. “Jealous?” she repeated, her tone baffled. “Is that what you’re worried about?”

Charlie’s cheeks flushed, and she quickly shook her head. “No! I mean, not really. I just… I don’t know. I wanted to make sure you’re okay.”

Vaggie studied her for a moment, her expression softening. “Charlie,” she said gently, “I’m not jealous. That would be dumb. We’re married, you and him got own families now. Seviathan’s part of your past, and that’s where he belongs.” She paused, her gaze searching Charlie’s face. “But that’s not really what’s bothering you, is it?”

Charlie looked away, her shoulders tensing. She took a deep breath, her fingers brushing against Maggie’s tiny hand as the baby squirmed in her arms. “I… I don’t know. It’s just… Can we talk about it later? We should probably clean ourselves up. Especially Maggie. I don’t think she had a proper bath since she was born.”

Vaggie’s eye narrowed slightly, sensing that Charlie was deflecting. But for now, she decided to let it go. “Alright,” she said. “We’ll talk later. But don’t think you’re off the hook, sweetie.”

The two of them walked back into the house, Charlie double-locking the door behind them. Vaggie made her way to the kitchen, setting Maggie down in a high chair they’d found in the corner. She turned on the sink, testing the water with her hand. “Huh,” she said, her tone surprised. “The water’s running. And it’s warm. This place has a heater.”

Charlie followed her into the kitchen, leaning against the counter as she watched Vaggie, “That’s… a nice change.”


“Do I love Charlie? That’s… a loaded question. A weirdly personal one, too. No shit because it’s a personal interview after all. I mean, the easy answer is yes. But that doesn’t really explain anything, does it? I guess what you’re really asking is: why do I love Charlie?

“When Charlie’s at her best, she’s like… everything good about humanity rolled into one person—the determination, the hope, the drive to make things better. She’s the kind of person who makes you believe in impossible things. Honestly, it’s terrifying what she can accomplish when she sets her mind to it.

“I’ve seen it firsthand. We made it through New York because of her. Formed our group because of her. Survived the Exorcists after Charlie somehow negotiated with them—though, let’s be real, we barely escaped with our lives. And she’s talking about going to D.C., finding her dad, and building something better… for our daughter.

“And, you know what? I believe she could do it. If anyone can pull off something that crazy, it’s Charlie.

“But… I’m scared of her. I’m scared of what she’ll do, of what she can do. She wiped out an entire community because she thought it was the right thing. And maybe it was, I don’t know. But the cost? It nearly destroyed her. She almost killed herself, convinced it was the only way to make things right.

“I don’t know what pulled her back that night. Maybe it was me, walking into that church while she was smashing their leader’s head in. Or it was something else. But ever since… she’s been different. Stronger, sure, but also… harder. Like every road we’ve walked across Pennsylvania and Maryland burned away a piece of her.

“And I can’t help but think it’s my fault. Charlie looks at me, sees me holding it together for everyone, and decides she has to do the same. She has to be strong because I’m strong. She thinks if she shows even a hint of weakness, everything will fall apart. And so she pushes herself beyond her limits, over and over, because she thinks that’s what’s expected of her.

“The truth is… I’m not that strong. I’ve just gotten really good at pretending. I never wanted her to carry so much. But she did it anyway, for me, for all of us. And I hate that. I hate that she thinks she has to be unbreakable. Because she’s not. She’s human, and humans break. But she won’t let herself. And now I’m terrified that one day, she’ll push herself too far, and I won’t be able to pull her back.

“So, do I love her? Yes. Absolutely. But do I blame myself for the way she’s turned into this… this person who shoulders everything? Yeah. I do. And I just hope that, somehow, I can be there for her the way she’s always been there for me.”


Vaggie headed upstairs immediately with Maggie. She was determined to give the baby a head start on getting cleaned up, leaving Charlie to sort through their packs downstairs. Charlie knelt on the living room floor, surrounded by the scattered remnants of their life before Eden. She carefully unpacked their belongings, setting them in the right containers—cans of food, medical supplies, spare clothes, and the few precious items they’d managed to carry through the travels.

Among those items were the tattered photographs Charlie had kept safe in Claire’s notebook. Even though only a handful had survived the misplacements and the relentless weather, Charlie had clung to them. No matter what, they were the snapshots of a life they’d once taken for granted. There was one of her and Vaggie on their first anniversary at the beach, their smiles wide and unburdened. And then there were the older ones—Charlie with her parents, Lucifer looking younger and less worn, and even a few of Vaggie with her family that Charlie snuck back when they were visiting the former’s old home in New Jersey.

Charlie carefully placed the photographs into the empty frames she’d found scattered around the house. She hung one on the wall by the staircase, another on the mantel above the fireplace, and a smaller one on the kitchen counter. Each frame felt like a way of saying, We were here. We are here. Even in the apocalypse, there was something deeply human about preserving memories, about refusing to let the past slip away entirely.

For some reason, Charlie found herself smiling a little.

When she finished sorting through the ground floor, Charlie headed upstairs. The house was modest but well laid out—three bedrooms (one master, one guest, and one nursery) and a bathroom at the end of the hall. The nursery was mostly empty, and Charlie guessed Vaggie had already moved the crib and other baby essentials into the master bedroom, where they’d likely be spending most of their time. Of course, Vaggie was always one step ahead, always thinking about what was practical and necessary.

Charlie pushed open the door to the master bedroom and found Vaggie in the adjoining bathroom, kneeling beside the tub as she gently bathed Maggie. The baby splashed happily in the warm water, her tiny hands slapping the surface as Vaggie murmured soothing words to her. Charlie set their belongings down on the bedroom floor and walked over to the bathroom, leaning against the doorframe for a moment to watch them.

“Need any help?” Charlie asked, her voice soft.

Vaggie glanced up, her expression softening when she saw Charlie. “Always,” she said, a small smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. “Grab a towel, will you? Maggie’s about to turn this into a splash zone.”

Charlie chuckled, grabbing a towel from the stack on the counter. She knelt beside Vaggie, her arm brushing against her wife’s shoulder as she reached out to help. Maggie squealed with delight, her tiny hands reaching for Charlie as if she knew exactly who she was.

As they worked together to bathe Maggie, Charlie couldn’t help but think about how strange it was to feel so normal. Here they were, in a not-so-fucked house, in a community where her dad runs the place, doing something as mundane as bathing their daughter. It was almost enough to make her forget about the apocalypse, about everything that had happened before Eden like the Exorcists and Willowbend…

Almost.

But as she glanced at Vaggie, at the way her wife’s hands moved with such care, Charlie couldn’t help but think that maybe Eden would be a perfect place where Maggie’s got to grow up like a normal kid.

Something that felt like home.

Charlie’s thoughts were interrupted as Maggie’s tiny hands suddenly grabbed onto her right hand, her little fingers wrapping tightly around the scarred stubs. The sensation made Charlie freeze, her breath catching in her throat. She hadn’t expected Maggie to notice, let alone latch onto the scars with such innocent curiosity. But Maggie didn’t seem to care about the missing fingers—she just held on, her grip surprisingly strong for someone so small.

Before Charlie could fully process the moment, Vaggie handed her a soapy loofa, placing it gently in her free left hand. Vaggie didn’t say anything, but the look in her eye was enough—soft, encouraging, and full of quiet understanding. Charlie hesitated for only a second before taking the loofa, her fingers curling around it as she turned her attention back to Maggie.

The baby giggled as Charlie began to scrub her tiny arms and legs, the sound so pure and unfiltered that it made Charlie’s chest ache. Maggie’s laughter filled the small bathroom, bouncing off the tiles and wrapping around Charlie like a warm blanket. For a moment, Charlie was speechless, her movements slowing as she stared at her daughter. Maggie’s face was lit up with joy, her eyes crinkling at the corners, her mouth open in a toothless grin. It was such a simple, gentle moment, but it felt monumental.

For the first time in what felt like forever, Charlie’s mind was quiet. There were no thoughts of the apocalypse, no lingering fears about the zombies, or Exorcists or even Willowbend, no worries about what tomorrow might bring. All she could think about was this—her family. It was enough. More than enough.

“This feels… peaceful,” Vaggie broke the silence, her arms resting on the edge of the tub as she watched Charlie and Maggie. “I mean, I know it’s not perfect. Nothing is. But… it’s nice, isn’t it? Just this. Just us.”

Charlie nodded, her throat tightening as she looked at Vaggie. “Yeah. It’s… it’s nice.”

Vaggie reached out, her fingers brushing against Charlie’s arm. “Sometimes it feels like we’ve been running forever,” she continued, her tone thoughtful. “But here… it’s like we can finally stop. Catch our breath. Maybe even… start over.”

Charlie’s eyes flicked back to Maggie, who was now splashing happily in the water, completely oblivious to the conversation. “I want that,” Charlie admitted, her voice cracking slightly. “But…”

But what?”

Charlie’s gaze flicking back to Maggie, who was now happily splashing water onto the bathroom floor. She took a deep breath, her voice low as she finally spoke. “I just… I don’t know if this place is as safe as it seems. I mean, look at the people here. Most of them… they don’t seem like they’ve been out there. Like, really out there. They’ve seen zombies, sure, but they haven’t been exposed to the world like we have. They don’t know how fucked up and dangerous it can be—not just the dead, but the living too.”

Vaggie tilted her head, considering Charlie’s words. “I get that,” she said slowly. “But Peter mentioned something earlier. He said there hasn’t been much human activity around here for months. No raiders, no scavengers, nothing. If people were going to be a problem, wouldn’t we have seen signs of it by now?”

Charlie frowned, her fingers absently tracing the edge of the tub. “Maybe,” she conceded. “But that doesn’t mean we’re in the clear. People aren’t the only thing we need to worry about. What about the zombies? We’ve seen what they can do. And that thing in Baltimore…” Her voice trailed off, her mind flashing back to the towering, grotesque figure they’d encountered—a zombie unlike anything they’d ever seen before. Its massive, distorted frame, its unnatural endurance from bullets until it’s head exploded thanks to Alastor. It wasn’t like the others, the slow, shambling corpses they’d grown used to. This thing was different. Worse.

Vaggie’s expression darkened at the mention of Baltimore. “Yeah,” she said quietly. “That thing was… something else. But Baxter said the virus mutates, right? Maybe that was just a one-off freak mutation.”

Charlie shook her head, her voice tense. “But what if it’s not? What if it’s not just a one-off? Baxter said the virus mutates, but he didn’t say if it stopped mutating. What if it’s still changing? What if there are more of those things out there? Or worse?”

Vaggie was silent for a moment, her gaze fixed on Maggie as the baby continued to splash in the tub. Finally, she sighed, her shoulders slumping slightly. “I don’t know,” she admitted. “I don’t have all the answers, Charlie. But I do know this—we can’t keep living like we’re still out there. We can’t keep looking over our shoulders every second, waiting for the next bullshit to hit. At some point, we have to trust your dad that this place is safe. That we’re safe.”

Charlie opened her mouth to argue, but Vaggie cut her off. “I’m not saying we let our guard down completely. I’m just saying… we’ve been through damn hell. We’ve fought to get here. And now we have a chance to breathe, to give Maggie a life that doesn’t involve running or hiding or fighting every single day. Don’t we owe it to her to try?”

Charlie glances back to Maggie. The baby was giggling now, her tiny hands slapping the water as if it were the most exciting thing in the world.

“I just… fucking hell,” Charlie said finally, her voice barely above a whisper. “I don’t want to let shit happen. Not to her. Not to us.”

Vaggie reached out, her hand resting on Charlie’s. “I know,” she said softly. “And I’m not saying we should. But we can’t let fear control us either. We’ve survived this long because we’re smart, because we’re careful. And we’ll keep being smart and careful. We’ve got skills, weapons, and each other. If—when—something happens, we’ll handle it. But right now, we’ve got the advantage here. Your dad’s built this place to last, and we’ve got others.”

Charlie’s shoulders relaxed slightly, her grip on the soapy loofa loosening. “You’re right,” Charlie admitted, her voice quieter now. “I guess I don’t want to get complacent?”

“That’s understandable, sweetie. We’ve got to find a balance, and that balance includes finishing Maggie’s bath before the hot water runs out. I’m not sure how long it lasts here, but it’s definitely not as reliable as the mansion back then.”

Charlie let out a small laugh. “Yeah, no shit. I still miss that water heater—even though it almost got me killed from turning that shit on.”

“Well, we’re not in the mansion anymore,” Vaggie reached for the shampoo. “So let’s make the most of what we’ve got. Here, hold her steady while I wash her hair.”

Charlie shifted closer, her hands gently supporting Maggie as Vaggie worked the shampoo into the baby’s fine hair. Maggie cooed, her tiny fingers reaching for Charlie’s face, and for a moment, everything felt almost normal. The warm water, the soft laughter…

As Vaggie rinsed Maggie’s hair, Charlie found herself speaking again, her voice thoughtful. “You know, I’ve been thinking… maybe I can help dad run Eden too. When the time comes, I mean. I could take some of the load off him.”

“That’s a good idea,” Vaggie still focused on Maggie. “It’s clear your dad could use the help, and in that case… I can work along behind you.”

“Yeah, but…” Charlie hesitated, her fingers still gently supporting Maggie as the baby splashed in the water. “You don’t have to carry along with me. You’ve already got so much on your plate with Maggie and—”

Honey,” Vaggie cut her off with a sharp look. “We’ve already had this conversation. The heavy decisions, the responsibilities—we share them. So if you’re taking on more with Eden, I’m helping you. End of discussion.”

Charlie opened her mouth to argue, but Vaggie raised an eyebrow, her expression leaving no room for debate. Charlie sighed, a small smile tugging at the corner of her lips. “Okay, okay. Together.”

“Damn right,” Vaggie finished rinsing Maggie’s hair. She reached for the towel Charlie had set aside and gently wrapped it around the baby, lifting her out of the tub. “Here, you take her. I’ll clean up in here and then take my turn in the shower.”

Charlie nodded, carefully taking Maggie into her arms. The baby cooed, her tiny hands reaching for Charlie’s face again, and Charlie couldn’t help but smile. “Alright, sweetie,” she murmured, pressing a kiss to Maggie’s forehead. “Let’s get you dressed and ready for bed.”

As Vaggie began tidying up the bathroom, Charlie carried Maggie into the bedroom, where Vaggie already set up the crib and a small changing station. She laid Maggie down on the soft blanket and reached for the fresh diaper and baby clothes they’d unpacked earlier.

“You’re such a good baby,” Charlie whispered as she worked, her fingers deftly fastening the diaper and slipping Maggie into a clean onesie. Maggie giggled, her tiny legs kicking as Charlie tickled her belly. “Yes, you are. The best baby in the whole world.”

By the time Vaggie stepped out of the bathroom, Charlie had already Maggie settled in the crib, the baby’s eyes already drooping as she clutched a small stuffed rabbit. Vaggie leaned against the doorframe, her arms crossed as she watched Charlie gently rock the crib.

“She’s out already?” Vaggie asked, her voice low so as not to disturb Maggie.

“Yeah,” Charlie’s gaze was still fixed on their daughter. “She must be pretty tired after all that splashing. I think the warm water knocked her out.”

Vaggie smiled, pushing off the doorframe and walking over to stand beside Charlie. She rested a hand on Charlie’s arm. “For a lady who’s not a big fan of babies, you’re good at this,” she said quietly. “With the whole mom thing.”

Charlie’s cheeks flushed, and she glanced down at Vaggie, her smile shy. “Thanks. I’m just… trying my best. I want to give her everything we didn’t have out there.”

“You are,” Vaggie said, her voice firm. “And you’re doing an amazing job.”

“You did too,” Charlie leaned into Vaggie’s touch, her shoulders relaxing as she let out a slow breath. “And… I want her to have a normal life. Or as normal as it can be, anyway.”

Vaggie hummed, “She will… we’ll make sure of it.”

Charlie nodded, her gaze returning to Maggie as the baby let out a soft sigh in her sleep. For a moment, the two of them stood there in silence, the day slowly lifting as they watched their daughter sleep. It wasn’t perfect, and Charlie knew there would be challenges ahead—more than she could probably imagine. But for now, in this quiet moment, it was enough.

Vaggie squeezed Charlie’s arm gently before stepping back. “Alright, I’m going to grab a quick shower. You good here?”

Charlie nodded, her smile soft. “Yeah. I’ll stay with her for a bit. Take your time.”

As Vaggie disappeared into the bathroom, Charlie sat down in the rocking chair she’d placed beside the crib, her hand gently resting on the edge as she watched Maggie sleep. The house was quiet, the only sounds the faint creak of the rocking chair and the soft hum of the heater. For the first time in what felt like forever, Charlie allowed herself to relax, her mind quiet as she focused on the steady rise and fall of Maggie’s chest.

As the silence stretched, Charlie found herself humming softly, a tune she and Vaggie used to sing together back when the world was still whole. It was a melody they’d shared during their first anniversary (Charlie used to be passionate about songwriting, maybe she’ll get back to it soon). The sound was low and gentle, but it filled the room with a warmth that seemed to wrap around Maggie like a blanket.

The baby didn’t stir, her tiny fingers still clutching the stuffed rabbit as she remained in a deep sleep. Charlie kept humming, her gaze fixed on Maggie’s peaceful face.

Charlie’s eyelids grew heavy as the melody continued, her humming slowing as exhaustion crept in. The rocking chair creaked faintly as she leaned back, her hand still resting on the crib. Her thoughts drifted, the edges of her mind blurring as she slipped into a light sleep, the tune fading into the quiet of the room.

She wasn’t sure how long she’d been dozing when she felt a gentle touch on her shoulder. Charlie blinked awake, her vision adjusting to the dim light of the bedroom. Vaggie stood beside her, her hair damp and trimmed shorter, just below her shoulders. She was wrapped in a towel, her skin still glistening from the shower. Without a word, Vaggie pointed toward the bathroom, her expression soft but insistent.

Charlie nodded, pushing herself up from the rocking chair. She glanced at Maggie, who was still sound asleep. Satisfied, Charlie turned to Vaggie, her eyes lingering on her wife’s newly trimmed hair. She didn’t comment, though—there would be time for that later. Instead, she gave Vaggie a small, tired smile before making her way to the bathroom.


The bathroom was still warm from Vaggie’s shower, the air thick with steam. Charlie closed the door behind her and leaned against the sink for a moment, her reflection staring back at her in the fogged-up mirror. She unbuttoned her formal shirt slowly, her fingers trembling slightly as she pushed the fabric off her shoulders. The shirt fell to the floor, pooling around her feet, and she stood there in the dim light, her skin pale and marked with scars she’d rather forget. Her eyes lingered on the ragged gunshot scar near her shoulder, the skin puckered and angry. Around it, stitch scars crisscrossed her shoulder.

She leaned closer to the mirror, her breath fogging up the glass again as she examined her face. The dark circles under her eyes were deeper than she’d realized. Her hair, once a cascade of golden waves, now hung in matted clumps, streaked with dirt and dried blood. She ran a hand through it, grimacing at the tangles and the grime. Grooming had become the least of her concerns lately, and it showed.

Her gaze drifted down to the sink, where a fresh set of folded clothes sat neatly, waiting for her. Next to them, at the base of the mirror, was a cup holding Vaggie’s used toothbrush and toothpaste, a pair of scissors, and a new toothbrush still in its packaging. Charlie’s eyes fixed on the scissors. She picked them up and for a moment, she just stood there, deciding.

Her mind flashed back to the soldier from the instructional video she’d seen during orientation in the auditorium—her short, practical haircut, parted neatly to the right. Charlie’s fingers tightened around the scissors. At this point, aesthetics in keeping her hair long is overdue. Without another thought, she brought the blades to her hair and began to cut.

Strands of blonde fell into the sink, piling up like discarded memories. She worked methodically, her movements growing more confident with each snip as she shaped her hair, parting it to the right just like the soldier’s. It wasn’t perfect—her hands weren’t steady, and the ends were uneven… but it was for a fresh start at least.

When she was done, she ran her fingers through the short strands, feeling the unfamiliar texture against her scalp. Her reflection stared back at her, the tired eyes now framed by a haircut. She didn’t look like the person she used to be, and maybe that was the point.

Charlie set the scissors down and reached for the new toothbrush, tearing open the packaging. She tossed the wrapper into the small trash bin by the sink. The toothbrush felt light in her hand, its bristles stiff and untouched, a stark contrast to the worn-down one she’d been using for who knows how long (its a luxury to find decent toothbrushes out there). She squeezed a generous amount of toothpaste onto it—real toothpaste, not the gritty baking soda she’d been forced to make do with lately. The minty scent hit her nostrils, sharp and refreshing, and for a moment, she just stood there, savoring it.

She brought the brush to her mouth and began to scrub, the bristles working against her teeth in a way that felt almost luxurious. The minty foam spread across her tongue, cool and invigorating, and she closed her eyes, letting herself sink into the simple pleasure of it. It had been so long since she’d felt this kind of cleanliness.

When she finally spat into the sink and rinsed her mouth, she caught her reflection again. Her short hair clung to her scalp, damp from the steam, and her face looked a little less haunted, a little more alive. She set the toothbrush down next to Vaggie’s, the two of them side by side in the cup, and turned her attention to the shower.

She twisted the knob, and steam began to rise almost immediately. Charlie stepped under the spray, the hot water cascading over her skin, washing away the grime and sweat and blood that had clung to her for months. She tilted her head back, letting the water soak her short hair. The heat seeped into her muscles, loosening the tension in her shoulders, and she exhaled slowly.

She reached for the soap, lathering it between her hands before scrubbing at her skin. The water ran brown at first, carrying away the dirt and blood, but eventually, it cleared, and she stood there, clean and exposed. She stayed under the spray for what felt like an eternity, letting the steam wrap around her like a cocoon.

When she finally turned off the water and stepped out, the air was thick with steam again, and the mirror was completely fogged. She grabbed a towel, running it over her short hair, the unfamiliar sensation of the strands clinging to her scalp is strange. It felt lighter, freer, and she couldn’t help but notice how it didn’t stubbornly stick to her neck or back like her long hair used to. She ruffled it a few more times, letting the towel absorb the remaining moisture, before draping it over her shoulders and moving on to dry the rest of her body.

The steam in the room had begun to dissipate. Charlie reached for the fresh set of clothes Vaggie had left for her—a set of underwear, a simple white t-shirt and a pair of jeans. After her underwear, she pulled the t-shirt over her head and then stepped into the jeans. They were a bit loose around the waist, clearly cut for a man’s frame, but they fit her long legs well enough. She couldn’t complain, and it was a welcome change. She rolled the sleeves of the t-shirt up to her elbows and adjusted the waistband of the jeans, feeling almost like a new person.

Gathering her discarded (nasty) clothes from the floor, she folded them neatly and held them against her chest. She took a deep breath, steeling herself, and opened the bathroom door.

The cooler air of the room outside hit her face. Her eyes immediately found Vaggie, who was sitting in the rocking chair by the crib. The soft creak of the chair filled the quiet room, and Vaggie looked up as Charlie stepped out. Her eye widened slightly, her gaze flickering over Charlie’s new haircut and the casual outfit she now wore. For a moment, Vaggie seemed speechless, her lips parting as if to say something but no words coming out.

Charlie let out a small, almost shy smile, her lips curving upward as she met Vaggie’s gaze. She held up her old clothes slightly, as if to say, Look at me now. Then, careful not to wake the baby, she mouthed a single word: “Surprise.”

Vaggie’s expression softened, a mixture of surprise and something else—admiration, maybe, or relief. She didn’t say anything, but the way her eyes lingered on Charlie, the way her lips twitched into a faint smile of her own, said enough. Charlie felt a warmth spread through her chest, something she hadn’t felt in a long time. It wasn’t much, but it was a start.

Quietly, Charlie set her old clothes down on a nearby chair and crossed the room to join Vaggie. She knelt beside the crib, her hand resting lightly on the railing as she peered down at sleeping Maggie.

Charlie glanced up at Vaggie, her smile lingering, and whispered, “How’s she doing?”

“Hmm,” Vaggie’s hummed softly. “Still in her beauty sleep.”


Charlie was still sorting through their packs in their bedroom when the knocking came. The sound was soft but insistent, like a question asked twice because the first time went unheard. She paused, her hands hovering over the half-zipped bag, and glanced toward the crib on the other side of the room. Maggie was still sound asleep, her tiny chest rising and falling in the rhythm of dreams Charlie could only guess at. Vaggie had left just minutes ago with the spare key, off to the cathedral to radio Carmilla… that couldn’t be her.

The knocking came again, and Charlie straightened, brushing her hands on her jeans as if that would somehow prepare her for whatever—or whoever—was on the other side of the door. She made her way downstairs, skipping across the living room, and paused at the front door. She turned the knob and pulled the door open.

Emily was standing on the porch, holding a box with a folded set of clothes balanced precariously on top. Her freckled cheeks were flushed, either from the cold afternoon breeze or from something else, and her eyes widened slightly when she saw Charlie. “Oh,” she started, her voice catching in a way that made Charlie suddenly self-conscious. “Your hair. It’s—it’s short.”

Charlie reached up instinctively, her fingers brushing against the cropped strands. “Yeah,” she replied, her voice softer than intended. “I, uh, cut it earlier.”

“It looks good,” Emily said quickly, her words tumbling out in a rush. “Really good. I mean—” She stopped herself, her cheeks darkening. Emily cleared her throat and held out the box, her movements suddenly brisk, like she was trying to outrun the awkwardness. “Anyway, this is for you. Well, most of it’s for Maggie, actually. Baby stuff. Bottles, formula… It’s from the Von Eldritch family.”

Huh. This is either Sev’s idea, Yidhra’s idea, or… both of them initiated this? “Oh. Thank you,” Charlie took the box, her fingers brushing against Emily’s for the briefest of moments. “This is—really kind of them.”

“And the clothes,” Emily added, gesturing to the folded stack on top of the box. “Those are for you. From Dr. Bell. He said the medical coat should be worn tomorrow at the clinic, but the rest is just… extra. He thought you could use some new clothes.” She paused. “He said the sizes should be a perfect fit.”

Charlie looked down at the clothes. “That’s… weirdly thoughtful of him,” she looked up to the other woman. “Thank you, Emily. For bringing this over.”

Emily nodded, her hands clasped in front of her like she wasn’t quite sure what to do with them. “Of course,” she said. “I’m just—I’m glad I could help.” She hesitated for a moment, her eyes searching Charlie’s face, and then she took a step back. “I should probably go. I’ve got other stuff to do, y’know, as a council member of Eden and all.” She gave a small, self-deprecating laugh. “But, um, I hope you and your family are settling in well here in Eden so far.”

Charlie smiled back, adjusting the box in her arms. “We’re loving it so far. Maggie seems to like it too, which is a relief for a baby. And Vaggie’s been… well, you know how she is.”

Emily nodded, her expression softening. “I’m glad to hear that. Really.” She paused, then seemed to gather herself, her words spilling out in a rush. “You know, speaking of Vaggie, I was thinking—well, it’s just an idea, really—but as a civil lawyer, I could help you two with the paperwork if you ever wanted to make things official. Marriage, I mean. It’s just a formality, of course, but it might be nice. And, um, Sera and I could host a little party at our place to celebrate. Nothing too fancy, just… something to mark the occasion. If you’re interested, that is.”

Charlie’s eyes widened, her lips parting in surprise. “Oh! That’s… that’s actually a really sweet idea. Vaggie’s been warming up to the idea of changing her surname to ‘Morningstar,’ and my dad’s been insisting we throw some kind of celebration. He won’t stop talking about it.” She laughed. “But, yeah, I’d have to talk to Vaggie first. She’s… well, she’s the one who’d have to be on board with all of this.”

Emily waved a hand dismissively, her smile widening. “Of course, of course! No pressure at all. Just thought I’d throw it out there. You know, in case you two ever wanted to make it official. And if you do, don’t hesitate to reach out to me. Seriously. I’m happy to help with anything.”

Charlie’s smile softened, her gratitude evident. “Thank you, Emily. That means a lot. I’ll talk to Vaggie and let you know. And… thanks again for all of this.” She gestured to the box and the clothes. “You’ve been really kind.”

Emily shrugged, her cheeks flushing again. “It’s nothing, really. Just… trying to help where I can.” She took another step back, her movements suddenly brisk again, as if she was trying to mask her lingering awkwardness. “Anyway, I’ll let you get back to your packing—or whatever it is you were doing. Don’t hesitate to stop by if you need anything, okay?”

Charlie nodded, her smile warm. “I will.”

With a final nod and a small wave, Emily turned and made her way down the porch steps, her footsteps light against the gravel path. Charlie watched her go, the box still cradled in her arms, her mind already racing with the possibilities Emily had just presented…

A party. A wedding. Vaggie as a Morningstar on paper! The thought made her heart swell, and she couldn’t wait to share it with Vaggie later.


“What do I want?

“God, that’s an easy one. Give me a bottle of bourbon, some quiet time with my wife, and I’m set. Really, I’m not a complicated woman… Okay, maybe that’s a lie. I mean, I am complicated. But not in the “genius mastermind” kind of way. Like, sure, I graduated college with honors and have a bachelor’s degree, but… let’s be real. That doesn’t make me smart.

“What I really want is simple. I want people to be happy and safe. That’s it. If I can do something—anything—that makes someone’s life a little easier, a little brighter, then I’m good.

“Of course, that’s not always sunshine and rainbows. Sometimes, to keep people safe, I have to… do things. Things I wish I didn’t have to do. Taking lives, for example. God, I hate it. I hate every second of it… But sometimes it’s necessary. Sometimes the world is so fucked-up that you don’t get a choice. And, yeah, I’m good at it. Too good. Willowbend proved that.

“I wish it still felt as hard as it used to. I wish it didn’t come so damn easily now. But that’s what happens when your hands get bloody enough. You stop feeling every drop.

“If I could have anything, though? I’d want a safe, quiet place to live with Vaggie and Maggie. Somewhere we could just… be. Somewhere we could have weekly board game nights with our friends, laugh about stupid shit, and not have to worry about who’s out there or what’s coming next.

“I guess I’d like to stop being so… tired, too. It’d be nice to feel like a person again.

“Oh, and not dying. That’s definitely on the list.

“Fucking shit… can I get a do-over? That was a mess.”

Notes:

if you squint, theres lots of foreshadowing lmao
also, this wont be the end of father & daughter bonding btw and the next chapter is a bonus one (another important chapter for the chaggie nation), then chapter 40 is the return of the plot progression
speaking of that, the reason why i put in the existence of sev's family is for plot reasons (and charlie's suffering)... you'll see :^)
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bonus: here is the visuals w charlie and vaggie's new haircuts
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behind the scenes:
Charlie: hey dad, uh... heres your phone
Lucifer: HOLY SHIT i didnt notice i left my phone back at the mansion- wait a second, have you look thru my phone?!
Charlie: erm
Lucifer:
Charlie:
Lucifer:
Lucifer: charlie-

Chapter 39: Heart of Glass (bonus)

Summary:

Charlotte and Valeria's big day.

Notes:

dear lord, im way overdue in updating this fic as it shouldve been originally posted back in march. but life happens and damn writers block, so delays must happen.

anywho, this is a relatively "short" chapter as a set up for the upcoming lengthy chapter.

chapter title is based from 1979 song by Blondie

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

They’re getting married!

Well, on paper anyway, but Charlie is practically vibrating with excitement. She and Vaggie could finally be married on paper. Officially. With signatures and the bureaucratic smell of… permanence? This was the kind of thing that would outlast them (even in the damn apocalypse).

She remembered telling Vaggie the offer from Emily. Vaggie had just returned from relaying the broadcast to Carmilla which (thank God) had gone through. Carmilla and her crew were still on their way to Atlanta, but that wasn’t what Charlie was thinking about. Not when Vaggie’s face lit up at the idea of changing her last name.

“Morningstar,” Vaggie had said, testing it on her tongue. “Vaggie Morningstar.”

Charlie had grinned so wide it hurt, but then, as always, her brain caught up with her heart. “You don’t have to, you know,” she’d said, trying to sound it wasn’t a big deal. “You can keep Rodríguez. It’s your name. It’s who you are.”

Vaggie had frowned. “But I want to,” she’d said, her voice firm. “It’s my decision. And besides, it’s not like I’m getting rid of Rodríguez entirely. I’ll make it my middle name. It’s tradition, Charlie. You know that.”

Charlie had opened her mouth to protest, to say something about how traditions were just peer pressure from dead people, but she stopped herself. This wasn’t about tradition, not really. It was about Vaggie, her family, being the only daughter, the one who was supposed to carry the name forward, even if the world was falling apart around them.

And so, Charlie had swallowed her words, because as much as she wanted to argue, as much as she wanted to tell Vaggie that none of it mattered, she couldn’t. Not when it mattered so much to Vaggie. Not when it was her decision.

Instead, she’d smiled, soft and small, and said, “Okay… then Vaggie Rodríguez Morningstar it is.”

And just like that, they’d had their first domestic argument in the middle of the apocalypse. It was almost laughable, really. Zombies all over this damn world, yet here they are arguing about last names.

Charlie had thought (hoped) that after their conversation, things would settle into something simple. But now, standing in the repurposed office that served as the command center in the cathedral (though it looked suspiciously like it used to be an accounting office. There was a crucifix above the door and a dried whiteboard with logistics scribbled over last year’s quarterly earnings report), Emily was there, naturally. And so was Sera, seated beside her, looking like she’d been in the middle of some serious discussion. Charlie hoped it wasn’t actually something serious.

Emily had practically launched herself at them the second Charlie said they were getting married on paper. “Oh my God,” she’d gasped, seizing both their hands in hers and shaking them like she was trying to jumpstart their hearts. “This is amazing! We have to celebrate—Sera and I can host! A proper wedding, not just paperwork! We’ll do it at our house with food, invite everyone—”

Charlie’s stomach dropped.

A party. A big party. Possibly everyone in Eden is invited. Noise. Expectations. She would’ve thrown herself into it without hesitation. But now? Now the idea made her skin prickle with something between dread and guilt with her stomach doing that weird tight twist that came when you realize the elevator you're in is moving too fast. Why? Her dad is safe. They were safe here in Eden. This was supposed to be happy.

And yet…

Why did it suddenly feel like her lungs were too small for her chest?

Vaggie’s voice cut through the static in her head. “I’d love to,” she said. “I mean, I always imagined getting married in a cathedral, but… I think an open space like this might feel weird for a party. A house would be more comfortable.” She turned to Charlie, her eye soft, searching. “What do you think?”

Charlie’s mouth opened and then just… hovered.

What did she think?

And she thought about how, right now, it just made her want to run.

But Vaggie was looking at her, waiting, hopeful. And Charlie wouldn’t let her own mess of a brain ruin this for her.

Charlie’s throat tightened.

She should say yes. She wanted to say yes. Vaggie was glowing, Emily was practically vibrating with excitement, and even Sera had that rare, small smile that meant she was genuinely pleased. This was a good thing. A happy thing.

“I, uh—” Charlie’s fingers twitched at her sides. She forced a smile. “It sounds great! I... I think we should talk about it first? Just us?”

She glanced at Vaggie, hoping her expression conveyed I’m not saying no, I just need a minute, but Vaggie’s brow had already furrowed slightly.

Emily, ever perceptive, blinked. “Oh! Of course, yeah, totally! You don’t have to decide right now.” She squeezed Charlie’s arm, her enthusiasm dialed back. “Just let us know what you guys want, okay? No pressure.”

No pressure.

Charlie almost laughed, there was always pressure, and she simply nodded. Emily meant well. She always meant well.

Vaggie, though, was still studying her. Is she concerned? Disappointed? then she schooled her neutral expression. “Yeah,” she agreed, slipping her hand into Charlie’s and lacing their fingers together. “We’ll figure it out.”

Her grip was firm, grounding. Charlie squeezed back, grateful.

But as they stepped out of the office, the door clicking shut behind them, Vaggie turned to her. “Hey,” she said softly. “Talk to me.”

Charlie swallowed.

How could she explain this? That the idea of a wedding she’d daydreamed about since she was a kid now made her chest ache with something like fear? “I don’t know what’s wrong with me,” Charlie admitted in her really soft voice. “I want this. I want us. But when Emily started talking about the party, I just—I panicked.”

Vaggie’s thumb brushed over her knuckles. “Well, you don’t have to do anything you’re not ready for.”

“But you are ready,” Charlie said, hating the way it sounded like an accusation. “You want this. And I don’t want to ruin it just because I’m—”

Broken? Fucked up? Terrified of being happy in a world that keeps throwing bullshit to everyone?

Did she even deserve to be happy?

Vaggie cupped her face, cutting off the spiral before it could fully form. “Hey. Look at me.” Her eye is steady. “No party or paperwork or whatever, none of these matter if you’re not here with me.”

Charlie exhaled, shaky. Her fingers tighten around Vaggie’s. The words stuck in her throat, but she forced them out anyway—because if she didn’t say it now, she might never.

“I’m scared,” she whispered. “Not of us getting married—God, no, I want that more than anything. But… being happy? Letting myself be happy? I don't know, but it feels like I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop. Like if I let go, even for a second, everything will just—” Her voice cracked. “After everything we’ve done, everything we’ve survived…

Vaggie was quiet for a long moment. Then, with a sharp exhale, she said, “Charlie. No one here knows.”

The words landed like a punch.

Charlie blinked. “What?”

“The people in Eden,” Vaggie continued. “They don’t know. They don’t know what we did out there—what you did.” Her grip on Charlie’s hands tightened. “They didn’t see it. They weren’t there.”

Charlie’s chest constricted. It was true.

Vaggie’s eye bore into hers. “You’re worried about being seen—like they’ll look at us and just know. But they won’t. Because they can’t. And even if they could—” She cupped Charlie’s face again, her thumb brushing over her cheek. “—it wouldn’t matter. We’re here now and we deserve this.”

Charlie swallowed hard.

We deserve this.

Did they?

But then she thought of Maggie. The future they were trying to build, a future where they could be finally normal.

Hadn’t they earned that?

A shaky breath escaped her. “I… I don’t want to mess this up.”

Vaggie’s lips quirked into a small, tired smile. “You won’t. And even if you do? We’ll fix it. Together.” She leaned in, pressing her forehead against Charlie’s. “No more running, okay? We’re still here.”

Charlie closed her eyes, exhaling slowly.

Maybe happiness wasn’t something you earned. Maybe it was just something you took, something you fought for, something you chose, over and over, no matter how terrifying it felt.

And right now, with Vaggie’s hands in hers and the promise of a future stretching ahead of them, she chose to believe it.

She opened her eyes.

“Okay,” This time, when she smiled, it didn’t feel like a lie. “Let’s get married.”


Emily had been delighted when Charlie and Vaggie finally agreed to the wedding. She’d practically glowed, clapping her hands together like she was about to orchestrate the world’s most wholesome coup. “Perfect! Sera and I will handle the invitations—you two just focus on yourselves!”

Sera had added, “We’ll hold it before dusk. That gives you two plenty of time to prepare.”

Hmm. Plenty of time to prepare, Charlie had thought.

Except there wasn’t much to prepare with food already being handled. Emily had insisted on handling that ("You two have enough to worry about!"), which left only one thing: their outfits.

As well as personally invite their group.

Which was how they ended up crammed into their living room, hushed voices bouncing off the walls as they tried not to wake Maggie upstairs.

“So! Uh. Big news!” She grinned, clasping her hands together to keep them from fidgeting. “We’re, um. We’re gonna have a wedding. Kind of... but Emily’s hosting it at her place. And we’d really love it if you all came.”

Silence. Then—

"A fucking WEDDING?!" Cherri whisper-yelled, slapping a hand over her mouth when Vaggie shot her a glare.

"Yes," Charlie whispered back, grinning despite herself. "Not a full-on pre-outbreak wedding, but… close enough. Everyone in Eden’s invited, but we wanted you guys to know first."

The reactions were immediate.

Angel Dust cooed, fanning himself dramatically. "Aw, shit, I’m gonna cry. Look at you two, all grown up and shit."

Even Husk grunted something that might’ve been a congratulations before he lazily slumped in an armchair.

Alastor, though, was quiet.

Not in his usual I’m-plotting-something way, but in a way that made Charlie’s shoulders tense. His smile didn’t waver, but his fingers drummed a slow, absent rhythm on the armrest.

Before she could overthink it, Husk spoke up. “Do we have to go? No offense, but it’s been a hot minute since any of us did the whole… people thing. Outside this group, I mean.”

Charlie’s smile faltered.

Vaggie stepped in. “It’s gonna happen eventually. We’re part of this community now. Surviving means working with them.”

Husk grunted. "Yeah, yeah. Just askin’. Then again, been a hot minute since we played nice with strangers."

Cherri snorted. “Strangers? Bitch, half these people have been holed up since day one. They don’t know shit about what’s out there.”

Pentious raised a finger. “But not Peter and Andrew! They’ve been outside the walls!”

“They’re not even from here in the first place!” Cherri shot back.

“That’s not the point—”

Charlie rubbed her temples. “Guys. Please.” She exhaled, forcing her voice steady. “I get it. I do. But… this matters to us. And it’d mean a lot if you were there.”

Silence settled over the room again (almost awkward) until Niffty, perched cross-legged on the arm of the couch, tilted her head and said brightly, “Well, technically, this could be a good thing.”

Everyone turned.

She smiled innocently. “I mean, if everyone’s invited, we’ll finally get to mingle. Really mingle. Know who we’re dealing with. You know, see who’s full of crap and who’s actually useful.”

Angel snapped his fingers. “See? That’s what I said. Kinda.” He leaned back, arms behind his head. “Scope out the crowd while everyone’s busy pretending everything’s normal. Smart.”

That made Cherri sit up straighter, her grin slow and thoughtful. “Ohhhh. That gives me an idea.”

Everyone immediately stopped what they were doing.

“Wait—you having an idea?” Husk muttered. “This oughta be good.”

Cherri ignored him. “Think about it. We’ve all been playing nice, doing the whole don’t-spook-the-bitches thing. But every time someone says, ‘You’re safe behind the walls,’ I swear, I feel less safe.”

Charlie’s stomach twisted, but she stayed quiet.

Vaggie didn’t. “You think we’re unprotected?”

Cherri nodded. “We surrendered all our weapons when we came here. I get why, they’re trying to avoid someone snapping and turning this place into a bloodbath. But it still feels wrong, leaving us fucking exposed.”

Husk grunted in agreement. “No weapons, no surprise murders. Cute idea. But what about the people who are allowed to carry them? Guards, security? What if they decide to snap?”

Charlie and Vaggie glanced at each other in perfect sync.

They’d been thinking the same thing. Of course they had.

“I mean,” Niffty piped up again, voice chipper, “we still have kitchen knives. And, like, broken chair legs? Maybe a rolling pin?”

Angel groaned. “Yeah, great. We’ll fend off the next zombie horde with spatulas and hopes. Kitchen stuff’s fine, Niffs, but one bite and you’re toast. We need to know where our weapons are.”

Pentious, who’d been quiet until then, perked up suddenly. His eyes gleamed as he raised his hand like a student about to ask a deeply inconvenient question.

Charlie arched an eyebrow. “Yes, Pentious?”

He cleared his throat with exaggerated flourish. “Earlier today, Emily and I had a rather interesting chat. She offered me more of the tour, said I ‘had the eye of a builder,’ or something to that effect.” He puffed out his chest a little before continuing. “Anyway. Has anyone here seen the police station?”

“No?” Cherri frowned. “Didn’t even know we had one.”

“Well, we do,” Pentious said, sounding smug now. “It’s not just a police station. It’s also Eden’s security outpost and their armory. That’s where they keep the weapons. All of them.”

That got everyone’s attention.

Even Husk sat up straighter.

Angel leaned forward. “And let me guess. Locked down tight?”

Pentious nodded gravely. “Very.”

Cherri’s grin turned razor-edged. “Well, well. Looks like we’ve got ourselves a field trip.”

Husk stilled. “Hold on. You’re not suggestin’ we break in—”

“Not break in,” Cherri corrected, waving a hand. “Just… case the joint. Get a feel for the layout. Y’know, in case shit goes south and we need to borrow some gear.”

“And maybe,” Angel added, stretching his arms lazily, “a party’s the perfect cover to start learning who’s got access to it.”

Niffty’s smile widened. “See? Told you this wedding was a good idea.”

Charlie sighed, half-exasperated, half-something-else. “You guys are using our wedding as fucking recon or something.”

Cherri smirked. “We’re attending your wedding. And doing recon. Big difference.”

Vaggie chuckled softly, her fingers brushing Charlie’s. “Hey, we did say surviving means working with the community.”

Charlie couldn’t help it, she laughed. “Fine. Just… let’s try not to actually kill anyone.”

Angel winked. “No promises.”


The group dispersed after their hushed planning session, each slipping away to prepare in their own way. Charlie and Vaggie retreated to their bedroom, where Emily had left two carefully wrapped packages—their wedding attire, pulled from Eden’s communal storage that used to belong to an unknown couple.

Charlie’s fingers hesitated over the brown paper wrapping before peeling it back. Inside lay a white suit, slightly dusty but impeccably tailored, the fabric still crisp despite the years it must have spent tucked away. She lifted it, holding it up against herself in the dim light of their bedroom.

It fit. Too well.

A strange feeling settled in her chest as she ran her fingers over the lapels. The last time she’d worn a suit like this had been the day of the outbreak—back when her biggest worry had been whether her tie was straight before a meeting.

She inhaled sharply, forcing the memory back.

Not today.

Beside her, Vaggie had already unwrapped her own package—a peplum wedding dress, soft ivory fabric with delicate lace detailing. She held it up, eyeing it critically before sighing.

"Mierda, this is gonna be tight," she muttered, turning it in her hands.

Charlie blinked, pulled from her thoughts. "Hm?"

Vaggie shot her a look. "My thighs. And my ass. This dress wasn’t made for someone who actually moves."

Charlie couldn’t help but grin. "Oh, I highly disagree."

Vaggie rolled her eye but couldn’t suppress her own smile as she shimmied into the dress. True to her prediction, the fabric clung to her curves, hugging her powerful thighs and the swell of her hips. The sleeves stretched slightly over her biceps, the lace straining just a little where it met the ink of her full-sleeve tattoo.

Charlie’s breath caught.

God.

Vaggie turned, frowning at her reflection in the standing mirror they’d propped against the wall. "See? Too tight."

Charlie didn’t answer. She was too busy staring—at the way the dress accentuated every line of Vaggie’s body, at the contrast of delicate lace against her battle-hardened muscles, at the way the fabric dipped just enough to reveal the edge of her collarbone.

Vaggie caught her gaze in the mirror and arched an eyebrow. "Hm?"

Charlie swallowed. "You’re gorgeous."

Vaggie’s cheeks darkened, but she scoffed. "Flatterer."

Charlie crossed the room in two strides, slipping behind Vaggie and wrapping her arms around her waist. She pressed a kiss to the curve of her shoulder, right where the tattoo’s patterns disappeared beneath the lace. "I’m serious. You look…" She trailed off, searching for the right word.

Vaggie leaned back into her, tilting her head. "Like I’m about to rip this dress if I breathe too hard?"

Charlie laughed, squeezing her gently. "Like mine."

Vaggie cupped her face with one hand. "You’re such a sap," she murmured warmly.

Charlie grinned. "Your sap."

Vaggie kissed her—slow, sweet, lingering—before pulling back just enough to study her. "You clean up pretty good yourself, mi vida."

Charlie glanced at their reflection. The suit did look good on her, even if it felt strange after so long in practical, worn-in clothes. The white fabric made her skin glow, the cut emphasizing her shoulders and the lean line of her torso.

Vaggie’s fingers brushed over Charlie’s lapel, smoothing an invisible wrinkle. "You okay?"

Charlie exhaled. "Yeah. Just… weird, I guess. Last time I wore something like this was when I was invited to a white party two years ago."

Vaggie hummed in understanding. Her fingers laced with Charlie’s as she leaned back against her, their reflection a portrait in the mirror. The dress, the suit—they were just costumes, really. But with the late afternoon light filtering through the curtains, it was easy to pretend.

Vaggie’s voice was soft, almost dreamlike. “You ever think about it?”

Charlie rested her chin on Vaggie’s shoulder. “Think about what?”

“This.” Vaggie swayed slightly, guiding Charlie into a slow, absent dance. “But years from now. When we’re old. Like, actually old.”

Charlie watched their reflection—the way Vaggie’s lashes lowered, the way her lips curved into a soft smile.

“Gray hair,” Vaggie murmured. “Wrinkles. Bad knees. Still dancing like this, even when we can’t hear the music anymore.”

Charlie’s throat tightened.

She could almost see it—their reflection warping, time etching itself into their faces. Vaggie’s dark hair streaked with silver, her sharp edges softened by age. Her hands, still calloused but maybe a little more gnarled, still holding Charlie’s just as firmly. And Charlie herself—would she even live long enough to go gray? Would she get to see Maggie grow up, become a woman, maybe even have kids of her own someday?

The thought settled heavy in her chest.

Vaggie must have sensed the shift, because she tilted her head, catching Charlie’s eye in the mirror. “Hey. You’d look good with white hair, you know.”

Charlie huffed a quiet laugh, pressing her forehead against Vaggie’s shoulder. “You think?”

“Mhm.” Vaggie’s fingers traced idle patterns over Charlie’s rough knuckles. “All distinguished and shit. Like some fancy professor.”

Charlie smiled, but it was tinged with something bittersweet. “I want that,” she admitted softly. “I want to get old with you.”

Vaggie stilled for a heartbeat—just long enough for Charlie to wonder if she’d said too much—before humming, low and content. She leaned back into Charlie’s embrace, their bodies swaying gently in the quiet room.

No music. Just the rustle of fabric, the steady rhythm of their breathing.

Then, with a playful nudge, Vaggie added, “And when we’re old and senile, I’ll still remind you every day that you married up.”

Charlie barked a laugh. “Oh, fuck off.”

Vaggie grinned, turning in Charlie’s arms to face her properly. “Make me.”

And just like that, the future didn’t seem so far away.

Charlie kissed her—slow, savoring—before pulling back with a smirk. “We should probably get going before Emily sends a search party.”

Vaggie groaned but didn’t argue, stepping back to adjust her dress with a grumble about the fit. Charlie watched her for a moment, memorizing the way the light caught the lace, the way Vaggie’s nose scrunched in annoyance at the stubborn fabric.


Emily’s house was alive with soft chatter and golden-hour light filtering through the windows. The guests—their ragtag group, along with a handful of Eden’s residents—were scattered around the backyard, where folding chairs had been arranged in loose rows. Charlie stood at the aisle, bouncing Maggie gently in her arms as she scanned the crowd.

Vaggie, already waiting at the front beside Emily, caught her eye and smirked—You’re late.

Charlie mouthed back, Blame the baby.

Maggie, as if on cue, gurgled and grabbed a fistful of Charlie’s tie.

“Okay, okay, let go—” Charlie pried her fingers free, pressing a kiss to Maggie’s forehead before reluctantly handing her off to Lucifer.

Charlie took her place across from Vaggie, their hands immediately finding each other. Emily began speaking—something about love in dark times, resilience, all the poetic crap Charlie only half-processed because holy shit, Vaggie was staring at her like she was the only person in the world.

Then it was time for vows.

They hadn’t prepared anything. There’d been no time or energy for perfectly crafted words. So when Emily nodded at them expectantly, Charlie just blurted out, “Uh. So. You’re stuck with me now.”

The guests snorted.

Vaggie rolled her eye, but her grip on Charlie’s hands tightened. “Dios mío, you’re such an idiot.” Then, softer: “But you’re my idiot. And I’m not letting go.”

Emily, bless her, pretended not to notice the sniffle threatening to escape Charlie as she gestured for the rings. The ring bearer—a wide-eyed kid from Eden who’d been volunteered last minute—nearly dropped the box before Husk steadied it with a grumbled Easy, kid.

They slid them onto each other’s fingers, hands trembling just a little, and then—

“Okay, now you can kiss,” Emily announced, grinning.

Vaggie didn’t wait. She yanked Charlie forward by the lapels, their laughter muffled as their lips met. The backyard erupted into cheers—Angel whooping, Cherri whistling, Pentious dabbing at his eyes with a handkerchief.

And just like that, they were married.


The party spilled into the house, Emily’s promised feast laid out on a long table—more food than Charlie had seen in a year. But before she could grab a plate, Emily herded her and Vaggie upstairs, waving a pen and a crisp sheet of paper.

“Sign here, here, and—oh, Sera notarized it already, perfect!” Emily chirped, as if this were any other bureaucratic transaction and not the legal proof that Charlie and Vaggie were, officially, a family.

Charlie stared at the certificate, her signature still wet on the line.

Vaggie bumped their shoulders together. “Still scared?”

Charlie exhaled. “Terrified.”

“Good.” Vaggie kissed her temple. “Means you’re paying attention.”

Downstairs, the music swelled—someone pulled out a guitar, and Lucifer was attempting to play while Maggie clapped along in his arms. Charlie lingered near the edge of the room, watching their group’s attempts to blend in with Eden’s residents—some more successful than others.

Angel, ever the social butterfly, had already commandeered a corner of the kitchen, regaling a cluster of wide-eyed locals with what was either a wildly exaggerated war story or an entirely inappropriate joke (judging by their scandalized giggles, probably both). Husk, meanwhile, nursed a drink by the fireplace, his scowl warding off casual conversation—though an older woman with silver-streaked braids seemed undeterred, nodding toward his glass with a knowing smirk. "That’s the good stuff, ain’t it?" Charlie caught him grumbling something about "not wasting it on small talk," but the woman just laughed, unfazed.

Cherri and Pentious had at least tried—Pentious was mid-bow to a confused couple when Cherri dragged him away by the sleeve, hissing, "Stop being weird, they think you’re proposing to them!"

Vaggie had melted into the crowd effortlessly, exchanging quiet words with a group near the staircase. Charlie’s fingers twitched at her sides. She wanted to follow, to tuck herself against her wife’s side, but—

"Let them mingle," Vaggie had said earlier, squeezing her hand. "This is our chance to get a read on these people."

Fuck. Right.

Charlie took a step toward the buffet table—neutral territory—where Baxter stood picking at a plate of roasted vegetables, his expression as detached as ever. Peter then approached beside him. "Didn’t think I’d see you here, Doc."

Baxter didn’t look up. "Just making an appearance. I’ve got to get back to the clinic later, checking up on…"

Charlie strained to catch the rest, but—

"CHARLIE!"

Lucifer’s voice boomed across the room as he swept her into a crushing hug, Maggie giggling in his arms. "My little girl! Married!" He sniffed dramatically before depositing Maggie into Charlie’s arms. "And your little angel misses you already."

Charlie grinned, bouncing Maggie as she cooed. "Yeah, yeah."

Lucifer chuckled, but his eyes flicked over her shoulder, scanning the room. "You holding up okay? This crowd’s a bit…" He waved a hand vaguely.

"Overwhelming?" Charlie admitted, adjusting Maggie’s tiny dress. "Yeah. But Vaggie’s right—we need to play nice."

Lucifer hummed, unconvinced. "Just don’t forget to breathe, kid. And eat something. You’re swaying."

She was. The adrenaline of the ceremony had worn off, leaving her limbs heavy. Charlie was about to reply to Lucifer when a middle-aged man she didn’t recognize clapped a heavy hand on her father’s shoulder, shaking it with a grin that didn’t reach his eyes.

"Congrats, man! Never thought I’d see the day your kid tied the knot," the man boomed, "Didn’t think she would end up a dyke, but hey—least she picked a hard worker, right? Even if the wife’s an immigrant.” He barked a laugh, as if he’d told a joke.

Charlie’s grip on Maggie tightened. The baby let out a tiny squeak of protest, but Charlie barely registered it.

Lucifer stiffened, his smile freezing into something strained while fingers twitching like he wanted to wrench his hand back. “Ah—ha, c’mon now, let’s not—” He cleared his throat, voice dropping. “That’s not really appropriate to say about my daughter.”

The man waved him off, oblivious or indifferent to the way Charlie’s jaw had clenched. “Relax, it’s a compliment! Tough world out there, and she’s keeping it in the family, eh?” He winked, as if that made it better.

Charlie’s skin prickled. She wanted to snap back, to demand who the hell this guy even was, but Maggie squirmed in her arms, her tiny fists batting at Charlie’s collar. The distraction was enough to make her bite her tongue.

Then, a tap on her shoulder.

She turned, relief flooding her as she recognized Seviathan’s familiar face. His small grin was a welcome anchor. “Hey, Charlie,” he nudged her arm. “Congrats. You clean up nice.”

Charlie exhaled, forcing her shoulders to relax as she shifted Maggie to one hip and pulled Seviathan into a half-hug. “Thanks. I think?” She glanced down at her suit, then back at him with a wry smile. “You’re one to talk. Is that velvet?”

Seviathan preened, smoothing a hand down his green vest. “Only the best for your big day.” His gaze flicked past her to where Lucifer was still trapped in conversation with the bigot, his laughter too tight. Seviathan’s smirk faded slightly. “Uh. You good?”

Charlie adjusted Maggie again, avoiding his eyes. “Peachy.”

Seviathan followed her line of sight and scoffed. “Ah. That bastard.” He rolled his eyes. “Don’t waste your energy. He’s Eden’s head of supply distribution—thinks it makes him king crap.” He leaned in, lowering his voice. “Also, fun fact? His wife left him for another woman last month.”

Charlie choked on a laugh, quickly muffling it against Maggie’s hair. “No.”

Yes.” Seviathan grinned. “Karma’s a bitch with lovely timing.”

The tension in Charlie’s chest eased, just a little. She exhaled, shifting Maggie’s weight in her arms as she glanced around the crowded room. "Hey, is Yidhra here? And Joaquin?"

Seviathan nodded toward the other room. "Yidhra’s in there with the other women. Joaquin’s probably playing with the other kids—figured it was a good chance to let him burn off energy." He smirked. "You know how it is."

Charlie did. Maggie was still too young for that, but she could already see the future—playdates that doubled as survival training, sticky fingers grabbing at everything in sight. The thought made her smile, despite the lingering tension in her shoulders.

"Yeah," she murmured, bouncing Maggie slightly. "I get it."

Seviathan studied her for a beat, his dark eyes flicking toward the man still talking to Lucifer—now with a noticeably stiffer posture—before turning his back to them. "You wanna grab a plate before the vultures pick everything clean?"

Charlie let out a weak laugh. "God, yes."

They slipped away toward the buffet, weaving through clusters of guests. As they passed, Charlie caught the tail end of Lucifer’s conversation—his voice sounded pissed.

"—and if you ever talk about my family like that again, we’re gonna have a real problem, understand?"

Seviathan pretended not to hear while loading his plate. "They better not have skimped on the roasted potatoes. I swear—"

Maggie, blissfully oblivious, chose that moment to blow a raspberry against Charlie’s cheek, her tiny fingers patting her mother’s face like she was trying to comfort her. Charlie’s chest tightened—half with affection, half with something bittersweet. Dad is still overprotective as ever.

She pressed a kiss to Maggie’s curls before grabbing a fork. "Priorities, Sev."

Seviathan snorted, nudging a plate toward her. "That’s the spirit."

Charlie stabbed a roasted carrot more aggressively than necessary, but as she took a bite, the knot in her stomach loosened—just a little. The food was good.


Vaggie stood in a loose circle with Yidhra and two other women from Eden—Marlene, a sharp-eyed woman with a penchant for gossip, and Ruth, whose laugh was just a little too loud to be entirely genuine.

“God, I know! Isn’t he just too handsome?” Marlene sighed, fanning herself dramatically. “Andrew is such an attractive young man.”

Ruth smirked, swirling her drink. “Maybe too attractive, if you know what I’m saying.” She lowered her voice. “I could see him spending a lot of time with James and John.”

Vaggie barely suppressed an eye roll. Oh, for fuck’s sake.

Yidhra simply laughed. “It’s not my business to pry or check out other men,” she said, adjusting the cuff of her sleeve. “I already have my Seviathan.”

Marlene nudged her playfully. “Oh, come on, it’s not checking out. There’s nothing wrong with admiring men.” She sighed wistfully. “Though I do consider you and Valeria lucky—you both found the love of your lives before the outbreak.”

Yidhra scoffed under her breath, shaking her head. “Never a dull moment in Eden,” she muttered before turning to Vaggie with a small, genuine smile. “Though, I’m grateful you and your group are part of the community now.”

Vaggie returned the smile, though her grip on her cup tightened slightly. Community. The word still felt foreign, like a borrowed jacket that didn’t quite fit.

Then—

“I’M FINE!”

The shout came from the other room, loud and slurred. Vaggie turned just in time to see Pentious swaying dangerously, his cup sloshing liquid onto the floor as he waved off Cherri’s attempts to steady him.

“Come on, we’re leaving,” Cherri growled, grabbing his arm.

Pentious yanked himself free with drunken indignation. “I said I’m fine! I’m not going anywhere!”

Vaggie’s eye flicked toward the buffet table, where Charlie was already watching—and Sera to intercept her.

“Could you please—” Sera started, but Charlie cut her off with a firm, “I’ve got it under control.”

And then, like the stubborn idiot Vaggie adored, Charlie hoisted Pentious over one shoulder like a sack of flour.

Alastor materialized beside her, his grin razor-sharp. “Now, now, my dear—let me take care of this.”

Charlie hesitated. “But—”

“You’re the star of the event,” Alastor interrupted, already prying Pentious from her grip. “Wouldn’t want the bride to be interrupted, would we?”

With a reluctant sigh, Charlie let go. Alastor slung an arm around Pentious’s shoulders, steering him toward the door with alarming cheer. “We’re getting out of here, good Pentious.”

“I—I apologize—” Pentious hiccuped, stumbling along. “There are children here—”

“Yes, yes, very noble,” Alastor hummed, ushering him out with Cherri trailing behind, muttering curses under her breath.

Emily clapped her hands together. “A little too much celebration—who can blame him?” She beamed at the remaining guests. “Let’s not let the night go to waste, everyone!”

The tension dissolved into scattered laughter and murmurs. Vaggie exhaled, watching as Charlie rubbed her temples before forcing a smile and rejoining the crowd.

God, this is exhausting.

Yidhra leaned in, voice low. “You okay?”

Vaggie took a slow sip of her drink. “Just wondering how long until someone else does something stupid.”

Her gaze drifted past Yidhra’s shoulder, toward the far corner of the room where Niffty had somehow cornered Baxter near the punch bowl. The doctor’s usual detached expression had cracked slightly—whether from annoyance or amusement, it was hard to tell—as Niffty gestured animatedly, her tiny hands fluttering like hyperactive birds. Baxter adjusted his glasses, muttered something, and—Christ, was that the ghost of a smirk?

Huh.

Charlie, meanwhile, had migrated back to Seviathan, laughing at something he’d said as she balanced Maggie against her hip. The sight shouldn’t have made Vaggie’s chest tighten, but it did—not out of jealousy (she trusted Charlie with her life), but it's more like a wistfulness.

Seviathan leaned in to ruffle Maggie’s curls, and Charlie swatted him away playfully, her grin easy. They looked... comfortable. Like two people who’d shared a lifetime before Vaggie came along and even the world ended, yet still chose to be kind to each other after.

Must be nice.

The thought slithered in before Vaggie could stop it. Her fingers flexed around her cup. Not now.

But memory was a traitor.

—wind screaming past her ears with the roar of the bike beneath them, arms locked around Lauren’s waist as they tore down the Jersey coast at midnight. Streetlights bled into streaks of gold, the salt-sting of the ocean sharp in her lungs, Lauren’s laughter vibrating against her chest like a second heartbeat—

“Valeria.”

Yidhra’s voice snapped her back. The woman was studying her, dark eyes unreadable. “You’re lying,” she said simply.

Vaggie blinked. “About what?”

“That stupid comment earlier.” Yidhra tilted her head. “You’re thinking about something else.”

Vaggie opened her mouth, then shut it. Yidhra had always been too perceptive for her own good.

Before she could deflect, Marlene clapped her hands together. “Oh! Speaking of thinking—” She turned to Vaggie. “Is there anyone in your group who might be interested in a little... matchmaking?”

Vaggie’s brain short-circuited.

Matchmaking? She mentally ran through the roster: Angel and Husk were a lost cause—Pentious and Cherri were already a package deal. Alastor had once cheerfully announced that romance was “like a zoo exhibit—best observed from a safe distance.” Niffty had been the only one still chirping about “finding a bad man,” but now she was practically vibrating in front of Baxter.

“...No,” Vaggie said flatly. “I don’t think anyone’s interested.”

Ruth pouted. “Not even the little one?” She nodded toward Niffty, who was now demonstrating what looked like a knife trick with a butter knife. Baxter had gone very still.

Especially not her,” Vaggie muttered.


Charlie caught Vaggie’s eye across the room—a silent question. Ready to go? Vaggie nodded, already shifting Maggie’s drowsy weight against her shoulder.

Sera intercepted them at the door. “Leaving so soon?”

Charlie rubbed the back of her neck. “Maggie’s overdue for bedtime, and we should probably check on Pentious…”

“Of course,” Sera said. “I hope he’s alright. Let him know no one’s upset—we’ve all been there.” Her lips quirked. “Some of us more than once.”

Charlie grinned. “Oh, now I need those stories.”

“Another time,” Sera chuckled, waving them off. “Go. Enjoy what’s left of your night.”

The walk back was quiet. At the fork in the path, Vaggie pressed a kiss to Charlie’s cheek. “I’ll get Maggie settled. Don’t take too long.”

Charlie detoured to Pentious and Cherri’s house. She knocked once, exchanged a few words too low for even the crickets to hear, and left with a shake of her head.

By the time she slipped into their own home, the downstairs was dark. Upstairs, the bedroom glowed softly with lamplight. Maggie was out cold in her crib, swaddled in stars-and-cloud pajamas, her tiny chest rising and falling like a tide.

Vaggie stood by the bed, half-undressed—her wedding dress unzipped and pooling around her hips, the scarred planes of her back bared in the golden light. She turned at the creak of the floorboard, and the way she looked at Charlie then—hungry and fond and so fucking tired—made Charlie’s throat tighten.

“Took you long enough,” Vaggie murmured, stepping close. Her fingers hooked in Charlie’s belt loops, tugging her in.

Charlie smirked, brushing a thumb over the smudged eyeliner under Vaggie’s eye. “What, were you waiting for me?”

“Shut up.” Vaggie kissed her, slow and deep, then pulled back just enough to whisper against her lips: “Wedding night. Traditionally, we’re supposed to consummate—”

A tiny snuffle from the crib made them both freeze.

Maggie sighed in her sleep, rolling onto her side.

Vaggie exhaled through her nose. “...Quietly.”

Charlie bit her lip to stifle a laugh. “Challenge accepted.”

The kiss deepened, Charlie’s back hitting the mattress as Vaggie climbed over her, Vaggie’s fingers fumbled with the buttons of Charlie’s dress shirt, her breath warm against Charlie’s lips between kisses. “Fuck—why do you wear so many layers?” she muttered, nipping at Charlie’s lower lip in frustration.

Charlie grinned, sliding her hands under the loosened straps of Vaggie’s dress, letting it slip further down her shoulders. “You’re one to talk,” she whispered back, tracing the curve of Vaggie’s collarbone with her thumb. “This thing has, like, a thousand tiny hooks.”

“Shut up and help me.”

Charlie obeyed, shrugging off her suit jacket before reaching for Vaggie’s zipper again. But Vaggie was impatient. She grabbed Charlie’s wrists and shoved her backward onto the bed, climbing over her before Charlie could even laugh.

“Someone’s eager,” Charlie teased, but the words dissolved into a gasp as Vaggie’s teeth grazed her neck, her hands finally (finally) pushing Charlie’s shirt open. Her palms slid up Charlie’s bare stomach, thumbs brushing the underside of her breasts, and Charlie arched into the touch with a sharp inhale.

The suit jacket was long gone, discarded somewhere near the foot of the bed and Vaggie’s touch was possessive, her palms skimming down Charlie’s bare torso, mapping every scar, every dip of muscle. “Mine,” she murmured against Charlie’s skin, the word more breath than sound.

Charlie arched into her, fingers tangling in Vaggie’s hair. “Yours,” she agreed, voice already ragged.

Her palms slid up Charlie’s bare stomach, thumbs brushing the underside of her breasts, and Charlie arched into the touch with a sharp inhale. Vaggie’s wedding dress had pooled around her waist, the straps slipping off her shoulders as she leaned down to mouth at Charlie’s collarbone. Teeth scraped skin (a warning) and Charlie bit down on her own knuckle to stifle a moan.

God, this was ridiculous.

They’d done this before countless times, in tents and trucks and the backseat of an abandoned car once, laughing like rebellious teenagers... but tonight, with their daughter right there, it felt different.

Vaggie’s knee pressed between Charlie’s thighs, and Charlie’s hips jerked up instinctively, seeking friction.

“Fuck—Vaggie—”

Then the bed creaked (just once) and they both froze.

A soft rustle came from the crib.

Vaggie held her breath, her body tense above Charlie’s.

Silence.

Then tiny, even breaths. Maggie was still asleep.

Charlie exhaled, her grip on Vaggie’s hips tightening. “Close call,” she whispered.

Vaggie smirked, leaning down to capture Charlie’s mouth again. “Then you better be quiet.”

Charlie’s retort was lost in the kiss, swallowed by Vaggie’s tongue as she slipped Charlie’s shirt off her shoulders. While Charlie herself wasn’t faring much better when she took sight of her wife, nothing but her underwear. The sight of her flushed skin, dark hair spilling over her shoulders, that look in her eye made Charlie’s pulse stutter.

“Fuck,” Charlie breathed.

“That’s the idea.”

She kissed her way down Charlie’s chest, pausing to swirl her tongue over a nipple, earning a bitten-off whimper. Charlie’s hips jerked upward, seeking friction, but Vaggie held her down with one hand, her other tracing teasing circles along Charlie’s waistband.

“Vaggie—” Charlie hissed, fingers twisting in the sheets.

“Shh.” Vaggie’s breath ghosted over Charlie’s stomach as she hooked her fingers into Charlie’s pants, dragging them down agonizingly slow. “Don’t wake the baby.”

Charlie groaned, throwing an arm over her face to muffle the sound.

Vaggie didn’t let up. She kissed lower, lower... her tongue tracing the sensitive skin of Charlie’s inner thigh, her fingers pressing just there, just enough to make Charlie’s back arch.

Dios, you’re already—” Vaggie’s voice was thick with satisfaction.

“Shut up,” Charlie gasped, her thighs trembling.

Vaggie didn’t. Not with her words, at least, but her mouth, her hands, the way she moved against Charlie—God, it was enough to make Charlie forget how to breathe.

She came with Vaggie’s name on her lips, barely a whisper, her body taut like a bowstring before collapsing back into the mattress, boneless and breathless.

Vaggie crawled back up her body, her own breathing uneven, her skin flushed. “You’re loud,” she murmured, kissing Charlie’s jaw.

Charlie, still dazed, managed a weak smirk. “Says the woman who—”

Vaggie cut her off with a kiss, grinding her hips down against Charlie’s thigh. Charlie’s hands slid down her back, gripping her ass, pulling her closer.

“Turn over,” Charlie murmured against her lips.

Vaggie obeyed, rolling onto her back as Charlie settled between her legs. She didn’t waste time. Her mouth found Vaggie’s neck, her collarbone, the swell of her breasts, each kiss punctuated by the quiet hitch of Vaggie’s breath.

When Charlie’s fingers finally slipped between her thighs, Vaggie’s head fell back, her teeth sinking into her own lip to stifle a moan.

Charlie watched her; the way her lashes fluttered, the way her chest rose and fell, the way her hips moved against Charlie’s touch... she felt something fierce and possessive curl in her chest.

Mine.

Vaggie’s fingers tangled in Charlie’s hair, her breath coming in short, sharp gasps. “Charlie—”

Charlie kissed her, swallowing the sound as Vaggie shuddered beneath her, her body tensing before going slack, her forehead dropping against Charlie’s shoulder.

They just breathed with hearts pounding, skin damp, the air thick with the scent of sweat and sex.

Then—

A tiny whimper from the crib.

They both froze.

Maggie stirred, her little fists rubbing at her eyes.

Vaggie groaned, dropping her face into the pillow. “No.”

Charlie bit back a laugh, pressing a kiss to Vaggie’s shoulder before reluctantly pulling away. “Duty calls.”

Vaggie grabbed her wrist before she could get far. “You’re naked.”

Charlie blinked. “Oh. Right.”

Notes:

to be honest, i already made enough progress (like, 70%?) with the "plot progression" chapter but i wasnt satisfied with the pacing. so i have to create this bonus chapter in last minute.

although, im not sure when's the next chapter gonna publish... as my brain is begging me to leave this fic in a hiatus while waiting for season 2, but theres no announcement nor trailer yet so.... i'll have to come up with bullshit on my own.
(update in jun 21, 2025): recently watched 28 Years Later with my friend in the cinemas and oh my god i love it, im gonna take inspo from the movie's elements into this fic.

Chapter 40: Peregrine

Summary:

The group's official first day in Eden enforces them to work in their assigned jobs, but tensions arise as Charlie and Vaggie stumble across old faces.

Notes:

really lengthy chapter, and its gonna be a wild ride for our ladies.
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(update aug 11, 2025): i removed and edited one of the scenes in this chapter from the feedback. this will give future readers a better read.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Charlie walked slowly down the housing street. The air was cool, like it made you want to pull your jacket tighter. It was also the kind that belonged to a normal neighborhood, on a normal night, where the biggest worry was whether you’d left the stove on or forgotten to lock the front door. But this wasn’t a normal neighborhood, and Charlie wasn’t a normal woman herself, nor the others. She was a woman who had spent too many nights holding her breath, listening for the shuffle of feet that didn’t belong to the living. And yet, here she was, walking under the pale glow of streetlights, in a place that felt almost safe.

Almost.

What bothered her most wasn’t the quiet or the neatness Eden seemed to exist in a bubble. It was the people. The residents. The way they talked about the world before the outbreak like it was something they could still return to, like the zombies were just a temporary inconvenience. Charlie had overheard them—on porches, in the community areas, and even from the party earlier—talking about things like weekend plans and gossip and whether the coffee shop would ever reopen. Like the world hadn’t ended and it hadn’t taken everything from them. Hell, even the way Sera and Emily talked about this shit during and after the vetting process—and it unsettled her.

Charlie had tried to shake it off, to tell herself it was just how people coped, but it gnawed at her. How could they not see?

She wasn’t sure about her dad, though. He was different, wasn’t he? She wanted to believe he was. But the doubt crept in anyway. Charlie sighed, running her hands down her face as if she could wipe away the thoughts clinging to her.

“Why do you even care?” she muttered to herself. “It’s not your job to fix this. You’re nothing but a fucking Morningstar daughter.”

But the truth was, she did care. She cared too much, and it scared her. Eden is like a ticking clock. And when it stopped and the illusion shattered, Charlie wasn’t sure anyone here would be ready.

As she walked, she passed a house with a porch cluttered with scraps and equipment—Pentious’s handiwork, no doubt. This was his and Cherri’s place. Charlie paused, glancing at the mess of wires and metal. She hadn’t gotten any answers from Angel and Husk’s house earlier, but maybe Pentious and Cherri would have something to say. Or Pentious himself recovered enough to walk around just to remind her why she didn’t like talking to people in the first place. Either way, it was worth a shot.

She stepped onto the porch. Charlie had raised her hand to knock, but as her knuckles hovered just shy of the wood, the sound of raised voices stopped her short.

“For fuck’s sake, Xavier, you don’t have to be so fucking controlling!”

Cherri’s voice was sharp. Charlie barely had time to register it before Pentious fired back.

“I’m not being controlling! What I’m saying is that decision is not fair—not to us! You can’t do this. Damn it, you can’t!”

Charlie frowned. She knew better than to eavesdrop, but curiosity—mixed with a healthy dose of concern—got the better of her. She pressed her ear to the door.

“Christ, this is what I’m good at!” Cherri shot back. “Back in Brooklyn, before I met your sorry ass, I was always going in for scoutings and other bullshit. It’s what I’m best suited for!”

Pentious didn’t respond right away, and Charlie could imagine his frustration simmering in the silence. Her unease deepened, but before she could linger on it, footsteps thudded toward the door. Her pulse kicked up as she backpedaled down the porch, trying to look like she had just arrived instead of eavesdropping.

The door swung open, and Cherri stepped out, already halfway through pulling on her jacket. She stopped short when she spotted Charlie.

“Oh, uh… didn’t know you were out here,” Cherri’s voice is less sharp now.

Charlie met her gaze, keeping her expression neutral. “Something’s wrong? I heard yelling.”

Cherri parted her lips as if about to answer but stopped herself, shaking her head instead. “It’s nothing important.” That was a lie. Her tone was dismissive—like she was trying to convince herself more than Charlie. But before Charlie could press further, Cherri brushed past her and strode off down the street.

Charlie watches Cherri disappear and turns back to the door creaking open again. Pentious stood in the doorway, rubbing a hand over his face. When he spotted Charlie still lingering on the porch, his expression flickered between irritation and surprise.

“…How long were you standing there?”

Charlie leaned back against the bannister, crossing her arms loosely over her chest. “I didn’t hear the rest of it, if that’s what you’re worried about.”

Pentious let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head as he stepped fully onto the porch, letting the door swing shut behind him. “No, no, it’s fine. I’m sorry about the disruption.” He ran a hand through his long, dark hair, then sighs in exhaustion. “Out of all the arguments Cherri and I have had over the months, this is one of the first that’s actually felt… domestic. Times are really changing, huh?”

Charlie nodded slowly, her gaze drifting to the street where Cherri had disappeared. She couldn’t help but notice the shift too. Before Eden, their arguments had been about where to scavenge, how to fortify their temporary base, who to trust. Now, it seemed like they were arguing about… normal couple stuff. It was almost surreal. “Yeah. It’s weird, isn’t it?”

Pentious sighed, leaning against the doorframe. “Tell me about it. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I’m grateful for the peace.”

Charlie hesitated for a moment before asking, “If you don’t mind me asking… is this about Cherri’s job here in Eden?”

Pentious’s shoulders tensed slightly, but he nodded. “Yeah. It’s… complicated. I’m not doubting her capabilities—Cherri’s one of the most capable people I know. But she’s jumping into something dangerous in an unfamiliar place, and it’s starting tomorrow. I just…” He trailed off, his voice tightening. “I’m worried about her, that’s all.”

Charlie hummed in understanding. “I get that. I mean, I felt the same way when Vaggie took on her role as a recruiter. It’s dangerous, but she was upfront about wanting to be helpful for Eden. Maybe Cherri feels the same way. And you being concerned… that’s normal. It means you care.”

“I hope that’s the case.” Pentious let out a breath, his shoulders relaxing slightly. “But it’s also… new territory for us. We’re used to worrying about zombies every five seconds, not about each other’s jobs or schedules or… whatever this is.” He gestured vaguely, a small, rueful smile tugging at his lips.

“Yeah. It’s a weird adjustment for all of us.” Charlie studied Pentious for a moment before shifting the subject. "Anyway—you feeling better?"

Pentious snorted. "Oh, miraculous recovery, really. I was like—poof!—perfectly functional.” He leaned against the porch railing, voice dropping. "Found what we needed, though. Security’s tight around the station. Like, really tight. They’ve got people posted at every entrance, and the windows are all boarded up—no easy way for Cherri to slip in unnoticed." He frowned. "We need to figure something out before she tries anything reckless."

Charlie's jaw tightened. "So we wait. The next chance we’ll have is tomorrow when some of our people are assigned to carry guns during their jobs. If they can get a good look at the layout of the armory while they’re in there, that’d be our best shot."

"You really think they'll just hand us our guns back?" Pentious muttered.

"I don't care what they do,” She crossed her arms. "This place is too important and we’re not taking any chances. We need those guns back."

Pentious studied her. "You think they're hiding something."

"I think people who act like the fucking outbreak is a inconvenience are either stupid or lying." She glanced down the empty street. "Couldn't get to Angel and Husk's place earlier. No idea if they're even home even though they already left the party—"

"Oh, they're home alright," Pentious’s eyebrows shot up. “Angel told me earlier not to disturb them tonight. Said they’d be… ‘busy.’” He emphasized the last word with a gesture in quotation.

“Busy?” Charlie blinked. “With what?”

Pentious stared at her for a moment, then burst out laughing. “Oh, come on, Charlie. You can’t be that oblivious.”

It took a second, but then it hit her. Charlie’s eyes widened, and her cheeks flushed a deep red as she stammered, “Oh. Oh. Oh my God. I—I didn’t—I mean, I wasn’t—” She covered her face with her hands, groaning in embarrassment. “Why did you tell me that?”

“Hey, you asked! I’m just being honest.”


Charlie woke slowly. The sunlight filtered through the curtains, painting the room in soft, golden streaks that seemed to stretch lazily across the queen-sized bed. She blinked, her hand instinctively reaching for the space beside her, expecting to feel the familiar warmth of Vaggie’s body. But the sheets were cool, the indentation of her wife’s presence already fading, and Charlie’s heart sank a little.

Of course, Vaggie wasn’t there. Vaggie was never there this late in the morning. She had this habit—this infuriating, admirable habit—of waking up before the sun no matter what day it is. Charlie sighed, her fingers curling into the empty space. It wasn’t just the bed that felt emptier; it was the room, the air, the day itself.

She yawned, stretching her arms above her head, and that’s when her hand brushed against something on Vaggie’s pillow. A folded piece of paper waiting for her. Charlie sat up with her bare torso exposed and the sheets pooling around her waist, then picked the paper up.

Unfolding it, Charlie began to read.

Charlie,

By the time you’re reading this, I’m already outside of Eden with Peter and won’t be back indefinitely. But don’t worry about Maggie; your dad dropped by and took her. You know how he is more than willing to play the doting grandfather. And before you ask, yes, I made sure he knows her nap schedule (which is bullshit). And no, he’s well aware that he’s not allowed to feed her anything other than the formula.

Also, please take a shower. I know we fell asleep right after we fucked last night, and, well… let’s just say you might want to wear something that covers your neck. (Don’t give me that look—you know you love them.)

It’s been a while since we had a night like that, hasn’t it? A clean bed, clean selves, and no one knocking on the door asking for something. Fuck, I miss it.

Charlie groaned, burying her face in her hands. The memory of last night came rushing back—the way they’d laughed and whispered and tangled their bare bodies together. It had been so long since they’d had a moment like that, just the two of them alone, no interruptions. Just them.

Until then, we have work to do. And please don’t forget to eat something before heading to the clinic, I’ve left you some cooked luncheon meat in the fridge.

I love you.

V

Charlie folded the letter carefully, holding it to her chest for a moment before setting it on the nightstand by her side. The sunlight was brighter now, the room warmer, and though Vaggie wasn’t there, her presence lingered in the letter she’d left behind. Charlie sighed happily and swung her legs over the side of the bed.

She had a shower to take, after all.


Vaggie finished dressing, with the steam from her morning shower earlier still clinging to the air. She glanced at the bed, where Charlie lay tangled in the sheets with her pale skin marked with hickies. There was something achingly beautiful about the way Charlie’s chest rose and fell, the way her lips parted just slightly, as if she were about to whisper something even in her dreams.

Careful not to wake her, Vaggie placed a folded letter on her own pillow and pressed a kiss to Charlie’s forehead, lingering just long enough to pretend it was an accident. The crib was already empty—due to Lucifer’s visit earlier. That was probably for the best.

Vaggie didn’t let herself think about it too much. Instead, she straightened, took one last look at Charlie, and slipped out of the bedroom.

Downstairs, the house was quiet at dawn. She checked the fridge, which was as close to empty as it could get without actually disappearing, save for a container of leftovers she’d set aside for Charlie.

After grabbing her jacket from the hook by the front door, the door creaked as she stepped out, and the world outside was just as still. The air smelled like damp pavement and rust, and the few people already awake were mostly armed guards stationed along the community walls. They nodded at her in acknowledgment (not a greeting, as expected).

Vaggie pulled her jacket tighter and set off toward the cathedral, passing it without a second glance. Her destination was the police station, just like Peter had said yesterday.

And speaking of Peter—there he was, half-buried under the hood of what looked like a news van that had been through at least one apocalypse, maybe two. He turned at the sound of her footsteps, wiping grease on his sleeve before grinning at her.

"You're early," he said, which was funny because she was pretty sure he hadn't left this spot last night.

Vaggie stopped a few feet away, hands in her pockets. “And you’re still here.”

Peter shrugged, leaning against the van like it was a reliable old friend. “Figured I’d get a head start. This thing’s a piece of work.” He knocked on the hood, and something inside made a noise that sounded suspiciously like a dying animal. “Still needs a new battery, but I think I can get it running.”

Vaggie arched an eyebrow. “You think?”

Peter grinned. “I’d say ‘I know,’ but that’d be a lie, and I try to save my lies for when they matter.”

Vaggie shakes her head. The sky was still that pre-dawn shade of almost-light. It reminded her of when she was a kid—when she used to wake up too early and sit by the window, watching the city before it became too loud.

She glanced at the van. “So, what’s the plan? Besides praying this thing doesn’t explode.”

“Well, first things first,” Peter wiped his hands on his already-dirty jeans. “Before we head out, get yourself equipped in the armory. No point in stepping outside Eden without being properly armed.”

As he spoke, he moved to the back of the van, gesturing for her to follow. Vaggie trailed after him, watching as he unlatched the rear doors with a grunt and swung them open. The inside was cluttered—mostly tools, some spare parts, and a couple of crates stacked against the walls—but her attention was drawn to a red hiking bag sitting on top of one of the crates.

Peter picked it up and handed it to her. “Here. Yours.”

Vaggie took it, turning it over in her hands. “This looks like Andrew’s,” she said, glancing at Peter.

“Yeah. It was.” Then, before she could ask, Peter added, “Our packs are just for this job. We use ’em to carry as many supplies as we can. Food, water, med kits, ammo—whatever we might need to hand out to survivors or keep ourselves alive out there.” He paused, then continued, “Andrew’s not coming back in recruitment for now, so… it’s yours now.”

Vaggie ran her fingers over the straps. The bag had seen better days, but it was sturdy. She slung it over her shoulders, adjusting the weight. Peter grabbed his own bag and did the same before shutting the van doors with a dull thud.

He turned to her, nodding toward the police station. “Alright. Let’s get ourselves armed.”

Without another word, he headed toward the entrance, and Vaggie fell into step beside him as they made their way toward the station. The building loomed ahead—gray stone and reinforced glass. The grass out front was overgrown, patches of it pushing through cracks in the pavement, and a faded sign leaned precariously near the edge of the lawn. The letters were worn, but she could still make out the words: Metropolitan Police Department.

A few guards loitered by the entrance, rifles slung across their backs. They wore mismatched gear, a mix of tactical vests and scavenged uniforms. When they spotted Peter and Vaggie approaching, they stepped aside without a word, allowing them to pass.

The air smelled stale, like dust and old paper. Fluorescent lights flickered overhead, casting a cold, artificial glow on the tiled floors. Even the windows were all boarded up as Pentious observed. It was clear that the building had been repurposed.

Vaggie took in the surroundings as they walked. The wide lobby, once meant to hold citizens waiting for paperwork or arrests, had been stripped down to the essentials. The front desk was bare, save for a few scattered papers and an old radio that looked like it hadn’t worked in a while. The walls were lined with empty shelves, their contents long since removed, and the faint outlines of where posters or notices once hung were still visible.

Further in, it seems that the National Guard must have used this as a base of operations back when the safe zones were first set up—rows of empty metal shelves picked clean, and stacks of crates with the faded insignia of the National Guard stamped on their sides. Some were still sealed, but most sat empty, their contents no doubt redistributed to wherever Eden’s residents had decided was more useful for better organization—or perhaps out of necessity.

The hallway was quiet, the only sound the echo of their footsteps against the floor. Vaggie’s eye lingered on the empty crates as they passed, her mind briefly wandering to what might have been stored in them once. Ammo? Rations? Medical supplies?

“I couldn’t help but to imagine this place used to be packed,” Peter muttered, more to himself than to her. “Back when the military stayed put here.”

As expected, it always concludes that the military have come to the grim end as Vaggie figured.

Vaggie and Peter turned the corner. Against the wall, a heavy metal door stood with a rusting sign bolted to its side: ARMORY. The letters were worn but still clear enough to read.

Peter pulled a key from his pocket and fit it into the lock with ease. With a sharp click, the door unlocked, and he pushed it open, stepping aside to let Vaggie in first.

Okay. Peter has the key.

Inside, the space was lined with deep blue lockers, some dented and scratched from years of use. Along the back wall, caged-up shelves stretched from floor to ceiling, filled with an arsenal that had been carefully maintained. Rifles, shotguns, sidearms—more firepower than most people in Eden would ever see in one place.

Peter stepped forward, rattling the cage door before unlocking it. “Your gear must be stashed somewhere in here.”

Vaggie nodded, slipping inside. She moved past the shelves of neatly stacked ammunition and crates of tactical gear, scanning for her weapons. It didn’t take long—her retracted spear was still strapped into the holster in a cardboard box. She grabbed it and checked its condition. Still solid.

As she worked, Peter grabbed his machete and holsters it into the sling by his back. “Y’know, if I didn’t know any better, I’d say you had a favorite.”

Vaggie wore them onto her waist, adjusting the straps before letting her gaze wander over the rest of the weapons. “I like what works.”

Peter chuckled. “Fair.”

She rolled her eye but didn’t respond. Instead, she turned to the shelf beside her, scanning the rows of sidearms. Her gaze landed on a familiar sight—a red Glock, its once-vibrant color dulled with use. Charlie’s gun.

Vaggie hesitated before picking it up. It was lighter than she remembered. She checked the chamber and wasn’t surprised to find it completely unloaded.

“Figures,” she muttered.

Peter glanced over. “What?”

“I guess you guys unloaded all the guns here,” Vaggie replied, grabbing an ammo box labeled 9mm SGL STACK MAGS. She flipped it open, finding a neat stack of magazines inside. Taking one, she slid it into the Glock with a soft, mechanical click, then grabbed an extra for precaution.

Peter arched an eyebrow. “So, what, you’re carrying that for her?”

Vaggie gave him a look. “You saying I shouldn’t?”

Peter held up his hands. “Didn’t say that. Just—” He gestured vaguely. “You and Charlie, you’re kinda opposites when it comes to this kinda thing.”

Not really, but okay. Vaggie didn’t answer right away. She just checked the safety and tucked the Glock into her waistband. “Guess that’s why it works.”

“Suppose so.”

With her weapons secured, Vaggie turned back to him. “Alright. I’m good.”

Peter then locked the cage behind her.

As they stepped out of the police station, the early morning air had taken on a sharper bite. The sky was shifting from deep blue to a murky gray, and the distant hum of Eden waking up filled the silence between Vaggie and Peter. A few people milled about near the entrance, exchanging brief glances with them before returning to whatever tasks kept them occupied.

Vaggie adjusted her bag and followed Peter back toward the van. The news van sat exactly where they left it, looking even more out of place now that dawn had cast a clearer light on its battered frame. She pulled open the passenger door and climbed in, the worn leather seat creaking beneath her weight.

Peter slid into the driver’s seat with a grunt, stretching his arms before yanking open the glove compartment. From inside, he pulled out a folded map, its edges frayed and covered in scribbled notes and hastily drawn lines. He flattened it against the dashboard with one hand, tracing over a route with his fingertip.

“We’ll be scouting out by Arlington,” he said, tapping a section circled in red ink. “Rare occasion we go out recruiting in Virginia, but hey, figured we’d switch things up.”

Vaggie shot him a skeptical look. “You’ve never scouted out west?”

Peter let out a short laugh, shaking his head. “Not really. Me and Andrew mostly stuck to the east side by Maryland. We know those places inside and out. Going west is… new.” He handed the map to her. “It’ll be a change of pace.”

Vaggie unfolded it further, scanning the notations. Roads crossed out, old supply caches marked, hazard zones hastily scribbled in. Even without the apocalypse, she recalled Arlington had always been messy—now, it was probably worse.

Peter twisted the keys in the ignition. The van gave a groan before the engine coughed to life. He shifted gears and pulled away from the curb, steering toward Eden’s east gate.

As they approached, the guards on duty moved into position. Two of them stood by the gate’s control mechanism, while another two took their places along the outer barricade, rifles slung across their backs.

With a heavy mechanical whine, the reinforced gate began to slide open. Beyond it, the world stretched out in shades of decay—buildings stripped bare, streets cracked and crumbling, and a horizon that told the story of a city long past saving.

Peter exhaled through his nose, gripping the wheel a little tighter. “Well,” he muttered as the van rolled forward, “here goes nothing.”

Vaggie glanced out the window as they crossed the threshold, leaving the safety of Eden behind.


Charlie dried her hands on a towel and hung it over the back of a chair, glancing around the kitchen like she’d forgotten something. She hadn’t. It was just her old world habit, she thought.

Satisfied, she grabbed Claire’s notebook and the keys off the counter, stepped outside, and locked the door behind her. She walked down the porch steps, her boots scuffing against the worn wood, and took in the quiet of the street.

Empty. Not in a bad way, just… expected. By now, most of the residents had gone off to do whatever jobs kept Eden running.

Charlie adjusted the grip of her folded medical coat and let her gaze drift across the road. That’s when she saw them.

Lucifer sat on the porch of the house across the street, Maggie in his arms. His grip was easy but firm like I will not drop my grandchild, even in the event of an earthquake, flood, or spontaneous combustion. He was murmuring something to her—probably some overly dramatic tale he thought would entertain a baby who barely understood language yet.

Then he looked up.

For a second, neither of them moved. Charlie noticed two things immediately: one, that her father was freshly shaven, his sharp features even more defined than before; and two, that his hair had been cut short and slicked back resembling a ducktail.

And then she saw the flicker of surprise in his expression.

Oh.

Charlie ran a hand through her own hair, suddenly aware of the difference. Didn’t he notice it yesterday? Maybe he hadn’t thought much about it since he's way too focused on the wedding. Well, no shit.

Without another word, she crossed the street and reached the porch. She stuffed her hands into her pockets and tilted her head. “New look?”

Lucifer smirked, bouncing Maggie slightly. “I was about to say the same to you.”

“You’re literally at the party yesterday.”

“Oh, well…” Lucifer chuckled awkwardly, “I forgot.”

Christ. Charlie shook her head and waved at Maggie. The baby immediately reached out, fingers wiggling like she could grab the air itself. Charlie huffed a quiet laugh and leaned down, letting Maggie’s tiny hands press against her face. Her fingers were warm and slightly sticky—probably from whatever Lucifer had been feeding her earlier.

“Hey,” Charlie murmured. Maggie gurgled something incomprehensible but very serious in response, then promptly tried to grab Charlie’s nose.

Lucifer watched with a smirk, adjusting his hold on Maggie so she wouldn’t accidentally launch herself forward. “She’s been doing that all morning,” he said. “It’s either your nose or my ears. I don’t think she’s decided which is more fascinating yet.”

Charlie snorted, gently prying Maggie’s fingers off her cheek. “Sounds like she takes after you.”

Lucifer chuckled but didn’t argue.

Still crouched, Charlie glanced up at him. “So, are you staying home all day?”

He nodded. “I am.” His voice hesitated a bit, like he was still getting used to the idea himself. He shifted Maggie to his other arm and shrugged. “Figured I’d spend more time with her. It’s a rare opportunity.”

Charlie tilted her head. “Takes you back, doesn’t it?”

Lucifer hummed, running a hand through his now-shorter hair. “It does,” he admitted. “Except, you know, without your mom. And without working my ass off to pay the bills.” He sighed, leaning back slightly. “It’s funny, really. I spent so much time worrying about keeping shit together back then, and now? Now I get to just sit here with my granddaughter and tell her ridiculous stories she won’t remember… Not the worst trade-off.”

Charlie wishfully thought I should stay and talk longer. But she couldn’t. She sighed, standing back up and brushing her hands off on her folded coat.

“I’d love to stick around and chat with you, dad,” she said, “but I gotta get going. Clinic’s waiting.”

Lucifer gave her a knowing look. “Ah, yes. Eden’s second finest doctor.”

Charlie rolled her eyes. “Don’t start.” She then reached out, giving Maggie’s tiny hand one last squeeze before stepping off the porch. Lucifer watched her go, bouncing Maggie lightly in his arms.

“Don’t work too hard, kiddo,” he called after her.

Charlie raised a hand in a lazy wave without looking back. “No promises.”

Charlie walked down the street, the early morning quiet giving way to the soft hum of nature. As she neared the main road where the cathedral loomed in the distance, Eden felt more alive—people tending to the community gardens, voices rising and falling in casual conversation, the rhythmic scrape of tools against dirt.

Her eyes landed on Niffty, who was elbow-deep in the soil. She looked up just as Charlie passed, her wide eyes lighting up in recognition.

Charlie lifted a hand in greeting. Niffty waved back with a soil-covered glove, then immediately went back to work, mumbling something to herself about earthworms.

Charlie huffed out a quiet laugh and kept moving.

As she neared the clinic, she pulled on her medical coat, adjusting the sleeves before buttoning it up. It was a decent fit—not too tight, not too loose.

She glanced down at herself, at the denim jeans and button-up polo underneath, and sighed. Yeah, she definitely looked like a middle-aged divorced dad.

Reaching the clinic door, she glanced at the The Doctor Is slider. It was already set to In.

She knocked once before twisting the handle and stepping inside.

Against one wall down the hallway, Baxter was sorting paper bags beside a set of tiny lockers. He looked up at her approach, and for the first time in a while, Charlie noticed—he wasn’t wearing his usual face mask.

Baxter met her gaze and nodded in greeting. “Morning.” He sounded like he was still waking up. “Hope you got some decent sleep.”

Charlie rubbed the back of her neck. “Yeah, I did. You?”

He shrugged. “Same as usual.”

Which meant not great nor terrible, but functional enough to not complain about.

Without lingering on the subject, he flicked his gaze over her outfit. “You’re wearing what I gave you yesterday.”

Charlie glanced down at herself again. “Yeah. I think it makes me look like a divorced dad.”

Baxter, to his credit, didn’t even blink. “The coat covers most of it. You’re fine.”

“Good to know.”

Baxter turned back to the table, tapping one of the paper bags. “Since it’s the start of the month, it’s time to refill the prescription lockers.” He gestured toward the wall of labeled compartments. “Take this as your first task of the day.”

Charlie stepped closer, scanning the bags. Each one was labeled with the resident’s first initial and full surname, written in Baxter’s handwriting. The lockers matched and their small tags lined up in perfect order.

Baxter glanced at her. “I’ll help, of course.”

“I should hope so.”

Baxter hummed in response before he turned back to sorting through the bags. Charlie followed suit, slipping into the rhythm of work.

The silence wasn’t awkward. It was just how Baxter operated—focused and saying only what needed to be said. Charlie had grown used to it since yesterday.

Still, her curiosity got the better of her.

“So,” she said, not looking up from the bag in her hands, “does every resident in Eden have a prescription?”

Baxter shook his head. “No. Not everyone needs medication.” He set a bag aside and grabbed another. “But a small portion of the population does. Some require it to function properly. Unfortunate reality, especially with the elderly and adults with long-term illnesses.”

Charlie hummed in understanding, sorting through the bags. That made sense. Even in a world where survival was priority number one, people still had chronic or incurable conditions. It’s been a privilege that Eden has a licensed pharmacist and a functioning lab to create medications.

She glanced down at the bag in her hand, her eyes catching the label.

S. Von Eldritch

Charlie blinked.

Seviathan needed a prescription? For what?

She set aside the temptation to peek—the bags were stapled shut for a reason. Instead, she just placed it in the corresponding locker, shaking off her curiosity.

But then her fingers brushed against another bag.

H. Von Eldritch

Charlie’s breath hitched.

Her fingers curled slightly around the bag as a familiar, seething heat rose in her chest. No way. No fucking way.

Her blood felt like it had turned electric. She hadn’t heard even a fucking whisper about Helsa since Charlie and Seviathan broke up over a decade ago. And now—now she was seeing her name, clear as day, on a prescription bag?

Charlie was still staring when Baxter’s voice cut through her thoughts.

“Are you good?”

She blinked, snapping out of her trance. Her grip on the bag loosened as she quickly shoved it into its designated locker.

“Yeah,” she said, a little too fast. She cleared her throat and forced her hands to keep moving. “Just spaced out for a sec.”

Baxter didn’t look convinced, but he also didn’t push.

Charlie exhaled slowly through her nose and grabbed the next bag, focusing on the work, on the motion.

She kept her hands moving, sorting bags, forcing herself not to dwell on the label she’d just seen. But the name burned in the back of her mind like a fresh cigarette ember.

Helsa.

She exhaled slowly, shifting another bag into its compartment. The silence stretched. Way too long and too heavy. She needed to ask.

“Is Helsa actually in Eden? I mean, Helsa Von Eldritch?” Charlie tried to keep her voice neutral.

Baxter paused. Just for a second. But it was enough to confirm something—he didn’t like the sound of Helsa’s name. His movements slowed, before he set down the bag he was holding.

“Yes. She lives with Seviathan and Yidhra, if I recall.” His voice was flat. Then, with a quiet sigh, he added, “And I do not wish to talk to her for more than five seconds.”

Charlie huffed a small, humorless breath. “Sounds about right.”

Baxter arched a brow at her. “Why do you ask?”

Charlie hesitated, rolling her shoulders as she shoved another bag into a locker. “We’ve… got bad history.”

Baxter made a quiet hum of acknowledgment like he was mentally filing that information away. “Then it’s for the best that you don’t let your personal vendetta get in the way, if she ever comes by to pick up her prescription.”

Charlie clenched her jaw, but she nodded. “I know.”

They finished sorting the bags in silence. When the last one was tucked away, they shut the lockers with a series of metallic clicks.

Baxter reached into his coat pocket, pulling out a small key ring. He turned it over in his palm before handing it to Charlie.

“At this point, it’s your responsibility to guard the locker and manage the signatures when residents come to claim their prescriptions,” his tone carrying that same no-bullshit. Then, after a beat, he added, “Even with Helsa.”

Charlie took the keys, testing their weight in her hand. “This actually lightens your workload, doesn’t it?”

Baxter’s lips twitched a bit. “It does. Means I can focus in the lab without people bothering me with the simplest questions when they could just read the labels.”

Charlie snorted. “Efficient.”

Baxter checked his watch, his brows furrowed slightly as he observed the time. “Most of the residents are busy right now,” he slipped his sleeve back down. “Good opportunity to show you around the lab and how it works.”

He turned toward a nearby drawer, tugging it open and retrieving a face mask and a pair of blue gloves. Without a word, he tugged the mask over his face, smoothing it into place, then pulled on the gloves with ease of someone who had done this a thousand times.

He glanced at Charlie expectantly, then gestured toward the drawer. “Gear up.”

Charlie reached for her own mask and gloves, pulling them on as she followed Baxter toward the lab.


Vaggie pressed the binoculars to her face, or at least, to the right side of it. The left lens was useless to her, so she adjusted her grip and focused her one good eye through the right.

From the rooftop, Arlington stretched out before her like a corpse left too long in the sun—gray, hollowed out, a city with its ribs exposed. The streets below writhed with movement. Zombies. They shambled aimlessly, bumping into abandoned cars, tripping over their own decaying limbs. Most of them looked like they had been here since the start of the outbreak, their flesh long since peeled away by time and weather. But others—Vaggie narrowed her eye—others looked too… intact.

That wasn’t right.

She tracked a cluster of them near an overturned bus. Their clothes were shredded in tatters, but their bodies? Their bodies hadn’t taken the same beating. No missing chunks, no frostbite scars from the winter, no obvious signs of rot that should’ve set in months ago.

Across the rooftop, Peter sat cross-legged with a parabolic microphone, adjusting the dial. Vaggie exhaled sharply, dropping the binoculars to her lap. This didn’t make sense. The infected should be falling apart faster than their clothes, not the other way around.

Maybe they took shelter during the winter. But no, that couldn’t be right. They were zombies, not fucking bears. They didn’t seek shelter. They didn’t avoid the cold like wild animals. They just existed—mindless and incapable of learning.

Right?

Her fingers twitched against the binoculars as her own words echoed back to her—Charlie’s theory about the virus evolving.

No. No, that was ridiculous.

Because if Charlie is right, if the zombies could adapt—could learn—then Eden wouldn’t stand a chance.

Vaggie clenched her jaw and shook off the thought before it could root itself deeper. No point in spiraling now.

She raised the binoculars again, scanning for a route they could take without getting torn apart. Behind her, Peter muttered something under his breath, fiddling with the mic.

Vaggie didn’t look back. “Tell me you’re picking up something good.”

Peter adjusted the microphone again, the dish angled toward the city. His brow furrowed, fingers rolling over the dial as if that would somehow make the static resolve into something useful.

He tilted the microphone slightly, then shook his head. Figures.

Vaggie shifted her weight, the gravel on the rooftop crunching softly under her boots as she moved to Peter’s side. Gazing through the binoculars again, she noticed something that made her freeze.

The zombies were now collectively turning, their decaying bodies shuffling in unison toward something unseen.

“Uh. Peter?”

Peter’s head snapped up, and he followed her gaze through the binoculars. While that, fingers flying over the dial like that would somehow explain why. Then—his whole body stiffened. “Shit.”

Vaggie tensed. “What?”

“I hear engine noises.”

“Engines? Like, vehicles?”

Without another word, Peter dropped to his knees and Vaggie followed along. They're pressing themselves against the concrete railing of the rooftop. Vaggie set the binoculars down carefully, her heart pounding in her chest. Peter quickly pulled off the headphones of the parabolic microphone and handed them to her.

“Switch,” he whispers. “You take the mic. I’ll keep watch.”

Vaggie nodded, slipping the headphones over her ears. The world around her muffled as the sounds from the microphone filled her head. She lifted the disc, angling it toward the direction of the engine noises. At first, it was just static and the distant moans of the infected, but then—

There it was. The low rumble of an engine, growing louder. And voices. Men’s voices, though she couldn’t make out the words.

“They’re… close,” she whispered, her eye narrowing as she focused on the sounds. “Really close.”

Vaggie adjusted the microphone, her fingers tightening around the handle. The voices were clearer now, though still indistinct. And then, over the voices, came another sound—heavy footsteps. She guesses they’re out of the vehicles.

Peter’s grip on the binoculars tightened. “They’re—oh, shit. They’re cleaning up the stragglers.”

Vaggie could hear it now—the wet sounds of blades piercing flesh, the dull thuds of bodies hitting the ground. The voices grew louder, more aggressive. She could make out five distinct voices, though their words were still fragmented. She adjusted the microphone slightly, her fingers trembling as she focused on the conversation.

“—Arlington’s a fucking graveyard,” one of the men said, his voice gruff and dismissive. “Nothing here but deadheads and rubble. Waste of time.”

“You sure about that?” another voice shot back, higher-pitched. “We’ve been scraping by for months. If there’s even a chance this place has supplies, we need to check it out.”

Vaggie’s eye narrowed. Supplies? She glanced at Peter, who was still peering through the binoculars, his jaw clenched. These men weren’t just passing through—they were scouting. For what, exactly, she wasn’t sure, but it couldn’t be good.

The first man scoffed. “Supplies? Look around, dumbass. This place has been picked clean. Even the deadheads are starving.”

“Starving?” the second man demanded. “I'on think they’re not rotting like back in Richmond, man.”

A third voice chimed in, deeper and more authoritative. “Enough. We’re not here to debate the deadheads. We’re here to secure territory. If Arlington’s a lost cause, we move on. But if there’s even a chance we can claim it, we take it. Understood?”

There was a pause, then a chorus of reluctant affirmatives. Claim it? These men were looking to take over, and they had the numbers and firepower to back it up.

The fourth man, who had been silent until now, spoke up. His voice was calm, almost too calm. “What about survivors or any of the communities here? If there’s anyone left, they’ll be holed up somewhere. Could be useful. Or problematic.”

The leader—Vaggie assumed it was the fourth man—grunted. “Survivors are always a damn liability. If they’re smart, they’ll stay out of our way. If not…” He trailed off, but the implication was clear.

Vaggie’s jaw tightened. She glanced at Peter, who was still focused on the scene below. “They’re talking about claiming territory,” she whispered. “And they’re not friendly.”

Peter frowns. “Great. What do you want to do?”

Vaggie hesitated, her mind racing. They couldn’t take on four armed men (were they only four though?)—not out in the open and with the infected closing in. But they couldn’t just let these men roam free, either. If they were serious about claiming Arlington, it was only a matter of time before they stumbled onto Eden.

Vaggie’s thoughts were interrupted when the strangers’ voices crackled through the headphones again.

“—fall back,” the leader barked, his tone sharp and final. “This place is a lost cause. The deadheads are too thick, and there’s nothing here worth dying for. We’ll head back.”

The engines roared to life again, the sound growing louder as the men prepared to leave. Vaggie glanced at Peter, who was still peering through the binoculars.

“They’re driving off,” Peter muttered, his voice low. “The infected are closing in on their position. They’re not sticking around to fight.”

Vaggie nodded. She pulled off the headphones and handed them back to Peter. “They said Arlington wasn’t worth their time and fell back.”

Peter furrowed his brow as he processed the information. “Did they mention Alexandria? Or any other cities in Virginia?”

Vaggie shook her head. “No. They didn’t say anything about Alexandria. But they did mention Richmond. I’m not sure if that means anything, though.”

“Richmond…” Peter muttered under his breath. He sat down abruptly and began rifling through his fanny pack.

Vaggie watched him. “What are you doing?” she asked, though her tone was more curious than annoyed.

Peter didn’t answer right away. Instead, he pulled out a folded state map of Virginia. He spread it out on the ground, smoothing the folds with his hands, and gestured for Vaggie to crouch down beside him.

“Richmond,” he said again, tapping the map with his finger. “They mentioned Richmond. Why would they bring that up? It’s way far south of here—maybe over a hundred miles away from Arlington?”

Vaggie leaned in, her eye scanning the map. Her finger traced the distance between Arlington and Richmond, then her lips pressed into a thin line. “Looks like Richmond’s a big city,” she said slowly. “Maybe bigger than Arlington. If they’re coming from there, or have been there recently, it could mean they’ve already cleared it out.”

Peter nodded. “Exactly. It seems they’ve got resources and experience dealing with large hordes. That’s not something you just stumble into unlike any average raiders.”

“Which means they’re dangerous.” Vaggie’s jaw tightened. “If they’re moving north to claim territory, they’re taking over what’s left.”

Peter’s eyes flicked up to meet hers. “They've got people to do it. Arlington might not be worth their time now, but what about Eden? If they find out about us…”

He didn’t need to finish the sentence. Vaggie’s mind was already racing ahead, piecing together the implications. Eden was hidden, and self-sufficient—but it definitely wouldn’t stand a chance against a group like this. Not if they were as organized and ruthless as they seemed.

“Combining our theories, they’re probably following the major highways. That’s the fastest way to cover ground, especially if they’ve got vehicles... Crap, we’ll report this to Emily as soon as we get back to Eden,” Peter stands, brushing gravel off his knees. “She’ll want to know about the strangers and their… whatever they’re doing. But for now, we’ve got survivors to find.”

Vaggie opened her mouth to respond when a sharp, piercing sound cut through the air. Both of them froze, their heads snapping toward the source.

A flare.

It shot up into the sky from the edge of the city, its bright red trail cutting through the gray haze. Vaggie watched it arc and then slowly descend, casting an eerie glow over the rooftops.

“What the hell?” Peter muttered, already scrambling to put on the headphones of the parabolic microphone. He adjusted the dish, angling it toward the direction of the flare, his fingers flying over the dials.

Vaggie crouched beside him, her binoculars raised as she scanned the area. The flare had come from the edge of the city, near the old industrial district. She could see movement—shadows shifting, figures running. But it was too far to make out details.

“Do you hear anything?” she asked.

Peter’s brow furrowed as he focused, his head tilted slightly to one side. Then his eyes widened. “Yeah. I hear… a woman’s voice. She’s shouting something. I can’t make out the words, but she sounds—” He paused, listening intently. “—she sounds desperate.”

Vaggie’s grip tightened on the binoculars. “Survivors?”

“Maybe. Or a trap.” Peter’s voice was grim. “Either way, we can’t ignore it.”

Vaggie sighs, already calculating the risks. The flare would draw the infected—no doubt about that. But if there were survivors out there, they didn’t have much time.

“We need to move,” she said, standing and slinging the binoculars over her shoulder. “We stick to the rooftops, avoid the streets, and get a closer look before we commit. If it’s a trap, we bail.”

“We do what we can if it's the opposite,” Peter adjusts the microphone. “Let’s just hope it’s not another group of armed lunatics looking to claim territory.”

Vaggie moved quickly but kept low as she led the way across the rooftop. Peter followed close behind, the parabolic microphone slung over his shoulder.


The day had passed by in a surprisingly peaceful blur. Charlie expected someone getting caught on fire, bleeding out on the clinic floor, or having to break up a fight over antibiotics… but, it’s a win at this point.

Most of her morning was spent trailing after Baxter while he rattled off the basics of medicine and pharmacy. And it wasn’t the worst thing in the world to learn. If nothing else, it was nice to focus on something that didn’t involve blood or other violent shit like her wife and friends assigned to. Besides, with the apocalypse dragging on, having someone who could recognize the difference between ibuprofen and amoxicillin seemed like a practical life skill.

Charlie perched on a stool in the back corner of the clinic’s lab, scribbling notes into Claire’s notebook as Baxter lectured about dosage calculations like he wasn’t fully aware how much of it was going over her head.

“And for controlled substances,” Baxter continued, flipping open a drawer filled with neatly labeled pill bottles, “you track every withdrawal and signature. No exceptions.” He shut the drawer with a crisp snap and turned toward her. “Understand?”

“Got it,” Charlie mumbled, jotting down ‘controlled meds = names and signatures or else??’ which probably wasn’t how Claire would’ve written it, but close enough.

For a while, the only sounds in the room were the hum of the air vents and the occasional scratch of her pen. Charlie was halfway through copying down a section on pain management when she realized Baxter had stopped talking.

He was watching her, brow slightly furrowed. “What’s the notebook?”

Charlie blinked at him, briefly thrown by the question. She flipped the leather cover closed, her fingers brushing over the worn edges. “It belonged to a med student,” she explained. “Claire. She tried to document everything she could remember back when she studied before the outbreak. Since then, people with medical knowledge have added to it. I’ve been updating it when I can.”

Instead of one of his usual deadpan responses, Baxter tilted his head, considering her words. After a pause, “Can I borrow it?”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “You want to read it?”

“I want to see what’s in it,” he corrected. “If it’s been updated by multiple people, there might be useful information. I’ll add anything I think is missing.”

Charlie hesitated only a moment before handing the notebook over. If anyone was qualified to contribute, it was probably Baxter. “Knock yourself out,” she said. “Just… don’t lose it.”

“I don’t lose things,” he replied flatly, tucking the notebook into the pocket of his lab coat.

And that had been her morning.

Now, in the afternoon, Charlie found herself stationed at the clinic’s front desk, guarding the supply locker and the clipboard Baxter had all but thrown at her. From time to time, Eden residents drifted in—some needing refills, others dropping off old prescriptions—and Charlie checked names, cross-referenced the cabinet, and made sure no one left without signing the clipboard.

Baxter’s voice echoed in her head as she traced the patient log with her fingertip: “No signature, no meds.”

Simple enough.

The clinic itself was quiet. Outside the window, the sun dipped lower over the horizon, casting long shadows across the cracked pavement.

Charlie leaned back in the creaky office chair, fingers tapping idly against the clipboard as she waited for the next person to walk through the door. It wasn’t the most exciting job in the world, but it was honest work while Baxter is working in the lab.

Charlie traced lazy circles on the clipboard with her pen, eyes flicking toward the lab door. Baxter had barely left the room since she took over at the front desk, which was… expected. Before, he’d float in and out, alternating between checking inventory and giving her that vaguely condescending “don’t screw this up” stare. But now? He was in full-on pharmacist mode, completely focused on brewing up whatever meds Eden needed.

She had a feeling it had something to do with her.

Not that she minded. If her being responsible meant Baxter could actually do his job instead of micromanaging everything, then fine. Better for everyone.

Still, before he locked himself away, he had made one thing very clear:

“I’ll be in the lab for most of the day,” he’d said, adjusting the sleeves of his coat. “Unless something happens.”

Charlie, being the cautious (and slightly paranoid) person she was, had immediately narrowed her eyes. “Define ‘something happens.’”

Baxter had given her a flat look. “A disturbance.”

“Like…?”

His fingers tapped against the counter, jaw tightening slightly. He didn’t answer right away, and that pause sent a small knot of unease curling in Charlie’s stomach.

“You know who it’s for,” he said at last. “But I hope it won’t happen on your first day.”

Charlie frowned. That was not an answer.

She opened her mouth to press further, but Baxter had already turned away, disappearing into the lab without another word.

Now, hours later, Charlie still didn’t know what the hell he meant. And frankly, she wasn’t sure she wanted to.

She exhaled through her nose, resting her chin in her palm as her gaze drifted across the rows of lockers beside her. The names on the labels blurred together—medications assigned to Eden’s residents, all meticulously tracked and monitored.

Her other hand, absentmindedly, brushed over the gold ring on her left ring finger.

Vaggie.

Charlie sighed, tapping her fingers against the clipboard. Her wife was probably in the middle of something way more exciting.

Well, “exciting” was a generous word. More like dangerous.

Vaggie’s job as a recruiter meant she was out there for God knows how long—scouting, negotiating, sometimes fighting if things got ugly. It wasn’t just handing out pills and making sure people signed a fucking clipboard.

And yeah, logically, Charlie knew Vaggie could handle herself. She wasn’t some naïve, sheltered Eden resident. She was capable, experienced and took no shit from anyone.

But logic didn’t do much to quiet the worry gnawing at the back of Charlie’s mind.

At least Peter was with her. If nothing else, he was the kind of person who wouldn’t let Vaggie walk into a death trap alone.

Charlie huffed out a breath, shaking her head. No point in spiraling. Vaggie would come back. She always did.

Still.

Charlie’s fingers traced the edge of her ring again as she hummed a soft, absentminded tune under her breath. It took her a second to even realize what she was humming—one of those old love songs she loved listening to from the party last night. She also remembers her dad stores the vinyl records and a player in his house that he scavenged from the old music store during the early days.

Charlie tapped the pen against her chin, mentally cataloging a list of songs. Something warm and nostalgic, maybe. Or maybe something dramatic—Vaggie always teases Charlie about the theatrical shit. God, she wanted to slow dance with her so bad. Maybe in front of the mirror again like they did—

The front door swung open with a loud thud, shattering her thoughts.

Charlie’s head snapped up.

Across the room, Seviathan stood in the doorway, dressed in a denim jumper, looking slightly sweaty and covered in dust. His gaze landed on her, and for a long, awkward moment, they just stared at each other. Neither of them had been expecting to see each other in this time of day.

Finally, Seviathan strode closer, breaking the silence with an easy, if slightly surprised, “Didn’t expect to see you here.”

Charlie let out a breath, leaning back in her chair. “Yeah, well, life’s full of surprises these days, huh?”

He glanced around the clinic, eyes briefly flicking toward the lab door before settling back on her. “Didn’t think Baxter was the type to have someone working with him.”

“He’s not. I just convinced him to open a position.”

Seviathan gave her a skeptical look. “You convinced him?”

“More like wore him down,” Charlie admitted, shrugging.

Seviathan huffed a quiet laugh. “Makes sense.” He scratched the back of his neck, glancing down at his dust-streaked clothes. “What about you? Didn’t think you’d be working in a clinic.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “And why’s that?”

He hesitated, then gave a small, sheepish shrug. “Figured you’d be teaching, like Yidhra.”

“That never crossed my mind.”

“Yeah, I see that now.”

Charlie tilted her head, eyeing the grime on his clothes. “What’s your gig here in Eden?”

He shifted slightly, glancing toward the window. “Maintenance for the walls. Might as well put my, uh… ‘man skills’ to use.”

“Man skills, huh?” Charlie shook her head, amused, but then straightened, getting back on track. “But anyway, what brings you to the clinic?”

Seviathan scratched the back of his neck. “Just here to pick up my prescription.”

Charlie didn’t waste a second. She grabbed the clipboard off the desk and slid it toward him, along with a pen. “Sign here.”

Seviathan took the pen without argument, scanning the list for his name before signing with a quick flick of his wrist. Meanwhile, Charlie unlocked the supply locker under Seviathan’s name with a soft clink. She plucked it from the shelf and shut the door behind her. By the time she turned back, Seviathan had already set the clipboard down.

“Here,” she handed over the paper bag.

Seviathan took it with a nod, but before he could tuck it under his arm, his expression shifted—like a delayed realization had just smacked him upside the head. His eyes widened slightly.

“Actually,” he said, voice a bit more hurried now. “Can I grab Helsa’s prescription too?”

Charlie paused. That caught her off guard. "You… know that’s not allowed," she gave him a look. "Only the person on the log can claim their own prescription.”

Seviathan exhaled sharply, not looking surprised. "Yeah, I know—but it’s you sitting here instead of Baxter… and things are gonna get… uh…”

What the fuck is he talking about? Charlie narrowed her eyes. “And why would it being me change anything?”

Before Seviathan could answer, the clinic door swung open again, cutting him off.

Charlie raised her head as the front door of the clinic. The woman who stepped inside was slightly shorter than Seviathan, with dark skin matching his complexion. Her long braids were pulled back into a high ponytail, and she wore a casual outfit that mirrored Charlie’s own—minus the medical coat.

As she walked closer, Charlie got a better look.

Helsa.

The realization settled in just as Helsa’s sharp voice cut through the clinic.

“Hey! Sev!”

Charlie didn’t miss the way Seviathan tensed at his name, his entire posture shifting like a man who suddenly regretted every life choice that had led him to this exact moment.

Yeah. That was the face of someone who was not looking forward to whatever came next.

Charlie barely had time to process it before Helsa’s gaze snapped to her, locking eyes like she was sizing her up.

Then, with a smirk that is something between amusement and disdain, Helsa muttered, “Well, I’ll be damned. Lucifer wasn’t bullshitting—his brat is actually alive.”

Charlie's grip on her pen tightened.

She had heard plenty of people say her name with varying degrees of shock, relief, or even skepticism since her arrival. But there was something about the way Helsa said it—and it made the back of Charlie’s neck prickle.

Baxter’s advice echoed in her head: It’s for the best that you don’t let your personal vendetta get in the way.

Don’t take it personally.

Easier said than done.

Still, Charlie forced her expression into something neutral, resisting the urge to snap back. Instead, she took a slow breath, setting down the clipboard and folding her hands by her navel.

“Welcome to the clinic,” her voice was forcefully polite. “How can I help you?”

Helsa arched a brow at Charlie’s composed response, like she had been expecting something else—maybe a reaction, maybe a fight. Either way, she didn’t get it.

She scoffed. “Yeah, sure. Let’s pretend this is normal.”

Charlie’s fingers drummed once against her hand before she stilled them. Don’t take it personally.

“Your prescription,” Seviathan cut in, clearly trying to steer the conversation away from whatever Helsa had planned. “That’s what you came here for, right?”

Helsa glanced at him, unimpressed. “No shit.” Then her gaze flicked back to Charlie, her smirk widening slightly. “But you know, now I kinda want to chat. Catch up, since you’ve apparently been busy playing nurse.”

Charlie exhaled slowly, resisting to roll her eyes. Instead, she turned to the supply locker, scanning the labels for Helsa’s name. Don’t give her the reaction she wants.

“You need to sign for it,” Charlie said evenly, sliding the clipboard across the desk.

Helsa didn’t take it immediately. Instead, she leaned forward slightly. “You look different.”

Charlie stiffened for half a second before pushing past it. “It’s been a long couple of years.”

Helsa hummed, finally grabbing the pen. “Guess so. Though, I gotta say—I liked the old you better.”

Seviathan shot Helsa a look, but she ignored him, signing her name onto the log. Charlie, meanwhile, bit back the first five responses that came to mind and instead retrieved Helsa’s prescription from the cabinet.

She handed over the paper bag, her expression neutral. “Here you go.”

Helsa took it but didn’t move. “So. What’s it like to move on from assaulting my brother?”

Charlie’s jaw clenched.

Seviathan cut in immediately. "Helsa. Stop."

She didn’t even glance at him. Her eyes were locked onto Charlie, amusement flickering behind them like a slow-burning flame. "No, really. I’m curious," she continued, her voice lilting with mock innocence. "How do you sleep at night? Must be nice, huh? Just… closing your eyes and forgetting about the people you screwed over. Meanwhile, my brother? He drowns himself in those godforsaken pills just to get through the day."

Charlie inhaled slowly, keeping her expression as neutral as she could. Don’t take it personally. Don’t react. But her fingers twitched against the desk, her nails pressing faint crescents into the wood.

Seviathan’s jaw clenched, his grip tightening around the paper bag in his hands. "Enough. We’re not doing this here."

Helsa finally turned to face him, brows arching. "Oh, come on, Sev. I thought you’d appreciate a little honesty for once."

"This isn’t honesty. It’s you picking a fight for no damn reason," Seviathan shot back, voice low. He looked to Charlie then, something wary in his gaze. "She knows."

Charlie felt her stomach twist. Of course, she knows.

Helsa smirked, like she could see the exact moment that fact settled in Charlie’s mind. "Yeah. We’re family, Sev. You think something like that happens, and I wouldn’t find out?" She shook her head, then her attention snapping back to Charlie. "You know, I warned them about you. Told them you were bad news from the start. Guess I was right."

Charlie gritted her teeth. Her lungs felt too tight in her chest, like she couldn’t quite get enough air.

"Helsa," Seviathan warned, his patience visibly fraying. "That’s enough."

But Helsa wasn’t done. "No, let her answer," she said, folding her arms. "How’d you do it, huh? How’d you go all these years without a guilty conscience eating you alive? Or did you just decide you didn’t give a damn?"

Charlie stared at her, her heartbeat pounding in her ears. A dozen responses tangled together in her throat—some bitter, some defensive, some just exhausted.

Helsa took a step closer, her eyes never leaving Charlie’s. “You know,” she began, “when Sev told me about what happened that night at the gala in London, I actually thought about filing a police report. A full investigation. Sexual assault is no joke, right? But then I thought… nah. Why bother? You whites always get a pat on the back for serious crimes, while Black people get the book thrown at them for just existing. So, of course, someone like you—some privileged cracker—would get spared. Isn’t that how it always goes?”

Charlie’s breath hitched. Her chest tightened, and for a moment, she felt like the ground had been ripped out from under her. She opened her mouth to respond, but no words came out. Her mind raced, trying to process what Helsa had just said.

Seviathan’s face paled. “Fucking stop!” He stepped forward. “That’s not—You know why I didn’t want to report it. Charlie apologized. She took responsibility. What good would dragging it through the courts do? It wouldn’t change what happened.”

Helsa whirled on him. “Apologized? Apologized? You think saying ‘sorry’ fixes everything? That’s what you expect from dating crackers like her, huh? That they can just say a few pretty words and everything’s fine?”

“Christ… it’s about moving on! About not letting it consume me. I made my choice, and I stand by it.”

“Your choice? Your choice was to let her off the hook because you didn’t want to deal with the fallout. Because you didn’t want to admit that your ex-bitch could do something like that.”

Charlie’s hands clenched into fists at her sides, her nails digging into her palms. She stepped forward. “Enough,” Surprisingly, it wasn’t a shout, but it was enough to silence the room. “I know what I did. I know how wrong it was. I’ve spent every day since then trying to atone for it. I don’t expect your forgiveness, Helsa. I don’t even ask for it. But this?” She gestured between them. “This isn’t about justice or accountability or whatever the fuck this is. This is about you weaponizing something deeply personal between me and Seviathan just to tear me down. And I won’t let you do that.”

Helsa’s lips curled into a sneer, but before she could retort, the lab door swung open with a sharp creak. Baxter stepped out, his lab coat slightly askew and his expression one of mild irritation. His sharp eyes through his eyeglasses scanned the room, taking in the scene—Charlie standing her ground, Helsa bristling with anger, and Seviathan caught between them like a man who’d rather be anywhere else.

“What’s going on out here?” Baxter demands an answer calmly. His gaze flicked to the clipboard on the desk, then to the paper bag in Helsa’s hand. “You got your prescription. Why are you still here?”

Helsa turned to him, her anger shifting targets. “Oh, great. Another white man rushing to defend the white woman. Typical.”

Baxter raised an eyebrow, unimpressed. “I’m Malaysian,” he responded flatly with a deadpan tone while striding his way to stand in between the women. “And you don’t get to shout at my assistant in my clinic. Take your prescription and leave.”

“Whatever.” Helsa rolled her eyes, “Of course you’re defending her, and she doesn’t deserve to work here. Hell, she doesn’t even deserve to be in Eden for being a stuck-up bitch and after what she did to my brother.”

Baxter crossed his arms, his expression hardening. “What Charlie did or didn’t do isn’t my business. What my business is running this clinic, and right now, you’re disrupting that. So, unless you’re here for medical reasons, I suggest you leave.”

Helsa glared at him, her fists clenched at her sides and took a step closer to Charlie. For a moment, it seemed like she might say something else, but then, without warning, she swung the paper bag in her hand and slapped Charlie across the face with it. The sharp crack of the bag hitting Charlie’s cheek echoed through the clinic, followed by Helsa shoving Baxter aside with a rough push.

Charlie stumbled back from the force of the slap, her cheek stinging, but the shock only lasted a second as Seviathan moved.

His hand snapped out, fingers closing around Helsa’s wrist in a grip tight enough to make her flinch. He yanked her back with surprising strength.

"Fucking stop!"

Helsa whirled on him, wrenching her arm free with a snarl. "Why the hell are you defending her?" She’s in disbelief. "After what she did to you? After everything?"

Seviathan’s jaw clenched. "Because she doesn’t deserve this. None of the newcomers do. But you? You treat everyone like shit the second they step foot in Eden, like you’re the goddamn gatekeeper of who gets to be here. Well—you don’t get to decide that."

Helsa’s lips curled back, her braids swaying as she jerked her chin toward Charlie. "Oh, so now you’re the saint? After all the times you’ve bitched about her, now you’re taking her side?"

"I’m not taking sides," Seviathan shot back. "I’m telling you to back the hell off."

Before Helsa could retort, Baxter was already on his feet.

Charlie had never seen him angry before—not truly angry. His usual calm demeanor was gone, replaced by a cold fury. He already snatched the paper bag of pills from the floor and shoved them into Helsa’s hands with enough force to make her stumble back.

"Get out," Baxter ordered. "Now."

Helsa’s eyes flicked between the three of them—Seviathan’s rigid stance, Baxter’s unyielding glare, Charlie’s silent, stinging cheek—and for the first time, something flickered in her expression in realization that she was outnumbered.

She scoffed, adjusting the bag in her grip before shooting Charlie one last venomous look.

"Fine," she spat. Then, to Seviathan: "Let go of me."

Seviathan released her arm, but his glare didn’t waver. Helsa didn’t wait another second. She turned on her heel and stormed out of the clinic, the door slamming shut behind her with a final, echoing crack.

Silence followed.

Charlie exhaled shakily, her fingers brushing her throbbing cheek. Baxter was already moving, his anger dissipating as quickly as it had flared. He pulled out a wet towel from his packet then pressed it into Charlie’s hand.

"Here," he muttered. "Hold that to your face."

Charlie took it numbly, pressing the cool fabric against her skin. "Thanks," she murmured.

Baxter just nodded. Seviathan, meanwhile, hadn’t moved. His hands were clenched at his sides, his shoulders tense. When he finally spoke, his voice was rough.

"I’m sorry."

Charlie looked at him, unsure what to say. Sorry for Helsa? Sorry for not stopping her sooner? Sorry for everything?

Seviathan dragged a hand down his face, letting out a low groan. "Fuck. Why hasn’t she worked on herself?" His voice was exasperated, tired of all the arguments he’d been dealing with.

Charlie lowered the towel from her cheek, studying him. "Why?" she asked quietly.

Seviathan stiffened slightly, as if surprised she’d heard him. But after a beat, he exhaled, shoulders slumping in defeat. "Because Helsa’s always been like this—loud, reactive, stubborn as hell. She’s never trusted outsiders, and she’s made it damn clear she doesn’t want them in Eden." He hesitated, then added, quieter, "And the fact she hit you—" He cut himself off, shaking his head.

Before Charlie could press further, Seviathan grabbed his paper bag from the counter and turned toward the door.

"Sev—" Charlie started, but he was already gone, the clinic door clicking shut behind him before she could finish.

She stared at the empty space where he’d been, her fingers tightening around the damp towel.

Baxter let out a slow breath, smoothing a hand through his hair before picking up the clipboard from the desk. His usual composure had returned, but there was a tightness in his movements that betrayed his lingering irritation.

"I’m ending your shift early," he said. "Use the time to report this incident to one of the council members. Immediately."

Charlie frowned. "I can’t just… deal with Helsa on my own?"

Baxter shot her a look. "Bad idea. You’re a newcomer. If this escalates, you’re the one who’ll be sanctioned, not her." He tapped the clipboard against his palm. "I’m not sure which council member to report to, but a safe bet would be Lucifer. He’s your father. He’ll know how to proceed."

Charlie’s first thought was Why not Sera? She’s a former state attorney—wouldn’t she be the obvious choice? But something in Baxter’s tone made her bite back the question.

Instead, she just nodded. "Alright."

Baxter gave her a curt nod in return, then turned back toward the lab. "Go now. Before Helsa decides to circle back."

Charlie pressed the towel to her cheek one last time before tossing it into the bin. She wasn’t sure if she was ready for that conversation with her dad—but it looked like she didn’t have a choice.


The rooftops were a fractured maze of gaps and crumbling edges, and Vaggie leapt over a narrow alleyway, boots scraping against gravel as she landed hard on the next building. Peter followed, his breath coming in sharp bursts. The flare’s crimson glow still pulsed against the overcast sky, staining the air like blood in water.

Below them, the infected had noticed.

Their groans rose in a discordant chorus, limbs twitching as they lurched toward the light. Vaggie didn’t need binoculars to see the danger—the streets were clotting with bodies.

“They’re converging,” Peter hissed, pausing to adjust the parabolic mic. He strained to listen, then stiffened. “The woman—she’s still shouting. I couldn't understand what she's saying.”

Vaggie looked toward the industrial district. A squat warehouse loomed at the edge of the flare’s glow, its loading dock half-collapsed. Movement flickered near the entrance—a human silhouette, darting back inside.

“There,” she snapped, pointing. “They’re holed up in that warehouse. But if they don’t seal it fast—”

A guttural scream cut her off, and that is not human. The infected nearest the warehouse had begun to run.

Peter’s face went pale. “Oh, fuck. Fuck. Since when do they—?”

Vaggie was already moving, sprinting toward the fire escape on the adjacent building. “We go now. Now.”

They hit the rusted metal stairs in a clatter of footsteps. Vaggie then vaulted the last railing, hitting the pavement in a crouch. Peter landed beside her, already drawing his pistol.

The warehouse was two blocks away. Between them and it: a gauntlet of shambling corpses, their milky eyes now fixed on the same destination.

Vaggie’s fingers curled around her spear. “We don’t stop, and we don’t fight unless we have to. Understood?”

Peter nodded, jaw set.

They ran.

The first zombie lunged from an overturned truck, its jaw unhinged. Vaggie sidestepped, driving her spear through its temple without breaking stride. Behind her, Peter fired a single suppressed shot—thwip—and another corpse crumpled.

The warehouse doors were so close, and Vaggie skidded to a halt. The warehouse’s loading dock gaped open, its shadows writhing. Not just with the infected pouring in from the streets—but with others. Ones that had already been inside. Ones that had been waiting.

Ambush.

Peter grabbed her arm. “Vaggie, look!”

Vaggie followed Peter’s gaze—there, near the roof’s edge of the warehouse, a rusted maintenance ladder led up to a broken skylight.

“Go!” she barked, shoving him forward.

They bolted for the ladder just as the first of the infected spilled out from the warehouse doors. Vaggie didn’t look back and yet she could hear them—the wet snap of tendons as limbs moved too fast.

Peter scrambled up the ladder first, his boots slipping on the corroded rungs. Vaggie followed, spear still clutched in one hand, the other gripping cold metal as the ladder shuddered under their combined weight. Below, fingers clawed at the air, just missing her ankle.

The skylight was shattered, glass teeth jutting from the frame. Peter rolled through, his jacket snagging before he tore free. Vaggie vaulted in after him, landing hard on the warehouse’s catwalk. The dim interior stretched below them—aisles of rotting crates, mossy walls, and the infected, so many of them, turning their faces upward at the noise.

But that wasn’t the worst part.

Across the warehouse, near the far wall, something moved in the rafters.

A shape, low and coiled, muscles tensing beneath mottled flesh.

It hadn’t noticed them yet.

Vaggie grabbed Peter’s arm, yanking him down into a crouch. “Don’t. Move.”

He froze, eyes wide.

The thing in the shadows shifted, its elongated limbs flexing as it clung to the steel beams. Then—with a sound like wet leather stretching—it dropped.

The infected below didn’t even have time to scream.

Vaggie didn’t wait to see more. She jerked her chin toward a service door at the end of the catwalk. Peter didn’t need to be told twice as they moved in silence in feather-light footsteps.

The door was rusted shut.

Peter swallowed hard, fingers digging at the edge. Vaggie wedged her spear into the gap, leveraging it with a grunt. Metal shrieked—and below, the feeding stopped.

A wet, clicking inhale.

Then the sound of something climbing.

The door gave way just as the first skeletal hand grasped the catwalk railing. Vaggie shoved Peter through, spinning to drive her spear into the thing’s wrist. Dark blood sprayed as it recoiled with a hiss—but more were coming, their bodies twisting up the supports like spiders.

She slammed the door behind her, but it wouldn’t hold. Of course nothing would hold for long.

The hallway beyond was pitch-black, the air thick with mildew and something chemical. Peter flicked on his flashlight, the beam shaking as it cut through the dark.

“Which way?” he whispered.

Vaggie’s eye darted down the hallway, scanning for exits. The beam of Peter’s flashlight flickered over peeling paint and rusted pipes before landing on a faded sign—FIRE EXIT.

“There!” she hissed, already moving.

They sprinted down the corridor. Behind them, the door groaned under the weight of the infected, hinges squealing in protest.

The fire exit was half-blocked by a collapsed shelf, but she shoved it aside with a grunt, kicking the door open. Cold air rushed in. A narrow stairwell led up, the metal steps groaning under their weight as they climbed.

The rooftop door hung ajar, one hinge broken, swaying slightly in the wind. Vaggie went first, spear ready, her boots scraping against gravel as she emerged into the open.

Then she froze.

Three bodies lay sprawled near the center of the roof, bodies covered with bullet holes and the blood beneath them still glistening wet in the sputtering light of the flare along with empty shell casings littered the ground. Their gear had been stripped—ammo pouches unclipped, holsters emptied, even their boots were gone.

“No…” Peter stumbled to a halt beside her, then staggered forward, his breath hitching as he dropped to one knee beside the closest body. His fingers hovered over a man’s face before pulling back, smeared with blood. “We’re too late.”

A metallic clang echoed from the stairwell below. The infected were coming.

Vaggie spun, slamming the rooftop door shut before looping the heavy chain hanging from the handle around the lever, yanking it tight and securing it around a rusted vent pipe. It wouldn’t hold forever, but it would buy them time.

“Peter,” she snapped, turning back to him.

He didn’t move. Just stared at the bodies. One of the dead—a woman with short-cropped hair—still clutched a radio in her stiff fingers. Static hissed from its cracked speaker.

Vaggie stepped closer, eye scanning the edges of the roof. The warehouse was one of the taller structures in this part of the district, but not by much. Across the gap, another building—an old office complex—stood close enough to jump to if they had a running start.

“We can’t stay here,” Vaggie reached for Peter’s shoulder. “We need to move. Now.”

Peter’s hands curled into fists. “They were alive,” he muttered. “If we’d been faster—”

A gunshot cracked in the distance.

Vaggie’s head whipped toward the sound—somewhere in the industrial district, beyond the warehouse. Then another shot.

More people?! Fucking bullshit.

A muffled thud echoed from the door behind them. Then another. The chain rattled.

Vaggie hauled Peter to his feet. “We’re leaving,” she grows impatient. “Before we end up like them.”

He hesitated for half a second longer, casting one last look at the dead—then nodded.

They sprinted across the rooftop, gravel crunching underfoot. Vaggie hit the ledge first, planting one foot on the low parapet before launching herself across the gap. For a heart-stopping moment, there was nothing but air—then her boots slammed onto the opposite roof, rolling to absorb the impact.

Peter landed beside her a second later, less graceful but just as fast. He sucked in a sharp breath, bracing his hands on his knees.

Behind them, metal shrieked.

Vaggie turned just in time to see the rooftop door burst open, the chain snapping like paper. Figures spilled out—not just the shambling infected from below, but the other ones. The fast ones. The ones with their heads twitching like predators catching a scent.

And at the back, something moved on all fours, its spine arching like a cat ready to pounce.

Peter saw it too. “Oh, you’ve got to be kidding me—”

Vaggie didn’t wait. She grabbed his arm, hauling him toward the office roof’s access door.

The door gave way under her shoulder, and then they were inside, plunging into the stale darkness of the office building.


Charlie stood in the quiet backyard, her fingers absently rolling up the sleeves of her medical coat before tucking the excess fabric into the waistband of her jeans. Lucifer stood a few feet away, cradling Maggie against his chest, his expression unreadable as he stared at one of the markers.

"I had no idea this was back here," Charlie admitted, her voice softer than she intended.

Lucifer didn’t look at her right away. His thumb brushed gently over Maggie’s tiny fist before he finally spoke. "There’s already a graveyard outside the cathedral. This…" He gestured vaguely at the burial site. "This is just for the ones we couldn’t bring there."

Charlie swallowed. "How many?"

He shrugged. "Enough." His tone told her not to press further.

She exhaled.

Lucifer turned then, his gaze flicking over her. His expression darkened instantly.

"Charlie," he said, voice sharp. "What happened to your face?"

She hesitated. The bruise must have darkened since the clinic. Lifting a hand, she touched the tender skin gingerly before dropping it again.

"There might be a problem," she admitted.

Lucifer’s grip on Maggie tightened slightly, his eyes narrowing. "Who?"

"Helsa."

A beat of silence. Then Lucifer let out a slow, controlled breath through his nose. "Of course it was." He adjusted Maggie in his arms. "What did she do?"

Charlie folded her arms, suddenly feeling like she was twelve again, reporting a playground fight. "She slapped me. In the clinic. Baxter and Seviathan were there—Seviathan actually stepped in, which was… surprising. But Helsa was pissed about me being here, I guess."

Lucifer’s jaw worked. For a moment, Charlie thought he might hand Maggie off and storm out right then. But instead, he exhaled again, forcing his shoulders to relax.

"Did you report it to Sera?"

"Not yet. Baxter told me to come straight to you instead."

Lucifer’s lips thinned. "Smart man." He shifted Maggie to one arm, reaching out with his free hand to tilt Charlie’s face. His fingers were warm with his careful touch as he examined the bruise. "Helsa’s always been volatile. But hitting you? That’s new."

Charlie frowned. "Is it? Seviathan made it sound like she’s always been like this."

Lucifer dropped his hand, his expression unreadable. "She has. But she’s never been stupid enough to lay hands on a newcomer." His voice hardened. "Until now."

Charlie's fingers curled into fists at her sides as she stared at Lucifer. "What else has Helsa done?" she demanded, voice low. "Aside from assaulting people—has she hurt her own family too?"

Lucifer's brow furrowed slightly, as if recalling something unpleasant. After a beat, he muttered, "Her niece, Joaquin... had bruises all over his arms once. Seviathan and Yidhra didn’t want to talk about it."

Charlie’s breath hitched. Seviathan and Yidhra didn’t strike her as the type to lay a hand on a child. Which meant—

"Helsa did that?" Her voice was dangerously quiet. "She beat a toddler?"

Lucifer didn’t answer immediately, which was answer enough.

Charlie’s vision nearly whited out with rage. "Is there even a protocol for this kind of shit? There’s no jail here—what the hell do you do with people like her?"

"Separate them. Keep them away from their victims," Lucifer said. "It’s not perfect, but in a place like Eden—"

"What does Helsa even do here?" Charlie cut in.

Lucifer exhaled. "She’s a teacher."

Charlie laughed in disbelief. "That’s it? That’s why you haven’t acted before? Because she’s important?" Her voice rose. "Because she can teach in between beating strangers and fucking children?!"

Lucifer’s expression darkened. "Charlie—"

"No. That’s not how this works. I don’t care how things were before." Her hands shook. "If she’s hurting people—if she’s hurting kids—then she doesn’t get to walk around like she owns this place."

Lucifer’s grip on Maggie tightened. "What exactly are you saying here?"

Charlie met his gaze, unflinching. "You heard me."

A beat of silence. Then Lucifer’s voice dropped in a warning. "And I don’t think you want to be making threats like that. It doesn’t end well."

Charlie didn’t back down. "I know what people like her are capable of. Do you want to wait until it gets worse? Until someone dies? Because I guarantee you, if Helsa is doing what I know she’s doing..." She took a step closer, voice ice-cold. "We’ve got two options: exile or death. And I have no problem being the one to make that decision."

Charlie turned on her heel, already striding toward the gate. Behind her, Lucifer's voice cut through, “You don't want to do this."

She didn't break stride, didn't turn around. The fading sunlight painted long shadows across the rows of wooden graves as she threw her response over her shoulder:

"I'm just cleaning up the mess."

The fence creaked as she pushed through it, stepping out into the narrow alley behind Lucifer's property. The weight of her medical coat suddenly felt oppressive, the fabric sticking to her skin despite the cooling afternoon air. She rolled her shoulders, then eased her tense knuckles.

Charlie strode down the dirt path toward Seviathan's house. The modest home stood at the edge of Eden's residential quarter, its wooden porch cluttered with tiny shoes and a pile of colorful toys stacked neatly but overflowing. Clear signs of a household stretched beyond its capacity.

She knocked twice, and the door opened to reveal Seviathan, his usually put-together appearance disheveled. Dark circles shadowed his eyes, and he rubbed at them wearily before blinking in surprise at Charlie's presence.

"Charlie?" His voice was rough with exhaustion. "Joaquin's already down for the night, if you're here to—"

"Where's Helsa?" Charlie cut in, her tone leaving no room for pleasantries.

Seviathan's expression darkened instantly. He stepped out onto the porch, pulling the door mostly closed behind him. "Schoolhouse," he muttered. "Sorting supplies for tomorrow." He ran a hand through his hair, the motion tense. "Charlie, whatever you're thinking—"

"Don't." She cut him off sharply, already turning away. "Not unless you're planning to stop me."

His hand shot out, fingers wrapping around her forearm with surprising strength. He yanked her back around to face him. Up close, Charlie could see the deep lines of stress etched into his features, the same bone-deep exhaustion she'd seen in Lucifer's eyes earlier.

Seviathan's grip tightened slightly as he searched Charlie's face. "What are you planning to do to Helsa?" he demanded.

Charlie didn't answer. She simply stared back. "Let me go, Sev."

His fingers tightened for a brief moment. He looked more defeated than angry now, shoulders slumping slightly. "You don't have to do this," he said quietly.

That was the wrong thing to say.

Charlie's eyes flashed with fury. "After everything—after what she did to your son—you're still protecting her?"

Seviathan stiffened, his breath hitching. "How do you—" He stopped himself abruptly, shaking his head. "This isn't your business, Charlie. This is family."

"Family? It became my business the moment Helsa decided she wanted me dead. It became everyone's business the second she laid hands on a child—your child." She took a step closer. "And you're telling me that's acceptable?"

Seviathan's jaw clenched. For a moment, it looked like he might snap—finally releasing the anger and frustration that had clearly been festering beneath the surface. But then his shoulders sagged as he loosened the grip, the fight draining out of him.

"It's not that simple," he looked away.

Charlie didn't relent. "It is that simple. You just don't want to admit it." She shoved Seviathan’s grip off and turned away, already moving down the porch steps.

The streets of Eden were unusually quiet as she made her way toward the schoolhouse. Golden light spilled from windows, laughter and conversation drifting through open doors. Charlie catalogued every face she passed, every potential obstacle.

The schoolhouse glass door was unlocked. Inside, the repurposed community building's single large room smelled of chalk dust and childhood—tiny chairs stacked beside shelves of worn picture books, multiplication charts and crayon drawings pinned to corkboards. A forgotten juice box sat sweating on a low table.

Helsa stood near the entryway sorting construction paper, her back to Charlie as she spoke with two other teachers. She hadn't noticed Charlie's arrival—not until the other women's expressions shifted, their eyes widening in alarm.

By the time Helsa turned, it was too late.

Charlie's fist connected with her cheek in a cracking blow that sent a flutter of construction paper scattering. Helsa staggered back, crashing into a low bookshelf that rattled with the impact, sending a cascade of picture books tumbling to the floor. A dark bruise bloomed across her face as a thin trail of blood dripped from her split lip.

"You did not lay your hands on Joaquin, did you?!" Charlie snarled.

Helsa touched her bleeding mouth, her fingers coming away red. Her eyes burned with sudden, violent understanding.

"You..." she breathed.

Charlie knew she should hold back—knew this wasn't the place—but the image of a toddler's bruised arms flashed in her mind, and her fists clenched tighter.

Helsa didn't give her time to speak.

With a feral snarl, Helsa lunged. Her hands seized Charlie's collar, slamming her back against the concrete wall hard enough to make a nearby bulletin board rattle, sending gold-star stickers fluttering to the floor. Their faces were inches apart, Helsa's breath hot and furious as she spat,

"Who the fuck do you think you are?! Coming into my school like this?! You think you're so high and mighty, thinking you deserve to stay in Eden, don't you? But you're nothing. Nothing but a selfish piece of—"

Charlie twisted violently, her elbow knocking over a cup of pencils that clattered across the linoleum. Before she could break free, Helsa's fist swung in a brutal arc—

CRACK!

The punch snapped Charlie's head to the side, her temple connecting with a fire extinguisher case mounted on the wall. The metallic clang reverberated through the room as pain exploded across her cheekbone. Her vision swam, but she gritted her teeth, refusing to go down.

Around them, the other teachers were frozen in shock, their panicked voices overlapping—

"Helsa, stop!"
"Someone get Sera!"
"Oh God, they're going to kill each other!"

But Charlie barely heard them as the room seemed to freeze. Her vision blurred slightly, but the sting ignited something primal. Her hands shot up, gripping Helsa's wrists as she shoved her back with all her strength. Helsa stumbled, her calves hitting the teacher's desk.

“Fuck off!” Charlie shouted. She stepped forward, her chest heaving.

Helsa recovered quickly, pushing off the desk and sending papers flying as she lunged again. This time her hands went for Charlie's shoulders, trying to shove her against the wall. Charlie braced herself, twisting to avoid full impact. She grabbed Helsa's arm, using her momentum to spin her around and slam her into the metal supply cabinet with a deafening BANG!

The sound echoed through the schoolhouse, but Helsa didn't stay pinned. With a snarl, she kicked out, her shoe connecting with Charlie's shin. Charlie hissed but didn't let go, her fingers digging in as they grappled near the reading corner, knocking over a beanbag chair. Helsa then twisted free and swung another punch that grazed Charlie's jaw, sending her staggering and her back hitting the corner of the chalkboard tray with a brutal thud, the metal edge digging into her spine. She gasped as pain radiated through her body.

"You don't belong here! In Eden!" Helsa snarled, forcing Charlie toward the door. Their feet scattered crayons across the floor.

Charlie's heels scraped against linoleum as she resisted, but Helsa's strength was overwhelming. The back of Charlie's thighs hit the bench, and with a final shove, they both tumbled to the floor in a tangled heap, knocking over a flimsy puppet theater.

They rolled across the floor, Helsa's elbow smashing through a diorama display. Tiny model trees crushed beneath them as Charlie grabbed a fistful of Helsa's braids, yanking her head back.

Helsa managed to get on top, her knees pinning Charlie's hips as she raised a fist. Charlie caught her wrist just in time, their arms trembling in a deadly push-pull. Then Helsa's fist came down hard, striking Charlie's cheekbone with a sickening thud. Charlie felt the sharp sting of pain radiate across her face, followed by the warm trickle of blood where Helsa’s knuckles split her skin. Another punch landed, then another, each one driving Charlie further into the floor. Her vision blurred, her head spinning, but she could still see the fury in Helsa’s eyes and her lips curled back in a snarl as she screamed, “Why are you still here and alive?!”

Charlie’s breath came in ragged gasps as she stared up at Helsa. The words had screamed—Why are you still here and alive?—echoed in her mind. But then, something inside her snapped.

She wasn’t going to take this anymore.

Charlie bucked her hips, throwing Helsa off balance. Helsa’s grip faltered, and Charlie seized the opportunity. She shoved Helsa back with all her might, using her height and leverage to flip their positions. Now it was Charlie on top, her knees pinning Helsa’s hips as she raised her own fist. It came down, striking Helsa’s jaw with a force that made her head snap to the side. Helsa cried out, but Charlie didn’t stop. She couldn’t stop. All the guilt, the shame, the anger—it all poured out in every punch.

Helsa tried to fight back, her hands clawing at Charlie’s arms, but Charlie grabbed Helsa by the collar of her shirt, hauling her up slightly before slamming her back down onto the floor.

Helsa’s face was a mess of bruises and blood, her lip split and her eye swelling shut.

Charlie’s chest heaved as she stared down, fists clenched so tightly her nails dug into her palms. She wanted to scream, to cry, to make Helsa understand.

But there were no words left.

Charlie grabbed Helsa by the shoulders and dragged her toward the door. Helsa thrashed, but Charlie’s grip held on. She shoved Helsa forward, using all her strength to propel her toward the door. Helsa’s back hit the glass with a loud crack, then, with a deafening shatter, the glass gave way.

Helsa stumbled backward, her weight carrying her through the now-broken door and out into the open air. She landed hard on the ground outside, shards of glass raining down around her. The spring breeze whipped through the schoolhouse.

Charlie stood in the doorway, her chest heaving, her face bruised and bloodied. Her hands trembled at her sides, her knuckles raw and bleeding.

Does Charlie stop?

No.

Charlie rolled up the sleeves of her medical coat, the fabric now stained with streaks of blood—both hers and Helsa’s. Her chest heaved as she stepped out of the clinic, her boots crunching over the shattered glass scattered across the porch. The cool breeze did little to soothe the fire burning in her veins. She stared down at Helsa, who lay sprawled on the ground, her face a mess of bruises and blood, her chest rising and falling in ragged breaths.

For a moment, Charlie thought Helsa might stay down. But then, Helsa lunged upward, her hands clawing at Charlie’s legs. Charlie stumbled, her balance faltering as Helsa’s weight dragged her down. They tumbled off the porch in a tangled heap, rolling across the pavement walkway.

Helsa’s fingers dug into Charlie’s throat, her nails breaking skin as Charlie’s vision swam with black spots. The world narrowed to the hateful snarl twisting Helsa’s bloodied face, the pressure in her skull building up.

Then—movement.

Seviathan lunged from the periphery, his hands clamping onto Helsa’s shoulders. “Stop!” he roared, wrenching her backward. Helsa twisted like a wild animal, and with a sharp jerk of her elbow, she slammed it into Seviathan’s ribs. He gasped, grip faltering, and Helsa shoved him hard—sending him crashing to the ground with a grunt of pain.

The split-second distraction was all Charlie needed.

She bucked her hips, rolling them violently until Helsa was beneath her. Without hesitation, Charlie scrambled up, her boot planting on Helsa’s sternum to pin her down as she grabbed a fistful of her collar.

“Get up,” Charlie snarled, her voice raw and guttural. She hauled Helsa halfway off the pavement before slamming her back down. “Get the fuck up!”

Helsa barely had time to brace before Charlie yanked her upright again—then shoved her. Helsa’s feet skidded and hit the ground hard, her head snapping back against the pavement. Charlie was on her in an instant, straddling her waist and pinning her down. Her right hand gripped Helsa’s collar, holding her in place, while her left hand—bloodied and trembling—curled into a fist. She brought it down in a arc, the impact of her knuckles against Helsa’s face echoing through the street.

Again. And again. And again.

Charlie’s ears ringing as if she were underwater. She could hear voices in the background—shouts, gasps, pleas—but they were distant, muffled, like they were coming from another world. All she could focus on was the feel of her fist connecting with Helsa’s face, the way Helsa’s body jerked with each blow, the blood splattering across her own hands.

“Charlie, stop!” A voice cut through the haze. It sounded closely like Lucifer. His hands gripped her shoulders, trying to pull her off from Helsa. “That’s enough!”

But Charlie twisted violently, shoving him away with a force that sent him stumbling back. She didn’t care who it was. She didn’t care about anything except making Helsa feel the damn pain.

Her fist came down again, but this time, a new sound—the unmistakable click of a rifle being chambered. Charlie froze, her bloodied fist hovering in midair. Slowly, she turned her head toward the sound.

Husk stood a few feet away, his M4 rifle aimed squarely at her. His finger wasn’t on the trigger, but his eyes narrowed. “Stand down, Charlie,” he said firmly. “Now.”

The world seemed to snap back into focus. Charlie’s breath hitched as she looked around, her chest heaving. The street was lined with onlookers—residents of Eden, their faces a mix of shock, fear, and confusion. Among them, she saw her friends: Niffty, wide-eyed and clutching her trowel; Pentious, his expression replaced with genuine concern; Angel, who looked like he'd just returned from a run or something outside the walls, his face pale and stunned. Finally, it appears Alastor wasn’t present.

To Charlie’s right stood Sera and Emily, their expressions a mix of horror and disbelief. And then there was her father, his face pale and his hands trembling as he stared at her like he didn’t even recognize her.

Charlie’s gaze dropped to Helsa, who lay beneath her, her face a bloody mess.

And then, she abruptly laughed.

It started as a low chuckle, bubbling up from deep within her chest. Then it grew louder, more manic, until she was laughing so hard her shoulders shook. Trickles of tears streamed down her face, mixing with the blood and sweat. She laughed until her sides ached, until the sound echoed through the street, until everyone around her was staring at her like she’d lost her mind.

Maybe she had.

Emily’s soft yet desperate voice cut through the ringing in Charlie’s ears: “Charlie, please…”

Charlie’s laughter died abruptly. She took a deep, shuddering breath, then turned her head to stare down at Helsa. The woman’s swollen eye was barely open, her breath wet and ragged.

“If you lay a hand on anyone again,” Charlie said, her voice eerily calm, “especially a child—I will kill you.”

“Damn it, Charlie!” Sera yelled. “That’s enough!”

Charlie didn’t flinch. Slowly, she wrapped her hands around Helsa’s throat—not squeezing, just resting them there, her thumbs pressing lightly against the pulse point. Helsa’s breath hitched.

“Or what?” Charlie tilted her head, her tone almost conversational. “You’ll kick me out?” She leaned down slightly, her voice dropping to a monotone that made the crowd shift uneasily. “Squeezing her windpipe just enough would do it. Slow. Quiet.” Her fingers flexed minutely against Helsa’s skin. “Would you even stop me in time?”

Emily made a choked noise. “Jesus… you don’t want to do this, Charlie.”

Charlie’s gaze flicked up, scanning the crowd—the collected horrified faces.

“I’m not letting any of you ruin this place,” she said, her voice gaining strength. “Not Sera, not Emily, not even you.” She locked eyes with Lucifer, who looked gutted. “Eden’s too important to too many people. And you three?” A bitter laugh. “You can’t be trusted to keep them safe. Not anymore.”

She pressed down just barely on Helsa’s throat, feeling the jump of her pulse. “We need to control who lives here.”

Sera’s hands clenched at her sides. “That,” she said coldly, “has never been more clear to me than it is now.”

Charlie froze.

She lifted her head slowly, her bloodied hands still hovering over Helsa’s throat. “Me?” Her voice was dangerously quiet. “You mean… me?”

The silence was suffocating.

Me?!” Charlie suddenly roared. She shoved herself up from Helsa’s prone form, her hands shaking as she whirled on Sera. “I’m doing what needs to be done! What the fuck has your precious council ever done for people like Helsa? Nothing!

She spread her arms, gesturing wildly at the crowd. “Can’t you see that?! I’m the one who acts! I make the hard decisions! I do whatever it takes to keep the people around me alive!” Her chest heaved. “And if you think—for one second—that you can survive here without me, you’re wrong—”

THUD!

A sharp impact slammed into the back of Charlie’s skull.

Her vision whited out. She stumbled forward, barely catching herself on her hands and knees as the world spun. Blood—her blood—dripped onto the pavement between her fingers.

Slowly, dizzily, she turned.

Husk stood over her, his rifle’s stock still raised from the strike. His expression has no anger, no disgust. Just exhaustion.

Charlie’s voice was barely a whisper. “Husk…? Why?

Husk exhaled through his nose, slinging his rifle over his shoulder. “Look at yourself,” he said, quieter than she’d ever heard him. “You really have to ask why?”

Charlie blinked. The ringing in her ears faded, replaced by the muffled gasps of the crowd. She turned her head—

—and saw them.

Really saw them.

At the teachers clutching each other, their faces streaked with tears. At the children peeking from behind adults’ legs, their eyes wide with terror. Niffty, her tiny hands pressed over her mouth. Pentious, his usually animated face slack with horror. Angel, staring and shunned. Lucifer, his eyes shattered.

And Seviathan—

Seviathan was on his knees beside Helsa, his hands trembling as he pressed a wad of fabric to her bleeding face with Yidhra’s help. His shoulders shook, his breath coming in ragged hitches. His eyes—God, his eyes—weren’t angry. They were heartbroken.

Charlie’s breath left her in a rush.

“My God…” She staggered to her feet, her legs unsteady. The adrenaline drained from her body, leaving her hollow. “What have I done?”


The office building had been a maze of cubicles, dark mold, and broken glass, but they’d made it out. Thankfully without any more surprises.

Now, the street was eerily quiet, the only sound the distant groans still echoing from the direction of the warehouse, leaving this stretch of road empty. Vaggie didn’t trust it, not fully, but for now, they could breathe.

She nudged Peter toward a nearby storefront, its shattered display window gaping. Inside, the shelves had been picked clean long ago, but the back room was intact, the door still hanging on its hinges.

“Here,” she muttered, stepping inside and scanning the shadows. Nothing moved.

Peter followed, his shoulders sagging with exhaustion as he slumped against the wall. He wiped his forehead with the back of his hand, smearing dirt and sweat. “Jesus. That was too close.”

Vaggie grunted in agreement, rolling her shoulders. Her muscles ached from the sprinting, the climbing, the near-misses. She dropped her bag to the floor with a thud and knelt, digging through its contents for the canteen. Water was low, but she took a careful sip before passing it to Peter.

He accepted it gratefully, gulping down a mouthful before sighing. “Think we lost them?”

“For now.” Vaggie flexed her fingers, working out the stiffness. “But we can’t stay long.”

Peter nodded, then reached for the parabolic mic still slung over his shoulder. He adjusted the headphones, pressing the dish against the broken storefront window as he swept it slowly across the street. His brow furrowed in concentration.

Vaggie let him work, turning her attention back to her bag. Beneath the spare ammo and ration wrappers, tucked into a hidden pocket in the lining, was her wallet. Frayed at the edges and it’s leather cracked with age, but still intact.

She flipped it open.

There, behind a faded receipt and a scrap of paper with Charlie’s old phone number (useless now, but she couldn’t bring herself to throw it away), was the photograph.

It was worn at the corners, the colors slightly faded—her and Charlie, tangled together on a hotel bed, grinning like idiots. Charlie had insisted on renting the Polaroid camera for their vacation, declaring that some moments needed to be physical, something to hold onto.

"You can only see the digital photos in our phones, Vaggie!" she’d laughed, waving the camera in her face. "But this? We got to hold onto it and y’know, keep it in our wallets."

Vaggie traced the edge of the photo with her thumb. Charlie’s arm was slung over her shoulders, her smile bright enough to rival the sun streaming through the window behind them. Vaggie remembered the warmth of her, the way she’d pressed a kiss to her temple right before the flash went off.

A lifetime ago.

She swallowed hard, forcing the lump in her throat down. She’s gonna be fine. She has to be.

A sharp inhale from Peter snapped her back to the present.

“Got something,” he whispered, eyes widening behind the headphones. He adjusted the mic, tilting it slightly. “A voice. Faint, but—yeah, definitely human.”

Vaggie shoved the photo back into her wallet and tucked it away. “Direction?”

Peter pointed southeast, toward the edge of the city where the streets began to blur into wild overgrowth, vines and weeds cracking through the pavement. "A couple blocks that way," he murmured, tilting the mic to catch the signal better.

Vaggie’s grip tightened on her spear. "Just one person?"

"Seems like it," Peter said, lowering the headphones. "No other voices. Just… one."

Vaggie stood, slinging her bag over her shoulder. "Then we move. Now, while the streets are clear."

Peter hesitated, studying her face. "You good?"

She didn’t answer right away. Instead, she adjusted her grip on the spear, rolling her neck once more to shake off the last of the fatigue.

"Yeah," she finally said. "Let’s go."

They slipped back into the empty street, moving in tense silence. The air was too still, the absence of groans and shuffling almost more unnerving than the infected themselves. Vaggie’s eyes flicked to every darkened storefront, every shattered window—just because the streets were empty didn’t mean they were safe. The dead could be lurking anywhere, waiting in the shadows of buildings, hidden behind overturned cars.

Peter kept the parabolic mic at the ready, pausing every few steps to listen. The voice hadn’t spoken again, but the silence didn’t mean they were gone. If anything, it made Vaggie more wary.

A flicker of movement ahead.

She froze, arm snapping out to stop Peter. A figure darted across the intersection two blocks down—human, fast, but stumbling slightly. Injured? Or just exhausted?

Before she could decide, a low growl rumbled from an alleyway to their left.

Vaggie’s spear was up in an instant.

"Shit," Peter breathed.

A single infected, its jaw hanging slack, lurched into view. It hadn’t seen them yet, its milky eyes scanning the street blindly. But it would. Any second now.

Vaggie held up a fist—stop.

The infected took another step forward.

Then its head snapped toward them.

"Run," Vaggie hissed.

They bolted, boots pounding against cracked asphalt as the infected let out a wet shriek behind them. It wouldn’t be alone for long.

The figure ahead—the one they’d seen—had disappeared. But the voice Peter had picked up had to be close.

"There!" Peter gasped, veering toward an old pharmacy, its doors busted open, shelves overturned. "I think they went inside!"

Vaggie didn’t waste time questioning it. They needed cover, now.

She skidded through the doorway, spear raised, scanning the dim interior.

Silence.

Then—

A gun cocked behind them.

Vaggie reacted instantly, pivoting toward the sound and lashing out—her hand clamped around a wrist, fingers digging into tendons as she twisted hard. A sharp gasp escaped the woman as her fingers spasmed, the clatter of metal hitting the floor as the gun dropped. Vaggie followed through with a kick to the ribs, sending the stranger crashing into a shelf with a grunt of pain.

The stranger hit the metal frame hard, her body folding slightly from the impact. She wasn’t fighting back—wasn’t even trying to recover. Instead, she slumped against the shelf, breathing ragged, like just staying upright was taking everything she had.

Vaggie’s hand was already on her pistol, fingers curling around the grip—

“Wait!” Peter barked, grabbing her arm.

She shot him a sharp look, but he shook his head.

Reluctantly, Vaggie eased her hand away from the gun and turned back to the stranger.

The woman was pushing herself up slowly, her movements unsteady. Her right hand gripped the shelf for balance, her left arm—

Missing.

Vaggie’s eyes flicked to the stump where the elbow should have been, wrapped in dirty, frayed bandages. The woman’s bleached white hair was streaked with grime, the dark brown roots grown out from months of neglect. Her clothes were torn, her frame thinner than it should have been.

Then she lifted her head.

Hazel eyes, sharp even in exhaustion, locked onto Vaggie’s.

Recognition hit like a punch to the gut.

Vaggie’s breath caught.

The woman—stared back at her, lips parting as if she, too, was struggling to process what she was seeing. Her expression flickered between disbelief, wariness, and something else.

Lauren? It can’t be…

Notes:

wowie, who couldve thought that Lute is *still* alive 18 chapters later? and spoiler alert, she is not in a antagonist role anymore as theres a big bad somewhere over the rainbow....
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fun fact: i unfortunately have to test how hurt it is to get slapped with the paper bag of prescription pills (have to convince my brother to do it on me) and yeah, im not as tough as charlie in enduring that lmao.
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(update july 25th 2025): finally, theres the damn announcement for the season 2 premiere.

Chapter 41: Are You Dangerous?

Summary:

"It is rather tempting to just kill her right there.”

Notes:

shorter chapter and oh boy, biting back the doomed fallenwings....
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chapter title is based from the lyrics of "Dangerous" by Son Lux

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Vaggie’s fist snapped forward and connected onto Lute’s jaw with a sickening crack.

Lute’s head snapped to the side. She made no sound, no cry of pain. Her legs buckled, and she dropped to the grimy floor like a sack of stones, the fight (if there had ever been any) completely gone from her. The pistol she’d been gripping skittered away across the tiles.

Vaggie was on her in an instant. She dropped her knees onto Lute’s chest, knocking the air from her lungs in a pained gasp. Her calloused hands found Lute’s throat and squeezed.

“You!” Vaggie snarled, her face inches from Lute’s. “I told you! The next time I saw you, I wouldn’t show any damned mercy!”

Lute’s eyes, wide and startled for a fleeting moment, began to lose focus. Her one good hand came up, but not to claw at Vaggie’s wrists or fight back. Not bothering to struggle. It simply fluttered weakly before falling back to the floor, palm up. Her body went limp beneath Vaggie’s weight.

She was just… letting it happen.

“Vaggie, stop! Stop!” Peter’s voice was high with panic. He grabbed her shoulders, trying to pull her back, but she was immovable in her rage.

“She deserves this!” Vaggie roared, not taking her eyes off Lute’s purpling face. “You don’t know what she did!”

“I don’t care! You’ll kill her!” Peter wrapped his arms around her torso and heaved with all his strength, his own exhaustion forgotten in a surge of adrenaline. He was stronger than he looked, and Vaggie, blinded by her fury, was caught off balance. He wrenched her backward, breaking her stranglehold.

Vaggie stumbled, her boots scrambling on the floor. “Let me go!” she thrashed against his grip.

On the ground, Lute drew in a ragged, whistling breath, her body convulsing as a fit of wet, hacking coughs wracked her frame. She didn’t try to get up, just lay there gasping while her chest heaving.

Peter held Vaggie fast, his own breathing labored. “No! Look at her! Just look at her, Vaggie! She’s not fighting! It’s over!”

Vaggie’s struggles lessened. She stood panting in Peter’s arms, her gaze locked on the broken, one-armed woman coughing on the pharmacy floor.

Peter’s grip on Vaggie loosened as her thrashing stopped. He gave her one last, cautious look before releasing her entirely and turning his back, his focus shifting to the woman on the floor.

"Easy now," he murmured, his voice low and gentle as he knelt beside Lute. He carefully hooked his hands under her shoulders, avoiding the dirty bandages on her stump, and helped her into a sitting position. She was limp in his grasp, her head lolling forward as another weak cough rattled in her chest. Peter’s eyes scanned her professionally, taking in the fresh bruise blooming on her jaw, the grimy bandages, the overall gauntness of her frame.

"What the hell are you doing?" Vaggie’s voice is now filled with a bewildered anger.

Peter opened his mouth to respond, but a sound from outside cut him off.

A low, collective groan.

All three of them froze.

Vaggie’s head snapped toward the shattered storefront, her spear coming up on instinct. Peter tightened his hold on Lute, pulling her closer to the shelter of an overturned shelf. Lute herself went utterly still, her ragged breathing the only soft sound in the tense silence.

Shuffling footsteps, slow and dragging, multiplied on the asphalt outside. Shadows moved past the broken windows, lurching forms drawn by the infected’s earlier shriek and their frantic run. Vaggie counted three, then five. Their milky eyes seemed to scan the dim interior of the pharmacy, and for a heart-stopping moment, one of them paused, its head tilting as if listening.

Vaggie held her breath, her knuckles white on her spear. She could feel Peter’s tense silence behind her. Lute had buried her face against her own knee, making herself small.

Then, with a guttural moan, the infected lost interest. The group shuffled on, their groans fading gradually as they continued down the street, following some unseen, instinctual trail.

"We can't stay here," Peter whispered. He shifted, getting a better grip on Lute. "Come on. Up you get."

He helped her to her feet. She was unsteady, her one hand gripping his arm for balance, her weight listing to the side. She kept her gaze fixed on the floor, refusing to look at Vaggie.

Vaggie wanted to protest. To demand they leave this… this reminder of everything they’d lost back at New York. But the infected were still nearby, and the commotion had made this location compromised. Arguing now was a death sentence.

Her eye swept the floor, landing on the glint of metal near a toppled display of cough syrup. The pistol. The one Lute had dropped.

Jaw clenched, Vaggie strode over and scooped it up. She ejected the magazine, checked the chamber. One round. And slapped it back into the grip with a sharp sound. She tucked it into her own belt.

Without a word, she turned and followed Peter as he half-supported, half-carried Lute toward the pharmacy's back room, her own footsteps silent on the dusty tiles.

The back room was a small, windowless staff break room, smelling of dust and old coffee. A rickety table and two chairs were bolted to the floor, and a few lockers stood rusting in the corner. Vaggie was the last in, turning to carefully push the door until it clicked shut, plunging them into near-darkness save for the sliver of light from beneath it.

Peter guided Lute to one of the chairs, her movements stiff and pained as she sank into it. He shrugged off his bag, dropped it to the floor with a soft thud, and pulled out a water bottle. Unscrewing the cap, he held it out to her.

Lute stared at the offering, her expression unreadable in the gloom. A flicker of pride made her hesitate. But thirst won out. Her single hand trembled as she took it, and she drank in quick, desperate gulps, water trickling down her grimy chin.

Vaggie watched the act of simple charity feeling like a personal betrayal. She took a step forward, her voice a low, venomous whisper. "Why are you even bothering, Peter?"

Peter straightened up, moving to stand between Vaggie and the seated woman as a human shield. "Fighting her isn't going to help us, Vaggie. Look at her."

"Help us?" Vaggie’s laugh was sharp and brittle. "You don't understand. She works for the hostile group called the Exorcists. They were former Marines who find settlements and take everything; food, meds, weapons… and then they kill everyone no matter what. For sport. And she," Vaggie jabbed a finger toward Lute, "was their Lieutenant. Their right hand."

As Vaggie spoke, Lute didn't react. She just stared at the floor, the empty water bottle held loosely in her lap, her shoulders slumped.

"We were lucky…" Vaggie continued, her voice cracking with the memory. "We were lucky they didn't finish us. They just burned our old home to the ground." Her hand went to the side of her face. "But she gave me a parting gift long before that." She pulled up the edge of her eyepatch, revealing the sunken, ruined socket beneath. "She turned me against my men in exchange for money or whatever bullshit promotion she and the General talked about. All because I’m going to report. Saying I was weak. She ruined my life before the world ended, Peter. And you want to bring that into Eden? Trust me. We don't want her."

The small room fell silent.

Then, a raspy, broken voice cut through the quiet.

"It's true."

Both Vaggie and Peter turned. Lute had lifted her head, her eyes glistening in the dim light. She wasn't looking at them, but at some point on the far wall.

"Everything she said is true," Lute continued, each word a dry, scraping effort. "The Exorcists. The executions. The... the shit we took." Her gaze finally shifted, first to Peter, acknowledging his shock at her confession, then settling on Vaggie. "And I did try to kill her for being weak. I thought mercy was a flaw."

She drew a shaky breath, her one hand tightening around the plastic bottle, making it crinkle.

"So why didn't you just pull the trigger?" The question wasn't a challenge. It was hollow, drained of all fight. "Out there. You should have. Just... get it over with."

Vaggie stared, her righteous fury momentarily stunned into silence. She searched Lute's face, looking for the burning hatred, the arrogant cruelty she has known. But it was gone. The plea in her eyes was for an end.

Peter shifted his weight, his gaze darting between the two women and he was only just beginning to understand.

“Are you… are you still with them?” he asked nervously. “The Exorcists?”

Lute slowly shook her head. “They’re gone.” She sighed. “We tried to take that mansion Valeria told you about. It… didn’t go as planned. There was an explosion. A fire.” Her good hand gestured vaguely at her own battered state. “Most didn’t make it out.”

Peter absorbed this, his brow furrowed. “But to get this far… you couldn’t have made it to Virginia alone. Not like… that.” His eyes flickered to her missing arm. “Did you have a group? After?”

Lute took a deep, shaky breath, as if steeling herself to recount the tale. “No group,” she said, her voice low. “After the fire, one of them… bit me. Here.” She gestured to the stump of her left arm. “So I… I cut it off. With a piece of heated rebar and a knife. Didn’t want to become one of them.”

“I tried to get away from the area,” Lute continued, her gaze distant. “Didn’t make it far. Passed out in a storm drain. Woke up in an apartment. A… a family found me. A newlywed couple, the wife was pregnant. Their nephew and niece were with them.” For the first time, a flicker of aching sorrow crossed her face other than the usual emptiness. “They didn’t know who I was. They just saw a person who was hurt. They… nursed me back. Shared their food. Their water.”

The confession hung in the air, more damning to Vaggie than any list of atrocities. This monster had been shown kindness.

“So why?” Vaggie’s voice is cold. “If you’re so sorry for yourself, why didn’t you just do everyone a favor and put a bullet in your own head? Why make me do it?”

“Vaggie!” Peter hissed, appalled.

But Lute didn’t flinch. Instead, a small, broken chuckle escaped her lips. “I made a promise.” She finally lifted her head, her eyes finding the water-stained ceiling tiles as if she could see through them to the sky. “To the little girl. The niece. Her name was Lily.” Her throat worked as she swallowed. “She asked me if I was going to be a good guy now. I… I told her I’d try.”

She brought her gaze down and stared at her own hand, clenched in her lap. “After everything… after they saved me… I couldn’t break a promise to a kid. But I can’t… I don’t know how to be a ‘good guy’. They treated me like I was one, and every day felt like a lie. They’re dead now. Including the kids and the baby. And I’m still here.” She finally looked at Vaggie, and the raw, unvarnished truth in her eyes was undeniable. “So you see? I can’t even keep my one promise. I’m just… waiting for the world to finish the job ever since you shoved me against the horde.”

The two women stared at each other across the dim room, a chasm of shared pain and bitter history stretching between them. While Peter, visibly uncomfortable, cleared his throat and stepped squarely between their lines of sight.

“Alright, women-piss-matches aside…” he began.

Vaggie felt an unexpected, entirely inappropriate snort catch in her throat. She stifled it, turning her head away. Only Peter could come up with a phrase that idiotic to defuse a moment like this.

Peter, seeing he had their attention (however annoyed) plowed on. “Vaggie, I get it. I do. You want her dead. But look at her.” He gestured back at Lute without turning. “She’s defenseless. She’s alone. She’s exhausted, and from the looks of it, she hasn’t eaten properly in a week. She’s got no bag, no supplies, nothing. Killing her now isn’t justice. It’s… putting down a sick animal.”

Vaggie’s eye narrowed, her jaw tightening. “Did you even listen, Peter? She’s suicidal. She’s letting the world take her. You want to bring that into Eden? A woman who’s just waiting for the first opportunity to get herself, and potentially everyone around her, killed because she’s too much of a coward to face another dawn?” She took a step closer, her voice dropping to a whisper. “Do you actually believe this damn sob story? That a few months with a nice family wiped away a lifetime of being a monster? You think she’s changed?”

The question hung in the air, direct and challenging for Peter about the fundamental nature of redemption, and whether someone like her was even capable of it. Vaggie’s gaze was locked on Peter, demanding an answer.

Peter held Vaggie’s intense gaze, not flinching from the challenge in her single eye.

“I believe in our mission,” he said. “The one Emily gave us. The one Eden is built on. We help those in need. We judge people by their present actions here, not just their past.”

Vaggie opened her mouth to retort, but Peter pressed on, his tone softening. “She amputated her own arm to survive. She was taken in by strangers and didn’t hurt them. She’s sitting here, unarmed, confessing to everything instead of lying to save her own skin. That’s who she is now.” He gestured around the dark, cramped break room. “Whether she's lying about everything, but she asked you to kill her, for Christ’s sake! She’s just another survivor, Vaggie. If we don’t help her, who will? Are we only here to save the people who were always innocent?”

He could see the rigid line of her shoulders, the refusal to yield.

“And think about it practically,” he urged. “You say she was a Lieutenant in the Marines. That means she has the potential to share the tactics alongside yours to help Eden.” He paused a bit. “You don’t have to forgive her. But we can help her find a sense of belonging with us. And in doing that, we give her a chance to… to actually try and keep that promise she made. Isn’t that what Eden is supposed to be about? A chance?”

Vaggie’s eye flickered from Peter’s earnest face to Lute, who remained motionless in her chair. The fury in Vaggie’s chest was still a hot coal, but Peter’s idealistic words were a cold blanket smothering it. He had given her a way out for survival and the greater good. She looked away, her jaw working silently.

Peter’s eyes dropped to his wristwatch, the dim light glinting off the cracked face. “It’s getting dark,” he announced. “And with those hordes still lurking, moving now is a death wish. We’re stuck here for the night.”

He looked from Vaggie’s stony expression to Lute’s slumped form. “Might as well use the time. We can… get her patched up. See if she knows anything useful about the area. And,” he added, his gaze settling firmly on Vaggie, “we can figure out what happens next.”

Vaggie’s single eye moved between Peter with his stubborn hope, and Lute. Every instinct screamed to leave, to abandon this wreck of a woman to the fate she seemed to crave. But Peter’s arguments echoed in her mind. Why in the living hell does he sound like Charlie there? He had stood by Lute through everything along his naive judgement.

She let out a long sigh. Without another word of protest, she shrugged the heavy bag from her shoulders and let it drop to the floor with a weary thud.


The sun had long since vanished, plunging the city into a deep, groaning darkness. Inside the break room, the only light came from a small, contained campfire kit Peter had set up in the center of the floor, its flames casting flickering, dancing shadows on the walls. The meager heat was a welcome defense against the creeping chill. A single pot, balanced carefully on the flames, held a thin stew of rehydrated vegetables and the last of their rabbit jerky. The smell was bland, but to three starving people, it was a feast.

Unsurprisingly, Lute ate the most, hunched over her bowl and shoveling the food in with intense desperation. Neither Vaggie nor Peter commented, though Vaggie watched from her spot across the fire, her own meal eaten slowly. They had arranged themselves in a triangle: Lute on one side, Vaggie on the other, and Peter squarely in the middle, a literal and figurative mediator.

The silence was thick, broken only by the crackle of the fire and the sound of eating. Finally, Peter cleared his throat.

"So," he began lightly. "We never got your name. Properly, I mean."

Lute paused, her spoon halfway to her mouth. She lowered it slowly back into the bowl. Her eyes, reflecting the firelight, flicked to Vaggie for a fraction of a second before settling on Peter.

"Lute," she said, her voice still rough but clearer now with food and water in her.

Peter nodded. "Lute. Okay. What brought you all the way out to Virginia? It's a long way to travel... alone."

Lute stared into her bowl. "Heard a broadcast. Back in the winter. A man's voice, crackly. Said there was a community. In D.C. A place trying to rebuild." She shrugged one shoulder. "Didn't have anything else. Nowhere else to go. But I… try. To stay alive. Figured I'd see if it was real."

Vaggie, who had been staring into the flames, lifted her head.

"Like you want to be a 'good guy'?" she asked flatly. "Then why were you killing people on a warehouse rooftop a few blocks from here?"

Peter looked sharply at Vaggie. "You mean the ones we found...?"

Vaggie didn't take her eyes off Lute. Instead, she pulled Lute's pistol from her belt. She ejected the single round from the chamber. It caught the firelight as she held it up between her thumb and forefinger.

"It's the same caliber," Vaggie stated. "The same casings we found scattered around their bodies. You were there. You fired this gun."

Lute met Vaggie's gaze, her expression weary.

"They were already dead when I got there," she clarified. "I was scavenging the area, heard the gunfire from a distance. By the time I made it to the roof, it was over. The people who shot them were gone. I found the pistol lying next to one of the bodies. It was the only weapon they'd left behind." She took a slow breath. "I saw the men who did it. Leaving. Dressed in dark clothing, tactical gear. Heavily armed… I’m guessing it was the same group that killed those unfortunate survivors up there."

"And you just let them go?" Vaggie's tone was dripping with skepticism.

Lute’s good hand clenched into a fist on her knee. "What the fuck was I supposed to do? Charge them? With a few bullets in a lousy pistol, one arm, and half a can of beans in my stomach?" She let out a short, bitter breath. "Yeah, it was tempting. To try and take some of them with me. But it would have been suicide. And I... I'm trying not to do that anymore." The last part was spoken so quietly it was almost swallowed by the fire's crackle.

Peter’s eyes widened slightly. “You saw them up close?” he asked, leaning forward. “Could you identify them? Their numbers, their gear?”

Lute gave a slow, grim nod. “Uh… close enough. They moved in a tight stack, covering each other. Not the usual scavengers. They’re the type to take whatever they want by force. They don’t ask, they don’t negotiate. They just… take. Even if they have to kill everyone in the room to do it.”

A mirthless sound escaped Vaggie. She didn’t look up from the fire. “Hm. I wonder where you get that idea from.”

The words landed like a physical blow. Lute flinched, her shoulders hunching. She stared down into the dregs of her stew, her jaw working silently. After a long moment, she carefully set her bowl on the floor.

“I… should go,” she muttered, starting to push herself up from the chair. Her movements were still unsteady. “I’ve taken enough of your supplies. I’ll… make my own way to D.C.”

“About that…” Peter began.

Vaggie’s head snapped up, her single eye narrowing into a dangerous slit. “If you’re thinking what I’m thinking, Peter… no.”

“Vaggie, we just talked about this,” he countered. “She has intel on a potential hostile, armed group operating in the area. She even knows how they might think, how they operate. And she’s trying to get to our community.” He held Vaggie’s furious gaze. “Not only were we turning our backs on someone in need, it’s also throwing away a potential advantage. It’s stupid.”

“Look…” Peter continued, his voice dropping to a whisper meant only for Vaggie. “We use the skills she’s offering. We get her to Eden, and then the council can decide what to do with her. But out here? She’s an asset. And we need every one we can get.”

Vaggie’s gaze was a storm, flickering between Peter’s resolute face and Lute’s hunched, waiting form. He was leveraging every one of her own instincts against her rage, and she hated him for it. But she couldn’t refute the hard logic. Letting a resource (even a toxic one) walk away into the dark was, indeed, stupid.

Vaggie’s gaze remained locked on the fire, but she was no longer seeing the flames. She was seeing Charlie. That beautiful, endlessly optimistic face. She could almost hear her voice. “Everyone deserves a chance to be better, Vaggie. That’s the whole point.”

Charlie would take her in. Of course she would. She’d taken in the damn criminals back in New York, including Angel, Pentious, Cherri…

But this was different. This was Lute.

The memory still felt like a fresh wound. The betrayal in the ranks. The searing pain as fists took her eye, Lute’s voice hissing about weakness. The kidnapping. The torture. The bloody fight between them in the burning mansion, the sight of Charlie standing over Adam’s corpse… Lute is always involved. She had been nothing but a damn destruction and ruining her damn life.

And now she sat here, broken and pathetic, talking about promises to little girls.

Is it an act?

The thought was a poison dart. What if this was all a performance? A play to get inside their walls, to find the woman who killed Adam, to finish the job the Exorcists started? Lute was a predator. Predators knew how to play wounded. The moment their guard was down, she’d strike. She’d take everything from them all over again.

But… the woman who had tried to cave her skull in five months ago wouldn’t have just let Vaggie choke the life out of her. She wouldn’t have confessed everything with that dead-eyed honesty. The Lute she knew was fueled by a righteous, cruel fire. The embers in this one were cold ash.

The contradiction is tightening around her skull. Pragmatism warred with a hatred so deep it felt like a part of her skeleton. Peter was right; it was stupid to let an asset walk away. But bringing a viper to your breast was a special kind of stupid, too.

She was so damn frustrated. At Lute for existing. At Peter for his Charlie-like logic. At herself for even considering this. At the entire shitty world for forcing this choice upon her.

Her jaw ached from clenching it. She finally lifted her head, her single eye cutting through the dimness to Peter.

“Fine,” she bit out, the word tasting like ash and bile. “But she’s your responsibility. You watch her. Every second. If she so much as looks at someone wrong, if I even think she’s faking this… it’s on you.”

She turned her gaze to Lute, and all the cold fury she felt was focused into that one look.

“You step out of line once,” Vaggie’s voice is low and deadly calm. “You give me one reason, just one, to believe you haven’t changed… and I won’t choke you. I’ll carve out your fucking eye and feed it to you. Understood?”

The silence that followed Vaggie’s ultimatum was heavier than the darkness outside. The only sound was the soft crackle of the fire, which seemed to hold its breath along with the room's occupants.

Vaggie’s single eye fixed on Lute, waiting for a flinch, a hint of defiance, any sign that the old, arrogant Lute was still in there, mocking them.

Peter, caught in the middle, felt the pressure building in his own chest. He looked from Vaggie’s rigid, furious posture to Lute’s slumped form, his mind screaming for one of them to just bend. He wanted to shout, to break the tension with something, anything, but he knew a single word from him could be the spark that set everything off.

Lute did not flinch. She met Vaggie’s gaze, her own hazel eyes looking eerily calm in the flickering light. There was no hidden malice, no spark of the old, cruel fire. There was only a deep acceptance.

Slowly, she gave a single nod. Her gaze didn't waver from Vaggie's. “I’ll… keep that in mind.”

The stare-down held for a moment longer. Then, Vaggie was the first to look away, turning her back on both of them to stare at the wall. The permission had been given, but the war was far from over.

Peter finally let out the breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding. He cleared his throat and looked at Vaggie, a silent plea for some acknowledgment.

“You have my word, Vaggie. I’ll watch her,” he said. “It might… take us a bit to get back to Eden. The main routes are probably swarming after that flare and all the noise. But we’ll find a way. In the meantime…” He trailed off. “We can use the time. All of us.”

Vaggie didn’t turn. After a long moment, she only gave a nod. It was the barest minimum of agreement, but enough.

Peter turned his attention to Lute, who was watching him with a guarded, weary expression. He offered a small smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.

“For what it’s worth,” he began, “the community you heard about on the broadcast? The one in D.C.?” He paused, letting the significance hang in the air. “We’re it. Vaggie and I. We’re recruiters for Eden…”

Notes:

season 2 is all around the corner and it seems fitting that this chapter finally published with the recent release of "Gravity" lmao
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i receive msgs from ppl asking why even bringing back lute.... its because i want to play like shes a barbie doll. but all jokes aside, she had plenty of potential outside of her usual assholeness in canon, and i want to pay homage to my friend who loves lute dearly, so... take it if u will

Chapter 42: Consideration

Summary:

Charlie knew there would be consequences for breaking the rules, but nothing could have prepared her for what came next.

Notes:

tw: typical blood and violence, plus character death.
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chapter title is based from 2016 song by Rihanna and SZA

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Within the four walls of the medical room, Helsa sat on the edge of the bed covered in stitches and bandages. A thick white patch was taped over her left eyebrow, and her split lip was swollen, pulling her expression into a permanent sneer. One arm was wrapped from wrist to elbow, resting stiffly in her lap.

On the other side of the bed, Seviathan kept silent. Seviathan’s chair was pushed back against the wall, his arms crossed and gaze fixed on a scuff mark on the floor. The only sound was the ragged, slightly wet sound of Helsa’s breathing.

Then, a muffled voice from the hallway pierced the quiet.

"What?” Baxter’s voice strained with disbelief. “She just attacked? Pushed her way into the school and attacked? For Christ's sake, why the hell would she do that?"

Emily’s softer, more sorrowful tone answered him. "From what we heard, it has something to do between Charlie and Helsa, but Lucifer didn't explain much about it. Right now, him and Sera are... talking to Charlie about it."

Helsa’s eyes, the one not swollen shut, flickered towards the door. A bitter sound escaped her in a sharp exhale. Seviathan’s jaw tightened and closed his eyes, as if praying for the walls to swallow the noise.

Meanwhile in the separate room across the clinic, Charlie sat on a crisp medical cot, her own body a mirror of the damage she’d inflicted. Bandages were wrapped around her knuckles and a deep gash on her forearm. A butterfly stitch held together a cut on the bridge of her nose, and a purplish-yellow bruise was blooming across her cheekbone. She stared at her bandaged hands on her lap, unable to lift her gaze.

Sera paced a short, tight path in front of her, her usual composure sanded down to raw frustration.

"Honestly, Charlotte... what am I supposed to do with you?" Sera stopped, pinching the bridge of her nose. "We have rules for a reason. We have a process."

Charlie didn't respond. The fight had drained out of her, leaving a cold, hollow shame in its wake. She slowly, painfully, lifted her head.

Her eyes found her father. Lucifer stood by the window, his back to the room, gazing out into the consuming darkness of the night. He was perfectly still with a silhouette against the glass. He hadn't looked at her since she’d been led into the room. His silence was a heavier condemnation than all of Sera’s frustrated words.

Sera had stopped pacing, her frustrated energy spent. She simply watched Lucifer’s back, waiting. Charlie kept her eyes on her father.

Finally, he let out a sigh but still addressed to the night outside the window.

"I didn't know this place existed," he began, "until I got a call back at the start of the outbreak from my brother, Michael. He was a security liaison for the house. He knew all about this 'Echo Safezone' ever since the DC safezones were first built years ago... set to run on solar power, stocked with almost a year's worth of goods..." He paused. "Unlike the other safezones, Echo was tailor-made for our situation. It had everything but the people. Michael... he brought me here." A faint, self-deprecating note entered his tone. "And I know it's shocking that I still haven't cut off Michael ever since I left my blood family... but he's the only one who's been supportive of me and my relationship with your mother."

Charlie blinked. He so rarely spoke of his family, the one he’d been born into. The one that had disowned him.

Lucifer’s shoulders rose and fell in a slow, deep breath. "At first, it was such a rewarding experience. It wasn't easy to get around the damn martial law by the National Guard, but it was just so close to how things were that we were... we... it was almost like..." He faltered, struggling for the words. "Well, you already know what I'm talking about... what I'm unable to express. You must have felt the same way."

Finally, Lucifer turned from the window and his weary eyes, finally meeting Charlie’s.

"Ever since the National Guard abandoned their post in Echo, we began working fortifying the gates and walls. All of us. We'd found the construction site within the area, possibly for the future expansion of the safezone, and we put the materials to good use, hence why some of the outer walls weren't made of concrete."

His gaze grew distant, looking through her now. "It was those early days," he said, his voice dropping to a near whisper, "before we finished reinforcing the defenses... when we lost the most people."

The ones we couldn't bring to the cathedral.

He took a step toward her cot. "But we pressed on. Held together... we really made this community what it is. We lost a lot from that time. Sera and Emily have been here since the beginning, along with the Von Eldritchs. And during that same time, Michael was our leader. No question from the very beginning, he was the man for the job. He could think on his feet, make quick decisions... he really was an asset, and I have no doubt in my mind that he kept me alive in those early days."

He slowly sat in the chair opposite Charlie, bringing them face-to-face. "But then things changed..." Lucifer said, his voice dropping.

Charlie saw Sera close her eyes, as if bracing herself for a blow she knew was coming.

Lucifer went on. "He didn't assault those women in Eden... not exactly... but he knew what he was doing. He was in a position to keep them safe... offer more protection or none at all."

Charlie’s stomach turned, and a wave of disgust must have shown on her face because Sera’s eyes opened, her gaze fixed on the middle distance. Her voice, when she spoke, was solemn and hollow.

"What choice did we have? How could we reject his advances?" She paused. "Lucifer only learned of his actions after the fact... not until after Beth, Emily's manager in her law firm, killed herself..."

Lucifer picked up the thread, his jaw tight. "Michael was generally up to no good. Forcing people into jobs they didn't want, putting others in danger instead of himself. It was clear to me, to us, that he had to go. He was too much of a hindrance to our continued way of life. He had to go."

"And In the end…” He rubbed his face, “I couldn't bring myself to kill my brother... and I didn't want anyone else to know what had happened. I'd already burnt an infected body to double for Michael... The walls were completed by that point. I got him on the other side of it and told him he was no longer welcome, that he had to go... told him I'd shoot him if he tried to follow me back in, although I didn't think I would." Lucifer met Charlie's gaze. "Let's not split hairs here, though... I left my horrid brother to die, and die he surely did."

He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, his voice dropping to a near whisper. "I love this community, Charlie. Michael became a problem within it... and so I murdered him."

Lucifer leaned closer, his eyes locking with hers, filled with a desperate, agonizing love. "Charlie," he said, his voice cracking as he gritted his teeth. "I guess what I'm getting at here is..."

The silence stretched to the point it became unbearable.

"Don't make me murder you, too."

There was an uncomfortable, suffocating pause between the three of them. Charlie could only stare, the hollow shame inside her now filled with the chilling understanding of what her father feared she was becoming. He’s begging her not to force him to watch her cross over.

Lucifer and Sera exchanged a single look. It was Sera who moved first, turning toward the door. Lucifer followed suit, pushing himself up from the chair.

"We'll leave you with that thought," Lucifer said, his voice low and without looking at Charlie. "We have other matters to attend to at this late hour."

Charlie watched them go. Sera’s hand reached for the doorknob, the sound of the latch clicking open unnaturally loud in the quiet room.

"Wait."

The word left Charlie’s mouth before she could stop it, her voice hoarse.

Sera paused, turning her head slightly. "Yes?"

Lucifer stopped as well, half-turned, his profile etched in the dim light.

Charlie’s gaze dropped to her bandaged hands, then lifted to meet theirs.

"I..." she began, swallowing against the dryness in her throat. "I never wanted to be a leader. I didn't need the pressure, didn't want the responsibility." She let out a shaky breath, her shoulders slumping. "With all that was going on... I had other things on my mind."

Charlie’s eyes grew distant, staring at a point on the wall. "Having to head back to our old estate," she continued. "Vaggie... she hasn't always been a big fan of bringing other people along to travel with us. We were already fine on our own, but I insisted anyway. To help whoever we can, no matter how sketchy they are." A bitter smile touched her lips. "That's what I used to believe in. Finding the good in everyone..."

Her smile vanished. "It didn't really matter to me until a group of bandits came and destroyed everything we had built. And their leader..." Charlie slowly raised her bandaged right hand, staring at the space where her fingers used to be. "...almost killed my friend. Killed me. All because I hesitated to kill someone."

She lowered her hand, her fist clenching in the fabric of her shirt over her heart. "No matter how much fuck-ups I've done, how I'm not even fit to do the tough calls... Vaggie and the group still turn to me for leadership. With no other choice, I'll just shoulder it all without having to worry my wife, who also used to shoulder the responsibilities back when I wasn't confident enough to lead." Her voice softened. "Then in the middle of winter, with Maggie... I had my family to protect..."

Her expression hardened again. "Not until we stumbled across a settlement in Philadelphia. That's when I had to make a tough call. I had to kill more people than I would've liked when I first thought my wife was dead..."

Lucifer, who had been listening with a pained intensity, spoke quietly. "Is this about the cannibals? I thought they were done for by the infected..."

Charlie was quiet for a long moment, as if confronting her own sins. "I wish that had happened," she whispered. "I wish talking to the leader would've solved all this..." She looked up. "Not until I found out the truth. That they used whatever survivors, especially the most vulnerable ones... for meat."

The air in the room grew cold. Sera’s hand, still on the doorknob, went still.

"Hearing that my two friends and my wife were being used for meat... talking isn't an option anymore." She looked directly at her father, her gaze terrifyingly empty. "And… I don't recommend tearing out someone's neck with your teeth."


The next morning’s light was pale and thin, washing the world in shades of grey. Husk stood just inside the main gate, his gaze fixed on the distant skyline of Arlington beyond the reinforced walls. He adjusted the sling of his rifle on his shoulder. The sound of approaching footsteps crunched on the gravel behind him.

"You're up early," Husk addressed without turning around.

A familiar, teasing voice retorted, "Well, I'm always up for you, babycakes. You ready?"

Husk ignored the flirt, his eyes still scanning the horizon. "So... how this works is that I'm gonna sit by the bell tower a few blocks away from Eden to keep an eye?"

Angel came to stand beside him, following his gaze. He’s already geared up with a worn pack on his back. He shrugged. "Well... we gotta be quick and quiet. Don't wanna draw attention to your ass. We'll pick you up after our supply run, meaning the end of the day. No night shifts for this one, kitty."

Husk thought about it for a second. "I guess. Might as well keep an eye on the potential roamers or anyone with half a brain who couldn't travel at night out here..." He finally glanced at Angel, his expression grim. "Not that anyone up there would be able to see me anyway."

Angel clicked his tongue. "Eh. Makes sense. Okay, let's get this show on the road. Ready?"

Husk gave a noncommittal shrug. "Yeah, sure."

They turned and started walking back toward the motor pool where a truck was being prepped. After a few steps, Angel was the first to break the comfortable silence in concern.

"You hear anything about Charlie?" he asked, his voice lower. "After what she did... I don't really know what to make of it. God, I hope she's okay."

Husk sighed heavily. "Yeah, I hear the security boys were talking about it earlier. Don't really know what's going to go down there." He shook his head, his gaze dropping to the dirt path. "Figure it's best not to stick my nose in further."

He paused, choosing his words carefully as they approached the idling truck.

"A woman like Charlie..." he sighed again. "She's better got a damn good reason for whatever she's done." He looked toward the clinic, then back at the road ahead. "At least... I hope she does.”

Meanwhile in a residential area, Charlie stood with her father on the sidewalk in front of a well-kept house.

"This is where I dropped off Maggie last night before I headed to the clinic with Sera and Emily," Lucifer's voice is neutral, gesturing toward the house. "Pentious, is it? He's willing to take care of her for a bit."

Charlie’s eyes were fixed on the front door, her arms wrapped around herself. "So Vaggie isn't back yet?" she asked quietly with a hope she was trying to suppress.

"The recruiting might… take a while for them to head back. Not unless they ran out of supplies, got a serious injury, or found a potential survivor to bring here." He offered her a sliver of reassurance. "She'll be back."

Charlie nodded, the motion absentminded with her thoughts clearly elsewhere. Seeing her distraction, Lucifer pressed on. "Go and get Maggie. Spend time with her as much as you need." He paused, his tone shifting into something more formal. "When you're done, I'd like you to come by the cathedral. We've got one last thing to talk about."

Without another word, he turned and walked away, his footsteps echoing on the quiet street.

Charlie stood frozen on the sidewalk, his words sinking in like stones. One last thing to talk about. What did that mean? A final verdict? Her punishment? Exile? Her breath hitched, and she brought a hand up to rub her face, the bandages on her knuckles rough against her skin. "Keep it together," she muttered to herself.

Just then, a commotion erupted down the street, shattering the morning's calm.

"Seviathan! You can’t be fucking serious!"

It was Helsa. Her face was a patchwork of bandages, one eye swollen shut, but her voice was sharp with fury. She was standing in the middle of the road, yelling at Seviathan's retreating back as he walked, stiff-backed, toward their house without a single glance behind him.

Emily was there, a step behind Helsa, her hands held up in a placating gesture. "Let him go, Helsa," she said firmly but weary.

Helsa paused, her chest heaving as she stared at Seviathan's unyielding back. The fight seemed to drain out of her all at once, her shoulders slumping in defeat. "Okay..." she breathed, the word barely audible. "Okay."

Charlie watched the scene for a moment longer, a bitter taste in her mouth. It was none of her business. Not anymore. She had her own reckoning to face.

Turning her back on the drama, she focused on the task at hand. She walked up the steps to Pentious's porch, the wood creaking under her boots. Taking a steadying breath, she knocked on the door.

A moment later, the door swung open to reveal Pentious. He looked tired, but he offered her a small, genuine smile. "Oh, hey Charlie," he greeted. Pentious’s smile faltered slightly as he took in Charlie’s appearance. "Goodness, are you... are you okay?"

Charlie instinctively brought a hand up to rub her neck, her fingers brushing against the faint, tender marks left by Helsa’s nails. "Uh... looks worse than it is. I'm fine," the lie feeling brittle even to her. She glanced away, shame heating her cheeks. "Got carried away, sorry about yesterday... things got out of hand."

Pentious stepped aside as a silent invitation into his home. "It's fine. Maggie's fine. We're okay."

Charlie stepped over the threshold, her gaze immediately finding her daughter. Maggie was sitting on a blanket on the floor, surrounded by a few soft toys, contentedly chewing on a brightly colored block.

Tearing her eyes away for a moment, Charlie took in the living room. It was cozy, clearly lived-in. Boxes were stacked neatly against one wall, and various mechanical parts and tools were organized on a workbench in the corner. It seems Pentious and Cherri had already settled in with the personal touches and the organized chaos all over from Pentious, though Cherri is conspicuously absent.

"Is Cherri back?" Charlie asked. Another familiar face would be nice.

Pentious shook his head. "She hasn't. Might take a day or two before she and the other scouts come back from the other safezone."

Charlie let out a slow sigh. "You and me both," she murmured.

With a weary breath, she crossed the room and sank to her knees on the blanket beside Maggie. The little girl looked up, her eyes widening in recognition. A happy babble escaped her as she dropped the block and reached for her mother.

Charlie gathered her up into her arms and held her close. “Hey, sweetheart,” Charlie whispered into her daughter’s head. “Mommy’s here.”

For a long time, Charlie just knelt there, holding Maggie, breathing in the clean scent of her. The baby cooed and patted Charlie’s bandaged hands with her own tiny, perfect ones. The tight knot of anxiety in Charlie’s chest loosened, just a fraction. This was real. This was why she had fought so hard to get here, why she had crossed miles of hell. For this quiet moment.

Pentious hovered respectfully, busying himself with tidying an already tidy workbench. He didn’t speak, offering her the space she so clearly needed.

After several minutes, Charlie finally pulled back, brushing a stray curl from Maggie’s forehead. Maggie giggled.

“I should… I have to go,” Charlie said. She didn’t want to. The thought of leaving this sanctuary for the judgmental silence of the cathedral made her feel ill.

“Of course,” Pentious said softly. “She’ll be right here when you get back.”

The words were meant to be comforting, but Charlie held back the temptation in replying with: If you get back.

She kissed Maggie’s head one more time, a long, lingering press of her lips, memorizing the feel of her. Then, with a strength she didn’t feel, she handed her back to a waiting Pentious. Maggie fussed slightly, her little arms reaching for Charlie.

“It’s okay, sweetie. Mommy will be back soon,” Charlie whispered. She forced a smile for her daughter, then turned and walked out the door before her resolve could crumble.

The walk to the cathedral was a blur. Every person she passed seemed to stare, their eyes full of the previous day’s horror. She kept her head down, her hands shoved in her pockets, the weight of Lucifer’s words; one last thing to talk about… pressing down on her with every step.

The heavy wooden doors of the cathedral were open. Inside, the air was cool and still, smelling of old wood and candle wax. Shafts of colored light fell from the stained-glass windows, painting the stone floor. And there, at the front, near the altar, stood Lucifer. He is waiting for her.

Charlie’s footsteps echoed in the vast, quiet space as she walked down the center aisle, feeling like a condemned prisoner approaching the gallows. She stopped a few feet from him, her gaze fixed on the floor.

Lucifer’s gaze was heavy upon her. He didn't speak immediately, then he turned, "Follow me to the office."

He didn't wait for a response, striding towards a side door near the altar. Charlie followed, her footsteps hesitant, her mind racing. This was it. The judgment.

He led her up a narrow, winding staircase of dark wood, emerging into a room that was completely different to the chapel's holiness. An ‘office’ (but rather a command center) with a wide, circular table dominated the space. Its surface laid out a landscape of topographical maps, faded newspaper clippings, and scrawled notes. A large whiteboard stood against one wall, and Charlie’s eyes were immediately drawn to it.

It was labeled "To Do List." Three columns were neatly drawn, each topped with a name: Sera, Emily, and Lucifer. Beneath each name was a list of tasks, some checked off, others not. Sera’s column had items like 'Inventory - Medical' and 'Teacher meeting reschedule.' Emily’s listed 'Check north wall perimeter' and 'Wellness check with the Von Eldritchs'

Her eyes flicked to Lucifer’s column. 'Wall maintenance - east sector,' 'Weapon inventory,' 'Meeting - supply run debrief.' And then, at the bottom, a single bullet point that made her breath catch:

- Remind Charlie.

Remind me of what? The thought was a frantic flutter in her chest. To pack my things? To say goodbye to Maggie? That my time here is over?

Her panicked internal monologue was cut off as Lucifer gestured to a worn leather chair positioned in front of the cluttered table. "Sit," he instructed.

Charlie obeyed, lowering herself into the chair, her body tense. She watched as he rounded the table, not sitting himself, but leaning forward, his knuckles pressing into the wood as he fixed her with a look that was impossible to read.

Lucifer’s gaze was unwavering. “As much as I don’t agree with what you did… which, for the record, is a lot,” his voice is low. “It brought all this out in the open. Helsa is moving into her own place in a while. Joaquin, Seviathan, and Yidhra are still staying at their family home… and Emily has agreed to keep an eye on the situation.” He paused, his eyes sharpening. “Can I assume you’d be willing to help her out on this?”

Charlie closed her eyes, a wave of weary relief washing over her. This wasn't about my exile, thank fucking God. "Of course," she replied. "Assuming I'm still here in Eden. I'm not exactly proud of what I did, dad. I'll be the first to admit... I crossed a line."

"Stop." Lucifer's voice cut through hers. "The last thing I want is an apology. What's the point? That's not what we're here for."

That caught Charlie off guard. Her eyes snapped open. If not for an apology, and not for her punishment, then what? The question must have been plain on her face.

"Then... what are we here for?" she asked.

Lucifer reached to the small of his back and pulled out a snub-nosed revolver. He placed it on the table between them with a thud. The worn, blued steel gleamed dully in the light from the lantern.

"To determine," he lets go of the firearm, "whether or not you should be allowed to carry this. Starting now."

Charlie stared at the weapon. Her mind reeled. This wasn't a reprimand. It was a test. A terrifying assessment of her judgment, her control, her very fitness to be a protector of this place. The Remind Charlie on the whiteboard suddenly made perfect sense. He was reminding her of her potential responsibility.

"But dad..." she began, hesitation coloring her tone. "Doesn't Eden have a sort of strict no-weapon policy? I mean, I'm just Baxter's assistant in the clinic. I'm a doctor, or... I'm trying to be."

Lucifer’s expression didn't change. "Yes, it's true we have this policy. But hearing the eyewitnesses from what Sera and Emily gathered, between you and Helsa..." He leaned forward slightly. "It makes me think we do need someone on the inside the walls armed. Just to be prepared. As far as I know, Husk is the only one in the security team who's competent enough to take action and use a gun appropriately. But since he's been suddenly assigned to keep an eye on the west wall by the bell tower outside, I thought of another handler… one I can trust… is you, Charlie."

"Though your methods on this were way off base, and I don't want to ignore that... But you stormed through after school hours, let a woman roll through the door, let her roll you around in broken glass, bash in your face..." He listed the injuries as if reading from a report. "And you never once tried to kill her in other ways that could've been easy. It wasn't until you started to wrap your hands around Helsa's neck, and you never had any intention of killing her. At least I have half a brain cell to realize that was a message more than anything."

Charlie paused, her breath catching as she took in his words.

She stared at the revolver. Her father’s words with a hopeful interpretation of her violence felt both flattering and dangerously naive. Charlie remembered the white-hot rage, the deranged threats she’d hissed about closing Helsa’s windpipe for everyone to hear. He was painting her actions as a righteous protector, conveniently forgetting the feral, unrestrained monster she had become in that street.

A part of her screamed to correct him, to confess that for a few terrifying minutes, she had wanted to kill Helsa and the line between message and murder had been tissue-thin. But the larger part of her clamped down… she didn't correct him. Instead, she let a slow breath escape her lungs and met his gaze, "I can't deny that."

Lucifer’s shoulders relaxed a fraction. "That's what I thought." He straightened up, his hands leaving the table. "And look, Charlie, what you said last night got me and the council thinking about what we had to do with you."

Here it is. The verdict.

"Sera…" he began, "says she wants you put on house arrest. Like Helsa. But I'm against it. With obvious bias that you're my daughter, I also brought up this same observation I just told you. I argued that we should, in fact, promote you."

Charlie could only blink. Promote her?

"To become a head of security."

The world tilted on its axis. Head of security? After she’d just staged a damn assault in the school?

"With both our opinions divided," Lucifer explained, gesturing between them as if Sera were in the room, "it was a split decision. Meaning one person left has to side with who's who."

Charlie’s mind, still reeling, followed the logic to its inevitable conclusion. There were only three on the council. "Then... Emily..." she trailed off.

Lucifer nodded, a faint, almost proud smile touching his lips. "That's right. Emily. It was shocking, at first. Emily doesn't often side against her sister when it comes to following the rules." He leaned back slightly. "The house arrest means you'd be isolated in a separate house. You can't go out to work and see your family, minus suppliers handing you supplies. But you work at the clinic. And the fact that Helsa hit you first, according to your report and one eyewitness, and then the abuse came to light... Emily ultimately agreed with my assessment that you were acting in self-defense."

Self-defense. The term was so clean, so justified. It cleaned off the bloody truth of what had happened. Charlie was baffled that this was the official conclusion, but she knew better than to complain. She had been granted a pardon she didn't entirely deserve.

Lucifer dragged the revolver closer to her. "Emily also sees that you weren't concerned about your own well-being. You cared more that Helsa not hurt her family again." His voice softened. "So, by all means... break the rules in order to keep our community safe. We trust your instincts. Do what needs to be done."

He let the offer hang in the air. "What do you say, Charlie?"

Charlie looked down at her bandaged hands resting on the table. These were the same hands that had held a first aid to help people and wrapped around a throat to end one. They were the hands that had killed countless people; bandits, cannibals, the infected… all to get here, to meet her father. To Eden. She had sworn to herself after laying Maggie in her crib two days ago, that she was done with this, that she would bury that violent part of herself forever and live in a peaceful life with her family.

But if she had truly sworn that off, she never would have stormed the schoolhouse from the mere knowledge of a child being abused and it's been enough to resurrect the monster. This wasn't about getting involved in the shit anymore, it's all about ensuring the shit didn't poison the one good place she had left. And Emily vouched for her. She had seen the same protector Lucifer saw, even through the blood and broken glass.

She took a deep breath, feeling the grim acceptance. She looked up, meeting her father's hopeful, relieved eyes.

"I'll do it."

Lucifer’s posture collapsed in a wave of visible relief. "Okay. Good. That's good." He gestured to the revolver. "You won't have to be the head of security most of the time. You're still a doctor in the clinic, which is objectively the higher priority. But now..." He fixed her with a look that was both proud and deadly serious. "Please, know this, Charlie. Eden survives on a very fragile balance. I'm fine with you suggesting or making changes to policy for the good of us all—with Sera's approval, of course. But I don't want you ever questioning our leadership in front of those people out there again."

"Understood," Charlie said immediately. The message was clear. Her outburst had undermined their authority, made the community fearful of its own protectors. Eden relied on the council's united front, and she had shattered it in front of everyone. That could not happen again.

She reached out, her bandaged fingers closing around the cool, textured grip of the revolver. It was heavy. Familiar. A tool she thought she'd left behind, now officially welcomed back into her life by the very people who had made the bullshit no-weapons policy in the first place. She had come to Eden for peace, but it seemed her role was to be its keeper of violence. She would do it, for Maggie, for Vaggie, for the chance at a future.

But as the metal warmed in her hand, she knew a part of her had just been sentenced to a different kind of prison.


Charlie pushed the clinic door open, and the antiseptic smell was a familiar comfort. Baxter was already seated at the front desk, his head bowed as he scribbled something on a clipboard. He looked up as she entered, his expression unreadable behind his mask.

Charlie offered a sheepish, hesitant wave as she approached the desk. "Uh… afternoon, Baxter," she said, her voice quieter than usual with nervousness. She was braced for his anger, his disappointment, and his cold professionalism.

Baxter closed his eyes for a long moment, then let out a slow, deep sigh. When he opened them, the usual sharpness in his gaze was softened by what looked like profound relief. "Charlie," he said. "You're here."

The response was so far from what she’d expected that Charlie could only blink. "You're... not immediately firing me?"

"Firing you would imply I have a line of qualified physicians waiting at the gate," he replied dryly, setting his pen down. "But no. I am... relieved. When I saw you walk through that door, it meant you weren't exiled."

"So you're not mad at me?" The childlike question slipped out.

Baxter leaned back in his chair. "Of course I'm mad at you," his tone was flat. "What you did was reckless, violent, and from a medical standpoint, phenomenally stupid. You could have sustained a concussion, a fractured skull, severe lacerations... the list goes on. You are an asset to this clinic, and you risked that asset in a schoolyard brawl."

He paused for a bit. "But," he continued, his voice dropping, "the fact that you are standing here, apparently pardoned, tells me the council saw something in that mess worth salvaging. So, while I am angry at the action, I am... cautiously optimistic about the outcome. 'More or less' as you put it."

Charlie nodded. She moved to take her usual seat at the adjacent desk, but Baxter stopped her by pressing his hand firmly against her sternum. She looked down. In his other hand, he was holding Claire's weathered notebook, pressing it into her chest.

"Before you get back to work," he said, his gaze intense. "I cannot and will not condone what you did. It was extremely irresponsible."

He tapped the notebook against her. "But. Knowing that Lucifer's daughter… a newcomer to Eden… had the balls to risk her entire place in this community for a child the security team and the council have, for all intents and purposes, ignored...?" He shook his head slightly. "Emily told me everything last night. It made me reflect, for the first time in a long while, on the fate of this place. On the compromises we make for peace."

He let his hand drop, leaving Charlie holding the notebook. "I would rather not lose another staff member and be forced to work alone in this damned clinic again. The silence is... uncomfortable now. But more than that," he met her eyes, his own earnestness, "I find I am thankful to be working with a person who, despite her methods, is still demonstrably sane and grounded by the reality outside these walls. A reality some here seem determined to forget."

Charlie stared at him, clutching the notebook tightly. "Why would you... we barely know each other. How can you judge me like that?"

Baxter gave a single, sharp nod. "You are correct. We barely know each other." He turned back to his clipboard, picking up his pen as if the deeply personal conversation was now over. "But in my experience, actions speak infinitely louder than words. Now, if you're quite done with your dramatic entrance, we have work to do."

The dismissal was clear. She had expected condemnation, and instead, she had found an unexpected ally. She looked down at the notebook, then back at Baxter, who was already engrossed in his paperwork.

For the first time since the fight, Charlie felt a small, steady sense of footing. "Right," she said softly. "And Baxter... thank you."

He gave a noncommittal grunt, not looking up from his clipboard. Before he could form a proper reply, the quiet of the clinic was shattered by the sound of shouting and a vehicle engine roaring too close, growing rapidly louder before screeching to a halt just outside.

Both Charlie and Baxter snapped their attention to the door. Charlie instinctively shoved the notebook into the pocket of her medical coat, her body tensing.

The door burst open. Cherri was first, her face grim as she threw her weight against the door to hold it wide. Behind her, Andrew and an unfamiliar younger man stumbled in, carrying a makeshift stretcher between them. On it lay an older man, perhaps around Peter's age, his brown skin tinged a sickening gray. He was unconscious, and dark blood soaked through the rough bandages wrapped around his torso and leg.

"Baxter! Help!" the younger man shouted desperately.

Baxter was on his feet in an instant. His voice was a low command directed at Charlie. "Get the first aid kit, haemostatic gauze, maybe an IV starter set, and morphine from the lab. Mask and gloves. Med room. Now."

Charlie didn't need to be told twice. She was already moving, pushing through the swinging door into the back lab. As she grabbed the heavy metal kit and supplies from the shelves, she could hear Baxter's voice from the main hallway.

"Bring James to the med room, now! Gently! Andrew, support his head—"

His voice trailed off as Charlie, arms full of crucial supplies, shoved back through the doors and hurried towards the designated medical room, her heart hammering a frantic rhythm against her ribs.

Charlie burst into the med room first, dumping the heavy kit and supplies onto the secondary stainless steel trolley with a clatter. Her hands, though bandaged, moved quickly as she tore open an IV starter set and prepped a bag of saline.

The door swung open again as Baxter backed in, directing the flow of bodies. "Easy, easy! On the count of three—one, two, three."

Andrew, the younger man, and Cherri heaved the stretcher, transferring the injured man, James, onto the cot. The movement jolted him, and a low, pained grunt escaped his lips. He wasn't fully unconscious, just trapped in a haze of agony.

"James? James, can you hear me?" Baxter asked, his voice calm but firm as he began carefully cutting away the blood-soaked bandages with a pair of shears.

The younger man, his hands shaking, started talking, the words tumbling out in a guilty rush. "It was my fault, Dr. Bell. We were scouting the biggest hospital in the Charlie Zone. I thought it was clear, I swore it was clear!”

Baxter peeled back the final layer of fabric from James's torso.

“I went in first to check the basement and... and one of them was just waiting behind the water heater. It would’ve got me if it wasn't for James saving me… it got him in the side, then another one came from behind a stack of boxes and latched onto his leg…"

The room seemed to freeze to Charlie as she looked down. The wounds were not clean lacerations. They were a mess of torn, purplish flesh, the edges already dark and necrotic that made the air vanish from Charlie's lungs. The same pattern was visible on the mangled shin.

Infected.

Baxter’s hands stilled. He didn't look at the younger man, whose choked sob was the only sound. Instead, his gaze lifted and locked with Charlie’s across the cot. His eyes, above the mask, were grim and utterly resigned. He gave a single shake of his head.

Then, his voice was a low, defeated whisper meant only for her. "Charlie. The IV."

A cold wave washed over her. Why? The question screamed in her mind. He's already gone. It's a waste of supplies. This was the reality outside the walls, the one Baxter had just praised her for understanding. You didn't waste precious meds on the dead.

But Baxter’s order was clear. Swallowing the bitter protest, Charlie gave a tight nod. She stepped forward and tied the tourniquet around James's limp arm, found a vein that hadn't yet collapsed, and slid the catheter in. She hung the saline bag and the clear fluid beginning its way into the body.

Charlie drew the clear liquid morphine into a syringe. She tapped out the air bubbles, her thumb poised over the plunger. She met Baxter’s gaze across the cot then injected the dose into the IV port.

A soft, shuddering sigh escaped James. The tense lines of pain on his face began to smooth, his body relaxing into the cot as the drug flooded his system. His eyes, clouded with pain, fluttered open for a moment, finding the younger man who was weeping silently by the side.

"Don't..." James's voice was a papery whisper. "Don't... blame yourself, John..."

The words only seemed to fracture the man, John, further. He buried his face in his hands, shoulders shaking.

Baxter’s voice cut through the emotional turmoil. "How long has he been bitten?"

John could only sob. It was Andrew who answered. "Two hours. Maybe a little more. We drove straight back."

Baxter nodded slowly. He looked from the grievous wounds back to the scouts in the room. "The infection is present, but the neurological decline hasn't accelerated yet. There might be a window." He gestured vaguely towards the door. "We need to clean these wounds. It would be best if you gave us the room."

Andrew seemed to understand the dismissal as he reached out, his hand firm on John's shoulder. "Come on, John. We need to go. We have to report to Lucifer about the Charlie Safe-Zone."

John resisted for a moment, his eyes glued to James's now-peaceful face, but Andrew’s grip was insistent. He guided the younger man out, Cherri following with a last glance back. The door clicked shut, sealing Charlie and Baxter in the quiet tomb with the dying man.

The moment the latch engaged, the professional facade on Baxter’s face crumbled. He didn't look at Charlie, instead staring down at the bite marks as if they held some terrible answer.

Charlie didn't hesitate. Her voice was low with a confusion that bordered on anger. "Why?"

Baxter finally lifted his head. The exhaustion in his eyes was profound. "Why what, Charlie? Why bother?"

"Yes! He's gone, Baxter. You and I both know it. That saline is a waste. The morphine is a kindness, I get it, but this?" She gestured at the kit. "This is… why?"

Baxter removed his glasses, pinching the bridge of his nose. "It's not for him," he said flatly and tired. "It's for them. For John. So he can tell himself, and everyone else, that we did everything we could. That his brother didn't die alone and in agony on a dirty stretcher because of a mistake he made." He gestured vaguely at the IV bag. "Besides, that saline batch expires next month. The morphine will be useless in six. Better used for comfort now than wasted later."

He finally looked at her. "I've observed the transformation process more times than I care to count. It's not uniform. Some turn in minutes, others... linger for hours. James's case appears to be a slow burn. The necrosis is localized and the systemic shock is minimal. It gives us time." His voice dropped. "It gives us time to ensure he doesn't have to experience the worst of it. A controlled exit by euthanasia is preferable to the alternative."

Charlie slowly nodded. Managing a death, huh. She does recall her dad mentioning about maintaining the fragile psyche of the community. Maybe this is also exercising a final mercy too. She understood it, a part of her even agreed with it, but the taste of it was still ash in her mouth.

Without another word, she turned back to the trolley. She opened the sterile first aid kit and pulled out a curved suture needle, threading it with her slightly stiff fingers. Then, she picked up a pair of forceps.

She moved to the side of the cot, her focus narrowing to the bite on James's torso. The flesh was torn, but the bleeding had slowed to a sluggish ooze. There was no reason to suture a wound on a man by the death’s door. But there was another reason… dignity.

She leaned in, the forceps in one hand, the needle in the other, and began the meticulous work of stitching the wound closed. The needle dipped in and out of the flesh. The silence in the room was heavy, broken only by James's shallow, morphine-slowed breathing and the soft, wet sound of the needle passing through tissue.

As she worked, Charlie's mind circled back to this situation. Her gaze flicked from her stitching to Baxter, who was cleaning the less severe lacerations on James's leg.

"You prefer to do it this way," Charlie started. "The euthanize thing. Because you don't have a reliable way to... finish it. If he turned."

Baxter didn't look up from his work, but his shoulders tightened. He was silent for a long moment, the only sound the rustle of gauze. Then, he let out a short, humorless breath.

"Observant," he muttered. He finally glanced at her. "Yes. That's part of it. A scalpel isn't effective for... penetration. The bone of the skull is tough. I've tried once. It's... messy. Inefficient. And it fails more often than it succeeds, which is a special kind of hell to witness."


Helsa paced around in the small, sparsely furnished house. The floorboards creaked under her frantic steps. The silence of the empty rooms was a physical weight like an accusation. This wasn't her home. This was a damn cage.

"No," she muttered. "No, no, no, no." Her bandaged arm throbbed with a dull ache. "This is not my house... not my damn house!"

The frustration boiled over. With a guttural cry, she lashed out, her good arm sweeping a stack of books from a small side table. They crashed to the floor in a flurry of pages. She kicked a wooden chair, sending it skittering sideways into the wall with a loud crack. She grabbed a small lamp, its cord ripping from the wall socket as she hurled it against the far wall, the ceramic base shattering.

The burst was short-lived. A sharp, stabbing pain shot through her injured arm, stealing her breath. She stumbled, catching herself on the back of the sofa, her chest heaving. The living room was a wreck, but the silence had returned, more mocking than before.

As she panted, trying to hold back the pain, her wild, furious gaze swept the room… and stopped.

On the metal drying rack by the small kitchen sink, amidst a few clean plates and a cup, lay a single kitchen knife. It was a simple thing, about six inches long, with a worn wooden handle. It gleamed dully under the orange light filtering through the window.

Her breathing slowed. The chaotic rage in her eyes cooled, hardening into something far more deadly. The public humiliation, the house arrest from her family, the pain... it all crystallized around a single, sharp point.

Charlie Morningstar.

A slow, ugly smile stretched across Helsa's split lip. The knife wasn't much, but… she pushed herself upright and walked toward the sink, her eyes never leaving the blade.


Charlie stood in the corner, trying to make herself as small as possible. Baxter had stepped out to take care of other business (and give them a bit of privacy), but John had shaken his head, his eyes pleading. "Please, stay. I... we don't mind." So Charlie stayed, leaning against the wall with her arms crossed.

John had pulled a stool up to the bedside, clutching his brother's limp hand. James was floating in the morphine-induced haze, his breathing shallow but even. For a while, they just talked with their voices low. John confessed every mistake, every time he'd felt he'd fallen short, his voice cracking with a guilt that seemed to consume him. James, in his lucid moments, would simply listen, his gaze soft, and offer a weak squeeze of his hand.

Then, a low, rasping chuckle escaped James's lips. John looked up, startled.

"The vaccine..." James whispered, his voice a dry rustle. "Dr. Bell gave us... when we first got here. Guess it... it works a little. Slowing it down... bought us some time."

John's face crumpled. A fresh wave of sobs wracked his body, and he buried his face in the sheets beside his brother's arm. "I'm sorry," he choked out, the words muffled. "I'm so sorry, James. I'm the weaker brother... I should've been the one to check that basement. I should've been able to protect you. I'm so fucking useless."

Charlie watched. She saw James's eyes, clear for a moment, fill with a profound, weary love. He tried to lift his hand, but the strength was gone.

"Stop..." James breathed, the word barely audible. "It's okay..."

"No, it's not!" John cried, lifting his head, his face streaked with tears. "It's just not, man! If I could trade places with you, I would. I would in a heartbeat. I hate seeing you like this. Everyone... everyone needs you."

James's chest hitched. Charlie noticed the change immediately. His breathing, which had been steady, grew more labored. There was a faint, wet rattle starting deep in his chest. John, lost in his anguish, didn't seem to register it.

"It's okay..." James repeated, his gaze drifting past John, focusing on something in the middle distance. "Don't say that... everyone needs you too, John. I've... done everything I could."

"Stop saying that, please," John begged, his voice desperate. "It's gonna be okay. You're gonna be—" He trailed off.

He finally noticed.

James's breathing had slowed, becoming irregular and faint. His eyes were open, but the focus was gone, the light behind them receding. He was looking right through John.

"James?" John's voice was a terrified whisper. He leaned in closer, clutching his brother's hand to his own chest. "James? Hey, come on, man. Look at me."

There was no response. The only sound was the ragged, failing draw of air. John watched, his own breath held, staring into his brother's empty gaze. He waited for a blink, a twitch, anything. Nothing came.

A guttural sob broke from John's throat. "No... no, no, no... James!"

It was then that Charlie pushed herself off the wall. Her movements were quiet. She stepped to the IV stand, her fingers closing around the pre-prepared syringe Baxter had left on the trolley; a lethal dose of potassium chloride.

"I'm sorry," she said softly.

John looked up, his eyes wide and lost. He saw the syringe in her hand. "What... what's next?" he asked.

Charlie's mind flashed back to Baxter's quick instructions in the hall. 'Stopping the heart is the utmost priority by using the potassium chloride. You don’t want the virus to take over while the brain stem may still be active.'

She met John's devastated gaze. "I'm going to give him the euthanasia," she explained gently. "To prevent him from... transforming."

Understanding dawned in John's eyes, followed by a fresh wave of agony. "So... he's really gone? That means he's... he's actually gone?"

Charlie's throat tightened. She couldn't offer him false hope. "I'm sorry," she whispered again.

John stared at her for a long moment, then looked back at his brother's peaceful, empty face. He reached out a trembling hand and gently, with infinite tenderness, closed James's eyelids.

He took a deep, shuddering breath, still holding his brother's hand. He gave a single nod, his gaze fixed on James's face.

"Okay," he whispered. "Go ahead.”

Charlie’s hands were steady, she didn't look at the man as she swabbed the injection port on the IV line with alcohol. She inserted the needle of the first syringe into the port and depressed the plunger. The clear liquid, a high concentration of potassium chloride, joined the saline flowing into James's veins.

She withdrew the syringe, placed it on the trolley, and picked up the second. 'The potassium should do the rest. This,' Baxter had said, handing her the other syringe, 'is pancuronium bromide. A neuromuscular blocker. It paralyzes the skeletal and respiratory muscles. It serves as a backup if, by some horrific miracle, potassium isn't enough... this will ensure the transformation cannot take hold.'

Charlie always thought that it was overkill. But necessary.

She then injected the second dose. She disposed of both used syringes in the sharps container, the clink of the plastic against the metal rim unnaturally loud.

Then, she waited a moment, her fingers moving to the side of James's neck, pressing against his carotid artery. She held her own breath, searching for a pulse that she knew was gone. There was nothing. Just cool, still skin.

"He's gone," she said softly to John.

John didn't respond. He just kept holding his brother's hand, his head bowed, his shoulders shaking with silent sobs.

For the next few minutes, they stood in that terrible silence. Charlie kept her eyes fixed on James's face, watching for the slightest twitch, the faintest grimace, the dreaded sign of the infection seizing the corpse. Her own heart thudded a slow, heavy rhythm in her chest. This was the worst part; the waiting. It’s always that damn waiting. The dreadful anticipation of a horror that would shatter the peace they had just administered.

But it didn't come.

Thirty seconds turned into a minute. One minute bled into two. James remained still, his expression peaceful since he was carried through the clinic doors. The terrible tension in the room began to slowly ebb.

It was over. It had worked.

Charlie let out a slow, shaky breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding. She reached for a folded white sheet from a shelf. She shook it out and laid it gently over James, covering him from head to toe.

"I'll get Baxter," she said softly to John, whose gaze was still locked on the shrouded form.

She slipped out of the med room, finding Baxter in the lab, meticulously cleaning the instruments. He looked up as she entered, his question silent in the raise of an eyebrow.

"It's done," Charlie reported flatly. "He's gone. No transformation."

Baxter gave a single nod. "Good." He set down the forceps he was holding. "Let's get him to the lobby. We need to sanitize the room."

What followed was a silent routine. Together, they moved James's covered body onto a wheeled gurney, maneuvering it carefully out of the med room and into the clinic's main lobby. The process was a blur. As Baxter began the meticulous process of scrubbing down the med room with disinfectant, Charlie started cleaning the lobby, wiping down every surface the gurney had touched.

It was during this tidying that Charlie happened to glance through the clinic's glass doors. She paused, cloth in hand. The sky, which had been a pale grey that afternoon, was now a deep, bruised twilight. She hadn't realized how many hours had bled away in the clinic.

Later, with the clinic sanitized and closed for the night, the final, most arduous task remained. Baxter stayed behind to finish his notes, leaving Charlie and John to see James to his rest.

"There's no stretcher that'll fit through the damn door," John muttered.

So they carried him. They used the white cloth as a guide, gripping it tightly, and lifted James's body between them. He was a heavy, awkward burden. They moved slowly out of the clinic and into the cooling evening air, making their way toward the cathedral.

By the time they reached the side yard of the cathedral as Eden's cemetery, both Charlie and John were panting with strain. They gently lowered their burden to the grass to catch their breath.

It was only then that Charlie noticed they had an audience. A small group of community members had gathered, their faces etched with a weary sadness. And amongst them, standing slightly apart, were Seviathan and Yidhra. Their presence was a surprise as they have their own family's turmoil to deal with.

As Charlie straightened up and rubbed her sore lower back, John's eyes fixed on a sight that made his breath hitch. Beside a small collection of wooden markers, a fresh, dark hole had been dug into the earth.

"Why..." John began, his voice trembling. "Why is there already a hole?"

Lucifer stepped forward from the small crowd, his hands in his pockets. His expression looks apologetic. "Ever since the scouts' report came in... and the news about James... we thought it best to be prepared. For convenience."

The word was a spark on tinder.

"Convenience?" John's voice cracked, his grief twisting into sudden, white-hot fury. He stared at Lucifer, then to the rest of the council. "My brother's death is an inconvenience to you? I wanted... I wanted to do this right! We're supposed to be civilized people! We don't have to try and bury him before people even realize he's gone!"

Sera moved to stand beside Lucifer. "A funeral is an ordeal, John. We don't need to be drawing attention to how dangerous things still are out there. We don't want to alarm people if we can help it." Her voice was infuriatingly rational. "The community will know that James is gone. We'll all remember him. There's no need to rub their noses in it. We continue, as we always have."

"Continue?" John spat, his face contorted. He turned to address the small crowd, his voice rising. "A funeral is a tribute! James contributed! Him and me, we get half the crap you all live off here! He deserved a tribute! He deserved more than being shoved in a pre-dug hole for convenience!"

The air was thick with his rage and the community's silent discomfort. Sera, however, seemed to look past him, her gaze sharpening on a point at the edge of the gathering. Her voice, cool and authoritative, cut through John's rant.

"We're kind of in the middle of something here," she said, her tone shifting from placating to pointed. "And you're supposed to be in house arrest, Helsa."

The name landed like a stone. Every head, including Charlie's and John's, turned to follow Sera's gaze.

There, at the tree line, stood Helsa. She was panting slightly, as if she had run there. She stood stiffly, her right arm held awkwardly behind her back, clearly hiding something.

Helsa took a staggering step forward, her one good eye blazing as it locked onto Charlie. "House arrest?" she sneered, her voice cracking with venom. "If I'm in house arrest, then why isn't she?" Her left hand, the one not hidden behind her back, shot out with a single, accusing finger pointing directly at Charlie. "Why is she standing there, free, after what she did to me?"

A cold calm settled over Charlie. Her left hand, hidden by the bulk of her medical coat, dropped to her side. Her fingers found the textured grip of the snub-nosed revolver holstered at the small of her back. She didn't draw it, not yet, but her hold tightened.

Emily stepped forward, her hands raised in a placating gesture, placing herself between Helsa and the rest of the group. "Helsa, please," her voice was gentle but firm. "Let's not do this here. Let me help you back to the house before this gets out of hand."

"Gets out of hand?" Helsa shrieked, a horrifying echo of Charlie's own fury from the day before. "She already did! She came into the school and attacked me! Things were fine before she and her degenerates washed up here! And you're not gonna let her roam free just because she gets a pass for being Daddy's little girl!"

It was then that Yidhra moved. With a sigh of exasperation, she strode past a startled Seviathan and approached her sister-in-law. "Helsa, that's enough," Yidhra said, her tone almost maternal. She reached out, placing her hands on Helsa's shoulders, trying to gently turn her away from the crowd. "This is the council's decision. They know the situation. You can move back in with us when you've got yourself together—"

Seviathan lunged forward, grabbing Yidhra's arm. "Honey, don't—!" he started, but it was too late.

The physical contact, the condescending tone, it was the final straw. Helsa’s face contorted into a mask of pure, unadulterated rage. "I'm so SICK of you bitch talking to me like I'm a fucking child!" she screamed.

Her right arm, the one that had been held so stiffly behind her back, snapped forward.

Time seemed to compress in an instant. Helsa drove the kitchen knife upward in a short arc. The blade sank deep into Yidhra's throat with a wet, sickening crunch.

Yidhra’s eyes flew wide, a choked, gurgling sound escaping her lips. Her hands fluttered uselessly towards her neck as she staggered back.

Helsa stared, her own rage replaced by a split second of stunned horror, as if she couldn't believe what her own hand had done. She yanked the knife back, the blade sliding out with a slick sound.

"NO!!" Seviathan's roar was a gut-wrenching sound of pure agony. He surged forward to catch his wife as she crumpled.

In the same motion, Charlie’s revolver was out. The memory of Helsa's threats, the sight of the flashing blade, the sound of Seviathan's scream; it all coalesced into an undeniable imperative.

The gunshot echoes through the quiet churchyard.

The round took Helsa high in the chest, spinning her around. She dropped the bloody knife, a look of shock etched on her face before she collapsed to the ground, a dark stain already spreading across her tunic.

Aaaand she’s back.

The voice echoed in Charlie’s head, followed by a silent, hysterical chuckle that died before it reached her lips.

Then, the world went quiet with the high-pitched, screaming whine that swallowed all other sound. Maybe the gunshot had been too loud, too close in the confined space of the churchyard. Her ears felt full of cotton, and the world moved in a muffled, underwater pantomime.

She saw Sera’s mouth move, saw Lucifer step toward her, saw Emily’s hands fly to her face. But their voices were distant, garbled murmurs, lost in the roar inside her own skull.

All except one.

"SOMEBODY HELP ME!!"

Seviathan’s voice cut through the ringing. It was a raw, desperate plea torn from the depths of a man watching his world end. He was on his knees, cradling Yidhra’s head, his hands desperately trying to stem the torrent of blood pouring from her neck.

His wild, terrified gaze swept the crowd and locked with Charlie’s.

In that instant, the years fell away. She wasn't standing in a graveyard with a smoking gun; she was in a sunlit apartment a lifetime ago, surrounded by the shattered pieces of a life they’d tried to build. She saw those same eyes, the same heartbreaking sadness after their final argument. The same eyes that had watched her walk away for the last time.

Her grip on the revolver went slack. The heavy weapon felt suddenly alien, a damned cursed object in her hand. She lowered it, her arm falling limply to her side.

The underwater noises rushed back in, louder now, a cacophony of distorted voices all clamoring for her attention.

"Charlie—"
"—what did you—"
"—get Baxter!"
"Charlie!"

The voices overlapped, merging into a single, oppressive drone. She couldn't breathe. The air was thick, syrupy. She had to get out. Now.

She turned on her heel, shoving past the blurred forms of the gathered community, and stumbled toward the yawning darkness of the cathedral's open doors. Her movements were jerky, uncoordinated. The noises screamed, and the voices chased her like a ghostly chorus of her name.

Her boot caught on the raised stone step of the entrance. She pitched forward, landing hard on the cold stone of the aisle. The impact jarred her teeth. For a moment, she just lay there, the rough-hewn stone cool against her cheek, trying to remember how to draw air into her lungs.

Get up. Get a grip. Get it together, you fucking mess.

She clawed her way up, using a pew for support, her bandaged hands scraping against the polished wood. She slumped against it, one hand pressed over her racing heart, the other still clutching the revolver by her side. She squeezed her eyes shut, trying to block out the world, but it was no use.

You’ve killed before. Bandits. Cannibals. The infected. Dozens. Hundreds. It gets easier. It’s supposed to get easier.

But it didn't. It never did. And this was different.

I didn’t even try to stop her. I didn’t shout a warning. I just… drew and fired.

The thought was a cold stone in her gut. She had become the thing her father feared. The judge, jury, and executioner, all in one motion.

But what else could you have done? her own voice argued back in her head. Let her stab someone else? Let her come for you? Let her go for Maggie? Dad gave you that gun for a reason. This is the reason. You put down a rabid dog. You stopped the problem. For good.

Her mind began to paint the alternative. Helsa, wild-eyed and unstoppable, turning the knife on Emily. On Sera. Charging at Lucifer. Breaking into Pentious’s house, finding Maggie in her crib…

A violent shudder wracked Charlie’s body. She clenched her fist over her heart until her knuckles turned white beneath the bandages.

She had pulled the trigger. And it had been the right choice. The only choice.

Stop. Just stop. Please, stop.

It did nothing. The images only grew more vivid, more horrific. Helsa’s knife, now slick with Yidhra’s blood, plunging into Charlie’s chest. Helsa’s snarling face, inches from her own. The phantom feel of a blade sliding between her own ribs. The sound of Maggie screaming—

A choked sob ripped from Charlie’s throat. She couldn’t get enough air. It was like breathing through a wet blanket. Her heart beats frantically, a trapped bird beating itself to death against her ribs. The cold stone of the cathedral floor seemed to leach all the warmth from her body, yet sweat beaded on her forehead. The world began to tilt, the stained-glass windows swimming in her vision, their vibrant colors bleeding into a nauseating swirl.

I can’t— I can’t breathe—

This was it. This was how she would die. Not from a bite or a bullet, but from her own mind turning on her, drowning her in a flood of what-ifs right there on the holy floor.

Like Rosie’s…

Then, through the roaring in her ears and the blur of tears, a new pressure registered. A steady grip on her shoulders.

A voice cut through the cacophony in her head. Not a ghostly echo this time, but real and achingly familiar.

"Charlie. Charlie! Look at me."

Charlie’s head snapped up. Her vision was a mess of swimming colors and unshed tears, but she would know that voice anywhere. It was the voice that had talked her down from ledges both literal and metaphorical, the voice that had whispered promises in the dark, the voice that felt like home.

Blinking rapidly, the world slowly sharpened. Kneeling in front of her, her hands firm on Charlie’s shoulders, was Vaggie. Her wife’s face was etched with worry and exhaustion, her clothes filthy and dusty from the outside of the walls, but her single dark eye was fixed on Charlie.

"Vaggie...?" Charlie rasped and it was barely audible over the frantic hammering of her own heart.

“Breathe, mi amor,” she started. “Just breathe. Look at me. You’re in the cathedral. You’re safe. Feel the floor. It’s cold, right?” She moved one hand from Charlie’s shoulder to her bandaged one, pressing her palm flat against the cool stone. “Feel that. Now, listen to my voice. Nothing else. Just my voice.”

Charlie’s breath hitched. She tried to focus, her fingers curling against the stone. Vaggie’s hand was warm and real.

“Good,” Vaggie murmured. “Now, name five things you can see. Right now.”

Charlie’s eyes darted around, struggling to focus. “The… the seats,” she forced out. “Your… your boots. The stained glass. The dust motes in the light. Your face.” Each word was a little steadier than the last.

“Four things you can feel,” Vaggie continued, her thumb rubbing slow circles on the back of Charlie’s hand.

“The stone. The bandages. Your hand. My… my coat.” The roaring in her ears was receding, replaced by the reality Vaggie was building for her. The relief was so potent it was a physical ache that felt like a new kind of pain, but a healing one. The vise around her chest loosened, and she dragged in a deep, shuddering gulp of air.

“There you are,” Vaggie whispered, her own shoulders slumping in visible relief. “There you are.”

The moment Charlie felt the ground solidify beneath her, the moment her lungs fully expanded, she didn’t think. She surged forward, throwing her arms around Vaggie’s neck and burying her face in the dusty fabric of her wife’s shoulder. The revolver, forgotten, clattered to the stone floor.

“I missed you,” Charlie choked out, her voice thick with tears she could finally shed. “God, I missed you so much.”

Vaggie’s arms wrapped around her, holding her tight. “I missed you too, Charlie,” she breathed into her hair. “So damn much.”

They held each other for a long moment. When they finally pulled apart, Vaggie’s hands came up to cradle Charlie’s face, her touch gentle. Her single eye, always so perceptive, scanned the damage with the butterfly stitch, the blooming bruise, the bandaged knuckles.

“Okay,” Vaggie said, her tone shifting from comforting to gently demanding. “Talk to me. What happened to your face?”

Charlie instinctively brought a hand up to rub her neck, her fingers brushing the tender marks there. “It's…” She looked away. “... a long story,” she mumbled.

Vaggie’s gaze didn’t waver. She glanced toward the cathedral’s main doors, through which the faint, frantic sounds from the churchyard could still be heard. “And what the hell happened out there? With Yidhra? And the other woman you…” She trailed off, her eye flicking down to the revolver on the floor between them. “I saw you had a gun, Charlie. When Peter and I came back, we heard the shot.”

Charlie’s brief moment of peace shattered. She lowered her head, the weight of the last two days crashing down on her all over again. The fight, the confrontation with her father, Yidhra’s sudden death, the gunshot… it was a torrent of violence and impossible choices.

Seeing her withdraw, Vaggie softened again. She reached out, her fingers gently lifting Charlie’s chin until their eyes met. There was no judgment in her gaze, only a deep concern.

“Okay,” Vaggie said softly. “Start from the beginning… what happened?”

Notes:

season 2 is just next week woooo im really excited. i hope readers are also looking forward for season 2... sorry, i couldnt contain my excitement abt the damn show as i really really miss it.
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anyways, now you can see why i drag seviathan into this just to shove him into the pool of misery with charlie lmao

Chapter 43: Memory Gospel

Summary:

The people of Eden grow weary from the danger signaled by the gunshot and the following events.

Notes:

one way to celebrate the season 2 premiere hehe
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chapter title is based from a 1999 song by Moby

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The drive back through the east gate had been uneventful. Peter navigated the familiar streets of Eden. Vaggie sat rigidly in the passenger seat, her gaze fixed out the window but seeing nothing while her mind was filled with conflicted emotions. In the back, Lute is in huddled shape. She was stable, but the side effects from long-time starvation and dehydration was obvious in the way she's conserving every ounce of energy. She simply watches the passing houses and people with a hollow expression. Vaggie could still feel the woman's presence in a constant unwelcome manner from the impossible choice she'd been forced to make (courtesy of Peter).

They were approaching the motor pool near the police station when the sound cracked through the quiet afternoon air.

A single gunshot.

It wasn't the distant muffled pop of a patrol outside the walls. This was close. Inside.

"Jesus," Peter breathed, his foot instinctively stomping on the brake before easing off. The van lurched.

Vaggie’s head snapped around, her single eye wide. "Drive," she ordered. "That came from inside. Drive!"

Peter accelerated, but almost immediately had to slow again. All around them, people were spilling out of their homes and workshops, their faces were in alarm and confusion.

"Where did it come from?"

"Was that a gun?"

"By the cathedral, I think!"

Peter leaned out his window, his voice raised but calm. "Hey, folks, clear the way! Let us through, please!" He navigated carefully through the gathering crowd, the last thing he wanted was to run anyone over.

As they neared the cathedral, the crowd thickened, all facing the side yard. Peter killed the engine. The scene before them was a frozen tableau of horror.

"Stay here," Vaggie commanded. "Watch her." Her gaze flicked to the rearview mirror, pinning Lute in place.

Peter gave a nod. "Okay."

Vaggie shoved her door open and hopped out, her heart hammering against her ribs. She pushed through the outer ring of onlookers, her mind racing, desperately hoping it was a misfire, an accident, anything but what her gut was telling her.

Then she saw it.

Seviathan on his knees, howling in anguish, clutching Yidhra's limp form, his hands and shirt drenched in the blood pumping from her neck. A few feet away, a woman she didn't recognize lay sprawled on the grass, a dark, blooming stain on her chest, a bloody kitchen knife gleaming on the ground beside her.

And standing in the middle of it all, was Charlie.

Her Charlie. Holding a snub-nosed revolver, its barrel now pointing at the ground. Smoke wisped from the muzzle.

Vaggie’s breath caught in her throat and her name mouthed on her lips.

Charlie?

But Charlie wasn't looking at her. She wasn't looking at anyone. Her face is in distant shock, her eyes seeing some internal horror instead of the carnage she’d just wrought. As Vaggie watched, frozen, Charlie’s grip on the revolver loosened, her arm falling slack. Then, as if moving through deep water, she turned her back on the nightmare of Seviathan's cries, the two fallen women, the stunned crowd… and began walking, stiff-legged, towards the cathedral's open doors.

"Charlie!" Vaggie called out, sharper this time.

Charlie didn't turn. She didn't even seem to hear. She just kept walking, disappearing into the dark mouth of the church as others rushed forward to help Seviathan and assess the situation.

A split-second decision. The community was mobilizing around the victims. But Charlie… Charlie was walking into the dark alone.

Vaggie broke from the crowd, ignoring the chaos unfolding around the bodies, and followed her wife into the cathedral.


“We have to move,” Vaggie helped Charlie to her feet. “Now, sweetie. They need you.”

They need you. As a medic, not the executioner.

Charlie nodded shakily. She let Vaggie pull her up, her legs feeling like rubber. They rushed back out into the churchyard. Sera and Emily were already there with their voices raised in firm authority, directing the stunned onlookers away, creating a buffer between the community and the horror.

“Everyone, back to your homes! Now! This is a security matter!”

“Let them work, please, give them space!”

Seviathan was still on his knees, but now he was hunched over Yidhra, letting out his broken sobs raw as he applied useless pressure to the ghastly wound in her neck. Baxter had arrived, his medical kit in hand, his expression grim as he assessed the situation.

“We need to get her to the clinic. Now!” Baxter barked.

It was grueling for Charlie, Vaggie, and a nearly catatonic Seviathan lifting Yidhra’s limp form through the streets of Eden. The stride to the clinic felt like miles with a grain of sand slipping through an hourglass from every ragged, wet gasp from Yidhra.

Inside the clinic, they transferred Yidhra to the med room cot. The sterile white environment was instantly violated by the coppery stench of blood.

“I’m a pharmacist, not a trauma surgeon,” Baxter stated, his voice tight with stress as he ripped open packets of gauze trying in vain to staunch the hemorrhage. “This is… this is beyond my scope.”

Charlie’s hands, still trembling from the gunshot, suddenly stilled. Her gaze fell on the pocket of her medical coat, where she saw the shape of Claire’s notebook.

“Claire,” she whispered. She fumbled for the notebook, her blood-slick fingers leaving smudges on the worn cover. She flipped it open, reading through the handwritten notes on emergency field surgery, vascular repair, and hemorrhage control.

“Baxter, I need you to guide me,” Charlie’s voice gained back. “I’ll do the rest. You tell me what to do from the book. Vaggie, I need light and more gauze. Now.”

What followed was Charlie’s hands, guided by Claire’s notes and Baxter’s rapid-fire instructions, doing everything she could to save Yidhra with Vaggie as her assistant in handing the instruments.

But the damage was overwhelming. The knife had severed the carotid artery and jugular vein. Yidhra had lost too much blood, too quickly no matter how many clamps Charlie applied, no matter how many sutures she desperately tried to place.

After what felt like both an eternity and a single heartbeat, Baxter placed a hand on Charlie’s bloody, shaking wrist.

“Charlie,” he said softly. “Stop.”

Charlie looked up, her vision blurring. Yidhra’s face is waxy and pale, a contrast to the vibrant woman she had been just an hour before. Her blue lips were parted slightly and her glassy eyes half-lidded.

It was over.

A cold dread washed over Charlie. She dropped the forceps onto the tray with a clatter. She peeled off her bloody gloves, her fingers feeling numb and clumsy. She reached out, pressing her left index and middle fingers against the side of Yidhra’s neck, searching for the rhythmic thrum of a pulse she already knew she wouldn't find.

She pressed harder, shifting her fingers, holding her own breath as if to better listen. Nothing. Just cold skin. The same terrible stillness she had felt in James just hours before.

A hollow ache opened up in Charlie’s chest. She let her hand fall to her sides, slick with Yidhra’s blood. She took a stumbling step back from the table, her body trembling with adrenaline and despair. She looked at Vaggie, whose face was pale and stricken, then at Baxter, who simply shook his head, his shoulders slumped in defeat.

Charlie pushed the door open, the lantern light of the med room spilling out into the dimmer corridor.

Seviathan was there, exactly where they had left him. He had slid down the wall to sit on the floor, his arms resting on his knees, his head bowed. But at the sound of the door, his head snapped up. His red-rimmed eyes locked onto Charlie. The question was there, a plea.

Charlie’s throat closed. She couldn't bear to deliver the news. Seviathan saw the truth in the way she held herself, in the blood that coated her hands and arms, in the gut-wrenching sorrow that eclipsed her own features. She saw the exact moment the last flicker of hope in his eyes was extinguished.

A low, wounded sound escaped him. It was the sound of a soul being shredded. His face seemed to collapse in on itself. He shook his head frantically in denial.

"No," he whispered. "No, no, no..."

Then, the dam broke.

A sob tore from his chest. He didn't cry out for Yidhra, or curse Charlie, or onto his knees. He slammed his back against the wall, his body curling inward as if trying to physically contain the agony. He buried his face in his hands, his frame shaking. It was an unfiltered sound of pure loss, the sound of a man who had not only lost his sister to a bullet but had now lost his wife as his entire reason for being.

Charlie stood frozen in the doorway. The instinct to move, to kneel beside him, to place a hand on his shoulder, to offer some meaningless word of comfort was a physical ache. But her feet were rooted to the spot. What comfort could she possibly offer? At the end of the day, she was the one who had pulled the trigger on Helsa. Family or not, she was the reason his sister was dead. Her presence would be salt in the wound and a mockery of his grief.

So she did nothing.


Charlie stood at the west gate with her hands shoved deep into the pockets of her coat, staring out at the distant skyline of the city. The dawn light was pale and weak, doing little to burn away the chill in her bones or the memory of blood on her hands.

The crunch of gravel approached from behind. She didn't need to turn to know who it was.

"Mornin', kid," Husk's gravelly voice greeted.

Charlie turned her head just enough to see him. He was geared up, his pack slung over one shoulder, and a scoped rifle on his back.

"Morning, Husk," she replied, her own voice raspy from disuse. "Heading out already? I thought you'd stay a bit for the funeral. The runners are off-duty today."

Husk shrugged dismissively. "Eh. Angel is going to drive me to the tower. We ain't exactly comfortable settlin' in here yet. A damn funeral's the last place I wanna be." He let out a short, dry huff. "I'd rather be bored to death in that dusty tower, readin' Angel's cheesy letters to pass the time, than be surrounded by all those... people."

He shifted his weight, his gaze flicking from her to the horizon and back. "You and Valeria attendin'?"

Charlie let out a long weary sigh, the sound deflating her. "We have to. It would be rude not to."

“Funny,” Husk snorted humorlessly. "The one who shot one of the corpses is attendin' the send-off." He saw the immediate tension that coiled in her shoulders and his expression softened. "You did what you had to, Charlie. Plain and simple."

"Vaggie said the same thing," Charlie murmured, her eyes drifting back to the distant city.

"Then she's sane," Husk stated bluntly. "Listen to her."

From further down the path, Angel's voice called out. "Husky! You gonna stand there chattin' all day or are we gonna roll?"

Husk rolled his eyes, but there was a fondness in the gesture. He gave a final nod in Charlie's direction.

"Good luck in there, kid," his voice low. "You're gonna need it more than I will."

He turned and trudged towards the waiting car where Angel was leaning against the hood, while Charlie gave the horizon one last lingering look before turning her back on it. The walk to the cathedral felt longer than usual. Pushing the heavy oak door open just enough to slip through, she was met with the resonant sound of a voice in mid-eulogy. She had missed the beginning. Inside, the crowded cathedral held its collective breath. John was just stepping down from the altar with his shoulders slumped visible even from the back of the long aisle.

At the front, standing behind a simple wooden lectern, was Sera. Her voice, calm and clear, carried effortlessly to the back of the cavernous space. "...and we remember their contributions, their strength, and the peace they have now found."

Charlie’s gaze was drawn past Sera to the three long tables arranged before the altar. On each lay a body, covered from head to toe in clean white sheets. Only their faces were left exposed, looking eerily peaceful in the soft, colored light filtering through the stained-glass windows.

Her eyes scanned the pews. They were full, a sea of bowed heads and somber faces. But then she spotted Vaggie and Cherri standing apart from the seated crowd near the marble baptismal font by the entrance.

Charlie moved quietly along the wall and approached Vaggie. She gave her wife's arm a gentle tap. Vaggie turned, her single eye softening with relief as she saw Charlie. She reached out, lacing her fingers briefly with Charlie's.

"You okay?" Vaggie whispered.

Charlie squeezed her hand once before letting go, crossing her arms tightly over her chest. "It's quiet out there…" she murmured. "Too quiet. I'm surprised last night didn't bring a horde crawling from the city.”

Vaggie gave a slight shake of her head. "It was one gunshot, mi amor. It would take a lot more than that to pull a horde this far with their shitty coordination. A gunfight, maybe." Her expression grew more serious. "What worries me more is it might have drawn the attention of other people out there. People who aren't dead. That kind of noise puts a target on Eden."

Cherri, who had been leaning against the font and overheard their hushed exchange, tilted her head towards them with her usual playful smirk on her lips. "Eh, if any cunts decide to come sniffing around, we'll handle it," she whispered. "In and out, done in no time. Especially with your orders, boss." She gave Charlie a teasing look.

Charlie felt a flush of heat creep up her neck. Head of Security. In the bloody chaos of the last day, she had completely forgotten the title her father had so abruptly bestowed upon her to compromise her punishment.

Before Charlie could formulate a reply, Vaggie cut in, her confused gaze fixed on Cherri. "I thought you were a scout. Since when are you on security detail?”

Cherri shrugged, keeping her voice low. "Was. The group's been disbanded. The big scouting mission for the fucked up Charlie Safe-Zone is done. Now we're just waiting for the old man to give the green light for the next phase in clearing the place out.” She sighed, “'Til then, I'm out of a job. Figured I'd sign up for security. Husk's already on the roster, right? Might as well make it a party."

Charlie looked up toward the lectern, her conversation with Vaggie and Cherri fading into the background. Sera had already stepped down, and now Seviathan stood in her place. He gripped the sides of the lectern, his knuckles pale, and stared down at the wood as if the words were physically carved there.

“Yidhra… she was… the smartest person I’ve ever known,” he began, his gaze fixed on some distant point above the heads of the congregation. “An activist. A fighter. She never stopped believing the world could be better, even when it was falling apart around us.” He swallowed hard. “As a teacher, she said the children… they were the only future worth saving. The only thing worth fighting for.”

Charlie listened. She observed the faces of the community ranging from the grieving adults to the confused sadness of the children.

“And she was… an amazing mother,” Seviathan’s voice cracked. A single tear traced a path through his cheek. “I’m glad we were able to have a family on our own with Joaquin. To bring a life into this world and fill it with so much love that the horror these days wouldn’t matter.” He paused. “She was my whole world. And now… I don’t know what’s left.”

He didn’t say anything more. He simply stood there for a long moment, his head bowed, before stepping down and melting back into the front pew.

Time seemed to both stretch and compress as the service continued. Words were spoken for James. A few, strained and formal words were offered for Helsa. Finally, it was over.

The community filed out into the weak morning sun of the churchyard. The three graves, including the one that had so enraged John, stood open and waiting. The thud of earth on wood was the only sound Charlie registered.

As the last shovelful of dirt was patted down on Yidhra’s grave, the crowd began to disperse, people murmuring quiet condolences to John and a completely unresponsive Seviathan before drifting back to their work. Soon, only a handful of people remained.

Seviathan did not move. He knelt before the fresh-turned earth of his wife’s grave, his head bowed, his frame utterly still, as if he had taken root there.

Charlie watched him for a moment, feeling a hollow ache in her chest, before a voice cut through her thoughts.

“Charlie?”

She turned. Lucifer stood at the cathedral entrance, one hand resting on the stone archway. He gestured for her to come to him.

Exchanging a brief glance with Vaggie, who gave her an encouraging nod, Charlie walked over, her shoes scuffing softly on the gravel path. She stopped a few feet from him, bracing herself for a reprimand, a questioning, anything.

Instead, her father’s eyes were simply… tired. He looked her up and down, taking in the tense set of her shoulders, the way she held herself as if expecting a blow.

“How are you holding up, duckling?” he asked.

The question, so simple and so direct, caught her off guard. It wasn’t what she had expected. She had expected a debriefing, an analysis of her performance as his new Head of Security. She hadn’t expected her dad to ask how she was.

She opened her mouth to give a standard answer I’m fine but the words wouldn’t come. The sound of the shot, the sight of Seviathan’s shattered face, the feel of Yidhra’s blood cooling on her hands… it all pressed in on her at once. Her throat tightened, and she had to look away, her gaze drifting back to the lone figure kneeling by the grave.

“I don’t know,” she whispered, feeling like a failure. “I really don’t know, Dad.”

Lucifer followed her gaze, a profound sadness settling on his own features. He sighed heavily. “None of us do, Charlie. Not really.” He looked back at her. “What you did yesterday… with Helsa… it was fast. But it was what needed to be done.”

Of course. Of course it was the same cold comfort Vaggie and Husk had offered already, but coming from him felt different. Is it because he's her father?

Lucifer rubbed his face. "It's been a fucking mess. Not just with the community, but within the council itself. Emily... she won't stop blaming herself. Says she failed to keep a proper eye on Helsa, that she should have seen the breakdown coming." He shook his head. "And Sera... she's starting to realize that her perfectly rational rules and protocols mean nothing to someone who has already lost everything…"

He trailed off, staring out at the quiet churchyard, his shoulders slumped.

Charlie watched him. "What about you?" she asked softly.

Lucifer took a deep, shuddering breath. "I'm... worried, Charlie. I'm worried about the fate of Eden. We've survived the fall of D.C., the winter, and the overall shitted rot of the world. But this? From within? A public execution in the graveyard?" He let out a bitter laugh. "It's a different kind of infection. And I don't have a damn vaccine for it."

"Everyone's scared, dad," Charlie tried to reassure him. "They're scared that the monsters outside the walls aren't the only threat anymore."

"I know," Lucifer sounds defeated. "I know that. But the thing is... Sera, Emily, and I... we have no idea how to deal with this. All we have are meaningless speeches about getting our shit together and moving forward, which just makes everyone ask more questions we can't answer." He finally turned his head, looking at Charlie. "But you... you saw it. You saw something in Helsa that none of us did. You were the only one willing to acknowledge what she was becoming."

Charlie looked down. How was she supposed to reply to that? That her father, one of the leaders here, was admitting that her violent, instinctual act was the only good thing that happened?

Before she could form a response, a voice cut through from within the cathedral entrance.

"Lucifer?"

They both turned. Sera stood just inside the doorway, a manila folder held tightly in her hands. Her expression was pinched. She didn't need to say more as her posture made it clear there's a council meeting or whatever’s going on.

Lucifer gave a quick, acknowledging nod in her direction before turning back to Charlie. "Go back to the clinic," he said. "Baxter might need you there while he's occupied doing the physical on the new recruit today."

The new recruit. The words landed with a dull thud in Charlie's stomach. She knew exactly who he meant after Vaggie told her last night… Realization dawned, and a fresh wave of complicated emotion. She swallowed hard. "Right. I'll... I'll get there."

With a final glance, Lucifer turned and strode back into the cathedral with Sera, leaving Charlie alone by the entranceway.

She stood for a moment. Her gaze drifted to the west gate as if it felt simpler than the bullshit within Eden's walls. Then, her eyes were drawn back to the kneeling figure of Seviathan.

Get it together, Charlie. Just keep it together.

The thoughts felt flimsy. Squaring her shoulders, she turned her back on both the gate and the grave, and began the walk toward the clinic.


Vaggie watched from a distance as Charlie finished her conversation with Lucifer. She saw the heavy set of her wife's shoulders as she turned away from the cathedral and began walking toward the clinic. The sight sent a familiar pang of worry through her, but she trusted Charlie to handle whatever came next.

Her attention was pulled away as the cathedral doors opened again and Peter emerged, with Lute following a step behind him. Peter, usually in full energy, looked subdued, his steps lacking their usual bounce like when she first met him three days ago. Lute, meanwhile, moved with a stiff, guarded posture, her eyes fixed straight ahead, taking nothing in.

Vaggie approached them. Peter noticed her and offered a small, tired wave.

"Uh, you okay, Peter?" Vaggie asked.

Peter glanced around the quiet streets of Eden, his expression pained. "I'm... fine. It's just... everything feels different after yesterday, you know?" He scuffed his boot against the pavement. "Hard to believe James is gone. Just like that…"

He cut himself off abruptly, as if realizing he was venting. "But anyway, are you joining us? To guide Lute to the clinic?"

Vaggie gave Lute a quick look before nodding. "Sure."

The three of them began walking down the main street, the silence between them thick and uncomfortable. Vaggie broke it first with her gentle tone. "I'm sorry about James, Peter. I know you two were close."

Peter gave a short, appreciative nod. "Thanks, Vaggie. But... I'm used to losing people by now. You should probably save the condolences for John. Not that he's in any mood to talk to anyone except maybe Andrew or me right now."

As they walked, Vaggie's gaze kept drifting back to Lute. The woman wasn't curious, wasn't scanning her new potential home for threats or resources. She just followed with detached resignation. It was unsettling.

Peter seemed to notice Vaggie's scrutiny. "I already asked if she wanted a tour," he explained quietly, as if Lute weren't right there. "She said she wasn't interested and wasn't sure she's even gonna pass the vetting process."

"Though losing two people might heighten the chances," Peter mused, almost to himself. "We need the numbers. Hopefully, she won't have to work twice as hard to prove she's not a liability. I mean, look at Pentious. Guy's missing an arm and he's one of our best engineers here."

Vaggie's patience for his optimistic rambling wore thin. Her single eye fixed on Lute's profile. "I think you also forgot," Vaggie interrupted, "that me and my group won't forget what she did back then." She let the statement hang for a beat. "Not sure if trust would be worth giving to her."

Peter went instantly quiet, his mouth snapping shut. He looked down, chastised.

Lute's expression, which had been carefully neutral, tightened. She didn't look at Vaggie, but her jaw clenched almost imperceptibly, "That too.” A low, barely audible mutter escaped her lips.

Vaggie’s eye narrowed, her patience snapping like a dry twig. The self-pity, the sheer audacity of it after everything, grated on her last nerve.

“You know,” Vaggie didn't even bother to look at Lute as she spoke, “I should have just broken your fucking neck back in that pharmacy. Would have saved us all a world of trouble.”

Peter let out an exasperated groan, dragging a hand down his face. “Oh, for the love of— Can we not? Please? We’ve already had this damn conversation over a million times. Can we just get to the clinic without adding another body to the count?”

His outburst was enough to momentarily stifle the ongoing confrontation. Vaggie clenched her jaw, biting back the torrent of accusations she wanted to hurl. She focused on the path ahead with the clinic now coming into view. Lute, for her part, said nothing more. She just kept walking, her silence somehow more infuriating than any retort could have been.

The three of them reached the clinic. Vaggie was the first to push through the door and found Charlie sitting on the edge of the front desk, conversing in low tones with a resident. They were looking over a clipboard, likely discussing medical related issues.

The door swung open again, and Peter and Lute filed in. At the sound, Charlie looked up from the clipboard. Her gaze swept past Peter and Vaggie, and locked directly onto Lute. The resident however, grabbed a paper bag from the desk, giving the new arrivals a curious glance before scurrying off the clinic.

The change was instantaneous. Charlie’s posture, which had been merely tired, went rigid. Her hands, which had been gesturing mildly, clenched into fists on the desk.

Oh no.

Vaggie moved instantly, crossing the space in a few quick strides to place herself between Charlie and the newcomers, her back to Lute and Peter. She leaned in close to the desk, her voice a low whisper meant only for Charlie.

"Charlie," she murmured, her single eye holding her wife's gaze intensely. "Look at me. The last thing I need right now is for you to break the rules again. Understand?"

Charlie’s jaw worked. She held Vaggie’s stare for a long, tense moment. Then, slowly, she gave a tight nod. The tension in her shoulders eased by a fraction.

Seeing the crisis averted for now, Vaggie straightened up. "Where's Baxter? He's supposed to do the orientation and physical for her."

Without a word, Charlie slid off the desk. She gave Lute one last, unreadable look before turning and walking briskly down the hallway toward the lab. A few moments later, she returned with Baxter.

The pharmacist adjusted his glasses, his gaze sweeping over Lute. He gave a curt nod. "Interesting. Follow me." He then turned and led the way back down the hall without a backward glance. Peter offered Vaggie and Charlie an apologetic half-shrug before following Baxter and Lute, the three of them disappearing into the depths of the clinic; leaving Vaggie and Charlie alone in the lobby.

Charlie slumped back into the chair behind the front desk, rubbing her face with both hands as if she could scrub away the fatigue.

“I have to admit, after seeing her…” Charlie began, her voice muffled by her palms before she dropped them to her lap, “... your psychotic ex is the least of my worries right now.”

Vaggie blinked, caught off guard. “What?” She leaned forward, bracing her hands on the desk. “After everything, you’re not the least bit skeptical she’s about to snap someone’s neck or try to burn this clinic to the ground?”

Charlie let out a short, humorless huff of air. “She’s missing a whole arm. She looks more depressed than a drowned cat. She followed you and Peter in here like a kicked dog or something." She shook her head with a bit of relief in her eyes. “For one second, seeing that… it let me breathe. It’s one problem that looks smaller than I thought.”

She held up a finger, her expression turning serious again. “But that doesn’t mean we can risk leaving her alone.”

Vaggie straightened up, crossing her arms over her chest. “That’s what I tried to tell Peter. But he just keeps insisting on helping her, giving her a damn chance.”

They fell into a heavy silence, the only sound the distant, indistinct murmur of Baxter’s voice from down the hall. Vaggie stared at the closed door, her brow furrowed in deep thought. The anger was still there, a hot coal in her gut, but other, more complicated feelings were now cooling around it.

“I hate her,” Vaggie stated quietly. “I hate her so much for what she did to me, to us.” She paused, her single eye drifting from the door to meet Charlie’s gaze. “But… I keep hearing Peter’s voice in my head. And yours.” She let out a slow breath. “You’ve always said it, back then… with me… that everyone is capable of change. If they’re given the chance.”

The relative quiet of the clinic lobby was shattered by the sharp, unmistakable crack of a gunshot. Then another. And another. A rapid volley from the west side of Eden.

Charlie and Vaggie’s eyes met across the desk, a silent, horrifying understanding passing between them in an instant. This is it. The fear they had whispered about, the target they had worried about from the gunshot Charlie did yesterday… it was here.

“The west gate,” Charlie breathed, already moving.


They burst out of the clinic doors into the still street.

“I’ll get the residents. Get them to stay inside and hunker down,” Vaggie fell into step beside Charlie. “Be prepared for the worst.”

“That's a good call. Go!”

“What are you going to do?”

“I’ve got an idea!” Charlie yelled back over her shoulder, already sprinting in the opposite direction toward the heart of the community.

As she raced down the main street, Cherri and two other members of the security team; a man and a woman Charlie recognized but didn't have a name for, sprinted to meet her with their faces alarmed.

“Charlie! The west gate—” Cherri started.

“I know!” Charlie cut her off, not breaking stride. “Listen! You three, with me. Let the other security team know that you and them are going the long way, through the back yards and staying out of sight. Get your guns ready and do not engage until I give the signal. We don’t know who’s out there or if they’re about to ram a fucking truck through the gate. Be prepared for anything.”

A unified nod from the three. Cherri uses the hand radio while they peeled away from the main street into the narrow gaps between houses.

Charlie didn't slow. She pushed on, her lungs burning until the West Gate came into view. Her eyes scanned the scene. There was no truck, no horde, no army. Just a single figure, dressed head-to-toe in dark clothing, standing calmly about twenty feet from the closed gate.

Her gaze flicked to the cathedral. Lucifer, Sera, and Emily were gathered on the steps, their postures rigid with alarm. Lucifer took a step forward, but Charlie sharply raised her hand as a clear signal to wait. To her relief, he froze.

Taking a deep breath, Charlie forced the tension from her shoulders and walked the final distance to the gate, trying to project a casualness she didn't feel. She stopped just inside the reinforced wood and metal, her eyes fixed on the man.

"Okay, stranger..." she called out in her leveled voice. "You've got our attention. What can I do for you?"

The man didn't startle. He slowly raised both of his empty hands to shoulder height. When he spoke, his voice was calm, almost dry, as if stating the obvious.

"Well," he said, "isn't it obvious, little lamb? I want to get in.”

Charlie suddenly recalls Vaggie’s voice on reporting her recruit shift from days ago: ‘We saw a group of men in dark outfits by the city. They looked professional. Armed.’

Must be one of those men.

Her expression hardened. “That’s not how it works here,” she stated. “We like to get to know people first. Ask them questions. Like how many people are with you.”

The man’s smirk widened, a predatory flash of teeth. “What makes you so sure I’m not traveling alone? Do you see anyone else?”

“I don’t need to see them to know they’re there,” Charlie retorted. “Regardless of how many of you there are, I need to figure out if you’re dangerous before I even consider letting you in.”

The man’s smirk didn't falter. It grew. “We are dangerous,” he said as if stating a simple fact. “And you’re gonna let us in anyway.”

Charlie’s voice dropped, low and deadly serious. “I don’t see why I’d ever let that happen.”

The man’s head tilted slightly. “Oh, you will. Because otherwise, something very, very bad is going to happen to you.”

A primal instinct screamed in Charlie’s head. Her eyes dropped from his face, scanning downward. There, centered perfectly over her heart, was a small red dot. The laser sight of a high-powered rifle, held by an unseen shooter hidden somewhere in the ruins beyond the wall.

“See?” The man’s voice was a soft purr as he watched Charlie’s eyes track the laser sight on her chest and she raised her hands to shoulder level like a concession. “I take it you know what that red dot means. We’re good people, little lamb. Just… desperate. And desperate people are willing to do whatever it takes.” His eyes hardened. “Now. Move, or my guy pulls the trigger. Same goes if I give the signal. It’s so simple, I shouldn’t even have to say it.”

He let the ultimatum hang for a beat. “Let us in. Or die.”

Charlie let out a slow sigh, as if they were discussing a minor inconvenience. “You, uh… you see anyone else around here who can open this gate?” She gestured vaguely with her raised hands. “Killing me isn’t really going to help you get what you want.”

She could see the faintest flicker of irritation in his eyes. She pressed on. “I imagine you’ve got a car or something you could try to drive through this thing. But doesn’t that just defeat the purpose of coming in at all when you’d be breaking the one thing you want?”

It was then that soft footsteps sounded on the packed earth beside her. Without turning, Charlie knew Cherri and the other security members flanking the wall on either side, their rifles held at the ready.

Charlie continued. “The thing is… we do want new people here. We need them. There’s a lot of work to be done. But we have a certain way about doing this. A process.” She took a half-step forward, the red dot staying glued to her heart. “If you could have just… I don’t know… asked? Then things might have worked out for you. But after these threats? These demands? It’s not looking good.”

“So what I’m getting at is we’re not going to let you in. That ship has sailed. You want to shoot me? Go ahead. But I assure you, we outnumber you. And if you shoot me, we’re coming after you. All of you.” She locked eyes with him. “So your two options are walk away… or die a horrible death. Your call.”

The man’s smirk returned, tighter and more brittle now. “All this tough girl act bullshit is cute, but it’s not going to work. I know your type.” He gave a disappointed sigh. "Well, it was nice knowing you, little lamb.”

Charlie braced herself, her muscles coiling and her teeth gritted so hard her jaw ached. She stared into the man's eyes, refusing to flinch, waiting for the impact, the searing pain, the darkness.

A single, deafening CRACK split the air.

Charlie flinched violently, her hands instinctively flying to her chest as if she’d been hit. Her eyes squeezed shut for a fraction of a second. But there was no impact. No searing pain.

Her eyes flew open. She was still standing. The red dot that had been painted over her heart was gone.

She patted her chest, a look of genuine surprise on her face. “Huh…” She looked back up at the man, and a slow smile spread across her lips. Thank you, Husk. “Looks like my sniper got yours. Ready to start walking now?”

The man’s face went slack with disbelief, then contorted into panicked rage. His eyes darted wildly, searching the rooflines for a threat he couldn’t see. In one frantic motion, he reached behind his back, yanking a pistol from his waistband.

“MOTHERFUCKER!” he roared.

Charlie didn’t wait. She threw herself sideways, sprinting the short distance to the cover of the heavy gate’s stone support wall, her revolver now in her hand.

The man aimed his pistol wildly in her direction. “Get back here, you bitch—!”

His shout was abruptly cut off.

Another gunshot from Husk’s rifle. This one was followed by a wet, sickening thud. The man’s head snapped forward, a dark hole appearing in his forehead. He stood frozen for a surreal second before his legs gave out and he crumpled to the asphalt, motionless.

Crouched behind the wall, her back pressed against the cold stone, Charlie caught her breath. She peered around the edge, her revolver held ready. The street outside the gate was silent.

She raised her voice, projecting it past the dead man and into the ruins beyond. “Anyone else out there! You don’t have to die! Walk away now, and it’s over! You have my word!”

A tense silence stretched out, broken only by the whisper of the wind. Then, a new voice called back.

“That’s not good enough for us.”

Shit, Charlie cursed under her breath, tightening her grip on her revolver.

The voice continued, louder now. “We are willing to take their chances and going back ain’t an option. We’re making our stand here. One way or another.”

Cautiously, Charlie leaned out from behind the stone pillar, her revolver leading the way. Four more figures had emerged from the skeletal ruins of a nearby building, fanning out in a loose semi-circle. They were armed with a mix of rifles and shotguns, their muzzles sweeping nervously across the wall's battlements. The one who had spoken, a gaunt man with a scar bisecting his eyebrow, held his own weapon pointed at the ground.

“Look,” the man called out, his voice echoing in the tense quiet. “Guns are hard to find. Bullets even harder. It’s a total waste to gun us down like this. You’re bluffing. You don’t have the ammo to spare for a real fight.”

He took a step forward. “And you know what? We don’t wanna kill you. But our boss… he’s coming. And if we don’t secure this place for him, he’ll do a lot worse than just kill you. So let’s make this easy. Open the gate. Or we start shooting, and you can explain to your people why they’re dead over a principle.”

Charlie didn’t answer. Her revolver was aimed directly at the center of the man’s chest. From the corners of her vision, she saw the glint of rifle barrels from Eden’s wall. Cherri and the two were in position. Other members of the security force had arrived, taking up posts along the parapet.

The standoff stretched for five heartbeats. Ten.

One of the other men, a jittery-looking man with a shotgun, suddenly jerked his weapon up. “Fuck this!” he screamed, his voice cracking with panic.

He never got the chance to fire.

“NOW!” Charlie roared.

The world erupted in sound.

A concentrated barrage of gunfire exploded from the walls of Eden. The jittery man was the first to go down, punched off his feet by multiple rounds. The scarred-brow man managed to get his rifle halfway up before a shot from the wall (Husk’s, Charlie was sure) took him in the throat. He spun, a fountain of dark blood arcing out before he collapsed.

The other two hostiles didn't fare any better. One was cut down where he stood, his finger never even reaching the trigger. The last managed to get a single, wild shot off that splintered the wood of the gate before a synchronized burst from Cherri and another security member silenced him forever.

The gunfire ceased as abruptly as it began.

The silence that followed was deafening, broken only by the ringing in Charlie’s ears and the faint, acrid smell of cordite. Five bodies lay still on the asphalt outside the gate. None of them had moved after falling. The entire gunfight lasted less than ten seconds.

They hadn't stood a chance.

Charlie slowly lowered her revolver, her arm aching from the tension. She took a deep, shuddering breath, the adrenaline making her hands tremble. She looked up at the walls, meeting the eyes of her security team. They looked back, a mixture of grim satisfaction and shell-shocked horror on their faces.

It was done. The threat was neutralized.


The creak of the heavy gate slides sideways just enough for the Runners to slip out. They fanned out quickly as they checked each of the five bodies for pulses they knew they wouldn't find before beginning the grim task of looting. Weapons, ammunition, any scraps of food or useful gear were stripped away and placed into sacks.

Simultaneously, a security team (under Cherri’s direction) began the heavier work. They dragged the lifeless forms, one by one, away from the gate and piled them onto a growing heap a safe distance from the walls. The scent of gasoline soon whiffed followed by the whoosh of ignition. Thick, black smoke began to coil skyward from the pyre.

Charlie watched it all, her revolver now holstered, her arms crossed tightly over her chest. The adrenaline was fading, leaving a hollow, jittery feeling. Her eyes scanned the activity, and a small detail snagged her attention. Among the runners and security, one figure stood out… Emily was there, her face pale but determined, helping Peter roll one of the heavier bodies onto a tarp to be dragged away. The sight was surprising. This was grunt work, far beneath the usual diplomatic duties of a council member.

Charlie walked over, her boots crunching softly on the gravel. “Emily,” she said. “Didn’t expect to see you out here doing the heavy lifting.”

Emily straightened up, wiping her hands on her trousers. She offered Charlie a tired, sad smile. “Someone has to. It’s all hands right now.”

Charlie’s gaze swept the area again, noting the distinct absence of two other figures. “Where’s Sera and my dad? I figured a direct attack on the gate would get the full council’s presence or something.”

Emily’s smile vanished, replaced by a deep sigh. She looked away, towards the burning pile, the flames reflecting in her eyes. “They’re in the office. Debating. Arguing. I’m not even sure anymore.” She shook her head, looking frustrated. “Ever since you and your group arrived, Charlie… it’s like you held up a mirror to Eden. And we’re finally being forced to look at all the cracks we’ve been plastering over. We thought we were building a perfect sanctuary. But of course… the outside world doesn’t care about our rules. And it turns out, the problems inside can be just as deadly.”

She turned back to Charlie, her expression earnest. “What you just did here… you saved us. You saw the threat, you organized a defense, and you stopped it without a single one of our people getting hurt. That’s… that’s leadership.”

Emily took a half-step closer, her voice dropping, though the crackle of the fire nearly drowned it out. “In the meeting earlier, after the funeral… I brought it up. I said we needed you on the council. Or Vaggie. Someone with that kind of strength and clarity. Someone who isn’t afraid to get their hands dirty for the right reasons.”

Charlie felt a cold knot form in her stomach. “What did they say?”

“Lucifer…” Emily sighed again. “He said you weren’t comfortable leading a place like Eden. That the pressure of it… it wasn’t for you. He shut the idea down.”

Charlie looked away, remembering what she told to her father about how much she never wanted to be a leader of her group in the first place. He wasn’t entirely wrong, but the assumption stung.

Emily followed her gaze, this time looking past the fire, towards the community members who were slowly emerging from their homes, their faces a mixture of fear, relief, and a dawning uncertainty. They watched the security team, they watched the smoke, and they glanced at Charlie and Emily with a look that was difficult to decipher.

“See that?” Emily murmured. “There’s been a shift. Since yesterday with Helsa and Yidhra. People are… hesitating. They used to look to us… to Sera, to Lucifer, to me… for answers. Now, they’re not so sure. They saw our system fail. They saw one of our own break in the worst way possible, and they saw the council’s response was… a damn house arrest.” She met Charlie’s eyes, her own filled with a painful clarity. “They’re scared. Terrified. And they’re starting to wonder if we’re the ones who can really protect them anymore.”

Charlie was quiet. The crackle of the fire seemed to grow louder, the scent of burning fuel and something else, something sickly-sweet… She looked at the faces of her community, her community (whether she wanted the title or not) and saw the truth in Emily’s words.

The fear and uncertainty on their faces, a strange, cold clarity settled over her.

Good.

The thought was so stark, so uncharitable, that it should have shocked her. But it didn't. It felt like the first honest thought she'd had in days.

Let them be scared. Let them fear. Let them stop looking at Sera's protocols and Lucifer's speeches like they're holy texts.

The world was not civilized. Safety was not a guarantee. It was something you fought for, something you carved out with blood and grit and the willingness to make terrible choices. It was something you protected.

Emily saw the shift as a failure of leadership. And maybe it was.

Thank God. Thank God they’ve stopped pretending.


The first weak light of dawn filtered through the curtains of the surburban home. Charlie stood over the crib, her hands resting on the polished wood rail. Inside, Maggie slept, her tiny chest rising and falling in a steady, peaceful rhythm. One small fist was curled near her cheek.

The soft creak of the floorboard behind her didn't startle her. She knew the sound of her wife’s footsteps.

“You’re up early,” Vaggie’s voice was hushed, rough with sleep. She came to stand beside Charlie, her shoulder gently brushing Charlie’s arm as she too looked down at their daughter. “I thought I was the first one up as usual.”

Charlie didn’t take her eyes off Maggie. “I didn’t sleep much,” she admitted in a low rasp. “I passed out hard, yeah. But then… I was just up. Brain wouldn’t shut off.”

Vaggie let out a soft, understanding hum. “Yeah. Me too.” She leaned her head against Charlie’s shoulder. “It’s fucked up, but… that little bit of shitty sleep… it feels more realistic, to be honest. A full night’s rest? It was nice while it lasted. But it’s hard to go back to that after yesterday.”

They stood in silence for a moment, watching Maggie sleep, drawing a peace from her innocence.

“You know,” Vaggie began, “we really owe Husk. Big time. If he hadn’t taken that shot when he did…” She didn’t need to finish the sentence. The image of the red laser dot burning a hole over Charlie’s heart was…

A unwelcome shiver ran down Charlie’s spine. She leaned a little more heavily into Vaggie’s side. “I know. I was… I was already counting myself dead. I heard the shot and flinched, waiting for it.” She shook her head in awe and lingering disbelief. “How did he even manage it? That other sniper had the drop on all of us.”

Vaggie straightened up, her expression turning thoughtful. “He told me about it when he came back from the tower. Said it was pure luck he spotted the guy at all. The shooter wasn’t on the same level as him; he’d climbed on top of the awning at the bank across the street. He was below Husk.”

Charlie’s eyes widened. “Below him? So Husk had to adjust his position?”

“Exactly. He said he saw the glint of the scope, saw the guy settling in. That’s how he knew there were others at the gate… he saw them moving into position from his higher vantage point after that.” Vaggie’s tone became dry. “He said the only reason he didn’t shoot the bastard immediately was because he wasn’t a hundred percent sure at first. He waited just long enough to see the laser sight aimed at your chest. That erased all doubt.”

Charlie let out a long, relieved sigh, the tension in her shoulders easing slightly. “God. I owe him… I don’t even know what I owe him. A case of the good stuff, for starters. My life, obviously. Again.”

“We both do,” Vaggie agreed, slipping her arm around Charlie’s waist. “He’s a grumpy old bastard, but our grumpy old bastard…”

Charlie let her head rest against Vaggie's. She brought her hands up, covering Vaggie's where they rested on her waist, lacing their fingers together.

"Any plans for today?" Charlie asked softly.

"I do, for a little bit," Vaggie murmured into her shoulder. "But I'm staying home after that. I'm gonna keep an eye on Maggie today."

Charlie turned her head just enough to look at Vaggie's profile. "When did you decide that?"

"Yesterday," Vaggie absentmindedly felt her thumb around Charlie’s hand. "I just decided. I know you're not going to sit back, not with... well, everything. And that's okay. But someone should be here with her. I've missed too much time already."

That made Charlie feel a pang of guilt and gratitude. She squeezed Vaggie's hands. "Speaking of recruiting... why didn't you and Peter head back out immediately after you guys came back? I figured you'd be gone again by now."

Vaggie let out a soft sigh. "Peter needed to talk with the council first. He hasn't told me, but I’m guessing he’ll debrief them on everything we saw out there..."

It was one less thing for Vaggie to be thrown into, one more day of peace for their little family.

Charlie turned fully in Vaggie's arms, pulling her into a proper hug, burying her face in her wife's neck. She breathed in the familiar scent of her with soap.


High in the watchtower, Husk lowered his binoculars. The car was moving steadily along the route back to Eden. But the landscape around it was no longer quiet.

"Ah, shit," he muttered.

Compared to the relative quiet of the past few days, the number of stragglers was noticeably higher. They shambled out of alleyways and broken storefronts, drawn by the low rumble of the engine. Not a horde yet luckily, and the car was cutting a path right through the middle of it.

His finger hovered near the trigger of his rifle. One clean shot could drop a straggler that got too close, but the gunshot of the rifle would be a dinner bell, drawing every shambling thing in a half-mile radius again. He couldn't cover Angel without making the situation exponentially worse. All he could do was watch and hope the car's momentum and armor would be enough.

Down in the car, Angel's knuckles were white on the steering wheel. He was humming a nervous, tuneless rhythm, trying to ignore the occasional thud of a rotting body bouncing off the side panels.

"Just a little further, baby, just a little further," he cooed to the car.

A straggler, its movements fast, lurched out from behind a burnt-out bus directly into his path. There was no time to swerve.

THUMP— CRUNCH!

The car jolted violently, the steering wheel wrenching in Angel's hands. A spiderweb of cracks exploded across the windshield on the passenger side, and a hot, foul-smelling liquid sprayed across the glass.

"FUCK!" Angel screamed, fighting the wheel as the car swerved, tires screeching. He wrestled it back under control, his heart hammering against his ribs. "Stupid fucking asshole! Learn to look both ways!"

He accelerated, desperate to put distance between himself and the increasing numbers, his eyes fixed on the West Gate that still felt miles away. As he drew closer, he saw the heavy gate slide open just a few feet.

But instead of a clear path, a small group of figures rushed out. They were armed, but not with guns. Angel’s eyes widened as he took in the assortment of long-handled tools and blunt weapons. And at the front, leading the charge was Cherri, a fire axe held high over her shoulder.

A fresh wave of stragglers, drawn by the noise of the car, was now shambling towards the open gate, directly into the path of this new group.

"Hey, Angie! Hang back!" Cherri's voice cut through the growls and the engine's rumble. "We got these ones!"

Angel slammed on the brakes, the car skidding to a halt about twenty yards from the gate.

Cherri and (possibly) the security team flowed around them. While the infected focused on the noise of the car, the security flanked them. A crowbar swung in a short arc, caving in the back of a skull. A sledgehammer came down with a wet crack. Cherri buried the axehead deep between the shoulder blades of a larger one, yanking it free with a sickening squelch.

It was fast and efficient. In less than thirty seconds, the half-dozen stragglers lay still on the asphalt.

Cherri straightened up, wiping a spatter of dark fluid from her cheek with the back of her glove. She turned, spotted Angel's wide-eyed face through the smeared windshield, and gave him a sharp, beckoning wave.

"All clear! Get your ass in gear, Angel Cakes! Move it!"

Angel didn't need to be told twice. He stomped on the gas, the car lurching forward and speeding through the narrow opening of the gate. The heavy metal slammed shut behind him with an echoing boom. He slumped over the steering wheel, his entire body trembling with the aftershock of adrenaline.

He let out a long, shaky breath and turned the ignition off. In the side mirror, he saw Cherri approaching with her bloody fire axe now resting casually on her shoulder again.

He pushed the driver's side door open and leaned out, his legs still feeling like jelly. "Fuck's sake, Cherri..."

"You alright in there, Angie?" Cherri asked in genuine concern and her usual rough-edged amusement. "Looked like you took a bit of a hit."

"Alright? I'm fucking peachy," Angel gestured wildly at the front of the car. "That asshole back there made a fucking dent! And my windshield is ruined! It’s gonna be a pain in the ass to find a clean windshield." He ran a hand through his hair, trying to calm down. "But that's not even the worst part. The drive back... there were so many of them. Way more than usual. It wasn't this bad a couple days ago."

Cherri's smirk faded. She leaned against the car door, her gaze serious. "Tell me about it. We've been noticing it from the walls. It's like the area's getting saturated. At least they're not coordinated enough to storm the walls, but are still clogging up the approaches. Making runs like yours a fucking lottery." She jerked her thumb towards the gate. "We can't just sit here and let it build up. We need to thin the herd before it becomes a real problem. Go out there in small, quiet teams with melee weapons, draw small groups away, and put 'em down for good. Just good old-fashioned pest control."

She looked at him, her single eye glinting with a familiar, dangerous light. "So, what do you say? You in for a little bit of corpse gardening? Could use someone who knows how to deal with those fuckers."

Angel stared at her for a moment, then let out a short, breathless laugh. He shook his head, a wry smile finally touching his lips. "You're a fucking lunatic, you know that?" He sighed. "But yeah. Yeah, I'm in. Where you go, I'm right behind you.” He reached out to the side and patted on the hood. “And let your Pentious know he gotta repair this baby, too.”


Charlie stood on the porch, the small box of supplies feeling heavier than it was. She’d knocked and taken a step back. Her work from the clinic just an hour ago played in her mind; the lockers had been unusually bare for a morning with the prescriptions all picked up. Baxter, his own duties in the lab complete for the moment, had dismissed her with a tired wave. "Go on. I've got the watch here. Eden's quiet for now. Use the time." The unexpected free time felt weird, and the first thought that had filled it was the image of Seviathan, broken by his wife's grave. A visit (however awkward) felt like the only place to start.

The door creaked open a few inches, breaking her reverie. A single, bloodshot eye peered through the crack, surrounded by the shadowed, unkempt mess of Seviathan’s face. The eye blinked, recognition dawning, and the door swung open fully.

He looked… present, at least. He was clean, having clearly washed the grave-dirt from his hands and face, but still had a deadpanned expression. His clothes were rumpled, his hair was a mess, and the overwhelming exhaustion in his posture made him seem smaller, as if grief was physically compressing him. It was an improvement from the catatonic wreck of yesterday, but a functioning depression is better over a paralyzing one.

"Charlie," his voice is a gravelly whisper.

"Hey Sev," she greeted softly. She held out the box. "Next week's supplies started to be distributed for everyone. I was at the clinic and… thought I'd bring yours by. Save you the trip."

His eyes dropped to the box. He reached out and took it from her, his movements slow. "Oh. Right. The distribution…" He stared at the contents; cans, packets of dried goods, a small bag of rice. "This… this was always Yidhra's chore. She'd pick it up after school, since the distribution point is right there…" His voice trailed off. He swallowed hard, his Adam's apple bobbing. "Thanks," he managed.

"I also… I wanted to come by. Check on you," Charlie added, her hands now empty, she shoved them into her pockets. "Make sure you're getting by okay."

Seviathan held the box, his gaze fixed on it as if it contained all the shattered pieces of his old life. He was silent for a long moment.

"I could just lie," he started, not looking up. "I could tell you I'm fine and that I just want to be alone." He finally lifted his eyes to meet hers. "But I'm not. I'm not fine. So… you might as well come in." He shifted the box in his arms, a gesture of weary invitation. "And… thank you. For the food."

He turned and walked back into the dim interior of the house, leaving the door open behind him. Taking a steadying breath, Charlie followed him inside and noticed the living space was clean and presentable. Kind of surprising from a lone man trying to keep a grip on things through routine. There were no dishes in the sink, no clutter on the coffee table.

Charlie’s eyes scanned the room, her gaze inevitably drawn to the small, colorful toys tucked neatly into a basket in the corner. "Where's Joaquin?" she asked..

"School," Seviathan replied, he set the box down on the kitchen countertop with a dull thud, his shoulders slumping. He braced his hands on the counter, head bowed.

Charlie hesitated, then took a seat on the edge of the sofa. "And... does he...?" she began, but couldn't find the right words to finish the question.

Seviathan let out a long, shaky breath, understanding what she couldn't ask. He didn't turn around. "I told him. Last night. I sat him down and I told him that Mommy... that Mommy is gone. That she's not coming back."

He pushed off the counter and turned to face her. "He's two, Charlie. He doesn't get 'gone'. He asked if she was at the school. He asked if we could go get her. This morning, he packed his little backpack with her favorite hairbrush and one of his picture books, saying we needed to bring it to her." Seviathan’s voice cracked, and he looked away, swiping roughly at his eyes with the back of his hand. "He doesn't understand. He just knows his mom isn't here, and it's my job to fix it, and I can't."

Charlie stayed quiet. She knew there were no words that could lift this, her only role was to bear witness.

Seviathan finally pushed himself away from the counter and moved to the sofa, sinking down heavily beside her. The cushions dipped, and for a moment, they just sat in the suffocating silence. He turned his head to look at her, his eyes searching hers.

"Is this…" he began with a hoarse whisper. "Is this how it felt?"

Charlie met his gaze. "How what felt, Sev?"

"A decade ago," he clarified, his eyes drifting to some middle distance. "After your mom passed. I… I didn't get it. I saw you going through all these… these waves of emotions. The sadness, sure. But the anger. I never understood where all that anger was coming from." His eyes snapped back to hers. "Is that how painful it feels? Like you're so full of rage you might just… break the world?"

Charlie’s breath hitched. She saw it all again; the sterile hospital room, the hidden diagnosis, the feeling of being the last to know, the betrayal that festered alongside her grief. She saw a younger Seviathan, trying to hold and comfort her, and her own younger self, a whirlwind of fury pushing him away, pushing everyone away, until that final, explosive argument in their moonlit apartment that ended with him walking out for good.

"It was… different," Charlie said slowly, choosing her words with care. "For me, the anger… it was most of what I felt. Because they hid it from me, Sev. My dad and my mom… they knew she was sick for a long, long time. They decided I didn't need to know until it was too late." She let out a slow, shaky breath. "So when she was gone, I was grieving all the time I thought we had, all the conversations we never got to have. I was so, so angry at them for stealing that from us."

She turned slightly on the couch to face him more fully. "What about you? Are you… angry?"

Seviathan considered this, his gaze dropping to his own hands, clenched in his lap. He seemed to be turning the concept over.

"No," the word felt flat. "I just feel… empty.”

“... why?”

“Who would I even be angry at? Helsa?" He let out a short, hollow laugh. "She's dead. You made sure of that. And I can't... I can't even be angry at her. She was my sister. And now she's just... a thing that happened."

He looked at Charlie with his wide eyes in haunted confusion. "How does that happen, Charlie? How does the person you grew up with... how does that person become the one who... who..." He couldn't say it. His throat worked soundlessly for a moment before he forced the words out in a strained whisper. "...who murders your wife? The mother of your child? It doesn't feel real."

He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, and buried his face in his hands. His voice was muffled. "My parents are gone. Helsa's gone. Yidhra... Yidhra's gone. It's just me and Joaquin now…"

Without thinking, Charlie reached out and placed a hand on his back, feeling the tense muscles beneath his shirt. He flinched at the contact but didn't pull away.

"Sev," her voice is soft. "You have me."

He lifted his head from his hands, turning to look at her skeptically. "Charlie, you don't have to—"

"I'm not just saying it," she interrupted, her gaze steady. "I know I can't... I can't replace what you've lost. No one can." She swallowed. "But you're not alone in this. You have me. I'm here. And I can help you with Joaquin."

A flicker of something (a desperate hope) crossed his face. "How?"

"However you need," Charlie said. "Me or Vaggie can watch him when you need a minute to just... breathe. Or when you need to fall apart without him seeing. I can help explain things to him in a way a two-year-old might grasp, over and over again, for as long as it takes. I can be the other adult in the room when it all feels like too much. I can make sure he's fed and safe when you can't find the strength to get off this couch."

She squeezed his shoulder gently. "As a friend… let me help you."

For a long moment, Seviathan just stared at her, as if trying to process this simple, tangible offer of support in a world that had just become abstract and monstrous.

He was quiet for so long that Charlie began to worry she’d overstepped. Then, he spoke slowly, "You make it sound like I'm about to die soon."

Charlie’s eyes widened, a defensive flush rising to her cheeks. "What? No, Sev, that's not— that's not what I meant at all. It's about surviving this and not... not giving up."

He let out a soft, unexpected breath of air. It wasn't quite a laugh, but it was the closest thing to one she’d heard from him since it happened.

"I didn't expect you to say something like that," he murmured. "The Charlie I remember would have just... I don't know, gotten angry on my behalf."


Vaggie spent the morning on the floor with Maggie, building block towers just to delight in the baby’s gummy smile as she toppled them.

But a quick knock at the door around midday. It was one of the security, breathless and apologetic. They were critically short-handed for a sweep of the west gate initiated by Cherri. Her experience was needed.

Vaggie’s first instinct was a no. She looked at Maggie, babbling on a blanket. But the runner’s exhausted, pleading face was a mirror of the community’s strain. Charlie was already buried in the clinic. The safety of the walls was what made mornings like this possible.

With a heavy sigh, she nodded. “Give me fifteen minutes.”

Now, standing at the steps of Eden’s schoolhouse. She held Maggie a little tighter, inhaling the sweet, clean scent of her hair before pushing the door open.

The inside is the happy shrieks of children with a teacher leading a group in a song about the alphabet. One of the caregivers, a kind-eyed woman named Sarah, spotted her and came over, her smile warm but curious.

“Valeria! Good afternoon. We didn’t expect to see Maggie so soon,” she said, her tone gentle.

Vaggie forced a smile, handing over the diaper bag. “I know. Something came up. Security’s stretched thin, they need an extra set of eyes on the east perimeter. And Charlie… well, Charlie has her hands full with everything else.”

Sarah’s expression softened with immediate understanding. “Say no more. We’re all pitching in where we can. Don’t you worry one bit. She’ll be perfectly safe and happy here with us.” She reached out and took Maggie, who went willingly, clutching a corner of Sarah’s shirt.

“Thank you,” Vaggie. She leaned in, pressing one last, lingering kiss to Maggie’s forehead, breathing her in. “Be good for Miss Sarah, my love.”

She turned and walked out before the lump in her throat could win, the sound of her daughter’s coos following her into the quiet street. The door clicked shut, muting the noise. She stood for a moment on the sidewalk, fists clenched, wrestling down the surge of guilt.

That’s when she saw her.

Leaning against the fence post of a house across the street was Lute. She was clean, a state so foreign to her that Vaggie almost didn’t recognize her. The grime was gone from her face and her distinctive long white hair, which was now cut into a sharp, clean bob that accentuated the harsh lines of her face. She wore the standard dark green pants and a grey t-shirt while not new, were intact and clean. She looked… presentable. Human. It was deeply unsettling.

Lute wasn’t looking at her; she seemed to be staring into the middle distance, her one arm crossed over her chest. But she was positioned directly on the path Vaggie needed to take toward the police station for her briefing.

Every protective instinct flared. Vaggie crossed the street in quick, angry strides, her boots slapping hard against the pavement.

“Are you stalking me?” she demanded.

Lute’s head turned slowly. She gave a short, derisive snort. “Please. I’m on my way to the police station for my guard assignment or whatever. I just happened to be passing by.” Her eyes drifted past Vaggie toward the school, and a faint, almost imperceptible frown appeared. “Didn’t expect to see you dropping off a kid, is all.”

Vaggie’s blood ran cold. The idea of Lute even knowing about Maggie felt like a violation. “That is none of your business,” she hissed, stepping closer, invading Lute’s space. “You being here, in Eden, doesn’t make us friends. It doesn’t make us anything. I still don’t give a single shit about you.”

“I never expected we would be,” Lute replied flatly, her gaze meeting Vaggie’s without fear. It was the same resigned acceptance from the pharmacy.

It fueled Vaggie’s rage. She leaned in even closer, her voice dropping to a venomous whisper meant for Lute’s ears alone. “Listen to me, and listen good. If I ever see you near Charlie, or near my child, I will personally deal with you. I don’t fucking care what the council says or what the rules are. I will end you. Do you understand me?”

Lute held her stare for a long moment. Then, her head tilted slightly. “Does that include,” she asked, her tone dangerously neutral, “if either of them is in trouble?”

The question was so pragmatic with no malice that it momentarily threw Vaggie. It was the question of a soldier assessing a tactical parameter, not a threat. It made it worse.

Vaggie’s lips curled into a bitter scowl. “As if you’d ever help anyone,” she spat. “All you’ve ever helped was yourself.”

She didn’t wait for a reply. She didn’t need to hear another hollow justification or see that infuriatingly blank acceptance. Spinning on her heel, Vaggie stalked away. She didn't look back, but the image was already seared into her mind: Lute’s face, that carefully constructed mask of emptiness finally cracking with a genuine, startled expression that was gone the instant Vaggie turned.

It meant nothing, Vaggie told herself.


The heavy oak door swung inward with a soft creak. Peter stepped inside, the sound of his own footsteps echoing in the unnervingly quiet foyer.

"Sera? Emily?" he called out, his voice bouncing off the high ceilings. "I was told both of you were in here."

Silence.

He stood still for a moment in the hallway, listening. The usual low hum of activity was absent. The building felt hollow, abandoned. A prickle of unease ran down his spine.

"Hello?" he tried again.

Still no response. He moved further in, his boots sounding too loud on the polished floor. The ground floor appeared empty. His gaze drifted towards the staircase. Swallowing his apprehension, he started up the steps, the old wood groaning under his weight.

"Sera? Emily?" he called, his voice rising with each step. "People are worried about you... The community needs to see its leaders."

Reaching the top of the stairs, he finally heard it—the low, indistinct murmur of voices coming from the lounge at the end of the hallway. He approached the closed door, hesitated for a second, then knocked softly before pushing it open.

Sera stood with her back to the door, staring out the large window at the quiet streets of Eden below, her posture rigid. Emily was slumped in a loveseat, her face buried in her hands, fingers rubbing slow circles at her temples as if trying to ease off a migraine.

Both women looked up as he entered. Emily’s expression was weary, Sera’s was unreadable.

"Peter," Emily started, her voice thin. "I'm sorry, we were just—"

"You didn't interrupt anything important," Sera cut in, her voice flat. She didn't turn from the window. "Nothing we were discussing mattered anyway."


Cherri stood before the assembled crowd of armed security and runners inside the North Gate, her fire axe resting on her shoulder. Behind her, just beyond the gate, a single infected hand slapped and scraped against the barrier.

"As you can see behind me," Cherri began, "our little gunplay yesterday has drawn quite a bit of attention our way. We've got twice as many roamers surrounding this place as we usually do, and they all decided to show up for the party today. So, we're going to clean them off."

She paused, letting her gaze sweep over the tense faces. "Since guns are what drew them here, we're not using them. Hack into their heads, bash their skulls in, whatever you have to do, but do it quietly and quickly. There's more here by the minute. We want to do this in waves, clean it off now, maybe again tomorrow if it needs it. If you miss one, move on. Just stay alert and keep moving. No matter what, until the area is cleared... keep moving. Don't lose sight of how dangerous it is out there."

She gestured with her free hand. "I'll take one team left, and another team will go right as we move along the wall. Each team will leave people behind, every fifty feet or so, to stand watch and keep the path back to the gate clear. When we meet at the back wall, we're finished, and we hightail it back to the gate. Understood?"

A low, collective murmur of affirmation rippled through the crowd.

"Okay then," Cherri said, turning to face the gate. "Open her up."

Angel and Vaggie, positioned at the heavy bar, heaved. The gate slid sideways with a grinding groan. As the opening widened, the lone infected that had been pawing at the wood stumbled through, its milky eyes fixing on Cherri.

"LET'S MOVE!" Cherri roared. In one fluid motion, she swung her axe down in a brutal arc, burying it in the creature's skull with a sickening crack. It dropped instantly.


Peter stepped fully into the room and closed the door behind him. He looked between the two women, the heart of Eden's leadership, and saw only defeat.

"Is it true?" he asked, getting straight to the point. "Did you put Charlie in charge?"

Emily straightened up slightly, "Head of Security." she corrected him.

Sera finally turned from the window. Her eyes shadowed. "It doesn't matter what title we give her," her gaze boring into Peter. "Does it?"

Peter was taken aback by the sheer bitterness in her tone. "What do you mean it doesn't matter? Of course it matters who's leading—"

"Three lives, Peter," Sera interrupted. "Three lives are lost. Two of them happened right here, inside our walls, by our own people. Eden is a sham. There is no peace here. There never was. We're no better than the chaos outside these walls."

The venom in her words stunned him into silence for a moment. He'd never heard Sera, the pillar of rational order, sound so broken.

"Why does it matter to you who's taking the lead?" she continued, her eyes glinting with a cold light. "It's clear now. Lucifer's the one who will stand a chance, alongside his daughter. They have the stomach for this world. We clearly do not."


The first group surged out behind Cherri, fanning out to meet the small cluster of shambling figures drawn by the noise. Angel fell into step beside Cherri, his own crowbar making short work of a straggler.

"Damn it," he grunted, yanking his weapon free. "There's more than we thought!"

Meanwhile, on the other side of the gate, Vaggie's group emerged. She dispatched a nearby infected with a sharp thrust of her spear, then turned to Lute, who stood with a hatchet in her single hand. "You," Vaggie commanded. "Stay here, back to the wall. Keep an eye out."

"Um, Vaggie…” Andrew pointed with a trembling hand. “Look..."

They all turned. From a side street, a dozen of infected were shambling towards them, their collective groans forming a low, hungry chorus.

Vaggie cursed. "Mierda..."


Peter shook his head. "Maybe you're right. Maybe you're right about Lucifer and Charlie." He took a step forward. "Charlie and her crew... they've been through hell and back. I heard Husk took out those bandits from the bell tower yesterday. The Runners look up to Angel. Pentious took over maintenance without a fuss after Seviathan... well, after. And Cherri Bomb? She's running security after Husk like she was born for it." He spread his hands. "I don't know, Sera. Maybe they do know better than us. It just... it just took me by surprise that the council isn't keeping up with the community anymore."

He met her gaze squarely. "But don't you dare call this community a sham." His voice softened. "Try leaving for a while, Sera. Go out there, into the real hell, and then come back here. This place... it's a shining beacon of hope in the middle of a damn wasteland. I agree, it's not without its flaws. God knows it isn't. But it's not time to give up."

Peter then looked at both women, his expression resolute. "In fact, I came here to tell both of you that I'm disbanding the recruiters for good."

That finally broke through their despair. Both Sera and Emily stared at him, their faces a mirror of identical, stunned surprise.

"You're... what?" Emily breathed, her hands falling to her lap.


The fight was intensifying with Cherri's group. "We've got to time this so we get back to the back wall the same time as the other group!" Cherri yelled over the guttural moans. "I don't know how many are back there, and I don't want them up against it alone! Angie, stay here and keep our path clear! The rest of you, follow me!"


"We've talked about it, remember? A time when there would be no one left to recruit. That time is now."

Peter paced a few steps in front of them, running a hand through his hair. "We lucked out with Charlie's group. We got incredibly lucky with Lute, given the circumstances. But have you actually stopped to think about the odds of finding another group like that again? It's a goddamn miracle. What's more likely? That we'll find another band of competent, mostly sane survivors? Or that we'll find someone crazy, or just plain dangerous?"

He stopped and looked at them, his expression pained. "I did the best job I could out there, judging people. But what if I'm wrong? What if I accidentally let a group like the one that just attacked us in? Or worse, what if Charlie had been different? What if she'd been someone who wanted to be a leader, but the council wasn't willing to give up the privilege? She could have taken this place by force with the people she brought. We got the best-case scenario in a world of worst-case scenarios. I'm not rolling those dice again."


"We're almost to the back wall, keep moving!" Vaggie shouted, her spear a blur as she jabbed and thrust. They rounded a corner, cutting down two more stragglers. Ahead was another blind turn.


"But what about our community? We need more people to help us run it, to help us expand—"

"Expand?" Peter cut her off, baffled. "Sera, what’s the point? Look around! We have enough space here to keep this place going for decades. There are more than enough empty houses right here in this safe-zone for people to live in. We don't need to expand. We need to consolidate."

He took a deep breath, trying to steady himself. "Vaggie suggested it to me... she said we need to change the way we do things. Stop looking outward and start looking inward. Start being more careful. The cities are overrun. The chances of finding friendly faces are slim to none, and the chances of running into a horde or a hostile group are higher than ever. I'm not risking myself or any of the other recruiters out there anymore. It's suicide."

Sera was quiet, just shaking her head slowly, her gaze distant and unfocused. The defeat in her posture was absolute.

Peter watched her, his frustration mounting. "Sera… what is wrong with you?"

That seemed to be the final straw. Sera’s head snapped up that made Peter take an involuntary step back.

"What's wrong with me?" her voice cracking. "What's wrong is that I have spent months building a lie! I convinced myself, I convinced all of you, that we were building something civilized! But it was all just a stack of cards, and it took one mentally unstable woman with a knife and Lucifer’s daughter with a gun to blow it all down!"


"Another corner, you guys ready?" Vaggie called, her chest heaving.

A series of nods answered her.

"NOW!" Vaggie sprinted ahead, rounding the corner with her spear leveled. But instead of a horde, she found only a lone zombie... and Cherri's group emerging from the opposite direction. The two teams had linked up at the back wall.

Vaggie used the butt of her spear to shove the lone infected back, pinning it against the wall. "You calling the last one, Cherri?"

"Called," Cherri replied, stepping forward and ending the creature with a brutal swing of her axe.


She was breathing heavily, her fists clenched at her sides. Then, as quickly as it had ignited, the fire in her eyes guttered out, leaving only ashes. Her shoulders slumped, the fight draining from her completely. She looked from Peter’s shocked face to Emily’s worried one, and a wave of shame seemed to wash over her.

She let out a shuddering breath, her gaze dropping to the floor. "I'm... I'm sorry, Peter. That was uncalled for."

She walked slowly back to the window, leaning her forehead against the cool glass.

"My husband... my children..." she began quietly. "They were taken by the infected back then. It was... absolutely horrible." She closed her eyes. "Ever since then, it never once crossed my mind that the real, lasting danger... would be us."


A sudden, heavy silence fell, broken only by the ragged panting of the survivors. The immediate area was clear.

"Okay," Cherri said, leaning on her axe handle. "So that wasn't so bad. We'll give it a day or two and then we'll probably have to do this again. It's not going to be an easy week or so coming up... but as long as we stay on top of it, should be manageable."

Andrew wiped his brow with a shaking hand, his face pale. "This is goddamn nerve-wracking is what it is. I can't stand this. It's much better when you can just avoid them. I hate killing them."

His words hung, a sentiment everyone felt but few voiced.


She turned to face them, and for the first time, Peter saw not the unflappable leader, but a terrified woman. "I'm scared," she admitted. "For the first time since Emily and I got here, I am truly, deeply terrified. I'm terrified of what's out there. I'm terrified of what's coming. I'm terrified of what's not coming." She wrapped her arms around herself. "It never occurred to me how completely insecure we really are."

She met Peter's eyes. "I'm scared of dying, Peter. I’m scared."

A heavy silence filled the room. Emily had tears in her eyes, and Peter felt his own anger and frustration dissolve into a shared understanding.


Then, a new sound cut through the quiet.

A single, sharp crack of a rifle shot from the direction of the West Gate.

Cherri's head snapped up. "Was that—"

"Warning shot!” Vaggie finished for her, her blood running cold. “It's Husk!"

"Split up!" Cherri barked, all casualness gone. "We meet back at the West Gate! Gather your people! MOVE!"

The unified group fractured instantly, each team turning to retrace their path along the wall at a dead run.


Before anyone could form a response, a single, sharp CRACK! echoed from somewhere outside.

All three of them startled.

Emily jumped to her feet. "What was that?!"

Sera’s head tilted. "A gunshot. Some kind of rifle," she identified. She pressed her forehead back against the glass, trying to pinpoint the direction. "Christ... what now?”


Charlie and Seviathan break into a sprint down the sidewalk towards the West Gate.

"Sev, we've got to get to the gate and find out what's going on!" Charlie yelled as they ran.

They passed a young mother frantically trying to turn a stroller around. Charlie shouted to her without breaking stride, "Get your child inside, miss!"


Vaggie's group sprinted back along their cleared path. They found Lute and John exactly where they'd been left, standing back-to-back and having just put down a few stragglers that had wandered into the kill zone.

Vaggie skidded to a halt, her chest burning. "What's going on?!"

John didn't even look at her, his eyes scanning the street ahead as he slammed the baseball bat into an approaching infected's face. "Don't know. There've been a few of them coming at us since we stopped in our positions. Nothing we can't handle. I figured someone on the other side got swarmed and had to use a gun."

"No," Vaggie snapped. "It's worse than that. That was a high-powered rifle. A warning shot from Husk. Come on!" She didn't wait for a response, already turning and gesturing for her group to follow her at a run back towards the heart of Eden.

Ahead, Cherri's group converged with theirs. Cherri barely broke stride as she passed Angel, who was finishing off a straggler near his post. "We're done here! Get to the west gate!" she yelled.

The two teams, now one large, armed group, sprinted down the main street. They rounded the final corner, the West Gate coming into view. But as they did, their forward momentum faltered, then stopped dead.

They stood in a stunned, silent line, staring beyond the cityscape.

The street, which had been clear just hours before, was now a shifting, groaning mass of bodies. Dozens, maybe a hundred or more infected, shambled relentlessly towards Eden's walls.

Cherri stared, her fire axe hanging loosely at her side. The word was a low, disbelieving exhale.

"Fuck me.”

Notes:

i might go back to slow updates by the following days as things go rough irl with the hospitalization and stuff. i cant go on detail as its extremely personal. i hope you understand
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back to the fic, there are three (or four?) chapters left in this volume wee

Chapter 44: Splinter (pt. 1)

Summary:

Charlie, Vaggie, and the others devise a plan to take care of a massive herd.

Notes:

im gonna warn you that this and next chapter are gonna be *long* af, so prepare ur eyes.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

"It's a fucking herd!!” Angel’s voice is high with panic. “Get your asses to the gate before they block our way!"

The group surged forward as one, a frantic stampede toward the narrowing gap of safety. Vaggie was the first to reach the heavy gate, throwing her weight against it. "Come on! Hurry!!" she screamed, the metal groaning as she fought to widen the opening.

Cherri, a few paces back, buried her axe in the skull of a shambler that got too close. "Get that damn gate open!" she roared.

Lute, John, and Andrew slammed into the gate beside Vaggie, adding their strength. Muscles strained, boots scrabbled for purchase on the dirt. Vaggie risked a glance over her shoulder. The tide of dead was closing in, a wall of rotting flesh and hungry moans. The rest of the security team formed a desperate, rearguard line, weapons rising and falling in a grim rhythm.

"They're on top of us!" Vaggie yelled, her voice cracking with the effort.

One of the younger runners stayed back, fending off two infected with a tire iron. "Go on!" he shouted.

The group began to pour through the narrow opening. Lute was the last to cross the threshold. She spun, her eyes locking onto the young runner who was now completely surrounded. "Kid, hurry up! Get in here!" she yelled.

It was too late. As the runner turned to make his final dash, a decaying hand shot out, clamping onto his shoulder. Another, faster than the rest, lunged and sank its teeth deep into the side of his neck with a wet, tearing sound.

Angel screamed, "Don't close the gate!"

The runner let out a guttural, pained roar. "Fucker!" He somehow ripped himself free, stumbling through the gate opening before collapsing to his knees, both hands clutching the pumping wound on his neck. A single infected, missing its legs, crawled after him, dragging itself over the threshold before anyone could react.

As Angel, Cherri, Andrew, and Vaggie threw their weight against the gate again, trying to shut it against the pressing horde, the crawler grabbed the dying runner's ankle.

"Get the chain! We have to lock this down!" Vaggie barked.

John hefted his axe and brought it down on the crawler's back with a sickening crunch. Lute, moving in sync, dropped to one knee, grabbed the twitching creature by its ragged shirt, and with a grunt of effort, hauled it fully inside. John brought his axe down once more, silencing it for good. The moment the body cleared the opening, the combined strength of the team finally slammed the heavy gate shut with a resonant BOOM. The thick chain was threaded through and secured with a loud clank.

The sudden silence inside the walls was deafening, broken only by ragged panting and a low, wet gurgle.

Andrew stared down at the runner on the ground, his face a mask of horror. "Oh my god..."

The runner was convulsing slightly, his hands, now slick and red, trying in vain to stem the catastrophic flow of blood. His eyes were wide, pupils dilated with sheer terror. "I don't want to die!" he choked out, blood bubbling on his lips. "Oh god— I don't—"

The other survivors could only watch, frozen, weapons hanging uselessly at their sides. One of the other runners let out a choked sob. "What do we do?"

No one answered.

Lute stood over the dying man. Her bloody hatchet was still in her hand. She took a slow step forward. The runner's bloodshot eyes met hers. Then, she swiftly swung the hatchet down. The blade sank into the young man's forehead with a thud. His body went instantly still.

The silence that followed was heavier than the gate itself.

Lute wrenched her hatchet free. She didn't look at anyone as she turned and walked away from the scene, her shoulders set in a rigid line. A low mutter, meant for no one but herself and the dead, escaped her lips.

"We don't have time for this shit."

At that exact moment, Charlie and Seviathan rounded the corner. They skidded to a halt, taking in the bloody scene: the secured gate, the two corpses on the ground, the stunned and horrified faces of the survivors, and Lute walking away with a bloody hatchet in her hand.

Charlie's eyes went from the dead runner to Lute's retreating back. "Oh, Christ…”

Charlie’s gaze swept over the shell-shocked faces of the security team and runners. They were all looking at her, waiting for an order.

She swallowed hard. "Okay... Just... we need to secure the gate. Chain it up on both sides, use whatever extra chain we have. Make sure it's secure." Her eyes darted to the hulking shape of a military truck parked near the police station. "And then move the military truck in front of it. We need to block their view inside. If they see us, it might whip them up into a frenzy, and with that many... I don't want to think about what could happen."

The orders broke the paralysis. The group sprang into motion, some heading for the chain, others for the truck.

As the activity resumed, Vaggie’s single eye tracked beyond Charlie, locking onto a retreating silhouette. Lute was drifting away from the scene.

Rage boiled up in Vaggie’s chest. She broke into a run, her boots pounding against the pavement.

"Lauren!" she shouted. "Don't you fucking walk away from this!"

Lute stopped. She didn't turn fully, but her head tilted slightly.

Vaggie caught up, her chest heaving, not from the run but from the fury. "I can't believe you just... you just killed a kid like that! What the fuck is wrong with you?!"

Lute finally turned to face her. "That kid was bitten. He was dying. In agony. Since no one else was bothering to put him out of his misery, I did it. For him. For everyone." Her voice dropped, becoming quieter. "Do you think this is easy for me?”

“Don’t give me that shit. We both know how easy it is for you to kill anything. You’re pretty much used to it anyway.”

Lute’s lips pressed into a thin line. She gave a single, slow shake of her head, as if Vaggie had missed the point. The exhaustion in her eyes seemed to deepen. “I have business to take care of,” she said.

Then she turned and walked away, leaving Vaggie standing alone.

Vaggie let out a long frustrated sigh, the fight draining out of her as she watched Lute’s retreating back. The familiar hatred was still there like a cold stone in her gut, but it was overshadowed by something else.

She turned her back on Lute. Her gaze found Charlie, who was still directing the security and runners. That was where she needed to be. Not chasing ghosts and re-litigating old wars. Her place was right there, beside her wife.

Vaggie crossed the distance quickly, coming to stand just behind Charlie’s shoulder. She didn't need to say anything. Charlie, sensing her, glanced back, and a fraction of the tension in her jaw eased.


The weak, orange light of dusk filtered through the stained-glass windows of the cathedral, painting the anxious faces of the assembled community. The entire population of Eden was packed into the pews, a sea of fearful whispers and wide eyes. At the front, Lucifer stood with Charlie and Vaggie flanking him, while Sera and Emily stood a pace behind.

A man near the front stood up. "What the hell are we going to do?!"

Lucifer raised his hands. "I must ask you all to remain calm. You've got every right to be worried, but I've called this meeting for everyone in Eden to discuss what we're going to do in a calm and civil way. There's no need to panic." He glanced at Vaggie and gave a subtle nod.

Vaggie stepped forward, her single eye scanning the crowd. "The first thing we need to do is keep as quiet as possible, starting now," she began. "We've already seen that herd is moving around the perimeter of the walls. They'll have us surrounded soon... and more are arriving every minute, coming from all directions." She sighed. "Listen, this is bad, really bad. I'm not trying to hide that, but I know we can get through this, and we will. We just need to be smart about it."

A mother near the middle, clutching a toddler to her chest, called out, "What about food? The crops aren't ready for harvest for a long while… and if we're trapped here, we're not going to be able to go out and gather more. What do we do if we run out?"

From within the crowd, Andrew stood. "We've got enough food to last us for a few months, and if we start rationing now, it'll be longer than that. We should be okay."

Vaggie gave a firm nod. "Andrew's right. For now, at least, food is not an issue."

Lucifer took over again. "Our main concern is keeping the gates up, including the makeshift walls by the northwest corner that the maintenance team have kept up for months. As long as they hold, we'll be safe here and we'll have plenty of time to figure out how we're going to get rid of all the roamers gathering around us." His gaze found Seviathan, who was standing near the side aisle with his son. "Seviathan, gather your crew and split them into teams. We'd like them to walk the perimeter of the walls and search for any weak spots. If they find any, we need to get those reinforced immediately. Have everyone do a couple passes. We want to make sure there's no chance of any of those panels and gates coming down."

Seviathan gave an acknowledging nod, the first sign of engagement they'd seen from him since the funeral.

Lucifer then looked back at Vaggie. "I'd like you to organize and schedule a night-watchman program. We're going to need to have a few people keeping an eye on things at all times. We don't want any surprises with this much danger on our doorstep. We all need to be prepared for whatever comes. To that end, we should probably station some people on roofs at each corner of our wall line, so we can keep an eye on the roamer activity on the other side of the wall."

All eyes then turned to Charlie. She took a half-step forward, her hands clasped tightly in front of her. "Also," she addressed the crowd, "it's for the best to lift the no-armed weapons rule in Eden, meaning we're opening up the armory. We want everyone to be able to protect themselves in a worst-case scenario situation. So stock up, grab whatever you're comfortable with." She held up a cautioning hand. "This isn't mandatory, so if you're not comfortable with a gun, please don't take one. The last thing we want is an accident, and we don't need to draw more of those things to us with accidental gunfire. We're going to be working out how best to get these things away from us. All I ask is your continued caution and calm as we deal with this situation."

A heavy, contemplative silence fell over the cathedral. Lucifer clapped his hands together once. "That is all, everyone. Thank you for your time."

The meeting ended with a low, anxious murmur as the crowd slowly began to disperse. Families huddled together, and conversations were hushed as people filed out of the cathedral's heavy doors.

Charlie watched them go, her own shoulders tight with the strain of maintaining a confident front. She saw Lucifer turn to Sera, his composed mask slipping the moment the majority of the crowd was out of earshot. He let out a long, weary exhale, running a hand through his hair.

"Did you get a read on the crowd, Sera?" he asked in concern. "I'm worried this might be too much for them to handle. I don't want people to panic..."

Charlie knew she should stay and lend her voice to the council's debrief, but the thought of dissecting the fear in everyone's eyes was exhausting. She decided to give them their space and take a step back from the huddle.

It was then that a familiar, syrupy voice from the side aisle.

"Charlie, my dear! A moment of your time?"

She turned to see Alastor leaning against a pew, a casual posture that couldn't quite hide the rigid brace wrapped around his leg from thigh to shin. It had been a few days since she'd last seen him, and he was still in pain from his bad leg.

She walked over to him, grateful for the distraction. "Alastor. You're looking... better."

"Ah, the miracles of medicine and a stubborn constitution," he waves a dismissive hand. "Though this accessory is rather cumbersome. It puts a damper for dramatic entrances."

"What brings you here?" Charlie asked, genuinely curious. He hadn't struck her as the type for community meetings.

"A desire to be informed, of course!" Alastor's smile was all teeth. "I couldn't help but notice that with all the recent... excitement... our dear recruiters seem to have been permanently grounded. A shame. It means my little radio broadcasts have gone silent. Our listeners must be so dreadfully bored."

Charlie sighed. "Recruiting is the last thing on anyone's mind right now, Alastor."

"Indeed. So, what is a man of my particular talents to do?" he mused, tapping a finger on his chin. "I suppose I could take a more... sedentary role. Stay home, tend to my recovery. Or perhaps Valeria will deem me fit for a night-watch crew. I do have excellent hearing."

The thought of Alastor on a quiet night watch, listening to the groans of the dead beyond the walls, was fitting.

"Speaking of those left to their own devices," Alastor continued, his head tilting, "has any thought been given to our big friend? Husker is rather stuck in his aerie, isn't he? All alone with his thoughts and his rifle."

Charlie blinked, surprised. "How do you know that?"

A sly grin spread across Alastor's face. "Why, Niffty tells me everything. She's been keeping me apprised of all the little shenanigans happening in our community. She mentioned the good bartender hasn't come down from his perch since the herd arrived. Quite the dedicated sentry."

Charlie felt a pang of guilt, but it was quickly overshadowed by the mountain of more immediate concerns. "I know," she admitted, her voice softening. "And I feel for him. But right now, Husk is very well may be in the safest place among us. With everything happening down here, getting him out... it's just not the priority right now."

Alastor's smile didn't falter. "Of course, of course. Priorities. Well then, I shan't keep you from yours, my dear. Do give my best to your wife."

With a nod, Alastor pushed himself off the pew and began a slow walk toward the cathedral exit. Charlie watched him go. His concern for Husk felt genuine, but with Alastor, there was always an ulterior motive beneath the pleasantries. What was his angle? To sow discontent? To position himself as more informed than the council?

Her thoughts were interrupted as Vaggie approached. "Cherri and I are heading to the armory to start distributing the weapons," her single eye scanning Charlie's face. "What's your plan?"

Charlie's gaze drifted back to the altar. Her father was still deep in conversation with Sera and Emily. Before she could decide whether to join them, Peter broke away from the council and made a beeline for her.

"Charlie," his voice is low and earnest. "I know you've got a million things to handle. But if you need help planning for... that," he gestured vaguely in the direction of the walls, indicating the horde, "I have an idea. Something that might help us thin their numbers without wasting ammo or risking lives in open combat."

Charlie's interest was piqued. Peter's optimism could be grating at times, but his survival instincts were on par unlike others in Eden. "I'm willing to hear it," she replied.

Vaggie gave a curt nod, understanding the dismissal. "Alright. I'll handle the armory. You two... figure out how to save our asses." She turned to go, but Charlie's hand shot out, catching hers. Their fingers laced together for a brief, tight squeeze. Then Vaggie was striding away.

"Let's talk somewhere quieter," Charlie told Peter, leading him away from the lingering stragglers in the cathedral and out into the dimming evening. "What's this idea of yours?"

Peter fell into step beside her, his energy seeming to return now that he had a purpose. "There's a storm drain system that runs under D.C., just a few blocks east of the main herd's position. The entrance is partially collapsed, but it's still accessible. If we could lure a large portion of them into that area... we could trigger a bigger collapse. Trap them, or at least bottleneck them so badly that clearing them out becomes a controlled process instead of a chaotic fight."

Charlie slowed, considering. It was risky. It required exact timing and a dedicated team to act as bait. But it was also clever, using the environment as a weapon…

"Tell me more," she said, her mind already racing through the logistics. "Show me on a map."


Charlie found herself following Peter to Sera and Emily's house. "Emily won't mind," Peter answered her unspoken question as he headed straight for the lounge room. "We need a specific map. I know I've seen it here."

The floor-to-ceiling bookcase that dominated one wall is what held Peter's attention. He scanned the titles, his finger tracing the spines.

Charlie watched him, her arms crossed. "You seem to know your way around this place."

"Comes and goes," Peter didn't look away from the books. "Emily's good company. Lets me read." He paused on a thick, bound volume and pulled it out with a soft grunt of effort. "Ah, here we go."

He handed the book to Charlie. The cover was heavy cardstock, slightly faded. District of Columbia Zoning Compliance & Municipal Infrastructure, 2009-2012. Charlie raised an eyebrow. "Zoning compliance?"

"Yeah, it's boring as it sounds, but…" Peter trails off, taking it back and flipping through the pages. They were filled with dense text, diagrams, and fold-out maps. He stopped on a large, detailed schematic of the city's underbelly. "See? The storm drain and sewer system. This is what I was talking about."

He spread the book open on a nearby coffee table, pointing to a network of tunnels east of their position. "This main conduit is huge. Big enough to drive a truck through. But the access points here, and here," he tapped two spots on the map by the east point somewhere in between Eden and the Charlie Safe-Zone, "are noted as structurally compromised due to ground subsidence. That was over a decade ago. I'd bet my last bullet it's a lot worse now."

Charlie leaned over the map. "So we lure them here... and collapse the entrance behind them?"

"Exactly. It wouldn't get all of them, but it could take out a big chunk. Make the ones left on the surface manageable."

Charlie looked from the intricate lines on the page to Peter's earnest face. A new respect for him was settling in. "Peter... how do you know all this? I mean, the specifics. You're not from D.C., right?"

Peter gave a slightly sheepish shrug, looking up to Charlie. "Like I said, I read. A lot. When I'm here and not on my shift, this is my library." He gestured around the room. "It's pretty obvious this place belonged to someone high-up, right? A senator, some bigwig at the Pentagon. Whoever it was, they like keeping official records. This whole bookcase is a goldmine. I've read everything from water main layouts to electrical grid schematics. You never know what's gonna save your life out there."

He looked back down at the zoning book, his expression turning thoughtful. "Emily... she humors me. Likes that someone's interested in this old stuff. We've spent a lot of evenings with me asking questions and her helping me find the answers in these books. It's how I knew about the weak spots in the wall when we first got here, too. It's all in here." He tapped the book. "The city's secrets… just sitting on a shelf."

Charlie stared at him, seeing the optimistic, former recruiter, in a completely new light. A talkative people-person is also a strategist who did his homework just because he's bored or something.

"Okay," Charlie’s voice is firm. "This is a good start. Let's take this book, find my dad and the others. We need to present this. It's the first real plan we've had since that herd showed up."

A genuine, relieved smile broke across Peter's face. "Really? You think it'll work?"

"I think it's the best shot we've got," Charlie carefully closed the heavy book then hefted it. "And it's a hell of a lot better than just waiting for them to break through."

Peter gave a firm nod. "Right. We should let Emily know we're borrowing this and letting her know about the plan. It's only polite."

"Right," Charlie tucked the heavy book under her arm.

The two of them walked out of the lounge and into the quiet hallway. As they moved toward the staircase, Charlie's gaze was drawn to a sitting area at the far end of the balcony. Two figures were there, silhouetted against the large window that looked out over the darkening community.

It was Emily and Lute.

Charlie’s steps slowed almost instinctively. They were talking, their postures relaxed in a way that seemed utterly alien given the circumstances. And then she saw a small smile on Emily’s face, one that was mirrored by a slight upward curve on Lute’s lips.

What in the world could they possibly be talking about that would make either of them smile? Charlie thought with a cold suspicion tightening in her stomach.

Peter, seemingly oblivious to the strange tension Charlie felt, stepped forward. He raised his hand and knocked gently on the open doorframe of the sitting area.

The sound broke the moment. The smiles vanished, replaced by neutral expressions as both women looked up.

Emily rose from her chair. "Peter? Charlie? Is everything alright?" she asked in concern as she moved to the doorway and opened it fully, though it was already ajar.

"Everything's fine, Emily," Peter said, his tone cheerful and reassuring. "We just wanted to let you know we borrowed one of your books from the lounge. Charlie and I have a plan we want to run about diverting the herd with the sewers."

Emily's eyes lit with immediate interest. "A plan? To divert them? Peter, that's brilliant! Tell me." She stepped fully into the hallway, her focus entirely on him, the strange moment with Lute seemingly forgotten.

Seizing the opportunity, Peter launched into an animated explanation, gesturing with his hands. "It's the old storm drain system east of here. The main conduit is massive, but the access points are…”

As Peter spoke, Charlie’s attention drifted past Emily. Lute hadn't moved from her spot by the balcony railing. She had simply leaned back, crossing her arm over her chest, her head tilted as she listened to Peter's explanation. She seems to be paying close attention and absorbing the strategic details.

A cold, bitter taste rose in the back of Charlie's throat. She was good at masking her emotions these days, but the sight of Lute sent a jolt of pure, undiluted rage through her. The memory flashed, unbidden and vivid: Lute's armored uniform. The sound of Vaggie's pained cries. The feeling of utter helplessness as this woman tortured the love of her life. This was the monster who had torn their world apart, and now she stood there, listening in on a conversation about saving the community as if she had any right to be there.

"...so if we can lure a big group into one of those unstable entrances, we can trigger a collapse and trap a significant portion of the herd underground," Peter finished, his hands spread wide as if demonstrating the implosion.

Emily’s eyes were wide with a mix of hope and admiration. "That's... that's actually genius, Peter!" She then turned her earnest gaze to Charlie, stepping past Peter to stand before her.

"Charlie," Emily’s voice is low. "When you present this plan to the others... I want to be part of the team that draws the herd. Let me help. Please."

Charlie blinked, caught off guard by the request. "Emily, that's... it's going to be incredibly dangerous. We'll be using the fastest runners and the most experienced fighters."

"That's exactly why!" Emily insisted, her hands clasped tightly in front of her. "I've spent all my time here in meetings and making schedules. I hand out chores. But when the gate was attacked by bandits, I was useless. When that herd showed up, I could only watch. I need to be useful. Really useful, for once."

Before Charlie could form a response, a strained voice cut from the balcony.

"No!"

All three of them turned. Lute had pushed herself off the railing. Her arm is still crossed, but her posture was rigid, the earlier casualness gone.

Emily looked at her, confused. "Lute?"

Lute’s gaze was fixed on Emily. She opened her mouth, then seemed to falter under the combined attention. A faint flush crept up her neck. She looked down, collecting herself for a second before meeting Emily's eyes again.

"You... you shouldn't. The community needs you here." She gestured vaguely towards Eden. "You're a council member. Your voice... it matters here. Keeping order. You taking a risk like that... it's a liability the community can't afford." She shifted her weight, her single arm tightening across her chest. "I'll do it. I'll take your place. I'm... expendable. You're not."

The offer hung utterly unexpected. Peter looked stunned. Emily’s mouth had fallen slightly open.

But Charlie felt no surprise. Of course, she thought, the memory of Lute's bloody hatchet flashing in her mind. This is what she does. She finds the weakness, the point of greatest need, and she inserts herself there. A bid for purpose, or perhaps just a way to prove she wasn't the liability almost everyone feared she'd be seen as.

And the most infuriating part was that it was a good offer. Lute, despite her missing arm, is a trained fighter. She’s far more suited for a high-risk bait-and-switch operation than Emily was.

Charlie’s jaw tightened. She looked from Lute’s determined, almost flustered face to Emily’s conflicted one, and then to Peter’s hopeful gaze.

The bitterness coated her tongue, but she swallowed it down. She had to for Eden's sake.

"She's right," Charlie looked at Emily. "We need you here, Emily. Your job is just as important." She then turned her gaze to Lute. "And if you're serious about this, then you're on the team. We'll discuss the details with the others."

Charlie held Lute’s gaze. In that moment, she wasn't just the leader assessing a volunteer; she was the woman Lute had hunted, the one who had been tackled onto the rough asphalt, her face ground into the dirt. She was the one who had been bound and helpless, forced to listen to Vaggie's agony, her own pleas for mercy falling on deaf ears. She was the one who had been pushed to her absolute limit with an asshole just enough to spill the location of the mansion that had led to its fiery destruction.

And Lute... Lute looked back, and Charlie searched her face for any flicker of that recognition, any sign that she saw the ghost of those moments in Charlie's eyes. But there was nothing. Just that same determination of a soldier accepting a mission. She doesn't even see me, Charlie realized with a clarifying shock. She sees a resource.

But Charlie felt a profound pride. She and her wife had survived Lute. They had outlasted her. And now, this broken woman was asking for a place in her arsenal, following her orders. The power dynamic had irrevocably shifted, and the upper hand was now Charlie's.

Lute finally gave a single, sharp nod. "Understood."

Charlie didn't smile. She didn't nod back. She simply held the stare for a heartbeat longer before turning her attention back to Peter and Emily.


The heavy zoning book lay open on the dining table in Charlie’s house, illuminated by the warm glow of a lantern. Around the table stood Charlie, Vaggie, Peter, Pentious, Cherri, and Seviathan, who had been pulled from his wall inspection duties. And, standing slightly apart with her back against a far wall, was Lute.

"This is the plan," Peter began, his finger tracing the lines on the map. "We use D.C.’s old storm drain system. This main conduit is massive. We lure a large portion of the herd here, to this access point marked as structurally compromised. We lead them in, trigger a collapse at the entrance, and trap them underground."

Vaggie, her arms crossed tightly over her chest, was the first to speak, her single eye fixed not on the map, but on Lute. "And who, exactly, is 'we'?"

"I'm leading the bait team," Peter replied firmly. "We need at least two people to draw their attention and lead them into the trap."

"And I'm going with him," Lute continued.

The reaction was immediate. Vaggie’s composure shattered. "Absolutely not," she snarled, turning her fury on Charlie. "You cannot be serious. You're putting her on a team that requires trust and coordination?"

Charlie placed her hands on the table, leaning forward. "Vaggie, listen—"

"No, you listen!" Vaggie shot back, her voice trembling with rage. "This is about you trusting a known viper not to bite the hand that's foolishly offering it a mission! She'll get them all killed. Or worse, she'll lead the herd right back to the gate the moment it's convenient for her."

"I am right here," Lute stated flatly.

"Believe me, I know you're there," Vaggie spat without looking at her, her gaze locked on Charlie. "I can smell the blood on you from here."

Charlie moved around the table, approaching her wife. She kept her voice low, meant for Vaggie alone. "I don't trust her. But Peter's plan is good, and she's a capable fighter. We need every capable person we have for this. She volunteered, and strategically, it makes sense."

"It makes sense until it doesn't," Vaggie hissed back "You're gambling with Peter's life, with everyone's lives and hope that she's had a change of heart? After she murdered a kid in cold blood a few hours ago?"

"It was a mercy," Lute interjected from her spot by the wall.

Vaggie finally whirled on her, taking a step forward. "You don't get to define mercy. You don't get to define anything here. The only reason you're still breathing here is because my wife has a bigger heart than you deserve!”

"Vaggie, that's enough," Charlie placed a hand on Vaggie's arm. The touch was meant to be calming, but Vaggie jerked away.

"No, it's not enough. It will never be enough." She looked from Charlie to Lute and back again, her expression looked betrayed. "If she's on that team, then I'm on it too."

Charlie’s heart dropped. "Vaggie, no—"

"If you're so sure she can be trusted, then you shouldn't have a problem with me being there with her," Vaggie challenged. "I'm going. That's not up for discussion."

A heavy silence fell. Charlie knew that look. It was the same look she'd seen when they'd first decided to fight for Eden, when they'd decided to build a life together. Arguing now would be useless.

Swallowing her own fear and frustration, Charlie gave a tight nod. "Fine… fine." She turned back to the table, her movements stiff. "Peter, continue."

Peter, looking deeply uncomfortable, cleared his throat and pointed back to the map. "Right. So, the bait team will gather here, at the rally point." He tapped a location a few blocks from the drain entrance. "We'll create a controlled noise disturbance to pull a segment of the herd away from the main body. Then, we lead them on a direct route to the drain."

Cherri leaned in, studying the path. "What's the terrain like around the entrance?"

"That's the next part," Charlie said, taking over. She pointed to a shaded area on the map near the drain entrance. "The access point is inside what used to be a small, fenced-in maintenance yard or something at the Charlie Safe-zone…” She looked across the table at Cherri. "When you were scouting that zone a few days ago, did you see anything like that? A fenced yard with a large, manmade opening?"

Cherri leaned over the map, her brow furrowed in concentration. She tapped a finger on the marked "CHARLIE" area to the east of the district. "A maintenance yard... not exactly." She tried to recall, her fingers drumming absently on the paper. "But there is a manmade opening by the lower parts of the university campus, near the old engineering building. Leads down into the dark. Pretty sure it's a sewer access, not a storm drain. Place gave me the creeps." She grimaced. "There were... piles. Skeletons. Looked like a dumping ground. Might be inaccessible now, or at least a serious pain in the ass to get through."

Peter hummed thoughtfully. "Andrew mentioned something like that to me yesterday when he was telling me about his scouting with you guys. He said he saw a 'charnel house' near the university but never specified it was a sewer entrance. Just said it was disturbing."

Cherri shrugged dismissively, but her expression was still uneasy. "Prolly didn't wander close enough for the details. It's... it's one of those spots that reminds you how they started disposing of bodies back at the very beginning of the outbreak."

The group fell into a contemplative silence. Charlie’s mind raced, trying to pivot from the macabre. Her gaze then landed on Pentious, who had been quietly studying the schematic.

"Pentious," she asked, "you're an engineer. From what you see on this map, any ideas on the easiest way to access the main storm conduit? Something less... clogged."

Pentious looked up, then a slight protest in his tone. "Well, I must clarify, I'm a mechanical engineer. Gears, engines, hydraulics; that's my purview. City planning and civil infrastructure are rather outside my—"

He was cut off as Cherri nudged him playfully with her elbow. "Come on, specs. Think."

"Well…” Pentious sighed, peering back at the map. "It's just... the most obvious access points for any subterranean system are always the manholes, aren't they? They're literally designed for it. Scattered all over the city grid on this map. One well-placed crowbar in the lifting lugs, and you're in. Surely that's a more straightforward proposition than a collapsed maintenance yard or a bone-filled university sewer."

A beat of (almost) embarrassed silence filled the room.

They all looked at each other, then back at the map, then at Pentious. The simplicity of the solution was so glaringly obvious it was almost painful.

How come we never thought of that?

Charlie lets out a tired chuckle. "Right. Manholes." She looked at Pentious. "Sometimes the simplest answer is the right one. Thank you, Pentious."

Pentious puffed out his chest just a little, a flicker of pride replacing his earlier protest. "Yes, well. Even a broken clock is right twice a day, as they say."

"Okay," Charlie said, refocusing the group. She pointed to a manhole symbol on the map, a few blocks from the compromised section of the large conduit. "We adjust the plan. The bait team leads the herd here. We get the manhole open ahead of time. They lead the infected right over it, and down they go. But that also means the bait team will be acting as our scouts for the entry point. You'll be coming from the Charlie Zone, and there's a high chance the stragglers still in that area will get attracted to the commotion. So, be careful. It's up to you how you play it out once you're on the ground."

Peter nodded. "Understood. Since we're scouting the route and the entry point anyway, I'll bring my brother and a couple of the other runners with us for the initial phase. More eyes, and they can help clear any immediate threats on the path before the main bait run."

"Good. Do it." Charlie then turned her gaze to Pentious and Cherri. "Pentious, Cherri. Your job is to create the charges we'll need to trigger the collapse at the weak spot. Big enough to seal the conduit, but not enough to bring the whole street down on top of you."

A spark of manic excitement lit in Pentious's eyes. "Explosives! Oh, it's been too long."

"Finally, a proper project!” Cherri tapped a finger on her chin. "The base… we'll need lots of ammonium nitrate… fertilizer." Her eye swivelled to Lucifer. "Big guy. Where's the community garden stash?"

Lucifer, who had been listening with a worried expression, looked utterly caught off guard. "Fertilizer? I... I suppose you'd have to ask the gardeners. They handle the supplies for the crops. Why in God's name would you—"

"Perfect!" Pentious cut him off, already mentally cataloging supplies. "And we'll need fuel oil, containers, shrapnel for concussive force... Niffty! We'll need Niffty! She's good at sourcing specific items."

That left Seviathan, who had been standing silently, his arms crossed, observing the frantic planning. Charlie’s gaze settled on him, and the room quieted slightly.

"Sev," she said, her voice dropping into a more somber tone. "That brings us to Plan B."

A ripple of confusion went through the group. “Plan B?” Vaggie was the one who voiced it wearily. "I thought this was the plan."

"This is the plan to thin the herd. Plan B is for if the herd, or any part of it, breaches the gates." Charlie sighed. "If that happens, we can't fight them in the streets. Not when half the people in Eden couldn't fight off a single infected if it got in their face. A stand-up fight would be a slaughter."

She leaned over the map, her finger tracing a path from the main gate inward. "So, if they get in, we don't fight. We lead them out and funnel them." Her eyes met Seviathan's. "You said something about you and the other guys restored two police cruisers, right? Kept them running as a side project?"

Seviathan gave a slow nod. "They're in the old firehouse garage. What's the play?"

"The play is a distraction," Charlie said. "We use the cruisers. Their sirens, their engines… the loudest noise we can make on demand. We drive them right through the heart of the breach, lead as many of the infected as we can on a chase away from the residential areas, out towards the open roads north of here. We draw them out, get them concentrated and moving away from the community."

She then tapped the area on the map north of Eden's walls. "And once they're out in the open, far enough from any structures... we burn them. We use whatever fuel and incendiaries we have left. We don't engage or get too close. We just light the match and let it all burn."

Seviathan absorbed the directive. He gave another slow, grave nod. "I'll prep the cruisers and have the others identify the best fuel dumps and rally points for the fallback."

Charlie let out a slow breath, the weight of the dual plans settling on her shoulders. She looked around the table, meeting the eyes of each person. "We all have our jobs. This starts tomorrow. Get your teams ready, gather your supplies." Her gaze then returned to Seviathan. "Meaning I’ll be with you in checking the cruisers, Sev."

"Understood."

Lucifer, who had been watching his daughter with pride and profound anxiety, finally spoke up. "Charlie... Vaggie... with both of you on these high-risk operations, your usual duties... the clinic, the armory, the patrol schedules... they'll go untended. I can reassign others. We have capable people. If... if they're willing to step up, that is."

Charlie gave her father a grateful, tired smile. "Do it. Please. We need everyone pulling in the same direction right now."

"Consider it done.”

"Alright," Charlie said, straightening up and addressing the room. "That's the plan. Everyone clear on their roles? Any questions?"

For a moment, there was only the sound of shifting feet and the soft rustle of the map. Then, Cherri raised a hand, a frown creasing her brow.

"Yeah, I got one," she said, her single eye scanning the faces in the room. "Where's Angel? Shouldn't he be in on this? He's gonna be pissed he missed the party."

A beat of silence followed. Charlie blinked, the frantic pace of planning having completely pushed the flamboyant runner from her mind. She looked at Vaggie, who offered a slight, weary shrug.

"He wasn't at the cathedral meeting," Charlie said. "I figured he was... I don't know, sleeping one off or something."

Cherri's frown deepened. "That ain't like him. Not for something this big."

"Look," Vaggie interjected. "We can worry about Angel tomorrow. Right now, we have a herd to deal with. He'll turn up."

Cherri didn't look entirely convinced, but she gave a grudging nod. "Fine. Tomorrow. But if he's gotten his dumb ass into trouble, I'm gonna kill him myself."

With that last note hanging, the meeting was effectively dismissed. The group began to file out. Pentious was already muttering to Cherri about chemical ratios, while Peter was sketching a quick map for Seviathan. Lute was the first out the door, slipping into the night without a word.

Soon, only Charlie, Vaggie, and Lucifer remained in the lantern-lit room. As the door closed behind the last of the team, Lucifer turned to his daughter and her wife.

"Charlie... Vaggie," he began, his voice low. "Before I go, I need to talk to you both. It's important."

Charlie exchanged a quick, wary glance with Vaggie. "Of course, Dad. What is it?"

Lucifer sighed, running a hand through his disheveled hair. "It's about the council. About Sera and Emily." He leaned against the table. "Sera... she's shutting down. Completely. Ever since the attack on the gate and now this herd, she's retreated into paperwork or whatever. She's not engaging or leading at all. And Emily... she's prioritizing Sera. She's acting more like a worried daughter than a council member. She's at her side constantly, trying to coax her out of it, but it means she's not here. Not mentally. Not in the way we need her to be."

He held up a hand. "I understand family. God knows I do. And I know Sera is struggling. But Sera is a grown woman, and Emily has a duty to every single person inside these walls. Right now, we can't have one of our leaders just focused on comforting another."

He let out a long, weary sigh. "I've already tried talking to them. Both of them, separately and together. Sera just... nods and agrees, but it's like talking to a damn ghost. And Emily..." He shook his head, and started to get frustrated. "She just gets this stubborn look and says Sera 'needs her right now.' It's like they've made up their minds and there's no room for discussion. The council, for all intents and purposes, is down to just me right now."

"So why are you telling us this, Dad?” Charlie studied her father, a cold knot tightening in her stomach. “If they've already made up their minds, and you've already tried... what do you expect us to do? Vaggie and I are about to lead the most dangerous operations this community has ever attempted. We can't exactly stage an intervention right now."

"I know," Lucifer’s voice softened. "I don't expect you to fix it. You're right, you have more than enough on your plates. I suppose... I just wanted you to know. To understand what's happening here."

He looked between them, his gaze earnest. "The leadership of Eden is cracking at the worst possible moment. I'm telling you so that when you look at me for decisions, or for backup, you understand that the well is running dry. I'm telling you so that you aren't blindsided if something else goes wrong and the people who are supposed to be steering this ship are... absent."

It was an admission of his own isolation and a warning passed from a father and a leader to his two most capable people. He is preparing them for the fact that he might soon be the only one left standing in it.

Vaggie, who had been listening with her arms crossed, gave a slow nod. "We'll keep it in mind."

Charlie reached out and squeezed her father's arm. "We know you're carrying it all right now… but when all this is over, we are all going to sit down and have a long talk about the future of this council. Sera and Emily included. This can't stand."

Relief passed over Lucifer's weary features. He placed his hand over hers, "Alright. After. We'll have that talk." He gave her hand a final pat before straightening up. "For now, you two get some rest. Tomorrow... tomorrow is going to be a long day."

With a final, worried look at both of them, Lucifer turned and left the house, the door clicking shut softly behind him. The lantern light flickered, casting long, dancing shadows that seemed to echo the restless thoughts in Charlie’s head. She turned to her wife, the brave front she’d held for her father and the others finally crumbling.

In the softest voice, barely more than a whisper, Charlie asked, "Are you scared?"

Vaggie didn't answer immediately. She looked down at her hands, then back up, meeting Charlie's gaze. Her single eye was thoughtful, unguarded. "I guess I do," she admitted, her own voice low. "But I'm praying that the gates won't tumble down tomorrow. Or shit will really go down..."

Charlie nodded slowly. "Me too." She let out a shaky breath. "We haven't done a planned siege like this since... back at the mansion. Before the Exorcists came over."

Vaggie’s lips pressed into a thin line. "At least it's just muertos this time," she said, attempting to find a silver lining. "Not the psychopaths."

"Well,” A wry smile touched Charlie's lips, “one of the psychopaths is gonna help."

Vaggie knew exactly who she meant. She shook her head. "Don't remind me." She pushed herself away from the table. "We're gonna need plenty of sleep for tomorrow. And we have to drop Maggie off early at school too."

"Right. Sleep."


The night was short and fitful, but dawn came regardless. Charlie dressed Maggie in a soft yellow onesie, her fingers fumbling with the tiny buttons. Vaggie packed a diaper bag while her eye constantly flicked towards the window as if she could see the herd through the walls.

The walk to the schoolhouse was too quiet. The usual morning chatter was replaced by hushed tones and fearful glances towards the main gate. They passed Seviathan, already leading his crew on their first perimeter check of the day. He gave Charlie an acknowledging nod.

At the schoolhouse door, they knelt together. Charlie kissed Maggie’s forehead, breathing in her sweet, sleepy scent. Vaggie tucked a stray curl behind the baby’s ear, her touch lingering.

"Be good for your teachers, mi vida," Vaggie whispered.

Charlie stood, pulling Vaggie up with her. For a moment, they just held each other in the pale morning light.

"Be careful," Charlie murmured against her wife's lips.

"You too," Vaggie breathed back, sealing the words with a firm, desperate kiss.

Then they parted. Vaggie turned, her posture straightening and strode towards the rally point where Peter and the others were gathering.

Charlie watched her go for a heartbeat, then turned on her heel and walked in the opposite direction, her own path leading to the old firehouse. The heavy roll-up door of the garage was already open, revealing the dim interior. Inside, the two police cruisers sat. Seviathan stood between them, his arms crossed as he surveyed the modifications. The cars were armored hulks. Metal plates were welded over the doors and hood, the windows were replaced with thick, criss-crossed grilles, and the bumpers were reinforced with heavy steel bars.

"Charlie," Seviathan said without turning, hearing her footsteps on the concrete. "They're ready. Gassed up and got the fluids checked. Keys are in the ignitions in case we need to move fast."

Charlie approached one of the cruisers, running a hand over the cold, rough steel plating. She pulled open the heavy driver's side door, it moved with a weighted groan and peered inside. The interior was a mess of wires snaking from the dashboard, a boxy two-way radio was bolted where the center console used to be, and a series of unfamiliar switches and toggles were clustered around the steering column.

She slid into the driver's seat, her hands hovering over the wheel. "This... this isn't like driving a normal car, is it?"

Seviathan came to stand by the open door, leaning in. "Not exactly. The weight distribution is different. It's slower to accelerate, harder to brake. And these," he pointed to the switches, "control the sirens and the external lights separately. You don't want to fumble for them when you need them." He spent the next few minutes giving her a quick rundown. "This one for the main siren, this for the lights. Ignition is normal. Remember, it's a tank, not a sports car."

Charlie nodded, trying to commit it all to memory, but her focus was fraying and pressing down. She must have zoned out, staring blankly at the complex dashboard, because Seviathan's voice cut through her reverie.

"Charlie?" he said, his tone shifting from instructor to a concerned friend. "You with me?"

She blinked, shaking her head slightly. "Yeah. Sorry. I'm—"

A sudden, frantic cry from the garage entrance cut her off.

"Seviathan! Oh, god, Seviathan!"

A woman (one of the maintenance crew as Charlie recalled) stumbled into the garage, her face pale with terror. "It's the northwest corner! The wall! It's— it's going!"

Seviathan was moving before she finished. Charlie scrambled out of the cruiser and sprinted after him.

They rounded a corner and skidded to a halt. A large section of the reinforced wall was visibly sagging inward and bulging. A man from the maintenance crew had his back pressed against the creaking metal and wood, his boots digging into the dirt as he tried to hold it. On the other side, a chorus of guttural moans and the sound of countless hands slapping and scraping against the barrier filled the air.

"Holy shit..." Charlie breathed, her blood running cold.

The woman who had fetched them gestured wildly. "It just happened! We don't know how! Those I-beams were driven into the ground and we packed dirt around the beams that should've been sturdy enough!"

Charlie stared, her mind racing. "Why wouldn't you use concrete? Like the rest of the walls?"

"Concrete isn't easy to come by.” Seviathan answered. “We'd have to find a working plant, secure the raw materials, mix it, pour it... Mimicking the original walls without the right tools and supplies is almost impossible at this point."

"Look, we made do with what we had!” The man leaning against the wall, his face strained and sweating, protested without looking back. “These things are buried five feet down, they're sturdy as hell! The holes dug around them are tight. The dirt is packed really hard. These walls should hold!"

Charlie’s eyes were fixed on the unnerving inward curve of the barrier. "They're not.”

"This one is holding!" the man insisted with a desperate edge to his voice. "It's just... sagging. But the dirt is holding. It's not going anywhere." As if to prove his point, he slowly, carefully, pushed himself away from the wall and turned to face it, holding his hands up. "See? We could try to push back against them... but that would just loosen the beam more."

The wall groaned again. Charlie’s mind, frozen for a moment by the sheer scale of the problem, snapped into gear.

“We need to brace it. Now,” she said, her voice cutting through the panic. “Use one of the vans. Back it right up against the wall like what we did at the gates. It won’t fix it, but it might buy us time.”

Seviathan gave a sharp nod, the same thought clearly having occurred to him. He turned to the panicked woman. “You, get the white utility van from the motor pool. Bring it here, now.” He then pointed to the man who had been holding the wall. “You, don’t take your eyes off it. Yell if it moves another inch.”

As the woman sprinted away, Charlie and Seviathan backed off, not wanting their voices and presence to further agitate the mass of infected on the other side. When they were a safe distance away, Seviathan turned to Charlie, his expression grim.

“Okay, so we’ve temporarily propped up one failing section. What’s the plan to get those fuckers off our walls before we have to launch the diversion? We can’t wait for Peter’s team.”

Charlie’s gaze lifted, scanning over the top of the wall, past the sea of rotting faces, and settling on the distant bell tower where Husk was entrenched. She remembered Alastor’s words from the cathedral. Husker is rather stuck in his aerie, isn’t he? All alone with his thoughts and his rifle.

“Husk,” she said slowly, the idea forming. “He’s been up there for day. I remember he only takes what he can carry when he goes out, probably running low on ammo, food, or water.” She looked back at Seviathan. “If we can get a couple of people to him with supplies, it keeps our best sniper in the fight. But more than that, the activity of getting to him… it might draw a few of them away from the walls. Not a lot, but any relief is good right now.”

Seviathan’s brow furrowed. “That’s a hell of a risk. Sending people out there just to resupply one man? It’d be a last resort.”

“It’s far from perfect,” Charlie admitted, her shoulders slumping slightly. “But pulling even a few dozen roamers off this wall would be worth it. We’re desperate for—”

Their conversation was cut short by a raised voice from a side alley.

“—a fucking death wish, is what it is!”

“Oh, come on, Cherri! It’s a solid plan!”

Charlie and Seviathan exchanged a look and moved toward the sound. They found Cherri and Angel standing in a heated argument. Angel was holding a coil of thick, professional-grade rope with a heavy, three-pronged grappling hook attached to the end.

“I didn’t mean to pry,” Charlie started, her eyes fixed on the climbing rig in Angel’s hands. “But what’s going on?”

Angel’s face lit up, seeing a potential ally. “It’s about Husk! I found this mountain climbing rig in the back of the police station. No idea who it belonged to, but I’m sure they wouldn’t mind us borrowing it.” He hefted the grapple. “I figured I could use it to get over the wall, get to Husk, and bring him some supplies. He can’t stay up there forever.”

Charlie and Seviathan looked at each other again, with the same stunned realization between them.


The beam from Vaggie’s flashlight cut a shaky path through the gloom, illuminating a tunnel wide enough for the four of them to walk abreast. The walls were streaked with unidentifiable grime, and the shallow, murky water lapped at their boots with every cautious step.

Peter led the way, his own light scanning the arched ceiling and the dark openings of smaller tributary tunnels that branched off into nothingness. Behind him, Lute moved with her hatchet held ready. Vaggie took up the rear, her spear a comforting weight in her hands and constantly checking behind them. The fourth member, a young, wiry runner named Leo whom Peter had brought along, stuck close to the center, his knuckles white on the grip of his crowbar.

“The map showed the structural weak spot should be about two hundred yards ahead,” Peter stated, his voice unnaturally loud in the confined space. “Where this main conduit intersects with an older, brick-lined tunnel.”

“Let’s just hope the map was right,” Vaggie muttered, her light catching on a pile of debris half-submerged in the water. It looked like a tangle of rags and bones. She forced herself to look away.

They pressed on, the only sounds the squelch of their boots and the distant, maddening drone of the herd above ground, muffled by layers of concrete and earth.

Suddenly, Lute froze, holding up a clenched fist. The group halted instantly.

“Listen,” she whispered.

At first, there was nothing. Then, a soft, scraping sound echoed from a side tunnel to their left. It was followed by a low, wet gurgle.

Leo sucked in a sharp breath. “Oh, shit…”

Peter swung his light toward the sound. The beam illuminated the tunnel mouth, and for a moment, there was nothing. Then a figure shambled into the light. Its clothes were tattered and soaked, its waxy skin bloated from long immersion in the damp. Milky eyes fixed on the lights, and it let out a rasping moan.

“Straggler,” Peter’s voice is tight. “Just one. We can take it quiet.”

But as he spoke, another appeared behind the first. Then a third, emerging from the darkness of the side passage. The scraping wasn't from one set of feet, but from many.

“Not a straggler…” Vaggie tightened the grip on her spear. “It’s a goddamn nest.”

The water-logged, sewer-dwelling variants, began to lurch toward them with a sudden speed, their movements less a shambling walk and more of a sliding rush through the shallow water.

“Back up! Form a line!” Vaggie barked.

Peter and Leo stepped shoulder-to-shoulder with her, while Lute, instead of falling in line, took a half-step forward, putting herself between the group and the advancing threat.

The first creature lunged. Lute sidestepped with a fluid grace, letting its momentum carry it past her, and used its own weight to shove it headfirst into the wall with a sickening crack. It slid down into the water, motionless.

The second came at Peter. He met it with a short, brutal thrust of a large hunting knife, burying it to the hilt in its temple. It collapsed.

Vaggie jabbed her spear forward, the point sinking into a third creature’s eye socket. She yanked it free with a grunt.

But more were coming, spilling out of the side tunnel like a foul tide. Six, seven, eight of them, their collective moans filling the conduit, echoing and multiplying.

“There’s too many!” Leo yelled, his voice cracking as he swung his crowbar wildly, knocking one back but failing to kill it. “We can’t hold here!”

“No! They’re weaker,” Lute countered. As if to demonstrate, another bloated creature lunged for her. She didn't bother with her hatchet. She sidestepped, grabbed its head with her single hand, and with a twisting shove, slammed it face-first into the tunnel wall. There was a wet, popping crunch, and the thing went limp, sliding down into the muck. “They go down easier.”

“We’re not here to clear out the goddamn sewers, Lauren!” Vaggie snarled, parrying a set of clawing hands with the shaft of her spear before jabbing it through a gaping mouth.

“We have to,” Lute shot back, her voice cutting through the gurgles and splashes. She kicked the legs out from under another, sending it sprawling into the water before stomping down hard on its skull. “If we’re going to use these tunnels to divert the herd, we can’t have this waiting for us. We clear the path now, or the bait team leads them right into an ambush from below.”

The logic was infuriating because it makes sense. Vaggie knew it. Peter knew it. They couldn't lead hundreds of infected into a death trap already teeming with its own inhabitants. The plan would fail before it even began.

"Mierda," Vaggie hissed. "Fine. We have to clear this stretch. At least to the weak point. Leo, watch our backs! Peter, with me! Lauren, take point!"

Lute, now officially on the offensive, used the environment as her weapon, leveraging the slick walls and the creatures' own momentum against them. Peter and Vaggie fell in beside her, their movements becoming more efficient and brutal as they adapted to the close-quarters nightmare while Leo guarded the rear.

It was a bloody and exhausting process. But with every skull that cracked and every still body that sank beneath the murky water, they reclaimed a few more feet of the tunnel, inching their way toward the structural weakness that was their only hope of saving Eden. The air grew thicker, the stench of decay now mixed with the coppery tang of rotted blood.

Finally, the tide of bloated corpses slowed, then stopped. The last one, missing an arm and most of its jaw, was put down by Peter with a thrust of his knife. A heavy, dripping silence descended, broken only by their ragged panting and the steady drip... drip... of water from the ceiling.

Leo leaned against the wall, vomiting a thin stream of bile into the foul water. "Oh, god..."

"Dios mio," Vaggie snapped, though her own stomach was churning. She wiped her spear blade on her pants and scanning the darkness ahead. "Are we clear?"

"For now," Lute pointed her hatchet down the tunnel. "The intersection should be just ahead. We need to confirm the weak spot and get out. The noise we just made... it might have drawn more. Or worse, alerted something upstairs."

The thought of the herd above, somehow hearing the struggle below and converging on the manhole they needed to use, was a fresh spike of terror. They had to move.

"Leo, can you walk?" Peter asked gently.

The young runner nodded, wiping his mouth with a trembling hand. "Yeah. Yeah, I'm good. Let's just... let's get this over with."

They advanced more cautiously now. The tunnel widened, opening into a large, circular chamber where several conduits met. The ceiling here was a complex web of older, crumbling brickwork and modern, pre-cast concrete rings. A large crack, wide enough to fit a fist into, snaked up one of the brick arches, weeping a steady trickle of muddy water.

"This is it," Peter ran a hand over the crack. "The subsidence point. It's even worse than the map showed. The foundation here is shot."

Vaggie looked up, imagining the weight of the street above with the countless tons of asphalt and the shuffling weight of the herd. "Will it hold long enough for the bait team to lead them over the manhole?"

"It'll have to," Lute’s gaze fixed on the crack. "We don't have a better option." She turned, her eyes meeting Vaggie's in the dim. "Now it's up to them."

“Right,” Peter pulled a folded, hand-drawn map from his pocket, smoothing it against his thigh. It was a simplified version of the zoning schematic, focusing on the main conduit and the key access points. “We’ve confirmed the weak spot. Now we split up. We need to mark the support columns for Pentious and Cherri, and we need to map and mark the escape routes. These tunnels could be our way out if the herd breaks through.”

He pointed to the map. “The main conduit splits into three major branches about fifty yards from here. Vaggie, you take the left branch. Mark the supports with an ‘X’ and the clearest escape path with an arrow. Lute, you take the right with Leo. I’ll take the center. We meet back here in twenty minutes. If you hit a dead end, turn back immediately. We don’t have time for exploration.”

He looked at each of them. “And check the map at every junction. It’s easy to get turned around down here. If we get separated, the markings are the only thing that will lead us back to each other or to a way out.”

A collective nod answered him. They all pulled out their assigned spray cans, a motley collection of rust-red and sun-faded yellow paint they’d got from Lucifer for this purpose.

Without another word, the team split up. Lute moved off to the right-hand tunnel with the runner tailing her. Peter gave Vaggie a worried look before heading straight ahead.

Vaggie turned to the left, her flashlight beam probing the new darkness. This tunnel was narrower, the ceiling lower. The air was even more stagnant here and the silence felt heavier, more oppressive. The only sound was the careful splash of her boots and the frantic thumping of her own heart.

She moved quickly while scanning the structure. Every twenty feet or so, she’d stop beside a thick, concrete support pillar and spray a bright, rust-red ‘X’ at eye level. After the third ‘X’, she came to a fork. She consulted the map, her finger tracing the lines. The left fork was a dead end, according to Peter’s notes. The right continued, eventually curving back towards the eastern edge of Eden.

Arrow here, she thought, and sprayed a yellow arrow pointing down the right-hand passage. The can hissed and the sound is unnaturally loud. She froze, listening. Had that drawn attention? But there was only the drip, drip, drip of water and the distant murmur of the herd above.

She pressed on, following the path she’d marked. The tunnel began to slope downward slightly, the water deepening to her calves. The map showed a potential access point of an old maintenance ladder about a hundred yards ahead. If they could reach it, it could be a lifesaver.

Her light caught on something ahead. A pile of debris blocked the path, a jumble of fallen bricks and rotted timber. It wasn't a complete collapse, but it would slow them down. She needed to mark this. As she raised her spray can to mark a warning on the wall, her light flickered.

No. Not now.

She smacked the flashlight against her palm. The beam steadied, but the batteries were clearly dying. A fresh wave of anxiety washed over her. She was deep underground, in a maze of tunnels…

But she shoved the fear down, sprayed a large yellow ‘X’ with a circle around it (their symbol for an obstruction). Then, she turned, intending to retrace her steps back to the chamber. She shoved the spray can back into her pack and with a scribble on the edge of her map (Debris pile, 50 yds from L-fork. Ladder access possible beyond?), she turned and began to retrace her steps, her pace now a near-jog. The dimming flashlight beam danced erratically over the spray-painted arrows she’d left.

She splashed back into the main chamber, her chest heaving. Peter was there alone, pacing in a tight circle, his own light cutting through. He looked up as she entered, his face pale in the weak light.

“Vaggie! Thank god. Did you see them?”

“No,” Vaggie panted, leaning on her spear. “My route was clear. They’re not back?”

“It’s been twenty-two minutes,” Peter said, his voice tight. “They should be back. Lute wouldn’t lose track of time. Something’s wrong.”

A cold dread, separate from the chill of the tunnels, seeped into Vaggie’s bones. She looked down the right-hand tunnel, the one Lute and Leo had taken. It was a gaping, silent maw.

“I’m going after them,” Vaggie stated, already moving toward the dark opening.

“I’ll come with you,” Peter said, falling into step beside her.

“No.” Vaggie stopped and turned. “You need to get back to Eden. Now. Find Pentious and Cherri. Tell them the weak spot is confirmed and the support columns are marked. The bombs need to be planted on every ‘X’ we sprayed, all across these sewers as soon as possible. We can’t wait. If this goes south, this might be our only shot.”

Peter hesitated, conflict warring on his face. His loyalty to his team fought against her order. “Vaggie, you can’t go alone.”

“I have to,” she insisted. “If they’re in trouble, it’ll take both of us to get them out, and that leaves no one to warn the others. If they’re not… then we’re wasting time we don’t have. Go. That’s an order.”

Peter’s shoulders slumped. He gave a sharp, frustrated nod. “Stay safe. Don’t be a hero.”

“Heroes are dead, Peter. I’m just buying us time,” Vaggie replied, her tone flat. She turned her back on him, raising her failing flashlight. “Now go!”

She didn’t wait to hear his retreating footsteps. She plunged into the right-hand tunnel, following the fresh yellow arrows that Lute and Leo should have left.


Charlie watched as Angel moved through the aisles of the community pantry. He filled a sturdy backpack with cans of food, a few precious bottles of water, and a small first-aid kit.

"Cherri's pissed at me," Angel said, breaking the silence as he shoved a pack of beef jerky into the bag. "I mean, she gets it. She knows Husk would do the same for any of us. But she's still pissed. Said I have a 'fucking death wish'."

Somewhere between a shelf of dried beans and a barrel of rice, Niffty popped up. "Baxter is mad at me, too!" she chirped. "He said it's a 'reckless endeavor'. But he just doesn't get it! All I want is to help a friend." She shoved an ammo box into a small satchel of her own. "Friends help friends. It's simple!"

Charlie felt helpless. "I would go with you," she held up her right hand. "But I'm not going to be able to get across that rope."

Niffty tilted her head, a look of genuine confusion on her face. "Across it?" she asked. "I thought we were going to use it to swing to the next building, like in the old movies! Wouldn't that be faster?" She mimed a tiny, enthusiastic Tarzan swing. "Wheee!"

Angel let out a short laugh, zipping the backpack closed. "Sorry, toots. Ain't no buildings around the tower that are high enough to swing from. We're gonna have to climb across, hand over hand. It's gonna suck, but it's the only way." He hefted the coiled rope and grapple. "The only real problem is gonna be getting this damn hook fixed to something on the other side, so I gotta make the throw of my life to catch it right."

Later, they climbed up the reinforced inner scaffolding to the top of Eden's main wall. The groans from the other side grew from a distant rumble to an overwhelming cacophony. They hauled themselves onto the wide, flat top of the wall. The scene below has the shifting, pressing sea of bodies stretched back for what seemed like miles.

"I... I'd forgotten this," Charlie breathed, the word torn from her lips. "The sound. On the road, you get used to it, or you just run. But having them right here, just on the other side... I never missed this sound."

Niffty, who was peering over the edge with a morbid curiosity, nodded vigorously. "Me neither! It's all... gluggy and wet. Like a broken garbage disposal full of meat!"

Angel ignored them. He uncoiled the heavy rope, tested its weight, then began to swing it in a slow, widening circle beside him. With a grunt of effort, he launched it across the chasm between the wall and the roof of a lower building near the base of Husk's bell tower.

The hook sailed through and trailing the rope. It landed on the flat tar-paper roof with a dull thud, skidded, and caught securely on a large ventilation pipe.

"Damn," Angel muttered, a bead of sweat tracing a path through the grime on his temple. "At least we got it on the roof. Maybe I can sling the rope between the two pipes from here." He started carefully pulling the rope back, creating a taut line. "If I drop it off the roof and I have to pull it back... I'm not getting it past all the dead."

While Angel adjusted the rope to create a stable hand-over-hand traverse, Charlie forced herself to look away from the horde. She sighed, her shoulders slumping with a fatigue that was more mental than physical. She tilted her head back, looking up at the pale, washed-out blue of the sky.

"Jesus," her words barely audible over the moaning. "What time is it? My patrol, that I never even started, should be over by now. Dad's probably wondering where the hell I am."

She was supposed to be a leader, coordinating the defense, and here she was, facilitating a damn rescue mission on top of the wall.

"Guys..." Angel's voice cut through her spiraling thoughts. He gave the rope one final, hard tug, testing its anchor. It held fast, a thin, brown line bridging the gap. He turned to them. "We're all set."

The rope wrapped securely several times around one of the wall's sturdy metal railings. Charlie leaned her weight against it, testing the anchor point. It didn't give an inch.

"Yeah," she commented. "Seems secure to me."

Seviathan stood beside her who’s also tugging the rope. "Looks like this is going to work, yep." He glanced at Charlie. "We taking it down after they go up?"

Charlie shook her head, her gaze fixed on the distant bell tower. "No, we're keeping it up. Might be their only way back in, if things get ugly. And if things get really ugly, could end up being a good escape route."

"That's what I was thinking."

Charlie's attention was pulled downward. Below, on the safe side of the wall, Angel was having an animated conversation with Cherri. Even from this height, Charlie could see Cherri's tense posture, the way she kept shaking her head. But then, Cherri reached out and pulled Angel into a brief, rough hug, clapping him hard on the back before shoving him away. A few feet apart, Niffty was giving a hyperactive, prolonged hug to a visibly flustered Baxter, who patted her back awkwardly before gently prying her off.

The goodbyes were over. Angel and Niffty began their climb back up the scaffolding to the top of the wall. As they reached the top, panting slightly, Charlie caught Angel's eye and gave a subtle jerk of her head, pulling him a few steps away from the others for privacy.

"So," Charlie began. "What exactly do you have in mind after you're out there?"

Angel adjusted the strap of his backpack. "I'm going to get supplies to Husk, make sure he's okay, and then we're going to form a plan to attract the roamers away from the northwest makeshift walls. It's pretty simple."

Charlie’s brow furrowed. "But you don't have that plan worked out already? I only ask because..."

"Because you're worried," Angel interrupted her. "I get that, and I am too. But you're just going to have to trust me. Me, Husk, and Niffty... we're smart. We'll figure something out." He offered a small smile. "I think, maybe... just maybe, you don't get to save us from this one yourself, Charlie."

The words landed with a quiet thud. They weren't a challenge, but a statement of fact. Charlie, the leader, the planner, the one who always tried to carry the weight, was being told to let go. This mission was in their hands now. She looked at this man who had survived the horrors since New York and again, who was now volunteering to walk back into them for a friend.

She gave a slow nod. "Okay," she breathed. "Just... be smart."

"That's the plan, toots," Angel said. He turned and walked back to the rope, where Niffty was already buzzing with impatient energy.

Niffty went first. Her small size made her the obvious choice. She scrambled onto the rope, her tiny hands gripping the coarse fibers. She moved like a hyperactive spider, her back to the groaning abyss below, her knees hooked over the rope for extra stability. The infected beneath her seemed to sense the movement, their milky eyes tracking her progress, their grasping hands clawing at the air a good fifteen feet beneath her swinging form. In what felt like both an eternity and a single breath, she was safely on the far roof, turning to wave frantically at Angel.

"Your turn, tall and clumsy!" she yelled, her voice thin across the gap.

Angel took a deep breath, his knuckles white on the rope. He mirrored Niffty's technique, hauling himself out and hooking his knees over the line. But the difference was immediate and terrifying. The rope, which had held firm for Niffty, groaned under his taller, heavier frame. It sagged dramatically into a deeper curve. The groans from below intensified into a frenzied chorus as the distance between him and the horde shrank by several feet. The bottom of his backpack brushed against the upstretched, rotting fingertips of the tallest infected. A cold dread seized Charlie's heart as she watched from the wall.

"Angel, go back!" Niffty shrieked. "It's gonna break!"

"Fuck that, I'm almost there!" Angel grunted through clenched teeth, not stopping his agonizingly slow, hand-over-hand progress. He was more than halfway, his body swaying precariously. The fibers of the rope audibly creaked and strained.

He was just ten feet from the roof's edge when a TWANG echoed.

The rope snapped.

A collective gasp went up from the wall. Angel let out a strangled cry as he and the severed end of the rope plummeted downwards. He didn't fall far, crashing hard against the rough brick wall of the building just below the roofline. The impact knocked the wind out of him, but his grip held fast to the rope.

He dangled there, stunned and gasping, his feet kicking uselessly at the air. The horde beneath him went berserk, a tidal wave of rotting flesh surging against the building's foundation, their collective moan rising to a deafening roar. They began to climb over each other, a horrifying, living ladder forming to reach him.

"CLIMB! ANGEL, CLIMB!"

Angel, shaking his head to clear it, began to haul himself up the remaining length of rope, his muscles screaming in protest. On the roof, Niffty was flat on her stomach, her small hands desperately trying to pull the heavy rope up, but Angel's weight is too much for her.

"Grab it! Grab it!" she squealed, her face contorted with effort.

Just as a particularly fast infected managed to claw its way high enough to brush the sole of Angel's remaining shoe, a pair of large, familiar hands reached down from behind Niffty. They seized the rope with surprising strength and the corded muscles in the forearms bulging. With a powerful, grunting heave, a figure hauled Angel up and over the edge of the roof like a landed fish.

Angel collapsed onto the tar-paper, chest heaving, his whole body trembling with adrenaline and relief. He lay there for a second, staring at the sky, before pushing himself up onto his elbows.

"My hands... jeez," he groaned, examining his rope-burned palms. He looked down at his feet. "And I lost a damn shoe. Crap."

"Well, Niff and Angel…” He heard a familiar, gravelly voice above him. Looking up, he saw Husk wiping his brow with the back of his hand. The older man looked tired, his clothes rumpled, but with a small smile. "Good plan so far. Now what?”


The silence is intense, broken only by the splash of Vaggie’s boots and the increasingly labored sound of her own breathing. The beam of her flashlight was now a sickly orange glow, illuminating only a few feet in front of her.

She moved as quickly as she dared, her spear held ready, every sense screaming that she was walking into a trap. The arrows led her on, a trail of false hope painted on the crumbling walls. Then, she rounded a bend and her light, weak as it was, fell upon the reason for the silence.

The tunnel ahead was completely blocked by a cave-in. Fresh dirt, shattered concrete, and twisted rebar formed an impassable wall. And sprayed on the rubble, in a frantic, messy yellow, was a single, final arrow pointing straight down at the floor. It was a dead end.

Lute and Leo were on the other side.

“Goddammit, Lauren,” Vaggie whispered, the words swallowed by the oppressive silence.

Then, it was broken.

A distant, wet gargling sound echoed from one of the smaller, unmarked tributary tunnels that branched off just before the cave-in. It was followed by a strained voice.

“—just get up! We have to move!”

Lute’s voice, sharp and commanding, but without the usual anger she had heard a million times before. “They’re flanking us! To your left!”

Without a second thought, Vaggie plunged into the narrow opening. The tunnel was tight, forcing her to turn sideways, her spear scraping against the slimy walls. The gargling moans grew louder, mixed with the sounds of splashing, a pained cry, and the sickening thwack of a hatchet hitting bone.

She burst out into a slightly wider junction. Her dying flashlight beam swept the scene.

A bloated, water-logged infected was lurching toward her. Vaggie didn't break stride. She drove her spear forward in a single thrust, the point entering under its jaw and punching up into its brain. It collapsed into the muck.

Across the chamber in a wider section of the tunnel, Lute stood her ground with her single arm a blur as she used her hatchet to get two more of the variants on the ground. A third had its back to Vaggie, clawing at Lute. Lute sidestepped its lunge, hooked her foot behind its ankle, and slammed it to the ground. Before it could rise, her hatchet fell.

Her movements were tight, defensive; she was protecting something behind her.

One of the infected, sensing new movement, turned its milky eyes towards Vaggie and lurched away from Lute. It moved with that slick speed. Vaggie didn't give it a chance. She lunged forward, her spear shooting out in a short, powerful thrust that pierced its temple.

Their eyes met over the twitching corpse.

Lute’s eyes widened in genuine shock. Her chest was heaving, her face and clothes spattered with dark, foul-smelling fluid. "Valeria? What—”

"Never mind that," Vaggie cut her off, her single eye scanning the tunnel behind Lute. "Where's Leo?"

Before Lute could answer, a choked sob came from a shallow alcove in the tunnel wall. Leo was curled there, knees to his chest, his crowbar lying forgotten in the water beside him. He was trembling violently, his face buried in his arms, consumed by panic.

"He broke," Lute sounds frustrated. "Another nest came at us from a side passage right after the cave-in. I couldn't drag him and fight them all at once. We got separated from our original path."

A fresh wave of gargling moans echoed from the tunnel Vaggie had just come through. They were coming.

Vaggie’s jaw tightened. "Fuck. Okay. Carry him," She turned to face the tunnel entrance, her spear held ready. "I'll cover you. We're going back the way I came. Now!”

Lute shoved her hatchet into her belt, bent down, and with a grunt of effort, hauled Leo's limp form over her shoulder in a fireman's carry. He is dead weight, his sobs now muffled against her back.

They moved back toward the narrow tunnel, Vaggie leading the way. But as they reached the entrance, Vaggie’s heart plummeted. Her flashlight beam, now little more than a dying ember, illuminated the passage. It was no longer clear.

The sounds from the main chamber had drawn more of them. Two, then three of the water-logged infected were now shambling out of the darkness, blocking their only escape route. Vaggie glanced behind her. From the other end of the junction, more shadowy figures were emerging, drawn by the noise.

They were trapped.

"Mierda. They're coming from both sides," Vaggie said, her voice tight.

Lute adjusted Leo's weight on her shoulder, her eyes scanning the chamber desperately. "There!" She jerked her head towards the opposite end of the wider chamber, past where she had been fighting. "A pump room or something down that way. I saw the door when we were pushed back. It's our only shot!"

Vaggie didn't need to be told twice. "Go! I'm right behind you!"

Lute broke into a run, burdened by Leo, her boots splashing through the murky water. Vaggie backed away from the advancing creatures, keeping her spear leveled, her single eye flicking between the two converging groups.

The things from the escape tunnel were closer, their gurgling moans filling the small space. Vaggie jabbed her spear, catching one in the chest, but it didn't go down, just staggered back and kept coming. There were too many.

The tunnel curved, and ahead, Vaggie saw it: a heavy, metal door, slightly ajar. "Go, Lauren! Almost there!" She yelled.

She backed toward the door and jabbed, thrust, even used the butt of the spear to crack skulls. They were slow, but they were an endless tide of rotting flesh and milky eyes emerging from the dripping dark. For every one she put down, two more seemed to take its place, their guttural moans a physical pressure in the confined space.

Her single eye flicked to Lute, who had reached the door. With a grunt of effort, Lute shifted Leo's weight, freeing her hand to grab the rusted handle. She hauled it open, the hinges screaming in protest. The space beyond was pitch black.

Just a few more steps, Vaggie thought, parrying a set of clawing hands and shoving the creature back into two others. Just a few more—

Her eye caught a flicker of movement from a recessed alcove to Lute's immediate left, a patch of darkness so absolute her failing light hadn't penetrated it. A straggler, faster than the others, uncoiled from the shadows. It wasn't bloated from the water.

"LAUREN! BEHIND YOU!" Vaggie screamed.

It was too late.

The thing lunged, not at Lute, but at her legs. It tackled her with the force of a feral animal. Lute cried out as her knees buckled. The impact broke her grip on Leo. He fell from her shoulder with a splash, his cry of panic cut short as his head went under the foul water.

Time seemed to slow. Vaggie watched in horror as the scrawny infected, ignoring Lute for the moment, scrambled on top of the flailing Leo. Leo surfaced, gasping and sputtering, just as the creature sank its rotted teeth deep into the meat of his calf.

A scream tore from Leo's throat, a sound of pure agony that overwhelmed all the moans and splashes.

The sound of a death toll.

"NO!" Vaggie was moving before she even processed the thought. She abandoned her defensive position, covering the distance in three long strides. She didn't bother with her spear. She grabbed the infected by its ragged collar, yanking it off Leo and slammed it against the tunnel wall. Once, twice, on the third impact, its skull gave way with a wet crunch. She let the twitching corpse fall back into the water.

The looming dread was instant. It settled over her and Lute. Leo's fate was sealed the moment those teeth broke skin.

Lute was already on her feet. She didn't look at the bite, didn't offer false comfort. "We're not leaving him," she snarled. She bent down, hooking her arm under Leo's shoulders and hauling him upright again. He was whimpering now, clutching his bleeding leg, his eyes wide with the terror of what he knew was coming.

"Cover us!" Lute barked, and began a stumbling run for the open door.

The brief pause had allowed the horde to close the gap. They were everywhere, stumbling out of the main tunnel, emerging from side passages, drawn by Leo's scream. Vaggie fell in behind Lute. Her spear was a blur with stabbing, smashing, clearing a path through the rotting bodies. The air grew thick with the stench of decay and fresh blood.

Lute reached the door first. With a final, monumental heave, she half-threw, half-shoved the sobbing Leo through the dark opening. He collapsed inside, out of sight.

Vaggie was five paces away, then four, her lungs burning, her arms screaming in protest. And then she saw it.

Lute stood in the doorway, her body framed by the darkness behind her. She turned, her eyes locking with Vaggie's. Her hand went to the heavy metal door.

She's going to close it.

The thought was an ice pick to Vaggie's heart. All the old hatred, all the betrayal, flooded back in an instant. Of course. This was her moment. Trapped underground, surrounded, she would seal Vaggie's fate with a single, merciless act. It was who she was.

"WAIT!" Vaggie screamed, the word tearing from her throat, raw with a terror she hadn't felt since her own torture. "WAIT FOR ME!"

She put on a final, desperate burst of speed, her boots skidding on the slimy floor. The dead were inches behind her, their cold fingers brushing against her jacket.

Lute’s arm shot out. Not to push the door closed, but towards Vaggie.

"COME ON!" Lute roared.

Vaggie reached out, her hand slapping into Lute's. Her fingers closed around Vaggie's wrist and with a powerful yank, she hauled Vaggie forward.

Vaggie stumbled across the threshold, propelled by Lute's strength, her momentum carrying her past the other woman and into the pitch-black room. She staggered, nearly falling over Leo's crumpled form.

The moment she was clear, Lute threw her full weight against the heavy door. It slammed shut with a deafening BOOM that echoed in the small, dark space. The sound of the moaning horde was instantly muffled, replaced by the frantic scrabbling of countless hands beating against the other side of the metal.

In the darkness, the only sounds were Leo’s ragged, pain-filled sobs, the frantic pounding on the door, and Vaggie’s own gasping breaths. Her flashlight was dead. She was blind.

“We need light,” Vaggie hissed into the blackness, her hands patting down her own gear, finding nothing.

A series of sharp, metallic clicks came from Lute’s direction, followed by a frustrated grunt. “Lighter’s waterlogged. Useless.”

They were trapped in the dark with a dying man.

“Leo,” Vaggie said, her voice firm. She dropped to her knees, her hands finding his trembling form. “Leo, I need to see the bite.”

“It hurts… oh god, it hurts so much,” he whimpered, his words slurred with shock. “I don’t wanna die, Vaggie, please, I don’t wanna die…”

“I know. I know. Just let me see.” Her fingers worked quickly, fumbling for the soaked fabric of his pants. She found the tear near his calf, the fabric stiff and hot with fresh blood. Gritting her teeth, she grabbed both sides of the rip and pulled, the sound of tearing denim loud in the small room. Leo cried out as the cool air hit the wound.

Vaggie couldn’t see it, but she could feel it. The skin was torn and mangled, the indentations of teeth clear even to her touch. The wound was already pulsing hot, a sickening warmth that seemed to radiate up his leg.

A new sound cut through the darkness. A soft, metallic shhh-click.

Vaggie froze. She knew that sound. It was the sound of Lute’s hatchet being loosened in its belt loop.

Her head snapped up, her single eye straining to find Lute’s silhouette in the absolute black. “What are you doing?” The question was a low, dangerous growl.

Lute’s voice was calm, which was somehow more terrifying. “What has to be done.”

“No,” Vaggie shifted her body, placing herself between Lute and the sobbing Leo. “You are not putting that thing in his head. Not while he’s still breathing.”

There was a beat of silence. Then, Lute corrected her, “I’m not going to kill him. I’m going to save him.”

Vaggie’s mind reeled. “What?”

“The bite is on his leg. If we remove the leg, we stop it from reaching his brain.” Lute’s voice was closer now. Vaggie could feel her presence, could almost smell the blood and sewer water on her. “It’s the only way.”

“You’re insane!” Vaggie spat, her disbelief warring. “You’ll hack his leg off in the dark with a fucking hatchet? He’ll bleed out in minutes like a stuck pig!”

“Then stop the bleeding,” Lute countered, as if she were suggesting they patch a tire. “Apply a tourniquet. You have a belt. Use it.”

Vaggie’s disbelief held firm. “And you expect me to believe that? After yesterday? After what you did to that runner at the gate? You expect me to believe you suddenly have a change of heart and pretend to be a field surgeon?”

Another step closer. Vaggie could feel the air move.

“Look at me, Valeria,” Lute’s voice was low, intense.

“I can’t see a damn thing, you psychotic bitch.”

“Then remember!” Lute snapped. The words were sharp, commanding. “Remember the mansion. You shoved me through that window. Right into them.”

The memory flashed. The cacophony of the horde. The shattering glass. Vaggie, fueled by rage and desperation, heaving Lute’s armored form through the window and into the waiting sea of teeth and claws below. She’d seen Lute disappear under a writhing mass of bodies, heard the brief, choked-off scream. She had counted Lute as dead. They all had.

“I still remember the feeling of my arm getting torn right out of the socket,” Lute’s voice cut through the memory. “I felt the fever start before I even managed to crawl away. If I survive from sacrificing my fucking arm, then this kid will survive from losing his leg.”

Vaggie’s breath hitched. A self-amputation to stop the infection. Lute had cheated the virus the only way possible. She wasn't offering mercy, she was applying a known solution.

“He’ll still bleed out,” Vaggie insisted, but her protest was weaker now, the wind knocked out of her by the horrific truth. “A tourniquet won’t be enough for… for that.”

“It’s a chance,” Lute stated. “A small one. The alternative is he turns in this room with us. Your choice.”

The choice. Let Leo die slowly and horribly from the infection, only to become one of the very things trying to break down the door, or subject him to an agonizing, barbaric procedure that would likely kill him anyway.

Leo’s sobs turned into a choked plea. “Please… just do it. Please, I don’t wanna be one of them. Don’t let me turn…”

His words decided it. The transformation is worse than a hatchet.

“God damn you, Lauren,” Vaggie whispered, feeling the deep hatred. She fumbled with her own belt, yanking it free from her pants loops. “Do it. Fast.”

She found Leo’s upper thigh, high above the wound, and wrapped the leather belt around it, pulling it as tight as she could, her muscles straining. Leo screamed as the tourniquet bit into his flesh.

“It’s on.”

“Hold him down.”

Vaggie shifted, using her body weight to pin Leo’s torso and his good leg, her hands gripping his shoulders. He was thrashing, his cries becoming raw, animalistic sounds of pure terror.

“I’m sorry, Leo,” Vaggie murmured, her face close to his ear. “I’m so sorry.”

There was a moment of stillness. Then, the sound.

It was a wet, gristly THUMP-CRUNCH, followed by a sickening crack of bone. The hatchet was sharp, but the force required to sever a femur in a single blow will take an effort. Leo’s scream reached a piercing, inhuman crescendo, before cutting off into a choked, wet gurgle as the shock overwhelmed his system.

Vaggie felt his body convulse violently beneath her, a hot, coppery spray hitting her face and chest. The metallic tang of blood filled her nostrils, thick and cloying.

The hatchet fell again. A softer thwack, severing the last of the muscle and tendon.

A heavy, wet thud hit the floor beside them. Leo’s leg. Followed by a soft, pulsing hiss from the stump. Arterial spray, slowed but not stopped by the tourniquet.

"Pressure. Now," Lute’s voice was a ragged gasp. Something heavy and wet (a wad of fabric torn from Lute’s own shirt or jacket) was shoved into Vaggie's hands.

Vaggie’s own hands, trembling and slick with blood, fumbled in the dark. She found the ragged, seeping end of Leo’s leg. She could feel the splintered edge of his femur through the padding. Gritting her teeth, she pressed down with all her weight, leaning into the stump.

Leo was silent. Unconscious or dead, she didn't know. In the absolute black, with the stench of blood and death thick in the air, the two women knelt over the mutilated runner. Vaggie then leaned all her weight onto the stump, trying to stanch the flow.

Then, a clatter.

A metallic sound, like a heavy cylinder hitting the concrete and rolling. It was followed by a frustrated sound from Lute.

A moment later, a beam of light, weak and shaky, cut through the black.

Vaggie blinked, her single eye struggling to adjust. The beam swept across the small, concrete-walled room, illuminating rusted pipes, a dead control panel, and finally, the horror at their feet.

Leo lay pale and still. Below his hip is a bloody mess. The tourniquet was a dark, tight band high on his thigh, and below it… Vaggie’s stomach turned. The fabric she was pressing into was already saturated, dark red seeping through her fingers. The severed leg lay a few feet away.

The flashlight beam trembled, its light dancing erratically over the scene. Vaggie followed the beam back to its source. Lute was on one knee, her face ashen, sweat beading on her brow. Her single arm, the one holding the flashlight, was shaking violently, the muscles quivering with exhaustion and strain. The hatchet lay on the floor where she’d apparently dropped it.

Without a word, Vaggie brought her free hand up, the one not drenched in Leo’s blood, and pressed two fingers against the side of his neck. The skin was clammy and cold. For a second, she felt nothing. Then, a faint, fluttering pulse tapped against her fingertips. It was there, but it is weak.

A low, whispery voice cut through the silence, so strained it was barely recognizable as Lute’s.

“I’ll… I’ll carry him.”

Vaggie’s head snapped up. “What?”

Lute’s eyes were fixed on Leo’s still form, her jaw clenched tight against the tremor in her arm. She swallowed hard. “I said I’ll carry him. All the way out.”

The offer was insane. The stubborn will behind it was staggering, but Vaggie’s gaze dropped back to Lute’s arm. It is a constant, uncontrollable shake, the muscles clearly pushed far beyond their limit from the fight, the run, and the butchery. She couldn’t even hold the flashlight steady.

“With what arm, Lauren?” Vaggie’s voice is flat. “You can barely hold that light.”

Lute’s eyes flickered to her own trembling limb, a flicker of frustration and something akin to shame crossing her features before it was smothered by that familiar, rigid determination. She opened her mouth to argue, but no sound came out.

Vaggie made the decision in an instant. “I’ll carry him,” she stated, her tone leaving no room for argument. “You take point. Clear the path. That’s what you’re good at.”

She didn’t wait for a response. Carefully, she shifted her weight, keeping pressure on the stump with one hand while she maneuvered herself. She hooked her arms under Leo’s shoulders and his remaining knee, gritting her teeth as she took his full, dead weight. He was heavier than he looked. She staggered to her feet, her back protesting, the coppery smell of his blood filling her senses.

Lute watched her, the flashlight beam still jittering across the floor. For a long moment, she didn't move, a war of emotions playing out on her face in the shaky light. Finally, she bent down, snatched her hatchet from the floor, and shoved it back into her belt. She took a firm grip on the flashlight to steady the beam as best she could.

She turned to face the heavy metal door. “Okay,” Lute’s posture straightened. “When I open this door, we run. Don’t stop for anything. We follow the yellow arrows back to the main chamber. Understood?”

Vaggie adjusted Leo’s weight in her arms, his head lolling against her shoulder. “Just get us the hell out of here.”

Notes:

(nov. 19 2025) season 2 has concluded and i gotta say, i have *some* mixed opinions about it, but im not gonna explain or dig deeper as no one will give a shit or the fandom would get get my ass lol.
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in terms of vaggi's new name, i'll still keep her og name in this fic for convenience purposes. gonna be a damn pain to go through 400k+ words to change the name... and its just her nickname after all, so it wont be a big deal