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"All done warming up?" The stage manager asked. "You're on in five."

Joshua took a deep breath, studying himself in the mirror before nodding. "Let's do this." He grabbed his guitar and left the dressing room.

Over the venue speakers, he heard his name being announced to the crowd. "Put your hands together for Joshua Hong!"

Joshua stepped out onto the stage, lights so blinding he could hardly see the silhouettes of the audience. "Some of you might recognize this one." He said, opening with a cover of his favorite song by Korean superstar DK aka Seokmin Lee. The stage lights bathe him in a heavenly warmth. There, he was home. That was what he lived for. He closed his eyes, digging deep for inspiration. He imagined duetting with Seokmin on stage in a sold-out arena. He let Seokmin's words flow through him, every note and syllable building with raw intensity. As the gig continued, he belted out every sing with all the energy and emotion he could muster. After running through several of his originals, he let the last notes ring out into the void.

Finally, the lights went down, and he could make out the thin crowd of patrons at The Quacking Duck, his local dive bar in the middle of nowhere. There was a smattering of tepid applause. The Wednesday night crowd was paying more attention to their pints than to Joshua. "Hey, barkeep, why's it so quiet? I think the jukebox is busted."

Joshua cleared his throat, leaning toward the microphone again. "Thanks so much for coming out tonight! It's so important to support your local musicians, especially in this fragile economy." Still, no one paid attention. The stage manager motioned for Joshua to get off the stage. Frustrated, he hopped down with his guitar.

The stage manager handed him his wages for the night. "Here you go. $15. Same time next week?"

"Yeah." Joshua sighed. "I'll be here." He trudged toward the exit when he heard a voice behind him.

"That was amazing! You killed it!"

Joshua immediately smiled brightly. "Thanks! It's so nice to hear from a fan-" He cut off as he turned around to see it was just his best friend Vernon lugging a heavy camera and tripod. "But you're the only one who gives a shit. You'll always be my number one fan, Vernon, because the number of my fans is one."

"You're so negative!" Vernon exclaimed. "How are you gonna get on without me around to boost your ego?"

"Please don't remind me you're heading off to film school next week." Joshua frowned.

"Forget I said anything." Vernon smiled. "Now let's head back to my place and post this footage on your channel."

***

Flopped on Vernon's bed, Joshua watched the alpha edit that night's footage on his laptop. "Check this out." Vernon pointed to the screen. "I played with the color grade to get that 1960s vibe. Figure the vintage look will help your thumbnail stand out."

Joshua's eyes widened a bit in awe. "It's just like in Seokmin's original video!"

Vernon smiled as he hit a key on his laptop. "Compressing and…done! Ready to post it on your channel?"

Joshua nodded and took the laptop to sign into his YouTube channel. "How many subscribers do I have again?" But he didn't give the alpha an actual chance to answer. "Oh, right. 12." He set the video to public and clicked 'Upload'.

"And now it's live!" Vernon exclaimed after a moment. He then turned to Joshua with a smile and nudged him. "You know what we should do."

Joshua groaned. "Don't you dare say send it to-
"Send it to Seokmin!" Vernon beamed. "Come on! Imagine how many subscribers you would get if Seokmin Lee shared your cover to 20 million followers! Besides, you've been totally obsessed with him-"

"I'm not obsessed with Seokmin!" Joshua explained, his voice rising in pitch. "I just appreciate the greatest singer of our generation."

"I mean it though." Vernon said seriously. "The world wants to hear your voice, Joshua." Joshua sighed and looked away. "Don't believe me? Well you've got a new subscriber already." He pointed to the screen where Joshua's subscriber count was now a whopping 13.

"Who cares?" Joshua groaned, flopping back onto Vernon's bed again.

"Uh, they cared!" Vernon said as if it were obvious.

"Yeah, but how am I ever gonna get a career out of this by getting one fan at a time?" Joshua asked. "You couldn't understand. You're gonna be super successful off at film school and I'll be stuck here."

Vernon frowned. "What I understand is you definitely won't make it if you don't have confidence in yourself."

Joshua bit his lip and sat up, slowly moving the cursor across the screen to share the video through Seokmin's instagram DMs. "Whatever, it's not like he's even gonna see it."

"His loss then." Vernon smiled.

Joshua's gaze fell on the time. "How is it this late already? I've gotta be up early for work."

"I'll swing by tomorrow to say hi during your shift." Vernon promised as Joshua stood up to leave."

"And beg for a free smoothie?" Joshua asked.

Vernon blinked. "That went without saying."

***

"Next in line!" Joshua called out before checking the clock. In 15 minutes it would be two hours until one hour until he could go home.

The next customer stepped forward. "Yes, I'll have a large soymilk smoothie with mango, kale, guava, spinach, kiwi, passionfruit, avocado, oh and the activated almonds-"

Joshua interrupted her. "Sorry, ma'am, three ingredients max. All that can't fit in the blender. It'll explode."

The customer glared at him. "The only thing that's going to explode around here is me if I don't speak to your manager this instant!"

"Hey, Tina?" Joshua sighed as he called out to his manager. "I need some backup here."

The female alpha scowled at him. "Joshua, we've worked together a while. Let's see if we can finish each other's sentences. 'Here at Smoothie Star, the customer is always…'"

"A jackass." Joshua said with an innocent smile.

"What? No!" Tina exclaimed. "Right! The customer is always right! So if you don't mind, please ensure that this customer's order goes smoothly."

With a groan, Joshua packed all of the ingredients into the blender and hit the button. It started to smoke, rocking back and forth. He hit the deck just as the blender exploded in a geyser all over the store. "I think the almonds just activated." He said weakly.

"Joshua! What did you just-" Tina cut off and shook her head, turning to the customer with an apologetic expression. "Ma'am, please accept this coupon as a token of our promise to do better." As the customer left in a huff, Joshua turned to find Tina pushing the mop cart on him. "Look, I need to deliver this batch of smoothies over to the fairgrounds. This better be cleaned up by the time I'm back."

Sighing heavily, Joshua took the mop. With the store empty for the moment, Joshua risked putting in his earbuds. The only way to make it better was to disappear into his music for a little while. He cued up one of his demo tracks and soon he was quietly singing along to himself. He closed his eyes, forgetting where he was as he got into the music. He gripped the handle of his mop, turning it into a mic stand. Smoothie Star was a million miles away. He was center stage at Coachella as the chorus came in. As he held the high note, a voice behind him harmonized beautifully. Startled, he yanked out his earbuds, realizing belatedly that he recognized that voice. He whirled around and his jaw dropped.

"Hi there." Seokmin Lee waved at him. "Was that song one of yours?"

"Seokmin. Fucking. Lee." Joshua said in a mixture of awe and disbelief.

Seokmin chuckled. "I didn't mean to interrupt. I was quite enjoying the show."

Joshua started to blink rapidly, his brain trying to send words to his mouth. Unfortunately, all that came out was, "Buhhh…"

"Relax." Seokmin smiled warmly. "It happens more than you'd think. I'm actually in the habit of answering to 'Buhh'."

Joshua tried to swallow but his body decided to stop working. Luckily, he was bailed out when a statuesque omega entered the store. "I've got Tori on the phone." The omega said. "Says she's booking studio time at Glenn Gould. I’m happy to tell her to shove it."

Seokmin didn't turn away from Joshua as he responded. "I know you would be. But that won't be necessary, Wonwoo. I'll take it outside." He politely waved goodbye to Joshua before taking Wonwoo's phone and walking out of the store.

"Was that…" Joshua pointed with a shaky hand to where Seokmin had disappeared. "Was that really…"

"Yes." Wonwoo nodded. "Obviously."

Joshua turned to Wonwoo, a smile slowly spreading across his face. "And do you…are you…"

"Seokmin's publicist." Wonwoo said. "Any more questions? I must've forgotten I scheduled an interview with Smoothies Weekly."

"I'm sorry." Joshua said, letting out a laugh of disbelief. "I'm just losing my fucking mind!"

Wonwoo stared at him, blinking slowly. "I'll need two strawberry smoothies with soy milk, three of the mango banana blend, one peach, and-Driver! New guy, get in here, I forgot your name. What do you want?"

"It's Mingyu." The driver said with a smile. "I'd sure love a peanut butter protein shake. Please and thank you!" Joshua got to work, wondering which smoothie was Seokmin's. Peach? Strawberry and soy? No, definitely mango banana. "Mr. Jeon, I wanted to touch base on our ETA for tonight."

Wonwoo sighed. "I know you're new, Mingyu, but do try to keep up. The secret show is at-"

"Lee's Palace at 7:00." Mingyu nodded. "I meant specifics. For instance, Mr. Lee's preferred rehearsal time." Joshua's eyes widened but he did his best to keep silent. A secret show? At Lee's Palace? He had to be there. He blazed through the recipes and handed over a tray full of smoothies.

"Not bad." Wonwoo smiled. "I like someone who takes their job seriously."

"I'm totally someone who-" He cut off as the two abruptly turned around and walked out. "And they're leaving." He slumped against the counter before realizing that was his chance to make sure Seokmin saw his channel. He darted outside just in time to see the limo pulling away from the sidewalk. "Wait!" He chased after it. "Seokmin! I just want to-" The limo turned the corner. Joshua slowed to a stop and hunched over, out of breath.

"Uh, why are you running in the street." Vernon appeared, looking at Joshua in slight concern. "Did that pigeon attack your shop again?"

"Vernon, oh my god!" Joshua straightened up and gripped the alpha's shoulders. "Seokmin Lee was just at my store! I made him a fucking smoothie!"

Vernon blinked before laughing. "Very funny. Danny DeVito would have been way more believable."

"I'm not messing with you!" Joshua exclaimed. "He's playing a secret show at Lee's Palace tonight at 7:00!"

"He sells out stadiums though." Vernon said. "Lee's Palace holds, what, a hundred people?"

"I'll never get another chance to see him at a show that intimate!" Joshua shook Vernon. "We have to go!"

Vernon smiled. "And show him your channel! Think you can convince Tina to let you off work early?"

***

Joshua served up a smoothie to the last person in line, anxiously checking the clock. The secret show was coming up. If he left right then, he would have time to go home and change out of his uniform. "Um…hey, Tina? I've finished up all my tasks. So would it be possible for me to head out early? I've cleaned every surface in the store three times and the store's basically empty so-"

Tina cut him off. "If the store's empty, we have to do something about that, don't we?" She handed him a stack of coupons. "Hit the sidewalk! You've got coupons to distribute! Oh, and guess what I just got repaired…"

"Tina, no…" Joshua's eyes widened in horror as he shook his head. "Please, anything but the-"

"That's right, the banana suit." Tina nodded and smiled. "Slap that bad boy on and get out there!"

Joshua grimaced as he looked towards the sidewalk, imagining himself wearing a banana suit and handing out coupons instead of seeing Seokmin Lee performing up close and in person. The longer he thought about it, the more his frustration built up. "You know what." He turned to Tina and ripped off his nametag.

"Joshua, what on earth are you doing?"

"Fuck your bananas." Joshua threw off his apron and began stuffing bananas into the blenders. "Fuck your passion fruit and your agave nectar and your activated almonds!" He threw more and more ingredients into all of the blenders.

"Joshua! You wouldn't dare!"

Joshua looked directly at his manager. "And most of all, fuck you." Without breaking eye contact, he fired up all the overstuffed blenders on full blast. They exploded simultaneously, erupting volcanoes of slush. Joshua walked stormed out of the store, not looking back once.

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Joshua rushed home, changed quickly, and took a rideshare across town to Lee's Palace where Vernon was already waiting inside for him. "You look amazing!" Vernon greeted him with a hug.

"I feel amazing!" Joshua exclaimed. "I never have to go back to Smoothie Star again!"

"No way!" Vernon smiled. "You finally quit?"

Joshua nodded. "You've been saying I should focus on my dreams like you are, going off to film school and all. You want me to take my shot and…well, time to take it."

The stage lights brightened and the first chords of one of Seokmin's newest song rang out. A shadow stepped out of the curtains and into the light. "How's everybody feeling tonight?" Seokmin asked and the crowd screamed so loud, they broke the sound barrier. "Alright! That's what I like to hear!"

"DK!" The crowd screeched as Seokmin began to sing.

In the packed house, Joshua danced to the smash hit, singing along at the top of his lungs. "Could you imagine the two of you actually dueting together?!" Vernon asked over the noise.

Joshua shook his head. "I think I would actually explode!"

The rest of Seokmin's set was legendary and it went by way too fast in Joshua's opinion. "Thanks for coming out! You've been phenomenal! Get home safe! Love you all!" He strode off the stage and the crowd erupted into clapping and cheering.

Eventually, the theater lights came back on, and the crowd started moving toward the exits. "Now's your chance!" Vernon nudged Joshua. "Let's get backstage and show Seokmin your YouTube channel!"

They rushed toward the door to backstage, but an intimidating bouncer stepped in front of them. "Going somewhere?"

"Uh, hi." Joshua smiled. "We were hoping to say hi to Seok-"

The bouncer cut him off. "Are your names on the list?"

Joshua's smile faltered. "Yes?" He tried anyway.

"There is no list." The bouncer said. "I made it up."

Vernon sighed. "Look, Joshua's a musician too and a really big fan and it would mean-"

"Do I look like the Make a Wish Foundation?" The bouncer asked.

Joshua blinked. "I'm gonna go with yes again."

The bouncer glared at them. "Get lost."

"No…" Joshua pouted. "We were so close."

"I'm sorry, Joshua." Vernon wrapped an arm around the omega's shoulders. "Let's just…head outside and get some air."

Outside, Joshua took a seat on the curb, Vernon sitting close beside him. "I can't believe I missed my shot to show Seokmin my stuff and I just-"

Vernon nudged Joshua to interrupt him. "Hey, who cares about Seokmin Lee? You're gonna be bigger than him one day." He smiled as Joshua looked over at him. "I know you will, Joshua. You're a star."

"But I’m not!" Joshua exclaimed. "I'm not a star, Vernon! I can't keep deluding myself like this. I tried all through high school, all through college, and now…" He shook his head, hugging his knees to his chest. "I should just cut my losses."

"Joshua, breathe." Vernon rubbed his back. "You can't give up on yourself."

Joshua sighed. "But I’m not like you, Vernon. You're going to grad school for your dream. You're really going to be a director. I’m just one more mediocre singer playing for empty dive bars." He was quiet for a moment before continuing. "We always had these dreams together, pushing each other, but now you're going off to live them and I'm…I'm here."

Vernon bit his lip. "Look, Joshua, we always knew this was going to be hard. Brutally hard. If you stop now, if you give up on music, if you decide to go sell insurance or whatever…you'll regret it for the rest of your life. Nobody works harder than you do. Nobody deserves this more than you do. And someday soon, the whole world is going to see what I see in you."

Joshua looked at him. "Did you practice that pep talk in the mirror?"

"No." Vernon smiled. "But I may have typed it up earlier in Final Draft."

Normally that would have made Joshua laugh. But all he could do then was sigh. "I just wish I could believe in me as much as you do. 10,000,000 people have the same dream as me. Most of them probably work as hard at it. What makes me so special?" He rested his chin on top of his knees. "Maybe I should just sell insurance."

"Joshua, I…" Vernon trailed off, seeming to take the hint that the omega just wanted to be sad right then. "Listen, I've still got some packing to do. Want me to walk you home?"

"No, thanks." Joshua turned down his offer. "I'd like to just sit and wallow for a while, if that's okay."

"Of course it's okay." Vernon said. "I definitely respect 'wallow time'. It's part of the artistic process." He rose to his feet. "I'll talk to you tomorrow. Or sooner, if you need to." Joshua gave him a small smile before the strolled off down the sidewalk.

The crowd was all gone by that point, leaving Joshua truly all alone. He was thinking it was probably time for a good cry when a door opened in the alley behind him. "Limo's this way, Mr. Lee."

"Perfect." Seokmin's voice rang through the air, sending Joshua's heart fluttering. "Does anyone know what the locals like to do around here?" Joshua jumped to his feet and turned to see Seokmin leaving the back entrance of the venue with his whole entourage. The alpha noticed him. "Hi there." He greeted Joshua with a smile. "Don't I know you from somewhere?"

"Me?" Joshua pointed to himself. "Y-you might know me from the smoothie shop. Your publicist ordered a bunch of smoothies. Were you the peach smoothie? Or the mango banana? Or the strawberry soy?"

"The mango banana, darling. I can't resist it." Joshua felt his cheeks flush at the pet name. "But I don't think that's how I recognize you." Seokmin studied him for a while until his eyes lit up with recognition. "Wait…isn't this you?" He pulled out his phone and tapped at the screen, showing Joshua his video of his cover of Seokmin's song from the dive bar. Joshua was definitely about to faint. "It is you, isn't it? You're Joshua Hong? Your interpretation blew me away. You've got quite the pipes."

Joshua let out a nervous giggle. "Oh, I mean, I just-"

"Don't be modest!" Seokmin smiled widely. "In all honesty, you may have outdone my version."

Wonwoo stepped forward. "Do not quote him on that. Not unless you want to hear from our lawyers."

Seokmin shot him a look. "Go easy on the deer, Wonwoo." He turned back to Joshua. "So what made you choose my song, love?"

All the pet names were making Joshua feel dizzy. "Because I love your music." He answered honestly. "Your songs are, like, the soundtrack of my life."

"You're such a sweetheart, aren't you?" Seokmin held his arms out. "Come here and give me a hug." He pulled Joshua in, smelling like pure sunshine. Joshua was definitely going to die a happy omega. "Would you like us to give you a ride home?"

"Really?" Joshua asked in disbelief as he pulled back. "You have room?"

Seokmin nodded. "You could say that. Hop in." Mingyu the driver pulled up in the lavish limousine, opening its gullwing doors.

Joshua got in the back of the limo. As he settled into the seat, he immediately felt cradled by the soft leather. "Wow, this is nicer than my apartment." He said in awe. "And bigger." The limo pulled away from the curb and Joshua gave himself a second to glance around. There were so many buttons just begging to be pressed. He flipped a switch and watched as the glass divider slid up…and down…and up…and down…

"You break it, you buy it." Wonwoo informed him.

Seokmin chuckled. "Surely you've not forgotten the magic of your first ride in a limousine. For shame, Wonwoo. For shame."

"Where to, Mr. Lee?" Mingyu asked from behind the wheel.

"We're taking Joshua here home." Seokmin said. "And then…" He trailed off and turned to Joshua. "You know, I was hoping to enjoy myself a little after the show. But I'm afraid I haven't the faintest idea where to have fun in this town. I don't suppose you'd care to show me around, would you?"

Joshua's eyes widened a bit. "You mean like…you and me? Hanging out? Together?"

Seokmin's smile grew. "Don't sound so surprised. I am human, after all. And I would love to hear more about your music."

"This is a pretty small town but you're actually in luck." Joshua said. "Our annual county fair is the best thing we've got and it's happening now." He cleared his throat and looked down at his lap. "I mean, you live in Seoul so it's probably not your thing. You know, carnival games, food, prizes. It's pretty corny-"

"Actually that sounds wonderful." Seokmin said. "Down to earth."

Wonwoo raised an eyebrow. "I think the adjective you're looking for is 'filthy'."

"Pay Wonwoo no mind." Seokmin said. "I would love to see your fair, if you'll show me."

Joshua smiled. "What are we waiting for?"

"Excellent." Seokmin leaned towards the front of the limo. "Mingyu, we have a new stop!"

Soon, Joshua and Seokmin were strolling through the gates of the fair. All around them, people kept doing double takes. Then they stared at Joshua. "Holy shit, who is that with DK?"

"Isn't that Joshua Hong? I've seen him play!"

Joshua looked over at Seokmin. "You don't seem worried about being seen around here."

Seokmin shrugged. "Why would I be worried? This was a splendid idea, Joshua."

"Really?" Joshua asked. "You like it? It's so…small. And you're this huge star."

"My hometown back in Korea is much smaller than this." Seokmin chuckled. "It's nice to remember what home is like. No matter how big you get, home will always be home." He was quiet for a moment before changing the subject. "What would you like to do first? I've always fancied carnival games."

Joshua smiled. "How about the milk bottle toss? I'm great at that one. They call me Bullseye Joshua."

"Is that so?" Seokmin raised his eyebrows as they arrived at the booth.

"Yeah, I made that up." Joshua confessed, sighing deeply. "I don't know why I said that."

Seokmin chuckled. "How about this? I'll call you Bullseye Joshua but only if you throw a bullseye, naturally." Joshua picked up a baseball and took aim, lobbing it into the bottle. "How about that? Bullseye strikes again! You're full of surprises, aren't you?" Joshua scanned the row of prizes dangling overhead before picking a small stuffed dragon, holding it out to Seokmin. "For me? I'm honored." The alpha smiled as he accepted the toy.

"In your song, 'Queen of My Heart', your lyrics compared singing to breathing fire." Joshua said. "So it reminded me of you. Besides, it's got the name of my town embroidered on it so it's just a little something to remember me by."

"As if anyone would need a trinket to remember someone like you." Seokmin said with so much sincerity, it sent tingles over Joshua's body.

"Let's keep exploring." Joshua said quietly, turning away to hide his flaming cheeks under the guise of leading Seokmin through the fair.

Later, they enjoyed fairgrounds desserts while walking around together. "Great call on the funnel cake." Joshua said. "This is really hitting the spot."

"Please." Seokmin chuckled. "It's only my favorite fairgrounds snack. When I was little, my parents would take my sister and me to every festival that took place in our town."

"Back home in Korea?" Joshua asked.

Seokmin nodded. "I loved all the street foods the most. I'd share them with my sister. You can imagine the mess we made."

"You must really miss them like crazy." Joshua mused.

"Come to think of it, I can't remember the last time all of us spent a day together." Seokmin admitted. "All I mean to say is, as much as I love my fans, it's easy to get lonely out on tour if you're not really connecting with anyone. So thank you for making me feel a little bit less lonely today. I'm very grateful."

A couple of teenagers ran up to them. "Hey! Sorry to interrupt. I was wondering…could we get a picture with you?"

"Happy to." Seokmin smiled.

Joshua held his hand out for the phone. "I can take it for you."

"We want you in it too!"

Joshua's eyes widened. "Me?"

Seokmin tugged Joshua closer. "Get in here." He wrapped his arm around the omega as a passerby lined up the shot. Joshua smiled so big his face hurt.

"Thanks so much!" The teenagers hurried off, giddy about their chance meeting.

"Why did I let you convince me to get in that picture?" Joshua asked. "I probably looked terrible next to you."

Seokmin laughed. "I doubt that very much. Let's take another one, just us." He grabbed Joshua's phone and held it out for a selfie. Joshua looked at them on the screen. "See? You're beautiful. And you certainly don't need me to tell you so." Joshua's cheeks flushed as Seokmin snapped the photo before handing the omega back his phone. "Something to remember me by." He said softly.

With the fair closing for the night, they made their way back toward the limo. "I don't often get to enjoy outings like this one." Seokmin said. "Thank you for spending the evening with me."

"I'm glad I didn't get nervous and bail when you asked me to hang out." Joshua admitted.

Seokmin smiled. "Nervous? Around me? You shouldn't be. I like to think I'm still a normal person. Besides…" His gaze softened a bit. "You're a delight to spend time with."

Joshua bit his lip and looked down shyly. "That means a lot coming from you. Especially since you're my biggest inspiration." He looked back up. "I know you must hear that a lot, but I mean it. You've really influenced my music. When I look back at the last couple years of my life, every moment, happy, sad, frustrating, whatever…I always had your music to show me the way."

"Oh, Joshua, stop." Seokmin let out a laugh. "What an absolute treasure you are. You almost made me tear up."

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"This is me." Joshua sighed as Mingyu brought the limo to a stop in front of the omega's house.

Seokmin stopped Joshua before he could climb out of the limo. "One thing before you go. Are you familiar with the program One in a Million?"

"The singing competition on TV?" Joshua nodded. "I watch it every week."

"Well I’m in the area because they're having me on as a guest mentor this week." Seokmin revealed.

Wonwoo held a glossy magazine with Seokmin's face splashed across the front out to Joshua. "It's a surprise announcement on the cover of tomorrow's Popular magazine. This is an advance copy."

"They're filming up in the city." Seokmin continued, looking at Joshua with such an intense gaze that the omega felt he might combust under it. "I think you'd make a wonderful contestant." Joshua's heart was in his throat as Seokmin grabbed a pen and took Joshua's hand, gently writing an address on his palm. "The auditions begin at 8:00 sharp. Don't be late or they won't let you in." He smiled.

"Oh wow." Joshua blinked, a dreamy smile spreading across his face. "Yes, I'll definitely come. I'll, um, see you there?"

Seokmin nodded, speaking softly. "You most certainly will."

Joshua stepped into the empty small-town street, feeling surreal as he watched the limo drive off into the darkness. "Did tonight really happen?" He asked himself out loud just as his phone buzzed in his pocket. He pulled it out and nearly fainted when he saw it was a notification from Seokmin sharing his cover video on his official account. He shifted his gaze to the magazine in his hand. For the first time in forever, he had the feeling that soon his own face would be smiling back at him. "Looks like my dream's not over yet…" His excitement quickly waned as panic took over. "Oh my god, what am I gonna play at my audition?"

***

Joshua rummaged deep through his messy bedroom closet, tossing clothes over his head. "Vernon!" He called out. "I need your fashion advice! I have to leave in 10…no, nine minutes!"

Vernon was sat on the edge of Joshua's bread, unmoving and unblinking. "Sorry, I’m still processing the fact that the DK personally invited you to audition for One in a Million."

"Honestly, it was crazy hanging out with someone so talented." Joshua said. "Actually hearing him up close…" He sighed dreamily. "Even the way he speaks sounds musical."

"That good, huh?" Vernon raised his eyebrows. "How did this even happen? You gotta at least give me the TL;DR version."

"I'll tell you all about it in the car." Joshua promised. "But right now, I can't exactly go like this!" He gestured to his current state of dress.

Vernon tilted his head. "Do you still have those matching outfits we wore to homecoming?"

Joshua's eyes widened. "You're right! That'd be perfect! Where the hell did I put it again?" He dug through his closet once more until he finally found the flowy red dress with black and white floral print. He ducked into the closet to change into it before coming out with a little twirl. "How do I look?"

"Meh." Vernon shrugged, earning a pillow to the face from Joshua. "I'm kidding! You look amazing." Joshua glared at him as he laughed. "But I honestly don't know why you keep asking me when I say the same thing every time."

***

Vernon drove Joshua in his van, a ton of camera equipment jostling around in the back. "Thanks so much for driving me all the way to the city for this audition." The omega said gratefully.

"You kidding?" Vernon snorted. "I don't want to be anywhere else." His expression and tone grew more sincere. "Besides, I leave for film school soon so I wanna cram in as much time with you as possible."

Joshua frowned. "Don't remind me."

Vernon checked the GPS on his phone. "We're a block away. You got everything? Guitar? ID? Healthy snacks?"

"Holy shit!" Joshua's eyes nearly popped out of his head as he looked out the window. "How long is this line?" Vernon pulled up to the curb outside the performing arts center where a massive queue of hopeful singers winded around the building. Joshua's heart dropped.

"This is insane." Vernon said. "All these people-"

"-want the exact same thing I want." Joshua slumped in his seat with a pout." They weren't kidding about the 'one in a million' thing. I’m going to get absolutely crushed."

Vernon looked at him incredulously. "Need I remind you DK personally invited you?"

Joshua waved his hand dismissively. "He probably does that with every wannabe."

"No way." Vernon shook his head. "He saw your cover. He obviously believes in you. And what's more important, so do I."

A tiny smile appeared on Joshua's face as he looked over at his best friend. "Thanks for the pep talk. Wish me luck?"

"You don't need luck, Joshua." Vernon said sincerely. "You've done the work. You've got the talent. All you have to do now is march up there and show you belong."

Joshua grabbed his guitar from the back and waved to Vernon. The alpha drove off, minivan sputtering, as Joshua got in the back of the huge line. He checked in with a staffer who handed him a number to pin to his chest. Contestant #9276. The omega breathed in deeply. "I got this." He repeated to himself under his breath.

***

It had been two hours since Joshua first go tin line but at least he was finally actually inside the performing arts center. "Alphas, omegas, and betas, thank you all for coming here today!" A gorgeous dark-skinned omega called out from the front of the room. "On behalf of One in a Million, we're delighted to have you."

A tan alpha next to her clapped his hands together. "Even if we're about to ruthlessly crush 999,999 of your dreams."

"I’m Olivia and this is Noah." The omega introduced them. "This morning, you'll audition in front of our guest panel of three celebrity mentors."

Noah picked up from there. "Each of them will select one lucky contestant for private coaching before the finalists go head-to-head on national television. There, our panel of judges will weigh in and we'll open up a vote to all of America."

"And one of you will be crowned One in a Million and win the $25,000 prize!" Olivia finished up.

"More like 13K after taxes." Noah mumbled.

The lobby erupted into raucous cheering as the line advanced farther. Meanwhile, Joshua focused on keeping himself calm. Looking around, he spotted a cute little girl, maybe about eight or nine years old, waiting next to him. "Hello!" She greeted him with a bright smile.

"Hi there!" Joshua crouched down to her height. "I'm Joshua! What's your name?"

"My name's Emma! I like to-"

An older omega stepped in, glaring at Joshua. "Excuse me, she is not available for interviews at this time."

Emma pouted. "But Mommy, I just wanted to talk to the nice omega."

"I will not allow you to strain your vocal cords speaking to plebeians!" Her mom hissed as she dragged her off, Emma looking on the verge of tears as she waved to Joshua. Poor Emma.

A huge wave of applause and cheering suddenly rolled through the lobby. Joshua looked around until he saw Seokmin strolling into the lobby flanked by Wonwoo and about a dozen security guards, including Mingyu the driver. Contestants closed in for a better look. "Back, please." Mingyu instructed them. "Eight feet of space or I'll be forced to react."

"It's alright, Mingyu." Seokmin smiled and waved. "Good morning, everyone! Are we all ready to sing our hearts out?" He started moving down the line as phones went up everywhere to snap pictures.

Joshua braced himself as Seokjin approached his place in line only for the alpha to just walk right past him. His heart sank as he realized Seokmin didn't remember him. The alpha was clearly just being nice the night before. How could Joshua have been so stupid-

Seokmin paused and looked over his shoulder. "Joshua? Is that you?" Joshua froze as Seokmin smiled. "You look amazing! Wonwoo, Mingyu, you remember Joshua."

"I remember everything." Wonwoo deadpanned. "It's not a compliment."

Mingyu smiled warmly at Joshua. "Hey! It's great to see you, Mr. Hong." His expression then hardened. "Crowds this large can be dangerous. Stay vigilant!"

Seokmin continued to smile at Joshua in a way that had the omega's entire body tingling. "I'm so glad you made it. Feeling confident this morning?"

"I'm feeling grateful you invited me." Joshua said.

"There's no need to thank me." Seokmin shook his head. "You know I'm in awe of your talent." Joshua's cheeks burned. The DK was in awe of him? Seokmin chuckled. "Yes, Lee Seokmin is."

"Shit." Joshua's eyes widened as he realized he'd asked that out loud. "That was supposed to stay in my brain."

"That's alright." Seokmin beamed. "It was very endearing. Me talking in third person, not so much." He moved closer to Joshua and dropped his voice to a whisper. "I don't suppose you'd like a sneak peek of the audition process?"

Joshua's jaw dropped slightly. "Are you kidding? I'm pretty nervous about what to expect so that'd be a huge help."

"Then step this way." Seokmin gestured for Joshua to leave the line. "We'll try not to draw attention."

"As if that's even possible for you." Joshua laughed as he ducked under the velvet rope.

"Let's head into the auditorium." Seokmin said. "You can watch from the back of the room."

Joshua nodded. "Thank you so much. My head is spinning." He dropped his guitar at the entrance to the auditorium and headed inside with Seokmin.

Seokmin led Joshua into the spacious modern theatre. A mix of excitement and terror filled the omega all at once. "I've definitely never performed in a room this big."

"Not to dampen the thrill, but if it settles your nerves, it will still be an audience of three." Seokmin said. "Just this week's guest mentors."

Joshua smiled. "I can handle that. That's smaller than my usual crowd at The Quacking Duck."

"I've got a feeling you'll be playing for bigger crowds soon enough." Seokmin said softly.

Just as Joshua was getting lost in Seokmin's eyes, Wonwoo cut through the moment. "This way, Seokmin. First audition is about to go on."

Seokmin cleared his throat and stepped back from Joshua. "I'll see you when it's your turn. Stay and watch back here for as long as you like." He headed down the aisle to the mentors' table.

Joshua settled into a plush red seat in the back, gazing up at the high, ornamented ceiling as the first contestant stepped up to the microphone. "Hey, everyone! I'm sooooo psyched to be here!" He was an omega about Joshua's age with bright eyes and a cheeky grin.

At the mentors' table, Seokmin took a seat beside a glam rocker in heavy makeup, Sylver, and a bejeweled dreampop star, Phoebe. "I love your whole aura." Phoebe smiled. "Why don't you tell us a bit about yourself?"

"You must've gotten here early to be first in line, sweetheart." Sylver said.

The contestant nodded. "I camped out since 9:00 pm last night! It's been my dream for so long to sing for people! Every week I go to the old folks' home to sing them their favorite songs." Wow he was peppy. Joshua could barely keep up that level of enthusiasm for five minutes at Smoothie Star.

"How lovely." Seokmin beamed. "A good Samaritan. Alright, Jeonghan, why don't you sing a few bars for us?" Jeonghan nodded and gripped the microphone in front of him. He took a tiny breath before opening his mouth and belting out a love ballad with…questionable lyrics. Joshua grimaced at the words that sounded like a kindergartener wrote them. But Jeonghan did have a hell of a voice. "Thank you, Jeonghan. Lovely."

"Wow." Phoebe shook her head slightly. "I feel like I connected with your soul."

"I suppose that's a yes from all three of us then." Sylver mused. "Nice work."

Jeonghan put a hand to his chest. "My poor dying grandmother, who taught me everything I know about singing, will be so happy to know that my dreams are coming true!" He hopped off the stage and started walking to the exit Joshua was sitting near. Joshua hurried out of the auditorium back to the lobby but not before he was spotted. "Hey! Who are you?" The irritated expression on Jeonghan's face was a far cry from the peppy persona he'd had onstage.

"I'm another contestant." Joshua gave him a friendly smile. "You did great! You have a really beautiful voice."

"What are you doing in here?" Jeonghan put a hand on his hip and raised an eyebrow. "Are you, like, spying on me?"

Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "What? No. I wasn't spying. Seokmin invited me."

Jeonghan let out a sharp laugh. "Yeah, right."

"He did." Joshua insisted.

The amusement left Jeonghan's eyes. "Wait, you're serious? What are you, like, friends or something? Just great." He sighed. "This is my fifth time auditioning for this show. I went when they were in Des Moines, in Milwaukee, in Tulsa…" He narrowed his eyes at Joshua. "I'm not letting you take this from me." He stormed past Joshua and out of the lobby.

"Guess I'm not making any friends." Joshua mumbled to himself.

"Where I come from, that's a good thing." Joshua jumped and turned around to see an unfamiliar alpha leaning against the wall next to a guitar case. "If you aren't making everyone around you jealous, it means you aren't worth being jealous of. So in my book, it's a good sign that omega found you so threatening."

Joshua frowned. "I don't want to be seen that way. I'm not trying to succeed at the cost of others."

The alpha raised an eyebrow. "You do realize you're at a competition show."

"Of course but…" Joshua wrapped his arms around himself. "That doesn't mean I'm not rooting for everyone here to share their music with the world."

"What a sweet sentiment." The alpha's lips quirked. "It won't last. So what's your name?"

"I'm Joshua." The omega smiled. "What's yours?"

The alpha snorted in laughter. "Very funny."

"Very Funny." Joshua said without missing a beat. "That's a weird name. So are you gonna tell me or not?"

A noise of interest escaped the alpha as he tilted his head curiously. "You really don't know who I am, do you?"

Before Joshua could say anything, a shrill scream sounded from behind him. "OH MY GOD IS THAT S.COUPS?!"

Joshua managed to sidestep out of the way just in time to avoid being trampled by a wild pack of fans. "SEUNGCHEOL, I LOVE YOU! LOOK! LOOK AT MY ANKLE!"

Seungcheol's eyes widened as he looked at her ankle. "Wow…that, uh…that sure is a tattoo of my face. I hope that's temporary."

"NO! IT'S PERMANENT! IT TOOK 12 HOURS AND IT HURT SO BAD!"

"CAN I GET A SELFIE? OR AN AUTOGRAPH? OR-"

Seungcheol cut her off with a shake of his head. "Nah, I'm good."

The fan's faces fell. "N-no? What do you mean-"

"Means I'm busy having a conversation with Joshua here." Seungcheol flashed them a smile. "Y'all have a good one." The fans skulked off in disappointment as Seungcheol turned back to Joshua.

"That was…something." Joshua said. "It must be totally insane having people in your face all the time."

Seungcheol nodded but he was still smiling. "The worst."

Joshua looked around awkwardly. "Should I leave you alone then?"

"Eh," Seungcheol shrugged. "You can be the exception that proves the rule."

"Well you certainly live up to your reputation as a dick." Joshua couldn't help but say.

Seungcheol smirked. "So you do know who I am."

Joshua shrugged and crossed his arms. "I've heard your songs and now that I put your face to the name, I know I've seen the tabloid covers too. You're kind of notorious, S.Coups." He tilted his head. "What'd that magazine call you again? Pop rock's timebomb? Korea's hottest export? I'm used to your hair being longer."

"My crisis PR team made me get a cut." Seungcheol ran a hand through his hair. "Going for a more 'responsible' image. You like it?"

"Why did you hire a crisis-" Joshua cut himself off as he thought of a recent twitter trend. "Oh, right, didn't you crash a yacht or something?"

"Or something." Seungcheol said. "Insurance paid out a couple million in property damage but it's all good." His smirk returned. "I got off with community service. The judge was a fan."

Joshua raised his eyebrows and scoffed. "Just community service? That's fucked up. Every day I read about rich, famous people breaking the law and getting off scot-free. The justice system in this country is so broken." He shook his head.

"It's total bullshit." Seungcheol surprisingly agreed with him. "People drop their principles in a heartbeat if it means cozying up to a celebrity. My team's got me on this PR tour to clean up my image. Volunteering, kissing babies, TV appearances…"

"Is that why you're here?" Joshua asked. "You're one of the mentors?"

Seungcheol snorted. "I wouldn't make much of a mentor. But I’m judging for the finals this week."

Joshua made a small noise at that. "Well I think it's good that you're giving back."

"Sure but does it count if I’m faking it?" Seungcheol asked.

"Well, if you act like the best, kindest possible version of yourself, that's what you'll become, right?" Joshua shrugged.

Seungcheol's eyes glinted with amusement. "So you're a singer and a philosopher?"

"I think all the best songs have a philosophy behind them, don't you?" Joshua retorted.

"Next up, contestant #9276!"

Seungcheol gestured to the number pinned to Joshua's chest. "Sounds like you're up."

Joshua's eyes widened. "Oh my god, just let me get my-" He stopped abruptly as he saw his guitar knocked over with half the strings broken.

"I'm guessing a half-strung guitar isn't your gimmick." Seungcheol winced.

Joshua picked up his guitar and strummed a chord. It sounded awkward and hollow. "This is my nightmare!"

Seungcheol cocked his head. "Come on, Joshua. All you gotta do is ask."

"Ask what?"

"To use mine." Seungcheol opened his guitar case to reveal his electric guitar.

Joshua gaped at him. "That thing costs more than my life!"

Seungcheol raised an eyebrow. "Cost? No clue about that. Billie Joe Armstrong gave it to me as a birthday present years ago."

Joshua was sure he was about to pass out. "I can't! What if I break it? What if I-"

"Nah, you're not gonna break it." Seungcheol assured him, forcing the strap over his head and onto his shoulder. "Try it."

Reluctantly, Joshua strummed through the first few chords of the song he'd prepared. "Wow, this sounds phenomenal. And it's not even plugged in!" He bit his lip and shook his head. "Still, I couldn't live with myself if I accidentally wrecked your guitar."

"Just take it." Seungcheol insisted. "Besides, I wouldn't mind an excuse to run into you again."

Taking a deep breath, Joshua gave in. "I won't let you down. Or destroy your guitar."

"Relax." Seungcheol smiled. "Now get in there."

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Joshua made it to the stage just in time, his heart pounding fast. If he squinted, he could see Seungcheol sneak into the back row, kick his feet up, and give him a thumbs up. "Well, if it isn't Joshua Hong!" Seokmin smiled brightly from the mentors' table.

"You look positively radiant!" Phoebe gushed.

"Where'd you get that guitar?" Sylver asked in awe. "Billie Joe Armstrong had one of those."

Seokmin's eyes widened a bit in realization. "Joshua, how in the world did you get your hands on that?"

Joshua smiled a bit nervously. "A friend loaned it to me, actually."

"I've no doubt you'll do it justice." Seokmin said sincerely. "Whenever you're ready, love."

Nodding, Joshua took a deep breath. "Okay, this song is by…by you actually, Seokmin. And it's about fighting back."

Seokmin's smile grew. "I'm honored."

Joshua felt his cheeks flush and took another deep breath before singing, strumming the right chords on Seungcheol's guitar as he went. He fell into the rhythm, getting comfortable as he sang through the first verse and chorus. When he came back down to Earth, he realized that all three mentors were standing. And they were applauding. For him.

"Can I level with you?" Sylver asked. "Best thing I've seen all day. No contest."

"All day?" Phoebe laughed. "That was the most beautiful thing I've seen on a stage all year! I could basically feel your rose quartz energy opening up your heart chakra."

"Joshua, that was simply magnificent." Seokmin said. "You are a star. You were born for this."

Joshua felt a bit lightheaded, his face burning from the praise. "Oh my god, I feel like I'm going to pass out."

Seokmin chuckled. "Soak it in. You deserve all this praise and more." Joshua hopped off stage, buoyant and giddy. It was all he could do to not openly fist pump in front of the mentors.

He returned to Seungcheol in the back of the room as the producers called in the next contestant. "You looked pretty good up there." Seungcheol grinned. "You just might be the real deal."

"Sure hope so." Joshua said, holding the guitar out to him. "Thanks for letting me use this."

Seungcheol wouldn't take the guitar back. "You know what. I think you two belong together. Keep it."

Joshua's eyes widened. "You're giving me this guitar?" He asked in disbelief. "But it was a gift! From Billie Joe Armstrong!"

"Yeah, when I was an up and comer." Seungcheol shrugged. "And now I'm paying it forward on to a new one."

***

After several hours of auditions, Joshua packed into the auditorium with all of the other contestants of the day as Olivia and Noah took the stage. "We are finally ready to announce our three finalists!" Olivia exclaimed.

"We're also ready to announce several thousand losers." Noah deadpanned.

"Without further ado, I'd like to invite our mentors up to the stage to announce their picks."

The three mentors took the stage, Phoebe stepping up first. "Thanks, Olivia. We've had a full day of auditions but one of these bright young beings made such an impression on me…a truly promising talent and a real old soul to boot…Emma Williams!"

The little girl who had wanted to talk to Joshua in line began squealing and jumping in excitement. "Wow! Mommy, I did it! I won!"

"You, Emma, are a golden stalk of wheat in this sea of chaff." Her mother said.

Sylver stepped up next. "Look, this was an easy call for me. I could've gotten out of here hours ago because, for me, nobody topped the very first contestant…Jeonghan Yoon!"

Jeonghan jumped to his feet, hands clutched to his chest. "Gosh! Wow! This is such an incredible honor. I think I might cry."

"That leaves one more mentor and one more finalist…" Olivia said, clearly trying to drive up the anticipation in the room.

"The rest of you will go home tonight in tears, tossing and turning all night, wishing you'd had another chance but knowing you never will." Noah stated.

Olivia turned to him. "Gotta ask, Noah, who the hell hired you?"

Noah grinned. "My dad owns the network. I'm never getting fired."

"Well!" Olivia turned back to the crowd. "Anyway, I'd like to invite our final mentor to announce his pick."

Seokmin stepped forward with a bright smile as everyone clapped. "Thank you, thank you! I'd like to begin by congratulating everyone on their hard work today. It is an act of immense courage to pursue one's dreams. Regardless of what happens today, you have followed your heart. Hold onto that feeling and allow it to carry you ever forward." Joshua stiffened in his seat as he braced himself for the results. "Now, without further ado, it is a genuine pleasure to announce that I'll be mentoring a young singer who really blew us all away…Joshua Hong!" Joshua couldn't move. He couldn't breathe. Was that real life? Was it really happening? "Come on up, Joshua!"

Somehow, Joshua managed to stumble to his feet and make it to the stage. Seokmin handed him a microphone and he accepted it with shaking hands. "I just wanted to say, um, Seokmin, your faith in me means more than you can possibly know. And I'm so excited to chase after my dream with you as my guide."

"You're going to go so far." Seokmin said sincerely. "Call it a hunch." He put his arm around Joshua and spoke into the mic. "I'm so looking forward to spending some one-on-one time with Joshua over the next few days. But before we get to rehearsing, I'd like to welcome a very special guest to the stage. A visionary and a legend in the truest sense. Everyone, please welcome the man to whom I owe my career…Sungsoo Han!"

Joshua's eyes widened. "The founder of Pledis Entertainment?"

"The very same." The alpha himself emerged from the curtains behind them to raucous applause and took the microphone from Seokmin. "Unfortunately, I have to begin with a bit of bad news. Usually each week's winner on One in a Million is awarded a cash prize…but not this time. Instead, this week's will receive an exclusive record deal with my label, Pledis Entertainment." Joshua gasped along with the entire crowd. Beside him, Jeonghan beamed with genuine excitement. "Our first mentoring session will take place bright and early tomorrow morning in this very auditorium."

Seokmin turned to Joshua with a soft smile. "I'll see you then."

Joshua nodded. "Bright and early." Seokmin's entourage shuffled him offstage along with Sungsoo and the rest of the contestants filed out.

Seungcheol shot Joshua a smirk as he went. "Congrats. Hope you can handle the spotlight." The door closed after him.

Joshua took a moment to stand alone on stage in the huge hall. He couldn't believe it. The day before, he was ready to completely give up on music. Now he was a finalist on One in a Million. Coached by the DK. And there was a deal with Pledis Entertainment on the line. Do not fuck this up, Joshua.

***

Joshua had been so caught up in the excitement of One in a Million, he hadn't realized how soon Vernon was going to be leaving town. But the day was finally there. "I'm gonna need 11 cups of coffee before I catch this flight." Vernon mumbled from the passenger seat as Joshua drove. "At the absolute minimum."

"Yeah, I still don't know what possessed you to book a 6:00 am flight to New York." Joshua winced.

"Orientation starts tonight." Vernon said. "I wanted to get there with plenty of time to move in."

Joshua raised an eyebrow at him. "Because six hours is plenty of time to adjust to starting a totally new life."

Vernon sighed. "Man, I wish I could cheer you on at the finals for One in a Million, but I guess I'll have to settle for watching you kill it on TV."

"Or watch me crash and burn in front of a national audience." Joshua said. "Let's not jinx this."

"If anyone's gonna crash and burn, it's me." Vernon said. "I have this recurring nightmare that I wash out of film school by Thanksgiving." Joshua looked at him in surprise. "I guess it's really sinking in that, you know, there are thousands of film students in New York. In the world. What if my best is everyone else's mediocre? I've always had this dream but now that I'm on the cusp of living it, I realize…what if I just don't have what it takes?"

Joshua frowned. "Vernon, you have to remember you do have what it takes. You are ridiculously talented."

"I know you think so." Vernon said. "But I’m not shooting movies on my little camera anymore, showing them to our friends at school. I'm up against other ridiculously skilled people. And maybe I'm about to find out that this thing that I love…I'm just okay at it."

"Are you kidding me?" Joshua let out a laugh. "You're Vernon! I feel bad for all the other film students who have to live in your world."

Vernon gave him a tiny smile. "Thanks, Joshua. I hope you're right. I'm almost too scared to find out." Joshua felt a pang in his stomach at Vernon's words, remembering how close he was to living his own dreams too.

Joshua pulled up to the departures terminal and parked. "Listen." He said as they both climbed out of the car. "We're both going to get through this. We're both going to go after our dreams with everything we have, win or lose. Promise?"

"Promise." Vernon grinned. "One last handshake before I go?"

"You know it." The started with a fist bump then blitzed through steps two through four of their secret handshake before ending it with a hip bump. Joshua laughed as he almost fell over from the momentum of Vernon's hips.

"I'll never have another friend like you." Vernon said sincerely.

Joshua lightly punched him on the shoulder. "You better not."

Vernon pulled him into a warm hug. "I'll see you soon, okay?" Joshua watched as Vernon pulled away and passed through the doors into the airport with his luggage. Then the doors slid shut and the alpha was gone. Trying not to cry, Joshua climbed back into the car and shifted it into drive, pulling off toward the city.

One hour and one giant pot of coffee later, Joshua was finally awake and alive enough to meet Seokmin for their mentoring session. "Joshua!" Seokmin greeted him brightly. "Are you ready to spend all day together? Let me give you a hug." He threw his arms around Joshua, sending tingles all over the omega's body. This was cool. This was fine. Joshua was hugging Seokmin Lee. No big deal.

"It's so good to see you too, Seokmin." Joshua finally managed to say.

Seokmin pulled back to continue smiling at Joshua. "I'm excited to get to work! We only have one day to prep for the airing of the finals tomorrow so we-"

"Nice bonding moment! This is perfect."

Joshua looked over to see the camera lens way too close to his face. "Um, is that a camera crew?"

"Don't mind us." A producer said. "We're just here to document your every waking moment."

"It's a TV show, Joshua." Seokmin reminded him. "They're filming all of the finalists' mentoring sessions. We need some behind the scenes moments like these for your pre-taped show package."

Joshua nodded, eyeing the camera crew. "All these cameras are…so fun!" He plastered a smile on his face and struck a pose.

"That's great!" The camerawoman said. "Want to blow the camera a kiss with DK?" Seokmin sidled up to Joshua and they both blew quick kisses toward the camera. "Love it! Now do you want to-"

Seokmin cut her off. "That's enough. Joshua and I have got some work to do."

Seungcheol sauntered over to them from where he'd been tuning his guitar. "Back in the ring, huh?"

"Nothing more than he can handle." Seokmin said. "Isn't that right, Joshua?"

Joshua nodded. "If I can tackle these cameras, I can tackle this mentorship session."

"That's the spirit." Seungcheol smiled. "It's all about making the press work for you." He winked at the camera and made the rounds rapidly, greeting different passing fans as the camera crew struggled to keep up.

Seokmin turned to Joshua. "I see you've met our resident S.Coups and guest judge."

"Yeah, we met yester-"

"Seokmin!" Wonwoo walked up to them. "Just who I was looking for." He paused, catching sight of Seungcheol. "You again, Seungcheol? Is there a reason you're speaking to my client?"

Seungcheol smirked at the omega. "Not a fan of my 'tamed rebel' arc, huh, Wonwoo?"

Wonwoo raised an eyebrow. "On the contrary, I have high respect for your PR team. But keep your inevitable bender far away from Seokmin. I don't need a crashed yacht on his resume." Seokmin shot Wonwoo a look.

"Actually, Seokmin and I were discussing a potential musical collaboration." Seungcheol said. "Weren't we, Seokmin?"

Seokmin's eyes widened then a mischievous smile spread across his face. "Of course. We gave it a lot of thought and working together could enable us to target audiences we couldn’t reach on our own."

Seungcheol nodded. "A classic yin yang situation. We've already posted a teaser story on Weverse."

Wonwoo narrowed his eyes. "No you haven't. Who do you think runs his Weverse? But there's something promising here…" His eyes landed on Joshua. "What do you think? Since you represent our target demographic, is this a double act that has potential?"

"I think Seokmin and Seungcheol should definitely collab." Joshua said. "They're innovators in such different ways. Imagine what they'd create when working together."

"Interesting…" Wonwoo hummed. "Seungcheol, before we go any further, write me up a pitch for what you'd like to create together. EP, single, diss track, relationship tell all, short film to premiere at Aurora Fest? And don't be late." He sent off a rapid message and his phone buzzed instantly. "That's your PR team now." He walked off while answering the phone, shoes clacking against the floor.

Seungcheol turned to Joshua. "You've gotten me in more trouble than I planned."

Joshua smiled innocently. "I stand by my statements."

"No one plays with Wonwoo Jeon unless they're ready to talk business." Seokmin laughed. "Come on, Joshua."

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Joshua followed Seokmin backstage toward the auditorium where Jeonghan was closing up his session with…not Sylver? "There was this huge scandal with Sylver and Phoebe." Seokmin whispered. "Super dramatic, lots of damage control, including bringing in new mentors. This is Dino and I'm sure you'll meet Hoshi at some point." Joshua nodded slowly as he tried to process that.

"Listen, Jeonghan," Dino's voice rang out. "I don't tell this to most people…because frankly it usually isn't true. But you've got a raw laser beam of talent. The potential is really there."

Jeonghan smiled. "Aww, really? Thanks, Dino. That means everything to me."

"Of course it does." Dino chuckled. "Now just do everything I say, and you're guaranteed to blow the judges away." They drifted out of hearing as Joshua got onstage.

As Joshua sang on stage in a spotlight, Seokmin watched him thoughtfully. "Okay, not bad." Seokmin nodded once Joshua finished. "Your voice is beautiful but just a little shaky. And your body language…are you nervous?"

"Huh?" Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "No, I mean-"

Seokmin cut him off. "It sounds like you're holding back. You're giving me open mic night, but I need you to imagine you're in a stadium." He smiled at Joshua. "Sing to the people in the cheap seats! Work the whole room!"

Joshua nodded and cleared his throat. "Okay, I'll jump off the stage." He took a deep breath before leaping off the stage, skidding to his knees as he started singing once again.

"Yes, that's more like it!" Seokmin cheered. "You've got to keep that energy up." Out of the corner of his eye, Joshua spotted the camera crew zooming in on him. The knowledge that they were filming every second had him stumbling over his lines. "Is everything alright?" Seokmin asked in concern.

"Yeah, I’m fine, I just…" Joshua trailed off.

Seokmin reached out and rested a hand on the omega's arm. "This has been happening a fair bit today. You'll hit your stride and then you'll waver. I can't help you if you won't tell me what's wrong, Joshua."

Joshua sighed deeply. "I'm just realizing how out of my league I am."

"What do you mean?" Seokmin frowned.

"I mean…" Joshua shrugged. "It's ridiculous to think I could win, isn't it? I'm grateful for everything but…I'm being realistic."

"I'm glad you're being honest with me." Seokmin said sincerely. "But tell me why you think you won't win."

"Because I'm not talented enough." Joshua said honestly. "Sure, I can pull out a decent cover on open mic night. But this is a nationally televised singing contest with millions of people watching."

Seokmin gave him a tiny, reassuring smile. "That's the good thing about talent. It's the same whether you're alone in your room or standing on a stage. That video was more than just a 'decent cover'. It was phenomenal and I know you can do it again. Win or lose, the only that can truly defeat you is self-doubt."

Joshua pursed his lips. "That's true…"

"Just a year ago, I was asking myself all the same questions." Seokmin said. "I still do. It's just a matter of fighting through it each time. And I know you can."

Joshua took another deep breath. "Thanks, Seokmin. I feel better now. Still nervous but…better.""

"Good." Seokmin grinned. "We're going to take the song from the top and you're going to just crush it. Okay?"

"Okay." Joshua nodded.

"Wonderful!" Seokmin clapped his hands together.

After another hour of practice, a producer came out. "DK, we need you to head back for a hair and makeup touch up. Everybody else, take five. We've got refreshments backstage." Good, because Joshua was about five seconds from dropping dead of thirst. He booked it to the overpriced designer water bottles.

"Well, well, well, if it isn't Seokmin's protégé." Wonwoo walked up to Joshua.

"Oh, hi." Joshua blinked. "It's…nice to see you again?"

"I imagine it is." Wonwoo said. "You know, Seokmin really seems to have taken a liking to you. I've never seen him connect with someone so quickly."

Joshua smiled, his heartrate picking up. "Really? He's been talking to you about me?"

Wonwoo nodded. "Oh absolutely. He thinks you're the most talented person here and I'm inclined to agree with him."

"You do?" Joshua asked in surprise. "So does that mean you think I'm going to win?"

"Oh no." Wonwoo laughed. "Definitely not. Not a snowball's chance in hell."

Joshua's smile fell. "But you just said-"

Wonwoo cut him off. "Look, Joshua, here's a bit of pro bono advice. Being a star isn't just about talent. If you want to reach the largest audience possible, you need to have a compelling story. People need a reason to root for you. And frankly, you just don't seem rootable to me."

"Rootable?" Joshua frowned. "What does that even mean?"

"Look at your competition." Wonwoo said, gesturing to where Jeonghan was playing it up in front of a bank of cameras. "He's the very definition of a crowd pleaser."

"Tell me more about the journey you took to get here today."

Jeonghan pouted. "I know what it's like to struggle, to work hard, to beat the odds. When I entered my first tap dancing competition at age two, people said I'd never make it. Even my own family."

"Wow! That's devastating! You've been through so much."

"Yeah, it was hard." Jeonghan nodded sadly. "Really hard. But I persevered. I didn't listen to the naysayers." He smiled. "I won that blue ribbon. I proved everybody wrong. And I never looked back."

"Oh, this is gold. Quick, get S.Coups in there!"

Seungcheol appeared with a camera-ready smile. "Hey, everyone. How's it going?"

Jeonghan put his hands to his cheeks and squealed. "You're such a huge inspiration to me! I listen to your music whenever I feel like giving up. I’m humbled, I am."

"Humbled?" Seungcheol shook his head. "Forget that. I've heard you sing. You've got nothing to be humble about."

"Oh my god, stop!" Jeonghan reached out to playfully smack Seungcheol on the arm. "You're making me blush!"

"Golden. Keep going, honeys."

Joshua turned back to Wonwoo who had an 'I told you so' expression on his face. "See? He's working the cameras with his story. He's the starstruck, sweetheart ingenue who came from nothing."

"I mean, I guess…" Joshua bit his lip. "But I don't want to be fake."

"Joshua, every 'authentic' moment you see from your favorite singer is a carefully calculated PR move." Wonwoo deadpanned.

"But Seokmin's real!" Joshua exclaimed. "I've spent time with him alone and he's just as genuine in person as-"

Wonwoo cut him off. "Seokmin's great. His narrative is pretty close to the truth, but it's still constructed by people like me. Jeonghan's got a failsafe story. He's commanding the cameras. And it's why America will vote for him in the finals."

"What about Emma?" Joshua asked, glancing over at the other audition winer standing not too far away with who Joshua assumed was the Hoshi Seokmin had mentioned before.

"Hoshi, I love your tiger shirt! So cool!"

"I knew we'd have a special connection the moment we met this morning." Hoshi smiled. "Now let's make sure to evoke that tiger power into your song."

Emma's mom hurried over. "Emma, drink this chamomile tea with honey. I want you to be on top of your game for tomorrow."

Wonwoo shook his head. "Joshua, Emma is an adorable eight-year-old omega with an aggressive momager and Hoshi's support. I don't need to tell you how viral content starts with kittens and kids. Especially talented ones."

"It sounds like you're implying I don't have a story." Joshua said.

"Do you?" Wonwoo asked.

Joshua smiled. "My story is that I'm still figuring it out. And that's okay. That’s my journey. I'm experimenting and growing."

Wonwoo blinked. "That just doesn't play. It's lofty, it's waffling. America likes our heroes and villains cut and dry."

"So what can I do then?" Joshua asked. "What angle can I choose?"

"You're not my client." Wonwoo said. "I can't help you." Joshua stared at him in disbelief until a smirk appeared on Wonwoo's face. "Or can I?"

That had Joshua suspicious. "What's in it for you?"

Wonwoo shrugged. "I work for Pledis Entertainment so if you win the finals and the album deal, we'll be working together. Helping you out now could be our experiment for how successful you'll be as a client. My job is way too easy most days but a fixer upper like you? You'd be a fun challenge."

Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "Thanks? I guess?"

"If you let me work my magic, I'll get all the cameras on you, you'll win America's vote…" Wonwoo looked Joshua up and down. "Otherwise, you're on your own."

Joshua reached out to clutch Wonwoo's arm. "Please help me."

Wonwoo smiled. "Stand back and let me get a good look at you." Joshua did as asked and Wonwoo slowly circled him, studying his every inch. "Let's see…we could go with the hardworking perfectionist, the unparalleled vocal technician. Maybe a real 'heart on your sleeve' type, just full of emotion and sensitive, spontaneous, adventurous."

"That could be me." Joshua nodded, surprised that Wonwoo was so close to his actual personality.

"Then that's it!" Wonwoo clapped his hands together. "You work hard, you play hard. You live life to the fullest. I've got it. Here's what we're going to do." He pulled Joshua closer and started to whisper in his ear.

***

"Alright, everyone!" The producer clapped as they finished filming. "Solid work. That's a wrap for the day. Get home safe everybody!"

Wonwoo gave Joshua a signal from the back of the auditorium. Joshua took a deep breath. "Um, actually, could everyone follow me just for a second?"

Seokmin raised his eyebrows slightly. "What's going on? What have you got up your sleeve?"

Joshua smiled. "It's a surprise. A good one though. Trust me."

"You've got my attention." Seungcheol mused.

The producer snapped his fingers. "Get those cameras back on! Follow Joshua!"

Soon everyone--literally everyone--was following Joshua down the aisle between the rows of seats in the auditorium. When they reached the end, Joshua kicked open the door to reveal the lobby had been transformed into a party space, complete with a DJ behind a set of turntables. "What up, everyone! DJ Minister in the house! We ready to get down?"

"Do I smell pizza?" Seungcheol practically began salivating.

"Ordered in special from Napolitano's." Joshua smiled. "It's a hometown favorite. Dig in, everyone!"

"What's this all for?" The producer asked as everyone began to help themselves to the pizza. "Why the surprise party?"

Joshua continued to smile. "I just wanted to thank the crew. You guys have been working so hard all day, lugging that heavy equipment around. I just wanted to say thanks! One in a Million would be nothing without you."

The producer grinned. "That's gotta be in the segment.

"The only thing that could make this better is a tiger." Hoshi mused.

"Usually, I'd celebrate with a round of shots." Dino shrugged. "But pizza will do. Three slices of the Deep-Dish Combo to be exact."

Wonwoo gave Joshua a wry smile and a nod. "What'd I tell you?"

Jeonghan took a bite of pizza almost thoughtfully. "Well played." He mused.

"Uh, thanks." Joshua said before noticing a camera zooming in closer on the two of them.

"Let's get a close reaction shot here." The producer instructed before turning to the omegas. "Jeonghan, as the competition, how do you feel about Joshua throwing this party?"

Jeonghan put on a well-practiced smile. "Beyond stoked. After a long day of rehearsal, this'll hit the spot. It's like he read my mind!" Before Joshua could react, Jeonghan engulfed him in a big hug.

"Jeonghan's such a sweetheart." The producer gushed.

Joshua continued to smile as Jeonghan released him. "I'm glad we get to celebrate together. We're both working hard toward the same goal but that doesn't mean I don't respect Jeonghan as a musician and artist. So it's great to get to know him better off hours."

The producer hummed. "Professionals on the clock, budding friendship off of it." His attention was then pulled elsewhere. "Ooh, get a shot of DK clinking glasses with the others."

As the crew zoomed off, Jeonghan looked at Joshua skeptically. "Laying it on a little thick, don't you think?"

Joshua's smile fell as he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. "But I meant it. And you're the one who hugged-"

"Excuse me." Jeonghan pushed past Joshua. "I have some pizza to eat."

Still frowning slightly, Joshua walked over to the pizzas to get himself a slice. "Hold up a minute." Seungcheol appeared next to him. "Just what are you up to?"

"Getting pizza." Joshua said. "Care to join me?"

"No, I mean what's your angle here?" Seungcheol asked. "What's your game?"

"What game?"

Seungcheol raised an eyebrow. "There's no game? You really just threw a party for everyone because it was something to do?"

Joshua tilted his head. "You don't believe me?"

The alpha continued to study him before realization glinted in his eyes, lips curling up in a smirk. "I see. Wonwoo Jeon got to you. Good call, he's the best in the biz."

"I don't know what you're talking about." Joshua smiled innocently. "You don't need an ulterior motive to throw a party, Seungcheol."

Seungcheol leaned closer, lowering his voice. "Word of advice, it ain't much of a party if nobody's dancing."

Joshua furrowed his eyebrows as he turned to see for himself. "A room full of musicians at a party and no one's dancing?"

"I think someone needs to warm up the dance floor first." Seungcheol gave Joshua a meaningful look.

"I guess so…" Joshua took a step towards the area that had been cleared out to act as a dance floor.

"What kind of moves have you got up your sleeve?" Seungcheol asked.

"So many." Joshua said. "Like…"

Seungcheol raised his eyebrows. 'The running man? The lawnmower? The shopping cart?"

Joshua crossed his arms in mock offense. "It's like you don't even know me." Without giving the alpha a chance to respond, he strutted into the middle of the dance floor and signaled to the DJ.

"Get this on tape!" The producer exclaimed, waving the camera crew forward.

"I call this the Love Shot." As Joshua began his signature dance from his nights going out with Vernon, it seemed like nobody was going to join him. But just when it started to get awkward, Seungcheol finally stepped onto the dance floor.

"Looked like you wanted me to bail you out." The alpha said over the music.

"Or you just wanted to dance with me." Joshua retorted.

As the two danced together, the producer turned to the camera crew. "Please tell me you're getting this."

"Oh, I’m getting this."

Seokmin and the rest of the crew stormed onto the dance floor to join them. "We should do this after every rehearsal." Seokmin beamed as he grabbed Joshua's hand to dance with him, making the omega's heart flutter once more.

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Joshua staggered into his bedroom, exhausted, and flopped onto his bed. He debated whether he wanted to shower then or pass out and hope he had enough time in the morning until the doorbell rang. Pushing himself back out of bed with a groan, he hoped it was a wrong address for a food delivery. He hurried to the door and opened it, eyes widening a bit. "You're not burgers."

"Hi." Seokmin smiled at him. "I hope it's alright that I popped over. I just wanted to talk before the finals tomorrow."

"Sure, about what?"

Seokmin bit his lip. "I was hoping to find out what was really bothering you at rehearsal today. I mean, Wonwoo told me everything about how you've been struggling to find your story. But that doesn't quite explain the freeze ups and I don't want you to let this opportunity go to waste."

Joshua shook his head a bit. "I won't let you down." He promised the alpha. "When I hit that stage, I'm going to blow you away. I'm going to blow everyone away! I’m going to be the best-"

"I'm sorry to interrupt." Seokmin said. "But I think you're dodging the issue. So I just have to know why you don't believe in yourself?"

"Because I don't want to get my hopes up." Joshua blurted out the words he hadn't even realized he felt then promptly clamped his hands over his mouth. Seokmin frowned and Joshua dropped his hands with a sigh. "Look, this is the biggest opportunity I've ever gotten. And if I blow it…" He slumped down on one of the chairs he left out on the landing outside his apartment, willing himself to disappear. Seokmin took a seat next to Joshua. "Seokmin, if I don't win, I'll have lost my one chance to do what I love."

"I hardly think that's true." Seokmin said. "No failure is final. And the real beauty of music is that it'll always be there for you. Whether you're back in the dive bar or playing for tens of thousands. The lights, the cameras, the competition…" He looked at Joshua in genuine concern. "I can see that it's getting to you. I want to help you remember why you're really here. You love the music."

"I do." Joshua nodded, lips turning up in a smile. "I always have. When I was a kid, I got a summer job picking raspberries at Mr. Smith's farm. Whenever I could, I'd sneak into the barn and play his old guitar. I'd play around with that old 1973 Larkin L28, not caring what sounds I made, not caring if they were good."

Seokmin abruptly stood up and held a hand out to Joshua. "Let's go." He said. "Let's travel back to the place where you fell in love with music.

Joshua's eyes widened. 'You want to go to Smith's farm? Right now?"

"Yes." Seokmin smiled. "I think you need this. I think you need to go back to the start and remember what really matters. If you can't remember, you won't be confident. And if you're not confident, you'll lose yourself." For a moment, Joshua remembered how he used to play his song on the vintage guitar. He couldn't help but smile at the memory, and before he knew it, he was nodding at Seokmin, taking the alpha's hand. "Wonderful! I'll ask Mingyu to take us there." He tugged Joshua to his feet.

***

The limo kicked up dust as it parked outside the old farm outside town. Joshua and Seokmin climbed out, the alpha looking at the farm in awe. "Was it always this beautiful here? Do you miss it?"

Joshua nodded. "Yeah, I miss it. It made me feel peaceful. Connected. I think that's what inspired me most."

"I know what you mean." Seokmin murmured. "A lot of me misses being alone. These days, I always have to be 'on'. The personality my fans expect. But when you're out here, you can just be…you."

"You can always just be you, Seokmin." Joshua said softly.

Seokmin sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "I wish it were that simple."

"Then you can just be you around me." Joshua said.

A smile appeared on the alpha's face. "I've known that since the moment we met."

Mingyu cleared his throat. "If you need me, I'll be patrolling the perimeter, maintaining a security detail."

Seokmin chuckled. "Mingyu, I think we'll be okay. What's gonna happen?

"I don't know!" Mingyu exclaimed. "Is this farmer going to come after you with a sawed-off shotgun for trespassing?"

"I promise you he will not." Joshua said. "That's not Old Man Smith's M.O."

Mingyu nodded. "Okay, well…promise me no cow tipping? I do not have the training to fend off a herd of furious cows."

Seokmin laughed. "We'll take that under consideration. Thank you, Mingyu."

Joshua turned for the barn and Seokmin followed after him. Once inside, they perched in the loft of the barn, their feet dangling over the edge. "The stars are amazing." Seokmin mused. "I spend so much time in cities, I've forgotten what they look like."

"I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't go stargazing." Joshua said. "It really calms me down." He fell quiet for a moment before speaking again. "I remember I was right here when I wrote my first song, and it was a night just like this one."

Seokmin glanced at him with a smile. "Is that so? What inspired you to write it?"

"I was inspired by being out in nature." Joshua said. "I spent those long days out in the rows of raspberries, baking under the sun. I'm kind of an indoor creature but something about being in the fresh air, seeing these gorgeous rows of green…it made me think of all of the adventures waiting for me out there. So I wrote a song called The Odyssey."

"Sounds perfect." Seokmin said softly.

Joshua let out a quiet laugh as he glanced around the loft, eyes widening as he spotted a familiar object nearby. "There's Mr. Smith's old guitar!" He gently picked up the vintage guitar and put the strap around his shoulder. "Still here after all this time, forgotten and…" He trailed off, strumming a few strings and cringing at the noise. "Definitely out of tune." He fiddled with the tuning pegs for a few moments.

"Well?" Seokmin asked once the guitar was in tune.

Joshua blinked at him in confusion. "Well what?"

"Well, are you going to sing your song to me or not?" Seokmin asked.

"Very funny." Joshua snorted, moving to put the guitar down. "Anyway, we should start-"

Seokmin cut him off. "I'm serious! I'd love to hear it!"

Joshua sighed. "Fine, let me see if I remember how it goes." He played a few notes on the guitar before his memory took over, the lyrics he'd written as a teenager flowing out of him as if no time had passed at all. By the end of it, Seokmin was singing along, his voice melding almost perfectly with Joshua's and making the omega stop abruptly. "No! I don't want you polluting your angel voice with my trashy teen angst!" Joshua whined.

"I think it's lovely!" Seokmin exclaimed. "I really do. The rhyme scheme leaves a little something to be desired but it's rather mature for how young you were." He placed a comforting hand on Joshua's shoulder. "Think of how far you've come, Joshua, since this first song. You've grown up so much but your spirit, your love for music…that hasn't changed. If you get nervous tomorrow, just remember, this is what matters."

Joshua smiled. "Right, just close my eyes and take myself back to Smith's farm."

"That's right." Seokmin nodded. "You'll do just fine. I know you will."

***

Joshua arrived at the TV studio early in th morning to get ready for the finals. He passed Wonwoo to take a moment to peek past the curtain and was immediately overwhelmed by what he saw and heard. "Oh my god, that is the biggest audience I've ever seen! That's hundreds of people!"

Wonwoo hummed. "Not to mention everyone watching on TV across the country."

"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my-"

"What's the matter, Joshua?" Wonwoo asked. "Stage fright setting in?"

Joshua swallowed thickly, shaking his head slightly. "Oh no, I'm fine. I mean, if I fuck up, they can always edit it out, right?" Wonwoo stared at him, making Joshua's panic increase. "Right?"

Wonwoo's eyes widened as he realized Joshua was seriously asking. "Sweetheart, did no one tell you? This is airing live."

Joshua felt the world start to close in around him and his heart tensed up in his chest. "What?" Running a hand through his hair, he began to pace around nervously.

Seokmin walked up at that moment with his signature smile. "Ready for your big TV debut?"

"I completely forgot that I'd be performing to the studio audience and all of America live!" Joshua exclaimed in distress. "Is it too late to back out? Not sure that even a record deal is worth falling on my face on TV."

"Nope, it's not too late." Seokmin said, surprising Joshua. "You're more than welcome to walk away from what you've always wanted." Joshua stopped pacing and looked at him. "But I know you won't do that. You've come too far. Just don't forget what we talked about at the farm. Remember where your original love for music comes from and sing from there."

Joshua nodded and took a deep breath, feeling himself gradually calm down. "I hope you know I couldn't have done it without your help." He said sincerely.

"I appreciate that." Seokmin said. "But you can thank me after you've won. In the meantime, I've got one more trick up my sleeve." He gestured to a nearby omega. "Meet Seungkwan Boo. He'll be your stylist tonight."

Seungkwan looked Joshua over with a raised eyebrow as Joshua waved at him. "Have I seen your stuff on-"

"Instagram?" Seungkwan finished for him. "Probably."

Seokmin clapped his hands together. "Well, I have to convene with the other mentors. I'll let you two get acquainted. Best of luck!"

Joshua's eyes widened a bit. "Wait, Seokmin, I-" The alpha walked off. "And he's gone." Joshua sighed.

Seungkwan led Joshua into a hair and makeup room. "So, uh, how did you meet Seokmin?" Joshua asked in an attempt to make polite conversation.

Seungkwan shushed him. "Stop fidgeting. I need to get a good view of your silhouette." He circled Joshua like a vulture, eyes narrowing. Joshua could feel himself sweating through his clothes under the other omega's gaze. "Wow, this is the easiest it's ever been for me to color match someone."

"Really?" Joshua smiled.

"No." Seungkwan scowled. " Your eyes are giving me winter but that is spring hair." He sighed in exasperation. "This gold versus silver test is going to be the most difficult test of my life." He took Joshua's measurements, poking and prodding at him with a tape measure.

"What are you doing?" Joshua asked, earning a glare from Seungkwan. "Never mind, I'll hold still."

"Wise choice." Seungkwan said. "Never interrupt a stylist unless you want to wear a parka during resort season."

"Why are you helping me anyway?" Joshua asked. "Are you a fan of Seokmin or something?"

Seungkwan shook his head. "I don't even care about music." Joshua stared at him in disbelief. "I'm one year out of design school so what I do care about is making bank and building my brand. And if you win tonight and get this record deal, Pledis is going to hire me as an in-house stylist."

Joshua blinked. "So you're essentially saying you want to ride my coattails?" He asked in confusion.

"Maybe I'll like you after all." Seungkwan said. "But trust me, if you even have coattails to ride, it'll be because I designed them. You can thank me later."

"Thank you?" Joshua asked incredulously. "You just said you're just using me to get famous!"

Seungkwan smiled. "Yes, but you should consider yourself lucky it's you I'm using."

As Seungkwan continued to take his measurements, Joshua watched his two competitors prepping in different seats. "Mommy, I'm nervous!" Emma exclaimed. "Can you sing the song you used to-"

"Emma, be still." Her mother snapped. "This hairspray isn't going to spray itself."

Jeonghan put highlighter on his cheekbones, adding to his already luminous performance costume. "That should do the trick." Jeonghan smirked at himself in the mirror.

Joshua turned back to Seungkwan, stage jitters resettling in the pit of his stomach. "Okay, fine, finish dressing me up like your personal doll."

"I've got good news and bad news." Seungkwan said. "The bad news is, seeing you now, I realize I have the perfect outfit for you back at my studio."

"Who leads with the bad news?" Joshua asked.

"Me." Seungkwan said. "Because the good news is we might just have time for someone to fetch it." He looked around the room. "Where's the guy who drove me over? Tall, buff, where's sunglasses at night?"

"Mingyu?" Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "I guess he's a fast driver."

Seungkwan nodded. "That settles it. We're sending Mingyu to go get it." He cupped his hands around his mouth. "MINGYU!" He yelled at the top of his lungs, making everyone in the room jump.

Mingyu appeared seemingly out of nowhere. "Yes?"

"We need to head back to my studio." Seungkwan said. "Fashion emergency." He left with the alpha in tow and Joshua did his best to keep calm, running through his vocal exercises to pass the time.

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"Alphas, omegas, and betas, welcome back to One! In! A! Million!"

"Where the contestants, mentors, and judges change every week, and the final performance at the end determines the winner."

"That night is tonight! We've got three spectacular contestants to light up the stage."

"Two of them will come tantalizingly close to stardom only to fall like Icarus into the oblivion from whence they came."

"Not ominous at all! Before we introduce our contestants, let's give a round of applause to the contestants' mentors!" The hosts gestured over at the mentors' box. "First up, our very own Korean Invader, DK!"

Seokmin waved and smiled at the cheering crowd. "Hello, hello! So lovely to be here!"

"Next up, our favorite tiger turned pop star…Hoshi!" Soonyoung stood up with his hand raised over his head, fingers curled to resemble a tiger's paw.

One of the hosts cleared her throat. "Finally, we'd like to welcome one of the greatest dancers of this generation…Dino!"

Dino smiled. "Thank you. Always happy to grace the public with my presence."

Backstage, Mingyu and Seungkwan finally burst through the door panting. "Here we go!" Seungkwan thrusted the outfit towards Joshua. "Metallic accents! Textured glam top contrasted with edgy black leather! Now changing room! Go, go, go!"

"I'm going! I'm going!" Joshua ran into the changing room and, as fast as he could, pulled on the black leather pants, blue sequined top, and gold belt as the hosts' voices continued to ring out from the stage.

"Who will be the lucky winner of a record deal with Pledis Entertainment?"

"It's time to meet the four judges who will serve as judge, jury, and executioner in the hour ahead."

"And don't forget, the fifth judge is the audience themselves! Winning America's vote could be a game changer for our contestants. First up, we have the one, the only…Stepback Three! The GOAT!"

"Greatest of all time!" Stepback Three chuckled. "She said it, not me!"

"And we've got a down-home diva in our midst, the Mississippi Miss herself…Ava Williams!"

The country singer put her hand to her heart. "All this clappin' and cheerin'? For little ol' me? Y'all are too kind."

"Finally, we've got my personal favorite, the nastiest guy in showbiz…punk legend Danny Brown!"

"Ever since I took this judging gig, people have accused me of selling out. But I'm not a cog in the machine. I'm here to f-"

"Alright! Thank you, Danny! I'd like to remind everybody that we are taping live."

"Finally, our very last judge, the rogue pop rock star who captured hearts all over the world…"

"S.Coups!" A spotlight shone on the last seat on the panel, revealing that it was empty. "Uh…where's S.Coups?" The audience began to chant his name, but the alpha never appeared. "Let's cut to commercial! Right about now would be good."

Backstage, Joshua hurried to find a quiet area to warm up. He was the last one to perform, so he knew he would have plenty of time. He edged past the bustling hive of producers, stagehands, and lighting rigs only to find Seungcheol leaning against a wall, fiddling with his guitar. "Seungcheol?" Joshua asked in confusion. "What are you doing all the way back here?"

Seungcheol raised an eyebrow. "Playing music. Is it not obvious?"

"No, I mean…" Joshua glanced towards the stage. "Everyone's waiting for you."

Smirking, Seungcheol tilted his head back and listened to the chanting. "I know. Isn't it funny?" Joshua crossed his arms over his chest as he looked at the alpha in disbelief. "Free tip for you. In this line of work, it pays to be fashionably late. You get it if you're hiding back here too."

"I'm not hiding." Joshua said. "I just needed a quiet corner to warm up my voice."

Seungcheol snorted. "That's what you call those tongue twisters, huh?" He stood up straight. "You know, I can help you work on your warmup techniques. We've still got time before commercial break ends." He winked at Joshua. "In fact, I'd say we've got quite a bit of time." Joshua bit his lip, not wanting to take away more time from the show but also knowing he couldn't pass up the chance to receive help from a seasoned professional. Eventually, he nodded. "Show me what you usually do."

"Okay, um…it usually goes like…" Joshua cleared his throat. "The lips, the teeth, the tip of the tongue, the lips-"

"Very suggestive." Seungcheol said. "If you wanted to make out, you could have just asked."

"What? No!" Joshua stepped back from the alpha. "This is a standard warm up."

Seungcheol smiled. "I'm just playing with you." A more serious expression appeared on his face. "That's not bad but try to articulate more. It helps if you're aware of where the sound is coming from."

Joshua nodded slowly. "Right my articulators. Teeth, lips, tongue, jaw…"

"Next, try to project." Seungcheol instructed. "It's not just a phrase. It's about confidence and stage presence. Then, when you feel more comfortable, play around. Mix different volumes, pitches, and speeds. See what happens."

"See what happens?" Joshua repeated incredulously. "Easy for you to say!"

Seungcheol shook his head. "Trust me, it flows better if it's not all planned. Let's start here--the big black backed bumblebee…"

Joshua took a deep breath and repeated after the alpha. "The big black backed bumblebee…"

"You got it." Seungcheol smiled. "Now louder."

"The big black backed bumblebee." Joshua followed Seungcheol's instructions, articulating, enunciating, and lastly playing with different variations until he felt more confident."

Seungcheol gave a small clap. "You're getting the hang of it. The exercise is mainly useful for releasing muscle tension and nerves. Now that you're warmed up, try to keep that going. It's all about owning what you're doing."

Joshua smiled. "Thanks, Seungcheol."

"Don't thank me yet." Seungcheol shrugged. "You still gotta win."

Joshua's face fell. "That's what everyone keeps saying." The audience grew even louder. "Wow, hearing the crowd chant your name must be amazing. They really, really love you."

Seungcheol scoffed quietly. "They don't even know me. That's not love. That's infatuation. If I dropped off the face of the earth tomorrow, they'd be chanting someone else's name."

"You really don't like being famous, do you?" Joshua asked. "You play up the whole rebel angle, but you'd really rather be invisible."

"I don't know how to be anything but famous." Seungcheol confessed. "I basically grew up on stage." He tilted his head. "You must think my brain's completely scrambled, huh?"

Joshua shook his head. "I think you need someone to keep you grounded."

Seungcheol raised his eyebrows. "Who would want to do that? Anyone who wants to be around me is doing it to lift themselves up, not keep me down to earth."

"I think you surround yourself with shitty people then." Joshua deadpanned.

"Can't disagree with you there." Seungcheol let out a laugh. "Anyway, I can tell you love being visible."

Joshua tilted his head. "What makes you say that?"

"Your getup." Seungcheol nodded towards Joshua's outfit. "I saw it last month at Milan Fashion Week. How the hell did you swing that?"

"I have my ways." Joshua said. "I mean, I have a stylist now apparently. I’m not shopping in my closet anymore."

"Well, your stylist needs a raise." Seungcheol said with a surprising amount of sincerity in his tone.

Joshua narrowed his eyes at the alpha. "Are you trying to psych me out? You're messing with my head, aren't you?"

Seungcheol shook his head. "Mind games aren't really my MO."

"Then what is this?" Joshua asked. "What's with the compliments?"

"Banter." Seungcheol said. "We're bantering."

Still finding the alpha suspicious, Joshua took a large step back. "I think we've both got work to do."

Seungcheol gave him his signature, awful, infuriating smirk. "See you out there." With that, he threw open the curtain and walked out to deafening applause.

Joshua rushed back to the main area, trying his best to wipe his mind clean of Seungcheol, only to run into Wonwoo. "Joshua, you're just in time to catch the last part. They're airing the mentoring footage they got yesterday." Joshua followed Wonwoo to the TV where Jeonghan and a few others were watching the montage on screen.

"I know what it's like to struggle." Jeonghan was frowning on the screen. "To work hard. To beat the odds." He smiled. "I proved everybody wrong. And I never looked back."

Then footage of the pizza party Joshua threw filled the screen. "Amazing! Great idea, Joshua!"

"After a long day of rehearsal, this will hit the spot. It's like he read my mind!"

"I think someone needs to warm up the dance floor first." The footage of Joshua and Seungcheol dancing took up the screen.

Suddenly, Jeonghan's somber face returned. "Dino, I…no, never mind…I can't bear to tell you."

"What's on your mind, Jeonghan?"

"I'm just worried about the competition. I've worked so hard to get here. What if there's…overlap? I mean…people will do anything to get ahead. Especially people who think they're going to lose. I've seen it. I know what they're capable of." Joshua then saw footage of his own rehearsals cut with footage of Jeonghan's rehearsals, showing them practicing the same song. "In fact…that kind of deception? It's all I've ever known." The audience collectively gasped.

"You heard it here first, folks!" One of the hosts exclaimed. "Joshua and Jeonghan will be facing off tonight with the exact same song!"

"Both will be performing a cover of DK's iconic track How to Start Again!"

"Was foul play at work? Did Joshua's fear of failure motivate the song theft?"

"More importantly, will they distinguish themselves? Or will their 15 minutes of fame end here?"

Joshua whirled around to face Jeonghan, his mouth open in shock. "I didn't know that conversation with Dino was going to air!" Jeonghan exclaimed. "Is it true, Joshua? Did you really copy my song?"

Sure, it could have been a play on the studio's part. Pitting them against each other to start drama. But the glint in his eyes, the fact that he just happened to have that exact conversation with his mentor, and all the times that Joshua had seen up until then that Jeonghan seemingly had everything planned out to the tiniest detail, told Joshua that there was no way it was just a coincidence. "You lying, cheating bitch! You copied me! You'd do anything to get rid of people in your way."

Jeonghan seemed briefly taken aback before calming his expression. "I'll have you know that it was the producers who told me to sing this song. But oh well. Whatever they did, I guess they've made the show more compelling."

"Just pick another song!" Joshua exclaimed.

"We'll just have to go head-to-head." Jeonghan shrugged. "May the best singer win." He left to take the stage.

Wonwoo coughed behind Joshua. "I've got to make some hires because this is some of the best editing I've ever seen."

"The best…" Joshua whirled on Wonwoo. "You think this is good? This is bad! This is very, very bad for me!"

"Come on, Joshua, don't be naïve." Wonwoo said. "This is how reality television works. I mean, who else were they going to mine for drama? The eight-year-old who looks like a tiny human angel?"

Joshua began to pace the room. "How do I fix this?"

Wonwoo grinned. "I like this attitude. Proactive. Thinking on your feet. This isn't the first curveball you'll be thrown in this business."

"What am I supposed to do?" Joshua continued to voice out his panic. "Sing another song? One I didn't rehearse?"

"Or sing the same song as Jeonghan." Wonwoo said. "And sing it better." Joshua glanced back at the TV just as Jeonghan began to sing. "The choice is yours, Joshua. But the clock is ticking."

Swallowing thickly, Joshua darted into an empty greenroom before anyone could see him cry. After a few shaky breaths, he pulled out his phone, clicking on the familiar number in his recent calls log. "V-vernon?" He hiccupped.

"Joshua, I was literally just about to call you!" Vernon's voice came through the speaker immediately. "I can't believe they edited the footage that way!"

"What should I do?" Joshua asked, wiping at his eyes. "I can't embarrass myself in front of the whole world. I never should have gotten my hopes up."

"This isn't over yet." Vernon assured him. "Is there another song you can give the sound booth?"

Joshua shook his head even though Vernon couldn't see him. "I only have my demo tracks!"

"Perfect!" Vernon exclaimed. "Sing one of your originals!"

Joshua's eyes widened. "Vernon, no one in the history of One In A Million has sung an original! It's always covers!"

"So what? You'll be a trailblazer! You'll avoid the trap the editors set up for you and you'll win."

Jeonghan was on the TV in that room too. Finishing his song. Being applauded for it. And in that moment, Joshua knew what he had to do. "It's a big gamble but singing my own song is the only thing that makes sense. Thanks, Vernon. I'm so glad you're in my corner."

"Joshua, please. Your corner is my favorite place in the world."

Joshua ended the call and turned back to the TV to watch Jeonghan's feedback from the judges. "Well, Jeonghan, ain't you just a little peach?" Ava asked. "That was so sweet I just about got cavities."

Jeonghan giggled. "Oh, Ava, it means so much to hear you say that. You've been my idol for so long, I…" He feigned choking up, dabbing at his eyes. "I'm sorry, I'm getting emotional."

"That was damn near perfect." Stepback Three smiled. "You got nothing to worry about."

Seungcheol tapped his fingers on the table. "Been kind of a rough day for you, huh, Jeonghan? How you feeling?"

Jeonghan smiled. "I'm feeling a lot better now that I get to see you."

"And I'm feeling like flattery won't get you anywhere." Seungcheol deadpanned. "God, it's like someone taught a cookie butter to sing and dance. Where's the originality? Where's the soul?" The crowd erupted in an even mix of laughs and boos.

"I…I don't…" Jeonghan covered his face in what looked like genuine anguish and sprinted offstage. Looked like Joshua still had a chance after all.

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Joshua took his place in the wings just as Emma walked off the stage. "Mommy! They liked it! They really liked it!"

"Sorry, honey, Mommy's on the phone." Emma's mother said dismissively. "Hello, am I speaking to the manager of Danny Brown? Your client just referred to my daughter as 'very good'. Not excellent, not perfect, just 'very good'."

The curtains suddenly parted, and a blindingly bright spotlight aimed its beam right at Joshua. "Without further ado, please welcome to the stage…Joshua Hong!"

Joshua stepped onto the stage. All he could see was a wall of light. All he could hear was a wave of applause. He suddenly realized that the moment he'd built up in his head his whole life was there. Dizziness and terror swept over him in a rush. Then he thought back on what Seokmin told him. You've grown up so much but your spirit, your love for music…that hasn't changed. If you get nervous tomorrow, just remember, this is what matters. Joshua took a few deep breaths.

The sound booth started up the instrumentals for Joshua's track and they boomed through the speakers. "What's popping, One in a Million?" He asked into the microphone. "Are we ready to really get this party started?" The audience cheered as Joshua launched into his song. He kept in mind what Seungcheol taught him as he sang, enunciating, propelling his voice, and owning his stage presence. He went up an octave on the final chorus and the crowd went wild. He could see Seungcheol at the judges' table, nodding his head to the music with a huge grin on his face. And he saw Seokmin over in the mentors' box, absolutely beaming with pride. He closed his eyes as the song came to an end, singing the last few notes softly

The room became silent for a moment before the crowd went crazy, leaping to their feet. It wasn't even a standing ovation. It was a jumping up and down ovation. "Alright, everybody! We hear you loud and clear but let's listen to what the judges have to say." Joshua braced himself for his feedback round.

"Judges! Let's hear it! Tear him apart!"

Danny Brown grinned. "My lord, Joshua, the raw emotion of that performance was really, really something."

"Moving right along! Ava, what did you think?"

"Well, I'll tell you what, Joshua." Ava said. "You clearly know your colors. I think you looked just gorgeous up there. Lovely voice you got there too. You oughta be real proud."

"Stepback! What say you?"

"Listen, Joshua, that song was fire." Stepback said. "Pure hot as hell fire. And I know you had a different song planned, right?"

Joshua nodded. "Right. I opted for this one at the last minute. No rehearsal."

Stepback's eyes widened. "No rehearsal? Hot damn. Everybody better watch out. You're going places. You should've dropped that mic at the end because you earned it!"

Seungcheol bit his lip and Joshua suddenly felt more nervous. "Honestly, Joshua, that was really something."

"Really?" Joshua smiled. "You think-"

"You got so wrapped up in your petty feud with Jeonghan, you forgot to care how your performance would sound." Seungcheol smirked. "Next time, how about more rehearsing, less time scheming?"

Joshua's mouth fell open in disbelief. The crowd booed loudly but Joshua could tell from Seungcheol's smirk that he loved it. "If you don't mind, I'd rather hear from the judges who show up on time." Joshua stated. "Because honestly, if you're not serious about this, how can anyone take you seriously?"

"Drop that mic!" Stepback exclaimed. Seungcheol just laughed as if it were all a game to him.

"Let's get all the contestants out here for the final eliminations! Remember, whoever wins the most votes out of America's audience vote and four judges wins the final!"

"And…America's votes are in! It's time to reveal the winner of this week's One in a Million!"

The producers ushered the three contestants onto the stage in a neat row. "I can't stop jumping!" Emma squealed from her spot between Joshua and Jeonghan.

"I guess this is it." Jeonghan said.

"First up…the winner of America's vote is…Joshua Hong!" Joshua's eyes widened as the audience erupted into cheers.

"Seems like America had a lot of love for the party Joshua threw for the crew after rehearsal."

A flurry of cameras curled up around Joshua and he waved at the lenses. "Thank you! Thank you so much! I won't let you down, America!"

"And now we'll go to our judges. First up! Ava Williams!"

Ava let out a long breath. "This was a real tough one. I'm all torn up inside, I am. All of y'all are amazing. But in the end, I gotta go with my heart and my heart is telling me…Joshua Hong. Real stars in the making know how important it is to dress the part. Your performance was good, but your ensemble is what drove it home for me."

"Terrific! And that brings us to S.Coups."

Seungcheol looked up from his phone. "So I just got a text from my lawyers saying Emma's mom threatened to sue me if I didn't vote for her kid. And I happen to love lawsuits, so my vote goes to Joshua." He winked at the omega.

"With three of the five votes, that means Joshua is the One in a Million!"

Joshua's eyes widened again. "I won?"

"What the hell?" Stepback Three stood up. "We didn't even get to my vote? That wasn't part of my contract!" He then smiled. "Ah, to hell with it, I was gonna vote for Joshua too."

"Same." Danny nodded. "It's unanimous."

Jeonghan's jaw dropped. "I lost again?"

"Congrats, Joshua!" Emma smiled up at him. "You did it!"

Off in the wings, Emma's mom whipped out her phone. "Yes, is this the assistant producer? I want to know who pulled this stunt-"

Meanwhile, Seokmin leaped onto the stage and took the microphone out of the host's hands. "Joshua!" He launched at the omega, pulling him into a hug as confetti exploded from the rafters. "You fucking did it!"

Joshua laughed as Seokmin released him, handing the microphone to him. "I'd like to thank Seokmin for mentoring me." Joshua said.

Seokmin shook his head. "It was all you. Amazing job, Joshua!"

"I can't believe this is really happening." Joshua said. "Last week, I was working in a smoothie store and now…"

The label executive and founder of Pledis Entertainment walked onto the stage. "And now you’re inking an exclusive contract with Pledis Entertainment." Sungsoo Han grinned. Joshua reached out to shake his hand, unable to speak. He was too starstruck. "Pack your bags, Joshua. You've got a flight to catch."

"A flight?" Joshua managed to ask.

Sungsoo nodded. "To the Pledis Entertainment world headquarters in New York City to cut your very first album. Joshua Hong, I've got a good feeling you're about to become a household name."

***

Joshua's plane was taking off to New York City in an hour and then his life would change forever. No pressure. He triple checked that he had his ID, wallet, and phone charger. "Morning, Joshua." Wonwoo greeted him. "Fancy running into you here."

"Are we on the same flight to JFK?" Joshua asked.

"You could say that…"

Joshua gathered his belongings and followed Wonwoo past the gates out onto the tarmac only for his jaw to drop. "Holy shit."

Seokmin waved to him from the top of the steps of his private jet. "Ready to sail the skies?"

"Don't I have to go through security first?" Joshua asked awkwardly.

"It's just my plane." Seokmin shrugged. "If you really want Mingyu to do a double check, I can oblige."

Wonwoo glanced at Joshua. "If you're rich enough to fly private, the rules don't apply."

Joshua blinked. "I mean, that really doesn't seem fair."

"Write to your member of Congress." Wonwoo said. "You coming or not?"

"You don't have to convince me." Joshua smiled as he climbed aboard Seokmin's lavish private jet.

Before he knew it, the plane was soaring past the New York City skyline. Joshua's breath caught in his throat as he took a look through the window. When they touched down at JFK, a valet attendant tucked Joshua's carryon into the trunk of a limousine, and he was off zooming through the city. He pressed his face against that window too, trying to take it all in. "So, Joshua, is New York everything you dreamed it would be?" Seokmin asked.

"Everything and more!" Joshua exclaimed. "All the neon lights, the skyscrapers…" He took his phone off airplane mode and immediately received multiple texts from Vernon.

Joshua!!!! What is UP!!!!

How are you liking Gotham? The Big
Apple? The City So Nice They Named It
Twice?

I'm SO happy you're here! 🙌 We need
to hang out like ASAP. On the double.
Stat. Text me back!!

Joshua started to type out a reply when he heard Mingyu's voice. "Just thought the occupants of this limousine might like to know that we're coming up on the one…the only…"

"Times Square?" Joshua gasped. "Oh my god!"

Mingyu smiled. "I'll open the moonroof. Go on, take it all in."

The glass panel slid back, and Joshua stood up, gazing at the brilliant lights and the crowds from all over the world. "Seokmin, come up here!" He called down to the alpha.

"Your wish is my command." Seokmin grinned as he joined Joshua. "Isn't this special? All the lights, the Broadway marquees…"

"IS THAT DK?!"

"OH MY GOD YES! AND I THINK THAT'S JOSHUA HONG TOO! FROM ONE IN A MILLION!"

"THEY'RE BFFS? OMG! DK! WE LOVE YOU!"

"And that's my cue to return to my seat." Seokmin chuckled.

Joshua frowned. "How come?"

Seokmin smiled softly at Joshua. "Because tonight is all about you."

"Alright, back in the car." Mingyu instructed. "Next stop, Joshua's new apartment."

Joshua's eyes widened. "My new what?"

Mingyu drove them into the heart of the Upper East Side. He pulled over to the curb next to Central Park and the Met. Then Wonwoo led Joshua up to a fully furnished apartment. "The label will put you up here while you record your album. Sungsoo Han specifically picked it out for you. He wanted you to have the label's nicest apartment."

Joshua looked around the apartment in awe. "My own place? That's so generous."

"It works out for everyone." Seokmin said. "The label expects you to have a hit album soon, which I know you will."

Wonwoo cleared his throat. "Joshua, just to remind you, you've got your first recording session at Pledis Entertainment in Greenwich Village tomorrow morning. Seven sharp. Don't be late."

"Sungsoo tells me he lined up Woozi to lay the tracks for your record." Seokmin said.

"Woozi?" Joshua repeated in disbelief. "The Woozi? The producer who's ruled the Billboard charts for the last year? The alpha who made number one hits for Beyonce and Lady Gaga and Taylor Swift and Ariana-"

Wonwoo cut him off. "The very same. Rest up, Joshua. You're going to need all your energy tomorrow."

***

As the sun rose over New York City, Joshua fumbled for his phone on the nightstand, desperately aiming for the off button for his alarm. He dragged himself out of bed and got dressed. Soon, he was outside, letting a crisp breeze blow over him down the city street. He arrived at the studio with just minutes until 7:00 am. "Hey, are you Joshua Hong?" A random alpha asked him as he was trying to hurry inside so he wouldn't be late.

"Oh, fan, hi. Yes, I am." Joshua said with as polite a smile as he could muster. "It's not a great time. I'm really running late so I don't have time to chat. Sorry."

"Oh, I-"

"Bye now!" Joshua stepped past the alpha into the studio and let out a frustrated little sigh. Fans invading his privacy already. Guess he shouldn't have expected anything else from an alpha though.

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"Joshua Hong!" Sungsoo greeted him with a warm smile. "What a pleasure it is to see you again!"

"Sungsoo, your studio is amazing!" Joshua gushed. "This is a dream come true."

Sungsoo chuckled. "You bring your best to every session and Pledis will do everything in our power to make your debut album a hit. You may also see DK ducking in and out. He's been hard at work on his sophomore album, as I'm sure you know." Joshua nodded. "Now I've brought in a superstar of a freelance producer who I'm certain will lighten the load for you. Joshua, I'd like you to meet the supremely talented Jihoon Lee, AKA Woozi."

Joshua looked toward the door and saw the alpha from outside entering with a smile. "Actually, we've already met." Jihoon said.

"Oh my god, I am so sorry!" Joshua said, face burning with embarrassment.

Jihoon shook his head and waved Joshua's apology off. "Don't worry about it. You're not the first person to mistake me for some kid and you won't be the last. I may be small, but I've got a thick skin about it." He clapped his hands together. "So what do you say we get into the booth and see how we work?"

"I'm told you already have quite the catalog of originals." Sungsoo said. "Sounds like we'll be able to schedule a summer release date for your album."

Joshua bit his lip. "Actually, I was hoping to write mostly new ones. I've grown a lot as a songwriter lately and I only have a few old songs I'm proud of. Besides, I really want to enjoy the creative process and improve as an artist."

Jihoon grinned. "Right on. I love working with writers and getting new ideas flowing."

"I can't wait to see what you're capable of when you have the resources of Pledis Entertainment at your disposal." Sungsoo said. "I'll let you both get started. You're having a moment now, Joshua. Let's capture that lightning in a bottle and create some music."

"Definitely." Joshua smiled.

Just then, Seokmin entered and lit up when he saw Joshua. "Is Sungsoo still giving you the grand tour?"

"I was just about to leave him in Jihoon's capable hands." Sungsoo informed him, gesturing for the alpha to follow him. "Let's chat. I have some ideas about the next focus group for your follow up album…"

"Follow me, Joshua." Jihoon said. "I'll give you the rest of the tour." He first led Joshua into a large open room full of instruments, speakers, and microphones. "This is the live room. This is where the magic happens."

Joshua smiled as he took it all in. "It's beautiful."

They ran into two people rolling large, heavy speakers toward another room. "Oh, hello. Who's this here?"

"This is Joshua, winner of the record deal." Jihoon introduced him. "Joshua, meet Mason and Gianna. Equipment managers, road crew, and all-around godsends."

Mason nodded at Joshua, hands in his pockets. "Welcome to the rodeo."

"It's not a rodeo." Gianna sighed. "It's a cold, cruel cycle of relevance and obsolescence until you inevitably fade from the public's consciousness into the anonymity and darkness from where we all came." She stared at Joshua for a moment. "Hi, I'm Gianna."

"Um, hi…" Joshua waved hesitantly.

"Well, we better get started." Jihoon said. "Later guys."

"Yup." Mason chuckled. "As Paul and Art used to tell me…Music is what happens when you listen." He and Gianna drifted away.

Joshua turned to Jihoon with wide eyes. "Paul and Art? As in Simon and Garfunkel? How?"

Jihoon shrugged. "Mason's been working at this studio before it even came into Pledis' management. No one knows how long he's been here." He sat down at the grand piano and Joshua got behind a mic with a guitar. "When I'm working with someone new, I like to just jam and get a feel for each other. Do me a favor and pick a card from that pile on the stand?"

"The Oblique Strategies!" Joshua exclaimed. "I know all about these!"

"We'll pick one and riff on the concept." Jihoon said. "Get the brainstorming going, you know?"

Joshua nodded and picked up a card. "Okay this one says, 'Listen to the quiet voice'."

Jihoon hummed. "And what does that mean to you?"

"Well, I feel like there are a lot of voices in my life right now." Joshua said. "Telling me what to think, what to do. And it might be nice today to just…focus on my own voice?"

"Awesome." Jihoon smiled. "Let's hear that voice right now. Whenever you're ready." Slowly, they began to play. Soon, Joshua was bobbing his head up and down to the melody, tapping his foot to the beat. He strummed a few chords for a while until he found his rhythm with Jihoon. "Alright, now sing something, Joshua."

"But sing what?" Joshua asked.

Jihoon shrugged. "Whatever comes to mind."

Joshua took a deep breath and opened his mouth, just letting the words come out. "You'll never keep me down…it's time to take a stand…I'll sing across the land…"

"Not bad." Jihoon mused. "Keep it coming."

They spent hours singing and workshopping ideas together, and the time flew by. Later, they wrapped up in the control room and Seokmin joined the two of them. "We've been here for 12 hours?" Joshua asked in disbelief. "How did that happen?"

Seokmin chuckled. "How was your first day?"

"A step in the right direction." Joshua smiled. "How about you?"

"Oh, you know…" Seokmin shrugged. "It's a process, this whole sophomore album. But I'm meeting with some very exciting songwriters this week so that'll kick off soon."

"Speaking of songwriters, Joshua…" Jihoon turned to him. "You've got a fire voice. I'm gonna have a blast playing with it in Ableton." He then frowned. "But when it comes to songwriting, you seem a little…"

Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "A little what? A little bad?"

"A little nervous." Jihoon corrected. "Like the inspiration's not really flowing."

"I'm not doing it on purpose." Joshua said. "Maybe it's because I'm not used to being cooped up inside. Back home, I'd jam outdoors a lot. Lots of open space and not too many crowds."

Seokmin pursed his lips. "You might be onto something. We can't just wait for inspiration to land. We need to go out and find it."

Jihoon nodded. "Live your life to the fullest. Meet new people, see new places, move your body around."

"I think I know where this is going." Seokmin grinned.

"Time to hit the club!" Jihoon exclaimed. "Propaganda is absolutely the hottest place right now. Celebs go there all the time."

"I am absolutely dying to cut loose after the day of focus grouping I've had." Seokmin said.

Joshua blinked. "I mean, sure. But I have no idea what to wear to an exclusive nightclub."

A throat clearing in the doorway pulled Joshua's attention to Seungkwan's sudden appearance. "Seungkwan!" Jihoon greeted the omega. "I've been following you on instagram. Your designs are dope, and I'm stoked you'll be working for Pledis."

"Yeah, it's great." Joshua said weakly.

Seungkwan smiled at Joshua. "I might have a solution to your problem." He led them all the way down the hallway to a fully furnished fashion design studio. "Welcome to my domain. If you touch the textiles or my new Ringer 77362A sewing machine, I'll only dress you in rayon. Jihoon, I have something for you too. If the crowd wants you to do a DJ cameo, you'll have to be ready."

Jihoon changed into the clothes Seungkwan provided--a leather jacket, floral print shirt, and jeans. "Damn, Seungkwan, this look is fire."

"Now you're turn, Joshua." Seungkwan said, holding a tight shimmering teal shirt up to him.

Joshua accepted the shirt and a pair of shorts, ducking behind a changing screen to change into them. "How's this?" He asked as he stepped back out.

Seokmin's eyes widened a bit as he took Joshua in. "You look absolutely beautiful." He said sincerely, causing the omega to blush.

Jihoon clapped his hands together. "Let's hit it!"

***

The limo pulled up to the curb of Propaganda. Joshua could hear the bass thumping inside. "The line to get in is halfway down the block!" He exclaimed. "How long do you think we'll have to wait?"

Seokmin chuckled. "You're still not quite used to this, are you?"

Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "What do you m-"

They exited the limo and immediately the whole line started screaming their names. Joshua saw cellphones going up and heard people snapping photos. Meanwhile, paparazzo began to yell questions at them. "DK! When can we expect the debut of your second album?"

"Woozi! Is Joshua Hong a difficult artist to work with?"

"Joshua Hong! Any budding romances you want to share with us?"

"By the way, Mr. Hong, you look ravishing. Who are you wearing tonight?"

Joshua was completely overwhelmed, nothing coming out until Seungkwan elbowed him. "Oh, uh, Seungkwan Boo. He's amazing!"

Seungkwan grinned. "That I am."

Mingyu began to do crowd control. "Alright, everybody! Hands to yourselves! Don't step past that velvet rope! Yes, you with the man bun! I'm talking to you!"

Joshua reached the door with Seokmin, Jihoon, and Seungkwan and the bouncer waved them all in ahead of the hundreds of people in line. "Whoa, that was fast." Joshua said before gasping. "Is that DJ Azure? She's here? Just casually? Oh god."

"Come along, all of you." Seokmin waved them forward. "Let's go to our table, we've got bottle service waiting for us." Along the way, Joshua pulled his phone out to text Vernon.

Vernon guess where I am?
I'm at Propaganda! With Seokmin
Lee! And Woozi! 😮💞

WHOA look at you! 😁🎉 One day in
Manhattan and already a celebrity

Go have fun! Tear up the Propaganda
dancefloor! 👯

I will I will. But I miss u!

I mis u too!!

"Let's get inspired, loosen you up!" Jihoon said as Joshua put his phone away. "We have the whole night. Joshua, what have you always wanted to do?"

Joshua bit his lip. "I've kinda always wanted to hang out in the DJ booth."

Jihoon grinned. "DJ Azure is a friend of mine."

"You both go on." Seokmin said. "Seungkwan and I will hold down the fort here."

They had barely stepped away when fans swooped in on Seokmin. "DK! I haven't run into you since the premiere in Seoul last summer. Long time no see…"

"Azure!" Jihoon greeted the DJ. "What's up?"

"Woozi!" Azure smiled. "Why didn't you tell me you were in town? Get up here!"

"This is Joshua." Jihoon introduced the omegas.

"Oh yeah, of One in a Mil fame." Azure said. "You crushed that finale."

Joshua felt his cheeks warm up. "Thanks! It's so nice to meet you. I’m such a big fan!"

Azure grinned. "Then you'll know how to bounce to this." The first bars of her iconic mashup of Kanye West and David Bowie began ringing through the club.

"I forgot how much I loved this track!" Joshua exclaimed.

"Woozi, you mind taking over the booth for a sec?" Azure asked. "I wanna take a quick break."

Jihoon nodded. "No prob, I got you." He grabbed the mic. "What up everyone. It's Woozi taking over for a few tracks."

Excited chatter erupted from the crowd. "What? Woozi is here?"

"With me, I have a very special guest." Jihoon continued. "You might know him from his recent One in a Million victory and he's not one to be missed. Joshua! Hong!"

"Oh my god, I saw his episode! He was so good!"

Jihoon turned to Joshua. "Pick out some tracks to mash up and I'll mix them."

Joshua nodded and looked at the options. "Let's mash up Party in the USA and Born in the USA."

"Miley meets The Boss!" Jihoon nodded. "I dig it!" He spun up the turntables and leaned into the mic. "This one coming to you hot straight from the mind of Joshua Hong!" He dropped the beat, syncing the tempos and blending the songs in an eclectic mix.

The clubbers below started dancing to the music. "Woozi and Joshua Hong in one night? What a power duo!"

"Quick! Get an insta story of me dancing!"

Jihoon smiled at Joshua. "They're loving it."

"I'm loving it too!" Joshua squealed happily.

Chapter Text

As Joshua headed back to his table, he saw Seungcheol at another one, the alpha surrounded by gorgeous people vying for his attention. "So, Seungcheol, how many tattoos do you have?"

"I'll never tell." The alpha smirked.

"Seungcheol! I got us another bottle! My friend here's a promoter so-"

Seungcheol caught Joshua's eye and shrugged the others off. "Sorry, guys, party's over. My friend's here." The fans scattered, disappointment written all over their faces.

Joshua raised his eyebrows. "I see you're holding court."

"Joshua Hong, all the way in the big city." Seungcheol leaned back in his booth. "How'd your first day in the studio shake out?"

"Sorry, what?" Joshua asked. "The music's super loud." He sat down in the booth next to Seungcheol.

Seungcheol chuckled. "I said, first day's done. How you feeling?"

"Like a small fish in a big sea." Joshua answered honestly.

"I thought the phrase was, 'big fish, small pond'." Seungcheol mused.

Joshua shook his head. "Not in this case."

Seungcheol nodded slightly. "I feel you. I moved here after I got discovered at 15. Don't worry, you'll get the hang of it."

"I guess the main thing his having enough inspiration to create a whole album." Joshua sighed.

"Word of advice? Don't worry about it too much." Seungcheol said.

Joshua frowned. "But there's so much on the line."

"And there always will be now that you're playing to a larger audience." Seungcheol shrugged. "But you can't get too stuck in the pressure of what people expect from you. Be yourself. Be Joshua. Do whatever you want. That's how the magic happens, right?"

"I don't know that I have the luxury of telling the whole world to fuck itself, unlike some people." He shot Seungcheol a look.

"Maybe not 24/7." Seungcheol agreed, smiling a bit. "But sure feels good, doesn't it?" Joshua noticed a sudden flash but shrugged it off as part of the bright strobe lights.

Jihoon walked over to them after finishing his turn at the booth. "Seungcheol! So good to see you. Glad you came out tonight."

Seungcheol grinned. "Of course! Didn't want to miss out on the action."

Seokmin and Seungkwan also emerged from the crowd. "Sorry, everyone!" Seokmin let out a long breath. "I couldn't get away for a while."

"I thought that actress and her entourage were going to swoon on the spot." Seungkwan mused.

"Anyway, no more sitting." Seokmin clapped his hands together. "Let's hit the dance floor!"

They explored a different room in the club. The DJ dropped a song that was pure sex, and Joshua instantly recognized the voice. "Hold on, this is your song, Seungcheol!" He exclaimed.

Seungcheol shrugged. "Guilty as charged."

"I produced it." Jihoon informed him. "Seungcheol doesn't get all the credit."

Joshua noticed everyone on the dance floor was grinding and dancing sexily against each other. Everyone looked beautiful and confident. Joshua wished he was brave enough to join them. "Man, I wish I could dance like that."

"You definitely could." Seokmin said. "And you should probably learn. It would come in handy for future performances. I could teach you."

"Really?" Joshua asked, his cheeks growing hot at the thought of dancing with the alpha like that.

Seokmin nodded. "Follow me. Let's go somewhere less crowded so we can practice without getting trampled on." He led Joshua out to a more secluded area of the dance floor and the two of them started moving to the beat. "Before we start, I don't suppose you've had much dancing experience?"

"I've danced in my bedroom." Joshua said. "You know, bopping around in my pajamas, belting into a hairbrush.

"Is that so?" Seokmin chuckled. "And what was your soundtrack for these impromptu dance sessions?"

Joshua smiled, deciding to tease the alpha a bit. "I don't know if you've heard of DK, but he put out this amazing EP of dance remixes."

Seokmin snorted. "No need to butter me up, love. You've already got me on the dance floor. Now just move with me."

"Okay…" Joshua nodded. "Just swaying like…right."

"Exactly." Seokmin smiled encouragingly. "Now let's copy the others a bit more." Still facing each other, they moved in a little closer, Joshua placed his arms over Seokmin's shoulders as he bent his knees, swaying lower and lower. "You're getting it. Now for the next part." He moved behind Joshua to dance. His hands were on Joshua's hips and his breath was on the omega's neck, sending chills down his spine. "Just relax, feel the music, and move your hips. You can improve with your arm movements as well."

Joshua placed his hands over Seokmin's, guiding them as he intensified the swaying of his hips. "More like this."

"Perhaps I should be the one getting the lessons." Seokmin chuckled. "It's good to loosen up now and then, isn't it? It'll help you when you're onstage." He spun Joshua out for fun then reeled him back in.

"How did you get so confident onstage?" Joshua asked.

"Years of trial and error." Seokmin said. "I still get the most awful bouts of stage fright."

Joshua's eyes widened in surprise. "Really? But you always seem so confident!"

Seokmin shrugged. "I try to slip into a different sort of persona when I'm onstage. Leave the real me waiting in the wings."

"Does that ever get difficult?" Joshua asked. "Splitting yourself in half like that?"

"I don't know." Seokmin said. "If all I could do is sing, then I wouldn't be able to do this with you."

Joshua smiled. "Yeah, of course. You're a great dance partner, I have to say."

"I'm glad you noticed." Seokmin said.

Biting his lip, Joshua pressed even closer to Seokmin. "Do you want to dance like this?"

Seokmin hummed. "I've been wanting to all night." Joshua's heart rate sped up and he stuttered, struggling to get any kind of response out. "Have I told you you're adorable when you're surprised?" Seokmin chuckled. "Come here." He pulled Joshua even closer, and Joshua forgot about every single thing that was stressing him out. He was deliriously, stupidly happy.

***

Joshua's friends laid around bleary eyed in the limo, but the omega was busy scrawling lyric ideas in his notebook at the speed of light. He flipped the page, determined to continue writing, drawing inspiration from his adrenaline filled night. Then the limo came to a stop outside his new apartment. "Alright, Joshua, you take care now!" Mingyu smiled as he moved to exit the limo. "Get eight hours of sleep! Dissolve some electrolyte tablets in your water!"

"Will do, Mingyu." Joshua said. "Never stop being overprotective."

"I am the perfect amount of protective, thank you." The alpha retorted.

Joshua said goodbye to his friends and headed up to his apartment, flopping onto his couch and opening his notebook once more. Before he could start writing again, he felt his phone buzz and pulled it out to see an email from Sungsoo.

Hi Joshua,

Re: Our discussion today, I'd
like to drum up some publicity
for you while you're working on
the new record.

I've booked a music video
shoot for your new song, going
into production later this week.
Details TBD. Will keep you
posted.

Best,
Sungsoo Han

Just as Joshua was starting to freak out, his phone buzzed again with a text from Vernon.

Looks like tonight was fun 😜

*link attached*

Joshua opened up the link and it took him to the website for THEY Magazine. Inside the article Vernon sent him was a high-resolution photo of Joshua at Propaganda sitting very closely to Seungcheol. He suddenly remembered the white flash he'd seen in the club and felt his stomach drop.

***

"You're killin' it, Joshua!" Jihoon praised him. "Once we finish recording it, Knockout will be great for your music video shoot this week."

Joshua smiled. "One song down…" His smiled dropped as realization hit him. "A whole album to go."

Someone knocked on the door, startling Joshua. "Well, well, Joshua." Wonwoo smiled as he strolled in. "Looks like you have what it takes and then some. I'm impressed and nothing ever impresses me."

"A compliment from Wonwoo Jeon himself?" Joshua put a hand to his chest. "I'm shocked."

"Onto business!" Wonwoo clapped his hands together. "Before your music video launches, we should establish a stage name for you. Or do you prefer to go by your real name?"

"I'd rather go by my real name." Joshua said before giving a practice wave. "Hello, world! I'm Joshua. I just feel more myself if I can stay myself."

Wonwoo nodded. "Simplicity has proven successful in the past." He cleared his throat. "Now don't get too comfortable because unfortunately I'm here to share some bad news." Joshua frowned, wondering if it had to do with that magazine article. "You may remember Jeonghan Yoon from One in a Million. He's been recruited by Hybe Corporation and he's dropping his debut album this Friday."

"A whole album?" Joshua asked in disbelief. "But it takes months to do that!"

"It's because his entire album was written by ghostwriters." Wonwoo said.

Jihoon sat up straight. "I think I heard about this through the grapevine, I just didn't know who it was for."

Wonwoo turned back to Joshua. "My point being that your rival is capitalizing on his momentum now and will beat you to the market."

"Not if I have anything to say about it." Joshua said. "I beat him in One in a Million and I can do it again."

"I'm glad you're catching on." Wonwoo grinned. "If you play up your beef with Jeonghan Yoon, you both get more time in the limelight and gain fans. Everyone loves drama. Just ask my clients how the Drake and Kendrick beef worked out for them. Or Megan and Nicki."

Joshua's eyes widened. "That was you?"

Jihoon snorted. "What idea isn't Wonwoo's?"

"Just think about it." Wonwoo said. "Now I know that you don't want anything to do with ghostwriters, so I came up with an alternative to maximize your exposure." He pulled his phone out.

"Don't tell me you're pulling up THEY Magazine on your phone." Jihoon groaned.

Joshua felt his stomach drop again as Wonwoo held his phone out to show the article. "You saw this headline, right? 'S.Coups spotted getting close to a young starlet!' Racked up 5000 comments in less than 24 hours."

"You don't have to be so happy about the invasion of my private life." Joshua said.

"Oh, honey, you do nt have a private life anymore." Wonwoo informed him. "That's why I've come to an arrangement with Seungcheol's PR firm allowing you to pose as his boyfriend. Strictly for the cameras of course." Joshua stared at him. "It's part of the business. Seungcheol's done it before."

Jihoon nodded. "Avery Thomas."

"Exactly." Wonwoo said. "She went from playing Omega Extra #2 on daytime soaps to a leading role alongside Glen Powell all in two weeks. Go on a few fake dates in public view, attract some paparazzi, generate some buzz, and you'll be golden, Joshua."

Joshua shook his head. "No way in hell. I have enough on my plate right now without turning my life into some media circus!"

Wonwoo sighed. "You can step up and be the ringleader of your own circus or you can head out back and start shoveling elephant dung."

"Poetic as always." Jihoon said.

"Joshua, why don't you come with me?" Wonwoo gestured for the other omega to follow him. "I want to show you something that might get rid of any remaining doubts."

They headed to the design studio and watched by the door as Seokmin stood on a pedestal, assistants parading a million looks past him. "Look at those costumes." Joshua mused. "They all have such different personalities."

Wonwoo nodded. "Seokmin knows how to play the game. He's a chameleon. That's why he's on top of the world right now. Sometimes you have to fake it until you make it. He made it all the way to the top and so can you."

Joshua frowned. "If I launch a fake relationship with Seungcheol, you mean."

"Yes, that's exactly what I mean." Wonwoo confirmed. "I can book a brunch reservation for tomorrow morning."

"Fine." Joshua huffed. "I'll go and I'll eat fake brunch."

Wonwoo smiled. "You'll be my protégé yet. Don't worry, you won't regret this."

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Mingyu arrived at Joshua's apartment first thing to drive him over to Cantina Amador--the hottest brunch place in town. "Wow, Joshua." He shook his head in slight disbelief. "Seems like just yesterday I was standing in front of you at the Smoothie Star counter."

"And now you're ferrying me to a fake date with the most notorious name in Pop Rock." Joshua smiled.

"Baby's first fake PR relationship!" Mingyu exclaimed. "They grow up so fast." Joshua giggled and shook his head at the alpha. "So what about your real relationships? Anyone with potential?"

Seokmin immediately flashed in Joshua's mind, causing his heart to race, but he pushed those feelings down. "I'd rather focus on music right now." He said quietly, ignoring his warm cheeks. "I don't want to get too distracted."

There was a quavering note of teary pride in Mingyu's voice as he responded. "That's right! Eyes on the prize!"

"What about you and your dating life?" Joshua asked. "Like what qualities do you look for?"

"Oh, that's easy." Mingyu said. "Just look at my profile on Ex Military Mingle." He passed his phone back to Joshua.

Joshua accepted the phone and scrolled through what had to be a literal 10,000-word essay on his dating profile. "Wow, Mingyu, this is…thorough."

Mingyu beamed. "I always prioritize thoroughness. In work or in the search of a potential partner. Anyway, we're here! Cantina Amador, home of the city's best Spanish fusion brunch."

Joshua's eyes widened as he looked out the window. "I see about 15 paparazzi lurking across the street." He took a deep breath. "Guess this is my life now. Thanks for the ride, Mingyu." He stepped out of the car and was immediately blinded by 15 flashbulbs going off at once.

"Joshua Hong, over here!"

"Can you confirm exactly when you and S.Coups began dating?"

Through the haze, Joshua could just barely see Seungcheol waving to him from the entrance of the restaurant. "Hey, Joshua!" The alpha called out to him. "Gorgeous morning, huh?" Joshua hurried over to Seungcheol and, hoping it would be enough to get the paparazzi off their back for the time being, pressed a soft kiss to the alpha's cheek in greeting. "Going right in for the kiss already?" Seungcheol raised an eyebrow as Joshua pulled back. "This extremely real relationship is heating up."

"On the cheek." Joshua deadpanned. "I think that's about the right pace for this."

"Of course, babe." Seungcheol emphasized the pet name. "I'll let you set the pace." He waved at some of the paparazzi. "Grayson, Lila, what's good?"

"Just a normal day, you know! But I'm more interested in your day…"

"Yeah, what he said. Any big plans?"

Seungcheol smirked. "Guess you'll have to find out."

Joshua stared at the alpha. "You know them?"

"Yep." Seungcheol nodded. "And given enough time, soon you will too."

They entered the restaurant and took a seat by the windows. "Outta earshot but still giving them the prime view." Seungcheol mused. "The perfect location."

"You say that so casually." Joshua said. "Doesn't it bother you having to put on this charade?"

Seungcheol shrugged. "My team thought your rep as a goody two shoes would make me look nicer."

Joshua frowned. "I am not a goody two shoes!"

"Heart on your sleeve, passionate, sensitive, creative type?" Seungcheol snorted. "Sure you're not."

"Anyone ever tell you how infuriating you are?" Joshua asked in irritation.

Seungcheol just smirked, settling back in his seat. "All the time." The waiter came around and they placed an order for a pitcher of sangria, a few tapas, and paella, all of which arrived a few minutes later. "So time to talk strategy." Seungcheol said as they dug into the food. "What should we do to sell the date?"

Joshua considered that as he sipped at his sangria. "We can hold hands across the table." He suggested, leaning across the table to take the alpha's hand in his. Immediately he heard the clicking of the cameras increase. "Seems like it's working."

"Sure does." Seungcheol intertwined his fingers with Joshua's.

As they were finishing up their meal, a very familiar song started playing through the restaurant. "Seungcheol, this is your song Be My Eternity, right?" Joshua asked. "Back when you were part of Seventeen?"

Seungcheol grimaced. "Yep, exactly. Back then. Let's leave that in the 2010s, yeah?"

"But you were huge!" Joshua exclaimed. "I don't understand-"

The alpha cut him off. "That song's terrible. Let's get out of here. Wanna take a walk?"

Joshua sensed there was more to the story but decided to let it go for the moment. "Alright, have it your way."

Mingyu dropped Joshua and Seungcheol off at an entrance to Central Park and they made their way down a path hand in hand. "It's gorgeous here." Joshua mused. "Look at the color of the leaves."

"I mean, I'm trying not to because I can see camera lenses poking out behind those tree trunks." Seungcheol pointed out.

"Oh, right." Joshua's smile fell. "They're still following us."

They took a seat together on the grass and Seungcheol smiled. "You know what, we should give them a little show. A chance to get some really good photos. Land on the cover of every tabloid in the continental United States."

Joshua raised his eyebrows. "What are you implying exactly?"

"Wanna make out for the cameras?" Seungcheol asked.

The omega's immediately reaction was hell no. He didn't know Seungcheol well enough for that and he wasn't exactly one for major public displays of affection. But then he thought about Wonwoo's disappointment if he found out Joshua had passed up an optimal PR opportunity, and Joshua decided that was worse than the embarrassment of having paparazzi snapping pictures and filming videos of him making out with an alpha in Central Park. "Um, sure."

"Really?" Seungcheol asked, studying Joshua's face as if to make sure the omega was truly okay with it. When Joshua nodded, Seungcheol asked, "Then shall we?"

Joshua nodded and waited for a moment, but Seungcheol never started kissing him. "Are you waiting for something?" He asked.

Seungcheol's cheeks flushed a bit. "I was waiting for your consent."

"Oh." Nervous laughter escaped both of them. "In that case, I consent."

Seungcheol smiled and brought one hand up to cup Joshua's cheek before leaning in for a kiss. The first touch of their lips was tender, as if Seungcheol was just testing the waters. Then he kissed Joshua more intensely. Seungcheol's lips parted, and Joshua felt himself slowly unraveling, enjoying the feeling of kissing someone after God knew how long.

Joshua pressed into the kiss only to jerk back as bright flashes appeared in his vision. "Whoa, I just got blinded by the flashbulbs."

"Yeah, the paparazzi are living for this." Seungcheol grimaced before kissing Joshua again.

The kiss was more passionate that time, Seungcheol clearly playing it up for the cameras as he gently pushed Joshua to lay down on the grass. "This is all very weird." Joshua murmured.

"Tell me about." Seungcheol said.

"Right, you've been in the news since you were a teenager." Joshua said. "What was that like?"

Seungcheol shrugged slightly. "It was pretty crazy. 15 is pretty young to have the world's eyes on you, especially when adjusting to a place a thousand miles away. But everyone knows you gotta go through the steps if you wanna make it big."

Joshua nodded slightly. "So you accepted it?"

"I pretty much considered it an alternate upbringing, I guess." Seungcheol said.

"I feel bad for you." Joshua said. "To be under their microscopes all that time…"

"It had its ups and downs." Seungcheol said. "But I guess I've been doing it so long, I forget what anything else is like."

Seungcheol pulled Joshua into another kiss, and the omega peeked over his shoulder to see the paparazzi shouting at them. "Seungcheol, look over here!"

"Joshua, one smile for the fans?"

"It's strange to be on a first name basis with paparazzi." Joshua said as Seungcheol pulled away. "I think paparazzi are total vultures. I mean, of all professions, they have to pick invading people's private lives? They don't even care what they ruin in the process."

"I know how you feel." Seungcheol said. "But unfortunately, it seems they're not gonna go away anytime soon. Trust me, I've been waiting for years. So might as well turn it to your advantage."

"Speaking of which, do you think we've done enough to get Wonwoo off our backs?" Joshua asked.

"Maybe." Seungcheol nodded. "But we should probably give them one more grand finale." He pulled Joshua into another kiss, rolling onto his back and pulling the omega on top of him. Around them, the cameras clicked away.

Joshua pulled back and smiled. "Not bad for a first fake date." He said. "This is good practice for the next one."

"Oh, so you do want there to be a second date?" Seungcheol asked teasingly. Joshua shoved the alpha playfully. "Alright, I think we've given them enough of a show." He nudged Joshua off of him and pushed himself to his feet, reaching down to help the omega up. Then they walked back through the park together, enjoying the feeling of the sun on their skin.

***

"Joshua, you're here!" Seokmin greeted the omega as he arrived at the studio for his early morning music video shoot. "I'm so glad to see you."

Joshua smiled. "I didn't know you'd be around."

Seokmin nodded. "I wanted to support you on your very first music video shoot. I know it'll be overwhelming being part of a huge production, but you've got a great team to back you." He smiled his megawatt smile and Joshua felt warm tingles inside. "Why don't you check in with Wonwoo by the coffee table over there? He'll catch you up on next steps."

Joshua walked onward and caught a glimpse of Wonwoo having a heated discussion with a very attractive alpha. "But Wonwoo it was just a meeting! Who cares?"

"Who cares?" Wonwoo repeated angrily.

"I wanted to take you out on my yacht!" The alpha exclaimed. "Just you and me, out on the marina, some champagne-"

Wonwoo cut him off. "Let me get this straight. You wanted me to skip a career changing deal to go on some infantile booze cruise? You don’t understand me or what's important to me so you can get the hell out."

The alpha frowned. "Please, Wonwoo, I love-"

"Buh-bye, Santiago." Wonwoo waved sassily. "I have a client I need to take care of."

Joshua caught his breath as Wonwoo strode toward him. "Damn, Wonwoo." He said. "Yass, queen! You're fierce and I love it."

Wonwoo shrugged. "Enough about me and the inadequate alpha chaff that I've just brushed aside. Let's talk about your date with S.Coups." He smiled. "I have to say, I'm impressed. With that makeout, you made the front page of all five major tabloids. You trended on Twitter for 12 hours. Against a new BTS release, no less. You're off to a truly magnificent start. This should kickstart buzz for your upcoming album." Joshua couldn't help but grin at that. "Anyway, the director's waiting to chat about your vision for this video."

Joshua followed Wonwoo into a trailer and immediately saw Seungkwan by the mirror rearranging different combos of accessories on the countertop. "There you are, finally." Seungkwan said. "There are 10 bespoke chokers I need you to try, and I've organized them on a gradient from white gold to bronze."

A tall alpha with wild, grey hair also greeted Joshua. "Good day."

"Joshua, Anthony Lambert is a distinguished filmmaker known for everything from arthouse films to Vinyl award winning music videos." Wonwoo introduced them. "Anthony Lambert, this is pop's up and coming star, Joshua Hong."

Joshua held his hand out for the director to shake. "Wonderful to meet you." Wonwoo shot him a thumbs up and left.

"Now, remind me again of the name of the song you'll be performing today." Anthony said.

"It's called Knockout." Joshua smiled. "It's all about getting back on our feet and rising up in spite of obstacles."

"Interesting…" Anthony hummed. "A universal tale of adversity that transcends time."

Seungkwan grinned. "I have just the look for that." He held up an ensemble consisting of cutoff jean shorts, a green cropped cami, see through bomber jacket, and a bandana to keep his hair out of his face.

Anthony clapped his hands together. "Wonderful! This is avant garde! This is cinema!" Joshua changed in the trailer's bathroom and came out with a little twirl, smiling as both Anthony and Seungkwan applauded. "Come along, Joshua. We must now cement other aspects of production."

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Joshua followed Anthony down the hall to a huge soundstage buzzing with crew and a few familiar faces. "Hi, Mason, Gianna." He greeted the equipment managers. "How's it going?"

Gianna sighed. "You know, just giving our all to help create a meaningful, musical experience when people might click on a viral video of celebrities at a petting zoo instead." Mason didn't reply, too busy setting up all of the rigs in a focused, fastidious manner.

"Do we need so much equipment for a non-live recording?" Joshua asked in confusion.

Mason nodded. "It always has to sound good."

Joshua turned back to Anthony, who had settled in his director's chair. "This is so exciting!" He grinned. "I used to make fake music videos in my backyard with my best friend-wait, Vernon?" Joshua sprinted forward to the alpha who had just entered the studio and gave him a way overdue hug. "What are you doing here?"

"I signed up as a camera assistant for a music video shoot." Vernon said. "But they didn't tell me it would be your video."

"That's amazing!" Joshua smiled. "I know I'm in good hands with a pro like you on deck."

Vernon flushed, grinning and embarrassed. "I'm definitely not a pro-"

Anthony cleared his throat. "We must get started."

Joshua nodded. "Right, of course, sorry. I'll catch you later, Vernon."

"Go kill it!" Vernon encouraged him.

"Pray tell, where would you like to set this music video?" Anthony asked. "We'll be using a green screen today but that just means we can be imaginative."

Joshua pursed his lips thoughtfully as he eyed the green screen, thinking of a good location to rise up against obstacles. "How about a…medieval castle?"

Anthony nodded. "Yes, so much to think about in the age of kings and queens, knights and castles…power plays and political maneuvers." Joshua raised his eyebrows a bit at that last one. "Now, I have just one last question. Given that this short film is to be a romance-"

"What?" Joshua's eyes widened. "Nobody ever said anything about romance."

Wonwoo joined the discussion, tablet in hand. "Picking a celebrity as your love interest will boost engagement with fans."

"Precisely." Anthony agreed. "And I believe that if anyone is to cast your love interest, it really ought to be you. Chemistry is difficult to fake."

Joshua bit his lip as a certain alpha flashed in his mind. He turned to Wonwoo. "Would it be possible to have Seokmin?"

Wonwoo smiled. "That would be fabulous." He called out to the alpha over by the catering table and waved him over.

Once the situation was explained to him, Seokmin looked at Joshua in surprise. "Are you sure? I'm flattered but I hope I can do your music video debut justice."

"Are you kidding?" Joshua smiled. "You'd be amazing! I'd be honored to have you."

"Then I'm happy to oblige." Seokmin said, holding Joshua's gaze for a moment.

Wonwoo clapped his hands together, pulling their attention to him. "Excellent choice, Joshua. Let's get Seokmin into hair and makeup, people!"

After Seokmin was deemed ready, Anthony went over staging for the scene while Joshua and Seokmin rehearsed the scene together, Joshua mouthing along to his recording. "So you see? Your love interest is your lifeline in the story when everything else has you down. Together, you triumph over the forces who would see you dethroned."

"Got it." Joshua nodded slowly. "I think."

***

"Alright, everybody, take five!" Anthony called out as they wrapped up a scene. "Imbibe nourishment and fresh air! Consider your character's ethos!"

Joshua sprinted to the craft services table. "How are you doing?" Seokmin asked him.

"I'm having a blast!" Joshua grinned. "I didn't know Anthony Lambert was so…eccentric but he makes the set feel like a playground too."

Seokmin smiled. "I'm glad, that's exactly as it should be. Without that, what's the point, right?"

"Alright, that was five! Places, everyone! Let's get back to it!" Joshua grabbed his royal crown prop and his guitar and returned to the set. "Now, see, something's been missing from those first 52 takes and I've finally identified what it is. This is a love song and yet the love simply isn't palpable."

Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "It's not a love song, just the video is…and how are we supposed to make the love…palp?"

Anthony tilted his head. "Well, when one person loves another, traditionally, how do they express it?"

Seokmin's eyes widened. "I think he's talking about kissing."

"Were you talking about kissing?" Joshua asked the director. "Is that what-"

"Yes." Anthony nodded ecstatically. "Would you be amenable then? To a brief kiss in the final scene?"

Joshua felt his cheeks heat up as he turned to Seokmin, who seemed just as flustered. "Is that alright with you?" The omega asked.

Seokmin cleared his throat and nodded. "If it's good with you, it's good with me."

"Wonderful!" Anthony clapped his hands together in excitement. "Lights! Camera! Surrealism!"

Joshua took a deep breath and prepared to lip sync to his recording. As he 'sang' the last line of the song, he set his guitar to the side, turned to Seokmin, and lifted a hand to the side of the alpha's face. Seokmin's hands found Joshua's waist, and then the alpha's lips were on his. Joshua was definitely kissing the DK. On the mouth. It was happening. He'd dreamed about that back when the alpha had just been a celebrity crush, and now Seokmin was there, and the kiss was real.

"CUT!" Anthony called out, causing the pair to part. "Brilliant! We've got it! We have created a piece de resistance that will outlive and outlast us!"

The crew began to break down the set as Seokmin turned to Joshua with a smile. "Bravo. You've done a simply wonderful job today."

"Thanks." Joshua's cheeks felt warm. "You too." He felt like he should say something more, but before he could figure out what, Seokmin turned and made for his dressing room. And then Joshua began to panic. Did the kiss mean anything? Or was it all just part of the show? Joshua couldn’t even tell the difference anymore."

***

Joshua emerged from the studio, signed some autographs for a few fans who'd been gathered outside, and waited on the sidewalk for Mingyu. "Hey!" He looked up to see Vernon frowning. "What are you doing out here?"

"I'm just waiting for my ride." Joshua said. "What about you?"

"Also just waiting for my ride." Vernon said.

Joshua smiled at his best friend. "Can I just say that I'm really glad you're with me in this world? I feel like so many of these people have forgotten what it's like to be normal."

Vernon scoffed quietly. "Tell me about it. One guy on the crew offered to read my aura for $599.99." He turned to Joshua with a smile. "If you want to get away from all of this just for a little while, me and my roommates are throwing a party back in our loft in NoHo."

"That sounds amazing." Joshua said. "I still haven't seen your place." He hesitated as a new worry hit him. "What if I'm recognized. It's starting to get more common."

"I mean, we could throw together a disguise for you." Vernon offered. "I bet your stylist has a lot of looks and wigs leftover from the shoot."

"Getting to dress up as someone else and pretend to be normal again sounds really fun." Joshua mused.

"And we'd finally get to catch up." Vernon pointed out. "I feel like it's been forever. I miss you."

Joshua smiled. "I miss you too." He ducked back into the studio and rummaged around until he found a suitable disguise--a pink wig and pair of glasses.

Vernon whistled as Joshua returned. "Loving the hair. Is this your version of a Sasha Fierce alter ego?"

"Thanks." Joshua laughed. "Man, I haven't been to a college house party since that dead week trip we did when we were seniors. Do grad students go hard?"

"I guess we'll have to see." Vernon said.

After a quick subway ride, Joshua stepped through the doors of Vernon's loft where the party was already in full swing. Dozens of students filled the space, music blasted in the speakers, and red cups cluttered the ping pong table. "So what do you think?" Vernon asked. "Is this as cool as Propaganda?"

"Much cooler." Joshua said. "I feel like I’m right back in my element." He grabbed Vernon's wrist and tugged him further into the loft. "Come on, let's talk about what's going on with you." They grabbed some drinks and found a quiet corner of the loft to watch the party as they talked. "So do you guys host parties here often?"

Vernon shrugged. "Here and there. But I spend so much time in class or trying to get work experience. And then when I do have free time, I want to use it for, you know, sleeping and eating."

Joshua frowned. "One month into grad school and already working yourself to the bone."

"I mean, I'm having the time of my life." Vernon assured him. "The people are amazing."

"Isn't it hard though?" Joshua asked. "Balancing everything?"

"It's hard." Vernon nodded. "But the good kind of hard. When you really love something, even when it's hard, it still feels good. It still feels rewarding."

They were making their way back to the fridge for another round of drinks when a familiar song began ringing through the speakers. "Oh my god, Joshua, they're playing your song from the One In A Million finale!" Vernon exclaimed.

Joshua watched as the students around him sang along, arm in arm, raising their cups. A literal shiver ran down his spine. "This is my new favorite song!" One partier exclaimed.

"Right?" Another agreed. "I think it was the best performance on One In A Million maybe ever!"

Vernon turned to Joshua with a smile. "You hearing this?"

Joshua nodded. "I can't believe it! It feels amazing to hear about it while being anonymous!"

"I'm sure you needed the break." Vernon said.

The party broke out into people dancing to Joshua's song. "Let's dance." Joshua said, grabbing Vernon's arm. "Don’t tell me you've forgotten our iconic choreography set to the High School Musical soundtrack."

Vernon laughed. "I’m offended you even insinuated that." Right in sync, even though they hadn't practiced in years, they did the moves, including lots of stomping and clapping. "I feel like the moves translate over to your song really well."

"It's almost like we planned it this way." Joshua mused. As the song came to an end, Joshua let out a breath. "Man, who would've thought we'd be dancing to my song one day?"

"I did." Vernon said sincerely. "I've always believed you could do it, Joshua."

As the party raged on, Joshua and Vernon climbed onto the fire escape together. Joshua let out a low whistle as he took in the view. "Okay, NoHo, you win."

Vernon chuckled. "I bet the apartment the label put you up in isn't too shabby."

"It's amazing." Joshua said before sighing. "I just wish our neighborhoods were a bit closer. This city's so sprawling."

"Hey, where there's a will, there's a way." Vernon said. "We've gotten into too much trouble to break the tradition now."

Joshua giggled. "We got away with so much nonsense when we were kids. Do you remember that time we had to raise an egg as our child?"

"Yes!" Vernon exclaimed. "Our little John Jacob Jingleheimer-Schmidt!"

"Can't believe we were advanced enough to give our egg a hyphenated last name." Joshua shook his head in amusement.

"And we made it the whole week without putting one single crack in that little guy." Vernon pointed out.

Joshua scrunched his nose. "He really reeked by the end of the assignment though. And we rode our bikes out to the overpass just to drop him on some unsuspecting vehicle."

Vernon frowned. "It was so hot out too. We watched our son fry to death, right there on the car's sunroof."

"But we were really good parents up until we threw him into traffic." Joshua smiled. "I had an awesome time tonight. We need to do this again sometime."

"Yeah for sure." Vernon nodded. "I know you're super busy all the time but-"

"I'll make time for you." Joshua promised. "I'll always make time for you." He turned to look out over the city once more, watching the cars go by. "I wonder where we'll both go next."

Vernon hummed quietly. "Wherever it is, I can't wait to find out."

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Joshua was in the studio with Jihoon, hammering down beats for the A-side of his album. "Alright, I like what you just did." Jihoon smiled. "Can you do that again, but this time try it in a minor-"

"Morning, everybody!" Seokmin strolled into the studio. "Wonwoo and I have got a couple of exciting announcements! The video for Knockout has just gone live!"

"We're playing it on the screen in the editing room." Wonwoo said. "Come and see."

They piled into the room and watched Joshua on screen. Joshua watched as he turned to Seokmin and kissed him in the video. "It's already burning up the viral charts." Wonwoo said. "We've got a bona fide hit on our hands. We just hit 1,000,000 views!"

Joshua's eyes widened. "Already? But it just released! How are people reacting to the ending?"

Wonwoo grinned. "They ate up the steamy romance, as expected. This will do really well for you and your career."

"Amazing, Joshua!" Jihoon exclaimed. "You killed it!"

"And lastly…" Wonwoo paused for dramatic effect. "The biggest news of all--you just landed your first big time interview!"

"With who?" Joshua asked.

"Manhattan Magazine." Wonwoo said. "They're the tastemakers in this business."

Seokmin's eyes widened. "Please tell me that doesn't mean the interviewer is-"

Wonwoo talked over him. "None other than Leo Tremblay."

"Oh god." Dread filled Jihoon's features. "No, no."

Joshua looked at everyone in confusion. "Who's Leo Tremblay?"

"The toughest interviewer in the industry." Wonwoo explained.

Seokmin sighed. "Joshua, listen, you don't have to do this."

"No, he has to." Wonwoo insisted. "If he can clear a Leo Tremblay interview, he can do anything. This alpha can make or break your career, Joshua. So you'd better bring your A game."

***

At Pledis Entertainment, Joshua made progress on his album with the help of his team. Joshua barely even noticed the time flying by as he strummed his guitar. "And that's a wrap!" Jihoon announced. "Awesome work. Let's pickup from there the next time we meet."

Seokmin applauded Joshua as the omega exited the live room. "Amazing job! Your album's really coming along."

Joshua smiled. "Thanks, Seokmin."

After a pause, Seokmin peered into Joshua's eyes with concern. "What's wrong? I can tell something's on your mind."

"No fooling you, huh?" Joshua sighed.

"Of course not." Seokmin shook his head. "My mentor instincts are well honed by this point."

"It's just…" Joshua took a deep breath. "I'm nervous about my interview with Leo Tremblay at Manhattan Magazine. Wonwoo called him a 'kingmaker'. He said a good interview could either bring someone to total stardom or destroy them."

Seokmin frowned sympathetically. "I know it must feel like you're sprinting at breakneck speed right now."

Joshua nodded slightly. "I guess I’m just used to playing music. I'm not sure if I can handle being judged by haters and strangers. What if they don't understand my vision?"

Seokmin lightly touched a hand to Joshua's shoulder and led him to the couch, the pair taking a seat together. "Sounds like we're in dire need of a Couch Chat."

"That's a thing?" Joshua asked. "Is it trademarked and everything?"

"Don't worry." Seokmin smiled. "It's basically my specialty." He grew serious once more. "Anyway, when I was in your shoes, I said pretty much the same thing. When Sungsoo discovered my talent show video on YouTube, I went from playing school gymnasiums to stadiums overnight."

"I remember!" Joshua exclaimed. "That video went viral!"

Seokmin nodded. "At first it was overwhelming that a moment so personal to me was under worldwide scrutiny. Things do get easier as you adjust to fame. Everyone feels anxiety under pressure sometimes, but I try to feel gratitude for all the doors that have opened for me. As long as you surround yourself with real friends who keep you grounded and remember who you are, you can't go wrong. Although I know that's easier said than done."

Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "What do you mean?"

"Nothing you need to worry yourself about." Seokmin shook his head.

"I'd like to." Joshua said. "Worry about you, I mean."

Seokmin bit his lip before sighing. "Working on this sophomore album, I sometimes worry that it was all a fluke. That I'm a one hit wonder. I have nightmares where all the fans hate the record. Trust me, even the most loyal fans can turn on a dime."

Joshua frowned. "I'm so sorry."

"It could be worse." Seokmin shrugged. "But that's why I'm spending so much time in these focus groups, trying to find out what works best."

"But I like the real Seokmin." Joshua said. "And I'm sure I'm not the only one."

Seokmin chuckled. "Thanks, Joshua. I'm sure that whoever that is, it'll become clearer in time. Speaking of which, I don't write my own songs but watching you in the studio has made me want to try."

Joshua's eyes widened. "Really?"

"Very." Seokmin nodded. "You've inspired me."

"Have you given songwriting a shot before?" Joshua asked.

"I have." Seokmin said. "But always got shut down pretty quickly by the team. I get it though. For all the good that comes with it, a lot rides on creating the follow up to the best-selling pop album of the last 50 years." He smiled ruefully. "So I understand why they encouraged using ghostwriters as usual. But I guess that made me reluctant to try again."

"Sounds like you just need someone to have your back." Joshua mused.

Seokmin grinned. "A supportive push would be much appreciated. It's all new to me. I don't suppose you'd be willing to help me?"

"You want me, Joshua Hong, to teach you, Seokmin Lee, about songwriting?" Joshua asked in disbelief.

"That's exactly right." Seokmin confirmed. "I'd like to find my own voice but I'm not even sure what that sounds like yet or where to start. And of all people, I'd only really want it to be you."

Joshua nodded. "Of course I'll help you. Let's go back to the live room."

They returned to the room and settled in at the piano together. That close together, their elbows were almost touching. It was taking everything in Joshua not to externally freak out. "So what kind of song do you want to write?" Joshua asked.

Seokmin smiled mysteriously. "I was thinking of writing a song about falling in love, actually." Joshua's mouth opened in surprise, but he quickly closed it, clearing his throat. "My favorite song of mine is Lift Me Up. It draws from the same theme, and I connect with it the most."

"It's definitely a classic." Joshua said.

"I'd love to write love songs like that someday." Seokmin continued. "But from my heart. The rush, the thrill, I want to capture that."

"So why don't we?" Joshua smiled. "Let's brainstorm there for a second. What does falling in love make you think of? For me, when I think about falling in love, I think of electricity. There's an energy you can feel when your chemistry is flowing."

"Exactly!" Seokmin agreed. "Like everything around the two of you is buzzing at the same frequency."

Joshua swallowed thickly, hoping Seokmin didn't hear his heart going a mile a minute. "That's really good." He forced himself to calm down. "Alright, now let's set these ideas to music. We'll record it as backup. You never know when you'll want to save something." They each placed one hand over the piano and tentatively played some chords. They played until they fell into a rhythm and chord progression together. "Okay now why don't you sing whatever comes to mind based on what you said earlier?" Joshua suggested. "It doesn't have to be perfect."

Seokmin laughed, one of the lightest sounds Joshua had ever heard. "I might get in trouble for that…and it'd be terrible to go off brand, wouldn't it?"

Joshua's stomach did a flip. Was Seokmin talking about him? "Didn't all the best music start by breaking some rules?" Joshua pointed out.

"Now I'm feeling the way I must have made you feel during your One In A Million rehearsals." Seokmin mused.

"Don't worry, I'll start us off." Joshua said. "We can take turns." They continued pressing the keys together, slowly but surely. Seokmin took a deep breath, and Joshua started them off. "What's this way you've got me feeling? I've never felt it before…"

Seokmin picked up from there, his voice with a slight waver to it, showing how nervous he truly was. "The air is sizzlin', burnin'…I don't know which way to turn."

Joshua smiled encouragingly as he took the next line. "Meet me halfway in the stars tonight. We'll trace the sky with our wings…"

"Baby, you make me feel…like lightning!" Joshua laughed a bit as Seokmin's excitement grew. "Don't know if it's the right time…too soon, too fast, too slow…All I know is this moment…Wanna tell you what you do to me, and never let you go…"

Joshua's heart skipped a literal beat as Seokmin's voice reverberated into the air. "You're a natural at this! That felt so raw!"

"The product is rough." Seokmin said. "But pulling those words out of the air felt incredible."

"Yeah, it wasn't a fluke." Joshua smiled. "It was all you. This is a great jumping off point. Going forward, maybe you can keep a lyrics notebook around with you. This one is mine." Joshua showed Seokmin the notebook he took everywhere with him, flipping through a few pages. "Even if you're out and about, in a taxi, wherever, if inspiration strikes, make sure to write it down so you don't forget. I keep audio logs on my phone too."

"You have pages and pages in here." Seokmin said in awe. "You're incredible."

Joshua shook his head, cheeks flushing. "It's mainly a safe space for me to be cathartic and process things. Middle school was rough, ya know?"

Seokmin laughed. "Joshua, thanks so much for taking the time to help me out today. I meant what I said earlier. Of all people, I'd want it to be you. I couldn't imagine trying this with anyone else."

Joshua felt himself getting lightheaded. "I'm glad I could be here for you like this, after all you've done for me. And I'm so excited to see what you come up with."

They both resumed playing the piano gently and peacefully, side by side, pressing random keys. Then Joshua's hand accidentally grazed Seokmin's. Joshua froze for a second, hesitating before quickly leaning over and pressing a soft kiss to Seokmin's cheek. Then Seokmin turned to kiss Joshua on the cheek. It was a full-on mutual cheek kissing situation! "What was that for?" Joshua asked.

"Well, reciprocity, for one thing." Seokmin said. "But also, a thank you. For taking the time to help me with all of this. That was so fun, fucking around and coming up with things on the spot."

Joshua smiled and nodded. "That's what the brainstorming's all about."

"But what happens when you put a long time and a lot of work into a song?" Seokmin asked. "What would you say is the best song you ever wrote?"

"So I first began working on this song at the end of college." Joshua said. "The future seemed so far off and scary and I just needed to remind myself that my dreams were possible."

Seokmin smiled. "Let's hear it."

Joshua took a deep breath. "Okay, it isn't quite finished yet but here's Who Will I Be?" He grabbed his guitar, thinking back to all those hours he'd spent trying to get the song right.

As Joshua sang, Seokmin's smile grew. "This is so beautiful. So heartfelt and-"

"So sorry to interrupt." Sungsoo suddenly appeared in the room. "I was working late upstairs when I heard the most angelic song. What was that? Something for that new album of yours, Joshua?"

Joshua's eyes widened. "Oh, no, something I've been working on for a few years. Got stuck, never finished."

"A few years?" Sungsoo raised his eyebrows. "That's a long time to spend on one song."

"Well, I finished the music but never quite figured out the words." Joshua elaborated.

Seokmin put a comforting arm around Joshua, making the omega tingle all over. "It's all a process, isn't it?"

Sungsoo hummed. "Well, I wish you the best of luck with it. It's wonderful. Sounded like a hit to me."

"Thank you." Joshua said. "That means everything coming from you."

"I should be heading home." Sungsoo excused himself. "You two should get some rest too. You've got a full day tomorrow, Joshua. Because I want to get your voice out to the world, I took the liberty of arranging a dozen more interviews for you, all tomorrow!"

Joshua gaped at him. "A dozen? As in 12? 12 whole individual interviews and Leo Tremblay?"

"He's the most important one." Sungsoo said. "But I wanted to make sure everyone was on the radar for the amazing debut album you have coming up. Don’t worry, I know you'll do great."

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Mingyu drove Joshua and Wonwoo to the Chelsea Grand Hotel for a full day of interviews, an upbeat song playing on the radio. Wonwoo's eyes widened. "Joshua, this is Jeonghan's first single, Firecracker. It's an omega empowerment anthem."

Joshua listened to the song, eventually moving his head to the beat. "It's really good. Those vocals are really strong."

"As is to be expected." Wonwoo said. "But he didn't write the lyrics. Don't forget what sets you apart from Jeonghan. Tell them your narrative, whether or not it's true. Don't contradict yourself either. No mixed messages. They'll take advantage and spin the story they like better."

"Okay." Joshua nodded. "I think I'll focus on my passion for making music. I'll tell them how the desire to create is at the heart of-"

Mingyu interrupted. "And we're here!"

"Perfect." Wonwoo smiled. "I guess that means we've got a few minutes to go over my other rules for the interviewers." He rummaged through his belongings. "Damn, I left the printout for the rules back at the-"

"I saw a few spare copies on your desk before we rolled out this morning." Mingyu said, reaching into the glovebox. "Grabbed a stack for you." He pulled out the papers and passed them back to Wonwoo.

Wonwoo blinked at Mingyu for a second. "Thank you."

Joshua looked between the two before clearing his throat. "You out organized Wonwoo. That's not an easy task."

Mingyu chuckled. "You know me, I never let anything slip through my fingers."

As though waking from a daze, Wonwoo shook it off and turned to Joshua. "Well, I'm glad he did because we have to get you inside and review stat." They exited the car and rushed up to the hotel room where Joshua's interviews would take place.

Before Joshua knew it, it was time for the first round. "Please to meet you, Joshua. I'm Violet Gagnon with Push Play Magazine. First question--what made you want to get into music?"

"Well, I'd always been a musical child." Joshua said. "My favorite toy was my trusty ukelele. I always used our furniture as percussion too."

"Your poor parents! So this is really a childhood dream come true then…"

The next interviewer was from a fashion magazine--Taffeta Weekly. "So who do you consider your personal style icon?"

Joshua hummed. "Me!" He giggled.

"Can I quote you on that?"

"Of course!" Joshua nodded. "Why try to imitate anyone else when you can be yourself?"

***

"Joshua, hi, hello! I'm with Hound and Horse, the oldest equestrian magazine in the world." Joshua blinked. "So tell me, Joshua, were there any horses who inspired the making of your new album? Or any hounds for that matter?"

"I would say that this has nothing to do with my music." Joshua said as politely as he possibly could.

***

Joshua took a deep breath while in the bathroom to retouch his makeup. Just one more interview to go. The big one with Leo Tremblay.

One of the stall doors opened and Joshua looked up to see Jeonghan strolling out. "What are you doing here?" Joshua asked in confusion.

"Doing press for my album." Jeonghan said. "Same as you, I guess."

"Right…" Joshua cleared his throat. "Congrats, by the way. The record deal, the album, the charts…you're killing it."

"Thanks." Jeonghan said. "I wasn't gonna let One In A Million be the end of my story. Not after everything." He finished washing his hands. "Also, word to the wise--be careful with Leo Tremblay. I just finished my interview with him."

"How did that go?" Joshua asked.

Jeonghan sighed. "I guess time will tell. But I've heard he can make or break a career, and no one wants to be buried in the back pages. Good luck." He left.

Joshua headed out into the hallway where he bumped into Wonwoo. "There you are!" Wonwoo exclaimed. "Your interview with Leo Tremblay is due to start any second!"

"Sorry, I was just catching up with Jeonghan." Joshua said.

Wonwoo smiled. "Good. If you want to knock him off the cover, you should definitely talk about him in your interview and play up your beef from the show. As you know, this is the moment of truth. Your final interview of the day. It is crucial that you impress.'

Joshua swallowed thickly. "No pressure, right?"

"Lots and lots of pressure!" Wonwoo exclaimed, ushering Joshua back toward the hotel room.

"Afternoon." The alpha waiting in the room grunted in greeting. "I'm Leo Tremblay with Manhattan Magazine. You must be Joshua."

Joshua nodded. "Yes, hi, that's me! Great to meet you."

Leo took a sip of lemon water. His face was completely unreadable. In fact, Joshua couldn't even see his face moving. Was it Botox or just really good self-control? "So you've recently released your first single, Knockout, from your upcoming album. You've also gained a reputation for caring about your craft and artistry above all else."

"Music is definitely the best medium I've found to express myself." Joshua smiled.

"Tell me, Joshua, why are you in this business?" Leo asked.

"I want to make music that stands the test of time." Joshua said. "I want to make songs that people listen to 50 years from now. I want my music to define key moments in people's lives."

"So if it's longevity you're after, why pop? A notoriously fickle genre?"

Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "I think pop can absolutely stand the test of time. We still listen to the Beatles. They still shape the music we make today."

Leo hummed. "Now I suppose I should ask about S.Coups. He's putting out hot singles left and right, all while balancing this new relationship. He's a known heartbreaker and this isn't the first time he'd been paired with a sweet ingenue." Joshua swallowed thickly. "So my question is what do you find most interesting about Mr. Choi?"

"My favorite thing about Seungcheol is his personality." Joshua said. "People know Seungcheol as a bit of a rebel but he shows me a different side of himself. He's got a wicked sense of humor, and he's so committed to everything he does."

"He's committed, is he? Do you feel he's committed to you?"

Joshua nodded. "Absolutely. He makes me feel so understood, like I can really be myself around him."

"Let's move on." Leo cleared his throat. "S.Coups isn't the only one who's been in the headlines with you recently. You've also become close to DK. You've gone from mentor and mentee on One In A Million to working under the same record label. Tell us honestly, are there any potential romantic feelings there?"

Absolutely, yes. But Joshua couldn't say that when he was supposedly dating Seungcheol. Especially right after talking about Seungcheol. "Seokmin is a great role model and friend." Joshua said. "I owe my breakout success to him. I'm so happy we've become closer since my move to New York."

"And that brings me to my final question regarding your fellow contestant on One In A Million, Jeonghan Yoon. You were competitors on the show, and he's released a successful debut album. How would you describe your relationship?"

Joshua hesitated a second before following Wonwoo's advice. "Jeonghan is definitely a rival. He acts like a sweetheart for the cameras, but I know the real him. And I think that's all I'm comfortable saying. I'd rather not give him the spotlight."

Leo nodded. "I think I have everything I need, Joshua. Thank you for taking the time to speak with me."

"No, thank you!" Joshua smiled. "The pleasure is all mine!" Leo left the room, his face stoic and unreadable. Was he professionally trained in taking polygraph tests? Was he not impressed? Cringing a little, Joshua headed back down to the lobby where Wonwoo was waiting for him.

"Congrats on finishing!" Wonwoo exclaimed. "The magazine should drop at the end of this week, and we'll see if you made the cover. For us, it's onto the next thing. Which means making sure you and Seungcheol remain convincing and in the public eye." Joshua nodded. "Meaning you'll be Seungcheol's plus one at a charity fundraiser tonight."

"A fundraiser event?" Joshua perked up. "Like a party?"

Wonwoo nodded. "All the canapes and free drinks you want. Because this is NYC, there's a charity for everything and fundraiser parties happening left and right. What cause do you most care about?"

"I care about international development and humanitarian NGOs." Joshua said.

"Global Aid International." Wonwoo said, tapping away at his phone. "They do everything from disaster relief, human rights work, and education. I've already added you to the guest list."

"So what do I need to do tonight?" Joshua asked. "What's my job?"

"Look pretty." Wonwoo instructed. "Act nice. Charm the pants off of people. Backing causes is good for both the planet and your image. Now this is a black-tie garden party event, so I've already had Seungkwan made the necessary preparations…"

The revolving door suddenly began to spin and Seungcheol strolled into the lobby in a tux. "What did I miss?" The alpha asked.

"Me ushering Joshua off to get ready." Wonwoo said, pushing Joshua back towards the elevators so the omega could get ready for the fundraiser event.

***

The strains of a string quartet filled the air in Central Park. Everyone at the event was wearing a gown or a tuxedo that cost more than Joshua's entire life. "I feel dizzy." He said, clutching onto Seungcheol next to him. "I've never been around this many rich people ever."

"It's a trip, right?" Seungcheol mused. "Getting to see how the other half lives?" He suddenly took Joshua's hand, twirled him in, then whirled him back out again.

"What was that for?" Joshua asked.

Seungcheol smiled. "Be my pretend dance partner tonight?"

Joshua let out a laugh. "I'll think about it."

"Mr. Choi!" A strange alpha approached them. "A pleasure to see you as always."

"I'm sure." Seungcheol said. "Nothing like a celeb appearance to validate a questionable corporation." Joshua elbowed him. "Oh, sorry, I'm being rude. Joshua, I'd like you to meet the CEO and founder of Global Aid International."

Joshua smiled. "So nice to meet you. I hear you're doing amazing things for disaster relief."

"Yes, well, we do try." The alpha said. "It's hard work but someone's gotta do it."

"I bet you do." Seungcheol mumbled.

"Mr. Hong, let's take a photo for our monthly newsletter." The CEO insisted. "Our investors like to know we've got celebrity backers." He led the two of them to stan din front of the champagne fountain and Joshua smiled brightly for the cameras. "Now can I interest you in some champagne? A5 wagyu? Ice cream with 24 karat gold flakes?"

Joshua's eyes widened. "Wow, all of that sounds so fancy for a nonprofit-"

"Champagne it is!" The CEO thrusted a champagne cocktail at Joshua.

"Wonderful!" Seungcheol exclaimed. "Now, if you don't mind, Joshua and I are going to go do literally anything else with our time." He grinned at the CEO and yanked Joshua sideways into a quiet little corner of the dining area.

"What was that about?" Joshua asked.

"I cannot stand these people." Seungcheol said with disgust. "Being forced to play nice for these lazy, stupid rich, fraud activists-"

"What's wrong?" Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "Isn't this for a good cause?"

Seungcheol shook his head. "It's not the cause I have a problem with. It's the way the organization is run. This nonprofit raises millions of dollars every year but they only spend five percent of it on actual charitable work."

Joshua frowned. "So then where does the remaining 95% of their money go?"

"'Overhead'." Seungcheol used air quotes. "You know. Hiring string quartets. Making gold leaf ice cream sundaes. Dry cleaning the red carpet. It's just a bunch of wealthy people who want to flex their money to rub shoulders with the glamorous and beautiful. Or feel less selfish by throwing money at things. Fake, like so many other things in our industry."

Joshua bit his lip as he stared at his drink. "In that case, I think we should try to make the best of it." He said quietly. "I mean, we're not going to gain anything by making a scene. Besides, you're still trying to rebuild your reputation."

Seungcheol sighed. "I hate to admit it but you're right. Guess I'll just have to plaster on a smile until we can make an exit."

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Joshua and Seungcheol heard the CEO making a speech from the stage and edged closer. "…and later on this evening, we'll be presenting Seungcheol Choi with a Lifetime Achievement Award!"

"Wait, you won an award?" Joshua turned to Seungcheol in confusion as the crowd applauded around them. "For doing what exactly?"

"Nothing." Seungcheol deadpanned. "I did nothing. My manager set the whole thing up." He shook his head and sighed. "You know, if I'm going to win awards, I'd like to win them for doing something."

Joshua frowned. "Sounds like you don't want to give that speech."

"I really, really don't." Seungcheol confirmed.

"Mr. Choi!" A reporter called out. "How do you feel about winning this award?"

"Let me get a picture with you and Joshua! Would you say you're the celeb world's new philanthropic power couple?"

Seungcheol scoffed. "You know what? I think it's about time we bailed."

Joshua's eyes widened. "But the event's not over for another two hours!"

"Yeah, I'm not gonna last two more hours." Seungcheol shook his head. "I need out. My motorcycle's parked outside. Come with me?" He smiled a bit. "There's a secret old haunt of mine that I'd like to show you."

"Are you serious?" Joshua asked. "But won't we get in trouble?"

Seungcheol shrugged. "I'd say we've shown our faces and done our duty for tonight. No point hanging out with these hypocritical 'philanthropists' any longer. Besides, a little trouble is good trouble."

Joshua bit his lip, considering the offer for a moment before nodding. "Alright but let's make a subtle exit so no one sees us."

"Subtle?" Seungcheol smirked. "I'm a boss at subtle."

"I don't know what planet you're living on but it's definitely not your forte." Joshua deadpanned.

A few minutes later, Joshua ducked out of the venue with Seungcheol hot on his heels. "My motorcycle's just outside the park." Seungcheol said. "If we hurry, the paparazzi won't follow us."

Huffing and puffing, they finally made it to the motorcycle and hopped on. "Step on it!" Joshua exclaimed.

"The throttle is actually on the right handlebar, so I probably won't be doing too much stepping." Seungcheol said.

"You know what I mean!" Joshua whined. "Use the gear shifter thingy! None of this 'driving at the speed limit' nonsense!"

Seungcheol smiled over his shoulder at Joshua. "I knew I liked you for a reason, fake boyfriend. Now grab a helmet from that back compartment there. Also, don't look now but there's a car full of paparazzi coming around the corner."

"Shit." Joshua muttered under his breath as they both buckled on their helmets.

"Hold on tight." Seungcheol said as he started the motorcycle. "And don't let go." He pulled the bike out into the center of the road and gunned it through the intersection.

"Oh my god, I'm gonna die!" Joshua yelped. As if to demonstrate his stunt motorcycle abilities, Seungcheol pulled a hairpin turn around a corner, and they lost the car full of paparazzi. "That was amazing!"

Seungcheol shook his head. "The place where we're going is amazing."

When they arrived at their location, Joshua looked around in confusion. "A back alley?"

"Don't let appearances fool you." Seungcheol said. "This building has the best rooftop views in the city."

"What are we gonna do, parkour our way up that pipe?" Joshua snorted.

"I was thinking smash a window or jimmy the lock on the door." Seungcheol said.

Joshua stared at him. "Isn't that illegal?"

"Don’t worry, it's been abandoned forever." Seungcheol assured him.

Joshua nodded slowly. "Why don't we jimmy the locks? No use causing a mess when we can use more finesse."

Seungcheol led Joshua to a door, and they stared down at the rusty doorknob. "Do you have any bobby pins?" Seungcheol asked. "Paperclips?"

"Do you think I just casually carry paperclips around?" Joshua asked incredulously.

"I'm doubting your commitment to a life of crime." Seungcheol said. "How are we ever gonna be Bonnie and Clyde if you can't even pull up with paperclips?"

Joshua raised an eyebrow. "Why don't you try?" Seungcheol made a show of sighing dramatically before pulling out a paperclip. After a few minutes of jiggling the lock, it clicked open. "How did you learn that?"

Seungcheol shrugged. "Made friends with an actor who was in Double Agent. I usually ditch afterparties, but this was worth it."

After a long climb up the stairs, they finally arrived at the roof. "This is gorgeous!" Joshua gushed. "I mean the view and this little set up!"

"What can I say?" Seungcheol smiled. "I go all out when I decorate my abandoned property."

"Yours?" Joshua turned to him in surprise. "You mean you own this building? Then what was that breaking in thing for?"

"For fun." Seungcheol said.

Joshua shook his head slightly. "Why am I not surprised?"

"I hope you are." Seungcheol said. "Wouldn't want to get predictable on you." Joshua leaned over the railing, taking in the view. "It was also for nostalgia. After I got plucked from Korea, things were pretty crazy in New York. I used to come here all the time to get away from it all. Even for just a quick breather."

"I can only imagine." Joshua mused. "You were just a teenager then…what made you buy the place if it was mostly abandoned anyway?"

"A few months after I got signed, the building was slated for demolition." Seungcheol said. "I stepped in and saved it. Someday I might turn it into a community center for the kids around here."

Joshua smiled. "Now that seems like a good and genuine act of charity. Let's keep the garden party folks far, far away from here."

Seungcheol let out a laugh. "You can say that again." They sat down on a bench together, shoulders bumping lightly. "Anyway, until I put together a zoning proposal, this is just where I come to escape."

"Thanks for sharing this with me." Joshua said softly.

Seungcheol glanced over at him. "You make me feel like I want to tell you things. I don't know why."

Still smiling, Joshua looked around the roof. "Does that fire pit still work?"

"Oh yeah." Seungcheol nodded. "I replaced it with a propane one not too long ago." He lit the fire pit and the two of them sat back, staring into the flames.

"I think this is now one of my fave places in the city too." Joshua mused.

"As long as you don't go mouthing off my best spot to everyone, you're welcome anytime." Seungcheol said.

Joshua raised his eyebrows. "So no elaborate Yelp review? How about geotagging? Is that cool?" Seungcheol just stared at him. "Kidding."

***

As soon as Joshua walked into the studio, Wonwoo ambushed him. "Fabulous job at the fundraiser! Everyone loved you and you got good press for it too." Joshua smiled as Wonwoo clapped his hands. "Now onto other things. Seokmin is headlining at Madison Square Garden tomorrow night. Grimes was due to open for him but she's having custody issues with Elon Musk. But that is your gain because Seokmin wants you to open for him! I know it's last minute but-"

"Are you serious?" Joshua asked excitedly. "I accept! Of course I accept!"

Wonwoo smiled. "Excellent. I know Seokmin will be delighted to hear it. And I have more news. Your interview with Leo Tremblay just rolled out." Joshua's eyes widened. "You should be very happy indeed. Leo raved about you, and you made it onto the cover! Listen to this, 'Joshua Hong is not just another reality TV star turned singer. He is a star on the rise.'"

Joshua snatched the magazine from Wonwoo to read it for himself. "'Possessed of a rare vulnerability, Hong could signal the return of authenticity to pop music.' That's high praise! Especially from someone as tough as Leo Tremblay!"

Wonwoo nodded. "Very, very high praise. You'll have to tell Sungsoo all about it at dinner tonight."

"Dinner?" Joshua asked. "With Sungsoo?"

"He called this morning and told me he wanted to discuss your future." Joshua said. "It must be a good thing. Sungsoo is on your side, 100%."

***

Joshua strolled through the doors of the high-end steakhouse. The entire place was empty save for Sungsoo eating all alone. Totally not weird at all. "Uh, hi, Sungsoo! So nice to see you again! Quiet night at Carmine's, huh?"

Sungsoo shook his head. "I rented the place out for the evening. You and I will be the only diners. Only the quickest service for my rising star."

"Wow." Joshua's eyes widened. "That's generous of you."

As Joshua slid into his seat, Sungsoo gave him a warm, fatherly smile. "Would you care for some fresh homemade bread? Or wine? This is their finest pinot from Chateau Montangneux." Joshua reached out for the wine, freezing a bit as he realized it was way older than he was and definitely more expensive than what the label paid for his monthly rent. "Now, I wanted to discuss that new friend of yours, Jeonghan Yoon. As I'm sure you know, Jeonghan's debut is a bona fide hit already, doing real numbers on the charts. He's netted a number of high-profile magazine features, and he's slated to perform at a prestigious award show next month."

"Yeah but Jihoon and I have been working hard and I know we'll finish soon." Joshua said. "It's only been a few weeks. Real art takes time. Once people hear what we've been working on, I know we'll make waves."

"Of that, I have no doubt. The enduring question is 'when', though, isn't it?" Sungsoo said.

Joshua frowned. "What do you mean?"

"I mean to say that recent events have made me wonder if, perhaps, I offered my record deal to the wrong person." Sungsoo said.

Joshua's heart sank. "Are you saying you would've rather signed Jeonghan than me?"

"I'm saying, Joshua, that we need to finish your album." Sungsoo said. "And we need to finish it now." Joshua opened his mouth to respond but Sungsoo spoke over him. "I hate to do this, but I feel as though I don't have a choice. The window is already closing because of Jeonghan Yoon. He's dominating your target demographic."

"I know the album is taking a while." Joshua said. "But my fans deserve the very best. I don't want to put something halfhearted out in the world when I could have given it my all."

Sungsoo nodded. "I hear you loud and clear. If I could give you the gift of endless time, I would. But I can't. I know how long you've had this dream. It saddens me that you're more willing to let this opportunity slip away than play by the industry's rules. If you aren't willing to make this record deal work, then I'm sorry to say that perhaps I misjudged. Perhaps this partnership isn't compatible."

"You can't mean that." Joshua said.

"Joshua, I'm offering to let you go." Sungsoo sighed. "Perhaps there is a better match for you elsewhere. I wish you the best of luck." He signaled for the check.

Joshua's heart hammered in his chest. "But music is my dream! Please give me another shot at it."

Sungsoo sighed again and sat back down in his chair. He swirled his pinot noir around in his glass, deep in thought for several moments. "I've got a potential solution. What about that song you were playing to Seokmin the other day? The one you started in high school?"

"Who Will I Be?" Joshua asked. "I've been stuck on it a long time. The melody is done but I don't know how to finish the lyrics."

"Not a problem." Sungsoo said. "Selling what you have so far of an unused song would keep your name in the industry."

Joshua's eyes widened. "You want me to sell my song to another artist?"

Sungsoo nodded. "Having songwriting credits will help you maintain name recognition and sell more strongly as an artist later."

"I'm not sure…" Joshua bit his lip. "Who Will I Be is such a personal song. It means a lot to me."

"Well, we don't have to decide tonight." Sungsoo said. "I'll give you 48 hours to make your decision. I know you'll do the right thing, Joshua."

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Mingyu picked Joshua up to take him to Madison Square Garden, but the omega was still a little groggy after no sleep from stressing over Sungsoo's ultimatum. Mingyu immediately noticed something was wrong. "Hey, don't worry about the show. You're a natural star and you've put the work in. You've got this one in the bag."

Joshua smiled. "Thanks, Mingyu. I'm so glad you're in my corner."

"You know, the talent entrance is around back." Mingyu informed him. "But I'm thinking that we should take you around front first. Gotta get a picture of your name on the marquee!"

"Oh my god, yes! "Joshua agreed. "Let's do it."

Mingyu pulled up in front of Madison Square Garden. It was still extremely early so Joshua wasn't as at much of a risk of being mobbed as soon as he stepped out of the limo. "That's my name!" Joshua squealed. "Right there in 10-foot-tall letters!"

"That's right." Mingyu smiled. "You made it. Now stand over there where the neon light's falling in an optimal location for this lens." Joshua posed for the picture then took his phone back from Mingyu so he could post it on instagram. He captioned it, 'After all these years, finally playing at the venue of my dreams. Shoutout to @dk_is_dokyeom for making this happen!’

He then headed by himself into the largest backstage area he'd ever seen. He gawked at the size of the room. "Quite a sight, isn't it?" Seokmin chuckled as he walked up to Joshua. He took both of Joshua's hands in his and gently squeezed them. "Welcome to Madison Square Garden! You ready to play your first arena show for 20,000 people?"

Joshua's eyes widened. "Tw-twen-20,000? As in 20,000 mouths that could boo me at any moment?"

"You're not gonna puke, are you?" Joshua jumped at the sound of Seungcheol's voice, whirling around to see the alpha leaning against a crate with a wide grin on his face. "I've seen some newbies puke on stage. It's hilarious."

"What are you doing here?" Joshua asked.

Wonwoo popped up behind Seungcheol. "As if I'd let your beloved partner miss your MSG debut."

"Sure, Wonwoo, take all the credit." Seungcheol said. "As if I didn't want to come here on my own." He sauntered over and gave Joshua a quick hug. "Good luck out there, babe."

Seokmin watched the two of them, something almost unreadable twinkling in his eyes. "What a thoughtful gesture."

Joshua couldn't help but smile at Seokmin. "You're kinda cute when you're jealous."

"Jealous?" Seokmin scoffed. "Me? Never. I'm Seokmin Lee. DK. Dokyeom. I'm unflappable."

"If you say so." Joshua giggled before taking in the busy sight of everyone rushing backstage to get everything set up. Definitely the biggest production Joshua had ever been part of. "So, 20,000 people, huh?"

Seokmin frowned. "You seem a little disoriented. Do you need to lie down before the show?"

Joshua shook his head. "I'm fine, It's just…" He took a deep breath. "The biggest concert I've ever played was for 20 drunks at The Quacking Duck."

"There were a couple hundred people in the audience for the One In A Million taping." Wonwoo pointed out.

"Yeah but this is a concert." Joshua said. "People paid money to see this. And I have to warm people up for Seokmin and be directly compared…to Seokmin…"

"Now, we won't have any of that before you head onstage." Seokmin gently scolded Joshua. "What do you need from me before your performance? How can I help you find your Sasha Fierce?"

Joshua bit his lip, his cheeks flushing at the thought that immediately came to mind. "A kiss for good luck?"

Seokmin smiled. "I wouldn't want to be the cause of any bad luck." He leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to Joshua's cheek.

"That should do the trick." Joshua's smile grew.

Seungcheol cleared his throat. "Hate to ruin the moment, but that is my fake boyfriend you're kissing there."

"Guilty as charged." Seokmin said.

Joshua turned to Seungcheol. "How about you? Any advice?"

"Depends." Seungcheol shrugged. "What do you need advice on specifically?"

"How do I stay calm onstage?" Joshua asked.

Seungcheol smiled. "If you ever get overwhelmed out there, take a deep breath and close your eyes for as long as you need to."

Joshua blinked at him. "But what if I trip over something onstage? What if I trip off the stage?"

"Well stay in one place when your eyes are closed obviously." Seungcheol said. "But it brings you back into your own world and it reads to the audience like you're just really into the song."

"That does make sense…" Joshua nodded.

"And the in-ear monitors will filter out most of the crowd noise so that'll help." Seungcheol added on. "So if you ever need to retreat for a sec, eyes closed."

Joshua smiled. "Now I know the secret to your soulfulness."

Vernon ran into the room out of breath. "So sorry I'm late! My train was delayed."

Joshua pulled Vernon into a tight hug. "Everyone, this is the irreplaceable Vernon Chwe. My best friend and partner in crime since childhood."

Vernon waved at everyone hesitantly. "Good to meet you all. I was at the music video shoot, but I feel like we barely had time to say hi."

"You're one of the crew already, Vernon." Seokmin assured him.

Seungcheol nodded. "He's OG crew."

Vernon chuckled. "I guess that's true. Anyway, I can't wait to see you kill it out there, Joshua."

Seungkwan came out of a room across the stage. "Joshua, not that this isn't totally heartwarming but if you've gotten enough emotional validation, can you please try on this outfit? Like now? Like five minutes ago?"

"Thank god someone else on this team is on top of it." Wonwoo said in relief.

Joshua waved at everyone as he moved to follow Seungkwan. "See you after the show!"

Seungkwan led Joshua into a luxurious dressing room. "Finally! Now this is by far the biggest show I've ever designed for, so I've pulled out all the stops. This costume is over the top, bold, and definitely makes a statement. But who wants to be boring at Madison Square Garden?" He scowled. "If only my parents were here to see me now. I'd love to rub these rhinestones all up in their faces."

Joshua frowned. "What's up with you and your parents?"

"Oh, absolutely nothing." Seungkwan said flippantly. "Just that they disowned me and are convinced that my lifelong ambition is an utter waste of time. As if following family tradition, practicing corporate law, and negotiating venture capital financing agreements is thrilling."

"That's awful!" Joshua exclaimed. "I can't even imagine how much that must hurt."

Seungkwan shrugged. "It's whatever. If you really wanna boost my spirits, then let's give them a show they'll never forget." Joshua smiled and began stripping out of his everyday clothes to change into the explosion of sparkle and rhinestones that Seungkwan had made for him. "You're gonna look drop dead out there. I can't wait to see all the glossy high-res concert photos of my outfit."

"I'll try not to outshine your outfit with my vocals." Joshua promised.

Seungkwan put a hand to his heart. "You really get me, Joshua."

***

Joshua stood in the wings, surrounded by security guards, waiting to walk out on stage. As the stage crew did final prep around him, his heart thumped in his chest. His palms were sweaty. He was focused. He was ready. "20,000 people ain't got nothing on me." He muttered to himself. "I’m Joshua Hong."

Gianna secured Joshua's in ear monitors. "20,000 souls trying to fill their lives with memories and meaning before their inevitable demise."

"No memories tonight can compare to John Lennon's final live performance here." Mason mused. "We made that show pure magic."

"Unless you or Seokmin die soon." Gianna added on. "That would be memorable."

Joshua blinked. "This has been…inspiring. Thank you?"

Before Joshua could head onstage, Seokmin ran up to him. "I had an idea that I wanted to share with you." He leaned in and whispered in Joshua's ear, causing Joshua's eyes to widen. "Really? You're sure?"

Seokmin smiled. "I've never been more sure of anything." Well, if Joshua wasn't scared as hell before, he definitely was now.

Taking a deep breath, Joshua headed out to the stage, hearing the crowded chanting for DK. Center stage. Spotlight on him. No pressure. Joshua took a moment to take in the massive size of the arena before stepping up to the microphone. The crowd hushed s if in reverence as a single spotlight illuminated Joshua, setting him aglow. He sang some opening notes, showing off his range. The crowd lost its collective mind. Joshua remembered the feeling of Seokmin's soft lips against his cheek and inexplicably grew more and more confident. "This is a song for all the hopeless romantics out there! This is the song that won One In A Million." He turned to the band behind him and snapped his fingers. The opening chords of his first song began to swell and Joshua launched into the song. He was killing it if the deafening screams were anything to go by. He ran over to the opposite side of the stage to pump up the fans dancing over there. "Y'all still with me on this side?" He was met with thunderous yells and applause. Recalling his second night in New York when Seokmin had given him dancing lessons at Propaganda, Joshua did a mini dance break at the edge of the stage, remembering to relax, feel the music, and loosen up.

For his second song, Joshua retrieved his acoustic guitar and sat down on the front of the stage, close to the audience. He looked up to see every face in the front row staring at him, mouths open, totally rapt. Feeling overwhelmed, he remembered Seungcheol's words about closing his eyes. He felt the stage pulsating with the crowd's energy, but he was able to center himself and feel part of it instead of overpowered by it.

After finishing the song, he smiled. "Thank you, New York City! I have one more special surprise for you! Please join me in welcoming to the stage, the most inspirational artist of our time, DK!"

Seokmin rose up from below the stage on a hydraulic lift platform as confetti fell from the rafters. "Thank you, thank you!" He smiled and waved at the crowd. "What an honor it is to be here with you tonight! Madison Square Garden, are you ready?" He let the crowd scream for a bit before bringing the microphone back to his mouth to start singing, a sparkle in his eyes.

Joshua strummed his guitar, finding complementary chords as he prepared to join in for the next few lines as Seokmin had suggested backstage. He hadn't had time to practice the harmonies, but he was ready. He was born for this. At the sound of Joshua's voice melding with Seokmin's, the crowd went wild. If they were amped up before, they were off the charts now. Joshua turned to face Seokmin, feeling anchored and safe by the alpha's presence beside him. They gazed into each other's eyes, glowing under the stage lights as they sang to each other.

When the final note rang out, the applause was earth shattering. For a moment, Joshua just took it all in. Then he smothered Seokmin in a huge bear hug, the alpha smothering him right back. After releasing Joshua, Seokmin turned to wave to the crowd. "Thank you, New York City! So lovely to be back!"

"Give it up for DK!" Joshua exclaimed.

Seokmin shook his head. "No, no, give it up for the inimitable Joshua Hong! You better keep your eyes on him!"

As cheers erupted for Joshua, he stood there and took it all in. "This is so surreal." He mumbled to himself, a smile spreading on his face. Just as the lights went out, he felt Seokmin's lips on his cheek.

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Joshua raced backstage and ran right into Vernon and Seungcheol. "Joshua, you were amazing!" Vernon exclaimed. "I cried! Multiple tears. All the tears."

"Seriously, that was impressive as hell." Seungcheol said. "I can't believe how far you've come since that first audition."

"Thanks, you guys!" Joshua pulled them into a group hug.

Vernon pulled back with a smile. "Let's try and catch the end of Seokmin's set." Vernon said heading towards the audience.

Seungcheol stopped him with a chuckle. "That's the wrong way. We're heading to the VIP section."

Mingyu let them through a roped VIP area away from the crowd and right in front of the stage. "Outta the way! Phones away! I see you think you're being sly by taking a 'selfie'! Yes you!" Joshua and Vernon immediately started to dance away, letting the music course through them.

***

After Seokmin's show and encore, the entire time settled in the dressing room, chatting away and popping champagne. But Joshua found himself hearing the echo of Sungsoo's voice in his head. Joshua, we need to finish your album. And we need to finish it now. I'll give you 48 hours to make your decision. Joshua tried to shake it off. Only 24 human hours left to make the biggest decision of his career. No big deal.

"You okay, Joshua?" Wonwoo's voice brought him back to the present. "Why don't you grab some champagne, blow off some steam?"

Joshua smiled. "Only if you celebrate with me, Wonwoo."

Wonwoo scoffed out a laugh. "Oh, god, no. I'm going to the office to work."

"Tonight?" Joshua asked in disbelief. "But it's almost midnight!"

"I'm working on promotional tours in Tokyo and Sydney." Wonwoo said. "It's always nine to five somewhere." He patted Joshua on the back as he breezed out of the room.

Beside Joshua, Mingyu smiled after Wonwoo. "My god, he's impressive."

Joshua nudged Mingyu. "Sounds like someone's caught the Wonwoo bug."

Mingyu's cheeks flushed. "Of course not! I'm merely commenting on Wonwoo's aptitude in his profession. A great quality to have.

"Sure, Mingyu." Joshua nodded. "But maybe he's right. Blowing off steam with someone would be nice." He stood up and walked over to where Seokmin was sitting on a couch surrounded by people. Seokmin smiled as soon as he saw him an instantly scooted over to make room for the omega. "You were so incredible out there!" Joshua gushed.

"Look who's talking." Seokmin said. "You blew me away, Joshua. You are a true superstar."

Joshua felt his cheeks flush and changed the subject as he wasn't sure how much more praise he could handle before he imploded. "How do you feel? That was a humongous production."

Seokmin exhaled. "I feel so lucky. But at this hour, I'm pretty much ready to unwind. After every show, I have a ritual where I go home, get a glass of champagne, slip into the hot tub, and relax. I love the energy of the crowd but that's usually the first time all day I get to spend to recharge by myself."

"That sounds heavenly." Joshua said.

"Would you like to join me?" Seokmin asked. "You had as big a day as me. I've got my own in house spa and it's big enough for two…" He smiled softly at Joshua. "Besides, I'd love to spend more time alone and talk about the experience today."

Joshua smiled. "I'd love to."

"Wonderful!" Seokmin stood up. "I'll see if Mingyu's ready to drive us over."

After a limo ride through the city, they arrived at Seokmin's townhome in the Upper East Side. "Here we are." Seokmin presented his home to Joshua. "Home sweet home."

Joshua looked around the front room in awe. "Seokmin, you live in a mansion!"

Seokmin shrugged sheepishly. "It's a little too big for just me, honestly. "I'm rarely here though so it feels good to come back and decompress. Would you like anything to drink? Champagne? Sparkling water?"

"Sparkling water would be nice." Joshua said.

Seokmin pour them each a glass of sparkling water, then they clinked their glasses together. "The hot tub is just downstairs." Seokmin led Joshua to the staircase and down to the spa room.

Joshua's jaw dropped open. "I can't believe you have this whole place in your house!" He turned to Seokmin. "I know I should stop being surprised but it's always one thing after another with you."

"Don't apologize." Seokmin shook his head with a slight chuckle. "I'm glad someone aside from me gets to appreciate it." He leaned down to light some candles. Then he pressed a button, and the hot tub's jets shot out water and bubbles that filled it up to the brim. "Shall we?" He smiled at Joshua before stripping down to just his underwear and climbing into the tub. Joshua swallowed thickly at the sight of Seokmin's muscular frame and made sure his gaze didn't linger too long as Seokmin sighed in content. "Wow, the water's amazing."

"Save some for me!" Joshua chuckled before tugging his own clothes off. He tested the water slowly before joining Seokmin, sitting with his back against one of the jets. "This feels so good…" Joshua nearly moaned. "I had no idea how sore my body was until just now."

"Me too." Seokmin nodded. "My muscles are beyond stiff." For a moment, they just took in the steam and the hot water, breathing deeply. Then Seokmin spoke again. "I love escaping here when things get so busy. It's like its own world in here and nothing exists outside of it. And then when you feel refreshed, you can become part of the world again."

"Do you often feel like you have to escape?" Joshua asked.

Seokmin shook his head. "Most of the time, I feel so lucky. But I'm rarely alone, always surrounded by my staff, fans, or press, so it's good to come back here and have a breather." His smile faltered a bit. "And then when I am 'alone' alone, it's suddenly very quiet."

"I bet." Joshua murmured. "It must be jarring too to go from being surrounded in an arena to all by yourself."

Seokmin smiled again. "I'm glad you're here with me. This isn't the first time I've played Madison Square Garden, but it is the first time I've had someone to share the aftermath with." He tilted his head curiously. "What do you normally do to recenter yourself?"

"Being surrounded by close friends." Joshua said. "Chatting it up. Doesn't matter what we're doing as long as we can spend time together."

"I love that." Seokmin said. "It's so important to surround yourself with a good community. I miss my family all the time, but we have a group chat. It's 90% spam but it almost makes me feel like we're living under the same roof again."

"Where are they now?" Joshua asked.

"My parents own a lovely bed and breakfast back home and my sister is an ER physician in Seoul." Seokmin said. "They may all be back home in Korea but at least they're only one video call away." He rubbed his shoulders absently.

"Want to trade massages?" Joshua offered. Seokmin nodded eagerly and Joshua moved into place behind the alpha, lifting his hands to Seokmin's shoulders. Joshua paused for a moment as he realized he was about to massage the Seokmin Lee. When he did start, his hands moved in slow careful circles, fingers moving lightly from his neck, shoulders, and down his back.

"This feels unreal." Seokmin murmured. "Where on earth did you learn to do this?"

"I took a half semester of massage therapy in college." Joshua said.

Seokmin hummed. "That half semester is really coming in handy right now."

When Joshua was done massaging Seokmin, they swapped positions. Joshua could feel Seokmin's light breath on his neck as the alpha deftly found the sore spots in his body and released all the tension. "How's that for you?" Seokmin asked softly. Joshua seemed to lose the ability speak as he reveled in the feeling of Seokmin caressing and massaging him.

Once the massages were done, Seokmin took a sip from his drink. "Joshua, can't I just say, it was so magical to duet together onstage. I hope we get to do it again sometime but with words that we write together."

Joshua smiled. "I would love that. And thanks for inviting me here. I feel like I gained five years of my life back."

"You're welcome anytime." Seokmin said. "And I mean that."

Steam wafted slowly over the hot tub, enveloping the two of them in a mist. Wet strands of hair clung to Seokmin's forehead as he smiled, eyes gleaming. Unable to help himself, Joshua reached out, is fingers tenderly tracing the side of Seokmin's face. Then he closed the gap between them, softly pressing his lips to the alpha's. After a moment, Joshua pulled back with a smile. "I've wanted to do that for a long time." He said quietly.

Seokmin reached out to cup Joshua's cheek. "As soon as I saw you and heard you sing, I know you were special. I knew you were magic. But I had no idea I'd grow to feel this way for you."

"You mean as soon as you saw me in my Smoothie Star uniform, you didn't instantly want to ravage me?" Joshua asked with a laugh. "If that's the case, you should have seen me in my banana suit."

"I'm devastated I missed out." Seokmin played along with a chuckle.

"You should be." Joshua said. Seokmin leaned forward again, causing Joshua's back to bump up against the hot tub wall as they kissed again, deeper that time. Seokmin's skin was slick from the water. Joshua tangled his fingers in the alpha's silky hair, pulling him ever closer. "Back during the music video, I had no idea if any of that was real or not." Joshua whispered.

"I think then I was starting to feel the beginnings of something." Seokmin said. "I was unexpectedly drawn to you, but I couldn't admit it to myself."

"Why not?" Joshua asked.

Seokmin frowned. "I was your mentor. Helping you succeed was first priority and I didn't want to overstep. Everything must have been a whirlwind of change for you too. I didn't want to overwhelm or confuse you during such a transition. So before anything happened, I really wanted to make sure we got to know each other first. On a real level."

"Well, here we're just Joshua and Seokmin." Joshua assured him with a smile. "No statuses or celebrity fronts. Just us."

A grin spread across Seokmin's face. "I like the sound of that." As Seokmin moved in to kiss Joshua again, the omega closed his eyes and let himself fall into the feeling of Seokmin's lips against his own as blue light reflections from the water danced around the room.

***

Joshua knocked on the door of Sungsoo's office. "Hello, Joshua." The alpha greeted him. "I've been expecting you."

"I wanted to let you know that I've made my decision." Joshua said.

Sungsoo smiled. "I'm delighted to hear it. What have you decided?"

Joshua took a deep breath. "I've decided that I don't want to compromise my voice on the album. I just don't have it in me to hand creative control over to ghostwriters."

"Understandably so." Sungsoo nodded.

"Which is why I've decided to sell my work in progress on 'Who Will I Be?'." Joshua's heart tugged as he said it out loud. "I'd rather someone else sing my song than me pretend someone else's song is mine."

"That's a very sensible decision." Sungsoo said. "You'll be joining a long legacy of artist who've done the same. Sia wrote Rihanna's 'Diamonds'. Kesha wrote Britney's 'Till The World Ends'."

Joshua frowned slightly. "I'm not sure that it's quite the same situation but I have to do what's right for my album in the long term."

"I'm glad we could reach a compromise here, Joshua." Sungsoo said.

"So this means I can finish the rest of the record my way?" Joshua asked.

Sungsoo nodded. "This song should buy you enough time. You can focus on creating an album you can be proud of and the Pledis team will be here to help you with that creation." Joshua shook Sungsoo's hand and stepped back out into the hallway.

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Two months later…

Joshua and some of his friends from the label gathered in his apartment for his album release. "Alright, everyone!" Seokmin called out. "Five minutes to midnight!"

Wonwoo turned to Joshua. "Any last second changes? You're not gonna change your album title on us at the buzzer, are you?"

"No." Joshua said with a slight laugh. "I'm happy with naming it The Odyssey." His eyes widened as Seokmin's words finally hit him. "And The Odyssey is going to officially be out in the world in five minutes!"

Jihoon clapped his hands together. "Alright, I'm gonna need laser focus here."

"Aren't you just clicking a button?" Joshua asked.

"Yes." Jihoon nodded. And I need to click it very, very carefully."

Seokmin raised a bottle. "I've got the champagne on deck!"

Everyone pressed close to Joshua, all of them leaning over the laptop in front of Jihoon. The little green RELEASE button pulsed, begging Jihoon to click it. "Here we go!" Wonwoo exclaimed. "Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one!"

Jihoon clicked the RELEASE button. With precision. With delicacy. With expertise.

Seokmin simultaneously popped a bottle, dousing the whole room in champagne fizz. "We made an album!" Joshua cheered.

Wonwoo clapped. "Congratulations, team!"

"You can say that again." Jihoon sat back in relief after his very difficult job.

Seokmin turned to Joshua with a smile. "So how does it feel?"

Joshua let out a long breath. "God, what a whirlwind this has been. I'm really looking forward to taking some time off."

"Time off?" Wonwoo asked incredulously before throwing his head back and laughing. "Oh, Joshua, this is not the time for time off. The work's just getting started. You've got a tour coming up. Signings. Public appearances. And it all starts with your album release party."

***

Joshua had an early morning due to having to meet with Wonwoo about a potential album release party venue. In the interest of not passing out from caffeine withdrawal, he asked Mingyu to pull over so he could pick up some coffee. "Good morning!" He greeted the barista cheerfully. "May I get a flat white with almond milk and then a plain black-"

"Oh my god!" The barista interrupted him. "You look exactly like Joshua Hong! Are you Joshua Hong?"

Joshua smiled. "Guilty."

The barista squealed. "I heard that you started out serving at Smoothie Star and worked your way up to the top! I want to be exactly like you!"

Both Joshua and Mingyu's phones buzzed with notifications. "Wonwoo says he's 10 minutes away from the venue." Mingyu said, shaking his head slightly with a fond smile. "What an omega of his word. Always on schedule." He glanced at Joshua. "We should make this quick."

"I write music too!" The barista blurted out. "I know you're so busy, but do you have time to listen to the first verse of one of my demos?"

Joshua's eyes widened. "Oh, I-"

"Or even advice would be appreciated!" The barista added on. "I look up to you so much."

"Sure, I'll listen to your demo." Joshua agreed.

"Amazing!" The barista squealed again. "My name's Noah, by the way." He took out his phone and set it on the counter. "So for track one, I was kinda going for like a post Born To Die Lana mixed with baroque pop undertones and…" Joshua felt his eyes starting to glaze over as the barista continued rambling about her demo, doing his best to keep up and add in advice whenever he managed. "…and that's how I got inspired by trip hop production!"

Joshua blinked himself back to reality. "Well, I like what you did in the pre chorus with-" His phone began to buzz, Wonwoo's name flashing on the screen.

As soon as he answered, Wonwoo was barking through the speaker. "Joshua? Where on earth are you? You're 20 minutes late!"

"Sorry." Joshua winced and ended the call. "Noah, I have to go but remember what I told you about the vocal coach in Tribeca. She'll have great advice for you."

Noah nodded. "Her number's already on speed dial! Thank you so much!" As Joshua hustled out of the café with Mingyu, he heard Noah talking to his coworker. "Joshua Hong is even cooler in person!"

Joshua ducked out of the café and Mingyu weaved him through the little cloud of paparazzi taking photos on the sidewalk. "Hello again." Joshua greeted them.

"Good morning, Joshua! We heard you're throwing an epic album release party! Can we get the deets?"

"Yeah, what he said! Also, what kind of coffee did you get?"

"That's classified." Mingyu said, hustling Joshua past them and into the limo.

Joshua settled into his seat as Mingyu flipped on the radio, a familiar melody flowing out of the speakers. "They're playing Headlines!" Joshua exclaimed.

"Your new single?" Mingyu asked. "On New York's hottest pop radio station?" He smiled. "Why, yes. Yes, I believe it is."

"Can you crank it?" Joshua asked, already dancing in his seat.

Mingyu turned the radio up so loud, the bass rattled the vehicle as the song played to the end. "And that was Joshua Hong with a sizzling new record, The Odyssey! I don't know about you, New York, but that sounds like that song of the summer to me!"

Joshua's eyes widened. "Did he really just say I had the song of the summer?"

Mingyu grinned at him through the rearview mirror. "You're famous, kid. You're really, really famous."

He dropped Joshua off on the sidewalk outside of 10 CIRCUS, a huge sprawling nightclub the omega had only heard legends about from afar. Security let him in, and he took a look at the seating area before gawking at the humongous chandelier and illuminated stage. "Good morning!" Wonwoo appeared next to him, causing Joshua to jump.

"You scared me!" Joshua put his hand to his chest as his heart pounded.

"I have that effect on people." Wonwoo said. "You sure took your sweet time coming here."

Joshua sighed. "Sorry about that. There was a fan-"

Wonwoo waved his hand dismissively. "Never mind that now. Let's just get started to make up for lost time. I wanted to meet here so you could see 10 CIRCUS in all its glory. But before we get into your release party, let's talk about the charts!" He tapped at his tablet to show Joshua. "You've landed at #30 on the Billboard 200!"

"That's amazing!" Joshua exclaimed. "We're in the top 100!"

"Yes, very impressive numbers for a debut album." Wonwoo nodded. "Many Hot 100 singles have come out of albums on the Billboard 200 list. Jeonghan's album is in the Top 20 but he's had several weeks of lead time. You'll get there too."

"So what's next for us?" Joshua asked.

"You did the hard work of writing a great album and putting it out into the world." Wonwoo said. "Now it's time for me to work my magic."

Joshua smiled. "By throwing one hell of an album release party?"

Wonwoo grinned. "Oh, so you do listen to me." Joshua giggled. "This is your chance to impress all kinds of celebs, brands, record execs. So tell me what you want and let's make it happen." He led Joshua into one of the most comfortable booths he'd ever sat in and tapped at his tablet again. "Let's nail down the venue. 10 CIRCUS opened up at the last minute which is a miracle. I don't need to tell you the influence booking this space could have. Not to mention the posts on social media."

"What are our other options?" Joshua asked out of curiosity.

"There's a bar in NoHo that we've used for corporate meetings before." Wonwoo said. "But it's a pretty cramped space so we won't have room for entertainment like dancers or shows. Also, if we book 10 CIRCUS, you'll have a whole stage and sound system in place to perform a song from the album."

Joshua smiled. "10 CIRCUS it is!"

Wonwoo pumped his fist in victory. "I was hoping you'd say that. This is the perfect spot. I'll finalize the details with the owner after we're done meeting."

"Awesome!" Joshua nodded. "Can't wait to dance myself clean."

"Now that our venue is spacious enough, we'll want some entertainment, of course." Wonwoo continued. "Just a quick little set. Thoughts?"

Joshua hummed thoughtfully. "How about aerial dancers?"

Wonwoo's eyes lit up. "Wonderful idea! I know Cirque de Nuit is back in town after touring in Paris. I hope their schedules are as flexible as they are!" He swiped at his tablet. "I'll handle the arrangements with the staff and catering. You just show up to your party ready to schmooze and celebrate."

***

Joshua headed to Pledis Entertainment to see how progress was going on Seokmin's sophomore album. He strolled through the doors of the studio and immediately heard Seokmin's voice floating over a smooth new beat. The alpha's eyes lit up when he saw Joshua and he ducked out of the booth to greet him with a soft kiss on the cheek. "I can't believe your release party is tonight!" Seokmin exclaimed. "I don't suppose the dulcet tones of my voice drew you over here?"

"Something like that." Joshua smiled. "What have you been working on?"

"Well after our songwriting session a few months ago, I felt inspired to experiment with something new." He tapped a button on the mixing console and his unmixed vocals rang out over Jihoon's beat and blues samples. "I know it's different from what I usually do…"

"It's so raw and personal." Joshua said in awe.

"I wanted to explore different emotions." Seokmin said. "I feel like there's a whirlwind of change happening with me right now. I wanted to write something more intense, cathartic, and visceral." He smiled. "I think I've found a new sound that's special to me. I owe you for taking the time to give me pointers."

Joshua shook his head. "All the credit is yours. I can't wait to hear the finished version."

The door to the control room swung open and Sungsoo strolled in with a shocked expression. "My goodness, Seokmin, this is certainly a new direction for you."

"Don’t worry, this isn't for the album." Seokmin said quickly. "I was just messing around."

"Oh, good." Sungsoo breathed out in relief. "You got me there! I was just thinking that I couldn't recall this being focus grouped."

"You know I wouldn't jeopardize the second album like that." Seokmin said.

Sungsoo nodded in approval. "Glad we're on the same page. It's good to see you experiment and spread your wings, but we should be cautious once we've hit record."

Joshua looked at Seokmin with a frown. "It's not going on the album? But it's great! It's really you!"

Seokmin let out a chuckle and rubbed the back of his neck. "That's kind of you, Joshua. But it was more something to get out of my system than to actually share with the world. At this stage anyway."

Jihoon poked his head into the room. "Joshua, you free right now?" Joshua parted with Seokmin and Sungsoo as they started discussing the current track list, following Jihoon down the hall.

"What are we doing in Seungkwan's territory without, you know, Seungkwan?" Joshua asked as he looked around the styling office.

"He's busy at his fave fabric store." Jihoon said. More importantly, do you know what you're gonna wear to your release party tonight?"

Joshua shook his head. "I'm not sure yet. Something nice out of my closet, I guess."

"I thought you'd say that." Jihoon nodded. "So I wanted to let you know I just got back from hanging out with a designer who worked with Ashley."

"Who's Ashley?" Joshua asked.

"Oh, Ashley Frangipane." Jihoon clarified.

Joshua's eyes nearly popped out of his head. "You mean Halsey?!"

Jihoon nodded. "Right, I'm producing some tracks on her upcoming album. Anyway, the designer made a custom outfit for her to headline PYRE Festival, but we all know what happened with that. So she never got the opportunity to wear it."

"Wow." Joshua let out a laugh of disbelief. "I mean, it would be a dream to wear something originally designed for her. Although I'm pretty sure we have widely different body types."

"And that's why Seungkwan is already prepared to make adjustments as soon as he's back." Jihoon said.

As if summoned, Seungkwan rushed into the room, arms laden with shopping bags. "Okay, let's get to adjusting!"

While Seungkwan worked on fitting the black top and red shorts ensemble to Joshua's figure, Joshua looked at Jihoon. "Why are you so cool? I spent more time with my driver's ed instructor than anyone, let alone A List celebrities."

"You're an A lister now yourself." Jihoon pointed out.

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Joshua walked into the main hall of 10 CIRCUS to find it packed with people. Very rich very famous very important looking people. As if on cue, everyone started applauding and cheering for him. "Whoa." Joshua looked around with wide eyes. "This is, uh, overwhelming to say the least."

"Nonsense." Wonwoo nudged him. "Get up on that stage!"

"Speech!" Jihoon started chanting as Joshua climbed up on the stage, the others soon joining in.

Joshua grabbed the mic and cleared his throat as the crowd quieted down. "Thank you so much for being here, everybody. We've got a full house tonight. My incredible team, my amazing partner, all my friends. I wanted to thank the great music team behind me. All those long, long hours at the studio with the amazing Woozi and everyone at the Pledis family, thank you so much for making this possible. I'm so happy The Odyssey is out in the world and to be able to share it with you. So cheers!" He raised a glass, took a drink, and everyone else did the same. "Anyway, it's now my pleasure to introduce your entertainment for the night…the one, the only, the spectacular Cirque de Nuit!"

On cue, a row of a dozen aerial dancers fell from the ceiling from long silk scarves and hovered above the audience's heads. They twirled, climbed back up the silks, and fell gracefully into the splits. The performance was breathtaking.

Jihoon sidled up next to Joshua. "This is stunning. This is going on my instagram story immediately."

All around the room, the guests stared in awe, phones out, recording everything. "We might get a viral hit out of this!" Wonwoo said excitedly."

As the entertainment continued, Joshua made his way through the crowd, shaking hands and smiling for pictures. He overheard two celebrities discussing 10 CIRCUS. "This is hands down my favorite venue in New York. The press is gonna have their minds blown once everyone starts posting photos."

"I love the energy of this place. But it needs more tigers."

"Hoshi!" Joshua approached the familiar face. "How have you been since One In A Million?"

Hoshi grinned. "I admire your fearlessness to do bold endeavors when Mercury is in retrograde. And without the help of the greatest creature known to us." He raised his hand and curled his fingers into some semblance of a claw. "Horanghae, Joshua."

"Thank you, Hoshi." Joshua said.

The alpha Hoshi was speaking to held her hand out for Joshua to shake. "Anya Lee. Congratulations on your album."

Joshua's mouth dropped. "Thank you so much! I'm such a big fan of your movies!"

After conversing with the actress for a moment longer, Joshua headed to the edge of the room to catch his breath. "Joshua, over here!" Jihoon waved him over to a group of people. "I'm telling them the classic anecdote of that first day outside the studio when you didn't recog…nize me."

Joshua turned to see what had caught Jihoon's attention and saw another one of the judges from One In A Million. "Stepback!" He smiled. "It's so good to see you again!"

"You too, Joshua." Stepback beamed. "Feels like just yesterday you were tearing it up on One In A Mil."

"Oh my god…" That was probably the first time Joshua had ever seen Jihoon visibly flustered.

Joshua gestured to Jihoon. "Stepback, I'd like you to meet my amazing producer and good friend, Jihoon Lee, although you probably know him as the legendary Woozi."

Jihoon grinned at the older alpha. "Stepback, sir, it's such an incredible honor to meet you. If it weren't for your pioneering production work, I wouldn’t' exist. Growing up, making beats in my bedroom in Memphis, it was always listening to your tracks that motivated me. It's been my lifelong dream to meet and work with you." He held out his hand for Stepback to shake.

Stepback raised his eyebrows and barked out a laugh. "You're Woozi? I always thought Woozi was, like, a trio of adults. Like The Matrix, you know, not a kid in middle school! Growing up, you said? Kid, you ain't done growing up yet!"

"I am an adult." Jihoon said, although he was visibly deflated.

Joshua stepped forward. "Stepback, you should know, Jihoon is incredibly talented. I was so lucky to have him producing this record. Everyone's dying to work with him and his schedule's packed, but Pledis was able to snag him."

"Is that right?" Stepback crossed his arms over his chest. "And Sungsoo didn't think to give me a call?"

"Why would Sungsoo…" Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "I mean, I don't know…"

"Exactly." Stepback spat. "Why would Sungsoo call? Why would anyone call? When a kid on his recess break can obviously do it so much better."

Joshua's eyes widened a bit. "I think there's been a misunderstanding-"

"Nah, I gotta be heading out." Stepback walked off and disappeared into the crowd.

"Oh my god, Jihoon, I can't believe that happened." Joshua said, turning to the alpha. "Are you okay?" Jihoon remained quiet. "Listen, Stepback was obviously jealous. Your star is on the rise, and everyone thinks he peaked a decade ago. He crossed the line. You deserve better than that, but I hope you don't take it personally."

Jihoon shook his head. "I'm fine. It's whatever. No big deal. Never meet your heroes, right?" He clapped Joshua on the shoulder then turned, striding through the crowd.

Joshua followed Jihoon back toward the bar area. "Oh my god, Joshua Hong? Is that really you? I'm such a fan! Can I get a selfie?"

Joshua turned and saw Vernon approaching him. "Hey, dork!" He smiled. "Glad you could make it." He pulled the alpha into a huge cozy bear hug, rocking from side to side. "You look so dapper, by the way."

"So do you." Vernon said. "You look beautiful. Although you do every time I see you so…" he shrugged.

"Seriously, thanks for coming." Joshua said. "When you're a famous director and you've got red carpet premieres every night of the week, I'll return the favor."

Vernon chuckled. "Actually you might be able to return the favor sooner than that. I just found out that my short got accepted into the New York Five Minute Film Fest!"

"That's incredible!" Joshua exclaimed. "Look at you, superstar!"

"So yeah, um…" Vernon rubbed the back of his neck avoiding eye contact. "I know you're super busy these days but…"

"Vernon, look at me." Joshua waited until Vernon met his gaze. "I'm there. I'm so there it's insane."

Vernon smiled. "You promise?"

Joshua nodded. "I promise." He lifted his hand for the first step of their elaborate secret handshake only to hear the cue from the band assembling onstage. "Shit, I have to go perform this song! I'll be right back."

"Get 'em, Joshua!" Vernon called after him as he hurried to the stage.

Joshua hopped onstage to raucous cheers and applause and quickly picked up his guitar. "I hope you're all enjoying yourselves tonight! I've got one last surprise for you. This song is my first single off the new record because it's the perfect way to express the new chapter that's starting for me. In fact…" He found Vernon's eyes in the crowd. "This song is about me and my best friend, Vernon, having big dreams together back in our small town. So here's to the wide-eyed kids we were back then. Because it's who we were and what we wanted that got us here today." He started strumming his guitar to the opening notes of his song.

Before he knew it, the song was over, and the club was going crazy. "Thank you, everybody! Enjoy the rest of the party!"

Vernon shouted over the noise of the crowd, "That's my best friend up there!" Riding off the adrenaline, Joshua couldn't stop the grin forming on his face as he rejoined Vernon. "Joshua, you slayed!"

Joshua was about to respond when Wonwoo came rushing up. "Joshua, there you are! I have great news! There are a lot of powerful businesspeople here who want you as their next spokesperson. Being the face of the right brand not only builds your brand but could land your face on Times Square billboards!" Joshua's eyes widened.

"Come on, Joshua's here to make music not become Don Draper." Vernon said. "Why would he wanna sell his soul out to ad execs."

"Well, actually, it could be good for my career." Joshua said. "No harm hearing them out at least."

"Oh, right." Vernon cleared his throat. "Sorry, I shouldn't have spoken for you."

"Excellent." Wonwoo smiled. "Let's head to the lounge in the back. It's quieter so it'll be easier to talk with the interested parties."

Wonwoo led Joshua into a quiet, elegant room. "Now don't worry, I'll be right with you the whole time. Just ask them questions to learn more about what they represent." Joshua nodded. "Remember, we're not desperate. Sure, we'd like your face on Times Square but they're the ones who would be lucky to have you. So we play it cool. You follow?"

Joshua nodded again. "Crystal clear."

Wonwoo introduced Joshua to the first ad executive. "Nadia Rivera." The female alpha held her hand out to Joshua. "My agency represents Smoothie Star where we're committed to fresh nutrients and healthy living. Can I just express how radiant you look tonight?"

"Thank you." Joshua said. "Did you know I used to work at Smoothie Star?"

"Oh we've definitely heard your origin story." Nadia nodded. "That's why we think you'd be perfect as the face of our marketing campaign."

Joshua blinked. "I hated my time working at Smoothie Star. Like it was my own personal hell."

Nadia frowned. "I'm so sorry to hear that. But let me assure you that as the face of Smoothie Star, we'd give you nothing less than the VIP treatment you've so long deserved."

Wonwoo cut in. "Thanks for the chat, Nadia. We'll let ou know what we decide."

No sooner had the Smoothie Star rep stepped away than another one took her place. "Alex Davis, Director of Content for Morningdew Beauty, innovators for cosmetics and skincare." The male omega shook his hand. "I saw you talking to Smoothie Star over there and I just couldn't pass up the opportunity to talk to you about our new skincare line. You look gorgeous, by the way."

Joshua smiled. "Nice to meet you! What's your commitment to sustainable packaging?"

"We're still fine tuning our processes." Alex said honestly. "But our commitment to the environment is steadfast. For instance, we use only recycled, recyclable, reusable, or compostable materials for our packaging."

"That's not a bad start, I guess." Joshua mused.

Wonwoo smiled. "Good talk, Alex. We'll be in touch with our decision." He pulled Joshua to the side. "Well, what do you think? Both are pretty attractive options, huh?"

"Actually only one is." Joshua said. "I'm going with Morningdew Beauty. Mostly because I despise Smoothie star but a free lifetime supply of 10 step skincare kits would not be unwelcome."

"Excellent choice." Wonwoo nodded. "I'll handle the negotiating. Go back and enjoy your party."

"You make sure to have fun too." Joshua said.

"I will." Wonwoo assured him. "I was about to close a separate deal with ElectraLite. They offer the most payoff for the least amount of commitment."

"ElectraLite?" Joshua asked. "The energy drinks? I used to chug those to stay awake during finals week." He winced and shook his head. "Painful memories."

"Well you can have happy memories with them when they're signing you checks and giving you a lifetime supply of free drinks." Wonwoo said.

Joshua rejoined the party which was still in full swing. Vernon was at the bar trying to get a drink, so Joshua looked around until he spotted Seokmin lingering by the door to the balcony with some other guests. Seokmin looked over at him, smiled, and waved. Joshua smiled and quickly walked over to him. "HI, Seokmin, how's it going?"

"Joshua, you look breathtakingly beautiful." Seokmin said, causing Joshua's cheeks to flush. "It should be illegal."

"Oh this old thing?" Joshua laughed. "I just threw it on."

"I was just about to step outside for some air." Seokmin said. "Would you care to join me? I'd love a chance to get to show you my favorite balcony in this city. Seems like a beautiful night tonight." He lowered his voice as he took Joshua's hand. "And we haven't gotten a chance to talk in private yet."

Joshua smiled. "I'd love that."

Seokmin squeezed Joshua's hand. "Wonderful. Just this way."

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Joshua stepped out onto the balcony with Seokmin. The view was gorgeous, but it didn't beat the view of Seokmin standing there with his hair being blown back. "I can't believe I haven't really seen you all night." Joshua said

"I know." Seokmin sidled closer to Joshua. "I've missed you. But you're doing a great job at playing host." They both grabbed a drink from a passing tray and clinked their glasses together. "Amazing. It's like they knew exactly what I was looking for."

Joshua laughed before taking a long sip of his cocktail. "It's kinda overwhelming, right? It's crazy that they're all here to see me. Or because of the album the team made, I guess."

Seokmin smiled at Joshua. "Well soak it all in. You deserve it."

"I'll try." Joshua said. "Although it's nice to get away and have a quiet moment."

"Yes, come play hooky with me." Seokjin chuckled.

They stepped closer to the railing, looking down over the streets and buildings. "So about your new song…" Joshua glanced back at Seokmin. "You have to have it on your album. It was so powerful, and it sounded so true. It's hard to explain but I haven't heard anything like that before. Why don't you think you'll include it on your record? Because of pressure from Pledis?"

Seokmin shook his head slightly. "It was refreshing to break out of the mold but now I know more about how this industry works. More than I did five years ago. There's always a balance to strike. I want the album to do well, and I want to pick my battles about what songs I fight to keep."

"So you want to see what else you come up with first before you decide?" Joshua asked.

"Right." Seokmin nodded. "I was experimenting, and it was a lot of fun. But I can't commit to that song. Not yet anyway."

Joshua hummed. "Do you often feel like you need to fight certain battles?"

Seokmin bit his lip before answering. "I think everyone wants different things. They're not always bad things but sometimes those desires conflict with each other. Regardless, the world keeps turning and you have to figure out how to navigate that."

"Who wants things from you?" Joshua asked.

"Oh you know." Seokmin shrugged. "Family, businesses, fans, press. But that's what we sign up for. It's part of the deal. Doesn't make it simpler all the time but it's what we know going into it." He leaned back, forming his index fingers and thumbs into a little rectangle.

"What are you doing?" Joshua asked in confusion.

Seokmin grinned. "Taking a mental picture of you right now." He snapped his fingers, mimicking the shutter of a camera. Then he looked at Joshua as if he were starstruck. "I know they say a picture's worth a thousand words but this one is leaving me speechless."

Joshua laughed. "Seokmin Lee, that was some blatant flirting!"

"I can be starstruck same as anyone else." Seokmin leaned closer and took Joshua's hand in his. "Here we are, just a few months away from where we were. You've dropped an album and are climbing the charts."

"Do you have any advice for me?" Joshua asked.

Seokmin nodded. "Sure but I think the most I can do is be there for you as you experience everything. Anything I could tell you is honestly what you already know instinctively deep down. Sometimes we just need a sounding board. Or a devil's advocate even."

Joshua smiled. "I don't think you've ever played devil's advocate. You're too angelic. Honestly."

"Oh yes I have." Seokmin said. "Whenever you've doubted yourself."

Joshua's smile faltered and he let out a sigh. "Things are moving so fast. Sometimes I worry that I won't know how to handle it. Like just a minute ago, I was talking with businesspeople and ad execs. I never had to do that at the Quacking Duck. Maybe I'm getting in a bit over my head."

Seokmin shook his head and gave Joshua's hand a reassuring squeeze. "That couldn't be further from the truth. This is what you were built for. Looking at you now, thinking of the omega I saw mopping the floor of Smoothie Star to music, stars in his eyes, I've never been more proud. And I'm so excited to see where you're going to go next." Joshua cradled Seokmin's face in his hands and leaned in for a kiss. Seokmin's mouth moved against Joshua's slowly like he was savoring every moment. Joshua's hands ran under the alpha's jacket, feeling every curve and muscle through the cloth. "We'd best be careful." Seokmin murmured. "Wouldn't want anyone to catch you cheating on your monogamous tabloid relationship."

"That's okay." Joshua said. "No one can see us out here anyway. We're pretty secluded and everyone's inside."

Seokmin hummed. "Thank god for that." He looped his arms around Joshua's waist and pulled him back in for another deeper kiss. His touch felt so safe, secure, and yet so freeing at the same time. Joshua kind of wished they could stay out there forever. When they pulled apart, they smiled at each other. "I'm so glad you came out here to join me." Seokmin said. "Sometimes it's good to be still and enjoy the view."

"And enjoy the person whom you're enjoying the view." Joshua added on.

"Oh undoubtedly." Seokmin grinned and kissed Joshua on the cheek.

***

Joshua went up to Seungcheol at the bar where the alpha was surrounded by glitzy partying celebs. "Joshua!" Seungcheol greeted him. "You're working too hard! Come hang out! We're where the real party's happening!"

"I'm game. "Joshua agreed. "What are you guys up to? Playing a drinking game? Mixing some drinks?"

"That is way too many words." Seungcheol said. "And way too many cymbals."

Joshua raised his eyebrows. "Too many cymbals?"

Seungcheol shook his head and laughed. "Not cymbals! Syllables!"

"Okay, Seungcheol, you are too drunk." Joshua said.

"That's a thing?" Seungcheol frowned. "But I still have this whole-this whole bottle of tequila."

Joshua let out a tiny laugh. "Tell you what. You drink a glass of water with me, and I'll help you with some of that tequila."

Seungcheol nodded swaying a bit. "You're on."

Once they had their water, Joshua took a dainty sip while Seungcheol tilted his head back and shotgunned the water like one would a beer. "That, uh, sure is one way to hydrate."

"I feel like we're an ad for healthy living and making better choices." Seungcheol said. "The kind I had to watch in high school."

"I did just get back from talking with a lot of ad execs." Joshua said. "They must be rubbing off on me."

Seungcheol grabbed the bottle of tequila. "The time has come for Joshua Hong to make a toast." The other celebs around started chanting with Seungcheol. "TOAST! TOAST! TOAST!"

Joshua laughed. "Okay, okay, a toast to my new album! Nowhere to go but up! My crowning artistic achievement! May it be the first of many!"

Seungcheol passed around the bottle for everyone to take a drink. "Man, I remember when The Odyssey was just a twinkle in its mother's eye."

"It's gotten so big." Joshua sniffled dramatically. "They grow up so fast." Seungcheol dug around in the bottle service ice bucket to create another concoction. "Uh oh, what are you up to now?"

"Glad you asked, Joshua Hong." Seungcheol grinned. "I'm proposing shots. Body shots."

Joshua raised his eyebrows. "I'm down to just eat the lime."

Seungcheol looked completely scandalized. "Without the shot? What is society coming to?" Joshua plucked a lime from the bar and chewed on it. Seungcheol shook his head, smiling, then did the same. "You delinquent. There are no shortcuts when it comes to body shots."

"I knew I could always count on you to liven things up around here." Joshua laughed.

"It's easy to do so when I like what we're celebrating." Seungcheol said.

Joshua smiled. "Namely me?"

"You don't have to go and get a big head about it." Seungcheol teased him. "That's my job, remember?" He started pouring another drink.

"Thanks for letting loose with me." Joshua said. "After all that talk with businesspeople and hosting, it feels good to just have fun."

"Of course." Seungcheol said, his words slurring a little. "I'm always happy to escape with you. Besides, it's your party. You earned this so you get to run things, don't forget."

Joshua laughed again. "Seungcheol Choi, I think this is the drunkest I've ever seen you. Maybe I can get you to spill all your dark secrets."

Seungcheol raised a finger. "Just one problem. I don’t have any dark secrets. I'm an open book."

"Is that right?" Joshua asked.

"Go ahead." Seungcheol said. "Ask me anything."

Joshua pursed his lips as he thought of a good question. "What were your other fake relationships like?"

Seungcheol shrugged. "Press set ups and staged PDA. But I will say, you're the best fake boyfriend I've ever had."

"I'm flattered." Joshua said.

"You should be." Seungcheol took another shot of tequila. "It's like every song I've ever written was about you and I just didn't know it yet." He blinked.

Joshua frowned in concern. "Are you okay?"

Seungcheol shook himself out of it as if to wake himself up. "You should see the look on your face right now. I totally got you."

"But you said-"

"I need some air." Seungcheol quickly left.

Confused, Joshua looked around and spotted Vernon at the other end of the bar. "Hey, you." Joshua joined him. "Miss me?"

Vernon smiled. "Always. Although I think I need some air. The party's getting a little overwhelming." He gestured to the door. "Do you want to duck out for a second? Get a bite to eat at some hole in the wall? Pasta maybe?"

"Ditching my own release party?" Joshua asked.

"We can come right back after." Vernon offered. "But maybe it'd be nice for you to take a break from the craziness of everyone wanting something from you. Besides, you're the celebrity now, right? You can do whatever you want."

Joshua smiled. "Let's do it."

It took a while to escape from the party, but they eventually managed it. Joshua had to throw Vernon's hoodie over his head to camouflage himself, but he made it. "Okay, I'm going to die of hypothermia." Vernon said as he hugged himself. "Let's try this Italian place before my fingers fall off."

They ducked into a homey family Italian restaurant. "Ciao! A table for the two lovebirds!"

"Oh, we're not-"

The server cut Vernon off as they sat down. "A little vino to get you started?"

"Uh, sure." Vernon nodded. "Yes. Vino."

"You don't have to act like a misbehaving teenager." Joshua laughed. "You actually are old enough to order wine."

Vernon smiled sheepishly. "Old habits die hard, I guess." The waiter poured out two glasses then waited for them to take their first sips. Vernon playfully hummed. "Do I detect a hint of grapes?"

"No, no, it's cherry wine." The waiter said. "From Pergola. No grapes."

"Damn." Vernon frowned. "That joke is usually so reliable too."

The waiter left them to peruse the menus. "Remember when you tried to rob the liquor store?" Joshua asked.

Vernon's head shot up. "Okay, robbery is not the word. Shoplifting. Shoplifting is the word."

"Well it's not the word because you didn't successfully lift anything." Joshua pointed out. "You shoved a full bottle of vodka down the front of your shirt."

"Right." Vernon nodded. "But I forgot to tuck in my shirt first."

"So you dropped a huge bottle of vodka on the tiled floor." Joshua reminded him. "And it shattered. Loudly. And you had to pay for it with your babysitting money."

Vernon leaned forward, burying his face in his hands. "Stop! It was so embarrassing! I’m still trying to forget!"

Joshua giggled. "Hey, now, I tease with love."

The waiter returned. "Now have the lovebirds had a chance to look at the menu?"

"You know, I'll just have the spaghetti and meatballs please." Vernon requested.

"I'll have the same." Joshua said. "Can't go wrong with a classic."

The waiter nodded. "We'll get you your spaghetti right away, lovebirds."

As the waiter left, Vernon started laughing into his hands. "Dude, he just called us lovebirds, like, three times."

"I don't have the heart to correct him." Joshua said. "Let's play along. It must be clear how long we've known each other." He rested his elbow on the table and rested his chin in his hand. "Actually, while we're on the subject, when did you first realize we were gonna be ride or die friends?"

"Do you remember Timothy Jackson?" Vernon asked. "That sitcom actor you were obsessed with?"

Joshua raised his eyebrows. "What does my 14-year-old obsession with Timothy Jackson have to do with anything?"

"We came home from school one day and there was a newspaper lying on your front stoop." Vernon said. "Timothy Jackson's wedding photos were on the cover of that newspaper."

Joshua gasped. "I remember that! It was an elopement! And a huge scandal for some reason!"

Vernon nodded. "You were legitimately devastated. Very, very sad that someone who was not you had married Timothy Jackson. You were sobbing into your pillow talking about how Timothy would never marry you and no one would ever love you."

"Oh god, you were so patient with me." Joshua said. "Coaxing me out of my tween crush histrionics."

"Seeing you as sad as you were then, that was when I realized I'd do anything to protect you and make you feel happy." Vernon said sincerely.

"Wow." Joshua said. "I owe Timothy Jackson. So much."

"Alright!" Their waiter returned with a heaping plate of pasta. "We have spaghetti and meatballs!" He slid the single plate of spaghetti between the two of them.

Joshua looked up at the waiter. "Actually we both ordered spaghetti."

"And?" The waiter blinked. "I have given you spaghetti."

"Oh, you, like, want us to share?" Vernon asked. "Just share this one plate?" The waiter walked away without a word.

Joshua picked up his fork. "Race you to eat all the meatballs!"

"You're on." Vernon accepted the challenge, and soon they were both stabbing meatballs, too busy chewing and swallowing to talk.

After a while, Vernon dropped his fork and sat back. "Okay, I surrender! I need time to digest."

Joshua's fork clattered against the plate as he raised his hands in victory. "I am the all-time champion!"

"You are definitely not." Vernon laughed. "This is very much a happened seconds ago occurrence, not an age-old tradition."

"Sure, Vernon." Joshua nodded.

After they made their way through dessert, Vernon grabbed the check, and they headed for the door. "We should get going." Vernon said. "I know your adoring public awaits. But thanks for reading the room and taking the time to get away with me even for a moment. Just like old times."

"I know things are starting to get crazy." Joshua said. "But I promise we'll always find time for each other." He squeezed Vernon's hand reassuringly.

Vernon smiled. "I know."

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Another day, another early morning at the studio. Joshua carpooled with Seokmin, Seungkwan, and Wonwoo. Joshua didn't know how Wonwoo managed to be that awake that early. "Mingyu, I don't know why you always insist on carting us through Times Square." Wonwoo said.

"Yeah, it's not some kind of shortcut." Seungkwan said. "It's literally the busiest intersection in the world."

"Right." Mingyu cleared his throat. "But sometimes-"

Joshua interrupted as something caught his eye. "Pause!" He pressed his face to the window.

Mingyu smiled. "Driving through Times Square is worth it to see a beautiful face."

Desperate for a better look, Joshua stood up and poked his head through the sunroof. "That's me! That's my face! On a billboard! In Times Square!"

Seokmin popped up next to Joshua to see for himself. "I'm surprised you went for Morningdew. Their products are great, but I heard they aren't the best at sustainability."

"They're working on it." Joshua said.

"Everybody, stop!" Wonwoo suddenly exclaimed as the two of them lowered themselves back into the limo. "Hold that thought! Yours truly just booked Joshua Hong into the musical guest slot on Last Call!"

Joshua's eyes widened. "I'm going to be on Last Call?"

Wonwoo nodded. "Only the most award-winning late-night comedy variety show and the best career maker for rising musicians."

Seungkwan gasped. "My clothes are going to be on Last Call?"

"Well, Joshua, if the billboard in Times Square didn't already confirm it, this certainly does." Seokmin smiled. "You've officially hit the big time."

***

"Come on, just one more store!"

"Really?" Joshua whined, pouting at Jihoon. "We've been at this shopping spree for hours. Poor Mingyu's arms are gonna fall off from carrying so many bags!"

"Nonsense." Mingyu shook his head. "I'm doing my duty. It's an honor to-" One of the bags slipped out of his grasp and fell to the sidewalk with a thud. Immediately, Mingyu spoke into his earpiece. "Bag down, I repeat, bag down. I need all personnel to initiate bag retrieval stat." Joshua picked up the bag and handed it back to Mingyu. "Phew, that was a close one."

Jihoon smiled. "See? He's managing just fine."

Joshua sighed. "Alright, just one more store then."

"That's the spirit!" Jihoon cheered. "All those endorsement deals must be burning a hole in your pocket. You deserve to treat yourself!"

The sound of a TV clip from a nearby store had Joshua stopping in the middle of the sidewalk. "And here to promote his chart-topping new album is Jeonghan!"

Jeonghan smiled and waved at the camera. "Hello, hello! So happy to be here."

"Now let's cut to the case. I know there's another debut pop album that's been hot on your heels…"

"Oh, The Odyssey by Joshua Hong?" Jeonghan asked. "I'm not worried. I respect him so much as an artist but I'm so busy these days so I'm just focusing on my next big goal."

"Is that Jeonghan?" Jihoon asked.

Joshua nodded. "Looks like we're both doing pretty well. I'll be on Last Call, he's on a talk show…"

Jihoon tugged Joshua's arm. "Come on, let's get this retail therapy party back on the road."

Mingyu stood watch by the door as Joshua and Jihoon entered yet another store. "I've never seen so many expensive things in one place." Joshua said in awe. After looking around for a moment, he settled on a luxury scent enhancer.

"Well hello!" A familiar voice called out and Joshua turned to see Sungsoo approaching them. "Fancy meeting you here!"

"What are you doing here?" Joshua asked in surprise.

"Oh, just having a couple of my old Hublots cleaned." Sungsoo said. "But enough about that! A little bird told me that The Odyssey has climbed all the way to #19 on the charts!"

Joshua's eyes widened. "Oh my god, I hadn't seen the chart update yet! We really made it up that far?"

Sungsoo nodded. "And I couldn't be prouder." He pulled Joshua in for a huge hug, nearly crushing the omega's lungs. "This is all possible due to your hard work and talent but also due to your generosity in buying us time by selling your song to another label. The other labels even got in a bidding war over it!"

"Yeah, I saw that deposit in my bank account." Joshua said. "I wonder if I'll ever hear that song someday. Just walking down the street or on the radio…"

"I expect anything can happen." Sungsoo beamed. "But I'm sure you'll feel gratified to know that someone out there will still hear the gift of your music. And you, Jihoon!" He turned to the producer. "I heard you just finished a song with Dua Lipa but that she wasn't entirely thrilled with the results."

Jihoon's face fell slightly, and he cleared his throat. "It's no worries. We've worked together before so I'm getting a second chance."

Sungsoo nodded. "I'm glad that's the case. I just wanted to check in and see if you're feeling alright?"

"Yeah, totally." Jihoon said. "Especially now that I've got a new VR headset."

"That's the spirit." Sungsoo slapped Jihoon on the shoulder and turned to leave. "Excited to see you on Last Call this weekend, Joshua! Swing by Seungkwan's studio ASAP!"

As Sungsoo rounded the corner and strode out of view, Joshua looked over at Jihoon and saw the alpha deflate. "How are you doing?" Joshua asked softly.

Jihoon shrugged. "I'm fine. It's not Sungsoo or Dua Lipa. It's Stepback. It really fucked with my head, you know? My biggest hero brushing me off like that…"

"So that's why you were so excited to do this shopping spree?" Joshua guessed. "To take your mind off it." He reached out to rub Jihoon's shoulder. "You'll bounce back even stronger from this. Because you're brilliant whether Stepback thinks so or not."

"Right." Jihoon took a deep breath and nodded. "This too shall pass and all that." His attention was captured by something across the counter. "Damn, are those the new sunglasses from Saint Laurent?" Before Joshua could reply, Jihoon made for the sunglasses display.

***

After dropping his many, many bags at home, Joshua doubled back to Seungkwan's studio. "Hello?" He called out." Seungkwan? Sungsoo told me to stop by so we could get ready for Last Call?" There was no answer. No retaliatory deluge of sarcasm. Joshua stepped into the studio and directly into a pool of crushed energy drink cans.

Seungkwan straightened up from behind a mannequin. "Careful! Some of those cans still have juice in them!"

"Seungkwan, what the hell?" Joshua asked. "Where did you even get this much ElectraLite?"

"From your lifetime supply, of course!" Seungkwan exclaimed, seeming to literally vibrate. "Your endorsement deal was the best thing that ever happened to me!" He chugged a can and tossed it into a pile of 20 more cans before resuming stabbing the mannequin with pins. "I'm just trying to figure out your outfit for Last Call! What do you think so far? This is the 30th version!"

Joshua's eyes widened. "30th?" He took a look at the mannequin and the outfit was stunning. The cut outs, the fabric-

Seungkwan gasped loudly. "You're right! This is the ugliest fucking thing I've ever seen!" In one swift motion, Seungkwan ripped the fabric off the mannequin, tearing it to shreds.

"No, don't do that!" Joshua tried to stop him. "Seungkwan, when was the last time you got some sleep?"

"Sleep!" Seungkwan cackled almost maniacally. "I don't sleep now! I make money moves!" As though to enforce his point, Seungkwan opened up a whole new can with gusto. Figuring it was time for an intervention, Joshua led Seungkwan by the hand over to the couch where Seungkwan collapsed horizontally with his head in Joshua's lap. "Sorry, I just…" Seungkwan took a deep breath. "This outfit for Last Call, I need to get it right. I need to."

"But why is this particular outfit so important?" Joshua asked. "You didn't binge ElectraLite before Madison Square Garden."

Seungkwan was quiet for a moment before answering. "It's my parents. They love Last Call. They watch it every week."

"Well I'm sure they'll be thrilled no matter what you come up with." Joshua said. "You're going to make them proud."

"Oh, no." Seungkwan quickly shook his head. "This is about vengeance. This is me taking my astronomical success and rubbing it in their goddamn faces."

Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "What did your parents do exactly?"

Seungkwan sighed. "They look down on what I do. They don't respect my fashion aspirations whatsoever." He sat up with a smile. "Doesn't matter. They're gonna be so salty when they see you wearing a Seungkwan Boo Original on Last Call."

"You should at least give them tickets to Last Call." Joshua suggested.

"Good idea!" Seungkwan exclaimed. "Then I can actually see how pissed they get instead of just dreaming about the looks on their faces."

Joshua blinked. "I was going more for a small step toward reconciliation and conflict resolution."

Seungkwan stared at him. "What for? We haven't talked in years. What do you want me to do? Drive out to their beach house in the Hamptons and hand them a pair of tickets?"

"Well yeah." Joshua nodded. "I think it's a good first step at least. You can even bring me along for moral support. I'll be your wingman."

Seungkwan raised an eyebrow at Joshua’s offer. "Now I’m almost tempted to let you go ahead with this just so I can bear witness to this perfect beautiful dumpster fire."

"Awesome." Joshua smiled. "I'll have Wonwoo clear your schedule for today."

"Now you need to go before I change my mind." Seungkwan pushed Joshua out of the studio before collapsing on the couch to take a very long nap.

***

Once Wonwoo worked his scheduling magic, Joshua and Seungkwan made the long drive out to the Hamptons. "I feel like I just woke up to the worst ElectraLite hangover ever." Seungkwan groaned. "And now I'm regretting all the decisions I made when under the influence of caffeine."

"Don't worry, Seungkwan." Joshua said. "I'm sure your parents will be super happy to see you. Besides, I'm here as backup."

"Sure." Seungkwan said flatly. "Sounds like what someone who has never met the lovely Mr. and Mrs. Boo would say."

***

Once Wonwoo worked his scheduling magic, Joshua and Seungkwan made the long drive out to the Hamptons. "I feel like I just woke up to the worst ElectraLite hangover ever." Seungkwan groaned. "And now I'm regretting all the decisions I made when under the influence of caffeine."

"Don't worry, Seungkwan." Joshua said. "I'm sure your parents will be super happy to see you. Besides, I'm here as backup."

"Sure." Seungkwan said flatly. "Sounds like what someone who has never met the lovely Mr. and Mrs. Boo would say."

Seungkwan pulled into the driveway of a gorgeous beach house. Joshua couldn't help but ogle. "You weren't kidding that your parents' place is right on the beach. It's amazing!"

"Why, thank you for the compliment." A middle-aged omega smiled from the porch.

"Hi, Mom." Seungkwan sighed. "This is my client, Joshua."

Joshua hurriedly shook Mrs. Boo's hand. "Great to meet you. Seungkwan's told me so much about you."

"Lovely to meet you as well." Mrs. Boo said. "Of course, Seungkwan refuses to tell us anything about his clients so I'm afraid I haven't heard anything about you. Let's rectify that over some food, shall we? There's already an early dinner on the table." She turned and strode through the front door.

Seungkwan tiredly rubbed his temples as Joshua turned to him with a frown. "Was that just me or was that kinda passive aggressive?" Joshua asked.

"Did I or did I not thoroughly warn you?" Seungkwan retorted with a scoff. "As though she's ever expressed an interest in wanting to hear anything about my work."

"Chin up." Joshua said encouragingly, wrapping an arm around Seungkwan’s shoulders. "We can make it through this dinner."

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Seungkwan's father began doling out the food. "So, Joshua, we hear you're a musician. Anything we may have heard?" Joshua opened his mouth to respond but the older alpha continued. "My nephew went to Tanglewood, graduated from Juilliard, and just started touring Europe with the Boston Symphony Orchestra."

"Um, I actually work in pop music, not in classical." Joshua clarified. "But you may have heard some of my songs on the radio recently."

There was an awkward silence before Seungkwan's mom cleared her throat. "So Joshua, what is it like to work with Seungkwan? Would you say you're satisfied with his performance?"

"Oh definitely!" Joshua nodded. "Seungkwan is incredibly creative. He's been my guardian angel. My focus is on sounding good, but he makes me look good which is half the battle."

"He's always had a creative streak." Seungkwan's father mused. "Always got in trouble for doodling in class, this one."

Seungkwan frowned. "I got good grades!"

"Right." His mom said flatly. "And what did you do with them? Go to design school? Study illustration? You could have studied something with substance."

Feeling the anger rising in Seungkwan, Joshua quickly jumped in. "Well, I for one am glad he studied design! I think fashion is Seungkwan's calling. It's such an innovative field."

"Sounds like skills that would have made Seungkwan top of his class at law school had he attended." Seungkwan's mom quipped. "But I know there's no point in beating a dead horse. May I offer you a refill?" She refilled everyone's glasses with sugary lemonade.

Joshua cleared his throat and changed the subject. "So I hear you two are big fans of Last Call."

Seungkwan's dad smiled. "The biggest. We never miss an episode."

"Awesome!" Joshua perked up. "You must be so excited that Seungkwan's work is going to be featured on the show."

Seungkwan's mom furrowed her eyebrows. "His work? What do you mean?"

"Well, he'll be styling me for the show of course." Joshua said.

"That's wonderful." Seungkwan's dad said with a hint of a laugh. "And we do love that show but that isn't exactly what we'd classify as work. It's entertainment."

Seungkwan's mom sighed wearily. "Seungkwan is always throwing away his potential in order to play dress up."

"What is wrong with you guys?" Seungkwan snapped. "You know, at first I came here so I could rub my victory in your faces, but I actually brought two guest tickets for you to attend. As gifts." He threw the ticket envelope down on the table. "I hope you enjoy your front row seats. I was stupid to come here in the first place." He stood up from his chair. "By the way, I paid my own way through design school so you can quit acting like it was some big sacrifice you made." He ran out of the room.

Joshua shakily stood up from the table. "I must apologize for my son's outburst." Seungkwan's dad said.

"Yes, we're so sorry about all this." His mom added on. "Have a safe drive back into the city."

Joshua looked at them incredulously. "You should apologize to Seungkwan, not me. It's one thing to disapprove of his career but you can't even treat him with baseline respect. I don't blame him for cutting you off."

Seungkwan's dad's expression hardened. "Joshua, I'm going to have to ask you to leave."

"No need." Joshau scoffed as he turned and went after Seungkwan.

The drive back to the city passed in silence. Seungkwan gripped the steering wheel, tear tracks gleaming on his cheeks. Joshua almost wished Seungkwan would give him a sarcastic cutting remark as usual instead. Then he would know things were back to normal.

Finally, Seungkwan pulled up to Joshua's apartment building, parking at the curb. "I'm sorry, Seungkwan." Joshua said softly. "I really thought they would listen."

Seungkwan shook his head. "You didn't know what we were getting into. I was stupid to get my hopes up."

"Well with or without them, you have real friends who care about you." Joshua said. Seungkwan's eyes glazed over as he looked out the windshield. "Good night, Seungkwan. I'll see you on Saturday, okay?" He climbed out of the car and Seungkwan peeled off into the night.

***

Joshua stood on the set of Last Call before the audience arrived, taking it all in as Seokmin and Seungcheol joined him. "I can't believe you guys came!" Joshua hugged each alpha, lingering in Seokmin's arms before pulling fully away.

"Please, we weren't gonna miss your TV debut." Seungcheol said.

"Joshua's already had a TV debut." Seokmin pointed out. "You were a judge on it, remember?"

Seungcheol raised his eyebrows. "Seokmin Lee with the subtle disses. How do you manage being kind and a troll at the same time? It's impressive."

"I don't know what you mean." Seokmin said innocently. "I'm merely refreshing your memory in a helpful manner."

Joshua let out a laugh. "Okay, play nice, you guys."

"I always play nice." Seokmin smiled. "And for what it's worth, I'm actually quite fond of Seungcheol."

Seungcheol nodded. "What he said. Nice is basically branded into my MO."

Seokmin raised an eyebrow. "I'd say it's actually the opposite of your brand."

"But lying isn't." Seungcheol shot him a finger gun.

Ashley Davis, a well-known comedian, suddenly joined them on stage. "Welcome to Last Call, everyone!"

Joshau barely held back a squeal as he took in the female alpha before him. "I am such a big fan! I can't wait to see that new detective comedy you're making with Lara Raj!"

"Me too!" Ashley gushed. "She makes me look better than I really am."

Vernon and Wonwoo entered the studio at that moment. "I found this one wandering the halls looking lost as a lamb." Wonwoo hooked his thumb over his shoulder at Vernon.

"Joshua!" Vernon rushed up to the omega. "I just wanted to say you're going to crush it like the Madison Square Garden playing chart climbing genius that you are!"

Ashley raised her eyebrows. "Who's this here?"

Vernon's eyes widened as he noticed her presence. "Hanson Vernon Chwe. Dame. Dame Ashley Davis."

"I've never been knighted before but now I like you even more, Monsieur Hansol Vernon Chwe, Esquire!" Ashley grinned.

Joshua smiled. "Vernon is a stellar writer director. He's currently studying in one of the most prestigious film schools."

Intrigue flashed in Ashley's eyes. "You know, we were running late on the script this week and I'd love some help in doing some last-minute punch ups to the dialogue."

"P-punch ups?" Vernon squeaked. "Help? From me? I don't have much experience with comedy! I'm more into arthouse like Truffaut and Wong Kar-wai-"

"Vernon, you totally should!" Joshua insisted. "You've got a real way with words! What's more, you're one of the funniest people I know."

Vernon's throat bobbed and he nodded. "Al-alright. I'll do it."

"Awesome." Ashley clapped her hands. "We'll talk after this." She turned back to Joshua. "I know you've got a lot on your plate tonight but how would you like to make a cameo in the cold open skit?"

Joshua's eyes widened. "Oh my god, you're joking. Being in a Last Call sketch is a lifelong dream!"

"Not to mention starring in a skit would gain you a lot of fans." Wonwoo said before looking pointedly at Seokmin and Seungcheol. "Especially if a surprise guest hopped in."

"But I'm not a comedian." Joshua said. "What if they don't laugh?"

"Who cares?" Wonwoo shrugged. "It's really about exposure and being on that stage. You just learn your lines, maybe improve a little, and have fun."

Seokmin stepped forward. "It's been a hot second since my last Last Call appearance, but it was a blast. I couldn't stop laughing." After a beat, he added on, "Not on air of course. Definitely after."

Joshua smiled. "Then I guess we're doing this."

"Awesome!" Ashley cheered. "First off, you should know you will be playing a parody of Jeonghan."

"I am suddenly regretting this." Joshua muttered.

"What about me?" Seokmin asked.

"Do you have a preference?" Ashley asked.

Seokmin shrugged. "Surprise me."

An almost evil grin spread across Ashley's face. "Then we'll have something in store for you." She clapped her hands together. "First we'll send you off to hair and makeup while I meet up with Vernon to go over the scripts. Then we'll go over lines together. And don't worry, this is last minute, so we'll have teleprompters in case you forget your lines."

Vernon smiled. "Go forth and slay!"

As Vernon and Ashely left, Joshua turned to Seokmin. "Guess we're really doing this."

Seokmin nodded. "I guess we are."

***

The curtains rolled back. The lights blinked on. The studio audience roared. Joshua waited in his position on stage for his cue to begin reciting his lines. "Hello, hello!" Ashley started the scene, portraying a game show host. "We're back with Pop Star Jeopardy, your favorite place to feel validated when you know a piece of trivia a celeb doesn't! With us tonight, we have your favorite rebel and heartbreaker currently in the lead and in trouble for crashing yet another yacht, S.Coups!"

Seokmin, dressed up in Seungcheol's signature style, gave a lazy wave. "Yo, what's good! I didn't think I'd be able to make it tonight but turns out it's pretty easy to blow off community service when you're famous." The crowd booed loudly but it was clear they were loving it. "What? What'd I say?"

"Okay!" Ashley moved on. "Next up, our other contestant decided it was better for their image to do charity work in Africa for the instagram posts, so we found a replacement! Don't ask which country in Africa because they won't remember!" The audience booed again. "Bravely taking up the mantle, we have a surprise guest, your fave pop star killing it on Billboard…Jeonghan!"

Joshua feigned a stumble behind his podium while the crowd went crazy. "Hello, New York! I was busy adopting all the sick kittens in a shelter but I'm here now! I was, like, definitely not gonna tell you guys I did this awesome angelic thing because I hate humble bragging, but honesty is just, like, the most important thing to me, you know?" The audience laughed appreciatively, which gave Joshua's confidence a boost.

"In Pop Star Jeopardy, all of the winnings go toward our celebs' charity of choice." Ashley continued. "Which typically means their next booze cruise in Ibiza! But we deal with it because of the ratings! Isn't that right?"

Seokmin looked up from tapping at his phone. "Oh, sorry, you were saying? Something came up with my private island off the coast of Bora Bora."

Ashley blinked comically. "I think that means it's time to start the actual game! Today, our categories are Living Frugally, Methods of Public Transportation, and How To Be Relatable. S.Coups, you're up!"

"Thanks, Ashley." Seokmin nodded at her. "I got this on lock. I'll do Living Frugally for 400."

"Alright." Ashley grinned. "You're on a first date but you only have $20 on you. How do you make that money go far and win your date's heart?"

"Easy." Seokmin shrugged. "What is 'take them back to my penthouse for a top shelf nightcap and spend the $20 on an Uber XL Lux Black to send them home and make sure they don't spend the night'?" The crowd erupted into more jeers. "What, come on! It's cost effective! I'm just saying what I know y'all are thinking!"

"That is an incorrect answer!" Ashley exclaimed. "Jeonghan, take us home."

Joshua clasped his hands together on top of his podium. "Well, Ashley, what is 'skip the date and donate $20 to Screens for Teens'? This foundation puts 4K TVs with 3D options into every classroom. Because no student should have to suffer through low-res movies." He shuddered and caught Ashley smiling at Vernon backstage in the wings, making Joshua realize that must have been one of Vernon's lines.

"And that response is also incorrect." Ashley said. "In order to win, you have to actually go on the date." She shook her head at them. "Who hurt both of you?" She waved her hand dismissively. "Let's just skip forward to our final round."

Seokmin rubbed his hands together. "Let's go, Jeonghan. It's getting real now."

"The category is 'What do you do for fun?'" Ashley informed them. "As long as you write or draw your answer, you will win! So please be sure to follow directions. And don't forget to select a wager!" Joshua glanced behind the podium and saw a prop Mona Lisa painting. "And now it's time to reveal the answers of our celebrity contestants! Jeonghan, you go first."

Joshua lifted the fake painting up so the crowd could see. "In my spare time, I love to create beautiful art. Especially those already created by other people!"

"Beautiful, Jeonghan." Ashley said. "Most people just, uh, use the pen we offer on the podium. Not create a whole painting."

"In my pursuit of truth, my art cannot be restricted by any medium." Joshua said.

"Marvelous!" Ashley nodded. "And what did you select as your wager?"

Joshua smiled. "I went all in, so to speak, just like my ailing grandmother raised me to do."

Ashley's smile fell. "How moving. You mention your ailing grandmother so often, I feel like I already know her." She smiled once more. "And S.Coups, what do you have to share with us today?"

"This is what I like to do for fun, no doubt." Seokmin lifted up a prop bottle of absinthe and took a deep swig before hiccupping. "Is this show over yet? I have places to be."

Ashley stared at him. "Uh, S.Coups, that definitely does not qualify as a written entry or a drawing. In that case, given that he wagered all of his earnings thus far and won this round, I'm pleased to announce that the winner is Jeonghan!"

Joshua put on his best shocked expression. "Oh my god! I'm so moved! I'm speechless! I'd like to thank my family, my life coach, puppies, marshmallows, rainbows, the cat I definitely didn't kick on the way here…" The audience exploded into laughter as confetti burst from the ceiling.

"Congratulations!" Ashley exclaimed.

Seokmin turned directly to the camera. "And now, live from New York…"

"It's Last Call!" Joshua cheered.

"We got a great show for you tonight!" Ashley exclaimed to the audience. "Joshua Hong is here! Stick around!"

Chapter Text

Joshua ran backstage with Seokmin, giddy from the rush of performing. Soon, he could hear Ashley beginning her opening monologue. "Now I don't know about you but I have been keeping up to date on the newest season of The Debutante…"

"That was wild, wasn't it?" Seokmin beamed as they entered the dressing room to change.

"Acting on stage was so thrilling!" Joshua gushed. "My heart is still pounding."

"Congratulations!" Seokmin applauded him. "You're a superstar! Looks like you've got a backup career in comedy if this whole singing thing doesn't work out."

Joshua snorted. "I doubt it. Between you and Ashley, I had to fight not to break."

"Oh, I did break." Seokmin said. "Many times."

"Happens to the best of us." Joshua giggled. "By the way, it was fun seeing you act as Seungcheol."

"I think we all have just a little bit of Seungcheol in us." Seokmin mused. "And he's a good sport. That's one thing I like about him."

Joshua bit his lip. "So I guess I'll see you later after my performance?"

Seokmin nodded. "I suppose so…" He took a step closer to Joshua, his eyes twinkling. "Unless…" Smiling, Joshua leaned in and cupped Seokmin's face as he pressed a soft kiss to the alpha's lips. "This is a bit risky, isn't it?" Seokmin murmured. "You've got a fake boyfriend to be loyal to, remember? Wouldn't want rumors of infidelity getting out."

"I doubt the paparazzi will find us back here." Joshua walked backward until he fell back on the couch, pulling Seokmin on top of him. He wrapped his legs around Seokmin's waist as their lips met again, his hands roaming the alpha's back.

Seokmin trailed kisses down Joshua's neck, gently pinning the omega's hands above him. Moaning softly, Joshua shifted their position so Seokmin was sitting up with Joshua in his lap, their lips crashing together once more. Seokmin's hands wandered down Joshua's sides before pulling him closer at the waist. "If only old Joshua Hong could see me now." Joshua giggled. "Making out with DK."

"You're one to talk." Seokmin said. "I'm just as dazzled by you." He nipped at Joshua's bottom lip, one hand slipping under the omega's shirt.

The door suddenly burst open and disgusted groan filled the room. "I am so glad I moved my silk swatches away from that couch before you got to it." Joshua's face flamed as he broke apart from Seokmin, looking over to the door to see Seungkwan standing behind a rack of costumes while glaring at them. "Not to bust this up but Joshua needs to get dressed, not undressed."

"Got it." Seokmin cleared his throat awkwardly as he nudged Joshua out of his lap and stood up. "I'll see you later, Joshua. Good luck."

"Thank you." Joshua said awkwardly. Seokmin gave Joshua one last tender kiss on the lips before leaving the dressing room.

Seungkwan immediately got to work on Joshua's hair and makeup. As Joshua's musical performance time edged closer, he couldn't help but notice that Seungkwan was even more nervous than he was. "Hey, I'm sure you don't want to talk about it, but how are you doing?"

"They're here." Seungkwan said stiffly. "My parents. I bet they just wanted to take advantage of the seats I got them." He ran a hand through his hair with a sigh. "I don't know what to do anymore, Joshua. I can't believe I'm asking you for advice but what would you do if you were me?"

"After actually seeing it firsthand, I would cut them off forever." Joshua said. "I know it's hard but I get the feeling that they're never going to change."

Seungkwan's throat bobbed. "But they're my only family."

"Then find new people to be your family." Joshua said. "I know it's possible with all my heart."

"I don't know…" Seungkwan hugged himself. "I just like to prove people wrong. I want to prove that I'm stronger than all the people who ever doubted me. And if I go through with this, am I just giving them what they want?"

Joshua shook his head slightly. "Seungkwan, you can do this for yourself, not them. Forget about what anyone else says, okay?"

Seungkwan gave a tiny shrug. "Spite is a pretty powerful motivator."

"Yeah but is that anger worth holding on to?" Joshua pointed out. "You can do things to make other people mad or you can do things to make yourself happy."

"When you put it like that…" Seungkwan tilted his head. "You know, Joshua, most of the time you spout sentimental drivel but you may be onto something in this case." He clapped his hands together. "Now let's get you dressed. You're on in 15."

Soon, Joshua stood in the center of the empty stage with his guitar trying not to pee his pants. He took in the set as he waited for his cue. "And now, everybody please give it up for Joshua Hong!" Ashley introduced him. The spotlight went on and the crowd lost it. Joshua leaned into the microphone to start singing.

As the song ended, the crowd burst into applause. "Thank you so much, New York City!" Joshua winked and blew a kiss at the camera, causing the crowd to go even crazier. "See ya next time, Last Call!"

After his performance, Joshua rushed backstage to his friends, fanning himself while chugging water. Those studio lights sure were hot. "Joshua, that was amazing!" Seokmin exclaimed. "That may have been the best late-night performance I've ever seen!"

"You crushed it." Seungcheol said. "Killed it. Annihilated it."

"Enough violent verbs for now." Joshua laughed.

As he hugged his friends, he felt a manicured finger tapping his shoulder. "Great news, Joshua!" Wonwoo grinned as Joshua turned to him. "You're trending like crazy! And people are already making memes about your outfit! And homemade cosplays! We have an iconic look! Your very first iconic look!"

At that moment, Joshua saw to very familiar people standing off in the distance a little ways down the hallway. "Seungkwan, look."

"My parents?" Seungkwan hummed. "Yes, I'm aware. I was planning to just let them stand there awkwardly but…"

Joshua shook his head. "You should go talk to them. Want me to come with you as support?"

Seungkwan looked at him in surprise. "Thanks. I owe you, I guess."

"You don’t owe me anything." Joshua said sincerely. Seungkwan slowly moved toward his parents and Joshua trailed after him.

"Seungkwan!" His father smiled. "We just wanted to thank you for the tickets. We had a splendid time."

"And your client performed so well." His mom said. "You must be proud. And we're so proud of you too, our son."

Seungkwan took a deep breath. "There's something I need to say to you. I know you're never going to be happy with my career choice. You wanted me to be a lawyer. I didn't. We'll never agree on that."

His mom sighed. "You're young, Seungkwan. You can still take your LSATs. You can still-"

"No." Seungkwan shook his head. "That's never going to happen. I never ever want to be a lawyer. But I do want to move forward. And I am going to be successful. With or without you."

"What are you saying, Seungkwan?"

Seungkwan took a shaky breath, his eyes glistening with tears. "I'm saying that I don't want to see you anymore. Until you can accept me for who I am, for what I do, we're done here."

"Seungkwan, there's no need to be unreasonable." His mom said. "We care about you so much. We just want you to make sensible choices. Fashion always seemed like such an unstable career path and we-"

"Well, it is unstable." Seungkwan said. "But it's my choice. It's my chosen artform. And if you can't accept that, that's not my problem."

His dad cleared his throat. "I don't know that there's much more to say."

"We hope you'll reconsider, Seungkwan." His mom said.

"I won't." Seungkwan said. "Thanks for coming, I guess."

There were polite nods. No handshakes. Definitely no hugs. Finally, Seungkwan turned and walked back toward Joshua. "How are we feeling?" Joshua asked.

"Actually, I feel amazing." Seungkwan said. "Sometimes you need to put distance between yourself and the toxic people in your life."

Joshua smiled. "Amazing is good."

"Either way, I'm glad they got to see how well things are going for me right now." Seungkwan said. Joshua gave Seungkwan's shoulder a squeeze then found the rest of his crew to pack up and leave.

***

Joshua checked his phone as soon as he woke up and saw that he had a bazillion texts from Vernon.

HEY so I know you're probably sound
asleep after KILLING it on Last Call

BUT I forgot to remind you about my
film festival on Monday! You sure u can
still come? For real?

LMAO relax Vernon!!! 😝 I wouldn't miss
it for the world. I'm there

Awesome 😊 It's gonna be amazing.
There WILL be a red carpet, so u'll be
right at home

Vernon, please. I'm right at home
whenever I'm with you. No red carpets
necessary

Awwwwww that's so corny. You're so
corny

You know you love it 🌽

The door suddenly swung open and smacked the wall. Wonwoo strode casually into Joshua's bedroom. "Don't you ever knock?" Joshua asked.

"No, I don't." Wonwoo said. "Anyway, time for your day's schedule. You've got a date with Seungcheol."

Joshua groaned. "seriously> Wonwoo, I'm so tired and-"

Wonwoo cut him off. "Then you'll be happy to hear it's your last date with Seungcheol."

"What?" Joshua furrowed his eyebrows. "What do you mean 'last date'? I thought the fake relationship was going so well!"

"It was going too well." Wonwoo explained. "It got stale. Boring. You need a boost. And if you want that boost, you're going to have to break up with Seungcheol for the cameras."

***

Joshua's ferry departed from Battery Park. No sooner had it arrived on Liberty Island than his phone vibrated with a notification from Wonwoo.

BREAK-UP WITH SEUNGCHEOL
CHOI | LIBERTY ISLAND |
SEVEN

PRESS TO DISMISS REMINDER
| PRESS TO SNOOZE
REMINDER

"Who sets up reminders for breakups?" Joshua mumbled to himself.

Seungcheol hopped off the ferry and walked beside Joshua. "Gotta respect Wonwoo's efficiency."

"Even with heartbreak?" Joshua asked. "I mean, fake heartbreak?"

Some tourists who were on the island for a special after hours tour gasped simultaneously. "Is that S.Coups? And Joshua Hong?"

"Oh my god, it is! They're on a date! You have to post that picture!"

Seungcheol lowered his voice. "Maybe it seems harsh but staged breakups like this are a dime a dozen for publicists like Wonwoo."

"Is it a dime a dozen for you?" Joshua asked. "I know this isn't your first go at it."

"I mean…" Seungcheol sighed. "It's a weird situation to be in, right? But this is the first time it's been somewhat enjoyable." He shook his head slightly. "Anyway, what about you?"

"What, am I looking forward to breaking up?" Joshua snorted before genuinely contemplating it. "I mean, I guess, yeah. Don't take it personally but being on display all the time has been exhausting. And having to be careful with the person I'm actually starting to get into a relationship with…"

"Yeah, guess I'm used to PR teams scripting what I do." Seungcheol mused. They reached the end of the walkway and stood at a railing overlooking the water. "Hey, if you ever want a fake rebound down the road, you let me know." Seungcheol winked.

Joshua laughed. "I'll always remember our fake times."

Seungcheol smiled. "So will I. We did good." Joshua extended his hand for a strictly professional handshake and Seungcheol shook it. "Well, we still have time to enjoy our last fake date before the breakup. Go up into the crown, see the view?"

"You know, I still haven't knocked that one off my bucket list since moving here." Joshua admitted.

"What about making out in the crown?" Seungcheol asked. "Is that on your list?"

"Well, it is now." Joshua decided.

Seungcheol grinned. "Then it's a perfect time for one last high before we have to call it quits. Not to mention cause some buzz before the breakup."

"Then let's do it." Joshua said.

"Cool." Seungcheol nodded. "I wouldn't be doing my civic duty if I didn't take you to the most iconic tourist attraction in the US of A."

Joshua raised his eyebrows. "Most iconic place even when you're about to get your heart curbstomped?"

"Especially when you're about to get your heart curbstomped." Seungcheol said.

They wandered more into a cloud of tourists, their phones aloft. "Should we do some PDA for the cameras?" Joshua whispered.

"I'm down for that." Seungcheol agreed.

"Then let me tousle your hair." Joshua reached out for the alpha's hair.

"What, it's not messy enough for you?" Seungcheol joked. "My stylist always preps my hair so it's the perfect amount of messy."

Joshua blinked. "That's a thing?"

"Yes." Seungcheol nodded. "The perfect amount of 'don't care' for my image."

Joshua doubled over laughing. "That's the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard. I'm so sorry you have to sit through that."

"Don't mock it." Seungcheol said. "It's a delicate balance." He nodded toward a group of tourists. "Come on, while they have their selfie sticks out." He wrapped an arm around Joshua and pulled him in for a kiss. Joshua kissed him back, looping his arms around the alpha's neck.

"Oh my god, Joshua Hong and S.Coups are going at it!"

"Cutest couple ever!"

After a few seconds of letting them snap away, Joshua and Seungcheol pulled apart. "Man, I'm starving." Joshua said. "Do you want to grab a bite?"

Seungcheol nodded. "There are some vendors over there. What are you feeling?"

Five minutes later, the two of them were striding down the path to the statue, corndogs in hand. "It's, like, weirdly quiet." Joshua pointed out.

"Yeah, nobody's calling our names or anything." Seungcheol mused.

"They're just taking pictures." Joshua said. "Or, like, giggling to themselves."

"Don't suppose it has anything to do with the extremely suggestive foodstuffs we're eating?" Seungcheol asked.

Joshua's eyes widened in realization. "Oh my god, no! We have to get rid of these right now! I don't want people to take pictures of me eating a corn dog and Photoshop in, like-"

Seungcheol laughed. "You're so cute when you get freaked out like this. But we said we were gonna give them a show, right?" He made a big show of eating his corndog slowly, licking up the condiments suggestively, taking his time. The cameras clicked away.

"I can't believe you." Joshua shook his head.

"You're welcome." Seungcheol chuckled.

Finally, they approached the base of the Statue of Liberty. They made their way up to the top into the crown. Nobody was there but the two of them. Joshua gazed out at the city twinkling back at him. "This view was worth the climb." He sighed. "I guess this is almost it. The end of the fake road. What was it like ending your previous fake relationships?"

"Pretty dramatic usually." Seungcheol said. "Especially since some of them were actors. But we tried to have fun with it."

"Were you ever sad about ending them?" Joshua asked.

Seungcheol shrugged. "Not really. We were pretty different behind the scenes. I'm still cool with some of them as party friends. Some of us are cold or neutral because we just did it for the hype."

Joshua nodded slightly. "I'm still trying to wrap my head around the way this world works."

"Story of my life." Seungcheol muttered before glancing at Joshua. "Any last words while we've still got some privacy?"

A tiny smile tugged at Joshua's lips. "I hope we can remain friends."

"Oh, no." Seungcheol shook his head, a smirk playing at his lips. "I’m blocking you on all social media as we speak. That way the press will really know we're done."

"You're kidding, right?" Joshua stared at him.

Seungcheol laughed. "Of course. But I'll probably have to make a show of leaving flirty likes on a few other profiles." He nudged Joshua. "Don't worry, Joshua. The relationship may have been fake but what we got as friends, that wasn't."

"Awesome." Joshua smiled. "Friends for life." He bumped his fist against Seungcheol's.

"Well?" Seungcheol gestured toward the staircase. "Ready to break each other's hearts?"

Joshua took a deep breath. "Absolutely. I'm about to dump you so hard, Seungcheol Choi. We're so over."

Seungcheol grinned. "Bring it on."