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I was back to living at my dad's house and the things that would usually happen while I was there were happening again.
My dad's wife was back to looking through my phone and like always she told me it was distracting me from my school work.
She then asks for me to give it to her but my dad takes it and he asks what's with all of the games on here.
I tell him I like to install games to try them out and if I don't like it I just uninstall it right away.
He didn't care so he goes ahead and turns off all of my social media apps and all I could think about was how funny it was that he turned that off considering I don't even use social media that often other than Snapchat.
I typically just like to watch with all of the apps like Disney+ and Youtube.
Then I woke up and realized that I finally had a lucid dream because I actually do that thing with games.
Of course that is how dreams work but I felt semi conscious.

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11/22/2020

Escaping my hell hole

I was still living with my grandma, it took place now but covid didn't exist.

Me and my grandma had gotten into a big fight and she ended up taking me back to live at my dad's house.

Somehow I had gotten these strange magic powers.

When I got back to my dad's house I tried to escape and leave it as if it were a prison.

Emma and Fergus had wanted to escape with me so I had used my powers to call a fairy and when she came into Emma's room she gave us a small bag with everything that we needed in it.

Next I had lowered Emma and Fergus out of her window.

A few minutes after my dad came upstairs and asked me to look for something in Fergus' room.

So I looked for, found what he needed and handed it to him and he went back downstairs.

After he went back downstairs I looked out Emma's window and her and Fergus were sitting in a kiddy pool with no water in it.

Fergus had a little blanket around him so I told him to reach into the bag and he pulled out a bigger one and wrapped himself up.

The fairies used their magic on my dad and Meghan because they both came upstairs and told me that they didn't want any of us living in the house and were going to kick us all out.

I walked out of the house and told Emma and Fergus that their parents were kicking us out, they seemed happy.

We all started to walk but then went back and got our bikes and we all rode off.

We were riding to my grandparents house.

We stopped to get food on our way there.

When I grabbed my wallet I reached far into it and could pull money out of the bank itself.

My siblings were amazed.

After getting some food we continued riding our bikes to my grandparent's house.

When we finally got there I told them that we could all share a room.

My room isn't really big enough to share but just like in Harry Potter my room may not have looked very big from the outside but had two extra bedrooms in it for Emma and Fergus.

Their new rooms were quite large now.

We all decided we were going to be a lot happier now that we lived here and it just so happens that even though my grandma had taken me back to my dad's house she was happy that I was back and brought Emma and Fergus with me. 

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I was at my dad's house although it didn't look like his house, part of the house looked like my grandma O'Neill's house. My room was across from Emma's, our parents were working on the computer downstairs, and Fergus was playing in our family room. Emma had something but I couldn't figure out what. It sounded like she was talking to someone in her room. She had called me in to meet someone and that's when I saw him, Chucky but it was just like the movie because he was talking and walking, he even sounded like he does in the movie when he's being Charles Lee Ray. I was completely freaked out and asked her where she got him, she said she didn't, he was there when she woke up. I can't remember why but him and Emma started to get mad at each other for some reason so I ran back to my room. I was so scared that he was going to kill her. I peeked through my door and he opened hers, I closed mine. He must've walked out because next thing I knew he was laying on his stomach kicking his legs back and forth where the stairs began. It looked like he was in the position to snipe someone but without the sniper. I was kind of confused because he didn't have a weapon nor did he try to look for one. My dad had called for me so I carefully walked down the stairs hoping I wouldn't be killed by a doll. He didn't so after passing him I rushed to where my dad was and he showed me something on the computer. I wanted to tell him that Emma had a murderous Chucky doll but was afraid that if I told him that the doll might kill Emma and then go for the rest of us, I wasn't sure. After he showed me what he needed to, he called down Emma but when she came down the stairs Chucky followed her. I said come here Emma, Chucky had asked her why she was going in there and she said my parents called for me. Our parents looked at each other puzzled but continued anyway. After they were finished Emma and Chucky went into the family room where Fergus was. Last thing I remember was Fergus saying creepy doll and then Chucky pulling him behind my dad's chair. The strange thing is that this is not the first time I've had a nightmare about Chucky at this house and it really was scary because it felt so real, but I woke up and it's all gone now. I probably could've continued dreaming about this but I'm pretty sure I woke up from being terrified. Otherwise who knows, that nightmare could've been like the movies, scary and heart racing. That's another strange thing. I could feel my heart racing while I was dreaming, but I don't know if it was in the nightmare, real life, or just both. Both most likely though.

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11/27/2020
A huge group of people, including viners and tik tokers, and I were living in a bunker. I happened to share a room with Katelyn and Anwar. The rooms had sliding doors  and were really big, they kind of looked like big hotel rooms. All of the people in the bunker were part of different groups. I was in the art group which included things like music, dance, and actual art itself. Although I enjoy all of those things I had really wanted to be a part of the animal group. Even if their leader was an ape. One day though I had decided that I was going to go to their meeting, when I went into their area it looked like a waiting room. I walked to the door that led into the hallway in which I could get to their meeting. A gorilla was blocking the door though and I needed to get through. I tried to run past him but he picked me up and told me to sit down. I tossed a banana and when he saw it he ran to go get it. I opened the door and rushed into the hallway. I started looking for the room in which their meeting would be taking place and when I found it I opened the door. The first thing that came out of my mouth was, "Hi I'd like to join your animal group." There were a lot of people in that room and all of a sudden they were all looking at me. Their leader jumped up and over some of her members and told me," Do you think that you have what it takes? Do you know how difficult our jobs are? Do you even understand what you would have to do? " I told her, "Yeah I think so." Everyone in the room gave me a look telling me that I shouldn't have said that. Their leader gets up and she stands like she's about to educate me and she says," Oh really, you think so." Then she goes through a whole long list of things that I probably wouldn't understand and says," You don't belong here." All I do is walk out and close the door, it didn't feel good to be told that I didn't belong there. I felt sad and just walked back to my room, I passed my dad and he could tell that I wasn't looking so good, he did nothing but frown. When I walked into my room Katelyn and Anwar had other people in there. They noticed my face and asked what was wrong. I had told them what happened and I could tell they were sorry and that they were mad at that ape lady. The last thing I remember was them hugging me and telling me who needs to be part of that group anyway when they have a leader like her. 

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This one is really short because I'm pretty sure it was just starting but here it goes.

It felt like an average day except something was different and I had no idea what it was, but I hoped that it was something good.

So I continued getting ready for school, doing the things I usually would do on any normal day. I got dressed, brushed my hair, put on deodorant, ate breakfast, and brushed my teeth.

I was ready to go but then my grandma came upstairs. Which was super weird because she really likes to sleep in and it was almost 7 in the morning, she typically gets up around 8:30 or 9. When she went to the door to let the dogs out she didn't open it which was also really weird.

I asked her why she wasn't opening the door and all she did was ask if I looked outside. I went to the door and was shocked to see what was outside.

Now take note that before I tell you what I tell you, it's March and it just started warming up after having some terrible snowy and icy weather, I mean even Texas had horrible weather, anyway.

When I looked out through the glass door all I could see was that it looked like an awful snowstorm had gone through our area and it snowed us in. The strangest thing was that it didn't even look like where we live, it had a huge forest up on a rising hill, the sky was still a dark blue and was barely visible because snow was still blowing outside, so much to the point where it almost only looked as if the sky was white, and it looked like the northern lights were in the sky.

I had hoped and it seemed as if things were turning up because with it looking this terrible my group may have gotten our first and probably only snow day for the school year, but it would've been worth it.

Before I could check to see if we had a snow day though my alarm went off and the dream had ended. Next thing you know I'm going through my typical morning routine only this time there's no snow and I still have to go to school. 

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This one was particularly strange and even though it's around 6 in the morning I had to type this in now before I forgot it because it's also quite interesting. This dream or nightmare was unlike any I have had before because typically when I have a nightmare I'm living in Jurassic Park or something like that. Anyway I best continue on before I forget the whole thing.

It started in the middle of the woods with a group of people sort of like the kind of badass people you would find in resident evil. Only this force group was dressed in clothes meant for working in fields and things like that. They seemed to be running away from someone else.

Then someone yelled, "Make sure you catch them" from way behind.

They turned back and all of a sudden no one was behind them but they were back where this whole thing had started, at the farm where they worked. They went to run and hide in the barn then the other people were back. Just as they closed the barn doors the others had made their way out of the woods. The youngest of them had peeked out of the barn, her name was Claire, her brother Carter had peeked out as well. One of the older children had seen what they were doing and pulled their heads back in.

"What're you knuckleheads doing? Are you trying to get us all killed?" he asked them.

Claire and Carter shook their heads simultaneously and walked away. They somehow had managed to hide safely in the barn for a few days until everyone started to become hungry. The eldest of them had decided to sacrifice themselves and look for food to eat outside of the barn. Big tun tun tun moment, trust me I know. They made it out without being noticed but as they were heading back to the barn one of the bad guys caught them. Even bigger TUN TUN TUN moment.

They grabbed the guy and took him to their big boss. He begged for mercy but I guess he didn't realize that the person he was speaking to was not one to be merciless because he grabbed a sickle and sliced his head clean off. For the people reading this a sickle is a farming tool used for cotton and other such things, it's also used in movies like black panther for when he's getting beaten up by the people of his country who had betrayed him for his cousin.

No one in the barn had a clue as to what had happened outside but all they knew was that they were hungry. They waited and waited for a few more hours only to realize he was never coming back and must've been killed. They all decided they should get some sleep that night because they tried to escape again but then someone entered the barn. Carter thought it may have been Jamal back with some food for everyone, he was sadly mistaken.

It was in fact a bad guy, it was the big boss with his sickle. He was ready to take it and slice Carter's head off when his father ran out and grabbed him but the big boss had unfortunately grabbed Carter and Claire's father and killed him. Their father mouthed I love you just before his head had been chopped off.

The children cried as they were dragged out by their group.  They all stayed running towards the fields before they were all caught.  It was a terrible day but unfortunately that's where it all ended because that was when I woke up. 

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Well it's unusual that I have two dreams in the same night that I remember, but what do you know? Well to start off I was with two of my friends, Mako and Bolin (yes, they're characters from Legend of Korra) and we went to this crazy adventure park. We were just having so much fun there being teenagers.  Not to mention they had everything and anything you could possibly want to do here. We did all sorts of things but what I remember most was the awesome and dangerous go kart track and this weird climby thing. I remember that we went on one of those bounce house slides but when we got to the top we were able to keep going. Eventually we were walking across the arm of a giant character. I think it was some sort of animated cat but to be honest I'm not 100% sure what it was. Even when I was dreaming I don't think I knew what it was but we started walking across it's arm above some water and really sharp and pointy rocks. As we were walking across some people in go karts sped by on a track next to us and frightening us. Eventually we got down and decided to go go-Karting, only when we went to get in the go-karts there was just a large SUV on the track and a baby was in the back seat. I just hopped in the front seat, Mako in the passenger seat, and Bolin in the back with the baby. Then I started to drive but someone passed and bumped me as I started driving so I sped up. Next thing I knew we were in a high speed car race and no longer in the amusement park. It started to get crazy but we were having so much fun. Now we were next to a large field of wheat and across the street was a few stores and a gas station. I realized that we needed gas so I stopped at the gas station to fill up the car and everyone else got out to go get snacks from inside the gas station. As I was filling up someone rushed to pull up and rammed our car completely destroying it. My friends came out with the baby asking what happened to the car. I didn't respond but that's where it ended and when I woke up. 

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Now I know this sounds like there's some person that stalks people at gas stations and that's not really what this is about.

This guy was my stalker and I know typically when I write something in here it's more of a fun and crazy, just weird story, or it's a scary crazy.

This isn't scary like that dream where I lived with Chucky. Lately I had started writing something else and it may have brought up some of my past trauma and the strange thing is that I didn't remember it till I was writing it.

Anyway we're not going to talk about that story as of right now. So back to what I was writing. Now like I stated above, I had a stalker and mine was a tall man with a gut and blonde unruly hair.

Like most of my dreams that I've written here, the gas station we went to didn't look like an actual gas station. It appeared to be more of a futuristic punk gas station.

Truthfully it looked like we were living in cyberpunk. Me and my mom had gone there to get snacks for something and I had seen him there.

My mom and I grabbed our snacks really quickly and went up to the cashier where my friend Hunter was working. I told him hey, he said hey back but then I realized that we forgot to grab something so I went back to grab it and that was when I caught him staring at me from behind the bags of chips.

He said hi and I tried to look away from him but I said hi back because I didn't want to be rude but then he came from behind the chip's and grabbed my hand. I screamed and told him to let me go but he just stared into my eyes and told me that I looked so pretty and smelled so nice.

I managed to push him off of me and ran back up to the cashier. He had followed me up there and he looked angry. I looked at Hunter and asked him if he could do something but the guy gave him an angry look and Hunter said that he was sorry because he couldn't.

I could tell that he was afraid of this guy too and I couldn't blame him. I could not take it any longer though I looked right at this guy and asked him what the hell his problem was, he just looked at me with confusion. I started cursing at him as if I had become some crazy person and he seemed surprised.

My mom looked at me and had told me that people were staring but I told her to let them. I looked at the stalker and I said that he ought to stop being some nasty pervert who stalks young girls and is a bully to those who watch him prey and try to stop him. That was where my dream ended but I hope to assume that never happened again. 

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The halls were large. The school was huge.

My friends were always sitting in this room that was fairly small but seemed big because there were no doors. It was the small cafe at our school because I'm pretty sure there was a bigger one.

This was our school but it was not an average school and it felt like high school but it almost looked like a college campus. Still it was more of a maze because you always had a chance of getting lost while heading to class.

When it comes to classes you do have to show up and on time but if you wanted to you could just walk out of the room whenever you wanted to and go do something else.

Me and my friends did that all of the time yet we still had the best grades of the school. Which is definitely strange too considering we were always leaving class. Like I said though it was not the most normal school.

One day I was frightened because I couldn't find my class and was worried about being late so I was frantic and asking around. Another thing is that oddly enough my friends and I had the exact same classes. So we were frantic together.

Eventually after what seemed like forever we finally made it to our English class which was actually the one class we always stayed for. Unfortunately we were late and that meant we had detention.

Trust me I know, for a school that seems laid back that's definitely a very strict thing to do for just being late to class. Typically the punishment would be that we couldn't leave class when we wanted but the teacher knew that we never left this class so we got detention.

Which is just great although I think I'd much rather have detention than have to stay in a class that I hate like math because if math is your favorite class then you're even more strange than this school, no offense.

Well what do you know, the teacher directed us to detention and it's in the small cafe. So of course we sat at our table and talked the whole time because the one thing you couldn't use in detention was any phones. Which is fine I guess because we had gossip to hold us over.

Like how Kylie is cheating on Anthony with Marcus but neither of them knows she has another boyfriend. It turns out Eric Marsh is gay and wants to ask Devin out.

We shared all of the good stuff, squeezed every ounce of gossip and drama of the school from our bodies till we were empty and dry, there just was nothing more to share, no more tea to sip on and prevent our dehydration. Unfortunately that is when I woke up because someone started knocking on my door so that's the end of that. 

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Unfortunately I can't tell you much in this one because it had started a bit before my alarm went off and woke me up. I'm still going to tell you of course.

As I'm sure you know Ursula is the antagonist or bad guy in the story of the little mermaid but this time Ariel was not in this story to stop her. Luckily Sebastian and Flounder were and they were both terrified.

Ursula was standing in her lair with her eels by her side and they were holding onto the king's triton. Ursula asked for them to pass it to her but they said that they wanted to use it this time. She looked at them with an evil grin and laughed as she took it from them and smacked them on their heads with it.

Sebastian and Flounder noticed what was happening at the edge of her lair, watching her ever so closely as to see what she was going to do with it. Ursula's eels Flotsam and Jetsam were tightly curled with fear in the corner of the room, fear of what Ursula might do to them. They were used to getting bonked on the head by her but had agreed that they were tired of it.

Sebastian and Flounder stepped in her lair but noticed that she was growing bigger and bigger so much so that Flotsam and Jetsam scurried out of the corner they were hiding in so as to not be squished. They got out and when they saw Sebastian and Flounder they both asked in unison, can we go with you.

Sebastian and Flounder give each other a crazy yet questioning look. Would it even be a good idea to take a witch's pets with us?

They continued to ask more and more questions with their eyes but they had to do it quickly before the lair blew up from Ursula.

Then they wondered no more because my alarm went off and the dreamish thing had ended. Well I must say, it would've been better if Ariel was in it but I've never had a dream involving a Disney princess.

So it was still quite interesting especially since the only characters that survived the first movie were Sebastian the crab and Flounder the fish but oh well it is nothing more than a dream. 

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Oddly enough I don't quite remember how this one started but I remember everything else, I can still view it in my mind thank goodness. This took place at a high school that I went to that kind of looked like the one I went to, my middle school Brookpark, and like the old Richard Avenue elementary school all combined.

I had a few friends there in which I actually am friends with in real life like my best friend Lanie and someone who's face I can't remember but they mentioned a girl named Skyler, in whom I had also known. There was one other person there who I had actually known but didn't really communicate with at all.

I'm pretty sure I remember having a crush on him at some point in my life. His name was Riley in real life but in this dream his name was Ayden and I know why but I'm not going to share that with the class today.

In the beginning of this Ayden and I weren't quite friends yet. At our school there was a new teacher and he had an extremely short temper. So much so that all of his classes thought he was hired straight from prison. Which I would've believed because I was in one of his classes although he was a bit plump.

Luckily Ayden was in this class. Unfortunately, this class was at the end of the day so I would have to see this teacher's face right before I leave. I think his name was Mr. Grumples, which is the perfect fit for someone like him. He was such a mean teacher that no kid talked back or misbehaved, but like every teacher he had a favorite student, Rebecca Fletcher.

Gosh she was annoying. An annoying suck up. This isn't about her though. I remember one day I was walking to class with one of my friends and she mentioned how Skyler hadn't told her about something for a class they were in. I can't remember what, not that it matters because if this were real I probably still would've forgotten. During class I had to use the restroom and surprisingly the teacher allowed me to go, but he told me to take my things because I was needed in the office. So I grabbed my stuff and went to the restroom. I then walked down to the office, and was handed several papers that had stuff about a dance written on it. I guess that means I'm in the student council or something.

Anyway I started to walk back to class but I saw Ayden running towards me and he told me to run. I slipped the papers in my backpack and noticed Mr. Grumbles coming this way. Out of fear for what might've happened I ran like Ayden had told me. As I was running I started to wonder where he had gone, next thing I know I'm pulled into an empty classroom. It was Ayden and he was shushing me. I told him to not shush me, after all I didn't cause any trouble.

He peeked out of the classroom and turned the lights off. Mr. Grumbles came around the corner and saw us before the lights went out. He ran towards the door and tried to smash it in. He couldn't though because it's really thick metal. Ayden was trying to think of what to do and we both just started grabbing things to block the door. We were just sitting there for a while and got tired of the silence so I started a conversation by asking him what he had done. He told me that he put exploding chalk bombs on Mr. Grumbles desk.

I punched him in the arm and asked what the heck was wrong with him. He told me that it hurt when I punched him but I didn't care because now we were stuck in this classroom until the bell rang and we could go home. We continued to talk though and he appeared to be a pretty decent person and that's when it happened.

He started flirting with me in a not so obvious way but I knew what he was doing. I couldn't stop blushing and he knew it. I figured I would do it too but then the bell rang and when we looked outside the room Mr. Grumbles was gone so we walked out really quickly and hid in the crowd but then he saw us as he walked out of his room. We walked even quicker. My friend Lanie saw me and said hi so I told her hey, have you met Ayden and winked. Before she could answer though I was gone. Ayden and I had made it outside. I noticed that he was walking home and offered him a ride. He said he was fine but I pushed him into the car. My grandma was picking me up today and when we got in the car Nasty by Ariana Grande was playing. Then we drove off to this amazing song. Well I think it's amazing at least.

Wow it's not often where I don't end this with "and that's when I woke up" before it ends although that was when I woke up. The strange thing is that Ayden is a real person, I had met him about a week ago. I had been wanting to be in a relationship. So when I finally turned eighteen my friends made me download Tinder and it's definitely an experience. Finally I must tell you that is the end of this chapter.

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I won't lie, I don't remember everything from this one but that's why I started to write this as soon as I got up.

Plus it was a really strange dream so I wasn't all that sure what to call it at first but as I'm sure you can see I've come up with a name. It was a Friday and my friends and I were sitting on the bus coming back from a senior trip.  My friend Lanie was talking about how excited she was about our sleepover tonight.

We were talking with our friends Abby and Hunter the rest of the way back which is actually pretty strange because our friend Hunter is only going to be a Junior but that's beside the point.

Finally we arrived back at the school. It was the end of the day so I grabbed all of my things and went to Lanie's locker to ask her if she was ready to go. She had a whole other bag in her hand for tonight. Then we left and unfortunately we had to walk to my house. I guess I'm at my dad's house for this one. It was weird though because when we got there it didn't look much like his house on the inside.

More importantly my dad wasn't even there, it was just my stepmom Meghan, my little sister Emma, and brother Fergus. I was so confused. Some of this skipped because not long after we arrived it seemed as if it was already dark outside, time had flown by so quickly.

Anyway at some point I couldn't find Lanie so I tried to look for her but I found Fergus playing with his plastic Tsum Tsum's in the living room and decided to join him. He stopped playing after a while and left, soon after I walked into the kitchen.

Not long after I heard the front door open and two people entered the kitchen, it was Lanie and Meghan. Only Meghan looked like my mom's Hispanic friend Heidi and she had a Latin accent. I became more confused but I walked over to Lanie who had grocery bags in her hands.

I helped her out but I had asked her, you went to the grocery store with her, and then really quietly I asked her how that went because Meghan was still in the kitchen. She gave me a face telling me that it wasn't all that great and she said ehh.

Meghan told me to get the chili out of the fridge so she could heat it up in the microwave. I grabbed it and handed it to her over the kitchen island. She popped it in the microwave and set it for thirty seconds and when she pulled it out she told me to start eating. I scooped some up and took a bite but damn it was way too cold still and I typically heat mine up for too long and let it cool down. I walked to the microwave, put my chili in and started it.

I walked away and yet again woke up from my dream. Also I know this one may be extremely boring, at least that's what I thought but maybe that's why I woke up. Typically it's because of my alarm but surprisingly I woke up before it went off this morning.

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Well it's been a while since I've had any dreams that I can remember at least but here I am with another one. This one in particular was very interesting. This dream had one of my favorite people in it, Bryan Dechart which I can only assume is because I've been watching a bunch of his YouTube videos and had recently become obsessed with Detroit: become human.

Also don't judge me for loving the game, it just looks so amazing and the acting is fantastic. Anyway, moving on. A bunch of my friends and I were having a picnic at the park and some of us brought games to play while we were there. It just so happened to be Bryan's birthday and my friend Andrew's as well but he wasn't there.

I find it strange that he was in my dream because I haven't seen him since middle school and I'm about to start college in a week. So we were all in the park eating sandwiches, drinking fizzy juices, and talking and for some reason we were oddly close to the street but oh well I guess we weren't worried.  We just continued on with having fun and enjoying the picnic. Eventually we brought the games out and I didn't win any of course not very many of us did win any games. Eventually we were getting ready to play the game I brought when everyone started to talk about the murders going on around town.

Suddenly Andrew rode past us in his car backwards and yelled something as he was turning it around in the middle of the street. That was random.  As they were talking I opened up the box of the game I brought and when I pulled out the cards with the victims names on it because of course I brought a game that was somewhat like clue and now my friends were talking about murders going on. When I saw one of the names of the victims though I became horrified, it had Lanie Alexander on it.  I wanted to tell my friends but I wasn't sure how to tell them about something like this. I was planning on letting them talk for a bit longer but Bryan noticed the look on my face  and asked what was up.

I looked up horrified. I showed them the card. Lanie said that it was probably just a coincidence. I told her that it's not just a coincidence that everyone here has their name on one of these cards. We all became silent and pale faced. Everyone had horrified looks on their faces and looked really uncomfortable all of a sudden. Bryan then looked over and asked how he was going to die so I looked through the cards and I couldn't find his name. I realized that his wasn't in there because he wasn't a teenager but the rest of us were. I had told him that he wasn't on there but I had found my card. I eventually handed everyone their own cards. The psychopath going around town killing people had mainly been killing teenagers and based off of how gruesome his kills could be was how much he thought you deserved to die. After reading those cards we all knew we were next. Well that was suspenseful, it gave me chills at least. Ok not really but if this were real I definitely would be scared to death. As you all know that was when I woke up and unfortunately I woke up before my alarm went off again. I guess I shouldn't be complaining though because I had twenty minutes of sleep left and had I slept those last twenty minutes I probably wouldn't have remembered as much as I did.

So thank you mind for letting me wake up earlier so I could write this. You know I'm really glad I do this though. Writing can be so much fun when you get to decide what goes on the page. That's why creative writing at school was my favorite thing to do. Even telling the stories of my past was fun because I could tell it in my own way and use my own words. Even though I don't get to exactly decide what to write for this because I'm writing about what happens in my dreams when I sleep I still get to choose the words and how it's told. The other thing about writing is that even if you're shy you can just write to tell people your stories and don't even have to talk if you're not comfortable with that. Anyway that's all I've got for you guys, read with you another time.

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Well it has certainly been quite a while since I've even had a dream, at least one that I can remember but luckily it wasn't in the middle of the night. Like always I had to start writing it before I forgot it. I'm sure it's obvious but it's October and of course my dream was a little frightening but not to where I would call it a nightmare, although some of you may disagree with me.

Onwards with the story, to be honest I'm not sure why I wrote that but oh well. From what I can remember my friends and I were sharing a house that was similar to the house from the haunted mansion, except the house was more like the one from the movie Casper.

It was a really nice house though I must admit. At the same time it creeped everyone out including my friends and I. When we first moved in the day was slow and nothing much other than unpacking went on. The second day strange things started to happen where we would all hear random sounds and we would occasionally hear what sounded like someone screaming from the other side of the house.

We were all  freaking out and of course one of my friends said that we should call the Ghostbusters. Of course we all looked over at him like the idiot that he was. He just smiled like he felt proud of what he said. We had cleaned the house and finally had everything unpacked by the third day when the most terrifying thing started happening. Lights everywhere were switching on and off, doors opening and closing, things were falling off shelves and tables then shattering to the floor. We were considering moving out but we weren't sure where to go and we had just moved in so we technically had to continue paying rent until our first year was up.

We had decided to stay but we were soon going to regret that. A few weeks had passed and no paranormal activity had gone on recently, things were going great. By the time the group had been living in this house for 8 weeks things got much worse than they had before, no one was able to sleep. I believe evil spirits were whispering in their ears at night hoping to cause sleep deprivation for them. They had succeeded, mission accomplished. The group of friends were so lost and confused. They decided that this was too much and decided to just pack their bags and leave.

On the thirty second day in that house they had decided to move out, their bags were packed and they were ready to get the hell out of there. They were all heading out the door but it wouldn't open, they tried everything to open that door but nothing happened. They were stuck there and when the door didn't open they panicked, they knew they were losing their sanity.

They had to get out.  They paired up into groups of two and checked the house for another way out. The only problem is that all sorts of things lurked around the house, things that should have never existed. The kind of things that you would see in horror films or nightmares. The groups had gone off and one by one they were getting picked off like flies. There was only one group left, it was me and  my friend Lanie. We were walking around when all of a sudden the lights went continuously on and off, we both screamed, but they stayed on after two minutes.

We were spooked but we continued on. I was a bit further ahead of Lanie but I knew she was right behind me because I could still hear her footsteps. Unfortunately, when I turned around to ask her something she was gone and there was only darkness behind me, now I was really panicking and terrified. I ran into the closest room which was a bathroom but I still felt quite uneasy. I was hiding in the bathtub and curled up in the fetal position alone and scared. Then it sounded like something was coming up from the Tub drain but I didn't seem to care much for some reason.

I guess I gave up and I realized that everyone was gone. I was going to die here by myself. The thing I heard in the drain went quiet really quickly. The door to the bathroom had popped open even though I had locked it. Suddenly it slammed open and I was floating with my feet above my head. I started to feel light headed. I floated outside the bathroom door when it slammed shut and I was dropped. I fell right on my head but got up and tried to run away. I probably got two steps before all of the lights went out and I had been taken.

That is where it ends and even if it didn't creep you out it's because you didn't see it the way I saw it, you couldn't see how everything looked. If you have a really good imagination then you might have but otherwise you probably don't understand the fear of what was seen. 

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I probably say this a lot but this one certainly was strange but that's simply because the guy who was in this dream seemed so familiar but truthfully my brain couldn't decide if he had brown or orange hair.

Now all I can imagine is my life becoming a Hallmark movie and I hate to be honest but I don't really like Hallmark movies. I find them to be predictable and sad for people like me, people who are single and have never really had someone to love like the people do in those movies.

Yeah I may have just told everyone I've been single my whole life and I may be 18 but honestly I don't care. If I did care I wouldn't have typed it out to share with all of you strangers. Anyway that's why I find Hallmark movies annoying plus you always know how they're going to end. It's always new beginnings, meet someone new who just moved to the area, friends probably get them together and they start hanging out and having fun together, they find out that they have feelings or maybe just one does, possibility of betrayal or one of them might already be with someone else, they leave each other to find out they love each other, they go to each other, declaration of their love, and happily ever after.

These movies never end with I hate you, anyway I'm rambling on. This might be annoying for you but of course this is yet another unfinished dream because my brain decided I didn't need to sleep anymore. Gee thanks brain I can always count on you. Guy I like moves to where I live but I'm pretty sure he likes me more. He starts talking to people to see if he can get my number.

Friend of mine notices he's cute and gives him my number. I get strange texts from a random person in the middle of the night(it's him) of course I'm kind of creeped out but I reply because I know I've done that before. Oddly enough his name is a mystery. He finally says hey at school after a few days and I look at him awkwardly and say hey back. He asks if we can meet up after school I say sure with no reassurance.

School day passes by and he wants to give me a ride but I don't want to leave my car so I just drove home. He calls me later that Friday night while I'm sitting on my bed doing homework. I get a message(it's from him) and he's asking if I want to go somewhere with him but I figure it's got to be better than doing homework so I go. He picks me up and drives to an amusement park. We ride every ride. He asks if I want to go home and I say no. He drives to Dave and Busters where we played games.

As we're leaving a group of popular kids are leaving too and it's Delcy, Rebecca, and my friend Katelyn. They all seemed mad at each other. Rebecca turns to Delcy and says fuck you. Katelyn grabs Delcy and pulls her aside to say why do you have to be like that, you're so a whiny stupid and then she yells BITCH. Nevermind I guess they're all mad at Delcy for some reason but hey I never liked her either.

They all walk away and leave. We're getting ready to leave but suddenly an ambulance parked behind us decides to leave with its lights blaring. Next thing I know his friends show up out of nowhere and they're saying dude you did not park correctly which was true, he was a bit out of the lines.

Well they're just gone like that. We finally get in the car and leave. I told you it would be unfinished, yeah I hate it too. I'd love it if I could finish all of my dreams before I woke up but alas I cannot. It's really unfortunate for me but now I must say goodbye and see you next time. Sorry, I felt awkward just typing that. 

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I have just woken up and since I had a dream I instantly started typing. I can't fully remember this but I'll type what I do. So many people looked familiar but only a few names were given. Those names were Butch, a character from the show Gotham only he was a lot younger; Lanie who is my real life best friend; and Carly, I didn't know her but she was one of the people whose names was brought up. Now even though the title gangster kids might make it seem like we all lived in the slums, we didn't. We actually lived in a decent area, in a decent neighborhood, and went to a really nice school.

To be honest our school kind of reminded me of where I went to high school from the outside but it was so much nicer inside.
Typically our days are fairly average, we wake up, go to school, and hang out together, of course that depends on whether either of us have practice after school. I always have some sort of martial arts or self defense class. On this particular day none of us had any practice so we were excited to just leave and go have fun. We didn't make any plans because first we're teenagers and second we never do. Today though we knew what we wanted to do.

We just drove for the hell of it. I had Lanie sitting next to me and a few other people in the back shouting out of the window. Lanie and I looked at each other and shook our heads.

She turned around and smiled at them but when they asked her if she wanted to try it she just said, "No not really, now if you wouldn't mind can you please shut the hell up."

They closed their windows and said, "Damn, why do you have to be so rude."

She replied with, "Why do you have to be so loud."

For the record we were following Butch as we drove. He started to get off of the highway we were on and once we were off he continued down the busy street we were on. We were getting suspicious of where he was going but we didn't bother to call him and ask. He pulled into a really shitty looking neighborhood where trash and dead rats covered the streets. We were all disgusted and the girl in the back, I'm just going to call her Stacy, she was gagging once she saw all of the rats. Butch said his dad had wanted him to do this and to be honest we were all shocked but at the same time not really.

Butch's dad looks like a killer but truthfully he was a really nice guy, he always stood up for those who were being mistreated and never swore in front of us when we came over and it's been like this ever since we were little kids. The one thing he always said was that when you had to do something it wasn't a job, it was a responsibility. He told Butch that when he wanted him to get his first job at 15, I knew this because I was helping him study that day.

Anyway we all got out of the car and I asked him, "What the hell are we doing here, Butch."

He didn't respond, he just asked if we had any switchblades or pocket knives like the ones he gave us for our birthdays when we were starting middle school. I didn't have the one he gave me anymore, believe it or not my little brother managed to break mine. My parents knew that I needed to be able to protect myself in public though so I had my own pocket knife and I always kept it on me, I am a girl after all. Funny to think that Butch gave all of the girls in our group pocket knives while all of the boys got switchblades. Apparently before school this morning Butch had told everyone in his car the plan for this afternoon. I should've said thanks for telling us the plan Butch but I don't think anyone wanted to be here.

We ended up walking to an old shaky house that looked like it was once painted yellow, but most of the paint had faded at this point and looked dingy. Butch knocked on the door, a boy had answered, he looked to be only 5 or 6. He asked about the kids dad and when he came to the door he looked pissed. Butch said something about a deal and the man walked away but when he came back he had a wad of cash. He handed it to Butch and slammed the door. We all walked away and went back to our cars.

We all just sat there for a moment wondering what the hell just happened and then I drove off. Butch had us stop at several more houses in that crappy neighborhood. I don't know why I didn't just drive away and go home but I must've been too afraid to try. By the end of night we were exhausted, thank God tomorrow is Friday, we figured we could have some fun. We got lucky because Butch didn't want to do that again. After school on Friday we got to go to a carnival and we rode all of the rides.

A few weeks passed and we all started to get used to the routine of helping Butch get the money that people owed his father. I eventually asked his girlfriend Carly why doesn't she tell him that she doesn't like all of this. I saw her look over at Butch,  who was busy with Jason kicking the shit out of someone in an alley because he didn't want to pay. She told me that his family has always been so good to her plus I knew that their parents were all best friends, she didn't want to ruin any relationships. I only did it because he paid us to help him. I felt bad for her. We still continued doing it and every time before we got to it he would say that we had a responsibility.

I got sick of it and left. I was still friends with them but I didn't want to beat people up anymore or see the pain in those people's faces. Soon after I gave up on it, so did Carly and Lanie. It made lunch very awkward as I'm sure you could imagine. Butch apologized to all of us and asked if we could help him with one last job. I don't know why but we agreed to it.

He told us that it would be the toughest job yet, he said that we would be going up against a crime boss. Now we were really questioning whether we still wanted to do it. It was Friday and the job was on Saturday which meant that we would miss the gala taking place in our school's gym. All day Saturday we trained in Butch's secret basement which we discovered he had just that day. It was now that I had realized all of those martial arts classes would pay off, even my ballet classes helped me with my high kicks, they just wouldn't be as elegant. After training we all went shopping, Butch said we would have to go to the gala because that's where he would be.

We weren't exactly sure who it was but we did know that we would all look awesome when we took him and his goons down. After all we were students at that school, there's no way we wouldn't blend in with everyone else. Let me tell you, when we walked in to the gala people definitely noticed us, I mean we did walk in as a big group. It was nice to see that Carly was happy walking in with Butch. Stacy and Jason, Lanie and her boyfriend Cameron, Emily and Brayden, the only two singles in our group were me and Giovanni. Gio and I have been best friends forever and I mean since we were born practically, even if he is a few months older than me. Our moms were best friends before we were born so it makes sense that we're best friends too.

Gio and I just decided to go and get a drink while our other friends were dancing together. Butch had told us that the man we were looking for was tall and hefty with pale skin. We were all keeping an eye out for him when someone walked onto the stage. People were clapping for this person. I noticed he had matched the description that Butch gave us but we couldn't just charge in because it would cause a lot of panic. Instead I told everyone over the comms that the man we were looking for was on stage.

Everyone looked and saw that it truly was him. Jason wanted to go in but Stacy made sure to stop him. We all headed to the back of the room to discuss the plan and then went back to acting normal. The man eventually got off the stage but luckily I knew the way back. Gio was with me.

The man just stood there and asked what we wanted, I replied by saying, "You actually."

He nudged towards us and his goons started to attack. Gio tossed one guy across the back of the stage while I pulled my knife out and started to kick and slash at them. I ended up cutting one of them right in the face, he returned by trying to punch me but I know how to dodge. I kicked him in the face and he was out cold, it probably hurt worse considering I was in heels. We got most of the goons but some had escaped. The big guy had tried to run off but we all rushed to our cars, Lanie was driving this time and I was the passenger.

Stacy and the boys were in the back as always. She drove and I opened my window to try and climb out so I could jump on their car. I missed it but I didn't fall to the ground, I was floating above it. Just hovering there, I was confused. I tried to move and then I just zoomed off, it was  exhilarating. Lanie saw me pass by so quickly and nearly passed out.

I caught up to the car and grabbed it. I pulled out my knife again and started to cut into the trunk so I could sneak in. It worked and I was in. I decided to not go in the car though because they would kill me. I sat there until we stopped and they got out of the car. My friends must have lost them because I didn't hear anything other than these guys talking. I messaged them and turned on my location so they could track me.

Eventually they found me and got me out of the trunk, thank goodness it was getting hot in there. We all looked around what I guess was their hideout. Some of the goons saw us but we were able to take them out. We finally had taken care of all his goons and found the guy's office. He had a gun in his hand and pointed it right at us, who was this guy? Once he got a good look at us he just laughed.

He was surprised to see that we were just a group of teenagers. He probably didn't think that we could take him down. He finished laughing and told us that we should've just gone home. Butch was the first one to make a move, he took his knife and tried to stab the guy but ended up being slapped into the wall. Jason grabbed him and wasn't going to let go. He tried to shake Jacob off of him but it wasn't working.

We all went towards him and after so much punching, kicking, attempted stabbing, Butch got a hold of his gun and shot him right in the heart. There was so much blood gushing out of him. We weren't sure what to do so we called the police, left a note, and went back to the gala. Since I had discovered I could fly I decided to fly back, of course when I tried to go higher I almost fell, it turns out the wind was what made me fly. We knew that after a job like that we couldn't continue with it. We all had returned to the school, of course knowing the wind makes me fly I raced and beat them back to the school.

We decided that from there on we should just live normal lives. We spent the rest of that night having fun with dancing and partying. The gala had finally ended and just as we were getting ready to leave, someone was waiting for us in the parking lot, they were standing in front of our cars. It was a tall lady with curled blonde hair. She told us that her agency was looking for people like us, I thought she going to hire us to be assassins for a second there. Next thing you know we've all graduated and now work for a spy agency.

You know what I lied in the beginning, I remembered more than I thought, a lot more. That must be one of the first dreams I've ever completed, wow. For the record Gio really was my best friend from birth, it's too bad we don't talk much anymore. I do miss being good friends with him, maybe I'll get to see him again someday.

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Wow it's been over a month since I've had a dream that I could remember or maybe I just haven't been able to dream. I guess I slept really well last night.

Well shit I started typing this and completely forgot to finish it but today is now 2/28/22. I think after I started to type this I got busy with something else, probably eating breakfast but I don't know. I can remember a few things though.

I know the birthday party was supposed to be taking place at my mom's friend's house, Evelina. It might've been Raul's birthday. Raul is the oldest of her three sons, next is Joshua, then Alleby. I probably spelled that so wrong. Well I asked Raul and I was indeed wrong, it's actually Aleiby. It's pronounced like it's spelled for any of you who are confused.

Anyway, I was at my mom's house and she happens to live around the block from Evelina so I just walked to their house as I typically would. The strange thing about when I got there though was that it looked like her house but her driveway was a dirt hill now. I saw kids climbing up the dirt hill and they just kept telling me that was how you got through to the backyard. I was very confused but I tried climbing up and eventually made it to the top.

When I got to their backyard there were a lot of kids running around and it didn't look like her backyard from what I could see. There was a porch swing on a concrete porch they didn't have. Plus there was a playground that I had never seen before. I had just gotten there when someone tossed me a goody bag.

I decided to sit on the porch swing and look to see what was inside of it. My friend Abner came over and sat down next to me. He asked what I had. I reached in and the first thing I grabbed was a little notebook. I can't remember what it said on it but my eyes lit and I perked up.

It must've said something I recognized or have been really important. I can't remember though. That was where it ended and I woke up. It wasn't much but it was a dream nonetheless.

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Two nights in a row, this typically doesn't happen.  For this dream I'm not exactly sure where we were at but we were in someone's basement.

The only people who showed up for this sleepover were my friends Abby, Lanie, and Shannon. I have no idea why but for some reason we all had pigtails in our hair. Sorry I don't think much happened in this one. All I can really remember is that Abby, Lanie, and Shannon were talking most of the time.

They would be walking to different areas of the basement and they must've been talking about something important each time because when I walked in and said something goofy they would shush then ignore me. This happened every time. I guess I'm just the type of person that doesn't like serious conversations, especially at sleepovers. It's not that they don't matter but they can just bother me when they get too serious.

They were even talking about something in the laundry room. Lanie was leaning up against the dryer when I rushed in all enthusiastically. Of course I was shushed and ignored. All of a sudden they ended their conversation and walked into the main part of the basement.

Shannon had tried to challenge me to something and walked behind the TV in the corner. I told her that I had a four year old younger brother and if I could handle him I could handle her. At that moment I thought of my sister Gabriela and when I looked at Shannon. I saw my sister. I don't why I saw my sister when I looked at Shannon, my sister had dark hair and a completely different personality while Shannon had blonde hair.

Maybe the pigtails reminded me of her. Although my sister looks nothing like Shannon I knew I saw her. Seeing a vision of my sister made me cry because I knew I missed her. Lanie saw me crying and rushed over to comfort me. The crazy thing is that when I woke up I did have tears in my eyes. I kind of woke up very suddenly after that part. Also I should probably mention that my sister is not dead, she just lives in Florida with her dad and I haven't been able to see her in a few years.

I really do miss her though. The last time I saw her she was eleven and this June she's going to be turning fifteen. I guess I'll see you next time or I guess that you'll be hearing from me next time. 

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This "dream" was more like a nightmare. The building looked like the bath house from spirited away only it was darker and in a big city.

The people who ran this place were terrible. One thing I remember thinking was how she used to live in a nice house before she moved to the city.

She lived there with her family. They were all really big even back then, so big that they could only get around the house by rolling themselves.

To be honest I don't remember all that much what anyone looked like at all and it was like no one had a name because they were not brought up.

I just remember their chubby bodies on the floor. This is what I get for watching a scary movie right before bed.