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But, I Love You

Summary:

A Kim Taehyung Story

Rewritten

Possible trigger warnings ⚠️

Miscarriage, angst, guilt, signs of depression, survivors guilt.

This one goss out to a special person in my life. Love you and admire your strength and valor. 💜

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~ But I Love You ~

Chapter 1

🔞Warning🔞
Proceed with caution.
Strong emotional/psychological content.May trigger

Lana woke up panting, sweating, agitated to say the least. If only it been from a wet dream. At this point those were far and few in between. She barely slept and when she did she had nightmares. Walking around her apartment she tried to clear her head. Scrolling through her phone it rang. A half smile appeared on her lips.

- Hey baby Berry. What are you doing up, it's late... Her boyfriend Taehyung spoke in a low sweet yet seductive tone.

- I could ask you the same thing Sir, it's 3am. I woke up from a dream couldn't sleep. Lana replied her voice almost a whisper.

- I suddenly woke up thinking about you. Even felt you were here with me. Guess I miss you that much. He said flashing you his boyish boxy smile through the screen. Scratching the back of his head he asked.

~ Were you dreaming about me, baby? Tae asked with a smirk.

- Sorta. She said looking away from the screen so he couldn't see the expression on her face, the sadness in her eyes. But he had noticed a few weeks ago that the light in her eyes had gone dim.

- Are you ok babe? Really? You know you can tell me anything right... I'm here for you. Tae's expression went so sexy to concerned.

- I'm ok really, love. Don't worry.

She tried to smile. But could she tell him really. How would she even go about it. It was eating her from the inside out. But she wasn't going to go there now. He was on tour. And she was not going to be the one to make him loose focus. It would have to wait. It was not a conversation to be had over the phone. Lala fought back the tears. She needed him, she needed him to tell her it would be ok. That you would get through this together.

- Berry, I have great news please tell me you don't have plans this weekend.

- I don't, why? Do you have something up your sleeve, daddy? This time she smiled mischeviously pushing the intrusive thoughts aside.

- We are getting a break and I'm coming to see you. I arrive Thursday night. I hope that's ok, baby.

- That's more than ok, my love. That sounds great, baby. I've missed you so much. I'll cook for us.

- I'll bring our favorite wine. And our favorite dessert. His deliciously devilish smirk reappearing.

- Mmm, chocolate covered strawberries. Yumm. Though she hid it pretty well Taehyung knew her better. He could see it in her eyes and thought "Ok, she's definitely acting weird something is up" - Berry, are you sure you're ok?

- Yes, daddy, I'm sure. Anyways I gotta get to sleep. She yawned actually feeling tired but more of the weight of a heavy heart.

- Right, work. Ok, I love you, Berry. I'll see you soon.

- I love u too, Tae Daddy. Can't wait, see you soon, love. (End call) After hanging up with her boyfriend Lana sank back in her bed. The feeling of sadness, loss and failure returning to her like crashing waves. Making her cry as loud as she could into her pillow until she fell asleep.

Lana and Taehyung had been dating for 2 years now. Though most of it had been via text, calls and video chats. He always made sure to make time for her. Even when he ended up falling asleep on most video chats at night. Which she thought was so sweet. The next morning, Monday, her best friend Mel showed up at her place early to accompany her to her doctor's appointment. Used her key to let herself in.

- Lana, sis... She called out. - Are you ready? I got starbucks.

- Ready. Coming... she said walking out of her room.

- La, ohh!!! Did you spend all night crying again, sis. Oh, love!!! She said as she hugged her friend tight. - Babes, you gotta tell him! He's gonna find out eventually.

- How do I, Mel? It breaks my heart everytime I think about it. La began to sniffle again.

- Breath, sis, breath. Mel hugged her best friend. - Let's go or you'll be late. Getting her keys and purse the two women left. Mel had been her best friend for a long time and she'd been there through it all. When she meet Taehyung. When she fell head overheels for him. When her period was late after his last trip. When she took not one but 3 at home tests and a blood one at the lab to confirm. Even when she went for her first sonogram.

At the doctors office she couldn't help but feel full of shame and failure, betrayed by her own body. The tears started to build up again. She was there for the follow up check up after she miscarried that fateful night. She wanted to tell Tae in person but since she didn't know when he would be able to visit she and Mel decided to make him a video. Video that she would show him over video call. After Lana and her best friend had finished the video she got really bad cramps. Right away you started bleeding. Mel rushed her to the hospital. Tae called as scheduled but it was Mel that picked up as the doctors worked on Lana. She didn't say anything. Thought it wasn't her place. Just that Lana couldn't come to the phone because she got food poisoning from some new place they had ordered from. At the appointment the doctor wanted to make sure that Lana was ok physically at least. She had lost the baby, Taehyungs baby. And she could not feel worse about it.

Eventually Thursday came around. Lala tried her best to put the thoughts aside and focus on her boyfriends arrival. She
put on some music and started cooking. Almost as soon after the food was done the front door opened. It was Taehyung. Fuck had she missed him and he missed her. It had become a routine for them, he would walk through the door and she would run and jump on him. Wrapping her legs and arms around him and kissed till they were out of breath. Every encounter more passionate than the last. He started to take her clothes off.

- Babe, the food... it's ready it will get cold.

- We can warm it up after. He said as the devoured her lips almost making her forget everything. Sitting them both on the couch. She broke free from the kiss.

- Taehyung, I need to tell you something. Oh fuck! He thought. Is she gonna break up with me... Seeing her face he tried hard to read her but it was impossible.
- Berry, what is it you're scaring me. He was indeed worried.

- I'll just show you. She reaponded unable to utter the words. She looked for the dvd Mel had helped her make and played it for him. Consumed by her own grief, a little too late realizing the cruelty of her way. Seeing his reaction was the breaking point for her. He got soo happy. Started jumping up and down crying tears of joy.

- Berry, don't play with me really??? Holly crap you're, you're... Noo fucking way!!! He grabbed his phone to call his brother's and she stopped him.

- No,Tae. Don't. Lana sighed deeply head down unable to meet his gaze. Tears pooling at the corner of her eyes jisr waiting for the signal to begin spilling.

- But why? Can't the guys know? Why, Berry... he pouted. That's when she dropped to her knees and started crying.

- Baby Berry. what's wrong? I'm not mad I'm happy. I'm going to be an appa!!!

- No, Taehyung you're not. She said sobbing at this point. Tae's expression changed.

- I don't understand, Berry? Did something happend? Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant? Frantically Taehyung searched her face for answers he could not find.

- The night I made the video with Mel, I - I miscarried. I lost the baby, Tae, I LOST THE FUCKING BABY!!! She screamed. It was the first time she had actually said it outloud. All this time feeling like being underwater. Trying to scream drowining in her own anguish. Tae sat there not knowing what to feel or think. All Lana could do was crawl into fetal position on the rug and cry her eyes out. Suddenly he snapped, looking at her he sat her up and yelled back.

- We, Lana... "WE LOST OUR FUCKING BABY" he said craying holding her tight.

- But I failed you, Tae. I failed our baby. Why would you want anything to do with me now. Taehyung looked at her in disbelief, but some how understanding her pain.

- But... but I love you, baby. Why would this be the end for us. Why didn't you tell me? I could've been there for you. He kissed her forehead pressing her even tighter against his chest.

- I didn't want to distract you from your tour. Lana's voice came out muffled as she buried her face deeper in the fabric of Taehyungs shirt and into his chest.

- Fuck the tour. I don't care what I'm doing, where I'm at from now on we go through shit together ok. She just sighed and hugged him tight burying her face in his chest and cried.

- It's ok baby, cry. I'm here. He passed his hand over her head. - Baby, it's ok. We can try again. Not that we were. He chuckled.

- But what if it happends again or I can't get pregnant again... Just the thought of it happening again or not being able to achieve a pregnancy horrified her.

- Berry, don't worry. Let's focus on the right now ok. We will take whatever the universe throws at us, together. He said pulling out an engagement ring out of his pocket and placing it on your finger. - Stand up babe please so I can do this right. La stood up drying up her tears.

He got on one knee. - Oh my God, Kim Taehyung. I've ruined this too. Her eyes tearing up again.

- Noo baby, noo you haven't. Please let me do this. Taking her hand he said.

- I know it's alot. I'm alot. Life with me is not easy but will you do it with me. Life. Lala, will you marry me?

With tears in her eyes and her heart about to burst she said.

- Kim Taehyung, Yes, Yes, I will do life with you. I will marry you. Tar got up cupped her face and kissed her. A sweet, loving kiss that soon turned deep, heated and passionate. He ran his hands all the way to hrr waist pulling her even closer. Taking in a deep breath while letting out a deep sigh. Almost trembling at her touch. Forehead resting on hers, not opening his eyes. Taehyung spoke in a whisper. - Baby Berry, I don't want to be insensitive. But I have to ask. Are you ok for me? I'm dying to make love to you. But if it's too soon I understand.

Lana smiled softly giggling. ~ I'm ok, Daddy. I just had my second follow up. We just have to be gentle ok. You think you can you do that for me, Tae Daddy. La smirked knowing very well how he could get when in the heat of the moment. Breathing in he looked into her eyes. And with his deep husky voice said.

- Anything for my future wife. Taehyung picked her up and carried her bridal style to her bedroom. Kissing her passionately. He laid her down gently on the bed. Quickly breaking the kiss to take off his shirt and light some candles she had in her room from his last visit. He also set both their favorite playlist. Tae returned to the love of his life hoovering over her. Gently caressing her cheek. La leaned into his touch grabbing his hand bringing it over her nose and mouth breathing deep inhaling his scent, kissing it.

- God I missed you. Her eyes watering again.

- Ah, ah, ah no more tears Berry, ok. I'm here. I'm so sorry you went through all that alone. Well, not alone but I mean without me. He said laying next to her. Planting sweet soft kisses all over her face untill he reached her lips. Teasing he softly brushed her lips with his. Tugging on her bottom edge then licking them both asking for entrance into her hot hallow. Permission she gladly granted having ever ao badly missed her lovers kiss. Once in he did not fight for dominance this time. Taehyung more like embraced her soft muscle with his ensuing a sinful danced. Meanwhile running his fingers through her hair.

~ Baby...?

~Yes, love? Both lovers spoke between soft moans.

~ I love you. I want to able to do this every day. Lana giggled.

~ What, you're going to stuff me in your suitcase and take me on tour with you? She smiled watching his facial features change as he created a mental picture in his head.

~ Not a bad idea. Now that you put it like that. The two laughed.

- I love you Tae Daddy. Positioning himself hoovering over her again he took off the oversized hoodie of his shw wore that he'd left behind.

- I love you more, Baby Berry. Mmm. These are new. He said hungrily eyeing her new laced bra.

- Got it for you, Tae Daddy. Does Daddy like?

- Mmm, Daddy loves. You sure know how to drive daddy crazy! He kissed along her jaw line, down her neck, her collarbone and her chest. As he traced the outline of her bra with his fingertips, causing her a myor case of goosebumps. Tae sneaked one hand behind her back to undo her bra, releasing her soft mounds that he soo loved. Caressing one while he suckled on the other. Drawing circles with his tongue around hrr nipple, softly bitting.
other breast.

With one hand he relieved her of her shorts. Ghosting his fingertips lightly over the material. - Fuck, Berry more lace. Are you trying to kill me? He smirked. Taking a deep breath he kissed between her bossom and along her stomach. His breaths becoming labored. La knew he was in physical pain from the restraint he was enduring, trying to hold back from tearing her apart like he usually did after being away from her. So she decided to flip the script on him.

Wiggling out from under him La turned him over straddling him. Tae just smirked and kissed her. ~ But Berry...

- I know you're in pain Daddy let me take care of you.

- But I'm supposed to be doing that. He tried to protest but she wasn't having it.

~ Tae Daddy ypu always do, let me. La helped him take off his sweats and boxer briefs. His fully erect massive beast springing free.

~ Mmm, daddy is needy for his Baby Berry! She teased as she leaned down to kiss him deep and long. Slidding her panties to the side she took his member in her hand ss best she could placing it at the center of her dripping aching core. Sinking down over him caused them both to moan loudly ln contac. Tae arched his back beautifully of her bed.

Throwing his head back into the pillow he growled deep and low. Placing both hands on her hips he let his Berry adjust to his incredible size once again. Concerned he might injure her he barely dared to move. ~ You can move baby. I'm not made of glass. She giggled.~ But what if I hurt you, Berry...
~ You just have to try and be gentle, daddy. Ok...Mmm.

As if holding his breath Taehyung bit his lower lip and nodded his head. La started to slowly rock her hips back and fourth. Trying her best as well to control her own urges. Leaning forward in the search for further friction without too much effort. This way caused her to also feel him much deeper inside of her.

~ Ffuuuuuck, Berry. Ngghh. Holy fuck. Just like t- that d- dont s- stop. He said hissing and growling. Lana let out soft moans that were easily drowned out by his letting him steal the show. He needed this. She needed this. Observing the changes on her mans ethereal face she lifted herself just a bit then dipped back down low. Simultaneously doing a quick whip of her hips which sent him into overdrive.

- Holy fuck, baby if you keep doing that I'm gonna cum. Tae said between hard breaths and moans.~ Mmm... then cum. Cum for me Tae Daddy. Flipping them both over Tae tried his best to control the force of his thrusts. Grunting and growling through every movement. Resting some of his body weight on her while they shared a desperate kiss La spread her legs a little more to give him better access so easier manuver. He lifted one of her legs before thrusting again.

~ Are you ready, Berry...

- I'm ready, Daddy.... Tae and La exchanced glances of glossy eyes and a fucked out look on both thier faces. With just a few more deep and deliberate thrusts deep inside hitting her sweet spot, in unison both reached reached an epic and long awaited orgasm. Just when Tae was about to pull out as they both rode out their highs La held him close and kissed him deep.

~ Not yet, Daddy... let's stay like this for a little bit. I miss feeling you inside me. - I miss being inside you, Baby Berry. Feels so good and warm. Taehyung ran his fingers through La's hair as they looking into each others eyes, while in each others arms.

- When is your next period supposed to be, baby? Tae asked smiling.

He held her tight and kissed her forehead. - Hhmm... Practicing for a baby. I'm going to love making love to you even more now, Berry. I love you so much, baby Berry. She giggled momentarily having forgotten about the whole ordeal. Basking in the postcoital glow of his loving. La let Tae's warmth and love for her consume her. - I love you too, Tae Daddy. Both remained in each other's loving embrace untill they drifted off to sleep.

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~ But I Love You ~

Chapter 2

🔞Warning🔞
Strong emotional and sexual content

The next few days were pure bliss. It felt exactly like being in the honey moon phase. Taehyung did not want it to end. And neither did Lala. In truth the tour was over. Tae would be going back to Korea to wrap up a few things, then maybe take a vacation. Which he had now decided could wait.

On Sunday he called his manager and explained the situation, hence requesting some time off. Seeing her cute pout thinking he would leave the next day as originally scheduled. - Come here baby Berry sit with me. He said pointing to his lap. He showed her pictures of Caribbean beaches on his phone. - Don't these places look amazing, Berry.

~ Wow, Tae Daddy these beaches all look beautiful.

~ Let's go. He retorted with determination.

~ Kim Taehyung, what. Go??? Just like that...? La's eyes widen in surprise.

~ Let's go on vacation.

~ On vacation. Just like that?

~ Yeah why not. We both need it.
~ What about my work.

~ Talk to your boss. Im sure she'll understand. I'll talk to her if i have to. Baby you need this. He lovingly insisted.

- You're serious aren't you...

- You know I will. Is she Army? He asked. La giggled. ~ She is isn't she? Don't tell me. I'm her bias aren't I? He said with that cocky smirk of his. This time she laughed out loud, even snorted.

~ Full of yourself much, ha Mr. Kim. Softly she pecked his lips while brushing his soft thick locks away from his face only to have it bounce right back. Seeing her naughty smile only made his smirk grow even wider. Giggling she responded.

- Yes you are. Mr. I'm all that and then some are. This time straddling him she kissing him deep.

- I'll accompany you to talk to her, baby. - No babe, that's not necessary. I'll talk to her. - Is my Baby Berry jealous. He smiled teasing. Lana laughed as she placed a soft playful kiss on her lovers lips. - Baby, a video call will suffice and maybe throw in an autograph. Still you think a vacation is a good idea... What if people see.

Lana genuinely worried. They had never been out in the open before. - So what if they see. We are engaged now. Eventually we will get married and people will know. Taehyung scanned her beautiful features with his loving eyes as he took one strand of hair and tucked it behind her ear. - Fair point. She agreed. He looked at her with a shine in his eyes, seeing her smile. Some of thar brighness back in her eyes once again made him so happy. Grabbing a tight hold of her he stood up from the couch. Making her yelp slightly.

- Now let's go keep practicing making that baby.

~ Kim Taehyung, you are too much. But I wouldn't have it any other way. The two lovers kissed loving and passionately.

Laying down on her bed. He took off her shirt while she took off his hoodie. Hovering over her she pulled him in for a steamy kiss, running her fingers through his hair. Scratching the back of his head with her long nails, the back of his neck and all through the middle of his back. Knowing it drove him wild. Tae let out a low growl.

~ Fuck, baby you really know how to make me crazy. I love it. Lana kissed him with a mischievous smile. - Daddy...
- Yes, baby. Tae let out a salacious moan.

- I love you. But will you quit stalling and fuck me already. With the most unholy grin he responded. - Mmm, I love when you get bossy on me, baby. He finished taking off her shorts, then his and tossed bith pairs to the side. She placed one hand around his neck and stretched her other arm ghosting her fingers tips down his chest and over his abs. All the way to his harden member taking it and stroking gently tly, making him moan as he kissed her harder, deeper. Taehyung shuddered as he felt himseld dissapear in her depths.

- Oohh, fuck Berry... mmgghhmm...

Arching her back Lana molded perfectly to his body. Throwing her head back giving him room to love plenty on her neck. Licking right over her adams apple. With his elbows resting on her sides he ran his fingers through her hair. While kissing her he moaned into her mouth, simultaneously pumping in and out of her with semi gentle thrusts.

Her legs wrapped around his waist tight, helping him move deeper in her. Lanas bedroom filled with both their moans along with his grunts and growls mixing into a perfect harmony. The way he kissed her, touched her, the way he made love to her at the same time full of desire and lust.

Bucking her hips towards him sent him over the edge.~ Fuck babe, ahhh. Im close! Mmmhhmm. Taehyung breathed deep in through his nose. His countenance changing into the mosr beautiful blissful expressions. ~ Cum for me, daddy. Mmm.. please. Lana taunted him with that slight sexy pout if hers that he loved. Tae growled bitting her bottom lip and picked up the pace.~ Cum with me baby Berry. Cum for Daddy! FUUUCCKKK.

~ Holy ffuucckk, Tae Daddy!!! She dug her nails onto fhe skin of his back. Kissing him hard and deep they orgamsed in unison. She felt his warm seed fill her up. He smiled onto her kiss as he felt her warm juices drown his throbbing cock.

Noticing how tightly she was still holding on he chuckled deep.~ Damn, Berry If all this cum doesn't get you pregnant again, shit. Making both of them laugh. After pulling out of her Tae pulled the sheets over them both. He embraced her tight while she lay on his chest. ~Taehyun, I'm sorry. Lana blurtled out quietly. ~ Sorry for what, baby Berry. Tae sat up. ~ For the way I broke the news to you. I was wrong. I felt so horrible about myself I didn't stop to think about you. I should've spoken to you from the begining. Told you what was happening.

Lana looked down as tears stream down her cheeks yet again. - I forgive you, my love. Honestly it did hurt me, yes. You know how badly I want children. I wished you would've just talk to me about it. I'm m here for you, no matter what. But I already forgave you. I cant even biggin to imagine what you have been going through. It kills me I wasnt there for you.

- I'm sorry, Taehyung. - I forgive you, Berry! He said kissing her forehead repeatedly. He held hwr even closer. Taking a deep breath, she held on even tighter and just sobbed into his chest. He could feel her pain making his heart ache. With every deep breath he took she could feel his as well. Thua only intensified her will to cry. It seemed to double, triple her emltions. Lana cried even harder than the night she told Taehyung about everything. Unconsolable. He began to worry as he couldn't seem to calm her down no matter what he said.

~ Baby, it's ok I forgive you. He said crying seeing the pain in her eyes. He could feel her heart broking all over again. All he could think of was calling Mel, but remember she was nowhere near. Knowing Lana would be busy with Tae she mad plans of her own with her new boy toy yet to be determined babe... She had told Lana she'd made reservations somewhere far and Taehyng knew it would take hours to get there. Going out of his mind he turned to his phone again. Aish! She's going to kill me he thought but saw no other option.

At this point Lana was shaking like a leaf on the bed.
Saying over and over again. - I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Crou hdd over in a fetal position. Tae pressed on the contact he had looked up. Waiting nervously while the phone rang on the other end. Pacing infront of the bed, watching helplessly. Finally the other line picked up.

- Taehyung love isn't it late where you are at? Is everything ok, dear? Trying to hold back his own tears Taehyung desperately called out to his mother. - Eomma, hi. Ineed you. We need you.

~ What is it sweetie whos crying? Is Lana ok, is that her? She asked genuinely worried. - Yes, Eomma that's Lana. She won't stop crying. I don't know what else to do?

~ What happened sweetie? Tell me everything? Tae explained in detail to his mother.

~ Oh my God. I'm so sorry my loves. I can not even imagine what you are r both going through. Taehyung sweetie, listen... what's happening to her is she's having a panic attack. All the emotions are hitting her all at once. She possibly feels failure, regret and guilt. Poor thing. Put me on speaker, please love. Tae dis as told. - You're on speaker Eomma.

- Lana, sweetie it's Eomma. Tae just told me whar happened. I am so sorry my love. I can't even imagine what your going through. Know that we love you and we are here for you. She began singing a lullaby she used to sing to Taehyung when he was a baby. Tae sat with Lana in his arms and held her close stroking her hair. I'm so sorry Taehyung, I don't deserve you. - I forgive you, Lana please stop apologizing. You did nothing wrong really. I love you still.

As Tae's mom continued singing both Taehyung and Lana fell asleep in each others arms. Once she realized their breathing was steady she hung up and sent them both a text for when they woke up. The next morning Lana was up early for work. The smell of coffee woke Taehyung up. Not seeing her next to him and smelling coffee he stretched long and good. Sighed a little more relieved and thought all is right with the world again. He got up and lazily walked over to the kitchen where she was making breakfast for the both of them as usual when he stayed over.

- Mmm, damn Berry, you look amazing. That skirt makes your legs look so yummy. He smirked while hugging her from behind. Mischeviously he roamed his hands over her clothes. Careful not to wrinkle her outfit.

Giggling she responded. - Good morning, love. Your mom left us a text message last night. I need to call her and say thank you. I feel so ashamed. Letting her head drop forward. He hugged her even tighter burying his nose in her hair inhaling her scent. - Nothing to feel ashamed about, baby. I'm sorry. I called her. I didn't know what else to do. Turning around Lana cupped Taehyungs face.

- Thank you, my love. You did the right thing. I'm so fortunate I dont deserve any of you.

- Don't say that again, please. It's I who dosent deserve someone like you.

- Ohh, my love. He kissed her soft and deep. Taking her breath away as he always did. - Let's eat. She smiled caressing the sides of his face with her thumbs.

Tae ran his hands up and down her sides as he hugged he before she left for work. - A quicky, hhmm Berry... he proposed kissing over her weae spot. ~ Now Tae Daddy, You know theres no such thing as a quicky with you. Plus I'll be late. Just relax, Daddy. Plan our vacation while I go talk to my boss. I got you tonight, ok. She gave her man a quick peck on the lips and left. While Lana was gone Taehyung kept busy with his phone planing their first getaway.

At work Lana talked to her boss. In reality she didn't know what had happened to her. When she told her boss they cried together and hugged tight. Lana why didn't you say something. I would've given you time off. Take it, please. Take all the time you need. Not for nothing but Betzy was a great boss, chill, down to earth and super human.

- Betzy, sit I have a surprise for you. But you have to promise you'll keep it to yourself for the time being, please.

- Mujer, what is it? Spit it out already... She tapped her nails anxiously on her desk waiting as Lana called her now fiancée. - Hey, babe. This is my boss. Say hi. Taehyung put up his best boxy smile and waved at the camera. Lanas boss screamed so loud they both had to cover their ears laughing.

- Oh my God, Lana you never told me that's your boyfriend!!!

- Well actually fiancée. Lana smiled shyly flashing her boss her engagement ring.

- Omg!!! Girl I'm so happy for you. My apologies for the outburst Mr.Kim. Tae smiled. - It's ok. And you can call me Tae. Lana's boss was a happy giggling mess. Lana let them talk a little bit. Tae sang part of "Winter Bear" and she nearly fainted. He ended the call promising to send some autographed merch.

~ Lana you have made me the happiest woman on earth. Standing up she walked to Lana and hugged her tight. With a smile Lana said. - You're welcome, thank you!

- Now go! Get out of here. Go on vacation with your man. Bring me a souvenir, ok. - Yes, ma'am. Lana smiled, waved good bye and left. At home her and her fiancée packed for their first getaway. Closing her suitcase she felt arms wrap around her waist. Taehyung pulled her in against his body embracing her tight.~ Are you ready, Berry?

- Yes, Tae Daddy. Soo ready!

~ Ok. Then let's go. Tae announced excited. ~Now !? She asked eyes wide.

~ Why not? I have 2 weeks off let's make the best of it.

~ You have a point there, love. We might as well make every moment count. The two shared a loving, passionate kiss. - I'll just text Mel we are going on vacation. That's weird she hasn't called me or texted me. We'll she texted but just once.

- I can barely get a hold of Jk either. I think those two are messing around. Tae arched an eye brow and chuckled while Lana shook her head and giggled.

Once they were finished packing they locked up and left for the airport in a private car Taehyung had ordered. The two love birds had the time of their life on vacation on a private spot somewhere in the Caribbean. Taehyung and Lana spsnt their days eating delicious food cooked by their own private chef. Watching sunrises and sunsets. They took walks on the beach every day. And made love every minute of every waking day. Of course they took 100's of pictures and who knows how many hours of video. Taehyung wanted to document everything of their first official vacation together.

As expected on that trip Lana knew she had goten pregnant. She could feel it somehow. Tae had a hunch, he could see the glow on her face.

Before the trip was over with the help of the staff and their provate chef Lana set up a nice romantic dinner on the beach for the two of them. That day Lana had gone to town on the pretext of buying souvenirs, managing to discretly purchase the tiniest and cutest pale yellow baby shirt and pregnancy test to be sure. Back at the villa the test proved her suspicions right. After throughly cleaning and prepping it she wrapped the test along with the baby shirt and put them in a nice gift box. Giving it to Taehung after dinner.

~ What's this, baby Berry? He said smiling and pecking her lips softly as she handed him the box. - I didn't know we were gettkng each other gifts. I would've gotten you something.

~ No need, Tae Daddy. This trip is more than enough. You were right I needed this time away. We needed this. And trust me you did get me something. Open it baby it's for you. Anxiously he opend the box and took out the tiny pale yellow baby shirt and raised an eye brow at Lana.

~ Berry as much as I love it I don't think it will fit. He said making both of them laugh.~Oh Daddy, ypu are too much. It's not for you. Open the other part. She eagerly instructed. Tae carefully unwrapped the pregnancy test. Immediately his whole face lit up.

~ Berry really??? ~ Yes, Daddy. ~ When? ~ I took it today. I've been feeling different for a few days.~ Oh my God!!! Holy shit. Tae jumped out of his chair and hugged Lana so tight he was smothering her.

~ Tae, Daddy... I can't breathe. Lana laughed.

- I'm sorry, Berry. But I'm so excited. Oh my God. Oh my God. I have to call Eomma. And the guys. Watching Taehyung movr arlund with so much happiness and joy made Lanas heart full. - Call them, baby. Call. baby.

- Eomma!!! Eomma!!! He rambled a mile a minute in korean.

~ Slow down honey I can't understand a word you're saying. His mother said laughing. - Eomma it's my turn. I'm going to be an Appa. She congratulated them both as he kneeled and kissed Lana belly. - I will tell your father when he gets home. ~ No. Eomma we will tell him. I'm finally bringing Lana to officially meet the family.

Chapter 3: Chapter 3

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Taehyung wrapped his arms around Lana tight taking in the moment as they both stood on the shore feeling the water kiss their feet. Taehyung had his eyes closed though the both of them stood facing the ocean as he backed hugged Lana. Lost in his own thoughts he hummed the tune to "Home". - Next stop is Korea, Baby Berry. Arw you ready to meet the family?

- As ready as I'll ever be, Daddy. It's time. She smiled as she turned hrr head to kiss him. - What do you think we will get a boy or a girl? His smile widen at the thought. - Have I told you today how much I love you... both... ~ We love you too, Daddy. Taehyung kissed Lana deep, passionately, lovingly.

Back at the private villa with doors and windows open the lovers let the ocean breeze in carrying the melody of the waves. Taehyung laid on on Lanas lap, caressing her tummy he sang softly to his unborn child. His eyes closed as she ran her fingers through his hair, his free hand softly touching her thigh.~ I love you, Berry. He said as he drifted off to sleep dreaming of the future ahead. - I love you too, my love.

The next day after check out Lana had a conversation with her boss then they both left for Korea. Tae couldn't wait for Lana to meet his parents, they had only met over the phone and through face time. But first he wanted the two of them to spend a few days alone in Seoul, since it was her first time in his home country. Just the trip there was long enough to wear them both out and give Lana a seeious case of jet lag. Once in his condo Tae showered while Lana made herself comfortable then ran a bath for her. He poured her favorite combination of bath oils for her skin and to help her relax.

- Come join me baby... she offered as he helped her sir in the tub full of warm water.

- In a while love. I have to make sure everything is ready for you. Order some groceries and dinner. Lanas eyes lit up ar the thought of food. - Ohhh Kimchi pleasee, baby. ~ Aww. My Baby Berry already has cravings. He smiled kissing over her forehead and lips. - Enjoy your bath baby, I love you.

~ Love you more. Thank you, Tae Daddy this is amazing. After her bath Lana came out in one of Taehyungs bath robes to find him lying on the couch phone in hand.~ Hey baby, nice portrait, she complimented giggling. - I'm thinking of replacing it with one of the three of us once the baby is born.

- Aww babe, but we can hang that one somewhere else. Tae reached out with his arms and pulled her towards him and said. - No, I insist I want it here. He finished pulling her on top of him so that she was straddling him. Lana landed perfectly with her womanhood right on top of his semi harden member over his sweats. - Mmm... He moaned softly. - No undies I see. He smirked slightly lifting her robe to take a peak. She giggled. Leaning forward she kiss him pressing on him even mode, making him grunt softly into her kiss.

- Hhmm... he chuckled deep. - I wonder what does my Baby Berr want? Tae asked while he gripped at her thighs underneathher robe. - For Daddy to play with her... Lana grinded hard over her man teasing the hell out of him.
- Mmhghm, Then let's play my love. He grabbed the back of her head and kissed her deep and heated.

Then gently flipped them both so he was on top, kissing along her neck. He opened her robe just enough to see the outline of hrr breast. Breathing deep he spoke. - You're soo sexy and beautiful, Berry. You always turn me on so easily. Taehyung's flattery caused Lana to smirk. - Well it's all your fault Daddy. Hearing her speak like that drove him wild. Tae growled as he bit down softly on her stomach. Lowering himself just above her center, lightly he covered her ourfolds with butterfly kisses. Earning a moan from his lover that rocked him to his core. Lana's back arched of the sofa as she ran her fingers through his hair pulling him down toward her, letting him know she wanted him bad.

 

His hands caressed her body with eagerness yet in a tender loving way. He sent her whole body into a hard shiver with just one swift lick to her sweet honey pot. Hearing her hold back he said. - Now, Berry don't be shy with Daddy. Go ahead and scream all you want I want hear you. As per

instructed Lana let her moans flow free from her sweet lips. - Now that's more like it. Tae said as he dove into her needy cunt. Flicking his tongue with circular motions around her clit, not yet inserting his fingers in her. He wanted his Baby Berry to beg. She felt even hornier than before and he was loving every bit of it.

First she tugged on his hair as he devoured her. He ignored her plea. She could feel him grinning on her pussy she then tugged on his shoulders desperately. Taehyung looked up with a cocky grin on his face. - Yes... Baby Berry... he licked his lips in the most sinful way. - Daddy, please... Lana begged, something she did not easily do. - Please what, baby?

- I need to feel you inside me now, Tae daddy, please. I want you so bad. She moaned out in a breathless whisper with hunger in her eyes he had never seen. - Mmm... Taehyung growled deep. - Fuck, I love it when you beg like that. It's so hot, so sexy. He chuckled mischeviously lifting himself so he was hovering over her. Lana pulled him down for a kiss as he slid down his sweats. His beast free and so ready for her. Teasing her entrance, not asking but making it's way inside her as if with a mjnd of it's own, painfully slow. He wanted her to feel every inch of him.

Letting herself go Lana screamed his name. Scratching her nails down his back making him hiss in pleasure. Suddenly she stops. - Again... he commanded. So she did as told. This time he winced in that same pleasurable pain. - Fuck... Again, Berry. Mark daddy all you want. After doing it once more she ran her finger tips over the marks she had just made. Now with her hands firmly gripping his waist as he slowly pumped into her. Grunting... - Fuucckk, baby you feel so fucking good aahhh. Tae closed his eyes burying his face in her neck, enjoying the sounds escaping her lips, while they both rocked their hips in perfect syncronization.

 

Burning a hole into her very soul he kissed her picking up the tempo of his movements as he chased his own high.

- Do you love me, Berry? He asked nearly out of breath, growling, grunting. - Of course I love you, Tae Daddy. He bit down on Lanas bottom lip. - Oh fuck, ahhh. Fuck, Daddy.. haaa, fuck. I'm close. ~ I can feel you, Baby Berry. Cum with me. - Harder... Daddy...Mmm... faster. She commanded her lover in between moans. Happily he obliged pumping in and out harder and faster. Soon after both reached an epic climax. Feeling him tremble in her arms Taehyung completely come undone. Letting his fiancée and soon to be mother of his child see him in a whole new light. He felt vulnerable and she could see it. Embracing him as he laid still inside her while they both came down from that new found high. He breathed deep feeling overwhelmed with a wave of emotions he could not control.

Tae held on to Lana as tight as he could and cried. - I'm sorry I don't know what's come over me, love. ~ It's ok, baby. You never have to apologize for crying. Are you ok, though? Is something wrong? - Berry, promise me you'll never leave me. Please promise me. At the verge of tears herself.

- Baby I promise to never leave you l, Taehyung. I love you. He held on to her even tighter while he softly sobbed. - I'm so happy. He said kissing her tummy. - Appa is a big cry baby. He said to his uborn child wiping his tears. - Aww, my love don't say that. It's ok don't cry. I'm sure all will be alright. Lana pulled over them off a blanket that drapped over the back of the couch. Taehyung fell asleep while stroking her stomach and singing softly. Lana ran her fingers through his hair gently. Though right at that moment the food delivery person came. - Baby the foods here. He whined cutely. Ugh... ok.

- When the baby's born we are getting a house keeper. You wil need help. He put on his sweats, just as she was about to protest Tae raised an eye brow as he headed for the door. Hands in the air she said. - Whatever you think is best daddy. He smiled big answering the door. He took the food from the delivery man, thanked him and closer the door behind him. Then they both sat to eat, he watched carefully making sure Lana ate every lasr bite. This made her giggle. As the days followed he took her all his favorite spots in the city of Seoul. Enjoying every second of sharing his world with her. Imagining what it would be like when it was the 3 of them and it only made him happier thar she was in Korea with him. To keep her there would be the next step.

But now it was time to visit his parents. And Lana had meet them on video chat she couldn't help be nervous.

- Babe...Do ypu think it be ok if your parents came to our first sonogram appointment? - Really, Berry. Are you serious? - Yes. I thought it would be nice to have them there. Specially since... her mind wandered back to that dreadful day, Lana bowed her head taking a deep breath. Feeling overcome by gried all of a sudden. Taehyung's heart shattered for his love. He hugged her tight.
- Berry, I am sure they would love to. Remember what Eomma told you. You're r not alone anymore. You have us now. His words comforted her and made her smile as a few tears escaped her eyes. - No sadness now. Not any anymore. We camlnt change what happened and we wont forget. And this baby does not replace the one we lost. But these are happy times. Our child thats in heaven would want us to be happy. Not sad. Ok. Are you ready?

~ You're right, my love. Time to focus on all the good to come. I'm ready love. Lana smiled looking up she kissed her soon husband to be and father of her child.

On the ride over Taehung was driving Lana nuts, talking about all the things they needed to get. About planning a baby shower, etc. Happy to hear him she let him ramble on. He was so excited. Like a kid who knew he was getting exactly what he wanted for christmas. - I guess I'm moving to Korea then... She said looking at him out the corner of her eye. Tae not making eye contact said. ~ Well I wanted to talk to you about that... For the time being this is my home base. Lana cut him off. - And your home, my love I know. I mean why not. It's not like I have anything important holding back in the states, especially if Mel keeps up like this with Jk. They both giggled. - Really, Berry you will stay here with me...

- Well, I'm already here love. She smiled even brighter letting herself picture her new life.

- Exactly. I can send for your things. Mel can can pack them can't she? When she goes back state side. - Ohh... I have to tell Mel. Though I'm sure she will be expecting it. - Depending on how she's doing with Jk bring her too! We can find her work. He said excitedly. Lana laughed.

- I'll run it by her. She might be crazy enough to say yes. Tae kissed Lana's hand.

- Don't forget my siblings will also be thrilled with the news.

- So much family oh my! I hope they like me.

- They will love you, Baby Berry. I'm sure they will. Don't worry.

- I hope so.

- Stop stressing it Berry. It will be alright. You trust me right. Lana nodded. So theres nothing for you to worry. So you relax, ok. We are almost there. Arriving at his parents home his mother and father waited outside to welcome them both.

Tae could tell Lana's nerves had gotten the best of her. He placed his hand over hers. - Berry, breath or you're gonna pass out. He chuckled. - Not funny, babe. She punched him playfully. When he parked his mother barely let Lana make it out of the car when she was already hugging her.
- Welcome home!!! She exclaimed with the biggest smile on her face.

After meeting the family and having dinner everyone settled in the terrace. - Appa... Tae said. - Lana needs to see a doctor will you both come with us tomorow. He suddenly looked worried. - Of course we will, right honey... but if I kay ask is she ok? His father became concerned. - She's been feeling a bit under the weather. He said. Smiling at Lana he tried his best to hide his excitement. He really couldn't wait to share the news.

The next day at the doctors office secretly Tae explained everything to the nurse and how he wanted to surprise his father. Both Taehyung and Lana went in first then he called in his parents. - Oh what's this? His father asked slightly confused. - Appa listen. Tae said flashing a reflection of his father's smile. All that could be heard was his granddaughter's heart beat. The tech pointed at the screen and said Mr. and Mrs. Kim you are going to be grandparents.

Mr. Kim - Really? Oh my, that's great news. A little one, honey. He looked excitedly at Taehyungs mother. Tae's mother clapped in excitement. - Oh you knew and kept me in the dark. Aish woman why do you always do that. She giggled.

Mr.Kim - Lana I trust you will be moving to Korea now. We hope... he smiled big. Big boxy smile just like his son. After getting copies of the sonogram they all left happy as can be. Honestly it all felt surreal. Finally things were falling into place. After so much loss, pain and heart ache.Things were finally going right for Lana. Tae's mother hugged Lana so tight. - Eomma I can't breath. Hehe. - I'm just so happy. My Tae is finally getting what he deserves. Thank you for loving him and understanding him. She said with tears in her eyes. - Ohh no, Eomma it's him I have to thank. He's loved me at my worst. You raised a good son. So, Thank you.

As the days went by his parents only grew fonder of Lana and she of them. Everyone was so sweet and kind to her. Something she was not accostumed to unless it came from her best friend. The way Taehyung treated her and looked at her. The sparkle in his eyes every time he set his sifhts on his beloved was beyond anything Lana has wver experienced. Being in Korea had changed her. Having her in his life changed him and it could not make him happier. Beyond the shadow of a doubt Lana made Taehyung a better man.

Now back to reality...

Back in the city Tae had been resuming his work activities little by little. Lana had been taking it easy. Doctor's orders. She patiently waifed for Mel to get back from the US. Lanas things had started arriving at Tae's apartment untill they found another place. Though before Mel arrived Tae decided between him and Jk to rent her an apartment in the same building Taehyung lived in and store most of Lana's things there.

- She needs to be as close to you as possible. Tae insisted it was for the best at least for the time being. Jk agreed he didn't want Mel to to think she was in any obligation to stay with him. She had no idea the surprise they had for her. As Lana got ready to go pick her up at the airport Tae peaked his head in the walk in closet when he heard her sniffling.

~ Whats wrong, Berry? He asked. ~My jeans don't fit! She sat down in defeat. He smiled as he walked in.~ Why are you smiling she pouted as she threw her jeans at him. He took her hand and lead her to the full body mirror. Back hugged her tight with his hands on her tummy. Then turned them both to the side so she could see her baby bump had started to show. ~ You look so beautiful, Baby Berry. You are carrying our child. If that doesn't make you even more sexy and beautiful I don't know what does. Leaning in he captured her lips in a passionate and loving kiss. Breaking the kiss she said. ~ Tae Daddy.. as much as I would love to keep going we are going to be late. ~ No we are not. Jk went to pick up Mel with one of our drivers. We are meeting her at Hybe. The rest of the guys are already there

~ Why didn't you say anything, love.

~ Well, I'm telling you now. ~ Still we will be late if we are having the meeting about her hire. And you clearly don't know Mel well enough yet do you. She laughed. - So unless you don't mind her and Jk dissapearing for the rest of the day we better get over there. ~ You think her and Jk would really dissappear for the rest of the day? ~ She has no idea what we have planned and you know Jk wont miss an opportunity to be alone with her. So Babe trust me whe I say let's go. We can pick this up again later. She kissed him again and finished getting dressed. After meeting with her best frien at Hybe, where the guys went absolutely crazy over seeing that Lana had started showing.

They all bombarded with questions about when they were getting married. When was the baby shower, things Lana hadn't really thought about. Though Taehyung had. Now that Mel was in Korea he could execute his plans. Baby shower/ceremony. As the weeks went by he and Mel set everything up. Being that both she and Mel were experts at hidding in plain site Lana had managed to stay under the radar. Mel had the perfecr cover for the time being assistant to both Jk and Taehyung. So Lana enjoyed her privacy well aware everything would change once word got out. She also took upon helping her bestie get settled in her new place which kept her busy. Both of them getting accustomed to their new home country.

One day Lana woke up to use the bathroom. She looked at herself in the mirror shebthought " Holy shit I popped". Before Tae was up she was already showered and ready. When he laid eyes on her he couldn't believe himself.

~ Wow, Berry you look stunning. Lana had a sonogram appointment that day and a lunch date with Mel. Tae wouldn't be home till later that day he had dance practice and studio time after accompaning her to the sonogram. Today they would find out the gender of their baby. After the doctor's it was hard for Taehyung to focus at practice he was just way too excited. He couldn't wait to share the great news with his parents and his brothers. He did his best to concentrate and work. It was when he got home that everything him all at once. When he saw the cute surprise Lana had prepared along with Mel so they could tell his parents.

Chapter 4: Chapter 4

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The tears of joy just wouldn't stop. Taehyung was soo happy. "so-nyeo" - "A girl"!!! ~ jag-eun gongju. He said over and over again. A little princess. Sitting on the bed he laid his head on his fiancées lap caressing her tummy, he kissed over it softly.~ My queen. Tae declared fondly admiring Lana. - And my little princess. I love you both so much.

~ We love you too, Tae Daddy. Lana let Taehyungs love and devotion consume her, running her fingers through his hair.

~ Hey, Berry... How about a small secret ceremony? He suggested.

~ A what babe... ? Lana observed her fiancée with joyful intrigue. ~ A small secret ceremony. I know you don't want a big a weddin anyways. So why don't we do something intimate with the people closest to us. By the beach like you've always wanted.

~ Whatever you want is fine by me, babe.

~ What you want is important to me, Berry. It should be what we both want.

- Ok. Love. Yes something intimate by the beach sounds really nice. You know I'm simple and easy to please. She smiled warmly and lovingly at him. Trullly content with just the fact the Lord as she believed had blessed her with the true love of her life.

Taehyung called his parents and the rest of the members to share the great news. The guys insisted on coming over to celebrate. Mel had insisted on staying at a hotel with the excuse of wanting to give Lana and Tae privacy. Even though Tae had offered she stay with them. She had been by during the day but had left earlier to "go shopping" promising she'd be back for dinner.

~ As long as you bring ice cream I'm good. Yall can drink yourselves stupid. Theres plenty of space for you all to crash. Lana laughed. I will warn you the moment yall start singing I'm kicking you out.

Laughing the guys all swore and agreed, promising to be on their best behavior. Promise that went put the window as soon as the alcohol reached their heads. They all brought presents for who would be the first Bangtan baby. Of course they also brought snacks. Lanas favorite chips and sweets for her cravings. Hobi had her hooked with his favorite macaroons from his favorite french bakery.

Surprisingly or not.... Jk arrived with Mel. Namjoon tagged along with more baby shoes. Tae chuckled and smiled at Lana when he saw them walk in together. She rolled her eyes and giggled. Jk took Tae aside.~ We need to talk. Tae's said smile faded.

~ Let's talk here. Taehyung said smiling. Though Jk was not smiling. Glancing at Lana then back at Tae and said.
- Not here man. Jk fallowed Tae out to the balcony. Once outside Tae closed the sliding glass door behind him.

~ Guess who showed up at my place asking about you. While I was umm busy with... well Mel. He smiled like a naughty highschooler. Taehyung made a funny face and laughed.
- Yeah we figured about you two. But who? Who showed up at your place. Taehyung had completely forgotten about.. Her... He looking back at Lana opening presents and smiling.

- Bro, did you seriously forget. Jk face palmed himself and rolled his eyes. Guess who???... I'll give you a hint... starts with delusional and ends with psycho. Taehyung's eyes nearly bulged out of his head. - Holy shit!!! You're kidding right???

~ I wish. Oh and she knows about Lana. Don't ask me how. That chick is crazy. She's lucky Mel was in the shower when she showed up. ~ Fuck!!! Jung Kook what do I do?

~ If I were you I would talk to Lana before she does. You know it's only a matter of time before Lana finds out about you know who....

- I know. I completely forgot about... her if not I would've told Berry. I will tell her everything. ~ I told her I would talk to you. That's why shes didn't show up here tonight.

~ Thanks man. ~ You're lucky I really like Lana and love you brother otherwise I would leave you two to your cat fight mess. Both men laughed.

They laughed it off, though it weighed in the back of Taehyungs mind. Everything was perfect. Finally all was as it should in his world and he would not allow under any circumstances anyone to mess with his one true love and their happiness, much less disturbed their peace especially not now.

What they didn't know was that by now Mel had told Lana everything. When "She" showed up Mel had already gotten out of the shower and heard it all when we she went searching for Jk. Lana and Mel had no secrets. For this Mel sat with her besr friend and two glasses of wine which Lana's doctor had signed off on once a week.

 

~ She's no one to worry about, nena. Trust me I already did my homework. You know me. Mel said to her confidently. ~She wants to try an cause chaos let her. No one fucks with my family. Lana condirmed smiling at her fiancé from a distance. Pushing the unnecessary aside everyone decided to focus on the joius occasion. After everyone left Tae watched as she showered, admiring her growing belly. Lana was unusually quiet tonight and it worried him. He had never seen her angry, at least not yet and was not looking forward to finding out.

~ What is it, Daddy? What are you staring at? She said to him with a sly smile.

~ At my beautiful and sexy as fuck soon to be wife pregnant wife. Taheyung licked his lips eyeing her hungrily.

~Hhmm, Mrs. Kim Taehyung does have a nice ring to it doesn't it.

~ Mhm. Come here Mrs. Kim Taehyung. He said extending his hand out to her as he sat at the edge of the bed. Her robe was loose, slightly open and allowing him to see the outline of hrr breast and stomach. This made his cock twitch. Noticing this Lana giggled. Taehyung raised his eye brow.

~ Ouch laughing at my demise are we. She giggled even more as he reached his arms.

- Hhmm, I might just have to punish you, Baby Berry.

~ Mmmm, Daddy. Please punish me. ~ Fuck, I love you, Berry. He said eyes filled with desire and love for her. Standing in front of him in between his spread out legs.
Lifting one leg onto the edge of the bed giving him a sneak peak of her needy kitty.

- I love you more, Tae Daddy. Lana brushed her fingers through his soft flyffy locks she laid him back on the bed.
~ Fuck!!! He growled pulling on on him. She slid of his sweats. Not wasting anytime he let Lana have her way with him insert his harden throbbing cock inside her wet aching center. Tae grunted the moment he felt himself sink inside of her.

Rocking hrr hips back and forth she grinded on her man mercilessly. Like if she hadn't had him in weeks or maybe even months, earning a loud moan from his lips. ~ Shit, Berry. Are you trying to milk me. He chuckled between moans.~ I thought I was supposed to be punishing you. Not the other way around.

Leaning in to lock lips with her fiancée in a most fecerish kiss Lana moaned unto his lips. ~ Kim Taehyung, Fuck me, now.

~ I love it when you get all dom on me, baby. He said digging his nails into the skin of her hips. He threw his head back and moaned so loud he was sure the neighbors could hear and he didnt care. Letting Lana take charge Taehyung let himself get lost in the feeling. Honesr truth she was the only woman he let take command in the bedroom. Truth be told Taehyung would take a bullet for Lana no questions asked. Even more so now that she was expecting their first child. That's how much he loved her and only her. Tae had never loved any other woman the way he loved Lana. She was, is and will always be his one true love. The love of his life. And he was not about to let anything or anyone try an ruin that.

- My tiger bear... she purred onto his kiss. Tae growled catching her bottom edge between hid teeth. She tighten her pussy around his cock. Tae rained down unholy praises over his fiancée and begged.

- Baby Berry, please let me cum, please.

~ How bad do you want it, Tae Daddy? Lana reached back with her right hand and massaged his balls causig him to grunt and moan, cussing under his breath.

~ So, so bad Berry please. Please let me cum. Ahhh... Rocking her hips faster, Tae bucked his hips and wtih just a few more deliberate thrusts the lovers came undone. Tae admired the look on Lana's face as they both came down from their epic high sharing a loving and passionate kiss. After a little while Tae helped Lana off of him, she lay beside him. He reeled her in for a tight embrace and asked.

- Do you love me, Berry? She arched an eye brow smiling and looked him in the eyes.

~ With my whole being, Tae Daddy. She responded placing a soft kiss on his lips. Kissing her forehead he added.

- Then why wait... Let's get married tomorow. With an alarmed look on her face she said.

~ T- tomorrow?! But babe don't we need at least some time to plan.

~ If I get on the phone early I can have it all set up by sunset. For a moment Lana wenr deep in thought pondering what Mel told her earlier.

~ Ok. But what's the rush? She asked intrigued. ~ No rush. Just why wait? Touché, he had a point. As time passed she would only start to show even more. So, why not. - Ok! Let's do it. Let's get married. She exclaimed smiling.

- Really?! Tae's eyes lit up.~Yes love let's get married. He kissed her hard, deep. So excited that the two of them almost fell off the bed.

Picking up his phone Taehyung called his parents.

~ Eomma cancel your plans for tomorrow I'm getting married. He beamed full of joy ans excitement. After a few phone calls he crawled back into bed. Nuzzuling his face in the crook of her neck he rubbed her belly. ~ I love you both so much. You know that right. With a soft smile adorning her face Lana placed her hands on his. ~ Yes, my love we know. We love you too. He hummed softly as he drifted off to sleep.

For the time being Lana had forgotten about the issue ans feel asleep. The next morning she woke up to chatter, the smell of coffee and her favorite tea. Mel had been busy helping Tae making calls setting everything up for the wedding. They had let Lana sleep in so she would be rested.

After a nice hot shower she got ready and went into the kitchen.

~ Good morning soon to be Mrs. Kim. Lana's bestie greeted her with a tight hug. Taehyung walked over to her soon after embracing her. Placing a soft loving kiss on her lips.

~ Did you sleep well my love? He asked sweetly.

~ I did, thanks baby. And you? How long have you two been at this...

~ Mhm. Tae handed Lana her tea. - Everything is pretty much set all you need is to go shopping for a dress, Berry.

- Bold of you to assume we didn't already, Mr. Kim Lana smiled fist bumping her best friend Mel. Tae smiled.

- Ok, then! Off you go to get ready. I will see you ladies this afternoon at the beach. Jk should be here any minute with the stylists. He will also drive you to the beach. Mel has all the details. He said as he kissed Lana good bye.

Soon after stylist from Hybe showed up to do Lanas and Mels hair and makeup for the wedding. Jk left with Taehyung so they could get ready at his place. Tae's mother and sister arrived shortly after Tae and Jk left. Beyond excited and with presents. Taehyung's mom brought flowers for Lana's bouquet and for the bridesmaids.

She also gave her a pair of her earings as well, making Lana cry in the process. ~ Eomma you didn't have to.

~ Oh but I do, my dear. I'm your Eomma now as well. Tae's sister gifted her a beautiful maternity laced lingerie. All the women giggled when Lana took it out of the gift bag. Taehyung's mother blushed. ~ Yaa, Eomma lighten up. I should get you one to show Appa. That made the poor woman turn crimson red. Smacking her arm she scoulded her daughter. ~Yaaa!!! Hajima. You perverted child. She laughed.~ Whaat.

When everyone was ready all the women headed out. Tae texted Lana.~ Waiting for you my love. ~ On our way, baby. She replied maming him smile and nervous for some reason. Once there Lana could not believe her eyes at how beautiful everything turned out. It was just as she had envisioned it, a dream come true. The stylist that accompanied the women...Taehyung's of course handed Lana a tissue.~ Go ahead, cry your make up is water proof. Shw said sweetly. ~ Thank you. She then asked if she could give her a hug and said. - Thank you for making our V so happy. He deserves the best and you are it, Lana.

Mel walked her down the isle. When Taehyung saw her it was like time stopped. Seeing the love of his life pregnant in her wedding dress, nothing could b more beautiful. Tears streamed down his face with out him realizing it. His father patted his back and handed him a handkerchief. The rest of the members became teary eyed as well. At the moment of their vows Tae said.

- We haven't written anything. We will speak from the heart. He told the officiator. If that's ok with you my love.

- Sounds perfect, baby. She smiled lovingly wr her husband to be. Taehyung adjusted his tie, closed his eyes, took a deep breath opened his eyes again and began speaking trying his best not to cry.

~ Lana as cocky as it may sound I knew you would become my wife from the moment I meet you. I thought "if she sticks it out with me for more than 6 months it's a go. (People laughed) He nervously continued. - I'm not easy. I know life with me is not easy. But you're patient, understanding, kind, caring, loving and supportive of me and everything I do. And I'm so greatful. I love you for it. You're not just my lover, you're my best friend. I promise to love, honor, cherish qnd protect you and our daughter. In sickness and in health till death do us part and beyond.

~Taehyung, you have showed me what love is. Unconditional love. You are real life prince then some. You are my dream come true. I promise to love you, cherish you and be true to you in sickness and in health, till death do us part. Jk stepped up having both bride and groom their rings. Taehyung placed Lana's wedding ring set on her ring finger and so did Lana for Taehyung with his wedding band.

~ With these beautiful vows being expressed by the bride and groom I now pronounce you husband and wife. Sir, you may kiss your bride. The couple shared their first kiss as husband and wife while the small crowd cheered.

Bang Pd walked up to Taehyung and Lana. He stood proudly beside them and announced.

~ I present to you all Mr. and Mrs. Kim Taehyung. Everyone applauded and cheered loudly. He gave them both a big hug and said to Lana. - Lana I want to officially welcome you on behalf of all of us to the Bangtan family. You and Mel... he said quickly looking over at Mel who stood hand in hand with Jk. - are not alone anymore. We got you.

Lana thanked Mr. Bang and turned to kiss her husband. Then said. - Shoes off. Sitting on a chair slightly lifting her dress shw revealed her converse.

- Converse, baby Berry, nice! Tae complemented her while the photographer caught all the beautiful moments. Tae's eyes sparkled when he looked at Lana. ~Now to dance Mr. Kim. Lana announced. He laughed overcome with emotion and happiness. - Dance it is Mrs. Kim. The happy couple along with their guests danced the night away. Mel smiled seeing her best friend so happy finally. And Lana could not be happier. It all made her want to protect her now husband and new family even more.

Chapter 5: Chapter 5

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The bride and groom along with their guest enjoyed themselves above and beyond. The intimste gathering had indeed been a total blast. For the lovebirds the honeymoon was even better despite how pregnant Lana was by now. Which was why they stayed local. With her due date at any moment Tae was not having her do anything. Wouldn't even let her get up to get her own drink. Not that she really could. Ar this point she was waddling around like a penguin.

Taehyung would make cute fun of her. Calling her his cute penguin/gwiyeoun peng-gwin. The two were so busy preparing for their daughters arrival that they had each forgotten all about Taehyung's ex. Regardless Lana would get up in the mornings still to at least make Tae's coffee. One morning she felt extra tired.

- It's ok love. Stay in bed you need the rest. He said kissing her forehead. Knowing she wouldn't be home alone he left for the studio, though he worried. He felt aways and so did Lana. It had become dificult to get out of bed, to take a shower was an even bigger challenge. If it hadn't been for Mel to help out since Lana refused the help Taehyung tried to hire. It would have been even more of a challenge to get anything done.

That night as Tae walked in the door Lana yelled for him. Dropping everythjng he ran to the bedroom and saw a wet puddle under her. ~ Ah baby. I think my water broke.
~ What the... Oh my God. Babys coming. Ahh ok . Ok, Berry let's go. Wheres your bag?... Holy shit we are having a baby!!!

Poor thing was a handsome rambling mess. ~ Kim Taehyung! Lana cupped his face and kissed him gently. ~Call your driver, please baby. My bag is at the entrance, it has been for weeks remember love. ~ True, right. Oh, I gotta call the guys and my parents. Lana just smiled and observed, mean while he helped her clean up and change out of her clothes. In the car he got on the phone with Mel who had left eaelier to pick up more clothes at Jk's place and shower. Then he called the rest of the members.

~ Guys, hospital!!! We are having a baby. Hospital now!!! Jungkook had stayed behind helping. He was on the phone texting Taehyung as he walked in the door. Before he left to meet with Mel and head to the hospital he helped Tae load the car alonf with the security team.

Both Lana and Mel had grown close to the rest of the members. But Jungkook was the one that hung around the most along with Mel of course. Helping in any way they could. Even at times feeling he was becoming a second father. Running around helping Tae fetch whatever Lana was craving. And just about doing whatever Tae, Lana or Mel ask him for.

Before leaving the house Lana calmly dressed and fixed her hair. - Berry, what are you doing... You're fixing your hair... His eyes wide in disbelief. Berry, the baby. Shes coming!!! Rolling her eyes lovingly she laughed and said. ~ I love you too, Tae Daddy. I'm ready let's go. In the car Lana started having contractions. Poor Tae really started freaking out.

- Call Mel and Jk and make sure they are at the hospital. I want them in the delivery room, please daddy. Wirh a nervous smile Tae texted Jk and confirmed.

The rest of the members were all at the hospital waiting by the time Lana and Taehyung arrived. Tae and a few of the security guards helped get Lana out of the car. The moment nurses noticed they brought out a wheel chair ans wheeled her inside. Eyes shut open wide when they saw Taehyung, Jk and the rest of the guys that seem to pour out of nowhere. Even more so when Tae said.

- Please, hurry my wife's water broke already. In the waiting room the rest of the boys waited anxiously. In the delivery room Tae did not know what to do with himself. Lana sent him after both Mel and Jk but onky Mel came back.

- Where's Jk? Lana asked. - He didn't wanna interrupt. Mel offered. - Interrupt what. Tell him his brother needs him. Mel quickly fetched Jk.

- Bay Berry, really. You don't mind. - No, love. I know you need him. He smiled nervously. He kissed her on the forehead. When Mel and Jk walked into the room they saw Lana was ready to push. Giving them both a death glare u said ~ Where have you two been? Tae was freaking out.
- Shes coming!!! He repeated over and over again.

After what seemed like an eternity but was really just a few hours Baby Kim Sofia Valentina was born on a Sunday at 10pm on the dot. Not a minute more, not a minute less. Not a moment too soon that Lana and Taehyung heard that first cry happy tears began to flow. Jk and Mel also became an emotional mess.

Taehyung cut the umbilical cord as instructed by the nurses. The nurses handed him his daughter guiding him to place baby Sofia first and formost on mamas chest. The joy Lana experienced at that moment no words could ever describe. Taehyung looked at her and the baby with a full heart he thought ... my family. Looking over at Jungkook who was a teary mess along with Mel he finished that thought with... we are complete. After a few minutes so the doctor and nurses could finish working with tending to Lana they handed the baby over to Taehyung.~ Congrats appa. They said to him.

Jungkook jumped around doing a happy dance. - " I'm a samchon" !!! He kept saying over again. Running to the other side of Lanas bed he gave her a kiss on her forehead. ~ Kookie, more like a second dad. Baffled Jk stammered.
~ Noona, really. Do you really mean that... ~ Yes. You've earned it. Lana smiled. Even mkre so as she observed Taehyung whom quietly took in the sight of his daughter. He walked over to his wife, gave her a sweet kiss and whispered. ~ I could not love you both more right now. Jk ran out of the room to tell the rest of the guys. Screaming at the top of his lungs.

~ Hyungs, hyungs, we have a baby we have a baby. And she's perfect. Come, come look. You have to meet her. Shes just the most precious little thing. Soon as they gotbword Lana was decent they all rushed to her room gifts in hand for her and baby, instantly melting upon entering the room.

A few weeks later there was still an army of people at Taes place looking after Lana and helping with baby Sofia. Mel was the happiest auntie ever, and Godmother of course. As far as Godfathers were concerned she was probably the baby who had the most in the world.

One afternoon after cleaning had been done and food had been prepared rveryone left except for Mel and Jk who jad taken up the rolls of live in Nannies, something they took to heart. In reality none of the members was ever far behind, each of them had a soft spot for baby Sofia, for babies in general. Momentarily off the clock so to speak Mel and Jk took their break in the living room watching tv.

Lana came out of the shower to find her loves laid out on the bed.~ Yaa, you two. She smiled giggling. Her whole heart as far as her eyes could see. - I thought you two were taking a nap.
~ We were but Sofia V... As Taehyung liked to call her.
~ woke up and we decided to play until Eomma came out of the shower. ~ You spoil that child too much. She can't talk much less walk yet and already she has you wrapped around her finger. - I don't care. He smiled at his daughter feeling so full of love. - I love you both so much. He kissed her perfect rosy cheeks and forehead once again resting his head beside her he watched the child intently.

A few months later out for a walk in Taehyung's home town a reporter saw the little family out and about. Hesitantly she approached respectfully identifying herself. When Taehyung saw her his eyes grew dark, immediately his demeanor changed into protector mode. Taking a stand in front of Lana and Sofia he shielded them from the young woman's prying eyes.

~ Please, Mr. Kim. Excuse my intrusion just a moment of your time. Strictly off the record. I swear. He turned to look T Lana for her approval. ~ It's ok let her. See what she has to say. Extending her hand she introduced herself with a short bow.

- Mr., Mrs. Kim it's a pleasure to meet you. Taehyung and Lana looked st each other wide eyed. ~ How do you know shes my wife? ~ It's not a secret Mr. Kim. A lot of us... I respect you too much to go around taking pictures of you with your fam. She lowered her head then softly looked at Lana offering her a soft smile. Your baby is beautiful, may God bless her. The two of you look so good and happy together. I'm so happy, us who are real army are ao happy for you, V really.

~ Thank you for respecting our privacy. He bowed at her and she bowed back. ~ Yes, of course. Thank you both for granring me a moment of your time and allowing me to get a glimpse of your little one. Lana offered the reoorter a smile and short bow. Before she walked off she added.
~ I hope you both enjoy your day. Maybe one day you'll be ready to share her with world.

Taking his baby daughter in his arms he glanced up at her beautiful smiling face. As she afternoon rays of sun baskwd over the child as if reminding the couple she was a gift from God. He responded with a smile standing proudly nexr to his wife. - One day, maybe. Just not today. Not yet, anyways.

The end.