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1. Et si tu n'existais pas ? { Mitsukou } by Cutexoka

   Fandoms: 地縛少年花子くん | Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun | Toilet-bound Hanako-kun (Manga), 地縛少年花子くん | Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun | Toilet-bound Hanako-kun (Anime)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   12 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Minamoto Kou/Mitsuba Sousuke
   • Mitsuba Sousuke
   • Minamoto Kou
   • Minamoto Teru
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Suspense
   • ihatechap74
   • notsuksasahate
   • maybesomeonedie
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Boys fighting
   • Bullying
   • Hypocrisy
   • Trauma
   • Slow Burn
   • really slow burn
   • None of them are good person they'll learn how to be
   • Jealousy
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Physical Abuse
   • really angsty
   • Freepalestine
   • Medicine
   • toxic
   • Minor Minamoto Kou/Mitsuba Sousuke
   • Human Mitsuba Sousuke
   • Gay Mitsuba Sousuke
   • Sad Minamoto Kou
   • Bisexual Minamoto Kou
   • Ambiguous Minamoto Kou and Mitsuba Sousuke Relationship
   • Mentioned Minamoto Teru
   • Mentioned Hanako | Yugi Amane
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • Sexuality Crisis
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Internalized Misogyny
   • Homophobia
   • Teenagers
   • Boys Being Boys
   • Enemies to Friends to Lovers
   • Friends to Enemies
   • Enemies to friends then ennemies again then lovers

   Summary

   Mitsuba doesn't feel real, its not that he isn't but like a derealization he don't know what's real and what's not.
   Kou know that he is real, but his identity is being slowly ripped off to match the missing place of his dead mother.
   Building a personality and character is important as a child, but what does it mean when you yourself are created for the sole purpose of pleasing others

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   59,474

   Chapters:

   35/?

   Comments:

   34

   Kudos:

   61

   Bookmarks:

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