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Alessandra Vreeland was supposed to be the next Lois Lane—until a lawsuit got her exiled to the Gotham Gazette’s gossip column, where her new job is covering brunches, billionaires, and the city’s elite. Worst of all? That includes her insufferable high school rival who just returned to Gotham after five years: Damian Wayne.

But when a scandalous lead turns into a full-blown conspiracy, Aless realizes she’s in way over her head—caught between Gotham’s newest Batman and a story that could either make her career or get her killed, she has to decide: expose the truth and risk everything… or maybe, just maybe, accept that the city’s most annoying nepo baby might be the only one who can help her survive it.

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Part One. Damian Wayne.


“He’s suing us for defamation.” Aless froze mid-sip, the hot coffee searing her upper lip as her brain tried to catch up with what Chief had just said. The sting from the burn barely registered.

Again?

She was prepared for something like this. Normally, when he called her into his office, it was to break bad news: a bot had spammed her article on Helena Voss’ links to illegal arms deals, crashing the entire Gazette website; they had to print a retraction on her piece about Lex Luthor because he threatened to sue for libel, despite the fact she had eyewitnesses; or Vreeland Oil had sent a cease-and-desist letter after she dug too deep into its new COO’s personal life. 

Now, she braced herself for a list of possibilities to correct her “rouge behavior”: a demand for a correction, an apology letter to Carmine Falcone (a literal mob boss, mind you), or— worst case —the unthinkable. They’d make her pull the article, bury the story, and shove her back into the Food Team. Instead of standing up for the practiced craft of investigative journalism, the Gazette would just email the complainer a carefully worded apology, detailing how they’d punished their brash writer. It was always the same song and dance: a well-crafted letter full of corporate language, promising to "address the concerns raised" and "ensure such oversights do not happen again." 

Meanwhile, Aless was banished to that 11th-floor abyss, stuck editing the recipes column. It was a fate worse than death—relegated to mundane tasks like proofreading cookie  recipes and trying to get the measurement fractions to fit on the correct line in the editing software. Two weeks of endless blandness followed the Voss article. No scoops, no investigations, just the humdrum grind. It felt like a punishment that was as much about stripping her of her passion as it was about her “mistakes”.

However, the last thing that made this time a bit more complicated (and what made her freeze in the first place) was the fact that Aless was already on probation from the Luthor article—because the people she wrote about couldn’t handle facts, and, apparently , neither could the Gazette . This meant Aless had to stand up for herself, or her plight might be even worse than sorting through tired pieces on “Gotham’s Best Breakfast Spots.” She shivered thinking about what that could be. 

“He doesn’t have a case. I have photos and eyewitnesses; He’s linked to trafficking in three different countries, Chief.” Aless leaned forward, her frustration bubbling to the surface. She could never understand why the Gazette never stood by her—why they weren’t backing her up with the truth. They had everything they needed to shut down Falcone’s lawsuit, to prove he was the criminal they all knew him to be.

He sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “For god’s sake, Alessandra,” he muttered, his voice tight with frustration. “It’s not about whether he has a case. It’s about this happening again . Every time you write about these people—these billionaires, these criminals—they drag us into another legal nightmare. Do you even realize what this is doing to us? Our credibility takes a hit, we lose time, we lose money, and then I have to sit in front of the Board and explain why we keep publishing this mess. And do you know who never gets sued? Jay. Jay never gets us into this crap.”

Aless wanted to throw it back in his face—that Jay never got into this crap because he published it all on The Truth , his own platform, because he didn’t trust the Gazette —but she didn’t (She also was not supposed to know that he was apart of the movement, but, hey, she had great detective skills).

God, was it time for her to get a Substack ?

No, she did the independent journalism thing in college and it ran her ragged. 

“I’m reporting the truth , Chief,” Aless said, her voice rising with a mixture of frustration and conviction. “The truth that no one else in this city has the guts to dig into. What happened to a free press? The readers know it’s the truth, and if you keep retracting it, you’re not just protecting us—you’re ruining the Gazette ’s credibility. What good is a paper that’s afraid to tell it like it is?”

He finally looked at her, his eyes dark with the weight of frustration. “This is Gotham , Aless, and you’re just a junior writer. Not a respected public figure. It’s not about the truth. It’s about who you piss off. And you’re pissing off everyone . At some point, you have to choose between being a journalist and keeping this paper afloat.”

She’d heard that before—the “keep your head down or lose it” talk.

“After talking it over with the rest of the Board, we’ve decided to put you on the gossip column for the time being,” Chief said, his tone final. “You’re still writing. You’re still investigating, but the stuff you publish here will be less likely to get us caught in a lawsuit with someone who could literally buy out our paper. Don’t think I didn’t see you eyeing up Bruce Wayne when he came in two weeks ago.” 

Aless stood up from her chair with a force that made the flimsy desk creak under her, her chair scraping loudly against the floor. “Chief, you can’t be serious? The gossip column?! Really? You’re shafting me to the gossip column?” she nearly shouted, her voice echoing off the sterile walls of the office. She could see out of the corner of her eye the stares of her fellow writers from their cubicles. Thankfully Chief’s office was soundproof. She would know. 

Chief’s face scrunched up, clearly bracing for the storm. He had to have known this would happen. "It’s not like—"

“Not like what?” Aless interrupted, her arms flailing slightly. “I’m supposed to go from investigative journalism to writing about who’s dating who at Gotham’s elite parties? ‘Oh, guess what, folks—Helena Voss was seen with a new boyfriend at a charity gala, and they’re definitely on the fast track to a very public breakup over her terrible taste in wines’? Is that what you want? A scoop about the most famous cheese platter at Bruce Wayne’s wedding?”

“Aless—”

“No!” she shot back, hands on her hips. “I am one of the best writers the Gotham Gazette has, and you’re throwing me into newspaper purgatory!"

Chief sighed, rubbing his temples. “You’re still writing, Aless. You’re still investigating—”

"Investigating what, Chief?” she shot him a glare, throwing her hands up in the air dramatically. “The best way to get a good seat at a fancy dinner? The best Instagram influencers in Gotham? Are you serious? You’ve got me writing gossip like I’m some TMZ correspondent!"

"Look, I get it," Chief said, his voice softening. "It’s not ideal, but it’s safer for the paper, and it’s only until—"

“Oh, I know it’s safe ,” she said, her tone dripping with sarcasm. “Safe from lawsuits, safe from billionaires trying to sue us out of existence. Who needs actual exposure when we can just focus on whose private yacht has a hotter tub, right?”

Aless turned in circles as if looking for a lifeline. "So this is it. I’m not the crusading journalist I thought I was. I’m just a glorified gossip columnist with a press badge."

Chief leaned back in his chair, looking less than impressed by the theatrics. "You’ll still be doing the work, just in a different format. You’ll be investigating—"

She interrupted again, voice rising, "I’ll be investigating if Gotham’s elite are swapping spouses again, oh no, someone call the FBI !"

A beat of silence passed between them, Aless pacing back and forth, but she could see the tiniest hint of a smile tugging at the corner of Chief’s mouth.

“Those are actually some good ideas, maybe this was the right choi—” he muttered under his breath, his words trailing off as he rubbed his temples, his eyes briefly closing in frustration.

"You’ve ruined me, Chief," Aless snapped, her voice tight with anger.

He stood this time, hands slamming on his desk as he leaned forward, leveling with Aless. Sure, she could yell and yell at him—they would never fire her because her writing was getting them views —but the decision was already final. Aless was going to have to start penciling Gotham social events into her work calendar. It made her sick.

“Look, kid. It’s only until this defamation thing gets shoved under the rug,” Chief said, his voice low and controlled. "We’re not doing this forever. I need you to lay low for a bit, let the storm pass, and then you can get back to what you do best. But right now, this is the only way to keep us out of the crossfire and out of bankruptcy. You understand? Think of it as a vacation for all the hard work you’ve been doing in the field."

Aless stood there, biting back the words that were ready to spill out—words about how this wasn’t journalism, how it felt like a betrayal. But she didn’t. She just gathered her thoughts and took one big breath. 

“I understand,” she said flatly, barely holding back the bitterness. She turned on her heel and walked toward the door, feeling the weight of the decision hanging over her like a shadow.

Walking back to her desk and sitting down with a huff, Aless shoved her notepad aside and ran a hand through her hair, letting out an exasperated sigh. Jay took off his headphones, his brow raised in that familiar, curious way. He wasn’t even waiting for the question anymore; he just knew it was coming.

"Lunch?" she asked, though it was more of a formality at this point. The routine had been solid since their freshman year at MetropolisU when they met in class and bonded over their shared love for Lois Lane. It wasn’t even an official tradition—just something that had naturally happened between them. Even after that strange two-year hiatus when Aless had gone back to Gotham, the second they found themselves back at the same desk, it was as if no time had passed at all.

Jay grinned, giving a half-shrug as if the question had never been asked. “It’s your turn to buy,” he said, already slipping his jacket back on. Aless looked at the document still up on her monitor, full of ideas for her next piece. The Iceberg Lounge’s new owner. Gotham’s caped crusader’s sudden slow down of operation. All pieces that weren’t going to see the light of day for a long time. Instead of saving it, she just X-ed out and proceeded to follow Jay out the door. 

“Cruel of you to make me pay when I’m in such mental distress.” Aless was thankful that they were the only two in the elevator. Was this jacket too much? It was already getting so hot in Gotham, and it wasn’t even August. 

“I gotta save up for Jon and I’s anniversary.” 

“That’s in November! ” 

“It’s five years! That’s a big one, right? Like, it’s wood or something.” 

“That’s only for wedding anniversaries, Jay.” 

“Well, the country only recently decided we could legally get married, so-” 

“And what are you going to do? Build him another barn with the wood?” 

“I was going to take him somewhere nice. Hotel prices are crazy though, even for one bed. I know they’re going to skyrocket, too.” 

“And plane tickets! So glad I'm not in a long-distance relationship anymore. All the money I spent on overpriced tickets? Man!

“Oh…yeah, plane tickets… they are gunna be expens-” 

The elevator ding! cut off their rambling conversation and they walked out into the streets of Gotham, Aless debating where she was going to spend her money. 

"The diner?" she asked, turning to Jay. He was staring off into space, his eyes drifting over the buildings of Gotham, a soft smile lingering on his lips. She waved her hand in front of his face, snapping him back to reality.

“Uh…yeah, sure! The diner.”


“I am vehemently opposed to you returning to that… cesspool of a city. It is not your path, Habibi . Here is where you belong,” Talia's voice was sharp, her eyes burning with an intensity that only came from years of careful control.

Damian sighed, his posture stiff as he sat on the floor of the temple, arms crossed, eyes focused on the stone floor beneath him. The silence around him had been a comfort—a rare moment of solitude amidst the Leauge’s chaos of his decision. He had hoped for peace, even if just for a few minutes, to think things through. But, of course, he should’ve expected his mother to find him.

The doors to the temple burst open with force, nearly knocking the candles Damian had so carefully arranged into oblivion. The wind outside swept in, extinguishing each one in a cold rush. Talia entered, every step deliberate, every movement commanding. She had given him thirty minutes. He’d estimated that was the amount of time he had. 

She arrived precisely two minutes late

Ummi ,” Damian said flatly, refusing to meet her gaze, his voice carrying none of the drama she sought. “I thought you would arrive sooner.”

Her eyes narrowed, a flicker of something dangerous crossing her features. “You choosing that path, Damian,” she stated as if he were some foolish child who needed correction. “It is a path for someone weak, someone distracted by sentimentality.”

Damian’s sigh was sharper this time, irritation crawling beneath his skin. He met her eyes. “It’s my decision, Mother. Not yours. I am a grown man.”

Talia was quiet for a moment, studying him with the precision of someone who knew him better than anyone else. “I am only trying to keep you from making a mistake you will regret,” she said softly, the venom from before replaced with something much more unsettling: calm, cold certainty. “Your place is here, with us, where you can rule, where you can lead as the Demon’s Head. There is nothing for you in Gotham other than a torn latex suit.”

Damian stood up slowly, his back straight, shoulders squared. “And yet,” he said quietly, his voice laced with quiet determination, “I have unfinished business there. And the knowledge of that business... does not belong to you.”

Though his mother was tall, imposing in her own right, Damian’s presence was commanding, and he towered over her as he stood—his stature sharp, his eyes unwavering, the tension between them thickening. He moved past her with a quiet intensity, the weight of his words lingering in the air. Gone was the little boy who once idolized and obeyed the woman with whom he now had, at best, a fractured relationship with. Damian knew one of the concerns driving her protest was the fear that whatever hold she still had on him—evident from his return to the League all those years ago—would vanish completely the moment he left for Gotham permanently.

Damian was hoping for it. 

He brooded as he walked out into the blizzard that preceded his departure. Not enough peace to even get through one meditation sequence, let alone the clarity he needed to decide if he was about to make the right decision. His mind had been so focused on Gotham, on what awaited him there, but Talia interrupted it.  

His mother’s gaze followed him as he walked into the courtyard, studying the youth class being taught there. It was sharp, prodding, and ever-angry. 

“He’s going to ask you. He would be a fool not to pick you over the other imbeciles you call your siblings.” Damian tried to let go of the fact that she’d just called his family - yes, his family - imbeciles in front of him. With his status as Demon Head, he could have her punished for it. Yet, with the humanity that she was so convinced corrupted him, Damian decided to save her from it. Someone had to command the League when he left. 

“We will have to wait and see.” He answered over the wind, turning to look at her face as he walked backward to his quarters. There was much to pack. This wasn’t just a holiday visit. Even if he didn’t tell Grayson that when his first text came through.

Why did they always text Damian? Especially with all those weird faces and moving pictures. Did no one know how to use a phone these days? Send a signal to his Batwing? Maybe his family was full of imbeciles… but only he could say that.  

“And what will your answer be?” Her voice rang out sharply, the distance between them now enough for her words to feel like a shout, with the sound of children’s laughter filling the space around them. 

Damian didn’t respond immediately, his thoughts momentarily lost to the confusion of his family’s communication methods. It was really only a 3-hour flight. Why did Grayson text such important information to him so casually? And to trust that he had reception out here to even receive it?  

“If you didn’t interrupt my meditation session, perhaps I would know.”

Talia’s eyes flashed with a rare display of public rage, her hands clenching at her sides. “You are the Demon’s Head. You belong to the League. Your loyalty is here, with me, with us .”

Damian couldn’t help but let out a quiet, almost inaudible chuckle, the sound slipping out before he could catch it. He stood there, looking at her, amusement flickering in his dark eyes.

Really, Mother? he thought, his mind racing with irony. You’re going to lecture me on loyalty after everything? You’ve tried to kill me before, and now you’re demanding loyalty?

"I was forced to return to the League after you attempted to destroy the Earth once again, proving you were unfit to lead. After restoring order to the chaos you left behind, I can now return to Father with clarity, knowing exactly what my path is. And I have placed my faith in the advisors I've appointed, who will not be swayed by your empty promises."

He had already set up failsafes—back then, when he first re-took control of the League—to ensure that his abdication wouldn’t lead to more chaos. He knew that if he didn’t plan for his departure properly, this mess would repeat itself, and he would be forced to return to the League, abandoning his mantle of Robin once more. Gotham was always a priority for him (even if it took him this long to be able to admit it), and this time, he wasn’t letting anyone stand in the way of his decisions.

Talia’s gaze turned icy, her voice dripping with venom. "If you choose to become Batman, you will be cast out from the League. You will never be welcome here again. You will betray your birthright."

Damian didn’t flinch, his posture unyielding. "Then so be it," he replied coolly, his words sharp as steel. He’d prepared for that reaction, gradually shedding any trace of childish emotion he had once felt for his mother over the past five years since he’d ascended as the Demon’s Head. The affection, the longing for approval—it was no longer something he needed from a woman who was his mother. No, he had a real family now, one that had shown him what loyalty and support truly meant. The League, his birthright, and Talia's manipulations were no longer his concerns.

Talia’s eyes burned, but there was a trace of something darker there too—hurt, perhaps, or a bitter realization that she was losing him. She stepped closer, her voice low but commanding. "You would throw everything away for Gotham? For that… man ?" She spit the last word out like poison. He noticed, after the wedding announcement, Talia’s hatred for his father grew ten-fold.

Damian’s lips curled into a faint, almost imperceptible smirk. "Yes.” Without another word, he turned and walked toward the door, his footsteps echoing in the silence that followed. The finality of his decision hung in the air, unspoken, but undeniable, but damn, did it feel good to walk away from this place.

“Hey, Little D!” Grayson’s face filled the Batwing’s screens as Damian was programing in his final destination. He debated flying to Kansas, having not seen his friend for quite a while. The Justice League was taking up most of his time… And a boyfriend Damian had yet to meet. It could be used as a valuable warm-up to dealing with all of his family in one place, but he was unsure if Jon was even home. 

“Richard… looking as gray as ever,” Damian muttered dryly, continuing to program in the Batwing’s final destination. He didn’t even glance up at the screen.

A stereotypical gasp crackled through the comms. “Damian, I’m only 37!”

Damian’s lips curled slightly, but his focus remained on the coordinates. “In a modern-day Gotham, that is practically pushing death. I would start taking precautionary methods.”

Another dramatic pause stretched across the line before Grayson’s voice returned, slightly less enthusiastic. “Selina has requested you stop in Paris to pick up Mulberry silk in eggshell.”

Damian’s eyebrows furrowed, his fingers stilling on the console. “Do I look like a courier service? Can she not send one of Father’s associates to retrieve it? I’m not in the mood for unnecessary errands.”

“She said something about import taxes and shipping costs. Come on, I know you haven’t gotten them a wedding gift yet. Paris is a great place to look.”

Damian’s eyes narrowed slightly, but he didn’t take the bait. “I don’t see why I would waste my time on such a task. Besides, it’s not like I’m exactly thrilled about this marriage."

Dick’s tone shifted, his curiosity piqued. “Ah, so you are sour about Bruce and Selina. Finally ready to admit it, huh?”

His eyes flicked toward the screen for the first time, his tone dismissive. “A wedding? After all these years, now they want to make it official? It doesn’t make sense. They've been together longer than I can remember. The notion of marriage, especially at this point… it’s pointless. It’s just another distraction and Batman is slowing down as it is.”

There was a pause on the other end before Dick spoke again, his tone lighter but tinged with that familiar warmth. “You’ll understand when you’re older, Damian. When you’re in love, and you want commitment… you’ll see what it’s all about.”

“And that’s why it took you this long to commit to Gordan?”

“Dami-” Dick’s exasperated tone cut off his attempt at humor.

“-I don’t need to understand it. Love is irrelevant. Bruce doesn’t need this wedding. He needs to focus on the city he’s already half-abandoned. On his decision to pass on the mantle.” He watched as Dick’s face morphed from a grin into one of seriousness, the light in his eyes dimming slightly.

“You think that’s why he’s called us all together a week before the wedding?” His brother asked, his voice quieter, more measured. 

“Isn’t it obvious, Grayson? He’s getting married. He finally gave Drake full ownership of Wayne Enterprises. Batman hasn’t been seen as much lately, and that’s not because he’s busy with wedding plans. It’s because he’s getting older. Slower… He's passing on the mantle. It would be the perfect time to do it.” Damian’s words hung in the air, a subtle edge to his voice.

Dick didn’t respond right away, but Damian could hear how his breathing changed on the other end. It was clear the weight of their father's decisions was something they all felt, in different ways. The responsibility of it all. 

After a beat, Dick spoke again in that happy-go-lucky tone of his. “Hey, don’t worry about it Little D. You’ll be back at the League HQ in no time. You can even enjoy a little summer while you’re in Gotham! Get your tan on!” 

Ah. 

There… it was again. 

Damian had heard it from almost all of his siblings leading up to his arrival. It wasn’t something they said outright, but he could read between the lines—whether it was the unsaid in their group chat or the tone in the conversation with Todd when he stopped by during a mission with the JL Dark last week. None of them were considering the possibility that it could be him.  

He didn’t have the words to fully understand how it made him feel, nor the self-awareness to articulate it, but deep down, Damian knew it wasn’t a good feeling.

“I will see you when I land, Grayson.” Damian hoped he was able to hide whatever that unnamed emotion did to his voice. 

“Don’t forget the silk!”

Chapter Text

“Alright, team, let’s start!” The bubbly blonde at the front of the room clapped her hands together, instantly snapping the small team of five to attention. Aless couldn’t help but notice the bright pink skirt she was wearing, the shade almost comically out of place in the otherwise muted tones of the room. When had she ever been able to wear something like that to work? Even now, sitting in the back corner, she felt the weight of her gray slacks, slightly too wrinkled and far too dull in comparison to her new team’s perfectly styled outfits.

"We have a new member joining us for just a bit. Alessandra, do you want to introduce yourself?" The blonde's voice bubbled with enthusiasm as all eyes turned to Aless. She stood up slowly, acutely aware of the disheveled state of her attire (her alarm went off late, sue her), and felt the sudden pressure to put on a more polished appearance. She caught sight of the flawless makeup on the girl in the blue button-down shirt with feather collars and immediately felt like she was at a disadvantage in both looks and reputation.

Taking a breath, Aless cleared her throat. "Alessandra Vreeland," she said with a smile, lifting her hand in a greeting, though it felt forced. "You can call me Aless. I’m usually in Front Page or Subject Focus, but the team decided I should take a little break and move over here for a while."

There was a pause, and then a voice from the front piped up. It was the girl with the feathered collar, leaning forward with an inquisitive look on her face. "I heard it’s because you kept getting the Gazette sued. Is that true?"

Aless’s smile tightened. She should’ve known. Of course, this was the gossip column, and nothing could stay out of the limelight for long. The whole office had probably heard by now.

“Okay, yes.” She sighed and rubbed her forehead, feeling the familiar sense of frustration bubbling up. "My newest piece on Falcone rubbed him the wrong way and he wants to sue for defamation. Chief put me here on a timeout until things cool off."

Another woman - they were all women, which was a little empowering to Aless, but also not really because it was the gossip column and that couldn’t be very feminist - in a purple dress leaned forward, putting her hand on the and spreading her fingers like a tripod. “Falcone’s been caught in a weapon-smuggling operation, allegedly busted by Batman. Some of his men have been arrested across three countries, and she connected the dots right back to him. I would sue too if I were him, given how much it could ruin me.”

Aless blinked. Once. Then once more. “You read my story?” 

It’s not like she didn’t think they were incapable of reading. Or reading serious news. She just thought, oh well, they’re the gossip column, so they probably took a liking to scrolling through TikTok more than anything else. And that was fine for Aless. Social media gave people news too. She just didn’t think that there was an intersecting Venn diagram of people who got their news from Twitter and people who read her pieces. The realization that she was wrong shocked her a little bit.

Blue feathers spoke up again. “Of course, we read your stuff! I mean, who wouldn’t want to know about Lex Luthor’s secret involvement with the League of Shadows? I find his villainous vibe kind of... sexy, but also, it’s just so interesting. Bald isn’t my type though.” 

“It’s like… professional gossip.” Glasses, red shoes, and a trenchcoat buttoned to the top. She looked like the youngest.  “You deal with hard-hitting political stories, and we cover the social scene—the relationships, the parties, the socialites. But sometimes, our stuff overlaps with politics, too. We put a piece out about the Hamilton’s divorce two weeks before you wrote something about the abuse scandal. It’s just how you look at it. People pass off our stories as rumors, but every rumor has a kernel of truth.”

 Aless realized then that the girl was trying to get her to reframe her thinking, and it struck her that this team probably had to do this a lot. Explain to the men in power or their critics that their work was more than just idle chatter. They weren’t just spinning sensational headlines for clicks—they were digging, connecting dots, and unearthing truths that others overlooked or ignored. She… kinda digged it. 

Oh, fuck. This feels like indoctrination. 

She sat down, and they went around the room with their names. The head writer was Jane. Blue feathers were Amara. Trenchcoat, an intern from GothamU, was Jenni. The last two were Rebs, purple dress, and Piper who hadn’t spoken yet. They were going to have to wear nametags or Aless was just going to refer to them as the clothes they were wearing that day. Unfortunately, that meant Aless was now ‘ill-fitting gray slacks’ until she turned her style up. Apparently, Jenni wrote for GothamU’s fashion magazine. Maybe she could ask her if she thought Aless was a Cool Summer. 

“Alright, let’s begin with our pitches. Throw them out as we go, and I’ll type them up here!” The blonde’s - Jane, her name is Jane - voice rang through the room, full of energy, as her fingers poised over the keyboard. As the ideas started to flow, she would type every single one, displayed on the screen for all of them to see. 

For once, this new way of working gave Aless a moment to reflect. Maybe she had been conditioned to thrive in the high-stakes, cut-throat environment of typical newsroom pitch meetings. The kind where silence looms until someone drops the perfect story idea, the kind of silence that makes you wonder if you'd be the one to break it. She’d spent whole weeks barely getting in a word, and every time it happened, she blamed herself for not being good enough to speak. It was a vicious cycle—she'd push herself to come up with the perfect pitch, the kind that would make the room take notice, that would make her indispensable. That pressure had driven her, kept her going. But this…

This was different.

Aless watched the team around her as they casually tossed around their ideas, their voices overlapping with a natural rhythm. There was no stress, no competition, just an easy flow of ideas. She hadn’t realized how tense her shoulders were until she saw them relax, one by one, as the group started to collaborate. They weren’t fighting for their voices to be heard, but just sharing ideas, taking turns without the unspoken fear that someone else would steal the spotlight.

She couldn’t help but compare it to the vibe she was used to back in the frontlines of investigative journalism. There, every pitch was a battle. Each week, she would arrive at the table, shoulders squared, armed with her latest scoop, and ready to hold her ground. But now, as she watched the women around her laugh and banter, it felt more like sitting at the lunch table with her friends, swapping stories about the latest breakups, rumors, and gossip that circulated through school hallways. A week ago, she would've found it insane to think she’d find this… refreshing.

“And then apparently, she walked in and found his mistress in bed with him. The divorce is going to be brutal because… no prenup!” Rebs tapped her manicured fingers on the table with every work. There were gasps at her last statement and head nods. 

“I hope she takes everything.”

“I knew he was a scum bag!”

“Let’s meet her for an interview! Get her to tell us all the juicy details.” 

“What if we take her out to brunch? This new place on 4th Street has amazing lattes. I read about it in ‘Gotham’s Best Breakfast Spots.’”

Okay, maybe… my time of reflection is over. How the fuck am I supposed to write about any of this stuff seriously? 

“And we still haven’t acquired a Wayne wedding invite? This is the event of the year, and none of you could even seduce an invitation out of someone on Raya? We put that membership on the company card. Vogue is going to be doing a full spread on it. I’m sure the Daily Planet has people on it too. We cannot be the only ones who don’t run something.” Jane’s voice had taken on a slightly dramatic, almost theatrical tone. Aless wasn’t sure if it was just for show, but it had certainly gotten everyone’s attention. Even she perked up. 

She hadn’t said anything for the last ten minutes, mostly observing the easy rhythm of the team. But now, the words slipped out before she could even think about it. The reaction she got from them sent the same serotonin through her brain as presenting a good pitch in front of the board. 

“I have an invite.” 

The energy in the room shifted, the air thick with anticipation. Aless could feel the weight of the moment—everyone was hanging on her every word now. The Wayne wedding invite had catapulted her into a different level of importance in this room, even if she hadn’t fully realized the magnitude of it yet. All five pairs of eyes turned to her, some with their mouths open, and she felt the weight of their gazes, sharp and hungry for the next morsel of gossip. Was she the prey, or the Wayne wedding ticket? 

"You have an invite?" Rebs asked, incredulity written all over her face.

Aless raised her eyebrows, trying to keep a straight face. “Yeah. To the wedding. I’m ah… My, uh, mom’s a family friend, but she can’t go. I’m going in her place.” 

“Well, hell ,” one of the other women muttered, a laugh escaping her lips. “You better get us something good from that wedding.”

It was like someone had just dropped a Pulitzer Prize-worthy piece right in front of them.

Jane grinned, leaning back in her chair as she crossed her arms, clearly impressed. “Well, look at you. You’ve got more pull than I thought. Alright, Vreeland, you’re assigned to the Wayne Wedding.” Uh, oh. What did I just get myself into? I was just going to send a card… 

A flutter of nerves ran through her, and she internally scoffed. Really? She’d chased down Robin— the Robin —to try and confront him, and now she was getting jittery about a wedding? She was acting like a fucking rookie. It was almost laughable. But the truth was, she had no idea what was expected of her in this new role. Weddings, especially Gotham’s most high-profile one, didn’t exactly come with a clear guidebook. There was no getting in with a notepad and an interview; this would be a mess of layers—flashing lights, socialites, whispers behind hands, and gossip flying faster than she could keep up with.

It’s just another story. You’ve handled worse. This will be a piece of cake.

“What do you all want me to focus on? The happy couple? The guests?” Aless couldn’t believe that her career had devolved to this level. 

`“No one cares about the wedding. Hooray, the happy couple is finally getting married! Okay, cool,” Amara said with a flick of her hand as if dismissing the notion entirely. “And then in the next paragraph, we dig into who was and wasn’t present. Who sent gifts and who didn’t ? Do any of his exes show? What was being said between the ceremony and the reception?”

Aless sat back, trying to digest the concept. Who sent gifts? That was the kind of thing she was supposed to dig into. But before she could voice her thoughts, Piper cut in.

“All of that and more!” she said, her eyes narrowing as she leaned in closer, clearly relishing the juicy material. “This is the first time all of the Wayne children will be together since, I don’t know, like years! Are Dick Grayson and Barbara Gordon engaged yet? Or are they just playing the long game? What about Tim Drake’s secret gay lover? Or the fact that he’s just been given more than 50 percent of shares in Wayne Enterprises? Is it a Succession situation with the family? Is Bruce losing control of his empire? Is it because of the wedding?”

Aless couldn’t stop her eyes from widening. Tim Drake? Secret lover? What the hell were these people writing about? She barely had time to process the fact that these were the things they were looking for. Piper, noticing her reaction, leaned in closer, her voice low but eager.

“Then there’s Stephanie Brown and Cassandra Cain—dating or just best friends? Because trust me, there are a lot of rumors swirling about those two. Always has been. And don’t forget the biggest prize: Damian Wayne. No one’s seen him in like, five years. Is he going to show up? Is he still mad at his father? Did he inherit any of the Wayne family’s share? Is he still devilishly handsome, intelligent, and single? If he’s there you have to latch onto that.” Piper’s voice dropped even lower as if sharing some classified intel. Alessa pulled a face of disgust and was tempted to throw up all over the table. 

“Really?” Her tone was flat, but still disbelieving, “Damian Wayne is the prize?” 

Every girl in the room looked at Aless like she was crazy, their eyes widening in disbelief. Jane, clearly unamused by her lack of knowledge, furiously typed in the search bar ‘ Damian Wayne 2025 ,’ her fingers moving with practiced speed. She clicked on the "images" tab, waiting for the results to load. 

While there were noticeably few recent photos (a lot of that annoying, snotty kid standing behind a younger Bruce), Aless recognized the face that popped up. There were two or three blurry photos with captions like Damian Wayne Spotted in Paris!!! Why is the Wayne Heir in the city of love? The images were grainy, the details hard to make out, but even through the poor quality, she could spot that god-awful hairline and the unmistakable green eyes. The blurry images only made it more tantalizing, the mystery of his appearance in Paris hanging in the air. The photo seemed recent. 

“Damian Wayne disappeared from Gotham almost five years ago,” Jane explained, her fingers on the touchpad, using it to circle the blurry face in front of them. It occured to Aless later that they were literally sitting in a conference room at work getting paid to stare at pictures of Damian Wayne. “He went off to some foreign university, and for a while, everyone just assumed he'd return and take his place in the family—especially after Tim Drake started making moves within the company. But it never happened. Last year, we even set up a Damian Wayne Watch on the website, but he never showed. These are some of the only photos of him that have surfaced recently. The buzz is that he's finally coming out of hiding because he's going to the wedding.”

She paused, eyes scanning the screen as if the truth was staring her in the face. “And trust me, this is big . He’s the only bachelor in the family now that Duke Thomas is confirmed not single, and he has the Wayne name. That’s an official heir.” All the confidence Aless had gained in this hour that everything was going to be okay, especially after Jenni’s little pep talk, drained away in a heartbeat. Her acceptance of the assignment melted into cold dread. She could not write about the Wayne Wedding. She would not write about Damian Wayne—that asshole.

She was happy when he left Gotham. 

“Anything wrong, Aless? Are you comfortable with this assignment?” Aless sat up straighter, the question's weight settling in her chest like a stone. Comfortable? Comfortable wasn’t a word she’d ever really used regarding her work. She’d gotten used to the constant churn of deadlines, the pressure to expose the truth, and the inevitable fallout that came with every big story. But this? Fuck it, journalism wasn’t about comfortability. She didn’t get anywhere in life because she was comfortable. 

She glanced around the table, noting the way everyone else was practically buzzing with excitement. These women had an almost infectious energy about them, an energy that wasn’t just about the stories—they lived for this game, for digging, for uncovering what others were too afraid to. Aless? So did she. Regardless of the medium it took, or who it was.  

Damian Wayne was not going to psyche her out again.

"Yeah, I'm fine with the assignment," she said. The words sounded flat, even to her ears. 

During lunch, Aless let it all out. She walked briskly to the bistro patio, where Jay was already perched at their usual spot under the awning, tapping away on her phone. Without a word, Aless slammed her bags down onto the table with a thud, causing a few heads to turn.

“You will not believe this,” she began, her voice dripping with disbelief. “They want me to write about the Wayne Wedding.”

There was a long pause from Jay, who was probably too confused to say anything helpful back. “And it gets better. They want me to write about Damian Wayne. I’m gonna stroll in there and be like, ‘Hey, Damian, remember me? How you tried to ruin my life in school? Would you mind spilling the tea on why you disappeared for five years? Oh, and who’s the lucky girl you’re dating, now, huh?’ Personally, I didn’t believe that he’s straight, but my team - god, that’s so fucking ridiculous sounding now - has informed me that they have first-hand accounts from women of how he is in bed. I’m surprised they don’t want me to just fuck him to get intel!” 

Aless let out a disbelieving laugh, shaking her head. “Can you even imagine? God, I’m so out of place. I’m sitting here, trying to figure out if I’m going to have a panic attack over the fact that they expect me to write about Damian fucking Wayne and this stupid wedding.”

She let out another exasperated sigh. “This whole situation is insane. I should be writing about real stories. Like, actual crime, corruption—stuff that matters. But no. I’m supposed to sniff around a damn wedding like it’s some kind of high-stakes undercover mission. I have a master’s in journalism from the top program in the country, Jay. And awards. And a Lois Lane Fellowship. This is hell.” She groaned, closing her eyes tightly, wishing she could just escape the nightmare of the past few hours. If she could will herself into some parallel universe where her career was thriving and her work wasn’t getting redacted, she would. But instead, here she was— gossip columnist. 

Jay, who had been quietly observing her meltdown, finally broke the silence. He reached across the table, his hand light but firm on A​​less’s back, offering some form of comfort in the midst of her chaos.

“Hey, look on the bright side of things,” Jay said, his voice soft but laced with a touch of amusement. “Maybe while you’re there, you’ll land on some crazy Gotham billionaire hush money scheme. I mean, when Bruce Wayne’s involved, there’s always an open bar. Which means people get real loose-lipped. Alternately, you could get blasted and then go home with some hot, trust fund baby.”

He was trying to make it better, Alessa knew that, but she couldn’t stop the negative thoughts rolling through her mind. Yeah, and where am I going to publish that? The gossip column? Oh, no I’ll just wait for when I get re-moted again. And then publish it. And then get sent another libel case. And then, woopie, back to the gossip column. 

“I’m going to do it. I’m going to write this stupid article,” she declared, the words feeling strange on her tongue but steady nonetheless. “And I’m going to write it so well, it’ll make their heads spin. If I can’t write a damn gossip column article and make it sing , how the hell am I supposed to keep writing my investigative pieces? This is nothing compared to the stories I’ve cracked before.”

Jay’s eyes lit up with approval. “That’s the spirit! You’re taking me a little aback with these mood swings, but yeah!” 

“I’ll make this wedding the most disastrous event Gotham’s socialites have ever seen.” 

“Oh...” Should I warn them about this... or...? Jay thought, but then remembered he didn't get an invitation (It was to the Kent family only and Jon already felt bad), so...

“And I get to buy a dress for it on payroll!”


Damian should’ve stopped in Kansas. 

It would've been quieter there. And even if Jon wasn’t in, Ma Kent was pleasant to be around. She would never ask Damian prying questions. She would never try to give him a - what did Todd call that stupid thing? - a noogie as soon as he entered the door. No, she would greet him with class, shower him with compliments on how much he’d grown, and then make him tea the way he liked. The fact that the Manor’s culinary choices had completely gone to hell without Alfred only made it worse. All he had was Sleepytime Tea ? Sleepytime Tea. He was Damian Wayne, not some overgrown child who drank out of a box with a bear in pajamas on it. 

It was going to feel like shit to spend six dollars on a horribly made chai tomorrow when he went into town, but he needed it. 

Instead of peace and calm, as soon as he landed the Batwing—silk in hand—he was immediately put to work to help with the wedding. It was a backhanded compliment from Dick. Look how muscular you’ve gotten, Dami! Now, D, move this. D, help with that. His name barely seemed to matter anymore. No, the great Demon Head (soon to be ex -Demon Head, he reminded himself) had become Demon Brat, Lil' D, Asshole, or just plain D . Even Selina Kyle—a woman he assumed had no use for any of this familial nonsense—greeted him with a soft “ Hey, Dami. Good to see you again. ” 

At least they’d finally acknowledged he was the tallest. In the year since they’d all seen him in Gotham last, he’d shot up to even taller than Todd. Steph was going around saying that he’d gone through ‘second puberty’ and he just glared.  

It might’ve been flattering if only it wasn’t followed by insults from Tim and Duke, or that constant reminder from everyone—including Father—that they still saw him as the little boy they had to look after. How he had grown in height, in muscle, but still wasn’t quite grown up enough to shed the name “Demon Brat.” Even when he towered over them now, it never seemed to matter.

Maybe he was reading into it too much, sure, but if they kept treating him like a child, how could he expect them to ever truly see him as... anything else? His jaw tightened, but he shook his head. Gotham made him weak. It made him feel too much. And he couldn’t afford that. He needed to reel in any illogical emotions like doubt. 

He’d been doing well—better, even. He didn’t just go to the League to right his mother’s chaos. Years of discipline and mental training had given him control, control over his body, and control over his emotions. Those techniques, those rigorous mental exercises, were about mastering himself. Not letting the ghosts of his past drag him back. He was no longer a child who threw tantrums or lashed out because of some bruised ego. He was Damian Wayne. An adult. A master of the mind. He was in control. 

But being back in Gotham? He couldn’t help but feel it all slipping again. Old habits, old reflexes. The unwanted familiarity of being underestimated, and treated like a kid. It stung more than he wanted to admit. There was something unresolved lingering. He would add it to the list to explore in his mind later. 

When he left the Robin mantle, he had been trying to find something real, something that made sense in a way that fighting crime and playing the part of a boy wonder never could. At first, he thought it might be medicine—saving lives in a more direct way. He could be a doctor. He even imagined himself in the sterile white halls of a hospital, someone people trusted to fix their wounds, whether physical or emotional. Then, when that didn’t quite settle right, he considered becoming a veterinarian. Animals didn’t judge and didn’t have expectations. They were simple and honest. He could help them, too.

And for a time, he’d even entertained the idea of becoming an artist. The thought had been strange at first, but he saw it—himself, focused and creating something pure, something to call his own. He hadn’t quite been sure where it came from, but he liked it. He liked the quiet and the freedom that came with it.

But none of that lasted. It never did. Because no matter how far he tried to run from it, the blood, the violence, the legacy of the Leauge was always there, pulling him back. He found himself the only one capable of righting his mother’s wrongs. Batman wasn’t dispensable. He couldn’t move from place to place to fix the League. Damian could. At that point in his life, freshly an adult, he thought, maybe, that was his final cause. What he was made for. It was his birthright, after all, but it never felt quite as... right as being Robin. Being with Batman. Being in Gotham. It’s where he belonged, but it took him years and distance to figure it out. 

“Do you wanna patrol tonight? With so many of us back, I think the baddies will have an aneurysm.”

Steph’s voice broke through his thoughts, and he turned, blinking slightly, caught off guard. She was standing beside him, elbowing him lightly as he set down a box of centerpieces. Her usual grin was there, but there was something else in her eyes—something that felt a little like camaraderie, the kind he wasn’t sure he deserved but had found here, in this city, with these people.

“Are you volunteering to be the distraction again, Brown?” Damian raised an eyebrow, his voice only half-joking.

Steph leaned against the table, unfazed by his teasing. “I’m just saying, it’d be a hell of a night. Bane’s been making noise again, and I’m getting bored of the local punks thinking they can just stroll through the streets like they own Gotham. Besides, I have yet to see the new Demon Head in action. Jason and Cass always get to travel near you but we don’t.”

The teasing, playful smirk that had been hovering on his face vanished in an instant. Damian’s expression went unreadable, cold. He didn’t answer right away. His eyes flickered briefly to the side as if calculating something. But when they returned to hers, they were intense—far too intense for a simple joke. His lips were pressed thin, and something shifted in his posture, becoming rigid.

Her back straightened unconsciously, a slight tension creeping into her own posture as she caught on. “D? You alright?” 

The silence stretched between them, thicker now. She had meant it as a challenge, something to push him a little, to get him to bite. She hadn't expected to hit some kind of nerve.

"I highly doubt the Robin suit will fit. It hasn’t been altered since I left." Steph’s face fell. Damian tried to go back and hide his reaction. He’d lost control, but it wasn’t her fault. None of them knew what he had done to get here. What he had to do. 

“Ah, yeah. That’s… It might stretch? I’m sure you brought some League gear with you. Or we could give you some of Jason’s old stuff? That’s probably the only thing you’d fit in. Or… Well, the Bat gear… You’d fit in Bruce’s things.” For the briefest moment, he looked at her again, and this time, there was a flicker of something softer in his gaze, something almost grateful. The first acknowledgment of him fitting. It lasted only a second before he masked it with a sharp turn of his head and a dismissive shrug.

"I will defer to the others before deciding to join tonight. The flight has left me... fatigued." Steph's brow furrowed as she watched him, her expression softening at the flicker of vulnerability in his eyes. He was good at hiding it, but she could read him better than he thought. Still, she didn't press. It was normal for Damian to be guarded. 

"Yeah, sure, Dames," she said lightly, trying to keep the mood casual.

Damian gave a noncommittal grunt, his arms crossing as he turned back to his task, his eyes focused on the centerpieces as though that could distract him. He didn't want to admit how much he missed the weight of the suit, the feel of it—how right it had always been, even when everything else felt off. He didn’t want to put anything else on his body. Sighing deeply, Damian set the centerpiece down and pulled out his phone. Maybe he would join them tonight. Maybe it was time to stop running from what he was meant to be.

Damian: Is there any way to make the Robin suit fit by tonight?

Richard: ill talk to Bruce 

Richard: yours has been in storage 

Richard: since Maps has been active 

Richard: im sure we can modify it

Damian: Let me know when.

It only took Tim’s new machines four hours. 

“How does it feel?” Damian stared at his reflection, his gaze locked on the R emblazoned on his chest, his eyes not willing to wander elsewhere. How did it feel? He couldn't put it into words without giving something away, something he wasn’t ready to admit—not to Dick, not to anyone. If he did, Dick would try to turn it into something sentimental, something absurd like “family” or “nostalgia” or worse— feelings .

So, he simply stood there, assessing the fit. The material hugged him in all the right places, the black and red curving around his limbs and highlighting the muscles he’d spent years honing. It looked right. It felt right.

But he didn’t need to say that. Not aloud.

I’ve missed this. 

He nodded once, a sharp, controlled motion. It is acceptable.

Jesus Christ, Robin! You look terrifying in that suit!” When he landed on the roof where the others had gathered, Nightwing behind him, he made a mental comment that they all looked the same to him. Their suits only went through minor modifications, and in Tim’s case, didn’t change at all. Even Maps, who also seemed to mature between now and the last time he saw him, wore her same yellow glasses. 

“Eh, it doesn’t look right when he’s not four-foot-eleven,” Todd commented, the modulator doing nothing to hide his trademark tone. Damian hoped he didn’t get paired with him tonight.   

“I believe I was about Nightwing’s height when I graduated. The difference is only a few inches.” There was sniggering behind him, and Damian rolled his eyes under his mask. 

“Size matters, D.” 

“Oh, you perv-” 

“Hood started it!” 

“This is Oracle. We have a bank robbery up on 55th Street. Four guys in total. Armed. Who wants it?” 

“Me!”

“Dibs! Red Robin and I can go.” 

“And Robin!” 

“Which one?” 

Damian’s head started to hurt. He didn’t miss this part of it. 

“I also have a reported shooting near the docks. No drug bust scheduled tonight, so could be a fluke?” 

“Cass and I can take that one. We were at the docks last week.” 

“No fair, I wanted to go swim aft-” 

“Guys,” Dick’s voice rang next to him, almost in a groan, “Stop fighting. I know we all haven’t been on patrol together in a while, but have you honestly forgotten how to work in teams?” 

“Maps has a point. We can’t have two Robins and a Red Robin.” 

“Okay, we can call Damian, D.” 

“You can suck this D-”

“-Where’s Batman? Didn’t he say he was coming tonight?” 

“The man’s getting married to the love of his life and got us all out of the house tonight. You think he wants to be here?” 

“Oh, ew. How did we get back to this again?!” 

“Shut u-”

"Look," Damian's voice cut through the air, sharper than he intended, but he couldn’t ignore it any longer. The chaos of disorganization was eating away at precious time. He couldn’t afford delays. His jaw clenched. “Nightwing, Maps, and I will patrol the eastern district. We’ll cover the high-rises and check for movement around the old Wayne Enterprises building. I want those rooftops clear by morning.” His gaze shifted to Nightwing, who gave him a tight nod, ready to move without question. Maps gave an enthusiastic thumbs up.

Damian’s eyes flicked briefly over to the others. "Tim, Steph, and Cass, you’re on the docks. I want eyes on everything first. Keep it tight. If anything feels off, don’t hesitate to call for backup. Oracle will route anyone close by. But make sure you’re capable of neutralizing everything before you engage. No heroics this time—no repeats of last time."

The words hung in the air. Damian knew Tim’s 'last time' was far different from his own, but they both understood what that statement implied. Tim didn’t flinch, though his sharp mind was already picking apart the tactical breakdown. Steph’s grin was almost predatory as she locked eyes with Damian, unbothered. She was clearly enjoying this.

And to think he didn’t want to come tonight. D for Demon’s Head alright…

"Jason, Duke, you're on the bank robbery." Damian continued, voice unwavering. "Tie them up. Leave them in the vault for the police. Evacuate any civilians, patch up any injuries, and get out fast. If Tim, Steph, and Cass need backup, you’re disposable for that. If not, start patrolling the area."

The rooftop was quiet as Damian’s gaze swept across the team, assessing, commanding. He locked eyes with each member in turn before giving a final nod of approval. "We move in five."

There was no extra flourish, no need for dramatic flair. It was just pure, unfiltered command. The words hung in the air, confident and steady, the tone of someone who knew exactly what they were doing. The snark, the arrogance, that used to accompany his every order—it was gone. This was a leader, not a brat.

Jesus fucking Christ, D.” He heard, whispered through the coms, almost like he wasn’t supposed to hear that from Babs. 

He watched as Tim exchanged a glance with Steph again. Her brow arched slightly, surprised by the precision with which Damian had structured everything. They’d never expected him to command like this, and yet… he was. Even Jason, usually quick to make a jab, stood a little straighter, a rare flash of respect crossing his face as he shot Duke an impressed look. 

Damian hadn’t only undergone a physical change when he went back to the League. 

“This the Demon Head at work, huh?” He decided to let that comment from Tim pass as the groups he sectioned off started to slowly leave the rooftop until it was only Damian, Dick, and Maps left. 

“Are the routes all the same?” Damian looked down to ask Maps who just nodded, getting ready to pull a grappling gun out of her utility belt. When he turned to Dick, he was smiling. 

Dick’s smile was the kind that made Damian’s skin itch—wide, open, and absolutely brimming with undiluted pride. It was the one he used when Damian did something particularly impressive, the kind of thing Dick had probably been expecting him to mess up just a little. It wasn’t mocking, but it carried that annoying big brother energy like he was resisting the urge to ruffle Damian’s hair and say “ Look at you, all grown up. ” It was genuine, annoyingly so, and worst of all, it meant that no matter what Damian did next, Dick was probably going to bring this moment up forever.

“What?” It was deadpan. 

“I’m just happy to be with both my Robins again.”

Chapter Text

“Apparently, the Bats are back.” Aless flipped through the pages of the magazine she’d swiped from the waiting room, telling herself she was studying it, trying to absorb the fluffy content of a women’s lifestyle magazine. G! was touted as the pinnacle of gloss and glamour (according to Amara), and as much as Aless wanted to roll her eyes, the truth was that Aless needed all the help she could get. The prose here was so different from investigative journalism—less digging for the truth, less methodological, more digging for the perfect angle to catch the eye of a bored housewife or a busy exec who wanted to forget her day for a moment.

“There’s even been spottings of the old Robin. Same suit and everything. Social media’s kinda going crazy over it. Posting pictures or videos of him on patrol. It usually happens around the holidays - when their civilian selves come home for Christmas - but now it’s just random.” Aless shifted in her chair, closing the magazine and crossing her legs. She paused, too, as if waiting for an answer. 

“No, don’t worry, I’m not going to go chasing him again. I learned my lesson when he tossed me off a roof that one time. Did I ever tell you that? One night when I finally got him cornered, he grabbed me and tied one of those grappling guns on my ankle before throwing me off an apartment building. It was to scare me, and boy did it work. Decided that identity piece was not worth my life. I guess I should thank him though, because it redirected me to the piece I won the award with. Oh, yeah, I probably didn’t tell you that because I snuck out.” Leaning back in the chair just a bit, Aless let out a small yawn. She’d been talking for a while now, trying to pass the time before the doctor came back in and told her the same news. 

“I have to go shopping for my dress today. For the Wayne Wedding. I… I took your spot anyway, so I’m looking for something you’d wear. It’s a black-tie affair. I had to Google what that meant, to be honest. I’m thankful work is covering this expense, or I’d stick out like a sore thumb. I still might because I don’t know what stores to shop at. The girls at work, they’ve been really helpful in prepping me for this actually.” She took another long breath, the only thing responding to her was the beeping. 

“I’m supposed to focus on Damian Wayne. Do you remember him? This kid who bullied me in school? Well… it was a mutual bullying. We just never liked each other. You always told me to kill him with kindness, but I didn’t listen… Anyway, he did the same thing Bruce Wayne did at his age and left for a bit. He’d pop in sometimes, but I wouldn’t know because I was in Metropolis. Wouldn’t have wanted to say ‘ hi’ regardless. He’s… uh… Well, it’s being speculated that he’s back in Gotham to claim his rightful place on the Wayne throne. I have to find out if that’s true, but I don’t want to. If I could go the whole day without talking to him, it would be great for me, but not for my job.” 

The door slid open, and Aless looked up at the doctor, who entered the room with a soft smile. She stood to greet Shondra, her body stiff, instinctively mimicking a behavior she hadn’t even realized she’d adopted from her mother over the years. She glanced briefly at the still, lifeless form in the bed before meeting the doctor’s eyes.

“How are you doing today, Aless?” 

“I’m fine. And you, Doctor Kinsolving?” 

“I’m great, thanks. I’m just here to do a routine check-up on your mother.” Doctor Kinsolving’s hands were already washed and she had moved to the side of the bed, her experienced gaze lingering on the machines that hummed quietly in the background, keeping her mother alive. Aless knew the routine by heart by now—vital signs check, pressure points, turning her mother ever so carefully to prevent sores, the steady hum of the heart monitor.

She hadn’t expected to be so lost in thought, still tethered to that half-formed wish that maybe one day her mother would wake up and yell at her about how ridiculous she was being about work. Or complain that the hospitals never understood the importance of real fashion and chose the worst possible color for their gowns. Maybe… maybe even tell her she was wasting her potential by writing fluff pieces about Damian Wayne and not the real issues. 

That she should just finally quit her job at the Gazette. 

But her mother didn’t yell anymore. She didn’t complain or laugh or argue. There was just... silence. Almost ten years of it. 

"Is everything looking good?" Aless forced herself to ask, her voice a little tighter than she wanted it to be, but the question came out almost automatically. She was too tired for small talk—her heart felt heavy with the mix of frustration about her job and the life that had been stuck in suspended animation since that day Joker had taken her mother’s mind. Her father.

The doctor paused, checking a few monitors again before giving a soft nod. “Yes, everything’s stable. Her vitals are steady, with no major changes. We’re still waiting on a few results from the latest blood work. I’ll let you know if anything looks different. It’s just... time now, Aless. Time and patience.”

Aless nodded, though the words didn’t really mean anything to her anymore. How many times had she heard them in the last eight years? How many times had she nodded, pretending to hold on to the thread of hope that one day her mother would blink, open her eyes, and scold her for being so damn pessimistic about everything?

Her gaze flicked to the corner of the room, where a small plant sat—one of her mother’s favorites. A peace lily, the kind her mom had kept in every room. She’d hated them as a kid. Always too much care, always too finicky. But now, it was the one thing she kept alive in the house—something to tend to, a reminder of what was still there.

"How’s your work going?" Doctor Kinsolving asked, her voice calm but probing, a subtle shift in tone as she turned away from her mother’s bedside to address her. “I know you’ve been writing up a storm these days.”

Aless wanted to snap back, something sharp and biting, like she often did when people asked her the question that she couldn’t seem to answer for herself. But instead, she found herself shaking her head, exhaling a breath that she didn’t realize she’d been holding.

“It’s… complicated.” She glanced at the door for a second, feeling like she wanted to run from that question.“I’m… taking on a new project. I don’t necessarily like it as much as my other work. It’s not as meaningful.”

The doctor’s eyes softened. “I understand. I know your mom would want you to follow through with your work, regardless. Any type of writing is meaningful.” 

Aless nodded absently. She couldn’t help but glance back down at her mother, taking in her stillness. It was as though she were frozen in time, waiting for something that might never come. Sometimes she wondered if her mother could hear everything and if she said something truly outrageous, that she would jump out of bed and try to correct Aless. Aless' writing was not meaningful to her mother. She actively tried to keep her daughter from pursuing the same career. 

The thought came with a pang of sadness, and Aless quickly pushed it aside, swallowing the lump in her throat. Stop it, she scolded herself, blinking rapidly. 

"Writing's meaningful," Aless repeated quietly, almost to herself, nodding absently. The words didn't feel real, not when the thing she was writing about felt so... insignificant in the grand scheme of her life. It was hard to care about the stupid wedding when the person who had taught her what truly mattered was lying in that bed, unable to speak because of the biggest mystery Lily could never solve. Her mother would have scolded her for even thinking of writing fluff pieces on a spoiled billionaire's son. That it was a waste of her career and education.

Doctor Kinsolving let the silence stretch between them for a moment, before giving a small, understanding smile. "I know it's hard. Especially without your mother. She gives great advice." She paused, glancing back at the monitors before meeting Aless’s gaze. Aless didn’t miss the present tense in her words. She gives great advice . It hit her like a punch to the chest, and for a moment, all she could do was stare, trying to swallow the lump forming in her throat.

It was times like these that Aless was reminded just how many people her mother had meant something to. Kinsolving. Veronica Sinclair. Greg the old Gazette editor. Even Eddie, the florist who still sent flowers on her birthday, because that’s what Aless’ father had set up in his will. Bruce Wayne. Sometimes, Aless forgot that her mother wasn’t just her mom—wasn’t just the woman who made her tea when she couldn’t sleep, who proofread her essays, who always seemed to know exactly what to say. 

She was— is — an award-winning writer, a self-made woman, a friend to some of Gotham’s greatest and some of its most forgettable, and yet none of them had forgotten her . Her mother’s words had settled into people’s lives like ink on a page—permanent, impossible to erase. And it was only in moments like this, standing in a too-bright hospital room with Kinsolving saying she always gave the best advice, that Aless realized her mother wasn’t just hers . She belonged to Gotham, too.

"You’ll figure it out," the doctor continued, her voice gentle but firm like she believed it was a certainty.

"Yeah..." Aless managed, though her voice didn’t carry much conviction. She didn't know how to respond to things like that—things people said about her mother. Praising her, wishing she were here, telling her how amazing she was. What was she supposed to say? Yeah, me too! ? All Aless really wanted was to scream and ask, Why can’t she just be here? To just have one more moment when she didn’t feel like she was alone in all of this.

But there was no point in saying it. No one wanted to hear her raw grief. No one wanted to see the cracks in the armor she’d been forced to build for the past eight years. And that was what it felt like now—an armor. A suit of steel around her chest, around her heart, suffocating her slowly but steadily.

She glanced back at her mother. Still, quiet, lifeless. There was nothing else to say. Nothing to fix it. If there wasn’t a cure after eight years of waiting, there was never going to be one. Even with all the Wayne money they're funneling into R&D. Kinsolving looked at her with something softer than sympathy—something closer to understanding, though it was clear she couldn’t truly comprehend the depth of what Aless was going through. No one could.

"You don’t have to have it all figured out, Aless," Doctor Kinsolving said, her voice gentle. "It’s okay to not have all the answers. Sometimes, you just have to be and let the answers come on their own. Your mother would never want you to lose yourself while trying to hold on to everything."

Aless' chest tightened. Her mother had been the rock—the one who always knew what to do, what to say, how to keep moving forward. But now, that strength had been taken from her, and Aless had to carry it all on her own. And some days, it felt like she couldn’t do it anymore.

"Thanks, Doc," Aless murmured, forcing a smile she didn’t feel. "I guess... I guess I’ll just keep on trucking."

Doctor Kinsolving gave her a small, approving nod, though her gaze lingered on Aless for a beat longer than usual, a quiet understanding passing between them. She seemed to know there was more Aless wasn’t saying, but she also knew better than to push.

“I’ll check in again later,” the doctor said softly, but Aless barely heard her. Her eyes were on her mother again, her fingers gently stroking the back of her hand, wishing she could feel any kind of connection again, any sign that her mom was still here in some way.

When the door clicked shut, Aless remained, standing by her mother’s side in the quiet room. She didn’t feel like moving—didn’t feel like doing anything at all, really. Her thoughts, as always, wandered back to Damian Wayne. To Gotham. To her uncle. To the mess of her job and everything she was supposed to be doing. Sometimes she felt guilty about it all, because while she was complaining about simply living, her mother was in a coma, deprived of all the life she had left.

“I have to get going, Mom. I think I’m going to buy a red dress. Is that too much for a wedding?” The question went unanswered, but Aless could hear her mom’s voice in her head, You always want to be the second best looking person there besides the Bride. 

She sighed and left the room quietly, heading toward the bathroom. She stared at herself in the mirror for a long moment, the weight of her exhaustion reflected back at her. Her eyes were puffy from tears she hadn’t even realized she’d shed. I hope it wasn’t in front of Kinsolving. She wiped her face, hoping to scrub away the evidence of the quiet grief she carried with her every day.

When she stepped back outside, she found herself standing on the sidewalk, her mind hazy as usual, her body moving on autopilot. The bus ride back was just another routine. She didn’t even have to think about where she was going. It was always the same—she’d ride the bus to her apartment, staring blankly out the window at the buildings that blurred past. Her hands gripped her purse tightly against her chest as she tried, unsuccessfully, to push the sadness down.

Every Tuesday and Thursday it was like this—derealization. The same feeling of floating in a sea of disassociation, trying not to let her mother’s stagnation drag her under. She couldn’t allow herself to break. Not for her mom, and not for the mess that was her own life. Life was something to cherish. She shouldn’t be taking it for granted. 

Getting off the bus six stops early, Aless needed a pick-me-up if she was going to shop for hours and hours at the mall. She was too picky for her own good and would second guess every selection until she found the dress that was ‘ the one’. There was even more pressure on picking something right for the job. Jenni told her that she needed to look enticing so that people would want to talk to her: No one is going to say no to talking to a beautiful woman. 

The coffee shop was half empty when she walked in, a bell ringing over the door to indicate a new customer. She’d been to this place before, and even if they had some tempting seasonal drinks, Aless would be getting the same drink she always got. 

“Hi! Welcome in. What can I get started for you?” 

“A chai, please.” She debated asking for oat milk until she saw the dollar upcharge. 

Damian’s head snapped up from the book he had borrowed from Todd’s shelves. That voice—it was unnervingly familiar, though he couldn’t immediately place it. His mind raced through a thousand possibilities. Damian was not one to forget faces or voices easily. His work in the League had taught him to memorize everything—names, places, patterns, even the smallest details. Once, he had even calculated the number of breaths it took Father to fall asleep as a future benchmark.

He glanced up toward the counter, his sharp eyes scanning the figure ordering. The woman was unremarkable—a brunette—but there was something about the way she stood, poised, deliberate. Damian’s gaze methodically moved upward, attempting to spot any sign, any clue that could help him identify her. The face was hidden behind the angle at which she stood.

He ran through a mental catalog: the League, the Justice League, the Titans, Young Justice, the Outsiders... But she didn’t match anyone from that world. There were no telltale signs of an encounter in any of those spheres. That meant she had to be someone from his civilian life. A connection from before

He didn’t have many of those. 

The coffee shop was noisy, the low hum of conversation blending with the sounds of milk steaming and espresso shots being pulled. His mind returned to high school. To Gotham Academy. A place he hadn’t thought about since he left the night of graduation. There were so many people in that foul place that he didn’t care to remember their names… or their voices. 

Damian would wait til she turned around to see if her features jogged his memory. 

Setting his book down, he watched as the barista hurried to make his latte. He watched, noting that the chai, that he paid six-twenty-five for, came from a plastic container. It made him wince. Maybe the one thing he would miss from his time as Demon’s Head was the way the servants made his tea. Properly. Standing, he readied to grab his cup from the counter. 

“Chai latte for D-” Both Damian and the brunette turned toward the counter at the same time, as if some invisible force had pulled them together. They reached for the latte simultaneously, hands brushing over the cup that was clearly marked with Damian’s name.

The brunette turned to look up at him, looking like she was about to apologize until their eyes locked. The moment stretched on, the past and present colliding. They both recognized each other at once. Neither of them spoke a word. 

Aless nearly swore aloud. Her fingers gripped the chai latte tightly, her jaw clenched, but the moment her hand brushed against his, she jerked it back as if he had burned her. Seeing him here, in this ordinary place, so far removed from Gotham Academy or the screen of Jane’s computer, felt like a cruel twist of fate. Like the universe was playing the most fucking ridiculous prank on her. And of course, on a day when she had to visit her mother. When her eyes were still swollen.

Damian Wayne, in the flesh, standing right in front of her like some twisted echo from her past. He looked different—when the fuck did he get so tall—but those familiar sharp jade eyes were still there. Still so damn confident, she thought bitterly. Like he knows everything.

When their eyes locked, Aless felt her stomach tighten. The memories flooded back—the late-night study sessions, the constant attempts to outdo him, to outsmart him in every way. She remembered their daily exchanges, sharp and biting, each word designed to find a weakness, to pierce through the other’s armor. He always knew exactly where to hit, she thought bitterly. She’d never fully succeeded—not entirely—but it had always been so close, so painfully close. They had been too alike, both driven by the same relentless need to prove themselves the best, to never back down, to never show a crack in their armor.

And now, standing here, face-to-face with him once again, it was like those old feelings were rising back to the surface. That anger, that frustration. But something else too. A flicker of… what? Was it nostalgia? Regret? Or was it just the reminder that, no matter how much they had tried to outdo each other, they had always been too damn similar?

The urge to scream at him—like she used to—flickered in Alessandra’s mind, as familiar as it was painful. She remembered it being cathartic in those days. A girl so filled with anger, so consumed by grief over the passing of her father. Fighting with Damian had always provided some kind of release, even if his biting words sometimes made the pain worse. There was something satisfying in the raw, brutal exchanges, the way it let her unload everything that she had buried deep inside. He had become the convenient target for all the guilt she carried—the guilt of surviving when her parents hadn’t.

Why he had suddenly shown up again, after all these years, when she had barely begun to make sense of her life? Do you have any idea what this is doing to me? she wanted to scream. I got demoted, and now I have to write about you—of all people!

The words felt like they were choking her, an unspoken frustration simmering beneath the surface. She couldn’t even get started on the damn article. Just thinking about it made her freeze up. How is it that you can just show up, barely do anything, and still be winning again? I sit there, she thought bitterly, just staring at an empty page, completely paralyzed by the thought of having to write about you.

But Alessandra was too emotionally exhausted from the day to do any of that. 

Damian had a similar reaction upon seeing his childhood… rival—a sudden jolt of recognition, followed by an immediate flicker of annoyance. His eyes narrowed, and for a moment, it felt like no time had passed. It was as if he had been thrust back into those endless days at Gotham Academy, always competing, always trying to one-up each other. Those moments would often resurface in his mind during meditation when he reflected on his times of lost control—the anger that had flared up inside him and spilled out toward the easiest targets. His siblings. His father. His servants. Her. 

Alessandra had always been a formidable rival, and he had always known he was better. Whether it was academics, athletics, or any one of their constant challenges in Arts Club, Damian had consistently found a way to come out on top. He had always been smug about it, of course. He had the resources, the intellect, the skills—everything to ensure he bested her. He had never once questioned that.

But now, seeing her again after all these years after all but forgetting about her, something felt… off.

It wasn’t just the fact that she was here - in Gotham specifically because Damian remembered she’d gotten a full ride to Metropolis -  standing across from him. It was the sharp, biting way they used to spar—those moments where they both tried to tear each other down, finding whatever weaknesses they could. He could still hear her harsh words, the way she always tried so hard to find a way to one-up him.

Her hair was… brunette now. The reason he didn’t recognize her at first. In high school, her hair had been a defiant shade of blue—so vibrant, so loud—and he had made fun of it relentlessly. Troll. Smurf. Crayon. He smirked at the memory, the corner of his mouth quirking up involuntarily. She had never let him know just how much his teasing bother her, always meeting him with an eye-roll or a sharper comeback. Pipsqueak. Daddy’s Money. Asshole. But back then, he had found it all too easy to brush them off and get under her skin.

Alessa saw the smirk, and a glare instantly crossed her face. She could almost see the memories replaying in his mind.

As he studied her now, something in Damian shifted—a small, almost imperceptible softening. The rivalry they had once shared, so fierce and all-consuming, suddenly felt distant, almost insignificant in comparison to the life he had built for himself. It hadn’t been everything, despite how it had seemed at the time. Since joining the League and beginning his path toward true self-mastery, his perspective has changed. His struggles with control, and his grappling with the darker aspects of his nature, had all become part of his personal evolution. In the quiet moments of reflection, he’d come to realize that their rivalry—his whole time in the education system he once scorned—had been one of the few things that made him feel more... human .

Still, the old Damian lingered just beneath the surface. It made sense—he had only just returned to Gotham, and the weight of everything he had buried in his mind to survive his time as the Demon’s Head was hitting him all at once. He couldn’t fully push away that smugness, that quiet pride in knowing he had always been the one ahead, the one who had outshined her at every turn. She had always been one step behind, constantly trying—and failing—to catch up. But now, there was something else. Something that hadn’t been there before. A quiet understanding that maybe, in the end, they hadn’t been all that different. Both of them locked in a race to nowhere, each driven by an unrelenting need to prove themselves, but ultimately chasing after something they couldn’t quite name.

What have you done since I left? Did you become a journalist like you wanted to? That thought crept into his mind, uninvited. Some part of him was curious, even if he wasn’t sure he wanted to know the answer. Damian definitely wasn't what he wanted to be when he was eighteen.  Perhaps, she had finally bested him. 

“Alessandra.” Damian didn’t know why he even bothered to start a conversation. Her body language was practically screaming for him to leave her alone—shoulders stiff, posture rigid, eyes avoiding his. Everything about her said she wanted to run far, far away from him. But there was something about her, something in the tension between them, that made him want to push past it, if only for a moment.

Perhaps it was the strange pull of curiosity, the same force that had always seemed to draw them together at Gotham Academy, pulling them into each other’s orbit no matter how hard they tried to avoid it. Or maybe it was just the inexplicable sense that he needed to acknowledge her—after all, they had been more than just classmates once. Alessandra had forced him to confront parts of himself he didn’t want to back then—made him feel more human in ways he resented at the time. But now, looking at her, it felt like exactly what he needed. He needed to feel less like the Demon’s Head he was never meant to be and more like the Robin he was struggling to reclaim.

Aless took a slow breath, trying to ground herself, but the tension remained. The weight of their history, of the rivalry, of the job she hated—it all pressed in on her. All because of a chai latte. It was time to leave. 

“Wayne,” she said, her tone indicating her intention. Naive of her to assume Damian would let her leave that easily, especially after she’d given him an acknowledgement that she still knew who he was. 

“I believed you to be in Metropolis.” Oh. He wanted to engage in a civil conversation? Alessa had expected him to insult her like he always did before. This sudden change caught her off guard, making her take a second, longer look at him. Tall— that was still the first thing that came to mind. She had to crane her neck to meet the eyes of the boy who used to be the same height she was.

He had grown, and something about that upset her. His face, once soft and youthful, had transformed—his jawline more defined, his shoulders broader, his features more angular and mature. His voice, too, had changed. It was softer now, but no less commanding. The boyishness that once reminded her of a whiny, irritating Bruce Wayne clone seemed to have faded, replaced by something far more imposing. The playful spark in his eyes was gone, replaced by a guarded intensity, something she hadn't seen in him before.

“Metropolis?” she repeated, her voice colder than she intended. It shocked her too that he’d kept tabs on her. Aless had no idea where he fucked off too, and frankly didn’t care. Sucks that it’s my job to care now. “I came back to Gotham this year.”

Damian’s gaze swept over Alessandra again too, noting how much and how little she had changed. Her face, though still familiar, was sharper now—her features more refined, with high cheekbones and a jawline that spoke of maturity. The once angry, youthful “ I hate the world” expression had been replaced by one that carried a weight, an air of someone who had seen more than she let on. Damian could only guess it had something to do with her parents, whose condition he hadn’t thought of since he dragged her father’s lifeless form into Gotham General’s Emergency Room. 

He could still see it in her eyes—the lingering sadness. It was faint, nearly concealed behind a carefully crafted mask, but unmistakable. It reminded him of the girl he’d once found crying in a corner on graduation day, knowing that no one had come for her. That was one of the only times young Damian had empathy for his rival. That sadness, it seemed, had never truly faded with time.

"Why did you return to Gotham?" he asked, the words slipping out before he could stop them. It was laughable. Aless should be asking him that question. The one that all of Gotham apparently wanted to know. Instead, her flight mode was engaged and she was serious about making an exit the moment her drink was set down on the counter. She shoved her hands into her jacket pockets to hide the impatient twitch in her fingers.

Hurry up with the drink! How long does it take for you to pour milk and the chai base together? I could’ve made it myself in this time.

She hadn’t expected him to push, hadn’t expected him to try to drag this out. She had already made up her mind to leave—now, with every word from him, it felt like she was being slowly pulled back into a conversation she hadn’t mentally prepared for.

He couldn’t remember the last time he’d felt anything resembling this… need to continue a conversation. Not since the League, not since Gotham, and certainly not with someone from his past. The urge to just let her walk away, to let the interaction die in that cold, unsaid silence like he normally would want, fought with something else inside him—something he couldn’t quite place. Maybe it was curiosity. Maybe it was that childish need to see if he was better off than her (even though he doubted that was the case currently). 

"Work," she said, trying to keep the edge of frustration out of her voice. 

Damian’s eyes narrowed slightly, his lips pressing into a tight line as he received an answer he didn’t want. It was short. It held the tone of ‘Can you fuck off?’ He wasn’t used to people talking to him like this. It annoyed him. “Work? What do you do now? Are you a journalist?” he asked, his tone casual but still probing.

Aless was taken aback by the question. For a moment, she just stared at him, completely thrown off. She hadn’t expected Damian Wayne—of all people—to actually care about her life, let alone remember that she had once wanted to be a journalist. She braced herself, waiting for the familiar sting, the cutting remark that would follow like it always had. With prose like that, no one would ever waste their time reading your work , he once said to him during their shared creative writing class. But it didn’t come.

Damian was just... asking? 

“Chai latte for Alice ?” Hallelujah! I don’t even care that they got my name wrong this time. She grabbed the drink, hot in her hands, and turned again quickly. Her shoulder was now parallel with his body, ready to run through the exit door and back onto Gotham’s streets. Jeez, how was she supposed to have the energy to shop after this? 

 “Goodbye, Damian,” she said, her tone almost weary, though still a bit defensive. She prayed and prayed that he wouldn’t try to stop her again, and he didn’t. He watched as she walked out of the cafe, leaving his question unanswered. 

Damian. It kept repeating in his head. 

Later that night, he fed into his curiosity, using the Bat Computer to pull up any information on Alessandra Vreeland. Right below her profile of her at Gotham Gazette , was a link to her college profile at Metropolis University. He decided to start there: year one of his departure. 

She had gone on to attend Metropolis University, majoring in journalism, and had become co-EIC of the student paper alongside someone named Jay Nakamura. Why does that name sound familiar? Damian thought. 

The search results offered more than just a quick college biography. Damian found links to several articles she had written. Headlines like "The Shadow Network: Uncovering Gotham's Hidden Criminals" and "Metropolis's Dirty Secrets: How Corporate Greed is Killing the Planet" grabbed his attention. He clicked through one article titled "Toxic Ties: The Hidden Hands Behind Gotham's Wealthy Elite" and quickly skimmed through it. Aless had always had a knack for getting to the heart of a story, but this... this was something else.

Petty rivalries or academic competition no longer clouded Damian’s eyes to her talent. Aless’ articles went deep—too deep for many to be comfortable. She had managed to dig into the corporate underworld, uncovering the shady dealings that linked Gotham and Metropolis to organized crime, climate destruction, and even corruption within the political elite. Some of her work was scathing, pulling apart the veil that hid some of the richest and most powerful people in the world.

One article, "The Green Mask: How Metropolis' Corporate Giants Are Fueling Climate Change While Selling 'Eco-Friendly' Products" was damning. It detailed a scandal involving some of the top companies in the city—big names with powerful investors. Damian couldn’t help but feel a flicker of admiration for the work she’d done. The girl who had once challenged him in every class was now laying bare the lies and corruption in ways that were—dare he admit it— impressive .

Damian’s gaze drifted to a press release further down the page: Alessandra Vreeland Wins ACP Pacemaker Award for Reporter of the Year . He couldn’t suppress the smirk that tugged at his lips. Of course, she’d won awards. Her writing had always been sharp—he just could never admit it back in high school. Instead, he had made it a point to tell her how bad her writing was. How it shocked him that her mother was a writer, considering Alessandra seemed to have inherited none of those talents.

As Damian dug deeper, he found something else. Clicking through to the Gazette’s website, he came across several more recent articles by Aless, all focused on Gotham’s wealthiest and most influential figures. Titles like "The Price of Power: How Gotham’s Elite Manipulate the System to Keep Control" and "A City Built on Blood: The Dark Ties of Gotham’s Power Brokers" were the kinds of exposes that could bring real consequences. These weren’t just stories—they were seismic tremors shaking the foundations of Gotham’s wealthiest.

He read through the first article, noting the precise language Aless used. Every accusation was meticulously backed up with evidence and every claim was supported by sources. Damian found himself nodding in agreement, impressed by how well-crafted it was. But then, he noticed something strange. As he moved to the next article, he saw something that made him pause.

The editor’s notes. They were redacting certain statements—sections where Aless had originally named names, where her sources had been less anonymous than they should’ve been. He clicked on the notes, and his brow furrowed as he read: “Due to legal concerns, these portions of the story have been removed.”

Damian's mind began to race. Everything she’d written... it was true. So why redact it? The answer clicked in place quickly: money . Of course. The people Aless had been writing about—the city’s elite—had the resources to bury the truth. If they had connections to the Gazette, they could easily influence the editorial decisions. The paper was likely under pressure, either from lawsuits or from powerful financial interests threatening to pull support.

His fingers moved quickly, tracking down more details. There, buried in a newer article, was a story about her uncle, a man who, he remembered, always tried to rival Bruce. 

“Vreeland Oil’s CEO: The Controversial Takeover” —it was an in-depth investigation into how Aless’s uncle had secured control of her father’s company after his death, or rather, it once was. At the end of the article short article filled with redacted information, Damian read: “Due to legal concerns, portions of the story have been removed. However, the author wishes to voice her express disapproval to the Editor-in-Chief: This is my family’s story. I, myself, stand as the truth to it all. I won’t stop until the truth comes to light, no matter the cost.” Damian clicked off the article, her Gazette profile page now on the screen, and leaned back, deep in thought. Alessandra Vreeland had grown into something far more than the rival he remembered.

“I come in here to tell you to stop working at this hour, just to find you staring at a picture of a girl?” Tim’s voice broke through his thoughts. “I know the League was probably a meat fest, but come on. You’re not a horny teenager anymore. Use your phone to watch porn, dude, not the computer.” Damian’s eyes flicked up at him, his expression unreadable. He felt a flicker of annoyance that was normal around Tim but quickly squashed it. 

“It’s not like that.”

Tim raised an eyebrow, clearly unconvinced. “Then what is it?”

Damian didn’t respond immediately. He glanced back at the screen, his mind still on Alessandra. The girl he used to spar with back in high school. The girl who, after the Joker’s attack, had become obsessed with unmasking Gotham’s heroes and villains alike. The girl who hated both Damian Wayne and Robin. 

“I ran into her today,” Damian said finally, his voice quieter than usual. “We went to school together. We were… rivals.”

Tim smirked, crossing his arms, not believing that. “So what, you were just curious to see what she’s up to now?”

Damian glared at him, the teasing tone in Tim’s voice rubbing him the wrong way. But instead of lashing out, he continued. “Do you remember, after the Joker’s toxin attack, the girl who was stalking our patrol lanes trying to catch Robin?”

Tim’s eyes widened slightly, as the pieces started clicking together. He leaned in closer to the screen, his gaze sharp. “Wait, you’re telling me she—Alessandra Vreeland—is the girl who was chasing us around the city? The blue-haired one?” His voice was incredulous. “The one always trying to snap photos of us? Didn’t you throw her off a roof once?”

Damian nodded slowly, eyes focused on the screen, trying to avoid Tim’s gaze. He was confident in his ability to lie - to omit the truth - but he also knew Tim was too perceptive. “Yes, that’s her.”

“Damn. So now, she's a reporter. That’s a pretty big leap. She works at the Gazette?

Tim leaned forward, clicking through all the tabs Damian had opened. “In high school, she was always pushing to expose things, even when no one wanted to listen. She utilized the newspaper to uncover the old principal’s embezzlement of scholarship funds. But now...” He trailed off, fingers hovering over the mouse. “Now, she’s going after Gotham’s elite, digging into their dirty secrets. She’s got a talent for detective work.”

Tim raised an eyebrow, intrigued. “So, she always had a way with words, huh?” Again, Damian had to pretend he didn’t hear what Tim’s tone was hinting at. 

“She was… adequate.” 

Tim smirked. “Sounds like you were just bitter.”

Damian shot him a look. “Sounds like you want to be tazed .”

That comment didn’t faze him; Tim kept scrolling through the articles. “I didn’t expect her to be this... involved. She made waves in Metropolis, and now in Gotham. Huh, the Lois Lane Fellowship. Impressive. ” Damian leaned back in his chair, his gaze drifting off. He had just decided that Tim’s interest in this situation was enough to make him lose his own. Or at least signal to Tim that. 

“So, again, I ask: You’re deep diving into this beautiful, accomplished woman’s life just because you’re curious where your high school rival ended up? Just reminiscing about the good ol' days of dodging her camera on rooftops? Doesn’t sound like something Damian Wayne would care about. ” 

Damian’s lips thinned. He was going to taze Tim. “I didn’t say I was reminiscing . She refused to answer my question about her job at the cafe, so I took matters into my own hands. I’m sure that will be our last time meeting.” He gestured vaguely at the screen, his eyes lingering on her photo again before Tim quickly moved to the next tab and hummed at Damian’s non-answer. 

“And if I told you there’s an Alessandra Vreeland on the guestlist for the wedding next week, now that you got the answers about her job, you wouldn’t take the chance to talk to her again? Hypothetically speaking.” Tim sing-songed, not buying the nonchalance. 

Damian’s hand stilled on the armrest. For a moment, he didn’t respond. The idea was absurd, of course. He had no reason to speak to her again. None. What was buried should stay buried. What was at rest should remain undisturbed. And yet... why did the thought of seeing her again spark that faint, unwelcome knot of excitement in his chest? The same knot he’d felt back in school when she’d round the corner by her locker—always conveniently next to his; V and W— ready for whatever fight they would get into that day

“I’m not interested,” Damian said flatly. Too flatly. His inner voice bristled at the lie, but he buried it beneath years of practiced indifference. Without waiting for a response, he stood and strode toward the door, leaving Tim behind to shut down the computer.

“Sure you aren’t, big guy,” Tim muttered under his breath, creating a folder on the computer for Alessandra. Damian would need it for later.

Chapter Text

They all knew why they were here. Bruce had spent the better part of a week wrestling with the decision to finally call this meeting, barely talking to any of them, and now, just two days before his wedding, he had decided the time was right. It was the obvious reason he had gathered them all—Dick, Jason, Tim, Damian, and Duke—here in the study.

The room, always the unspoken heart of Wayne Manor, felt heavier tonight like the air itself braced for the weight of what was to come. Everyone had seen this conversation looming on the horizon, even if no one wanted to be the one to force it. Bruce, in his trademark way, had waited for the moment when they were all together, under one roof, the excuse of wedding preparations providing the perfect opportunity.

Damian sat near the window, where the shadows clung to him like a second skin. He stretched his legs out lazily, arms crossed, his expression carved from stone as he observed his father rise to his full height in the center of the room. Though the years had tempered Bruce’s movements with age, the sheer gravity of his presence remained. His piercing gaze swept over each of them, sharp and deliberate, cutting through the tension like a blade. He was about to speak the words they had all been expecting—and some dreading.

Not Damian. 

“You’ve all known this day was coming,” he began, his tone quieter than usual but no less commanding. “I’ve worn the cowl longer than anyone thought I could. Longer than I should have.”

He paused, his gaze drifting to the portrait of Thomas and Martha Wayne on the wall. “I became Batman because Gotham needed something more than a man. It needed a symbol. Something incorruptible, something eternal. For a long time, I believed that meant I could never stop. That Batman couldn’t stop.”

His voice tightened, and for a moment, the years seemed to catch up with him. “But I’m not eternal. I’m human. But Batman isn’t. And as much as I’ve tried to fight it, time wins every battle. My body isn’t what it used to be. My reflexes aren’t what they were. And Gotham… Gotham doesn’t need a broken man trying to pretend he’s still in his prime.”

The room remained silent, each of his sons hanging on his every word. Even Jason, who rarely took anything seriously, looked uncharacteristically somber.

“I’ve fought for this city my entire life,” Bruce continued, his tone softening. “I’ve given it everything I have—my time, my body, my soul. But Batman has always been more than just me. It was never meant to end with me. It’s a legacy. A responsibility. And it’s time to pass that responsibility on to someone who can carry it forward.”

He turned, his gaze sweeping over each of them. “This isn’t just about protecting Gotham. It’s about what Batman represents. Hope. Justice. The idea that no matter how dark the night gets, there’s always someone willing to stand in the shadows and fight for what’s right.”

Bruce’s voice steadied, the weight of his words settling over the room like a heavy fog. “You’ve all stood beside me, fought with me, and made sacrifices for this mission. Each of you has carried the mantle in your own way, whether you realized it or not. But the cowl... the mantle of Batman... it has to belong to one of you now.”

He let the silence linger, his eyes meeting each of theirs in turn. “This isn’t a decision I make lightly, and I know it’s not one you’ll take lightly either. But Gotham needs Batman. And I trust that one of you will rise to the challenge—not for me, but for this city and what it stands for.”

Bruce exhaled slowly, his shoulders relaxing ever so slightly. “You’ve all shown me, time and time again, that you understand what it means to protect Gotham in ways I never could.”

He took a step closer to the center of the room, his presence somehow growing heavier. “I’ve spent decades blinded by the mission. The anger, the guilt, the weight of it all—it consumed me. It made me think that there was only one way to fight this war, only one path forward. But you’ve all proven me wrong.”

Bruce’s voice deepened, a rare flicker of vulnerability breaking through his usual stoicism. “Dick, you’ve carried this mantle before. You didn’t just wear the cowl; you redefined it. You showed Gotham—and me—that Batman could inspire hope, not just fear. You led with compassion, with light, in a way I never could.”

He turned to Jason, who looked away but didn’t interrupt. “Jason, you taught me that even in the face of unimaginable pain, redemption is possible. Your path hasn’t been easy—God knows, it hasn’t been easy—but you found a way to turn your scars into something more. You remind me that Batman isn’t just about justice; it’s about humanity.”

Next, his eyes rested on Tim. “Tim, you’ve always been the smartest of us all. Your mind, your strategy, your ability to see ten steps ahead—it’s what kept Gotham standing in some of its darkest hours. You’ve proven that the mantle isn’t just about strength or agility; it’s about intellect, about outsmarting the chaos that threatens to consume this city. You’ve proved that it’s also a job that cannot be done alone.”

Then, Bruce’s gaze shifted to Duke, standing quietly in the corner. “Duke, you’re the future of what this family can be. You see Gotham not as a battlefield but as a community, a place worth saving not just from crime but from despair. You remind us all that the mission isn’t just about fighting—it’s about healing.”

Finally, Bruce turned to Damian, his youngest. For a moment, his voice softened further. “And you, Damian. You’ve carried a weight that no child ever should have, yet you’ve risen above it. You’ve shown me that destiny isn’t something we’re bound to—it’s something we choose. Your strength, your determination, your ability to stand unshaken in the face of anything… it’s more than I ever had at your age. More than I could have imagined.”

Bruce’s tone grew more resolute as he addressed them all again. “Each of you has taken what I built and made it better. You’ve challenged me and pushed me to see beyond my own flaws, my own failings. And now, I trust you to make this decision. Not because I’m stepping aside, but because you’ve proven to me that you can carry this burden. Perhaps better than I ever did.”

He let out a slow breath, the weight of his words filling the room. “The mantle of Batman was never meant to be mine alone. It’s always been bigger than one man. And now, it’s time for one of you to decide how to carry it forward.”

Looking at them one last time, his expression was unreadable but unmistakably weighted with the gravity of what he’d just said. “I’ll leave the room for now. You need to discuss this among yourselves. Whoever takes this on—it has to be your choice.”

And with that, Bruce turned, his steps heavy but deliberate, and left the room as quickly as he came in, leaving his sons to grapple with the decision he’d laid before them. The room fell into a charged silence after Bruce’s departure, the echo of his words lingering like a shadow in the study. The mantle of Batman—a responsibility each of them had carried in some way, but never permanently—now lay between them like an unspoken challenge.

Dick leaned back in his chair, exhaling slowly as he rubbed the back of his neck. Damian thought he saw the distinct shine of tears in the corner of his eyes. Dick was always emotional. Too emotional for Damian. For Batman. “Well... we all knew this was coming,” he said, his tone carefully neutral, though the weariness in his eyes betrayed him. “Doesn’t make it any easier to hear.”

Jason snorted from his spot against the far wall, arms crossed tightly over his chest. “Yeah, well, doesn’t exactly scream ‘wedding vibes,’ does it?” His voice carried a sharp edge, but there was no real venom in it. “Can’t believe he dropped this two days before tying the knot.”

Tim, perched on the arm of a chair, leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “He’s been wrestling with this for years. You could see it every time he put on the suit. It’s not a question of if he’d step down—it’s a question of who he thinks can fill those boots.”

“And that’s the million-dollar question, isn’t it?” Jason shot back, his eyes flicking between his brothers. “Who’s ready to give up their life to take it all on? ‘Cause that’s what it is—a life sentence.”

Duke, standing quietly near the bookshelf, finally spoke up. “It’s not just about giving up your life. It’s about dedicating it to something bigger. And whoever takes it on... they have to be ready to carry that weight. Gotham doesn’t forgive mistakes.”

Jason laughed dryly. “Gotham doesn’t forgive anythin g.”

A heavy silence fell over them again, each man lost in his own thoughts. Finally, Dick broke it, his voice low but steady. “We can’t pretend this isn’t our responsibility. He’s right—it has to be one of us. And as the oldest...” He trailed off, his hands gripping the arms of his chair. “I guess that means it should be me.”

Damian had seen it coming before Dick even opened his mouth. He knew his brother—better than he let on, better than he ever admitted. It was in the way Dick leaned forward in his chair, the way his shoulders tensed as if bracing for the inevitable. Dick Grayson would always try to take the weight of the world onto his own shoulders. It was who he was, who he’d always been.

Damian’s mind flickered back to a memory, one he hadn’t thought about in years. It was that night in the car, just the two of them when Dick was pretending to be Batman. Damian had been young, brash, and bitter, lashing out at the new world he was thrown into—and at Dick for daring to wear his father’s cowl. But even then, even when his anger had blinded him, he saw the truth in Dick’s eyes. The last thing I want is to be wearing this damn thing. Dick wore the mantle because he had to. Because someone needed to in the wake of Bruce’s “death.” He carried it like a shield for all of them, even as it chipped away at him.

But Nightwing had always been better than Batman. 

That memory burned in Damian’s mind now as he watched Dick prepare to do it all over again. Starting a family, building a life with Barbara—it was everything Dick deserved. He had people to care for, people who cared for him. He had a future. Damian wouldn’t let him sacrifice that future for a burden he didn’t truly want.

Damian knew what it felt like to be forced into a life you never asked for. For the past five years, he had been the Demon’s Head, a title he’d only accepted to save the League of Assassins from his mother’s chaos. He had taken on a crown of shadows, bearing the weight of a thousand lives, not because he wanted to, but because he had no other choice. And while he had risen to the occasion, it had cost him everything—his freedom, his sense of self, his connection to the family that had given him hope. 

Now, as he stood in the study, he saw the same crossroads before him. But this time, it wasn’t his father or his mother dictating his path. This time, it was his choice. And for Damian, the choice was obvious. He had no wife, no other, no attachments that would be put at risk. His family had already given so much for him—sacrificed time, trust, and safety to help him become something more than his upbringing. It was time to repay them. It was time for him to carry the weight so they wouldn’t have to.

It wasn’t just about the mantle of Batman; it was about protecting his family in every way that mattered. They deserved lives outside the shadow of the cowl. Damian had lived in shadows his entire life. If someone had to sacrifice, if someone had to step into the role of Gotham’s protector, it would be him. It had to be him.

Everyone turned to look at Dick besides Damian, surprise flickering across some faces, though not shock. Jason raised an eyebrow, Tim frowned slightly, and Duke’s expression remained unreadable. Damian, however, stayed perfectly still in the shadows, his gaze sharp and unrelenting.

“Dick,” Tim said carefully. “You and Barbara are about to start a family. Taking on the cowl would mean sacrificing that future. Don’t do this just because of your savior complex.”

Dick’s jaw tightened. “But I’ve worn it before. I’ve led the team. If anyone knows what it means to be Batman, it’s me.”

Jason scoffed. “You’re not wrong, but that doesn’t mean you should do it. You’ve spent your whole life trying to live outside of his shadow. Now you’re just going to step right back into it?”

Dick turned to him, his voice firm. “It’s not about stepping into his shadow. It’s about doing what’s right for Gotham.”

“But what’s right for you ?” Jason’s voice was sharp, challenging, his eyes narrowing as he looked at Dick. “You all have always done it his way. Hell, look at him—he just waltzed in here, dropped his little bombshell, and then left like it was nothing. Because he knows you’ll fall in line. You’ll be obedient to him. Someone’s gonna rush to fill that damn spot, like it’s some kind of duty, all because he’s been indoctrinating you since day one." He gestured toward the others, his tone rising. “Well, not me. I’ve never been a pawn in his game. I’m not giving up Red Hood, my team, or my life to go play dress-up in the cowl, pretending to be the saint Gotham needs. I’m not about to step back into that cage for him.”

Jason leaned back, arms crossed, his jaw tight as he stared at the group. "So yeah, maybe you guys will fight for it, take on the mantle because he wants you to. But I’m not doing it because I don’t want to. Not when I have a life that’s mine to live— my choices, my rules. Hell, me and Artemis are about to get serious. I’m not gonna let him ruin my life again."

Tim sighed, running a hand through his hair as he perched on the edge of a chair. “Jason’s got a point—well, maybe not all of it, but some of it,” he admitted reluctantly. “Just because Bruce handed this to us doesn’t mean we have to play by his rules. I mean, look at us. We’ve all carved out our own spaces in this... family, in Gotham. We’re not just his soldiers anymore.”

He paused, his gaze shifting to Dick. “And, Dick, you don’t have to do this just because it seems like you’re the logical choice. You’ve done enough for all of us. Hell, you were Batman when we needed you to be. But you don’t have to carry that weight forever.”

Duke, standing by the bookshelf, crossed his arms and nodded in agreement. “Tim’s right. Bruce might’ve built this whole thing, but we’re not him. We don’t have to think like him or follow his plan to the letter. And Dick... you’ve got Barbara, you’ve got a future. Don’t throw that away because you feel like it’s your responsibility. You don’t have to be the one to fill the hole he left behind.”

Dick opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Tim cut him off.

“I’ve already been Red Robin, worked in the shadows, played detective for years. I’m fine with that. But the cowl? That’s a whole other level. It’s not me either. I’ve taken on Bruce’s civilian burden of CEO, and honestly, that’s more than enough of a headache to deal with. Plus...” He hesitated, his tone softening as he glanced at his hands. “Kon and I have talked about what comes next for us. Jon’s already got the Superman thing handled, and Kon can only mentor him so much before Jon outgrows the training wheels. We’ve been thinking about stepping back—retiring, maybe. Not completely, but enough to focus on... life. Ours. Together.”

“Who knew you were such a sap?” Jason pat him on the back as his face reddened, probably saying all of that out loud for the first time. Damian’s initial instinct to bristle at Tim’s words softened as he processed them. It wasn’t a weakness—he could see that now (after years of working on it). It was honesty. Tim wasn’t shirking the responsibility out of fear or laziness. He had carved out a life for himself beyond the shadows, a life where he could afford to make decisions that weren’t dictated by the mission.

His gaze flicked to Tim briefly, his expression unreadable but his thoughts measured. He’s earned this, Damian thought. Tim’s life as Robin had almost ruined him. They all have, in their own ways. What have I earned? 

Duke chuckled softly, though his tone was serious. “I’m not saying the cowl doesn’t matter, but I know it’s not for me. At least not right now. I work best out in the open, in the light. Gotham needs more than just a shadow on the rooftops. It needs people like me too. I’m fine with where I am on the team, but whoever becomes Batman, I have their back.”

Damian’s fingers tapped against the armrest, the soft sound barely audible but filled with tension. His gaze swept the room, catching each of his brothers’ faces, lingering a little longer on Dick who hadn’t morphed into a smile yet. They were all refusing—finding power in that—but not one of them had looked at him. Not one of them had asked. He was trying to pretend it didn’t anger him. 

“Also, why didn’t he ask any of the girls? Come on! Cass as Batman?... Woman? Hell, Batperson. The Bat! ” Jason was doing what he always did. The comic relief. The one who balanced out the seriousness of the room with a witty remark. He always knew how to break the silence with a witty remark, a comic relief that kept everyone from getting too heavy. But Damian wasn’t in the mood for jokes, especially not now.

“Steph as Batman would be terrible. Don’t even give her the option, she might take it for the bit.” 

It wasn’t a joke to him. It wasn’t something to be thrown around casually. He had given up everything for this. His title as Demon’s Head. His place in the world that raise him. He had made sacrifices none of them could truly understand, and here they were, tossing the mantle back and forth, pretending like it didn’t matter. Pretending like Damian wasn’t the obvious choice to doom to the damnation of the cowl. He wanted it. He wanted to do it. Couldn’t they see that?

“What about Kate? She’s pretty much already Batman.” 

His patience, always razor-thin, was wearing out. His fingers dug into the armrests of his chair, knuckles turning white as the frustration bubbled beneath his calm exterior. For the first time in a while, he let his insecurities fuel his actions. 

Why not him? Never him.

“Enough.”

The single word silenced the room instantly. Jason’s smirk faded, and all eyes turned toward Damian. He rose from his seat with deliberate precision, his posture rigid but his expression unreadable. He could tell what they were all thinking in their minds. How much he’d grown. How tall he was. How he was the Demon’s Head. Damian wanted to scrub that name off the face of the Earth. 

“I’m taking the cowl,” he said finally, his voice quiet but firm.

The room seemed to freeze, the shock settling over each of his brothers in waves. Even Jason, always quick with a retort, seemed at a loss for words. Damian’s chest rose and fell with controlled breaths as he stood there, unwavering, daring anyone to challenge him. Damian’s declaration wasn’t just unexpected—it was a bombshell. Tim’s face hardened into something unreadable, while Duke stood there, caught somewhere between disbelief and confusion.

“What?” Duke asked, his disbelief clear.

“You?” Tim added his tone a mix of confusion and shock.

“Are you serious?” Jason asked, his brows knitting together.

Dick only stared at him, eyes wide, probably not trusting himself to verbalize anything. He'd seen this coming. He'd brainstormed with Babs on how to stop Damian from doing this. But, as soon as Dick heard those words exit from his youngest brother's mouth, all of that preparation seemed to shoot out the window. 

Damian’s posture was impossibly straight, his voice steady as he met their gazes one by one. “I’ve spent my entire life being groomed to lead. To fight. To take on burdens no one else could. The League of Assassins, the shadows, the darkness—it was my inheritance. Now, the cowl is.” 

“You? You want to be Batman?” Jason’s brow furrowed as he leaned back in his chair, arms crossing over his chest. “And what about the League? Isn’t that exactly what Ra’s wanted for Bruce? To be both the Demon’s Head and the Batman.”

The question struck a nerve, and Damian’s fists clenched at his sides. His jaw tightened, and his gaze burned as he glared at Jason. “Don’t you dare compare me to my grandfather, Todd,” Damian hissed, his voice low and simmering with fury.

“Come on , Damian,” Jason continued, raising his hands defensively. “You stepping in as Batman when you’ve been running the League for five years? It sounds like the same damn playbook.”

Tim, ever the tactician, interjected with a more measured tone. “Jason has a point. You’ve been the Demon’s Head, Damian. That’s why we all didn’t want to push you to accept the cowl. You already have that responsibility. And, anyway, that’s... a lot of power for one person. Even if you’re serious about the cowl, can we trust that the League won’t still have its claws in you? It’s not just about Gotham. It’s about—”

“You think I wanted to be associated with the League? Do you think I asked to become the Demon’s Head? Who am I fooling? Of course , that’s what you all think. That I took the title out of some hunger for power I couldn’t get while being Robin. No ,” Damian’s voice sharpened, his fists clenching at his sides, “I took on that title to save you all from my mother—to stop her from tearing the League apart and bringing the whole damn world down with it!” His words came faster now, raw emotion barely held in check, his hands shaking with the weight of everything he had carried. 

“And for what?” He continued, his tone bitter now. “For years, I sacrificed everything. My freedom, my choices, my identity—all of it—for a legacy I never wanted. I rebuilt the League into something better, something that wouldn’t perpetuate Ra’s madness. And when I finally made it what it could have been—when I did what none of you could even comprehend—I gave it up. I walked away.”

Damian’s voice dropped, quieter but no less intense. “I am banned from the League. They exiled me the moment I renounced the title of Demon’s Head. My mother has put a kill order on for me. They don’t want me, and I don’t want them. So don’t sit there and act like I’m Ra’s al Ghul’s successor. I’ve given up more than any of you realize just to be here. To become Batman.”

The room was suffocatingly silent now, the weight of Damian’s revelation hanging in the air. His brothers exchanged uneasy glances, the tension thick and unspoken. Damian squeezed his eyes shut, his hand moving instinctively to his temple as he rubbed it in a futile attempt to steady himself. He had lost control. Of his emotions. Of the situation. In his mind, taking the mantle had always been simple—a decision, a move, and then he would assume his place. He hadn’t anticipated this kind of emotional explosion, this break in composure, especially not in front of them.

He exhaled sharply, berating himself internally. I should have handled this better. He cursed his lack of control. Tonight, he would force himself to meditate for hours—something to center himself, to regain the focus he had clearly lost. His return to Gotham was making him confront everything he'd pushed aside when he left, and maybe he wasn’t as ready for that as he thought.

“I don’t have families or loved ones to go back to,” Damian said, his voice steady but edged with the exhaustion of dealing with this emotional mess he’d dragged himself into. “You all do. Dick, you’re starting a life with Barbara. Jason, you’ve built a team and have Artemis by your side. Tim, you’ve got Kon and a future ahead of you. Even Duke—” He gestured toward him, his tone laced with something sharp. “You’ve found your own place and people in this god-awful city.”

He took a step forward, his gaze locking onto each of them in turn. “This—this city, this family, this mission—it’s all I have. And unlike the rest of you, I’m not afraid of it. I’m not afraid to carry the weight. Because someone has to, and none of you want it. So stop pretending like you do.” He finished the sentence by locking eyes with Dick, whose gaze was filled with distress, a silent sadness directed squarely at Damian.

For once, none of his brothers had a quip or a rebuttal. The usual sharp retorts, the sarcasm, the easy dismissals—all of it was absent. They were too busy processing the raw, unvarnished truth Damian had just laid bare. A Damian they’d rarely, if ever, seen before. The cold façade was gone, replaced by a vulnerability that none of them had expected. For a moment, they were all left in stunned silence, caught off guard by the depth of his words, and the weight of the reality he had just shared with them. 

He straightened, the fire in his eyes dimming slightly but the resolve in his voice as strong as ever. “I’m taking the cowl. And I’m staying in Gotham. Are we in agreeance?”

There was a long pause before anyone spoke, the weight of Damian's words hanging heavy in the air. Dick was the first to break the silence, stepping forward with a furrowed brow and that look still painted on his face.

“Damian,” he began, his voice strained, “are you sure about this? Taking the cowl... ” His eyes flicked briefly to the others, seeking support, but the silence was deafening. “You’ve already been through so much. Why not take a break? From all of it? You don’t have to carry this. There’s another way.”

Damian’s gaze hardened at Dick’s obvious lack of approval, his shoulders straightening with the weight of the decision he had already made. “This is my choice.”

Jason crossed his arms, a look of resolve settling on his face. "Well, I sure as hell don’t want the cowl. You got my vote, Demon Brat. Just don’t start killing people again. That’s my thing.” 

Tim hummed in agreement, “It’s yours if you want it. And it seems like you do, so…” 

Duke just nodded. 

They all looked to Dick, waiting for him to speak. His expression was pained, but he held Damian’s gaze with a quiet determination. “No,” he finally said, voice low but firm. “I’m not okay with this. Damian shouldn’t have to do this. Not him. Someone else. We can find someone else.” But as the room fell into silence once more, his words lost their weight against the unanimous stares of the others.

Jason sighed. “Sorry, Dick. Four to one.” 

Damian almost smiled, “Then it’s decided. I’ll tell Father.” 

He sat back down, the weight of the decision settling over him like a cold, unyielding pressure. It was done. What he’d wanted—what he’d fought for—was finally his. But as his gaze swept over his brothers, a strange emptiness began to creep in. There was no rush, no excitement, just a quiet stillness, as if the weight of the world had suddenly found its place on his shoulders, like Atlas with his impossible burden. But unlike Atlas, Damian felt no bitterness, no resentment. There was only quiet resolve. This was his fate, his responsibility. Gotham was his to protect now. Not his brothers’. He had saved them from it, and now the burden was his alone to carry.

Before they all left the study, Dick reached out and grabbed Damian’s arm.

"Wait."

Damian paused, his hand hovering just above the doorframe, his body stiffening at the tone in Dick's voice. It wasn’t commanding or sarcastic; it was raw, almost pleading.

“Don’t do this,” Dick said, stepping closer, his words quiet but urgent. “Damian, you don’t have to do this. You shouldn’t do this.”

Damian turned to face him, his expression unreadable. “We already decided, Richard. There’s nothing more to say.”

But Dick shook his head, his desperation rising to the surface. “No. You decided. And we let you because—because you’re stubborn and determined, and you make it so damn hard to argue with you. But this isn’t what you want, Damian. This is what you think you have to do.”

Damian’s jaw tightened, his arms crossing over his chest. “How can I make it clear to you Grayson that I am ready and willing to be Batman?”

“That’s not… No, ” Dick said, his voice cracking slightly. “You’re still so young. You have so much ahead of you, so much life to live that doesn’t involve this— You’ve never lived outside of Bruce or Talia. What happened to the Damian who wanted to be an artist? The one who loved sketching and painting?”

Damian flinched at the mention of his younger self, the memories stirring emotions he wasn’t ready to confront. But he stood firm. “That Damian is gone, Dick. He was never meant to last. You know that as well as I do. The only thing I’ve found fulfilling in life is being Robin and fighting for Gotham.”

Dick stepped closer, his blue eyes filled with anguish. “No, he’s not gone. You’ve buried him under all this—this guilt and responsibility you’ve put on yourself. You were never meant to be Batman, Damian. You were supposed to be my Robin.”

Those words hit Damian like a blow, but he didn’t let it show. “And what, Dick? I stay your Robin forever? Live in your shadow while you live in Bruce’s? That’s not who I am. That’s never been who I am. I’m choosing this path. My path. Don’t you see? I was always supposed to be Batman.”

Dick’s hands balled into fists at his sides, his voice growing more desperate. “You deserve a life that isn’t this. You deserve more than the cowl. You think taking it on will set you free, but it won’t. It’ll trap you. It’ll crush you! Just like it did to Bruce!” He hesitated, his next words trembling with sincerity. “You deserve to find out who you are outside of this family, Damian. Not who Bruce wanted you to be. Not who Ra’s or Talia wanted you to be. You.

Damian’s chest tightened, but he didn’t let his resolve waver. “And what about you, Dick? What do you deserve?” His voice was quieter now, almost accusing. “You think I haven’t noticed? You’re tired, Dick. You’ve carried this family on your shoulders for years. You’ve lost pieces of yourself to Nightwing, to Blüdhaven, to this endless mission of Bruce’s. Think of everything you’ve sacrificed—your dreams, your life, your relationships—just to hold us all together. You deserve more than this. You deserve a life free of it all. Free of Batman.”

Dick’s shoulders slumped, the fight draining out of him as he stared at his younger brother. For a long moment, neither of them spoke, the silence between them heavy with unspoken words. Finally, Dick exhaled, his voice barely above a whisper.

“I just wanted better for you, too, Damian.”

Damian’s expression softened, just for a moment, as he placed a hand on Dick’s shoulder. Sometimes, while Damian secretly relished his height over others, it didn’t feel entirely right that he was taller than Dick. There had been a time when he had to crane his neck just to meet his older brother’s gaze, a time when Dick’s height was just another reminder of how far he had to go. Now, standing taller than the man who had once seemed larger than life, it felt like - no it was a reminder - that a fundamental balance had shifted. “You gave me better, Dick. Batman is better than I’ve ever had. And now it’s my turn to make sure you get the same.” With that, Damian turned and walked out of the study, leaving Dick alone with the weight of his own helplessness.


These people were supposed to be her co-workers. Colleagues. The kind you’d nod briskly at in the office hallways, exchange a polite “Good morning” at exactly 9 AM on a Monday, and engage in superficial pleasantries about the weather or their kids' soccer games while waiting for the coffee machine to finish brewing. Then you’d both return to your respective desks, mutually agreeing to avoid further interaction unless absolutely necessary—like encountering each other in the communal kitchen while refilling your water bottle.

At least, that’s how it usually worked with Aless and the older men who made up most of her colleagues; men with wives, mortgages, and children who referred to her as "kid". But now, her new co-workers were sprawled across her apartment on a Saturday morning, commandeering her tiny kitchen to whip up mimosas and critiquing her wardrobe with alarming enthusiasm. Not even what she was supposed to be wearing to the wedding. Her literal everyday wardrobe. 

"Aless," Piper groaned, holding up a beige sweater with a tragic frown. "Do you have anything that doesn’t scream tax consultant ?"

“This is why I never let people into my apartment,” Aless muttered, yanking the sweater back and tossing it onto her bed. “And for the record, I like neutrals. They told us in school neutrals were the best, especially when interviewing people.”

“Well, neutrals don’t exactly scream, ‘Hey, I’m here to seduce you all to get the juiciest scoop at the wedding of the century!’” Amara shot back, flipping through hangers with a speed that made Aless nervous.

“You’re lucky you have that dress we approved,” Jane chimed in, giving Aless a pointed look. “Otherwise, we’d be dragging you to the mall now. Maybe we still should. How many hours do we have?”

Aless groaned. She’d spent hours picking out that dress (which was the 10th one she tried on), sending 25 photos from every conceivable angle to the team Slack channel until they grudgingly gave it their blessing. It was beautiful, sure, but she was starting to wonder if it was worth the ordeal.

The dress was a deep, rich crimson, the kind of red that turned heads and made an impression. It was sleek and form-fitting, with a high neckline that balanced out the thigh-high slit on one side. The back dipped low, but not scandalously so, and the fabric shimmered subtly under the light like it had been spun from liquid rubies. Aless had known it wasn’t exactly traditional wedding attire—red could be seen as bold, even inappropriate—but she’d also known who was hosting. This wasn’t just a wedding; it was a Selina Kyle wedding (screw Bruce Wayne), which meant the fashion world was going to be out in full force, pushing boundaries and breaking rules. She’d agonized over the dress for days as it hung in her closet just staring at her. She worried it was too much… Even if she was sure it was something her mother would pick out for herself. 

“And don’t get me started on the makeup situation,” Rebs added, staring at Aless’s bathroom counter with wide eyes. “How do you survive with just mascara and lip balm? This is borderline criminal.”

“I don’t need a full face of makeup to write about criminals,” Aless said, crossing her arms.

“But now you’re writing about celebrities, ” Jenni pointed out, brandishing a curling iron like a weapon. “You’re going to network. You’re going to charm secrets out of Gotham’s elite, and you can’t do that looking like you just rolled out of bed. Or with Burts Bees.

Rebs grinned, pulling out her phone. “Speaking of charm, let’s go over those flirting tips again. So, you walk up to Damian Wayne, you bat your lashes, and you say—”

No,” Aless interrupted, leveling a sharp glare at the group. She was seriously considering trademarking a new kind of Bechdel test—The Damian Wayne Test. Could her team go one hour without mentioning his name? Absolutely not. Could Gotham? Not a chance, judging by how his face had been plastered all over social media lately. “Absolutely not. If you’re about to suggest something as ridiculous as, ‘Are you a magician? Because whenever I look at you, everyone else disappears,’ I’m walking out of my own apartment and locking the door behind me.”

Her tone was firm, but the exaggerated eye roll gave away her exasperation more than actual anger. Still, she crossed her arms, daring them to keep pushing her. It was ridiculous. The Damian Wayne she knew wouldn’t have even acknowledged a cheesy pick-up line, much less fall for one. He would probably hiss at any girl who came close. The idea of flirting with him— strategically flirting, no less—made her skin crawl too. Not because it was humiliating, although it was, but because deep down, Aless hated the way the idea made her feel. Nervous. Anticipatory. Like she was bracing for some unpredictable storm.

All week, Aless had been replaying their interaction at the café, dissecting every second of it like it was a puzzle she couldn’t solve. Why hadn’t he insulted her? Was he actually being civil? That couldn’t be right. There was no way he’d suddenly developed basic human decency. No, it had to be something else. Maybe he was just shocked—so caught off guard by seeing her again that it short-circuited his usual rudeness. A temporary lapse in judgment. A momentary break in his otherwise insufferable personality.

Because that’s who Damian Wayne was: a rude, arrogant ass. End of story. A single polite exchange over coffee wasn’t going to change that. And she sure as hell wasn’t going to let him win again—not after everything he’d put her through. The mere thought of him stopping her from writing this article... it pissed her off. She wasn’t going to let him derail her— again . Not now, not ever. She had a job to do, and no matter how obnoxious or complicated Damian Wayne was, she was going to finish this piece.

Ugh, this is so fucking ridiculous, she told herself. He was just another assignment, no different from any of the countless men she’d written about in her career. A fluff piece. That’s all. She wasn’t some starry-eyed socialite hoping to catch his attention. She wasn’t even interested in him. In fact, Aless was willing to bet she was now the only woman in Gotham who actively wanted to avoid Damian Wayne altogether if Twitter was her source.

Her coworkers were still laughing, oblivious to her spiraling thoughts. “Oh, come on,” Piper teased, nudging her shoulder. “You’ve got to at least try to be charming. This is for the job, Aless. For the story.”

“No,” Aless repeated, sharper this time, trying to drown out her own nervous energy with irritation. “If anyone here seriously believes that Damian Wayne—of all people—would fall for a line like that, then I have a bridge in Gotham to sell you. Trust me, I’ve seen him run at the sight of a woman.”

She immediately regretted the words leaving her mouth. But it was too late. The words were out there, and no matter how much she wanted to pull them back, her coworkers weren’t going to let it go. Their eyes were all on her now, waiting for some kind of explanation.

“Wait,” Amara cut in, her voice dripping with suspicion. “What do you mean ‘you've seen him’? ‘You’ve seen him’...how? 

Five pairs of eyes locked onto her, and Aless felt her stomach twist. “I, uh—” It came out as a squeak and she cleared her throat, “We… may… know each… other ?”

“You know him?” Rebs shrieked, dropping the curling iron in shock. Instead of moving to catch it, her hands shot out, gripping Aless’ shoulders tightly. “Since when? How? And why the hell didn’t you tell us?”

Aless sighed, running a hand through her hair. She could already feel the interrogation brewing, and she wasn’t sure how she was going to get through it. “It’s... complicated,” she said weakly, bracing herself for the onslaught.

Amara leaned forward, her eyes practically sparkling with curiosity. “Complicated? Come on , Aless. You can’t just drop a bomb like that and leave us hanging. How do you know Damian Wayne? Seriously, we need all the details. This is the jackpot !”

Aless rubbed her temples, already exhausted by the attention. “We went to high school together,” she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. “We hated each other. I mean, really hated each other. Academic rivalry, insults - the whole thing.” She winced at the memory, the idea of her high school days with Damian still as irritating. 

“Wait…” Rebs blinked as if processing the new information. “You two were, like, enemies? In high school?” She let out an excited laugh. “That’s gold , Aless. Gold! You’ve got the inside track. Forget the flirting lines—this is the real deal.” She all but threw the phone in the air with glee. “You’ve got to use this. We can use this! How can we use this?”

Aless stared at them, feeling the weight of their expectant gazes. “I’m not using anything. To be honest, I’m not excited to talk to him at all. I’m just doing it for the article,” she muttered, but it didn’t stop her from feeling the pressure.

Piper didn’t miss a beat. “Oh, no, no, no, you have to use this. If you’re going to get any scoop on him, this is your best shot. You have history. You’ve got the access. You could dig up the kind of dirt people would pay top dollar for. Make him angry enough to blurt out something. Make him doubt his position in the family or, or poke him about the woman thing, maybe. You thought he was gay, right? Say that! Damian, I thought you liked guys. What are these women from China and Morocco talking about having sex with you? Get him to rant about something!”

“Do you have any idea how much Gotham loves a Wayne?” Amara added with a grin. “And Damian Wayne is the hot single one. Physically and social media-ly. If you can get him to talk, maybe even crack a smile for an exclusive photo…” She trailed off, and the rest of the girls exchanged knowing looks.

Aless’s stomach churned, but there was no escaping the idea. She had been sucked into this whirlwind the moment her editor sent her to cover the wedding. She had no choice. 

“I’m not going to do that. I’ll just inquire about where he’s been from his siblings or a family friend. That was my plan,” she repeated, though it didn’t sound as convincing as she’d hoped. When they all stalked into her apartment at 8 AM, she’d been practicing what she was going to say to them in the mirror.

I know I promised you all that I’ll write about Damian. And I will! I just… won’t have to talk to him. He’s such a closed book anyway! I’m sure one of his siblings will want to spill about him because he’s so annoying!

Rebs shot her a sharp look. “You’re already in deep, Aless. Let’s just say it’s mutual knowledge. You can either pretend to be all innocent and go in blind, or you can actually take control of the situation. You know this guy, which makes you way ahead of the gossip columns.”

Aless opened her mouth to argue, but the reality hit her like a wave. She did know him—too well. And if she was going to make this piece work (because if she didn’t make it work that would be literal rock bottom for her journalism career; like ego death level rock bottom), she couldn’t afford to waste that connection. She closed her eyes, letting out a slow breath. “Fine. But I’m not doing anything sleazy. You all want gossip? I’ll get you what I can, but don’t be surprised when all I have to write about him is a few paragraphs.”

They all grinned at each other, knowing they had just cracked open a treasure trove of potential. “You’ve got this,” Piper said with a wink. “We’ll help you with the details. You just get him talking on tape. I’m sure wearing that he’ll be quite loose-lipped. Damian Wayne cannot be impervious to a beautiful woman!” Uh , yeah, he can. I’ve seen it. “Come on, put it on!” 

Aless stepped into the red dress, feeling its luxurious fabric hug her curves. The fit was perfect, the neckline daring yet sophisticated, and the slit showed off the perfect amount of leg. The moment she zipped it up, she caught her reflection in the full-length mirror and paused. For the first time in a while, she didn’t feel like a journalist merely existing in Gotham’s social scene—she felt like a part of it like she belonged. The dress wasn’t just a piece of clothing; it was a statement. Bold. Vibrant. Unapologetically her.

Be like Lois Lane. Be like Lois Lane. Be like Lois Lane.

The thought of wearing something so eye-catching, so out there , had seemed like a risk at first, but now that she was in it, it felt empowering. The color alone was a challenge, almost defiant in the sea of understated, black-tie elegance that would surely dominate the Wayne wedding. 

She pulled her hair back into a sleek bun, leaving a few strands loose to frame her face. A touch of makeup—more than she usually wore courtesy of Amara and her eyeliner skills, but just enough to make her eyes pop—and she was ready. She had the confidence now. Even if she wasn’t thrilled about the task ahead, the dress had given her an armor of sorts. She was a professional, and today, she was going to play the part to perfection. And how often did she get to spend the company's money on something so expensive? 

“You look hot,” Jenni declared as she stepped back to admire the look they’d all put together.

“Scorching,” Rebs added, grinning. “Selina Kyle would be proud. Plus, red makes a statement. Everyone will remember you.”

Piper chimed in with a playful smirk, “And Damian Wayne might, too.”

“Now let’s pick up that confidence with some alcohol!”

Chapter Text

The ceremony was breathtaking, a moment that felt almost unreal in its perfection. The soft glow of candlelight filled the cathedral, casting long shadows along the marble floors. The air was thick with the scent of roses, elegantly arranged in high bouquets that adorned the aisles and altar. Every corner of the space had been meticulously planned to create an atmosphere of timeless beauty. The high, vaulted ceilings seemed to stretch on forever, their intricate designs forming a canopy above the gathered guests. It was as if time itself had slowed, suspended in the weight of the occasion.

I wonder how many millions of dollars this all cost. 

Aless sat near the back, her gaze fixed on the front of the room where Bruce Wayne, dressed in an impeccable black tuxedo, stood waiting for the camera shutter. He looked every bit the part of Gotham’s most eligible bachelor, his expression calm but intense. At his side, Selina Kyle—now Selina Wayne—looked like something out of a dream. Her wedding gown shimmered in the soft light, the lace and satin intertwining in delicate patterns that seemed to mirror the elegance of the cathedral itself. She wore a serene, almost otherworldly smile as if she was both present in the moment and somehow beyond it, a woman who had achieved something most people could only dream of.

Every guest seemed to have been plucked from the pages of a fashion magazine. The women wore gowns that seemed to float as they moved, delicate silk and lace shimmering with every step, while the men were dressed in sharp tuxedos, tailored to perfection, exuding an air of effortless charm. The attention to detail was almost overwhelming—no one was underdressed, not a hair was out of place (besides Aless - she felt very underdressed), and the air hummed with the intoxicating scent of freshly blooming roses and the faintest trace of expensive cologne.

Yeah, the smell of Dior Savauge is horribly intoxicating me right now. 

The entire ceremony felt like something pulled from the pages of a fairy tale, only this one had Gotham’s signature twist. There were no grandiose speeches, no elaborate displays of emotion—just a quiet exchange of vows, spoken with a sincerity that cut through the opulence of the surroundings. Selina’s voice was soft, but every word held weight, as though she was giving her soul to Bruce in that one moment. And Bruce, ever the stoic figure, spoke with a calm intensity, his words measured, but powerful. The entire room hung on every syllable as if they understood that what was happening in front of them was more than just the joining of two people—it was the union of two forces, two titans of Gotham who had built empires, both separately and together.

As they exchanged rings, Aless’ gaze drifted once more. Standing around Bruce and Selina were his children, an odd mix of Bruce’s sons on one side and daughters on the other. Aless noted the color of each daughter’s dress. The nice sharp suits that looked really good on that one brother with the white streak in his hair. Yet, no matter how much she tried to focus on anything but him, her attention kept being drawn back to one person—Damian Wayne.

His green eyes fixed on her, unwavering and intense, right when the vows started. Like he found his prey. It wasn’t a casual glance or a passing interest. No, it was as if he was studying her, waiting for her to notice. Her skin prickled, and she fought the urge to look at him. Instead, she trained in on the priest. The idea of it unsettled her, yet a strange curiosity tugged at her. Was he waiting for her to look back? Did he want her to acknowledge him? It didn’t make sense. Damian Wayne wasn’t the type to silently signal for attention. 

She could feel the weight of his gaze on her as everyone stood to cheer for the kiss, but she refused to meet it. Instead, she forced herself to focus on the ceremony and the beauty of the moment. She wasn’t going to give in to whatever this was. Not like at the cafe where she should’ve just walked out when they locked eyes. 

Damian had been a part of her past—a past filled with competition, animosity, and bitterness. Without intense atonement (like him begging on his knees for forgiveness), she wasn’t about to let one moment, one fleeting glance, change anything. No matter how intense it felt, she was not going to make the mistake of looking back. Not for him.

He’ll come to me. The mantra repeated itself, over and over, like a lifeline. I attract. I don’t chase. He’ll come to me. Then we can talk and I can get what I need before I leave. There. That was it. She just needed to hold firm, to keep her composure. Please, she prayed to whatever cosmic force might listen, make him come up to me so I don’t have to embarrass myself. She could feel the resolve building in her chest. By the way he was staring at her, Damian Wayne would approach her. He’d come to her. And when he did, she’d be ready. 

It’s all for the job. For the article. If I could take on Voss - who is literally five seats away from me, oh my god - then I can take on stupid Damian stupid Wayne.

Also, she’d gotten enough gossip to fill up five pages of her pocket notebook already. The mingling before the ceremony was prime time for snippets of juicy tidbits, and Gotham’s socialites never disappointed. Aless had made her rounds (some people recognizing her and asking about her mother’s condition), sticking to the edges of conversations, half-listening to the flurry of voices around her. It was the usual chatter, of course. The kind of gossip that could fill a tabloid without breaking a sweat.

There was a whisper about how a certain heiress had been seen at a private event earlier in the week, wearing what could only be described as a “crying engagement ring”—a large diamond with a deep-blue sapphire stone, a symbol of a breakup that no one had seen coming. Apparently, it had been a long-time relationship that no one knew about, and she was now dodging questions about her mysterious ex in the most dramatic way possible.

Then there was the rumor about one of Gotham’s richest families, the Dobson family, who were currently facing an internal crisis. A scandal had allegedly erupted over the family patriarch’s will, and his children were at odds over who would take control of their vast fortune. There was talk of a “secret trust” set up to bypass some of the family members completely, and that trust was rumored to be tied to Wayne Enterprises in some capacity—no one seemed to have the full details yet, but it was already stirring up all sorts of speculation.

And then there was the tidbit about the head of Gotham’s most famous charity foundation. A certain donor had recently pulled out of funding, and now there was speculation that the foundation was being eyed for a hostile takeover by some new, mysterious benefactor. Aless had overheard one of the foundation’s staff members, a nervous young man who had been trying to smooth over the situation, mention the name “ Damian Wayne ” as a possible new investor. His tone had been cautious, almost like a secret that shouldn’t have been said out loud.

She wrote in her notes, too: The wedding failed the Damian Wayne Test twenty minutes before the ceremony was supposed to even start. 

Now, as the guests poured into the Manor’s ballroom, Aless’s eyes swept over the lavish scene that had unfolded around her. The towering ceilings gleamed under the glow of crystal chandeliers, their light catching the movement of the crowd below like stars suspended in the night sky. The room was a symphony of opulence: intricate tapestries lined the walls, golden accents shimmered in every corner, and the soft hum of Gotham’s elite mingling filled the air, creating an almost tangible atmosphere of power and wealth. Aless couldn’t help but marvel at the sheer spectacle of it all, though a quiet part of her resented its perfection.

She had always been an observer in settings like this when she was a child, a bystander in a world of privilege she could never quite claim. Her mother, a natural at fitting into this glittering crowd, would’ve known exactly how to move through it, a smile on her lips and a drink in her hand, effortlessly blending in with the conversation. But tonight, Aless stood apart—alone in this sea of Gotham’s most powerful and influential figures, no longer chasing their secrets through dim-lit alleyways. No, tonight she was standing among them as a Vreeland representative, watching from a distance but not partaking in the dance. It was almost surreal. She was here not as an outsider, not as the journalist who dug for the truth behind their smiles, but as a guest—well, kind of. 

Bruce probably preferred me over my uncle though. The invitation that Aless received in the mail months prior was specifically addressed to Alessandra Vreeland, even though it was delivered to her family home. It was an intentional move. 

As the cocktail hour began, Aless lingered at the bar for a few minutes, trying to catch snippets of conversation in the hopes of gleaning some fresh gossip. The clink of glasses and the hum of chatter surrounded her, but her nerves were starting to get the best of her. Damian Wayne had disappeared and she was on high alert. Every other Wayne kid seemed to be accounted for, but not him. That absence only added to the knot forming in her stomach.

She scanned the room for any sign of him. Stephanie Brown, beautiful and blonde as always, was deep in conversation with Cassandra Cain, who, despite her silent presence and head-to-toe black attire, looked positively animated. Aless had already confirmed—thanks to some well-placed questions during earlier mingling—that the two were not, in fact, involved romantically. Too bad.

Meanwhile, the hot one from the ceremony—the one she’d noticed from across the room—was positioned against the wall, separated from the crowd, looking like he was taking in the scene from a distance. His name started with a “J” or something—Jason? Aless couldn’t be sure, but she didn’t dare approach him. Not yet.

Dick Grayson, the ever-charming eldest Wayne, was holding court with Barbara Gordon, effortlessly greeting guests and subtly letting everyone know that he’d soon be gaining another mother-in-law. From the way he smiled as people congratulated him, Aless was almost sure he had no idea what he was really saying, but the crowd ate it up anyway. She had yet to get any solid information on that mysterious engagement (and no ring on a finger), though she was sure it would make for some juicy headlines if she could crack the story.

Tim Drake was there too, chatting animatedly with Duke Thomas—who looked as out of place in this crowd as Aless felt. Tim was with his boyfriend, the one who wasn’t even remotely a secret and who Aless had definitely seen around Gotham before. He looked insanely familiar, but she couldn’t put her tongue on it. Social media star maybe? Magazine model? He was good-looking enough to be. The two of them were deep in conversation, and it seemed like Tim had his full attention on whatever topic they were discussing.

Aless took another sip of her drink, trying to steady her racing thoughts. Her fingers traced the rim of her glass absently, but her mind was elsewhere. Where was Damian? It was eerie. She couldn’t shake the feeling that somehow, despite his disappearance, he was still watching her. Even if he wasn’t there, her instincts told her he was still lingering at the edges of the crowd, in the corners of her vision, somehow aware of her every move.

It was like some kind of phantom presence as if his green eyes were still fixed on her, even from a distance. The very thought made her pulse quicken. It was stupid, she told herself. This was her third drink anyway. He was probably taking pictures with his newlywed parents.

Aless swallowed, the bitter tang of her drink settling against her throat as her thoughts swirled. Why was she letting this bother her so much? It wasn’t like she hadn’t faced far worse situations in her career—chasing down dangerous leads, digging into Gotham’s underworld, putting herself in the line of fire for far juicier stories. He was nothing but another piece of gossip to dig into. She could talk to him, write this piece, and never see him again. Easy. 

Damian stood at the edge of the ballroom, watching Aless out of the corner of his eye. His gaze flicked back to the older ladies who had surrounded him, fawning over him like he was a prized piece of livestock. They pinched his cheeks, cooing about how tall he’d grown, as though they had any right to talk about his life, his future, or anything else for that matter. He tried to smile, to engage politely, but his mind kept drifting back to her.

Aless stood at the bar, alone, her back turned to the crowd, deep in thought as she toyed with her drink. Her lips moved as if she were talking to herself, though no one seemed to be around to hear. Damian could see the tension in her shoulders, the slight furrow of her brow—she was overthinking something, and whatever it was, it clearly had her on edge. He watched as people came up to her, briefly interrupting her solitary moment. Her mother’s name, her job, even her uncle were mentioned in hushed snippets of conversation that he could read on her lips. 

He found himself studying her too closely, wondering what she was thinking. His eyes tracked her movements, his curiosity piqued. He knew it was reckless to be this aware of her, to allow his thoughts to linger. But despite his best efforts, his gaze kept returning to her.

You’re doing it again, he thought to himself.

Damian blinked, breaking his focus for a moment as the woman in front of him prattled on about something he hadn’t even bothered to absorb. He could feel the tension building in his chest. He had already caught Tim teasing him earlier at the ceremony for staring at her so openly.

He fought back a sigh, feeling guilty for the distraction. He had a job to do, just like everyone else here. Charm people. Spread the rumor that you’re staying in Gotham and helping Tim with the Wayne Enterprises takeover. It was what he practiced over and over again with his Father to make it sound believable. But no matter how much he tried to focus on the conversation in front of him where he was supposed to be telling these women all of this, Aless’ presence kept pulling him in. He shifted his stance, mentally scolding himself again for giving in to this ridiculous impulse.

Stop letting your guilt get the best of you, he berated himself, fighting the nagging feeling in the pit of his stomach when he saw a frown cut across her features as she talked to some old man he didn’t know the name of. You don’t owe her anything. 

Damian forced himself to focus on the conversation, the words a distraction from the pull of his gaze toward her. Don’t look over there. Don’t do it, he told himself.

“Yes,” he replied smoothly, keeping his voice steady, I’ve finished my MBA, so I’ll be staying in Gotham to help Timothy run the company. I’ve taken a position on the Global Strategy Team.”

“Oh, how marvelous, young man!” the woman gushed, clearly impressed. “You know, I have a granddaughter about your age who’s also interested in traveling, business, and all those exciting things. I should introduce you to her sometime.”

Damian offered a smile—polite, disarming, the kind that wasn’t quite genuine but was effective all the same. It was the smile Bruce had perfected over the years. It was a mask. A mask he would need to wear more often if he were to fulfill his role as Gotham’s next Bruce Wayne .

“I would love to meet her.” He suppressed the urge to roll his eyes. This was part of it, wasn’t it? The smile, the charm, the image of the rich and carefree billionaire. A perfect cover for someone whose nights were filled with crime-fighting and shadows.

I’ll need to practice and make it natural, Maybe I’ll get Grayson to give me a few pointers. He’d never imagined himself needing to create this kind of persona, but if he was going to take on the mantle, it was emphasized to him that this was the only and easiest option to hide under. Damian blinked and shook his head slightly, trying to push last night’s conversation aside.

“If you want to take up the cowl, you’re going to need a persona,” Bruce had told him, his tone matter-of-fact.“I didn’t build this legacy by just being Batman, Damian. I built it with the billionaire playboy, the entitled heir to Wayne Enterprises, the philanthropist. It clouded any public perception that I could be Batman. You’ll need all of that.”

Damian hated the idea. He could already hear the condescending chuckle that followed the word "playboy." He had no interest in playing at being some shallow, rich brat who used charity events to cover his late-night patrols. But Bruce’s words had a certain logic to them. It’s a cover story, Bruce had insisted. The more people who see you as the charming, untouchable billionaire, the fewer who will suspect you’re also the city's dark protector.

Tim’s mouth was full of chips as he leaned back, looking entirely unfazed by the weight of the conversation. At 2 AM, after another round of tense arguing with Bruce about Damian taking on the mantle of Batman, everything felt a bit more absurd. “And the more people you have sex with,” Tim said casually, shoving another handful of chips into his mouth as some movie played in the background. “The easier it is. I bet Bruce didn’t tell you that part, but it was a core part of his persona. I once tried to make a diagram of all the people he’d slept with—Kon and I, just for fun—and let’s just say it took up the entire screen of the Batcomputer. Nine-point font too. It was... extensive.”

Damian’s jaw tightened. “Are you suggesting I go out and objectify women, sleep with hundreds of them—all for the sake of Batman?” His voice was sharp, though underneath the anger, he struggled to reconcile what Tim was saying with the moral code Bruce had always instilled in him.

Tim glanced at him, unimpressed. “No, I’m not telling you to go out and do that. Maybe throw some men in there too, D. Bruce made it part of his playboy persona for a reason. It’s all about control, power, and knowing how to play the game. If people think you’re off having wild sex parties every night, they’re not going to draw the connection between you and Batman.”

Damian was silent, unwilling to admit that Tim might have a point. But the idea of reducing himself to a mere playboy—using people like that—felt wrong, even if it was part of the plan. In the League, they had trained people to do that. To use their bodies as a means to an end. He didn’t like it. He never attended those classes. He was active in paring them down. But it was logical for the League’s mission. He didn’t know if he could live with it, but if it was what was expected of Batman, what was necessary... then maybe he had no choice.

And so, reluctantly, Damian had agreed. For the mission , he'd thought at the time. That was the excuse. His personal discomfort with the idea didn’t matter when Gotham was at stake. But that didn’t make the role any easier to stomach.

Now, as he stood across the room, fighting the urge to look her way, Damian couldn’t help but think of the face he’d need to adopt. The smile. The flirtation. All of it. He’d need to do this more often if he was going to maintain the "Brucie Wayne" image as Brown called it. Well, she said his “Dami Wayne” image and he almost pitched her off the dock and into the ocean.

Damian winced at the memory of the conversation, the bitter taste of it lingering in his mind. But, like so many things in his life, it was a necessary evil. He had to focus on the goal, not the discomfort it stirred within him. Focus on the mission , he reminded himself, smiling down at another offer of romantic connection. 

It wasn’t as though he was a eunuch, even if all his siblings seemed to think he was still a walking virgin. Jason tried to give him ‘ the talk’ while they were getting ready this morning. Sex, seduction, and women could be enjoyable—he'd learned that, albeit a bit later than some others in his family, in the League. Five years as the Demon’s Head had taught him many things, after all, about power, control, and the fine line between duty and desire. 

His eyes flicked across the room, and there she was again— standing stiffly in the midst of an awkward conversation, her expression tight, her body language tense. The man she was talking to was oblivious to her discomfort, his hand resting far too casually on her arm, his eyes drifting over her like she was some kind of prize to be claimed. The way he looked at her—hungry, assessing—set Damian's teeth on edge. 

He watched her shift uncomfortably under the man's gaze, her jaw set and her posture stiff as if she were counting the seconds until she could escape. The faint flush rising in her cheeks suggested she wasn’t used to such obvious, uninvited attention, and it irritated Damian more than it should have.

His gaze flicked back to the man, narrowing with silent disdain. There were few things that Damian found more repulsive than a man who couldn’t respect the boundaries of a woman, who saw her only as something to be taken. And yet here he was, standing far too close, treating Alessandra like she was a prize to be won rather than a person to be respected.

And then, almost as if he had no control over himself, he found his feet moving toward her. His mind was still racing, his thoughts conflicted, but something in him knew he had to go.

He took a moment to examine her as he crossed the room. The dress, that deep crimson shade, was striking against her skin. The sleek, fitted silhouette hugged her frame perfectly and drew his attention more than he'd expected. The way the fabric clung to her as she shifted her weight was more… tempting than he cared to admit. Her eyes, bright and sharp, darted between the man and the floor, but even from this distance, Damian could tell she was desperate for an out.

He thought about what Tim had said earlier. Maybe he could practice his new persona on her. It wouldn't hurt. After all, she'd been throwing insults his way ever since he'd crossed paths with her in Gotham, and he’d let her get away with it. A little harmless flirtation could serve as her penance—if only for a moment. It was comical to even think she would ever end up in a bed with him. 

Damian approached, making sure his steps were measured, calm, and confident. He could feel the familiar chill of his arrogance rising as he approached, slipping into the mask he knew so well. His eyes never left her, noting every little shift of her posture, the way she clenched her jaw as the conversation with the man continued. He could almost hear the undercurrent of frustration in the air between them. This was it—his moment to flex the "Dami Wayne" persona; the charming, confident, and carefree billionaire playboy he'd been practicing.

“I’ve already had so many drinks. I can’t take another.” Aless’s voice was a little too sharp, a little too defensive, but she couldn’t help it. If she could punch this guy in the face without facing the wrath of Gotham’s elite and ruining her night, she would’ve already buried her right hook into his smug expression. The man was making her skin crawl. He wasn’t even trying to hide his intentions. It was clear as day—he wanted to get her drunk enough so he could slip into her bed. Every time she tried to swat his hand away from her arm, it would, shockingly, find its way back.

“Oh, come on,” he slurred, waving a hand toward the open bar as if it were a magic ticket to his goals. “The open bar is here for us to utilize! Why did anyone come to this wedding other than to get drunk?”

His words reeked of entitlement, and Aless could feel her patience snapping. She could already see his eyes scanning her body, calculating how much longer it would take before she was pliable enough for his disgusting advances.

She fought back the urge to roll her eyes and took a slow sip of her drink to keep herself steady. “Perhaps to watch two people in love?” she replied, her voice dripping with sarcasm. “That’s usually why people have a wedding.” That was the first thing Damian heard as he approached them. That distinct and recognizable tone of annoyance and snark, when it was directed at him, almost made him smile. 

The man smirked, obviously unimpressed by her response. “You can’t really believe they’re in love, can you?” He waved his hand dismissively, as though love were some far-off concept that didn’t belong in a wedding. “It’s all money. Power. You know that, right?”

As he reached them, he allowed his presence to be felt before he spoke. The man's eyes flicked toward him, recognition in them, but Damian didn’t acknowledge him. Instead, he locked his gaze on Alessandra, letting the corner of his lips curve into a faint, knowing smile.

“Alessandra,” he said smoothly, his voice low and warm, "I didn’t realize I’d be interrupting such an engaging conversation." His tone was just the right amount of playful, letting her know he wasn’t taking the situation seriously.

Aless blinked, visibly startled as she turned her attention to him. Any time he could’ve walked over and he chose this one? Also, what is that tone? Did he drop his voice five octaves? Fuck, at this point I’d rather talk to dirt than this guy. And Dirt is Damian Wayne’s middle name. Damian saw a flicker of confusion in her eyes at the sudden intrusion, but he could see the flicker of relief too. She didn’t have to play the polite game with this man any longer.

“Wayne,” she replied her tone cool but laced with a touch of wariness. Her gaze flicked between the two men, and for a moment, the tension in the air seemed almost palpable. Both of them stood in front of her, glaring at each other, but Damian’s stare was far more intense. It was as if he were daring the man to challenge him, to make a move. The other man faltered, glancing away, clearly losing in their alpha male staring contest.

Damian’s lips curled into a knowing smirk, a flicker of satisfaction in his eyes as he watched the man back off. It wasn’t subtle—Damian had never been one for subtlety, especially when it came to staking his claim in a situation. His presence was like an invisible force in the room, powerful and commanding, and as he shifted his focus back to Aless, she could feel the sudden shift in the atmosphere. It was no longer just about the two men clashing, but about her too, standing there between them. And for the briefest moment, she almost felt like a prize to be fought over.

That pissed her the fuck off. 

The man she’d been speaking with, clearly uncomfortable now, took a step back. "I think I'll find someone else to talk to," he muttered, offering a stiff smile before retreating into the crowd. The tension in the air didn’t dissipate though, now encompassing the two of them.

“I didn’t need you to save me.” 

Damian took a small step closer, his presence more imposing despite his relaxed posture. His energy was commanding, but there was a cool, effortless ease about it that made the air around him shift. Tan skin, broad shoulders, and an athletic frame he carried with an unshakable confidence—all of it made it impossible not to notice how much he’d grown. Damian Wayne was handsome, maddeningly so, and in realizing this, it seemed to infuriate her. There was a sharpness to his features, a striking contrast between his piercing green eyes and the dark, unruly hair that fell just out of place enough to make him look effortlessly polished. It was the kind of look that was sculpted by wealth and honed by something harder, something dangerous. 

He let his eyes scan her up and down once more, a subtle move that didn’t escape her notice. It wasn’t the kind of look that made her feel comfortable; if anything, it made her feel like he was evaluating her like he used to.

He leaned slightly on the table, just enough to bring them to eye level, making sure that the space between them was now charged. Aless tried not to react, but his proximity was shocking. He’d pulled her hair the last time they’d ever been this close, and she’d responded in kind, ending them both in the principal’s office. The faint gleam of his Rolex caught the light as he placed his wrist on the table, the expensive watch making a silent statement. It felt deliberate as if he was trying to underscore his wealth and status with just a small, seemingly casual gesture. Aless couldn’t help it when her eyes rolled, her annoyance bubbling up despite her attempts to stay composed. 

Was he really this predictable?

“Was that man bothering you?” he asked, voice smooth and low, with a quiet edge that was sincere, though he was careful not to let it show too much. He could tell she was already doubting his intentions, and that familiar spark of mutual hatred started building. It felt exhilarating to Damian. For a moment, she almost wondered if he actually cared until she gave herself a reality check. “I must say, it’s hard to imagine anyone would have the audacity to keep you cornered like that.” He tilted his head, his gaze lingering on her face, watching as her expression shifted from slightly irritated to very irritated.

Damian inched closer, his presence unyielding as his breath skimmed the curve of her ear. "You look breathtaking tonight, Alessandra," he murmured, his tone smooth and deliberate, as if savoring the words. "It’s almost unfair to the rest of the guests. Though, I suspect you're no stranger to commanding such attention." His words were playful, but the subtle flicker of his gaze, lingering on her lips, hinted at something far more potent just beneath the surface.

A compliment? From Damian Wayne? It was almost like he was mocking her as if somehow, she’d just become another game to be played at the party. But he had a way of making it sound almost... sincere, despite the unmistakable arrogance beneath it.

Is this fucker trying to flirt with me? No. Way. He’s toying with me. I’ll say something back, and he’ll be all like ‘Ha, ha. You think I would flirt with someone as ugly as you?! ’ 

Aless couldn’t help but scoff inwardly. Stunning? Please. He's just playing his little game. He’s trying to get me to crack and run away. Like I did at the cafe. Two can play that game.  Her expression remained stoic, but internally, she felt a surge of frustration. He knew exactly what he was doing. He always did.

She didn’t respond immediately, letting the silence stretch between them, until finally, she broke it with a cool, measured tone. “Is that your way of flirting, Damian? Because I’ve got to say, it’s not very convincing. I’m sure you’ve told half of the women in here the same thing.” The words were a challenge, a deflection, but also a slight on his attempt. She wasn’t going to fall for his act. Not tonight, not ever. Not when it felt like he was trying to manipulate her. 

Damian didn’t flinch at her response; if anything, his smirk only deepened. He’d expected her to resist, to push back—it was part of the fun. He was used to it from her. His posture remained relaxed, but his eyes—those sharp, calculating eyes—never left hers. He took another small step forward, closing the distance between them, though Aless felt like it was more to test her than anything else. 

Damian's gaze never wavered, and his voice dropped to a velvet whisper, rich with intent. "Perhaps I'm simply admiring the view," he said, each word measured, like a secret shared between them alone. "You possess an aura that could easily command the spotlight of this entire affair. Something tells me you're accustomed to such attention—though not solely from the men in the room. Selina might not appreciate that. "

The way he said it made her skin prickle. He was implying so much more than he said aloud, letting her interpret the rest. And that’s what he was always so good at—his words never fully revealed his true intentions, leaving just enough for her to guess.

Aless felt herself tense, but she fought to keep her composure, unwilling to give him the satisfaction of seeing her uncomfortable. She had a job to do. One that involved getting Damian Wayne to reveal his secret hiatus. The phone recording everything in her clutch reminded her of that. Two could play at this game. 

“I saw you looking at me during the ceremony,” she said, her voice steady but edged with challenge. “Haven’t you had your fill?”

Damian’s lips curled into a slow smile, his eyes never leaving hers as he leaned in just enough to close the space between them. “Fill?” he repeated, his tone almost playful. “I wouldn’t call a glimpse of someone like you ‘having my fill.’” His words came out smooth, and deliberate, his eyes sparkling with amusement. “There’s always more to see, more to understand.”

I’m going to throw up.

She cocked an eyebrow, a sharp look in her eyes. "That’s quite a bold statement," she remarked, leaning in just a bit, not enough to touch, but enough to let him know she wasn’t backing down. "Do you make a habit of studying people like that? Taking your time?"

Damian’s gaze flickered to her lips before returning to her eyes. The faintest hint of a smirk tugged at his mouth. He wondered what took hold of her. “I do like taking my time,” he said, his voice low, almost a whisper. “But you like the attention, don’t you?”

Her pulse quickened, but she didn’t flinch. She met his gaze head-on, her voice smooth despite the flicker of heat that threatened to betray her calm. "I think everyone likes a little attention," she said evenly. “Isn’t that why you acted out so much? You weren’t getting the attention at home, so you had to find someone else to give it to you?” 

There it was. The first provocation of the night. And it came from her. The words hung in the air, sharp and biting, daring him to respond. Damian’s brow arched, the briefest flicker of surprise passing through his eyes before his lips curved into a knowing smile. He admired the boldness, the audacity in her challenge. 

Just like old times.

Damian was starting to remember why he kept her around.

Alessandra’s heart beat faster as she let the words hang between them, like an invitation, an opening for him to drop whatever facade he was using with this random flirtation. This wasn’t just playful teasing anymore. This was a challenge. She was ready for it—ready for him to stop pretending they were anything but the two of them in this quiet, tense confrontation, trying to one-up each other like they always did.

Damian saw the shift in her. The moment she stopped playing along with his game. The flicker of something deeper in her eyes— the need to push, to test, to fight. And that’s what they did best. 

He leaned in just slightly, closing the space between them. His voice dropped, low and smooth, each word thick with intent. "You’ve always had a sharp tongue, Alessandra. Are you just trying to provoke me at my father’s wedding?"

Her gaze didn’t waver, and neither did her resolve. "I’m not trying to provoke you," she replied, her voice steady but with an edge. "I’m just curious. A lot of time has passed. You’ve been gone for five years, Damian, and no one knows where. But I’m just trying to see if you’ve grown at all."

She let her eyes slide up and down his form once more, lingering for a moment longer than necessary, a challenge in her look. "Perhaps physically, but the jury’s still out on whether you’re still the same kind of asshole you were before."

Damian’s eyes flickered, just for a moment. The slightest hesitation before his lips curled again, though this time, it was more guarded, less playful. He straightened up slightly, his gaze flickering over her with that same calculating look he always gave, weighing her words, but also appreciating the directness. She was digging for information, and while her approach might have worked on others, he knew it wouldn't be that easy with him.

"All of this, merely to satisfy your curiosity about where I’ve been?" he mused, his voice still smooth, though now tinged with a colder edge.

Alessandra’s breath caught for just a moment as he easily maneuvered through her question, but she quickly masked it with a calm, almost bored expression. "Call it a professional curiosity," she said, though even to her, it sounded a bit too rehearsed. But the truth was, she didn’t really need to make it sound so detached. She did want to know. It’s just… his answer might end up in the gossip column next Monday.

Damian’s eyes never left hers, and he could see right through the scheme she was crafting. How had he not made the connection sooner? "A professional curiosity," he repeated, his tone amused. "Is the Gazette running a piece on me?”

Fuck. She never told me about the Gazette.

Wait. I never told him about the Gazette. 

Damian’s lips curled ever so slightly, sensing the moment she realized she’d been caught in her own web. Her feigned indifference wasn’t as convincing as she thought. He could see the calculation behind her words, the way she had tried to hide the true nature of her interest. But there was no fooling him. Not with her. 

Alessandra’s pulse quickened at the realization that he had read her so easily. She cursed herself for letting the cracks show, for letting him slip beneath her guard when she’d meant to stay composed. But that was the thing about Damian. He always knew how to get under your skin.

She forced a tight smile, doing her best to remain unflappable. "You really think you’re that interesting, Damian? A piece in the Gazette ? No, I just like to know where people have been when they go missing for five years. It’s... curious." She bit the edge of her lip, daring him to take the bait, even though a part of her was irritated with herself for bringing it up so blatantly. “It was peaceful while you were gone. No little pipsqueaks yammering in my ear, telling me of how inadequate I am.”

Damian didn’t let the comment slide. Instead, he leaned in just a fraction more, his eyes locked on hers with an intensity that made her breath catch in her throat. He was enjoying this, the tension, the dance of words. And she knew it. She… might have been enjoying it too.

"And what exactly do you think you’ll uncover in the story of my disappearance? That I’ve been off on some wild adventure?" He gave a mocking, exaggerated sigh. "Or perhaps you think I’ve been in hiding, running from something? Or someone?"

Her heart raced a little faster. She wasn’t expecting him to turn the tables quite like this, but she wasn’t about to back down.  "I don’t think you’ll ever find a woman willing to date you, Damian Wayne.” 

A flicker of something unreadable passed through his eyes, something dark and dangerous. It was almost a challenge of his own, a promise of things left unsaid. The silence between them thickened, and Damian, as always, seemed to thrive in it.

There she is. Now she’s come out to play. 

Damian felt a flicker of self-awareness, and at that moment where he caught himself in the act and questioned the absurdity of it. Flirting wasn’t his game—it never had been. It felt semi-ridiculous, like trying to wear a suit that didn’t quite fit. Did he really have to engage in such behavior to become Batman? 

And yet, there was something intoxicating about it, something that scratched the same itch as catching the Riddler. The careful calculation of her responses, the adrenaline of testing her limits, the rush of catching the faintest flicker of vulnerability before she masked it again—it was all a challenge, a puzzle. And Damian Wayne lived for the challenge. With Alessandra, it wasn’t just the words exchanged but the electric undercurrent, the razor-sharp wit, and the way her eyes burned with defiance that made him feel like he was untangling a labyrinth only he could navigate. It wasn’t about winning - well… not entirely. It was about the thrill of the bite, even if it meant letting himself feel foolish for a fleeting moment.

Besides, this was probably his most mentally stimulating conversation of the night, so why shouldn’t he indulge? 

“Now, that’s an interesting assessment,” he murmured, his voice silky smooth, his gaze fixing back on hers. Fiery. Purposeful. It almost made him skip over the fact that the phone she was clutching in her hand now was obviously recording him. “I wasn’t aware you were so invested in my romantic prospects, Alessandra. Is this what they have you writing about these days? It cannot be any better than the drivel you used to write in school.”

“I just pity the poor soul who’d have to tolerate you. Five minutes in, and they’d be begging for an escape.” Her tone was light, but the jab was precise. “And since you clearly know where I work, I’ll assume you’ve read my articles. Drivel, was it? Funny—I don’t recall your so-called artwork winning any awards.”

“Oh?” Damian’s brow arched, his smirk sharpening with unrestrained amusement. “You mean those articles riddled with redactions and editor’s corrections? A shining beacon of investigative journalism, truly.” His tone dripped with mockery, each word deliberately chosen to provoke. “I thought you wanted to uncover the truth about Gotham’s most nefarious figures. And now? It seems they seem to keep covering you.”

The jab landed. Alessandra’s jaw tightened for the briefest moment—a subtle crack in her armor—but Damian noticed. Of course, he’d studied her. As if he was preparing for their second meeting, trying to find pain points that he missed in the last five years. The thought just pushed her more to level him in his own house. This recording was going to be utterly unusable, but she didn’t care. She’d find out more information later. 

“Funny,” she said after a beat, her voice like silk wrapped over steel, “coming from someone whose entire legacy is bought and paid for, and yet you have nothing to show for it, do you? Tell me, Damian, does it ever bother you that the only reason anyone tolerates you is because of the name plastered on half the buildings in Gotham?”

The smirk faded—just for a moment. She caught it, and the flicker of satisfaction warmed her chest. But Damian was quick to recover, leaning in slightly, his presence magnetic and unyielding. “Careful,” he murmured, his voice dipping lower, sharper; right next to her ear. “You might start to sound bitter. It’s a shame, really, all that ambition of yours wrapped up in snide remarks and hollow accomplishments. You’ve spent the last five years clawing at relevance, Alessandra, and here I am - barely a week back in Gotham, and your Gazette has you skulking around trying to record our conversations just to figure out where I’ve been.”

The air froze in her lungs as his words struck with the precision of a sniper’s bullet. The casual venom in his tone wrapped around the admission like a steel cord, tightening her chest. He knew. He’d known the whole time.

Oh, fuck this motherfucker. How did even notice that? You know what? I’m going to strangle him. I’m going to drop him from the balcony. Then I’ll jump myself. I’m going to-

The smug flicker in his eyes was unbearable, confirming what her body had already realized in the split second before her brain could catch up. He’d caught her out—completely this time. He’d won. Damian Wayne had won, and he knew it.

For a brief, damning moment, Alessandra was frozen, her brain scrambling for any response, any retort that wouldn’t betray her spiraling thoughts. But nothing came. The realization hit her like a bucket of ice water: he’d turned the tables so cleanly on her.

“You’re quiet all of a sudden,” Damian said, his tone soft, almost teasing as if he were savoring the moment. He leaned back slightly, crossing his arms with a calculated nonchalance, the Rolex glinting on his wrist. “I’ll admit, it’s rare. Maybe I should enjoy it while it lasts. Let’s not pretend you came here expecting to win this little game. If anything, I’d say you’re exactly where you meant to be—on the defensive.”

She clenched her jaw, trying to push down the heat creeping into her cheeks. She was trying to grab anything to throw at him, but with the admission that he knew she was recording, her mind was scrambled. Her silence betrayed her again, and Damian’s smirk widened like a predator catching the scent of blood.

At that moment, she just decided to be a reporter. Not a rival of Damian Wayne. Not a guest at his father’s wedding. He scented out why she was here, and had seen through her pretense with alarming ease. So why not own it? Why not be bold?

“Fine then.” Alessandra pulled out her phone, the gesture deliberate and unflinching. She slapped it onto the table beside his elbow, the sound sharp in the still air. With a pointed nod toward it, she continued, “Gotham would like to know what Bruce Wayne’s son did for five years and why he’s suddenly decided to come back. A penthouse in the center of town was purchased yesterday under your name, meaning you’re not just here for the wedding. People are curious.”

Damian’s gaze flicked to the phone, then back to her face, the smirk never leaving. “Curious…” he repeated, as though testing the weight of the word. “Or prying? I’ve never thought nicely of people trying to dig information out from my family.”

Damian wondered if that was too pointed. If she was smart enough to see through his words and connect them back to her, to him, to Robin . There was a subtle gamble in what he’d just said, a risk that she might be sharp enough to recognize. She’d been relentless in chasing him. A year where her tenacity had burned in his mind, always a step behind, always reaching for something just out of her grasp. It was no surprise that the woman across from him had grown into the reporter she was now after publishing her first piece years ago about Robin, determined to unravel mysteries, to expose the city's secrets. But had it ever occurred to her that maybe, just maybe, she had never understood the complexity of the puzzle he’d presented?

Damian's gaze flicked to her as she straightened herself, the challenge in her eyes unmistakable. You’re not the same girl, he thought, but everything is still too complex for you to ever understand. A small, dangerous part of him wondered what she might have uncovered if she'd known the full story. If she had known everything about why I left Gotham... about why I didn't come back, he thought darkly.

“Call it whatever you want,” she shot back, arms crossing as she leaned against the edge of her chair. “But you can’t disappear for years, pop up unannounced, and expect the city to shrug. You know Gotham better than that. Secrets don’t stay buried here. Especially Wayne secrets.” 

Oh, and what Wayne secrets do you claim to know? 

Damian’s thoughts swirled with a calculating edge. His next move was carefully crafted, far from a mere indulgence of his pride or the lingering tension between them. The idea of keeping Alessandra close wasn’t just about the present moment—it was a strategic decision, one rooted in the larger game he was playing. There were pieces to move, personas to craft, and he wasn’t about to let a sharp reporter like her slip away from his grasp so easily.

He could see it already: Alessandra, with her relentless pursuit of stories, and her sharp eye for detail, could be a perfect tool. A microphone for his own designs. There was no doubt that keeping her around again would be useful, especially now. Gotham needed a new face, a new narrative to swallow. And why not give them exactly what they expected? A billionaire playboy, living his best life after a mysterious absence— Dami Wayne , the devil-may-care heir to Wayne Enterprises. It was the persona he needed to solidify, to mask the return of a far darker figure—a Batman who wasn’t the same as before. 

Alessandra’s curiosity, Gotham’s curiosity, would play right into his hands. He could feed her bits and pieces, carefully planted rumors, and let her chase after them like the dogged reporter she was. Each carefully crafted story she printed would build the legend of Damian in the public eye, adding layers to the facade he was constructing.

His mind clicked through the possibilities, each more tantalizing than the last. He could start throwing lavish parties and engaging in extravagant social events where the whispers would be thick. Alessandra would be a perfect guest—her curiosity burning hot, their mutual hatred driving an instinct constantly hungry for something to one-up the other. And in the midst of it, he’d throw a few choice “gossip” pieces her way—rumors about his supposed relationships, about his future business dealings, about whatever he could use to bolster this new image he was crafting for the world.

With her taking the bait, he could strategically manipulate how the press viewed him—and more importantly, how they didn’t see him. It was all part of the plan. Keep her close, feed her the narrative that served his purposes, and in the process, indulge in the satisfying sense of winning every argument - the shock or anger would beautifully fill her eyes - they’d have from here on out. 

He grabbed her phone, bringing it up to his mouth like he was taking an interview. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see Tim watching him, a shit-eating smirk plastered on his face. Soon, his father and Selina would enter to start the night’s festivities. He would be pulled away from Alessandra, so he would have to make things count. 

“Hey, what the hell are you—” Her words caught mid-breath as she lunged forward, her hand instinctively reaching for her phone. Before she could snatch it, Damian’s hand—the one with that stupid watch on his wrist—moved with precision, his fingers encircling her wrist. His grip was firm but not harsh, enough to halt her without truly restraining her, as though he wanted to remind her of how effortlessly he could maintain control. The warmth of his palm against her skin sent a jolt through her, frustrating her even more. 

“Hello, Gotham, or whoever cares enough to listen. This is Damian Wayne. Apparently, there’s some curiosity about where I’ve been. Honestly, the answer isn’t all that interesting. I spent the last few years abroad, earned my MBA—at my father’s insistence, of course—and now I’m back to take on a role in the Global Strategy Division at Wayne Enterprises. Riveting, isn’t it? For those dying to know, yes, I’m still single. No, I’m not looking to change that anytime soon. My priorities lie elsewhere—namely, expanding Wayne Industries’ philanthropic initiatives and focusing on international development projects.

“But don’t worry, you’ll still see plenty of me. Galas, fundraisers, red-carpet events—I plan to make my presence well-known. I do enjoy being part of the ‘ Best Dressed List’. Next Friday, August 9th, I’ll be hosting a birthday celebration at my newly acquired penthouse. My birthday celebration. That said, consider that last bit off the record. That invite was exclusively for Alessandra.” 

She couldn’t help but roll her eyes after his speech. An off-the-record invite , the way he said her name like it was some kind of dare... She ignored the tiny blip of something low in her stomach, choosing instead to focus on the blatant arrogance of it all. He was baiting her. He’d laid out his grand return to Gotham like it was a curated marketing campaign, casually tossing in personal details and calculated vulnerability. She was going to go home and fact-check everything. It all just seemed to roll off his tongue too…easily. Aless didn’t trust it. 

“What the hell was that?” she demanded, her voice low but sharp as if trying to contain the sheer bewilderment bubbling up. “You gave me exactly what I came here for, just like that? So all of this—” she gestured between them, still glaring at him—“was just you entertaining yourself?”

Damian’s smirk returned, lazy and insufferable. 

Before she could press him further, a familiar voice called out his name. They both turned to see Dick approaching with his usual composed demeanor. “Hey D,” he said, his tone warm but firm. Dick looked at Aless with curiosity, but the moment's need was too urgent for him to stop and talk. He just sent her a trademark smile. One that felt sunny and genuine, unlike Damian. “The reception is about to begin. Your presence in the front is requested.”

Damian glanced back at Alessandra, his expression unreadable. Then, as if nothing had happened, he placed her phone back on the table and released her wrist, his touch lingering just a fraction of a second longer than necessary. “Duty calls,” he said smoothly, stepping away as if their entire exchange had been nothing more than a passing amusement.

“Friday, yes?” he added over his shoulder, his voice laced with playful arrogance, before disappearing into the crowd with Dick. 

“Friday?” His brother asked from beside him. Under normal circumstances, Damian wouldn’t have answered. He would’ve dropped his smirk, slipped on his usual neutral mask, and faced his family with practiced indifference. Control was everything.

But not this time. This time, the adrenaline still coursing through his veins blurred the edges of his restraint. He blamed her for it—for the sharp thrill of outmaneuvering her, for the satisfaction of unraveling her plan and seamlessly weaving it into his own. He felt great, almost untouchable.

It was her fault he couldn’t quite keep the smug curve from his lips or the flicker of triumph from his tone as he replied, “Yes. My birthday party.”

Alessandra was left standing there, her phone still recording on the table, her pulse racing for reasons she refused to acknowledge. She exhaled sharply, snatching the phone, turning off the recording, and stuffing it into her bag. “What the hell just happened?” she muttered to herself, her frustration mounting.

Whatever game Damian Wayne was playing, she felt like she’d just lost. Again. Just like in school. Sure, she’d gotten what she needed from him, but he gave it to her deliberately. Like he was dangling a carrot in front of her, waiting to see if she’d bite. It wasn’t just the smugness that made her blood boil; it was the ease. The way he tossed out information as if it didn’t matter. And that invitation—God, he knew exactly what he was doing with that. The girls were going to make her go. That was a given. Once she sent everything over to the Gazette on Monday, they were going to go insane with excitement. 

Dragging herself to the bar, she ordered a double vodka and downed it in one go, the burn doing little to temper the roiling frustration within her. The future suddenly felt unbearably long, stretching out into a horizon where Damian Wayne was an unavoidable fixture. And as much as she wanted to punch something—or someone—she couldn’t help but wonder how she was going to survive this job with her sanity intact.

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Damian had no idea how to throw a party.

They didn’t teach that in the League. He’d rarely attended Wayne galas as a child, and those certainly hadn’t been any help—what twenty to thirty-year-old trust fund babies wanted to come to his house for a fancy affair? Bruce Wayne had mellowed by the time Damian entered the picture, too, so he had no example of the crazy parties Bruce’s ex-flings used to mention to him.

The closest thing to a “party” Damian had ever attended was the celebration marking his ascension as the Demon’s Head. It had been a formal, ritualistic affair that went on for hours—at first , anyway. His mother had insisted on some ridiculous formal wear that made him feel more like a puppet than a leader. The entire League feasted, danced, and worshipped beneath a thousand blazing torches, all while he sat on his throne, watching with barely concealed boredom. The whole thing felt more like a spectacle for everyone else than a meaningful event for him.

On his way back to his quarters that night after the Elders had retired, however, he heard it. Music—loud, lively music—drifting from the foot of the mountain. He followed the sound, curious despite himself. As the lights came into view, he saw the flickering of dozens of bonfires, around which young League assassins danced and shouted, lost in their own celebration.

They froze when he arrived, unsure what to make of the Demon’s Head intruding on their revelry. He hadn’t interacted with any of them during his rise to power—he’d always seen himself as above these mundane activities. But that night, he couldn’t quite ignore his intrigue. He raised a hand, signaling them to continue. It was a simple gesture, but it seemed to earn him a kind of respect. Perhaps it was then that he realized the importance of connecting with the younger generation of the League—not alienating them—and finding advisors who weren’t already loyal to his mother.

Most of those he kept close now were original to this celebration. They greeted him cautiously at first, but after his first drink with them, they acted like he wasn’t even there anymore, like he wasn’t the Demon’s Head lost in their revelry. When he asked, later, one of his advisors of that night, Amir just shrugged. 

We all knew no one had taught you how to be young, and so we all collectively thought why should we deprive this from our Master now? Even if he was the Demon’s Head, he was our age.

Damian, too, got lost in the night. He slept with a beautiful, nameless assassin girl who died the following week. He allowed himself to mourn for a day. It was a revelation.  

So, perhaps, this was the kind of atmosphere he could model his birthday after. He wasn’t about to ask his siblings for help—though Dick had sparked their curiosity by mentioning whether they were going to get an invite in the group chat. Damian was certain he could handle this on his own, without any input from the others. 

That was until he called a red alert and Jon flew in from a window to save him. 

“The only party I helped plan was the JL’s Christmas one last year. Rookie has to do it. Not that exciting. Apparently, Dick and Tim’s teams used to throw wild ragers. Then they were caught, so…” Jon rubbed the back of his neck, making the collar of his plaid flannel bunch. Damian, who was pacing, reached around him and straightened it out. He pretended to know what wild ragers meant. 

“Do you have anyone trustworthy to consult on this matter?” 

“Uh, I could ask Jay.” Damian sighed, pinking the bridge of his nose at that answer. 

“No, I told you. We cannot consult any of my brothers. They would want an invitation, and I refused to risk being ‘ meme’d’ by then.” Jon kept his snicker inside when Damian said me-me’d instead of meme’d. 

“Jay is my boyfriend, Damian. Didn’t I tell you that?” Oh. 

Did he tell me that? 

“In passing.” Jon sent him a playful glare. All the times he and Damian had phone calls or video conversations - which wasn’t a lot for two people claiming to be best friends - he would mention something he and Jay did. Flying to the Dolomites; Bora Bora for three years; Wanting to go to a basecamp at Everest where he asked Damian for recommendations. In the almost five years he’d been dating Jay, did Damian really not pay attention once? 

And, Rao, to think Jon had a crush on Damian before meeting Jay. Talk about dodging a streaking bullet. Hehe, good one. 

“Jay’s taken me to some college parties before. Their media department used to put on these themed ones that were really cool. Oo, what about a theme, Dames?” Damian thought about the Krytonite he’d just put in his Robin utility belt. 

“Call him. Or go get him. Either suffices.” 

Damian was still pacing around the living room while Jon talked on the phone. 

“I mean, I think it’s pretty urgent… Just say it’s a family emergency or something. I know you used that last month when we went to Peru, but they won’t ask questions. If they do, that’s invasive. Okay, then come after lunch. I don’t see a problem. I can pick you up. Can you bring me a sandwich too? Tell A I said hi! Okay, babe, I’ll see you soon. Love you!” Jon hung up the phone and shot Damian a sheepish look. Idiot in love. Damian just glared back, trying not to show how much the casual affection Jon threw around annoyed him. It was still jarring to hear Jon’s “lovey-dovey” tone when talking to someone else. 

Still, Damian was happy for his best friend having found someone who could understand being metahuman. He was also happy he didn’t need to hear Jon groan on and on about having an “unrequited love” anymore. 

“Should I have told him to bring you a sandwich too? I can text him real quick?” Jon was about to jump out the window, so Damian waved him off. 

“I’ve eaten.” He hadn’t. 

Damian waited near the windows that made up his living room's outer wall for Jon to return. When he heard the familiar sound of wind rushing through the air, he glanced up from the book he’d been reading to see Jon flying in with Jay on his back, the two of them gliding through the balcony. Jon gently lowered Jay to the floor, and the moment Jay's feet touched down, he stepped back and looked around with wide eyes. 

"Oh wow, babe you were right. This place is huge ! Leave it up to Wayne money, huh?" He grinned, completely at ease, his pink hair catching the light. Damian's mind whirred as he took in the sight of Jay who he recognized from some vacation pictures Jon sent to him. Pink hair…Pink hair…? Where had he seen that before? 

A beat passed, and it hit him— Jay Nakamura. The Metropolis University website—he and Alessandra had been past Editors-in-Chief of the school’s newspaper. Then there was the Gotham Gazette website. It flashed in his mind, remembering that Jay looked familiar, his headshot placed right next to hers. Damian didn’t acknowledge the recognition, though. Instead, he simply regarded him with cool indifference as they sat down on his couch and Jon tore into the sandwich.

Maybe Damian should’ve asked for one. 

“So, Jon tells me you’re having a crisis of party-planning confidence.” Jay said with an abnormal confidence in Damian’s presence (probably because he was dating Superman), “It’s normal. Honestly, I think you just need to decide what kind of vibe you want to go for. Like, are we talking laid-back hangout or more of a, you know, rager ? Either way, you’re talking to one-half of Metropolis University’s best party-planning duo.” There was that word again. Damian was going to write it done in his notes to look up later. 

Damian sighed, finally stopping his pacing. “I just don’t want it to be... unmemorable. I want it to be something people talk about.” He shook his head, running a hand through his hair. “I’m trying to use these types of events to craft my civilian persona before I take on the cowl.” 

Jon nodded thoughtfully, then looked over at Jay who seemed to not be following. Oh. That’s right. He forgot that this was Jay’s first time meeting Damian. 

“Damian’s moving on from Robin and taking on Batman. Super cool. We get to be Super Sons again, but were, not like… sons? Supermen? SuperBat? Anyways, it means he has to come up with this big, larger-than-life persona so that people don’t think he’s that Batman.” 

Damian blinked, caught off guard. “You told him about me?” He threw his arm out to gesture to the couple now cuddling on his couch as if Jon hadn’t gone around revealing Damian’s biggest secret. 

Jon shrugged, a playful smile tugging at the corner of his lips, but Damian could see the sincerity behind his expression. “Well, I didn’t exactly tell him everything. Just… the important bits. I mean, come on, Damian, you’re my best friend. Figured it’d come up. And he knows about my dad and the Titans and some of the JL too.”

Damian shot a glare at Jay, who had been listening intently. Damian wasn’t sure if that was comforting or more infuriating. “I’m not telling you anything ever again, Kent,” he just mumbled. 

“If you want to have a memorable night, you’ll need lots of alcohol. Games. Snacks. Music,” Jay continued, his excitement building with each idea. “I’m talking themed drinks, like Riddler margaritas or something dark and twisted for Gotham’s vibe—black vodka shots, maybe, or cocktails that glow in the dark? You could have a cocktail station where people can mix their own, but with a twist—like a secret ingredient that could totally mess with their drink. And activities, Damian! Think about it: a photo booth, maybe with a backdrop, or Mariocart. People our age love Mariocart. It’s something competitive, something fun to get the adrenaline going and to turn into a drinking game. Oh, and maybe a few games that have that wild factor—pin the tail on the Bat— kidding , but you get the point.

“Then, the snacks. Not your typical boring stuff, either. It has to show off that you have cash. Sushi platters as big as this table. A huge birthday cake. Or—wait—how about a chocolate fountain? You dip your marshmallows into it. Or cheese. Or apples. Yeah, this party is gonna be legendary. And, of course, music . We need a DJ with vibes. High energy for the first half to dance, then something to cool down with later on when people are drunk and want to have deep conversations. Like smooth jazz or, I don’t know, some retro soundtrack stuff to set the mood, right?”

Damian blinked, clearly overwhelmed by the suggestions. His mind raced with how much effort this would all take… And how he was going to have to clean it all up. It wasn’t exactly what Damian envisioned, but the idea of having an unforgettable night seemed logical enough to cement his place at Bruce Wayne’s son–taking on the mantle of his playboy, party-hard lifestyle. 

“Jay,” Jon said, exhaling slowly. “That’s... a lot. Especially to do in a week.”

“I know, but trust me, Gotham is gonna be talking about this for weeks. It’ll be the party. A legend in the making.” Jay grinned like a cat who’d just caught the canary, leaning back into the couch with his arm around a still-eating Jon. “Damian Wayne carrying on the family legacy.” 

“I have no idea how to… source these things.” Jay’s eyes lit up, and it made Damian feel a little uneasy. He was clearly someone who thrived in social situations, unlike Damian who would have preferred quiet, introspective moments—or just training, really. Jay leaned forward, clearly enthusiastic.

“Trust me, I’ve got connections,” Jay continued, leaning back with a confident grin. “I know a DJ who’ll bring the energy and get people moving. I can ask one of my friends to handle bartending—they’re pros, and they know how to make the drinks pop . As for food and drinks? Piece of cake. If you’ve got the budget, I can have catering here in no time—anything from hors d'oeuvres to a full buffet. Trust me, Gotham’s top spots are more than happy to cater to a Wayne. And don’t even get me started on the snacks. We’ll have everything from gourmet sliders to candy stations to keep people satisfied between drinks. It’ll be seamless.”

“I had no idea I was dating this crazy of a partier, babe.” 

“Nah. Me n’ A just like to plan. Most of these parties ended up with us playing Mario Cart while high.” 

Damian considered Jay’s words, the weight of the plan beginning to sink in. Jay was right—the logistics were straightforward with the right connections. All it took was the willingness to spend a little, and this party could be everything he needed it to be. Damian met Jay’s eager gaze.

“Alright,” Damian said, giving in. “I’ll leave the planning to you, but I am overseeing every detail. We are not making this a disaster with candy stations and…and popping drinks. I would like to keep the debauchery to a happy medium.” 

Jay grinned, clearly pleased with Damian's compromise. “A happy medium, huh? I can work with that.” He began gesturing around the room as if he were already mapping out the entire event. “Here’s the plan: we kick things off with some classy cocktails in the kitchen as guests arrive. Food will be sophisticated—finger foods, small bites, nothing too casual. As the night progresses, we loosen things up. The bar will be self-serve, and open for anyone to grab a drink. The vibe will evolve with the music, and by midnight, we’ll have everyone on the dance floor, letting loose. We can’t let a Damian Wayne party turn into a frat party, but it should definitely be the right balance of classy and wild.” Damian had to write down frat party for later too. The list in his notes app (which he will not be showing anyone ) included lots of terms that he’d seen when scrolling on his hashtag. He learned what that was from Jason. The others, that did not have a definition by it yet, included: rizz, af, slay, and fine shi

“Don’t make me regret this.” 

“You should probably hook up with someone too. Just to keep to persona going. Jon and I can wingman you since you probably don’t know how to flirt well. Honestly, who needs to know how to flirt when you’re Damian Wayne.” 

“I’m going to regret this.”


The week leading up to Damian’s party was, probably, one of the worst weeks of Aless’ life. Well, no, it wasn’t. It felt like it. But she was always known for being dramatic. 

When she gave the girls their gossip on Monday, they fell out of their seats. Especially when they all collectively listened to the recording of her and Damian - including pausing it, giving commentary, and rewinding, all while shrieking with excitement.

"Oh my god, his voice ," Amara gasped, slamming her hand against the desk as she rewound it for the third time. “He sounds like he’s purring when he talks to you. Why is he so… smooth? I was not expecting that from him. I mean, he’s got this deep voice, and you’re like all like, ‘I hate you!’ And he’s just charming you all over the place! Ugh, I’m jealous ."

Jenni was practically vibrating with excitement. "Hold on, hold on," she said, pausing the recording. "Did you hear that? This is gold. Seriously. That man has game . Aless,  this is going to be amazing going into the gossip column. I can see the headline now: Damian Wayne: Massive Money and Massive Flirt. Well, you get it. I’m not the person who writes the headlines here.”

Aless couldn’t help but roll her eyes, though a little heat crept up her neck. “He was doing it just to use me. All the information he told me was a plant. I’ve already looked and can’t find his MBA degree anywhere. I even called schools in Italy and there was nothing. ” 

“No, no, hold up ,” Rebs interrupted, replaying something else on the tape, not caring about Damian’s lack of credentials. “He asked you about the party? You can’t tell me you’re not going . No way! Damian Wayne personally invited you, like personally invited you to his party! This is the first one he’s thrown too. This is major. Aless, this is like, golden journalistic opportunity territory. You have to cover it. You have to .”

The rest of the room erupted into a chorus of “Yes! Yes! You have to do it!” and “This is our chance, Aless, like this is G! gossip column worthy!” Each girl seemed more excited about the idea than the next as if they were living vicariously through her.

“Can’t I send one of you? I’m not the big party type.” Aless knew it was futile, but she tried anyway. And, if she didn’t show up, she knew Damian would be disappointed, and that made her really not want to show up. 

Who are you kidding? He doesn’t care. Why would he be disappointed? He won’t even notice you didn’t show. 

“Are you kidding me?” Jane shot her a knowing look, eyebrows raised to the sky. “Do you know how exclusive that is? Think of the details, the juicy gossip you could get! This could be a feature article in the Gazette, Aless, not just part of the gossip column. Do you know how many people would kill for an invite to a Wayne party? And you're there— with Damian Wayne ." She paused, as if savoring the thought, her voice dropping a little. "And the flirting? Girl, that’s content right there. He’s flirting with you. That’s an angle. You can write about his charm . You could even—" She cut herself off as if struck with an idea. "Wait, hold up , is there more flirting in the recording? Play it again! I wanna hear how far it goes!”

Aless rolled her eyes again but relented, pressing play as the office became a whirlwind of commentary.

Did you hear that?! ” Lisa squealed. “That was definitely him pulling you in closer with that comment. Oh my god, it’s like he’s giving you an opening. He’s not even trying to hide it.”

The group continued in a frenzy of gossip, theories, and suggestions. “Aless, you need to write about this party. It's not just a party—it’s a Damian Wayne party. It’s going to be like, the thing to be at. You could have insider access too. If one of us went, he wouldn’t know who we were. I doubt he would even talk to us. But you!

“You guys are hearing the twenty minutes when we verbally assaulted each other, right?” Jane just swatted her hand in the air and turned up the volume. 

“Oh my god,” Piper snorted. “The sheer audacity . And you just snapped back at him! You’re not even intimidated by him, Aless. I love this for both of you. The tension is palpable.”

“Intimidated?” Aless said, rolling her eyes as she crossed her arms. “He’s not intimidating…He’s just... an insufferable asshole. Always has been.”

“Insufferable and ripped I’m sure,” Amara said, fanning herself dramatically as Damian’s voice came through again, low and pointed, another sharp retort in their ongoing back-and-forth. She sat there, like she was on trial, trying to defend herself against their ongoing accusations that she liked fighting with him. That they were so good as it. 

“You like fighting with him,” Jane declared, crossing her arms like she’d just solved a murder case.

“You’re so good at it,” Jenni added, wagging a finger at her.

“And, honestly, we can hear the sexual tension in your voices.”

That one nearly made Aless throw up. “What is wrong with you people?”

Sure, Damian was good-looking. She wasn’t blind. But his attitude ruined everything. He was smug, infuriating, and entirely too pleased with himself whenever they argued. He was like the human embodiment of a hangnail—small (in her mind), irritating, and impossible to ignore. And now, thanks to him, her career was starting to revolve around writing about him.

The Gotham Gazette’s eight-page wedding spread was going to print tomorrow, and Aless had just finished submitting her piece for the gossip column to Jane. Mercifully, it was tucked away on the last page, a small blip compared to the glossy, sprawling coverage of Gotham’s most eligible bachelor finally tying the knot. Aless tried to forget what Jane went through and added more embellishments to each rumor and story - specifically when talking about Damian’s new physical appearance. 

Thankfully she managed to sign her article with an “A” instead of her full name, a privilege reserved for the gossip section. Features didn’t allow that kind of anonymity—no, her original piece, the one that got her reassigned, had been printed with her full name in bold, practically inviting Carmine Falcone’s wrath. But the gossip column? That at least had some built-in protection.

Funny how that worked. Aless couldn’t shake the bitter irony of it once more. She’d been a respected investigative journalist—someone who uncovered truths that mattered—and now she was reduced to writing fluff about high society weddings and billionaire heirs.

And worse, she was still stuck thinking about him . About his stupid smirk, his stupid voice, and the way their stupid back-and-forth played out on that stupid recording her coworkers couldn’t stop dissecting. Right now, he was winning. It made her jaw clench. He was controlling her actions, where she went and what she wrote through proxy. He even lied to her about his schooling, but Jane did not care. That’s Feature stuff. You can take on uncovering his lies in your personal life. Right now, we only care about making him seem sexy and aloof on paper. 

Yes, he’d won this first round but that was about to change at the party. 

“Can I at least use the company card to buy a dress for the party?” Aless asked, her tone half resigned, half hopeful. Jane didn’t even bother looking away from the computer, which was still playing the audio on an endless loop. Without missing a beat, she held out the red piece of plastic between two perfectly manicured fingers, a sly smile tugging at her lips.

The dress Aless was chosen—painstakingly chosen for her after enduring seven grueling rounds of approval from her coworkers—felt more like a costume than an outfit. It was sleek, short, and revealing, a far cry from the practical clothes she preferred. The deep emerald color clung to her frame in all the wrong (or right, depending on who you asked) places, and the neckline made her wonder if she’d accidentally wandered into the wardrobe of a Bond girl.

The heels, borrowed from Piper because Aless couldn’t justify buying new ones for a party she didn’t even want to attend, were another story entirely. She’d practiced walking in them all day, clacking around her apartment while cleaning, hoping to avoid an embarrassing stumble in front of Gotham’s nepo babies. She shouldn’t say that. That would include her too, and she did not want to be a part of their circle. 

By the time she arrived at his apartment, she felt like a battle-worn soldier going into the fray. Damian’s penthouse was almost offensively luxurious. Floor-to-ceiling windows stretched across the living room, offering an unobstructed view of Gotham’s glittering skyline. The sleek, modern furniture was carefully curated—dark leather couches, glass tables, and minimalist decor that screamed “tasteful wealth.” A grand piano sat in the corner near the windows, untouched, though someone had carelessly left a half-empty something glass on it.

The air was thick with the scent of cologne, spilled alcohol, and faintly burnt hors d'oeuvres. The music—loud, bass-heavy, and energetic—pulsed through the space, making the glassware tremble on the bar. People were everywhere, some perched precariously on the armrests of couches, others sprawled across the floor, shoes kicked off and ties loosened.

Someone was loudly arguing about whether Bruce Wayne had ever really punched a penguin (“ Of course he has! ”), while another group was chanting for a guy to chug a full pitcher of something. Laughter and shouting bounced off the walls, drowning out the music at times. A couple had taken over the piano bench, giggling and clinking glasses like they were in their own world. Weirdly, the setup reminded Aless of college. Specifically, the parties she and Jay hosted.

She scanned the room for Jay’s distinct pink hair. Apparently, his boyfriend was friends with Damian—who knew? More like, why did Aless not know him then? Jay had grilled her over lunch the other day: Wait, you’re going to Damian Wayne’s party? The first time she met Jon—a cute, sweet, impossibly wholesome farm boy who seemed like the absolute last person to be friends with Damian—there had been a flicker of familiarity. But they just laughed it off. He’s from Kansas. No way we’ve met. Though, apparently, he did some modeling on the side, so maybe that was it.

Aless slipped through the door just past midnight, fashionably (and very intentionally ) late. The party had kicked off at nine, which meant by now, most people were well into their cups—loose-limbed, uninhibited, and too distracted to care who was showing up when. Perfect. It was exactly the right moment to make an entrance—and, more importantly, she hoped it pissed off Damian.

She wasn’t sure why she assumed he’d be waiting for her to show, but whatever. The thought made her feel better about how she looked, so she ran with it.

Her heels clicked sharply as she made her way to the bar, deciding Damian could wait . He was clearly busy with his usual flock of admirers, and she had no interest in adding to the audience. Besides, if she was going to survive this night, she needed a drink.

Sliding up to the bar, she ordered something strong and let her gaze sweep the penthouse. If she knew Jay and Jon, they’d either be in the middle of the chaos or stuffed into a closet somewhere. The last time they’d all gone out together, they’d vanished for a solid thirty minutes to "get some air" in a family bathroom, leaving her to fend off some guy who mistook her temporary solitude as an invitation. She hadn’t gone clubbing with them since.

Drink in hand, she wandered deeper into the party, letting her eyes adjust to the flashing LEDs, the pulse of bass shaking the walls, and the overlapping buzz of laughter and conversation. And—was that Mario Kart ? The space was massive, made even bigger by its open floor plan, but it also meant no one could really hide. The other doors—probably leading to bedrooms—were locked, presumably because Damian had the foresight to lock them. Or at least, she hoped he had.

Finally, after venturing around, she spotted Jay, leaning against the balcony railing, his signature mischievous grin cutting through the dim light. Jon was beside him, mid-gesture, his expression doing half the storytelling as always. Their backs were turned toward her, deep in conversation with a third person—tall, dark auburn hair catching the shifting light.

Aless didn’t hesitate. She cut through the crowd, closing the distance, ready to insert herself whether they liked it or not.

Look what the cat dragged in,” Jay called out as she approached, raising his glass in a mock salute. Aless could tell he’s already had a few, and Jon was the DD tonight. His eyes flicked to her outfit, and a slow, approving smirk spread across his face. “ Gotham Gazette’s money was well spent. Are you adding yourself to the Damian Wayne Hunger Games?”

“Hi, Aless!” Jon sent her a wave, his glasses sliding down his face just a bit. She noted the flannel. Did he ever not wear flannel? 

“Not interested,” she shot back, rolling her eyes. “But I could kill him tonight.”

Jon stifled a laugh, his blue eyes sparkling with amusement. “Don’t make us accomplices, Aless. We’re terrible under pressure. If what Jay told me was true, I think you really might end up killing him. He’s on one tonight.” Aless assumed that Jay had filled him in.

“Speak for yourself,” Jay said, taking a sip of his drink. “I’d make an excellent accomplice. I even know how to dispose of a body. We could even do something like Saltburn . What a great movie, am I right?”

“You’re not helping,” Jon muttered, elbowing him lightly. Jay just gave him a kiss on the side of his face. God, another reason she didn’t go out with these two anymore was because it reminded her how single she was now. 

“I’m not here for homicide,” Aless said dryly. “I’m here because of the gossip column. So, unfortunately, I can’t kill him because he keeps me employed.” 

“I’m sorry. I’m not following. Why are we plotting Damian’s murder?” The guy they were speaking to finally turned to look up at Aless. 

Oh. He was cute. 

His dark mahogany hair was an absolute mess—the kind of tousled that looked completely unintentional but somehow perfect . His golden eyes glinted with amusement, standing out sharply against the chaos of the party around them. He had that kind of boyish charm that made Aless hesitate like her brain needed an extra second to process why exactly she was suddenly paying attention.

She forced herself to focus, clearing her throat. “Because he’s been an asshole recently. Historically, even.

The guy raised an eyebrow, feigning offense. “Nahhh. Damian? The Damian I know is an angel .” That earned a round of laughter from the group, and Aless didn’t miss the way his eyes tracked her movements. There was something playful in his gaze like he was already trying to figure her out. Then, he reached out a hand to introduce himself.

“I’m Bart Allen. Visiting from Alabama. I’m Kent’s friend. Well, I know Damian too, but I don’t think he’d call us friends .”

“Bart’s grandfather, my dad, and Bruce go way back,” Jon added, jumping in to provide context. “He’s staying with me in Metropolis for a bit, but we came to Gotham for the party.”

Bart tilted his head at her, grinning. “I haven’t seen you around before, but any enemy of Damian Wayne is a friend of mine.” Aless chuckled, feeling herself relax despite the noise, the crowd, and Damian existing somewhere in the same space. There was something easy about Bart, something lighthearted and mischievous that was… annoyingly hard to ignore.

She extended a hand for a shake, but instead of taking it normally, Bart—dramatic as ever—lifted it and pressed a soft kiss to the back of her hand, as if she were some kind of medieval duchess. Aless resisted the urge to roll her eyes. Usually, if a man pulled this move seriously , she’d gag. But Bart? He was clearly doing it as a bit. And, annoyingly , it was kind of cute.

She smirked. “Alessandra Vreeland. I go by Aless. Childhood enemy of Damian Wayne, a new friend of Bart Allen.”

She gestured toward Jay. “Jay and I went to college together, now we work at the Gotham Gazette .” Then, with a dry sigh, she added, “I’m currently on a temporary assignment writing about Damian since he just reappeared. The world wants to know all about Gotham’s favorite billionaire, so I write.” She lifted her drink with a shrug. “At least I get paid to do it.”

Bart grinned as he released her hand, his golden eyes dancing with amusement. “I can’t say I envy you. Damian’s got that... special charm that really gets under people's skin, doesn't he?” Aless raised an eyebrow, trying to hold her ground despite the easy banter. 

“I’m pretty sure he could make a saint roll their eyes,” she said dryly. “But don’t worry, it’s all professional. No real murder.”

Bart chuckled, clearly enjoying the sarcasm. “Of course, professional. That’s what I was thinking too,” he teased, giving her a wink. “But I have to admit, it’s a little more interesting to hear about Damian from a new source. Most of our friends don’t interact with him outside of family get-togethers.”

Jay, who had been watching the interaction like a hawk, exchanged a knowing look with Jon. Jon smirked, lifting his drink in a silent toast to his friend’s apparent success in riling Damian up.

Tim, banned from attending the party ( for reasons ), had apparently enlisted Bart—the speedster wildcard who had materialized out of nowhere while they were still setting up—to gather intel on the night’s events. Jay hadn’t thought much of it at first. Tim always had lists, and Bart was the perfect chaos agent to check them off. But when Bart casually shared the tasks, one in particular stood out.

"Talk to Alessandra Vreeland."

Jay had blinked. “Oh? You know her?”

Bart had just grinned. “Tim said Damian’s interested in her. Is she cute?”

Jay had raised an eyebrow but kept his thoughts to himself, filing that away for later. Instead, he had simply promised Bart he’d make the introduction.

Now, watching the scene unfold, he leaned back with a satisfied grin. Oh, they were absolutely enjoying this. Aless, though? She still looked hesitant. But hesitation wasn’t the same as disinterest. And, judging by the way Bart was already working his charm, Jay had a feeling this night was about to get very interesting.

Aless couldn’t suppress the small laugh that bubbled up. “Yeah, well, I’ve only interacted with him at school.” She glanced over to where Damian was still lingering on the couch, chatting with some guests, his posture stiff and unimpressed. Maybe he hadn’t spotted her yet. “Unfortunately, he tends to be... Damian whenever I’m around.”

Bart followed her gaze, a glint of amusement in his eyes. “I get that. He doesn’t exactly come with a charming first impression. I think he punched me the first time we met.” He smirked as his gaze shifted back to her. “But you know, I think that just makes him more... intriguing. What’s he hiding under all of that skin?”

As soon as Bart caught sight of Damian standing up across the room, his expression shifting from carefully indifferent to mildly homicidal, he knew he’d hit the jackpot. Bingo .

Jay smirked, leaning in to whisper something to Jon at a volume only the Super could hear. “Oh, this is going to be fun.” He didn’t even bother hiding the amusement in his voice.

Jon just grinned and lifted his water. “Couldn’t have picked a better spot to enjoy the show.”

Bart barely held back his own smirk, keeping his expression open and charming—innocent, even. This was exactly what he’d wanted. Stir Damian up, get a reaction, see just who Alessandra Vreeland was to the kid, and report back to Tim for his well-earned reward.

And now? All he had to do was sit back and watch Damian take the bait.

Damian had spotted Alessandra the moment she stepped through the door, her dark green dress drawing all his attention. It was practically indecent—so tight, so short, no bigger than his hand, hugging her in a way that made his eyebrow shoot up. He’d been waiting for her for hours , his irritation growing with each passing minute. She was a coward if she didn’t show, he thought. But of course, she did—just when he was starting to convince himself she wouldn’t. And she had the audacity to stroll in like she didn’t already know how much she deliberately angered him.

He watched her from across the room, his anger simmering. She was scanning the house with that calculated gaze of hers like a predator scenting the air. The way she lingered by doors, pretending not to check his locks was too obvious. He was perfectly aware of her every move, of the fact that she was trying to sneak around. She wasn’t exactly trying to hide her intentions, either. Every time she bent over a doorknob, adjusting that scandalous dress, some of the men in the room couldn’t help but look.

Damian wasn’t foolish enough to let his gaze linger… too long. Every time he saw one of them sneak a glance under her skirt, he turned his head away, doing his best to focus on the sea of women who were making their way toward him.

And it wasn’t just any women. They were the same kind—dressed similarly, in outrageously tight, revealing outfits, their perfume too strong, their laughs too flirtatious. The attention made his skin crawl, but he couldn’t ignore it. He had a role to play, after all. He had to be the charming, aloof heir, the perfect civilian persona. That meant he had to entertain these women, smile, laugh, and keep up the façade.

One after the other, they came. At first, it was just polite conversation—trivial comments about the event, the music, the food. But the more they circled him, the bolder they became. One woman slid her fingers across his chest as she leaned in too close, her breath warm against his ear as she cooed something about how handsome he looked tonight. Damian stiffened, his jaw clenched. He hated it. Hated the way her fingers seemed to linger, the way the others followed suit, brushing against his skin with no hesitation. 

How dare they touch him so lightly?  

But what else could he do? He couldn’t afford to show weakness. A break in character. He had to play along.

Every time a woman would leave, another would take her place, like some well-practiced routine. They weren’t shy. One by one, they’d sit next to him, sometimes even sliding their hands over his chest, tracing the lines of his shirt. He could feel their eyes on him, the way their touches became more and more intimate as if they owned the right to his attention. They asked him about his work, his interests, and why he came back—questions that were as hollow as the looks they gave him. Their lips would part, their voices were soft and almost too sweet, as if they thought this would be enough to win him over.

It wasn’t. Not in the slightest. But he was going to have to eventually pick one of them to bed. 

Still, it was nice , in a strange way. It was, albeit with an added sexual dimension, similar to how the Leauge member revered him as Demon’s Head. The attention. The reverence. The way they fawned over him, the way their eyes would dart to his lips and then back to his eyes. It was a game. A manipulative, shallow game that made him feel like nothing more than a trophy, but still… the weight of it was addictive. In the League, no one dared to treat him this way—not that he would have ever allowed it. But Gothamites? They were ready to carve a piece of him. It was the first time in a long while he felt wanted for something other than his skills or what he could bring to a team, and for a brief, fleeting moment, it was almost a relief.

When he finally sank into the couch, the women followed. One sat next to him, close enough that her thigh brushed against his. He barely flinched and gave her a sweet smile. Another perched on the armrest, leaning over him with a mischievous smirk as she whispered something that made his stomach turn. Still, he said something similar back and her face reddened. Yet another draped herself over the back of the couch, her fingers brushing against his neck as she flirted openly. He leaned into it. 

However, it was getting exhausting. How did Bruce keep it up for so long? No one had ever taught him how to deal with this—how to navigate the constant demands to perform like a clown. He was too used to being treated like a warlord, too used to being in the shadows, and yet here he was, the center of attention in a room full of people who saw him as nothing more than a handsome face with money to be admired.

Through all of it, though, Damian kept his composure, his face carefully formed in a constant, charming smile. His mind was a storm of frustration. He just wanted to leave. He just wanted to find her and throw all this frustration at her and watch her dance with it. She was the only person who would fight back—who wouldn’t fall for his usual tricks or be content with the surface-level charm he projected to everyone else. She was the one person who had always, without fail, provoked him in a way no one else dared to. And right now, that was exactly what he needed. Not this dull conversation that always led to the woman he was talking to stating her intentions to have relations with him.

He wanted to confront her about her lateness—to get close enough to hurl every ounce of frustration he’d been holding back directly at her. He wanted to see her eyes flash with that challenge, to hear her snarky remarks, to feel that spark of tension between them as they went head-to-head. He wanted to hear everything she would throw his way, sounding as if she’d practiced it in the mirror before coming. Because, unlike the others in the room, she wouldn’t coo at him or run her fingers over his chest like he was some sort of showpiece. She wouldn’t treat him like a trophy, like an object to be admired or flirted with. She would try and throw mud on his face. She would meet him head-on, with her own brand of provocation, just like she always did. She was his only worthy advisory. 

And then he would get to watch the shock on her face when he broke her down. That was better than any other release anyone else at this party could give him. He had enough ammunition to throw at her anyway: The need to confront her for showing up late, for playing her games, for openly flirting with Impulse right in front of him. 

That Damian’s jaw tightened. Alessandra was his to provoke, and he wasn’t about to let Bart Allen—and whatever scheme he’s been put up to—interfere with that. 

Damian’s instincts kicked in the moment his brother’s friend showed up hours early, a six-pack of beer in hand like a peace offering and that infuriatingly smug grin plastered on his face. Damian’s gaze narrowed, watching him as the speedster darted through the door with all the subtlety of a tornado. There was something about the way Bart moved, something too… carefree for Damian’s liking. It was obvious he wasn’t here for the party. Not really. No one arrives that early unless they’re up to something.

“I don’t remember inviting you.” 

“You invited everyone everyone in Gotham, Boss.”

“You live in Alabama.” 

“Just got in this morning.” 

Jon ratted on Allen within the first hour. 

He could never survive Damian’s interrogations. Tim had given Allen explicit instructions for the night, a list of tasks—some mundane, some more… involved. One with a certain name that Tim had been bothering Damian about all week. And Bart? Bart had already begun ticking off his assignments with a speed that could only mean one thing: he’d been given another opportunity to join Tim and Kon as their third. Damian didn’t need to be a detective to piece that together. 

She was his to toy with, not Allen’s. Not his brothers’. If she was stupid enough—though he hoped she wasn’t—to fall for Allen’s charms and slip away somewhere with him, then Damian wouldn’t just lose the chance to plant rumors within the press. Allen was interfering with his mission. Moreover, he’d lose his escape. His one chance to break free of the endless, suffocating attention from these women who wouldn’t stop draping themselves over him like he was some kind of prize.

That was probably why Damian stood up, his eyes trained on the backs of both their heads as they exchanged words, and walked toward the group with that familiar, purposeful stride. His jaw set, his mind focused. Enough was enough.

He didn’t miss the way both Jon and Jay’s eyes lit up, seeing him cross the room either. 

“Yeah, when Damian was a kid, he was a real handful,” Bart was saying, clearly enjoying the spotlight. “He would always threaten reporters and Bruce would have to come in and play damage control. I remember one time he told a reporter he’d burn down their office building if she didn’t stop trying to talk to him! The next day they ran a story about Bruce Wayne’s son being a pyromaniac.” 

Alessandra burst out laughing, her hand coming up to cover her mouth, eyes wide with amusement. She wasn’t sure if it was the image of a young Damian– with his mousy little voice and eyebrows too big for his face– threatening arson or the fact that it sounded so genuinely like him that was so funny. “One time he told me he’d drown me in the Gotham River if I took the last chocolate ice cream at lunch.” 

“Oh, god, no! You don’t mess with his favorite dessert. He almost bit my hand off once for Alfred’s cookies.” 

Aless swear she felt the cold before she heard his voice, but she was so wrapped up in getting more and more stories about Damian– commiserating with fellow victims –that he didn’t acknowledge it until it was too late. 

“Allen,” Damian said, his voice as cold as the Arctic. The words were sharp, cutting through the lighthearted conversation like a blade, but it wasn’t the reprimand that caught Alessandra off guard. No, it was where Damian’s gaze was trained. Instead of aiming his usual piercing stare directly at Bart, the target of his ire, his eyes locked on her .

It was his usual cold, intense glare, but there was something about it tonight that made her stomach flip. She wasn’t sure if it was the weight of his attention or the way his gaze seemed to slice right through her, but it made her feel... caught. Like an animal in a trap.

She straightened, for just a split second, caught between the urge to stand her ground and the discomfort curling in her chest.

Ugh, this wasn’t fair.

Alessandra had wanted control tonight. She’d meticulously planned it all out in her mind—she would be the one to approach him first. Late. She’d engage him on her terms, push him off balance with questions that didn’t involve insults. She wanted to be the one who made him squirm, who showed him that there was a different game to be played between them.

In her head, it had all seemed so simple.

She would talk to him like he talked to her. Start by flirting with him—something other than biting words and veiled barbs. Maybe she’d even reach out—just a small, deliberate touch to his chest. She could almost imagine the tension in his muscles, the subtle shift in his posture. She’d pry, slowly, subtly, trying to figure out why he’d lied to her about his MBA.

All with her phone recording in her purse.

It was wishful thinking, she knew that. Hoping she could somewhat seduce him into spilling whatever secrets he was holding back. But Alessandra was nothing if not persistent. She had a way of getting people to talk, didn’t she? That was her job.

And yet, as she looked up at Damian’s glare, her chest tightened, and for the first time, she realized how ridiculous it was to even assume he’d let her in. It wasn’t about seduction, or games, or trying to get under his skin. He would never let anyone in. Not like that.

Damian’s eyes burned through her like he could read every thought racing through her head like he could see the way her plans were crumbling to dust under the weight of his stare. She could feel her own resolve falter, that bravado slipping away. She was just going to have to go back on the defensive. His stare pinned her down. There was no need to respond, no need to say anything. He’d already won the battle without even saying a word.

Later, she thought,  I’ll run a tactical offensive later. 

“Hey, Damian. Just talking to my new friend, Aless here. Said she knows you?” His green eyes slid over to Allen, that trademark mischief blatant on his face. Damian could only imagine what egregious stories he would be taking back to Tim.

“Unfortunately, we are acquainted.” His response only made Aless laugh, all eyes snapping to her as she did. As she regained her composure, she realized Damian’s gaze was laser-focused on her, dark eyes narrowed, his jaw tense. The laugh had hit a nerve, and Damian wanted to erase that sound from the air. 

“You’ve been here for all of five minutes and you’re already making friends, ” Damian’s voice sliced through the moment, colder than she’d expected. His eyes didn’t flicker from hers. Not a single movement. Just that laser-focus of his, like a predator watching its prey. “I didn’t expect anyone to enjoy your company.” 

Already, Damian could feel it. The electricity crackling between them, the sudden shift in the air. It was undeniably satisfying—the way her smile faltered and turned into a heated glare. It was better than any conversation or distraction the party had to offer, more stimulating than all the trivial flirtations and shallow chatter surrounding him. The noise of the party faded into the background, his focus narrowing entirely on her.

This, this was what he’d been craving all night. The challenge. The provocation. It was the only thing that made this suffocating event bearable. And he could tell she felt it too, that subtle shift—their game was on. 

“Maybe you should give it a shot sometime,” Aless snapped her tone sharper now, her irritation bubbling to the surface. "But from what I’ve seen, you wouldn’t know the first thing about meaningful interaction. You surround yourself with women who care more about your wallet or your name than who you actually are—probably because they’d run for the hills if they had to endure a real conversation with you. And why wouldn’t they? Damian Wayne’s reputation precedes him, even crossing the ocean—a revolving door of conquests with none sticking around. Guess it’s easier to toss them aside than actually connect with anyone. Must get pretty lonely up on that pedestal of yours."

Damian’s lips twitched ever so slightly. 

“Midnight,” he mused, his voice smooth, like honeyed steel. "You came late. I was almost disappointed when you walked in. It would have been delightful to call you a coward to your face."

“I do have other engagements besides coming to Bruce Wayne’s nepo baby’s party.” Nepo baby. That was another term on Damian’s list that he’d looked up previously. A celebrity or other famous person whose career is believed to have been helped by their family connections. 

Damian's smirk deepened, a flicker of triumph lighting his emerald eyes. Oh, she’d made this so easy for him. This would almost be orgasmic. "Nepo baby?" he echoed, his voice calm but carrying that signature edge of menace. "That’s rich coming from someone whose only claim to relevance is riding the coattails of her mother’s legacy."

Aless’ voice came out venemous. How dare he mention her mother. "My career—"

"Your career," Damian interrupted smoothly, stepping closer, leaning down to tower over her with his gaze unrelenting, "exists solely because the Gotham Gazette has a soft spot for tragedies. Let’s not pretend otherwise. The lawsuits, the constant PR disasters—you’d have been fired a dozen times over if your mother or father’s name wasn’t hanging over their heads like some dark cloud of pity."

Aless bristled, her spine snapping straight as though she’d been struck. Her voice dropped, quiet but laced with venom, each word cutting sharper than the last. “That’s low,” she hissed, her eyes narrowing into slits. “Even for the scum of Gotham’s earth like you.”

"Low?" Damian tilted his head, feigning innocence. "I thought we were being honest? You throw around labels like ' nepo baby ' as if it gives you some kind of moral high ground, but let’s face it, Alessandra—you and I are the very definition of it. You get to sit here, pretending to be this hard-hitting journalist when the truth is, you’re clinging to relevance because no one wants to be the villain who fires the poor girl with the comatose mother."

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Jon jump up, “ Damian! ” 

Jon, Jay, and Bart stood rooted to the spot, their expressions a mix of shock and disbelief as the tension between Aless and Damian thickened like a storm cloud ready to burst. Jay’s mouth opened as if to say something to protect his friend, but no sound came out; his wide eyes darted between the two, panic creeping in. 

Bart, meanwhile, blinked rapidly, his golden eyes flicking between the verbal combatants. Wow, he thought, stunned. Tim was right. There’s something going on here. Yet even he, known for his quick wit, had nothing to say, entirely unprepared for the verbal napalm Damian had just unleashed. Something vaguely sexual, if I’m being honest…

Aless’ chest tightened, Damian’s words slicing through her like a blade. For a moment, the room seemed to tilt, the noise of the party fading to a dull hum in the back of her mind. Her breath hitched as memories of high school surged forward—his cold, cutting remarks back then weren’t much different. She could still hear his voice from years ago, low and laced with derision: "You think sympathy will get you far? Guess what, Alessandra, people pity your mother, not you." It had been during a debate competition of all things, and he’d said it so casually like he hadn’t just gutted her in front of an audience when her mother’s condition was still a secret to the world.

She felt that same cold rage creeping in now, her pulse roaring in her ears. He was right—she did throw around labels like " nepo baby ," but hearing him twist her situation into a weapon felt like a cheap, cruel reminder of how precarious her life had become. Her fingers curled into fists at her sides, nails biting into her palms as she fought the instinct to lash out in a way she might regret.

Instead, she squared her shoulders, forcing her spine straight as though sheer willpower could keep her from crumbling under the weight of his words. Her chin tilted upward, defiance flashing in her eyes as she locked onto his piercing gaze, refusing to be the first to look away. Her tone was sharp enough to cut, every word aimed with deliberate precision.

“I’d rather cling to relevance than sink to the depths you have to feel important,” she said, hand gesturing to the room around them, her voice rising as her words gained momentum. “Do you even realize how pathetic it is? You parade around like someone untouchable–like being abrasive and cruel makes you stronger–but all it does is make everyone around you resent you. Your family tolerates you at best, Damian. Bruce looks at you and sees all the effort he wasted trying to mold you into someone decent. And don’t even get me started on the others. I can tell they all have something in common: they can barely stand being in the same room as you.”

Her words were venomous now, laced with a deep-seated anger that had been simmering for years. “You want to talk about relevance? At least people care enough to feel sorry for me. You? No one cares about you, Damian. They only care about you and your last name. You think you’re better than everyone else, but all that arrogance, all that superiority—it’s just masking the fact that you’re nothing but a lonely little boy trying to prove he’s worth something. The heir to nothing .” 

She took a step closer, her voice dropping to a razor-sharp whisper, every word calculated to sting. She didn’t even notice how her finger was now digging into his chest, jabbing him with every word. If they weren’t in public, she would’ve slapped him by now. Like she did before. “So go ahead, Damian. Throw your tantrums. You always have. Call me out for my mother, my job, whatever you think will hurt. But just know this—at least I’m not the Wayne everyone wishes wasn’t.”

Damian felt her words hit him harder than he’d wanted to from something that usually comes out of her mouth. For a moment, the world around him seemed to blur, Aless’ voice cutting straight through the walls he so carefully maintained. He tried to keep his composure, but the cracks were there, invisible to most but undeniable to him. Her jab landed right where it hurt most, though she didn’t know it—couldn’t know it.

The words rang in his ears, louder than the music, louder than the party’s chaos. 

At least I’m not the Wayne everyone wishes wasn’t.

It wasn’t the first time he’d heard something like it. His siblings were shocked—confused, even—when he said he wanted the mantle of Batman. The unspoken truth hung heavy between them, even if no one had said it outright: they didn’t think he should do it. Not Jason. Not Tim. Especially not Dick, whose disapproval had cut the deepest. Even his father, who had left the decision up to the sons, had an immense sadness drape over his face when Damian told him the results. And now Aless, who knew nothing of his recent choices, had still managed to pierce that same tender wound.

Damian’s jaw tightened, his hands curling into fists at his sides. He didn’t move back when she jabbed his chest, didn’t flinch even as her words dug deeper, dredging up memories of mistakes, failures, and all the times he’d been reminded of what he wasn’t. He had taken up the mantle of Batman to atone, to prove—to himself, to them, to everyone —that he was more than his father’s shadow or his mother’s legacy. But now her words felt like confirmation of every doubt he’d buried.

His voice, when it finally came, was low, cold, and controlled, but there was a faint tremor in it, a flicker of something raw beneath the surface. “ Get out of my house .” 

Gladly ,” she fired back, her tone sharp and unwavering, though her pulse was racing. Aless refused to let him see how much his words rattled her. However, as soon as she got into the elevator, the tears started to form. She spun on her heel, the sharp click of her shoes against the floor echoing in Damian’s mind. The party around them, while they had some onlookers, didn’t seem to notice just how much they wounded each other–blood splattering all over the floor. 

There hadn’t been a winner to this fight. 

Damian’s reaction, his voice trembling with restrained anger— or was it something else? —lingered in her mind. She wasn’t sure why it mattered. He deserved every word, didn’t he? He had crossed a line, and she’d only hit back harder. Still, something about the look in his eyes when she delivered her final blow refused to leave her alone. It wasn’t just anger she’d seen. It was something deeper, something raw. Vulnerable, even.

She shook the thought away. It wasn’t her problem.

Behind her, she caught the faint reprimand—Jon, Jay, and Bart no doubt scrambling to figure out what to do, their shocked expressions still fresh in her mind. Bart’s incredulous “ Damian, you’re a fucking asshole ,” stood out the most.

The cool Gotham night air hit her as she stepped outside, and Aless let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. The tension in her shoulders stayed. She rubbed her arms for warmth, willing herself to let it go, to forget his words and the way they’d made her feel like she was still sixteen, standing in the ruins of her life while Damian Wayne reminded her how little he thought of her.

But this wasn’t high school anymore. She wasn’t the same girl, and she wasn’t going to let him make her feel small. As she sat on the corner, waiting for her car, she tried her best to wipe the tears away as they fell. God, when was the last time Damian Wayne had made her cry? Sixth period, Junior year? Back then, he’d always known—just like tonight. It wasn’t enough for him to win; he had to crush her in the process, even if it meant sacrificing himself too.

She clenched her fists in her lap, her nails digging into her palms as she stared down the street, blurred in her vision. It was infuriating how easily he could still pull this reaction from her, how quickly he could turn her into the vulnerable, angry teenager she thought she’d left behind.

“Dammit, Aless,” she muttered to herself, taking another shaky breath. “Why do you let him get to you?”

The headlights of a car approached in the distance, and she prayed it was her ride. She couldn’t sit here much longer, stewing in the wreckage of their fight. Every tear that fell felt like a victory for him, even if he wasn’t here to see it. She didn’t want him to have that, even in her own mind.

She straightened her posture as the car pulled up, wiping her face one last time. No. This wasn’t high school. She wasn’t sixteen anymore. He wasn’t going to make her feel like this. He wasn’t going to win. She wouldn’t let him. 

The article that came out the next day was scathing, more than usual. Jane was confused about the angle, but she just shrugged as they sent the final cut to publishing, “Gossip is gossip.” 

He’d brought her mother into it. She didn’t feel sorry for what she wrote. She didn’t feel any remorse for it. That’s why she published it with her full name.  

The Heir to Nothing: Damian Wayne’s Delusion of Relevance

‘Damian Wayne's Latest Public Moves Prove He's Still Living in the Shadow of His Father and Siblings’

–Alessandra Vreeland 

 

“After this is published, I’d like to switch off of Wayne, if that’s fine.” 

“Of course, we can put you on Oliver Queen with Rebs.” 

Damian’s grip tightened on the article, the paper he’d spotted at a newsstand on his way to W.E. crumpling slightly beneath his fingers. His jaw clenched as he read the headline again. It felt like a slap across his face. Adding insult to the injury she’d given him previously. His heart was pounding, an intense fire building in his chest as he skimmed through the article’s cruel observations about his behavior, the way it painted him as nothing more than a side character in his family’s story. He shoved it aside, but the words lingered, mocking him. 

This was not the press he’d intended to come out of his birthday. 

He could hear Jon’s voice from the night before, furious, yelling at him for how he’d been, how he’d reacted to everything—how he’d been a complete asshole to Alessandra. But it hadn’t really hit him then. He’d been too focused on his own bitterness and anger. 

Aless had known exactly what to say (she always did), and had found that raw spot that he always tried to pass over during his meditations. His entire life, he’d been chasing the approval of his family, trying to earn a place— any place —where he was seen as something more than just a replacement for someone. The article, her words—they exposed him in ways he couldn't hide from. It was that heir to nothing comment that stung the most. The Leauge was no longer his. W.E. had been rightfully given to Tim. If he failed at Batman, he had nothing

The thought of being a Wayne without being wanted —it twisted in him. He was born a cruel science experiment. His father tried so hard to connect with him. His siblings, were never quite as understanding of his situation as they should have been. And her words, stung because they were true in ways he couldn't deny.

Damian, as he currently stood, was nothing but a Wayne, wasn’t he? His whole identity had been constructed around living up to the legacy that no one else saw he would take, and Alessandra... she’d seen right through it all without even knowing. He prided himself on being unreadable, but to her… he was an open book. And that, more than anything, stung.

With a deep, frustrated exhale, he ran a hand through his hair. 

Dami? ” a voice rang out next to him. He turned, seeing the brunette coming out of his room, draped in nothing but an untied robe. In his anger, he picked the first woman who’d come up to proposition him after Alessandra left in a huff. Her presence now felt like an intrusion, a stark reminder of the mess he had made. He wanted to kick her out, just like he did to her. 

But he’d received a text from Wayne Industries PR a few minutes ago. The article had turned into a small fire that she said needed to be put out before ‘ this Vreeland girl’ could ruin him even more. Now everyone thought Damian Wayne was rude, mean, and pompous. He was trending for all the wrong reasons. The Board was tentative about letting him start, not wanting to have their new global philanthropic arm tied to someone allegedly known for being an asshole. 

It was who he was, though. Alessandra wrote it clear and precise, the talent of her writing shining as she tore into his character line by line. She had easily proved him wrong, showing that it wasn’t just her mother that was keeping her in her job. He would’ve been impressed with her prose if he wasn’t so angry with her. 

PR Woman #2: You have to fix this. Do something in the public eye to show that you’re not who this writer says you are. Something that reads like ‘Damian Wayne just had a bad night that night.’ Apologize to the writer too. 

As much as he craved solitude—longing to grab his katana and hack at Batcave dummies until his anger subsided—Damian knew he couldn’t afford to wallow in his fury like he had done as a child while others played damage control for him. The woman in his house, whose eyes seemed to be undressing him again, was an unwanted reminder of his rage the night before. Her body, marked with the bruises of his lack of control, made him sick. He hated that she was here, but for now, he had a plan… one that would involve her. If he could spin it right, if he played the game well enough, he might just be able to erase the damage Alessandra had done with her scathing article.

Jon’s voice from last night, one that he rarely heard filled with such anger, also forced him to add another part to his plan. Begrudgingly, he had to apologize to Alessandra. It burned him, the thought of lowering himself to that level, but he knew it was the only way to stop her from digging into him even more. If he could smooth things over with her, maybe she’d ease off. He wasn’t sure how, but he’d figure it out.

Turning to the woman - her name started with a G , that’s all he remembered - he gave her a smile. “Would you like breakfast, beloved ?”

Chapter Text

“It was dull.”

“Yeah, well, get used to it,” Tim replied with a half-smirk, eyes scanning the crowded conference room. “The only thing I miss about COVID is that we had to do all our Board meetings on Zoom . I rigged up an AI model of myself so I could just turn on my computer and leave. There were so many times I was in the Maldives, and they never knew.” He chuckled at his own ingenuity. “Oh, Jenkins, hey! Have you met Damian? He’s joining our Global Team soon.”

Damian stood still, his posture unreadable as Tim made the introduction, all while chatting away with a man who apparently worked in M&A. Jenkins took Damian’s hand with a firm handshake, giving him a brief but polite smile, and then promptly returned to Tim’s animated conversation. Damian barely registered the man’s name, nor did he care. He wasn’t on Damian’s team. He just nodded, offered a handshake, and stepped back to let Drake do what Drake did best—talk about something Damian didn’t care to listen to.

It was strange, being on the periphery of these conversations. His father’s—and now his and Tim’s—world was full of facades and pleasantries, the kind that didn’t interest him. He liked that about the League. He didn’t have to network with people. Still, he couldn’t help but notice the ease with which Drake moved through it all. 

Damian’s eyes shifted briefly to Tim—now casually chatting with Jenkins about some project he couldn’t be bothered to keep track of—and a thought crossed his mind, one that had been nagging at him ever since he’d arrived.

It almost made him envy Drake.

Moments before they walked into Wayne Enterprises today, Tim had simply been Tim .  The person who raided Damian’s fridge this morning without a second thought, or who would show up at the Batcave in nothing but gym shorts and a beat-up hoodie, shoes optional. He had that uncanny ability to juggle being one of Wayne Enterprises’ most trusted executives while still retaining his original personality, showing no signs of one eroding the other. 

Damian was currently having that problem.

It almost grated at him now—this... this performance . He had no real interest in any of it, least of all pretending to be part of this corporate world. Bruce had made it abundantly clear: if Damian wanted to become Batman, he needed to get involved with Wayne Enterprises, really involved. It was one of the prices of the legacy. The other one… 

Damian had spent the last month on dates with women who were so far removed from his intellectual world they might as well have been from another planet. He entertained them, played the part of the charming, affluent heir, all smiles and flattery, a perfect gentleman with the polished veneer of someone who could care less about anything beyond the next luxury item or vacation. He let them coo over his success, let them bask in the glow of his money and easy conversation. And then, depending on his mood—whether he was feeling generous, angry, or just too drained from the weight of it all—he might invite them back to his place.  

But his mind kept drifting back to his last conversation with Alessandra.

It was becoming exhausting. Though, it was working—his popularity was finally soaring again—but the whole thing felt like a hollow victory against Alessandra. The real Damian Wayne, his Robin, had very little outlet right now since he was told that everything had to be in place before he could put on the suit. These dates, these galas, work — it was all cutting into his patrol time, and he hadn’t been out for weeks. 

The Robin suit just hung in the Batcave collecting dust. 

Damian’s eyes cut over to Drake again, watching him laugh effortlessly with Jenkins, as if they were long-time friends. The knot of frustration in his chest tightened. How? How did Tim manage this?

He shook his head internally. I could never be like him, he thought, the realization stinging deeper than he cared to admit. The irony was almost suffocating— He’d never want to be me either.

The thought crossed his mind to ask Tim how he did it, how he could slip so effortlessly in and out of this facade without depleting any energy… Was it the caffeine? But the moment the idea settled, it felt like a weakness. Asking him? Damian grimaced. The very thought embarrassed him.

Damian spent the entire day trailing Tim, being introduced to everyone in sight, all for the sake of making his presence felt. A smile here. A laugh there. It was draining, and none of it felt natural. The only break he got was with Lucius Fox. The older man promising Damian his suit, and for once, he felt like he was in a space where his presence mattered for more than just optics.

“You know, I didn’t think I’d ever see the day Bruce passed the mantle on. It was bound to happen, but still, you never think...” Lucius paused, pulling the measuring tape back from around Damian’s chest, clearly focused on his task. “And I always thought I’d be making a suit for Dick Grayson.”

Damian’s jaw clenched, but he didn’t say anything. He didn’t need to. The subtle surprise in Lucius’ tone wasn’t lost on him. Dick Grayson—the one who had always been the better son, the one who’d earned his place in Gotham and, apparently, in their hearts too. Damian felt the weight of it more acutely now than ever, especially as he was stepping into the role of Batman. Never had he felt more like he was living in Grayson’s shadow. Not when he was Robin, not even when he’d been forced to confront the other Robins. But now? As Batman? The comparison was inescapable. He’d never felt the need to emulate Grayson—unlike Todd or Drake as Robin—until now.

Since his “fight” with Alessandra, Jon had been uncharacteristically adamant about pushing Damian to show more "niceness." The world didn’t need another angry Wayne, Jon had insisted, which meant Damian had to swallow his pride and focus on being the exact opposite of what his instincts told him to be. 

To be more like Dick. 

Jon never said it, but all the “tips and tricks” he was offering to be nice were things that Dick had told him before. Thing he’d seen Dick do. 

Even, Damian knew Jon was right. It didn’t make it easier.

“Your dimensions are very similar to your father’s when I first made the suit for him.” 

“Is that so?” Damian said, keeping his tone even, despite the tension in his jaw. He could almost hear Jon’s voice in his ear, urging him to show interest, to be more open. Lucius and his son were helping him and would be helping him for a long time. This was not a relationship he wanted to sour. He hated it.

Lucius nodded, making a few final adjustments. “Yes. Your father was about your height when I made the original suit. The build is similar, but—” He paused, glancing up at Damian with a hint of curiosity. “You’re a just a bit leaner, more agile. Should be an easier fit. I’m sure your combat skills will make the suit feel like an extension of yourself.”

Damian didn’t respond. It wasn’t the suit that felt alien to him—it was the role. He couldn’t just slip into Bruce’s skin, no matter how much Lucius tried to make him feel like it was a natural progression. The truth was, Damian didn’t know how to be Bruce Wayne. Not in the way the world expected. He didn’t have the patience for diplomacy, the charm that could calm a room. He wasn’t Bruce —and the more he tried to act like he was, the more out of place it felt.

Damian shifted slightly, staring straight ahead, the weight of the suit feeling heavier than it should. He had no choice but to wear it. The world was watching, waiting for him to prove he could be what Bruce was. What Dick Grayson was.

He let out a sharp breath, forcing himself to focus on the present, on what Lucius was saying, rather than the growing storm of resentment and doubt clouding his thoughts.

“We’ll have to make some adjustments it seems.” Lucius continued, oblivious to the turmoil churning inside Damian. “The suit will need to be ready for more than just Gotham’s streets, I imagine. It’s not just a symbol—it’s a tool.”

Adjustments. 

Damian didn’t trust his voice enough to reply immediately, so he just nodded. Lucius had always been straightforward with him, always been the calm, collected force in the chaos of Wayne Enterprises. He respected that. But at this moment, in this space, it felt like everything was being suffocated under the weight of expectations.

If only he adjusts himself to be like Dick, like his father, then maybe this transition would be easier.

Lucius put down the measuring tape, stepping back to appraise his work. Red lines were all over the prototype on Damian’s body. “Alright, Damian. I’ve got all the measurements I need, but now... let’s talk about the suit itself. How do you want it to look?”

Damian blinked, momentarily caught off guard. He had expected to just slip into Bruce’s suit, make a few tactical adjustments, maybe update some technology—nothing more. The faster he could be out in the field the better. 

He thought about it for a moment, then shrugged. “I thought it would just be like... like Robin’s suit,” he said, trying to make sense of the thought that had just occurred to him. “A few changes for practicality, maybe, but nothing too drastic. I’d just inherit what Bruce wore, tweak it, make it fit my body. That way Gotham will be unable to see a difference.”

Lucius raised an eyebrow, pausing as he set the measuring tape down. His expression was thoughtful, but not surprised. “You think I would just take what Bruce wore and adapt it to you?” He chuckled softly, glancing over at a nearby workbench where the remnants of old designs and prototype suits were scattered. “It’s a tempting idea. After all, I’ve made Bruce a hell of a suit. Why reinvent the wheel, right?”

Damian didn’t immediately respond, feeling the weight of his own uncertainty. The thought of having to design something from scratch... it seemed like a time-consuming task. Time he didn’t have. Time he didn’t want to have. The more he could be out in the field, building up his experience as Batman, the less time he needed to be entertaining women, stockholders, and other billionaires. His father had already done it. He had perfected it. What was there to improve?

Lucius, sensing the hesitation, took a step closer. “But, Damian,” he said gently, his voice softer than usual, “this isn’t about just wearing Bruce’s suit. You’re not playing the role of Bruce’s Batman, like Dick did. You are Batman. Damian Wayne’s Batman. And that means your suit needs to reflect who you are, not just who your father was. Your skill set it different. The way you wield weapons. How do you like to order things in your utility belt? I can’t just try and shove you into a Bruce-shaped hole when you two are different in so many ways.”

Damian’s heart skipped a beat, the weight of those words settling on him. “What do you mean?” he asked, unsure whether he was even ready to consider such a shift in perspective.

Lucius smiled, but it wasn’t patronizing—it was full of understanding. “You’re forging your own path. Your own legacy. You’ve earned that. So, your suit should reflect you . What does your Batman look like? What does he stand for? I’m not saying make the suit green, but, still, there are many things we can do to have it suited to your individual needs and wants.”

Damian’s throat tightened as he considered Lucius’ words. He’d never thought about it like that before. The whole time he’d been training to become Batman, he’d assumed he’d just step into the role . No adjustments. No changes. Just pick up where Bruce left off, wear the suit, and do the job. But Lucius was right. He wasn’t Bruce, and he wasn’t just filling in for Bruce.

For the first time, Damian realized he wasn’t bound to someone else’s expectations. He was shaping something for himself. Something that reflected his ideals, his experiences, and his identity. And that made him feel something he hadn’t in a long time. Not since he’d become Demon’s Head. Almost like, for a few months, when he stopped being Robin and felt like he’d made a choice just for himself. The only choice, really, he’d made for him in his life. 

“I... I never thought about it like that,” Damian murmured, almost to himself. His mind raced as he pictured the suit—something more than just a weapon, but an extension of who he was. He’d hated how his father would rig up his belt. The current Batsuit also had no room for a katana and the various other weaponry that Bruce refused to use. Damian needed a sword, blades, and a retractable staff. The list was easy to make. 

Lucius nodded, his voice steady. “You’re not stepping into someone else’s shoes, Damian. You’re creating your own path. And a suit isn’t just armor—it’s a reflection of who you are and what you stand for. I’ve never made a Batsuit for your father that incorporated a gun holster, because he stood against it. What about you?”

The weight of the conversation lifted off his shoulders, and for the first time since stepping into the role of Batman, Damian felt... lighter. Like he wasn’t just an imitation. He wasn’t just enthusiastically filling a void left by someone else. He was his own Batman .

“Alright,” Damian said, his voice more confident now, “let’s make it mine .”

Lucius gave him a knowing look, as though he’d been waiting for that answer all along. “We’ll start with the basics—the material, the functionality. But it’ll be designed around you. Your strengths. Your weaknesses. Your style.” He paused as if considering something. “Maybe a more flexible design? Something that reflects your agility, while still giving you the protection you need. We’ll have to take your combat techniques into account.”

Damian’s mind kicked into gear, immediately running through the tactical requirements. “Lightweight, but durable. It needs to move with me with no restrictions. The cape…” He faltered for a moment, thinking. “It doesn’t need to be as heavy as Bruce’s. I don’t need something that drags around or flaps in the wind. More like a tactical cloak—light, but enough to provide concealment when necessary. Are aesthetic alterations allowed?”

“Of course.” Lucius didn’t see the look that crossed Damian’s face often—especially not in recent years. It was a smirk, sharp and calculating, but one that had a boyish excitement to it. He remembered instantly, the last time he’d seen it was when Bruce cleared the boy to finally get his own motorcycle for Robin. It was a look of evil genius. 

“I wouldn’t be opposed to the color red.”


The Batcave was silent save for the rhythmic thud of fists, the harsh sound of air rushing in and out through clenched teeth. Damian’s body moved with practiced precision, but his mind was elsewhere. He blocked and countered, weaving around Dick’s strikes with fluid grace, but he couldn’t fully focus. His movements lacked the usual intensity—the edge that usually defined his every action.

Dick grinned, clearly sensing the distraction. He dodged a low roundhouse kick from Damian, leaning back effortlessly. “You’re holding back today. What’s going on, Little D? You usually hit harder than that. Ya’ knocked me over the first time in a while when we spared last month.”

Damian’s jaw tightened, his expression hardening. “I’m fine,” he muttered through gritted teeth, even though the words didn’t carry the usual conviction.

Dick didn’t buy it for a second. He stepped in with a sharp jab to Damian’s midsection, prompting Damian to immediately duck and roll to his feet. “I didn’t think it was possible for the Great Damian Wayne to have a bad day.” Dick’s grin widened, though there was a hint of concern beneath it.

“Lack of sleep.” Damian saw an opening, reaching out for Dick’s left arm to pull it sideways, but he was countered. 

“Really?” Dick raised an eyebrow, clearly unconvinced. “Because tired doesn’t make you hold back like this. You’re usually trying to punch me through the floor. What’s actually going on?”

He quickly wiped a bead of sweat from his brow, trying to push the frustration down. “Nothing,” he muttered.

Damian’s lips pressed into a thin line, his shoulders stiffening. He didn’t want to talk about it. He never wanted to talk about it. He didn’t need anyone’s sympathy, especially not Dick’s. Not when Dick was a part of his problem. Damian could imagine it now. Once he said Dick’s shadow was bothering him, his brother’s smile would drop and he’d probably even try to hug Damian. They were adults. There was no need for something so trivial to… But Dick had a way of knowing when something was off, and today was no different. The older Wayne sibling stepped forward, giving Damian a pointed look.

“C’mon, you can’t hide it from me . You’re pissed . What’s bugging you?”

Damian stiffened, his eyes hardening. “I told you it’s nothing.”

Dick tilted his head, his stance casual but his eyes sharp with understanding. “Uh-huh. Sure.” He knew better. He had spent years with Damian—long enough to know when the boy, now man, was masking his emotions behind a wall of stubbornness. “It’s about the suit, isn’t it?”

Damian’s jaw clenched at the mention of the Batsuit. “The suit is currently being modified by Fox. It should be finished by the end of this week and I’ll be able to begin my patroling as Batman.”

Dick let out a low sigh, stepping closer, keeping his voice light. “I remember the first time I had to step up after Bruce... well after he was gone.” He paused, rubbing a hand over the back of his neck as if recalling the weight of the memory. “It was a lot, D. You saw me struggle with it. And not just because I had to fight crime in Gotham without him. It was everything. The expectations. The weight of the Bat itself. You wear the cowl, and suddenly, you’re Batman . And everything that stands for... all that history, all that pressure. It’s not just about being a symbol. It’s about living up to a legacy . I couldn’t handle it. I know I can’t handle it. It’s… It’s a lot for one person.”

“Thank you for the unsolicited advice, Grayson. I do not have the same qualms about the role as you do. I’m fine… handling it on my own.” Damian reached over to grab the water bottle he’d thrown on the ground, not looking at Dick’s face. 

Dick crossed his arms over his chest, leaning against the nearby pillar to catch his breath. “Is that so? ‘Cause last time I checked, Bruce thought the same thing. And look how that turned out for him.” His tone was gentle, but there was a thread of seriousness beneath it. “You’re a hell of a fighter, Damian. You’ve got the skills, the discipline, and the mind to be Batman. Hell, you might even be better than Bruce in that regard. But I think you’re forgetting something important.”

Irritation showed itself in Damian’s voice. “Again, Grayson. I don’t believe I asked for-” 

“No,” Dick agreed. “You didn’t, but I’m giving it to you because I’m the only one here, not Bruce who knows what it feels like to wear that mask and to carry that weight. And I know what happens when you don’t let anyone help you carry it. You burn out. We’ve all seen it happen to Bruce. I’ve been there. I know what it’s like to keep everything inside until you explode. And I can see it happening with you, whether you want to admit it or not.”

Damian opened his mouth to retort, but the words stuck in his throat. He didn’t want to admit it, didn’t want to acknowledge the pressure of everything that was starting to stab at him, but Dick had a way of seeing through him. He always did. It was a curse. 

Dick’s gaze softened, his voice gentle. “Damian, I know you’re used to handling things on your own. Hell, I know it’s hard to trust people with this stuff. But that’s not going to work forever. And right now, you’re drowning under the weight of it all. What happened to Bruce—what happened to me —can happen to anyone.”

Damian looked away, his hands trembling slightly, though he would never admit it out loud. “I said I’m fine on my own.”

He crossed his arms, tilting his head slightly as he studied Damian. The boy was older now, more composed, but Dick could still see the weight in his eyes. That same weariness—the one from when Damian was just a child, a boy who’d seen too much too soon. A boy who watched his mother die in front of him and was left with nothing but a legacy to carry, whether he wanted it or not.

He took a step forward, his tone quiet but insistent. “I know you don’t think you need anyone. But that’s where you’re wrong. It’s not about needing someone to solve your problems, Damian. It’s about having someone who can stand with you when you feel like you can’t stand on your own. Someone you can talk to when you’re... tired of pretending to be okay.”

Damian clenched his fists, his expression hardening as he tried to keep his composure. “I don’t need talking . I don’t need someone to tell me everything’s going to be fine.”

Dick’s eyes narrowed as he took another step forward. “No, you don’t. But you do need someone who gets it. Someone who’s not just looking at you through the lens of what they think you should be.” He paused, his voice softening. “For a while, I thought I could handle everything on my own too. But eventually, I realized I needed Babs. Not just as a partner, but as someone who could see past Nightwing. She understood the burden because she carries one too. And I needed someone who could handle it with me.”

Damian’s mouth tightened, but the words slipped out before he could stop them. His voice dripped with sarcasm. “What, are you telling me I should settle down like all of you seem to be doing? Get a little sidekick and start playing house?”

Dick looked at him for a long moment, sensing the vulnerability under Damian’s tough exterior. He stepped in, lowering his voice. “You can’t keep carrying the weight of everything alone . Not forever. You think you're supposed to be this perfect version of Batman, don’t you? So no one questions why you should take the mantle over everyone else. I can see it on your face, even when you think you’re hiding it. But you don’t need to be perfect, Damian. You don’t have to be Bruce. You don’t have to wear the same mask he wore. You need to find your own way of doing this. And to do that, you need someone who gets it.”

Damian’s stomach churned. He could feel the suffocating weight of all the things he had never said to anyone, all the things he kept buried deep inside. He had always felt that loneliness—the kind that gnawed at him when he was alone in the cave when he was alone in his thoughts, but he had never put words to it. Not even to himself.

Dick’s voice softened. “I know you have a hard time sharing feelings. You were taught that they made you vulnerable. Weak. But that’s not true. Have you ever told Jon any of this? How you’re feeling?”

Damian froze. Jon —his only friend, his ally, the one person who had always been there for him. But Damian hadn’t opened up to him. Not like this. Not about the things that really mattered. Jon had always assumed what Damian needed, always been there with a shoulder to lean on, but he’d never directly asked. He’d never really leaned either. 

“No,” Damian said flatly, his voice distant. “Jon... He assumes. He’s right most of the time, but... he doesn’t ask. Not really.”

Dick nodded, his expression soft but firm. “Maybe it’s time you let him in. Or find someone who you can talk to like that. Let out all your stress and anger instead of holding it in. You don’t have to do this alone. I know you think you’re supposed to be invincible, but nobody is. Not Bruce. Not you.”

Damian stared at Dick for a long moment, the weight of his words sinking into his chest. He could feel the crack in the wall, the one he had spent years building. It didn’t feel as sturdy as it used to. Maybe, just maybe, it was time to stop pretending.

“I don’t know how to do that,” Damian muttered, his voice barely above a whisper. “I don’t know how to ask for... help.”

Dick smiled softly, his expression understanding. “It’s not about asking for help, D. It’s about finding someone, some people, who can help carry the load. You don’t have to do everything on your own. And if you don’t find that? You’ll burn out. You’ll become like Bruce— alone . We all know how long it took him to accept his relationship with Selina.”

Damian’s chest tightened, and he nodded slowly. Maybe it was time to let someone in. The burden of the cowl alone would only lead to destruction, Damian could already see that. 

He closed his eyes for a moment, gathering his thoughts, quieting the ‘Are you really going to admit defeat like this?’ in his brain before starting. “It’s exhausting,” he said, voice low, “This whole... persona I’m supposed to craft is what’s draining me. The smile. The parties. The women. The constant need to be seen. I know it’s needed. But I asked to me Batman, not this . I’m stuck pretending to be someone I’m not to protect the mantle. I tell myself the end is worth the means, but sometimes…”

Dick raised an eyebrow but didn’t say anything immediately. He had always understood the weight of the mantle, the burden of Batman’s public persona, but he hadn’t realized just how much it was taking from Damian. The boy had always been a bundle of contradictions: an assassin’s discipline clashing with the unrelenting pressure of being Bruce Wayne’s son. But this? The constant effort to be something for the public eye? 

It was wearing Damian down faster than Dick had anticipated.

“Can’t say I haven’t been there,” Dick replied, his tone thoughtful now, no longer teasing. He took a slow step back, raising his hands in surrender, sensing that the moment had shifted. “I get it. The social part—being everywhere, talking to everyone, pretending to be the life of the party... it’s draining. Probably more for you than it was for me. And, yeah, it’s part of the job. We both know that.”

Damian exhaled, trying to push away the frustration that kept clawing at him. “I’m not playing this game for fun. I’m not doing it because I want to. I’m doing it because Bruce—because he made it part of the act. I have to pretend to be some rich playboy who throws parties and spends his time on models and social events just so people don’t think I’m a cold, evil, aloof heir. All because of Alessandra’s stupid article. It’s ridiculous.” His voice hardened, bitterness leaking through. “And I hate it. And I hate how easy it seems for all the rest of you to switch it on and off.”

Dick noticed his younger brother’s obvious discomfort and stepped closer, his voice quieter, more sincere. “You know, for a while, I had to do the same thing. I mean, we all did. The smiling, the handshakes, the fake connections... it wasn’t easy, Damian. But I’ll tell you something.” He gave a small, rueful smile. “I was terrible at it. I hated every second of it. I hated the masks we had to wear in public. Even when I was Nightwing… I needed someone . I had my friends and my team but I felt… empty. I was so alone regardless of who I was.”

Damian’s eyes flickered up, a skeptical eyebrow-raising. “What are you talking about? Everyone is your friend.”

Dick’s expression grew more serious. “When I was first starting out—after I left Gotham and became Nightwing—I spent a lot of time trying to be everyone’s friend. Everyone’s team leader. Everyone’s boyfriend. You weren’t around then, but the amount of relationships I got in… I thought I needed everyone around me to help shoulder the weight. The pressure, the isolation. But I wasn’t doing it because I wanted real relationships. I was just... filling the void. Because I was alone .” He paused for a moment, his gaze distant, as if remembering those early years. “I realized I needed someone who could see past it all. Someone who could talk to me—not just as Nightwing, the son of Batman, Boy Wonder, or their team leader, but as Dick .”

Damian was quiet, processing Dick’s words. “You’re saying you... found that person?”

Dick smiled, his eyes softening as if remembering the peace he had found. “Those people. Yeah. The ones who I had a real relationship with. Not just the ‘ I love Dick Grayson, he's such a great team leader and he’s so nice to me’ people. Wally. Donna. Babs. Babs is obviously different than the others. She was the one , you know. She’s been there for me through all of this. We talk about everything, even what I can’t say to Wally sometimes—about the fight, the loneliness, the burden of this life. Sometimes I carry her burdens, sometimes she carries mine. That’s how it works. You can’t be everything for everyone. You need someone you can lean on, someone you can trust. Someone who understands you .”

Damian was silent, the truth of Dick’s words settling in. “Again, it seems you’re suggesting-”

Dick shook his hand. “No, yeah. I’m suggesting that you invest in finding a close group of people who can be your inner circle. Jon is a start. What about Lizzie? Maybe she’s too young. Some of the newer Justice Leauge members could work? If, coincidentally , one of those people becomes your fiance, that’s a plus, I guess. You just need people who don’t just accept the persona, who don't only see you as Batman or the Wayne Enterprises’ heir. Usually, it comes from the hero community, but someone who sees you as you .”

Damian exhaled slowly, the words resonating more than he cared to admit. It was hard for him to imagine opening up to people in that way, let alone trusting someone with his deepest fears, his moments of weakness. Bruce had never taught him that. Talia actively revoked the notion. Isolation was a means of survival in their world, and Damian had come to believe it was the only way. Even with his advisors, like Amir, he kept a comfortable distance. But… yes, logically, he knew it wasn’t. 

Dick continued, his voice lowering, yet still warm. “Start with Jon. Just tell him how you’ve been feeling. I’m not saying he’ll have all the answers, but you’ve got to stop carrying everything by yourself. I know it’s hard. But being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help. It means knowing when to lean on someone.”

He nodded, the weight of the conversation settling heavily on his shoulders, but it was a weight he was starting to accept. “I’ll think about it,” he muttered, though his voice wasn’t as certain as it used to be. “It has been… nice to let go some of it in this moment.”

Dick’s gaze softened, the corners of his mouth lifting slightly as he watched Damian process the words. For a moment, it was like the weight of the world had lifted just a little from the boy’s shoulders. He wasn’t giving in entirely, but the fact that Damian was acknowledging it—admitting that letting go felt nice —meant everything to Dick. It was something he’d been working on with Damian for over a decade. 

“That’s a start,” Dick said, his tone easy, like he was trying to keep the moment from feeling too heavy. “And it’s okay to let go sometimes, D. You don’t have to be the perfect assassin, the perfect Batman, or whatever you think you need to be. It’s okay to... to be human.”

Damian rolled his eyes but there was no bite to it, not this time. “You should start taking your own advice, Grayson. Who was the one ready to jump to take the mantle when he actively hates it?”

Dick’s smile faltered for just a second, but he recovered quickly. He knew exactly what Damian was getting at—and the irony was far from lost on him. He crossed his arms over his chest, regarding Damian with a mix of affection and understanding.

He shifted his weight, leaning back slightly against the training room’s wall. “Sometimes, it takes a while to figure out what you want and not what everyone else thinks you should be. That’s why I ended up where I am now, with the Nightwing thing. It took a lot of mistakes—and a lot of time—to realize that it wasn’t about carrying Bruce’s mantle. It was about figuring out what was mine .”

Just like Lucius had told him. 

“Maybe you don’t have to wear the cowl at all,” Dick continued, his voice softening. “Maybe you’re meant to be something else entirely. You’re your own person, Damian. You don’t have to be Batman to prove you’re strong enough.”

Damian’s lips pressed into a thin line, his gaze hardening slightly. Of course. Just like that, the moment was ruined. There it was again: Dick trying to convince him to walk away. To choose another path. Maybe you should take up knitting instead? Or become a professional party planner?

The words were sharp in his mind, and before he could stop them, they slipped from his mouth. “I’ve told you and Father a hundred times that I want to pursue the mantle.”

Dick chuckled softly, but there was no mockery in it. Just an understanding that he, himself, wasn’t ready to quits except. Dick was having a hard time seeing his Robin fly the coup. “I know, I know. Geez. No need to get so irritated. I just thought I’d try one more time.”

The reason he wanted to be Batman wasn’t because Bruce had been Batman. It wasn’t about legacy, about living up to some impossible standard or proving himself to the Bat Family, to Gotham, to the world. No. It was the mission itself.

Bruce’s vision.

It had taken Damian years to truly understand it—years of unlearning, of fighting against the League’s teachings, of stepping into and out of Robin’s shadow—before it finally clicked.

Protect Gotham. Save people. Stop the madness before it starts.

It wasn’t about the cowl, the gadgets, or the legend. It was about responsibility. A promise to protect those who couldn’t protect themselves. Gotham, with all its rot, corruption, and endless cycle of violence, needed someone willing to walk into the darkness without hesitation, without compromise.

Damian felt that fire now—the same fire he had once seen in Bruce’s eyes when he was a child, the one he finally understood.

That’s why he wanted this.

Not to fill a hole left behind. Not to be someone else’s version of Batman. But to carry it forward—for himself, for the city, for the people who needed someone willing to fight for them.

“I know what you’re trying to say, Dick,” Damian’s voice cut through the silence, and he surprised even himself with the certainty in it. “It’s not about the damn mantle. It’s about what it means to be Batman. Gotham... it’s a city full of people who need saving. And I’m not talking about the ones who can buy their way out of problems. I’m talking about the ones who have nothing left. The ones who get lost in the system or fall through the cracks. That’s what Bruce wanted. And I’m not doing this just to be some... symbol or legacy.”

Damian’s tone softened a little, his eyes never quite meeting Dick’s as he finished his thought, almost as if the words themselves were difficult to acknowledge out loud. “I want to be Batman because I believe in that. I believe in what Bruce wanted Gotham to be. It’s... it’s not just about taking the cowl for the sake of it. I want to protect this city. I want to make it better... the way he tried to.”

Dick stared at him for a long beat, his expression unreadable. For a moment, Damian thought maybe Dick would go back to lecturing him, trying to convince him once more that there was another way. But instead, Dick’s voice was quiet, steady, like he was seeing something he hadn’t before.

“Wow,” Dick said after a moment. “I didn’t think, in my whole life. I would never hear you say something like that. I just… I guess I underestimated the growth you’ve gone through, D.”

“I’m not trying to be him,” Damian muttered. “But I do want to do it his way. The way we were taught. Gotham needs someone to stand between the innocent and the chaos. I just...” He hesitated, the words almost tasting bitter coming out of his mouth. “I just don’t know how to do it without the damn expectations weighing me down.”

Dick clapped him on the shoulder, a smile tugging at his lips. “I think you’ll figure it out. Just remember—you don’t have to do it all at once. You’ve got time. And you’ve got people who’ll back you up. Like your big brother!” He pointed his thumb at himself, that trademark smile coming back.

“Of course. Todd is great at advice.”

Hey!”


“So, you know that heiress from last week’s spread? The one who had the thing with Damian Wayne? Get this—he didn’t just take her home after their night. He made her tea and breakfast. Tea. And. Breakfast.” Jane had claimed the corner chair, scrolling through her phone with a dramatic sigh. Piper and Amara were sharing a bag of gummy worms, and Rebs was doodling hearts in the margins of her notebook, completely unrelated to work. Aless, however, sat stiffly in her chair, head touching the table trying not to complain. 

She was on a five-minute time-out. 

Piper perked up, nearly spilling the gummy worms. “Tea and breakfast? What is he, someone’s dad? Did he tuck her in, too?”

“He might as well have!” Jane said, her grin widening. “And then he had one of his fancy cars drive her home. I’m telling you, it’s like fan fiction come to life.”

Aless groaned, rubbing her temples. "I genuinely don’t understand how anyone wants to have sex with Damian Wayne."

She thought she had mumbled it quietly enough.

She was wrong.

Amara raised an eyebrow, sharing a knowing look with Jenni. “Aless, darling, that’s just a you thing. Also, you have two more minutes of silent time. Don’t make me add one more.” Aless rolled her eyes.

Piper leaned forward, grinning like she’d just uncovered a secret. “If you want someone to make love to you, obsess over you, and declare you’re their one and only, you’re not gonna find that in Damian Wayne. But for the heiresses? A fun night with someone who isn’t a total Hartland is a win.”

“Hartland Relaty’s son,” Jenni chimed in after seeing the question mark on Aless’ face, popping a gummy worm in her mouth. “ The worst. Didn’t he try to name his dog after his ex-fiancée?”

“Right?!” Amara giggled. “Miss Paperclip Heiress probably dodged a bullet.”

“Miss Paperclip?” Rebs asked, eyes wide.

“Long story,” Piper said, waving it off. “Point is, Damian Wayne’s giving respectable playboy energy these days. It's so working for him and us. Our views are up ten-fold after you wrote that tell-all with the model, Jenni.”

Aless slammed her notebook shut, the sound startling everyone. “Damian Wayne is a dick. Just because he covers it up with PR stunts doesn’t mean what I wrote wasn’t true. You all heard the audio recording! He’s pompous, entitled, and cruel. And now? His fan club won’t leave me alone. I’ve gotten doxxing threats!”

The room went silent for half a beat before Jane broke it with a loud, exaggerated gasp. “Maybe it was just a bad night! Look, he dedicated millions of dollars to Gotham Zoo so they could acquire pandas after US-China relations got better. Does that seem like the work of someone who’s pompous and entitled? Add another minute to her quiet timer.” 

Aless just grumbled, setting her head back down on the table. 

In the month since Aless had published her scathing article about Damian Wayne, the universe itself seemed hell-bent on making her look like a complete idiot forever thinking she had the upper hand.

Damian, as if personally offended by her existence, had embarked on a silent mission to obliterate every single word she’d written—not by denying it, not by issuing statements, but by simply being an infuriatingly perfect contradiction. Every accusation she’d thrown at him? He countered effortlessly, just by existing .

She’d called him cold and indifferent? Suddenly, he was Gotham’s most charming billionaire, flashing just the right smiles and making just the right moves. She’d painted him as an entitled rich brat? Now, he was personally making tea for heiresses and treating them like royalty. And the press—oh, the press—was lapping it up. Every party, every lavish night out with some model or socialite, every suspiciously well-timed charity donation, only elevated his status. Damian Wayne was no longer just a billionaire—he was an enigma , a masterclass in PR, a walking counterpoint to every criticism she had thrown his way.

And the worst part?

He wasn’t even trying.

Damian wasn’t out here crafting an image. He was just being Damian Wayne —and somehow, that was enough to make her look petty for ever daring to challenge him.

Even after she got reassigned to the Queen’s column, he still haunted her. His name still dominated every meeting. The fangirls (and fanboys) still clogged up her inbox, ready to remind her just how wrong she had been. Even Jon, bless his heart, kept checking in to see if she was okay as if she hadn’t been dealing with Damian’s nonsense since childhood.

And then there were the stories. Jane went to his party last week. Came back gushing about how Damian had danced with some random heiress, looking after her like she was the most precious creature on Earth. The same man Aless had called detached, cruel, and indifferent? Now being hailed as Gotham’s most eligible dreamboat?

It was infuriating. It was impossible.

And, apparently, it was her new reality.

The only break she might have had was if his fan club finally left her alone—but, of course, they didn’t.

Every day, her inbox was flooded with messages from Damian Wayne’s personal army of admirers. Some called her a hater , others accused her of jealousy, and a few were convinced she was secretly in love with him ( which—no. Absolutely not ). They told her to leave Gotham’s golden boy alone. They dragged her article through the mud.

And the worst part?

Somewhere, she knew Damian was enjoying every second of it.

And her editor? They didn’t give a damn. All anyone cared about were the clicks, the views, the viral gossip. No one cared about substance. No one cared about meaningful journalism anymore.

Aless sat at her desk now, staring at her screen, and the words wouldn’t come. The next assignment was a fluff piece on Oliver Queen’s possible divorce, and she couldn’t find it in herself to care. The constant pressure to make something—anything—catchy and sensational was draining her. She missed the days when she wrote stories with teeth, with bite. When she exposed the flaws, the raw truths, not just the empty veneers of Gotham’s elite.

She wanted to write again.

But all she could think about was the conversation with the chief earlier that morning, as much as she hated to admit it. He had told her that the defamation case she was facing—the one that had been the catalyst for her sudden fall into the gossip column—was “complicated.” Complicated. That was the word he always used. It was a polite way of saying we don’t know how long this will take and we don’t want to risk our credibility in the process .

They weren’t telling her the whole truth, and she knew it. They were stalling, stringing her along. They had moved her to the gossip desk, and they were never going to let her return to the serious writing. She’d asked about a timeline, asked for clarity, but the answers were vague and uncertain. “ We’re handling it, ” Chief had said, but there had been a distinct lack of urgency in his voice. It was as if they were perfectly content with the situation as it was. 

A cold knot twisted in her gut. What if this wasn’t just about the lawsuit? What if this was the end of the road? What if they were using this as an excuse to keep her right where she was, never promoting her again, never trusting her with the harder, more substantial stories? What if they really just hired her because of her mother and now they’d found the best way to end her career quietly? 

She had already been moved once, shifted into the gossip column like a pawn they didn’t know what to do with. It felt like a slow death.

Aless ran a hand through her hair, pulling it into a messy ponytail, but it didn’t help clear her mind. She glanced at the clock—just a little after noon. The words she needed to write were stuck in her head, but they wouldn’t come out.

Her phone buzzed with another DM notification. She almost didn’t look at it, but it was like a reflex now. The message popped up—another fan of Damian Wayne, sending her a message about how wrong she’d been.

Aless sighed, rubbing her temples. She was so tired of this.

She glanced at her work inbox, the subject lines of emails staring back at her: “Gotham’s Best Dressed: Fashion Week Recap” , “Rich Heiresses Dating Gotham’s Elite: The New Power Couples, ” “ Damian Wayne’s Secret Charitable Work: Morals Over Public Praise ”. The same recycled garbage.

This isn’t what I wanted, she thought, staring at her computer screen. This isn’t what I signed up for. This isn’t why I became a writer. 

She missed the challenge of uncovering real stories. The thrill of getting to the truth, the excitement of turning over stones and finding the ugly, uncomfortable bits of Gotham’s pristine surface. She wasn’t just writing anymore. She was keeping the hamster wheel spinning, writing the same vapid nonsense day in and day out.

It felt hollow.

Aless was drowning in the noise of it all, and it felt like no one was listening when she said she was ready for something more. Something meaningful. Something that could help her reclaim her career, even if it meant wading into the muck of scandal and secrets.

But maybe... maybe this was the moment to break out of the rut.

She could feel it in her gut. The desire to get back to real journalism. To cut through the fluff, through the shiny distractions. To write about something more meaningful than all of this. On her own. To send it off to other media outlets and get published elsewhere. To leave the Gazette. It was an idea that she started giving more and more thought every day. 

When she asked Jay about it, he seemed supportive.

“No, I think it’s a great idea,” he said, leaning back in his chair, eyes lighting up as he spoke. “The Gazette doesn’t cut it for what you want to write. If you find a completely new story, something Pulitzer-worthy, and send it off, I’m sure hundreds of media outlets will be fighting over you. Even the Gazette might make a play to keep you.”

Aless frowned, biting into her pasta, considering his words. If. Something new. Find something new. She could hear the faint buzz of her phone in her pocket, but she ignored it, trying to focus on what Jay was saying.

“Like,” Jay continued, pausing as if for dramatic effect, “you’ve been suffocating in that column for weeks. You can’t write what you really want to write there. You’re better than this. You’re an amazing writer, and they aren’t treating you like it. Go somewhere that does value you. Don’t just stay at Gotham because I’m here.”

Aless hadn’t realized how much she missed hearing that until now. She had always prided herself on her work. The sharp edges, the biting commentary, the truths others were too afraid to say. It was what had gotten her recognized in the first place, and what had made the Gazette take her seriously— once upon a time. 

“But what if…” She faltered, the doubt creeping in like a shadow. “What if they don’t care? What if…” Her voice wavered, and she hated it. She hated how lost she felt at this moment.

Jay shook his head, his expression hardening in the way he got when he was serious. “Someone else will recognize your worth. You’ve just got to show them you’re more than this. If you keep thinking what ‘ What if’ you’ll never take that first jump. Sit on it for a bit, try to find a topic to dig into, and write it at home. I’m sure you have a giant list of topics anyway.”

She wasn’t sure if she was speaking to herself or him anymore, but her voice was quiet when she spoke again. “I think… I think I can find something. Something that’s been hiding in plain sight. Something new. Something more than just my usual Gotham crime too.”

Jay chuckled softly, crossing his arms. “You have to take a step. Control your future. The story will come to you. They always do.” He shrugged. 

It was risky. To take all of her free time and shove it into a new story. One that might never see the light of day. But she needed something to shake off this sense of suffocation, to prove that she wasn’t just some tabloid journalist. She was a real reporter. 

“Alright,” she said, taking a deep breath. “I’ll do it. I’ll find the story.”

The only problem was she couldn’t leave Gotham. Not without her uncle's permission. 

Jay’s smile was easy like he had expected nothing less from her. “And if you need any help with investigating or anything. I’m with you, Aless. Whatever you need.” At that moment, Aless never wanted to ask him more about The Truth. Sh e was always curious why he hid behind an identity, or how he started the organization, or how heroes and humans all worked together… or how to join. It never seemed right though. It was just something she accidentally saw him doing in college, and she’d kept that secret from him ever since.

Maybe after she’d written the piece fully, she’d hand it to him. For The Truth. 

When Aless returned to her desk, the blank document still loomed in front of her, its emptiness mocking her. But somehow, she didn’t feel the weight of it anymore. In fact, she felt... lighter. She wasn’t stuck. They couldn’t keep her in this rut forever. Aless was ready to fight her way out, to prove she was more than the gossip column they’d trapped her in. And when she did, the Board would see just how wrong they’d been to keep her sidelined.

Then she was going to win that damn Pulitzer. 

She was just about to dive back into that Ideas document, to keep the momentum going, when her phone vibrated on the desk. It was a sudden interruption, a jarring one that yanked her back to reality. She glanced down at the screen, expecting it to be Jay with another supportive message or another scathing DM.

But it wasn’t.

The name on the screen wasn’t anyone she expected. The number was unfamiliar, but the message—it felt like a punch in the gut.

+17865462365: Hello. This is Damian Wayne. I would like to apologize over dinner. Do you have time this weekend?

Aless’s heart skipped a beat as she stared at the text, the shock of it almost too much to process. Apologize? Damian Wayne? Apologize? It took a few moments for her brain to catch up to what she was reading as if the words themselves were mocking her. Damian Wayne, her literal nemesis, was now offering her an apology.

She blinked hard, trying to shake off the sudden disbelief that gripped her. This was Damian Wayne we were talking about. The same guy who had made her life miserable in high school, taunting her relentlessly about her aspirations and calling her “just a wannabe writer.” The one who’d bullied her about her first-ever article, laughing it off as if it meant nothing, as if she meant nothing. The one who never once showed an ounce of remorse, even when she was left humiliated in front of the school, her life torn apart by his cruel words.

This wasn’t real. It couldn’t be.

The only reason he would apologize now was to—

Oh.

Aless’s stomach twisted as the realization hit her. This was all a calculated move. He wasn’t sorry . He was playing her. This was the final nail in the coffin. The grand PR stunt.

She could see it so clearly now: Damian Wayne, the heir to the Wayne fortune, had been painted as the villain in her article, the entitled, cruel rich boy with no depth. So, what better way to erase that image than by going after the one person who dared expose it? If he could get her —the reporter who’d written the scathing article about him—to forgive him, to see him as more than just the spoiled rich brat, then it would be a perfect PR win. 

He’d be able to wash his hands of the bad press, and maybe even come out of this looking like the misunderstood golden boy.

But Aless wasn’t that easily manipulated.

She snorted aloud, shaking her head.

Oh no, you don’t.

Damian Wayne had underestimated her again. She wasn’t going to fall for this—no matter how charming or persuasive he tried to be. This wasn’t about him apologizing; this was about fixing his image. Making her look like the one who’d misunderstood him.

Not happening.

With a steely resolve, Aless typed out a response, her fingers quick but deliberate. She wasn’t going to let him walk all over her, or anyone else, for that matter. She wasn’t going to let him get away with anything .

Aless: I’m available Saturday night. Dinner sounds fine. 

She hit send, her eyes narrowing with determination. If he thought he could pull some fast one on her, he was sorely mistaken. She would confront him about everything. All the lies, all the manipulation, and all the ways he had tried to twist the narrative. She wouldn’t let him off the hook just because he decided to make a last-minute attempt at damage control.

This would be his chance to prove he wasn’t the monster she’d written about.

But Aless had a feeling it wasn’t going to go the way he thought. She wasn’t going to make it easy for him.

And if he wanted to prove himself? Fine. Let’s see if he could walk the walk.

Her phone vibrated with a new message just as she leaned back in her chair, staring at the screen with the same intensity she always brought to her work. This is my turf, Damian. I’m not going to make it easy.

+17865462365: Perfect. I will have a car pick you up at 7PM. 

Aless was ready to get all her answers.

Chapter Text

When she gave him her address on Saturday morning, Aless assumed he’d be sending a car. With a driver. To take her to the restaurant she had to Google . What she didn’t expect was Damian Wayne— Damian Wayne —standing there, casually holding a bouquet of flowers like he wasn’t the same insufferable, entitled pain in the ass that he’d been to her two months ago. His dark green shirt clung to him in a way that was far too effortlessly stylish, and the Audi behind him only added to the absurdity of the moment. 

She couldn’t stop the sharp snort that escaped her lips. "Well, this is great. I just gave you my address. What’s the plan now? Gonna show up at my door with a knife, or is this your idea of a charming first date?" She crossed her arms, eyes narrowed as she sized him up.

Damian didn’t even flinch at her tone, his expression unreadable, but the corner of his mouth quirked up in something like amusement. "I don’t recall calling this a date," Damian said, his tone flat but purposeful, "but if that's how you want to label it, I have no issue with it." He extended the bouquet with a deliberate motion. "For you."

She stared at the flowers for a long beat, fighting the urge to roll her eyes. It was too predictable—just another part of his plan. Flowers to soften her up, charm to win her over, all of it designed to make her swoon and delete her article. She wasn’t some naïve heiress, and she wasn’t about to fall for it.

"Let me guess," she muttered, taking the bouquet with a small sigh, "this is part of your 'better public image' stunt? I’m not buying it.” Aless held the bouquet in one hand, turning it sideways to inspect it. He couldn’t have thought this would work. 

Damian shrugged, unfazed. "Maybe. Or maybe I just don’t like starting things off with an apology text." She turned towards the car, looking over his shoulder at her. 

Tonight, she was dressed in a simple black dress that hugged her figure in ways he hadn’t expected to note. It wasn’t flashy or attention-grabbing like the previous ones he’d seen her wear, but somehow, it made her look... different . The kind of difference that might have stopped another man in his tracks. 

Her hair, usually tied up in some hasty bun or ponytail, was down tonight, cascading around her shoulders. The light from the streetlamp reflected off the dark strands, making them shine in a way that reminded him of his mother’s hair after she’d just oiled it. He couldn’t remember ever seeing her like this—no, that wasn’t true. He had seen her in formal attire, but when she dressed up before, her hair had always been neatly pulled back, as if to make sure there was no softness to her at all. The kind of length that made his thoughts get a little... distracted.

She looks nice , he realized before he could stop himself. The thought caught him off guard, almost like it was something he’d never allowed himself to admit.

And then, before he could talk himself out of it, the words slipped from his mouth. They weren’t part of the persona he’d carefully built. It wasn’t Dami Wayne , the billionaire playboy, talking to her. It was just him —something raw and genuine, a moment of weakness he hadn’t planned on, something that slipped out before he had a chance to calculate her reaction and tell himself to backpedal, to cover it up with a sarcastic quip or a defensive remark.

In that fleeting instant, he’d forgotten the mask. And, for a second, it felt like he was the one standing there, not the version of himself he’d created for the world. He berated himself heavily for it later. 

“You look beautiful tonight,” Damian said, the words simple but heavy with something that felt unusually genuine for him.

Aless didn’t blink. She didn’t look surprised, didn’t even seem flattered. Instead, she crossed her arms and gave him a knowing, almost amused look.

“Is that the move now, Wayne?” she asked, her voice cutting through the air like a sharp knife. Her arms crossed tightly over her chest, and she tilted her head, eyeing him with suspicion. What’s the catch?

Instantly, he snapped back into his practiced lines, the familiar mask sliding over his features like a second skin. He needed to stay calm around her. An apology wasn’t going to work if he insulted her again. 

“If I can’t tell a beautiful woman she looks stunning, then Gotham really has gone to hell,” he shot back quickly, his tone sharper than he meant, a hint of defensiveness creeping into his voice as if the words had already been rehearsed in front of a mirror too many times.

Aless raised an eyebrow, her expression unwavering, unimpressed. Of course, he’d say that. It was just another part of the script. “My, you’re just so charming, Mister Wayne ,” she said, her voice dripping with sarcasm. “You’re really giving me a lot of material to swoon over.”

Her eyes didn’t soften, not for a second. She could see right through him. Every word, every gesture—she had seen it a hundred times before, had read about it in the tabloids, had witnessed it with other women who fell for his act. Women who didn’t know any better, who saw the expensive dinners, the suave smiles, the attention as some kind of prize.

But Aless wasn’t like them. Damian wasn’t actually going to treat her like that either. 

It’s all fake. It’s all for his image. She didn’t need to ask herself if he was being genuine. She knew he wasn’t.

Damian approached the sleek, black car, the sound of his polished shoes clicking against the pavement as he moved toward the passenger side. He reached for the door handle, ready to open it for Aless with that smooth gesture of chivalry that was second nature to him. But before he could even touch the handle, Aless held up a hand, her eyes sharp and unwavering.

“Hands off.”

Damian paused mid-motion, his fingers just inches from the door, confusion flickering across his face. "Excuse me?"

"I said," she repeated, her tone flat, "hands off."

Without waiting for him to process, she stepped forward, giving him a pointed look. With a swift movement, she grabbed the door handle herself and pulled it open.

Damian just stood there, completely thrown off guard. His brow furrowed, his mouth slightly ajar as he watched her get in without a second glance. He wanted to defend himself because this was absolutely ridiculous . He was raised to be a gentleman. Even if he hated her guts most of the time, Bruce would be appalled if he didn’t open the door for any woman first. Even if it was Harvey or Ivy. 

Okay, now Alessandra was starting to piss him off again. 

Fuck. Who the hell does she think she is? Stay calm. Stay calm. Don’t bring up that she hasn’t written for the Gazette in over a month. Don’t let her bait you into a fight—just breathe. You don’t have to say it. You won’t.

She slid into the seat, settling in, and then with a deliberate motion, she slammed the door shut— but not before giving him a final look through the window . “I can open a damn door, Damian. You don’t need to act like a fake gentleman for me. I know the truth.”

Damian blinked, momentarily frozen in place. He stood there, staring at the car, the metallic sound of the door shutting still ringing in his ears. Stay calm. Stay calm. Stay. Calm.

"Unbelievable," he muttered, getting in the driver’s seat. On the way to the restaurant, she didn’t talk to him once. He inquired about the music - a shrug. He asked about the temperature - she just reached over and changed it herself without a word. Fine. We don’t have to talk now. 

He wasn’t above petty acts though. When she turned the radio station to something she seemed to like better, he muted it from the steering wheel. He didn’t miss the glare she sent her way. It made him smirk softly as he tapped his fingers.

When they got to the restaurant, she was thankful they were seated in a private area. Away from prying eyes and ears. If she was caught by a magazine in a photo with him, the girls would never let her live that down. They would put her back on the Damian Wayne watch, and it would truly be her last straw before she jumped off the Gotham Bridge. 

Actually , seeing the Damian was eyeing her across the table, this date might be enough to do it. When he handed the wine list to the waiter, after ordering something obscenely expensive that Aless knew was going to taste like ass, he turned and gave her one of those charming smiles that were plastered all over social media right now. She would see why it worked, but it didn’t affect her. She wasn’t going to let it. She just leaned back in her chair, folding her hands casually as she studied him across the table.

"So, Alessandra," he began smoothly, his voice a practiced mix of warmth and amusement, "how have things been with your... articles lately?" Small talk? He really wanted to engage in small talk with her? 

She paused, then glanced at him with an eyebrow raised, setting down her glass. Ugh, this wine was actually great. "Seriously, Damian? You think I’m going to buy that?"

He blinked, the corner of his mouth twitching. This is going to be much harder than I thought. "Buy what?"

"The whole ‘rich, charming Wayne boy’ act," she said, her voice flat. "Stop faking around me. I know you’re not like this. You’re a complete asshole to me." Her eyes narrowed as she leaned forward, staring at him. "You don't get to be nice for one night and expect me to fall for it. And the flowers? Really? Let me go set them by my mother’s hospital bed since you seem to care so much."

Damian froze, the smile fading slightly. For a moment, he was unsure how to respond. His brain whirred in a split second. He’d been rehearsing this whole evening in his mind like it was a battle plan. He’d surprise her with the flowers. He’d try and have a conversation with her that wasn’t all jabs here and there. Then, he’d apologize. But Aless wasn’t buying it. And that... he really should’ve known that. The last time he’d tried to apologize to her, she literally punched him in the face.

Her eyes stayed locked on his, unwavering as if daring him to continue the charade.

"Just stop pretending, Damian," she pressed. "I know you. More than any of the heiresses you enjoy fucking so much." She leaned back in her chair, crossing her arms. "So just lay on the apology so we can get it over with. Maybe we won’t even have to order food.”

Alright, that’s it. This-

Damian took a deep breath, thinking about the conversation he had with Jon right before this. The methods he could use. He could feel his mind racing, but for once, the thoughts weren’t as cold and calculated as usual. Jon’s words echoed in his head— You don’t always have to wear the mask. It’s okay to be real with people. 

Damian cleared his throat, sitting up straighter. He wasn’t used to this— admitting anything. But there was something about the way Aless looked at him, something that made him... want to try. Really try . He didn’t need to try and convince her of a lie when she’d already seen through it. She already knows who he is. No, how he was. He needed to start correcting his behavior. 

"You’re right," he said, his tone almost... reluctant sounding to Aless. "It’s not me. The whole... playboy thing." He paused, his eyes dropping briefly to his hands, clenched just slightly in his lap. "I’ve been... trying to be my father. Trying to be who Gotham thinks I’m supposed to be."

Aless raised an eyebrow, clearly taken aback. Did that just… Did that just come out of his mouth? “What?”

Damian clenched his fists under the table, but his voice softened like he was forcing words out that didn’t come easily. "I would like to commence with the apology now.” 

This is awful. Why do I feel like this? Maybe because the last time I said sorry she hit me in the jaw. No, but I need to do this. This will help everything. Not just whatever hatred we have between each other, but for myself. To let go. To be better. To not be so enraged. 

The silence stretched between them, heavy and thick, as Aless tried to gauge whether to be skeptical, cautious, or— curious ? This wasn’t the Damian she knew. This wasn’t the arrogant, smug playboy who could wrap anyone around his finger with a well-timed smirk. No, this was... different. The usual confidence, the self-assuredness, had slipped away, leaving something that almost felt like vulnerability. And, if she was honest with herself, it unsettled her more than it should have.

Was this some sort of calculated move? Some twisted game of four-dimensional chess she didn’t understand? Because that was the Damian she knew. He always had an angle, always played at least five steps ahead, and everything— everything —was for some greater purpose.

But then he spoke again, and this time, the weight of his words made her stomach twist. It made her fill with guilt. 

"Alessandra. I’ve treated you harshly," he said, his voice quiet, barely above a whisper, yet there was no mistaking the sincerity beneath the cold, clipped tone. "Since we’ve been in school together. The things I’ve said to you. My birthday..." He paused for a second, his jaw tightening as though the words themselves were difficult to say.

"I insulted you, your career, your mother, and your family countless times," he continued, each word more deliberate than the last like he was carefully considering the weight of every syllable before it left his mouth. "I would like to formally apologize for all of that. I should never have said those things. I shouldn’t have been so cruel."

The words hung in the air, the silence between them deepening as Aless processed what he’d just said. This wasn’t the Damian who'd made snide comments behind her back or tossed insults like they were a casual conversation. This wasn’t the boy who liked to twist the knife when he felt threatened or insecure. This was... genuine , as much as she hated to admit it.

And still, her instincts told her to guard herself. To question him. To wait for the catch.

But as she sat there, watching him with narrowed eyes, she couldn’t help but feel the flicker of something she couldn’t quite put her finger on. Something that wasn’t just a façade. Something that felt... real. Even if she didn’t want it to.

Damian's posture was stiffer than usual, his eyes cast down slightly as if the weight of his apology was pulling him down. There was no bravado here, no playful arrogance. He was sitting here, completely exposed in a way that, for once, didn’t feel calculated.

And it was almost... jarring.

He took another breath, as though gathering his resolve, before speaking again, voice steady but far from its usual confident self. "I know I don’t have the right to expect anything from you after everything I’ve done. But I want you to know that I regret it. All of it. The way I’ve treated you, the things I’ve said—it wasn’t just wrong, it was unnecessary." He looked up at her then, his gaze direct but almost... vulnerable? She wasn’t sure if she could read him correctly, but there was something different about the way he looked at her now.

"I won’t make excuses for it by saying I was a child, because I wasn’t. I was arrogant, rude, and disrespectful. And I shouldn’t have been." There was a finality to his words, a clarity she rarely saw in him.

He paused again as if considering how to finish, before adding, in a quieter tone: "I’m not asking for forgiveness. I’m just telling you... that I am sorry. And I’m not just saying that because it’s the right thing to say or because I want you to publish this in an article later. I mean it."

He watched as Aless sat there, arms crossed, her expression unreadable. It was rare to see Damian Wayne in such a raw state, without the armor of his usual bravado, without the mask. For the first time, she wondered if maybe, just maybe, he was telling the truth. But the problem was, she wasn’t sure how to believe him.

Damian was now just mentally cringing at the words that had just left his mouth. Waiting for her answer. He couldn’t believe he had actually said that. This wasn’t what he had planned. It wasn’t supposed to be like this. He just…it came out. 

He had come here to apologize, sure, but in his mind, it had been more about getting back on her good side—about repairing whatever damaged image of himself he’d created with her. What he hadn’t planned on was this... genuine apology slipping out. The words were almost foreign to him, like a stranger’s voice speaking through his own mouth. He didn’t do vulnerability. He didn’t do this whole " admitting you’re wrong " thing. Not with her because she would just throw it back in his face. He was ready for it too.

But there they were, those damn words, hanging in the air between them like a confession he wasn’t ready to make.

I should’ve stuck to the plan.

It wasn’t supposed to be this way. Damian Wayne didn’t apologize—at least, not in the way that felt... real. Real. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d said something that sincere without a hidden agenda behind it. Was this what he’d been reduced to? Sitting there like a fool, confessing his wrongs without any immediate payoff? What was wrong with him?

But as soon as he thought that, his mind pulled him back to that night at the party when everything had spiraled out of control. When Alessandra had thrown his own legacy back in his face.

He had been furious at the time, defensive. His instincts had screamed at him to lash out, to strike back with something equally cutting. But as he replayed it now, after everything that had happened in the past few weeks—his thoughts about the suit, his legacy, his opening up to Jon—he started to realize something that made his stomach turn.

This is how I made her feel. During all those years.

The realization hit him like a gut punch when Jon had said it—suggested that he short-circuited at the party because he’d never experienced that kind of confrontation before. And it hit harder than he expected: This. This is how I made her feel.

The helplessness. The sense of being belittled. The isolation. All those moments when he’d thrown out insults when he’d been cruel to feed his own ego, his own insecurity. He thought back to every time he’d dismissed her and treated her like nothing more than an obstacle or a pawn in his game. At that moment, something clicked deep inside him, like a switch flicking on in his chest. He had felt it that night—something raw and unexpected. It wasn’t just the sting of her words; it wasn’t even the rush of anger or defensiveness that had surged through him at the time. No, it was the realization of how he had been treating her. How he’d treated everyone .

Harsh. Cold. Detached.

He saw it now—the pattern, the way he’d distanced himself from the very people who’d cared about him, the way he’d kept them all at arm’s length. And suddenly, it felt suffocating, like the walls he’d built around himself were closing in. It was too late to undo it, but he could feel it now—the weight of his actions, the damage he had caused, and the emptiness of it all.

And it was humbling —mortifying, even.

And Dammit. Why did it have to be her? Why couldn’t it be someone else? Someone who didn’t know him the way she did? Someone who would accept the apology? Someone who didn’t see through the bullshit? He stood there, still awkwardly watching her, feeling a little exposed. A little too... human for his liking. This wasn’t how he was supposed to act. This wasn’t how Damian Wayne was supposed to act.

But there it was.

I’m sorry, he thought again as if the phrase was somehow trying to root itself in him. And he was sorry. Deep down, he was .

She was the first person in his life who’d actually forced him to face the truth—his own flaws, his own insecurities. She’d been the one who had gotten under his skin more than anyone else ever had. And, yes, it pissed him off, but at the same time, it was... necessary . This was all necessary in his quest to take the cowl. 

A part of him— the old part —wanted to step back, change the subject, maybe throw in some biting remark to cover it all up. But there was another part of him, a part that felt new and uncomfortable, that just wanted to stand there and let her process it. Let her do whatever she needed to do. Let her say whatever she wanted to say to him. 

Maybe, just maybe, he was growing. Maybe Jon was right. Maybe Dick was right. Maybe he was on the path to becoming something... better. And if that meant facing the consequences, feeling mortified and exposed (at a proportionate rate, he begged whatever deity was listening), then so be it. He could handle it.

Aless blinked, her heart skipping a beat. She wasn’t sure if she’d heard him correctly, or if he was just toying with her, but... that sounded real. For the first time, Damian Wayne actually seemed... human. Genuine.

"You’re actually apologizing?" she asked, almost in disbelief. “You? Damian Wayne?”

Damian's gaze flickered, a flicker of vulnerability crossing his face before it quickly hardened again. He didn’t want to do this. He didn’t want to be this... real. To admit, out loud, that he had failed —that his ego, his need to be seen as superior, had torn down someone who hadn’t deserved it. It felt like something he wasn’t supposed to do. It felt like an admission of weakness, and that was the last thing Damian Wayne wanted to be. Weak.

No, this wasn’t being weak. This was being honest. Respectable. Confronting the things he’d left to ruin. This is what it meant to be Batman. 

But the silence stretched, heavy between them, and as Aless watched him, her eyes not mocking or judgmental but expectant—waiting for something real, something authentic—he couldn’t just take it back. He couldn’t take her back to where they had been, with their petty insults and the cold wall he had built between them. Not anymore.

"Yes," he muttered, the words almost clipped, still unfamiliar. "I am actually apologizing. For all of it."

Her expression didn’t soften, but there was something there—Doubt. 

"You don't believe me," Damian continued, staring down at his clenched hands again. "I would not believe me entirely either." The confession was raw, something that made his skin burn. "I am not begging you to forgive me—not yet. But I... I want you to know that I do mean it."

Aless raised an eyebrow, still not willing to give him the satisfaction of an immediate response. But there was something shifting in her. Something subtle.

Damian sat back in his chair, trying to regain his composure, but the weight of what he’d just said—the truth of it—hung heavy on him. The mask was still there, but it was cracked. For once, the facade of the perfect Wayne heir, the untouchable playboy, wasn’t there to shield him. It was just him. And it felt... strange. It felt like a mistake. He had been prepared for her to reject him, to mock him for being so out of character, to remind him of every time he had hurt her in the past.

Instead, there was only silence.

Aless' mind was a whirlwind as she sat across from him, her eyes studying his every movement, trying to decipher the authenticity of his words. She had seen enough of Damian Wayne over the years to know that this wasn’t the kind of apology he usually gave. He was a master of manipulation, of carefully crafted masks, always keeping everyone at arm’s length, including her. The last time he’d said sorry to her she was so broken that she…So why now? Why, after everything, was he standing here—vulnerable, raw, and confessing things that felt... real? It just felt all too coincidental to what was happening around them.

The sudden shift in his demeanor, the almost painful honesty in his voice, threw her off balance. Part of her wanted to dismiss it as some calculated ploy, a fleeting moment of weakness he would quickly cover up. But another part—deep down, where she didn’t want to admit it— wanted to believe him. Wanted to heal that inner child. She wanted to let go of what he did to her… and what she said to him in turn. The Damian Wayne she had known didn’t apologize. The one sitting in front of her right now felt... different. How could it be the same person?

But that was the problem. She didn’t trust him. She knew better than to give into the soft, apologetic act. She almost… wanted him to hurt more. He had hurt her before. He had cut her down, belittled her, and mocked everything she had worked for. And now, after all of that, he was asking her to believe that he was sorry? That he regretted the things he had done? Could he really have changed? Or was this just another game, another layer of manipulation designed to get her to drop her guard so he could continue the same toxic dance? Aless found herself torn—suspicious, guarded, yet… wanting it so badly to be real. What if it was real? What if he really was trying to be better? But she couldn’t let herself believe in it—not yet. Not after everything. So instead, she remained silent, studying him as if trying to find the cracks in his armor, waiting for him to slip up, to reveal that all of this—every word, every gesture—was just another mask he had slipped on.

And then, slowly, Aless looked up at him again. His eyes, god, she’d never seen them like this. Pleading. "I’ll admit... that’s the last thing I expected." She leaned forward slightly, her arms still crossed. "But... I’m not sure that this —" she gestured to the flowers, to his earlier charm, to the whole charade of the evening—"is the way to go about it."

Damian opened his mouth to respond, but she held up a hand to stop him.

"I don’t need the flowers," she continued. "I don’t need the expensive wine, the dinner, or the car, or any of the nonsense. I’ve seen that side of you before, and I know exactly what you’re doing."

He stiffened, his earlier thoughts of growth now slipping away as he shifted back into his old, defensive stance. She was right, however. It was all part of his image. His manicured plan to grab Gotham’s heart. He was doing the same thing he always did—throwing out an apology and hoping she’d buy it just because of the trappings that came with it. The flowers. The expensive restaurant. The perfect presentation. He’d done the same thing to appease a singer last week who thought they had something between them and felt slighted when he went home with a diplomat's daughter the next week. 

Aless was right to call him out. It was everything he hated about that personality too. 

"I’m still not sure what to make of you now, Damian," she said, her voice quieter now, more thoughtful than cutting. "It’s hard. Very hard to ever see you and your actions as separate from when we were in school. But I’ll admit... I didn’t expect this either. I didn’t expect you to come here and actually... be real."

Damian’s chest tightened, and he found himself staring at her in surprise. For a moment, the harshness between them faded into something new—a fragile, tentative truce.

"You were… right about me," he said softly, almost to himself. "I was an angry, spoiled child, too busy trying to prove I belonged in a world I never asked for. That I was better than it. When things got out of control, I didn't know how to handle it, so I took it out on whoever was closest—people like you, my siblings, anyone who dared to get in the way." He exhaled sharply, almost bitterly. "I still don’t understand why they don’t all resent me like you do."

Resent . Did she really resent him? There was a time that she would have answered ‘ yes ’ with no hesitation, but now when he said that to her - when he acknowledged the hatred- there was just guilt. 

"I believe I am starting to atone for those sins. And I’m starting to think I want to find out who I am," he added, eyes lifting to meet hers again.

Aless remained silent for a moment, the weight of his words settling in the space between them. She didn’t trust him—not completely—but there was something different in his eyes. Something that felt less like a performance and more like a man struggling to shed the weight of his own armor.

She shook her head slightly, a small, almost imperceptible smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. "Well, for what it’s worth, you’re not the only one who’s trying to figure that out." She glanced at him from under her lashes, a touch of wariness still in her gaze, but also... something else.

Damian nodded, a soft exhale leaving his lips. Dick had told him to find someone to talk to about everything. To vent. To burden. He didn’t think that would mean her. Perhaps, however, it was easier to be judged by someone who hated you instead of someone who claimed to love you. There were no expectations or feelings for her to break. If she accepted him, he would be happily shocked, but if she rejected him, it would be as expected. “I… Can I ask you a question about the Gazette? ” 

“You can, but I might not answer.” 

“Why do you not leave? If they are trying to confine you into a box and constantly shove you into the shadows when your writing is worthy of front page news, why do you not escape?” Aless blinked, momentarily caught off guard by the question. She hadn’t expected him to turn the focus back on her, especially not after everything he had just said. She was shocked for many reasons. One, because it was something she asked herself every day. Two, because he had just admitted, whether it was intentional or not, that her writing was good. And he had never done that before. 

Her fingers tightened around the stem of her glass, but she didn’t look away from him. His gaze was uncharacteristically intense as if he was waiting for an answer to something deeper than the question itself.

Why did she stay?

The easy answer was her uncle.

He controlled when she came to Gotham and when she left. It wasn’t up to her. Not really. Not when he held the financial strings to her entire life. Her apartment, her mother’s hospital bills, the very stability that kept her from spiraling into complete ruin—it all traced back to him. And as long as that was the case, she didn’t get to make decisions for herself.

The Gotham Gazette wasn’t a choice. It was a command.

But…The real answer felt like a weight in her chest, something she’d been trying to push down for months. It wasn’t just the Gazette’s blatant disregard for her work—it was the feeling that, no matter where she went, she was always going to be trapped in some kind of box. That she was going to fail any and everywhere. She could run from the news, but there would always be another form of confinement waiting for her. And, honestly, wasn’t there something almost comfortable in the struggle? It had become part of who she was, part of what she fought against. But hearing it from him, from someone who had built a life based on expectation and perception, suddenly made it feel a lot more real.

"You think my writing is worthy of front-page news?" she asked, the words slipping out before she could stop them. It was ridiculous, but she couldn’t quite stop herself from being surprised by the admission. Damian Wayne, of all people, acknowledging her talent? That felt... off. And yet, here he was, doing it in the same breath he’d been confessing his own flaws. She narrowed her eyes at him, trying to read something—anything—that might give her an answer to why he had said that. It didn’t fit. Nothing about this night fit.

“Yes.” He admitted again. And perhaps the sincerity in his eyes, something she’d never seen before, was the reason she opened her mouth again. 

"Why do I stay?" she finally asked, her voice quieter than she intended. "I don't know. Maybe because it's easier than trying to find a way out. Because a job that's at least close to doing what I want is still a job." She paused, swallowing down the rest of her drink, letting the burn of it settle in her chest before she added, “Maybe because I don’t believe anyone will give me a chance to be anything more than just another reporter in the shadows.” She didn’t look at him as she said it. Instead, she let her gaze fall on the empty glass in front of her, the faint reflection of their faces shimmering on the polished surface. 

Aless couldn’t believe she was even saying this to him of all people. 

He cleared his throat, his eyes darting away from hers, unwilling to meet the steady gaze she held. He had already said more than he intended, but something about him had drawn it out of him. He never shared things like this. Not with anyone other than Dick and Jon. Especially not with her. But the words, uninvited, slipped past his guard anyway. “I... was in a situation before,” he began, his voice quieter than usual, a strange hesitation in the air between them. "It was, in a way, similar to yours." He paused, trying to swallow the bitter memory of leaving Gotham for the Leauge. 

"It wasn’t what I wanted," he continued, his tone uncharacteristically blunt. "However, it took me years to realize that. I thought it was my path, and I was mistaken. And then, it took me even longer to actually depart from it. Because... staying, even though it was miserable, meant I didn’t have to find out if I was truly capable of more. Or, rather, if I truly wasn’t capable. That is something I am still figuring out here in Gotham." His voice trailed off, the weight of the words sinking into the space between them. The confession felt like something foreign, like a vulnerability he wasn’t used to acknowledging. Damian’s jaw tightened slightly as he turned his gaze to the side, unwilling to meet her eyes just yet.

“A fear of failure.” She just hummed, and let those words settle in between them. Time passed, and the waiter delivered the food Damian had ordered for them, but they still didn’t speak. Were they both afraid of what would come out of their mouths next? Like the facade was about to crumble, and the other would laugh, pointing a finger in their face and mocking them for ever thinking they actually cared. That’s what would have happened before. That’s what he’d done to her at graduation when he caught her crying behind the school. That’s what she’d done when he told her his mother threw away his art pieces. 

Maybe they just weren’t those people anymore. 

Why was it so hard for both of them to realize that? 

“In our old house,” Aless started, and his gaze snapped up to her thankful that someone had broken their long silence. “My mother always had up these ridiculous signs. Some of them were your normal ‘ Live, Laugh, Love’. Others were inspirational quotes plastered in front of a mountain range.” She laughed at the memory, “My father and I used to make a joke that my mother could dress people for red carpets, but she could never dress her own house.” 

Fuck . The memory hit Damian too fast for him to stop it. To suppress it like he’d been doing since he saw her in that cafe. The faces of both of them—mother and father—who he’d just dragged into the ER, looking lifeless. Dead on arrival. And there was Alessandra, crouched over them, her scream tearing through the air, demanding they wake up, demanding him to fix it. Screaming at Robin for not saving them.  

A fear of failure. 

“Well, anyway. One of the signs that was straight out of my bedroom… I always thought it was so stupid, but on days I had a test or I knew I had to confront you about something, I would stare at it. Repeat the quote over and over in my head until I felt confident enough to start the day. And somehow it worked, but I would never let my mom catch me doing it… Do you know what it said?” He was afraid. For a rare moment, Damian was afraid of knowing what it said. Still, he answered her. 

“What?” It was a mere whisper as he screwed his eyes shut, trying to get the image of her screaming at him out of his mind. 

" What if I fall ?" Aless paused, " But what if you fly ?"

She exhaled softly, her fingers tracing an invisible pattern on the table. “And it had a baby bird—a robin, I think—perched on the edge of its nest, getting ready to jump. Its first flight. Its first time leaving the nest.” She hesitated, then shrugged. “I guess this whole conversation just… reminded me of it.”

The rest of the night passed in a haze of barely-there conversation, two-sentence exchanges, and casual comments about the food, neither of them really listening. Damian had withdrawn into himself, his thoughts churning, lost in the shadows of his own mind. Aless was thankful for the silence—an unfamiliar but welcome relief between the two of them. She didn't push him to speak. He didn’t ask her any more questions.

They ate in a shaky peace, the quiet only broken by the occasional clink of silverware against plates. Damian still hadn’t looked her in the eye since she’d spoken last, his gaze locked on the swirling red in his glass. At times, Aless would look up at him but could see there was a storm still raging in his eyes. At times, he would look at her, watching her eyes track the movements of the singer on stage, and could see there was wildfire smoldering at the edges of her control. 

They weren’t sure what had shifted between them, but there was a subtle change in the air—a new tension, not unpleasant, but not easily understood either. 

When he returned her home, he got out of the car like a gentleman, holding the door open for her as if it were the simplest thing in the world. She let him this time. Yet, despite the gesture and its acceptance, their parting was marked by a suffocating silence. Words lingered between them, heavy and unspoken, neither of them daring to break it. They stood there for a moment, the night air thick with the weight of everything they hadn’t said. Finally, Damian gave her a nod, his face betraying a little, before slipping back into the car. And Aless, watching him leave, couldn’t shake the feeling that this moment—this goodbye—had somehow changed everything, even though nothing had been said.

Though, it felt like maybe—just maybe—they weren’t as far apart as they used to be.

At work, she didn’t comment about him again. 

To Jon, Damian never mentioned her again. 

For almost a year, they became ghosts in each other’s lives again.

Chapter 9

Summary:

Thank you for the kudos!

Chapter Text

Part Two. Batman.


Maps chuckled under her breath, swiping through more of the tweets with a growing sense of amusement. She could almost hear the exaggerated tone of the latest post in her head: “Damian Wayne: king of the Gotham elite... until he broke my heart into a thousand pieces. 💔 #DamianWayneBreakup #EmotionallyUnavailable #Heartbreaker.” The more she read, the harder it was to suppress her grin.

"Wow, D. She’s really going in on you here. Saying you were emotionally unavailable and that you broke her heart without warning,” Maps teased, glancing over her shoulder at Damian, who was seated at the Batcomputer, looking annoyingly focused on something only he could comprehend. She could tell he was trying to ignore her. She knew Damian didn’t like all the drama, even if he had to play into it, so she would abstain for his sake. However, this one was too tempting. 

Maps, Jason, Steph, Tim, and even Cass - who tried to see good in everyone- had to create a support group because dealing with Damian’s now ex-girlfriend ( thank you! ) was deteriorating their mental states daily. She was beautiful, sure, that's why she was a model, but her personality was the worst. And anyone could tell she was just after the Wayne fortune. Damian had told them specifically that he was engaging in a relationship with her ‘ only to hide my first official month as Batman ’ but one month bled into two because he was too busy with the cowl to attend to other matters. And during month three , Damian found her cheating on him. They were all happy he ended it. Even he found relief in the fact that he didn’t need to pretend to like her anymore. 

Damian stiffened, his eyes narrowing at the screen in front of him, running through mission files. “I don’t need your commentary on this, Mizoguchi. We have a job to do.” His voice was tight, but there was a flicker of irritation. With her awful personality, he expected it, but it annoyed him to no end that she had the audacity to go online and lie . He took a deep breath and repeated a mantra in his head to calm himself:

It’s all a distraction. A mask. To keep them from figuring out who I really am. It’s all worth it. As long as they never make the connection. There’s been no press on the new Batman. It’s worth it. It’s working. 

Maps shrugged, but the teasing lilt didn’t leave her voice. “What’s the matter? You did break up with her out of nowhere—well, after catching her with someone else, but… details.”

“I hadn’t warned her because there had been nothing to warn. The relationship had always been a tool, a convenient distraction, nothing more. She was dumb to ever think otherwise. She had served her purpose. She’d given Gotham something to chew on while I slipped into the shadows as Batman, something to keep the vultures at bay while I trained, planned, and grew into this role.” He exhaled, trying to push down the annoyance building inside him, but it wasn’t working. His mind kept circling, replaying the confrontation from earlier—the way she’d looked at him with those big, hurt eyes, like he was the one who’d wronged her. She hadn’t deserved anything from him, not a single ounce of sincerity. He had never once led her to believe this was anything real. And yet... she had dragged everything out into the open for Gotham to feast on.

He should thank her for making it so easy for him, but now because of her childish outburst on social media, he was going to have to take the time to charm a few more women to get his positive rating back up quickly. Bad news like this was only good if it stayed and went . Having too much attention on him would freeze up his ability to maneuver as Batman and he didn’t need that now. Especially, since Ivy was plotting something. 

“Well,” Maps slipped of the edge of the computer and shrugged, “If you don’t care, I guess we don’t care. Didn’t like her anyways.”

Damian’s tone was sharp, his gaze fixed on the Batcomputer as he scanned through photos of Ivy’s latest victims. "If we could focus less on my personal life and more on Ivy, that would be appreciated," he said, irritation barely concealed beneath his calm exterior. His hands hovered over the keyboard, but his mind was clearly miles away from the mess he’d just left behind. Gotham had no time for distractions, and neither did he.

Maps raised an eyebrow at the sudden shift in Damian’s focus. She knew when he was deflecting—he was always good at it. "Yeah, yeah. Ivy’s the priority," she said, dragging her eyes off the screen to glance at him with a teasing smile. 

Damian’s fingers clicked rapidly across the keyboard, his mind narrowing down to the task at hand. He’d long ago learned that when things were tense, focusing on a problem was the easiest way to silence the noise in his head. And right now, that noise was coming from the distraction he had left in his personal life. But Ivy was different. Ivy always demanded his attention.

Maps slid back to her spot on the edge of the desk with a bowl of cereal, watching him work with a mix of curiosity and amusement. She’d seen this before—Damian’s way of retreating into his work when things got complicated. Bruce did it too. She didn’t mind. She was used to it. They always got results.

“She’s targeting all the right people, though,” Damian muttered, mostly to himself, as he scrolled through the latest victim’s file. Another corporate executive, mid-thirties, with ties to the higher echelons of Gotham's business world. All of Ivy’s recent targets had the same profile: wealthy, influential, male board member. The pattern was too clear now; too methodical. He paused, his brow furrowing.

“Her victims are... all stockholders in large oil companies…” he said slowly, more to himself than to Maps. He hadn’t thought about that. His fingers hesitated over the keyboard as the realization dawned on him.

Maps, who had been distracted by her phone, blinked up at him. “What?”

Damian’s thoughts were racing faster now. The familiar names on Ivy’s victims list—part of a list that had been set on his desk last week—had more in common than he’d realized. The first three were on the board of Hirstle Shores and the next two… they were all tied to Vreeland Oil .

Alessandra’s family company. A company he had become reluctantly entangled in when he was forced to represent Wayne Enterprises at their upcoming shareholder meeting. His mind flashed back to his earlier thoughts, the ones he tried to avoid—that godforsaken meeting Bruce insisted he attend. The one Tim had told him he didn’t need to go to.

It was only a stockholder meeting. No big deal.  

But now, everything felt connected. He couldn’t believe he had missed it before—how could he have been so blind?

Vreeland Oil was a significant player in Gotham’s corporate world, with ties that ran deep in the city’s power structure. And now he was beginning to see the picture more clearly: Ivy had been taking out the very people who controlled Gotham’s wealth and infrastructure. Specifically, the people who were polluting Gotham River. That made it clear— the meeting next week wasn’t just a gathering of Gotham’s elites. It was a potential target zone .

Damian clenched his fists, trying to suppress the wave of frustration building inside him. “That meeting,” he said, more to himself than to anyone else. "I have to go. If Ivy’s targeting them, then I’m not going to risk any of them getting picked off, especially with the Vreeland connection.”

Maps raised an eyebrow but didn’t interrupt. She knew Damian was processing, and when he was like this, there was no point in rushing him.

But as the information settled in his mind, another, unexpected thought flickered through his brain— Alessandra .

The thought hit him sharply, like a jolt to his system. He hadn’t wanted to think about her. He hadn’t wanted to remember the delicate thorns of their past, or the silent tension between them after everything had fallen apart. The moment of weakness that made him inwardly cringe when he remembered it. But he couldn’t escape it. She was tied to all of this, whether he wanted her to be or not. Her family, her uncle— Vreeland Oil

Ivy was now targeting people like her uncle. 

His thoughts wandered back to the flowers. The months of silence between them, the endless weeks where he’d watched her from a nearby roof, unable to find the right words, too stubborn to acknowledge what he’d done. 

What had he done? Why hadn’t she responded? Why hadn’t she said anything? Why hadn’t she reached out, even once?

Damian’s jaw clenched. He wasn’t supposed to be thinking about her. It wasn’t about Alessandra. It wasn’t about her past or the words left unsaid. She was a spec in the greater scheme of things. A distant spec. He had a job to do, a city to protect. That was his purpose now.

“Damian?” Maps’s voice brought him back to reality, sharp and unyielding. “What’s next?”

Damian didn’t answer right away. His eyes were still glued to the screen, but his thoughts were far away, tangled up in the confusion of things left unsaid.

“Let’s figure out how we track Ivy’s next move. I’ll get the list of names. We can have the computer run a comparison. See if there’s any more specifics for the members Ivy’s killed. I have a hypothesis that she might go for the CEO soon since the COO was killed last week,” he said quietly, the words sounding hollow even to him. 

“Alright. I’ll see you tonight for patrol.”

Damian gave a sharp nod, grateful for her persistence. He needed this—he needed to keep his mind focused, to keep moving forward. Still, as he refocused on the Batcomputer, the question lingered: What was Alessandra doing now? Had she noticed the killings too?  

Damian pushed the thought aside, turning back to the present. Ivy would come first. There would be time to figure out the rest later.

It wasn’t too late, right?

Why did he care? 


Today, they were mums. Orange, like the kind of fire that could burn through anything in its path; a stark contrast to the sterile, pale white of the ICU room. The petals were large and soft, gently curling inward as if protecting something fragile, yet they vibrated with a life that seemed entirely at odds with the surroundings. Sunlight poured through the window, casting a warm golden glow over the bouquet, making the flowers almost glow against the harshness of the room. 

This was number 35.

She wanted to throw them in the trash. The bright orange of the mums, the vividness of them—so full of life, so insistent—seemed like a cruel contrast to her mother’s condition. Her mother, pale and still, her breath shallow and faint, the machines keeping her alive more out of obligation than hope. But these flowers? They were still full of hope. Full of something Aless didn’t know if she was capable of feeling anymore.

Number 35. That’s how long this had been going on. And she still didn’t know what to make of it.

“These ones are beautiful, Aless. Where did you pick them out?” Kinsloving commented when she came in, her voice soft as she gently set the bouquet down on the bedside table.

Aless didn’t answer right away. Her eyes were still fixed on the flowers, the way the petals seemed to almost glow under the fluorescent lights, bright against the sterile, cold surroundings of the ICU. She reached out and brushed a hand across the velvety petals, avoiding looking at Kinsloving’s expectant face.

“The place on 45th. They’re so summer-y aren’t they?” Aless said, her voice quieter than she intended.

Her mother’s condition had deteriorated in the last month. Her heart rate was erratic, her breath shallow, and the usual flush of color in her cheeks had long since disappeared. In its place was a paleness that Aless could never quite get used to. The flowers felt too vibrant for the situation. They felt wrong, somehow. Too alive when everything else in the room felt like it was slipping away. 

Kinsloving smiled knowingly. “You picked them out well.”

Aless’s fingers lingered over the orange blooms, tracing one delicate petal with a detached sort of reverence. She would never tell Kinsolving the truth. She wouldn’t tell anyone. 

She hated them. Sometimes she loved them. Now, as they somehow found themselves in the newest room her mother had been put in…She didn’t want to admit how much the sight of them made her stomach churn, nor did she want to admit how the ritual had become as much a part of her routine as everything else. 35 weeks.

At first, she thought he would stop. That he would send a bouquet or two, and then his ego would kick in, and he’d realize how unnecessary it was. After all, they hadn't spoken since that night in September—the awkward, raw dinner where he’d said things that still made her stomach turn with their complexity. Where they parted without a single word. But the flowers kept coming. Every week. She’d been tempted, several times, to throw them away still. Every single one. She knew exactly who they were from, and she hated that she did.

But she didn’t.

If anything, she jokingly told him to do it and now…

The first few weeks, she tossed them into the trash with the same vigor she used to discard unwanted things. The small card, always labeled To Eleanor Cork-Vreeland got ripped into pieces. It felt easier to pretend they didn’t exist, to pretend he didn’t care—or at least pretend she didn’t care that he did. They weren’t speaking to each other anyway. 

Why? Was it embarrassment? Was it that they’d washed their hands of each other that night? 

Alessandra didn’t care. She really didn’t care. But by week ten, she stopped throwing them away. She couldn’t. Something about the quiet persistence of it—his unspoken apology or gesture of remorse, whatever it was—had wormed its way into her routine.

By week 15, Alessandra found herself glancing at the bouquet first thing every Tuesday morning. It hadn’t occurred to her until then, but the flowers were always refreshed on Tuesdays—not Mondays, when it would make more sense to replace them, but Tuesdays. The day she always visited her mother. The same day every week since high school. It was almost as if he knew—knew the rhythm of her life, knew her routine, and inserted himself into it without saying a word. And, for the first time, she wondered if that was his motive all along. 

Her eyes flicked to her phone, and sometimes she would open the text conversation with him—that rare moment when their words had mattered, when the silence between them had been filled with something raw. She’d stare at it for a long time, biting the edge of her lip, before putting the phone away without typing a single word.

Now, at week 35, she had gotten used to it. It was just another part of the flow of things. Another thing she couldn’t avoid—like her mother’s condition, like the monotonous ticking of the hospital clock, the constant beep of the machines. 

Week 35.

But this time was different.

This time, the flowers came into her mother’s new room in the ICU, the soft orange petals as vibrant as ever, and Alessandra couldn’t help but wonder, for the first time, if there was more to it than just the weekly act of ‘ sorry .’ She ran her fingers through the bouquet, not really seeing the flowers, but seeing the image of Damian in her mind, of his almost-awkward, unspoken attempts to be something—anything—but the person she thought he was. She knew he was still watching. He had to be. He had followed her—followed her life from the shadows, waiting for some sign, maybe, that she would reach out. Or maybe he had no intention of waiting. Maybe the flowers weren’t meant for her to respond to at all.

It didn’t matter. None of it mattered, really. She wouldn’t reach out. 

“You’ve been buying them for a while,” Kinsloving said, sitting on the edge of the bed, placing a comforting hand on Alessandra’s shoulder. “What made you start?”

Alessandra closed her eyes for a moment, letting the weight of the silence settle in between them. “Yes,” she replied, her voice barely above a whisper. “Since late September. Every week. I just thought the room needed some change. Some color.”

Her mind drifted back to that dinner—the one that had started this strange, unspoken pattern between them. She remembered Damian’s words, his awkward admissions, his genuine apology. And the way she’d left him that night, the cold tension between them still hanging in the air. She thought it was change. A shift. Apparently she was wrong to assume the best in him. 

Nothing had changed. They hadn’t spoken since. He’d proven her right. An apology just for an apology’s sake. For his sake.

But the flowers had never stopped.

“You get to sit here, pretending to be this hard-hitting journalist when the truth is, you’re clinging to relevance because no one wants to be the villain who fires the poor girl with the comatose mother.”

“I’m sure your mother would love them. Orange is her favorite color. She would always wear this orange dress to her birthday parties… Is that why they’ve all been orange this month? For her birthday?” Kinsloving asked, as if the question had no weight, as if it was just idle curiosity. But it wasn’t. It was more. The old woman’s knowing gaze never left her, and Aless felt her insides twist uncomfortably.

How had he known that? 

“Yeah,” she said, forcing her voice to stay steady. “Yeah, it is.”

The conversation lapsed again, the room filled with the mechanical hum of machines, the soft rustling of the flowers under Aless’ fingers. The air felt thick now, heavier than it had before. Damian Wayne was still there—still part of the world she couldn’t shake, even if she tried to avoid it. It wasn’t the flowers that made her realize this, though. It was the fact that he knew . He knew where her mother was. He knew her life—her mother’s life—down to an excruciating detail. And he hadn’t stopped, even if he’d stopped talking to her.

No. Damian Wayne hadn’t stopped. And she wished he did. And she wished he didn’t. 

She thought about reaching for her phone again. Maybe this time, she would text him. Maybe she would finally say the words that had been sitting heavy in her chest for months. Maybe she would ask him why. Maybe to stop.

But for some reason, as she sat there in the stillness of the ICU room, Aleess didn’t reach for her phone. She never did. Especially not on a day like this. Instead, she took a long breath, letting the scent of the flowers fill the space around her, the vibrant orange of them glowing in the half-light.

And then she closed her eyes and leaned her head back against the chair.

She wasn’t sure why, but she couldn’t feel at peace. About any of it. If things never went back to the way they were, even if Damian never said anything else to her again… why, for some reason, was she not okay with that. Why did it bother her so much he sent flowers instead of a text? Why did she care? 

No, I don’t care. I’m just curious. 

Maybe they would never speak again. Maybe, she would only ever know him through the flowers he sent her mother. The flowers he sent for her… she liked the sound of that. She hated the sound of that. 

Hailing a cab outside the hospital, Aless’ mind was a jumbled mess, the weight of everything pressing down on her as she stared blankly out the window, watching the city flicker by. This week, by far, had been one of the worst she’d had in a long while—and it was only Tuesday. The dreaded yearly summons from her uncle had arrived just as her mother’s condition had taken a sharp downturn. It felt almost deliberate, like her uncle had been watching, waiting for the precise moment to strike when she was at her most vulnerable, when she had no choice but to give him what he wanted. Vulnerable to him, to the man who had stolen everything that had ever mattered.

The room she quietly stepped into was all glass and marble, sleek and cold, the kind of place that made you feel insignificant the moment you stepped inside. It never felt like this when she visited as a child. Adult Aless didn’t belong here, not really. Not anymore. She sat at the far end of the room, hands folded neatly on the table, her back straight, her mind elsewhere. She had no interest in the wrangling over dividends, stock options, and projections. Vreeland Oil wasn’t hers anymore. Frankly, she was glad for that. But her uncle, in his usual fashion, reminded her every year that if she didn’t show up and pretend like they weren’t a dysfunctional family at best, he would withdraw the financial support keeping her mother alive. 

The only reason the Board voted him CEO was because of her. 

The only reason her mother was still alive and well taken care of was because of him. 

He exploited that. He held it over her when he demanded she redact her article about him. 

She hated him for it.

Her mother’s fragile health had dragged her into this world she didn’t want to be a part of, but she had to play the part if she wanted to keep her mother alive. So, she stayed quiet. Answered when spoken to. Brushed off all the I have a son your age comments with a polite smile.

She had already endured an hour of numbing shareholder banter—talks of quarterly projections, mergers that would “change the industry,” and offhand remarks about the next generation’s responsibility—before the conversation shifted. Some who came up to her wanted to know if she thought Gotham’s corporate elite were unfairly targeted in the media. Others tiptoed around the implications of her newest piece, “ The Gotham Connection: Police Donations and the Silent Hand Behind Them” , carefully phrasing their questions as curiosity rather than concern. 

She didn’t name names. Against her instincts, she’d agreed with the Chief—Gotham’s shadows needed to stay undisturbed. So, she wrote in shades of gray: anonymous donations routed through Gotham University, funding siphoned into the police department under layers of bureaucratic smokescreens. No hard names. No direct ties. Just enough to provoke questions, but not enough to make accusations.

Still, she could feel the skepticism laced into every inquiry.

She knew the names. The companies. The people in this very room who were involved. But the Chief had made it very clear—the Board was one story away from firing her. So, she played their game. For now.

It was temporary. That’s what she told herself. Just like this stockholder meeting, just like every carefully measured answer she gave. One day, when she had her Pulitzer-worthy story—when she could finally support herself and her mother without strings—she’d expose her uncle completely. Just like she had tried to before. The same attempt that got The Gazette sued.

Aless kept her responses brief and professional, forcing herself to remain composed under their scrutiny. A few lighthearted quips here and there, just enough to ease their obvious discomfort about what she was writing. In their eyes, she wasn’t a full-fledged journalist anymore—not after her fall from grace. A “recovering gossip columnist,” as her uncle so fondly put it. Not that it mattered. He didn’t care about her work, only that her presence here maintained the illusion of family unity.

So, she nodded when needed, offered the bare minimum of answers, and kept her gaze fixed on her phone as if her emails—or maybe the clock—might finally rescue her from this charade

“Alright, everyone,” Mr. Tellini, Vreeland’s new CFO, called from the podium, his voice cutting through the low murmur of conversation as people shuffled into their seats. New because the last CFO had been murdered just last week—found in his car with vines through his chest and a message carved into the leather of the driver’s seat. The official statement had been "a tragic robbery gone wrong." Alessandra didn’t believe in coincidences.

Tellini, however, didn’t seem fazed. He had been in this room for years, a fixture in her father’s world. A friend, once. And yet, here he stood, sliding seamlessly into the role, as if nothing had happened. As if the last man hadn’t been disposed of like a loose thread.

He was also the same man who had taken a bribe from her uncle, the one who had orchestrated her removal as a major shareholder after her father’s death. The memory of that cold, calculated move made her fingers tighten against the armrest. No one in this room was innocent. That was another reason she hated coming to these meetings.

“Let’s begin the annual shareholders meeting,” Tellini continued, tapping his papers together with an air of practiced indifference. As if this was routine. As if the corruption in this very room wasn’t an open secret. “Agnus, make sure to note the names of those absent today. I’m surprised that—” He paused, glancing toward the empty seats, his lips pressing into a thin line. “—that some of our esteemed colleagues couldn’t make—”

The door at the back of the room swung open with a quiet but deliberate creak, slicing clean through Tellini’s words like a blade. The room went still. Conversations stuttered into silence, the tension shifting, stretching tight like an invisible wire pulled taut.

Right next to Alessandra, where the dim light from the chandeliers barely reached, a figure stepped through.

Damian Wayne.

Her heart skipped a beat. The man who had haunted her thoughts and memories for months was standing there, impossibly real, an undeniable presence in a place he didn’t belong. He didn’t walk in like the other shareholders had, with their stiff postures and rehearsed smiles. He entered with measured indifference, as if stepping into a room full of power-hungry executives was no different from stepping onto a battlefield.

The contrast between him and the rest of the room couldn’t have been starker. While she and the others were dressed in business formality—crisp suits, jewel-toned dresses, neutral tones meant to command respect—Damian looked almost careless in his dark suit. Too casually cut for an event like this, too sharp in a way that didn’t match Gotham’s elite. The jacket, perfectly tailored, still held a looseness about it, a quiet defiance. His tie wasn’t knotted quite right, like he had yanked it into place at the last minute, half an afterthought. Even the way he carried himself—lean, measured, self-assured—felt like a silent rejection of the world around him.

And yet, despite that rejection, he commanded the room without effort.

Alessandra watched the way people shifted uncomfortably in their seats, how their eyes flicked toward him, waiting to see what he would do. He didn’t seem to notice or care, scanning the room with a level of practiced detachment, jaw tight, expression unreadable.

Then, his gaze flicked toward her seat. Just for a second. Barely a glance. But it was enough.

A jolt ran through her chest, sharp and unexpected. It had been months . They hadn’t spoken since that night—the dinner, the fight, the moment everything between them cracked wide open before slamming shut again. And now, here he was, standing in this suffocating corporate world that he clearly despised, the very world he was slowly dismantling from the inside as Wayne Enterprises’ new CFO.

Aless willed herself to look away first. Her hands curled into fists under the table as she turned back to Tellini, a familiar, simmering anger creeping into her chest. She knew Wayne Enterprises had holdings in Vreeland Oil—her uncle had made that clear. But she hadn’t expected him to be the representative.

It was the first time since the takeover that Wayne Enterprises had sent someone from the family to these meetings. Not one of her uncle’s usual lapdogs. Not a faceless corporate liaison. 

Damian Wayne .

Last year, even when they owned more than twenty percent of the company, their seat remained empty. But now, suddenly, he was here. Aless was so lost in the swirl of her own thoughts—frustration, unease, something else she didn’t want to name—that she didn’t immediately notice the shift in the room. The quiet murmurs, the subtle glances being exchanged. The whispers about him . About his sudden rise.

It wasn’t until she heard the soft rustle of his footsteps—measured, quiet, deliberate—that she became fully aware of him moving toward the head of the table.

Damian’s presence seemed to steal the air from the room.

Her pulse quickened as his eyes flicked over her, just once, sharp and fleeting, before he slid into the seat next to her uncle.

Of course. Of all days to see him again, it had to be today . On a day when everything felt precarious, when she could barely keep herself from unraveling at the seams.

She couldn’t bring herself to look away, even as the weight of his presence pressed into the edges of her awareness. What was left between them? A fragile truce? A wreckage of past words and half-forgotten confessions? Maybe nothing at all.

The silence between them had stretched on for so long it had become its own entity—thick, heavy, suffocating. The flowers— those damn flowers —had been the only thing linking them for weeks. A quiet, wordless thread between them. Yet now, even that felt hollow. She wondered, briefly, if he ever thought about it, about those bouquets, about what they had meant—or if they were as meaningless to him as the air they breathed. As meaningless as the apology he had given her.

Her gaze flickered toward him once more, unable to resist.

And just like that, their eyes locked.

Brief. Almost imperceptible.

Like a spark neither of them had control over.

For a moment, everything else disappeared. The noise of the room dulled, the shuffling of papers and the low murmur of conversation fading into static.

And then, just as quickly, it was over.

The world around them snapped back into focus. The shareholders’ voices grew louder. The clink of pens against paper resumed.

But Alessandra couldn’t shake the feeling.

She barely registered Tellini droning on about the agenda, her mind still buzzing as Damian settled into his chair like he belonged there—like he wasn’t quietly loathing every second of it.

Because she knew him.

Damian hated these meetings. Hated the sterile, corporate world of Wayne Industries and its endless acquisitions. Hated being paraded around as the next heir, the face of a company he had no interest in running. But he had accepted the role. He had made himself necessary.

Because he needed to be here.

Not for the business.

But for her .

Here he was, sitting at the head of the table, trying not to scowl as Tellini introduced him formally to the shareholders, listing his accolades like they were anything but a carefully constructed front.

But as the meeting started, Damian’s mind had already begun to drift, his control slipping as he scanned the room again for her .

Alessandra. 

She sat on the opposite side of the table near the door, a placement that likely denoted exactly where she stood in this corporate hierarchy. Her posture was composed, but her eyes—glazed over, unfocused—told another story. She was staring at the PowerPoint in front of them, detached, uninterested. Like before. Like at the dinner. After they had both said too much.

Damian thought about it too much. More than he should. More than he had any right to. He thought about it every time he picked out a bouquet to send, debating whether he should sign his name this time or let the flowers speak for him. Every time his hand hovered over his phone, he considered texting her. Every time he read one of her articles and noted that she was back on the Features team. Nothing had been resolved. Nothing had been said.

His mind wandered to their last conversation, to the way she had held herself—rigid, masked, controlled. The way she had looked at him, it was like she was trying to carve out distance with her gaze alone. She was the same, and yet she wasn’t. But what surprised him most was the way his gaze lingered.

Damn it.

Why hadn’t she responded to the flowers? Was she really not going to accept his apology? He thought he had made it clear.

Damian’s eyes swept over her again, but this time, it wasn’t just curiosity. She looked different here. Not the confident, sharp-witted journalist who used her words like scalpels, but someone who had been forced into a world that didn’t fit her. There was something subdued about her presence, something dimmed. She sat there, straight-backed but distant, and for the first time, he realized— she looked stuck.

He understood the weight pressing down on her. He knew about the upheaval in her life, of course—her mother’s condition, her uncle’s stranglehold over her future. But seeing her here, in this environment, surrounded by people who likely saw her as a nuisance rather than an equal, made it hit harder. She hated this. It was written in the tension in her shoulders, the way her hands curled slightly in her lap, as if resisting the urge to ball into fists.

And yet, she was still here.

Damian’s thoughts tangled as he tried to piece it together. Why?

He had read between the lines of her last article, the one where she all but spelled out how her uncle had stolen the company from her after her father’s death. A betrayal so cold it might as well have been inevitable. But Alessandra had never been the type to sit back and take things. She had always been the one to set fire to what hurt her. So why was she still in this room, playing their game? What claim did she even have left? And for what reason?

Before he could think about it any further, his eyes flicked back toward her. Again. He couldn’t stop himself, even though everything in him told him not to look. He was supposed to be focusing on the meeting, on memorizing the names of the people he might one day have to protect—or expose—as Batman.

But then their gazes met.

And suddenly, none of that mattered.

This wasn’t the casual glance he had given her earlier. This was different. Something twisted in his chest, sharp and visceral, tightening in a way that made it hard to breathe for a split second. There was an understanding there, an unspoken recognition of something neither of them had the words for—but both felt keenly.

We have so much to talk about but so little to say.

For a moment, neither of them looked away. The rest of the room dulled into the background, voices fading, time stretching unnaturally. The silence between them said more than words ever could.

And then, just like that, the moment passed.

Damian forced himself to turn back, though the unease in his chest lingered like an echo.

Tellini’s voice droned on, something about quarterly earnings and projected dividends, but it barely registered. The corporate agenda blurred into meaningless noise. His mind kept circling back, pulling him toward a single thought:

Why hasn’t she said anything?

He had expected a response—anything, really. An acknowledgment. A curse. A text laced with sarcasm. Something. Instead, there had been nothing but silence.

Was she waiting for him ?

Or was he the only one still waiting?

Damian could feel the space between them. A chasm that had widened after that night, after they walked away from each other, both too proud to bridge the gap. And she hadn’t done anything to close the distance since.

So, Damian respected that.

Alessandra shifted slightly in her seat, barely even looking up as her uncle continued his speech, and for a fleeting moment, Damian wondered— was she thinking about him, too?

No. She was too proud for that.

She hated him too much.

The meeting dragged on, stretching endlessly under the harsh buzz of the fluorescent lights. Alessandra barely heard a word of it, her mind skimming over the dull hum of corporate jargon as she focused instead on the sharp pulse of her headache. She was everywhere but here.

My mother is in the ICU. My uncle is tightening his grip. And now this.

She felt like a caged animal, forced to stay still while the walls inched closer, the pressure mounting. And she knew the moment was coming. It always did. The part of the evening where her uncle would make her earn her keep.

Last year, it had been enduring a dinner party, seated beside her aunt at a table filled with major stockholders. The entire night had been a performance—one she had no choice but to play along with. A parade of backhanded compliments, of thinly veiled barbs disguised as well-meaning remarks. You’re lucky your uncle is taking such good care of you and your mother. It’s so admirable how you’re trying to keep yourself busy with journalism. You must be so grateful.

Every word had been a test, every glance an assessment, waiting to see if she would slip, if the mask would crack.

Tonight, she knew, would be no different.

As if on cue, his voice sliced through her thoughts.

"Alessandra."

Sharp. Impatient. He had been watching her. He always was. She didn’t need to meet his gaze to feel the weight of it, the expectation pressing down like a vice. The meeting had barely wrapped before he was already moving. Already pulling her into the next act of the performance.

"Come on. It’s time for you to talk to Mr. Wayne," he muttered, his voice low enough that only she could hear.

Her stomach twisted.

Of course. Of course.

Her chest tightened, and for a moment, everything in her body screamed no. But she had no choice. She couldn’t afford to be defiant—not now, not with her mother’s condition worsening and her uncle’s grip tightening like a noose around her future. So, with a practiced, carefully measured smile, Alessandra stood.

"I can introduce myself," she said, her voice smooth but clipped as she pulled her arm free from his grip.

Her uncle chuckled under his breath, though there was no real amusement in it. "Don’t be difficult, Alessandra."

"Not difficult. Just capable."

He let out a sharp exhale through his nose, irritation flickering across his expression. "You’ve spent too much time playing reporter. This is a different game. One you are not winning."

"And talking to Damian Wayne is supposed to be my winning move?" she asked dryly, arching a brow.

Her uncle’s grip tightened just slightly on her wrist before he let go, his voice a quiet warning. "You’re going to be polite, you’re going to be agreeable, and you’re not going to embarrass me. This is more than a business relationship, and I expect you to act like it. Do you understand?"

Alessandra smiled sweetly, the way he hated. "Crystal clear."

The moment she locked eyes with Damian, though, her stomach dropped.

"Damian," her uncle greeted him, voice too loud, too rehearsed, as he grabbed her arm again and pulled her toward him. "I’d like you to meet my niece, Alessandra Vreeland."

Alessandra’s stomach tightened, but her face remained carefully impassive as she stepped forward. So this is how it’s going to be, then? She forced a smile—one that didn’t quite reach her eyes—and extended her hand toward Damian, pretending as though their history, the one that had entangled them far too tightly, had never existed.

Damian mirrored her expression, though the effort felt like it might crack his jaw. His grip was firm but impersonal, his gaze locked onto hers. They both played their roles flawlessly, keeping up the illusion for the sake of the room, for the sake of the game they were being forced to play.

And in a way, wasn’t this the first time they had truly met ?

Why haven’t you said anything? Why are we pretending we don’t know each other?

Before this, they had only met three times in their adult lives. Each encounter brief, their interactions confined to carefully drawn lines, never lasting more than a few hours. Strangers, technically. Two people orbiting the same city, the same social circles, drawn together only through a business transaction neither of them had agreed to.

But reality was different. The recognition between them was electric, suffocating. It crackled in the air between them, thick and unspoken, neither of them daring to acknowledge it.

Her uncle, oblivious to the tension he had just ignited, continued speaking as though this was all part of some grand design. “You’re the same age, both so young, both rising stars in Gotham, and I thought maybe you could be friends. Get along, maybe even collaborate. You know, young people in business, so much potential in this city.” He chuckled, a grating sound that made Alessandra’s fingers twitch with restraint. “I’m sure you two would have plenty to talk about.”

Damian barely heard him. His focus was locked entirely on Alessandra—the way she stood there, the slight downturn of her lips, the tension in her shoulders that she wasn’t even trying to mask. She was a live wire, barely contained.

The questions swirled in his mind, tangled up in the past, in all the things left unsaid. Why pretend? Why not acknowledge what lingered between them? Why not just say something ?

Alessandra was thinking the same thing. She had to be.

She had spent months in silence, reinforcing the distance between them. And yet here he was, standing in front of her as if he hadn’t sent her flowers every week for the past nine months. As if he hadn’t apologized in the only way he seemed to know how.

And what for?

She had half a mind to throw it all back in his face, to demand to know why he was still playing this game, why he was pretending when every nerve in her body was screaming at him.

Her uncle kept talking, but neither of them listened.

They were too busy staring at each other, questions swirling like an oncoming storm.

Why are you still here?

What about the flowers?

Why haven’t you said anything?

What did I say wrong last time?

What happens now?

But neither of them spoke.

And so they remained, side by side, yet worlds apart.

Her uncle clapped Damian on the shoulder with exaggerated cheerfulness, his smile widening as if he had just set something in motion, something grand and inevitable. “Alright, you two talk. Get to know each other, huh? I’m sure you’ll find plenty to discuss. I have to talk to Wiggins.”

The words weren’t a suggestion. They were a command. Sharp. Final. And completely inescapable. Before either of them could respond in protest, he was already turning away, his back retreating as he moved toward a group of other shareholders who were more than happy to bask in his attention. The room was buzzing again, the conversation picking up in his absence, but the space where Alessandra and Damian stood felt frozen, as if time had stopped entirely.

Alessandra could feel the weight of her uncle’s departure, and the tension that followed was immediate and suffocating. She glanced at Damian, feeling the silence press down on her chest. Her heart was pounding in her ears. Her uncle had no idea—no idea how much control he thought he had over this situation, how much he thought he could manipulate. But in reality, this wasn’t just about business. This was personal. It was a game, and her uncle knew exactly how to play it. Get to know each other, he'd said, as if that could somehow bridge the wide gap her uncle had created between her and the Waynes.

Damian stood just a few feet away, his posture stiff. His gaze flickered briefly to her and then away, his expression carefully neutral. Alessandra's stomach flipped, a strange mix of frustration and confusion swirling in her chest. She had no idea how to start this conversation.  

You sent flowers to me every week, and you never said why once.

I sent flowers to you every week, and you never acknowledged them once. 

The silence stretched on, heavier now.

"So," she started, but her voice came out too softly, too awkward. She cleared her throat, trying again. "I... guess we’re supposed to get to know each other." Her attempt at a casual opener sounded weak even to her own ears. They’d actually never had a conversation like this before. A normal one. Filled with pleasantries. Networking questions.  

Damian shifted slightly, his gaze flicking over her face for just a second before looking away again. His jaw clenched. “Yes,” he muttered, though it didn’t feel like a real response. More like an acknowledgement of the situation they were both stuck in. “I believe so.”

They stood there for a moment, neither of them knowing what to say next. The distant hum of the room, the laughs, and the low murmur of conversations only added to the awkwardness. Aless could feel the weight of his silence pressing on her, just as much as she was sure he could feel hers. It wasn’t like the usual awkward silences between strangers—this one was loaded, heavy with things unsaid, with the ghost of a past they weren’t addressing.

“Alessandra,” Damian said finally, his voice almost too loud in the otherwise hushed space. “Are you still writing for the Gazette ?”

Aless’ eyes narrowed slightly. It reminded her about the question he had asked her. Why don’t you leave? Was he going to make fun of her now? After she told him everything that was holding her back? Or was he asking because he actually cared? She didn’t know. She didn’t know anything anymore.

“Yeah,” she replied, her tone curt. “Still there. Published something recently.”

“I read it.” His hand, which had been resting on the back of his chair, clenched into a fist for a split second. He looked over at her again, this time with more intensity, like he was struggling to keep himself composed. “I saw the article about the anonymous, private donations to the police. Interesting piece.”

Aless blinked, surprised. She hadn’t expected him to mention it, but she nodded stiffly. “It was... more about the implications than anything else. Didn’t name anyone; he didn’t want to cause trouble. Just pointed out a phenomenon happening in Gotham.”

A beat of silence stretched between them, and Alessandra just stood there, waiting for him to say something else, something more. But nothing came.

Damian’s eyes lingered on her, his lips pressed into a thin line as if he was trying to decide whether to ask her something. His next words came out carefully, almost hesitantly. “Are you... still working on that investigative piece.”

Aless' eyes flicked to his, a mix of surprise and frustration flickering behind her gaze. Now, he was asking about a detail. Something they talked about at the dinner. Was this his acknowledgment that it actually happened? “No. That’s... I’ve written some pieces here and there, but none that I’ve been happy with.”

Damian nodded, but his expression was unreadable. “I am sure you’ll find something satisfactory to write on.”

The silence returned with even more force than before. Neither of them was sure where to go from here. The questions lingered, the things they both knew they should talk about—but neither was willing to be the one to open that door. Neither of them was ready to face whatever lay behind it.

Alessandra swallowed thickly, suddenly feeling very aware of how close they were, of how much space had once existed between them, and how much was left now. And then, like some kind of unspoken agreement, they both took a step back, almost simultaneously, as if the proximity was suddenly unbearable.

“Anyway,” Alessandra said, her voice quiet and almost defeated. “It was nice... seeing you again. We have a… family dinner after this, so…”

Damian’s eyes flicked to her one last time. “Yes. It is nice to see you doing well.”

The words didn’t feel right. There was too much weight in them, too much left unsaid. They didn’t get to ask each other why. And as they both turned away, stepping back into the noise and bustle of the room, Aless couldn’t help but wonder what Damian was thinking—what he wanted to say. But it didn’t matter. It was too late now, wasn’t it?

Damian couldn’t help but clench his jaw. Alessandra might’ve been pretending, but so was he. He didn’t know what he expected from her—maybe some acknowledgment, maybe a piece of her that would make it easier to move on from whatever this was. But all he got was the same silence. The same distance. It infuriated him to some extent. Why do I even care about this?

It was too late, wasn’t it? Too late for what? Damian didn’t know.

Chapter Text

"Come to my office," he had said over the phone. "We need to talk." 

Her stomach churned as she made her way up the familiar marble staircases to his office, the tall windows casting long shadows on the walls as though the building itself knew something she didn’t. The city was beginning to settle into its evening routine, the streets outside alive with noise, but inside her uncle’s sanctum, the air was suffocatingly still.

She knocked twice, the sound almost too loud in the silence. Her uncle didn’t even bother to look up as she entered, instead continuing to review a set of documents laid out on his desk.

"Close the door," he said, his voice low and dismissive.

When Alessandra was younger, this office had been a completely different world. It had been filled with life, with love, with warmth. Her father, the former CEO of Vreeland Oil, had filled the walls with family photos—his proud smile always standing out next to her mother’s and her own, the two of them beaming in every frame. There were pictures of Alessandra as a child, her trophies proudly displayed on shelves, hand-drawn cards from school taped on the walls. It was a place where laughter had lived, where his voice had echoed as he spoke of ambition, family, and dreams for the future. 

Now, the air was thick with the scent of old leather, cigars, and money, the space almost unrecognizable. It was cold and impersonal, and everything that had once been warm had been wiped away, replaced with the sharp, sterile atmosphere that her uncle had cultivated since her father's death. The once vibrant office had become a monument to loss, and it felt like her father's presence had been completely erased—his legacy, his love for his family, and the life he had given her, all reduced to the hollow silence of his successor’s rule.

Her uncle had done everything in his power to erase her father’s legacy. Including holding her and her mother captive. How much Aless wanted to tell him she wasn’t coming and to leave her alone on the phone, but she knew if she did that, everything would be gone.

He didn’t waste time. As she sat down across from him, he leaned back in his chair, folding his hands in front of him. His eyes, sharp and calculating, met hers with a kind of predatory interest that made her blood run cold.

“You’ve been doing well at the Gazette , I’ll give you that. Even if you thought you could write about me without repercussions,” he began, his voice clipped, almost amused. “But I didn’t bring you here to discuss your career. There are more important things at hand. It’s time for you to play your biggest part in this family.” Aless’ lips pressed into a thin line, but she stayed quiet, waiting for the hammer to fall.

“You’ve seen the redistribution policy, I assume?” he continued, eyes narrowing as he scanned her face for any sign of emotion. “Because of the recent deaths, buy-ups are going to grant a larger chunk of Vreeland Oil to Wayne Enterprises. We cannot afford to lose this company to them.” He leaned forward, his hands slapping down onto the desk, a hard echo in the quiet room. “It would be a disaster, Alessandra.”

Her heart began to race, and she forced herself to keep her expression neutral. She had seen the numbers, read the reports. She was even there on Evening Desk duty when Wendel ran in shouting the news that the first shareholder’s body had been found in his home. Vines around his neck. She knew what was coming, and she hated it. She knew it from the moment he’d purposely introduced her to him at the shareholders meeting two weeks ago. She hated that he was trying to manipulate her into this—again.

“You need to focus on Damian Wayne,” her uncle continued, his voice laced with impatience. “He’s practically yours for the taking. He’s got no ties, no obligations, and he’s looking for distractions after his breakup. Strategically, you’re perfect for the role, Alessandra.” His gaze turned cold, the words almost slithering out of his mouth as if they were rehearsed. “If you play your cards right, we can ensure Wayne Enterprises doesn’t go unchecked with their incoming sway in Vreeland. We can keep this company in our hands.”

The universe had a sick way of telling her that she could never forget Damian Wayne.

Alessandra’s stomach turned as his words hung in the air, thick with the promise of manipulation. She knew exactly what he was asking of her— no, demanding. He wanted her to use herself as a pawn in his game, to seduce Damian Wayne, to turn his attention away from the business and towards her, to ensure the Wayne empire never fully claimed what should have been her birthright.

“Then, what do you know? If you succeed beyond my expectations, we’ll have an heir in both the Vreeland and Wayne lines. There is no way they would give the company over to any child of that gay adopted son over a child of Bruce Wayne’s only biological son.”

Her hands clenched into fists on her lap, the pressure building with each passing second. She had heard this all before. It was always about the business with him. Always about the power, the money, the control.

“Absolutely not,” she said, her voice steady despite the rising anger in her chest. “You can’t just control my life like this. I have done everything you wanted. I left Gotham when you told me to. I came back when you told me to. I stay here and follow your every directive because of the grasp you have on my mother. You have no right to—”

Her uncle’s expression hardened, the mask of politeness slipping just enough to reveal the jagged edge of his true nature. He interrupted her with a dismissive gesture as if her words were of little consequence.

“You want to keep playing the independent woman , Alessandra?” He leaned in closer, his voice lowering to a dangerous whisper. “Fine. But I think you forget the reality of our situation.” His eyes locked onto hers, and there was something almost venomous in the way he spoke next. “If you don’t do this—if you don’t focus on Damian Wayne like I tell you to—then your rent will become the least of your problems. I could snap my fingers, and the money I’ve been sending for your Mother’s treatments? Gone. Every penny. You want to see what it’s like without me propping you up? You and your mother will be on the streets before you can blink… Eleanor might not even make it to the streets before she…”

Alessandra’s breath caught in her throat. Her uncle’s words were poison, and they struck deep, the sharpest wound of all. He wasn’t just threatening her—he was threatening her mother. Her mother, who had already suffered so much, whose life hung in the balance, was kept alive by the money he controlled.

“You’ve always hated her, haven’t you?” Aless’ voice cracked, but she pressed on, her anger burning through the tears she could feel stinging at the corners of her eyes. “You hate her because she’s the only person in this whole damn world who ever stood up to you. She tried to have you arrested. But you don’t care about her, do you? You never have.”

Her uncle’s lips curled into something that was almost a smile. “Hate is a strong word,” he said smoothly. “But I’ve never had much use for her. And if it takes a little... adjustment on your part to keep us in control, then so be it.” He stood up, pacing the length of his office with an air of finality. “I’m giving you a choice, Alessandra. Either you play your part, or I take everything away. Your money. Your future. Hell, I could probably take your job too! I can make you disappear so quickly that no one will remember your name. And I’ve got no problem doing it.”

Aless felt the full weight of his threat settle into the pit of her stomach, like a lead weight dragging her under. She knew it wasn’t an empty one. Her uncle had the power to do it. He had always had the power to control her, to twist her life into whatever shape he wanted.

And at that moment, Aless felt the walls of her world closing in. Her options were slipping away, one by one, and the only thing that seemed clear was that she would have to do exactly what he wanted. Or at least pretend that’s what she was doing. But no matter how much she hated it, how much she loathed herself for even considering it, the truth was undeniable: she needed his money. And she needed it now . Her mother’s treatment had just doubled in price. 

“Fine,” she said finally, her voice thick with the weight of defeat. “I’ll do it.”

Her uncle smiled then, the cruel, satisfied expression of someone who had just secured his victory. “Good girl. Now, let’s find a way for you to see him again. Soon. Yes? I have a meeting. Get out.” That last line made Aless snort, and she stood, wanting to be anywhere but here on her day off. She was tempted to text Jay, but he’d been turning into her emotional support friend way too early, and she knew he’d be with Jon.

Her fingers clenched around the cold metal handle of her uncle’s office door. 

Damian Wayne. Why is it always him?  

The thought haunted her as she opened the door just a fraction, enough to let the cool, artificial air of the hallway rush in. She could feel the weight of her uncle’s words still pressing against her, suffocating her with expectations, with demands. How was she supposed to handle this? How was she supposed to act around him after everything? The awkwardness between them was palpable, so thick it almost suffocated her whenever she thought about it.

A bitter laugh escaped her lips as she stepped out of the office. She hated him. She hated her uncle for putting her in this position, for manipulating her, for treating her like an object to be used and discarded when it no longer served his interests. She hated the idea of being forced to play this game—to get close to Damian, to use him, when everything inside her screamed not to. She had no desire to play his game. No desire to use anyone, to pretend for his benefit. It was all too much.

Damian —the way he looked at her during that meeting, the unspoken tension between them, the history they shared, the questions they had both avoided. How could she just walk up to him now and pretend it was nothing? Pretend it was just business?

Her hand rested on the door handle again, but she wasn’t ready to face the world outside, not yet. The corridor stretched before her, endless and sterile, just like everything else in this place. But just as her fingers tightened to pull the door fully open, a sudden blast of wind tore through the room. Glass shattered. The windows behind her uncle’s desk exploded outward with a deafening crash, sending shards of glass flying across the room, and the air was filled with the unmistakable sound of vines snapping and twisting.

Alessandra froze, instinctively throwing her arms up to shield her face, but the force of the blast was enough to knock her back. Her head hit the door hard, and a ringing in her ears followed. Her heart raced, her body instantly on alert. Before she could even process what was happening, through the windows came their assailant. A woman, green-skinned and impossibly calm despite the wreckage she had caused, stepped into the office. 

Poison Ivy.

Her uncle shouted in surprise, scrambling to push himself away from the large vines that were now wrapping around him. Aless tried to move, but the daze she was in wasn’t allowing her brain to talk to her body. It was just yelling DANGER! DANGER! but doing nothing about it. 

"What is this?! Get off me! You can't do this!" He struggled, but it was no use. Ivy’s vines tightened around his limbs, binding him to the chair like a helpless puppet.

"Quiet." Ivy’s voice was low, a musical purr laced with pure venom. “Your kind always likes to talk—always has an excuse for the destruction you cause." She barely spared a glance at Aless, her gaze focused solely on her uncle. "But you... You’ve been poisoning this city for years, haven’t you, Vreeland? Filling the air and water with your pollution. Tainting the earth with your greed. You think you can get away with it forever?”

Aless’ throat went dry, her mind racing. She had been trained to think quickly in situations like this, but Poison Ivy ? The woman who controlled plants with the flick of her wrist? How was she supposed to fight this? What was she even supposed to do? There was nothing holding her down besides herself. If Aless could just will herself to start crawling out the open door ( maybe she’d call for help), then she’d be free. 

The vines around her uncle’s body tightened further, and he winced, his breath coming in short gasps. All Aless could do right now was watch. "I’m a businessman, not a villain! I’ve—" But Ivy cut him off with a cold, sharp laugh.

Businessman , hm?” She cocked her head, studying him with disdain. “You're no better than the rot that runs through this city. But it's not just you I’m after, Vreeland. I’ll take down your whole Board. Your whole company with my babies.” Aless could only move her hands, trying to claw at the floor to pull herself anywhere but there. But reaching, moving, sent a wave of nausea through her, and she couldn’t stop the involuntary noise that exited her mouth. A shout of pain indicated to Ivy she’d been here the whole time.

Her eyes shifted toward Alessandra, narrowing.

Alessandra stiffened, her body tensing instinctively. Something in Ivy’s gaze made her feel like a trapped animal. Ivy’s lips curled into a dangerous smile, and the sound of more vines creeping through the shattered windows made Alessandra’s skin crawl. She was helpless as they slinked their way over to her. 

"And who is this?" Ivy asked, her voice almost syrupy in sweetness. Aless could feel a chill run down her spine, her pulse quickening. Ivy was watching her with a predatory gleam in her eyes, calculating.

Her mouth went dry, her body tensing as the vines began to creep closer, winding and curling like snakes on the hunt. She struggled, but it was futile. The air around her felt thick and oppressive, and the pounding of her heart drowned out everything else. She didn’t know how to fight this, how to escape the grip of Ivy’s monstrous plants, and panic set in, hot and suffocating.

Before she could even fully process the terror blooming inside her, one of the vines shot forward with terrifying speed, wrapping around her ankle like a vice. Her breath caught in her throat, and for a split second, everything seemed to freeze. The sharp, unyielding pressure of the vine was too much. She tried to pull her leg away, but it only tightened, the thorns scraping against her skin as it yanked her backward. The force knocked the breath out of her chest, sending a sharp, sickening pain through her abdomen. The ground seemed to tilt beneath her, her body thrown off balance as she was dragged, helpless, toward Ivy. The room spun as her mind reeled from the sudden loss of control. The vine, relentless and unforgiving, continued its pull, dragging her closer to Ivy, who stood in the center of the chaos, her eyes glowing with a wicked satisfaction.

Aless’s breath was coming in short, panicked gasps, and the nauseating feeling in her stomach only worsened. White splattered around her vision. She could feel the weight of Ivy’s gaze, cold and calculating, bearing down on her. The woman’s smile twisted with something dark and malicious, as if relishing in the moment.

“I asked a question!” Ivy’s voice cut through the haze, sharp and cruel.

She flinched, instinctively looking toward her uncle. But before she could focus on his face, a thick vine lashed out and struck him with a force that made the air snap. The sickening crack echoed through the office, and Alessandra watched as her uncle’s head snapped to the side, his glasses flying across the room in a wide arc. The vine had left a deep red mark across his face, and for a brief, horrifying moment, Aless was frozen.

It was a strange sensation, knowing she should care—knowing she should feel something—but her mind was too clouded with panic. She couldn’t even focus on the image of her uncle’s stunned, pain-stricken face. She could be next. The world was spinning.

“My niece!” With all her might, Alessandra started thrashing, panic overtaking her every movement. She kicked and twisted, trying to break free of the vines that coiled around her legs, her arms, her chest. But the harder she fought, the tighter they pulled, each movement only worsening the sting of the thorns that dug into her skin. They were relentless, constricting around her body, biting deep and dragging the blood to the surface. She could feel it, hot and searing against her skin.

Ivy’s smile deepened, curling like something out of a nightmare. “Well, well,” she purred, looking down at Alessandra, her voice dripping with venom. “Isn’t this convenient? A family affair.”

Her heart pounded in her ears, each beat a deafening thrum of terror. The vines seemed to grow stronger, as if they could sense her desperation. They surged higher, wrapping around her shoulders, her wrists, binding her completely. Every time she moved, the thorns pressed deeper into her, the sharp edges tearing at the fabric of her shirt and her skin.

“Ivy, stop! Please!” she gasped, but her voice came out weak, strained. She barely recognized it. The air felt thick with the scent of crushed leaves and earth, the atmosphere suffocating. Each breath was harder to take, and each one choked with the oppressive weight of Ivy's presence.

Ivy stood across the room, watching her with dark, gleaming eyes, her lips curling into a slow, predatory smile. She didn’t seem to care about Alessandra’s struggle—didn’t seem to care about her pain.

"Struggling won’t save you," Ivy purred, her voice cold and calm. “You’re just as corrupt as he is.” She nodded toward her uncle, who was still struggling in the corner, held by several more vines that kept him pinned. "You’re nothing more than another piece of this filthy corporate machine.”

Alessandra’s mind raced. She couldn’t let Ivy take her down with such ease. She wouldn’t . She gritted her teeth, ignoring the pain from the thorns cutting deeper into her flesh. She didn’t care. She had to focus. Think.

It wasn’t until Ivy stepped closer, her booted foot landing heavily on the ground with an almost finality, that Alessandra could gather enough strength to snap back with a voice that was raw but unwavering. Every word hurt her head even more. “I’m not like him! I’m a—”

Her words were cut off as Ivy’s tendrils yanked tighter, her voice low and mocking. “Oh? You think you’re any different? You’ll just take his place, keep the empire running, corrupt it all over again. I should end you both now, together .” Ivy’s eyes flicked to her uncle, still bound helplessly in the corner. “The world will be better off without your toxic family. Joker took care of daddy and mommy, but not you.”

Alessandra’s chest tightened, bile rising in her throat. The last thing she needed was Ivy’s twisted judgment on her family. The last thing she needed to remember, now, was her parents. Her father’s death. At the hands of another Gotham villan. But she had no time to argue or cry or feel bad about it, she had to fight back with words. She needed to get out. She needed a plan.

“I-I’m a reporter! I wrote… ugh, a-about the dumping into the river! Ah!” Her scream broke through the room as a vine, the one around her ankle, twisted. Aless' heard the bone crack. She felt the searing pain instantly. 

“I have no time for this.” The vines tightened. She could barely breathe. And then, just as Aless thought she couldn’t bear it anymore, the air in the room seemed to shift— crackling , almost—as though something was about to happen. A door crashed open with a thunderous noise, the sound splintering through the room like a crack of lightning. The ground trembled beneath them, and the air was charged with energy.

It was too fast, too sudden for Aless in her state to fully comprehend what was happening at first. Then she saw it— him . A dark, towering figure stepped through the broken door, a silhouette stark against the chaos. A figure that seemed to swallow the light, a shadow amongst the madness.

Batman.

Her heart skipped. She had seen him only a few times in her life—when she used to chase them down alleyways in high school. But this... this was real. The darkness that enveloped him was undeniable. His very presence seemed to pull everything else into the background, to put all of Gotham on hold.

Ivy’s eyes snapped toward the figure, and a flicker of uncertainty flashed across her face. Her vines recoiled instinctively, hissing and snapping like angry serpents. But Batman wasn’t fazed.

“Let. Them. Go. Ivy,” Batman’s voice boomed, low and cold, commanding.

Alessandra’s heart thudded wildly in her chest as the air itself seemed to tighten. The tension between the two - hero and villain- was palpable, and for the first time in what felt like forever, Alessandra allowed herself to feel a fleeting hope.

“You think you can stop me?” Ivy hissed, her voice dripping with contempt. “You’re just another part of this city’s poison. You can’t stop me from saving Gotham!”

Batman didn’t respond to her taunt. Instead, he moved—faster than anything Alessandra had ever seen. He reached out with a fluid motion, his gloved hand seizing one of Ivy’s vines with terrifying precision. He twisted it, snapping it with a brutal crack.

Ivy screamed in frustration, her body jerking as she tried to regain control over her remaining tendrils. But Batman wasn’t done. He moved again, his cape sweeping through the air like the blade of a knife. Another vine lashed out, but Batman was already there, his hand gripping it, pulling it out of her control. Ivy was on the defensive now, stumbling backward.

Alessandra’s heart was still racing, and the pain in her ankle was sharp, but she managed to pull herself together enough to watch as Batman pressed forward. With each move, Ivy seemed to lose ground, the vines retreating under his relentless assault.

“Batman!” Ivy screeched, her face contorted in rage. “You can’t protect Gotham from its own decay! He is the villain in all of this.”

But Batman was unyielding. He didn’t answer. He didn’t need to.

With a final, decisive move, Batman yanked Ivy toward him, throwing her off balance. He swiftly wrapped her vines around her, using the very weapon that Ivy had used to bind Alessandra. With a flick of his wrist, he neutralized her, the last of her power slipping away.

As Ivy slumped to the floor, defeated, Batman turned toward Alessandra. His eyes, cold and focused, met hers for a brief moment. Alessandra could barely keep her eyes open, the pain from her ankle and her head still searing through her body, but his gaze... it was intense. It was as if he was looking through her, seeing past the mess of everything and focusing on something much more important.

“Are you alright?” Batman’s voice was softer than before, but still firm, like steel. His gaze didn’t soften, but there was something there—something that almost felt like reassurance.

Alessandra nodded, barely able to get the words out. “I... I...” Her voice was weak, strained from the pain. The adrenaline had worn off. Tears filled her eyes. She decided not to lie to Gotham’s caped crusader. “ No .”

Batman didn’t flinch at her admission. His eyes never left her, as though he could read every word in her fractured response, the hesitation and the weight of her fear. He took a step forward, closing the distance between them with purposeful silence. The room felt oddly still now, as if the air itself had paused, holding its breath. He leaned down, taking out a knife from his belt, and started hacking at the vines that surrounded her. 

“Stay with me,” he said, his voice low, commanding, but underlined with something else—something that sounded like genuine concern. Alessandra’s vision swam, the blackness creeping at the edges of her sight. The pain in her ankle and the nausea in her stomach were almost too much to bear. It felt like the room was spinning, her mind thick with confusion.

“My uncle?” she managed to rasp. 

“Fine,” Batman grunted, “Calling the police.” Damian’s heart was hammering in his chest. He couldn’t let it show. He didn’t. The mask he wore had always been his shield, not just from Gotham’s criminal underbelly but from himself. From the emotions that threatened to rise up when he saw her—Alessandra—vulnerable, hurting. No , he told himself. He couldn’t afford to care.

But that didn’t stop his focus from zeroing in on her. The sharp breath that trembled through her lips with every vine he pulled away—he hated it. Every instinct screamed at him to help her , to lift her up and carry her to safety. 

The knowledge that she was this close to crumbling under the weight of her injuries gnawed at him. His gaze flicked to her ankle, the bone obviously broken, the deepening bruising spreading across her skin. The cuts from Ivy’s vines were small, but they marred her skin in a way that made his chest tighten. She wasn’t just hurt—she was vulnerable, exposed.

And it was his fault. He hadn’t moved fast enough. He should’ve known this was where Ivy was coming. And, Goddamn it, why was she in here? 

He forced his breath to stay steady, hands moving quickly but with practiced care, slicing through the last of the vines that held her. The entire time, his mind was screaming at him to do more , to say something , anything, to break through the quiet distance that had settled between them over the past months. But he said nothing. It was too risky. She might recognize me.

As his gloved hand hovered near her arm, the need to pull her into his arms overwhelmed him. The way she nearly collapsed into him, needing support just to stay upright—it was far too familiar. He’d seen it in his own body, the pain, the sheer exhaustion that comes from holding everything inside, even when the world seemed to be crushing you.

When his fingers brushed against her arm to steady her as he helped her stand, he immediately regretted it. The warmth of her skin, the soft, unguarded way she felt, the way her breath hitched under his touch—everything about her screamed vulnerability. He couldn’t let it affect him. He had to pull away, had to keep his distance.

And yet, he didn’t.

Damian tried to focus on the task at hand—getting her to safety. His hands were steady, his mind sharp. But something about the way Alessandra was clinging to consciousness, her body trembling in his arms, tugged at something deep inside him. It wasn’t supposed to matter.

She was just the girl he’d always been at odds with, the one who had a knack for challenging him, digging at his pride with sharp words and pointed barbs. They had never been friends, never more than reluctant allies, a truce formed out of embarrassment and mutual understanding. There had been no relationship between them—nothing beyond the tenuous agreement to coexist, to let each other have their space in Gotham that never overlapped.

But now, seeing her hurt, bruised, and vulnerable in his arms—it felt like something had shifted. It reminded him of the night he found her and her parents in the alleyway. 

Seeing her broken, battered by Ivy’s wrath, the rebellious edge gone from her posture as she collapsed against him—it was like something snapped in his mind. She was hurt . The need to protect her, to make sure she was okay, took him by surprise.

As he walked through the shattered office, carefully supporting her, a flash of memory: the shareholder’s meeting, the awkwardness between them, the words left unsaid. At the time, he hadn’t cared. Told himself it didn’t matter. But now, with her so fragile in his arms, he realized how deeply it had affected him.

He wanted to fix it, to take her pain away, but he didn’t know how. He didn’t even understand why he wanted to. It was just there , a deep, unwanted pull in his chest that he couldn’t shake off.

For a split second, he considered saying something. Anything to ease her obvious pain, to offer reassurance. But no words came. He wasn’t that person. Batman didn’t have time for that. Damian Wayne didn’t need to comfort people.

And yet, all he could think was: Why does it feel like I’m the one who failed her?

Her words, barely a whisper, were faint against the sound of his own heartbeat. “I... I’m definitely not fine,” she said, and his chest constricted.

No, you’re not. The words tore through his mind, raw and unspoken. 

He straightened, his mind already shifting back into the tactical, the focused, the unemotional. It was the only way he could maintain control. The only way he could protect her from his own self from wherever these overwhelming feelings were.

“I am taking you out of here,” he said, his voice firm, offering her nothing. Not an ounce of softness, not even a hint of the vulnerability that threatened to break through. He didn’t give her a choice, but the urgency in his tone was clear enough. He could feel her body against his, her breathing shallow and labored, her wounds raw.

“Batman…” she whispered, her voice shaking, but her words caught in her throat. She was still unsure of everything, the chaotic blur of events crashing against each other in her mind. The man who had just saved her, who had shown up out of nowhere, seemed as much a mystery as the monster who had nearly killed her. She could feel herself fading fast. He saw it too, which made the situation feel more precarious.

She could’ve been anyone. Anyone at all.

But she wasn’t. She was her .

And somehow, that fact made everything a thousand times harder.

With a practiced fluidity, he shot a grapple gun to the nearest rooftop, pulling her into his arms. He needed to get her somewhere fast. A hospital. The Batcave. Somewhere . That’s why he was doing this. The ambulance would take forever. The police would ask her questions before caring for her. It wasn’t good enough. 

“I won’t let you fall,” he muttered low under his breath, almost too soft to hear, but a promise nonetheless. Alessandra wouldn’t ever know he said the words, though. Wouldn’t know the fight in his chest as he swung above the city of Gotham. She’d already passed out due to her injuries. That was a relief for Damian. 

But in the hospital, when Aless’s mind swirled as the edges of her consciousness slowly started to return, the heavy fog lifting inch by inch, she realized something. She tried to move, but her body felt sluggish, too sore and disoriented to react as she wished. The antiseptic scent of the hospital was strong, and the rhythmic beeping of the heart monitor beside her was the only sound that anchored her to the present.

Her eyes flickered open, and at first, everything was a blur—bright lights, sterile white walls. She turned her head slowly, trying to make sense of her surroundings. A hospital room. The sight was almost a relief. At least she was alive.

Her heart skipped a beat, but as the panic slowly ebbed, another thought cut through the confusion— the man who had saved her . Batman. He was still fresh in her mind, lingering there like a question she couldn’t answer. She remembered it. The last thing she thought before she passed out was to stare at him up and down. 

That wasn’t Batman.

That was the first thing that hit her with crystal clarity, despite the haze of pain and exhaustion clouding her thoughts. No. No, it couldn’t have been. It wasn’t him. She had been in close proximity to Batman before—knew his movements, his tone, his presence. But that man... the one who had swooped down and carried her away? He was nothing like the Batman she had read about, the one who haunted the streets of Gotham, the one she had obsessively followed in high school.

No, that man was someone else. She wasn’t sure who exactly, but it wasn’t Batman. His movements had been too fluid, too controlled—almost mechanical in their precision. Batman was fast, yes, but this... this was something different. There was no recklessness in his actions, no urgency in his voice when he spoke to her.

And that touch. God, that touch. The way he held her—so effortlessly, yet there was something oddly... familiar about it. Like he knew exactly how to support her, how to steady her when she was losing consciousness, how to keep her from slipping away. He had touched her with a strange care, but it wasn’t the kind of care she’d expected from Gotham's caped crusader. It was too intimate, too personal in the way it anchored her.

Alessandra frowned, squeezing her eyes shut for a moment, trying to recall the details of that encounter. The red? The different grey? The shadows of the suit were too dark, the figure too fluid in his movement. His voice? Nothing like Batman’s . It hadn’t had the same cold authority. It didn’t feel like Batman. It didn’t have the weight of that dark presence that had haunted Gotham for years. No, this was... something else. Something that didn’t quite fit.

She shifted her position, wincing as pain shot through her leg, the tender throb in her ankle still fresh. She could feel the bandages around it. There was no doubt that Ivy had done a number on her, but it wasn’t the physical injuries that were lingering in her mind. It was the identity of the person who had saved her.

Alessandra stared at the ceiling of the sterile hospital room, the faint hum of machinery around her doing little to quiet the storm of thoughts in her head. She couldn’t get the image of the man—the rescuer—out of her mind. That shadow, the way he moved, the feel of him holding her so carefully, too carefully. Her chest tightened at the thought. This wasn’t Batman.

The voice in her mind repeated it, a mantra she couldn’t seem to shake. 

This wasn’t Batman.

And yet, everything about the situation screamed that it had to be. He was there. He saved her. He neutralized Ivy. But the details, the small, nagging details, kept clawing at her. The tone of his voice—there was no grim, gravelly authority. There was something almost too calm about him, too methodical. Not the raging protector who fought Gotham’s darkness, but someone who knew what he was doing. Someone with control. Too much control.

What the hell happened to Batman, then?

Had he been replaced? Was this someone else entirely? Someone pretending to be him? No, she thought. She knew Batman. She’d studied him—watched every moment of his fights, his patrols. She’d been obsessed with Gotham’s dark knight during high school, but the man she had seen wasn’t Batman. He was someone else. Someone with similar skills, but not the same.

A deep breath shuddered through her, a rush of frustration mingled with the pain from her injuries. As much as she hated to admit it, she wasn’t going to get any answers just lying here. She needed to know. She needed to figure out what had happened, who that man had been.

The idea started forming, almost without her permission.

I’m going to investigate.

It was the only thing that made sense. She couldn’t just sit here and do nothing, waiting for answers that would never come. She had to dig, had to search. She had to know who had saved her, and—more importantly—why.

But how would she even begin? She had resources, even if they were limited compared to what Gotham’s protector might have. She could find the clues, the breadcrumbs, and follow them to the truth. She wasn’t going to let this go.

She would start small. She would track down every lead she could find. Start with Gotham’s police reports, find any mention of Batman, any mention of a new vigilante. Surely someone had seen something. Someone had to know something.

But first, she needed to be alone.

The door creaked open again, and Alessandra tensed, half-expecting the man from earlier to come walking in with that steely gaze of his. But it wasn’t him. It was a nurse, someone with a gentle smile, asking how she was doing, how she was feeling. Alessandra waved her off, barely acknowledging the small talk. She wasn’t interested in being coddled. She didn’t care about the bandages or painkillers. She had bigger questions, bigger things to focus on.

The nurse left, and Alessandra was finally alone. She didn’t have the energy to get out of bed just yet, but her mind was already working in overdrive. She closed her eyes, blocking out the sterile white light, and let herself sink into the task at hand. She needed to figure this out.

She’d been through enough. Gotham’s heroes, its villains, they were all complicated. But this? This was personal. This wasn’t just another story. She could feel it in her bones. The city was changing, and whoever had taken on Batman’s mantle was at the center of it. Alessandra had never felt more sure of anything in her life.

She was going to find out who that man was. And when she did, she wasn’t going to stop until she had all the answers.

The soft hum of the hospital faded into the background as she let herself rest for just a moment. It wouldn’t be long before she was back on her feet. There was no more room for uncertainty. She had a mission now. And nothing was going to get in her way.

I’m going to find out the truth.

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She thought hard about throwing these ones out. They were purple. Her favorite color. It made her resentful that he knew that. So much so that she thought about changing her favorite color there and then. The ones in her mother’s room- which she checked before being discharged herself- were still orange, but this week, he’d picked daisies. For both of them. He’d never sent daisies before. When she Googled their meaning, she almost threw her phone against the wall.

Daisies symbolize innocence and purity, representing a fresh start and hope for a quick recovery. Sending a bouquet of daisies says, "I hope you feel better soon." 

Damian Wayne was nothing if not intentional. And persistent. She had to give him that. 

When Aless was finally discharged from the hospital—fractured ankle, concussion, and all—she had one singular goal in mind: get home, get into her apartment, and take a damn bath. After days in the sterile, white walls of the hospital, the thought of a warm bath was more of a luxury than a necessity. She was done with all of it.

Jay, being the overprotective friend he was, had driven way too fast back to her apartment, urging her to rest as much as possible in the passenger seat. Once they arrived, they grabbed dinner together—her with a small bowl of soup—and then, because she was too stubborn to ask for help, Jon had carefully hoisted her into her bathtub, fully clothed, to avoid her having to struggle with balancing on her broken ankle.

After they had left, she finally settled into the tub, the steaming water easing the tension coiled in her muscles. She let herself sink in, her limbs heavy, the heat working through the exhaustion clinging to her bones. Just as she was about to fully unwind, the doorbell rang, its sharp, grating tone slicing through the fragile calm she had fought so hard to find.

She groaned, letting her head fall back against the porcelain edge. Ignore it. Whoever it was could wait.

Then it rang again.

She clenched her jaw, squeezing her eyes shut. They’ll go away.

A third time. Longer. More insistent.

“Oh, come on,” she muttered, dragging a damp hand over her face. Of course. Of course.

With an aggravated sigh, she braced herself against the tub’s edge, carefully maneuvering out of the water. Every motion felt slow, tedious. Her ankle was stiff, swollen, and her head still buzzed faintly from the remnants of the concussion. She threw on a robe, adjusting it as she reached for her crutches, carefully balancing on her good leg before hobbling toward the door. By the time she reached it, she was cursing under her breath, sweat trickling down the back of her neck. She yanked the door open with more force than necessary.

A delivery man stood there, holding a box. He barely spared her condition a glance before offering her a clipboard.

“Package for Ms. Alessandra Vreeland,” he said, tone flat, unimpressed.

Alessandra exhaled sharply, gripping the pen harder than necessary. This better be worth it.

“Yeah, that’s me.” She signed quickly, the last thing she wanted being another drawn-out interaction.

The delivery man handed over the small box, nodded, and left without another word, leaving her standing there. She was about to shut the door and get back to her bath when her eyes locked on the purple blooms. It made her sit down and stare at them, which is where she was now. In a robe, skin still a little wet, staring at the flowers and trying to decipher their meaning. 

He knew today was the day she was getting out of the hospital. Of course, he knew when she was getting out, didn’t he? He knew her address. She’d given it to him. The thought was almost enough to make her want to toss the flowers into the trash. Almost.

This was the first time he’d sent flowers to her directly. The card had her name written on it in his perfect handwriting: To Alessandra Vreeland. Somehow, she was about to convince herself that this meant something. That wasn’t just similar to the flowers he’d been sending her mother for a year. It was too coincidental to be an off-hand gesture of niceness. This was more like him shoving them directly to her and saying ‘just take the bait already’. 

Then, she thought of the conversation with her uncle. It was right before they were attacked. Apparently that asshole got away with only minor injuries. He’d come to her hospital room two days after the attack to check if she still understood what he needed her to do. Her gaze had been blurred with painkillers, her head thumping with the aftershocks of her concussion, but she still remembered his words like a slap to the face.

"You still understand what I’m paying for here, right, Alessandra?” he started, “The bed you’re sitting in. The one that your mother is still down the hall in? Those aren’t free, Alessandra. You can forget the price of everything you’ve got. How I’ve given you everything. Now you have to pay it back. And that includes Damian Wayne.” 

Aless' blood boiled. She hated being used like this. But her uncle had made it clear: Damian Wayne or else . That was the price she was to pay. She would play her part— he expected that, after all. She dropped her gaze to the flowers again, the purple petals somehow mocking her, the card with his perfect handwriting an unspoken taunt. 

To Alessandra Vreeland .

What if…

She had spent almost an entire year trying to forget him. Trying to forget that night. But it seemed like the universe had other plans. If Damian wasn’t going to disappear, if he was so desperate to apologize, then why not use it to her advantage?  He had already used her , her career, her name to boost his own popularity. He had ghosted her after his so-called apology. He had left her to deal with the fallout while his little fans harassed her online, spinning their own narratives. He hadn’t spoken to her for a year. And now, here she was, hurt, exhausted, and stuck in this mess.

So why not use that to her advantage?

It was a risk, sure. But at this point? It was one she was willing to take.

Would he laugh in her face?

No… No, he hadn’t last time.

But— what if?

Fuck it.

Instead of answering Jon’s latest text— If you need anything, don’t hesitate to ask! —she scrolled past it, her thumb hesitating. She kept scrolling. Past work conversations. Past messages from Jay. Past unread notifications from people she barely talked to anymore.

And then, she reached it.

The one thread she had never quite been able to delete.

Would texting first be a sign of weakness? Would it mean he had won?

And win what, exactly?

But what if that’s what he wanted —what he had been waiting for all along? For her to come crawling back, so he could flash that smug, knowing smirk and say, I knew you would.

Ugh. Why was she still thinking like this?

She needed to sit down with him. Hash everything out. And then ask her favor.

And if he was truly sorry—he would do it.

She typed quickly, her fingers moving before she could overthink it.

Aless: you once told me you dont like starting things off with an apology text

Aless: i dont like starting things off with apology flowers

Aless: deliver them in person

She barely had time to put her phone down before it buzzed.

Already?

It was barely past 8 PM on a Friday. Surely, he had plans. Surely, he was out doing something. Or with someone. The realization that he had answered almost immediately sent a strange jolt through her—something she wasn’t ready to name.

Asshole! DO NOT TEXT!: I will be there in ten.

In ten?!

Alessandra’s heart skipped a beat as she stared at the screen, disbelief and panic crashing over her. Ten minutes? What the hell was she supposed to do in ten minutes ? Especially in this state.

Her eyes darted around the apartment, taking in the complete disaster zone she had been happily ignoring. Laundry piled in the corner, the remnants of half-eaten soup on the counter, bags still unpacked from the hospital. Oh, for fuck’s sake.

And then there was the small issue of her complete lack of clothing. She could just ignore the door when he arrived. Let him stand outside like an idiot until he gave up.

“Oh, come on ,” she muttered, dragging a damp hand down her face. Cursing under her breath, she hobbled toward her bedroom, leaning heavily on her crutches. The bath was forgotten, her plans for a peaceful night obliterated by Damian Wayne’s inability to function like a normal person.

She didn’t even bother with jeans—those would take too long with her ankle. Instead, she grabbed an oversized shirt that barely skimmed mid-thigh and threw on a pair of shorts, running a hand through her wet hair to make it somewhat presentable.

She glanced at her phone, debating whether to text him back. Why the rush? or y ou’re seriously coming in ten? But that felt like a mistake. There was no way she giving him an opening to be smug about it. By the time she hobbled back into the living room, glancing at the flowers on the counter, something inside her twisted. This wasn’t how she wanted this to go.

The guilt of using him, mixed with the lingering resentment of being manipulated by both him and her uncle , made her stomach churn. What am I even expecting from this? An apology? A favor? Some new, carefully worded strategy to deal with her uncle?

Her phone buzzed again, snapping her out of her thoughts.

Asshole! DO NOT TEXT!: I am outside.

Asshole! DO NOT TEXT!: Keeping in mind your condition, I will come up.

She groaned. “Doesn’t even ask for the apartment number. Unbelievable.”

Pausing, she gripped the edge of the counter, steadying herself. He really was going to follow through. Ten minutes. No delay. The audacity. Trying to slow her breathing, Aless lowered herself onto the couch, staring at the flowers once more before tossing them into a nearby vase.

The doorbell rang.

She froze.

For a second, she just sat there, staring at the door like it might disappear if she ignored it hard enough. Then, with a deep breath, she grabbed her crutches and pulled herself to her feet.

No more second-guessing. Today is the day this ends.

She moved toward the door, exhaling slowly, setting her expression into something unreadable before turning the knob. And there he was. Damian Wayne. Standing in her doorway. Holding another bouquet of flowers.

He looked… annoyingly good.

The dim hallway light caught the sharp lines of his suit—semi-formal but effortlessly put together. The cut of it was clean, sleek, and tailored to fit his frame in a way that seemed both deliberate and effortless. Did he always dress like this? Did he have plans before coming here?

Her pulse kicked up before she could shove the thought away.

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

Damian’s gaze swept over her in a single, assessing glance. He took in the crutches, the still-healing bruises, the way she was favoring one side. His lips pressed into a thin line, but he said nothing about it. Instead, he just stood there, his presence heavy, unreadable.

She swallowed hard, gripping the doorframe a little tighter.

His eyes flickered over her once more, lingering just a second too long on her bare legs before snapping back to her face.

Then, finally—

“Damian,” she said, trying to keep her voice steady. “You actually came in ten minutes. With… flowers?”

“I said I would,” he finally replied, his tone low and clipped. “I like to be punctual when someone is waiting on me.”

“How did you get them so fast?” He saw her curious look at the bouquet in his hand, but he felt the answer would give away too much. No, he didn’t just cancel a date last minute all because she texted him for the first time in a year... 

“The florist.”  

She stepped aside, feeling a wave of awkwardness settle over her. “Uh, come in then.”

Damian moved past her with deliberate ease until he stopped in the middle of her apartment and stared at everything. He didn’t know where to go. Where to sit. His eyes immediately took in the details of her apartment. He spotted the flowers on her kitchen table, the ones he’d sent as Jon texted him when they were on the road back. It was everything he had expected from her—a space that felt personal without being overly decorated, like a blend of practicality and understated style. The walls were lined with bookshelves, but unlike cluttered, chaotic shelves like Todd's, hers were organized—neatly arranged, mostly non-fiction, with a few well-placed novels and a small section dedicated to a few comics.

The space felt lived in, but there was something a little sterile about it, too. The floors were hardwood, mostly bare except for a rug here and there. The furniture, mostly minimalist, was comfortable but not extravagant. There were remnants of her recovery everywhere: a crumpled blanket draped across the couch, a spare pair of crutches leaning against the wall near the door. Dishes from a meal she had likely just finished. 

But it was the personal touches that caught his attention—the framed photos on the mantle of her with people he didn’t recognize, but from the way they were placed, they were clearly significant. There were some with Jay. Some with her mother and father. And on the coffee table, just barely hidden beneath the edge of a magazine, was an old journal with a worn leather cover—her handwriting, he was certain, even from a distance.

The apartment wasn’t extravagant, but it was hers. And seeing it up close, Damian couldn’t help but feel a small sense of satisfaction in knowing this was her space, that she let him see it, and that she was still holding it together even when everything else felt off balance.

He blinked, realizing he'd been standing in the entryway a little too long.

“Nice place,” he finally said, his voice a little gruffer than he intended, though he hoped she didn’t catch the rare note of appreciation that laced it. She didn’t. She felt embarrassed, comparing his apartment to hers inside her head. She was overthinking it, but Aless felt like he probably judged how small it was. How cluttered it seemed. 

 She closed the door behind him and stood, her heart still racing. What was she supposed to say now? She had planned on confronting him, but the tension in the air made her hesitate.

Aless had to make it clear that this wasn’t just a casual visit. There was a lot more on the line than whatever this "apology" was supposed to be.

“Well, you’re here,” Aless said, breaking the silence with a shrug, “so… what now?” That wasn’t very “making it clear”, Aless! 

Damian didn’t look at her immediately, his gaze scanning the room for a second before his eyes finally locked with hers. “I thought I made myself clear,” he said, his voice steady but sharp. "You got the flowers. Every week. You know what I was trying to do. And yet you didn’t respond, so I thought that was your answer."

Damian’s words hung in the air, a sharp edge to them that seemed to slice through the tension between them. Like he was hurt. Alessandra's breath caught for a moment, and her gaze shifted instinctively to the purple flowers sitting on the counter. The ones that had arrived only hours before, after she’d already made up her mind about the way things stood between them. Her eyes darted back to him, trying to piece together his tone. What was he really saying?

"You thought that was my answer?" she repeated, a mix of disbelief and frustration slipping into her voice. "Damian, those flowers were the least you could do after… everything that happened. I thought… With no text or no ‘Hey, did you get the flowers?’ that you were just doing it as an appeasement. Like you were washing your hands of the situation by sending automated gifts or something. And they weren’t to me; they were to my mom. " She motioned vaguely at the room, as though it could encompass the year of awkward silence, the miscommunication, and the night that had somehow spiraled into this .

Damian stiffened, his lips pressing into a thin line. He couldn’t quite place the anger in her voice or the way she was looking at him, but the doubt crept in. The words from their last encounter echoed in his mind, the way she'd looked at him that night, like he'd been a stranger after she’d gotten out of his car. And the shareholder's meeting—he hadn’t missed how she’d barely spoken to him unless forced, how she'd avoided even a glance. That was enough to make him believe she didn't want anything to do with him. He thought sending the flowers—again, after everything—would give her space to process, to know he was trying to atone .

“I didn’t think you wanted to talk,” Damian finally said, the words coming out rougher than he intended. He looked at her now, fully, the tension between them palpable. “Similar to when I saw you at the shareholder's meeting. You barely acknowledged me. I figured…” He exhaled, frustration creeping in despite himself. “I figured you wanted nothing more than for me to leave you alone. After everything I said to you, I deserved it. So I gave you that.”

He was also busy taking on the mantle. Being Batman. Faking relationships. Even throughout that, he still thought about contacting her every week, but knew he’d never be accepted. If she didn’t talk to him then, it was clearly a signal that she didn’t want to now. Obviously, he’d thought wrong. They both did. 

Aless’ eyes widened. She thought he was just fine with it. That it’s what he wanted. That was what stung the most. She had spent all that time convincing herself he was embarrassed or angry and that he had no intention of acknowledging the dinner where everything had tipped into the emotional scale. Where he told her things about himself, and vise versa, that she was sure no one else heard. That it was her fault. In a way, it still was, but they shared that blame. 

“You—” She stopped herself, trying to calm the pulse of anger rising in her chest. “You think I didn’t want to talk to you? You think I ignored you on purpose?” She shook her head, exhaling sharply through her nose. “I didn’t know what to do , Damian. You just sent me flowers. And not even once did you reach out, not once did you try to clear up what happened. You couldn’t even give me a call or—hell, another apology. You just… ghosted me after all of that. I thought you’d… You had me thinking it wasn’t genuine. That is was still a show.”

Her voice was rising now, the frustration from a year of unresolved tension finally spilling out. 

Damian’s eyes flickered toward the floor for a second before he met her gaze again. He was angry. She still thought that was all fake? Of course. That’s why he thought she didn’t contact her. Either she wanted to be done with him because they said it all or because she still hated him. He knew it was the latter because they barely started to say anything. The vulnerability in her eyes, the way her words seemed to pierce straight through him, caught him off guard. “I thought you didn’t want to hear it again,” he muttered. “I thought you were done with me. With all of it.”

The words stung in ways he hadn’t anticipated. But he couldn’t ignore the truth in her tone either. He had sent flowers. He had tried, in his own way, to fix things but had he really done enough? Did she think it was enough? He hadn’t asked. He hadn’t reached out. His pride had gotten in the way, making him believe that giving her space would make up for his years of sins.

Aless let out a frustrated laugh, her hands resting on her hips. "You really thought I'd just be okay with just flowers ? After all the shit we’ve been through? Said to each other? After everything, you thought I’d just… forget it? Maybe you did think I didn’t care—" She cut herself off, the frustration starting to crack into something else. Something rawer. She took a breath, the sharp edge in her voice softening. “I thought you didn't care, either. That I told you about my job. My mom. And you walked away from that thinking I was just fucked up."

Damian swallowed, his gaze lingering on her for a moment before he spoke, his voice low. “I never wanted you to think that. I thought you thought that about me. I—” He stopped himself, unable to finish the sentence. Everything about this was more complicated than he’d expected. The biggest thing, the one he could never tell her, was that he still felt so guilty about letting her father die, that he’d let Alessandra do anything to him to atone for it. 

He was losing control quickly if he was thinking like that. 

Aless shook her head, shifting her weight so that the crutch wasn’t digging in so bad, rubbing her face in frustration. “Damian, I’m not saying I wanted to be ignored. But you can’t just send flowers like that - again, to my mom - and expect me to get your subliminal messaging. You think I wanted to forget the dinner? You think I wanted to pretend it didn’t happen when that was the first time in a while I’d been able to tell anyone my true thoughts? Of course, it was a bit uncomfortable because I was telling it to you, but at the end of the dinner I didn’t care! You… I thought I was so stupid later for letting you convince me that you changed. ” She paused, biting her lip. “You’re the one who couldn’t even face me after that night. You let me walk away without a goodbye. How was I supposed to think you changed when you showed me after that you hadn’t?” 

The words hit harder than she intended. Damian’s posture stiffened, the words hanging between them like a heavy fog. He could feel the heat rising in his chest, but he wasn’t sure if it was anger or something else. He opened his mouth to speak but hesitated. What was he supposed to say to that? He didn’t know what he was trying to fix anymore. Maybe he wasn’t trying to fix anything; Maybe he just wanted her to understand. But could he make her understand? Would she even listen now?

“I wanted to talk to you,” he finally muttered, his voice barely above a whisper. “I wanted to talk about high school. About your job. About your parents. About everything. I thought that… If you let me tell you about how I was feeling then, maybe you’d let me do it again. It felt good. And you know how hard it is for me to confess that. But…I just thought you wouldn’t want me to. I don’t know what you want from me, Alessandra. And I obviously don’t know how to fix this.”

Her chest tightened at his words. He’d wanted to talk to her? The thought was almost enough to shatter the wall she’d built up, but her own frustration kept her from letting go completely.

“I don’t want your apology anymore, Damian,” she said quietly, almost regretfully. “I want to know why! ” 

The words hung in the air. And in that space between them, everything they hadn’t said before—the confusion, the misunderstandings, the hurt—felt like it was about to spill out, shattering the fragile silent truce they’d both been avoiding for so long. It was a stupid truce to begin with. They should have never been silent. 

Damian watched as tears welled in her eyes, the glimmer of vulnerability that flickered in her gaze catching him off guard. Alessandra was always so composed, always so sharp, even when she was angry or frustrated. But now, there was something raw, something tender beneath the surface that made him feel as if the ground had shifted beneath him.

She blinked rapidly, trying to hold it together, but a single tear escaped, slipping down her cheek. She wiped it away almost immediately, as if trying to erase the sign of weakness before he could notice. But he did notice. And he couldn’t ignore the way it made his chest tighten.

"Alessandra," Damian started, but he stopped, unsure of what to say. 

“Sorry, it’s just been a crazy few weeks.” He just stood there, watching her blink the tears away. Then Damian stepped closer, his presence filling the space between them. He didn’t say anything for a moment. He simply stood there, watching her. His expression softened, the lines of his face relaxing for the first time in what felt like forever.

"I’m sorry," he said again, the words coming out more gently this time. Alessandra looked at him, her eyes still damp, her face flushed. But there was something in her gaze now—a flicker of hope, maybe, or the beginning of something new. She didn’t say anything, but her breath seemed to steady.

"Can you help me sit down? The crutches…” Damian didn’t need to be told twice. Without a second thought, he moved to her side, gently placing a hand on her shoulder to guide her back toward the couch. His fingers brushed against her skin, a brief moment of contact that sent a jolt through him. The proximity felt too close, yet too distant at the same time. But he didn’t pull away.

He helped her settle on the couch, his eyes tracing the bandages around her ankle, the way she winced slightly as she adjusted herself. He sat tentatively on the other side of the couch, waiting for her to speak again. The look in her eyes changed. She was determined now. She let out a shaky breath as she sat back against the cushions, leaning her head against the armrest. 

Let’s just start then, shall we? she thought. 

“Thanks,” she muttered, glancing up at him. “Alright. Let’s dive in, yeah? If we’re going to stop hating each other and start being friends, we have to go to the beginning. Why did you hate me so much in high school?” 

Damian’s stomach tightened at the question, his expression momentarily faltering. He hadn’t expected her to dive straight into it, but of course, that was Alessandra for you. No sugar-coating. No pretending. Just straight to the point.

If we’re going to stop hating each other and start being friends. 

Friends. 

He repeated that word over and over in his head. There was never a world where he thought Alessandra would consider being his friend. That meant he would have three people whom he could consider friends. 

Is this what Dick meant? About having a close circle? Would Aless be in that circle? 

No. She couldn’t be. She could never know about his identity. 

Why had he hated her in high school? The memories felt like distant shadows, twisted by time and his own complicated feelings. He’d been a mess back then—still trying to find his place, still trying to figure out how to be Damian Wayne and Robin without feeling like a constant disappointment to his father, Alfred’s memory, his family, and himself. But the hatred part? That was a bit harder to admit.

He opened his mouth, but no words came out right away. Instead, he shifted, standing a little straighter, his fingers clenching into fists at his sides before he let them fall into his pockets. “I didn’t hate you,” he finally said, his voice low, almost defensive. “But I did use you as a verbal punching bag. It was a release. Fighting with you. But then it started to get out of control during our junior year.” When I stopped being Robin. After your father died. After Alfred’s death, it caught up to me. 

Alessandra’s eyes narrowed as she listened to him, the words sending a slight shiver of disbelief through her. He didn’t hate me ? It was almost laughable to hear him say that, given how he treated her back then—how he actively fought with her, how he was condescending in every single conversation they had. It had been something deeper, more biting.

Junior Year. That was the year her father died. When her mother went into a coma. When her uncle kicked them out of the family home.  

She let out a dry laugh, though it lacked humor. “We were the same back then and didn’t even know it,” she said, her voice sharp, though the edge of it softened as she continued. “I was angry at the world for what happened to my parents.” Her gaze flickered to her bandaged ankle, her mind swirling as she recalled how they treated each other in the halls, in the classroom, during every interaction. “I tried, you know. I tried to be normal around you. But we would just project our anger onto each other and… Yeah, it was definitely a release.”

He closed his eyes briefly, shaking his head as he tried to gather his thoughts. “I wasn’t…” He exhaled sharply, looking down at his hands before looking back at her, this time with a little more intensity. “I wasn’t in control of it, Alessandra. I was angry, but I had yet to learn how to channel it, how to let it out in a way that didn’t make everything worse. So, I did what I knew best—fight. You just happened to be the one closest. It was the fate of our last names, I supposed.”

She pressed her lips together, trying to process what he had said. “You know, we were both angry idiots back then. Too busy fighting our own battles to even see what was really going on with the other person.” She looked at him, her expression more vulnerable now than she had intended. “But we both played the game. I didn’t make it easy for you either, did I?”

Damian glanced at her, his expression unreadable for a moment. The way she spoke, so candidly, without the sharpness he had expected, made him feel a little lighter. He had thought for so long that she hated him, that their interactions had been nothing but mutual disdain. But now, seeing her like this—seeing how much she had cared back then, despite everything—it made him question everything he’d believed about their past.

“No, you didn’t,” he replied quietly, his voice betraying a hint of a smile. “I don’t think either of us made it easy. But... we’re here now, aren’t we?” He looked at her, his expression more open than it had been in years.

Alessandra nodded slowly, feeling the weight of his words settle between them. “Yeah, we’re here. Finally. Only took seven years.”

For a moment, there was a silence between them—one that was different from the silence they’d shared earlier. This one wasn’t awkward. It wasn’t uncomfortable. It was just... still.

She leaned back into the cushions again, letting out a long breath. “I guess... I never realized you were so... complicated. I always thought you were just some arrogant, perfect little rich kid who was an asshole for no reason.” She glanced at him through her lashes. “But I get it now. You were trying to survive, too.”

Damian’s gaze softened. “I wasn’t trying to be perfect. I was trying to be something... else. But, yes. Survival. That’s a good way to put it.” He took a step closer, sitting down next to her, careful not to crowd her space. “I don’t think I ever let anyone get close enough to see it.”

She turned her head toward him, eyes searching his face. “What about now? Are you letting people get close?”

Damian paused, then looked down at his hands for a second before meeting her gaze. “Not many. But... I’m trying.”

It felt like the tension between them had lifted a little. And for the first time in a long while, he didn’t feel like he was holding a mask up for anyone, including her. The words were coming out too easily now. It felt almost... natural.

The raw honesty in his voice surprised her. It wasn’t what she had expected from him. She thought it was a one-off thing. But now, sitting here with him, she could see that maybe, just maybe, they could be different. She didn’t know how, and she didn’t know what it would look like, but for the first time, she felt a spark of hope.

“Maybe that’s all we need to do,” she said softly. “Just try . We don’t have to fix everything in one conversation.”

Damian nodded, a faint, wry smile tugging at the corners of his lips. “Yes. I think that is the plan. One step at a time.”

He wanted to ask more. To know what she thought of the last year, what she thought of his silence. He wanted to know how she really felt about the apology he delivered. But he knew better than to push. He could feel the fragility of the moment, and he wasn’t about to ruin it. He just stayed silent again.

“Tell me something,” she said instead, shifting the focus slightly. “What was your biggest fuck-up after high school?” There was a teasing tone now, one that felt almost comfortable, even after everything they’d been through. She’d done it purposely, seeing how deep they’d just gone.

Damian smirked at the sudden change in direction. “Are you really asking me that?” He raised an eyebrow, his fingers tapping against the couch arm. “I did not understand my own limits or wants,” he said after a beat. “Trying to be everything to everyone, and in the process, losing the one thing that actually mattered. Forcing myself to think that I was content with where I was.”

Alessandra nodded slowly, her eyes softening. “Is that… The situation you told me about. At dinner.”

Damian shifted. “Yes."

She met his eyes, and for the first time in what felt like forever, there was no wall between them. No anger, no resentment. Just... two people who had been through their own battles, only to end up on opposite sides of a conflict neither of them had chosen.

And for some reason, that felt like a start. An actual real one. Not like the silent truce before. 

“What was yours?” He asked tentatively, like he didn’t deserve an answer. She just smirked. 

“So, I was working on this piece about a shady real estate developer—big stuff. I was at this club downtown, trying to get the lowdown from an insider. The plan was to talk to a contact who had worked closely with this developer and knew all about their shady dealings. I had all my questions ready, recorder set, you know, the usual prep. Like I did to you.”

Damian's eyebrow quirked up, an amused glint in his eye, but he didn't interrupt. He had no idea where this was going. He was about to make a comment about how his was serious and hers didn’t sound like it was going to be, but he didn’t because she was smiling again. 

“So I’m at the bar, waiting for him to show up, and I’m feeling all cool and professional, like I’ve got this in the bag. I had a glass of wine to loosen up, but nothing too crazy, just to seem casual. And then, my contact walks in—perfect timing, right?”

She let out a small laugh at the memory, feeling herself ease into the moment. Damian was listening intently now, leaning forward just a little.

“Everything’s going fine at first—until we start talking. I start asking my questions, and I’m totally in the zone, super focused. But then... my stupid shoe broke. The heel. Just snaps right off, mid-interview. And what do I do?” She shook her head, almost incredulous. “I bend down to try and fix it, but I end up tripping over my own feet and falling flat on my face. Right there. In front of him . And to make it worse, I couldn’t even recover from it. I just sat there, on the floor, like a complete idiot."

Damian’s lips quirked, just a little.

“I mean, I tried to salvage it,” she continued, "but as I’m sitting there, trying to look professional, I reach up to grab my wine glass to take a sip... and I knock it over. The wine spills everywhere, right onto my notes, all over my phone. So now I’m sitting on the floor with one broken shoe, wine-soaked notes, and the most awkward expression of ‘this is my life right now’—and the worst part? The guy? He just starts laughing."

She paused, a wry smile creeping across her face. “And then I started laughing too, because what else could I do? I wasn’t going to make the situation worse. I was already down there, wine-soaked and humiliated.”

Damian’s lips twitched into a grin, unable to suppress it now. “You couldn’t have done anything worse than that?”

Alessandra threw her hands up in mock exasperation. “Of course I could’ve. But I had the brilliant idea to keep the interview going. So, I tried to hold the recorder while balancing on one leg— you know, like a graceful swan —but in my efforts to stay upright, I accidentally knocked my bag over , and everything spilled out, including a handful of pens that just scattered across the floor."

Damian chuckled, this time genuinely. “That’s... impressive. I’ve never seen anyone manage to make an interview so... memorable.”

Alessandra’s grin widened. “Yeah, well, that’s what I do. Make a lasting impression.”

It was a slight exaggeration, of course, but she wasn’t about to let him think she was too proud to laugh at herself.

“And the kicker? The developer's assistant walked in right after all of this and looked at me like I was a trainwreck. Needless to say, I didn’t get the inside scoop that night.”

Damian's grin deepened, and for a moment, Alessandra just watched him—really watched him—as he smiled. There was something unexpectedly disarming about seeing him so amused. He looked quite handsome without his normal broody look. 

“Perhaps I wasn’t incorrect when I said you were the clumsiest person I knew in high school,” he said, his voice still low, but there was no hiding the humor there now.

“Hey, I might not have gotten the story,” she said with a shrug, “but at least I made an impression.”

“May you offer a serious one like I did?” 

“I mean, I guess letting in people who weren’t really good for me? Had a few awful exes a while back. Made for great content on the comedy column for the student newspaper, though.”

Damian laughed again, more freely this time, the sound a bit like music to Aless’ ears. It was the first time she’d heard it, and the fact that it was because of her ridiculousness? Well, it made everything feel just a little more... bearable.

The silence that followed wasn’t uncomfortable, but rather a quiet, shared realization. They both sat there, still processing the last few minutes. Damian was leaning back, his hands folded in his lap, the tension in his shoulders finally beginning to dissipate. Aless, for the first time in as long as she could remember, wasn’t anxiously scanning the room for the next thing she could say, the next snarky retort she could throw at him. Instead, there was a rare sense of calm that had settled between them.

Her gaze flickered over to him, and it was like everything clicked in place. Here she was, sitting in her tiny apartment with someone she’d thought she hated for so long. Someone who, for years, had been nothing more than a constant source of irritation, anger, and confusion in her life. And now? Now, she was sitting across from him, laughing like it was the most normal thing in the world. No insults, no defenses. Just... a conversation.

It wasn’t perfect. Far from it. But for the first time in a long time, she didn’t feel the immediate urge to fight with him or keep up the walls. Maybe that’s what they were both doing here—just letting it be, letting go of the past.

Damian, too, was quiet, his fingers resting on the arm of the couch as his eyes lingered on her for a moment too long. She was still the same Alessandra, but somehow different. Less guarded, maybe. More... real. It wasn’t the reaction he’d expected from himself. He had expected to walk in, apologize, get it over with, and leave. But now? Now, he wasn’t so sure.

They were sitting there, neither of them speaking, but both thinking the same thing.

Damian was the first to break the silence, his voice low but thoughtful. “When I first received your message, I thought this interaction would go down a very different path.”

Alessandra raised an eyebrow, sensing where this was going but not quite sure how to respond. “Different? You mean worse ?”

A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “Perhaps,” he admitted. “I believed there was no solution to our personality clash. Regardless of an apology, you would still hate me.” He trailed off, glancing at her, the expression in his eyes unreadable for a moment. “Now, it’s…” 

Her heart skipped a beat. That wasn’t something she had expected him to say. She’d known him for years, but they were always at odds. To hear him actually admit this, as if this moment of calm was a relief rather than an inconvenience, made her chest tighten in a way she couldn’t quite explain.

“Yeah,” she said slowly, leaning back a little. “I didn’t expect this either.” She sighed, a hint of humor in her voice. “We’re sitting here, not insulting each other, not throwing jabs. It’s... kinda weird.”

“Maybe we should stop waiting for the other shoe to drop,” Damian said quietly, his eyes flicking to hers. His gaze softened ever so slightly, but just enough to make her feel like he was trying to extend a small olive branch. 

Friends ? Could they be that? She wasn’t sure yet. But then again, she hadn’t thought they could even be in the same room without going for each other’s throats. And here they were, actually talking. Actually sharing a laugh.

“Friends?” she asked, trying to sound casual but failing to hide the slight vulnerability in her voice. She couldn’t believe she was saying this. Couldn’t believe that she was, in some strange way, thinking it. 

Damian hesitated, but Dick’s words kept coming to his mind. Did he expect Alessandra to be one person he felt like he could talk to? No. Did he expect to become friends with her? No. “I would be amenable.” 

A small smile tugged at the corner of her lips. “Always so formal sounding.” 

But then, as the reality of the situation hit her, Alessandra felt a pang in her chest. She’d been playing this delicate game of balancing everything for so long, always managing to stay one step ahead. But now, with Damian here, actually talking to her like this, she realized she couldn’t keep up the act anymore.

Her uncle’s words echoed in her head. Damian Wayne. The things he’d said, the pressure he had put on her, telling her to lock down Damian, to get close to him for his family's sake. And now, as she sat here, she felt like the weight of her uncle's plan was starting to press down on her again.

She glanced at Damian, suddenly unsure of how to proceed. Would he think that this sudden friendship was all because of that? Did didn’t like that thought. 

“Damian, there’s something I have to te-” His phone sounded, cutting her off. It was a peculiar ringtone. One that sounded familiar, but she couldn’t place. Aless froze for a second, the words she had been about to speak now lodged in her throat. Damian, however, seemed unfazed by the sudden interruption. She watched him, feeling the moment slip away as his expression shifted from calm to focused, a slight tension tightening his jaw. The hum of the conversation on the other end of the line was faint, but it was enough to make her realize this wasn’t just any regular phone call. His tone was different—sharp, curt—and there was an edge to it that made her instinctively sit up straighter.

"I can be there in fifteen. I’m on the opposite end of the city right now," he said, his voice low and precise. There was something about the way he spoke that made Alessandra pause, like he was used to giving orders, to responding with urgency, but without explaining why.

She shifted in her seat, wondering if she should just say it now. Spill everything—the tension, the uncertainty, the weight of her uncle’s plans. But instead, she just watched him, unsure whether to interrupt again. Damian’s focus seemed entirely on the phone call.

A sharp, almost impatient sigh left him. “Yeah, yeah, I heard you. I’ll be there in fifteen.”

Alessandra, already feeling the sting of her words unsaid, hesitated. She didn’t know why, but for some reason, she didn’t want him to leave just yet. They were finally having an honest conversation. The first one in years. She could almost see the door opening to a new understanding, to a future where things were clearer between them, and then— he was about to walk out again.

It wasn’t like he… he didn’t owe her that. They were just friends. He had something to do. That was all. She was looking too much into it. Her mind raced, unsure how to process the shift in energy. She almost called out to him, but before she could, he turned his attention back to her, his phone already half-lowered.

“I need to go,” Damian said, his voice quieter now, but there was still an edge to it. He sounded... reluctant, she realized. “There's a... situation I need to handle.” His gaze lingered on her for a second longer than necessary, his mouth twitching as if he wanted to say something else. Something more.

Alessandra nodded slowly, the pit in her stomach deepening. “Right. Of course. You’re... you’re busy.” She stood up too, leaning on the crutch, her mind still tangled with everything she had been about to say. But even though she tried to dismiss it, the feeling that had been gnawing at her—a strange, unexplainable sense of loss—lingered.

Damian tucked his phone back into his pocket and stood up as well. His hand hovered in the air for a moment as if unsure of what to do with it. “Don’t assume I’m walking out because I don’t want to hear what you were going to say,” he muttered, his tone clipped, a flicker of frustration creeping in. “It is not that simple.” He glanced at her for a split second, his eyes hard, then softened—just enough for her to notice, before his usual mask snapped back into place. “So, don’t… again,” he added, his voice low, like a command wrapped in something unspoken.

Alessandra bit her lip, feeling her chest tighten. She had wanted to tell him everything—about her uncle, the pressure, the guilt. The plan she made involved him. But now, she had to hold it in. And that was... frustrating. Frustrating because they were finally speaking honestly, and yet she couldn’t get it out in time. She could feel the weight of it all.

“I’m not assuming anything,” she said quietly, trying to sound casual. “I just... I get it. Business never stops. Be safe going.” 

Damian’s gaze softened for a moment longer than she expected, and for a split second, she saw a flicker of something—something like vulnerability, maybe—or just weariness from the weight of whatever it was he was running off to do. But then it was gone, replaced by the same cool mask he always wore.

“I will,” he said, voice firm again. He took a few steps toward the door but then stopped, glancing back over his shoulder at her. “Alessandra,” he began, his voice a little more serious, “We’ll talk. You have my word.”

Alessandra felt the faintest flush creep to her cheeks at the sincerity in his voice. She wasn’t sure whether she was relieved or frustrated, but she nodded slowly. “Okay. Soon,” she said, her voice soft but steady. “You take care of... whatever it is.”

Damian hesitated again. He was standing in the doorway now, his hand on the handle, but there was something unspoken in the way he looked at her. Then, with a quick glance, he gave her a slight nod before stepping out into the hallway. The door closed softly behind him.

Alessandra stood there for a moment, a mix of conflicting emotions swirling within her. Her heart was still racing, but now, the silence felt heavier. She had almost told him everything. She had almost reached out, but the timing was off. Always off.

She sighed and walked over to the couch, sinking back down into it, her mind still processing. The plan... her uncle’s plan... and Damian, standing on the edge of it all. She knew she couldn’t ignore it for much longer. Whatever came next, she would have to deal with it.

But as the minutes ticked by, Alessandra found herself hoping—against everything she had been taught—that maybe, just maybe, things were starting to change.

Chapter Text

Damian knew Jon knew not to hit the ‘ Red Alert ’ button unless it was something catastrophic. World-shattering. World-ending, even. Both of their fathers, when they’d each become leaders of their respective teen teams, had brought them into the Watchtower and drilled them on the weight of that decision. It was a simple rule, but one that carried more gravity than any of them truly realized until the moment came. The button had only been used once before against Darkside. 

It was a rule they both respected, but it was one that, if ignored, meant the sky was falling. No one could just casually hit that button. You didn’t call for backup unless the situation was beyond saving on your own. And neither Damian nor Jon were ever eager to sound the alarm.

So when the comms system of the Batcave buzzed with an urgent ping that wasn’t part of the usual nightly reports, Damian’s stomach twisted. Jon had gone quiet on the other end of the line. This wasn’t some minor disturbance. This was serious.

Relegating patrol lines to Todd and Maps, Damian suited up in record time, the familiar weight of the cowl slipping over his head like a second skin. As he pulled on his gloves and tightened his utility belt, the rush of adrenaline that normally came with these moments didn’t settle in. Instead, a sinking feeling pressed down on his chest, like a stone lodged in his ribs.

It was doubt.

Anxiety.

As he used the z-tube, the transition from Gotham to the Watchtower was smooth, but his mind stayed clouded. When he landed in the empty corridor, the familiar chill of the place greeted him. The silence felt too thick. And then he saw Jon, standing there in his Supersuit, staring at a blank screen.

Jon didn’t turn right away. He was staring at a console, fingers tapping rapidly, as if trying to delay whatever conversation was coming. He already knew that Damian had seen the alert, so there was no reason to pretend.

Damian’s boots clicked across the cold floor as he approached, his voice as sharp as ever. “Superman. The Red Alert button.”

Jon’s head snapped up, the look of hesitation quickly replaced by a tightness in his jaw. “Batman, you need to understand—this isn’t just some random alert. We’ve got a situation. A serious one.”

Damian’s eyes narrowed, seeing the hesitation in his friend’s demeanor. “That is the entire point of the button. If you hit it, it means the situation cannot be handled in-house. You do not call for backup unless the world’s ending.”

Jon swallowed hard, his eyes darting to the console before he locked his gaze with Damian again. “It might as well be…” His words came out clipped, and Damian’s posture stiffened. What the hell could be this important?

Jon ran a hand through his hair, a sure sign that he was more rattled than usual. “Look, the thing is, this has nothing to do with the usual threats. It’s not just some gang war or criminal takeover.”

Damian’s brow furrowed, a flicker of confusion flashing in his eyes. “Then what is so catastrophic that you had to pull me away from my duty to Gotham?”

Jon finally exhaled, the tension in his shoulders giving way as he turned toward Damian. “Aless. She’s writing a piece about Batman.”

Damian must not have understood Jon because his face didn’t change. It was still filled with annoyance over Jon’s misuse of the button. “And you deemed that world-ending?”  

Jon continued, his eyes flicking to the monitor before focusing back on Damian. “She’s planning to follow all of Batman’s movements. She noticed something. When she was saved by you, during the Ivy situation, she realized that this new Batman isn’t Bruce’s Batman. She noticed the difference. And now she’s adamant about uncovering the truth and showing it to Gotham.”

Damian’s jaw clenched. Of course, she did. No one- literally no one- had realized that Batman had changed. Eyes were off of the caped crusader. He was getting work done quickly and efficiently, so he didn’t have to spend much time outside. Damian thought he was doing a perfect job. Of course, it was her. “How did you come across this information?”

Jon shifted uncomfortably. “Gossamer found out. He was with her when she… well, asked to view patrol routes with her. He thinks she also alluded to using The Truth’s research power to help her as well. She isn’t even supposed to know about The Truth! This means that she could be putting Gossamer at risk too, and I will not-” He paused, taking a breath, catching Damian’s glare. “She told Jay she wanted to start investigating in two weeks, but she needed help because of her ankle.”

He didn’t know what to do with this information, the mix of anger and frustration burning in his gut. This wasn’t just some random investigation or some piece of reporting. Alessandra was brutal in her observations of Gotham. She didn’t just report facts—she dissected them, peeled back every layer, looked for the cracks in the story that others would ignore. And if she was doing that with Gotham’s newest Batman, then the problem was bigger than just an inconvenient story.

She would be giving him the same treatment, breaking down every move, every detail, until there was nothing left but the truth. The truth about Gotham’s protector. 

Just as she did when he was Robin… It made him uneasy, thinking about how close she’d gotten to doing that to him before. And this was when they hated each other… When she couldn’t stand being in a room with him longer than a class period. 

Now…she was close. Too close. He had let her in when they’d talked last week, when they’d shared something that wasn’t just small talk. He’d let his guard down, cracked the mask for the first time in a long while. She had seen the person behind the cowl, even if she didn’t know it. But that was a dangerous thing. Too dangerous.

His thoughts twisted in knots as he tried to grasp onto a single, solid thread. Is that it?

She couldn’t have known it was him, right? That was impossible. No one could know. He’d been so careful.

But as the seconds ticked by, the gnawing feeling in his stomach only grew. The way she’d looked at him last week—there had been something in her eyes. A knowing, or at least, the possibility of it. And where their conversation cut off. His eyes had filled with uncertainty. Fear. That’s why he was clear they would continue whatever she had to say later. It seemed important for her to tell him. 

I have something to tell you, Damian. 

Was this it? That she’d uncovered his identity? That she thought he was the new Batman?

Is that why she was adamant about being friends?

He couldn’t ignore the possibility. Couldn’t ignore the idea that maybe, just maybe, Alessandra was onto him in a way no one else had ever been. And if she was, how much had she already figured out? How long before she found the missing piece that would make everything fall into place?

A reporter’s instincts were razor-sharp. Hers were even sharper. If she was truly digging, if she was determined enough to connect the dots, then it wasn’t just a matter of if she’d figure it out. It was when . And when that happened, everything he’d built, everything he’d fought for, could come crumbling down.

Damian’s jaw tightened. He was so close to controlling this city—his city. He couldn’t let it slip away now, not because of some rookie mistake. Not because of her . No matter if they were friends or not. 

His voice was colder when he spoke again. “ I need a plan. Something solid. Something to keep her away from Batman. Is Gossamer willing to aid?”

Jon’s eyes narrowed, sensing the tension rising in the room. "I’m not worried about Batman. I’m worried about Damian ." He paused, his voice dropping a bit. "If she gets any closer to you, she could start piecing things together. You’ve already let her in—she’s been with you, talking to you, seeing your face without the mask. And you know how observant she is. She could recognize your voice, your mannerisms... even something like your height, for God’s sake. She's good , Batman."

Jon ran a hand through his hair, frustrated. "And don’t forget, she’s writing this piece. It’s not like a little persuasion or distraction is going to make her stop. She’s in it to get the story, to get out of the Gazette . Gossamer said that she thought this could be her Pulitzer. This isn’t just a casual piece for her. Gotham can’t afford to lose Batman right now— especially with everything coming down the pipeline: Ivy, the Joker… the League of Assassins."

Damian’s jaw tightened, the weight of the situation pressing down on him. His mind raced. Is that what this is? Was she getting too close? He didn’t know what to do with the information Jon had given him. Everything felt like it was spiraling out of control in a direction he couldn’t control, and the closer Alessandra got, the more it seemed like he was the one losing his grip on this. All signs pointed to ignoring her again. Keeping her far away from him. 

No.

He couldn't. He couldn't just drop her. Again. He couldn’t abandon her like that, not after he had promised they would talk again. After their conversation. The way he had opened up to her. She had trusted him…and now she was this close to discovering something that could destroy everything he had worked for. Something he had kept so tightly controlled for so long. But damn it, why couldn’t he just leave her? 

Jon’s words pierced through his spiraling thoughts. “I know it might not be easy, Damian, but you might just need to ghost her. Get her out of the picture. I told Gossamer I might have to stay away from her too since I don’t wear a mask or anything like you do. It’s for the best.” 

Damian's eyes flicked to Jon. The suggestion hit him like a punch to the gut. “I promised her I wouldn’t. I promised I wouldn’t just drop her. I told you about the conversation we had.”

Jon scoffed. “You’re putting a promise over your identity? Over Gotham? Batman, if this happened a month ago, you would’ve been able to stay away from her. You were actively avoiding her.”

Damian didn’t have an answer. He couldn’t. The truth was, he didn’t want to push her away, not when it had taken so long to get to the point where they could say two words to each other. Something had shifted between them recently—something that wasn’t just about her being a reporter and him being Damian Wayne. He had let her in. She’d let him in. Not completely, but enough to feel something different, something unexpected. Something real . Friendship. 

Something that Damian rarely let himself have. 

Jon, however, could see it. Even if Damian wouldn’t admit it. Jon was his best friend, and he knew Damian well enough to understand that this wasn’t just about protecting his identity anymore. It was more. Too much more.

Jon bit back his frustration, his own thoughts spinning. Damian’s relationship with her—it’s not just about getting her to forgive him because of high school, is it? But he wouldn’t say that out loud. Damian wouldn’t ever admit it, not even to himself. Jon had seen it before—his best friend had always been about the mission, about Gotham, about keeping it all together in the name of justice. But now, with Alessandra, Damian was stuck between two worlds. And Jon knew exactly what that felt like.

Jon finally exhaled, trying to gather his thoughts. "Look, I get it. You don’t want to lose one of the few friends you’ve just gained. But this can’t go on. She's too close. And Gotham can’t afford a slip-up like this. You two just started repairing your relationship. Can you really stand here and say you confidently trust she won’t publish that article?"

Damian stood there, his mind swirling with the weight of Jon’s words. It was impossible to ignore the truth—Alessandra was dangerously close to figuring everything out. If she did... It wouldn’t just ruin Batman—it would ruin everything. In figuring out Damian was Batman, she would figure out about his siblings. His team members. 

Jon could see the conflict in Damian’s eyes, but he also knew Damian wasn’t going to make a decision like this on his own. “We need a plan. Something solid to keep her away from Batman and you. She can’t keep digging. I don’t care how you two are now—it’s too risky.”

Damian’s mind snapped into action. He needed to protect Gotham. He needed to protect his identity. And he needed to protect Alessandra from herself.

“Is Gossamer willing to help? Yes or no.” Damian asked, his voice clipped but steady. He had no time for hesitation. If this was going to be handled, it had to be done right.

Jon nodded. “He can help. He already knows the situation. He doesn’t want to put Aless in danger either. But you’ve got to be clear about this, Batman. She’s going to keep coming for answers. She’s not going to stop until she gets them. The only thing that stopped her from getting to Robin was college. Now, she thinks this story could be her ticket out of the Gazette . A piece on Batman? The Caped Crusader that has always towed the line between Gotham’s acceptance and rejection? This could make her career.”

Damian’s eyes darkened. “I know.” He couldn’t help the sense of frustration bubbling up inside him. 

She always knew how to get under his skin. Now, she was just doing it differently.

Jon continued, his tone more serious now. “We can’t stop her from investigating, but we may be able to lead her in the wrong direction. With Gossamer’s help. You’ve got to be strategic, or else she’ll have the story before you even realize it.”

Damian wasn’t listening anymore. His mind was already spinning with possibilities—ways to mislead Alessandra, ways to cover his tracks, ways to keep her from connecting the dots. But there was something else gnawing at him now, something he hadn’t expected.

Jon’s words repeated in his head: She’s too close. 

She’s too close. You need to let her go. You need to drop her. Why is this so hard for you to do? She’s an insignificant spec in your life. You weren’t even talking to her a week ago. She is nothing to you. Nothing more important than Gotham. Than your family. Let. Her. Go. 

Jon’s voice brought him back to the moment. “Batman, we have to make a decision now. She’s beginning her patrol rounds tomorrow with Gossamer. To map out places that she would be able to interact with Batman.”

Damian straightened his posture, pushing all his doubts and feelings aside. “Yes. We’ll have Gossamer lead her astray. I remember her playbook from when she was tracking Robin. We can work with that. As for Damian Wayne… I will… I will figure something out to keep her at an arm's distance.”

But Jon, still watching him closely, could see the storm brewing behind his best friend’s eyes. He never thought he’d see this side of Damian, but it was there, hovering just beneath the surface. That part of Damian—the one that still had a heart—was starting to surface in ways that Jon didn’t know how to deal with. Damian had been trained to avoid connections, to keep everything locked down. But A was different . She wasn’t just some person he was supposed to ignore. She was someone who had burrowed her way into his life, and that was something Jon didn’t know how to protect himself from.

“Damian, you… you care for her, don’t you?” 

“She is a person I feel connected to due to our shared past mistakes.” 

“That isn’t what I asked.” 

“Yes, she is a friend, Jon.” 

The tension in the room thickened as the two of them sat down to talk strategy, but Jon knew one thing: Damian’s heart was in the way. And no matter how hard Jon tried to explain the importance of the mission, of Gotham, of keeping his identity safe, Damian had already let something else in. Something that wasn’t just about being Batman.

Jon couldn’t help but think to himself, Damian’s relationship with Aless isn’t just about guilt anymore, is it? It’s becoming something else…

But Jon knew better than to press. His best friend would never admit it. Not to him. Not to anyone. But Jon was starting to wonder just how far Damian was willing to go for something—or someone—that wasn’t part of his mission. And for the first time in years, Jon couldn’t predict what Damian would do next.

And that made him uneasy.


“You look like a douchebag in those sunglasses.” 

“They’re Dior.

“They’re disturbingly large, that’s what they are.” 

“I thought once we became friends, these childish lines would end.” 

“Not all of them. I invited you to coffee, not a fashion show.” 

The dimly lit corner café was quiet, a small haven nestled between the city’s taller buildings. The kind of place you could escape to when you needed a moment of peace amidst the chaos. Damian sat across from Aless, his posture stiff, his hands folded in front of him on the table. She thought about calling him out for the three-piece suit he was wearing and how he stuck out like a sore thumb in this cafe, but she thought against it. If anyone saw them and cared, it would work out for her plan anyway. 

“How is your healing coming?” He set the sunglasses down, and she noticed a small bruise right under his cheek. Maybe that’s why he was wearing them. Well, now she felt bad. 

“I started physical therapy a week ago. And I’m walking with just the boot on.” 

“That is… progress.” When Alessandra texted Damian about meeting for coffee, he all but jumped at the opportunity. For two weeks, he had been standing in the shadows of Gotham, watching her—observing her every move as she, driven by her relentless journalistic instinct, tried to hunt him down. She'd dragged Jay along, unsure of the depths of her own pursuit, and together they roamed Crime Alley, determined to uncover if there was a new Batman.

It was almost… amusing to him, the way she maneuvered through the streets with that fierce determination, never quite getting any closer to the truth. That was thanks to Jay’s deception (which the man told Jon was “ a weight on his conscience ”). She thought she was hunting him, but in reality, it was Damian who was hunting her. Watching her every step as she maneuvered through the city like a puzzle he was trying to solve, only to constantly find himself one step ahead.

When she had come to Crime Alley a few nights ago, her eyes had been sharp, focused, searching the shadows, trying to pinpoint him. Instead, she had stumbled upon Spoiler, Black Bat, and Red Robin, three of his allies, and her frustration at the lack of Batman’s appearance had been palpable.

Damian had been content with keeping this distance. It was easy—far too easy, actually. He had already learned her tactics back in high school and knew now how to evade her. She was meticulous and patient, but never truly able to read between the lines, always focused on the next lead, the next step, without considering the bigger picture. He knew how she worked, how her mind ticked. Every move she made, he could predict it. He could predict her next step before she even realized she had taken it.

And then after two weeks, there she was, texting him to meet for coffee.

When the text came through—simple, straightforward, yet carrying an underlying tension—Damian had been unable to ignore it like Batman could. 

Damian knew this meeting wasn’t going to be about idle chatter or casual conversation. Alessandra had an agenda. It was going to be related to what she had wanted to tell him the last time they met. While he was more confident that she didn’t know Damian Wayne was Batman, he was still cautious coming into this meeting. It was a public setting. A cafe filled with people. A perfect place to confront him. She was trained. She was meticulous. She always was. 

Sitting across from her now, Damian could see the hesitation in Alessandra's eyes, the subtle way her fingers tapped nervously on the cup, betraying her calm exterior. He could feel the weight of her uncertainty in the air between them, as if she were measuring each word before it left her mouth. For a moment, Aless wondered if she had made a mistake as she watched him sit down, if sitting across from him like this—vulnerable, laying her cards on the table—was a dumb idea after all. But deep down, she knew it was the only shot she had left. And he would try to help her, even if he didn’t accept her ridiculous plan. As much as she wanted to second-guess herself, Aless knew she couldn’t walk away from this now.

“This was sent to me a few days ago by my uncle.” Aless set a stack of papers down on the table, which he picked up to skim through. Medical bills. Both for her mother and Alessandra. The cost, he added up quickly in his head, would be nothing for Damian to cover. That’s the first thing his mind jumped to. It was the first thing out of his mouth, cutting off Alessandra from explaining any further. 

“It’s a threat to-” 

“I can pay them.” She blinked. Maybe ten times. Before throwing her head back and laughing. Damian focused on the length of her throat. He’d seemed to read the situation wrong. Aless found it endearing. 

“Damian, I didn’t ask you here for your money.” Oh. She didn’t? He would’ve given it to her no questions asked. 

“You handed me a pile of medical bills. What was I to assume?” He watched as she rolled her eyes at him, which only irritated him slightly. 

“You weren’t supposed to assume anything, you were supposed to listen.” His eyes flicked between the paper and the slight frustration on her face. He didn’t speak. Just let her continue.

“So, you can see they’re medical bills,” she said quietly, her voice tinged with frustration. “In addition to these, he sent me an old tuition bill from Gotham Academy. One from Metropolis. My rent ledger while I was in school.”

While she spoke, his eyes looked over the bills again. He was able to read the bolded numbers and the scrawled handwriting over them, the unmistakable tone of a man who enjoyed wielding control. He caught the flicker of anxiety in Alessandra’s eyes, but the sharp edge of her voice was undeniable. He didn’t need to ask to understand the weight of it.

He leaned forward slightly, his tone calm but with a quiet intensity. “I can pay for all of those easily. And then you’ll be out of his control.” He reached into his jacket and started to pull out his wallet, but Aless stopped him, holding her hand out. 

God, he’s being so nice about this. That’s new. Not unexpected but…

Aless thought he must not have understood due to her humor about it the first time. This wasn’t about money for her uncle. This was about her inability to beat him legally. Her inability to get what was rightfully hers back. This was about all of her things still inside the family home. All of her mother’s belongings that he was holding. All of the things her father left her that he was simply hiding from her. If it was just about her life and her money, Aless would’ve been out of his control two years ago. 

"Damian, I said no." Her voice was firm, too sharp for comfort. "That’s not what I want."

She exhaled, steadying herself before meeting his gaze. "My uncle sent me this to remind me that I need to play by his rules. He’s holding my family’s past and future over my head, and he knows I won’t back down from a challenge. He’s waiting for me to slip too far. And the second I fail, he’ll take it as his excuse to pull everything—my mother’s medical care, my parents’ and my belongings still locked in the family home. He’ll make a spectacle of disowning me.” Her jaw tightened, her fingers curling into fists before she forced herself to relax.

"I need to convince him, Damian. That I’m trying. That I’m playing the part. That I’m working toward something he wants . Just until I have enough footing—until I can get my career to a place where I can finally publish the truth about him without risking everything." Her voice lowered, heavy with frustration. " Right now , I don’t have the social, legal, or political capital to do it. Not yet. But if I play my cards right, I will."

Aless swallowed, the weight of her words settling between them. "I just need time… and an ally."

She shifted in her seat, the edge of her coffee cup now a constant distraction in her hand. Aless practiced what she was going to say over and over, but somehow, in the small café, under his stare, all the words seemed to fall flat, unworthy of the gravity of the situation. She was asking Damian for something absurd—an arrangement that was equal parts strategy and personal risk—but she had no other options. It wasn’t like she had anyone else to turn to, and definitely not anyone who could help her without throwing her under the bus in the process.

Taking a deep breath, she met his gaze, her voice steady despite the turmoil in her chest. “I have an idea. A plan,” she started, feeling like she was speaking through a veil of hesitation. “It’s ridiculous, and I’m not expecting you to say yes immediately, but…” She paused, collecting herself. “First, right before the Ivy attack, he called me to come into his office.”

Damian’s brow furrowed, but he remained silent, leaning forward slightly, the gears in his mind turning. That moment—the one that had thrown everything into disarray. Why had she been there? Why had she been in her uncle’s office at that exact time? He’d been trying to figure that out for weeks. The pieces clicked into place with a sharpness that almost made Damian flinch. If she hadn’t been there, if she hadn’t been in that meeting, she wouldn’t have seen him as Batman. She wouldn’t have caught whatever detail or noticed his mannerisms to come to the conclusion that it wasn’t the same Batman. That it wasn’t Bruce.

She would have never come close to the truth.

Her voice cut through the tangle of his thoughts, grounding him in the present. “I didn’t want to, but he insisted,” she admitted, the frustration evident in the tightness of her jaw. “It’s been years since I’ve had anything to do with him. I left Gotham at eighteen because he needed me out of the way—because as long as I was gone, he could tighten his grip on the company without the risk of anyone pushing for me to take over. I stayed away, got my Master’s, did everything he told me to do, because I thought if I played along, I could come back on my own terms.” She let out a sharp breath, her fingers tightening around her coffee cup. “And now… after the deaths of key shareholders and the redistribution policies they’re pushing through, he’s feeling pressure. He needs more control. And apparently, I’m a part of that plan.”

Her voice dipped lower, like she hated even saying it out loud. “God, he laid it out like a damn business deal.

Damian’s eyes darkened. “He’s forcing you to do something?” he echoed, his voice low, calculating. Please let it be something Batman can take care of. Something easy. Quick. Something so that I can rid Gotham of Daniel Vreeland. So I can get him out of her life.

Aless nodded, her gaze dropping to the table, her fingers tightening around her cup as she searched for the right words. Just say it. “Wayne Enterprises’ shares of Vreeland Oil are close enough to 51 percent for my uncle to start worrying about removal. No one actually likes him as CEO—everyone knows he stole the company from my father, but they don’t have the power to do anything… if he stays. That’s why he keeps me around, parading me as proof of his generosity , so people believe he’s taking care of his poor orphaned niece. So they don’t have any other ammunition.” Her lips curled into something sharp, bitter. “But now that WE is gaining more control, he’s scared. He knows if the board sides with you, they could vote him out. So he wants me to... target you.”

Damian’s expression didn’t change. “Target me?” he echoed, his voice clipped.

Aless let out a slow breath. “Yes. He thinks that if I get close to you, I can secure your... attention. ” The word tasted awful on her tongue. She lifted her gaze, forcing herself to meet his. “He wants me to—” She hesitated, her jaw clenching. “Well, he used the word seduce.

A muscle ticked in Damian’s jaw.

“He thinks if I play the part, if I make it so there’s something between us, Wayne Enterprises will hesitate to push him out. He’s banking on the idea that you wouldn’t move against family. ” She let out a dry, humorless laugh. “It’s like something out of a bad corporate soap opera—forcing the heiress to tie herself to the rival company to secure power. And he doesn’t care what it costs me.”

Damian’s lips pressed into a thin line, his fingers tapping lightly against the table. So that’s why he introduced her to me at the shareholders’ meeting. The realization hit him like a blade sliding between his ribs—sharp, deliberate. Vreeland had been playing the long game, maneuvering his pieces carefully, trying to place his pawn in just the right position. And what angered Damian most was that the pawn in question was her.

Alessandra, the woman who had spent her last two years in high school trying to Robin, the woman who had once gone to war with him in print, was reduced to nothing more than a bargaining chip in her uncle’s power play. It was insulting. Infuriating. But more than that, it didn’t make sense.

Hatred to seduction—that was a leap even she couldn’t have pulled off without him, Damian, noticing. She wasn’t the type to slip into a role like that seamlessly. He would’ve seen through it immediately, would’ve pulled her aside, demanded answers. Hell, he might have even checked for mind control. How would she have even done it?

His mind flickered, unbidden, back to his birthday party. The one where Alessandra had made such a spectacle, where she had worn that dress, where she had deliberately placed herself in his orbit, demanding his attention. Would she have done something like that again? The thought made his jaw tighten.

A slow, inexplicable curiosity curled in his chest. Would she have played the part? Would she have leaned into the role, used his attraction against him? Would she have walked into a room full of Gotham’s elite, wearing something that turned heads, sauntered up to him with that sharp, knowing smirk, and pretended —pretended that she wanted him, pretended that she was drawn to him in the same way he had always been unwilling to admit he was drawn to her?

Damian could almost see it, like an old memory playing out in front of him. Alessandra, draped in something dangerously elegant, every movement calculated, every glance deliberate. The way she might’ve leaned in, let her fingers trail absently across his chest, her breath warm against his ear, whispering something with just enough weight to leave him unbalanced. Would it have worked?

His fingers stilled against the table.

What bothered him more than anything, though, was that the thought didn’t bother him.

Why didn’t it feel awful?

As he sat across from her now, Damian could see the flicker of uncertainty in Alessandra’s gaze, the way her fingers trembled ever so slightly as she lifted her coffee cup. It was subtle, something most people wouldn’t notice—but he wasn’t most people. He had trained his entire life to read the smallest shifts in body language, the tells that betrayed what someone was really feeling beneath the surface. And right now, Alessandra was nervous. He’d never seen her like this around him. 

She took a deep breath, gripping the cup as though it was the only thing keeping her grounded. Damian stayed silent, letting her gather herself, his stare unwavering, his presence pressing down on her like a weight. 

What if he says no?

"So, keeping in mind that I can’t say no to him—not right now, anyway," she started, her voice careful, measured. Her eyes flicked briefly to the papers on the table, as if they might offer her some kind of reinforcement. "I thought… maybe, if we pretend, it might convince him I’m doing what he wants. And maybe you’d be able to get some good press out of it, too. I’ve seen the things your ex posted. The Gossip Column will be writing about it tomorrow. I checked in with Jane."

She glanced up at him, testing his reaction, searching for some indication of what he was thinking. But Damian’s expression remained unreadable, his gaze locked onto her with quiet intensity. The silence stretched. Too long. She hesitated, then backtracked, her voice dipping into something more uncertain. 

"It’s stupid, right? I know it sounds crazy, but—"

Damian’s mind was already turning, a storm of calculations and possibilities swirling in his head. He could see it—the way she hated even suggesting this, the way it grated against her pride. And yet, beneath the reluctance, he could see the desperation, the weight of her circumstances pressing down on her. This wasn’t just a game to her. It wasn’t some casual manipulation or an easy way out. It was a last resort.

And that was what made it make sense.

For her, this was about survival. About taking back control of her life, even if it meant playing along with her uncle’s demands. But for him?

For him, this was an opportunity.

It was the perfect excuse to keep her close. To control the narrative. To make sure she didn’t dig too deep, didn’t get too close to uncovering the truth about Batman. He knew her frustration was growing. He’d been watching her spiral, taking more risks in her tracking, pushing harder for answers. If he didn’t redirect that energy, if he didn’t find a way to contain her, she was going to get reckless.

If she was busy with this —with him—she wouldn’t be chasing shadows in alleyways, trying to force an encounter with Batman. And if he played this right, he could manipulate the situation in his favor. Keep her distracted. Keep her from seeing the bigger picture.

He leaned back slightly, his fingers drumming once against the table before going still.

"So you want me to pretend to be in a relationship with you?" His voice was flat, deadpan, but there was something unreadable in his tone. Something calculating.

His expression never wavered.

Alessandra stared at the table, her face warming. When he put it like that, the entire thing sounded absurd. Out loud, it was ridiculous. She shouldn’t have asked. She should have just powered through, kept her head down until she published the piece on Batman, and used that momentum to get herself—and her mother—out from under her uncle’s thumb.

“Yeah,” she muttered, feeling the weight of her own words settle around her. “That’s the idea. You can say no, though. No worries.”

He let her words hang in the air for a second.

Damian didn’t respond right away. He let her words settle in the space between them, studying her like she was something to be carefully examined, a puzzle to be solved.

But in his mind, the solution was already forming.

This was a perfect opportunity.

If she didn’t know he was Batman, then this could work in his favor. She wouldn’t see the deception coming. She wouldn’t know that he was using this to control her, to dictate how she spent her time, who she spoke to, and what she focused on. She was too close to the truth, her instincts too sharp. But if he gave her something else to focus on—if he gave himself as a distraction—then maybe she wouldn’t notice the walls closing in around her.

“I am… agreeable,” Damian said, his voice cool and unwavering.

It took her a second to process the words before they truly registered.

Agreeable?

She had expected resistance. Maybe a smirk, a sharp remark, a flat-out rejection. Not this. Not calm, methodical acceptance. Not him, sitting there, considering her proposal like it was just another business deal, like it made perfect sense. The unreadable look in his eyes made something tighten in her stomach.

Damian leaned back, his fingers steepling in front of him, his expression neutral. “You understand what this entails?” he asked, his voice cutting through the haze of her thoughts. “This wouldn’t just be about your uncle. It would require full commitment.”

A full enough commitment to keep you away from the cowl.

Aless swallowed hard, nodding. She wasn’t naive—she knew what she was suggesting. This couldn’t be half-measured. If they were going to do this, it had to be believable. Not just to her uncle, but to everyone—Wayne Enterprises, the press, the social circles they would inevitably find themselves in. Her heart pounded, unsure if it was from nerves, from the weight of what she was asking, or from the way Damian was looking at her—steady, assessing, like he was waiting for her to realize something she hadn’t yet.

“Yes,” she said, almost to herself. A reminder. A confirmation. “It will be real enough. Just enough to fool them. Just enough to protect my mother. Just until I publish this piece I’m working on. I think it’s the type of topic to garner capital. Or at least to start.” 

Damian’s gaze flickered with something unreadable. Just until I publish this piece I’m working on. No, he thought, you won’t. Not if I have anything to do with it. For a brief second, something like guilt crossed his mind, but he shoved it down.

“You may want to reconsider how much of yourself you’re willing to invest in this, Alessandra,” he said, his voice even but with a rare edge of something softer beneath it. “People get caught in these games. And it’s not always easy to walk away.” 

Aless felt a chill run through her. He wasn’t wrong. But she had spent years walking away from things—her family’s company, her career ambitions, the truth about her father’s death. She had spent years being careful. And where had that gotten her? Right here. Back in Gotham. Back in his orbit.

“I don’t have a choice,” she said, meeting his gaze with firm resolve. “Not right now.”

Damian studied her carefully, his expression unreadable for a moment before he gave a slow, measured nod.

“Fine,” he said. “We do this for a few months. However long it takes. And then, after?”

She had thought about that too. She had to.

“Then we can have some public, mutual ending. ‘Right person, wrong time’ or something like that,” she said, shrugging. “I’ll have Gossip write a piece about how wonderful you were, and you can publicly support my article when it comes out. Take over Vreeland if you want.”

Damian huffed out something that might have been amusement. “How generous of you.”

Aless rolled her eyes. “Oh, you’re welcome.”

But even as they settled on their terms, even as the agreement between them became real, she couldn’t shake the feeling that she had just made a deal with something far bigger than she could comprehend. And as Damian watched her, his sharp mind already strategizing, already planning the moves ahead, he knew one thing for certain—she thought she was playing the game.

But she had no idea he had already set the board.

The silence stretched between them, thick with unspoken thoughts. Alessandra tried to focus on the next steps, but her mind kept circling back to Damian’s words. People get caught in these games. The way he had said it—so lightly, so matter-of-fact—yet laced with something deeper, something that felt like a warning. Not just for her, but for both of them.

But she was already in too deep. Her uncle had left her no other options, and whatever this was with Damian, it had to work. There was no room for doubt, no time for second-guessing.

“Then it’s settled.” Alessandra’s voice came out steadier than she had expected. She reached into her bag, pulled out a pen, and flipped one of the bills over. The paper was slightly crumpled from where she had gripped it too tightly earlier, frustration seeping into her movements. But that didn’t stop her from pressing the tip of the pen against it and beginning to write.

Damian’s gaze flickered to the motion, curiosity sparking in his sharp green eyes. He watched as the letters formed—fast, thin, swirly, just barely legible. It was messy yet precise in its own way. Somehow, it fit her.

“What are you doing?” he asked, his voice edged with mild suspicion.

Alessandra didn’t look up, her pen still moving. “It wouldn’t be a business transaction without a contract,” she said simply.

Damian leaned forward slightly, one brow lifting as he observed her scribbling. Amusement flickered in his expression despite himself. A contract? He shouldn’t have been surprised. She was thorough and meticulous. It was one of the things that had always set her apart.

“Really?” His voice was dry, but there was an unmistakable glint of intrigue behind his stare. “A contract?”

Alessandra didn’t stop writing, but she did glance up at him, mischief dancing in her eyes. “What? You don’t think this is serious?” Her pen moved swiftly, each stroke deliberate, as she outlined whatever terms were already forming in her head. The sheer confidence of it made Damian want to laugh.

“This may not be a traditional arrangement,” she continued, “but it’s still a deal. And I’d prefer to have everything clear from the start.”

Damian exhaled sharply, shaking his head. He should have expected this. Of course, she wouldn’t just agree to something like this without putting it in writing. Of course, she had to set the terms herself.

His lips quirked slightly, just a hint of a smirk. “Alright, then. Set your terms.” Damian just leaned back to study her as she finished writing out everything. He wouldn’t bother to read it. He was the one who had ulterior motives in this deal. The thought soured the situation only slightly for him. 

It’s what needs to be done… Jon isn’t going to like this. 

"Do I get a copy?" he asked dryly, though his tone carried a trace of something almost affectionate, as if this entire exchange amused him more than it should have. He’d always been used to the way she operated, but he hadn’t expected it to come in the form of paperwork .

Alessandra smirked as she finished her note. She folded the bill and slid it across the table to him. When he opened it up, her signature was already in place. “You can keep the original. Don’t steal my medical information, though,” she replied, her voice light but with an undertone of steel. “And don’t think for a second that I’m not serious about this. We both have something to lose here. This needs to work. So, we make sure we’re on the same page.”

A part of him found it almost amusing. Alessandra was, in some ways, a mirror of his own calculating nature. He could respect that, even if he didn’t trust it entirely.

“You’ve thought this through.”

“Of course I have,” she said with a laugh, her eyes briefly softening as she tucked the paper away in her purse. "I’m nothing if not thorough. Didn’t you already know that? Now sign.”

Damian took another sip of his coffee before unceremoniously plucking the pen from Alessandra’s fingers and signing his name at the bottom of their hastily written agreement. His movements were steady, deliberate, but there was an unspoken weight in them—an awareness that this was far from just ink on paper. There was still a wariness in him, a part of his mind that knew better than to assume this would go smoothly. Fake relationships never did, not even with two people as careful as they were. But for now, Alessandra had made her choice, and Damian had made his. It was a means to an end.

Whether this would unravel into disaster or serve its purpose remained to be seen.

He set the pen down, exhaling slowly, when Alessandra suddenly leaned in, her expression far too amused for his liking.

“And one more thing,” she said, mischief dancing in her eyes. “What pet name do you prefer?”

Damian froze mid-motion, his coffee cup hovering just inches from his lips.

The question blindsided him like a well-placed strike, and for a second—an uncharacteristically long second—his brain completely stalled. Pet name? Pet name?

The very idea sent something deeply mortifying through his system. He could already hear the ridiculous possibilities spinning through her head. Baby. Babe. Sweetheart. Honey. Love. A muscle in his jaw ticked. No. Absolutely not.

But before he could collect himself enough to respond, his grip faltered.

The cup tilted. And in a mortifying betrayal of his own reflexes, coffee sloshed right over the rim and splattered down the front of his crisp white button-up.

Damian let out a sharp, involuntary curse as the dark liquid bled into the fabric. In an instant, he lunged for a napkin, swiping at the stain with a level of frustration typically reserved for Gotham’s worst criminals.

Across from him, Alessandra lost it .

Laughter burst from her in full force, bright and utterly unrestrained, echoing through the quiet café. It wasn’t the kind of polite chuckle someone might offer at another’s misfortune—it was real . It rang with genuine amusement, full-bodied and shameless. It was the kind of laughter that felt like a rare glimpse into something unguarded —a moment of true, unfiltered joy.

And that —that was what made Damian’s hands still for just a second.

Because when was the last time he’d heard her laugh like that?

He forced his focus back on the task at hand, aggressively dabbing at his now-ruined shirt, but he could feel her laughter wrapping around him like a vice. It didn’t help that he could see her trying to compose herself, barely succeeding, her shoulders shaking, her eyes gleaming with amusement.

Damian shot her a flat look, his expression carefully schooled, though the warmth creeping up the back of his neck betrayed him. "This is your fault," he muttered, his voice dry but edged with exasperation. "I should send you the dry cleaning bill."

“Oh, please,” Alessandra waved him off, still chuckling, “as if you don’t have five identical shirts at home.”

Damian narrowed his eyes. “That’s not the point.”

Alessandra grinned, tilting her head. “The point is, you spilled your own coffee because you got flustered over a pet name .”

His shoulders stiffened. The amusement in her voice, the teasing glint in her eye—he hated it. Not because it wasn’t deserved, but because she was right . And she knew it. Before he could snap back with something dry and cutting, she leaned back in her chair, watching him in a way that made him acutely aware of the moment.

It wasn’t just amusement anymore. It was something else. Something he couldn’t quite name.

For the first time in a long time, Damian felt like he was being observed . Not just looked at, not just scrutinized in the way people often did when they wanted something from him, but seen . And he wasn’t sure he liked it. Even behind his sunglasses, he knew Alessandra was looking at him— really looking. And the realization did something sharp to his chest.

But Aless wasn’t trying to look at him like that. She was… well, admiring. Perhaps. 

Aless had always known Damian Wayne was good-looking. That was an objective fact . The kind of thing you acknowledged in passing, tucked away in the part of your brain reserved for useless trivia. Yes, he’s handsome. No, I don’t care. Moving on. But now, watching him try to scrub coffee out of his expensive dress shirt, looking just the slightest bit flustered, something about him felt… different .

She saw it in the sharpness of his jaw, the furrow in his brow, the way his hands— capable hands —moved with an efficiency that was second nature. He was always composed, always so put together , but this? This was something new. A crack in the carefully constructed image.

And she stared .

Damn it .

Had she always thought he was attractive? Maybe. But this was the first time she was allowing herself to notice . And the realization sent an uncomfortable warmth creeping up the back of her neck. 

Meanwhile, Damian was doing his best to ignore the way her gaze lingered.

Because the truth was—he had noticed it, too.

He just wasn’t ready to admit it.

When he bent over slightly to grab more napkins, his movements still precise despite his clear frustration, she found herself watching . His hair, the way it fell just slightly over his forehead when he wasn’t paying attention. The broadness of his shoulders. The way his fingers— so often curled into fists —moved with a certain elegance even in something as mundane as cleaning up a spill.

And that was the problem.

Now that she had noticed, it was impossible to un -notice.

He’s about to be my fake boyfriend. FAKE. F-A-K-E. Stop thinking like that. He’s still that snotty little kid I tripped in the lunch line.

But still, she glanced at him again. And just like before, the thought didn’t sound as ridiculous as it should have. Aless cleared her throat, shaking herself out of it, forcing her expression back into something more neutral.

“Well,” she said, voice a little too casual, “let’s try that again. What pet name do you prefer?”

Damian shot her a look, his brow arching as he wiped at his shirt again. “You’re serious ?”

“It’s important information,” she smirked, leaning forward slightly, her elbows resting on the table, still teasing. But inside, a little voice whispered that this— this playful, unexpectedly real interaction—might not be as much of a performance as either of them had imagined.

Damian exhaled slowly, giving her a long, measured look. It was ridiculous , this conversation. Completely unnecessary.

And yet, he could see the anticipation in her eyes, the way she was clearly waiting for an answer.

He should’ve ignored it. He should’ve shut it down entirely.

But instead, he actually thought about it .

And that was his first mistake.

His mind flicked through the possibilities, none of them sitting right. His ex had been particularly fond of my love , which he hated . Love? He’d never loved her. He’d already forgotten her name. But when it came to Alessandra

Nothing felt right .

Because it all felt—ingenuous.

There was a pause, the air between them thick with something unspoken. It wasn’t tense, exactly. Just… there . Lingering. Aless, still caught up in their strange, sharp-edged dynamic, leaned forward slightly, her elbows resting on the table.

“So,” she said, a smirk creeping onto her lips, “you’re not the type to do any of the cheesy stuff, huh?”

Damian arched a brow. “Cheesy?”

Alessandra grinned. “Yeah, you know. The usual. I mean, you’ve already got the flowers down, but I’m talking over-the-top dates. Flying a girl out to Paris, buying her a Birkin bag—none of that?”

She wasn’t sure why she was pushing him on this. Maybe she just wanted to see how far she could take it, or maybe it was because the idea of Damian Wayne —stoic, guarded, and perpetually brooding—doing anything remotely romantic felt like something out of a fever dream.

Damian’s expression didn’t shift immediately. Instead, he regarded her for a moment, as if weighing whether or not this conversation was even worth entertaining. Then, finally, he spoke, his voice even.

“I am starting to believe this fake relationship is just a front for you to exploit my wealth,” he said dryly. “A Birkin bag ? What even is that?”

Alessandra gasped in mock horror. “Says the man wearing Dior sunglasses.”

“My stylist acquired them.”

“You need to fire your stylist.”

“You insult what I’m wearing,” Damian replied smoothly, “yet you have a hole in your sweater.”

“It’s a lived-in look.”

“I was unaware you lived in a barn.”

Alessandra gaped at him, then let out a short laugh, shaking her head. “You know what? I was considering playing nice, but no. Now I have to be insufferable about this.”

Damian exhaled through his nose, unimpressed. “You were going to be insufferable regardless.”

She gasped, placing a hand over her heart. “You wound me.”

“I could only be so lucky .”

Alessandra rolled her eyes, but she was still smiling, still leaning forward like she didn’t mind engaging in this absurd, unnecessary banter. And Damian—though he would never admit it—felt himself relax, just the tiniest bit.

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Jay was starting to regret everything. He had known he shouldn’t have let her drag him into this—he knew better. He’d tried to get her to reconsider, tried to convince her that maybe tonight wasn’t the right night for her Batman stakeout, but nothing was ever going to stop Aless once she got it in her head that she was going to get a scoop. Damian was going to kill him.

"Why can’t you just do this yourself?" Jay asked, his voice betraying more exasperation than concern as he gazed up at the fire escape. Why did I let her convince me to do this? He pinched the bridge of his nose in frustration. I should’ve texted Jon. I should’ve just called Damian myself. Why don’t I have Damian’s number?

Aless shot him a sharp glance, hands planted on her hips, her stance fierce despite the unease creeping into Jay’s bones. The flickering light from a nearby streetlamp made her determination all the more vivid, her face set in an expression that would have terrified anyone who hadn’t known her so well. "Oh, yeah, tell that to the person still in a boot because Ivy broke her ankle!" she shot back, her voice tinged with mock offense.

Jay sighed, shaking his head. "Fractured. She fractured your ankle. And it was a minor fracture. You get to take the boot off tomorrow."

“But am I still in the boot?” Aless challenged, raising an eyebrow. “Yes or no?”

Jay blinked at her. " Fine, but I’m not going all the way up. I’m afraid of heights, and we can get the picture from here.”

Aless rolled her eyes, undeterred. "You went bungee jumping with Jon in Australia.”

"Well, he was there, so I could hug him the whole time!" Jay responded dramatically, throwing his hands up in mock defeat. It didn’t help. Aless was persistent. Too persistent.

“I can call him,” Aless suggested with a teasing smirk. “Or you can hug me. Whichever you prefer.”

“Ugh, fine. I’ll go up to the…." Jay sounded defeated, but his reluctance wasn't over. " Wait, what are you doing?!” He squinted in confusion as she stepped onto the fire escape.

Aless shot him an exasperated look. "Climbing a ladder?" she said with a tone that screamed sarcasm and impatience, as though she were the one doing something completely reasonable and he was the one acting like a child.

“I thought you wanted me to go onto the roof?” Jay frowned now, clearly not understanding what exactly was happening.

“Yeah, but then you complained. A woman always has to do what a man can’t.” Aless shrugged, the ease of her words contrasting with the way she was already starting to climb. “Besides, if he does show up, I’ll be able to get to him faster.”

“You can’t climb up on a roof with a boot.” Jay couldn’t take it anymore. He stepped forward, gently gripping her arm, trying to hold her back before she could hurt herself. Not again. Not tonight. She was always so ready to endanger herself for her stories. That’s what made her such a good investigative journalist, but that was before she started going after Jay’s friend. 

Was Damian his friend…? He didn’t even have his number! 

"It didn’t say that in my physical therapy packet," Aless countered with the same grin she always wore when she knew she was right.

"Because they assume people with broken ankles aren't climbing up buildings!" Jay snapped, genuinely worried. It felt like a losing battle. He threw his hands in the air, unable to stop her now. His worst fear was already unfolding as Aless continued her awkward, clunky ascent, her booted foot landing on the rungs despite her ankle's protest.

"Fractured. My ankle is fractured. A minor fracture, too." She looked down at him, throwing him a mocking grin over her shoulder, like the pain didn’t matter.

Jay groaned, shaking his head. He couldn't win with her. He couldn't even keep her safe from herself. “Just... get down!”

But it was already too late. Aless was halfway up, her booted foot planted firmly on the next rung, and there was no stopping her. The fact that she was in pain didn’t seem to matter to her—not when she was so close to getting what she wanted. Nothing ever stopped Alessandra. Not even common sense.

"No! You stay down there and tell me if you see anything," she called down to him, her voice stubborn, determined.

“Alessandra Claire Vreeland!” Jay called, his concern clear now. "I’m going to call the police!"

“That’s good because there’s going to be a robbery at that store in five minutes!” Aless shouted down at him, pointing to the 7/11 across the street. The store’s fluorescent lights buzzed in the otherwise dark, empty stretch of Crime Alley. Jay’s eyes followed her finger and then immediately darted to the shadows, his heart sinking.

What?!

“Shh!” Aless reprimanded him from above. “But, yeah, my informant told me that it was going to happen. This is away from Batman’s patrol lines, too. He won’t see me coming.” She smiled, raising the camera up to get the store in focus. 

“You have a criminal informant?!”  

“Hey, he was just a guy who needed some extra cash.” 

“That is illegal !” 

“Cry about it!”

Aless was certain about this. She was right . She had been tracking Batman's movements for weeks now, slowly piecing together his new patrol routes, understanding the pattern of his mysterious, unpredictable appearances. And for weeks, she let him toy with her. It was obvious what he was doing, but he was always one step ahead of Aless. She’d run into Spoiler and Black Bat more times than she’d ever had in her life because he was trying to shake her off his tail. 

That was until she decided to go the subtly shady route. If Aless couldn’t use his patrol routes to find him, she’d just have to find another way to get the jump on him. Enter her informant– a shady guy who works for the Penguin but has little-to-no loyalties to anything other than money. He told her the plans for the week, what stores they were going to rob, etcetera, and she picked the one farthest away from Batman’s regular routes to stalk. And now, she was close. So close.

And now, Jay had to figure out whether to stop the robbery or stop Aless from getting in the way of Batman . The thought of trying to intercept a robbery with her around was ridiculous, and worse, she was already getting the camera out and getting ready to snap a shot. She didn’t need to get caught up in whatever was about to go down.

"Should I stop it with my powers?" Jay muttered to himself, unsure. He knew it wouldn’t be the best move—not without causing some unwanted attention. Instead, he pulled out his phone, thinking he could text Jon to get Damian involved, but he couldn’t help but wonder why he didn’t already have Damian’s number. Again. What am I doing here? he thought, annoyed at himself.

But then, before he could get the text off, a noise across the street told him it was time. A group of thugs wearing masks and black clothes burst through the door of the 7/11 . One of them pulled a gun, pointing it at the cashier behind the counter. Jay ducked into the shadows, out of sight, hoping that he wouldn’t get noticed. He didn't need to be seen by the Bat Family. 

Alessandra, however, wasn’t as concerned. She was already in position, camera ready, and her eyes locked on the scene unfolding at the store. Come on. Come on. But then, just as the robbers were about to make their move, a figure stepped out of the shadows.

It wasn’t Batman.

It was Red Hood.

“Fuck!”

Alessandra’s breath caught in her throat. How did he know I was going to be here? She was sure that whoever Batman had appointed on patrol routes would be too busy to come over here. That meant he would have to come himself. Or so she thought. The thug with the gun immediately turned, ready to fire, but Red Hood disarmed him with a swift, efficient move, knocking the gun to the floor before knocking the man out with a single punch.

Before Alessandra could even react, she felt a sudden presence behind her. A shadow cast over her like a cold wave. She whipped around, camera still in hand, but the shock of being startled sent her hands jerking, sending the camera flying right off the edge of the roof.

The sound of it hitting the ground was like a smack to her chest.

Then, in the blink of an eye, a familiar, gravely voice emerged. 

The shadow of Batman moved towards her, his silhouette growing more defined as he stepped out of the darkness. His cape fluttered like a ripple in the wind, his presence suffocating, but Aless wasn’t going to let the fear take over. She was too determined. She was right —she knew she was right—and there was no way he was getting away without a confrontation.

“You thought I wouldn’t find out you bribed Penguin’s henchman?” Batman’s voice echoed around the rooftop, cutting through the tension with its low, gravelly rumble.

Aless felt the heat rise in her face from embarrassment, frustration, and, of course, the fear she’d been trying to hide. This was the first time she interacted with the Bat- any Bat- since high school when he cut her down from Robin’s grappling line. She was also fighting surprise because she was convinced that she was going to have to fight to even get to see his face. Now, after almost a month of chasing, he was finally confronting her.

What changed? 

Alessandra stood tall, the adrenaline thrumming in her veins, but she forced herself to steady her breathing. Her hands clenched into fists at her sides. This was it. This was the moment. You’ve confronted him before when you were a child. You can do it now. You can do it. Let him have it. I’m not afraid of a man dressed up in a stolen suit. 

Her heart hammered in her chest, and she hated the tight feeling in her throat, but she wasn’t going to let him see it. She wasn’t going to let him intimidate her. She had a job to do, and she wasn’t going to back down now—not when she was so close to getting the answers she wanted.

The shadow of Batman moved closer, his silhouette growing more defined as he stepped out of the darkness. His cape fluttered like a ripple in the wind, his presence suffocating, but Aless wasn’t going to let the fear take over. She was too determined. She was right —she knew she was right—and there was no way he was getting away without a confrontation.

“I knew I’d find you eventually, Batman,” Alessandra said, her voice steady, even though her heart was thumping in her chest. “Or whoever you are.” The words stung as they left her lips. She knew they would, but they were true. This wasn’t the same man who’d she chased all those years ago. It couldn’t be.

Her gaze fixed firmly on him, scanning his form as he closed the distance between them. He was too tall. Too lean. The suit had red in it. This wasn’t just a random modification. And he was showing it all to her. He wasn’t even using the rooftops for leverage anymore—he wasn’t even trying to stay hidden. This wasn’t the Batman she had once known. This was someone new, someone different. Someone much more confrontational. And she was going to figure out exactly who he was.

“I believe I was the one who found you,” Batman muttered, his voice colder now. He stopped just a few feet away from her, his eyes glinting from under the mask, even though most of his face was still shrouded in shadow. The tension was thick between them, and Alessandra could feel it—a strange mixture of anger and… something else. 

“You’re not him.” She started, her words sharp. “No more grappling lines. No more disappearing in the shadows. Your methods are more brutal. More precise. You’ve gotten bolder. You’re not trying to hide anymore, are you?” Her voice was biting, but beneath the sharpness, there was something else—something deeper, as if she were trying to get to the heart of what was really going on, as if the Batman standing before her wasn’t just a shadow but the person who had taken everything from her all those years ago.

“You don’t move like him. The old Batman—he was erratic. There was an unpredictability to him that made him dangerous. You, though... You move like you're trying to avoid making mistakes, like you're afraid of messing up. And you use knives now instead of fists. Batman doesn’t use knives.” She took a step closer to him, daring him to respond. “You’re not the real Batman.”

Batman’s eyes flashed behind his mask, his muscles coiling beneath the armor, but he didn’t move. He was seething, but he held it in, waiting.

“I don’t know how Gotham hasn’t noticed,” she said again, more forcefully this time, the accusation hanging in the air like a challenge. “You can’t just steal his mantle and expect no one to notice. What happened to the real Batman?” Her voice softened, a cold edge creeping in. “Did you kill him? Did you retire? What happened to him, and why are you hiding behind his cowl?”

“You think I stole his mantle?” Batman’s voice was low, tinged with a cold amusement. “You think you know what’s happened? You think you’ve got all the answers, don’t you?”

Alessandra’s heart pounded, but she didn’t back down. “I know something’s wrong, and I’m not going to stop until I find out what happened. To the real Batman. To Gotham’s protector. You’re not him. You’ll never be him.”

The words hung in the air, and for a moment, Batman didn’t answer. But the intensity in his posture, the way his eyes locked onto hers, told her everything she needed to know: she had struck a nerve. 

The tension between them was palpable, thick enough to cut through with a knife. Alessandra held her ground, eyes never leaving his, daring him to. She could feel it in the way he moved, how his shoulders seemed to tense just a little more, how his fists tightened at his sides. And then, in an instant, before she could even brace herself, it happened.

With a force that took her by surprise, Batman slammed her up against the brick wall of the rooftop enclosure. The impact was jarring, knocking the air from her lungs and sending a sharp pain shooting up her back. The cool, hard surface of the stone dug into her spine, pressing her against the wall with a suffocating weight. Her breath hitched in her throat, but she didn’t flinch. She wouldn’t give him the satisfaction.

Her chest heaved as she struggled to steady herself, but he didn’t loosen his grip. One gloved hand was pressed flat against her left arm, the other at her throat—firm, but not choking. Just enough to make her aware of the power he held. His chest was so close to hers she could feel the heat radiating off his suit, his presence overwhelming.

There was no escaping him, no outrunning him, not when he had her this pinned, this vulnerable. But she refused to show fear. The old Batman had intimidated her, had made her feel small and powerless. He talked to her like the child she was. This one? This one made her angry. This one was crossing a line that didn’t sit well with her.

For a moment, all she could hear was the rush of her own blood pounding in her ears. The adrenaline coursing through her veins only sharpened the feeling of his hand on her throat, his body just inches away, as if he was trying to become a physical part of her world. The intensity of his gaze, covered in white, sent a shiver down her spine, but she held her own. She wasn’t afraid of him. Not this time.

“Is this how you do things now?” she managed, her voice thick with the frustration she felt. "Just throw people around when they get too close to the truth? Only vengeance, no justice."

Batman’s breath was heavy, almost as if he were trying to keep his rage in check, but the anger was there, lurking just beneath the surface. His eyes flickered, dark and stormy, a mixture of frustration and something else she couldn’t quite place.

“I told you to forget about it,” he growled, his grip tightening for just a fraction of a second before releasing. "You don’t know what you're dealing with."

Alessandra couldn’t help but chuckle, even as her heart hammered in her chest. She was caught in the whirlwind of emotions he was unleashing, but she wasn’t going to back down. “You’re not even hiding.” Her voice was low now, the words slipping out more softly. “You think this is the answer? Scaring me into silence? You’re not the Batman I knew. You’re just a shadow. A stand-in. What happened to the real protector of Gotham?”

The air was heavy with unspoken words. Neither of them moved for a long moment, as if the entire city held its breath waiting for one of them to crack. But then Aless raised the arm he wasn’t holding, feeling bold. This Batman seemed to leave his anger unchecked. That could be useful. 

“No stubble, no five o'clock shadow.” Alessandra’s gaze dropped to his sharp jawline. Her eyes locked on the exposed part of his mask—the chin and mouth—where the absence of hair stood out to her more than anything. It was such a small thing, a detail most wouldn’t notice. But Aless had always paid attention to details. It was the last thing she saw before she passed out from Ivy. 

She pressed her point, leaning forward just slightly into the space that was once his, almost daring him to say something back. “The old Batman was… a bit rough around the edges, wasn’t he?” Her finger drifted across his chin, lightly touching the exposed portion of his mask as if testing the boundaries. "But you…No scruff, no imperfections. You're… polished. Clean. Trained. Do you know what I think, Batman?"

The last word, his name, was whispered as she looked up at him. Batman’s jaw tightened. She felt it under her finger, still on his skin. The tension in his posture grew even more intense, his body coiled like a predator ready to strike. But he didn’t move. He only stood there, letting her lean against him, letting her finger trace the sharp outline of his mask now. She was so close to seeing who he was, if only he would let her just peel it… His mouth opened as if to speak, she looked down at it, but then he closed it again, choosing silence for a moment longer. The more she pressed, the more she could feel his restraint slipping.

Good. Let’s really find out who you are.

“I think I know who you are.” Alessandra’s tone was pointed, her eyes searching for any sign of panic. "Really, it was obvious. I’d spent years…" She cut herself off before she could get too carried away. She needed to stay focused. She needed not to reveal all her cards. She was this close. “Would I find him if I lifted this mask, Batman?” 

There was no way she was going to back down now. Not from him. Not from any of this.

“I know who you are,” Batman growled, his tone darkening. He tried to regain control, pushing so his chest almost pressed against hers. “Alessandra Vreeland.”

It made the edges of her smile curl. Caught you. She’d tentatively slipped her finger right under the edge of the silicone-like material, and that seemed too far for him. The gloved hand on her neck shot out, grabbing the one finger that threatened his whole identity. His grip was tight but not painful as he pulled her hand away from his face.

“Get your hands off me,” he growled, but his tone was strangely— unpredictably —low, as if the warning carried something else beneath it. Something darker, something more heated. The air between them crackled.

“Make me,” she replied, her voice almost teasing despite the situation. She couldn’t help herself; it was too easy to push him. She needed to get under his skin. She had to.

The tension between them shifted, flickering in the space between breaths. Batman’s gaze darkened as he leaned in slightly, his face inches from hers. She could feel the heat radiating from his body, the faint smell of leather and metal mixed with something sharper, something that wasn’t just fear. 

Something almost familiar. 

“I could,” he murmured dangerously, his lips brushing against her ear. “But you wouldn’t like it. As you’ve noticed, I am not above the use of lethal force.” His breath was warm against her skin. His hands were now holding hers against the brick, grip stiff enough that she had no ability to move. She felt the presence of his every movement, even as he remained still.

Aless tilted her head slightly, a fire sparking in her eyes. "Try me." The words slipped out before she could stop them. She wasn’t backing down. Not now.

For a long moment, they just stood there, so close, so painfully close, that Alessandra almost felt like she could hear his heart beating beneath the armor. She didn’t know if he was angry or frustrated or if there was something else entirely simmering beneath his surface, but it was a question she’d never be able to answer.

Then, without warning, Batman leaned in just enough to make Alessandra’s pulse race. His lips grazed the side of her face right where her touch was on him, not quite a kiss, but too close for comfort. He was giving her the same treatment she had just dished out to him. Seeing if she could take it. 

Alessandra stood there, her breath caught in her throat. The brief contact sent a shockwave through her body, leaving her disoriented, unsure whether to feel threatened or—something else. She had never been so close to him, so close to the thing she had been hunting for months. Years. 

“You need to take your friend, go home, and never try to find me again,” he said quietly, his voice barely more than a rasp. “Do you think you can be a good girl and do that?”

She was this close to the answers. She wasn’t going to listen to him. 

“You think you intimidate me?” Aless said, her voice steady, but the fire behind her words burned brighter than ever. He just wound tighter. 

“This is just an act. A cover-up. For his death. His disappearance. For something.” Aless pressed forward. She couldn’t stop herself. This was it. He was unraveling, just like the old Batman had. He was too much of a contradiction, too many cracks in the facade. She saw them all.

  “You can’t fool me, Robin.

The moment his alias left her lips, a heavy silence fell between them, thicker than the night air around them. For a brief moment, the tension broke, and Batman’s body stiffened as if he had been struck by a bolt of lightning. His jaw tightened, the muscles beneath his mask twitching. The flicker of surprise was brief, but it was there—like she had just peeled back the last layer of the illusion he was so carefully crafting.

Alessandra, for all the anger bubbling inside of her, couldn’t help but notice the way his eyes darted, the faintest hint of hesitation that passed through his stance. There it was. 

Hook, line, and sinker. God, I’m so good at this. 

"Robin," she repeated, her voice soft but laced with a biting edge. "The way you move... It’s too familiar. The agility, the fluidity. Those damn acrobatics." She let out a small, derisive laugh, pushing herself just a little bit closer. The close quarters and the weight of the air between them didn’t scare her anymore. "I know you. I spent years hunting you down.”

Her fingers twitched in the air, her words wrapping around his form like a vice, pulling at his core. He hadn’t been prepared for her to get this close, to break down the walls he had carefully built between them. Between her and Robin. He had underestimated her more than he’d ever known. 

"You still fight like him," she said, her tone lowering, sounding like poison. "You still move like him. But you can’t hide forever. I know every tell. The way you lean before a strike, the tension in your body when you’re about to make a move. It’s all the same. You’re him, aren’t you? You’re the last Robin. The one I chased down in high school. The one who let my father die. "

Batman’s lips pressed together, and she saw his chest rise with a slow, controlled breath, but it was evident he was struggling. He was struggling because she was right. Because she had seen through him.

"Tell me what happened to him," Alessandra demanded, her voice now cutting, hard as steel. "Tell me where he is. Tell me why you took his place. You can’t hide behind his cowl forever." She leaned in, staring directly at the gap in his mask where she could almost see the twitch of muscle under his chin. "I want the truth. Why are you wearing his face? Tell me, and I’ll disappear."

She knew it was a gamble—pushing him, pressing him like this. She could sense how much he was trying to hold himself back. There was something else there, something dangerous beneath the surface, a weight on his shoulders that couldn’t hide. The briefest flicker of regret or anger crossed his features, but it was gone before she could grasp it. He had perfected the art of hiding.

But not from her.

“I told you,” Batman growled, voice low, but his words weren’t as firm now. The mask, the man behind it, they were beginning to crack. “You don’t know what you’re dealing with.”

"Oh, I know," she whispered back. "You think you’ve perfected the illusion. You’ve got all the right moves, the right looks . Just like when Nightwing took over. You wear his cowl and try to make Gotham believe it’s you, but it’s not. You’re never going to be him."

The words hit their mark. She could see it. For a second, just a split second, he lost control. His hands twitched. His breath came faster. And at that moment, Aless saw a vulnerability she wasn’t expecting to find. He quickly shut it down. 

Robin ,” she pressed again, like a jagged needle driving deeper into his chest. “You were always second to him, weren’t you? You trained for years  just to wear the same mantle, to be someone you could never be. It’s pitiful.”

He was silent for a moment, his gaze colder than ever, and for a second, Alessandra almost thought she had broken him. But he yanked her wrists with a violent precision, shoving her front into the brick of the wall again with enough force to make her vision blur. This way, she wasn’t staring at him. She couldn’t see through him. 

Enough .” The command was low, feral, and right next to her ear. His voice, a guttural growl, was practically dripping with venom now, something darker than she had ever heard before. “You know nothing." His voice was dangerously quiet. "You. Gotham. They don’t need to know anything . Just that the Caped Crusader is still here. In the shadows. Watching them all. Saving them all.”

Alessandra’s heart was pounding in her chest, but she didn’t back down. "You don’t get to decide that.”

Batman’s eyes flashed, and at that moment, Alessandra could feel the weight of his anger, could sense the dangerous edge just beneath the surface. But it wasn’t enough to make her back away.

“And neither do you,” he hissed. 

Alessandra smiled, but it was cold. "We’ll see about that, won’t we?"

Batman finally stepped back, his hands falling from her wrists. The tension didn’t dissipate, though. He hadn’t let go completely—he was still close, still watching her like a predator. His breathing was still ragged, and his presence still loomed large behind her, but now there was something different. Something that wasn’t just anger.

Alessandra didn’t let herself relax, but she didn’t flinch either. “I’m not going to stop,” she said, quieter this time but with a steely resolve. “I’ll find out what happened to him. And I’ll find out what happened to you. Gotham needs a Batman, not a Robin playing dress up.”

For a moment, it felt like the world outside had faded. It was just the two of them, locked in this strange, stifling moment where neither one of them could truly move forward. Alessandra felt the heat from his body disappear. When she turned around fully, he had disappeared. 


Damian sat on a high stool in the Batcave, his arms crossed and his jaw set in an almost defensive posture. He felt like a kid again, being berated like this. Bruce was at the Batcomputer, his silhouette a familiar figure hunched over the keys, scanning data. Data about Alessandra. Dick was pacing back and forth, moving between the training dummies and the gym equipment, clearly trying to keep himself occupied but failing to ignore the obvious tension hanging in the air of the plan Damian just announced. 

He really didn’t need their approval. He was an adult. He could figure it out himself. He just told both of them because they had (1) been Batman before and (2) should know just in case something goes ary. 

But nothing was going to go ary, because Damian had it handled. 

“So, you’re saying you're really doing this?” Dick asked, glancing over at Damian with a raised eyebrow. “Like... you’re actually going through with the fake dating thing?”

Damian didn’t respond immediately, his eyes narrowing at the floor as though it held all the answers he needed. He could feel the weight of both Bruce’s and Dick’s stares drilling into him, but he refused to break. This wasn’t a conversation he wanted to have. Not with them.

“Yes,” Damian finally muttered. “I thought I’d made that clear.”

Dick snorted in disbelief, running a hand through his hair. “D, that’s just... It’s dangerous territory. Not just because she could find out about you, but…Well, we’ve all tried it. It always ends in disaster.”

“I agree with Dick,” Bruce didn’t even glance up from the screen, his voice as flat and uninterested as it always was when something didn’t meet his approval. “The last thing you need is to get tangled up in that mess, Damian. And honestly, this whole idea seems weak. Not fleshed out enough to take the chance on. If Alessandra is as perceptive as she seems, then it would only take one small slip-up, and she might have you.”

Damian stiffened. “There will not be a slip-up,” he insisted, his voice growing sharper, but he quickly forced himself to calm down. “This is necessary for her and an opportunity for me. If it fails, she is the only one who stems to lose something.”

“Is it, though?” Dick questioned, leaning against a pillar and folding his arms. He took the time to look at the BatComputer screen, just long enough to see Aless’ headshot from the Gotham Gazette website. 

“Wait, are we talking about her ? That girl, the one you’ve been avoiding and pretending not to care about?” He raised an eyebrow. “No way... It’s her, right? The one Tim told me about.”

Damian glared at him, but there was no hiding the slight flush in his cheeks. “It is Alessandra, yes. A friend, ” he repeated, more forcefully this time, but the defensiveness in his tone wasn’t lost on either of them.

“C’mon, man,” Dick said, now smirking. “You know this never works. Barbara and I did it, and now see where we are.” His grin widened, clearly relishing the memory. “We did the fake dating thing to throw off some of Gotham’s more... persistent admirers. Next thing you know, we were in a relationship for real. At sixteen!”

Bruce’s eyes flicked up for a brief moment, and the edge of his mouth twitched, but he didn’t look particularly amused. “While I believe you to be more careful than Dick and Barbara, I can still see moments where your control is failing. Superman has reported that she’s seen you in the field. You refused to stay away from her when he advised you to do so. It’s a recipe for disaster, Damian.” 

“I know what I am doing,” Damian snapped. “This is different. I am in control.”

“Yeah, well, it’s not ,” Dick countered. “You’re creating an emotional mess, and you’re not even doing it for the right reasons. Your public image is already cemented. This breakup will blow over soon. And how are you supposed to control her distance from Batman when you need to be with her to stop her? You can’t patrol when you’re on dates. ”

Damian clenched his fists, fighting back the urge to snap. He didn’t want to explain himself, not to them. Not this. Not the guilt, not the tangled mess he’d gotten himself into with Alessandra, and certainly not the deeper things he was starting to feel. He didn’t know if he could put that into words.

“I have my reasons,” he muttered, his tone flat. “This helps her more than me, yes, but is that not another reason in itself? Protecting the citizens of Gotham. Stopping corrupt individuals from taking over? If I do this correctly, it could also take influence away from Vreeland.”

Bruce didn’t bother pressing further. “Just drop it, Damian. You don’t owe her anything. If you’re trying to monitor her, there are better ways to do it without getting wrapped up in something you’re not ready for.” His voice was stern, the authority of the Batman coming through in every syllable. “If she knows too much about you, you might need to step back entirely.”

Damian’s eyes snapped up to meet Bruce’s, the sharpness of his glare unwavering. “I… There is solid reasoning behind my wanting to help her that makes it difficult to step back when she is in need.”

There was a moment of silence.

“Her father?” Bruce pressed, raising an eyebrow. “You’re going to let guilt dictate your decisions? Damian, that is a terrible reason to stay involved with her, and you know it.”

Damian didn’t flinch. “You don’t understand,” he said, the words hanging heavy in the air. 

Bruce finally stood from the computer, his expression serious but not without a trace of concern. “Damian,” he said slowly, his tone softer than usual, “I understand your guilt about Alessandra’s parents more than you can possibly know. I understand you feel responsible, but don’t let that cloud your judgment. This isn’t the way.”

“I’m already monitoring her,” Damian countered quickly, as though it was a given. “It will be beneficial to have her close enough to stop her from pressing more into Batman’s identity. I’ve planned to cloud up her calender. Certain times, I’ll cancel on her when I’m needed on patrol. I can distract her.”

Dick rolled his eyes, exasperated. “Damian, just admit it. You’ve got feelings for her. You're getting emotionally tangled up in something that’s only going to make things worse. Why are we talking around the main point here?”

Damian’s jaw was clenched, and for a moment, he looked like he might snap. But instead, his voice was laced with something far more dangerous—something that both Bruce and Dick had seen before. “I am not getting emotionally involved. I’m just doing what I have to do to protect the cowl and, at the same time, her.”

But as soon as the words left his mouth, the doubt crept in. He couldn’t lie to himself, not entirely.

“She’s too persistent to be left unchecked,” Damian said quietly, more to himself than to anyone else. He cleared his throat and locked eyes with both of them. “She confronted me on the roof a few nights ago. Somehow, she’s guessed correctly that I am, was, Robin. She feels that I am unfit for the cowl, and in exposing me, the real Batman will return. Or someone she deems worthy enough. I need to stay close, and I need to convince her that Damian Wayne cannot be Batman.”

There was a stunned silence as Bruce and Dick processed his words. They had been expecting everything—except that.

“She knows?” Dick asked, incredulous. “How the hell does she know?”

Damian’s lips pressed together, but he refused to elaborate. He wasn’t ready to tell them that the moment on the roof had shaken him. That she had looked at him not with the fear or suspicion he’d expected, but with a strange kind of understanding. A strange kind of… attraction.

“It doesn’t matter,” Damian said, brushing it off. “I have to keep this under control. For all of our sakes.”

Bruce exhaled slowly, rubbing the back of his neck as he considered his next words. “Alright, but you have to promise me something—” he met Damian’s gaze, serious but tinged with concern. “If things go south, if you find yourself in a situation you can’t control… you walk away.”

Damian didn’t answer right away. Instead, he stared at his father. His instincts told him to lie, to promise, but something in his gut told him he wasn’t sure he could. “I will keep it under control,” he said, his voice steady but lacking the confidence he usually carried.

And as Bruce and Dick exchanged a look that spoke volumes, Damian couldn’t shake the feeling that the mess he was trying to control was quickly spiraling out of his hands.

Chapter Text

At the early, godforsaken hour of 6 AM, thirty minutes before her alarm was supposed to ring, an email notification went off, making her blink her eyes open with a groan. 

What is it this time? 

Somedays, Aless hated the fact that she couldn’t put her phone on Do Not Disturb because of working the Front Page and Crime Sections. If the Riddler blew up another sewage factory, they needed her to write about it within five minutes of the emergency workers hitting the scene, and the Gazette was not afraid to call at two in the morning to get the article out.

However, she was still on sick leave, which ended concretely the next Monday, meaning she shouldn’t have been getting anything this early in the morning. And yet, here she was, wide awake for no reason other than an email. With a grumble, she reached for her phone, half-expecting it to be a crisis-related message. But when she glanced at the subject line, her brow furrowed in confusion.

From: Damian Wayne

Subject: [URGENT] July Schedule

Her hand froze for a moment, still clutching the phone. She opened the message with a mixture of curiosity and irritation. Damian had sent her an itinerary. Dates. Twice a week. For the entire month of July.

She blinked. Then blinked again.

Her first thought was— Damn, he’s packing this schedule.

Six dates in four weeks? Two per week? That was overkill, even for a relationship that was supposed to be fake. It almost looked like he was... enjoying this. She scrolled through the schedule, noting the details. Dinner at this restaurant, a gallery on Friday, even a scheduled ‘home date’ on the third weekend of July. Every event was detailed in bold, with precise times, locations, and dress codes. It was all laid out as though he had been planning it for weeks. Each date was like clockwork.

Her stomach twisted. What kind of fake boyfriend does this? He’s insane.

She thought back to their agreement. It was supposed to be straightforward. No emotional attachment, no commitment beyond the public appearances. But that’s all it was. A simple handshake between two people. This schedule? It reeked of... not simple. At least on his side. She sighed and rubbed her eyes, already knowing she was going to be pissed off at him all day about this.

Why do I feel like I’m being trapped?

This felt like an invasion of her sleep schedule. And in her state of trying to get well again (and also staying up til 4 AM sometimes writing and researching about Batman and Robin), if this wasn’t the worst timing, she didn’t know what was.

She took another glance at the schedule.

July 3rd Dinner at Ristorante DiRoma, 7 PM. Elegant Attire.

July 5th Rooftop Picnic at Wayne Tower, 6:30 PM. Casual but polished.

July 9th Museum of Modern Art, 8 PM. Smart Casual.

July 16th – Exclusive Members-Only Event at Gotham Yacht Club, 6 PM.

July 20th ‘Home Date’ at Apartment of Choice. 5 PM. Instagrammable Atire.

It was like a real schedule—planned down to the last detail. She couldn't help but snort a little in disbelief. It was like Damian to be so organized about this kind of thing. This wasn’t just any show for the press. This was flaunting their "relationship." Instagrammable. Geez… 

In all honesty, it started to overwhelm her a little bit. She thought it would be a few public dates here and there. Nothing like this. And all these outfit details? Her usual gray slacks were not going to cut it. At all of these events, she would need to look cut. Polished. Like someone Damian Wayne wasn’t going to throw to the side in a few months (even though he was) (mutually). 

Alessandra leaned back against the pillows, debating whether or not she should send him a response immediately or wait until she was more awake. Could she really call him out on this? This was getting absurd. It was supposed to be a cover. Just a game.

But this was overboard.

She sighed again and ran a hand through her hair, trying to gather her thoughts. There was no way she could get away with ignoring the dates. Even though she didn’t want to feel like she was being forced into his plans, she knew there was no way out now.

Finally, she groaned, grabbing her phone and shooting off a quick message before she could think twice about it:

Aless: i got the schedule, a little much… no?

As she hit send, she stared at the screen, half-expecting him to text back immediately with some cocky reply or an apology disguised as a joke. But when the phone remained quiet, Alessandra scowled. This wasn’t just him trying to act professional or playing the role of the perfect boyfriend. This was him—no, Damian Wayne —doing what he always did: controlling everything .

With that thought, Alessandra slipped the phone onto the nightstand, closed her eyes, and tried to will herself back to sleep. But even then, she couldn’t help but wonder just how this whole “relationship” was going to unfold over the next month.

One thing was certain: if Damian thought this schedule was going to make her fall in line, he had another thing coming.

Date One : July 3rd – Dinner at Ristorante DiRoma, 7 PM. Elegant Attire.

"I thought the email said 'elegant attire.'" Damian's voice cut through the quiet of the street, not even letting her fully exit the building before he attacked. 

Alessandra froze, her jaw dropping as she looked down at her outfit. What?

She'd spent hours on Pinterest , carefully scrolling through 'elegant attire' boards, piecing together what she thought was the perfect look. Her dress was sleek and classic—nothing too flashy, just the right balance of sophisticated and understated. She'd even spent an eternity in front of the mirror, adjusting her hair and making sure every detail was just right.

And now? Now he was critiquing her outfit?

She let out a frustrated sigh, already knowing what was coming. Of course, he was going to say something like that. It didn’t matter how much time she spent getting ready—Damian had probably already figured out how everyone at the restaurant would be dressed, and his standards would always be higher.

She'd spent four hours getting herself ready, nerves bubbling in her stomach for reasons she still couldn’t fully explain. She was just... trying to get it right. But apparently, she hadn’t.

“I see you’ve taken some liberties with your interpretation of ‘elegant.’” His voice was playful, but the amusement in his eyes was clear. She looked him up and down, seeing what elegant meant to him. 

All black—of course. His suit coat was sharp but just a touch under-tailored, giving him that effortlessly cool, I-don’t-need-to-try-too-hard vibe. His cufflinks caught the light, subtle gold accents glinting as he moved. No tie, just a perfectly fitted black turtleneck that somehow made him look even more intimidating, even more... Damian.

He made it look too easy, too effortless. Like he didn’t have to spend hours getting ready, staring in the mirror, trying to balance that fine line between looking stylish and not overdone. 

It was maddening. 

And she hated that, despite everything, she couldn’t help but notice how damn good he looked. There he was, standing there, like a model for dark, brooding sophistication, with that sharp jawline, eyes that could cut through anyone, and the confidence that radiated off him in waves.

And she hated herself for thinking that.

“I think you’re just jealous I look better than you.” Damian’s eyebrow quirked up, that signature smirk stretching across his lips. He didn’t respond immediately. Instead, he strolled toward her with his usual calm confidence, thrusting a sleek shopping bag into her hands like it was nothing more than an afterthought. She blinked, staring down at the bag, stunned by its unmistakable logo.

Damian Wayne , what is this?”

He didn’t even pause in his motion, already turning toward the car, opening the door for her with a practiced ease. His voice was casual, but there was a sharpness beneath it that she couldn’t ignore.

“I can’t have a woman I’m dating look like she lives in a barn,” he said with a click of his tongue, as though he were explaining something very simple. “It’s the Birkin you asked for. Who would’ve thought it was so easy to get? Bruce and Selena have a history with the company.”

Alessandra froze for a moment, her eyes still fixed on the bag in her hands. 

Her fingers tightened around the Hermes bag, the weight of it both literal and metaphorical. She could already feel her pride fighting back. She told him she didn’t want his money. She hadn’t asked for it. She didn’t want to be bought with lavish gifts. And yet... 

“I’m not accepting this. Give it to someone else.” 

Her gaze flickered up to him as he stood by the car, his expression completely unreadable. The casualness with which he handled everything drove her mad.

“Consider it a loan until our arrangement ends. You cannot walk into a restaurant with that and think our relationship will be taken seriously.” His finger dropped to point at the bag in the crook of her arm. This was her nicest bag, too. She bought it with her first adult paycheck and thought it was quite fashionable. It was big enough to hold snacks on the go. “I have a reputation to uphold.” 

“What’s that? Being a sugar daddy?” He just scoffed and rolled his eyes while driving off. 

An hour later, she was admiring the sweeping view of Gotham's skyline visible through the floor-to-ceiling windows with that stupid bag in its own chair next to her. She wasn’t thinking about that, though. The view let her get over their spat quickly. T his was so beautiful. Normally, she thought Gotham was the ugliest city she’d ever lived in, but from this view, the lights bent just the right way in the restaurant's glass to make Gotham shine. When she turned back to him, he sat there staring, wine glass in hand. It almost made her think back to the last time they had dinner. 

Would all of this turn out the same?

“You look stunning in this light,” Damian said, his voice smooth and composed, every syllable carefully measured. There was no hesitation, no stumble, not even the barest edge of discomfort. It came out as natural as breathing, and yet it was purposeful. Calculated.

He said it loudly, too. Just loud enough to carry over the soft lull of the music and clinking glasses. Just loud enough that anyone listening—especially those who might be pretending not to—would hear. It was a play, a deliberate move in a game that required subtlety and showmanship in equal measure.

But behind the ease of it, behind the poised exterior and the warmth threaded into his voice, Damian was watching her closely. Studying her. The way her shoulders tensed for the briefest moment. The way her lips parted as if to reply, then didn’t. The flicker of something in her eyes—surprise, maybe. Uncertainty. Or was it that she actually liked hearing it? He couldn’t tell. And that annoyed him more than he’d expected.

This was all part of the arrangement. He’d agreed to this absurdity—a fake relationship, the performances, the public appearances. But that didn’t mean he’d be careless about it. If they were going to do this, it had to be believable. Convincing. Especially to the kind of people who scrutinized every word, every glance, every breath.

So he was throwing her a bone. Testing her reactions. Seeing what she could handle, where she might stumble, how far he’d need to guide her to make this look real. Because if she froze every time he said something remotely affectionate, this plan would collapse before it even got off the ground.

And yet… the compliment hadn’t felt as manufactured as he’d intended it to be. That, too, irritated him. Because he hadn’t lied . She did look stunning in this light—backlit by golden chandeliers, her hair catching every flicker of candle glow, the curve of her jaw sharp and soft all at once. 

He told himself it was all part of the act. That everything he noticed was strategic. But something in him shifted, slightly and uncomfortably, when she finally turned to meet his gaze with a barely masked expression of curiosity.

Aless huffed in laughter. “I’m sure you say that to all your dates, Wayne.” The words came out a little sharper than she’d meant, but she couldn’t help it. It irked her how easily he slipped into this role. How effortlessly he made her feel like she was the one not holding up her end of the bargain. Pretending. 

In the car, he’d given her an unsolicited lesson on what elegant really meant and then insisted she unbox the Hermes bag like it was some sort of ritual. She had to throw her old purse in the back seat like it was yesterday’s trash. His insistence made it feel more like a test than a gift, but she couldn’t say anything. Of course, she couldn’t. Because it was Damian Wayne . And if she didn’t follow the script, he would know—he’d feel it.

Now, in the restaurant, she sat across from him, the weight of his compliments pressing on her, heavy and suffocating. He’d called her stunning, beautiful, and gorgeous more times than she could count, each word falling from his lips with the same smooth cadence, like a well-rehearsed line. It was as if he’d studied the script of what a “perfect date” should sound like and was hitting all the marks. And really hitting it. 

Like, pull out her chair, order for her, type of perfect. 

She couldn’t match it. Every time she opened her mouth to say something in return, it would just be a normal quip back to him. She would feel awkward. She would feel embarrassed. She would give him something short, then immediately regret it because it didn’t sound real. It wasn’t. But it was frustrating because she wasn’t new to pretending, not when it came to people like him. She was used to keeping up the illusion, to wearing whatever mask was required of her. But this?

Why was this so hard? Why couldn’t she just put on a brave face and flirt back with him? God, I did it with Batman last week. Why is he scarier than him? 

It wasn’t that he was difficult to play along with; it was that everything about him felt... real . His words, his attention, the way he looked at her like she was something he wanted—no, needed. That was the part she couldn’t replicate. She couldn’t pretend she didn’t feel the pull of his gaze, the weight of his presence. She couldn’t pretend to like him like that… Part of her was ashamed she was feeling anything at all.

This was supposed to be fake, just a professional gig. Nothing more. They were just pretending, both of them, with one goal in mind: the public story. The act. But for some reason, she couldn’t act. When he spoke to her now, the words were sweet, but the way he said them, the way he looked at her... it felt too much like something real. Too much like a promise. She couldn’t do it. She couldn’t play this part. Not without feeling like a fraud.

She stared down at her wine glass, hoping it would hide the flush that was spreading across her cheeks.

What the hell was wrong with me?

Alessandra couldn’t figure out if it was the way he treated her, or the fact that he was so damn good at pretending, but the whole thing felt wrong. She should’ve been able to keep up with the charade, but every time he called her something nice, something sweet, she couldn’t help but wonder if he really meant it. Did he?

It all felt so— authentic . And that authenticity was driving her mad. Mad that she couldn’t. Mad that he could. Mad this is was him making her feel like this.

Maybe I just don’t know how to flirt in the first place, and this is how I’m finding—

“Lean forward, take my hand, and laugh. Now .” Damian’s voice was low, barely a whisper, but the command was clear, and his eyes held an edge of something that made it impossible for Aless to ignore.

“What?” Aless blinked, her mind still trying to catch up with the scene unfolding in front of her. Her fingers hesitated, still gripped in the tight hold of the moment, but before she could protest, she felt his thumb brush against hers, a sharp, deliberate motion that told her exactly what she needed to do.

His grip tightened—just enough to be unmistakable. A firm, silent command to obey. 

Before she even knew what was happening, Aless leaned forward, as if holding his hand was the most natural thing in the world, the movement fluid, as if she had no choice. Then, on cue, she threw her head back and laughed—loud, bright, and completely unreal . The kind of laugh that you’d hear at a fancy dinner party, the kind that was part of the performance.

She almost choked on her own amusement. Did he just ... coach me?

Just as the absurdity of it hit her, she heard a voice booming from behind them.

“Damian, my boy!” Oliver Queen’s voice was unmistakable, jovial, and loud, and before Aless could stop herself, she felt her body stiffen. She quickly recovered, shifting into a neutral expression as her head swiveled toward the source of the interruption. “How is your father doing? I haven’t seen him in a while!”

The way Oliver clapped a hand down on Damian’s shoulder, as though they were old friends, made Aless wince just a little. But it was the look on Damian’s face—his eyes narrowing, just a hint of irritation flickering behind that carefully crafted mask of composure—that made her pause.

The transformation was instant. From the polished, practiced smiles of their conversation just moments ago, Damian slipped into something more guarded, more distant, like he was retreating into himself.

“Oliver,” Damian said, his tone colder than before, still polite but somehow strained. “He’s fine. Busy as always.”

Alessandra could practically hear the unsaid words in his clipped response: don’t push it, Queen . There was no warmth in his voice when he spoke about his father. Just a wall of professionalism and distance. 

“Ahh, don’t give me that! Tell him he should come ‘round to the Christmas party. We all miss seeing him out and about. Marriage changed the guy!” Oliver said with a grin, clearly thinking he was being charming as he clapped Damian on the shoulder.

Oliver didn’t notice Damian’s coldness, or at least he was used to ignoring it. He was too busy turning toward Aless with an exaggerated smile, his eyes taking her in from head to toe with unabashed curiosity.

“And who might this be?” he asked, clearly impressed. His gaze flickered back to Damian before he raised an eyebrow. “Another one of your… friends, Damian?”

Aless’ heart skipped a beat, and she was almost certain Damian’s gaze darkened in that split second, the weight of Oliver’s attention falling on her like a spotlight.

“She’s…” Damian started, but the words seemed to get caught in his throat, like he couldn’t decide whether to lie or just shut it down. His jaw tightened, and for a moment, she could see the frustration barely hidden behind his cold expression.

“My date,” Damian finished, a bit too quickly, his voice just sharp enough to make it clear he wasn’t interested in elaborating.

Oliver raised an eyebrow, clearly not taking the hint. He leaned a little closer to Aless, his smile turning more playful. “Ah, come on. No need to be shy! What's your name, sweetheart?”

Aless could feel the hairs on the back of her neck stand up as she met his gaze. Oliver Queen had a way of making people feel like they were under a magnifying glass. She could tell he didn’t intend anything malicious by it, but she wasn’t in the mood to play along.

But before she could even respond, Damian interjected sharply.

“Her name is none of your business,” he said, his voice low but firm.

Aless glanced at him, a flicker of surprise crossing her face. None of your business ? She couldn’t remember the last time Damian had spoken to anyone—let alone Oliver Queen—with that kind of edge.

Oliver chuckled, not quite getting the memo. “Touchy, huh? All right, all right, kid. You’re always so guarded like your father. I was just trying to make nice!” He threw a glance at Damian, who had already turned his attention back to his menu with a deliberate air of dismissal.

“It has been nice to talk to you, Queen,” Damian said flatly, his hand subtly nudging her away from Oliver’s reach. Alessandra raised an eyebrow, catching the faintest hint of a smirk tugging at the corners of Damian’s lips.

With a wink and a dismissive wave as if he didn’t care about Damian’s rudeness, Oliver turned to go. “Enjoy your dinner, kids. And Damian, tell Bruce I’ll see him around, eh? See you at this month's meeting!”

Once Oliver had disappeared into the crowd, the air seemed to change—lighter, but still charged with something unspoken. Damian didn’t say anything for a long moment, his focus back on the table as if the conversation had never happened.

Alessandra, still processing what had just gone down, cleared her throat, her mind trying to process the odd tension in the air. Her hand, still resting awkwardly near Damian’s on the table, slid away, betraying her discomfort.

“That was…” she trailed off, unsure of how to finish the sentence. What could she say? That was weird . That was uncomfortable . That was one hell of a dynamic . None of them seemed to fit the situation, and she didn’t quite have the words to explain why it all felt so... off.

Before she could settle on something, Damian spoke up, his voice cool and casual, but there was a sharpness to it that made her glance up at him in surprise.

“We need to spend our next date practicing public displays of affection,” he said flatly, his eyes meeting hers with an unreadable expression. “You are too tight right now. If anyone looked at us, this would be nothing but a dinner between long-lost siblings. When I held your hand, I could feel your distaste. I’m sure Queen noticed.”

Alessandra blinked, stunned into silence for a moment as the words sank in. She felt her face heat up slightly, her discomfort bubbling to the surface. Distaste? She had been trying to play along, hadn’t she? The whole thing was just... so awkward

“Excuse me?” Her voice came out sharper than she intended, her eyes narrowing at him across the table. “I tried!”

Damian’s expression didn’t change, but the intensity in his gaze sharpened. His hand moved to his wine glass, swirling it slowly before taking a sip, never breaking eye contact.

"Yes," he said, voice barely above a whisper, but there was no mistaking the seriousness in his words. “And you need to simply try harder. This isn’t just about sitting here and pretending we’re some casual acquaintance. It’s about acting like a couple. If we're going to sell this, we need to make it convincing. And right now, you’re as stiff as a board."

Alessandra opened her mouth to respond, but the words didn’t come. She was too caught off guard, too flustered. The way he had observed her—the way he seemed to notice everything , even the smallest details—was unsettling. And he was right. She had been tight, distant even. She couldn’t help it. 

“Well, excuse me for not being a trained actor,” she muttered under her breath, more to herself than to him.

Damian’s lips twitched into something like a smile, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. "I don’t need you to be an actor, Alessandra. I need you to be convincing . A slight difference, don’t you think?"

Alessandra stared at him for a long moment, her mind racing. The table between them suddenly felt like an ocean, the distance stretching further with every second.

“Fine,” she said, her voice tight, but she didn’t back down. “But if I’m going to act like I actually care , you might want to stop treating me like a prop. My date? I’m your girlfriend, Damian. And don’t grab me like that again.”

Damian raised an eyebrow, his lips curling into an unreadable smirk, but he didn’t respond. She wondered what was going through his mind. Instead, he leaned back in his chair, taking a slow sip from his glass as if he had all the time in the world.

Alessandra, still reeling from everything that had just transpired, turned her attention back to the menu in front of her.


Date Two: July 5th Rooftop Picnic at Wayne Tower, 6:30 PM. Casual but polished.

Damian couldn’t help but feel a flash of amusement as he watched Alessandra approach from the elevator, her gaze flicking to his attire with a look that suggested she was very much prepared to critique him. He had known she would. It wasn’t lost on him how easily he slipped into the role of the ‘boyfriend,’ the one with the perfect blend of charm and command that all women seemed to fall for.

And yet, something about this—about her —felt… different.

She tossed her Birkin onto the ground with more force than necessary when she sat on the blanket he’d set out. Good, he noted, she brought the bag. But his approval only lasted a second as he looked over her outfit. Alessandra always made anything she wore look good, but it wasn’t about that; it was about the aura of it all. Dark trousers. A blouse that might have been expensive—he couldn’t tell at a glance—but the whole look screamed ‘safe.’ Safe wasn’t good enough for this fake relationship. Or for Damian Wayne. He needed her to step up. 

“I’m going to have to start sending you clothes if you keep showing up like this,” he said, his voice smooth but pointed.

Alessandra’s lips parted as if she was about to fire back, but he could see the defensiveness building in her posture.

“This is my ‘casual but polished’ look,” she snapped, gesturing to herself as though she were a walking example of perfection. She had no idea how wrong she was.

He couldn’t help but notice how her hands went straight to her pants, her fingers fidgeting as if she were trying to justify her wardrobe. He barely paid attention to the fabric. It was the pants in general. Damian had a plan tonight that involved getting comfortable with touching . Hands. Arms. Legs. He often found himself absentmindedly trailing his hand over the thigh of whoever he called his lover that week. That meant he was going to do it to Alessandra, too. And if they were to convince Gotham, she couldn’t freeze up like a Medusa statue when he touched her.  

She was stiff. Rigid. 

But for him, it was almost… too easy .

Sitting down on the blanket next to her, Damian leaned in, his voice dropping to a low murmur as his hand lightly brushed against her arm. He let the touch linger, feeling her freeze under his hand, her muscles locking up, her breath hitching in her throat.

“I told you, this date would be for practicing. You’re already failing.”

If anyone saw them right now, they would assume they were nothing more than two people sitting next to each other, enjoying a nice evening in the city. But Damian knew better. He could feel the difference in how she responded to him. It wasn’t just the touch; it was the way her body tensed as soon as he made contact, the way her gaze refused to meet his.

This should be easy for her , he thought, his thumb trailing over the soft fabric of her sweater. It’s easy for me.

He had done this—done exactly this—dozens of times. Months spent pretending, smiling, holding hands, talking sweet nothings. Women loved the way he made them feel desired, wanted. He’d learned the tricks—how to hold them just right, how to make them laugh, how to pull them in without ever getting too close. And he could do it without a second thought. But Alessandra? She was different. She jumped away from him like he was fire, burning her skin. Even now, he body subconsciously ran from his touch. 

Why was this so hard for her?

He pulled back slightly, the corner of his mouth curling in slight frustration, before he let out a soft sigh. His arms returned to his side, and he tilted to he could see her face. Her eyes flicked to his arm and then back to the city skyline, her gaze darting anywhere but him.

Damian exhaled sharply, his frustration bubbling just under the surface. He had been trying to keep it cool, trying to teach her without making it sound like a lecture, but it was like hitting a wall. The whole situation felt so basic to him—his years of experience with this kind of pretending made it easy to slip into the role. For Alessandra, though? It was like she couldn’t even begin to wrap her head around it.

“If we’re going to pull this off,” Damian said, his voice dropping a few degrees, taking on that edge of quiet authority he used when he wasn’t interested in arguing anymore, “you can’t freeze up the moment I touch you.”

His eyes didn’t leave hers as he said it, and he watched the subtle shift in her expression—the tightening of her jaw, the flush creeping up her neck. The telltale signs that she was, as usual, overthinking the situation. That she was uncomfortable. 

She didn’t respond right away, but he saw the way her hands balled into fists at her sides, that mix of annoyance and confusion written all over her. She wasn’t getting it.

“I don’t understand why we need to practice this,” she finally said, her voice laced with skepticism. “When Queen came over, I did fine.”

He rolled his eyes, his patience wearing thin. What did she not get?

“Fine?” he repeated, his tone thick with disbelief. “You didn’t do fine , Alessandra. You gave him the bare minimum. It barely even looked like we were together.”

Sitting up again, he leaned forward a bit, his elbows resting on his knees as he stared her down. This wasn’t about him being cruel; this was about winning . About making this farce of a relationship believable. About making sure that her mother was taken care of (And about making sure she didn’t have enough time to work on that Batman piece). And right now, it wasn’t believable. She wasn’t acting like someone who was in a relationship at all.

He was trying to be gentle, trying to lead her into it, but he couldn’t help the frustration bubbling over. “You seem not to understand. If we’re going to sell this, we need to be convincing ,” he pressed. “That means touch . Holding hands, arms around each other, touching without hesitation. If you freeze up every time I move toward you, that will be obvious. This isn’t about what you feel —it’s about looking real. Looking believable.”

Alessandra’s eyes narrowed, her lips pressing together into a tight line. He could see she was about to argue, but Damian wasn’t having it. He’d been doing this far too long to back down now.

“Touch is your weakness,” he continued, his voice softer now but no less sure, as if he were speaking to a student who just wasn’t getting the material. “You’re stiff. Tense. It’s like you’re afraid of it. Why? Why is that so hard for you? What are you so scared of?”

He didn’t wait for an answer. He knew it wasn’t about fear. It was something else—something deeper, maybe even subconscious, but he could bet Alessandra wasn’t go into any real vulnerability on this topic with him. She’d sooner throw a punch than admit something like that. He leaned in slightly, his voice deliberate, the question slipping out before he could stop himself. “How many partners have you had, Alessandra?”

Damian watched Alessandra out of the corner of his eye as she stiffened at his question. He wasn’t sure what had driven him to ask it, but once the words left his mouth, he couldn’t take them back. There was something undeniably fascinating about her reaction to this whole charade. He had asked the question casually, almost like an afterthought, but he could feel her bristle, the sudden defensiveness in the way she held herself.

It shouldn’t have been this hard. For him, this kind of game was second nature. He was completely comfortable with her. With any woman, really. He’d spent more than a year effortlessly honing his skills, acting like the boyfriend, being charming, attentive, the picture-perfect lover. He had no problem slipping into the role, no hesitation in making them feel desired, wanted, needed. He had his act down to an art.

She was different. She wasn’t responding to him. There was a wall between them—a thick, impenetrable wall—and he couldn’t figure out why it was so hard for her to just… fall into it. Was it because she didn’t want their friendship to be affected? Because she still had a lingering hatred for him?

Her gaze flicked to his, irritation sharpening her features.

“What the fuck do you mean by asking that?” Her voice was low, taut, like a bowstring pulled tight. He couldn’t help but chuckle, though it was more of a self-satisfied sound than anything else. The irritation was exactly what he was looking for, but it wasn’t enough to make him back off.

“You’re just… This all seems too foreign for you,” he said, his voice light but full of that trademark Damian edge. He didn’t soften it. He didn’t want to. Let her get angry. Let her feel uncomfortable. It was the only way to break through the shell she’d built up around herself.

“Being in a relationship, I mean. All this... pretending.” He let the words linger, feeling the weight of them settle between them like smoke. There was a certain satisfaction in pushing her buttons—seeing how far he could go before she snapped, before she broke out of this rigid shell she was wrapped up in.

Her eyes met his, and for a moment, he swore he saw something flash in them. Maybe annoyance. Maybe embarrassment. He didn’t know, but it was enough to make him press on.

"Have you even had a boyfriend?" His tone was casual, almost like he didn’t expect an answer, though deep down, he couldn’t help but be curious. He had to know. Had she been with others before? He would assume yes with a woman like her. 

With a woman like…her…?

She flared at the question like a wounded animal backed into a corner. “Yes,” she snapped, the words clipped, sharp. “I’ve had many , thank you very much.” Damian leaned back slightly, almost amused by her response. Her defensiveness was telling, but he didn’t let up.

“Then act like it,” he said, his voice almost too casual, leaning back and crossing his arms. The way he said it made it sound almost like an insult, but it wasn’t. Not really. It was just another part of the game he was playing. Another part of the mask he had to wear. “We’re not getting anywhere if you can’t even let me touch your arm without acting like I’m about to bite it off.”

Her jaw clenched at the last part, and for a brief second, Damian thought she might actually snap. It was something about the way her body tightened that made him wonder if she might throw a punch or tell him off with some biting remark.

Instead, she went silent. She didn’t look at him. She didn’t respond. She just stared out at the skyline, her lips pressed into a tight line. The air between them seemed to thicken with tension, and for a moment, Damian wasn’t sure if she was going to explode or if she would just… retreat further into herself. How badly did he want to hear her thoughts? 

He considered backing off as the silence stretched, the moment teetering on the edge of discomfort. He didn’t want to push her—couldn’t afford to. If she bolted now, everything they’d agreed to, everything he’d calculated, would fall apart before it even began. But as he studied her, the tension in her shoulders, the subtle way she squared her jaw, he realized she wasn’t going anywhere. Not yet. Alessandra Vreeland wasn’t a runner. And she sure as hell wasn’t a quitter.

Damian leaned closer, just enough to make sure she could feel his presence without being overbearing. He let his hand rest on the blanket beside her, his fingertips brushing against the edge of her own. "Tell me," he said, his voice quieter now but still full of that controlled authority, "why are you making this so hard for yourself?"

He wasn’t expecting an answer. He knew it wouldn’t come. But the question was more for him than her. It was his way of figuring out why she seemed to recoil at every touch, every glance. She didn’t answer, of course. But as the silence stretched, Damian couldn’t shake the feeling that he was getting closer to something. Something that had nothing to do with Gotham, or with the pretend relationship, or even with the lies they were weaving.

Why was she making this so difficult? His thoughts drifted back to that night on the roof—the confrontation that had replayed in his mind more times than he cared to admit. If that moment had taught him anything, it was that Batman wasn’t the problem. Damian was. When he wore the cowl, she didn’t hesitate. She touched him first. Teased the edge of his mask with maddening ease. Smiled at him like she had nothing to fear and everything to control. Like she was the most beaut— most infuriating woman in Gotham. So why couldn’t she look at Damian the same way?

And why, in the back of his mind, did he find himself so… intrigued by it?

Fine ,” she snapped. Damian's chest tightened for a split second when Alessandra grabbed his hand, slinging it around her waist in one swift motion. He hadn't expected her to take the initiative—not like this. It was sudden, almost like a declaration of her own discomfort with the entire situation. But she did it. She wrapped his arm around her, and for a moment, the air between them shifted—tension thickening into something else. Something unfamiliar.

He didn’t move at first. His fingers rested just above her hip, the warmth of her body seeping into his palm. His thoughts scattered, momentarily thrown off by the way she was sitting there—stiff, but resolute in her defiance. She didn’t want to be here, and yet, there she was, forcing the connection, making it look real. For him… and to prove him wrong more likely. 

And for some reason, that made his pulse quicken.

Damian blinked, caught off guard. He hadn’t expected this. He thought she would retreat, maybe fire back with a sarcastic remark or stiffly pull away the moment he touched her. But no. She was leaning into him, just enough that he could feel the breath catch in her chest. It was the first time since this charade had started that he actually felt something genuine—a reaction that wasn’t based on practice or manipulation.

For a moment, he couldn't decide what to do. Was this a victory? He shifted, moving his hand down just a fraction, the barest of touches, until his thumb was resting against the edge of her ribs. He was careful, measuring her reaction, her muscles still tense beneath his fingertips.

"I was going to go much slower than this," Damian’s voice slipping back into that mocking tone he used when he needed her to realize how little he was impressed. "But I guess you have something to prove, hm? ” 

Alessandra didn’t answer right away. She only tilted her head slightly, her lips set into a thin line as she stared out over the city. For a moment, Damian thought she might say something biting, maybe try to cut him down with one of her usual quips, but instead, her body went still. Almost too still.

“Shut up,” she muttered again, but there was no fight in it. She was resigned to the act now. Her shoulders lowered just a little, though Damian wasn’t sure if it was relief or the start of her own frustration.

"You're not fooling me," he said, leaning in slightly, his voice quieter now, controlled, more in tune with the situation. "You still haven’t gotten it. It’s not about ‘forcing’ it. You don’t need to pretend. You just need to be real for once. Pretend I’m someone else, if you must.”

He didn’t know why he said it. Maybe it was the closeness, the way she felt pressed up against him. Or maybe it was because, despite everything, despite all the ways he’d been trying to teach her, he was still trying to get her to act like a partner. To understand. To fall into the game as easily as he did.

It was a slow burn, the way she tensed again under his touch, like his words had hit somewhere they weren’t supposed to. And that, Damian realized with a slight, almost frustrated sigh, was the crux of it. She was just... holding herself back. Every time. She could do it. He knew she could. But she wasn’t letting herself. Not with him.

And that was the thing that was driving him mad.

"Relax," he said, his voice a little firmer now, as if to ground them both. "Let me pull you in. Lean into it. Don’t fight it so much.”

He shifted slightly, pulling her closer without letting her retreat, his left hand sliding across her ribs to connect with the other, just the slightest touch against her skin as he guided her into a more natural position. For a moment, the only sound between them was the breeze picking up from the city skyline, the quiet hum of the city just below them.

She let out a breath, long and soft but still tense.

“Damian...” she started, voice low, strained with something unspoken. He tried not to fixate on how she said his name. Not in a tone of anger or annoyance. Something else this time.

“What is it?” he asked, an edge to his voice, unsure if she was about to scold him or call the whole thing off. He felt the warning tingles of frustration creeping up his spine, but he forced himself to keep still.

Her eyes flicked up to his, and there was something new in them this time. Vulnerability? Hesitation? Damian couldn’t quite place it, but it caught him off guard.

“I don’t… I don’t know how to do this,” she said, her voice barely a whisper. There was a crack in it. A break that Damian wasn’t expecting.

"Yes, you do," he said, his voice softening in a way he wasn’t used to. The sharp edge he always carried, the one he used as armor, faded slightly. “You’re doing it right now. And we’ll keep practicing. Together.” She looked at him, eyes searching his face as if trying to read the sincerity in his words. 

That night, they posted Instagram stories at the same time. It was unmistakable that the two were together. The string lights in the background were the same. There were two pairs of legs, one draped over the other. And at the very bottom, if you squinted hard enough, you’d see their tentatively entwined hands. 

Aless felt better about it all after that. That if she got a bit more practice in before they went out in public, she could just shove that stupid hesitation down her throat for a few hours and pretend to be madly in love with Damian.

But it took her two hours last time to let him hold her hand.

Two hours of him talking, explaining, coaxing, even touching her arm or shoulder, his hand lingering just a bit longer than necessary as if trying to teach her the act of contact. But each time his fingers brushed against her skin, something inside her would lock up—tension flooding her body like she was trying to break free from an invisible vice. And every time he noticed, every time he called her out on it, it only made the pressure worse. He’d had to talk to her about random things to help her relax, too.

It was frustrating, maddening, and she couldn’t quite understand why she couldn’t just let it happen like he could . She had no problem with touch—never had. Normally, it was second nature. Casual, easy.

In college, she had no qualms about going home with a guy after a few drinks, having a fling with no strings attached. She didn’t care about all the little gestures or the niceties of romance. Seduction had been a game, something she could control. She would give a sly smile to a guy at the bar, a quick laugh, a little lingering eye contact, and within minutes, she’d have them buying her drinks, offering their jackets, and sliding closer with that unmistakable look in their eyes. 

It was her biggest strength as a reporter! 

Even her last boyfriend—if you could call him that—hadn’t been any different. She’d picked him up at a bar, just like all the others, and it had been easy. They’d spent a few weeks in a haze of casual dates, light touches, and much more , until he faded out of her life as quickly as he’d appeared. There were no awkward silences, no hesitation. It was all just... simple.

But now, with Damian, things weren’t simple.

Her mind screamed at her to relax, to just let him hold her hand without making it into this huge thing. But it wasn’t that easy. She was sitting there, on a blanket with him, under the quiet hum of the rooftop city lights, and when Damian had leaned in to touch her arm again, all she could do was stiffen, then draw back.

It wasn’t even about the touch , or him, really. She knew he wasn’t going to bite her or anything ridiculous like that. It was that feeling of being exposed , being vulnerable in a way she’d never allowed herself to be… with him.

She had done everything right in the past—made men fall for her without breaking a sweat. So why the hell was this so difficult?

And then, of course, there was the fact that she knew why it was hard. She knew exactly what the problem was. But admitting it? Even to herself? That was a whole other thing. She wasn’t ready for that. Not with him. Not with Damian Wayne.

He made her question things she hadn’t questioned before, made her confront emotions she hadn’t known she still had. The whole idea of being touched, being close to someone else— vulnerable —made her want to crawl out of her skin. She’d built a life where emotional detachment was the norm, men were temporary, and feelings were a waste of time.

With Damian, it felt different. She hated how easy he slipped into the role of ‘boyfriend.’ He had no hesitation, no second thoughts. Every touch, every word felt practiced, effortless, like a second skin. Acting. But with her? Every second felt like a damn struggle.

As the days passed after that second failed attempt, the frustration built. It made her determined to fight whatever this erge was inside of her to shy away from him on their next few dates. 

But then, their next two dates were canceled, each in a manner that seemed to get more irritating as they went along.

The first time, it was an hour before. Alessandra had already gotten ready—her hair freshly curled, a delicate dress she was debating on pairing with heels. She’d even mentally prepared herself for the awkwardness of the date, knowing she had to push through, let herself feel comfortable with the situation.

Then her phone buzzed, an incoming message from Damian.

Asshole: Change of plans. Something came up. Can’t make it tonight. We’ll reschedule.

Just like that. No explanation, no apology. It was like a tap on the shoulder, except she couldn’t even get mad at him for being too casual about it. It was just business. She stared at the message for a long moment, disbelief tinged with frustration, before tossing her phone aside.

She’d spent an hour in front of the mirror talking herself up for nothing.

And it happened again the next week.

This time, she was almost halfway dressed, the same black dress she had bought specifically for these kinds of evenings still hanging from the back of her closet. She slipped it on without thinking too much, getting the fit just right, even pairing it with a bold red lip. She was in the midst of adjusting her earrings when her phone lit up on the counter again.

Asshole: Something’s come up. I have to cancel. 

Just like that. 

She tossed her phone down onto her bed, muttering under her breath. “What the hell is his deal?”

Girl, what the hell is your deal?

It was beginning to get under her skin, more than she wanted to admit.

The following day, her phone buzzed again.

Asshole: Is pushing the home date up to this Thursday agreeable? 

Alessandra’s finger hovered over the reply button. She could already hear the familiar smirk in his voice when he’d send it. Agreeable. She thought about texting back with something snarky, something to remind him how inconvenient this was, but instead, she went for a single word.

Aless: Sure.

It was time for her to show him just how good she could be at pretending. 


Date Three: July 20th ‘Home Date’ at Apartment of Choice. 5 PM. Instagrammable Atire.

Alessandra had spent far too long standing in front of the mirror before Damian arrived, turning this way and that, trying to gauge whether she’d hit the right level of "Instagrammable." He’d been clear: it had to look effortless, the kind of look that would pop on a feed, but still like they were just hanging out. Or at least that’s what she thought it meant. 

The whole "Instagrammable" part was, honestly what frustrated her the most. What the hell did that even mean? Was it just a vague directive for her to look cute while they “played house,” or was it ‘look eye-catching for anyone who’s scrolling’? Either way, she had no choice but to trust that it was just another layer to the already ridiculous facade they were trying to sell to Gotham.

It wasn’t like she was particularly bad at dressing well or looking good for social media. But when the pressure was on—when you knew someone like Damian was the one judging you—things became... different. So, when she heard the knock at the door exactly on time, she couldn’t help but hold her breath for a moment.

You’re going to be confident. You’re going to initiate. You aren’t going to freeze. 

Damian was nothing if not punctual.

He was standing there, of course, in that effortlessly tailored look that could only come from a man who had a personal shopper or an army of stylists on call. His white button-down shirt, slightly rolled to expose his forearms, looked simple enough, but on him, it was as though every part of the outfit had been engineered for perfection. 

Why hadn’t I noticed how large his forearms were before? 

“Good evening,” he greeted her, his lips curling into a smile that, to anyone else, would seem casual, but Alessandra saw the quiet appraisal in his eyes, as if he was assessing how well she’d managed to follow his instructions.

“Hey.” She didn’t miss the way he lingered for a second before stepping inside, as though the door frame itself was a barrier he had to cross to get closer.

She stood back to let him in, fighting the instinct to fuss over her outfit again. He just glanced at her casually, noticing how they were matching. It was perfect. Almost too perfect. He liked it too much.

“You look...” Damian’s gaze slid over her again. “Good. Instagrammable, I suppose. I’ll give you that.”

Her heart did a quick, unexpected flip. That wasn’t the kind of compliment she’d expected. “You suppose ?” she couldn’t help but tease, a slight smirk tugging at her lips.

His mouth quirked up into a half-smile. “You would be naive to assume I was just going to give you a perfect score after three tries.”

“I’m not asking for a perfect score,” she shot back, crossing her arms, trying to hide how pleased she was with the compliment. “Just a passing grade.”

Damian chuckled softly. “I’m sure you’ll manage. Now, let’s see if you can pull off ‘Instagrammable’ while we’re cooking.”

The way he said “we” made it sound like he didn’t need her help, and she found herself mentally bristling at the implication.

“I thought you were doing all the cooking,” she said, eyebrow raised, attempting to regain some sense of control over the situation. She crossed her arms and he vaguely thought it was cute. She was cute. “You said you’d surprise me.”

“Oh, I will,” he said smoothly, already moving toward the kitchen with a nonchalance that made her want to roll her eyes. "I just thought I'd let you be part of the surprise."

She narrowed her eyes at him but reluctantly followed him into the kitchen. Damian didn’t need to look up to know she was there, his hands already reaching into the bags he'd brought with him. A quick look around, and she realized the whole kitchen was already stocked. He wasn’t kidding. It was like he’d anticipated her every move, her every question.

And just like that, she was locked into yet another game of pretend . He knew exactly what to do, what to say, and somehow that confidence rubbed off on her. It was like he was living in a world of his own rules—and she was just following along.

No. Not tonight. She wasn’t going to follow. She was going to lead. 

“Wear this so you don’t get your white shirt all dirty.” Instead of just throwing the apron at him, which she would usually do, she walked over to him and held the neck hole open. He would have to bend down to let her put it over his head, causing their eyes to be level. It was something that, when she went over the date in her head, she thought would make him proud. 

When he saw what she was doing, he gave her a wicked smirk before following her unspoken instructions. Putting his head through, he stopped, making sure that her hands landed on his shoulders and her face was just centimeters away from his. She flushed. 

He saw. 

He enjoyed it.

Oh, his drive here, Damian had been thinking about everything with a little too much depth. His last few cases as Batman didn’t give him any room to breathe, but now, driving to her house to enjoy a home-cooked meal, Damian couldn’t help question why he was… excited? His mind went over everything they’d done, even including last year, until he found a logical, sound answer. 

Before, he had sought her out to start an argument because it was satisfying to see her eyes light up with anger. Now, he was getting the same satisfaction out of seeing her blush. Out of seeing her roll her eyes when he said something too cheesy to sound like him. It was all about getting a reaction out of her, regardless of what it was. He’d gotten out of the vehicle before he could think about why he enjoyed getting a reaction out of her. 

“Perhaps you deserve six points for that. You still pulled back.” As soon as he said that, confident smirk still on his face, Aless rolled her eyes and let go of him, pushing back only a fraction of the amount she would have. Progress. 

“You’re kind of ridiculous, you know that?” Alessandra said, her eyes narrowing as she crossed her arms. She couldn’t believe how effortlessly he was pushing her buttons tonight. Everything he did seemed designed to make her react—like he was watching for the slightest shift in her expression, waiting to see if he could get under her skin.

Damian just smirked, that damnable half-grin tugging at the corners of his mouth. “Ridiculous? This fake relationship seems to have affected your ability to insult me as well.”

He took a step closer to her, making her take an involuntary step back, but she caught herself before she could retreat too much. She wasn’t going to let him control every moment, not again.

But that’s exactly what he did.

“You know,” Damian continued, his voice shifting slightly, something deeper in it now. “You’ve been acting a lot less defensive. I have to say, I’m impressed.” He tilted his head, studying her with that damn smirk still in place. “Did you, by chance, practice with someone? You seem more… comfortable touching me than you did before.”

She blinked, thrown off by the accuracy of his observation and the faint hint of a challenge in his voice. It was almost like he was daring her to deny it. And for some stupid reason, Alessandra felt that familiar pulse of irritation course through her. It was just touching. Just touch. Her eyes flicked down to his chest, then back up to his face. Don’t back down. Don’t give him the satisfaction.

The moment her gaze met his again, she didn’t even think about it. Without warning, her hand shot out and shoved him lightly in the chest. It wasn’t hard, but it was enough to get a reaction—one that surprised them both. His eyes widened, just for a second, before that wicked smirk returned.

Damian’s voice was low, a dangerous mix of amused and impressed. “Well, well. Look who’s getting bold.” He leaned in, his breath warm against her cheek as he spoke, “I knew it was in there somewhere. We just had to get you to let it out.”

Her hand was still flat against his chest, and for a moment, it felt almost... natural. But then, reality hit. She wasn’t just touching him—she was touching something solid . His chest was hard, a wall of muscle she hadn’t noticed before beneath the fabric of his shirt. His body didn’t just fill out his clothes—it defined them. She could feel the firmness of his pectorals, the subtle rise and fall of his breath beneath her palm, and suddenly, the way her fingers rested on him felt all wrong. She jerked her hand back, heat rushing to her neck and spreading across her cheeks. 

He saw the instant her fingers realized what they were touching. Her expression shifted, her eyes lit up with some form of curiosity he couldn’t name, and then just as it seemed like the moment might stretch into something more, her hand pulled away sharply, as if startled by the contact. Damian couldn’t help the slight curve of his lips, sensing her reaction before it even fully registered on her face. Ah, but she was doing so well. 

“I didn’t—” she started, but her voice caught, and her eyes shot toward the stove, needing something—anything—to distract her. “I’m going to boil the pasta now,” she muttered, stepping around him and practically hiding behind the counter. The touch, though brief, left a heated trail behind it that made her skin tingle.

Damian just stood there for a moment, clearly savoring the moment, his gaze never leaving her. “You haven’t moved on from simply freezing up at the thought of a touch,” he teased, his voice smooth and low, “but I can tell... you’re getting there.”

Alessandra gritted her teeth, not wanting to show how surprisingly hard it was to keep her composure around him. She quickly turned on the burner and set the pot on the stove, trying to focus entirely on what she was doing. But she knew she wasn’t fooling him. The way his eyes followed her every move, the slight tilt of his head as if observing her reaction, was enough to make her skin crawl with awareness.

Just as the water began to heat up, Damian took a step closer again, completely too close .

She didn’t notice him move, but suddenly, his presence was there, looming behind her. The heat from his body seemed to radiate directly into her back, and she was conscious of every inch of the space between them. He was standing right behind her now, so close she could feel the pressure of his chest just inches away from her.

Again, Damian’s thoughts went to that night on the roof. With Batman. He wasn’t able to feel her body heat through his armor, but now, it was almost distracting. His hands went on either side of her, face leaning down just a bit too close so he could see her reaction again. It’s what fueled all of this. Or a sidenote to what fueled all of this. 

This was to get her out of her uncle’s clutches. This was for her mother. This was for your publicity. Why do you have to remind yourself of that now, Damian? 

Aless could have turned around. Could have told him to step back. But something stopped her. Something told her to stay confident. Stay vigilant. Let him do it. It’s not like it meant anything. 

Damian’s voice was low, smooth, like velvet. “You’re avoiding me.” He leaned forward just slightly, his lips brushing near her ear. She jumped. He felt it, but didn’t let go. “Are you worried it might be a little… too much for you?”

Her hands clenched the pot’s handle as she tried to focus, her heart drumming faster in her chest. “I’m just making dinner,” she muttered, her voice tight.

“You’ve got your back turned on me,” Damian said, almost conversationally. “I don’t mind, though. You’re still getting better.”

Her breath hitched, and she tried to ignore how his presence seemed to seep into her every thought.

Get a grip. Just turn around. Be in control.

But she couldn’t do it. She couldn’t turn around. Instead, she pressed her palms flat against the counter, focusing entirely on the task at hand, trying to ignore how much he was testing her right now. How good he felt against her. She needed to keep it together. 

Oh no. No, no, no. No! This isn’t what I think it is…

Alessandra’s heart thudded heavily against her ribs, and her breath caught in her throat. She wasn’t sure how long she could stand this closeness, how much longer she could pretend this wasn’t getting to her. Why did it feel like her body was betraying her every time he did this?

“Relax,” he all but hummed in her ear, “Think that it’s someone else. Perhaps, the man you practiced with.” 

He told that to her because it seemed to work last time. 

But…

She didn’t want to think it as someone else. Aless wanted it to be Damian. Damian Wayne. He was touching her. He was holding her. And maybe that’s why it was always so hard. Because she thought in her mind that he was pretending she was someone else. 

And she never knew how much it seemed to hurt him when he suggested that. To think of someone. Other than him. Someone that made you feel comfortable. Someone that you could see yourself doing this with. Not Damian. It would never be Damian for Alessandra. He’d come to accept that fact.

Damian was so good at this because he isn’t thinking about me. 

Alessandra was having such a hard time with this because it’s me.

“Damian…” she said, and he closed his eyes so he could digest the sound without the encroachment of his other senses. Her voice was soft, but there was something about it that made his chest tighten. It wasn’t a question; it was a plea. A call for something neither of them was ready to acknowledge, but both of them were undeniably craving.

Damian didn’t respond immediately. Instead, he let the silence hang between them, his heart thumping a little harder than usual. He could feel the way she was holding herself back, the way her body was stiff with tension, but her voice—her voice had a vulnerability in it that she wasn’t used to showing. It unsettled him in a way he couldn’t quite explain.

“Yes?” 

“The sauce.” 

It was a letdown. For both of them. Aless cursed herself for her lack of doing anything, and Damian felt the assertion that she didn’t want it to be him more and more. They were pretending. This wasn’t real. It may have blurred things, but that’s because… she was thinking about someone else. That’s because he was thinking about someone else. There was no way he could be thinking about her. 

It was after a long while - both of them standing apart at their own stations, feeling the cold where the other person once was - that Damian spoke: “What should we post?” Back to business, she thought, recentering herself. Control, Damian thought as he stirred more. 

Damian's question hung in the air, but Aless didn’t immediately respond. Her hands, still gripping the pot handle, were now slightly trembling, betraying the calm facade she was trying to project. She wasn’t sure if she was more frustrated with herself for letting the moment slip away, or with him for being so... damn good at making everything feel so charged. He should really try for Hollywood.

“What should we post?” he repeated, his voice cool, as though they hadn’t just been dancing around something unspoken.

Alessandra turned her head, trying to force herself back into the role they were playing. The mask. Everything was fine . She wasn’t going to think about the brief moment that had almost cracked her armor. She wasn’t going to think about how his voice still echoed in her head or the way his presence seemed to be wrapped around her, always just a little too close.

“Something that looks…” She paused, choosing her words carefully, “… casual. Natural.” She tried to keep her voice light, as though the question hadn’t just taken on a deeper meaning for both of them. “You know, effortless .”

Damian nodded once, his eyes studying her in that way he always did. She could feel him watching her, and it made her stomach flutter, even though she didn’t want it to. She was supposed to be in control, yet here she was, floundering over something so simple.

He was just watching, like always. Keeping his distance, staying calm. His heart rate was steady, his pulse under control. The flutter in his chest earlier, when her eyes had lingered a bit too long, when she’d been just a little too close—it was nothing. It meant nothing. This was nothing. All pretend. Just pretend. 

“I’m sure you can manage that,” Damian replied smoothly, but there was something in his tone—a hint of something else that made Alessandra’s breath hitch ever so slightly. She hated how he could do that, how his words could feel like an invitation even when they weren’t.

“Well, you can help me.” She pushed, her voice a little sharper than she intended. “Can you set the table while I finish this?” 

Damian raised an eyebrow, but he didn’t object. Instead, he moved toward the kitchen drawers with a quiet confidence, and as he did, Alessandra let out a slow breath, fighting to steady herself. She wasn’t going to get distracted by him again. She wasn’t going to fall into whatever this strange, unspoken thing was that had started between them.

He set the table with methodical precision, his movements smooth, unhurried as if he were used to this—this domestic thing. It almost made Alessandra want to roll her eyes at the absurdity of it. This wasn’t real . They were playing pretend, just like always.

But she couldn’t deny the flicker of something in her chest when he caught her eye briefly, his lips curling into that faint, knowing smile of his. “The food?” he asked, his voice as casual as if they were friends, as if there weren’t layers of tension suffocating the space between them.

She didn’t trust herself to answer right away. Instead, she finished plating their food with exaggerated care, trying to ignore the way her pulse quickened with every passing second he lingered in her space.

“It’s fine,” she said, her voice tight, betraying her attempts at calm. “You’ll see.”

Damian didn’t push further. Instead, he stepped back, his expression unreadable as he examined the table they’d set together, the almost-perfect picture of domesticity. They were still pretending, she reminded herself again. Just playing a role.

And yet, something about the way he was looking at her, his eyes lingering for just a fraction longer than necessary, made her doubt herself. Is this pretending?

Alessandra stood up straight, almost knocking over the water glass in front of her as she reached for the phone. “Ready for your Instagram picture?” she asked, forcing the lightness back into her voice. “Let’s get this over with.”

Damian, with that same inscrutable expression, nodded, but there was a subtle shift in his posture. “You’re acting like I’m some kind of task you need to check off your list.” His eyes narrowed, his voice soft but laced with an edge she hadn’t expected. Something he hadn’t expected. Isn’t that… Isn’t that what this was? To both of them. He got to control where she was in relation to Batman, and she got to win over her uncle. It was all just a task. 

“You’re not,” she snapped back, but her words lacked their usual conviction. “But this Instagram picture is. Now pose or something.”

There was a quiet pause. Damian didn’t break eye contact. He just stared at her, studying her, until it felt like the silence was suffocating her. She moved over to stand by him, as if they were having a conversation, something candid while they made dinner. When it snapped the photo, she all but jumped to the other side of the kitchen to go get it. 

What she saw made her frown. He was staring at her. Not looking at the camera. You could feel the tension in the photo. You could see… No, it wouldn’t work, even if she cropped their heads out… 

“This will work.” She set her phone down, photo still on the screen, as she went to grab plates. 

Damian’s eyes never left hers as she finished plating their food. The silence between them wasn’t comfortable anymore, and Alessandra could feel the weight of his gaze like a pressure against her skin. It was like they were both pretending, trying to act like they didn’t know what was happening beneath the surface. But the cracks were starting to show, and he was the first to point them out.

“This will not be sufficient,” Damian asked, his tone casual but the undercurrent of challenge unmistakable.

Alessandra flicked her gaze over the scene—the table, the food, his gaze on her. “What’s wrong with it?” she asked, feigning innocence. 

Huh, he could see it, too. 

“You are not even trying in this,” he said, leaning against the counter with his arms crossed, looking more at ease than she felt. “It’s a nice setup, but no one will buy it. No one’s going to believe we’re actually dating. We’re too far apart. It looks like we’re at a dinner party. Not a date. You’re not convincing, Alessandra.”

The words hit her like a splash of cold water. She didn’t know why it bothered her so much, but it did. He was the one who ruined the photo. She gritted her teeth, trying to suppress the flare of anger that rose in her chest.

“I can be convincing,” she shot back, her voice tight with defiance. Her heart pounded in her chest as she turned toward him, fully aware of the growing tension between them. She wasn’t going to let him get away with undermining her. Not again. “You keep telling me, over and over, to be convincing. In this photo, I am convincing. You’re the one running it!” 

Damian raised an eyebrow, the edge in his voice more pronounced now. “Convincing?” he repeated, as though the word itself was a challenge. “I don’t think you know what convincing looks like. It’s not just about putting on a smile or pretending. You have to make people believe it. And you—” he gestured vaguely between them, “—don’t seem interested in convincing anyone of anything. This was your plan, and you’re ruining it! I’m just trying to stay diligent!”

Alessandra’s pulse quickened, and she took a step closer to him. She didn’t know why she was so angry—maybe because deep down, she did care what he thought. Or maybe because he had a way of stripping away all her pretenses. She clenched her jaw.

“This hasn’t been my plan since you sent me that damn schedule, Damian.” she challenged, feeling the frustration rising in her chest. “You’ve been controlling everything. This has all been on your terms. Maybe that’s why I can seem to be convincing.”

Damian’s eyes narrowed, the familiar smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth, looking like he was ready to hurt . “I thought my control of the situation could stop your incompetence from entering.” His voice dropped lower, the words laced with something she couldn’t quite name. “It seems that is not the case.”

Alessandra scoffed, trying to brush off his words. “ Incompetence? ” she retorted. “I’ve done everything you’ve told me to do. Like your diligent little girlfriend. The ‘Instagram couple’ act, the performances, the photos— I’ve done it all.”

“And it’s a shock that it all hasn’t been ruined yet.” Damian shot back. “Has your uncle asked about me? Have you said anything to him? Or has this all just been for nought? Perhaps- and, oh, I know why - one of us is unable to separate fact from fiction!”

The tension between them was suffocating now. He was standing so close, the faint smell of his cologne, the warmth of his presence, all felt too much. The space between them had closed, and yet they were still pretending they weren’t about to cross a line they’d both been skirting for weeks. They just stood there, chests riding and falling from harsh breathing, replying in their minds what was just said. Recognizing the fact that they’d just fought again. For the first time in what felt like forever. 

And instead of feeling satisfied with the other’s anger, they both just felt guilt.

Alessandra couldn’t take it anymore. “Fine. I’ll be convincing,” she said through gritted teeth. “I can do it, Damian. Watch me. I’ll be so convincing you won’t even be able to tell.” Her tone was biting, her hands clenched into fists at her sides as she stared him down.

Damian studied her, his gaze lingering a moment too long before he finally spoke, his voice lower, almost teasing. “Well, then,” he said, his eyes never leaving hers, “that’s all I’ve been asking for. I will have to see it before I can believe it. You’re coming to my birthday, yes? That’s our first public outing as… whatever this is. And the way you look at me, the way you act around me, that is what’ll make the public believe we’re more than just a story for the tabloids.”

Alessandra felt her breath hitch at the mention of the party, and for a split second, her mind blanked. She had been dreading the idea of going out in public with him, knowing the scrutiny they’d be under. A tiny part of her was glad the public dates had all been canceled. But the idea of showing him she could handle it—of proving to him, and to herself, that she wasn’t afraid of being around him—that made something stir inside her. 

To challenge him again and win.

Her voice faltered for only a moment, but she recovered quickly. “It will be easy,” she said, trying to keep her confidence, even though her stomach was in knots.

Damian tilted his head, the barest hint of a smile pulling at his lips. “We’ll see, won’t we?” he said quietly. “You better be convincing, Alessandra. Because if you can’t convince me, how do you expect the public to buy it?”

Alessandra’s heart hammered in her chest. She stared at him, her pulse racing, feeling the heat rising between them despite how much they both fought against it. She didn’t know if she was angry or turned on or both, but the truth was—something had shifted.

She wanted to prove him wrong. Prove that she could be convincing. 

Damian met her stare, his eyes darker than before, the tension between them almost electric. Neither of them said a word, but the challenge was clear—one way or another, they were going to see this thing through.

“This date is over,” she deadpanned. “Tupperware is in the bottom left cabinet.” 

Chapter Text

“Wow, he bought these for you to choose from?” Jane ran her hand down one of the dresses Damian had sent to her, marveling at the sequins that caught the light. "They’re all designer.”

Alessandra stood at the bathroom sink, brushing her hair absently as she shot Jane a glance in the mirror. “He told me that he would never have a woman he’s dating look like she just crawled out of a sewer. ‘ It would be a public embarrassment .’ Personally, I think I have great fashion sense, but he doesn't.” She mimicked Damian’s voice with an exaggerated tone, then tossed her hand up in frustration. “So, here we are.”

Asshole: I believe the red will be complimentary to my attire. 

Jane chuckled as she picked up another dress, examining it with a critical eye. Aless had commissioned her to write a piece for the gossip column on Damian’s party and help her get ready. It wasn’t just about looking good; it was about looking perfect . Convincing him. And the public. But Aless couldn’t help but not care about anyone else. She wanted to prove to Damian that she was “diligent”. 

She had to be more than just presentable—she had to be better than all the other women who usually flaunted themselves at Damian’s events, the ones who always seemed to know how to catch his eye. So that’s why when the dresses were delivered, even though he wanted to text him back to fuck off, Aless accepted them and left his text unanswered. If that’s what Damian wanted, then he was going to get it tenfold. 

But as she got ready, the pressure was mounting, more than Aless had ever anticipated. The Gazette’s column wouldn’t run something about her not being up to Damian’s standards, but the other tabloids would. Everyone’s been trying to find out who “Damian Wayne’s New Mystery Girl” was. The people who lived for gossip and speculation? They’d see every detail, every flaw. They’d whisper behind her back if she wasn’t on point. They’d tweet about it, too. The idea of being judged like that, so publicly, was a little... nerve-wracking, to say the least. She’d never liked the attention, never wanted to be the center of it all, but here she was. 

Most notably, the pressure of proving Damian wrong when she, herself, was still uncomfortable with everything was weighing on her. The self-doubt was creeping as soon as she woke up today. 

It’s all for your mother, she reminded herself. 

“Sounds like he just wants to be your sugar daddy. I saw the Birkin in your closet. You didn’t have that before when we were looking through.”

Alessandra sighed, leaning against the sink, her expression a mix of exasperation and something else. He’s just... making sure I look the part for the game we're playing. I told him not to, but he amended it in the contract. He even made me throw away some of my tote bags."

"Uh-huh. The contract," Jane said skeptically, putting down the dress she was looking at and leaning against the doorframe with a knowing look. “Look, I’m not here to be a therapist, but you’re not fooling anyone , least of all me.” She raised an eyebrow, her voice softening. “You’re playing a part, sure. But you’re also flirting your way into a situation you know is way messier than you want to admit. What happens when it stops being a part?”

Alessandra froze, her fingers still tangled in her hair, her reflection in the mirror too sharp and clear for comfort. “It will always be a part. To him. To me. This is just a means to an end that we both are agreeable to.”

Jane smirked. “Oh, babes. You two are definitely flirting flirting. I’ve been covering your fake relationship for the past month. And the way he looks at you in those photos? You think you can’t see it? The way his eyes follow you arou—” Jane raised her hands in mock surrender as Alessandra shot her a look. “I’m just saying, we’ve been covering Damian’s other relationships, but with you, he’s got that look. It’s not just him being a good actor, either. You two are dancing around something, and neither of you is brave enough to admit it. I mean, come on we all heard the sexual tension on that first tape. Remember that?”

“You mean when he insulted my mother?” Alessandra said, her voice a bit too sharp, too defensive. She tossed the brush down and walked over to where Jane was standing, flicking her gaze at the dresses. How badly she did not want to choose red. There was black, dark blue, and green too. Personally, Aless thought she looked better in black. “It’s business. That’s all this is. And once we get my uncle and the public to be invested, I get to fake break up with him. The clothes and the gifts get sent back. Everything goes back to normal, and the play ends.”

Jane studied her carefully for a beat. “You don’t have to convince me , babes. I already know you’ve been thinking about this. I mean, come on—since that third date last month? You told me you felt something. And I know you, you’ve been overthinking everything. Telling yourself that it’s just all pretend, when sometimes it just isn't. You won’t admit it, but I won’t lie to you. And I’m not saying it's emotional attraction, it could just strictly be physical, too.”

Alessandra’s heart skipped a beat. Her lips parted as if to respond, but nothing came out. Of course, she’d been thinking about it. But it wasn’t supposed to matter. It couldn’t. Even if she had feelings for Damian- which she didn’t - he’d never…

She crossed her arms over her chest, trying to push down the strange flutter in her stomach. “I think I’d rather die than get in bed with Damian Wayne.”

“Really?” Jane grinned mischievously, her voice light as she held up another dress for inspection. “I would, and you’ve convinced me on the asshole thing too. He’s Gotham’s most attractive bachelor and, from what they’ve said, very attentive. A girl’s dream. Are you sure you wouldn’t even test it out? For practice?

Alessandra’s breath hitched for a split second, but she quickly exhaled, brushing off the accusation. “I…” She paused, her hands tightening around the edge of the sink as if the porcelain could somehow steady her. “Yes, Damian is attractive. Yes, it’s been nice getting to know him more and more. But, no, it’s not anything. It’s just a contract.”

Alessandra closed her eyes, a slow breath escaping her. “It’s just business. Just… really good business. We’re both getting something out of this. He needs a good public image, and I need protection. A professional arrangement. That’s it.”

Jane let out a scoff, crossing her arms over her chest, a smirk curling at her lips. “A professional arrangement, huh? All these little ‘professional’ dates you keep going on? In your own home? That’s not just business anymore, babe. You two are playing at something and calling it a contract to cover up what’s real.” Jane's voice softened as she stepped closer, lowering her tone like a confidante. “It’s not just business anymore, Aless. You’re not fooling anyone. Not even yourself.”

Alessandra let out a shaky breath, her gaze flickering toward the dresses on the bed, but she didn’t really see them. Her mind was spinning in a direction she wasn’t sure she was ready to confront. “Jane, he’s Damian Wayne. I’m me. ” She shook her head, her voice barely more than a whisper. “It’s never something that could happen.”

Jane’s eyes softened, but her teasing tone didn’t falter. “That’s the problem, Aless. Why can’t you see yourself the way he does? Why can’t you at least entertain the thought? I’m sure right now, he’s standing in front of a mirror somewhere, adjusting his tie or whatever, and you —the woman who looks damn good in everything he puts you in— is the one he’s thinking about . I’m sure of it.” Jane’s gaze flickered to the dresses, then back at Aless. 

Aless shook her head vehemently, the words tumbling out before she could stop them. “There is nothing, and there will never be anything between us. It’s just a use case. A business arrangement. And when we each get what we need, it’ll be over. That’s it.”

She knew how hollow it sounded as soon as it left her lips. The words felt wrong, but she pressed on as if saying it over and over might make it true. “We’ll go our separate ways, and I’ll talk to him once a year at some gala, like normal. Maybe grab coffee and catch up, but that’s it.” The last part of her sentence barely left her mouth. She wasn’t sure why, but something deep in her chest tightened at the thought. The idea of simply walking away when all was said and done… it didn’t sit right. Would they really go back to before? When he was just sending flowers and not saying anything? 

Jane leaned in slightly, her voice quieter now, coaxing. “Aless, I get it. You’re scared. But that doesn’t mean you have to lie to yourself to sleep better at night.” She reached out, lightly touching her friend’s shoulder, her tone gentle but firm. “You’ve been trying to ignore what’s been there between you two, but that spark, that chemistry—it’s real. You can feel it. I can see it. Don’t tell me it’s acting.” She paused, her eyes searching Aless’s face for any sign of agreement. “I think you're lying if you say there’s nothing there. And I think you know you’re lying. To save yourself. Your feelings. To make everything easier.”

Alessandra took in her words, trying to ignore the flutter in her stomach. She didn’t want to believe Jane was right. But the more she thought about it—about every little moment, every brush of his hand, that kiss—the more she found herself wondering just how much she was in danger of falling into the exact same mess.

“You’re delusional,” she muttered under her breath, half-laughing to herself, though the uneasy feeling gnawing at her wouldn’t go away.

“Delusional, maybe,” Jane agreed with a grin. “But I’m also right. Just you wait… Now, which dress are you picking? Personally, I’d go with the red. It’s big. It’s bold. It says, ‘I don’t care that it’s your birthday party, Damian Wayne!’

Alessandra’s fingers hovered over the black dress for a moment, but something in Jane's teasing grin and the bold vibrancy of the red dress tugged at her.  

No, it wasn’t because Damian recommended it either. It wasn’t because she wanted him to finally approve of what she was wearing. To wear something for him. To see his eyes light up when he realized she was wea-

“Fine,” she said, her voice thick with an unspoken challenge. “I’ll go with red.”

Jane’s eyes lit up with a mischievous gleam, clearly delighted by Alessandra’s choice. “Now that’s what I’m talking about,” she said, stepping back to give her friend space. “It’ll make a statement, and I’m sure Damian will love it.”

She turned to the mirror, holding up the dress against her frame. The deep red made her skin look warmer, her eyes brighter, and she had to admit, it was a bold contrast to her usual, safer choices. Damian mentioned he didn’t want safe previously. 

She exhaled slowly, meeting her own gaze in the mirror, trying to steady herself. It’s just a dress, she told herself. Just business. Just business.

“You’re sure you want to go through with this?” Jane asked from the doorway, her tone softer now, as though she could sense the shift in the air. “It’s not just about playing the part anymore, Aless. You’re walking into something tonight, and I don’t think you’re as ready for it as you’re pretending to be.”

Alessandra hesitated for a long moment, the weight of her friend’s words settling over her like a blanket she didn’t want to admit she needed.

“Tonight,” she said slowly, meeting Jane’s eyes with a quiet, almost reluctant resolve, “is just another step in the plan. Just business. That’s all it’s ever been and all it will ever be.”

Jane looked at her, eyes narrowed, like she was weighing Alessandra’s words. Then, with a smirk, she shrugged. “We’ll see.”

Alessandra stepped into the dress, smoothing it down her body, watching the way it moved. She straightened her shoulders, feeling the weight of the red fabric wrap around her like a second skin. They way it looked on her… The way she felt, Damian knew it would look like this.

Fuck. It wasn’t just business. 

She could feel it, the spark she’d been denying, flickering beneath the surface.

But tonight, she was still going to pretend. Because that’s all he was doing. 


Damian barely registered the noise of the party at first—the laughter, the clink of glasses, the hum of conversation. His eyes had been locked on the door since 10 PM. Waiting. Seeing if she was going to show up late like last year. 

But then, at around 11:45, there she was.

She stepped into his apartment like she was born to be the center of attention, and for a moment, he didn’t know if he could look away. He’d forgiven her tardiness as soon as his eyes locked on her.

Red

The color hit him harder than he expected, that fiery, bold shade that seemed to glow in the low light. The dress hugged her like it was designed for her body alone (it nearly was), the fabric catching the light with every step, making her movements feel almost hypnotic. Her hair cascaded over her shoulders, framing her face with effortless elegance. Even her shoes—high heels that clicked with every confident step—seemed to demand his attention.

Damian cursed under his breath, keeping his gaze steady. He wanted to pry his eyes away. To not be so obvious that he was staring because he wanted to and not because it was included in this game of pretend of theirs. But he couldn’t. He didn’t even want to pretend he could.

He took a slow sip of his drink, thinking it would calm him down, maybe mask the sudden heat creeping up his neck. It didn’t work.

Then Jon caught him staring and raised an eyebrow, and Damian realized he hadn’t even been subtle about it. Fuck it , he thought, turning back to watch her walk further into the room. The whole point of this “pretend” relationship, after all, was to make sure everyone else saw what they were doing. And he could give two shits about whether anyone was paying attention to him.

Except it wasn’t just about the show. He knew the moment Alessandra entered the room, the very first thing that caught his attention: a confidence that hadn’t been there on any of their previous dates. It wasn’t just the way the red dress made her look—though god , did it make her look like something out of a dream—it was the way she owned every step she took, like she had no qualms about commanding attention. The way she didn’t care who was watching her.

She was being convincing.

His lips curled into a smile, something wry, something pleased, as he realized she had picked the red dress—the one he liked most. The one he texted her to wear. 

She was even listening too.

As if reading his thoughts, he glanced over at Jon and Jay. They had no idea about the fake relationship, no clue about the games they were playing, and he could practically feel their confusion radiating from them as they looked between him and Alessandra.

Damian smirked. “Please, try not to be shocked by what you’re about to witness,” he said, the words leaving his mouth before he could second-guess them. He didn’t know when he’d started adding that “ please ” part to his usual demands.

And then Alessandra reached him, and the air between them seemed to crackle with something unspoken. She didn’t even try to hide her gaze as it moved over him. He felt it, the weight of it—felt her eyes take him in, sizing him up, making him feel almost like prey, but in the best way.

The moment she’d reached him, her look became more deliberate, a quick flick of her gaze from his eyes down to the dark red shirt he wore. She noticed that same deep shade of red reflected in her dress, and something in her chest tightened. The shade was so deep it could have been wine, blood, passion. And there they were, standing together in the middle of this room full of people, matching in ways that didn’t even need to be acknowledged.

But it wasn’t just the color that caught her attention.

It was him . It always came back to him. The way he wore the shirt—it shouldn’t have looked as good as it did. It was simple, yet on him, it was as if it had been tailored specifically for his frame. His broad shoulders, the way his arms filled out the sleeves just right, the subtle, effortless confidence with which he wore it—it made her stomach flip in a way she didn’t like to admit. The fabric clung to his torso, hugging him in all the right places, making her acutely aware of the quiet strength he carried.

His jawline, sharp as ever. His eyes—those damn eyes—always seemed to be pulling her in, making her forget to breathe for a moment. There was a softness to them when he looked at her, but that was paired with something else. Something dangerous. His eyes were deep, unreadable, like he was always thinking, always plotting something, and it made her wonder if he was thinking about her.

But of course, they both felt it. The Pretend.

They were both pretending to be something they weren’t. This whole charade was supposed to be about appearances, about making everyone believe they were a couple, but if anyone had been watching them at that moment, they’d see something far more complicated. Because what they were doing was pretending, yes. But at the same time, it was undeniably real. They were staring at each other with a level of intensity that couldn’t possibly be feigned.

And Aless? She didn’t bother looking away either. She held his gaze as she stepped closer, the atmosphere thick between them. She noticed how his eyes lingered, tracing her figure, and she couldn’t help but feel the heat of it. Normally, this would annoy her. This attention, this magnetism between them—it always left her feeling exposed, vulnerable. But tonight? There was something in the way they were playing the part that made her feel alive, like they were in sync with the roles they were supposed to be playing.

In the space between them, their gazes locked again, both of them unapologetically aware of how the air had thickened with something unspoken, something undeniable. For a moment, they were simply two people standing together in a room full of people, but neither of them could ignore what was simmering beneath the surface.

Aless moved first, maybe helped just a bit by the shot of tequila Jane made her take before leaving, and pushed her chest flush against Damian’s arm, almost wrapping herself around him. The closeness was deliberate, a calculated move in their little game, but when she felt the heat of his body against hers, the way his muscles tensed beneath his shirt, it almost felt like more. Like in her apartment. In the kitchen. When he was so close to her before. 

Her heart skipped, but she pushed past the slight flutter in her chest. She was doing this. She was flirting. She was touching him without hesitation, just like Damian had told her she needed to. The memory of their last fake date flashed in her mind—Damian, so damn calm, so assured, telling her she had to convince him that she could do it. That she could touch him, make it look easy, without any of that old hesitation creeping in.

It hadn’t been easy for her, but tonight? Tonight, she was doing it. And as her body leaned against his, her fingers brushed just lightly against his arm, then lingered for just a second too long, and she saw the brief flash of something in his eyes. 

Damian didn’t move at first, just let her settle in against him, his body language relaxed but with that familiar edge of awareness in his posture. His hand, almost imperceptibly, moved just a little closer to her back, like he was almost waiting for her to take the next step. His eyes never left hers, the same steady, piercing gaze that never failed to make her stomach tighten. His look was— it was something pleased, like he was proud of her for playing the part with such ease. She could almost hear him thinking it: Well done.

It was intoxicating, the way they moved in sync without even thinking about it. The flirting, the touches, it all felt so... natural now. Even if it was all a façade, the way they interacted tonight made it feel almost like something more. She leaned in more. His hand made contact with her back, thumb just at the point where her skin was showing through one of the cut-outs. Not moving. Just… savoring. 

And then there were Jon and Jay, standing off to the side, absolutely bewildered. They had no idea what was going on between Damian and Aless, and it was obvious by the looks on their faces. Their eyes darted between them, glancing at each other like they were trying to decode a puzzle neither of them had any clue how to solve. The last thing Jay had been told was that they’d worked it out. And Jon heard the same from Damian. So how, in just a few weeks time, did they… 

Damian, still with that casual, almost predatory smirk, glanced over at his friends. He didn’t even flinch when he caught the confusion on their faces. Instead, he turned back to Aless, leaning in near her ear, his voice low, almost a whisper but loud enough for them to hear. 

"I think we’ve forgotten to tell some important people about us, Alessandra."

Alessandra’s lips curved into a slow, teasing smile directed at both Jay and Jon. Damian’s tone was smooth, filled with that unmistakable confidence of his. She could feel the heat of his breath against her skin, the proximity between them making everything feel sharper, more alive. She tilted her head slightly, just enough so that she was looking up at him, and tried not to jump and the feeling of his hand finally snaking its way around her waist and gripping her. No longer just a soft touch. 

"Looks like it," she replied, her voice laced with a playful edge. "Guess we should start making things clearer for them, huh?"

Her fingers drifted slightly, tracing a slow, deliberate pattern along his upper bicep. It wasn’t anything too overt, just enough to make him feel it—a soft pressure that she knew would drive him just as crazy as it was driving her. The dynamic between them had shifted so effortlessly, like they’d fallen into a rhythm neither of them had really expected. 

She was doing this. She was playing the part.

Fuck, I am so good at this. He’s so good at this.

She’s getting good at this.

His hand moved with quiet precision, just enough for her to feel it, a subtle pull that brought her a little closer. The firm grip on her hip drew her in, and suddenly, she wasn’t pressed against his arm anymore. She was up against his side. Now, Aless could feel him fully—the strength of his body, the muscle beneath the fabric of his shirt, each contour more pronounced as their bodies aligned. Was he always this tall? 

"Maybe we should make it clearer for everybody in attendance," he murmured low, his voice warm and coaxing. Alessandra raised an eyebrow, her lips brushing against his cheek as she leaned in a fraction more, her heels helping to level the playing field just a bit. 

" Covince them?" she said with a mock seriousness, her hand now lightly resting on his chest, just enough to feel the solid warmth beneath his shirt again. Before, in the kitchen, she jumped back, retracting her hand like he’d burned her. Now, she was mourning the fact that before she’d missed this. The faint thrum of his heartbeat was beneath her fingers. The heat of him just radiated up her arm. 

Before he could respond, she shifted, pulling back just a fraction so he could see her smirk. The playful challenge was there, and it matched the spark in his expression. She could almost hear the cogs in his mind turning—this wasn’t just about playing their part anymore. This was a game neither of them had been prepared to play so effortlessly.

But that’s when the unmistakable voices of Jon and Jay broke through their little bubble, and Alessandra’s smile widened as she turned her head, catching the bewildered looks on their faces.

Jon’s brow furrowed, and he leaned into Jay, whispering in a tone that was barely a murmur but still loud enough for them to hear. "What the hell is going on here?"

Jay shook his head, completely confused. "Are you two...?" Damian hadn’t mentioned this. He was sure Damian would’ve mentioned this. Should’ve even. The Super was just a little shocked this is how Damian figured out his cognitive dissonance. 

Damian didn’t even acknowledge their confusion, his smirk never leaving his lips as he pulled Alessandra in just a little closer, almost so their fronts were completely touching, making it clear to everyone watching that they were more than just pretending. His thumb had started rubbing circles on her hip, and without missing a beat, he shifted his stance so that Jon and Jay could bear witness. 

"Yes," Damian said, loud enough for Jon and Jay to hear. "Alessandra and I are officially dating.” There was something exhilarating about it. Hearing it outloud. Not only lying to the room around them but their friends as well. Like the stakes of getting caught, of not being convinced, had just increased. 

Alessandra let out a soft laugh, her gaze flicking between Damian and their friends, the truth of their situation sinking in. Their faces were a mix of confusion and curiosity. They were selling this act—so convincingly. “Unfortunately,” she teased, her voice light but dripping with the kind of confidence that only came when you knew you had the upper hand. “He finally convinced me. Got on his knees and everything. Can you imagine? The great Damian Wayne, begging.”

She caught the subtle raise of his eyebrow, a tiny tell only she would notice. He was already plotting his retaliation. Jon and Jay stood there in stunned silence at that admission, clearly unsure of what they were witnessing. 

Who the hell is this ,and what have they done to my friend? 

Damian’s smirk never faded as he looked at their friends, eyes gleaming with amusement. "I think we should leave them to process," he said, then nodded his head towards the bar. An escape. Maybe even a breather. "A drink?"

Aless nodded, her fingers tracing slow circles on Damian’s chest. “Sure.” It was almost too easy—so effortless now, the way she played along. The way she leaned just a little closer to him, brushing the side of her body against his. The touch wasn’t just for show anymore. She felt the warmth of him, the faint thrum of his heartbeat under her fingertips, and it sent a pleasant shiver up her spine. She kept her eyes locked on his, watching for any sign that he was feeling the same rush.

Without breaking their gaze, and in one swift, confident movement, Damian took her hand and pulled her away from their two biggest critics. He led her towards the open bar, their hands never leaving each other’s bodies—fingers intertwined, shoulders brushing, the closeness sending a message without words.

As they made their way through the crowd, whispers began to stir, a ripple of realization spreading through the partygoers. Damian Wayne. An unknown girl. Showing public displays of affection . People were starting to notice—people who had been expecting him to remain the usual enigma, always cool, always distant, always untouchable. 

Alessandra couldn’t help but feel smug, feeling the weight of their stares, the quiet murmur of curiosity trailing behind them. She let herself feel it. The rush. The power. It wasn’t just about making the show look good—it was about the way they were playing this, together , and how effortlessly their chemistry was becoming undeniable. How he was acting different because of her. Who was this girl who made Damian Wayne change? 

Once they reached the bar, Damian didn’t even hesitate to pull her in again. His hand was finding its way back to her hip, pulling her flush against his side as he leaned in, his lips dangerously close to her ear. "A little liquid courage to continue this act of yours?" he teased, the low tone of his voice sending a shiver down her spine. His breath lingered on her skin, and she could feel the slightest tension in his body—the same tension she had felt earlier when they’d been standing so close.

It wasn’t like before—the tension in the kitchen, thick with fear and avoidance. This was different. A tension born of self-discipline, of holding back from indulgence. The kind of feeling that thrummed with the awareness of something too sweet, too tempting—something that would be ruined if it was touched. The apple in the garden. Both of them wanting to take a bite. 

Aless leaned back slightly to meet his gaze, her lips curling into a sly smile. She made sure her voice was loud, confident so the others around them could hear it. "Are you just offering me a drink? Or something more?" She was playing with fire now, testing the boundaries of their charade, making sure it didn’t just look real—but that it felt real. And she could tell by the way Damian’s eyes darkened, the way his lips parted in a barely restrained smile, that he was enjoying this as much as she was.

"Careful, Alessandra," he teased, his fingers moving up to trace her ribs, sending a rush of heat through her. "You’re making it hard for me to focus on anything but you. It is my party, after all." His voice was steady, controlled, but there was an edge to it now, a promise in the way he spoke. It wasn’t just the act anymore. It was something else.

Aless leaned in, her lips brushing his ear. "I thought you said you wanted me to convince you, Damian," she whispered, her breath warm against his skin. "Now you’re telling me to be careful?"

Her words hung in the air between them, thick with the tension of something unspoken but undeniable. Damian’s smile widened, a dangerous glint in his eyes. He didn’t break their gaze as he slowly slid his hand from her back to her hip, drawing her even closer until there was barely any space left between them.

"I thought it nice to warn you," he replied, his tone almost playful and loud, remembering they were standing in a room full of people watching them. "That you’re playing a dangerous game. Once we start, we might not be able to stop." Damian warned, his lips curling into that signature smirk. Was it a real warning? Or just for those to hear? 

Doubt surged in Alessandra again, but she didn’t let it show. She was doing this. They were pretending—but it felt too real. The warning echoed in her mind, and it made her pulse race in a way she couldn’t ignore. Her hand moved up his chest, slow and deliberate, pausing just below his collarbone, right where his skin started to reveal itself. It was warm beneath her fingertips. His gaze flickered to her hand, then back to her eyes, as if measuring the distance between them.

"I like danger," she quipped back, letting her fingers trail a little further up, feeling the warmth of his skin. She couldn’t resist. It was like they were on fire, and everything around them was nothing but smoke.

I like danger. It was reminding Damian too much of the rooftop. Of that dangerous thought that passed through his mind when she touched his jaw. When she looked at Batman with that same look she was giving Damian now. What is the harm in indulging when she doesn’t know it’s me? What would she do if Batman leaned down and… 

And then, without thinking, Alessandra rose up on her toes, her lips grazing the sharp line of his jaw—just the slightest brush, barely a whisper of contact. It was a tease, a promise, a quiet explosion that seemed to echo in the space between them. The heat between them was overwhelming, electric. She could feel it in the way his body tensed, how his grip on her tightened ever so slightly, as if he was barely holding himself back.

Alessandra didn’t pull back, making sure that only he could hear her next words. "We’re not telling Jon or Jay yet?"

Damian was too caught up in the promise of her lips on his skin to remember he had to answer her. The way her touch sent warmth rushing through him, how her breath brushed over his jaw, it was like he’d forgotten how to breathe, how to focus on anything outside of her. How long had it been since someone had touched him like this— really touched him—and he’d actually enjoyed it? The sensation was so unsettling, so… alive, that he couldn’t even think straight. His mind raced with questions he didn’t want to answer, but they lingered there, bubbling just beneath the surface.

And why did it have to be when they were playing pretend? When every moment with her felt so much more real than it had any right to be. What more would she do to him if they kept this up? If the game kept blurring the lines, pulling them deeper into something neither of them had expected?

His answer came out rushed, almost too fast. "I believed it to be more effective the fewer people who knew. The gossip column felt like enough." The words felt off coming out of his mouth. He wanted to sound convincing, to make it sound like it was all part of the plan. But there was something in the way she was touching him, something in the way her body molded against his, that made him question everything about their little charade.

Damian’s hand tightened just slightly on her waist, his fingers daring to slip beneath the small cutout of fabric, brushing the warmth of her skin. The sensation sent his thoughts spiraling. She was so warm— too warm—and that sharp, quiet intake of breath she gave in response told him exactly how much of an effect he was having on her.

He pushed a little further, his pointer and middle fingers slipping fully beneath the fabric, tracing the curve of her waist with slow, deliberate intent. She shivered under his touch, and it took everything in him not to let his hand wander further, not to press his palm fully against her skin. Fully under her dress…

The thought alone made his pulse quicken. Focus, he told himself. He wasn’t supposed to be thinking about her like this—not really . Not beyond the shallow, calculated level of the game they were playing. And yet, with every inch closer they got, with every little reaction she gave him, it was becoming harder to separate the game from what he truly felt.

The way his fingers traced the curve of her waist, slow and deliberate, made her stomach flutter, a shiver rolling down her spine before she could stop it. She almost closed her eyes at how good it felt. It wasn’t fair, the way he could unnerve her so effortlessly. She wasn’t sure if this was still part of the game or something else entirely.

Her mind screamed at her to keep her composure, but the way he looked at her—his eyes dark and unreadable, yet so focused—made her heart race. She knew he was holding himself back, though she couldn’t help wondering just how far he’d go if she let him.

She could feel the tension radiating off him, the battle he was clearly waging with himself. And though her mind warned her to step back, her body betrayed her, leaning just a fraction closer, her voice barely above a whisper as she murmured, “Damian...”

He just hummed in response. 

“The drinks.” 

Of course. The drinks. That he ordered. 

The reminder yanked him back to reality, just for a second, snapping him into the pretend world they were both trapped in. The one where he couldn’t let himself linger on how her skin felt beneath his fingers, couldn’t entertain the thoughts that flickered through his mind—thoughts of wanting to see more of her, to feel more of her. Not now. Not in this game.

Taking his drink in hand, Damian took a slow sip of bourbon, his eyes never leaving hers. The burn of the alcohol seemed to ground him, but only just. He wasn’t sure how much longer he could keep this up—this game they were playing, this façade that felt too real. Aless did the same with her wine, hoping it would help her come back from the edge of insanity. 

"Shall we sit?" His voice was smooth, almost too casual. His head tipped to the couches. Last year, she remembered him sitting there surrounded by women before he came to yell at her. "The more in the center we are, the more everyone sees."

Aless smirked, tilting her head as she stepped back, the subtle shift in her posture making it clear she was playing along. "Is that what you want?" Her voice was low, teasing, her lips curving upward as she grabbed his hand. Not moving yet. Just tempting him with that question of hers. 

Is that what you want? Damian could think of a million things he wanted. From her. To do to her. None of them were to go sit on that couch and entertain the prying eyes are ears around them. But he had a mission to do. And, to Damian, the mission always came first. 

“Take me there.” Finally, she pulled him across the room and sat. Aless patted the spot next to her, inviting him closer, but the look in her eyes was anything but innocent.

The moment they were side by side, the air between them thickened, charged with that same energy that neither of them seemed able to ignore. He set his drink down on the table, but his hand lingered on the edge, fingertips just brushing the wood. As if he was centering himself before leaning back to put one arm around her, pulling her close again. Soon, his other hand would absentmindedly drift to her upper thigh, tracing the skin just below the hem of her dress as if it meant nothing. As if it wasn’t burning her when he did it.  

“You’re enjoying this,” he said, the words almost a challenge, his gaze flicking to her lips before returning to her eyes. “Such a change from the other night.” 

Alessandra leaned into his shoulder more, her smile widening. "You provoked me." She let the silence stretch, letting the tension simmer before adding with a playful glint in her eye, "But you’re the one who wanted to make a scene." Her hand, the one not resting on his thigh, trying to illicit a similar reaction to his on hers, swept out toward the room around them, as if reminding him that they were no longer just two people in a quiet corner.

Damian's eyes darkened ever so slightly, a flicker of something dangerous in the way he looked at her. A scene she wanted? A scene she’d get. He leaned in a fraction closer, his breath warm against her ear as he spoke, his voice dropping to a low murmur. "Shall we? Make a scene?"

The words hung there, thick with promise, and it was clear now—this wasn’t just playacting anymore. Not for him. His fingers tightened around her thigh, pulling both her legs up to rest on his lap, his gaze flicking from her lips to her eyes with an intensity that made everything between them feel sharper, closer. Every small movement seemed to drag them further into a space where the lines of pretense were harder to hold onto.

Alessandra’s pulse quickened, her body instinctively leaning in, but she didn’t break the tension with words—at least not yet. Instead, she let her fingers trail slowly up his chest again, just enough to feel the heat of his skin beneath his shirt, testing him, waiting to see how far he would go. 

“Do your worst, Mister Wayne.” It was permission. It was their ‘Action!’ 

Damian’s smirk deepened, a wicked edge softening into something almost devastatingly seductive as her challenge hung in the air. His thumb traced slow, deliberate circles on her exposed thigh, every motion sending electricity up her spine. He tilted his head slightly, the movement calculated, intimate, his lips now dangerously close to her ear.

“Oh, habibti ,” he murmured, the Arabic endearment rolling off his tongue like silk. It was… god, she hated herself for thinking it, but it was almost erotic.  

This is fake. This is fake.

“My worst would ruin anyone else for you.”

The weight of his words made her breath hitch again, and he noticed—of course he noticed. His hand moved from her thigh to her lower back, pressing her closer until she was almost falling over his lap. His nose skimmed hers as he shifted, his voice dropping to a whisper that felt like it was meant for her soul, not her ears.

“You think I don’t see what you’re doing?” he asked, his tone both teasing and dangerous, a challenge of its own. “Dragging your fingers like that, your lips, daring me to lose control.” His lips quirked, a smirk that was infuriatingly perfect. “You want to see me crack, don't you? You want to see me lose .”

Her fingers tightened slightly in his shirt, betraying her composure, and he laughed softly, the sound low and rough, vibrating against her skin.

“But here’s the thing, Alessandra,” he continued, his face so close now that she could feel the faint graze of his lips ghosting over her cheek. “I don’t lose. Not to anyone. Especially not to you.

It was impossible to breathe under the intensity of his gaze. Her heart raced, each beat hammering in her chest like it wanted to break free. And yet, even as she faltered, she found herself wanting to push him just a little further.

“Are you sure about that?” she asked, her voice steady despite the way her pulse betrayed her. Her own challenge was clear. “It seems like you’re losing control, Damian.” 

His hand moved to that piece of skin on her back, fingers splaying as though he was trying to pull her completely into him. His lips hovered just shy of hers, his voice a low rasp that made the hairs on her neck stand on end.

“Absolutely,” he replied, his lips just close enough to light a fire and keep her wanting. Her eyes betrayed her, looking down at them. “But if you’re determined to test me…” His mouth curved into another smirk, this one darker, more dangerous. “Be prepared for the consequences.”

It was maddening, how he held her on the edge like this, the space between them charged, unbearable, as though the world had melted away until it was just the two of them in this moment. But she couldn’t let in. Something in her told her to fight him more. To push him more. It was exhilarating for both of them. 

“If we were dating, wouldn’t you be lauding me in complements? You haven’t even called me beautiful yet. How insulting? You should be begging for my forgiveness.” 

She wasn’t prepared for his answer. It took her breath away. 

Damian’s brows lifted, the faintest glimmer of amusement breaking through his otherwise predatory focus. She had him on the ropes now—or so she thought. His smirk widened, more deliberate now, almost like a challenge accepted.

“Is that what you want, beloved ?” he asked, his voice silkier than before but with a sharper edge, like a blade wrapped in velvet. She thought he hated pet names… His hand traced a slow line up her back, settling just between her shoulder blades as he leaned in even closer until their noses brushed. “For me to beg? To worship at your feet?”

His lips hovered near hers again, the air between them crackling with tension. “Do you really need me to say it aloud?” he whispered, voice barely audible. “That you’re beautiful? That every time you walk into a room, you ruin me?”

Her heart stuttered in her chest, but her resolve held firm, her smirk matching his as she tilted her chin up ever so slightly, meeting his gaze head-on.

Ruin you?” she repeated, her tone teasing, daring him to go further. “That’s a bit dramatic, don’t you think?”

Damian chuckled, low and deep, a sound that sent a shiver down her spine. His fingers tightened on her back, his other hand sliding up to gently cup her jaw, his thumb grazing her cheek in a touch so intimate it left her breathless.

“Not dramatic,” he said, his voice now a soft rasp. “Just honest.” His eyes searched hers, dark and intense, as if he was letting her see every truth he kept hidden from the world. “Because when it comes to you, Alessandra, there’s no room for anything else.”

Her resolve wavered, just for a moment, and he seized the opening like the tactician he was. His lips brushed against her ear as he murmured, “You want me to beg? Fine.”

Alessandra could feel her pulse hammering against her ribs as Damian’s lips hovered close to hers, his voice curling around her like smoke. Everything about him felt too much : the heat of his hand pressed against her back, the intensity in his eyes, the deliberate weight of every word he spoke. It was all calculated, perfectly executed, the way he always was. But no matter how convincing it felt, she couldn’t let herself fall for it. She couldn’t. 

His lips ghosted along her jawline, his breath warm against her skin as he whispered, “I beg for the moments when it’s just you and me, when the rest of the world doesn’t matter. I beg for every second I get to see you smile, to hear your laugh, to feel you this close to me.”

Her breath hitched, her fingers tightening in his shirt again as he trailed his nose back toward hers, his lips dangerously close once more.

This wasn’t real. It couldn’t be. This was just part of the act, wasn’t it? They were supposed to sell the image of a perfect couple, and Damian was simply playing his role, just like always. She’d seen him do this before—be charming, disarmingly smooth, able to turn his words into weapons when the situation demanded it. And right now? Right now, she was the target. She pushed him. Challenged him. He was just responding in turn. 

She clung to that thought, forcing herself to stay grounded even as his words wrapped around her heart like silk. I beg for the moments when it’s just you and me. The way he said it, the raw sincerity in his tone, made her want to believe it. To believe him. But that was dangerous. Damian Wayne didn’t beg, not for anyone, and certainly not for her. He was just saying what he thought she wanted to hear because that’s what they had to do.

"I spend the time between leaving and seeing you again yearning."

This is fake. This is fake. This is fake! And yet, every calculated touch, every whispered word, felt like it was unravelling her resolve, thread by thread. She wanted so badly to trust it, to trust him, but her mind screamed at her to remember the boundaries they’d set, the agreement they’d made. This wasn’t lust; it was strategy.

“And as for compliments…” He tilted his head slightly, his gaze flicking down to her lips and back up to her eyes. “Calling you beautiful would be an insult to how utterly devastating you are. You don’t just turn heads, Alessandra. You make people forget how to think.”

From his perspective, though, none of it felt calculated anymore. It hadn’t felt like a performance for a long time, no matter how much he’d tried to tell himself otherwise. What had started as a necessity—an arrangement to serve their respective purposes—had spiraled into something he couldn’t control. Something he didn’t want to control. No, when she was looking at him like this. Not when it felt so good to just let his mind speak unfiltered for once. 

And right now, looking at Alessandra with her eyes wide, her breath unsteady, and that small spark of doubt flickering behind her gaze, he felt like he was failing her. She didn’t believe him. She didn’t see the truth in his words, the way his every action had started to mean something more. He wanted to grab her shoulders and tell her, This isn’t fake. Not anymore. I don’t think it ever was.

But he couldn’t. Not yet. So instead, he poured all of himself into his words, his touch, hoping she could feel it even if she couldn’t trust it.

“But if you want me to say it anyway…” His voice dropped to a whisper, his lips finally brushing hers as he spoke. “You’re beautiful, habibti . Always.”

Alessandra froze. For half a second, her mind went utterly blank, her heart stuttering before it began pounding relentlessly in her chest. This was his game—his challenge. She knew that. She had to fight back, keep her guard up. That was the point of all of this, wasn’t it? She had to remind herself this wasn’t real. It couldn’t be. This was Damian Wayne, master tactician and stone-cold strategist. He was saying all the right things, doing all the right things, not because he meant them but because he knew they would work.

Her mind screamed at her to break the spell he was weaving over her. Say something sharp, pull away, laugh it off—anything to put distance between them. But she didn’t move. She couldn’t move. Part of her didn’t want to move. Part of her wanted to lean in, to let herself believe every whispered word, every touch of his hand, every heated look in his eyes. And that scared her more than anything else.

“I would do anything for you,” he murmured, his voice dragging her deeper into the spiral of her thoughts. “Just say the words, beloved, and I am on my knees for you.”

The Birkin. The designer clothing. The small gifts he sent that she hadn’t told anyone about. The way he had agreed so easily to play along with her fake relationship scheme. Anything? He’d do anything ?

Her throat tightened, her pulse skittering out of control. There had to be a limit. There had to be something she could say or do to break him, to make him falter and end this. Because if he didn’t stop—if he kept talking like this, touching her like this—she was afraid of what might happen. Afraid she might actually believe him. Afraid she might say something she couldn’t take back. Afraid she might ruin whatever fragile balance they had by admitting how much she wanted this to be real. How much she wanted him. 

Before she could think better of it, she blurted out the one thing she knew would make or break him. “Kiss me then.”

It was a challenge—a line drawn in the sand. But the moment the words left her lips, she realized how close they were to crossing it. His lips were so close to hers that she could feel his breath. 

Damian froze just for a millisecond. She felt it—the slight hitch in his breath, the way his fingers momentarily slackened against her back. His normally unshakable composure cracked just for a fraction of a second. “W-What?”

“Kiss me,” she murmured. “Or are you going to be the one who freezes now?” 

She felt his fingers dig into her hip at the jab, his grip tightening as if he were physically restraining himself. What she didn’t expect was the way his breath deepened, the faint tremor that ran through him as he swallowed hard.

It wasn’t that he didn’t want to. Quite the opposite. It was just that her words knocked the air out of his lungs, her smirk daring him to rise to the challenge. Was she still playing with him? But this wasn’t just a game anymore— not for him

He wanted her. Not just for a fleeting moment or the sake of appearances, but for everything she was—her wit, her fire, the way she could make him feel like the only person in the world and push every one of his buttons in the same breath. He wasn’t supposed to let it get this far; wasn’t supposed to let her get this close. But here they were, her lips so close to his that it was maddening.

And then she said it— Kiss me.

The temptation to close the gap was unbearable, but he hesitated, just for a moment. Because if he kissed her now, it wouldn’t be fake. Not for him. And he wasn’t sure he could stop himself from falling completely once he crossed that line. 

Or to stop himself from withdrawing from her completely after. Isn’t that why they did it before? After that dinner? Because it had all become a little too real. 

Her smirk faltered when she noticed the look in his eyes shift—dark and raw, his emotions laid bare in a way she’d never seen before. She could feel it in the way his thumb brushed against her hip, the way his gaze softened even as the tension between them grew heavier.

“Alessandra,” he murmured, his voice a low rasp.

Her throat felt dry as she met his gaze, but her resolve never wavered. It was like she was testing him. Testing his ability to be convincing or testing his inability to pretend anymore - she didn’t know. “We have an audience now. Kiss me. Give them something to look at. Convince th-” But she couldn’t finish the thought—not before his hand slid up to the back of her neck, pulling her just a little closer, his forehead resting gently against hers.

“Say the word,” he whispered, his breath mingling with hers, giving her a small moment of sincerity and choice. “And I’ll stop.”

But she didn’t. She couldn’t. This is why this was so dangerous. 

Damian leaned in slowly, his jade eyes dark and unrelenting, locking on hers with a weight that made her chest tighten. He wasn’t just looking at her—he was searching, as though offering her one last chance to stop this before they reached the point of no return. His point of no return. Truly, he was unaware of how he was affecting her. He was… afraid that this was still a game to her still. 

But Alessandra didn’t move. She held her ground, her breath catching in her throat as his lips brushed hers in the faintest, most deliberate touch.

It was a kiss that started with caution, almost reverent, but it lasted for less than a second. The moment her lips parted—silent permission given—Damian seized it. He deepened the kiss without hesitation, his movements deliberate, raw, and consuming. There was no playfulness now, no careful game. He kissed her like he was unraveling, like every controlled facade he had ever built was breaking beneath the sheer weight of what he felt for her.

Her hand moved instinctively, sliding to the back of his neck, and her fingers tangled in the soft hair at his nape, pulling him closer with a ferocity she didn’t know she had. His breath hitched audibly at the sensation, and he responded in kind. His lips pressed harder against hers, coaxing her into something that was both wild and grounding all at once. Damian tilted his head to deepen the connection, his lips molding to hers with an almost unbearable perfection. It wasn’t just a kiss—it was a claim, a confession, and a question all in one.

Her scent surrounded him—warm, sweet, with an edge that made his pulse roar in his ears. His hand slid down her back to her hip once more, his grip firm as he pulled her closer. Their bodies collided, her chest flush against his, and suddenly, the noise of the party, the gasps of some people surrounding them at the fact that Damian Wayne had just kissed someone in public , around them was gone. The world disappeared, leaving nothing but the fire between them. Every instinct told him to stop, to reel himself back in, but Damian Wayne had never been one to retreat. And he couldn’t. Not now. Not with her. She had made him lose all control, and instead of fighting it like he normally would, he let himself have just this moment of indulgence. 

I’ll pull back soon, he told himself. 

Alessandra’s mind raced, her thoughts tumbling over themselves in a desperate attempt to make sense of what was happening. This is Damian Wayne. He’s kissing me. Why is he kissing me? But when his hand tightened on her, when his lips moved with an urgency that sent heat flooding through her veins, those thoughts burned away. Logic couldn’t compete with the warmth of his mouth, the way his touch made her feel like she was both breaking apart and being put back together at the same time.

For Damian, it was shattering. He’d kissed women before—too many to count in the past year alone—but nothing had ever felt like this. Nothing had made his chest ache like this or sent such a deep, burning hunger racing through his veins. Alessandra wasn’t just another fleeting distraction. She wasn’t a game. She was real. Every shiver of her body beneath his hands, every soft sound she made as their kiss deepened, grounded him in a way that terrified him and yet made him crave more. This wasn’t pretending anymore. Not for him. Not for a second.

After this kiss, Damian would have to pretend that he didn’t have feelings for her. 

His thumb traced a deliberate arc along her side, his silent question clear: I s this okay? Are you still with me? Her response was immediate, her hand slipping from his neck to cradle his jaw, her fingers brushing against his cheek as she tilted his head to deepen the kiss even further. The angle sent a jolt of electricity through him, and whatever control Damian had left, the voice in his head that told him to pull back in 10 seconds began to fray completely. His lips parted, capturing hers with a rough urgency that left no room for doubt about what he wanted.

Alessandra melted against him, her body responding instinctively to the fire in his touch. A soft, involuntary hum escaped her throat—a sound so quiet yet so devastating that Damian’s grip on her hip tightened reflexively, his fingers digging in just slightly as if to anchor himself to her. Her lips matched his intensity, and when she leaned closer, aligning herself perfectly against him, he felt like he might come undone.

Their breaths came ragged and uneven as they finally broke apart, but even then, Damian didn’t let go. His forehead rested against hers, his dark eyes heavy-lidded, searching hers with an intensity that made her knees feel weak. He didn’t speak. He didn’t have to. The look in his eyes was enough—a mix of wonder, unrestrained desire, and something deeper, something raw and unnameable that sent her heart racing.

Something that she was too terrified to even try and confront. So she didn’t. 

Alessandra’s lips curved into a breathless, almost teasing smile. Her voice came out in a whisper, soft and trembling. “ Convincing enough for you?”

Then it was like cold water washed over both of them. 

Damian huffed out a low, rough laugh, his voice a delicious growl in his throat. He brought his hand up to cradle her cheek, his thumb brushing lightly along her skin in a way that sent shivers cascading down her spine. “More than convincing,” he murmured, the words thick with meaning. Then, as if he couldn’t help himself, he added, “Though I believe we might have sent Jon into a coma.”

Her laughter came quickly, the sound like a balm against the overwhelming tension between them. But even as the moment softened, the truth lingered heavily in both their minds: nothing between them would ever feel fake again. And they would have to fight every day to hide that from the other. Because the other, to them, didn’t - couldn’t- have the same thoughts as them. 

Suddenly, the eyes and whispers became... Suddenly, what they just did, how good it was, and how her lips felt were too much for Aless. She wanted to hide away. She wanted to leave. Just like last year. As if her carriage was going to turn into a pumpkin soon. But Damian’s hands were still on her, and she couldn't move. She was in a lucid state. 

“I need a break,” Aless finally admitted into his ear, her voice so soft she wasn’t sure he even heard it over the hum of the party. But Damian did. Without a word, he stood, his hand catching hers in a firm but gentle grip, and he led her through the crowd with the kind of confidence that only Damian Wayne could muster.

Murmurs followed in their wake, whispers swelling as heads turned to watch them slip away. It didn’t help that Damian’s hand lingered on her lower back as they exited the room. To everyone else, they looked like a couple seeking privacy, stealing away from the party for something decidedly…intimate. Aless caught a glimpse of Jay’s expression—equal parts disbelief and horror. 

Damian moved quickly, his pace purposeful, until they reached a quiet hallway far removed from the noise of the event. She remembered these were the doors she tried to open last year, but they were locked. Purposely, she realized now. He didn’t stop until they reached a door near the end, which he pushed open with practiced ease. The room was spacious but not ostentatious, an extension of Damian himself—sleek, modern, and meticulously organized. Also, huge, but that was a given.

“Is this your room?” Aless asked, stepping inside hesitantly.

“Yes,” Damian said simply, shutting the door behind them with a soft click. She heard the lock, too. 

Aless lingered by the door, her eyes scanning the space. It was far more comfortable than she’d expected—dark wood furniture, clean lines, and a massive bed dressed in crisp white linens. There was a faint scent of cedar and something uniquely him that made her feel oddly at ease. No photos, though. Nothing to make it seem more personal. Nothing like the artwork and newspaper clippings that lined the walls of her bedroom.

“I remember this door being locked last year,” she stated, folding her arms across her chest and tentatively sitting down on the edge of the bed. As if she wasn’t supposed to. 

He raised an eyebrow, his expression unreadable as he moved toward a drawer. “I lock them. People like you have a habit of snooping where they’re not wanted.” Once Damian said that, he froze, hoping he didn’t give too much away. That wasn’t just about the doors in his apartment.

“Right,” she muttered, laying back onto his nice sheets. Wonder what the count on these is? “Good point.”

There was a silence as she listened to the soft rustling of drawers opening and closing, Damian moving about his room with an ease that felt oddly intimate. Aless turned to lay on her side, her fingers idly tracing the stitching of the comforter as her mind spun. Damian tried not to look at her on his bed because this was supposed to be a break. Whatever had happened out there—whatever that was—they weren’t going to talk about it. That much was clear.

She glanced at him, watching as he pulled out a neatly folded black T-shirt and a pair of sweatpants. His movements were deliberate, controlled, as though the very act of retrieving clothes required the same precision he brought to everything else. It was a stark contrast to the storm still swirling inside her chest. If only she knew what he was feeling…

“Here,” he said, almost throwing them at her. “They’ll be more comfortable than what you’re wearing.”

Aless blinked, caught off guard by the gesture. “You’re giving me your clothes?”

“Unless you prefer to sleep in that dress,” he said, his tone as dry as ever. He’d regained control. He’d pulled back inside himself. It was what he had to do. Especially with the plan forming in his mind. Her. His bed. Sleeping. Together. He couldn’t be thinking like that. 

“What’s the rest of the plan? Hide out here all night?” He arched an eyebrow, folding his arms across his chest. 

“That’s the general idea. If you stay in here, it’ll solidify the narrative. Let the crowd assume what they will.”

“And how will they know to leave? Are they just going to hang out in the hallway until morning?”

“They’ll leave,” Damian said confidently, leaning against the dresser. “Housekeeping will come by to clear them out.”

Aless stared at him, half-expecting him to crack a smile or admit he was joking. But he didn’t. “Housekeeping? Rich ass bitch.”

“It’s effective. I pay them enough,” he said with a shrug, the corners of his mouth twitching upward.

“You’re unbelievable,” she muttered, shaking her head as she picked up the clothes he threw at her, heading to the door on the other side of the room.

Aless closed the bathroom door behind her with a soft click, exhaling as she leaned against it. She let herself feel, for just one moment, everything that had just transpired. She let herself think about the taste of him, the feel of him, and how he’d openly touched her in front of everyone. How good it felt. How much she wanted to feel it again. How she’d never get to. How she needed to cool down before she went out to face him again. 

The clothes Damian had handed her hung limply in her hands—his T-shirt and sweatpants, both far too large for her frame. She glanced down at them, something unmistakably him lingering in the fabric, making her feel... It was grounding and maddening all at once.

Shaking her head, she unfolded the T-shirt, the black cotton soft under her fingertips. It was simple, unassuming, yet it somehow carried weight. With a quiet sigh, she pulled off her dress, letting it fall to the floor in a pool of shimmering fabric, and slipped the T-shirt over her head. His sweatpants were comically oversized, cinched tightly at her waist with a drawstring, and still baggy enough to remind her just how much taller he was. Aless turned toward the mirror, catching her reflection. For a moment, she just stared, her breath hitching slightly at the sight. It was ridiculous, really—how something as simple as wearing someone else’s clothes could feel so intimate. She ran a hand down the front of the shirt, smoothing it out, as if it looked normal on her body. But it didn’t. It wasn’t hers. It was his. Her gaze lingered on her reflection, her lips pressing into a thin line. The girl staring back at her looked different—vulnerable in a way she hadn’t expected. The clothes made her seem smaller, softer, as if the edges she kept so carefully sharpened had been blunted for the night.

She hated how much she liked it. She hated how it would never happen again. 

“This is stupid,” she muttered under her breath, tearing her eyes away from the mirror. But as she bent to pick up her dress, she hesitated. Her fingers hovered over the fabric before she straightened again, leaving it in a neat pile on the floor. For him to see. It felt like some unspoken line had been crossed, one she wasn’t ready to acknowledge just yet.

When she opened the door and stepped back into Damian’s room, his gaze flicked to her immediately. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, his elbows resting on his knees, but he froze mid-motion, his eyes scanning her from head to toe. Aless felt heat creep up her neck, but she kept her expression neutral, crossing her arms over her chest as she leaned casually against the doorframe.

“You know it sucks when a guy gives you his shirt and it fits normally. I mean, it’s a little big in the shoulders and chest, but we’re almost the same size.” She tried to make light of the situation, but his stare was still on her. “What?” 

Damian didn’t answer right away. His lips parted slightly as though he had something to say, but he quickly closed them again, his expression shifting back to its usual stoic calm. “Nothing,” he said finally, his voice steady. Too steady. She wanted him to say something mean back, but he didn’t.

Damian’s mind was anything but steady. He couldn’t stop staring at her, wearing his clothes, her red armor stripped away and replaced with something that made her look impossibly softer. It was disarming, the way she filled his shirt—not in the way she joked about, but in a way that made it hers . The faintest smile tugged at his lips at her attempt to make light of it, but all he could think about was how natural she looked, like she belonged there, in his space. Unlike the other women he'd brought in here before. He wanted to say something, anything, to let her know the effect she had on him, but the words tangled in his throat, caught between the fear of giving too much away and the control he desired in every situation. 

“I’ll sleep on the floor.” Damian’s voice was firm, his expression stoic as he crossed his arms, making it clear he wasn’t budging.

Alessandra let out an exasperated groan, throwing her hands up. “Oh god, we’re not doing this, Prince Charming. This bed is a California king. We can both sleep on it and not even see each other.”

Her tone was dismissive, but the second the words left her mouth, she felt it—the hesitation. Not just in him, but in herself. The weight of what she was suggesting hit her. This wasn’t just a casual offer; it was something intimate. More intimate than slipping into his oversized clothes, more intimate than the moments they’d already shared tonight. It was the kind of proximity that blurred lines even further, and she wasn’t sure how to handle it.

The thought of waking up to him? Waking up to her? 

Damian didn’t move. His jaw tightened, and his eyes darted briefly to the bed, then back to her. “It’s not proper,” he muttered, his voice low.

Alessandra rolled her eyes and crossed her arms. “Proper? Damian, you’ve literally fucked half these people at that party, and you’re worried about propriety now? You’re being ridiculous.”

“It’s not about being ridiculous,” he snapped, his usual composure cracking just slightly. “It’s about...respect. I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable after…” She felt proud of herself for skipping over the mention of what occurred outside. 

“What makes you think I’d be uncomfortable?” she shot back, taking a step closer. “It’s just sleeping. Unless you snore or sleepwalk or something?”

His silence spoke volumes, his gaze dropping to the floor.

Alessandra sighed, her voice softening. “Look, I’ll… I’m…” She stopped herself, the implications too awkward to say aloud. “I’m putting up a wall of pillows. Problem solved.”

Damian looked at her skeptically, his brow furrowing. “A wall of pillows?”

“Yes, a wall of pillows. You have like ten of them on the bed anyway. That way, we’re not even sharing the same space technically.” She gestured at the bed, her tone light but insistent. “You’ll be in your little fortress of solitude, and I’ll be in mine.”

He stared at her for a moment, clearly weighing his options. Finally, he exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. “Fine. But only because you seem determined to make this more difficult than it has to be.”

Alessandra grinned triumphantly, already grabbing a stack of pillows from the bed. “You’re welcome. Now help me build this masterpiece.”

As they worked together to stack pillows in the center of the bed, the tension between them began to ease, the absurdity of the situation cutting through the weight of earlier moments. By the time they were done, Alessandra stepped back to admire her work, hands on her hips.

“There. Impenetrable. Happy now?”

Damian gave a small, reluctant smirk, the corners of his mouth twitching upward. “Ecstatic.”

“Good. Now get in your fortress, Wayne.” She gestured to his side of the bed, already climbing into hers. It took everything, everything, in her not to start to reel over the fact that they were sleeping in the same bed together. On a few feet and some pillows apart. 

He settled in with a sigh, lying stiffly on his back as if he were trying to prove how little he planned to encroach on her side of the fortress. Alessandra flicked off the bedside lamp, plunging the room into a soft, velvety darkness. The faint rustle of sheets filled the air as they shifted to get comfortable. Outside, the muffled sounds of the party had finally died down—clearly less entertaining without its enigmatic host.

“See? Not so bad,” Alessandra muttered, her voice already tinged with sleep. She melted into the plush mattress, which was undoubtedly the most luxurious thing she’d ever laid on. Maybe I can convince him to buy me one of these. Who needs a Birkin when you have a mattress like this? It’s like sleeping on clouds.

“It’s like a sleepover,” she added, her voice carrying a teasing lilt.

Damian let out a soft, skeptical huff. “Am I to assume that we’re going to have a pillow fight and share secrets, then?” She didn’t focus on how close his voice still sounded.

Alessandra grinned in the dark. “Obviously, you haven’t been to many sleepovers. Normally, we’d be using a makeshift Ouija board by now. Playing truth or dare. Breaking the rules.”

“Breaking the rules?” he echoed, the faintest trace of amusement creeping into his voice. “We’re sleeping several feet apart with a barricade between us. I don’t believe there will be any breaking of the rules tonight.”

“Well, from what I know about your childhood, I think this is peak rebellion,” she quipped, her tone light and teasing as she got up on her elbows to see him over the barricade. Aless tried not to feel anything as their eyes locked. “What’s next? Sneaking out past curfew? Eating ice cream straight out of the carton?”

“I’m fairly certain I’ve done both of those things,” Damian replied, deadpan.

Alessandra barked out a laugh. “Sure you have, Mr. ‘It’s Not Proper.’ Did Alfred give you a lecture afterward?”

“Alfred’s lectures were timeless,” he said dryly. “I’ve memorized most of them by now.”

She chuckled, falling back onto her side to face the wall of pillows. “Well, I’m guessing your life has been severely lacking in proper sleepover activities. Have you ever TP’d a house?”

“Vandalism is a crime,” he responded immediately.

“Oh my god, Damian. Of course you’d say that,” she groaned. “Fine. What about making prank calls? Ever done that?”

“...No.”

“What did you even do as a teenager?” she asked, genuinely curious now.

“Study,” he answered simply, as if that was the most natural thing in the world. Train was what he wanted to say. Patrol. Try to save people. Get beaten up by Bane. The Joker. Watch Alfred die. Watch lots of people die.

Alessandra sighed dramatically. “Of course. Such a waste.”

“I can assure you, my time was well spent,” Damian retorted, though there was a faint warmth in his tone now, like her teasing had chipped away at his usual reserve.

“Well,” she said, yawning, “if we’re going to do this whole ‘sleepover’ thing right, you need to share a secret.”

“I don’t think that’s necessary,” he said immediately, his voice cautious. “We’ve already shared our biggest fuck-ups before.”

“Come on, just one. It’s the rules!” she prodded, her voice thick with mock sternness.

Rules? I thought I was supposed to be breaking them,” he repeated, raising a brow even though she couldn’t see it.

Fine. Truth or dare?”

“Dare.”

“I dare you to tell me a secret.”

“That is not allowed.”

“Yes, it is. It’s the rules. ” 

“I picked dare for a reason.”

“And I gave you a dare. Now spill.” 

There was a long pause, and Alessandra almost thought he wasn’t going to answer. But then Damian spoke, his voice quieter this time. “Fine. When I was younger, I thought I’d grow up to be an artist.”

She blinked, groaning, “That’s not a secret, Damian, I knew that. We were in art club together, and I would make fun of your paintings.” Oh, he remembered.

“And maybe you’re the reason I gave up on that dream.” She wasn’t.

“I need a better secret.” 

“Fine… I enjoy writing poetry.”

Now, that was surprising. That was not what she expected. “ Poetry ?”

“It calms the mind,” he admitted, his tone somewhere between embarrassment and begrudging fondness.

Alessandra bit her lip to hold back a laugh. “Wow. Okay. I need to hear one of these poems.”

“Absolutely not,” he said firmly.

“Aw, come on! That’s not fair. You can’t just drop that and not deliver.”

“I’ve already said too much,” Damian replied, the faintest hint of a smirk in his voice.

Alessandra sighed. “Fine. But you owe me. Someday, I will hear one of your poems, Damian Wayne.”

“We’ll see,” he said, though there was a warmth to his voice that suggested he didn’t entirely hate the idea. There was another bout of silence, and then Damian decided to give in. “Truth or dare?” 

In all honesty, he hadn’t played this game. Even as a teen. The Titans, his group, were not known for the crazy parties that Tim or Dick’s team would throw. Damian wouldn’t have tolerated it. Instead, they would sit around, without him, and play. It was something that both he and Rachel would roll their eyes at. They would go somewhere dark and quiet to sit and read. Now, playing it with Alessandra, perhaps there was a twinge of… regret that he didn’t let himself be a child when he should have. 

“Truth.” There were too many things he wanted to ask her. Too many things that would make her confess. What would it take for you to want me? When will we stop pretending? Is this still a game to you? So, instead, he went for a similar prompt as hers. 

“How did you break in and ruin my painting?” A smile broke out on her face, and Aless almost jumped when Damian leaned over the pillow wall to watch her answer. 

“How did you know it was me?” His eyes rolled, and the only way she saw it was from the moonlight filtering in from the window behind them 

“Answer my question.” 

“Technically, it wasn’t me.”

“You’re lying.”

“No, I’m not!”

“You broke in and poured paint all over it without a trace.”

“Or maybe your detective skills didn’t take into account that I wasn’t the one who did it.” He paused, his eyes scanning her face. She was telling the truth. Of course, he didn’t take into account that someone else would have done it. No one else in that school would have even attempted to. 

“You paid someone to sneak in and ruin my painting right before the art fair?” 

“I awarded Eric Latham for his services by making out with him under the bleachers after.” It made her wince, remembering the amount of tongue he used. For being a star athlete of Gotham Academy, everything else about him was lacking. Aless wondered where he had ended up and made a note to Google it later. 

“So you prostituted yourself to the co-captain of my soccer team just so you could get back at me?” Damian remembered it now - how close Latham had been to her in the weeks leading up to graduation. How annoyed she’d been when Damian would make jokes about her and her less-than-stellar choice in men. How he would bump into and slide-tackle Latham a bit more than normal. 

“I’m nothing if not dedicated, and he was a very willing participant. We actually dated for a few months after that. If anything, your painting brought us together.” Damian laid back down with a huff, annoyed with the fact that he had been bested. He investigated for weeks, trying to find anything to tie her to ruining his painting after he made a cruel joke about her in front of the whole class. Nothing. No handprints. No footprints. Just a strong feeling that it was her. A correct feeling.

“At least I had a dozen brilliant paintings to choose from. Your plan didn’t work. I still won the contest.” 

“I know. That’s why I regret having him do it. It would’ve been more satisfying being the one throwing the paint onto it and being caught regardless.” That made him smile just a bit. “I always thought your art was great, Damian. You’re the youngest son of a billionaire. How did you not end up as a fake struggling artist in Paris or something?” 

The answer to that question was on the tip of his tongue, but he couldn’t tell her. It would involve telling her about the League and his mother and that he was Batman. It would involve telling her about his biggest fuck-up in a way that was too real. It would involve telling her something that he had yet to tell himself. 

“It was always more of a hobby.” That was a lie. She could hear it in his voice, but she didn’t press. “You seem to be living out your dreams, though.” 

"Oh, yeah , just toeing the line between exposing Gotham's billionaires and getting slapped with a lawsuit every time I hit ‘publish.’ Living the dream, obviously." They shared a small laugh, but a yawn interrupted Aless. She turned, her back to the pillow wall, and pulled the plush comforter around her, engulfed in his scent. Aless would never tell him, but it was comforting.

“Goodnight, Poet,” she teased softly, sinking further into the mattress.

“Goodnight, Vandal,” he murmured, and for the first time in a long while, he felt at ease.

When Aless woke the next morning, he was already up. She could hear movement from the kitchen through the open door. The pillow wall she’d built between them was deliberately dismantled, leaving her sprawled in the middle of the bed. A robe, along with fresh clothes and toiletries, sat waiting for her on the nightstand. An hour later, she found him in the kitchen, fresh out of the shower and wrapped only in her robe. Damian couldn’t stop replaying the scene in his mind—over and over. He'd let other women share his bed before, but nothing made his heart race like watching her step out of his room looking like that. No other woman had ever made him pause—watching the light spill across their sleeping face in the quiet morning. 

When Damian woke with the sun, watching her for just a moment too long to be kosher, he realized he’d never seen her in the daytime. Not like this. 

She walked over and lifted herself up onto the kitchen island, sitting next to the second sink (rich ass bitch), and watched him cook. It was in that moment that, after watching him for too long, she realized she’d never seen him in the daytime. Not like this. 

Setting down his tablet for her to see, it was a news article, the Gazette’s logo stark on top of the screen. Aless also noted that it was almost noon. 

Gotham’s Most Eligible Bachelor Seems Absolutely Taken By Mystery Woman 

“It seems your goal has been reached.” That terrified her. They’d agreed on months. An unstipluated amount of month s. Plural. It had only been July. Did he really want this to end? Was it…Was it because of this kiss? Did he not feel what she felt? That thought hurt her more than she even thought it would. 

“This only the beginning. They’ll dig for my name. My background. My uncle will see this and start questioning. We’ll have to keep it up.” She handed the tablet back to him, and he nodded. It was logical. Keeping the act up. It was logical, both because of her uncle and also because of the repercussions of telling each other the truth. 

If he told her, there would be no more mornings like this one. And he’d like to selfishly savor these types of things for a while more. Just until he can learn to gain control around her again.

“Of course. That sounds logical. Another month or two. Do you have any fake family dinners? I can be in attendance.” Good. That was good. She was happy. That he wanted to keep going. Even after…

“Perhaps I can call once under the guise that I have an announcement.” 

“Yes. That would work. Coffee?” 

“Please. That would cure my hangover.” 

“You’re hungover? I only gave you one drink.”

“Jane and I pregamed before to get my confidence up. You know…to be convincing.” It was a test for both of them. To see if they were going to talk. To let it affect them. To see who broke first. Who was going to say that it wasn’t pretend? Apparently, neither did. 

“It was…a decent showing. Still a little stiff, but acceptable. I’m sure Eric Latham would’ve felt slighted, however.” Her mouth dropped. Leave it to Damian to turn the situation and make an insult out of it. 

“I am a good kisser. I’ve been complimented many times!” 

“Perhaps by those who are fine with mediocre. More practice might be beneficial.”

Mediocre!?”

Chapter Text

Aless tapped her fingers against her keyboard, the newsroom a dull hum around her. The space around her buzzed with life—the rhythmic clatter of keys, the shrill ring of phones, the occasional burst of laughter from the bullpen. Somewhere in the distance, an editor barked out instructions to an intern, and the scent of burnt coffee from the breakroom lingered in the air. It was a normal day at the Gotham Gazette .

And yet, she barely registered any of it.

Her screen wasn’t filled with the police case updates she was technically assigned to cover and head down to the station to talk to them about. Instead, she stared at a half-finished draft, the working title bold and unflinching at the top of the document:

God Is Dead: Gotham’s New Batman Rises

Her notes sprawled across multiple tabs, color-coded and chaotic.

Patrol patterns. Identical in coverage but subtly different in execution. Increased utilization of other members in the Bat Group. Red Hood and Black Bat, specifically. Nightwing has been seen more in Gotham than usual - (see chart on pg. 4) 

Fight footage. Sharper movements, more ruthless precision. Weaponry is different. Is this due to an age difference? Training difference? Need to review old Robin footage to be sure the movement matches. If not, why?

Witness accounts. A colder presence. Less interaction with victims. Less theatrical, more calculated. Voice is different. Faster. Stronger. Gets the work done easier. No one, though, has commented on the fact that it could be a “new” Batman. Would the public even care if it was a different person? How many “new” Batmans have there been that they haven’t noticed? 

General Qs. Does Batman have a responsibility to his citizens that extends to informing them of these types of things? Should the citizens be relying on Batman when it is essentially a team of strangers playing god? What’s my angle in writing this? Would this article be better and more impactful if I found out his identity? 

Sources: Superman Article Lois Lane, Wonder Woman statements when transitioning between the three new fighters

She scrolled through them again, frowning. It never felt like she had enough information to truly make a statement. Sure, Aless knew it was a new Batman. That was very clear to her. But the rest of Gotham? And would they even care? Why does she even care so much? Is it just for the article or for the actual sake of Gotham? 

Aless once promised her mother that if she was writing just to write and not to make change, she would quit… And now it was beginning to feel that way. Writing this article to escape, not to inform the citizens of Gotham. Not to inspire. Not to change. It was a selfish article in many ways - and she needed to find a new angle to write it so it wasn't. Regardless, it wasn’t just about writing this up, it was about finding a place to publish. A place that would accept something like this. And it had to be in Gotham. And it couldn’t be the Gazette. And there were very little serious publications that it could go in after that. 

Sighing, she reached for her coffee, only to grimace when she found it cold.

"Hey, you’re not coming to lunch?" She looked up to see that familiar pink hair, leaning against her desk, arms crossed, brow furrowed with familiar concern. His tie was loosened, sleeves rolled up, and his expression had that same mix of exasperation and amusement he always wore whenever he caught her in one of her deep-dive obsessions. 

Aless might have also been avoiding lunch because there was absolutely no way Jay wasn’t going to confront her about Damian—and she wasn’t even ready to think about it. He had made her breakfast. They had both been in their robes, her still in his clothes, the morning air thick with unspoken things. They had talked about strategy, about deception, about keeping up appearances—everything except what she actually wanted to say to him.

And then he got her a car and sent her home.

Somehow, it still felt like a walk of shame up to her third-floor apartment. Another borrowed outfit, another reminder of what this was supposed to be, crumpled at the bottom of her hamper like she could shove the entire situation down with it. Like she could shove the feelings down with them, too. 

“I’m eating here,” she muttered, gesturing vaguely at the protein bar next to her keyboard—an obvious lie. She probably wouldn’t even eat that. 

Jay raised an eyebrow. "You say that like you’re actually gonna eat it and not let it sit there until it’s just sad and stale."

She exhaled through her nose, rolling her eyes. “I’m fine, Jay.”

Jay’s gaze flicked to her screen. He only got to see the title before she clicked out of it. There it is.

"Uh-huh. And by 'fine,' you mean 'spiraling into a rabbit hole again'?" He nodded toward her screen. "You still on the Batman article? No way this is over the Fire and Police Commission "

Aless hesitated, her fingers hovering over the keyboard. Then, with a shrug, she leaned back in her chair. "Don’t worry about it. I have a pretty good theory. Just figuring out how to write it. Either present the facts I have, or—" she gestured vaguely, "—I might model it after Lois Lane’s Superman pieces.”

Oh yes, the article that Lois Lane wrote when the love of her life disappeared. Coincidentally, Jon’s mother. Coincidentally, the person that, if Aless publishes her article, might be next on the chopping block. Lois would kill Jay before she would let that happen.  

As much as Jay hated being put up to the ‘spy’ role, he understood why. The Batman article had been sitting on her screen for weeks , but something about it felt sharper now, more dangerous. She had enough pieces to be right. 

Too right. Especially if she went with the ‘ try to reveal his whole identity angle ’.

Jay didn’t care how good a journalist or a friend Aless was—he wasn’t about to let her out Damian’s identity to Gotham or get too close to Jon’s. Damian had asked him to keep an eye on her. And for all the things he would (and wouldn't) do for Damian, this was one of them. It was a very short list. 

Jay let out a low whistle. “Big aspirations. Hope you got your Pulitzer speech ready.”

She snorted, but before she could reply, he leaned in slightly, voice lowering.

"And when are you gonna publish it?"

That gave her pause. The question sounded too pointed. Like he was prodding for something. And maybe it was just an innocent question, but she was just on edge since everything had happened. And so she didn’t give him an answer right away. 

"When I’m ready. When it’s ready," she said, choosing her words carefully. "Probably in the next few months. After I..."

She stopped herself.

After the thing with her uncle dies down. After she can end it with Damian and have that stop taking up most of her time and thoughts. Really, she hadn’t felt like she had enough bandwidth recently to go out and track Batman a bit more. There were dates here and there, actual Gazette work to be done, fake family dinners, visiting her mother… 

Jay studied her, catching the hesitation. “After…?” 

At this moment, she really wished Damian hadn’t chosen to isolate her from her friend. If the fake aspect wasn’t a secret, she would be confiding in Jay. She would be telling him everything she was writing in her journal - wasting page after page on Damian Wayne - and asking for advice. Advice about her feelings, about what to do, and if she should just end it all. 

He probably would tell her to end it. 

She shook her head. “It’s nothing. Just after I finish all of these Gazette assignments and have time to. I asked Chief to write more, and this is what it got…I might take a writer’s retreat somewhere.”

Aless noticed it. Jay’s expression after she said that. His gaze sharpened, the gears turning in his head. But then, instead of pressing, he leaned back and switched topics—too easily. Too intentionally .

"Alright, fine. If you won’t tell me about that, let’s talk about something else." A beat. A smirk. “So, you and Damian…”

Aless stiffened, his posture going rigid. Jay noticed that. 

Of course, he did. He’d been watching her reactions since the second he brought up Batman. Because none of this made any damn sense.

After witnessing what could only be described as the most shocking, out-of-character makeout in recorded history, he and Jon had done what any good best friends would do: they sat down and used The Truth’s capabilities for huam good; analyzing footage, comparing notes, and seeing if some monster had taken over their friends’ brains. Because what the hell?

One second, Damian and Aless were in some kind of cold war standoff, barely acknowledging each other and throwing out the vilest insults known to man at each other. The next? Making out like they were in a bad teen drama. In front of everyone. Jon, for how much he’d been around Damian when he was using other women to bolster his playboy image, had never seen the man do something like that in public before. He would usually whisper into a girl's ear, proposition her, and pull her away from everything. 

This was very public. Very explosive. And it seemed very real. And it didn’t add up.

So they did their research.

Instagram feeds? Scoured.

Jay didn’t have to scroll far to notice the soft launches. Jay didn’t have to work that hard to hack into Aless’ story data and see the hands in the corner of some recent photos. Or the black hair. Or the leather Ferragamo shoes that Damian seemed to wear all the time. How had he not noticed? Maybe because he wasn’t expecting it to be Damian. He hadn’t expected it to be anyone because Aless seemed too busy writing and doing work for the Batman piece every night… unless she was lying. 

Recent locations? Checked.

Jon pulled up satellite footage at one point, much to Jay’s horror. How do you have access to this? But when they compared locations from the past month, that’s when they realized it.

Those two had been meeting up. Under their noses. Regularly. Sometimes even moments after talking or seeing Jay or Jon. The first time Aless and he met up at a coffee shop, Damian was fresh off of a League mission with Jon, using some ostentatious sunglasses to cover the black eye an alien gave him. 

The conclusion, one that they already reached when they watched their best friends slip into Damian’s room at the end of the night, hit them even harder this time. There were no mind-controlling aliens. No spells. They even thought Ivy’s dust might be a possibility, but they were both wrong. Damian, who was pathologically incapable of expressing emotions like a normal person, and Aless, who was pathologically incapable of letting things go, were actually seeing each other .

Jay still couldn’t wrap his head around it because Aless hadn’t mentioned Damian for over a year. She actively avoided any assignments with him on it. 

Jon had gotten Damian to admit he cared about Aless, but he didn’t think Damian had it in him to let go and actually date someone. For real.  

In actuality, they wanted to believe that they had somehow, miraculously figured things out on their own. Like, come on, it was obvious there was something between them. Jay had to tell Jon that two people didn’t just hate each other with that much passion and not want to fuck each other’s brains out. How do you think Batman and Catwoman got together the first time? It was just that their two best friends, as Jon and Jay have both experienced personally, don’t know how to talk. And now…maybe, for once in their incredibly emotionally-stunted lives, they had actually… communicated?

But this was Damian and Aless.

That wasn’t possible.

Jay needed to know how it happened. When it happened. Why did it happen?

But he also knew it was going to take a hell of a lot of coaxing for both Damian and Aless to tell them the truth. That’s why he had his ringer on. Because Jon was going to be confronting Damian soon when they had lunch at the Watchtower. 

"What about Damian and I?"

Jay’s smirk widened. "I mean, it’s good that you guys finally realized you had feelings for each other. Jon and I were gonna step in at one point."

Aless’s heart skipped a beat. Realized you had feelings for each other? 

She swallowed hard, her mouth suddenly dry. She had been doing everything in her power to keep the truth about her and Damian buried beneath layers of lies and half-truths, but hearing Jay say it so casually—like it was the most obvious thing in the world—made her stomach twist. Feelings. The word felt so heavy, so real, and it forced her to confront something she wasn’t ready to admit. Like the clothes in the hamper. 

She had to keep convincing herself this was all temporary, a charade to get her uncle off her back, something she could walk away from. The feat seemed harder now that someone - who had no idea that the relationship was fake, mind you- so close to her could see the feelings. It scared Aless. If Damian saw it… he would run again. 

"What?"

"Even Kid-” He shook his head to cut himself off, “Bart Allen, at last year's party, turned to ask me and Jon if you and Damian were having sex.”  

Jay remembered it vividly, maybe because of how stark the difference was between this year and last year’s birthday:  

Aless had been furious; her face flushed with anger, her footsteps echoing as she exited. Damian, on the other hand, had immediately redirected his frustration by zeroing in on the nearest person he could use to clear his head of his anger. Bart Allen, ever the observant one, had glanced between Damian and Aless, then turned to Jay and Jon with a grin that could only be described as mischievous.

“So…are they’re fucking, or what?” Bart had asked, eyebrow quirked, his voice just loud enough to carry over the low murmur of the party. The air in the room seemed to hold its breath.

“You really think that’s just a frienemies thing?” Bart had continued, eyes darting to the door Aless had stormed out through and then to Damian, who was now being almost unnervingly charming toward a woman who couldn’t get into his clothes fast enough.

Jay looked at Jon for a second, trying to gauge his reaction. Jon, of course, hadn’t had a clue either. But Bart’s words had lingered in the air like some kind of challenge, a question that Jay hadn’t had a good answer for. Not then, not now.

Her brain blanked. "What?!"

“Yeah. Last year, at his birthday party, it was obvious. And then when you two were doing that weird not talking to each other thing, he’d still ask me for updates about you.” 

"Obvious?" Aless echoed, voice thin, almost distant.

Because if it had been obvious—if everyone had seen it—

Her mind reeled, grasping for something, anything, but before she could spiral–

“Hey, Vreeland. You got mail.”

The words broke through the murmur of the newsroom. She turned her head to find the intern throwing something on her desk before walking off again. There, sitting squarely on the edge, was a thick, weighty envelope that made a noise when it fell onto the rest of her scattered papers.  It wasn’t like any mail she usually got. No standard letter or neatly folded memo. This was different. The return address just read Wayne Enterprises .

“Wayne Enterprises?” she whispered to herself. Usually, when they sent something to her, it was about a new treatment method for her mother. She’d toss it into the trash, not wanting her mom to be a guinea pig for another Joker Venmon trial that never worked. She’d toss it into the trash at her apartment because that’s where they were always delivered. 

Not her work place. 

What is something from Damian? Another schedule? No, usually he emailed her. 

“What’s that?” Jay hummed in curiosity, looking at it in her hands, and she just shrugged. 

“No idea. It’s not even properly addressed. It’s just my name. That means someone would’ve had to come and drop it off directly.” Her stomach churned, but she couldn’t ignore the pull of curiosity. As much as she wanted to pretend it was just another unremarkable piece of correspondence, she knew it wasn’t.

“Nakamura! Get over here! Breaking news alert!” 

Groaning, Jay put up one hand to say bye  and lamented about his missed lunch as he walked back over to their section leader’s desk. "Tell me what treasures await you," he added, his tone nonchalant, though his gaze lingered on her a moment longer than necessary, sharp with something Aless couldn’t quite place.

Jay was definitely going to text Damian (meaning he was going to text Jon to text Damian) about it. 

Her fingers, usually steady, trembled as she grabbed the envelope. The thick paper felt unnervingly cool against her skin, and as she tore it open, a weight settled in her chest, a knot of anticipation and dread. Inside, she found a calendar—at first glance, nothing too unusual. But as she turned it over, the meticulous markings of dates and times made her heart skip a beat.

This was her work. Her own charts.

The patrol schedules she’d painstakingly crafted after hours of analysis, piecing together Batman’s movements from fragmented reports, the details of citizen sightings, and patrol patterns. But this? This was different.

This calendar was overlaid with something else. With her dates. The nights she and Damian had spent together—carefully noted, each entry marked with the details of time, location, and the odd requests for clothing they’d made along the way. Every detail, every moment, was meticulously recorded.

Her throat tightened as she skimmed the entries. Someone had been watching. Someone had been tracking more than just Batman. They’d been tracking her . They’d been tracking Damian. 

Her fingers clenched around the paper, her heart hammering in her chest as she checked the accuracy of the calendar. Each page seemed to blur as she tried to keep her focus. But then—

Another photo.

This one was of Damian, dressed in green formal attire, his face half-hidden beneath a dark mask. It took her a moment to place him, but it was his eyes that gave his identity away. But the clothes… What was he even wearing? It looked like a bad cosplay uniform, complete with knives and swords and… He looked younger in this picture, but she could tell it was from after graduation. Quickly, she came to the conclusion that it must have been during his five-year disappearance, but there was nothing to date it other than her hypothesis.  

She picked up another photo, turning it over and feeling a strange sense of dread curl up in her stomach.

Robin.

It was a picture of the boy at night. By the angle, Aless could tell it was shot from the ground. The image wasn’t new. In fact, it was one she had taken herself. One that she had hidden away, tucked into her computer files, never intending for anyone else to see it after she gave up her search for Robin’s identity. 

Her breath hitched in her throat as her eyes flickered over the photo. It had been her picture—one of the only ones the boy wonder ever let her get og him, tucked away with all the other things she never meant to share. On her personal computer. In a password-protected file. 

But someone else had it now.

Someone who knew exactly what they were doing.

A sharp shiver ran through her, but she forced herself to swallow the rising panic. Who had access to this? Who sent this to her?

She scanned the envelope again, as if expecting to see something—anything—that would tell her who was behind this. But it was silent. The paper was just as blank as it had been when it landed on her desk. No return address. Nothing but the ominous Wayne Enterprises stamp that seemed to mock her in its quiet finality.

Wayne Enterprises? She had to confirm that this came from them before drawing conclusions. It could be a red herring. It could just be a call-out to Damian too…

Aless’s hand lingered over the photo of Robin, her thoughts spiraling. She hadn’t told anyone about it. No one knew she’d taken it besides him. So, who was keeping tabs on her? Who had been watching? And most importantly— why send it now?

Quickly, she sent an email to Wayne Enterprises’ PR team. Hopefully, they had a contact in the mailing department to see if this was scanned through. Not even, there was nothing to scan on it. Aless just had to trust they had a photo, or a sorting system, or something. 

Jay was still at his desk working on whatever Breaking News there was, completely unaware of the storm swirling in her chest. Aless wanted to ask him if he knew anything about it or if he would make any sense of it, but the question wouldn’t leave her lips. Instead, she stuffed the photos back into the envelope, making sure the calendar was hidden along with them.

Was it a message?

One that felt too close. Too personal.

Robin. Batman. Damian. Her. 

Was it a threat? Did someone know about her and Damian faking the relationship? Did someone know her plan to write about Batman and Robin to escape from the Gazette and her uncle? 

Her mind instantly went to her uncle as a culprit. Especially if Wayne Enterprises couldn’t find anything. He would have known where to deliver this, too. He would have known about the dates. How did he know about the article, though? And the person needed to have broken into her laptop… Did her uncle have the capacity for it? And when would he have done it?

Aless reached for her phone, fingers brushing the screen as she scrolled through her messages—but stopped before she could hit send on the text she was thinking of. To Damian. Instead, she shoved the envelope into her drawer. Was this the best place for it? Obviously, nothing was safe, especially if it was on her computer. 

Taking out a flash drive from the depths of her desk drawers, she quickly uploaded files that she wanted to keep. If anything happened to the ones on her computer here, or at home, she would use it as evidence. Somehow, someway, someone was breaking into her things and searching for something. The thought, the weight of the envelope still in her drawer weighed on her throughout the day. Even when she was at the police station talking to the Sheriff, her mind still wandered to the whats and the whys. Sure, she was a reporter, and this type of stuff was her bread and butter, but if it was connected to her … to her uncle…

After work, Aless’s mind was a whirlwind as she walked out of the office, her fingers numb from gripping her phone so tightly. Thoughts collided in her head faster than she could process them—who was tracking her, and why? Was it some strange coincidence that the envelope came from Wayne Enterprises? Or was it something more calculated? Was it her uncle’s way of making sure she knew the threat? Someone else’s way? Who would have access to her files, her photos, her movements?

If it was her uncle…What if he knew about her little scheme with Damian? What if he was the one sending these cryptic, ominous messages? The idea gnawed at her, relentless, clawing at her thoughts. But then... her mind briefly flickered to Damian—was he connected to this? How was he connected to this? 

She reached for her car keys with trembling hands, her pulse quickening. Her thoughts felt like a maze, each turn leading to more questions with no answers in sight. She needed to clear her head, but her heart beat too loudly in her chest to focus. The drive home was a blur. Her hands gripped the steering wheel tightly, knuckles white, as the landscape passed by in a haze of motion. Every passing car, every turn, felt like it could be a piece of the puzzle that she was missing. But when she finally parked and stepped out into the quiet of her apartment building, the weight in her chest didn’t lift.

As she entered her apartment, the sight of the bouquet on her kitchen counter caught her attention immediately. She rolled her eyes and let out a small laugh, running her fingers through her hair as she walked over to inspect it. This time, the flowers were red—not roses though, that might have been too romantic. She reached for the card, expecting Damian's usual neat handwriting with just her name. But as her fingers brushed over the paper, she froze.

Her mind had been so tangled in theories, trying to make sense of everything, that she'd lost track of common sense until the handwriting stopped her cold.

It wasn’t Damian’s.

It wasn’t a Tuesday, either. It was a Monday.

And the flowers, they were inside her house already. 

Not delivered right when she returned at her usual 5:30 PM. 

A chill crawled up her spine as she hesitated, pulling the card closer. 

Her stomach sank when she read the words written in ink: Liar.

With a squeak, she dropped the card to the floor. 

Her pulse quickened. A warning.  

Her hands shook as she went to throw the flowers in the trash for the first time, staring at them in the bin as if they were some strange, foreign object. The card still lay on the floor in the living room. Suddenly, a cold shiver ran down her spine. She was being watched. The faintest sound—no, the feeling—of something, or someone, moved outside her window. Aless’s heart skipped a beat, her breath catching in her throat. She moved cautiously toward the window, the world outside bathed in the soft glow of streetlights. She could see nothing but that feeling—someone was there. Watching.

She moved back slowly, retreating away from the window, her pulse hammering in her ears. The words from the card echoed in her mind: Liar. What did it mean? Was it a warning? Was someone really spying on her? Should she tell someone? And why did she feel like she should tell Damian? 

Meanwhile, outside her apartment, hidden in the shadows, a figure watched. Their silhouette was barely visible, but their gaze was unwavering as they observed her every movement through the window. The quiet rustle of fabric was the only sound that filled the empty space between them. Their voice was soft, almost imperceptible in the night air, as they spoke into a hidden communication device, “Message received. It’s working.” A pause followed, filled with tension, before they spoke again. “She’s taking the bait. Sending her a clear message... It’s only a matter of time now before he catches wind.”

The figure turned and melted into the darkness, disappearing without a trace.


What he sent her to wear this time was a black silk two-piece set. She’d requested pants at the beginning of the week, and he seemed to compromise with a long maxi skirt. It seemed less of a compromise when her eyes landed on the long slip that ended just at her upper thigh. Aless was half a mind to send him a text yelling at him for making this decision without her, but she had to admit it looked great. Also, the whole outfit was over two thousand dollars, and that didn’t include the shoes and accessories he sent, too. 

So, instead of texting him something like: hey asshole i asked for pants, Aless just stared at their text conversation and thought about sending him the truth. Well, one of the truths. There were multiple things that she wasn’t telling Damian and probably vice versa.

Hey, I can’t get the kiss out of my mind. I want to do it again. For practice?

Hey, I think we have to stop this fake dating because I’m developing feelings, and everything we do that seems real hurts me deeply on a psychological level because I know you don’t have feelings for me, but I can’t separate the two anymore. 

Hey, I think my uncle is hinting at both knowing our relationship is fake and that I’m publishing something to try and get out of his control. He got someone to hack into my computer to do it. 

Hey, I got sent this crazy thing from Wayne Enterprises. You wouldn’t happen to have any relation to Batman and Robin? 

Instead, she just lied to him:

Aless: my uncle is suspicious about the relationship 

Asshole: define suspicious 

Aless: had fake family dinner this week

Aless: felt like he didnt think it was real

Asshole: I will observe tonight, but we will stick to the original plan.

Asshole: I arrive in ten minutes. 

Ah, yes. The original plan. The one that they made while eating breakfast together on Damian’s couch. How could she forget? 

“You’ll have to officially introduce me to your Aunt and Uncle. We’ll also have to do it in a space with cameras, so that people will concretely know your identity when the papers publish on the Yacht Club Event. There will be plenty of paparazzi.”

Tonight’s planned PDA event was the Gotham Yacht Club Annual Charity Auction, with Damian going in the place of Bruce Wayne, who is usually the night's highest bidder. Damian insisted that it was part of the plan that she would pick things for him to bet on, but she was still refusing that notion. Just like she refused to be put into a skirt, and now here she was, slipping her Manolos on under Dolce & Gabanna. 

When Aless opened the door, her voice rang out, a little sharper than she intended. “I’m not ready yet!” she called, before quickly adding, “You can wait on the couch.”

Damian stood in the doorway for a moment, catching sight of her before she could retreat back into the apartment. His eyes wandered down to the heels, noting how they matched the bag so effortlessly, before his gaze returned to her face. But something caught him off guard. She wouldn’t look him in the eyes. There was an air of discomfort that settled between them. He couldn’t place it at first, but as she stepped back from the door, brushing her hair over her shoulder, he realized it was the tension in the air—something unspoken that neither of them was quite ready to address.

This was the first time they’d seen each other since…

And sure, they joked about it at breakfast, but that felt like the only thing they could do without actually confronting what had happened…

Damian took a deep breath, swallowing the urge to push her on it. There was a pull in his chest, a frustration that he couldn’t name. He wanted to tell her how beautiful she looked—how damn stunning she was—but the words stuck in his throat. He held himself back, resisting the impulse to voice his thoughts. He never allowed himself to be this vulnerable, not even in the moments when his heart was pounding in his chest.

He stepped into the apartment, his senses heightening as the door closed behind him with a soft click. His gaze drifted back to her, but she quickly turned, walking away with her back to him. He had to suppress the urge to follow her every move.

With a muted sigh, Damian sank into the couch, trying to distract himself. Sitting there, seeing her for the first time in person since Saturday, he was painfully aware of how much more complicated things had become. His thoughts were hazy, swirling around the moment they’d shared on his own couch.

The memory was like a constant hum in the back of his mind, popping up at the most inconvenient moments this past week. Whenever he sat through a long meeting, feeling the weight of the conversation slip over him as if it were a distant murmur, his mind wandered back to that night. When Steph and Jason would drone on about something insignificant, his thoughts would inevitably float to her. The way her lips felt against his, how her body had reacted when he touched her. He couldn’t shake it. It plagued him, gnawing at him like an itch he couldn’t reach.

He wasn’t supposed to care about this, not in the way that he did. But the fact that he couldn’t stop thinking about her—about that moment, about the way she had looked at him like she felt the same about him—was driving him mad. He couldn’t focus. Even when he was wearing the cowl. He’d made a promise to himself to have any discord in his civilian life not bleed over into doing his job as Batman, but now…His lack of control was becoming dangerous. For him, for them, for everything.

This is all temporary, he reminded himself bitterly, pushing his hands through his hair in frustration. 

Damian sat for a moment, trying to shake the thoughts of their previous encounters from his mind and getting nowhere. Instead of continuing to stew in his own thoughts, he decided to do what he did best—distract himself with the mission. There was something Jon had texted him about that he hadn’t gotten around to addressing, and that would give him a perfect excuse to leave a room that surrounded him with her. 

She had graduation pictures. Books strown out near the TV. Mismatching throw pillows. A blanket that looked close to unravelling. A journal on the coffee table is begging to be opened. 

With a quiet sigh, he stood from the couch and walked towards the bathroom where Aless was fussing over herself. She hadn’t noticed him at first, but when she finally did, her gaze flicked to him for just a split second. Damian noticed the way her eyes immediately raked over him. She was struggling to contain something—probably the same thing he’d been trying to keep at bay. He was in a tuxedo tonight, the black fabric sharp and tailored to perfection, hugging his form in a way that was nothing short of lethal. 

She tried not to show it, but he could see it. The way her breath caught, the faint flicker in her gaze. The quick one-two over his form before looking back to the mirror.

Aless quickly willed herself not to comment on how good he looked—not out loud, and certainly not in her mind. The thought was there, but she shoved it aside. She had to stay in control. Had to keep this up—this pretending that nothing more was going on. Maybe a casual “handsome” tossed his way every now and then wouldn’t be the end of the world, but nothing that might cross into the realm of real . She couldn’t let herself slip. Not yet.

Damian broke the silence before the tension between them could become too thick, leaning on the door frame as he spoke. “Wayne’s PR team told me you emailed asking about mail that was sent to you. Are you looking to block the items I send you in advance?”

She looked at him for a moment, annoyed by the question but also somewhat amused. Wayne’s PR teams are full of snitches, she thought to herself, but didn’t give him the satisfaction of saying it out loud.

She was tempted to lie, of course. That was her usual instinct. But something stopped her. A feeling, maybe—a moment of weakness. The itch to tell him everything was almost unbearable. The PR team had gotten back to her, saying that nothing had been sent directly from the company to either of her addresses. A dead end. She wasn’t sure what to make of that. It felt like a red herring. Another way to point the finger at Damian. Wayne Enterprises also has a history of being accused of having ties to Batman. She had investigated that before, and it had gone nowhere. This was no different. Just another throwaway clue.

“Well, when you constantly send me things I didn’t ask for, Damian, it gets annoying,” she said, trying to brush off the underlying tension with a cool tone. Her eyes fell on her outfit, her voice laced with sarcasm. “Are these the pants I requested?”

Damian’s eyes immediately followed hers, his gaze flicking down to the skirt she was wearing. He’d selected that outfit himself, of course. The slit in the skirt had caught his attention when he’d gone through the lineup of options his stylist had given him. It would make it easier to touch her skin again, he thought. He didn’t want her in pants—not tonight. If she wore pants, they wouldn’t fit the venue, and he wouldn’t be able to indulge in the subtle touches he was craving.

“No woman at this event will be wearing pants, Alessandra. Besides,” he added, his voice dropping slightly as he let his gaze linger on her, “it looks good.” He deliberately left out words like beautiful or stunning . Saying something like that here—now, in her apartment—felt too real. Too much of a blur between the pretend relationship and what was quietly simmering underneath. Both of them were set in not letting boil over. If he crossed that line, she might retreat again, and he didn’t want that.

Aless rolled her eyes, crossing her arms as if to ward off the compliment she could feel coming. “I’m going to be cold. My whole leg is practically out,” she muttered, but her voice softened as she turned back toward the mirror. Damian wasn’t sure if she expected sympathy, but he wasn’t going to give it to her.

He fought the urge to look down again, focusing instead on the reflection of her in the mirror. He noticed the way she kept glancing at him, aware of the tension that clung to the space between them. He couldn’t deny that it was hard not to let his gaze wander to the exposed skin of her leg, but he managed to keep his face neutral.

“We’ll be indoors,” he said, his voice steady. “And if you need, I can give you my suit jacket.” He paused, looking at her with a slightly raised brow. “In fact, that would be a beneficial action. Remind me to if I don’t.”

Aless couldn’t stop herself from scoffing. Beneficial action? She shot him a quick glance, irritation flickering in her expression. Oh, just like making out with me in front of your whole party was a beneficial action? He caught the look but chose to ignore it, crossing his arms as he watched her apply the finishing touches (hopefully) of her makeup. 

She leaned closer to the mirror, carefully tracing her lips with the dark red lipstick, the same shade as her bag and heels. She could feel Damian’s eyes on her, but she kept her focus on the task in front of her, her hand steady despite the tension hanging in the air. She knew he was still watching, probably analyzing every movement, every flicker of her expression. And honestly, she couldn’t blame him—she was doing the same with him.

“If you could hurry up. The driver is waiting downstairs to take us.” 

“Driver?” Aless ran her thumb under the side of her bottom lip, making sure that the line was perfect. Any single thing out of place and Damian would call her out on it… especially with how intense he was staring at her now. 

“This is a formal event. Driving oneself, regardless of the car, would be social suicide.”

Aless scoffed, capping her lipstick with a click before tossing it into her bag. “Social suicide,” she repeated, shaking her head. “God forbid anyone see you driving your own hundred-thousand dollar sports car, Damian.”

He didn’t rise to the bait, simply watching as she gave herself one last once-over in the mirror. He knew she was stalling. The longer she stood here fussing over her appearance, the longer she could avoid stepping into that car with him—trapped in a space where they’d have nothing but silence and the weight of what neither of them wanted to say. Usually, he could put his attention on the road, and she could put hers on finding the most irritating type of music to fill the space with. This time, with them both in the back, partition up, there would be no excuse.

“I’m ready,” she finally muttered, grabbing her bag and turning toward the door. He smirked one last time at the fact she chose the Birkin even without his instruction. 

Damian followed her out, his hand briefly hovering near the small of her back before he pulled it away. The elevator ride down was quiet, neither of them saying a word. It wasn’t until they stepped outside and saw the sleek black car waiting at the curb that Aless finally broke the silence.

“Tell me you at least didn’t hire a chauffeur in a ridiculous cap.”

Damian opened the car door for her, the faintest smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. “No cap.”

“Shocking.” She slid inside, the soft leather cool against her bare skin. Damian joined her a moment later, the door shutting with a solid thud. He turned to nod to the driver before the partition went up. The quiet that settled between them wasn’t uncomfortable, but it wasn’t easy either.

The car pulled away from the curb, the city lights flickering through the tinted windows. Aless shifted, crossing her legs, hyper-aware of the way Damian’s gaze flicked down for just a second before he turned his attention forward again. He was hyper-aware of the way his hand flexed, stopping it from moving to her exposed upper thigh. Muscle memory. 

“So,” she said, her tone casual. “On a scale of one to absolute nightmare, how bad is this event going to be?”

Damian hummed, pretending to consider. “Somewhere between tedious and infuriating.”

Aless sighed dramatically. “Can’t wait.”

A beat of silence. Then Damian added, “At the very least, it’ll be entertaining.”

She glanced at him, arching a brow. “How so?”

Damian shifted slightly, adjusting the cuffs of his tuxedo, and asked, “Your aunt and uncle will be there. I have to spend a few million dollars. Gotham will finally discover what woman is dating Damian Wayne, and, before the evening is over, I am sure they will find your previous smear campaign.”

Aless exhaled sharply, leaning back against the seat. “Unfortunately,” she said, her voice laced with irritation. “We should get our story straight on how we got together. My uncle will ask, even though he’s more than aware it’s my obligation.” 

Damian’s jaw tensed at that. “And what are your obligations again?”

She turned her head to look at him, eyes sharp. “You already know.”

He did. And he hated it. Because that was the crux of this whole thing. Obligation. Hers to ending her uncle’s tyranny over her life. His to stopping her from discovering more about Batman. They’d both been successful in their pretending- at least that’s what he’d thought until she texted him that Daniel Vreeland wasn’t taking the bait.

His fingers drummed once against his knee before he stilled them. “Has he said anything else? Since your family dinner?”

Aless hesitated, then shook her head. Damian sensed the hesitation. He knew she was lying. He could hear it. He’d learned her tell by now. It made him narrow his eyes. Not at her, but at the city that was currently passing by his window. “No. Just a few pointed calls. Nothing new. I’m sure tonight will be more than convincing.”

The car slowed to a stop at a red light. 

The word convincing hung in the air a little too long for her liking. Damian was more focused on trying to find out why she was lying to him. Had her uncle been more forceful? Was she hiding something? What would it be? 

She spoke again, her voice quieter this time. “And the paparazzi? Are we expecting an ambush the second we step out of the car?”

Damian smirked slightly, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “They’ll be there. Just hold onto me and smile. Shouldn’t be too difficult.”

Aless let out a humorless laugh. “Right. Just another night of pretending.”

She didn’t specify what exactly they were pretending—whether it was the relationship, the ease in which they sat beside each other, or the fact that neither of them could stop thinking about what had happened between them.

Damian didn’t press. Instead, he glanced down at her leg, where the slit in her skirt revealed just enough to make his fingers twitch again. The urge to touch her was there, lingering just beneath the surface. Would it get her to tell the truth? Would her skin be as soft and perfumed as it was last time? Would she let him pretend to pretend inside the small space they both inhabited? But he didn’t.

He simply exhaled through his nose and said, “You’ll be fine.”

Aless hummed. “I always am.”

As the car slowed to a stop outside the Yacht Club, Aless could already see the flashes bursting like fireworks through the tinted windows. The murmurs of the press, the shouts of photographers calling Damian’s name—it was all a well-rehearsed scene, one she was about to step into for the first time.

She inhaled, slow and steady. Just another night of pretending.

Damian opened his door first, stepping out with the kind of effortless confidence that only came from being born into the world’s spotlight. The moment he straightened his tuxedo jacket, the paparazzi surged forward, cameras clicking furiously.

Then he turned, offering a hand to her.

Aless hesitated for only half a second before slipping her fingers into his. The diamond bracelet he sent her sparkled with each flash of the cameras. His grip was firm, warm, grounding. As she stepped out of the car, the flashes became blinding, the voices around them overlapping into an indistinct roar.

"Mr. Wayne! Who's the mystery woman?"

“What’s your name, beautiful?”

"Are you two official?"

"Look this way, Damian!"

He didn't flinch. His expression remained unreadable, as if he weren’t absorbing the chaos around them. Instead, his fingers gently flexed around hers, the silent signal she needed to remember her part… Or perhaps he was offering her some comfort in this new environment. 

Aless was no stranger to paparazzi. Whenever her mother brought her to events, cameras would flash, and reporters would gush about how she was the mirror image of her mother. After her father died, they lingered like ghosts—waiting outside the hospital, hounding her and her uncle for updates on her mother’s condition. They were there the day her uncle took control of the company, capturing every moment. If nothing else, she had learned how to handle their gaze.

Chin down, head up. It’s what her mother used to tell her before facing anything. 

So that’s what she did. Aless turned to him, tilting her chin down ever so slightly, just enough to let the cameras catch the whisper of a smirk on her lips. Her body instinctively angled toward his, the way a woman in love would naturally gravitate toward her partner. It was calculated. Practiced.

The most unsettling part? It felt natural.

It always had. 

Damian glanced down at her, and for a split second—just a fraction of a breath—there was something unspoken in his gaze. Something Aless couldn’t quite name. Then, as if flipping a switch, he lifted her hand to his lips and pressed a soft, lingering kiss to her knuckles.

The crowd erupted.

Aless felt the heat rise to her face, though she forced herself to roll her eyes in mock exasperation. “A little much, don’t you think?” she murmured just for him.

Damian, still holding her hand, smirked. “They love a show.”

And so they gave them one.

She let her fingers slip from his, but only so they could settle against the crook of his arm, her body leaning just enough into his side to suggest familiarity. A knowing glance, a soft laugh at something he didn't actually say—the smallest, subtlest gestures that turned speculation into certainty.

By the time they stepped past the velvet ropes and into the grand entrance of the yacht club, the cameras were still flashing behind them, their names (Aless’ being found almost immediately) already circulating through every gossip account in Gotham.

Inside, the air was thick with wealth and power. Crystal chandeliers dripped from the high ceilings, casting golden light over the city’s elite. Waiters moved through the crowd with trays of champagne flutes, and the hum of polite conversation was underscored by the occasional clink of glass and the flutter of expensive fabric.

She debated whether or not to get blasted tonight. 

It wasn’t until they entered, and it felt like all the eyes in the room went to them, that she decided, yes, she was getting blasted after they confronted her uncle. 

Aless exhaled, her fingers tightening slightly around Damian’s arm before she let go entirely. "Showtime," she murmured under her breath. 

Damian leaned in slightly, his voice low as he smirked. "We already started." Before she could say something witty back to him, Aless saw his eyes change, looking behind her. He straightened up and put on that perfect, businessman smile as a man approached both of them. In addition to having her uncle on the docket of “things to do tonight”, Damian also had to act as the perfect representative of Wayne Enterprises. Apparently, he’d lost a bet to his older brother, the CEO. 

"Damian Wayne," the man greeted warmly, extending a hand. "Haven't seen you since you were just a boy. Your father and I used to spar over acquisition rights back in the day—he was ruthless."

Damian accepted the handshake with a practiced ease, the charming, ever-polished Wayne heir. "That sounds about right, Mr. Leland. Though I’m sure he’d say the same about you. You look wonderful tonight, Mrs. Leland."

Leland chuckled, clearly pleased. His wife, a woman adorned in pearls and a dress that screamed old money, turned her attention to Aless. Did Aless look like that, confident and assured in her position, or did she look like she was wearing a costume? Wealth, old money, all of this, had always felt like a costume after her parents’ incident. "And who might this lovely young woman be? You look very familiar."

Aless slipped effortlessly into her role, placing a light hand on Damian’s arm. "Alessandra Vreeland. It’s a pleasure."

"Ah, Vreeland!" Leland's wife tilted her head slightly, as if placing the name. "Your mother was breathtaking back in the day. You have her eyes, dear. Is she still hospitalized?"

Aless smiled, the kind of polite, detached expression she had perfected over the years. How many times had people asked intrusive questions bout her mother that she was forced to answer? "Yes, she’s still in the care of Gotham General.”

“Oh, dear, I’m so sorry to hear that!” Her husband seemed to want to derail the current conversation. 

“So, Damian, now that you’re CFO, I’m sure we’ll be fighting soon enough.” Damian let out a ‘rich boy’ laugh that made Aless want to roll her eyes, but inside, she started looking around the room for their target. Damian made sure they showed up fashionably late, and knowing her uncle, he would’ve been here promptly at the start of the event. 

Damian glanced at her out of the corner of his eye, catching the subtle tension in her shoulders. He was about to steer the conversation elsewhere when Aless’s gaze suddenly sharpened, flickering across the room.

"There he is," she murmured to herself, not really listening to the pleasantries Damian was exchanging with Leland. 

After waving off Leland, Damian followed her line of sight. Across the hall, near a display of auction items—a vintage Cartier watch, a rare bottle of wine older than both of them combined—stood her uncle deep in conversation with an unfamiliar man. Next to him, dressed in emerald silk and diamonds, was Aless’s aunt, Lorraine. 

Aless barely hesitated before slipping her hand into the crook of Damian’s arm, tugging him in their direction. "Come on. Let's get this over with," she said lightly, as if she weren’t dragging him toward a man who had essentially ordered her to seduce him. What Damian didn’t know was that Aless was eager to pull information from her uncle. She needed to know if it was him who had sent those things to her. 

If it wasn’t, then that meant… Well, Aless wasn’t going to cross that bridge till she got there.

Daniel Vreeland turned just as they approached, his face registering a split-second flicker of something unreadable—then, smooth as ever, he smiled. "Alessandra," he greeted her, his voice warm. His eyes instantly went to Damian, not caring about his niece’s existence per usual. "And here I was beginning to think you wouldn’t show. I believed I saw your name on the guest list." She didn’t know if he was talking to her or Damian. It was a sly comment on their lateness at the very least. 

"We got caught up," Aless said, matching his charm with her own. Then she turned slightly, tilting her chin up in practiced confidence. "Uncle, Aunt Lorianne, I’d like you to officially meet my boyfriend: Damian Wayne."

For a moment, her uncle blinked, as if the introduction was unexpected. Damian thought it was perhaps because he couldn’t believe Aless had pulled something off so soon. He couldn’t believe that it wasn’t a lie. Then, as if a switch had flipped, his expression melted into pleasant surprise. "Damian Wayne," he repeated, extending his hand. "What a pleasure. I had no idea you and my niece were—" He gave a short chuckle, shaking his head. "Well, this is quite the surprise."

Bullshit.

Damian didn’t let it show on his face, but internally, his suspicions sharpened. Daniel wasn’t shocked. There was no hesitation, no doubt. He was pleased. Too pleased. The fat man couldn’t even try and hide how smug he was that Alessandra did what he told her to do. Damian would have usually been bitter about this assessment of Alessandra, but it just made him more suspicious. 

Lorianne, ever the socialite, reached out to lightly squeeze Aless’s arm. "Well, isn’t this just wonderful? I was starting to think you’d be too picky for your own good, dear. I mean, breaking up with every boyfriend you’ve had left and right. Swearing off men after that last one. But Damian Wayne? I approve."

“I approve, too. Damian, my boy, you are such a promising young man.” Her uncle went as far as patting him on the back. Aless wondered if she could get Damian to throw him over the table or something. Damian was thinking about murder too…

But Aless’s smile didn’t waver. Her aunt was unaware of everything. Her uncle made sure of that. It was awful, sometimes, to watch him drag her down with him. "I’m thrilled to have your approval."

Aless kept her expression serene, but her mind was already working through the puzzle. She had come here expecting doubt—some hint that her uncle was suspicious of her, that he’d pieced together the truth about her and Damian. Instead, he looked at them with nothing but satisfaction, like he had orchestrated the whole thing. Which, in a way, he had.

But if he truly believed they were together, then he wasn’t the one who had sent the flowers. He wasn’t the one who had sent her those files. He wasn’t the one calling her a liar.

And yet, she had been so sure it was him.

Her uncle had always kept her under tight control, ensuring she played her role exactly as he wanted. If he had caught on to the fact that she and Damian were pretending, he would have reacted. He would have cornered her, reminded her in no uncertain terms of what was at stake, twisted the knife in just the right place to make her fall back in line. But there was none of that. Just a man utterly pleased with himself, convinced that he had won.

So who had done it?

The unease curled deep in her stomach. She had assumed the flowers had been his way of warning her, his way of telling her that he knew, that he wasn’t going to let her slip away so easily. But if it wasn’t him, then it meant someone else was watching. Someone else knew. Someone who had access to her office, who had known exactly where to leave those messages, exactly what buttons to press to rattle her.

Her fingers tensed slightly against Damian’s arm, her nails digging into the expensive fabric of his tux. He didn’t react, but she felt his attention flick toward her for the briefest second. She forced herself to ease her grip, to smooth her expression into something unreadable. She would have to be careful. Whoever had sent the flowers—whoever had called her a liar—was still out there. Watching.

Harold turned to Damian, eyes calculating but warm. "So tell me, young man, how exactly did you and my niece get together?"

Damian felt Aless’s grip tighten just slightly on his arm. The question was expected, but the way Harold asked it—so at ease, so assured—put him on edge. Had it put Aless on edge too? She was just staring at her uncle now, but Damian could see her mind working. Is it because she was caught? 

Damian’s mind was working, too. 

Harold wasn’t testing them.

He wasn’t skeptical.

He believed it. Fully.

And that meant Aless had lied to him about something.

Damian didn’t let his hesitation show. His hand settled over Aless’s where it rested on his arm, a move that looked natural, affectionate. His expression remained composed as he met Daniel’s gaze.

“She felt guilty,” Damian said smoothly. “After that article, she wrote about me. Thought it was unfair.” Aless didn’t react, which only confirmed his suspicion. Usually, she would have elbowed him in the ribs for making it sound like she had been groveling at his feet in front of someone like her uncle.

“She reached out a few months ago to apologize. Right after the shareholders’ meeting. We met up.” Damian allowed himself a slight smirk, the kind that would sell the story to anyone watching. “One time turned into two. Then more. And, well, here we are.”

Daniel hummed, swirling the drink in his hand. “So my niece does have a conscience. That’s surprising.”

That got Damian’s attention. Alessandra still wasn’t reacting. She was nodding slightly, but her eyes were distant. He recognized that look. She wasn’t here anymore—she was in her head, unraveling some other thread, the conversation around her just white noise. 

Daniel took another sip of his drink, gaze flicking toward Aless with something unreadable—amusement, maybe, or mild disdain. “She’s always had a habit of being too stubborn for her own good. I suppose I should be grateful she finally listened to someone other than herself.”

Damian’s fingers twitched, his jaw tightening. He could let it slide. He could let Harold continue to act as if Aless was something for him to mold, to correct.

Or he could remind him exactly who she was.

“I wouldn’t say that,” Damian said coolly. His hand slid from her arm to rest against the small of her back, fingers just barely pressing against the fabric of her dress. He was willing her to come back to him. To defend herself. Like she always did. But now, Damian knew something was wrong. “She’s the most determined person I know. One of the smartest, too. That’s why I agreed to meet with her in the first place. You don’t say no to Alessandra when she’s made up her mind.”

That was enough to make her blink, snapping her out of whatever thought had consumed her. Her gaze flicked to Damian, sharp and searching, like she wasn’t sure if he was messing with her or not. Sincerity towards her was still something new, and when he defended her, his tone had changed from the one of a rich playboy to his usual way of speaking. 

Her uncle chuckled, shaking his head. “Determined. That’s a polite way to put it.”

Damian smiled, all teeth. “I suppose it is.”

“She needs someone like you, Damian. To put her in her place.” 

Damian’s smile still didn’t waver, but the air around them changed. The thoughts of murder previous came back. Aless felt it—felt the way his fingers curled just slightly against the small of her back, like he was grounding himself, like he was holding back. It was enough to bring her completely back to the conversation at hand. 

“She does just fine on her own,” Damian said, his voice steady, measured. “But I’m sure you know that.”

Harold let out another chuckle, shaking his head as if Damian was just humoring him. “Oh, I know. She’s been a handful since she could talk. But every woman needs a steady hand, someone to keep them from—”

Damian’s grip on her tightened just slightly before he exhaled, forcing an easy smile onto his face. He was good at pretending—she had to give him that. “I prefer to think of it as ambition.”

Daniel’s expression remained unreadable, but the glint in his eyes made her stomach twist. “Ah, and look where ambition has gotten her. Right at your side, Mr. Wayne.”

Aless wanted to say something, to push back, but she was still spinning from earlier. From the realization that her uncle wasn’t suspicious of her at all. That the notes, the flowers—none of it was him. The man in front of her, already decently drunk, showed none of the usual signs of doubt… and Aless had spent her teenage years confronting and memorizing all of those signs. He was playing the part of the indulgent uncle too well, acting as if he hadn’t pulled the strings to bring her and Damian together in the first place.

If it wasn’t him… then who the hell was watching her?

While Alessandra was now crossing the bridge, Damian was counting to ten, feeling the edge of control slip away as Daniel's words lingered in the air. He wasn’t sure what was more frustrating—Daniel’s constant belittling of Aless or the fact that he was completely oblivious to how far he had pushed her. She’d come to Damian of all people, someone Alesssandra used to hate, to try and get away from his control. Hell, Damian was more determined now to let her do anything to get it. She dealt with this man for how many years?

“She doesn’t need anyone to ‘keep her in place,’” Damian said sharply, his voice a low growl. “What she needs is respect.” He shot a look at Harold that was as cold as it was warning. “And I suggest you show her that.”

Daniel raised an eyebrow, a half-smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. The man was thinking, admiring even, just how wrapped around his niece’s finger Damian Wayne seemed to be. It was perfect. More than he expected. “Respect is earned, young man.”

“And I’ve earned it,” Damian replied coolly, his voice unwavering. “Not just from her. But from everyone who knows her worth.”

Aless’s heart skipped, but she wasn’t sure if it was relief or something else. She wanted to defend herself, but the words wouldn’t come. Her mind was a mess, spinning with more questions than answers. And Damian, for all his unflinching defense, was just as much a part of the puzzle now.

“Why don’t we take a look at the auction items?” Damian suggested smoothly, shifting the focus away from the tension in the air. He placed his hand lightly on her back, steering her gently but firmly toward the next room.

Aless followed without protest, letting Damian lead her through the crowd of people. It was a welcome distraction. A room full of glittering things, wealth on display—an exhibition of everything her uncle valued. But it couldn’t drown out the noise in her head.

Once they were out of earshot from him and the others, Damian turned to her, his expression unreadable. “Alessandra,” he said, his voice low, almost a growl. “What the hell is going on?” It was a stark change from the man that had just defended her five hundred feet away. 

She didn’t answer at first. Instead, her gaze wandered to the display of fine art in the room, as if the paintings could hold the answers. Damian stepped closer, his eyes narrowing in suspicion. If anyone cared to look at them, and the whole room did, it could look like they were closely examining the Van Gogh in front of them, Damian whispering something about the painting in her ear. “I’m not stupid. You’re hiding something.”

Aless’s shoulders tensed, but she didn’t look at him. She just stared ahead at the flowers, tracing the lines with her eyes to calm herself down. Of course, her predicament didn’t get past him. Her jaw clenched, and she forced out a breath as if to steady herself. “I’m fine. It’s nothing.”

Damian didn’t buy it.

He stepped in front of her, cutting off her escape, one hand resting on her shoulder. His touch was light, but his grip was steady—unmoving. His face remained unreadable, but his voice carried the weight of suspicion. Of doubt. Of anger.

“I don’t appreciate you lying to me.”

Aless finally met his gaze, but it was fleeting. “Just drop it, Damian,” she muttered, brushing past him, already moving toward the next display. “You saw how he is—I wasn’t expecting him to be so… pleased. It threw me off.”

Another lie.

Damian watched the way her thumb ran over the ridges of her fingers—an unconscious tic, a tell. She caught herself, shoving her hand behind her back, but it was too late.

His eyes flickered to the people around them—hovering, waiting, eager to eavesdrop. He didn’t hesitate. He stepped in behind her, his hand splayed over her stomach as he pulled her flush against his chest. She tensed, the hand she had hidden the only thing separating them from being completely pressed together.

“Try again,” he murmured against her ear. “And relax . We have unwanted ears listening.”

Aless hesitated for just a second before she let out a slow breath, withdrawing her hand and allowing him to close the distance between them. From an outsider’s perspective, it would look like nothing more than an intimate exchange, whispers between lovers.

But his grip wasn’t just for show.

“You don’t believe me,” she said quietly, careful to keep her lips barely moving. Then she raised her voice, “What about this one? I think it’s beautiful.” 

Damian huffed out something like a laugh, low and dry, seeing her tactic. Following her, he raised his voice, “We have a Monet at the Manor already,” and then lowered it back down, “Not even a little .”

She swallowed, eyes flicking toward the nearest onlookers before turning her head slightly—just enough that her lips almost brushed his jaw. The act was convincing, but her voice carried an edge of warning when she whispered, “Then don’t ask questions you don’t want the answers to.”

That gave him pause. A warning. A deflection. A desperate attempt to shake him loose.

It wouldn’t work.

He was Batman, after all. 

Damian tightened his grip slightly, his thumb tracing slow, deliberate circles against the small bit of skin between the hem of her top and her skirt. To anyone watching, it was a casual, thoughtless touch. In reality, it was a silent message: Try me.

Neither of them moved.

Then, finally, Aless let out another breath, softer this time. “Can we return to the main room? I want to drown my sorrows in Veuve.

“Not until you tell me the truth.”

Aless sighed. It wasn’t something she could tell him. What was he going to do? Call the police? Deny that it was anything? He took it upon himself to solve something she wasn’t even sure she wanted to know the answer to. Instead, she thought of excuses, convincing ones she could tell him while they gallivanted around the room filled with priceless antiques. 

If she thinks she can hold out against me, Damian thought, she’s wrong.

Aless didn’t say anything as they passed by a collection of Ming dynasty vases, their delicate blue-and-white patterns illuminated under soft, museum-quality lighting. Damian watched as she traced the air just above one, almost touching but never quite making contact. She seemed to do that with each item—studied things with an artist’s reverence but never let herself touch. 

“I thought you liked antiques,” Damian commented idly, hands in his pockets. “Your apartment seems to be filled with items somebody’s grandmother used to own.” 

She ignored the qwip about her thrift store trinkets. “I do.”

“And yet, you look miserable.”

Aless gave him a tight-lipped smile and turned away, moving further down the display. A collection of Fabergé eggs sat in a glass case beside her, their jewel-toned exteriors gleaming under the lights. “I’m just admiring the decadence,” she murmured. 

“Nothing quite like an excessive show of wealth for the sake of it.” Damian hummed, stepping beside her. 

“That’s rich coming from you,” Damian smirked, but he was getting impatient. She was still holding out, giving him nothing except sharp deflections and vague conversation. His earlier skepticism returned in full force.

Should I tell him I’m uncomfortable? Pretending? That’s not a lie… I don’t need to explain it further, either. It might be my most convincing option.

“So,” he said after a pause, looking at a nearby display of Renaissance-era jewelry. “Will we be playing this game the whole night?”

Aless let out a breath, still not meeting his gaze. “You’re assuming something’s wrong.”

“I know something’s wrong.”

She exhaled, suddenly fascinated by a set of Victorian chairs. She traced a small circle on the surface of the case before looking up at him with a carefully neutral expression. “What about this?” Her voice was loud again, appeasing the people who watched them. 

“Not expensive enough. My father was the highest bidder at last year's event. I have a reputation to uphold.”

“Everything here is too cheap for you to buy,” she deflected, barely sparing him a glance before shifting her focus to a nearby display of Louis XVI furniture. Then, without another word, she turned on her heel and strode toward the next room.

Damian followed, stepping through the doorway into a room filled with clothing and jewelry—artifacts of history draped in silk and diamonds. This was the kind of place he had been looking for. He had already decided he would buy something for Alessandra tonight—something that would amuse her, impress the room, maybe even make her smile. Now, he just had to find it…But then Aless stopped.

Abrupt. Frozen. He’d almost run into her as he looked around. 

Damian’s gaze followed hers, his brows drawing together as he stepped beside her.

A gown.

Pale blue, delicate as a whisper, its silk catching the light in soft, shimmering waves. The fabric pooled at the hem in a gentle cascade, the kind of effortless grace only the finest craftsmanship could achieve. Embroidered along the bodice and sleeves were silver-threaded vines, winding like veins of frost over ice, glistening under the warm glow of the gallery lights. The waistline dipped slightly in the front, accentuated by intricate beading that trailed down the full, sweeping skirt—each tiny gem and pearl sewn with painstaking precision. Preserved behind glass with the reverence of a museum artifact, it stood untouched by time, an echo of elegance and power.

The nameplate read:

Worn by First Lady Eleanor Windsor at the 1963 State Banquet Two Nights.

The Vreeland Private Collection.

She inhaled sharply. 

“…Oh.”

The sound was soft, barely there, but Damian caught it. He watched as she stepped closer, eyes scanning every detail—the fabric, the beadwork, the cut of the silhouette. It wasn’t a look of wonder on Alessandra’s face, but something more akin to sadness. 

“You recognize it,” he said, more statement than question.

Aless didn’t look at him. “It’s a part of my mother’s collection.”

Damian’s expression flickered with surprise. “Your mother owned a First Lady’s gown?”

She let out a quiet, humorless laugh. “My mom was a fashion historian. A writer. Her first book was about women in power and how they used clothing to shape their public image.” Her fingers ghosted over the glass, tracing an invisible outline of the dress. “She collected pieces—ones that told stories. This one was…”

Her voice caught, but she forced herself to breathe, forced herself to keep the emotions at bay. Damian didn’t press, but she felt his presence beside her, steady and unwavering, watching her too closely.

The memory came unbidden.

She was eight, maybe nine, sitting cross-legged on the floor of their sunlit study, watching in awe as her mother carefully peeled back layers of protective tissue paper from a long, heavy box. The scent of old fabric and faint lavender filled the air as the dress was lifted into the light, the silk catching in golden rays.

"Clothes are meant to be worn," her mother had said, the corners of her eyes crinkling as she smiled. "They're meant to be lived in, to hold pieces of the people who wear them."

Aless gasped when her mother draped the gown over her frame, the hem pooling around her bare feet. It was too big, of course, but she had twirled anyway, arms outstretched, the weight of history billowing around her. Her mother had laughed, a warm, rich sound, and Aless had laughed with her, spinning faster, caught in the kind of happiness that felt infinite.

Now, her mother was in a hospital bed, dressed in a lifeless blue smock, her body still and unmoving, her once-bright mind silenced by the coma that had stolen her away. And her uncle—her uncle was selling off the very things that had made her mother her . The collection she had spent a lifetime building, preserving, cherishing.

He had already burned her father’s notebooks, reducing years of love letters and observations to nothing but ashes in their backyard. And now, he was picking through her mother’s legacy, stripping it down piece by piece, selling off everything that had mattered to her.

Aless swallowed hard. Her stomach twisted as she thought about what else might be gone—her mother’s favorite Kennedy wedding dress? The tailored Bush-era pantsuit she had admired so much? How many others had already been taken, scattered to strangers who would never understand what they meant?

She clenched her jaw, forcing herself not to let the grief rise, not to let it take hold.

She didn’t notice the tears welling in her eyes.

But Damian did.

Aless’s eyes flickered back to the placard. Vreeland Private Collection.

Her entire demeanor shifted.

“This shouldn’t be sold,” she muttered.

Damian narrowed his gaze. “But someone is selling it.”

Aless swallowed hard. “My uncle.” She trailed off, shaking her head. “My mother didn’t have a will like my father and… Well, I haven’t been around the home either. I’m sure he just found something to contribute in the basement, and it was… this .”

She didn’t want to tell Damian that this dress had once been her favorite. She didn’t want him to pry—dig deeper into her family history, into the parts of her past she wasn’t ready to share, the parts he’d once teased her about. Aless just wanted to walk away, to forget she’d ever seen it. The gown was a sharp reminder of why she and Damian were here in the first place—a reminder of her uncle’s iron grip on her life, his ability to manipulate and dispose of everything that mattered most to her.

Damian didn’t press. Not now, when her shoulders had stiffened into a tight line, and her face was carefully blank, as if she could lock away the turbulent emotions swirling beneath the surface. He stood close enough to offer support but never so close as to force her to spill her secrets. Then, despite his earlier anger over her lies, he reached out and slipped his hand into hers. He moved on instinct. It seemed to be the right thing to do. It was the thing he wanted to do.

Aless closed her eyes and took a deep, steadying breath. “I need to go to the restroom,” she murmured, her voice hollow, barely audible above the soft murmur of the event. Damian simply nodded, watching silently as she withdrew her hand and drifted away into the crowd.

Left alone by the display, Damian studied the betting sheet with a calculating gaze. With a few decisive strokes of his pen, he placed an abnormally high bid—a bid he had planned all along, meant to secure something special for Aless. Then he set off toward the restrooms, determined to wait for her return.

The excuse of a bathroom break had barely passed when he found her again—this time, leaning casually against the bar, seemingly already on her second glass of champagne. He took a deep breath, quelling the rising irritation, before approaching.  

“Alessandra,” he said quietly, stepping in and intercepting the conversation she was having with the bartender with a measured but edged tone, “I thought you were in the washroom?”

“Would you like a drink, baby? They have specials for tonight.”

Aless forced a smile as she glanced at Damian, determined to mask the raw emotion that had surged moments before. The bathroom was an excuse to get away from him. Of course, from his prying. His insistance that she tell him why she was lying. But also his pity. Holding her hand like that… Suddenly, everything was a bit too overwhelming, and while she thought about going to the bathroom to splash her face with water and remind herself of the real reasons they were both here, champagne seemed to be a better option as it passed by her on a tray. She prayed he wouldn’t notice the tremor in her voice—she was better off drowning her unease in another glass of champagne than talking more. For now, she was returning back to her part as Damian Wayne’s girlfriend: lighthearted, bubbly, and entirely unconcerned. As she accepted the bartender’s offer and reached for a new flute, Aless silently vowed to bury the memories and his suspicion behind a veneer of laughter and fleeting toasts. 

Damian was less than amused with this tactic and took the new flute out of her hand, downing it in one go. He turned to the bartender with that charming smile of his. “No more for her, yes?”

Putting a hand on the small of her back, he led her away from the bar and looked around for a better place to maneuver. But before Damian could find a moment alone with her, they were intercepted. A well-dressed couple, older and obviously deeply embedded in Gotham’s social scene, beamed at them as they approached. “Damian, wonderful to see you here,” the woman cooed, her jeweled earrings catching the light. “And who are you ?”

Aless turned on the charm so seamlessly that it made Damian’s head spin. “Alessandra Vreeland,” she introduced herself, smiling like she hadn’t just downed three glasses of champagne to numb herself. “It’s a pleasure.”

The woman’s eyes sparkled as she took her in. “Oh, the Alessandra Vreeland? I read your article on the Arkham funding crisis last year. Quite the sharp take.”

Damian, who had never heard Aless be anything but begrudging when it came to her work at the Gazette , watched as she played the part of the polished, well-connected socialite with frightening ease. It annoyed him even more and separated them even more from the topic he wanted to breach again. “That means so much to me,” she said, her fingers tightening around his arm just slightly, her posture impeccable. “I appreciate your kind words.”

The conversation continued, bouncing between philanthropy, the latest gossip about who was angling for a seat on the Wayne Foundation board, and the absurd price tags on some of the auctioned items. Aless laughed when she was supposed to, tilted her chin just right when she listened, and made comments so effortlessly charming that Damian might have been fooled—if he hadn’t already seen through her.

This wasn’t just pretending. This was overcompensating.

The rest of the evening followed the same pattern. More donors, more socialites, more politicians stopping them to chat. Aless never wavered, never let her smile drop, never even hinted at the raw emotion he had seen on her face earlier. If anything, she seemed more comfortable in her role as Damian Wayne’s girlfriend than she ever had before. Almost better than he had his lips being attached to her. She clung to him—not desperately, but willingly, as if playing this part was better than acknowledging whatever had shaken her before. At one point, a photographer approached them for a final set of pictures before the night ended. Aless, without hesitation, turned toward Damian, resting a hand on his chest and tilting her face toward his like it was the most natural thing in the world. The pose was intimate, close. Damian barely had time to react before the camera flashed. She didn’t step away immediately. Even when the photographer left, her fingers lingered a second too long against the fabric of his tuxedo.

Damian didn’t say anything. In the past hour alone, he barely said anything to Alessandra. It was always her talking to someone else. Adding him into the conversation. Commenting on something Wayne Enterprises was doing. He was certain she made sure of that. 

The night wrapped up with a charity pledge announcement, the final numbers of the evening’s donations displayed across the ballroom’s grand screen. Applause rang through the room, and Aless clapped along with everyone else, her smile dazzling under the golden chandelier light. As the event wound down and the last guests trickled out, Damian kept a steady hand on the small of Alessandra’s back, guiding her toward the exit. The cool night air hit them as they stepped outside, but it did nothing to dissolve the thick tension between them. As soon as they left the venue, when they were contractually obligated to stop pretending, the weight of everything hit both of them. 

Their car waited at the curb, sleek and black, but Alessandra didn’t move to get in. Instead, she lingered, her fingers brushing over the edge of her clutch, her posture stiff despite the relaxed way she’d been acting inside. Damian saw it for what it was—avoidance. Aless knew what it was, too. If she got into the back of that car with him, he wouldn’t let her escape this time. 

He exhaled, glancing around briefly to make sure no one was within earshot before stepping closer, his voice low. “Enough with the act, Alessandra. Tell me why you’ve been lying to me all night.”

She let out a sharp breath, tilting her head back slightly as if already exhausted by the conversation. “Damian, I really don’t—”

“Don’t,” he cut her off, his voice edged with frustration. “Don’t give me another deflection. I want the truth.”

She scoffed, looking away, lips pressing together in irritation. “What truth do I even owe you?” she bit out. “That my uncle is still a controlling bastard? That I hated being here? That I’m exhausted from having to keep up this charade?”

His jaw clenched. “That’s not it.”

Her fingers tightened around the clutch in her hands.

Damian stepped closer. “Something changed the second you saw him tonight, Alessandra. I saw it. You froze. You were in your head thinking about something. You let him insult you. Then after that, you were just using diversion tactics—playing along too well —more than you ever have before.” His voice was quieter now, edged with something closer to concern. “So tell me—why?”

Alessandra’s throat tightened. She wanted to tell him. The words were right there, caught in her mouth, but something—something nagged at her. An instinct, a warning, something that told her to keep this to herself. His photo, the one still shoved inside her desk drawer, flashed in her mind.

She forced out a bitter laugh instead. “I already told you, Damian. I don’t like this arrangement. I don’t like lying to the public. I’m exhausted.” She gestured between them, her expression hardening. “This isn’t me. None of it.”

Damian’s eyes searched hers, something flickering behind them—hurt, doubt, maybe even anger. “That’s bullshit,” he said flatly. Aless was a bit shocked hearing him swear so freely.

She stiffened, her fingers curling into fists. “It’s the only answer you’re going to get,” she snapped.

The frustration radiating off him was palpable. “Alessandra—”

A sudden flash of light cut through the night.

The sharp click of a camera shutter followed.

Damian’s body tensed, his instincts kicking in too late. He turned his head just enough to see movement beyond the barricades, a photographer slipping back into the shadows, disappearing into the night.

Alessandra’s heart lurched, and for a moment, they both stood frozen in place.

Fuck ,” Damian muttered under his breath, already reaching for his phone, checking the notifications. If the pictures were already making rounds, they were screwed.

Alessandra felt her stomach churn. The argument, the heated expressions, the space between them—it was all caught on camera, ready to be picked apart by the public. She swallowed, her mind racing through the potential headlines. Trouble in Paradise? Wayne Heir and Vreeland Caught in Tense Exchange! Read About Her Past Expose of the Wayne Heir!

Her pulse pounded in her ears as she forced herself to straighten. Damian was still looking at his phone, his jaw set, his expression unreadable.

Alessandra took a deep breath, her champagne-fueled logic already spinning a plan into place. They couldn’t afford this. The headlines, the speculation—it was too soon, too risky. She didn’t know what the press would latch onto harder, the tension between them or her past expose, but either way, the story would be brutal with these photos. Her uncle would be brutal about it. He would blame her for “losing” Damian, and she couldn’t break up with him until after the shareholders' meeting. 

Also, if there was one thing Alessandra refused to do, it was let the media control the narrative. 

She didn’t think. She just acted .

"Get in the car," Alessandra ordered, her mind racing ahead of her, already forming a plan.

Damian was still staring at her, his expression unreadable, though she could see the tension in his shoulders, the controlled rigidity of his posture. His sharp gaze flicked between her and the dark space where the paparazzo had disappeared, calculating. “Excuse me?”

She didn’t have time to argue. Without answering, she turned on her heel, stepped around to the driver’s side, and leaned through the open door. She softened her voice into something warm and persuasive, the kind of voice that had convinced entire boardrooms to underestimate her.

"You’ve been wonderful tonight," she cooed. "Take a fifteen-minute walk, will you? And keep the partition open."

The driver barely hesitated before nodding. With an easy nod of compliance, he slipped out of the car and disappeared down the sidewalk, leaving them alone.

As soon as the door shut, she whirled back to Damian, grabbed his wrist, and shoved him into the backseat before he could protest.

“Alessandra—”

She followed him in, pulling the door closed behind her in a definitive thud . The air between them was charged, thick with tension, but she ignored it. “We’re going to pretend like we’re having makeup sex ,” she announced, barely pausing for breath, her pulse hammering.

Damian didn’t react at first.

His eyes flickered over her, assessing, searching, as if he was waiting for her to crack. Then—so slowly it made her stomach twist—his lips curled at the edges, a slow, amused smirk that sent a pulse of irritation through her.

“…What?” he said, voice edged in dry amusement.

She waved a hand toward the tinted window, her voice sharper now. “That paparazzo is still out there, Damian. Probably waiting for another argument, something dramatic . And if we give him more photos of us fighting, they’ll have everything they need to pick this apart.” She reached for his tie, her fingers curling around the expensive silk, pulling him just slightly closer. “So, instead, we give them a different story.”

Damian was silent, but his smirk widened, his expression shifting into something unreadable—something slow-burning and interested . Alessandra swallowed, suddenly hyperaware of the heat between them, of the way the faint scent of his cologne clung to the fabric of his tuxedo. He wasn’t just listening—he was enjoying this.

"Take your shirt off," she commanded, her voice steadier than she felt. "Mess up your hair. Look— disheveled ." She gestured vaguely at herself. "I’ll—" she huffed. "I don’t know. Adjust my shirt or something. Make it look like we were busy. "

Damian tilted his head slightly, the gleam in his eye unmistakable. He studied her, measured her, before exhaling a quiet hum. 

"You’re serious about this," he murmured, voice dropping lower, just enough to make something coil tight in her stomach.

"Dead serious," she shot back, willing herself not to react.

Then, in one smooth motion, Damian shrugged off his tuxedo jacket and unbuttoned the top of his shirt. His fingers moved deftly, undoing each button with infuriating precision, his expression shifting into something unmistakably sly .

It shouldn’t have been…Alessandra had to force herself not to stare.

The problem was—she had never actually seen him shirtless before. She had felt the muscles beneath his clothes, the hard lines of his body under T-shirts and suits. But this? This was different. His torso was sculpted, all sharp definition and toned muscle, like something carved from marble. His broad shoulders flexed slightly as he moved, his hands pushing through his already slightly mussed hair, messing it up further.

She swallowed, her throat dry. This is fine. It’s just a PR stunt. No need to freak out.

Then, the memory of his birthday party came rushing back, unbidden, unwanted. Because it was so similar to this situation. She had already been pressed against him, their hands tangled in each other’s clothes, their mouths moving like they were meant to.

She had spent the past week not thinking about it .

And yet, here they were again.

Damian didn’t miss the way her breath hitched, the slight hesitation before she reached forward. He knew what she was doing—forcing herself to focus, to play the role without getting caught up in the weight of their own history.

"You should probably mess up my hair yourself," he mused, his voice too smooth, too knowing. "For authenticity ."

Alessandra scowled, but she reached up anyway, threading her fingers through his hair and tugging sharply. Damian let out a low, pleased hum, his smirk deepening as he tilted his head into her touch. Alessandra’s breath hitched. She ignored it. 

Champagne. It was just the champagne.

"Shut up and pose," she muttered.

But Damian had already shifted.

With calculated ease, he let his shirt slide open just enough to expose the defined lines of his collarbone, the hard muscle beneath smooth, tanned skin. His hand slid up her thigh—light, teasing, enough to look suggestive but not too much that she could call him on it. His other arm was draped lazily over the back of the seat, exuding pure arrogance.

"Touch me with both of your hands, asshole," she hissed under her breath, pretending to adjust the hem of her dress as she pressed closer.

Damian smirked. “If you wanted my hands on you again, you could’ve just asked.”

Wayne.

Again. He said again. 

He exhaled a quiet chuckle but obeyed, bringing the hand that rested over the seat to the curve of her hip. Alessandra felt the heat of Damian’s breath against her collarbone as he murmured, “I hope you know that this is going to be all over the internet in the morning.”

“That’s the point,” she whispered back. “Better to be seen like this than at each other’s throats.”

Damian’s grip on her hip tightened slightly, just for a second. Then, smoothly, he leaned back against the seat, looking up at her with an expression so effortlessly seductive it was criminal.

“I have to say, Alessandra,” he mused, voice laced with amusement. “This might be your best plan yet.”

"You're enjoying this way too much," she muttered, adjusting her dress strap so it slid just slightly off her shoulder.

Damian smirked, his fingers tightening briefly on her leg. "You did force me into this situation, beloved ."

Her breath stuttered. The nickname. He hadn’t called her that in weeks, not since the kiss.

She had convinced herself over the last few days that the birthday party was something that didn’t need to be acknowledged, something they could brush off with a joke. They were both adults. They both knew it was fake. They could both move on. It was like a mantra in her head, over and over, trying to get her to believe it. 

Another flicker of movement outside. A camera flash.

With practiced ease, she shifted in his lap, just enough to create the illusion of something scandalous , her body angled toward him, her lips parted like she had been kissed senseless. Her fingers traced lightly down his bare chest, stopping just before they reached his waistband, the touch calculated. Her hair fell slightly over her shoulder, her dress hitched just high enough to sell the image.

Damian hummed. “You look convincingly ravished.”

She resisted the urge to shove him.

"Just keep your damn hands where they are," she hissed, voice breathy, the warmth of champagne making everything feel a little less sharp, a little easier to play into.

He smirked, but he didn’t move. His fingers flexed against her thigh, his body relaxed in a way that made her scowl.

Another flash.

They held the pose.

The air between them was heavy , their bodies too close, their breathing slightly uneven. Alessandra could feel every point of contact—Damian’s fingers still resting on her leg, his breath against her collarbone, the way his shirt had slid just open enough to make this whole thing too real.

With little warning, he flipped her onto her back, shifting over her in a smooth, effortless motion.

She barely registered what had happened until she was splayed out against the leather seat, Damian above her, his forearms braced on either side of her head. His bare chest was right there— right there —and her brain completely short-circuited.

This close, with nothing between them but the heat of their bodies, she could see every inch of how stupidly, unfairly built he was. His abs tightened slightly as he shifted, adjusting the way he hovered above her, and she had to physically stop herself from running her hands over them.

Outside, another flash of light.

"Relax, beloved ," Damian murmured, his voice low and teasing. "This is for the cameras, remember?"

She almost forgot.

Alessandra willed herself to breathe, to focus, to not let him get under her skin. But the smirk on his face told her he knew . He knew she was staring, knew she was struggling, and he was enjoying every second of it.

That smug bastard.

He sat back on up on his knees, making sure to hover above her, pausing to look down at her and for another flash to go off. Damian looked down at her, and fuck , she was a vision—cheeks flushed, chest rising and falling unevenly, her skirt hitched just enough to reveal smooth skin he hadn’t meant to notice but now couldn’t ignore. Her hair was a little messy from how he had flipped her, strands spilling over her shoulders like she had actually just been thoroughly kissed . And the way her lips parted—like she was trying so hard to keep her composure, to pretend this wasn’t affecting her just as much as it was affecting him—made something dark and dangerous coil in his chest. He should move, should say something snide, should reel this back in , but all he could do was sit there, knees bracketing her hips, watching her struggle to pretend she wasn’t burning up just as much as he was.

Alessandra Vreeland was the greatest test of his control—one he was always dangerously close to failing. 

Damian was the first to move, exhaling through his nose, his smirk fading just slightly as his gaze flickered over her face. “Well,” he murmured, voice lower than before, “I think that worked.”

Alessandra swallowed hard. She forced herself to sit up, but the moment she did, she realized her mistake. Their faces were now centimeters apart. Their breaths were mingling. 

She froze.

His gaze was darker now, more intense.

He didn’t move.

Neither did she.

For a long moment, they just stared at each other, the weight of what had just happened settling between them.

This was getting out of hand.

It was supposed to be fake. A show. A carefully constructed illusion for the camera watching from the shadows.

But fuck , it didn’t feel fake.

She was everywhere —the scent of her perfume, the heat of her skin, the way her hair cascaded over her shoulder, loose strands brushing against his jaw like a taunt. He hadn’t even realized how tightly his fingers had curled against her waist until he felt the tension in his grip, his body responding to her in a way that had nothing to do with strategy.

And the worst part? She probably wasn’t even thinking about what she was doing to him. She told him before they’d gotten into the car that she was exhausted. She didn’t like this arrangement anymore. Her hand didn’t twitch when she said it either. She was too focused on the ruse, too caught up in making sure they looked convincing to the camera outside. 

But he was convinced. Too convinced.

She had been driving him insane for the better part of the month—since his birthday , since the kiss that neither of them had spoken about. The kiss had wrecked him in ways he wasn’t prepared to admit. The way she had tasted, the way she had melted against him, the way she had looked at him when they pulled apart, both of them realizing they had gone too far—

And now, she was on him again , her body nearly flush against his, her breath warm against his throat. Damian clenched his jaw, trying to keep his expression controlled, trying not to let any of this show . But then—then her fingers brushed his chest again, featherlight, teasing, and his restraint snapped just slightly. 

She’d meant to try and push him away, but as soon as her fingertips felt his bare skin, they wanted to linger. Before she could stop herself, her palm flattened against his chest—just like it had in her kitchen, over his shirt. But this time, she didn’t pull away. This time, there was nothing between them but warmth, muscle, and the sharp realization that she wanted to touch him.

Then— fuck —he saw it. The way her pupils dilated just a little too much. The way her throat bobbed when she swallowed. The way her hand twitched against his chest like she had just realized what she was actually touching.

Damian exhaled slowly through his nose, something dark curling in his stomach.

So she wasn’t unaffected. She was just trying to hide it .

His lips curled, slow and deliberate.

Alessandra must have noticed—because the moment he smirked, the moment he leaned in slightly, she snapped back to reality , her body tensing.

She moved to push herself away from him, but he stopped her. 

She glared . “Don’t.”

He leaned in slightly, his voice dropping just enough to make her shiver.

"What if we got more kissing practice in now? We have ten more minutes, and I’m sure there are more cameras lurking.” Alessandra let out a sharp breath and smacked his chest. Big mistake. She just… She didn’t need him to be saying things like that because it reminded her that all of this was just a ruse for him. He was playing with her really. He would do things to her just for fun, just to prove to the world that he could lie to it, and then never talk about it again. It was horrible for her sanity. 

“We don’t need to keep pretending in the back of a car where no one can see, Damian.” Her glare deepened, her jaw tightening, but he saw it . The hesitation. The flicker of uncertainty. The way her fingers hadn’t moved away from him yet. 

“You didn’t need to pretend with me on the roof either,” he murmured, his voice softer now. “Or in your house. But you did.”

She sucked in a breath.

And then, before she could stop herself—before she could shove the words back down—she whispered, Who said I was pretending?”

Silence.

Oh, god.

Her heart stopped the second the words left her mouth, panic seizing her chest like she could somehow take them back . Why did I say that? Was it the champagne? The heat of the moment? The fact that he was still half-naked and hovering over her, making it impossible to think clearly?

This was a mistake. A huge mistake.

She hadn’t meant to say it —hadn’t meant to admit it —and now Damian was just staring at her , his smirk vanishing, his breath stilling like he actually didn’t know what to do with that information.

Of course, he thought. She wants to take it back.

She shoved him off of her, scrambling upright like she had touched something scalding, like the admission had burned her just as much as it burned him. Damian barely moved, still frozen in place, watching her retreat. He should have expected it. Should have prepared for it. But instead, something inside him twisted wrong , something sharp and unfamiliar coiling in his chest.

It shouldn’t have hurt.

But it did.

And that was what unsettled him the most.

Hurt. That’s what this was. That’s what he would call it—what he had to call it. Hurt that she regretted it? Hurt that she didn’t really want him, not in the way he wanted her? Hurt that she couldn’t even look at him now, like she had made a mistake?

Or was it something else?

Something deeper, something dangerous —the kind of emotion he had spent years locking away, the kind he had been raised to suppress.

Damian clenched his jaw, trying to will the feeling away.

He hadn’t felt this enough before to name it for what it might really be. But it was there, simmering beneath his skin, tightening his throat, making it impossible to think about anything else but the way she had looked at him in that moment—raw, vulnerable, real —before she shut it down completely.

"We should probably return home," she said, her voice sharp, breathless, embarrassed .

Damian was still thrown, still trying to process it , but he nodded automatically. “…Yes, of course." His usual cocky ease was gone.

Alessandra turned away, pressing a hand to her forehead, trying to block out the absolute mess she had just created for herself. They both fixed themselves before there was a knock at the door. The driver returned. The partition stayed open so they both wouldn’t feel so suffocated by the other. By what they just did. Again. By what Alessandra just said. Was that a lie? 

No.

It must’ve been.

The car started moving.

Damian sat in silence, his mind whirling , his chest still tight. 

By the time they pulled up to her building, Alessandra had stepped out without another glance, her shoulders stiff as she hurried inside. They both noted it mirrored the time before they didn’t speak to each other for a year. That hurt, too. The possibility of it recurring. Why did it hurt, though? 

Alessandra knew that was going to happen.

Of course, Damian wasn’t supposed to feel anything for her.

Still, as she all but slammed the door behind her, she couldn’t shake the gnawing feeling in her chest—that twisting, suffocating something that felt too much like regret.

Damian didn’t move. He just sat there, dragging a hand through his hair, his heartbeat still not fucking normal.

He had not been prepared for that.

For something— someone —that jarred real feelings. Real emotion .

For her.

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Once Alessandra got inside, she barely made it a few steps before her legs gave out, her back hitting the door with a dull thud as she slid down to the floor. Her breathing was uneven, her pulse still racing as she pressed her forehead to her knees, trying to steady herself.

What the hell did I just do?

Her hands curled into fists against the fabric of her skirt. She could still feel him: his touch lingering against her waist, the heat of his breath near her ear, the solid press of muscle beneath her fingertips. And it wasn’t just that. It wasn’t just the feeling of him that had her unraveling, it was the way he looked at her when she said it. The way his whole body stilled , his usual control breaking for just a second. The way his face shifted from teasing to something real , something she hadn’t seen before, something that made her stomach flip in a way she couldn’t ignore.

But it wasn’t supposed to feel like that .

It wasn’t supposed to matter .

And yet—

It did .

She let out a shaky breath, tilting her head back against the door, staring at the ceiling like it held answers.

The worst part?

She didn’t regret saying it. She regretted that she meant it. Because she knew what came next. Damian was going to shut her out. Just like he did before. Just like he always did when things got too close, when things veered into territory he didn’t want to acknowledge. She’d seen it happen before; had lived it before. A whole year without a word, without so much as a look in her direction. That was what he did. He severed ties cleanly , like cutting out an infection before it could spread.  Now she had just made herself the thing that needed to be removed .

Could she live with that? Could she live without him ? She had done it before. She had done it her whole life too. Was actively ready to live without Damian Wayne after high school. And after that dinner, s he had moved on, too, kept herself busy, convinced herself that his absence didn’t matter, that it was just another loss in a long list of things that had slipped through her fingers. Now she wasn’t sure if she could go back to that. Because this time, she knew .

Not about Damian. Not about what he felt.

But about herself.

She knew that she had feelings for him. That she wanted him in a way she couldn’t ignore, couldn’t compartmentalize, couldn’t pretend wasn’t there . And that changed everything. Before, it was easier. Before, she could pretend. She could roll her eyes at him, throw barbed words and dry humor his way, let herself be annoyed by his meticulousness, his arrogance, the way he always had to be right. She could pretend that every time he touched her, every time he looked at her too long, every time he said her full name in that sharp, deliberate way— that it didn’t matter.

But now?

Now, she couldn’t .

Now, it wouldn’t be the same.

Because every time she looked at him, every time she stood too close, every time she heard his voice in her ear, she would feel it . That unbearable, undeniable pull. And that meant that no matter what happened next—whether he did shut her out, whether he did go back to ignoring her, whether they continued this ridiculous arrangement or not— she couldn’t un-know this.

She had feelings for Damian Wayne.

And that was going to ruin everything.

And yet, she also knew exactly what he would do next. He would rationalize. He would push her away. He would convince himself that whatever was between them wasn’t worth it . And she was just supposed to accept that . She was going to.

Her throat tightened, and she clenched her eyes shut, trying to force the thought out of her head, trying to will herself not to care . But for the first time in a long time, she did .

And that scared her more than anything else.


Damian barely registered the driver announcing their route back to Wayne Manor. His mind was still replaying her words , still thinking about the way her fingers had trembled against his chest, the way she had looked at him... Like she...

He exhaled sharply, pressing his thumb and forefinger against his temple, trying to force the thought out of his head. But it was too late. Because no matter how much he tried to ignore it, bury it, shove it down deep where it could never touch him. Fuck. Damian couldn’t think. Not clearly, at least. Not in a way that made sense. Not in the way he had been training himself to for years. 

By the time the car pulled up to the Manor, he stepped out stiffly, his entire body wound tight, every movement deliberate, measured. If he stopped controlling himself— reining it in —he wasn’t sure what would happen. The moment he crossed through the front doors, he bypassed the main house entirely, descending into the Batcave with single-minded determination. His hands were already working on autopilot, undoing his cufflinks, rolling up the sleeves of his still-partially undone dress shirt. The cold air of the cave did little to cool the heat burning beneath his skin, an unsettling restlessness twisting inside of him. He needed to move . Needed to fight . Needed to hit something.

He needed to do anything before he did something else stupid, like go back to her apartment and demand more answers. 

His jacket landed somewhere on the floor, abandoned without a thought. He grabbed the wraps from their usual place, securing them tightly around his knuckles as he stepped up to the heavy bag. His breath was steady, his muscles coiled with tension, but his mind was wrecked .

She wasn’t pretending. But she’s pretending not to. Why? Because I’m me? Because she doesn't want it to be me?

That single phrase had lodged itself in his skull like a brand, searing into his thoughts, repeating over and over in a loop he couldn’t shut off. He had spent months— years —training himself to compartmentalize, to shut things out, to keep his emotions controlled and buried where they couldn’t touch him.

But this— she —was unraveling all of it.

His first punch landed hard, the impact radiating up his arms. Good. He wanted it to hurt. The memory of her pressed against him, her voice breathless, her fingers trembling against his skin— it wasn’t fake . It had never been fake. But she wants it to be. For some reason, she can’t stand the thought of…. Of him, right? That had to be it. That’s why she lied to him tonight. That’s why she yelled at him. She doesn’t want to feel like this for him. For Damian.

Another punch. Harder this time. His jaw tightened.

What the hell was he supposed to do with that? This whole thing had started as a means to an end. A mutually beneficial arrangement. Keep her close, keep her distracted, keep her from getting too deep into her investigation. That was it. Except it wasn’t . It never was. He lied to Richard. He lied to his father. He lied to himself. Because somewhere along the way, it had stopped being about control, about strategy. Somewhere along the way, she had become something else . Someone else. And the worst part? The reason it felt like he’s broken his chest open?

He was fine with it never happening.

He had already resigned himself to it. Had already accepted that no matter what feelings he had for her,feelings he hadn’t dared to name, this was never going to be real . But now? Now there was a chance . A possibility. And it made everything so much worse .

His next hit was brutal, knuckles colliding with solid weight.

Because it didn’t matter that she felt something. It didn’t change anything. She was a civilian. She was actively investigating Batman. She hated Robin for being a part of her father’s death.

And she had no idea it was him.

His breath came heavier, frustration mounting. It was a disaster. A fucking disaster. And the cruel irony of it all was that, for once in his life, he wanted something— someone —and it was the one thing he couldn’t have.

A voice interrupted his downward spiral.

“Jesus, kid, what did the punching bag ever do to you?”

Damian barely stilled.

Jason.

Of course. He was on duty tonight. Damian had forgotten. He must have just gotten back. Damian turned his head just enough to see his older brother standing near the railing, beer in hand, watching him with a smirk.

He exhaled sharply, shaking out his fists before throwing another punch. “Not now, Todd.”

Jason hummed, clearly ignoring him.

“Oh no, I definitely think now .” He took a sip of his beer, tilting his head. “You storm in here looking like you just lost a fight you didn’t know you were in, start wailing on that bag like it’s personally responsible, and I’m supposed to not ask questions? Plus, I’m on monitor tonight, and your huffs are breaking my focus.”

Damian didn’t answer.

Jason studied him for a long moment, then sighed dramatically, pushing off the railing and making his way closer. “Alright, let’s speed this up: who pissed you off? You looked wrecked when you came in.”

Damian’s shoulders tensed. “Like I said, Todd, my personal afflictions are none of your business.” 

The older's eyes trailed to the crumbled pile of things Damian left on the floor. Oh. A tux. It was crumpled on the floor near the training mats, like Damian had ripped it off the second he stepped inside. His polished shoes had been kicked haphazardly to the side, his dress shirt half-thrown over a nearby bench, the cufflinks scattered like afterthoughts.

Damian had been slotted to attend an event tonight. With her . That was right. Tim was going around saying something to Kon all about it.

Jason’s smirk widened as realization clicked into place. “Oh shit ,” he muttered, shaking his head. “This is about her , isn’t it?”

Damian’s fist froze just before making contact with the punching bag. His expression didn’t change, his breathing remained steady—but Jason saw the slightest flicker of tension in his jaw, the way his shoulders drew just a fraction tighter.

Jason let out a low whistle , shaking his head. “Damn. I mean, I knew something was going on, but I didn’t think you’d actually catch feelings . How are you going to explain this to Dick or Bruce? They were the most worried about it.”

Damian exhaled sharply through his nose, stepping back from the bag, wrapping and unwrapping his wrists as if his hands were itching to keep moving. He didn’t want to think about describing his failures to his father at the moment.

“It doesn’t matter.”

“Yeah? Sure looks like it matters.”

“She’s a civilian.”

“So? We’ve all been with plenty of non-heroes.”

“She’s actively investigating Batman, most likely leading to her prodding at his identity. She, as it stands, has a burning hatred for my Robin because I was involved in her father’s death. She hates Damian Wayne because we were high school rivals and I used to bully her about her mother being in a coma when I was still processing Alfred’s death. I can continue, if you believe it to be beneficial to your weak understanding?”

Jason winced. “Oof. Okay. No need. Yeah. I see the issue now.”

Damian clenched his jaw, staring at the floor like he was still trying to puzzle out his own emotions. “The biggest issue is that she doesn’t know it’s me. Batman. Robin.”

That made Jason pause. His usual teasing faded slightly, and when he spoke again, his voice was quieter.

“And if she did ?”

Damian froze. Because that was the question, wasn’t it? Would it even change anything ? Would she still look at him the same way? Would she still have said what she did? Would she still want him? Well, he wasn't even sure she wanted him now. As just Damian Wayne.

His throat tightened.

“I thought she hated me,” Damian admitted, voice quiet but sharp. “I thought this was fake . That we were doing this for mutual benefit. But then…” He exhaled sharply. “She said she wasn’t pretending . And we… we’ve gotten close. Intimately acquainted almost... I care for her.”

Jason was silent for a beat.

And then, because he was Jason Todd , he took a slow sip of his beer, let out another low whistle, and muttered, “Yeah, buddy, you’re fucked .”

“That is not helpful, Todd.”

"Never claimed to be."  Then Jason just shook his head, looking at his younger brother like he was the most tragically stupid person he’d ever met, “But, seriously, what’s the problem ?”

“I just told you, you idio —”

“No, no, I heard you,” Jason cut in. “I heard all the excuses you’re making.” He took another sip, watching Damian carefully. “What I didn’t hear was the actual reason you’re spiraling.”

“I’m not spiraling.” Jason raised a brow. Then he gestured at the destroyed punching bag, the tux on the floor, and Damian’s completely wrecked composure.

“…Right,” Jason said dryly. “This is totally normal behavior. For you, I guess, it actually might be. The older you. Well, the younger you. I don’t know, the League mellowed you out a lot.”

Damian scowled, rolling his shoulders, but Jason didn’t let up.

“Look,” Jason sighed, rubbing a hand over his jaw. “I get it, okay? You’ve spent your whole life convincing yourself that you don’t need anyone. That control is everything. And yeah, it is —most of the time. But, Damian…” His voice softened slightly. “You like her.”

Damian stiffened, but didn't interject. 

“You like her,” Jason repeated, more pointedly this time. “And it scares the shit out of you .”

Damian’s lips parted slightly like he wanted to deny it, to refute the claim, but the words didn’t come. Jason tilted his head, his voice dipping into something more genuine.

“You know how me and Arty got together?”

“I never paid attention. I assumed you trying any type of relationship with a woman better than you wouldn’t last.”

Jason huffed a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “Well, it did last, Demon Brat. It’s because she gets me .” His voice was steadier now, more certain. “She saw the parts of me I spent years pretending didn’t exist. She didn’t just put up with all my bullshit—she understood it.”

Damian swallowed, something uncomfortable twisting in his chest.

“I used to think the same way, you know. That I wasn’t meant for that kind of thing. That I didn’t deserve it.” His grip on his beer tightened slightly before he loosened it, running a hand through his hair. “And for a while, I convinced myself it was better that way. That if I let someone get too close, I’d just end up dragging them down with me. Or they’d see how fucked up I was and leave.” His jaw tensed slightly, as if remembering something distant but still raw. “I tried to push Artemis away at first. Told myself she was better off without me. That I’d ruin her, that I’d make her life harder just by being in it. That I shouldn’t get too attached so it doesn’t hurt more later... But that’s the thing, Damian. Artemis isn’t someone who needs saving —she can handle herself. She can voice her own opinions. She’s a fucking Wonder Woman. She chose me, knowing exactly what kind of mess she was getting into.”

Jason looked at Damian then, something firm and knowing in his expression. “And your girl? She’s the same. Sure, she’s a civilian, but you don’t have to protect her from you. You just have to let her decide for herself. Don’t make the mistake of choosing for her. Don’t push her away just because you’re afraid of what might happen. Don’t let yourself enjoy the status quo of just shoving it aside.” His lips quirked up slightly, but there was no amusement in his eyes.

“Because if you do, you might just wake up one day and realize she’s already gone. It’s the Bat Family curse, almost.”

Damian stayed silent, but his throat felt tight .

Jason exhaled, shaking his head. “You like her, Damian. And whether you want to admit it or not— she likes you, too.”

Damian had been fine with never letting himself have her. Had been fine pretending that this whole thing was just a game, just another strategic move in his endless calculations.

But now, he knew she wanted him.

Now, he knew it had never been fake.

Now, he knew that the only thing keeping them apart was him .

And that hurt more than anything else.

Because if he let her in, she would see .

She would see everything . She would find out who he really was, and she wouldn’t stop there, because Alessandra Vreeland never stopped at surface-level answers . And he didn’t have the ability to stop her. Which meant t hey couldn’t work.

"I can admit it, but it won’t change anything." His voice was steady, but Jason could hear the frustration beneath it, the quiet resignation that came with knowing exactly what he wanted but being unable to have it.

"Even if I want her—" He stopped, correcting himself. "Even though I want her, it doesn’t matter. Batman will always come first. And if she ever finds out the truth, it’ll destroy everything. I can’t let that happen." His fists clenched at his sides. "She deserves something real. And I can't give her that—not without lying, not without making her a target, not without risking everything."

It wasn’t just about them .

It was about the article. The one she was still investigating, still trying to write. The one that could ruin everything if it ever saw the light of day.

Damian’s fists clenched at his sides, his next words barely above a whisper. "And it’s not just that. She’s writing that damn exposé on Batman. And I have to stop her. I just can’t choose her over that."

Jason’s expression sobered. Everything Damian was saying was too close to what he heard from Bruce and Dick over the years. That’s why Bruce took so long to marry Selina. That’s why Dick took so long to commit to anyone. Now the same affliction was taking hold of Damian, and Jason never thought that the ekid would be confiding in him about this. He should take a photo to memorialize the date.  

"If I let her publish it, she’ll get too close. If I take it away from her, I’ll destroy everything she’s been working toward. She needs that article to get out from under her uncle. To get enough capital to finally get what belongs to her. To get her mother the care she needs. To get recognition as a journalist. It’s not just about Gotham or Batman or me—it’s about her. And if I take this from her, she’ll never forgive me." His voice turned bitter, the words heavier than he wanted them to be. "She’ll hate Batman for it."

Jason exhaled, watching him carefully. "And if she finds out it was Damian?"

Damian scoffed, shaking his head. "Then it won’t just be hate. It’ll be betrayal. It will be easier from a distance once it happens, and yet, I’ve complicated that to an extreme." Because no matter what he did—whether he let her finish the article or whether he stopped it—he would lose her. He wanted to say that out loud to Jason, but he didn’t let himself.

Jason sighed, shaking his head. “Let me ask you something—when she finds out you killed her article, when she realizes what you’ve done, do you think she’s going to let you walk away clean?”

He hadn’t let himself think that far ahead.

Jason smirked knowingly. “No way in hell. That woman is going to fight you on it. She’s not just gonna hate you, she’s gonna chase you. And then what?” He gestured loosely. “You gonna keep running? Keep avoiding it? Keep pretending you don’t want her?”

Damian said nothing.

Jason sighed, running a hand through his hair. “Look, Demon Brat. I get it. You think this is bigger than you, bigger than her. And yeah, maybe it is. But you also have to ask yourself if you’re willing to let this be the reason you lose her. Being Red Hood is cool and all, but I’d drop it like that for Artemis.”

Damian swallowed. “I don’t have that same choice.”

Jason tilted his head. “Doesn’t feel that way, does it?”

No.

It didn’t.

And that was the worst part of all.


Alessandra sat at her desk, staring at the latest package that had arrived. It had been waiting for her when she got to the Gotham Gazette that morning. The same plain envelope with just ‘Wayne Enterprises’ as the return address. The contents, however, were anything but plain.

Photos. Documents. Coordinates. But this time, the message was different—more intricate, more carefully woven together. Patterns she hadn't noticed before, inconsistencies that begged for scrutiny. The kind of information that suggested something bigger beneath the surface, something deliberate. Something she couldn't quite put her finger on yet, but felt the weight of all the same.

The connections were unsettling. The patterns are too precise to be a coincidence. Patrol routes that lined up too closely with Gotham’s highest-profile cases, Wayne Foundation donations that coincided eerily with certain equipment used in Batman’s fights. Security reports showing a figure, cloaked, barely visible, but moving through Wayne Enterprises' restricted locations as if they belonged there. Financial transactions were hidden within layers of shell companies that pointed toward defense contracts for prototype technology. It all pointed somewhere—but where exactly?

Then she saw it.

Not in the security reports. Not in the financial transactions or the WayneTech schematics. Not even in the movement logs that hinted at someone with unrestricted access moving through Gotham’s shadows.

It was in the handwriting.

Buried in the pile of documents was a single, handwritten note—brief, precise, a post-mission debrief scribbled in sharp, deliberate script. The kind of thing Batman might jot down for his own reference, never meant for anyone else’s eyes. It was unsigned. No indication of who had written it. But the moment Alessandra saw it, her breath caught in her throat.

Because she recognized it.

Not as Batman’s.

As Damian’s.

Her eyes flicked between the note and the other evidence in front of her, her stomach twisting with something she couldn’t name.

It was the way he wrote certain letters: how the curve of his A always slanted just slightly to the right, how the R had that sharp, downward flick at the end. She had seen this exact handwriting a hundred times before. On the envelopes of the weekly bouquets he sent to her mother. On the little cards that simply read For Alessandra Vreeland.

And now, here it was.

The same handwriting. The same careful precision. But instead of signing her or her mother’s name on a note attached to fresh tulips, it was detailing Gotham’s latest crime syndicate movements. It was talking about some League. About the Red Hood.  

Her heartbeat hammered against her ribs.

This wasn’t a coincidence. It couldn’t be.

Her fingers hovered over the paper, as if touching it would make it real. Make it undeniable.

Damian Wayne’s handwriting... On a Batman report?

Alessandra let out a shaky breath, her mind spinning.

It revolted against the notion of it all. It couldn’t have been him. She was with him so much. It was… No, no, no.

But her instincts held onto the thread, unraveling everything she had gathered so far.

Alessandra exhaled sharply, forcing herself to sit back in her chair. Her hands felt numb, gripping the edges of the desk like the ground beneath her was tilting. The logical part of her brain was screaming, telling her she was reaching, that there were a dozen other explanations.

But then, she pulled out the first set of clues: the calendar with Batman’s patrol routes meticulously overlaid with her own movements. She hadn't looked at the first one in a while, not with everything else happening. But now, with the weight of this new realization pressing down on her, she unfolded the papers again, smoothing them out against the desk. Her stomach clenched as she read through them with fresh eyes. She placed the note beside the others, the pieces falling into place before she could stop them. Damian’s schedule had never outright conflicted with Batman’s movements, but the gaps in his public appearances aligned just enough.

The nights she and Damian had gone on their arranged dates? No Batman. Someone else had taken over patrol those nights. Black Bat, maybe, or one of the others. The city had still been watched, but not by him. And the nights he had canceled at the last minute? Batman had reappeared.

It was there, clear as day, written in time-stamped reports and scattered witness accounts.

Every. Single. Time.

Alessandra’s breath hitched. She hadn’t seen it before, not really. She had been too busy looking at the broader patterns—at Gotham as a whole, at Batman’s movements independent of her own life. She thought it was her uncle just trying to show her something…She hadn't thought to cross-reference his schedule. Truthfully, she thought Damian was just a sort of Red Herring. 

But it was right there.

It’s him.

The thought slammed into her like a freight train, refusing to be ignored.

Still, she fought it. Her stomach twisted. No. It was ridiculous. It was impossible. Wasn’t it?

She let out a shaky breath and dropped the papers onto her desk. Her mind screamed at her to be rational, to think it through. There were other explanations. There had to be.

Her first instinct had been to call Damian. Not to accuse him outright, not to throw her theory in his face, but to hear his voice, to let him talk her down from the insanity of it. If anyone could make her feel ridiculous for even considering it, it was him. Maybe she could summon him somewhere like before—some café on her terms, force him into a conversation where she dictated the pace. But she couldn’t. Not now. The thought of facing him after last time made her stomach twist. He had barely spoken to her since that night, two weeks of silence punctuated only by a few dry, impersonal texts. And she had assumed it was because of what she had said—because of her slip, because of her feelings. But now, looking at the damning evidence in front of her, she realized the truth might be much worse.

Because if that was true, if her theory was right, then Damian hadn’t just been avoiding her these past two weeks. He had been keeping her from figuring this out.

Had he been keeping this all from her previous?

Did she get too close? 

Did he know, already, about all of these clues? Is that why he was so adamant about her lying? 

Was he distancing himself now to keep her from connecting the dots?

Two weeks of nothing, and now this ?

And even worse, someone had gotten into her files. This wasn’t her uncle playing mind games. The photos, the clues; whoever had access to them had been inside her hard drive. In her personal computer. Had seen the things she kept locked away, the work she hadn’t touched in months. Had pulled her own research from beneath her, repackaged it, and sent it back to her piece by piece. If it wasn’t her uncle, then who the hell was it?

Before she could spiral further, her name was called from across the newsroom.

“Vreeland! My office. Now.”

Her stomach dropped. The Chief’s voice had that particular edge to it, the one that meant something was very wrong.

She stood quickly, smoothing out her skirt before heading toward his office, ignoring the eyes that followed her. When she stepped inside, she barely had time to sit before he turned his monitor toward her.

“Care to explain this ?”

Alessandra blinked at the screen. Then her blood ran cold.

It was her byline. Her name, stamped in bold beneath a headline she hadn’t seen in over a year. A piece she had written— a story she had been ordered to kill .

A story that had now, somehow, gone live.

The headline glared back at her like an accusation:

'Gotham’s Hidden Atrocities: Rupert Thorne’s Ties to Human Trafficking'

Her stomach plummeted. She had written this piece over a year ago, connecting longtime Gotham political heavyweight Rupert Thorne to underground trafficking rings that had been operating in the city’s shadows. It had been airtight, full of sourced testimonies, financial records, and anonymous witness accounts. It had also been too dangerous. The Gazette’s legal team had pulled it before it ever saw print, citing ‘unconfirmed sources’ and ‘potential liability issues.’ Yet here it was. With her name on it. And now, she was the one taking the fall.

“I—” she stammered. “I didn’t publish that. That’s from my archives. I was told not to run it. How—”

That’s what I’d like to know,” the Chief cut in, voice laced with disappointment. “The board already gave you one chance after the last lawsuit. And Thorne is demanding we fire you.”

Her breath caught. “I swear, I didn’t—”

“Then how did it get through?” The Chief’s voice was tense, but not angry. “You know how this works, Vreeland. You’re a damn good journalist, but you don’t get to make mistakes like this.” He sighed, rubbing his temple. “I told the board you wouldn’t be reckless again, but this? They aren’t budging.”

Panic curled in her chest. If it hadn’t been her, then someone had accessed her work. 

Just like someone had accessed all her files about Batman. 

This wasn’t a coincidence. 

Her throat tightened. “Chief, you know I wouldn’t—”

“I do,” he admitted, voice softer now. “But the board doesn’t. And my hands are tied.” He exhaled, shaking his head. “You’ve always been bigger than Gotham Gazette, Alessandra. You’re going to win a Pulitzer one day. I just wish you’d still be here when you do.”

That was it. The finality of it settled over her like a lead weight.

She had just lost her job.

Fighting back the burn behind her eyes, she gathered her things, ignoring the stares as she walked out. It wasn’t until she stepped into the hallway that she let herself breathe.

And that’s when Jay saw her.

Aless ?” His brows furrowed, concern flashing across his face. “What happened?”

She let out a short laugh, bitter and exhausted. “I got fired.”

Jay blinked. “For what ?”

“For publishing an article I didn’t publish.” She shook her head. “But it’s fine. Gives me time to focus on something else.”

Jay’s eyes narrowed, his frown deepening. “Aless, what the hell are you talking about? There has to be something we can do, right? Fight this?”

She exhaled sharply, shaking her head. “You don’t get it, Jay. It’s done. The board wants me gone. They’ve wanted me gone. This just gave them an excuse.”

He crossed his arms, anger bubbling under his concern. “That’s bullshit. They can’t just—”

“They can ,” she interrupted, her voice sharper than she intended. She sighed, rubbing her temple. “And they did.”

Jay watched her carefully, like he was trying to figure out how much of this she was actually okay with and how much of it was an act. “So, what now?”

Aless hesitated. Then, finally, she said it: “I’m going to finish the Batman piece.”

Jay recoiled slightly. “Oh, come on.” He dragged a hand through his hair. “Aless, you can’t be serious. We need to get you re-hired. That’s what needs to be done.”

But she was. Wasn’t she?

The words had left her mouth before she could fully process them, but the moment they were spoken, they settled in her chest, heavy and unmoving. She had no job now. No steady income. She was suddenly reliant— solely reliant—on her uncle’s money, on the very thing she had been fighting against. The thing she had sworn she wouldn’t let happen. Finishing the Batman piece wasn’t just an option now. It was a necessity. This could be her ticket back. Her career was teetering on the edge, and if she broke this story—if she did what no other journalist in Gotham had done—she could write her way out of this. She could find another paper, a national one. Something bigger than the Gazette, bigger than Gotham.

And yet—

Her stomach twisted.

If Damian was Batman, if this theory wasn’t just some feverish, desperate attempt to make sense of the pieces someone else had been feeding her, then what did publishing this actually mean?

What would it do to him ?

And why did she even care? She shouldn’t. He wasn’t talking to her. Hadn’t spoken to her in two weeks, barely responded to texts with anything more than vague, clipped replies. He had been fine leaving her in silence, leaving her to think about the way things had ended between them. Leaving her to spiral alone. So why should she care what happened to him?

Why should she care if Damian Wayne got burned by this?

But her mind wouldn't let it go.

Because Batman wasn’t just some corrupt billionaire playing hero. She had spent years studying him, tracking his movements, trying to understand the force that shaped Gotham from the shadows.

Batman saved people.

Damian— if Damian was Batman—was saving people.

Publishing this would tear all of that apart. It would take Gotham’s greatest protector and turn him into a scandal. A fraud. It would pull back the curtain and show the world that the untouchable, unstoppable Batman was just another rich man playing vigilante with a moral code that cracked like glass under scrutiny.

She squeezed her eyes shut for a moment.

It was a perfect story. It would be the story. I t would also be a mistake .

She felt sick. But what choice did she have? Her career was in shambles. She had no job, no independence. Her uncle would lord this over her once he found out, and she’d have no leverage to stop him. If she had control of this one thing— this —then at least she had something left that was hers .

She could justify it. She had to justify it.

It wasn’t about Damian.

It wasn’t about Batman.

It was about her survival .

But even as she thought it, even as she tried to force herself to believe it, something inside her whispered the truth. If she did this, if she published this, she would be betraying him. And no matter how hard she tried to convince herself otherwise, the thought of betraying Damian Wayne made her feel worse than losing everything else combined.

She forced a smile, but it didn’t reach her eyes. “Why not? I don’t have a job tying me down anymore. Might as well go all in.”

Jay stared at her like she’d lost her mind. “Yeah, and how do you think that’s gonna go? You’re already being targeted, and you want to keep pushing?”

She shrugged, but there was something hollow about it. “It’s my career, Jay.”

His lips pressed into a thin line. “It’s not just your career, Aless. This isn’t some exposé on city corruption. You’re talking about Batman. You’re talking about people who do not want to be found.”

She swallowed hard. “I know.” Trust me, I know. 

Jay’s frustration was boiling over, and she could see the moment he made a decision. He pulled out his phone.

“What are you doing?” she asked.

“Texting the employee group chat,” Jay muttered, and then covering his tracks from her: “We have to fix this! This is un-”

She tensed. “Jay, don’t do that.”

But he was already typing. Not to the group chat, but to someone who could yell at someone else who he thought was behind all of this. Why the fuck does he not have Damian Wayne’s number? W as this asshole really trying to ruin his friend’s career by doing all of this? Let the motherfucker try! He had no loyalty to Damian. The text he sent to Jon was a paragraph long. Reading it, Jon frowned down at his phone, glancing up at Damian, who was busy going over files at the Watchtower monitor.

“Uh. Did you—” Jon hesitated. “Did you do something?”

Damian’s expression sharpened. “What? I haven’t done anything.

Jon exhaled through his nose, tilting his screen toward Damian. “Then explain why Jay just texted me saying, and I quote, ‘Did Damian seriously just get Aless fired because if so, I’m gonna kill him.’”

“I didn’t touch her job.”

“Well, he seems pretty sure you’re the reason she’s unemployed.”

Damian reached for Jon’s phone, his eyes scanning the message and then the article Jay had attached. His blood ran cold. His grip on the phone tightened as he read through the article again, slower this time. The phrasing, the selective leaks, the way certain evidence was woven in so seamlessly that it was almost too perfect. A rookie might have missed it. But not him.

And then he saw it.

Buried in the body of the article, in what should have been a throwaway line—an anonymous source claiming to have witnessed Rupert Thorne meeting with a foreign operative in a Gotham high-rise, the same source providing financial records linking Thorne’s money to offshore accounts. But there was one detail that set off every alarm in Damian’s mind.

The bank name: Al Qadir Holdings.

It was subtle, just another shell company in the long string of accounts that Alessandra had been tracing in her original research. But he knew better. Al Qadir Holdings wasn’t just another dummy corporation. It was a front used by the League of Assassins, one they rarely let outsiders stumble upon. And now, suddenly, it was here. In her article. His jaw clenched. Someone had fed this to the Gazette. Someone with deep enough knowledge to know exactly what strings to pull, exactly what evidence to slip in to make sure the story got published.

This wasn’t just about Thorne.

This was about Alessandra.

His mind spun. He had been distancing himself from her to keep her from getting closer to Batman, from getting closer to him. And now, this?

This wasn’t his doing. But whoever had done it wanted her out of the Gazette, wanted her isolated. Wanted her to focus on finishing that article, perhaps. And was… connected somehow to the League? That part did not make sense to him. 

Jon watched as Damian’s expression darkened, the sharp shift in his demeanor sending a chill through the room. “Dude. What is going on?

Damian didn’t answer immediately. His thoughts were too tangled, too conflicted. He had been planning to deal with Alessandra’s article himself. He’d intended to have Oracle or Tim wipe her files, maybe even convince her another way. But this— This was different. This wasn’t a warning. It was a push. And now she was more determined than ever to publish, per the next few texts Jay seemed to be furiously sending Jon. 

He forced a breath out through his nose. “I need to fix this.”

Jon’s tone seemed to take on the same anger as Jay’s texts. Damian let it slide. “Yeah, no shit. If Jay’s furious, she’s probably even more so. And she has no idea why it’s happened… Do you?”

Damian stared at the article again.

This was the work of the League of Assassins.


Alessandra sat in the stiff hospital chair beside her mother’s bed, staring at the small white card in her hand. Another bouquet. Another reminder.

The room smelled like antiseptic, too clean, too sterile. The steady beeping of the heart monitor filled the quiet, a rhythmic pulse that was both reassuring and haunting at the same time. Her mother lay still, eyes closed, her breathing even, as machines kept track of every vital sign. The fluorescent lights above cast a dull glow over the space, but it still felt cold, like no matter how many times she sat here, no matter how many familiar objects she brought in to make the space feel less clinical, it would never feel like home.

The flowers sat in a glass vase near the window, arranged carefully, fresh as always. Red this time. Not roses, not too romantic—because he knew that would be too much—but still intentional, still personal. Her fingers traced the edge of the small white card that came with them, reading her mother’s name in that precise, slanted handwriting.

She swallowed hard.

Damian’s handwriting.

Another confirmation. Another thread tying everything together.

Outside the window, Gotham stretched out beyond the hospital grounds, lights flickering against the darkened skyline. The rain had stopped, leaving the streets slick with reflections of neon and headlights, and she could just make out the faint hum of traffic below. The city moved on, unaware of the battle raging in her mind.

Would he be out there tonight? 

She let out a breath, pressing the card against her palm, feeling the weight of it like an anchor. If Batman was Damian, then that meant he had been Robin. The Robin. Her Robin. The one who had haunted her for years. The one she had spent countless hours chasing in person, old case files, through archived footage, following whispers of his brutal efficiency and unrelenting pursuit of justice.

The same Robin who had been there the night her father died.

Her fingers curled into a fist around the card, her knuckles turning white.

How had she not seen it before? How had she not put it together? The way he moved, the way he spoke, the way he knew things that no civilian should know. The discipline. The sheer control. The quiet, lingering grief was in his eyes whenever she talked about the past. It was all him.

She exhaled, her chest tightening.

“I don’t know what to do, Mom,” she murmured, voice barely above a whisper. “How am I supposed to reconcile that?”

She knew she should be angry. She knew she should be furious. She had spent years despising the boy who had been there that night, convinced that Robin had been just as responsible as the criminals he fought. She had blamed him. Hated him. But she had never known it was Damian Wayne. And if she had—if she had known back then—would she have still felt that way?

Her throat tightened.

She had loved Robin once. He was her favorite hero. Not Batman or Green Arrow or any other vigilante who tried to help Gotham. It was the way a kid idolized a figure they thought stood for something. And Robin was her age at the time. She felt hopeful that if he could fight evil, she could too. It was like the way a child believed in heroes, believed in justice, believed that there was someone out there who would make things right. And when Robin had failed her—failed them —it had felt like betrayal. It had turned admiration into resentment. She had spent years believing Robin was reckless. A well-meaning soldier who had stepped too far into a battle he couldn’t control. She had blamed him for making the wrong call, for putting her father in the crossfire. But she had never hated him. Not really.

Not the way she had hated herself for not being able to stop it.

Not the way she hated herself for being the real reason her father was dead. 

And now if she had to look at Damian, she would see him .

She would see her own failure. 

And she knew, she knew , if she had known back then, she never would have said the things she had. She never would have spoken about Robin the way she did, never would have written about him like he was just another tragic story to be dissected and discarded. Because it was Damian . And she had...

"Mom, I have feelings for him. I think... I always have. And now, I don't know what to do with that. Because it shouldn't matter, right? He hasn't spoken to me in two weeks, and I should take that as my answer. But it does matter. It matters too much. And if I'm right—if he's Batman, if he was Robin—then it means I've been wrong about him in ways I can't even wrap my head around. It means I spent years blaming someone I never should have blamed. It means he's been carrying something I never even considered. And I don't know how to reconcile that, I don't know how to look at him and not see all the things I never knew. And I don't know how to feel about the fact that I still want him despite all of it. I wish you were here. I wish you could tell me what the hell I'm supposed to do now."

The realization clawed its way to the surface, raw and unwelcome. Her throat felt tight, and she swallowed hard, forcing herself to breathe. She had feelings for Damian Wayne. And if she had feelings for him—if it was true —then she couldn’t just sit here and let him take the blame for something that had never been his fault to begin with.

But it didn’t matter, did it?

Now, she couldn’t hate him. Because she knew him.

She knew the way Damian’s hands clenched when he was trying to hold something back, the way his fingers would flex just once before settling into a fist at his side. She knew the sharp way he inhaled when he was angry, the subtle flicker in his gaze when he was calculating his next move, always a step ahead, always in control. She knew the weight he carried, the burden he bore, the way he carried the world on his shoulders and never once asked for help. She knew how much he felt everything, even when he pretended he didn’t—how his silences were never empty, how his sharp words were sometimes shields. 

Even worse, she knew that he took his coffee black, scalding, always in a mug he refused to replace despite the chip in the rim. That his bathroom was surprisingly messy, not in a way that suggested carelessness, but in a way that suggested he never spent enough time there to bother with order. That he rolled his sleeves up past his elbows when he was working on something, his brows drawn in focus, chewing on the inside of his cheek in concentration. That he had a habit of rubbing the back of his neck when he was frustrated, and that he always adjusted his cufflinks twice before walking into an event. 

She knew him, a nd she didn’t know how to stop liking him either. B ut it didn’t matter, did it? Because he didn’t have the same feelings for her back. His silence made that perfectly clear. Two weeks, and not a word. Two weeks, and she had waited like an idiot for him to come to her, to fix things, to say something . But he hadn’t. That should have been enough. She should have ended it right then. She swallowed past the lump in her throat.

If she finished the article now, if she exposed Batman, then she exposed him. If she published it, she would be dooming him. Destroying the very thing he had built, exposing him to the world in a way that would shatter everything. And now that she knew who he was, now that she had said it out loud, she didn’t want to.

And she didn’t think she could live with that.

But if she did—if she walked away from Damian now—her uncle would lose his mind . He had staked too much on this relationship, had put too much pressure on her to make it work. Her uncle wasn’t going to keep paying her bills if she didn’t do what he wanted. Without a job, without resources, she had no way to stay afloat. And she had to stay afloat. She had to keep her mother here, in this place, in this room, with the best care she could afford.

“If I don’t, I might lose you, Mom.” 

She had no choice.

And exposing Batman meant exposing Damian. And that was something she wasn’t sure she could live with. But it wasn’t something they couldn’t live without doing.

Her hands trembled as she set the card down on the bedside table, forcing herself to breathe.

It had to end. She had to end it. Whatever this thing was between her and Damian, whatever they were—it had to stop before it destroyed them both.

Her fingers curled into her palms. She couldn’t let her feelings for him cloud her judgment. She needed distance. Clarity. She needed to walk away. She needed to end it before it was too late. Aless exhaled shakily. She had to end things first. Cut all ties. Make it clean. She couldn’t afford to feel anything for him when she wrote this. She couldn’t think about him. She had to kill it before it ruined her. She had to kill it before she went and ruined him .

Damian’s fingers tapped rhythmically against his laptop, the motion controlled, deliberate, the only outward sign of the storm brewing beneath the surface. His eyes skimmed the article again, dissecting every word, every phrasing choice, his mind cataloging patterns and inconsistencies with surgical precision. It wasn’t just a hit piece—it was a message. One carefully constructed, designed to isolate, to corner. He knew what this was—knew who had done this. The League’s fingerprints were all over it, their influence woven subtly into the language, the framing, the precise way it had been released under her name.

And that fact alone made his blood boil.

Alessandra hadn’t written this. He knew her voice too well, had read her work too many times to mistake it. This was fabricated, manipulated into existence by hands trained in deception. They hadn’t just put her name on it; they’d weaponized it against her. Against him . There was only one reason they would be targeting Alessandra, and it had to be to get to him. His jaw tightened as he forced himself to keep reading, to analyze rather than react.

But he didn’t have time to dwell on his anger, on the way it clawed at the edges of his control. He needed to focus. He needed to understand why the League was interfering now, what their endgame was. Because they never moved without purpose. They never wasted effort. And if they were using Alessandra as a pawn in whatever game they were playing, it meant they saw her as a tool.

And that was unacceptable.

The knock at his door startled him. He hadn’t been expecting anyone. Usually his siblings would just break in through a window at this hour. His mind had been too consumed with the article, with unraveling the League’s interference, with strategizing his next move.

But when he opened the door and saw her

He froze.

Alessandra stood in the dim hallway, her posture tense, her hands curled into fists at her sides like she was holding something back. Her hair was slightly disheveled, stray strands slipping from the elegant way she always tried to style it, like she had run her fingers through it too many times in frustration. Her makeup, usually sharp and precise, looked smudged at the edges, her lipstick faintly faded. But it was her eyes— God, her eyes —that struck him the most.

She looked ragged. Tired. Torn apart from the inside out.

It was a different kind of exhaustion than he had seen before—not just physical fatigue, but something deeper, something that sank into her bones. It was in the way her shoulders curled inward slightly, in the way she exhaled like she had been holding her breath for too long. She looked like she was barely holding herself together, but determined to do so anyway.

And she was looking at him like he was part of the reason why.

Damian barely registered the sharp inhale he took, trying to steel himself, trying to keep his expression neutral even as his pulse kicked up.

He had spent two weeks forcing himself not to reach out to her. Two weeks convincing himself that keeping his distance was necessary, that he needed to sever whatever was pulling them together before it got worse.

But seeing her now, standing in front of him, looking like this, looking at him like this, made him wonder if he had already failed.

And then, her gaze flicked down.

She took him in, assessing like she always did, but this time, there was something bitter curling at the edges of her thoughts, something resentful as she noted the way he looked.

He wasn’t in his usual tailored suit, wasn’t draped in the effortless wealth and arrogance he wore like armor at every event. Instead, he stood in front of her in sweatpants and a fitted sweater, his reading glasses still perched on his nose.

Her stomach twisted.

He’s not on patrol tonight.

The realization struck with a force she hadn’t expected. It wasn’t just the casual clothes, the way his hair was slightly tousled like he had run a hand through it absentmindedly while working. It was the sheer normalcy of it. The quiet of his apartment, the warmth of it—like a life separate from everything else, separate from the mask, from the shadows, from the danger.

He had this . He had this life. He could choose to step away from it for a night.

And yet, two weeks ago, when he disappeared from her life without a word, when he had chosen to say nothing— had chosen to say nothing —it wasn’t because he was too busy saving Gotham.

No, she realized with a quiet, simmering kind of anger: it was because he was too busy avoiding her .

Her jaw tensed, her fingers curling slightly at her sides before she forced herself to look at him again.

His expression was unreadable, but his eyes—sharp, too-perceptive eyes, were scanning her just as much as she had been scanning him.

Like he was preparing for impact. 

“We need to talk,” Alessandra said, her voice steady but her eyes flickering with something unreadable.

Damian didn’t hesitate. He stepped aside, letting her in, shutting the door behind her with a quiet click.

“I know,” he said, his voice lower than intended. “I heard. Your job. The article—”

“No,” she cut him off. “We need to end this.”

For a second, neither of them breathed. His breath caught in his throat, the words feeling like a physical impact, knocking something loose inside of him that he wasn’t ready to confront. Jason’s voice echoed in his head: “Don’t make the mistake of choosing for her. Don’t push her away just because you’re afraid of what might happen. Don’t let yourself enjoy the status quo of just shoving it aside. Because if you do, you might just wake up one day and realize she’s already gone.”

This was it. This was her leaving. 

He had wanted distance. Had forced it, even. Had convinced himself that keeping space between them was the only way to protect her, to keep her from getting too close to the truth—to him . But now, as she stood before him, making the final break, something inside him fractured . He had thought he could handle this. Thought he had prepared himself for this inevitable moment. But watching her walk away wasn’t something he could just endure. It wasn’t something he could accept. Not now. Not when every part of him was screaming to stop her. To fix this. To keep her . Now that the League was involved. The fear, the hesitation, the self-imposed control—none of it mattered anymore. Because if she left now, if he let her go, he knew without a doubt that she wasn’t coming back. And that was something he could not— would not —allow.

His jaw locked, tension rippling through his frame. “No,” he said immediately, his voice firm, unwavering. “We don’t.”

Alessandra huffed a humorless laugh, one that held no real amusement—just something exhausted, something resigned. “We do, Damian. We both know it.”

She was looking at him now, really looking at him, and he hated what he saw there. There was no fight in her eyes, none of the sharp defiance she usually wielded like a blade. There was just a quiet sort of certainty, a sadness curling at the edges of her features, like she had already made peace with this.

His stomach twisted. She had already made peace with this.

“No,” he said again, stepping closer, his pulse kicking up in frustration. “You don’t have a job now. You need protection from your uncle.” From the League, he wanted to say, “This is the only way—”

“This was never about my job or my uncle or your public image,” she snapped, something flashing in her eyes now. “This is about us .”

The word hung in the air between them, heavier than anything else in the room. His heartbeat stuttered. His throat felt too tight.

Us.

He swallowed hard, his control slipping further. “Then what are you talking about?”

She let out a shaky breath, crossing her arms over her chest like she was trying to hold herself together. “I know, Damian,” she said, softer this time, but no less resolute. The words cut through the space between them like a blade, slicing through every carefully constructed wall he had put up. For a moment, all he could do was stare at her, his breath shallow, his thoughts scrambling for something, anything , to fix this. But she wasn’t done.

The biggest issue is that she doesn’t know it’s me. Batman. Robin.

And if she did?

She took a step forward, her eyes scanning his face with the precision of someone who had already made up their mind. “I know why you stayed away for two weeks.” Her voice wavered, but she pressed on. “It wasn’t for my protection, was it? It was for yours.”

His fingers twitched at his sides. He clenched them into fists before they could betray anything more.

“I thought I was imagining things at first,” she continued, her voice carrying that same steadiness she used when she was uncovering a story, peeling back the layers to get to the truth. “But I wasn’t, was I?”

Damian's mind raced. How?

He had been careful. So careful. He had kept his distance, buried himself in the separation between them, and made sure to never let anything slip. Even when they were together, he made sure to pull her away often enough. She hadn’t had access to his world—he’d made sure of that. She wasn’t someone the Batcomputer could flag as a threat. He took care of any of the connections that she could use to track his movements; no surveillance, no informants, he paid them all off to stop talking to her. Her article had hit a dead end a few weeks back. Then how did she find out?

His silence was answer enough.

“You don’t patrol when we had our dates.” Alessandra took a step forward now, her eyes scanning his face, watching, waiting for a flicker of confirmation. “That was strange enough, at first. But then I looked at the patterns, Damian. Every night we were together, he wasn’t out there. Every time you had a last-minute excuse, Gotham got its Dark Knight.”

His pulse thrummed with the weight of it, his chest tightening as he looked at her, really looked at her. She wasn’t triumphant, wasn’t standing there like someone who had just unraveled one of Gotham’s greatest mysteries. She wasn’t accusing him, wasn’t demanding anything from him.

She was just… sad .

Alessandra wasn’t the kind of person to let emotions dictate her actions. She was meticulous, relentless, and unwavering when she wanted to be. But now, she looked exhausted. Like knowing had drained something out of her. Like saying it out loud had taken something from her, too. And for the first time in his life, Damian wished she had been wrong. That she hadn’t put it together. That she had looked the other way. That this wasn’t happening. But it was .

Her expression twisted into something conflicted, something pained. “This is why it has to end,” she murmured. “This is why we have to end it.”

Damian's stomach dropped.

No. No, that’s not what this means. But she was already stepping back, already setting the boundaries that would lock him out for good.

His breath came shallow, his hands curling into fists at his sides. I wanted distance. I wanted her safe. And now that she’s giving it to me—now that she’s walking away—

He felt like he was suffocating.

What the fuck is happening to me?

Alessandra felt the words like a wound, like tearing something from herself piece by piece. Saying it aloud should have made it easier, should have solidified the decision she had already made. But standing here, seeing the way Damian’s face shifted—the brief flicker of something raw, something she wasn’t sure she’d ever seen before—made it so much worse. She wanted him to argue. To keep arguing. To fight her on it. To tell her that she was wrong, that they could figure it out, that he wanted to figure it out. But she also didn’t want him to do any of that. Because if he did, she wouldn’t have the strength to leave.

This had to end. She had to walk away. Didn’t she?

Her fingers twitched at her sides, a physical ache running through her as she stepped back, as she forced herself to make the break clean. It wasn’t supposed to feel like this. She wasn’t supposed to feel this torn apart by a man she had spent the last several months convincing herself she didn’t actually want.

Then why does it feel like I’m making the biggest mistake of my life?

Damian’s jaw was tight, his hands curled into fists, his whole body coiled like he was fighting some invisible force inside of himself. And for the first time since she had come here, since she had made this decision, s he wondered if she was really the one leaving, or if he had already done it first.

“No,” he said, raw now, desperate in a way he had never allowed himself to be. “It doesn’t.”

Her shoulders tensed. “ Yes , it does.”

He stepped forward, his hands aching to reach for her, to make her see, to make her stay . “You don’t have to walk away,” he said, quieter, but no less intense. “We can find a way to end this with your uncle. Now that you know, we can take other measures to-”

Her expression cracked. “Stop talking like that’s what this has ever been about for you. I have to walk. I do, Damian. If I don’t, I’ll lose myself in this. In you. I’ll lose my mother too.”

And that was the worst part, wasn’t it? He wanted her to. He wanted her to let go of the boundaries she kept drawing between them, to stop pretending this was something they could leave behind. He wanted to beg her to let him take care of all of it. What was good with all this money his family had if he couldn’t use it for good? He would do anything at this point.

Because he wasn’t pretending. Not anymore. 

And now, standing here, watching her unravel, watching her choose to leave, he felt something sharp lodge itself in his chest.

His hands curled at his sides, his body wound too tight with the effort of holding himself back. “Please. Don’t do this.”

“If you’re Batman, that means… that means you were Robin.” Her throat bobbed as she swallowed, her chest rising and falling unevenly. She saw it instantly—the way his expression darkened, how his lips parted as if to respond, but no words came. The guilt in his eyes was suffocating.

“Alessandra—”

Her breath hitched, her fingers curling against her arms. “It was you. You. ” She shook her head, almost laughing at the sheer cruelty of it all. “The whole time.”

Damian felt the words like a blow, the weight of them pressing into his chest like iron. “I—”

“I chased Robin.” Her voice was quieter now, more fragile than she wanted it to be. “And I blamed him. Hated him. He reminded me so much of my own failures. But you —” Her voice faltered. “I never… I never would have done those things if I had known. Not to you. Even in high school, if I knew it was you, Damian, I…”

Damian exhaled sharply, his hands tightening at his sides, fingers flexing like he wanted to reach for her but couldn’t. He didn’t deserve to. H e saw the moment it broke her, the moment she realized it all—the history that tied them together in ways neither of them had ever understood before now.

“I don’t know how to...” She cut herself off, biting her lip as her gaze dropped to the floor.

Damian took a step closer, tentative, controlled. He was barely breathing, waiting, giving her space to pull away. His voice was quiet, raw. “Would it have changed anything?”

Alessandra sucked in a breath, her lips parting, but no words came. Because the answer was yes. Yes, it would have changed everything. And that scared her more than anything else. Her fingers twitched at her sides, her heart hammering so loudly in her chest she was sure he could hear it.

“I don’t know,” she whispered. The truth.

Damian’s jaw clenched, his breath shaky as he reached up, just barely brushing his fingertips against the side of her arm. “I can’t change the past, Alessandra.”

She squeezed her eyes shut. “Neither can I.”

Silence stretched between them, thick, suffocating. But then his fingers curled against her skin, firm and grounding.

“But I don’t want to lose you,” he whispered again, his voice cracking slightly. “Not in the present. Not ever.”

Oh, god, don't say that.

Damian was confessing to her. Not outright, not in the dramatic, sweeping way someone else might, but in his way. In the way his grip lingered, not to hold her back but to plead with her to stay. In the way his voice cracked, raw and unsteady, betraying the control he always fought to maintain. In the way his eyes, sharp and unreadable to most, were open just enough for her to see the truth beneath them.

Damian has feelings.

Her heart slammed against her ribs, a war drum pounding through her entire body, telling her to stop, to listen, to choose him. But it was the worst possible moment. It was cruel timing. Because if she let herself have this, if she let herself believe it, then she would never be able to walk away. And she had to walk away. Her breath stuttered, fingers trembling at her sides. She had spent so much time convincing herself he didn’t care that she had been foolish to let herself hope for something that wasn’t real. But it was real. She could feel it. The weight of it, the way it wrapped around her chest, tight and unforgiving.

And yet, she had already made up her mind. So why did it feel impossible to move? Why was it harder to walk away now? Because she knew that this would have been possible under different circumstances? If she wasn’t her? 

His fingers tightened around her wrist, not enough to hold her there, not enough to make her stay, just enough to ask. To beg.  She can't remember a time when she ever saw Damian Wayne before. And then, finally, she exhaled.

“We don’t have a choice.”

His control snapped.

“No.” The word came out raw, desperate, and he stepped closer before she could retreat, his presence consuming, suffocating. “ We do. Don’t do this, Alessandra.” His breath was uneven, his heart hammering against his ribs. “You don’t have to do this.” 

You won't be safe if you do this. I can't protect you if you do this. 

She let out a quiet, bitter laugh, shaking her head. “Yes, I do.”

“Why?” His voice sharpened, his grip tightening ever so slightly, like she might slip through his fingers if he didn’t hold on. “Because you’re scared? Because I didn’t tell you?” He leaned in, his voice dropping lower, rougher. “Because you don’t want this, or because you do? Because of that damn article you’re writing about Batman?”

Her jaw clenched, her nails digging into her palms. It was the first time he ever mentioned the article. “Damian...”

“You think I don’t know what this is?” His voice cracked, but he didn’t care. He needed her to understand. “You think I don’t see you running? Because it’s easier to leave before something falls apart?” His chest rose and fell with every uneven breath. “I know, because I’ve done it. Because I did it to you for a year. Because I—”

He cut himself off, exhaling sharply, forcing himself to take a step back before he did something reckless. It was the last test of his control. His body, his conscious, was fighting him. Let her go! No, Alessandra was going to make him fail this test. 

“I wanted to create distance. I wanted you to be safe. I told myself that staying away was for the best.” His hand dragged through his hair, his frustration tangible. “But I  can’t let you walk away, not when I know you don’t want to.”

“You don’t know what I want.”

“Yes, I do.” His voice was hoarse, barely a whisper. “And it’s not this.”

She inhaled sharply, but before she could speak, before she could argue, his hand was cupping her jaw, tilting her face toward his. “If I let you leave now, you’re going to regret it.” His thumb brushed along her cheekbone, his eyes locked onto hers, desperate, pleading. “ We are going to regret it.”

Tears burned at the corners of her eyes, but she shook her head anyway. “Damian…”

“Tell me you feel nothing. Tell me that it was always pretending to you. That it was never real.” His voice wavered, the unshakable, composed Damian Wayne completely stripped away. “Tell me you don’t care about me, and I’ll let you walk out that door.”

Alessandra’s breath caught. Because she couldn’t. She couldn’t say it. Her entire body felt like it was burning, her heart hammering against her ribs as if trying to break free from the cage of her own indecision. She had spent so long pretending, trying to convince herself that this was just an arrangement, just a means to an end. But it was never just that. Not for her. Not for him either.

And then, before she could speak, before she could even process what was happening, he moved. The space between them vanished in a heartbeat. His hands framed her face, thumbs brushing against her jaw, and then his lips crashed against hers. It wasn’t careful. It wasn’t slow. It was raw, desperate, too much and not enough , months of tension and longing finally, finally breaking through the surface.

Alessandra made a noise against his mouth—a gasp, a sob, something helpless and wanting—but she didn’t push him away. No, she pulled him closer. Her hands fisted into the fabric of his sweater, holding on like he was the only solid thing in her world. And maybe he was right now. 

Damian could feel her trembling against him, the hitch in her breath, the way her fingers curled into him, grasping, clinging. He deepened the kiss, his lips parting hers, his fingers threading into her hair as if he could hold her there forever. Because the thought of letting her go, of watching her walk away, was unbearable.

His lips moved against hers, unrelenting, his grip tightening at her waist, her ribs, anywhere he could touch, needing to feel her. To prove to himself that she was still here, that she hadn’t left him yet. Alessandra wasn’t sure when the tears started falling, only that they were warm against her cheeks, that they mixed with the feverish heat between them. That even as she kissed him back with everything she had, even as she let herself drown in this, in him, it still wasn’t enough.

She wanted him. She had always wanted him. But she wasn’t supposed to. Her mind screamed at her to stop, to pull away before it was too late, before this ruined them, but her body betrayed her. Her fingers skimmed up his chest, feeling the rapid, frantic beat of his heart beneath his sweater, feeling the warmth of his skin where the fabric dipped.

And when her palm flattened against his chest, when she realized just how fast his heart was pounding—

He felt it too.

Damian exhaled harshly against her mouth, tilting his head slightly, angling the kiss deeper, more urgent. His hand slid from her waist to her lower back, pulling her flush against him, and she melted into him, every ounce of fight leaving her body in an instant.

This wasn’t just passion. This wasn’t just heat. This was everything . The weight of all the moments they had let slip away. The arguments, the stolen glances, the touches that lingered longer than they should have. The things they never said.

Her nails scraped against his nape, making him shudder. He groaned softly against her lips, his hands flexing where they held her, torn between keeping her close and losing himself completely.

He needed her closer. He needed her .

And then, he pulled away just slightly, just enough to look at her, to take in the flush of her skin, the way her lips were swollen from his kiss, the way her chest rose and fell with each uneven breath. Her eyes flickered open, glassy with unshed tears, her fingers still curled into his sweater like she didn’t want to let go.

Neither did he.

He let his forehead rest against hers, his breathing ragged, his voice barely above a whisper.

“Please,” he murmured, his lips brushing against hers as he spoke. “Don’t leave me.”

Alessandra let out a broken breath, her grip tightening just slightly.

And maybe that was her answer.

But it wasn’t enough.

Not for her.

Not for him.

Her fingers curled tighter into the fabric of his sweater, grounding herself, bracing herself, because she knew, g od , she knew, this might be the first and last time she ever got to taste him for real.

Not for show.

Not for a role they were playing.

Just them.

And that thought—knowing that this moment, this kiss, this feeling might be ripped away from her forever—made something snap inside of her. She moved before she could second-guess it.

Her hands slid up his chest, over his shoulders, gripping the back of his neck as she pulled him back down, crushing her lips against his with a desperation she could no longer fight. Damian made a sound against her mouth, something surprised, something almost wrecked, but he didn’t hesitate. The kiss deepened, hotter, fiercer, as if they were trying to memorize each other in case this was the end. Her nails scraped against his scalp, his hands started at her coat, their breaths uneven.

She wanted more than just this, but she couldn’t have it. Not forever.

So she had to settle for just this . Just now.

And she took it.

She took him.

Because if she had to walk away, if this was all they could ever be, then she would make damn sure she never forgot the way Damian Wayne felt against her lips.

And neither would he.

Chapter 18

Notes:

The NSFW begins my loves~

Chapter Text

Once her coat found itself on the floor, Damian dragged her down onto his lap, not once breaking contact. Alessandra almost made a comment on it—she did in her mind—that this scene mirrored his birthday. The night they kissed in front of Gotham’s trust fund babies. The night that had changed everything.

That night felt like an eternity ago. Like another lifetime.

But this? This was different. There was no one watching, no cameras flashing, no charade to uphold. It was just them. For the first and last time. And the weight of that realization sent a shiver through her.

Damian tightened his grip, his fingers pressing into the small of her back as he pulled her completely flush against him, the heat between them making her dizzy. Aless groaned softly, her breath catching as his hands slipped beneath the hem of her shirt, fingers grazing over heated skin—hesitant, yet desperate, like he was memorizing her, mapping her, as if this might be the only time he'd ever get to touch her like this.

Aless knew it had to be. 

Damian knew it probably was.

Her hands found his shoulders, his neck, his jaw, holding him there, anchoring herself to him as if she could stop time, as if she could keep this moment from slipping away.

But it would. It had to.

That thought nearly shattered her, so she pushed it away, tilted her head, and deepened the kiss. Damian made a sound against her lips, something low and wrecked, like she was undoing him as much as he was undoing her. She felt his restraint, his hesitation, the slight tremor in his fingers as he touched her. Like he was holding himself back. Like he was waiting for her to stop this - what they’d done previously.

Alessandra wasn’t going to.

She slid her hands down, pushing his sweater up over his stomach, finally feeling his bare skin under her hands, and that was all the invitation Damian needed. His control snapped.

Damian had spent his entire life mastering restraint; in the field, in the shadows, in his own heart. Control was his weapon, his shield, the one thing that kept him from becoming everything he feared. But with her, with Alessandra, it was slipping through his fingers like sand. 

She had always tested him, always pushed him, always made him feel too much. And now, with her hands on him, with her body against his, with the way she was looking at him like she wanted this just as much as he did—it was impossible to hold back. He wasn’t thinking about the consequences, about tomorrow, about how this might destroy him when it was over. He wasn’t thinking about the article, or the lies, or the fact that he might lose her forever. All he could think about was now. The heat of her skin, the softness of her breath against his lips, the way she wasn’t hesitating, wasn’t running, wasn’t stopping. Neither was he.

In a blur of movement, he shifted, flipping her onto her back against the couch, caging her beneath him. Aless gasped softly at the suddenness of it, her back hitting the cushions, her legs tangled with his, the solid weight of him pressing her down. She had never seen him like this. Never seen him so completely undone.

Damian hovered above her, his eyes dark, burning, chest heaving as he took her in. His gaze traced over her, from the way her lips were swollen from his kiss, to the way her chest rose and fell unevenly, to the way she was looking at him like she needed him to do something before she completely unraveled.

And god help her, she wanted him to.

“Say it,” Damian rasped, his voice thick with something dangerous, something desperate. His fingers brushed over her waist, her ribs, tracing the curve of her body as if daring her to admit what she wanted.

Alessandra swallowed hard, her fingers curled into the fabric of his sweater, grounding herself, bracing herself—because she knew. She knew this might be the first and last time she ever got to taste him for real. 

Instead of answering, she pushed his sweater up and over his head, baring him to her fully. Like the time in the car. Her breath hitched, her fingers pausing for just a moment before she let them drift up his chest, over the steady, pounding rhythm of his heart. His skin was warm, impossibly solid beneath her palms, carved with muscle and defined by years of brutal discipline. But it wasn’t just strength that made up Damian Wayne—it was the scars. 

Her touch slowed as she traced them, deliberate, memorizing each one, mapping the silent history written into his skin. Thin, jagged lines across his ribs, a deeper gash near his side that looked new, a faint mark along his collarbone. She had glimpsed them before, just barely, in the dim light of the car, but she hadn’t let herself linger. Hadn’t let herself think about what they meant. She hadn’t known, back then, if they were remnants of cruelty or sport, if they were the marks of someone who had been hurt or someone who had inflicted it.

Now, she knew.

They weren’t just scars. They were a testament. To the life he led, to the nights spent in Gotham’s shadows, to the weight he carried in silence. Every single one told a story of a fight fought, a city protected, a sacrifice made. Alessandra felt the reality of who he was settle over her like gravity. Her throat tightened. 

This was Batman. This was Robin. This was Damian Wayne. And he had never let anyone this close before. Her fingers trembled slightly as she continued their path, but she didn’t stop. He didn’t stop her. And then she pulled him down to her, crashing her lips to his once more, the kiss burning with a fever neither of them could temper. It was too much, too consuming, but not enough. Never enough.

Her shirt soon joined his on the floor, discarded without thought, and Damian’s hands—hot, heavy, reverent—finally roamed her skin without restraint. His fingers mapped the curve of her spine, the dip of her waist, the heat of her ribs, and the edge of her bra. All while she was whimpering under him. How long had he wanted this? Weeks? Months? Longer? He had spent so much time holding back, keeping his hands in check, suppressing every impulse that clawed at him whenever she was near. But now? Now he was done pretending.

She arched against him, pressing into him like she was trying to crawl inside his skin, like the space between them was unbearable. Her nails dug into his shoulders, gripping him with a desperation that mirrored his own, and he groaned, the sound vibrating deep in his chest.

Then she tilted her head back, exposing the long line of her throat, and something in him snapped. He didn’t think. He didn’t hesitate. He ducked down, pressing his lips to the hollow of her throat, feeling the frantic, unsteady pulse thrumming beneath his mouth. She gasped, fingers tightening against his bare skin, her head falling back further. Encouraging him. Welcoming him .

Damian dragged his lips lower to her collarbone, tracing a path with his mouth, learning her in ways he had only let himself imagine. She was warm beneath him, her scent clouding his senses, her breath coming in sharp, uneven exhales. He kept going lower, between the valley of her breasts, her ribs, her hip—he left marks as he went. 

Mine , his mind whispered, but he shoved it down.

He wasn’t allowed to think that.

Not when she was going to leave him in the morning.

Looking down at him between her legs, Aless watched as he bent one of her knees up, pressing the side of his head into her jean-clad thigh. Fuck, he looked so good between her legs. She bit her lip, and he saw, instantly, her eyes darkening. But he wouldn’t let her have it. Not yet. He had to convince her not to leave. 

"If we do this..." Alessandra began, her voice unsteady, but she didn't know how to finish the sentence. He could hear the arousal in her tone.

He wasn’t doing any better. Damian’s hand gripped her outer thigh where it lay sprawled, breathing hard. " Then we do this. "

She swallowed, hands sliding down to reach his jaw, forcing him to look at her. "But there is no after.”

That hurt.

Damian’s jaw tensed beneath her fingertips, his pulse hammering against her touch. 

She was trying to draw a line. Trying to put distance between them even now, even with him sprawled between her legs, with her body trembling beneath his hands. She was going to leave him. And she wanted to make sure he understood that.

But he didn’t accept that. He wouldn’t. At least, he wouldn’t make it easy for her. His grip on her thigh tightened, fingertips pressing into her through the fabric, grounding himself, anchoring her. She was still here. Still his—at least for now.

"There doesn’t have to be an after," he said, his voice lower, rougher, edged with something raw. His lips hovered over the inside of her knee, his breath hot against her. “There’s just this.”

Her breath caught. He could feel the way her hands trembled as they cupped his face, could see the war raging in her eyes. She wanted to push him away. She wanted to pull him closer. She was losing this battle.

"Damian…" His name left her lips like a plea, like a warning.

He exhaled slowly, pressing his forehead against her thigh for just a moment, for one fucking second of control, because she was undoing him. Because every fiber of his being screamed at him to take what she was offering, to give her every piece of himself, to make sure she never forgot him. Because, if this really was goodbye, he wanted to ruin her for anyone else.

But then, he spoke. One last time. One last attempt.

"You don’t have to go," he murmured, voice rough, edged with something desperate. His fingers traced slow, reverent patterns over her skin. "You don’t have to do this."

Her hands tightened in his hair, her breath shaky. But she didn’t push him away.

"You don’t understand," she whispered, her voice breaking. "I do. "

"Why?" His fingers dug into her hips, holding onto her like she was already slipping away. "Because you think you have to? Because you think you don’t have another choice?"

"Because I don’t have another choice, Damian," she snapped, but it wasn’t anger—it was heartbreak. " We don’t."

His throat tightened. “Then tell me why.”

She swallowed, her fingers sliding down the back of his neck, her eyes glistening in the dim light of his apartment. “Because if I don’t… I’ll never be able to walk away, and that will ruin everything … My mother…”

A sharp inhale. A painful pause. His hands clenched. His stomach twisted. That was what scared her. Not the truth, not the fallout. Him. What he meant to her. Damian’s head dropped, his lips ghosting over the skin just above her waistband, not quite a kiss, but almost. A silent plea.

"You don’t have to walk away," he murmured again, softer now. "Not from this. Not from me. I can protect you. Protect her." 

Alessandra inhaled sharply, like she was in pain. Like this was hurting her just as much as it was tearing him apart. But she didn’t say anything. She didn’t agree. She just pulled him up on top of her again, skin to skin, him like she needed to memorize every piece of him. It felt so good to finally feel him. 

Damian hovered above her, his breath ragged, his weight pressing her into the couch as his fingers made quick work of the button on her jeans. His lips ghosted over hers, hesitant, like he wasn’t sure she would still let him have this. Like, at any second, she would come to her senses and push him away.

She didn’t.

Alessandra arched into him, her nails dragging lightly down his back, feeling the shift of muscle beneath his skin. She wasn’t supposed to have this. Not like this. Not when she was going to leave him. But if this was the last time, if this was her goodbye, then she was going to take every piece of him that she could.

Her breath hitched as Damian pulled the denim down her thighs, his hands burning against her skin, touching her like he was branding her. His forehead dropped to hers, his nose brushing against hers, and for a brief moment, he just looked at her.

Like he wanted to say something. Like he still wanted to stop her.

But she beat him to it.

"Don’t," she whispered, pleaded. Her hands shot up to cradle his face, her thumbs brushing against his cheekbones. “Don’t say anything else.”

His jaw tightened beneath her touch. He was fighting himself, she could feel it. She could feel how much he wanted to fix this. But there was nothing to fix. This was their ending. Damian swallowed hard, his lips parting like he wanted to argue, but then she kissed him again. Harder this time, pressing her body into his until there was no space left between them.

She didn’t want space. She didn’t want air. She just wanted him.

A soft, almost pained sound rumbled from Damian’s throat, his grip tightening on her waist as he settled his weight between her thighs, rolling his hips into hers, making her gasp against his mouth. He was still holding back, still giving her time to stop this, but she wasn’t going to.

Not when he felt like this. Not when this was hers . Her hands raked down his back, her touch featherlight over old scars, feeling their slight rise beneath her fingertips like whispered stories she’d never been told. She had never seen this part of him before. Never touched him like this.

Damian cursed under his breath, pressing open-mouthed kisses along the column of her throat again, dragging his lips down to the top of her breast, pressing a kiss there, then a small bite—like he needed to worship her before she disappeared . Like if he marked her enough, she wouldn’t leave. Like if he gave her every piece of himself, she would stay.

“Just give it to me, Damian,” she all but whispered, her body wanting more than just the soft touches and kisses he was giving her, “All of it.” 

Damian let out a shaky breath against her skin, his resolve hanging by a thread. His lips lingered where he had bitten, soothing the spot with his tongue, before pulling back just enough to look up at her.   Her pupils were blown wide, her lips swollen, her breathing erratic. She was wrecked for him already. And yet, she was still asking for more.

He could never deny her.

His hands slid down her sides, slow, reverent, memorizing. Then, his right hand went behind her back, his fingers playing with the clasp of her bra. Alessandra arched into him, offering herself up like she had already decided to surrender.

She wanted it all, so who was he to deny her?

"Say it again," he murmured, voice rough, desperate. His fingers curled around her thighs, spreading her further beneath him, holding her there. “Tell me you want it.”

Her breath hitched. He saw the hesitation flicker across her face, the walls that were still half-standing between them. But then, they crumbled. 

“I want you ,” she whispered, and it was honest . The most honest thing she had ever said to him. Her lips parted slightly, the smallest sigh escaping when his fingers finally undid the clasp. She was beautiful beneath him. Always. 

He dipped his head, lips ghosting over her heated skin before he took one of her pert nipples into his mouth. His tongue flicked over it, slow and deliberate, drawing a sharp moan from her. The sound— God , the sound—went straight to his head. Her fingers threaded through his curls, tugging, pulling, desperate, and the slight sting only spurred him on. He groaned against her skin, the vibrations making her arch into him.

Switching his attention to her other breast, his mouth worked in tandem with his hands, one trailing over the curve of her ribs, the other rolling and teasing where his lips had just been. His thumb swept over the sensitive peak in light, torturous strokes, savoring every hitch in her breath, every shiver that ran through her body.

His free hand slid lower, tracing the ridges of her spine with featherlight touches, memorizing the way she trembled beneath him. Like she was his to worship. And in this moment, she was.

That same hand slid lower, the tips of his fingers brushing over the thin fabric of her underwear, barely there, just enough to test, to tease. A ghost of a touch, but enough for a high-pitched whine to exit her mouth. He watched as her face heated up at the noise, obviously embarrassed by it. 

Fuck. She was wet. 

He could feel it through the fabric, feel the heat of her against his fingertips. His breath stuttered, his entire body tightening with the restraint he was quickly losing. She was like this for him. Because of him. Something he thought wasn’t possible before. The thought alone nearly undid him then and there. 

Alessandra squirmed, a small, impatient sound slipping past her lips, and Damian’s control receded another inch. His fingers pressed more firmly, not enough, never enough, but just enough to make her hips jerk into his touch.

Damian… ” He grew impossibly harder against the seam of his sweatpants. He pressed himself into the couch, trying to find any relief from the fire in his veins. Damian had never imagined, never let himself think, that he could elicit this kind of response from her. That he could have her like this, undone beneath him, her body calling for him, soft and willing and eager. And yet, here she was. Here she was, breathless, wanting, looking at him like he was the only thing she needed. Calling his name. Pulling at him. Scratching her nails against his upper arms.  

He never thought he would enjoy sex like this. Not in a way that felt all-consuming, that set his nerves on fire and made every touch, every movement feel like something more than just skin on skin. Something deeper. Something devastating. It was because it was her.

That was the only reason. It had to be. Because it was Alessandra beneath him, wrapped around him, pulling him in like she never wanted to let go. Because he had feelings for her. Because he was trying to convince her. Every touch, every kiss, every desperate pull of her hands against his skin, it wasn’t just lust. It wasn’t just a need. It was emotion, raw and unchecked, bleeding into every motion, every frantic breath, every whispered plea.

And it was terrifying. Because this wasn’t how it had ever been before.

When he had slept with other women—when he had gone through the motions to uphold the Wayne name, the playboy image, the act—he had never felt this. He had never felt anything. It was all detached. Empty. Boring. Every experience was just that: an experience. A checklist. A skill to hone, a performance to maintain, another thing to master, like it was just another form of training.

And now he wondered if all of it had been training for this. For her. For the moment he finally got his hands on Alessandra fucking Vreeland and let himself lose control. A groan tore from his throat when her fingers trailed down his back and played with the edge of his waistband, hunger curling in his gut, because now that he knew, now that he had her like this, he needed more.

He needed to taste her.

His fingers hooked into the waistband of her underwear, eyes flicking up to hers, dark and burning with something dangerous. And then, with a slow, deliberate tug, he dragged them down. Alessandra's stomach tightened with anticipation. She could feel her pulse hammering beneath her skin, her body wound tight as a live wire. Her back arched slightly, hips lifting instinctively to help him, to give him whatever he wanted. 

Damian’s hands trailed down her thighs as he discarded the last piece of clothing keeping her body from him, his touch reverent and slow. And she couldn’t breathe. She couldn’t think. Actually, the only thing she was thinking was how to get those sweatpants off of him.

His gaze dragged over her, heated and possessive, drinking her in like he was committing her to memory. And maybe he was. Maybe they both were. She was stunning. How few times had he let himself think that instead of shoving the thought away? Laid bare beneath him, skin glowing under the dim light coming in from the window, every dip and curve of her body a masterpiece carved just for him. The way her chest rose and fell in uneven breaths, the flush creeping down her neck, the way her thighs trembled just slightly in anticipation… It was intoxicating…The way he could see just how wet she was for him. 

Her hair was splayed out around her, dark and wild. And her eyes. Heavy-lidded, glassy pupils blown wide as they flickered over him, taking in the way he loomed over her, the way his muscles flexed beneath the strain of holding himself back. He could feel the heat radiating off her, calling to him, pulling him in.

Alessandra Vreeland wasn’t just beautiful. She was devastating. And she had no idea just how much she was undoing him.

A shiver ran through her as his eyes coasted over every part of her. It was something deeper than just the anticipation, a realization that this wasn’t just about sex. If it were just about that, this might have happened a long time ago. But no, it was that every touch, every glance, every moment between them had been leading to this. All for her to say goodbye after. 

She swallowed, watching as he leaned down, his lips ghosting over the inside of her thigh, his breath warm and teasing. Her fingers curled into the couch, nails pressing into the fabric, trying to ground herself, but it was useless. Because Damian Wayne was about to ruin her. 

His lips hovered just above where she needed him most, his breath hot against her already feverish skin. "Tell me how badly you want it, beloved," he murmured, his voice dark, edged with something wicked, something teasing.

Her breath hitched, her nails dragging against the couch as she tried to steady herself. " Dami… "

"Not good enough." His hands flexed on her thighs, spreading her further, holding her there, a silent promise of what was to come. "I want to hear you say it."

Her head fell back, frustration mixing with desire, but she wasn’t above playing this game—wasn’t above giving him exactly what he wanted. Because she wanted it too. "I need you," she admitted, voice breathless, shaky. "Please."

“Need me to do what?” 

Stop—” She whined, closing her eyes at the vulgar scene in front of her. Damian looked sinful like this. Shirtless, his body in the dim glow of the living room, carved from discipline and precision. His skin gleamed with heat, muscles taut with restraint, his broad shoulders flexing as he settled between her thighs.

He’s so hot. When did he get so hot? 

His dark hair, usually so meticulously kept, was a mess from her hands, a few of the curls falling over his sharp brow, making him look even more devastating. His mouth was curved into a smirk, lips still swollen from kissing her, from devouring her lips. His eyes, dark green now and filled with something dangerous, something possessive, locked onto her like a predator savoring his prey. He was taking his time. Revealing in it. Watching her squirm, watching her tremble. And he was enjoying every second of it.

"Beg for me," he mused, voice low, teasing, intoxicating, sending a shiver down her spine. His mouth bent down, kissing her right at the junction of her inner thigh, then running his tongue over the same spot, barely there, maddening in their restraint. She let another one of those embarrassing, high-pitched whimpers and squirmed against him. Not having any of it, Damian pressed his forearm down over her hips, holding her still so she couldn’t escape his request. 

Alessandra let out a frustrated groan, her body on fire, her skin burning where he wasn’t touching her. "I want you to stop teasing me," she hissed, her pride battling against her desire, and her desire winning. "I want your mouth on me. Is that clear enough?"

Damian’s low, approving hum vibrated against her thigh, sending a shockwave through her entire body. "That’s a good girl." 

And then he devoured her. Alessandra barely had time to brace herself before Damian's mouth was on her, hot and unrelenting. The first flick of his tongue sent a jolt of pleasure up her spine, her fingers flying to his hair, threading through the dark strands and holding on like he was her only tether to reality.

And maybe he was.

A sharp gasp tore from her lips as he flattened his tongue, dragging it slowly, deliberately, tasting her like he had all the time in the world. The languid stroke sent her head tilting back, a moan escaping before she could stop it.

Fuck —” she breathed, the sound dissolving into another whimper when he sucked lightly on the most sensitive part of her, sending a shockwave through her entire body.

Damian groaned against her, the sound vibrating through her core, making her hips buck instinctively. His hands moved to pull her legs over his shoulders, holding her thighs steady, keeping her open exactly where he wanted her. 

He was enjoying this. Too much. She could feel it in the way he worked her over, in the way his grip flexed against her skin, in the way his breath came heavier, rougher, between each pass of his tongue. From the absolutely sinful slurping noises he was making as he went to suck on her clit. 

“Damian, oh my god! Oh… ” She was thrashing against him, just letting her mouth run. 

“Stay still ,” he murmured against her, his voice a husky command. The warmth of his breath sent another shudder through her. “Let me take my time.”

Alessandra wanted to argue, wanted to snap at him for teasing her, but then he put two fingers inside of her, twisting. His tongue and his fingers were working in tandem now, and that had her keening, her nails digging into his scalp, her body arching off the couch. It was too good. Too much. 

“Damian! Right there!” His name came out in a desperate cry, her voice breaking, her breath ragged. He curled his fingers inside of her, not letting up on her clit, and watching her reactions with hooded eyes. She tasted so damn good. It was addictive. At one point, he just closed his eyes and relished it. Ate like he was a man starved. 

And he was: Starved of her. 

If she was leaving him, he needed to get his fill. 

He groaned at the sound of his name on her tongue, his hands gripping her tighter, pushing her knees up further with one hand, keeping her spread open for him as he licked into her deeper, drinking in every reaction, every tremor, every needy sound that spilled from her lips.

She was unraveling beneath him, and he was taking her apart piece by piece.

Her thighs trembled as heat pooled low in her stomach, the pleasure building, twisting, coiling so tightly that she thought she might break apart from the sheer intensity of it. And then he slid another finger inside her, curling them just right, hitting that spot that had her toes curling, her breath catching in her throat.

Shit Damian , I—”

His lips curved into a wicked smirk against her, his pace deliberate, his movements precise. “Come for me.” Voice deep and commanding, his thumb circling just right. 

Alessandra gasped, pleasure slamming into her like a tidal wave, her body tensing before shattering completely. She cried out, his name falling from her lips like a prayer, her back arching as she came, her vision going white-hot.

Damian didn’t stop. He didn’t let up. He worked her through it, drawing out every last tremor, every last drop of pleasure until she was boneless, panting, her chest rising and falling in erratic bursts. Only then did he finally push her legs to the side and lift his head, his lips glistening, his eyes dark, heated, burning into hers.

“Look at you,” he murmured, his voice thick with satisfaction, his fingers still teasing her lazily, making her twitch from the overstimulation.

Alessandra barely had the strength to glare at him. She was still shaking. His name was still being whispered on her lips over and over like a prayer. Damian dragged himself up her body, pressing a slow, deep kiss to her lips, letting her taste herself on his tongue. He deliberately pressed his hips into her, and she could feel just how hard he was for her. Those fucking pants were still on him though.

Her fingers slid down his bare chest, nails dragging lightly over the hard planes of muscle, slowing their way to his waistband just to feel the hammering of his heartbeat beneath her touch. It was steady, strong, but fast—too fast. Like his self-control was fraying at the edges, like he was barely holding himself together.

She liked that. She wanted him to break.

Damian groaned into her mouth as she tilted her hips, pressing up against him, mimicking the way he had teased her just moments before. His body tensed above her, his breath hitching, his grip on her waist tightening like he was grounding himself. Like he was barely holding on. His hand slid over her right breast, fingers kneading, thumb brushing over sensitive skin, pulling a soft gasp from her lips.

But Alessandra wasn’t done playing. She let her fingers slip beneath his waistband, running featherlight touches along the sharp lines of his hipbones, feeling the way his muscles tensed beneath her touch. He wasn’t wearing anything under these. And just when she felt him shudder, just when his breath turned ragged, she pulled back, her fingers retreating, her gaze flicking up at him through her lashes, feigning innocence.

The look he gave her in response was nothing short of predatory.

Damian sucked in a sharp breath, his jaw tightening as he caught her wrist, stopping her retreat. His grip wasn’t rough, wasn’t demanding, but it was firm, an unspoken challenge. His eyes burned into hers, dark and hooded, filled with something raw, something possessive. “Alessandra,” he warned, voice thick with restraint.

She smirked against his mouth. “What happened to taking your time?”

His eyes burned into hers, dark and dangerous, a silent promise of what was to come. And then, without a word, he gripped her hips and flipped them, settling her on top of him, his hands splayed over her thighs, keeping her exactly where he wanted her. Alessandra gasped, her hands bracing against his chest, his body warm and solid beneath her. She could feel every inch of him, the sheer strength coiled under his skin, the power he was holding back.

But here, like this, she had control. And she wanted to use it.

She rolled her hips against him, slow, teasing, relishing the way his hands tightened, the way his head tilted back just slightly, the way his breath left him in a ragged exhale. His restraint was slipping, and she wanted to be the one to break it completely.

“Alessandra,” he groaned her name again, his fingers flexing against her skin, his jaw tight. “You’re testing me.”

She leaned down, pressing her lips to his jaw, then lower, trailing soft, open-mouthed kisses down his throat, over his collarbone. Just like he did to her. “Stop me then,” she murmured against his skin, her tongue flicking out to taste him. To mark him. 

A deep, guttural sound rumbled in his chest, his hands dragging up her back, sliding to hold at the base of her skull, gripping tight. He pulled her up, forcing her to look at him, his gaze burning. “I told you,” he said, voice rough, “if we do this, we do this.”

Her breath hitched. There was no mistaking his meaning. No misunderstanding the weight behind his words. This wasn’t just about tonight. This wasn’t just about getting lost in each other before she walked away. This was him telling her, one last time, that he wasn’t letting go. That she didn’t have to leave.

Instead of acknowledging him, Alessandra slipped off his lap with slow, deliberate movements, her hands dragging over his skin as she shifted. Her fingers traced over the firm planes of his stomach, dipping just slightly beneath the waistband of his sweatpants, before she guided him to sit on the edge of the couch. She lowered herself to her knees between his legs, looking up at him through her lashes, the faintest smirk playing at the edges of her lips.

Damian's breath caught, his entire body stiffening. “Alessandra,” he started, voice rough, reaching to pull her up, his fingers brushing over her shoulders. “You don’t have to—”

Of course , he chose this moment to try and be a gentleman.

She rolled her eyes up at him, amused, and wrapped her fingers around his wrists, pushing his hands away. “If we do this, we do this,” she whispered, letting her fingers trail down his chest again, her touch featherlight, teasing.

His muscles tensed under her fingertips, his jaw clenched, but he didn’t stop her this time. Her hand dipped lower, finding the obvious bulge in his sweatpants, palming him through the fabric. He exhaled sharply, his hips twitching forward just slightly, unbidden, unrestrained.

Damian clenched his jaw, every muscle in his body coiled so tightly he thought he might snap. He had imagined this, he had dreamed this like a pubescent teenager, but nothing could have prepared him for the reality of her touch. The heat of her palm against him, even through the fabric, sent a shudder rolling down his spine. He wasn’t used to this, wasn’t used to losing control, to feeling his body react without his permission. He rarely let anyone put their mouth on him. 

But Alessandra had a way of unraveling him, of pulling him apart with the simplest touch, the slightest look. And now, with her kneeling between his legs, her fingers pressing against him with a slow, deliberate pressure, he was coming undone at the seams. He knew he should stop this, should reel himself back in before he lost himself completely, but then she squeezed just a little harder, her thumb brushing over him, and whatever willpower he had left shattered.

“You don’t have to, beloved,” he stated again, but the words came out strained, like he could barely focus enough to get them out. His head tilted back slightly, his Adam’s apple bobbing as he swallowed hard.

Alessandra smirked. “I want to, Damian.” I want to know what you taste like before I never see you again. Just let me have this.

She watched his expression shift, watched the struggle between wanting to take charge and wanting to let her have control war inside him. But he was losing. She could see it in the way his fingers curled into fists at his sides, the way his thighs tensed, the way his breath was already coming heavier. She pressed her lips against his lower abdomen, just above the band of his pants, and felt his entire body shudder beneath her mouth.

Alessandra .” His voice was sharper this time, edged with warning, but he didn’t move to stop her. Didn’t want to stop her. 

She hooked her fingers into the waistband of his sweatpants, dragging them down slowly, watching the way his chest rose and fell, the way his hands twitched at his sides like he was barely restraining himself from grabbing her. And when he finally, finally, sprang free, Alessandra bit her lip, heat pooling low in her stomach. Of course, she shouldn’t have expected anything less from Damian Wayne. She’d heard the rumors too but… 

He was big. Tan. Thick, flushed, and already leaking. He looked… She felt a rush of satisfaction knowing she had done that to him, that he was this undone because of her.

She took in the view he was providing her. His whole body bared to her now. Her breath hitched, her lips parting slightly as her gaze roamed over him, drinking in every inch of exposed skin. She had felt him before, through layers of fabric, had traced the muscle beneath his clothes with teasing fingers, but this was different. This was real. This was raw. He was letting her see all of him.

His body was a masterpiece. His chest, broad and firm, rose and fell with each unsteady breath, his abs taut beneath the soft glow of the apartment’s dim lighting. Her fingers itched to touch him again, to map every dip and ridge with her hands, to trace over the faint scars that littered his torso—evidence of battles fought in the dead of night, of a life she now was starting to just understand. She could have probably passed the night just doing that. 

But it was the way he looked at her that made her stomach tighten, made heat pool low in her abdomen, made her feel the slick between her thighs. His gaze was heavy, dark with something unrestrained, something wild. He was letting her see him, all of him, in a way she wasn’t sure anyone else had. His restraint, his control. It was slipping, just for her. And it made her feel powerful. Made her feel like she could break him the way he had broken her, over and over again.

She swallowed, her mouth dry. “ Fuck, ” she whispered, barely aware that she had even said it out loud. “You’re gorgeous.”

Damian froze. For a moment, he thought he had misheard her. Thought his mind had conjured up the words, twisting them into something he wanted—needed—to hear. But then he saw the way Alessandra was looking at him, her pupils blown wide, her lips parted, her breath coming in uneven waves. And it hit him like a punch to the gut.

No one had ever said that to him before. Not like this. Not like they meant it. Sure, he had heard the empty praises from socialites and models, from people who wanted to be seen with him, who wanted something from him. They admired the Wayne name, the wealth, the mystery. But it was never him. Never Damian.

But Alessandra? She wasn’t saying it for show. She wasn’t saying it to charm him, to flatter him. It wasn’t a casual remark, an offhanded compliment. It was real. It was raw. It was her, staring up at him like he was something to be marveled at. She was seeing him for the last time and needed him to know just how much she liked what she saw. 

His throat bobbed, his breath coming faster than it should have. He wasn’t prepared for this. Wasn’t prepared for the way those words settled in his chest, for the way they stripped him bare in a way that had nothing to do with his lack of clothing. She had called him many things. Smug. Controlling. Infuriating. But never this.

“Say it again,” he murmured, his voice rough, unsteady in a way he hated. This would be the last time he’d hear someone say it to him. Alessandra’s lips quirked slightly, like she knew exactly what she was doing to him. Like she saw right through him. Her fingers traced the ridges of his abs, featherlight, teasing.

“You’re gorgeous , Damian.”

His jaw tightened. His fingers flexed at his sides, fighting the urge to grab her, to pull her up to him, to kiss her breathless for daring to undo him like this and be inside of her as fast as he could. For making him feel something he didn’t know how to name.

Instead, he watched as she wrapped her fingers around the base of him, giving an experimental stroke, and Damian let out a low, ragged groan, his head dropping forward, his eyes dark and locked on her. He looked wrecked already. And she hadn’t even started. Her smirk widened as she leaned in, pressing a teasing kiss to his tip, flicking her tongue over the bead of precum there, savoring the way his thighs tensed, the way his breath stuttered in his chest.

Damian’s hands finally moved then, gripping her hair, tangling in the strands, not pushing, not guiding, just holding on. Like he needed something to anchor him.

“Alessandra,” he groaned, voice strained, thick with desperation. Aless wondered if she could get him to beg for her. 

She hummed, taking him in her mouth, hollowing her cheeks as she slid down, relishing the deep, broken sound he made above her. Damian let out a sharp, shuddering breath, his grip tightening in her hair as she took more of him in. His head dropped back slightly, a curse slipping past his lips as she hollowed her cheeks, her tongue teasing along the underside of his cock.

" Fuck, " he groaned again, voice thick with something wrecked, something desperate.

She hummed in response, the vibration sending a jolt through him. He was always so controlled, so measured, but now? Now, he was unraveling for her. Because of her. The thought made her ache with satisfaction as she sucked harder on his tip.

Damian glanced down, his gaze dark and hooded, watching her with something primal in his expression. When she took all of him in her mouth, gagging over him, he threw his head back, choking on his own spit. " Just like that," he hissed, sucking in a sharp breath when she moved back up his shaft, slow, deliberate, teasing.

Alessandra pulled back just enough to meet his gaze, her lips swollen, her eyes glinting with mischief. 

"Yeah? You like that?" She squeezed him just slightly as she said it. Then, she took him in her mouth again, this time her hand moving up and down where her mouth couldn’t cover. 

Damian couldn’t take his eyes off of her. Off the way her lips were wrapped around him, the way she was messy, spit glistening at the corners of her mouth, her lashes fluttering as she looked up at him through heavy, dark eyes. 

"You look beautiful with your lips around me, beloved," he groaned, his eyes closing for a second before snapping open again. Needing to watch, needing to see her. Alessandra took him deeper again, and his breath stuttered in his chest. She felt his thighs flex beneath her hands, the way his stomach tensed, how his jaw clenched in a desperate attempt to hold himself together. 

" Ngh, like you were made to suck this cock," he rasped again, his voice deeper, rougher. She pulled back just enough to let her tongue play with his frenulum, teasing, slow. Her hands smoothed up his thighs, nails grazing lightly against his skin, and he felt his entire body shudder.

His jaw clenched, his entire body rigid beneath her touch. "If you keep teasing me, beloved," he warned, voice low, dangerous, "you won't like what happens next."

She smirked, prepared to say something dangerous back, but before she could fire the quip, he was moving. He pulled her up and back on her back, breath stolen from her lungs as his hands dragged up her sides, slow and purposeful, thumbs brushing over the sensitive skin beneath her ribs. He stopped to play with one of her nipples. His cock pressed against her, bare, and she let out a sharp inhale as it slid ever so slightly through her wetness, her body arching instinctively into his.

“I’m not going to fuck you on a couch.” His voice was rough, dark with promise, and before Alessandra could respond, Damian moved again. With a low growl, he gripped the backs of her thighs and lifted her effortlessly, his strength an undeniable force as he hoisted her against him. A startled gasp left her lips, but she didn’t resist. Instead, she instinctively locked her legs around his waist, her arms winding around his shoulders. As he walked, she could feel him, warm and thick, right up against the back of her thigh. 

It made her gasp in his ear. It made him grip her harder. She needed him to be inside of her now. 

He carried her through the darkened apartment like it was nothing, his grip possessive, unrelenting. And when he finally set her down, it wasn’t gentle. Her back hit the mattress with a soft thud, Damian immediately following, caging her in beneath him, his weight pressing into her in the best way. She barely had time to catch her breath before his lips were on her again—hungry, demanding, like he was trying to imprint himself into her. 

Aless reached down between them again with her right hand, stroking him. Her other hand tangled in his hair, nails scraping lightly against his scalp as she pulled him closer, deepening the kiss. She could feel how hard he was against her stomach, the way he shifted slightly, grinding into her just enough to make her whimper into his mouth.

"Damian. Inside," she breathed, arching slightly beneath him, desperate for more. Desperate for his beauty of a cock to be inside of her. It was so close. If she just shifted her hips ever so slightly—

She wrapped her legs around his waist, arching up into him, needing him closer, needing to feel every part of him. His hand slid up her thigh, gripping, squeezing, and she let out a quiet moan against his lips. He lifted his head, his gaze dark and heavy-lidded as he met her eyes. 

Without breaking eye contact, he reached into his nightstand, fingers blindly searching until they found what they were looking for. He tore the condom wrapper open with his teeth, his gaze dark, heavy-lidded as he rolled it on. He didn’t miss the way Alessandra’s smirk deepened, the glint of amusement in her eyes. Whatever she was thinking (and it was something about if he had those there when she fell asleep next to him before), he didn’t want to hear it—not when he was this close to finally having her.

Damian exhaled sharply, narrowing his eyes. “Whatever you’re thinking, don’t say it.”

Her smirk only deepened. “Oh, I wouldn’t dare.”

Damian groaned, grabbing both of her wrists and pinning them above her head, pressing her into the mattress. 

“I want you, Damian. Now.

His grip tightened slightly, his breath coming in uneven pants as he dipped his head to kiss her—slow this time, deep, lingering. Alessandra wasn’t having it. She rolled her hips up against him, the movement making him curse under his breath. She was so warm, so wet, so ready for him. He felt it when she rubbed up against him. The way he slid through her wetness so easily. Fuck, he needed to be inside of her a minute ago. But—

“Alessandra,” he rasped, dragging his lips down her throat, savoring the way her pulse thrummed beneath his mouth. “Tell me you still want this.”

Her breath hitched, and when she spoke, her voice was unsteady. “ Fuck me , Damian Wayne.” 

That was all he needed. Damian pushed one of her legs up, rubbing the tip of his cock over her clit, loving the nosies that come out of her mouth as he made sure she was ready for him. With one slow, steady thrust, he pushed inside her, groaning at the feeling of her stretching around him, taking him in. 

Alessandra gasped, her hands tightening where he still held them above her head, her legs wrapping around his waist, pulling him deeper. He was big. Probably the biggest she’d ever taken. And he felt amazing inside of her. He filled her up completely. 

For a moment, neither of them moved, both caught in the sensation of finally, finally having each other like this. Then Damian exhaled shakily, his forehead dropping against hers, his voice barely above a whisper. She was hot and wet around him. She felt like no other. It was euphoric. This was heaven. He couldn’t let her leave. Not after feeling this. 

“Perfect,” he murmured. “So fucking perfect wrapped around me.”

Alessandra let out a soft, breathless laugh, but it was cut short when he rolled his hips, setting a slow, deliberate pace, dragging pleasure out of both of them with every measured movement. Each thrust was slow, intentional, his hands gripping her thighs, grounding himself in her warmth.

“Feels so good, Damian. She met him stroke for stroke, her nails raking down his back, her body pushing against his, chasing every ounce of sensation he gave her. Their breaths mingled, their moans interwoven in the dimly lit room, each sound a testament to everything they had held back for far too long.

His name fell from her lips like a prayer, desperate, wrecked, and it unraveled something deep in his chest. Damian had never been one to surrender, but here with her, like this, he wanted to. 

“Harder, please,” she whimpered into his ear. His arm cradled her head, and as he thrust harder, picking up speed, her mouth flew open. Not saying anything, just breathing. Trying to breathe. And then Damian stuck two fingers into her mouth. 

“Suck.” He demanded, and she did. As he folded her legs up to her chest, getting a new angle, she couldn’t even speak. She couldn’t not obey him. She closed her eyes, swirling her tounge around his pointer and middle finger before he took them out and slowly started circling them over her clit. 

It was more like a cry, the noise she let out when he started torturing her body. 

"You wanted this. Now take it ." He felt her clench around him, and if he wasn’t half delirious from how good she felt, he might have teased her. He might have sent her that trademark smirk. Might have made a comment about how much she seemed to like being talked to. Instead, he buried his face into the open crook of her neck, sucking as she let moans and squeaks slip past her lips. 

"Go on, tell me you’re still leaving me. Say it while I’m inside you."

Alessandra gasped, her fingers clawing at his back, her body betraying her resolve with every roll of her hips against his. She couldn’t say it. She couldn’t form the words. Damian wasn’t letting up. His lips ghosted over her jaw before pressing right against her ear, his breath heavy with every thrust, ragged. 

“You really think you can just walk away from me after this?"

She whimpered in response, her head tipping back into the pillows as he thrust deeper, his pace slow, deliberate. Tormenting. She could feel his smile against her skin now, feel the way his weight pinned her down, keeping her exactly where he wanted. 

Alessandra’s breathing hitched. Her hands trembled as they skimmed up his back, nails digging in, pulling him impossibly closer. “D–Damian,” she breathed, and she felt his entire body react, his muscles tightening, his restraint fraying.

“I should let you go,” he muttered, more to himself than to her. His forehead dropped to hers, his lips barely touching hers as he spoke. “Since you want to— Fuck —want to so bad. I should, but I can’t. Not after this.”

Her heart twisted because she knew it was true. Knew that if she didn’t leave now, if she didn’t sever this completely, she never would. But she didn’t say that. Instead, she let herself fall deeper into the growing feeling in her stomach. She watched as Damian sat back, grabbing her hips and picking up speed. His fingers worked her clit furiously.

"Tell me this is pretend. Lie to me." 

“I’m… I-I, fuck, I’m gonna come.” Damian’s grip on her hips tightened as he moved, his breath uneven, his jaw clenched as he watched her unravel beneath him. The way her back arched, the way she gasped his name like it was the only thing she knew—it nearly undid him. Completely.

He had never felt like this before. Not with anyone. Not like this—like if he let go, if he let himself feel too much, he would never recover.

"Say it," he growled, his pace never faltering. "Tell me this was never real."

Aless couldn't. She couldn't form the words, couldn't lie to him. Not when he was looking at her like this, like he was memorizing every part of her, like he wasn’t willing to let her go even if she ran. Not while he was still inside her, thrusting into that spot at a rapid pace, sending her to a place that felt better than heaven. 

Her fingers clutched at his forearms, nails digging into the taut muscles there as her body tightened beneath him, overwhelmed by the pressure building inside her. He could feel it, the way she was holding on, the way her body trembled beneath his, gripping his cock hard

“Dami— Damian ,” she gasped, head tipping back against the pillows, her body tightening around him, her voice shaking. His restraint shattered.

"That's right, beloved," he murmured, leaning down, dragging his lips over her jaw, down the column of her throat, his voice low and dangerous. "Say my name when you fall apart for me."

And then, just as her release shattered through her, he followed. His own breathless groan against her skin, his hands gripping her like he could hold onto this moment forever. For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The only sounds in the room were their ragged breaths, their hearts pounding in sync.

Damian had never felt this exposed before. Never let himself be this vulnerable. Not even with the women he had been with before, the ones he had used to keep up appearances, to maintain a persona he knew would keep people at arm’s length. And she knew—God, she knew—it would destroy him when he woke up and she wasn’t there tomorrow.

Finally, he lifted his head, pressing a lingering kiss to her shoulder, then to the hollow of her throat, then to her temple, as if committing the taste of her skin to memory. His breath was warm, uneven against her damp skin, his chest rising and falling in a rhythm that hadn’t yet found steadiness. His hand traced slow, reverent circles along the curve of her waist, fingers brushing over her ribs, her hip, places that now only belonged to him.

He didn’t pull away. He didn’t take himself from inside of her. Not yet. Because if he did, it would be over. She would leave. And he wasn’t ready for that.

Damian swallowed, tightening his grip on her, keeping her against him like it might stop the inevitable. His forehead dropped against hers, their breaths mingling in the quiet, intimate space between them. Her heart ached at the way he was holding her. Like he knew this was the last time. Like he didn’t want to believe it.

She didn’t want to believe it either. But she had to go. Soon. She knew it. He knew it. And yet, neither of them moved. His lips brushed against hers, soft, lingering, like a silent plea. His fingers ghosted over her back, his touch featherlight, as if he was afraid she might slip through his fingers if he pressed too hard.

“Stay,” he whispered. Barely audible. Barely real. Damian was begging. Alessandra was the only person in his life he would ever beg for. Her throat tightened, her fingers twitching against his skin. She wanted to say yes. She wanted to stay. But she couldn’t.

She closed her eyes, swallowing hard, trying to fight against the lump forming in her throat. If she spoke now, her voice would shake. If she looked at him now, she would break. And he knew. He knew.  Damian could feel her hesitation; the war waging inside of her. It was in the way her fingers curled into his skin but didn’t push him away, in the way her breath hitched when he pressed another kiss to the crown of her head. He could feel the pull, the part of her that wanted to stay just as much as he needed her to.

But then she shifted, just slightly, and he felt her body tense as if preparing to pull away.

No.

His arms tightened around her, just enough to make her pause, to remind her that she didn’t have to run. Not yet. Not tonight.

"Alessandra," he murmured, his voice raw, breaking in a way that made her chest tighten. "Just for tonight." Her breath stilled. "You don’t have to go. Not yet. Please. "

That word— please —was whispered so softly it almost got lost between them. She had never heard Damian Wayne plead before. Had never thought him capable of it. But here he was, stripped bare in every way, holding onto her like she was something precious, something he couldn’t bear to lose. She swallowed hard, her resolve cracking.

Damian felt her body relax against his, the tension easing from her muscles like she’d made a decision. And when she shifted again, it wasn’t to move away, it was to press closer, to tuck herself into his warmth, to bury her face against his chest and exhale. To take him in one more time.

His eyes shut, his entire body sagging with something that felt dangerously close to relief.

“Just for tonight,” she whispered, barely audible. But it was enough.

Damian pulled the sheets over them, shifting so that they lay tangled together, his arm curled securely around her waist, his lips pressing a final, lingering kiss to her hair. He knew morning would come too soon. That he logically only had a few hours like this. But for now, she was in his arms. And for now, that was enough. He closed his eyes so he could focus on that. 

She hadn’t fallen asleep.

Alessandra watched the slow rise and fall of his chest beneath the sheets, feeling the steady warmth of his body beside her. The room was quiet, save for the rhythmic sound of Damian’s breathing, deep and unguarded in sleep. For a long moment, she just watched him now that there was no pillow wall separating them.

He looked different like this. Younger. Softer. The perpetual crease in his brow had smoothed out, the sharp lines of his face softened in the dim light filtering through the windows. His lips were slightly parted, his lashes dark against his cheekbones. He was resting, truly resting, for what was probably the first time in weeks.

And it made her heart ache. Because she had to go. This night had never been about staying. It had never been about fixing what was broken. This night was a goodbye. Her throat tightened as she fought the urge to reach out and trace her fingers over his jaw, to press a final kiss to his temple, to pretend—just for one more second—that they could have more than this.

But she couldn’t.

So instead, she lingered.

Just for a moment.

Just long enough to memorize the way he looked beneath the glow of the city lights. The way the sheet draped across his waist, the way his muscles tensed slightly even in sleep, always prepared for something, even now. The way his breath ghosted across her bare shoulder when she shifted ever so slightly to start to get out of bed.

The glow of the alarm clock on his bedside table caught her eye. 4:03 AM.

Her chest ached. This was it.

And then she stood.

As she padded into the living room, she moved carefully, quietly, gathering her clothes with slow, deliberate movements. The cold air sent a shiver down her spine as she pulled on her coat, fastening the buttons with hands that trembled slightly—not from the cold, but from the weight of what she was about to do.

Before she went to exit, her eyes caught on something that made her steps falter.

A photograph.

It sat on a shelf near his entryway, framed in simple black wood. Something he was given, and probably just haphazardly put it there to appease someone. 

A family picture.

Bruce at the center, Alfred standing slightly behind him with a knowing smile. And surrounding them—Dick, grinning with an arm slung around Tim’s shoulders; Jason, standing slightly apart with his usual scowl that didn’t quite hide the amusement in his eyes; Stephanie and Cass huddled together, mid-laugh, while Duke leaned casually at the edge. And there, standing slightly off-center, younger, maybe fourteen or fifteen, was Damian. His expression was sharp and unreadable even then. 

She just stared at it. 

Because now, comparing it to the grainy, timeworn image she’d been sent of the old Robin— her Robin—it was so obvious. She should have known. 

But what would have been different if she had known?

Robin had tied her to a tree for three hours when she was sixteen. So had Damian Wayne.

Robin had smirked at her every time he outmaneuvered her. So had Damian Wayne.

Robin had infuriated her. Had pushed her. Had made her want to be better, stronger, smarter. So had Damian Wayne.

It was almost funny. Almost.

Aless swallowed against the lump forming in her throat. Standing here, in his apartment, after everything—after bickering with him, challenging him, falling for him—after baring her soul to him, being with him in a way she never thought she would.

The final realization hurt.

She clenched her jaw, blinking rapidly to push back the sting behind her eyes. You don’t get to be sad about this , she told herself. You made your decision. She had to do this. She had to publish the article. She had to sever ties. She had to for her mother. So, she wiped her face with the back of her sleeve, steeled herself, and slipped out the door.

The air outside was cold, biting, as she started the long walk back to her apartment. The streets were nearly empty at this hour, the city quiet in a way that only happened deep into the night. Her legs felt unsteady, her breath uneven. She dug her hands into her pockets, pulling out her phone, her fingers hovering over the screen.

She needed to tell Jay. She needed to talk to someone. She needed help.

The weight of everything pressed down on her, suffocating, heavy.

But as her thumb hovered over his contact, her mind whirled back to what she had decided in that apartment, standing over that picture.

She was going to edit her article. 

She wasn’t going to connect Batman to Damian. She couldn’t. Not after tonight. Not after knowing who he was—who he’d always been. Not seeing his family, and quickly concluding their identities. She would be hurting them, too, by revealing Damian’s identity.

She would publish Batman’s ties to Wayne Industries, but that was it. She had enough evidence to make it a fact, where others had been trying for years with just paper trails. Whoever sent her the evidence was deliberate. They could hack. They had personal documents that she would have never had access to. It felt too intrusive to publish, so she would save him. Save them.

Because her feelings wouldn’t let her do anything else.

Her decision was made. She would go home and finish it now. Then maybe after she sent it off to other media outlets, she could find someplace else to go. Book a flight. Or two. Find a job in another city. Beg her Uncle, too, after she broke the news that she and Damian were over. In a few months, she might be picked for the Pulitzer. For other awards. And then she could move her mother somewhere else, too. It could all be over so quickly. 

But as she walked, her phone still in her hand, she didn’t notice the figures in the shadows. She didn’t hear them closing in. Not until it was too late.

A sharp yank on her wrist sent her stumbling, her phone slipping from her fingers and clattering onto the pavement. A rough arm locked around her waist, hoisting her back against a solid chest before she could scream. The unmistakable press of a cloth smothered over her nose and mouth. Something sickly sweet and suffocating.

Panic surged through her veins. She thrashed, twisting, kicking, nails clawing at the arm restraining her. She managed to land a sharp elbow to someone’s ribs, heard a grunt of pain, but there were too many hands, too much strength.

She struggled wildly, her heartbeat a frantic drumbeat against her ribs. The cloth pressed tighter. Her vision blurred, her limbs weakening against her will. No, no, no. She tried to scream, but the sound barely made it past her lips before the world tilted, before the cold seeped into her bones, before her body betrayed her.

Her knees buckled. Her mind fogged.

And a whisper in her ear was the last thing she heard before she was sent under.

“Target acquired, Boss.”

Chapter Text

Damian sat on the edge of Jon’s bed, elbows on his knees, staring at the worn hardwood floor of the Kent farmhouse. Just like when they were kids. The air smelled like fresh hay and coffee, the faintest hint of something sweet—probably Ma Kent’s homemade pie cooling on the windowsill downstairs. Outside, crickets hummed a quiet symphony beneath the vast Kansas night, the wind rustling through the fields in a way that had always made Damian uneasy at first.

Gotham was never this quiet. Even in the dead of night, the city pulsed with movement, with life, with the ever-present weight of something lurking just beyond the shadows. But here, in Smallville, everything slowed. Everything breathed. Damian breathed… or at least was trying to.

He used to hate it. The stillness. The vulnerability of an open sky that had no towering skyscrapers to perch on, no dark alleys to disappear into. He’d scoffed the first time Jon brought him here, calling it quaint with all the condescension he could muster at ten years old. But Jon had just grinned, dragging him by the arm across the wheat fields to the treehouse Clark had built when he was a kid.

“This is where we hide from chores,” Jon had said with a smug smile, as if he were offering Damian a great privilege. “No one will find us here. Not when Dad’s not home.”

Damian had crossed his arms, unimpressed. “It’s a treehouse, Kent. We are in the middle of an open field. There is no cover. I am sure Lois knows exactly where we are. ”

Jon had just laughed, plopping onto the wooden floor. “Yeah, but it’s peaceful, right? You don’t have to think about Gotham or missions or any of that Bat-stuff. Wanna play checkers?”

Damian had rolled his eyes, but he’d sat down beside him.

He hadn’t admitted that, maybe, it was nice. That maybe, he liked the way the stars stretched out endlessly above them, clear and uninterrupted, in a way that reminded him of the mountains he grew up on. That maybe, he liked the way Jon had looked at him, no expectations, no judgment, just a friend, his first, who wanted him to exist beside him for a little while.

Years later, he still came here when Gotham became too much. All of his siblings did. Clark had given them all an invitation to come any time, especially after Pa Kent passed, which sometimes caused Ma some chaos, but this was a second home to all of the Bat Family. A grandmother they never had. The safe haven was given to them in exchange for farm work. And to the other Supers. And some of the Arrow Family… 

Sometimes they would all just find their own corner and sit. Not talking, just happy to be in a place that wasn’t the Tower or their own complicated homes, and full of Ma Kent’s baked goods. He’d never said it out loud, but Jon knew. Knew when to leave him or the others alone, knew when to press, knew when Damian just needed someone to sit with him in the quiet. Jon knew that for every friend who visited. 

Today, however, was not a time that required quiet. Because the storm inside Damian’s head was raging. Jon and Jay had dropped everything in Metropolis to be here. Damian had called them both ( well, he facetimed Jon, and Jay was there too ), told them to come to the Kent farm without explanation. When they arrived, they had walked into Jon’s room expecting a crisis, a fight, something life-threatening. Maybe even Aless breaking up with him (that’s why they’d brought snacks).

But the first thing he said to them when they walked in, jaw tight, fists curled in his lap, was:

“We had sex.”

No greeting. No buildup. Just those three words.

Jon had nearly choked on his drink. Jay blinked slowly like he’d misheard. The air had been so tense that Jon had nearly expected Damian to announce a death or something. But no. Apparently, the real crisis was that Damian Wayne had finally (weird) had sex with Alessandra Vreeland. And… Why did he need to tell them that? And why was he upset about it?

Now, Jon was rubbing his temples, trying to decipher why they were here, while Jay draped himself over his boyfriend on the floor, “Okay, and…? We’re happy for you, man. Why do we need to be here for this?”

Damian stared down at his hands. His voice was eerily calm, a sharp contrast to the chaos thrumming beneath his skin.

“Because it was supposed to be fake.” 

Jon, who had been in the middle of tossing a chip into his mouth, froze. It hit his cheek instead. Jay, whose head had been lazily resting in his boyfriend’s lap, sat up so fast he nearly knocked over the bag of chips between them.

“What?!” they said in unison. Damian exhaled sharply through his nose, resisting the urge to pinch the bridge of it. He was already this deep. No turning back now.

“It was fake,” he repeated, jaw tightening. “A mutually beneficial arrangement. Started in early June. She approached me when her uncle wanted her to gain influence within the Waynes. Forced her to. She thought we could work together. I thought I could use it to cover my identity since the media started prying again… It spiraled.”

Jay’s mouth fell open slightly, then snapped shut. He blinked. Once. Twice. Then laughed—loud, sharp, and disbelieving. Jon, however, didn’t laugh. He just stared. A slow, dawning realization washed over his face.

Fake.

Yeah, that made sense….

It made sense because no one had seen Alessandra with Damian together before this relationship suddenly existed at his birthday. Because it had come out of nowhere—one day, she was just there , at his side, like she’d always been. Like it was natural.

But it also didn’t make sense…

Because Jay, who had known Aless for years, had seen her get flustered over Damian in a way she never did with anyone else. Because Jon had watched the way Damian looked at her, like he was two seconds away from murdering anyone who even thought about breathing too close. Because they had both witnessed Damian and Aless in full view of Gotham’s trust fund babies, putting on a show that felt a little too real.

Because fake relationships weren’t supposed to look like that.

Jon leaned forward, eyes wide. "Oh my Rao! You were fake dating… the whole time?!"

Damian nodded stiffly.

Jon let out a long breath, rubbing his temples like he was bracing for a migraine. "And you were still  fake-dating when you slept with her?"

Damian’s jaw clenched. "Yes."

Jay let out a low whistle. "And let me guess: she left the next morning, didn’t she? Probably before the sunrise."

Damian’s brows furrowed. "Yes, I…" He hesitated, his gaze flicking between them. "How did you know that? Did she tell you?"

Jay snorted, shaking his head. "Nah, man. That’s classic Aless." He waved a hand vaguely, like the explanation was obvious. "She panics, she runs. But–Just… Can’t you confess your actual feelings, and boom —problem solved, right?"

Damian didn’t react. His fingers tapped against his knee once, then went still.

Jon and Jay exchanged a glance.

Finally, Damian exhaled sharply, his voice clipped, controlled—the way it always was when he was saying something he really didn’t want to say.

"She knows."

Jay squinted. "Knows what?"

Damian’s hands curled into fists on his thighs. His jaw was locked so tight it looked like it might crack. Then, finally, his voice flat, almost resigned, he said it.

“She knows that I am Batman.”

Silence. Jon froze mid-chew, eyes widening. Across from him, Jay sat up so fast he nearly headbutted Jon in the chin.

"She— WHAT ?!" Jay practically shouted, his voice echoing through the room.

Jon blinked, then shook his head, like he needed to physically reset his brain. "Wait. Wait, wait, wait. She knows? As in she figured it out ?"

Damian inhaled sharply through his nose. "She, somehow, discovered it."

Jay groaned, dragging a hand over his face. "Was this before or afte r you two slept together?"

Damian clenched his jaw. "Before."

Jon let out a long, slow breath, rubbing a hand down his face, his brain firing at full speed. "How the hell did this all happen? Damian… Don’t tell me you told her."

Damian’s voice remained carefully measured, but there was a tightness to it that neither of them missed. "She came to my apartment to end our arrangement. She told me she knew my identity and that, since she had no choice but to publish her article now, it would be less … painful for both of us if we ended things immediately."

He exhaled sharply, jaw tense, the memory of her standing there, telling him goodbye, cutting through him like a blade. "I… protested." Damian’s voice wavered slightly, but he recovered quickly. "I told her there were other options. She was adamant about doing this on her own. To answer your question, I never confirmed. Just… didn’t deny.” 

His throat felt uncomfortably tight.

"One thing led to another, and—" He cut himself off. He didn’t need to finish the sentence.

Jay groaned loudly, flopping back onto Jon’s lap like he’d been personally victimized by the situation. "Of course, the first time you two have sex is during an argument."

Jon shifted uncomfortably, rubbing the back of his neck, his expression hesitant, almost embarrassed to ask. "Was it like… like this is the last time kind of thing? You aren’t really known for… randomly hooking up. Well, you are, but…Not with someone like Aless, I mean. Not with someone who matters…" Neither of them missed the faint blush creeping up his cheeks. Jay might’ve teased him if this wasn’t a complete disaster.

A muscle ticked in Damian’s jaw. He exhaled sharply. "Yes. It was. I wanted to convince her to stay. Obviously, I failed to do so.”

And just like that, the room fell silent again.

Jon’s expression softened slightly, something like understanding settling into his eyes. Jay, however, looked like he was debating whether to start yelling or throw something at Damian’s face. He wasn’t able to confront Aless on this—she still had no idea he even knew Damian outside of vague Gotham circles—so all of his emotion was going straight at the Bat in the room.

And to think all of that unpaid work Damian forced Jay into just to keep Aless away from Batman…

Jay just sighed, scrubbing a hand over his face. "I don’t even know where to start."

Jon let out a long breath, setting the chip bag aside. "Dames, man, I—Look, I don’t wanna say we told you so, since you never told us in the first place, but—"

Damian shot him a flat look.

Jay immediately jumped in to finish. "Nope. No. I am gonna say it. Someone probably literally told you not to do this.” Damian’s glare sharpened, but Jay was too far gone to care. He threw up his hands, voice rising.

Jon held up his hands in a ' calm down' motion as Damian’s glare sharpened with every word Jay said. "Right, okay, not the time, babe. But seriously—what did you think was gonna happen? You fake-date the most relentless journalist in Gotham, she inevitably finds out you’ve been lying to her for years , and then you sleep together in some kind of emotional crisis moment. Like, yeah, obviously this went off the rails, Dames."

"And if we really want to get into it," Jay added, crossing his arms, "she probably already figured out that you were using dating her as a distraction. She’s not stupid."

Jay, if he were being honest, would prefer to be on Aless’s side in all of this. He had known her longer than Damian, and she was—objectively—a hell of a lot nicer to be around. But Jon was where his loyalties ultimately lay. Also , if Aless knew about Damian, it was only a matter of time before she figured out about him , and he would much rather that revelation happen after she and Damian were in a happy little situation instead of an all-out war.

"I never lied to her," Damian snapped. "I withheld information."

Jay let out an exasperated laugh. "Okay, Batman . That’s the same thing ."

Jon wiped his hands on his jeans and leaned forward. "Okay, so—do you have feelings for her? Because that kinda still fixes things if you do."

Damian shot him an incredulous glare. "How does that fix anything? She’s still going to publish the article. She’s still going to expose all of us. Or, rather, we will be stopping her from publishing the article, and I’ll become her villain for it."

Jay frowned. "Are you sure she’s actually going through with it? Because the last time I talked to her, she sounded…" He glanced at Jon.

Jon sighed. "Conflicted."

Damian pressed his lips into a thin line. He wanted to believe that. Desperately. But he couldn’t afford to.

"She needs to publish it," he said firmly, She lost her job. She needs financial independence. She needs a way out of her uncle’s control. She needs to care for her mother."

Jon nodded slowly. "And you respect that."

Damian exhaled sharply. "Of course I do. But that doesn’t change the fact that it puts me—and Gotham—at risk."

Jon studied him for a moment before sighing. "Right. So, what’s the plan to stop her?"

"The plan," Damian said, jaw tight, " was to convince her to stop. And we’ve failed."

Jay scoffed. " We’ve ? I feel like I’ve held up my end of the bargain."

Damian turned his glare on him. "You were stationed to keep her away from Batman while at work. If anyone has failed, it would be—"

Jon frowned and quickly cut in before Damian and Jay could actually start a verbal altercation. "—Okay, okay. I think you’re looking at this all wrong."

Damian arched a brow. "Enlighten me, Superman ."

Jon rested his arms on his knees, leveling Damian with a look. "You always do this."

Damian narrowed his eyes. "Do what?"

"Push people away the second you think they might get hurt," Jon said evenly. "You did it to me once. You remember?"

Damian stiffened. Of course he did.

Jon sighed. "When we were kids. You were my first real friend, and then one day, you just stopped talking to me . Because you decided it was too dangerous for us to be close. And there were totally other solutions to the problem, but you chose the one that hurt you the most."

Damian looked away. "That was different."

"No, it wasn’t," Jon shot back. "You cared about me, and instead of dealing with it, you left. And now you’re doing it again . With Aless. She’s doing it with you too. You’re standing here, ranting about how she left, but you let her leave . She let herself walk out. You didn’t fight for her. Not really. And she didn’t fight for you. You were probably even relieved that she did the distancing for you, Dames. You’re throwing in the towel when you could have just as easily texted, called, or even just shown up at her door . Because if you did, I’m sure she would respond to it.”

“You both are choosing to hurt yourselves by hurting each other,” Jay continued, “What if you chose to help yourselves by helping each other instead?"

Damian’s jaw tightened. "She made her choice, and I cannot do anything but respect it. If we are anything , it would put her in immense danger. Especially with the League’s involvement."

Jay rolled his eyes. "But she didn’t have all the facts when she made that choice. She doesn’t know about the League’s involvement. She doesn’t know they’re using her." He crossed his arms. "And more than that, she doesn’t know you . Not really. You’ve never told her what this has become for you. What she actually means to you."

Damian was silent.

"Do you have feelings for her? Say it out loud." Jon’s voice was gentle but firm, the weight of the question settling between them like a stone.

Damian hesitated. His fingers curled into the fabric of the blanket beneath him. It would be the first time he admitted it—to himself, to them, to anyone. And that was the problem, wasn’t it?

Jon was right. He always had been.

Finally, Damian exhaled, the words slow, deliberate.

"I… I feel something for her, yes."

Jay gave him a flat look. "Something?"

Damian shifted, eyes narrowing slightly. "It is… different than what I felt for Raven. And Nika. Or anyone else I’ve been with."

Jay’s brow shot up. "Different how?"

Damian exhaled slowly. "It is noticeably stronger."

Jon and Jay exchanged another glance, and Damian’s glare sharpened. That was the fourth time they’d done that. 

" Well, " Jon started, "you’re not a teenager anymore, and you’ve gotten better at recognizing your own emotions. I mean, with Raven, it was mostly proximity—you were on the same team, constantly in each other’s space. With Nika, you did the whole ‘walk away to protect her’ thing, but it was mutual. You both agreed. But this?" He gestured vaguely. "This is the first time you don’t want to walk away, even though you think it’s the right thing to do. Before, you were resigned to it. Now, you’re fighting it."

"And…" Jay hesitated, shooting Jon a quick glance before turning back to Damian. "Something stronger than 'like' kind of indicates…"

The words hung heavy in the air. Damian clenched his jaw, staring at the floor like if he looked up, they’d see too much. Because they weren’t wrong. He had always been good at walking away, at convincing himself it was the logical choice, the necessary choice. With Raven, it had been easy to dismiss, a fleeting, circumstantial attraction. She had moved on with Gar, and Damian had been fine. With Nika, he had told himself he was protecting her, and she had agreed—it had been clean. Simple.

But Alessandra? Alessandra was different. Because he didn’t want to leave. And he hated himself for that. He was making the selfish choice for Batman by stopping her and not the selfish choice for Damian by explaining everything and trying to get her back. His whole life had always been that. The Leauge first. Robin. The Cowl. And Alessandra was the first woman who made him want to give it all up to have her. 

Fuck, and he’d made fun of Bruce for saying something similar about Selina. 

Jon sighed, popping another chip into his mouth. "So, you’re sitting here, spiraling, because for the first time in your life, you don’t want to push someone you like away. And yet, you’re still trying to find a way to justify doing it for Batman."

Jay snorted, shaking his head from where he was still half-lounging in Jon’s lap. "Yeah, man. You’re like, the worst case of self-sabotage I’ve ever seen. It’s painful. Do something for Damian for once.”

Damian exhaled sharply through his nose, fingers tightening over his knee. "I’m not sabotaging anything. She already made her decision. She left. I am the one who has to resign to it."

Jay sat up at that, facing him fully. "Did she, though?" he challenged. "Or is she just doing what she thinks she has to do because she doesn’t know all her options?"

Jon nodded. "And maybe, if you actually told her how you feel, she’d realize she doesn’t have to do this. Or if you told her about The Leauge, she might realize she is better off with you in her corner."

Damian scowled. "You think a confession would be enough to stop her from publishing the article? From doing something that will better her life? I think we’re underestimating her."

Jay raised one finger in the air. Damian thought it a weird gesture. "As our resident Aless expert, I think she’s scared. I think she doesn’t know how to not keep pushing forward doing it her way because that’s all she’s ever done. She doesn’t ask for help. She doesn’t concede. You two are quite similar…" He paused, his gaze steady. "And I think you’re scared, too."

Damian’s glare sharpened. "I’m not—"

"You are," Jon cut in, his voice softer, but firm. "You’re scared of what happens if you don’t push her away. What happens if you keep her."

The words hit harder than Damian wanted to admit. Because that was it, wasn’t it? If he let her stay—if he let himself want her—then he was opening himself up to something dangerous, something real. Something he couldn’t control. And that terrified him the most.

Jay sighed, watching him carefully. "Have you told her? Like, have you actually said, ‘ Alessandra, I have feelings for you, and I want you to stay so we can figure this out together? ’ Yes or no?"

Silence.

Jay sat up straighter. "Look, you haven’t even tried reaching out either. Okay, maybe she won’t answer your texts or calls. Fine. But tomorrow’s her last day at the Gazette. She has to go in to clear out her stuff."

Damian’s eyes flickered with something unreadable.

His fingers curled into the fabric of his jeans, his mind spinning, the weight of everything pressing against his ribs. He had spent so long convincing himself that feelings— romantic feelings—were distractions, vulnerabilities, things to be compartmentalized and buried before they could ever take root.

But Alessandra had already taken root.

It wasn’t just that he wanted her. It wasn’t just the physical pull, the intoxicating burn of their bodies colliding like something inevitable, unstoppable. It wasn’t just the way she challenged him, pushed him, met him blow for blow. It was the way she looked at him when she thought he wasn’t paying attention, like she saw through him. The way her voice softened when she spoke about her mother. The way she fought—so damn hard—to hold everything together, even when the world kept tearing her down.

It was the way his name sounded in her mouth. The way her fingers felt in his hair. The way she made him feel human in a way nothing and no one else ever had.

Jon was right.

He wasn’t a teenager anymore. He wasn’t the boy who thought emotions were weaknesses, who was quick to throw away people for a mission, who thought walking away was the only way to protect the people he cared about.

He didn’t want to lose Alessandra Vreeland.

He had pushed people away before, told himself it was for their protection, for their sake. But Alessandra was different. She had found her way into his life when he least expected it—when he least wanted it—and now… now, the thought of her walking away, of them returning to nothing , of her looking at him like he was a mistake—

He couldn’t let that happen.

He needed to act. He needed to say what he should have said that night.

Because if he didn’t?

If he let her go without a fight?

Then he’d spend the rest of his life regretting it.

Jon shrugged. "Then start there."

A beat of silence.

Then Damian inhaled, deep and steady.

"Fine," he said, voice quiet but resolute. "I’ll go."

Jon and Jay exchanged a look, triumphant and exasperated all at once.

"Finally," Jay muttered, flopping back into Jon’s lap. "Took you long enough. We can meet at the front door and go up together."

Except she never showed.

Damian sat at Jay’s desk, arms crossed tightly over his chest, jaw clenched. The Gotham Gazette was as noisy and chaotic as ever—phones ringing, journalists shouting over one another, the smell of burnt coffee lingering in the air, mixing with the staleness of cheap carpet and the underlying scent of ink from the nearby printers. He shouldn’t be here. He shouldn’t have come.

It was almost noon. He had been there since nine.

Three hours of waiting, of tapping his fingers against the chipped wood of Jay’s desk. Of listening to the newsroom buzz with gossip and frantic typing. Of hearing the obnoxious whirr of the coffee machine sputter out burnt sludge. Three hours of watching the main entrance. Of pretending not to notice the way people whispered about him, stole glances at him, speculated on why he was sitting there looking like he was ready to tear through someone.

“This was pointless,” he muttered under his breath, drumming his fingers against the desk. He shot a glare at Jay, who was leaning against the cubicle partition with a knowing smirk. “You dragged me here for nothing.”

Jay rolled his eyes. “I told you to just come at lunchtime. She didn’t answer my text, but she’ll probably pick up everything then.”

Damian clenched his jaw. “She’s not going to show.”

Jay had the decency to look slightly guilty. “She was supposed to.”

The murmurs around them grew louder, whispers creeping into the newsroom like wildfire.

"Is that Damian Wayne?"

"What’s he doing here?"

"Isn’t he dating the girl who got fired?"

“Maybe he’s here to bail her out.”

Damian ignored them, tapping his fingers against the desk, gaze flicking toward the entrance every few seconds. She was avoiding him. He expected that. He had prepared himself for it. But now, sitting here, the frustration gnawed at him, relentless and suffocating.

“Maybe she’s just running late,” Jay offered, but even he didn’t sound convinced.

And then—

“Damian?”

The familiar voice cut through the noise, and both men turned their heads. Damian’s eyes narrowed slightly, his mind working to place the voice before his gaze landed on the woman standing a few desks away, brows raised in surprise. She was familiar, but it took a second—then it clicked. He had seen her before. At his events. At the charity galas Alessandra dragged him to. At his birthday party. The realization settled in just as she spoke again.

“Damian?” 

He stood to greet her. “I’m sorry, I seem to have forgotten—” 

“Oh, no worries. It’s Jane. Aless and I were on the gossip column. She assigned me to write about your…” Jane looked around before dropping her voice to a whisper and shielding her mouth, “Your fake relationship.” 

Jay caught it. Damian saw his eyes widen. 

She knew?” He whispered harshly. At this point, Jay didn’t care. He was so going to yell at Aless.  Damian decided to ignore him. It was Jane. He remembered Jane. Yes.

“If you’re looking for Aless, she hasn’t been in for three days.”

Three days?

Jay frowned beside him. “Three days? Are you sure? Even if she was scorned by the Chief, she’d come in to finish out her work.”

Jane gave him a look. “I’m sure... She was supposed to clear out her desk today, but she never called, never emailed. Nothing. We just figured she no-called, no-showed because she was pissed about being fired… Or that she was with you, Jay. On vacation.”

Damian’s jaw tightened, his pulse hammering in his ears. No. Something’s wrong.

Ignoring the curious gazes on him, Damian strode past Jane without another word, his focus narrowing in on the desk that had become unmistakably Alessandra’s. It was still there, untouched, like a snapshot frozen in time. Stacks of paper piled in an organized kind of chaos, ink smudges on the corners of some pages where she had made edits in a hurry. A pen—the same one she always chewed on when deep in thought—was perched between the spiral bindings of an old, battered notebook. A coffee cup sat near the edge, long gone cold, the faintest ring of lipstick staining the rim. 

His eyes flickered to her work laptop, closed, but still slightly tilted like she’d only meant to step away for a moment. And then to the book. All the President’s Men . The spine was cracked, pages dog-eared, filled with notes scrawled in the margins in the familiar slant of her rushed half-cursive handwriting.

The thing he focused on was a sticky note, half-peeling from the edge of a stack of papers:

Don’t forget to print final draft later before last day!!!!!!!!!

Damian stared at the note, his stomach twisting. Later. The thought lodged itself in his throat like a stone. His hand curled into a fist, jaw tightening as he reached for the note, pulling it free. It was nothing—a small, insignificant reminder. And yet, it was like looking at a grave marker.

She had left these things behind, thinking she would return. She hadn’t. His grip on the sticky note tightened, crumpling it slightly. Something had happened. His hands clenched at his sides before he reached for his phone, shooting a quick text to Babs.

Damian: Track Alessandra Vreeland’s movements for the past three days. 

Jay shifted awkwardly beside him. “So… are we just gonna sit around and hope she waltzes in, or—”

Damian didn’t wait. He pulled open the first drawer—unlocked, filled with the usual clutter of an overworked journalist. Pens, loose sticky notes, and a half-eaten protein bar shoved into the corner. The next drawer—half-full with old notebooks, scattered receipts, and some unfinished article drafts. The kind of everyday mess that belonged to her.

And then he reached for the last drawer. Locked. Without hesitation, he pulled a small tool from his pocket, made quick work of the lock, and pulled the drawer open. And there it was.

A package. 

Wayne Enterprises was stamped neatly in the corner.

Jay tensed beside him. “She’d… She got one of those a few weeks back. I was there for it. I thought… Well, I thought you sent it.”

Damian pulled it out, tearing through the contents with practiced efficiency. He flipped through each document, each photo, each clue that had been placed in Alessandra’s hands.

His hands stilled.

A mission log. A chart of Batman’s patrol routes overlaid with Alessandra’s “dates” with him. The pattern was obvious. He’d tried to make it not obvious, but seeing it like this… It wasn’t her handwriting, though. Damian knew exactly what hers looked like. 

This must have been what she meant when… 

The next thing that fell out was a grainy photograph. A picture of Robin. When he knew she had taken years ago. When he saw the flash in the corner of his eye, he was quick to chase her down. Damian thought he’d deleted it from her camera. He thought hanging her off the roof of a building was enough of a warning to stop… But someone had sent it back to her. A reminder. Another warning.

There was a second photograph, too. Damian sucked in a sharp breath as he turned it over. It was of him. Not as Batman. Not as Damian Wayne. But as something in between. It was from his time in the League. A younger Damian, shrouded in green, face partially obscured by shadow. A uniform he hadn’t worn in years. The swords were strapped to his back. The dagger at his hip. It hit him like a punch to the gut.

This wasn’t just evidence of Batman.

This was evidence of the Demon’s Head. His past. The truth. The thing he had spent over a year burying beneath Gotham’s shadows. And now, someone had handed it to Alessandra. Damian had no doubt she didn’t know what it meant or where it came from, but combined with a picture of Robin… another picture of Batman behind it… Aless was smart enough, even half-asleep, to piece the puzzle together.

His grip on the page tightened. He filled the envelope over and over again to see if there was any date on it. How long had she known? 

Jay exhaled. “Damian. Is this…?”

His phone buzzed. 

Gordan #2: No sign of Alessandra Vreeland. 

Gordon #2: Last seen on Main Street. Cameras caught her around 4:15 AM walking.

Gordon #2: They cut then. Investigating. 

And the last page—the one that sent a sick feeling curling in his gut—he recognized instantly. The paper was different from the others. It was older, slightly yellowed at the edges, creased from being folded and unfolded too many times. The ink had smudged in places, the script a mixture of his meticulous precision and hurried notes scrawled in the margins.

It wasn’t like the Gotham mission reports he had written as Batman. It wasn’t even from his father. It was his. His own mission log. From a time so long ago. Before the Demon’s Head. Before he’d met Alessandra.

His breath stilled.

The moment his eyes scanned the entries, memory surged back with a sharp, unforgiving clarity. From after the Court of Owls. After the fight with the Talons. After he'd turned his blade against the Court and, for the first time, realized that the war inside him was more than just choosing between his mother and father. It was about him.

There had been too many voices in his head—Ra’s al Ghul, Talia, Bruce—all trying to mold him, shape him into something they wanted. But he hadn’t known who he was. Who Damian Wayne was without all of them. So he had walked away. Not out of anger. Not out of defiance. But because he needed to become better.

His father had understood. Had sent him to the monastery in the Himalayas, a place where he could silence the noise and decide, for himself, what path he wanted to walk.

It was there, in the cold, in the solitude, that he had watched Gotham from afar, tracking Batman’s movements not as his son. Not as his partner. But as an outsider. Trying to understand who he was, who he wanted to be, and where he belonged. Damian had written this for when he returned to Gotham. So he could effortlessly return to Robin, as if he never left. Proving himself. 

And the page in his hands, the one now sitting in Alessandra’s locked desk drawer, was from a larger journal. A record of his own observations. His own questions. His own fears.

And there was only one place someone could have gotten to his personal writings and ripped the page from its original leather-bound casing.

His stomach twisted violently.

His mother.

She had sent this.

The implications hit like a blade to the ribs.

It wasn’t just a wave of the hand order that got the League involved with Alessandra. 

This was a scheme coming directly from his mother. 

If Alessandra exposed Damian completely, he might have no choice but to give up the Batman mantle. To retreat. And there was no doubt in his mind that when it happened, his mother would find him again. She would offer what he’d left. She had always wanted him back. Had always whispered in his ear about his true destiny, about the role he had been born to play. Even after he had rejected her, even after he had chosen Gotham over her empire, she had never stopped pulling at the strings.

But this? This wasn’t her usual game.

This was a threat.

A declaration of war.

A message that she knew exactly what Alessandra had been looking for.

That she had seen what Damian himself had been too distracted to notice.

And that she had made her move first.

Jay’s voice barely cut through the rising noise in his head. “ Damian, what’s going on?”

He didn’t answer.

He couldn’t.

His fingers curled tighter around the page, the weight of the truth sinking deep into his bones.

Talia had given Alessandra these clues.

Talia had taken her.

Had she done something worse?

A new type of fear settled in his chest, sharp and unforgiving.

He didn’t have time to sit and think.

Reaching for his phone, Damian’s fingers moved fast as he sent the only message that mattered now.

Damian: Oracle. Track Alessandra Vreeland’s current location. Now.

Damian didn’t hesitate. He stormed out of the Gazette despite Jay’s protests, moving with singular focus as he tore through Gotham’s streets, the engine of his car roaring as he pushed well past the speed limit. The city blurred past him—neon lights streaking against the darkened skyline, shadows stretching across alleyways like reaching hands. None of it mattered. His thoughts were racing faster than his car, his grip tight on the steering wheel, jaw clenched so hard it ached.

By the time he screeched to a stop outside Wayne Manor, tires skidding against gravel, he was already out of the car and storming toward the entrance. He shoved the door open with more force than necessary, his boots echoing against the polished floors. Bruce looked up from where he sat in the study, a book resting in his hands, brow raised at the sheer force of Damian’s entrance.

"Damian," Bruce said, closing the book slowly. "What’s going on?"

Damian didn’t answer. Didn’t even pause. He stalked past his father without a second glance, heading straight for the Batcave, his pulse a war drum in his ears, his thoughts sharp and lethal. By the time he reached the Batcave, his hands were already moving, typing in the secure line, forcing a connection. The computer rang twice before the screen flickered to life, revealing the ever-unbothered, ever-composed figure of Talia al Ghul.

"My son," she greeted, tone smooth as silk, eyes unreadable. This was the first time they’d talked directly since he left. With the swiftness, she answered, Damian knew she’d been anticipating his call. That made it worse.

Damian’s jaw clenched. "What have you done?" His voice was sharp, cutting, his control dangerously thin.

Talia sighed, already bored. "I assume you found the evidence I sent her?"

His grip on the console tightened. He should’ve known. Of course, it had been her. "You wanted her to expose me? You wanted this? To force me back into the League?" His voice was dangerously even, sharper than the blades he carried. "Or was that just a bonus? Because the real question is where the hell is she?"

Talia barely reacted, merely arching a brow. "Watch your tone, habibi . I am still your mother, but I did not take her. It would have been a waste of my resources and time."

Damian’s blood ran cold. She wasn’t lying. His mother was many things—a manipulator, a strategist, a woman who could twist truths into deadly weapons—but she did not lie about these types of things, not outright, not to him . And right now, he saw no deception in her eyes.

But that only made it worse. If she wasn’t behind this, then that meant someone else was.

"You played a dangerous game," he bit out, his tone razor-sharp, "Sending her that information. You put her in harm’s way. She’s missing, and I have no doubt your intrusion was a direct cause."

Talia smirked. It was slight, but there. "And what is she to you, my son, that you care so much?"

Damian’s entire body locked up. She was toying with him, watching his reaction, measuring his attachment like she always did. She expected indifference. She expected nothing. Instead, she got silence. Silence that spoke volumes.

Talia’s eyes flickered with amusement. "Interesting."

"Stay away from her," he warned, voice low, lethal. "You don’t touch her. You don’t use her. You don’t even think about her again."

Talia tilted her head, examining him, before offering a small shrug, as if he were making demands about the weather.

"We shall see."

Before Damian could snap back, an alarm rang through the Batcave—Oracle’s voice cutting through the comms.

“I bid you well, my son.” She hung up, and Bab’s face replaced hers.

“Damian. You’re getting a call. Direct line.”

His stomach twisted. “From who?”

Oracle hesitated. …Alessandra Vreeland.”

Everything in him stilled.

"Patch her through. Now."

The screen flickered—

And his world stopped.

Alessandra was there, but she wasn’t alone.

She was tied to a chair, her arms bound behind her back, the ropes cutting into her skin. Her head lolled forward slightly, strands of hair sticking to her face, damp with sweat. The soft, golden glow of the dim overhead light did little to soften the brutal marks on her skin—a dark bruise blossomed high on her cheekbone, stark against her complexion. A thin cut at her temple, jagged and angry, had dried blood trailing down the side of her face, disappearing beneath the curve of her jaw.

Her lip was split, the corner of her mouth stained with red, like someone had struck her for talking back. Her right eye was swollen just enough to make his stomach twist. Even in unconsciousness, her brow was furrowed, like her body was still fighting, still resisting, still refusing to surrender.

She was slumped, her breathing shallow but steady, chest rising and falling in a rhythm that kept him from spiraling completely. But the restraint in her posture, the tension even in unconsciousness, made his blood boil.

And standing beside her, grinning like a wolf before a feast, was a face he knew too well.

Mara al Ghul.

“You’re taking too long, Cousin ,” she purred, tilting her head in amusement as she ran a knife along Alessandra’s cheek, just enough pressure to make Damian’s fists clench at his sides.

“I was wondering if you’d ever figure it out,” she continued, toying with a strand of Alessandra’s hair, as if she were an afterthought. “You’re usually faster than this. Maybe you’ve gotten soft.

Damian’s vision blurred at the edges, his fury hot and coiling.

Mara smirked at his silence. “Come get her before we get bored of waiting.”

The screen went dark.

And Damian was already moving.

"Oracle, trace the call."

“Already on it.”

His mind was a storm of rage, fear, and something even worse—helplessness.

But he wasn’t going to let that stop him.

They took her.

And he was going to burn the entire League to the ground to get her back.

No matter what it took.


The first thing Alessandra noticed was the cold. The second was the sharp, throbbing ache in her ribs. Her head. Her legs and hands. Everywhere, pretty much.

Her head swam as she blinked herself into consciousness, the dim, flickering light overhead casting eerie shadows across the cracked walls of what was clearly a broken-down apartment. The air smelled like mildew and rust, a metallic tang lingering at the back of her throat. Her wrists ached, bound behind her back, and when she shifted, the rope cut into her skin.

Memories slammed into her all at once. The street. The figures in the shadows. The hand that yanked her back, the cloth over her nose—

She jerked, struggling, kicking blindly, but the moment she did, a sharp force cracked against her jaw, knocking her back against the chair she was tied to. Pain flared hot and immediate across her face. Her ears rang.

“Good. You’re awake.”

Alessandra blinked the stars from her vision, tasting blood, forcing her gaze upward to meet her captor.

A woman stood before her, dark hair pulled into a tight ponytail, sharp features illuminated in the dim light. She looked familiar, but Aless couldn’t place her.

“Would’ve been easier if you stayed out,” the woman said with a casual shrug, rolling her wrists. “Saves me from having to knock you around every time you start screaming.”

Aless flexed her jaw, swallowing down the taste of iron. “Go to hell.”

The woman laughed, stepping closer, pressing her boot to the leg of Alessandra’s chair, tilting it slightly back. “Oh, sweetheart, that’s exactly where I’m headed. But not before we do a little family reunion.”

Family reunion?

Instead of questioning, Aless gathered every ounce of defiance left in her and spat in her captor's face. The reaction was instant. The woman's expression twisted into something dark and irritated, her grip tightening. And then, with a sharp scoff, she let go. The boot that had been tilting Aless back vanished, and she fell. Hard. Her head smacked against the unforgiving hardwood floor, pain exploding behind her eyes. A sharp ringing filled her ears, the impact rattling through her skull.

Dazed, she barely registered the amused chuckle from above. "Feisty," the woman mused, wiping her cheek with the back of her hand. "That'll make this more fun while we play the waiting game."

Aless’s stomach turned. The words settled like a stone in her gut, heavy and suffocating. She swallowed, forcing herself to stay calm, to not let the panic clawing up her throat show. "What do you want from me?"

"We needed a guarantee he'd come running. The others weren’t one hundred percent.”

Aless exhaled sharply through her nose, refusing to give her the satisfaction of a reaction. "You're using me as bait." 

In this situation, and with an incoming concussion fogging her brain, she didn't know what to say at this point. The woman didn’t deny it. Instead, she let the words hang in the air, let them sink in. Then, with a mock gasp, she snapped her fingers. "Bingo."

"For who?" she asked, her voice rough.

The woman tilted her head, studying her like a cat might study a wounded bird. "You're really slow on the uptake... It's for him, " she said simply. "To lure little Damian here."

Aless’s heart pounded. "Damian?"

Family reunion? Damian? 

The woman smirked, clearly enjoying herself. "Ding ding ding," she cooed, stepping forward. "A very emotionally charged Damian Wayne, to be specific. One who will storm in here blind with fury, desperate to save the girl, leaving himself wide open. And when that happens? He dies. You die. Whoever is with him dies. It's very poetic, I think. The little boy who never loved finally gets killed by it.”

Alessandra's mind reeled. She had imagined a lot of ways her life could spiral, but being used as bait to kill Damian Wayne was not one of them. Her thoughts spun, trying to piece everything together. This woman had taken her, had planned this entire thing, which meant—

Alessandra felt ice flood through her veins. "You’re the one," she breathed, mind racing. "You sent me the files. You hacked my computer. You got me fired."

The woman blinked, looking… genuinely confused. "What? No... Geez, I thought you were supposed to be smarter than this."

"What?" Alessandra’s brows furrowed. "Then..."

The woman rolled her eyes. "We’ve been monitoring you, sweetheart. You kept getting tangled up in his orbit. Wherever you were, he was. It wasn’t hard to put two and two together. You were the best bait to go with."

Alessandra’s head spun. "So you weren’t trying to expose him?"

She scoffed. "Why would I need to expose Damian as Batman? I don’t give a shit about Gotham." Her smirk sharpened. "I want to kill him. And maybe Bruce Wayne, too. Take down the Big Bat himself. If we kill his son, he's sure to pop out of the marital bliss he's hiding behind."

Aless’s breath hitched. "Bruce Wayne?"

The woman quirked a brow. "Oh, come on . Tell me you at least put that together."

Aless’s mind raced. She had barely processed the idea that Damian was Batman and his siblings had to be involved, and now she was supposed to accept that Bruce Wayne —the billionaire, retired businessman, the carefully cultivated Gotham icon—was the Batman? The original? It wasn’t impossible. The wealth, the influence, the secrecy. It all made sense. But—

"Did you hit your head that hard?" the woman continued, shaking her head in exaggerated disappointment. "You ask so many fucking questions. I hope this doesn’t take too long."

She pulled out a chair, not even bothering to lift Aless from the ground before she sat down. Then, with the tip of her boot, she nudged Aless's cheek, forcing her to look up.

"Wait. You really didn’t already know anything?"

Alessandra swallowed, her entire body going still.

No. She didn’t. 

She hadn’t thought that far ahead. Hadn’t truly pieced it together. She probably would've had the on her walk home if she wasn't knocked unconscious. 

If Damian was Robin…

Then the rest of them—

Bruce Wayne was Batman.

The original Batman.

She felt her stomach drop, nausea curling at the edges of her mind. It made so much sense. Too much sense. It was a can of worms that Aless didn't even think about before she opened it... And now she was in a secondary location and had no idea what day it was. 

The woman was watching her carefully now, her smirk widening. "Oh, you sweet, naive little thing. You really had no idea what you were stepping into, did you?"

Alessandra forced herself to take a slow breath. "Why tell me any of this?"

The woman tilted her head. "Because none of it will matter when you’re dead."

Alessandra clenched her jaw, keeping her fear buried deep. "If you think I’m scared of you, you’re wrong."

The woman only laughed. "You should be. I kill for a living."

Alessandra’s mind reeled as the woman’s words settled, heavy and suffocating in her chest. The realization of just how deeply she had been caught in something bigger than herself was a vice tightening around her ribs. Her breathing was uneven, her pulse hammering against her skull.

She forced herself to swallow, to tamp down the sheer panic rising within her. She’d talked to killers before. Gotham’s biggest crime lords while she pretended to be a stripper or a waitress somewhere. This woman… she didn’t look any taller than Aless. It was something Aless told herself to give herself more confidence. “And who the hell are you?”

The woman chuckled, a smirk playing at her lips as she leaned back in her chair. “Oh, that’s cute. You don’t even know who’s holding you hostage.” She crossed her arms, tilting her head as if debating whether or not to humor her. Then, with a casual flick of her wrist, she shrugged. “Mara al Ghul.”

Alessandra blinked, her brain stalling for a beat. Al Ghul? She just tried to rack her mind for any indication of that name. Nothing. Nada. Not in her research. Not in her articles. The name meant nothing to her. 

Mara must have caught the blank look on her face because her smirk faltered slightly before she let out a dry laugh. “You really have no idea about any of this, do you?”

Aless scowled, pretending that it didn’t hurt a little. “Should I?”

Mara sighed, like this was already tedious. “Let me spell it out for you, then.” She leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees, eyes gleaming with something sharp and cruel. “I come from a very long line of assassins. The League of Assassins.”

Aless’s brows knitted together. “The what?”

“The League of Assassins,” Mara repeated, drawing out each word like Aless was slow. At this point, she truly was, because Mara had to be making this shit up. “A centuries-old organization of the deadliest killers to ever exist. Our grandfather —Ra’s al Ghul—was its leader. Some would call him immortal. Others, a demon.”

Alessandra’s stomach turned. This sounded like something out of a conspiracy theory. “And… this has what to do with me?”

Mara’s grin widened. “Because, sweetheart, Damian Wayne is also Damian al Ghul —Ra’s al Ghul’s grandson, my dear cousin, and the Demon’s Head. Trained since birth. Raised in blood and war.” She tilted her head. “Until he abandoned it. Abandoned them to take on Batman’s mantle.”

Aless froze. Her breath hitched as she tried to process Mara’s words. “Damian… was the head of an assassin empire ? From his mother? Not from Bruce…”

Mara clapped her hands together mockingly. “I should give you ten points for that.”

The edges of Alessandra’s vision blurred as the weight of the revelation pressed down on her. What the hell? It was one thing to learn that Damian was Batman. But this? This was something entirely different. Who the actual fuck was Damian Wayne? Damian al Ghul? 

Her mind raced to keep up, but the questions kept piling up. “So… you’re telling me that his mother runs a—what, a murder cult?”

Mara rolled her eyes. “I wouldn’t call it a cult… But sure, whatever helps you sleep at night.”

“And you’re his… cousin?” Alessandra clarified, the word feeling strange on her tongue.

“Unfortunately,” Mara drawled, inspecting her nails like this was just a casual conversation over coffee. “Gods, he really kept you in the dark about all of this.”

Aless said nothing, which was answer enough.

Mara chuckled, clearly delighted by the realization. “Oh, that’s rich. He didn’t tell you any of this? And here I thought you two were dating. ” She feigned a pout. “What else has my dear cousin been keeping from you?”

Yeah, I wonder that too. Maybe I’ll ask when I get out of this, because he’s the only reason I’m surviving this… There goes keeping distance. 

Alessandra’s jaw clenched. “Why are you telling me all this now? What do you want from me?”

Mara leaned forward, eyes glinting with something far darker than amusement. “Simple. Damian turned his back on the League. And now, I get to remind him why that was a mistake to leave such a space open.”

Aless swallowed hard, her pulse thrumming in her ears. “And I’m supposed to help you do that?”

Mara frowned. “Can we end the questions? This isn’t about you. You are a pawn. After you’re dead, that’s it.” She sat back, crossing one leg over the other with an air of satisfaction. “Damian is the Demon’s Head. Whether he likes it or not, the League still recognizes him as such. Whether Talia likes it or not. The League still sees him as its rightful leader.” Her lips curled. “But if he’s out of the way? Well. That leaves the throne open, doesn’t it?”

Aless’s stomach twisted. 

“That idiot spent five years dismantling the League from the inside, turning it into some bureaucratic shell of what it once was. Less powerful. Less feared. He never outright shut it down, but he sure as hell weakened it.” She scoffed. “No, your boyfriend was gutting an empire while the rest of us watched in horror. And now he’s made it so easy for us to come in and restore it.”

Aless stared at her, heartbeat hammering. “So you’re—what? Some kind of loyalist?

Mara tilted her head. “More like a realist. I’m not the only one who felt he should never have taken the throne, so to speak, it’s not really a throne . A faction of us had to sit there and wait, watching as he turned the League into a glorified security firm instead of a force of nature.” Her fingers drummed against her knee. “But now? Now we finally have an opportunity. With him gone, taking Talia out is nothing. Then we can restore the League to what it was always meant to be.”

Aless’s mind raced. The pieces are clicking together in rapid succession. Damian’s disappearance. God, her head was so fucked all she could think about was that he wasn’t getting his fucking MBA. Mara arched a brow at the emotions blatant on the girl’s face. Pathetic. The way her lips parted, the slight tremor in her fingers—she was unraveling, processing, realizing just how deep in this she actually was. Mara almost felt bad for her.

Almost.

That’s why she sat the girl back up, and pulled her hair with just a bit less amount of force. “Finally catching up, are we?” she teased, unable to help herself.

Aless swallowed hard, her jaw tightening as if she were physically bracing herself. “And all this time, you’re telling me he never—”

Never told her? Never let her in? Was he even supposed to?

Mara leaned back, watching Alessandra Vreeland fall apart in real-time. And gods , wasn’t that just delicious? It was one thing to know Damian had gone soft, but it was another entirely to see the evidence sitting right in front of her—wide-eyed, wounded, and completely oblivious until now.

What was it about this girl? Mara had been watching for months, tracking Damian’s movements, analyzing his decisions, and she’d figured it out pretty quickly: Alessandra shouldn’t have mattered. There was no real strategic value in keeping her around. And yet, Damian did. He hovered around her, protected her in ways he never had for anyone outside of the Bat-Family.

It was almost funny.

Mara had spent years knowing Damian, and she’d never once seen him let his guard down— not like this. Oh, sure, he’d claimed to care about the Bats. He’d played the part of the ever-loyal son. But there was always a line. Always a wall. Even when he’d been young, thrown into Gotham like a rabid dog still half-tamed, he had never let anyone in . Not fully.

And now, she was looking at the one exception.

What is so special about you? Mara wanted to ask. She didn’t get it. Didn’t understand what this girl had done to make him, of all people, lose control. What was it about Alessandra Vreeland? That she had wormed her way into something as unshakable as him ?

It didn’t matter.

Because soon, she wouldn’t exist.

And neither would he.

And Mara might as well play with her food while she was sitting here waiting.

“Told you?” Mara snorted. “Of course he didn’t. Would you have fucked Batman if you knew he was also the leader of the world’s deadliest assassins?”

Aless flinched.

Mara grinned. “That’s what I thought.”

Her chest tightened. Her thoughts spiraled. What the hell had she gotten herself into?

Mara’s gaze flickered over her, sharp and assessing. “Don’t worry. You won’t have to dwell on it for long. Whether he wants to admit it or not, he will come for you. And when he does?” Her smirk widened. “I’ll make sure he doesn’t walk away. I’ll let him answer all your little questions before I slice his head off. I’m a girl’s girl, you know.” 

Alessandra let out a sharp, humorless laugh, shaking her head. She didn’t know where this new want came from, but she wanted to hurt Mara. In the way only Aless could. She was good at it. Words. Using them to impact people. To hurt them. 

Alessandra tilted her head, her voice dripping with mock sympathy. “What, did he reject your little cult, and now you’ve got abandonment issues? Is that why you’re so desperate to get his attention? You have to kill him to prove your worth instead of having it to begin with?”

Mara’s jaw clenched.

Alessandra’s smile was all teeth. “Face it—you don’t want to kill him. You just want him to notice you. Because no matter how hard you try, no matter how much blood you spill, you’ll never be him. And you know it.”

Alessandra barely had time to process before Mara moved.

Mara’s blow was quick, precise, calculated to hurt but not to break. Yet. Alessandra’s head snapped to the side, her vision blurring for a second before she forced herself to steady. The metallic tang of blood filled her mouth, sharp and bitter, but she swallowed it down, straightening her posture even as her wrists throbbed from where they were bound.

“Oh, don’t look so surprised,” Mara murmured, shaking out her fingers like the strike had barely registered to her. “You’ve been so mouthy since you woke up. I thought you’d appreciate a little consequence for that remark.”

Alessandra inhaled through her nose, slow and measured, forcing herself not to react. Not to show Mara how much the hit had rattled her. It wasn’t the first time she’d taken a hit. It wouldn’t be the last.

Mara cocked her head, watching her closely, gauging her reaction—or lack thereof. “Nothing? No quips? No smartass remarks?” She clicked her tongue. “Disappointing.”

Alessandra shifted in her chair, rolling her shoulders as much as her restraints would allow. “What, you want me to say thank you?” Her voice was hoarse, but steady. “That I appreciate your commitment to proving my point?”

Mara’s smirk twitched, and for a second, something dark flashed in her gaze. And then, without warning, she struck again. This time, it was the butt of a sword, slamming into Alessandra’s gut with enough force to knock the breath from her lungs.

Alessandra gasped, doubling over as much as her restraints allowed, her stomach spasming painfully. White-hot agony shot through her ribs, but she gritted her teeth, forcing herself to swallow the pain down. She refused to give Mara the satisfaction.

Mara crouched down, grabbing Alessandra’s chin roughly between her fingers and forcing her to meet her eyes. “You think you’re clever,” she murmured, voice almost sweet. “That you have any idea what’s happening here. But you don’t. You’re just a little toy, dangled in front of a boy who never learned how to let things go properly.” Her grip tightened. “And the second he walks into my trap, he’s going to watch you die. Slowly.”

Alessandra’s breath came in ragged bursts, but she forced herself to meet Mara’s gaze, her lips curling into something between a smirk and a sneer. “You talk a lot for someone who’s supposedly in control.”

Mara’s expression darkened, and for a moment, Alessandra thought she’d hit her again. But instead, Mara just let out a quiet chuckle, releasing her chin and standing back up.

"You know," Mara mused, twirling the knife in her fingers like it was second nature, "I was planning on keeping you in one piece. At least until the fun part started." She paused, throwing a smirk over her shoulder. "But that mouth is making me rethink that."

Alessandra swallowed, every breath rattling in her bruised ribs. She could taste blood, sharp and metallic, on the inside of her cheek where her teeth had cut into it from the last hit. She flexed her fingers against the restraints, testing them, but the ropes barely budged. Whoever had tied them knew what they were doing.

She had no delusions about the position she was in—Mara could kill her whenever she wanted. But that wasn’t the plan. She was bait. Which meant Mara needed her alive.

Didn’t mean she had to keep her comfortable, though.

Mara stopped pacing, pivoting to face her fully. "You’re awfully quiet now." She tapped the tip of the blade against her chin, mockingly thoughtful. "What happened to all that fight? That mouthy attitude?" Her smirk sharpened. "Don’t tell me you’re scared ."

Alessandra forced herself to meet Mara’s gaze, to push past the aching in her ribs, the dull throb in her head. "Of you?" She snorted, voice hoarse but defiant. "You’re just another egotistical, trigger-happy lunatic with daddy issues. I’ve interviewed a lot of those."

Mara’s expression didn’t flicker.

Then she struck.

A hard, open-palmed slap snapped Alessandra’s head to the side, sending another sharp jolt of pain through her already aching jaw. She bit the inside of her cheek again, felt fresh blood pool on her tongue.

"You're testing my patience, Vreeland." Mara’s voice was quieter now, more dangerous. "I could cut you up a little. Maybe leave something for Dami to find. Make him see just how fragile you really are."

Aless clenched her jaw, trying not to wince as she straightened. "And ruin your whole damsel-in-distress setup? That wouldn’t be very smart."

Mara hummed, the sword twirling between her fingers again. "Maybe. But it would be fun."

Aless said nothing. Not because she was afraid, though, objectively, she should be, but because every inch of her body was screaming, reminding her that she wasn’t winning this fight. Not in this state.

She had always thought of herself as capable. Quick. Smart enough to navigate even the most dangerous of situations. But right now? Right now, with every breath sending a dull ache through her ribs, her body bruised and exhausted, her limbs restrained, she was at a disadvantage.

Mara was stronger.

Mara was trained.

Mara wasn’t playing a game.

For the first time since waking up in this hellhole, a sliver of doubt crept into her mind. Maybe she was out of her league.

Maybe she couldn’t get out of this on her own.

The thought made her stomach turn, made something ugly and helpless curl up in her chest. Because that meant only one thing.

Damian, you better be coming.

She squeezed her eyes shut for a brief second, willing away the vulnerability clawing at her throat.

Because if he wasn’t

She was screwed.

Chapter Text

The passage of time blurred into nothingness.

Aless didn’t know if it was day or night, not with the windows covered, not with only the dim, flickering lightbulb in the corner to mark the hours. Sometimes Mara spoke to her, sometimes she didn’t. Sometimes the air was filled with the rhythmic clicking of a knife against a table, a slow, taunting beat that crawled under her skin. Sometimes there was silence so oppressive it made her feel like she was drowning.

Her body ached. Her wrists were rubbed raw from the ropes binding them behind her back, her ribs protested with every shallow breath. The bruises from Mara’s earlier ‘discipline’ throbbed like a cruel reminder of her place in all of this.

It wasn’t just Mara. Others came too.

The door would creak open, and shadowy figures would linger in the doorway, their gazes appraising, murmuring amongst themselves in a language she didn’t recognize. A few had laughed, low and cruel, before leaving again. One man—tall, with a black mask covering most of his face—had stepped closer, reaching out as if to tilt her chin up for inspection. Aless jerked away from his touch, earning a light slap across her already bruised face. Like he was playing with her. Giving her a warning.

“She’s got fire,” he had commented idly, shaking his hand out before glancing at Mara. “No wonder he likes this one.”

Mara had only smirked. “It’s entertaining, isn’t it?”

Then there was the woman—with white hair and pink eyes—who had only observed, saying nothing. But her gaze had lingered, calculating, before she turned and left without a word.

Aless couldn’t make sense of their presence. Were they all a part of whatever scheme this was? Watching her like she was some caged animal? Or were they just waiting, anticipating Damian’s inevitable arrival?

And then there was him.

She wasn’t sure when she first saw the other man—the one who wasn’t Mara, who wasn’t like the rest. He commanded himself different. He seemed older. His voice was deeper, and they all listened to him—holding on to any and every word he said. He only came once, while Aless was already getting used to the others (one of them who was green ) coming in and out. 

When he came though, they made sure she was awake. 

Her mind drifted in and out, hovering between sleep and pain, but when she blinked awake after having water thrown on her, there he was. A shadow in the doorway, broad-shouldered and unmoving. His mask covered all of his, but the single eye that stared down at her was sharp, unreadable. The boot to her ribs was light. A nudge, not a full-force strike. Still, she gasped, the impact jarring against the bruises already blooming under her skin.

“She’s still alive,” the man muttered, his voice rough with disinterest. “Mara, you can’t kill her. Not yet. Not before he gets here. Tell the others as well. No more touching her.”

Mara, sitting lazily on the edge of the table, tilted her head. “But if I get impatient?”

“Then you’ll finally be feeling the edge of my blade.”

A slow sigh. “Fine. But if he takes too long, I make no promises.”

The man—whoever he was—gave her one last look before turning and walking out.

Her breath shuddered as she tried to process the conversation she had just overheard. 

Not yet. Not before he gets here.

Damian.

They were waiting for Damian.

But did he even know she was missing? Did he even care?

The thought hit her like a punch to the gut. Because, realistically, why would he? She had been adamant that this was over, to put space between them ever since their last night together. And, at that point, sounded like the best option. So, maybe it was stupid to hope that he would come for her, that he would even notice she was gone.

Mara watched her carefully, a lazy smirk playing on her lips as she toyed with the knife in her hands. “You look like you’re having a crisis,” she mused. “Second-guessing if your little boyfriend is even coming for you? It’s been a week.”

Alessandra clenched her jaw, refusing to take the bait. She wouldn’t give Mara the satisfaction.

But Mara laughed anyway, clearly seeing the hesitation on her face. “Oh, that’s adorable. You really thought you meant something to him, didn’t you?” She leaned forward, resting her elbows on her knees. “That must hurt.”

Aless swallowed back the lump in her throat. She wouldn’t let herself think like that. It wasn’t about what she meant to Damian. It was about the fact that she was being used as bait. Batman would save her. Damian… maybe Damian was behind the mask, but it might not be fully him. He might put separation between them in that way. Aless had hope that Batman would save her. He had to.

Mara watched the emotions flicker across her face, amusement dancing in her eyes. “You really don’t know him at all, do you?”

Aless forced herself to meet her gaze, her voice flat. “What do you mean?”

Mara clicked her tongue, twirling the knife between her fingers. “Damian Wayne,” she drawled, as if the name itself was a joke. “The golden prince of Gotham. The boy with a foot in two worlds and loyalty to neither. He’s predictable, you know. He thinks he can outrun what he is, but he can’t.” She tilted her head. “And neither can you.”

Aless narrowed her eyes. “What the hell does that mean?”

Mara just smiled. “You’ll see.”

The cryptic response made Aless’ skin crawl, but she refused to let Mara see her unease. Instead, she shifted, testing the ropes around her wrists again. They were tight, but she could still feel her fingers, which meant circulation hadn’t been fully cut off. That was something.

Mara stretched lazily. “You’re lucky, you know.”

Aless scoffed. “Oh, yeah. I feel real lucky right now.”

Mara grinned. “No, really. If it were up to me, I would’ve gutted you the moment we grabbed you to teach him as lesson.” She examined her nails, feigning nonchalance. “But he thinks you’re valuable.”

Aless hesitated. “He?”

Mara just winked.

Aless swallowed hard. How many people were involved in this? And why did it feel like whatever game they were playing, she was a piece neither side could afford to lose?

Her chest ached as she tried to shift in the chair, the bruises on her ribs screaming in protest. If Damian didn’t come for her, what would happen? Would they just kill her? Would they keep her locked away until she was no longer useful?

No. They were betting on his arrival. 

She exhaled shakily, forcing herself to focus. If there was one thing she knew about Damian, it was that he never left things unfinished. If he knew she was missing—if he realized what had happened—he would come.

But if he didn’t?

She squeezed her eyes shut.

Then she was already dead.

There was no escaping that reality. No last-minute miracle, no clever scheme to talk her way out of this. The only thing left to do was wait—wait for the inevitable, whether it came with the slice of a blade or the slow fade of time.

Then the first explosion rattled the walls.

Aless barely registered it at first. Her head was swimming, pain clouding her thoughts. But then there was another. Then gunfire. Then the distant clang of steel clashing against steel. Shouting. Boots pounding against the floorboards. And then—more movement. More figures than she had ever seen in this room before, filtering in from the hallway, from side doors she hadn’t even noticed before. Dark-clad assassins, their weapons already drawn, their postures rigid, alert. Some of them she recognized from the past few days. Silent figures who had stood watch, who had dragged her back into place when she tried to struggle. But there were others, new faces, ones she hadn’t seen before, their presence crackling with restrained violence.

This wasn’t just a hideout. This was a base. A League outpost, or worse, something more permanent. Mara let out a loud laugh, spinning toward the door, her blade already in hand.

" Finally! "

Alessandra tried to lift her head, her vision swimming, the edges of her world still hazy with exhaustion and pain. The weight in the air had shifted. Thick with tension, charged with something inevitable. Something was coming. Someone was coming.

A shuddering breath left her lips as her body gave in, the last reserves of fight draining from her limbs. The relief was intoxicating, sinking into her bones like a slow, numbing opiate. She let her head rest against the cold hardwood, her lashes fluttering as she traced the scene unfolding around her. The distant sound of clashing steel, the rhythmic pound of boots on the floor—her sluggish mind barely pieced it together.

Her captors were moving, their once-lazy confidence cracking, shifting into something tighter, sharper. Mara had drawn her blade, standing poised and waiting, the gleam in her eyes a stark contrast to the chaos erupting beyond the walls.

Suddenly, the window behind her shattered.

Glass rained down, and through the shards and moonlight, a figure in black and blue crashed through, landing in a low crouch. The moment his boots hit the ground, he was moving—batons spinning, taking down two assassins before they even had a chance to react.

Nightwing.

More chaos erupted in the hallway. A crimson-helmeted figure burst through next, guns drawn, moving with lethal precision as he covered the entrance, cutting down the assassins with ruthless efficiency.

Red Hood.

A blur of red and black flipped through the doorway, staff twirling, knocking an attacker unconscious before his feet had even landed. His movements were measured, strategic—taking down targets with the least amount of force necessary.

Red Robin.

Then, the shadows moved, something darker than the night itself stepping forward, a glint of a blade catching the dim light. A sword in one hand, a batarang in the other, moving with deadly efficiency, cutting through the remaining assassins with practiced ease.

Damian.

He was a force of nature—his sword a silver blur, his movements calculated, his expression unreadable beneath the sharp angles of his cowl. His every strike was precise, brutal. The League had trained him, but he had surpassed them. This wasn’t just a mission for him.

This was retribution.

Mara! ” His voice cut through the fray like a blade itself.

Mara turned, a slow grin spreading across her face. “ Finally, ” she purred, twirling her knife. “I was starting to think you didn’t care.”

He replied coldly. "You took something that belongs to me.”

Mara’s smirk widened. “Oh, I did ?”

They clashed.

Sword against dagger. Fast, brutal. Mara was good. Very good. But Damian was better.

She struck first, aiming for his ribs—he parried, twisting his blade, forcing her to disengage. She rolled back, adjusting, striking again. A flurry of movement, a dance of steel and precision. But Damian’s anger burned hot under his skin, fueling every strike.

Mara laughed, breathless, her stance shifting. “You don’t deserve either title, cousin. Not Batman. Not Demon’s Head. You think your little moral code makes you untouchable? It just makes you weak!

She feinted left, then lunged right, but Damian anticipated it, dodging at the last second, twisting his grip on the hilt of his sword.

“It makes me better than you,” he bit out, slamming his knee into her stomach, knocking the wind out of her.

She stumbled back, gasping, and in that moment, his blade was at her throat.

“You can’t kill me,” she breathed, eyes glinting. “Not like this. Not in front of them.

She was right. They both knew it.

Damian’s jaw tightened, but before he could act, a gunshot rang out. Red Hood had taken out the last of the assassins who hadn’t escaped into other parts of the house. He hoped that the girls were dwindling the forces outside. But he couldn’t focus on that. 

Something was wrong.

“Batman!” Dick’s voice cut through, sharp and urgent. “ Behind her!

Damian’s head snapped toward Alessandra just in time to see a figure looming over her, a dagger glinting in the dim light. Nightstorm. He barely made a sound, moving with eerie precision, a ghost in the chaos. Alessandra barely stirred, too weak to react, too dazed to fight. The assassin had gone unnoticed, slipping through the fray, one hand already gripping Aless’s bound wrists, the other raising the blade—

A gunshot cracked through the air.

Nightstorm jerked back with a sharp cry, but before Red Hood could get off another shot, a thick, unnatural wind howled through the broken window.

“Shit! He’s using the wind!” Jason growled, already firing again, but it was too late.

The assassin dissolved into the swirling tempest, vanishing in the violent gust like smoke in the wind.

Damian barely spared him a second thought. Because Alessandra was falling. The force of the assassin’s grip releasing had thrown her forward, and with her strength already spent, she collapsed. Her chair tipped, her body slumping forward as her head struck the hard floor with a sickening thud.

Damian’s entire world narrowed to a pinpoint.

He turned so fast it nearly made him dizzy, his heart hammering against his ribs. Across the room, slumped against the chair, Alessandra was completely still, her head tilted to the side, fresh blood trickling down her temple, pooling beneath her. His lungs locked.

Batman! ” Dick shouted, but he was already moving. Across the room, Mara had pushed herself up against the far wall, wiping blood from the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand. And she was smiling.

“You should’ve finished this when you had the chance ,” she taunted, eyes gleaming with something wicked.

Damian’s grip on his sword tightened, his entire body taut, ready to lunge, to end this—

Then Alessandra let out a barely audible groan.

His chest constricted.

Mara noticed. She tilted her head, watching as his gaze flickered between her and the unconscious woman on the floor.

And then she took her chance.

With a sharp whistle, Mara turned on her heel and sprinted for the hallway, her escape already in motion. Several assassins who had been waiting in the shadows surged forward to cover her retreat, blocking Damian’s path with a fresh wave of blades.

“Damian, go! ” Dick shouted. “We have her!”

But his feet wouldn’t move.

He had a choice. Finish this, stop Mara, stop the League's plan, o r get Alessandra out of here.

Another pained noise escaped her lips.

His choice was made.

With one last furious look toward Mara’s retreating form, he turned back to Alessandra. He was at her side in an instant, ripping off his glove to press two fingers against her neck. The relief that flooded him when he felt her pulse nearly made him dizzy. Seeing her blood on his bare hands made him dizzy. For all his training, for all his discipline, Damian’s hands still shook as he adjusted his grip on her, cradling her against his chest. Alessandra—sharp-tongued, relentless, stubborn Aless—was limp in his arms, her breath shallow, her face slack and pale. The bruises on her skin, the gash at her temple, the blood smearing his fingers. It was unbearable.

This was because of him. Because she got too close. Because he let her get too close. Because he thought—what? That he could be selfish? That he could hold onto her for just a little while longer, even knowing the danger that followed him like a curse? She hadn’t known. Not really. Not the full weight of what being in his orbit meant. She had seen glimpses, had suspected things, had gotten herself wrapped up in the chase. But she hadn’t known. And now, because of that, because of him , she had suffered.

She had been beaten. Held captive. Used as bait.

And he hadn’t gotten to her fast enough.

A week. 

His grip tightened involuntarily. He had let this happen. He had let himself want this, want her , and now she was bleeding out in his arms, a casualty of his legacy. His mother’s legacy. His grandfather’s. The League would never leave him alone, and now Alessandra was caught in that crossfire.

What did that mean for them? Was there even a them anymore? She was going to wake up. She was going to look at him, and what then? What the hell could he say to her? That he was sorry? That he should have stopped this before it started? That he should have pushed her away from the very beginning, instead of indulging his selfish desire to have her? Would she hate him for this? She should.

He clenched his jaw, forcing himself to move, to focus , even as something unsteady curled deep in his gut. He wasn’t just holding her. He was losing her. He could feel it.

This had always been inevitable.

There was no future for them. Not with this blood on his hands.

“She’s alive,” he muttered, voice tight. “We’re leaving.”

Jason was the first one out, clearing the path to their exit with a few well-placed shots that sent any lingering assassins scrambling. Tim followed, eyes sharp as he scanned the perimeter for any last-minute surprises. Dick secured the line, giving Damian a curt nod.

“Move,” Dick ordered.

Damian tightened his grip around Alessandra and leapt.

The night air hit them like a shockwave as they emerged from the crumbling safe house, the city skyline stretching before them. The Batmobile was already waiting, its engine rumbling low. Cass was behind the wheel, her expression unreadable as she met Damian’s eyes.

And then Aless groaned. A small, weak sound against his chest. Like he'd heard once before, carrying her out of her Uncle's office. Damian didn’t realize how hard he was gripping her until he forced himself to loosen his hold. He felt her fingers twitch against his armor, like she was trying to move, trying to wake up. His gut twisted.

“She needs immediate medical attention,” he bit out, his voice sharp, directing the statement to no one in particular, to everyone.

Jason let out a low whistle as he got a better look at her. “Shit,” he muttered, rubbing a hand down his helmet. “She looks like hell.”

“She’s going to be okay,” Dick said firmly, though his eyes flickered with concern as he took in the bruises, the dried blood at her temple, the way her breathing came in shallow, uneven gasps.

“She better be,” Damian growled, his arms tightening around her again as he climbed in.

The ride back to Gotham was a blur of flashing red emergency lights and the hum of the engines. Oracle fed them updates from the cave, having Bruce prepare the med bay, ensuring everything was in place for their arrival. Damian didn’t let go of Aless once. Even as Cass pulled into the cave at top speed with perfect precision. Even as they hurried her down into the Batcave, where Bruce was already waiting, face carved in stone, eyes flicking from Damian to the girl in his arms.

Bruce took in the damage, his expression unreadable. “Lay her down.”

Damian did, carefully, gently, lowering her onto the med table as Tim moved in with steady hands, beginning his work. The moment she was out of his arms, he felt it—the cold hollowness creeping in, replacing the singular purpose that had driven him for the past week.

The weight of it hit him like a freight train.

This happened because of him. And now, now she was lying in the Batcave, unconscious, because of him.

Dick, standing beside him, exhaled. “She was in bad shape, but we got to her in time. She’ll be okay.”

Damian didn’t respond.

Babs was already at the Batcomputer, pulling up data, tracking the last location of the League’s movements. “They’ll try again,” she muttered. “Mara’s not done.”

“No,” Damian said, voice razor-sharp. “She’s not.”


Alessandra woke slowly, her body protesting with every small movement.

The air smelled…clean. Expensive. Like freshly laundered sheets, faint lavender, and something woodsy. The pillows beneath her head were impossibly soft, the blankets thick and warm. It was the first thing she noticed—that, and the fact that she was alone.

Her eyes fluttered open, vision swimming before it settled. She was in a bedroom, dimly lit, but spacious, unfamiliar. The ceiling stretched high above her, lined with dark wooden beams. A fireplace sat in the corner, unlit, framed by bookshelves overflowing with old, leather-bound volumes. A massive window stretched across one side of the room, curtains drawn just enough to let in the gray Gotham daylight.

She didn’t need anyone to tell her where she was.

Wayne Manor.

The realization hit her like a slow-moving freight train, dragging behind it the events of the last few days—being taken, Mara’s taunts, the pain, waiting, waiting for Damian to come for her. And he had. He’d come.

And now, she was here.

Her throat tightened as everything flooded back at once. She squeezed her eyes shut.

Damian is Batman. Damian was Robin. Damian was the Demon’s Head. Damian saved me. Damian…

A shuddering exhale escaped her lips as she turned her head slightly on the pillow. Her body felt heavy, sore, and her ribs still ached when she moved too fast. She didn’t know how long she’d been out, but it had to be at least a couple of days. Her hand twitched against the blanket, and that was when she noticed the IV in her arm, the faint beeping of some machine in the corner. Someone had been taking care of her.

Before she could process it, the door creaked open.

She turned her head just as Damian Wayne stepped inside.

They stared at each other.

He stood in the doorway, shoulders squared, posture stiff, expression unreadable. He had a tray in his hands—something balanced carefully on top, but Aless barely registered what was on it because her mind was still catching up to the fact that he was here. That she was awake. That they were in the same room, breathing the same air.

He was in civilian clothes. Sweatpants, a black long-sleeved shirt that clung to the sharp lines of his frame. His hair was slightly damp, like he’d just taken a shower. His face was neutral, but his eyes—God, his eyes .

They weren’t cold like they’d been when she first met him. They weren’t sharp or condescending or guarded like they had been when they fake-dated. They were something else entirely. For a moment, neither of them spoke. There was too much to say. She realized how tired he looked, too. How tired she was.  Of it all.  Of holding back. Of speaking up.  Too much was sitting between them, too much that had gone unspoken for too long.

You left me.

I had to.

You almost died because of me.

I waited for you.

We slept together.

I have feelings for you.

And then I ran.

The weight of it all pressed in, thick and suffocating, and still, neither of them said a word.

Damian exhaled sharply, eyes flicking away for a brief second before he took another step into the room, setting the tray down on the bedside table. There was a bowl of soup, a cup of tea, a small plate of sliced fruit. She swallowed, watching his every movement, heart pounding like a hammer against her ribs. He was close enough now that she could see the tension in his jaw, the way his hands flexed slightly at his sides like he wanted to do something but didn’t know what.

Say something, her mind screamed. She didn’t know if she was screaming at him or herself.

But she didn’t. And neither did he. The silence stretched. The weight of their history sat between them, too heavy, too much, and for the first time since she’d woken up, she didn’t know what to do with it.

Then a knock at the door stopped anything from happening before it began.

Both of their heads snapped toward the sound just as Tim Drake pushed it open, stepping inside with a tablet in hand.

“Hey, Sleeping Beauty’s up,” he said, stepping in without hesitation, his sharp eyes scanning her quickly, clinically. “How are you feeling? Need anything?”

Aless blinked, the moment breaking, and Damian took a step back. T he air shifted, something easing just slightly, but the tension still crackled between them.

Tim’s gaze flicked between the two of them, brow raising slightly as he caught the atmosphere in the room. He glanced at Damian, then at the untouched tray of food, then back at Aless, before giving a slow, knowing smirk.

“Am I interrupting something?”

Neither of them answered.

Tim just hummed. “Cool, cool. Well, if no one’s going to say anything, I’m just gonna assume something awkward is happening....I’ll be back in ten minutes.”

And then, with a wink, he turned on his heel and strolled right back out, shutting the door behind him. The silence returned.

Damian’s eyes met hers again, unreadable, intense. Aless swallowed. They still had too much to say. But for now, neither of them said it.

What was he supposed to say? Sorry? That felt too small for what he’d done. 

What was she supposed to say? Sorry? That felt too out of place for the situation now. 

Aless swallowed hard, shifting slightly against the pillows, ignoring the dull ache in her ribs. The reality of her situation settled in her chest like a lead weight—no matter how hard she tried, no matter how much she had told herself she would walk away, it was impossible now. Because it wasn’t just about Damian anymore.

Someone had taken her to lure him. Someone had beaten her, threatened her, and left her for dead just to get to him. Someone out there had made it clear that her connection to Batman— to him, Damian Wayne —had made her a target. And even beyond that, there was the matter of the clues. Of the files. Of the person who had been watching her long before she had been kidnapped.

And the article. It seemed so trivial now.

Though what had once been a career lifeline now felt like a loaded gun aimed at the wrong people. She had thought exposing Batman was just about Gotham’s sometimes-hero, but now? Now, it was exposing Bruce Wayne, too. Exposing the entire Wayne family. She had stumbled into something so much bigger than herself, and now she was sitting in a bed in their home, wrapped in their protection, knowing that if she went forward with it, she would be betraying more than just a story.

She’d be betraying him .

And then there were the feelings.

She exhaled, closing her eyes for a brief moment. She didn’t know when they had started, maybe before she’d even realized it herself. Maybe back when they had still been playing pretend, before the lines blurred. Maybe even before that. But now, there was no denying them. They were there, raw and real and tangled up in everything else that had happened between them. She thought back to the way he had looked at her when he walked in with that tray. The hesitation in his movements. The stiffness in his shoulders. The way his hands had flexed, like he didn’t know what to do with them.

He didn’t know where they stood any more than she did.

And what scared her most?

She wasn’t sure she wanted to walk away from him anymore.

“I will just…” His voice was rushed and hurried, like he wanted to leave. It made her hurt. “I will leave this here for you, yes?” Damian set down the tray, and like the coward he truly was, he left the room. 

Damian shut the door behind him, inhaling sharply as he ran a hand through his hair. His fingers still trembled slightly from the adrenaline of seeing her awake, from the way she had looked at him—hesitant, wary, but alive. Alive. He had barely breathed since carrying her out of that hellhole. Had barely let himself think about the possibility of losing her . And yet, for the past two days, all he had done was sit in a suffocating silence, watching her chest rise and fall in shallow, uneven breaths, waiting for something— anything —to change.

She hadn’t woken up.

Bruce had checked her vitals. Tim had ensured her wounds were tended to. The Bat-Family had hovered outside the room, stealing glances, offering quiet reassurances that felt hollow in his ears. But none of it had mattered, not when she had just lain there , unmoving, her skin too pale, the bruises on her face stark against the dim glow of the bedside lamp. Damian hadn’t left her side. Not once. He barely slept, barely ate. The others had tried, insisted , but every time one of them attempted to pull him away, he shot them a glare so sharp that even Jason had backed off with a muttered, Alright, kid, fine. You do whatever the hell you want.

So he stayed.

He sat in the chair beside her bed, elbows on his knees, staring at the way her fingers curled slightly against the sheets, as if she were grasping for something even in unconsciousness. He watched the flutter of her lashes, waiting for them to open. Not thinking about what he would do or say when they did. He counted every breath, ensuring they didn’t stutter or slow. He listened to the steady beep of the monitors, each sound digging into his chest like a blade. Because he knew—he knew —this was his fault.

Mara had used her to get to him. Had hurt her because of him. Had strung her up like bait, and he had barely been fast enough. If he had waited any longer, if he had hesitated—

His fingers curled into fists.

And the worst part? While she was here, bruised and bloodied, fighting to stay conscious, he had been across the country, brooding like some dramatic teenager to Jon and Jay about his fake relationship problems. He had wasted time agonizing over his own feelings while she was getting beaten. He could still see it. That moment when he found her in that chair, her head lolling to the side, blood trickling down her temple. The moment his entire world had ground to a halt. The moment he realized, truly realized, how much she meant to him.

And how dangerously close he had come to losing her.

And now, for two days, he had done nothing but wait . Wait for her to wake up. Wait for her to open her eyes, to glare at him, to say something sharp and biting and very Alessandra. Because until she did, nothing in the world felt real. Until she did, all he could do was sit there, sleepless, silent, drowning in the weight of what he had almost lost.

And now she was awake. And she wasn’t saying a damn thing. The silence had been unbearable.

He’d walked in, tray in hand, preparing himself for whatever sharp words she’d throw at him—because this was Alessandra , she always had something to say—but instead, she had just stared .

And he had stared back, frozen, because what was he supposed to say?

They hadn’t spoken since that night. Since she had left. Since she had made it clear she was walking away. He made it clear to himself that he wasn’t going to let that happen…And then she had been taken, and he had torn through Gotham to get her back, and now she was here , sitting in his bed, looking at him like she was waiting for him to say something— anything —that could make sense of everything between them.

But he hadn’t. Because he didn’t know what to say.

Damian exhaled sharply, his steps measured but restless as he paced up and down the hallway, his mind racing.

Mara was still out there. A problem he thought had been dealt with, an enemy he hadn’t anticipated lingering in the shadows. The League had fractured, splintering in ways he never expected. Because when he left, he had thought he had left it better. He had thought the advisors he’d put in place were strong. That he had restructured things so it could survive without Ra’s, without him. That it wouldn’t fall back into the same cycle of power struggles, betrayals, and violence that had plagued it before.

He had been wrong.

Mara had shown him just how wrong.

The League was still the League. And now, its weapons weren’t just pointed at him, they were pointed at Alessandra. And it wasn’t just his enemies that had dragged her into this. It was his mother. Talia had been feeding Alessandra information. Pushing her toward the truth, breadcrumb by breadcrumb, knowing exactly what would happen when she found it. Talia hadn’t just wanted Alessandra to know who he was, she had wanted this. The chaos. The fallout. For him to be forced to withdraw or return. 

Because his mother never did anything without a purpose.

And then there was the article.

That damn article.

His hands clenched at his sides.

If she went through with it, if she published, he didn’t know what he would do. Even bringing her here, to the Cave, to the Manor, was already laying everything out on a silver platter. A full-course meal of secrets, just waiting for her to consume.

The sharp sound of footsteps pulled him from his thoughts.

Bruce.

His father emerged from the main hall, hands tucked into the pockets of his suit pants, expression unreadable. But Damian knew that look. It was the same one he had given him when he first returned to Gotham all those years ago, when he had first stepped into the Batcave and declared himself his son . He was assessing the situation. Calculating.

“She’s awake?”

Damian gave a stiff nod. “Yes.”

Bruce studied him for a long moment before his eyes flicked toward the door Damian had just come from.

“But you’re out here… I’ll check on her.”

Damian hesitated. His instinct screamed at him to stay , to be the one to talk to her, to figure things out between them. But he had no idea how to do that.

And Bruce? Bruce would know.

So he stepped aside.

Bruce didn’t say anything else as he made his way toward the door, pushing it open. And Damian could only stand there, feeling completely and utterly lost .

Alessandra’s ribs ached when she shifted against the headboard, but she wasn’t going to lie down. Not now. Not after everything. She had spent the last few days in and out of consciousness, but now that she was awake, she was pissed .

Pissed didn’t even begin to cover it.

Alessandra was furious . At Mara. At the League. At whoever had been pulling strings in the shadows, manipulating her into uncovering Batman’s identity. At herself for not seeing the signs sooner, for walking into a trap she should have known was set the moment she got that first package. At the universe for twisting her life into something so far beyond her control that she no longer recognized it.

She had spent her entire life keeping people at arm’s length, maintaining a firm grip on her independence, refusing to be anyone’s pawn. And yet here she was. Bait. Reduced to a piece in someone else’s game, used to lure Damian into a death trap.

And then there was him.

Because, of course, it all came back to him.

She was pissed that she had let herself get tangled up in Damian Wayne’s world. Pissed that she had let herself care. Pissed that, after everything, she still wanted him. That despite the bruises, the fear, the near-death experience, she was lying in his bed, in his home, and all she could think about was him. Because as much as she wanted to shove him away, to put distance between them and pretend none of this ever happened, she couldn’t. He was in her now. Embedded beneath her skin, impossible to remove.

And despite everything, she wanted him to walk through that door.

To say something. Anything.

Because if she had to sit with these feelings for a second longer, she might just lose her mind.

A sharp knock at the door pulled her from her spiral.

She already knew who it was before he entered.

Bruce Wayne stepped inside the room, the same composed presence he had always been, the weight of him filling the space. He was dressed in a dark suit, crisp and pressed like he hadn’t just orchestrated an entire covert rescue mission days ago.

Aless swallowed down the strange feeling in her chest. Bruce Wayne had always been an intimidating man, but now? Knowing who he really was?

She suddenly understood why the entire city bowed at his feet.

He sat down in the chair beside her bed, looking at her like he was assessing every bruise, every bandage, every choice that had led her here. She didn’t flinch under his gaze, but she clenched her jaw.

Bruce sighed. "I told him this was a bad idea."

Aless blinked. “Excuse me?”

Bruce leaned back slightly, crossing his arms. "Damian. The fake relationship." He tilted his head slightly, studying her. “He’s liked you since high school. I told him this was a mistake.”

I’m sorry, what?

Bruce said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world. Like it wasn’t completely absurd. Like it hadn’t just shifted everything in her already fragile understanding of Damian.

She let out a sharp, humorless laugh, shaking her head. "That’s—no. That’s ridiculous."

Bruce didn’t argue. He just looked at her, silent and unreadable. A less’s throat felt tight. She didn’t want to think about it. Not now. Not when there were bigger things at stake.

She pushed past it. "Let me guess: You want to talk about the evidence?" 

Bruce nodded. “From the beginning.”

She inhaled sharply, gripping the blanket over her lap like a tether. “Fine.”

So she told him. About the files. The letters. The flowers. The creeping sensation that someone had been watching her long before she had even considered looking into Batman. How each piece had been deliberately placed, leading her down a path she couldn’t escape from. Bruce didn’t react. He just listened. Then, finally, she reached the part about Mara.

“She isn’t the one trying to reveal his identity,” Aless said, voice firmer now. “Mara wanted him dead , not exposed. If Damian dies, then the League is hers. Killing him at any cost? That was her goal.”

Bruce absorbed this, his fingers steepled beneath his chin, his expression unreadable.

"And the person trying to expose him?" He already knew the answer. He just wanted to see if she would say it. If she was telling the truth. Even though Bruce had known Alessandra as a child, had seen her running through the halls of Gotham’s elite alongside her mother and father, he still didn’t know if she could be trusted. Not yet. 

But still, she was sitting in a bed in his home. That alone spoke to something—some lingering loyalty to the woman who had once been his friend.  Is still   his friend. 

Alessandra exhaled. "His mother."

Silence. Then, a slow nod.

"You’re telling the truth."

It wasn’t a question. It was an assessment. A final weighing of facts, of her words, of the way she sat before him. Bandaged, bruised, but unwavering. Aless hadn’t realized it was a test.

She met his gaze head-on. "I am."

Bruce studied her for a long, measured beat, his sharp blue eyes searching, looking for cracks, for hesitation, for anything that suggested deception. But there was nothing. She had laid it all out—the evidence, the threats, the strings that had been pulling at her long before she ever realized they were there. And she had told him the one thing that could have damned her completely.

Talia.

She had no reason to protect Damian’s mother. No reason to twist the truth. No reason to play games. Bruce knew that. But what struck him most wasn’t just what she said. It was how she said it. Without hesitation. Without flinching. Without trying to soften the edges of the truth. Like someone who knew exactly what kind of war she had just walked into. She wasn’t playing games.

“You won’t publish the article.”

Again, it wasn’t a question.

Alessandra’s jaw clenched. “And if I do?”

Bruce met her gaze evenly, “You won’t.”

She stiffened. Then relaxed in defeat. It was the thing hanging between them, unspoken but present since the moment she woke up in Wayne Manor. The weight of a decision that no longer belonged to just her.

Aless lifted her chin. "No," she admitted. "I won’t."

Bruce’s gaze flickered with something unreadable. "Because of my son?"

Her stomach twisted, but she didn’t break his gaze. "Because of all of you."

A pause. Then, softer, almost thoughtful: "Good."

“I just…" Aless swallowed hard, her stomach twisting. "I don’t have a job anymore if I don't."

"We’ll cover your expenses," Bruce said smoothly, like it was a done deal.

Alessandra let out a sharp, humorless laugh. "Oh, yeah, that’s great. Let me just take handouts from the richest family in Gotham. Going from relying on one oligarch to another isn’t exactly an upgrade ."

Bruce’s lip quirked slightly, just the faintest flicker of amusement. "Then we’ll get you a job at Wayne Enterprises."

Aless groaned. "Jesus Christ ."

"You’d be well compensated."

She all but threw her hands in the air. "You Waynes really don’t know how to take no for an answer, do you?"

Bruce’s expression didn’t change. "We take care of our own. Your mother would have me killed if I didn’t help her daughter in a time of need."

The words landed like a weight between them. Alessandra stiffened, her fingers curling against her palms. Bruce studied her carefully, his voice quieter this time, but no less firm.

"Even if I am overstepping, I need you to consider: Your mother wouldn’t have wanted this life for you."

Aless scoffed, shaking her head. "Which life? The one where I dig too deep and piss off the wrong people? Or the one where I take a cushy corporate job and pretend I don’t give a damn? My mother wanted a lot of things for me. None of which have turned out."

Bruce didn’t answer immediately.

Instead, he leaned forward slightly, his gaze piercing. "The one where you stand at a crossroads and pick the path that destroys you."

Aless went still.

"She was one of the best people I’ve ever known," Bruce said after a pause, his voice quiet but resolute.

Aless scoffed, crossing her arms. "Oh, cut the emotional bullshit. You’re only saying this because you want me to walk away."

Bruce didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he studied her, his gaze assessing, as if he were measuring the weight of his next words. "I’m saying that you’re standing on the edge of something dangerous. Something that, if you stay, you won’t be able to come back from. And I feel a sense of moral obligation to warn you of it in her stead."

Alessandra let out a slow breath, feeling the weight of his words settle over her like a storm cloud.

"And what if I don’t want to come back?" she asked, her voice steady despite the uneasy feeling curling in her gut.

"Then I hope you understand that the people who care about you will do everything in their power to keep you from falling down and joining them at the bottom."

Aless scoffed, but it lacked bite. "People like you?"

Bruce tilted his head slightly. "People like Damian."

Outside the door, Damian went rigid. His fingers twitched at his sides, his breath slow, controlled, but something in his chest tightened at Bruce’s words.

People like Damian.

And then her response. Flat and resigned. "Damian made his choice. He let me walk away."

Bruce didn’t flinch. "And yet, you’re here. In his room. Lying in his bed. After he saved you."

Silence stretched between them, thick and unyielding. She hated that he was right. She hated that she was here, sitting in Wayne Manor, trying to act like she wasn’t waiting for someone else to walk through that door.

“If my mother were sitting here, in my position, she wouldn’t have walked away either.” 

“No, she… didn’t,” Bruce's lips pressed into a thin line, his eyes steady as they met hers. “Your mother was also one of the most stubborn people I’ve ever met,” he admitted.

Alessandra let out a quiet, humorless laugh. “Runs in the family, I guess.”

Bruce didn’t argue. Alessandra pressed her lips together, letting her gaze flicker around the room. This house, this man , had been part of her life for as long as she could remember. She had known Bruce Wayne before she had even known Gotham, before she had understood who he was beneath the surface. Her mother had trusted him. And now, here he was, offering that same trust to her.

Her throat tightened.

"You introduced my parents," she murmured.

Bruce nodded once. "Yes."

"And you were there when my father died. As Batman."

Silence. The weight of it pressed against her chest, heavy, suffocating. Bruce didn’t deny it. Didn’t try to soften the edges. He just looked at her.

Aless felt something bitter claw its way up her throat. "And she knew?"

 "At best, she suspected but never asked. I’m sure she didn’t want to carry the weight of knowing. I disappeared for years after graduating from high school. Then, suddenly, I return to Gotham, and a new hero emerges. Intelligence and perception seem to run in the family as well."

Aless closed her eyes briefly, steadying herself.

"She knew you were Batman."

Bruce didn’t deny it.

Aless let out a slow breath, shaking her head. "And yet, somehow, I was the idiot who needed the world’s largest assassin cult sending me clues just to figure it out."

For a moment, she let herself picture it: her mother, years younger, standing at Bruce’s side, probably rolling her eyes at one of his brooding monologues. Maybe calling him an idiot, because her mother had never been afraid of him, had never been afraid of much of anything. And now here Aless was, in his house, wrapped in his family’s protection, tangled in something far bigger than she had ever intended. What would her mother think of her now?

She let out a slow, steady breath. "She’ll probably kill me for getting involved in all this."

Bruce’s lips quirked slightly, barely there, but he caught the future tense.

"She will."

A beat of silence.

She exhaled again, this one shakier than before. "So what now?"

Bruce’s eyes softened just slightly. "Now? Now, you have a choice." He leaned forward, resting his forearms on his knees. "You’re in this, whether you like it or not. But how you stay in it is up to you."

He let the words settle before continuing. "You don’t have a job. You need a place to start over. I can give you that."

Aless stared at him, something unreadable flickering behind her eyes. For the first time in a long time, she wasn’t sure what to say.

Alessandra scoffed. “At Wayne Enterprises?”

Bruce nodded. " If you want it. I have other connections, but choosing Wayne Enterprises means you’re choosing to be completely involved. The other connections mean you will not be."

She stared at him. This wasn’t just a job offer. It was a safety net, carefully disguised as an opportunity. A way to keep her close, to keep her within reach, where he could watch over her, anticipate threats before they reached her doorstep. It was control—wrapped in good intentions, sure, but control nonetheless. A way to protect her, whether she wanted it or not. Whether she even realized that’s what he was doing.

But he wasn’t forcing it on her. He was giving her the option. And before she could say 'yes' immediately like he could feel she was about to, Bruce interrupted her.

“I’ll give you the day. For now, there is someone waiting to talk to you.”

And just outside the door, standing in the hallway, Damian froze. For a split second, he considered walking away. Giving her space. More space. But he had spent three days waiting for her to wake up, another two watching over her, and now he was here. And his father had just laid out an escape route for her. If she took it, if she walked away now—

No.

He pushed open the door. Alessandra was sitting up against the pillows, her arms crossed, her expression wary. She took him in just as he took her in—the bruises, the healing cuts, the bandages, the stubborn defiance in her gaze despite everything. She looked better. Awake. Talking. But still not good enough. Neither of them spoke. Bruce, however, was perfectly content to break the silence. He walked over to the desk, picking up a thick manila folder and sliding it toward her.

"This is yours to review. Inside is everything—contract details, security clearances, role expectations. If you accept, you’ll be working directly under Damian as his assistant.”

Aless blinked, staring at the file. “His what?

Executive Assistant,” Bruce clarified. “Wayne Enterprises is also offering you flexibility based on your skill set; the opportunity to take on freelance writing projects within the company, contributing to internal reports, investigative pieces, and select media strategies. 

Aless narrowed her eyes slightly. “You’re keeping me and my writing close.”

Bruce didn’t deny it. “Close enough that we don’t have to waste resources tracking you, and to make sure that if you write anything, it’s triple-checked.”

She let out a dry laugh. "This is ridiculous. You want me to be a glorified secretary?"

"No," Bruce said evenly. "I want you to be an asset. For the time being. Your background is in investigative work, particularly in media—this role puts those skills to use. Call it research assistant, call it strategic oversight, call it whatever you want. But it’s a hell of a lot more than fetching coffee."

“But I’ll still be fetching coffee.”

“That is up to Damian.” Her lips pressed into a thin line. She glanced at Damian, expecting him to interject, to say something, but his jaw was locked, his arms crossed, letting Bruce do all the talking.

Which only made her more irritated.

“So I get a nice, cushy job at Wayne Enterprises until this is all over, and all I have to do is follow your rules?” She challenged.

Bruce’s expression didn’t shift. “Correct.”

She glanced back at Damian again. He hadn’t spoken once since walking in.

“You agree with this?” 

She glanced back at Damian again, searching for something—anything—in his expression that would tell her what he was thinking. But he just stood there, unreadable, arms crossed over his chest, the tension in his shoulders so tight she could feel it from across the room. He hadn’t spoken once. Hadn’t looked at her the way he had before. Hadn’t even tried to say anything. And maybe that was what bothered her the most. After everything, after all of it, he was just… standing there, silent, like it didn’t matter. Like she didn’t matter. Maybe that was unfair. Maybe that wasn’t what he meant. But she was tired of guessing what was going on in his head. Tired of trying to piece together his emotions like some unsolvable puzzle.

His throat tightened when she turned her eyes on him, pinning him in place with a single question. You agree with this? There it was. The first words she’d spoken to him since waking up. And all he wanted—all he needed —was to tell her that, no, he didn’t agree with this. That he hated the idea of forcing her into a life she hadn’t chosen. That he didn’t want her tangled up in his mess, in his enemies, in his war. But before he could speak, before he could force the words out, his father cut in, filling the silence, giving Alessandra the answer he wasn’t ready to say out loud. And Damian let him. Because what was he supposed to say? That the thought of her walking away made him feel like he was coming apart at the seams? That he wanted her to stay—not because she had to, not because she was in danger, but because he couldn’t bear the thought of losing her? No. He couldn’t say that. Not yet. Maybe not ever. So instead, he said nothing. And that, he realized too late, was its own kind of answer.

“This isn’t up for him to debate. I know I’m pushing you toward Wayne Enterprises," Bruce said, his tone measured. "But I believe it’s your best option. That said, I want you to make the choice for yourself." He leaned back slightly, studying her. "It’s either Wayne Enterprises, where you’ll have the resources and protection to do real work, or a small media outlet that won’t have the means to actually utilize you well. I would be able to leverage more contacts outside of Gotham, but unfortunately, your uncle’s rules leave that option unavailable."

Alessandra stared at him, then down at the folder in her lap. Silence stretched.

She should say no. She should walk away. But she didn’t. I nstead, her fingers ghosted over the edges of the folder, her mind running in circles. This wasn’t just a job offer, it was a tether. A line drawn in the sand between the life she had and the one she was being pulled into. Bruce, as if sensing her hesitation, leaned forward slightly, his voice steady.

"Understand this: knowing and being involved with Batman is dangerous. You still have time to back out. And if you do, we’ll protect you from the shadows, keeping as far away as possible."

Alessandra let out a slow breath. She could feel it now. That final moment of choice, the weight of it settling over her like a second skin. She should be afraid. With Damian standing in the room, she wasn’t. Instead, her lips curled into something close to a smirk, despite everything.

"Now, Bruce," she said, voice steady as she met his gaze, "when have you ever known me to back out of something?"

Bruce exhaled sharply through his nose, something almost like amusement in his eyes. He remembered when she was a girl, all fire and stubborn determination, chasing after the Batman and Robin across Gotham’s rooftops with the reckless confidence of someone who had no idea how truly dangerous the city could be. She never stopped. Never quit. Even when Bruce himself had subtly tried to push her away, deter her from digging too deep. Even when Damian used his less-than-stellar tactics. She had grit. Resilience. A mind sharper than most seasoned detectives he had worked with. And now? She was a woman who refused to walk away.  She reminded Bruce too much of her mother. 

"I'll still return tomorrow with more documents for you to sign. You have until then to take back your acceptance."

It reverberated in Damian’s head, too. 

When have you ever known me to back out of something?

His chest tightened at the familiarity of it. Because, of course. Of course, she would say that. Of course, she would meet this insanity, this storm that had turned both of their lives upside down, with that same defiance. That same sharp, unyielding fire that had driven her to chase him down even before she knew who he was.

And for the first time in days, he smiled.

It was small. Barely there. But Alessandra saw it.

And to his absolute horror, she smiled back. 

Finally, he’s given her something. 

Something light, something fleeting, something that reached her eyes despite the exhaustion in her face.

Something inside him cracked at that.

He felt it. He felt it in the way his heart lurched, in the way his breath stilled for just a second too long. Felt it in the warmth curling low in his stomach, in the way the entire world seemed to pause around them, just for that one quiet moment.

And then—

I’m falling in love with this girl.

Oh no.

His stomach flipped.

Wait— What?

Chapter Text

 

Part Three. The Leauge of Assassins. 


Alessandra had never had two shadows before.

At least, not like this. Not like him .

It started the day after she was “released” from Wayne Manor.

She had expected Damian to check in, sure—maybe a few overbearing texts, a broody phone call, something to remind her that she was, in fact, still under his protection and soon to be employed by him, whether she wanted to be or not. What she hadn’t expected was him in her kitchen the morning after, arms crossed, expression unreadable, acting like it was the most natural thing in the world that he was just there.

“Why are you in my house?” she asked, squinting at him in the early morning light, her voice still groggy from sleep. It took a moment to realize she was just wearing a large t-shirt and nothing else. A flush went to her face, but he just walked inside like he owned the place.

I mean, he’s seen me naked…

Damian didn’t so much as blink at what she was wearing. Maybe his eyes…lingered on her legs before turning to face the Keurig and gripping the counter-edge for dear life. “I made coffee.”

Alessandra stared. Then slowly, cautiously, she leaned to the side, peeking past him into her kitchen. Sure enough, her rarely-used coffeemaker was running, the rich aroma filling the space. She didn’t miss the instruction manual that seemed to be pulled up on Damian’s phone, however. 

“…You broke into my apartment to make coffee?”

“I have a key.”

“You stole my key.”

“I borrowed it and had it copied. So, technically, it is my key.”

“That’s not how borrowing works, Bat Boy.”

Damian ignored her, stepping past her and handing her a cup like this was just normal now. And the worst part?

It was .

For the next few days, he was just there .

Morning? Damian.

Afternoon? Damian.

Evening? Damian.

Night? Damian.

It wasn’t like he was hovering—he was just… present . Filling her space with quiet, watchful energy, working on his laptop at her kitchen counter like it was his own damn office, standing at her window at night like some kind of brooding gargoyle, answering her door before she could when food deliveries arrived, shoving a meal in her hands before she could even think to protest.

And they weren’t talking about it.

Not about them . Not about before .

Not about the article. Not about what she knew now.

Not about the fact that he had almost lost her and she had almost lost him, and that the lines they had drawn between themselves didn’t even exist anymore because they had erased them in the way they touched each other that night before she left .

No. Instead, it was this.

This unspoken thing.

This unspoken thing that seemed to always be between them.

Because, of course, he was here. Of course, he hadn’t left her alone. Of course, he had taken this responsibility upon himself, hovering over her like a silent, overprotective storm.

And she hated it.

Hated the tension. The unsaid words. The way he looked at her sometimes was like he wanted to shake her and kiss her in the same breath. The way he sat on the couch at night with a book in his hands, but barely turned the pages. The way his body tensed whenever her phone buzzed, like he was waiting for another threat, another ghost from his past to rear its ugly head.

And yet—

And she liked it.

She liked the way he fit into her space well . Liked the way he never asked if he could stay in the first place, but still washed her dishes, still restocked her fridge, still made sure she ate. Liked the way his hair was a mess in the morning, the way his voice was rough with sleep before he had his tea, the way he took meetings from her kitchen counter, the way he walked through her apartment in bare feet and a hoodie like he had always belonged there.

Liked the way, when she woke up screaming on the third night, he was already in her room before she could even process what had happened.

Alessandra wasn’t weak.

She wasn’t .

But she still woke up gasping, throat raw, body locked in place as the lingering edges of her nightmare kept her trapped, kept her bound, made her mind swim with things she couldn’t control. Her breath came sharp, too fast, panic rising in her throat as she tried to sit up, tried to shove off the blankets that felt too heavy , too tight

Then, suddenly, hands .

Warm. Solid. Grounding.

“Alessandra.”

Her head snapped toward the voice, toward the shape in the dim light.

Damian. Kneeling at the side of her bed.

He looked tired. Barefoot, shirt rumpled like he had been asleep…or pretending to be. His hair was a mess, but his eyes were sharp, focused, watching her closely , like he was reading every frantic movement, every unsteady breath.

“Damian—” Her voice broke, the syllables uneven. She hated that.

He didn’t say anything. Just reached forward, pressing a hand against the back of her neck, his palm warm against her skin. She shuddered. Her body tensed like it wanted to flee .

But he didn’t let her. He stayed right there. Solid. Steady. Real .

“Breathe,” he murmured.

And she did. Slowly. Deeply. Because he was here. Because he had always been here. Because, of course, he had heard her. Of course, he had come running.

They didn’t talk about it the next morning.

But when she walked into the kitchen, Damian was already there, handing her a cup of coffee without a word. And she let him.

It was all a necessary evil.

That’s what Damian told himself. That’s what he needed to believe. Alessandra needed protection. That’s all this was . That’s all this had to be. But then she’d look at him like that. Like she knew . Like she saw right through him. Like she saw the ache he was trying to bury.

And they were still flirting . Still pushing. Still touching each other in small ways. A brush of fingers when she grabbed her coffee. A knee bumped hers when he sat on the couch. A teasing smirk when she caught him watching her from across the room as she came out of the shower with nothing but a towel wrapped around her. 

He shouldn’t let it happen.

He couldn’t let it happen.

Because he had seen her bleeding. Had seen her unconscious in that chair, tied up, helpless, used as bait for him . Him. And if that was what being near him meant

Then he had to end this.

Fuck what he said to Jon. Having feelings for Alessandra meant ending her life, and he was resigned to watching her from afar if that meant the League never touched her again. He would disappear from Gotham forever if it meant she was safe and happy. 

But then she had a nightmare.

And he hadn’t even thought . Hadn’t hesitated.

He had just moved .

It was the gasping that did it. Not the tossing. Not the turning. Not even the restless movements that had become familiar in the days since he stationed himself in her apartment, not sleeping, just listening. Monitoring. 

It was the sound— her sound—something broken and raw, escaping her lips like she was drowning. Damian’s eyes snapped open. His body moved before his mind even fully processed what was happening. No hesitation. No second-guessing. He was already halfway across the apartment, his feet soundless against the floor, the door to her bedroom already shoved open by the time his thoughts caught up.

And what he saw made something inside him fracture .

She was thrashing. Breathless. Face twisted in pain, body tangled in the sheets like they were restraints.

“No,” she gasped, barely above a whisper, her hands clenching into fists, her entire body curling inward.

His chest went tight.

Because he knew this.

He had seen this before .

Had seen it in himself, in the restless nights of his childhood, after battles that left scars no one could see. Had seen it in his father, in the way Bruce would wake in the dead of night, jaw clenched, fists curled, haunted by ghosts he would never exorcise. Dick. Jason. Every one of his siblings. Those who chose to fight what moves in the dark. 

And now, he was seeing it in her .

Something dark and violent curled in his gut.

He reached her in two strides.

His hand found the back of her neck, fingers pressing lightly against her skin. 

Just enough to ground her, just enough to be there, to be real.

Another shudder wracked through her body. Another whimper.

Alessandra.

That time, her eyes flew open. She sucked in a sharp, shuddering breath, wild and unfocused, her gaze darting around the room like she didn’t know where she was. Like she wasn’t safe . Damian’s grip tightened, just slightly, just enough to say ‘ I’m here’ .

She flinched. Then she stilled. The panic was still there. He could see it in her eyes, feel it in the way her pulse thrummed beneath his fingers.

For a moment, she just stared at him.

And then, slowly— slowly —her breathing evened out.

Damian didn’t move. Didn’t say a word. Because what was there to say? What could he possibly say to the woman who had just lived through his worst nightmare? The silence stretched. And then, finally, she swallowed, closing her eyes for a brief moment.

And when she opened them again, something in them had settled.

“… Jesus, your hands are so cold, Damian. Did you stick them in an ice bucket?” she muttered.

His lips twitched. The first sign of normalcy. The first sign that she was here .

Alive.

Safe.

"Go back to sleep," he murmured, his voice softer than she’d ever heard it.

Aless huffed, rolling her eyes, but she didn’t fight him when he pulled the blanket higher, tucking it around her shoulders with a careful precision that didn’t match the sharp, unyielding man she was used to.

She should have said something. Should have pointed out how ridiculous it was for Damian Wayne —Mr. I-don’t-need-attachment-or-want-to-talk—to be here, watching over her like this. But exhaustion was pressing heavily on her limbs, and the warmth of the blanket, the weight of his presence, made it impossible to protest. It took too much effort not to ask him to join her anyway. 

So she didn’t.

And she didn’t stop him when he stayed, settling onto the floor beside her bed, his back resting against the edge and his arms draped loosely over his knees. His head was tilted slightly, as if he was listening for any shift in her breathing, any sign that she was again lost in the remnants of her nightmare. Because if she needed him—if she ever needed him—then no matter what, no matter how much this scared him, no matter how much he told himself to walk away , he never would.

And that delightfully terrified both of them.


"Pizza?" Alessandra asked, raising a brow. Of all the things she had expected from a high-stakes strategy meeting with Gotham’s most elite vigilantes, this was not one of them.

Damian had explained on the way over that this was where they gathered, sometimes for hours, poring over plans, strategizing their next moves, deciding how to take down their enemies. She had pictured something more fitting for Gotham’s shadows. Some dark, underground room covered in case files, maps with red strings connecting clues, the air thick with tension and urgency. Instead, she got the Wayne family dining room and about twelve half-empty boxes of greasy pizza sitting in the middle of the table.

Jason smirked, grabbing a slice. "Crime-fighting makes you hungry. You’ll learn. Want a slice?"

Duke gestured at the stack like it was the most obvious thing in the world. "Brain food."

Aless glanced around the table at Gotham’s most elite crime fighters, strategizing over how to divide their greasy takeout equally, and was almost baffled at how absurd the scene in front of her was. It was ridiculous. She would have gawked at Tim’s three empty Red Bulls, too, but… somehow, it was the most Wayne family thing she had ever seen.

Tim Drake, the clear mastermind of the food order, leaned back in his chair with a knowing smirk, chewing on a crust as he took in the scene. The moment Aless sat down, he had been watching her like a hawk, expression unreadable until , with all the smugness of someone about to say something life-altering, he quirked a brow at her.

“So.” He gestured vaguely in her direction. “You’re at the table now.”

Alessandra blinked. “…Yeah?”

Tim’s smirk widened, eyes flicking toward Damian, who was scanning over a map of Gotham projected on the wall. “Interesting.”

She narrowed her eyes. “What’s interesting?”

“Oh, don’t worry. We’ll talk later.”

Aless didn’t like the way that sounded. But before she could question him further, the conversation at the table shifted. Damian was at the center of it all.

It was one thing to watch him work. To watch him fight. But watching him command a room? He was in Batman mode now. Fully. Completely. Even with all his older siblings at the table, even with Bruce sitting quietly at the head, Damian’s presence was the one that dictated the course of action. 

“They call themselves the Demon’s Fist,” Damian began, his voice measured, precise. “A splinter group of the League, hand-selected and trained by Ra’s al Ghul himself. Each of them was meant to be a successor, groomed to lead the League’s different arms into the next era. But when I became the Demon’s Head, I changed things. I forced them into a more bureaucratic structure and pulled the League back from senseless destruction and killing. They… did not like this decision.” He exhaled sharply. “Now, they are trying to reclaim the power they’ve lost while the Head is vacant. And they won’t stop until they kill me, my mother, and any other who they deem indoctrinated by my new ideology.”

Alessandra shifted slightly in her seat, feeling the weight of his words.

Damian gestured to the first image. A tall, broad-shouldered man with a shaved head and cold, dead eyes. Aless remembered him. She remembered all of them.

“Darga. He’s the most physically dangerous of the group. Trained in nearly every form of hand-to-hand combat the League has to offer. He’s strong, durable, and ruthless. Favors brute force over strategy, but don’t underestimate him. He’s the kind of opponent that can take a hit, get back up, and keep coming.”

Jason huffed. “Sounds like my kind of guy.”

Damian ignored him and moved to the next image. A woman with dark hair tied in an intricate braid, her gaze sharp as a blade.

“Fathom. Assassin and infiltration expert. Aquatic combat specialist. She’s been enhanced through years of training to function just as efficiently underwater as she does on land. Poison use is her specialty, so don’t let her get too close.”

Dick leaned forward slightly. “So, you’re saying we should keep this fight on dry land?”

“Exactly,” Damian confirmed, already flipping to the next.

The image of a younger man appeared, his frame lean and deceptively unassuming.

“Blank. Real name unknown. He’s a mimic—can perfectly copy any combat style he sees. His ability to adapt in real time makes him one of the most unpredictable members of the Fist. Fighting him is like fighting a mirror, except he gets faster and smarter with every move you make.”

A pale, gaunt-looking figure with sunken eyes and a sickly smirk.

“Plague. The most sadistic of the group. He specializes in biochemical warfare—poisons, viruses, and any toxin that can cripple an opponent from the inside out. His body has been conditioned to resist most known toxins, making him nearly immune to his own weapons.”

“Yuck!”

“Good thing I didn’t let him touch me last time!” 

“And to think he lunged at me.”

“Essentially, he’s walking bio–hazard,” Damian continued. “ Avoid close combat. If he so much as scratches you, it could be lethal.”

Oh god, Aless thought, he was the one who hit me. 

Aless swallowed hard. “And then there’s Mara.” Damian’s entire posture stiffened as he clicked to the final image. Mara’s smirking face filled the screen, her sharp features and wild eyes filled with something untamed. Something hungry. She could see… the resemblance.

“Mara al Ghul,” Damian said, his voice lower now. “My cousin. The most dangerous of them all.” Alessandra tensed at the name, remembering every single word Mara had spoken to her, every taunt, every threat.

“We’ve trained alongside each other since birth,” Damian continued, gaze locked on the image. “She was supposed to be the one to inherit the League. But when I became the Demon’s Head, she lost everything. She doesn’t just want me dead. She wants to tear down everything I stand for. Everything I built. She’s unhinged, unpredictable, and worse, she’s smart. She knows my weaknesses.” His jaw clenched. “She knows how to get under my skin.”

“And she has an army,” Bruce added from his seat. “Each of them trained to kill without hesitation. This isn’t just a hit squad. It’s a war.”

A heavy silence fell over the table.

Then, Jason exhaled, throwing a casual arm over the back of his chair. “So, just another Tuesday?”

Steph smirked. “I mean, yeah. Pretty much. Can’t be worse than Darksied.”

“I’m already in contact with my inner circle about my mother,” Damian continued, shifting a few files toward the center of the table. At the mention on her, Aless saw Dick Grayson’s face visibly sour. He wasn’t hiding his distaste for Talia. 

“She’s handling the Ra’s loyalists in a different region, and their resources are currently stretched thin trying to root out any more betrayal. That means we deal with the First ourselves. That is the main reason for this meeting. We can’t wait for them. Waiting almost killed Alessandra. We have to be on the offensive and root them out.”

Alessandra watched as the five images all appeared on the screen, showing them all at once. The faces were a mix of different nationalities, different ages. But there was one common factor. Their eyes. Cold. Focused. Unforgiving. 

"Okay," Tim spoke first, leaning forward. "Then we have a few options. We can lure them into a controlled environment. Somewhere we set the stage, minimize collateral, force them into a disadvanta—"

" Or ," Maps cut in, arms crossed, "we intercept their next move. They won’t stay quiet for long, especially if they know they failed to take Aless out the first time."

"We could go deeper," Dick mused, his fingers tapping absently against the table. "Smoke them out before they get the chance to regroup. Cut off their resources. Give them something to chase that isn’t a real target."

Duke, who had been quiet up until now, snorted. "Or, you know, we do the direct thing and take them out before they even get close again."

A beat of silence followed that. Alessandra exhaled, skimming over the files in front of her. Then:

"You’ll need bait for that."

Every head at the table turned to her.

Damian’s jaw tightened. "No."

Aless rolled her shoulders back, meeting Damian’s gaze. “They came after me once. They’ll do it again. Especially since they didn’t succeed at what they wanted to. Why not make it on our terms?"

His expression darkened. “Absolutely not.”

Aless sighed. “Damian—”

“No.” His voice was sharp, final. “You’re not going anywhere near this.”

A beat of silence.

Then Bruce, in the most Bruce Wayne way possible, calmly said, “Having another set of eyes helps. Alessandra is an excellent investigative journalist. We can use your skills that way… And, well, the bait strategy shouldn’t be dismissed just because you don’t like it, Damian. It may be a last resort for us, but it should still be in the playbook.”

Damian turned sharply to his father, his jaw tightening. “Use her as bait, and I will go back to the League permanently.”

The room went still. The weight of his words settled heavily in the air, the implications clear. He meant it. Aless blinked, then—

She let out a sharp, incredulous laugh. Not because she found it funny, but because she couldn’t believe he had actually said something so utterly ridiculous. She shook her head, pressing her fingers to her temple as if that might somehow ease the headache that came with dealing with Damian Wayne.

“That,” she said, drawing out the word slowly, deliberately, “is the single most counterproductive, short-sighted thing I’ve ever heard you say. And that’s really saying something, Bat Boy.”

Bat Boy?! 

A stunned silence followed.

The entire table—Dick, Jason, Tim, Duke, Barbara, Steph, Cass, Maps, and even Bruce—paused, processing what had just happened. Alessandra had just insulted Damian Wayne. To his face. And she was still breathing. She wasn’t getting verbally assaulted. Or threatened.  Dick blinked. Steph’s brows lifted. Tim, mid-drink, nearly choked on his soda. Even Bruce’s head tilted slightly, like he was reevaluating the situation before him.

Damian didn’t immediately snap back. Didn’t bite out some sharp-witted retort or shoot her down with one of his usual glacial, dead-eyed stares. No, instead, he just stood there, fuming in complete silence, his jaw clenched so tight it could crack granite.

Jason was the first to recover. Trying to break whatever weird somewhat sexual tension mojo was in the room.

“Yeah, that’s dumb, Demon Brat,” he said, smirking as he took a slow, deliberate bite of his pizza, clearly enjoying the moment. “You’d think World’s Greatest Detective Junior would have a better argument.”

Steph, still watching Damian’s reaction like a scientist observing a rare phenomenon, finally exhaled, muttering, “I mean… he’s always been a little dramatic.”

Cass nodded enthusiastically. 

Damian’s jaw clenched. He looked like he was physically restraining himself from snapping at all of them. Aless saw his fingers twitch against the table, the way his shoulders went rigid. He hated being ganged up on.

Good.

She crossed her arms, her voice calm but firm. “You, Damian Wayne, are Batman. You stepping away from that, leaving Gotham and abandoning everything you’ve worked to rebuild just because you don’t like an idea is not only absurd, it’s irresponsible.” She gestured toward the table, toward the scattered notes, maps, and projections. “You are the one organizing this. You are the one leading this. You keep the city from imploding. What happens if you leave? Do you think crime is just going to take a vacation? That Gotham is going to sit quietly while you sulk in the shadows?”

His scowl deepened, but he didn’t immediately respond.

Alessandra tilted her head, pressing further. “If you seriously think abandoning the people who need you, the citizens who depend on you, is the answer, then maybe you don’t deserve to stand at the head of this table.”

That struck a nerve. 

Damian’s scowl deepened, but he still didn’t speak. His jaw tightened, his fingers flexing against the table like he was physically holding himself back. And then Alessandra realized that what she said wasn’t just about Batman.

It was about him. About them.

Because the way his gaze burned into hers, the way his silence stretched too long, the way the air in the room shifted, it wasn’t just because she had challenged his authority. It wasn’t just because she had questioned his ability to lead.

It was because she had said the word leave.

Because she had accused him of stepping away. Of abandoning those who depended on him. And maybe he wasn’t thinking about Gotham when he heard those words.

Maybe he was thinking about her.

Aless swallowed, something flickering in her chest, something too raw, too real, but before she could figure it out, before she could say anything else, Damian finally spoke.

His voice was low, sharp, and for the first time, bitter . “You would know, wouldn’t you?”

She gripped the table. Damian leaned forward, his gaze never leaving hers, something dangerous flashing behind his eyes. 

“You’re right. Leaving doesn’t work, Alessandra. It doesn’t solve anything. It doesn’t make the problem disappear. But, yes, I’m sure you already knew that. Who am I to lecture you?”

A muscle ticked in his jaw, and for a moment, for one long, suffocating second, it was like there was no one else in the room. Just them. Just the unspoken words. The tension. The history.

Jason, for once in his life, didn’t have a quip ready. Dick glanced between them, eyebrows raised slightly, while Tim just sipped his drink like this was the most interesting thing he’d seen all week. Steph was furiously texting the Batgirls group chat. 

Alessandra’s pulse roared in her ears, but she didn’t look away. Didn’t back down. Didn’t speak. Bruce was the one who had to break the awkward silence. 

He exhaled, slow and measured, his gaze sweeping over the two of them before landing squarely on his son. “That’s enough from you two.”

His voice was even, but firm, the kind that left no room for argument. He was fathering both of them right now. Damian, jaw still clenched, sat back, but his fingers tapped impatiently against the table’s surface, his entire body rigid with unspent energy. Aless, still holding his gaze, let out a quiet breath before forcing herself to refocus. She had pushed him, and he had pushed right back. And despite the way her chest felt tight, despite the unspoken words now hanging between them, she wasn’t about to let this meeting spiral into their personal mess.

This was just another indication of why they should talk about things. 

She turned back to the files on the table, flipping through them, forcing her mind back on the task at hand. “Alright,” she said, voice steadier now. 

A beat.

Duke was the first to break the tension, a slow grin tugging at his lips. “I like her.”

“Agreed,” Steph added, still typing furiously on her phone.

Tim leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, glancing between them like he was seeing something that hadn’t been confirmed yet. “Yeah, no kidding.”

Bruce, however, was already moving on. He tapped the edge of one of the maps, drawing attention back to the main issue. “The Demon’s First. We need to locate them before they make their next move.”

Barbara flipped through a few pages before pushing one toward the middle of the table. “If we know Mara and the others aren’t stupid, they’ll be using some kind of safe house or fallback location. I can start using city cameras to track their movements, but if you could give me a map of all the safehouses you remember, Damian, that would be immensely helpful. We can start setting up surveillance and narrowing down our options.” 

Damian nodded once, his earlier frustration smoothing into cold focus. “There are a few League-affiliated locations still in operation near Gotham, even after my time as Demon’s Head. My mother’s already having her people track movements across known regions, but we need something more.”

“A first strike advantage,” Dick agreed, leaning forward.

Aless exhaled, running a hand through her hair. “That’s where I can come in.”

Damian stiffened. “We are not discussing this again.”

Bruce exhaled sharply, breaking the moment. “We’ll keep that idea in our back pocket , but not now. We don’t need to go that far yet. You can be of use elsewhere, though.”

“I can always use a second,” Barbara smiled at her from across the table, throwing her a bone in front of Damian. Alessandra smiled back and nodded. Damian seemed to relax slightly, his shoulders lowering just an inch. It wasn’t a permanent victory, but it was a battle won for the moment.

“Then what do we do?” Duke asked, speaking for the first time since the discussion started. 

Bruce leaned forward, tapping the map. “We start small. Track movements. Pressure points. If they’re in Gotham, we’ll find them. If we need to force a move, we control the circumstances.”

“And we make sure they never get another chance to take one of ours,” Damian added, his voice like steel.

Alessandra met his gaze, something unspoken passing between them.

They were far from done.

But they were in this together.

She was considered ours now.

Bruce nodded, closing the file in front of him. “That’s it for now. Everyone, go get some rest. We reconvene tomorrow.”

The moment the meeting was adjourned, the atmosphere in the room shifted instantly. Chairs scraped back, boots scuffed against the hardwood, and before Aless could even think about standing up, she was suddenly surrounded.

Tim leaned against the table, arms crossed, smirking. “So, Aless. Assistant, huh? I guess I'll be seeing you tomorrow at work. I’m the CEO. Did you know that?”

Steph propped her chin on her hand, looking way too pleased. “Oh, we need to have girl talk.”

Cass smiled knowingly, tilting her head in a way that made Aless suspicious.

Jason, because of course he did, just grinned and gestured between her and Damian. “So, is this like, a slow burn thing? Or—”

Enough .”

Damian’s voice cut through the chatter, and suddenly, all eyes were back on him. His siblings didn’t even try to hide their amusement.

He ignored them, turning to Aless. “Can we speak? In private.”

Aless blinked. His tone was steady, unreadable, but the look in his eyes was sharp, intense. She hesitated for a beat before nodding. “Uh, yeah. Sure.”

Tim waggled his eyebrows at her as she stood up, and Jason made a dramatic oooh, private talk noise, but neither of them got far before Damian shot them a glare that could curdle milk. He led her through the manor without another word, cutting through the halls like he was on a mission. He didn’t stop until they reached one of the side studies, a room she never had access to when she attended Galas as a child. He pushed the door shut behind them, sealing them away from the noise of the rest of the family.

Aless shifted on her feet, arms crossing as she tried to quell the ridiculous flutter in her chest. Okay. Okay. They were actually going to talk now. About them. About what happened before she was kidnapped. About—

“I need you to understand something,” Damian said, voice low, controlled. “You are not getting involved in this.”

Aless’s brows furrowed. “What?”

“You are not putting yourself in danger,” he repeated, stepping closer, his arms tense at his sides. “You’ll work with Oracle, with Barbara, or you’ll be with me. But you will not be part of this. You can’t be.”

She blinked at him, processing his words, the sheer finality of them. “Damian—”

“I don’t—” He exhaled sharply, fists clenching, struggling for the right words. “I can’t lose you. I can’t let it happen again.” Something in her chest tightened. His voice had softened just slightly, the barest hint of vulnerability threading through his otherwise sharp tone. It was sweet.

But Aless was too pissed to appreciate it.

She scoffed, shaking her head. “That’s it?”

His brows pulled together. “What?”

“That’s all you wanted to say?” she asked, stepping forward, tilting her chin up. “That I can’t be involved because you decided it? That I’m not allowed to help because you don’t want me to be in danger?”

His jaw tensed. “Yes.”

Aless felt something sharp twist in her chest.

Because this? This wasn’t just about him trying to protect her. It was another way of shutting her out. Another way of dodging the one conversation they hadn’t had since before she was taken.

They had spent days glossing over everything. Skirting around the edges of something too big, too heavy, too terrifying to name. They hadn’t talked about it any night after the kidnapping when they were together . Alone. Hadn’t talked about what it meant. Hadn’t talked about what they were supposed to do now, after everything. Aless had given him the benefit of the doubt. That maybe he wanted her to recover first before talking about it. But now here he was, making decisions again, deciding for her, telling her she couldn’t be involved because he had already made up his mind. And the worst part? The absolute worst part? 

She didn’t know if he even wanted to talk about it anymore.

Because maybe he didn’t care the way she did. Maybe he really did just want to move on, pretend that night meant nothing. Maybe protecting her wasn’t about her at all. Maybe it was just his duty. Because that’s what Damian Wayne did. That’s what Batman did. He protected people. He saved them.

And maybe that was all she was now.

Someone who needed saving. Someone who needed a job. Someone who got pulled in and now had to be dealt with. 

The thought made her stomach churn.

Because he was doing it again ( and it was the thing she did too) . That thing where he decided for himself what was best, where he pushed people away before they could leave him. That’s what that year of silence had been. And it hurt. It hurt, now, in a way she hadn’t been prepared for. She was tired of him shutting her out, tired of walking on eggshells, tired of feeling like everything between them was just one-sided.

She threw her hands up. “This is so paternalistic, Damian. You don’t get to make decisions for me. We aren’t anything.

His face shuddered, emotion vanishing behind the wall he always threw up when something got too close. We aren’t anything.

The words hit him like a bullet to the chest.

For a moment, the world tilted.

Oh.

Was that—was that her way of saying no? Of making it clear? Of drawing the line between them before he even had the chance to?

He had spent days holding himself back. Telling himself that distance was necessary. That her being hurt, her being taken, was proof that being near him put a target on her back. That if she had been anyone else, anyone not tied to him, she wouldn’t have been kidnapped. Wouldn’t have been used. Wouldn’t have almost died.

He had convinced himself that keeping her at arm’s length was the only choice. That not talking about it was the only way to keep moving forward. That the safest thing for both of them was to keep walls up, to pretend like that night had never happened, like the fire in his chest wasn’t real, like he could just push it down and forget.

And yet—

He had spent just as many nights convincing himself out of it.

Whenever she fell asleep on the couch next to him, her breathing slow and steady, her body unconsciously leaning toward his like she trusted him even in sleep. Whenever she curled into his space without thinking, without hesitation. Whenever he cooked for her, she hummed in quiet approval after the first bite, the way she always did. Whenever she rolled her eyes at his opinion about a book she liked, but still listened, still understood him, still saw him.

Whenever he remembered that no one had ever made him feel like she did.

But hearing her say this?

It made something sharp and ugly curl in his chest.

Jon had told him not to shut down. Had told him not to let his stupid, ingrained need to push people away ruin this. Had told him that if he had feelings, he needed to act on them. That if he wanted to fight for her, then he needed to actually fight.

And before she had been taken, before she had been tied to that chair, before he had found her bleeding and unconscious and barely holding on, he would have. He was going to. He rehearsed what he was going to say to her at the Gazette. He was already prepping more flower deliveries. More dates. More excuses for her to stay. 

If she had put up a wall after that night, he would’ve broken it down. If she had tried to push him away, he would have pulled her right back.

Now, she had every reason to build that wall. Every reason to want distance. Because she had almost died. Because of him. And he had no right to ask her for more than she was willing to give. So maybe this was how it was supposed to be. Maybe this was the better choice. Maybe this was the barrier she needed. And Damian, just like every other time in his life, wasn’t going to break it. So he exhaled slowly, the tightness in his chest sinking into something cold, something resigned.

“I’ll have Oracle set up your work schedule. A car will take you home. Jason is on your patrol tonight. If you need him, his number has been programmed into your phone,” he said, voice even, controlled. Angry.

And then, before she could say anything else, he turned and walked away.

He just left.

And Alessandra felt her stomach twist as she watched him walk out of the room. She had meant to push him. To get a reaction. To challenge him because that’s what they did, that’s what he did, what he always did. He never just let things go. Except now, he was. Now, he wasn’t pushing back. Now, he was letting her walk away.

And she hated it.

Yell at me. Argue with me. Be insufferable like you always are.

But he didn’t.

And suddenly, the thing she had been trying to convince herself of, the thing she had been telling herself was for the best, felt a lot less like space and a lot more like losing. Like maybe she had been wrong. Like maybe she hadn’t wanted to walk away; hadn’t wanted him to walk away. But it was too late now. Because he had.

And that?

That made it feel like this really all meant nothing.

Or too much. 

She didn’t know.

Chapter 22

Notes:

she might be more filler than anything...

Chapter Text

The first week of ‘Alessandra Vreeland versus Wayne Enterprises’ went about as well as anyone with a single brain cell could have predicted. 

From the second she walked into Wayne Tower that Monday morning, pencil skirt, designer blouse ( from Damian ), and the deepest scowl known to Gotham plastered on her face, she was already regretting this. She had worked too damn hard in her career to be stuck as someone’s assistant.

Especially not Damian’s.

And he? Well. Damian wasn’t handling it much better.

Having Alessandra as an assistant was proving to be difficult in a multitude of ways. Which, sure, he already knew. But now? In the workplace? With an unrelenting urge to throttle her on a good day and pin her down to his desk and fix her attitude on a bad one?

It was a fucking nightmare.

But the worst part? The part that made them most want to slam their heads through drywall?

They still had to pretend to be together. 

Bruce had made it clear: their public relationship was still the best cover. People expected them to be together. The press had latched onto their whirlwind romance, and Wayne Enterprises employees were watching. Which meant that no matter how much Aless wanted to throw him out a window, she still had to smile in public. Still had to brush shoulders in elevators. Still had to let him hold the door for her, still had to let their coworkers whisper ‘ God, they’re such a power couple as they passed in the hall.

They were back in this weird fucking ‘I’m pretending that I’m not pretending’ spiral that made her scream into her pillow when she came home. Not too loud, though, because apparently Steph had heard it on patrol one night and got worried. 

A hand on his arm here, a teasing smirk there. It was too easy for him again . The way his hand would slide to her lower back. How he would crowd her against something when they were having a conversation. And they both noticed, but never commented on it. Because they were done. They weren’t speaking about it. The other had made that clear.  

Which made their private interactions all the more unbearable.

By noon on her third day, she had stormed into his office, unannounced, binder in hand, ready for war. He didn’t look up. 

“Miss Vreeland.”

Her eye twitched. “You did not just ‘Miss Vreeland’ me.”

“You are my assistant,” he said smoothly, still reviewing his paperwork. “Would you prefer ‘Miss Vreeland’ or ‘Ms. Vreeland’?”

“I prefer to quit.”

“Denied.”

She exhaled sharply through her nose, slamming a very thick, very unnecessary binder onto his desk. “Explain.”

Damian finally looked up. And for a brief second, his brows furrowed, like he was actually confused. “Explain what?”

“This!” She gestured toward the horrific list of responsibilities she had been handed that morning. “I am a journalist. Not a secretary. Not an errand girl. And certainly not someone who fetches you coffee. I thought we agreed that the assistant role was just supposed to be a cover while I freelanced?”

His lips twitched, a flicker of amusement breaking through his usual restraint. If she honestly thought he was going to let her dive back into writing—especially that article, the one tangled with intel from his mother and the reason she’d been kidnapped—then maybe she wasn’t as sharp as he’d hoped. No. Damian was keeping her close. Controlled.

“I don’t drink coffee.”

“I know you don’t even drink coffee!” she snapped—and later, when she replayed the scene in her head, she’d cringe at the fact that she knew exactly how he took his morning tea: a splash of milk, two pinches of brown sugar. That kind of knowledge should’ve made her throw herself off the balcony. “Which makes it even worse that it’s on my list of duties! I shouldn’t even have a list of duties!”

Damian set his pen down with deliberate calm, finally turning to face her. “Alessandra, do you need a reminder that you agreed to this arrangement?”

She did. She agreed because it had seemed like the best option. Because Bruce promised her freedom, at least within the walls of Wayne Enterprises. Because walking away wasn’t just impossible—it was inconceivable. Because she wanted to help them. Because she wanted revenge. And because, whether she admitted it or not… she felt safer this way. With him. With all of them outside her window watching out for her. 

“Under duress.”

“And yet you’re still here. Bruce gave you the option not to be.” His expression was maddeningly neutral. 

“Because I need a job that doesn’t shove me into a corner! And I thought that this wasn’t going to do that!”

“And now you have one. A job.”

Her fists clenched at her sides. He was insufferable.

And fuck him for looking too damn good doing it. 

Because Damian Wayne was the kind of man who could be the most infuriating person alive and still sit there insulting her competence behind his massive oak desk, suit perfectly tailored, sleeves rolled up to the forearms, his Rolex glinting under the fluorescent lighting like he was straight out of some finance bro’s wet dream.

Because it wasn’t just moments like this, when they were toe-to-toe, tension thick and crackling, that made her want to jump him. No, it was when he was completely in his element, standing at the head of a boardroom table, cutting through bullshit like a knife, his voice calm but sharp as he eviscerated some half-baked financial projection from a nervous junior executive. Or when he barely even looked up from his laptop before tearing into some board member who insulted Tim, his tone so precise, so clipped, that Aless almost felt bad for the old guy. Almost. Because then Damian would lean back in his chair, arms crossed, expression unreadable, and something in her stomach would tighten. 

Because a memory of her getting on her knees for him would replay in her mind.

Because, of course, this was the man she had been fake dating but not really an not anymore, but still yes, right now she was. Of course, he had to be this. Calculated. Commanding. Infuriatingly, undeniably hot. 

By day seven, the private bickering had spilled into public view—snide remarks in meetings, sarcastic barbs exchanged in passing, and one particularly explosive argument in front of the Board of Directors. It left no doubt: the only person who could truly get under CFO Damian Wayne’s skin was her. And for that kind of chaos to fly? They had to be together. No other explanation made sense. It cemented their relationship more. 

“Mr. Wayne, if you just let me do my damn job instead of dictating my every move—”

“I am dictating your every move because I need it done right, Vreeland. You seem incapable of that basic requirement.”

“I’ve been writing award-winning articles since I was sixteen ,” she snapped, eyes flashing. “I think I can handle sending a damn email.”

“Considering your writing nearly decimated my public image,” Damian said coolly, “forgive me if I remain… skeptical.”

“It was a five-hundred-word article!”

“It was a massive mistake.”

She almost threw up her hands. “You are so lucky you’re rich.”

He didn’t blink. “And you are so lucky you’re under contract.”

The Board of Directors—formerly engaged, now frozen in place—stared at the two of them in stunned silence, horrified at what they were witnessing but even more terrified to interrupt.

By her second Friday, it boiled over.

Of course it did. Because they were them . With all the arguing, all the tension, all the unresolved, smoldering feelings, it was a miracle they lasted this long without combusting. But implosions were inevitable when it came to the two of them. Just like last time. Which was exactly how they ended up in his office, voices raised, tempers flaring, toe-to-toe in an argument that turned into something else entirely.

“I’m impossible ?” Damian scoffed, rising from his chair like a thunderstorm on the verge of breaking. His movements were sharp, deliberate, as he closed the space between them with slow, dangerous steps. “You just sent a strongly worded email to the CEO of LexCorp because you thought he was being rude to me.”

“He was !” Alessandra snapped, her voice rising, hands gesturing wildly between them. “Lex Luthor is a known asshole!

“I could’ve handled it with a phone call.” His voice dropped into a low growl, every word taut with restraint, frustration coiling in his shoulders like a spring wound too tight.

“You shouldn’t have to!” she shouted back, stepping forward, eyes blazing. “You won’t even let me assist you now! What else are you planning to keep me from?”

The words hit the air like a live wire.

Silence crashed down around them. Thick, electric, suffocating.

His jaw clenched. Her chest rose and fell too quickly. His lips parted, just barely.

And then—

She kissed him. Or maybe he kissed her. It didn’t matter.

Because one second they were shouting, rage hot in their veins, tension radiating like heat off pavement, and the next, they were on each other. Devouring. Consuming. Her hands fisted in his shirt, dragging him in, anchoring herself against the storm. Because g od , she missed this. Missed the way his mouth crushed against hers. Rough, desperate, unapologetic. Missed the way his body locked against hers like it belonged there. Like they made the most sense when they were a disaster.

She knew it was stupid. She knew they were cycling through the same push and pull, burning, rebuilding, burning again. But when his hands gripped her waist and yanked her closer, fingers digging into her like he needed to feel her, all of her, she didn’t care.

Damian had no business kissing her like this. Like he’d been starved. Like he’d spent weeks trying not to look at her, not to touch her, not to give in to what they both knew was inevitable. Like he was reclaiming something he’d lost and just now realized he could take back whenever he wanted. Like he wasn’t the one who walked away.

His hands slid lower, clutching at her hips, walking her back until she collided with the edge of his desk. The impact made her gasp, and that was all the invitation he needed. His mouth dragged along her jaw, dipping to the hollow of her throat, where his teeth grazed skin and nearly unraveled both of them.

He paused. A single beat.

Trying, failing, not to lose control. To let her push him away. 

But she didn’t let him stop.

Her fingers hooked into the collar of his dress shirt and yanked him back up, kissing him harder, deeper, like she was pouring all the unsaid things into the space between their lips. Every touch said: ‘ I hate you for making me feel like this .’ Every gasp said: ‘ But I still do .’ Every press of her mouth said: ‘ I never really stopped .’

Damian’s brain screamed at him to stop. To remember why this was a bad idea. That she had walked away. That she had nearly died because of him. That being near him was dangerous. That this— them —was reckless. But it felt so damn good.

To touch her. To kiss her. To have her like this again. Because he missed her— fucking missed her —and every time he saw her, he had to physically restrain himself from reaching out, from taking what he still wanted. What he still hoped for.

Her hands slid into his hair, curling, tugging, making him groan into her mouth as control slipped through his fingers like sand. His palm skimmed higher, cupping the curve of her breast through her blouse, his thumb pressing down just enough to pull a soft, broken “ Damian ” from her lips. That sound alone nearly undid him. His head dropped for half a second, breath staggered, vision white-edged.

And then he felt her hand at his waistband. Her fingers slipped beneath, tugging him forward, dragging him into the gravity of her, right where she wanted him.

And that’s when the door swung open.

“Oh, thank God ,” Tim announced, utterly unfazed and completely smug, holding a tablet. “I’ve been waiting days for this.”

Alessandra jerked back so fast she nearly tripped, her breath still coming in sharp, uneven gasps. The lipstick she’d been wearing, a deep red color that infuriated Damian every time he saw it on her, was now painting a trail up his neck and all over the lower half of his face. Damian, to his credit, looked equally caught off guard: eyes dark, lips kiss-swollen, chest rising and falling with a barely restrained mix of frustration and something else. 

Something dangerous. Something unresolved.

Tim just leaned against the doorframe, already texting. He was humming too. A song Aless couldn’t place. She was too busy breathing heavily, trying to make herself look less ‘halfway to fucked’ looking, and thinking of a way out of this. Damian was already social distancing, body turned away from Tim and Aless, hiding his… well… 

Damian exhaled slowly, nostrils flaring. “I am going to kill you.”

Tim, still casually typing, didn’t even look up. “Then you can be the CEO. Sounds like a win-win.”

Alessandra, still catching her breath, narrowed her eyes. “What are you even—”

Tim finally slid his phone back into his pocket, a little too smug, a little too pleased with himself. “I actually came here to confirm the details for your Paris trip. I need Aless’ passport.” 

Earlier that week, while Damian and Alessandra had their private conversation at the Manor, the rest of the Wayne siblings had been gathered in the study, watching the door like a pack of nosy vultures.

Dick crossed his arms, exhaling sharply. “Alright. Everyone, listen up.” His gaze swept across the room, locking onto each of them—Jason, Tim, Steph, Duke, Maps, even Cass, who was leaning against the window with an amused smirk. “We are not meddling.”

Tim let out a loud scoff. “Yeah, right, Dickwad.”

“I am right.”

“But they’re so stupid,” Steph groaned, throwing herself onto the couch dramatically.

Jason nodded in agreement, arms folded. “Like, painfully stupid.”

Dick ran a hand down his face. “I know. Believe me, I know. But this? This is Damian. And the last thing he needs is us pushing him when he’s already a ticking time bomb.”

Tim huffed, crossing his arms. “You say that like it doesn’t make me want to meddle more.”

Cass, who had been uncharacteristically quiet, simply tapped her fingers against her chin before signing, ‘ They are circling each other.’  

“Exactly!” Tim threw his hands up. “And a little nudge in the right direction never hurt anybody!”

“Tim.”

“Okay, okay, I hear you,” Tim said, not hearing him at all. 

He was definitely meddling.

Damian blinked. “Trip to where ?”

Aless frowned. “He didn’t send you the itinerary?”

Tim folded his arms, looking far too satisfied with himself. “Wayne Enterprises has an important investor summit. CFO Wayne and his ever-supportive assistant will be in attendance.” His smirk widened just slightly. “Pack accordingly. There might be some fancy dinners!”

As Damian’s eye twitched in visible irritation, Tim’s phone vibrated again in his pocket. He barely glanced at his screen before swiping it open, already grinning .

Superbabe: Omg ur playing matchmaker again????????

Tim: i am fate

Superbabe: fate or a menace…..

Tim: por qué no los dos

Superbabe: uhhhh watever that means

Tim bit down on his lip, barely choking back a laugh.

But then Damian stepped into his line of sight, arms crossed, jaw tight, and eyes flashing with murderous intent, Tim set his phone down with exaggerated care.

“You sent the itinerary to my assistant before informing me?

Tim looked utterly unbothered. “Yeah, because she’s the assistant. ” 

Damian exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down his face in silent agony.

Aless, to her credit, was still too busy reeling from the other part of Tim’s announcement to fully enjoy the show. She scrolled furiously through the email he’d sent that morning, eyes scanning for the part she clearly missed. Because she’d assumed, quite reasonably, that her only job was to book Damian’s flight and wave him off at the gate.

But there it was. Tucked at the very bottom of the email, in a font suspiciously smaller than the rest. Like Tim had deliberately buried it, hoping she wouldn’t notice.

He’d guessed right. She hadn’t.

She was going to Paris. For a week. With Damian. Alone. 

This was going to be a disaster…


On the bright side, Alessandra had never been to Paris before, so it was cool to be here. More than cool. It was surreal. The moment they had stepped off the private jet, the reality of it had hit her: this was Paris. A place she had only ever dreamed of visiting, the kind of city that people fell in love with, lost themselves in, and wrote poetry about. And she was here, staying in a five-star hotel, eating food that probably cost more than her monthly rent back in Gotham, all for a business trip. 

Even if it was on a less-than-stellar basis, it was still Paris.

The air smelled different here. Crisper, cleaner, carrying the scent of fresh bread from nearby boulangeries or with the faintest trace of perfume from well-dressed Parisians passing by. The streets were alive in a way Gotham never was, buzzing with soft laughter, street musicians playing jazz on corners, the glow of warm lights spilling out from cafés onto cobblestone roads.

Aless had always imagined coming here someday, probably on her own, after working herself to exhaustion, and finally rewarding herself with a long-overdue vacation. She’d spend the mornings with a book and a coffee on some tucked-away terrace, walk aimlessly through art galleries in the afternoons, let herself breathe in a way she never could in Gotham. She would have let herself be for once.

And for a moment, standing on the balcony of her room, looking out over the Seine, she let herself pretend that this was the version of Paris she was experiencing. That she was here on her own accord, for herself.

But then, of course, Damian had to ruin it.

"You're walking too fast."

"You're walking too slow."

She narrowed her eyes at Damian’s broad back as he moved through the bustling Parisian streets with that perfect, commanding, utterly infuriating posture of his.

"Sorry, I don’t have six-foot legs, Bat Boy. I’m trying to admire the Eiffel Tower. Walk slower for us plebians who’ve never been here before.” Damian exhaled sharply but slowed his pace just enough for her to catch up, which was the closest thing to an apology she was ever going to get.

The thing standing in the way of her enjoying a perfectly good, all-expenses-paid Parisian getaway was not the fact that she was on a business trip. Or that they were at each other’s throats, and it was exhausting. No, it was that being around him felt… Too natural. Too deceptively normal. 

She blamed it on the city. On the romantic haze of Paris, on the way, everything here felt softer, slower, like it could lull her into forgetting. Because it shouldn’t feel this easy. It shouldn’t feel natural. Not after the two weeks they’d had screaming at each other. Not after nearly dying, after everything they’d left unsaid, after pretending they hadn’t kissed, hadn’t touched, hadn’t nearly fallen apart in each other’s arms.

Like she wasn’t still waking up in the middle of the night, still, gasping for air, haunted by the phantom sensation of cold steel against her skin, of ropes digging into her wrists.

Like she wasn’t still picturing his face, furious, bloodied, relentless, as he cut through every single assassin standing between them, tearing his way through the League like a man possessed.

Like she wasn’t still trying to reconcile the Damian Wayne she was supposed to keep at a safe, professional distance, her boss, her fake boyfriend, with the Damian Wayne who had burned down the world to get her back

She clenched her jaw, shaking the thought away.

This wasn’t a vacation. It was a business trip.

A fact Damian seemed determined to remind her of, in every possible way.

Which was fine. Great. He wanted to act professional? Fine. She could do that, too. She was an assistant, after all. She was going to do her job and nothing else.

And yet—

She couldn’t stop watching him with other intentions in mind. 

 The way he commanded a room full of executives in flawless French (When the hell did he learn French? They took Spanish together in high school?). The way his jaw tightened, just slightly, whenever someone dared challenge him. The precision in his movements as he flipped through financial reports like they were light reading. And the suits—God, the suits. Tailored to perfection, hugging his frame like they were made to worship the breadth of his shoulders and the quiet authority in the way he moved.

He was all control. All power.

And she knew exactly what was under it.

It was unfair.

And worse, she had caught him looking, too.

The dinner had been his idea. The dress she wore was, too.  

The restaurant was warm and intimate. Soft candlelight flickering against gold accents coupled with the hum of conversation blending seamlessly ino faint strains of a violinist in the corner. The air was rich with the scent of wine, butter, and freshly baked bread, and yet, Aless barely noticed any of it. Not when she could feel Damian’s glare drilling into her like a laser.

Which was exactly what she wanted , she told herself.

Because if he wasn’t going to talk—if he was going to sit there and pretend nothing had happened between them, like they hadn’t made out in the middle of a hotel hallway just hours before this dinner during an argument—then fine. She’d let him pretend. But she was going to make him suffer for it.

And, oh, was he suffering. Sitting stiffly across from her, hands clasped so tightly together she swore she saw his knuckles turn white, his jaw clenched like he was holding himself back from something. She bit back a smirk and took another sip of wine.

"You’re glaring," she said lightly, swirling the deep red liquid in her glass.

"I’m observing ," Damian muttered, tone clipped, eyes dark.

And he was. Intensely. He couldn’t stop taking her in.

The way the candlelight danced in her eyes. The way the silk of her dress clung to her body, elegant, impossible not to notice. The way she carried herself: poised, confident, breathtaking without even trying. She looked like she belonged here, like she owned the room. Like she was meant to be photographed beside him on magazine covers and splashed across news sites.

Not like the woman who, just a week ago, had nearly died.

Not like the woman who still woke up screaming.

Here she was. Smiling. Laughing. Flirting.

And as if the universe were rewarding her for the weeks of turmoil he’d put her through, the perfect opportunity to push him further practically delivered itself: A group of French businessmen at the next table had taken notice. Openly, appreciatively, and unbothered by the subtlety or presence of Damian.

Not surprising, Damian had to admit, his jaw tightening.

The dress had been his idea, after all. A slinky silk number that clung in all the right places, the fabric catching the light with every movement. The neckline dipped just low enough to provoke attention, and the hemline, well, the hemline was high enough to make every man in the restaurant take notice. And oh, they were looking.

Lingering stares, slow smirks, one even raising a glass in her direction. Alessandra caught it all and smiled, just barely.

Damian didn’t say a word, but his grip on the wine glass was murderous.

The man closest to her—dark-haired, sharp suit, expensive watch—leaned in slightly, smiling. " Votre robe est magnifique, mademoiselle, " he said smoothly, voice thick with charm.

Aless, who only knew enough French to order a coffee and ask for directions, blinked. "Uh—"

Another man in the group chuckled, lifting his glass to her. " Ah, elle est encore plus belle quand elle rougit. "

The first man smirked, nodding in agreement. Alessandra just smiled and gave them a ‘ Merci’ back. She didn’t understand a word of it, but the tone, the way they were looking at her? Yeah, she got the gist.

She turned her head slightly toward Damian, catching the moment his entire expression darkened. 

Ah. 

She smiled sweetly, raising a brow. "What’d he say?"

Damian’s jaw flexed. "Does it matter?"

She fought a grin. Oh, it mattered. "I think it does. I want to know what I thanked them for.” 

Damian exhaled sharply through his nose, his entire body taut with restrained irritation. His voice, when he spoke, was deceptively even, but she knew him well enough by now to recognize the dangerous edge beneath it.

"He said your dress is beautiful," he muttered.

Aless waited.

"And?"

Damian’s nostrils flared slightly. He rolled his shoulders back like he was trying to physically suppress whatever urge was clawing its way through him. "And that you’re even more beautiful when you blush," he admitted, voice tight.

A slow, smug smile curved across her lips, unmistakable and entirely intentional.

Damian’s patience was running thin already. He had spent all day watching her work, watching her network and charm executives twice her age to collaborate with W.E., watching her stand her ground without a second thought at their status above her…and it had been infuriating. Because she was brilliant. Because he couldn’t stop looking at her. Because she made his already distracted mind even more impossible to control.

Because deep down, beneath the forced restraint and the professional distance, he still wanted her. He still wanted her.

Fuck it.

That’s what he thought in the hallway when he grabbed at her as she emerged from the door next to his, looking like that and yelling at him for picking a dress entirely too short . And he might have pushed her back into his room if the elevator door hadn’t opened. If he didn’t regain composure. 

Maybe this time,e though, it was the wine that let him lose it. Maybe it was the exhaustion of pretending for the last two weeks. Maybe it was the fact that his entire body still hummed with leftover tension from the hallway. His office. But suddenly, all of it—the teasing, the stubbornness, the way she was letting these men talk to her like he wasn’t sitting right there—it was too much.

Aless tilted her head, blinking at him innocently. "Well, that’s sweet—"

He didn’t even think before he acted. He pushed his chair closer to her. His hand moved. Her words cut off when Damian suddenly uncrossed his arms, leaned forward, and placed his hand, warm, firm, and deliberate, on her bare knee beneath the table.

Her breath hitched.

A slow, dangerous smirk spread across his lips as he finally— finally — let his fingers trace idle, feather-light circles along the inside of her thigh, claiming space like he was reminding her exactly who she belonged to.

Aless’s pulse jumped.

"You were saying?" Damian murmured, voice low, dark, possessive.

The French businessmen had turned back to their conversation, unaware of the silent, charged war happening between her and the man now right next to her. Aless swallowed, forcing herself to smirk despite the way her stomach twisted with something electric.

"I was saying…" she started, voice a little breathier than she wanted it to be. But she didn’t finish.

Because Damian squeezed her thigh, just slightly, just enough, and every coherent thought slipped out of her head at once.

“It kind of looks like you’re—” she let her lips curve, voice teasing, knowing exactly how to get under his skin—"staking a claim."

"You are my girlfriend," he said smoothly, like it was fact.

Alessandra nearly choked on her wine.

Fake. Fake. It was fake.

But tell that to the way he leaned in, just slightly—close enough to make her breath catch. To the way his gaze locked onto hers, daring her to challenge him. To the way his fingers brushed against hers when he picked up his glass, slow and deliberate, like he wanted her to notice.

Tell that to the way his voice dropped low, meant for her ears alone, as he leaned in and murmured, "Keep teasing me, beloved, and you won’t like what happens next."

Fake? Sure.

Keep telling yourself that. 

By the time dessert arrived, they had argued about everything.

And somehow, still , his hand remained on herm resting casually on the curve of her thigh under the table, like they weren’t bickering through gritted teeth in a five-star restaurant.

The itinerary. The logistics of tomorrow’s meetings. Which presentations were worth Damian’s time. The efficiency of Parisian transportation. Whether or not the Louvre was criminally overrated. The semantics of fine dining . Every topic turned into a debate, every word layered with tension neither of them cared to mask.

By the time the bill hit the table, her cheeks were flushed, her blood pressure spiked, and her patience? Absolutely obliterated.

And Damian? 

Damian was smirking. That quiet, insufferable smirk that said he thought he’d won.

Alessandra was seething by the time they stepped outside. The cool Parisian night did nothing to soothe the heat simmering under her skin. The city around them hummed with its usual nighttime magic—laughter floated from nearby cafés, a street musician played something slow and aching on a violin, and the Seine glittered under the soft glow of streetlamps.

It should have been beautiful.

But she wasn’t looking.

Because Damian Wayne was insufferable .

He’d spent the entire evening getting under her skin. Pushing every button, smirking at her like he knew he could. He'd touched her—light brushes of his fingers, a palm on her thigh, the possessive pressure of his hand at her back as he led her through the restaurant—all of it calculated, deliberate. Flirting not to charm, but to prove something.

Because she had said they were nothing.

And he was determined to show her she was lying: to him, to herself, to both of them.

And then, as if he hadn’t already driven her halfway insane, Damian turned to her with that maddening tilt of his head and said, casually, “Would you like to come up to my room to go over tomorrow’s itinerary? We still haven’t finalized which presentations I’m attending.”

Alessandra blinked.

Once.

Twice.

Her eyes narrowed.

Excuse me?

Because of the audacity . Because this man had just spent two hours being impossible and now had the nerve to invite her upstairs like they weren’t toeing the edge of something dangerous? Like she wasn’t already clinging to whatever restraint she had left?

Damian arched a brow, watching her reaction like a man playing chess, already three moves ahead. Like he dared her to say no.

She could. She should.

Instead, Alessandra inhaled slowly, squared her shoulders, and lifted her chin. “Fine,” she said, cool and clipped, ignoring the smug glint in his eyes. “But I’m billing overtime.”

Then she swept past him, heading toward the hotel without waiting for a reply.

Had she turned around, she would’ve seen the way his smirk faltered just slightly. The way his fingers flexed at his sides. The way he exhaled, slow, controlled, and followed her inside, already knowing exactly where the night was heading.

She wasn’t sure how it happened after that ( that was a lie) . One second, they were inside his suite. The next:

Her fingers were tangled in his hair, his mouth on hers, and all she could smell was his cologne. Clean, warm, unmistakably him . The glow of Paris stretched out behind them through the window, but Alessandra wasn’t looking at the city. She was looking at him .

Damian's hands were firm on her waist, gripping like he needed to ground himself. Her back hit the cool glass, a jarring contrast to the fire spreading beneath her skin as his lips crashed into hers again and again, heat building with every kiss, every gasp.

It was reckless. It was dangerous. It was everything they shouldn't be doing .

But neither of them stopped.

Because stopping meant admitting this wasn’t just lust. 

Stopping meant facing everything they'd been running from.

His kiss turned hungry, desperate. Her nails dragged along the back of his neck, and he groaned—low, guttural, needy . He was all tension and muscle pressed tight against her, and God, how had she convinced herself this didn’t mean anything? That they could stay away? Pretend this wasn’t inevitable?

Like she hadn’t left.

 Like he hadn’t let her.

Her breath caught as his mouth left hers, trailing fire along her jaw, down her throat. His fingers slid down, tight and sure, skimming the waistband of her underwear. She was already halfway undressed, somewhere between the elevator and the door; she’d lost her heels and half her patience, and yet, he was still mostly clothed. Only the ruined shirt she had torn open in frustration gave him away.

She didn’t want to think about what that shirt cost.

“Then tell me to stop,” he said against her skin, his voice a quiet growl, low and dangerous.

She didn’t. She couldn’t. Because stopping would make it real.

Damian smiled against her neck, a slow, wicked thing. “I didn’t think so.”

A shiver ran down her spine.

“You’re insufferable,” she muttered.

His teeth grazed just below her jaw, and she gasped. “And yet,” he murmured, “you’re about to let me fuck you.”

Her breath caught—sharp, unsteady—as his hands finally slid past the last barrier between them. “This doesn’t mean anything,” she whispered, but it was empty now. A protest spoken on instinct. A warning already too late.

So why did it feel like everything?

Because fuck it . That’s why.

Because no matter how many lines she tried to draw between them, no matter how many boundaries she pretended to enforce, she was his . She had been since the moment he carried her out of that hellhole, since she dared him to prove her wrong across a boardroom table, since she looked at him with that fire in her eyes and refused to back down.

She ended it? Fine. She drew the line? Fine.

But he still felt .

And what he felt right now was need. Sharp, raw, and consuming.

He wanted her to break for him. He wanted to taste her again, feel her pulse race under his hands, hear her sigh against his neck as he buried himself inside her and reminded her exactly what she’d tried to leave behind.

So he leaned in, lips ghosting the shell of her ear, fingers tightening at her thigh.

“Doesn’t it?” he murmured.

Because he wasn’t pretending anymore.

She wanted to argue. Wanted to say it was still a mistake. That in the morning, they’d go back to being professional, distant, safe.

But the truth was—

She was already too far gone.

And that was before he got on his knees for her. 

The first thing she registered when she woke was the warmth .

The second was the weight of an arm draped heavy across her waist, firm and unmoving.

The third was him .

Damian.

His breath was slow and steady against the back of her neck, warm in the chill of the morning. His arm tightened slightly in his sleep, fingers splaying over her hip like even unconscious, some part of him refused to let her go.

Alessandra stared up at the ceiling, barely daring to breathe.

Because this was different.

The first time, she hadn’t stayed. She’d left before dawn, before anything could settle. Before it could mean something. Before the silence between them could turn into truth.

Then everything fell apart.

But now? Now she was still here. In his hotel room bed. Wrapped in his arms. And neither of them had moved.

A long, quiet moment stretched between them.

Then he stirred.

“Five more minutes,” Damian muttered, voice rough with sleep, low against her skin.

And for once, she didn’t move.

Alessandra exhaled a soft, disbelieving laugh. Her body betrayed her, sinking into him, into the heat of him, into the peace of it all. “Then I go back to hating you?”

He huffed gently, lips brushing her bare shoulder. “ Obviously.

Silence again. But it was no longer awkward. It was charged . Knowing. As if they both understood this wouldn’t last, but neither wanted to break it just yet.

Because they weren’t talking about it.

Not the fight. Not last night. Not what it meant.

But maybe, for now, they didn’t have to.

Maybe, for this one, quiet, stolen moment, it was enough to simply exist here. Enough for subtle forgiveness. Enough to just exist together. In the eye of the storm. No war. No pretense. No weight of unspoken feelings pressing in on them.

Just this .

And then his hand, the one beneath her head, the one she hadn’t realized she’d been resting on all night, shifted. Gently, slowly, he turned her, guiding her onto her back and then to her side, until she was facing him. Until her nose was just shy of brushing his. Until she could see him.

The morning light slipped in through the window, painting soft shadows across his face. She caught it all: the curve of his cheekbone, the quiet tension in his jaw, the softness in his expression he didn’t quite manage to hide.

She opened her mouth to say something, anything, but he beat her to it.

He kissed her.

Not like last night. Not angry. Not rough. Not desperate. This kiss was something else. Slow. Warm. Soft. When had Damian ever been soft with her?

His hand slid to the back of her neck, his thumb brushing lightly over her jaw. Grounding her. Keeping her anchored against his bare chest. Keeping her his

She melted into it—of course she did. Because it was him . Because despite the chaos, despite the fake dating, the endless arguments, the danger, the fallout, this was the one thing that made sense.

Him. Her. This.

When she finally pulled back, lips barely parted from his, her breath caught as his voice followed, barely above a whisper—

“Five more minutes. Then we can pretend again.”

She didn’t argue. She just kissed him again.

For just five more minutes.

And after that?

They could go back to pretending.

Or at least try to.


"I thought you always wanted to come on patrol with me?"

Alessandra glared at him through the shadows, pulling her arms tighter around her shoulders. "I went on patrols to find you , not to sit here while you babysit me.

Damian, from his perch beside her, smirked under his cowl.

“Also, I’m freezing ."

"You should’ve dressed warmer."

"Oh, I’m sorry. Next time, I’ll bring my specialty-made, heat-tech therma ls to blend in with your broody bat aesthetic. Oh, wait! I don’t have any…Can you give me some? We can write it into the contract." He chuckled, shifting slightly to glance over the cityscape. 

Below them, Gotham pulsed with its usual heartbeat: faint sirens, the occasional honk of a car horn, the distant chatter of people braving the cold. The city never truly slept, but tonight, the streets were calm.

She shivered once more. It drew his attention back. 

He didn’t look at her when he did it. Didn’t say anything, either. Just shifted slightly as he sat down next to her on the edge of the building, then, wordlessly, draped his cape over her shoulders. It was something Bruce did when they were children. For all of them. A quiet, unspoken act of care. The kind of protection that wasn’t about armor or weapons or strategy, just warmth. Just the smallest effort to shield them from the things they couldn’t fight off with fists or blades.

Aless felt the weight of it settle around her, the material thick and sturdy, radiating warmth from the heated lining. A portable cocoon of safety, designed for nights just like this. For long hours in the cold. For disappearing into the dark without actually freezing in the process.

For a moment, she just blinked.

Because Damian wasn't exactly the sentimental type. Wasn’t exactly the kind of guy who offered comfort in traditional ways. And yet, here he was, wrapping his cape around both of them, silent and steady, as if it were the most natural thing in the world.

Her chest tightened, something warm curling in her ribs.

She could make a joke. Tease him for it. Call him out. But instead, she just let herself sink into it. And Damian just kept his gaze fixed on Gotham’s skyline. They just sat there, shoulder to shoulder, like this, like them, was something that could actually last.

"Is this normal?" Aless frowned, shifting slightly, "Just sitting here, reporting crime, and not doing anything? Doesn’t feel very heroic."

Damian exhaled through his nose, eyes fixed on the glittering city beyond the balcony. “I’ve been benched. The Demon’s Fist wants me dead, and someone was trying to expose my identity. So… it’s complicated. I can’t exactly go waltzing around for fun right now.”

A heavy silence followed. The kind that pressed against her chest, made the air feel thick. He didn’t look at her. Didn’t offer more. Didn’t ask for comfort. And the longer it stretched, the more unbearable it became—so Alessandra filled it the only way she knew how.

“Hm,” she said, tilting her head. “So… remember when I had that broken ankle and Jay went with me to track Batman’s patrol routes? How the hell did you evade me for two weeks?”

That earned a pause. Then, just barely, a smirk.

“You did the same things you did in high school,” Damian said, glancing at her from the corner of his eye. “It was too predictable.”

Her mouth fell open. “ Are you kidding me? I was not predictable.”

“You were terrible at it,” he countered, shifting slightly against the ledge. “You left a digital footprint so obvious it would’ve been embarrassing if it weren’t also… somewhat impressive for a teen.”

She scoffed, hugging the warmth of his cape closer. “I wasn’t that bad.”

Damian arched a brow. “You pinged the GCPD radio frequency from your home WiFi.”

“…Okay, that wasn’t my best moment.”

He hummed, clearly enjoying this too much. “You made a spreadsheet of every crime Batman responded to over a three-month period. Color-coded. On Google Sheets. So, it was easy to hack.”

So, it’s not like—”

“You took notes on every rumored Bat sighting, cross-referenced them with available street cam footage, and mapped out what you thought were his patrol routes…on a physical corkboard. That you had in your room. Without locked windows.”

“You broke into my room?!”

Damian tilted his head, gaze unwavering. “You were trying to reveal my identity… I may have looked in your diary, too. For fun.”  

“I hate you, Damian Wayne.”

“You’re supposed to call me Batman.” 

“I’m not doing that.” 

The wind whistled through the alley, the distant hum of Gotham filtering through the quiet between them. Damian shifted slightly beside her, the weight of his presence grounding in a way she didn’t want to think about too hard. She let out a slow breath, tilting her head back to look up at the stars. It was weird, nice, even, just sitting here. Next to him. Existing. Even if he was in full Bat mode.

Damian huffed a quiet chuckle, his voice lower when he finally spoke.

“You really were a delinquent in high school,” Damian murmured.

Aless blinked, startled by the shift. “Look who’s talking. We were in the principal's office the same number of times.”

He tilted his head, smirking faintly. “You dyed your hair that undignified color.”

“That is what makes me a delinquent? Not the actual things I did?”

“It made you easy to spot,” he said, ignoring her indignation.

She scoffed. “You were so mean to me.”

“You were mean to me first.”

“That’s slander.”

“You put glue in my locker.”

She fought a grin. “You put red food dye in the shampoo I brought for swimming class.”

Damian smirked at the memory. “It washed out. Your hair was only purple for two weeks.”

“Yeah, after I walked around looking like I had murdered someone in the locker room shower.”

“You deserved it.”

“I deserved it?”

His brow lifted. “I believe I have you on record admitting to property damage and prostitution.” 

Alessandra just rolled her eyes. “You shouldn’t have been an ass. I could probably sue for emotional damages.”

“You were insufferable.”

“You were worse.”

They stared at each other, a quiet challenge lingering between them, a thread of something familiar woven into the moment.

Aless huffed, shaking her head. “You really held a grudge, huh?”

Damian leaned back against the ledge, tilting his head slightly. “Says the girl who tried to get revenge on me and ended up hanging upside down like a piñata.”

Don’t bring that up,” she groaned, covering her face with her hands.

His smirk sharpened. “Oh, I absolutely should.”

“You absolutely should not .”

“It’s a great story.”

“It’s your great story. My eternal humiliation.” She shot back, narrowing her eyes.

“I remember you screaming at me.”

“I was hanging upside down because you tied me there!”

“I was being pursued by a hostile. Improvisation was necessary.”

“Oh, sure, sure. Necessary. Because obviously the correct response is to grab an innocent girl and string her up like some Gotham gargoyle.”

“Innocent?”

“You could have left me on the ground, asshole! I had no fighting chance!”

Damian chuckled, low and quiet. “You were in the wrong place at the wrong time.”

Aless shot him a glare, tugging his cape tighter around herself like armor. “And you were so dramatic about it. You could have just told me to leave.”

He gave her a look. “Would you have?”

She hesitated. Then, begrudgingly, “…Okay, fair.”

His smirk widened. “Exactly.”

She rolled her eyes. “Still, hanging me off a rooftop? Really?”

Damian shrugged. “It worked.”

Silence settled again, softer now. Familiar.

Alessandra watched him for a moment, the way the shadows curled around him, the way his cowl obscured everything except his mouth, his jaw, the slight furrow of his brow.

Look at you now, she wanted to say. Look at where we are.

Aless looked at him, really looked at him, and for a moment, it was like they weren’t sitting on the edge of a Gotham rooftop in the dead of winter. It was like they were sixteen again, arguing in the hallways of their school, chasing after each other in different ways, never realizing where it would lead them.

She was next to him now, next to Batman , sitting on a stakeout, shrouded in his colors, with the city stretching below them like an unspoken responsibility. She had chased him for so long, had spent so many years running after something she didn’t fully understand. And now?

Now he had let her catch up.

But—

Oh. That meant something. And they were now in the habit of doing things and pretending they didn’t mean anything. Not wanting to recognize the meaning. Doing things without consequence. 

It had started after Paris. A week ago. After that night. After the slow, careful way he had held her when she fell asleep in his arms, and the way she had let herself stay there, just for a little while. Much longer than five more minutes. Perhaps as long as a second round but… Neither of them acknowledged it. Neither of them talked about it. It was a shared argremment between them now.

Because talking about it would mean naming it. And naming it would mean changing it.

So they didn’t. Instead, they fell into this.

This thing where they kissed sometimes, but it didn’t mean anything. Yet. This thing where he let her wear his sweaters on cold mornings when he stayed to “babysit”, but it didn’t mean anything. Yet. This thing where he would hold her wrist a second too long when passing her a file in the office, where she would brush against him on patrol and pretend it was accidental, but it didn’t mean anything. 

Yet.

It was easier this way.

It was easier to let things remain unspoken. To let the weight of what was happening between them settle into the in-between moments, in the way she reached for his hand without thinking, in the way he let her, in the way they could sit together in silence and never feel the need to break it.

And maybe he realized it, too, because for once, he didn’t push, didn’t tease.

He just let the words settle.

Because if it didn’t mean anything, then they didn’t have to dissect it.

If it didn’t mean anything, they didn’t have to change.

And the status quo was good.

But... 

Maybe it was because they’d been reminiscing. And something about those memories—about chasing Robin, about the obsession, the anger—it cracked something open in her chest. The grief she never named. The guilt she never really unpacked. The blame she had misplaced. The thing that should be changed between them. 

Her father. 

Alessandra didn’t know why now felt like the moment to finally say something. Maybe it was the quiet. Maybe it was the way Damian’s cape pooled around them like a shield. Maybe it was the way their relationship had been shifting recently. 

But instead of deflecting, instead of dodging the ache rising in her throat, she let herself reach for it. She twisted her fingers into the edge of his cape, grounding herself in the texture, in the quiet warmth of him beside her. And when she spoke, her voice was quieter than he’d ever heard it.

“I want to apologize. For my dad.”

Damian stiffened because he hadn't expected it. Because if anyone should be apologizing, it was him . He had been the one too slow that night. He had been the one chasing ghosts, following false leads when he should have been tracking the source of the gas. He had been the one who found them too late.

He still remembered the scene with perfect clarity—the way the gas clung to the air like a living thing, the way the screams echoed down the empty streets. The way he had seen her, bleeding, her father struggling to hold her up, dragging her toward safety with the last of his strength. The way he had moved, fast, too fast, heart hammering because he knew what was coming, he knew how this would end—and yet, somehow, still too slow.

And now she was apologizing?

His jaw clenched. He had spent years preparing for this moment, years crafting the response he would give if she ever confronted him about it. But not like this. Not with her looking at him like that. Not with regret in her eyes. Not with guilt in her voice.

She shouldn’t be apologizing. She should be angry. She should be furious. She should be yelling at him, telling him he should have done better, should have saved her father, should have— But instead, she just sat there, fingers twisting in the fabric of his cape, voice quieter than he had ever heard it.

And Damian, for once in his life, had no idea what to say.

“I spent years blaming Robin.” Alessandra’s voice was quiet, tight. “I hated him. I needed to. I needed something to throw my anger at, something sharp and clear, because the truth...”

She trailed off, her jaw flexing as her gaze dropped to the streetlights flickering below. “The truth was too much. Admitting that I played a part in it…I couldn’t. It felt easier to hate the kid in the mask than admit I lit the match.”

Damian didn’t interrupt. He just watched her, silent and still, the way he always did when he knew she was about to say something that cost her to speak.

She let out a breath, barely audible. “It was my birthday .”

Her voice cracked slightly on the word birthday , like she hadn’t spoken it aloud in years.

“I was mad because my dad forgot. Or—I thought he did. He missed dinner. Missed the cake. My mom made excuses, but I wasn’t listening. I stormed out. I was a teenager, dramatic, selfish, and stupid. I went to my favorite bookstore downtown, the one with the old spiral staircase and the ceiling that leaked when it rained.” She gave a humorless little laugh. “Didn’t even bring a coat. I just... wanted to be alone. I thought if I made a scene, he’d feel bad. That he’d come after me.”

She swallowed. Damian’s heart clenched.

“And he did,” she whispered. “They both did. He left his meeting, met up with my mom, didn’t even tell his security. They found me sitting on the floor in the poetry aisle, crying like a brat. I was angry. He was apologetic. He promised we’d go get ice cream. He told me he’d call it in—have a driver meet us. I told him no. I wanted to walk. Like a normal family did.”

Her fingers clenched in the fabric of his cape now, knuckles white.

“I wanted to walk ,” she repeated, like she could still taste the decision in her mouth. 

“And that’s when it happened,” she said. “Not even ten minutes later. The gas. It landed right in the middle of the block we were on.”

Her voice turned hollow. “People started screaming. One guy clawed his own eyes out. A woman collapsed in the middle of the street, convulsing. I didn’t understand what was happening. I couldn’t breathe. Then this man—this stranger—he grabbed me. Out of nowhere. He was smiling. Laughing. He had a shard of glass in his hand, and he just—” Her hand went instinctively to her side. “He stabbed me. Twice.”

Damian’s jaw locked.

“My dad tried to fight him off. He got me away. Got me into a storefront and locked the door. He kept pressing on my side, trying to stop the bleeding. My mom was coughing. I was crying. People were dying outside. The gas was seeping in under the door.”

She paused, blinking hard. “And then Robin burst through the window.”

She turned to look at him, eyes dark and shining. “ You burst through the window.”

“You were tiny,” she said softly, a bittersweet edge to her voice. “Just a kid. My age, maybe a little older. But you moved like you were born for it. You took one look at the scene and acted. No hesitation. You covered my face. Told my dad to stay down, that help was on the way. And then you ran .”

Damian still didn’t speak. Couldn’t.

“I remember looking up at you while we ran through the chaos,” she said. “There were bodies. Laughter. Sirens in the distance. But I wasn’t scared anymore. I was angry. Not at the man who stabbed me. Not at Joker. Not even at myself. I was angry at you .”

Alessandra let out a shaky breath. “Because you left them behind.”

She paused. Let it hang there.

“I didn’t know the gas had already done too much. That his lungs were already bleeding inside. That he was trying to wave off help because he wanted my mom to go first. I just saw you take me and leave him. I saw you only return with my mom. I… I saw you drag his lifeless body into the hospital, and I hated you for that.”

A long silence stretched between them. Damian’s fists had curled in his lap, his jaw clenched hard enough to ache.

Alessandra exhaled, long and slow. “I blamed you because blaming myself would’ve destroyed me. I blamed Robin so I didn’t have to think about the fact that I ran out. That I insisted we walk. That my temper tantrum put us on that street at that exact moment.”

Her voice dropped to a whisper.

“And I’m sorry.”

Finally, Damian turned to her. His eyes found her face and something in him cracked.

The moonlight carved soft lines down her cheeks, catching the silent tears she hadn’t wiped away, hadn’t even seemed to notice were falling. She looked smaller like this. Not weak, never weak, but stripped of every defense.

“You’re not responsible, Alessandra.”

She let out a sharp breath, shaking her head, fingers twisting tightly into the edge of his cape. “I—”

“No.” Damian’s voice was firmer now, slicing clean through her protest before it could fully take shape. Final. Unyielding. Not up for debate.

“It was the Joker’s fault,” he continued, quieter now, but steady as stone. “It was always his fault.”

A beat of silence stretched between them, heavy and charged.

Her throat tightened.

She had spent years carrying it: this guilt that clung to her ribs like rot. Turning it over in her mind again and again. If she hadn’t insisted on something so childish. If she had waited. If she hadn’t been so selfish . Her father might still be alive. It got worse once she found out Damian’s identity. 

But Damian’s words, calm, clear, undeniable , struck something deep. Something buried. The thought cracked her open from the inside. Raw. Unsteady. Vulnerable in a way she hadn’t allowed herself to feel in years. Her eyes stung. She dropped her gaze, blinking fast, trying to hold herself together, but Damian saw it.

She felt it—the shift in his posture, the twitch of his fingers like he wanted to reach for her but didn’t know how. Or maybe he was afraid if he touched her now, she’d fall apart.

She breathed in, slow and shaky.

Aless had convinced herself the weight was hers to carry. That it had to be. That Robin had taken something from her. That she needed someone— anyone —to blame, because blaming the Joker, blaming chaos, meant there was never a reason. Never any sense to make. Because it meant blaming herself. 

But Damian was right.

The truth wasn’t easier. But it was real .

She exhaled, voice barely above a whisper, the word catching on her tongue before she let it go.

“…Yeah.”

Her gaze lifted to him then to Batman . To Damian . She meant to say something, maybe thank you , maybe I’m sorry for saying sorry , maybe finally . But the words caught somewhere in her throat, and instead… she just looked.

Her eyes traced the edges of his mask, the sharp line of his jaw, the way the shadows clung to his cheekbones and made him look even more untouchable than usual. His mouth, the only skin she could see, set in that familiar, unreadable line. And his hands, gloved now, but still so clearly his. Moving with the same control, the same calculated precision she’d watched countless times in meetings at Wayne Enterprises… or felt tracing slow, deliberate patterns down her spine.

She exhaled sharply, heart hammering in her chest.

How did I not see it before?

Everything about the new Batman—his posture, his stillness, the weight of his silence— was Damian . The way he stood, the way his gaze cut through the dark, the way he never had to raise his voice to command a room. All of it had always been there. Hiding in plain sight.

It was him. It had always been him.

She felt foolish. Utterly, embarrassingly stupid . But in her defense, she had never let herself dwell on it. Not really. She chalked it up to coincidence. To some bizarre gravitational pull, the way she had been drawn to both Robin and, now, Batman like they were two halves of the same magnetic storm.

Because they were.

It made her think of the last time she’d been on this roof with Batman—bold, reckless, touching him like she had every right to. Would she have done that if she had known it was him? Would she have dragged her fingers across the bare skin just under his cowl? Would she have whispered all those things into his ear, thinking he was a stranger cloaked in shadow?

Her gaze swept over him now, standing tall against the Gotham skyline, cowl in place, cape draped like a crown of authority, and it was so obvious . And, to her own dismay… he looked insanely good in the suit.

She scoffed, half to herself, shaking her head. “I’m so dumb.”

Damian’s brow lifted slightly at the change in pace. “What?”

He was still halfway in his Batman headspace, braced to gently pull her back from the edge of blaming herself for her father’s death. But her next words knocked him clean off that track.

“You,” she said flatly. “This. All of it.” She gestured at him wildly, at his entire existence , like it was personally offensive.

Damian blinked. “Care to elaborate?”

Alessandra let out a frustrated breath and ran a hand through her hair, pacing a few steps before turning back to him, incredulous.

“How did I not see it?” she muttered, more to herself than him. “ Look at you.

His face remained carefully blank, but his jaw shifted just slightly, she knew him well enough to recognize the tell. He was fighting a smirk.

“I’ve been looking at you for years, ” she went on, her voice rising in disbelief. “And somehow, I still didn’t put it together. The way you move, the way you speak, the way you command every goddamn room you step into. You are literally the same person with or without the mask.”

She jabbed a finger in his direction. “And I—God, I was so stupid. I kept thinking, wow, how weird is it that I keep being pulled into stuff with both of them? Total mystery.”

Damian sat there with his arms crossed, watching her spiral, his expression unreadable—except for the subtle twitch at the corner of his mouth, a silent amusement barely held in check.

It was, admittedly, very entertaining.

She groaned into her hands, and he considered letting her stew just a little longer, just to see if she’d reach full meltdown. But then she turned and squinted at him, her eyes narrowing like she knew he was silently enjoying this. He almost laughed. Almost.

“Maybe I should get a better disguise then.” 

Aless exhaled, sharp and exhausted, shaking her head as if trying to physically knock the embarrassment off herself. Her eyes flicked back to him, and something shifted again.

The city still buzzed beneath them, its heartbeat far away. But up here, it was just the two of them. No chaos. No masks. Just clarity. For the first time, she truly saw him—not as Batman, not as Damian Wayne, but as both . As the same man who had saved her, infuriated her, challenged her, cared for her, hurt her, and made her feel more than anyone else ever had.

And now, standing in the full weight of that realization, she needed— had —to do something. One final thing to confirm. 

Her fingers twitched at her sides. Her heart climbed into her throat. And then, before she could talk herself out of it, Alessandra leaned forward, closed the last inch of space between them, and reached up to pull the cowl back.

“Can I…?” She swallowed, voice quieter now, hesitant in a way she rarely was. “Can I take it off?”

Damian didn’t move for a long moment. His jaw was set, unreadable, but there was something in his eyes—something vulnerable, something hesitant. Because this was different. This wasn’t her putting the pieces together on her own. This wasn’t her just figuring it out. This was her asking. Asking him to let her in, asking him to break whatever was left of the barriers between them.

And after a long, silent moment, Damian nodded. “You may.” 

Alessandra took a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding and leaned closer, close enough that she could see the faint shadows the cowl cast on his skin, the way his lips parted just slightly, like he was preparing himself for something he couldn’t take back.

She reached up, fingers brushing against the edge of it, hesitant. Just like before. It was warm from his skin, from the heat of their patrol. And then, slowly, carefully, she pulled.

The cowl slipped away, revealing his face in full—the sharp cut of his jaw, the dark tousled hair that always managed to stay perfect despite the chaos of Gotham, the intensity in his green eyes no longer hidden behind the Bat.

Damian Wayne. Batman. The boy who had tormented her in high school, who had argued with her, fought with her, saved her, had kissed her and then ruined her all in the same breath. And he was looking at her like she was something dangerous. Like she was something he couldn’t afford to touch but desperately wanted to anyway.

Aless didn’t know who moved first.

Maybe it was her, fingers still resting against his jaw. Maybe it was him, gaze flickering down to her lips, just for a second, before he closed the distance between them.

Not anger-fueled. Not reckless. Not desperate.

This was soft. Intentional.

His hands found her waist, slow, deliberate. Her fingers curled into the fabric of his cape, grounding herself in the reality that this was happening. His lips brushed against hers once, twice, before pressing fully, firmly, a quiet sigh escaping against her mouth as she melted into him.

The city blurred. The cold didn’t matter.

Because Damian Wayne was kissing her like it meant something. Like she meant something. And then—

"Batman, do you read?"

The comms crackled to life, sharp and grating, shattering the moment.

Alessandra gasped softly, jerking back slightly. Her breath was coming fast, lips still tingling from the kiss. Her eyes flickered up to his, searching, trying to find anything—any sign of what this meant, of what they had just done, of what this was.

Damian did not move.

For a second, he just… stared.

At her.

At her lips, still parted, still swollen. At the way her breath hitched. At the way her pulse beat furiously against her throat. At the way she looked at him like she wanted to kiss him again.

And for a fleeting, reckless second, he almost— almost —ignored the call.

"Batman? There’s a robbery on 53rd. If you could go help Red Robin out, he just needs someone to pick off an escapee.”

Damian exhaled sharply, jaw clenching. He shifted slightly, his hands slipping away from her body, and he already missed it.

"Copy," he said, voice sharper than he intended, pressing two fingers to his earpiece.

Aless was still so close. Close enough that their breaths mingled in the cold Gotham air, close enough that if he leaned in just a little more, he could kiss her again.

But the moment was gone.

She swallowed, eyes flickering between his, her voice quieter now. “Sorry.”

His gaze locked onto hers, and for a second, the words he wanted to say almost slipped out.

I’m falling in love with you. I’m falling in love with you at the worst possible time.

And maybe, maybe it was time to stop pushing it down.

If they could work through her father, then maybe they would work through this too. 

His fingers flexed against her knee. He could feel the warmth of her body still lingering against him, the weight of what just happened pressing into the space between them. He could walk away from it, pretend it never happened, let it settle into the pile of unspoken things between them.

Or—

He exhaled slowly, tilting his head slightly toward her, voice quiet but steady.

“When this is over,” he said, “with the League, with Mara—” He hesitated, just for a second, then pushed forward. “We’ll talk more like this. About it. About us .”

Alessandra blinked.

For once, there was an acknowledgment. A promise. Us.

She swallowed, then finally nodded. “Okay. Yes.”

And it was so simple. No arguments, no walls, no sidestepping around what they both already knew. Just a deferred yes.

Damian’s chest eased. Aless felt…happy.

And they sat there for just one more moment, in the stillness, shoulders brushing, hearts racing—not drowning anymore, but breathing. 

Then Batman and his new Robin descended on Gotham. 

Chapter Text

The ballroom of Wayne Manor was nothing short of breathtaking. Gold chandeliers casting a warm glow over the polished marble floors, waiters in crisp suits balancing trays of champagne flutes, and Gotham’s most elite dressed in their finest, mingling under the grand archways. The sound of live jazz floated through the air, blending with the chatter of high society. It was a picture of elegance, excess, and wealth.

Aless adjusted the slit of her emerald gown, the silk cool against her thigh as she took a slow sip from her flute of champagne. The fabric draped over her like a second skin, the deep green rich and striking. It was the perfect dress—not too revealing, but enough to make people look . Enough to catch his eye.

Not that he was making it obvious.

Damian stood a few feet away, posture annoyingly perfect, the picture of poise and control as he surveyed the room. His tuxedo fit like a sin , the crisp black fabric accentuating his broad shoulders, the sharp line of his jaw even more defined under the warm glow of the chandeliers. His bowtie was still perfectly knotted, not a wrinkle in sight, because of course it was—because he was. Effortless. Composed. Untouchable.

And look at him while he talked to some other Gotham Nepo Baby, she wanted to ruin it.

Her fingers twitched against her glass, already picturing it: the slow unraveling of that tie, the way he’d tense under her touch, the way his breath would hitch when she pushed just enough, the way his hands would find their place on her hips without thinking. Because it was a holiday. Because they still had to put on a show for the public. And because she was allowed to indulge now.

She was going to ruffle him. Shake him up. Just a little …Later.

For now, Aless just took a slow sip of her champagne, her eyes scanning the grand ballroom from over the rim of her glass. The Wayne New Year’s Eve Gala was in full swing, the air thick with chatter, laughter, and the clinking of glasses as Gotham’s elite welcomed the impending year.

Damian caught her watching him. Caught him watching her. Not that she was subtle.

Her gaze moved over him slowly. Deliberately. Like she was measuring something, weighing it against some unspoken standard, making a decision she already knew the answer to. He knew that look. Had seen it before. Had memorized it. Had felt it.

But none of that prepared him for now; for the way it hit different when the emotion behind it wasn’t feigned, or strategic, or part of some game. When it was real.

He also didn’t prepare for how breathtaking she might look in that damn dress.

 The thigh-high slit parted just enough to make his fingers ache to touch. Skin he remembered. Skin he could map blindfolded. Skin he was allowed to touch now. The neckline dipped low, framing her collarbones, that delicate hollow where his lips had once rested, where they could be again if he just—

No.

Later.

For now, Damian stepped in beside her, his hand settling lightly at the small of her back—not just for show, but to anchor her.  A reminder to play nice. A silent reminder of why they were here.

A distraction. Intel gathering.

Tim and Kon were breaking into her uncle’s office and hacking into Vreeland’s mainframe as they spoke.

They needed to be near him, her uncle. They needed to see his reactions. Read his movements. Any small indication that he was hiding something, that he was aware of the break-in or had any inkling of the deeper game at play, could be valuable.

"You ready for this?" Damian murmured, voice low, only for her to hear.

Alessandra took a breath and nodded, adjusting the delicate fabric of her dress as they strode toward Daniel Vreeland and her aunt, who were speaking with a few other wealthy socialites near the dance floor. Her uncle caught sight of them first, his lips curling into a smirk as they approached. "Ah, the golden couple of Gotham. I was wondering when you two would grace me with your presence."

Aless forced a polite smile, but the tension coiled in her stomach. "Uncle."

"A pleasure to see you again, Daniel," Damian added smoothly, extending a hand. It was a power move more than anything, one that forced Daniel to reciprocate or be seen as rude.

Her uncle chuckled, shaking Damian’s hand with just a little too much grip. 

"Damian! Your father stopped by to say hello, not a moment ago."

"Alessandra, you look beautiful tonight," her aunt said, her tone light and happy. 

"Thank you," Aless replied smoothly. "It's turning out to be a lovely evening."

“Hasn’t it?” her aunt mused, taking a dainty sip of her drink before turning to Damian with a smile just shy of sharp. “And what about you, Damian? Is our niece keeping you in line?”

Damian’s lips twitched, his expression unreadable. “She is utterly remarkable,” he said, without a hint of hesitation.

Alessandra felt heat bloom low in her stomach.

Her uncle let out a short laugh. “You certainly inherited Bruce’s dramatic flair, I’ll give you that. Though I suppose grand declarations run in the family.”

“Perhaps,” Damian said smoothly. “But I’ve found some people mistake sincerity for spectacle.”

Daniel’s smirk didn’t fade, but his eyes narrowed just a touch. “Mm. Well, I suppose sincerity’s easier to spot when there’s a ring involved.” He lifted his glass. “Still waiting to see that.”

Alessandra resisted the urge to snort. Out loud. Because it had been six months.

Not that her parents hadn’t gotten engaged after three months—Bruce had introduced them, after all—but at least they had the excuse of a genuine, whirlwind, Cinderella-style romance. The kind where her father stormed into her grandfather’s office and threatened to leave the family fortune behind if he wasn’t allowed to marry her normal, non-billionaire mother.

Aless and Damian? Yeah, not exactly the same predicament.

And she wasn’t delusional.

Even if this relationship had been real from the start, she wasn’t the type to move that fast. She had never even dated someone past the six-month mark before pulling the plug. Commitment wasn’t her strong suit—it was a skill she was still trying to build, not something she could fake on a deadline.

So why, of all things, was this the one area her uncle seemed so confident she’d pull off?

“You know,” Daniel said, swirling his drink with that same smug ease he used in boardrooms, “I just don’t understand why you’re dragging out the inevitable. If you two are as in love as the tabloids make it seem, when do I get my invitation in the mail? You can’t seriously expect me to believe Damian Wayne is the type to take things slow.”

Alessandra forced a smile, resisting the urge to roll her eyes. “We’re enjoying our time together, Uncle,” she replied, tone polished and professional—the same one she’d used on oil executives who mistook charm for leverage.

But she knew what this was really about.

Her uncle cared about timing . Because with Wayne Enterprises set to gain majority control of Vreeland stock—thanks to the latest acquisition—her uncle was desperate to secure his grip on the company. A marriage would tie it all up neatly. Keep it in the family. Make Damian less of a threat. 

Entanglement was easier to manage than a hostile takeover.

Daniel’s smile thinned, his tone dropping with pointed condescension. “Just don’t waste too much time, sweetheart. You’re not exactly—”

Careful, ” Damian cut in, voice low and deceptively calm, but his eyes sharp enough to draw blood. “As you said, you’re speaking to my future wife.”

Alessandra nearly choked on her champagne.

The words had rolled off his tongue so effortlessly, so naturally, that for a split second, even she almost believed them.

Daniel Vreeland, to his credit, didn’t seem fazed, simply chuckling. "Right, of course ."

Lorraine, however, was eyeing them both carefully, her lips pursed as if weighing her next words. "Well, if that's the case, then I suppose we should be preparing for a grand affair. The Vreelands and the Waynes merging—now that’s a headline Gotham would devour." 

Alessandra forced another smile, though her grip tightened slightly on her glass. "We’ll be sure you’re the first people to get a save-the-date when the time comes."

Her uncle hummed, clearly amused. "I look forward to it. Now, if you’ll excuse us—" He gave Damian a pointed look. "I’m sure you two have more important people to mingle with."

Alessandra knew what that look meant. A dismissal.

She and Damian stood in silence, giving practiced smiles, as her aunt and uncle turned their backs, drifting toward the bar with practiced ease, their smiles sharpening as they closed in on the CEO of Bellum Tech. Subtle. Calculated. Transparent.

Alessandra exhaled sharply, pressing her fingers to her temple. “Well... that was fun.”

Then she turned to Damian, voice low, professional now. “Did you get anything useful from that? I don’t think I did, but I’ll defer to the professionals.”

Damian didn’t answer right away. His eyes followed Daniel’s retreating form, a muscle flickering in his jaw, something cold and unreadable settling into his expression.

“No.”

She nodded once, unsurprised. “Didn’t think so.” A smirk tugged at her lips. “But Tim might have.”

Right on cue, her earpiece crackled softly—then came the unmistakably smug voice of Tim Drake.

“Hey, lovebirds,” he drawled, far too pleased with himself. “You’re gonna wanna hear this.”

Before Alessandra could respond, Damian was already moving. His hand found the small of her back, and with a subtle but purposeful nudge, he guided her away from the crowd, across the ballroom, and through a discreet side door.

They slipped into a smaller room  just off the main event space. Cozier, quieter, and entirely different from the ballroom’s curated luxury. Alessandra’s eyes swept the room, immediately taking in the essentials: a flat-screen TV, a PS4 tangled with at least three other gaming consoles in what looked like a deeply personal cable war, and a mountain of mismatched blankets threatening to overthrow a velvet armchair.

Family portraits lined the wall in what could generously be described as “organized chaos”, half hung straight, the rest clearly the result of someone giving up halfway through. She would’ve asked what this room was —Wayne family man cave? Chaos corner? Gotham’s least intimidating panic room?—if they weren’t in the middle of a covert intel op.

But she knew why Damian had chosen this room. This was Wayne family territory. Private. Shielded. Off the guest map entirely. They’d be safe to talk here. Secure. Unseen.

“Wow,” Alessandra muttered under her breath, glancing around the room as the door clicked shut behind them. “This doesn’t look suspicious at all.

“We’ve been caught in more compromising positions than this,” Damian said dryly, already adjusting his comm frequency.

She shot him a look. “That’s not comforting.”

Before Damian could respond, Tim’s voice crackled back through the earpiece, smug as ever. “I mean, he’s not wrong. Though I’m guessing he conveniently left out the part where our PR director nearly had an aneurysm after you two got caught fucking in the back seat of that ca—”

“Timothy,” Damian said without missing a beat.

Then a second voice came through, bright and entirely too casual.

“Uh, hi—sorry—but before we jump into the spy thriller part, can I introduce myself first?”

Damian sighed, already exasperated. Kon-El, now is not the time for intro—

“But she doesn’t know who I am!” Kon protested.

“She doesn’t need to,” Damian replied flatly, glancing at Alessandra like he already regretted dragging her into this side of his life.

“Yes, she does!” Kon protested. 

Aless raised an eyebrow. “Well, now I want to know.”

Kon perked up in her earpiece. “ Thank you! I’m—”

“Kon,” Damian cut in again, sharper this time. “Just… Fine. Quickly.”

Tim snorted in the background. “Oh, this is gonna be good. You have ten seconds while I unlock this.”

Kon beamed. “Okay! Hi! I’m Kon! Well. My government name is Kon-El, but everyone calls me Kon or Conner. Whatever you want, I’m chill with.”

“…And?”

“I’m Superboy.”

Silence. Aless turned slowly to Damian, her expression unreadable. 

“I’m sorry… Superboy? Like the one on TV?” 

“Yep! Also, Tim’s very devoted boyfriend… Oh, and I'm an Aries.”

Aless blinked, her brain screeching to a halt. Superboy? Tim’s boyfriend? Wait.

A memory surfaced—uninvited, sharp. Something she hadn’t thought about since her days on the gossip column, which felt like a lifetime ago now.

A photo.

Grainy. Cropped. Printed in The Gazette under a headline that read something like “Tim Drake Spotted with Mystery Man at Wayne Enterprises Gala” . She remembered it clearly now—Tim, crisp in a suit, and beside him, a dark-haired, broad-shouldered stranger in a leather jacket. The column had gone wild. ‘ Is Tim Drake Dating an Unknown Billionaire?’ was trending for three days straight.

There was a full speculative breakdown of the mystery man’s “devastating bone structure,” an overanalysis of his blurry side profile, and a lot of debates about whether or not he counted as a himbo.

And then—another memory. Separate, but now unmistakably connected.

A news segment. Live footage. A disaster downtown.

Superboy , flying in to save the day.

Same build. Same cocky smirk. Same too-perfect jawline. Same damn leather jacket.

“…Oh my god.” 

She looked up at Damian, eyes wide. “Wait. Wait. You mean to tell me that—” She inhaled sharply, putting the pieces together at an alarming rate. “No wonder you sounded familiar! I knew you weren’t just some random himbo, finance guy, Tim was dating. I just—”

Kon laughed through the comms, completely unbothered. “No offense taken! Honestly, I kind of love that you didn’t put it together sooner. Makes me feel like my disguise actually works.”

“Babe, you literally have no disguise.”

Damian pinched the bridge of his nose. "This drivel is unnecessary. You’ve already gone past ten seconds. We don’t have the time to talk about Kon-El’s lack of functioning brain cells."

“Hey, ass—!

“Okay,” Tim cut in. “We’re going through his files now. A lot of boring corporate nonsense. Nothing suggesting he’s working with Talia and was the one who’d gotten Aless’ details.”

“Wait—” Kon made a disgusted noise. “Oh my god, locked folder. Score!”

The noise that followed from Tim sounded pained. 

“It’s… it’s just a porn stash. That’s, somehow, worse.

Damian pinched the bridge of his nose, exhaling through his teeth. “Tell me you two idiots found something actually useful, preferably before I lose the will to live.”

Tim’s smirk was audible. “Oh, yeah! Tax evasion.”

That got her attention. “Oh?... Really? I’ve been looking for evidence of that for years.” 

“You want it?”

Aless glanced at Damian. They shared a smirk. 

Absolutely, I do.”

Sending it now.”

But that left the question—if her uncle wasn’t working with Talia, who was?

Damian was already a step ahead. “Who else had access to your files?”

Aless frowned, thinking. “Uh…”

“Your computer. Your schedule. Someone knew where you’d be. Someone planned this. Oracle checked the cameras already. No one snuck in. That means someone at the Gazette had access to your information.”

Silence.

Aless narrowed her eyes. “But… why? They fired me.”

Tim clicked his tongue. “Right. And Talia thought that would push you over the edge. Make you angry enough to publish the article. Jay told me it seemed too work too. He saw you all worked up and freaked out—”

“Wait, what ?!”

“...Jay… told me.”

Her brain screeched to a halt. “Jay—as in my best friend Jay Nakamura—talked to you?

“Oh,” Tim muttered. “Oops.”

Damian groaned. “Tim—”

“You talk to Jay?” Alessandra demanded. “You told him to do what with me? Is he the one you assigned to keep an eye on me? You—”

Tim cleared his throat, words tumbling out now in a desperate attempt to escape the hole he’d just dug. “Anyway! Back to the mission. We’ll, uh—link back later with more info. Bye!” The comms line went dead with a sharp click.

Alessandra slowly turned, her eyes narrowing into slits as she swung around to face Damian.

He was leaning casually against the table, arms crossed, one brow raised in perfect disinterest—like he was waiting for a meeting to start, not for her wrath to descend. That trademark unamused expression was plastered across his face, cool and unreadable, but she could see the tension in his jaw. He knew what was coming.

“Using my best friend to spy on me?” she snapped, voice rising, hands flung out in disbelief. “He is so dead, Damian. And you ? You’re right behind him.”

She pointed an accusatory finger at his chest. “I swear —if there is footage, if there is audio —”

Damian didn’t flinch. “I told him not to record anything. Just observe.”

“That’s not better! ” she exploded. “I’m going to kill him.”

“That’s fine,” Damian said coolly, as if they were discussing scheduling logistics. “But only after he finishes investigating the Gazette for us. We need the files first.”

Alessandra let out a dramatic sigh, rubbing her temples. “Fine. He can do it on his lunch break. Then he dies.”

With that, they returned to the gala.

The lights were dimmer now, the crowd looser; half buzzed on champagne, the other half bored of networking. They did another slow lap of the room, making polite conversation with donors, CEOs, and at least two tech billionaires who were clearly trying to figure out if Alessandra was available, and if Damian could be bought. He wasn’t. She pretended not to notice.

They kept an eye on her uncle, lingering just close enough to catch any stray pieces of conversation. But if he suspected anything, he didn’t show it. Daniel was perfectly pleasant, annoyingly so. Laughing with investors, dropping business card promises, shaking hands with practiced ease. Not a single move looked off.

By the time the music shifted for the New Year’s countdown, Damian was already antsy. His gaze kept flicking toward the exit, fingers twitching slightly at his sides like he had something better to do. Alessandra leaned in and muttered, “You’ll combust before the ball drops.”

“We have data to analyze,” he muttered back, already taking her elbow to steer her toward the door. “I refuse to welcome the new year surrounded by incompetence and filth.”

So they slipped out early, well before midnight, leaving the glitter and noise behind.

The residential side of Wayne Manor was always quiet. Damian didn’t say much as he led her through the halls, his steps purposeful, almost automatic. Eventually, he stopped outside a door that looked like every other one lining the corridor. The only thing differentiating them was different colored letters. This one was marked with a red D. 

“This is mine,” he said simply, pushing it open.

Alessandra stepped inside and immediately blinked. She wasn’t sure what she’d expected—something broody and dramatic, maybe a wall of weapons or vintage Bat memorabilia—but instead, it was… stark. Not sterile, just empty in a deeply personal way. No posters. No clutter. No signs of boyhood nostalgia. A single bookshelf sat in the corner, half-filled. The bed was made with military precision and looked a bit dusty. The room itself looked less like a lived-in space and more like a well-kept placeholder.

She turned to him with a raised brow, arms crossed as she surveyed the painfully blank space. “You know, for a guy raised in a mansion, you really didn’t believe in decorating. My room back home was plastered with boy band posters.”

Damian didn’t even blink. “I know. You had three dedicated to the one with the bleached hair and questionable tattoos.”

Alessandra looked personally attacked. “I was sixteen.

“And,” he said, walking past her. “You had a full shrine to a man almost twice your age named Kyden.”

Kaden, ” she muttered. “And he had a soulful falsetto.”

He didn’t comment as he handed her a folded set of clothes—an old t-shirt, a pair of soft black joggers, and a faintly worn hoodie that looked like it had seen a hundred late-night stakeouts.

“Change,” he said. “Then we go down.”

Five minutes later, they were moving quietly through the Manor’s lower levels, the air growing cooler and heavier with every step. Damian keyed in a silent code at a wall panel, and a hidden door slid open with a soft hiss .

As they descended into the Batcave, the air shifted—cooler, heavier, charged with the quiet hum of machines. The glow from the monitors lit the cavern in a faint blue, casting long shadows across the stone walls and the sleek metal of the workstations.

Damian moved ahead, already in mission mode. He pulled a chair over for her without a word, then slid into the one at the center console. The largest screen glowed to life the second his fingers hit the keyboard. Within seconds, a dozen windows sprang open. Files. Code. Maps. Security feeds. Lines of data moved too fast for her to follow, but Damian’s eyes tracked all of it with laser focus, his jaw set, his posture rigid.

Aless sat beside him, trying to pretend she knew what any of it meant. She watched him work in silence, nodding occasionally like she was following along. Five minutes in, her eyes started to wander.

The Batcave was… a lot.

Aless had spent most of her career chasing shadows, trying to piece together Gotham’s biggest secrets, and yet, she had never expected to be sitting here. The cave was massive. Colossal. Bigger than anything she could have imagined. Stalactites hung from the high ceilings, water dripping steadily from the rock formations above. The cave stretched endlessly into the dark, deep tunnels disappearing into unknown territory. It was a cathedral of secrecy, bathed in the hum of machinery, in the quiet echoes of footsteps against the stone floor.

And then there was the tech.

At the center of the Batcave, where they currently sat, the supercomputer towered like a glowing brainstem—its dozen monitors flickering with maps, schematics, live surveillance feeds of Gotham, and endless streams of data she couldn’t even begin to make sense of. Surrounding it were several workstations: one cluttered with crime scene evidence sealed in labeled bags, another scattered with half-assembled gadgets that looked both highly experimental and almost definitely illegal.

Then, her gaze drifted to the suits.

The Batsuit—the original one she remembered from her childhood—stood in its display case, looming and immaculate, untouched by time. Beside it, other suits lined the walls: Nightwing’s sleek armor, Red Hood’s battle-worn jacket and helmet, Red Robin’s crimson and black ensemble. A Robin suit she couldn't remember seeing before. Each one was a silent monument, a tribute to Gotham’s protectors and the impossible weight they carried.

And then… there was the giant freaking T-Rex.

Alessandra stared for far too long.

"Damian," she said, slowly, turning back toward him. "There’s a robot dinosaur in your cave."

Damian glanced up at her through his glasses, unimpressed. "Yes. Thank you, Captain Obvious. There is."

She gestured wildly at it. "Why?"

"A trophy."

"A trophy?!"

Damian exhaled, already looking like he regretted bringing her down here. "It was from a case. My father kept it. Sentimental value, I suppose. Think of it as a glorified attack dog, if you’d like."

“You have a T-Rex for sentimental value…” she mumbled.

Alessandra felt the sudden need to stand and just look around, to take in the overwhelming reality of where she was. When she rose to her feet and Damian didn’t say anything—not even the expected “Sit back down” —she took it as permission.

So she slowly started towards the one thing that had been calling to her since they stepped foot inside: The Batmobile.

Damian smirked slightly as he watched her move around, clearly enjoying her awe, even if he wouldn’t admit it. He shouldn’t have found this that amusing. Even other heroes marveled when they were finally allowed into the cave. 

Just like them, Alessandra stood in the middle of it all, eyes wide with wonder, taking in every last inch of it like she was memorizing the details for later use. She had spent years chasing Gotham’s biggest mysteries, and now, she was quite literally standing in its beating heart. The same heart that Damian willingly led her to. 

And the first thing she fixated on? The goddamn T-Rex. 

He really, really shouldn’t have found that amusing. But he did. And he didn’t insult her ( much ) for it like he would have others.

And she was wearing his clothes too—one of his old hoodies that swallowed her frame, the sleeves hanging over her fingers, paired with sweatpants that were definitely too big for her but cinched at the waist with a drawstring. It was practical. Comfortable. And yet, Damian couldn’t shake the way his stomach flipped at the sight of her wearing his things. Or how she sat on his childhood bed while she waited for him to change. 

Like she belonged here. Like she belonged with him.

He snapped out of that line of thinking when Aless went toward the Batmobile. 

"Are you a child? Do I need to tell you not to touch the priceless technology?"

She huffed, pulling her hand back—but the playful spark in her eyes didn’t fade. “Oh, come on. I feel like I’ve earned some Batcave privileges. I was kidnapped. That has to be worth at least one unauthorized fingerprint on this stupid car. What if this is my first and last time in here?”

“You’ve been here before,” he replied, tone still flat but just edging on smug.

She turned, frowning. “No, I haven’t.”

“You were unconscious,” he said simply, glancing at her now. “The medical bay is down that hall.”

She stared at him. “That doesn’t count.”

“It counts in my files.”

Alessandra crossed her arms. “So I’m being punished for not having better memories of my last visit?”

Damian didn’t answer right away, but the corner of his mouth twitched. Just barely. Almost a smile.

“Well,” he said, eyes flicking back to the screen, “next time, try not to get kidnapped. You may remember everything then.”

Alessandra didn’t fire back right away.

Instead, she stood there for a moment, watching him turn back to the computer and work. Really watching him. The quiet between them didn’t feel strained anymore. Ever since that night on the rooftop, when they agreed, tentatively, but real, that they’d talk when it was all over… things had shifted.

Just enough to notice.

The tension that used to hang between them like a live wire had softened. The jokes came more easily. The way he touched her—his hand at the small of her back, the brush of his fingers against hers when no one was looking—felt less like something stolen or pretend and more like something they were allowed to have. Even the way he’d kissed her sometimes during this past week… it didn’t send her spiraling into a panic of overthinking and self-defense.

It felt… okay. Real. 

She shook the thought off before it could go too far and walked back toward the massive glow of the Batcomputer, arms crossing loosely over her chest as she stood directly behind him.

“So,” she said, voice casual but curious, “have you found anything yet?”

"It’s going to take time," Damian replied, typing a command into the interface. "If the hack was done by someone skilled, they could have hidden the traces well. And if they had ties to the League—"

"Then they’d have the best of the best," Aless finished, nodding in understanding. "Right, secret assassin cult and all."

Damian hummed in confirmation, eyes fixed on the scrolling data.

Aless raised a brow. "Do you ever wonder if calling it the Batcomputer makes it sound, like… a little ridiculous?"

Damian stilled. Then, slowly, painfully, he turned his head toward her. "...What?"

"I mean," she gestured vaguely, stepping closer to the desk, "do you just put ‘Bat’ in front of everything? Batmobile, Batcave, Batcomputer—should I be expecting a Bat-toaster somewhere?"

He exhaled sharply, rubbing a hand over his face. "You’re being facetious."

"Am I?"

"Yes."

Aless just grinned, inching closer, watching as streams of data filtered through the screen. Her shoulder brushed his arm, and she caught the subtle way his fingers stilled over the large keyboard for a fraction of a second before he kept typing. She leaned in slightly, glancing at the system working, code running, the hum of the Batcomputer filling the cavernous space.

Then, with a tilt of her head and a mischievous glint in her eyes, she smirked.

"It’s past midnight now…Can I have a New Year’s Bat-kiss?"

Damian stared at her.

For half a second, there was nothing in his eyes. 

It was because he was debating—truly debating—whether or not to comment on how utterly ridiculous she sounded saying that. How she deserved to be punished for her insolence by not getting a kiss. By making her wait.

But who was he to deny her?

Then, suddenly, violently, disastrously, he grabbed her by the waist and yanked her flush against him. Aless barely had time to gasp before his mouth was on hers, firm, claiming, his hands pressing into the small of her back like he was staking territory. The cave was cold, but his lips were scorching, moving over hers with a heat that made her knees weak, made her cling to his shoulders for balance.

He was kissing her like he meant it. Like she was his. Like the past few months of denial, of fighting, of pretending didn’t exist. She liked it. This new agreement they had that allowed them to do this. His grip tightened. He angled his head, deepening the kiss, fingers pressing into the dip of her spine, dragging her closer like even this wasn’t close enough. Like he needed more. Like he wanted to consume her.

And god, she wanted to let him.

A soft sound escaped her throat, something between a sigh and a moan, and Damian groaned low in response, swallowing the noise like it was his right. Her hands slid into his hair, tugging slightly, and he retaliated by nipping at her bottom lip, pulling away for just a second, just enough to smirk, to let her see the way his pupils were blown, dark and hungry and dangerous.

"Happy New Year," he murmured, voice lower, rougher than before.

Aless swallowed, breathless. "You should kiss me again. Because we were late. Don’t need any more bad luck going into the new year."

His smirk widened, but he dipped his head lower. "Demanding."

"You like it," she shot back, her fingers still tangled in his hair.

Damian didn’t argue.

Instead, he kissed her again. Slower this time, deeper, his hand skimming up her spine before tilting her chin so he could take his time with her mouth. It escalated quickly, as it always did with them. Her hands slid beneath his shirt, fingers mapping the lines of his back. His grip tightened on her waist, pulling her flush against him. The Batcomputer hummed steadily behind them, utterly ignored as they lost themselves in each other.

Until—

A loud cough.

They froze.

Turning slowly, they saw Tim and Kon standing at the edge of the garage platform. Still in full costume. Tim was grinning like it was Christmas morning. Arms crossed. Smug as hell. 

“Well,” he said, “looks like you two finally talked.”

Alessandra groaned, dropping her forehead to Damian’s shoulder. Damian exhaled through his nose like he was weighing whether murder would be worth the cleanup.

Kon smirked. “Don’t stop on our account!”

“Get. Out,” Damian said, voice low and dangerous.

As the elevator doors started to close behind them, Tim sing-songed, “I’m snitching!

And he must have.

Because not even twenty minutes later, she was calmly escorted Alessandra to a guest room two hallways away from Damian’s, with a pink letter B on the door.


Jay phased through the cold concrete wall of the Gazette building with a sigh, his body shimmering slightly before becoming solid again. The chill of the winter night didn’t affect him, but the sheer stupidity of this situation certainly did.

“Why the hell am I doing this by myself? ” he muttered under his breath, “None of you could be bothered to join me?”

"Sorry. Prior engagements." Aless’s tone was sharp, edged with something Jay had been bracing for all night.

Bitterness.

He expected it. The moment Alessandra found out he’d been keeping secrets—about his powers, about Damian, about all of it—he knew she’d be pissed. That didn’t make dealing with it any easier. She didn’t blow up his phone. Didn’t demand an explanation. She just sent one text. And it was enough to make him jump out of bed, nearly knock Jon to the floor, and start full-on freaking out.

Big A: hoe, the things you’ve lied about…

Was this supposed to be funny? Did she find this amusing? 

Jay found it terrifying.

Jon, still half-asleep, barely cracked an eye open. "Baby, why are you stress-pacing at—" he squinted at the clock, "— 2:46 AM ?"

Jay just ran a hand through his hair, muttering "Oh my god , I’m so screwed!"

Because that text? It wasn’t angry. It was dry. Flat. Almost amused. And that scared him more than if she had just called and cussed him out. Last time she had been this mad at him was back in college, and that had been a nightmare on its own. At least then, it was something trivial. A dumb argument over a botched group project or his inability to remember her coffee order after the tenth time when she got his flawlessly in one. 

This? This was bigger. This was betrayal.

And even after he’d gotten on his knees and begged for forgiveness, she was still acting like he’d killed her firstborn. 

“Prior engagememnts my ass,” Jay muttered under his breath as he phased through the dimly lit hallway of the Gazette offices. 

The place was eerie at night, empty desks standing like silent sentinels, their surfaces cluttered with old coffee cups, stacks of unfinished articles, and the occasional discarded notepad scribbled with half-baked ideas. The fluorescent lights flickered every now and then, casting long, distorted shadows across the room.

His target, the Chief’s office, was located in the farthest corner, its glass walls offering a panoramic view of the newsroom. During the day, it would have been bustling with activity—reporters typing furiously, interns scurrying around, the constant buzz of ringing phones and conversations. But now, it was deathly quiet.

Jay phased through the door, flickering in and out of sight for a brief moment before solidifying inside. He adjusted the tiny camera embedded in the contact lens Damian gave him, ensuring it was still transmitting the feed back to the Batcave and that it didn’t rip into his retina.

“Be happy you’ve been given such agency,” Aless chimed in again, “I heard Bruce usually bans metas from Gotham.” 

“Great. Just what I wanted. The honor of working with Gotham’s emotionally repressed elite vigilante crew.”

Damian resisted the urge to pinch the bridge of his nose. The headache was coming, courtesy of the two of them bickering across comms. He’d already endured Alessandra’s rant at breakfast, lunch, and dinner about how he had the audacity to use Jason against her. Three times. Same wording. Same inflection. Same dramatic hand gestures.

And each time, Tim had the gall to back her up like it was some courtroom trial and he was her smug little paralegal. Damian could probably recite the entire monologue verbatim by now. Not that he would. Out loud. 

“Can we turn our attention to the task at hand?” he questioned, his voice clipped.

Jay huffed but didn’t argue, turning toward the Chief’s desk. It was an old wooden thing, large and imposing, covered in neatly stacked files and a half-finished tumbler of whiskey. A relic from a time when print journalism had more power. The computer monitor hummed softly, a single blinking light the only sign of life in the otherwise still room.

He flexed his fingers before getting to work, rifling through the topmost files with quick, practiced efficiency. His powers made breaking and entering a breeze, but searching for information? That was the part that took actual effort.

As he sifted through folders, he spoke casually over the comms. “So, again, you wanna tell me why I’m the one sneaking around in here and not, I don’t know, one of you ? I mean, I’m not even technically part of your weird Bat-Family secret society. I’ve got my own thing going.”

Aless crossed her arms and watched as he sifted through files on the screen. Her tone was flat. “Congratulations, you are now. Would you like to have an induction ceremony upon your return? ”

Jay paused just long enough to mutter, “Didn’t know you were allowed to hand out invitations, ‘Less.”

Damian, now about to feed himself to the T-Rex, was staring at the screen, his expression void of amusement. “Please, just keep looking.”

Alessandra crossed her arms, glaring at the screen. “Can a girl not be bitter , Jay? You didn’t tell me anything. About your powers. About knowing Damian. We’ve been friends for years . It’s betrayal!”

Jay scoffed, phasing a hand through the chief’s locked desk drawer before materializing it again and yanking it open. “It’s karma, girl. Because you didn’t tell me anything about your fake-ass relationship with Baby Wayne over there.”

Silence. No quick response. Jay could almost picture the scene in the Batcave he just caused. A smug smile crept across his face as he flipped through folders. 

“Jon and I were so happy when we found out you guys finally got together. Thought it was a damn miracle. But then we found out it was fake, and, well… I guess you two will go back to hating each other once this is over, huh?” 

Both Damian and Aless flushed a deep crimson. No one was going to correct Jay. The Batcave was so silent, you could hear the hum of the Batcomputer processing each point of data in the background.

“Some focus, please, Gossamer,” Damian finally broke the silence with a deflection. 

Aless nearly choked on her laughter when she heard that. 

Gossamer ?! That’s the dumbest code name I’ve ever heard. What are you, a Victorian ghost? That’s embarrassing. You let them name you that?”

Gossamer. Something delicate, light, barely there,” Jay fired back. “At least I have a name. You’re not even cool enough for one.”

“She can be Robin for now,” Damian cut in—too fast, too sharp, the words slipping out before he could stop them. It’s not… It wasn’t that he felt the need to defend her in front of Jay… It was just… It slipped. Sure, Damian Wayne let something slip, and now…

Jay froze mid-step, blinking like he wasn’t sure he’d heard correctly. Alessandra whipped her head toward Damian so fast she nearly gave herself whiplash. For the first time that night, Damian actually looked like he regretted opening his mouth. His jaw locked, that familiar tick in his cheek working overtime, like he could will the words back into the air and erase them.

No such luck.

Jay let out a low whistle, already grinning like he’d just uncovered the Batcave’s group chat. “Oh man , Jay and I are going to have a field day with this. Wait ‘til Tim hears.”

Alessandra turned toward the screen again, trying—and failing—not to let the smirk pull at her lips. It wasn’t like she needed to defend him now… but still.

“Ghost boy,” she said coolly, “be useful and sift through those papers faster.”

Jay raised both hands in mock surrender. “Hey, I’m working. Just letting it sink in . Damian Wayne just called you his Robin . That was a slip . A big, juicy, Freudian slip.”

He went back to rifling through the files, but the damage was done.

Aless turned to Damian slowly, arms crossed, eyes glinting with satisfaction as she leaned in close. Just enough so Jay wouldn’t hear—except she forgot how comms worked.

“So,” she whispered, “I’m Robin now?”

“No,” Damian said instantly, without looking at her.

“Sounded like it.”

“It wasn’t.”

“Then what was it?”

“A moment of weakness. A mistake.”

Freudian, ” Jay chimed in, cheerfully. 

He’d definitely heard everything.

Alessandra grinned wider. Damian groaned internally.

“Gossamer,” Damian said coolly, “if you do not stop talking, I will throw you into a wall mid-phase and leave you stuck halfway inside it. Again.

Jay kept searching, flipping through papers and scanning files with increasing frustration. Nothing stood out. No red flags. No mention of the League. No hidden communiqués from Talia. The Chief’s office was either clean… or scrubbed. He moved to the general Gazette floor and chose desks at random.

“The only other time I was around people who might’ve overheard something—about the article, or about Damian—was when I was still stuck on the gossip column…” Aless murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.

Jay let out an exaggerated sigh, raking a hand through his hair as he crouched to check the lowest drawers. The soft glow from his contact lens camera shimmered across the wood grain, feeding real-time footage back to the Batcave’s monitors. Aless and Damian stood watching in tense silence, the screens flickering cold blue across their faces.

“I don’t know what you two expect me to find,” Jay grumbled, yanking open a drawer and shoving aside loose files, outdated press passes, and a rolled-up floor plan of the Gazette’s editorial office. “No one just leaves incriminating evidence lying around anymore. This isn’t the ‘90s.”

He pulled out a wrinkled copy of The Gotham Gazette , raising an eyebrow as he skimmed the cover story. “Oh look. ‘Bruce Wayne: Gotham’s Most Eligible Billionaire—Again? Where Has Selina Kyle Been?’" Jay flipped to a marked page, holding up a bundle of color-coded sticky notes. “Scandalous. Really hard-hitting journalism coming out of the gossip column, Aless.”

“I actually did write some pretty hard-hitting things while on the gossip column,” Aless said, defending herself.

“Sure. Right next to the exposé about billionaire yacht parties and whether or not two socialites wore the same dress.”

“Keep looking,” Damian muttered, sharper now. The edge in his voice was unmistakable, his patience for these two rapidly fraying. “There has to be something we’re missing.”

Jay rolled his eyes but moved to the next desk, half-heartedly sifting through a scattered pile of receipts, half-empty gum packs, and a stress ball shaped like a bat. He squinted at it, holding it up to the camera in his eye.

“Hey, this you, Dames?”

“Nakamura,” Damian replied flatly.

Jay raised a brow. “Alright, alright. Chill with the full names.” He tossed the stress ball aside and started rifling through another drawer. Pages rustled, folders shifted—stacks of old article drafts, half-filled notebooks, envelopes without labels. Nothing stood out.

Until—

“Huh.”

Jay paused.

His fingers brushed over a crumpled scrap of paper wedged deep in the back corner of the drawer. Folded tightly, edges worn and creased, but what caught his eye was the bright pink ink bleeding slightly through the page.

“Hold up,” he said, tilting the note toward the camera. “This looks recent. Why is it shoved into this drawer full of old stuff?”

Alessandra leaned forward, squinting at the screen. The handwriting was messy, quick and slanted, but something about it tugged at the back of her mind. She froze.

“Jay, stop . Let me see that again.” Her voice cut through the Batcave like a blade.

Jay blinked, caught off guard by the shift in her tone. “What? Why? It’s just a lunch meeting reminder—‘Tuesday, 12:30, Cafe Dolci.’”

Alessandra didn’t answer right away. She was staring at the handwriting. Her heart began to pound.

The loops. The sharp, angular slant of the letters. The overly long tail on the lowercase ‘y.’ She’d seen it before. She knew this handwriting. Her blood turned to ice.

It was the same handwriting as the card that came with those flowers. 

And now, she realized, she had seen that handwriting long before that.

In the margins of her early gossip column drafts—harmless edits, little notes of things to include before publishing. On the whiteboard during brainstorming sessions, written in pink marker, mixed in with everyone else’s thoughts, like it belonged there. Like she belonged there.

It had been in front of her the whole time. Hidden in plain sight.

“Guys…” Aless swallowed hard, voice low but steady. “I think it might be… Jane.”

“Wait… How did you…? How did you know this was Jane’s desk?” 

The name landed like a dropped match in dry grass. Her stomach turned, a knot of realization tightening with every breath. The pink ink wasn’t a coincidence. It was a signature.

Jane.

Jane, who had welcomed her on day one at the gossip column. Jane, who stood by her desk, day in and day out, pretending to be just another coworker. Jane, who had laughed with her, vented with her, and helped her tweak headlines for maximum drama. Jane, who had sat on her couch, drank her wine, and helped her choose outfits to make her fake relationship with Damian sell . Jane, who had always been there.

No matter what department Aless was in, no matter how high she moved up, Jane stayed close .

Aless felt like she couldn’t breathe.

“She’s…” She exhaled shakily, trying to keep her voice from cracking. “She’s been my coworker since the beginning. Since I started at the Gazette . She worked with me in gossip, then moved into Features, then Investigative… she’s been there this whole time.

Next to her, Damian went still.

“But it’s the handwriting,” Alessandra said, breath catching in her throat. “That note—it’s the same handwriting from the card that came with the flowers.”

Jay looked up, brows knitting. “Wait, what flowers?”

Damian’s gaze snapped to her, sharp and unmoving. “What flowers?”

Alessandra hesitated, then exhaled slowly. “It was months ago. I came home from work and found a bouquet already sitting on my kitchen counter. Like flowers you usually send—same arrangement, same style, same ribbon. I thought it was from you .”

Damian's eyes narrowed. “But they weren’t. I always made sure they were delivered while you were home. At your door.” 

“I know that now,” she said quietly. “I realized something was wrong when it wasn’t a delivery—there was no note from the courier, no packaging. Just the bouquet already inside my apartment. Like someone had been there. Waiting.”

She looked at the screen again, eyes locking on the pink-ink note that Jay was still holding up.

“There was a card tucked inside,” she continued, her voice dropping. “No signature. Just one word. Liar. Written in bright pink ink.”

Damian saw red. It wasn’t just that Aless hadn’t told him, though that alone sparked something hot and bitter in his chest. It was that this had happened months ago. That maybe this plan had been in motion for a year. Right under his nose. In his city. And she had paid the price for his failure to see it. His failure to know.

“I thought it was my uncle,” she admitted, “That he’d somehow find out that Damian and I were faking, or he didn’t think I was doing a good job. I don’t… I don’t know. At the time, it made sense. It fit. So I didn’t tell anyone.” 

She stared at the note, everything clicking into place like a puzzle she hadn’t realized she’d been working on.

“But now I know the handwriting. I’d recognize it anywhere. That card— this note—it’s Jane’s.”

Her voice broke slightly, but she steadied herself.

“She’s written notes on my drafts. Scribbled ideas on whiteboards during team meetings. Signed birthday cards. I’ve seen her handwriting a hundred times. I just didn’t see it.”

Silence rippled through the comms.

“She’s not just a coworker,” Alessandra said finally. “She’s been in my apartment. In my life. Watching me. For months.

“Jane,” Damian muttered, his voice low, sharp. “I’ve met her.” His eyes flickered across the screen, narrowing at the image. “She’s the one who told me you were gone. When we realized you’d been kidnapped, like she just happened to notice your absence.” His jaw clenched, muscle ticking sharply. 

“I didn’t think about it at the time, because I was too busy finding you, but now…” He exhaled sharply, his fingers tightening into fists. 

“She can’t be a member of the League. I don’t remember her in any official capacity—not the way I should. Not like the others. She wasn’t an assassin, she wasn’t part of my mother’s personal guard, she wasn’t even among the usual handlers.” His voice cooled, calculating. “She was something else. Something planted. Something designed to blend in. Maybe in plain sight.”

His stomach twisted, an unfamiliar unease creeping through his chest. She had been standing right next to him the entire time. And he hadn’t even noticed.

“You’re saying,” Jay said carefully, voice like steel, “that she had access to everything.” Aless hummed numbly, gripping the edge of the Batcomputer like it might keep her from unraveling.

“She wrote about Damian and me,” she continued, her voice rising with each word, panic clawing up her throat. “She was the one who first reported on our fake relationship. She helped me write it. She gave me advice. She—” Aless broke off, her breath shuddering. “She was in my apartment, Damian. She slept over.

Jay let out a low whistle. “Fuck.”

Aless whipped her head toward the screen. “Not helping, Jay!”

He held up his hands defensively. “Hey, I just found out I was doing recon on a girl who’s apparently your ex-bestie. And who makes the best cupcakes in the office? Give me a second to process.”

Aless groaned, burying her face in her hands.

How had she been so blind? How had she let someone like that get so close?

“She was always asking about you, Damian,” she muttered, voice muffled behind her hands. “She asked me what I saw in you, if I liked you, if I had feelings for you.” The words felt heavy, like they carried a weight she wasn’t ready to unpack. “She acted like she was just teasing. Like she was on my side. A friend.”

Damian was silent.

And then—

“How long has she been working at the Gazette?”

Aless blinked at him. “Only a bit longer than I had been. Three years tops.”

“And did you make contact with her before or after you got assigned the Damian article?”

She froze. Her mouth opened. Closed. And suddenly, everything clicked.

“She’s Editor of the Gossip Column. I got demoted to her team. That means she could’ve made a bid for me… I… It makes sense now, because usually they send me to Food if I’m on probation, but this time…” Damian exhaled sharply, his expression going flat, unreadable.

Jay, however, didn’t hold back.

“Ohhh, that’s some spy shit.”

Aless felt like she was drowning in it.

“She was planted,” she said, the words barely a breath. “She’s been watching me this whole time. Feeding me information, making sure I stayed on track… On track towards exposing you, Damian.” A cold, sharp pang of betrayal lodged itself deep in her ribs.

She had trusted Jane. She had told her almost everything. And Jane had been watching her like a vulture, waiting for her to step exactly where they wanted her.

Damian’s jaw ticked, his movements precise, controlled. He didn’t hesitate, fingers flying over the Batcomputer’s keyboard as he pulled up the Gazette’s employee records, his narrowed gaze locked on the screen.

“I’m pulling up her file now,” he muttered for Jay’s sake, voice clipped, his focus absolute. Aless sat frozen, eyes still glued to the handwriting on the note that Jay still held up, her pulse roaring in her ears.

Except—

A new tension settled between them as the screen loaded. A creeping, uneasy kind of silence. Damian’s hands stilled. Because there was nothing. On the screen, each search yielded the same result: a glaring red ‘No Records Found’ flashing back at him. Damian tried again, refining the parameters, digging deeper into the Gazette’s employee database, but every query came up empty.

No hire date. No employment history. No tax records. No legal existence at all.

He exhaled sharply through his nose, muscles coiled tight. “She’s not real.”

Aless swallowed hard. “What?”

Damian’s eyes darkened as they flicked back to her. “Jane doesn’t exist.”

Jay’s voice crackled over the comms.

“Okay, yeah. This is officially the creepiest shit I’ve ever been involved in.”

Damian didn’t hesitate.

He turned back to the console, fingers flying across the keys as he pulled up a new screen. Within seconds, he uploaded Jane’s photo and file, transmitting it across the entire Bat Network.

Alessandra watched as the system lit up, flagging every active hero, every trusted contact, every name tied to a BatComm protocol. Her image rippled across the globe in real time, distributed through encrypted lines and priority alerts.

In under a minute, Jane’s face was in the hands of every hero connected to Batman’s network.

Aless’s eyes widened as the recipient list scrolled past.

Names.

Big ones.

Heroes she’d only ever seen on television, in headlines, in stories that felt too large to be real.

The entire Justice League.

And now, they were looking for Jane, too.

Her gaze flicked to Damian, incredulous. “Wait—you know Wonder Woman?”

Damian barely spared her a glance, focused on the data streaming in front of him. “Yes.”

Alessandra gaped. “Like, know know her? Have met her? Spoken to her? Had actual conversations with her?”

He sighed. “Yes, Alessandra. She is my co-worker… and somewhat of an aunt.” Oh, right, because Damian was in the Justice League. As Batman. Not the man who woke her up with coffee and breakfast this past week.

Her hands hit the table as she turned fully to him, eyes bright with barely contained excitement. “Oh my god. When this is over—when we figure this out—can I meet her? Please? She’s my favorite superhero.”

Damian’s fingers hovered over the keyboard. He turned slightly, shooting Aless a look—equal parts exasperation and disbelief, with the faintest flicker of amusement beneath it. “We are in the middle of an investigation, and you just discovered that someone you considered a friend is likely a spy for my mother .”

She groaned, loud and dramatic. Translation: that meant no

Then, Jay’s voice crackled through the comms, light and unbothered.

“Yeah, tell me about it. I’ve been asking Damian to introduce me to Superman for months , and he keeps saying no.”

Damian’s fingers twitched. His jaw locked. He inhaled slowly, visibly forcing himself to remain composed. Internally? Murderous.

Aless turned toward him, eyebrows raised. “Wait, you won’t introduce him to Superman? That’s kind of harsh.”

What she didn’t know—what no one had told her because both Jay and Damian didn’t want to go through another few days of lectures and death threats from her—is that Superman was probably pacing the floor of his apartment right now, worry-eating fifteen protein bars and waiting for his boyfriend to check in from the field.

Jay sighed with theatrical disappointment. “Yup. Just keeps shutting me down. Like I’m not worthy. And I’ve known him for six years!

Damian muttered something under his breath in Arabic that was definitely not kind. Because Jay was full of shit. He was pretending to be a poor, deprived soul just to make Damian look bad in front of Aless. A lying little asshole.

  Jon will be hearing about this.

He exhaled sharply through his nose, forcing himself to focus on the screen instead of the overwhelming desire to swear at Jay over the comms. “We’re moving on.”

Aless was smirking now, her head tilting slightly. “Sounds a little unfair, Bat Boy.”

Damian leveled her with a glare. “We’re moving on .”

“But you can’t just drop that you know Wonder Woman, and not expect me to have a reaction. You know," He did know, " I had a poster of her in my room growing up.” Aless turned to him, her eyes wide, soft, too sweet. The kind of look that shouldn’t have any effect on him—on anyone, really. But it did. It always did. Damian clenched his jaw. Not this again.

Before Aless, Damian had thought the idea of someone folding over a single look was pathetic. Weak. Impossible.

But then—

His mind betrayed him, flicking back to New Year’s Morning. To her. Standing in the kitchen at the Manor in his clothes, eyes bright with mischief, looking up at him like she was plotting something dangerous. She had wanted the last of his cereal. Not just any cereal—his specialty granola, the one with imported nuts and protein clusters, clearly labeled with his name so that his thieving siblings knew to keep their hands off.

It had one serving left.

Aless had pointed at it, expectant. He had scoffed, crossed his arms, told her absolutely not, get your own. But then she had tilted her head. Widened her eyes. Stuck out her bottom lip just enough, a calculated move, deployed with tactical precision. And he had handed it to her.

No fight. No pushback. No negotiation. Just instant, total defeat.

Now, standing in the Batcave, watching her deploy the same dangerous tactic, Damian felt himself slipping. Again. His muscles tensed. His mind screamed to resist. He exhaled sharply, shaking his head. She was a menace. A nightmare in human form.

"We’ll see."

Aless finally grinned. "That means yes."

He was doomed.

“Someone is whipped,” Jay sing-songed through the comms, and Damian watched as his friend (no, his friend’s boyfriend since Jay wanted to toy with him so much) phased outside of the Gazette. But before he could think of something to defend his honor, the Batcomputer pinged with an alert. The comms crackled to life, and Tim’s voice filled the cave, sharp and irritated.

A second later, his face appeared on the monitor, the city lights flickering behind him through the tinted window of a sleek, black town car. He was dressed too well, even for him—an expertly tailored suit, crisp white shirt, tie knotted with precision. His hair was neatly styled, his posture sharp, Wayne executive mode fully engaged. Wherever he was going, it was something official. A corporate gala? A business dinner? Didn’t matter.

Because right now? Tim Drake looked absolutely pissed.

“That’s not Jane,” he said, his jaw tight.

Damian leaned forward, scrutinizing the image. “Then who—”

Tim exhaled sharply, rubbing a hand over his face. “That’s Prudence. In a wig or with her hair grown out or something. But it’s Prudence .”

Aless blinked. “Who the hell is Prudence?”

Tim let out a bitter chuckle. “Oh, you’re gonna love this.”

Chapter 24

Notes:

miss pru is a red robin comic deep cut oop ill admit!

for your reading pleasure:

https://batman.fandom.com/wiki/Prudence

Chapter Text

Alessandra sat at the outdoor café, the late afternoon sun casting long shadows across the pavement. Her hands were wrapped tightly around a steaming cup of coffee, the ceramic warming her palms as she stared out toward the street with practiced ease, like she wasn’t waiting to be jumped on purpose. Like she wasn’t wired up with comms or currently being tracked by half the Bat Family from various rooftops and alleyways.

To anyone watching, she looked normal. Casual. Effortlessly composed in a fitted blazer, her hair pulled back just enough to suggest polish without effort. She even let out the occasional sigh, as if her biggest concern was an overdue deadline or an annoying email.

But under the table, her leg was bouncing—restless, twitchy, barely contained. The kind of subtle, nervous energy that didn’t match the image she was presenting. Her bag sat open at her side, one hand occasionally drifting toward it, fingers brushing against the inside lining where the small panic trigger was hidden.

She told herself she wasn’t scared. Just alert. Focused.

But the truth was, the waiting—the not knowing when it would start —was the worst part. The calm before the storm. The part where the world stayed still just long enough to lull you into thinking maybe nothing would happen after all.

She took a sip of her coffee, eyes still scanning the street. Waiting for Jane to show up. Ready. Or at least pretending to be.

This was a bad idea. Damian knew it was a bad idea. And he had made absolutely certain that Alessandra and every single person in his family knew it, too. But she—being her —had made just as certain that he didn’t know she knew it.

“Absolutely not,” he had snapped, voice edged with steel.

Across the table, Dick leaned back in his chair, arms crossed, unbothered. “Look, I’m just saying—she already has an established relationship with Prudence. Or Jane. Whatever we’re calling her now. It makes sense. If Jane thinks Alessandra’s going rogue from Talia’s plan, she’ll make contact.”

Tim had to tell everyone who Jane actually was at the emergency Bat Meeting (Steph’s words, still in a towel, still grumbling). Jane wasn’t a freelancer or a late Gazette hire. She was Prudence—an elite (supposedly former) League assassin, once embedded in Tim’s undercover Mumbai mission. Someone who owed Tim her life. He’d recognized her instantly from the photo, despite the years, new alias, softened edges, and the long hair; something she definitely hadn’t had when she was still killing for the League.

Aless noticed the flicker of irritation in Damian’s face as Tim laid it out. Not surprise, but frustration. Tight, silent, and sharp. He hadn’t figured it out in time. Hadn’t seen it at the office or the parties. The last time he’d seen Prudence, he was a teenager and she was bald, merciless, and supposedly fresh out of the League per Tim’s request. Clearly, not anymore. 

Tim was annoyed too. Prudence had flipped back to Talia, something none of them had predicted. They tossed around theories but landed nowhere. And Aless had spent months trusting her, confiding in her, never realizing she’d been watched from the start. She felt like… Well, she felt like she had to help fix it, too. 

“It’s reckless. It’s irresponsible. And it’s the single worst plan you’ve ever come up with, which is saying something,” Damian growled, his glare hot enough to melt reinforced alloy.

Dick didn’t flinch. “It’ll work. Jane thinks she’s in control. She doesn’t know we’ve found her cover. You looked her in the face and didn’t do anything. She thinks she’s in the clear. This plan exploits that. She’ll come running the second she thinks Aless is unpredictable.”

Damian’s voice sharpened, his hands flexing at his sides. “Alessandra, if you think for one second I’m letting you—”

“It’s already happening,” she cut in, calm but firm. “I sent the texts with Tim.”

Silence. Damian’s hands curled into fists.

“You should have run this by me first.”

“You would’ve said no.”

“Because it’s a bad plan.

“No.” Her tone sharpened, eyes locking with his across the table. “Because it’s the best chance we have.” 

She let the words hang there, then added, softer but just as unwavering, “I trust myself, Damian. Do you ?”

He hadn’t answered. And now, here she was.

Seated alone at a café in Gotham’s historic district, pretending to enjoy a cup of coffee while waiting for a ghost to crawl out of her past. Her phone rested casually in her hand, but the screen was dark, reflective, just enough to catch movement in the periphery. She wasn’t looking for the obvious. She was looking for Jane .

For the slip. The shadow. The familiar that didn’t belong.

Alessandra tapped the side of her cup once, a pre-arranged signal. Then she lifted her phone and glanced at the screen, pretending to check messages. Instead, she scanned the faint reflection in the glass again—movement, angles, the quiet wrongness of someone watching who thought they couldn’t be seen.

Her fingers moved over the screen, tapping out a single message.

The plan had started.

Alessandra: damian and i broke up…

Alessandra: he cheated on me

Alessandra: i want to publish something about it 

Alessandra: he thinks he can get away with it bc hes a wayne

The bait was set.

And, as expected, Jane responded almost immediately.

Jane: WHaT?!

Jane: GIRL! 

Jane: I thought you were into him!!! 

Jane: I thought he was into you!!!! 

Jane: What HAPPENED???

Alessandra: im at the cafe on 5th right now 

Jane: The usual spot?

Alessandra: yes

Alessandra: ill tell you all there!!

Alessandra stared at the screen, fingers hovering over the keyboard, her stomach twisted into uneasy knots. The usual spot. She swallowed, exhaling slowly. 

Come on, Jane. Please just show up. Please just be normal. Please just be my friend.

She sent the final message, watching the delivered symbol linger on the screen, and for a moment, she let herself hope—hope that this wasn’t what it seemed. That Jane wasn’t part of this. That they were wrong. That she wasn’t another pawn in Talia’s game.

Because if they were right, if Jane was the one who had been feeding information, leaking details, lying to her, then what did that mean for everything else?

Had Jane ever been her friend? Had she ever cared? Or had every conversation, every shared moment, every bit of advice been calculated, measured, twisted for someone else’s gain? Aless could still hear Jane’s voice in her head, laughing over coffee, teasing her about Damian, giving her advice about the article, about life. What if it was all fake? What if I were just a job to her?

Her fingers clenched around her phone. It made her angry , yes, but worse, it made her sad . Because Jane had been there. She supported Aless when she was on the gossip column. She had listened to her vent. She had trusted Jane enough to bring her into the world of ‘fake relationship with Alessandra Vreeland and Damian Wayne.’ She had been in her apartment. She had slept on her couch. And Aless had trusted her through all of it.

God, I’m so stupid.

The night she learned the truth about Jane’s betrayal, Aless didn’t say a word after Jay hung up, promising to gather up the evidence and bring it to Wayne Manor tomorrow. Not when the elevator doors opened to the family room. Not when Damian looked at her like he might try to stop her. She’d just turned and walked silently up the stairs, her footsteps heavy but controlled, straight to the guest room with the pink letter B on the door.

Pink. 

She closed it behind her and didn’t bother turning on the overhead light. Just sat at the desk, the glow of her phone screen the only thing illuminating the room. There they were. The last texts she and Jane had exchanged. Still sitting in the thread. Still pretending to be real.

Messages about how fucked it had been for the Gazette to let Alessandra go. How she deserved better. How she should feel empowered to publish the article anyway, with or without editorial support. How she was doing the right thing. How Jane believed in her.

Aless stared at them until her eyes burned. She read each message like it might somehow transform under scrutiny, like maybe, maybe, one part of it had been real. But it wasn’t. It had all been a lie.

The encouragement. The outrage. The quiet late-night ‘You’ve got this’ messages. The way Jane had told her to write what she knew was true. To be bold. To not let the Gazette silence her. It was all part of the plan. The push. The trust. The carefully timed affirmations—it had all been orchestrated to get Alessandra to publish. To bait her. To expose Damian. To weaken both of them. None of it had been for her .

The person she had leaned on, confided in, and trusted was never actually her friend.

It had just been strategy. A job.

And it made her skin crawl.

Then there had been the knock.

She hadn’t answered. But the door had creaked open anyway.

Damian hadn’t said anything at first. Just stood there in the soft, low light from her lamp, his silhouette cast sharp and steady like he didn’t need to ask what was wrong, because he already knew.

She hadn’t looked at him. Couldn’t.

“I’m fine,” she’d said.

“There is no need to lie,” he’d answered. Quiet. Steady. No bite to it.

“Well…” she’d muttered.

He’d crossed the room without another word and took the phone gently from her clenched hand, setting it face down. She’d flinched at the loss of contact, even if she hated herself for it.

“She was my friend ,” she’d whispered after a beat, still staring ahead. “She was in my home. She knew everything. About the article. About us. I even told her about my mom .”

She looked up at him. 

“I let her in,” she’d gone on. “And she was using me the whole time.”

He hadn’t interrupted. Just knelt down in front of her, meeting her eyes with that unbearable calm of his. It had almost made her angrier because he understood .

“She was the first person I trusted at the Gazette ,” she’d said. “She helped me survive that joke of a gossip column. She even picked the damn dress I wore to your birthday.”

Her voice had broken then, cracked right through the middle.

“I thought I’d lost friends before,” she’d whispered. “But not like this.”

He hadn’t told her she was overreacting. He hadn’t tried to fix it. He’d just helped her to her feet and pulled her into his arms for just a moment. She hadn’t fought it. Couldn’t. He then led her to sit at the edge of the bed, arms still wrapped tight around her, her head tucked under his chin, holding her like he could keep everything else out. Like that was his job. Not as Batman. Not as her fake boyfriend. But as her Damian . As her something-more-than-friends, or her sometimes-lovers-when-they-weren’t-in-a-bad-mood. 

And when her voice had cracked again, when she finally admitted in a near-whisper, “I was so stupid,” he hadn’t corrected her right away. He’d just held her tighter.

“I should’ve seen it,” he’d said instead, guilt threaded through his voice like wire. “I should’ve caught it earlier.”

“That makes two of us,” she’d murmured, bitter.

He’d pressed a hand to her hair, gentle, grounding. “You trusted someone. That’s not a failure.”

“It feels like one.”

“Then I’ve failed, too,” he’d said. “More times than you know.”

She’d gone quiet at that. The silence between them was heavy, but not crushing. Shared.

“You’re not stupid,” he’d whispered against her hair when he must’ve sensed the thoughts rising again. “You saw something good in someone. That’s not naïve. That’s rare. That’s hope. And people like us…We don’t get that often.”

She hadn’t answered him. But when the tears finally came, silent, hot, and slipping down her cheeks one after another, she didn’t stop them. She just let herself be held. Let him press a gentle hand to her cheek and wipe them away without a word. Let him pull the blankets over both of them as she curled against him, exhaustion pressing down harder than grief. And when she finally fell asleep in his arms, she didn’t care that one of the workers would see them like that in the morning, tea tray in hand and not the slightest hint of surprise on their faces. She just needed to be held. And he knew that without her having to say a word.

Now, sitting in the café, her leg bounced restlessly beneath the table, her pulse skittering just under the surface of her skin. She tightened her grip around the coffee cup, its warmth doing nothing to settle the cold knot in her stomach.

Her nails tapped rhythmically against her phone screen, lighting it up again and again, each time revealing the same thing.

No new notifications. No response.

Just the message. Still marked delivered .

Not read.

Maybe she wouldn’t show. Maybe she knew. Maybe she had already run.

With every passing second, that tiny ember of hope, that this was all a big misunderstanding, burned smaller and smaller.

She tapped her comm, keeping her voice casual. "She might be biting… No response still."

“Stay sharp,” Damian’s voice came through, clipped, sharp, pissed. “The second anything feels off—”

“I know,” she murmured, trying not to sound as nervous as she felt. “I press the button.”

Except Jane never showed.

Not in the first fifteen minutes after the last test, when Aless told herself she was just being paranoid. That Jane was probably running late, that Gotham traffic was hell, that maybe she stopped to grab a coffee of her own. That it meant nothing, this delay. That the message still being marked delivered and not read didn’t mean anything.

Not after thirty minutes, when she refreshed her messages twice, checked the Wi-Fi, and restarted her phone. Just in case.

Not after an hour, when the sun dipped a little lower, casting long shadows across the sidewalk, and her coffee had gone cold, untouched. When the waiter came by for the third time and asked if she wanted anything else, she waved him off with a polite smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes.

Not after two hours, when her neck began to ache from sitting too upright for too long, and her leg wouldn’t stop bouncing. When the air outside felt too still and the reflection in the café window stopped showing passersby and started showing only her, alone.

Not after three, when she finally ordered a second coffee just to avoid being asked again. She didn’t drink it.

She kept checking the screen.

Still delivered . Not read .

The longer it stretched, the more the silence pressed down. Tight. Suffocating. A slow, creeping dread that wrapped around her chest and didn’t let go.

Jane wasn’t coming.

And that meant one of two things: either she knew, or she’d never intended to show up in the first place.

And both possibilities felt like betrayal all over again.

Stephanie’s voice crackled through the comms, frustration clear even through the static. “She’s not at the Gazette either. No sign. Desk’s clean.”

“Goddamn it,” Tim muttered. “She knew. That bitch knew we were setting her up.”

“Cass and I did a sweep,” Jason added, calm but firm. “Nothing on our end. She’s not in the area.”

“Oracle?” Damian’s voice cut in—tight, clipped, barely restrained.

“I’m pulling up traffic cams now, Batman,” Barbara replied, her keyboard clicking rapidly in the background. “Give me a second.”

Alessandra’s brows furrowed. She gripped the sides of her coffee cup tightly, steam rising into her face as if it might hide the twist in her expression.

“She might’ve run,” Maps offered from her vantage point on a rooftop across the street. “Maybe she got spooked. Maybe she’s—”

“We have to assume she’s gone back to the League of Assassins,” Damian said coldly. “I can find her there.”

Aless nearly choked. “Damian, no.”

“I’ll handle it.”

“You can’t just walk in and demand answers,” Tim snapped. “Didn’t Talia say the second you set foot back there, she’d try to kill you?”

“And? My mother has a tendency to dramatize.”

There was a beat of stunned silence on the line.

“So we’re not doing that,” Aless said sharply, the image of Damian fighting fifty ninja assassin-looking people popping into her mind. “Absolutely not.”

Damian exhaled hard, the sound rough through the mic. “Then give me another option—any option—that doesn’t involve sitting around, waiting for the League to make the next move while the Demon’s Fist is already two steps ahead of us.”

“Let’s just regroup at the cave,” Dick cut in, voice calmer, trying to deescalate. “Take a beat. Refocus.”

Alessandra exhaled, the tight coil in her chest releasing just slightly. “Copy that. I’m heading back to the car now—Maps parked it around the corner.”

She stood from her table, brushing her coat back into place and grabbing the to-go cup she hadn’t touched. Her phone stayed tucked in her palm, screen dark, no new notifications.

Still delivered . Still not read .

She made her way down the sidewalk, turning left at the café’s edge toward the side alley where Maps had dropped her off an hour ago. Her boots echoed softly off the brick as she moved deeper between the buildings, the buzz of Gotham fading just enough to make her ears ring.

And then—

Everything snapped sideways.

A sharp yank at her wrist. A forceful drag backward.

Her cup hit the ground, coffee splattering as she was ripped off balance and yanked hard into the narrow, shadowed alley behind the shop. The world spun. Pavement blurred beneath her feet. Before she could scream, a gloved hand clamped tightly over her mouth, suffocating the sound.

No. No. Not agai—

Panic flared white-hot in her chest. She thrashed, kicked back with her heel, twisted her body, and bit down, hard , on the han,d smothering her mouth. Her attacker grunted. A sharp, pained sound. Faltered for just a second.

It was enough. Aless tore free, stumbling a step as her breath rushed in. She opened her mouth, ready to scream into the open comms in her ear—

But before the sound could leave her throat, blinding pain exploded at the back of her skull. A flash of white. The sky spun. Her vision narrowed, edges pulsing black.

No—

Her knees hit the ground hard, gravel biting through her tights. Another rough yank from behind sent her slamming into a solid body, a chest, maybe, a shoulder, she couldn’t tell. Her head rang too loud. Arms pinned. Wrenched back behind her. Her shoulders screamed in protest.

Somewhere in the chaos, the static in her ear cracked—

The comms. Still live.

She dragged in a breath, blood pounding in her ears, and forced the word out, raw and desperate.

“—Batman—!”

Static.

Robin?! What’s going on? Do you have a visual?”

Maps didn’t answer.

Maps?!

“She’s down! Blunt trauma. I’m in pursuit of her attacker!” Steph’s voice came through, panicked. “ Maps is down !

Damian’s heart slammed into his ribs. “ Alessandra?” 

Static.

Aless’ tracker is down.”

Oracle, I swear on my grandfather’s grave, I-” 

“I—” Babs was typing furiously. “I don’t know. Cameras just cut out. Her tracker turned off—”

Jason’s voice, sharp. “We have to move. Now!”

Oracle’s voice filtered through, urgent. “I’m pulling street cameras, traffic footage, anything.”

Spoiler, Red Hood: Secure Robin, ” Dick ordered. “ Everyone else: Find Alessandra.

She was gone.

And Damian was already moving.

"It has to be the League," Damian ground out, his pulse hammering like war drums in his ears. "It has to be Talia. Or worse.” 

"We don't know that yet," Dick's voice was calm, measured—but there was a warning beneath it, one Damian barely registered.

"Then I'll go there myself," Damian snapped. "I'll find her. I'll kill anyone Talia or Mara sends my way if I have to."

“Batman,” Bruce’s voice finally cut through the comms from the Batcave, level but firm. “ We have to be sure before you make a move. Charging in blind won’t help her.”

“Then run the cameras,” Damian snapped. “Find me the proof. I’ll be there in two. Batman out.”

The Batcave was chaos when he arrived—controlled, focused chaos—but chaos nonetheless. Voices layered over one another in tense rhythm, monitors flickering, alerts flaring. Barbara sat at the Batcomputer, her fingers flying over the keys, pulling every street feed from the blocks surrounding the café.

“Street cams went dark the second she was taken,” she said tightly. “Clean. Premeditated. Someone knew exactly what they were doing. That same person, unfortunately, knew where to rip the tracker out from, too.”

“We’re searching backups now,” Tim added, hunched over another terminal. “She’s got to be on something. Somewhere.”

“Spoiler. Red Hood.” Bruce’s voice snapped to the team still in the field. “Report.”

“We’ve secured Robin,” Steph said, breath still uneven. “Unconscious but stable. Whoever hit her knew she was there and knew how to take her out. She’ll wake up with a hell of a headache, but she’ll be fine.”

“Nothing from my end,” Jason replied. “Aless’ purse was left at the scene, but that’s all. Hitting rooftops. Someone had to see something.”

“Cass and I are checking heat signatures in the area,” Dick cut in, calm and focused. “We’ll find something.”

Damian moved through it all like a blade, silent and burning. The cave was cold, the usual chill of subterranean stone and hum of machines, but he felt none of it. He was burning. Boiling. Fury licked at every nerve, flaring higher with every second that passed without a location, without a trace.

He hadn’t wanted this plan. He’d said no. Fought it. Argued it.

Now she was gone. Again.

His fists clenched at his sides, nails biting into his palms. He’d carried her out of a war zone once. He’d bled for her. Fought for her. And now? He had let her walk straight into a trap.

“Oracle,” he barked, “check the city grid. Any power surges or signal interference near the café?”

“I’m already on it,” Barbara said, tension in every word. “But this wasn’t a glitch. The feeds didn’t just cut, they were overwritten. Someone got in ahead of us and wiped the footage before we even pulled it.”

Damian slammed his palm against the nearest console. The sound echoed across the cave like a gunshot.

“I should’ve been there.”

Bruce’s voice answered, steady, unwavering. “Thinking about what-ifs won’t help.”

He stepped up behind Damian and laid a hand on his shoulder. Firm. Grounding. Damian didn’t move, but Bruce could feel it: the tension coiled in every muscle, the fury barely restrained beneath the surface. He recognized it. Not just anger. Not just frustration.

It was fear.

Something Bruce hadn’t seen in Damian since he was a child.

He didn’t offer false comfort. Damian didn’t need to be reassured. He needed to focus. To see clearly.

But before Bruce could speak again, Damian shrugged off his hand and stalked toward the armory with dangerous, single-minded purpose.

Bruce exhaled quietly.

This was bad. Very bad. Because he saw it clearly now, Damian wasn’t just angry. He wasn’t preparing to go after a lead. He was preparing for war. With his mother. 

Bruce stepped into his path.

“You can’t go to the League right now.”

Damian’s shoulders squared. His voice was low, deadly. “I will end this. I’ll confront my mother. I’ll make her stop this—personally.”

“And she’ll be waiting for you,” Bruce countered. “If it’s Talia, she already planned for that. She’ll expect you.”

Damian’s jaw tightened. “So what? I do nothing?”

“We work the problem,” Bruce said, sharper now. “Like we always do.”

Damian exhaled—sharp, bitter. “Every second we wait—”

“We are not losing her. Talia wouldn’t hurt her. Not when she knows it will hurt you too. Your mother still loves you enough for that.” 

The words cut like a blade. Clean. Final. Damian froze.

Bruce stepped closer, voice lower but no less commanding. “You’re not the first to feel like this. Like the world’s caving in and the clock is about to run out.”

He paused.

“I’ve stood where you are. I’ve wanted to tear the city apart to get someone back. I know the fear, Damian. I know what it is to feel powerless. But that panic? That instinct to act now, recklessly, it’s the thing that costs you everything.”

Damian’s fingers twitched.

“That’s not how you save someone,” Bruce said, voice like steel. “That’s how you lose them.”

Damian turned away, bracing his hands on the console, his breath ragged. The air around him vibrated with restrained violence. His heart pounded like war drums in his chest.

“She trusted us,” he whispered. “I let her go in alone.”

“You let her do what she believed in,” Bruce answered. “What you taught her to believe in. She’s stronger than you think.”

Damian didn’t move, but slowly, the tension in his shoulders eased, just slightly. His breathing evened. His fists loosened.

Then—

“Oracle!” Tim’s voice sliced through the cave. “I’ve got something. Traffic cam picked up a black SUV: partial plate, no tags. No match in the system.”

Damian’s head snapped up. “Where?”

“Southbound. Headed for the docks.”

Cold dread gripped Damian’s chest. The docks were always his mother’s preferred route. Quick, quiet, untraceable.

“Oracle,” Damian said, already knowing the answer, “What is the timestamp?”

Barbara’s fingers flew. Then she cursed.

“They arrived at the docks fifteen minutes ago.”

He didn’t need to ask.

“The boat’s gone,” she confirmed.

Silence. Then Damian’s fist slammed into the console. Not enough to break it, but enough to make the whole station rattle.

“We lost her,” he said through clenched teeth.

“No,” Bruce said calmly. “We find another way. We make a plan before we take action. Just like always.”

Barbara was already typing again. “I’ll backtrace Prudence’s movement pre-docks. If she stopped anywhere, met with anyone, we’ll get a hit.”

Jason cut in. “She wouldn’t leave without a destination. We know where this is going.”

“The League Headquarters,” Damian said. His voice was dead calm now. It was the most dangerous kind of calm.

Duke, quiet until now, finally spoke. “We’ll confirm that for sure. Then we move.”

Damian stood in silence for a moment, the weight of his failure still burning under his skin, but another feeling slowly overtook it. Something cleaner. Sharper. Resolve.

She wasn’t weak. She wasn’t broken. She was Alessandra Vreeland. She would fight. And he would fight for her. There would be time for guilt later. For now, he owed her one thing above all else: focus. He drew in a deep breath.

Then, his voice rang out clear and unshaking like the leader he was meant to be:

“Red Robin—track the vessel’s most likely route. Oracle—trace every contact Prudence made in the last 48 hours. Red Hood, get the tactical prepped and on standby. Nightwing, take Cass and sweep the docks for leftover heat signatures, even if they’re faint.”

He turned to Bruce. His jaw set. His eyes were cold and steady.

“I’m not stopping until I get her back. Even if that means I have to bang down the League’s doors myself.”

"In due time, son... In due time." 


The first thing Aless noticed when she woke was the cold.

It seeped into her bones. Cold, quiet, wrong. The stillness clung to her skin like an unwanted touch, the chill of the stone walls pressing in from every side. There was no warmth here. No comfort. Just air too still. Her limbs ached, but she wasn’t bound. No restraints. No bruises blooming across her skin. No rough hands dragging her from sleep. This wasn’t like before—with Mara and the others hovering, ready to strike, waiting for her to break.

This was somewhere else.

The second thing she noticed was the silence.

No hum of Gotham’s cityscape. No blaring taxis. No muffled arguments from paper-thin apartment walls. Just the kind of stillness that wrapped itself around you, heavy and suffocating. It was the silence of a place that didn’t need to make noise to be dangerous. 

Light filtered through narrow windows on her left, gray and distant. She didn’t know what time it was. Or how long she’d been here.

But she knew she was alone. 

The bed beneath her was firm—military standard—but not uncomfortable. The room was sparse, utilitarian, but it wasn’t a cell. There were no locks on the door, no chains, no visible threats. Just quiet control. Intention in every detail.

A neatly folded set of clothes rested at the foot of the bed.

Her eyes swept the space slowly.

Bookshelves lined the far wall, stacked with texts in languages she couldn’t read—Arabic, Latin, something older. A wooden desk sat beneath the window, scattered with open journals written in a tight, precise hand. Pages filled with tactical notations, training logs, and weapon schematics. A pinned schedule marked sparring times and meditation intervals down to the minute.

Her stomach twisted.

The handwriting. The order. The discipline in every corner of the room.

She knew it.

This was Damian’s old room.

She looked around more. 

The closet held various types of garments. Some that looked formal. A deep green with gold accents. Some long tunics that were more casual, she assumed. Some that looked like they were for fighting. For disappearing into the night. But at the very back, there were remnants of the boy Damian had been. She ran her fingers over a neatly folded pair of flannel pajamas, too casual, too civilian for the man she knew now. 

And the photo—there weren’t any, but one, tucked between two books—that caught her eye. It was small, slightly creased. Damian, younger but already carrying the weight of someone much older, stood beside who she assumed to be his mother. The resemblance was striking. Even more so than when he stood next to Bruce. But in this photo, Damian couldn’t have been more than ten. His shoulders squared, his expression unreadable, but his eyes— his eyes —held something hard. Something resigned.

He lived here. He grew up here. Before I knew him. 

Her fingers ghosted over the edge of the photo.

How much of him was still here? How much of this was still inside him?

Her thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door. No. Not a knock. A single, sharp rap, like someone ensuring she was still there rather than asking to come in.

Jane— Prudence , Aless reminded herself, the name bitter on her tongue—stood in the doorway, a bundle of dark fabric in her arms. The expression on her face was unreadable, but her posture remained rigid, controlled.

“Put these on,” she said flatly, tossing the garments onto the bed. “And come outside when you’re done.”

Aless didn’t move. Didn’t answer. She just stared at the clothing.

It was a League dress. Similar, but more feminine looking than the ones in Damian’s closet she just examined. Not the rough, purely functional training gear, but something finer. The fabric was smooth, rich in texture, a deep, dark green with subtle gold embroidery woven into the hem—detailed and elegant, meant to flow like liquid when worn. A high collar, a fitted waist, slits for movement, and a sash that tied at the side.

Alessandra had worn many things before, designer dresses, custom-fitted pieces, things made to impress, but this was different. This wasn’t just clothing. This was a symbol. A uniform of loyalty. And that unsettled her.

Still, she picked it up, running her fingers over the material. It was beautiful , she admitted begrudgingly. Practical, but regal in its own right. And, unfortunately, it was probably warmer than the flax-looking clothes folded at the edge of the bed.

Aless exhaled sharply through her nose before shooting Jane— Prudence —a glare. 

“This is a bit much.”

Jane’s expression didn’t change. “You’d rather freeze?”

“I’d rather not be playing dress-up for a cult and someone who claimed to be my friend.”

A flicker of something passed through Jane’s face, something almost amused, but it was gone before Aless could place it.

“You have five minutes,” Jane said instead, stepping back into the hallway.

Aless rolled her eyes but didn’t argue. She changed, smoothing the fabric down her sides, adjusting the fit before catching sight of herself in the full-length mirror against the wall.

Oh. Okay. So, this was… something .

The dress fit like a second skin, the high collar and structured bodice lending an air of authority that she wasn’t used to. The dark material clung to her, emphasizing her frame in a way —both functional and intimidating, but with an elegance that wasn’t accidental. The slits at her legs allowed ease of movement, the embroidered details catching the dim light of the room.

She swallowed hard.

She looked—

She wasn’t a part of this world, of this life, no matter how well the clothing fit. No matter how much it suited her. No matter how much the League seemed determined to make her a part of it. Her eyes flickered to the room around her—the books, the remnants of Damian’s past, the pieces of the boy he had been before he walked away.

Before he chose something else .

Aless squared her shoulders. She would do the same.

For now, though, she would play along.

She turned toward the door, schooling her expression into something unreadable.

Jane was waiting when she opened the door.

Anger churned inside her, thick and relentless. You were my friend. They had talked, gossiped, and shared secrets over coffee and late-night texts. Jane had been in her home , had helped her get ready for dates, and had written about her fake relationship with Damian as if she had been a supportive bystander. All the while, she had been playing a part. Aless wanted to say something, wanted to demand answers, but the words dried up in her throat. She followed without protest, refusing to give Jane— Prudence —the satisfaction of a reaction.

Jane led her through the compound in stiff, formal silence, pointing out various locations as if she were a tour guide showing off some luxury estate instead of a fortress of trained killers.

Alessandra did not speak.

Not when Jane explained the training quarters, where generations of assassins had honed their craft. Not when she showed her the meditation chambers, the library, the seemingly endless corridors carved into the mountain with unnerving precision. As if Aless would ever be able to walk freely and enjoy the facilities.

The League’s compound was vast, built into the cliffs with a precision that made her shiver. The cold was ever-present, wrapping around her with each breath. They walked past silent figures moving like ghosts through the stone corridors— men and women with no voices, no names, no identities beyond their purpose. Despite the grandeur, there was an eerie hollowness to the place, like a temple forgotten by time. It sent a shudder down her spine.

Jane—Prudence—kept talking. Aless kept not responding. Until, finally, she flicked her gaze to Jane’s perfectly styled appearance, exhaled sharply, and muttered:

“You’re bald.”

Jane faltered mid-step. "Excuse me?"

Aless shrugged, expression blank. "I don’t know. Just felt like I needed to say it."

Jane’s eye twitched. Satisfied, Aless fell back into silence.

A meal was left in her room that evening along with a much more loose-fitting dress to change into. No one spoke to her besides Jane. No one gave her orders. No one restrained her. She was not a prisoner. But she was not free, either. And when she closed her eyes that night, wrapped in a robe that had once belonged to him , she wondered how many times Damian had lain in this same bed, staring at the ceiling, listening to the same silence.

It wasn’t until the second day that she met Talia.

The invitation came in the morning.

Jane appeared at her door again with more clothes (Aless had bitterly requested the more loose-fitting dresses so she didn’t feel wholly out of place), but this time, she wasn’t alone. Two figures flanked her, their postures rigid, their faces unreadable.

“The Mother of the Demon would like to see you now.” 

Wow, that was an alias. 

Did that make Damian the Demon?

The thought of being in a room with Damian’s mother, alone, sent something like panic down her spine, but Alessandra didn’t let it show. She nodded, following without a word. She had no choice, really. At least someone wanted to talk to her now.

They led her to a private chamber, and for the first time, the League’s brutalist architecture softened. The room was warm, rich wood and dark silks, golden light spilling from ornate fixtures, a delicate tea set arranged on a low table. It felt out of place in the sharp, unyielding world outside its doors. And at the center of it all, waiting as though she had been expecting her for far longer than just today, was Talia al Ghul. And waiting was the right word. There was patience in her expression, a quiet calculation, as if she already knew the outcome of this conversation and was simply indulging Aless by letting it play out.

Talia’s gaze flicked up as the doors opened, and for a brief moment, a satisfied glint crossed her face. She took in Alessandra, measured, patient.  The girl who had ensnared her son’s affections. The girl he would tear the world apart for.

She does not look afraid, Talia thought. Good.

Perhaps that was why her son loved the girl.

Alessandra squared her shoulders, stepping forward as the doors shut behind her.

Talia gestured to the seat across from her. "Tea?"

Aless hesitated— was this really happening? —before lowering herself onto the cushion. "How do I know it’s not poisoned?"

Talia smiled, sharp and knowing. Perhaps she could grow to like this girl, Alessandra. "We are drinking from the same pot that you watched my servant pour. If it is poison, I, too, am partaking. Now, sit. A conversation over tea is hardly the worst thing that could happen to you in my presence."

Fair.

She took the cup. The tea was smooth, expensive, and subtly spiced. It tasted of something unfamiliar, something refined. The kind of tea that was hand-selected and curated. The kind of tea Talia al Ghul would drink while discussing something important .

"My son feels more for you than he likely understands, and far more than he should," Talia said, matter-of-fact, looking out the window in front of them. Aless turned too. 

Beyond the window, the League’s courtyard stretched wide, a vast expanse of stone and packed earth lined with torches that flickered against the creeping dusk. Figures moved in synchronized precision, their strikes sharp, their footwork methodical. The clang of steel against steel rang through the air as two swordsmen sparred at the center, their movements too fast for the untrained eye to follow. Others practiced in silence, fists slamming into training dummies, archers drawing their bows with deadly accuracy. There was no wasted motion, no hesitation, only discipline, only purpose.

Aless realized that her—Damian’s—room did not face this brutal display of skill. His window was turned toward the mountains instead. The jagged peaks stretched endlessly into the distance, their slopes dusted with fresh snow, untouched and unwavering against the sky. It was quiet, vast, a stark contrast to the relentless movement of the League below.

It wasn’t lost on her.

She turned back to look at the woman before her. 

Talia al Ghul was stunning in a way that felt almost unreal, a beauty carved from steel and fire. She sat with an effortless grace, her posture regal, every movement deliberate. Her dark hair cascaded over her shoulders in loose, midnight waves, the strands catching the dim light of the lanterns around them. High cheekbones, sharp jawline, full lips painted the deepest red—everything about her was striking, commanding. But it was her eyes that held Alessandra captive the longest. Green, so much like Damian’s, yet entirely different. Where his burned with quiet intensity, Talia’s gleamed with something deeper, something more dangerous. A predator’s patience. A queen’s certainty.

Still, like she noted in the photo, Damian looked more like Talia than he did Bruce.

Aless swallowed, straightening her shoulders.

"He has yet to tell me that out loud," she said, keeping her voice even.

Talia hummed, tapping a single manicured finger against the rim of her teacup. “Men like my son—like his father—rarely say the things that matter out loud.” Her eyes flicked back to Alessandra, unreadable. “They assume their actions speak enough of it for them.”

Aless tightened her grip on the delicate porcelain in her hands, careful not to let her fingers tremble. “Why are we having this conversation?” she asked, keeping her tone as neutral as possible.

“Because you need to understand what it means for someone like Damian al Ghul to have you.”

Aless exhaled sharply, setting her cup down. “To have me?”

Talia inclined her head slightly, conceding the point. “My son is not a man who allows himself to care easily, and yet, here you are.” She leaned forward, resting her elbow on the arm of her chair, her chin against her hand. “But more than that, you need to understand what it means for you.

Alessandra met her gaze, steady. “And what exactly does it mean?”

Talia studied her for a moment before answering, her voice softer now, but no less sharp. “It means he will fight for you. It means he will bleed for you. It means he will sacrifice for you. And it means, one day, he will leave you.”

Alessandra’s stomach twisted, but she kept her expression carefully schooled. “You sound awfully certain.”

Talia’s lips curled in something almost like pity. “Because I have lived it.”

Talia sat back, gaze flickering towards the window again, watching the silhouettes of her assassins training in the courtyard below. The sound of steel against steel rang through the cold mountain air, precise movements, deadly efficiency. “Bruce and I were never meant to last,” she continued, as if narrating a story from another lifetime. “I wanted to believe we could be something more, that I could be more than his mission. That there was a world where we could share something beyond fleeting moments in the shadows and a child he had not known about.”

Her lips pressed together. “But a Batman’s love is never truly yours. It belongs to the city, to the cause, to the mission. You will always come second. Sometimes even third.”

Aless swallowed, something cold settling in her chest.

“You think Damian is different,” Talia said, watching her closely now. “You think that because he is young, because he is passionate, because he is not his father, that he will choose you. That he will let himself love fully. That he will stay. He won’t.”

Alessandra clenched her jaw, refusing to let the words take root. “You don’t know that.”

Talia’s gaze softened, just slightly. “I know my son. I know his father. And I know how this ends.”

Aless breathed out through her nose. “You kidnapped me,” she said, her voice sharp, redirecting. “You did all of this to bring him here.”

Talia nodded, unfazed. “To remind him of where he belongs. Where he doesn’t.

“With the League,” Alessandra clarified. 

“With me,” Talia corrected. “He is the heir to something greater than Gotham’s endless cycle of violence. He is meant to be more than someone you should be allowed to harbor misplaced affection for. He is meant to rule, not to waste his life chasing his father’s ghosts in the dark.”

Alessandra studied her for a long moment, then said quietly, “And if he refuses?”

Talia tilted her head, watching her the way a lioness might watch an injured gazelle—curious, contemplative, but ultimately knowing how this story would end. She didn’t answer. And that silence was more terrifying than anything she could have said, because it planted a seed of doubt in Aless’ mind. 

What if he doesn’t refuse? 

"They do not love, my dear. They may care ," Talia continued, voice smooth as silk. "They may want . They may lust . But they will never let themselves fall far enough to truly love another.” Aless’ grip tightened on her cup.

"He will leave you," Talia said simply. "Whether it’s for his own good or for what he believes is yours. Whether it is now or years down the line, when you already have a child together. He will leave. They always do."

No. That’s not true… Except— was it?

The push, the pull. The way he had kissed her breathless, only to pull away as if it never happened. The way he had let her in just enough before slamming the door in her face. The way he left her every time she needed him to stay.

After this. We’ll talk after.

After the mission. After the danger. After the next thing.

But would there ever be an after?

Would Damian take one look at the danger, the kidnappings, the threats that clung to her like shadows—and decide the only way to protect her was to walk away entirely?

To take the chaos with him.

To disappear.

To leave her safe… but alone.

"His father did it to me," Talia said, her expression unreadable. "And I see it in Damian."

Talia wasn’t just the leader of the League. She was a woman scorned. And that? That was far more dangerous. Because, for all that Talia was ruthless, manipulative, and wrong, Aless saw the loneliness in her. It had taken only a conversation and a day for Aless to see it, for the patterns to make themselves clear.

The way the League treated her: with reverence, yes, but also with distance. No one spoke to her unless spoken to first. No one walked at her side. They followed a step behind. Conversations ended when she entered a room. Even those most loyal to her moved like shadows at the edges of her presence, waiting for orders but never existing beside her. She was their leader, but not one of them. An outsider. The isolation was built into the foundation of her power, stitched into the fabric of her existence.

Because for all her status, for all the fear she commanded, for all the weight her name carried: Talia was alone in her own empire. A woman. The love of her life had left her. Her son had rejected her. The League barely belonged to her. And as Aless sat across from her, watching the way Talia’s gaze flickered, sharp, searching, but never truly settling, she wondered if the woman had even realized, or if she had spent so long fighting for power that she had never stopped to question what she had lost.

“That is enough for today. We will talk again tomorrow. And that day after that. Until, inevitably, he comes for you. For his destiny.”

Alessandra woke early. With the sun bouncing off the windows outside her—Damian’s—room. After throwing open the windows and gazing on the sunrise, she decided to be brave. She didn’t wait for someone to knock or escort her anywhere. She didn’t wait for breakfast to be delivered. This time, she opened the door herself.

The compound was quiet at this hour, a strange calm sitting heavy in the hallways. Few people were awake. Jane trailed behind her like a shadow—not close enough to touch her, not far enough to be ignored.

Aless wandered.

Past the training arenas where League members sparred in deadly silence. Past a library filled with books she couldn’t read but recognized as dangerous. Past armories and meditation chambers. All of it built for discipline. For efficiency. For control.

And nowhere in it did she see joy.

Nowhere did she see the Damian she knew. 

When Jane finally spoke, after they’d been walking around for maybe an hour, it was quiet. “You shouldn’t be walking around like this. You’ll catch a cold.” 

Aless didn’t stop. “Then stop me.”

Jane didn’t.

Later, a summons came. Just like Talia had promised.

She returned to the same room, where tea was already prepared. Talia poured it herself, no servants in sight. Her hair was braided, her posture flawless. A portrait of composed menace.

“I see you’ve grown bold,” Talia said, nodding toward Aless’s loose hair and pants , the soft defiance in her walk. When she returned to the room for breakfast, after Jane herded her back, she dug through more of Damian’s drawers til she found something warmer. Normal. A pair of black pants, most likely teenage Damian-sized, was the only thing she found. 

“I’m adapting,” Aless replied coolly.

“Good,” Talia said, folding her hands. “You’ll need to.”

Aless remained standing. Talia noticed and sighed. 

“I understand the comfort drawn from the illusion of freedom—but make no mistake, you are still in a cage. One far larger than you can yet comprehend. So sit. Your defiance is misplaced… and frankly, quite pathetic.”

Alessandra didn’t move at first. Not out of fear—just calculation and a tinge of annoyance. Her gaze swept the room again. No guards. No weapons she could see. Just Talia. And tea.

So, after a long moment, she sat and brought the cup to her lips. It had a cleaner taste this time. Less spice and more mint. For a brief moment, as she set the empty cup back down on the small table they both sat around, she wondered who prepared Talia’s tea each morning.

Talia watched her closely, her expression unreadable but sharp at the edges. “Much better,” she murmured, pouring a second cup without asking. “It suits you, the pants. Practical. Not that you will be doing anything of use in them. A little ill-fitting, but they’ll do.”

“They were his,” Aless said, tone flat. “The dresses you gave me were too cold.” 

“Yes,” Talia replied, a flicker of amusement in her tone. “Almost sentimental, isn’t it? The way his room still holds him. His childhood, his years with me, even his brief tenure as Demon’s Head—it’s all here. Preserved like a museum. For you. So you might look around and imagine you understand. For him. To come back to.”

Aless didn’t bite. She didn’t speak.

She didn’t mention the fragments of Gotham she’d found hidden in the room.
Tucked away like contraband. As if the Damian who lived here had once feared his mother discovering he was still tethered to the city she despised.

A few textbooks from classes they’d both taken. Photos slipped between pages of unassuming books, grainy and well-worn, of the family he claimed to distance himself from. Even a sketch of Titus, his old dog, curled into a peaceful heap.

What this room preserved wasn’t just his past with the League. It was a portrait of conflict. A quiet record of a boy caught between two worlds, desperately trying to reconcile both without surrendering either.

It wasn’t a museum. It was a battleground.

Talia continued, gently swirling her tea. “You sit in the remnants of his past while claiming to be part of his future. I wonder… do you even realize the gravity of that?”

“I’m not here to play symbolic dress-up,” Alessandra muttered.

“No,” Talia agreed. “You’re here because my son has feelings for you. And because you will either be the reason he stays—” she took a sip of her tea, “—and the reason he breaks.”

Aless met her gaze squarely. “You think I have that much influence over him?”

“I know you do, Alessandra Vreeland,” Talia said, her voice low and razor-sharp. “And that is precisely the problem. One woman is enough to bring my son to his knees. One woman is enough to fracture his resolve, to turn him away from the legacy he was born to fulfill. And when he finally sees—truly sees—how those same feelings have led him astray, it will destroy him. Because he will know he must leave you. And it will break him.”

She leaned back then, as if she’d merely commented on the weather. Perfect posture. Unbothered. “He will come for you. That is inevitable. What happens after that is… negotiable. Between you and I. Two women who know more about Damian than he knows about himself.”

Aless’s jaw tightened. “You still think you can make him stay just by using me.”

“I don’t need to make him do anything,” Talia said smoothly. “I need only remind him of the truth.”

“What truth?”

Talia set her cup down with a faint click, her tone cooling. “That your presence puts you both at risk. That every time he chooses you, it’s another distraction, another vulnerability, another wound waiting to be opened. That Gotham will never love him. And that you will never stop hurting if he chooses Gotham.”

Alessandra’s throat constricted. “You’re using his feelings against him.”

Talia smiled—small, knowing, cold. “Of course I am. He was raised to expect it. I warned him never to grow attached. Affection clouds judgment. Love invites ruin.”

“And yet,” Aless said softly, “you loved Bruce.”

A flicker. A twitch of the brow. Gone just as quickly.

Alessandra leaned forward, her voice sharper now. “That’s what this is really about, isn’t it? Not just Damian. You can’t stand that he’s doing what Bruce did to you. Choosing something, someone, outside of your world.”

Talia’s expression didn’t crack, but the air shifted, just enough to feel dangerous.

Aless kept going. “You weren’t enough for Bruce. And now you’re terrified you won’t be enough for Damian either.”

“You would be wise to hold your tongue,” Talia said quietly.

“And you would be wise to stop pretending this is about him. It’s about you.”

They stared at each other across the table, the tension thick, bitter.

Talia didn’t move. “You still don’t understand. This was never about choice. You can refuse to play your part, and I’ll kill you for it, but it changes nothing.”

Alessandra stared back, her voice low. “What if I choose not to break him?”

“Then I will break you, ” Talia said, rising slowly to her feet. “And he will watch. And he will learn what comes of disobedience.”

Aless stood too, refusing to look away. “You can try. But if you think that will make him stay, you don’t know your son at all.”

Talia tilted her head. “I know him better than you ever will. But I also know what he fears most.”

“What’s that?” Alessandra asked, though she wasn’t sure she wanted the answer.

Talia’s eyes glinted, emerald and sharp.

“Losing you. Because of him.:

Aless stiffened.

Talia’s voice remained calm. Unmoved. “I will tell him. If he returns to Gotham, you will die. Perhaps not immediately. But eventually. Slowly. Painfully. Because you are too human, too fragile, and the enemies you collect will never stop hunting you. All because of him.”

Aless’s voice was tight. “And here I’d be safe?”

Safe ,” Talia echoed, like it was a small word. “Worshipped, even. Fed, protected, preserved. Alive.”

“Trapped,” Aless snapped.

Talia’s gaze narrowed. “ Alive.

They stared at each other, the steam curling between them, the silence heavy and bitter. 

They stared at each other across the table. Steam curled between their cups. The silence thickened, bitter and cloying.

“When he arrives,” Talia said softly, placing her teacup down with a delicate click , “and you run to him—and he sees you alive and untouched—he’ll believe, for a moment, that he can have both.”

Aless’s voice dropped to a whisper. “And then?”

Talia didn’t blink. “Then I will tell him the truth. That if he leaves with you, I will find you. And I will end you. Not out of cruelty. Out of necessity.”

Alessandra stared at her, the weight of those words sinking deep, like lead in her lungs.

“And if he believes me,” Talia continued, rising from her seat with an air of elegance far too composed for the threat she had just spoken, “he will stay. In your mind, it will seem as though he’s ruined his life. Abandoned his freedom. Forsaken Gotham and his little game of house. All for you.”

She stepped away from the table, slow and precise, the hem of her robes barely whispering across the floor.

“And perhaps,” she added, “you’ll come to realize that’s exactly what he’s done.”

Aless remained seated, frozen—not from fear, but from something colder. Heavier.

It wasn’t just the threat. It was the calculation. The design .

She saw it now—how carefully Talia was positioning every piece. How each word, each warning, each gesture was meant to corral Damian into one inevitable conclusion: Stay. And it was all being done through her. With her as the hinge.

She imagined it—Damian walking into this compound, through these cold, joyless halls. The same halls he had once left behind. She could feel the weight in the walls here. The sharpness in the silence. A place that moved like a machine, precise and bloodless, with no space for joy. No laughter. No warmth.

A place that had made him.

And one he had escaped.

And now, he would come back for her. And they would use that against him. Talia would make him choose between the boy he’d become in Gotham… and the man she wanted him to become here. 

And if he stayed, if he gave it all up, it would be because of her.

Because she had been the weakness.

Her stomach twisted. For all her stubbornness, her anger, her refusal to yield, Aless didn’t like how that felt. She didn’t want to be the reason Damian lost everything he had fought to build. His family. His city. His life.

Talia saw it the moment the guilt flickered across her face.

She turned back just enough to let her voice carry:

“There is another way,” she said lightly. “But we will talk tomorrow.”

And then she was gone. Leaving Alessandra alone in a room that still smelled like someone else's tea.

The third morning arrived cloaked in a thicker silence than the ones before. No tea tray. No summoned guards. No cold command from Jane at her door. Just a folded note, left on the floor, slid in with quiet intention.

Come walk with me.

Aless stared at the script for a long moment. It was written with the same elegance as everything Talia did—sharp, fluid, exacting. It looked liek Damian’s handwriting. She folded the note once, stuffed it into her borrowed jacket, and stepped out into the stone corridor.

Jane was waiting, of course, her expression unreadable, her stance ever-watchful. She didn’t speak, just gave a small nod for Aless to follow. But this time, Alessandra didn’t lead.

She wasn’t being escorted toward the familiar route she’d memorized over the last few days: the curved hall that snaked toward Talia’s quarters, with its low-burning sconces and meticulously carved stonework. No, Jane positioned herself ahead, and Alessandra found herself walking just behind.

She was being taken somewhere new.

As they passed through the upper levels of the compound, Aless felt the eyes on her. They were subtle at first. Brief flickers of attention from masked assassins moving through their drills or sharpening blades in the yards. But the further they walked inside the place Aless had never been, the more pointed it became.

Not outright hostility. But curiosity. Wariness.

She could feel it in the shift of shoulders, in the way voices dropped when she passed. The unspoken question hung in the air like incense smoke: Who was she , this civilian woman, walking freely through the League’s heart? Why had she been given this much access? And perhaps worse, why had she been housed in the private quarters that belonged to the Demon’s Head himself?

The whispers were silent, but the looks said enough. She wasn’t one of them. And she didn’t belong here.

Except… there was one man who looked at her differently. 

His gaze almost made her stop walking. 

As they crossed through the edge of the eastern yard, Alessandra spotted him. Unmasked, unlike the others. A square jaw, lined with age and command, and a scar that ran through his right eyebrow. He stood at the head of a group mid-training, issuing low instructions in a clipped dialect Aless couldn’t place. But when she passed, he didn’t avert his gaze. He stared. Not with curiosity. Not with disdain. But with something sharper. Calculating. His eyes swept over her, not in appraisal, but in recognition. And then, as if reaching a decision, he gave her a single, firm nod. No bow. No greeting. Just acknowledgment.

Alessandra blinked, startled by the silent gesture. And then, without a word, the man turned back to his unit, barking out orders as if nothing had happened. She walked a little faster after that, the weight of his stare still clinging to the back of her neck.

What was that about? A nod? 

The further they went, the stranger the air became. The torches thinned. The scent of incense faded into something rawer. Stone and moisture and something metallic, ancient and alive. The walls grew damp, the air heavier with every step. Condensation dripped from the carved ceilings like sweat.

Something in her gut twisted.

Wherever she was being taken… it wasn’t meant to be welcoming.

And then, stone gave way to earth.

The first thing she noticed was the glow.

Whatever she was looking at shimmered in the center of the stone floor; liquid green, almost luminescent. It pulsed faintly, like it was breathing. The air around it shimmered with heat or energy, she couldn’t tell which. But it was wrong. Everything about it felt wrong.

It radiated something ancient and alive, and not in a way that invited reverence. It crawled under her skin. Slithered over her bones. 

Talia stood near the edge, arms folded behind her back, regal and unshaken, as if the weight of centuries meant nothing to her. Her gaze flicked to Aless, assessing her reaction like a scientist studying a test subject’s vitals.

“Beautiful, isn’t it?” she said quietly.

“No,” Alessandra replied, her voice low. “It’s not.”

Talia almost smiled. “You feel it. That’s good. You should. Most can’t understand the Pit unless they’ve tasted loss.”

Aless stepped forward slowly, her eyes never leaving the eerie light. The scent of it was wrong, too. Cloying, sweet and sour, like rot laced with perfume. Her chest tightened the closer she got, not with fear exactly, but with revulsion. Every instinct screamed at her to leave.

“This is the source,” Talia said, her voice reverent. “The beginning of resurrection. Of restoration. Of legacy. The Lazarus Pit.”

As something bubbled up and released, Aless took an instinctive step back. There was something awful about it. Not cold. Not hot. Something else entirely. 

“It is life and death,” Talia continued, “Rage and clarity. It does not pretend to be anything it is not. And that’s what makes it pure.”

“What does it do ?” she asked, though part of her already knew.

Talia’s voice was calm, practiced. “It returns what was lost. It restores broken bodies. Shattered minds. It has brought back warlords, prophets, assassins... and my other son.”

She gestured toward the Pit without looking away from Aless. “Jason Todd rose from its waters. It gave him back his breath. His bones. His pain. You’ve seen what he’s become.”

“Angry,” Aless muttered.

“Alive,” Talia corrected.

Aless didn’t reply. Her throat was too tight.

Talia stepped closer. “Your mother. Lying in that hospital bed. Pale. Fading. The machines breathing for her. The life slipping out of her every day, one heartbeat at a time…”

Aless froze. Her breath caught. “What?”

“You could have her back,” Talia said softly, almost kindly. “Whole. Awake. Laughing again. You wouldn’t have to say goodbye.”

Alessandra’s mouth was dry. “Why would you ever offer me that?” she whispered.

“Because I want what is best for my son,” Talia said. “And what is best for him is clarity. Focus. Discipline.”

Aless stepped back, shaking her head. “No.”

Talia’s voice didn’t change.

“He will come for you tomorrow,” Talia said, her voice smooth as ever. “And when you are here, still within reach, he will choose you. Your safety. Not duty. Not legacy. You. And that will make you the reason he chooses me. ” Her gaze cut like a knife. “And I know that truth sits heavy in your chest. It breeds guilt. Shame.”

“You don’t know that,” Alessandra shot back, though the words didn’t have the force she wanted.

“I do.” Talia’s voice sharpened. “But if you leave him now, if you are the one to end it, if you vanish before he arrives, he will break. And from that breaking, he will see clearly. That love is weakness. That emotion is a weapon. And then he will choose his purpose.”

Aless couldn’t breathe.

“You will go. You will not explain. You will not cry. I will ensure Mara is dealt with. Your mother will wake. And Damian will finally see the world for what it i. Not love. Legacy. Not longing. Duty. Honor.”

Aless stared at the Pit. It shimmered like a promise.

“You’re asking me to destroy him,” she said.

“I’m offering you the chance to free him,” Talia corrected. “And to save the only person you have left in this world.”

Aless’s hands trembled.

She looked at the Pit again. Her mother’s face surfaced in her mind—laughing, alive, before the coma. Before the Joker. Before everything. She saw the hospital bed. The way her mother’s fingers never moved. The beep of the monitors. The sterile stillness of it all.

And she saw Damian.

The boy who carried too much. Who had already lost too much. Who would come here—to this place —to her , and find nothing. If she left him this way, broke him this way… Would he stay here? Would that be the final push that buried the last bit of Gotham in him? No, it couldn’t be. He had a family. He was Batman. She was insignificant to that… Wasn’t she? Or did Talia see more than she ever could? Would he become what Talia wanted? Or would he walk away anyway, but still hollowed out and ruined? 

Either way, because of her. 

The Pit pulsed behind her. Her mother’s name echoed in her mind.

It was tempting. It made her sick to admit how tempting it was.

And yet—

Something about it was wrong . Everything about it was wrong. Not just the Pit. Not just the deal. But the feeling deep in her chest. That if she broke Damian like this… if she scorned him, vanished from his life… There was no path where he chose Gotham and smiled. There was no version where she didn’t cost him something.

“None of these options are real choices,” Aless said hoarsely. “None of them lead to him choosing Gotham with his heart or mind still intact.”

Talia’s expression remained serene. “Then, perhaps, Gotham was never meant to have him, and his stay with you was only temporary.”

Alessandra turned to the Pit again. To the sickly green promise at her feet.

“I don’t want to be the reason he becomes someone he hates,” she said, her voice breaking. Talia only watched her, unmoved. These feelings were beginning to bore her.

“Then choose wisely,” she said. “Which option will you become, Alessandra Vreeland?”

And for a long moment, Alessandra stared into the Lazarus Pit and wondered if bringing someone back from the dead always meant killing something else.

Talia’s smile was slight, almost indulgent. “He will arrive tomorrow. You have until then to choose.” She turned, her voice drifting over her shoulder like silk over a blade. “Jane will escort you back to his quarters once you’re finished here. I suggest you don’t linger—the fumes have a way of... corroding clarity.”

And then she left. The chamber dimmed. The Pit shimmered.

And Alessandra stood alone, torn between resurrection and ruin.

Chapter 25

Notes:

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Chapter Text

The cold mountain air clawed through the stone corridor as Alessandra stood just beyond the archway, halfway between shadow and light. Through a cutout in the outer wall, framed like a window but open to the elements, she could see down into the inner courtyard. Her pulse stuttered.

There he was.

Damian.

Even from a distance, she knew that silhouette. 

He moved with purpose, a storm barely contained within his rigid form. He was clad in League robes—dark, elegant, and lined with gold accents that gleamed under the torchlight. The same robes he had worn in the one photograph Talia had sent her. The same ones hanging in his room. The weight of that realization sat heavy in her chest. 

He looked like he belonged here. This place, these people… They revered him. His presence alone commanded respect, subservience, and power. 

Alessandra didn’t move from the window. Couldn’t.

She gripped the edge of the carved stone as he passed through the courtyard gates, flanked by guards who barely kept up with his pace. Whispers followed in his wake. Bows. Glances. Even the wind seemed to still as he entered the space.

The men in the training yard halted, heads bowing slightly, their bodies still as statues. Conversations cut off mid-sentence. Eyes tracked him as he passed.

This wasn’t just Damian Wayne returning.

This was the Demon’s Head reclaiming his throne.

But he wasn’t home.

Aless saw it in the way his shoulders tensed beneath the robes, in the tight set of his jaw, the cold fire in his eyes. Every step he took was deliberate, measured to contain the fury simmering just beneath his skin.

And Talia was waiting. As always.

She stood with grace sculpted into every inch of her posture, green robes draped like silk, hands folded in front of her as if welcoming a dutiful son back from battle. Her smile was soft, maddeningly calm.

But Damian didn’t slow.

He came to a sharp stop in front of her, just shy of touching distance, like he couldn’t trust himself not to strike.

“Mother,” he said, voice low and dangerous. “Are you finished with your scheming?”

Talia’s eyes gleamed, unreadable. “You assume I ever began, habibi.

Damian’s fists clenched at his sides.

“The girl is here. Your people broke protocol to take her.”

“She was never yours to protect,” Talia replied smoothly. “She entered our world the moment she entered yours. I merely brought her to where she now belongs.”

“She doesn’t belong here,” Damian snarled. “You’ve twisted this entire place into your stage once more. Using her as leverage—”

“I didn’t make her matter to you,” Talia interrupted, voice silken. “You did that all on your own.”

A murmur stirred at the edges of the courtyard. The assassins were still. Listening.

Damian stepped in closer, barely containing the rage in his bones. “I warned you to stay out of my life as soon as I left this place for good.”

“And yet here you are,” she said with a hint of a smile, “wearing the robes I gave you. Standing in the place you were born to lead.”

“This is not my destiny.”

“No?” Talia countered, voice smooth as glass. “Then why do they still bow when you pass? Why do they call you ya sayyid when you walk among them?”

Damian didn’t respond. Because he couldn’t. And from above, Alessandra felt her breath catch. She said nothing. Only watched. Watched the place that had caged her. That Damian had once called home. The place that caged him. 

This place, this fortress of shadows and power, it swallowed everything whole. It drained the light out of the air, turned silence into something weaponized. Aless could feel it in the walls, in the way sound echoed too far and lingered too long. In the way no one looked you in the eye unless they had something to prove.

How could he ever have belonged here? she thought, her fingers curling against the stone ledge. How could someone like him come from somewhere so joyless? So empty? Even at his worst, in high school, he would never fit in a place like this.

She had been breathing this air for days. Listening to Talia. Feeling her own heart fracture under the weight of impossible choices. And somewhere beneath the horror and anger, guilt festered, ugly and curling.

This is all because of me.

Because he would choose her. She knew it. And Talia did too. That was the game. Manipulate her into leaving, into letting him go, so that he could stay and become what the League demanded of him. And for what? For the promise that she'd be safe? That her mother could be revived?

But this place, this place wasn’t a sanctuary. It was a gilded mausoleum.

She was still searching for a way to free him.

Free both of them.

Aless didn’t want the Lazarus Pit. Not for her mother. Not for anything. No matter how much she wanted to hear her mother’s voice again, she didn’t want to owe Talia a damn thing. What she wanted, what she ached for, was to find a way to give Damian back the very things he had given her: safety, choice, freedom. To be more than just a weight around his neck. To be something good.

But her mind was still racing. Still turning over plans that didn’t exist.

No solutions. No clean exits. No winning move. Just pressure. Just the knowledge that if she stayed, he would stay. And if she left, he might be broken for good.

Then—movement.

A ripple in the courtyard below. Subtle, but enough to break her spiraling thoughts.

One of the assassins: him. The unmasked one from the training grounds. The man with the scar, the one from the training yard the day before.

He turned.

And this time, he didn’t glance at her like the others. His gaze didn’t flick past her. Or only stay for a few seconds. It landed. Sharp. Intentional. He looked straight up at her. And for a moment, Aless’s heart stopped. Because it wasn’t curiosity in his face. Not quite suspicion either. It was something else.

A signal.

She blinked, confused, eyes narrowing slightly.

And then, he tilted his chin. A nod. Small. Deliberate. Like a switch being thrown. But not to her. Because almost immediately, Damian turned his head. He had followed the man’s line of sight. And now, he was looking directly at her. Their gazes locked. And for one suspended second, it was just the two of them, staring across a gulf of stone and circumstance.

Talia noticed. Of course she did.

“How predictable,” she murmured, not even looking. “She watches like a ghost. What must she think of you now?”

That broke something in him. He turned back to the courtyard. And raised his voice.

“Let all who serve this House and the Demon’s Head hear me,” he said, and the courtyard silenced as if the stone itself obeyed.

Talia tilted her head, still so infuriatingly composed. “You defied your mother first for your father, and now for just a girl?”

“She is not just a girl. She is not a hostage. She is not to be questioned.”

He lifted his chin.

“She is my betrothed.

A ripple moved through the courtyard. A single collective breath held. Talia’s eyes narrowed.

“I name her my Queen,” Damian continued. “The mother of my future heir. The one who stands beside me, not beneath.”

Aless’s knees nearly gave out.

No. No, no, no. What are you doing?

Her palms went cold. Her chest tightened like a vise. In less than thirty seconds, Damian had thrown her into the heart of everything. Not just the conflict. Not just his fight with Talia. But the League. She wasn’t just a bargaining chip anymore. Or a weakness Talia could exploit in private. She was now a part of the League’s hierarchy. Publicly. Officially. Irrevocably. His Queen. The mother of his heir. Tied to him by power, by optics, by a title that would spread through every corridor of this mountain like wildfire.

And with that title came consequences.

Because now, Alessandra wasn’t just bound to him emotionally, she was bound logistically. Strategically. Politically. Walking away wouldn’t just break his heart, it would undermine him . Undermine his authority. Make him look like a fool in front of the very people whose respect he needed to command.

Damian had made her sacred.

To make her safe. 

To prove Talia’s point to her. 

To push Aless towards choosing to leave. 

And worst of all, it made everything harder. So much harder to see an alternative

Any plan she might have had, any solution she was scrambling to build behind the scenes, was now tangled in layers of ritual and reputation and perception. She couldn’t just slip out the side door now like Talia wanted. She couldn’t even make a clean break. The entire League had seen the moment their heir laid claim to her.

And they had bowed.

Talia’s jaw twitched ever so slightly. Annoyed. Not surprised. She knew it was a performance. She saw the play. But even she wouldn’t challenge it. Not here. Not in front of them. Because Damian was the Demon’s Head. And now Alessandra Vreeland was his Queen.

The assassin with the scar lowered his gaze and if Aless wasn’t freaking out, she would have noticed the smirk that crossed his face.

Instead, Aless turned, stumbling back from the window. She couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t think. Her heart thundered as she rushed through the hallways. Past the tapestries. Past the quiet guards. Back to his quarters, slamming the door behind her. Her chest heaved. She paced the room, rubbing at her temples, feeling like the walls were closing in.

What am I going to do? 

When Damian watched her retreat from the window, he moved. Without thinking.

He took the stairs in long, measured strides, his boots echoing against the stone floors. Aless barely had time to step back before the door flew open. And before she could even form a thought—

His hands were on her.

His lips crashed into hers, stealing the breath straight from her lungs. It wasn’t gentle. It wasn’t careful. It was raw and desperate, full of pent-up frustration, relief, and something deeper, something she couldn’t name, but felt in the way he kissed her like she was the only thing grounding him. His fingers curled into her hair, tilting her head back, deepening it, like he needed more, like he was starving for her.

“I’ve been looking for you,” Damian breathed against her mouth. “For days. Non-stop. I knew where you were they just, they just wouldn’t let me come. Not without a plan. Not without…”

His voice cracked at the edges, hoarse with exhaustion, sharpened by relief. It wasn't just desperation, it was need . The kind that drove him across continents, through every known back channel, until he reached her. And now that he had, he couldn't let go.

Alessandra exhaled shakily, her hands fisting in the fabric of his robes. He was here. Real. Alive and solid in front of her, smelling like wind and smoke and steel. Her heartbeat stuttered. For a second, just one , his presence grounded her.

But only for a second.

“Let’s go,” he whispered, lips brushing her temple. The tenderness was almost unbearable. “Come with me. Now. We can leave. Bruce already programmed the jet.”

Leave.

God, she wanted to. She wanted to say yes, throw herself into him, and let him carry her anywhere but here. She wanted to forget about the Lazarus Pit and her mother and this twisted palace built on silence and blood. But they couldn’t run from this. Not now. Not when so much had already been set in motion.

She closed her eyes. Just for a moment. Then opened them.

“No,” she said quietly.

He froze like she’d struck him.

“No?” he repeated, voice flat with disbelief.

“You need to talk to your mother.”

Damian pulled back, his brows tightening. “Aless—”

“No, listen to me .” Her voice cracked. She shoved lightly at his chest, not to hurt, just to create space between them. To think. To breathe. “You have to talk to her. Please. Just—go talk to her.”

He didn’t move. Not an inch. His jaw flexed. “Why?”

“Because I need time,” she said, the words tumbling out in a breath. “Because I can’t think—not when you’re holding me like this. Not when you kiss me and everything in me wants to say yes.

Damian stilled. Everything about him shifted, like he’d slipped into a state of hyper-awareness. A warrior bracing for impact. Aless stepped back, needing to breathe. Needing space to remember where she ended and he began.

But then his hand found her wrist. Not forcefully. Just enough to still her.

She looked up—

And his eyes were softer than she expected. Wide. Honest. Devastating.

“I don’t want to wait to talk about it. I don’t want to dance around it anymore. I don’t want to pretend like this is anything less than what it is.” His thumbs brushed over her cheekbones, as if memorizing the shape of her face. His breath was warm, uneven. 

“I’m here now. I never let you go. I never stopped looking for you. I never stopped wanting you.” Her lips parted, but no words came. She needed to stop him. Before. Before this went to where she knew it was going. Before he made it utterly impossible for her. Before—

“This— us —has never been fake,” he murmured, voice low, raw. “Not for me. Not for a second.” His grip tightened, like he was grounding himself in her presence, like if he let go, she might disappear again. 

“I love you, Alessandra. I love you, and I don’t care what happens next. I don’t care if this is reckless or stupid —I just need you to know. I need you .”

His lips were on hers before she could respond. But this time, it was different. It was a confession, a promise, a thousand unsaid things poured into every soft, aching movement of his mouth. Alessandra melted into the kiss, her hands sliding into his hair, tangling, gripping, anchoring herself to him like he was the only solid thing left in a world that had come undone. And for a moment, he was.

Damian responded in kind, like he had been holding himself together just long enough to reach her, and now that he had, he refused to let go. His hands slid down her spine, catching at her waist, pulling her flush against him. His mouth moved over hers with purpose, with reverence, with something unspoken and vast behind it.

There was no hesitation. No masks. No titles. Only this. Only them.

Every slow stroke of his tongue, every deepening press of his hands, every stuttered breath when she kissed him back—this was real. This had always been real. And maybe that was the most dangerous part of all.

His fingers slipped over the fabric of her League robes like they offended him, like he couldn’t stand the thought of her in anything that wasn’t his . He gripped them tightly at her waist, as if he could tear this world off of her one layer at a time. Her breath caught. She gasped softly into his mouth, and he swallowed the sound. Kissed her harder. Deeper. As if he could take her with him, right now, if he just kissed her well enough.

But then—

She remembered.

Her body stiffened, lips still parted, breath hitching for a completely different reason.

Because the Pit was still waiting.

Because Talia had made an offer that curdled her blood.

Because if she didn’t walk away— soon —Damian might never leave this place.

And if she did walk away, it might hurt so much more. 

Her chest tightened like it had been cinched.

And she pulled back.

Breathless. Shaking. Her lips tingling from the force of it, the loss of it. Her hands slid from his shoulders as if they weighed a thousand pounds, falling to her sides. Damian opened his eyes, confusion blooming across his face, pupils still blown, lips still red from her kiss.

“Alessan—?”

But she was already stepping away. Because she remembered. And it was killing her.

Her throat closed as she looked at him, stunned. Tears. Hot and immediate.

Damian’s expression twisted, confused. “Alessandra, what is wrong?”

“You can’t ,” she whispered, voice trembling. “You can’t love me.”

He stepped closer instinctively, but she flinched, eyes shimmering.

“What are you talking about?” he asked, voice lower now, gentler. “Why would you say that?”

“Because she’ll ruin you for it,” she said, barely getting the words out. “Because I already am.”

Her shoulders shook, and she tried to turn away, but he was still there. Still watching her like she was the only thing that mattered in this godforsaken place. And maybe that was the problem. Maybe she was.

Talia had gotten what she wanted. Aless was the trap, the tether, the reason he would stay, or worse, the reason he would break when she left. The reason he would forsake Gotham. His own family. 

“I don’t know what to do,” she whispered. “I don’t know how to save you without… without destroying something else.”

Damian took a step forward again. But this time? Aless stepped back.

Damian’s breath stilled. His brow furrowed, that sharp instinct kicking in behind his eyes as he searched her face, not just for emotion, but for answers.

“What did she say to you?” he asked, voice low and quick. “Whatever she said, whatever lie she spun, it doesn’t matter. It’s not the truth.”

Aless shook her head, still backing away further.

“She has no power over me,” he said more forcefully, his voice rising a half-octave with something closer to desperation now. “No control. Not anymore.”

“You need to talk to her.”

Damian froze. “Why?”

“You just do .”

He stepped toward her again, slowly this time, hands open at his sides like she was something wild he couldn’t risk scaring off.

“If I go,” he said softly, “if I talk to her… will you be here when I return?”

Her lips parted, but no words came out. Her hands trembled at her sides.

“Aless,” Damian pressed, gentler now. “She doesn’t decide anything for us. Not anymore. Whatever she told you, it won’t happen. I won’t let it.”

Her voice was barely above a whisper. “It already has.”

His stomach twisted. “Then tell me. Tell me what it is, and I’ll end it.”

“I can’t.”

“Why?”

“Because I don’t know what to choose.”

It came out choked, ripped from her throat like something broken. She didn’t want to cry again, but the tears kept pushing against the edges. Because she didn’t have the answer. Because every path she saw ended in ruin. One destroyed him. The other destroyed her. None of it led to freedom. None of it led to Gotham.

And she hated that. Hated that she couldn’t protect him from this.

And he hated that she felt like she needed to protect him. 

Damian took one more step forward, then stopped, the space between them taut like a thread pulled to its final limit.

“Then let me help you choose.”

But Alessandra just shook her head, teeth clenched to keep from breaking. Because this, this thing between them, it was already being used as a weapon. Talia’s voice echoed in her mind, venom in silk: “You will be the reason he stays. And the reason he breaks.”

And she couldn’t let that be true. Not yet. Not when she still might have a chance to rewrite the end. Even if it meant tearing her own heart out to do it.

So, she turned her face away.

“I just need to think,” she said quietly. “Please. Just talk to her. I’ll still be here when you’re done, I just—”

She stopped herself. Bit down on the rest of the sentence before it could slip out.
Because she didn’t want to sway him. Didn’t want to be the reason he chose one world over another. Didn’t want her presence, her fear, her love, her everything , to tip the scale.

She didn’t want to be the choice. And yet, she already was.

Damian watched her closely, his expression unreadable at first, but there was a flicker, just for a second, like something inside him cracked. A splinter through the steel. Because she wasn’t stepping back out of rejection. She was retreating because she didn’t know how else to keep him whole.

And that?

That kind of love—quiet, terrified, sacrificial—was the kind that shattered him. Not with noise, but with silence. With retreat. With restraint. He didn’t stop her as she stepped away. Didn’t reach for her, even though every instinct screamed to pull her back in. Because now, he understood: She wasn’t afraid of him. She was afraid for him. And that fear, etched in her eyes and curled in her voice, was something he would never forgive his mother for putting there.

So, when he left that room, Damian Wayne Al Ghul didn’t walk. He marched. Because whatever his mother had planted between them—whatever threat, whatever manipulation—he would bury it himself.

And he would never let Alessandra wear that look again.

Talia was waiting for him. Of course, she was.

She stood at the edge of the inner courtyard, the folds of her robes barely stirring in the wind. The torches lining the archways behind her flickered, casting shadows across the marble. It almost looked like a throne room. And of course, she was the queen of it. She always had been.

Damian didn’t slow his pace. Didn’t bother with formalities. The guards at the edge of the space bowed instinctively, but he didn’t acknowledge them. His boots hit the stone with clipped precision until he stood in front of her, hands clenched, jaw taut.

“What did you say to her?” he asked, low and sharp.

Talia’s brows lifted, serene. “You’ll have to be more specific, habibi. We had many conversations over tea.”

His eyes flashed. “What did you offer her? What lie did you dangle in front of her like a blade?”

Talia hummed softly, clasping her hands behind her back. “I did not lie.”

He stepped forward, a blade of a man ready to cut through her composure. “Tell me.”

She held his gaze for a long moment, then tilted her head ever so slightly. “I offered her the Pit.”

A beat. Silence cracked through the courtyard like a fault line.

Damian’s hands curled into fists at his sides. He had to force himself to stay still. To breathe. To not raise his voice at his mother in front of their own soldiers— his soldiers. He could feel the heat rising in his chest, a tremor just beneath his skin. How badly he wanted to shake her, to demand if she’d lost her mind.

But he didn’t. Because he couldn’t. Because he was the Demon’s Head. And the Demon’s Head did not lose control. Not even when it was his mother twisting the knife.

Talia stepped forward, slow and composed, the soft clink of her rings the only sound in the courtyard. “I began with the truth,” she said, voice smooth as silk, but edged like a blade. “I told her what it means to be a woman who loves a Bat. What it costs. How it hollows you out, slowly. How you become an afterthought to the mission. A liability. A mark.”

Damian’s jaw tensed, but he didn’t speak.

“I told her what your father did to me. How he left me. Left us. How love with your kind is never love. It’s sacrifice. It’s blood. It’s watching the man you love run headfirst into the fire while you’re left behind in the ash. It’s coming second to the mission. To Gotham.”

She paused, letting her words settle like poison into the air.

“I warned her, seeing if she might easily waver. But when I saw the weight of her resolve towards you, unshaken by my words, only then did I reveal the other truth.” Talia continued, her emerald eyes watching her son carefully. “That you love her. That you love her too deeply. Too blindly. And that it will destroy you. She will destroy you.”

Damian’s lips parted, just barely, but he said nothing.

“You would choose her,” Talia said, stepping closer now. “If I threatened her life, if I promised protection, if I told you the League would keep her safe, you would stay. For her. Not for yourself. Not for power. For love. For her safety.” She tilted her head. “And that, habibi , is why I knew she was dangerous.”

Damian’s nostrils flared, a muscle ticking in his jaw.

“And then,” Talia continued, voice quiet now, “I saw the guilt. The shame. The way she looked at this place, not with hunger, not with ambition, but with dread. She didn’t want to rule. She didn’t want to belong. She only wanted you to be free. And she didn’t know how to give that to you.”

She folded her hands before her chest.

“So I gave her a way out.”

A long pause.

“I told her that if she left you, truly left you, I would resurrect her mother. That I would use the Pit. That the League would eliminate Mara. That her safety would be guaranteed and I would allow you to choose. Without consequences. Gotham or the League. All she had to do was walk away. And let you go. To any logical individual, it would be an easy choice.”

Damian’s voice, when it came, was low. Like it had clawed its way out of his chest. “You manipulated her.”

“I tested her,” Talia said, her voice smooth and composed, as though discussing something inconsequential. “I gave her every reason to run — fear, doubt, promises of ruin. I told her you would break her, and that she would break you. I offered her a way out, one that would have spared you both. But she didn’t take it. Not even when her mother lay waiting on the other side. So yes… you should be proud. She passed.”

Damian’s hands curled into fists at his sides, jaw tight. But Talia wasn’t done.

“You saw it yourself—how much the decision was eating her alive. You could feel it in the way she pulled back from you. She still thinks it’s real. That I’ll force her to choose. I’d wager, even now, she’s pacing your quarters, mapping out ways to end it all herself. Ways to spare you . She won’t tell you what I offered, because she doesn’t want to sway your decision. She’s convinced that if you choose her, it has to be freely, not out of fear. Not out of guilt. Out of love. And if she leaves you, that is still out of love.”

Damian’s breath caught.

Talia’s eyes narrowed slightly. “She didn’t ask what it meant to live within the League’s walls. She didn’t try to bargain. Not once did she ask what her mother would become once pulled from the grave. She just looked at the Lazarus Pit and knew.”

Her voice dipped lower.

“She knew it was wrong. Even for her mother. Even for everything she’s lost. And in that moment, she would’ve rather vanished, with less than nothing, than be the reason you made your choice from obligation.”

She stepped back, folding her arms in a way that almost looked... thoughtful.

“She’s loyal to a fault,” Talia murmured. “So much so, it’s eating her alive. I think she truly believes love is a form of suffering. That if she just carries enough pain on her back, it’ll somehow prove she’s worthy of you.”

Her eyes cut sharply back to her son.

“It’s pitiful . To love an Al Ghul, to love a Bat, is to suffer, and she still chooses it.”

“No,” Damian snapped, louder than he intended. “It’s not pitiful.”

Talia blinked.

“This is what love looks like when it is real. I am the one who is not worthy of it.”

That gave her pause. Not because she agreed, but because she hadn’t expected him to defend it so fiercely. For a moment, mother and son stood in silence, the shadow of the Lazarus Pit behind them, the wind stirring the edge of Talia’s robes.

Then, she smiled faintly, sharp and knowing.

“She is dangerous, habibi . Not because she’s clever. Or ruthless. She is neither. But because she is too human for you. And she makes you want to be human too.”

“I am human,” Damian said.

“You’re more than that. Don’t ever sully yourself with the title of human.” 

Damian stepped forward, his voice low and cutting. “I do not want to be the Demon’s Head.”

Talia’s eyes gleamed in the torchlight, the faintest curl at the corner of her mouth. “But you must be, and you know that. That is why you returned in your robes and not your cape.”

He said nothing. Just stared.

She took her time, each word sharpened by certainty. “Because you saw what happened when I let go. When I allowed Mara to rise. When I stood back and gave the League space to rot—to teach you what happens when you turn away from your birthright.”

She tilted her head, her voice calm but pointed. “This chaos, this rebellion, it bloomed in the absence of a leader. Of you . You claimed the title of heir, Damian. But when your own fractured, you offered them nothing. No hand. No discipline. No strength. And they turned on themselves. On her. Your little inner circle could do nothing to stop them.”

His jaw tightened, but she didn’t stop.

“All of this?” Her gaze was ice. “This was the lesson for you. The League, left to its own devices, falls into disorder. You thought you could walk away from us, live in the shadow of your father’s cape, and pretend you were nothing more than a guardian of Gotham? No, habibi, you are not just his son. You are mine. ” 

Her words landed like stones.

“I let it happen. I let Mara and Deathstroke rise again. Because you needed to see it with your own eyes. That even when you try to choose a different life, this life will always bleed through.”

Damian’s pulse thundered in his ears. Deathstroke?

“You’ll go back,” she said, quieter now, crueler in its softness. “Back to your city. To your mask. You’ll stand beside your brothers, fight for your civilians, grow older in that crumbling house.” She took another step toward him, her voice low and final. “But even you know the truth now: that to keep Gotham safe, to keep her safe—Alessandra, your precious Queen —you must be both. You must lead here , as well. You must walk both paths. Because neither is yours alone.”

Damian said nothing, but the look in his eyes—furious, betrayed, exhausted—told her enough.

“You are not free,” she murmured, as if it were a mercy to admit. “You were never meant to be. You are the son of the Bat and the Demon. And there is no universe where you are allowed to choose just one.”

She let the silence settle, then added, almost mockingly, “So go. Return to your shadows. But remember, when the League bows, they bow to you .”

And then, with one final twist of the knife:

“You confessed your feelings, didn’t you?” Talia’s smile deepened, slow and razor-sharp. “You should thank me for it. If none of this had happened, the two of you would still be circling each other like cowards. Skirting the truth. Pretending.”

Damian’s chest rose and fell in controlled rhythm, though every breath burned. And for once, he didn’t respond, because she wasn’t wrong.

He had told Alessandra he loved her. Because of Mara. Because of the kidnappings. Because the days apart had been unbearable. Because in the chaos, in the silence between one heartbeat and the next, he realized what he’d always known: he couldn’t live in a world where she wasn’t safe. Where she wasn’t his.

And yes, maybe, if Talia had demanded it, if she had guaranteed Alessandra’s protection, he would have stayed. He would have endured this place. Shouldered the mantle of Demon’s Head. For her. But Aless would have hated him for it. Hated herself for being the reason he chose the League. She never would’ve let him make that choice. Even now, especially now, he knew she was trying to find a way out. A way to break free. A way to set him free.

But he would never be free of her. He didn’t want to be.

And that knowledge was destroying her. While he stood here, speaking to the woman who orchestrated all of it, Alessandra was alone. Still convinced she had to solve it on her own. Still thinking she had to choose. Still trying to save him, even if it meant sacrificing everything else, including herself.

That kind of love, the kind that asked for nothing but still gave everything, was something he had never known before. It made him think about what he would say when he returned to her. What he needed her to hear. That he wasn’t going to let her shoulder this alone. That he was going to love her and protect her and make her his burden, his responsibility, his person—whether she thought she deserved it or not.

She couldn’t run from that. She shouldn’t run from that. Because this—her, them—was what he wanted. It was less than she deserved, and more than he ever well. All of it. Always.

“You played them all,” he said, voice low. “Alessandra. Me. The League. You let Mara rise. You let this chaos happen just to prove a point.”

Talia didn’t flinch. “And the point was made, was it not? You saw it with your own eyes. What happens when you walk away. When you pretend you are not what you are.”

His fists clenched. “You endangered lives. You let them spiral out of control. All to convince me I could never leave.”

She lifted a shoulder, graceful even in condescension. “You needed the reminder.”

“And what now? If I take both? If I choose to lead the League and remain Batman, what will you do?”

Her smile was slow, victorious. “I will help you. Because Mara has outlived her usefulness. And because Deathstroke, ever the opportunist, has taken an interest in her rebellion and the Fist. All for his own use. He’s lying to Mara. Telling her that he will let her be the new Demon’s Head. She is naive. He sees what I let fracture. He thinks it’s his turn to lead.” She leaned closer. “He’s wrong.”

Damian’s gaze darkened. “You’ll help take them down?”

“I will give you the names. The hideouts. The splinter factions. I will allow you to use our forces. Your little inner circle.” Her tone was smooth as oil. “And you, my son, will remind them why you are the true Demon’s Head.” 

He said nothing. Because what else could he say? This had always been the path. His father’s shadow. His mother’s fire. Gotham and the League.

“I never intended to keep you here forever,” she added. “But I knew you had to see the truth: there is no such thing as a clean escape. No one walks away unscathed. Least of all you.”

Damian exhaled through his nose. Cold. Controlled. Accepting.

“And what of Alessandra?” he asked quietly.

Talia studied him. “You may have your queen .” A pause. “As a consolation prize.”

“I will tell her the truth,” he said finally. “Everything you did. Everything I now must do. She will decide if she stays.”

Talia’s expression barely shifted. “Then she will stay. Or she will leave. But you, my son, will finally walk both paths. Not because I demand it, but because I have shown you what must be done.”

And he had seen it. That was the worst part. He understood now. What she had orchestrated, what she had let unfold—Mara, the fractures in the League, Alessandra’s kidnapping, the impossible choices—had backed him into a corner so precise it didn’t even feel like defeat. It felt inevitable.

Talia had won. Not by bloodshed. Not by force. But by offering him a poisoned choice.

She took Gotham from him with a surgeon’s grace. Took the League back just to place its chains in his hands—gift-wrapped in legacy, in duty, in illusion. And then she left him one thing he couldn’t let go of, the one variable she never expected him to fight for with everything he had: Alessandra Vreeland.

His mother turned, folding her hands behind her back, contemplative. “Tomorrow night, a banquet will be held in your honor. A celebration of your return to the Demon’s Head. It will send a message to those who need reminding—Mara, Deathstroke, and others who have forgotten their place—that the Head has reclaimed his throne. And if the girl agrees to remain, she will attend at your side.”

Damian’s jaw locked. “And what role do you imagine Alessandra will play in this parade of yours?”

Talia’s smirk deepened. “ You declared her your betrothed. I am merely honoring your word.” A beat. “She will be seen beside you. Elevated. Claimed. It is, after all, the safest position she can occupy in and outside of this fortress. That is the only part of your plan that succeeded.”

Her voice turned cool, cutting. “If the League sees she belongs to you, the loyal will protect her with their lives. Even your beloved Amir seems fond of his new Queen.”

The muscle in Damian’s jaw twitched. He hated this. Hated that she was right. Hated that everything his mother said had weight because she understood this place, these people, better than anyone. She knew how to manipulate them. She knew how to protect Alessandra by turning her into a symbol. 

And it made him sick.

Finally, Damian exhaled, slow and tight. “If she’s harmed because of this…”

“She won’t be,” Talia said, voice silk over steel. “Not as long as they see her as yours. Not as long as you protect her.”

Damian didn’t speak. He stood there, rigid, fury barely tethered beneath the surface, before he gave a single, reluctant nod.

Talia offered him a smile, pleasant and poisonous. “Then it is settled.” She turned fully toward the doorway, chin lifted. “You may return to her now. I will see you for breakfast, yes?”

He didn’t thank her. He didn’t nod. He didn’t speak at all. Because all he could think about was Alessandra—alone in his room, still believing she had to make the impossible choice. Still thinking she had to save him by leaving. And how, tomorrow night, he was going to walk into that banquet with her hand in his. He wasn’t going to let her leave again. He was going to beg on his knees if he had to.

When Damian stepped back into the room, the air felt heavier somehow—thicker with things unsaid, with all the pieces of the future neither of them had the tools to assemble. He had spoken quietly to Amir in the corridor about summoning his inner circle. He had kept his voice even, his expression colder than steel.

But the moment the door closed behind him, the weight shifted.

Alessandra sat curled in the corner of the window seat, Damian’s too-large jacket draped over her shoulders like it was the only armor she had left. She hadn’t even realized she’d put it back on; it had been lying on the edge of the bed, and when the shaking started, when the tears refused to stop, she had reached for it blindly. The scent of him—faint,but grounding—was all that kept her from shattering entirely as the millions of different decisions she had swirled in her mind.

She didn’t look up when he entered. She couldn’t. It felt like the guillotine was finally coming down on to her neck. His presence said louf and clear that it was time for her to make her choice. 

Her hands were clenched tight in her lap, her nails biting into her skin. Her hair hung loose and tangled around her shoulders. Her cheeks were damp, her eyes raw and red, like she’d been crying for hours. Because she had. Quietly. Shamefully. With all the curtains drawn and her face buried in her knees, hoping, irrationally, that maybe if she let it all out, she’d feel lighter. That maybe by the time he came back, she’d be strong enough to face him. To leave.

But she didn’t feel lighter. She felt like she was unraveling.

When she finally looked up, it felt like lifting a hundred-pound weight. Her gaze locked with his, and everything in her chest tightened at once. He looked calm. Too calm. The kind of calm that meant he had made a decision. And she didn’t know if she was ready to hear it.

Is this the moment he tells me it’s too much? That I should go? That he’s made peace with being what his mother wants him to be? Or that he’s already surrendered to her. For my safety? 

But he didn’t speak right away.

Instead, Damian crossed the room, slow, measured steps that gave her just enough time to build a wall she knew he’d tear down in seconds. Then, he lowered himself onto his knees in front of her. No mask. No bravado. Just him. Her breath caught, because of course he’d do this. Of course, he’d kneel in front of her like she wasn’t the one who was breaking everything.

Her eyes filled again, traitorous tears stinging at the corners.

Because as much as she wanted to run from this, from all of it , he still made her feel safe. Loved. Chosen. And that terrified her more than anything else in the world because how was she supposed to leave that? 

“I spoke to her,” Damian said softly.

Alessandra didn’t answer. Her gaze was fixed on some distant point beyond him, her body curled into itself like she was still bracing for impact.

“I know what she offered you,” he added, watching her closely.

That made her blink. Her lips parted just slightly, but no words came.

“She wanted to see what you’d do,” he went on, voice low, measured. “How quickly you’d break. Whether you’d cling to me out of fear or run from me out of guilt. It wasn’t about loyalty. It was about watching you unravel. It was a test.”

A pause.

“She told me everything.”

At last, Alessandra moved. Her eyes lifted to meet his, darker than he’d ever seen them. Glassy, exhausted, and already breaking.

“Then you know I didn’t say yes. To any of it, Damian.”

“I know.” His tone softened further. “But you still considered leaving. You sat in this room, trying to tear yourself in half just to find another way to save me. Not your mother. Not yourself. Me .”

Her fingers curled into fists. Her voice was a whisper. “I had to.”

Damian stepped closer. Steady. Grounded. “Why?”

She exhaled, the breath stuttering out of her like it had caught on something sharp. “Because I don’t want to be the reason you ruin yourself. If I stayed and you chose wrong—if you gave up Gotham or let yourself be consumed by this place—I didn’t want to be the variable that caused it. If I left, maybe you’d be free. Maybe your choices wouldn’t hinge on whether or not you…you loved me. Whether or not you thought you had to protect me. She told me she’d leave me alone if I disappeared. She’d end Mara. She’d bring my mom back.”

Damian’s throat tightened, but he said nothing.

“I thought maybe that was the price,” she whispered. “Maybe I had to disappear to let you choose for yourself. I sat in that cave, staring at that Pit, trying to imagine a version of this where I just didn’t exist. And I couldn’t do it. Not even for her. Not even for you. I couldn’t touch something that evil—not for resurrection. Not for safety. Not even to give you an out.”

She looked at him, the tears were silent now, tracking down her cheeks one by one.

“But I still thought about walking away with nothing. Because I couldn’t let you choose to stay here for me. Even if it meant being by your side.”

Damian didn’t hesitate. He moved to take her hand. She allowed it. Curling her fingers around his.

“You think leaving me would save me,” he said gently. “But Alessandra, I never asked to be saved from you. I only ever wanted you with me.”

Her lower lip trembled. She didn’t pull her hand away.

“I don’t need you to make the hard decisions alone,” he said. “I need you beside me. That’s all I’ve ever needed.”

 “I just didn’t want to be the reason you stayed here. Or left Gotham. Or chose wrong .”

“You’re not,” he said simply. “You never were.”

He tightened his fingers around hers as she trembled.

“I don’t want to be saved from you, Alessandra.”

That made her freeze.

“I don’t need your sacrifice,” he said. “I don’t want it. You’re not a liability. You’re not the weight. You’re the reason any of this matters. She twisted that. She made you believe protecting me meant giving me up. But she’s wrong.”

He brushed a tear from her cheek with the backs of his fingers.

“I love you,” he said again. “And I choose you. Not because I have to. Because I want to. Wherever we go—Gotham, here, anywhere—I want you with me.”

Alessandra sucked in a breath, shaky and overwhelmed.

“She’s always wanted me to stay here,” Damian continued. “To be Demon’s Head, fully.”

Her brows furrowed. “Then… what—?”

“I made a deal,” he said. “I’ll walk both paths. I’ll lead when I have to. I’ll finish what needs finishing. I’ll end Mara. I’ll make sure Deathstroke never gets a foothold. I’ll wear the cowl. I’ll stand in the shadows. I’ll move between both worlds completely. I’m my father’s son. I’m Batman. But I’m hers too. I’m still the Demon’s Head. And pretending otherwise nearly got us all killed.”

She stared at him. Her fingers tightened in his ones more.

“You’ll really… live like that? Between both?”

“I will,” he said. “Because it’s the only way to protect everyone. My family. My city. You.”

“And you don’t… resent me for any of it?”

His expression softened. He stood, tugging her gently up with him.

“I told you. I love you,” he said again. “And I want this to be real. No more pretending it isn’t. No more waiting for the next excuse to run. Be mine. Not out of duty. But because you want to be.”

She looked at him like he’d said something holy. And she touched his face. Carefully. Reverently. Just like she did when she took off the cowl. But now, she was touching the Demon Head. 

“I don’t want to run anymore,” she whispered. “And I don’t want you to choose because of me. But if you’re choosing for yourself, and I get to be part of that choice, then yes. I’m yours.”

He exhaled. A quiet breath that sounded like release.

“And I, yours?” he asked, voice barely a murmur.

Her nod was slow, tears still clinging to her lashes. “Yes.”

He leaned in, resting his forehead gently against hers. For a long, aching moment, they said nothing, only breathed in sync as if the silence itself was sacred. Finally. Oh , how he wanted her. Here. Now. On his bed, with the mountains watching like silent witnesses.

But instead, he exhaled slowly.

“There is… one more thing.”

Her eyes fluttered open, lips still parted.

“Tomorrow night,” he said, “there’s a banquet. In my honor. A display—to send a message to the League, to Mara, to Deathstroke. That I’ve returned. That I’ve reclaimed what’s mine. And you…”

Alessandra pulled back slightly, brows lifted. “And me?”

He nodded. “You’ll stand beside me. Like we’ve done before. But this time… not for show. As mine. Not just as my partner. As my equal. As the woman I love.”

He hesitated. Then cleared his throat.

“And… about the betrothed thing, I—I may have said that a little fast. It was more of a… tactical choice. We made a plan. It is… You know, optics . They respect that sort of thing. It wasn’t meant to be—I mean, not that it couldn’t—but I didn’t want you to think you had to—”

She placed a hand on his chest, cutting him off.

“Damian.”

He stopped mid-ramble. Eyes wide. Breath caught.

She smiled—small, real, and aching. “I guess I’ll need you to pick a dress for me again.”

His entire body seemed to exhale. The corner of his mouth lifted, helpless and full of love. He stared at her like she was sunlight after a long storm.

“I have people who can—”

“No,” Alessandra said, leaning closer, her fingers finding the edges of his robe. “Not yet.”

He froze as her hands brushed down his chest, then curled into the soft fabric like she was testing reality, like she needed to feel that this was real, that he was real. Her thumb traced a small circle near the clasp at his collar.

“I’m not thinking about tomorrow,” she said quietly. “Not yet.”

“Alessandra—”

She kissed him.

There was nothing tentative in it—just quiet urgency, the kind that had been building for weeks. Months. He responded instantly, his hands slipping around her waist, pulling her in, crushing her to him like he couldn’t stand the distance anymore. Her fingers tangled in his hair, tugging slightly, tilting his mouth against hers until the kiss deepened. He groaned into her mouth, low and aching.

She guided him back, step by step, until the backs of his knees hit the edge of the bed. He sat with a quiet exhale, hands still clinging to her hips, and she followed him down without a word, straddling him. Her robe shifted open as she moved, the oversized jacket sliding off her shoulder, exposing the curve of her collarbone. His breath caught.

“Alessandra,” he murmured, voice hoarse.

“I’m here,” she whispered, leaning in again, nose brushing his. “I’m yours.”

“Finally.” 

He didn’t hesitate after that.

She kissed him like she meant it, like she needed it, like she was unmaking everything that had been twisted inside of her for days. His hands slid beneath the hem of her— his —shirt, callused fingers dragging reverently across bare skin, over her ribs, up her spine. She shivered and leaned in harder, her hands already working to untie the sash of his robe.

Fabric slipped away in layers. Her mouth trailed down his throat, slow and deliberate, pausing at the hollow of it when she felt his pulse thudding there. She kissed him once, softly, grounding.

He responded in kind, sliding the rest of her robe off her shoulders. His fingers mapped every inch of newly revealed skin like a prayer, like he’d never get another chance. He didn’t rush. He worshipped. When she gasped softly at the feel of his mouth against the inside of her thigh, he didn’t smile. He just looked up at her, eyes dark, and murmured her name like it was sacred.

It was messy. It was breathless. It was them.

When he finally laid her down beneath him, bodies flush, nothing between them now, she reached up to cup his jaw. Her thumb brushed beneath his eye. He leaned into it.

“I love you,” he said again, his voice wrecked.

And she nodded, voice barely audible as she pulled him down to her.

“I love you, too.”

They didn’t fall asleep right away. They lay there for a long time, skin against skin, tangled up in each other. Finally accepting them. He whispered something in Arabic into her hair. She didn’t understand the words, but she felt them.

Tomorrow could wait.

Notes:

me: i dont know is this slow burn enough?? i dont think it is??
also me: waits 25 chapters and two kidnappings for a single ily

Chapter Text

The banquet hall at the League’s citadel was carved from black volcanic stone, flickering with firelight and casting long shadows against crimson silk banners. The League elders sat elevated like dark statues, eyes half-lidded with judgment and expectation. The air was thick with incense, power, and unsaid threats. At the center of it all sat Damian Wayne, robed in the regalia of the Demon’s Head, green and gold, embroidered with sigils older than the League itself. Beside him, veiled but radiant, was Aless.

No one called her that here, though.

This was the League. And tonight, she wasn’t a reporter. She wasn’t the Gotham girl with sharp opinions. She wasn’t the outsider that Talia had brought. She was the betrothed of the Demon’s Head.

Even Prudence, who practically had to wrench Aless from Damian’s arms to get her dressed for the banquet ( “I told you I had people who could get you a dress, my love.” ), wouldn’t call her anything else. Not Aless. Not Alessandra. Only the Demon’s Betrothed . Aless hated it. It sounded ominous, like something plucked from a prophecy. It didn’t feel like her. But she had to wear the title like a mask. Pretend it fit. Pretend it didn’t make her skin itch. Pretend, for Damian, who now looked nothing like the man who curled around her in bed that morning.

His back was straight, chin lifted with unshakable poise. His eyes scanned the room like they belonged to a hawk rather than a man. His expression was unreadable, carved from the same stone as the elders seated around him. No smirk. No softness. Just control. Authority. The calculated stillness of someone who had once been trained to kill before he was tall enough to reach the top shelf.

Aless sat to his left, Talia on his right, one step below. Not because he put her there—no, he would’ve pulled her into his lap if the League's elders weren’t watching—but because that was the role she had to play. Beside him, but not equal. Honored, but not in power.

But his hand was still on her shoulder. 

She folded her hands in her lap, trying not to stare. Trying not to let it show that it startled her, how easily he’d slid into this version of himself. How sharp he looked with his crown of command on. How terrifying. And how hot.

Was it bad to think he was hot like this? Do I need a mental check-up? 

Commanding. Dangerous. All coiled strength and ruthless restraint. The Demon’s Head—feared, respected, worshipped. Yet here he was, fingers resting lightly on the hilt of his ceremonial dagger and her, like he’d been born on that throne instead of just borrowing it to keep her safe and end Mara’s uprising. 

Aless turned her gaze back to the room, willing her breath to even out. Pretend it didn’t rattle her, this power on full display. Pretend she didn’t… like it. Just a bit. 

Talia rose first, her voice as smooth and exacting as a blade’s edge. “Tonight, the League of Assassins honors the return of our blood. The heir is home. The Demon’s Head walks among us once more.”

The room roared. Fists pounded against chests in rhythmic salute. Aless felt the vibration in her bones. Beside her, Damian didn't flinch. His jaw was squared, his hand resting lightly, possessively. The weight of his persona filled the space as fully as the torches. She felt it like armor. Felt him become something else entirely.

And she was supposed to be afraid of that. But she wasn’t. Because he’d prepared her for it. Carefully. Almost reverently. He’d told her what to expect: how his voice would lower, colder, more clipped. How his presence would shift into something more commanding, more ruthless. He’d explained the theatrics, the weight of the mask he had to wear, and the script they would both be following. It was a performance. A game. One with real stakes and real consequences, but still, a game. And he’d made sure she knew every rule, every cue, every silent beat.

This was their new game of pretend.

“Just tell me,” she said that morning, voice low, lazy from sleep, but still teasing, “what exactly does this banquet demand, My Lord?”

They were still tangled in bed, the light just starting to edge through the sheer curtains of their mountain quarters. Alessandra lay draped across his chest, fingers tracing the ridges of his collarbone. She felt him exhale beneath her. She hoped it was a laugh from him. Her question had broken their morning bliss. 

He was quiet for a moment, then said, “I don’t want to scare you.”

She propped herself up on one elbow. “You won’t.”

Damian stared at the ceiling like he hated every word that had to come next. “I’ll be cold. I’ll be cruel. Not to you, but… around you. There will be displays. Posturing. The elders expect dominance and tradition. I’ll have to play the part exactly, or they’ll see through it. So will everyone else.”

He looked at her then, and she saw the regret already in his eyes. No laughter. “It won’t feel like me.”

She tilted her head. “And me? What do I do?”

“You’ll be silent unless spoken to. Reverent. Obedient. No questioning me.” His jaw clenched. “You’ll be presented as mine. Visibly and undeniably. I might… I may have to pull you into my lap in front of them. Demand of you things. I’ve already advised Amir to intercept any who wishes to talk to you.”

Aless snorted. “God forbid.”

“I’m serious.” His voice dropped. “They will look for cracks. Any sign you aren’t loyal or properly 'tamed.' Once they learn of your origins and inability to fight, they’ll already be judgement at my choice of a queen. That’s the world the elders believe in. It’s sick. But we have to play into it, for now.”

She considered this, then smirked. “How cute of you to give me a warning. You planning to kiss me before tossing me at your feet, too?”

Damian groaned softly and ran a hand over his face. “I hate that this is the only way to protect you. If there were another—” Aless shifted suddenly, swinging one leg over to straddle his hips. His hands instinctively caught her waist.

“Damian,” she said, biting back a grin as she leaned down, brushing her lips against his, “you’re adorable when you’re trying to warn me about your fake villain arc.”

“This isn’t funny, beloved ,” he muttered, but his grip tightened, voice already thickening with something darker. 

She kissed along his neck, slow and warm. “You think I’m going to be turned off by a little commanding presence and a fancy robe? Damian,” Her mouth was at his ear now, “I’m going to thrive in that banquet hall. I’ll think of it as LARPing.”

He finally let out a soft, broken laugh. “You’re insane.”

“I have to be to be yours,” she corrected, hips shifting ever so slightly. “Even if you’re a fake misogynist warlord for the night.”

“I hate you a little,” he breathed.

She grinned against his mouth. “I know.”

And then he rolled her under him, fast and fluid, their lips crashing together like gravity had snapped. No more talk of masks or thrones. Just hands. Heat. The familiar way their bodies fit, even when the world around them demanded unfamiliar things. Later, before Prudence burst in to take her away, when she lay breathless beside him and he pressed kisses to her shoulder like an apology he couldn’t say aloud, she whispered into the silence:

“I’ll wear the mask for you. Just promise to take it off when we’re alone.”

His voice was rough, but certain.

“I swear it.”

The moment he’d warned her about came not with a trumpet or toast, but in a murmur, low, sharp, and slipping from the lips of one of the elders seated nearest the throne.

“She’s soft,” the man said, loud enough for Damian to hear and Talia to give him a sideways look. Give her a sideways look that said ‘see?’.  “Pretty. But unproven. Dangerous, if not truly loyal. Too human.”

Damian didn’t flinch. Didn’t blink. Didn’t react to Talia’s eyes. But Aless felt the shift in him instantly. As servants began placing gold-plated dishes on the long obsidian table, Damian moved. Without ceremony, without a word, he reached down for Aless’s waist and pulled her firmly into his lap. She barely had time to react, stifling a surprised laugh as her formal veil slipped slightly. Damian’s hand adjusted it, slow and deliberate, before settling on her hip like it had always belonged there.

“Apologies,” he murmured against the shell of her ear, voice low enough to be mistaken for a lover’s whisper, “for the performative misogyny.”

“Mm.” She leaned back into him, spine straight, giving the room her most disinterested, untouchable stare. “Just remember to take the mask off later.”

Around them, the conversation resumed. Aless felt the glances, some curious, others calculating, but she forced herself to ignore them, to sit still in Damian’s lap like the untouchable woman he claimed. The kind of woman the imaginary Demon’s betrothed would be. Cold. Regal. Untouched.

She’d asked, quietly and very reluctantly, how that woman should act to Prudence of all people. It was hours earlier, with the sun dipping low behind the peaks, when Prudence had come to fetch her from Damian’s quarters. She stood just inside the threshold after being granted permission to enter, because even Prudence knew not to barge into the Demon’s Head’s space uninvited.

Her arms were folded tightly, her face set in that signature look of permanent exasperation.

“My Lord,” she said dryly, clearly choking on the words, “the Betrothed needs to be dressed before second bell.”

She tossed a folded robe onto the edge of the bed for Aless, like it personally offended her to be the messenger. Aless groaned softly. She was still wrapped in the sheets. And in Damian, who didn’t so much as move, just kept glaring at Prudence like he wanted to knock her out of the room with his eyes alone.

“We have time,” he said, his voice even, fingers trailing lazily along Aless’s waist. “The elders won’t begin the ceremony without me.”

“And I’m not getting charged with treason for you delaying her ,” Prudence snapped, clearly trying and failing not to sound like she was yelling at royalty. “Your mother already looks for excuses to punish people. If she finds out the Demon’s Betrothed showed up late and in bedsheet couture , I’m the one who gets strung up, not you… My Lord.

Damian’s eyes darkened. “You’ll be beheaded in front of my mother if you keep speaking like that.”

Prudence didn’t flinch. She just rolled her eyes and muttered, “Worth it.” 

Aless nearly laughed. She buried her face into Damian’s chest for a second instead.

“Fine,” she sighed, sitting up. “I’ll go before this turns into a public execution.”

She reached for the robe and stood, the cool mountain air immediately prickling at her skin. Prudence was already turning to lead her out, muttering something about kidnapping Aless again to avoid the fuss.

Damian growled low under his breath. “Try it, and I’ll sever your fingers first.”

Prudence didn’t even look back. “Noted, My Lord ,” she said with a mocking half-bow.

Aless threw the robe on before anything else could escalate. 

She was taken to another chamber. A dressing room filled with unfamiliar attendants who began working in near silence, fitting the ceremonial robes piece by piece. Deep emerald and gold, embroidered with the League’s sigils, stitched with thread that shimmered in low light. The weight of it settled onto her shoulders like a crown of expectation.

Prudence stood nearby, arms crossed, supervising like it was just another mission she’d been assigned and already regretted.

Aless caught her eye in the mirror. “Be real with me for a second.”

Prudence blinked. That, apparently, was unexpected.

“What will it take for them to respect me?” Aless asked, voice quiet. “The elders. The others. What does a queen act like here?”

For once, Prudence didn’t scoff. She stepped forward, met Aless’s gaze through the reflection as she tied something intricately around her waist. “You don’t win their respect. You outlast their doubts.”

Aless stilled.

“You act like you were born to sit beside him,” Prudence continued. “Like nothing scares you. Like you’ve killed for him and would do it again with a smile.”

Aless swallowed. “And if I can’t?”

Prudence stepped behind her, tightening the emerald sash one last time. “Then fake it so well they wonder if they should be scared of you instead.”

The silence that followed was oddly respectful. Aless didn’t thank her. She didn’t need to. But as she caught Prudence’s eyes in the mirror—cool, unreadable, but not unkind—something twisted quietly in her chest. It reminded her, uncomfortably, of another time. Another room. Another voice. Back when Prudence was pretending to be Jane, when she'd lounged across newsroom desks, legs kicked up and voice syrup-sweet, gossiping with Alessandra about Gotham’s brooding billionaire heir. Smiling, scheming, half-mocking—asking, “What do you think it would take to survive a man like that?

Aless hadn’t known then. Neither had Jane. Now they both did. And somehow, that made the moment feel more real. And more hollow. Now, seated above the crowd in Damian’s lap, the weight of the robes still heavy on her skin, she glanced across the great hall and found Prudence standing in the shadows.

Arms crossed. Back straight. Watching. And for the first time since they’d met again as the real them, there was something, just barely. A flicker of approval in her eyes.

In that moment, Aless wondered what life she was faking. Jane or Prudence. 

Her thoughts snapped back to the present when Damian turned toward the elders. “Let it be known,” he said, voice cutting through the hall like a blade. “This is my chosen. My betrothed. The woman who stood with me when I chose both Gotham and the League.”

Aless raised a brow. So dramatic. But the elders murmured in approval, nodding slowly. Somewhere above, the percussionists began to play again, slow and deliberate, the beat low and hypnotic. It wasn’t quite music. Not yet.

What followed was something between ritual and performance. A line of acolytes brought forth incense and urns, placing offerings at the feet of the dais while two masked dancers performed what Aless could only assume was an ancient League rite. There were no cheers, no applause. Just watching. Measuring. 

She mentally marked the need to ask Damian what all of that was.

Then, without a signal, the hall relaxed. Elders remained seated, sipping from ceremonial cups, but the rest of the hall—the lower-ranking assassins, guards, and operatives—moved more freely. A few couples drifted into the open space between columns, forming slow, deliberate patterns to the music. It wasn’t quite a party. Not yet. But it was trying.

Aless sat still in Damian’s lap, spine straight, crown heavy. He had not moved since his announcement—stone-faced, regal, terrifying. And yet, just for a second, his hand twitched against her hip. She followed his gaze.

An elder was rising from his seat across the room, one of the oldest, with a long, hawk-like face and eyes that gleamed with too much interest. He was moving slowly but deliberately toward the dais. Towards her. Aless felt Damian tense beneath her. His fingers pressed just slightly harder into her waist. Two taps. Not enough to draw attention, but enough to signal someone in the crowd.

Intercept.

A shadow peeled away from a column before the elder could get close. The same man who had nodded at her earlier—tall, composed, wrapped in green robes with an insignia she had yet to see on his chest—stepped forward with effortless timing. His posture was easy, almost casual, but Aless caught the faint flick of a glance between him and Damian as he moved.

He was the one intercepting.

He bowed low before the throne and knelt. “Demon’s Head,” he said with a faint, almost teasing smile. “May I request one dance with your betrothed?”

Aless felt Damian go still. Not in the dangerous, blade-drawing way—but in the deeply annoyed way of a child who suddenly didn’t want to share his favorite possession even though he had too. She assumed the interception plan originally did not include a dance. 

His grip on her hip flexed once before letting go. 

Damian’s gaze went between the man and the elder who had just stopped walking over. He didn’t answer right away. The man waited patiently. The elder retreated. 

Finally, Damian exhaled through his nose, a sigh too controlled to be natural. “Only if you promise not to try and keep her.”

A low ripple of chuckles moved through the hall, the man’s included.

“The Bethroted seems not the type to allow me that privilege,” he replied lightly, rising from his knees. “But I will try not to fall in love, My Lord.”

Damian’s expression darkened just slightly, but his tone sounded bored, “Yes. Do try.”

Aless blinked. No consultation. No offer to decline. Just… dismissed like a favor. She stood anyway, lifting her chin. If Damian allowed it, this man had to be someone important. The man extended his hand with formal ease. She took it.

“I am Amir, the Eye of the Demon,” he said as he led her down the steps, his grip firm but respectful. “Apologies. I was sent to run interference. Your charming elder admirer was getting too close, and I like my life.”

Aless huffed a soft laugh. “So the Demon’s Head gave you a rescue mission.”

“Call it strategic misdirection,” Amir said, his tone amused. “The Elder won't approach you again tonight. If he does, another member of the Inner Circle will be sent to dance with you. This was my plan.”

That name—the Inner Circle —snagged in her memory.

Her thoughts flicked back to that morning, at the stiff, quiet breakfast Talia had insisted on hosting. Aless had barely touched her tea, too distracted by the tension that curled through the room like smoke. No one spoke. No one needed to. 

Until he walked in. 

Amir. She knew his name now. 

The same man who’d stared at her while she walked with Prudence, who had given that subtle nod—the one that signaled her location to Damian without saying a word. At the time, she hadn’t known his name. He just approached Damian silently, leaned in to speak with him in low tones. Whatever he said made Damian rise immediately. They slipped into the hall together, leaving Aless and Talia alone at the table. The silence that followed felt deliberate. Dense.

And that’s when Talia had said it, offhand but razor-sharp: “If you want to understand the ways of the League Damian created, watch how his puppets move. That man knows every thought before Damian speaks it. Knows when to push, when to vanish, when to bleed for him. A rare skill. Rare loyalty.”

Aless hadn’t said anything at the time—just raised a brow and tried to hide her surprise. Talia’s voice had carried something odd. A sort of fondness. An unspoken approval. As if that man were not just Damian’s second, but his mirror. A friend.

She offered Amir a sly smile as they turned into the next step. “Ah. So you’re the best friend.”

That earned a chuckle, just once. Low and dry. A sound so rare it seemed to catch even him by surprise. “Friends are not a League concept.”

“But you are.”

Amir arched a brow. “That depends on the day and the Demon Head’s mood. Right now, I believe he sees me as a meddling imp. He was unaware of this, ” he twirled her with a smile so she could catch a glimpse of Damian’s glare, “part of the plan.” 

“You’re his right hand, aren’t you?”

“I am what he needs me to be,” Amir said, his tone softer now, almost contemplative. He guided her expertly through the rigid ceremonial steps. Structured, controlled, and designed more for display than fun. It was easy for Aless to follow, especially when Amir seemed an expert at leading. “And what he needs, often, is someone who sees the whole board, even when he’s focused on a single piece. Someone to remind him he’s not as alone as he acts.”

Aless glanced up at him, expression unreadable. “Is that what you all do? Keep him from falling apart?”

“No,” Amir replied, his gaze flicking briefly toward the dais. “Mostly we keep him from becoming his grandfather.”

That made her pause.

“But you,” Amir added after a beat, trying to bring the conversation back to a lighter tone, “you’ve made that easier. I believe keeping him together has become your responsibility.”

They danced under the sharp eyes of assassins, under the flickering torchligh,t and towering elders in gold-trimmed robes who looked like they hadn’t blinked in hours. It should’ve suffocated her. But she was smiling. Just faintly.

“You know,” she said, voice quiet as they turned, “he hasn’t told me much about his Inner Circle. I asked after breakfast. He deflected.”

“That’s intentional,” Amir said. “We’re not a group that seeks recognition. We prefer to work in silence. You will meet all of us in time. Perhaps you may even become a part of us.”

She smirked. “Not in a place like this, I imagine.”

“No,” he agreed, his mouth curving at the corner. “This room is too much of a performance. No one is able to say what they mean. There is little room for laughter. Even this dance is a formality of the rites. If you want to see the real Inner Circle, you must wait until after midnight.”

She tilted her head, and he led her through a turn. “After midnight?”

He leaned in just slightly, his voice conspiratorial. “There is an afterparty. At the foot of the mountain. No elders. No scripts. Just music, fire, and people who don’t have to pretend.”

Aless gave a surprised laugh. “You’re telling me there’s a League rager happening in secret?”

Amir's smile widened. “One where I can actually ask you to dance again without the Demon’s Head looking like he’s going to have me disemboweled. Though, even telling you that such a thing exists might earn me a blade to the ribs. I am sure it was his intention to retreat with you back to his quarters after this banquet ended.”

She laughed, glancing past his shoulder. That was when she caught Damian’s eyes again.

He was watching them from the dais, unmoving. Still sculpted into his throne like a statue of war. But his jaw was tense, his expression shuttered. Only someone who knew him intimately would see it—the unmistakable flicker of irritation under his calm exterior. The way his eyes followed every one of Amir’s hand placements with clinical scrutiny.

“Perhaps I can convince him to change his plans,” Aless said, her tone teasing, eyes never leaving Damian’s.

“Then, perhaps, you will earn your spot in the Inner Circle faster than expected.” 

The song ended on a long, hollow note from a stringed instrument Aless didn’t know the name of. Amir slowed to a stop with perfect grace, then turned and led her back to the throne. He released her hand with a slight bow.

As she began to climb the steps back to the throne, Amir leaned in one final time, his voice low and calm, just loud enough for her to hear over the music. “Don’t let him grow too cold,” he murmured. “Not even the Demon’s Head is immune.”

The words stayed with her as she approached Damian, her ceremonial skirts brushing over the stone with each step. She didn’t look back at Amir, but she could feel Damian’s eyes on her, tracking her, tense and unreadable, the way a panther watches someone get too close to its kill. She dropped into his lap with practiced ease, her movements precise, regal, unbothered. But the grin tugging at the corner of her mouth was harder to suppress.

He didn’t say anything.

His jaw was sharp with tension, cut in stone. His hand immediately reclaimed her waist, fingers pressing just a little tighter than before. Not enough to bruise, but enough to mark possession. To remind her of who she belonged to in front of this room.

“You good?” she asked lightly, leaning in until her lips brushed his ear. The question was whispered, quiet enough that not even the most paranoid League spy could read her mouth.

“Yes,” he replied, clipped and flat.

His eyes weren’t on her. They were still locked on the space Amir had just vacated, as though willing him to disappear entirely from the plane of existence.

Aless raised a brow. “Mm. I don’t know if I believe you.”

“I have nothing to worry about,” Damian said, voice sharp, a little too fast. “Amir is my most trusted advisor.”

Trusted, she thought. But not touch-proof.

She trailed a slow finger along the embroidered collar of his robe, letting her nails lightly catch the stitching. “He said the same thing about you,” she said, voice syrupy and fake-innocent. “And a bit more.”

That got his attention.

Damian finally turned to look at her. His gaze was sharp, burning, unreadable. A storm held behind glass. He caught her hand mid-motion and held it there, firm but not rough, trapping it against his chest like he wasn’t sure if she’d try that again.

“What else did he say?” he asked, voice low. His tone was dangerous. Not in a way that scared her, but in a way that thrilled her. Like the question wasn’t about curiosity, it was about control.

Aless smiled, coy and pleased with herself. She leaned in and kissed his jaw slowly, just beneath the curve of his cheekbone.

“Relax, Demon’s Head,” she whispered. “Enjoy the show.”

He narrowed his eyes. “Alessandra—”

She kissed him in that spot again, still smiling. “Shhh. You’re starting to look jealous. It’s not a good look for someone sitting on a throne.”

They sat there, unmoving, a portrait of absolute control for the next hour. The firelight from the braziers cast warm gold over the polished obsidian of the dais, throwing long shadows behind their thrones. Aless remained in Damian’s lap, back straight, expression unreadable. But beneath the ceremonial stillness, her fingers lightly tapped against his leg to the music, a silent beat only he could feel.

She waited, patient, then leaned in slowly.

“So…” she murmured, lips curving just slightly, “what happens after midnight?”

Damian’s brow twitched. Barely. But she felt the tension ripple through him. His thumb, which had been idly stroking the silk of her waist sash, stilled. He exhaled—slow, controlled, irritated.

“Of course that bastard told you,” he said under his breath, voice low and dry.

Aless tried not to smile. “I take it that means it’s real?”

“It’s real,” he said. “And unnecessary for us to participate in.”

She hummed. “You’re not curious?”

“I already know what’s waiting.” He didn’t look at her, but she could tell he wasn’t seeing the hall anymore. “They want to pull me back in. The old camp, the music, the fire, the…drinking games. They want to test if I’m still the man they remember, or if the throne has made me soft… If something else has made me soft.”

“Has it?”

Damian gave her a sharp look then, quick and narrow-eyed. One that said this was no time to play with him. 

Aless smiled innocently still. “Just asking.”

He didn’t answer that.

“They’ve been trying to drag me down there since I returned,” he went on, quieter now. “They think if they can get me to drink with them again, laugh with them, fight someone shirtless in the dirt—I’ll forget what it costs to lead this place.”

“And will you?” she asked, her tone feather-light.

“No.” His hand tightened at her waist. “Because I’m not here to relive who I once was. I am here to protect you. To keep power out of the hands that would use it to harm us. I didn’t climb up this mountain for a bonfire and cheap spirits.”

She tilted her head, watching him beneath the veil of lashes. “So… you just said no?”

“I told them I wouldn’t go,” Damian said. “Because it is not the kind of place for you either.”

“Why not?”

He didn’t answer immediately. His eyes tracked the hall again.

“It’s wild,” he said at last. “ Undisciplined . The younger ranks don’t answer to decorum like the elders do. They’re not expected to there. There’s fighting, drinking, sex, weapons drawn too fast. No structure. No masks. It’s everything the League doesn’t show in the light of day or night.” He glanced at her from the corner of his eye. “For an outsider, it can be a bit… much.”

“But I’m not an outsider,” she said evenly. 

“Yes, you are,” he replied, tone taut. “And you’re not leaving here in the morning bruised and exhausted just to prove you can keep up. We return to Gotham at sunrise, where you can forget about the League altogether."

“So you’re just going to forbid me from going?” she asked, her tone deceptively soft. “Is this still performative misogyny?” 

He didn’t answer. His jaw locked again.

Aless shifted ever so slightly in his lap, her thigh sliding flush against his with deliberate slowness. She leaned in, close enough that her lips nearly brushed his cheek, her breath warm at his ear. One hand drifted downward, fingers grazing the hilt of the ceremonial sword at his hip, tracing the cool metal like it was something precious, delicate. Like she wasn’t on the verge of waging psychological warfare with nothing but a smile.

“Damian,” she whispered, voice velvet and fire, “don’t make your queen pout in front of the elders.”

She felt his posture falter for half a second. Barely enough to notice, but it was there. The twitch of restraint. The faintest tilt of his head, as if her breath on his skin affected him more than it should. He inhaled once, slow and steady, and didn’t look at her when he responded. If he looked, his men would see, for the first time, the Demon Head surrender.

“I will think about it. But if we go, we will not participate. You are only there to observe, playing the role of their future leader. Not as one of them. Never as one of them.”

Alessandra smiled. Slow, deliberate, and deeply satisfied. He didn’t have to say more. She knew what that meant. His hand shifted slightly on her waist, his thumb pressing into the curve of her spine with something not quite possessive, not quite tender, just a reminder that she had him. That, despite the crown and the shadows and the weight of legacy, he bent for her.

She leaned back against him, eyes forward, mask firmly in place, a living statue of poise and power. And yet, out of the corner of her eye, she caught Talia watching her. 

The older woman sat elegantly at the edge of the elder’s platform, back straight, wine in hand. Her expression was unreadable, until it wasn’t. One brow arched, just slightly. Her lips curved, barely there. A knowing, almost smug little smile that said ‘ Ah. So you’ve figured out how to work him.’ Aless met her gaze with equal calm, matching her smile ounce for ounce. ‘ I’ve more than figured it out,’ she thought. ‘ I’m just getting started.’ 

It was one of the first times she and Talia had come to an understanding. 

Later that night, after the ceremonial feast had dissolved into quiet murmurs and the elders had finally vanished behind heavy stone doors, Aless slipped away early, escorted by Prudence, who looked half-exhausted and fully irritated.

“Just put the ceremonial clothes on the table,” Prudence muttered as she shoved open the doors to Damian’s private quarters. “Someone will come pick them up tomorrow morning. Please try not to traumatize their ears like you did mine. Goodnight.”

Aless nodded sweetly and then did the exact opposite of what she was told.

She was supposed to be changing into something casual—loose-fitting pajamas, maybe a robe, something modest and quiet for the winding down of the night. Instead, she dug back into Damian’s wardrobe. Again.

It took longer than it should have. The bastard seemed to hide things this time. She brushed past ceremonial coats, embroidered silks, and had to open about six drawers until she found what she was looking for: black, battle-worn fabric trimmed in dark green—an old tunic that smelled faintly of leather and clove, one that was definitely too big on her and definitely something he hadn’t worn in years. She layered it with a worn tactical cloak clasped with the League’s insignia and laced up a pair of his mountain boots that were at least a size too large, but she made it work.

By the time Damian emerged from the chamber where the elders had corralled him for another private debriefing, she was already waiting. Seated just outside their door on the low stone steps, elbows on her knees, Aless stared at the stars like she belonged on that mountain… and because she was pretending like she wasn’t waiting for Damian for an hour.

Damian stopped in the doorway.

He took one look at her—from the oversized boots, to the League-issued cloak wrapped too perfectly around her shoulders, to the worn black tunic she’d clearly stolen from his wardrobe—and felt something sour and possessive twist in his chest. She looked like she belonged. Like she’d been raised here in shadows and strategy, not in newsrooms and Gotham light. And that smug little glint in her eye, equal parts challenge and triumph, only made it worse.

She looked good in League gear. Her hair was braided back now, though loose strands curled around her temples in the cool wind. The firelight from the wall sconces danced in her eyes, making them glow like molten gold. Yes. Dangerously good. And, of course, she’d found the one combination of clothing that made him want to cancel the entire night and lock her in their quarters until sunrise.

Damian exhaled like a man whose night had just gotten longer and more complicated. This was why he hadn’t wanted to take her to the debauched mess that waited below. This exact reason. Because everyone would see her like this, and this was for his eyes only… But naturally, she wouldn’t let it rest until she saw it for herself. 

He was going to stab Amir when he got down there. 

Without a word, he crouched in front of her and motioned silently over his shoulder.

She blinked. Aless was prepared for another fight before he allowed her to go.

“Seriously?”

“The descent is steep,” he said. “And I am not spending the entire evening watching you try to look composed while falling on your ass.”

She rolled her eyes but moved toward him anyway. “My hero.”

He said nothing. Just waited for her to hop on with that trademark annoyed look on his face. After a beat, and noting that he was serious, she rose and climbed onto his back with all the ceremony of a queen gracing her throne.

“My boots are going to fall off.”

“That is your problem. You should’ve tied them tighter. I left you the smallest pair I had.”

“You’re cranky.”

“I just spent an hour listening to five elders debate whether I should execute someone over using the wrong tea blend,” Damian muttered. “And now I get to spend the rest of my night babysitting you while Amir gets you drunk off liquor that is way too strong. Please spare me.”

They began the descent, his movements swift and practiced, feet silent against the stone as they wove down ancient, winding paths lit only by scattered lanterns and the glow of the moon. Far below, faint but growing louder, she could already hear the music: drums, laughter, the sharp twang of strings, the sound of voices echoing off rock. It was wild and chaotic and alive in a way the League rarely allowed itself to be. The excitement grew. 

She rested her chin on his shoulder. “So, tell me what actually happens at these parties.”

"As I said previously: drinking, noise, sex. People trying to stab each other, sometimes with good intentions, sometimes just for fun. For lack of a better term, Todd would probably call it a 'dick-measuring contest.'"

“Mm-hmm.” She poked lightly at his shoulder. “Let me rephrase: What did you used to do at them? Drinking? Noise? Stabbing? Sex?”

He said nothing.

She smiled. “Come on . Don’t make me interrogate Amir instead.”

His shoulders tensed instantly. “He won’t give you details if I order him not to.”

“Sounds like a challenge.” She tapped a finger against his collarbone, and he spared her a glance. “What were you like? Did you dance? Pick fights? Kiss girls behind tents?”

Damian let out a low, grumbling sound. “You’re insufferable.”

“I’m curious.”

“You are dangerous when you’re curious.”

“And you’re avoiding my questions.”

He took a sharp turn down a narrower trail, not answering.

She laughed softly into his ear. That noise alone almost pushed him to answer her. 

Gods, they were right. I am getting soft. 

“Fine. I’ll just ask your precious Inner Circle.”

“I will tell them not to speak to you.”

“I will smile at them until they do. I’ll order them around as their future queen.”

“You are going to be the death of me.”

Alessandra leaned in closer, lips brushing the edge of his ear.

“Hopefully not soon. I thought you told me you wanted me to sit on your face tonight?”

His pace didn’t falter, but she felt the ripple of tension through his back. The familiar, restrained kind, the one that always came when she made him want to abandon duty for something much, much worse.

“Stop talking or I will drop you down the mountain.” 

Below, the music grew louder. Not composed. Not ceremonial like before. This was raw rhythm. Drums pounded like heartbeat, wild and primal, layered beneath the sharp strum of string instruments and the occasional, unrestrained shout of laughter. The scent of woodsmoke hung thick in the air, tinged with spice and burnt citrus, and she could feel the warmth of fire before she even saw it.

Damian stopped just at the tree line.

He crouched slightly, letting her slide down from his back, his hands steadying her at the waist before releasing her with quiet reluctance. She landed on soft earth, boots crunching over pine needles and ash. As he straightened and adjusted the high collar of his cloak, Alessandra stepped forward and saw it all.

The clearing pulsed with firelight. Dozens of torches and bonfires dotted the perimeter, illuminating tents and broken stone ruins repurposed into makeshift tables. The air shimmered with heat and movement—people dancing with abandon, boots thudding against the packed ground, some sparring in circles with bare hands and toothy grins. Others lounged in groups with goblets sloshing dark wine, and flasks passed freely from palm to palm. Laughter rose in bursts, bodies pressed together in rhythm, and clothes, while still League, hung looser, more lived-in. Less like armor, more like skin. These weren’t the masked figures from the banquet. These were the younger ranks, the ones who had earned their scars and still remembered how to enjoy them.

Aless felt Damian beside her, silent and still, a living monument in the dark. His cloak shifted with the breeze, casting long shadows across the stone beneath their feet. She glanced up and caught him scanning the scene below like a general reading a battlefield—measuring, calculating. Every muscle in his body was pulled taut, not with fear, but with restraint. He would never tell her, but Aless could feel the pull this place had on him.

And yet… despite himself, despite the scowl etched across his face, he belonged here.

She smirked. “You look like you’re trying to decide whether to turn around or burn it all down.”

His expression didn’t change, but his hand flexed once at his side. “Unfortunately, it is too late for either. We’ve been spotted.”

Aless laughed softly, her breath visible in the cool mountain air. “Come on then, Demon’s Head . They’ve missed you.”

As they stepped into the firelight, the crowd roared, not in fear, but in delight.

“Demon’s Head!”

“Al Ghul!”

“Damian!”

“I told you he would come!” 

People surged toward them, not with bows or reverence, but with warmth. They clapped Damian on the back, offered drinks, and shouted jokes. A few whistled when they saw Aless at his side, and one daring younger assassin leaned over to say, “If she was all it took to drag you back down the mountain, we should’ve found her years ago.”

Damian gave her a look that could kill. The woman laughed anyway.

Aless was pulled toward a low cushion near the largest bonfire, the heat already sinking pleasantly into her chilled skin. The fire crackled with the scent of pine and spice, surrounded by thick wool blankets in deep green and black, and wooden trays piled high with roasted meats, charred vegetables, and spiced nuts glistening with honey glaze. Glass bottles of dark red wine rested in carved stone buckets half-buried in snow. The air shimmered with smoke and laughter and something wild that lived deep in the bones of this mountain.

She cast a glance back over her shoulder.

Damian moved with her, but let her sit while he maintained a perimeter to screen those who wanted to come near. He stood at the edge of the firelight, cloak draped over one shoulder like a storm cloud, arms crossed. His eyes swept the clearing like a silent sentinel, still protective, always watching. But when she caught his gaze, he gave her the barest nod.

Permission.

Aless smirked. As if I ever needed it.

Then they came.

One by one, they emerged from the glow and shadows. Like the edges of a myth sharpening into flesh. Not bowed or formal. This wasn’t the banquet hall. Here, they moved like predators at ease. And every single one of them had that same look in their eye: cautious amusement, like they couldn’t quite believe she was real… or that Damian was letting them get this close.  

The first to approach was Amir, of course. It was always Amir who came first. He handed her a goblet of wine without a word, the one Damian warned her about, his smile already three steps ahead of the conversation.

“I see you’ve made yourself comfortable, Bethrothed,” he said, settling down on the cushion beside her like he owned the firelight.

“It took a bit of convincing,” she replied dryly. “But I couldn’t miss the opportunity to drink the wine I was promised.”

“I will let our brigade know you enjoy the offerings.”

Then came Juno, tall, thick-shouldered, olive-skinned, with a close-shaved beard and the kind of muscle mass that said tactical specialist more than soldier. His fingers were smudged with ink, and he had the rolled sleeves of someone who always worked with blueprints, schematics, the spine of the war machine.

He dropped onto the cushion beside Amir with all the grace of someone who had fought three people on the way there and didn’t regret a second of it. He looked Alessandra up and down like she was an unexpected guest. Curious, skeptical, but already mildly entertained.

“Let me guess,” he said, voice loud enough for half the clearing to hear. “He brooded in a corner for thirty minutes before finally bringing you down here and pretending it was all his idea to begin with?”

Aless shrugged, lifting her goblet. “He didn’t brood at all. Just crouched down and accepted his fate.”

Juno barked a laugh. “Gods above, he is getting soft.”

A voice cut clean through the noise behind them. “I can still hear you.” Damian, standing right behind Aless now, had his arms crossed and one brow raised in that signature don’t test me expression. Juno didn’t even flinch. He waved a hand over his shoulder like he was swatting a fly. 

Good. You should hear what we say when you are not around, Al Ghul.”

Aless looked between them, amused and slightly baffled. There was no fear. No rigid protocol. No posturing. Juno spoke to Damian like he wasn’t the Demon’s Head but just Damian . It reminded Aless of how his siblings spoke to him: like they’d witnessed every embarrassing stage of his life, from tantrums to that one time he allegedly cried over not getting a second sword for his birthday (a story that, frankly, sounded suspiciously credible). That casualness, that irreverent ease, it told her more than any title or role ever could. This was what it meant to be Inner Circle. Not subservience. Not reverence. Just trust. History. Friendship. The kind forged under fire and pressure and annoyance, too old for ceremony and too close for pretense. 

And now they were watching her with that same casual scrutiny, deciding if she fit.

Let’s find out.

The next to join was a man named Rami. Tall and wiry, his lean muscles wrapped in faded tactical gear and scuffed boots. His hair was cropped short and dyed silver at the ends, a single line shaved into one brow. He moved with the easy confidence of someone who knew exactly how far he could push a knife into someone before they bled out and how to make them laugh about it afterward. His grin was crooked, lazy, and dangerous in that way only seasoned fighters could get away with. 

“You know, Betrothed, ” Rami said, dropping into a sprawl on the other side of Aless, “you are not what I expected.”

Aless tilted her head. “I didn’t expect silver hair and eyeliner at a League fire pit, either.”

Please ,” Rami scoffed, running a hand through his hair. “You think I, the Great Rami, will rely on the straight-laced swords-for-hire to have flair? I am a killer, not a corpse .”

Aless laughed, the sound bright and unrestrained. She liked Rami instantly, sharp-edged, theatrical, and just irreverent enough to keep her entertained. When taking another sip of her cup, she caught the flicker of Damian’s expression. Flat, unreadable to most, but not to her. While he still said nothing, she could tell he didn’t love how quickly she and Rami had hit it off.

Finally came Khoury, the youngest of the four, with a messy mop of dark curls and a face still too open to have hardened fully into a League expression. She made a note to ask Damian his age later. There was blood crusted on the edge of his collar and a bandage around his knuckle. He looked like he’d come straight from an assassination and only remembered halfway through that this was supposed to be a party.

He didn’t sit right away. Just blinked down at Aless and said, “You are… very beautiful.” 

Juno groaned. Rami let out a bark of laughter. Amir just leaned back with his wine, already entertained.

“What he means to say is ‘hello’, ” Rami said, grabbing Khoury by the shoulder and yanking him down into a seat.

“Right!” Khoury mumbled, blushing furiously. “Hello. I am sorry. I have just—um. You are not what I-I thought the Demon’s Head would… You know…” He looked around, trying to find anyone to save him. Damian’s glare made his stuttering worse.

“Fall in love with?” Aless offered, smirking.

“Yes. Love! Yes.”

Before anyone else could jump in, Damian’s voice cut across the fire pit like a whip.

“Khoury, if you continue speaking to your future queen in that manner, I will have you reassigned to the border post. Alone. In the dead of winter.”

The group howled . Amir nearly choked on his drink. Juno was doubled over. Rami slapped Khoury on the back so hard he nearly toppled into Aless’s lap.

Khoury groaned, burying his face in his hands. “Why do I open my mouth?”

“I think that every time you do, boy ,” Damian muttered from the shadows. 

Once they had all gathered, they settled around her in a loose semicircle—planets orbiting something newly bright, uncertain whether to revere or interrogate its glow. Their postures were easy but alert, a blend of casual confidence and quiet appraisal. Aless could feel it: she was still a question mark. Still something unproven.

Damian sat down then, behind her on the same cushion, only once they did, like that small gesture required the presence of his true equals. And Aless noticed something else, too. 

No one else approached. The outer rings of the gathering gave them space without needing to be told. This was the Inner Circle. The only ones allowed this close. The only ones who could sit shoulder to shoulder with the Demon’s Head, tease him without fear, and trade stories like they hadn’t once bled together in the same sand.

They had earned this place. And Alessandra was certain of one thing: she wanted to learn how. She studied them carefully. Juno wielded sarcasm like a shield, but beneath it was a quiet protectiveness, sharp and constant. Rami’s teasing had edges, too, but those edges grew finer, gentler whenever he was focused. Khoury’s nerves betrayed his age, every bold statement followed by a nervous glance, as if still waiting to be cuffed for stepping out of line.

And then there was Amir. Amir didn’t speak much. He didn’t need to. He watched them all like he was reading ahead in a script only he’d been given, knowing every twist, every laugh, every ending.

This wasn’t just some elite task force. These were Damian’s people. The ones who remembered him before the crown. The ones who still saw the boy underneath the title and chose to stay. And now they were seeing her too. Really seeing.

“So,” Aless said, leaning back on one arm, her back now resting just slightly against Damian’s chest. “Is it a requirement to be born male to join the Inner Circle?” 

“Oh, we once had a woman,” Juno said. “She defected.”

“She retired ,” Rami corrected.

“She stabbed you and defected.”

“She was justified.”

Khoury added helpfully, “She also slept with Remi, and that got… difficult.”

Amir sighed without emotion. “Please don’t bring up Larissa by the fire. Last time, it ended in a duel.”

Aless nearly choked on her drink. 

Rami leaned closer. “We will tell you the full story next time. It involves a wedding dagger and three broken ribs.”

My ribs,” Juno muttered. 

Aless laughed until her eyes stung, breath catching in the cool mountain air. The warmth of the fire, the jokes, the company—she felt light in a way she hadn’t expected. This was the best she’d ever felt in this open-air prison of an HQ.

Then Amir, the quiet instigator, leaned forward and passed her a fresh cup. The wine inside was a deeper red, almost black in the firelight. It smelled stronger, too. Sweet, spiced, and undeniably dangerous. Before she could lift it to her lips, a hand shot out, pausing her.

“No. Do not give her that. That is an order.”

Aless blinked, her fingers pausing around the carved rim of the cup as Damian’s voice sliced clean through the circle. He was still seated on the edge of the firelight behind her, but his presence carried like thunder. She looked at Amir. Amir, of course, only smiled. Infuriatingly and serene.

He raised his own glass in mock surrender. “Forgive me, Demon’s Head. I wasn’t aware refusing your queen was within my rights.”

That was all the permission Aless needed. She took a sip. The burn hit instantly. Molten, spiced, and unapologetic. She coughed once, shoulders jerking forward, and glared at Amir like he’d just betrayed her deepest trust.

“This is poison.”

“That is freedom ,” Rami corrected, lounging on his elbow like he was born there.

“It is the same thing, no?” Khoury added, utterly unbothered.

Before Aless could even take another sip, Damian took the cup from her hand with the swiftness of someone who’d been waiting for exactly this. Without a word, he brought it to his lips and downed the rest in a single, sharp swallow. There was no wince. No coughing. Only the look of someone who would rather it had been a vintage red. 

His mouth only twisted slightly as he lowered the cup to the ground. “You will regret that in the morning. I remind you, once again, we must leave before the sun.”

“I’ll regret a lot of things in the morning. This won’t make the top ten.” Aless shrugged, eyes glittering. That earned a collective laugh from the circle. Even Amir chuckled. Rami leaned over and gave Damian a light punch to the shoulder.

 “She is already more fun than you, Al Ghul.”

Damian looked like he wanted to murder all of them. 

“She fits,” Juno said, still grinning. “Admit it.”

Damian didn’t answer. But his silence wasn’t a denial. It was something closer to surrender. The kind that only came when you realized the war was already lost and you weren’t all that upset about it.

They then passed stories like flasks; they passed them like trust for Aless to hear.

The fire popped and sparked in the center of the circle, casting golden light against the dark mountain stone and scarred faces. Aless sat between Rami and Amir, Damian’s cloak pooled around her like a throne’s mantle. The wine was strong, but not as strong as the warmth that was building in her chest. Not just from the alcohol—no, this was something else entirely.

“Tell me stories,” Aless said, her voice sweet and wicked, no doubt helped along by the wine Damian had already forbidden her from drinking another cup of. Her eyes glinted with challenge as she leaned back, smug as ever. “Real ones. I want to hear about his childhood. The chaos. The fistfights. The petty grudges. All of it.”

Damian tensed behind her like a man bracing for an ambush. “This is not a court gossip circle—”

“In exchange,” Amir cut in smoothly, swirling his wine with a conspirator’s smile, “you tell us about your version of him. The one we do not have the privilege to know. The Batman .”

Aless lifted her glass in a slow, deliberate toast, ignoring the sharp glare Damian aimed in her direction. “Deal.”

He groaned under his breath. “You’re encouraging them, beloved .”

“Oh, absolutely,” she said, grinning.

The stories poured out like wine from an uncorked bottle. Fast, unfiltered, and slightly embellished with every telling.

“The first time he ever came to this party,” Khoury started, already snickering, “he got challenged to a knife-throwing contest by a guy twice his size.”

“He didn’t even ask the rules,” Rami said, practically beaming.

“He invented the rules,” Amir added, lounging back. “Then ignored them. Still won.”

Damian let out a long-suffering sigh. “He was drunk. And had no depth perception.”

“Did you at least act humble about it?” Aless asked, biting back a smile.

Juno barked a laugh. “He asked the man if he wanted a rematch or a gravestone for challenging the Demon’s Head.”

“They’re embellishing ,” Damian muttered darkly.

“They are not!” Khoury called across the fire, returning from filling a cup. “I was there. He said it exactly like that. Even bowed.”

Aless was laughing too hard to breathe.

“And then there was Istanbul,” Rami said, eyes gleaming. “The diplomat’s daughter.”

“No,” Damian warned, voice low. “Do not bring this up.”

“Oh yes!” Khoury said gleefully. “It was a whole thing. He tried to get engaged just to piss off the Mother of Demons.”

“He brought her flowers,” Amir added, deadly serious. “Stole them from the Prime Minister’s wife’s garden. During a summit, we were to assassinate him at.”

Damian buried his face in one hand. "There were no flowers. They are simply lying to you to—”

Aless was wheezing. “You’re the one lying, Damian.”

Juno raised a brow. “Do not deny almost-marriage, Demon.”

“That’s because it wasn’t an almost-marriage. It was a staged diplomatic distraction,” Damian snapped.

“Yeah?” Aless asked, tilting her head. “Did you kiss her?”

“…That is… classified information for League Assassins only.”

That earned another round of howling laughter. Even Amir nearly spilled his wine. Aless couldn’t stop smiling. Her cheeks hurt. Her stomach ached from laughing. But more than that, she was seeing something real. Unfiltered. A window into who Damian had been before the mask, before the city, before her. 

She glanced sideways at him, watching the way he sat half-scowling, half-suffering, letting them tear him apart in stories that were wild, ridiculous, and clearly treasured. Letting them. And she loved it. Every mortifying second.

Because she knew the man who brought her tea in the mornings. Who left knives on the counter like paperweights and muttered curses in Arabic when he burned her toast. The one who wrapped her in his cloak when she fell asleep on the couch and acted like it hadn’t meant anything. But this ? These stories filled in the gaps she hadn’t realized were still empty. It wasn’t about the danger or the power. It was about knowing him —the boy who didn’t dance, didn’t bend, didn’t lose, and still somehow grew into a man who kissed her shoulder in the morning like it was a habit he’d never give up. The man who was still secretly running his hand across her skin, needing to feel her warmth, beneath her cloak, so his friends wouldn’t see and mock him even more.

She shared her stories in return. Each one landed with a louder laugh than the last: the time she nearly got arrested because Damian refused to say “please” to a customs officer in France, how awful he is to his interns, and the one time she caught him reciting Sun Tzu in his sleep. By the time she got to the story Jason told her about recently involving a rooftop sting, three doves, and a mislabeled flash drive, even Amir had tears in his eyes from laughing. Damian, for his part, looked increasingly like a man regretting every decision he’d ever made involving her, including letting her speak. He groaned. He muttered. Once, he pinched her under her cloak. But he didn’t stop her. Not once.

Amir leaned toward Damian with a grin so wide it practically split his face. “You’re losing your mystique, my friend.”

“She is lying,” Damian said flatly, but there was a twitch at the corner of his mouth. The kind that meant he wasn’t mad. Not really. “It is but a tactical move to ruin my reputation in front of you all.”

"You compromised your reputation the moment you accepted that dare, got intoxicated, and climbed the mountain unclothed, Al Ghul!” 

Aless smiled as Juno carried on with that story, her laughter still warm on her lips as her gaze lifted, inevitably and instinctively, to Damian. He was watching her already. That familiar storm was still there in his eyes, sharp and simmering, but it wasn’t the same as it had been at the banquet. The edges had softened. The shadows had thinned. His posture was still guarded, always would be, but his eyes, those impossible green eyes, had lost their usual armor.

They weren’t hard. They weren’t cold. They were... open. When their eyes locked, he tilted his head slightly, the barest lift of one eyebrow, like a silent acknowledgment just for her. Not a warning. Not a challenge. An invitation.

And Aless, heart suddenly fuller than it had been all night, smiled wider. 

“You want more stories?” she asked, pivoting quickly, chasing the levity. “I haven’t even told you the Batman ones yet.”

That got their attention.

Aless leaned forward, her eyes gleaming. “He pretends not to care about press coverage, but I once watched him steal my newspaper because my article got front page over his drug bust. Denied it, of course. Blamed Bruce. But the paper was in his glove compartment.”

Damian groaned from the edge of the firelight. “I was keeping it safe.”

“You were jealous.” Aless grinned. “Also, he talks to himself on patrol.”

“I do not.”

‘Tch,’ ” she mimicked, crossing her arms and adopting a too-serious scowl. “ ‘The city’s quieter than usual. I don’t like it. I wonder what Alessandra is doing. Do you think Black Mask would be out and about tonight? I don’t know, but we should check the Pier first.’

“I only do that when I am alone to restructure my thoughts,” he bit out.

She raised a brow. “Exactly. So always.”

That sent them off again. Juno slid down against a log, wheezing. Khoury rolled backward off his cushion. Rami had to brace himself against Amir, who didn’t even pretend to hide how hard he was laughing. The wine had loosened everyone up sufficiently. 

“And then,” Aless continued, one hand pressed dramatically to her chest, “there was our high school rivalry. We hated each other. He refused to call me by name. I was ‘the girl who talks too much.’

Amir jolted upright, pointing. “That was you?! Do you know how much we had to hear him complain about this mysterious enemy from the Academy?!”

“He challenged me to join a debate during debate club. I wasn’t even in debate club.”

“She showed up uninvited just to mock the moderator’s syntax,” Damian muttered, but it had lost its bite.

“I was correcting grammar in the name of justice,” Aless replied solemnly. “And you hated losing to me.”

“I did not lose.”

“You flipped the table.”

“That was a tactical retreat.”

“Because I brought receipts.”

“And we both still ended up in detention, so who really won?”

More chaos. Rami actually tipped his cup sideways. Juno wheezed out, “I am in love with this woman,” and Damian finally, fully, put his head in his hand and muttered something in Arabic. But, still, he didn’t stop her. Through all the noise and laughter, Aless caught his gaze more than once. And each time, there was that same quiet truth behind his eyes. Not annoyance. Not embarrassment. Just awe. Like he’d stopped bracing for the mountain to fall because she was already holding it up.

And then, slowly, the stories shifted. Laughter gave way to recollection, the energy of the circle mellowing into something quieter, something shared. They began trading updates about recent missions: a border raid two weeks ago that left half the eastern pass smoldering, a convoy ambush that nearly turned fatal until Rami and Juno flanked left through a ravine. Juno grumbled about Rami’s reckless driving, Rami claimed it was “strategic chaos,” and Khoury rolled his eyes so hard it looked like a ritual.

Aless took the lull as her chance to lean in, back completely aligning with Damian’s chest, then resting there with quiet ease. He didn’t pull away. In fact, he shifted too, just a little, so that his arm settled around her, his thumb absently grazing the edge of her cloak for all to see. No one said anything. No one stared. But something passed between the others all the same: quick glances, crooked smiles, a raised brow from Amir, and a quiet snort from Juno. The kind of look that said, ‘ Would you look at our cold-blooded Demon’s Head now?’ And yet, no one dared ruin it. Because they understood. The wine hadn't softened him like it had the others. She had.

“Would’ve gone smoother if someone hadn’t shot the wrong smoke signal,” Juno teased, nudging Khoury, who immediately protested.

“I was following intel!”

“You were following a bird.”

“It looked tactical!”

Aless let them banter, her gaze drifting toward the broader fire ring beyond. Shadows moved in warm candlelight and golden flames. Dancers, slow and spiraling, arms weaving like the wind. Laughter rolled through the camp like low thunder. Music had begun at some point, a steady thrum of string and drum and voice that carried like smoke. She turned her head and found Damian’s eyes again. She leaned up to his ear, voice low, just for him to hear.

“Am I allowed to dance at this, too?”

He didn’t answer right away. His gaze flicked to Amir, who was recounting some near-catastrophic at-sea mission Damian hadn’t been part of, and then back to the flames. She waited.

“You are,” he said at last, measured. “...But I won’t.”

Aless raised an eyebrow, lips tugging into the kind of smile that always got her in trouble with him. “ Please?

“Alessandra…” The warning was in his tone, but it didn’t have teeth.

“What?” she grinned. “You’ll regret it in the morning?”

“I do not dance at these occasions. Ever .” His voice was quiet but firm. The kind of line he didn’t usually offer exceptions to.

"Good," she said, rising slowly to her feet, one hand letting the cloak slip from her shoulder to the ground, the other extending toward him. "Then it will be memorable."

He didn’t take it. Not yet. He looked at it like it was a blade. Like touching it would mean surrendering something he hadn’t named yet. 

“Join your people, Damian. With me.” 

His mouth pressed into a line. For a moment, she thought he might say no again. She thought she might have to let it go. But then, Damian Wayne Al Ghul, the Demon’s Head, heir to a thousand brutal traditions and the legacy of every war before him, sighed. And stood. He took her hand in his like it was inevitable.

“This is so you will never ask me again,” he muttered, dry as the desert wind. But she knew better. Because his fingers tightened around hers like he meant it. Like he’d been waiting for this moment since the fire first lit. And even if no one else saw it, Aless did. She always did.

As the two moved away from the fire and into the heart of the gathering, where the dancing was most lively, a cup suddenly hit the ground. Khoury actually gasped .

“Oh my gods ,” Juno whispered. “Is this a hallucination? Are we all dead?”

“She has bewitched him, body and soul,” Rami whispered. “This is black magic.”

“No. Our Demon has finally met his match,” Amir confirmed, as they all watched their leader dance for the first time in their entire lives. With her. 

The music shifted, slower and more deliberate. Damian led her into the open, his hand pressed steadily at her back. He kissed her knuckles first, and then, without fanfare, began the old steps, movements that hadn’t been taught in the great halls in years. Ones that were carved into him from years and years of forced practice from Talia. 

“I shouldn’t be shocked you know how to dance,” she whispered.

“You should be,” he replied. “I don’t do this. Here or in Gotham.”

She leaned in just enough for him to feel her grin on his cheek. “You do now. Wait until the next Wayne Gala. I’m dragging you to the floor. Don’t think too tight tuxedos will save you.”

“I’ll burn all the invitations we receive.”

She snorted softly. “Then I’ll take to the press. ‘Reclusive CEO and brooding Wayne son dances under duress.’

“You are not helping your case, beloved .”

But the protest was faint, almost fond. Because she knew, knew by the way his hand curled at her waist, by the way he guided her through the turns like she’d always belonged in this rhythm, that he wasn’t doing this just for the spectacle. Not just to indulge her.

He was doing it for the same reason she’d asked.

Because something inside both of them had shifted these past few days.

They moved like gravity didn’t apply. Like their shadows danced with them, trailing sparks in the firelight. She stepped where he guided, then took the lead in the smallest ways—a tilt of the chin, a mischievous grin, a mockingly exaggerated twirl.

“I know you’re going to claim this never happened,” she murmured, eyes dancing.

“Correct.”

“But just know, this will be used for blackmail against your siblings.”

His eyes narrowed. “You wouldn’t dare.”

“I’ll only tell the truth,” she promised. “Your footwork will be described as ‘lethal.’”

He gave her a look that would have terrified most men. But his thumb brushed her side in a way that said: Fine. Just this once. 

Around them, those who watched didn’t laugh. They didn’t jeer. They just watched. Not with shock. Not even envy. But reverence. Because the Demon’s Head didn’t dance. But Damian Wayne did. For her . This must be why she is the Betrothed. This one dance had just proved Aless’ worth to the entire League. And when the songs began to fade, the melody trailing off like wind through the mountains, they slowed. She stepped closer without thinking. He didn’t pull away. Their foreheads brushed, breath shared. His hand lingered a moment longer than it needed to. 

“I’ll allow one more,” he murmured.

Aless looked up at him, wide-eyed and mock-solemn. “How generous of you, Demon’s Head.”

“Careful with your words,” he said, “or the Demon’s Head will put you up for execution.”

“I’d like to see you try.”

“I’d go easy on you. Poison instead of a duel to the death.”

She grinned. “How merciful my Demon is.”

He just smiled and led her into more steps. 

As they returned to the edge of the firelight, laughter and voices swelling again around them, no one said a word. No teasing. No comments. But something passed between the members of the Inner Circle again—glances, subtle smiles, raised brows that all said the same thing.

Aless lowered herself onto the cushion once more with a flushed grin and leaned close. “So. Be honest. How many of you lost money on him saying ‘no’ ?”

“Five of my best knives,” Juno said, groaning. “I want a recount.”

Amir just sipped his wine. “I said ‘yes’ from the start. I believed in our Demon.”

Rami turned to Damian, mock-whispering, “Blink twice if she has you under a spell. It is not to late to save you, My Lord.

“Unfortunately, she does not,” Damian said reluctantly.

Aless took a sip of her wine. “I’m just naturally irresistible.”

Damian just grumbled as he sat back down, the weight of everyone's eyes on him like a hundred arrows. He refused to meet a single gaze—especially not Rami’s, who looked one second away from howling with laughter, or Amir’s, who was already smirking into his wine. Aless tried, and failed, not to smile as she leaned into him again, their knees brushing. And that, more than anything, made the entire Circle laugh. Because it was undeniable. She didn’t just fit as a guest. Not just as the queen they might one day kneel to. She fit in as one of them, even if she could not fight. A blade in the ring. A voice in the story. A spark in the fire.

Later, when the drums dulled to a hum and only the embers remained, Damian leaned into her, the warmth of the wine and the night making him softer around the edges.

“These parties,” he murmured, voice low against her ear, “were the only time I ever felt real when I was forced to return the first time.”

Aless turned to him, the firelight catching the gold in her eyes. She touched her forehead to his, her breath shallow, her heart full. Nearby, a tipsy Juno nudged Rami’s foot and nodded toward the two, watching Damian show more heart than any of them had ever seen.

“And now?”

His fingers threaded through hers beneath the heavy folds of her borrowed cloak. “Now I don’t need the fire to feel human. I just need you.”

She kissed him for that. Softly, without urgency or claim. Just a simple truth offered in return. Around them, the Circle pretended to look away from their rulers, though every one of them silently noted the reverence in Damian’s eyes for his queen.

Damian stood not long after, voice low but clear. “Enough for tonight.”

He didn’t say goodbye. Didn’t need to. The others murmured their farewells, raising their cups as if to toast something sacred.

“Good night, Demon’s Head,” Amir said slyly, lifting a brow. “And… Queen of Shadows.”

“We’ll have to work on that one.” 

“I will have ten new names upon your return. Every Inner Circle member must have a name. We can take a vote. ” 

Aless rolled her eyes with a grin but said nothing as Damian’s hand found the small of her back. Together, they slipped into the darkness beyond the firelight—steady, sure, unhurried. He lifted her onto his back once more and started up the mountain, each touch leaving a burn on their skin, a silent promise of what awaited them when they returned.

At the Circle, the silence held a moment after they were gone. Then Amir leaned forward, gaze still on the dark treeline where they’d disappeared.

“I have never seen him like this,” he said quietly. “Not once. Not even as a boy.”

“Not even when he made lieutenant at ten,” Juno added, eyes still wide.

“Or when he beat five instructors in one afternoon,” Rami muttered, sounding almost reverent. “And I mean brutalized them.”

“She’s changed him,” Amir said, grinning. “But not in the way I thought someone would. Not softer. Just… freer. Like he stopped bracing for a fight that never came.”

Khoury, younger and quieter now, shook his head. “I didn’t think anyone could do that.”

“The young queen did not do anything to him,” Amir said, almost smiling. “She just saw him. The real him. And he let her.”

There was another moment of quiet, but this one didn’t feel heavy. It felt… settled.

Then Juno clapped Rami hard on the back. 

“Five dinar says she’s the one who made the first move.”

“Ten says he begged,” Rami shot back.

Khoury groaned, “Please, don’t make me imagine the Demon’s Head begging. He’ll probably kill me from the imagery alone.”

Laughter rolled gently through the circle, soft as the dying fire.

As they walked the winding corridor carved into the heart of the League’s mountain compound, Damian’s hand stayed steady at the small of her back. Torchlight flickered against the ancient stone walls, and for the first time in a long time, Damian wasn’t thinking about legacy or duty or whose eyes were on him.

He was thinking about her. 

Her body. 

What he was going to coax out of it.

Alessandra, still flushed from the firelight of the afterparty. Still wearing his borrowed tunic, her hair loose now and wild from the wind on the overlook. Her laughter had been loud, too loud for League standards, and yet not one of his Inner Circle dared to chastise her. They encouraged her to continue. Especially after the way she spoke to Amir with confidence, teased Khoury about his drink of choice, and clinked glasses with Rami and Juno like she’d known them all her life. They’d been stunned. And, he realized, won over.

She’d never once tried to belong. She simply did.

And that knowledge was a weight in his chest and a fire in his blood. Because tonight, she hadn’t just stood beside him. She’d claimed him. Not with words, but with the way she moved in his world like it was hers too. With the way she danced with him— him —for the first time, right there in front of everyone, with her hands in his and no fear in her eyes.

He didn’t realize they’d reached the door to their quarters until her hand slid over his, guiding the latch open.

“Inside,” she said softly.

Once the door closed behind them, everything changed.

The tension he’d held in his shoulders all night broke the moment she turned to him, the soft click of the lock behind them echoing through the silence.

“Alessandra—”

Her hands were already tugging at the fastenings of his cloak. “You’re not allowed to look at me the way you did tonight and expect me not to burn for it.”

His breath hitched as her fingers moved over the ties of her own tunic, undoing the knot he’d shown her how to lace that very morning. “And you,” he growled, grabbing her hips and pulling her into him, “are not allowed to laugh with my Inner Circle like you’ve always belonged and then expect me not to claim you all over again.”

“Good,” she whispered, her lips brushing his. “I don’t want you to be careful.”

And then she kissed him. Or maybe he kissed her. It didn’t matter. All that mattered was the heat between them, the way her lips parted beneath his, the way his hands cupped her jaw like she was something precious and already slipping through his fingers.

He lifted her effortlessly, her legs wrapping around his waist as he walked them to the bed, though they never made it that far. She gasped when her back hit the wall, but her hands never stopped moving. They tore at the belt around his waist, at the black shirt beneath his tunic, fingers pressing to the skin beneath like she needed to feel every inch.

“Damian,” she breathed.

He kissed her again, deeper this time. Slower. Until she moaned into his mouth and he felt her tremble against him.

“You looked like a goddess tonight,” he murmured, pressing his forehead to hers. “Mine.”

“I am,” she said without hesitation. “Yours.”

And that, more than anything, undid him.

There was no gentleness in the way he kissed down her throat, no patience in the way he pulled the tunic from her shoulders, exposing her skin to the cool mountain air that came through the open window. But there was reverence. Always reverence. Because she could’ve left him for Gotham. She could’ve told him the League wasn’t her world. That the shadows and blades and blood weren’t hers to navigate. She could have broken his heart. But instead, even after Talia, she’d walked into it. Smiling. Head high. Dressed in his colors and daring the world to try and tell her she didn’t belong.

He reached for her hand and brought it to his chest, holding it over his heart.

“I thought I would live and die for a cause,” he said, voice low. “But tonight I realized, I would live and die for you .”

She blinked at him, tears springing suddenly to her eyes. And maybe it was the exhaustion. Or the weight of the night. Or the way he’d said it so plainly, like it was just fact. But Alessandra pulled him close and kissed him with every part of her soul. He let her. Let her strip him of the last of his layers, clothes hitting the floor with a dull thud. Let her explore the curve of his shoulder, the scar beneath his ribs, the ridges of muscle he never let himself feel vulnerable enough to show. Let her take him apart with her hands and put him back together with her mouth. And when they finally moved to the bed, tangled in sheets and breathless murmurs, there was no choreography. Only instinct. Only love. Only the sound of his voice whispering mine against her skin as she held him like he was something worth keeping.

And for the first time in his life, Damian Wayne surrendered. Willingly. To love. To her. To the fire they’d both stoked from the moment their worlds collided.

And as the mountain outside stood eternal and unmoved, inside, they burned together.

Chapter 27

Notes:

just a little filler before we get into the action :)

Chapter Text

They returned to Wayne Manor just after noon.

They were supposed to leave at sunrise.

That had been the plan. Damian emphasized it the night previous as they climbed down the mountain to join the afterparty. A League escort to the base gate, a quiet jet ride back to Gotham, and a timely arrival for the debrief and family strategy meeting at the Manor. But sunrise came and went. And neither of them moved. Not when the light began spilling over the stone walls of their mountainside quarters, soft and golden and blameless. Not when the first messenger passed word that the jet was ready. Not even when the second came, and left, without knocking. Because the Demon’s Head was in bed with her. And Aless was lying tangled against him, one leg slung over his, both of them warm and sore and just a little too smug from what could only be described as an entire campaign of sex . The third round had ended just past four in the morning. And she had started it.

Now, hours later, steam curled up from the obsidian-tiled shower as water thundered overhead, a steady rhythm echoing through the stone-walled chamber. Damian stood beneath the stream, hands methodically working conditioner through his hair, his expression impassive but not truly cold. Never cold with her. He was just trying not to admit that the reason they hadn’t left at sunrise was… mostly him.

Alessandra was draped against his back, arms wrapped around his torso, her cheek pressed to the space between his shoulder blades, letting the water run over both of them. Her body was limp with exhaustion, worn down in the best possible way. She clung to him half-asleep, the heat of the water mixing with the warmth of his skin, her breath slow and even against his spine. She hadn’t said much since they’d stumbled (more like he pulled her) from the bed, except to mumble something incoherent when he’d first tried to leave at six. Her hand had caught his wrist. Her mouth had landed against his throat. And somehow, they’d ended up back in the sheets again.

Now, in the shower, she wasn’t quite asleep. But she wasn’t awake either. That was a problem as he wanted to leave in twenty minutes and salvage at least a shred of dignity with his family.

“I can feel you dozing off, beloved,” Damian muttered, rinsing his hands and tilting his head back beneath the water. “Wake up.”

“M’not,” she mumbled against his skin.

“You are using me as a pillow.”

“You’re warm. And standing at the perfect height.”

“Which makes me the pillow?”

“Uh-huh. Didn't hear you complain about it last night."

He sighed. “We are going to be late.”

“We’re already late.”

“They will ambush us,” Damian said, voice echoing off the walls too loudly for Aless’ liking. “You know that, right?”

“Which group?” 

“My siblings. The second we walk into that room, they’ll attack.”

Aless smiled to herself and tightened her arms around him.

“Oh well.”

“Your sentiments will likely change once you are placed under their scrutiny.”

“It’s fine,” she said, lifting her head to look up at him, “we can always say your mother made us stay.”

Damian rolled his eyes. “She will love taking the blame.”

“She sent an extra pair of sheets with the first messenger,” Aless nuzzled back into him, her voice muffled by the curve of his back. “She knew.”

“She knows everything.” He scrubbed a hand through his hair, then reached down to turn the water just a bit cooler. “So will everyone else the moment we walk in after noon.”

Aless just let out a soft hum, neither confirming nor denying.

“We’ll share the blame then.”

You pulled me back into bed after I told you it was time to leave.”

“I did.”

“And then you—”

“Used my persuasive talents to keep you there?” she offered sweetly.

His lips twitched. “That is one way to put it.”

“You didn’t seem to mind,” she murmured, trailing a single hand down his abdomen, feeling the muscles tighten beneath her touch. He stopped her hand right before he was pulled back into something he assuredly wouldn’t stop. 

“Succubus.” 

“Only for you, My Lord.

He could hear the smile in her voice. He didn’t say anything in return, just shifted slightly so she could stay leaning against him while he washed the conditioner out of her hair. Because the truth was, he hadn’t wanted to go either. Not when she looked like that, grinning at him in the morning light. Not when her body had fit so perfectly against his, warm and satisfied and tangled in his sheets. Not when this was the longest time alone he’d had with her in months. He hadn’t wanted to move. Hadn’t wanted to break the spell. 

And now— now , he was paying the price. Or, soon, he would be. 

Aless smiled against his skin.

“You’re doomed,” she whispered.

“I’ve been doomed since the first time I laid eyes on you.” Damian turned then, hands sliding to her hips as he faced her. His eyes, soft in the mist, lingered on hers. He pressed a kiss to her forehead, but his tone was menacing: 

“You’re going to owe me when we get to Gotham.”

“Owe you what?

“Deflection. Distraction. Emotional damage control when Drake or Todd asks if I am domesticated now.”

Alessandra laughed, bright and breathless.

“Alright. You win,” she said. “I’ll take the lead. Say it was my fault.”

And somehow, that made him kiss her again.

Back in Gotham, the Batfamily had been waiting. The war room inside Wayne Manor was already buzzing by sunrise. Maps laid out. Monitors flickering. Dick briefed Bruce while a worker circulated with coffee, but none of them drank. The meeting had been scheduled for 7:00 a.m. sharp.

At 6:58, everyone was there. Except for the two people, the meeting was supposed to revolve around.

At 7:10, Dick glanced at the clock. “They’ll be here soon. Damian is always on time,” he said.

At 8:03, he got a text. 

My Robin: Delayed. Will explain. Talia. Don’t cancel.

He didn't bother responding.

By 9:30, the Batkids had collectively moved from their chairs to sprawled postures in the living room. Some on the floor, others slumped on the couch like it was movie night. Tim, Duke, and Steph were taking turns on the Switch while Maps complained about the lack of sugary cereal in the house. 

At 10:00, the meeting was pushed back again. This time, Bruce didn’t even look up from the satellite feed.

“They’re not dead,” Dick reported flatly. “Just…taking their time.”

“Taking their time ?” Tim drawled, arms crossed, and a smug grin already forming. “You all owe me money.”

“What?” Babs arched a brow from her seat, flipping through some magazine. “No one said anything.”

“Please.” Tim pulled out his phone, waving the screen like evidence. “I said, weeks ago , that they’d be fully, capital- T Together in one month post Paris. I have a betting pool with Jon and Jay. We’re going to be rich.”

“You guys are ridiculous,” Dick sighed, but he was smiling. “And I’m only saying this once: when they walk in, be cool. Don’t embarrass, Damian. This is his first serious relationship!”

“Define cool,” Duke said, shooting a blue shell at Jason. “I think certain people in the room need to be reminded.” 

“Like… not weird,” Dick replied.

Maps grinned. “So ourselves.”

Not ourselves.” 

Before anyone could be offended by that statement, the war room doors creaked open. It was nearly 1:00 p.m. Every head turned. Damian stepped through first, shoulders square, jaw tight, and cloaked in that cold, commanding air he wore so effortlessly. The Bat. Gotham’s wraith. The Demon’s Head. But just half a step behind him, Alessandra moved in lockstep. Not behind him. With him.

And the room, every single person in it, froze.

She felt it the moment the silence dropped like a weight. Dozens of trained eyes clocking everything in less than a breath: the way they walked in together. The way their bodies tilted slightly inward. The way her fingers were wrapped around his. Her pulse kicked against her ribs, but she kept her expression steady. Calm. Controlled. She didn’t want to give them the satisfaction of seeing her squirm, but inside, her brain was lighting up like a circuit board. Was everyone staring at their hands? Was she imagining that? Why wasn’t he letting go?

She risked a glance up at him.

Nothing in his expression gave anything away. Cool. Silent. Unmoving. Like this, they , were not up for debate. The click of understanding settled deep in her chest. He wasn’t letting go because there was nothing to hide anymore. Nothing to deny. Nothing to pretend about.

By the time they reached the table, her hand had slid free, only for Damian’s to settle casually on her thigh once they sat. The gesture burned like a brand. Visible, sure, but not for show. For grounding. For her. She didn’t flinch away. Didn’t shift like she would’ve before. Instead, without meaning to, her body leaned just a fraction closer. And the way Damian’s fingers tightened in response—barely, instinctively—sent a shiver down her spine.

Then it happened. A smile. So subtle, most people would’ve missed it. But not this room. Not them. Not the people who had memorized every scar and shadow that made up the man beside her. It wasn’t a smirk. Not a victory curl of his lip, or a glint of smug pride. No, it was softer than that. Quieter. The kind of smile you wear when you wake up to sunlight after years underground. 

Aless could feel the Bat Family’s collective energy shift, like they were all collectively trying to pretend they weren’t gawking. But their silence was too loud. Too pointed. Too stunned. It was like Damian had grown two heads. 

And all she could think was: Well. Shit. He was right.

“I knew it,” Tim said, slapping the table with both palms. “You all owe me sixty bucks!”

Aless wasn’t used to this type of silence around Damian. Not this kind, anyway.

It wasn’t tense or empty, but thick, comfortably so. Weighted with warmth and the faint hum of Gotham traffic far below because she made him finally open a godforsaken window in this huge apartment ( “No one is going to listen in on us, Damian. You’re on the thirtieth floor!” ). The only sounds came from Damian’s fingers swiping across his tablet screen, the occasional clink of her mug being set down, and the steady tap of her laptop keys as she lounged sideways on the leather couch in one of Damian’s hoodies.

Correction: her couch, now. Her apartment , by a technicality. Only until Mara is dealt with… or at least, that was the arbitrary end they set to this “move” when he was helping her shove her things into boxes after the three-hour war table marathon meeting where Dick had to keep slapping Tim’s smug grin off his face. After Bruce had redirected a full-on identity crisis spiral with a gravel-thick “ focus, please .” After Damian told them all the truth, not just about Deathstroke’s influence, but about the deal he’d made with his mother.

“You’re moving in,” Damian had said flatly, sometime between scanning League intelligence and taking a call from Talia on encrypted comms in the Bat Cave. “Your apartment is compromised.”

“You don’t know that,” Aless said back while spinning in a chair off to the side. 

“It’s compromised because I said it’s compromised.”

She hadn’t argued long. There hadn’t really been a point. Damian wasn’t asking. Not when it came to her safety. He simply informed her of the new arrangement and made room in his drawers. She just reframed her thinking to ‘My boyfriend is making space for me in his apartment now!' and now here she was, camped out on his couch, writing an exposé while he quietly dismantled criminal networks across five continents next to her. 

“Do you think it’s overkill?” she asked suddenly, peeking up from her screen. “Me being here, I mean.”

“No,” he replied, without looking up. 

She hadn’t thought so either. Not really. After all, she had been kidnapped. Twice . And now she was about to publish a thinly veiled hit piece on both her billionaire uncle and Gotham’s most notorious vigilante in the same week.

So maybe a little Bat-grade security wasn’t the worst idea.

She let the thought go and turned back to her Word Doc, the cursor blinking beneath the headline like it was daring her to keep going. Her fingers hovered.

There were two articles warring for dominance in her brain tonight. 

One was razor-sharp and meticulously sourced. A slow-burn exposé on Vreeland Oil’s decades of tax evasion and charitable fraud, bolstered by the trove of documents Tim and Kon found while snooping in her uncle’s office. It was anonymous, strategic, and already half-drafted. A precision strike. The kind of article that could crack the shell of a dynasty wide open if she timed it right.

The other… was a blank page. BATMAN 2.0 was what she was calling it. The page stared back at her, bold and unblinking. She hadn’t written a word. Well, she had. Earlier. Then deleted it all. Too academic. Too reverent. Too much of her heart was leaking through the cracks. That wasn’t the point of this piece. This wasn’t meant to be a love letter to Gotham’s ghosts. It was meant to be bait. But that was getting harder and harder to remember. Because how do you write a hit piece on people who had saved you? On the man who would burn down the world just to keep you breathing? How did she have so much anger before? So much purpose to be able to write over twenty drafts of the first article? 

Well… she knew the answer to those last two.

Aless tapped the space bar twice. A nervous habit, a stalling tactic. As if rhythm could summon resolve. But all it summoned was the memory of the hours previous. The war room. The map-strewn table. The moment she had said, voice steadier than her gut, “I want to help… or at least try to. Again.”

She’d meant more: “I know I got kidnapped helping you all last time, so not like that.”

Even now, she could remember how their eyes turned to her, one by one. Jason had looked skeptical. Dick curious. Tim and Duke... smug. Bruce and the others unreadable. Damian hadn’t said a word. He’d just leaned back slightly, waiting to see what she’d say next before he said ‘no’.

“I know I can’t be in the field,” she’d admitted, chin lifted like it mattered. “I know I’m not a fighter, and I know I’m a liability. I mean, just look at what happened last time.”

Damian had shifted beside her, clearly about to object. But she didn’t let him.

“But what if I picked up the Batman article again?” she’d said instead. “Not to unmask him. Not to take him down. Just... to provoke. Something subtle. Inflammatory. Something that seems like it’s coming from the League, too. Or someone within it. A whisper campaign for the Demon’s Head. Enough to look like Talia has Damian back in her control, and that he’s not resisting. A narrative Mara can’t ignore.”

There had been a pause. Tension coiled tight in the room like wire.

“Strategic pressure,” Dick added. “Makes her act emotionally.”

“She already hates the thought of Damian going back to the League," Babs had said plainly. “This could push her into irrational territory, especially after that display you put on yesterday.”

Jason snorted. “You sure you want her coming for your head again? We just got you un -kidnapped.” She felt Damian’s grip tighten just a bit on her thigh.

“I’m sure,” Aless had said, and she had meant it. “And I won’t reveal anything I shouldn’t . I’ll make it civilian-coded. Murky. Accusatory against the name of Batman only. Just enough heat to drive her nuts.”

She still remembered Bruce’s voice when it cut through the room like a knife. Low. Deliberate.

“This article must be a siren song for Mara Al Ghul. Not for Batman.”

Alessandra’s fingers returned to the keyboard now, present again. She typed the sentence slowly.

Gotham needs more than a symbol. It needs autonomy. It needs its people.

Pause. She stared at it. Highlighted it. Deleted it. Too soft. She started again.

The shadow Batman casts is long. But even the sharpest shadows don’t last without light to hold them.

Ugh. Worse. She rubbed her face.

Damian was acting like he wasn’t listening to every keystroke she was making. He noted the number of times she hit the backspace key. He’d said he wouldn’t interfere, “Your words. Your war.”, but she could feel him waiting. Watching.

She leaned back, eyes still on the half-written sentence. Her thoughts flicked back to the rest of that meeting. How Bruce had eventually given his quiet, definitive nod. How the others, begrudgingly, agreed. How Dick had started war mapping like they were preparing for a siege. Because they were.

And how, beneath all of it, guilt had curled behind her ribs.

Not just because she knew Mara would come for her again. Not just because she was bait. But because of what Damian had revealed just minutes before she’d spoken, his choice to accept Talia’s terms. To walk the line between Demon and Bat, between heritage and identity, for the sake of stopping what none of them could see the end of.

He hadn’t looked at her when he said it. She wasn’t sure he could .

She’d wanted to scream. To reach across the table and shake Bruce, shake Dick, shake him. Ask him why it always had to be him. Why he couldn’t just leave the League. Why he had to make that decision because of her. Because he had. She knew it. They all knew it, even if Damian had tried his best to talk around the fact. He hadn’t told them about the deal Talia made with her. Or the Pit. Just about the conversation he had, and about Talia letting Mara rise as a lesson. 

Her speaking up, wanting to help, came right after that. Guilt-fueled, most likely, but honest. The article wouldn’t undo her feelings or what happened on the mountain. But maybe, just maybe, it could buy them time. Could end this faster. It could make the price worth it.

She cracked her knuckles. The cursor blinked again.

We believe in the myth of the Bat because it makes the night feel less endless. We’ve crafted a savior so sharp-edged we forget that he, too, can bleed.

She paused. 

Stared.

And sighed so dramatically, Damian’s eyes flicked up from his tablet.

She reread the sentence again, let it sit there, and then, in a fit of impulsive frustration, slammed the backspace key until the whole thing vanished. Gone. Again.

God ,” Alessandra groaned, flopping sideways across the couch again. She curled into herself, fingers still sticky with half-finished metaphors and moral crisis. “I’m gonna scream.”

“You already are,” Damian noted dryly.

“Not loud enough,” she muttered. He almost argued with her that she’d been loud since she started typing, but thought against it. Then, with a sigh that might’ve rivaled the tragic gasps of a Shakespearean heroine, she slid her head into his lap. “This is so stupid. I’m stupid. I can’t write. I’m dried up. I am a creative husk. Maybe it was right that they fired me.”

He glanced down, adjusting slightly to accommodate her weight, one arm moving instinctively to rest along the back of the couch. The other, setting his tablet down and brushing a piece of hair out of her face. “You are being dramatic.”

“I am in crisis,” she whined, burying her face into the hem of his hoodie. “You said this would be my war. But you didn’t say it would be writer’s block in disguise.”

“You’ve written entire exposés while fighting off migraines and bribing mafia members. All before you were eighteen.”

“That was righteous fury,” she mumbled into his sweatshirt. “This is…” She pulled her face back just enough to squint at the Word Doc again. “…sentimental sludge.”

He said nothing for a moment. Just watched the cursor blink in the empty text box she’d just cleared for the n- th time that night.

“Then maybe,” he said finally, voice softer than she’d heard it all day, “you’re writing the wrong war.”

She blinked up at him.

There was something different in his tone— honest , not sharp. Not controlled. Not for strategy or optics. This was the first time he’d said anything real about it. Not during the meeting when Bruce gave the green light. Not when the others began war-mapping. Damian had stayed silent through all of it, unreadable. And she’d felt it then, the absence of his voice, the tension in his jaw. She’d known he wasn’t on board, not really , but he hadn’t said a word to undermine her in front of everyone.

Until now.

“I mean it,” he said, eyes steady on hers. “You’re not writing this for Mara. Not really. You’re doing it to protect me —by putting yourself in danger. But that’s not your responsibility. If you’re going to write, then write with rage. With fury. Tear me apart if you have to. Walk away from me on the page. I can handle it. Batman can handle it. But if you can’t do that… maybe you shouldn’t be writing it at all.”

Her breath hitched, not because it hurt, but because she’d been waiting for this. Waiting to hear what he truly felt, not the polished version he crafted for the team. And now that it was here, plain, unguarded, and without any sharp edges, she didn’t know what to do with it.

She frowned. “Maybe I want it to be my responsibility.”

Damian reached for her hand, not urgently, but with a quiet gravity that tightened something in her chest. He laced their fingers together, slow and deliberate.

“I never asked you to bleed for me, habibti . But you’re always so willing to.”

“You didn’t have to,” she murmured. “I watched you walk into the fire for me. I need to do something for you now.”

Silence settled between them. He didn’t push. Didn’t offer one of his usual lectures about control, or sacrifice, or the calculated risks of tactical engagement. He just stayed still, her head in his lap, his hand curled around hers, and his breath slowing. Eventually, she huffed again, twisting just enough to face the screen from her new, horizontal position.

“…If you weren’t so hot, I’d kill you.”

He smirked faintly. “Then I’m glad I meet the criteria.”

“I still can’t write.”

“I noticed.” 

Another groan. “I hate this.”

“I know.”

A beat.

“…But if I were to say something like ‘The Batman is the mask Gotham clings to in crisis, a myth too big for one man, too fragile for just one truth’ —would you call that derivative or brilliant?”

Damian considered it. “Pretentious. But possibly effective.”

She pointed a finger up at him accusingly. “That’s the quote that’s going to bait a bloodthirsty assassin. Show some respect.”

“I’m just here for moral support,” he said with a shrug, returning to his tablet. “And for when you inevitably crawl into my hoodie out of stress.”

“I will do that.”

“I know.”

She grumbled, sat up, kissed his jaw just to annoy him, and then, finally, went back to the keyboard. The cursor blinked. She reached for her tea. 

“You know, I actually wrote something like this once. In high school.”

“Hm?”

“I was mad at Batman and Robin,” she said, leaning into the couch cushions. “Wrote a scathing op-ed for the school paper. It was dramatic. Petty. Full of opinion masquerading as righteous outrage for my dad… They rejected it, obviously.”

“What did it say?”

“That Gotham didn’t need vigilantes. That what we needed was each other. That Batman made people lazier , not safer. That... if he was really doing his job, maybe my father wouldn’t have died.”

Silence settled again, but not the soft kind. This one carried memory in its weight.

“I don’t believe that anymore,” she added quickly. “Well. Not all of it.”

Damian’s eyes locked onto hers. “Which parts do you still believe?”

Aless closed her laptop, resting it on her lap. “That we shouldn’t rely on you. Or Superman. Or anyone in a cape. We, citizens , can’t sit back and wait for someone to save us. We need to want to be better.”

“And the part you no longer believe?”

She turned toward him fully now, knees tucked under her.

“That you don’t make this city better just by being in it… or that you’re responsible for my father.”

He didn’t react outwardly, but she saw the way his fingers relaxed on the tablet. The way his eyes softened, just a fraction.

“I’m writing this one like Lois Lane would,” she said, turning the atmosphere of the room around.

Damian quirked a brow. “Lois… Lane?”

Should he play dumb, or should he tell her the truth? 

“Her Pulitzer Prize-winning piece? About Superman? We pray to a man that we’ve turned into a God to save us, but we forget his humanity. His ability to fail. I think I have the whole piece memorized. Like, I’ve read it a million times. I read it today to get inspiration!”

He nodded. “You admire her.”

“I do.” Then, “I don’t think humanity is a flaw, though. Not in a hero. Especially one who’s trying to be of the people, for the people. Like Batman. Superman… well, that’s different. He’s an alien. Batman is just a stupid guy in a mask.”

He leaned back, studying her. He gave her a small laugh, too, before deciding he would play half dumb. 

“Would you like me to send your draft to her? For feedback?”

Aless stared at him, appalled. “What?! Absolutely not. Oh my god, the idea of Lois Lane reading this— judging me —I’d have to fake my own death. And, wait How do you know Lois Lane?” 

He smirked. “She’s a close friend of Bruce’s.”

She tossed a pillow at him. “Unbelievable! I hate nepo babies!”

His grin only widened. But then it faded, just slightly, as his eyes lingered on her curled form on the couch. On her laptop. On her tea. On the quiet domesticity of her presence.

“I’ve been thinking,” he said, in a more serious tone. “...About training you.”

She blinked. “What, like martial arts?”

“Just enough to defend yourself. In case something happens. Not just with Mara, but... if your uncle retaliates. If any of this spirals. I need to know that you are not just a target.”

“I took Taekwondo as a kid,” she offered.

“And yet,” he said dryly, “you’ve been kidnapped twice.”

She snorted. “Fine. But only if we make it fair. You teach me how to punch… I teach you something in return.”

“Like what?”

“I’ll think about it. Manners, maybe.”

He scoffed, then stood, walking past her toward the kitchen. 

“I have also made the executive decision of putting trackers on you. Your clothes. Your bags. Your devices.”

That’s invasive.”

“You should be grateful I don’t lock you in the Bat Cave.”

“Batman is possessive. I should put that in the article.”

He glanced over his shoulder. “And what would your conclusion be?”

“That the Bat is just a man. A very territorial one. Not that I , a lowly reporter with no relation to Batman or the other Bat-themed vigilantes in Gotham, would know.”

They grinned at each other from across the room. Then, Aless pushed off the couch and padded barefoot into the kitchen, reaching for the tea kettle.

“You do not need caffeine at this hour,” Damian said behind her. “Might I remind you, you barely slept yesterday.” 

She turned and kissed him. A soft, teasing brush of her lips over his jaw. His hand caught her waist instantly, anchoring her. He leaned down to try and slot his lips against hers, but she wouldn’t let him. When she tried to pull back, he wouldn’t let her.

“Don’t pull away from me when I’m kissing you,” he murmured against her temple. 

“Again. Possessive ,” she whispered.

“You are in my kitchen. Wearing my clothes. Sleeping in my bed. I see you hardly protesting.”

She rolled her eyes. “This was hardly by choice. Perhaps you’ve given me Stockholm Syndrome, Damian.”

“Blame yourself and your incredible ability to get taken,” he muttered, stealing one more kiss before letting her go.

They returned to the couch, settling back into their twin rhythms: writing and war-mapping. Aless lifted her legs over his lap, tapping away on her keys as he tracked possible League outposts along the coast.

After a long silence, she muttered without looking up, “So... do you have to put trackers on me? What if I’m planning a surprise party for you? How can I do that if you can see that I’m at Party Central or something? How am I supposed to cheat on you, Damian?”

Damian didn’t flinch or rise to her bait.

“Don’t push your luck,” he said calmly. “I might make you swallow something.”

She smirked.

“Yeah. I don’t know how but,” she said, eyes flicking back to her screen, “Possessiveness is definitely going in this article.”

And Damian—CFO, Batman, the Demon’s Head, hers —just grunted in reply and pulled her closer.


This is what you wanted to teach me, beloved?”

Damian stood at the threshold of their apartment’s living room, his voice flat with disbelief, his expression caught somewhere between horror and awe. He had just returned from work, still pristine in a tailored three-piece suit that kind that clung to his frame like a second skin. No one made him wear it, of course. Aless made fun of him every time he did. He wore it because he liked to, because his standards demanded it. 

And yet here she was, trying to break those standards just for one night. 

Aless, by contrast, was the very image of chaos and joy. She stood barefoot in the center of the room, hands on her hips, radiating mischief like a heatwave. Her curls were a mess, her sweater hung off one shoulder, and her grin could’ve powered the whole block. She’d shoved the coffee table off to the side with wild disregard, making room for a brand-new Twister mat that still curled stubbornly at the edges, the plastic glossy and smelling faintly of packaging glue.

All around her sprawled a battlefield of childhood nostalgia and poor decision-making: an open stack of Uno cards scattered like leaves in the wind; a leaning tower of Jenga pieces daring someone to breathe wrong; Battleship , already mid-game with pegs jutting out like war wounds; Exploding Kittens , its box art screaming chaos; and— may the gods have mercy Monopoly , lying in wait like a predator, ready to destroy friendships and sanity alike.

And then there was the alcohol.

Not the refined, meticulously aged spirits Damian kept locked away for diplomatic occasions. Not wine kissed by monks and time, and old stone cellars that the League had. No, this was human alcohol. Normal alcohol. The cheap kind—bitter vodka in plastic bottles, neon-colored mixers, lukewarm beer cans, and something alarming in two plastic jugs labeled “Borg-man” and “Rob-Borg”. He wasn’t going to ask. It was the kind of stuff high schoolers stole from their parents’ cabinets and mixed with orange soda behind the gym.

Aless swept her arms out in a grand gesture, like a magician unveiling her greatest trick, grinning widely, her eyes bright with anticipation. The chaotic sprawl of games and booze behind her looked like the aftermath of a sleepover hosted by a gremlin.

“Surprise!” she announced, her voice sing-song with delight.

Damian’s eyes narrowed to calculated slits, arms crossed tightly across his chest. 

“And do you even know how to play this?” he asked, glancing warily at the Twister mat as though it might spring to life and attack him.

Aless beamed. “Of course I do. I used to kick ass at it at summer camp. The secret,” she added, tapping her stomach, “is core strength.”

He lifted a skeptical brow. “I have core strength.”

“Exactly. You’ll be excellent. Graceful. Embarrassed in under five minutes.”

He tilted his head slightly. “So this is a trap.”

She clucked her tongue. “No. It’s a lesson ,” she corrected, already moving toward the cluttered side table where she'd lined up cheap liquor like she was curating for a dive bar. “And your end of the deal.”

“I haven’t even started training you yet,” he said, frowning. “This past week has been too busy.”

Aless pivoted on one heel, holding two shot glasses triumphantly. “You put ten trackers on my stuff, Damian. One was sewn into my bra . My very expensive bra.”

He didn’t blink. “Tactical necessity. I’ll buy you more.”

She shoved a shot glass into his hand with a bit more force than necessary. “Then this is a tactical necessity for your soul.”

Damian looked down at the glass. The clear liquid shimmered like a dare. “I am not getting drunk,” he said flatly.

“You say that like it’s up to you.”

“It is.”

“Nope.” She clinked her glass against his. “This is what I want to teach you, Damian. How to let loose. How to have fun.”

He gave her a long, unreadable look, trying to maintain his usual composure. But she made it nearly impossible. She was wearing one of his shirts—soft, oversized, sleeves haphazardly pushed up—paired with cotton shorts and mismatched socks that had tiny cartoon frogs on them. Her hair was a tangled crown of curls, her grin wild, her energy impossible to resist.

“These are games for children,” Damian muttered, eyeing the Twister mat like it had personally insulted him.

“Exactly. That’s why it’s fun when you’re drunk.”

“You’re trying to destroy me.”

“I’m trying to liberate you,” Aless shot back, wiggling her eyebrows with exaggerated flair. “How else are you going to beat me in Exploding Kittens later? Or are you conceding now, coward?”

“Absolutely not.”

“Damian, please.” She clasped her hands dramatically. “You promised . Do you want me to get on my knees and beg? Because I will . I’m not above it.”

He raised a brow, lips twitching. “Oh, I’m well aware. I was planning on asking you to tonight.”

“You—!”

“Just so we’re clear,” he said, voice low and smug, “if I become inebriated, sex is off the table.”

“And?” she blinked, unbothered.

He actually snorted —an honest, startled laugh.

“You are absolutely insufferable.”

“And yet you’re madly in love with me.”

He stared at her then. Just for a moment. Longer than she expected. Long enough for her smile to fade into something softer.

“Damian, come on,” she said, more gently. “It’s just us.”

He hesitated, then sighed like a man marching toward his doom. Slowly, dramatically, he raised the shot glass.

“May the gods have mercy on me,” he muttered, and knocked it back.

Aless pumped a fist in the air. 

What followed was nothing short of beautiful, messy chaos.

Three games of Uno, two increasingly heated rounds of Jenga—where he definitely tried to cheat and she screamed “YOU ARE BATMAN” at him like it was an accusation—and one catastrophic Monopoly board flip later, Damian Wayne was…

Laughing.

Actually laughing .

Not a smirk. Not a polite exhale through the nose. A real, full-bodied laugh. His cheeks were flushed from alcohol, from losing, from the sheer absurdity of it all. For the first time in years, maybe ever, he looked like someone who wasn’t carrying the world on his back.

He looked free .

They stumbled through a few more rounds of chaotic nonsense before ending up on the Twister mat. Aless was barely holding herself up, her hair falling in her face, one arm shaking.

“Right foot red!” she called gleefully.

Damian groaned. “There is no red under my foot.”

“Then move it, demon boy.”

“I can’t. I’ll fall.”

She looked up at him through a tangle of curls, half-upside down, her smile nothing short of maniacal. “That’s the game and you are a train assassin.

Fine .”

He shifted—grudgingly—and immediately lost balance. He crashed down, pulling her with him, and they landed in a heap of tangled limbs and laughter. Aless squealed, landing half on his chest, while Damian let loose a stream of very creative Arabic curses muffled by her hair.

Her laughter rolled over him like sunlight.

“You cheated,” he muttered, not bothering to move.

“You’re drunk. You wouldn’t have lost this game if you weren’t drunk.”

“You did this on purpose.”

“Yes.”

She leaned over him, arms braced on either side of his chest. Her breath came in soft, uneven puffs from laughter that had just barely settled. The air was thick with the warm buzz of cheap tequila and adrenaline.

All around them, the room was in gentle disarray like a memory they were in the process of making. The Twister mat lay bunched beneath them, a battlefield of limbs and poor decisions. Jenga pieces were scattered across the floor like shrapnel from a lost war. A half-built Monopoly empire sat in ruins, a top hat token abandoned beside a hotel on Baltic Avenue. Shot glasses tilted dangerously near the edge of the coffee table, sticky with the remnants of orange soda and bottom-shelf whiskey.

And in the middle of all of it, Damian Wayne lay flat on his back, tie gone, shirt wrinkled, hair tousled like he’d been in a bar fight—though technically, it was just Twister.

He looked up at her, cheeks flushed from alcohol, lips parted slightly like he might still be catching his breath. But it was his eyes that caught her off guard. They weren’t sharp right now. Not calculating, not narrowed in suspicion or precision. They were wide, almost glassy. Like moonlight trapped in ink. Unarmored. They didn’t look like war, or training, or burden.

They looked like love.

“Truth or dare?” he said suddenly.

Aless blinked, startled. The drunken edge was faint but unmistakable; he slurred the “th” just slightly, and his eyes had that glassy shine that only came when the walls were finally down. For Damian to initiate something like this, something so casual and unserious, meant the liquor had soaked into places even training couldn’t guard.

And it wasn’t random. She knew it immediately.

It was a memory.

A callback to a different night. One filled with tension and unsaid things—his birthday party, when they were still caught in the liminal space of pretend. A pillow wall between them that was supposed to keep things simple. Safe. But nothing about that night had felt simple. They stayed up whispering games into the dark until sleep came to only one of them.

That wasn’t that long ago, was it?

“Truth.”

He stared up at her for a beat too long, blinking slowly like he was buffering. Then—“Did you cheat at Uno?”

Her jaw dropped. “You absolute bastard. I won fair and square —”

“Statistically improbable,” he muttered, half-closing his eyes. “No one draws a Draw Four and a Reverse that many times unless the game is rigged.”

“You flipped the Monopoly board.”

“A tactical retreat.”

She laughed, half falling on top of him now, her forehead resting against his collarbone. His body was warm beneath her, solid, heavy in the way that only truly relaxed people, or truly drunk ones, ever got. Damian wasn’t relaxed. But he was something close. Disarmed.

They lay there like that for a moment, tangled up in the chaos they’d made.

Then, Aless pushed herself up again, straddling him gently, palms pressing into the floor beside his ribs. His eyes opened to meet hers.

“Okay, your turn,” she said, tone softening. “Truth or dare?”

He didn’t answer right away. His gaze flicked across her face, pausing on her mouth, her eyes, her hair falling loose around her cheeks. His expression was unreadable at first, until the smallest smile tugged at the corner of his lips.

“Truth.”

“Alright,” she said, tapping her chin in mock thought. Then, her smile turned wicked. “Have you ever worn eyeliner?”

He blinked, slow.

Then narrowed his eyes. “That’s your question?”

“It’s a good question.”

He gave a long, suffering sigh. “It was one mission. In Prague. Grayson’s idea. He said it would ‘sell the look.’” He gestured vaguely. “European pop star. Leather pants. Stage diving.”

Aless gasped. “Stage diving? You?

“I did not consent to the dive,” he muttered. “A child kicked me off the stage. He was very small but very determined.”

She broke into hysterics, nearly falling onto his chest as laughter overtook her. “I would pay so much money to see footage of that—”

“Grayson has it backed up. Of course he does.”

“I will be finding that.”

“You are not stealing from the Batcave.”

“You’re drunk. You can’t stop me.”

He groaned and threw his arm over his face, but the corners of his mouth twitched upward. Eventually, the laughter faded again, like a tide rolling out.

Aless pushed herself up, brushing her hair from her eyes. “Okay. My turn.”

Damian lifted his arm enough to peek at her. “Truth or dare?”

She considered. Then: “Alright, I’ll take a dare.”

“I dare you,” he said, enunciating like he was commanding an army, “to do your best Batman impression.”

Aless grinned like he’d just handed her a crown.

“Oh, you asked for this,” she muttered, and then straightened, dropped her voice to a gravelly rumble, and growled, “Justice. I am vengeance . I am the night.”

She stalked a slow circle around where Damian lay, dramatically whipping her head from side to side, speaking in her best moody-Bruce/ Damian monotone.  “No, I don’t need dinner. I’ll eat the darkness.”

Then she narrowed her eyes and snapped to a perfect imitation of his own clipped tone:
“Actually, Father , statistically speaking, my strategy is superior. No one understands the burden of legacy. I am Damian Wayne. I got a sword when I was five.”

Damian was already laughing. Real, rich laughter that cracked through his chest and made his shoulders shake. But she kept going, hopping into a wide-legged stance and puffing out her chest like a self-important teen.

“I skipped prom because I was too busy reverse-engineering nerve gas in the chem lab! I had a 4.8 GPA, three knives in my shoe, and a kill order from Belarus! I was supposed to go to Harvard, but accidentally got blacklisted by the CIA!”

That did it

The jokes—normally the kind he'd roll his eyes at—hit their mark like precision strikes on a drunk Damian. But it wasn’t just the words; it was the voice, the ridiculous dramatics, the way she threw herself into the impression with zero shame. That did it. He completely lost it. Head tipping back, one hand covering his eyes as helpless laughter tore out of him. It was the kind of laugh that lived in the chest, deep and full, the kind you couldn't fake or fight off. His whole body shook with it, his smile wide and unguarded, crooked and messy and so achingly real it made her chest ache.

And Aless just… watched him.

For a moment, she said nothing. Just let herself take it in: his laugh, his flushed cheeks, the way his hair curled slightly at the edges from the heat of the apartment. She hadn’t seen him like this. Not really. Not freely.

“I didn’t actually get into Harvard,” Damian said, still breathless from laughing. “Or Princeton. Or anywhere, really. I think Gotham U only accepted me out of fear. My attendance record was basically a missing person report.”

Aless snorted, but the laugh caught halfway.

It was harmless, a throwaway line, said with the loose humor of someone drunk and happy for once. But it landed differently. Because the truth was… he hadn’t gone to Gotham U. Or anywhere. One minute, they were fighting during school-organized college tours, sniping over whose application essay was more pretentious, who had a better chance at getting into their dream school, and calling each other idiots with all the hatred in the world. And the next—he was gone.

Just… gone.

Sometime during her freshman—or maybe sophomore—year of college, she’d gotten curious. She was in the top journalism program in the country, something she’d fought tooth and nail for, and part of her had wanted to see if she’d finally outpaced him. Wanted confirmation that he’d landed somewhere lesser , that he hadn’t coasted into the Ivy League on money and name alone.

So she looked him up. Out of nothing but ego. Only there was nothing.

No university announcement. No press. No name in the “notable alumni” lists she trawled. Not even a whisper online. No Facebook. No LinkedIn. No mentions in old prep school newsletters. It was like he’d vanished the moment graduation caps hit the air.

At the time, she’d shrugged and told herself, Whatever. Good riddance. She even said it out loud to a friend once, bitterly: He probably joined a cult. And then she’d let it go. Because Damian Wayne wasn’t worth the space in her head.

But now, knees pressed into the floor of their apartment, half-sober and watching him as his drunk laughter faded into something quieter, more tender, she knew better. Now she knew he hadn’t gone to college. But she still didn’t know where he had gone. Or why. She had a good guess, filled in by assumption, but she still didn’t know for sure. Because they’d never talked about it. Not once. And that silence had always been too loud to ignore.

Her smile faltered, just for a second. Only enough for the silence to fill the cracks.

“Truth or dare, Damian?”

Damian quieted, like he’d felt the shift. His laughter ebbed, his chest rising and falling more slowly now. He blinked up at her, eyes hazy but focused. Something passed behind them—recognition, maybe. Or something like readiness.

“Truth,” he said.

She didn’t look away.

“Why did you disappear for five years?” she asked quietly. “Where did you go?”

He closed his eyes.

For a long moment, Aless thought he might not answer. That maybe she’d pushed too far. Maybe that question instantly sobered him up and ended their night of fun. But then he exhaled—slow and long, like the breath had been held inside him for years.

“I refused at first,” he said quietly. “But in the end, I had no choice.” His voice was thick, weighted with memory. “She came for me just before graduation. Before I was to begin university medicine, perhaps. Veterinary science. I was foolish enough to believe I could choose a life for myself.”

A bitter breath escaped him.

“Talia.” The name tasted sharp. “She told me my time in Gotham had expired. That I’d been permitted to pretend long enough. That I had a legacy to uphold. A throne to reclaim. A war to lead.”

He paused, breath catching mid-sentence.

“The League was already splintering. Factions rising, old rivalries resurfacing. My mother was no longer trying to maintain order, she was guiding it back into madness. Global influence. Strategic assassinations. Ideological conquest disguised as revolution. And no one within the League could stop her. No one wanted to stop her, and it was going to lead to future problems.”

He looked away then, jaw clenched so tightly his voice nearly fractured.

“It had to be me.”

There was a long silence before he continued.

“She gave me one month. Just enough time to graduate. To say my goodbyes.” His eyes darkened. “But how could I? Every time I looked at my family, I wanted to scream. I wanted to run. I wanted to fight her. I wanted to stay .” He exhaled harshly. “But I couldn’t.”

Aless's breath stuttered. He turned back to her, voice softening.

“Do you recall how cruel I became?”

“I remember,” she whispered, nodding.

And in that moment, she saw it. The flicker behind the steel. Regret. Guilt. Raw, unguarded emotion he so rarely allowed to rise to the surface, let alone sit in his eyes like this. And it broke something in her.

“It was the only way I knew how to cope,” he said. “If I could make you hate me, make everyone hate me… I thought it would make leaving easier.” A humorless smile tugged at his lips. “I deserved that punch you gave me at graduation.”

He let out a low, bitter laugh.

“I kept provoking you,” he said, voice quiet but unwavering. “Because it was the only time I felt like I had a choice. When you fought back—when you yelled—it reminded me I still belonged to myself. That I wasn’t just… going to revert back to what she made me.”

Her eyes burned as her fingers reached for his. Slow, uncertain. He didn’t pull away. Their hands fit together in silence.

“I watched you cry that day,” Damian continued, voice low, distant, as if he were still standing in that memory. “After the ceremony ended. After your speech about him. After I said something cruel and you broke my nose.”

Her breath hitched.

“You thought you were alone after I left. But I stayed. I stood behind the wall and listened.” He swallowed hard. “I listened to you cry because your father couldn’t be there. Because I… didn’t…”

His throat closed around the words.

“I stood there, and I listened because I knew I deserved it. I deserved every sob, every second of silence. I deserved the bloody nose. I deserved to know what I had done. It was one thing that I took with me to the League. That I could hurt people. That there were consequences for everything I would do as Demon’s Head. That I shouldn’t be blind to them. ”

And, somehow, the world had let him atone for his sins with her. With everyone. It didn’t make sense. Not really. Not when he tallied the blood on his hands, the years lost to shadows and silence and war. Not when he remembered the people he’d hurt, the lines he’d crossed, the lies he’d told to survive. The things he’d done in the name of legacy. Of family. Of survival.

He was still atoning. Would be, for the rest of his life.

But the world—no, she —had let him love. More than that, she had let him be loved. Even when he didn’t deserve it. Even when he pushed her away, or closed off, or broke the things he touched. Even when all he had to offer was the sharp edge of himself.

And still she stayed. And she almost left. 

He looked at her now, hand in his, eyes shimmering with unshed tears and unspeakable warmth. It overwhelmed him. It always did. He sat up slowly, cupping her cheek, pulling her close.

“I don’t know what I did to deserve you,” he whispered, voice hoarse. “Truly. I’ve killed for less than what the world gave me when it gave me you.”

She didn’t look away.

Then, softer—like the words were being pulled from somewhere deep, somewhere fragile—he added,  “And even after all of that… after the lies, the silence, the way I hurt you… I still got to love you.”

His voice cracked, just barely, but it did. His gaze met hers, wet and glassy, stripped of every mask he usually wore. Tomorrow, he would blame it on the alcohol, but tonight, he would just let it happen. 

“You let me love you.”

A trembling breath. His voice barely above a whisper now. Aless’s throat ached with the weight of it—of all the unsaid things between them finally pouring out, raw and unshaped and true. She reached for him, both hands cupping his face as her thumbs brushed away the tears he hadn’t tried to hide.

And she kissed him. Not to silence him. Not to distract or soften or soothe. But to say yes . To all of it. To the hurt and the healing. To the mess of their past and the miracle of their now. To him. To them .

Then, just as she pulled back to breathe, tears still on her cheeks, his brow furrowed with sudden intensity.

“And now,” he said, solemnly, voice thick with emotion and alcohol, “because I love you… I have played Twister .”

Aless blinked. “…What?”

He sat up straighter, blinking like the weight of the entire universe had just landed on his shoulders. “That infernal, bendy torture mat. I watched you cackle while my spine attempted a fatal escape.”

She started to laugh.

“I held a red circle with my face ,” he declared, indignant. “Like a drunk contortionist buffoon .”

“Oh my god,” she wheezed.

“Love has made me weak,” he continued, throwing an arm across his forehead like a Shakespearean widow. “Love has made me play stupid childhood games !”

“You cheated at Jenga!”

“Because I was losing !” he snapped, fully scandalized.

She was crying again, but from laughter this time. Curled over on the floor as he flopped backwards dramatically beside her. And somewhere in the middle of their chaotic, drunken, love-sick heap of limbs and leftover snack wrappers, he reached for her hand again and said, slurred and sleepy,

“…Worth it.”

Later, the apartment was quiet.

They lay together on the floor, wrapped in each other. Her head on his chest, his fingers brushing her spine, murmured promises whispered into her hair. The city lights filtered through the curtains. The Twister mat was crumpled under them still.

And none of it mattered.

“I would’ve let you teach me anything,” he whispered, eyes half-lidded, lips brushing her temple.

She smiled, just barely. Gave him two minutes—three, maybe—before he passed out completely. Tomorrow, he’d grumble about her letting him fall asleep on the floor, complain about how hard surfaces ruined his back. She’d roll her eyes and say something snide about the infamous Demon’s Head who once claimed to sleep on beds of nails. He’d pout. She’d mock him before kissing it better. They’d bicker over coffee and split pancakes at the corner diner.

It would be stupid and warm and perfect.

She hoped that after Mara and Deathstroke, it would stay like that. 

“Anything?” she asked softly, voice almost lost in his slowing breath.

He nodded, the motion barely there.

“Anything,” he murmured.

Then he passed out. Still muttering something about Uno revenge.